Asylum's blog: "Songs"

Love breeds suicide Don’t know what to do Life seems so empty without you Don’t know if it’s true You didn’t want to hurt me, desert me Love breeds suicide Love kills me inside Just want to know Is there a reason for living Just want to go Back where we came from, I’m begging you Love breeds suicide Love kills me inside You were my reason for living Why did it end Why did it end You were my sunshine, my living Why did it end Why did it end

I have reasons to be alone
Dying til I see clear
There's no revenge to explain
Will never come back

I perceived your look
My time is running out
I don't stop thinking
I relax my tension... exhale again.

I think again I feel so little,
Exhale again... feel so little.

To lose didn't change your life
Taking everything away
Everything until the end.

I have reasons to be alone
Dying til I see clear
There's no revenge to explain
Will never come back

I see it will never come back!

I think again I feel so little,
Exhale again... feel so little.

To lose didn't change your life
Taking everything away
Everything until the end.

I have reasons to be alone
Dying til I see clear
There's no revenge to explain
Will never come back

From one form to another
Make sense of chaos and disorder
Proof borrowed masks the sorrow
Truth in the sun as the source of order

In the mirrors light reflected
Bouncing off lies back into your eyes
Parallel wish
Enuma Elish
What's wrong with questioning the bias?

Diagonal against the grain
Where the gods could be our hearts and minds
We are dying
We are falling
But there's no reason why we can't rise

While we're here
But there's no reason why we can't rise
While we're here

We make it up as we go along
We all want something that lasts forever
Anyone could have it wrong
We all want something to last forever

No discord
Diminished crown
Heaven and hell are both right here
Translation
Speculation
They started a fire with our fear
Analyze
Remove folklore
What's left of the pretty story
Open mind
Extract morals
No reason to become the quarry
Hard to fake a sinless state
But keep a golden rule in mind
We are dying
We are falling
But there's no reason why we can't rise
While we're here

We make it up as we go along
We all want something that'll last forever
Anyone could have it all
We all want something to last forever

The question's carcass
Left out in the cold
He leaves it lying there
Wide open and exposed

She

All around
In a place unknown
Many paths, many truths unfold
There she stands reaching out alone

In the dark
She still breathes in light
She’s there blowing kisses to the past
Rays of hope
Dotted skies she dreams
Thinking of better times she lives and waits
Begin

Everything feels so numb and cold
There she stands, reaching out alone
Sinking ship that sailed too far away
From home

She’s throwing fear away,
She won’t be frightened anymore

Reaching out, I’m reaching out to you
For hope

And she sleeps with angels tonight,
Waiting for you
If I could give words to heal,
I’d give them to you

Are you there?
Are you still there?
I’m waiting for you,
Reaching for you?
Are you there?
Are you still there?
I’m calling out for hope to reach you

Waking life
Watching myself from a distance
Grown from you
Endless imperfection
I stumble on my words
Spilled out to you

Scenes spill in
Scenes spill out
And still I’m left
With one I can’t forget

And it’s here I’m left to remember you

So what
I didn’t need you anyway
If I pretend
This’ll make it all okay
So what I didn’t need you anyway
If I pretend
This’ll make it all okay

If only I could rise again
After such a long, bitter sleep
If only I could dream again
After all that I have seen

If I follow all the footsteps of
The echoes of the past
Will I ever know the truth
That’s made me who I am?

Whispered once
The loudest scream of all
The failing voice
Forgot to speak
When it mattered most of all

So what
I didn’t need you anyway
If I pretend
This’ll make it all okay
So what I didn’t need you anyway
If I pretend
This’ll make it all okay

Sometimes I did

But now I don't

All lights are out

And no one's home

Sometimes I wonder

What's become?

Some days are white

Some days are gone

Some days just wiped away

Everytime I try and open my heart

I'll be searching for the part still missing

Rain and sun may form a colorful arc

I'll be hiding cause it's hard still missing you

If every word you said

Came true

My world would rise

And be renewed

Your words connect

Until this day

Some days my heart

Feels cast away

Days just cast away

So much i thought i'd have to say
Though i try to speak my meaning strays.
We can't avoid the facts that brought us here.
I have come to say goodbye.

The lies i try to tell with my own eyes;
An act of pride a willful compromise.
Please understand how torn i am
When i walk away from here.

I lament the moments we won't share.
If i am far too sentimental i apologize.
Please understand this is who i am
And who i'll still be when i've walked away from here.

You know i'm not unkind
When i say in the future
The past is just the past.

No going back
No change of heart
But this is now
Time will not differ.

My thoughts(?) betray so easily confess(?)
How long i'll wait here after you have gone.
Nothing ends(?) but i don't believe that now
Please don't walk away from here.

I went alone and i remember days.
Nothing will change a single fact(?) of who you were to me
Oh come what may forever to the end
I find it so hard to let you go.

And hush now let it go now
There's no need for sad goodbyes.
Hush now let it go now
I know it's time to go.
Time to let this fall from my hands