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All My Thoughts!
simply so clear as i stare in the night ever so deep when i see u in the lighttrying to remember that u are here to be mineforcing our feeling to stay put and not burstbut simplyas my heart go softmy mind work without a break can i manage this situationthat i can no longer embracewalls crumbles at my feet making to path for me to follow

Poetry
i don't understand how a guy can call himself a dad when he's NEVER around. i mean really is it too much to ask that you take care of your kids? cuz my sister sure as hell didn't climb on top of her self to get pregnant. do you have any idea how much these kids love you? and you seriously don't deserve their love. i have to bite my tongue when they ask about you and want me to tell them why their daddy hasn't come to pick his son up from school today or why he hasn't come to see him or his sister. sadly they'll know too soon what a real asshole you are until then you can bet your ass they'll be taken care of. because they're my niece and nephew, so they're my life. i love them as if they were my own kids. so don't worry you can continue to play your precious video games, and sleep all fuckin day. but you bet ur ass your kids will always have a place to sleep, food on the table, and clothes on their back. because i'll go broker than broke than to see those kids suffer. oh

Lmaooooooo
A mother was working in the kitchen, listening to her five-year-old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop & her son saying, "All of you bastards who want off, get the hell off now, 'cause this is the last stop! And all of you bastards who are getting on, get your ass in the train, cause we're going down the tracks." The horrified mother went in & told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room & stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out,you may play with your train, but I want you to use nice language." Two hours later, the son came out of the bedroom & resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped & the mother heard her son say, "All passengers who are disembarking the train, please remember to take all of your belongings with you. We thank you for travelling with us today & hope your trip was a pleasant one." She hears the little boy continue, "For those of you just boarding,

Cherry Hearts
Omg, well I babysat my cousins kids tonight, and oh man...let me tell you. It was a lot harder then I thought it was going to be. Things were going fine until her daughter with iron lungs started screaming! Thought my ears were going to bleed. But all in all it worked out fine, and everyone lived. :D Dont think I want any for awhile tho lol What is it about me that attracts juggalos? are funny. ha! Im over here laughing the whole time, and they are getting mad at me. its great.

Revised List Of Fu Angels!!!
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Sin's Ramblings
Awakening.when no words comeyou inspire me to breathesome are solely to write aboutsome to paint pictures ofto laugh forto cry overwe are motivated to do so many thingsby so many soulsbut rare is the musewho emboldens anotherto stop survivingand learn to live. ~Sinamynlee motivation. (Terza Rima Sonnet)lost inside the remnants of a breaking heartonce fractured, some pieces will never be wholethough once intertwined are now ripping apartone cannot be removed from inside my soulto try cuts through me, jagged frozen steel kniveslong past time for me to break out of this rolemy emotions unchecked are ruining livesi cannot let myself continue so weaknothing this overwhelming for long survivesin my rational mind, my wise mind i seekquiet, maybe dormant, inside me it liesno longer in this task can i remain meekin what follows, possibly part of me criesalthough if i fail, i know, all of me dies.

My Views
why can't we live in a society that we ALL hold the same standards of living, no poor no middle class or no rich, we don't need people that think they deserve more and a better life just because they are born into a "higher class" and have money behind them demoralizing and medieval consumerism a massive problem fact! you need this you need that.. BULL!!!! here is pure consumerism that most people didn't even know about, SHAMPOO! supposed to keep your hair clean healthy? Actually it does but the chemicals that the big and small brands put in harmful chemicals make your scalp dry up and your hair go greasy quicker it either MAKES you buy the same product or you try another brand...... that is probably another franchise of the same company you got the first product... I could throw millions of things just like that or even worse at you but I won't bore you. GREED is a horrible thing main thing that causes it... people would think money first but nope it is the "hierarchy" people in p

Friends
A teenage girl about 17 had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quickly as each share their various experiences of the past year. She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alle

Plaid Mafia
As many of you know i started a group called Plaid Mafia. I only had two rules, one help out the other plaid members and two no drama. Its obvious that no one could follow the rules. It wasn't even like most groups where they make you add it to your name. Im not the kind of person who tells people what to do. With all this being said I am going to give it another try. This time i am not making pictures for everyone. If you want one you can ask and i'll make it when i have time. I'm not asking you to add it to your name this time around either. I Just want you to comment this blog saying you want to be a part of Plaid Mafia. Your more then welcome to add it to your name. If you need help with leveling or rates let me know and i'll see if i can get more support this time around. one more thing i ask for is if you see a new member you are not already friends with please add them...makes things slightly easier. please make sure you add me! and my two other officers! Lauren and Dra

Blathering About Nothing
I work in a call center. I have found that the general public has NO maners. This disgusts me. Do I call your job & ask you why you do your job like you do? Your boss told you how to do it, so that is how you do it. If you call a company, do not eat, burp, fart, pee or anything else while on your business call. If your child is screaming, put the phone down & tend to your child. If you call someone, & ask them questions, guess what?? They are gonna ask you some back. Don't be surprised by this. If you are calling for the price of something & the answer is not what you expected or what you want to hear, just hang up. I really don't care who else gave you a better deal or why you don't like my price. I don't make the rules, just kindly go away if it does not meet your needs. It doesn't make you a man, a better woman or anything else if you flip out on the phone at me. I am probably playing an internet game & not listening to your stupid rant anyhow. The letter R is pronounced R. Not

Revere Ware Cookware
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In My Head
HOBO WARS!!! like an online game, community seriously i just joined but its fun and very funny... i also get rewards.. hit it up! http://www.hobowars.com/signup.php?ref=972366 thanks, ]V[assacre Cupid's Chokehold Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) It's been some time since we last spoke This is gonna sound like a bad joke But momma I fell in love again It's safe to say I have a new girlfriend And I know it sounds so old But cupid got me in a chokehold And I'm afraid I might give in Towels on the mat my white flag is wavin' I mean she even cooks me pancakes And Alka Seltzer when my tummy aches If that ain't love then I don't know what love is We even got a secret handshake And she loves the music that my band makes I know I'm young but if I had to choose her or the sun I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) T

Songs
Thomas Moore The Minstrel Boy to the war is gone In the ranks of death you will find him; His father's sword he hath girded on, And his wild harp slung behind him; "Land of Song!" said the warrior bard, "Tho' all the world betrays thee, One sword, at least, thy rights shall guard, One faithful harp shall praise thee!" The Minstrel fell! But the foeman's chain Could not bring that proud soul under; The harp he lov'd ne'er spoke again, For he tore its chords asunder; And said "No chains shall sully thee, Thou soul of love and brav'ry! Thy songs were made for the pure and free, They shall never sound in slavery!" author unknown was in the offical USCALVARY song book for years. Halfway down the trail to Hell In a shady meadow green Are the Souls of all dead Troopers camped Near a good old-time canteen, And this eternal resting place is known as Fiddlers' Green Marching past straight through to Hell The Infantry are seen Accompanied by the Engineer

Feelings
ok, wow. words cannot express what I'm feeling at this moment. I'm devastated, but almost relieved. I want to be with him, but I can't be with someone that doesn't know what he wants or can't communicate to me anything. Thanks for all the good times Jas, I'll miss you. And I really did love you. I am now offically divorced!!! My ex has to pay me child support, all the bills, and my attorney fees! I'm lookin at getting a pretty penny!!!! WOOT WOOT!!! I have had a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. I'm so thankful that it's over with and I no longer have any ties to him. So, it's celebration time!!!! I'm being a big fuckin baby cuz I have a sinus infection that is making me cough like no other. I hurt so bad and I just want to stop coughing. I've been drinking tea and cough syrup like it's going out of style, plus I'm on antibiotics. I just want to feel better!!! ok I think I'm done being a baby.

Abused Pitbulls, That Dont Deserve To Be Hurt!!!
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Friendship
Yum is a wonderful person and a great friend for making this. Please be nice to her for this. She is a person that gives of herself without any expectation of gratuity other than a Thank You. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Have You Hugged Your Carebear Today!?Happy Birthday To YouHappy Birthday To You!Happy Birthday To CareBear!Happy Birthday To YOU!!!!!!! Why dont you stop by and wish him a Happy Birthday!CareBear ™@ fubarBirthday Wishes From♡¥ümª£¡©ïºü§♡@ fubar > > > > > > > > >

Thought And Ponderings Orig Created For My Tagged Account
Ever been hurt so bad that your so numb you can’t function or even think straight. Your cruising along in a relationship and it’s great, everything is more perfect than you could have ever imagined. You get closer and closer, confessing feelings for each other. Finally, after all that searching your happy and content. Your basking in the sunlight and even rainy days seem somehow wonderful. You start to make long term plans with that special person, you share inside jokes together, you keep bonding closer and closer. You have finally found someone who totally gets you and you have a connection you have never felt before ever. And then one day that special person decides it’s just not right and they want out. You hit a brick wall full force and think to yourself that any kind of physical pain would be better than that feeling at that single moment. Been there? We all have. You sit there in utter disbelief and confusion. You just can’t figure out where or what went

Romancing The Net
A girl can never be too safe these days -- especially when deciding to take the virtual relationship to to the next level. One time, before I met someone from AFF from out of state, I decided that I would send him a list of questions to answer. In the virtual world, I think that one has to be more inquisitive (hence, "20 Questions Amplified") than they would have to be in meeting someone at the local coffeeshop, especially when they are from out of town, and especially when they are from out of state! I am attaching those questions below so that you can see some of the degree of thoroughness I had done with him. (I have omitted some of the questions from the questions I actually sent him because they were more direct and personal in nature based upon what I had already known about him through blogging, bantering, chatting, etc., but I think you will get the general gist of the list. Question is--- if this were sent to you, how would have responded???? Would there be any oth

New To Cherrytap..
Im so glad people like to copy my blogs and repost them to thier site...I told you Im done with the fighting...So, just let it rest..You dont really know me..If you did you would understand me....Im a very caring person that why Ben has a place to live...Money is not everything to me just want my bills payed who dont...I have work since I was 16 been taking care of myself ever since dont need one to do it for me...I talked about gays and that was wrong of me...But your no better talking about me being sick there for awhile...Anixty attacks are not fun to have...All people have problems in their life that are hard to deal that was my case..Now my doctor give me the right meds and I'm better...So, lets stop all the bullshit... It time to grew up all this dogging ecah other is so childish..I dont have the time for it or the want to leave naughty comments or down rate people just bc ur pissed at them...I did nothning wrong..I didnt start dating Phil until you call it quits...Which I'm glad

Tranch666 Blogz
find i can no longer fight what has already been set in stone before i existed.all my adult life i have strove for things i was never ment to posses wich others find so commen and normal. somewhere over the long fight i forgot that you shouldnt fight the waves of existence you should ride them let them carry you to and fro.and for some reason ive been stubborn and pig headed all this time i yearn for the time when i was young care free and everything was ahead of me but those times are no more i must realise i have lost the good fight and quit fighting that wich is natrual once again i find myself pulling my hood over my head and slowly turning away from the light and life and walking into the shadows where im at peace taking but a moment to slowly turn around and see what was or could have been my salvation my joy my hopes and dreams the sunlight that i shall not feel unless its reflected off the moon i feel i must walk in the dark and not set foot in the day time realms again my co

Jokes
It was little Johnny's first day in a new school, so his father walked up the teacher. He told her that little Johnny was a good kid but that he was an avid gambler. He warned her that little Johnny might win lunch money from the other kids if he was not watched closely. The teacher did not seem disturbed, and assured the father that she had handled many such problems and was very capable of taking care of little Johnny's urge to gamble. Shortly after lunch, the father called the teacher and asked her how things were going. "Oh, everything is going very well," she said. "I think I may have cured little Johnny of his gambling habit." The father asked her what had happened. "The little tyke absolutely insisted on betting me $10 that I had a mole on my rear," she said. "I finally agreed to the bet and took him to the teachers' lounge to show him that I had no mole, but he had to promise he would never make another bet at school again." "Damn!" the father said. "He bet me $50 this morning

Dark's Insite
I hate it when I post messages on my friends page, but they won't show the same respect. I also hate when ppl try and say I come on a page and don't post a hi, YES I DO (you never notice), but you never give me the same respect back! Stop Whining, you do the same thing!!!! I would also like to know why these ppl have thousands of friends, do you ever respond to all of them, I don't think so. So it's not really a friend, it's for popularity! I have not been on because so many things have been happening in my family and I feel like I am drowning. So many so called "Friends" have came and left my life, I have just been tired of it all and don't know what to do anymore, except try to enjoy my husband and 4 children. My brother-in-law who was in the car accident on January 12th finally came home after he died (his heart stopped) it was 2 months in the ICU and organs missing but he is home & alive. Of course, not the same man he used to be, but still here. I hope everyone is havi

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Observations Of A Tabbie Eater
Sleep was impossible last night, as in most nights. When it seems impossible to achieve sleep it shows mercy or may be it just got board and then rest becomes reality. As demons of past subside and as i drift off i realized that i have a song in my head from Bruce Springsteen. How relevant this song is to me at this time and believing has never been my strong point i think i see. I see a world where the allusiveness of sleep is vanquished. I see demons that though may never be slain will be no more than an exhibit on display. Too often misdeeds are overlooked because of intent. What we want and what we need seldom have the same destination. All too often we travel roads that lead to nowhere only to say "We had the best intentions". How sad is it to be human to know this truth and still go down such a road. How easy it is to be human to know that all we need to do is ignore what we know and in the end intentions were all that mattered.

2be
just added a guest book on here so stop by -n- sign it pleases thank tou Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o mSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m ENJOY LIFE IT TO SHORT NOT TOO every time sign in to fubar get the boot be fore i can stay 4 awhile LIKE TO WISH ALL MY FRIENDS A HAPPY HALLOWEEN

I Always Knew....
Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick Well, I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do We walked along a crowded street You took my hand and danced with me Images And when you left, you kissed my lips You told me you would never, ever forget These images Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers al

Reasons Not To Vote For Obama
What if I told you that Barack Obama plans to dismantle our US Military by cutting funding, would you believe me? What if I stated that he plans to dramatically reduce spending on nuclear defense systems, would you call me crazy? Finally, what if I told you that Obama refuses to develop nuclear weapons and plans to eliminate our nuclear weapons arsenal, our last line of defense in desperate times, would you call me a liar? For all the reasons stated above, I refuse to tell you those things about Barack. I am going to let HIM tell you. I need your rates... I am 1.3 mil from GODFATHER I have auto 11's on from 630am pst Oct 30 - Oct 31 Make Me A GODFATHER "RadioGuy"@ fubar So roll out those 11's Rate all my pics I want to be GODFATHER I have auto 11's on from 630am pst Oct 30 - Oct 31 "RadioGuy"

Oi
Thought I would get another nonsensical blog in..dont worry..there will be more...and nobody answered my question earlier Finish this line... Franks and Beans must_______________ Go listen to NoiseCollector http://www.ourmedia.org/user/79995 FINISH THIS LINE FRANKS AND BEANS___________________! GO LISTEN TO NOISECOLLECTOR http://www.ourmedia.org/user/79995

Blah
so now i understand by bush and cheany felt that we should go to "war"...george bush owns a factory that produces yellow ribbons...in his factory they make yellow ribbon stickers, yellow ribbon decals, some say support our troops (like we wouldnt support someone who is being forced to fight in a stupid war), yellow ribbon shirts, anything that has to do with a yellow ribbon is made by bush...this is how i figure it all went down...one day bush was sitting in the oval office playing game boy when cheany came in and told bush we needed to go to war so all his stocks in halliburton would go up and he could make like 50 billion dollars so bush argreed but then he asked "dick what can i do with my yellow ribbon sticker factory?" so cheany told him they would tell all the stupid americans to buy these ribbons so we can prove we are real americans...he also told bush to tell everybody "were gonna fight um over there so we dont have to fight them over here, but if we do have to fight um over h

My Poems
I want to make your heart beat just for me. I want a true love in my lonely life. I've looked a long time, dated many men, But none I walked with walked in step with me. We walk together well, the best of friends. Somehow we just fit, as if clean cut To go together, zigzags complementary. But now I would be something more than friends. I know I take a chance to mention love. I've no idea what feeling's in your heart. But if you'd catch a burning, plunging star, I know I'd make you happy for your love Fear is a place we go when we don't know fear is the man in the shadows behind that bush or that memory or that time walking in the peace of the streetlights down the sidewalk waiting for fear to jump out grab us and pull us deeper into the metaphor just close your eyes and get lost in the metaphor of blue skies and fearless dreams So alone in my bed Alone listening to nightly whispers Alone in my thoughts Alone standing in court Alone I stand and fig

Site Info/computer Info
You can now customize your bartab view even more now. You have to go into Profile Settings to access it The setting is here: I'm not really thrilled with the "Old" new email system but I guess they got tired of hearing people bitching. You had to manually check off each box to delete the individual mails before, but now they have placed a checkbox at the bottom and top of the page that allows you to check all for deletion. Now if only they add email attachments back!! I see that hackers are at it again. I just got an email from a newbie on my list who most likely was hacked and now her account is spewing emails with a link intended to fool you into giving your Fubar info. This is the email subject: And what if your spouse see this film? This is the Text of the email: LOL http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1346230617 what the link really says if you click reply" === 'nascarlady' wrote the following at '2009-03-04 17:00:07'.. > > LOL > a hr

The Fbi And The Universal Code
12/19/2008 Dear Readers; Well one of my predictions came true again – From www.drturi.com/newsletter/ December 2008 Red Alert! Dec 2nd 2008 1:52pm I wrote - Expect more light on that terrible drama! and do not be fooled her mother was born with a terrible UCI and KILLED HER! The stars don't lie to me. Remains found last week in a wooded area have been identified as those of missing Florida toddler Caylee Anthony, authorities said today. Caylee's skull was found a half-mile from her grandparents' home. The girl and her mother, Casey Anthony, lived in the home until shortly before Caylee disappeared. Her mother is charged with first-degree murder in her death. Just a little note to let you know that I am offering the option for many people who can not make it to Arizona in September 2009. On February 26, 2009 I will start my own radio show on *Voice America and the 60 minutes air format is NOT set to teach anyone the secrets of the Cosmic Code. Instead I will talk ab

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The Paul Blog
Ok, I've never really blogged. Never really needed to. It seems things are changing now. I have this terrible pain in my right knee and hip. I have been to a chiropractor and an orthopedic doctor. I had an xray on the hip and an MRI on the knee - all they could see is "Mild arthritis" - not even anything unusual for my age. The pain comes after being on my feet for just a couple of minutes. It is intense enough that I find myself leaning on anything I can find. Everything else is seemingly fine. I'm at a point where I can't exercise much because it hurts too much. I'm at a total loss. I need to paint and I can barely stand long enough to clean my studio space so I can paint. Fuck. It seems that everything else in my life is going fairly well. The pain ruins it all. I am still having loads of pain in my right hip and knee. The pain of walking is almost as bad as it was before I had the surgery on my other knee in 2000. I can't exercise worth a crap.

Kinky Test
What type of partier are you? Your Result: Hardcore drunk You are usually the first one at the bar, right after work, before anyone else gets there. You tend to be quite buzzed before a single of your friends show up, and keep on drinkin when they get there. You often forget your credit card at the bar and have to retreive it the next day, and can never believe the bill is so high. At parties, you are still drinking while most of the rest of the party is passed out and sleeping. It takes you forever to catch a buzz, and even longer for a buzz to go away. You're made for this lifestyle!Bar Social Butterfly The Lurker The Socialite Bar Slut The rock-star party animal The designated driver

War On Terror
“One minute,” the disembodied voice says into your headset and dutifully you pass on the message. Holding up one finger you signal the other passengers of the large helicopter. Everyone repeats the motion all the way back with the last man copying the signal to confirm that the message made it all the way back. Smiling he holds up a middle finger causing a laugh through the chopper. It lightens the mood, which is exactly what this situation needs. Holding your thumb and forefinger close together in the international signal for, “a little bit” it means “30 seconds” to the collected. Now the adrenaline kicks in, as you run through your last minute checks. Which way do you go once you exit the rear of the helicopter, your thumb runs across the safety of your rifle in an instinctive move as the chopper flares and gently touches down. First out the back are the off road motorcycles and the ATV, they are going to chase down “squirters,” bad guys who literally run for

11/15/07 Joke
A guy steps into an elevator and there's just one attractive woman in it. He turns around to push the button for his floor and his elbow bumps right into her breast. He says, "Oh, I'm so sorry. If your heart is as soft as your breast, I hope you'll be able to forgive me." She looks at him a few seconds and says, "That's all right. If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 204." Down in Florida, two widows were talking and one asked the other, "Do you ever get to feeling horny?" "Yes," her friend replied. "What do you do about it?" "I usually suck on a Lifesaver." After a moment of stunned silence her friend asked, "Well, what beach do you go to?" The following is a courtroom exchange between a defense attorney and a farmer with a bodily injury claim. It came from a Houston, Texas insurance agent. Attorney: "At the scene of the accident, did you tell the constable you had never felt better in your life?" Farmer: "That's right." Attorney: "Well, then, how is

Letting Go....
You thought you still had me under your thumb...you thought I believed your lies...you tried to cause unnecessary drama and you almost had me to the point of deleting my account but I refuse to let you win...so bring it on cause I don't care. I am happy and I am loved and you can't mess that up...so go on spreading your lies...go on trying to cover your ass...but in reality people are starting to realize that you are NOT who you claim to be. You will have to face yourself one of these days and ask yourself why you're alone...and I know you will think back to me...you will know what you did to fuck us up and you will know that I was right. The people you think trust you and believe you, don't. The people you play will confront you...and you will be the one who runs away...not me...not them...YOU. I am over this and I am done...and you can't make me leave...cause he still loves me. I want to thank you for introducing me to him...he's the one I have been waiting for all of my lif

Yanno What Chaps My Ass?
ok here is another thing that just chaps my ass, and i know it gets to some of yall as well... dont ya just hate when ya watching a porn and everything is all good, then for some dumbass reason the camera man goes to the guys face...and theres nothing but his face in the screen and he leaves it there for a little bit...WDF? i dont want to see his ugly ass..who gives a rats ass the faces he's making. who tha hell told the camera man that shyt was sexy or looked good? or they go to some dumbass shot like her gripping the pillows or sheets, or worse they pan down to the guys legs to show him standin there in his socks.. now i know porn isnt known for its quality filming or acting, but DAMN...who tha hell wants to see that shyt ok, so whats up with all these females runnin around calling themselves MILFs on their profiles and in their profile names? first of all , who deemed you a MILF or did you just think it was something "cute to say" now true enough some of them ARE indeed MIL

Others
This year my company sponsored the building of a Habitat for Humanity home. There were two parts of the sponsorship. One was to pay for the initial materials. The other was sweat equity, namely 15 days of work crews to build the place. Each group in our office selected a day. Today was ours. The day started by an orientation from one of the two full time workers on the site. One is an americare volunteer. the other is the site supervisor. We learned about Habitat and how the overhead of the program is all paid through the money made by the outlet stores they have around the country. Therefore every dollar paid goes directly into the building of the home. Even the site supervisor is paid through those dollars. Much of the labor is donated to. From unskilled labor like our group to skilled labor like a local plumber volunteering his shop to handle that part of the project. The family that is getting the house was chosen from a pool of applicants. They are required to put in 250

Little Things That Are Important!
On January 19th 2007 I had a double pulmonary embolism. If you don't know what that is a Pulmonary embolism is an obstruction of a blood vessel in the lungs, usually due to a blood clot, which blocks a coronary artery. Pulmonary embolism is a fairly common condition that can be fatal. According to the American Heart Association, an estimated 600,000 Americans develop pulmonary embolism annually; 60,000 die from it. As many as 25,000 Americans are hospitalized each year for pulmonary embolism, which is a relatively common complication in hospitalized patients. Even without warning symptoms, pulmonary embolism can cause sudden death. Treatment is not always successful. I barely survived. I passed two clots into my lungs. I don't tell most people this because it's a personal thing and few friends know all the details. I spent 11 days in the hospital, 4 in ICU. I spent almost a year on blood thinners trying to dissolve these massive clots in my lungs. I am lucky to be alive today. I'm w

Best Friend
Live your life as it's givin onse, use it as you wish, laugh on tough day's and drop a tear or two on death day's. Life is good and so is time. Love every moment of it and you will be fine. I will be the worlds best friend you ever had!

Bdsm Info
Collars and Traditions Everything you wanted to know about collars and then some. Includes: A special concern about the dilution old traditions. by jade -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Collars, collars everywhere... but what are they and why do we use them? Recently we had a firestorm of activity on our bulletin board concerning collars. It's a subject often asked about and one that seems to generate many different responses from the community. I'm not going to claim to have all the answers on this topic or try to write a document to use as a standard for the D/s, BDSM lifestyle. However, I will try to share what we've learned in our own experiences during our journey into the realm of dominance and submission. A collar is extremely significant in our lifestyle, no matter in what group you find yourself. It not only identifies the person wearing it as a member of the lifestyle, it indicates they are submissive a

My Life
instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was a Car insurance Sales person for 5 years 2. I Drove Semi Truck across country for a short time 3. Ive been married twice...divorced twice.. 4. Im addicted to Mountain Dew 5. I have 3 kids, 2 boys 1 girl, 2 are biologically mine and i adopted my girl. 6. Im very sceptic, i dont beleive things unless i see them for myself. 7. I have trust issues lol 8. I hate talking on the phone 9. Im an internet junkie haha 10. Im very into the paranormal community 11. Me and my brother fight like cats and dogs 12. I hate being skinny wish i could gain weight 13. I want to get pug hehe 14. Im a b

Cowboy11
One day a mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn\'t any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more \"just one minute.\" Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say \"I Love You.\" or \"I Miss You\" ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° So while we have it . . it\'s best we love it . And care for it and fix it when it\'s broken . and take good care of it when it\'s sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them!

Sam
i went and took my driving test and passed it finally......yyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh on june 3rd took a home pregnancy test and it came out positive went to the dr on june 10th got confirmed that i am pregnant (oh yea pregant again) I put some pics of my new baby up

Bombing
Need everyone to bomb this pic... she needs 10,000 comments. Thanks got another pic you can bomb!! check it out I only need 1000 comments total to get a blast please come help me... You will need to add, rate, and fan the host and tell her that ~Hillary~*Founder of BBW_Bombers Family* and a "Real Deal Babe"(Fu-Owned by Espo1969 sent you.

Just Things To Say
Freedom Isn't Free I watched the flag pass by one day. It fluttered in the breeze A young soldier saluted it, and then He stood at ease. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil? How many mothers' tears? How many Pilots' planes shot down? How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No Freedom isn't free I heard the sound of taps one night, When everything was still. I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That taps had meant "Amen" When a flag had draped a coffin of a brother or a friend. I thought of all the children, Of the mothers and the wives, Of fathers, sons and husbands With interrupted lives. I thought about a graveyard at the bottom of the sea Of unmarked graves in Arlington..... No -- Freedom isn't free!! Are you gonna be a gamble

My Poetry
Growing Old Growing old with you is a dream I long for to wake each morning to see you there the rise and fal of your bosom as you take each breath watching over you as you sleep more peaceful then ever before and as you wake to be the first thing you see to see you smile to kiss you and say "I love you" all this I long for for that is my dream to be with you. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea Tears Tears flow from my eyes, they are not sadness or pain Flowing from my heart with nothing but love for you are the only one that can truly make me smile you lift my spirits in a way no other person can you give me strength when I need you most a shoulder when I need to weep an ear when I need to be listened to a heart when I need to be loved So when I cry, it is not because I am sad I cry... because I am so happy and I love you. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea Waiting Here I si

My Poetry
Relieve some pressure Just sit and think Consentrate on the task And make it stink From your tender rosie lips To your soft entransic eyes I declare to thee I will love you as the heaven flies From your smooth encondecent skin To your sweet smelling hair I declare to thee I will love you as long I breathe air From you corsid yet beautiful feet To your caring and loving hands I declare to thee I will love you until gone the grains of sand From your button red nose To your short quiveing fingers I declare to thee I will love you as long as time lingers From your tears of sadness To your tears of joy I declare to thee I will love you forever more It could be a deuce Or stand and pee Everybody does it So aim and let it free

Massage
What are shin splints? The term "shin splints" has been widely used as a catch-all term referring to a collection of different conditions that cause leg pain. The term medial tibial stress syndrome (MTSS) better defines the injury and separates it from injuries such as stress fractures or compartment syndrome. MTSS is caused by chronic strain, overuse, and microtrauma of the soleus (calf) muscle at its origin on the shinbone (posteromedial tibia) or deep inflammation of the periosteum, which is the connective tissue that covers the bone, of the tibia beneath the posterior tibialis muscle (Fig., pg. 6). MTSS usually occurs in unconditioned people who begin a new running or jumping activity or conditioned runners who change or increase their speed or distance or change their type of shoe or running terrain. MTSS also affects individuals who have flat feet because the mechanics of the foot increase stress on the soleus muscle. MTSS or stress fracture? A patient with MTSS has pai

Read
TO WHOEVER IS TRYING TO TALK TO ME IN SHOUT BOX I HEAR THE NOISES BUT NOTHING IS COMMING THROUGH HERE ARE RUNNERS ON CONTEST REM THERE ARE JUST TWO WINNERS ANF HERE IS THE TOP ONES SO FAR ~REBELBREED~ WITH 6203 COMMENTS +AGENT SMITH+ WITH 4801 COMMENTS ~karma~ WITH 4753 COMMENTS ~CHAN812CREW~ WITH 1183 COMMENTS GOOD LUCK TO ALL ITS GETTING CLOSER

Vote For Me In Playgirl Magazines "real Man Of The Year" Contest
I guess it’s not everyday that you get an email that says “Guess who’s in the Winter 2010 edition of PLAYGIRL?” (It has fellow drummer Phil Varone on the cover)…Seems that there is a contest in which winners of the “Real Man of the Month” ( I won in the July/August 08 issue) are entered in a contest to win the title of REAL MAN OF THE YEAR…The top 10 vote getters advance to a 2nd round…..The winner of the entire contest gets a trip to New York City and his own shoot in an upcoming issue of PLAYGIRL… I’ve been so busy with my music and my band Brent Bly’s Dark Ambition, and my new CD (only 3 bucks at cdbaby.com/brentblysdarkambition ). I haven’t done any modeling recently. I didn’t even know about the contest until a friend of mine emailed me and told me. Despite what some of the idiotic narrow minded rednecks that I’m surrounded by on a daily basis might think of me I don’t

My Weightloss Journey
Ever have a moment where it was BITTERSWEET? Well I have today and it sucks its more sadness than anything at this moment.. Pair of Jeans that are a size smaller.. i should be happy right.. ya i should but I am not.. i wont get into detail but there are some issues with my mid section.. thats all i will say.. its bittersweet.. i jus sat there and cried.. and i have been bumming since.. wish there was a easier way to end the bittersweet.. Bittersweet Symphony Ringtone - The Verve Music Video CodesCatsBootyStumbleUpon Bot Nough said.. So after a 2 week break from the gym.. i been sick and havent been able to go as i normally.. my eating has change and i hate to see what i gained back.. i am really scared to look at the numbers.. i know numbers not that big of a deal its how i look.. most of you think i look fine but i am hurting on the inside.. i not happy with it at all.. i am a strong person and i can not let this battle take over my life.. its time to get back to my state o

Christian
Have you heard about this case? Great answer from the judge!In Florida , an atheist became incensed over the preparation of Easter and Passover holidays. He decided to contact his lawyer about the discrimination inflicted on atheists by the constant celebrations afforded to Christians and Jews with all their holidays while atheists had no holiday to celebrate.The case was brought before a judge. After listening to the long passionate presentation by the lawyer, the Judge banged his gavel and declared, 'Case dismissed!'The lawyer immediately stood and objected to the ruling and said, 'Your honor, how can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and many other observances. Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur and Hanukkah...yet my client and all other atheists have no such holiday!'The judge leaned forward in his chair and simply said, 'Obviously your client is too confused to even know about, much less celebrate his own atheists' holiday!'The lawyer pompously said

Krissy's Poems
April 19th 2007 it was around 1:30 p.m. and i was in the Lewistown Hopsital for some kind of infection that found because i let some asshole pierce my eyebrow! (that's another story for another time) when little did i know while i was visiting with my Mom and her friend Martha, that i would see the one and only man that makes my knees shake everytime he looks at me and smiles at me. His name is Matthew Wayne Crosson. He is the love of my life and everything that i have ever asked for in a Husband, and he asked me out on April 20th when i was released from the hospital, and asked me to marry him the next day! At first i thought he was joking and that things were moving way to fast but the more i got to know him and spend some time with him the more i realized that he was the one that God had sent to me for me to love and spend the rest of my life with. We were together from then on up until we got married on June 9th 2007 and every day since we have together has been so special to me ge

My Thoughts
One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the CT. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Continued violation of CherryTAP policy, will result in your account being deleted without warning. I have received this twice now on pictures that I already had marked NSFW and placed in the naughty file...So, My response to the CT staff... For CT information all the pictures that CT staff is informing me about, which are NSFW, have already been placed in a NSFW file since I placed them on CT..So why am I receiving notices that these are NSFW when they are already marked NSFW? I am wondering about this issue as it has already been d

Random
A short list of things that piss me off People who tailgate me on the highway when I'm in the middle lane and the lane on either side is empty People who tailgate me in traffic as if riding my bumper is going to make the 16 cars in front of me go any faster Christians who keep saying how sorry they am for me and how much pity they have for me for not having Jebus in my life People who come to a complete stop at Yield signs every time regardless of traffic People who stop short of a red light by about 100 yards, then slowly creep up to the light until it turns green People who stop on green lights People who get in the right turn lane to go straight, then try to cut me off when I go straight and honk at me for using my right of way That damn "you got questions, we got answers" slogan at Radioshack, WHEN I used to work there, people would come in with the stupedist questions, like why do I still have to plug in the power cord on my laptop now that it has a Wireles

Auto 11s
TULSA'S ANGEL HAS AUTO 11S ACTIVATED!! ღTulsa's Angelღ Come hit me up and get LOTS of points rating my pictures! Tulsa's Angel~ Also looking for peeps with folders of 250 pics so I can bomb them! ღTulsa's Angelღ BROWN EYED GIRL HAS AUTO 11S ACTIVATED!! ¢¾Brown Eyed Girl ¢¾ ¢â ~ Sarge's Bad Girls ~

Time To Vent!!
That nothing in my life will be exactly the way i want it. That no matter how hard you try you will never be able to change how people are. Some things in life will always disappoint you. When you accomplish things in life

Observations
Bill &Hillary : Worse than you thought & worth remembering - this came from a Democrat. Dear Mr. Ex-President Clinton : I recently saw a bumper sticker that said, "Thank me, I voted forClinton-Gore." So, I sat down and reflected on that, and I am sending my"Thank you" for what you have done, specifically: 1. Thank you for introducing us to Jennifer Flowers, Paula Jones , Monica Lewinsky , Dolly Kyle Browning, Kathleen Willey, and Juanita Broderick . Did I leave anyone out? 2. Thank you for teaching my 8 year old about oral sex. I had really planned to wait until he was a little older to discuss it with him, but now he knows more about it than I did as a senior in college. 3. Thank you for showing us that sexual harassment in the work place(especially the White House) and on the job is OK, and all you have to know iswhat the meaning of "is" is. It really is great to know that certain sexual acts are not sex, and one person may have sex while the other one d

Pimp Outs/bulletins
Save the date! On March 31st, my 23rd birthday, I'll be running autos. My goal is to make it to Prophet. I know I just ran autos, but even just a few rates would be great. Thanks, friends. ♥Amy Amykins ♥@ fubar Oh no! Not again! Yes, again. I'm running auto 11s again on Sunday April 5th starting around noon EST. I ONLY have 17 million to Oracle! LOL Stop by and drop off some love, but let me know you did in case I miss it. I really want to keep up and repay all your lovely people the best I can. ♥Amy Amykins ♥@ fubar Bored? You should go rate this guy. Not for any particular reason, just because. ♥ I'm not what you're looking for

Music (available For Rip Under My Trackz)
All works of Razorwolf are created and produced by Wolf himself using MadTracker 2.0 Where you know of what is to come. You have longed for it. You would have begged for it. The ultimate seduction and lock of two souls and it stands at your grasp. You walk the final steps to what awaits you. I went for a Trans-Siberian Orchestra feel for this one, hence the winter-ish title as well. Made for a friend who is a huge TSO fan.All works of Razorwolf are created by Wolf himself using simple mod tracking programs. Contact for more info All works of Razorwolf are created and produced by Wolf himself using MadTracker 2.0 Meant to drive the blood and stir the senses as to what defines real. "What is real? What is it that defines real? If real is what you can feel, smell, taste and see, then 'real' is simply electrical signals interpreted by your brain"

Have You Ever Noticed?
I have been cursed! Due to many things that happened when I was very young, I love women. Get your minds out of the gutter for a moment. I mean I love women, there is just something about a woman that is so beautiful, please get your mind out of the gutter,lol. Anyway the thing is that I have been cursed, not that I cannot get women to want to be around me, this has never been a problem. I am not a pretty guy, but I have had some of the most beautiful women on earth surrounding me. The problem is that I am the guy they want as a friend, somebody they can trust to give them good advice and to be honest with them. It seems that once you are cast in that role, they can not see that it would make you an ideal lover so it will never cross their mind that you want them. To complicate things more, if you mention it they look at you funny and think that you are kidding. It is like being in a candy store with a sweet tooth and diabetes. I am know it sounds like I am complaining and to a point I

She Loves Me, She Hates Me
I cherish ya all the way. id make it work, long distance or what ever it takes.i want u so bad, like i said, I can tast ya soul, but its be better cover in lye, cos all my life it seems to loose, but i lost that too, so what i do now? Want me to fall in love

Poems
I've been waiting for this moment for so longAn answered prayer, I know you are the oneI give to you my heart and soulWith a love that will never grow oldIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meYou'll be there to catch me if I fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my allI thank God for the gift He has given meA love that's strong for all of eternityI give to you all of my daysWith a love for all of your waysIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meI'll be there to catch you if you fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my allIn the days that we grow oldThe times may change but our love will remainAs we look back on this day nowWe stood the test of timeLiving the promise of our vowIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meI'll be there to catch you if you fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my all...

1st Blog
1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me? Answer: 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go? Answer: 21. Would you do me once a

Contests!!!
Ok... new update here... This contest ends at midnight tonight EST and so far I am up by 1000 comments but could always use more help to make sure I keep that lead! So anyone with the comments and the time come on by and show the love... Comment away! xoxoxo Sarah Okay, so that last blog has the wrong link in it! OOPS... sorry guys! But here is the correct link to it! Well so far the contest is going fairly well... Currently in 2nd place with almost 2000 comments, thanks so much to those who have helped... Suprd78, DragonLover, Sean, I Put the FU in fun and PickleTickle... you have all helped me so much and I just wanted to say thanks... Just keep showing the love and leave those comments!!! XOXOXO Sarah [ CherryTAP.com photo: 493028347 ]

Abiding Trust
WE ARE THE ONLY ONE'S WITH THE POWER TO PROTECT OUR YOUNG. WHEN THERE IS ROOM FOR HEALING AND TIME TO MOVE PASSED ALL OUR FEARS, WE CAN THEN START TO RAISE OUR CHILDREN. WE CAN THEN DIRECT THEM DOWN A PRODUCTIVE ROAD, LET THEM KNOW FOR EVERY WRONG EXIT THERE IS AN EXIT WHICH WILL LEAD THEM TO THERE DESTINATION. WE AS PARENTS MUST KNOW OURSELVES TO BE PRODUCTIVE, WE MUST LOVE OURSELVES AS WELL SO THAT WE CAN TRUELY LOVE OUR YOUNG.

Raj Karthick
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My Take On Life
Here we go again browneyes0316, decided she needed to confront me about her confrontation with a professor for an online class. She really really needed to convince me that she was right and that the professor had no right to conflict with her. Regardless since I don't care to know the details she went at with me for almost 10 minutes, here's the portion I was able to save from my shoutbox. She blocked me on her last line before I could tell her yet again to bother someone else and quit addressing mumm issues in my shoutbox. browneyes0...: if u didn't u wouldn't still be bullshitting me!! ->browneyes0...: Goodie for you....Why am I supposed to care? browneyes0...: bottom line is i don't have to allow someone to treat me that way and the dean and administrator agreed browneyes0...: i also fire people on a weekly basis so get over yourself ->browneyes0...: Yeah for you why are you trying to convince me you're right. I'm a supervisor and fire people on a weekly basis for i

Right Behind You
so i know i havent been on in a long time i felt the need to get back intouch with some important things in my life only to have them coming crushing down around my head. thought i was smart enough this time around to fix this very very weird perdictiment that i find myself in. my best friend and i mean the kind of friend you tell everything to who you love like no other, is seriously thinking about marrying my sister. now some part of me says good for them. another bigger part of me is screaming on the inside ARE U STUPID OR SOMETHING? my sister not to bash on her but is the type of women who had 3 kids to just leave them and runaway from her problems. and this man presents more than just problems. i mean we know eachother better than we know ourselfs and he knows everything about her and what she has done. now i more than anybody know that if people want to change they can. but unless hell has frozen over she isnt and hasnt changed. so i ask my self what do i do? this situation is mo

Multiple Sclerosis
My son has ms trying to figure out a bit more about it!!! 1. What is multiple sclerosis? Multiple sclerosis (MS) is an unpredictable, often disabling disease of the central nervous system — the brain and spinal cord. The disease attacks the protective myelin covering of the central nervous system, causing inflammation and often destroying the myelin in patches. In its most common form, MS has well defined attacks followed by complete or partial recovery. The severity of MS, progression and specific symptoms cannot be predicted at the time of diagnosis While it is most often diagnosed in young adults, aged 15 to 40, we know that it affects children, some as young as two years old. The impact is felt by family, friends and by the community. MS is unpredictable, affecting vision, hearing, memory, balance and mobility. Its effects are physical, emotional, financial, and last a lifetime. There is no cure. Did you know ... Canadians have one of the highest rates of multip

Contests
Hey, I need everyone that reads this to go rate this picture below. I am in a giveaway, and the one with the most rates gets a bling pack. I really would like to get a HH out of this giveaway, so if you have time, leave a few quick comments too. thanks to all! hugs Carrie aka Carebear > Hey everyone! I am asking for a favor. I am in a contest to win Auto 11 and all I need from all my friends, family and fans is 1 rate and a couple comments. (comments are to break a tie if any) I need a minimum of 1000 rates to win. Rate me and leave a comment and I will give you a drink. The contest runs from Noon EST today until Noon EST Feb 2. Please pass this on to all your friends. If I get the auto 11, I will do a pay out for rates when I run it. (maybe a little incentive there...lol) Here is the link to the pic to rate....RATE THIS PICTURE BELOW!!! YES ITS THE PUPPY DOG!!! This is brought to you with love and hugs by... Carebear Hey everyone! We are all f

Cherrytap Friends
If someone could send me $40 that would be freaking awesome. I promise to pay you back too:) Please help. 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me?

The John Chronicles
I think I mentioned, before, that I make a great effort to minimize my real world drama, in blogs, on Fubar. The dirty little secret, let out of the bag, is that I have Myspace for those sorts of blogs. But the last few days have been pure Hell and I felt like, at least, a few people on Fu would want to know why I haven\'t been around. So, for their sakes, I will provide an overview of what\'s been happening in my world that is keeping me away. What is probably the least important factor, but the most directly effecting one is that I made a bulls rush decision to try and quit smoking three days ago. It did not go well. I found myself fighting through about twenty to twenty-four hours of a nicotine fit, successfully onto to realize that this, apparently, represents my breaking point. That has been a total bitch. About a year ago I was laid off from my job. At the time it seemed like no big deal. I had a part time, self employed thing, consulting with small businesses, tha

In My Head
Beyond what I know is real is infinate panic ideas that seem to vanish the minute my fingers slide around them and in the mean time, I'm left with unanswered questions and unattainable foundations. It's ever present, the malignant hole, that only gets bigger as the space between the understated denial flounders for meaning and acceptance. Is she real or just a version of something I saw on the shelf of another yesterday? An animated shadow of what could have been a glorious glimmering star, now just a waning amatureish dullness that has been rewarded in pieces of unhindered existance, groundless bottom. I've followed the footsteps set forth in front but in efforts I see that I've only started to go backwards into the depths of something that can only be described in short sylables Like the ooh's and ahh's but never more. Bound to this truth that in reality only begins in a lie weaved for posterities sake, it's become a rather tireless chore to emanci

Brandi
"I'll Be" The strands in your eyes that color them wonderfulStop me and steal my breath.And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the skyNever revealing their depth.Tell me that we belong together,Dress it up with the trappings of love.I'll be captivated,I'll hang from your lips,Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.[Chorus:]I'll be your crying shoulder,I'll be love's suicideI'll be better when I'm older,I'll be the greatest fan of your life.And rain falls angry on the tin roofAs we lie awake in my bed.You're my survival, you're my living proof.My love is alive and not dead.Tell me that we belong together.Dress it up with the trappings of love.I'll be captivated,I'll hang from your lips,Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above[Chorus]And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead.I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said[Chorus:]I'll be your crying shoulder,I'll be love's suicideI'll be better when I'

All About Me
Wow! I can't believe I have been on the FU for a year!! This place is so damn addicting!! Anyway, come by and R/F/A me if you already haven't! I return the love. Thanks again, So Fresh If you can place 1,000 comments or 1,000 people to comment on my pic below, I will give you $1,000 fubucks. -------------------------------------------- IF YOU HELP OUT, PLEASE SEND A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH THE HEADLINE "CONTEST" IN IT SO YOU WILL GET CREDIT. SEND IT TO. Diamond Dave@ fubar OR sO FrESH __[XKrazyLilQTX--lil siSter]@ fubar Im in a GIVEAWAY for a HH!! I need 45,000 comments! Come help me out I will PAY YOU FOR YOUR COMMENTS!! $10,000 FUBUCKS for every 100 COMMENTS!! please number each comment and send me a message when you are done. sO FrESH __[diAMond dAveS gUrL xox ]@ fubar &PLEASE REPOST&

Don
Courtesy of MsTags.com I just want to let all my friends know that I have found the Love of my life and will be getting married on the 18th of August. Her name is Jennifer and she is the best thing that has ever happened to me!!! I will never forget my friends here. I Love you all. I won't be on here as often as before, but I will still try to answer all my comments as soon as I can. Hello all my friends and family here on CT. I am going to host the first ever MISS CHERRYTAP WORLD PAGENT!!! Once I get the details worked out and have it ready I will post a bulletin and blog to let everyone know. This blog is to get everyone's input and ideas. Contestants will need to submit 1 salute photo. It will be based on ratings not comments. The first to get 250 ratings of 10 will win a 30 day blast with 1 voter selected at random winning a 1 day blast. Please let me know if you would be interested and what you think. This is my way to show how much I appreciate everyone here on CT. Tha

My Life For You To Know
Over that last few months ive noticed some subtle changes in my body. Four weeks ago i weighed 228 lbs. I was a little chunky around the mid section but nothing excessive. Weighed myself today. I weigh 178 lbs. I find myself weak. Things i use to be able to do no problem now require me to use alot of energy. And i feel sore after wards. My vision is getting worse. Im not at the 20/70 in both eyes. Those of you who dont know what the numbers mean if you have perfect vision, how blurry things are for you at 70 feet away. thats how blurry it is for me 20 feet away. I have pains in my chest and get muscle cramps daily. I drink over a gallon of water a day. And today was the worst thing that scared me. I sat on my couch to watch a movie. Half hour into it i wanted some ice water. I stood up took two steps and instantly had my body fall asleep. Like when your leg or arm does but it was all over. I slammed my face into the floor and busted my nose. The part that scared me wa

Why?
I CANT ADD MORE PICS OUT OF ROOM SO ILL PUT HERE LEAVE A COMMENT AND RATE PLEZ ALSO SOME OLD ONES TO COMPARE AND TELL ME IF U LIKE THE BLONDE OR THE BRUNETTE! THE FIRST 5 R NEW WITH BLONDE HAIR! I KNOW IM PRETTY SAPPY AND LAME BUT I LIKE TO WRITE POEMS AND IF U THINK IM SAPPY DONT READ IT LOL HOPE U THINK ITS OK ALL! I GUESS ONE OF THEM DAYS LOL! "ALL I WANT" i dont know if i was meant to be happy, or love was meant to be for me i wish someone could make me truly see dont know what to believe anymore dont want my heart to sore sometimes i fall to fast all i want is something that will last to fall in love with that special man someone to walk with hand and hand sometimes i let them walls down then when i do i end up with a frown i give my heart and trust so easily then always end up in misery why do i let this happen to me can anyone understand and truly see just want to be loved and to love them back not just t

My So Called Life
Hi, sorry I haven't been around much lately, been kinda busy. Still job hunting for something full time, keeping house, going to the gym, and doing artwork (two of my favorite was to fight off a huge case of the "Blah's") as you can guess I'm pretty much beat by day's end. I'll try to show up more often though. I miss the whole lot of you guys! But in the meantime, I've got yard work to do tomorrow so I gots to get me some sleep now.

In The Bed ....
I’ve been a bad girl, and you have to punish me. I tried saying I am sorry by meeting you at the front door in a sheer, black teddy, garter belt and silk stockings that you like. Remember how excited you get whenever I wear it? But you’re still so disappointed in me. You order me into the bedroom. “Lay down!” you scold. Obediently, I lay across the bed. “Turn over! I want you on your stomach”. I do as I’m told b/c I know how angry you are with me. I try pouting, but it doesn’t work. Where did you get those handcuffs I asked? Without a word, you take each of my wrists and cuff them to the post of the headboard. I don’t like this. I’m powerless and this excites you. Whap! You smack my ass with your open hand. “You’ve been a bad girl. A very bad girl and I have to punish you” You go over to the dresser and pull out 3 black silk scarves. You spread my legs apart and tie by the ankles to the post at the foot of the bed. Then, you use the last scarf to blindfold me.

Ramblings
DEPLOYING TODAY. CAN'T SAY BYE TO EVERYONE. SO, THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT. I'LL BE ON WHEN I CAN GET ON! LOVE YOU ALL. I hate CQ. It sucks, it gives you a lot of time to think about stuff that probably should never be thought of, actually. Lol. I know I bitch about being single, and I know that I'm the only one who can change my current situation, but I'm starting to wonder if there is anyone who can actually put up with my bullcrap! For instance, I talk WAY to much. There are times when MY ears want to bleed from listening to myself for as long as I do. Then let's factor in my indecisiveness. I can NEVER make up my mind about anything. I'm the one who has to get her food to go because she couldn't decide what she wanted when everyone else did. Seriously! I cuss, alot. I don't know why, I guess because the words were always a part of my parents vocabulary...who knows! But nobody wants to take a girl home to meet their parents and the first thing out of her mouth is, "Well, d

Dinner Recipes
Ingredients: * 5-6 lb. fully cooked ham * 1/4 cup whole cloves * 1/4 cup dark corn syrup * 2 cups honey * 2/3 cup butter * 1/8 tsp. white pepper Preparation: Preheat oven to 325 degrees F. Place ham cut side down in a foil-lined roasting pan. Using a sharp knife, score the surface of the ham in a diamong pattern. Place the whole cloves in the scored intersections. Combine corn syrup, honey, butter, and pepper in the top half of a double boiler, and heat until the butter melts and mixture is smooth, stirring occasionally. Keep this glaze in the top of a double boiler, over hot water, while baking ham. Brush glaze over ham, then cover with foil. Bake for 1 hour and 15 minutes at 325 degrees, basting ham every 10 to 15 minutes with the warm honey glaze. During the last 5 minutes of baking time, remove the foil and turn on broiler to caramelize the glaze. Watch the ham carefully during the broiling time! Remove ham from oven, cover with foil, and l

Inside The Inner Mind Of The †drummer From Hell†©
Well, appanrently, I'm a "horrible person" to some. Well, those who actually took the time to get to know me, know damn well, that I'm one to care, ALOT about the one's that deserve it. Well, one seems to think that after pushing me away, I didn't care, and when I tried to care, they didn't want it, THEN, made me out to be a cold-hearted, piece of shit stalker.I AM NOT A STALKER!! I do not stalk, I care not to stalk. I deserve to know why I'm getting treated wrong, for someone else's wrong doings. NEWS FLASH! When someone tells you one thing, then does the complete opposite, your credibilty, is pretty much FUCKED! But, lying about me, portraying me to be something I'm not, and then accusing me of things, is not the way to go about it. If you really wanna sit there, and make yourself out to be a victim of an abusive person, when someone else that actually is like that, your chances at sympathy, are slim. YOU made the choices you made. YOU chose to go down that road. YOU were fully aware

Thanksgiving
As we gather today to celebrate this great feast with our friends and family. We have set a place at this table for the High Gods. Blessed one’s, come eat and drink with us. We offer you the hospitality of our home. How wonderful, How marvelous. This food is a gift of the earth from which it grew. This food is a gift from those who drew it forth and prepared it for us. This food is the gift of the gods and goddesses. We give in return, our thoughts and prayers, our words and deeds. A gift for a gift, with thanks to the givers for this feast. Blessed Be The Mayflower was fast, seaworthy ship and was about twenty years old. She had been in the wine trade in France and could carry one hundred & eighty tons. No one is sure exactly what the ship looked like. The ship was about ninety feet long and about twenty-five feet wide. The middle part of the main deck was open to the weather. Below this was the gun deck and below that was the hold. There were high structures at the b

Amylynn
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Ah What Is Amor!
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=47029263 This is my myspace site where it has more info about me. Check it out so you can get to know me better. I'm a complex person and this will help. Love the world!!!!!!!! We all search for that perfect person to implement our lives although some times we fall short. Whether it be that we meet the wrong person or we are afraid to let anyone close to us, We struggle to find that peace and love we are looking for. It is a constant search that carries us on instead of ending a life that may be so beautiful to someone you have not met yet. What we need to realize is that there is someone out there for each of us: someone who understands us and loves us for who we are. Someone who sees past our faults and looks into our souls and our hearts. Is it worth waiting for that person? Is it worth settling for someone who is not what we really believe is our soul mate? No for love is precious and all the

Poems
He sat at his dinning room table looking at the blood on his hands in the dim light of the streetlight coming through the back window. Tears ran down his face slowly, pink trails creasing the blood that covered his face as well. What did he do? Where did her go? Whose blood was this, his, or worse yet someone else? Soft weeping gave way to loud sobs as he buried his face into his hands again. Looking through his bloody fingers, he could see that the clock on the wall read three am in its red digital glow amid the darkness of the room. The red, he thought, looked like the color of blood. This brought a new wave of sobbing muffled by his bloody palms. "Shut yer fuckin’ hole," pierced the darkness coming from the living room. Randle did not need to look through his fingers to know who it was. He knew it was the old man, the one who always insulted him, the one who always laughed at him, the one who always made fun of him. The one who calls himself Daddy.

And Life Goes On...
When I came to CT it seemed very overwhelming to start with..considering I didn't know what in the world was going on..And now since I've been here...I love this site...mainly because of some very wonderful people I've meet.Some are very good friends now..But I've also had to deal with the ones that like to cause misery..yes they can be blocked but it doesn't take away the judgement they passed...I hang on to my friends and they are the only reason I'm still here..got enough real problems..then worring about kid games..Sending my love out to my friends ..to you all...have a beautiful day!! Sandra...*Witchy177* It seems through life mistakes are many and lifes lessons can be so very rough.Our lives we do live to not satisfy others but to fullfill ourselves.Some think that their dreams and hopes should be private and their bad sides hidden by faulty smiles and lying words.I chose not to live my life like this...which seems to be a problem for most.I chose not misery of distrust and i

An Abandoned Soul
Snarls and howling filled the small kennel. Rows of cages lined the walls, each filled with a scared and enraged dog. Their muscles flexed as they growled at each other and at imaginary opponents. In the corner of the darkened prison, sat a lone pup curled up in the corner of his cage. His eyes were closed, trying to block out any other noise other than his own thoughts. The muscles on him weren’t as full as his neighbors, although he had far more scars. His head buzzed with the thoughts of what was to come next. He pried his eyes open. Both bowls at the front of the cell were bare. The masters had sent him to his cage without filling either of them with food or water. His stomach barked at him, but he was far too nervous to care. Turning his head away from the door, the young pit bull closed his eyes, blocking out the rest of the world. Think of something else, he told himself. You’re not really here. He imagined he was back with his mother and siblings. Lying o

Metalhead4ever's Thoughts
once a long time ago there was this dude walking and he was just like just kind of humming to him self whem he stumbles on someone singing so he thought well im just look a little an see who it is , so this rather sharp looking dude walks up slowly and peeks around the corner of a really big rock just as he does this female yells behind him and says

Friends
look i am offering to help my friends i don't want anything out of this. i know some of you would like to buy your own auto 11 bling but you can't bling yourself so heres the deal. if you send me bling packs to cover your auto 11 bling and a messege i will get you the auto 11 bling and bling you. all credits go back to you i keep nothing. now i know your asking yourself what am i getting out of this? well i will get points thats it and i help my friends get what they want. its a free and safe way to get your own auto 11's like i said i don't want anything just the knowledge my friends aren't getting ripped off by someone else thats it. if your interested just pm me. I just want to say thank you to all my friends and all there friends. Because without all of you life would be sooooo boring. lol I would like to thank you all for everything you do on here. I appreciate all the help i have gotten since coming on here and am taking this time to show my appreciation for it. THANK ALL OF YO

From The Mouth Of A Cowboy With Standerds
President Bush got out of the shower and was drying off when he looked in the mirror and noticed he was black from the neck up to the top of his head. In sheer panic and fearing he really was turning black and might have to start working for a living, he called his doctor and told him of his problem. The doctor advised him to come to his office immediately. After an examination, the doctor mixed a concoction of brown liquid, gave it to President Bush, and told him to drink it all. The President did and replied, "That tasted like bull shit!" The doctor replied, "It was, Mr. President. You were a quart low." The Ten Most Dangerous Mistakes YOU Probably Make With Women And What To Do About It... Here Are The Top Ten Reasons Why Men Fail With WomenAnd How To Make Sure YOU Avoid Every One Of These Deadly Common Mistakes... Free Newsletter And Download eBook -By David DeAngelo, Author Of Double Your Dating MISTAKE #1: Being Too Much Of A

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Fyi
First of I want to say I'm sorry to my bombing family Present and past. I'm sorry let you you all down I'm sorry if I wasn't there enough for you I'm sorry you didn't like me I'm sorry I was too busy to comment and rate everything I'm sorry I never had time to drop 11's on you But most of all I'm sorry I fell in love here Sorry cause a lot of people tried to tell me and I didn't listen to them I'm sorry my love Lord I let you down I'm sorry you never loved me back I'm sorry if I wasn't all you wanted me to be or I couldn't act the way you wanted Most of all I'm sorry I fell in love with you and still love you That's why I'm leaving I can't stay knowing it was for nothing Yet after you tell me it's over you ask for me to send that train ticket again knowing it's not me you want I do know thou the only loser here is and was me. Well here it is the Kingdom has been auctioned And a lot of people say about my spelling but I Guess thay don'

Quizs
Wedding tonight to join moose and angee in marital bliss is in the WRR at 9cst 10est all are invited. Special thanks to Miss Evil and Warlox and Csc and Dj Darkness for makeing this posible you all are just the greatest! MOOSEJRMMesmerizingOOutrageousOOddSSweetEEntertainingJJudicialRRiskyBy Freeglitters.com F= damn youre ugly D = your parents must be hated C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. I'd hit that. A- = Yo

Pain
Photo By M. Known by his troops in World War II as "The Soldier's General" because of his care of and compassion for those soldiers under his command. He graduated from West Point, just missing service in World War I. At the outset of World War II he was a training officer and felt he would miss involvement in another World War until he was assigned to the European Theater. There he served for a period under General George S. Patton, Jr., prior to taking command of the United States Army Group, the largest single command ever held by an American general officer. In 1950 he was promoted to 5-star General-of-the-Army rank, served as Army Chief of Staff and Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff. He also served as leader of the Veterans Administration. He is buried in Section 30, near many other World War II leaders. Mary Elizabeth Quayle Bradley Esther "Kitty" Bradley -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Courtesy of

Poem's
We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens, We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes, Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name, We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt, In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know, But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind, With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell "real" people, but tell someone we must, So we turn to the 'puter, and t

Jokes
An elderly couple walk into a fast food restaurant. They order one hamburger, one order of fries and one drink. The old man unwraps the plain hamburger and carefully cuts it in half. He places one half in front of his wife. He then carefully counts out the fries, dividing them into two piles and neatly placing one pile in front of his wife. He takes a sip of the drink, his wife takes a sip and then sets the cup down between them. As he begins to eat his few bites of hamburger, the people around them keep looking over and whispering "That poor old couple - all they can afford is one meal for the two of them." As the man begins to eat his fries a young man comes to the table. He politely offers to buy another meal for the old couple. The old man replies that they''re just fine - they''re just used to sharing everything. The surrounding people noticed the little old lady hadn''t eaten a bite. She sits there watching her husband eat and occasionally taking turns sipping the drink.

Poems
Take a cup of patience And a big heartful of love Add a bowl of generosity To blend with the above; Put in a dash of laughter And some understanding too Sprinkle it with kindness And memories old and new. Add some faith before you mix it Till the dish is rich and sweet Then enjoy a heaped up portion With everyone you meet! I dropped a tear in the ocean for you the day you find it is the day ill stop loving you Dreams should be kept, you will never know what will happen. every dream is a wish every wish is granted so never let your dreams go one day you will see what happens

My Original Thoughts
There but for the Grace of God go I Today I was contemplating writing about all the wonderful things that had been going good in my life when I got an IM from my first ever online friend. I was telling him about my son graduating from high school and that my daughter had flown to see her dad on Wednesday, etc…and I asked how he had been since I hadn’t seen him on line in months. He said, “The last 6 months have been grueling.” I asked why. He said, “I don’t know if I told you or not but my son died.” Of course I was shocked and said what happened? He said his 18 year old senior son had killed himself in his own bedroom apparently after he found out his girlfriend was cheating on him and he was having problems with his mom (who ironically cheated on his dad). He said he had to go and would talk to me later about it. While I have never met the young man that passed, I can’t stop crying because of all that I know of him through his father. And knowing tha

My Crazy Ramblings
So I leave soon... Back to KY... its kinda scary! lol Im completely excited though. I feel like Im finally going back home! I dont think its really hit me thought that I'm actually moving... I feel like its all happening in slow motion!!! lol I have got so much to do and a very little time to do it all in :P lol Its kinda crazy but there's one person in particular that I absolutly cannot WAIT to see... He has been one of my closest friends for the past few months. And especially recently as I try to sort out my feelings for my husband and decided what I'm going to do. lol i dunno... i guess im just rambling :P I am who I am.... There is nothing I can or WILL do to change that.... I have finally come to be mostly happy with my life... for once! And now all of a sudden ppl feel the need to fuck with that! Well I hate it for everyones luck... it doesnt work! I love being me... i love who i am. I really dont know why ppl feel the need to meddle in my business! My sexuality

Backgrounds For Bullies
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Jak's Contests
yes its the middle of summer but JAK is thinking ahead....if you are a friend who wants a christmas card and you trust JAK not to give your info out...send me your home address so i can mail you a card this year...dont wait till the last minute...post office wont get it to you till next year if you do!!! 12 Days Of Yahoo For the first pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me A post from a week ago. For the second pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 2 web crashes And a post from a Week ago. For the third pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 3 error messages 2 web crashes And A post from a week ago. For the forth pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 4 jerks at Tech Help 3 error Messages 2 web crashes And a post from a week ago. For the fifth pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 5 frozen PM's 4 jerks at Tech Help 3 Error messages 2 web crashes And a post from a week ago. For the sixth pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 6 disconnection' s 5 frozen PM's 4 Jerks at Tech H

Cherry Tap Love!
My CT wife loves me so much! She takes the time to find out how I feel! I want to take her in my arms and hold her fear to let it out! If u only knew how much she hurts u would take one second two love her! She is beautiful, U should take one second to think about her, make her feel the love! She will feel it! She will smile! Yes, Im nuts! I have a heart that is so big! People who really know me LOVE me! CT Loves two Retta! I will miss all of u! I love u all!

Is Iz What It Iz!! Digest That!!
Night of darkness, Light of day,,, hell will gather, to hear him play,,, Up and down,,, the halls he'll pass,,, drinking from the golden glass,,,, From all around ,,, be it far or near, they gather to the sounds of screams and tears,,, but when its all, been said and done, He isnt anywhere near the rising sun, As he fell,,, from Gods good grace, he had a look upon his face,, within his voice, it was loud and clear,, that he will instill the soul of fear, Yet from that golden glass of thought, he had no love, or so he thought, to open his heart and bare his soul, this would never happen, or as its told,,, With one's around him, showering him with their love, he's cold and heartless, no matter where its from,,,, He thinks that others are one's to blame, but then again,, this is his only game,, He knows nothing else but to be alone, with his heart like glass he casts the first stone,,, and turns his back on

Fun Stuff!
ELMAZ ABINADER's ~ Profile of an Arab Daughter THE EVENTS OF SEPTEMBER 11, 2001, produced grief and fear in many people. And they raised questions about how one's country of origin can become important. In spare, imagistic prose, this piece gives us a snapshot of a dutiful and fearful Arab daughter after September 11. Elmaz Abinader (b. 1954) is a memoirist, poet, and performance artist. Her collection of poems, In the Country of My Dreams (1999), won the 2000 Oakland PEN Josephine Miles Award, and she has been awarded a Fulbright Senior Service Scholarship for study in Egypt. "Profile of an Arab Daughter" was first published in the Fall 2001 issue of Ai Jadid: A Review & Record of Arab Culture and Arts. Mother has fallen and fractured her pelvis. She was reaching for a jar in her kitchen and lost her balance. This is not her first fall. She has two artificial hips and was just recovering from the last time her foot gave way -- that time, her toe caught on the edge of the carpe

Ha Ha Funny
FINDING LOVE AND COMFORT FROM SOMEONE ON LINE IS NOT A FORBIDDEN CRIME EVERYONE DESERVES TO BE HAPPY AND I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY WITH ME DOES NOT MATTER IF WE ARE FRIENDS YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART TILL THE END WRITTEN WITH A PEN, SEALED WITH A KISSS IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND PLEASE ANSWER THIS: ARE WE FRIENDS OR ARE WE NOT? YOU TOLD ME ONCE BUT I FORGOT SO TELL ME NOW AND TELL ME TRUE SO I CAN SAY "I AM HERE FOR YOU" OF ALL THE FRIENDS I'VE EVER MET YOU ARE THE ONE I WONT FORGET AND IF I DIE BEFORE YOU DO ILL GO TO HEAVEN AND WAIT FOR YOU ILL GIVE THE ANGELS BACK THEIR WINGS AND RISK THE LOSS OF EVERYTHING JUST TO PROVE MY FRIENDSHIP IS TRUE TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT I SEE YOU STANDING IN THE LIGHT I CALL OUT YOUR NAME BUT THERE IS NO SOUND I GET UP AND YOUR NOT AROUND SO I LAY MY HEAD BACK DOWN WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT I SEE YOU STANDING IN THE LIGHT

Spirituality Essays/lists/poems
This isn't exactly a good poem necessarily. It's main redeeming feature is that it is done as an "acrostic" on the words "UNKNOWN SOLDIER" as you can see in RED. TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN: MY ROLL OF DICE (C 1998 ) Josie Roberts Understanding is the prize, see his presence in their eyes. Neighborly tosses to save the dross. Kingship at reasonable prices to entice it. Neighing like a horse when you divorce. Only believe if they practise what they preach. Wishing we knew more about the things we dare to adore AND Slowing down enough to give encouragement. Obeying when you can, asking about the obligations of righteousness. Loving truth where you find the tooth. Dating your friends w/o having sex. Insisting on order and no wishy-washy when the chips are down, with exceptions if blessed. Expecting envy to turn into faint praise of the emptiness. Risk a little to save a few friends from grief or at least from torment. Only by way of

Politics
“Letter Home” By Paul R. Mays 8/9/2007 Mom and Dad, If you are reading this it means I’m not coming home. I am writing this letter because my unit and I are about to insert north of Baghdad in a strike on a bomb making factory that’s making IED’s and it come time for some payback. Mom, I will miss your blackberry cobbler when dinners done and all the little things that you do when I’m home that makes it a place of love and family. I know this will hurt you to the soul but I want you to understand that I and many others knew what we were doing and my eyes also water up, not because of what we deal with here but for what you will have to endure if you get this letter. I only wish I could take the pain from your heart so you could feel nothing but joy but I know that joy is the furthest feeling from your heart at this moment. But try to remember the moments we shared when you taught me of love and family. I have taken that with me in every mission and it sustains

Random Moments Of Misguided Creativity
I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger than reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything

A Moment
i finally came around but u were no where to be found im here but where are you? i search high and low and all around no where to be found where did you go? im here waiting while on the inside im aching the heart screams your name this aint a game im finally here waiting on you ready to pursue ready to take that chance to have that life we could share but your elsewhere was i too late? did i miss my chance? did i luck out on romance? tell me im not to late i never knew that one night of passion could lead up to this i can feel you run through my body my heart beats faster as the blood rushes through me like an uncontrolled waterfall to feel your skin caress my skin sends a shiver down my back your kiss upon my lips makes me lose sudden control one look in your eyes the world seems to stop and everything seems to freeze in time the warmth of your body seems so comforting that nothing could possibly go wrong and when it does your there to m

Sugar
Have You ever seen those little girls that try so hard to be big and bad knowing that there really not and it makes you wanna walk up to them and slap them so hard that they wake up and put some mary janes on and walk to school all sweet like. well i do and there is this one little girl that when i see her i forget about the rush and just want to open her eyes to the world knowing that as soon as she is past me that i am going to go right back to my lust and forget that she was ever there that is untill her little wanna be smart ass walks back by UnCovering the truth See it all started when i was 13 You know the age where your life just falls apart with hormoans that you are just NOT used to and then things that your mind tryed to forget Just come back to hunt you even if you dont want them to and you fight to keep the things your mind is telling you to yourself.Some just ignore it letting there mind work around the

Jokes
There was a man who worked for the Post Office > > whose job it was to > > process all the mail that had illegible > > addresses. > > > > One day, a letter came addressed in a shaky > > handwriting to God with no > > actual address. He thought he should open it > > to see what it was about. > > > > The letter read: > > > > "Dear God, > > > > > > I am an 83 year old widow, living on a very > > small pension. Yesterday > > someone stole my purse. It had $100 in it, > > which was all the money I > > had until my next pension check. > > > > Next Sunday is Christmas, and I had invited > > two of my friends over for > > dinner. Without that money, I have nothing to > > buy food with. I have no > > family to turn to, and you are my only hope. > > > > Can you please help me? > > > > Sincerely, > > Edna > > > > The postal worker was touched. He showed the > > letter to all the other > > workers. Each one dug into his or her wallet > > and came up with a few >

Video Gifts From Friends
from RESTRICTIVE......XOXOX > > and bunny loves her MASTER! XOXOX from Master! this is so damn cute! xox thank YOU! Thank you Ray, i've always loved this song! It was my #1 song on here a few weeks ago. I'm honored that you think of me when you hear it! xox

Mark
The game is so magic, you will tastes more exciting scenes, in games, you can add different role, you will feel different humor, in society, you sawed many different things, not also you can add more blood, but also you can get more and more equips. Although I am a slow coach person, I still remain my idea, insist on my dream. You can add friends, play with your friend. That is funny! Did you heard Age of Conan Power Leveling in games? That is so interesting. You can invite your friends walk,play,read and so on.when you have something,you can go to other places,you can get more knowledge,how time flies!when we fight again,you will feel very happy!The dirty,the world,how to make a clean environment,it depends more people to made.

All About Me
What Is Your Inner Desire?Loveyou want love. you feel lonley and you want someone to love you back. you want everything you ever wanted in love and you want to meet your right soul mate. you will probably get him or her later in life.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic What famous actress are you most like?Reese WitherspoonYou are very laid back and a good worker and you are a very people person and sweet and kindHow do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic What is your love icon ?romantic loveyour love is very special you and your partner are very romantic and are willing to try anything.guys/girls like you because of the way you make them feel and how you show that you really care about them.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Today
Thanks everyone for the love you have given me. I was ranked #208 for today thanks to that.... i hope it keeps up... and i never thought i would get that .... Keep rating and commenting me and i will try to return the favor.. Lots of love! HUGZ N KISSES! Jessica There's just alot on my mind that i dont know where to begin.. i actually dont even wanna say anythin on here being that this site is more public than myspace... myspace is fuckin pissing me off though.. i wrote 2 different blogs and neither one of them posted....im frustrated because bloggin helps me get my thoughts out in the open but i cant even do that.. fuckin sucks. work is bothering me.. im so bored there.. and i think im gonna start lookin for another job. I just cant take it anymore.. when there are no customers there's literally nothing to do. It's AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ughhhh i just cant say what i wanna say on here so whats the fuckin use... im frustrated.. can't sleep.... i just need t

Eye's Dont Lie
If someone wants to be a part of your LIFE, They`ll make an EFFORT to be in it.So don`t bother reserving a space in your HEART for someone who doesn`t make an EFFORT to STAY. Cold This world is so cold, as if made intirerly of stone... And People's word's can cut you to the bone.... There is one that stand's alone.... Desperatly trying to set the tone... Marching to a drummer all there own... No one see the tear's inside or the fear they try to hide... In this world of blind to the mind And most are forgotten and left behind... Remember you are not alone, There is one that stand's beside you, Not there to Guide you..... But the one who see's inside of you..... Copyright 2006 Iah Darha People where many mask's It is very strange to me how people act online. Most are truthful , other not. Make's me wonder why the Mask? This false front of who and what you are. I understand that most people are just playing a role, Or is the role cast when they go onlin

Stormy Thoughts
Thoughts drift through my mind, And have been all day. Thoughts of You, and how Your skin Will feel against mine in person. Thoughts of the first time I feel The weight of You on top of me. Thoughts of how it will be to feel Your possession of me, physically, From the top of my head to the tips of my toes. Thoughts of Your hands roaming, Teasing, pleasing, building the heat That leads to the first time You claim me With Your Maleness sliding deeply Into the center of my femininity. The soft delicate skin pushing against Warm wet walls, opening to You, Accepting You, welcoming You, Your possession, Your love, Making me totally and completely Yours. Finally. (I can't wait, either!) Go see the movie "Eragon". If you love Dragons, and almost everyone does, you'll LOVE this movie!!! It was one of the best movies ever, ranks right up there with the "Lord of the Rings" Trilogy.... In my opinion, anyway. Why are you still here??? Go watch the movie!!! *win

Life Of Freyja
I'll be on very little until Wednesday 01-21-09. Its girl scout cookie sales time and additionally, i have influenza currently at my home and a stomach virus. Family of five so its a disinfecting nightmare. Luckily i had the flu shot and i hope will not get the bug. Anyway I will be busy to say the least. Kisses and loves to all. Now at work trying to catch up coz i was late today. always yours Freyja! I'll be gone starting this afternoon until Monday 12-22-08, due to the holidays I will miss you all so much! Leave me love and surprises while I'm away because I will be thinking about you Love always Your Freyja! I'll be busy the next few days We lost my Grandma on Tuesday January 27, 2009,I saw her on Sunday she was at the store we were selling girl scout cookies i had hugged and kissed her that day she was well and smiling as usual. She had just moved into a rockin retirement center. She turned 89 in December and was getting somewhat depressed hanging around he

Justice Blanket
Probable cause mingled over private parts. Stuffed inside a hollow shell. Like a pastry waiting to be devoured. His soul is cream. His body tender. Break him open and suck him clean. His soul is what you want. A new day begins when the old has died buried beneath a mound of rotting tongues. Propeled forward by the winds of hope The sun shines brightly in awaiting the horizon. The west can't see it The death of the day that was we mourn for her in pathetic weakness. Not yesterday, not tomorrow but today we mourn for that which was and that which will never be. Hope springs forward on golden rays just edging ever so close To the point to where it is visible at last then it dies like just like the past. To see the day, a living day, to truly see that day is a hope that someday will turn to truth and may someday shine brightly in these darkened eyes. Clankdestine mofo... Clankistination..... You know... we all know Stination.... I like stination for our nati

Blogs For Thought
In order to be fair in the debate about matters of faith, it's not just the Christian who must be called to the witness stand. Even those who dispute or who otherwise persist in voicing skepticism about Christianity have some questions to answer. In fact, considering the evidence, it no doubt requires more faith to stand outside the circle of those who believe than to join it. To ensure integrity, therefore, on the part of even my readers who are not yet believers, here are a few issues about which you too should be able to give an account. (BEFORE YOU DISPUTE ANYTHING IN THIS BLOG POST,PLEASE CLICK ON EVERYTHING HIGHLIGHTED IN BLUE AND EXAMINE THAT INFORMATION CAREFULLY AND

Read It If Ya Wanna!!!
need your help!!! check out my pg for link to help out plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, i'm falling into 2nd and i hit my limit on photo comments!!! do your worst and don't 4 get 2 rate my pic thx, chicagobeebs1978 (i'd do the same 4 u n ur time of need) :p You may need to stop at the women's restroom . . . be prepared! When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern 'seat covers' (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would t

~ Memorials, All We Asked Was For Land ~
The World War I St. Mihiel American Cemetery and Memorial in France, 40.5 acres in extent, contains the graves of 4,153 of our military dead. The majority of these died in the offensive that resulted in the reduction of the St. Mihiel salient that threatened Paris. The burial area is divided by Linden alignment trees and paths into four equal plots. At the center is a large sundial surmounted by an American eagle. To the right (west) is a statue of a World War I soldier and at the eastern end is a semi-circular overlook dominated by a sculpture representing a victory vase. Beyond the burial area to the south is the white stone memorial consisting of a small chapel, a peristyle with a large rose-granite funeral urn at its center, and a map building. The chapel contains a beautiful mosaic portraying an angel sheathing his sword. On two walls of the museum are recorded the names of 284 of the missing. Rosettes mark the names of those since recovered and identified. On the wall facing t

Squigga
Today I chaperoned my sons trip to Junior Achievers Enterprise. Its a hands on learning experience that the 5th graders were invited to attend. Each student was given a specific job ranging from McDonalds cashiers to Editors at the Tampa Tribune. My son, who is in the 3rd grade, a select other 3rd graders were also invited. Curtis had the job of an Investment Broker for Raymond James. He really enjoyed his job, and learning about stocks and such. Everyone had a great time, as you can see in the pics. Here is a link if you're interested learning more on the program: http://www.jaenterprisevillage.org/ And here is the link to the pics I took today: http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v739/Sungoddess/Daytona/JA/ 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do

These Foolish Things
so i've been sick for like the past month, so i went to a clinic that's open on sundays, and they said i have asthma, and gave me an inhaler and this other stuff for asthma... ugh. that explains the shortness of breath while i was playing in that gravel pit the other week... anyway, now i use an inhaler. attractive. :P night I am in need of dental work and if anybody can help or suggest anything that would help, I'd be GREATLY appreciative. *not sexually so don't be a jerk*. thanks. off to go pout a little more and snuggle with kitties. . . . . . . . . . PS: notice I NEVER really smile in my pics... my face was meant to smile... :( . . . later. googled me. snooping!!! god damn i hate snoopers. especially when they act all high-and-mighty 'i know what i'm talking about it cuz i've been through it before' ... only it really doesn't work when your life isn't as good as theirs. it's annoying as shit actually. i need a hug. :( later.

The Sagas Of Batman!!!
I will be in tennessee as of tomorrow evening. I am willing to meet with a few of you while Im there visiting with my family and friends. Hope to catch up with you Ok now this is serious now, batman knows when you are gonna be late bringing back a book. He helps the librarians enforce the late book charge with this guy here, Lets watch and see its amazing what you do when you're bored. I wonder just how many people that watch this actually get a laugh out of it.

Cherry Tap
I really loved Cherry Tap. :( I really don't know what I'm going to do. I do not wish to be associated with being "F**ked Up Beyond All Recognition" the phrase from which the acronym "FUBAR" is formed. I don't want that in my life really. I don't know if I'm going to be able to find a good perspective on this. I think I am still very well recognizable as myself and don't really want to be otherwise. I know I am probably taking it all too seriously, but I'm really not into the whole drugs and alcohol scene. Maybe I just don't belong here anymore. Still no private access internet for me. I have no upload or download capabilities, nor the ability to cut and paste. Bummer that I can't leave all the pretty picture comments that I used to but ... maybe ... someday. There's always hope. I will still check my messages here and respond to all who comment and return the love the those who rate 10's or 11's. *hugs to all* How depressing. I wouldn't care but it seems like I al

Musical Stuff.
Nobuo Uematsu (植松伸夫, Uematsu Nobuo?, born March 21, 1959) is a Japanese composer of video game music, and one of the most well-known, prolific, and versatile in the field. He has composed music for many games produced by Square Co., Ltd./Square Enix Co., Ltd., including much of the Final Fantasy series of role playing games, and some pieces for Chrono Trigger. Biography Born in Kochi City, Kochi prefecture, Japan, Uematsu began to play the piano when he was twelve years old (his greatest role model early in life was Elton John) and is a self-taught musician. After graduating from Kanagawa University (his major was not a music degree), he composed music for commercials before joining Square Co., Ltd. (now Square Enix Co., Ltd.) in 1986. He went on to compose music for over thirty game titles, including the award-winning Final Fantasy series. In October of 2004, Uematsu formed Smile Please Co., Ltd. and continues to compose for Square Enix along with se

Life Is Good
Your Chemistry Test Results Self-Confidence As someone with high self-confidence, you feel quite comfortable interacting with other people. Indeed, you find the company of others very stimulating and enjoy meeting new people. Your relaxed demeanor in groups makes people around you comfortable too. Perhaps because you feel comfortable talking about yourself, others tend to enjoy being around you and perceive you as socially competent. The confidence that helps you feel comfortable talking to people also spills into your own personal beliefs about yourself. Although you have several strengths, it’s likely that you also acknowledge and accept your weaknesses. But unlike some people, you take full responsibility for your actions—you rarely regret things you’ve done in the past and are not embarrassed easily. Perhaps the defining feature that sets you apart from most people is the exceptionally high standards that you set for yourself. Your competence in social gatherings

Hmm
California is a beautiful place, full of beautiful people, and lots of fun in the sun!!! California is also terribly expensive to live in. We have taxes on everything, water is even expensive.. But, California is raping us with these GAS PRICES!!!! SO far we are paying 3.59 and climbing. At this rate no one is going to be able to drive or eat!!!! Just thought Id share Signed, I now eat top ramen daily LOL!!!!! So tis the season LOL. I had a great christmas, not alot of money this year im in a new state and dont make alot of money but i did the best I could.I started my christmas day waking up at 2am. I cleaned like a MAD woman you know cause my mom gives me the glove test:) I finally finished around 9 am, by that time i was exhausted. But i was brave and went to LAST minute xmas shop(IDK what i was thinking).I finally get home sleep for 1 hour and then the festivities began. We watched a christmas carol the OG version , I was half asleep n druling. Than a movie called we

Fu Tarded
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Addictions
Crystal Methamphetamine Addiction is largely similar to the addiction of amphetamines and has horrible effects on central Nervous System of body. This article elaborates the Crystal Meth Effects in detail. Have a look... Enlarge Image Crystal methamphetamineCrystal methamphetamines are drugs with high potential of violence, they are also called „speed", and they stimulate the central nervous system. They belong to the amphetamines family. Just like cocaine, they are strong, exciting drugs, which lead to a series of adverse reactions, and their effect is longer lasting than the effect of cocaine. HistoryDiscovered by a Japanese chemist in 1919, methamphetamine was used during the second world war in order to keep the troops awoken and to energize workers in factories. Nowadays it is prescribed carefullt for the cure of some diseasas, and in some countries it is a legal medicine. As drug it is taken under the form of powder, as inhalation or injected in watery dilution. apoasa

Tatts
1. What do you order at McDonalds? food 2. What color is your TV? silver 3. What was your first cd? hell if i know 4. How old were you when you discovered porn? um like 13 i think 5. How many times have you had your heart broken? i dont care 6. How many times have you broken a heart? i dont think its possible 7. What was your first car? 1986 ford escort 8. Did you wreck it? the transmission went out 9. Have you ever been fired from a job? yes hahha 10. What color is your bathmat? wtf 11. What cd is in the player in your car? dont know it got stolen 12. Do you let people borrow your cds/dvds? fuck not anymore 13. Were you in the band in high school? asb 14. Coke or Pepsi? both are nastyness 15. What is your astrological sign? Gemini 16. Do you know what it means? The Twins durh 17. Do you have anyone elses name tattooed on you? my daughters name in japenese 18. Do you own a cowboy/girl hat? noo way 1

Hi To All!!
Well I stoped on here for some because of a girl friend. I think she didn't want me to have friends left? Well as it goes it didn't work out. I have I think given up with g/f b/f thing. I seem to find the really wacked out one for some reson. It is so hard when you have kids to find one that love you and your kids. And that treats all of you good and your kids good to. Lifes sucks some times its a good thing theres more good times then bad! Call me stupid. Well hell is this really intail?? Its not like I haven't been here a long time.But I really not what this is or isn't!! This is getting to much!! was updating my profile and as we all know you have put the code. Well got IDed for that!!! this getting stupid!!! What next???

A Little Lighter Stuff
Saint Pelosi On a Saturday afternoon, in Washington, D. C., House Speaker Nancy Pelosi's aide visited the Cardinal of the Catholic cathedral. He told the Cardinal that Nancy Pelosi would be attending the next day's sermon, and he asked if the Cardinal would kindly point out Pelosi to the congregation and say a few words that would include calling Pelosi a saint. The Cardinal replied, "No. I don't really like the woman, and there are issues of conflict with the Catholic Church over certain of Pelosi's views."

My Ramblings
Out in the dark night I look up aboveMoon so beautiful I think about loveHow grand it would be if you could just seeThe sight above and be standing here with meMy arm around you an your soft hand in mineI'd be just like heaven at least in my mindBut miles apart each other we may never seeSo I look at he moon and dream of what could becurt I see a line of cars and their all painted blackI see flowers and smell the smell of fresh turned earthI see the hot sun shine down on a small over dressed crowdI see sweat mix with tears from sad eyesI see the lid come down and then I"m aloneI see the darknessI see nothingI feel a rumbleI feel the earth ripped apartI feel the evil in this placeI feel the devil's hot breath on my faceI feel so cold insideI feel searing fleshI feel all love is no moreI feel forever

Love Poems
""" "A SMILEA SMILE COSTS NOTHING,but gives so much.It enriches those who receive,without making poorerthose who give.It takes but a moment,but the memory of itsometimes lasts forever.None is so rich or mightythat he can get along without it,and none is so poorbut that he cannot be made rich by it.A smile creates happiness in the home,fosters goodwill in business,and is the countersign of friendship.It brings rest to the weary,cheer to the discouraged,sunshine to the sad,and it is nature's bestantidote for trouble.Yet it cannot be bought,begged, borrowed or stolen,for it is somethingthat is of no value to anyoneuntil it is given away.Some people are too tiredto give you a smile;give them one of yours,as none needs a smileso much as hewho has no more to give.—Anon """"" This thoughts are on a personal level but anyone in a similar situation would simpathise with them and I know they are many.

Poetry
My heart pounds My heart races My stomach gets butterflies My stomach gets knots So I look inside to find the strength and courage to let you know whats been held inside for so long. Only if I could just let it out It tears me up inside cause I want you to know my feelings for you But its just to hard but out of all things I want and love You are the one who makes my life complete You have been there to cheer me up when noone else could You are the one who understood so I think its time that you know What you mean to me Out of all the things I want and love one thing is becomeing clear and thats the one thing in my life that feels right is my feelings for you So out of everything I want and love the one I know for sure is Your the one I want and the one I love and thats what I wanted you to know. At night I sit and think At night I sit and wish At night I dream of you When I think of you I get feeling I cant describe At night I sit and think At

Fu Angels
> ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. PLEASE PUT FU-ANGEL IN THE COMMENT BOX WHEN YOU ADD THESE LADIES. IF THE PROFILE IS BLOCKED PLEASE LEAVE A PRIVATE COMMENT LETTING THEM KNOW YOU WANT TO BE A FU ANGEL. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVEL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! > > > > "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S > > > > ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ > > ~Ms Taz~*~Owned By King Domino~*~Fu-Angel~*~{SHADOW LEVELER} > > Karena2001 ~~@~~Fu-Angel~~@~~ > > ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? > > The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) > > CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** > > ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** >

Rants
On a day when we have 4 of our dead soldiers return home from Afghanistan, we have to put up with this Bullshit. yes, Canada is in the war, yes, we lose soldiers. Nevermind the timing of the show, why does Fox air it? How do these asshats still have a job? You don't have to watch it all, just the Fox TV part, its about a minute long. Sorry, we are a country of 30 million people and can't afford 42 tillion dollars to fully arm of arm forces for 5 years. And PS, we have Police, and they drive in cars. Assholes. Yes. It is true. I'm a point whore. I like the feeling of waking up in the morning and seeing how i did. (I wasn't around yesterday so didn't rank). I have been through many changes on this site. I started as a Comment whore. Then moved to the mumms, tried to do both for a time, but that was hard and time consuming. I went back to comment whore only. Some mummers miss me. Some don't. Lmaoo I haven't been commenting too much, i hear about that alot. Sorry,

Myspace Blogs
these are copys of my blogs from myspace, since i'm done on myspace, i thaught i would move them over here to give you a little better idea of who i am. So enjoy kiddies ... I Raped your god .... hello kiddies and welcome to another installment from the asylum ... so today i just got home from work, after working a 12 hour shift, all i was thinking about was getting into the house and hitting the bed for some well needed sleep. anyway as i pull into the drive way i see theres this suv sitting in my drive way, im so tired i really dont care so i just pull in and start heading to my front door. thats when it happens next thing i know the doors spring open on this suv and out get 2 guys in suits and a woman in like a dres suit, well they ambush me before i can get to the front door. i knew it was going to be bad when i seen the pamplets in there hands and a bible. so any way they want to tell me a.bout "God" they go onto there whole speel before i can say anything as in how

As I Sit Here
I am in a Sexiest Legs Contest starting on 11/5/08 and ending on 11/12/08. Please follow this link and comment and rate me. The woman with the most comments wins. Rates count as 2 comments. Please help me!! Would LOVE to win!! :) Yeah,, I'm doing it again,lol,, trying to win a sexiest legs contest. Please drop by and vote for me,, here is a link below and thanks alot!! Loves you all!! I am in a contest to win a spot on a calender and all I need are comments and rates!! Please check out this bulletin and go rate and comment to help me out!! You can rate and comment as much as you like,, as a matter of fact please do!! Helps me out!! ;) Thanks to everyone who helped!!! Actually, here is s direct link to the photo,, just click on the pic, Thanks!!

Poetry... By Me
They hit us hard, We hit are knees harder. They took the two from us, We took two from them. They made us cry, We made them cry harder. They will take and take, but they will never take my freedom away from me. Copyrighted from www.poetry.com Fire by gas. Sex by marriage. Blood by pain. Sleep by work. Hate by hater. Love by hearts. Hidden feelings by open dreams. Fights by liars. Copyrighted from www.poetry.com I think about what has happend to us. One nation that is divide by misguidens and mistrust. How can we fight a good fight with hate. How can we betray the laws of the world and spill blood. Do you think about us, one nation divided by mistrust. Copyrighted from www.poetry.com

Women.......
A HAPPIER MARRIED LIFE: 1. It's important to have a woman who helps at home, who cooks from time to time, cleans and has a job. 2. It's important to have a woman who can make you laugh. 3. It's important to have a woman who you can trust and who doesn't lie to you. 4. It's important to have a woman who is good in bed and who likes to be with you. 5. It's very, very important that these four women do not know each other! The first blonde rubs the lamp and the genie magically appears. "Since there are three of you, I will give each one of you a wish," replies the genie. The first blonde thinks for a few minutes and says," I want to be 25% smarter." *POOF!* The blonde turns into a lovely redhead. The second blonde in amazement says, "Well, I want ot be 50% smarter." *POOF* The blonde turned into a beautiful brunette. The third blonde says, " I want to be 50% dumber." *POOF* She turns into a man. Adam was walking around the garden of Eden feeling v

Yeah
Went on a road trip yesterday with a friend and her daughter. Crap I haven't laughed so much in , I don't know who long. Emily is 16 and is almost as cool as her mom. Was I that cool when I was 16? Not hardly. On the road home, we were messing with people in the cars beside us. We sang a whole buncha songs. Got a couple of new ones for karaoke, if I can remember to look them up.When we got home, we were in the middle of a really good song so we kept driving. Around town. We were messing with the people walking down the streat. Emily was embarassed. Apparently it's only ok to do it on the freeway. There's way too much stuff going on, between the shoutbox, the bartab, posting blogs & mumms it can be a little overwhelming. I used to like it here but having been recently attacked by some people for no apparent reason, I wonder if I should even bother to log in these days. . I keep trying cause I like the idea of mumms but it seems like they have grown used to the practice ther

My Blogs
I've had a few people tell me that I've changed and that I don't seem to care about anyone anymore..... That's a lie I do care and I'm still the same person all of you met when I first started coming to this site. The only thing that has changed from then to now is that I'm alot busier now. I'm working 40+hrs a week 6 and 7 days a week. I have very little time to do everything I need to during the week. I try to get on here as much as I can but that isn't very often and when I am here I can't stay long. I am sorry that some of you feel I have abandonded you. I have not I'm just having trouble learning to juggle everything with my new work hours. Those of you that have my cell number feel free to call or text my phone is always on 24hrs a day. If I don't answer leave a message I will get back to you just leave your number cause I may not have it anymore I lost my phone awhile back and lost alot of numbers. I will call you back when I get time. If I know you are trying to get hold of me

Christmas Fun
You Are the Furthest Thing From A Grinch You love and live for the holidays. You even love the Grinch! You're in the holiday spirit year round... because you're all about celebrating and giving. Are You a Grinch? Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz! Another Xmas Survey Do you like christmas? - yes What is your favorite christmas song? - Christmas in Dixie What is your favorite christmas movie? - Yes Virginia There is a Santa Claus Do you still believe in Santa? - absolutly Do you put up a christmas tree? - yes Real or Fake? - real Do you celebrate Christmas Eve? - yes Do you still hang up stockings? - yes Were you naughty or nice this year? - nice lol Who do you usually get gifts for? - everyone Will you have a bf/gf this christmas? - hopefully Can you name all the Reindeer? - yes Do you like snow? - love it Have you ever kissed in the snow? - yes Ice skating or sleigh ride? - sleigh ride Sledding or snowball fight? - both What do you think Christ

Just My Blog Hehehehe
I've Learned you told me to let it happen you said don't be afraid i told you i'd try my best and i said that i was scared... to let someone hold my hand to let someone love me to let someone into the dark for me to fall in love for me to put trust in you for me to do this for me you told me to let it happen you said don't be afraid i told you i'd try my best and i have accomplished some things... i can open my heart to love i can get pass the inertia i can depend on you to make me happy i can show the skeletons in my closet i can believe that you still love me i can turn the light on in the dark you taught me to let it happen you taught me to not be afraid i've learned how to try my best and i've learned that it was all worth it Sleep Blissful darkness, Claim my soul, Carry me in your arms, Take away my pain, Take away my wearyness, Take me away, Blissful darkness, Take pity on me, Don't leave me he

Ald- Before The Fall [[lyrics]]
Can you hold me up? I feel like I might fall with every step I take My mind falls apart I think I'll lose my grip with one more mistake Look me in the eyes and say you'll never let me fall again the bandages are getting old infections setting in just give it one more try I swear we won't regret this time.. You said you'd help me heal but you turn your back on me with every chance you get can we trust ourselves? the night is long and lonely and temptations come Look me in the eyes and say you'll never let me fall again the bandages are getting old infections setting in just give it one more try I swear we won't regret this time.. this time I feel that I'm bleeding out my heart

Temptress Secerts
first meeting I knew that you when i saw you my heart skiped a bit your eyes met mine and all was forseen i knew what are hearts wanted yet we knew it couldnt be we smiled and we connected on a level knowone else knows of i knew i loved you i felt it all over i know this feeling shall never die my heart was thier for the taken i was yours In my mind, and in my soul - Where I've always known you,to be So, although we must part has friends I know that it wasnt easy for looking in your eyes i knew i wanted you the first meet wasnt right for us who knows when it will be right I know until then l will hear your voice in my heart - See you face in my dreams, And feel your touch when the time comes when we see each other you shall always have a place in my heart and soul by temptress broken heart I've been being by myself Trying to get my heart from hurting i love you so much my hearts going ot burst I can't help myself but miss yo

Hate Being Used
ok i have this person harssing my family ok and some of my friends. it happens on yahoo 360 im really hateing that. now i found out the other day she now has a myspace. man myspace and here is the only freedom that i have from her. now i dont go on myspace anymore because of that. that just upsets me really bad. she says that my mother in law was never in the service i know in fact she was. well found out she can go to jail just for saying that lie. god that would so cool. Defendants in W.Va. torture case to appear in court by The Associated Press Print StoryEmail StoryAfter a week of national attention on the rural community of Big Creek, six people charged with torturing a Charleston woman are scheduled to appear in Logan County courtrooms. But the proceedings may be delayed by defense attorneys recusing themselves from the case because of conflict of interest concerns. Four of the six -- Bobby Brewster, George Messer, Alisha Burton and Karen Burton -- are scheduled to appear M

Recipes Yummy !
HALLOWEEN RECIPE Eerie Eyeballs Yields approximately 9 dozen bite-sized eyeballs 3 oz (small box) lemon gelatin (can be sugar-free) 1 cup hot water 1/2 cup miniature marshmallows 1 cup pineapple juice 8 oz cream cheese (can be lowfat/Neufchatel) Dissolve lemon gelatin in 1 cup water in double boiler, add marshmallows and stir to melt. Remove from heat. Add pineapple juice and cream cheese. Beat until well blended. Cool slightly. If you have a truffle candy mold or round ice cube trays, spary them with non-stick cooking spray first, then pour the mixture in the molds and leave to set in the fridge. Otherwise pour into a deep ceramic dish and chill until thickened or firm enough for scooping into eyeballs. Using a melonballer, scoop full balls of the mixture and set aside for decoration. To decorate, use liquid food coloring and an old detail paintbrush and get creative. You will need black food coloring for the pupils. Also, if you are in a hurry, instead of painting th

Ever Wonder??????????????
1: Why the sun lightens our hair,but darkens our skin? 2: Why women can't put mascara on with their mouths closed? 3: Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? 4: Why "abbreviated" is such a long word? 5: Why do you have to click on "Start" to stop Windows? 6: Why lemon juice is made with artificial flavour,while dishwashing liquid is made from real lemons? 7: Why doctors call what they do "practice"? 8: Why the man who invests all your money is called a broker? 9: Why there isn't mouse flavoured cat food? 10: Who tastes pet food when it has a "new improved" flavour? 11: Why Noah didn't swat those two mosquitoes? 12: Why they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? 13: Why they don't make the whole plane out of the material used for the indestructible black box? 14: Why sheep don't shrink when it rains? 15: Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck together? 16: If con is the opposite of pro,is Congress the opposite of progress? 17: Wh

Thoughts & Emotions
Most people are selfish these days. Selfish about feelings, love, everything. More concerned about how you made them feel. Rather than how they might of made you feel. More concerned with who they love. Rather than who loves them. More concerned with what makes them happy. Rather than who they make happy. Most people forget who they were 15 years ago. Who they loved, where they were, what they wanted. Most people dont realize if in that span of time, If they have made a difference in someones life. If they made a difference in their own lives. Or if anything has even changed at all. No one ever thinks of what they need. Always concerned with what they want. Want versus need, are two totally different objects. I wonder how many people ever take the time to step back, and look at the big picture. Look at their surroundings, home, life, family, city, state, the world. Does anyone take the time to notice the small things in life anymore? Or even enjoy such things in life anymore

Quizzes Are Fun!
You scored as Darkness. Darkness! Silent, mysterious and contemplating, you keep to yourself, and maybe a best friend. You are sometimes shunned and sometimes adored. It really depends. you will fight if you have to, but dont take much pleasure in it. You may feel alone, but its really that you just push everyone else away... Darkness67%Wind50%Fire33%Light33%Earth17%What Element Lies within you?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Submissive. You are a submissive! You like to be the weaker, more helpless one, rather than the dominant one. It excites you to be told or forced what to do, although you may not know why. You may think it's wrong, having fantasies of being raped or beaten, but it's what makes you happy that's important, and having that special someone who will be your dominatrix ;)Submissive100%Playful

Lovin You With Words
don't want you to treat me soft and sweet i want you to make me beg and plead take me to the edge where my thighs shake and the roaring in my ears is like an earthquake spread my thighs and feel my heat taste it my love, such a wonderful treat don't stop there, let me get on top oh wait let me drink of your last drop then back on i have to climb riding and riding, this is so devine make me moan and make me scream fill my insides with all of your cream deeper and harder, let's break the bed then roll on the floor and bump our heads let the neighbors hear thru the walls the bumping and grinding..and giving of all let me lick the sweat off of your face i think again i need to taste, why not do it again you say, my pleasure of course, there is no haste spread your legs against my cheek i'll do the same, til' we reach the peak don't want you to treat me sweet and soft want you to make me climb the walls TShirt And My Panties On - Adina Howard + Jami

My Thoughts
Dear Diary,Just moved to Texas! Now this is a state that knows how to live!! Beautiful sunny days and warm balmy evenings. It is beautiful. I've finally found my home. I love it here.June 14th:Really heating up. Got to 100 today. Not a problem. Live in an air-conditioned home, drive an air-conditioned car. What a pleasure to see the sun everyday like this. I'm turning into a sun worshipper.June 30th:Had the backyard landscaped with western plants today. Lots of cactus and rocks. What a breeze to maintain. No more mowing the lawn for me. Another scorcher today, but I love it here.July 10th:The temperature hasn't been below 100 all week. How do people get used to this kind of heat? At least, it's kind of windy though. But getting used to the heat is taking longer than I expected.July 15th:Fell asleep by the community pool. Got 3rd degree burns over 60% of my body. Missed 3 days of work. What a dumb thing to do. I learned my lesson though. Got to respect the ol' sun in a climate like this

Poetica Arcana Electronica
-Tributary- Rippled currents, ebbing freely Calm progression, plunging onward Teeming minds, rushing downstream -Shadow Play- Mirrored soul, hooded eyes Brooding figure, shrouded countenance Dawn's kiss, darkness fades -Embrace- Warm shoulder, firm assurance Emanates light, vanquishes fear Exalting spirits, shared strength -Bonds- Lithe tether, invincible union Inspired wonder, soundly eternal Faintest flame, eternally endures -Hesitation- Bated breath, stutter thought Restraining will, frozen impulse Lamented opportunity, lost time -Drive- Leather envelops, hands empower Engine throbbing, blurred scenery Constant motion, no destination -Lip-locked- Intensity swells, oscillating tongues Pulse races, souls merging Verity melts, sublime immersion -Battle- Surging energy, turbulent passions Misguided motivations, deadly intent Blood flows, futures ended -Bibliophilia- Musty odor, comforting spine Words absorb, senses reeling Pages turn

Bored
My Yahoo recently crashed and I had to set up a new ID my new Id is wicked_47905 you can IM me with that id thanks. Is it me or is the messenger on here not all that good if anyone wants to chat hit me up on yahoo or Msn messenger my Im on both is wildone2626 thanks I am looking for a really good Trustworthy woman that is secure in herself and Very Honest

For The Veterans, Heros All!
Given the anniversary of 9/11 yesterday I wanted to share the following with ‘ya from a good friend: I’ve witnessed acts of honor, love, and appreciation among military personnel with honesty and patriotism in their hearts… I don’t often see or hear news about all that is really going on day-to-day over seas, but I’ve been there and seen some of it myself… A good friend of mine, also a veteran, clued me in on the following event that has been taking place every Friday morning at the Pentagon… You may have heard about this before, but I hadn’t heard about it until now… Friday Mornings at the Pentagon By JOSEPH L. GALLOWAY - McClatchy Newspapers Over the last 12 months, 1,042 soldiers, Marines, sailors and Air Force personnel have given their lives in the terrible duty that is war. Thousands more have come home on stretchers, horribly wounded and facing months or years in military hospitals. This week, I'm turning my space over to a good friend

Deanbeans Blogs
Not on fubar do I wish, but this is where I wish to blog. I wish one day, I'll meet an awesome guy. A little good lookin; may I add? A hopeless romantic- church goer, who loves me and unconditionally and has an undying attraction toward me. One day do I wish to lose all my eight, and be super hot, but still be me. One day, I wish to have a family that loves me so. One day, I just wish to be loved.

What's Going On...
I am planning on shutting down my lounge as of this week-end. I hope to see you all in there. Thank you all for coming in and joining. ....THEY SAY iT TAKES A MiNUTE...... .......TO FiND A SPECiAL PERSON, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECiATE THEM, ...... .........A DAY TO LOVE THEM, ........ ..........AN ENTiRE LiFE TiME......... ..............TO 4GET THEM............. .......SEND THiS TO THE PEOPLE...... .............U'LL NEVER 4GET.............. .........ITS A SHORT MESSAGE.......... ...........TO LET THEM KNOW............. ......THAT U'LL NEVER 4GET THEM...... ...iF U DON'T SEND THiS TO ANYONE... .......iT MEAN UR'RE iN A HURRY....... ..........AND THAT U 4GOTTEN......... ...............THE PEOPLE.............. .................YOU LOVE............ ......@.@.@.@..@.. ....@........@..........@ ...@............@....@@ ...@..............@@..@ ....@..............@...@ ......@...........@..@ .........@......@..@ ..............@..@ .I.................@ ..

Just Something I Wrote
You You kissed my lips and I felt a flutter in my heart, You touched my hand and lit a spark in my body, You stared into my eyes and saw straight into my soul, You put your arms around me and I was finally complete. A Friend Is Like A Good Bra... Hard to Find Supportive Comfortable Always Lifts You Up Never Lets You Down or Leaves You Hanging And Is Always Close To Your Heart!!! Share this with a friend! I DID If you love me let me die For my life has been a lie Use the needle slide it in Take the blade cut the skin If you care then take my life Be the one to wield the knife Rip my flesh with no regret Allow my hear to forget If you love me let me go Release my blood let it flow Stop my hear that cannot feel Scared by wounds that never heal Tie my body upon a tree Let me guilty soul go free Grant me this my only wish The loving touch of deaths sweet kiss

Fallenangelwolf's Bible Galadriel Lady Of Light
"If love is the most powerful weapon then moralitys profession is no need to exist" They say only the purest shall rule them all but in the light there is no such thing as perfection. Always there will be pathways of hospitality change secrets even burden. the bearer of sin only carries the seed of risk for a purpose but it is meant for strength of survival. the light is in the line between truth and dare but only in darkness can justice been seen with a pasion. Beyond the light invisiblity can only be visible if its meant to become the messenger but to hollar and hear thy name rest assure it only listen. it is said what comes around goes around but in the language of light confidential depends on courage but lacks ethusiasum that bind with knowledge. Belief brings only possiblities and readiness but most important fairness. darkness carries a bigger strength of hidden desire. it is deaf mobile vilgant stable and much more sophisicated. Most knowledge turns to its strength becuase

Wolves
The eastern timber wolf (Canis lupus lycaon) was the first subspecies of the gray wolf, Canis lupus, to be recognized in the United States. Canis lupus lycaon inhabited the eastern portions of the United States and southeastern parts of Canada. Like all wolves, the eastern timber wolf is a very social animal which communicates using body language, scent marking, and vocalization. The eastern timber wolf was virtually exterminated by the early 1900s throughout its historic range in the northeastern United States. Although there are unconfirmed sightings of wolves in Vermont and Maine, and a confirmed shooting of a wolf in Maine in 1993, there is no evidence of breeding activity in the region. The northeastern United States provides suitable wolf habitat with over 26 million acres of northern forest from Adirondack State Park in Upstate New York through the North Woods of Maine. In fact, the U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service's 1992 Eastern Timberwolf Recovery Plan identified Adirond

Interesting View :-)
i am a submissive woman. i find pleasure, joy and fulfillment from being submissive to another in a loving relationship. i am not weak, or stupid. i am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life. i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength. i look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never am i more complete than when He is with me. i know that he will protect my body, my mind and my soul with His strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him. His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me. Only in serving Him do i find complete freedom and joy. His punishments are harsh, but i accept them thankfully, knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind. If He desires my body for pleasure, i shall joyfully give it to Him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that i have brought Him happin

Subtle
My ethanol abyss peeked over the horizon once again With welcoming, tired arms and a broken back Verbally profane troops germinated from the saliva of past dictators That impregnated the porous virgin grounds without foreplay Like a shroom birthed on cow pies Doughty, yet tired they grin in resentment This time without false starts Introductions once again to the tyrant dysentery Lonely waters waiting to serve Hello. Welcome to the slave’s dire misery “Can we come in,” they ask. Solace consumes, yet they stand as busy as bees A salute to our Queen on crutches Neglecting a release for bondage As she serves the waiting cyanide trips Hidden as molasses To the throne! My legion of so-called friends contend The reigning faction of the Kings rise once again known only as the J’s The lonely wolf in a pack’s trial tries twice, maybe three times more Perhaps even more The abrasive words rend silk faces Lend to me my silence In order now, send for Napo

My Writings
this crimson veil descends and covers my eyes blocking out everything sane and right bitterness and hate eating away at my very soul no matter how long i stare i cant look past this red, devious light. i try to hide behind this awkward smile but even the reflection that glances back reveals the pain. i stare at myself staring back at me and see part of me shrink and vanish into the dark. i cant shake this anger and hatred burning deep inside my heart broken and bruised laying haphazordly upon my shattered pride my life has turned into a puzzle to which even i have no clue. two steps forward and fifteen back it seems things as far as i can see seem disfigured by this depressionistic hue. feeling alone and unwanted i stumble threw this darkness arms outstretched in a dying hope of finding some sort of hope to grasp. drunkenly swaying this way and that in this neverending maze i finally succumb and drop exhausted to my knees head in hands i prepare to surrender to

The Road Not Taken
One day a mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the Son was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more 'just one minute.' Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say 'I Love You.' So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know. And so, we keep them clos

Meanie
It turns out this is the last day of me being adopted by Princess. I'm old, and word on the street is she's putting me to sleep tonight. No, don't feel bad i had a long happy life with Princess. In my last hours i reflect on all the good times we had. Of course there were the many walks we had. :D As you can see her boobs grew very nice as she matured. She kinda over dressed for most walks though. My fellow dogs all wanted to bang her. She also took good care of me, feeding me often even though she hated the smell of my dog food. Awwwww the good times of her rubbing ma belly. Sometimes i'd get to excited and hump her leg. She didn't like that though... We became Canadian champs at doggie frisbee. Lookie at us go... Sometimes she'd invited me to watch her threesomes. I REALLY liked that We were so cute together we even made the National doggie magizine

Hahha Fucker
Well Start with the good. The recital went great. The class nailed both routines and I really was proud..they worked so hard..I thought I few times I was gonna break before they caught it..but we all made it thru alive and well lol. I made Adam go with me...in 16 years I have never seen him "dressed up" *giggles* He cleaned up quite well even if he did bitch that the slacks made his nuts sweat. In fairness he does look better out of the clothes tho;) with that said...many of you know about my redneck drunk asshole neighbor with the doog that never shuts the fuck up.Well my son was out riding his scooter yesterday..i was sitting on the bench reading a book. Ever since we finally called animal control over his dog, this asshole has been uncontrollable..barking at us all the time..telling Jarod to suck his cock...well yesterday, he goes to my SON in the middle of the street and says sorry your momma is crazy and needs ot be taken away son. are YOU FUCKING SERIOUS!!???!?!?A DRUNK F

Wtf?!?!?
DAMN! This sucks. My family is planning to move by March 1st. So far, the only person whose done any substantial work is the damn cripple! (That would be me.) My truck and I have alot in common, we don't run anytime, much less in the cold. The thermostat in this house is set at 76 degrees, but it's only about 70-72. I am unfortunately quite robotic when I am cold. I have very limited range of motion that's cut down considerably as the temp drops. On the plus side however, we are moving into a house that I know intimately. My grandma decided to move into a much smaller domicile, and sold her house. Well, we are top of the list to rent it. I grew up in that house. It was th only constant in my early childhood. After the sale, I couldn't stand to lose the house to someone outside the family. Not that it wouldn't be cared for, but because of the history that my family has there. I can't wait to get moved over. Well, I guess I done "it" again. Now, if I just knew what the hell "it" is, I'll

Funny Or Not U Decide!!!
Wrong Card A new business was opening and one of the owner's friends wanted to send flowers for the occasion. They arrived at the new business site and the owner read the card; it read "Rest in Peace." The owner was angry and called the florist to complain. After he had told the florist of the obvious mistake and how angry he was, the florist said. "Sir, I'm really sorry for the mistake, but rather than getting angry you should imagine this: Somewhere there is a funeral taking place today, and they have flowers with a note saying, 'Congratulations on your new location!!'

Bits Of Stories Of Mine
rose petals covered the floor and bed, flickering candle light illuminating every twisted inch of the room. It was a scene from some mushy romance movie but with one difference. It was real and she was the lead actress. Arms wrapped around her waist pulling her back against a hard muscular chest molding her to his hip, dewy silken rose petals brushing against the hallow of her neck. The touch of both sent shivers of desire coursing through her entire body. Nothing could and would ever feel more right then that moment- a moment created out of true love. "My sweet, you asked me to prove my love to you and that is just what this is. I told you it didn’t matter to me whether you are human, vampire, or wolf...common or royalty. I want you as my mate for my love for you is never dying....never changing." Spinning around in his arms she peered up into those enchanting eyes he called his own, her vision slightly blurred as she searched through emotions. Could it possibly be true? Could he

Jokes
Grandma's missing! THE COMPUTER SWALLOWED GRANDMA The computer swallowed grandma. Yes, honestly its true. She pressed 'control' and 'enter' And disappeared from view. It devoured her completely, The thought just makes me squirm. She must have caught a virus Or been eaten by a worm. I've searched through the recycle bin And files of every kind; I've even used the Internet, But nothing did I find. In desperation, I asked Jeeves My searches to refine. The reply from him was negative, Not a thing was found 'online.' So, if inside your 'Inbox,' My Grandma you should see, Please 'Copy', 'Scan' and 'Paste' her And send her back to me! Author Unknown Thought for the day... Friends Friends are like butt cheeks. Shit might separate them, But they always come back together. ************************************************** Did you know that in the human body there is a nerve that connects the eyeball to the anus? It's called the A

Test
AS I SIT BACK AND PONDER.....I WONDER WILL YOU BE MY YESTERDAY.... FOR TODAY I FEEL YOU IN MY BREATH.... AS UN TILL TOMORROW.... BUT DOES MY TOMORROW EVER LAST.... FOR TODAY MY THOUGHTS COULD ONLY LAST.... AS I PONDER AND WONDER..... WILL MY FOREVER TRULY BE???? BECAUSE MY YESTERDAY JUST MIGHT BE!... TAKE MY WORDS I'VE THOUGHT OF TODAY..... JUST PLEASE DON'T THROW THEM AWAY.... EVERY MOMENT MIGHT BE OUR LAST FOR WE ARE NEVER PROMISED TOMORROW.... BUT MAKE SURE WHEN YOU SEE THAT DAY THAT YOU'LL REMEMBER MY WORDS..... YESTERDAY. DON'T TELL ME YOU KNOW.... DON'T TELL ME YOU UNDERSTAND.... I'VE BEEN HERE BEFORE AND YOU REALLY DON'T KNOW.... THIS PLACE I CALL MY OWN.... AT TIMES SO COLD AND EMPTY.... WHY ARE YOU HERE.... DONT' TELL ME YOU KNOW... DON'T MAKE MY PLACE YOUR OWN.... FOR ONLY I

Tag Heuer Replica Watches' Legend
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The Trials, Tribulations And Triumphs Of Polyamory
I have been talking to a guy for a couple months now off and on when we have been able and he knows about me being with mike and he is open minded to learning about this lifestyle and it would appear that we love each other already. It seems like its been something that we have both wanted to say but just never knew when the right time was to say it. We finally both laid all our cards out on the table last night and we both feel the same and for ONCE I have found a sweet nice guy that is actually close to where I am...him in IA and me in WI. We have vowed to make time to talk more often and stay in touch more often than we have. I hope that this works the way I hope because I care so much about him and want this to work so badly I feel like I am a part of Dave's life from a distance. We have agreed to back off some and talk a little less out of respect for me and Mike. We still talk on the phone occasionally and online some. I have asked him if this is just useless spinning our

My Life...such As It Is...
Alight ppl its offical, TODAY IS A GREAT DAY!! My brother arrived safe and sound and we have been having a blast! We havent actually been doing anything but its great to be together again! Anyway I'm going to get back to the family stuff and I'll catch up with everyone as soon as I can. much love brightest blessings TO all my dear friends: I'm sorry I have been absent the last couple days, and will be for at least a couple more. Okay I'm not really sorry, you see for the first time in 15 monthes my baby brother is coming for a visit!!!! (alright I cant really call him a baby...hes 6'6" and 25 yrs old, but anyone with a 'baby' brother knows what I mean) He gets in tomorrow afternoon and I have a million things I want to get done before he gets here. He's coming out to give me guardianship (sp?) of his daughter so that he can go into the army. I obviously have mixed feelings about this...on one hand I am so proud of him for serving our country and doing somethi

Tag ...
Hey Everyone . First of all i just want to Thank all my Friends and Family For all the love you have shown to me .. I have had a death in the family and I will be leaving for Minnesota on Thursday night or early Friday Morning . And will not return home until late Sunday night or early Monday morning I will Miss all of you . I wish the best weekend ever for all of you . All my best Darlee . I sit here today wondering about life . Why it has to be so complicated .Why things never seem to go the way you want them to . I found out today that my son in law had a close call with a I.E.D damn this war . I support our troops to no end . But i hate this damn war . I know that sounds like a oxy moron but i have the highest regards for our troops. My son in law means the world to me . He is the father of my 3 beautiful grand daughters. And the husband of my beautiful daughter . God i pray please bring our troops home .The sooner the better .I know i do a lot of rambling in my thoughts some

Nothing More Than Feelings
So I have had a couple nights of little to no sleep. With many thoughts clawing at the back of my head. A few shed tears. My feelings...silly damn things...are so easily hurt. I have something to say. It may require a moment of your time to read, but that moment is worth it, I believe. I have never set out to intentionally harm anyone. I have never deliberately stolen the affection of anyone from another. I have not willingly seduced another to my bed, who did not ask to be invited. Or belonged to someone else. I have loved and loved deeply, a total of 4 men in my lifetime. I have lusted more than my share. Not that anyone has a limit you know...but my point is this, I am not after anything that belongs to anyone. I am incorrigible..I am flirtatious...I am impetuous...I am kind, gentle, and caring. I am sensitive and extremely passionate. I have issues, most odd...in an OCD type of way...others very personal. I don't betray confidences...as I fully expect my confidences be kept

Paramedic School
Omfg. Tired as hell. Day went well despite only getting two hours of sleep. FML I gotta be up in 4 hours to do it again. 2 alarm fire completely shot my planned bedtime to hell. I shouldn't have jumped on the piece, but you know what? That's somebody's home. Fuck it. I'm sure others have done more on less sleep. 'Nite all. Due to something I can't talk about my grades have plumeted... my first four test scores were all 100's, my last few have been averaging about 80. *sigh*. C'est la vie, say a prayer. I don't hate hw that has a point, but I dislike homework simply for the sake of doing it. If it's just a review of stuff we already have proven we know, why waste our time? There is more effective ways of dropping deadweight off the roster, or maybe it's just a way of weeding out the lazy people. I figure if I should be doing work I might as well be learning something new. Oh well, maybe I'm just tired. Night all!

18 Love Questions
1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? closed 2. Do you take shampoo & conditioner bottles from hotels? yes 4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before? no 5. Are you eating anything right now? no 6. Who do you think reads these? whoevers bored 7. Do you have a calendar in your room? no 8. Where are you? My bedroom 9. What's your plan for the day? sleep work sleep 10. Are you reading any books right now? No 11. Is it cold out? its a little chilly 12. Ever count your steps when you walk? no 13. Have you ever peed in the woods? yes 15. Do you chew on your pens and pencils? yes 17. Favorite place to buy make-up? MAC Store 18. What is your "Song of the week"? Hmmmm 19. Is it okay for guys to wear pink? Yes 20 Do you still watch cartoons? yes 21. Whats your favorite love movie? IDK? 22. Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? IDK 23. What do you drink with dinner? water usually 24. What do you dip Chi

Beerinbed Now You Know Why
Ok, So here is something elese for me to Rant and Bitch About!!! So at my daughters school the Janitor was taking down and putting up the American Flag with his dirty rubbr gloves on and bunching it up instead of folding it properly. Me being the American Veteran that I am made a comment to the VP about it and we decided to allow a few kids learn how to properly raise and lower the flag and fold it. These kids are doing a great job taking alot of pride in it and really enthusiastic about it. Anyways about the 4th or 5th day this adult (Teacher or School employee) was standing by and blurted out that "Oh you can let it touch the ground its no big deal" I quickly corrected him then gave him the look that he should just move away before I put my size 10 American Boot up a place it should not normally fit. The VP warned me we had a few of those in the schools. Which is fine by me..I mean I fought, served and defended his right to have those opinions. Anyw

Oh Man Ffs
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911 Flights Down Lives Lost And Crashed
one night while the parent's were having sex a kid walked into the room and saw his parents having sex. The mother jumped up and exclaimed, go in your room billy, I will be right in there. After careful consideration, the father decided that it would be best if he went in and explained it to billy. Billy, what we were doing is making you a baby brother. Oh goody, goody cried billy. The next morning as the father came down the stairs he found billy sitting at the bottom of the steps. What are you doing up billy he asked. I am thinking about my baby brother said billy and with that his father left for work. Late that evening the father came in from work to find billy sitting on the steps but crying this time. Why billy, what is wrong? This morning when I left you were happy about getting a baby brother and now you are crying. Well, I was happy daddy but then the milkman came and ate my baby brother all gone. Dear Abby: I have been engaged for almost a year. I am to be married next

Oh Heart Of Mine
I wish that you could feel My arms about you tight, Holding you up close All thru out the night. To know that I am there And never away far, That I will remain Where ever that you are. That you could press back Into my warm embrace, And feel my soft touch Warm against your face. Or you could shift your hips And press against me tight, To feel my body's heat And my lips kissing you light. I wish that you could hear My softly whispered song, To lull you into sleep For it's here that we belong. That you could hear me say All you need to hear, As I tell you of my love Whispered soft against your ear. And you could feel my breath Warm against your skin, As I let my presence beg you To let this true love in. I wish that I could hold you And whisper long into your night, Never would you wonder then As I held you to me tight... If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hope

Fuk It All
wow he swore hed never hurt me. yet right now i feel like my heart is being shredded into lil pieces. ya know it wouldnt have mattered much if it was him i heard it from...hell at least i would have heard from him. but no i hear from a friend that he went to his wifes house to see the baby...which fine hes spending time with his daughter thats great. but i still havent heard from him and well if hes there hes been there all day. and now his phone is shut off....he tells me not to worry that hes not going anywhere but what the hell am i supposed to think. right now all i can think is hes with her again...i dont want to beleive it i dont want it to be true but my mind and heart are telling me something just isnt right here. why the hell would he be with her all day and not get ahold of me at all. what is he hiding? every time i let a guy in i get hurt im so fucking sick of it. and then men wonder why im a bitch..... Things were finally starting to straighten themselves out. My life w

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Life's Tips
this thought just came to mind as i sat down yesterday on which I prefer, to be hated for showing love and affection of be hated for being nasty. I'd rather be hated for honestly showin love n affection! We don't know why some people r on the net, our kindness can be the needed help Fear less, hope more; whine less, breathe more; talk less, say more; hate less, love more; and all good things are yours. Jo Ryan

R.i.p Dad
live life lovely make it rain money/ jus wrote a rap like a brick house dummy/ acid in ya stomach upset tummy/ chronic so sticky bee to sum honey/ where my flour arm and hammer/ boiling water sell ya smarter/ back when i thirteen burned down abandon/ it was stranded neighborhood banded/ benjamen stacks same color as cabbage/ leave you hospitalized need more then a bandage/ dawg jus hate me flow like water/ dope boy magic old chop butcher candy apple hatchet/ cuttem into pieces

Bitchin'
~~proud to be a mother and hope I can do a good job. ~~a mother, daughter, sister, aunt, neice, cousin, grandchild and friend. ~~an animal lover to the fault of I'd feed every stray animal I come across if I could afford it. ~~a true Ada'n(?)born & bred ~~a firm believer in Christ ~~non-combative, until backed in a corner or one of my friends or family is concerned ~~loyal and always try to be a good friend ~~terrified of hights, needles, falling, snakes and dying alone ~~a very bad speller ~~not good with time; I always tend to get distracted and end up running late ~~who I am ~~~~Who are you? Allah or Jesus? By Rick Mathes Last month I attended my annual training session that's required for maintaining my state prison security clearance. During the training session there was a presentation by three speakers representing the Roman Catholic, Protestant and Muslim faiths, who explained each of their beliefs. I was particularly interested in w

Lost
Today I as late for work...A coworker came over to see if I was still alive. The pain that tears my heart affects me in so many other ways. My body hurt, my stomach hurts, its impossible to fall asleep. Once my body shuts down it doesnt want to restart. I appreciate the people around me who support me. I am sorry I let them down. For now I have to heal me. To Find a spot where I can be. Im not normally the kind of person to let people down. Always on track always responsible. I do whats right becasue it makes me happy. It hurts that I cant maintain even the simplist of life. I fail to maintain stability. Im not good at being weak. I need to put my life together. Before it ends. The anticipation is over. She really left. She took the kids, she took the phone. Here I sit as I have all day surrounded by photos of our past with no positive thoughts of the future. Was our life a lie? The smiles and happiness I see are they fake? How I miss you. How I want you here. Ma

For Friends
Always putting yourself down Like you arent a great guy But you are amazing Showing a girl great respect When most disrespect me I know I can count on you Bringing a smileto my face How do I make you see You really are someone special That you mean a lot to me Not enough words to express My apprecation for you Just know you are special And forever in my heart Always a dear friend Here is another one that could go to many of my guy friends on here. They are great to me. But it is also again more so for Jinzo71. Just my way of tellin him hes a special guy and a great friend to me. ImageChef.com Poetry Blender

Death Stuff
Only just read this... sad. "Sci-fi screenwriter Dan O'Bannon, whose film credits include Alien and Total Recall, has died aged 63. The Writers Guild of America confirmed he passed away on Thursday in a Californian hospital. He began his career in 1974 with the movie Dark Star, which he co-wrote with director John Carpenter. O'Bannon continued writing sci-fi and horror pictures including Invaders from Mars, Bleeders and The Return Of The Living Dead, which he also directed. " Source :BBC Online "Neal Hefti, composer of the theme from the Batman TV series, has died in Los Angeles at the age of 85. The iconic music, which Hefti described as the "hardest piece I ever wrote", was a Top 40 hit and won a Grammy Award in 1966 for best instrumental theme." Source : BBC online "Two members of British heavy metal band After Death have drowned on tour in Brazil. The body of 21-year-old guitarist Leon Villalba washed ashore shortly after he was seen struggling in heavy waves on

Daily Jokes
A small boy is sent to bed by his father... [Five minutes later] "Da-ad..." "What?" "I'm thirsty. Can you bring me a drink of water?" "No. You had your chance. Lights out." [Five minutes later] "Da-aaaad..." "WHAT?" "I'm THIRSTY...Can I have a drink of water??" "I told you NO! If you ask again I'll have to spank you!!" [Five minutes later] "Daaaa-aaaAAAAD..." "WHAT??!!" "When you come in to spank me, can you bring me a drink of water?" What the best way to get a guy to stop smoking after sex? Fill his water bed with gasoline. A guy with a black eye boards his plane bound for Pittsburgh and sits down in his seat. He notices immediately that the guy next to him has a black eye, too. He says to him, "Hey, this is a coincidence, we both have black eyes; mind if I ask how you got yours?" The other guy says, "Well, it just happened, it was a tongue twister accident. See, I was at the ticket counter and this gorgeous blonde with the most massive breasts in the world was

Pain
Outside she is smiling, but on the inside she is afraid. Her true self is cowering, hiding in the shadows of her own torn heart. She can not break free so she turns and runs down the dark corridors never looking back. She seems so distant and so alone, its because of the this demon so cold burrowing in her soul. She waits in the darkness of her abandoned heart and soul watching another scar form that is stained with the colors of fallen stars and false hopes. The demon now covers the outside making a mask of unleashed tears as misery drips from her lips, believing that she is insane. Her soul is finally breaking as the demon becomes her she becomes truly lost forever. MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE!

Hardcore Sex
I LOVE MIKE RUMMEL AND NOW HES DATING SOME UGLY ASS SCANK AND I REALLY MISS HIM ALOT I WANT HIM TO COME BACK TO ME AND GIVE ME A SECOND CHANCE AT LIFE MY LIFE AIN'T SHIT WITHOUT HIM I DON'T EVEN WANT TO LIVE WITHOUT HIM I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND I MISS HIM SO MUCH I CRY EVERY DAY AND EVERY NIGHT FOR HIM I WANT HIM HOME IN MY ARMS AGAIN AND I WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HIM AND HIM ONLY I AM LOOKING FOR A LESBIAN OR A BISEXUAL WOMEN WHO IS INTERESTED IN HAVING SOME FUN WITH ME AND MY BOYFRIEND. IF YOU R EMAIL ME AT NICKI272006@YAHOO.COM ROSES ARE RED, VOILETS ARE KORNY, WHEN I THINK OF YOU, OHH BABY! I GET HORNY, EAT ME, BITE ME, BLOW ME, SUCK ME, FUCK ME, VERY SLOWLY, IF YOU KISS ME, DON'T BE SASSY, USE YOUR TONGUE AND ALL MAKE IT NASTY.

Life Through These Angel Eyes
I decided that I would create an Amazon account and create myself a few wishlists...lol...well, more than a few...but thats only because I tried to organize them...lol...I know alot of models who have done this as a way for their photographers to get things that the models will enjoy shooting in and so forth...so maybe it will pay off that way for me woo..but either way here it is...:)

Stuff
This is so funny... Have some tissue near by, you may need it This is long, but worth the read.....too funny...Why do men have to be so macho!? ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THIS Just try reading this without laughing till you cry!!! Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer. The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety...?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home... I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I

Just Blogging
As I watch the darkness slowly engulf me, I feel my life slipping away. Happiness is no more and I feel it will never return. How did I lose all that I ever cared about? I give and I give and this bastard called life continuously takes more than I am capable of returning. My breath has been taken from me. Sucked from the deepest portals of my being. I am now on my knees, no longer strong enough to put one foot in front of the other to take one simple step. I crawl as I struggle to find the answers to where I went wrong. Digging deep in this rock bottom pit I have been forced into. Digging deeper as I feel the walls of darkness closing tighter around me. So tired. I must lay here in the darkness and rest....as I gasp for breath for my weary body. Physical pain. Emotional pain. Popping pills. Chasing with alcohol. Nothing eases the pain.... The pain you inflicted upon me. Nothing eases my broken heart. My tattered soul isn't worth the blood that seeps from it's cemented walls

A Trail Of Broken Hearts And Faded Memories
Pain... Tension... Fatigue... Depression... Anger, Aggression, Frustration. All these unwanted sensations - Burning, hurting, tearing. My heart alone, cold and fearing. Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest, Let me forget To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? These memories inside, swirling, twirling, unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind. Repeating, resisting, insisting - Refusing to be denied its recognition Of its position in my Frustration, Confusion, Delusion. Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, Because there's so much to gain By forgetting these dreams driving me insane. Unfocused, unclear, out of control, My world spinning, spinning, spinning, My sanity flying through the door. My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic, Like fine sands running through my hands, I'm losing my mind. You say you want to be with me, You say you truly care, But when I'm face to face with you, It's like I'm not even there. I've tried my best to make

Storyz
A Seneca Legend Hatcinobdon was a great warrior, the greatest of all the Senecas. Once, when out with a party of warriors, he came to a high cliff and knowing that the Cherokees were on the lookout he told his men to stay where they were and he would go ahead and see what could be done. He hadn't gone far when a party of Cherokees saw him and started in pursuit. Hatcinobdon ran into tall reeds that grew in two great patches with a narrow space between them. He escaped from the first patch and hid in the second one. His pursuers thought he was in the first patch; they watched the narrow space and set fire to the reeds. When the reeds were destroyed they expected to find him dead, burned up. Hatcinobdon fell asleep in his hiding place. In the night two men came, wakened him, and said, "Follow us, we have come for you." He went with the men and after a time one of them pointed at a house, and said, "Nohnohsot, the man who lives there, sent for you." He went to the house, bu

Domestic Violence
I HOPE THAT BY ME LISTING THESE SIGNS TO LOOK FOR THAT IT WILL AT LEAST GIVE SOMEONE SOME HELP AND MAYBE EVEN SAVE ANOTHER PERSON'S LIFE. AS I SAID BEFOR IF I HAD KNOWN THESE SIGNS I WOULDN'T HAVE LIVED IN A SITUATION WHERE THESE SIGN WERE VISIBLE I WAS JUST DUMB TO KNOW ABOUT THEM. SO GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE WOMAN OUT THERE AND IF YOU EVER WANT TO TALK OR NEED HELP JUST GIVE ME A SHOUT OUT AND I WILL LISTEN AND TRY TO HELP TH BEST WAY I CAN AND KNOW HOW. SENDING YOU MY LOVE THE BATTERER MAY SAY HE HAS HIT WOMAN IN THE PAST BUT THEY MADE HIM DO IT. THE WOMAN MAY HEAR FROM RELATIVES OR EX-PARTNERS THE THE MAN IS ABUSIVE. A BATTERER WHO MINIMIZES WHAT HE HAS DONE TO A PREVIOUS PARTNER IS LIKE LY TO BE VIOLENT WITH HIS CURRENT PARTNER. BATTERING BEHAVIOR DOES NOT JUST GO AWAY. THE BATTERER MAY USE FORCE DURING ARGUMENTS, INCLUDING HOLDING THE WOMAN DOWN, PHYSICALLY RESTRAINING HER FROM LEAVING THE ROOM, AND PUSHING AND SHOVING. FOR EXAMPLE, HE MAY HOLD HER AGAINST A WALL AND SAY, "YOU'RE GO

Just My Personal Feelings
Just thoughts that flow in and out.So slow and deep.Feel like cuts on my heart. Just thoughts that flow in and out. To many to count. Just thoughts. So dear to the heart. Just thoughts. so cold. Just thoughts that flow in and out. So still they stop the heart. Just thoughts flowing in and out. So bloody. Just thoughts. So alive.Just thoughts flowing in and out.Dead to everyone else. Just thoughts. You were always the one who knew what to say. Out of all the dear ones you knew me the best. Yet we didn't always see eye to eye!! We played silly games with each other. In the end you were always there for me. Now that our time is done and over. I can't help but wish time was our friend. You knew me best of all the dear ones. I know you'll be back . But until then who'll be there for me. Who will I be there for. I'll miss you dearly. Be safe my friend, My brother!! Words Unsaid. All from the heart. Words Unsaid. All rooted in heart. Words Unsaid. All scattered in

Poetry
One year ago my whole world fell apart. It feels like the knife is still lodged in my heart. When I heard you were gone I refused to believe it was true. I didn’t want to accept that this world would go on without you. But this world has continued and so has our lives. The loss is still strong; like a thousand stabbing knives. One day it will hurt less and I will no longer cry. Because one day my turn will come & I will have to die. Until then my angel my love for you will always burn bright. Sweet dreams. Sleep tight. I love you. Good night. I tried to write this from my 2 year old daughters perspective to her dad who passed away

I Love You!
Red Marbles I was at the corner grocery store buying some early potatoes. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprizing a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes, but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr. Miller (the store owner) and the ragged boy next to me. 'Hello Barry, how are you today?' 'H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. They sure look good.' 'They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?' 'Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time.' 'Good. Anything I can help you with?' 'No, Sir. Jus' admirin' them peas.' 'Would you like take some home?' asked Mr. Miller. 'No, Sir . Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with.' 'Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?' 'All I got's my prize marble here.' 'Is that

The Young Ones Quotes
NEIL: Oh..have we got a video? VYVIAN: The next person who says that..im gonna put their head through the window! NEIL: Vyvian..Have we got a video? VYVIAN: Right this way Neil... (window is ripped from wall and smashed down over neils head) If I had a penny for everytime I had to answer the door....I'd have five pounds sixty three" -Neil Moan, Moan Boring just because you do a little bit of house work -Rick

The Genocydal Empyre Omega
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Wow
"by the way go the hill...u big head...ok you stupid mind...and do not send any message to me..loser..you are nothing here ugly face lol lol..you just try and who is with you to send any thing bad ...you will see what is will happen later faker..............................."

Fun Quiz
You are 5% Gold Digger You are not a gold digger. Love means a lot to you and you would never compromise your chance of true love by trying to seduce someone wealthy. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com OK SO THIS IS KINDA COMPLICATED AND TO GET REAL HONEST OPNIONS I WILL HAVE TO TELL THE WHOLE STORY..........LAST DECEMBER A FRIEND OF MINE CALLED ME FROM ANOTHER COUNRY ASKING ME TO HELP HER WITH SOME MONEY SO SHE COULD GET BACK HOME ....WELL SINCE I WAS IN MY OWN PREDICAMENT I DECIDED I COULDN'T HELP HER OUT IT WAS EITHER HER OR LOSE MY PROPERTY,WELL AS MOST OF YOU KNOW I HAVE 3 KIDS AND IAM NOT ABOUT TO DO THAT !!! WELL SHE GOT MAD AT ME AND STOPPED TALKING TO ME UNTIL LASTNIGHT HER BF CALLED TO SPEAK TO MY HUSBAND (SHE CALLED MY CELL PHONE)WELL I THOUGHT SHE WAS MAD AT US???? SHOULDN'T I HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE UPSET TOO,BECAUSE SHE WAS ASKING ME TO MAKE A DECISION BETWEEN HER AND MY FAMILY ?!!!! SHOULD I TALK TO HER AND SEE IF SHE'S WILLING TO APOLOGIZE FOR ACTING THE WA

For The Peculiar People And Then Some
this is a little bit about me. i'm not sure where to start actually. normally i'm a very private person,but i was given the conviction to not be quite so private,mysterious and hard to get to. i recieved this confirmation/conviction today due to my recent rejection by all of my friends,family and my most dearest friend i have ever had in my whole lifetime. i am a christian now. it has taken me over 30 years before i asked god into my life. im probably not considered a newbie christian anymore,but i'm not sure what the criteria is for that. i still feel like one lol. i'm not educated or scholarly in those things. i have always been genuine with people,but very hard to reach. i am changing that because i was asked to do so,hence this blog. it's not somthing i'd normally do ever,but it must be done. i am part japanese and was raised buddhist by my japanese mom. my father was raised christian,but i don't ever recall him practicing christianity. i never knew if he believed in god or ever as

Poems
I leave the gas on Walk the allies in the dark Sleep with candles burning I leave the door unlocked I'm weaving a rope and Running all the red lights Did I get your attention Cause I'm sending all the signs and The clock is ticking And I'll be giving my 2 weeks Pick your favorite shade of black You'd best prepare a speech Say something funny

Hollywood Joe's Blog...
A woman dropped in unannounced at her son's house. Having knocked on the door she immediately walked in. She was shocked to see her daughter-in-law lying on the couch, totally naked. Soft music was playing, and the aroma of perfume filled the room. "What are you doing?" she asked. "I'm waiting for Justin to come home from work." The daughter-in-law answered. "But you're naked!" the mother-in-law exclaimed. "This is my love dress," the daughter-in-law explained. "Love dress? But you're naked!" "Justin loves me to wear this dress," she explained. "Every time he sees me in this dress, he instantly becomes romantic and ravages me for hours. The mother-in-law left. When she got home she undressed, showered, put on her best perfume, dimmed the lights, put on a romantic CD, and lay on the couch wait ing for her husband to arrive. Finally, her husband came home. He walked in and saw her lying there so provocatively. "Wha

Words To Live By
This has been copied and pasted from Newscenter 16 WNDU-TV Perhaps this should be in my Weather Conditions Blog as it pertains to weather. Berrien County Michigan along with some other counties as well are under a BLIZZARD WARNING! So what does this mean? "IT'S SNOWING AND BLOWING LIKE CRAZY" does this mean: A - go do some major holiday shopping because Christmas is almost here and we haven't finished or B - Stay at home where we can be warm and save? OMG! why don't they just close all roads so people won't be out and tell them they need to have a valid emergency for being out on the roads. But first off I'd like to remind you of another pile up last year near Michigan City! Major highways I think are the worst to be traveling in weather like this. Yes they may have the snow cleared better but the maximum speed limit is set at 70 mph! So you get fools on the highway that are going to go as fast as they possibly can. Not giving it any thought to SLOW DOWN as there might b

Blog Two
Some time ago information was disseminated regarding a pistol that can defeat body armor. The pistol is the FHN Five-Seven. The US media has nicknamed this pistol the "cop killer" pistol because of its danger to police. In mid-November, one of these pistols was confiscated during a traffic stop on a signal 30 in Colerain Township (Cincinnati Ohio area). The gun was found after the suspect resisted the pat down. Attached is a picture of the confiscated weapon and the rounds that were loaded into it. As you can see, they appear to be small rifle rounds. The pistol was test fired at our range and the rounds penetrated both the front and back of the vest. Please share this information with all of your personnel as well as with any other police agencies you deal with. While all weapons are a danger to our officers, this one poses an even greater risk and it has now made it into the hands of criminals in our area. Eleven people were hanging on a rope, under a helicopter,

Confusion
PISCES: The Piece of ass¢¾ Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high SEX appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. lol I love these things...don't know how true this one is but yeah i like to get my own way, and i am fun to be around...lol Mothers day was always special to me even when we were fighting I always loved her And now this day means so much more because now I am a mother My life is my son my breath is his my heart is his I never knew love until I held him the first time His first breath was mine I felt alive and scared as shit he depends on me for everything and the most precious gift is a dandilion and kiss from my lil man and my mothers day is made tears ga

Medical Text
Tropane Alkaloids: Contain a methylated nitrogen atom (N-CH3). See tropane alkaloid structure. Some of the most potent tropane alkaloids are atropine, hyoscyamine and scopolamine. These alkaloids affect the central nervous system, including nerve cells of the brain and spinal cord which control many direct body functions and the behavior of men and women. They may also affect the autonomic nervous system, which includes the regulation of internal organs, heartbeat, circulation and breathing. One autonomic response of atropine is the dilation of pupils, once considered to be a beautiful and mysterious look in Italian women. In fact, belladonna means "beautiful lady," so named because sap from the closely related belladonna plant (Atropa belladonna) was used as eye drops to dilate the pupils. Tropane alkaloids are found in many other poisonous plants of the nightshade family (Solanaceae), including henbane (Hyoscyamus niger), pituri (Duboisia hopwoodii), deadly datura (Datura & Brugmansi

Music That Speaks How I Feel The Spoken Language Of My Heart
this song goes out to my main man Untamed Maverick U KNOW I LOVE U!! I Will Be There For You - Jessica Andrews enjoy come home soon baby i miss you SO FITTING FOR JAMES AND I

Ah Ah Ah Ah!!!!
Dear exited readers of my blogs! The time has come!!!!!! DOWNLOAD O7 REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!! Well, first may I add…NEVER TAKE TO MUCH SHIZ TO DOWNLOAD….we got stuck on the way up because we over packed…to much food mainly lmfao! After Hayley coming to our rescue with a shopping trolly we eventualy got to the ticket gate…oh we did have a laugh there….we had to abandon the shopping trolly there…because it was stolen ¬_¬ how pathetic is that!!!!…so Daz, Rob and I headed off to meet Rebecca at Orange camp…Fuckin Nazi Camp more like!!!! The reason that Orange Camp got given this nickname was because the damn security guards where the only ones in the entire camping area to check for wrist bands…so like all ppl will do we rased our armes in the are…NAZI POWER lmfao! After eventualy setting up our tents and everyone sorting there stuff out we chilled for a bit before heading off for our first treck around the village!!! On the way we saw Tiny (who was a ickle bit o

Rants And Ramblings
Ugh, another commercial to donate to a charity in need. I can't take much more of those. This was for the World Wildlife Fund, on how the polar bears are losing their habitat due to global warming, and they show this Mama Bear with her cute little cubs. I am COMPELLED to send them money. Fuck my car payment--I can't let Mama and her babies die!!!!! That's just as bad as the ASPCA commercials with Sarah McLachlan. If they got a dollar for every time I cried watching those poor mistreated kitties and puppies, they would be LOADED!!!! Well gee whiz...I guess I can pay my car insurance on my next payday. That kitten needs me!! Seriously, I don't send money to these places all willy-nilly, but why do I want to save the world when I can't even figure out what's going on in my own life right now??? Somebody PLEASE shoot me.... It's dark.....It's late.... And you feel so alone. You're tired but you can't sleep; You lie there, listening to your pulse Race through your body As you

Every Day Things
Current mood: flirty Just my thought on LOVE and what I feel it really is: A good relationship is not a game that we play or an ego trip we take. It is about love and two people. Loving someone can give us the greatest joy we can ever know but it can also hurt us more that we can ever believe. If we love someone we should be ready to experience not only happiness but heartache as well. That's the reward and risk that it takes. Unless we are willing to experience it, we will never really know what it's like to love and be loved. Sharing love is probably the most valuable and meaningful experience a person can ever have. And there is a difference between being in love with someone and loving someone. It's the difference between a love that's fickle, wild and short-lived and a love that's tender, passionate and lasting. The first is easy. The second, the one that really matters to us all, takes work ---- because it's about keeping the relationship. Loving someone

The Kids
Well, considering that I have to work at 1130am tomarrow/today...Im going to make this nice and simple. Yes, I did have a problem saving my money and spending it wisely a few years ago. Or at least during the time, my ex was paying me child support and all of that extra money that he was sending me. Yes, I should have saved it up but that gives my ex no excuse for the money problems he has now with his new wife and the family he brought into his life. Yes, it is great that he has a new family but I think that you need to find yourself financially capable first before bringing in a new family. Oh, and I at least did not have to give up my children to my parents for awhile so that I can save money up because I can not afford to take care of them and then risk my parents wanting to get custody of my kids...hmmmm, and this new wifey of my ex's claims that I have a problem with my finances...lol. Okay, so I may be a little off the edge at times about all of this and it does seem

Pagan
A Galactic Tale by Michael Lightweaver A long, long time ago in a galaxy far, far away there were all of these light beings just hanging out enjoying life in that joyful & timeless dimension. And then one day a very large, magnificent angel came to them. He had a very serious look on his face. He was looking for volunteers for a very important Cosmic mission. "We have this small - but very special - planet out at the edge of the Alcyon galaxy called Gaia. It is quite unique like a beautiful garden and it is teeming with hundreds of thousands of different life forms. It has been something of an experimental station in the galaxy and it has a most interesting humanoid life form that incorporates the very highest and lowest frequencies known in the cosmos. It is in fact the very epitome of dualism. On the one hand it is an incredibly beautiful life form and is capable of carrying the highest frequencies of love, light & joy known throughout the whole Universe. On the ot

Omfg!!!
3 Men were sentenced to 25 years of solitary confinement. As a concession, the governer allowed each of them to take one item into his cell. The first guy asked for a pile of books; the second for his wife; the third asked for 100 cartons of cigarettes. At the end of the 25 years, the first prisoner was released and said: "Those books proved immensely invaluable. I've studied so hard I can now train to be a lawyer. I'm really happy." The second man stepped out of his cell, with his wife and 5 new children. He smiled, "My wife and I have never been so close. I have a beautiful new family. I'm so happy." And the third guy said: "Anybody got a match?"

Copperheads Lounge Is Back
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Random Stuff...
REPLY IN A COMMENT BELOW THIS BLOG. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK T

Rantings Of A Hellkat
If you are 30, or older, you might think this is hilarious!When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning.... Uphill.... Barefoot... BOTH ways...yadda, yadda, yaddaAnd I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on my kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it!But now that I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it, but you kids today, you don't know how good you've got it!1) I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have the Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!!2) There was no email!! We had to actually write somebody a

The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others. The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match. Who's The True You? Which Top 8 Character are YOU? Your Result: Tasha

Poems
Sometimes Home Is A Cardboard Box Today I feel sad please don't watch me cry My Hobo hat's pulled low to hide my eyes You don't see my tears anyway everything I had's been taken away Even my name has been lost scary how much life costs doesn't matter what's in a name? when nothing about me is the same I've been kicked out of the Wal-Mart parking lot The man there hates the homeless, that's the thanks I got who knows he may be two steps from my spot and sometimes home is a cardboard box. The SON This is great, take a moment to read it, it will make your day! The ending will surprise you. Take my Son A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing anot

My Blog
Trying not to make this overly emo and hopefully as I get more comfortable with bloggin I can make them more fun, but this one is on a sirius note. Also have to say that i am semi-copy-cating Vixey and Mel’s blogs by posting lyrics (but those of you that know me, know how much music means to me) :p This week has been a difficult one; friends of mine lost their very young daughter. So reflecting on that and thinking about those in my life that mean so much to me this song came to mind. I am not a poetic scholar nor do I pretend to know exactly what the artist meant by every line, but to me the message is clear, that loved ones are worth so much more than anything we can possess. Whether it is a death, or a break up or a friendship that drifts apart, we all have people that are really close to us that if they were not part of our lives it would be very painful, so my blog is dedicated to those in my life that I adore. JAMBI-by Tool Here from the king's mountain view; Here f

Poems
Sadist’s Lullaby Fire. Ravens. Marching forward...time keeps moving on. There seemed to be a mix-up in the red brick house near dawn, but slowly changing, ever changing, elevated minds, I curse you, under, my breath deeply... now the time has come, with claw marks, bruises, bitten ankles, hearts bleeding from men, you had your chance now, real big chance, now you must lie in it. There was a day then, back in the day then, I would sit and wait, so quietly, so naively, so stupid with my grin... you gave me things like diamond rings and some form of PTStressDisorder, while you watched me cry, then one day, that hot June day, I realized I was wrong, how dare I let a little man with petite hands play me like a song, a bleached blonde junkie drunk with abortion papers, an OCD Nazi, a schitzophrenic voodoo dollie, oh, and Mommy Dearest to boot! I shot them all in my head, some hung by a noose of their own hair, I watched them fall, one and all... here are the

Live, Laugh, Love
You're a nurse?? That's cool, I wanted to do that when I was a kid. What do you make? "WHAT DO I MAKE? I make holding your hand seem like the most important thing in the world when you're scared. I can make your child breathe when they stop. I can help your father survive a heart attack. I make myself get out of bed at 4 am to make sure your mother gets the medicine she needs to live. I work all day to save the lives of strangers. Today, I might save your life. I make a difference, what do you make??" This isn't a true story but it's an awesome story! It really humbles you. They told me the big black Lab's name was Reggie, as I looked at him lying in his pen. The shelter was clean and the people really friendly. I'd only been in the area for six months, but everywhere I went in the small college town, people were welcoming and open. Everyone waves when you pass them on the street. But something was still missing as I attempted to settle in to my new life here, and I thought a dog c

Just Some Thoughts
blah blah blah Current mood: bored I once knew this guy, we kinda grew up together. His whole life, starting with his first girlfriend, he has been looking for "true" love. Never did he fall into a "players"category, never hunting women as prey, as notches in a bedpost, but always with the purpose of bonding and binding. Understandably enough, as a teen, that proves to be a difficult task. Women are not looking for that kind of thing anymore. He has always been one of the "good" men, the one TV women say they can't find. Once he found this girl, she was a pretty girl, but wreckless none-the-less but he too, at this time was going through a wreckless stage of existence so therefore it seemed to fit. It seemed that happiness had found him finally. She treated him like he longed for.....till Cptn. Morgan stepped in and started taking over her. See..turns out this girl was bi-polar, bi-sexual and a nympho. She had managed to subside all these things on her own long enough to get

Specials
It was yesterday as i decided to stop DJ´ ing in Hellskitchen. It wasnt easy to make this step exspecialy cause many of ´em welcomed me with open arms as i joined CT and felt into the dungeon the first time. They helped me in many ways to find out what is going on and iam thankfull for it and i had a good time in Hellkitchen - so good that even the owner DAN made an open door for me that iam welcome to be back if i wish. The reasons are told and its almost a personal things wich belongs to the crew and myself. And again DAN is the one who let me go without blaming me or throught stones to me about my decission and showed me that its a sad think but that hes with me in it. Thats what i call a friend. Fuck off who cancels me cause of stopping DJ´in a lounge and welcome those who are able to handle me like iam - sure i was your Electro and Industrial DJ but thats not all of me and maybe its true what sometimes is seen on some profiles "its better to be hated for this wha

These Are My Thoughts
Been MIA for awhile - gawd i miss this site! need to post a salute pic to level up - the problem being i don't have a digital cam and have been lazy asking friends who do have a digital cam to help me out ...i know, kick my lazy butt, will ya? *LOL* PMS does strange things to me. I walk into an accessory shop and 20mins later i walk out with a ponytail extension that makes me feel like an anime character! ;-) Boy, i think i fail at the gothic lolita look! *ROFL* Yes, i am back! Finally managed to get an Internet connection set up in my home and the place i visit is FUBAR! *ROFL* God, i missed this place! I'm one happy girl now!

My Writings Or Ramblings *smiles*
A Pagan in Hell A Pagan dies and, to his great surprise, he finds himself standing before some pearly gates. St. Peter asks him, "May I help you?" The Pagan asks, "Where am I?" Peter says, "You're at the gates of heaven." The Pagan says, "But I don't believe in heaven." Peter frowns at him. "You're one of those Pagans, aren't you?" "Yes. I believe I'm in the wrong place; I'm supposed to go to Summerland." Peter says, "Sorry. We took over Summerland, and it's temporarily closed for remodeling." "What should I do now?" Peter says, "Well, since we don't allow Pagans in heaven, you have to go to hell. Sorry. Just follow that path that leads downward and to the left." The Pagan walks down to hell, where the gates are standing open. He walks in and finds beautiful meadows, happy animals, and clear streams of water. He walks on in and begins exploring, and after a few minutes a courtly gentleman walks up to him and bows politely. "Hello, I'm Satan. You must be

Fublogations
...that we're gonna link your profile to another website without your permission. A website that you have deliberately chosen not to join, for your own reasons. This all via a new feature given to users on this, your current website of choice, your haven. Am I interpretting this correctly??? A once forbidden action is now a forced feature??? When these ppl activate this link saying they "Like you", those links are in effect shown on thier facebook page creating a direct link to your fubar page???? I dont want to jump to conclusions, but if the above is correct, then to me this greatly decreases the "place to get away" value of this establishment.

Texx
i think that all women shuold get there breast exam now.. i just had a good friend do it and found out she had cancer and thats a sad thing cause noone knew it and now she will havfe one of her breast removed just cause of some damn deasee that there is no cure for but if they have got hers in time hopefully it hasn't spread but i am still mad cause there is no known cure yet i know i am only a friend but i beg of you ladies please do what you can to take care of yourself !!!! Now i am a Big fan of Cancer drives and will do anything to help find a cure.... all these ppl in all these auctions ... i want to know where do u get all all these fu-bucks to buy ppl cause it looks like fun and i want to join in .. so where do u get fu-bucks ???

Just Stuff
I've got a HH tonite and would love to have an auto to go with it. I would rather trade with someone, I've got more than enough credits. If you can trade please message me. Thank all &hearts I just wanted to let the friends I owe salutes to know that I have not forgotten. Being sick and other things with home have been kinda crazy. My face looks horrible so I'm waiting for it to hopefully clear so I can get my salutes out to you all. Thanks for understanding. xoxo lisa

I Am Just Me... Take It, Or Leave It
You can't live your life solely for other people. When writing the story of your life, don't let someone else hold the pen. You've got to do what's right for you, even if the people you love disagree with your thoughts, actions, decisions, and dreams. Live your life so that when it's time to ask where the time went, you can answer: "It went to joyful moments of self-discovery, to my search for passion, to doing work that felt like play, to standing up for what I believe in, and to exploring this beautiful world with an open heart. My time went to living MY life!" Namaste' Light and Much Love Everyone, Renee' I've had two different phone calls today asking me about this or that and the best piece of advice I can give anyone is simple: Get A Life. A real life, not the manic pursuit of the next promotion, the bigger paycheck, the larger house. newer car. Seriously, do you think you would care so much about those things if you developed an aneurysm one afternoon, had a debilitating str

Poems
You don't realize. Your self worth you minimize. Putting him first, Your self-worth you compromise. But even worse, Anything not him you vilify. You let temptation get the best of you. You let curiousity get next to you. You let poor judgement take the rest of you. Now I'm left with this question. What's left of you? Will you still love me if I go? Will you still feel the touch you have known? Will you cry into the night, Say it just isn't right? Will you just sit and say "so"? Will you still want me if I leave? Will you feel lost and bereaved? Will you pull on through, Meet someone new? WIll you feel hurt and decieved? Will you remember my eyes? Will you ask God "why?" Will you play a new song, Maybe sing along? Will you reminisce of me and cry? Will you miss me forever when I'm gone? Will you say you knew all along? Will you flash that smile, Every once in a while? Will you keep my love? Will you still yearn for me if I disappe

Randomness
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Straight Talk
The Center for Disease Control has issued a warning about a newvirulent strain of this old disease. The disease is called GonorrheaLectim. It's pronounced "Gonna re-elect 'em," and it is a terribleObamanation.The disease is contracted through dangerous and high risk behaviorinvolving putting your cranium up your rectum. Many victims contractedit in 2008...but now most people, after having been infected for thepast1-2 years, are starting to realize how destructive this sickness is.It's sad because Gonorrhea Lectim is easily cured with a new drug justcoming on the market called Votemout. You take the first dose in 2010and the second dose in 2012 and simply don't engage in such behavioragain; otherwise, it could become permanent and eventually wipe out alllife as we know it.Several states are already on top of this, like Virginia and New Jerseyandapparently now Massachusetts , with many more seeing the writing on thewall.Please pass this important message on to all those bright folk youre

My Life
Well i got me a new little man in my life to love the cutest little thing ever. His father still hasnt seen him and he almost 3 months old. his father has missed out on the first smiles the first laughes and giggle how big he is getting its his fault and if i have it my way the asshole will never see him ever. little man was born march 30th a week early he was 7 pounds 13.5 ounces 19 inches long and SOOOOO cute. HOW could i be so stupid how cuold i love someone so much to try and try and try to make them happy to keep trying to make things right to show him the better way out the way things could be different to try and be the woman he wants to be the love in his life to be the one to take away allthe pain to show him love to show someone on so much how much you really do love them and want them in everyway shape and form to be the world to them emontially mantally and physcally to be left broken hearted in pain in shame in dispair with no one nothing left not even diginity to feel so

Various Poetry And Writing
A Different Christmas poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I

Just Life In General
Just as I thought things couldn't get worse, it does. I have to have surgery on my left knee on the 29th, and I have absolutly NO ONE to fuckin help me with my home or my daughter afterwards. So I'm fucked, royally. Friday, I have to get some testing done and be examined to see if I have epilespy, because Thursday, I felt like I was having a panic/anxiety attack, but my face, hand, and feet went numb and tingly, my whole body started shaking really bad, and I was crying uncontrollably, and my dr agreed that it could have been a mild epileptic seizure. I was rushed to the hospital by ambulance WITH my daughter, and all they did was checked my heart rate, blood, and to see if I had a fever. Why the fuck didn't they do any testing on me that day? Now, I have done some reading about epilepsy and seizures, and some of the things I have read about them, compairs to what I experienced Thursday afternoon. Fucking great, huh? I'm already suffering BPD, Bi-Polar, PTSD, and still sufferi

Poems All Poems Love Dark Ect Military Poems 2
JOSH IS MY EXHUSBAND I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HIM OR U LITTLE CUNTS EMAILING ME FUCK OFF by CassandraXVeronicaXONealaXLawsonHonorhonor, respect, courage,strengththis is what the military needsno cowards,liers or thivesno room for no bad companythey will stay strongand fight all night longfor this country when in needthis is the americansM-I-L-I-T-A-R-Y by CassandraXVeronicaXONealaXLawsonA brilliant mans honor forever i shall holdhe fought for the Americanshe stood until he could stand no morehe hung the flag high upon the poleeveryday he raised itevery night he sheltered it from the coldhe was old there was no doughtbut his spirit never ran outhe loved this country and this landhe didn't care about the presidents planhe fought for his wife her kids and so onbut now he's gone America will always remember you

Drgndiva
Standing In The Sleet and Rain Standing in the sleet and rain Digging into my soul to find the right words I need you to understand Just How much I love you I don't know how much more I can do to prove to you I understand you and the situation we find yourself in But my love refuses to see any other soul And I feel lonesome even when I am near you! And I don't feel right when your so far away So What do we do? The words I write to you I mean with all that I am I know yours do as well So I stand in the sleet and rain, digging into my soul, Finding some words to let you know I love you so Don't go away for I don't know what else to do I know I am a moody woman and want you for myself selfish and bitchy and so in love . I never thought I was a competive person I guess I have been proving myself wrong I want to fight for you but I feel that I really am not fighting at all You have never giving me that Its that one thing you can't give Its only the one thing I wan

~*my Blog~*
Another thought of you has passed through my mind. I have lost count of how many thoughts of you I've had in the last hour alone. It's as if you've become a part of me; and with that feeling, comes another one that tells me that we are one. Since the day that you became mine, I have thought us soulmates, each other's counterparts, the same person in two different bodies. I try so hard, but I can't explain what you mean to me. All I know is that my only wish is to forever be by your side, through good and bad, highs and lows. My only desire is to be your shelter from the world. To be by your side, making you braver as you face your fears. Being your net if ever you should fall. I want to be your world. I want you to know that no matter what may come, I will never abandon you, never stop loving you. That would be impossible, my love. You mean the world to me. You ARE my world. Hearing your name or just thinking of you makes me smile as if I have the world in the p

Haters
Haters r every place u look. I cant stand them. I believe they r just jeoules of what we nonhaters have. So if ur a hater go away and dont bother wit me cause it wont work. Drama is for highschool so leave it there..

Loving Lostcherry
Heaven Sent You are always there for me Our spirits connected as one From the very first time we spoke Our endless journey had begun So much more to see and know Your stories I love to hear Sharing all your dreams with me Right there to catch my tears God has sent to me a friend Your an answer to my prayer Our friendship lights up my life No more loneliness to bare When the evening rolls around Smiles on my face to see Happy thoughts are all I've had Knowing you'll be here with me You have brought light into my life Remember this when I am gone Do not cry and mourn for me Just smile when you hear our song I love all my friends here at CT wanted to thank u all for the comments. I cant check my comments everyday anymore but i will stop in time to time to say hello to u all..... =) Love you all, Kat Alone My pillow, soaked in tears, ...drenched from being alone. My mind, not clear, ...feelings never known. My love, abused from reje

Dj Devine
Life before Fubar.com, I had only thought about DJing in passing when I hear some really good DJ’s on the air. Mind shifts to dream mode and only wonders what possibly it would be like if only I were in their shoes. I know. Rumor has it that there isn’t a lot of money involved in it, but (coming from a photobug family) I am a ham at times—the sizzling honey ham (j/k). Ha ha…. This year, through Fubar, I have actually had the opportunity to DJ and caught the bug enough to want to pursue the possibility of gaining additional education and insights to become more of a professional at it. In the meantime, I’ve created my own page where folks can try their hand at DJing under the direction of Fubar. I have DJ’d at a club in Canyon Lake, Texas, through a friend of mine and love the real life aspects of it. He would get on the mic and announce “Give DJ Devine a round of applause. She’s come all the way from Austin Texas!” and the crowds would

I Speak My Mind Because It Hurts To Bite My Tongue...
Just try reading this without laughing till you cry!!! Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!! Unfortu

Stephanies World
SEX ACCORDING TO YOUR SIGN: ARIES- know how to suck everything. TAURUS- Are Professionals at sex. GEMINIS- the most obsessed about sex. CANCER- make you hot and excite you to the maximum LEO- the only sign that can make you touch the sky. VIRGO- The sweetest in bed and the best. LIBRA- The best lovers. SCORPIO- sex, sex n more sex. SAGITTARIUS- will try anything. CAPRICORN- will devour you in bed. AQUARIUS- will do anything in bed. PISCIS- will make you hot, excite you and have various ways of doing it.

Mystickah's Poetry
when winter came the snow fell softly to the ground covering the world in a blanket of white listen to wind whistling in and out of the branches of the sycamore tree no noise in the air no sound at all a peaceful silence in the world flying high feeling the air gush past nothing above me nothing below me just me and the sky floating in and out of clouds landing on the nearest star capturing glimpses of this enchantment planets go soaring by on their orbit orion stopped for a visit i'm surrounded by a haze of color mesmerized by it all my heart is pounding my body seduced into ecstasy i'm in a euphoric daze white lights streak across the darkness of twilight leaving bands of rainbows orbiting through the sky colors that i've never seen etching in my third eye mystical beauty of the stars setting me in harmony

Song Lyrics
As I stand here I ponder greater things No longer a part of A part of your lover's dreams So much for your common complications So much for your constant desperation For what's to come It's all been written Down, written down But I feel that a change is A change is gonna come As I sit here I'll tell you greater things No longer a part of A part of someone's dreams So much for your Common escalations So much for your Constant fabrications For what's to come It's all been written down , down, downI said for what's to come For what's to come your way It's all been written Down, written down But I feel that a change is A change is gonna come I said I feel so aliver now And I feel that a change is A change is gonna come Keep on time Keep on time You run along Keep on child Keep on child you move along Keep on my time now I run around for you Keep on time Keep on time You run along Keep on child Keep on child you push it on keep on my time now I run around for you You don't know yet You d

My First Fucking Blog
Too fucking many at this point. I don't god damned like fucking harry potter. I like harry potter as much as I like halloween movies. At least Mike Myers kills people. Seriously, I don't care abou the prepubescent antics of some fucking bespeckled wizard. Its not interesting. Shit when I was a kid I was reading about adults do you suddenly believe I will find the actions of children at school, regardless of the fact that it is a school for wizards, at least somewhat interesting. The only thing gaining my interest is the eventual porn career of whats her face when she grows a pair. Thats funny. Thats just droll. Seriously, how many god damned stereotypes did the woman have to put into her tales of the boy wizard. Doesn't that just sound gay? Seriously, Harry Potter boy wizard to save the day. Do you want to know one of the reasons I love horror movies. Stupid people get theirs. I am not a genius, but at the same time I know for a fact that I am quite far from stupid. I m

Mindless Drivel
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Attention All "texas Wolves"
Hello all just so you all know this is where we are now. I am sorry about the inconvenience of the other blog but it has been removed so that the proper links are available now. thanks Everyone Tami Hi all I just wanted to let everyone know we have some members in both a contest and give aways that might need help, here is the link to my picture in the contest. And here are the links to the give aways we have 8 weeks left on the give aways to reach 60,000 so lets see what we can do, any help is appreciated. Thanks for all your help in advance Tami Hi All we have a new Family member and I would like for you to all make her feel welcome here is the link for her picture and page Thanks Tami

Hmmm
1964 - Snow 1965 - Hurricane Betsy 1968 - Snow 1969 - Hurricane Camille 1991 – Snow 1992-Andrew 2004 - Snow 2005 - Hurricane Katrina 2008-Snow 2009- ? Oh yeah. We getting another massive Hurricane, I'm throwing a Hurricane party, Come boogie with bay bay, It might be your only chance lol Would you guys even come? haha This is just sad man. Heartattack on the feild

Shade
Such a lovely day Quite it is true and warm. Feelings that subside are feelings that we must be hiding in subtlety and shame. Though they are nonexistent and not creatures tis should be just considered as a kind. A kind but volatile creature. Oh such a lovly day alright. Not a sight for a blight spot anywhere. Rather fields of grasses growing everywhere. A vehement structure stands alone in the grassfields. Ah the gentle breezes that blows thru and thru. Sitting down I look up to the azure sea. Breathing deeply under this vehemence I begin to hum. Whispering thru the winds I gaze and find myself a stranger in dress. She hums along and sits next to me putting her head on my shoulder. Ah such a lovely day alright as I sit under the shade alongside with the gril I love and humming the same song together we become one with our lips locked together...such a lovley day alright. Define time, at its most essential being. D

Jenna's Drabbles
Current mood: creative Category: Life How to be an artist Stay loose. Learn to watch snails. Plant impossible gardens. Invite someone dangerous to tea. Make little signs that say Yes! and post them all over your house. Make friends with freedom and uncertainty. Look forward to dreams. Cry during movies. Swing as high as you can on a swingset, by moonlight. Cultivate moods. Refuse to 'be responsible'. Do it for love. Take lots of naps. Give money away. Do it now. The mooney will follow. Believe in magic. Laugh a lot. Celebrate every gorgeous moment. Take moonbaths. Have wild imaginings, transformative dreams, and perfect calm. Draw on the walls. Read everyday. Imagine yourself magic. Giggle with children. Listen to old people. Open up. Dive in. Be free. Bless yourself. Drive away fear. Play with everything. Entertain your inner child. You are innocent. Build a fort with blankkets. Get wet. Hug Trees. Write love letters. -SARK you know its strange. In this life,

You Cannot Sedate , All The Things You Hate!!!!
loosing grip bye shelly stahl as she sat in the door way so unawhere and still i wlaked up behide her with intinsions to kill so much hate deep inside me from the bullshit in life i lost control of myslef and reached for my knife the closer and closer i began to get this tight hold i have on saiatny begins to slip not one thought in my head as i grab her from behind i started to stab "what starnge plesers i find" as the blood splatters upon the wall i smack the bitch as she trys to crawl the fight she's put up is a hard one i must say as i grab her agin i refuse to let her get away then as her lims finaly go week she looks up with her eyes and trys to speak but once agin i am perparied as i always seem to be stuffing the rag in her motuh so efrtlusly as her hart beats it's finaly beat i wipe my knife on her dress and head back onto the street then i get to my car and open the trunk i run my finger thor my hair "fuck,

Poems
all i wanna say is ur the satellite in my life lost inside ur eyez the vision never dies o just take my hand we'll float in neverland then i hear u say lets live for the moment this time why dont u just make up ur mind u make my headspin why why do u..... u make my headspin why why u love to build me up just to tear me down wouldnt it b nice if we found paradise sumday then i hear u say lets live for the moment this time why dont u just make up ur mind u make my headspin why why do u.... u make my headspin why why did i hear u say u wanna b alone waz there sum mistake how we have to know i can hear u scream at me scream at me im not perfect no one is u make my headspin why why do u.... u make my headspin did i ever mean sumthin? did i ever mean sumthin to u? its a rainy afternoon in 1990 the big city geez its been 20 yrs candy u were so fine

Today...
And the Voice Said... "You honor Me on this sacred night, when you bathe the world in a forgiving light in remembrance of One whose holy birth has instilled prayers for Peace on Earth. So be pure in heart in all you do, and know that I am ever mindful, too of what rewards your journey may bring, when a merciful hand relives suffering. For I am with you in the air that you breathe, In a Spring's first rain, in the Autumn leaves, in a sunrise, a sunset, an evening's demise, in the loss of a loved one, or a newborn's sigh. Know, too, that my love endures without end as the binding warmth of a constant friend, for I am the keeper of inextinguishable stars,

My Life Lately!!
Wow life sure has a way of throwing curve balls @ u! I have been going through a lot lately thought this might help writing it out, getting some feed back for u all , Well I just started to luv who and what i stand for a woman and not just any woman I stand up for the BBW of the world I have been on here for a year and came across some real haters for us bbw's , Well Luv to the haters as well maybe it will rub off on u! I am happy in my life I am a mother of three so that does keep me busy And as most know i am also 19 weeks pregnant, So i have decided that i will make a pregnant folder of me while i am pregnant I will be taking so new ones very soon So fuck the haters! I would luv to understand one thing why the haters take the time to vote on lots of your pictures why take the time,Anyways I have been going through a lot lately My brother just moved back to Toronto yesterday so our hearts are broken the three kids got very attached! , I lost contact with my bother for over 7 years t

My Poems
How is it when I look at you I see all the things I want and feel. But , when I turn away and go another direction I see only vainess. How is it when I look at you I see the perfect person I want to see. But, when I walk the other direction I do not see anything that's ment to be. My heart is aching and longing for you to the point that I see and feel you in my dreams. Sometimes, I want to scream and let the birds and the sky and the world hear my pain I feel for you. This is when the darkness comsumes my every thought my soul being, and takes me to that dark place that no one can bring out of. How is it when I look at you I only want to say how I feel . But, when I turn away and walk the other direction I can not bring you with me. Because, then that would only bring you into my darkness and one of use has to be brave. So. listen to your heart and feel the power of our love and soul as it becomes one and we pay no attention to right or wrong we just know that we belong.

Morals
I was in the store the other day chatting with a buddy, we were talking about cars, when his wife walked up, stood there, put her hands on her hips, and blurted out these words, oh come on ladies, you all got to admit being guilty of that, I can see those smiles!!!she said in true style, “I just don’t understands what it is about, GUYS AND THEIR CARS” now remember that was my best bitchy voice… I tried…So it got me to thinking…hmmm…Well ladies, I might have an answer? as you know men are very simple type creatures, right? We don’t have many wants but we do have some needs, here’s a few, roof over our head, someone to bed, and damn it time to get fed! And we are notorious for turn anything into sex, Yep, I’m guilty of that! So remember that! See, pretty simple, huh?…But guys and Cars, hmmm, there’s just that something about them, just listen to the words we use…We can “bore ‘em“, we can

On My Mind
I hate to admit it, but Cherry Tap hasn't been the greatest experience for me. It was all fine and dandy when I first got started, but well...maybe it's just me. Don't know how to make friends. I'm not talking about the people who add you. Those people checked my page once and never returned. I did however meet a FEW fun and interesting people, a couple of which I still talk to, thankfully. Ah well. I'm sure I won't be missed. Heh, nobody even knows me. For those of you who likes CT, kudos to you. Best wishes and have nice lives. Take care. I'll admit it's crossed my mind. Putting pictures of parts of my body everyone wouldn't see on a daily basis. Thing is, I know I don't need to do it. It's not anything special. I suppose I like strokin as much as the average guy, but don't necessarily have to show what I'm working with. However, it is kinda fun. Would be interesting to see what reactions I'd get. I know there are a lot of women and men who show things in their

Happy
GOD I LOVE IT WHEN I AM RIGHT ABOUT STUFF I GUSSE SHE THOUGHT I WOULDNT FIND OUT SHE TELLS ME ONE THING THEN SHE GOSE AND TELLS OTHER GUYS THE SAME THING BUT WHEN SHE CALLS ME SHE IS LIEK OH I LOVE YOU AND I WANT TO BE WITH YOU AND NOT EVEN A FEW HOURS LATER SHE TELLS A DIFFRENT GUY WHO I MIND YOU WAS A BOGUS NAME I CMA EUP WITH AND I AM RIGHT AND SHE IS THE ONE WHO THINKS SHE CAN PLAY SOME ONE WHO HAS BEEN AROUND A FEW TIMES YEHA I WAS BORN AT NIGHT BUT NOT LAST NIGHT IF YOU ARE GOIN GTO TRY AND CHEAT MAKE SURE YOU ERASE THE MESSAGES YOU SEND OTHER PEPS SO YOUR SO CALLE DSUPOSE TO BE MAN CAN FIND THEM baby this baby that how many more clues do i need to have what do people think i am stupid hell my so called best friend fucking lied to me and theni see some thing that always says oh i love it my baby hell iam just goignto get rid of all my fucking acounts and it has been nice talkignto every one on here so have fun and talk to every one some other time ok here we go lets see how i r

Hepatitis C Awareness
Remember there is no vaccine or cure for Hepatitis C... For more info on Hep C, read my blogs. Hepatitis C Awareness Hepatitis C Myths and Facts and more.... Free clinics across America are growing in small numbers. Here are a few I have found. I will list more as I find them. Please feel free to do the same. RonadaAnderson@adph.state.al.us //334-206-7974 She is the Hepatitis C coordinator for the state of Alabama and a good start point to find a clinic in or near Mobile. Dr. Rudman at the Fredrick County Health Dept in Fredrick, Maryland, will send you to the Local Hospital for all your testing and liver panel. They will pay the cost of testing and all meds... Call for your appt at Fredrick County Health Dept, in Fredrick Maryland, and go there first. If you are wanting medication, through the Patient Assistance Program through ROCHE. Call this number... It is 1-866-247-5084, they do a phone screening to see if you tentatively qualify, then

Work
To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice! 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, ask If They Want Fries with that.

Charlierocker
An old farmer wrote to his son in prison." This year I won't be able to plant potatoes because I can't dig the ground, I know if you were here u would help me."The son wrote: " Dad don't think of digging the ground because that's where I buried the guns "Police reads the letter and the very next day, the whole ground was dug by police looking for guns but nothing was found.The next day the son wrote again " Now plant your potatoes dad, it's the best I could do from here!!!!♥ http://www.myyearbook.com/?mysession=aW1hZ2Vjb250ZXN0X3JhdGUmcGljaWQ9NDc2MjQ3NA== © AP Jim Morrison TV Producer Wants Jim Morrison Pardoned Apr 10, 12:38 PM EST The Associated Press TALLAHASSEE, Fla. -- Gov. Charlie Crist is being asked to pardon the late Jim Morrison, lead singer of The Doors, 38 years after he was convicted of exposing himself during a Miami concert. Dave Diamond, a cable TV producer from Dayton, Ohio, wrote to Crist last month asking for the pardon. Diamond said the go

Draga's Copyrighted Poetry
Another year comes to an end, and to the victims of Katrina, my prays I send. May they find a place to rest and food to eat, and get through the pain that lays at their feet. I pray for the familes of the lost, for they have paid a greater cost. What the floods did not destroy, cold hearts played with lives like a toy. In my darkest thoughts I think of sweet revenge, Those victimes whos death to avenge. They who left the helpless for dead, lets strap to a bed seal them in a water tight tomb and turn on the hose to share the same doom! but my inner dragon will then say, "To wish more ill, we would be no better than they. Heed these words to keep you wise. Sooner or later they will all pay for the victim's demise." Still, I should not dwell on the past, and I hope others learn from this and learn damn fast! God I have only one plea, that you not take my mother away from me. She gave me life To lose her would cut like a knife. I die inside to see her in pain

Creative Musings
I struck the match Cupping my hands around it. Shielding it from the wind Giving it time to grow. The little spark grew quickly, Like passion it grew exponentially. The warmth filling my hands. The flame tentively licking at my skin. If I hold it too close, surely I will be burned. No. I must guide it to the kindling Watch it ignite and tend to it. When it grows weak I must poke it, Rearrange it, Pucker my full lips and blow Sweet encouragements across its hot coals Commanding it to ignite once again. Over and over the flame will rise and fall As the breath that swells within my breasts. From time to time it will grow unruley Growing bold it will expand and try to leap from its confinement. If given the chance it would consume all that's in its path. Naughty little flame. Must I dowse you until you are but a single ember To remind you whose lips bring you life? By: Foxy Wife 4/01/11

I Rule My Own World
I had to move a whole bunch of my pics to another NSFW folder......someone flagged them as NSFW and I don't believe they are.....so they are moved in there....still open to everyone. The other NSFW folder labled me is closed to everyone except myself....sorry! Well, I decided since I didn't get everything I wanted for Christmas I would go shopping yesterday....and it sucked really....sooooo many people out and about....but I got EVERYTHING I wanted and more...LOL I first went to Target to get just a couple things and look for a new pair of jeans....ended up spending $111.11.....got a CD (which I normally never buy anymore), 2 DVDs (Pirates 3 and Jeff Dunham's new Comedy Central special Spark of Insanity....funnier than sh*t), shampoo, bubble bath and lotion (smells like strawberries and champagne), 2 Transformer puzzles for my son (Bumblebee and Barricade...his two favorite ones), some KY in case I need it ;o), two pairs of knee socks for when I wear my boots, and a pair of pink

District Football Games On The Road To State
Postseason football awards announced Israel Potoczny israel@lebanondailyrecord.com Nov 25, 2008 After one of the most successful football seasons in school history, the Lebanon football team had 13 athletes receive All-Ozark Conference honors. Named to the first team were Ryan Howerton (quarterback), Justin Britt (offensive line), Phillip Archer (wide receiver), Brett Smith (running back), Trevor Byrd (defensive line) and Josh Dykstra (linebacker). Second team selections were Britt (defensive line), Byrd (defensive line), Trey Overstreet (wide receiver), Tyler Bethel (wide receiver), Justin Mather (offensive line) and Jake O’Quinn (defensive end). Justin Mather was a second-team selection at both offensive line and linebacker. Honorable mention selections were Zack Cooley (offensive line), Dave Stewart (offensive line), Josh Mattes (wide receiver) and Austin Harris (defensive back). The Lebanon football team was 7-5 overall, 5-2 Ozark Conference and advanced to a Misso

Random Thoughts
Ok Im not horrible LMAO but I have been neglecting my online duties in exchange for living my life. Ive been hanging out with a local friend a lot, something I miss doing. Most of my friends have been online for so long I cant even remember the last time I just hung out with anyone! Its great to have a life, but I feel bad that Im not on as much as I used to be. :( I hope no one forgot about me! I dont get rated anymore, my points stay the same, I get very few comments, except from my sweetpea Synfully (Love ya babe!) and some random comments from various friends, but I dont get much else. Ya'll forgot about poor Skoobz didnt you. :( I shall go cry now. :( For the next few weeks I will be on and off a lot. I know, its sad, but for a good reason. :D I move on the 10th, and between doing all the work I need to get done to be able to leave my job, and packing, settling my new apartment, looking for a new job, etc, I havent had much time to be on this past week. And Ive missed all my

Just Thoughts
Well I haven't posted in this in awhile so I thought it was time to add one to it!!! The person I am going to add most of you probably know and are maybe even friends with, but I honestly don't care. I DO NOT tolerate people that lie and play people like their emotions don't matter. This person for several days told me how much he loved me and wanted to be with me and how wonderful I am and then turned around and said the same exact things to another girl. Well when I confronted him on it and called him out on all his bullshit lies he decided to block me...LIKE I CARE....I just want the rest of the fu-world especially the girls to be aware of this, so here ya go here's his link

Poetry-1
I cannot change you. You cannot change me. We can only change what we perceive. But in doing so It may all become unreal, Not part of the deal, Not following the drill. So when you look at my face, See deep into my soul, Remember, I am only Who your mind wants to behold. If you don't like what you see, Look inside yourself. Don't blame me. For in this life I am To be Free. Free from the faces you place upon me. Free from the attitudes you seem to see. Free from your chaos, your disunity. Free faces. Leave me be To my Faces of Peace. To you I give all that I am Its because of you I am a better woman So many rainy days have come and gone In your arms I feel safe and that I belong When I awake I have thoughts of love I envision you're smile, could you really be the one I do not know just what I want But when I'm with you, I feel the love Thoughts like these play with my heart There's something about you that made me put down

Guest Post
Antique Persian Rugs highly regarded for their craftsmanship, beauty, and history, and dazzled admirers as far back as Alexander II. The fine antiques can only be fully appreciated through and understanding of where and how they came to be.An authentic Persian rug should be crafted in Iran, formerly known as Persia. The techniques used to create Persian Rugs are rooted in ancient tradition, built as far as 500 BC Pazyric carpet is the oldest surviving Persian rug, in 2500 years, and amazingly, still retains its vibrant colors. Because they are hand-woven, each rug is not only unique, but you let a viewer talking about tribal weavers and personal history. Intricate patterns of A Persian rug is made of pictographs, each with their own meaning, meant to record the weaver, or the recipient, personal history. Hundreds of plant and animal symbols, each with a unique sense, make up the lexicon of carpet, while the colors in which they are rendered represents more esoteric concepts, such as j

Life
I Think This Is A Needless Accident,I Want To Know What The Hell The Police Were Doing? If Anyone In The Jacksonville Area Has Any Info Please Call The Jacksonville P.D. Thank You. JACKSONVILLE, Fla. -- Jacksonville authorities are searching for a hit-and-run driver after finding a man dead in the middle of Beach Boulevard early Sunday morning. The incident took place at about 3 a.m., and 21-year-old Tyler Beggs was found in the westbound lanes of Beach Boulevard near Desalvo Road. According to authorities, Beggs had been lying in the road before he was struck. Rescue personnel responded to the scene and pronounced Beggs dead. After losing his youngest son, Beggs' father, Michael Beggs, is on a quest for answers. "Because of the circumstances, I don’t know if it could have been avoided but at the same time we want to know what happened," Beggs said. "He was definitely hit by a car on Beach Boulevard and died instantly, they said, of massive upper body injuries."

A Childs Dream;a Parents Fear
Well here i go again, blabbing about my son! But isn't that what mom's do?!...lol Grant has about two 1/2 weeks left and then he will be home! At times i didn't think it was ever gonna end! He did well on his M16 qualifying, got Marksman. Although he wasn't too happy thta he didn't make expert marksmen, he's only 19 he has time to improve. But he's alot like me, when i strive to reach a certain goal. I get pissed if I miss the mark, and try it until I do! Just the perfectionist VIRGO in me I guess!....Certain friends know what is going on with Grant, and i can't wait to hug him abd kiss him, tell him how much i missed him....then give him a rude piece of SMALITY! What is this u ask? A word my brother and I came up with to describe a motha fu**in smack of reality! ...lmao. and my son does know this! you guys remember how it was to be a teen....think they know everything!! I will keep everyone posted on how he does and his graduation....as long as the ptb's allow this to stay on!

Song Lyrics
Already Over Cue the music, Curtain falls, The lights all fade to gray. Don't think there'll be an encore For our secret Passion Play. It's time to play the final card In a game I now despise. To me it seems so obvious- To you it's such a big surprise. It's already over- If I stayed here, I'd only make you cry. It's already over- We can't move forward, So let's move on... Bye-bye. They say parting is such sweet sorrow, But I'm still looking for the sweet. I feel just like a baby- These tears don't miss a beat. And I'd rather be anyone but Here And anyplace else but Me. I'll just climb inside my head awhile- My demons have a date with me. It's already over- if I stayed here, I'd only make you cry. It's already over- We can't move forward, So let's move on... Bye-bye. So go ahead, and hate me now For breaking-up on the phone. But I know that I'd crack if i saw your face- I deserve to be alone. And I hate that i still love you, girl- An

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