ladystartaraRazorblade Kisses or Crimson...'s blog: "Funny thing is"

I am so tired of relationships. Why my boyfriend has to treat me like shit is beyond me. Everytime I turn around he is pissed off and taking it out on me. I am tired of being beat on physically, mentally and emotionally. I feel so alone. I can't really have friends and when I try to have one he moniters what I can and can't say. I give up. If this is what life is then why live it?

MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes Hey guys and gals I am in Mish's contest and could use some help so here is what I will do to help you back for every 100 comments and a rate I will give you 1000 fu bucks and/or rate 100 pictures and stash. For every 500 comments and/or a rate I will give you 5000 fu bucks and rate 300 pictures and/or stash. Once you have done whatever you can do send me a private message letting me know what you have done and I will start rating you. If you can't do that much I will still send you a gift and 25 fu bucks for every 25 comments and rate you give me up to 100. I really want to win this so can you please help me... Click my pic below and help a poor fellow fubar.... PS I return the favor always!!!! Thanks in advance to all who help me out..

I just don't get it!!! I have gone out of my way to help others with their contests and whatever else they needed but when I needed help while I was in a contest I didn't get any help from my friends. Why is that? I posted several bullitins and a couple of blogs but everyone was to busy to either read them and just did not want to take time out of their busy schedule to help me out? I am not harping but a little frustrated about it. You want help but when someone else wants help in return they can screw themselves right? I give up.. I am in one more contest but I think that will be the last.. So sorry to ask for help..

Hey guys and gals I am in Mish's contest and could use some help so here is what I will do to help you back for every 100 comments and a rate I will give you 500 fu bucks and rate 100 pictures and stash. For every 500 comments and/or a rate I will give you 1000 fu bucks and rate 500 pictures and/or stash. Once you have done whatever you can do send me a private message letting me know what you have done and I will start rating you. If you can't do that much I will still send you a gift and 10 fu bucks for every 25 comments and rate you give me up to 100. I really want to win this so can you please help me... Click my pic below and help a poor fellow fubar.... PS I return the favor always!!!! Thanks in advance to all who help me out..

I am in a new contest.. I need at least 2500 points to get fubucks and more to get VIP or blast.. Will you help me pretty please...click on my pic below. Thanks

What the heck is wrong with people? Why do people feel the need to create more drama when everyone and I mean everyone has enough of it in their lives? Why stress yourself out over things that you do not need to stress out over. Why create a huge circus over things that are better left unsaid. Why hurt and burn others when you yourself need to keep skeletons locked away in a closet that is sure full by now. People are not perfect and deserve to have their own opinions. We are all human with feelings and emotions. We all deserve to be treated with respect. Why can't people learn to grow up and get a life instead of causeing fights over things that are so petty and stupied. Its called being a adult. This is fubar the online universe. But your real life is real. (well hopefully for some) Live in the here and now not some future that does not exist. Online is not living its just enjoying what little bit of time you have to goof off and fuck around. Its basically like a child with a toy when it is time to put the toy away you put it away and clean your room. You all need to learn that fubar is not living its playing. There is more to life than causing problems and situations. Just chill out and live folks!

Do you ever get that feeling of just being so tired you can't seem to cope? You just want to sleep forever. You don't want to do anything that just isn't important enough to do. I am feeling that way today. I am so tired and it takes twice as much work just to put one foot in front of the other. I hate that feeling. I just feel like I can't deal with anything today. I don't understand that. I know I shouldn't be this tired or feel this way but I do. I don't know what is wrong with me today. My energy is so low that it is taking so much coffee to keep me going. Its crazy!

Well the bitch lost my nieces. My brother has full custody of my nieces and my soon to be ex sister in law bitch cunt whore is going to go to jail!! Woohoo!! No one abuses my nieces and gets away with it.

Its been a long and stressful weekend. My roommate turned into a major ass this weekend worse than normal. He was drunk and pissed off because he lost his job. He started taking it out on his girlfriend and was smacking her around. I stepped in to get her out of there and he turned on me. Before anyone says you should have stayed out of it ask this of yourself if you saw a guy beating up a girl wouldn't you try to help her? I did and kinda got hurt in the process. I grabbed her though and threw her my keys and made her leave. I managed to knock him down, no small feat mind you and ran out with her. I took her home and told her to leave him be untill he sobers up. I then went to my friends and stayed there with her. She let me move in untill I can figure out what my next move will me. The place I was going to get turned out to be really bad so I decided not to go that route. Now I am looking for another place. I managed to go back on Sunday and get all of my stuff out. I only have access to the net at work right now. I am going to be busy working alot of overtime right now. I am really seriously thinking about going back to missouri with my family. I have good friends in TX but the stress and crap aren't worth it anymore. I am going to be thinking about it alot and see what I decide.

I played hooky today from work. I decided to try to help out some of my friends on here. I have some really great friends that have gone out of their way to help me and so I really wanted to return the favor. Rest assured I will get around to everyone. I will rate your stash and pics as quickly as I can. If I miss anyone please let me know. I am only level 11 so I run out of rating credits picture comment credits fast. It really bites. But know I care about you all and I will get to you. **HUGZ**