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Okay...before I go to sleep for the day I have one question.
What is your opinion on anal sex?
Bet you didn't see that one coming..but I'd like to know. I will of course share my opinion on this with you once you have replied. If you don't wish to post your response in here I understand, there is always the private message option. ;) FuBars little backdoor! LOL
:P night!
My impatience will be my undoing. I have been around the block so many times I must have a embedded foot path. Full steam ahead...and the immediate yanking of the brake will usually snap me back to reality. I'm still going to cut my hair. Maybe next weekend or the week after since I have to go to a professional. What I won't be doing is sitting here looking at my cell phone, willing it to ring. Been here too many times to waste yet another day.
Just like that old country song...you got to know when to hold'em, know when to fold'em, know when to walk away...and know when to face the reality of the situation.
O is for Orgasmless!
Yep...been moping..sure as shit ;) And I have decided....OFF with my hair! I'll let everyone know when I get it cut...but I don't want to hear any complaining...you like long hair thats fine..but its not you who has to style it or pull it back while you're having "fun"
fun of course = sex DUH!!
I think life should be more fun :D
So in my haste I forgot the damn seatbelt. I am going on autoplay...shuffling randomly until I turn it off. ;)
So I sit here and tell myself...don't sweat the small stuff. My mind wanders and roams and starts derailing. Damn fucking thing is broken! I get what I want. I get nothing at all. I want something else. I want something more. I am good with what I have. I don't know what I have. Am I the only person who has this stupid shit explode in their brain? Probably! hahahaha! Ok so I am not panicking. I am totally cool just being me and doing what I choose to do.
Focus, Focus, Focus! Stop distracting yourself with thoughts that don't apply. Clean the child's room already!
So back to that I shall go, but I am totally ready to take the longest walk ever just to escape this quiet stillness! It's gonna be one hell of a lonely month :(
So you know when you want something for what seems like forever it becomes like this driving force in your life. You do everything you can think of to make it happen. Only you forget why it is you started wanting it in the first place.
I know you know what I am talking about. That wanting something you dont have thing. Thats something we all have done atleast once in our lives. I have not wasted so much time. Not really. But I am done wasting it on something that foolish.
I do appreciate men. Most of my closest pals are MEN. Only a few of my closest friends are women. What I think has me perplexed is why I have been trying to make something happen when it is just not time for it. My kids are growing up so fast. I don't have a ton of time for wasting. This summer I will be without my little ones...and mommy is going to the beach! Taking long walks! Eating ice cream for breakfast!
As for looking for a boyfriend...I think KNOT!
Oh and if I ever make it to the gym...I will post an update on that!! HAHAHA!
