yeah im in maryland now. a lot more fucking different than i thouhgt it would be. getting up everyday at 7:30 and working from 8 0'clock in the morning till abt 6 or 7 at night is bullshit especially when i have to load over fucking 300 tires on a fucking mid sized big rig hauling truck for hauling used and new tires. and its all i have right now. im starting to do all of the thing like my fucking ged my fucking license permit blah blah blah etc etc what the fuck ever. hang out with my drunk friends at nights get waisted off of budwieser and whiskey or taquila mm yummy. yeah i miss my nephew. i love that kid so fucking much id take a bullet a beat down anything in the world for him to be my own man. ive always wanted a kid. yeah well being 20 yrs old its hard to find a woman here in glenburnie md a place called marley who would be willing to have one with you. but uh my biggest fear and also goal is to a soldier. to serve my country with honor respect dignity courage and to wake up and to defend the freedoms my grandfather fough in nam and 90 and 91 wich was my uncle and my dad beirut and my other great grandfather WWII. it means that much to me. and if the time comes for me to die ill lay my life on the line for this country god my family my friends and especially my nephew! but long story short ive moved to maryland and i have my own place and i cant say im happy with myself or like the person i am. but i can say that lifes a ceazy motherfucker and so is love. and it smacks you in fucking face so hard that i just run and never look back. bc the past is the past. the future is all i got. what do we all have left to loose but the very closest ones we love and swear to protect and never let leave our lives. well yall have a great week night people god bless.
