Delete me's blog: "some people "

y ? y do i keep opening my self n m y heart to people i am sick of getting hurt i was falling for him n then bam fuckin crushed again i am done ur not who i thought i cant see ur name with out tearing up god i hate that i let u in 

Dont know y i came back back to the pain n hurt i call this the one i cared for is moved on yet what ever i am done y do i put myself thru it well the only thing i am alive for is my kids because it would not matter to anyone else what happened to me i have gave up careing about myself n my happyness ..... so to u if u have some u love love them 110% n always show it because u never know when u will be alone 

Who thinks fubar is a game?  Who thinks fu is a chàt site to get to know people? Who thinks fu is a plaace to find someone to just get laid?  I want to know what people think ...... To me fubar is a place where i can come hang out with old friends meet new ones and maybe just maybe id find true love....tell me what u think.

My heart feels so lonely with out you. Heard from you every day, Then it just stopped, Feels like my heart was just pushed aside never to really be cared for again.  Every time i try and get close to anyone its always the same way, Its not you and my heart knows it, why cant i love anyone the way i love you! Been so long that i have loved, felt so good to love you. You made me hole where now it just slowly fade away as it seems you are but yet i try and try to keep this dying love alive. I glance out the window wondering if you are feeling the same lose of love as i feel each and everyday. Just wish I can hold you and show you how much you mean to me. Hope your holidays are filled with love, even if it is not the Love i have for you.

so its the holiday time n i feel the worst not sure if i can do this holiday n it makes me depersed just the thoughts of my kids being sad because mommy is trying to do what she can. i guess thats what i get for letting it all go to hell.. hoping the will understand that no matter what Love is more important yet still going to try my dam hardest 

why is it when u say something to someone the whole dam worlds knows? Not only is it that one person u think u can trust but its also when u talk to family they still will go n tell all. if i wanted the world to know i would tell the dam world! what u think do u think the people should do? should they keep their mouth closed ?