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I smile when I am shy
I smile when I want to cry
I smile when I am sad
I smile, when I just go mad
I smile when I am envious
I smile when I am very jealous
I smile when I am happy
I smile when I feel shaky
I smile when I am emotional
I also smile when I act abnormal
I smile when I am overloaded
I smile when I miss my beloved
I smile when I think something
I smile when I think just nothing
Do you know why I am smiling? When I smile at you?
Dear, I think it’s a very tough question I asked you! !
Never mind whatever be the reason behind my smile,
Dear, just pass me a smile, at least I feel good for a while
Missing the way you make me smile and brightens my day
Twisting And Turning
by bessy41
Mixing and matching,
Twisting and turning,
Hoping and praying,
Dreaming and considering,
Never knowing yet always knowing,
Wanting to, yet not wanting to,
Mixing my heart,
Matching my soul to yours,
Twisting fate with the flick of the wrist,
Turning my life over,
Hoping that it would end,
Praying that it never would stop,
Thinking it was over,
Wishing that it wasn't,
Dreaming of its coming,
Considering letting it steal within
Never knowing if it's true,
Always knowing that it's there.
Wanting to live in the light,
Not wanting the light to come,
The love of another
The dreams of someone close,
Remembering each every dream,
Can it come to any reality?
Somewhere In The Night
by Marilyn
Somewhere in the night a child cries,
A woman weeps and someone dies.
Somewhere in the night, humanity hides.
Somewhere in the night , a soul screams,
As people fade and vanish, lost in dreams.
Somewhere in the night, reality lives.
Somewhere in the night loneliness dwells,
As people alone, no sounding bells.
Somewhere in the night, she crys alone.
Somewhere in the night ...
Where is the light?
Disappointed
How could you make me feel this way
At this point in time, this very day
You of all people should have known
I wanted to be happy for at least today
But you never seize to amaze me
You made me feel so lonely
Instead of putting a smile in my face
You gave me frustration and a lot of pain
I’m not expecting anything nice
Neither do I expect sudden change in my life
I was hoping you would try just a bit
Yet you broken my hope, again and again
Is it just me who’s trying the best
To make thing workout, everyday
I think it’s time I should let go
I’m getting tired of holding on
I’m frustrated at what’s happening to me
Disappointed of what life led to be
Am I suppose to feel this way my whole life
I think I should move on while there is time
What’s the use of trying to hold on
Pushing myself to be strong
If what I’m holding on is giving me pain
Shouldn’t I let go left you in vain
I don’t really know the reason anymore
Why I’m still here holding on
I’m so disappointed of what you’ve done
So lonely, so tired of what my life has become
Fallen Angel
She flys to places no one dares
Twisting,turning,tumbling ,crying.
She smiles but clouds invade her eyes;
Loving,leaving,falling,tr ying.
Sky is blue only for awhile.
Tears are flowing like a good song.
The sun is comfort while she aches.
Her heart has fallen but she is strong.
She flys against the wind that howls;
Soaring.whimpering,lost again in the rain.
She whispers out a precious name;
No one hears her lonely pain .
Sky turns dark and a star appears;
The truth leaves her soul like leaf from a tree.
A wish is made and heaven does not seem to listen.
She tries to fly but does not feel free.
Fallen Angel dancing in the dark.
She wants to fly again but stops her heart.
Night invades and day will again come once more.
Wings feel torn and ripped a part.
She can fly again once she sees what's true.
She has fallen but the sky is not too far.
Fallen Angel with imperfect eyes reflecting hope.
She wishes upon a falling star.
Fallen Angel sleeps dreams away.
She wants to fly but for now she will stay
When I dream, I dream of falling
Falling, Falling
Falling onto you
When I dream, I dream of drowning
Drowning, Drowning
Longing for the shore, to breathe again
Breathing the air which is your essence
When I dream, I dream of burning
Burning, Burning
Burning bright, burning strong
Longing for the water too put out the flame
When I dream, I dream of darkness
Darkness, Darkness
The darkness devours me
Waiting for the light, for the candle, which you hold
When I dream, I dream of rain pouring
Pouring, Pouring
Drenching me with its coldness
Feeling the blanket that you lay across me to give me warmth
When I dream, I dream of you
Saving me from all my fears
When I dream, I dream of a heaven
Where you and I can lay underneath sky
And where you'll always be with me
When I dream, I dream of forever
When I dream, I wish it lasted
When I dream, you never leave
When I dream, my heart does not get deceived
If only the dreams I dream would come true
The Darkness |
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by Christinia |
| If only it were so simple, to cruise through life smelling roses; but the obstacles blacken the countryside, and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots. Dreams sustain us through the madness; goals give a finish line to our race. Yet they change with every turn, around every wall, and remain elusive throughout the quest. Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage; we will drag them with us to slow us down. The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends. Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us. Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us. The people whom we love shape our destinies and our strengths, yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness. There are others trying to race to the end; occasionally, we bump into one or two. The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely but eventually, we lose each other in the darkness. Alone is not a bad way to be; it clears your head and focuses you on the journey. Cherish the short intervals during the quest you have with others, but be prepared to walk alone in the darkness. |
