Hopey's blog: "Tis true"

Long are the nights since the day you went spring like fall is so gray and memories in the heart simply already forgotten and a prayer, truthful prayer that you'd return. Sea of tears in my two eyes, my heart screams, come back to me. My voice breaks the silence, if only you'd hear, you'd hear. How desolate is my room since the day you left, the heart of the clock on the wall fell silent and lonely in the corner is the chair you loved, without you the world is so orphaned. Sea of tears... I'll return my child - so you promised, just wait for me and remain mine all this time you'd only sent me one letter the pages faded a while ago, as has my hair. Sea of tears...

Kinda weird lol My two lucky numbers in a row.. Guess im getting lucky soon :D Maybe im showing off the ranks too , or just Fu- booking them , if thats a word , like scrap booking. Last but not least , today ... kinda weird , all 3 in a row lol

Ok one thing on here that Bugs the living hell out of me is guys who call me names like hot sexy omg you look sooo good. Reality check ? No I am not hot sexy or any of the above or otherwise words that describe that. I can safely say I have never been hit on in person 1 time, and yea thats true. I can also safely say I am Ugly, Not everyone can be beautiful or beautiful in their own way, bs. Some people have to be ugly and different , such is life Ive accepted im the different one. Yes im beautiful on the INSIDE but thats about it. Dont try and convince me otherwise because to me its just smoke out of your ass. I wont be the girl someone goes head over heels for, just a second option to mess around with because apparently thats all guys think im good for, and when i tell them i dont do that and I want a real relationship They dissapear. So before you waste your breath calling me names thinking im going to do something with you, STOP. Btw my favorite line is Oh your soo hot , if only you were skinnier. I know if only.