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My Inner Wolf
My inner wolf is crying.
Crying out for her Alpha.
The one to show her gentle dominance.
The one to protect her.
The one to help her grow.
My inner wolf yearns for her Alpha.
She needs him almost as much as she needs to breathe.
The Alpha protects, nurtures and loves what is his.
My inner wolf wants her Alpha and no one else.
He is the one she craves above all others.
My inner wolf searches for the one that is her Alpha.
The Alpha that shows gentle and loving dominance.
That is the Alpha that will win my inner wolf for life.
Thinking of You My Love 4-23-11
I lay here thinking of you my love.
Thinking of the day we are in each others arms for always and forever.
Knowing that when we smile we each feel it as though it was a hug around our hearts.
Our hearts that some day soon will be one together never to be broken apart.
Our love for each other is timeless and no price of gold or silver can buy it.
The thought of laying in your arms for always and forever is like having a piece of heaven all for myself.
A piece I won't have to share unless a little miracle has come along to make it all that much more special.
Laying here thinking of you my love gives me such joy that I have never known.
My only wish is to share that joy with you till my last breath leaves my body.
A poem I dedicate to the assholes that I have dated.
Here I stand alone thinking of you and all that we shared.
Thinking of all the pain you caused me.
All the tears that fell and all the screams in my head that wont stop screamin my name and callin me stupid for being with you.
I cant get them to stop.
How could i have been so nieve?
Why did I fall for all your lies and your pretty face?
You ripped my heart out at the seams and smashed it into a milliion peices.
How am I to recover and move on?
Whats a person to do when they thought they could trust just to have it thrust back into their face?
The screams are getting louder now.
They are screamin at me for not getting out when I have the
chance.
Why didnt I listen to them?
Where was my time for that last dance?
You wrecked my world and my life.
How could I have been so stupid to have let you control me like a puppet on a string?
How do I learn to trust again and to move on without you controling my every move?
What am I supposed to do?
I hope and pray someone has the nerve to abuse you like you did me.
Cause when you have fellt the same pain and heard the same screams I hope you die a little inside like I did.
And when you die inside I will learn to fly and be free of you misery!
Shy Strangers(6/14/08)
I sit here staring across a crouded room at a stranger. They stare back when I'm not lookin. Where is my courage to go talk to them? How do I find it? Where do I look? I catch Their eye once in a while but I'm the first to look away. I'm too shy to go and ask their name. They sit at the table close to mine. So shy I am. I can only make glances and hope they make the first move. The music make me want to dance their direction, but I'm too shy. So I dance where I'm at. Hoping that they will dance my direction. When will my chance to dance with them come?
Our Time Together(7/15/08)
I look in your eyes and I see a glimor of hope. A glimor of hope that things will be better for me. You want to be that rock in which I can lean on in times of need. A rock of strength that I know I will need in the future. A strength that will be there if and when the time calls, I know will be there uncondtionally. The future seems so hazey now, but I know that in time it will become clearer. Our time together is precious and each moment should not be taken for granted. We can never be sure of when our time together will end. I know our time will end, but as to how is not known. It could be the fact of finding someone else or the call of death that may end our time together. With that knowledge we should make every moment count and make them all memorable. Each moment that we can look back on and smile is the best moment we have.
Untitled(7/16/08)
I lay here watching you so deep in sleep. You look so peaceful and happy. With each breath you take I feel so lucky to lay beside you each and every night. With you next to me at the end of each day I feel safe and cared for. I can feel the strength of your arms holding me and I know that no harm will come. With your arms around me I feel protected. A feeling that has not been felt in many moons. I lay here next to you writing this and I feel that I'm falling for you more and more each day and night we are together. When I caress your face as you sleep I can feel each and every feature and I melt a little inside each time. You have given me a strength I didnt know I needed until you came into my life. I am so glad that I met you that warm sunny day. I wouldnt change it for all the world.
for him im falling(5/7/09)
for him im falling
falling fast
faster than im used to
a short time known
yet im fallin fast
i know slow is how it should go
but i have no control
control i have lost
for him im falling
to him i want to turn for comfort
i feel im falling faster and faster
i know i should slow down before i get hurt
but im falling for him and it feels like a great high
for him im falling
