hottkiss's blog: "her.own.words"

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams" -eleanor roosevelt

inside you've got it, inside you wont need an excuse for being half hour late, inside funny, when it's girls night out you're always surrounded by guys, inside tonight the odds are definately in your favor

push me, touch me, slip me, slide me; pull me close and whisper to me; grip me, grab me, hold me, stroke me; realize you cant be without me; feel me, dig me, need me, crave me; go with it you know you want me; turn me on and light me up

Imprisonment; enclosed, Left all alone, Slam the door & leave me, Completely shut me out, Shaking tears of sorrow, Screams of death from hell, Mournful adbandonment, In the eyes of the early light, Adrenaline scares from wall to wall, Seem everything but alright, Blood & sweat - for nothing at all, Mind floods with confusion, Tention cutting inside out, Fingernails dug deep in my wrist, Trying to stop me from my violent twist, Bite my lip - taste my own flesh, Shut my eyes tight, Anything to baracade this horrible night, Forget the harsh, judgemental words spoken, The forceful actions that left me broken, Never again will i play this role, Walk this line, And b/c of you - im left without a ticket, But i hold with me an awful fine. - Brittney Galbraith

i believe that we dont have to change friends if we understand that friend change i believe that no matter how good a friends is, they are going to hurt you every oce in a while and you must forgive them for that. i believe that a true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance (the same for love). i believe that you can do something in an instant that will give you heart ache for life. i believe that it's taking a long time for me to become the person i want to be. i believe that you should always leave loved ones with caring words, it may be the last time you see them. i believe that you can keep going long after you think you cant. i believe that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. i believe that either you control your attitude, or it controls you. i believe that heros are the ones who do what has to bew done, regardless of the consequences. i believe that money is a cheap way of keeping score. i believe that me and my bestfriend can do anything or nothingand still have the best time. i believe thta people you expect to kick you when your down, will be the ones to help you get back up. i believe that just because someone doesnt love you the way you want them to, it doesnt mean they dont love you with all they have. i believe that it isnt always enough to be forgiven by others, sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself. i believe that no matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesnt stop for your grief. i believe that you shuldn't be so eager to find out a secret, it could change your life forever. i believe that people you care about most in your life, are taken from you all too soon.... RIP KYLE HELTMAN 1984-2006

-drug addiction tears streak down her face, tears of pain, her screams echo down the halls, the nurses run, the doctor is called, she needs to run, she needs to hide, hide from the pain, held deep down inside, all her dreams gone, all the things shes done gone wrong, she grabs the glass, shattered it falls, just like her dreams, she needs to run, she needs to fly, she has to get that wonderful high, she thaught it was fun - she thaught, she has no where to turn, no time to run, nurses grab her, throwing her down, slowly her heart stops to pound, this is what happens when no-one cares, no-one loves and no-one dares -Brittney Galbraith

life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. so love the people who treat you right. forget about the ones who don't. and belive everything happens for a reason. if you get a chance, take it. if it changes your life, let it. nobody said it'd be easy. they just promised it'd be worth it

Feelings of confusion, Depression, Uncertainty, Where do i belong? Where do i go? What do i do? Pick up the phone, No one to call, What would i say? Get outside, No where to go, No one to see, Deep inside, Is the urge to scream, At what? Trapped, No escape, Have the need, The want, The desire, For release- For freedom -Brittney Galbraith

Harsh words & violent blows, Hidden secrets that nobody knows, Eyes are open, hands are fisted, Deep inside im warped & twisted, So many tricks & so many lies, Too many whens & too many whys, Nobodys special, nobodys gifted, Im just me, warped & twisted, Sleeping awake, choking on a dream, Listening loudly, to a silent scream, Call my mind, the numbers unlisted, Lost in someone so warped & twisted, On my knees, alive but dead, Look at this invisible blood ive bled, Im not gone, my mind has drifted, Dont expect much, im warped & twisted, Burnt-out, wasted, empty & hollow, Todays just yesterdays tomorrow, The sun died out, ashes sifted, Im still here warped & twisted -Brittney Galbraith

Unpayable Imprisonment; enclosed, Left all alone, Slam the door & leave me, Completely shut me out, Shaking tears of sorrow, Screams of death from hell, Mournful adbandonment, In the eyes of the early light, Adrenaline scares from wall to wall, Seem everything but alright, Blood & sweat - for nothing at all, Mind floods with confusion, Tention cutting inside out, Fingernails dug deep in my wrist, Trying to stop me from my violent twist, Bite my lip - taste my own flesh, Shut my eyes tight, Anything to baracade this horrible night, Forget the harsh, judgemental words spoken, The forceful actions that left me broken, Never again will i play this role, Walk this line, And b/c of you - im left without a ticket, But i hold with me an awful fine. - Brittney Galbraith