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ShadowFate666's blog: "boredom"

created on 10/13/2006  |  http://fubar.com/boredom/b13503

life

Well, i got a phone call last week from one of my brothers, telling me my other brother was in the hospital. its been wicked stressful worrying about him. he has cancer. and they gave me 6 months. he ad a surgery to remove it. But they didn't get all of it and it spread. now this kind of bums me out. they live in a different state. i have seen either of them for 10 years. we lost contact for awhile, and just recently started getting back in contact and getting to know each other. and i feel like i am being selfish for wishing there was more time to get to know him better. it sucks that stuff like this happens to such good people. he has 3 kids and they are really sad and that is understandable. i just wish there was something i could do . i hate that someone who i just started to get to know again and getting close to is going to die. i know most people will say make the best out of the time you have with them now, and i intend to . I just cant stand to see someone suffer. it's just messed up how life works sometimes. i know this has probably been said a million times. why do bad things happen to good people. well i think this is the answer. good people just have bad luck. i hope that isn't true but that's what it seems to be like in this crazy world of ours. I'm pretty much posting this because well i want to vent. and i know i vent a lot to certain people who i love and care about with all my heart. so i really don't care if no one reads this i just want to get this all off my chest. basically a way for me to get this all out of my head ,so i can relax and stop thinking about it even if its only for an hour. its been pretty much the only thing on my mind since i found out. and I'm not posting this to get pity or to have someone pray for my brother. its just a way for me to get these things off my chest. so honestly if someone reads this cool if not then well its helped me . and that is pretty much all i have to say.......... Trev

song

My eyes are open wide And by the way, I made it Through the day I watched the world outside By the way, I'm leaving out Today Well, I just saw hailey's Comet shooting Said why you always running In place? Even the man in the Moon disappears Somewhere in the Stratosphere [Chorus] Tell my mother, Tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying... Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance Please don't cry One tear for me I'm not afraid of What I have to say This is my one and Only voice So listen close, it's Only for today Well, I just saw hailey's Comet shooting Said why you always running In place? Even the man in the Moon disappears Somewhere in the Stratosphere [Chorus] Tell my mother, Tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying... Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance Heres my chance This is my chance Tell my mother, Tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying... Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance [x2] this is from the band shine down. for some reason it reminds me of my family to much and myself. dont know if thats a good or bad thing just thought id share that with you lol

I'm sick

Well, I am sick it sucks. I have a head cold,and it's driving me nuts. I can't breath and my lungs are all blah. probably not a good idea that im smoking at the moment but eh to hell with it. I hardly ever write blogs. normally if people want to know how i am doing they can just ask. but eh i am kind of bored at the moment so i thought i would write a blog that has no point . I thought id just write this and see what happens probably wont get many views but guess what oh well lol. I'm going to a concert on the 15 to see blind melon. that will be pretty bad ass. even tho shannon hoon is dead. the new singer isnt all that bad. I'm trying to level yet again lol. im doing pretty good on my own shockingly. i never ask for help or for vip blast blah blah blah. but i guess thats becuz i dont like people buying me things. i always feel guilty about it after they do. I feel like i owe them something. strange i know but thats just how i am. I'm watching TMNT right now the cartoon version. its awesome i remember watching this as a kid. the originals were awesome. but i still say spiderman is so much better than any super hero's :D well thats about all i got to really talk about. so well have a good day enjoy yourself peace love and well later. lol

curious

im just curious i think its kind of pathetic peopel on here take things either to serious . or they get offended over nothing. if something offends you dont look at it its pretty simple. why be so narrow minded and let things get to you? dont you think if something offended someone the simplest thing they could do is either NOT READ it or DONT LOOK ... i mean come on people its the internet grow up

this sucks

well this sucks ass. they cut my hours at work so now im only workin 18 hours a week . so im lookin for a new job i have saturday sunday and monday off.this really blows but i guess ill live. im gonna look for a new job and hopefully one that pays good well thats about all i got to say for now hmmm i wonder if anyone really reads this lol well later peeps trevor

sweetttttt

well im happy as hell. I got my tickets to go see stone sour flyleaf disturbed and nonpoint. it will be the 2nd time seeing stone sour and flyleaf this year. so im pretty happy about that well i guess ill post another blog later peace yall

work sucks

well work sucked ass last night i got sick and still worked. but i need the money so i might as well keep workin even if im sick. im tired as hell but im gonna stay up for awhile. its 8:30 am and i just got out of work an hour ago. im bored out of my mind as usual not to many people are online at this time in the morning. well thats all i gotta say for now talk to ya laterz people peace trevor

sickness

well lets see im sick it sucks i hate it . i am bored out of my midn as always. this is my first blog on here. wish i had something interesting to say but im kind of a boring person . so hmmm what to talk about . well i have 3 days off well 2 now. work sucks so much. i work with this guy who i cant stand and wish i could beat the hell out of . but i dont want to lose my job . soo i guess that all for now peace trevor
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