The Dragons Flight With DJ Death at your...'s blog: "Rants of a mad man! You Decide what it is!"

I hear the screams on my head I hear them in my sleep so much pain so much horror I can't escape the screaming the voice screaming I know that voice it is me All my pain it makes me SCREAM INSIDE

Look at the knife it's blades so sharp I feel it calling me The Knife can CUT The Knife can kill The knife can end my pain It wants to make my blood flow it wants to cut my skin slow it wants to help me go The Knife wants me and I want the knife to end my life Make my pain go away so I won't stay to hurt you any more

Darkness consumes it eats at you shredding all that you are till you are left ALONE in the Darkness

I sit here and wonder why I MUST be alone all the time. What is there for me? Why won't death come for me? I am always alone not matter what. No one loves me, No one wants me! If I ever can die I will always be alone! Alone in life Alone in death

I give up on life and everything its not worth fighting for any more I can't continue like this It only causes me pain I give up Theres nothing more to do I came into this world alone and I shall leave it alone I am always alone Theres nothing left to keep me here Everything I try to do I fail at I have given up trying its just not worth it any more

I scream in the dark I scream in the light I scream inside I scream and no one hears Screams fall on death ears Screams never heard

Do not weep at my funeral For I am not worth your tears Do not be sad at my death I am not worthy of your emotion Do not even come to my funeral I am not worthy of your time Do not say you miss me for I know its not true Do not say you loved me cause you did not Do not say I was a good person for you know I wasnt