Important Things
You know there was something I finally realized last night. This whole time I was thinking I didn't know myself or what my purpose was, but I finally figured it out with the help of my beloved kat...I am a Master and will always be one. No one can ever take that away. No matter what anyone says to me or how they try to treat me I will just laugh because I know myself what I am and that is a Master and nothing will ever hinder that thought again. No more will I live In doubt about what I can do and What I am destined to do or be. I am Master, I am in Control, I am above the slave, I am Powerful and NO-ONE will ever take that Power, Control or Knowledge away from me. This is me, This is who I am to be. If you don't understand I can teach you. If you fail to see I can be your eyes, If you are wrong and do wrong I can punish you. These are the words of a True Master ..I am Master Lestat , I am Master Michael, I am Master for all to see...This is my legend to be...No more hiding, No more be

Songs
Armour Love by La Roux   You put on your armour You put up defenses What are you on to? Cause I'm here to protect you So take it easy I make it so easy You can lay your head down And we'll leave it 'til tomorrow You seem to believe you belong to somebody else When you leave me alone in this world you know that I'm in hell Do you know what it's like to be lonely and by yourself? When your life is tangled You wear your disguises But what do you need to When I'm standing here beside you So take it easy I make it so easy You can lay your head down And we'll leave it 'til tomorrow You seem to believe you belong to somebody else When you leave me alone in this world you know that I'm in hell Do you know what it's like to be lonely and by yourself? Slipping through my fingers And inside another's Tell me why won't you turn back? You seem to believe you belong to somebody else (You know what it's like, you shouldn't have to be told) When you leave me alone in this world you know that I'

Contest
i have a good friend in a contest and i was wondering if you could help?? you have to f/a/r the host but any help would be soo helpful. she is like 500 comments behind and we are trying to get her caught up. its a mother daughter contest. if you can help please click on the picture below. even if you just rate the picture that would help out a great deal. thank you for reading this Auction time!! Come check out these hotties and make a bid, They WILL treat you like you are a king/queen. ~Bratt~ ============== *Queen* the host-♥~**1-800-U-WISH**♥♥~ ♥~**1-800-U-WISH**♥♥~Pu$$ycat Playmate **~♥NIGHTHAWKS FAM♥~~**@ fubar (repost of original by '♥~BRATT~♥' on '2008-10-01 07:46:53') ~Bratt~ needs Just 1 rate,so come on and leave 1 rate!!!!Please rate this photo for her. thanx=) vvvvvvvvvvv RATE THIS PIC VVVVVVVVV ^^^^^^^^^^^^ R

Poem's
Who would have guessed it would work out so well We met online and you cast your spell Be cautious I thought because I’d been thru hell But when our eyes met was the moment I fell Your smile and your hug made me weak in tha knees Your touch and demeanor put me quickly at ease You were sweet and genuine, those were tha keys You were the calm in tha roughest of seas I dream and hope then I smile and pray That I bring a smile to your face each and every day I look deep in my heart to come up with a way To show you I care more than words can say Cupid, has been here our hearts he did take He added his potion then gave them a shake He said its real love thats not easy to break Oh what a nice couple the two of you make So keep in your heart my love all the time Its yours and it’s free it wont cost you a dime I feel your love too, I’m blessed that its mine Hugs and Kisses to you, My Valentine It's finally over, you did me in.I hung around through thick and thin.You

F*ck Me Running
So I ordered a bra and panty set from work via internet and had it sent to the store. I picked it up today during my shift and went to customer service to show my gay BFF. He asked me who I bought it for and I told him me. He asked if I bought it for my hubby and I said no, he doesn't give a shit about that stuff. Then he asked why I bought it. I told him because it makes my boobies look good. I turned around to leave & 2 guys were standing behind me, waiting their turn to return something. They were laughing hysterically and needless to say, I was mortified, turned beet red and ran off. They ended up purposely walking by me later to laugh at me. All my co-workers thought it was the funniest thing ever and my BFF pulled out the bra and g-string to show one of my male co-workers. Sooooo funny. I thought I'd share my funny/embarrassing story. Does anyone else have any? I bought some Oxi-Clean yesterday & I was just doing some laundry, when I thought about writing this blog.

Me
well I have tried , several times, to post a blog with a link to the auction or my auction photo , and Fued it up everytime..Is there any hope for an old fart like me? Perhaps not..But I am dense enough to try again, but by other means, to draw attention to me..there's more than one attention whore on Fu..lol Showering this morning, it occured to me that a bar of soap must possess magical powers. I have a house with three showers, but everyone seems to use my shower. So we have a bar of soap..I use it, but so do all others. I never see a washrag in the shower, there is a loofah or two, but using a loofah with a bar of soap isn't very easy or efficient.So I assume all the kids use the soap as I do, rub it all over. Do any of them even wonder where it's been? And it seems my household is not alone in this. So I wonder what it is about soap that makes it so magical.Is it the symbol of cleanliness that cause one not to think about where it's been,Anyway.I am clean today ..that's the imp

Poems
Through most of my life I have known That I will mostly always be alone   To never know the truest of loves When I am always wearing my kid gloves   To come first has always been my dream Believing now that it will forever stay a gleam   All my efforts are in vain When all my days seem to end in rain   Do I live my life as a solitary form? Always living in a constant storm   Can I start my life anew? Going through it with a different view   I must try to live my life No longer with so much strife   Alone is the life that maybe I should lead To come first no longer shall I plead?   To sit alone in my own tiny case Alone I shall live through time and space   09/20/2010 by RRJ You want me to be with you From now until the end of time   Unless you're willing to share your life with mine,  Your want isn't worth a dime   I'm a show me girl So, show me what you got   So, you say you love me I'm not impressed   So, you say you want me So get undressed  

Random Thoughts
As some of you know by visiting my page, I do exclusive promotional work for Stephi and www.Stephisparadise.com For over 3 years I have been a loyal and devoted fan of this beauty and assist her with site promotions and I run both of her fan clubs sanctioned by her. Not only is she an incredibly beautiful woman but she has a heart of pure gold and I'm proud to say that her and I are the best of friends I recently listed at her fan club the top 10 reasons I'm addicted to her and the site and I'm sharing them here also, you have to be a site member like me to appreciate her fully and what I wrote in this posting. LOL Here's The Top 10 signs that you might be addicted to Stephisparadise. 10. You Might be addicted to StephisParadise when... " your vocabulary includes the words "HeY" and "Okie" and you use phrases like " "whatcha thinky?" or "you likee?" 9. You Might be addicted to StephisParadise when... "Stephi says Customs Are Available and your eyes grown wide, you dig de

Tippity Tap!
Today is a sad day and the end of a semi-gay era. That's right, the man-purse i have had for nearly 8 years is going into retirement. To understand the sentiment behind the man-purse is to know a little bit about it's history. You see the man purse originated or so it was foretold that it that it was constructed by the "Spirit of the Kangaroo" herself. She and her fabled "Joey of Mischief" constructed the bag to be the ultimate in carrying apparel conveniently made of a combination of canvas and various other fibers. After construction the "Roo Spirit" for short could not find anyone manly enough to carry the bag. Losing heart that she would never find a man that was manly enough to carry this bag, she sold it to a small shop in Sydney, Australia that sells canvas backpacks and satchels...I am told by my friend Richard that our visiting friend Jared picked it up at a handsome price. Jared came to visit America and the bag accompanied him on the journey, not to be

Blah
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man Before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not Treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better. " You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a realationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a Bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why Would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate

Stuff
Yesterday I finally got some time to go and see my father, who is currently in hospital care, waiting for a nursing home to come available for him. Well he has gottten worse since the last time I saw him. He is very sick now, he might lose his foot because of his diabetes, also his memory is getting worse with each day. he didn't even know who i was for a few mintues when i got there. This is becoming a very hard thing for me to face, I don't think he will last another year. I am not ready to give up on him yet but it is a reality i will have to soon face. Also on the other hand I have finally met my older brother that my father had with a woman over 55 years ago, my brother Chuck and his wife Kathy came to town to see our father, who he hasn't seen since he was 2 yrs old. I also discovered that I have another sister who lives about an hour and half drive away from me. Well today has been a very excellent day. After getting a great deal on the materials to finish the basement,

About Stregheria
NIGHTTIME PRAYER PREPARATION: Chant: Italian Translation: Lady of the Moon Dea della luna Lord of the Sun Dio del sole Protect me and mine Protect io e mio Now day is done. Ora giorno e falto. TO UNCURSE OR REMOVE THE EVIL EYE PREPARATION: You will need: 2 sewing needles, salt, water, olive oil, scissors. This is something my aunt used. RITUAL: Take 2 sewing needles and insert the tip of one into the other and say/Chant: Eyes against eyes, Return to the sender. Drop the needles into the water on top of 3 drops of olive oil. Sprinkle 3 pinches of salt into the water. Take a pair of scissors and jab them into the water/oil 3 times. 'Cut' the air with scissors above the bowl 3 times. It is done. CIRCLE CASTING PREPARATION: This is one of my favorite ways to begin a Circle Casting. Chant: Maiden, cast your circle white Weave a web of healing light. Mother, cast your circle red Weave the strands of family threads E

Thoughts
Love is a battle We fight, throw things at each other Things flying here and there The battle lost or win There is no glory In the end, it was just a silly step Love is a war We does ugly things To piss at each other Humiliation,insults and in many other forms The war itself is ugly When its over We wonder is it worth it  Love is a growing up We see ups and downs We see hopes fades We make mistakes But, that is part of growing up We had no idea what it leads to We take risks We fail and we pick up We learn as we grow up Love is hard It is even harder when  You stop trying Some things don't last forever But some things do Love is that kind of thing  Some of the cutest guys I know here has cats as their pets. Why cats and not dogs? Someone told me dogs are needy just like women. Anyway, for a good laugh.. A cat doesn't know what a remote control is. A cat loves you until it dies. You don't have to tell your cat you love it - it knows you do. A ca

General
Why are you different? Or are you the same as everyone else. When you look in the mirror in the morning do you see you as an individual or a copy of someone else. How many people model their life after someone else instead of looking inside and seeing who they are and expressing that person. Have you looked inside to see who you are and then looked into a mirror to see if they match? Or did you look in a mirrior and then compare your self to your favorite magazine. 1. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realizeyou're wrong. ____________________ 2. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I wasyounger. ____________________ 3. There is a great need for a sarcasm font. ___________________ 4. Sometimes, I'll watch a movie that I watched when I was younger andsuddenly realize I had no idea what the heck was going on when I first sawit. ___________________ 5. I would rather try to carry 10 plastic grocery bags in each hand thantake 2 tr

Lost In Wonderland.
I die as I sleep My dreams: A look into the future A temporary death A malicious a taunt A small taste of death to come A tease without sexual desire As I dream As I wander I hope for you. Bereavement takes me within my dreams. Everything is lost. Reality is merely a hallucination You become a vague memory. My engaged thoughts are but a dappled smudge across my mind’s canvas. You are faded still But I will know you were there. I can see the faint smear of your existence As I remember you where once present So clear and evident Erase regret in dreams Expunge the blotches of flaw and defect The mistakes-The errors Hide such imperfection form the eye of a pathetic existence A human sees not my hidden qualms A Horrible regret of what once had been. My concealed miscalculation of my implement Gone. And you are barely observable now Mercifully you remain in my mind. So obstinate, not to leave me in my

My Felling
I do not know who you are .. but I'm happy to help you .. I hope you will help me too The hardest thing we do is look at those we love, love someone else. Maybe I was born at the wrong time periodwhere love nothing more than a beautiful fairy tale lullabyAnd when I woke up the next day love story about repeated piteouslyWhat a love of "the word" beautiful I can not find Simak Baca secara fonetik

Monday Night On The Glow Radio
Monday on The Glow Radio: The Rev DJ Furg and he will be spinning his mix of  Punk, Grunge, Hard Rock. and Metal Music on his Church of Rock starting at 3pm Pacific/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt next up is The Mistress of Hard Rock & Metal; "Thee Witch" starting at 6pm pacific/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt next is Tony the Misfit with his Freak Show featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm pacific/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt   Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory & on Microsoft's Media Player's Internet Radio Classic Rock Section or you can go to our website at: _________________

Capricorns ~ The Best In Bed!
Ok so when you join fu-bar your profile is automatically defaulted to hide "not safe for work" content (or NSFW)   If you can not see NSFW folders (they are red compared to the "normal" picture folders & have a (NSFW) after the album name - in my case mine says "Me -(NSFW) for my pictures...)   What you will need to do is go to your homepage & click "Edit Profile"   When that page opens your now in the "Account" page...   Scroll down & look on the right side this is what you will see...   Settings: Profile Type:New and CleanDusty and Old Email Alerts:Daily DigestImmediatelyOff Email Newsletter:OnOff Email Reminders:OnOff Chat Sounds:OnOff Ignore Skins: [?]:OnOff Filter Embedded Content [?]:Profile

Intelligent Debris! ( . . . Or Lack, Thereof!)
I've decided to post a list. It's an odd list. It's a list of certain things I absolutely love about women. Now, don't get me wrong, I love women, anyway. But this list is just a compilation of some of the things that women do (or have) that I find cute, sexy, sweet, or just beautiful. ~ The way the tops of a woman's ears will just ever-so-slightly peek out through their hair. I don't know why, but I've always found this oddly pretty. It's almost cute, in a way. When they wear their hair down, long, flat, and all of a sudden, there's a bit of ear. Yes, I'm strange. ~ Women can give a certain look that I've yet to see men be able to reproduce. It seems to be natural with women. When they look at you, but not straight on. Their head is turned just slightly to the side, and they look at you from the corner of their eye. They scan you from bottom to top, top to bottom. And it's not a hidden look. It may seem slightly shy, almost; but it's definitely a look they want you to see. A

Let God Take You By The Hand...
A moment of truth A moment of truth In wonder I gaze into your eyes The beauty the love I saw inside To hold such a truth that you can�t hide Is the love I see way deep inside? ~**~ To be the one That is so blessed Leaves me wondering What I did to see this? The truth of one that holds my heart ~**~ There are Wonders great and small For us all to see But the greatest wonder of it all Is the beauty and love I see inside of thee ~**~ Like a river, like a clear blue night They sparkle and shine That lights your gentle loving soul That touches the every heart of mine ~**~ Where did I find a love so rear? For it was in your eyes That I first saw it there That love that I hold That moment of truth is all mine. ~**~ A love SONG............... MY love it should be silent, being deep ? And being very peaceful should be still ? Still as the utmost depths of ocean keep ? Serenely silent as some mighty hill. Yet is my love so great

The Golf Game
SCORPIONS - WIND OF CHANGESAdd to My Profile | More Videos DJ ECHIS IS STARTIN THE WEEK OUT RIGHT WITHIN FYRE~N~ICE WE'RE LOOKING FOR PEOPLE TO HELP BUILD OUR EMPIRE. WE'RE IN NEED OF... Promoters Bartenders DJ's Guaranteed to be the hottest fubar lounge... LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED!!! CLICK ON THE FYRE & ICE HAND TO ENTER (repost of original by 'Angelic Diva *The Kings Crown Jewel*, Co-Owner &The Soft Flame for Fyre & Ice' on '2008-03-31 08:17:39') (repost of original by '~*Rebbie...Shawn's Angel In Waiting

Kristy's Thoughts
Okay, this is my first blog. Don't know what to do with it yet but I did create it. We'll see where this goes from here. Sure I've Gotten Old... I've had 2 Bypass surgeries. A hip replacement, new knees. Fought prostate cancer, and diabetes. I'm half blind, can't hear anything quieter than a jet engine, take 40 different medications that make me dizzy, winded, and subject to blackouts. Have bouts with dementia. Have poor circulation, hardly feel my hands and feet anymore. Can't remember if I'm 85 or 92. Have lost all my friends. But.....Thank God, I still have my Florida driver's license! I just wanted to everyone know there is very limited time left to file your tax return. You do have options to have a professionally prepared return. You can send me your income tax documents via fax, mail or email. I will receive your documents, email you a special online access code, give you a call, prepare your return, and then send you email when it is completed. You never h

Reverse Funnel System Mlm
Reverse Funnel System MLMLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThe Reverse Funnel System is an automated sales process for home based businesses that is said to perfect the most difficult part of any home based business...the sales process. The creators of The Reverse Funnel System created it to eliminate the human error variable present in every sales process so that you make more money and spend less time with tricky sales pitches. It's said that the only thing you need to do is market the system and that it doesn't matter if you're shy or if you lack sales skills because The Reverse Funnel System takes care of the entire sales process for you.The Reverse Funnel System was created by a team of professional online marketers. They provide you with the marketing materials and resources needed to make the system work for you but does it work? Many people claim financial freedom from the product and swear by its success. Many others have lost thousands of dollars and hours of their time

Songs I Like
I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.   You made me insecure. To me I wasn't good enough. But who are you to judge? When you're a diamond in the rough.  I'm sure you got some things you'd like to change about yourself. But when it comes to me, I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.     Na na na na na na na na na na. Na na na na na na na na na na. I'm no beauty queen. I'm just beautiful me. Na na na na na na na na na na. Na na na na na na na na na na. You've got every right. To a beautiful life. Come on.   Who says, who says you're not perfect? Who says you're not worth it? Who says you're the only one that's hurting. Trust me, that's the curse of beauty. Who says you're not pretty? Who says you're not beautiful? Who says?     It's such a funny thing. How nothing's funny when it's you. You tell them what you mean. But they keep whiting out the truth. It's like a work of art. That never gets to see the light. Keep you beneath the stars. Won't let you touch the

The Horrors Of The Mind That Never Rests.
   Have you ever gotten a glimpse of something out of the corner of your eye? A simple movement caught in your peripheral vision. Most will simply dismiss this as a shadow brought about by a flickering candle, or perhaps a pet jumping down from a piece of furniture. Ninety-nine out of a hundred times, these people are right.   But then there's that one elusive sight. It can easily be explained by the above conditions, but something feels wrong about it. A chill down your spine, a slight pain in your side. Maybe even a complete blanking of your mind, only to vanish moments later.   Should any of these symptoms be felt, there may be cause for worry. Our peripheral vision is designed to catch motion, even in the dark. This was used to defend against predators in our early days, and as with many aspects of our human nature, it has remained, but weakened. This view out of the corner of our eyes still alerts us to danger, and although predators have dropped on the list of dangers we may face

Abuse
Did you know... ...that these images are offensive? Though they may seem cute, fluffy or sexy and make you go "AWWWW".....they are offensive. They make me cringe, shudder and shake! Do you know why? I hope so. AND, if not, I hope you read on. Let me start by saying I am a PATRIOT! I am the Granddaughter of a Decorated WWII Veteran (RiP Pa), the Daughter of a Vietnam Veteran, the niece to many Uncles that served our Great Nation, the Ex Wife of an Operation Desert Storm Veteran, and ...I'll say it again...A PATRIOT! There is a game currently in play here on FU with an image of an infant swaddled in our Flag. Being me, of course I had to express how disturbed I was by the image to the Hostess. She is a friend of mine here on FU so no drama is to come of this blog. It is simply somewhere for people to vent or discuss if you wish your opinion on the subject. OUR FLAG IS NOT EVER TO BE LAID UPON THE GROUND, FLOOR or SWADDLED AROUND ANYONE! Unless it's your casket

Good Shit!!
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I Hate You All For These Things :d
You Are Blackmail You are a good detective. You have dirt on everyone you know. And instead of gossiping, you sit on information that may be useful to you someday. You love power games. Especially if (and pretty much only if) you have the upper hand. You are brilliant and calculating. No one knows what you have in store! What Felony Are You? Your result for The Personality Disorder Test... Avoidant PDYou scored 70% on Openness, 70% onConscientiousness, 30% on Extraversion, and 80% on Agreeableness. Your score places you closest to Avoidant Personality Disorder, a disorder marked by hypersensitivity to criticism, social anxiety, and feelings of inadequacy. Individuals with this disorder tend to avoid relationships with others unless certain that they will be liked, and likewise avoid activities involving large amounts of social interaction or evaluation. They tend to see themselves as inferior to others or as incompetent socially, and are un

Writing Archives Of Bubbles
a friend is someone who will always be there for the good and bad times a friend is someone who you can talk too anytime, anywhere, night or day a friend is someone who you can always trust with your secrets and your fantasies a friend is someone who will borrow their shoulder during the pain and misery of life and death a friend is someone who is just like you who i hold dear in my life always and forever **dedicated to my best friend John Kubly who is now diseased** by. shana 98' you have given me life you have given me love you have taught me respect you have taught me courage you have taught me to be myself you have taught me how to love you have taught me to never forget the ones i love for you are always and forever my father ..dedicated to my father.. by shana 98' listen to me for what i have to say might make you cry for now is the time for us to grow up and say hello or goodbye you and i have been at sorts for some time now maybe just may

Blog It Out, Bitches!
Ok, as my friends you all know I return likes, rates and leave comments. This dumb ass bitch, is going to go on her "man's" page and saw I left a comment... morning(h). Her ass replies to my comment saying, "he has someone, so back off bitch he don't want you when he has all of me." Of course I had to laugh... so after damn there rolling in the floor with laughter, I returned her comment. I replied " I don't want him,lmaoooo. He apparently came to my page, rated  and liked me. All I was doing was returning it. BWAHAHAHAHA. How in the hell a noobieis going to step to me with bullshit. Learn the fuckin site before you start barkin dumbass." Was I wrong? I don't think so.  Much love and hugs to my fuFriends ~Sassi Now, for those who didn't know this...I was a 2nd Alarm Hottie.  I resigned as a Hottie and sent a nice, respectful pm to them and let them know (actually just the home page) what I've decided to do. Informing them that I will always be there and continue to rate the "Hottie

Just To Let You Know...
In my latest blogs I told you about my health. It turned out that I had the Lyme disease, again. The doctor gave me medication but I was allergic. So back to the doctor again and now Im supposed to be healthy. My wrist isnt good yet, have to go to the hospital to find out if its CTS. My appointment is in june, so I have to wait a little bit longer. But I had a week with bad luck so it wasnt over yet. Some f*cking junks had the idea that my mp3 player in my car was worth a lot of money, so they ripped it. Now I have no music in my car and so much damage, that my car is back to the dealer. My "new" car is really my financial disaster at the moment. I have less time left because I have to go with the train and greyhound now and that takes me 1 1/2 hour to get to my work. Normally, with car, Im in 1/4 hour at my work. A new colleague of mine (same zodiac sign) is also in his bad luck week. Yesterday, after a teammeeting that also sucked, we had to take the greyhound together and we ende

Kimi's Krap O The Day
Ok sooooo wtf is up with that.. i try to go and leave some christmas sliders in everyone's comments, score ya some points, but no after 4 only 4 comments left to folks i get this fucking message now.. when did taggin all ya buddies in mass on a saturday morning earn a person the title of "Spammer".. well muther fucking ho ho damn ho.. and that is all i am gonna say about that.. know this.. I TRIED.. been forever since i left a comment anywhere, been too busy and now i am perceived as a spammer??? I DON'T THINK SO.. so here is the friggin christmas card i friggin made.. and I am yet again out of here.. don't care if baby jesus himself tells me sorry.. I do not get this.. besides the place has a different feel all together these days, thought maybe it was just me having the christmas and i am broke blues, but nope.. falsely accused is falsely accused.. see ya ta ta and toodle loo.. have a wonderful christmas and happy new year. maybe see ya round.. love 2 all Kimi | View Show | Cre

Rants
I see a lot of bitching and whining from some people about reposting bulletins. Of course, these are also the same people that couldn't be bothered to repost someone else's bulletins unless there was something in it for them. To sit there and tell people "YOU'RE OFF MY LIST IF YOU DON'T REPOST THIS" if just fucking childish. So I think that in the future, when I see bulletins like that, i will save them the trouble of deleting me and just delete them myself. Maybe not the most popular thing I could say, but I'm tired of people thinking they have to put conditions on my friendship. Don't like it that I didn't repost your bulletin? You know where the door is, and don't let it hit you in the ass on the way out. ~nuff said~ ps, go read my poetry or you're off my list....lol, jk :P To what end will we drive ourselves to get to the top? Some of us, it seems, will take any road it takes to get there, and then be super-defensive if anyone says the least thing unrelated to them about it.

Random
Spanish Version: Un Beso by Aventura album: God's Project (2005), K.O.B. Live (2006) Hay una mujer, que domina mi sentido con solo tocar mi piel Y como a mi tambien, a otro hombre esto le puede suceder Que solo por un beso Se puede enamorar, sin necesidad de hablarse Solo los labios rozarse, cupido los flechara Y solo por un beso Con ella soy feliz Tan solo con un besito, me llevo al infinito y ni si quiera la conozco bien Un beso significa amistad, sexo, y amor En cualquier parte del mundo no importa la religion Por un beso de su boca Voy al cielo y hablo con Dios Alcanzo las estrellas de emocion Su boca es tan sensual me cautiva y me exita No me canso de besar Su lengua es mi debilidad ella sabe los truquitos, diganme si hay alguien mas Solo por un beso... se puede enamorar, sin necesidad de hablarse Solo los labios rozarse, cupido los flechara Y solo por un beso Con ella soy feliz, Tan solo con un besito, me llevo al infini

Music Lyrics
EMERALD CITY GREEN: I want to be seen green Wouldn't be caught dead, red 'Cause if you are seen green It means you got mean bread You've got to be seen green To show that you're stuff's layed If you're not seen green You better be wearing jade Oh, you've got to be seen green Don't tell them your cupboard's bare That you gave up one week's feed To pay for your colored hair Oh, oh, oh AN ANNOUNCEMENT FROM THE GREAT POWERFUL OZ: I thought it over and green is dead 'Till I change my mind, the color is red EMERALD CITY RED: I wouldn't be seen green Ooo! Oo! Oo! Ah! Ah! I wouldn't be caught dead And if I'm caught at all Then catch me in dead, red Ooo! You've got to be dead red You've got to be real hot So throw away those green gems And wear rubies on your yacht You've got to be dead, red You've got to have flash and flair And if you're not seen red Then you shouldn't be seen nowhere Ah! How quickly fashion goes down the drain. Last week when you all was wearin' pink Already for me

My Blogs
Talented Girl Want one? Go to www.geocities.com/testiflash cum check me out feel free to join..will be posting new posting new pics very soon... http://groups.yahoo.com/group/La_Chula_69

Sex
USING ONLY ONE WORD Not as easy as you might think! 1.Where is your cell phone right now? DESK Your significant other? AFGANISTAN Your hair? REDDISH Your mother? PERFECT Your father? LOVING Your favorite thing? KISSING Your dream last night? ORGASMIC Your favorite drink? BUD LIGHT Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS What room are you in? OFFICE Your hobby? COMPUTERS Your fear? LOVE Where do you want to be in 6 years? ALIVE Where were you last night? BED Something that you are not? EASY Muffins? BLUEBERRY Wish list item? COMPUTER Last thing you did? BUBBLEBATH TV? SELDOM Your pets? DOGS Friends? FEW Your life? BLESSED Your mood? CONTENT Missing someone? YES Drinking? YES Smoking? WHAT? Your car? COBALT Something you're not wearing? BRA Your favorite store? WALMART Your favorite color? BLUE When is the last time you cried? YESTERDAY Who will resend

Blastfm
Nadja Benaissa, who is a singer for the German all girls band No Angels, was given a 2 year suspended sentence for knowingly infecting a man with the HIV virus. Nadja, 28, was diagnosed with the HIV virus when she was 17 years-old. The court was leniency because she expressed remorse. I can’t imagine if the tables were turned and it was a man the knowingly infected a woman with AIDS. One can only speculate but I think the sentence would have been harsh. Well, the good part is now Nadja must tell guys about her infection before having sex. At least I think she should. For more http://Blogs.FanBox.com/Soyouwanttolookbetternaked BlastFM is infectious when you listen. You won’t believe all the great music you’ve never heard of on other stations. You’ll love it! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm How can I say this without being so brash. I can’t. So I will say it another time. People in entertainment should not open their mouth and talk politic

Shut Up And Listen
Before the world changed That night was dreamy-perfect... that it was but even more amazing is that  that night was real it isn't something we dreamed up something we fantasized about it actually happened I am more complete more alive for having lived that night  Tracie M: not, what i hate and have rold you is how people mcome into my life, act like they care and rthen djisappear, and what to know why i get upset spartukus03: this is how I look at it Tracie. I approach you and talk to you, attempt to talk you at a later time and get the perception that you are busy or don't want to talk to me at the moment so I just let you be and sort of wait for you to contact me... months later when you haven't contacted me I try to say hello again...... but if you categorize me as one of those people who come in your life pretend to care and then disappear... that is too bad because that isn't me.... and since those people bother you and I am in that category I wil

Misc.
If you have between 0 and 100,000 points until you've reached the next level, or you have a friend that is almost there and needs a bit of help in the right direction. Then send a shout or Private Message to .luscious epidemic.™ right now! Stash/Pics/Profile rates and comments, anything to help a fellow fubarian! .luscious epidemic.™ ***NOTE*** I do not guarantee that anyone will level up, however I will comment and rate every photo that earns points. I rate all stash, and if there are not too many stash I will also comment on every stash item as well to help even more. If anyone wants help with points that has more than 100,000 there will be a fee of Fu$100,000, but I am willing to negotiate if you aren't willing to give up fubux if you're for the "almighty spotlight." -- I feel that if you are that far away and need help, you need to spend more time helping yourself and others earning the points like a lot of us other honest folks on here. Just a personal opinion, my very o

Anything Goes
It didn't come wrapped in bright paper It didn't come by mail It wasn't loud and noticed by all who stood around It was a very simple gift Very profound It made tears come to my eyes and I laughed with sheer joy. It glowed It glittered as brightly as a star in the heavens. More precious to me than any glittering stone. Love,and friendship, a promise. I'm looking through the shards of broken glass as time goes rushing past. I know its a bad time, a bad time to lie to you. Life is a ticking clock,sometimes I am just waiting for it to stop. It feels like it has gone on forever. I long to close my eyes and shut the world out. But I'm not ready...to tune it totally out. I have walked in your foot steps, till there is nothing left to follow They say,lead by example...should I follow you down that shadowy path? Fear is the only thing holding me back. Been there done that, got sick from that. Its a bad time to lie to you, cause I cant follow you down that path. Ive tr

This From A Very Good Friend
About Me: click to close (last updated:January 7, 2008 @ 3:13 am) Kind hearted guy who likes to help others. Looking for friends on this site. If you like to meet new people on the net like I do, than add me to your list. Hope to meet you soon. Jet - Get Your Own why does some peoples think they better then other i feel a few of my friends on my list think they better the me

Current Thoughts
"A liberal is someone who reaches into your shower and adjusts the water temperature for you." - William F. Buckley Remember the Roman Emperor who said he wished humanity had a single neck so he could cut it? People have laughed at him for centuries but we'll have the last laugh. We've accomplished what he couldn't accomplish. We've taught men to unite. This makes one neck ready for one leash.  We found the magic word.  Collectivism.  Look at Europe, you fool.  Can't you see past the guff and recognize the essence?  One country is dedicated to the proposition that man has no rights, that the collective is all.  The individual held as evil, the mass--as God.  No motive and no virtue permitted--except that of service to the proletariot.  That's one version.  Here's another.  A country dedicated to the proposition that man has no rights, that the State is all.  The individual held as evil, the race--as God.  No motive and no virtue is permitted--except that of service to the race.

Omg... Me??? A Blog?? Holly Shit
1st I would like to appoligize to everyone for the heart attack this morning with the mass IM that was sent. My yahoo, voilmail, Email, and everything single sourse of communication has been blown UP!!! The reason for it was, I had someone that would not leave me alone, No matter how much I tried she would not stop . I told everyone to tell her I was dead so that MAYBE she would stop and get a life... and well, they did tell her that... and the rest is the result of what you have seen. I have no room in my life who does nothing but spread drama throughout the CR community and cause isues for both myself and my friends. And if your readying this ( like I know you are) OUR NOT A 128 YEAR OLD VAMPIRE... GET A FUCKING LIFE !!! It is people like YOU who give the community it's bad name! SO... the result of this is YES... I got rid of the MORON that had been harrassing me, and I I know that I have been replying to yahoo messages all day to most everyone who has messaged m

My Lc Friends.....my Thoughts
This friend of mine got me and my hunny the win in a cutest couple contest nearly all by her own effort. She wanted me and Mike to have the win so badly that she sat and voted for me for hours literally. She is very devoted and loyal and very sweet. She has been on my side through thick and thin on getting my blog to the top and for that I cant thank her enough. GF you rock! stay sweet! Christine@ CherryTAP This is one person on my list that I cant really catergorize. He is a friend to me and yet so much more. I actually know him in person and we dated for a while. He is intelligent and great to talk to. He has 3 beautiful little girls and is in the military. He is currently in CA helping with border patrol and will most likely be sent to Iraq before too long. His support from home is not all that great as his wife doesnt stay in contact with him that much and she is actually talking about moving from their home in IA back with her family in NC and no one is sure just wha

Cherrycherry'sblogpit™
I AM SAD BECAUSE I BE LEAVING SOME PEEPS COMMENTS AND DO NOT EVEN GET BACK A THANK YOU....HOW MESSED UP IS THAT??? TO ALL OF YOU OTHER CherryCherry LOVERS WHO DO LOVE ME.....THANKS AND I LOVE YOU BACK DOUBLE.....Tammy HELLO TO ALL MY NEW CHERRY FRIENDS....YOU ALL ARE SO SWEET TO SAY THE LEAST IT MAKES MY DAY TO COME HERE AND CHAT WITH AND JOKE WITH YOU ALL....YOU ARE THE KINDEST, SWEETEST MOST LOVING PEOPLE I HAVE COME ACROSS ON THE NET....THIS SITE BY FAR BEATS MYSPACE HANDS DOWN....SO KEEP SENDING THE LOVE AND REMEMBER THAT IF NOBODY ELSE TOLD YOU TODAY THAT THEY LOVE YOU WELL...I DO....I LOVE YOU.....xoxoxoxTammyxoxoxox MySpace Comments ------------------------------------------------ THIS CANDLE BURNS IN MEMORY OF ALL THE CHILDREN ------------------------------------------------ THIS MAN IS AWESOME HE LOST HIS CHILD TO ABDUCTION AND CRUSADES AGAINST ALL THE SICKOS AND FREAKS OUT THERE...SO PLEASE VISIT HIS SITES AND GIVE SOME SUPPORT IF YOUR ABLE HE HAS THE URL'S AT THE E

Mumbo Jumbo
But please dont bling me for a long time... mmkthnxbye :P So, as some of you know i bought a new car over labor day weekend. and NO im not telling you what i drive! *paranoidprinny* :P anywhoo...this morning on the way to work, stopped at a red light listening to Pinks "so what" just chillin n thinkin, then...BAM! some dude rearended me! Hit me hard enough to force me to rear end the broad in front of me. :/ everyone pulled over, got eachothers info...well the girl that i hit took off, she was "late for work and has no damage, heres my phone number if you need me" type o deal. but the guy that hit me and i exchanged our info and such...he was actually kinda cute. :) im fine, not hurt at all and the damage to the car isnt THAT bad, little marks and indents on the front bumper and a lil worse on the back. when i got my last car, it was new too and a week later some dude rear ended me inna drive through, he was also kinda cute. :) what is it w

To My Friends
Hello errrybody...i just wanted to let you know im not gonna be around much because of a ssituation i am currently in.....No im not locked up( thats far from the case)..I am currrently residing in The Salvation Army homeless shelter in Wilmington NC....Please dont be alarmed...Alot of you dont know whats going on, because i wondered whether or not i shouldve even posted this to begin with.....I am out of a place to live because of roommate drama and problems....those who want specific details can call me if they want to know....you can either leave me a private message with your phone number and we can exchange them (if you choose) and i will fill you in on the details and such... Currently i am still working part time and its still going well...theres really no fulltime work in this town(or none that i have found) as of yet....Curfew at the shelter is 930 and lights out are at 10pm...wake up is at 545am(yes you saw correct) and i have to leave the shelter M-F at 9am.....so if you wou

Help
Its just a thought but unless i start to get some help with my radio station i cant keep it up and going so i need input is there people out there that want to see VR Radio stay and if so whos willing to help me with it and all.....Just shout or message me... Above is a link to a photo that shows Red's Rage Members attacking The Rage Members.Most have been banned and ejected but they keep sending members in and there friends to mess with The Lounge The Rage.How Many of you all Think this is simply childish to do.It is just a lounge name and they are acting like two kids who want something from there mommy...Im not attacking but i am showing you that these members from that lounge are being obnoxious and non grown up like....Don't we all need more people like this in the world lmao.. There is an anti-goth propaganda web site. Thier drivvel is at once rediculous and sad. I feel the media as well web sites like this shape the general publics view of the goth community. The truth of th

Poetry
RELAXINGI have traveled down many many roads in my life...And I have made many many mistakes along my path of much strife,Heartaches and misfortunes have played a huge part of who I have become to be...For I have learned through living, to not have regrets, to only learn from my experiences you see,Cause I have examined this world and realize that its the bad that makes the good, good, with out it, life would never change..There are many days emotions take over and I am a different person through each one I feel,Never keeping secrets though and in life I have always stayed Real!!Sometimes you may find me wide open laughing beyond ones measure of blissAnd at others you may find me crying out to others to understand me and the things I miss..For It's not the simple or materialistic things that my soul so desires...It's the inner beauty of creation, the sparkel in ones eyes,the thirsting down inside me that while living it inspires,Chirping birds songs that brighten up my day...even while

Questions For Fun
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You scored as Very horny. You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Very horny100%Super Horny75%Normal Horny50%A little horny25%Not horny0%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com You Are Thong Panties Woman, you are one hell of a ride! You're a total wild child - and you live for crazy times. Men are attracted to you like flies to honey, even th

From Me...
Ninja NameYour Ninja Name isFoolish DreamerGet Your Ninja Name at Quizopolis.com Who wants ta hook me up ??? I'm outta rates "AGAIN" and only 800+ points to level up again... PLEASE HELP ME OUT AND SHOW YOUR LOVE !!!!!! XOXOXOXO DADDDY About three inches.

Drunky Cubby
No, i will not be singing tonight. Vixen was complaining so i had to give her a little something. Grap your ear plugs and run.... Sorry for all you non smokers... Fuck i need help. As always i post it, then watch it, so this might be bad. I dont remember all the words... OMG my throat hurts. I might have to leave after this Lmaooooo last one Carrie said Creep. Why the hell not...I havent watched it yet

Love
A is for always being there for me. B is for being everything a friend should be. C is for calling me to make sure I'm alright. D is for dancing crazily with me, even late at night. E is for everything you have done in the past. F is for never fading, our friendship will always last. G is for going anywhere and everywhere. H is for hard and easy times we have shared. I is for interesting moments we have had. J is for just everything, good or bad. K is for killing anyone who hurts me. L is for letting me be who I want to be. M is for making me happy no matter what. N is for never grabbing my butt. O is for opening your home and life to me. P is for putting me where I've always wanted to be. Q is for quickly rescuing me from my bad dreams. R is for running to save me as I fell through shattered seams. S is for smiling with me when there's nothing funny. T is for turning my days from gray to sunny. U is for understanding all that

Blogs
Come Show Some Luv For My Big Ole Ass in the booty contest I am in lol..There are two winners..one for most comments one for most rates 8-)so hook this chickie up 8-)~ I Am In A Contest For Most Ratings...All I Need Is 2 Seconds Of Your Precious Time And Just rate My Pic..Dont Even have to leave a comment..I know You All Rawk And You Will Hook Me Up 8-)..Let me Know When You Rate Pic So I can rate Your Stuff 8-)Let All Your Friends Know So They Can Rate And I Can Return Favor Just Wanted To Let Everyone Know That In A Couple Days Im Havin My Internet /Etc Shut Off..I Am Going Through Some Personal Stuff Right Now So I Just Wanted To Tell You All Bye For Awhile Imma Miss You All!! Don't Forget me!!!

Rias Corner Of Hell
Heart pounding a thundering sound a tear shed disappointed the fans Like the ocean beating the jagged rocks the blood flows from wounds not yet healed the rope spun against the rafters counting one, two, three, The nerve lost a broken wing the angel that once flew high Like dead rose frail dark yet still hurts to touch The rain that follows clouding her head an rush of distress tired eyes close quietly surrender bound still by actions uncompleted what was once planned now an angelic accident Yeah *FOODOLOGY* What is your salad dressing of choice? Balsamic vinergarett or Italian What is your favorite fast food restaurant? hmmmm Taco bell What is your favorite sit down restaurant? Columbos On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? 3-5$ What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of? What are your pizza toppings of choice? Linguica sausage pineapple ham and pepperoni (not all on the same pizza

My Favorite E-mails
In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also called Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new concoction by the n

Thoughts
In history theres been major pagan cultures and one of the oldest sets of pagan cultures in the pre Egyptian kingdom and Egyptian kingdoms. These Kingdoms were set by religous factions of the following *The House Of Ra` Amun* considered the god of all gods and goddesses he was repersented bird like with the sun disk above his head. If you happened to be in this house you honored all the gods and goddesses then you have then theres *The house of Seti* concidered the god of war and destruction if you were of this house you most likly were a warrior of some nature. Then finnaly you hav *The order of Osiris and Anubis* concidered both gods of the dead realms and protectors of souls yet also tied into healing and protection and the blessings of Isis, if you were of this house you would of been a shamanor blesser. Yet many times each house would have arguments that would wage into civil wars so came the ordainments of Pharohs *The gods voice* to unite all houses as one yet came pharohs that

Random Acts Of Senselessness
As many of you know, Ian Punnett is a friend of mine. If you do not know who Ian is, it doesnt matter, but here is something interesting from his blog. Blog Excerpt by Ian Punnett Pat Tillman's mother, Mary, has every reason to be proud of her famous football player-turned-soldier son even if the Army is still being dishonest and disrespectful about the complete story of his military service. Mary Tillman will always know that her son Pat was the real deal, a true individual of personal principle in action, even if he spent part of his life and much of his death at the center of several fakey stories being written around him. The true story of Pat Tillman is one worth re-hearing. He was a rugged, handsome student/athlete superstar. He maintained an almost perfect grade point average, graduated Arizona State University in just three and a half years and won the Pac-10 Defensive Player of the Year honor in his senior year. He was a low draft pick into the NFL but qui

New Page,new Poems
Her beauty amazes me,Her smile does the same.To never hold her,Only I would be to blame.Her heart I would covet,Forever hold it close.If she would chose me,Her heart I would never lose.Bless me with your smile,And send me your heart.And I promise you beautiful,Our hearts will never be apart.     Her smile means more than the world.Her eyes constanly cape my heart.Her beauty so amazes me.But shes thousands of miles apart.Will she listen to me today.Or look at anothers smile.I long to see her.Maybe even hold her for a while.You say I forget.But beautiful my heart is true.There will never be a day.When I can forget you. Her beauty fell from the clouds.From the heavens far beyond.Her beauty from her world far above.Even now with her wings gone. To me she is still an angel.To catch her fall would be gods gift to me.Forever she would shine in my heart.Forever all my eyes would want to see. Fall to me beautiful.Forever I would hold you dear.Never would you leave my heart.N

Contest
Need HELP!!!!!!! Please ;) 1 day left, so I need help to catch up! ;) Click on the pic please Click on the pic please, I need help!

Dont Work Late
All of your work is spread out on the table. You shake your head as you look through your business papers. You murmur to yourself about where could it be. Ah ha, you see it and it’s laying in the shuffle that is on the other side. You stand up and take a step to the side. You start to lean over the table. Then both your hands are suddenly grabbed and pulled behind your back. Your breath quickens. Then your wrists are held by one hand, and then the other one slides in front of your eyes. Your heart races. You feel the hand softly touch your eyelids. Then the touch is gone. Next you feel a finger tip over each eyebrow, and they slowly run down to your eyelids and over your closed eyes. You sniff the air. You catch the feint scent of the cologne. You start to protest by saying I have work to do and we can play at another time. You quickly feel a hard smack on your ass cheek! Then you’re pushed against the table. Your hands are quickly tied together. Then you are blindfolded and fo

My Life
On the morning of August 21, 2007, I had a big change in my life. Something was taken away from me. That something was the ability to walk. Broken knee cap and an aray of other complications to both legs left me in a wheelchair. This injury not only postponed my career but effected some major things in my life. I had some HUGE changes in my life in the new year. Those changes caused some depression and slowed my healing progress because I decided to put my physical health on the back burner and concentrate more on the mental side of me. Getting past these issues is something that will take a long time so I started, once again, to focus on my physical fitness. Today is May 7, 2008. It has been 8 months and 17 days since my injury. Today I have been cleared of my medical restrictions. I am fully fit. My career is no longer on hold. It's a day to celebrate. Many of you have supported me in my recovery, both physically and mentally. Two of you especially have been there

Zepman's New Songs I Learned List
Hey cool cats, Zepman here...was thinking about including some REO Speedwagon into my repertoire, and while listening to "Time For Me To Fly", I realized he (Gary Richrath, REO's now former guitarist/songwriter) was not playing it in standard tuning, but rather, in open D...which then led me to wonder if there were any other songs I could do in this tuning, since changing a 12-string's tuning is a slight pain, especially live. I found that by using a capo on the second fret, I could now easily be in an open E tuning, which would allow me to play both "She Talks To Angels" by the Black Crowes, and, "In My Time Of Dying" by Led Zeppelin (using slide of course)...so now with three songs, it makes it worth my while to change tunings (and besides, open tunings sound soooo cool, lol!!!) Up to 72 songs on my playlist now...! Hope I'm not boring you all to death, Cheers, Zepman Well, I was glad to have learned the REO and Black Crowes songs - they went over BIG time at the two plac

Stuff
Just by playing some simple games. I will earn a percentage of what you win. http://www.netwinner.com/signupCode/kevclay Thanks Kevin

Oh Come On
if you would like a VIP, let me know and i'll rip the pic you choose from your profile, im doing a contest for most popular, its pretty simple, comments will be worth 1 point, and ratings with be worth 5 points, anyone is welcome to enter, the contest will last just one week so people can get on with their lives in a timely manner lol.... 1st place will recieve a one month VIP and a blast, second place will recieve a blast, and 3rd place will recieve a ticker, you will have a blast, hope to see ya there. nocheating will be tolerated, so dont bother using and illegal programs, i'll be watching close. contest will run from tuesday Oct 2nd at 5am until monday Oct 8th GOOD LUCK, PLAY NICE, and get in contact with me NOW.... LOL if you would like to be in my auction that starts tomorrow and will run for 5 days, if you are interested please send me a private message, their will be a 50K entry fee in fubucks you will need to send me to enter, but you will be garaunteed to make way more than

Me Singing? Lmfao!
8-P Heyy..shuddup! YOU do it! *waves to Cubby n' NinjaStars* My gawd. :/

Random
A day in the life of Helly I rarely lead a boring life ... but it is not often I have a day packed with as much thrills and chills as today. Around my deli we have been having issues with a homeless "camp" being set up across the parking lot due mainly to the Salvation Army office being located in that area.(it usually gives me great mumm material lol) Usually there are 4 or so guys there and mall management will come and move them along once we have phoned and complained a few times. I always felt guilty for doing so until today. This morning I pull in at 9 am and notice there is about 20 there this time. Not to thrilled with how it looked discussed with fellow biz owners that its time we get super firm that something needs to be done. I was nicely on Yahoo jabbering away to Ash and J at 11 when I saw one of them drop their bike in front of the store and dart in. With out thinking it thru I yelled hey hey hey knowing he was up to taking something and jumped my counter. As

Purple_angel
Hello everyone. I added a play list here . Take a listen and tell me what you think. If you don't like a song skip it but I would like to her your thought. :) Thanks. Stephanie Celine Dion - Titanic - My Heart Will Go On ~music video~ Into The NightAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Ramblings
Okay, maybe I'm smoking too much crack but I used to have an Adult albuma and it's GONE. Are they deleting adult ablums even if you mark them as NSFW? (I feel I'm so tame compared to what's out there. Someone slap me back to reality and tell me I'm TOO MUCH for the public.) XOXO, Tina I'm sure one of my latest uploads may be NSFW, although to me, they seem pretty mild. My apologies if anyone is offended by any sexy images. I try to be good. Have a good night ya'll. mmmmwahhhh.... Tina Can someone please tell me - I don't understand??? I'd post the pic if i still had it. Wasn't NSFW, in the least and I included everything required. Does someone really think I'm not Tina Grant??? I'm tempted to close this account...unbelievable. This is the THIRD time, I've had to redo.

The Truth
it is so hard to stop i wish i could quit tell these lies enough times and maybe you will believe it you do it to yourself and we are left wondering why and then watch a decline that leaves us too frustrated and unable to cry be it powders pills bottles or tobaccos butt end i am tired of drugs killing my friends

Mahblog
...and it was another chance for me, another chance to make you believe your near. You'll never know what it's to always be last in line with no chance to fight, you're so far gone that you can't even see the light ...and it feels so dark inside me now because there's no one there you'll never know what it's like to be the one who really cares... So long the time ago to be what I wanted to be to you You said, "Don't hold me down, I've got to go and do what I have dreamed, not knowing where you are and missing you would be good for you and me." ...and it feels so dark inside me now because there's no one there you'll never know what it's like to be the one who really cares... Could it be that years have gone from me, gone away waiting for the one I loved? Do you think about me? "I went into the woods because I wanted to live deliberately. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life...to put to rout all that was not life; and not, when I came to die, disco

Adult Jokes *humor*
Woman/Man Poem WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who’s handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit. Tattoos for the Holidays A most distinguished looking lady walks into a tattoo parlor, and sits down. The owner, amazed at seeing such a sophisticated woman in his seedy tattoo shop, goes over to the woman immediately and asks if he can help her. To his s

Just Me
You know what? I am done with asses! I am sooo done! I will repost whatever bulletins I want and make any mumms I want...want to know why? Cause I am woman and I am strong! Kiss MY ASS IF you dont like it!!! Are you fucking Kidding me? I posted a bulletin and Obiwan kenobe whowever the fuck its spelled decided to block me? FUCK YOU! I dont give a flying fuck what you think? Who are you to decdie anyway? Who I care about or not? Get the FUCK over your self! IF you people dont have a grip? I DONT CARE! FUCK OFF!..LMAO OMG..I am so over bullshit..stupid bullshit...MY GOD! I care about people but those that are so into themselves? WTF? LMAO IDIOTS? There are more important things other then you! Soooo..LMAO Going with the standard...Get the FUCK OUT ASSHOLES if you dont like what the FUCK I do On this site...BITE MY ASS!! For those of you that know me LOL..KNOW ME...TRUE>>NO MATTER WHAT!! GOOD LORD and I apologize for any nastiness cause this is not normally me..

Kc's Poetry
----------------------------------------- Darkness enfolds me, Wrapping loving arms of comfort Shutting out the hurts and pains Shutting out the light of day. Walls of comfort Slowly being resurrected Tired of the heartache and pain Tired of everything. Friends offer comfort and support, Unable to realize I am in darkness, in comfort, solitude. Darkness is me, darkness is salvation. No more light, no more angels of mercy To bring me up from the depths Here in darkness I'll stay, Here in darkness I'll find my peace. No more angels for me. by KC Zimmerman (5/31/08) Wistful driftings, Mind never at ease, Constant confusion, Depression undending. So many that say they care, So many that throw the "L" word around, They only love when they get something in return. THey only care when it benefits them. Pain is my only true companion, Misery is my only true friend, A knife to cut out the lonliness, A rope to strangle out the rage. Never listening

Poetry
All in the Family As my children gather A great army will arise, The closer they get The more the world fears. As my chants echo Parent’s minds begin to tremble, As my children move closer The world begins to shake. As my chants become louder They begin to infect the innocent, The fields fill with children Children from nations around the world. They come for one reason One reason alone, To join the family To join my children in the fields. Life Active, beautiful Living, changing, growing Brings joy, brings happiness Death Dead, lifeless Slaying, slaughtering, executing Frees the soul, brings sadness A Place in My Mind As I open my eyes I see a great world, Many souls wander this world Not seeing what lies in the future, A future of untold possibilities Some may hold true happiness, Others may hold pain and suffering, All will try to leave this world But all will fail, I want to leave this world But I don’t know how, I seek a

Sayings Of Different Kinds
When i die just let my body lie in peace beneath the earth and sky in Delhi Ca, August Street incase my sould is condemned so i can wonder forever to watch over my homies when im gone and decesed. Have i forgotten on who i am or have i forgotten on what i do? Too many question i ask myself so i seek answers from many but all have failed. Seems there are no answers for me in this world maybe in the afterlife but who am i to judge well things must come to an end but the real answer is are you ready to tkae th challenge? The Gods in the sky hang their heads in envy with one swipe of my sword and i will end your misery

Cool Shit
Okay so its happy hour yet again.. and will be most of the night... which means its time for my happy hour GIFT Giveaway.. This is how it works... come to my page and rate all of my Stash to get a big pimpin gift or rate all of my pics to get the gift... No comments are necessary.. When finished you need to send me a PRIAVATE MESSAGE.. without a private message i wont give the gift.. no sending shouts or comments plz... here is the link to my stash :) http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=848612 Joanna Freaks and Geeks Family **Rate My Stash get a gift :) **@ CherryTAP We are having so much fun. This forum is kicking ass. And it gives us something else to do! And its as addicting as CT LOL! Come join us..it only takes a min to register! You don't have to be a freak or a geek...just come have fun! i am in the mood!!!! anyone need to level up... and need less than 2000 to go.. let me know

Poems I Wrote
Waking from the truth of sleep I watch the lies of day grow deep. Intentions not to deceive, for no lie our mind perceives. Words of kindness lips do speak while teeth bite thoughts of anger deep. The hidden truth of our trials lie behind deceptive smiles. Praise delivered to those in need, though undeserved we hope it seeds. For return to our own plate, good deeds done in the name of fate. Truths we twist to rationalize, excuse behaviors most unwise. Webs of illusion can grow deep, if not cleared, tension we'll reap. Exhausted from days deception, truth is found in sleeps reflection. 9-25-07 I am here and you are not.. Hit and miss is all we got.. I call you and you call me.. subject lines have lots of Re: Now I see you! There you are! I'll call you now or you'll be far! Nikki L. Ok, I'm bored, so I'm going to write a poem to attempt to alleviate this situation, atleast momentarily, I've no idea where it will go...so lets find out... I

It Speaks..
I walk through this dark place in insane thought, in distant fantasies, in between the shadow of Dreams and nightmares, where the skies are perpetually crimson and the clouds azure.. Where the hills are electric blue and the water jade green Where the echoes of the long passed are carried by the winds of evermore beyond those who dwell,reside in timeless manner and with feelings ignorant of longing needs I lay my heart there at its gates, and walk forward with a gaping empty cavity in my chest, free of its consuming heaviness I've had to carry.. And my eyes brighter than all the stars lighting the night hazed only with the stain of once having been human.. and not having to carry with me the wretched scent of love in this place where you can't go.. but somewhere lying on air, through wicked thoughts of sleeping Demons and Cursed spirits, unquiet ghosts and apparitions, there I am akin to it all, like a brother left behind accidentally, and suddenly being found, bei

Life
Well Gavin choose to come in about a month early and ta daaaaa here he is via emergency c-section.  He was born @ 3:44 today and wieghed @ a whopping 3 pounds 5.9 oz. Rather small but so far he is doing great. O2 is good so he is breating on his own. He has pooped already ( yay ) and is holding his own heat. I am uploading pics in a few min and of course expect more once things calm down. ( yes we are g33ks and brought laptops to the hospitol ) .   Mom is doing well...rather tired and sleeping soundly and im starved....   Update day 1. He is holding his wieght and heat well...still haveing a little trouble holding down food but thats expected when your a month early ( my 2nd daughter by my first wife was born @ 1 pound 9 oz and was fine...in fact 17 and pregnant ) we dont have any clue when he will be able to come home but they estimate about a month. Good news is we are about 5 min away from the hospitol so its nothing for us to get here...   that is all for now...   Update d

Most Heavenly Body Album(nude Version)
THIS IS MY FREIND Rose2Bud SHES IN A CONTEST TO WIN 4 DAY BLAST AND SHE IS WAY BEHIND IN THE CONTEST SO IF YOU WOULD PLS CLICK ON THE PIC IN THIS BLOG AND BOMB THE HELL OUTTA HER WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED Hugssssssssssssss Love ya.. One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I love you." So while we have it . It's best we love it and care for it and fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage ... and old cars .. and children with bad report cards and dogs with bad hips and aging parents and grandparents. We keep

New Contest
now that u are here i need some help to level up to a fubar pimp. please stope by and rate my pics and drop some love on my page. I will show some love back. thanks to all that helps me become a pimp. help my friend to level up. she needs only 700 more to go. please stop by and show some love. emeraldcitycowgirl____wife to GIT*R*DONE ____(Please sign my guestbook)@ fubar My friend needs help to level up. she need 3100 more points to level up. please stop by and help out and o please let her know i sent you. thanks to all that help out. emeraldcitycowgirl____wife to GIT*R*DONE ____(Please sign my guestbook)@ fubar

Hee Hee
Fubar just fucked me over again. Right in the middle of posting a blog it puts up and error message saying my session had timed out. Wonderful. THANKS AGAIN FUBAR YOU BITCHES! I want to write a bunch but this damn machine here is going so fucking slow its driving me nuts. the idiots who run the libraries up here have librarians (ie-people with degrees in "library science" or whatever to run the computers so they dont have a clue what theyre doing-when things start fucking up their only response is to turn the machines off and restart them, which doesnt really accomplish much. plus, today theres a woman next to me what seems to be epileptic or something, its like she cant stop moving in these odd jerky motions that are impossible to ignore even if youre not (like myself) right next to her. so, I will simply put up a few more of my pictures of paintings Ive did and leave it at that. sorry if you was looking forward to hearing me rant. which I could-saw some things today that really made

D/s Lifestyle
Introduction The term ‘Acid Test’ is an old prospecting term.  A powerful acid can dissolve most base metals in a matter of minutes.  However, gold will stand up to most acids.  So the ‘Acid Test’ was an easy way for people to make sure they had a real nugget of gold and not a lump of the ‘fool's’ variety.  In the same way, these tests are meant to be quick ways to identify fake Doms.  Passing all these tests is no guarantee either, there is no replacement for getting to know your prospective partner as well as possible BEFORE YOU EVEN MEET IN PERSON. Now most of these tests are designed in mind for a submissive female trying to sort through men claiming to be Doms online.  They are largely based on the many questions I get asked by my female friends still searching for a Dominant partner.  Some of them can probably be used by male subs as well, but for the most part, these tests are best for ferreting out male fakes. Vanilla males are usually aft

2007 Blogs
My life is going well.. Now working a full time an a part time job. Both that i like alot but its wearing me out but nothing i will do about it. I like how people talk shit about me. But hey My life is probably going alot better then urs. My boyfriend hmmm... he is great, better at everything then my ex's. An by the way there is one of my ex's that wants to see my bf. Well sorry to say an i hope that u do read this cause Pete dont want nothing to do with JAKE. He dont even wanna see or talk to u really sorry. He knows about everything that has been done to me in the past an dont wanna deal with the shit u have done to me. Well guess what im getting back to work. GOD I LOVE MY life... LATER ~Shorty~ Its been a year since my father has been gone. It just seems like he is still here. I had a bad weekend. I acted like i was happy an finally broke down crying all weekend. Im sick of acting like im totally happy when im not happy. Yes Im happy with my bf the part im not happy about is

Sensual Ponderings
The Mirror by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) Your every word touched areas of my body that had not yet awakened. I was pleased to see that you were driven to masturbation from my thoughts of you. All those visions of you taking your cock into your hands violently and stroking with such animalistic desire that you surrendered to your need to be naughty with me, just made me creamy. Before I knew it, there was a needy ache between my thighs to experience your touch. Your words inspired me to seek that hot weepy passion welling up inside of me; beckoning me to pleasure myself for you, for me. Instead of the bed, I chose to squat in front of the full length mirror on the back of my bedroom door. I wanted to see all of me, my physical reactions as I came for you. First the skin of my vulva, like that of most women is darker than the other Irish skin that covers me, it is smooth and shaven, it almost feels like crushed velvet. When you rub down, it is smooth, and when I re

Dedicated To The Immortals....
The Drunk Eskimo Shatters Masturbation World Record! Share It's official, The Drunk Eskimo is the new king of masturbation. In a stunning feat of endurance and determination, The Drunk Eskimo achieved 36 orgasms in a 24 hour period! Sleeping intermittently during the 24 hour marathon, The Drunk Eskimo remained focused and aroused by his impressive library of pornographic films. With over 400 films in his library and 3 televisions playing movies at all times, he had a continuous stream of footage to aid him in his quest. It is apparent by the massive development of the muscles in his forearm that The Drunk Eskimo is not your average masturbator. In an interview with UJ reporters after the record setting event, The Drunk Eskimo was quoted as saying, "masturbation for me is a way of life. I've been training for this day since I was 13 years old and I'm happy with my performance today". This record was formerly held by German Student, Hans Blickstein who achieved 27 orgasms in a 24 hour pe

This Guy Needs Your Help
This awesome guy needs to level... Can you come show him some love when you have a moment.... mizotte59 member of the Quiet Angels@ fubar He or I will show you love later....     GET YOUR PARTY -LEVEL- -RATE- GROOVE ON! 185K TO GO! THIS GUY IS SO NEEDING TO FUBERLORD, HE's BURNING A HOLE IN THE LEVELING FU-NEWS... HE HELPS OUT EVERYONE, AND IF YOU DON"T HAVE HIM AS A FRIEND, YOU SHOULD, SO LET'S GO RATE HIM UP A STORM! £ºµî$ THIS PIMPOUT DESIGN BROUGHT TO YOU BY: PRINCESS LEIA... ~/~ Princess Leia~/~Please Re-Rate My Profile! hello everyone.. This awesome guy needs some add, fan, rate love... Can you come show him some love when you have a moment.... He will show you lov

Whatever
Ok look i am just really sick now ive done nothing to anyone on here and ive  not directly asked anyone for anything yes i hav my own site and yes they pics on this site r my own so i just dont get it really what is ur problem ive narrowed this down to two posabitly check them out??   1) Your really bored and nothing else to do but bash me or 2) your jelous come dont me shy you can tell me ive NEVER been nothing but nice to everyone and would never pull anyone down like ive said before i wont post a salute becouse i posted one on myspace and still got called a fake soooo hmmmm not gonna do it again im just like you im not better than you im just luckier so next time u wanna pull someone down then DONT becouse it soo not nice and i dont like it there are other people on fu right now using my pics but no i get called the fake ur people make me laugh so this is what i want u to do if ur my friend ur will read this and comment o was that something i asked for?? and if theres any pa

Me
You have all heard the song from the scorpions..winds of change right? If not it does not matter much the truth is winds of change are blowing through my page. First of all it was a shitty day at work, that is a given. I come home and se chaotic dream removed me from her fam. A craxy person vanessa...screen name of the second is heckling my family, my fu wife is mad at me and so is my best girly girl chrissy. I say to heck with it I am so fu dramad out for the dqy. BTW chaotic...do what you gotta do for 5 creds LMAO http://fubar.com/user/3136062

Poems I Wrote
Once again i was tested, but somehow i kept my cool. For awhile there i was scared, thinking i was going to end up being the fool. You really had me going, with false pretenses of love. I thought you were someone special, a gift from up above. You tried to grab my heart, and completely over take me. And for awhile you had it, but it really wasnt meant to be. Because i have looked into your eyes, and saw what you was really about. You could never love me for me, so there was always that doubt. That you would never change, No matter how hard i tried. I didnt want to deal with that hardship, i couldnt handle all your cries. I tried to comfort you as a friend, but you completly shut me out. You refused to let me talk, no matter what i tried to talk about. So I leave you to yourself, to suck up your own misery. You will no longer bring me down, I am stronger then you will ever be. I thank god for his friendship, that keeps me from going insane. I thank god for his love, that

About Me
I CHANGED MY PROFILE . PLEASE HAVE A LOOK AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YA THINK ABOUT IT. THANKS SO MUCH MICHELE IN LOVING MEMBORY OF JIMMIE LEE GREEN, JR. MAY 14TH OF 1976 TO MARCH 3RD OF 2007. SAFELY HOME I AM HOME IN HEAVEN, DEAR ONES. OH, SO HAPPY AND SO BRIGHT. THERE IS PERFECT JOY AND BEAUTY, IN THIS EVERLASTING LIGHT. ALL PAIN AND GRIEF IS OVER, EVERY RESTLESS TOSSING PASSED; I AM NOW AT PEACE FOREVER, SAFELY HOME IN HEAVEN AT LAST. THERE IS WORK STILL WAITING FOR YOU, SO YOU MUST NOT IDLY STAND; DO IT NOW, WHILE LIFE REMAINETH-YOU SHALL REST IN GOD'S OWN LAND. WHEN THAT WORK IS ALL COMPLETED, HE WILL GENTLY CALL YOU HOME; OH, THE RAPTURE OF THAT MEETING, OH, THE JOY TO SEE YOU COME. WE LOVE YOU JIMMIE AND WE WILL MISS YOU. THIS IS MY CUZ. AND WE PRAY FOR HIS SOUL. HE LIVED A PAINFUL LIFE AND NOW HE FEELS THE PAIN NO MORE. GOD HELD OUT HIS HAND AND CALLED HIM HOME. UNTELL WE MEET AGAIN. YOU ARE IN OUR HEARTS. MY MOM ALWAYS TOLD ME NEVER PLAY THIS GAME. BUT I L

Random As Hellzz
So we get blogs now?? Crazy... But I guess now you peoples can here about more of me...from you know...me *Classes suck *I hate living in a dorm cause I miss my cat *I may be shooting my new SG set this weekend when I do go home *LC has been a bitch for me to get on to lately...I finally got on after a day of fighting it *I'm sleepy *So now Im gonna go either read a book or visit my best friend... *Or post more pics...hmm... choices choices *Perhaps I shall do all three *And do my hair... Love you guys *kisses* ~Stina I am officially back for the week, I will fill you in on details of my weekend later. However I did get a SG shoot done, Im going to go work on weeding out the bad ones now and whatnot, Ill post some teasers later, I just hope this one goes through...grr Cross your fingers for me! SO tonight I'm going Salsa dancing...well, to salsa lessons at any rate...Its extra credit for Spanish, so Im going with the Twins...should be entertai

Believe Me, I Did Not Do It!
1. I love Pasta 2. I have to put my clothes on the same way every day 3. I hate clowns 4. Sunflowers are my fav flower 5. I look for the good in everyone, although I don't trust much of anyone 6. I hate things to be in my body that is not supposed to be there, lol I freak 7. I hate large amounts of water, shudder.... 8. I have some of the most kick ass friends here on CT 9. sick and twisted ppl make me smile.. 10. I take friendship seriously, so if you are not serious don't fuck with me..... Tell me why all the cute, sweet guys are either married OR 10,000 freaking miles away? lol Sigh... Went out today after work and went to this little independently owned music shop......Steve and I used to shop there ALL the time....The guy that owned it is named Art, and he really enjoyed when we came in....I had not seen Art since several months before Steve passed away...so figured I would go in there today and tell Art about Steve and then get some new cool tunes.....Art was in comp

Lyrics!
Take time to realize That your warmth is Crashing down on me Take time to realize That I am on your side Well didn`t I, didn`t I tell you But I can`t spell it out for you No it`s never gonna be that simple No I can`t spell it out for you If you just realize What I just realized That we`d be perfect for each other And we`ll never find another Just realize What I just realized We`d never have to wonder If we missed out on each other, now Take time to realize Oh oh, I`m on your side Didn`t I, didn`t I tell you Take time to realize Oh oh, I`m on your side Oh ooo oh ooo oh But I can`t spell it out for you No it`s never gonna be that simple No I can`t spell it out for you If you just realize What I just realized That we`d be perfect for each other And we`ll never find another Just realize What I just realized We`d never have to wonder If we missed out on each other, but It`s not the same No it`s never the same If you don`t feel it too If you meet

Random Thoughts
The world is round and the place which may seem like the end may also be the beginning. I was feeling down last night, tired of always being short on money and feeling lonely. Then this morning I got an encouraging comment on another site, from someone I didnt't expect to get one from, and I realized if you have good friends you are never truly poor.

Kitten's Blurbs
trading a months worth of pimpouts and 8 mil for an auto sb if interest READ MY STATUS I GOT THE DETAILS THERE   I NEED 900 FRIENDS AND AT LEAST 300 MORE FANS TO MAKE TOP CHICK CAN YALL PROMOTE ME TODAY. I WOULD APPRECIATE ALL HELP.

The Poem
My thoughts are dangerous. I told you this is contagious. this feeling of my heart aching. I can feel it slowly breaking. So now I sit broken heart and crazy glue. With nothing on my mind just thinking of you. I don't have a thought other then love, except hate, and I know there is no black dove. So to close this thing. I think I'll have to present a ring. Making sure this isn't just a fling. That this is truly more than nothing. It's something that makes me speak. Makes me wish my outlook wasn't bleak. I shall not even make a peek. I won't ever let my tongue speak. I've hidden my thoughts away, But it seems the unveiling is today. I just may have to leave you in dismay, Possible I may have to blow you away. It seems you all walk in fear, when you see me clearly don't even come near. I don't want to have to rip out your mandible, My hate isn't something that you can handle. I have a thought I'll devour your soul, After blood spills I look to th

Poems & Feelings
Who i am and what i feel no one knows but me the fear and hatred locked up inside of me death and discomfort evil and light the fight has to end tonight who i am i will now show the wolf i hold tightly not to be freed the wight wolf of the snow scared on her left eye the only eye that can cry i only cry inside my heart i don't no what its like to cry on the out for now i leave it here so you no i am not to be messed with or she will be free thank you for reading........until the day you you'll wounder who am i... Aint no other man, not another one for me. When you came into my world you made forget the pain that i had inside.You became my light in the dark, stars in the night. Never going to need, another man. The only one for, style and class but mine. Not like any other, special and only for me. Enter my life like, a hurricane!! Mean the world, but always so much more. I understand tears, don't want to see me cry. Ain't no other man, no not a

Poems Etc
Will you ever know how much I love you. Will you ever see where I am coming from. Will I ever be able to fully explain my views. Will I ever be able to fully understand yours. Will we ever be back to the way it once was Will we ever get to communicate clearly. I dont believe I ever truely showed you how I feel, I am sorry. I dont believe I have explained myself clearly, I only cause confusion. You dont believe I was ever really serious about what I said. You never were completely upfront with how you really feel. I hope I get what I want now and in the future, maybe it will happen I hope to get to have a serious discussion with you soon. I want very badly for things to be different, I cant change the past. I want to move forward, I am ready for whatever comes my way         I can not help the feelings inside The warmth they bring I can not hide  An angel straight down from the sky  Beauty that brings tears to the eye A heart so pure  Soul that can cure  Wisdom of

Life
You try to schedule days off around the phases of the moonYou have a bumber sticker that reads “Stat happens”You are the only one at the dinner table not allowed to talk about your day of workDiscussing dismemberment while eating a goumet meal is perfectly normalYour pajamas and work clothes all look alikeYour ringtone on your phone is a sirenYou’ve ever muttered “nice veins” to a complete strangerYou think it’s funny to tell a patient “I know how you feel. It’s my first IV too.” You have a pet named “comatose”You think the world is going to come to an end if someone utters “Wow, it‘s really quiet”You can drink 5 cups of caffeinated coffee before noonThe stop-in-food-store manager down the street from your crew hall knows you by nameIt’s a miracle if you ever get to sit down and eat a full meal without any interruptionsYou follow random ambulancesin your POVYou carry a pair of sheers with you ever

Maddie!!! Please Help Find Her!!
      http://www.channel4.com/programmes/madeleine-was-here The disappearance of Madeleine McCann has taken a new twist as investigator Marcelino Italiano claims Maddie was snatched by an Algarve-based paedophile ring from holiday apartments in Praia da Luz and taken to the US. It gives hope to parents Gerry and Kate McCann that Maddie may yet be traceable, three-and-a-half years after she first went missing in Portugal. A spokesman for the McCanns said an investigator had done 'absolutely the right thing' by going to police with his suspicions. According to Marcelino Italiano the paedophile ring has taken a dozen other children, believing they can get away with anything. He was quoted in The Sun newspaper as saying: 'I know these people were involved and I have been told that Madeleine may now be in America.' The Angolan, who also works as a nightclub bouncer, has given in a dossier - including the names of two prominent Portuguese businessmen - to police in Huelva, south-we

Life As I Hate It...
There is this website called post secret, its where you send in secrets you need to get off your chest... http://postsecret.blogspot.com/ I want to do fu-secrets... make me a picture telling me a secret and send it to me, i will save it and post it so no one knows your secret but me!! i dont care how big it is i dont care what its about get creative!!! have fun and get something off ur chest! no one will know its you!!! the only way i can say how i feel are lyrics to a song... Send polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone You took my hand You showed me how You promised me you'd be around Uh huh That's right I took your words And I believed In everything You said to me Yeah huh That's right If someone said three years from now You'd be long gone I'd stand up and punch them out Cause they're all wrong I know better cause you said forever and ever who knew Remember when we were such fools And so convinced and just too cool Oh no No no

Auctions
Ok our very own female up for auction guys!! as listed below is what she will and will not do wonts: wont change my name will allow access for 24 hours to my nsfws will go on cam for the winner after my kids go to bed (depending on whats asked who knows what will happen) will add to my yahoo messenger. will make a salute of their choice on most any body part for them will put won by such and such for 24 hours on my name. so bid away fubucks,vips,blast,and or big pimpin gifts will be accepted so guys bid ur hearts out have fun with her for 24 hours!! u ahould have any questions plz ask and ill answer highest bidder will pay largerthanhim before she is urs for 24 hours so lets have fun and be nice!! Get this widget | Track details |

Last Minitue Details
since xmas is this bad am a voiding it i dont much care for it being that spend it a lone in any case so with out further a do am going to just pass and sleep right throught it yepo i got throught a lot the acuseing of my father beign a ass and still trying to keep it together and me looking like hammered shit like havent shaved that and me and dad are no longer talking to each other my my xmas is here all most i neds some ideas so who would like to throw me some sugestion am well comed to give some good ones if they want

Wolf Words
help them with comments and rates to get there pimpin gift or you can join yourself ????? i need you to all go to uber cherry and comment my pic please heres the link just click the pic please go to this link and sign the partition and help save the wolfs http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/770149370?ltl=1169236716

Random *b* Babble
For a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life.  But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid.  At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life.  This perspective has helped me to see there is no way to happiness.  Happiness is the way.  So treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one. Happiness is a journey, not a destination... ~souza   I was sitting in the airport in Phoenix in January and found this quote on a card that was blank inside.  As I read this, it seemed to me that it was the perfect way to describe the way I should be living my life.  It is so true that happiness is the journey and to always make the most of the time you have with your family and friends and those close to you.  The ones that you know treasure with the same equal power as you do them.  When walking your path in life, try to keep in

So....finally
6:56 PM - Random memories that make me wish I could turn back time to savor the moments. Before Florida: Playing in the snow with my cousins. Not worrying about tomorrow, just hoping today is the most fun it can be. Teaching my brothers and sisters to do everything. Actually feeling like I meant something to them......except being a ride. Swimming at the Z-pool. Having my three best friends always at my side, always getting into small amounts of trouble. Singing with my dad at 4:30am while we had a bonfire in his front yard and his pet pig was trying to steal my food. Sitting on the rooftop, looking at stars. Having "clubs" in our "fort" in the "woods"..........Derek And Amber will know what I'm talking about. Climbing trees. Getting piggyback rides. Snow days. Playing in the rain. Creating a mud slide in the back yard in the middle of Spring......and sliding down it in a snowsuit. Hanging out in the basement, which was basically a game

Life On The Lake
Would you like to win a 30 day blast? Here is all you have to do... Send me a picture of you and I will put it in my blast album...then, the first person to get 50,000 comments gets the 30 day blast. It's simple ! If you are caught cheating you will be disqualified immediately. JUST DON'T DO IT. Contest begins : Monday, August 11, 2008 , or when I have the minimum number of entrants, and ends when we have a winner ! I need a minimum of 10 people to start this contest... So go ahead and let's get this party started!! Good luck!!! HEY...DO YOU WANT A BLING PACK?? I AM HAPPILY GIVING THEM AWAY. HERE IS WHAT YOU DO... YOU GIVE ME 300 RATES OF 10 OR 11 AND I WILL GIVE YOU A BLING PACK !! IT'S JUST THAT EASY .IT WILL TAKE 3 DAYS AND YOU WILL MAKE POINTS WITH EVERY BLING YOU GIVE OUT....HOWS THAT FOR PAYOUT? ALL YOU DO IS MESSAGE ME AND TELL ME THAT YOU WANT A BLING PACK. WHEN I ANSWER YOU AND TELL YOU OK ... THEN GO FOR IT. YOU MUST WAIT FOR MY REPLY

Jokes
Recently, I was diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D. -Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder .This is how it has affected me:I decide to water my garden.As I turn on the hose in the driveway,I look over at my car and decide it needs washing.As I start toward the garage,I notice mail on the porch table thatI brought up from the mail box earlier.I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car.I lay my car keys on the table,put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table,and notice that the can is full.So, I decide to put the bills backon the table and take out the garbage first.But then I think,since I'm going to be near the mailboxwhen I take out the garbage anyway,I may as well pay the bills first.I take my check book off the table,and see that there is only one check left.My extra checks are in my desk in the study,so I go inside the house to my desk whereI find the can of Pepsi I'd been drinking.I'm going to look for my checks,but first I need to push the Pepsi asideso that I don

Stories
Dear Person There are many things in our lives that pass us by, there are many things that we hope will pass our way, but then there are things that come to us without even trying.   I write this letter to the person who over the last few days has brought me joy and happiness, who without even trying has touched my heart in so many ways words don’t seem enough right now. There is always someone out there who can turn your spark into a flame and keep it burning, which can make the storm inside turn into a calm gentle breeze, who can keep your heart beating everytime you see them.   But there is one person who has done more than I ever thought was possible, who has taken me and made me feel like a brand new person and giving me a new leash on life, who has brought so much happiness into my life without even knowing it. There is never a minute when I don’t think of him, but there will never be a moment when I cant be without him, I’ve grown to know him as time as go

Bbw Related
wow so much BBW Bashing lately on the mums, way out of hand in my opinion, granted a big girl isnt for everybody, but just remember someone does find her beautiful and I have to say to the bashers is remember the saying "those that live in glass houses shouldn't throw stones" Meaning of a BBW.... 1. A leading term used by many as Big Beautiful Woman. 2. An empowering alternative and politically correct description for the plus size woman as opposed to the derogatory term of Fat. 3. A woman who is over the so called weight standards. "Big Beautiful Woman." A cute fat chick. And yes, they do exist. And now for the meaning of a SSBBW..... Super-Size Big Beautiful Woman. A BBW who is particularly large, more so than a regular BBW. Depending on who you ask, a SSBBW is one who weighs 250 pounds plus, or is more than an XXL. A Big Beautiful Woman She stands or sits in all her glory, Overflowing, sexy abundance, A vision of grace, charm and beauty, The dynamo

What Subcategory Of Goth Are You
You scored as Romantic Goth. You are a romantic goth, better known as a traditional goth. You are probably quickly identified as a goth by outsiders. Black lace, bats, and moonlit cemetaries are just a few of your favorite things. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one.Romantic Goth100%Industrial/Rivet-Head79%Death Rocker75%Ethereal Goth63%Old-school Goth58%Confused Outsider54%Perky Goff42%Fantasy Goth42%Anything-Goes Goth38%Cyber-goth21%Understanding Outsider

Panda
Esskay - Come Home MaddieView | Copy Candles flicker softly on a table set for two,There's no one on the earth tonight except for me and you.A nice romantic dinner and a bottle of chilled wine,And we are here together in a moment stopped in time.A love so few have ever and this its birth night,Alone within our little world,you and i candlelight.So soon we will set free the feelings that we want to share,And i am held here spellbound by your laughter in the air.Thoughts of love like falling leaves,Swirling in the autumn breeze,Flow in our minds and in your eyes,A tender look and longing sighs,We touch and as the fire starts,That we have kindled in our hearts,We kiss and hear the angels sing,As heavens gift to me you bring,No more to live my life alone,And in your soul i found my home,At peace within your loving arms,Captivated by your charms,And happily i'd die for you,Here at this table set for two. mary simons (31/01/2007 04:39:22): A friend is someone true and for real, A friend

Music...
PINK..by Aerosmith!! Damn..gotta love that sexy mouth of his!! Pink it's my new obsession Pink it's not even a question, Pink on the lips of your lover, 'cause Pink is the love you discover Pink as the bing on your cherry Pink 'cause you are so very Pink it's the color of passion 'Cause today it just goes with the fashion Pink it was love at first sight Pink when I turn out the light, and Pink gets me high as a kite And I think everything is going to be all right No matter what we do tonight You could be my flamingo 'Coz pink is the new kinda lingo Pink like a deco umbrella It's kink - but you don't ever tell her Pink it was love at first sight, and Pink when I turn out the light Pink gets me high as a kite And I think everything is going to be all right No matter what we do tonight I want to be your lover I wanna wrap you in rubber As pink as the sheets that we lay on Pink it's my favorite crayon, yeah Pink it was lo

C51 Creations
Alright Whats up Everyone? A lot of people have been asking me for Animated Pics! I love to do them but there's Diff Kinds. So Let me explain the style and Prices here:    Basin Animation - up to 10 Pics you choose in a slideshow Style. 2 Million FuBucks or 1 Bling Credit. Animation with background - up to 5 Pics. 5 Million Fubucks or a 6 crt. Bling Pack.   Animation With Colorful Background - up to 10 pics or less - 10 Million Fubucks or 12 crt Bling Pack or a Boomerang. Like Me Slideshow - up to 10 pics or less - 10 Million Fubucks or 12 crt Bling Pack or a Boomerang.   Picture Animated Background - 1 picture 1 Animated Background - 5 million or a 6 Crt bling Pack. Animated Video gif - How ever long the video is + Cool Background - 30 Million or Auto 11 or bomb or 65 crt Bling Pack If you are looking For a Video For this picture... Please hit up Kryptonight he charges 6 Credits for each picture! His Link is:

My Stuff
You know, it's never pretty when one grows older... especially when it is ungraceful.. time seems to fly by, and no one is paying attention to the changes around them anymore because they are so damned busy. I have fallen down the rabbit hole.. as I have always been the 'obeserver' now, I am in charge of my own universe. It's funny it took this long to finally figure it out.. what is life? who is god? Why am I here? Unfortunately, the answers to these questions only pertain to me.. it is a duty of all to figure out these questions for yourself...for me, I am God, I am here to create, life is only an illusion..and everyone I see is part of me, and they are themselves as well... by the choices they have made in their lives, and the 'programing' they have recieved from the stimuli they are surrounded by. I used to think that life was a situation of daily tasks and goals, however, I couldn't have been more wrong..it is about experiencing everything that is around me, and to

Different Things
Duane The Dog Chapman Most Recent Role: Himself on Dog the Bounty Hunter Alias Name(s): Duane Chapman, Dog Gender: Male Birthplace: Denver, Colorado Birthday: 2-1-1953 Birth Name: Duane Lee Chapman Raised in Denver, Colorado Dog is the oldest of four children born to Wesley and Barbara Chapman. His father was a welder with the Navy. His mother was a minister with the First Assembly of God. Duane grew up tough and poor and dropped out of school in the ninth grade. Chapman subsequently joined a motorcycle gang. Dog was arrested 18 times for armed robbery. In 1977, Chapman was sentenced to five years of hard labor and served two of those years before being paroled in 1979. Before his sentencing, Chapman had married and fathered at least one child. His wife, at the time, had filed for divorce while Chapman was in prison. Because of this fact, Chapman owed money for child support. The judge in charge of handling the child support case asked Chapman to catch a fugitive for

Dork Proof
...and so does Dean. You see, Dean needs 15 more new fans before he can level. I fanned him a few weeks ago because he's a cool guy and I wouldn't want him not to level! I totally upset the fan-less balance of my page just to help him out. Deans Psychedelic Breakfast@ fubar And this is where helping us both comes in. You see, as soon as he levels (yay!) I'll be able to remove him from my fan list! lol   I wish to thank you all for your time, and your support. You're such good friends, and I'm happy I came back.  ...of what a dork/nerd I am:   I posted on Baby J's blog on how changing the famplifier rate notification from "by way of" to "via" would result in a 60% savings in related bandwidth. I made two text files with 100 iterations of each phrase. "by way of" was 1005 bytes, and "via" was 404. Waiting on approval by blog owner, lol.  The Manson Family Lounge: Where "welcome to the family" has a whole 'nother meaning... The only music in this lounge would be The Beatles' Wh

Gay Box
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cOYaicM-FoM WHAT IS MALE BEAUTY ? (GAY) - Funny videos are here

James
ALL MEN THIS REAL FUCK BULL SHIT NOW FUCK STASH WTF HE FUK JERK BOY IF EVER EVER SEE ONE FUCK UP EVER THING HERE IS BULL SHIT IC JERK BOY DID NT GET RATE BACK YET HE DOSE BEST AT SITE MESSUP LIKE ALL DOSE FREAK JERK OFF LIKE SAID BE4 NEED TWO GET SOME ONE IN KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DO WITH THE SITE GET JERK BOY OUT THERE i ask some one 4 hlep but guess he too busy jack meat off ur most be play with self why cant hlep me never ask him 4 any thing he can rite too hell

Elaysmith.com
Ok guys and gals I will be straight forward I am a professional model. I am here to promote my website, both private sexy videos and setup webcam shows. If you like to know more details message me.

Poetry
Abandoned the need for love, a need that was exploited and twisted and turned to something foul the tourtured last moment of life that should have been the ending but was the beginning of the diakka. *Authors note: Diakka = evil spirit/a spirit in general mostly evil though (gypsy language) Tears of pain and lust Stain the color of his eyes A choked reply I don't want to hurt you To the question unasked Burden my heart? We both have other Great loves Friends we will always be A shared night of intimate torture Colors burst forth Green and yellow merge The want of another In future days to come And strengthen our bond This outflow of essense The bite of your teeth The lick of your tongue The taste of life Is a friend's love. 5/4/2004 It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. For you see everyone hears you, friends hear what you say, and best

The Wyld Life...
Ok, I've mentioned this story in lounge before, but figured it'd be funny as hell to mention in my Blog too, beings anyone I've ever told this story to had laughed their ass off...it deals with my experience going to a sperm bank. First, however, let me give you a little background as to how I ended up going there. It's been almost a year since I got laid off from my job, and a few weeks after it happened, my wife and I were scrambling around, trying to figure out how we were going to pay our bills. At the time, I was already donating plasma (yes, I was already whoring out one bodily fluid for cash...why not another? :p ), and apparently, my brother-in-law had mentioned to my wife something about a sperm bank in the city where I lived...an anonymous sperm donor program where if you got in, you'd go in and continually donate for 9 months regularly, could donate twice a week, and get $40 to $55 each donation. Figuring it out in her head that this would be about $320 to $440 a month, i

Contests Etc......
I was Leary about entering contest after being screwed royal in the Hot Marina giveaway. Me and Tat_man both killed ourselves to do 40.000 comments finish it and never got anything as did a lot of her other entry's. Here was my link the page is still open. fubar.com photo: 2560362512 ] Here a lifetime fubar rank of #40 A Legend #23 her page is still going here on fubar and she's on her way to Oracle. And she screwed god knows how many in this one giveaway had 80 people entered in and more then half got nothing for finishing and doing all that work. She hasn't been seen on here in months but she still climbs the ranks here on fubar go figure. You can find her page here http://fubar.com/user/144345 Biggest fake on fubar this is sure one in my book. So I figured I'd finally give it another try. I started a contest October 11 that ends on Nov 1st. And thanks to all of you that did really try to help me I will never forget you and I wont forget the lesson this time taught me ei

I Dedicate This.. To..
The following is my Yahoo conversation with Elle Then after Elle its My yahoo With Kben Elle McFadden: hey Jessa Farris: Apprently i did something if i lost my mods LOL Elle McFadden: everyone has for the moment Jessa Farris: ohh ok Elle McFadden: when i talked to u the other day about workin with the codes n shit i told u we didnt want anything done without us approving it first Elle McFadden: we want the drunk tank profile deleted Jessa Farris: yeah thats what you said: ohh ok .. Jessa Farris: I can delete that Jessa Farris: gimmie two secs Elle McFadden: we appreciate u helpin out but u cant go doin shit without askin us first Jessa Farris: I didnt think it would ya would mind cuz i needed a place i could put all the Name tags im making So they are clouding up my profile Jessa Farris: are = arent Elle McFadden: u can load em n i'll copy them n then u can delete them off urs Jessa Farris: its deleted Elle McFadden: ty Jessa Farris: Np Elle McFadden: as far

Relations
Forty years later, they're in the same hotel room they spent their honeymoon in. She takes off her clothes, lies down on the bed, spreads her legs... Her husband looks at her and he begins to weep uncontrollably. She says, "What's the matter?" He says, "Forty years ago, I couldn't wait to eat it, and now, NOW..." "Now?" she asks. "Now, it looks like it can't wait to eat ME!" This for nik!! 1. A beer bottle doesn't look any better with its labels off. 2. Peeling off beer labels isn't as much fun. 3. You can suck a beer at only one spot. 4. Enjoying a beer involves a positive calorie intake. 5. The bottom of a beer can isn't very interesting. 6. You can't eat a beer. 7. You can't buy a beer at 9AM on Sunday in some states. 8. There's a law about driving after having too many beers 9. You have to be over 21 to enjoy a beer. 10.Beer never complains when u come home late drunk. 11.A beer doesnt taste better as it gets warmer

More Assorted Poems
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need I love you even more with every breath Truly Madly Deeply, do I will be strong I will be faithful Because I'm counting on a new beginning A reason for living A deeper meaning, yeah... I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bathe with you in the sea I want to lie like this forever Until the sky falls down over me And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky I'll make a wish Send it to heaven And it'll make you want to cry tears of joy for all the Pleasure and the certainty That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection Of the highest power In lonely hours The tears without you I am the burden that keeps you awake I am the fears that sing you to sleep I am the flowers that lay by your grave I am the tears you shall no longer weep....... What is beauty? Where is it found? Is it trapped in our soul? Is it in o

My Blog
Just a quick not to say thanks to everyone who has come by my online store and for the ones who havent .. please check it out NOW BeachsideGifts.com Click on the link , will open a new in a window Does anyone really read these things.. let me know if ya do.. just wondering :) Gawd I love Foamy. But be aware this might be offensive to some people who dont have a sense of humor. Please dont send me hate mail...lol... Click on the image to view

Muppets Day!!
So of course its Monday so Hugh and I decided it should be National be a Muppet Character Day..... Hence I'm beaker. There has been overwhelming favour to be a Muppet so if you could please advice us in a comment on who you are then nobody will pick doubles... Also if you would like we are allowing for sesame street characters.... Thank you from the dorks, Swedish Chef and Beaker

Point Whore Of The Day!
so both my parents have some bm control "issues" and neither one will admit it...... the latest arguement...... who crapped in the recliner?   that is all...... · dirty little sl... status: ~Fam Add+3 Naughty Salutes+CamShow for a God Mode Bli...!   I'd say the name says it all in this case, but shes lieing, shes not a slut, shes a whore. 6:51pm reply bubblelico...: i will go on cam and showu my nfsw pics if u buy me a 25 credits bling pack   cancel Chat 6:52pm more To bubblelico...: I'll pass thanks yeah this one made me giggle......... shes not even SEMI attractive LMAO

Zepman's "how I Met Jimmy Page"
CHAPTER FIVE - Zepman's "How I Met Jimmy Page" Note: Thanks for all of your patience, fellow Zeppelin fans, it's been a long winding road of a tale to get to this point, but I hope you found the telling interesting, nonetheless...tonight we get to the meat and potatoes of the story, the part you were all waiting for...but alas, as all true tales seem to have either a silver lining to a dark cloud, or vice-versa, there will be one more chapter published, The Epilogue, which will enlighten you on the aftermath of this encounter. ...as I rang the buzzer, now for the fourth time (and definitely last, I thought, if the same voice answered and told me yet again that "Mr. Page is still in the studio, but...", because I didn't want to seem like a pest, and I would just tell him to pass along my greetings, appreciation, and thanks for so many years of musical enjoyment, and the inspiration to play guitar myself), I admired the large, old trees on the properties in that area, and the vie

Coolness
Ok, before I start, just let me say I'm not looking for sympathy of any kind, so I don't want any. (meaning that if anyone comments me saying anything to do with "things will work out" or "things could be worse" or something, I don't wanna hear it. In fact, I'll probably delete the comment and not respond) I'm writing this in a blog because I have shit on my mind and need to get it off my chest, and this is the easiest way to do so....just like anyone else does Now, I probably sound like a broken record for saying this yet again, but I know for a fact that things won't get any better from where I currently stand. The last 6 months have been pretty much nothing but trouble. I can't find a job, classes suck, all my family lives out of state, and not to mention random bullshit I've dealt with this year. Well, I'm sick of it. I love my friends to death, but I feel like I'm not getting what I really need when I'm here. I dunno if moving back to my parents' in Florida is a wise choice,

Ramblings Of Insanity
i'm in so much pain right now all i wanna do is cry. my meds aren't helping... i can't seem to stop feeling exhausted... my 4 year old lil girl is constantly climbing on me, kicking me, hitting me, pushing me...and she's literally pushing me over the edge. i'm not sure if i can handle this much more.. i feel like i'm going insane!! it feels like my flesh is being ripped from the bones, like i've been beaten and battered and dragged behind a car for hundreds of miles. i can't get any rest...i try..but it hurts soo bad. i take my ultram and it does absolutely NOTHING.. and on top of that, i woke up this morning with what feels like bronchitis starting in my chest... again... i just wanna go to sleep and not wake up for weeks... can someone please put me in a coma? A well known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200 people he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I'm going to give this to one of you, b

In The Mind Of The Big Bad Wolf
So this is very simple I finally found someone that makes me happy and for someone reason a lot of my so called "friends" have a problem with that. Well you know what FUCK YOU. Im sorry that for once in the last 9 months or so I am truely happy and some of you cant handle that. I have been through far to much to keep you hating ass people around. I deserve to be happy and if you dont like it let me know now so I can just cut you the fuck out of my life. Some people I know this does not apply to at all, there are a few people I have no qestion at all when I call them my friends. This is truely for all those fake ass posers on my friends list. Im going to start deleting people in the next day or two and by the time im done I dont really care if I only have 10 friends on my list. Im not here for a popularity contest or to earn meaningless points. keep that in mind everyone has TWO DAYS TOPS to let me know they want to stay. So I spent the better part of last night stiching up m

Shane Is Blog
my bartabs not working right it only tells when people rate mumms. so im wondering if people have uploaded new pics within the last couple of days that need rating i just watched halloween 6 tonight. not my favorite but i think i would watch it cause i have not seen it years well kind of most die hard fans knows theres another halloween 6 out there which most people call the producers cut or halloween 666 i saw the producers cut a few months ago, i had say its 100 times better then the version you can see on dvd, for 1 the producers cut relly goes in to detail about Thorn and why michael myers is trying to kill his family and the ending is alot better has anyone seen it if you seen it tell me what you think of it. if your not seen it check it out you cant bye it from shops but its all over the net heres some clips from the P-cut ive added a new guestbook to my profile can you add yourself to it please :-)

Detatched
Okay well my best friend is gay and really liking this one guy who sorta has a bf I KNOW DRAMA and anyway well clearly the other guy being gay i dont see a problem in me being friends with him but my firend is all like i dont trust u with him and such and its like WHAT?! he is gay so whatever he was drunk and being whatever it is he is.was being well to top it all off the guy told me he wanted me to be his new years kiss....... thank god he didnt end up sticking around... i was like no wow i cant u have to kiss him first like ill kiss ya its new years but i cant be the first he would kill me.....i needed to get it out.... put somewhere he couldn't find it ... i just dont want his feelings hurt that he asked me but i did say no http://fubar.com/user/813171 that user is Stephine Lynn please fan rate and and her and say i sent you okay well i miss mr. m but he gave me his addy so i can write him which for some reason i think he would write back because he wants to do a job that invo

Rants
Not sure if most of you are like me or if anyone may read this, but I am pretty tired of the people no longer having a voice in our country. For many years now our country has been run my the highest bidder and not the people. Our Government is for sale. As the number of voters shrinks the lining of our elected offficals grows bigger. They say money is free speech, there for the more you have the louder your speech. If you have no money, or little of it to spend on politics your voice goes unheard. Yes, we have polls, but who can say they are not fixed anymore? I'll get to my point. On July 4th of this year I am going to walk from St. Louis, Mo. to Washington, DC in protest of our lack of accountablity and leadership in our countries capital. For to long I have just thought by voting I would have my say, but do I? I live in IL. and in every Presidential election I know my state will always elect a Demicrate for President, so why vote? When I get to Washington I will address my cong

Donna
I am leaving for Kentucky ..be back Thursday evening...I don't even know why I am blogging this..not like anyone reads my shit anyway. Alone All alone in a room way to cold for my liking Alone with my thoughts my dark thoughts that run through my head Alone wishing nothing more but to have someone stand by my side Alone in a room that seems like its closing in on me Alone with memory's Alone with pain All alone in a big world that seems kinda cruel in some ways and dark with no light Alone staring at old scars Alone thinking of creating new scars........ Welcome to The Age of Insults -- a time when civility, respect and tolerance mean nothing. Hurting people's feelings means even less. Today, making enemies is more popular than making friends, and political and cultural debates end up being personal. Heaven help you if you have the ability to actually put yourself in another person's shoes and see the world from his or her point of view! These days, that's consi

My Dreams
Time is passing by and I have not been able to kiss you, to give you love, to hold you.  I know you feel the same as I do, but I’m tired of not being with you.  When you call me, I am able to pretend that I am happy with it, but as soon as I hang up the phone there is great sadness.    I am tired of all the “I like you” and the thousands “I want you” that you send me through email. Come here and tell me face to face, because through the computer I can’t feel a thing.     You are keeping me from seeing your body laid on my bed.  I notice time passing by and you are so far.  Come here and make my life longer, come here and heal this wound, come here because through pictures I can not touch you and less give you love.  Come here baby, because none can be adored by chatting on the computer.  Come here because is not the same to talk to you, than to touch you, and feel your warmth.   Oh my love.  If I am under the swaying of your legs, if I’m b

Thoughts
NODDY -- [noun]:A level headed person who always makes the wrong decision 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com and my given name hehe CHARLOTTE -- [adjective]:Sexually stunning 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com OKAY SO MY FRIENDS HUBBY IS IN A CONTEST AND GET THIS EVERYONE BECAUSE IM SITTING ON THE FLAG THE DUMBASS RUNNING THE CONTEST BLOCKED ME FROM VOTEING BECAUSE SHE DOESNT LIKE MY FLAG PICTURE..I GUESS I MOST LOOK BETTER ON THE FLAG THEN SHE DOES....ANYWAY I THINK THAT IS CHEATING BECAUSE SHE IS NOW PICKING AND CHOOSEING WHO CAN AND CANT VOTE RIGHT..HOW SMART IS THAT OHH AND HERE IS HER LITTLE BLOG SHE WROTE ... subject: disrespect towards our flag post date: 2006-11-26 13:20:13 views: 3 comments: 0 ratings: 0 for those who dont know this and think it is patriotic it isnt. WEARING THE FLAG AND I MEAN THE ACTUAL FLAG IS DISRESPECTFUL. SITTING ON IT IS EVEN MORE DISRESPECT BECAUSE THE FLAG IS TO NEVE

Whispers
Simple I and enjoy it I do, life is never easy but try to keep it mellow is what I like to do. I like to laugh, so my jokes are cheese and make no sense. made you laugh didn't it? I rather have my nerd he plays games and quote movie phrases and we understand one another fine. I listen to all type of music, rock my country music on sunny days, blast my techno mixes when I wan to dance, classical when I create in the kitchen, and anything else I want to hear. I like ice cream, how about you, sitting in the park, combatting bee, wishing a bug dare land on your yummy cold treat, it be ~like honey child please~ . I love my life though it may not be where I hoped it might I'm still Blessed to enjoy the simple life. ~Peace of the 4 Winds guide you~ ~~ I.L. P Ok I've always wrote poems and other things but a friend asked me had I wrote lyrics and I thought about it that I had never done so before. I did so now and this was inspired my G.C. It's not the best but it's a start right!  

The Ashbin
First, I apologize for not having my poem or short story up when I said I was going to attempt to post it.  My piece in question has definitely turned itself into a poem, for that I again apologize.  Anyone can write words and call them a poem.  I personally refuse.  I need to make sure it is in fact a poem.  Poems, let me start over, GOOD Poems take a lot of time and revision.  Every word has to not only be the right word but on the right line, in the right rhythm, with the right timing and tone along with many other factors to synchronize into a completely composed symphony.  So I will not be posting this poem for quite some time.  Instead I am going to turn my focus onto a completely different story and work on having that posted by next Sunday. Second, Happy Holidays.  I don’t care if you received the present you’ve been waiting for.  I hope you enjoyed quality time with your loved ones.  I will be the first to admit I don’t always look forward to family gatherin

Evanescing Mortal Planes
Dark outside...but even the Shifters know that it's just a distraction. It's feeding time in the world of Shadows and the Lost. Movement...something we have to catch...into the road, out of the road, into the road....watch out for the cars...big white truck...moves into the other lane. She's there, going around one side. He's there, watching, waiting, seeing who will give chase first. And it's her. Flush him out so she can tackle him. A house. Sadness. He's a Shifter. Getting dressed. New pants. But...not afraid of the shadows...even the ones that eye him in hungry anticipation. Pants look like the blanket on our real bed...something about because the jeans are wet his have to be too. But then...a home. She kisses me and slides on top. Just lays there. We're lost...lost forever in some spinning moment. Then writing. Saying we'll have to stop the mornings cuz she's going to be late for work. Someone beside her...me not me...saying that it's all ended now and there's no love there

Random Thoughtz
JUST THOUGHT ID PUT DOWN A FEW THOUGHTZ WHILE I HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY...I MISS BEIN ONLINE EVERYDAY. I MISS FUBAR. I MISS MY FRIENDZ AND FAMILY ON HERE. I MISS MY LOUNGE LIZARDZ.I MISS MY MUSIC.YA...THATZ JUST 4 STARTERZ...I GUESS THE GUD THING IZ HAVING U ALL N MY LIFE OR I WUDNT EVEN KNOW WHAT I WUZ MISSING-WAIT,IZ THAT GUD OR BAD?IDK...I LUV YAS-PEACE OUT...XOX HEY FU-FOLK,WHATZ POPPIN? BEEN A WHILE SINCE I CHECKED N BLOGWISE SO I THOUGHT ID BETTER GIVE YA'S N UPDATE...WELL,ITZ LIKE THIS...LOL! MORE OFTEN THAN NOT I SEEM TO B TECHNILOGICALLY CHALLENGED.IM GETTIN LOTZ OF FU-LOVE LATEYAND IM FLATTERED N GRATEFUL 4 IT! IT MUST APPEAR 2 SUM OF U THAT I JUST TAKE IT 4 GRANTED THO AND I WANT U ALL 2 KNOW THAT THAT IZ NOT THE CASE.I LOST MY PC N A CUSTODY BATTLE(LOL) AND IT WUZ SO BROKEN-HEARTED THAT IT HAS SINCE DIED(R.I.P. BLACKIE),SO IM PRETTY MUCH  LIMITED 2 USING THE INTERNET BROWSER ON MY CELLFONE OR MY ROOMMATE'S LAPTOP WHEN HE'S FEELIN GENEROUS.FUBAR ISN

My Favorite Color..woo Hoo..
Your Love Element Is Earth In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation What Element Is Your Love? You scored as Pink. Your heart is pink. You're everyone's friend. Woo go you! Everyone loooves you!! You're the definition of a true friend, which is why you mean so much to your friends. You will do anything to see your friends smile, you have a great quality- don't change for anybody.Pink93%Blue86%White57%Red54%Black

Funnies And Other Stuff
'Twas the night before Christmas in my redneck house; Junior was wringing the neck of a mouse. My .357 sat right on my lap Just waiting for Santa, to take all his crap. The young'uns were restless and watching in shifts To see if he'd come and I'd shanghai some gifts, When out from the yard came a godawful noise O could it be him with a shitload of toys? I jumped from my chair and my crotch screamed in pain I caught my left nut on my wallet's big chain But then I unwrapped it and flew out the door Yelling, "Hold it right there, you old son of a whore!" "Hands in the air and kick over that sack, And then real slowly move 20 feet back." He did as I told him, fat, stupid old elf; I laughed so damn hard I near pissed on myself. I grabbed his big bag with a hearty guffaw Then I dragged it inside after spitting some chaw. I heard him take off - in a second he split, Leaving my yard heaped with fresh reindeer shit. Back in my chair I let out such a yelp That the

Things I Wrote When I Was A Teenage Mom
By the abandoned roads This lonely child Cries into the winter air I got sent home from a date way to soon. I loved a man way to much. I grew close and he pushed me away. All I want is for a man to care for me as much I care for him. As I sit alone in this cold dark room I think of the ways I loved him. I try so hard to hell him how I feel but the wrong words get in the way. I ask myself,how could I tell him how I feel before its to late; before i get hurt again? he sent me home with unfinished words! Dreams, others have many. I only have one, to be able to give my children what i never had; hope!

Poetry And Lyrics...
It is living inside of me like any virus Stop me if you've heard this all before I'm pretty sure you have but you'd like to be lured back in So smile and flirt "Wouldn't you like to stay the night?" "Why of course not my love, can't you see the skies letting loose?" Suspended like a tight-rope walker over the ocean Blowing kisses to the drowning mass Sainted by your self-sacrificial ways Let me greet you with open arms A knife held in each hand Perhaps then you'd get the point Perhaps you'd understand Stab. Choke. Lie. Choke I'd love to watch you die Choke Oh how I tire of circles Every now and then I'd prefer to repeat life in straight lines At least then I'd see just where I'm headed And where I've come from The buzzing flies await The feeding maggots behind All my life I've been ascending Only to be eaten alive The sound of her head bursting As it creates an opening in the wall World blackens to electrical eyes No more for

Contest/auctions/giveaways
Mike S ™ Owner of the HideAway@ fubar I would like EVERYONE to take the time to go by and RE-RATE MikeS.. SLAM HIS PAGE HARD... BLING HIM... Do Whatever you HAVE to DO.. to try to Make a DENT that 47Million points he now has to make to get to Prophet. That Man Stood PROUDLY by me last nite while friends pushed me back up into the doubledigit levels!!! He Held me & wiped my tears as I sat in shock @ the generousity of friends and family. The only warning he continually gave out was that he would BLOCK anyone that rated his page until my account was back up to where it was once. Not alot of Fubarians realize that Mike & I have been going thru he$$ this past week... We had an ex psycho Dj leave the HideAway and strike back at us and since they were unable to hack our home network, they reported us to our internet service provider for "Supposedly" downloading and playing a copywrited version of Frank Zappas' Marijuanaville in our lounge, The Hideaway. Since that "Cl

Recipes
Crockpot Canadian Bacon Soup 1 16-oz pkg dried lentils, sorted and rinsed 2 (14 1/2 ozs. each) cans ready-to-serve vegetable broth 1 6-oz pkg sliced Canadian-style bacon, coarsely chopped 2 medium carrots, cut into 1/2-inch pieces 1 medium potato, peeled and cut into 1/2-inch pieces 1 medium onion, chopped 1 medium stalk celery, cut into 1/2-inch pieces 4 cups water 1 tsp dried thyme leaves 1/2 tsp salt 1/4 tsp pepper Mix all ingredients in 3 1/2- to 6-quart slow cooker. Cover and cook on Low heat setting for 8-9 hours or High for 3-5 hours or until lentils are tender. Stir well before serving. Serves 8. Egg Lemon Soup (Ovalemono Soup) Ingredients: 4 qts. Chicken broth 2 C. Rice 8 Eggs 1 C. Lemon juice Directions: Cook Rice in broth. Beat eggs until frothy. Slowly add lemon juice into eggs. Slowly add 2 cups of broth to egg mixture. Slowly add egg mixture to the remaining broth. You want to heat this very slowly and stir often.

Odd Formaly Known As Bunny's Bloggy Blog Blog.
Why is it still hard to be on a date?  Each time I'm on a date all I can do is knitpick in my head about what's going on.  I get truend off by a guy so quickly it's sad.  You'd think I'd not be that picky but I am.  This guy is nice but when i mentioned to him how i've been in the mood to get drunk he said he gets violent when he's drunk.  downer.  also each time i looked away and looked back he was stairing at my breasts.  They are average size for crying out loud.  The way he was looking at them they could have been a feast and he someone who hasn't eaten in 30 days. Lol I came up with a weird game I wish I could make but I can't so if you can by all means take this idea take the credit I just want to know if it gets made lmao game idea is this you are in line for a ride at a theme park or fair someplace you can drink. You have to go pee badly, you have a strange power to transfer your urine to random people so you use that to shorten the line you can only go so fast and you

Fubar Need To Knows
=============HOW TO MAKE A FUBAR SKIN========================== ========================WITH HEADBAR======================= (This is what the skin should look like) 1. body,tbody,table, tr, th, td, = the look of the fonts on every part of the skin itself 2. div.alert_box_scroll,div.shout_box_scroll_content,div.blast_scroll = well of course the image that will show up in the shout box, the bar tab and the Blast box! 3. body, html = Background image 4. td.userprofile_headerbar = What you want on the top under your name 5. td.userprofile_primarycolumn = The column behing your main default pic! 6. textarea {background-color:transparent; = Where people go to write you a comment on your profile! 7. a:hover = Picture behind the shout box name when you click a person in your shoutbox to type... the pic is in there: 8. div#fixedtipdiv = Image behind their name when you click them: =========OTHER STUFF============= 1. In Each one ther

Rockstar Fantasy Train
YOU ARE CORDIALLY INVITED TO JOIN PRINCESS LEIA'S OFFICIAL FUBAR STARSHIP CREW *************************************** First, you'll board the ship in the finest cloud city ever. *************************************** Next, you have to watch out for Princess Leia, she might visit you and give out an explosive drink at any given moment.. (Don't worry, it won't harm you.) The other passengers might send you drinks, gift you, bling, or rate your things, you never know what's going to happen on this ship... Surprises await, including tags By Vollare Dave. 1. ' Princess Leia' Please Re-post *************************************** After you rate, fan, add, the crew, promotions team, and captain, just leave a blog comment for the captain saying you have completed all the steps. she will add you to the Starship crew and on board the ship. Comments are encouraged. After the captain adds you to the crew and gives you your comment, repost the bulletin. Also

Lyrics
En la suite 16 Lo que empieza no termina Del mini bar al eden Y en muy mala companía Era ese sabor en tu piel A azufre revuelto con miel Asi que me llene de coraje y me fui a caminar por el lado salvaje Pense "no me mires asi" Ya se lo que quieres de mi Que no hay que ser vidente aquí Para un mal como tu no hay cuerpo que aguante Coro: Lo hecho está hecho Volvi a tropezar Con la misma piedra que hubo siempre Se siente tan bien todo lo que hace mal Y contigo nunca es suficiente Como fue Que paso Esa noche Impaciente Fueron a llamar La de recepción Cuando se quejaban de la 17 No puede ser nada normal Acabar eligiendo tan mal En materia de hombres soy toda una experta siempre en repetir mis errores No hay ceguera peor Que no querer mirar Cuando te guardabas el anillo dentro del bolsillo y dejarlo pasar Coro: Lo hecho está hecho Volvi a tropezar Con la misma piedra que hubo siempre Se siente tan bien todo lo que hace mal Y contigo nunca es suficiente Nunca me senti tan fuera de lugar Nunca

Memoirs Of An Invisible Man
http://www.chinapage.com/sunzi-e.html this is a site that summerizes the book. Basicly explains what was meant etc. THe book is far better tho as you translate the words to your own meanings. enjoy go out and get your moms flowers get her a present get her some food get her bent get her twisted so she can feel it on monday morning ;) have a good one guys http://snt.listen2myradio.com/ on air, come on stickam and holla at the kid at http://www.stickam.com/fattyman

Contest
here are the rules please read carefully Rules: 1. Please Fan, Rate & Add Me 2. Rate & comment your Favorite Friends Tag & others if you wish. 3. Bombing is permitted..You can comment as many times as you want, & You can even comment your own pics. 4. No fresh meat. You need to be level 3 or higher 5. ABSOUTLY NO DRAMA whatsoever or I will remove the voter & the contestant from the contest 6. No down rating or negitave comments allowed if so you will removed without notice! 7. No lude or inapproiate comments or pictures allowed. 8. Tags that are not activated after 48 hours, will be taken out of the contest. 9. If u belong to a family, Please respect other that dont have family 10. IF I CATCH ANYONE CHEATING YOU WILL BE AUTOMATICALLY DISQUALIFIED!! here is the pic please go and rate and comment the heck out of me go show this guy some luvs in his first contest he is in the sexiest eyes contest click the pic a

Have A Good Day :)
MySpace Comments KIM -- [adjective]:Tasting like strawberries 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com MySpace Comments

The Little Secrets
You Are From the Moon You can vibe with the steady rhythms of the Moon. You're in touch with your emotions and intuition. You possess a great, unmatched imagination - and an infinite memory. Ultra-sensitive, you feel at home anywhere (or with anyone). A total healer, you light the way in the dark for many. What Planet Are You From? i know i haven't been on too much lately, but i picked up another job. Its going pretty good although i just started it about a month ago. i just wanted to let all of you know that i am still alive and breathing. love to you all!

If You Want To See Tons Of Nude Girls Read This
ok guys, i get alot of e mail. so it so hard to keep up with all of you. i have a yahoo group i help run. i will have my friend invite you there. there is a place where you can see hunreds of real myspace girels all topless or fully nude with there url link to contact them. there new girls uploaded all the time. if your intreasted then e mail me . kathygirl2007@yahoo.com http://groups.yahoo.com/group/myspacepiccollection/

Ty Coughlin Reverse Funnel System
Ty Coughlin Reverse Funnel SystemLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowIt may be easier to ask how could people not love the reverse funnel system? The reverse funnel system makes people a lot of money, it made me enormous amounts of money in a short period of time. The reverse funnel system is constantly working, and it is working for you! Therefore the reverse funnel system is your friend… people love their friends.I love the reverse funnel system. It made me almost thirty thousand dollars the first month I became a part of the system. Never before in my life have I been as grateful for an internet marketing system as when I was introduced to the reverse funnel system. It has done things for me that none of my closest friends would… it has given me thousands and thousands of dollars.Therefore, I have concluded that anyone who loves money and wants financial freedom will love the Reverse Funnel System.Any one who wants to control their destiny and become part of a successful team tha

Word Of The Day...
A witty mannerism, personality, or behavior that is a combination of sarcasm and cynicism. Usually accepted as a complimentary term. [Snark] is sometimes mistaken for a snotty or arrogant attitude. Her snarky remarks had half the room on the floor laughing and the other half ready to walk out. When someone is wearing headphones and speaks very loud because s/he tries to speak over the music. Mike: Hey man how's it going? Joe:I'M FINE, WHAT'S UP WITH YOU!!!!!? Mike: Whoh man, watch it you're suffering from a little bit of headphone syndrome Bay Area slang for "you know what I'm sayin?" Other variations include "[yadadaimsayin]" and "[yadada] I'm talkin bout?" im bout to put this [thizz] in my life....[spark] this [bleezy] and take it from there yadadamean?

Say What?
I don't know if anyone will read this... or will even care to read this. At the current moment, I can't sleep, my stomach is all queasy, and I don't know what's going on anymore. Life... is... I don't know how to describe it. Life is down right crappy. I wish I knew where to begin, but I don't even know if anyone reading this will even care, or will they post something "upbeat", or "uplifting". That isn't what i need. I know what I need, but I know that I'll never be able to have that again. I know that I fucked up somewhere. I know that there is no turning back, 3 years removed from everything. If I could turn the hands of time backwards, and change it all, would I be the same person? No, I wouldn't, but then, I don't even know if I'd be happy even then. So once again, my birthday is here, and once again, i find myself growing older, and i wonder to myself, am I wiser? As we all know the saying, older and wiser... Older is the one we can't stop, no matter what, ever

The Dark Side
Into thy hands, O Lord, I commend the souls of thy servant Donald, and beseech Thee to grant him rest in the place of thy rest, where all thy blessed Saints repose, and where the light of thy countenance shineth forever. And I beseech Thee also to grant that our present lives may be godly, sober, and blameless, that, we too may be made worthy to enter into thy heavenly Kingdom with those we love but see no longer: for Thou art the Resurrection, and the Life, and the Repose of thy departed servants, O Christ our God, and unto Thee we ascribe glory to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit; now and ever, and unto ages of ages. Amen.I am weak, but Thou art strong; Jesus, keep me from all wrong; I'll be satisfied as long As I walk, let me walk close to Thee. Just a closer walk with Thee, Grant it, Jesus, is my plea, Daily walking close to Thee, Let it be, dear Lord, let it be. Through this world of toil and snares, If I falter, Lord, who cares

Life's Expectations
Anonymous Americas I Saw Three Ships I saw three ships come sailing in On Christmas day, on Christmas day; I saw three ships come sailing in On Christmas day in the morning. And what was in those ships all three, On Christmas day, on Christmas day? And what was in those ships all three, On Christmas day in the morning? Our Saviour Christ and his lady, On Christmas day, on Christmas day; Our Saviour Christ and his lady, On Christmas day in the morning. Pray whither sailed those ships all three, On Christmas day, on Christmas day? Pray whither sailed those ships all three, On Christmas day in the morning? O they sailed into Bethlehem, On Christmas day, on Christmas day; O they sailed into Bethlehem, On Christmas day in the morning. And all the bells on earth shall ring, On Christmas day, on Christmas day; And all the bells on earth shall ring, On Christmas day in the morning. And all the Angels in Heaven shall sing, On Christmas da

Omg I'm Hot Lol
You know how when you're young and you're so full of ambition, you think you can do anything and you damn near kill yourself tryin .. well heres some things I want to accomplish before I die .. I know morbid huh ? but this is life and it is a blog you have a choice whether or not to read it lol 1. I want to feel a love so strong that my heart beats specifically for that person and that person alone ( found it ) 2. I want to find happiness in a job that I enjoy working 3. I want to run barefoot on the streets in venice and paris and syndey .. well no one likes shoes 4. I want to hurt so bad that I feel like nothing will make it good again ( without suffering there is no compassion) 5. I want to change the life of someone else so drastically, that they can't imagine what it would have been not to have known me. 6. I want to smell exotic scents blindfolded .. just to know what it's like to be sensous 7. I want to spend an ungodly amount of money on my dream truck.

My Thoughts And About Life And Whatnot.
ok so my ex is talking to my friend.. he's 18 shes 14.. not that that matters but.. he pisses me off the fact that he says "i still like your you were my first"..ok and then all the sudden likes my friend.. do you think hes trying to make me jealous or what Ok we had talked on the phone just before this and. I was faking but I you know hinted that I knew. But didn't make it obvious. And we were ok ha my ass. And this is the convo I'm having with him Its a bit jumbled together Him: Now or when ever I don't have nothin to do hotassrockchick: i havent found a good one yet him: Guess we can be single together him: Oh why not hotassrockchick: i dont want one him: Oh why not hotassrockchick: no him: Bc I'm so shy do you have a bf me: yes why dont you have a gurlfriend ass: I'm jonathan btw you need a pic lol what do you look like ass: Aw really that would be cool Ass: Oh I see I'm a good one but you've heard that before but if we hung out you

First
Once upon a DreamYou took my hand in yours.Once upon a DreamYou looked into my eyes.Once upon a DreamYou held me close.Once upon a Dream You kissed me softly.Once upon a DreamYou were mine.I cannot see when it happened.I cannot see why.All I see is pain in your eyes.All I see...Once upon a DreamWe said "Forever."Once upon a DreamWe meant together.Once upon a DreamI saw blue skies.Once upon a DreamYou heard my cries.Once upon a Dream...The Dream seems over.My world grows colder.The Love I knew fades away.Once upon a Dream...As I sit here watching you sleep, I can't help but cry. Your so cold anymore...and I don't know how to warm you anymore. Once upon a Dream, you smiled when you saw me. Now all you seem to do is look away. I don't know when or where we went wrong, but it's not to late to fix this. Tell me how to relight your fire. Tell me how to bring you back to Life. Tell me that you still Love me. I LOVE YOU BABY!!!! A horrid screamA crowded roomThey all lookBut no one seesThe pain

Truth ?
Lets let the pictures talk. So lets see what the guy that busts out so called scripters has on his pc hmmmm. And the guy that goes after fake accounts endorses a stuffed animal apparently as a real account. Kinda funny but a slap in the face to the Admin on this site , the bouncer who approved this salute must have gotten amnesia on the rules for salutes. Notice the age of the owl and the date the owl joined this site. Do we all remember the guy that bust out fakes on this site, begging for people to donate fubux to this FAKE so that the FAKE could have the SPOTLIGHT? So is this FakeBuster actually using the same ip addy to help level up a FAKE ACCOUNT? OMG don't TELL ME SO!! *gasp* LOL To the real azzhat http://fubar.com/blog/221712/926721 So which was it ??? Or who was your friends before the happy hours? And who will it be next month ?

How Im Feeling/songs For My Mood
"8 Mile"Eminem[Eminem]Sometimes I just feel like, quittin I still mightWhy do I put up this fight, why do I still writeSometimes it's hard enough just dealin with real lifeSometimes I wanna jump on stage and just kill micsAnd show these people what my level of skill's likeBut I'm still white, sometimes I just hate lifeSomethin ain't right, hit the brake lightsCase of the stage fright, drawin a blank likeDa-duh-duh-da-da, it ain't my faultGreat then I falls, my insides crawland I clam up (wham) I just slam shutI just can't do it, my whole manhood'sjust been stripped, I have just been vickedSo I must then get off the bus then splitMan fuck this shit yo, I'm goin the fuck homeWorld on my shoulders as I run back to this 8 Mile Road[Chorus]I'm a man, I'ma make a new planTime for me to just stand up, and travel new landTime for me to just take matters into my own handsOnce I'm over these tracks man I'ma never look back(8 Mile Road) And I'm gone, I know right where I'm goinSorry momma I'm gro

My Poems
She wakes every morning with a smile on her face. She felt his love in her sleep. Dreamed of his embrace. Although she's never met his body. His heart she does feel. Anytime she has loved before. Has never felt so real. There is no explanation for it. Not one has she yet found. But OMG the feeling she gets when he is around. Although it may end tomorrow. The memory will not fade. For in her heart a life long friend. She feels that she has made. She hopes it last forever. She prays that they do meet. She dreams of the day her online love. sweeps her off her feet. I see you staring at me, but you never truly see, why I love you, oh, so much, when you're so out of touch. Feelings that we could have shared, you flung behind without a care. It seems so hard to let you go, and the process is so slow. I don't know whether I should stay, and waste another day away. I do know, though, that all this pain, will soon drive me insane. You don't fe

Be A Friend!!!
Who says the sky is the limit when theres feet on the moon!!! Lots of people will be getting shit faced this week,be a friend and don't let your friend drive drunk!!!

Pimpin
BFD seems to think he is cuter than I. I think he's wrong. Don't get me wrong: he's cute, but I think I win this argument. We're gonna let the fu public decide. (Can you tell I'm bored?) Wow..I seriously don't even know what to say. Rio IS lovely and amazing and generous and wonderful and so many other things.     She bought me a HH and I don't know how to thank her.   You are an amazing person and I'm glad I know you.  

Ramblings...
Relationships..its all about WORK WORK N MORE WORK!!!...why do some people think that once you've hooked up with that guy or girl their work is done? HARDLY!! When you find someone you like one tends to mold oneself to become their object of affection by "liking" the same things...listening to the same music...goin to the same places of interest that person does...dressing up and speaking and behaving in a certain manner that that person likes saying all the right things that you KNOE they want to hear but then once the honeymoon period is over.. BAM!!...you tend to go back to your old ways and the person is left wondering who the hell they fell in love with in the first place... Yes, we all have faults but isn't it better to show those faults right from the start so that your potential significant other KNOES what he/she is getting into that way it leaves no chance for misrepresentation and that person could never ever say you lied to them about who you are or that you're not the p

Life Can Really Suck And Get Ya Down In The Dumps!
So I read a blog done by the wonderful Ms Stang!! And it was letting us all know about a certain someone being fake! This aggrivates me to no end!!! I've been almost two years!! Im level 21 Finally. Never had a spotlight or anything.... This chick joined in January, Is a level 21 and has the spotlight today! I think the spotlight should be reserved for salute holders only!!!! Fake person: Simplicity@ fubar And if you know and have the lovely Ms. Stang added go check out her blog!!!! ~SexyMel~ 5000 comments Is the lowest amount to get a prize the grand prize is 20k comments please stop by and leave me some love!!!! ♥Mel Is it to much to ask for when I ask for the truth? Is it so hard to tell me the truth and just easier to lie? I wish I knew the answers to the questions that have seeped into my head. Never before did I doubt you, but now I feel I have reasons! Why be sneaky? Why not tell me? Why havn't I talked to you in over two weeks when I'm suppo

My Thoughts..feelings And Emtions
Almost Love How can you yern for something you have never touched? How can you need arms you have never been in ... so much? How can you miss something you've never had? How can something you never had be something you need so bad? How can a voice be so etched into your mind? How do feelings like this get defined? How can someone you never seen make you feel free as a dove? How can this be ?... It's Almost Love How can you lose sleep from not sleeping beside someone you never slept with? How do two people who never met seem so fit? How do you have the urge to say I love you to a face you've never seen to adore? How can you just say Hi when your heart cries to say more? How come someone you've never met with pretty words lifts you to heaven above? How can it be? It's Almost Love. How do you tell them what your feeling inside? How do you feel this and continue to let it hide? How do you feel this emotion for someone and never let it show? How do you get rid of

Contest Links... Bombs Away!!!
  This sweetheart of a lady needs a bunch of bombing help. Now I know that many belong to families and you feel you need to meet that commitment, however she's worked so hard in organizing a list of trains and letting people access it for nothing... She hasn't asked for anything, not even from me. How many times has she come by and rated your pics or stash or joined your trains?? Give a little back people...Don't be greedy with all the auto 11's and such, help her win something fun, and wow what a smile... Club Naughty N Nice is having an auction! Come bid on these wonderful people! Bids start at 2500 fubucks. Click the pics to see what each person if offering! The auction will run for two weeks starting January 14th start time is 10am est. and will end January 28th 10am est.! Dave- Shoo shoo- Mullet Hunter- Carnie-

Kentucky Bike Rides
1803 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=clIfTaqBOe4 My Town...   Barbourville,Ky http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dU36x3D76Fg   Battle of Barbourville http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZ6XqssBc10

Punks Not Dead The Sun Just Has Not Come Out Yet
 Message To All Wanna Be Dj's - Dj Stickem by Chuck B        WAY to FUNNY BUT SO TRUE   you can cut this code out and put it on ppls pages  ok so winter in Poland no punks to be seen, its like asian hot chicks in winter they dont come out tell the sun comes out... PUNKS NOT DEAD THE JUST SLEEP TELL THE SUN COMES OUT. WHY MEN ARE SELDOM DEPRESSED:     Men Are Just Happier People -- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $500

Jeremy's Streaming Thoughts Of Something
Just want to say hello to everyone. I'm taking a few classes at Long Beach City College.. Beginning typing class which the last time I took a typing class was around 1984 or 85 which was when typewriters actually existed and was more common than computers of today...Also I don't remember my typing speed so this will help me refresh my typing speed plus. I'm also taking another class as well..I had a terrible week of sleep which really sucked!!! I went from sleeping 14 hours one night to 0 the next night!!!! Yuck!!!! I slept okay but I kept waking up a lot last night... Nervous energy that I have to deal with a lot!!!! Besides that I am okay and I want to say hello to everybody and hope things are well with everyone!! Take care always!! :) Jeremy I went to my mother's place to pick up Frank and took him to the vet. He was weak and he stopped eating but he was drinking a lot. From what the vet told me and my mother, he was very dehydrated and most likely his kidney's

Poem Time
You know I love you Sometimes it's hard to show you I am trying my best, its not easy No excuses can be made, all them are cheesy Everything I say and eveything I do Is done with meaning, indeed very true I'm not perfect, trying to be as close as I can be So much on my mind, stress that lingers you can hear and see Insecure, not knowing what for Everyday I know you I love you evenmore Scared it will all go away, hoping that it will not come a day Longing to be with you, the feelings are going to stay This my apology, for everything I have done wrong May not be much, every mistake the anger that resides is very strong Moods may swing, its not becuase of you, it is what is inside me We all have our faults, i'm too hard on myself as you can see Every moment and everytime When I am with you, missing a kiss is a crime Tormenting myself, their is a long list on a shelf Doing this is not any good for health Promising to be better at somethings Yet the self infli

America
I ask that all legal gun owners put this on their wall. The Supreme Court of the United States has affirmed that the right to keep and bear arms is a fundamental right of the individual. If you believe in the 2nd Amendment, and you are not afraid to show it, repost this!!! I hope to see this re-posted by a lot by my friends. Remember, if we outlaw guns, only outlaws & the government will have guns PLese go to the site and read!!!  The information below about Pepsi is not true!!! The Site follows:   http://www.snopes.com/politics/religion/undergod.asp     Don't Buy Pepsi in new Flag Can                  Don't Buy Pepsi in new Flag Can !!  Description: cid:DE4B6F5AAB874EA5BB6D085090E23D34@hppavDescription: cid:17D58F519A6543AE9CA896C8FFB7E3A5@hppavDescription: cid:FAE19CE44FF74AE1BDA386512F616B4C@hppavSubject: DON'T BUY PEPSI IN THE NEW CAN! Don't buy Pepsi in the new can. Pepsi has a new 'patriotic' can coming out with pictures of the Empire State Building , and the Pledge of

Gregoire's Blog.. Original, Eh?
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm addicted to having cats around me. 2. I love my Diet Coke, but try to limit myself to two cans a day. 3. I'm not so secretly lusting after a Nikon D-90 or D-300 camera. 4. I HATE working in retail! 5. Most days when I'm not working, I take a nap in the afternoon. 6. I read three to four books an month. 7. I'm hooked on ABC Family's "The Secret Life of the American Teenager." 8. I generally hate television. 9. I need to lose a LOT of weight! 10. And I'm starting to actually lose that weight! YAY!! I will tag: Marcie, Special K, Kittie, Enchanted_Lady_UK and Mella! For those of you that know me, you

Photo Contest
hi everyone! well, as of this moment im in second place with 17,110 votes. first place is lil devil with 17,490 thanks to everyone who has helped me! you guys seriously rock!!! if you havent stopped by yet...please do! every rate and comment counts!!!! if you have a few minutes to kill drop some lovin on meeeeeeee! i need all i can get to win. :D CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE (rate and comment) thanks again guys!! **muahs** Heres the top 6 comment getters after the 1st 2 hours 1 DJ Asian Cat 435 comments 2 J Roxxx 264 comments 3 Liquid Fantasy 172 comments 4 Lil Devil 156 comments 5 Ac1d_eyez 105 comments 6 Misty 68 comments thanks to all who have helped! if you have a minute stop by and drop me some love. :D:D thanks you guys rock! lovin ya! **muahs** click here to vote (rate and comment) /fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=770546&i=1742386735" target=_blank> 770546&i

An American In Europe
well i am off in a few hours to sunny(lol) england i have to work at 3 bases there so will be gone for a lil bit....should be back on the 2cd of april and as always will try and take some new pics will miss you all....stay safe ps.will miss you like crazy will call every night i can...you know who you are every time i leave to go to some base for work i usualy have to go for an extended period of time sometimes i am without internet and i am not online for extended periods whenever i get back i notice that some of the people on my friends list have deep sixed me if you do not understand that i am not ignoring you i am just doing my job then take me off your friends list now sorry if i sound harsh but this is starting to bug me i leave tommorrow for schweinfurt germany...and then to a base in grafenwohr i wont have internet at either of these bases so will be offline for about 2 weeks...when i get back i SHOULD have a couple days off.Then i will be leaving for Italy...to aviano ai

Poems
The Old Soul I sat in the park and saw and old soul, It seemed wrong to me how he was treated so cold, He seemed to looked for some attention from ANYONE, Though they saw him they'd still just walk by, The disappointment on his face could clearly be seen, Watching this sad sight brought a tear to my eye, So I went and sat with him hoping to make him smile, He gleamed and beamed at the sight of me like a young child, He told of his life from when he was young. That people would always consult him whether with a chore or fun, How when they were young he seemed like no great thing, But as they grew older it was to him that they be gan to cling, But in thier golden years at him do some curse, They treat his presence as if it is the worst, This hurts him so for he means no harm, He only wanted thier company and not to cause alarm, I sat and listened to this old soul speak so, The longer I sat and listened the more to me he became known,

Random Writings
She told me to go to bed for a few little hours,Rest my little aching head upon the pillows,Under sheet's warm & cosy, Singing in her ear,I took the advice off my dear & followed suit.The music played sweet & smooth under the neon moon,Whispering so gently I'll be seeing you soon,Let's join hand's under the silver plated star's,Hit the bars & dance with ribbon's & Silk.The piano keys played from ghost's off the past,The violin strings resonate the same old tune's,Echoing through the steel vessel's off every ship,As the spray hits the bow, swimming in multiple thoughts.I miss our word's, your gentle sweet word's,Just will not leave my soul, Steel & chrome,Hold's on tight to those metallic pillar's with sea spray in my face,Still confused but holding tight, No matter how tattered the flag.Leave's these green shores in awe, For land's I've never seen,Wondering how everybody has been, For blurry eye's,Holds my head up high & stares to the skie's,Wondering how life & destiny, fame & fortune

Stolen Shit From The Interwebz
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Forget about BeetleCam and other devices. A British pho

Stuff
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1) I am a computer geek 2) I chew matchsticks (it is better then smoking) 3) I like cheese on everything 4) I use a conditioning shampo as a body wash 5) I am learning Arabic and Hebrew in my spare time. 6) I wear my socks when I sleep now you are being tagged I just set up a Snapvine account. Get Your Own Voice PlayerManage Would you like to leave me a voice message? This is the definition of friend from www.freedictionary.com: friend (frnd) n. 1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts. 2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance. 3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade. 4. One who sup

The Real Me
ALWAYS How will I know you What light will I see Is this my destiny That just has to be To wander each pathway Always alone Searching for someone That may never be known Fueled by my fantasies Haunted by dreams Taunted by visions Of love yet unseen Night after night Day after day Longing for you To take my loneliness away M.P. 3-22-07 Getin' sick, of the lies Hold up, You've caught me by surprise I'm tellin' you it's gonna be a scary ride Before Im through, so step aside I'm trying.. CHORUS: To find that man (oh) to find a man, a man who loves me for who I am oh a man who will treat me right and hold me tight A man to love me for who I am A man o love me no matter what I do no he'll never be through his love for me will be so strong, (yeah) whenever I find a man that loves me for who i am yeah a man that loves me for who i am You think you're and tough But baby you aint none of that stuff You know that I know And now Im tellin'

Me
im a fuck up and i do stupid shit alot im human but i tend to make  more mistakes than a normal person the more i try the more i fail at life all i seem to do is make people mad anymore now i understand why im hated by basicly everyone Im best friends with the most amazing woman in the world and i love her with all my heart and soul and she knows how i feel about her.I know she cares about me and worrys abt me as and loves me as a friend. im confused beacuse i dont know if she has feelings for me and if she would ever really wanna date me.I would do anything for her shes my world if it wasnt for her i would have probably killed myself a few years ago she keeps me inline and sets me straight and i thank her for that i try to do what i can to help anyone who needs help.I asked for help  to help someone special to me and it never happened .Ok i can deal with that .It really pisses me off when i pay to get help and it never happened i was lied to and that person knows it cuz i found out ho

Whatever........
hey ya'll haven't been around a whole hell of a lot but still pop in on occassion. been busy as all get out. between docs lawyers and granbaby (now that he's old enough to be getting into everything ) don't leave a whole lot of time for sitting at the computer. haven't been meaning to be neglectful just life has been kinda full lately . anyway i'm still around so stop by and say hi i do check messages lmao . until then PEACE just got back from cardiologist AGAIN ....stress test last week showed 'em nothing AGAIN ....doing another heart cath tomorrow morning AGAIN ....this is really starting to suck big time .......AGAIN hadn't been in here a whole lot lately....been dealing with some issues that need to be taken care of , ya'll can still stop buy ansd say hi, fuck you or whatever lmao. hope ya all doing well and will try to get around a bit more.

Just Some Thoughts
Sometimes I feel that I can actually understand people who get severely depressed. That makes me depressed. Sometimes there are so many roads to choose from, you never know which road you're supposed to be on or if you should just cut through the woods in some area. I was taught as a child that if I were ever lost in the woods, I should just stay in one spot and cry out. In my adult life with all of these crossroads, and every one has a tollbooth or two, I just want to sit in one spot and cry. blah blah blah Current mood: bored I once knew this guy, we kinda grew up together. His whole life, starting with his first girlfriend, he has been looking for "true" love. Never did he fall into a "players"category, never hunting women as prey, as notches in a bedpost, but always with the purpose of bonding and binding. Understandably enough, as a teen, that proves to be a difficult task. Women are not looking for that kind of thing anymore. He has always been one of the "good" men,

Randomness...
hey yall...i'm without internet at the moment...so i wont be around much for a while...which sucks...i've made some really good friends here and i'm gonna miss talkin to yall daily.  i'm dealin with some stuff in real life and jsut wont be around...if ya wanna stay in touch you can email me at aprilgale_80@yahoo.com i'll reply when i can...   xoxo, april...yeah, that's my name...some of yall didnt know that...lol hey yall...i'm bein lazy...if you have a bomb folder you should put a link to your profile here so i can find yall when i get around to usin it...lol...thanks  :D badfish is comin to houston...i soooooo wanna go...but i have to go to austin that weekend for my sis's wedding  :(   ....freakin sister.....

My Writings
Dark and empty,  Vast and open. I stand alone. I made this place, Perfect as it is, Not for me, but for you. A place the world can not see, A place we can hide. I found a place where we can be together without a care, Without the world to make us drown. Here we can be one, Never to be lost, Never to be found. Locked in loves eternal embrace, Never to make a sound. Lesson 1:A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings.The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs.When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbour.Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you $800 to drop that towel.'After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob, after a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves.The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs.When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?''It was Bob the next door neighbour,' she

Woot-woot
Bitches! You scored as Marijuana. The most beautiful, chill drug out there. You want something that's not too harsh on your body, and soothes the soul. It's also not addicting, so smoke it up, baby! And never have to go through withdrawls. Marijuana75%Inhalents75%Mushrooms69%Ecstacy56%Alcohol44%None!38%Cocaine31%What's your ideal drug?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Blind Folds. Your turn on is the blindfold. When you can't see, that makes your other senses more aware... including your sense of touch. So who wouldn't enjoy being blindfolded???? Sex isn't sex without enhancing your sense of touch.Blind Folds92%

Lalalaaa
so im getting over my sinus infection yayyyy! and i dont sound like a man anymore yayyy hahaha! ok so i didnt exactly sound like a man just like a semi squeaky mannish frog for a day or two... it was extremely attractive ohhh man. hahahaha. my nose is running though and in not liking it too much. oooh so on a positive note... a coworker is gonna pay me to do a painting for her.... and that once she gets her own place she'll be coming to me more for artwork for it. yayyyy!! soooo nip/tuck is my new tv addiction... watching it right now with my roomie. good times

My Profile
please reply if any of you women love to have your feet worshipped and you are into feet. ANY SLAYER FANS OUT THERE? FEEL FREE TO STOP BY, RATE MY PROFILE AND CHAT ABOUT THEM! i like to see within 24 hours by your ratings and comments get me to the next level. i am curious to see how fast ppl are willing to do this for me! of course, i will alwats be around to rate and comment back! thanks!

Interesting.
So the fairly hot cop next door has a new girlfriend....     A MUCH younger girlfriend whom he has already moved in, along with her extremely obnoxious 6 year old son.  *sigh*   What is it with you guys?  Trying to regain your youth?  Enjoy playing Daddy?  Women your own age are too old for you?  When women date younger guys we are stereotyped as cougars.  When men do it you pat one another on the back and ^5 each other.  I have even noticed it on here.  I see men on my list who are in their late 30s and 40s  mostly flirting with the 20somethings.   People are always asking me why I am single.  Here is one reason.  A lot of men my age only go for the young girls and I am NOT going to date someone my son's age.  That's just weird.     That is all for now. If you were to introduce me to someone, what would you say? This should be fun. Pass this along and see what YOU get back. If another person {man} tells me I just leveled again because I have tits I may delete them.    

Nothing Personal Just Some Words Tha Fell Out Of My Head Today
I stayed where ever he stayed most of the time and a lot of the people he stayed with didn't like that. I stayed with my Jessica at time for awhile and sometimes she stayed with us. One of the first places I remember staying is with momma Rose and Paulie that was really a gross place to stay. Momma Rose was a very over weight older woman who had something wrong with one of her eyes it never moved she rarely bathed and could never seem to make it to the bath room at night she slept on the couch and you could never sit on it because she usually made it there. We would have to cover the couch cushions with garbage bags until we could find a new one that someone was throwing out. The house was full of roaches! There was never any food so we were always looking for a free meal at the mall. We would go to the rocky horror picture show at the movie theater on Friday and Saturdays they always had it running and the theater was right across the parking lot from the mall. It was easy to sn

some times when you lest expect the ones who you think wouldn,t help you does and prays for you because sometimes you need extra help in everyday life because they,re people who would rather see you sink and not servive than servive in life. question? if you are in a friends yard just petting their pitt bull and it isnt the older dog thats agresive towards other people as well as you do they have the right to call the police on you when they ask you to leave and you are doing what they ask you to do . sometimes we  forgett the real reason that we celibrate Christmas and get caught up in buying gifts and making us misserable trying to please others in getting what they want for Christmas by running from store to store in hoping that they will find what they are getting for others in our own lives.

Love Poems
In the heat In the warmth of your passion I cried You inside of me, feeling me Caressing me, at one with me I cried Our bodies intertwined Sensations flowing through me Swaying with your motions My senses, wide open Listening to the sounds of love being made, Touching you, tasting you, the smell of you Feeling, I mean really feeling, you My body responds to the impact of you My mind reacts to the heart of you My soul... it speaks for itself Cause last night, I cried My Darling can you tell me, Explain what isn't right? Tell Me why it is now, You no longer hold me tight The light that once shone in your eyes, Has disappeared from, there, Replaced with such a lonely look, What seems almost a stare. Is it because, that over time, with passage of the years, We both have suffered too much hurt, And cried to many tears? If you have found a new Love, But hate to say good-bye, Please tell me she's the reason, Then leave, so i can cry. A broken

Rating Revolution
List up I have came on to fine i lost my co-founder and i guess all my crew leaders First off FOR ONE WE ARE FAIR TO EVERYONE WE TRY TO BE. I ask scooter to be part of this family and half owner for a darn reason and that reason begin he is very good at what he does. I handed over the running of this to him and i am the unspoken owner behind him what he says goes has far has i can say and if i had a problem with him i would have spoke to him about it. Now but it seems one person thought she had more say than she really has so i am here to say no you dont and if i can get scooter back it will be run his way or no way i hope i make myself very clear on this matter. Now what i am asking here is who wants scooter back I DO COMMENT ON THIS BLOG ONE WAY OR ANOTHER AND IF NOT THE RR will be desband I will not run it without him. Enchantin Rose I have been getting hit everyday with complaints. This is suppose to be fun, and its not anymore for me. I cant get on without having someb

A Day Of Joy, A Life Of Change
you know i am really starting to wish i would have never started the transition. its so frustrating being stuck in the middle between to people and not knowing how to be either, this shit is really hard and i wonder if i will ever get to my goal. i have the insurance to pay for the surgery but not the deductable, travel or hotel bills for a 2 week stay, not to mention the fuure funds needed to get breast augmentation and that pesky adams apple fixed. i just dont want to be trans anymore, i want to be one or the other. it has been almost 2 years since i started and i really feel like i have made like 10% progress and this is why i feel like people look at me odd. i just dont know how to move foreward without the money. blessing of being the only worker in a house with 2 adults and two teens that dont work but demand everything, how the hell do i raise 10 grand when i cant even by a stick of gum.....fuck! last night i got the news i have waited a lifetime to hear, my Dr is signing the p

Just Me
I have been trying all night to get a picture on here of my cousin Jason. It will be one year tomorrow he was killed in a car wreck. The driver of the car was drunk and speeding. I lost my cousin in a split second.He was 25 with his whole life ahead of him. I miss him so much. He was a good kid. I use to babysit him and his older brother when they were kids. They are more like nephews to me than cousins. We had so much in common. Well ok One big thing Wrestling. We spent so much time together as a family even when we got older. I pray one day i will see him again. i know he is looking after my family. I want to thank you all for stopping by and taking a moment out of your life to share in mine. I miss you jay and Love you with all my heart. RIP big guy. Love Kate It seems the only time i find myself writing a new blog is when something sad in my life happens and yes it has again. I just lost my father in law. He lost a long battle with cancer. My husband and I had been careing for hi

Enlightened Vulgarity
The only people who ever downrate my pictures are other women. I guess they feel bad about themselves and try to make others feel bad too. That shit isn't going to work on me. It's obvious that they're jealous of either how I look or how I feel about myself. I really feel sorry for them. Hey there! I just wanted to say sorry I haven't posted any new pics in awhile. I work nights and I'm having trouble scheduling time to get them taken. I would also like to say sorry to those of you that I normally chat with. I've been pretty busy lately. I'm hoping to catch up with everyone soon. Hugs and Kisses! Illuminaughty I have a lot of requests for pussy pics and I thought I would explain why I don't have any. The reason I don't post pics is because I have a full bush. My husband loves it and does not want me to shave it. It seems a lot of guys have an aversion to natural bush, so I decided not to post any pics rather than deal with the criticism.

Some Poems
When 2 hearts come together, nothing in the world can come between. When 2 hearts come together, they see things others haven't seen. When 2 hearts come together, everything seems clear. When 2 hearts come together, no other one can come near. When 2 hearts come together, everyone will have their says. but when 2 hearts come together, it's LOVE for eternal and always!! What path we ever should choose, No matter what the game is, if we win or lose, i know, you know, WE KNOW! Knowing all the darkest secrets, Neither one of us having any regrets, i know, you know, WE KNOW! A love so deep and true, Making you feel good,making you feel blue, i know, you know, WE KNOW! Making the world become as whole, With this special bonding in the soul, i know, you know, WE KNOW! Your heart attached to mine, A feeling that lasts a lifetime, i know, you know, WE KNOW! Tho many others do not know, the bond we have, and we'll never let go. While they are tal

Every Day Shit.
So.... I just got back from Texas today. It's nice to be home and see my grandma and cats and all that but I am missing my Ross like crazy. Alot happened over the last week and a half. To make a long story short I went out to Texas to visit a friend from Fubar and ended up falling in love with him instead and am heading back out there to live in 2-4 weeks. I am rather tired and don't like these bloggy things anyways so iffen anyone wants details that do not already know them, you know how to contact me. :P ♥ Samme First friend request I ever rejected. hey,i was hopin ud be into the noughty bondage stuff or kinky shit or if ur like me and into really really kinky stuff, and if u love things inside you. w/b if ur interested in kinky ass sex over cams or somthing. So he shouts me... this is all but the beginning cause I didnt think to save it.. ->weed101: It's kinda funny though. Men can become so weak in your hands.. like putty. They like certain things and t

Stuff I Feel Like Writing
My life is slowly starting to get better, Now that you've come right on in. Ive opened the gates to my mind it seems, So warm and snuggle to see my friend. You have enterd this place deep inside my heart, And now you are my lover, Its amazing how we have grown And started something better Deep inside somewhere I'll hide, All these thoughs that come Along the way I hope youll stay And mend my heart back together. Slowly yet shurly you've made your stay welcome, Here with in my heart, I give it to you to hold forever, Never shall we part. Please dont break it be very gental, Its softer than you think. I know you wont hurt me believe me its true, If only i could say the same thing. So I give you the key of my heart forever, Never to let me do it to you, If I hurt you smash my heartshapped lock And throw away the key, Know my love is strong for you,A nd we shall always be free. My love how you've hypnotised me, How you've mended my soul.

Poetry ...
In this cold yet warming room, I feel alive,Though I am dead.I can't feel any pain, Yet my mind remembers how things feel,So now it all shall begin..I lay here, On what is but a steel table,My clothing removed by scissors, Stripped I am, Baring it all, I can not move a limb, I can not even move my lips, So that they may know I am still some how alive...My glasses missing so my vision is blurred, My possessions all gone.This person above me, I do not know his name, Yet he seems to look at me in wonder,He walks around me and thinks out loud,  How did it happen?Was this killer insane?What caused so much blood loss?What did one do to this body and make it so bruised?How could one even hurt this small girl, With nothing left yet the horrid memories that are locked away in her brain?He proceeds to do his work, He takes my hands and moves them slow,As if I am but a fragile soul,He cares for me like no other for one last time,By positioning my body like so,Gently closing my mouth, My eyes he b

Recipes--vegetables
2 or 3 baking potatoes 1 1/2 cups skimmed milk 2 tablespoons flour 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder 1/4 teaspoon cayenne pepper 1/2 cup shredded low fat cheddar cheese Peel and slice potatoes thinly. In a saucepan, combine milk, flour, salt, garlic powder and cayenne pepper and cook over medium heat until sauce thickens. Layer casserole dish with potato slices. Spoon half of sauce over slices and repeat with remaining potatoes and sauce. Cover and bake in oven preheated at 350 degrees for 50 minutes to an hour. Remove from oven and sprinkle with cheddar cheese. 2 c broccoli florets 2 carrots 1 c zucchini, sliced 1 c cauliflower florets Peel carrots and slice into circles or matchsticks. Mix vegetables together in mixing bowl and set aside. In a separate bowl, mix together the following ingredients: 3 T extra virgin olive oil 1/2 t garlic powde r 1 T fresh squeezed lemon juice 1 T Bragg Liquid Aminos 1 T Italian seasoning Pour over vegetables and chil

Vasculio's Blog
Your Character’s Alignment Based on your answers to the quiz, your character’s most likely alignment is Chaotic Good. Chaotic Good A chaotic good character acts as his conscience directs him with little regard for what others expect of him. He makes his own way, but he’s kind and benevolent. He believes in goodness and right but has little use for laws and regulations. He hates it when people try to intimidate others and tell them what to do. He follows his own moral compass, which, although good, may not agree with that of society. Chaotic good is the best alignment you can be because it combines a good heart with a free spirit. Click Here Just testing this out, but thanks for reading! ;) Click Here

Just Stuff
So its the holiday season. Which means Christmas parties, frilly drinks, presents and did i mention Christmas parties? My staff party is this sat night. Due to ticket problems we cant bring dates unless we are married or living with someone. Which is complete bullshit but oh well. My plan is to eat supper, have a few drinks and watch the show as quick as possible then have my date pick me up early and continue a party on our own. Anyways........... Today i braved the mall for some last minute party clothes shopping. I know i should have done this sooner, but i cant seem to get that organised. I invited my mom to help watch the kids which i thought would make it easier. WRONG!! My mom gets there and she is in a rush and bitchy as anything. Anywho, she is watching my 2yr old as im in the change room of the 1st store. You know i hate not being a size 5. Nothing fits right when you have any amount of body fat!! I finally found some clothes that flattered my non size 5 figure and

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Im not one to write on here and ask for things,but I'd love to level up.....xoxo if you give a gal a hand :>) subject: to all my cherries on here...be very careful (repost) date: 2007-01-03 12:39:51 THIS MAN IS A SEXUAL PREDATOR OF THE WORST KIND. HE BOASTS OF HAVING MONEY AND THAT HE LOVES YOU AND WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU AND THEN SAYS THE SAME THING TO YOUR NEIGHBOR. HE HAS NO HOME, HE GOES FROM STATE TO STATE LIVING OFF OTHER WOMEN. HE IS PHYSICALLY ABUSIVE AND IS ALSO A THIEF (STOLE A CAR FROM ONE OF THE LADIES ON HERE). HE'S A LIAR, A CHEAT AND THE WORST KIND OF PLAYA. Darriel King @ CherryTAP HE PREYS ON BBW WOMEN AS HE SEES THEM AS WEAK AND DESPERATE. MANY HAVE BEEN FOOLED ALL OVER THE COUNTRY! DON'T BE TAKEN IN! (repost of original by 'Brandy Wine' on '2007-01-02 13:15:44') (repost of original by 'REDHAWK' on '2007-01-02 13:17:36') (repost of original by 'Ladywolf17312' on '2007-01-02 13:19:47') (repost of original by 'Lolita! Ut si!' on '2007-01-0

My Poetry
When you are sad I will dry your tears When you are scared I will comfort your fears When you need love, my heart I will share When you are sick, I will be there and care You will feel my love when ever we are apart Knowing that nothing can change my heart When you are worried, I will give you hope When you are confused or tense, I will help you cope When you are lost, and can't see the light My love will be the star, shining so bright This is for you, one that I'll keep till the end For you are my life, my love and my friend Tara these words which express my feelings, speak of my love for you From my lips these words spoken, will always be true I have been blessed, with your hand in mine Both of our hearts will never unwind Enchantress came to me And said, meet me at the lake tonight I hunt this world to the white Through the shroud of snow I saw paradise Peace, no more lies Crestfallen soul Rest for this night Love is here Right here under my wings

About Me...
http://view.stern.de/fc/user/85280/ Dating StrengthsDating Weaknesses1. Flirtiness - 87.5%2. Optimism - 85.7%3. Independence - 71.4%4. Sense of Humor - 71.4%5. Adventurousness - 66.7%1. Temper - 75%2. Vanity - 58.3% Dating Strengths ExplainedFlirtiness - Flirting is a good way to break the ice, and you are a pro at it. Being flirtatious will open up many dating opportunities.Optimism - People are drawn to your positive outlook. Your optimism attracts others to you.Independence - Your strong sense of independence comes in handy while dating. You are not held back or tied down; you are free to pursue your interests.Sense of Humor - Women are attracted to people with a good sense of humor. Be sure to put yours on display!Adventurousness - You are willing to try new things and be spontaneous. You want to get out there and really live, and you will attract people with a similar love of life. Dating Weaknesses Explained

For Friends
Hey...YOU..ya you! this is the BEST group of people you could know get your butts over to their profiles and do the FU thing R/F/A them all you wont regret it ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ my hubby i loves him so! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ my bestest friends ever

People
I found this on my friend's 360 page and had to steal it... knowing you won't mind, Faye! ;) Thank you! Women have strengths that amaze men. They hear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love, and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up for injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better situation. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear of a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when they hear that a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can lead to a broken heart. Women come in all sizes, shapes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or

Quotes For The Day
The grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for. — Allan K. Chalmers We must be willing to get rid of the life we’ve planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us. — Joseph Campbell Poverty wants some things, Luxury many things, Avarice all things. — Benjamin Franklin It is the ability to choose which makes us human. — Madeleine L’Engle Don’t worry about mistakes. Making things out of mistakes, that’s creativity. — Peter Max There are two kinds of talent, man-made talent and God-given talent. With man-made talent you have to work very hard. With God-given talent you just touch it up once in a while. — Pearl Bailey Love is love. All, everything that I understand, I understand only because I love. Everything is, everything exists, only because I love. — Leo Tolstoy Perfection is attained by slow degrees, it requires the hand of time. — Voltaire In the right light, at the right time, e

Fashion Jewelry
Apple is like a club. We in the scenic spot, the meeting is to the bar, the evening dance everybody had a good time. But, the company employees on the demand is very high also, at any time for 24 hours the sleepless work, and every one of us has a strong sense of mission and lofty goals, everyone to work together will be all that we dream into reality.-apple employees ROM. Barr saidIn 1980, full of passion, struggle unremitting jobs to start up apple's enterprise culture, therefore, he wrote a memo apple culture:Let the world each have a computer,Is our dreams and our efforts for this.We work together to struggle and unremitting;We manufacture first-class products;We produce different things, and profit from it;We hand hand, heart to heart, even not win is lost;We are full of passion, be full of originality,To make the company's for the road ahead.We all staff on the on this journey,Everything we do and the company's fate is closely linked,We want for the company to create a beautiful

Love Vs .hate
The warmth of your touch, something I crave deep inside Feelings I have with you, I do not have to hide My dreams, you are there waiting just for me My heart, broken before but now I see I was waiting for you, to come set me free All these memories that you have given to me I love you with everything and more everyday Hold on to us, for you and me this is the right way Remember how I said your hand fits just right with mine. I told you how I knew that was a sign. Not only our hands fit together just right But if I could I would remind you of that tonight. Stormy days I once had have all but passed This cloudless sunny day I want to last. What I am trying to say, is you my love, are my sun And just wanted to tell you how much I love you Hun. To the one who thinks he not worth it when he rlly is i love you w all my heart hun and if u dnt see this and u dnt see im diff and i wont hurt u then idk wat else to say i love u When I met you For the very first time I never thought That one d

Poetry
Memories of the night As we layin the darknessbodies entwineddancing to the soundsof silence holdingtouchingkissingyou and Imoving togetherpassion growingheating the night upengulfedjoined as onetill the end of time   Jan2010 My heart My heart is frozenno words no tears withinno hopes or fearsall numbTruly all void and briefLike a broken bowlthat water cant holdall love goneall faith overMy heart is like stoneno life no love December 2009 A few wordssay it allfrom my heart to yours A few wordsmean allmy feelingsto yours A few wordsshrouded in silencewhisperI love you.   (Please respect and do not copy or distribute)

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Welcome To My World
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing Broken your servant I kneel It seems what's left of my human side Is slowly changing in me Looking at my own reflection When suddenly it changes Violently it changes (oh no) There is no turning back now You've woken up the demon in me Get up, come on get down with the sickness Open up your hate, and let it flow into me You mother get up You fucker get up Madness is the gift, that has been given to me I can see inside you, the sickness is rising Don't try to deny what you feel It seems that all that was good has died And is decaying in me It seems you're having some trouble In dealing with these changes Living with these changes (oh no) The world is a scary place Now that you've woken up the demon in me (And when I dream) No mommy, don't do it again Don't do it again I'll be a good boy I'll be a good boy, I promise No mommy don't hit me Why did you have to hit me like that Why did you have to be such a bitch

Please Help!
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Sunday Night On The Glow Radio
Sunday on The Glow Radio: Now streaming is "The Freak Show Rewind" replaying a past Freak Show with Tony the Misfit and next is Tony the Misfit and his Freak Show Live!!! featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 6pm Pacific/8pm Central/9pm Eastern closing tonight will be the Bossman James Bound and tonight he will be spinning Classic Rock Music starting at 9pm Pacific/11pm Central/Midnight Eastern   Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory or you can go to our website at: ___________________   www.TheGlowRadio.com Tune in and enjoy the best tus anyhere on the Web.  The music community for the coolest cats in town!    p FREE Music/LIVE DJs: Pick Your Player!

A Day In My Life
in loving memory...of my heart... who's torn into pieces...but who gives a fart??? if i feel love... i won't deny it... if you love me... i will cherish it... and if love's gone tomorrow... please don't hide it... i guess i've never really gotten out of this circle...but just twirling inside... i've never asked for ppl to come into my life...i've never done any harm to anyone...i've never asked for sweet talks...all i did is registered in here and just talk...get away from real life for awhile... but i keep somehow...let ppl pushed their ways in...maybe i feel sorry...maybe i want to believe in the goodness of ppl...i don't know...this is a never ending story...but i managed to let my guard down..and exposed my vulnerability to ppl who has no qualms about hurting other ppl...just because they can do it hiding behind the monitor screen...menouvering their ways into my lifes...gained my trust than shoved it in my face... just need to get this off my chest... wondering why

Profund Thinking
MFKN Viper: ur loss DGAF.........: ILL LEAVE IT SORRY MFKN Viper: i dont like being good!i love the bad fun in life.so take it or leave it DGAF.........: I PROMISE TO BE A GOOD FRIEND AND BE HERE FOR YOU MFKN Viper: promise me something! DGAF.........: I CANNOT PROMISE U ANYTHING ELSE....TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT MFKN Viper: aythign else? DGAF.........: YEP U CAN SEE ALL OF THEM] MFKN Viper: cuz u add me to family yeah DGAF.........: I OPENED ALL MY PICS TO U MFKN Viper: but what can you give me for fun in friendship!!?? MFKN Viper: i saw that DGAF.........: GO LOOK FOR YOURSELF I PROMISE DGAF.........: HONEST MFKN Viper: honest? DGAF.........: i copied the convo instead of my notepad file i apologize DGAF.........: it pasted the wrong thing if u notice i deleted it so i could retype it MFKN Viper: hello? MFKN Viper: ur fucking blog DGAF.........: put u out like what? MFKN Viper: just when i was taking ur friendship in MFKN Viper: wow ur really gonna put me out like that? DGAF.........: my f

Testing Bullys
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Cacoethes Scribendi
It's a good thing I don't have a fear of the dark. A night without electricity and thus heat in a basement suite is a long dark and lonely one. The lights went out as it was getting dark, so I couldn't do anything about it until this morning. Survival instinct took over and I was able to keep warm by huddling under my blankets. At the same time, it was pretty peaceful. The best hibernation yet. I suppose I could have called my friend Yvonne and bunkered down at her place, but I decided to stand guard here, just in case. I called my housemate (lives upstairs), who's on the road again, and he said he'll be back Friday to pay his electric bill. The house is on a reduced-power mode because he couldn't get back in time. I guess I had one appliance too many on yesterday evening. I struggled through the snowdrifts to reset the meter as soon as there was enough light to see at dawn. I'm drinking double chocolate hot chocolate. The things you take for granted. I arrived in Lloydmi

The Strange & Unusual...
There was always a inferno below the surface, smoldering embers glowing inside me like a coal fire. It was something to be contained, controlled, tamed by my sheer will alone. No one understood…my passions, desires, fantasies. Things that show in the swirling depths of my eyes, written there like an ancient dead language…a tongue only you speak. One meeting, a kiss, a facial caress…a tease, a promise of things to come. Things to do in the dark… Conflagration, Fire! And I am burning from the inside out…for your touch: hands, lips, eyes…feast on me. Devour, Swallow… The pressure builds and glass shatters…sparks on the sheets, flame eats the edges of my vision. In my eyes you glow… And in your eyes… Heat. So...I have been living in the same apt. on and off for about 20 years now. When I was little, I saw my first spirit/ghost here...a little boy. After that the strange goings on kept happening...I would see more spirits, objects would be moved, electronics would go on

Updates On My Life & Loves.
Hello all my family, friends & fans.. I am leaven my first blog here to let you all know I will be gone from September 14th till September 23rd. I am haven the time of my life. And I can not wait to leave. I will mis you all. An be taken you all with me in my heart. Love Kinky I am heading out for a week to be with my fience today 12-08-06... I hope you all have a wonderful week. And I will be back soon. And yes back to deliver all the various metals I can to you. Will miss my friends an fans I DJ for. An Miss my DJ family too. See you all soon. Kinky Just wish to tell all my friends an fans I am sorry for being absent so much. My father took a bad fall an had to have a metal plate put in his arm to hold it together. So I was back an forth to the hospital alot. An still doing errands for him now that he is finally home. I havent forgot none of you. An missed you all. I will get back to raten and sending my comments to you all as soon as things settle down. Hugs & Kisses to

A Smiley
I'm not too fit, I'll have you know I'm overweight and rather slow But when I run, I manage; though I'm breathless! Though in the past it was not thus, I am not one to swear and cuss, Except that, trying to catch a bus, I'm breathless! When as a youth, I used to play With sweet young ladies in the hay The girls would be the ones to say: "I'm breathless"! At sport I'd always stay the course I was as strong as any horse But now, with just a little force, I'm breathless! I guess my life has reached the stage When these things happen at my age. If all my passions I assuage, I'm breathless! I have my annual body checks And find out if I need new specs. But sadly, when I'm having sex, I'm breathless! No longer, now, do I aspire To climb a mountain, walk on fire; Instead I curb each wild desire - I'm breathless Ever had an itch you just couldn't satisfy? Maybe you'll relate to this poem. An itch to be scratched - A lust unmatched - An em

Hello Ladies
IT HAS BEEN SAID THAT A MAN IS IS DEFINED BY WHO HE IS NOT NOT WHAT PEOPLE THINK... WELL THAT GOT ME TO THINKING.. MY LIFE HAS HAD ITS UPS N DOWNS JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSES. WHAT I CHOOSE TO DO TODAY SETS A TONE FOR TOMMORROW THE PAST IS WHAT IT IS CANT CHANGE IT. SO IT IS WITH A CLEAR MIND AND A GREAT HEART THAT I SAY I AM WHO I AM CAUSE OF LEARNING FROM MY MISTAKES I ACCEPT WHO I AM LOVE WHO I CHOOSE TO LOVE AND LET GO OF THOSE WHO CHOOSE NOT TO STAND BY ME.... MERRY CHRISTMAS this is my intro so if u like what u c u can tell me add me or not it is up to u. IM 32yrs old from Chicago origanally my likes are movies and baseball ST LOUIS CARDNIALS SUCK. IM not on here to start anything if u would like to chat and get to know more feel free to ask If u had the choice to start over in a new state were would u suggest to live let me know

~*~general~*~
♥POST THIS IF U AREN'T SCARED 2 C HOW PEOPLE TRULY THINK OF U:  0=Ewwwww!?      1=Definetly not attractive       2=Decent            3=Cute         4=Fine as hell!        5=I'd do u         6=Pretty damn sexy!         7=Lovable,I LOVE U!           8=I wanna make u mine♥ This so ain't true LOL... So I know yall are full of shit HAHA Okay, maybe it's just me... But has anyone else been noticing that lately men think it's okay to tell their woman how much they love 'em and want to marry 'em... But treat them like complete shit when they drink a little... or even to the point where they get drunk? Well, I don't know what the Army teaches you... But I'm here to tell you that this shit won't be happening... If I wanted to be done like that I would have stayed with my ex-fiance.  *Whew!*  I just had to get that out because it's something that has been bothering me all morning. ♥Secrets are kept in the hope that one will save face from criticism. "The moment you have in

Love
it was just announced that hershey chocolate factory in oakdale, california will be closing so that hershey can open a facilty in mexico. i will no longer purchase hershey chocolate. the oakdale plant has been in operation since 1966, and for hershey to close it and replace it with a plant in mexico is outrageous!! for what? more money? hershey is just another big company that doesn't care about it's employees or our country!!! so, i will never buy another hershey bar!! They had been together for many a year, Now all she can feel is fear. She gave all that she could give, It just wasn't the way he wanted to live. He left without a backward glance, Not even giving their love a chance. She often wonders what she could have done, To keep him from going on the run. Now she is living all alone, With nothing she can call her own. She can barely make herself eat, Wondering if her life will again be complete. This woman is now moving along, Building her courage, and becomin

Quotes
"Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?""That depends a good deal on where you want to get to, " said the Cat."I don't much care where-" said Alice."Then it doesn't matter which way you go," said the Cat."-so long as I get SOMEWHERE, " Alice added as an explanation."Oh, you're sure to do that," said the Cat, "if you only walk long enough." ~Alice in Wonderland~ ~Lewis Carroll~ Day after day, the father drove to work along the same dreary highway to the same dreary job. Sometimes his daughter went to his office with him. On one of these occasions she noticed a winding road running parallel to the highway. "Oh, Daddy, let's take that road today," she suggested. After some grumbling and mumbling, the father agreed and turned off to take the side road. To

My Rants
Well Here is all I am gonna say to everyone.Living here has opened up my eyes to alot of things lately here in idaho.Now i know i have some really true friends out there so don't get me wrong on that but i also know theres alot of fakes.Now before you go getting pissed off at me I'm not calling you all fakes.Here's the deal you wanna be a real friend,Well here's how you do it ,For starters If you have anything to say behind my back or talk trash on me then just go ahead and do it to my face.I'm tired of hearing things from one person then turn around hear a totally different story from the next person.If your gonna tell a story get it straight the first time.I am also tired of people withholding things from me like it aint none of my buisness yet it is about me or does concern me.My name shouldnt come out of anyones mouth unless you want to be a man or woman and tell me as well what it is your talking about.Anyways like I said not all of my friends are like this.I mean if your a friend

Reverse Funnel System Leads
Reverse Funnel System LeadsLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowDoes this Reverse Funnel System really work? Thousands of people are asking themselves that question right now. Is it Legitimate? Can I really make money? How does it work?These questions and the hundreds of others on people's minds right now will have different answers for each individual. However, 1 thing that Everyone researching the Reverse Funnel System needs to now is that there IS something Ty Coughlin isn't telling you.Coughlin and his "Inner Circle" put the Reverse Funnel System together to Grab your Attention and Play to your Emotions, and it does a very good job. The thing Coughlin isn't telling you is that it will take a lot of Work and a Commitment to Learn to be Successful with the system.If you are going to be successful with the Reverse Funnel System, you need to be open to Receiving an Education. To make the Reverse Funnel System, or any other Online Business Opportunity work, you will have to Learn Mark

My Poetry
                                                                      I DreamI dream          And in that dream, I see YOU                       Standing…….                              Sitting……….                                    Lying on beds of white lace                        Hoping……...                               Watching…..                                     Waiting for the day, when                                              Our hands will touch                            &

Onlinejackets4u
North Face Jackets Was in Durban, South Africa, for the announcement. The greatest living figure skater will be 27 when the flame is lit in South Korea. She was a key component of Pyeongchang's bid, though it's unknown whether she'll still be competing at that time. Call it the Hollywood-politics powerline: In a couple of recent instances, the offspring of the rich and famous have pulled up stakes and headed in the opposite direction of their parents. Mr. Lowe goes to Washington. Rob Lowe's role on "The West Wing" may have had more influence North Face Men's 2 in 1 Jackets on his son than his real-life role as actor. The star's son, Matthew Edward Lowe, is heading to Washington to intern for the House Majority Leader, Eric Cantor. Papa Lowe played Democrat Sam Seaborn on the hit TV series. His son will be working for the Republican leader from Virginia, causing some outrage in the blogosphere from those who seem to think the son should share the politics of his dad. And how

Spin-off-of-my-so-called_life!
SHE (copy written) "SHE" screamed so loud "SHE" shattered the heavenly harps of Angels. Put out fires of the Demons in Hell and rained blood from a lascerated sky. Did you hear her? Did you see her cry? "SHE" cried so long her tears flooded the World,Heaven and Hell. Did you see them? Did You feel them? The sting of hot crimson tears that blistered skin as it fell; for years and years and years? I heard her screams and tried to silence them with kind words that came from my heart. They just rang on. I saw her tears well-up and tried my hardest to hold them back; to no avail. They simply over flowed,turned to Ice, Sleet and Hail. I felt her rage. Hands clenched, tremors, shakes. heart racing. tears streaming. Blood seeped from her ears! Pumping, continuing ,forcing the anger heart and pain. More rage, it overflowed. Chest burst open and indeed "SHE" released her rage apon Heaven, Earth and Hell. They are nomore. 1 by 1, they

My Blogs!
If I... can get inside your mind and let my light shine like no other woman would, If I... Can physically, mentally and emotionally make you feel like no other woman could. If I... Can take you to my house and lay you on the couch and do my thing. If I.. Express to you the way I feel in a song bout the joy you bring... If I... Can smell the morning dew and your body scent too laying next to me If I... Can give you protection, love, and affection so baby, you don’t have to worry. If I ... Can be your teddy bear, or the one that truly cares when it hurts so much. If I... Can be the one that fits in your life, like a Mit or a hand in glove. I’ll be your sunshine, when your in the rain, (And I will) I’ll give you my happiness and I’ll take your pain... Get your own Poll!

Randomness
I see all these women complain and beat themselves up because the men they are with or have been with are dirtbags. They knew what they were getting into, knowing these guys were the "bad boy" type to begin with. So why complain? By Brian McKnight I can’t remember why we fell apartFrom something that was so meant to be, yeahForever was the promise in our heartsNow, more and more I wonder where you areDo I ever cross your mind, anytime?Do you ever wake up reaching out for me?Do I ever cross your mind anytime?I miss you Still have your picture in a frameHear your footsteps down the hallI swear I hear your voice, driving me insaneHow I wish that you would callTo sayDo I ever cross your mind, anytime?Do you ever wake up reaching out for me?Do I ever cross your mind anytime?I miss you I miss youI miss you(no more) loneliness and heartache(no more) crying myself to sleep(don’t want no more) wondering about tomorrowWon’t you come back to meCome back to me, oh Do I ever

Rambles
Love is the greatest obstacle to being reborn. In love, one stakes claim to another human being, incorporating that person into his or her own self image. Lovers not only find it hard to imagine existing without the other, they become a third entity - the couple. This is why love feels so liberating when it blossoms. But yet is there not in every coupling also a slow death of each individual, a disappearance of the man and the woman into one another? Is this what people mean when they say "loving someone to death?" I love you to death Is being a couple truly more worthy of survival than the two individuals. Yet when you lose the other person who is apart of you that slow death steps in like necrosis taking each and every part of that person you have taken into your own self. You can love someone to death. Love is stronger than death. Yet losing that love may not bring physical death, but the dying inside and loss of that person and part of oneself seems sometimes just as pote

'poems'
Each full Moon of the month has its own name and its own qualities. Because Wicca draws from a number of folkloric traditions, you will probably see different names assigned to different months. Below are the common names for each month as well as what type of magick is best for that month. January: Wolf Moon The Wolf Moon, also known as the Cold, Snow, or Winter Moon, is a time of protection and strength. While it is the first full Moon of the calendar year, in terms of nature it occurs in the middle of the cold winter season, a season of death and desolation. In these respects, the Wolf Moon can be seen as a time of both beginnings and endings. This is the time to start to consider what you want to plant and plan for the spring. You can do magick so that as the spring approaches your magickal goal will grow close and closer to fruition. February: Storm Moon The Storm Moon, also known as the Death or Quickening Moon, is a time to do magick for fertility and strength. F

Juggalochef2399's Blog
I just need to write this to get the millions of thoughts and ideas in my head out there! I dont know what I want...Im in school and yes its fun and all but do I really want to cook the rest of my life? Im sick and tired of being in the same place the same area and just bored to death with where my life so far has taken me. Yes my addictions have caused these circumstances and at times I wish I could undue them but I can't, just gotta keep moving on. But move on to what? Sort of limited in options in my life currently but even when that is all said and done in a years time what then? Stay here feeling obligated to take care and help someone who has done all that and much more for me since I was an infant or finally go it alone in life and see what it brings me? Shit that scares the hell out of me more than anything...not the fact that I don't know but what if I do it wrong...whatever "it" is? I do not want to go back to my addictions and former lifestyle but everywhere I turn they call

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********************************************************************************************* Merkaba Mechanics ********************************************************************************************* (See: Merkaba) ********************************************************************************************* 1) Merkaba Spiral 2) Merkaba Field 3) Merkaba Vehicle 4) Trans-Harmonic Merkaba Vehicle (Space-Time Travel) 5) Merkaba Vehicle Phases ********************************************************************************************* The 15-dimensional personal Merkaba reflects the 15 dimensional Universal Merkaba of the Time Matrix. ********************************************************************************************* 1) The Merkaba Spiral: ********************************************************************************************* Two Counter-Rotating Merkaba Spiral Sets (electric/magnetic), when fully activated represents one Mer

Rants, Raves & Other Things
As you approach the auction house the first thing you see are the eyes looking out through rusted caged windows. The horses get as close as they can to the air, the sunlight they know is out there, but they can’t get too close or their eyes will be impaled by the bent and rusted prongs. Still, they look out, hoping to see something familiar, someone coming to take them home. Every horse has a different story. For the horses at auction, the look in their eyes all begs the same question: what did I do to deserve this? These horses are in a dark, man-made and operated cement hell. They are poked and prodded and crammed, sometimes 50 horses, into single pens. Some horses fight, some try to stay to the side to avoid getting kicked. Some are hurt; some are mares trying to protect their foals. Others are just trying to stay on their feet so they don’t get trampled. There are tired and wounded workhorses. Colicking horses. Injured racehorses standing on three legs that still wear sweat from

Tom Cat - How Government Works ( Or Doesn't...)
Politically Incorrect and Totally Insensitive  1. In a local sports bar trivia quiz the other night, I lost by one point.   The question was, where do women mostly have curly hair? Apparently, it's Africa      2. One of the other questions was to name two things commonly found in cells.  It appears that Mexicans and African Americans is not the correct answer       3. I've heard that Apple has scrapped their plans for the new children's-oriented iPod after realizing that iTouch Kids is not a good product name.     4. A new Muslim clothing shop opened here in Detroit, but I've been banned from it after asking to look at some bomber jackets 5. You can say lots of bad things about pedophiles but at least they drive slowly past schools      6. A friend of mine has just told me he's shagging his girlfriend and her twin.  I asked, "How can you tell them apart?" He said, "Her brother has a moustache"     7. Just put a deposit down on a brand new Porsche and mentioned it on FaceBook.  I said "

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Pentagram/Pentacle A primary symbol of Wicca. Represents the four elements and the fifth element of Spirit, or Mind, through which humanity transcends the four elements. Usually depicted as a continuously drawn five-pointed star within a circle, usually refered to as a pentacle ,although sometimes it is not enclosed within a circle. When it is not enclose it is usually refered to as a pentagram. A Wiccan altar usually includes a pentagram as a central tool, and pentagrams are often drawn in the air during acts of evocation, invocation, and banishing. These usually are drawn with a finger/hand, Athame, or wand. Water Represents love, emotion, intuition, womb, fertility, cleansing, sorrow, purification, menstruation, bodies of water. Fire Represents creativity, energy, will, passion, psychic abilities, sun, blood, healing, destruction. Earth Represents growth, nature, sustenance, prosperity, money, manifestation, materialization, body, death, plants, caverns, fields.. Air

Vampiress's Lair
WHERE WILL I GO AND TO WHOM WILL LISTEN WHO WILL MAKE IT RIGHT AND WILL SAY I CAN DO IT GOD WHAT AM I TO DO WITHOUT HIM TEARS FALLING LIKE RAIN HEART SADDEN BY PAIN AND REMORSE WHY DOES IF HAVE TO END JUST A LITTLE LONGER PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME HERE ALONE A CHILDS HEART A WOMANS TEARS A DAUGHTERS PAIN THIS IS ALL ME MY HERO IS DYING AND WANTING TO LEAVE I CANT SAY GOOD BY FOR THAT MEANS HE WILL BE GONE I LOVE YOU DADDY WITH CHRISTMAS FAST APPROACHING AND JUST AROUND THE CORNER I AM WORRIED! NOT FOR ME FOR MY DRAGON WILL SEE THAT OUR CHILDRENS NEEDS ARE MET. BUT FOR MY PRECIOUS SISTER APRIL. SHE GETS SO EMOTIONAL THIS TIME OF THE YEAR AND I THIK IT IS BECASUE SHE MISSES MOMMY SO VERRY MUCH AS THIS WAS MOMS FAVORITE HOLLIDAY AND APRIL IS OUR WORRIER SHE HAS THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON HER TINY LITTLE SHOULDERS. DID I MENTION THAT SHE IS THE PROUD MOTHER OF 6 WITH DAD IN THE HOSPITAL AND HALF OF HER SIBBLINGS SICK AND WITH MAJOR HEALTH PROBLEMS SHE IS ALLWAYS TRYING

Goodgawd
been a minute since i hit this up and i know yall waiting on some new pics, YES they are coming... im gonna try and do a set tonight see what i come up with IF you havent joined my yahoo group WHAT THE FUCC YA WAITING FOR you think the pics i have on here are hot? well, if your really into this fat chick you'll like my clips i have in the file section of the group... http://groups.yahoo.com/group/WildGirlAries/ JOIN its FREE everyone keeps asking me this, im sowwy babes... i keep meaning to come around more often BUT work ;) keeps me busy NOT that im complaining AT ALL. when you get a chance check out the new pics hit me up to let me know what ya think BESOS* Aries

Rangers Rant
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Multiple Sclerosis
My son has ms trying to figure out a bit more about it!!! 1. What is multiple sclerosis? Multiple sclerosis (MS) is an unpredictable, often disabling disease of the central nervous system — the brain and spinal cord. The disease attacks the protective myelin covering of the central nervous system, causing inflammation and often destroying the myelin in patches. In its most common form, MS has well defined attacks followed by complete or partial recovery. The severity of MS, progression and specific symptoms cannot be predicted at the time of diagnosis While it is most often diagnosed in young adults, aged 15 to 40, we know that it affects children, some as young as two years old. The impact is felt by family, friends and by the community. MS is unpredictable, affecting vision, hearing, memory, balance and mobility. Its effects are physical, emotional, financial, and last a lifetime. There is no cure. Did you know ... Canadians have one of the highest rates of multiple

Poetic Status Quote For The Day
I learned that if we give up on all our hope then we trully die inside for it is hope that gives us each breath we breathe everyday its hope that carries us on after the end of a terrible thing happening so as long as we hold on to that single thread of hope we are truly alive. YOU KNOW THEY ARE THERE, YOU KNOW YOU HIDE THEM FROM EVERYONE'S EARS, IT'S SOMETHING WE ALL HOLD INSIDE, DOING OUR BEST TO KEEP THEM OUT OF OTHER'S MINDS, THEY ARE ARE DEEP DARK SECRETS SO TRUE, ALWAYS HAVING THEM INSIDE KEEPS US FROM KNOWING WHAT TO DO, THEY TORMENT US MORE THAN MOST THINGS COULD, THEY KEEP US FROM GETTING RID OF THINGS INSIDE THAT WE SHOULD, WE HOLD THEM IN LIKE A DOOR WITH A LOCK THAT NEVER CAN BE OPENED, YET IN DOING THIS WE ONLY HURT OURSELVES, WHY DO WE HOLD ALL THESE DEEP DARK SECRETS IN, WHY DO WE NEVER TRULY WANT TO GIVE TO GIVE IN, WELL THE ANSWER IS BECAUSE WE ARE SCARED TO LET THEM OUT, AFRAID OF WHAT WILL BECOME OF US ONCE THE DARK SECRETS ARE HEARD, THOUGH ALWAYS REME

Erotica
I take you for a date at the park, a sunset picnic at the park on top of the mountain, overlooking the forest below. We eat dinner, drink champagne, and watch the sun disappear below the horizon. As the last of the rays fall below the skyline, a nimbus-glow crescent slipping behind the trees, I lean over to kiss you. Deeply, passionately, our lips pressing together in what seems like an endless kiss. Your heart beats and your head explodes, spinning as we part. I grab your hand, pulling you up, dragging you away from our blanket. It's dusk, light is fading fast, causing shadows to leap as we dash through the grass. I lead you to the swings, setting you on one, playfully pushing you. You laugh as I push you higher, my hands on your hips with each swing. Suddenly I stop you, joking about pushing you over the top. You grab my shirt, pulling me over to kiss you again, your breath still short from laughter. I lift you up, grinning, and wrap the rope of the swing around your wri

My Blogs To Everyone.
Your Power Level is: 68% You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within. Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals. How Powerful Are You? Booty Call Agreement . .Instruction: This Booty Call Agreement; (hereinafter referred to as the Agreement) is entered into on the ___________ .day of________________, 2007, by __________________, between______________ and _____________. **This agreement shall cover the following rules, regulations, and principles: 1. No sleeping over - - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9pm we dont have shit to talk about. 4. None of that lovemaking shit - - only mind-blowing sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions - - i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me? The answer is no, so don’t ask. 6. No plans made in advance - - that is why

Funny Things....
http://www.appeal-democrat.com/news/ronald_53288___article.html/cook_gridley.html What happened to Ronald? Statue of beloved fast-food icon stolen from Gridley restaurant By Robert LaHue/Appeal-Democrat August 28, 2007 - 11:10PM It’s not every day Gridley-Biggs police announce an arrest warrant for the Hamburglar. But in a particularly quarter-pounder-with-cheesy crime, the Ronald McDonald statue inside the play area of the Gridley McDonald’s was pilfered, leaving Happy Meals a little less happy. “I don’t know what anyone would do with Ronald,” Assistant Chief Brian Cook said Tuesday. Cook said the department was having a little fun with the incident, issuing a press release noting Ronald was last seen in large red shoes, bright red hair and red nose. But Cook also noted there was a crime and significant monetary damages. The value of the Ronald statue is reported to be $1,800, well over the $400 limit for the incident to be considered grand theft, Coo

My Stories
First Visit to a New Park "True Story" (straight) After a couple visits to the same park, we agreed to meet at the new park, which we had talked about. She didn’t want to go to the same park, too often as a couple, with her being married too. Once at the park, we drove into the park a couple miles. We left our cars at a pull off and walked down a path. The path wound along a creek, for half a mile or so. Seeing a nice big sand bar across the creek, we took off our shoes to wade across. She had brought a blanket, which we spread over the ground. I pulled off my shirt and laid down on my back. She laid down next to me and snuggled up close, cuddling and kissing. After a while, she moved to sit on top of me, at my waist. I reached up slipping her dress over her head. She surprised me, by wearing a new pair of Blue Lace panties, bought just for today. I pulled her face to mine, kissing her. She moved her kissing to my neck, then down to my should

Inner Workings Of A Conversation With Children
Sitting at the table amongst the kids as they had their afternoon tea, the toddlers were set free from their yard and a adorable boy all of 2 who i talk to regularly and who makes me laugh at times came over said hello to me had a cuddle so cos his so cute and all i ended up giving him a biscuit he says to me  "tacos?" "yeah we had tacos for lunch today already" "i have tacos at my home" "do you?" "yeah! i love tacos" Today i was out in the blistering scorching sun watching over the tub of water with boats in it as the kids happily played in the cold water a little boy all of 4 walks over to me stands at my feet looking up at me i look down and he says "pick me up!" i reply "pick me up please" i bend down hoist the child up and onto my hip he lays his head on my shoulder giving me a cuddle as i stand there holding the boy conversing with him i ask " how bout i throw you in the water?" he promptly says "no!!"  "awwww why not?" "because my clothes will get wet"... fair enough reas

Yeah
POOF BE GONE YOUR BREATH IS SO STRONG WAIT COME BACK I FOUND A TIC TAC NOT A TIC NOT A TAC BUT THE WHOLE DAMN PACK I DONT MEAN TO BE MEAN BUT YOU NEED SOME LISTERINE NOT A SIP NOT A SWALLOW BUT THAT WHOLE DAMN BOTTLE LMAO I HAD TOO Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Heaven Video - Bryan Adams lyricsBryan Adams Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureMyspace Layouts she lays their with a smile she lays their with no care shes happy she thinks everyone is too but nobodies happy she doesnt realize how much she is cared for by anyone even her enemies care but now shes gone she lays there with the blood dripping off her cold dead hands

My Stuff
I am currently in a contest to win my first Happy Hour, Contest is first to get to 50k wins. I will pay anybody how helps me 10k fubucks for every 100 comments. Must number them as you bomb. Fumail me with how many you did and I will send you the money. START TEXT HERE TYPE TEXT HERE

It Is Blog Time..
so flussy... so fake... so wrong.. a mistake when you spoke when you wrote.. from those pills that you take.. from the meanings they partake/// you are but a speck let me demonstrate that in this time... you wont be in history books your face won't get second looks and you can't take what you carry with you./ so fake, so phony.. But I realize you're just lonely IN A BIG BAD THEATRE WHERE I CAN PRETEND TO BE A ROCKSTAR! i am gonna get extreme wasted tonight..anyone care to join?? A Warning To All Men!! Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, partygoers and unsuspecting pub regulars to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. A date rape-drug on the market called "Beer" is used by many females to target unsuspecting men. The drug is generally found in liquid form and is now available almost anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, from taps and in large "kegs". "Beer" is used by female sexual predators at parties and b

Soccer Videos
US player Freddie Adu in the video scoring TRANSLATION Someday someone asked to Bella Guttman(European Champion Coach with Benfica)... ...what is Benfica Mystic? This was the answer: It rains? Its cold? Its hot? What that matters? Not even if the game... is in the end of the world... between the snow of the mountains... or in the middle of the hell flames... by land... by sea... or by air... there they go... the Benfica adepts... following their team. The big... incomparable... extraordinary... team supporters! This is the Benfica Mystic!!

why is it when a man says that they will do something and they dont the woman yells at them. and when a woman says that they will do something and when they dont its alright.they think us men shouldnt get mad at them. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails Black sun rays fall upon my soul casting dark shadows Causing it to become withered and grow cold my skin starts pealing away showing the real me in an ugly way Today, just the same Tomorrow, just the same Yesterday is gone, but the pain will never go away The clock hands are ticking backwards it seems things that have happened in the past seem to be coming back Driving the razor blades into my unholy flesh leaving me here naked

Things About Me
Last night was the first night in a long time that i have been on.i took a much needed vacation from everything.I'm now back and can't wait to catch up with all of you..take care My friends son passed away he was in a vegatative state for a long time.his heart couldn't handle it and he passed.please keep her and her family in your prayers.... i will be on and off here to be with her and the family....my love to all I want to clear up any questions any of you might have the reason there are no pics of my face is due to my job.I work with mentally challenged children.and do not want my personal life to affect my job.you never know who are on these site...All of the schoolgirl and sexually explicit photos in my nsfw are me and my partner..to me my personal life is mine its personal.I have met a lot of really great people on here who live a lifestyle similiar to me and i enjoy talking to you.for the ones that have had conversations with me you know that i am not a fake.please do not c

Moon
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Simpliy Intoxicating!
Man, getting the "word out" about naplesnerds.com is ROUGH. I did it for naplesplus - and it's all over the web. I did it for NeighborHelp Referrals' Affordable Trapping, and we get TONS of calls when someone needs trapping. But Naples nerds --- man, this is going to be tricky. It's a subgenre of people in an area where beautiful and popular are considered important. It's getting ppl out of the woodwork. I could have made a generic forum, but I thought, "No, no, go with something YOU would enjoy". I think it'll work out, but it'll just take some time. I have faith in the software, faith in the "process". Part of my problem is lacking "real friends" in Naples, FL, otherwise they could get it going for me. Part of the problem IS that I have many acquaintances but none of whom would consider themselves nerds, geeks - maybe misfits but that's about it. "my kind of people" is always hard to find, no matter where I'm at!! Ken, webmaster of naples nerds (naplesnerds.com) Holy

The Gemini Mind
Waking up and realizing that you missed out on alot does something to a person whether it be from someone who never truly understood you, to a situation you "know" you shouldn't let get any further that saying hi.......when you wake up and finally realize that what you thought you saw was not what you see after you awoke......it's time to rethink things and maybe even change a few things        But that's just the begining in the state of awaking, things that you left blurry have cleared up either by you finally seeing the truth or by someone...or something else clearing a path for you and then you make a choice to either see them for what they truly are.....or since you have gotten used to them being blurry they go right back to that which in my case makes me the fool for doing that.....how many times can you be there through the crying,venting, and basically listening to their negativity and then have them turn around and say that they don't know you or care whether your there or

Open Thoughts
For some people, drama comes looking for them. They try to live an ordinary week, day, whatever. Then something gets dropped on them like a bombshell out of the clear blue sky. That's why I fail to understand certain people that seem to go way out of their way to create drama for themselves. Like guys that like only bad girls, and girls who only like bad guys. I find it very difficult to feel sorry for a girl that turns down nice guys all day long and then suffers raising their kids on their own because her star man is in prison (no one in particular, just as an example). Or the guy that dates a regularly sleasily dressed woman, then wants to beat up every man that looks at her. The remedy? Depends on the person obviously. But if you really want true happiness, figure out the biggest causes of what makes you unhappy. This won't stop other people from trying to make you unhappy. It only helps in the areas where you sabotage yourself.    There are 3 songs available to give you a tas

Thoughts From Your Dream Maker
When I think of sex, I think of connection. An eternal bond, linking one soul to another. Without this bond, sex is merely a physical act, limiting our ability to feel. Most people view sex through the eyes of lust. A powerful feeling. One that can confuse us to believe we are in love. Sex can feel great when with a person we lust for; however limits the ability to feel. It shuts off that inner connection the spiritual link (if you will) between the two individuals. I believe this connection to be vital. Without it sex is just based on visual stimuli or ones desire for immediate gratification. When I allow myself to tap into a person’s spirit, or to wrap myself in their ora, it is like you are connected as one. You can feel what they feel. Like following a path way of energy as your fingers gently pass across their skin. As though there is a communication between the spirits. When you take the time to bond with your mate, you can unlock the bodies’ true potential and turn w

Brenda's Thoughts
My neighbor has 3 small children and a new baby. At christmas I got them a video and popcorn, the children were so happy they just hugged me. A few days later they brought me a thank you picture and cookies. Just a few minutes ago hear a knock at the door and the 2 older children were at my door. They said their mom went outside and didn't come back so I went to look and she wasn't out there. I came back up and went into there apartment the mom and sister had been out on the deck and the kids didn't know. What makes me feel good is that those kids trusted me enough to come to me for help. bigg_house@ fubar Is anyone else having trouble with their shoutbox?

Wowza!
It's official, Thursday I will be in Canada meeting up with my fu-wifey and my fu-bff! Will be there through Tuesday! and you know what, this clown is FRIGGIN NERVOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just a quick blog before I crash... I am in Canada met my fu-wifey she is awesome! Its been a long day over 12 hours of airports and flying, and they lost my luggage so I feel so grimy!! Start off with saying do I ever feel like an ass today!! Yesterday was cool as hell. April picked me up and we were going to hang out at her house for a few hours, instead I think we went to a ton of stores. She dropped me back off at the hotel to take a bath and to get ready to get Ernie from the airport. April was nervous as hell, not quite sure why, but she was. Last night we took a cab over the bridge into Michigan to a bar. Right when we got to the bar, I felt awful so when the cab dude came back over to Michigan to drop people off I got a ride back to Canada with him. He had to drop me

Thought For The Day
A horse and a chicken are playing in a meadow. ========================= The horse falls into a mud hole and is sinking. He calls to the chicken to go and get the farmer to help pull him out to safety. The chicken runs to the farm but the farmer can't be found. So he drives the farmer's Corvette back to the mud hole and ties some rope around the bumper. He then throws the other end of the rope to his friend the horse, and drives the car forward saving him from sinking! A few days later, the chicken and horse were playing in the meadow again and this time the chicken fell into the mud hole. The chicken yelled to the horse to go and get some help from the farmer. The horse said, "I think I can stand over the hole!" So he stretched over the width of the hole and said: "Grab for my penis and pull yourself up." And the chicken did and pulled himself to safety. If you're hung like a horse, you don't need a sports car to p

Junk
THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY. [lets see if you can get through it.] [[if not, you're too scared about your past]] -Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?: been engaged three times, counting my husband -Are you crushin' on anybody? yes -Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? yes -Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? yes -Are you happier single or in a relationship? before I got married or after???? lol -Have you ever been cheated on? yes, and it hurts like hell -What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex? eyes and smile -Have you ever had your heart broken?: yes, more than my share -Have you ever broken someone's heart?: yes -Talk to any of your ex's?nope -If you could go back in time and change things, would you? yes -Have any feelings for your ex's?: hell no, that's why they are EX's -Think any of your ex's feel the same? yes -Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? y

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NOW THAT ROSS HAS GONE I WAS GOING TO LEAVE FUBAR AND MY LOUNGE AND MY YAHOO..HOWEVER AFTER RE-READING HIS LETTERS TO ME I REALIZE THAT HE WANTS ME TO GO ON AND BE HAPPY AND HE EVEN ASKED THAT I NOT LEAVE OR DELETE THE LOUNGE ....SO I GUESS U GUYS ARE STUCK WITH ME :-s I HAVE CHANGED MY LOUNGE TO THE 6TH SENSE DUNNO WHY BUT I JUST HAVE WOULD LOVE ALL THAT ARE MY FRIENDS FAMILY AND FANS TO POP IN AND JOIN AND SAY HI EVERY NOW AND AGAIN ITS GONNA BE ROUGH NOW THAT HES GONE IM COUNTING ON JAY TO HELP ME THROUGH IT ALL SRY BUT HES THE ONE I FEEL CLOSEST TO AND I LOVE HIM SO HERES THE LINK TO THE THE NEW LOUNGE HURRY BY WILL PLAY ALL REQUESTS..AND ROSS WHEREVER U ARE U ARE IN MY HEART MY LOVE AND..MAY UR AFTERLIFE BRING TO YOU EVERYTHING THAT YOU DIDNT FIND IN THIS WORLD LOVE U ROSS ..DEBZXXXXXXhttp://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55083 Dj Deb 'Dj Deb" Dj OF sixth sense' Dj Deb Will cast a spell on u while she is on t

Hotflash
Visit www.hostdrjack.comCLICK HERE! FOR ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY HERE ON FUBAR JUST WANT TO LET YA ALL KNOW THAT FRI THE 18TH WILL BE MY LAST DAY HERE FOR A BIT FOR I'M NOT GOING TO BE BABYSITTING THE GRANDKIDS ANYLONGER SO WONT HAVE THE USE OF MY DAUGHTERS COMP. BUT HEY DONT WORRRY I'LL BE GOING AND GETTING ONE FOR MYSELF IN A WEEK OR SO SO PLEASE KEEP STOPPN B SHOWING YOUR LOVE AND I'LL BE BACK ON SOON . Visit www.hostdrjack.comCLICK HERE! WELL IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TOMARROW!! I'LL BE 44 YEARS OLD.I HAVE LEAD A LONG AND ROUGH LIFE IN THESE 44 YEARS. I HAVE LIVED THE DRUG LIFE FOR 22 YEARS AND LIVED THE HALF WAY HOUSE LIFE FOR 1 1/2 YEARS AND THAT WAS THE BEST TIME IN MY LIFE THE DAY I FOUND OUT I WAS GOING IN IS THE SAME DAY I FOUND OUT I WAS GOING TO BE GRANDMOTHER. IT BOTHERED ME FOR THE FACT OF BEING A GRANDMA BOTHERED ME BUT THE DAY MY GRANDDAUGHTER WAS BORN I WAS THERE IN THE ROOM. I WAS CLEAN OF ALL DRUGS THEN AND HAVE BEEN SINCE, GRANDDAUGHTER WILL BE 3 IN MARCH, AND I ALSO NO

Inner Ramblings
To wake up and be here, means one more year I've been longing for that road And if it means that road be marked with what i fear, then i say "bring on the suffering" But surely i'll be walking, and i sure as hell can't drive unless you Come along for the ride Leave it all behind, leave it all ruins For all I care, for all we care Don't look back just keep driving Don't stop now just keep striving Don't say, that we've seen better days Cause we haven't seen a thing (we haven't seen a thing) And at the break of day, in our case noon We'll scale that open road Cause here the hopeless strive, and all our dreams are shot out of the sky But they won't die, if we Don't look back just keep driving Don't stop now just keep striving Don't say, that we've seen better days Cause we haven't seen a thing Someday when we're just a myth in town, I want you to know I want you to remember That friends do last forever, last forever So don't you ever change, no Don't loo

Sex Terms
POSTING PICTURE COMMENTS CLASS 100 Category: Friends LOOK FOR THE HTML CODE  IT SHOULD BE IN A WHITE BOX, THEN HIGHLIGHT THE CODE IN BOX, LEFT CLICK WILL DO, THEN RIGHT CLICK TO COPY,NOW  USE MOUSE LEFT CLICK TO COPY. GO TO WHERE U WANT TO PUT CODE IN THE WHITE BOX AND RIGHT CLICK TO PASTE IT, THEN LEFT CLICK MOUSE TO PASTE THE COMMENT. IF U HAVE ANY PROBLEMS WRITE THIS DOWN. TRY THIS WEBSITE 4 PRACTICE www.crystalcomments.com or www.123tagged.com MUCH LUV BARNETT 1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not per

Blings Fubucks Mega Points
BACK BY DEMAND BACK MY DEMAND TO SAY THANK TO MY FRIENDS. I AM RUNNING ANOTHER AUTO 11, SO MANY HAVE LEVELED ON ME THEY WANT ME TO DO IT AGAIN LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs N FUBUCKS GIVE AWAY** I HAVE HAD LOTS DO IT 2 & 3 TIMES LOL & AND GET BLINGS EACH TIME WHILE THEY LEVEL UP..LOL I have my Auto 11's activated. Come rate my pics with a 10 and YOU and I will both get 35 points for each rate, and 57 points during Happy Hours. Have fun rating and hope a lot of you level up Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 108 and not 57 *JUST A example...600 rates takes about 30 minutes and @ 57 points each, thats 32,400 easy points and matching fubucks,,, what a deal. **Rate Athon with Give Away BLINGS till????:)** *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#17*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY*@ fubar Viva Las VegasBy ZZ TopBest Video Codes

Bling Contest...just For The Fun Of It!
Hello everyone :) I seriously need some new music on my external drive...so; I've decided to hold a "best play list bling contest" If you feel you have the best play list on fu...give me a link to your page and I'll check it out!!!  1st prize: Boomerang & pimphand 2nd prize: Boomerang 3rd prize: 10 credit bling of your choice 4th prize: 1 day blast or 5 credit bling your choice 5th prize: 1 day blast or 5 credit bling your choice   If you do not have a playlist, I totally understand.  Please put your suggestions below and I will check them out....you may still win j/s.   *lilboops and sio are already in teh contest by default.  I have spent many days on their pages listening to their lists. If you'd like to nominate a friend...feel free :) UPDATE!!!! 1-12-11 DUE TO OVERWHELMING RESPONSE AND LONG/MULTIPLE PLAYLISTS I WILL BE EXTENDING THE CONTEST UNTIL 1-23-11 HIGH NOON FU TIME! *sorry if your panties are wadded, blame the "mummers" they helped me make up my mumm and

Thanks!!
bid on me in this autcion for a month with me!! I will put owned by (your name here) in my name for a month, rate all your pics, add you so you can see my NSFW pics, make a slaute pic for you(not nude) and become your fan!! be generous please this is my first time being auctioned!! Today the 18th is three months since I have been on here I wanted to tell all my real friends ty for being there , for adding me , for being a friend and I hope instead of three months it will turn into 30 years!! luv you all and ty for taking me in , being a friend , and showing luv to me you have all made me feel comfortable here I love it !! I am an addict hehe Yesterday my child met her father for the very first time. It's been 6 years myself since I had seen him. The past 6 years I have been trying to contact him so he can be a part of her life. I finally got that chance , it was weird for all three of us , I thought that it wouldn't go well I have alot of hostility built up for h

All About Love
How to say 'I Love You' in different languages Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief Albanian - Te dua Arabic - Ana behibak (to male) Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumen Bambara - M'bi fe Bangla - Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian - Obicham te Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T'estimo Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse Chichewa - Ndimakukonda Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Creol - Mi aime jou Croatian - Volim te Czech - Miluji te Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch - Ik hou van jou English - I love you Esperanto - Mi amas vin Estonian - Ma armastan sind Ethiopian - Afgreki' Faroese - Eg elski teg Farsi - Doset daram Filipino - Mahal kita Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort Georgian - Mikvarhar German - Ich liebe dich Greek - S'agapo Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw

Goddess Blessings
10- You vigorously deny the existence of thousands of gods claimed by other religions, but feel outraged when someone denies the existence of your god. 9- You feel insulted and "dehumanized" when scientists say that people evolved from lesser life forms, but you have no problem with the Biblical claim that we were created from dirt 8- You laugh at polytheists, but you have no problem believing in a Trinity god 7- Your face turns purple when you hear of the "atrocities" attributed to Allah, but you don't even flinch when hearing about how God/Jehovah slaughtered all the babies of Egypt in "Exodus" and ordered the elimination of entire ethnic groups in "Joshua" -- including women, children, and trees! 6- You laugh at Hindu beliefs that deify humans, and Greek claims about gods sleeping with women, but you have no problem believing that the Holy Spirit impregnated Mary, who then gave birth to a man-god who got killed, came back to life and then ascended into the sky. 5- You

All About Me
Woohoo.. Im goin to see my son tonight i can wait.. I miss him so much.. im so happy i get to see him... you all have no idea ok well maybe you do ha ha.. its from the movie JAY AND SILENT BOB STRIKE BACK... SO here we go I found the part Of the movie its just the words no video... Jay: What's twistin' this bitches tit? Justice: Maybe it's because girls don't like to be called bitches, Jay. Jay: They don't? How 'bout fine piece of ass? Justice: How 'bout not. Jay: Then what the fuck am I supposed to call you? Justice: Something sweet, ya big goof. Something nice. Jay: Boo boo kitty fuck? Justice: That's... a start. I got to see my son today.. I was with him for an hour and a half.. Im soo happy.. I missed him soo much.. I got a pic taken with him So once i get it on the computer ill be postin it.. And I might get him this weekend for easter WOOHOO GO ME GO ME!!! ha ha Im Just really excited

Profile Titles Can Take A Blog In Themselves
I wanted to keep the length of my new title reasonable, so I abbreviated a few words... and ended up with prate for photo rating- of course, prate is a word. I'm at my prating and prattling on limit indeed for the day. Pity! :) I don't mean as romantic partners. *G* (If you've read Piers Anthony's Xanth series, or Terry Pratchett's Discworld - with Patrician Havelock Vetinari- he of "one man, one vote"- he's the one man who has the one vote ;) - anyway, his line about alloys being stronger than "pure metals"- that's much closer to my very, very indirect and jump-about line of thought...) This "birdie" is getting a haircut (feathertrim?) soon, soon... (Hirsute = hairy!)

Politics And Events, Some Not Current
Happy Mother's Day! The original Proclamation was a call to activism for peace: http://en.wikisource.org/wiki/Mother%27s_Day_Proclamation 1870, Julia Ward Howe Arise then...women of this day! Arise, all women who have hearts! Whether your baptism be of water or of tears! Say firmly: "We will not have questions answered by irrelevant agencies, Our husbands will not come to us, reeking with carnage, For caresses and applause. Our sons shall not be taken from us to unlearn All that we have been able to teach them of charity, mercy and patience. We, the women of one country, Will be too tender of those of another country To allow our sons to be trained to injure theirs." From the bosum of a devastated Earth a voice goes up with Our own. It says: "Disarm! Disarm! The sword of murder is not the balance of justice." Blood does not wipe our dishonor, Nor violence indicate possession. As men have often forsaken the plough and the anvil at the summons of war, Le

Helping Others
The Black Side of the Moon Embracing Lunar Cycles of Depression by Antero Alli Sometimes I think Sun-sign astrology columns in newspapers have done more damage to real astrology than all the world's most literal-minded, empirically oriented cynics combined. Astrology remains one of the more misunderstood and misrepresented of the so-called occult sciences. I think part of the problem lies with this mistaken notion, posited by some astrologers, that astrology is actually a science. Astrology is not a science; it's a language and its interpretation, an art form at best. Add to this pseudo-scientific confusion millions of nonastrologers everywhere blindly assuming that astrology is the same as newspaper Sun-sign columns, fortune-telling and, from more fundamentalist vantages, the work of the devil. If astrologers are to be understood on our own terms, we must become far more intuitive, imaginative and cunning about how the astrological language is represented. The most obvious

Rant And Rave
My daughter has tried to keep this hidden from me since Wednesday thru a series of manipulating her Mother or attempting to. She has no idea I found out yesterday already. I like how she parked the car with both windows down, as if she just "forgot" to roll them up; otherwise it might be too obvious the passenger window is shattered. Maybe she just assumed with all the other damage from her previous crunches, I would not even notice something new. I bought this car in Feb 2009, it was a nice car! I drove it for a month when my car was in the shop. She started driving it in March. I've labeled her different accidents/incidents A thru G.   Started out nice: "A" was her very first day of driving; ran off the road on the right, overcorrected and slid sideways across the road and then into the ditch on lefthand side, backwards, taking out a white fence. Hence, the white scuff marks. "B" was when she decided to wash her entire car.. with a green scrubbing pad.. hence the swirl mark

Poetry
She’s amazing! She’s perfect!She’s everything I dreamed!Sophisticated, attractive,She’s everything that she seems!I looked in her eyes,I was at a los-for-words.I still couldn’t speak,Even afterwards.I was out of my mind,I thought I was crazy before.She had me all fuzzy,I was cocky before.I stay ready for war.She put a stop to that.She pulled it out of my core.None of that was allowed,It stayed outside the door.The haterid, the grudge,The brolic attitude,The violence, the Marine,The ghetto nigga called Luke.She wanted Elliot,That part of me nobody know.She wanted to see the hidden man,Like that was her goal.She got it for show.I was putty in her hand.I always thought,I was a uncontrolled man.She shocked me,I shocked her.She surprised me,I amazed her.I did all that I can,To show her my worth.Said I was waiting for her,Sense the day of my birth.For the day I was a Smerf.I felt so little.I did and said things,That was just strait pitiful.But, what’s done

1slickchick's Barn
A Woman's heart is in her home. from the very 1st day she crosses that threshold through the Front Door. Her artistic sense of self wakes up to creating a sanctuary for her family. Everything has to be just right in colors, from the paint down to the blinds, chair rail, wall paper, stencil art. etc etc etc... It becomes her expression of Love for her family who she holds closest to her heart. It is her sole investment she has created in her heart that is priceless to anything in the world. A woman's heart is shattered when through no fault of her own that life closes one chapter of her book and moves onto a new one closing the door for the final time in her home. She leaves a piece of her heart with the house that will forever be there for other women to continue the trend. She worries for her children, who are dependent on her strength to keep the family safe. She doesn't worry about the emotional failure she feels from the love lost of a companion for the entire family even

Reverse Funnel System Money
Reverse Funnel System Money Are you ready to learn the SECRET to online wealth? Reverse funnel system money - Ty Coughlin and the Inner Circle team spent TENS OF THOUSANDS of dollars on The Reverse funnel system. They hired $20,000 a page copywriters, some of the world's most talented programmers, and spent enormous sums of money getting this funnel to be a HIGH converting funnel. Bottom line, The Reverse funnel system was designed by MASTERS of conversion, who have proven that with their success track records. So when you send traffic to your copy of the Reverse Funnel System, that traffic has a scientific conversion rate. You can actually measure how much of that traffic is converting to sales...and Ty Coughlin continues to test that data, and make systematic improvements to The Reverse funnel system. reverse funnel system, reverse funnel system money, reverse funnel system review, reverse funnel system scam, rfs, rfs review, rfs scam, rfs mlm, network marketing

Stuff
I'm PMS & I hate everyone. Well,  not everyone. Not Wicked. Never Wicked. But most of her friends don't like me. Oh well. My toe itches. I have scratched it like 4 times & it still itches. Damn it. Seamus is the SHIT!!!!!   discuss...

Stardust - Tomcats Blog
not much is for sure -except that the sun might shine again tommow.  It is now around 100 degress in the shade.  All the money this month goes to pay the  rent and we are still short of making full payment - thats ok but hole just  gets deeper.  The breaks on our car went out so my son and wife cannot get  work, as we have no money to get it fixed.  The reality of that means that next month we might become homelesss people. And stupid us spent money so we can be on fubar and have a  cell phone and TV.  At least last month we did .  life is a bitch  right now but at least  my cancer might be an  excape door. .       In an illuminated journey through the dimentional colors of the imagination we  will reach  that point where we shall emplode into the NOW where time becomes obsolete - to co-create our paradiice made up of the best that we have discovered in  mother  nature, technology, and human nature, these treasures and visons manifesting in the soil of the heaet's joy, and the bl

Men Vs Women
Parkland Memorial Hospital in Dallas,Texas is a famous institution and for a variety of reasons: 1. John F. Kennedy died there in 1963 2. Lee Harvey Oswald died there shortly after 3. Jack Ruby-who killed Lee Harvey Oswald, died there a few years later. On the flip side, Parkland is also home to the second busiest maternity ward in the country with almost 16,000 new babies arriving each year. (That's almost 44 per day---every day) A recent patient survey indicated that 70 percent of the women who gave birth at Parkland in the first three months of 2006 were illegal immigrants. Crikey!, that's 11,200 anchor babies born every year just in Dallas . According to the article, the hospital spent $70.7 million delivering 15,938 babies in 2004 but managed to end up with almost $8 million dollars in surplus funding. Medicaid kicked in $34.5 million, Dallas County taxpayers kicked in $31.3 million and the feds tossed in another $9.5 million. The average patient in Parklan

Twisted Existence
Where to start...A lot has happened in the past couple of years. I've been threw three cars and three houses in three years. 3-3-3 halfway to hell. Let's start with employment 1. I quit my job on my 30th birthday a few months ago. 2. Good riddance. 3. Still unemployed, but took a road trip to Florida and still doing just fine. Vehicular CARma 1. Bought a Toyota Matrix after my nasty breakup a few years ago. 2. Totaled it two years ago by spinning 180 and rolling 360 into a frozen creek w/o seatbelt. 3. Bought flat screen TV and got completing out of debt with insurance money. 4. Spend remaining $900 on Saturn with cracked head for new wheels. 5. Totaled Saturn last year when it collided with a Kubota on the same road the Toyota was lost. 6. Bought fully loaded Buick Century with insurance money and loving it! Housing 1. Lived with my best friends for one year after seperation. 2. Moved in with my better half and lived in 100 year old farm house for two years. 3. Bought 3 bed 1 bath

Thought Of The Day!
My Wish for You in 2010: May peace break into your home and may thieves come to steal your debts.  May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet for $100 notes.  May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had, forget your home address!  In simple words ............

Support
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My Creations Blog
creation I did for Kori Kitten Out of bounds creation effects I did *If you want one done of one of your pictures. Feel free to inquire within* 1. 2. 3. 3d Anaglyph *3d red/blue glasses require for this one to see the full extent of effect. 3d pop out effect I did with perspective.

My Ramblings
I wanted to tell you a story about a young wounded soldier who came to the terminal one night to greet his battle buddies who were returning home. His story was first written by a Red Cross volunteer named Carol. She is also the founder of the Adopt A Soldier program. She writes a column for the newspaper here. You can find her article here: http://savannahnow.com/node/638823 But even though Carol told the story, I too wanted to tell it. Because I was so inspired by what I personally witnessed and it's something I will never forget. So here is Ryan's story in my words: I was coming from the storeroom when I saw a young soldier in a wheel chair sitting by the USO table. He was being pushed by another soldier and there was a woman with him. I walked over to my table. The Colonel saw me and called me over and introduced me. The guys name was SGT Ryan Shurtleff and the woman with him was his mom. He was here from Tampa to see his friends return home. I shook his hand and in d

In Mumm Style
Yes, I am in an auction once more......dont really get in these very often, however, Dj Sexy sheila, is one I own now and she asked me to join her auction, so here I am .....if you would like a 2thick of your very own, here is the link Just copy and paste into your browser http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=173531&albumid=1562185&i=2105315877&idx=0 thanks, Johnny, aka 2thick Why is it that women think that we are only out for sex? Because we are......we are only out for sex until we find that one woman who captures our fancy....makes us not want another woman......but with kids and jobs and all of life's details, what woman has the time to give us what we need? I understand that women have kids and responsibilities, but the bottom line is that until I find a woman who makes ME their priority........I will keep looking. I dont have any intention of being 3rd or 4th on their list of priorities.....I will give up my spot as their number one priority because I am not selfish

A Safe Place To Fall When Reality Feels To Real
My world - Sick puppiesUploaded by Lili-bellule I searched for you , Upon every hill. My unmasked passion, Weaker still, I reached for you , with maimed hands , They streached and reached , To distant lands, My soul weeped , In river beds , And wilted forests, With the pain they shed , I altered the Hinge of every question , As wild amazement fastened on , And as the gentel summer beckoned , In wonderment I crept alone, I transformed the earth , And branchs grew, Vivd colors spilling , Onto every painters hue, Sent out my hearing , If only to hear , That you were close by , But none was near, I wept for days , Flooding lands , Constant sorrow , As my eyes scanned, I uprooted trees , As harsh winds blew , My fury screaming , Yet still.... I could not find you . I surpassed the sun , And captured the moon , It was a gift to give to you , If only I could find you soon , The mountian tops I brou

Funny Net Musings !
1. Do you still have all your real teeth? Nope, had them pulled for braces. 2. If you could look like any celebrity, who would it be? No one 3.How much $ is in you wallet right now? bwahahahahaha 4.Have you ever had braces? Yup 5. Do you go tanning? GO tanning.........? I go Burning! 6. Everyone says theyre funny but be honest, are you? Usually....at least I think so and that's what really matters 7. Do you have big feet? Compared to?.......... 8. Do you wear underwear every day? Who's? 9. Are most of your friends older or younger than you? About the same age 10. Do you have more than 5 best friends? Nah 11. Confess, who have you kissed on your top 8? I don't have a top 8........whew! Got outta that...LOL 12. Do you like cheese? Yummmm Ceeeeeeeeese 13. How many tattoos do you have? 11 14. Do you like your hair? When I don't, I just buy more.......ha ha 15. There can be only one True or False: true 16. Have you

Music Is Good For The Soul
Something has happened. I really like this Miley Cyrus song. :/     I just saw on the scrolly thing up there that  John Frusciante from the Red Hot Chili Peppers (better, guys?) has left the group. :( I are sad. I guess he left a year ago. I'm booing this. He's amazing.   I don't care if you hate them, their music, the members..blah,blah,blah. They're one of my favorite bands and they weren't the same the last time he left. :( Sucks.   You may continue with your regularly scheduled lives. Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI can?t destroy what isn?t thereDeliver me into my fateIf I?m alone I cannot hateI don?t deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them

Runes Writ In Red
And thus, eyes black with grief, We hailed the void, uneasy with relief. Glad we were, on the brink of madness, Accustomed  to pain, emboldened by sadness.   She held my heart, in her hands, And her reward was to bleed out, upon stranger sands. Those who love me, I stop their breath, For in my heart lies frozen death.   With not a whimper, nor a sigh, Did trust in me, and thus they die. So now I hail unto the void, What peace I had, evermore destroyed. You dinna see it do ya? Like rats in the walls.BIG rats. Only NOT rats. And the walls, you see, Are society.   We're headed fer a fall my friends. Better learn how to handle that gun. But eventually the bullets will be too expensive to make. And so our blades'll gleam again, in the sun. It'll still be the rule of One.   He'll promise ya SUV's, And condoms(latex free) In short, society, Industrializationized, sensible, tax(and conscience)-free..   But it's lies, An economy based on dead byproducts. Fossiliz

Randoms
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Romance And Relationships
Romance and Relationships Ok people what is the fuckin reason people cheat???... what is the point in getting into a relationship knowing in the back of your mind that your gonna do it... what about stayin with just one person is so damn hard??? cheating is fuckin pointless... once some one finds out that u cheat they cant trust u... whats the point in a relationship if u cant trust the person your with... because they always lieing and being sneaky...and tryin to hide stuff... i know im probably writin this because a song i heard a couple hrs ago reminded me of my ex and how many times she fucked me over... but neways i dont know... i have a broking heart sense you and i got together i have felt alive again and i wanna spend the rest of my life with you befor we started daitng i didn't know what love meant but when we got together i started know what love was again i love you baby

Electromagnetic Portals To The Sun Open Every 7 Minutes
My soul was too cold,robbed of light,so I dug my remains,from out of the ice,then allowed it to thaw,and come back to life,but what will I be,when I emerge from the night. tilt the screen and move your head to see the secret message: "Thermodynamic miracles... events with odds against so astronomical they're effectively impossible, like oxygen spontaneously becoming gold. I long to observe such a thing. And yet, in each human coupling, a thousand million sperm vie for a single egg. Multiply those odds by countless generations, against the odds of your ancestors being alive; meeting; siring this precise son; that exact daughter... Until your mother loves a man she has every reason to hate, and of that union, of the thousand million children competing for fertilization, it was you, only you, that emerged. To distill so specific a form from that chaos of improbability, like turning air to gold... that is the crowning unlikelihood. The thermodynamic miracle."

Bombing Target
I would like the family to please help thug out as much as you can please i will be watching while im in there helping and be handing out blings for those that bust there ass in there show thug how we get it done he is in 3rd right now thank you, Angel Eyes Please bomb our family member he needs 12,500 comments for a auto 11 lets get this for him. I will be starting it a little early!! it is no race it is just to see if you are willing to actually do 6k like asked and not give up in a kinda timely manner !! Everyone gets a prize !! I will be opening it at 11 Eastern time !! thanks \ Basstracker

A Jilted Womans Life
ok so i found out my ex is dating...am i supposed to care if he is or not? why do people keep tellin me i ought to be pissed about this? the only thing that pisses me off is the fact that he hooked up with her before he left us, and that the bitch sweet talked her way in knowing he was still married. i would never in a million years, even before this shit happened, try and hook up with a guy knowing he was married, let alone he had 2 young kids. i just dont understand why marriage still exists, all it is, is one big crap shoot anyway, either you lose it all right off the bat, or you can keep playing on what you've won along the way, but if your really lucky, you lose everything you have ever owned including the love, respect, and admiration of a woman who did everything she could to please you. ok so i may not be the dream girl every guy hopes for, but damn i am sure as hell a better catch because i actually love people unconditionally and people that know me can tell you that is 10

Random Lyrics And Quotes
(a dead hand?  Where are these people at?)   What ya thinking wearing that skirt?What ya thinking being a flirt?What ya thinking wearing PVC?What ya thinking?What ya thinking?What ya thinking smelling like a dead hand?What ya thinking digging that band?What ya thinking doing your dance?What ya thinking?What ya thinking smokin those cloves?What ya thinking wearin those gloves?What ya thinking using that cane?What ya thinking?What ya thinking?What ya thinking smelling like dirt, bad poetry of pain and hurt?What ya thinking flashing your fangs?What ya thinking?What ya thinking?"Could you be any more Gothic pretentious!""How dare you speak to the Prince of E-ville that way you slllllllut!""Prince if E-ville! You work at fucking Dairy Queen!"What ya thinking?

Points To Ponder...
Started as a status reply and I liked the idea andwanted to build from it. In retrospect should I have had the concept when I started it would of been alot different but I like the free flow. Maybe I'll build on it at a later time.Or just be lazy and say fuck it... I guess time will tell... WHITE Unleashed sabertooth tiger strong, Wild beast on the loose for violation, Not a leash- but a noose, try it on, Lost Child who speaks, the truth of Zion, Half dead, but a thoroughbred son, On a path of blood shed, infrared vision He hears your heart beat, in his head, (bom-bom bom-bom, bom-bom-bom) Metronome in the dome, he's in a zone, Micraphone cyclone, Mind blown, To a different time zone, to find Solomon's chosen ones, I'm gone, flying on, the scion of thine kingdom come, Singing songs, in ancient Assyrian tongue, in a serious tone, of origins unknown, Messiah with a cold heart, Siberian Corazón, White as if the color was gone,  pale face, and a dead stare, Stale mate when y

I Am~~
I want my baby...not real sure where he is...but I know hes out there somewhere... Baby~ Would you bring me dasies just cuz Be my one and only luv Would you leave me notes with little hearts Show your love even when were apart Would you hold my hand and walk with me Touch my soul and and feel me breathe Would you tell me dreams of you and I Hold my heart and help me fly Would you love me for the real inside Except the pain I cannot hide Would you lift me up when life is down Be my strength my level ground Would you sing me a song without a rhyme Will your love conquer the test of time Ahhh silly words...but, would you?? http://www.metalunderground.com/interviews/details.cfm?newsid=24347 Read down where he asks the funniest thing thats ever happened to you while on stage...umm yea that would be me hes talkin about..too fukkin funnyyyyy!!!! YOUR NOT A LI

Just A Thought
I am curious from you all how many people on your friends list on average that you actually have regular contact with?? I would say I have 10 I talk to very regularly, outside of that maybe 20 who pass nice comments and consistantly vote on my pics and show they like and acknowledge me.. There are a few who's opinions in their blogs and profiles and so on I truely enjoy and value as well. But the majority are on here to look pretty show off in pics and not have any substance really... I admit I too love to look at sexy pics but I try to relate to people over more than their pics.. But I value so much more entertaining conversation, intelligence, and similar interests and people who show genuine interest in my likes, thoughts and my personality.. I try to show attention as best I can in my busy lifestyle.. I love being on this site, but what I am discovering is that I do not in anyway have the time to pay attention to 300, 400 or 500 people on my friends list.. there is no way. So

My Sentiment
methods of love.... *kiss on the ear--------------------"i'm horny" *kiss on the cheek-----------------"we're friends" *kiss on the hand------------------"i adore you" *kiss on the neck-------------------"we belong together" *kiss on the shoulder--------------"i want you" *kiss on the lips---------------------"i love you" or "i want you" *holding hands--------------------"we can learn to love each other" *a wink---------------------------------"Let's get it on" *slap on the butt---------------------"thats mine" *playing with the ear----------------"i can't live without you" *holding on tight---------------------"don't let go" *looking into each other's eyes---"let's get romantic" *playing with hair on head---------------"tell me you love me" *arms around the waist -----------"i love you too much to let go" *laughing while kissing-------"i am completley comfortable w/you" =advice= ***if you're kissing someone, close your eyes. it's not nice to stare

Random Writings..........
I don't have much time online at present, but I will try to get back on later. I just wanted to say I am alive and miss you all and I am still slowly getting my life on track. With right now not being at home and crashing at friends house, I sometimes get on web messenger, but its hard to type, Yahoo messenger is not working at the libary and the only one is msn if you want to reach me add me on msn mine is beargurl_1973@yahoo.com (yes that is my msn) Well what a day, I woke up this afternoon, feeling better then I have the last few days then my crankiness and my brother crankinesss got the best of us and we had a big fight, I am at the libary now. He dont want me back the place, so I dont know what I am doing or where I am going. if I am not around for awhile you know why.

Just Things
I guess this is more for a update to those that are close to me. Last week I got a horrorific phone call from one of my sisters. She informed me that one of my other sisters had died. Though I have not been real close with either of these sisters it was still a shock. She was only 39. So now here I am at work when I get this call which now instead of being calm and collective I become hystirical. So now this is wed that I get this call. The sister that died lives in georgia so now its time to figure out how to get there. Thank God I work for 2 great people. They loaned me 300 bucks to get to georgia. So Sat comes and hubby and I get in the car and start driving. 2 tanks of gas, 10 hours later we arrive on my brother in laws brother's door step. To be greeted by my neice, nephew and other sister. We stay for 3 days in georgia and then headed home tues. My sister died of phneomonia with a thyroid problem that weekend her heart and caused her to have a heart attack. The viewing is thurs

Personal Stuff
Ok... so this is embarrassing but funny so I'm gonna share it anyway. Figured if I can laugh at myself, you all might as well too. Wednesday I noticed that my black pullover was covered in dog hair on the front so being out of those sticky rollers you'd normally use I grabbed the vacuum cleaner. I attached the hand held upholsery tool with the spinning brush thinking... well it IS made for removing dog hair from furniture. Yeah... so... I proceed to vacuum the front of my shirt while still wearing it.   Well it worked great, the dog hair was all but gone .... when suddenly my OWN hair got caught in the upholsery tool's spin brush. And I know what you're thinking... ouccchhhh.... well... no... THAT part actually didn't hurt. But when the upholsery tool quickly shot UP my hair and hit me in the mouth, splitting the inside of my bottom lip open so that I actually required stitches... well THAT did hurt. Yeah... How many people you know can actually injure themselves removing dog hair f

General Ranting And Raving From A Stressed Out Single Mom
hey anyone i chat with whose interested in chatting other then here hit me up on yahoo messenger under my nAME FOREVERKRIS2000 i found out last night at work i make 17.00 bucks an hr when i thought i was making 14 so thats pretty sweet, i moved back to my hometown area, so back with my homey's...kids are at a low roar trouble wise...im single again, which is fine with me.... I totaled my truck this morn ...roads were shitty and i was bringing my youngest to school when some moron in front of me decided to make a last minute turn in order not to hit him i steered into a parking lot hit ice and smashed into a huge steel beam holding up a sign..most of the impact was on passenger side..my 13 yr old hadnt put her seatbelt on and i hadnt noticed as she was late for school and we were rushing..she hit the windsheild with her head and my legs crunced the sttering wheel..we're both ok however..just kinda a wake up call to pay attention to things that are really important..needless to say she

Please Read
I am walking away from fubar for awhile. I have some hobbies that i want to start up again plus spend time with my kids and the rest of my family. You all will be missed but this is a much needed break for those that have my yahoo you can hit me up there it will be on at all times. i will miss everyone but i will be back. i will check my messages off and on so leave me a message and i will get back to you as soon as possible. Take care my friends and love you all.   Love and hugs Jennifer just to inform everyone you all have probably noticed my statuses well just to let every know, again we have been notified that we may have to move. For the last 6 months the landlord has been pocketing our rent money, and as of now the bank now owns the house. The landlord lied to us and told us the house was not up for forclosure, but it was monday will tell the tail if we will have to up and move or if we can stay. please keep me and my family in your prayers. i am really stressed out and a com

Science
http://www.physorg.com/news179482563.html Though coordinating eight separate arms might seem a tricky task for an octopus brain, what’s really demanding is controlling the arms’ flexible, infinitely variable movements. Now researchers have figured out part of their secret. Unlike us, specific regions of an octopus’ motor cortex don’t correspond to specific parts of its body. Instead, each region controls different parts at different times. Their motor neural network seems as flexible as their bodies — a phenomenon that expands the range of neurophysiological possibility, and could refine the design of arm-flexing robots. “We think, because of the complexity of the octopus body and its variability, that it has another way of organizing its control system. That’s what we find in this study,” said Benny Hochner, a Hebrew University of Jerusalem neurobiologist and author of research published Thursday in Current Biology. “It&r

Me
Life is about living and trying new things. It is also about lessons and learning, Learning about yourself and others around you. Learning what you are and aren't capable of. What others are and arent capable of. What you like don't like. What others like don't like.    Anyways. I learned a great deal about myself in just a span of a couple hours. I learned that I am not capable of explaining my feelings to anyone. It always comes out wrong. In the end I come out looking like a flip flopping, game playing moron. People get mad get upset, and in the end noone wins. I learned that I am not a very lovable guy. Noone can really love me. Why should they really? I can't express myself in words very well. What I want doesn't really matter. People make their own conclusions and I get left tongue tied. I learned that I believe I was meant to be alone for my entire life. No kids, no wife, nothing. This breaks my heart most, as I really do want a family. I can't force someone to be with me if t

The Writings Of Fats
It is now that I can see I am a candle.  My hope is represented by the flame.  It’s been lit for a very specific reason, and was left to burn contently, completely unaware of its imminent demise, circling in around it.  The flame dances and skips about the wick, the object of my affection. It’s such a beautiful sight, such poetry in motion, the whole time, feeding its own destruction.  As time passes, the flame dwindles a bit.  It no longer burns with such vigor and playfulness, as it once did, however it has settled down into a slow, strong, steady burn of fire, much hotter and focused than before.  As the wick and flame become one, they are woven together with such intensity that the gods themselves would be envious.  It is only now, that the flame realizes the monster it has created. As it sits, holding onto the wick for dear life, it sees the pool of wax, created by its pure and innocent intentions, swelling in towards to two, with only once purpose in mind…to

Lunatic Poetry
Just another quick peek before I set off to whatever Im working on.She is halfway through her shower,both hands clamped to the back of her hair hidden in suds.She smiles,knowingly as my eyes crawl and linger,so she turns to offer a better view.... This is the promase of things to come later that we cannot do anything about now-cemented with a soulfull kiss and a gentle back rub.Its a diffrent kind of play button we push,the silent music of a dance we do that is rooted in longing and nurtured by patience.We are limited with each other only by our imagination and untill we can be alone togather this is the only thing that runs like a wild beast,dusty chains slinging wildly,the smell of fresh steel links broken.One who might get too close to one of these whipping chains risks severe injury or even death.The beast runs on,and on..... Outwardly I am calm,patient,waiting.I seek to stay buisy and productive but Inside Im totally focused and alive,the only hint of the passion inside is the k

Maverick
JayNunn vs. RON POWERS Get ready to become a Fubartender! I have all the alcoholic cool stuff that surfers and blogger have come from me. Hey, all of you Fubartenders! Let me tell all of you what me and my dad and mother are planning tomorrow! We're about to experience Red Robin Restaurant this Wednwesday at 4:30 P.M. sharp - delectable fast-food offferings, including hamburger-base sandwiches, salads, chicken specialties, ever cool, refreshing sparkling beverages - are served in a quick-served atmosphere. http://www.redrobin.com

Help Blog
Below you will find different codes which you can use for bulletins, blogs, comments, etc. I hope you find these helpful!Also, be sure to define the code where it says things like "urlhere" or "colorhere", etc.For photos, you will need to have them uploaded to a site such as Photobucket or Imageshack, then use the "Direct Link" provided on those sites. If you do not have an account, click the links below to create one:Photobucket or Imageshack For font styles to use in the codes below, this is a decent place to look:http://www.dafont.com/ Bulletin with background/pic as link code Put here the words you want to show in the bulletin/blog/comment you are posting Simple image code for placing image in comments Simple link code for text links Place your text here for people to click on! Simple link code for picture links The more comfortable you get with HTML the more you will be able to do with it. These are only the most commonly used codes! Simple font code fo

Random Bloggishness
So, I recently set out to prove a point to myself, that fubar, and 90% of the so called friends I and everyone else ahve on it, only notice if you got bling, and notice I put 90% I have found a few wonderful friends on fubar that I wouldn't change for the world or trade for millions of dollars. but...   Amazing right after you purchase that god mode bling, and you look at the blue circle with the lightning bolt and wonder... wtf happened to the cross? Probably some religious freak bitched and moaned until it got changed... but anyway, I remeber saying to myself do I really, really want to spend this money on this? And that is the biggest thing to me, this is actual money that I could be shoving in my pocket and scratching my nuts with, but hey I bought it, I was cool with it, and I set out to have my fun. And i was right, the minute I turned it on, my bar tab lit up again like it used to all the other times, and I was liked, and I was rated, and I ahd beggers in my shout box, "I am

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Are You Looking For A "good" Friend?
I had to steal this from a friend! So fucking funny! Mr. And Mrs. Allison are retired, and Mrs. Allison insists her Husband go with her to Walmart, but he gets bored with all the shopping trips. He prefers to get in and get out, but Mrs. Allison loves to browse. Here's a letter sent to Mrs. Allison: Dear Mrs. Allison, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a Commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and may ban Both of you from our stores. We have documented all incidents on our Video surveillance equipment. All complaints against Mr. Allison are Listed below. Things Mr. Bill Allison has done while his spouse was shopping in Walmart: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's Carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor lea ding to the Restrooms. 4. July 19:

Luxury Of America
I hear this is gaining traction in quite a few states. If you'd like to help make a difference so we don't have to deal with this kind of spectacle again, please visit this website below: http://www.change.org/petitions/create-caylees-law If you cross the North Korean border illegally, you get 12 yrs. hard labor.If you cross the Afghanistan border illegally, you get shot.If you cross the U.S. border illegally you get a job, a driver's license, food stamps, a place to live, health care, housing & child benefits, education, & tax free business for 7 yrs. No wonder we are a country in debt

My Thoughts Today.......
There is a lot going on in your life -- or at least your inner life. Let your emotions run their course, because trying to fix them or even understand their root causes only complicates things for the time being. Havent really posted anything in a while...but the horoscope kinda hit home again...which is a lil scary...Fubar is startin to understand my life a lil too much again. You need to slow down a bit and use your best judgment when confronted with new arrangements of any kind. Your instincts are strong right now, but they may be crowded out by too much information. Mayb i should of read this on sat nite...and i wouldnt of ended up in the ER on Sunday...LOL... Oh well i made it thru it all...and im finally back home...still in some pain but they figured out what my problem was b4 it was too late and now im on the ROAD to RECOVERY!!! From certain lights this looks like the greatest opportunity ever, but from others, it also looks like a foolhardy risk. What to do? The s

The Sailor Cannot See The North...but Knows The Needle Can.
"We the People, of the United States of America." Can you read what that sentence fragment says? If you can, you have a Level One proficiency in literacy. Can you explain in your own words what that sentence fragment means? If you can, you now have a Level Two proficiency in literacy. Congratulations. A recently released report makes it very clear that US workers don't just lack job skills. The Pro Literacy President's State of Adult Literacy 2006 report, based on a survey released in December of 2005 by the US Commissioner of Education Statistics, spells out a very bleak forecast for employers. Each day, 99% of all workers perform some reading-related work. The amount of information the average adult in teh US is exposed to daily has increased significantly over the last 50 years. We multitask at work and at home. Television news "crawls" across our screens 24/7. Text messages about world news, financial markets, sporting events, and even teh weather alert us d

Rate Spankers!
      Sassy 5 Souls ~ Rate Spanker ~ has AUTO 11s!!! Sandy is a really good friend and is never shy about returning the rates. Sassy 5 Souls ~ Rate Spanker ~@ fubar Brought to you by..... cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar and RedZ28@ fubar lost souls baby cofounder of lost levelers~ greeter at babydolls lounge~ Fu Angel has AUTO 11s!!! She is a good friend and is never shy about returning the rates. Her Auto-11s will be active until 7PM EST/4PM fuTime tomorrow. Thank you and have a great night. lost souls baby cofounder of lost levelers~ greeter at babydolls lounge~ Fu Angel@ fubar Brought to you by.....

New Recruits
Please welcome these two new members to our family and add them thank you lets ~GIT-R-DONE~ ♫ ♪ Aimee ♫ ♪The bitch you love to hate! Hellz Bomberz RL GL to JohnnyBoy@ fubar and ***JOHNNY-BOY*** ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar thank you all, angel eyes SWEET & SASSY@ fubarPLEASE ADD AND WELCOME HER TO OUR FAMILY TY:) ANY NEW RECRUITS HAVE TO COME TO THE HOMEPAGE TO BE ADDED. THEY CANNOT HAVE ANY MEMBERS BLOCKED AND THEY MUST HAVE A SALUTE POSTED. IF YOU HAVE NEW MEMBERS TO ADD PLEASE LET THEM KNOW THESE THINGS. AND LET ME KNOW WHO THEY ARE. I HAVE 3 NEW RECRUITS MYSELF..PLEASE ADD THEM AND WELCOME THEM TO THE FAMILY...TY:)STUPID~GIT-R-DONE-REBELS BOMB SQUAD@ fubarzach~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~'@ fubarhellsprince HUSBAND OF TAMMY TAMSTER92574~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar

Friendship
Yum is a wonderful person and a great friend for making this. Please be nice to her for this. She is a person that gives of herself without any expectation of gratuity other than a Thank You. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Have You Hugged Your Carebear Today!?Happy Birthday To YouHappy Birthday To You!Happy Birthday To CareBear!Happy Birthday To YOU!!!!!!! Why dont you stop by and wish him a Happy Birthday!CareBear ™@ fubarBirthday Wishes From♡¥ümª£¡©ïºü§♡@ fubar > > > > > > > > >

Blah Blah Blah
My internet has been out for a couple days due to storms and I've had to find other things to occupy my time besides the net and fu.. I actually enjoyed my "fu break" and have decided to try to go through "fu-rehab" and take a couple days or more away from here.  I'm trying to focus on work but my head is not here today... a real good friend had a bike accident and is now in CICU...people don't respect motorcycle riders like they should... and that disrespect could very well cost him his life!! He's a father and husband...and was on his way to church.. I have to admit.. I'm scared.  Sadly, my friend didn't make it... he passed a couple of days ago.. i'm still numb...and very angry... he was just 36 and left a wife and 2 kids... people always talk about how dangerous motorcycles are..you know what's more dangerous.. 85yr old ladies that have no business driving anyway... you know what's dangerous... people that don't bother to look where the hell they are going when they pull out in fro

Personal
If you constantly complain in your status, or any other fubar media option, about how "bad" fubar is, or talk bad about it in any other way, why stay?   Is is because:   1. You are a FuHo?   2. You are naturally a whiner and can't help it?   3. You think the world revolves around how YOU feel or think?   4. You forgot to take your meds?   5. Can't find the delete link?   I can't help you with 1-4, but I can CERTAINLY help you with 5. Just ask.   Why stay if Fubar is so bad? When you talk about this site, you are talking about my second family. I've been bouncing for over 4 years and you just don't KNOW.   Don't let the door hit you in the ass on the way out.   I love the reactions of those that are caught cheating on the one that that are suppose to be committed to.  The blustering, the scrambling backwards to scan the track they just left.  Trying to figure out a way to cover their mistake, to try and incorporate that mistake into something that was to you and y

Really New Blog
She was a queen before I saw her. A beauty all the way through. Sof,t sweet words she whispers. A voice that calms and soothes. Her eyes could melt metal. Through my heart they run. They pluck on its little strings. Soon it, they will have won. Such a power over me. Explain it maybe I never will. She will always be a beauty to me. Nothing else could I ever feel. My days have slowed downNothing now seems the sameAll it really tookWas the mention of your name. Do you still have a holdCan I ever let you goWhen I look into your eyesThen my heart may know. You may be far from meAnd out of my viewMy mind has its memoriesAnd my soul never lost sight of you. I may never get to hold youSometimes life can't portray what it seemsWill you now become a realityOr fade softly back to my dreams. When this beauty to my eyes appeared,From then on I wanted to make her mine.To capture her fleeing heart hopefully,Would be just a matter of time. From the momment I saw her,To now on this day.I will

Blogs!!!!!
IN THE DEPTHS OF THE SHADOWS IN THE STILL OF THE NIGHT I HEAR THE WIND BLOWING I'M LOSING MY SIGHT ALL SENSE OF DIRECTION LOST IN A MOMENT IN TIME HEARING THE BEAT OF YOUR HEART LOSING TOUCH WITH MINE THE TOUCH OF YOUR SKIN THE TASTE OF YOUR KISS THE LINGERING PASSION THE SHEER MAGICAL BLISS WE JOIN AS ONE WITH A FIERCE FIRE THE LOVE THAT WE FEEL UNBRIDLED DESIRE WRITTEN BY: TAMMY REED 2006 AS WE HAVE ALL LEARNED, FRIENDS COME AND GO...SOME ARE HERE FOR A SHORT TIME AND SOME ARE HERE THROUGH IT ALL. IF YOU ARE LIKE ME, YOU HAVE BEEN FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO FIND SOME REALLY GREAT FRIENDS HERE ON LC. AND THESE ARE THE ONES THAT YOU NEVER WANT TO LET GO OF. SOME OF US HAVE EVEN BEEN FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO FIND LOVE HERE. I KNOW THAT WITHOUT THE FRIENDS THAT I HAVE MADE HERE, I WOULD NOT HAVE THE STRENGTH THAT I HAVE. I HOPE THAT EACH OF YOU HAS BEEN AS BLESSED AS I HAVE. A LOT OF PEOPLE THINK OF LC AS FAKE...FAKE PEOPLE, FAKE FRIENDS, AND FAKE FEELINGS...WELL I FOR O

Only The Good Stuff
I think it's time I come clean about me and Crisis. I had been bombing his folder pretty heavily as I have been with all my friends. he sent me a message: > > > > > > > === 'Name Crisis' wrote the following at '2010-10-22 05:21:45'..> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > I feel like I owe you for all this bombing. I have a big box of Fransia wine and some bubble bath that comes in a champagne bottle. Wanna make out?> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > === ' witty screen name' wrote the following at '2010-10-21 19:02:22'..> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Your photo album was Cherry Bombed by: witty screen name 146 photos in the album were rated an 11 and you've received 8,030 points and fuBucks!   I DID want to make out. I asked him to wear that pink lipstick he has on in that one pic that "he says" mel made him. He told me he already had it on. Meh, what can I say I like it a little freaky. We met at a bar that was half way between his state and mine. We ordered 12 shots of whiskey a

Please Help
welcome to the hottest competiton on cherry tap yet!!! we have had all sorts from best ink to best kids etc this contest is the sexiest brit verses the sexiest american, you can be male or female, or both haha, the way the contest will work is a heat of the sexiest brit, also a heat of the sexiest american, the winners from each heat will go head to head to become the sexiest cherry, i am looking for contestants, so if you think the sexiest cherry crown belongs to you , contact middlesmash or candygirl uk the contest will start when i have 10 uk and 10 american contstants , so come on what a crown to hold there will by prizes for the winner of each heat and another one for the overall winner - what you waiting for !! welcome to the hottest competiton on cherry tap yet!!! we have had all sorts from best ink to best kids etc this contest is the sexiest brit verses the sexiest american, you can be male or female, or both haha, the way the contest will work is a he

Contest
Attention All Fubombers, Friends, and Fans, MzPink is in a contest that runs until Valentine's day. This is the Fu-Bombers top priority right now. Bombing this contest is mandatory right now. We are behind in this contest by a lot of comments. Please drop all your comments on MzPink. I do not want to see any Fu-bombers updating their stash, voting on Mumms, or uploading pictures while we are behind on this contest. We need to help family and get her in first place and keep her there. Tiggerbear2007 Family Manager Fubombers Calling all FU-Bombers, friends, family and fans, Risingnight needs your help to receive a month of VIP. She needs 10,000 comments to receive her month of VIP. I know that with all your love and support we can knock this out in no time. Are you up for the challenge? Please drop by her picture and drop some comments. Just click on the link below and it will take you directly to her picture. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007 I know that we have sev

Questionable
There's a 16% Chance You've Been Abducted By Aliens There's virtually no chance you've been abducted by aliens. But there's always hope for the future! What Are the Chances that You've Been Abducted by Aliens? You scored as Face, You are attracted to: faces. You are a face person.Face75% Penis58% Abs/Stomach50% Butt33% Boobs0% What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics) ver. 2.0created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Goth, Your A Goth!Goth65%

New Poems I Think Lmao
When my heart goes to sleep,You are on my mind.Your beauty amazes me,Forever on my mind.I would love you near me,But I know it will never be.Even as just a friend,I hope you will always be.You are in my heart,And will never leave.And in my friendship, You can always belive. If only one word can be used,For her it could never explain.I could say beautiful,Then say it 100 different ways.A smile that so catches my eye,From her they never want to leave.This one is a Goddess,Its what my heart believes.One word could never say what I want,All the words I know still may not say.But any word tthat makes her smile,I would tell her everyday. She hides behind walls not made of stone,Sometimes refuses to hear my plea's.All my heart want to do,Is set her mind at ease.Wall can fall tumble to the ground,Anything manmade can go away.But one gift for God god,And you have four that will aways stay.They have your heart beautiful,I'd like to share that to.Because a love like that,Is really Gods gift to yo

Games
For all you people who like them or want to answer this one....   1. Which comic book hero would you like to be for a day?2. Where would you rather be stranded? Gilligan's Island, on the Jupiter with the Lost in Space crew, or Land of the Lost?3. Someone's fly is unzipped in your group of just friends. Do you announce it, whisper it, or let it go?4. Ever use the phrase "Bu-bye"?5. What catch phrase do you hate the most?6. If you wanted an awesome pair of athletic shoes that were $150, but then saw a pair just like them were only $1, but they were so cheap because they had been made in a sweatshop in some third world country by enslaved children who were fed only scraps from a trash bin...would you get the sky blue with silver accents or the black and gold?7. What condiment do you use the most?8. You've got a killer headache and your hands shake as you reach to make a fresh pot of coffee. Then you notice your neighbor's house is on fire! Which hand would you hold your cup of coffee in

Attention All Fam
AIGHT YALL THE CONTEST IS OPEN SO GO HAVE FUN GET VOTES NOW REMEMBER IT IS ALL GOING TO BE BY COMMENTS AND RATES AND REMEMBER NO VOTING FOR YOURSELF COMMENT BOMBS ARE A GOOD THING HAVE YOUR FRIENDS HIT YA UP AIGHT YALL INSTEAD OF GOING WITH ALL THIS BULLSHIT ONLINE WE ARE TRULY A HUGE FAMILY RIGHT SO WHOEVER AGREES WITH ME ON THIS WE NEED TO BECOME 1 AND THE ONE TRULY AND ONLY WAY TO DO THIS IS ADD THE NAME FAMILY AFTER YOUR NAME AS IN JUGGALO FAMILY BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT WE ALL JUGGALO'S NO MATTER IF YOUR FEMALE OR MALE SO ADD IT FOGET THE HOMIE PART ERASE HOMIE AND ADD FAMILY BECAUSE WE ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE THE BIGGEST FAMILY IN THE WORLD IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT TELL ME FEEL FREE TO AIGHT YALL I HAVE JUS COME UP WITH THIS GREAT IDEA ALL OF US JUGGALOS SHOULD COME TOGETHER AS ONE ON HERE HAVE EVERYONE ADD ME AND THEN GET ALL OF OUR HEADS TOGETHER AND COME UP WITH THE GODFATHER AND ALL HAVE A CREW GOING ALL JUGGALOS WE NEED IT UP ON HERE AS OUR LIFES OUR FAMILY EVERYTHING WE BELIEVE

Rawr
my heart is making these funny patterns. I speak with you everyday, and no matter how much time passes since the last ny heart still lights up and beats irregular beats. I want to be held by you forever, spend eternity looking at each other, your sweet perfect face, your beautiful eyes. My heart feels like collapsing under the weight of my love for you, I am sick with it. You are all I ever think about. I dream about you, think about you. My heart is breaking at the thought of a life without you. Your words kick me in the throat and open the waterfalls in my eyes. I can't breathe when I think of you. Is this all for nothing? I need to know. I sit here and make myself miserable, I listen to songs that make me think of you, and all I want to do is curl up under a blanket with you and hide away from the world. I feel pathetic. I have come too deep in this and I am scared to hell. I feel these things for you that I have only begun to feel, things that make my heart leap and roll and ride t

Xbox Live
IF ANY OF YOU PEOPLE HAVE AND XBOX LIVE ONLINE ACCOUNT ADD ME xXH8M3 JO3Xx

Life
a girl in michigan who i rarely even talk to has been obsessed with me since she first talked to me and i dont know why. we never say much of anything yet she's infatuated with me and wants to have my babies. anyways, today her bf was over and earlier he had asked her if they could have sex tonight and she told him tonight when he came over that if he only wanted sex she didn't want to be with them, and so they broke up. first she was asking me if she should have sex with him or not, then i said she ought do what she wants but not something she'll regret. so she broke up with him. then not long after she sent me a messege on myspace asking if i'd be her online bf until she meets me in person. ofcourse i said no as politely as possible and such. it's not the first time she has pretty much begged me to love her. one time she literally begged me to love her or to at least pretend that i did.. she seems to think that nothing could ever go wrong if i was with her and blah blah blah, but

My Journal Of Discontent...
Your inner soul searching deludes me The shallowness of your deepest thoughts    mocking my hollow emptiness I roll my eyes in disgust    oh baby your ego's sooo robust Cleaver endeavors to the hopeless dreams    all tangled up in your schemes There you go running haphazard    with scissors in the dark Heart stark naked and your mind    adrift on some senseless trip   So I shrug and do drugs What's it all mean? And she answers "not a thing, not a thing" I'm sorry I let my guard down You're sorry you got caught Reach for me now and just try to touch me Your tears insult me    and the theatrics just disgust me You miss me - huh? You miss my lifestyle The streets are cold but,   baby I'm colder Yeah I bet you wish you could hold her Betrayal in a four letter word sealed your fate I don't even have the desire to hate Desperately diving    seeking emotions where there are none Boo boo kitty fuckface bullshit Be gone   Forced emotions end up in wrath Crimes of

Friends
There is no life without you. Without you there is emptiness, sadness, and pain. How can I live a day without you? I cant because if you are not there by my side, I cry, all turns to gray and darkness fills the sky with tears. My life without you is nothing, my life without you is empty. My love for you is eternal, and it will always be there for you as so will I. You gave me the key to your heart, I locked it in mine and I promised to never let it go. My soul is powered by your love, the only thing in this world that keeps it alive, is you. Day by day it is you, that makes me smile, that makes me laugh, and inside makes me cry because you, and your love, is so special to me, you spark my life with joy. Every night I cry not yet a tear of sadness, but a tear of happiness. Ever since I met you, I never knew that love can feel so good, I never knew my heart could beat so fast, so strong. You have filled my life with happiness but most of all you have filled my heart with love. Bef

Showin Some Love
Just have to take a minute and share with you some of my fave Fu's! These are the members of my Fu Family!! Here's the deal! You go and rate/fan/add all of these Fu's and then send me a message to get a few goodies from me! They will all send the fu-love back to you as well! Be sure to tell them that Cuffed sent ya! If they are already a friend then just drop them a comment thats says Cuffed sent me and drop them a rate or two. Ok and they are..... Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubar † TboneDaddy †@ fubar Dr@gonMaster© @ fubar "Master" of Desires@ fubar «WikdClownz69» Juggalo Mafia™© You've Been C£own'd, Yo!!!@ fubar ÐJ Master RavenWolf

Quotes
Hinc mihi fletus abundat, hinc fletus inundat. Est mihi pallor in ore, Est, quia fallor amore. Hence my tears are abundant Hence my tears are flowing. My face is pale Because of love's dissapointment. sic erit; haeserunt tenues in corde sagittae, et possessa ferus pectora versat Amor. Cedimus, an subitum luctando accendimus ignem? cedamus! leve fit, quod bene fertur, onus. Thus it will be; slender arrows are lodged in my heart, and Love vexes the chest that it has seized Shall I surrender or stir up the sudden flame by fighting it? I will surrender - a burden becomes light when it is carried willingly. A bene placito - At one's pleasure A fonte puro pura defluit aqua - From a clear spring clear water flows A fortiori - With yet stronger reason A fronte praecipitium a tergo lupi - A precipice in front, wolves behind (between a rock and a hard place) A posse ad esse - From possibility to actuality A teneris unguiculis - From tender lit

Me
Is it too much to ask to actually meet someone who wants to be there and wants to put an effort into a relationship with me? I give and I give and I give and I feel so damned empty it's pathetic. Should I be more selfish? Demanding? I'm so lost. Fuck money and material possessions. I want to feel emotions coming from someone who thinks I'm special to them. I'm a very emotional needy person. If I put a little extra effort into how I look, I want to know it's appreciated, or I stop trying. I want to be a part of someone's life, if he would just let me. Oh man.. I'm a romantic. Nothing good ever comes from it. I don't like the way I look. I'm not pretty. I'm not in any good physical shape. I'm not attractive. No, I'm not fishing for compliments. I really feel this way. I give what I can, my mind, my personality, my body if it ever gets to that point. If that's not enough, what is? I've always heard "I want a girl just like her" "If they ever perfect cloing, I want 5 of her" or someth

Ramblings
Strong Women, Submissive Women © Dr. Dennis Neder Do you know a sexy, strong woman at your place of work? Perhaps she's a manager or business owner. Maybe she's a salesperson that works with your company or she represents a vendor. Do you want to know a little secret about her? She's very likely demure and submissive in the bedroom! What's that? How can that be? She's a real ball-buster during the day! Sure, that's her persona during the day, but studies show that the vast majority of women shift roles when it comes to their emotional/sexual lives; with a distinct direction: from dominance to submission. This seems like a strange dichotomy, but stick with me here. While many women are terrified of others knowing this fact, most women prefer a submissive bedroom role. I'm not going to go into all the science behind this, but it's an important thing to understand if you're actually attracted to one of these "strong-by-day, submissive-by-night" types of women. Let's say that yo

My Frist Blog
Hey all I just wanted to let everyone know i have close to 50 new pics to rate :D I dont expect u to rate all of them but a few would be nice thanks tech Hello all I dont do many blogs but i needed some help I was told tonight ripped pics dont count So im trying to move my morph pic to a new folder but they dont want to upload they say they need to be jif pics or whatever So in short what do i do to reload them. Please comment or yell at me in the shoutbox with some help if u can. oh in the next day or so look for more pics to rate Hey all I just wanted to let everyone know i have close to 50 new pics to rate :D I dont expect u to rate all of them but a few would be nice thanks tech

My Poetry (for Anyone Who Cares To Read)
Below is a list of people I am "Stalking". I will visiting their profiles each and everyday and leaving comments/rates, whatever I can. These people have given time and emotional support to me in one way or another. I will be adding more people, just wanted to get started on this post, so if you dont see yur name right away, trust me you will. These names are in no particular order, just grabbing them as I see them. Thanks to all of you. goose1060@ CherryTAP Goose 1060 cameronthecrow@ CherryTAP cameronthecrow Floetic@ CherryTAP Floetic ~*Blair*~@ CherryTAP Blair DoubleNaughtSpy@ CherryTAP DoubleNaughtSpy The Chief@ CherryTAP The Chief longnslow@ CherryTAP longnslow Yellow Rose~Wife of Furey@ CherryTAP Yellow Rose-Wife of Furey furey@ CherryTAP Furey BooBoo.......

I Am Super Pixi And I Have Super Powers! (i Just Don't Want To Show You!) *~pixi- In A Nutshell~*
Welcome ye scurvy dogs to the Fubar Pirate ship! If ye wish to be crew, then send the Cap'n a message! If this be yer wish, then abide by these rules ye must! 1: Fan, add and rate yer Captain and crew as a show of loyalty! 2: Repost the ship's bulletins! 3: Spend a bit of yer booty and buy all of those who ye add a shot of rum! When ye've done this, contact the cap'n and he'll add ya to the crew to plunder the Fubar seas as one of our own. If ye wish not to be a member of the ship, then ye are condemned to walk the plank! En route towards the ever elusive X on the map of an unknown island, our jolly ship O mayhem and rummin' ran across an unsuspecting Spanish Galleon on its way back from Mexico. We hoisted the Colours and broadsided 'er with the long guns afore she could even round on us. Our steadfast crew boarded 'er and sent 150 Spanish dogs to the briny deep. Aboard we found the hold full of Aztec gold and jewels as well as a fine cargo of freshly made rum. S

Musings....
Laura Stone sat at her desk, her fingers flying over her keyboard. She was hard at work on a very important presentation, perhaps the most important of her career. A group of Japanese businessmen were seeking to invest a large amount of capital into the company for which she worked, and she had been assigned the task of leading the pitch at a high level meeting to take place overseas. The complexity of the project did not hamper her, although it was by far the most thorough, complicated assignment she had faced. She was a hard worker, easily outperforming the rest of her department. She had proven herself indispensable to her boss, who always referred to her as his right hand gal. Completing her duties was simple. The challenge came in balancing her regular workload with the special tasks she was assigned throughout the day. Periodically her email box would alert her to a new message from her Master. She always opened them immediately, anxious to see what new torments he h

My First Help Me Plzzzzzzzzzz
Make your own Glitter Comments Code Generators Graphics Layouts Make your own Glitter Comments Code Generators Graphics Layouts THANK YOU ALL THAT IS HELPING ME OUT IM NOW LIKE 300 BEHIND FIRST PLACE BUT THEY ARE STILL MOVEING UP A LITTLE !!!!!!!!!!!!

Add Yourself To My Guestbook And Kisses To Me!
I have been thinking about joining a group on here. But there are so many and I don't know what one is good for me. Damn where do I fit in?lol Feeling like high school again. If anyone is in a good one or knows of one that may be good for me please let me know. Thanks all! Muaaahhhhh I have been On Fubar since it was Lost Cherry and have left twice before and found my way back and starting over. I guess I always came back because of the "real" friends I have on here. But now I am at the end of the road. One of the people I trusted and thought wouldn't hurt me has betrayed me and turned people against me. I thought I could get through it and ignore it after i blocked him but enough is enough. I am sick and people that are close to me including him knows I am and I can't take the stress he is putting me through on here.   I won't mention his name on here because unlike him I won't do that to him. All I can say is he has threatened me, called me horrible names and has gone as far as wis

The Random Thoughts That Are ~twisted Goddess~
1. Can we meet some place? I only meet people that I've never met before in public and neutral locations, always accompanied by a chaperone and would prefer to meet at a local area munch. 2. I want to serve as your submissive. Give me no more and no less than a 500 word essay as to why you think that you want to serve as my submissive. Plus, 250 words, no more and no less describing what it is that you think it is that I desire in a submissive. Additionally, 100 words, no more no less telling me if you fit that description and how you fit that description. I will perform a word count. I will also check for spelling, punctuation and grammar. You may receive a possible score of 100, however, points will be deducted for the following reasons: a) Redundancy. b) Lack of interesting content or too much 'fluff' that really has no bearing to what I am asking for. c) Errors. d) Other miscellaneous B.S. that I may think is superfluous, idiotic and/or boring. e) The use of the word 's

Me
A little boy and a little girl attended the same school and became friends. Every day they would sit together to eat their lunch. They discovered that they both brought chicken sandwiches every day! This went on all through the fourth and fifth grades, until one day he noticed that her sandwich wasn't a chicken sandwich. He said, "Hey, how come you're not eating chicken, don't you like it anymore?" She said "I love it but I have to stop eating it." "Why?" he asked. She pointed to her lap and said "Cause I'm starting to grow little feathers down there!" "Let me see" he said. "Okay" and she pulled up her skirt. He looked and said, "That's right. You are! Better not eat any more chicken." He kept eating his chicken sandwiches until one day he brought peanut butter. He said to the little girl, "I have to stop eating chicken sandwiches, I'm starting to get feathers down there too!" She asked if she could look, so he pulled down his p

Fuck This Shit!!
Its 3am and once again I cant sleep and I wonder what lead me here alone in the dark. Sad part is Im far from alone. I have amazing friends who created the family I have around me but some how I feel empty everytime I feel my lil girl kicking inside me. Im holding on to something so tight that I am realizing isnt really there and using it as the way to run away from the world outside. Some how I judge the measure of my happiness on whether or not Kevin is around me in some form. A text or a pic. I havent heard his voice since the day he left back in January and it scares me that I cant remember it. If I ever had to describe it to our daughter I couldnt tell her. I look at the pictures and feel like Im dying. Im tired of this feeling and I need it to be over. I need to run away with the chance I have in front of me yet I cant get get him off my mind. I am so scared to give a fuck about anyone else again cuz at least with Kevin I expect to get hurt and I expect to cry and rarely laugh an

Blogs
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the roomand you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD' We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say 'thank you.' Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kis

Fat Class
I really really hate when people assume shit about me If I give short answers maybe I am logged on from my phone, or tired, or just woke up Relax people.   today was my weigh in after week 1 i lost 4.6 pounds :D   goooo meeeee My total lost is now 12.2 so yay me :D

Just Being Pagan
Those Eight Little Words: The Golden Rule In the Witches Creed, or the Wiccan Rede, we have all become familiar with those eight little words; …If it harms none, do what you will. ... or "Do what you will, so long as it harms none." These words are not unique, many have heard them before in The Golden Rule. The Golden Rule is the cornerstone of religious understanding. It is the most complete expression of the Oneness of all people, serving as the foundation for peace and universal goodwill on earth. The Golden Rule is expressed almost word for word in every religion. So fundamental is it to all religious thought that the founders and enlighened teachers of every religion have commented on it directly. Jesus referred to the Golden Rule as “the law and the prophets.” Mohammed described it as “ the mobles expression of religion.” Rabbi Hillel stated in the Jewish Talmud that the Golden Rule is “ the whole of the Torah and the remainder is but commentary.” Vya

Intro Hehe
My sleep over It was a normal thing for my friends and I to have sleep overs. This one started out as any other. We rented movies, ordered pizza, did our make overs, talked about boys, and a few of us talked about girls also. We decided to play a game called girls talk. It was a game almost like truth or dare except you have have to try your best NOT to tell the truth while you were being tickled. The goal was to last 5 min. While being torturously tickled and NOT tell the secret. My friend Penny asked Lisa if her boyfriend EVER made it to second base. Lisa clasped her lips as tight as she could. Penny lunged at Lisa and started tickling her. One min passed. Lisa didn't even budge. So, Penny and Monica both started tickling Lisa. Here we are all in our underpants and Lisa is now rolling around on the floor trying her best NOT to laugh. Two min pass and still NO laughter. Chrissy joins in. Lisa is now curled into a ball on the floor all three of the girls trying to get at her most ti

Life
CLICK THE LINK!!! COME CHECK US OUT!!!         http://fubar.com/lounge/69355 U'LL DEFINITELY HAVE YOUR WORST NIGHT TONIGHT UNLESS U REPOST THIS QUICK! _______________________________________________ as the following: s.l.u.t. = your single and you like somebody h.o.o.k.e.r. = single and recently broke up b.o.o.t.y. = single and loving it l.o.v.e.=taken but confused about how you feel for he/her s.c.r.e.w. d.r.i.v.e.r. = heart broken t.h.o.n.g. = single s.e.x. = if you just don't give a fuck anymore w.h.o.r.e.= you are taken and it's going REALLY good so far! w.o.w. = miss someone a lot and cant get them out of your head c.o.n.d.o.m.= you're a motherfucking NINJA h.o.r.n.y.=your taken and you love him/he U.S.Marines are.... Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of M

Yeah, Yeah.
Earlier today, Chase said he wanted me back, and asked me back. I said yes, but I can't help, but wonder if I did the wrong or right thing. On my last blog some girl left a comment saying that her and her ex husband are better friends then they are a couple. It got me thinking, because when Chase and I broke up we became really good friends. I opend up to him and I let him in. I told him everything, and he said that's all he wanted; was me to open up and let him in. What if I close? I'm terrfied what if he does what he done to me last time? It hurt so bad. And to make it clear he did not cheat on me. He told me he had feelings for another girl, and broke up with me for her. He said that if it's true love that he will come back to me, does this mean we are true love? My ex-boyfriend wants me back. Our commication got so much better after he broke up with me. I started to open up more to him about my feelings, and pain. He said that's all he wanted was for me to open up to h

Spells And Enchantments
Take equal parts of lavender, violet, and rosemary. Empower them and then boil them in a pot with about a quart of water over medium heat. When the water is richly colored and the herbs are scenting your kitchen, drain the water off into a jar. A plain coffee filter works great for this. Place the jar in sunlight for an entire day to absorb the radiant energies of the sun. (You can do this on a Wednesday to add the healing powers of mercury to the spell) Occasionally look at the jar and add your own energies to it. Just before sundown fetch the jar and hold it firmly between your hands just below your naval. Feel your desire to be well filling the jar and with your minds eye see it glowing brightly as the sun. Chant these words until you have filled the jar with as much energy as it will hold. By the herb and by the sun wellness and I are now as one strengthening energies now are merged. Baneful energies now be purged. Anoint spots where illness lurks or on

Blog
11:37pm Nola Fat: what are you wearing tonight 11:37pm To Nola Fat: clothes 11:38pm Nola Fat: I want to see whats' under those clothes 11:39pm To Nola Fat: more clothes 11:39pm Nola Fat: that has to be sexy 11:41pm To Nola Fat: does this line of convo work for you?? 11:41pm Nola Fat: maybe what about you 11:42pm To Nola Fat: not really, i dont know you 11:43pm Nola Fat: so what, we are never going to see each other anyway,so let me see that pussy and tits 11:44pm To Nola Fat: you kiss your mom w/ that mouth?? Nola Fat: nope not at all, she gave me up at birth 11:45pm To Nola Fat: is that why you refer to woman as bitches??

Just Stuff.
The Peep Show Easter Auction!PLEASE! PM me with your Auction Offers! I can't make a tag without them!I'm going to hold an Easter Auction starting on March 9th, 2010, and it will end on Easter Sunday, April 4th @9 a.m.! If you want to enter, just post a blog comment on here, pm me your offers, and I'll make up the tags! I'm also having a rate contest for each entry! Whoever gets the most rates will win their choice of either a Happy Hour or a 65 Credit Bling Pack! :)Edit: If I get enough people entering, I'll throw in a 2nd Place and a 3rd Place Prize!2nd Place = Auto or Bomb, or Equal Size Bling packs!3rd Place = 1 Month VIP, or 25 Credit Bling Pack! PST! If you're not sure of what to offer, here is an example from an auction I've been in before. :) http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2423423&albumid=0&i=2383509517&idx=26 AHHHHH! Shoutbox is full. So, we'll do it this way. Highest Bidder gets the bling pack. Ends at 2:45 est. HURRRRRRRRRRY! Bid here.   This is an Auction to help wit

Poetry
Everytime I see your pictureThe tears they fall again.Through the broken memoriesThe shattered world will never end.You left me here broken downA soul lost without its heart.Why did you have to take your life?Was I not more than enough?Did I fail to make your world aglow?Was I not worth every word?The words you said to me everyday.I love youI need youI care Read more: http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&bID=537313185#ixzz0uBdeRs1N   I spoke online to a young man who before his unit was to be shipped to Iraq was medically discharged.  His guilt was very evident as his basic training buddy was killed and he blamed himself because he left his squad shorthanded. The guilt I feel cannot waiver The world I live in is rife with pain My fallen brothers I watch them bury My tears stained the American flag Draped upon their coffins I have been consoled constantly but the words they have no meaning My brothers they bled before me My sins I cannot forgive

Brand New Really New Blog
A picture is worth a thousand words,Hers worth so much more.Each time I gaze at her beauty,Words want to flow,even more than before.Her eyes keep me entranced,Her smile makes my heart glow.Even on the darkest of night,To her my smile would go.So my angel of night,Almost half a world away.Through the dark walk with you,And dream of your beauty in the day. It never crosses her mind,Exactly what she does to me.My world is so much brighter,When she is what I see. For now her heart,Belongs not to me.For now I am her friend,And that is what I'll be. If someday I have the chance,And my Gods are smiling at me.Her heart will know happiness,And its all she'll ever see. A brand new smile,I have seen today.One of the most beautiful,I've seen,in everyway. I hope I see its shine,For a long time to come.And it stays so beautiful,And it is never gone. Thank you for sharing it with me,And bringing it to my eyes.And now that I have seen it,I hope you never say goodbye.

Me
So I was talking to a guy I know and he said, "You know... I was just thinking. You have a really cute face and a great personality...but if you..." And I was like, "Don't say it." And he was like, "If you just lost weight, you would be so hot." He goes on-- "You know, it's almost like a waste. You're so pretty and such a great person--but because of your weight you won't get as many guys checking you out. As superficial as that sounds. You're initially attractive. But then, it's like after awhile--it's like... I don't know... You just realize that... I was like, "That I have flaws?" He was like, "Yeah. I know that sounds really mean but its true." So I told myself I wouldn't cry. I told myself--but here I am tears burning my eyes, writing this fucking blog because I don't know what else to do. Why? I mean, I know I have flaws. I'm open about it. I can write you a list of what they are. I'm overweight, I know. And he may even be right. Maybe if I lost weight I would be

Pooty
ok i want to start buying some bling..first of all i would love to buy an auto 11's please send me offers on what you want for that bling...any blings worth 5 credits ill buy for 100K...one credit bling ill pay 20K each and so on..if you dont like what im offering please feel free to counter offer if need be ok here is the deal ill give you 500,000.fubux for two one month vip's one for me for one month..and one for my girlfriend for one month......*~Fire n Ice~*@ fubar ....please let me know before you do it.

Amazing Life Facts
 Since more and more seniors are texting and tweeting, there appears to be a need for a STC (Senior Texting Code)… ATD: At The Doctor'sBFF: Best Friend FartedBTW: Bring The WheelchairBYOT: Bring Your Own TeethCBM: Covered By MedicareCUATSC: See You At The Senior CenterDWI: Driving While IncontinentFWB: Friend With Beta BlockersFWIW: Forgot Where I WasFYI: Found Your InsulinGGPBL: Gotta Go, Pacemaker Battery Low!GHA: Got Heartburn AgainHGBM: Had Good Bowel MovementIMHO: Is My Hearing-Aid On?LMDO: Laughing My Dentures OutLOL: Living On LipitorLWO: Lawrence Welk's OnOMMR: On My Massage ReclinerOMSG: Oh My! Sorry, Gas.ROFL... CGU: Rolling On The Floor Laughing... And Can't Get UpSGGP: Sorry, Gotta Go PoopTTYL: Talk To You LouderWAITT: Who Am I Talking To?WTFA: Wet The Furniture AgainWTP: Where's The Prunes?WWNO: Walker Wheels Need Oil MEN APPLAUD THE PLEASURES OF BEING WITH OLDER WOMEN DEAR ABBY: In your response to the letter from "'Cougar' in New

Only Open Blog
They say to behold beauty like hers,A wish any man could not refuse.When I look at her I know my fate,Its my heart I will lose. Hair spun from strands of sun,Eyes so deep like the seaSomeday may they turn,And smlie down on me. To see such beauty,A dream that gives my heart a lift.But to ever hold such an angel,To me would be the greatest gift. I awoke to a beauty.   Before I had never seen.   I wonder if she smiles.   Or in her day she will think of me.   She is now in my thoughts.   And will be on my mind.   I hope in this beauty.   A new friend I may find.   My hand outstreched.   Come please walk beside my friend.   And I will walk with you.   Until my lifes journey ends. If only for a momment,Her smile was meant for me.Where could my heart fly,For only her eyes to see. Right now she smiles for another,And I will wait for my time.If it ever comes,a day,When she would be mine. If fate has chosen,Her smile to never shine at me.I will still always be her f

Poems
Cold and Dark Street   No one to talk to cause they pass you right by  as you were nothing The one we called our angel is not with us any more leaving us all alone As we walk further down the cold and dark street Everyone just passes us by letting us hurt inside The one we called our angel was suppose to protect us from everything The one we called our angel said she would never leave us alone; left us alone We tried our best to try and convince her that she was ours but have failed As we walk further down the cold and dark street Every thing starts to fade it's like we are dying but not yet dead As the pain grows more intense we walk down the cold dark street We realize people are now beginning to walk right through us like we are ghosts Why did our angel do this to us? What could we have done to deserve this? Will our angel ever realize that we do have feelings for her? As we walk down the cold dark street we feel are selves fading and hopi

Jokes
A State Trooper pulls a car over on a lonely back road and approaches the blonde lady driver. "Ma'am, is there a reason that you're weaving all over the road?" The blonde replied, "Oh officer, thank goodness you're here! I almost had an accident! I looked up and there was a tree right in front of me. I swerved to the left and there was another tree in front of me. I swerved to the right and there was another tree in front of me!" Reaching through the window to the rear-view mirror, the officer replied, "Ma'am... that's your air freshener." An Irishman named Murphy went to his doctor after a long illness. The doctor, after a lengthy examination, sighed and looked Murphy in the eye and said, "I've some bad news for you... you have cancer and it can't be cured. I'd give you two weeks to a month." Murphy, shocked and saddened by the news, but of solid character, managed to compose himself and walk from the doctor's office into the waiting room. There he saw his son who had been waiting

Fortune Cookie Wisdom
"An unexpected windfall will soon come your way" oooh, is someone gonna get me a HH?!?!? :D "Investigate new possibilities with friends. Now is the time!" OK, no surprise buttsecks, anyone... "Life is a series of choices. Today yours are good ones" Hmmmmm I'm feeling more human, maybe it's right.