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My First Auto 11's!!
a friend gave me an early bd present,my first auto in 6months.now you all have to rate me damnit lol so plz tell your friends so i can make godfather by my bd:D hey 2 all my ladyfriends,the lounge i work at has become a real sausage factory lol so would be awesome 2 have some feminin company 4 a change:D plz come and join at cherry's psycho lounge and party with me:p CAN ANYONE FIND ME SOMEONE I CAN BUY A VIP FROM?I HAVE ALL THESE PICS AND I CANT ADD ANYMORE DAMNIT LOL WILL BE 4EVER GREATFUL:D
Poetry
Michael Watches Over Thee, One Angel, with eyes that dare, I Saw him sent from our sky, To A World thats our nightmare. He Takes Away our misery, And replaces all our pain, He repairs our broken hearts, So that we are free again. Michael is our Freedom, our everlasting Faith, He touches us with Purity, We once again feel safe. My soul is gray, my heart is cold, i cannot die, though i am old. To much to do, too little time,
Omg I'm Hot Lol
You know how when you're young and you're so full of ambition, you think you can do anything and you damn near kill yourself tryin .. well heres some things I want to accomplish before I die .. I know morbid huh ? but this is life and it is a blog you have a choice whether or not to read it lol 1. I want to feel a love so strong that my heart beats specifically for that person and that person alone ( found it ) 2. I want to find happiness in a job that I enjoy working 3. I want to run barefoot on the streets in venice and paris and syndey .. well no one likes shoes 4. I want to hurt so bad that I feel like nothing will make it good again ( without suffering there is no compassion) 5. I want to change the life of someone else so drastically, that they can't imagine what it would have been not to have known me. 6. I want to smell exotic scents blindfolded .. just to know what it's like to be sensous 7. I want to spend an ungodly amount of money on my dream truck.
Stupid People
This coming from a chick who'll pretty much fuck anyone and anything that glances her way, although she tries to pretend that she's all sweet and innocent. She doesn't like me because I think she's a whore, and when my ex went to fuck her last night, something set her off... ->SapphireRayne: And, to top it off, when I told him what I said, he said "Whille that may be completely true, I wish you wouldn't have said that" ->SapphireRayne: Think about it. You get a visit when no one else'll fuck him... otherwise, you don't get a second thought. I mean, if that's OK with you, then I guess everyone knows what YOU really are. I lost what little semblance of respect I had for you when you asked him to fuck you when he had a girlfriend. I know that you wouldn't have respected OUR relationship had we chosen to work on things. ->SapphireRayne: No, it's just kinda funny that you're only good enough to fuck. I mean, hey, if you're OK with that, then more power to you. SapphireRayne:
New Stuff
Not sure how creative I want to be this year, this will be the first time I go out in two years with other adults, lol I was thinking Marie Antoinette, complete with stitches and reattached head or Cleopatra so I have an excuse to tell people to "Kiss my asp!" ;) Any ideas? So my friend Sil invited me to a birthday party Saturday night. Of course, it had to be one of those I-don't-know-anyone-here-so-I'm-going-to-monopolize-her-attention-all-night situations but I was wearing my please-don't-notice-me clothes or you could call it my-obvious-attempt-at-subtlety, which translates into long black dress pants and a not so subtle black with rhinestone glittery "Hollywood" shirt, which she informed me would be easier to read after the surgery. ;) The point is there was no dress and heels attire for me, which is abnormal. [START HERE HUGH] Since I was going out I wore my night-out-on-the-town ensemble, black leather mini skirt, fishnet thigh hi stockings, bikini sty
Random Poetry Pt 2
I need to walk for myself, I need to look back into the mirror and take another look at myself. I know your mad, but I can't do this right now. Ask a question and hear the answer from my grapevine, maybe its my time to go, or maybe I should try to find mine. I can't finish this cause I'm too weak to speak, I doubt you'd understand but for now theres the slipping of my hand. The darkness will still be my friend, the beast might've gotten the best of me. xxx ~ Bob Cat We don't talk anymore, so I guess you've moved on. Maybe I'm right, maybe I'm wrong. I was wrong to want to see you, and spend time with you so I'm trying to move on and looking for someone to replace you too. Maybe we'll never talk and I'll ditch the block party this year, frankly I don't understand anymore or care. We've drifted apart, I'm glad I never gave you my heart cause it'd hurt too much to have it ripped out of my chest and torn apart. Your not the first and not the last, but now I guess the thought of bein

Just Saying Hi
Been awhile since i've been on this thingy lol but i figured what the hell hehe I 've missed all my friends on here a whole lot..and hope everyone is doing okay. I'm hoping to be able to pick up my story again soon and add lots more current pics hehe everyone keep in touch k? *hugs* ~Cin Zachary Neil was born May 29th 2009 @5:36pm He was 6 pounds 13 ounces and 20 inches long. Came home yesterday and he and I are doing just fine. Will be putting up pics for everyone to see him very soon!! untill next time laters! Cin found one of our kittens outside dead this morning..didnt even get a chance to take a pic of her...*sigh*...will miss you smokey...
Jokes 2
                                       Blind Cashier at Cabela's A woman goes into Cabela's to buy a rod and reel for her grandson's birthday. She doesn't know which one to get, so she just grabs one and goes over to the counter. The clerk was standing behind the counter wearing dark glasses. She saysto him, "Excuse me, sir. Can you tell me anything about this Rod and reel?" He says, "Ma'am, I'm completely blind; but if you'll drop it on thecounter, I can tell you everything from the sound it makes." She doesn't believe him but drops it on the counter anyway...... He says, "That's a six-foot Shakespeare graphite rod with a Zebco 404 reel and 10-LB.test line. It's a good all-around combination, and it's on sale this weekfor only $20.00." She says, "It's amazing that you can tell all that just by the sound of it dropping on the counter. I'll take it!" As she opens her purse, her credit card drops on the floor. "Oh, that sounds like a Master Card," he says. She bends down
Poems I Like (i Didnt Write These)
Remember all that’s important to me. Remember that I’m only on this earth for a very short time. This is something you understand better than I do. You tell me one of my “years” is equal to seven of your years. So be it. That means every time the sun goes away, I’ve lived another week of my life. Just think about all we can do in a “week.” Remember that I like to play and have fun. I have no concept of obligations, appointments, or any kind of timetable. Please be patient with me when it seems as though I'm unaware of time. I can never understand why time is important to you. If, like me, you're living life to the fullest, what difference does it make? The way I figure it; I can always make time for you. Remember that my “world” exists about two feet above ground. Please be aware when I’m around, because I can easily get hurt by some careless or impulsive movement that you make. I always know where you are, so please make a concentrated effort to be aware of where I am. Rem
Dirty Little Secrets
im off rating stashes n pics n stuff..maybe yours will be next im horny...any nekkid guys? I have a HUGE porn collection on my computer. I'm in the process of deleting a lot of stuff - including most of these pictures from my computer. I was wondering - since most of the folks here on my friends list are men - if I made a folder for NSFW pictures - if you guys would be interested at looking at them. I know I won't get points for them, and thats fine by me - I just like sharing some of my favorite porn photos with my friends. No sorry guys the pictures are NOTof me. Please leave me comments!
Lifes' Poetry
My words may mean nothing But they come straight from my heart I have prayed for your recovery from the very start I know you do not know me I am a stranger this is true But I think of you every day In hopes that you pull through Your family really loves you They show it every day I feel as though I know you In a special kind of way So the only way I can show you this Is to sit and write to you I wish that god sit by your side And lovingly guide you through Help you through your rough times And Ease away your pain In hopes that you can Ride your board At least one more time again May God Bless you and Guide you through All you have to endure. samantha Small O'Hair 8/29/07 A tear can come so quickly A heart can break so fast A memory lasts forever As if there were no past I wake up every morning Wishing to re live a happy day Where I can wake up to see A smile upon your face A day with a happy begining And and ending that way too A day to just be
Cars
Songs
Pregamin Lyrics: before we hit the town we're slammin beers down its time to get your head in the game we're ready for the party before it starts so grab a beer its time to pregame aw yhea yhea we're all pregamin yhea yhea we're all pregamin yhea yhea we're all pregamin PREGAME we're all pregamin saturday morning get up its 10:52 we better start the drinkin got a football game at noon LETS GO hit the road before im late get ready to tailgate throw on a fratty shirt and pick up some paper plates cuz we're ready to get thrown get in the damn zone thrown back tall boys of nattys and keystone light up the flame grill let all the beers chill head ache from last nite BRODY NEED
New
Ok it might sound like i am being a baby but here i go i am tierd of people who say thay are my friends and wont me to bye things for the and then they dont wont to talk to me when i am here so i guess i am going to start over. I will keep my friends that wont me to but thats all. To my true friends thank you for being their much much love to you. COME READ MY MUM AND HELP ME OUT if you cant talk to me dont be my friend
Pics I Made
No Sleep
So I just realized I have feelings.  I'm not sure how to feel about this since I don't like feelings.  So many people have too many feelings and I am not a people.  I kind of like being the insensitive one that isn't afraid to speak the truths they see everyday.  Anyway my face leaked and that pissed me off more which made my face leak more.  This having feelings shit sucks.  I don't know what to do about it.  I want to scream.  this blows.                 END RANT           I can't sleep and I have writers block. :( So I'm going to ramble about the things that are bothering me and maybe that will lift the block I hope.  My dad is sick. Like dying sick most who read this didn't know that.  I don't talk about it because no one wants to hear me cry like a bitch all the time.  I hate that he's sick.  I hate that I had to move here to help my mom with him.  I hate that by being here it reminds me that I'm not like the rest of my family.  I hate watching my dad come home from d
Without Your Touch
Has it ever hurts so bad to look into there eyes? to see the world moving past you at such wicked speed.Had you thought you might be standing HERE? Thinking this? Was your mind wishing for more sunshine and your heart more love?Did you dream of kisses that would never end,of thunderstorms and shelter in someones arms?was your yesterday all you wanted it to be?Every step you have taken what you meant for it to be?have you made mistakes and prayed for mercy?Or have you laid down and cried a million tears?was there a day you gave your heart to that one person and you knew it would be crushed and broken, and yet you gave it with all you had?Were you the one that tried so hard or did you hide from the fight?Have you laid your will down and walked as others wanted for you?Rather than Standing for what you feel hope love and believe deep in your core? have you walked in someone's shoes?Or just pushed them around?DO you care to love others or look for only yourself?have you been beaten or so y
Ok If Not Commando Then What ?
why do men do the stupid things they do? just to see our reaction? After the auction is over and you see that you have not won.. what happens to you? Left in the dust .. forgot about.. yup they dont talk to you any more..no time for friends.. So we have to stand together I guess and wait till there time runs out.. but will we still be here? hmmm thats the question..
Inner Peace
Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago from an astrologist predictions. Read your sign. Then ,forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, Try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humour. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LIBRA - The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a k
Poetry From My Heart
wish id known 0 Comments Journal Entry by kittycelt about 2 hours ago wish id known how your leaving would change me wish id known your leaving would make me see wish id known your leaving would make me strong then id have known your leaving wasnt wrong. if i had known how strong i was if i had known it was all because if i had known that all my love would never have been enough, i would have never tried to fight i would have let leave my sight i would never have let you break my heart and i never would have caused these scars. i am stronger now than i thought i could be i am stronger now than you could ever see i am stronger now than ever at your knee and i found out that someone could love me. so im setting you free from me so im letting you release me cloudscelt is no gone forever more because you walked out the door. im better now without you im better now i dont need you so im better now thou i love you still even though im moving on i always will. thank you for loving me long
Welcome To The Good Life
OK FUBAR I GOT A FEVER AND THE ONLY PRESCRIPTION IS COWBELL BLING!!!!!! IF YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY PLEASE REPOST AND WE MAY JUST GET ONE :) THIS MESSAGE HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY ~Suga Mama™®©@ fubar **I WASN'T THE FIRST TO COME UP WITH THE IDEA BUT MY STATUS INSPIRED IT LOL.**
Song Lyrics
"Modern Man's Hustle"The first time I met the Devil was at a Motel 6She left Hell to spend a weekend on Earth just for kicksSexy little bitch, shorter than expectedAbout five-foot five big an' thick in the breast and thighsBeautiful, dark eyes a strong stareLarge lips, soft hands and long hairI said Ill make you smile for the simple fact Im good at itIll make you smile just so I can sit and look at it,[Chorus 2x]I will show you all you need to knowYou must hold on to anyone that wants you And I will love you through simple and the struggleBut girl you gotta understand the modern man must hustleWho cares what Jane saysShe always spits the same spitId rather kill the radio and listen to the rain hitLittle sister needs seclusionSomehow she'll discover it through the pop musicGot used to the feeling of fallingBut you'll never see her followingBouncing back and forth between the healing and the holleringRiding the outer ring of your own private saturnThoughts scattered all across the grey m
Life In My World - Please Comment And Rate.
Some people seem to be having trouble remembering that online life isnt the real life. Its one that we create to look and feel however we wish. Not everything or everyone is exactly as they seem. Even me! And that is fine because I'm not here to share my whole life with virtual strangers who are also not sharing their souls. But I am here to have fun chatting, flirting and who knows? Some day maybe meeting up with someone here who is not bitter and is sane enough to make a real life friend out of. The problem is some get jealous and mad when they discover that I actually socialize with other people on a social website! No fair. I dont demand exclusive devotion from anyone anywhere unless we are more than just 'FuMarried'. But comitted in real life. By then, I will have excused my self from a site like this. Thats just how I roll. You can roll your own way. So I'm just sayin, dont waste your time and heart getting twisted because the person you dig is also dug by others. If your skills
On The Road
It was strange at the convention...I was there and my other half who calls herself Thagatanegrra...Me...I'm Gata..I am a BLACK cat, however, I just dont use that name...So I was getting alot of, "So you let her use your name?" It's not anbody's name. I get called alot of different nicknames and shit. Its really strange...It depends on where I am of what nickname you here. I love that name though..Gata...I'm so feline..and even people that doesnt know that ask me about it...That makes me feel all warm and fuzzy So, I have to say that I was extremely homoured to have met with the great Mr. Pinhead himself, Doug Bradley. I ran in to get hi sautograph, only to find that he had stopped signing pics...I hung my head down and said "awww I ran in here to get your autograph" and he put his arm around me and said "come with me my dear" So I introduced myself..when I said I'm Monique Dupree...First Blakc Scream Queen..he said..I know who you are...! Well, that did it for me. I didnt know what
Fantasy Reality
OMG! WOW! FINALLY! I have waited so long for this. O where do I start. hold on baby let me get that for you. just go sit down cuz tonight its gonna b all bout U. wait let me take off ur boots yea i know but thats ok dis is about you all for u. O yeah u noticed, yeah I told you I was gonna start back working out I know u didn't believe me, o u really think its lookin good n tight yeah baby did it all 4 u! but nuff bout me tonight is bout you. i got a nice bath waiting for you food is ready yeah didn't know what you were in the mood for so i fixed everything! yeah looks like a freakin feast huh. o dats cool go head baby i know ur hungry just wash up for dinner. WOW! been so long, can't help starin at you WOW! ok ok im gonna eat i try to stop staring. just been waiting so long now that wait is over. please finish i try to stop watchin you. so r u tired i know it was a long trip back o sorry i can't help it ok ok...hmmm let me help you with that better yet just stand there i will undress y
News & Information 5 - Videos [nsfw]
This has a decided 'right' wing overtone, but the issues are pertinent. The goals are worthy. No matter what side you are on you need to know as much as you can.
Random Stuff ^_^
morning/afternoon/evening/hello people! I know I have quite a few followers of my rants now.. lol.. anyhoo.. the other day I was making a list of things that piss me off (my net was down) and It turned into a rant.. so, here ya go.. have fun.. and as always, if any of this offends you - fuck off.   general annoyances* Insomnia  - Insomnia due to some asshole stressing me out* The word "chillaxing" (because "chilling" wasn't quite poinltess enough was it..)* "Wiggers".. I've heard that is the short version of those white trash assholes who wear ridiculously baggy tracksuits/(occasionally) completely inaccurately made camo stuff/ tshirts with pointless logos or slogans (oh you know where I'm going with the clothing description.. I'll leave the rest to whatever the tards in your area look like) stupidly huge crappy jewellery (and before you americans start, thats how jewellery is supposed to be be spelled. Idgaf what is says in your dictionaries.) and of course, the oh-so-smart look of
Nutterz Poems
As I put the razor to my skin,I feel the adrenalin,the pain is a sudden rush to me,as the blood falls to the floor I see my pain and worries disappearing.I hide my scars in fear of what you may say,but without you these scares will not exist.My love, my life, my reason I sit here and bleed.My smiles, my tears,my heart tares more and more.You deny your love, I deny my pain.The pain I feel when your not by my side.Some call it love I call it suicide.The razor can only go to deep,a person can only bleed so much,but the pain never ends.My nights are cold, my arms are empty The cuts cover up the pain,My smile covers up the hurt As you walk along to blind to see my hurt the days get harder the nights never seem to end I fake a smile and wipe my tears away I forget the truth. For when I am with you it feels so right. Without you I find myself lost and confused. Broken and torn. Kiss my pain away, Wipe away my blood filled tears, I long for you to save me There's a hole in my heart not a very
Contest Links
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com yeah yeah i know i have no business in a sexiest woman contest but come help me out guys lmao love u all i need comments and rates lol please n thank u...btw if u think im sexy click the pic n help me out lol Get More at COMMENTYOU.com come help me win ....u all know i would help u and have helped many of u..... only 2 more days and i cant do it alone .....thanks to everyone already helping me Get More at COMMENTYOU.com yeah yeah i know i have no business in a sexiest woman contest but come help me out guys lmao love u all i need comments and rates lol please n thank u...btw if u think im sexy click the pic n help me out lol Get More at COMMENTYOU.com ok if all my friends would leave at least one comment a day that would be so awesome
Just New Agine
All wars are planned by older menIn council rooms apart,Who call for greater armamentAnd map the battle chart.But out along the shattered fieldWhere golden dreams turn gray,How very young the faces wereWhere all the dead men lay.Portly and solemn in their pride,The elders cast their voteFor this or that, or something else,That sounds the martial note.But where their sightless eyes stare outBeyond life's vanished toys,I've noticed nearly all the deadWere hardly more than boys." the pain of war cannot exceedthe woe of aftermath Led Zeppelin, "The Battle of Evermore" "But ranged as infantry,        And staring face to face,I shot at him and he at me,        And killed him in his place.         "I shot him dead because –         Because he was my foe, Just so – my foe of course he was;         That's clear enough; although          "He thought he'd 'list perhaps,         Off-hand like – just as I – Was out of work – had sold his traps –         No oth
Cherrytap
Hello! Quite a few of you (as well as me) have been wondering why my ceLebrity status got dropped. Here is the response that I got from Ryan, AKA Scrapper: "The URL you are trying to access does not work. It does not exist anymore. As for why your celebrity status was dropped. Celebrities are supposed to help our site and not publicy say that our site is slow and that our sytem has glitches. Our system is fine. Your page redirects people to outside CherryTAP." So basically what he's saying is that the URL I've been using for the past 6 months to access the site doesn't exist - which is why I posted the screen shot to my default album to prove that it does. He's also saying if the CT website has problems, don't make any comment about it publicly. Also, don't promote yourself on the site - promote your page, sure, but don't let people know that you have another website outside CherryTap. Seems strange to me. I've never had these restrictions on ANY social networking websit
Venting
Deadly Week On The Roads Concludes With Yet Another Fatal Crash Friday August 18, 2006 It's happened again. And for police, it's happened too often. Five people have been killed on G.T.A. roads in the last two days. The latest fatality happened Friday after a car and a van crashed head-on on Highway 27 at Nashville Road around 6:45am. The victim was just 19 years old. Police closed off parts of the highway around the crash scene as they investigated the tragic accident. On Thursday, 12-year-old William Gordon was killed when a tractor-trailer smashed into the back of his mother's car on Highway 401 near the Salem exit in Ajax. Traffic was moving slowly in the area due to construction and the rig was unable to stop in time. A 76-year-old Thornhill man was killed the same day when a man lost control of his pickup truck and swerved into oncoming traffic on Rutherford Road near Dufferin. A fourth fatality took place in a crash on Eastbound Highway 7 east of the 400. A man pe
Smutty Stories From The Masturbation Station
I’m really excited to FINALLY tell you about what I’ve been buzzing about for over a month now…  THE DILTRON!  Okay so I’ve mentioned on my twitter/face book/myspace updates that my main cam site that I work on and LOOOOVE was sending me a sex machine called a diltron to Beta for their site.  As far as I know they only picked 3 girls to send this awesome sex toy to for FREE in exchange for trying it out and introducing it to the site as something they might have more girls use in the future.  The model manager sent me this email asking me if I’d be interested and I checked out the attached video and I admit I was kind of scared.  It looked really hot and all but I had no idea who was controlling it (the dildo that was pounding the girl in the video) as it was attached to a stick type thing that was coming from off screen.  I asked him how it worked and explained it to me; Basically it was a sex toy that the dudes that get shows from their diltron girls on
Disclaimer
Disclaimer: This humor does not reflect the thoughts or opinions of either myself, my company, my friends, or my cats; don't quote me on that; don't quote me on anything; @copy; Copyright (C) 2007, 2007 Crazysane; all rights reserved; this document is distribution copyrighted to the extent that you may distribute this posting and all its associated parts freely but you may not make profit from it or include the article or parts of it in commercial publications, or as part of any fee-based services or products; further redistributions only allowed unedited and in its entirety by electronic transfer (anonymous FTP, Gopher, WWW, Mail servers, and IRC), storage media, and printed copy as long as this notice is included and no monetary fee is charged; warez list subject to change without notice; text is slightly unintentional and coincidental; all models are over 18 years of age; dry clean only; do not bend, fold, or mutilate; anchovies or jalapeños added to mp3 list upon request; your m
Jokes
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITTARIUS 9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF THESE... A. ASTRO VAN B. ON THE ROOF TOP OF A BUI
Pimpin My Fu-friends
Hey you come and get you some of this AWESOME slut! Yes Im talking about the one only MIA The Inked Slut! She is going to have AUTO11 on tonight @ 12:00pm eastern time so be there! The Inked Slut -*** Fanning First Makes Mia a Happy Slut*** In AUCTION - SEE BLOG Get 35 points for each rate, and 57 points during Happy Hours. Have fun rating and hope a lot of you level up. Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 108 and not 57  Bulletin Brought To You By: SinfulBrat Hi there MIA The Inked Slu
Contest
    4th of July Auction Starting 9pm Est. Tonight!!! Please A/F/R Your Hostess Babz!! Enjoy Yourself!! COME CHECK OUT ALL THESE SEXY FU PEOPLE AND WHAT THEY HAVE TO OFFER YOU.....HAPPY BIDDING & GOOD LUCK!!!
Nothingness
"miss you" miss you like crazy miss you in my crazy and lonely world miss you like a lost kitten that I looked so hard for and could not find miss you cuz i really do miss you and your cute ways miss your beauty and intelligence in front of me miss getting hugs from you miss having you around when im alone miss you more than you'll ever know No longer what am I what she put in my head The Ugliness is dead all that is left is a swan beautiful and free all that is left to be there is more to me than what you see and so much more than of what is left to come intelligent and sweet, sweeps you off your feet and as poetic as a modern day romeo . Kind and caring , romantically daring and a spirit that is unique and bold writing this from the heart what a great place to start Blessed by the ones that I love and the Heavens above I swim off into the sunset like a swan I am quiet I am peaceful I a
I Need Help!!
IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I POSTED A BLOG BUT I AM SO DISGUSTED WITH THE CHANGES TO FUBAR I FELT COMPELLED TO BITCH AND MOAN ABOUT IT LOL SO THEY TOOK AWAY THE POINTS FOR MUMS NOW I UNDERSTAND THEY WANTED TO STOP THE BASHING AND POINTLESS MUMS THAT PEOPLE POSTED JUST TO GET POINTS BUT IF THAT'S THE CASE WHAT ABOUT ALL THE STUPID CONTESTS PEOPLE ENTER Y DON'T THEY DO AWAY WITH THAT AS WELL?? THIS WHOLE SITE IS ABOUT GETTING POINTS SO U CAN GET TO THAT NEXT LEVEL AND THE MUMS WAS ONE OF THE BEST WAYS TO GET THERE AND NOW FUBAR HAS TAKEN IT AWAY FROM US AND TO TOP IT OFF THEY STILL HAVE THE NERVE TO CHARGE U 5000 FUBUCKS FOR EACH MUM U POST WELL IF THEY WANT TO STOP THE POINTLESS MUMS I CAN'T OBJECT TO THAT BUT THEY SHOULD ATLEAST MAKE THE MUMS FREE SO PEOPLE DON'T SPEND THE FUBUCKS FOR NO REASON AS FOR ALL THE MUMS BASHING I HAVE ALWAYS SAID THIS AND STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND Y FUBAR DOESN'T JUST GO AFTER THE PEOPLE THAT BASH THE MUMS INSTEAD OF PUNISHING THE PEOPLE THAT POST T
My Daily
Fact of the day:    The average four year-old child asks over four hundred questions a day.   “Someone save me”     Joke of the day:   Why sex is like riding a bike….   1. You have to keep pumping if you want to get anywhere. 2. It's best to wear protective head-gear when going into unfamiliar territory. 3. You can do it with no hands, but it's best not to try it until you have a lot of experience. 4. It's easier to learn with the help of someone who has a lot of experience. 5. You c
Go On
The Last Dance ...And I whispered, "I am yours."... Venus rising in the darkest hour of night, Etching dreams and fears in silver light, Pressed against the glass, cold, unyielding, And the tragedy leaves me torn and bleeding. Fate has bound and trapped my lonely soul, To pay your redemprion, and make you whole, And when the inevitable price must be paid, I'll willingly fufill the promises made. But before the end, take my hand, look in my eyes, See the truth laid bare, the desolate cries, So before you fly, on new wings free, ........ save the last dance for me. ...And as the last curtain falls, Again I whisper, "I am yours."... ~Invisible Tear~ My invisible tears I let out on the inside Depraved and shrouded The ones I have to hide I’m not allowed to emote I’m not supposed to show I have to bury it down For no one to find Until I finally die My invisible tears That roll down to you Your beautiful empathy
Neuro-surgical Blog. Fit Free? Maybe, Time Will Tell. Heavy Going & Technical)
I had a letter yesterday from the hospital, namely from the Neurosurgeon instrumental to my having surgery.  It read that following the EEG tests to ascertain electrical activity in respect of future seizure activity, the results showed that although they were aware of a small number of sharper waveforms, during the over-breathing exercise test, they were on the right temporal lobe.  These however did not constitute ongoing epileptic activity.  Therefore it would appear that further medication reduction could take place in a year's time.  This will be my next appointment with the Neurologist and hopefully he will write the prescription for reduced dosage medication and the reduction can begin, slowly of course. These results are good news and I wish those who matter to me were still alive for me to share this happy news.  The struggles over the last four years have been worth putting up with although it has to be said that maybe the worst struggles encountered following surgery occur
Trust Nothing That's Busted 9
http://www.woodtv.com/dpp/news/local/nw_mich/baby-smothered-while-breastfeeding TO LEAVE SOMEONE                                                                                                 HANGING . . . http://www.kirotv.com/news/23125626/detail.html
Me
Your Eyes Should Be Brown Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart What Color Should Your Eyes Be? According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give of
Canadian Eh
 1. Smarties 2. Crispy Crunch, Coffee Crisp 3. The size of our footballs fields, one less down, and bigger balls. 4. Baseball is Canadian - First game June 4, 1838 -    Ingersoll ,  ON 5. Lacrosse is Canadian 6. Hockey is Canadian 7. Basketball is Canadian 8. Apple pie is Canadian 9. Mr. Dress-up beats Mr. Rogers 10. Tim Hortons beats Dunkin' Donuts 11. In the war of 1812, started by America , Canadians pushed  the Americans back past their White House'. Then we burned it, and most of Washington .. We got bored because they ran away. Then, we came home and partied........ Go figure.  12.  Canada has the largest French population that never surrendered to  Germany . 13. We have the largest English population that never ever surrendered or withdrew during any war to anyone, anywhere. EVER. (We got clobbered in the odd battle but. prevailed in ALL the wars) 14. Our civil war was fought in a bar and lasted a little over an hour.  15. The only person who was arrested in our civil war was an
Peoms
"In Youth I Have Known One" How often we forget all time, when lone Admiring Nature's universal throne; Her woods - her winds - her mountains - the intense Reply of Hers to Our intelligence! I. In youth I have known one with whom the Earth In secret communing held - as he with it, In daylight, and in beauty, from his birth: Whose fervid, flickering torch of life was lit From the sun and stars, whence he had drawn forth A passionate light - such for his spirit was fit - And yet that spirit knew - not in the hour Of its own fervour - what had o'er it power. II. Perhaps it may be that my mind is wrought To a fever by the moonbeam that hangs o'er, But I will half believe that wild light fraught With more of sovereignty than ancient lore Hath ever told - or is it of a thought The unembodied essence, and no more That with a quickening spell doth o'er us pass As dew of the night time, o'er the summer grass?
My Dad
Thank you to everyone for your thoughts, prayers and words of support. As I sat here reading this, I thanked God for each and everyone of you. As of last nite when we left, my dad was still strong and holding his own. The doctor said that they are doing they're best to keep him comfortable. During the time we were up there, he was clear for only about a half hour. Last nite was a revelation for me in a lot of ways. And the most shocking one was, that I am unable to trust the woman who has married him only recently. I'm alone in a sea of confusion. In the middle of two women warring over a man who will soon be gone. And all my kids and I are wanting is to spend time with him before he is gone. Peaceful time to talk, let him know how much we love him, trying to encourage him.  And I am sitting here right now, not knowing what to do. Only wanting to see his wishes followed thru. And finding out in a three hour conversation that he has divulged those wishes to only one person who won't
Air Biscuits
The widow of the former Head of State of a small African nation has expressed surprise at the lack of interest from the numerous people she has emailed offering a share of her husband’s millions. The family of the late King of Fakumba, have apparently sent ‘dozens’ of emails to suitable ‘good and responsible’ people across the UK offering them a share of the fortune, in return for a mere £2500. But as of yet, there has been no response. Queen Echinacea and her daughter the Princess Jasmine are now concerned that people suspect the offer is too good to be true. ‘It is very strange, maybe people are unaware of the Kingdom of Fakumba, as we admittedly are a very small nation,’ the Queen remarked, ‘but we are easy enough to find, being north of South Africa and east of Nigeria. Despite being a very small country we are rich in oil, gas, gold, diamonds and numerous other precious stones, and it is perhaps unusual that more people aren&rsquo
To Far
Your Attitude is Better than 90% of the Population You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life. How's Your Attitude? Want one? Go to www.geocities.com/testiflash Guitar Skills
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Aryabhat Academy
The state of Kerala that lies on the south western part of India has been famed for the exquisite beauty that it possesses since time immemorial. The state of Kerala is mostly known for the amazing backwaters and the elaborate temples it has been blessed with. Other features that make this state such a widely renowned one in the field of tourism are its serene and beautiful hill stations, the widespread tea gardens, the cascading waterfalls, pristine beaches, wildlife sanctuaries, bird reserves, lakes, caves and the list goes on. It is also well known in terms of culture and tradition too. The state’s dance form Kathakali and its martial art form Kalari is widely revered as it has been passed down generations and to witness it being performed should be a must in this enigmatic state of Kerala. However people frequent this state of beauty mostly for the cruises on its enchanting backwaters. Houseboats in Kerala in the ancient times were a major means of transport across the backw
Everyday Life
OK it's time to use the power of the blog. I will be posting this blog up at several sites, not just this one. My roommate and I had Lingo for a few months before realizing all the hidden charges they were collecting from us. In April of this year, we tried to cancel and were given assurances that our service was cancelled and there was nothing else to worry about. Well, 6 months later WE ARE STILL GETTING BILLED MONTHLY no matter HOW many times we call and talk with a supervisor. Tonight, we've finally contacted our bank and said enough's enough. Now I used to work as a federal skip-tracer, so I thought I'd see just what I could dig up on this company. How about this for starters? They've inflated their NASDAQ (PRTL) share price and are now under investigation by the U.S. SEC (Securities & Exchange Commission). But this next part is where it got interesting. Their Executive Vice President is a gentleman by the name of John DePodesta who is also listed in PrimusTel'
Love Poems
I searched this world all over, For that one special girl, Who was looking for love Not diamonds or pearls.... From out nowhere You entered into my life...... Like a ray of sunshine So warm and bright...... I'll love you forever, Forever and more, For all that you gave me Its you I adore.... Things of time have changed, You drifted away. But you left me with something, To cherish each day..... A passion for life, The courage to be strong, The will to succeed, And the sense I belong..... I'll love you forever, Forever and more, You know that feeling that you get when someone you love comes near. The kind that when they touch you, all your feelings shift a gear. And when they speak all you can do is listen, grin and smile. The pain of knowing you and him will never walk the aisle. And when you see his shining face, you wish that it was yours. To hold, to touch, to kiss all night. To cradle in your arms. For him to be the one that will
Drink Recipe
Drink Name: Newfie Slush Category: Cocktail Glass Type: Mason Jar Our Rating: 4.88 out of 5 stars (8 votes) Ingredients: 1 can(s) Orange Juice (frozen concentrate) 1 can(s) Lemonade (frozen concentrate) 1 can(s) Pineapple Juice 7 1/2 cup(s) Water (boiling) 1 1/2 cup(s) Sugar 26 oz Vodka Directions: Boil water and sugar together. Let cool. Add in orange juice, lemonade, and pineapple juice and stir. Add 26 oz of vodka, stir again. Place in freezer overnight in well sealed container. Fill glass with 2 scoops of slush, top up with 7-up or Coke. Enjoy!!! Makes one gallon. Will keep for up to 2 months. Drink Name: Chavela Category: Beer-Based Glass Type: Unknown/Other Ingredients: 1 part(s) Clamato 2 part(s) Beer 1 squirt(s) Lemon Juice 3 dash(es) Tabasco Sauce 2 drop(s) Worcestershire Sauce Directions: Rim glass with salt/ prepare clamato with all ingredients then fill glass with beer. 1 liter(s) Vodka 2 liter(s) Sprite 1 package(s) Cherry Jello
Confused
i dont know what to think i am told that she loves me and that makes me feel happy but i have someone else that i am happy with i just dont know she is my daughters mom and of course i love her but i love my angel also i am so damn confused why does this always happen.
Feeding The Senses
Music Video Codes - MySpace Layouts silver grey shimmered in the sun the old man laughing as the warmth kisses his skin he remembers what it was to be young, again. his ears seem to hear every single sound out here yet back inside, he can never hear those pesky nurses; someone calls his name- it's her. she was the one back then. so beautiful. he remembers meeting down at smiths pond, behind the railroad tracks. that's where he received the best gift of his life; her kisses were like honeysuckle to his tongue. but she's gone now, passed away a few years ago, it was just her time. he never did get to say goodbye. laughter- who's that laughing? oh, it was just jane and michael. there was so much wonderment in watching his two children grow up- but reality is harsh when you haven't seen either of them in atleast five years. a sadness overcomes his mind. why is he here? stuck at this place where no one comes to see him but the blue birds on a warm sunday morning. h
News !!
I have two preponderant purposes for being on line (1) To find nice women and couples that like to c2c naked and enjoy masturbation. And (2) Blogging, which I do on tumblr. In regard to the 1st, I'm always respectful and understand it takes everyone a while to get comfortable so that it's just enjoyable and nice for everyone; and I'm reasonably patient and understanding in that regard. Personally, I keep it on line - see my "About Me" profile tab, can't afford pro cam girls and would rather not do that sort of thing anyway; but so it's clear, my intention is not to "hook up" nor do this for remuneration.  Now occasionally, I have allowed people - that really dig this sort of thing or those that are curious to just watch. Unfortunately, 9 times out of 10 they were a guy or very occassionally women that lack self confidence in how they look. Consequently - I have to see you on cam and you have to prove you're real and who you say you are before I will add you to my IM list. Th
Poem
I don't want to know That his smile brings sunshine That he shelters from the rain That his heart is pure gold I thought our love was strong I don't want to know How his glance is tempting How he's like a gentle breeze How his eyes are soft and tender How could I've been so wrong I don't want to know If his hair smells like a something sweet If he's a man like no other If his touch brings endless pleasure How could I misconceive I don't want to know That his love's an endless fountain How he's everything I'm not If you've never felt this fire Respect me when you leave - I don't need to know As tears mask my face and I think upon my past I wonder to myself has my time to die come at last? Tonight is ny night to choose to live for tomorrow to make it past tonight or cut my wrist with nothing to lose as thoughts of death cross my mind i wonder if and how to die i dont know if i can even do it i dont know if i can even try the end of my life is
Where Else You Can Find Me....
Tuesday, September 12, 2006 Feelings....... Current mood: confused Category: Life I hate feeling the way that I am feeling, right now. I'm so unsure about everything. I'm so confused. I'm so excited and scared in the same sense. How can one person feel all of this at one time. And to top it off, I'm anxious, hyper and eager in the process. How can one person, make another feel all of this. And what does it all mean. But I guess, it's easy when the person is vulnerable to all these feelings, very easily to begin with. What does one do when they are but a "lost soul" trying to figure out, who they are, where they belong, what makes them happy, and where do they fit in.... Someone who is like a lost "little girl" in a grown woman's body. Waiting to be loved, by one special someone. Hell, she already could be, and just doesn't know it. I've been told to look deep inside myself for the answers, but I don't have a clue, as to how to do that. I've been told that th
My Poetry
Untitled My hands are scrambling to hold on to What you choose to just throw around We can't escape this history we created So why are you trying to put us in the ground I never once desired this silence Nor did I want us to give up and choose death But here I am ignoring all reasons to cry And fighting this war to take one last breath I'm not ready to back down from any of this You can't force me to let go and feel as you do It's not as easy as you make it seem Because the truth is, I love you And I mean that more than you want me to I mean it more than I want myself to believe But now it's all out in the open And now it's my heart I need to retrieve You stole it the day you took my breath away Held it hostage in those hands of yours I can't believe how comfortable it got there And once it was my tears but now my blood pours It spills over what we once were And all the hopes and dreams we once shared But now they are all just a distant memory And I try to convince myself that you on
Sweet
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... How Will You Die? MY RESULT:Peacefully In Your Sleep You’re smart, you're healthy and you don’t let anger or stress get the best of you. But even the best of us gotta go sometime.Wanna die in a more adventurous way? We recommend taking up one (or all) of the following hobbies: glass eating, chemical mixing, hijacking, or poking grizzly bears with sticks and calling them “jerkface.” Take This Quiz! You Are 70% Passionate, 30% Compassionate You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over! Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?
Please Help
hi all , please help me out and comment bomb my pic , i need to get the most comments , cheers :) xxxxxxxxx can you help me out by comment bombing the pic below - i need the most comments over the next 2 weeks to win a competition - thanks mwah xxxxxx
Pimpouts
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1. To remove a bandage painlessly, saturate the bandage with vodka. The solvent dissolves the adhesive. 2. To clean the caulking around bathtubs and showers, fill a trigger-spray bottle with vodka, spray the caulking, let set 5 minutes and wash clean. The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew. 3. To clean your eyeglasses, simply wipe the lenses with a soft, clean cloth dampened with vodka. The alcohol in the vodka cleans the glass and kills germs. 4. Prolong the life of razors by filling a cup with vodka and letting your safety razor blade soak in the alcohol after shaving. The vodka disinfects the blade and prevents rusting. 5. Spray vodka on vomit stains, scrub with a brush, then blot dry. 6. Using a cotton ball, apply vodka to your face as an astringent to cleanse the skin and tighten pores. 7. Add a splash of vodka to a 12-ounce bottle of shampoo. The alcohol cleanses the scalp, removes toxins from hair and stimulates the growth of hea
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Giggles
SHE HAS THE AUTO ELEBENS AND IS ONE OF THE MOST KICK ASS CHICKS I KNOW! PLEASE RATE HER UP!! •T•E•R•I•@ fubar SHE IS A LITTLE SHY...BUT THIS IS THE TRUE TERI!! And please don't forget my other friends trying to level 1.3 to godmother Psyche™ Owns Idaho@ fubar 440 to Disciple President Lincoln©~Fat Sonnys' Proud Uncle~OWNER of VIGILANTE RADIO~blank requests get denied@ fubar thanks Well PimpMaster Cubby would just like to tell you, this young lady is only 100K from leveling. Maybe you could give her 5 minutes? Gutter Slut™@ fubar And along with the 592 friends i have who have auto 11's today. Mel doesn't have them often. (she's a bigger whore than me yanoo). Maybe you could give her some luvin too?
General
Remember this motto to live by: Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO what a ride!" Any takers for the ride? hehehehe xoxo A Nice Thought To All My Friends! Although I'm busy as heck right now doesn't mean I've forgotten about any of you - Muaaaaaaaaaah xoxo His name was Fleming, and he was a poor Scottish farmer. One day, while trying to make a living for his family, he heard a cry for help coming from a nearby bog. He dropped his tools and ran to the bog. There, mired to his waist in black muck, was a terrified boy, screaming and struggling to free himself. Farmer Fleming saved the lad from what could have been a slow and terrifying death. The next day, a fancy carriage pulled up to the Scotsman's sparse surroundings An elegantly dressed n
When You Think Of Your Freedom Think Of This
As Memorial Day nears I wonder what the brave soldiers who died fighting for our liberty might think about the fact that America, as they knew it, is being destroyed by its own government. One by one our liberties are being taken.In April 2011, Michigan Senator Proos of St. Joseph introduced SB 333, a bill requiring an instant background check be run on anyone purchasing over-the-counter cold medications containing ephedrine and pseudoephedrine. A State Police database will track names and sales. Taxpayers will pay...On May 19 State Representatives Lori and Meadows introduced HB 4662, a bill to make ephedrine and pseudoephedrine available by prescription only. Once again the rights of the majority are being taken because a few people violate.Indiana courts have ruled police may enter and search private homes without warrant or cause. The Patriot Act, currently up for renewal, allows searches of phone, financial records, library cards and homes without warrantsCalifornia has mandated sc
Rules
New Rule: No more gift registries. You know, it used to be just for weddings. Now it's for babies and new homes, graduations and getting out of rehab. Picking out the stuff you want and having other people buy it for you isn't gift giving, it's the white people's version of looting. New Rule: There's no such thing as flavored water. There's a whole aisle of this crap at the supermarket, water, but without that watery taste. Sorry, but flavored water is called a soft drink. You want flavored water? Pour some scotch over ice and let it melt. That's your flavored water. New Rule: If you're going to insist on making movies based on crappy, old television shows, then you have to give everyone in the Cineplex a remote so we can see what's playing on the other screens. Let's remember the reason something was a television show in the first place is that the idea wasn't good enough to be a movie.
I'm A Dork!
I saw this, and I thought it was too hot NOT to share here... MySpace Codes all of my personal photos are done deleted. the rest is just bullshit in the "stuff" folder. I'm 100% done with this place as soon as my blast is done running. hahaha i had to post this after my last blog!
A Little About Me
Greetings one and all... (or anyone who cares to read), Well, I am back from one of my journeys yet once more and feel a need to share my experience with kindred spirits and explain a little bit about what is happening to me as a result. My husband and I attended a most wonderful weekend celebration with kindred spirits and as first time attendees, were welcomed warmly by all with the exception of Friday night getting down to 38 degrees. Brrrrr... it was frigid even with 2 comforters, 2 sleeping bags, 2 blankets on an air mattress in a tent in the woods after a wonderful sweat lodge, drum circle and full moon ritual around a blazing fire. Thank goodness for body heat! All World Acres is a wonderful retreat from the mundane and sleeping under the full moon and star gazing while listening to the sounds of nature all around really gets one in tune with the world as well as oneself. The sounds of the distant trains melding with the symphony of cows, horses, pigs, and roosters (tha
Random Thoughts And Rambling
Screw it, I'm gonna take fubar BACK!!!     When I first joined, this place was fun.  It was about friends.  Now, it seems to be all about bling, credit packs, and buy me this buy me that.     No more!!!!   I declare WAR on that!  As of today, I will take fubar BACK!!!  Will I bling?  Yes, friends and family.  And when I say friends, I mean friends.  I will be MASSIVELY shrinking my friend's list.  I'm only going to keep the people on there that i do actually interact with.  Want to stick around with me?  Stop by, say hi, ask how my day is going.   If you are as tired of this site being what it is now, join me.  Lets make fubar a fun place again!!!   I say.. 3F!!!   (Fubar For Fun!!!) Well, I'm trying to get back to writing more.  Right now I have several novels in various states of completion.  I really need to get my writing frame of mind back.  I've been in a funk lately, and when I get in one of those, my writing suffers. What stinks is, I really do need to get back to
Poems
a true friend is someone that you can count on to be there by your side no matter what a true friend is someone that can always put a smile on your face no matter what a true friend is there to hold your hand when you are scared an alone a true friend is there to hold you when you are hurting the most a true friend is there to pick you up when you fall a true friend is one that never leaves you no matter what you have done a true friend is someone you can count on i have a true friend an my true friend is you cory by:april peterson dedicated to cory nothing in this world i want more then you nothing in this world will change the way i feel for you nothing will change the way you make me feel nothing will change the way i look at you nothing will ever change what we have together. nothing will change the love i have for you, nothing will ever come between us or tear us apart. nothing will keep me from you, nothing wi
Help
im not normally this crazy about leveling and stuff buttttt i want to level up since i can, in just need my buzz at 50% so someone be nice and buzz kill me :)
Crafting
  Now that my university is closed for winter holidays, I finally have more free time to do all the crafty things I’ve been wanting to. One of these is a lamp made from plastic cups I’ve seen at taf, the art foundation, in Athens. When I first saw it at taf, I was amazed; I looked closely and I couldn’t believe my eyes! The object itself is so peculiar, modern and alien-like it could be in any design exhibition. With my best friend’s birthday coming up, I decided to make it myself and give it to her as a gift. It turns out it was the easiest craft I’ve even done, the epitome of DIY objects!   I only needed a couple of things: 200-250 large plastic cups (recyclable, at least ) 600-700 staples a stapler a lamp socket, lamp cord and plug – mine came from a broken IKEA lamp! That’s all you will need.   Start stapling the cups together as shown.
Random Thoughts
I am suspended in a cage. To the right of me is another cage with my oldest son and two daughters, to the left of me is a cage holding my love. I reach out to my kids and their cage starts to drop toward the black, inky muck below us. I try to reach for my love and his cage starts to drop toward the muck. Off in the distance ahead of me on a ledge is my youngest son telling me “I love you mom, take care.”, as he walks toward a brightly lit doorway. Behind me is a crying little girl with a blanket and a stuffed animal. She turns away from me and walks toward a doorway of a closet and steps in shutting the door behind her. I turn back toward the two cages. My love says “I am leaving baby”. From the other cage my oldest daughter says “Mommy, I found a man.”, my youngest daughter says “I’m going to marry my girlfriend.”, and my oldest son says “Mom you never really loved me did you”? I think to myself if I can just get to th
Poems
Sharp white teeth in a beautiful smile Pale white skin shinning against the darkened sky Cat-like eyes in an ice cold stare We are the night walkers feared by day walkers feared by society We embrace the darkness and live in our own world with our own people. Some of us have the qualities of Lycans some of us don't But we drink the blood and take the energy Sangarian or psychic we are what you call us. We are Vampyres. so i lay here on this bed thinking about the things that were said the pain and sorrow fill my head and i can't help but think "where did i go wrong?" it's perfect silence no one will complain if i scream out loud and scream in pain i can't live without you i can't live in shame i play with the hem of my shirt wondering if you'll walk through the door to tell me that everything's ok and that you love me even more i stare off into the distance and wonder what it would be if you forgave me for what i did if you forgave me for bein
Relationships
Trust is something that I give freely, because due to things in my brain, I assume that all people will do as they say. I met a woman on this site, and I put all of my trust in her. She knew about my head injury and how things said and done could/would affect me emotionally. So after talking for a few weeks, she decided that she would tell me she would come and see me for the week of my birthday. We made plans and everything seemed to be going well, then it got to be the day before she was going to leave. She told me that she wanted to see me so much that she was going to leave a day early. So she was leaving Friday afternoon at 4, or so she said. Friday around 10, after she should have been here, I text her and ask her if she is close, and she replies "No, I took a wrong turn." Finally I find out where she is and she is in Tennessee where it is storming. She says that she is going to get a room for the night there, so I am like ok. I ask her when she will be headed this way and she st
Legends
Time for some Hair Metal!!!!!
Herpes
Scientists currently working on the herpes virus have found that they are slowly inching towards a cure for herpes.In a study published earlier this year in the Virology Journal, MSU virologist William Halford showed that mice vaccinated with a live,genetically-modified herpes simplex virus type 1 (HSV-1) showed no signs of disease 30 days after being exposed to a particularly lethal “wild-type” strain of the virus. This type of behaviour may show that a vaccine may be a possible way to get ride of the disease that currently has no cure.   cure for herpes
~gor 101~basic Q & A~
"If one is not strong, it is natural to make a virtue of weakness." ~Savages of Gor~p 235~ ............ "It is said," said Samos, "that only weaklings, and fools, and men who deserve to be slave girls, fall slave to women." ~Hunters of Gor~p 13~ ............ "He who surrenders his mastery surrenders his manhood. I wondered what those who flocked like sheep to their own castration received in recompense for their manhood. I supposed it must be very valuable. But if this were so, why did they feel it necessary to shrill so petulantly at others, those who scorned them and had chosen different paths?" ~Players of Gor~p 176~ ............ "We met in the center of the room and embraced. I wept, and he did, too, without shame. I learned later that on this alien world a strong man may feel and express emotions, and that the hypocrisy of constraint is not honored on this planet as it is on mine." ~Tarnsman of Gor~p 21~ ............ "With weapons and courage.... They were truly free m
Marine Prayer
Every Marine Should Know this by heart But i want to post it in honor Of my Fallen Family Members                                                   Marine's Prayer                      Almighty Father ,Whose command is over all and                    whose love never fails , make me aware of thy                 presence and obediend to Thy will. Keep me true                 to my best self  so that I can face my fellow                 Marines and to accpet my share of responsibilties with viger               and enthusiasm Grant me the courage to be proficient in my daily               performance. Keep me loyal and faithful to the duties the Marine Corps             and My Country have entrusted to me .Help me wear my uniform with dignity            and let it Remind me daily of traditons which I Must Uphold   For all My Fallen Family I say these words to Honor your Memory !
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Wildmanrod4614047
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "you're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.... 1 I HAVE BEEN ONLINE FOR ABOUT 10 YEARS NOW 2 I AM A BIG FLIRT I LOVE TO HAVE FUN 3 I WAS IN THE SERVICE FOR 3 YEARS 4 I DID CONSTRUCTION WORK FOR 28 YEARS 5 I LOVE OLD HOT ROD I AM A CHEVY MAN 6 I USE TO HILLCLIMB MY MOTORCYCLE IN COMPATION 7 I MET SWTHUNY2006 ON THE INTERNET WE BEEN TOGEATHER 3 YEARS NOW 8 I LOVE TO GO CATFISHING/ CAMPING 9 I HAVE BEEN MARRIED AND DIVORCED 2 TIMES 10 I LOVE TO WATCH NASCAR IM A BIG FAN OF IT *** I like breaking the rules too, so I am going to send this to more than 6 people... LMAO... So, I'm not listing names... 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. D
Quotes
" courage is not the absence of fear or dispair but the strength to conquer them " a single moment etched in time shining brightly like a star in a midnite sky , an aeon , an instant , a million years pressed into one , when all stands still and life explodes into infinite dreams , and all is changed forevermore , in the blink of an eye !!!!!!!!!!1 You do not become a rock star unless you've got something missing somewhere, that is obvious to me. if you were of sound mind you could feel normal without 70,000 people a night screaming thier love for you...........
Quotes
Time Does Not Bring Relief  Time does not bring relief; you all have lied  Who told me time would ease me of my pain!  I miss him in the weeping of the rain; I want him at the shrinking of the tide;  The old snows melt from every mountain-side  And last year's leaves are smoke in every lane;  But last year's bitter loving must remain  Heaped on my heart, and my old thoughts abide.  There are a hundred places where I fear  To go - so with his memory they brim.  And entering with relief some quiet place  Where never fell his foot or shone his face  I say, 'There is no memory of him here!'  And so stand stricken, so remembering him.   Edna St Vincent Millay (1892 -1950)    In memory of  Darrell Paul Smith  12/18/66 - 03/05/11 My best friend, My heart, My soul
Lyrics
"We're In This Together" I've become impossible holding on to when when everything seemed to matter more the two of us all used and beaten up watching fate as it flows down the path we have chose you and me we're in this together now none of them can stop us now we will make it through somehow you and me if the world should break in two until the very end of me until the very end of you awake to the sound as they peel apart the skin they pick and they pull trying to get their fingers in well they've got to kill what we've found well they've got to hate what they fear well they've got to make it go away well they've got to make it disappear the farther I fall I'm beside you as lost as I get I will find you the deeper the wound I'm inside you for ever and ever I'm a part of you and me we're in this together now none of them can stop us now we will make it through somehow you and me if the world should break in two until the very end of me until
Ankh On This
It's going to be really hard to narrow down My top 10 favorite Movies... and the list will never be set in stone. But here goes what I can think of at the moment. (Not In Order) 1) Sound of Music The very first movie I ever saw in a theater (Saw it overseas in the Middle East, dubbed in Farsi and it was still wonderful) 2) Dogma If this movie offended you...Don't talk to Me because I'll really piss you off! 3) V is for Vendetta The line that sticks in My mind is - "People should not fear their government, it is the government who should fear the people." 4) Logans Run Wonderful little '60's Sci-Fi 5) Zardoz Sean Connery's first film, and a wonderfully twisted movie. 6) The Breakfast Club I have probably seen this movie more times than any movie, and I still love it. 7) Empire Records hmmmmm...an edgier breakfast club?... 8) Pay it Forward This movie is family required viewing! 9) Office Space Live-Love-Laugh!!!!!! 10) Harold and Maude Th
Funny
WHAT IS RACISM You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists. If we had white history month, we'd be racists. If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives, we'd be racists. If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships, you know we'd be racists. There are over 60 o
Favors
Did you see that!!! So I need help trying to figure out where this guy is coming from.   Follow this email thread: --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Greetings again.   Just took the final exam. Number 8. I found something I'd like for you to review if possible. Question 20 reads:  In an experiment by Moscovitch (1982), when older and younger adults were asked to call an answering service once a week without using any reminders:   Selected Answer:    more older than younger adults made the call.  Correct Answer:    some of the elderly used reminders anyway. If you read the text (662) both of these answers were stated. Just kind of tricky....not sure if it merits any credit or not, just sharing.   His reply to me was: Good argument.  What about a point?        Cheers,   Now is he asking me to provide a point to my argument or is he offering me an extra point towards my final
Reflection
Hope is nestled in the darkest corners of my mind Penetrated by slivers of light Conjured up by dreams and aspirations Hope is knowing there must be more The end is yet beyond my sight Hope is the tiny carpet on which my Imagination wanders the vast open spaces of what could be Hope is distingushable only by the slightest breeze of euphoria Unaccompanied with desperation Hope is the thread of which my soul hangs on the tattered rope of life Hope is my morning cup of coffee my cold shower my enthusiasm for the day's existence Hope is my serenity my survival from chaos the killer of my pain Hope is my nucleus the very core of my being My shelter my water my breathe Were it not for hope This rose Is for a new start, And as I give it to you It grows in my heart         This rose Grows to the s
Auctions
Ok our very own female up for auction guys!! as listed below is what she will and will not do wonts: wont change my name will allow access for 24 hours to my nsfws will go on cam for the winner after my kids go to bed (depending on whats asked who knows what will happen) will add to my yahoo messenger. will make a salute of their choice on most any body part for them will put won by such and such for 24 hours on my name. so bid away fubucks,vips,blast,and or big pimpin gifts will be accepted so guys bid ur hearts out have fun with her for 24 hours!! u ahould have any questions plz ask and ill answer highest bidder will pay largerthanhim before she is urs for 24 hours so lets have fun and be nice!! Get this widget | Track details |
~pretty Interesting~
Ok my friends, I was entered into the best Morphing pic contest. It starts today at 2 so stop by and show your sweet friend some luv and support. Comment as much as you like, it counts. Luv to all my friends.... The link is below... > My computer went down a few days ago. So I'll be down for a while but hopefully not to long. I should be back up by next weekend or the following week. Thanks my friends for all the comments. Have a great weekend and a great week ahead. Hugzzzz Cheryl MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes Sorry but I'm deleting alot of people off my friends list. I am here to make friends not to be anorther number on anyones friends list. Alot of people on my list havn't said anything. I have sent tons of hello comments and receive nothing back from some. I love making new friends and I have made some awesome friends while here. So no hard feelings. Just would rather have people on my friends list who do want to talk and be friends. Hope everyone is having a
Trichome Alchemy
So it seems once again I'am here...Not at this site, but at a point where im not sure what i want. Or, more specifcally, who i want. in this day and age it's not all that hard to find something to complain about..from the stupidity of Mr Bush and his government too the price of gas, we north americans have lots of inconsequential things that we get to bitch and moan about. I sit here watching the snow fall, seeing it slowly hide all the imperfections of my lawn.And I wonder, what would it take to bring everyone in this world to the same even playing field. What would it take? I would willingly give up my car, t.v. computer, hell even most of my house, to help someone. Now I know some people send money to charities to help the poor peoples in other countries...but in all honesty how much of that money actually gets to these people. I guess I'm just a bit frustrated at how extremely broken our world is. For all our modern toys and experience we still haven't seemed to learn the most bas
Thyroid Cancer
Papillary and follicular cancer , or carcinoma, account for about 80-85% of all thyroid malignancies. Thyroid Cancer Papillary and Follicular Cancer, or CarcinomaPapillary and follicular cancer , or carcinoma, account for about 80-85% of all thyroid malignancies. They get their names from their appearance under the microscope. Some are pure papillary, some are purely follicular in nature, and some are mixed, that is, both types of cancer cells may be present in the same tumor. In fact, some of these tumors are actually referred to as “follicular variant of papillary carcinoma”. The important thing to understand is that 1) the typical forms of these cancers are quite curable in a very large percentage of cases and, 2) they behave in somewhat dissimilar ways, and affect slightly different age groups, though there are often exceptions to the rule. Papillary carcinoma is more common in the younger age groups, though oldsters can also get the disease. Any thyroid mass in a child or
My Thoughts
I am so pissed. As you maybe know, I work with mental ill agressive people. Most of the people think that its a rough, macho culture at my work. It can be, but most of the time its pretty nice to work there. Most of my collegues hate the macho culture everybody thinks it is. Now I will tell you: I am small, normal lenght, love to wear 2 tales in my hair and tight bright clothes. For 1/2 a year ago I suffered from a depression and I had broke my rib during a fight. I got the feeling that some of my collegues now think that I am weak, just because of my looks and deseases. That really pisses me of! Any ideas what to do? http://cgi.omroep.nl/cgi-bin/streams?/id/VARA/serie/VARA_101163309/VARA_101179441/bb.20081214.asf&end=0:8:56.197 http://cgi.omroep.nl/cgi-bin/streams?/id/VARA/serie/VARA_101163309/VARA_101179441/bb.20081214.asf?start=0:16:3.71&end=0:20:58.971 My BF is always singing with my cats! Strange, but most of the times my cats like it! I wanted to share this with y
Just Me
1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3. Colt: The original point and click interface. 4. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords? 6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 7. "Free" men do not ask permission to bear arms. 8. If you don't know your rights you don't have any. 9. Those who trade liberty for security have neither. 10. The United States Constitution (c) 1791. All Rights reserved. 11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you not understand? 12. The Second Amendment is in place in case the politicians ignore the others. 13. 64,999,987 firearms owners killed no one yesterday. 14. Guns only have two enemies: rust and politicians. 15. Know guns, know peace, know safety. No guns, no peace, no safety. 16. You don't shoot to kill; you shoot to stay alive. 17. 911 - Governm
Fu-bombers
We are too far behind on Kaes contest. This contest takes top priority today. I hope you all understand how important this is. When we are behind in a contest, we do not vote on Mumms, upload pictures, or update our stash. We also do not bomb giveaways when a family member is in a contest that has a deadline. The contest with the deadline always is the priority. We bomb our hardest to help that family member get in to the lead. I need all Fu-bombers to bomb Kae today and use all their comments. If you have any questions, see a family manager. Tiggerbear2007 Family Manager I would like to say thank you to BBG, Stephanie Lynn, and the FU-Bombers for helping me win another month of VIP. I really appreciate you guys helping me out. I do not know what I would do without the love and support of BBG, Stephanie Lynn, and my FU-Bomber family. You guys rawk. Love, Tiggerbear2007 Calling all FU-Bombers, friends, family and fans, Submissive Scorp needs your help to rece
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Misc
Your Candy Heart Says "Cutie Pie" You always seem to have a hot date, even though you never try to meet anyone. A total charmer, you have a natural appeal that keeps you in high demand. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: multiple dates with multiple people Your flirting style: 100% natural What turns you off: serious relationship talks Why you're hot: you're totally addicting What Does Your Candy Heart Say?
Answers
AAADDKNOW THE SYMPTOMS.....PLEASE READ!Thank goodness there's a name for this disorder.Somehow I feel better even though I have it!!Recently, I was diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D. -Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder.This is how it manifests:I decide to water my garden.As I turn on the hose in the driveway,I look over at my car and decide it needs washing.As I start toward the garage,I notice mail on the porch table thatI brought up from the mail box earlier.I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car.I lay my car keys on the table,put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full.So, I decide to put the bills backon the table and take out the garbage first.But then I think,since I'm going to be near the mailboxwhen I take out the garbage anyway,I may as well pay the bills first.I take my check book off the table,and see that there is only one check left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study,so I go inside the house to my desk whereI
Zodiac Bombers Member List
Do you have what it takes?? Now Hiring** Enforcers-Greeters- Promotors.....Stop by the lounge and let us know you want a job..HURRY though..these positions wont last long!~! KICK ASS TUNES AWSOME GREETERS CLICK ANY PIC TO JOIN THE HOTTEST LOUNGE Click any of the pics below to If your interested in joining The Zodiak Bombers&Levelers If you LOVE it LOUD, you've come to the RIGHT place....kick back and yak it up with your buddies over some cold ones!!! ZODIAk BOMBERS/LEVELERS@ fubar polarisman owner of zodiak bombers/levelers & loud pipes lounge@ fubar (repost of original by 'ϟϟ ß®Ëtt ϟϟ ™ ~ÑÇÇHÖþþËRGÜ¥~* ENF/Godsforsaken Fu Hubby To ßîkè®båbè$' on '2008-11-04 16:14:03') Hey everyone....just so your all aware...I tactfully stepped outta the contest today....I so appreciate every single bit of time you each put in for me but there is NO way possible that I would have ever caught up...and there was only
Just Me!
I have an 11 year old dog named Bella. She has been with me since she was 5 1/2 weeks old. She is one of the loves of my life. Greatest dog, well trained and so well mannered. Loves everyone and everything. In the past few months my 2 year old fell on top of her and hurt her pretty bad. She was treated and had gone back to normal. Now with the bitter cold weather here and the snow within mins of letting her out to go potty her arthritis starts to kick in and her joints start to lock up. Today was the worst and I was to the point where I wanted to run out and pick her up and carry her in. My heart sank to see her in that condition. She has been started on Glucosamine, and is perfectly fine when she is indoors. Even still jumps over the baby gates and up onto furniture and beds without one issue. I am looking for any suggestions on how I can make her life easier when she goes outside. Is there any other vitamines or anything that I can do that has maybe worked for you before? Mind yo
All About Me...
Recently there has been some confusion over certain particular pieces of art in my albums on here. Most are over one in particular. It is a poetic representation that someone (not myself) wrote concerning the "general" BDSM relationship between two consenting adults. Not all Dom/mes use harsh terms in addressing their subs. Mine does not, because of the ways some of those words were used toward me for a number of years in BAD relationships He doesn't wish to emulate. Every Dom/me has the choice of being a gentle or harsh Dom/me, and most will take their sub's feelings into consideration, especially outside the scenes. Many of these relationships are loving and end (or sometimes begin) in dating and/or marriage. We are used to being persecuted for our beliefs, however sad that may be. Please, before you make blanketing comments on a graphic describing a lifestyle, take a moment to learn about that lifestyle and its participants, choices & rights before saying something that shoves you
Ooh Baby That's The Spot!
    OMG THERE'S NEW BLINGS TODAY AND I WANT ALL OF THEM!!! I CAN'T USE MY STATUS TO ASK B/C OF STUPID B.S. THIS SUCKS! SO I'M COMING TO YOU IN A BULLETIN TO ASK FOR HELP!!! I AM OFFERING THINGS FOR THESE BLINGS. CLICK THE LINK BELOW THE PICTURE OF ME TO LET ME KNOW IF YOU'RE INTERESTED! OK SO WHAT I'M OFFERING: -150K FOR EACH DIRTY DANCING BLING -350K FOR THE POLAR ANTEATER BLING IT'S SOOOO CUTE! -750K FOR THE PINK DIAMOND BLING! IT'S SO PRETTY! -750K FOR THE KEY TO MY HEART BLING -750K FOR THE BLINDFOLD BLING -1.5 MILL+2 PIMP OUTS FOR THE LOVE CHARMS BLING -2 MILL+1 WK OF PIMP OUTS FOR THE PROMISE RING BLING -FOR THE DISCO DIAMOND RING I WILL: *GIVE YOU 2 MILL FUBUX *RATE 100 OF YOUR PIX AN 11 *PIMP YOU OUT ONCE A DAY FOR A WEEK *GIVE U ACCESS TO ALL FOLDERS *WILL VOUCH FOR YOU (LET YOU RATE AS MANY PIX AND PROFILES AS YOU WANT FOR 15 MINUTES STRAIGHT WITH NO ERROR MESSAGES SAYING YOU'RE RATING TOO FAST) -FOR THE GEARS OF LOVE BLING I WILL: *GIVE YOU 4
Yo Te Contare Una Historia...
thanks to everyone who came out! I had a blast partying with all of you! Here's some vids from the night: A Light Divided~Creating a TragedyAdd to My Profile | More Videos CREATING A TRAGEDY A Light Divided~WastefulAdd to My Profile | More Videos WASTEFUL A Light DividedAdd to My Profile | More Videos BESIDE MYSELF thanks again guys! I'll be at the Berkeley Cafe in Raleigh, NC tonight! come out if ya can! xoxo- Jaycee Today was PIIIIIIIIMP. I'm tired as hell so I'll make a long story short. Basically, me, the guys, Melissa and John aaaall went to the Kill Hannah show tonight at Ziggy's in Winston-Salem. The show was soooo bad ass. Awesome, awesome, AWESOME fuckin show. Ahh!!! I loved every minute of it. But the next part was even more bad ass then the show itself. We were all chillin when Matt Divine walked up to us and was like, "Hey! We're gonna be drinking, you guys drinking with us?" and we were like...heeeeell yeah! So it was so aw
Silly Stuff
In 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in  Kenya after graduating from  Northwestern  University .   On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air.  The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully.   He got down on one knee, inspected the elephants foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it.   As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his knife,  after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot.   The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments.   Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled.   Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away.   Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day.   Twenty years later, Peter was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son.   As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of the creatu
Rfs Scam
RFS ScamLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowAll the reverse funnel system is…is an automated sales process that closes people into your business for you automatically. Ty Coughlin and the inner circle hired VERY expensive copy writers, and web conversion experts to design the system.But how does it work for you? You need to work the system and you need to get hard workers to work underneath you. When working for GRN (Global Resorts Network) you and your uplink get a $1,000 commission. So when you become the up line your worker’s and you get $1,000 commission. That’s a thousand dollars free for you as long as you teach the people under you valuable marketing skills.So the Reverse Funnel System is a system that has enormously high conversion rates on the back end, 30-40%. On the front end you run traffic to a provided front end sales page and will hopefully get most people to fill out the $50 paid survey.You're a net savvy techno freak and you've probably come across a hundred home ba
Help-tips
Angel Abilities Level 25-27: Get a new status option; GoodLevel 30: Reveal those who have crushes on you!Level 31: Give all of your points to another user for 12 hours!Level 35: Let somebody rate profiles and pictures as fast as they want for 15 minutes!Level 40: Ability: Pimp out up to 3 people per day! When you pimp a member out, they get extra attention and are viewable across the top of every fubar page for up to 5 minutes!Level 51: Ability: Reset someones 11s!More good abilities to be announced! Demon Abilities Level 25-27: Get a new status option: EvilLevel 28: Sh*tface or buzzkill 10 people per day! This lets you control someone else's buzz meter!Level 30: Reveal those who have crushes on you!Level 31: Cloak another user so that they may view/rate other regular users anonymously for 30 minutes!Level 35: Screw with how a another member's name is displayed for 5 minutes!Level 40:  Reset members 11's counter and let them continue rating 11'sMore evil abilities to be announced!
Random Stuff
Had a surprise last weekend... One of the tanks I had filled with water and was cycling to get ready for some Angelfish suddenly had baby fish appear in it. I have no idea what kind they are or where they came from. I suspect they maybe baby Buenos Aires babies because I "seeded" the tank with water from a tank that had those in them. The eggs must have been in the gravel I vacuumed while transferring the water. Then I had a snail appear in an established tank that has never had anything but the fish that I originally put in several months ago. That one is a real mystery to me. Although I have nearly 20 different species of fish, I have been concentrating on Angelfish. Perhaps I should call my hobby "Immaculate Conception Fishery." Be sure all of you working folks throughout America get your #$%^*&^ taxes paid on time. There are 12 million Hispanics (that we know of), not to mention all other cultures that are here illegally. Many hospitals especially the one specializing
Debbie's Ramblings
This is an article submitted to a 1999 Louisville Sentinel contest tofind out who had the wildest Christmas dinners. It won first prize.As a joke, my brother Jay used to hang a pair of panty hose over hisfireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fillthem.What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true becauseevery Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings overflowed, hispoor pantyhose hung sadly empty.One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses andwent in search of an inflatable love doll. They don't sell those thingsat Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown.If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go. You'll only confuseyourself. I was there an hour saying things like, 'What does this do?''You're kidding me!' 'Who would buy that?' Finally, I made it to theinflatable doll section.I wanted to buy a standard, uncomplicated doll that could alsosubstitute as a passenger in my truck so I could use
Welcome To My Silliness!
A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS, HONEY, COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY? IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW. HE LOOK AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY, FIX THE LIGHTS NOW? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE GE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. FINE, THEN THE WIFE ASKS, WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT TO WHICH HE REPLIED, FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO FINE, SHE SAYS THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS TO THE FRONT DOOR? THEY ARE ABOUT TO BREAK. I'M NOT A CARPENTER AND I DON'T WANT TO FIX STEPS. HE SAYS, DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!! SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS.................................... HE STARTS TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW HE TREATED HIS WIFE, AND DECIDES TO GO HOME A
About Me
i just thought id let everyone know who was asking how my op went i got the all clear,which is the only good ns i have had today (i feel like the english weather miserable) NEW YEARS RESOLUTION??? I WANT TOO HAVE FUN LOTS OF FUN, PLEASE TELL ME YOURS if you miss chatting with me you can find me on facebook just look for donna fisher. i look forward to adding you :) xx how is everyone ??good i hope
Battle Of The New Rock Music
Tuesday and Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger. Tuesday 8/26/08 Last Night It Was: Slipknot - Psychosocial V.S. Anberlin - The Feel Good Drag The Vote Was 7 - 3 Slipknot Ramains Your Champion and is on one Hell of a Roll! They Will Return Thursday night with a New Challenger, So Make Sure you tune in at Midnight With Me .. The Big Bad Wolf, Only @ Dirty Deeds Radio. Tuesday and Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger. Thursday 6/19/08 Last Night It Was: Theory of a Deadman - Bad Girlfriend V.S. Apocalyptica - I Dont Care The Vote Was 10 - 2 Theory of a Deadman - Bad Girlfriend is on a Streak 4 in a Row! They Will Return Tuesday night with a New Challenger, So Make Sure you tune in at Midnight With Me ..
Curse Of The Blonde
Yeah..I keep trying to find the time to be on here. Unfortunately my mom was in the hospital for all of August and on September 7th she passed away. Just FYI, I'm NOT ok with this. I'm not even close to being ok about it. I'm still not even really accepting it. I'm angry at her doctors who totally messed her up. I'm crying still daily and just can't seem to stop. its taking all my ability to even make it through work. So that's where I've been. sorry people but I just can't seem to get past this one. I'm done trainign the end of April and I'll have time to be back on a bit with a snazzy 3 day work week :) Seize you all later :) YES!!!!!!!!!!!! So I'm really busy...don't know when I'll check in...its getting easier now :) Sorry if I haven't been in touch
Cool Recipies
1 tablespoon butter or margarine, melted 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder 1 can (8 oz) Pillsbury® refrigerated crescent dinner rolls 1 egg 1/2 cup mayonnaise or salad dressing 1 can (6 oz) crabmeat, drained, flaked 3/4 cup shredded sharp Cheddar cheese (3 oz) 1/3 cup finely chopped plum (Roma) tomato (1 medium) 3 tablespoons finely chopped green onions (3 medium) 1 teaspoon red pepper sauce DIRECTIONS 1. Heat oven to 375°F. In small bowl, mix melted butter and garlic powder; set aside. On lightly floured surface, unroll dough; press into 12x8-inch rectangle, firmly press perforations to seal. Cut into 2-inch squares; place on ungreased cookie sheet. Brush with butter mixture. Bake 4 to 6 minutes or until puffed. 2. Meanwhile, in medium bowl, mix egg and mayonnaise until well blended. Stir in crabmeat, cheese, tomato, onions and pepper sauce. Spoon generous tablespoon crab mixture on each square. 3. Bake 10 to 12 minutes longer or until golden brown and tops are set. Serve wa
My World Today!
Well I am all on the mend from the accident.  One broken toe may have to be operatedon, depressed about not being able to run, I do get to the gym now but not the same as a nice jog. My oldest son is once again trying to drive me crazy so he can control my bank account! My daughter is going to her Dad's every other week and it is really hurting her spending the week with him and his girlfriend in which she hates. I just miss her...... Well everything on me has finally healed! I have been back to the gym twice after an 8 week boring rest! The only thing left is my broken toe...I should have taken the anger management courses sooner! Tonite I went to my oldest son's Graduation from HS, there were 1400 students in his class! It went on forever. except for that one moment, they said his name, he took his diploma and looked for me in the massive crowd!!!! Yes, I've complained about the money he has cost me, but that 15 seconds was worth it! I am the MOM! Well, went to the gym on Saturday! F
Names That Say Rate And I Will Return The Love !!!!
I am offering to friends an opportunity to get a 3 day blast....i will offer 3, so first in best dressed........deal is ,you nominate a pic ,i rip it and once you tally up 3,000 comments you will earn a blast....just give me a yell and its on, you won't get a better offer as i have seen 5,000+ comments required minimum for these 3 day blasts......hope some friends are interested...... Cheers from the Assassin,Ian WHAT IS GOING ON HERE ON THIS SITE? I SENSE A SLIGHT SENSE OF BOLLOCKS IS GOING ON WHEN I HAVE SEEN A HUNDRED OR MORE BODY PAINTED "I SUPPORT/LOVE AMERICA"....YET MY ONE SINGLE BODY PAINTED PIC THAT HAS LESS BODY FORM SHOWING WAS REPORTED.....WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU ASSWIPES DOING THIS?????????? I am sick of this shit!!!! Just another gripe due to excessive childish behaviour from idiotic morons on cherrytap!!! The Aussie Assassin,Ian......ciao. I was almost entertained today by a young girl on cherry. Her "name" was "why don't people take the time to rate me when
General Stuff!
well everyone says my job is so freaking easy and it doesnt take much to do it... i tell ya what i used to do welding, concrete and roofing with my dad and i never did as much manul labor as im doing now...  i get to unload trucks at work.. yay!! not... lol you wouldnt believe all the heavy ass shit on them... and i do it all night long.. and then on a good night after doing that i get to stay late at work and take everything off the bins in the backroom and turn back around and put back in there but more organized.... ugh... my job blows.. but ehhh what ya gonna do.... ok so yeah i totally get that you have an opinion and you are entitled to it... but where in that do you get that i actually might want to know about or hear your opinion, keep it to yourself unless i ask for it... i could really care less about it... or what you think of me... and i dont want to hear you go on and on about it... its not like your that interesting anyways... geeze learn how to stfu...  and quit stating
9-11 We Will Never Forget
A Dangerous Mind
You Guessed it people... DZ-Radio is still alive and kicking. We have a new Design on the website, complete with a flash media player. I will be incorperating it in DZR and working to get it back up and running as soon as possible. I miss all you guys and look forward to bringing you guys the tunes and times you can enjoy! In the mean time stop by www.dz-radio.com and tune in.   DaNGeR I have some rules that govern my life. By doing so I have become a much happier person. 1. I don't do drama... if you are a drama queen, and feel you need to always be the center of everything... then I don't need ya. 2. I'm NO ONES savior... if you are looking to be rescued or saved from your current situation... look some where else.... Look to Jesus... I hear he did a good job of being a savior... 3. I don't do guilt trips... my mother was a pro, and I just don't fall for them any longer... 4. I don't surround myself with negitive people... they drain you, emotionally, financially, and physica
My Secrets
Here is how the Rate Party works you go out and you rate people and your reword for doing so is the joy of helping others and to gain points it is unlimited 11's all day foreveryone so go out help someone and have loads of fun.      Rules.    DO NOT LEAVE RUDE COMMENTS ON PEOPLES PAGE MUST ADD ALL PARTY MEMBERS TO YOUR FRIENDS LIST :)  BE NICE TO EVERYONE :)     TO JOIN leave comment on blog add me to your friends list and go out and rate everyones page an 11 if someone is close to leveling rate at least one folder of the persons with the most pics do not rate least amounts because that is just being unfair :) How do you tell someone you still love them even though you know they don't feel the same about you :( this is just so confuseing.  It don't help he has a girlfriend but she's so awful to him it is unreal.  I wonder if i tell him if he mite still feel the same just hides it. I dont understand it :( I feel lonely and confused my bf tells me he loves me but he's never th
Pimpouts
BOUNCERS NEED FU-LOVE TOO!! GO BY AND ADD/RATE/FAN/CRUSH/BLING THEM!! WHILE YOU'RE THERE SEND THEM A DRINK AND/OR GIVE THEM A GIFT! THEY WORK HARD FOR THE FU... LET'S SHOW THEM A SMALL TOKEN OF APPRECIATION!
Ten Things I Hate
NUMBER ONE!... Fuckin carma... she never does anything for me but fuck my day up. number two... obama! what the fuck man for real? number three... Nacho flavor corn chips... its a corn chip... flavored to taste like... another corn chip! number four... tic tacs... sometimes i just want my breath to say "FUCK OFF!" you know number five... thumbs... i dont really know why but they piss me off. number six... the number six... its fuckin with my head man... if you flip it over its the number nine! i dont know what im fuckin lookin at man!!! number seven... movies with no piont... dude i swear to god i feel myself sinking into an unavoidable pit of stupidity every time i have to watch one. number ate... anyone better than me... soooo nobody really number nine... shit! six just rolled over quik! dont look at it! number ten... blogs   I would like to ask you a question...unfortunately i have forgotten that question... so instead i shall tell you a story...    Once upon a time, there
This Is Me!
For those of you who have read my other blog regarding my study habits... I took on 20 units Fall quarter and I just found out I got all As and Bs...which is good considering I have two kids and an important job. Yayyy me! Thanks to everyone who still showed me love while I was away. I'll be back for a little while, until about Jan. 7, then I'm back in school and gonna take on 21 units. Wish me luck! HOpe everyone had a great Christmas!! Teresa I am very excited to announce that I have officially been accepted into the Pacific Graduate School Of Psychology! Finally, all my efforts have been recognized! Love you all! Teresa "A good woman is proud of herself. She respects herself and others. She is aware of who she is. She neither seeks definition from the person she is with, nor does she expect them to read her mind. She is quite capable of articulating her needs. A good woman is hopeful. She is strong enough to make all her dreams come true. She knows love, therefore s
Thoughts
you say you care yet get pissed cuz im trying to confide in the one person i trust. each time i feel as if its safe to really talk to him again i get hell for it. hes the one who has kept me from depression, the one who has kept me from just sayin the hell with it and givin up again. it has nothing to do with you or against you but it seems like you always think it does. you never believe a word i say when i say that i just need my friendship with him. yeah so we said we wouldnt talk as much and yeah lately we have been but thats cuz he knows i need someone who can make me smile, and i know that he will do all he can to help make me feel better. i have tried all i can to keep from getting depressed again as it never ends good and the one way i have found that works is confiding in him, talking to him when it seems as if every thing is just going to fall apart on me. im sorry if that seems like we are talking too much , sorry if you cant let your paranioa go but thats the way it is.
Private Messages
Made it through another futastic weekend. Hugs for my fu wife even if she doesn't want them. Really trying to be a good fu hubby,have some fun and be "The Man." based on comments from last MUMM posted only two people came close to defining a real cowboy.  Perhaps they don't care or are just ignorant. People that make rude comments are really shallow,mean people suck. Fu land please show lots of love to my fu ownees. They are all very special ladies!
Me
PLEASE DONT ASK ME 2 FOLLOW GOD OR JESUS COZ THERE BOTH IMPODENT FREAKS THAY HAVE NO POWER IF THAY DID MY PRAYERS WOULDVE BEEN ANSWERED WITCH THAY DIDNT SO I SAY FUCK YOU GOD & JESUS IF I LEFT FUBAR FACEBOOK & YIM I THINK I WOULD NOT B MISSED COZ NO ONE TALKS 2 ME I JUST WISHED THAT PPL WOULD ACTIVELY SEEK ME OUT ON FU BUT NOPE NO JOY THERE SEEMS LIKE IM A LOOSER HERE 2 IF ANY ONE DISAGREES WITH ME HIT MY INBOX WITH THE REASONS Y THAY WOULD MISS ME. PLEASE PEOPLE SEEK ME OUT PLEASE NO ONE CARES THATS RIGHT NO DONES 4 A LOOSER DAMN ITS JUST LIKE HIGH SCHOOL ALL OVER AGAIN ONCE A LOOSER ALWAYS A LOOSER *SIGHS*   ALLLL I EVER WANTED IS 1 ON 1 TIME WITH PEOPLE IS THAT HARD 2 ASK?   ok im not good at grammer but please read just wondering does anyone make time 4 people these days & if not y do people say thay'll do things 4 u & dont fullfill there word coz im sick & tired of people saying thay'll do things 4 me yet neglecting there word im sick & tired of the lies these days just wish
Stuff
My  lounge  will be doing  different things  once  we  get  up and  rolling we  will  have  free  bling  give  aways  as well as  different  things  going on  so  come  and  join us  for  some  awesome  fun  we  would  love  to have  you  there  http://www.fubar.com/lounge/89137 HELLO  HEART   HELLO  HEARTCAN'T YOU  SEE HE DOESN'T  WANT TO BE WITH YOU WHY ARE YOU SO CONFUSED CAN'T YOU  SEE YOU'VE  BEEN USED PLEASE  ALREADY THIS  IS  ENOUGH STOP MAKING THIS  SO  TOUGH STOP THINKING  OF HIM ALL DAY I'LL NEVER FORGET HIM THAT WAY STOP BRINGING  HIM  TO  MY  DREAMS REMEMBER HE IS NOT WHAT HE SEEMS STOP WAITING FOR  HIM  TO CALL YOU REALIZE  YOU  TWO ARE  THROUGH STOP MAKING  ME  FEEL ALL ALONE PLEASE MAKE  THIS PAIN  GONE
My Poetry
  Love unrequited, dreaming of better daysdoesn't seem to mattermuch anyways  I thought you were an angelsent to save mefrom this hell that I createdhere on my own.  long hours thinkingshadows on the wallthe day disappears and leaves me with nightfallthat's when it happensin the long, strange hours of the nightI lie still thinkinglistening to my heart beatso loud so alonea rhythm in my headpounding and demandingdrums on a distant shorewhere has it gonethe days we spent lost but not forgottenlost or stolen  demons in my headsnakes in my bedtorn like so much paperburning, burning, burningit's goneso far gonetoo, too lateto do anything but crywhy did it endbefore it begandistant memoriesnothing left but tears and ashesof my paper heart. We all live with our choices broken homes and distant voices I sit here in this dark room close my eyes and think of you Oh my God it's too late now to ever stop this breakdown I've closed that door walked that hall burned that bridg
'people'
1. Fat people should remain fully clothed at all times on web cam, and men with small penises should not show themselves jerking off. 2. Stupid people should not breed. 3. Overly sensitive people and people with no sense of humor should not be in a chat room. 4. No singing on the mic in voice chat. 5. No one asked you to be the DJ, we do not want to hear your crappy music. 6. We should all be allowed regular potty breaks. 7. Do not ask us a/s/l, look on our profiles you lazy person you, and if the information is not there, that probably means we do not want to tell you. 8. Please refrain from making noises on the mic that resemble the sound of you shoving the mic up your bunghole, or any other bodily noises. 9. If you are stupid enough to respond to a bot, kindly leave the room and save us all from your stupidity (see rule #2) 10. large font=small penis. Any questions? 11. If you do not speak english, then go to a chat room that speaks your language, please do not
My Life
This will be short. It looks like my fiancee and I will be out of a place to stay and homeless come November 1st. Her mother is moving out because I lost my job due to the hurricane, like I can help that. I have not been able to get help from FEMA or The Red Cross. As a matter of fact, I have not been able to get help from any local, state, or federal agency. We do not know what we are going to do or how we are going to make it now that I do not have a job and her hours have been cut at her job. Her restaurant cut her hours by 12, as if things were not going bad enough. If we end up being homeless I want to let all my friends know that I will miss you and I hope to message you once we can get back into an apartment.      So my life has been going about the same.  Still working and trying to get by.  Hoping things will get better, but I highly doubt it.  I hate the winter months in my line of work.  I so cannot wait for the Super Bowl though.  Also, Football fans are the best par
Mike S.
***MARRIED OR NOT*** You Should Read This.... When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then
Angel's
Well thought I would just drop a blog and say howdy to all. Not much going on here, just resting from surgery and all went well. Man without all the boobs I can see my toes, lol. But unfortunately I do miss them but I like my new size. So catch me up on things. Been gone a while. Not much here, its December and 83 degrees during the day and 70 at nite, not cool, not normal. Merry Christmas to all! Ready to start the new year guys? Free Comments & Graphics The past two days I have set back and watch and listen. Looked at all of my male friends, my best friend (which is a male species) and I have wonder, ponder and now I've decided to ask the million dollar question: Where are all the John Wayne's in the world? I have been watching people at the mall, in town, grocery store, the beaches and even Wal-Mart, and have come up with all the men I have seen does not have a clue on how to treat a lady, respect one or even how to be polite to one. And there are females out there that has n
Lara's Lair
HOW GOOD IS YOUR CONCENTRATION WHEN COMBINED WITH HAVING TO BE PATIENT & DISGREET ? WE ARE IN A CLUB, HAVING A FEW DRINKS AFTER DINNER, WHEN YOU ASK ME TO TAKE A WALK WITH YOU... WE FIND A QUIET, DARK, PLACE...& WITH ME STANDING DIRECTLY IN FRONT OF YOU, WITH MY BACK TO YOU, YOU LIFT MY SKIRT, JUST ENOUGH TO SLIDE YOUR COCK INSIDE, UMM EITHER ONE, AS THEY ARE BOTH AVAILABLE FROM THIS POSITION ...BUT ... NOT FUCKING ME, JUST LETTING IT SIT THERE AND THROB, SO AS NOT TO ATTRACT ATTENTION TO US...AND YOU BEGIN WHISPERING IN MY EAR, OF WHAT YOU ARE WANTING TO DO TO ME, WHEN WE GET BACK TO OUR ROOM, MAKING SURE, TO EMPHASIZE EACH WORD, MAKING MY BREATH QUICKEN & ME HOTTER & I FIND MY MUSCLES ARE FLEXING AND MILKING YOUR COCK ... COULD YOU DO THIS??? UMMM, EVEN BETTER QUESTION IS ...WOULD YOU DO THIS...? SOUNDS ALMOST LIKE A TEASE FOR WHAT WILL COME LATER, WHEN THE CLUB CLOSES...AND WE GET BACK TO THE BEDROOM... THINK OF IT, NO LAWS BROKEN. BECAUSE WE WOULD NOT BE ACTUALLY 'FUCKING'
My Writing
Her: I struck a match, lit the candleShadows showed me my loveWarm, waiting, smilingI paused to absorbFeelings of love flooded meOverwhelmed my meager nervesFrozen in the spark in your eye,bird to your snake I stood.Then, bidden, I moved to youHim:The darkness was swept asideas you flickered in matchlightthe flare subsided, to candle glowmy breath with it.Matchlight flared, I gasped aloudyour beauty shone in the glareCandle-glow shadows on your skinmy breath deepened in the warmth of it. Exclusionby john p reedI am wearied by hearingthat my friends doing thingswithout me talk abouthow they really missall the things we used to dohow they really wishwe could be together morehow they really wantto be more with mehow they really do liketo be around me.What you don't remember isthat you do exclude meinconsiderately, by not rememberinghow you really missall the things we used to dohow you really wishthat we could be together morehow you really wantto be more with mehow you really do liketo
Micah
I am sorry i havent updated much, micah died on November 15 ,2008 .Our hearts are still grieving i got word tonight Micah made it home and is at home til next round of Chemo on the seventh. I know i shpuld keep my spirits up but i see this happening more than once as i told my son this is so familer. Got good news tonight Micah's blood work came back all his levels are up, I am so happy but another round of Chemo is Friday so it starts all over again
My Personal Crap
Well I'm back!!!! Had to take a trip to the county :( but at least now I got my probation taken care of YAY!!!! No more warrants on me :D I missed you all so much!! I hope everyone has been doin good. Lovers Ya, Lexi well, I have NEVER ever known my real father, so I looked him up on the internet the other day and got his number and called. well I got voicemail and left a message, blah, blah...well, he called em and I talked to him for the first time in my life, I mean seriously, I have never even sen apic of him or nothing. So ling story short, I talked to him and he was happy to hear from me, yeah I know maury moment right, but I got pics from him and I am shocked, seriously, look at this shit, Im sorry Im just emotional as hell right now, I dont know how I should feel.... but look at these pics... Oh I miss him sooo badd right now...Its Close to our would have been 8 year anniversary, I dont know, I was a dumb ass, we broke up because I didnt wa
Poems And Such
Please... I don't want to love him anymore, I can't bare the heartache so what do I need this heart for? Just take it away and leave a hole in its place, stop the hurt and all the tears that roll down my face. All the hurtful words leave scars of the emotional kind, They never heal completely and leave their mark on my soul and mind. Please just make the hurt in my chest go away, Since you can't make him love me or want to stay. This is the kind of pain a body can't keep others from seeing. Hurt that devours the very soul and physical being. So please reach in and snatch it away, don't leave a single part. Because he somehow managed to get into every corner of my heart. So just take my heart and give it to one he can love too, So at least then he'll never have to endure a single, "I don't love you". The lightening wrote the name of God, Across the green grey sky. The thunder crashed, "His will be done", The hills took up the cry. The sweeping wind with migh
Aa In The Night
Just sitting here playing with my new toy. It is big and thick and really packs a punch! Anyone else have a fav toy? What is it? AA
Surveys
Ok Highest bidder in fu buck and or gift wins me for 24 hours i will not do full nudes so if thats what u wont dont bid good luck will end at 10:00 so start ur bidding in comments and ill let the winner know good luck and muahzzzz Ok i think its really time for me to walk away from fubar i have mad some really good friends and will miss u all but the fubar is cause a problem in my life and its time to let it go for u who have my cell and yahoo hit me up anytime i will miss u all deeply and Woody know i love u and always will 40 secrets.. except they arent secretsTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey. Be honest no matter what. 1. Who was your last text from? ummm chevyman 2. Where was your default picture taken? my bathroom 3. Whats your middle name? Marie 4. Whats on your mind? somene special 5. Does your crush/GIRLfriend/BOYfriend like you back? Idk 6. What is your current mood? Happy 7. What is your moms name? Mae 8. What color shirt are you wearing? Green with flowers 9. Are
Food For Thought!
Three kids come down to the kitchen and sit around the breakfast table. The mother asks the oldest boy what he’d like to eat. "I’ll have some fuckin’ French toast," he says. The mother is outraged at his language, hits him, and sends him upstairs. She asks the middle child what he wants. "Well, I guess that leaves more fuckin’ French toast for me," he says. She is livid, smacks him, and sends him away. Finally she asks the youngest son what he wants for breakfast. "I don’t know," he says meekly, "but I definitely don’t want the fuckin’ French toast." I hold her tightly and put my cheek to hers, i close my eyes and breathe in deeply the scent of her hair as i caress the back of her head, and as i breathe out i will breathe a piece of my heart into her ear, as i wish it to travel and find a home in her heart as well.-SELF If people only spoke when spoken to, then noone would ever be able to speak.-self
Poems
Tracking up and down the beach line, trying to find what is mine. I walk here and there throught it all, rain and snow, witer, spring and fall. Bouncing around from day to day, sometimes wondering to and fro in every way. The emotions wondering and running wild, sometimes its hyper, and sometimes its mild. Hoping everything is accomplished right, when it comes to the end of this journey's sight. Into and across my field of view you walked Once my heart was all scared with a mark It seemed I did nothing but be stalked Then and there a flame began to spark You looked into my eyes and my words were bloched The flames burnt up those big spots that were splotched Ive got a burning desire and its out of control Ive got a burning desire that only you can stop Ive got a burning desire raging over my soul Ive got this burning desire and its ready to pop Help me please quench this burning desire Show me the steps to take to still this fire Bring me up out of the sinking
My Blog
the boy next door is gonna sneak over here once ever one at his place is asleep im so excited should i dress up for him ??? what should i wear??? what should i do to him frist??? well the boy next door is about 15 years old and stalks me ever chance he gets if im layin around in the back your workin on my tan he peaks over the fence he peaks in my windows and im pretty sure he has even stold a few pairs on my paints off the line ive even cought him jerkin off. i guess its not all his falt cus if i know hes there i do tease him from time to time well im just sittin in a black silk g sting a pair of black and gray satin playboy pj pants a white tank top and no bra
My Brookie!
If tears could build a stairway and thoughts a memory lane I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again No Farewell words were spoken No time to say good-bye You were gone before I knew it And only God knows why. My heart's still active in sadness And secret tears still flow What it meant to lose you No one can ever know. But now I know you want us To mourn for you no more To remember all the happy times Life still has much in store. Since you'll never be forgotten I pledge to you today A hallowed place within my heart Is where you'll always stay. God knows why, with chilling touch, Death gathers those we love so much, And what now seems so strange and dim, Will all be clear, when we meet Him. I Knew you for a Moment When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me, I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say
New Year, New Start, Crap
I hate mumm folk, so if you are a mummer, this blog is completely for blasting you fuckers. I was making some mumms the other day asking silly questions because I was in a funny mood and I needed points.. yes I was being a point whore, I just wanted to level up so I can add new pictures of my black hair.. anyways, one mummer was very very very rude to me in a comment, i dont mind mean mumms and people calling me names, i was finding it quite funny, but he went too far, so I added a comment and it offended the mumm folk i guess because my mumm was deleted and now I cant make anymore mumms. WTF!? I see worse comments left on mumms then what I left. They are a bunch of crying bitchy babies. Dont get me wrong, some days i love just reading mumms, rating them and leaving my own comments, but damn... come on.. anyways, thanks again for letting me rant and rave, ill shut up now and go back to drinking. XOXOXO *flashes bewbies* may be phnemonia.. or Im dying, I hope Im dying, I ha
Michele Lee~ Dark Author
My husband and I have been goofing off all day, saying things like "Gosh, I haven't written a thing all year!" But in that has also been things like "Wow, I haven't gotten a reject all year" and "Yay! We haven't paid a bill all year." December Review || Publishing News || I sold two stories this month! Scarecrow to Pseudopod and Carnivorous to Black Ink Horror Moodoo my dark humor flash tale is still up at From the Asylum. Give it a read if you need a laugh. || December Reviews || Disposal by Jeff Strand Lone Star Stories #24 Gratia Placenti Monkey Love by John Paul Allen Horror Graphic Classics volume 10 History is Dead Postscripts #13 || Stats || This Month's Word Count: 1,890 Total 2007 Word Count: 112,692 Submissions This Month: 5 Total 2007 Submissions: 116 Stories Out: 16 Stories In: 5 My computer is fixed! I've had it on all day and I haven't even heard the fan much less had it shut down on me because
It's My Life
It's not everyday that I get woke up by the police calling me. They had a paper that needed to be delivered but they couldn't find where I lived at. So when he finally found the house, I was served with a summons to court. I am being sued for $11,000 plus interest and court fees for wreaking a rental car back in September. First of all, if I had that much money then I wouldn't have needed to rent a car in the first place. And another thing, I have absolutely no way of paying them that. I own no property that they can take from me, no car, no house, nothing! Think they can squeze blood out of a turnip? We shall find out. I loved it in California. Then I come back to Misery and I am so fucking bored. I'm probably driving my boyfriend crazy. I can't sit still and I'm eating everything in site. Not sure if I could handle seeing the ocean everyday anyway. There was just so much to do out there and nothing here. Why did I come back?!? Just wanted to say that I was sorry for not
Bored
so i went to the hospital twice, for really bad chest pain, they took awhole bunch of tests, to tell me that they couldnt find anything wrong, so both times they just sent me home with more drugs, and imagine i still have the same pain it gets worse everyday, but mmmmm nothing is wrong i just have chest pain, i dont think so, so st.francis hospital in federal way dont go there, they are really rude and not helpful , im done bitching now i swear everytime i get sick, its bronchitis, and i dont care if i spelt it wrong lol, fun times!!!any suggestions? my neighbors have been fighting all fucking day long, enough already, geez. i just wanna have sex in peace lol
"randoms"
*** Dear Mcdonalds fries, yes, I know you miss me..I miss you too!! I miss you somethin fierce, but please understand, your jus TOO easy t'get... I need to respect myself, and right now, it just isnt safe for us to be together....sincerely yours. [send]   .......Dear Papa Johns, you KNOW you have my heart, right? I'm sayin, it gets wild every time you come through the door cause you always look so hot. And thats why I hafta back off for a while. Your jus too yummy for me to resist. Seriously, I'll eat you all night. But trust me, its for the best so we dont ruin a good thing. "mwuah." [send]   ......Dear Whopper, You love it when I call you juicy, and I love the fact you let me have it my way....EVERY time!!...Thats some serious dedication right there. And I cant ignore the goodness....SPECIALLY when the beef gets up between those big beautiful buns. But Imma leave you alone for a while, cause your a whole LOT to handle, and its gettin harder for me to breathe around here. ....Its
Whatevers
" *RATE MY PHOTO!!!!!!!!!!!!!* Please ask other people to rate my photo too. :D Thanks babes! Please rate my photo so I win first prize in the auction. Repost this if you'd be so kind. Thank you!!!!!! :P Auction has been extended until further notice due to complications involving the pc of the auctioneer. :P It's harder than it looks! *Use the 1st letter of your LAST name to answer each of the following...(*They have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up!) Use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl. 1. What is your last name?............M.... 2. 4 letter word......................Moon 3. Vehicle: ..........................Mustang 4. City / Neighborhood: ..............Minneapolis 5. Boy Name: .........................Malachai. 6. Girl Name: ........................Molly. 7. Occupation: .........
Darklightstorm
I cut myself to feel i feel the coldness of the blood gushing from my cuts i think to myself i cut too deep this final time i want to feel what everyone can feel i cant bear to let myself feel what they do so carefree so i sit in my dark shadows until my savior arrives to keep me from going alone my savior arrives he pulls me into his arms now covered in my blood he doesn't seem to care he kisses my forehead crying and tells me it will be alright he asks me why didn't i ask sooner i tell him i couldn't hold on anymore he keeps me in his arms tells me to just hold on baby im here now i feel my body shaking as i slowly die i hear him crying please don't go baby i love you i whisper one last time baby i love you ill see you soon... I can not stand to live anymore. The more I live the more I do not want to. Each day is filled with failure after failure. I can not go on living a pathetic life. I honestly do not know how much longer I can take this. I do not feel anything
So Much Fun Forgot The Kids
"Spread your legs." He said in a deep dark whisper.She smiled and parted her thighs so that the cool air hit her bare cunt lips. . .they were already damp with arousal. He looked her in the eye as his hand slid under her skirt and let his fingers brush against her lips."Mmm nice and sloppy already." He grinned.She nodded and wiggled her ass against the chair so her lips rubbed his finger tips harder. "All sloppy for you." She bit her lip and grinned innocently, her eyes flashing an evil glint as she pushed forward so his fingers parted her cunt and let her juices begin to drip down her ass crack. "Very sloppy for you." "Mmm." He purred. "Such a good slut for me huh?"She nodded and wiggled again and enjoyed the feeling of cum dripping out of her wet pussy. She loved being sloppy wet for him, knowing her cunt was his, that her pussy was waiting for his big cock to stuff it full and fuck her hard. She wanted to
War On Terrorism
The communist way and method of brainwashing(MEDIA)has destroyed what is known as patriotism in America. Along with the RATs they have divided the Nation and it's thinking. And the majority of the general public remains silent. We are truly done because this time around will bring the battle on our soil. It started on our soil and it will finish on our soil. Please read this exerpt out of a North Vietnamese General's recently released book in that country. General Vo Nguyen Giap. General Giap was a brilliant, highly respected leader of the North Vietnam military. The following quote is from his memoirs currently found in the Vietnam War Memorial in Hanoi: "What we still don't understand is why you Americans stopped the bombing of Hanoi. You had us on the ropes. If you had pressed us a little harder, just for another day or two, we were ready to surrender! It was the same at the battles of TET. You defeated us! We knew it, and we thought you knew it. But we were elated to
Musica
I just heard the world, is breaking down into bits again.Tell me what am i to do?And you just want me to stay, here.So i'm just gonna stay, here.Home, the last resort.Build a castle with an iron door.Lock the window, pull the shades, the hazed out sun won't help anyway.If the world is crumbling down, I don't wanna be alone.NO, locked up in this place.I heard the world up, late night.Holding my breath tight, trying to keep my head on right.There's a chill in the air, nobody could care.How you're caught up in the fight of your life.Fear, is holding me here.The television got me seeing unclear.Bravery, my neighbor, moved away.Cause I don't need to be courageous today.If the world was crumbling down, I don't wanna be alone.NO, locked up in this place.I heard the world up, late night.Holding my breath tight, trying to keep my head on right.There's a chill in the air, nobody could care.How you're caught up in the fight of your life.I heard the world up, late night.Holding my breath tight, tr
True Inner Feelings
Storms of Summer Rain..Suttle sky's turn dark..The feelings in between..Died and Drift away..To a place so cold..Leaving me feel so alone..Coming from a broken home..Years of separation..Feelings Fade..And Season's Change..What's left is a mess..I feel so lost..So Confused..Confined within..I feel I'm Stuck..Inside a Rock..No where to go..I scream I'm done..It's Over..I'm Thru..I feel my heart..Jaded and Shattered..I am Broken. I am easily gone and hurt to the center of my human flesh. Numbnezz takes over the pain that used to accompany my soul. Severed like the skeleton of my ancestors long ago. My words a whisper to the vengeful souls of life. A painful world of needles we live in and yet I am stuck standing like a statue of cold stone all alone in the wide open. Like a simple minded target for easy prey. No one cares enough to reach out and save me. No one even glances as they pass by. I rott in this prison of my making with each hurtful memory I continue to pile on the bricks of th
Just Some Ramblings
This is what I do when I get bored..lol..Try one (or both) and see how you do. Feel free to post your results here as a comment. :) Free-IQTest.net - Online IQ Test Am-I-Dumb.com - The Dumb Test A friend of mine posted a MuMM asking if everyone online is fake, or if there are real people out there. I left a lengthy comment on the MuMM and have decided to carry it over to a blog. I think the internet gets a bad rap when it comes to whether the people who spend their time in chat forums are real or fake. Everyone is real, obviously, but not everyone is telling the truth. People can lie just as easily in person as they can over the internet, in my opinion (and experience). It may be easier and take less time to prove or disprove the lie in person though. Some people get online purely for entertainment. They don't care to create "real" bonds of friendship, and couldn't be concerned less with hurting someones feelings or what the repercussions may be due to their callousn
Absololution Through Existentilism
I have been betrayed, but I move on for there is nothing I can do my emotions are all over the place never quite appealing to one way or another. I hold on to my thoughts and try to analyze them only to prove what I have always known that I don't want to be alone. There are so many times in life that you feel alone that to think about them almost seem too much to bear. Life begins in a state of aloneness. I feel I have spent enough time alone how can one not blame me for not wanting to continue this path. Maybe the truth is I have always been alone not in a physical sense, but in a spiritual sense. No that can't be right most religion will tell you that as long as you embrace your chosen savior you are never alone. I feel that I have embraced my savior so why am I still feeling this way I have reached an apex in weeks time I will be 26 years old and I am once again without a counter-part to share my life with if this to be my fate then so be it, if not I will continue to hold on to the
A Soldiers Opinion
Thirteen Things Dogs Don't Understand1. It's not a laugh to practice woofing at 3am.2. It's wrong to back Grandma into a corner and guard her.3. He shouldn't jump on your bed when he's soaking wet.4. The command "SHUT THE HELL UP!" means just that.5. The cat has every right to be in the sitting room.6. Crapping on the carpet is not something deserving of a biscuit.7. Barking at guests ten minutes after they've arrived is stupid.8. No, we said SIT!9. I know it's a nice leg, but don't ride it.10. Getting up DOESN'T mean I am going to take you for a walk.11. Just because I'm eating, doesn't mean you can.12. If you look at me with those big soppy eyes, I'm NOT going to give in and feed you. NO. NO. Oh, ok. just this once.13. No it's my chocolate ... Oh alright then, just a small piece. things that make you think a little: There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the Month of January. That's just one American city, Ab
Skins!
Woohoo! I completed the CherryTap Skin Generator! Check it out on my site: Click here for the Skin Generator I made a previewer on it too so you can check out how it looks before you save it over here on CT! Enjoy everyone! Any feedback will be great too! Johnny Todays New GGC Video: Riley Martin on Jerry Springer Well I'm a CT noob but I'm learning skinning to add to the features at my website: MyFknSpace I'm doing ok so far and hope to learn the whole system and make a mess of skins and generators for everyone to enjoy! Check me out! Johnny
Check This Out Please
would everyone please sign my guestbook i would really appreciate it would everyone please sign my guestbook i would really appreciate it, it is the slideshow in my about me section would everyone please sign my guestbook i would really appreciate it
Life Sucks?
Hi hi, it's time for that unusual update. :D I know I returned and all to fu not long ago and the scene these days keep on growing and growing. Oh how has the cherry bore so much fruit over these past few years. Let alone the amount of people :D In a few months, I don't know when but in a few months I will take a leave again out of fu...after all I gots a life outside here. I need to spend some time again but I'll be back....hmm Fu might evolve again but if you need to contact me, Come find me on facebook at Emmanuel Fabic. I'm usually there if not then I'll catch you all on the flip side but I gotta be back, I want to have my 5th anniversary acheement (inside joke) here just like WOW! :D  That is all, if you need my YIM hit my shout box. I am not giving it to everyone here... :P  Is it psychologically possible for man to hold back such violence? We look upon one person and say to them that we're friends but to that limit WE'RE only friends yet inside we look at them inside our m
Reality Check
Ok for starters someone left me a nasty comment on my page and Ismael I am not seeing Jeff so get over it. I have been sick and tired because of my health so I haven't had the time to get online and when I do I spend most of it playing an online gaming program called Guild Wars. If you want to get in touch with me you can either stop by my myspace page or email me at my yahoo account..which i don't check often. myspace.com/desire_fetish_me or vmwerman@yahoo.com Ok to all my close friends that I have neglected I am terribly sorry and I do love you all...xoxoxo Once again I have messed things up. Letting myself feel instead of chilling my heart to the world. I have always struggled with getting involved or attached to others and well now seems to be no different than the rest. I just wrote this because my heart is aching...my love to all who have felt the same way..xoxoxoxo
Pointless Ramblings And Things I Like.
"Save Me"Had a bad day, don't talk to me,gonna ride this out,My little black heart, breaks apart,with your big mouth.And I'm sick of my sicknessDon't touch me, you'll get this.I'm useless, lazy, perverted,and you hate me.You can't save me,You can't change me,Well I'm waiting for my wakeup call,And everything, everything's my fault.Went to the doctor, and I asked her,to make this stop. (whoa)Got medication, a new addiction,Fucking thanks a lot.I had to relapse, I'm bad at rehabsIt ruins everything. (whoa)So point your finger, at the singer,He's in the pharmacy.You can't save me,You can't change me,Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,and everything's
About Me
About ~*CutePsychoKttn*~ I am definitely a walking contradiction; an enigma in most senses of the word. I am happily married; completely satisfied with my life and my partner; but my marriage is flexible and I desire more from life; from people I interact with, and from the experiences that are allowed us in this lifetime. Pushing the envelope of social standards is what I crave; polyamorous is what I am. I truly believe that drama is not a negative; but the spice of life that makes this time we have been blessed with worth experiencing.I have posted ads on adult websites where "getting laid" is the primary objective for lack of a straight forward avenue I can follow to obtain what I pursue (as sex is not my number one priority). I prefer the intensity of meeting and connecting with someone new and exciting but then the prolonged period of learning each and every nuance of that person. Maybe we develop a relationship full of passion and spontaneous i
Ar M'intinn
much is the sadness of my situation that i might wipe salty tears away and wait, no pray, for a moment of release with my beloved time is the enemy the hands of this damned clock they move with silent, deliberate motion and yet the time does not pass and empty are my arms as empty as the bed which waits behind me and my skin, it remembers the hands that once led me to forget at the very least, i breathe a prayer that he should remember me kindly and that in his own quiet moments he might wipe away a tear or two i look out the window and feel the gathering storm and all i want to do is go dance in the rain spinning circling head up, arms out accepting the rain and washing my soul i look into my mirror and i feel the gathering storm and all i want to do is go dance in the rain spinning circling held safe in arms that accept me as i am sharing my soul my life is a whirlwind ups and downs ins and outs spinning circling hands out reac
Writing & Poetry
That Day.... It was a steamy August nightWhen you first crossed my pathAt first I hid from sightBut that would never last You were but a strangerIn a place I knew so wellLittle did I know it would beThe beginning of my hell I was such a social butterflyJust flitting around my friendsI had so many of themI thought it would never end But then you took my handAnd in your charming waysYou started down a pathWith the DEAD END sign hidden in a haze By the time I saw the darkness fallMy friends I could not findYou held my hand even harderAnd led the way; I was blind But then one day, I woke upSurrounded by people I never knewAnd when I tried to get awayYour grasp was like super-glue It was then that I noticedThe pure evilness in your eyesI was unable to make an escapeAnd no one could hear my cries Then one day, the sun came outand on me, it began to shineThe law they came to take youAnd, in essence, gave me what was mine And as I stood there lettingThe sun shine rain on
Hagakure
11TH CHAPTER In the "Notes on Martial Laws" it is written that: The phrase, ''Win first, fight later, '' can be summed up in the two words, "Win beforehand." The resourcefulness of times of peace is the military preparation for times of war. With five hundred allies one can defeat an enemy force of ten thousand. When advancing on the enemy's castle and then pulling back, do not retreat by the main road, but rather by the side roads. One should lay one's dead and wounded allies face down in the direction of the enemy. It is a matter of course that a warrior's attitude should be to be in the vanguard during an attack and in the rear during a retreat. In approaching for the attack he does not forget to wait for the right moment. In waiting for the right moment he never forgets the attack. A helmet is usually thought to be very heavy, but when one is attacking a castle or something similar, and arrows, bullets, large rocks, great pieces of wood and the like are corning down,
Necroman
As The Fu Turns
Tammy has decided to just give up...tired of being lied to, tired of having things hidden, if you wanted to be with me there would be no secrets or games   Tammy is glad that karma finally caught up with someone who has been dodging it for a while! ahhhhhh paybacks are awesome when they aren't yours!!   Tammy is special! The people in the white coats told me so! They even bought me a pretty jacket with all kinds of buckles on it! I feel pretty! O' so pretty!   I don't care what you look like, God said your Drop Dead Gorgeous, "For you are fearfully and wonderfully made" Psalms 139:14   It's funny how it's the little things in life that mean the most. Not where you live, what you drive... There's no dollar sign on peace of mind.   A little faith will bring your soul to heaven but a lot of faith will bring heaven to your soul. G.H.   The very first time I realized what unconditional love meant; was the very first time I held my child in my arms. It was love at first sight.  
Naughty Alyse
If you can not seem to get enough pics here I have plenty here: www.motoxgirl.net www.naughtyalyse.com There are free pics to view and some naught videos. If your into checking out some video clips of me for cheap look here http://videos.southern-charms.com/frontend.php?sc_volume=3&model=motoxgirl You will see all types of clips and if there is something you want to see and its not there notify me and I will get it up asap!!! Kisses Alyse
We Should Have Guessed
Through the years of study and the patience i have exerted through the timeless errors of my ways, i have to come to realize certain things. One of them being, you can not take people for who they say they are. Some people put on this face like... "I'm going to help you...im your friend" ...and the first second they get, they stab you in the back. I would like to believe that i am a good friend. I talk to you when you need to vent, i hug you when youre crying or upset, i keep secrets if i am asked to... etc.....becoming a part of someone's life is easy for me to do...because i have such a huge heart. I wear my feelings on my sleeve...i desire only good things to come for those who have impacted my life. And i see now... thats a flaw.... But, i am so sick and tired of being treated like a complete fool...when all i have done is put my heart on the line and dedicate every waking moment (when im not at work) to something bigger then the pathetic lives of people. Whats so wrong with want
For My Cataphile
J-roxxx Is The Host!
Happy New Year everyone!!!!! I had such a great time last night. :) I hope you all had as good of a time. Im really hung over, but it was totally worth it. J-RoxxX Hottest Mummer On Fubar contest will start Jan 6th (this sunday!) at 3pm cental time!! It will run until Feb 5th (tuesday) at 10pm central time. :) The winner will be decided by RATES ONLY!! So theres NO ANNOYING BOMBING NECESSARY!!! Although, its ok if your friends want to leave some love on your contest photo. :D NO DOWNRATING OR DISRESPECTFUL COMMENTS WILL BE TOLERATED!! Play nice everyone... THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FOR 30 DAYS!! All entries remember, because of the new pic rate system your friends will be able to rate your photo up to 4 times!! Dont forget to take advantage of that. :) Hey check it out i added some new prizes!! ****ALL CONTESTANTS WILL RECEIVE A PRIZE!!**** -Everyone who enters will receive a fubar trophy! -All who get over 50 rates will also receive, what i am going to ca
Lycan Woods
Time Line of Events. . . From 140 000 BCE (Before Common Era) to 1999 140 000 BCE: Humans and wolves establish a common bond. DNA shows dogs evolved from wolf ancestors about 135 000 and humans evolved with them 75 000 BCE: Discoveries are made of Cults based on creatures such as bears, wolves and other animals. 25 000 BCE: Cave paintings are made by the Franco-Contrarian cave artists. The depicted anamorphic figures like humans with the heads of animals. 6000 BCE: Cave paintings of hunters with leopard skins show how hunting was common among early tribes. 3000 BCE: The Sphinx of Egypt is made. It had the body of a human and the head of a lion, showing God-like power and spiritual nature of the world. 2000 BCE: It has been suggested that this was the date Epic of Gilgamesh was writing, the first written tale of a were creature like being. 1000 BCE: Tales of transforming become popular in Greece. Gods/Goddesses and even hero's can change themselves and others into differe
The Dreams And Visions Of The Dark Lord Genocyde
Let's clear the air before I begin this. First, let me start off by saying that I'm not going to lay into one side (and rather mercilessly) without laying into the other. Each and every side will become a target if necessary because I feel it's time to say what many have thought but have never taken the time to say. Second, I'm not going to suffer anyone's negativity. I'm going to say what I have to say and then walk away. If you have negative comments, you'll be ignored...period. I can tolerate differences of opinion and even intense (though not heated) debate but nastiness will harm YOU more than it will ME. That's the bottom line. Third, I'm asking everyone to stand down from arms for just a moment. Just long enough to hear what I have to say and give it consideration. Let it sink in. I've come, not to offer a rant bereft of solutions but a striking portrait of how our common goal means nothing to any of us at present and how it can mean something again and how we can rise abo
Starr's Rambles
Just wanted to let everyone know I will not be around for the next several days. I have lost a family member in a house fire and will be out of town. This is a horrible thing to have happen, somthing no one expects will ever happen to them or someone they love. I will be thinking of you all even though I'm not here. Just knowing that I have you all makes thing easier for me. Take care everyone. Lots of Luv, Starr Well in case you havn't heard, surgery went well and they could find nothing wrong. Now all I have to do is enjoy this beautiful fall weather, cool sunny days and crisp clear nights. Oh yeah almost forgot finish painting the house while it's not raining. It's really getting embaressing having the house half painted, got to get it done, I 've put so much work into the house this summer I think I've just gotten a little burned out on it. But I sure do love the finished projects, new carpet and roof, new washer/dryer and stove,new rider lawnmower and a couple of new piec
Day Dreamers Dreams
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own....when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies w
How To Last Longer In Bed,how To Last Longer In Bed For Men
For years, men and doctors have been baffled by a sudden decline in male libido after a particular age. Did you know that most men start to experience a decline in testosterone levels as they near the age of thirty, when men leave their sexual peak that lasts from puberty well into the late 20s? Until not long ago doctors were unsure of this drop in sexual libido that left many men and their sexual partners wanting.   But newer studies and medical reports are surfacing that show that low levels of the key male hormone, androgen (testosterone), are causing a common sexual indisposition called andropause (male menopause), and by merely taking supplements or receiving testosterone therapy, one can remedy this male sexual dysfunction with an increase testosterone factor.   Webmd describes the need to check if you need to increase testosterone as associated directly to "male menopause”. They say that, “men when, around midlife, their testosterone levels drop below a certain
Tattooed
Quiz's
The porno of Wickey's life will be called ... "Life of a sex addict" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too.Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack.Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 160 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
For My Heart
Sat 4/25/09
I am dating Chris, Cdub. Recently i have had a lot of females try to strart drama between him and i and say that im not the only one and that they are with him and what not. and i have girls that are blocking me and hating on me because im with him. i know nothing of u females nor do i care to know anything of you females. i dont care if he talks to you or if he flirts with you. i care if he touches u. i care if he travels to see you. i am confident in me and my relationship that it wont happen. he tells and shows me that he cares about me and wants me. im tired of everyone tryin to sabatoge it because yall didnt work out. so what?! move the fuck on! i care about him a lot and ill do what it takes to make sure we work. im not going to jump to conclusions when someone says they are dating too or going to get married. im sorry if you are going to get married you should know what his damn work schedule is. everyone just needs to back off. seriously.  in the world we live in we either care
Poetry
Its not like i can push you,so far away from me,its not like i can hide it,this pain is killing me;its not like you dont see it,its written on my face,its not like you dont know it,its scattered all over the place;i tell you that your hurting me,but you never really care,i tell you that its killing me,and the pain is hard to bare;you tell me that you love me,but how can that be?when all you do is yell,and do hurtful things;i just wanted you to know,that i do feel this pain,i just wanted you to know,that its killing me more each day;its not like i am bulletproof,the pain it hits me hard,its not like i have no feelings left,i just let them gather on my heart;so if you plan to keep me,please change your ways,because like i said before,your killing me more each day... In a world full of darkness,The light of your love shines through;I've never felt so happy,As i feel when im with you;The way your eyes shine when you look at me,The way your smile makes me melt,I Never thought id ever feel
My Truth
***You Are From Mars*** You're energetic, althletic, and totally hyperactive. You love playing sports and being in the middle of all of the action. You're independent, corageous, and brave. Unafraid to do things your way. Mars can be reckless, quick tempered, and a little too spontaneous. So think before you act - and resist your natural urges to dominate others. What Planet Are You From? http://www.blogthings.com/whatplanetareyoufromquiz/ Take the What Mixed Drink Are You Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
How Can I...
rules for drawing are as follows: STARTS 5PM EASTERN TINE AND ENDS AT 5PM EASTERN TIME SUNDAY if you are bidding on the cherry bombs private message me with your bid. bombers and blingers i get a message from fubar profile raters must f/r/a me and comment at the end of each profile pic that they rated this folder private message me telling me you rated my entire profile. only ppl who comment the last pic and pm me will be entered into the drawing. thank you and have fun i will message the winners of the highest bids and once i get the fubucks i will award the bomb during the next happy hour the winner of the drawing will be awarding during the next happy hour good luck!!! pass the word onto your friends iIF YOU ARE BIDDING ON 2 CHERRY BOMBS IT IS 2 SEPERATE BIDS NOT JUST ONE i always see by peoples names either "fubarewifey" or "fubar hubby"...just what exactly is that??? my curiosity has the best of me...thanks How can I remeove someone from my family list??? Is there a way to do tha
Rawr
I sit here and make myself miserable, I listen to songs that make me think of you, and all I want to do is curl up under a blanket with you and hide away from the world. I feel pathetic. I have come too deep in this and I am scared to hell. I feel these things for you that I have only begun to feel, things that make my heart leap and roll and ride this wonderful rollercoaster. I love you much more than I could have ever thought was possible. And that also scares the hell out of me. I don't think I have even realized the tip of how you feel about me, and I don't think I ever will. Maybe one day I will see it, and maybe it will surprise me. I always think down upon everything good in my life, I never see myself being lucky enough to have anyone feel about me the way I feel about them. I always see myself giving you the world and never getting an ounce of feeling from you. Or anyone for that matter. I am not what you expect, I am me, and I am all I can give. And I love you. my heart is ma
All About Me.
Aurora's last heart surgery is scheduled for August 30th. She's going in for what is called a Fontan, which will be the final surgery until she needs a transplant at hopefully 30 years old. if you ahve questions, well wishes, anything feel free to message me on yahoo LLSIRSHADOW or send me a mail here. My ex was... well lemme see if i can put it into words. We met one night, i was house sitting for my parents, a freind from work called and asked if i wanted to hang out. I told him he could come over, but he needed to bring some chics with him. I was kidding but he took me seriously. My ex came over with him, went to the bathroom in my parents house and changed an 8-ball of coke into crack, and proceeded to smoke it all on my parents patio. This is how i met my ex. I was a safe person to be with so she could do her drugs. This is how it all started off. We ended up sleeping together, and because of the type of person i am, well i tend to put lots of feeling
People Never Read.
People need to read profiles. I mean we take the time to fill it in so please take the time to read them. It would really stop a lot of bullshit and blocking people. I am here to have fun. I am not here to cam or meet you. I am here for me. Take it or leave it your choice. If something happens along the way then fine, it will happen. I will not be fucking pressured into anything. Once you pressure me I will back off and will be done. This only causes drama and makes people mad or it does me. RECAP on my rules as far as being here. (Read the PROFILE) it is self explanatory and if I forgot anything I will add to it. Show me respect on what I ask for or we will not talk anymore. So there it is all in a nutshell. I hate the feeling of being smothered and it isn't really you, it is probably my own shit I go through. If you don't like then you don't have to deal with it, you can move along. One more thing. I have had people get mad cause I don't respond to them in there timelt
I Love My Friends
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Ink Tales
The kitty in the tree on my right arm is actually from a children's book. Only 1 person ever has recognized it for what it is without me telling them (Jim, you're awesome....and *hot*!) Anyway, before I get sidetracked, the book is called Kitten's First Full Moon. Basically, Kitten sees her first full moon and thinks it's a bowl of milk in the sky. She goes through all sorts of trouble trying to get to it...obviously, that includes climbing a tree and getting stuck. So, as some of you know, I do have a kiddo who is 3. I've been reading him that book since I was pregnant with him. I love it, he loves it. The tattoo has his name added to it. And, now, he tells me stories about his kitten. Last week, we had to "hep" kitten from the tree then take her to the hospital because the dog bit her on the butt. He's creative--takes after his mom that way. Might as well go ahead and get this one out of the way.... this one is the plain black design that circles my elbow and forks down almost to my
My Heart
How do I fix it? How do I go on? How does it go back to normal? Can I have you back? I miss you so much.... I miss your kisses.... Your warm embrace.... Your hugs.... Feeling your hugs when I am crying.... Feeling your arms around me at night.... My heart is so broken without you.... Can you put it back together? Should someone that loves with their whole heart be alone? Should someone who dedicates themselves huet always? Should you laugh at me because I want to love you? But in all reality she doesn't love you anymore.... And still you don't want me.... And you leave me still in complete lonliness.... Open up your eyes and look at me, What do you see? The face that loves you, Don't you love me? Confusoin lingers in the air, and makes our minds interwind, I know things are harder now, Different things, Different times, I can't change it now, I can't rewins our times, I'm sorry!
Poems
The Darkness calls to you Beckoning throughout the night Oh you lost and lonely soul So wounded and so wise The spirits whisper your name They reach out to your mind But don't be afraid The unknown lies before you The ordinary lies behind This new world is black and cold But still feels so much more like home With every shadow you embrace With every fear that you face You know danger lurks behind every corner As does a dark beauty, a strange solitude An intriguing mystery, an unimaginable incident You are not blind like the others No veil of disbelief covers your eyes You see and hear and understand The Darkness gives you sight Gives you faith, gives you truth Gives you that much needed sanctuary To shield you from this life Oh you wandering and weary soul So miserable and so misunderstood The Darkness heeds your cries And offers you a place to stay A place to rest, a place to hide Whether your spirit is tormented Or content and at peace The Darkness w
Abc's
A is for Arteries. You know, the things that your ex-girlfriend ripped out because she really didn't care for you you twit she was only after your money and could have given a shit about you. B is for Bitter. Who, me?? No way. I really hope things between them do work out. I hope they get married and have 2 children that are little devils and her hips get huge and his eyebrows finally grow completely together and they get fat and old together and then DIE!! C is for Call ya later.She won't. She never has before. D is for Dumped. Does D need to be explained? E is for Eating like a pig. Remember when you took her out and she said "I'm not hungry" so you figured you could take her to a nice place because you were able to afford a nice meal at this fine restaurant. Then she ate more than your Uncle Roy (you remember Uncle Roy the one with the mustard stains on everything). So you flip the bill and are broke for the next two weeks and she wonders why you were unable to cal
Vibrntred
Him: So do you workout? Me: Not so much anymore Him: Why? Me: I am not as motivated as I used to be Him: Why? Me:  DO I LOOK LIKE I NEED TO WORK OUT??????   End of Rant!! Usually conversations start off by saying, "Good Morning", "Good Afternoon" or How are you? even a Hello is good, but NOT "I want to lick your tits".  I really wish I had an full understanding of the male brain and what possesses shit like that to roll of a tongue.  But see here, I am giving to much credit to this person whom I deleted as friend, he wasn't thinking with his brain he was thinking with his "other" brain.  So maybe I have answered my own question.  Anyway, it still boggles my mind.  Because I always ponder - when will they ever learn??? I know hate is a strong word.  So let me remind you of the true meaning: to dislike intensely or passionately; feel extreme aversion for or extreme hostility toward; detest.  That pretty much sums up how I feel about CAPTCHAS.  If you are not sure what a captch
Nix's Journal
I sat here, trying to describe him... words failed me. After the last man in my life broke my heart at the worst possible time... I swore off all relationships and love... So, this guy would have to be something fucking amazing in order to get me to open up and let my guard down again........... that's just what he did. My friends call him a lucky bastard, but I think they might have it wrong. At a time in my life when I wasn't looking for anything, he walks into my world and gives me everything. I'm the lucky one. I can't describe him... words wouldn't do justice- but he's changed my world, and I'm loving every moment of it. I should be scared, running like hell........... maybe he just did what so many have tried and failed- tamed the Nix. I have no desire to be anywhere else but in his presence. *********UPDATE******************** I'm not dating this person anymore. I've grown, moved on, and am on my way to becoming the person I most wanted to be before I let my illness
Pain
Just Stuff
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My Poems
i miss your voice echoing in my dreams... I miss your hand in mine... I miss... my head on your chest I miss... YOU!!! copyright 22march07 Erin E.E. Francis So tired of being strong So tired of trying not to cry So tired of holding it all together I cant do it anymore! Its time to break down Its time to let it all out Its time to let the tears fall! Erin Francis Valentines Day 2007 M moral boosters I intellegent L loving I intent on survival T team players A all together R rely on eash other Y YES WE CAN!! W willing to give I inventive V very supportive E eternally grateful S some dont understand copyright 21Feb07 Erin Francis
Poem
A star fell from the sky. I picked her up. She was a bright star. The brightest I have ever seen. I hugged her and squeezed her. I took her home and I treasured her. And kept her shining for all of time. But, one day something took her from me. I didn't know what it was till she told me. The star is a lil faded now. But, with the right touch she will be bright again. 'Tis the bond of friendship that will keep us both strong. Friends till the end of time is our oath. Never to be broken is the code. Thank You for brightening my life with yours.... JLM I toss and turn you're not there. I reach my hand out there is only air. You may not be here now. But, in my mind you are there. My stomach aches but I am full. Full of wonder of what could be. Looking to the sky for that one star. But, the sky is clear of stars. Till I notice a patch of clouds moving. Out from behind the clouds is one star. Shining very bright. I watch closely. The star flickers like a wink. Letti
Purple Dog Tag Project
This is my first post..its gonna be a shade random. I came across the Purple Dog Tag on a friends page. Its for a charity that donates to wounded soldiers coming home from combat in the middle east. I clicked it and thought..THAT's Cool. I ordered a bunch and intend to give them out for christmas presents. They give 90% to the charity which is an organization that is running pretty close to STRICTLY bare bones costs and donating the rest to the charity. This is one of my greatest concerns...they are doing a good job..soo....they have my support. http://www.purpledogtag.com/ I will Put this in more posts later better fleshed out..this is to catch up with the blast I posted. An Idea occurred to me and I decided to run a contest. I will create a file for Purple Dog Tag Salutes. Exact details will be in a later post..but will require a purple dog tag displayed prominently worn around your neck and a special salute(details forthcoming). Not everybody has even the 10 bucks required to
Hotmail 4 Bullies
DANGER'S VERY FIRST HAPPY HOUR AT 8:00 PM FU-TIME!! PLEASE HIT HER PAGE HARD, LOVE HER WITH ALL YOU HAVE! CLICK ON ANY ON THESE PICS TO GO TO HER PROFILE! LET'S GET HER TO GODMOTHER TONIGHT! 8PM FU-TIME! DANGER'S FIRST HAPPY HOUR! PLEASE SAVE YOUR 11'S AND BRING YOUR 10'S AND THUMBS UP AS WELL! LET'S GODMOTHER THIS LOVELY LADY! >
Rants
I was looking at ESPN 1st and 10 today and they had the debate on if The Cavaliers would retire LeBron's #23, and I agree with them on this one: It will never happen, so they would have to let somebody else wear that number, because of the way it ended. That bridge was burnt down to the ground, and the whole city of Cleveland (or the whole state of Ohio) hates him so bad. So them retiring that number: ZERO CHANCE "Get Back Up"(feat. Chris Brown) [T.I.:]I’m only human dawgI’m only human dawgI’m only human dawg[Chris Brown:]Can you hear meIt’s an SOS to let me be me[T.I.:]Ay, ay, ay listen to meAnd when they push you down,You got to get back upAnd when they push you down,You got to get back up[T.I.:]Brush the dirt off your jersey then go for the cupOr the trophy or the ring, champion no matter whatCause when you got the belt and the ringPeople with ya popping bottles, taking pictures look aroundAs soon as you fall down all the haters pass a judgementSurpr
Friends, Family And Fans
I'm opening my NSFW folder up for a brief time tonight. Please rate my other photos while there and rate and fan me! Thanks bunches! XOXO Jackie Thanks for becoming either a friend or fan today! I got overwhelmed with requests and people rating my site. I can't currently keep up and will try to get to everyone ASAP. As for my NSFW I will open it up sometime tomorrow and will send out a bulletin letting you know. I've had way to many requests to let all of you in at once. Thanks and much love! XOXO Jackie I just want to take a moment to thank all my friends and family for being there this week for me. It's been especially rough, but you all have stood beside me and made me smile through it all. I have fortunately got to know a few of my friends a little more through this all and even gained some great new ones! I'm so appreciative of everything you all do for me. I haven't been keeping up on my thank yous for gifts or messages and i'm sorry about that.
My Favorite Things :)
I entered a contest and I am going to need some serious help to get this done. So here is my offer. Leave 200 or more comments on my pic and I will add you to my family and who knows what I might do if I actually win this thing. Help me and let's find out. That's the link down there Kisses and Hugs Sandy I am a BITCH and I dont give a FUCK.I'm one of those girls you either LOVE or HATE, there is no in between.I was raised with two brothers and I was in the middle. I cuss like a sailor.I am an old soul...I have seen a lot in my day and yes, there is still someone in the world with morals.I am outspoken, independent,and hard working.I cannot stand losers and deadbeats or liars because I have worked my ass off and if I can do it anyone can and I just don't have the time for any no talent ass clowns.If your name reflects how sexy you are, or how cool you think you are, or how I wish I had a boyfriend as hot as you....pass on by we probably don't see eye to eye on anything so
Thanks!!
bid on me in this autcion for a month with me!! I will put owned by (your name here) in my name for a month, rate all your pics, add you so you can see my NSFW pics, make a slaute pic for you(not nude) and become your fan!! be generous please this is my first time being auctioned!! Yesterday my child met her father for the very first time. It's been 6 years myself since I had seen him. The past 6 years I have been trying to contact him so he can be a part of her life. I finally got that chance , it was weird for all three of us , I thought that it wouldn't go well I have alot of hostility built up for him just leaving me pregnant and never hearing from him , all of us are working on it for our child's sake. I thought it would be hard on her but she's in love with him and didn't want him to go she's so happy she got to meet her daddy!! I am glad for her and the weird part is he's actually trying to be a part of her life despite everyone trying to keep him from her , sayi
* Merkaba * Mechanics *
********************************************************************************************* Merkaba Mechanics ********************************************************************************************* (See: Merkaba) ********************************************************************************************* 1) Merkaba Spiral 2) Merkaba Field 3) Merkaba Vehicle 4) Trans-Harmonic Merkaba Vehicle (Space-Time Travel) 5) Merkaba Vehicle Phases ********************************************************************************************* The 15-dimensional personal Merkaba reflects the 15 dimensional Universal Merkaba of the Time Matrix. ********************************************************************************************* 1) The Merkaba Spiral: ********************************************************************************************* Two Counter-Rotating Merkaba Spiral Sets (electric/magnetic), when fully activated represents one Mer
My Poetry
Some memories stain the mind, Blood red like innocence left behind. Dreams of the broken pass To nothing in a careless word, As the past sneaks up And steals all Joy away. Peace of mind never settles On those of darkened heart. Some memories stain the soul with a ghostlike glow…. Fly On the neverending Wings of love. In your freedom Soar thru life, With me at Your side. Float On love’s gentle And boundless grace. Remain true Till love brings You safely to the other shore. Sail On love’s warm And eternal hope. Find strength in being So vulnerable. Grow On love As together We can Find forever. asking her will do no good, for she will not know what to say, she does not want to die... no what she wants can never come to be, she wants to have never been born. her tears fall unheeded and no one sees the pain contained within. the pain is more than her broken soul can bear. what a sad little vision is she,
Legendology 101
Weirdly.... I took a bus, train, and or a long walk I never expected. Pretty much it all used to make sence. Now,... well who the fuck knows? I never really had it all, .. but I had something. One billionth of a second is much more than one could think of. That fraction....(could and maybee someday??).. throw Trump or Gates into vagrantcy with no warning. Does one think it can't possibly be their undeniable destiny?.. Well get off the fuckin pot..... it happens, and happens well. Like it or not.... thats just how the pigeon shit falls... and let it fall where it may for I didn't hand feed a strangers destiny. This lottery pencil, (short in stature, conceals more gumption than Thor posses in his tin foil of a hammer) and napkin are the best receptors bitter angst could ask for,... ALWAYS there, ALWAYS nonsubjective,..... no retort. Not really what I have to "say", but just a venting tool available for my disposal. It's all a learning curve...... should you read this and say.....No tha
Cool New Friends
I ask you my friends. How many of you wanted to become a Godfather and thought you wouldnt make it? This lovely young lady has that dream. She is at 1,780,995 with 296 pictures loaded with more to come. Lets help her become our newest Godfather. DJ T~ * ~pErFeCtLy UnPeRfEcT~*~Dj & Enforcer @Indian Outlaw Saloon~Sarges Bad Girl@ fubar If you do not have this sweet super funny woman on your friends list. Your missing out. If I were you I would add her and rate her pictures. Shes only short 9000 to level. Lets help her out. sweet_jennie_baby@ fubar This woman here is trying to level and returns all love in full. Shes super sweet and a great friend. Lets see if we can help her out. ~Evel Prince$$~Lips Like Morphine~
Valerie's Blog
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Blazequal
Sometimes I feel like I am back in high school while I'm here. Beautiful women everywhere, games to play, and everynow and again I actually meet someone I wouldn't mind getting to know. I have always been a loner, so I don't really play to be the most popular fu. I do my own thing and don't worry about the results.  There are many times I'm left thinking WTF, as I wander around in fu land. Someone "likes" me, so I go and check them out. I find hundreds of pics of themselves in every pose imaginable. Wearing next to nothing, and in provcative poses many times. This is obviously not everyone on here, so if you take offense...... if the shoe fits? You know who you are. Don't get mad at me for calling you on it. Anyway, I love the female form and I'm going to look if they are available. Then I will check out what they have to say about themselves. ( Yes, I really read them. ) I'm hoping to find an intelligent person with a strange sense of humor like mine. What I seem to find most of the
Feeling And Thought
Due unfortunate circumstances I wont be around / ol a lot... I only going to check message here n there. So, if you want to talk drop me message I'll get back when I can... (I'll leave this board on all time). Just because my tears have stopped falling That doesnt mean my sadness is healing I'm merely feeling the presence of The cowardly side of myself That's settled into my heart But I want to keep believing In the beginning of my little dream Little by little, my heart Is beginning to walk forward Dragging even the pain along with it Even if I lose sight of tomorrow in confusion My thoughts and feelings Will still search for the future I'll tire myself out crying Shedding so many tears it will form a rainbow And at the end of that rainbow I'll be standing there born anew born~Miwako Okuda Well I usually leave this on but cant anymore but if u leave message I still get back to you when I'm back on...
Help
From the menu click on My than click on PhotosIf you look to the left you will see a Default folder.When you add photos they will go into the Default folder.If you want to create albums and store your photos in there, from the Photos page look to the left and you will see a Create New Album section.In the text box type in the name of your new photo album than click on Create Album. After you create your new album you will be redirected to your new Album page and from there you can add photos.Anytime you want to add photos to a particular album just click on the Album. When someone sends you a chat in your My Chat box it will appear at the top of your page.This chat box allows you to communicate instantly between users and allows multi user chatting.To respond to a chat click the reply icon/link beside the message As soon as you click the reply icon/link you will see a text box which is where you will type in your message to respond to that user. To delete your account follow
Coc
=== 'Home of the 2nd Alarm Hotties' wrote the following at '2008-10-02 19:08:38'.. > > > > > 2nd Alarm Hottie Code of Conduct > > 1. All Hottie members/prospects must have a verified salute and a minimum of 15 pics which include S.F.W body shots. > 2. All hotties must be female by birth. > 3. Shout box and Fu-mail must be open to officers for communications (Profile may not be set to friends only for this purpose). Officers must obtain a yahoo screen name. Firechief, and acting chief must have all officers yahoo sn for communication and meeting purposes > 4. Chief and Hottie homepage must be added to your Family while considered a prospect and remain in family after administration. All new hotties will be assigned to a Team, your team leader must be in your top 7 friends and upon your acceptance to the group you must add '2nd Alarm hotties member' to your fubar screen name, you are allowed 5 days to conform with all C.O.C.rules. > 5. All current 2nd alarm h
What You Should Know About Me
I am a flirt. It is a fun part of me. One of my most relaxing moods results in flirting with everyone. I posted a knotty poem today in response to a NON-MUMM that was posted. A decent poem but I was being silly and decided to be creative-ish. I know sometimes people take the literal meanings of things typed. My actions will contradict my words at any given time. I mean no harm when I am jovial. Tis just for the laughter. I belong to no one and no one truly belongs to me. I adore all of my friends! I happen to sleep alone. If I post something that confuses you or makes you curious, you only need to ask me to clarify it if you want to know. I will tell you. I can't promise you will like the answer, but you will be given it just the same. I find the internet to be wondrous in the amount of friends I have made and the conversations I have be afforded by this. I tend to stay offline when I am happy and content with my world. So please note that I am generally not so happy when I am onli
Jacquies Place
And The Answer Is?
Question, does this sound familiar?   Problems can be solved by issuing laws, setting up more bureaus, more regulation, and adding more taxes to pay for these.   Or this? We see the common people in perpetual poverty, excessive taxation, stringent regulations and continuous existence of misery.   The Founding Fathers explicitly warned us about the wrongs of collectivism, over taxation and many other things that most of the people know nothing about.  They wanted to make sure that there was an enlightened electorate, in other words We, the People, so that we can keep the values and Laws of the Constitution the way they were set.  These cause the people to abandon their rights and freedoms with the understanding that the government will take care of us from the time we are born to the time we die.  Many will say, so what?  The answer is very simple, it is not only wrong to think that others know better of our situation than we do ourselves or that others deserve to have what some h
Reduce, Reuse, Recycle
Well, not really... Water is one of our most precious resources. Those that love in the west are starting to know this and we will all find out in the next 20 years. My garden appreciates fresh rainwater all summer long thanks to my rain barrel.... another interesting fact... In 2 minutes in the shower you use as much water as the average African does in a day. Lawn mower emit more polutants into the air than cars. Running a lawnmower for an hour emits the equivalent polution as driving 100 miles. For as long as I have owned my house this has been my means of cutting the grass: It is great exercise and I don't don't have to worry about waking the neighbors. Recycling one aluminum can saves enough power to run a TV for 3 hours.
Qt Booty
When all you can remember is the sparkle in his eyes, which have now faded away. His touch is now cold when it once was warm. Remembering back to the days when kisses were deep and passionate . neither could breath nor did either want to come up for air. That is now the same difference except there are no kisses but yet you still cant breath. I lay there at night listening to you breath , I watch you sleep and I wonder where our love has gone. Did it just blow away on a whim or did it take this many days to fade into the sunset. I long for the those days and nights you would hold me tight. When you protected my heart. They are gone and soon I will be too. ~JR~ I called the doc's office yesterday afternoon and was to there is no evidence of malignancy. So its negative.. So know just to get the stitches out next week . it's not a pretty site watching a me scratch at my breast all day lol. Just want to take this time and thank everyone who was there for me. It
What The Fuck Are You Thinking
dear oj lol.....man what the fuck are you thinking....no one is going to get you out of this one....i know lets write a book say if you did it that this is how you would have done it....LOL what the fuck are you thinking always telling the truth bratt here i go ...watching tv when it hit me a fast food plade i will not say names is giving kids toys in kids meals ok i know that but the deer horns are what got me.....WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING deer season is coming up ??????????? a dad takes is son hunting for the 1 st time and this son loves his toy hes going to take it and dad dont see the cool toy jr has to go take a piss and on his way back puts his toy on his HEAD??????????? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING bratt what the fuck are you thinking by asking me if i kiss my mother with that mouth....i never kissed my mother but ask you dad...yes i can be a bitch i am the usmcbratt and i beleave they fight for me each day and they need to be giving the love f
Random Thoughts
I have been asked by a lot of people what would it take to see more of me.... Well.... After a lot of thought, I think I have decided.... Send me a Fu-Mail and I will let you know what it is. DJ Daddy's Gurl@PWS Radio~FuWife to KingVampire~Owned by Cappy~Owner of Rusticlette~@ fubar Lately my horoscopes have been about right on. I'm talking about the one they show on here in your profile set up. It's been weird because I've hardly ever seen one be right on. I don't normally read them first thing in the morning, but later for more entertainment purposes. Today it says a coworker and I will get into a heated discussion. We DID!!! It was also loud and heated as a joke to scare another coworker, but the topic of it was real. Man, let's see how much longer these things are going to be right. Good Night my dear friends!!! Have sweet and sexy dreams tonight. :D
Odd Formaly Known As Bunny's Bloggy Blog Blog.
Why is it still hard to be on a date?  Each time I'm on a date all I can do is knitpick in my head about what's going on.  I get truend off by a guy so quickly it's sad.  You'd think I'd not be that picky but I am.  This guy is nice but when i mentioned to him how i've been in the mood to get drunk he said he gets violent when he's drunk.  downer.  also each time i looked away and looked back he was stairing at my breasts.  They are average size for crying out loud.  The way he was looking at them they could have been a feast and he someone who hasn't eaten in 30 days. I'm so sick of hearing this from people I went to high school with. I look the same as I did only with better hair lmao that's saying a lot since it's still horrible.  The only thing i've changed is how i dress. I actually wear stuff that shows my body off. Lol I came up with a weird game I wish I could make but I can't so if you can by all means take this idea take the credit I just want to know if it gets made lmao
Extra Extra Read All About It
In and out of phase with time in fluxThe rain striking harsh and cold upon the usWith no course of action We struggle through these days in the worldChaos and disruption have spread so farThat those of us who wish to help peopleCan no longer do so without fearing the consequencesTearing apart the fabric of reality This rain that attempts to flood the world Will surely succeed But the real question is will it be all that bad To let the roaring waters cleanse the world Hardships are already in our midst if nature decided that we are a threat And sent its fury against us I feel secure in the knowledge that groups will be formedTo survive all types are needed .To work together our greatest asset This acid rain that was unleashed upon us Was meant to destroy usIn my eyes nature failed For we have banded together In an indestructible bond With hope for the future instilled In our souls we move out into the world To make our claim to a new life With new life on the horizon And the past sinkin
Just Some Poems By Me
I let him in Trusting he would be differnt He promised he was Life with him wouldnt be the same Yet here I am Sad and alone Wondering what he really wants I have done all I can To show him my feelings He knows I love him And would do anything to make him happy I cant help but feel hurt As if he doesnt care Even though he swears different I should have known Not to le another in You were never there From day one It was me and him But then he turned away too Leavin me to fend for myself Not caring he was all I had I thought I could do it Been holdin my own for years Then you took the only one who cared Got her to betray me Because you screwed up You needed someone to get what you couldnt She did once again leavin me alone Ive gotten used to being alone Not having the noraml family But dont try not Im an adult Have a life of my own Its too late for you Id rather be alone Than let you back in my life At least alone I dont get betrayed I have a boyfr
Movies
I saw it last Friday on opening day. I did enjoy up, and thought it lived up to the hype in many ways. What I have been hearing today though, seems to be a bit much. Best movie of all time? Not sure I put it up that far. While a batman movie, the star of the story is the joker. We do get a sub plot involving Harvey 'Two Face' Dent that is interesting, but clearly the story revolves around the joker, and Heath Ledger's performance. This version if by far more darker and intense than the Jack Nicholson version. Nicholson's character was over the top. Ledger's version is more psychotic in its portrayal. He is pushing this morality play, trying to bring out the dark side in everyone. No material needs, its more about creating chaos. And its played well. Unlike the Nicholson version, we don't really get a backstory for the character. He just is. The opening scene has the joker robbing a bank. The visuals are much different than its predecessor, batman begins. The movie definite
Contests And Giveaways
  Want to own me? I promise I'll be a good dirty little stalker! ;)     Items that could also be included if the bids are high:   One of the two bulletin Stickied (you pick)2 Personalized Salutes (content depends on the bid)Will rate ALL pics 11 if you run autos (one time)R/F/A up 10 friends of your choiceMy CrushAdded to Yahoo MessengerBlingy Blingy Babyyy!   All items are negotiable based on the amount of the bid. :) *muahs*     So whatcha waitin on? Go bid... ;)   Salute Me 4 Blingy Bling!Make me a personalized salute and enter it in my Bling Pack Giveaway/Contest!I will upload your picture on Friday morning (February 27th). As soon as it’s uploaded, start inviting your friends to rate away!The top 3 salutes with the most rates by Sunday (March 1st) @ 6PM Fu-Time will be will be selected and judged based on the originality or humor in their salutes.There will be three prizes given:-Grand Prize-Minimum 400 Rate
Brainbabble
I put up some new pics from this weekend @ the club and after the club, go leave rates n love on them?? :) My back feels better this week, thank the gods! Today Im working on some HouseCleaning so Im in and out at random, if you want me to come leave some love and rates on your page/pictures drop me a line and let me know, or comment here or something tellin me you need some attention;) XoXoX Glitter I cant type it all out again im too tired, im going to copy and paste the events from a instant message with my boyfriend. FaerieLust (12:37:22 AM): when i fell i hurt my butt pretty bad, and ive got a scrape near my eye where i hit the wall on the way down FaerieLust (12:38:13 AM): We were in the bathroom, mom was checking a zit on my back and i just rememebr feeling dizy and then dreaming about SG1(we were watching it before hand) and hearing my mom call my name a bunch. I woke up face down on the bathroom floor FaerieLust (12:39:15 AM): She said i fell backwards and m
Poetry
within my eyes you'll see much hurt, and joy, life and such I live from my heart, it sounds ideal for the wickedness of people turns my wheel how many times will I get hurt before I turn to stone, and shut all out I can't believe I try so hard get slapped in my face and never see the wild card why is it wickedness that rules the day gets all the goods, and breaks today I show the world a little kindness and good in the end I should just be hood maybe then I will get my dues doubt it though, cuz I allways lose my spirit is not broken, but maybe close without my heart, I can't live my babies I miss, can't stand her choice's take them away... without reason or voice's a gapping hole where my heart once was filled with nothing, for nothing can replace the love of a child, and the innocence in thier face DARKNESS EVERYWHERE WITHOUT CHOICE NO ONE HEARS THESE WICKED CHEERS FIGHT THE HATE MAKE NO WIEGHT WITHOUT END WITHOUT FROWN PICK YOURSELF UP AND MOVE ON DOWN be
Poems
The Soldier gets a letter saying he has to go to war His wife is 8 months pregnant The Soldier has to leave for war His wife is almost going into labor The wife just had a daughter The Soldier hasn't slept in days His wife can't sleep cause of the baby The Soldier after 3 months finally gets a phone call home He finally hears his daughter cry The Soldier is killed by a surprise bombing His daughter says daddy for the first time Now his wife is a widow The daughter never met her father He died for his country They gave his wife a pin and flag All they could say was I am sorry The daughter never knew her father. THERE IS A DISCIPLINE IN A SOLDIER YOU CAN SEE IT WHEN HE WALKS, THERE IS HONOR IN A SOLDIER YOU HEAR IT WHEN HE TALKS THERE IS COURAGE IN A SOLDIER THAT HE WILL NOT COMPROMISE. THERE IS SOMETHING IN A SOLDIER THAT MAKES HIM STAND APART, THERE IS STRENGTH IN A SOLDIER THAT BEATS FROM HIS HEART. A SOLDIER ISN'T A TITLE ANY MAN CAN BE HIRED TO DO A SOLDIER IS THE SOUL OF THAT MAN B
Rockstar/stealth Ninja Pirate
HAPPY MUTHAFUCKIN BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! :D drinkdrankdrunk! :D i hafta work in.... 7 and a half hours :/ huh... shuold really sleep soon... maybe??? hm, sure XD i don't know XD i do know though thaaaaaaaaaaaaat... I LIKE DUCKS! XD ugh sleep time then up early... EARLY?!? D: to work for 8 u.u; le sigh then visiting alec tomorrow night then id getting on monday then nick and kathy's restaurant closing party on tuesday then cindy visits on wednesday then apartment looking on thursday with dell and pete then work friday then birthday saturday... phweeeee ;-; imma busy little kitsu this week when will i get time to myself?!? sleep time now u.u
Important
The Mayonnaise Jar   When things in your life seem almost too much to handle,   When 24 hours in a day is not enough;   remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.    A professor stood before his philosophy class   and had some items in front of him.    When the class began, wordlessly,   he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar   and start to fill it with golf balls.    He then asked the students if the jar was full..   They agreed that it was.   The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured   it into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.   The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.    He then asked the students again   if the jar was full. They agreed it was.    The professor next picked up a box of sand   and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else  He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded   With an unanimous 'yes.'    The professor then produced two cups of coffee from u
Random Thoughts
I wanted to get some comments or opinions on the subject of "sub/dom" vs "master/slave"  The way I see it, being submissive means just that. It doesn't mean subservient to anyone. So the realm of "master/slave" is really far removed from that of a dominant and submissive relationship.  The following is my personal understanding, PLEASE don't take it as anything other than me putting my thoughts down in order to have a greater understanding. I'm perfectly willing to accept constructive criticism and alternate explanations. Dom vs. Master: To be dominant over someone means that you have a responsibility to the one or ones you "dom" over. You are a leader and a strong personality. You have accepted the role as teacher and guide and you are willing to do your best to show your sub more about themselves. To help them to look inside themselves and find that place where they are truly happy and able to release any inhibitions. As a dom you may use means that seem to others to be cruel or pa
Life
I just wanted to let everyone know that I am having surgery on June 4th. They are going in and cleaning out my left knee. There is arthritis in my knee and a small tear in the meniscus. I am going to also ask my doctor if he can look at my hips because some days they hurts so bad I can barely walk. Last night, I had my friends Kelly, Jimmy, Lisa and Chad up for supper. I made turkey, mashed potatoes, stuffing, and green beans. After we ate another so called friend named Charles stopped by for awhile. When Chad left, I asked Charles to go get Tigger so she would not run out the door. He went to pick her up because another friend was leaving and I didn't want her to run off. Well Tigger either got scared or something and scratched him. Well instead of bringing her to me, he held her up as high as he could by the back of her neck and she was hissing and growling, I told him to bring her to me but he didn't listen. He threw her on the floor really hard and she bounced off the floor
Salutes
Well now fortunately and unfortunately my salutes have gotten rather popular. So popular infact that I need to start charging for them. I'm not asking much, just what ever you think the salute I have done for you is worth. I am doing this because few of you realize just how much goes into these. To you it looks like just writing on me and taking a pic. I WISH it was that easy. If you still want one, then tell me your favorite part of my body, yes, this does include smile salutes it does NOT include me writing your name on my "mother" spot. There is absolutely NO charge of any kind for military salutes. Military salutes, please remember that I only have so much room on my body, so try to keep it short, sweet and to the point. Much appreciated   When I was 5 and had just moved into a new place (AGAIN), I was playing in an abandoned parking structure. I looked around and could swear I had been there before. How could that be? That was impossible, I had JUST moved there and ther
Brain Spills. What Fell Out When I Wasn't Looking...
I first started chatting online nearly 15 years ago, and trust me when I say that there is little -to no- chance that you can do or say anything to me that I haven't heard or seen, before. I've learned a lot about the behaviors of people in certain situations, and I've gotten pretty good at predicting their actions and reactions. One of the problems with having such sensitive perception is that I may sometimes come across as paranoid, or extremely mistrusting. But in the end, others eventually show their true colors and people see that yes, I -do- know what I'm talking about.That being said, I thought I'd share a list of some of the most common attention-seeking behaviors. Get your mental notebook ready, you're going to be taking some mental notes....and you'll recognize these behaviors in SO many people on Fubar. Ready? Let's Go!Attention seekers may exploit the suffering of others to gain attention for themselves. (This has been seen on Fu when fellow fu-ers pass away, and others th
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Just Me
I need some time to think. I doubt anyone will read and if they will even care. As another year comes full circle thoughts flood my mind. There are things that can't be replaced, things that need fixed, things that can't be fixed and things that need changed. This won't make much sense either I am sure. I am rambling. If you have a question post it here. I will answer privately if it should be or I will answer it here. I do have another blog(on another site) I posted earlier. It is a bit more detailed and later I might post it here. I'll be back, well.... when I am. I might come in and rate some but not sure yet. These songs went with my post on the other site, they fit very well with my current mood. I will be gone for an undetermined time. I plan on taking my laptop but my time will be limited, if I am able to be on at all. I have no idea how it will work out. My laptop has issues right now and I am waiting on a recovery disk. So please understand. If you pray please do. T
Vasculio's Blog
You scored as VIII - Strength, Strength is not just physical strength, it also means emotional and spiritual strength. It is the Strength to do what you know is right in the face of opposition. Strength to defy convention and authority. Stength does not have to be used directly. It can be inner strength that supports one in the face of attacks on what they hold dear. The person of Strength remains true to their beliefs. In a Tarot reading, this card can indicate overcoming of obstacles and refusal to be beaten down. If badly aspected this card can indicate loss of faith, failure of Will.VIII - Strength63% XI: Justice56% XV: The Devil56% XIII: Death56% I - Magician56% XIX: The Sun50% XVI: The Tower50% 0 - The Fool44% II - The High Priestess44% X - Wheel of Fortune
It Amuses Me...
Its time to make amends with the past. Even though there is no longer any grudges lingering. Even though people say that you must let the past stay in its place. I feel as though its time to send out a long awaited email. An apology...even though we are both at fault and my stubbornness has held me in place for so long. I'm staring blankly at this blinking cursor, wondering how to write this email two years to late. I swear people should sue Disney. As a child we are fed these movies that talk about "happily ever after" and Prince Charming rescuing the fair maiden. These movies holding very little truth about the reality of the world around us. The fact that life is cruel, lonely, and most people are cold, self-absorbed assholes. In Disney movies the fair maiden has her fairy-tale wedding and lives for all of eternity in a castle with her prince. In reality its surprising how some men view marriage. For example: A manager at my work that is planning on askin
Capricorns ~ The Best In Bed!
Ok so when you join fu-bar your profile is automatically defaulted to hide "not safe for work" content (or NSFW)   If you can not see NSFW folders (they are red compared to the "normal" picture folders & have a (NSFW) after the album name - in my case mine says "Me -(NSFW) for my pictures...)   What you will need to do is go to your homepage & click "Edit Profile"   When that page opens your now in the "Account" page...   Scroll down & look on the right side this is what you will see...   Settings: Profile Type:New and CleanDusty and Old Email Alerts:Daily DigestImmediatelyOff Email Newsletter:OnOff Email Reminders:OnOff Chat Sounds:OnOff Ignore Skins: [?]:OnOff Filter Embedded Content [?]:Profile
Salutes :)
Just Me...nothing More!
Sorry I've been away so long. I spend a lot of time on MySpace. Which isn't to say I have a lot of time to spend these days!! I am working at Walmart, these days, which is going ok, as far as Walmart goes. But, I'm working my ass off, and don't have time for much else. Not a lot of progress has been made on the divorce, but it is becoming more and more clear to me that I'm going to have to give "him" custody of the boys. It's almost more then I can stand to think about. I don't know how to function without my boys up my butt 24/7. And frankly, I don't have a lot of confidence in his ability to handle all their psychiatric requirements. But, I know that I can't work, and support them, and take care of my OWN psychiatric needs, too. I don't know how this is going to work, but I have to go with my guts, and my guts seem to be betraying my heart on this one. That which doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. Is that really true? Because this might kill me! Just realized t
Things I Think You All Should Know
Ford, Chrysler and GM's contributions after 9/11 'CNN Headline News did a short news listing regarding Ford and GM's contributions to the relief and recovery efforts in New York and Washington. The findings are as follows..... 1. Ford- $10 million to American Red Cross matching employee contributions of the same number plus 10 Excursions to NY Fire Dept. The company also offered ER response team services and office space to displaced government employees. 2. GM- $10 million to American Red Cross matching employee contributions of the same number and a fleet of vans, suv's, and trucks. 3. Daimler Chrysler- $10 million to support of the children and victims of the Sept. 11 attack. 4. Harley Davidson motorcycles- $1 million and 30 new motorcycles to the New York Police Dept. 5. Volkswagen-Employees and management created a Sept 11 Foundation, funded initial with $2 million, for the assistance of the children and victims of the WTC. 6. Hyundai- $300,000 to the Amer
All My Thoughts!
simply so clear as i stare in the night ever so deep when i see u in the lighttrying to remember that u are here to be mineforcing our feeling to stay put and not burstbut simplyas my heart go softmy mind work without a break can i manage this situationthat i can no longer embracewalls crumbles at my feet making to path for me to follow
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Friends
She doesn't have autos but she is nice and returns rates. Please help if you can. Muggsy ~ RL GF to Tedybearus~ His Tiny Bubbles Forever@ fubar I know I can't always offer you much especially when you look at a screen. A virtual hug or words across the screen are nothing at times. Sometimes someone means a lil' more even if you never see them eye to eye. I do hope you get to feeling better, my friend.I hate to see you hurting and not able to help you.   JoAnna is in my top friends and family. Stop by and wish her well, however you like. Thanks! He has about 4.5k to level. He has under 50 pics so it may take time. Would you help?
Submarias Web Sights
these games are so... poetic ? well she looks not that in pain
Plot-two
So I just caught the last 20 or so minutes of RENT on FX. I swear that for every minute that passed, Satan sucked a minute off my life span. The movie was HORRIBLE. Other than the song "Beautiful Girls" by Sean Kingston, RENT is the only thing that has ever made me suicidal. Jesus Christ. You should avoid that movie. Avoid it much like you would avoid the plague.                I find myself at an impasse as I am grounded with no short-term objectives in mind, and no crew. My previous of the latter were inept, and unwilling to focus themselves on a single goal, but rather deciding on branching out by themselves and placing all stock in their own endeavors. Their demise was begun with -CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR- I think, and it's end was met with an inception of sorts, a new chapter in my own fate. Anyway, enough about what's over and done with. I have a feeling that....scratch that, a horrifying nightmare that the lapse in activity I've been trudging through is going to cha
Day To Day Stuff
Jones, Jimmy   View/Sign Guest Book JIMMYJONES, 40Road FormanAVON PARK - Jimmy Jones of Avon Park passed away Sunday, April 5, 2009 from injuries of an auto accident.Born February 3, 1969 in Corinth, MS; he moved to Avon Park 7 years ago from Frostproof. He was a Road Forman III for Polk County and served in the National Guard. During 9/11 he served as National Security for the National Guard. He loved Nascar driver Dale Jr. and Gator football. He was a hard working man, loving husband and father, big hearted and would help anyone.Survivors include his wife of 7 years, Betty Jones; daughters, Christa Jones and Dakota Jones; sons, Curtis Jones and Jimmy Jones Jr.; step-children, Michael Byrd and Mindy Byrd; father, James T. Jones Sr. of Tennessee; mother, Aliene Jones of Avon Park; sister, Teri Barnett of Illinois; brothers, David Wayne Jones (Ailiya) of Avon Park, Mike Jones of Tennessee and Guy Jones of Illinois.   This man was a ray of light in a
Things I Write
You are so inviting I see something in your eyes I know it forbidden but there is an unquestionable chemistry I feel that there is a reason for us meeting Maybe you are meant to help me get through the tough time i am having To give a shoulder to lean on when I need it and to pick me up when I fall Maybe it was so that we could both have someone to talk to about all the things we cant say to others You opened my eyes to things when you told me i deserved better, maybe I was something i needed to hear Or could it be that maybe one day down the road of life we will be meant to be one What ever this life gives us I know that I can hope you will never get tired of being my friend some times im happy some times i cry some times i just want to die but when you come around i feel so alive all my fear is gone and i can thrive when you hold me tight in your arms i feel safe from all harm by: NRM to some one very special i hope you know woh you are Some
Christine
Would all my friends please add yourself to my guestbook...Thanks :) Plz help me in this battle and vote green for my daughters in The Best Looking Battle and I will return the favor...Thanks I'm in the Korn Street Team Member club and Korn is holding a contest for whoever gets the most ppl to click on their new video, will win an autographed guitar from them. So if you can please help me out here, I'd really be grateful to ya. all you have to do is just click on the link below and watch the video or not...that's all, nothing more to it. Thanks Christine If link doesnt work, then copy, cut and paste into ur browser http://www.kornstreetteam.com/CDA5240F87574D8387EBDE8FEC733210/tracklink.asp?guid=0350EB9902764271BC1EC0BEE4D94699
If You Read These Comment Please! Political Poetry
Your death will come regardless, time never leaves you be. Our world is ever heartless, a twisted reality. Lest ourselves be honnest, depart from tyrany. Then moderately faultless, we'll face our destiny. Silver lies slither past,  parched leather lips.  Lying quick once when asked, dodging little slips.   Taunting us more aghast,  as the poison drips.   Never slow only fast, evil toes to tips.   Silent shaddows in we seek, hidden other scripts?  Never given chance to speak, crushed in your grips.  Aloof, dumb, mild, and meak, wish, watch, and wait.  For of rot, decay you reek,   you are not so great. The world woke to grief today,worry filled its frame.And tomorrow will bring dismay,and for years the same.
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Thoughts
Click the link and leave your bid as a comment....not on here Own me permantly!!! im tired of having crappy auctions so this is my final auction!!!!! the person who wins owns me permantly!!! Noone loves me on here i swear!!! or go here if it doesnt work http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1559622&i=3936779055&albumid=1071419 SGT. Edmund Jo hn Jeffer's last few words were some of the most touching, inspiring and most truthful words spoken since the tragedy of 9/11 - and since our nation went to war. SGT. Jeffers was a strong soldier and talented writer. He died in Iraq on September 19, 2007. He was a loving husband, brother and son. His service was more than this country could ever grasp, but the least you can do for the man who sacrificed his life for you is listen to what he had to say. Listen up and pay attention. To all of the Cindy Sheehans and Al Frankens of the world. To MSNBC, CNN, NBC, ABC and CBS. To all who call themselves Americans. Hope Rides Alone by Eddi
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Dear Friends...
I am heading out to a retreat for a few weeks. Need to recharge my spirit and be closer to where my husband is working in Mississippi. I have been in a funk without him being around and it's almost a month now we have not seen each other. I am planning to take all the dogs and cats with me so may stay there for some time, as it is also an animal rescue and food pantry for the poor in the area. We are looking to build a new sweat lodge and have several events planned with a number of special guests to participate in circles to help heal and spread positive energies globally. Camp Sister Spirit is also a Folk School and this retreat is just what I need to recharge as well as do what I love, commune in nature in a safe environment and find some peace from all that is negative and wrong in society and the planet. I have a few presentations I have prepared to also help teach and educate others of some traditions as well as harvesting the grapes and crops that are growing nicely. It's
My Life
So today was a different kind of day. But it didnt start off today it started off a while back but goes to last night. Well last night my x boyfriend kyle's friend Danny calls me up tells me to go to this party they were at. So i was like alright me n my friend Alyssa went and i couldnt stay long. Well At The party i met up with them met a few more of there friends.. yano we just chillen. so kyle(x) decides to go play beer pong ehh w/e yano let him do his thing. well i was talking to his friend danny which is a good friend of mine since we all started to chill w/e yano.. so im there hanging out w/e having fun laughin jokin well danny tells me hes cocked.. so i put my elbow on his shoulder n he goes n puts his arms around me n pulls me closer to him. which was weird for me but i was like yo w/e yano hes cockd i wouldnt let anything happen.. well then i was talkin to him more jokin around n he wouldnt tell me something so i kinda pushed his face to look at me to get him to tell m
Mary's Blog
Please If you are viewing my site, please dont spam it with junk. If you don't have anything to say but sending spam, I rather you don't say anything. Junk like "Hey cute Are you the one that asked about money for survey or shit" don't bother me with that crap. just been long weekend..just been busy with personal life. Today i'm about to go to my Aunt Bettys for cook out. I hope everyone had great weekend. thanks for those that leaving comments while I was gone. xoxo ~Mary~ tues,wed,thrus be at friends Roxy's appartment dog & cat sitting. Roxy & her brofriend just want get way for few days without phone ringing..lol. anyways..sweet dog...Roxy left lot food there for me choose what to eat. very nice she even asked me what I wanted to eat...wish I know she had food..i would of said no thats okay if you have food I just eat that at meals. so she got turkey, big crousants, cheerioes, Skin milk, & Cheese cubes & string cheese. lol sweet lady I took care of her mom betty for while
Funnies
>Three Italian nuns die and go to heaven. At the Pearly Gates, they are >met by St. Peter He says, "Sisters, you all led such exemplary lives >that the Lord is granting you six months to go back to earth and be anyone >you wish to be... The first nun says, "I want to be Sophia Loren;" and >*poof* she's gone. The second says, "I want to be Madonna and *poof* >she's gone. The third says, "I want to be Sara Pipalini.. " St. Peter >looks perplexed. "Who?" he asked " Sara Pipalini;" replies the nun. St. >Peter shakes his head and says, "I'm sorry, but that name just doesn't ring >a bell." The nun then takes a newspaper out of her habit and hands it to >St. Peter. St. Peter reads the paper and starts laughing. He hands it >back to her and says, "No sister, the paper says it was the 'Sahara >Pipeline' that was laid by 1,400 men in 6 months." > >If you laugh, you are going straight to hell! IF YOU SEE SHEEP.......    YOU NEED GLASSES!!!!!! Free Myspace
Daily Messages
Until you fall down you never learn to stand up! LK It’s not the years in your life that count. It’s the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln Make the most of yourself, for that is all there is of you. Ralph Waldo Emerson

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Other Stuff
“ Stand naked in front of a mirror for a long time, under unflattering light if possible. Trace the rises and falls of the little ripples on your skin — the scars, the dimples, the cellulite — and think about how much you try to hide these things in your day-to-day. Wonder why you hate them so much, and if this hate stems from somewhere within yourself, or as a result of being told all your life that it’s wrong to have physical flaws. Wonder what you would think of your body if you never looked at a magazine, if you never thought about celebrities and models, if you never had to wonder where someone would rate you on a scale of 10. Look at yourself until the initial recoil softens, and you can consider your features in a more forgiving frame of mind. Listen to the music which makes you want to both sob and dance with uninhibited joy, and allow yourself to repeat any song you want as many times as your heart desires. Think of the person you are when you have yo
New Freinds
today i left the house at 4 am to be in my car for 5 hours stuck at a gas station outside of mexico new york. then my day began when i arrived at work , my normal trip is only 20 minutes. it was snowing 5 inches an hour and you just cant see anything when it snows that hard, anyway we are dealing with it we just keep digging out each day. oswego county is under a state of ememrgency and we are just praying it stops soon!!! if you wanna share in the fun go to wsyr-tv syracuse and watch the live streaming weather video Want To Tell You Lies (c) Kalvere. All rights reserved I want to tell that little boy his Mom will be just fine I want to tell that dad we got his daughter out in time I want to tell that wife her husband will be home tonight I don't want to tell it like it is, I want to tell them lies You didn't put their seat belts on, you feel you killed your kids I want to say you didn't ... but in a way, you did You pound your fists into my chest, you're hurting so inside
Life Skills Of The Poor And Pink
Are you tired of people who bring drama out of the fucking blue? I am. Seriously. If you're gonna play with me, naturally, you may get the shaft sometimes. But its all in fun, never out of malice. Ever. But when you have to be a tool about it-- then you've got fucking problems. The Scooter Bar is by and far the biggest drama fest I've EVER known. They claim not to have any dramatic people and are friendly. While most of them are, they still keep around the people who have proven themsevles to be little fucking drama queens. The only reason I ever visit that shithole anymore is because TalkSic asks me to see his shows. I help him put on the make-up, joke with him, and generally enjoy the music. But now? The only time I will ever go in there is during his shows and I won't say a fucking word. So, I can safely say that I am happy once again! Just when I thought all was lost, someone came by to be my SuperMan (not like I needed one). He makes me laugh, and all we do is talk about... wel
Cherry Hearts
Omg, well I babysat my cousins kids tonight, and oh man...let me tell you. It was a lot harder then I thought it was going to be. Things were going fine until her daughter with iron lungs started screaming! Thought my ears were going to bleed. But all in all it worked out fine, and everyone lived. :D Dont think I want any for awhile tho lol What is it about me that attracts juggalos? are funny. ha! Im over here laughing the whole time, and they are getting mad at me. its great.
Disney Ftw!!!
One of the cutest parts of the whole movie. i'm actually going to watch it right now on VHS. =D Today I went out shopping. I bought jeans and blah blah blah What I really want is this.. It's DISNEY PRINCESSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I saw this at Target. Only $41.98. Oh. Emm. Gee! The only think that sucks is that Pocahontas isn't there. /sigh ♥ she was born on may 15 my sister wanted to name her "Serena" and my other sister wrote her name on the paper for the hospital she put down "Sabrina"   wtf??!?! my family is stupid.    
Incoherant Ramblings
So today i had the most interesting conversation with a co worker of sorts.and reminded me just how much i REALY fucking hate the human race...In my hardcore stoner day's i used to sit and contemplate things. & though it wasnt as complicated as people made it out to be....I really did find the meaning of life.Its not family,money,or all the butt secks gang banging you can ever imagine.Its simple....Breathe in & Breathe out...Once you have that masterd .You 're ready to step out into the big bad world and see how many people you can fuck over and manipulate without getting  brutally murderd and have your gapeing wounds violated...Theologically...or very literally.Just depends who you piss off at the moment.Either way...you're going to end up suffering some sort of huge loss or dissapointment in yourself and/or others.Please dont take me as being a naive "damaged" little girl because that couldnt be farther from the truth.As any super heroe story would say ..There IS good in everybody.
My Thoughts
Was it a boy or a girl to text you last? lol it was u crystal Who was it? a great friend crystal What is one question people always ask you? not sure What does the 6th text in your inbox say? for football? What is the last thing you said out loud? goodnite baby ( to my 10 yr old) Name something you are doing tomorrow? waking up i hope Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? neither really.. lactose doesnt like me Who was the last person to message you on fubar? fla princess Are you currently wanting any body piercings or tattoo? tattoo of kids names Do you sleep on your stomach? sometimes What are you listening to? ESPN Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often? nopoe Where are you going to be at 4 PM tomorrow? no clue Last time you saw fireworks, with whom & where? 4th of july.. my kids Are you missing someone? sorta What was the last thing you ever got grounded for? LMAO no clue it wa
My Book Cc/2007
Melissa whirled on Death/Bob " how dare you chase someone from my house. this is not your place, and you cant tell people that they can or cant be here. You have no right! Besides he's kinda cute, might do me some good to get on his good side since you said most of us go to hell first anyway. By the way, what was that comment about you quitting? You quite your job? How can death quit? Does that mean that no one is going to die, and if they do who is going to your job. I mean wont there be even more lost souls wandering around?" "Melissa just what am I supposed to say? You know that I needed your help, but alot of things happened since the last time I saw you. I didn't quit, I threatened to after Himself told me I couldnt love you........" "What!!! What did you say? You loved me, you told that to Himself? To like the power dude. The one who controls all of this. And your not even supposed to talk to me in the first place. Great Pal, you just set my wheel back a couple
Magical Boredom
i would rather/..... sleep then work drive then walk fuck then fight smoke then drink sing then talk dance then hop laugh than cry... sway me in perfect harmony balance my grace with song move meadows in dreamstate entrapping me in song swep moments of memorization captivate me in song release me from this seed of shadow take me away with song I can´t use what I can´t abuse And I can´t stop when it comes to you You burned me out but I´m back at your door Like Joan of Arc coming back for more I nearly died I came to cut you up I came to knock you down I came around to tear your little world apart I cam to shut you up I came to drag you down I came around to tear your little world apart And break your soul apart You burn and burn to get under my skin You´ve gone too far now I won´t give in You crucified me but I´m back in your bed Like Jesus Christ coming from the dead I nearly died
Insomniac Poetry
The contest will run from May 20th till May 31st and all prizes will be given out June 1st. Each comment is worth 1 point.  Each rate is worth 10 points. 1st Prize will be a Cherry Bomb AND Auto 11 2nd Place will be a 25 credit bling pack 3rd Place wil be a 3 day blast There is also an extra bonus... The person who leaves the funniest/wittiest/most original comment will win a 5 credit bling.  Both the person leaving the comment and the contestant win one! click the pic below to rate n comment i appreciate it so much       this is my girl Kimmie Kinnzz make sure u show her mad love she is too awesome     ~*~Kimmie*Kinz~*~ @ fubar Read Alone..... Especially the Poem I believe whatever is in store for us will be for us. The poem is very true, unfortunately. Make sure you read the poem! CASE 1: Kelly Sedey had one wish, for her boyfriend of three years, David Marsden, to propose to her. Then one day when she was out to lunch David proposed! She accepted, but th
Cheapshoes
Here are some really cupcake cup handy cake baking tips and tricks for you to use... 1) Preheat cupcake liners the oven first before starting to bake, make sure the rack is in the center of the oven (unless directed differently in the recipe) and keep pan in the center of the rack. If you're baking more cupcake cups than one pan at a time, keep them at least 2? away from the walls of the oven and from each other. 2) Add 1 envelope of unflavored gelatin to the cake batter, helps prevent the top of the cake paper straws splitting cupcake wrappers or cracking. 3) Add a teaspoon of lemon juice to the butter and sugar called for in the recipe before mixing the rest of the ingredients. Helps make the cake lighter. 4) Separate eggs Wedding Cupcake Liners before adding them to recipes-beat yolks till golden and creamy then add to the butter/sugar mixture. Beat the egg whites until light and frothy before folding them into the butter mixture. 5) Flower Cupcake Liners Substitute o
Daydreaming Blogspot
You are hardly known, yet on my brain you surely sit. My mind wonders all because you are so sweet to me You make me feel so good I smile and your name is upon my lips You kindness has me in awe I never knew a man could be as sweet as thee. Kindness is in your heart that is easy to see. I must say, I am proud to call you my new found friend! As the broken pieces hit the floor As they shatter like a precious glass You stand there, Watching, Like you don’t care. 3.5 years together, Two kids, A home, A life together And suddenly you’re ready to let it all go. What can I do to prove to you that my love is true? That I will do anything to be with you, Anything to make you happy? Anything to keep this family together, To give our kids a loving, caring, warm home? I do not want to be without you! I want my love, my family, my best friend back! I do my best, I do as you ask, Yet blown off and scarred more is what I get! Not only am I thinking of us,
Ace's Blogz
Survey It's just 50 little ?s...     1.) What cuss word(s) do you use the most? Shit, piss, fuck, cunt, cocksucker, mother-fucker, tits, fart, turn 'n twat... take your pick 2.) Do you own an iPod? nope, just a tiny little MP3 player that's about half-way filled up. 3.) Who on your Myspace "Top Friends" list do you talk to the most? I have NO fuckin' clue. I'm rarely on Myspace anymore. 4.) What time is your alarm clock set for? It ain't... 5.) What color is your house? livin' in an apt. 6.) Flip flops or sneakers? neither. I prefer to wear shoes or boots  7.) Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture? either or, I really don't care... 8.) What was the last movie you watched? "Damage" starring Stone Cold Steve Austin (saw it in the theaters, loved it, so I bought a copy with a gift card I got) 9.) Do any of your friends have children? Why, yes. My best friend (and current roommate) has 3. His youngest, Jurelle, is 6 and he's actually REALLY COOL litt
Dee's Blogs...
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FI
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You Scored as You are a Vampiric Elf!Congratulations my friend! You are a Vampyric Elf. Your kind are few and far between! Your hobbies include drinking the blood of innocent victims or just draining it and mixing it with herbs and spices. You were once one of the noblest of white magic creatures but you turned against those who you loved, most likely because of lost love, and turn yourself into their greatest fear to punish them all! You are a Vampiric Elf! 92% Fallen Angel 83%
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My Thoughts...
A blonde is watching the news with her husband when the newscaster says, "Two Brazilian men die in a skydiving accident". The blonde starts crying to her husband, sobbing "That's horrible!!! So many men dying that way"! Confused, he says, "Yes dear, it is sad, but they were skydiving, and there is always that risk involved". After a few minutes, the blonde, still sobbing, says,--- "How many is a Brazilian?" 2000 B.C. - Here, eat this root. 1000 A.D. - That root is heathen. Here, say this prayer. 1850 A.D. - That prayer is superstition. Here, drink this potion. 1940 A.D. - That potion is snake oil. Here, swallow this pill. 1985 A.D. - That pill is ineffective. Here, take this antibiotic. 2000 A.D. - That antibiotic is artificial. Here, eat this root. ~DEATH~ WHAT A WONDERFUL WAY TO EXPLAIN IT.. A sick man turned to his doctor as he was preparing to Leave the examination room and said, 'Doctor, I am afraid to die. Tell me what lies on the other side.'
Stories Of Life
Washed in the blood of the brave and the blooming, Snatched from the altars of insolent foes,Burning with star-fires, but never consuming,Flash its broad ribbons of lily and rose.Vainly the prophets of Baal would rend it,Vainly his worshippers pray for its fall;Thousands have died for it, millions defend it,Emblem of justice and mercy to all;Justice that reddens the sky with her terrors,Mercy that comes with her white-handed train,Soothing all passions, redeeming all errors,Sheathing the sabre and breaking the chain.Borne on the deluge of all usurpations,Drifted our Ark o'er the desolate seas,Bearing the rainbow of hope to the nations,Torn from the storm-cloud and flung to the breeze!God bless the Flag and its loyal defenders,While its broad folds o'er the battle-field wave,Till the dim star-wreath rekindle its splendors,Washed from its stains in the blood of the brave! © LT.David Martin "Crazy nights and crazy dreams,evil knights with laser beams.Doth protest t'his foulish scheme,ru
Do I
idea's 4 my salute............? what kind should i do? a sexy one? or just a pic of me with a boring paper? or maybe both? give me some thoughts please.......... i cant make up my mind what do u do when u love someone and there's a distance between u? like i've known chris for over 10years and no i'm in f.l and he's back in my home town n.c. we've both have been married before and sayin i do'' probably will never happen. but i'm willin 2 try. its just a hard time 2 me when he still sleeps=has sex with chicks and says he really wants me. i dont sleep with anyone. i dont want. i'm almost 29 years old and i've had my times good and bad but i'm gettin real honest with myself and what i want and need. and i want chris just not sure if i need him. please someone give me some sound advice. cause all my friends know him and have ther own take on him. my fubucks r not addedin up like they should. has this happened 2 anyone else? i did an mumm but just lost some and never got them back by maki
Mizzou Tigers!
Area recruits fit Pinkel's 'kind' Three local footballers committed to Big 12 programs, three to MU. Allen Vaughan • News-Leader • June 28, 2008 Read Comments(4)Recommend Print this page E-mail this article Share this article: Del.icio.us Facebook Digg Reddit Newsvine What’s this? In town earlier this month for an individual football camp at JFK Stadium, University of Missouri football coach Gary Pinkel laughed when asked about recruiting. Underwhelmed by various analysts who consistently ranked Mizzou's classes in the 20s or lower, Pinkel took a second to remind them which team shot up to the top spot in the AP and coaches' polls last season. "Obviously, they've been wrong," Pinkel said. "We were ranked No. 1 in the country at one point. We know what kind of kid we want, and it works for us." That "kind of kid" has Mark Hill and many others from the Ozarks excited. The Branson High School senior has seen three other area football players announce their NCAA Divisi
Amber's Blog
Here's a truly heartwarming story about the bond formed between a little 5-year-old girl and some construction workers that will make you believe we all can make a difference when we give a child the gift of our time. A young family moved into a house next to a vacant lot. One day, a construction crew began to build a house on the empty lot. The young family's 5-year-old daughter naturally took an Interest in the goings-on and spent much of each day observing the workers. Eventually the construction crew, all of them 'gems-in-the-rough,' more or less, adopted her as a kind of project mascot. They chatted with her during coffee and lunch breaks and gave her little jobs to do here and there to make her feel Important. At the end of the first week, they even presented her with a pay envelope containing ten dollars. The little girl took this home to her Mother who suggested that she take her ten dollars 'pay' she'd received to the b
Funny Jokes
The kindergarten class had a homework assignment to find out about something exciting and relate it to the class the next day. When the time came for the little kids to give their reports, the teacher was calling on them one at a time. She was reluctant to call on little Johnny, knowing that he sometimes could be a bit crude. But, eventually, his turn came.... Little Johnny walked up to the front of the class and, with a piece of chalk, made a small white dot on the blackboard, then sat back down. Well, the teacher couldn't figure out what Johnnie had in mind for his report on something exciting, so she asked him just what that was. "It's a period," reported Johnnie. "Well, I can see that," she said, "but what's so exciting about a period?" "Damned if I know", said Johnny, "but, this morning, my sister said she missed one. Then Dad had a heart attack, Mom feinted, and the man next door shot himself!" Q. What do a gynaecologist and a pizza delivery boy have i
Ultasweet Blogs
You're on my mind everyday And in my mind I see your face A melody plays as you walk by My heart beats fast as I look into your eyes What we have is a mystery An adventure that becomes history Amazing feelings flow through my soul Penetrating my glands giving me a glow A bond that remains so strong A love that keeps shining on Keepsake that never loses its value A nightmare to be without you A journey in which we walk miles upon miles No thunderstorms no need for snow plows Just another memory for us to share I need you here... now... everywhere.   She sat at her computer and typed with frantic haste There was so much she needed to say and so little time Her heart poured out so easily through her fingers As the words appeared on the screen before her She filled her screen with her words of affection Then waited anxiously for him to type his reply Her heart skipped as his reply appeared before her She read and reread his words of endearment Then hurried to reply as her h
Blah!
Does the pain of being alone every get better?! good men out there!?! and if there are, why can't I seem to find one? 1. How old will you be in five years? 27 2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today? Tina. 3. How tall are you? 5'4" 4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks? I wish there was something to look forward too. 5. What's the last movie you saw? Texas Chainsaw ... the beginning. 6. Who is the last person you called? my mommy. 7. Who was the last person to call you? Rob 8. What was the last text message you received? Don't know. 9. Do you prefer to call or text? Call. 10. Do you have any pets? Two doggies. 11. What were you doing at 12am last night? trying to sleep. 12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? married. 13. When is the last time you saw your mom? umm.., a year ago... i miss her. 14. What color are your eyes? brown 15. What time did you wake up today? 9 16. What's your
Feeling The Need To Yap
Even though the baby is coming along fine, growing and moving like he should his amniotic fluids have dropped to 5% and his mother's liver isn't functioning properly anymore. It appears that she has started to get jaundice because her skin is getting that yellow tone to it. She is now 33wks and just had her DR app't today and will go back on Mon to get a biophysical done again and hopefully IF the baby is needed to be delivered early then the DR will do it instead of waiting until it's too late like he did with poor Dominik. Iam asking that people keep this baby in their thoughts and pray for his safe arrival even if he does come early. My family cannot suffer another loss like we just had with Dominik. Well just thought I'd stop in and let those who care know whats going on in my life these days since Ive "almost fully" left CT. Well....not awhole lot lol I did meet a really nice guy who wanted a relationship so after some thought, I agreed to it. That lasted 48hrs lmao
Friendship
Yum is a wonderful person and a great friend for making this. Please be nice to her for this. She is a person that gives of herself without any expectation of gratuity other than a Thank You. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Have You Hugged Your Carebear Today!?Happy Birthday To YouHappy Birthday To You!Happy Birthday To CareBear!Happy Birthday To YOU!!!!!!! Why dont you stop by and wish him a Happy Birthday!CareBear ™@ fubarBirthday Wishes From♡¥ümª£¡©ïºü§♡@ fubar > > > > > > > > >
Muppets Day!!
So of course its Monday so Hugh and I decided it should be National be a Muppet Character Day..... Hence I'm beaker. There has been overwhelming favour to be a Muppet so if you could please advice us in a comment on who you are then nobody will pick doubles... Also if you would like we are allowing for sesame street characters.... Thank you from the dorks, Swedish Chef and Beaker
Poetry
How Dare You ... How dare you look at me the way you do, with wide, gleaming eyes filled with wantoness and shadowed dark with subtle beckoning. How dare you move the way you do, all smooth muscle and taut sinew. How dare you lure my senses, smelling of sweet earth, rain and cloves. How dare you make me hunger, with bitten, bruised lips, placing the taste of your need into my mouth. How dare you bind and gird yourself with metal and leather, making soft unyeilding flesh swell and strain within it's confines. How dare you offer yourself to me, like a jewel laid upon a velvet cloth, the radiant essence of your loins, spilling forth like treasure from it's coffers. How dare you think that I control you, take you, possess you. When it is you who overpowers me, wielding your body like a weapon, weakening me and in your final stroke bringing me to my knees. These words from me to you, They come before your eyes, Seen and read by you, Allowing you to see me, As I am
My Boring Crap
I have been accepted in to the LDC Family. So far everyone has been great. I can't believe how much support I have gotten already. Honestly, I've been here for a few years now and haven't ever had this much support and love shown to me. Kinda overwhelmed a bit. That's not to say that all of my friends and fans haven't been great. I've made some really great friends here. Hopefully this will be the begining of even more friendships. I look forward to getting to know all my new Family members and recomend that if you want a supportive group of friends that you consider coming over to the LDC. Talk to you soon. This has got to be one of my favorite non-alcoholic drinks. I came across it at a buddies house when he was throwing a cockail party. They were using it as a mixer but since I was driving I just had it straight. It's basically carbonated water and orange juice. It's supposed to be healthier than soda cuz it's juice but I don't even care about that. If you like orange
One Persons Opinion
I would like to let everyone know what a very special lady Sissy, from the Sissy and Cowboy Biker Bar is. She has been very supportive with ALL of my endevors, and continues to let me be the Brat I am. She is always there to help people, whether it is just listening, creating tags for everyone, building banners, or finding your way around FUBAR. She is one of the nicest, truthful, play no games people I have had the pleasure to get to know. If you do not know her..you are deffo missing out, and should take the opportunity of getting to know her. Sissy, I love, respect and truly treasure your friendship. Thank you for everything you have done for me. You are definately an unsung hero in my book. your lil buddy, DJ The Brat KID ROCK LYRICS "Only God Knows Why" I've been sittin here Tryin to find myself I get behind myself I need to rewind myself Lookin for the payback Listen for the playback They say that every man bleeds just like me And I feel like number one Ye
Bdsm
the following was sent to me this morning in sb and it goes to prove some people have no respect for others yes my lifestyle is different then most but that does not mean i want to be harassed about it. i will make the choice of who i want to be with without being approached in this manner below is the link to the guy that sent the following misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... read my profile and my blog and when you think then, that you would be an enrichment for me and my slavegirl family, adress me as sir and add me on yahoo: misterak20 or msn: misterak20@hotmail.de and contact me there immediately, to ask for a chance to present yourself as worthy submissive. misterak25 "Owner of 3 Fubar Slavegirls"@ fubar A hand reaches
Writings And Comments By My Good Friends And Me
A Brand New Startby Jill Lemming God sometimes brings us to a place where answers can't be found...Where we cannot see tomorrow, for confusion all around.Yet deep inside we realize that all things work for good...Even times when we've been wounded and we feel misunderstood.Don't dwell on the injustice and stay focused on God's heart...Find forgiveness and go on, you can make a brand new start. ROUNDIn the center of the circle That you thought would never end'Till the walls began to crumble,The Future started to bendThere beyond the black horizonWas a light long self-deniedAs the Son began his breakthroughShook the walls that were insideAnd the water all around youWas the flow of frozen tearsWhen you thought that they might drown youHis salvation held you near....You were born across the lineAs a circle of declineAs you walk through lonesome doorwaysCan you hear him in the wind?He is calling you from your waysThat have drifted into sinYou're so sure in your convictionThat he cannot
Dark Torment
I hear it in the night air. It calls to me, like the sirens of old. The rush of that songstress resonates with every fiber of my being.  I must have her. I must feel her delicate touch. I must burst my loins within her dark chalice.......The melody again calls to me. My dark lady is near and I am her escort, and soulmate, she is my hearts keeper, and eternal beloved...She is moving again, moving through the night. She is the night. She sings to me again, calling me to her....Leading me to our dark rendevous... I close my eyes and the song boils my blood.. I land in a populated area, enticed by my ladies call.. Our foreplay is usually quite fatal for others, I grin knowlingly as I begin to assume a more human form.... tonight we play with toys...A burly man brushes passed me, and makes an unseemly remark, I quietly reach my hand forward and with a simple slash, his head lolls sideways uselessly and he drops. What fools these mortals be.... arrogance has its own rewards... That last exc
Shay*ren*
PLEAE LEAVE COMMENTS AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THING....THANKS..... ¢¾MUAH IM NOT A HATER, BUT WHT IS IT WHEN YOU SAY YOUR SORRY AND MEAN IT FROM THE BOTTOM OF YOUR HEART OTHERS CANT SEEM TO ACCEPT IT? I DONT UNDERSTAND. IM NOT A BAD PERSON REALLY, AND WOULD GIVE MY LAST DOLLAR TO ANYONE EVEN A COMPLETE STRANGER. ID HELP ANYONE IF I COULD...WHY DO SOME PEOPLE NOT ACCEPT IT WHEN I SAY IM SORRY WHEN I REALLY CARE ABOUT THEM...AND THINK ABOUT THEM ALL THE TIME WHETHER I TALK TO THEM EVERYDY OR ONCE OUT OF A BLUE MOON...DAMIT..IT MAKES ME WANNA CRY, WTF....DAMIT IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY JUST WANTED TO SAY GOOD NIGHT TO ALL....TO THE ONES IN MY HEART...I LOVE YA...AND I MEAN THAT..GRACE IF YOU READ THIS THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEND....GOOD NIGHT...NITE TANK
My Rants Of Rage
It's unofficial because I said it's unofficial. The origional #8 was just be flipping out. Anyways, yes... Christmas. What a sham it has become over the last however many thousands of years it's been around. Some of the older members of this site might actually remember a time when Christmas was about family. Spending time with each other. Sharing love. And the gifts were from the heart. People worked their hearts out into creating gifts for the people they love. Now, it's just a big commercialized marketing scam. What am I talking about? Hmm... if you don't know what I am talking about, then jump off a cliff and slit your throat on the way down. Look at this year alone. During the summer, the XBox 360 was released. Priced somewhere around $650 Canadian. Thats with everything, taxes inc., all accessories required to play. Working perfectly. Last week the PS3 was released. They sold so fast, no one can get their hands on them anymore. Value in the store? $1,000. On E-Bay? $10,0
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Finally Getting My Page Togather!
for those of u who have those really cool cherrTAP ID cards, i was just wondering where u got them? if anyone that reads this could respond i would really appreciate it. im trying to find someone to make me a excellently - cool cherrTAP ID card. if u or anyone u know knows how to make these and is willing to, plz respond to this by sending me a private messege....i would really like to have one! what i really want is to have a whole bunch of different ones but i would settle for just one. the one i particularly like is black and grey...it has a pic of cherries in the center of the card, and over it (its sort of faded in the background) is a grey area with ur info...below the grey area is a black area too. and the border is black with a red stripe around it (if u can picture this). this is my fave card so far. but i would settle for any card. the other thing im looking fo ris if u or anyone u know knows how to make those awesome neon signs that i see everywhere. im not talking about the
Anything Goes...
i wish you knew how badly my heart is hurting right now you ripped my heart out of me then you put it back im pulling my hairi let you just a million times i love you even though it isnt fair What is the single largest item in your house? my bed How well can you write your name with your non dominant hand? like a 5 yr old What color is your bedroom? white What type of computer mouse do you use? the lil touch pad on my lap top What is your earliest memory? its notta good one... but my dad being hauled off by the cops Have you ever jumped off of a high dive? fuck that Do you take vitamins? my flinstones When did you first become interested in sex? hs probably?? Do you like to color inside the lines? hell no bitches What do you have set as your home page? GOOGLE Do you have your own radio? a few of them Where would you hate to have to work? in a cubical Who is on your speed dial? whats speed dial lol Do you prefer lightbulbs or candles? depends on what the occasions is
Pieces Of Me
Two nights ago I got sideswiped and dragged by a car. It was a complete and total accident (I don't want to go into the details just yet). Anyhow... I have huge bruises on me, my whole body's sore, and the worst of it: I have cuts and road rash on my feet. The combination of those two is the most painful and worst feeling I have ever felt. I was screaming and crying for God knows how long. It felt like someone lit my feet on fire and I couldn't put it out (I was wearing flip-flops btw when it happened). I can't walk well now because of it. I had to hold on to the car til it stopped cause my feet had gone under it and I figured if let go I would get run over ( I have bruises on my arm, chest, and side to show for it). I think I got off good cause it could've been worse. Just a thought: It really amazes me how little people care. There was a car behind us that saw it happen and when it was over with, and I'm sitting in the middle of the road screaming cause I'm
Me Me Me...all About Me!
Folks, I've decided to make a run at Spotlight. My quest for a Happy Hour fell through, and since I had some truly wonderful people donate their hard earned fubucks, I figure I might as well put them to good use. It'll probably be in a few weeks, I'm gonna be in an auction before then, but as soon as I'm won, I'll be posting a bully. So if you need things rated, or want to donate a little, I'd surely appreciate you dropping me a line. I'm gonna help a few people before then, but then I'll hit it hard. Thank you all in advance. If you have any ideas on how to raise fubucks, leave a comment, I'm gonna need some help! What can I say but THANK YOU to all the great people who got me there. I was gone all day today, so I will post a bulletin, but I thought it was appropriate that I throw a blog out, to let you all know that I'm thinking about you all still. I'd especially like to thank Fraak, VodkaGirl, DevilGirl, Seamonkey and Cyndi. If it wasn't for these 5 ladies, I'd have
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when I gave u my heart I didnt think  of the pain but the tears came down just like the pouring rain when I gave u my heart I knew u truly loved me but now ur actions tell me different when I gave u my heart I gave u my soul u swore u wouldnt hurt it u said the right things but look at us know as my heart crumbles can u hear what it sings A NIGHT TO REMEMBER (FOR JOSH) OUR EYES MET AND LOCKED ON EACH OTHER LIKE WOLVES HUNGRY, LOCKING SITE ON THEIR PREY WE KNEW WE'D HAVE EACH OTHER THAT NIGHT AS WE SAT THERE TALKING, CERTAIN TUNES PLAYED AND WE DANCED, MOVING OUR BODIES WITH EACH OTHER AND FEELING THE WARM SENSUOS DESIRES BUILDING HIDDEN TOUCHES FROM TIME TO TIME GIVING ONE ANOTHER THAT LOOK AS WE'D BOTH SMILE AND GIGGLE YOU PUT YOUR HAND UNDER MY BLOUSE FEELING MY ERECT NIPPLES AS I FELT THE GROWING OF YOUR COCK WITH MY HAND YOU'D OFFER UP SUGGESTIONS FOR OUR PLEASURE AS YOU SUCKED ON MY EAR THE THOUGHTS TURNED ME ON SO M
Funny Jokes
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays, hidden inside chocolates, as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests atheart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with fire sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and some stale bbq chips (washed down with WINE & topped off with a Kit Kat after a few cheese curls & chili cheese fries)? I'm an eclectic eater, but I think you went t
Silly Thoughts Wich Burns Paper
whatever i liked this site now with blogs i'm sure i'll hate it night :/ the blog also here :( i'm not so good for blogs :( oh well goodnight :P :) the other members blog entries goes into the "for me" section instead of "by friends" one? that's not good so it will be kinda chaotic don't you think? they should put the other's blog entries into the by friends section :| and personal blog comments into the for me cus u all know how much ppl loves theese blogs (bleah lol) so since lots of ppl will post entires the for me section will have only friends blog entries and it's not right or we'll lost all our personal notifies and comments and all :| if someone knows hot to let the webmastars know that i would love it :)
Other Stuff...
http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x157l2_bugatti-veyron-at-top-speed_auto Hello all, Just wanted to say to everyone that I'm sorry if you saw me come on your page over the last few days but didn't do a thing. lol I have been trying to Fu from my cell since I've had internet issues for the last 3 days and trust me, when you live in the country, you don't have much of a signal. (Not to mention what you do when not zoomed in on a cell phone! LOL) :P I'm still working on getting everything up and running. Right now, it looks like the router is an issue. You wouldn't think with brand new equipment but we shall see what Netgear and Comcast do tonight. Anyway, sorry if it looked like I was being rude to anyone. I promise you it was not my intention at all. Of course, anyone who knows me knows better! :D Hope all is well with everyone and hope I'm back up and going hard at it again soon! (h) Don Marco The Master Crayola Artist Don Marco was born in Northern Minnesota in the late 1920
Contests Im In
HELP WANTED THATS RIGHT I NEED SOME HELP CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND SHOW SOME LOVE FOR YOUR HELP I WILL GIVE YOU FUBUCKS 10 COMMENTS=10 FUBUCKS 100 COMMENTS-100 FUBUCKS THATS RIGHT, THE # OF COMMENTS YOU LEAVE GETS YOU THAT MANY FUBUCKS. SO COME SHOW SOME LOVE I NEED TO GET 50,000 COMMENTS TO GET THE HAPPY HOUR & 6 WEEKS TO COMPLETE IT THANKS ~DEVIL WITCH~ OK I NEED ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS TO GO RATE THIS PIC IF YOU HAVE NOT YET. PLEASE I SO WOULD LIKE TO WIN A BLAST. ALSO REPOST THIS FOR ME GET YOUR FRIENDS TO HELP ME OUT AS WELL..THANK YOU SO MUCH OK I NEED ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS TO GO RATE THIS PIC IF YOU HAVE NOT YET. PLEASE I SO WOULD LIKE TO WIN A BLAST. ALSO REPOST THIS FOR ME GET YOUR FRIENDS TO HELP ME OUT AS WELL..THANK YOU SO MUCH
Dirty Diamond Pimp Outs
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Rusty
I am hosting a Hottest Panties Contest to start on New Years Day. I have 10 spots open. If you are interested send a messege to me with a link to picture you would like to use. It is a rating and comment contest. So there will be two winners! i miss all of you!! I have started working for a Comm. roofing company. I start at 6am til 5pm. So hope for rain in Chicago, so that i can cum and visit you all!!! as of Oct 1 I will be "semi-retired" from roofing. I start at the local Pipefitters Union 597. It's a BIG pay cut, but worth it in the end!!! Wish me luck, plz.
Words Of A Phantom (poetry)
Going a hundred miles an hour. Scattered thoughts Mismatched a quilt from ages past Part the cobwebs To let me out. To set me free. Have it linger From end to beginning. That's where I'll be. Maybe one day I'll let you in So we can dream together Carelessly, eternally. Sitting on a stair Waiting for your presence As the clouds pass by. More than just an echo in my mind. Will you come? This impatience stings like poison, Burning in my breath. In my soul. Encompass me with your passion, For our fate is written From obscurity. Abnormality. It is certain From my heart's curtain. Where have you been? For years I sought, Helpless, Hopeless, Carefully yielding to the thoughts let astray The numbing ache lingers, Remnants of a life I left behind Only a striking gaze, A gentle caress, Can only bring me back from the dead. Only my shadows reflect what remains. Help me.. Save me.. Guide me back to the light.
Random Thoughts
The ScorpionOctober 24 to November 22Scorpio! About Your Sign...Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them
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The Female Disney Character Personality Test NalaAt a young age, you were playful, adventurous, always wanting to be on top, and didnt always obey the rules. Now older, those traits still show, but now you're more mature.I will now label you: playful, intelligent, thoughtful, fun-loving, and wild.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code You are 30% STUPID! You're not a complete moron, but you're definitely on your way if you don't watch out. Beware of brain farts!
Rip My Clothes To Rags
I am the nightmare demon The deliverer of the dead I am the beast of rage The terror inside your head I am your phantom stalker Your shadow in the night I am your soul reaper The evil you can't fight I am your kidnapper The captor of your dreams I will be your torture The cause of all your screams When I hunt you down Your blood will stain my knife I will drag you into Hell And rip away your life!! I'm amazed at some of the things I tend undergo with on a daily basis and haven't gone on a murdering rampage or committed myself in a mental institution. For instance, today there was some homeless guy begging on the downtown "E" train going to Goodwood, and you can tell when people try to lie by saying, "I don't have any change", or make that patting of their pockets gesture, to say they don't have any fucking money or better yet, NOT give their money to this smelly vagrant. So while this pitiful human being walks pass everyone refusing him change so he can ge
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OKAY IM SURE MOST OF YOI KNOW IM IN A SEXYLIP CONTEST. MY FIRST CONTEST AND IM PREETY SURE MY LAST , I REALLY NEED SOME HELP PIC RATES AND COMMENTS, I WILL RETURN THE LOVE AS ALWAYS Dear Jade, I _____ you. You have a nice _____. You make me ___. You should _______. Someday I will _____. You + me = ______. We should __________. If I saw you now I'd _______. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. If I could I'd give you ___________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" ON YOUR BLOG AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS U GET... this should be lots of fun!! and you can really make someone's day. Or you could just make them laugh really hard.... Is the last person you kissed physically attractive? hell Yes Do you currently have a hickey? nope and not since I was around 16 Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone? A very good fri
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Rantings Of The Royal Highness
Alright. Let me start this off first by saying that most of my family, this does not pertain to.   However: This is something I've wanted to write about for a while. Probably no one cares to read it and that's fine, if they don't want to be informed, their loss. Oh well.  Most of my family, are people that I've become close to here in my time in the oh so lovely world of fubar. In short, they've earned their place there by being true, loyal, real life friends, that I just HAPPEND to meet, on fubar. Some, have bought a place there for bling runs. Others still are there on a temporary basis for level requirements, etc etc etc. When I run bling, I sell family spots. Anyone who is friends with me, or keeps in contact regularly, knows this. Some friends, I've had in my family, have recently been removed. I ask that if you find that you have been removed, that you do not take offense to this, as there are several reasons why this could be.  Reason #1  You were added for a temporary am
The Path
At some point in our life there may come a time when we feel insecure about ourselves. We might judge our ability to do something or feel self-conscious about the way we look. It does not matter how this feeling manifests in our life, but it is important to be aware of our thoughts and how they impact our view of ourselves. Once we remember that insecurities are a normal part of life for everyone—even those who appear to be extremely self-assured—we may find it easier to step back from the uncertainty that lies within and take a more realistic look at ourselves. The desire to improve or better ourselves is a natural response that arises when we begin to compare our lives to those of other people. It might seem, for example, that we do not have nearly as much going for us as our neighbor, best friend, or coworker. In truth, what we think we see about another person is usually what they want us to notice. They may be putting on a mask, trying to make things in their lives seem be
Stuff
 In her radio show, Dr Laura Schlesinger said that, to an observantOrthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination according to Leviticus 18:22,and cannot be condoned under any circumstance.  The following response is anopen letter to Dr. Laura, penned by a US resident, which was posted on theInternet.  It's funny, as well as informative:   Dear Dr. Laura: Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law.  I havelearned a great deal from your show, and try to share that knowledge with asmany people as I can.  When someone tries to defend the homosexuallifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearlystates it to be an abomination ... End of debate. I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some other elements ofGod's Laws and how to follow them. 1. Leviticus 25:44 states that I may possess slaves, both male and female,provided they are purchased from neighboring nations.  A friend of mineclaims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canad
Funny Stuff
Your Name Is Too Too Sexy! :) Your name scored 203 in the "How Sexy Is Your Name Test" How Sexy Is Your Name? You Should Get a Rose Tattoo Sexy and classic You are pure rock and roll, party girl. So is your tattoo. What Tattoo Should You Get? YOU'VE BEEN MOONED BY THE CHRISTMAS ELF :-P
Daily Bread
You fill my Thoughts You fill my Dreams You fill my Desires Yet you do not fill my Arms The distance is Afar Time passes Slow The other end of a Phone And CT are what I Have As time draws Near The distance becomes Clear Waiting for Beauty My One and Only Cutie My smile says it All I'm in Neverland My tinkerbell Awaits 10 Seconds is Heaven Why is it that when you are Happy and feel so full of life, that nothing ever gets you down? When you are down and feel lonely, why is it so hard to get back up? I have been on such a high elevation of happiness these past 7 weeks, I can barely contain myself, then, BAM, like a hammer to the forhead I feel myself falling to the ground. Is it that the one person I want to be closest to, is too far away to be close to? A simple voice on the phone, a few words on the internet, an email, anything to turn me back up. Without her for even 8 or ten hours of conscience thought and I feel so alone, yet I know that she is there, in my heart
Erotic
He came to me from out of the heavens, As I was standing alone. My heart so heavy and ladden with fears, The road ahead of me so long. His words rang so true, They swept my tears away. He comforted me, cared for me, Made me complete, He showed me the way. Honor was his light, Peace was his strength, Happiness was his goal, Love is my reward. Although we have just begun, Time will take us on this journey, Hand in hand we will explore, All God meant us to know. First step being the hardest, That one we have made. Our journey we are beginning, Our destination unknown. Honor being our guide, Peace being our strength, Happiness being with us, Love our reward. If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slo
Poems By Jeff Hardy
Dreamed you Seen you Met you Knew you Wanted you Touched you Done you Loved you Dreamed me Seen me Met me Knew me Wanted me Touched me Done me Loved me Dreamed us Seen us Met us Knew us Wanted us Touched us Done us Loved us You comfort me better than any chair, bed, room, or house--- You amaze me more than any facts, stories, truths, or lies--- You enhance me more than any drug, drink, pill, or powder--- You predict me better than any parent, coach, counselor, or teacher--- You season me better than any salt, pepper, winter, or summer--- You entertain me more than any movie, show, song, or competition--- You control me better than any school, job, jail, or prison--- You love me more than any person, God, business, or existance--- In my existance..............Believe............I do In our existance.............I live...........for you What if you were that overweight person sitting in the corner, thinking everyone in the room has lo
Wtf Moments!!!!
So my dad recently had gallbladder surgery to removie it it was gangrenous. He could have died so he has a huge incision on his chest. My mom took a terrible fall and is beat the hell out of and has to uses a wlker, my uncle is dying of leukemiahe has 6 months to live this will be his last thanksgiving. So guess what happens to me when i woke up this morning.... IM FUCKING SICK. So now i cant go to my familys thanksgiving i could fucking get them horribly sick because of their issues and potentially kill my uncle because he has no immune system. So here i fucking am alone sick by myself. Man fuck this shit seriously fuck this You know i was browsing the alumni section for my highschool on myspace, and i ran across my ex girlfriend. I went to her page, ( i was listeningto Everything Changes by Staind by sheer chance) and saw she was married with kids and was really happy. When we broke up is was fairly nasty, and a good part was inexperience and youth that played in it. There was
Sadies_captain_krunch
LOVE!! What does it really mean? To me love is something unconditional true and forgiving. It deals with the ups and downs. It deals with all the pain and suffering that the other one is dealing with with no regaurds of your own. There is nothing you wouldnt do for that other person. You will be there for them no matter what happens.   suicide is this life worth living if all i get is pain? for me things are getting to the point that i just want to cut and hurt myself. i am feeling depressed and out of sorts. i know things are not worth doing stupid shit like hurting or cutting myself let alone suicide. but the way my mind is set now it might be better for everyone and myself to just disappear. to never show my face again it would probably be better to be six feet under the ground. i want so hard to be with my amazing girlfriend and her daughter and have kids with her and spend the rest of my life with her. i know nothing is worth killing yoursaelf over but if i died today i wo
Very Naughty And Nsfw!!!!
The 8th wonder- forceful female ejaculation how to attain it A.K.A.squirters! Think about this. Man says old faithful a natural geyser (a hole in the ground that squirts) is the 7th wonder of the world. Now that may be true but if it is then the 8th is woman that squirts!Female ejaculation-We're talking about a gusher of fluid spurting out of her vagina as she cums. There are many a brotha that have never witnessed this phenomenon. bit to those of us that have! Whew! we were for ever enlightened on the beauty of this thing. It's not uncommon for a woman that squirts to be married and or have several children. A squirting vagina is Highly addictive. Most squirters are natural. but the ability and skill can be developed. all right i know what you're thinking that with vaginal flexation excersices I can do this?! It's going to take a little more understanding of your body-what's happening and why. Let me drop a lil knowledge here about female ejaculation. Actually, to be more accurate
History Of Wicca /paganism
Ostara Pronounced: Oh-stare-ah Oh-STAR-a From the name of the Goddess Eostre and her celebration Eostara that takes place the first full moon after the Equinox Also called: Lady Day, Alban Eiler (Druidic), Eostara (Teutonic), Oestara, Eostra, Eos (Greek), Alban Eilir (Druidic), Spring Equinox, Vernal Equinox, Summer Finding (Asatru), Naw Ruz (Persian New Year), Alban Elfed, Festival of Trees, No Ruz, Ostra, Rites of Spring Ostara History Lore Traditions and Customs Date: On or around March 21 Once again, night and day stand in perfect balance, with the powers of light on the ascendancy. The God of Light now wins a victory over his twin, the god of darkness. Ostara is a fertility festival celebrating the birth of Spring and the reawakening of life from the Earth. At the moment of the Vernal Equinox night and day stand in perfect balance, with light on the increase The energies of Nature subtly shift from the sluggishness of Winter to the exuberant expansion of Sp
Mmmmm
after my niece went to the dr, to fix her nose, she was at tennis practice and a girl hit the ball and hit my niece in the face ...... and yes she broke her nose again, poor girl lol so its mothers day, i dont get my girls, my friend is being an ass and im unhappy, so ya im venting and pisses and in the mood to get drunk alreay at its only 1115am, oh well couldnt get much worse the dixie chicks with a passion
My Feelings
Awww i have no clue what or where my guest went to it just vanished from my page..*pout pout* BUT i got a new one soo PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE sign my new one please i said PLEASE=) ok much love night...
Forever Ranting!
it pisses me off when she blames my son for stealing from her! She was going through her purse and thought she had lost $50 so started blaming Dylan for it. I called the school up to ask them to see if they could have a look in his bag to have her say I found it! It pisses me off because I was this close to accusing him of taking it when he hadn't! :s I gave up smoking about 5 or 6 months ago! I kinda lost count and can't remember the date I quit! Sometimes I find it so hard and the cravings seem like they are never gonna stop! I try not to drink my Jim Beam's and coke cause I associate them with smoking! There are times where I think gee a smoke would be so nice now (the after dinner smoke, the smoke 1st thing in the morning with the 1st cup of coffee) or I think blah I'm not losing any weight, why did I stop smoking? Smoking increases the metabolism but it clogs up the arteries and leaves fatty tissue inside them! So then I think well I am glad I quit because I don't want to end up
Lizz Tayler
HEY GUYS BE SURE TO CHECK OUT MY RADIO STATION AND PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT IT, TWEET ME ABOUT IT!   XOXOXOXOXOXO LIZZ TAYLER Twitter http://www.twitter.com/LizzXXXTayler STATION LINK http://www.live365.com/index.live?tm=2028  YOU CAN CHAT WITH ME ON TWITTER.COM/LIZZXXXTAYLER FOLLOW ME AND WE CAN CHAT     XOXOXOXO LIZZ "Maybe so," I said, blushing again. I wrapped the towel around me, slipped on my shower shoes and headed for the shower. Once in the shower I peeked down at my reddish brown bush that had been flattened by my panties. It really gave me a thrill to think Myra thought I was pretty there. I wondered how serious she was. With Myra it is definitely hard to tell. I wondered what it would be like to kiss and lick a pussy. My first reaction was that slightly ill feeling, then I thought how depraved it would be to eat cunt. Maybe it was the choice of words in my thought, but it seemed much more feasible. But I still didn't think I wanted to do it.After I saw
Operation: Hooah!
Well, my jump rope finally gave up the ghost and died. I had to purchase a new jump rope, but I don't mind overly, as this new jump rope is simply perfect for my height. I even purchased a new stability ball, but I chose a 65 cm ball rather than the 45 cm ball to make the workouts more challenging. My various muscles are feeling the stability ball, the new and improved jump rope, and the belly dance. Salsa, too. Here are some quotes and whatnot that I have found to be particularly inspiring and motivational. "I thought: If I was lucky enough to live, I'd change, myself-I realized I could have a new life-new energy, new endurance, and feel better about myself." Larry King (After his 1987 heart attack) "Success is easy to find. It's 'down the street' from Discipline and 'around the corner' from Consistency." "If you will discipline yourself to make your mind self-sufficient you will thereby be least vulnerable to injury from the outside." Critias of Athen People c
Inner Ramblings
To wake up and be here, means one more year I've been longing for that road And if it means that road be marked with what i fear, then i say "bring on the suffering" But surely i'll be walking, and i sure as hell can't drive unless you Come along for the ride Leave it all behind, leave it all ruins For all I care, for all we care Don't look back just keep driving Don't stop now just keep striving Don't say, that we've seen better days Cause we haven't seen a thing (we haven't seen a thing) And at the break of day, in our case noon We'll scale that open road Cause here the hopeless strive, and all our dreams are shot out of the sky But they won't die, if we Don't look back just keep driving Don't stop now just keep striving Don't say, that we've seen better days Cause we haven't seen a thing Someday when we're just a myth in town, I want you to know I want you to remember That friends do last forever, last forever So don't you ever change, no Don't loo
Thoughts...mostly Evil Lol
Read the rest of the comics at Snafu-Comics   Read the rest of the comics at Snafu-Comics The colour grey: The sun shines through the crack in my curtain... My eyes slam shut. Not another day of agony inside of my mind! E very waking hour i spend trying to forget. The feelings within.   The steam rises, like many silver snakes from the kettle.. Listening intently to the sound of boiling, Almost like rage. I can feel it building inside of me. I feel like the colour white. Alone. Restless.   As i sip on my tea,Trying to wake up and see sense. I wonder what things would be like without me? I start to dream of how to die... I feel like the colour green. Calm. And safe when i wonder this.   I long for the steel colour of metal in my skin. I desperately need to see the sound of blood. The feeling of escape. The knowing of peace. The colour black. Silent. Still.   The sun shines through the crack in my curtain... My eyes slam shut. Not another day of agony in
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Sweet Sub's Rants And Raves
I just put a guestbook on my page and would love all my friends to come and sign it :) Went to ER, nothing is broken just soft tissue injury. Everything is very swollen, put me on anti inflammatories and painkillers... Well i had a fun day today, fell down a flight of marble stairs at work. And i didn't just slide down on my ass, but actually tumbled down head over foot. Luckily i didn't break my neck but my legs and arm are bruised and swollen. i'm a hurting little kitty tonight. I sit here trying to decide whether i should go to ER or give it one day to see how i feel.
Love Quote
"There is nothing more that a man wants than something he knows he can't have." "Love is a dance that can only be performed by two hearts that share the same beat." "Loving someone is like caring for a garden, love it too much or too little and it dies, but love it just right and it will live forever."
Another Big Blog Of Fun!
Alan King at his finest! Enjoy, worth a few minutes to watch.
The Classics
After talking to some people, mainly seeing their views and opinions on regards to this subject, I began to realize something about most people. They’re weak. The reason why I say this is because some of the people that I have talked to about not having sex for certain periods of time, they always seem to cringe in disgust for time periods that don’t even seem that long. For instance, I will admit that I went without sex for two years at one time, and when I told some people this, they got into a spew of saying “ Oh, man I would die if that ever happened to me,” or “How could I do something like that?” and so on. I don’t know, maybe it’s just me on how I think about this sort of subject, but come on, there were some people that would say it would be horrible to not have sex in just a couple months! That, in my opinion, is quite sad. I mean, not having sex in a few months isn’t going to kill you. Honestly, it might even help some people out there as well, considering how our soc
My Thoughts
So this evening myself and curt will be going to retreive the rest of my furniture and such at my old place. Its gonna be a long nite, but good. Closing a chapter on my life while beginning a New and better life with him. He is my world as i his, He is one of the kindest, yet sometimes quite mean men i have ever known :p ( mean in a good way :p) Still a little sketchy with the health issues , but the meds they have me on are helping a bit, im not as severe and not having as many episodes. I go for a 4 hour epilepsy test on the 18th to rule out seizures, though if they arent seizures, they are doing quite well in portraying them. Im looking around this house , 4 bedrooms and all...large florida room and large two story shed out back ( kinda looks like yours tracy ) and wondering where my furniture is going to fit. It is already quite full here. Poor curt has had to put up with my whining ass for the past week while ive been pulled out of work on temp disability because the episo
Pimping
I just saw this and all I can say is that she rocks! Go show this photo some love and bomb it. -----ORIGINAL POST--------------------- PLEASE GO TAKE A LOOK AND LAY DOWN SOME LOVE!!!!! SEXY KISSY LIPS!!!!! BOMB THE HELL OUTTA ME GUYS!!!! Please click on my picture link and vote for me by rating my picture. If you leave a comment I will know you were there and will share the love. Thanks! Im in the Santa Claus and Moms Contest could you come and vote for me PLEASE Koogerbabe ~Rider~
Chryss
Your eyes are big-big, And clean white, Like the purity of a cold-cold winter night.   Their color is blue and grey, Like the heat coming down a hot-hot summer day.   Paleolithic verities, In your eyes I see, That the one you are looking for, Sure-sure is not me.   I’m very-very poor,
About Me
Before you must leave This evening, this hour And the rush of this moment is through I want to tell you How good it felt to Completely surrender to you Feeling you close Right here besides me Almost suspended in time I don't want to move I don't want to let go I don't want to leave this behind Honey, stay in my arms Stay in this cradle And rock me to sleep Tell me you're able To make time stand still And there's nowhere you've got to be Stay in this moment with me The wind through the window The words that we whisper A touch only true love can claim As long as the moonlight chases the shadows There's nothing that I want to change Honey, stay in my arms Stay in this cradle And rock me to sleep Tell me you're able To make time stand still And there's nowhere you've got to be Honey, stay in my arms Stay in this cradle And rock me to sleep Tell me you're able To make time stand still And there's nowhere you've got to be Well it's time I posted p
Things About Me
In November I found out the only way I could have children is by doing IVF so I have been emotionally turned upside down.My inlaws paid for the IVF which we do have to pay back.I have started my injections and getting ready for the second set of injections.looking to trasnfer our embryos the first week in may.I will be on bedrest for a few days so will be on more..take care My friends son passed away he was in a vegatative state for a long time.his heart couldn't handle it and he passed.please keep her and her family in your prayers.... i will be on and off here to be with her and the family....my love to all i am going out with friends and my man.when i get back i will return all love might not be until tomorrow though.....love to all and have a great night
Demon Crew Family
Here are all of the Demon Crew Family Members and how many points they need to reach the next level. Show them some love and help them out! HELLSINGER ~Member of the Demon Crew26,461 Points to Pimp! Demon Crew {Best Bombers on Fu}61,482 Points to Rock Star! ~§çøt§_Pãt®îøt~,*DEMON CREW *76,376 Points to FuberLord! ~*Ðã®K_GØTH_£Ø£À*~ DEMON CREW313,149 Points to FuberLordess! ♣Τwïšτεd §ïšτä♣ Demon Crew & Club FAR Member {Owned by ~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~}323,168 Points to FuberLordess! A.J. . Member of the Demon Crew Family486,961 Points to Fu-Queen! cntrygal321~RATING REVOLUTION~~member of DEMON CREW~~owned by kinkygentleman~587,729 Points to Fu-Queen!
He Makes Me Melt
Layin in bed awake last night just thinkin of you thinkin of you How far we've come how far how fast and wondering how does one define a thing so deep the depth so deep what went from us the perfect friends to now so heavy and deep so large as us the here and now. Wow! To rise a morning later not having slept for hours straight engulfed in thought with thoughts of you How far we've come how much we've breached and have we reached that perfect merge? What lies ahead I do not know. I cannot imagine a closer us. Could it still grow? And will we know? Can we make it to occur? What would it be like to bear the intensity of a more potent oneness? Could we stand the perfect bonding? I fear the power of more. And such were my thoughts until a moment ago last night. Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit; Never a flicker of flame, but with Arching bolts which strike with a force That disturbs my equilibrium. My mind races as waves of passion flush over
Life
This entry is about me and my love of sex. I had to come back and add a comment. What I am writting about below is not about relationships. It is simply a few of the things that i think make sex fun. It is not all inclusive of my life and opinions. It would take a large book to cover everything. So, if you don't like what you read, it is ok with me. I am just giving you a small insight into my mind. I love sex, and I am open to any everything. My 100% known limits are Scat, extreme pain, and permanent marks. I am open to just about everthing else. My view of sex is non-judgemental fun. If it feels good do it. To me sex does not always mean orgasm, sometimes it is just about having fun, on the low end of the scale have you ever masturbated just because it feels good but did not do it to completion? One of my favorite fantasies is to be naked in front of two or more women and have what ever they want done to me, to include strap-on sex. I have, and do use toys on myself. My wife got m
Sensual Ponderings
The Mirror by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) Your every word touched areas of my body that had not yet awakened. I was pleased to see that you were driven to masturbation from my thoughts of you. All those visions of you taking your cock into your hands violently and stroking with such animalistic desire that you surrendered to your need to be naughty with me, just made me creamy. Before I knew it, there was a needy ache between my thighs to experience your touch. Your words inspired me to seek that hot weepy passion welling up inside of me; beckoning me to pleasure myself for you, for me. Instead of the bed, I chose to squat in front of the full length mirror on the back of my bedroom door. I wanted to see all of me, my physical reactions as I came for you. First the skin of my vulva, like that of most women is darker than the other Irish skin that covers me, it is smooth and shaven, it almost feels like crushed velvet. When you rub down, it is smooth, and when I re
Random Thoughts
Thank you soooo much to all the friends and friends of friends who have tried to help me level. I really appreciate all the lovin, and have been trying to return it right away as it was recieved, but I am affraid I may have missed some of you. If I missed you, please leave me a message, so I can hit your page!! Kisses, Anita Dear Fu Friends,      My friend list is getting so long.  It's partly my fault, I have accepted blank requests, sent requests to people I thought were interesting, then lost touch, accepted requests from people who thought I was interesting and then lost touch.  Anyway the point is, I don't talk to half the people in my friend list.  The very sad part is, I would like to have contact with more of them, so I was thinking, if the list didn't seem so daunting, perhaps I would and could find the people I originally wanted to have real contact with, or who originally had good intentions of staying in contatc with me.      I realize having friends is one way to m
My Lyrics
Just do what you feel You told me that you kill This shit is just so real Or maybe its surreal Take all this pain And just shove it down the drain You wanna take my love But you just lost in a dream Go ahead and cream You just a bitch I am sorry for being so cold Its just that of what you told You all in the past Just wont last Fuck your shit Thats about it Dont make me give you a shitler I have nothing to consider Not about you Get your shit together I dont give a rats ass though Stupid slutty ass whore It would of have been real You had to fuck up the whole deal Just get the gun Shoot yourself in the head Its a good day to die Dont call me hun To you I am just dead I wont be able to hear you lie So goodbye Song- Changed My Ways By: Danny-Bob Dude I changed my ways to have it all I changed my ways I still dont have it all Thinking that I could just change I could just have it all I saw your face staring back at me I thought I did s
Life
Ok there is a lot of name changing around here.. I am plain ol TJ same as I am in R/L.. should I adopt a new name?? If so what? come on you brillant fus help me out here!! Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1... I talk before I think! 2... I think mt.dew is a main food group! 3... I yell and cuss @ objects, including my computer... 4... I have terrible roadrage and tend to use my middle finger more often than my brakes.. 5... My first name is Telitha.. which is hebrew for little girl, my fathers joke.. that way I wld always be a lil girl..hahaha 6... I pee in the shower. 7... I am always busy... and never seem to finish anything.. lol 8... I grew up with no bro
Star Tattoos
You can unveil a agglomeration of topology pay star tattoos in a entity of second if you needful to. Most fill leave spend days and days hunting for the outstanding designs, but most leave move up turn to blank. Why does this bechance? Because too some group (95%) rely on hunt engines, which demonstration you a ton of low end galleries. Here is a oversimplified way around that, so you can comprehend few major thespian meter star tattoos and the top cutting galleries that score them.I refer a time, not too elongated ago, when you could advantage up a examine engine and grow direct what you necessary in a entity of seconds. It noneffervescent works this way for numerous things, but it doesn't seem to touch as fit when you are superficial for outstanding tattoo designs. The really superior graphics is out there, but search engines meet don't draw up umteen of the galleries that fuck them. It's usually the galleries that have generic, cooky diner images that proceed up. If you suchlike gen
Randoms
u no what to do 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me
David
I LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE FOR HELPING ME LEVEL UP, I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. A BIG THANKS TO MY WIFE, TAZZY, AND BOO BOO. HEY YOU ROCKERS!!!! DJ and LadyRunamuk are having a party at WWW.ROCN.FM and we would like you to join us for 3 hours of rock at WWW.ROCN.FM where the rock never stops... just go to the homepage and click on the dj's playlist link. Scroll down to the ever handsome DJ RUNAMUK and click on his handsome face...then scroll the list and bring up to 3 of your favorite songs and artists back here to LADYRUNAMUK along with your location. (city and state) Then sit back and enjoy the music or surf the net. We hope to hear from you soon. DJ and LadyRunamuk 'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com
My Poetry *copywritten*
Searching for inspiration Hearing the rain fall, And the rolls of thunder in the sky Your hand caressing my neck, Your thumb glides to my lips Your fingers hold my neck as I kiss your thumb Leaning down behind me, I feel your lips glide from shoulder to shoulder Leaning my head back for you We kiss so deep, so passionately I forget where I am or what I was doing Big strong comforting arms lift me from the chair Candles light the bedroom Portishead plays from the speakers Gently laying me on the bed Kissing my toes, my chins, my knees Kissing kissing kissing all the way up To my forehead and licking behind my ears Biting my lip I let out a soft moan And trace the muscles of your back Digging my nails every so slightly into your skin Your growl arousing me deep inside I bite your shoulder and wrap my legs tight around you Arching my back and you look into my eyes Your look asking for permission I reach up for another kiss as I thrust up Taking you into me,
The Lighter Side Of Whiskey
So in trying to prepared for my working and the next few jumps in location over the next 5 months I decided that it would make sense to sign up with an online bank since I will not be in any area for an extend period until I get to my final stop.(Woohoo Tolkien run on sentence) I was informed by one of the banks that they can not verify that I exist. I then did a little research. It seems that since I have been off the grid for about seven years that I no longer exist LOL. So for all of those people that used to bitch about how hard it was to find me.....well it just got harder. Of course that also means any unpaid fines from traffic tickets,parking tickets,bills,credit cards and so on are now gone. Of course when I finally file taxes next year I am going to get audited since I have been off the grid for so long but oh well what can you do. I feel the need to say this folks. Just because you mom bought you a shiny new computer and you can point an click you are not Neo fro
Lollipop Gurlz Club Bulletins
      1.PLZ F/A/R all Lollipop gurls then add Lollipop GUrlz Club to your name Tell me when your done. 2. Please fumail me 3 pictures you would like to use for Lollipop skin. 3.Must make a Lollipop Gurlz Tag..aka Salute within a 21 day minimum of joining... THANX!currently we have 70 members and going strong! ~~~~Owner~~~~ 1. Jager_Gurl....I'm Back baby!!@ fubar Our lollipop Pimp 2. Beto: Lounge Owner of Ultimate Bad Girls Lounge/Promoting Manager:UBGC-Fan Club@ fubar 3. ~Rocker_Chic~Lollipop Gurlz Club~@ fubar 4. BLONDIE the 8th Deadly Sin-->Club F.A.R-->Sarges Bad Girl-->Stiletto Girl-->Owned by Bronx59@ fubar 5. ♥Tnk♥YSC♥Independent Family♥IBIC♥ЧÇ♥ CLUB FAR♥
Random Thoughts
  To the guy who tried to mug me in downtown night before last. I was the guy with the black Burberry jacket that you demanded I hand over shortly after you pulled the knife on me and my girlfriend. You also asked for my girlfriend's purse and earrings. I hope you somehow come across this message. I'd like to apologize. I didn't expect you to crap in your pants when I drew my pistol after you took my jacket. Truth is, I was wearing the jacket for a reason that evening, and it wasn't that cold outside. You see, my girlfriend had just bought me that Springfield Operator Custom Pro Package M1911 .45 ACP pistol for Christmas, and we had just picked up a shoulder holster for it that evening. Beautiful pistol, eh? It's a very intimidating weapon when pointed at your head, isn't it? I know it probably wasn't a great deal of fun walking back to wherever you'd come from with that brown sludge flopping about in your pants. I'm sure it was even worse since you also ended up leaving your shoes,
Waitin'
Most of you know i received the dreaded middle of night call from home. My Dad has had congestive heart failure for years. His heart is currently pumping at 15% of capacity. I flew home with intention of staying a few days, i was there for a week and a half. Dad wants to go home. They put him in a nursing home. I swore as a little girl, promised him he would never wind up in a nursing home. I set up a meeting with hospice and they are evaluating him Wednesday so that they met set his home up so that he may go home. I have returned to Florida to get my kids through the last three weeks of school here, and then will return to California to care for my Dad until..well..whenever...I'm scared something will happen before i get there, i am fighting time. I apologize for not returning your comments and love, please give me a couple of days to catch up, figure the next life changes ahead...give your Dad's an extra hug tonight...time is not our friend...i love you all and thanks for your suppor
Audrey
well first off i hope u all r doing well.. im not doing that great.. i spend the last 3 days in the hospital with a very serious condition my large intestine got infected from diverticulitis and made me very sick.now they r talking about going in and cutting part of my colon out ... i am so scared.. so please pray for me as i am undergoing all these test and surgery... thank you and god bless u all!!! audrey on the 20 th of this month my son was hit by a car and now has 2 skull fracturs and a broak neck please pray for us as we go down this long road... Courtesy of SparkleTags.com I so believe in angels and the lord above after this week.He may have gave us all a wake up call but i am blessed that he didnt take my son away.He kept him here on earth.Please continue to pray for us as we go down this road of recovery as he heals.Ty everyone for your support and your prayers.. god bless..
Check This Out
This Guy Hit Me In My Shout Box with "I should Punch Those Glasses Off Your Face" GOT TO LOVE IT casanova@ fubar noelle@ fubar Please show her all the LOVE she deserves lol ALWAYS remember to Be NICE to the people you meet on the way up because those will be the SAME people you see on the way back DOWN. Many talk about this as it relates to the workplace, but I believe that MANY on this site need to learn it also. Respect is never given away, it is earned by being a TRUE friend and a good person no matter what. This site is a GAME, but if you can't play the game and still be true to yourself then you need to stop playing it. I have always tried to be a good person on this site and I hope that I have earned the respect of a lot of you. If you ever feel that I can do something better I want you to let me know..THANK YOU to everyone that is on my Friends list because you all make this a place worth being. Boogey
Auction Time
I am now taking entrants for my new years auction. Entry fee is 5 mill or 3 credits. If you pay with credits, your bids will start at cash bids only. Taking entrants until thursday January 5th @ 7pm central. Will start the auction Friday January 6th @ 8pm Central until Friday January 20th @ 8 pm Central. All entrants have the right to accept or refuse any bids at any time. There will be NO DRAMA! If there is any harassment of any kind, you will be blocked from bidding in ANY of my auctions. Please SB me if your interested. Thanksgiving is right around the corner. Let's give thanks to some of the wonderful friends we made on the Fu. It's Auction Time! Entry Fee is 150,000 fu-buks CO HOSTED by TwauneValentino.... It will start November 22nd at 12 noon CST and will end November 29th at 12 noon CST.                                                         Minimum bid will start at 200k.                                                                                                      
You Hate Me But You Don't Even Know Me
if you love a good dirty joke see my stash over 350 jokes and still adding 10.take a shower 9. watch a porn, or a movie 8. go swimming, ride a bike 7. clean the house, apt, your room, whatever 6. make some mac & cheese, a grilled cheese with ham 5. workoff that mushroom top 4. wash the car 3. go shopping 2. read a book, newpaper, listen to some music 1. do whatever it takes get ya game up. upgrade your life style make it better for your family on the real hateing is for losers that don't won't nothing in their life and is fine with working at a gas station for five years so if i hurt someones feelin with this one it just means you are a hater so don't take it personal don't hate me hate yourself
Unconditional
will you forget me when im gone, or will you remember me and carry on the life you gave sure was great, nothing lasts forever i'll face my fate i once was young and full of spirit, but death always looms, and i was near it i do not wish you to be sad, because i love you, mom and dad just remember me as i once was, when i was a pup, covered in fuzz the joy of life that we shared, i am gone now , but not scared my journey now it has begun, ill remember you and all the fun im always with you wherever you go, look to the sky its there i grow there so much work that needs to be done, your an animal advocate your the one who saved me when i was a pup, and it is you to which  others look up so do not dwell on feelings of dread, life doesnt stop because i am dead i wish this of all of you, share your love for me, with those who are new remember the time, when i was your pet, help those who need it and do not fret i am your dog, and this is my wish, give them my leash, collar and d
Come And See You Wont Be Unhappy
one click its all it takes click this pic and help raise money for cancer research O-H-I-O THIS IS THE YEAR THAT THAT HE LEADS US THROUGH THE YEAR HE WINS IT ALL
To My Fu-family
Letter to People Without Hep C Current mood: calm Category: Life Letter to People Without Hepatitis C Hep C aka The Dragon I did not write this letter but it applies to the majority.... D. W. Having Hepatitis means many things change and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident, most people do not understand even a little about HCV and its effects and of those that think they know, many are actually misinformed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand ... These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me... Please understand that being sick doesn't mean I'm not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day in considerable pain and exhaustion and if you visit I probably don't seem like much fun to be with, but I'm still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about life and work and my family and friends and most of the time I'd still like to hear you talk about
I Do This
She's taking her time making up the reasons To justify all the hurt inside Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one They're saying, "Mama never loved her much." And, "Daddy never keeps in touch. That's why she shies away from human affection." But somewhere in a private place She packs her bag for outer space And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come And she'll say to him, She's sayin,  "I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be, if you'll be my Baby. I've got a ticket for a world where we belong So would you be my baby?" She can't remember a time when she felt needed. If love was red then she was color blind. All her friends, they've been tried for treason And crimes that were never defined. She's saying "Love is like a barren place And reaching out for human faith is like a journey 
Ha Ha Funny
FINDING LOVE AND COMFORT FROM SOMEONE ON LINE IS NOT A FORBIDDEN CRIME EVERYONE DESERVES TO BE HAPPY AND I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY WITH ME DOES NOT MATTER IF WE ARE FRIENDS YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART TILL THE END WRITTEN WITH A PEN, SEALED WITH A KISSS IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND PLEASE ANSWER THIS: ARE WE FRIENDS OR ARE WE NOT? YOU TOLD ME ONCE BUT I FORGOT SO TELL ME NOW AND TELL ME TRUE SO I CAN SAY "I AM HERE FOR YOU" OF ALL THE FRIENDS I'VE EVER MET YOU ARE THE ONE I WONT FORGET AND IF I DIE BEFORE YOU DO ILL GO TO HEAVEN AND WAIT FOR YOU ILL GIVE THE ANGELS BACK THEIR WINGS AND RISK THE LOSS OF EVERYTHING JUST TO PROVE MY FRIENDSHIP IS TRUE TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT I SEE YOU STANDING IN THE LIGHT I CALL OUT YOUR NAME BUT THERE IS NO SOUND I GET UP AND YOUR NOT AROUND SO I LAY MY HEAD BACK DOWN WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT I SEE YOU STANDING IN THE LIGHT
More Thoughts
Never meant to hurt him Didn't want to make him feel the pain But he doesn't understand Why I still hold on to others And now he's not sure Probably thinks he's nothing to me It's just so hard They say you have to hurt one to love one But I don't want to hurt him Yet can't seem to stop loving the other I never meant to hurt him Look at me, What is it that you see? A smile of happiness A life full of joy? Well step back And look deeper Its sad what people miss How much they dont want to know They claim to be a friend Think they really know you Yet dont look deep down To see whats really in your heart Nobody sees the pain Hid deep Covered with smiles And fake laughter Nobody sees the tears That fall late at night They simply see a shine You force during the day What makes one think they know me? When will they see? All they know Is what is on the outside Trying so hard to let go Not let him hurt me any more But I love him so much Wanting n
Helping Out Other Fubers
fu-friend SexyKitten (5702018) needs help with her playlist and can't get it to work; I have no clue about this. Anyone want to send information to her (or to me and I'll pass it along to her) on how these things work? (Better to send to her directly so as to start a communication as to what the problem is, etc.) (reposted from a bulletin :))   Edit: problem solved Eric Just a briefish notice for fun- if you want to help a couple of people on my list who are nearing level, les and tina@ fubar and $Dark Eyes Never Lie $@ fubar are two close enough to. :) Founder--and House of Metal Family Member would like to buy something for a CT person very important to her, while its price is somewhat reduced during Happy Hour. For this she'd like some help getting points and Cherry Dollars, by having her photos rated and commented. (I neither post nor intend to post this often at all, but felt this was worthwhile :) )
My Thoughts
I've lost all feelings, in my hands and feet. My heart has stopped, not even one beat. Her hands are cold, as they sink into my heart. My soul is gone, ripped apart. I feel real pale and sick and blue. This can't be happening. Is this true? She told me she loved me, forever and always. My heart she broke, thinking of all those days. My thoughts aren't clear, my eyes full of hate. This is how we all die and how we relate.  Dear Tawnya, I loved you. I don’t know how I can state it any more plainly. I loved you for everything I thought you were, and for everything that I became when I was with you.  When we were together, I felt truly happy and complete in a way that I had never felt before. Being with you recontextualized everything that I thought I knew about love, and I came to understand that while I had felt love in the past, it was only a shadow of what real love could be.  Now, I don’t honestly believe that I will ever find someone who
Random Thoughts From The 'trap!
This guy if FUCKIN HI-LAAARR-IOUS! Steven Lynch (this is the one I was tellin you about Sher) Upload videos at Bolt. OMFG! I'm at my sisters, right? And I'm playin around with my baby nephew (Caleb, 2 1/2) and niece (Elise, 1 1/2). So baby Caleb comes running and jumps into my lap and biffs me in the eye with his big ole noggin. As I'm holding and rubbing my eye, all of a sudden (and unbeknownst to me at first) he PUKES on me!!!!! Now anyone who knows me, knows that I DO NOT deal with baby fluids AT ALL! My first instinct was to get him away from me, which I did (GENTLY!). I slid him off my lap, freaked for a second about all the barf on me, then asked him if he was ok, he nodded yes, then I totally freaked about being ralphed on, LOL! I'm screaming at my sister to find me something to wear as I hobble to the bathroom without letting my legs touch, because, yes, there was even puke in my crotch. I get to the bathroom and I'm tryin to strip without gettin any on my skin, and all I ca
Evening ..xox
Your Love Style is Eros For you, love is all about the passion! And chances are, you're currently in love. You have a strong physical response to love... And you are great at committing (As long as the person makes your toes curl!) What's Your Love Style? You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out. It's the time of the Old West. A citizen of the town comes running into the saloon and screams, "Big Bad Bart is coming! Big Bad Bart is coming! We gotta get outta town." Everyone gets up in a hurry and takes off as fast as they can, including the saloonkeeper, who when hopping over the bar
Slightly Medicated Rants...
Lets get a few things perfectly straight here...I don't care who you are. No, I don't care how big you think your dick is nor do I want to see how small it actually is. No, most of you will NEVER meet me let alone be my Dom. No, you can not see me on cam doing much of anything but sitting because NO, I don't show. I don't do shows and IF I ever (in another life) did...you probably couldn't afford it anyways. This little rant was sparked by the 10 FUCKING pages of emails of pure, digusting, unadulterated, BULLSHIT that just NEVER seems to stop. I haven't been here a fucking week and already I have offers from people that don't even bother to want to get to know me. The majority on here are fakes. Guys that think that putting "Dom" in their screen name and on their profile gives them the right to smack some ass. Guys that obviously were not hugged enough as a child or were hauled over daddy's knee and liked it. Some...a few...small...extremely miniscule percentage of you
My Poems On Wild Cherry First Poem - Ode To Love
I long for the cold linoleum of insane asylums... Such white history...how it hisses it's secret's! I long for the cosmic scarletite of lost dreams... How they scream to me, every night- calling, calling... I long for the once resplendent beating heart- It pulsates inside me like a hornet's nest... The dumb vibrations, the sting... I long for my ensanguined purity- though it be tainted by cold steel... I long for the bleeding to stop- though bleeding leads to cleansing... Upon a happenstance... I may even wish - Or perhaps dare... Even believe- in life. VJA 2006 Walls, that’s what divides us. Impenetrable walls, celestial walls- I felt my walls come crashing down the other day… In a pile of terrible debris- They did not fall sweetly into place- Like well stacked dominoes… But rather like skyscrapers… In an earthquake- An implosion of sorts… Why do we always build walls? And why are they
Yule
Yule, also referred to as the Yuletide, Winter Solstice and Christmas is the shortest day of the year and the longest night. This is usually around December 20th or 21st. With the shortest day, Yule marks the time when the days begin to grow longer and the nights shorter. Yule begins on 'Mother Night' and ends twelve days later, thus the origin of the Twelve Days of Christmas. On this day the Holly King, who represents the death aspect of the God, is overcome by the Oak King, who embodies the rebirth of the God, also referred to as the Divine Child. The aspect of the God invoked at this time by certain Wiccan traditions is Frey, the Scandinavian Fertility God and a deity associated with peace and prosperity. Love, family togetherness and accomplishments of the past year are also celebrated. This is also a good time to reflect on your achievements of the last year and what you desire to achieve in the coming year. Yule is a solar festival, celebrated by fire and the use of the Yule l
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New Mafia turf made come and join if you're new or if you just want to star add me http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=41147 if you do not got a turf add Krazy smokey's mafia turf at http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=57566&turfreq=492 this one or this one
Ghost Stories!
As the story goes, a young woman returned home from work one afternoon to find her Doberman Pincer gagging and choking on something..what, she did not know. Unable to help the dog dislodge the foreign matter herself, she rushed him to the nearest animal hospital, where she was advised to leave the dog for observation. Upon returning home a second time, she immediately received a telephone call from the animal hospital. "Yes, is my Doberman alright?" she asked. "Did you find out what he was choking on?" In response, the veterinary doctor told her, "Listen...don't ask any questions, just get out of your house, NOW!! The police are on their way!" Alarmed, she asked, "W-Why? Is my dog alright? What's going on??" "Lady, I don't have time to explain," the doctor replied. "For your own safety, just do as I say! Get out of your house NOW, and wait for the police to arrive!!" Now frantic, the woman did as the doctor told her, and ran out of her house to wait for the police. When the police
Thustra-busta
I haven't been around so much lately.. been working on my music, and what not.. and so here's what I've been up to: work in progress Would love it if you tell me what you think.. it'll likely only be up there for a while.... I'm in a somewhat depressed funk about the loss of my iPod... basically I plugged it into a USB slot on my computer which decided to fry the iPod.. ouch.. This state of affairs, for me, is sorta like the end of the world. Basically my life is built around podcasting and podcasts.. social media.. with this stuff I've come to... well I've educated myself.. I've gotten to the bleeding edge.. which does a hell of a lot to... well its my competative edge, basically... so now I loose that edge. I was trying to start a business... around this stuff.. and now I have to leave that project to find work to reinvest in gear.. like the iPod.. because I simply can't keep going without it.. I need it to be wired in.. and I need it to promote my work...
Drinking Games
Game Name: Law & Order Category: TV/Movie Buzz Level: High Directions: If you've ever seen Law and Order, you know the basic set up of the game: First half of the show is devoted to the cops and the second half to the lawyers. Anytime you see a lawyer in the cop half or cop in the lawyer half...drink! Every so often a black screen will pop up showing the time and location. See that and drink! Anytime someone is read the Miranda Rights ("you have the right to remain silent...yadda yadda yadda") -- drink! This last rule is the kicker: Every episode has a victim. Whenever the victim's name is said...drink! This can get ugly especially if the victim is a child and has a hysterical mother. Everyone starts off by rolling one die till someone rolls a three. This person then becomes the three man. The game then proceeds around the circle with people taking turns rolling the dice. The dice are only passed when someone rolls something that does not require drinking. Here is
Spotlight Auctions!
Flying Jet & Monkey Bling 4 Auction It's 4 Argonutz's Spotlight Fund! Let's See Some Bids 4thjuly Bling Flying Monkey Hugs SunySkyz Babe's Spotlight Auction Results  Babe's friends had a spotlight fundraiser to help her get the spotlight. We had salute's up for auction and we had 400 11's up for auction.   :) Please send all fubucks to her here Babe Thank You! Here are the results :) TABBY76 has won a salute from HerWorld for 250k please send fubucks to Babe and thank you for helping out!BigDaddy has won a salute from Babe for 400k please send fubucks to Babe and thank you for helping out!
Lyrical Nonsessnce In My Head
Am I alive or just dead? A constant tug of war for my head. To breathe without catching your scent I guess I forgot what it meant, Forever's as long as you make it, And it looks like we just couldn't take it. I wish we'd of had much more time.. but i guess this is the end of the line.   It all just ended so fast... like there was never a past. Years with memories of glee, But I guess I just couldn't see. The wool was pulled over my eyes nows its all "what ifs" and "sighs".   No words were acctually spoken... Just hearts being sencelessly broken. Come home to a empty room, to find you had left this so soon. Theres freedom being without you, but the hole in my heart takes toll too... A spot that can never be filled, these feelings I cant seem to kill. Why did it end up this way... and where to find the words to say.   I just want to end all the pain... To fix things and be bliss again but its over, its done with, its through. Ill never , ever stop thinking o
Black Listed Vets
This was a repost of a blog a friend of a friend posted. I just wanted everybody to see what the government REALLY thinks of us..........    The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat that they may pose to the government.   This paper basically lumped in people who are either pro second amendment, anti abortion, anti illegal immigration, or pro smaller government (or more than one or all of the above)  with white supremacists and domestic terrorists. As maddening as I found that paper there was one aspect to the paper that I missed this morning and to me it is much more egregious.  This is what the Department of Homeland Security thinks about our m
Vcr's && Vasoline
This is where I lay down my blood. Shed the skin of my heart. Heal the scabs I tend to pick. Regard on life and figure in the lust. Hate for the day until I break. Speak to the deaf with a loud but soothing voice. I recommend this method of hate. It seems to fit the pattern of death in our victims we erase to ease the pain. Comfort without drugs or drink. Sex without wet and sweat. Protection from the morbid bliss of reality. Dip into my soul for a look into Gods eyes. Feel the memory of the blind that once held the visions of the Alpha. I am the Omega that Jesus was afraid of. I am not a statistic for you to ponder. I will not be sold. I cannot be bought. But I will gamble my morals for the benefit of the weak children you abuse with MTV. Hate me. Burn your Gods of reason Hear the voices of the dying Reaching to breath the treason The land of the defeated Has risen to grab hold & take the poor to competed Now the blind has a sight & the vision is losing cont
My Freakin Blogs..
Help him out and I can help you out ... click the pic...it's a comment contest...help please.. Love has no boundries, it doesn't follow a time frame, it just happens. When you fall in love fast, your head beings to spin and it turns you upside down and inside out. It's scarey because love is such a strong feeling for someone to have about another. When you fall fast you have so much to learn about each other but be an open book, ask questions, ask anything. Love is about being open with one another, learning each other, and looking past what they have done in other realationships. Be yourself, love should never change you or what you stand for. Love doesn't know that you don't live close to each other, it doesn't have boundries. All you can do is see what happens as time goes by. So don't hold back let yourself be loved and love back. Some people are going to be negative, when they see that you found someone and you are happy, let the negativity roll off ya and hope
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Spells And Enchantments
Here's a simple safety and protection meditation. This visualization can be used around people, pets, homes, cars, airplanes, and around anything you want to protect. After doing this a few times, you will not need the candles. You will be able to visualize the ball of white light at any time and any place. If you wish to protect a loved one and you have a photo of them, place it between the candles for the meditation. (Don't let it catch fire!) You may cast a circle if you like, but it is not necessary. Light white candles for protection. Begin the meditation: Sit down and get comfortable. Relax. Breathe slow and deep. Let all tension flow into the earth. Feel calm and peaceful. You are completely relaxed. Now visualize a beautiful white light all around you, like a bubble. It shimmers and sparkles. Now make it stronger, and then make it shine brighter. Make it grow until it fills the room you are in. Fill the bubble with love. Know that it will protect you where ever you go.
After Dark
Is DJ Kev Dog finally on a leash??? Come check him out live on air and taking your requests in After Dark!!!   JOIN THE SEXY AND ALLURING ROC-A-BELLA NOW ON AIR!!!  
I Blog Your Face.
Most of my friends on here know I have a...weird education. I spent most of graduate school synthesizing what I had learned while obtaining my BAs in Anthropology and Religious Studies into a fascination bordering on obsession with the connection between burial practices, artifacts, the historical record and popular culture. As a result, I've written some very interesting studies on the human condition. I thought I'd give a sampling of some of my subject matter. It's good for an lol, if nothing else. Master's Thesis: Anthro: "Venus is a Doll, Mary is a Whore: How Feminine Iconography in the Artifact and Bone Records Has Influenced Modern Popular Conceptions of Woman, Witch, and Goddess" Religious Studies (unfinished): "Pagan Celebrities, the Diabolical Witch, and Burning Stereotypes at the Stake" Graduate School Highlights: " 'Daughters, Use Your Consciousness To Rise Up in the Earth': 19th Century Feminism in Christian Science and the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints."
A Poem
Soft and warm Sealed with careSweet and kindWill ever shareBrave and strongYet so fairThat is herShe's always thereSensitiveto despairHarkens toothers welfareDelicateshe's elsewhereBeautifulbeyond compareIf you meet herBest BewareShe'll steal your heartunawareHer name is LoveThis I swearThere's none like heranywhere   When first we met she seemed so white I feared her;As one might near a spirit brightI neared her;An angel pure from heaven aboveI dreamed her,And far too good for human loveI deemed her.A spirit free from mortal taintI thought her,And incense as unto a saintI brought her.Well, incense burning did not seemTo please her,And insolence I feared she’d deemTo squeeze her;Nor did I dare for that same whyTo kiss her,Lest, shocked, she’d cause my eager eyeTo miss her.I sickened thinking of some way
Poems
the pain the pain that you feel, but cant touch. a pain you know of, but cant explain a pain so feirce you go insane the unknown pain that clutches your heart and burns in your soul the pain in your life to strong to carry on the unknown pain that clouds your mind and devours your every thought the pain of broken promises broken dreams the pain thats unheard of the pain that's not seen rhiannonm franklin Still I Rise You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries. Doe
Random
So what IS reality? Reality is - what IS. Whatever IS, whatever is happening, the rain, the trees, etc. Only we know it as rain and trees and body and thoughts and "ME" and "YOU" through the prism of perception. Reality IS - that's it. So whatever you're "seeing", that's it. You're looking directly at pure and total reality, right now, already, without any effort, without any search, without any "enlightenment". Only there is a belief that you're seeing reality as it is and that there is a separate "seer". Reality includes the seer, the seeing and the seen. Reality is all of it. We can only say it's broken up by using the mechanism of this perception, this mind, this limited perspective. So see if any of it stands up to this realization that we can never actually know reality directly - we can only know that we ARE IT, that whatever it is, we can't know it directly, we can only BE it, but not as some individual "ME" character, which is just the prism. You are reality -
When Girls Talk
That they never say "Prison" in a television show? They always say "Jail". Im not talking about reality shows obviously. But this is something that annoys me. You will here... "Youre going to spend the rest of your life in jail!". Ummmm, that would be prison you stupid writers. There must be a reason behind this. I just dont get it. And I bring it up to Ryot and Val all the time.   Also - ever notice that most actors are left handed? Just watch when they have to write something in a movie TV show.     OK, thats it for now. :) This blog will be about some stuff that my girls and I talk about..... Pretty Simple.   I will post stuff as we come up with it - so no schedule to how often things are updated here. But Im sure some of it will shock you - most will probably make you laugh... And it will definitely give you an insight into our warped world...     In some cases, names will be changed to protect the innocent or insecure.    
The Repurposed Male
http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=8968126983828454149#editor/target=post;postID=4371979344545985097 Last night I went to bed hungry Hungry for your touch Starving for your smile Gut rumbling emptiness Emptiness that won’t be replaced Like knowing that you won’t Have solid food for... forever Looking to the past for nourishment Nourishment that is like a diet And a hunger that is never fulfilled image art by; Behance   
Cassie's Blog
You Would Choose Love Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it. Would You Choose Love or Money? 1. I don't know how you do it. Well, guess what? In all honesty, I don't know how I do it either. I just do. Because really, what other choice do I have? 2. I could never deal with it if my husband was gone for that long. Hmmm...how does hearing how someone else can't deal with it help me to deal with it? 3. Are you scared that something may happen to him while he's there? This one has always really perplexed me. Of course, I'm scared. I wouldn't be human if I wasn't. But being reminded of the fact that something may happen to him doesn't help me out. 4. Do you miss him? Every time I get asked this, I just want to respond "Oh, no, definitely not. I like it w
An Ode To Me!!!
Life
Aquarious
Aquarius In Love The analytical Aquarian approaches the game of love slowly, methodically and deliberately. Playing the game of love is fun in and of itself and should not be rushed. While falling in love, the Water Bearer can fill myriad roles for a lover, thanks to their keen mental energy and boundless commitment to a good cause. Conversely, a lover who won't play along will meet an immovable object in righteous Aquarius. The greatest challenge in love for the Water Bearer is intimacy, the emotional and empathetic aspect of love. Without it, love is incomplete, so those born under this sign must find that space where they can feel and trust. If that is achieved, love with Aquarius can soar to the stratosphere. Aquarius The Age of Aquarius and the futuristic explorations it brings to mind are very much in synch with those of people born under this sign. The Water Bearer is a visionary, caring and giving lover who sees the beauty in friendship and the mutual attainment of shar

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