My Share..
The girl you just called fat..She's on diet pills. The girl you just called ugly.. She spends hours putting makeup on hoping people will like her. The boy you just tripped.. He is abused enough at home. See the man with the ugly scars.. He fought for his country. The 14 year old girl with a kid, that you just called a slut... She got raped. That guy you just made fun of for crying.. His mother is dying. people have already enough sorrow to deal with,pleas e don't give them anymore just cause you wanna crack a joke!Put this as your status if your against bullying. I bet 95%of you won't re-post, but I'm sure the people with a heart will ♥...Thank you sleep are such a waste of time.. when your in it but your not really mine… and what is the future for you and I.. cause even now we say goodbye.. why can’t the two of us be forever with you.. radio active rays are visibly you.. i keep expensing days.. i spent each night on you… dont say goodbye if you dont

This And That
I think it's no surprise to anyone that families fuction in a uniquely dysfunctional way, and that there are ugly secrets behind every seemingly functional family. Mine is no different. In the recent past (last year or so), my sister has continued a downward spiral into drug abuse and psychotic behavior. When it really started to get the worst, she decided that she would go and get pregnant because she needed someone who loved her.  She got pregnant while on drugs (enough to kill an elephant at that) and miscarried several times. She finally got pregnant the last time, and it stuck. Instead of deciding to quit taking the drugs, or get some kind of help, she continued on, business as usual, getting high.  She landed herself in jail (again) while she was 3 months pregnant. She then admitted to the drugs use of cocaine, oxycontin, xanax, and aderall, daily, mind you. She had it in her head that everyone wanted her to have an abortion and that she wouldn't be able to hold the pregnancy a

Rants
Ok its about that time I get a few things that piss me off annoy or otherwise make ones mind go crazy out there in the open. Lets call it an inside to things that just plain out frustrate me :)    First on the list shall be the lying ass people. I wont generalize cause well lets face it men and women both fucking lie. they lie to get what they want need and or desire in life. if it be to get their bills paid for em. to level on this site. to advance in their jobs. everyone at one point in time has lied to get something achieved.    Im sure your sitting there reading this going pfft wtf like this bitch sits here and talks all this shit like she aint never lied a day in her life. well i will admit back in the days of HIGH school yeah i told a few but now that i am an ADULT i try my very hardest to not go there. Plus well in all honesty i dont have time to keep lies straight. Trying to remember who you told what to and when yeah too much damn work for me if you ask me. So its much mor

Freedom Exercised
                It has come to this. I sooner or later I knew it would. It took them a year and a half to catch up to the excellence that was RNR, (Revolution Nation Radio for those that don't remember), another 6 months to decipher what I did in Club StarStruck, and finally they have come close. AM I pissed? Have something that you created and took pride in stolen. One could say that it was a good run. In the end, it's simply what I have always dealt with and it sadly is what it is. Intimidated people trying to imitate in the hopes that one day they will be me.  It's sad really.                 Aside from the anger, and Rage and wanton desire to shove a tire iron through their neck, I feel a slight pity for these poor bastards. These are the ones the principal release from locker incarceration in high school . The ones everyone thought would bring C4 to their Reunion. These are the fakes and two faced people the masses talk about on a daily basis. they simply want to be accepted howe

Broken Heart
My 24 yr old son has been dating a 20 yr old girl for 2 yrs now, she's got a wonderful little boy that I love just like my own grandson...The baby's dad is worthless, just got out of jail a few months ago after being in there for  about a year...Kyle finds out that she's been taking the baby to a drug house where he hangs & hides from another drug dealer he ripped off...The drug dealer he ripped off pounded his face in with a brick 2 weeks ago, and won't care who is around if he runs into him again...Someone told Kyle about her taking the baby down there and he questioned her about it at first she lied and said no, then later confessed that she had been...It's not that Kyle doesn't want the child to see his father, he just wants him to see him at the fathers aunt's house where he's in a safe enviornment...He love the baby like he is his own son...Long story short, he packs up their  belongings and takes her to her fathers house, he said he can't stay with someone that he doesn't trust,

Fubar
Ok Ok Ok... Damn Enuff About the "God Mode" Bling... So what, LOTS of ppl aren't happy with the change but you gotta give Fu credit for using your hard earned money to make you geinea pigs. QUIT YOUR BITCHING... everywhere I go it's QQ over the bling, WTF ppl??? I got LINCHED cuz I made the statement that it changed SOME (not all but SOME) ppl and it killed the true meaning of the "Family" box on here... but ya know what? Not 1 person in my family sold me out or removed me from theirs over the bling. Ppl hurt ppl that really thought they where friends and were tight, for more points... lol Now I know this is "JUST A GAME" but the ppl behind the screens PLAYING this game are VERY real and have feelings, form attachments... Now I know a lot of you are reading this saying "so fucking what if they take it to seriously" THAT MY FRIENDS IS MY FUCKING POINT!!! If they shouldn't care why should you? I mean seriously, giving 100 credits to fu is better that stickin' $65.00 work of smack in

I'm Gonna Say What The Fuck I Feel
This heart has turned into a mere accessory Life seems to have made quite a mess of me Faster and faster I’m running in place Only to escape looking myself in the face I know me so well; I know I don’t know me In a room full of people I’ll still feel lonely Wondering whose watching, waiting, judging Wondering whose lying, sneaking, fucking   I don’t Do you love me?                 Do you love me? -->I don’t

Goodbye Fu
  Hello friends,        Recently I realized I need to make some changes in my life to better myself, FU is 1 of those changes. In a couple weeks I will be leaving FU, and I wanted you all to know instead of just vanishing..      I also want you all to know there is nobody to blame nor am I mad or upset with anyone!! If anything I am happy for all the Love you all have shown me over the few years I have been here, there are a few very special people on here that I have grown very fond of, and of course I will not miss the drama LOL, I have made many friends on here, some real and true, I have also lost a few, but things happen for a reason...      There is 1 lady I will always hold close to my heart because without her I would have never learned some things about myself I never knew LOL Thank you!!! (You know who you are)      Walking away is not that easy because of all of you!!! But I must do this to go find me again, If anyone wants to keep in touch I do have Facebook and Myspac

Hi Hunnies
It went ok and stuff at the dr. I am still broken..imagine that lol still waiting on appt dates..imagine that   he gave me pills for insomnia and is concerned :) lawdefawkingdaw.... I am in lots of pain,but it will be okies and stuffs   my peyton turns 10 saturday and I turn old monday.... that boy is the best birthday present in the world    lots of love and all

Just Saying
Over this year that has passed as well as many before, I have came to relize that time has changed us all ..a little more scorn a little less loving ,As i listen to to where are you christmas from faith hill i cant help but cry just a lil , not because im sad but because i feel it so strongly  Why as adults do we forget the carefree person we once were ... can we ever really return to innocence as 2012 approches , the mayans predicted a new enlightment , my hope is that maybe just maybe me and my loved ones rather its friends fam etc..I wish this for u all as well  can try to find that innocence we once had .. as this holiday season rolls in lets all try to find that happy christmas ,or what ever your holiday is ... feeling the warmth the smiles the way eggnog on ur nose makes u giggle at u and ur friends enjoy ur season I HEART U ALL ....godbless   bignico:hey there can i ask u something hey can i ask u something cutie can i ask u something cutie pie hey there c

Just Speaking
I've been on this site for many, many many years...deleted a few pages and yet keep coming back and creating new pages, all due to the many people and "friends" I have made on here. I must say this site has changed...there are so many self centered, selfish, begging, need to be center of attention human beings on here and lately (the past year), I've noticed that if you don't have money to spend or lies to spit around or promises to meet in person with others or if you ain't a model or have model looks, then you don't get no where...and this is MY OPINION, so if you don't like it, then so be it. I ain't one to hold my tongue on anything and I've pissed off quite a few people with this aspect of me but those that really know me and are a true friend in my life, then you all appreciate that aspect about me. I have spent thousands of dollars on here over the years and never ever asked for anything in return and yet I do get something in return...I get blocked/deleted/cussed out/talked abo

Life And Times Of Big Money Rich
as many of you may or may not have know  i went to see the doctor last week...over all im in pretty good shape heart is fine bp is norm i check out pretty well... Only thing is i have been in alot of pain for the past several months  and had to get it checked out .. was hoping it was just me getting older  the achs and pains that come with age... I got some news i didnt want  but i did in someway expect . I was told i have a rare type of bone cancer that ony has about a 3% sirvivoiral rate...I beat this crap 10 years ago and i plan on doing it again!!!!!!!! im just writing to let everyone know and to ask for your support and friendship in this time i will need it if im going to make it thank you all for your friendship and prayers big money Over the last few weeks i have spent a ton of time in court. I am in a custidy battle for my little girl . she is only 12 and from the age of 6 to 10 was rapped ... Also abused by her mother.. i wont mention any names or go into great details

View Me
Christmas is full of cheer, but Dad your not here. My feelings are of tears. We had great times thru the years. Your still in my heart , after all you help create me from the start. We will never be apart. You were a beloved father. I will get thru the sorrow. So DAD,Merry Christmas in heaven. You are my angel glowing on top the tree.   Love you Forever.   Lost Book I always felt like I was a princess who got lost in the wrong story. Where was my Knight in shining armor? Where was my kiss instead of pain? Where was the one to love and not hurt? Where were the words to say ?My lady:May I have your hand? That I may kiss your beauty? But instead I got . What's this about kissing your hand? Your no better then anyone else. Where is the words? Your beauty captures my soul to look upon it. You shine with great glory to only be treated as a princess(my princess) But as we all know fairytales are for books never true. So I stay lonely and blue. Love can not find me.  I

My X-mas Tree.
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Thoughts
no matter how i try i can never get away, it is always here no matter the time, However you want to put it, I am dieing inside myself, knowing always of being alone, forever hated for my loveless life, Will the shadows be my home, or shall they remain my tomb, where i lay dieing inside. No matter the words passed from your lips, Though doubts burden you daily, get over it you have my heart, my love is unconditional, You say you want me happy, And that i find true, Becayuse your what makes that happen, You talk about your flaws as if they matter, But you must always remember, My love for you is unconditional, No one can part our hearts if we stop them, But none will take me from you, Because you are my sun and moon, It was you who made life worth living, Yet still you doubt my feelings, But all i can say is these words, My love for you is unconditional. The wind whispers soft through the curtain, Though she never knew for certain, With a tenderness only a

Some Of My Writing...
I walk into the room and a slight chill runs down my spine. I am being watched. I feel your eyes upon me and know you are there in the shadows watching me. My eyes close in a thrill of pleasure and then I can smell your cologne and my breath comes out in a sigh. I feel you behind me now. Your warm, strong arms comming around me in a protective embrace. Your hands slide up the smooth fabric of my dress to cup my breasts and I feel your breath at my neck a moment before you place your sweet lips against my pulse. I am filled with sensations of your touch and smell. My mouth opens, longing for a taste of you as you kiss and nip at my throat. I feel your thick member rise between my ass cheeks, prodding them and seeking a warm wet place to hide. One of your hands comes free from my breast and tangles in my hair to pull my head to the side and up that you might claim my waiting mouth. Your kiss singes my soul with its ferocity and passion. I moan ever so softly and you reply wit

National Kidney Foundation
As some of my friends know, I have a disease, called Polycystic kidneys. I have inherited this from my mother's side. I am writing to ask for donations . I am in the National Kidney Foundation walk, here in Boston, on May 17th. And, I want to raise at least $500.00 with my team. so please, click on this link, and donate for me?   Any and all help will be appreciated. Thank You from the bottom of my heart! I guess i thought i actually had some friends on here. But, now i see that i realy didn't!  What a shame, you say you care about someone, then you don't show it. I think that is rude and uncalled for. If you don't want to be friends, well, then don't ask me to do anything for you! All i asked was for donations, to a great cause,, beause I am one of those people who will need this company,, in the very near future! And do you help me? Of course not,, why would you? I'm of no consequence to any of you! However,, To Seroquel, Dream fae, my cousin Delilah, and Reload,,,,we did rais

09 Spring Fling Auction
I'M IN AN AUCTION THAT IS BEING RUN BY THE WONDERFUL MzCh@osR☼xx R/L Wifey 2 TinMan22/Im Hers-Just Your Average Military Woman/IOwnSexyMexicanChica PLS COME CHECK OUT WHAT I'M OFFERING AND MAKE A BID...WHILE YOU'RE AT THE AUCTION, PLS R/F/A HER SHE IS A GREAT PERSON & FRIEND...WHILE CHECKING OUT THE OTHER PPL IN THE AUCTION, PLS RATE THEM WHILE YOU'RE THERE...THANK YOU AND PLS REPOST THIS... THIS BULLY WAS MADE BY & BORROWED FROM THE BEAUTIFUL ¢¼Diana¢¼ 2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar PLS SHOW HER LOVE TOO...SHE'S A GREAT FRIEND!!!

Tutorial
ok so ive been asked a million times how to change an animated Gif file such as this 1 img a               First off unlike sum assholes on here that wanna charge something for info or to do this i for 1 dont charge anything i simply enjoy teaching peaople new things so on with the tutorial...     First u need 2 programs (yes i know u can do it with 1 but they look like shit that way) i use Photoshop CS4 and jasc animation shop   first off open the raw animation pic in jasc animation shop i chose this 1   img b               once open click on File at top then click on save as, save the GIF file as a AVI file now minamize animation shop   open Photoshop cs4 at top click on file then click IMPORT and then click VIDEO FRAMES TO LAYERS as seen here   img c   now again click file then open at top open the picture u want to add to the animated file once it opens u wanna use the marquee tool as seen here   img d make sure u right click on the marquee tool

Name And I
Im a bitch and Names a seagull, we decided were clearing out some riff raff on our friends list.... Just to let everyone know.. that is all!! oh and yes im home and I have lots of work so I figuired Id blog. Flaky and Name

Truth
The love of truth" is a highly significant expression. One will never be disposed to accept truth until he possesses a love for the truth. Embracing truth depends almost entirely upon one's attitude toward truth. If one is disinterested in truth, he will never search for truth.  Truth is to be discovered. "Seek and ye shall find." Seldom does one "stumble onto" truth. It is imperative that one cultivate a love for truth if he would come to possess truth. If one possesses not the truth, there is only one alternative. Those who possess not truth are possessors of untruth. They are victims of error. Having failed to embrace truth, they necessarily embrace untruth. The man who holds not truth is a prey to lies, and if one's faith rests upon lies, he stands condemned.                                                               As some of you know for the past few years I have been a single dad of two very wonderful sons . Needless to say with work and all it was a full time job . I

Short Stories
There she was. Again. As I was looking out from my bathroomwindow. Third day in a row I see her standing under a tree, not close enough to recognize her. But still... I've lived here for 12 years now, never have I seen someone standing under the tree before. My gut tells me it's her. Can't be someone else. I finish shaving and decide to go for a walk. It's my day off and since there's nothing else I have to do, I'm going to check it out. It's on my way to the store as well, in case it was a false alarm. Once outside I hate myself for leaving my appartment. It's too damn cold to go for a walk, so I really hope she's still there. One might say I'm a nosy person. Last night I was laying awake for hours. Thinking who the woman might be. Don't know why she was standing there in the street, but she was looking at my windows. Not anyone else's. Damn. She's not there anymore. There's nobody under the tree. There's not a single person in the street. Too damn cold. Was it only a dream? Some

Self
I once read that a mans value is measured by his wealth. This made no sense to me ,for I thought value and wealth were the same thing. I excepted this theory and tried in my life to strive for wealth. As i got older I attained money and figured since i had wealth i had defined my value. Then, i realized one day the true meaning of wealth.I lost everything i cared about in my life,although i still had monetary value, I had lost the most important thing in my life. She was the moon and the stars to me. When i saw her smile, I smiled. When i saw her cry I cried. when she hurt i hurt, when she laughed, we laughed. Nothing could prepare me for our wedding day I knew she was the one i wanted to spend my life with, I never even had a second thought about it. When she showed up to the wedding it was supposed to be the happiest day of our lives together, the only problem was, she was only there to tell me she did not love me anymore and could not mar

Wtf
  1.Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work. One point to BEER 2.Warm beer tastes awful. One point to VAGINA 3.A really cold beer is satisfying. One point to BEER 4.If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. One point to VAGINA 5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being. 6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. One point to VAGINA 7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any vagina in public, you become a legend. One point to VAGINA 8. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of vag

Girl Friday
Girl Friday gets her RewardFrom Part 5a:He looked pleased, and moved slightly closer to her "Very well, open your mouth just a bit more..."  She opened her mouth at his request, straining to reach his cock.  He moved closer to her mouth, preparing to let her reach him.  There was a knock at the door.  "Ah, excuse me for just a moment, dear." Girl Friday gazed at him, a shocked look on her face.  "I know, I know.  I always leave orders that we are not to be disturbed..."  She fought the urge to tug at the chains.  She watching longingly as his put his cock back in his pants, and zipped them up.  "Stay right there please."  He walked to the door, out of sight.  She laughed quietly.  "You have your small jokes, dear, I have mine." he replied.The Boss had never allowed interruptions before.  Girl Friday wondered what was going on now, with her in her new outfit, her nipples pinched and sore, chained to the Boss's desk with her bottom totally exposed.  She was terribly aroused

Fvckoff
This is a bit of a re-write from a blog I posted last night, so apologies Bwhere...I deleted it because I didn't want to perpetuate negativity.   But apparently others do...so let's try and be a lil constructive here.   First off - by running someone off a website, what are you accomplishing? Punishing him? That's what a legal system is for. Making him feel bad? He'd have to have a conscience. A moral stance? Well, I'll come back to that one.   Basically, to me, it's the 'out of sight out of mind' mentality at work - he's not a risk to any children on an adult website...so it doesn't actually matter if it makes you uncomfortable...you have to be a grown up and just suck some things up. I don't like a lot of things (sexual offenders included) but guess what? THEY'RE AMONGST US.   So, you're giving him more attention than he has probably EVER HAD - and as we all know, it doesn't matter if it's bad attention, ANY attention is good for the fucked up. And you're wanting to add

Lowlife Reptilian Scumfucks
Suppose you offered your home to a family member, their fiancee, and his kids while they were supposed to be fixing their house so they could move into it. You do this out of the goodness of your heart because you don't want to see the kids homeless. So, a month goes by and NOTHING has been done with their place except more damage in the name of repairing it. The fiancee's sister comes to town and without asking, it is simply assumed that it's OK, she moves into your house as well, with her two kids. Let's also suppose that you ask for nothing in return for your hospitality except for buying food and doing a few household chores. This goes on for 7 months before the manager of the park (yeah it's a trailer pa...err, mobile home community) tell you that having 13 people in your house is not allowed for obvious reasons. Said manager comes to your house one night and informs the 7 others "staying" there that they have until the end of the month to vacate, and the sister, who never filled

The Reason Why Decent People Cannot Have A Good Time Here.
I have a friend on here, and several other friends of mine have noted this, that they are continually being hit on by men and women who want them (my friend(s)) to exchange NSFW pictures, or webcam with them naked.  My friend(s) say "No", but that doesn't seem good enough. I have advised them to inform the webmasters and real life managers of this site, of the offenders. Hopefully, they will eradicate these violators. In many states, webcam'ng in the nude is a felony cybercrime, and you can (men and women both) be arrested, should the offended party take it to that level. Extremely embarrasing to be put on the "Sex Offender" list of you local, state, and Federal law enforcement agencies. Plus, most sex offenders are on this site and many more like it. To you, who are on that list already, you can be arrested and your suspended sentence will become active and you will go to prison. You will serve your remaining time, and the time for this conviction.  So, my advice: when a woman, or man

Girls
                                         GIRLS                                ARE LIKE APPLES                         ON TREES. THE BEST ONES                  ARE AT THE TOP OF THE TREE. THE                BOY'S DON'T WANT TO REACH FOR THE           GOOD ONES BECAUSE THEY'RE AFRAID OF        FALLING AND GETTING HURT. INSTEAD, THEY    JUST GET THE ROTTEN APPLES FROM THE GROUND  THAT AREN'T AS GOOD, BUT EASY. SO&

Pics, Salutes..ect
OK..I will be doing salutes this week!   If u r US Military & want a salute from me let me know! I will do one nsfw & one sfw!   If u r a friend & just want one I will do u a sfw one unless we talk about something else!   Just message me or leave a comment here letting me know u want one!   I will also be doing nsfw salutes 4 all of my crushes as well!   Thanks, SexyBiChris =)

My Feelings About September 11th
I couldn't imagine being on a plane thinking I was going home to see my family and never make it...   I couldn't imagine being in the WTC and just went to work to feed my family and the last thing I see before I die is a plane coming toward my office and not having a chance to say goodbye...   I couldn't imagine being on the floor above the plane crash and feeling like suicide was my only way out...   I couldn't imagine being a firefighter and going into the WTC to save lives and lose mine ...   I couldn't imagine waiting for my loved one to come out of the WTC only for them to never make it...   I couldn't imagine growing up without my mom or dad because a terrorist killed them for his beliefs...   COULD YOU IMAGINE?? I WILL REMEMBER  9/11 LIKE I DO MY NAME...ITS SOMETHING I CAN'T EVER FORGET!!

Help?
Alright my lovely fu's... I'm usually never really asking for much of anything, this I know. IDK if you guys noticed that by now... If I ever ask for anything, I offer something in return. Never anything like camming/nudes. Please, I have this thing called dignity and class. Well, for my birthday, I'm torn between wanting spotlight... And wanting to be that lime green color. You know, just cause. IDK if that's too big of a goal. I do want to see if I could do both, for my birthday. Think it could happen? Would you be ever-so-kind enough to help and assist? Just a thought. And it just might annoy some fu-h0ars. So... If you're anti-fu-h0ars, this would be a decent cause. LOL You know, the ones that did all and bared all to get their "social status". The ones that lost that thing called dignity a-ways back, and forgot what friends really are... Anyone who donates fu-bucks will be bombed on my birthday, given a salute, and have a spot in my about me section. As far as

Ramblings From A Dark Soul
Shadow Dancer   I lingered in the shadows, Far from the pulsing lights, My thoughts and peace to gather In the welcoming quiet of night.   Above a black tapestry of starlit silk, Wrapped in ghostly moon glow, I settled in to smoke and ponder All the things I didn’t know.   I looked up and found her before me - I had not heard her draw near. For all my scars and hard countenance She looked at me without fear.   Something glittered behind her eyes, A light that in mine had fled, And a soft smile rested on her face, Still watching me without dread.   I was bewildered, caught off guard; She’d found my secret place. Protests, flight, some action to take All faded in the light of her gaze.   She smiled warmly and turned away, Gave me a another glance, And in a clearing lit by stars, This mystery began to dance.   Words are my life but they fail To describe that shadowy scene, There was anguish, longing and hope there, And all the emotions in bet

Breast Cancer Awareness
Many of you know "THE Slut", some of you don't and whether you like him or not he has a way to show some support for October's Breast Cancer Awareness month. He is auctioning off his points for 12 hours during a Happy Hour. You get to choose the date and time of the HH and he will be running some special ability bling as well during this HH. The ONLY offers he is accepting for this auction is Breast Cancer Awareness Ribbons. He has two Happy Hours to auction off. Also, he will give is points away daily for just 3 ribbons if you are not interested in the HH.   So, if you need some extra points and can spare the credits for the ribbon stop by "THE Slut" and give him a hollar. http://www.fubar.com/theslut

My Truth
The Truth Of My Life Will Never Be Know, The Truth Of My Heart Will Never Be Shown. People Who See Me May See What They Will, But I Know The Real Me And That's Part Of The Deal. My Heart And My Soul Are Not Worn On My Sleeve, The Mask That I Wear Makes It Hard To Believe. I Love And I Hate I Laugh And I Cry, I Feel All Emotions Every Day That Goes By. My Love For You All Can Never Be Shown, How Truly I Feel It That Will Never Be Known. Not In This Life And Not In This World, Not Till I'm Gone Will It All Be Unfurled. I Say This To You My Family And Friends, In Hopes That You All Can Begin To Comprehend. Just Love Me And Care Just Show Me Your There, For This Life Most Times Is Just So Unfair. So Now I Ask You Dont Judge Me Look Deeper Than That, Lets All Sit Down And Have A Little Chat. The People You Love Keep Close By Your Side, And All Hold On Tight This Is A Bumpy Ride. Through The Ups And The Downs Next To You Ill Be, And Hope That One Day You Can All See. The Truth That

I Am Inzombiac
Salutes   Want a salute from me ? How about a video salute ? Well then lets talk...   x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x   Video Salutes 1,500,000 Fubucks + 6 Bling Pack Or 12 Bling Pack Will get you: 3+ Mins of Video with a shot out to you x-x-x 2,000,000 Fubucks + 12 Bling Pack Or 25 bling Pack Will get you: 10+ Mins of Video with a shout out to you your name put on my chest and a hand made salute to you as a photo that you can rip    

Poetry ...
In this cold yet warming room, I feel alive,Though I am dead.I can't feel any pain, Yet my mind remembers how things feel,So now it all shall begin..I lay here, On what is but a steel table,My clothing removed by scissors, Stripped I am, Baring it all, I can not move a limb, I can not even move my lips, So that they may know I am still some how alive...My glasses missing so my vision is blurred, My possessions all gone.This person above me, I do not know his name, Yet he seems to look at me in wonder,He walks around me and thinks out loud,  How did it happen?Was this killer insane?What caused so much blood loss?What did one do to this body and make it so bruised?How could one even hurt this small girl, With nothing left yet the horrid memories that are locked away in her brain?He proceeds to do his work, He takes my hands and moves them slow,As if I am but a fragile soul,He cares for me like no other for one last time,By positioning my body like so,Gently closing my mouth, My eyes he b

Life And Living
    There comes a time in your life, when you walk away from all the drama and the people who create it. Surround yourself with people who make you laugh, forget the bad, and focus on the good. Love the people who treat you right, and pray for the ones who don't. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Falling down is a part of LIFE, Getting back up is LIVING

Family Week
Since my family is so awsum i think u guys deserve a family week from urs truley:P So heres what im doing....I will be alturizing 3-7 people from my family thru out this week starting Monday. I will try and do it on bonus days so theres an extra benefit.  If I choose you and u would like sumthing run just send it on over. I will polish bomb whatever...I will also be dedicating 2 or my 3 pimpouts to my family memebers everyday this week as well.  I will try and look at leveling requirements and see if sumone needs a ton of ablilty points so i can help them as well. If you are close to leveling leave a message here or my pm and i will make sure i get ya:P I HEART YOU GUYS ssssooo much u are the absolute best and are always here for me when i need u! love always ur crazy rabbit friend:P

Every Good Things Goes Bad
The personal consequences of one's actions are in proportion to the good or bad intentions towards others.  My actions have not always been as they should have been and I realize that they will not always be perfect in the future.  If there was any one things I could change it would be the past. I wish the wrong in my life could be over looked and that the actions of the present could be taken in consideration. I wonder if all this will pay off in the end; if my life will be whole again. I wonder if I will ever walk around as the strong confident man I once was. I’m embarrassed of who I have become and what I have done lately.  I’m a weak soul. How do you pick yourself up when you feel like your only solution doesn’t want to be there as you fall?!?!  The person that I slowly pushed away isnt the one running back to let me know that everything’s going to be ok? What do you do when you feel like you have nothing and no one to let you know that they are there?

Naked Singularity
I'll be on The Thomas Miller Show this Wednesday 5/25/2011 from 9am - 11am. I'll be answering your questions and playing a special version of "You Never Knew Me"!   Tune in Wednesday from anywhere in the world online at: http://www.thomasmillershow.com/ (click the green listen button) Drop Thomas an e-mail if you have any questions for me!! XOXO Hope to have you all listening this Wednesday  morning! (for more recent updates please visit my blogspot)    Saturday, April 2, 2011 The Debut Album Drops on iTunes MY mom is my biggest fan, let me say that again my mom is my BIGGEST fan. When she heard her baby girl was recording an album she told everyone,I mean everyone. My mom runs a preschool, she spends most of her time changing diapers and naming states on the map. In other words, she isn't so into the "hip" music scene as she calls it. When she saw the video for the first time, she didn't care

Totally Need To Vent
My brother is the town sprem donor and I have several nephews and a niece I try to see and take care of as often as possible.   Well I just found out my nephew (who is 2) just climbed out his brothers window and went to the neighbors house to pet their dog.   His mother had no clue he was missing until the neighbors knocked on the door asking if she lost anything.   The window he "climbed" out of had a TV in front of it and is at least 6 foot off the ground. She says he is perfectly fine and has no   bruises, scratches or anything. I am freaking the fuck out here and she is saying it's no big deal. WHAT THE FUCK??????????   She is a poor excuse for a mother and I am going to do all I can to get custdy of him. She posted this shit on her Facebook page   which I saved in cause I need it later and is telling me I should calm down. I am in full panic attack mode and this so didn't help   with the pounding in my head.    You may continue with your Fu experience and thank you

Poems
The Soldier gets a letter saying he has to go to war His wife is 8 months pregnant The soldier has to leave for war His wife is almost going into labor The wife just had a daughter The Soldier hasn't slept in days His wife can't sleep cause of the baby The Soldier after 3 months finally gets a phone call home He finally hears his daughter cry The Soldier is killed by a surprise bombing His daughter says daddy for the first time Now his wife is a widow The daughter never met her father He died for his country They gave his wife a pin and flag All they could say was I am sorry The daughter never knew her father. Our Son, the Soldier How great a man he must be To be joined in the fight to Set another part of the world free   Our Son the Soldier So very proud of you we are To all of us who love you You will always be our shining star   Our Son the Soldier So far from home and in a foreign place Just close your eyes to See a familiar face.   Our Son the So

Sick Of Fuwhores!
It's pretty fucking sad when females on this site (not all) feel they can charge people bling credits, bling, fubucks ect... for access to nude pictures of themselves. Has anyone ever taken the time to look at some of these girls salute pics? seriously, there are girls on here that have no business being naked in the shower let alone CHARGING guys to see nude pictures! Just the other day I saw a newbie come in and within 6 hours she was fuwhoring. How is it that a guy and a girl can join the same exact day and a month later the guy is a level 24 (if he's lucky) and the girl is a 28? Its bullshit that the females are allowed to fuwhore at all. I think if a girl is fuwhoring, she should be banned for life. 1. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Any separation from you is likely to be painful. 2. Give me time to understand what you want of me. 3. Place your trust in me. It is crucial for my well-being. 4. Don't be angry with me for long and don't lock me up as punishment. You have y

Life. Love And Fubar
OK, well I guess this has to be the last update of this blog, the reasons for which will become apparent if you read on a little.. Chemo has started and bar the odd nausea session and the ever present tiredness, that seems to be going ok... Radiotherapy started too... Unfortunately, that has been a problem. Things aren't going great and they have had to stop.. The reason?? Well I'm lead to understand that radiotherapy irradiates the general area where the cancer is and kills the cells there. This is actually quite a good thing because whereas cancer cells don't regenerate, the human bodys cells do! Yayy!! Way to go cells!! Yeah, they regenerate and become as good as new... all except mine! Mine for some reason disintergrate. After just 3 sessions, they have had to stop because I am having a bleed problem from not only my mouth and nose, but also from some quite substancial skin damage around my general chest area... And for some really strange reason, most of my teeth have suddenly b

U.s. Military
Words from a Soldier: I took a job knowing I would never get rich. I've missed out on many holidays & spent them working. I may have to lay down my life or take one. My life expectancy is shorter than yours because of the stress. But yet you think I'm overpaid & and you won't pay me because you can't work together to keep our govt running but yet you will pay yourself?? SHAMEFUL! Post if you support our MILITARY     Personal Note: We as soldiers truly appreciate all of the help and support you have given us being in the middle east. Some, of you may even have Support Your Troops yellow ribbons on your vehicles. Once again, WE thank you. The support you give us while in the sandbox as we have come to call it is awesome. But, the support we truly need is when we return home to our country. Those times can be the toughest for us all and we need you more than ever at those points. Please, keep this is mind a

My Writings
As i lay beneath the mighty walnut tree my skin warmed by the sun and kissed by the wind,i think to myself my dark lord how i wish it were ur kiss apon my warm and wanton skin.   As the light of the predawn shines through the window i look to u but can only smile like a fool over the night we have spent together with much pleasure and pain tortures and raptures and exstacy i look to u and think ohhhhh my sweet dark lord the many ways that i love u. As i lay here cryin drifting in and out of my slumber i hear the words to a familar song repeating in my head and cant help but sing them quietly, I TEAR MYSELF OPEN I SEW MYSELF SHUT MY WEAKNESS IS THAT I CARE TOO MUCH THE SCARS REMIND US THAT THE PAST IS REAL I TEAR MY HEART OPEN JUST TO FEEL and i wonder where are u my lord my darkangel in the night???? laying in the darkness i wake to look for u and find u gone i rise from my bed to look for u as i search i find u know where , i think to myself my love where are u??? why have u gone

Cajun Sex
Last May, Boudreaux married an attractive woman, Lola, half his age. After several months, Lola complained that she had never climaxed during sex; and according to her Grand Momma, all Cajun women are entitled to a climax once in a while. So, to resolve the problem, they went to see the large-animal Vet since there was no trustworthy doctor anywhere in Pierre Part.The Vet didn't have a clue, but he did recall how, during the hot summer, his Momma and Daddy would fan a cow with a big towel that was having any difficulty breeding.  This would cool her down and make her relax.So, the Vet told them to hire a strong, virile, young man to wave a big towel over them while they were having sex. This, the Vet said, would cause the young wife to cool down, relax, and then climax.So the couple hired a strong young man from the big city of Houma to wave that big towel over them as the Vet suggested.After many efforts, Lola still had not climaxed!  They w

Poems
I never saw a wild thing sorry for itself. A small bird will fall frozen dead from a bough without ever having felt sorry for itself. - D.H. Lawrence I know what I need as I lay here bleeding My heart says the words that won't come from my mouth Your words hit my down to the core Makes me think and I want more It is the person you are nothing more The person that I adore I expect nothing  Not who I am Just to be your friend Your words hit me down to the core Makes me think and I am left wanting more. All I do is think What are you doing? Who are you with? Did you find someone new? Yes I think to much My thoughts hurt my heart break my soul I fear the unknown I put everything on the line when it came to you No one else truly knows the person in me Some say they do  but really don't I shared everything with you Just to be left here alone with my thoughts. Yes, I think to damn much!!!

A Glimpse Of Madness, Version 2.0
Outside of the endless sea of the mediocre, faceless nobodies, there are only two different types of motherfuckers in the world. People who start shit and think they are tough. And people who have trained and KNOW they are strong.You see this shit every day. On the street, in bars, in workplaces... The "tough-guy" pretenders. They talk loud, they wear flashy clothing and jewelry, they drive souped-up cars. All this flashy garbage that is supposed to say "Don't fuck with me."They walk with a swagger. They stomp and strut with a mean face on. They hang out with their equally-obnoxious friends. They are SO QUICK to start shit. SO QUICK to try to prove how fucking tough they are. They say things like "Yeah, motherfucker, keep walking, pussy! I'll fuck you up, bitch!" and so on and so forth.They may go to the gym, even YOUR gym... But they don't train. They just go to do a few curls and bench presses and try to be intimidating to other people. They only do exercises that won

My Birthday
My birthday is 7-11.. Now I know every woman on here loves bling and so do I lmfao.. BUT I am one of very few that understand that not everyone can offord it either so.... If you would like you can make me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY salute.. SFW PLEASE LOL!!!      So if that is something that you want to do then make it and send me the link :D!!! I am a firm believer that it is the thought that counts in any sittuation, especially someone birthday!!!! ty in advance xoxoxooxxoxo

Chimere's Blog
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will

R.i.p Demon Tab Aka Thomas A. Bennett
Thank you ThunderWoman for doing all that you did to find out what happened to Tab. *hugs*   Here is Toms obit/guestbook. He passed away in Tampa, Florida but was from Delaware where he now rests forever.   http://www.legacy.com/obituaries/delawareonline/obituary.aspx?page=lifestory&pid=152767617   Here is the funeral home's obit and guestbook too.   http://hosting-24437.tributes.com/show/Thomas-Bennett-92009985   You made days a lot funner for a lot of people because you gave it your all, without asking for anything in return. You are the only man on Fubar that was a gentleman to me since day one of us ever chatting a long time ago. For that, you are respected my dear, deeply and always. I am sad you are gone. It hasn't been the same without you nor will it ever be but at least now we know thanks to your friend in NC who called the sheriff in our county and state to do a well check on you just from a phone number! Lots of love goes to her for doing this! Wished things

Wanna Be My Man????? Applications Here
So there are people out there who actually wanna get with me. Well I am picky bitch and dont know if you are will meet the requirements but if u still think u wanna get with this here it goes: Requirements: Must be a real man Between 5'-10 - 6'-4" in height Must weigh between 175-280 Must have a penis length of at least  7" no more than 11" circumference of at least 6 inches around and 2in  OK BADASSES ( I like bad boys but I am looking for a real good man-NO CRIMINAL RECORDS) Must love animals Must love BBW Must love latin girls Must love music Must know how to dance Must love to eat pussy Must be passionate Must take showers at least one a day twice if u sweat a lot Must be in good physical condition, no lazy asses allowed Must love family ( NO MAMAS BOYS ALLOWED) {Its one thing to love and take care of ur mom but u cant be asking ur mom to take care of u or dont tell her our/my biznass} Must remove pubic hair if u want me to go down on u Must TELL ME THE TRUTH (N

Semi Poetic Stuff
malfunctional encephalon useless grey sludge damaged receptors  cranium crud neurotransmitters misfire at will muddled, befuddled riddled to hell dopamine slow travelling  sick synaptic transmission  brief moments euphoric sharp sudden remission serotonin standby norepinephrine away inane glial matter take it away  lobotomize me i refuse to eat pills sever m

Me
OK wellfirst and foremost here is a few of my medical conditions that cause me to spend so much time in the hospital,common varriable immune deficiancy,(no not aids this is a genic condition)it causes lung infections, neuro cardiogenic syncopy-causes blood preasure to drop with no warning lots of passing out,chronic asthma,MD MY tendons in the back of my legs never grew-causes bad leg cramps and toe walking,chronic migrins-was hit in the back of the head 20 years ago in a robbery-no i was robbed lol. Now you know a little bit, I love friends and family,lost my sweet Mother in Febuary and yes i am a mommas boy lol. I have been married three times two when I was young then a long one.single now and never know maybe there is a sweet lady that may want me someday, LOVE YA ALL, WALLY THANKS FOR READING

Remember When.........
Just letting everyone know what's going on. I got a new stint installed in my heart on wednesday. Thanks to my body being a total douchebag it rejected it again. They put a medicaided stint in thursday morning and removed the other, so far so good. I got a few more appointments until I see if I qualify for a transplant. If things go well with this new stint hopefully the surgeries will be over and no transplant will be needed. I'm sorry I won't be able to be around as much as I have been but things are getting complicated again with this damn heart of mine. Just wanted to let you know if I don't respond to your messages and stuff, it's not that I'm be rude or anything but that I may not be here. Thanks First and formost. I'm fine and nothing is wrong. Lately I've just had wanderlust in my bones. I get an itch to go walking for a few hours and or a few days. Last week I got the itch and decided to go for a walk that lasted till last night. Call me crazy, but I can't seem to stop wanting

Phr3ak
Contents reference of the contract.   1.0.0 Slave's Role 1.0.1 Slave's veto 2.0.0 Master's role 3.0.0 Punishment 3.0.1 Rules of Punishment   4.0.0 Permanent Bodily Harm 5.0.0 Others 5.0.1 Other knowledge about the contract 5.1.1 Temporary Mastership 5.1.2 Temporary Master and Punishment's 5.1.3 Temporary Master and Terms of address 6.0.0 Secrecy   7.0.0 Alteration of Contract 8.0.0 Termination of Contract 9.0.0 Uniform 9.1.0 Master's uniform 9.2.0 Slave's uniform 9.2.1 Sleepwear   9.2.2 Natural wear 9.2.3 'Home' wear 9.2.4 Necessity 9.2.5 Jewelry / Accessory's 9.2.6 Restraints / Bondage wear 10.0.0 Exceptions   11.0.0 Changes for the 'period' 12.0.0 Terms of Address 13.0.0 Slaves signature 14.0.0 Master's signature   This contract is provided as a secure and binding agreement which defines in specific terms the relationship and interaction between two individuals, hereafter termed the slave and the master. This agreement is legal and binding.

Water Your Damn Grass People!!
For some reason people are never satisfied...nothing is never enough...regardless of how much you give..it is just never enough...people have this concept that the grass is greener on the other side....it's not....the grass is the same...it's all about how bad you want it..or don't....if you don't water the grass..then it's going to die...if you constantly walk on it..it is going to die....if you neglect it..it is going to slowly die....appreciate what you DO have..unless you want to lose it....don't look at your ring as a prison..look at it as an opportunity for something great...and if it kills you..then take it off...let it go....those of you who do have someone to lay beside you when you go to bed at night....you don't realize how good you do have it...and you probably won't until you find out for yourself that the grass isn't any different anywhere else...but it is a Hell of a lot lonelier....being alone and scared not to be..is no place anyone wants to be...finding th

Animations
            The Process:       • First, you see something you like. Either in my Anims album or in the scroll, or someone told ya where to get it. You've come to the right place :D     • Second, You -can- shout me to confirm, BUT ….. for a certain project you would like, I need your favorite color and any pix that you'd like to see in the animation. PLEASE PM me the links to the pix and the colors. (I get hundreds of shouts a day, i WILL lose your info !!!!!)     • Many have asked 'what's the cost?' … it usually depends on how much time it takes to create, render and upload your animation. Right now, they're averaging 20-50 mill fuBux and the usual bling/credits/pimpouts etc. It really all depends on complexity of the animation. I'm easy, i just like making em :D:D     • Depending on how busy I am, you'll have it in 30 mins up to a day or two. It really all depends, and I'll let ya know when i get your PM. :D:D    effective 05-2011: I'm s

Nsfw Crew!
Just a little info on our crew....   I have had many people asking what is *NSFW CREW*, it is simple to explain. 1) We have started a crew to help each other. 2) There are no *RULES*, so that means you can be in other groups. 3) Some groups make you do things, we are not like that! 4) Your picture will be posted in a folder and members will rate and like you daily if they can. 5) All we ask is help people if you can. 6) We don't require you to add *NSFW CREW* to your name, if you want to that is cool, if not it is cool too.   We are all here for the entertainment and to level up, so let's have some fun cuz we are *AWESOME*!   If you would like to join the *NSFW CREW* hit me or Asus up! YOU MUST HAVE A VALID SALUTE APPROVED BY FUBAR TO JOIN!! :) Peace Always. NSFW CREW

Stuff To Think About.
After your order has been placed, please (via private message) contact SLDC or myself with your real name and order number.  That's the only way we (Purgatory Dance Party) will get credit for helping with the sale. Imagine a puddle waking up one morning and thinking, “This is an interesting world I find myself in, an interesting hole I find myself in, fits me rather neatly, doesn’t it? In fact it fits me staggeringly well, must have been made to have me in it!” This is such a powerful idea that as the sun rises in the sky and the air heats up and as, gradually, the puddle gets smaller and smaller, it’s still frantically hanging on to the notion that everything’s going to be alright, because this world was meant to have him in it, was built to have him in it; so the moment he disappears catches him rather by surprise. I think this may be something we need to be on the watch out for. (Douglas Adams)

Video Salutes
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How I Feel
idk what to do anymore. the things ppl do and say to me. idk wiether to trust anymore. its so fuckn hard.. to kno that something someone saids could b a lie.. why do ppl promise shit that they can do . grrr. im upset badly. i want to drift again and die.  and sometimes. when a man saids he cares. and he wants to b there. dnt take it personaly when he isnt. jus means he never really cared in the first place. im over this shit to . WHERE CN I FIND A TRU LO.? CN ANYONE TELL ME PLEASE.. idk anymore i jus wanta b happy . there is one person that makes me happy idk if he feels the way i do . kinda scarey. but im dealin i guess.  ppl cn say that they are here for u . and they are always listenin. well.. yeah its really nice but if u cnt touch them or hug them .then . i mean . idk i feel so fuckn alone. like nothing i do or say makes me feel wanted im jus that girl thats friends with everyone. the fuckn holidays suck to . i hate them .  Some times in our lifes we dnt get to see the whole pic

Family Add ~ God Mode Run
Entry fee into my Family for God Mode run is Ten Million ($10,000,000) Fubucks OR Three (3) Bling Credits sent to me by fuPal. Please send me a private message and wait for a response BEFORE you send any Fubucks or Bling Credits. Any Fubucks or Bling Credits sent without first messaging me and getting a response will be considered a gift (which I'll be sure to thank you for) & WILL NOT gain you Family entry!  WARNING If you choose to come to me & complain because I'm charging to be added to my Family, that the fee is too high or that you feel you should be added for free, you may be subject to the Pimp Hand while I'm in God Mode. I feel that there are very few who have gone out of their way to help me in the last year & a half. Those who I feel have done so (and are still on Fubar) have already been added to my Family. If you can't respect that, Fubar has provided you with a wonderful feature, it's called the "Block Button", feel free to use it.   Thanks For Reading This Blog & Hav

Just Me...
Some of you know life has been somewhat of a roller coaster for me this past 6 months-year -  from getting divorced and the circumstances surrounding that, to moving to another state, family stuff, being hurt at work back in Dec and the most recent below. First the good update, the bad then the thank you. My shoulder(s) are slowly getting better after 4 months, many Drs visits, pain meds, a month and a half off of work, physical therapy and a huge injection in my right shoulder , hooray! Progress is still very slow. Still have good days and bad days but the pain is decreased, although not by too much. I should have better range of motion and less pain. Still taking meds to sleep and never seem to sleep well enough. I haven’t had as much shooting pain down my arms though, which seems to be a good sign. Physical therapy is going okay, it seems. Makes me tired and sore but my strength has shown some improvement. Just still a little afraid they’re going to take me off restri

~*the Idiots Guide To Sex*~
1: Eating Mexican Food is not the cause of gonorrhoea.. 2: There is no need for dice in role playing... 3: Intercourse doesn't happen on a highway... 4: If you engage in oral sex first, it's not called a head start... 5: If she says she's into "bondage," don't show her your financial portfolio... 6: You can lie down during a one night stand... 7: When a girl talks about waiting for the "right time," she's not referring to a commercial bank... 8: Only sleep with someone you love or can say you love without smirking... 9: Making out doesn't mean getting your money's worth.. 10: Sex is like The Club-Accept no substitutes...

Realizing Life
i'm sitting here at 541am and thinking about my life... well heres what I need to get out... I'm sick and tired of being treated the way I have been by friends, family, employers and people who don't even know me.. she heres what I gotta say.. I AM ME... if you don't like the way I am, the way I look, my tattoos, my attitude or what I have to say on any subject then please feel free to go fuck yourself and get the fuck outta my life... I'm still going to be me no matter if you are here in my life or not... I'm going to be making some major changes in my life.. things that need to be done.. thing I want to do and need to do for ME... so if you want to be around me please I am very honored to have you as my friend / family... if you decide to leave.. feel free to have my size 15 EEE steel toed boot in your ass pushing you out of the door...   so this is what I have to say... like me or hate me.. but damn it YOU WILL FUCKING RESPECT ME!!! and you will know my name.. so pissing me off

Mumming Idiots
so, yesterday I plunged head first back into the mumms after a couple years. I have commented a few, and posted a couple since early 2007, BUT yesterday was my first real treck back into them. I commented a few, and I actually posted 2. It was a good feeling when i woke up this morning and saw in my feed that someone commented on my mumm then checked me out. I read his first comment then knew he had blocked me before I even checked. After checking and seein he already blocked me, I replied to his comment, which led to a short conversation. Good times, I missed the idiots mumming brought to me....     Ur Next Sugar Daddy said: All I have to say is your screen name suits you well [image] theFUChead said: How very original. I have NEVER heard that before. Maybe someday i can be as whitty as you. Ever think that MAYBE I chose this name for a reason dipshit? Ur Next Sugar Daddy said: No....I think you've summed it up nicely.I was not trying to be original. I was trying

Fodder For Thought ?
In the newspaper business that's called a headline and it sucks you into reading the first sentence then paragraph and hopefully the story. I don't believe women suk and that is what this blog is all about....WOMEN....and how the men on here treat them. There are so few real men on this rag that it's a pitiful statement on thier upbringing. (to be fair--I've met a couple women that fit the same catagory) What the (H) brought this on? Well yesterday while cruising around I found 3 of my ladies had broken hearts and statements about being wronged in some fashion or another. Conclusion: some dude or dudes, in this case, played them like a cheap guitar then left for a real cheap guitar. These boys are taking lessons from Brad Pitt or that other ass, Tiger Thingee. BTW there are a lot more but I don't have time to list them all so let me sum it up in one word....ASSES....That should cover the rest. Ladies! Before falling for a line that is coming from a sewer- look, listen, learn what HE

Wifey Left Me Dec4th2010 She Was 28
well was tryin to load her memorial video (but Im not a Hightech Redneck) if anyone can help. So heres the story my wife went to the e.r. at 7 pm and was relesed after having been given a shot.........apparently the shot didnt mix with her prescibed medication I found her the next morning dead in our bed (I was sleepin on the couch so she could rest somthing we never did not even after an argument). She is survied by myself her loving husband and our 1 year old daughter. Lifes really weired now its been 18 days and my daughter and I are staying with family. Christmas will be three weeks and I dont know if I can handle it. anyhow if anyone knows how to load the video for me Id appreciate it. Samantha Ellen Gelenaw-Farden View or Send Sympathy Notes Back to obituary listings September 24, 1982 - December 04, 2010 Birthplace: Manteca, California Resided In: Chico, California In Loving Memory of our beloved Samantha “Sami” Ellen Gelenaw-Farden, who went to

Good Friends
 People come to fubar for many reasons. To play it like a game. To make friends. Whatever reason, I have made some really great friends. Some I have been friends with for 5-6 years now. One friend in particular has been a great friend, The Dark Knight 4u. I hear that some ppl are talking shit about him but, from talks with him he has been really cool. He works hard, he's a great father and a great friend. He doesn't sugar coat anthing. He doesn't play people. For those talking shit about him.. why? Drop it already. Much much love to my other great friends on here. Ya'll are awesome. Very greatful for those friendships. Ya'll crack me the fuck up. I know ya'll have my back and you're there for me and it goes vice versa.  

A Little Bit More About Me
in the past year a lot has gone on for me and my family..Fubar is an escape for me.  i come to fu to rate pics which i love to look at..  i am not big on the nsfw pics fact for me is  YOU SEEN ONE YOU SEEN THEM ALL SOME ARE BIG SOME ARE SMALL... the size of your penis is not important to me...your kindness and respect are important to me.... as i said i have had a lot change  in my life  in the past year....my sister my father and my son in law have all been diagnosed with cancer..so far no one is dying but  my money and my attention goes mostly to the fam. traveling for treatments and traveling to visit sister can be stressful.... i enjoy chatting just as much as anyone else... as far as hooking up with anyone i do not have time or patience any more to try to get to know anyone on a romantic level....i did try a few times to get to know a few people but after being yelled and over the computer and told what i should or should not be doing i said enough is enough. I AM A FREE SPIRI

Adopt A Stoner Auction 2011!
    AUCTION THURSDAY AUGUST 25TH @ 6PM FUTIME/ 9PM EST U CAN'T MISS IT!!!! ADOPT A STONER!!!! WELCOME TO FUBAR LOOKING FOR NEW FRIENDS ?? U CANNOT MISS THIS!!! ~ SECRET SMOKERZ SOCIETY ~ THERE IS NO OTHER LOUNGE LIKE US...COME CHECK US OUT!!!

You Know You Wannnnna
He needs to be added to angel families to level up!! http://fubar.com/3328207 So please add him if you would!

Running Bling
Once you activate the cherry bomb, you click on someone's picture folder.  The easiest way to get there is to click on their profile pic In my opinion.   It will have a link at the top, center that will say Cherry bomb this person.  Click that, and it will tell you how many points you both got.  Sometimes you'll open a pic folder and it will say "waiting for last bomb to finish" or something like that.  You can only bomb every 30 seconds. If you click on a link before the 30 seconds is up, or in someone's folder that hasn't been recently cherry bombed, it will make you wait and refresh the page before you are able to bomb. A good tip, when you go into a folder, if it's someone that's been recently bombed, it will show you the person that cherry bombed them. If that person is in GodMode I will right click on their pic and open them in a new tab before I bomb, Because bombing people in Godmode a lot of times will bomb ya back. IMPORTANT, you must right click to open in a new tab before

Rant!
Well just came to a concnclusion that i still do'nt get lounges and why they actually want live dj's. Whats the point?. i go in and look at the number of people in the lounge and watch how many actually chat and then i go see how many actually show as a listner on the shoutcaster. it's DISGUSTING the differnces in the numbers. first off why be in a lounge and not participate? secondly why don't ya listen to the dj? I DJ for YOU the listener. not for ME hell i try to make my shows interesting using themes and dropping difernt geners in my mixes. no your right i don't take requests nor do i play metal. but i still try to keep it entertaining for the broad audience. and engage the members with small talk and shout outs on the mic. BUT now imma thinking why bother trying to please the members if there not bothering participating or listening?...do u just go in lounges to chat or just for the tunes? or to to whack or fap to the cams? why are ya there?   I honestly thought the lounges were

Big Papa Words
 First of all thanx for stoppin by to read dis  Blog it means alot !!! Well My name is Raul Rodriguez My Mom and Dad will be soon havin their 50th aniversary of bein married soon I am from California East La born in Chinatown at the famous GENERAL Hospital my mom nickname me elnegrito cuz i am the blacksheep of the family i did what i wanted when i wanted and the only one who control me was my mom She taught all of the values i cherish and use now... I am latino/hispanic My parents where from Ecuador and wanted to make abetter life for there family they came to USA California to start their family and give us kids of four the best in life. I am a true gent i cook provide clean house and at the beckon to my gf's  i was taught by the best my MAMA she says no one is goin to have u if u cannot do for urself first so i need the basic of how to live proper and be respectable to me first which i cherish her for that... I am me and bein me I AM VAIN... I do whatever it takes to be with one pe

The Real Deal
ok folks, ive had my little fix of the red name. summer is upon us and i def wont be around the computer that much. boating, camping, traveling, training, softball, reunions, bbqs, graduation parties, riding the motorcycle, the beach. fubar will be my last resort of entertainment. so feel free to take me out of your fams. i wont be running anything for awhile. thank you all for rates, bombs, bling and friendship. ill still be logging in to chat every now and then so feel free to leave a message.  http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=8796&id=111852835521284 clearly this isnt gixxerprincess(jenn echard). yes shes a fake. shes stealing the pics of simona http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MF1nMXXrwjE

Liz Taylor's Life
It is a brand new year. For some it is an opportunity to start fresh, make changes, and work on improving oneself. This new year gives me hope. Though it is merely a date, it is still an opportunity. I want everyone to be able to accomplish what they want. So many men and women I know and talk to every day have the same problem: their weight. It is not solely about looking better, but more so about how you feel and improving your health. On all of my previous blogs about my weight struggle and journey I give tips and motivation to assist with your own weight loss journey. After you read this blog entry please take a few minutes over the course of the next few months to look back over blog entries. This will help keep you motivated and keep information refreshed into your mind. This entry is dedicated to anyone who wants to lose weight and improve their health. I am going to give specifics on how I lost weight and got myself 100 times healthier. I hope by d

Fumafia Expierence
(this blog is under construction) Below is a description of FuMafia Mission Rewards for the completion of the five stages.   Bronze Stages yield skill points Silver Stages yield cash dividends Gold Stages yield greater skill points. Platinum Stages Rewards Listed Below. 1. Break Into A HouseCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* $800,000 cash.2. ShopliftCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* $1,000,000 cash.* 5 Pipe Bombs.3. Mug SomebodyCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* $1,300,000 cash.* 10 Pipe Bombs.4. Steal A CarCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* 5 Military Jeeps.* 5 Abandoned Storefront.* 20 Pipe Bombs.5. Break Into A BusinessCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery

Auction
Hosting a St Patrick's Day auction. Deadline to enter will be Fri March 4, 2011. Auction will begin Sat Mar 5 at 12:01 am and end Mar 17 at Midnight EST. Starting bids at 1 mil each. Leave a comment if you would like to enter and please send me a private message with a link to the photo you would liked used and what you would like to offer for your auction.  And remember to get ppl to vote on your auction. The person with the most votes will win a boomerang!   UPDATE: Please send your auction offering and link to your photo as soon as you can. As of now I have over 20 ppl in the auction and will need time to make the auction photos. Thank you so much in advance! Nicole http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2618410&albumid=1672169&i=1475587382&idx=5#3472825110   Click on the link above to visit me at my first auction!!! Come on and love me!!!! I will be hosting a Gemini auction in celebration of Gamer Princess (June 7) & My Birthdays (May 31). Gamer Princess will be my co-Host. Deadline to

Melodic.
I want you. Badly. I need you. Madly. To cover the wounds of my soul. Inside me. I lust. Insatiably. I ache. Relentlessly. To be given the chance to submit. Unconditionally. 10.  "I'm your dirty retarded cousin... (5 seconds of thrusting).. and I've got you chained to the outhouse." 9.  "Cry like a jew, bitch! CRY LIKE A FUCKING JEW!" 8.  "Do you have any tampons?" 7.  "FLAG. ON. THE. PLAY." 6.  " I want  you to have my BABIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSS!!" 5.  "Gently stroke the wizard.. he's delicate." 4.  "I wanna eat Spam out of your asshole." 3.  "FUCKIN' YER KIDNEYS! I'M FUCKIN' YER KIDNEYS!!" 2.  " Tell me you're dead. Tell me how you died" 1.  " BURT REYNOLD'S MUSTACHE!!"     ** bonus points if you can guess the occupation of each one. [Four of them are from the same dumbass] :) I'll probably piss off a lot of people with this post but in all actuality, I don't give a fuck.   I'm all about some fun and having a goal of kicking some ass and to "win" fubar.

The Good, The Bad, And The Ugly
"True friends stab you in the front" ~Oscar Wilde I am opening this blog with that quote, which is one of my favorites for a reason. Those we call friends can sometimes disappoint more than those we once considered enemies. The ones that we didn't get along with for one reason or another suddenly become closer than those who always appeared to be nice, sweet friends who "like to help others." I am blessed to call some women on here friends now that were once on the opposite side of that line. They were never quiet about their feelings about me, nor was I about them. The catalyst always came down to a guy (go figure). It was always out in the open though. Never was a word said that the other wasn't aware of. That is the reason that these women are so much respected by me. It's the ones who smile in your face as they stab you in the back that bother me. Fubar is like a small town, and everyone knows everyone else's business, or at least pretends to know, and states is as fact with

Bloggin'
Tagged Ten Random Things Bout Me. 1.Im Allergic 2 Eggs And Never Leave Home Without Benedryl In My Pocket. 2.Im OCD about My Car..NO U Cant Eat In It ,No U Cant Drink In It..Or Smoke Orrrrrr Wear Jeans (studs fuck up interior to all hell fuck that noise) 3.I Hate Mess..If U Drop Sumtin Ima Be Behind U Pickin It Up As U Do...ask my kids 4.Otha Peeps Take Their Coffee Black Or White Sugar Or No Sugar...I Take Mine Black Wit Lemon Juice 5.I HAVE to Kno How Things Work..And If I Dont Ima Take Wateva It Is Apart N Find Out (I Have A XBOX 360 At Home That Found This Out Tha Hard Way...) 6.I Dont Eat Anythin That I Cant Put In A Sammich..Period(Yea Ull Regularly Find Me Eatin Noodle ,Pasta , Or Spagetti Sammiches) 7.Fred Dibnah Fascinates Me The Guy Was An Engineering GENIUS..If I Could Buy ANY House In Tha World Itd B His..It Was Recently Sold Complete Wit A Water Wheel And Working Mine Shaft Attached..Now Thats AWESOME 8.I Like 2 Draw Or Paint If Im Bored...Aswell

Red Friday
Red Shirt If the red shirt thing is new to you, read below how it went for a man... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine Sergeant traveling with a folded Flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the Sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. "No, he responded." "Heading out I asked?" "No. I'm escorting a Soldier home." "Going to pick him up?" "No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his Family." The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the Soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the Soldier's Family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, "Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and

Introductions
This is where people can leave a brief introduction about themselves. Anything you want to say is okay.

Own Me For A Month!
I thought I'd try this auction thing out one time so here's a chance to own me for a month! Click here for my auction: Good luck! :)

~bratt~ And My Wedding
BRATT tjattherock Awww I Think This Is So Awesommmmmmmmmmmme Our Very Own BRATT & tjattherock Are getting Fu Married WooooHoooooooo!

Christmas Poem From Silver Diamond Lol
Twas the night before Christmas And all through the Fu Not a creature was stirring Not even the Christmas Poo The Stocking bling were hung By the chimney with care In hopes that Fat Sonny Won't show up on a dare The fu's were nestled all snug in their beds While visions of Happy Hours Danced in their heads And Miss Mona in her kerchief And Steve in his cap Had just settled down For a long winter's fap....er nap When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from my laptop to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Locked up the shutters And hid my stash. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow Gave me shivers as I peeked At the scene below When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But 8 of Sonny's family Shaking with fear With a little old driver, so lively and funny I knew in a moment it must be Fat Sonny. More rapid than eagles his coursers they came, And he roared, and screamed, and called them by n

Things About Me
1) Ppl think i am walking encyclopedia about Dallas sports teams just because I am a huge fan and keep up with them 2) Ppl thing i am a walking encyclopedia about Dallas radio just because I am friends with a FEW DJs 3) I get pickles just to drink the pickle juice 4) I still go see Santa and ask for that Evil Kneivel sky rocket wind up toy and van that I never got when I was a kid 5) I love to pamper ppl and make them happy 6) I love Hooters for the food not the scenery 7) I love lots of movies from The Crow to the Notebook

Is It Bad....?
Is it bad that I want to go on my Ex-Wife's Facebook and call her the C word.. and BOMB her page with inappropriate stuff? Considering she's still with the fag-ola that she was with while we were married that she said she was "just friends" with????

Women And Hatred
If you are truly a true friend, than you would not let what others tell you about a person base your opinion of that person. If you are a true friend, or a true human being, you will get to know a person YOURSELF and not what others say. Be grown...and don't let your online g/f or friends control your life or your friendships. I have been on this site for well over a year and unfortunately, I have alot more haters than I ever imagined. I don't bother these ppl and I let them be. Most of the hatred stems from me and my bubbly personality and me being able to be friends with men more easily than women. Now we all know how Fubar seems to be the new hook up spot and ppl are falling in love thru the computer more now without even meeting ppl. So when I become friends with a man and they seem to like my honesty and just who I am a person, their "online" lover gets upset and hence becomes my hater and feels the need to make up lies and talk shit about me. That's when I exit left....my hater

So-called Friends...
You know Ive been around the fu for awhile, and Ive met some pretty cool people. I generally can tell between those who are "real" and those people who want to be your friend either so they can see you naked on cam one day...or so they can go run their fucking mouths off to other people about your personal business. Some people prove themselves to be both of those all wrapped up nice and neat with a big bow on it that says "will fuck you over". Well personally I am tired of the bullshit. MORE than tired. What Ive learned here is to trust NOBODY because they will even make shit up to make you look bad. THEN they will pretend to be your friend while you go cry, and secretly snicker in the corner somewhere because they one-upped you. Well guess WHAT people...this is the BIG FUCK YOU. You'll not get close to me anymore, and certainly Ill not give you ammunition to shoot me in the head. Ive had enough pain and suffering for this year already, and those of you who know just how much

Bebe's Auction
I am up for bid, who needs a new toy lol?? plz click the pick below to see what i'm offering :):) woot woot Make me your slave!!!

Oolong Tea / Carrot / Egg
A carrot, an egg, and a cup of Oolong tea � You will never look at a cup of Oolong the same way again. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed Oolong tea. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the Oolong out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and Oolong tea," she replied.

I Will B Running My Very First Auto 11s Friday 4pm Eastern Time
SO I WILL BE RUNNING MY VERY FIRST AUTO 11s ON FRIDAT MARCH 20th @ 4PM EASTERN INTO SATURDAY PLEASE HELP ME LEVEL AND GET UR EXTRA POINTS I AM HOPING THIS WILL BE A EXELENT EXPERIENCE.... LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! IF ANYONE HAS ANY IDEAS ON WHAT I CAN DO TO MAKE IT ALOT OF FUN SHOOT THEM MY WAY.... U CANT REPOST THIS SORRY SEE BULITIN.... TY MIKE

Poetry
My thoughts.........take them as you will! Current mood:Sad/Crying/Thoughtful I have been reading a lot of these in the bulletin boards of the various sites that I belong to, and i thought Id throw in my 2 cents worth. I realize I can be a long winded son of a bitch. But I am getting really frustrated with the whole " Why are men/women so fucking complicated" routine. I just want to cry. Some I'm going to lay out the basic framework of men. I have dated numerous men and women over the years. And while I am not a relationship expert, I have made a tremendous number of mistakes and learned from them. I have also been the saint in a relationship or two and still been shit on. So with this in mind. I give you my thoughts................ Men are very base creatures by nature. We are generally the hunter/gatherer. We feel the need to provide and protect. We are very callous and caustic by nature when interacting with members of our own sex. Everyone of us believes himself to be th

Up 4 Auction!!
i am up 4 auction plz buy me bid on me show me some love heres the link http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1690010&albumid=1579682&i=594848365&idx=22 come on fu plz love me like i love you this my first time in a auction plz dont make me eat that humble pie LMAO damn lol AUCTION CLOSED SOLD TO KNIGHT & SINFULLY SWEET ADDICTION FOR 4.5MILLION FUBUCKS THX GUYS LOVES YA'LL

Nothing As Simple Of A Thing~
I lay and watch you sleep at night Jealous of the shadowed light That bathes your body in a sweet caress No touch from me to spoil your rest Your gentle breath a sweet perfume To challenge the breeze within the room I move up close to hear the sound Of the quiescent, peace you've found Your murmured words of love profound For my ears when no one else is around You drift off back to blissful sleep Holding my hand, a special treat I'll join you in your dreams tonight Maybe search for the rainbows light Together running you and I In fields of dreams, where lovers lie... ~W.H.~ ~2009~

Thank You!!
With all the rating,and bombing going on, I am sure I have missed a Thank you to someone. I always do my best to keep up with all the FuLove, and Thank you's. I want to take a minute to Thank all my friends,Family, and Fans for helping me on the Fu. To total strangers who have also helped me, and my friends to achieve success on the Fu.Many times we forget the people who got us where we are. There are a few,who have gone out of their way, above and beyond to help me. You know who you are, and I am so thankful to have you in my life!! This has been a fun ride, I hope I have made it as enjoyable for you, as you have for me!! Thank you all!!! "Sand" I would like to thank all of my friends, family, and complete stangers for helping me level.Not only did I level, you guys pushed me to  "Top Dude" of the week, Rated #61. This would have never happened, without the help of all of you!! During this past week, we all know Fu has been messed up,and things have gone missing. Many of these item

Whatever For Whoever
here and there my mind wanders thoughts pool, as I ponder what does it mean why can't I ask why is it that trusting has become such a task had I not seen with my own two eyes what was as friendship so cleverly disguised would I believe had someone just told me am I not to be furious when for far less you would scold me and even with the knowledge all I want to do is pretend I don't know take the fact that it hurts me and not let it show for to me what we have is perfect and real but "it" makes it hard to believe that, that's how you feel so I wonder can what I know be forgotten or will it leave my thoughts pool stagnant and rotten Played, Played out, Plagued with Doubt, Questions unasked Left un answered Seeking knowledge Becoming a cancer Eating away Healthy flesh Riddled with decay Emotionless is easy If you can deal Chemicals shrouding what you feel Clouded thoughts of What was real Where were you when I cried myself blind Where were you

Cause I Less Than Three Her.
You know when you get your body in that perfect sync of happiness? I know some of the younger people probly have no idea what the fuck I am talking about but hey you never know. ANyway back onto point have you ever had a moment in your life that just seems to be perfect. I mean trust me I know perfection can't really happen but god damn if you can't feel it. THis is how I feel now with my life probly for the first time. There's really only one real source to all of this and as with all typical love stories it started with a girl. This girl came into my life entirely by chance and at first I hadn't even noticed her to be honest. But none the less we met and talked a bit, strange isn't the way fate guides us to things we aren't even looking for. Anyway eventually we came to actually speak on the phone and I just remember from hearing her voice I could feel my heart beating like never before. It wasn't untill we got into a conversation which to most people would probly be considered stupi

Need Rates Help
HEY EVERYONE.. I AM IN A CONTEST.. CAN U PLS GO TO THIS LINK AND RATE MY PIC AND GET ALL YOUR FRIENDS TO RATE TOO PLSSS THANKS   http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=274746&albumid=1598378&i=546346947&idx=0

Time To Vent!!
I sit here trying to play everything out in my head as far as what to do about all my decisions that I have made,the mess up's and the people that I have chosen to fall for. Lord knows that I have made alot of mistakes and have made alot of bad judgements. I try my hardest to make everybody happy and go out of my way to make u happy and I always seem to fail, I am starting to wonder what the point is of trying anymore. I try to be happy, joyful and make good choices and like always that seems to fail also. I wake up everyday with every intention that I am going to make the right choices and be the best person that I can be, but when things dont go right it seems like I am a horrible person and that I am just a f*ck up cause I let u and everybody else down. I hate feeling like I am torn between 4 different people and all of them wants me to do something different. I try to better my life and better the person that I am and it doesnt seem to work either. I know that if I had somebody by

My Smut =d
            Tracy and Ron had only been dating for a little while and this was the last night of their very first trip “away from it all” as Tracy called it.  They sat watching as the flames danced around the fire pit.    Wrapping around each other like 2 lovers entwined, crackling and popping as the wood burned beneath.    The stars above seemed to twinkle in rhythm with the flames and a sliver of the moon smiled at their harmony.    No other evening of this trip had shown itself with such perfection and no other evening charged their souls as well.                    After laying a blanket out on the ground, Ron looks at Tracy and asks if she’ll come join him.  Reluctant to leave the comforts of her seat, she walks over and lies down in front of him.    Locked in a spoon, they continue to be mesmerized by the passion of the dancing flames.    Ron puts his arm around Tracy and pulls her body tighter to his own.   She responds with a smile, just barely visible by th

In A Contest
I AM IN A CONTEST PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO VOTE FOR ME  hugs and kisses

Cleaning My P*%%y
I have an HP laptop and i wanted to know how to clean my screen without damaging it........help is needed.......   thanks   Supe

~for Princess*q*420~
To one of the Coolest, Smoothest chicas in the FuNation. She's alwayz givin FuLuv and alwayz has that great attitude.....Propz to Rico for makin U happy. I luvz being real with U.......You can hear this crazy diddy on her page....tell her Guido sent you....you'll get Mad Luv in return........Peace. Floater's Drink P*Q*....wooooooo.... Ahh choking up dust on a Mexican Bus, IGive birth to a brand new concept,Then doubled over, and my days are numbered.Right about sunrise, came into a new town.Can't breath and I move so slowlyAnd the sky is humming, and my motor thunders.Shall we ride into the white hot dawn?Tomorrow all will be known.Your feet will rise from the stone.And you go through the sky!Until then! I'm all you've got!Until then, I'm all you need! I'm everything,Every night!I take a back seat to a sweet companion.Must be something to control it.The world is watching, and I'm outnumbered.Don't fuck with a crazy man you sayI don't fuck with a man in control.The sky is humming, and

Love Hurts
WHY DOES IT HURT SO BAD...I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW SOMEONE CAN JUST LET YOU GO!!!!!  LOVE DOES HURT REALLY BAD I AM SO LOST W/MYSELF RIGHT NOW AND DON'T KNOW WHAT 2 DO...HOW DO YOU GET OVER THE PAIN OR WILL I EVER GET OVER IT I DON'T KNOW I NEVER FELT THIS B4 AND I DON'T WANT TO FEEL THIS WAY AGAIN EVER............

Dj Clutch's Blogs
A NATIONAL TREASURE IS ABOUT READY TO BE TURNED INTO SCRAP METAL.  IN 1943 BB-61 THE USS IOWA WAS LAUNCHED AND SHE SERVED PROUDLY OVER 5 DECADES.  SHE WAS FRANKLIN ROOSEVELT'S FLAG SHIP AND THE ONLY IOWA CLASS BATTLE SHIP TO HAVE A BATHTUB IN IT.  THERE IS A FUNDRAISER HAS BEEN STARTED TO SAVE HER. HER SISTER SHIPS HAVE PERMANENT HOMES.  SO TAKE A LOOK AT THE POSTED WEBSITE. IF YOU HAD A FAMILY MEMBER OR A FRIEND SERVE ON HER PASS THE WEBSITE AROUND.  LET'S NOT LET ANYTHING HAPPEN TO THE MIGHTY USS IOWA.        http://www.savetheiowa.com/news.cfm  I PURCHASED A FEW CHERRY BOMBS AN OF LATE AND I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY WE HAVE TO WAIT 30 SECONDS BEFORE BOMBING SOMEONE ELSE'S FOLDER.  WE ARE THE ONES PAYING OUT THE MONEY FOR THE BLING PACKS.  I FEEL WE SHOULD BE ABLE TO BOMB AS MANY FOLDERS AS WE CAN FOR THAT 60 MINUTES!!

F Word Unedited
First Name, Age and Location: Andy 34 PhillyFubar Screen Name: TZRWhy did you choose that name? Give me a spray paint can or a marker and I'll show you.Relationship Status: Recently dumped. Do people say "dumped" anymore?What is your “RJ?” (real job): Dude you call when your computer doesn't work. PS: The problem is usually an 1D-10-T Error.What Tunes will we find in your Trackz?: Anthony Hamilton, Jedi Mind Tricks, The Fray, Marc Anthony, Dave Matthews Band. I'm all over the place when it comes to music. My mood is easily influenced by what I am currently listening to. Sample based music production is a hobby of mine so I keep my ear open to different sounds. Give me a good drum break and a jazzy piano sample to chop up and I'm happy. Any Piercings/Tattoos (How many? Where?): I been a lil ink crazy lately. I have a shark on my left bicep with the letters "AJ" floating in the water. It was a gift to my son for his 10th birthday. I have a "Philadelphia" Themed half sleeve

Open
To all of you people that got removed from my friends list .. I have my reasons. No, I don't hate you, no you didn't do anything wrong and no I'm not ready to re-add you. Sorry. 

This Is What I Have To Deal With...
please read from the bottom up. this is gold.  easily the hottest convo i've ever had.  the first half was cut off in the shoutbox unfortunately.  enjoy!   BondageBoi...: bye, you are histerical BondageBoi...: thats funny, I have never seen that kind of money in my life....lol ->BondageBoi...: ok, gotta run, Matilda's being a huge slut right now and i cant be late. ->BondageBoi...: also be prepared to pay 200k up front, and another 200k after you're done. BondageBoi...: IC, and does you family take advantage of you??? ->BondageBoi...: that's your problem. BondageBoi...: lol

Books
So, as some of you know, I read a lot. And when I say a lot, I'm talking about 4 or more books a week. Most are books that I have already read, in some cases several times over. I enjoy them and its like revisiting friends from the past. The only people who don't judge. But thats neither here nor there. In the past week, I read a book that was just absolutely stupendous. I would urge readers to pick it up. The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown. Yes, this is the guy who wrote The DeVinci Code, and Angels and Demons. (Which by the way, I would highly recommend to anyone as well) Dan Brown has a way of telling a story that is almost un-parralled. He gives you all the clues you need, but puts them in a way that you still have no clue what is going on till the very end. It's a fast paced book, and I read it within a day. It is in no way a short novel... The premise of the story is Robert Langdon, a Symbilogist of no small means (currently played by Tom Hanks in the movies) And

My Grandmother! A Part Of Native History!
 Myrna Joy Boyd, 72, of Wolf Point, died March 26, 2009, at Trinity Hospital in Wolf Point. Granddaughter of Chief Santee Iron Ring, the last traditional Chief of the Fort Peck Sioux, she was born to James A. Boyd and Florence Iron Ring Belton on Aug. 20, 1936, in Poplar. Throughout her life, she was known as an advocate for Native families, especially children. She was instrumental in getting a Senate investigation into the mistreatment of Native children in the State of Montana's foster care system, and was the co-founder of the Walks Far Society, which has been active as an advocate for Native children since 1979. She also was active in many other organizations that work in related fields, and was the Montana coordinator of the Trail of Self Determination Caravan, which was a nationwide march to Washington, D.C., that fought for Native rights. She was preceded in death by a brother, Wayne Boyd Sr.; sons, William James and Donald Wayne Whitright; and one daughter, Anita Ironcloud. Sh

Blingpack Auction
25 credit blingpack up for auction starting now and ending at 2pm fu time sunday oct 25th starting bid at 3 mil trying to raise money for spotlight

Dj's Must Read!
HOW TO BE THOSE ROCKSTAR STATUS DJ'sBeing a superstar dj is tough work. You have to stay up all night long playing other people’s music to massive crowds, get paid obscene amounts of money to do it; and deal with the endless supply of booze, babes, drugs, and parties. I took the time to talk to a few industry insiders and figure out the key elements that differentiate a superstar from your average bedroom disc jockey. Our top tips are below!1. Nail the Tiesto hands in the air finger pointNothing tells the crowd that it’s peak time more than pointed fingers and hands in the air. The real key here is to keep a solid “V” shape while looking down with your eyes closed, you want to connect with the crowd but never look directly at them…. You’re a superstar dj, which means that you’re as close to God as the punters are going to get, and God doesn’t look directly at his congregation.2. Put as much effort as you can into moving anything on the m

Salutes !!
Do I owe u a salute ?? Do u want a salute from me ??   Leave a comment here and I am SERIOUSLY going to work on getting salutes done in the next few days !!

Getting Stuff Off My Chest
So why is it that whenever a friend finds a gf or bf they start to ignore their friends?? I know they dun do it intentionally.. but don´t they realize it kinda hurts? Someone I have known for over 3 years, that I have shared every thought with.. that has come to me for advice regarding issues and relationships.. has now stopped talking to me.. Im happy this person has found someone to share life with.. but at the same time it hurts that Im no longer important... I realize U have Ur own life.. and thats ok.. thats not what Im "bitching" about... its about the fact that Im not even worth a hello anymore... It just hurts to know that I was awsome to be around.. but as soon as U find someone else.. I kinda suck.... *sighs* Guess staying away from people IS the best way to go after all.... I got way to much stuff on my mind atm. Its weird how things happen... The news I got a few days ago has affected me more then I thought they would.. I wasnt prepared for this.. and now I can

Help?
So I never do this...But times are tight, money is short, and I'm screwed three ways to sunday.  I have some tickets...that I've been trying to pay since Feb...that just can't get caught up on.  My income is about to drop even more than it already has, and all my other routes aren't working...so....If you think you can drop a buck or two...please feel free...if not, no biggie you guys already do a ton already.  If you know a lot about my personal life, you know why it's hard for me to save any money, and that just got nipped in the bud too...so click it, don't, whatever..just have a happy holiday and value your families while you have them, it's what keeps us going every day. * I deleted the link...the best way to do it is to go to paypal, and send it as a personal gift or something like that... if you want to do it, my email is wesley.marks@gmail.com  thanks again *   *UPDATE* Ok...so i had court on the 28th, and they gave me some more time (late Jan) to get everything cleared up..

Men & Woman Parts
Why is it that when someone sends you a message in your shout box the first question is something to do with seeing you naked..Now im not placing the blame on either sex cause i think both are equally as quilty..but damm.. What the fuck is the the big dam deal? Dont all tits n cock basically look alike? (yes there are different sizes n shapes and in some cases color) But damm do you really got to act like you never seen either one before.. Some ppl wonder why noone will talk to them or why they alone..Umm HELLOOOO...

Eharmony
What I’m doing with my life Gonna get rich and take over the world. Yeah that sounds like a plan. I need an evil lil princess to be my accomplice. If you think you are up for the job, applications are being currently accepted in the message section of my page. I’m really good at Laughing I hold the world record in speed blinking self proclaimed. I can tie a cherry stem in a knot with my tongue. (That shit made you smile)  I am an excellent shopping cart driver. I can use a straw but i suck with chop stixx not even sure why i related the 2 tasks. Oh yeah im house trained... i'm sure thats a plus Tying my shoes is a little iffy, so for the days i cant manage i have velcro. The six things I could never do without Cocoa puffs aluminum foil breathing ( that shoulda been first i know) water, yeah thats a good one gotta have that too crack heads, cause i mean everyone needs a good deal right? my nose, its not the best nose but i have become somewhat a

My Thoughts
I sit here and wonder why I make so many mistakes and then do it again later on. I try to be happy with what I have then everything seems to go wrong, Either because a guy can promise me the world or something sounds so good, while in the long run it was all a crock of shit. The I look around after all the shit has settled and realize that I have hurt a lot of people and myself in the long run. I know I can't change the past and am supposed to learn from it but I don't think I will ever totally grasp that concept. I am very sorry for everyone I have hurt and I know I can't change what happened. I just hope one day that maybe and I don't know if I am grasping at straws or not but I hope that stuff can start to go back to the way it was. I have royally messed up this time and I regret stuff for the second time in my life. I know nobody is perfect but I know there is even limits to what happens. You can only mess up so much before people do give up on you. I know i am at my breaking poin

Nobody
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Read. Don't. Whatever.
I've never been a poet but I know what I feel. I got these scars inside me and I don't know how to heal them.  I've denied their existence for almost a year but when I go to sleep I feel and I hear the sound of the rockets and the feel of the terror that grips you at night when you don't know what's out there.  Twenty three hundred plus or minus an hour your world explodes and the steel is a shower of sparks and noise and screams and sirens. I can't fuckin’ sleep even though I am tired.  When it's quiet you wish it was loud so you'd know that it's over and off to your dreams you could go.  Cause dreams take you away from the place where you live. Well usually they do but sometimes they can give you reminders of people or places or things that used to be living and laughing and singing. 

Xxheather199xx's Team
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Fubar Help
Hey everyone. There has been alot of changes with this update. here is some help I got from the fubar lounge coder DX. DX is a great guy and has helped me tons. This is my attempt at helping him and all the coders. This is the skin code just make the changes to the url's and the sizes. remember all your sizes must have a unit such as: margin-left: 5px; /* V:1 */.new_lounge_wrapper a {  font-family: eras demi itcc;  color: ffffff;  font-size: 12 pt;  font-weight: bolder;  text-decoration: none;  font-style: normal;}.new_lounge_wrapper a.man {  font-family: eras demi itcc;  color: ffffff;  font-size: 12 pt;  font-weight: bolder;  text-decoration: none;  font-style: normal;}.new_lounge_wrapper a:visited {  font-family: eras demi itcc;  color: ffffff;  font-size: 12 pt;  font-weight: bolder;  text-decoration: none;  font-style: normal;}div#pagecontent {  visibility: show!important;  background-image: url()!important;  background-color: 000000!important;  background-attachment: fixed!imp

"true Gov`t"
Once a year we celebrate with stupid hats and plastic plates,the fact that you were able to make another trip around the sun.And the whole clan gathers round' gifts and laughter too will bound,we let out a joyful sound and sing that stupid song.Happy Birthday, now your one year older.Happy Birthday, your life still isn't over.Happy Birthday, you did not accomplish much.But you didn't die this year i guess that's good enough.So lets drink to your fading health, and hope you don't remind yourselfyour chance of finding fame and wealth decrease with every year. Dose it feel like your doing laps, and eating food and taking naps,and hoping that some day, perhaps, your life will hold some cheer. Happy Birthday, what have you done that matters?Happy Birthday, your starting to get fatter. Happy Birthday, it's downhill from now on.Try not to remind yourself your best years are all gone.If cryogenics were all free then you could live like Walt Disney and livefor all eternity inside a block of ice

Dying4eternity
[this is a response to a specific person]   The Bible does not know all. It knows a lot, and its great for basic moral principle, but it does not know all. Being gay isn't a fad by any means -- there are some that go through an experimental 'trying to find myself' phase, but its really about getting down to the core of being male or female. What really ARE the differences between males and females? Very very little. If Men and Women are created equal, then M=1 and W=1; in which case M+M=2; M+W=2; and W+W=2. Where's the problem? You don't have to understand it for yourself. You likely never will because you are straight. . . but then again, can you honestly tell me you've *NEVER* felt any attraction towards another woman? Even when slightly tipsy? We have so little time in our lives to live, is it really worth being so vocal and causing so much pain for other people? I'm a Juggalo. We're all very different. The most noticeable Juggalos are the kids on Railroad [you will never c

Poetry
When I speak to you, My heart goes so fast. I can only imagine, What it's like in person. You make me so happy, Like a giddy little school girl. I get the butterflies, And it feels like I'm floating. I can't wait to be in your arms, To feel your touch, Just to be in your embrace. I know it will be like heaven, Just to be by you. I know one day soon, All my dreams will come true, And it will be because of you! By: Cassandra Gerald The sun rises like gold and sets like burning fire just like in my heart.  

Auction
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~lost Without You~
Robin Thicke Song Lyrics.....It's Like That....Isn't It??   I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby Tell me how you love me more And how you think I'm sexy baby But you don't want nobody else You don't want this guy You don't want that guy You wanna touch yourself when you see me Tell me how you love my body And how I make you feel baby You wanna roll with me You wanna to hold with me You wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me I just love to hear you say it It makes a man feel good baby Tell me you depend on me I need to here it I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby Baby your the perfect shape Baby your the perfect weight Treat me like my birthday I want it this way I want it that way I want it Tell me you don't w

Lost
Lost and AloneWithin this LifeSearching to findSome form of comfortWhile LostI sit AloneWithin this ShellOf this WorldWanting to be FoundTo be Loved and HeldWithin your Strong ArmsKnowing I'm Safe and FoundWhile I wish for thisI shall wait til I'm FoundForever Lost and AloneWhile I fade into Darkness

Block Blog Pt 4
Batman: XOXO   cancel Chat To Batman: hola   cancel Chat Batman: hi baby how are you xxx   cancel Chat To Batman: i'm ok i guess, thanks. how are you?   cancel Chat

Assorted Dribble
Justice in the court room "Did that little girl get justice? Not by a long shot..." I want to start off by saying this, I feel that Casey Anthony should get some considerable prison time for not reporting her child missing (I'm talking about decades). I am pretty sure there is a large percentage of people out there who are outraged over the not guilty verdict in the Casey Anthony murder case, yes, she lied and she partied at a time when she should have been doing anything but and many of you would like to see her life taken from her and more than likely would do it yourself if you could get your hands on her. You have a right to feel pain and to turn that pain to anger. I too am very outraged over what happened to Caylee, I truly am. I believe the mother did some terrible wrongs. I am not saying the mother did or did not do the crime because I honestly don't know. Casey Anthony did some stupid sh*t and told some lies but the truth of the matter is this, no evidence was ever present

Club Karizma 2010
    CLICK ON TO ENTER Club Karizma NEW CAM RULES EFFECTIVE IMMEDIATELY !!!   (CAMS ARE OPEN TO STAFF AT ANYTIME WITH OUT ASKING IF THERE OPEN..CAM 5 AND 6 ARE GUEST CAMS FOR OUR MEMEBERS...MEMEBER MUST GET IN CONTACT WITH OWNERS OR OTHER LOUNGE STAFF FOR CAM INFO..FOR GUEST CAMS MEMBERS MUST BE MEMBER FOR A WEEK OR MORE..AND MUST POST A SALUTE..) 1)On slow nights cams can be used by selected Staff or a Member that has been with us for a min. of 2 weeks at least. On busy nights staff is allowed 1hr max up on cam, Non Staff is allowed 30mins.....Subject to change as needed. Check in with Owner/Manger *if online* for cam Info.   2)Absolutly NO flashing and NUDITY!! before 12pm Est...Flashing is acceptable after 12pm Est. IF you break our No flashing rule You will lose your cam privliage.. (flash includes: ass, tits, clevage for 10 secs long) IS ALLOWED..AT OUR TIME DISEIRED   3)IF you want to go up on cam ask a Manager so they can make sure t

Operation
Tuesday i go in for tripplr bypass i wanna say thank you to all my friends please keep me in your prayers. Ill be in fayetville at hospital if anyone wants to check on my status thank you all for thoughts an prayers

Poem
A while back, at the entrance of a gym, there was a picture of a very thin and beautiful woman. The caption was "This summer, do you want to be a mermaid or a whale?" The story goes, a woman (of clothing size unknown) answered the following way: "Dear people, whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, seals, curious humans), they are sexually active and raise their children with great tenderness. They entertain like crazy with dolphins and eat lots of prawns. They swim all day and travel to fantastic places like Patagonia, the Barents Sea or the coral reefs of Polynesia. They sing incredibly well and sometimes even are on cds. They are impressive and dearly loved animals, which everyone defend and admires. Mermaids do not exist. But if they existed, they would line up to see a psychologist because of a problem of split personality: woman or fish? They would have no sex life and could not bear children. Yes, they would be lovely, but lonely and sad. And, who wants a g

I Love The Sound When You Come Undone....
things people may or may not know about me lol cause apparently, i keep dirty cheerleading secrets from rok.     I was the head cheerleader at my high school. I play the flute I went to band camp I loved ROTC and wanted to be in the military I have a secret love for Elton John that is epic and um.... Truth or Dare.   sarah your favorite blog Whore!!!!!!!!!   no this was not supposed to make sense. Yesterday, my ebil fubar wommiz Misfit, and Vixen, were very nice and turned me into a super hoar!!!!!!! Mistittys gave me all her points and Vixen gave me a boomerang.........both out of the blue, so it was kinda sweet.. yeah i didnt just say that, but thank you and thank you to bounty and misfit who kept pimping me out and to scarabus who keeps my buzz up and to witchie, who shows me her boobs to keep me awake   and thanks to everyone who hit my profile yesterday, and helped me level after like i dunno a year or more lol   and i have a plea!! Friday is my best friend

The Chronicles Of Kindness
Ya may have heard me say, but my company xmas party was this past Sat night. They had a makeshift casino, and for every 1000 dollars in chips you could redeem for a voucher to be entered into the prize drawing basket at the end of the night. Each employee already had one in by default. I took a bit of a hit at craps, so switched over to blackjack, and started mopping up. As my winnings got up, I did manage to redeem one voucher. But as time drew on I accumilated quite a stockpile of chips, to which when I decided I best offload some more winnings, I found out the table was out of vouchers. :( So I shrugged it of and kept playin just for fun. One of the corporate managers came past and commented on my towering payload, and I informed him of my ordeal, to which he scowled "aw man thats bs, hang on". He went and got the contracts girl that was sort of the organizer of the party, and she managed to pull 2 more from the craps table so I could redeem at least some of my chips. That gave

Wet
Soaked, Moist, and Glistening.I am so wet.Tightening, Contracting, Widening.I am so ready.Wanting, Needing, Urging.For you.Trembling, Quivering, Shaking.For You.I want to feel the length of you burrowing its head deep inside my heat. I need your touch.I need your kiss.I need your feel.Urging to please you.Urging to be pleased by you.I can not help this feeling,I can not help this sensation.Radiating between my legs,Hardening my nipples.Lost in a trance so deep.No longer in touch with reality but instead,Dwelling in our fantasy.

America
 "AMERICA!"   I don't know who put this together but, they deserve a lot of credit.   Osama Bin Laden, your time is short; We'd rather you die, than come to court. Why are you hiding if it was in God's name? You're just a punk with a turban; a pathetic shame.   I have a question, about your theory and laws; "How come you never die for the cause?" Is it because you're a coward who counts on others? Well, here in America, we stand by our brothers. As is usual, you failed in your mission; If you expected pure chaos, you can keep on wishing.Americans are now focused and stronger than ever; Your death has become our next endeavor.

Public Disservice Announcements
I've been working on computers in one way or another for many years now, and the one thing that has never changed no matter how advanced they get:  THEY STILL LOCK UP. Now I try TO be a responsible guy when I'm working and making music on my computer. I try to save my work on a regular basis "just in case" something goes wrong.  But every now and then I forget, and that is the time that my computer ALWAYS decides to lock up on me. It's like they put monitoring systems inside a computer that track when the last time you saved your work was... and if you haven't saved your work in an hour it plays a joke on you by locking up on you or crashing. (computer thinking to itself) "Hmm, he's been working on that track for 2 hours straight and he's so involved with it that he's forgotten to save it! Well, it's time to ruin this chump's day! Muahahahahahahahahah!" So what do you do when

Random Thoughts And Rants
I didn't write this myself, but I think every American should read it! The Ghost of Thanksgiving Yet to Come By Arnold Ahlert  Wednesday, November 24, 2010     "Winston, come into the dining room, it's time to eat," Julia yelled to her husband. "In a minute, honey, it's a tie score," he answered.  Actually Winston wasn't very interested in the traditional holiday football game between Detroit and Washington.  Ever since the government passed the Civility in Sports Statute of 2017, outlawing tackle football for its "unseemly violence" and the "bad example it sets for the rest of the world," Winston was far less of a football fan than he used to be.  Two-hand touch wasn't nearly as exciting. Yet it wasn't the game that Winston was uninterested in.  It was more the thought of eating another TofuTurkey.  Even though it was the best type of VeggieMeat available after the government revised the American Anti-Obesity Act of 2018, adding fowl to the list of federally-forbidden

Wet Dreams Lounge
Spotlight Will Run From Sunday To Sunday at whatever time Staff Can Switch It Over. Bids Are to Be Sent To RedRum420 To Be Used As Lounge Promotion Funds ONLY! Bids END @ 11:59pm On Saturday Night! You Must Have A Link To The Photo You Want Used Placed With Your Bid. NON NSFW PER MY STANDARDS! NOT FUBARS! Tho Fubars Will Be Used As A Generic Back Bone. MY CALL IS FINAL Invalid Links Will Be Disregarded & Next Highest Bidder Will Win If I Cannot Get In Contact With You B4 It Is Changed. BIDS ARE FUBUCK CURRANCY ONLY!   I Reserve The Right To Refuse Any Bid With Reasonable Cause. Place Bids Here As A  Comment!

Rants
Never in my 23 years of life, have i seen so much Lies. Backstabbing, Caddyness & Bullshit, I mean, Highschool wasnt even this bad & thats where the drama is supposed to be at its peak. Its not a secret that i am not a very trusting person or nice person to people on this site, But those who know me, and i mean REALLY know me, KNOW that i have a heart (they arent supposed to tell anyone) but yes, its a shocker, I have feelings.. With that being said... Over my last year in Fu, I have watched "Friends" come and go, more than half of them, im glad to see them go, their true personalities have come out and basically they now mean shit to me. On the other hand i have met some amazing people, People that regardless if i have met them or not, they have become my best friends, the type of people i would do anything for, the people i trust with my walls down & the ones who regardless of how pissed off i am they make me laugh and smile. I have been privileged enough to meet these people. &&

Unjust Days
The day may pass with or without a cloud a night will pass when only you can shed a tear but will the life pass without any fear?   we all have pasts  we all have regrets its what we do with our faults so we dont repeat and be last.   Some hold on  some let go some are just so confussed not knowing what they should do.   The idea is simple  together or alone happy or sad the decicion is yours good or bad.   some words were said meant or not the hole was dug that brought silence and regret. anger flew and damage was done a friendship ended that will be missed.   The ring still hangs there  needing to be reached to be grabbed by one  and held onto by two.   but who wants it more or wants it at all it could have been special it could have been.   Bikerlkn4you    

The Truth..can U Handle It?
What if your $10 ticket could change the life of a 9 year old little girl? Would you spend it?Sara Has Retts Syndrome, She can't walk, talk or use her hands for sign language. She is fed through a feeding tube. She is bright and alert, a prisoner in her own body.Her mother Tonya Hanna (RL friend) has entered her in a raffle to have a chance to win an Eyegaze System, a device to track her eye movement on a monitor to choose words and speak for her.If you buy a ticket OR tickets! you will have a chance to win a $500 Visa gift card! and Sara gets the Eyegaze! Also ALL Fu's who buy tickets will be entered in my drawing for a God Mode!Raffle runs till Sept. 15 so buy now and more later if you can!Also visit my page to see vids of Sara! with another to come soon.Please click the pic below and go to the raffle site! ADDED THE PIC YOU CLICK ON IN MY COMMENTS HERE AT LEAST READ WHAT IS GOING ON!(repost of original by ' Saras Advocate AKA mOOnSpiCe' on '2011-08-11 10:33:15') I REALLY NEED YOUR

A Poem For My Lost But Not Forgotten Friend
ive narrowed it down to 4 choices...... A)-Poison B)-Korn C)-Booondox D)-Tom Petty     Who would rather listen to 2 hrs of music from?    The Short End Of The StickThe darkness slowly fades in The hand i dealt only lead to loads of strife Why do i deserve this..... I tried to be a good person in life, The days were too short, and the nights too long .I lived like there was no tomorrow, But what was so wrong? You said id always be safe ,You acted like you knew what i need... and in return all you can do is leave me here to bleed.... I am a good person, Regardless of what you say... It dont matter what you see People will always remember this day! You took someones loved one, and acted like i was just another... what you seemed to forget, You also took someones mother. Your day will come, Your fate will not be spared! You took my life like it was nothing And now you will be hunted by all those who cared!RIP Sherrill, we love you and will always remember  you

Friendship On The Fu
In a comparison of personal relationships, friendship is considered to be closer than association, although there is a range of degrees of intimacy in both friendships and associations.   People have several different types of friendships. Best friends, Friends with benifits, a person you know by repution but arent really freinds with, we all have a few frenemies, and I could go on and on.   The hardest part about being that close to a woman is because well, we are some crazy, catty bitches who enjoy keeping shit stirred up, not letting things die down, hiding in the bushes like a hungry lioness to pounce and devour your best best friend.   When I was little friendship was about who could jump rope the best, play hop scotch better, was it longer in a game of tag, whoever was the better hidder in Hide and go Seek.   Now as my children are getting older (my son is 15, my middle daughter ie 13 and my "baby"is 10) I notice how their ideas of friendships differ from the way ours did

Welcome To My World
Just arrived at work. I was soaking wet when i got here... It's raining for 8 hours now, no break... When will this s**t end. I want sun, i want summer or I will get depressed... so i had my knee surgery on friday. it was succesful... it hurts, but i'm okay. i come home, switch on the tv and see all the shit that happened in japan.people die or are missed, nuclear plants get out of control. people have no home. that was 3 days ago. and things over there get even worse. so now today i'm back in the office. and i feel bad. not because my knee hurts, but because i noticed how unimportant my little self is. and then i read a fubar status like "oh please can i get a pimpout"...   should i laugh about that or cry because some people just don't get it? Finally spring has come back to Berlin... :DI woke up and the sun was shining through my open window. I decided to let work be work and stayed in bed longer. I enjoyed the sun shining onto me. It was awesome... So now I am happy again...

Just Ramblings My Mind Wonders About
just answer all the questions at one time when you call them about something?? We have been trying to turn the charity into a full fledged non profit (although the expenses come out of My pocket so it may as well be) for a year now. We thought we were just down to the 501c3 paperwork and then done. Not! Come to find out they didn't tell us in the start there was a whole slew of other paperwork that we needed in addition to all that we HAVE DONE. So yet again we are on the search for what we need, the funds to do it, and someone that knows what they are doing to possibly help. My dream in life....well one of them.....believe it or not is simple....a bit expensive but simple. I am disabled and in a wheelchair for anyone that has no idea already. I have a bad back so it is getting harder to get around and would give deep gratitude if I could get a handbike attachment for My chair. They usually run about 1500 bucks is the problem. I think I uploaded a couple pics of basically what I would

Dark Torment
I hear it in the night air. It calls to me, like the sirens of old. The rush of that songstress resonates with every fiber of my being.  I must have her. I must feel her delicate touch. I must burst my loins within her dark chalice.......The melody again calls to me. My dark lady is near and I am her escort, and soulmate, she is my hearts keeper, and eternal beloved...She is moving again, moving through the night. She is the night. She sings to me again, calling me to her....Leading me to our dark rendevous... I close my eyes and the song boils my blood.. I land in a populated area, enticed by my ladies call.. Our foreplay is usually quite fatal for others, I grin knowlingly as I begin to assume a more human form.... tonight we play with toys...A burly man brushes passed me, and makes an unseemly remark, I quietly reach my hand forward and with a simple slash, his head lolls sideways uselessly and he drops. What fools these mortals be.... arrogance has its own rewards... That last exc

You Deserve What You Get...sometimes
Okay, so I posted a status after seeing many status changes from women about men and how they lie or how the woman had been hurt by some dipstick. Here is the status I posted: "Dogs won't bury their bone in the same hole twice." Not even 30 seconds later the following conversation took place in my sb.... 6:33am BlueEyed Soul: Ew...really...?   6:34am  To BlueEyed Soul: just something I thought up quickly due to the fact that I see tons of status changes about dudes lying to women to get what they want    6:34am  BlueEyed Soul: So you relate women to dogs...good thinkin...    6:34am  To BlueEyed Soul: im sure once they run out of yard they will go back to a previous hole

Fubar Help
HOW TO: Bring Back Photo Tab Or Hide Photo Tab On New Skin Public Profile.. If You Need Any Other Video Help Send Me A Private Message And I Will Make A Video To Help You Thru What I Can....   Here Is The URL If You Can Not See The YouTube Video Posted Here..Click On The Code Or Copy & Paste White Code Below Into Browser And You Will See The Video... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hpp1TekLmF8        

Cap Crazy???
They Say I Am Cappy Crazy They Always Ask " Why Do You Cap Every First Letter?" Most Already Have Their Minds Made Up That I Am Strange Or Trying To Do Some Power Text Thing To Show Off Or Seem Uber Proper.....The Fact Of The Matter Is That I Was Born Into This World With Congenital Rubella Syndrome (CRS). Now A Little Lesson For Those Who Don't Wanna Google,Congenital Rubella Is A Group Of Physical Problems That Occur In An Infant When Its Mother Is Infected With The Virus That Causes German Measles. With That Being Said There Is Real Reasons That Are Behind My Cappy Madness. Here Are Some Of The Many Complications A Person With This Can Have:(copy & paste) Complications may involve many parts of the body.   Eyes: Cataracts Glaucoma Retinitis Heart: Patent ductus arteriosus Pulmonary artery stenosis Other heart defects Central nervous system: Mental retardation Motor retardation Small head from failed brain development Encephalitis Meningitis

Destruction Crew Ii Blog
Mike and I have decided to make this blog to help out the players in  any  turf that may read this. THIS BLOG WILL BE EDITED FROM TIME TO TIME. COME BACK TO SEE IS THERE ARE ANY CHANGES.   OTHER BLOGS TO HELP YOU ALONG YOUR WAY IN MAFIA MADE BY: xxSIRIUSxx   http://fubar.com/new-players-getting-started-part1/b339347-1143487   THINGS TO REMEMBER AND HELP YOU PLAY THE GAME.... YOUR ENERGY LEVEL WILL BE ABLE TO INCREASE AT LEVELS 50,  100, 150 Get your mob up to 750 ASAP If you are using I.E. it would be better for you to switch to either Fire Fox, Opera, or Google chrome.   Fire Fox and Opera gives you the ability to use the ENTER KEY  to refresh the page to give you a better chance at the bounties.   You  get 5 mob members per level so equip each of them with the highest weapons and armor possible. (EXAMPLE - if you are at level 10 you have 50 mob members) The Mafia Guide - http://www.fubar.com/mafia/guide.php FuMafia Wishlist - http://fubar.com/fumafia-wishlist/b312010-1

Ten Rules For Being Human
I always wait until she hangs up first.     *gag*     Right? I'm going to talk to you about Fubar.   LOL.   You need to get off Fubar.   In doing so you will cease to say the following abbreviations:   LOL, ROFL, FML, FTW, BRB, BBS, BS, FOCLOL, and FOCROFLOL.   This behavior is turning you into a drippling turbospaz.   You dirty window licker.   "Pervy Texan likes you!"   Nobody likes this.   :(   You don't have 852 friends.   You have about 4.   And that's good. :)   4 friends that you talk to is better than 852 friends that you don't want to see but are happy to look at.   Why have so many friends if you cringe every time you hear the sound of your sb?   One or more of these "friends" are looking at your photos right now...   And judging you.   I'm not.   I don't think that my taste in music is more eclectic than yours.   I don't think that your tits looked good in that photo so I should probably stop what I'm doing and masturbate to your i

Fubar Stuff
So, this is my first blog. Ive never done this before because I dont feel the need to broadcast my personal shit all over the world. BUT, I feel I need to bring up a subject that confuses me to no end. Dating! Ive been single for over 5 years now. Was married 10, divorced, no kids. I don't smoke or drink, am in decent shape and take a shower every day and I have all my teeth. Everyone tells me I am a great person and cant figure out why I haven't found someone. SO! This leads me to ask...What are you ladies looking for????? Here are some things I have heard: I want a man who is strong and mature emotionally. I'm looking for a man that has a job and likes kids. Im looking for a man that has goals in his life and is secure in himself. I want a man that will treat me like a lady. I'm looking for a guy that has a great sense of humor. Looking for a guy that will place me on a pedestal. Etc, etc, etc. Lets take a look at this shall we. First, I want a man who is strong and matu

Jen's Place
"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She's loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect, you aren't either & the two of you may never be perfect together. But if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking of you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she know's you can break: her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she... makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." — Bob Marley 1. Ladies, be very careful who you talk to. Chances are your talking to a guy who you would never even speak to in real life. Or would never speak to you rather. You don't know them. Just because you spent time chatting with them, even on the phone or yahoo messenger, web ca

Tattoo Ideas
So here is the deal. My Fiance is pregnant with my first baby. She will be having it sometime in September. We have confirmation through ultrasound that our baby will be a girl. So I came up with the thought that I might want to get a tattoo with the baby's name, and date of birth on it. But I want to make it special. Like I said, she should be born in September, so I want to come up with something taht will be special to signifying her. So, any advice, or input on different ideas on what the design should look at will be welcome. Thanks to everyone in advance who helps with this one. 

Had Enough
All the dreams and the fantasies, all the wishes that never come true, all the right all the wrong, and then there was you. In this life that we live day to day, we all have things that get in our way. something or someone that leads us astray. It doesn't matter how high you build the walls, safety is uncertain when, something or someone can make them fall.... Reality is replaced and you're no longer thinking straight, nagging in the back of your mind, is the battle between love and hate... I didn't want to love you, I wasn't ready to believe, I never intended to fall, as may heart was desperate to receive..... Now the heart is completely broken, I don't know what to do, I have fallen victim to the something or someone that is YOU   It is amazing to me the seriousness in which some members here on FU actually take it. I'm gonna say this..... If you are my fan, friend, or family member, it is because I found something interesting about you either on your profile, or in a chat conv

Deepdeepbad_xxx
I would fucking come 3 times till my nut dry and grab your hair behind you keep fucking hours till we cry beneath the sky Of a place with out sigh like nothing exist except you and I Of a street with out crack like nothing real except you and I I would fucking come in your mouth and tongue and all over your delicate body with out any doubt or lie,I would come with blood I would fuck you with a fuck out of straight deep part and let you ride me down to the cliff of a beautiful line of the blue mountain said Where no stars could follow us or free more than we Where no need a word any more and wet both of us more than rain   You would fucking come 3 times before your fingernails cross the veins of my back and keep fucking hours till we cry beneath the sky Of a wild book that every page of our bodies got tore up hard and fast by you and I Of a wind story that sail on the wide ocean with unfading strom deep from you and I You would fucking come in my eyes and ears and all over my

Tale Of The Broken Heart
I stand outside the door of the room where I have kept my heart since the devastation.  Key in my hand a stare at the door,  dare I open it?  Risk devastation again?  I lower myself to look thru the keyhole and peek thru it, I can see the scars.  Remnants of the pain.  Permanant damage I wonder?  I straighten and look at the door, the bolt, the lock.  I turn and lean my back against the door and close my eyes.  Thinking of the defenses I have spent years building.  Hiding behind physicality and dispensing with emotion.  At war within myself, desire and rationality at odds.  Should I do it, try to love again?  I turn put my hand on the bolt, the key in the lock and pause. Poisonous Silence   The poison of your silence courses through my veins...  Making me sick in body as well as spirit...  I feel it raging and burning thru me... Wondering if it will kill me... And almost hoping it does...  The heart inside begins to truly beat... slowly at first then a little faster... the sc

Do You Want My Points For `12hrs? Read To Find Out How!
I do like to switch sides in the game. i get bored with being an devil at times i do jump onto the angel side on occasion ..if you catch me when im an angel i do sell my points. If you catch me when im a Devil you will need to pay 12 mill for me to make the switch..If you catch me when im an already an ANGEL.i ask for 8 mill fu-bucks to altruize you! If you want to send me active bling .which will net you even more points i will accept 2 boomy's r(1 boomy is for me to run while i altruize you and the other is for me soley.. ty :D) I get alot of traffic on my profile so with a boomy activated it is even better!!!  OR ill accept 1 mega poilsher & 1 boomy(for me soley :p)..i can net you 7-14million points or more with my polishing skills! IF YOU REALLY WANT TO LEVEL SEND ME THE MEGA POLISHER & a 25 bp..for sitting my ass there FOR 6hr polishing for you..(please view my 'RANKS WHEN I RUN A POISHER" FOLDER.!If ur trying to rank in top 500 or 100 daily rank and are having trouble u will wan

Music Challenge
Day 4.  A song that makes you sad. Not only does it make me sad, it makes me cry.  Every time.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDy3lQYPzS4    Stella   Day 3.  A song that makes you happy.   I have many many many songs that fall into my “happy song” category.  However, my choice is a long standing fave and one that never ever fails to lift my spirits.   I don’t care if you now think I’m educationally sub-normal, I really like it.    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C8OBlq_svBY   I’m off to listen to it right now – I hope you play the game and listen all the way through.   Stella Day 1.  Your favourite song. Well, there is the first and biggest issue right away.  I genuinely don't have 1 favourite song - like many folk it would depend on the mood of the day/moment.  So, the question is how the hell do I answer this one and what on earth do I choose? I have thought about going for the obvious (a jovi choice) going for the random (so

Amorous Ebony Chronicles
When I got out of college, I went into retail management. I worked for a bunch of years running stores at the local mall. For those who have never worked in a mall, it has its own social community. A lot of the main workers hung out after work at the local pub next door to the mall. We worked out in the gym next door. A lot of us visited each other during our breaks. We used to get in free to see the movies at the mall theater.Of course, there was the usual gossip that came with working there. The mall cops used to hit on all the best looking women (don't ask. it was a small college town). Most of all, I remember it as a lot of fun with a lot of sexual adventures. Time to dig into some of those stories. My goal when I'm with you is simple. I want to be the best you've ever had. I want to be the one you tell your girlfriends about. I want to ruin you for other men. When you're with your other man, I want you to compare how he feels inside you to how good my throbbing cock e

A Story For Him
On the drive up to my dad's place I thought about what I would do if you were driving us there. I would be holding your hand and playing with your fingers, letting you know I'm feeling playful. About ten minutes away from the house, I slide over on my seat, closer to you. I know you're trying to concentrate on driving but I can't keep my hands off. I start by kissing your neck, my tongue traces upwards, and I nibble on your ear lobe. I whisper in your, "I want you so much", and my hand starts to rub your thigh suggestively. I hear you let out one of those moans, those manly little grunts of yours that drive me wild. My hand drifts over to the fast-growing bulge in your jeans, rubbing playfully while I kiss your neck and whimper in your ear that I can't wait to get home. After what seems like an eternity, we arrive at the house. We get out the car and walk toward the house. I'm fumbling around with the keys, trying to pick the right one. I feel you wrap your arms around me from behi

Baseball Glove
         A woman takes a lover home during the day while her husband is at work.Her 9-year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch.  The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet, not realizing that the little boy is in there already.  The little boy says, ' Dark in here.'  The man says,    'Yes, it is.'  The Boy says:  'I have a baseball..'  Man:    'That's nice'  Boy:    'Want to buy it?'  Man:    'No, thanks.'

The More You Know♥
Ok, so heres one that gets brought to my attention ALOT....my eyes... yes I know they're amazing, astounding, hypnotizing,beautiful, gorgeous ect ect ect but heres the real debate their color: if you scroll through my picture comments you will notice a little differiation in the colors that get complimented, I never correct this because all are right...thats right I said it...all are right.... my eyes are weirdoes and change colors between blue,gray,green, with flecks of brown or gold...the real mystery is knowing what each color means or is it? dun dun dunnnnnn Sooo since some of you lovely people seem to be interested in the enigma that is myself I've decided to devote a little time here and there for some random facts, thoughts, rants and the like that you may never get to hear in a general conversation with me. To start this off heres a random rach fact for ya:  I swear...A LOT, i even got scolded at the chiropractor once for accidentally dropping the F-Bomb hahaha. 

Untitled
I want to scream at the top of my lungsI want to let my frustration outBut instead I sit and cry quietlySometimes not even knowing what its about...The past, the present, the futureIt all gets so entwinedI lose myself in the confusionThe fog of sadness makes me blindThe thoughts that overwhelm meThey overcome my mindThe indecision and the uncertaintyMake "me" impossible to find...I want so much for you to save meI want so much for you to careI want so much for you to carry meFar away...or anywhereBut fear is way too strongFor me to let you inSo I guess Ill have to take care of meAnd...chances are Ill never winBut Ill smile like Im happyI wont cry when Im sadIll laugh just to fake itAnd Ill never show Im madPity...yes it isThat a heart can turn so coldThat one is so afraid to beBut...same old story, just retold...JAVADont know if that made any sense, dont really care

The Book Of The Fee Language
Definition Of dfghyjuhgfdxsdfrgth: dont fuck guys humping your junk under high giraffes four donkeys xcite seven donkeys for random goat teething hookers   Definition Of IWJTTCAPSY: i will jump thru this computer and pimp slap you   Definition Of ikfvlyh: id kill for vagina like you have   Definition Of GUY7UI: guy #7s under investigation   Definition Of W9owf: woman 9s on whores face   Definition Of lmai: laughing so hard your ass implodes Definition Of DMMCTTCAFYU: dumb monkeys masterbating circumstancially to the cat and firey yelling sexy underagers?

This Sucks
OK I HAD A CERTAIN PERSON THAT WANTED TO DATE ME AND KNEW ME FOR A SHORT TIME. SHE SAID TO ME SHE SEEN ME AROUND AND THOUGHT I WAS VERY SWEET ......WELL I FOUND OUT SHE DOES THIS FOR FIRST IT IS ASKING YOU TO BUY HER BP AND STUFF CONSANTLY AND THEN GOES TO BIGGER THINGS LIKE ASKING YOU TO CO-SIGHN ON A VEHICAL AND STUFF. SHE GOES AFTER MILITARY GUYS A LOT AND IF YOU DO END UP IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH HER SHE WILL IGNORE YOU AND STUFF AND SO SHE CAN TALK TO OTHER GUYS TO GET THE SAME FROM THEM AS WELL. SHE IS A SCAMMER AND UP TO HURT PEOPLE SO IF YOU WANT MORE DETAILS JUST MESSAGE ME AND I WILL TELL YOU MORE ABOUT IT SO YOU WONT GET STUCK IN HER CIRCLE OF SCAMS.......THANKS EVERYONE i went to thehospital a couple of days ago and yikes they tell me i need my gallbladder removed i am gonna get a second opimion but just hearing it sucks   OK I HAD A CERTAIN PERSON THAT WANTED TO DATE ME AND KNEW ME FOR A SHORT TIME. SHE SAID TO ME SHE SEEN ME AROUND AND THOUGHT I WAS VERY SWEET ......WELL I

Auction
It is time 4 me 2 host another auction! If u have never been in one of mine let me tell u how I do things...lol! I do auctions 4 fun & 2 help people out! I do not charge anything 2 enter! If u feel like giving me something once it is done then cool but I do not ask 4 anything! The name of this one is "Football Kick Off"!  All guys & girls welcome!    Here is what I need by Thursday if u want in: #1. A link 2 a pic of u (SFW but can be sexy if u want) #2. What NFL or NCAA team that is your fav #3. A list of what all u want 2 offer   That's all I need! The auction will start Saturday September 17th & will end on Friday September 23rd! If u need help on what 2 offer just message me!    Thanks, Chris =)

Emma Readings
Life   The most important thing I have learned in life is nothing is more important than being happy & having a sense of humor. Follow your dreams and your bliss always and no matter what anyone tells you and be sure to be happy along the way. Because happiness is not attained from achieving your goals, it's the fuel that propels you toward them! And there is too much serious shit in this world not to laugh at all of the absurdity of it! Such as the dynamics of sex and male to female relationships. Surely GOD has a twisted sense of humor to play this joke on us! Besides have you ever seen a platypus I rest my case! Don't think you know me from 1000 words on a page...this is only the tip of the iceberg, only one facet of me, the part I allow you to see at this particular moment in time. I need a man with a gentle smileI want a man who's sweet and kindI long for a man who's serious enoughTo discuss with me what life is aboutThe size of his biceps don't really matterNor the color and

Health Update 9/16/2011
Hi , Just wanted to let you know what is going on.. Mom and I just got back from seeing my ( hematologist) , The results from the test that the (heart doc ) showed that I did have a "mild heart attack " back in Sept. The test showed small amt of damage to the right side of the heart . They think that what happened is a piece of one of the clots broke off and hit the right side of my heart and this is what caused it. They could not see any blockage or anything so they think that my body just pushed it through and my "heart said " you aren't going anywhere yet.. So no need for any type of procedure at this time. They are going to continue to treat me with ( carvedilol) which is a heart beta blocker .. What ever that is ..LOL.. So that is the latest . I go back and see the (heart doc)on Nov.4th. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers .. Love you all . Tom G`evening and hello..  Well some of you know and some don't . ( Those that don't I'm sorry )   I have had a few doctor appt'

Rock And Roll Classics
500. Autobahn - Kraftwerk499. I Wanna Be Sedated - The Ramones 498. Some Kind Of Wonderful - Grand Funk Railroad497. I'd Love To Change The World - Ten Years After496. Bluebird - Buffalo Springfield495. Bungle In The Jungle - Jethro Tull494. Eyes Of The World - Grateful Dead493. Rudie Can't Fail - The Clash492. What's On My Mind - Kansas491. L.A. Woman - The Doors490. I'm Broken - Pantera489. Rebel Rebel - David Bowie488. I Want To Conquer The World - Bad Religion487. Around The Dial - The Kinks486. Omaha - Moby Grape485. Suzie Q - Creedence Clearwater Revival484. Flute Thing - The Blues Project483. Anarchy In The UK - Sex Pistols482. Under Pressure - Queen481. Brass In Pocket - The Pretenders480. Monterey - Eric Burdon & the Animals479. Bullit - The Misfits 478. My War - Black Flag477. Southern Man - Neil Young476. Hard To Handle - The Black Crowes475. High Flying Bird - Richie Havens474. We'll Burn The Sky - Scorpions473. Surf's Up - The Beach Boys472. On The Road Again - Canned Heat

Just Some Stuff..
When God first made the world, He looked at the bare and barren hillsides and thought how nice it would be to cover them with some kind of beautiful tree or flower. So he turned to the Giant Oak, the biggest and strongest of all of the trees he had made, and asked him if he would be willing to go up to the bare hills to help make them look more attractive. But the oak explained that he needed a good depth of soil in order to grow and that the hillsides would be far too rocky for him to take root. So God left the oak tree and turned to the honeysuckle with its lovely yellow flower and beautiful sweet fragrance. He asked the honeysuckle if she would care to grow on the hillsides and spread her beauty and fragrance amongst the barren slopes. But the honeysuckle explained that she needed a wall or a fence or even another plant to grow against, and for that reason, it would be quite impossible for her to grow in the hills. So God then turned to one of the sweetest and most beau

Miss Mummy's Scrawlings..
I am planning on running a GodMode contest in January or February of 2012.The contest will run for 3 Weeks, at the end of this time the winners will all be selected.This contest will be entry based, with the winner randomly selected through use of a randomizer.You can increase your number of entries through different actions, just like entering into a lottery.Certain actions will gain more entries than others.All entries are numbered, with the person's fubar name written next to them.The number that is selected through the randomizer (and it's associated fubar owner) is the winner of the GodMode.Alternate prizes will be selected by Myself according to their categories.This contest is open to anyone with a salute, who is not on My blocked list.Proposed Entry Options Include:Creative/Artistic Salute to Miss Mummy Macabre - 1 entry per salute, limit of 2 salutesBody Salute* to Miss Mummy Macabre - 1 entry per salute, limit of 2 salutesMost Rated Creative/Artistic Salute By Contest Close -

Bling Packs
Just a curious question to ask of you all.   Just how much would you be willing to pay in FuBucks for a 1,000 Credit Bling Pack?   All comments welcomed.   Thanks.

Be Good To Yourself
Trust yourself You know what you want and need. Put yourself first. You can't be anything for anybody else  unless you take care of yourself.   Let your feelings be known.They are important.Express your opinions.It's good to hear yourself talk.   Value your thinking.You do it well.Take the time and space you need.Even if other people are wanting something

A Poem 2011
You think that pretty smile and those pretty eyes  Will keep you from finding out your lies Well I'm here to tell you, she isn't a fool She's taking her time and playing it cool Eventually you WILL slip up Then she will know for sure what's sup   Word of warning: You make her cry......I'll make sure you bleed.

Real Life's Priorities
It breaks my heart to have to leave all my friends here...I've come back several times for a reason...and that was just to stay in touch with all of the very dear, true friends I've met here. I lost my dad last March and my mom has gone downhill very rapidly since then due to Alzheimers. I've been going back and forth between Seattle and Vancouver lately..Monday thru Friday to take care of her but she is not doing very well at all. This may very well be me and my son's last Christmas with her and I wish to make it the VERY best for her!! SOOOO.....I will not be here much at all. That being said...I know the nature of this game...this isn't my first rodeo...lol. If you need to take me out of your family, believe me...I COMPLETELY understand! All my finances are wrapped up in making sure she gets the absolute BEST care possible so I just simply cannot spend any more money here. To be honest Fubar is SOO NOT my priority right now but I do understand how the game is played. If you remove

Broken!
I HAD to rewrite this....I am NOT broken...in-order to be broken..you have to allow that first....I KNOW who and what I am....I will NEVER allow the cruel and mean actions of ANYONE to enable me to break....I AM the light..and I will shine just to piss the darkness off....I WON'T stoop the someone else's level in-order to get my point across...me living a happy and successful life...is my payback....I AM the strong one...and regardless of your words or actions....I will NOT allow it to weaken me again.....I do have AMAZING friends here...and people who REALLY care about me....and dismissing them because of the actions of one person is selfish..and not me at all....I DON'T have to hurt other people in-order to make myself feel better....I am here to HELP people...tearing people down..hurting them...that's not my thing....and anyone who feels they have to do things like that...well..maybe they should look a little deeper within themselves to find their happiness....I will keep moving...I

Valentine's Day Contest
VALENTINE'S KISSES SCORECARD   VALENTINE'S KISSES HOW TO PLAY: members purchase "kisses" for other members. Each kiss is 1 credit. The man and woman with the most kisses will receive prizes. 1st Place (male & female): God Mode, Rockstar, HappyHour **These may or may not be the prizes given. There must be a significant amount of credits to accommodate the prizes**   RULES: members may NOT buy kisses for themselves do NOT buy kisses for me. I can't win. all kisses are anonymous. I'm not going to tell you who sent your kiss any drama or attempts to cheat will result in disqualification updated kisses will be sent once a day (midnight PST)   HOW TO ORDER: go into the bling shop and BUY CREDITS FOR SOMEONE ELSE. Select my profile and send credits. In the big white box (where you leave a comment) please paste a link to the person you are buying for along with their USER ID number. I will send confirmation of receipt in the order I receive  them.  Kisses will be delivered via

Fakes... Scams... And The Notorious Shannon Green
Friends have warned me against using names in this blog saying fubar may delete me for telling the truth.  Well if that happens then so be it!!  But someone has to expose this fraud and con artist for being just what she is!!  And you ladies on here need to read carefully too, because she is after you as well by pretending to be men on here!!  I blogged on this about a month ago and nobody seemed to care about what this woman was doing to people on fubar.  So I deleted the blog and decided to leave it alone.  So todays subject will once again be 'Shannon Shaw Green' aka 'NotYoCherry' http://fubar.com/7199222 aka 'SouthrnQTee' http://fubar.com/6895379 aka 'Emmalee' aka 'Bellissima' aka 'Jennatillia' aka 'Jenakaye'  aka 'Jaysonfear' & now calling it Maverick'  http://fubar.com/djsmack aka 'itz jus me' http://www.fubar.com/3861454  ....  and this list could go on and on!!!!   For those who didn't see my previous blog on this woman, here is how I came to know what she does on fubar.I met

Fubar Lounge Coder Training Lounge Motd Section Breakdown
WELCOME TO FUBAR LOUNGE CODE TRAINING THIS IS GOING TO SEEN RATHER OVERWHELMING TO YOU AT FIRST AS IT IS ALOT OF INFORMATION TO HAVE ALL PUT IN FRONT OF YOU AT ONE TIME, BUT IT IS ALL VERY SIMPLE TO READ AS I HAVE BROKEN IT DOWN TO A WAY THAT YOU WILL BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND AND FOLLOW THE EXAMPLES THAT I HAVE PUT IN HERE FOR YOU AND I HOPE THAT YOU CAN UNDERSTAND EACH AND EVERYTHING THAT IS LISTED BELOW AS IT IS VERY VITAL TO YOU TO BECOME SUCCESSFUL IN YOUR BECOMING A LOUNGE CODER.  IT IS TRYING WHEN YOU ARE FIRST STARTING OUT FRESH NOT KNOWING WHAT IS WHAT IN CODING OR EVEN NOT KNOW WHAT CODING IS BUT IT IS VERY BASIC JUST ALOT OF THINGS THAT YOU HAVE TO RETAIN IN YOUR MIND AS YOU START ON YOUR WAY TO BE COME A CODER.  YOU JUST HAVE TO LEARN AT YOUR OWN PACE AS ALOT OF PEOPLE LEARN AT A DIFFERENT RATE THAN OTHER DO AND THAT IS A GOOD THING AT LEAST WHEN YOU TAKE YOUR TIME YOU WILL KNOW EVERYTHING THAT YOU ARE DOING AND NOT MESS UP OR FORGET WHAT YOU HAVE LEARNED .  SO ONCE AGAIN I WAN

Unfair And Unjust Treatment
Why I have not been around much: I am a Sergeant in the Marine Corps, which is a pretty decent rank. It's not the highest enlisted rank, but it is a decently high rank, for those who don't know.  In the Marines Corps, organizations are called "units", and units are made up of 400 - 500 Marines.The lowest rank in the Marine Corps is a "Private."  In most units in the Marine Corps, Privates generally get treated like little kids, get in trouble for everything, and have to do a big majority of the manual labor.  The higher the rank you are, more respect and authority often follows. That being said, I am in a unit that is corrupted with favoritism politics and its senior leadership (Staff Sergeants and above) tend to lose their minds over little unimportant stuff, rather than the stuff that should matter.  Plus, it seems to not be important as to how good you are at your job, or how good of a leader you are...what seems to matter is if you kiss ass to the right people at the right time.

What Now?
I have to ask because I am totally clueless as to why women (yes I am generalizing because they are the only ones bitching about it) who post NSFW pictures get mad when men rate those pictures and none of their others??? Seriously Ladies thats like putting a kid in front of a toy box and saying dont play. I mean you posted them for people to see. If nobody ever rated or looked at them then you would be bitching about that as well. If you dont want all of fubar to see your pics then use the control feature to limit viewers otherwise STFU your page is public your NSFW pics are public stop your whining!! End of rant, Whew feel so much better now lol. I wonder if anyone will give me an answer lol What do you do when you dont even know whats right or wrong, whats real and whats not.  Its so hard to watch the one you love, love someone else. It hurts so much to be played with and to have your heart ripped out like it was nothing. I feel like such a bad person I want him to hurt as much as

I Am So Excited
I am so excited. I have been ask to be in a calendar for SAVE THE TA'S TA'S foundation. I am not sure what month I will be, it will be topless, but we will have something over our boobs. These will be for the 2013 calendars and we start shooting in late Jan. I will probably be the only latina in the whole fucking calendar. Anyway wanted to share my good news. They will be selling them for either 10 or 15 dollars for the calendars/it is being done local here but hey who knows maybe you guys will want one. No I am not putting this up as a selling gimmick either. lol Update: P.S-Okay someone ask me why am I so excited, maybe I should have put this in there. I am excited because the money that is raised will help people fight against this disease, even if it helps only one person I feel totally honored. I am not excited because I will be in it, well maybe just a little bit, but the thought of helping someone that can not afford the treatments that are needed or for anything else this

A Bdsm Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the domain,Not a subbie was stirring, (they were tied down with chain)The shackles were hung by the chimney with care,And the St. Andrews cross stood empty and bare. The subbies were nestled all snug in their beds,While visions of floggers danced in their heads;The Dom in his leather, and I in my slave cap,Had just settled down after getting our whacks. When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter,I crept from the bed to see what was the matter.Away to the window I flew very quickly.Tripped over some handcuffs and cursed soft and thickly. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snowGave the luster of mid-day to objects below,When, what to my sleep-crusted eyes should unfurl,But a miniature sleigh, pulled by eight pony girls, With a Dominant driver, so forbidding and stern,I knew in a moment I'd a great deal to learn.More rapid than eagles his pony girls came,And he whipped them, and shouted, and called them by name; "Now, dash

Booty In Boyshorts
There is a new contest going on. Im a big fan of a nice booty in some boy shorts. So heres the deal.   1st Place- Happy Hour   2nd Place- 65 Bling Pack or the (2) 11 or cherrybomb blings mix or match to your liking   3rd Place- 7 day blast and 25 bling pacl   My Personal Favorite- Whatever I wanna get them!!!   Here are the rules:   1.You must be wearing a pair of boyshorts (any color is good)   2. You have to have a salute on your page so I know your real.   3. Your responsible for gettin your pic out there   4. If I receive a bling on your behalf, you will get points based on how much the bling is worth. A 1 credit bling is equal to 100 points. a 10 credit bling is equal to 1000 points.   5. The contest will begin on May 27th and go until June 27th. At the end, I will tally up all scores and notify the winners. Their winnings will be sent within 24 hours. Please remember im in Iraq and something might come up.   Im not doing this for points so if your pic is NSF

Some Of My Writings
I SIT HERE DAY IN AND DAY OUT THINKING OF YOU AND WISHING HOW I HAD YOU BACK IN MY ARMS. YOU LEFT JUST CAUSE I MADE A MISTAKE AND SAID SOMETHING THAT WAS TOOKEN THE WRONG WAY TO SOMEONE ELSE. INSTEAD OF BE UNDERSTANDING AND LET YOU COOL DOWN I KEEP TRYING AND TRYING TO GET YOU TO TALK TO ME SO WE COULD WORK IT OUT BUT NOW YOUR GONE AND MY LIFE IS SO EMPTY AND MEANINGLESS. I DO LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL AND NOR WILL I WALK AWAY OR GIVE UP ON ONE DAY US TALKING AND WORKING THINGS OUT. BUT UNTILL THE DAY COMES I WILL BE SITTING IN THE DARKNESS WIHT THE MEMOREIS OF HOW HAPPY WE WAS GOING THREW MY HEAD AND THE TEARS OF BLOOD RUNNING DOWN MY FACE. I STILL CAN FEEL YOUR SOFT LIPS WHEN I WOULD KISS YOU AND FEEL YOUR LIGHT TOUCH ACCROSS MY ARMS AND BACK TELLING ME IT WILL BE OK . I STILL HEAR THAT HEAVENLY VOICE IN MY EAR WHISPING I LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANYTHING AND I WOULD FALL APART IF I LOST YOU. BUT AS I LOOK AROUND YOUR NOT THERE SO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK ANYMORE ALL I KNOW I WI

More Stories Etc
I'm no doctor, I am not going to sit here and tell you 'hey this is you'. I will tell you, this is me. For better or worse. It's something I struggle with constantly, but it is something I'm working on. It's a slow process and a lot of people with AvPD and social phobias such as this, do not deal well with people as a whole. I am not entirely sure why I'm posting this but maybe, for those that actually want to get to know me a little better... it'll help you understand a bit about who I am. People with AvPD often consider themselves to be socially inept or personally unappealing, and avoid social interaction for fear of being ridiculed, humiliated, rejected, or disliked. AvPD is usually first noticed in early adulthood, and is associated with perceived or actual rejection by parents or peers during childhood. People with AvPD are preoccupied with their own shortcomings and form relationships with others only if they believe they will not be rejected. Loss and rejection are s

10 Years Gone...
Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore And I wonder if I ever cross your mind For me it happens all the time It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before And I wonder if I ever cross your mind For me it happens all the time It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now I just need you now Ooo, baby, I n

Adventures In Date Land
I got stood up Saturday. Second date with Pumpkin. He is supposed to come to my house, sends me many txts to this effect and then just never shows up. I don't know what happened. The next day I get a txt asking if I have Valium or Vicidon. I say, "no, sorry." At 1:30 am I get a txt saying he'll be in my area today, and at 3 am nother "Don't you care?" As if somehow this is about me not caring. My friend says I need to stop imagining what it feels like to be Pumkin ("What's the chance he will be really devastated?") and just tell him it's not going to work out. So, yeah, another Saturday, a week or two later, we're supposed to meet again.  As it draws nearer, he sends me txts about how much he is looking forward to seeing me, and I am kind of cringing, but I tell myself it could be OK; if I don't do it I might miss out on something (his OKCupid profile is awesome, of course,t he didn't mention anything about bad breath.) He comes over and I spend the day watching him smoke pot and

10 Things To Do On Fubar To Get Points (2 Extra Hints)
10 cool things to do on fubar that don’t cost any money!   Polish Bling:  This is a huge opportunity for anyone looking to earn points. Go to that user’s page and click on  http://fubar.com/mybling.php?u=22 Get on fullette and video chat. I was jamming guitar on it and there are people making points. http://fubar.com/videochat/ Rate your friends: even if you are not VIP you are still earning points. Go after some of the achievements. http://fubar.com/achievements.php?u=22 Refer some REAL friends and earn some points.  http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=22 Write up a blog on some of the tips you have found on the site to be useful. http://www.fubar.com/myblogs.php Check out the MuMMs and see if you can handle the heat. http://www.fubar.com/mymums.php Go to the game room and blow off some steam.http://www.fubar.com/gameroom/selfaware/index.php?appid=5 We also have the arcade. http://www.fubar.com/gamehome.php Hang out in the multiple of lounges. http://www.f

Friends And Family???
I know its been said before, but I don't think it gets said enough.....  I am so sick and tired of all the High Level people in here always whining and begging for rates and attention!  Don't you bitches ever think about anyone else but yourselves?  How about going back and giving some rates to all the lower level people that helped to put your funky asses where you are?  Or do you only rate the ones that Bling the fuck outta you?  And don't tell me that just cuz you have 14,000 friends, that you don't have the time to try.   You could all stand to take some lessons from MissBehayvn.  All I am to her is a friend.  I don't send her bling or abilities, but I do rate her page, and leave occasional comments.  And in return, she always rates back and always leaves a comment.  She is a level 45, and has over 18,000 friends, and yet she still takes the time to rate a friend back. I am not so naive to think that those of you with thousands of friends can always go back and rate everyone, bu

Just Me
It sometimes amazes me how looks seem to matter to so many people. What does that really say about a person ? What do looks say about anybody ? Perhaps you have good genetics, or know how to make the most of what you have seems like in this world Beauty will get you further. I love to watch the girl that is pencil thin that says omg I'm so fat. Whats that say about people of normal size ? Or the person that constantly says oh Im so ugly I sometimes want to say Yes you are! I mean when do we look past beauty at someone's accomplishments? Understandably people are attracted to beauty or good looking people. I have met many a man who were so handsome but seemed so ugly to me. Their attitude their "cockiness"  was a complete turn off to me.  Maybe its all some people have ... How sad to skip over an intelligent person who is charming, funny and witty for someone who is just beautiful. Over time as the beauty fades and the attraction dims what are you left with?  I am proudest of my accomp

Teaser
It was 7 PM on a late summer night.  She drove to Siesta Key to a small bar and restaurant called the Daiquiri Deck as she had an arrangement to meet Steve for dinner.  She had never met Steve in person so she was a little apprehensive about meeting him.  But then she had her protector in her purse which was a nickel plated colt 45 with hollow point slugs….just in case.   She recalled his instructions of what she was to wear for dinner which was some high heels and a very short skirt and here she was sitting in a very short skirt …angry at herself for agreeing to follow his request but satisfied since she did not wear the heels as he had requested.  Then she sat back and smelled the salt water breeze blowing in from the Gulf of Mexico as the bar was just near the ocean.  Who gives a shit she thought .. I’ll just enjoy the evening.  Besides the first drink was starting to kick in and she let this rush over her like a large wave crashing in from the ocean and washing

Bashfulhunk4u Cherished Feelings
I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO HAVE STOOD BY AND SUPPORTED ME AND KEPT ME IN THEIR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS! MY GUT FEELING WAS RIGHT AND NOW I KNOW WHY I WAS DREADING TODAY. I WILL ADMIT THE NEWS WAS DEVASTATING. WHEN THE DR. WALKS IN AND SAYS I GOT SOME GOOD NEWS AND SOME BAD NEWS, THAT KINDA LEAVES A LUMP IN YOUR THROAT. JUST THAT THE LUMP WAS A LITTLE BIT HARDER TO SWALLOW. THE GOOD NEWS WAS I HAD BAD ARTHRITIS IN MY NECK. WHEN HE TOLD ME THAT. I SAID TO MYSELF. OH CRAP! I AM F*CKED! THE BAD NEWS IS: I HAVE A BRAIN TUMOR THAT THEY CURRENTLY ARE WATCHING AND DO NOT FEEL IS THE MORE PRESSING ISSUE. THE OTHER  BAD NEWS IS I HAVE SEVERAL HERNIATED DISC IN MY NECK THAT ARE PINCHING THE NERVES OFF IN MULTIPLE PLACES THUS CAUSING THE SEVERE HEADACHES AND PAINS AND PARALYSIS.  I NOW HAVE TO TAKE AN INDEFINITE LEAVE OF ABSENCE FROM WORK. I MUST WEAR THAT NECK BRACE AT ALL TIMES. I CAN NOT PICK UP ANYTHING OVER 10 LBS. THEY WILL BE SCHEDULING SURGERY EITHER NOV. 2ND OR THE

A Start
Al One   One likes smiles One remembers touches Does any one like One One is only One   One iikes many One likes other one, and two, and other ones But One is here, other ones are there The light square is between one and others   One wants one One needs one One knows of 1 + 1 = 1 One wants to be 1   One spins with arms out One doesn't touch another one Is there one?   All One Al One Alone Lone One     re-posted (thanks kristy):   So, let me get this "straight"...(SO TO SPEAK)...Kelsey Grammer can end a 15 year marriage over the phone, Larry King can be on divorce #9, Britney Spears had a 55 hour marriage, Jesse James and Tiger Woods, while married, were having sex with EVERYONE. Yet, the idea of same-sex marriage is going to destroy the institution of marriage? Really? i copied this from perfectlyinked   some of these are perfect and some fail - can you guess which is which?   THE RULES1) Put your iPod/Windows Media Player on Shuffle2) For each an

Jlm Auction
The JLM Auctions   The JLM is going to be holding 2 auctions coming up... A lounge auction and a picture auction... The reason for the 2 auctions is for the people that can't make the lounge auction... Members can choose which auction they rather be in or they are able to choose if they want to be both...    Both Auctions will start tuesday night March 1st at 9PM EST... The Lounge auction will be located in Velvet's Playground and be ran by Storm... The Picture Auction will held on the JLM Group Page and will be ran by Superman...    If you want to be in the Lounge auction... Please send Storm a Private Message letting her know you want in and what you are offering so that she can add you to the the Lounge auction...   For the People wanting to be in the picture auction... Send a private message to the "JLM Group Page" saying you wanna join the picture auction and what you offering in this auction... The picture Auction will run for ONE WEEK... closing at 9PM EST on March 8th.

The Real Life Guide To A Chic World
The playbookThe play book  is when you hand a man or woman the map to your heart .The biggest mistakes  Women and people in general make  is  handing this play book out  in one of the frist intamate coverstations.... You may not relize it but  by saying  "i have been hurt" "i am scared to trust again"  by telling them the excat type of person your looking for u are handing them a book play by play .... this is why you get hurt also why u fall in love so fast , if someone seems to good to be true  find out if it is ... thats another reson good friends make good lovers .. having a wall protects you keep it up.. make them work for your heart make them figure out  what u need  this way you will know that turely them and not trying to be what they know u want .. this is why some the most intesene relationships are so short and you find yourself trying to understand how someone who was your "soulmate" did a 180 on you.. open ur eyes to the world around protect your heart but do not block out

Smotri Cams
This blog is here to walk you through getting on smotri.com cams for lounges.     I know that smotri can be confusing, expecially if you don't use chrome or comodo browser that translates the site. But I am going to put in a picture walk through on how to get on their cams. first thing we need to do is go to www.smotri.com and find the loggin button     Now once you click on that it will pop up a box for you to enter the loggin info     After you have logged in, you need to get to the broadcast screen. I will show you how to get there.   Once your logged in you will see this screen   Click where the arrow shows and that will take you to another screen that you can choose between perminent and temp broadcast. Lounges will already have a perminent broadcast set up on their cams. This screen looks like this   Once you have opened this screen click where the arrow is so you can choose perminent broadcast. it looks like this     Now once you have clicked on p

Rate My Auction Pic!!
**PLZ RATE MY PIC**4 THE MOST RATES I COULD WIN A BOOMY OR BLING PACK!! THX** http://fubar.com/chaosroxx-starting-bid-is-1-million-fubucks-only-comment-if/photo-3166735-0-4107222784   WISH ME LUCK & GO GIVE ME SUM GR8 BIDS!!!!☺♥☺♥☺♥☺♥☺♥☺♥☺♥☺

Abbie's Crazy Head
My neighbors have three dogs. They got Becca  (the dog I have a picture of) a year ago and were taking good care of her. Soon after they brought home a pitbull who was forced to live outside in the backyard. He has gotten loose several times and attacked our dog Max, the pound has yet to do anything about it except make them get a second dog house. Now they have a third dog that is a little toy thing that they spoil while their first two dogs starve and freeze in the backyard. Whenever Becca gets off her leash she runs over to my families house and she was over here for 3 days recently before they even noticed she was gone. We want to keep her because you can see her ribs and she practically no meat on her tailbone. They came over today and asked us not to take Becca off her leash anymore and we told the neighbor she runs over for food when she breaks it, we can't stop her. The lady said whatever and claimed she fed the dogs twice a day... I miss that dog and I'm gonna steal her before

Smuts
Ahhhh, so some random individual made me think of this nonsense -- hopefully this individual will read this and MAYBE this individual will understand that she is vomit worthy =D Before you try to judge me, I believe when you go to an individual's page you should not be welcomed with half-naked, titty showing, ass baring pictures. Nor should you be exposed to an album that says ' 25 bling pack to gain access'. REALLY? You could not just make friends with the people on this site and just recieve credits? You really need to be an online hooker to get ahead in this game? -- I'm literally laughing out loud at your ass *insert yim icon* lolololol These NASTY pictures may be on an adult site -- HOWEVER, you are displaying 'parts' that should be left to the imagination. Now I know you might not know what self-respect means, so I did you a favor ;) Self-respect- Due respect for oneself, one's character, and one's conduct, a proper sense of one's own dignity and integrity, the quality of being

My Current Thoughts On Ranking
Hiya:} As most of you that know me know I'm not big on blogs but had some thoughts i needed to get out of my head Most of you know me ,,,some better than others i joined fubar in sept of 2008 When top level was 30 ( and those people were few and far between btw) and new referrals were needed to get there I was a friends ref.  Before most if any ability bling had been born,,,where (you old schools the few left} will recall we leveled doing something called rating,,Never a day went by that i didnt have a sore mouse finger from doing so  Your fubar family back then took time to build as we all know the process of rotating friends occurs daily,,,it included people you actually like and cared about because family was everything ,,,helping family to level or whatever was needed was one of the main things The invention of ability bling changed fubars world forever i'm not gonna whine about it I simply am stating facts the invention of the auto which came 1st ,,it was hard to compete if yo

My Panthers
IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE A COACH...RECRUIT YOUR TEAM MEMBERS THEN SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH YOUR TEAM NAME, MASCOT, AND COLORS. ONCE I HAVE CONFIRMED, EACH MEMBER OF YOUR TEAM MUST SEND THE ENTRY FEE! STARTING GAME DATE SUBJECT TO CHANGE DEPENDING ON THE OUTCOME OF TEAMS JOINING!IF SOMEONE ON YOUR TEAM IS BLOCKED FROM MY PAGE I WILL UNBLOCK THEM FOR THEN EVENT!

Blog
      ‘Well you see, Norm, it’s like this … A herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo. And when the heard is hunted, it is the slowest and weakest ones at the back that are killed first. This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole group keeps improving by the regular killing of the weakest members. In much the same way, the human brain can only operate as fast as the slowest brain cells. Now, as we know, excessive intake of alcohol kills brain cells. But naturally, it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first. In this way, regular consumption of beer eliminates the weaker brain cells, making the brain a faster and more efficient machine. And that, Norm, is why you always feel smarter after a few beers.’                 The end.   As you were.     If I were better at guitar, I'd be playing this daily.  

Fucation Time
It is time to regroup.  I will be gone anywhere from 1-2 weeks.  I will miss my family and friends very much. This doesn't mean I don't need your lovin' anymore....I can use it more now than ever and I will return the love.  Happy New Year to each and every one of you. I want to thank each and every one of you have been my friend over the years. I will not be on much anymore. I was diagnosed last week with bone cancer and there is no cure. Right now I am living from day to day and making the most of it. Live your lives to the fullest.  

Fubar Battle Of The Bands Unofficial But Official Blog!
Most people came to fubar because we are different than any place on the internet. Since day one we pride ourselves on REAL people behind the profiles. Let's face it, any old man or lady can pretend to be a young hottie and that is kind of gross. The salute is your drivers license on fubar. It proves you are real. It also humanizes your band.  The salute is not very hard to do. This is the official How to make a salute link www.fubar.com/bible.php#make_salute. HGK was the first band to listen to me about salutes. They made this salute and did a video broadcast and a member liked them so much she tattooed their band name on her arm.    Mr And Mrs Sinfully Shadow@ fubar She tatted their band name on her arm. Now thats love!   This is an example of how salutes can work towards your advantage. Hard 2 Handle Im Not Mean Im Real@ fubar Hard2Handle is our top legend on the site. This means she has the most fans. She has been hottest user before and held that title for over a year

Well I Did It!!
The last 9 weeks or so I have had an issue with my Army pay so am not able to buy as much bling as I used to. I am seeing now that with some it was all about the bling and what I "owe" them. Well i have a simple solution for that. I will NOT sell anymore bling to those that are NOT Family!!! I don't really give a flying fuck if you are green or wanna be green. I dont care how popular you are on here. Wake up its a community computer site and if you are so worried about the "Highschool" popularity thing then you need to do 1 of 2 things: either get a fucking life OR seek psychlogical help! Step back and look in the mirror and see what you are becomming. If you still dont see a problem then I have the number of a Nationwide service that provides help for people who have lost touch with reality!!! I have fun here and like to level too, There are times when I have asked for things , but I pay back usually 2 or 3 times over. I love on my Family and they are 1st and formost to me. Money isnt

The Way I Am
These are my words, everyone see's who I appear  to be, but only a few know the real me, you can only see what I choose to show you, but there is way more to me than what the eye see's. There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama, and those people who create it, and tell you things to create false hopes and dreams, knowing they would never be, create a hope in your heart and mind, for false happiness, and joy. so it is time for me to surrond myself with people who want to know me and care and share thoughts that are true, and laugh and be full of joy. These fellings drown the memeries of bad, and soley for good. we live once, and life is to short, to go through with false memories, and bad, create and nothing less than happines is where I want to be. I have built a wall around me, not to block out anyone, but to see who is willing and loving, caring enought to be themselves, and climb over it to share with me there happiness and friendship so Now I hav

The Meeting Of Souls
The room smelled strongly, of worn leather, metal, and sex. It was lit with the glow of candles placed in such a manner as to give him ample lighting so that he may linger upon the faces of pleasure and pain assuredly to come later.    The Scarf so gingerly draped over the railing of the ancient oak canopy bed, a symbol of trust, lays innocently until it is called upon to guide his charge into the silken darkness. His fingers caress it in both anticipation and remembrance. Preparation and inspection of the thick restraints and equipment are in definite order to  be sure the flesh to be held in them will be able to remind her of this night for days to follow. Other surprises lay just within the shadowed corners of the room. But those will be brought to light after her darkness is secured  and total.The chime of the doorbell sends voltage through his body as he lights one last candle, to be placed by the bed to remind his trust that the only light in his life is her and that he would do

For All My Fans Bwahaha
Here's your new sign below: Capricorn: Jan. 20-Feb. 16 Aquarius: Feb. 16-March 11 Pisces: March 11-April 18 ......Aries: April 18-May 13 Taurus: May 13-June 21 Gemini: June 21-July 20 Cancer: July 20-Aug. 10 Leo: Aug. 10-Sept. 16

You Might Be A Fubarian If...
You might be a Redneck if...your 1 year old has more teeth than you do. Thanks to Jeff Foxworthy, I've decided that Fubar, is in need of it's own version of this. This would be an original idea, please do NOT copy and paste/mimick this. If you can come up with your own, please sb or pm me and I'd be more than happy to add it onto here. ENJOY!   You might be a Fubarian if.... 1. you're 97yrs old, and posting bikini pics. 2. you run a porn site out of your bedroom. 3. you run straight to your computer after getting paid. 4. your yim&&skype are full of perverted old men. 5. the only pussy you get is cyber. 6. it only takes $100 to be a god. 7. you find yourself "LOL'ing" in reality. 8. you refer to your friends as screen names. 9. jesus stays a baby forever. (where's Ricky bobby when you need him?) 10. after a nice restful sleep, you find a spacebar on your forehead.

Contest
I am hosting a Christmas Salute Contest.   Here are the rules: 1. You must make a christmas salute to me. Use your imaginations. Christmas hats or any type of decoration will be great. 2. These are SFW salutes so please be tasteful in your salutes. 3. Please be kind to the others in the contest. 4. There is no comment spamming. Rates count as 2 pts and comments as 1pt. Most points wins.   Prizes for the top 5 winners: 1st place: Your choice of Auto or Cherry bomb. 2nd place: Rock Star 3rd place: Boomerrang 4th place: 5mil if fubux and a 5 credit bling of my choice 5th place: 3mil and a 3 credit bling of my choice   Contest starts at 8am on the December 5th and ends on December 25th at 8pm All salutes need to be to me by December 3rd send me a PM with your pic link to your salute.   Everyone have a great time.

Prositution On Fubar ? Wtf
Finals are done tomorrow. Pats myself on the back. Ready for Christmas. Now to what I am referring to. I am just going to be as blunt as fuck and I don't give a fuck if it pisses you off or not. If it makes you mad then you must be one of those that do it. I actually took the time to go to a few of my friends page today and look at there photos. I saw albums upon albums basically saying you want in send me credits or this bling or that. I was sickened to my stomach. You can call me whatever the fuck you wish to call me but a fucking whore I am not. I respect myself more than prosituting my pussy or ass or breast out there for all to see. I am a highly sexual person but there is no way I would personally lower my standards. I am a mother, daughter, sister, friend etc: . There is no fucking way I could downgrade myself as some of you have. If I have hit a nerve then the fucking truth hurts. The same goes for men that do this. There are porn sites you can get this shit for free or fuc

Jennifer Blogs
Jealousy is a negative feeling which is similar to envy. You feel jealous of someone when he or she possesses something that you don’t have. It might be money, some unique personality trait or any kind of achievement made by a person because of which he or she is envied by his or her contemporaries. In Christian Mythology, jealousy has been regarded as the green-eyed monster which mocks the meat that it feeds on. Jealousy is not considered a positive feeling in any way. Jealousy has been considered to be the love bed of the burning snarl. In the words of Aristotle, “Jealousy is both reasonable and belongs to reasonable men, while envy is base and belongs to the base, for the one makes himself get good things by jealousy, while the other does not allow his neighbour to have them through envy.”   MIND.. "When you look at arousal on a physiological level, the biggest sex organ in the body is the mind,"SMILE..Always remember to be happy because you never know who's fa

Heartless Bitch International
Well, that time has come....   I know the difference between being a Bitch (taking no unwarranted shit) and being an asshole (dishing out unwarranted shit) I do get called a bitch quite often. What I do NOT get called is pushover, stupid, sweetheart, dear or doormat. Works for me....   I have decided that this place is NO longer fun for me. Ya know, I have to say, IT is pretty fuckin' sad that some petty cunts have to take time outta their days to stir up the old bullshit when really NO ONE has paid attention to them in 2 months or more. Seriously? Really? ARE YOU that mad that I could give two fucks less about your pathedic existence? Please, save your remarks because at the end of the day I cannot tell you how much I do not care.  It's pretty hilarious how some people, particulary some upper level fucks, that like to say they aren't all about "drama" but if you are SMART and pay attention, you can see what the deal really is. It's SAD how you are double standard to everything y

Lesson Learned?
A lesson to be read,acknowledged,and remembered Live By: Life is not a puzzle or riddle to be solved,just a mystery to be lived.Live out your imagination,instead of out of your memory...for everyone who lives dies,but not everyone who dies has lived.Be hated for who you are,instead of being loved for someone you're not.Everyone deserves the benefit of the doubt...Everyone deserves that chance...after all....they are only askin for what you were granted by your friends,your family,and those who are closest to you.Look where all that started from...a chance,an opportunity,a risk that they were gonna be worth it.For those that do you wrong,the ones that lie,the ones who attempt to sway or use you...see them as someone who didn't get the right chance at the time in their life when they needed it most and decided to give up...now imagine if they had always had that chance.No one likes to be thought of as a fool...no one wants to be made an idiot of...no one cares to be taken advantage of

Crazy Shite
Helly's mumm about the census twit bothering her made me think of this old cartoon This is another one of those Saturday-afternoon movies I remember from growing up. If you like cheesy scifi about UFO's, this is a good one. Parts of this may have been made up, but it was still a cool and freaky movie I used to love to see when I was a kid.

Fkn Boys!!!
First off.. This is probably going to piss some people off, but if it does, then they are probably guilty of this.  I am tired of getting messages from females of guys on here.  Why am I getting these messages?  Well, some of the men (or maybe I should say boys) on here have a problem telling the truth about their relationship status.  Real men don't have a problem saying they are married, in a relationship, or even have a girlfriend.  Get over yourselves boys..  You aren't saying you're single because you want to keep your real life private (That's what the private setting is for on the relationship setting dumbass!!), you're saying that because you think more of the hott girls will pay attention to you one here if you're single.  Let me share something with you..... x Stone x number 1 top dude of the week (in a relationship- 4,126 friends, mostly female)...  Number 3 top dude Alex (married.. but has his status private, have to look at his about me, 3,363 friends mostly female)... Num

Team F.u.c.t.
TEAM F.u.c.T. It's A thick blanket of nothingness. Nowhere to go and nowhere to turn! It's us versus the world! Fighting for what we've earned! Spin that chamber, live it up to the fullest. Insert the gun into your mouth, inhale every last bullet! All of Fu's little trills.. all of Fu's little gaines. Let down by disappointment, ignited by the pains. Our relationships are pill form. Our poison of choice is apathy Our lifestyles our anything but the norm. Fuck it! We're fresh out of sympathy. Affection please? Just a little for the pains? Guess not, suppose we're all just out of luck! Our minds grow darker, we're going insane! the rest of you are all just Fuct! Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls step right up and let me embrace you with an amazing tale! In a distant online paradise there awaiting an amazing browsing grounds known only as Fubar. This la

Dragoness
i thought i found that right person that one person that u could hold and be with , but then i had a hurt foot and he thought that i was blowing him off cause i wanted to see him, but then he thought i was not telling the truth and i cried all nite knowing that something was wrong and i was not sure what but my heart was aching, but then this morning i got this off liner saying he thought i had other plans and all i did was cry over this one true love wishing i was in his arms wishing that i could kiss him be with him, but i know now i will never be in his arms again and that my heart will never heal again u woiuld rather be alone and not be around anyone again then go throguh the hurt i am going now, the tears going down my face wishing that i would just go in a hole and cry all my sorrows out knowing that i will never be with my true love or hear that voice or hear his name out loud, and knowing that i had that true love i will never look or be with another again i will want to be w

The Perfect Angel I Want (part One)
Well I want some one who will stick with me though the good and the bad times.I want a girl who will call or txt me just to say "I LOVE YOU BABY" or "I'm thinking about you baby".I want someone who'll love me no matter what i say or do.I want someone who stick up for me and would expect the same in return.I want someone who'll take care of me when I'm sick.I want someone who'll cuddle with me.Some one who'll be there for me,When I'm down and who'll cheer me up. To Be Continued................

Informative/suggestive
With people’s desire for tranquility and stress relief stronger than ever, fresh research takes an insightful look at flowers and the important role they may play in our daily lives. A behavioral research study conducted by Nancy Etcoff, Ph.D., of Massachusetts General Hospital and Harvard Medical School, reveals that people feel more compassionate toward others, have less worry and anxiety, and feel less depressed when fresh cut flowers are present in the home. “Other research has proven that flowers make people happy when they receive them,” Etcoff says. “What we didn’t know is that spending a few days with flowers in the home can affect a wide variety of feelings.” The Home Ecology of Flowers Study at Harvard uncovered three main findings: Flowers feed compassion. Study participants who lived with fresh cut flowers for less than a week felt an increase in feelings of compassion and kindness for others. Flowers chase away anxieties, worries and the blues at home.

College Daughter
She Had a Great Day SAN ANTONIO — Junior Krista Sitka went 4-for-4 with five RBIs and UTSA collected the program’s 500th victory with a 7-1 win against Sam Houston State in the second half of a Southland Conference doubleheader on Saturday. The Bearcats used a three-run seventh inning to rally for a 6-4 decision in the opener at Roadrunner Field. With the split, the Roadrunners improved to 9-8 overall and 4-1 in league, while Sam Houston moved to 9-9 and 3-2. Sitka was a triple shy of the cycle in the nightcap to lead an 11-hit explosion by the Roadrunners. The first baseman had a three-run home run, a double and a pair of singles and was a combined 6-for-7 with six RBIs on the day. Freshman Amber Anderson was 2-for-4 with a two-run double, while freshman Ashley Kappler also had a pair of base hits. Sophomore Emily Humpal worked a complete game to move her record to 2-0 in conference and 4-4 overall. The Corpus Christi native allowed one run on five hits in her second s

Point Whoring For Friends
Ok.. so here it goes.. witchie needs a new comp and is willing to do ANYTHING for a new one.. So i say we auction her off to get the money for a new comp.. now she understands she might have to do some sexual favors or what not.. and that is ok.. unless it is naked rocker or someone of the like.. lets whore out witchie for her new comp LMAO

Dad At Mall!!
Dad at the Mall I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes (he is 92). We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenage boy sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colours: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had had enough, he sarcastically asked, 'What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?' Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response, knowing he would have a good one, and in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. 'Got drunk once, and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son.' I got this out of my aol mail funny shit.

Morphs
Wats up yall!!! Ok Im makin this as a guide for donations for morphs Plain 2 pic morph (i choose or u give me the pics to morph) $5000 fubucks or better Plain 3 pic morph (i choose or u give me the pics to morph) $10000 fubucks or better Enhanced 2 pic morph (i choose or u give me the pics to morph) $15000 fubucks or better Enhanced 3 pic morph (i choose or u give me the pics to morph) $20000 fubucks or better or u can negociate the donation price with me (remember fubar has a size limitation to all pic sizes including morphs **myspace doesn't)

Real Air Superiority
Air Defense Radar: 'Unknown aircraft at (location unknown), you are in Iranian airspace. Identify yourself.' Aircraft: 'This is a United States aircraft. I am in Iraqi airspace.' Air Defense Radar: 'You are in Iranian airspace. If you do not depart our airspace we will launch interceptor aircraft!' Aircraft: 'This is a United States Marine Corps FA-18 fighter. Send 'em up, I'll wait!' Air Defense Radar: (no response ... total silence)

Freaky Storiez Vol 21-40
IT HITTZ ME IN SLOW MOTION THE SCENT OF YA BODY SENSATION ERECTIN' MY ROTATION INTO YOUR SITUATION THE FLAVOR YA CREATE IZ MY TYPE OF CREATION SO WHAT YA NOT TENDER WIT THE SWEET I DIG DEEP SO LACE WIT THE TREAT DANG CURVEZ,THEM EYEZ TO FACE I SEE EVERY WEEK GOOD DAMN ALMIGHTY,TOUCH OF GRACE TYPE SEEK LOVE YA MIND ON POINT WHEN I PUT ON MY POUND IT SO LOVELY WHEN YA PUT OUT A SOUND STILL GO WILD WHEN I GET ON THAT HILL & MOUND ATTACCIN' LIKE IM GOIN' FOR A REBOUND ALWAYZ RESPECT A SAVAGE WAY BABAY IZ BEATIFUL IN MY MAJOR WAY WE DO THIZ LIKE BRUTUS IN OUR OWN WAY LIKE ITZ YA BIRTHDAY,ALL DAY TO PLAY YA LIKE HOW THE MIND WORK IM ABOUT 2 REENLIST IT NEVER STOP WIT CREATIVITY CUZ IM ABOUT THAT SHIT MIND OVER MATTER HIT IT HARD LIKE A BATTER YA FEEL IT IN YA GUT GETTIN FATTER I LOVE MY PORN POEMZ CUZ I HAVE PROCEZZ THOUGHTZ ACTION PLEASURE FOR ACCEZZ MY ADMISSION IZ 2 GO FURTHER WIT THE MIND DONT HAVE 2 TALK ABOUT SEXXX ALL THE TIME B

Mrrightnow Is A Racist Bastard
I dont know who MRRIGHTNOW is, but his page is blocked and he came on my site, sending me messeges, say to pimp my black mama and sister, and get a real 'f'ing job douche, and saying i work at some car wash, the punks got issues

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone?pocket 2. Your significant other? naked 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? caring 5. Your father? tough 6. Your favorite thing? family 7. Your dream last night? wet 8. Your favorite drink? BEER 9. Your dream/goal? Rich 10. The room you're in? Dinning 11. Music? All 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Elsewhere 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? Painless 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items?HEALTH 18. Where you grew up? Iowa 19. The last thing you did? came 20. What are you wearing? Nothing 21. TV? sucks 22. Your pets? Dogs 23. Your computer? Laptop 24. Your l

Happy Birthday Celticrose!!
All together now ............. Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Linda! ... happy birthday to you!! ...... Have a wonderful day!! Please stop by her page and shower her with birthday love, she does so much for other people .... !! Heres her profile link :-) Celticrose ~ The Pegasus Project ~ I have Godmothered!No blank friend request accepted@ fubar This blog/ bully was brought to you by ~*MȆäL §äÑÐý *~[Real Life]partner of ~*K¡ŋЮέÐ_§p¡®¡†™*~ Member of Rating Revolution@ fubar

*read-important*
"Men treat women like gas stations, they pump & dump Damnit ladies don't you think it's about time we make them prepay before they pump??" I read this status and had to laugh because any respectable woman would NEVER have this has their status...for several reasons. For one it tells the guys around you that you are a WHORE. You sleep with men before you know them and are pretty much nothing but a sperm dumpter. Two most women wait until they have known a man awhile to even think about getting in the sack with them. Prepay???? umm don't you mean marriage? Dating? Being engaged?? You wouldn't have to worry about being a sperm dumpster if you were following the code of being a human and knowing someones last name before you laid on your back. Your prepay would be dating or commited and after that it would no longer be considered prepaying right??? If you feel used then maybe you should close your legs because most respectable women don't feel used or "pumped and dumped" we keep a man aro

Santafu Contest
Accepting day 4 of Santafu Conest entries til 7pm Fubar time...(Standard Pacific Time) 4 photos left to title. Carol #1, #3 and #7 have been TITLED. Here are the 4 photos left to be titled CAROL #2 CAROL #4 CAROL #5 CAROL #6 ================================================================================================== DAY 1 WINNER: Carol #3 "Knight St. Nick" winner of Santafu contest day 1 What the Duck? Loves Joshua!@ fubar ================================================================================================== DAY 2 WINNER: CAROL #7 HORNEY SANTA WINNER of santafu contest day 2. TRÄÇ¥ {§håÐðw Lêvêlêr} þRÖMÖ†ÈR @ †MR {£µ/wï£ê †ð Ðj ßðµñ¢ê ÖWñÈРߥ GÄHÈLLRÄ̧ÈR@ fubar ================================================================================================== DAY 3 WINNER: CAROL #1 :BOINKED BY RUDOLF WINNER of day 3 Santafu: ♠♦ DeViLiSh DeSiRe

Engaged!
We're Getting FuMarried! imikimi - Customize Your World

Oral Techniques
The 13 oral techniques are as follows: There is the gentle suckling on the clit just as if it was a little penis using just a soft caressing up and down on the clit with the lips. Then there is the gentle suckling on the clit as if it was a nipple but also the using of the tongue to gently stroke the tip of clit. That one seems to be the favorite of those I tried it on so far. The key is to do it softly. Then there are those that prefer just running the broad part of the tongue back and forth side ways over the hood and the clit. Another favorite one is just taking the tongue and doing circles around the hood not really working on the clit much at all. In other words you are moving the hood around from side to side and allow the hood to caress the clit instead. Then there is another technique where you pull back the hood and just flick at the clit just as if your tongue was a snake's tongue. Now that can get very intense for a woman, but some women like that intensity in order to c

Fake Ass Mfs
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS DRAMA SHIT BETWEEN PEEPS IN SO CALLED SDMF LOUNGES.. IF YOU ARE SDMF YOUR NOT RECRUTED THATS BULL SHIT.. IF YOU ARE SDMF YOU DONT GET MAD AT YOUR OWN FUCKEN BLOOD OVER SOME BITCH.. IF YOU ARE SDMF YOU DONT DISRESPECT ONE ANOTHER PERIOD.. YOU DONT TRY TO START SHIT.. OH YEAH DONT LET ME FORGET THE TRUE SDMF WOULD NEVER PLAY KKK SONGS IN THERE LOUNGE AND DISRESPECT MY RACE.. CUZ ZAKK WOULD NEVER EVER DISRESPECT ME NOR MY RACE EVEN PLAYING CUZ ITS NOT FUNNY.. READ YOUR BYLAWS MOTHER FUCKERS.. AND IF YOU LIVE BY THEM THEN LIVE BY THEM. READ #1 AND READ #7..MAKE SURE YOU ALL READ THIS AGAIN.. IF YOU DONT LIKE ME AND IF YOU DONT RESPECT ME GET THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE YOU FAKE ASS FUCKS..DONT EVEN TRY TO INVITE ME TO YOUR LOUNGE WHEN YOU PLAY STUPID KKK SONGS AND THINK ITS FUNNY NIETHER. I DONT DEAL WITH FAKE ASS FUCKS. DO YOU FEEL GOOD WHEN YOU TRY TO DOWN SOMEONES RACE? I BET YOU DO!! DO YOU FEEL BIG WHEN YOU DISRESPECT PEOPLE I BET YOU DO!! FUCK ALL THIS STUPID DRAM

Sponcer Me 4 My Fuversary
***Attention ya'll smexi fu's*** My Fuversary Is January 10th!!Time Sure does Fly by!! Want 2 be the Lucky one to Sponcer me for my 1 year Fuversary?I have met some pretty amazing ppl on here! Wonder Woman Is Auctioning Me Of !How fricken awesome is that? I'm one lucky Fu! Now its your turn to be Lucky! Get your bids On boyz!!!Lets see what ya got in ya! I'm offering lots of things! & will be adding more as the bids Go up!The higher the bids the more LOVINZ u get!You wont regret it! I promise you that!;)Spoil Me!:DIt is my fuversary:Dyay! Just click On this Pic below And start your bidding!Dont forget To rate them plz! ***Make Sure You F/R/A My Hostess! And show Her Lots of Love & Respect!!***She deserves It!!!*** Wonder_Woman Owned by Rapsnap@ fubar This Smexi Bully was Brought to you By The One & Only.................. ♡Confidence Is What Makes Me Sexy♡Fubars 19th Oracle*@ fubar

Auction Auction
COME OWN THIS SEXY FU FOR A MONTH! JUS CLICK THE PIC FOR A DIRECT LINK TO THE AUCTION! HAPPY BIDDINGS!

Alone
Just a child her self she discovered she was cursed with me. Praying every night for the man that would help her become free. No where to turn to no one she could trust she fell for a lie. He told her he loved her all the while wishing I would die. Night after night he would come home drunk and attempt to take my life. But my mommy was strong and she fought for my life. So here I stand the man he could not destroy. Still scared to death still that same little boy. The one she fought so hard for the very one who shares her pain.

Hottest Lounge Out There
HEY ALL IM GOING TO BE STARTING A AUCTION SOON SO IF U ALL WANT LET NO WHAT U WANT FOR OFFERS AND THE PIC ITS A 10K JOIN FEE AND IT WILL RUN FOR 2 WEEKS TY

The Loss Of An Amazing Friend (*r*i*p* Natalie)
We Have Lost A Dear Friend On Fubar she went by 719Brat but, those that knew her, know her as Natalie Johnson. Engaged To Chris Green aka Mullet Muncher & Colonel's Best Friend Since 2nd grade. She Was and Always Will Be A Very Sweet & Wonderful Person. She passed away yesterday Jan. 27 2009 From Pulmonary Edema at the age off 33. She has battled it for A number of years now, we take comfort her struggle is now over and she rest's in peace Please Pray For Her Family(3 Kids) and Fiancee They Were To Be Married In March After His Stationing @ Fort Carson in Colorado Springs, Colorado where she was living but, from Augusta, Ga This Was Her Fubar Profile Below 719brat@ fubar This Bulletin Brought To You By "Colonel" Fubars "MOST" Finest@ fubar

New Friend
Help this new lady out shes new to fubar. Shes looking for a owner. Go rape her page. endlessuniverse@ fubar Help him out if you would fred757@ fubar

Death Of A Champion
Derrick Thomas in Hall of Fame Doug Tucker, Associated Press KANSAS CITY, Mo. (AP) — When Air Force jets roared over Arrowhead Stadium in patriotic pregame ceremonies, it used to mean big trouble for visiting quarterbacks. Derrick Thomas, the son of a pilot lost in Vietnam during Operation Linebacker II, always seemed quicker, bolder and even more punishing on those days. That's when Kansas City's great pass-rushing linebacker would summon every ounce of his talent. Those skills carried Thomas, who died in 2000, into the Pro Football Hall of Fame on Saturday. "I always think of my dad when I see the military planes," the 6-foot-3, 245-pounder once said. "It makes me feel sad that I had to grow up without him. But I guess it also gets my adrenaline going. I dedicate the game to him, and I want to do my best for him." The first time Chiefs fans witnessed this phenomenon was on Veterans Day 1990. An unstoppable Thomas got his hands on Seattle's Dave Krieg nine times that a

Cold
I HAVE TO START BY SAYING I NEED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST ....I AM WRITING THIS BECAUSE I STILL LOVE YOU AND CAAN'T MAKE SENSE OF IT, YOU BASED YOUR DECISION ON A VERRY SHORT PERIOD OF TIME THAT WE WERE TOGETHER AND AND A PROBLEM THAT IWAS FIXING...HOW CAN I BE JUS LIKE YOUR X WHEN I DIDN GET THE LUXURY TO ACTUALLY BE WITH YOU TO LIVE WITH YOU ..WE SPENT A SHORT TIME TOGETHER NOT EVEN REALLY ENOUGH TIME TO PASS JUDGMENT ON SOMEONE AND NOT EVEN GIVEN A CHANCE TO PROVE THEMSELVES YA IT WAS ONLY A FEW DAYS THAT YOU SAW IT BEFORE JUS BREAKING YOUR PROMISE AND TURNIN YOUR BACK ON ME..THISN ISN ME TRYIN TO MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE CRAP EITHER THIS IS ME DESPERATELY TRYING TO ET YOU TO SEE..TO SEE THAT I HAVE MADE CHANES AND YA I'M NOT PERFECT AND I DO SLIP ..BUT GUESS WHAT ,NEITHER ARE YOU AND YOU DO SLIP TOO..NO FUCKIN ONE IS PERFECT ,I DUN GIVE A FUCK WHO YA ARE ...I'M A PERSON AND I HAVE FEELINGS TOO YA KNOW... I KNOW THERE'S MORE TO US THAN THIS ...THE WAY YOU KISSED ME AT THE BUS STATION,T

Tag You're It
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? yep 3. Your hair? brownish 4. Your mother? painfull 5. Your father? Deceased 6. Your favorite thing? son 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? scotch 9. Your dream/goal? retirement 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? indi 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? florida 14. Where were you last night? Bedroom 15. What you're not? rich 16. Muffins? chocchip 17. One of your wish list items? wealth 18. Where you grew up? adelaide 19. The last thing you did? eat 20. What are you wearing? shorts 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? Dog 23. Your computer? dell 24. Your life? stressful 25. Your mood

Random Thoughts
Snatch Wars... might be a bit of naughty language   To the guy who tried to mug me in downtown night before last. I was the guy with the black Burberry jacket that you demanded I hand over shortly after you pulled the knife on me and my girlfriend. You also asked for my girlfriend's purse and earrings. I hope you somehow come across this message. I'd like to apologize. I didn't expect you to crap in your pants when I drew my pistol after you took my jacket. Truth is, I was wearing the jacket for a reason that evening, and it wasn't that cold outside. You see, my girlfriend had just bought me that Springfield Operator Custom Pro Package M1911 .45 ACP pistol for Christmas, and we had just picked up a shoulder holster for it that evening. Beautiful pistol, eh? It's a very intimidating weapon when pointed at your head, isn't it? I know it probably wasn't a great deal of fun walking back to wherever you'd come from with that brown sludge flopping about in your pants. I'm su

Women
Why do women cheat when they have it all? For that matter, why does any! cheat when they have it all?? Why do some guys have all the luck??? why do some guys get the attached women?? Why do some guys only get girls when they are with some 1?? why is it when they are single no1 wants to even hang out..........

Care Package
*** UPDATE *** Spoke with quite a few crew members and decided to include everyone in on this. If youd like to send a care package to noone in particular, here are some requests that were made. smoked oysters kipper snacks toiletries books/magazines cd's dvd's candy snacks cigarettes smokeless tobacco powdered drinks dunkin donuts coffee starbucks coffee video games (ps2, ps3, xbox) UFC fight MIR vs LESNAR sunscreen ( in the gulf and its hot as hell ) downloaded music (cd or on thumb drive) stuff for women..we have 8 officers on here pens SOMETHING SHOWING THAT WE ARE SUPPORTED AND APPRECIATED BACK AT HOME! Any kind of PORN (straight that is) china markers (grease pencils) stationary stamps calling cards Okay...so here goes nothing. As some of you may know, I am on active duty in the US NAVY and currently deployed for longer than a "normal" deployment. Have you EVER wanted to send something to some of the troops but didnt know how to do it? I

Admirers
Rules for picking who to admire from a guy's point of view. First off this is strictly satirical so please don't take offense ladies. 1 - Any pic that doesn't have you in it = auto skip. Probably goes without saying but this is Fubar... 2 - If there are 2 or more people in your pic chances are we'll skip it unless they are both hot. 3 - If you are kissing another guy in your pic that is almost always a skip because we don't know if it's a brother or not. 4 - If you are kissing another girl on the other hand, that's almost always an admire. 5 - If you are surrounded by kids it's most likely a skip because we don't know whether you're a teacher or have extra baggage. 6 - The amount of clothing you are wearing is directly proportionate to the likely hood of us admiring you. Even a not so hot female can look hot wearing barely any clothing. 7 - If your pic is taken from any viewpoint that your face cannot be clearly seen (far zoom, blurry, from the back, sky view, e

My Auction
It is a true shame that there are such rigid GENRE definitions in popular music today! You've got POP, ROCK, COUNTRY, R&B, AAA and HIP HOP. This may be fine for most musicians, but there is a very unfair gap in music the way it is. ROCK music is split into two formats MODERN ROCK and ACTIVE ROCK, both of which do not accept SOUTHERN or COUNTRY-LEANING music at all. Then there's COUNTRY. COUNTRY is a market controlled by NASHVILLE'S inner-workings. Video outlets such as CMT and GAC have created 'back of the bus' programming like "Wide Open Country" and "Edge of Country" to relieve the pressure created by the growing movement of outsiders in the field, but it's not a fair representation of the broad scope of these underdogs. Radio stations have created late-night and weekend specialty programming to play these artists as well, but again, this is just placating these tremendous artists. These artists are multiplying in number year by year and this brings us to our cause:WE W

Good Friend
I was coming home the other night from work. And got a phone call that would change my life from a friend of mine, who had some bad news. I, being in shock from what they just told me, proceeded to them that they was crazy. That the person they was talking about was at my house right now . So when I turn the corner to my house, his truck was not in the drive way as usual. So I got worried about it and I went in to see if he had at least come by , when I enter the house there was no sign that he had been there at all. I then walked in to the kitchen and my phone rang again it was the person that called me earlier. They confirmed that it was true. I turn around and seen a bottle of rum on the bar I took it into my hand and riped the top off of it. When I turn up the bottle before I knew it half of it was gone, by then I got back on the phone and we finished talking . Right after that, I got the off phone with them and then another friend called. She was crying and told me it was all tr

Grr Chains Lol I Was Tagged !!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names 1. My favorite color is YELLOW! 2. Yes my boobs are real. Been big chested my whole life lol. 3. I sleep in a wife beater and panties every night! 4. My longest relationship was 12 years!! oh GOD 5. I ALWAYS WRITE IN CAPS BUT SINCE THIS IS A RANDOM BLOG I HAD TO SWITCH IT UP. 6. I have long ass fucking hair, blue eyes, and freckles for all you non 20 20 people lol. 7. I love being a MOTHER! 8. My favorite number is 6. 9. I love to sleep on the outside but...for my Marko I'll make an exception! I love you! 10. I love to kiss and cuddle most of all but...( lets not forget tossing salad) lmfaoooooooooooooo Marko Deejay Dryan Long Legz Kozmo

10 Things
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I am an outstanding cook. 2) I tend to read at least one book per week 3) I have been arrested, detained or questioned 6 times in 3 different countries. 4) My sister is the coolest F'in chick in the world. 5) My parents live in China. 6) I have unusually large parts of my body that do not match my actual size (My two big toes - HUGE!) 7) In the ten professional years I have worked, I have made almost 200k in a year, and as little as 2k... The 2k year was my favorite. 8) My favorite quote of all time is from a really dumb movie: Van Wilder: "Don't take life too seriously, you'll never make it out alive." My next is

Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names 1. I can change my accent and voice pitch..(sound like gizmo) 2. I have been to 48 states and Canada and NEVER stepped foot in the ocean. 3. I was one of the first truck with supplies into New Orleans after Katrina hit. 4. My eyes change colors. 5. I am a cuddler. 6. My first car was a 1972 Cutlass Supreme. 7. I write short stories and poetry (if I have the inspiration). 8. At one time, I had long hair... but i looked like a poodle because my hair is naturally curly. when it was wet it would almost reach my azz. 9. Love all types of music. 10. I CAN NOT DANCE... i have 2 left feet...unless I have been drinking. Jlynn Gater Untamable Sexy Kat Peppa

Freakin Tag!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i NEVER do these things 2. i smoke waaaaay too much 3. i'm a complete smartass 4. my friends mean the world to me.some are closer than family 5. i have to stop myself from strangling people on the highway daily 6. i swear too much 7. i'm completely addicted to tattoos 8. i feel bad when i run over squirrels 9. i think my dog is gay 10. i find dike looking goth girls sexy (don't ask me why)

Hip Hop
Everyone is welcome to comments. Thanks.

My Birthday...my Friends...
today's my bday!! i was so surprised when i signed in this mornin and had so many messages and gifts n things...yall are amazing....i'm def. startin my bday feelin loved...thank yall so much!!

Tag-- Your It
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am divorced. 2. got 3 boys they are almost grown 3. I date younger guys since my divorce 4. I am a scorpio 5. The places ive only traveled was California. Ky, Indiana, Michigan, Mexico 6. I have 3 sisters and 3 nieces and 3 nephews 7. I have a 1996 thunderbird 8. My favorite color is Purple 9. I like doing scrapbooking 10. I have meet some nice people on here that I can say are my true friends I tag Mary, Kim, Angela, Barney , Jayde

Dreams
a boy sits alone in the corner with his back to me, holding his head in his hands, body shaking uncontrollably. i think hes crying. there's blood pooled on the floor, sprayed in grotesque fury across the walls, and droplets coming down from the rafters in this cold dark room. i watch him intently, not knowing what to do or say. he reaches for something in the dark, groping with fumbling hands across the cement floor and i can hear skin scraping concrete. he twists his body slowly and i feel my insides turn as i see that his left eye is dangling out of the socket... held only by a thick veiny rope. my back arches as i imagine his pain and recall those dark lonely days of being locked within my head. as he reaches out for something laying in the corner, i hear drops like rain hitting the growing puddle around this child and i realize its flowing from his wrists. my heart stops for a moment as i feel the burn of acid in my throat and the fire in my eyes wells up as i struggle to break wha

For Fun
I envy People who are comfortable with themselves. People who can take a picture and not care how they look in it. People who can wear anything and still look amazing. People who believe they are beautiful, but don’t flash it around. People who can take a compliment and accept it. People who don’t let other peoples insults put them down. People who can be themselves, and not worry about what other people think. People who are who they are. I want to start a page/group [Kind of Ultimate Hotties type] Only with a twist. [I don't want to say, just incase someone else is sneaky and steals the idea from me] But does anyone know how to search for pages like this-to make sure I'm not copying someone who has it already? I'm just going to leave Fubar for a while. I don't see a point in it anymore. I'm not a people person, I hate small talk, and I hate people with no common sense even more. Which is a big majority of this site. I can't bring myself to be a fake whore for blin

We Are Phucked
My daughter was supposed to go to a choir concert yesterday for her school. It was from 8 a.m. to 4 p.m. She would only sing once and have to stay for the entire thing. She is a straight A student so,when she asked if she could get out of it I said yes. She stayed the night at a friends house last night and apparently went shopping this morning. I get a phone call... Her...Omg,Mr ChoirTeacher is here! What am I going to do?!? Me...Ummm,go through the check out? Her..No,no,no!!! I was supposed to be at the concert! Me...It's ok,I will take care of it tomorrow. Her...Ok...click I walk downstairs and my cell is going off...Text from her... 1st text...Omg! We are so phucked!! 2nd test...Nevermind,he left. She will be baking cookies at her friends house lol

Real Or Not...am I?
Sometimes sb convos are intriguing, heated, funny, sexy and confusing. Then there are those ones that are unique unto themselves. ->nida: ok...that just looked odd, lol...well i can atest to my being real just as you can nida: keyboard...i typed it badly ->nida: "broad" explain please? nida: not sure you think that others are real or not.,,,i know you are someone pushing the keys on a broad on a computer someplace ->nida: and you think that i am not a real person? nida: lmmfao NO...never upset.....never totally serious..other than i am a real person.....i have nothing to be upset over. ->nida: so throughout this whole sb convo you have never been upset? hmmmm nida: lollk, there ya go again I WAS NEVER UPSET....care to try again?! ->nida: oh i see...you are turning your being upset by my joke into nothing but a joke for yourself to try and cover...i get it. *laughs at your joke* nida: and THAT was a JOKE not real. not insulting it was a JOKE....who took it way too serious an

Disturbing Behavior
This is truely a sad situation...hurts my heart CORPUS CHRISTI, Texas – Seven employees at a state-run home for the mentally disabled have been suspended for allegedly staging a "fight club" among residents. Corpus Christi Police Captain Tim Wilson says the fight clubs were uncovered when someone gave an off-duty police officer a cell phone containing videos of fights at the Corpus Christi State School. Wilson says the videos show mentally disabled adult clients punching, shoving, and striking each other while the employees watch. Wilson calls the abuse "appalling." He says police expect to file charges against several employees by the end of the week. The school opened in 1970 and is home to about 360 people, according to the Web site of the state Department of Aging and Disability Services. Core skills for avoiding problem people by Libida 4 days ago When I told Jay about this, he asked me to post it here. It's also available on my blog. You may copy, forward,

Nasa Sts-119 Latest News
Thu, 12 Mar 2009 01:02:05 PM PDT Today's scheduled 4 p.m. EDT status meeting to discuss yesterday's scrub of space shuttle Discovery was cancelled. Based on all of the work done over the last 24 hours, teams believe they have sufficient understanding of the hydrogen leak to continue toward a Sunday launch at 7:43 p.m. A Launch Day minus one (L-1) Mission Management Team meeting has been scheduled for Saturday at 1 p.m. Wed, 11 Mar 2009 09:10:03 AM PDT Space shuttle Discovery's external tank is being filled with more than 500,000 gallons of liquid hydrogen and liquid oxygen. The three-hour operation began at 11:56 a.m. EDT. There still is a 95 percent chance that weather will not affect the 9:20 p.m. launch of STS-119. The forecast also is favorable at the Kennedy Space Center Shuttle Landing Facility, Edwards Air Force Base in California and all three overseas Transatlantic sites, should an abort landing be necessary. Wed, 11 Mar 2009 11:48:47 AM PDT The STS-11

Dwelling
Writing, helps, when I’m down Words flow while wearing a frown A muse in misery, I guess I’ve found Don’t confuse me, for some emo punk, thinking I’m the only one Who can feel, We all do, those of us , who are real I mean something’s got to get you down, Otherwise nothing can lift you up Like a bass line that sets in just right Kick drum beat heavy and tight Anything, that travels up your spine, Standing your hair on end A singer wailing, like on it their life did depend A bolt flashing illuminating the sky The feeling I get when I look in her eyes That’s where I need to dwell that’s where I belong

My Spotlight!
I had the spotlight and for a bid of 44001111 I got it.. Ran Auto 11's Started out with 9,064,484 points Ended with 14,815,452 Total points from that.. 5,750,968 (not that bad for just an auto 11) Tool Tip Views 20,919 Photo Views 52,207 I ended up pretty happy with that.. During that.. I got 97 cherry bombs..

A Dream From Afar
On the breath of the wind, From the grip of the stars, You flew into my life Like a dream from afar In the depths of my darkness, Your heart bled fluid light A gentle voice reached out And held me all through the night My soul has been warmed By the fire in your eyes In my dreams we are one And our love never dies I never thought I'd find a heart So beautiful and true I never knew a dream so sweet Until that dream was you.

Misc
Hey all my wonderful friends I am making animations and pics if interested. I will do it for offers. I am trying to get up fubucks to pay for VIP or Auto 11's and Bombs. If you would like one PM me and let me know. Send me the pics you would like to use with a brief description of how you kinda want it to look. Below are some examples I have done for my wife so far. I will be putting up more as I make them.  ANIMATIONS I made this for my wife she is a new member of Dangerous Curves.   I made this for my wife when she had her 11's on       PICS  

Hey Yall
Hey yall i am up for auction plz come and bid on me..... I would greatly appreciate it... Well it last till next friday and started today. It is located on Poker Princesses page, and is called the Signs of Spring Auction.....I have several things i am doing for the winner and highest bidder over me. And more will be discussed if i get a ticker or HH or a bling pack or blast. Tysm for taking the time to read this and plz go check it out... Thanks again, Sweet~n~Sexy http://fubar.com/user/189205 Hey everyone Brucethecoolsexycat has helped me out too so much so plz go check him out he will rate and help yall as much as he can help yall. Plz show him love like yall would show me love. He is totally awesome, even has been helping to rate me and help me level and everything....Plz go check him out here is the link http://fubar.com/user/189205 have fun. And ty for checking him out for me http://fubar.com/user/2499304 This is for my papa ridge he is a great guy and i think yall would l

Auctions
COME AND GET HER! China Suzy Is Up For Auction Do you want to own her? Well click on the link below and go make an offer. She has offered the usual things like:- Owned in your name Keep shit-faced SFW Salute (NSFW if VIP or Higher) 500 11's a week if VIP offered 25% of any Blings offered will be spent on you AND she has already added:- 200 stash rates a week during Happy Hour Rate all SFW pics in HH if less then VIP Family Access if VIP offered (she does not have one now) An invite to her "private Pics" if 6 month VIP or Higher Negotiations are open for offers of $150 plus What are you waiting for? Click the B & W pic and make an offer!

I Need Points!
I need points yall!  I am trying to go up in levels and I need all the help I can get! Rate me, bling me, bomb me! I will rate you back and do whatever I can do to help you out!

Going Back On The Road Again
well ive been on fu for almost a year!!an dhonestly its like my second life now ive met some amazing people on here some of which has helped me though some pretty rough days at times!!!!!!but m ylife has come to a crossroads due to alot of stress and no work i haft to go back on the road again!!see ive done carnival work sinc ei was 16 yrs old i havent actaully travelde since 05 but i cant seem to get nothing locally so it was a last resort for me!!my # 1 family is my sister if i havent been on for awhile shell know whats going on with me shes great show her love if u can !!theres a few of u who ive got real close with shared things i havent shared with alot of people ill miss you very much ill try to check in a smuch as possible ill be out there till oct almost nov but its good money and a chance for me to get on my feet well im gonna close this i just wrote it to mainly tell those of u whove been there much love ill see you soon #1 badboy aka billy

Making History...destroying Freedom
Subject: Making history -- destroying freedomTim Wood is a professor of History and Political Science at Southwest Baptist University, Bolivar, Missouri .         SOMETHING OF HISTORIC PROPORTIONS IS HAPPENINGBy Tim WoodI am a student of history. Professionally. I have written 15 books in six languages, and have studied it all my life. I think there is something monumentally large afoot, and I do not believe it is just a banking crisis, or a mortgage crisis, or a credit crisis. Yes these exist, but they are merely single facets on a very large gemstone that is only now coming into sharper focus.Something of historic proportions is happening. I can sense it because I know how it feels, smells, what it looks like, and how people react to it. Yes, a perfect storm may be brewing, but there is something happening within our country that has been evolving for about ten - fifteen years. The pace has dramatically quickened in the past two.We demand and then codify into law the r

Silence`s Talking Much More Than Words.
A miserable, unfortunate incident ocurred in my life a couple of months ago..due to the crisys inRomania the factory where i was working was  closed.Now i`m unemployed, making big efforts to mantain my house, my daughter`s studies and the whole bunch of this life`s sheet.Now i`m forced to leave the country for a job..i found one somewhere in Spain. I won`t be on fubar for a while..i don`t know how long, but i`ll do everything to keep in touch with my friends and to be back as soon as posible. Love you all and i`ll be thinking of you every day! First of all heartfelt thanks to my true friends [they know who they are] for their daily presence on my page even if i was passing through some difficult situation in the last 2 weeks..I wanna apologise for my absence and if aparently i ignored sumone..i never forget my friends but it`s so sad for me to discover that many of my" so called" friends were expecting only favors..

! ♥ ! Story Time With Bobbi And Lilly ! ♥ !
Lilly in Wonderland said: Gah, I'm so bored. Read me a story? ❤Omnia Vincit Amor❤ said: once upon a time... in a land far, too damn far away like over the hill through the meadow, and 23345.3059 more miles away.. there lived a beautiful princess named hmmm..named lillywiththeprettyface haha but this princess was unlike any other! some would say she was a bit....hmm obsessed yes thats it! obsessed with old gray haired men with big man meat! Lilly in Wonderland said: ......this princess, on her quest for the ultimate in old man meat, stumbles upon a beautifulsexiness princess named, Ms.BobbiBretsassaicecreamyummyness. She too was obsessed with the unattainable. ( But let's face it, if these princesses put their heads together and showed some thigh, could totally score.) They made a bond of friendship, and totally mocked every fu-tard in the land.... ❤Omnia Vincit Amor❤ said: one day lillywiththeprettface and bobbibreatassaicecreamyumm

First Tattoo
so a roommate  that is moving in with me works on cars and a tattoo artis as well and he is going to do some art on my body for free since i help him out with rent and things he is a pretty cool dude who had a fuck up life like i did some what   the problem is iam not really sure what i want but since the size nor the color matter i guess i have tons to pick from   i also plan on getting a few more pierceings i plan on getting my nipples done althought my friend had his doner and said his hurt like hell for a month i wouldl ike to know if that is true but i am for sure going to get my dick pierced in time

Max Math
Now, there are many, many people in the world, but relatively few with whom we interact, and even fewer who cause us problems. So, when you come across such a chance for practicing patience and tolerance, you should treat it with gratitude. It is rare. Just as having unexpectedly found a treasure in your own house, you should be happy and grateful to your enemy for providing that precious opportunity.-His Holiness the Dalai Lama SO, JUST HOW DO YOU SAY SO LONG TO SOMEONE YOU NEVER REALLY MET?SOMEONE YOU NEVER TOUCHED OR FELT, BUT YET,THERE ARE FEELINGS, STRONG FEELINGS THAT YOU GETFROM THE TYPING, THE WORDS AND A PICTURE OF A SMILEA SMILE SHARED WITH THE WORLD BUT YOU TO NOT REGRET.I LEARNED FROM YOU AS FROM SO MANY OTHERS AND I KNOWTHERE WAS, OH, SO MUCH MORE TO DISCOVER.HOW CAN YOU GIVE BACK A HEART THAT YOU HAD NEVER SEEN TO BEGIN WITHAND YET YOU OFFERED IT LIKE IT WAS REALLY YOURSWHILE THE WORLD LOOKED ON BUT THEY NEVER HEARDTHE TYPING OF OUR FINGERS THAT WERE OUR ONLY WORDSSO HERE

Not For All..
Cecilia wasn't sure of her future. Only her past was a present thought. She knew that the end of her marriage wasn't the end of her life, but the cold, dead space inside her begged to differ. Her Ex was a great guy. Good provider, sweet to the point of relationship-diabetes, and a natural father. Problem was, he was vanilla in bed. Not even French vanilla (Oh god Frenchmen know how to use their tongues!)just plain...ol'....vanilla. This was ok in the beginning. Both of them had previous experience and it was a heady time for them both. As time progressed, kids were born, and the sex became stale. Same moves...same times...same everything. She had tried to lure him out from under his sexual "rock" that he was hiding under, but nothing worked it seemed. He resisted all efforts to spice up ANYTHING in the relationship.   Finally, counseling. The counselor saw them both for six weeks, then issued his proclamation. "You two are seperate entities. As such, you've grown in opposite directio

Never Ending Auction
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Vacation
i go on vacation from the 19-26th.......i get my net turned on as soon as i get home.......love you guys and i truly miss each and every one of you...it sucks not being able to say hello to all of you on a regular basis........   Wes

Random Thoughts
Ten Things Every Child with Autism Wishes You Knew by Ellen Notbohm from the book Ten Things Every Child with Autism Wishes You Knew (2005, Future Horizons, Inc.) Some days it seems the only predictable thing about it is the unpredictability. The only consistent attribute -- the inconsistency. There is little argument on any level but that autism is baffling, even to those who spend their lives around it. The child who lives with autism may look “normal” but his behavior can be perplexing and downright difficult. Autism was once thought an “incurable” disorder, but that notion is crumbling in the face knowledge and understanding that is increasing even as you read this. Every day, individuals with autism are showing us that they can overcome, compensate for and otherwise manage many of autism’s most challenging characteristics. Equipping those around our children with simple understanding of autism’s most basic elements has a tremendou

~more Guido Zen~
Women are the most Beautiful of all Creation....and I Strongly feel that there are only 3 Priceless Gifts that any man could ever have in his life is he is lucky.....1. A Woman's Trust.....2. A Woman's Heart....3. If she takes his name as hers.....here are other things I believe...... ~Find the person who will love you because of your differences andnot in spite of them and you have found a lover for life. ~The heart has reasons that reason does not understand. ~What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose.  `THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN ISN'T IN THE CLOTHES SHE WEARS`THE FIGURE THAT SHE CARRIES OR THE WAY SHE COMBS HER HAIR`THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN IS SEEN IN HER EYES BECAUSE THAT'S`THE DOORWAY TO HER HEART, THE PLACE WHERE LOVE RESIDES.`THE TRUE BEAUTY IN A WOMAN, IS REFLECTED BY HER SOUL.`IT'S THE CARING THAT SHE GIVES AND THE PASSION THAT SHE`SHOWS. AND THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN WITH PASSING YEARS ONLY `GROWS... ***A MAN DOES NOT LOVE A WOMAN BECAUSE SHE IS BEAUTIFUL**********

Wicked..turned Sappy
I want to tell you all about my wonderful friends I've made on Fubar... I could list names but i think you know who you are... I have to admit I'm a cold hearted bitch most of the time... I put up a wall and i try very hard to be a loaner... but these friends of mine keep drawing me out of my dark hole and seem to love the idea I'm kind of geeky... Now you all might see each other in my recent blogs, even commented on each other. But sadly you have not added each other as friends..... I want you all to love each other as dorks... stand untied and proud.. needless to say with my friends they are all pretty ice and excepting of how dorky i can be.. so i wanted to thank you ... you know who you are.. i crush you sometimes i say i love you and mostly i get to spend a little of my day with you.... Thanks for being you.. Wicked P.S. If you need a list of names to know your on the list just say so... oh my dads here ill be back in 30  

Jail Bait ... Part 2
Driving to undetermined location.... when i get a call Jeff: Hi sorry this is the address you have to go to to pay the bail.....601 5th st. Me; You so owe me Jeff: I know.. I have to go... Me:Ill be there in 20 minutes see you soon... Needless to say I have no idea what it takes to Bail someone out.. I have the beautiful Nakita because she puts me in a good mood, despite the circumstances.... Driving around downtown Calgary... what the hell the address is a large hole that they are currently removing what looks like to be the shell of a building.... Great.... texting Witty, texting Seamus.... asking my good bug Hugh (who i secretly want to fu marry) should i really bail him out.....? Fuck of course ill bail him out but his ass better be sore.... Finally after circling a few block radius i realize my boyfriend is a dolt.... There's the courthouse.... its where I'm suppose to go.... Find a parking spot go to the parking pay station.... fuck its broken ....Ill only be a few minu

My Fan
Robert H: fuck off and get out my SB......dumb cunt ->Robert H: you hurt my feelings ..... Robert H: add stupid to that also Robert H: anything else u wanna be wrong with? ->Robert H: oh i apologize from teh depths of my soul that i was a bitch. Please forgive me Robert H: and as far as your most wont theory......that's out the fuckin wondow 2.....I got 92 comment as of right now Robert H: and that was after I asked nicely Robert H: I dont care if it does or not.....altho I know it would......and I said Im in a contest...I asked 4 u to help.....all u had to do is say no.....but know......u had to be a bitch about it ->Robert H: argh im feeling nice today.... so ill give you some advice... Number one coming to a womans page and asking her to rate your nsfw... not the way to do it.... most people who have been on here longer hten 5 minutes wont go fort it... second piece of advice if you took the time to look at my profile you would notice im not single .. hence why your penis doesnt mak

Juggalos
my brother tony u ppl know him as papi he dont know this but 4 an older brother like me i look up 2 my younger brother a lot hes a great father brother and friend got 2 love him like him even except him as he is went 2 london over the weekend had a blast seen my grandsons and the rest of my kids spent time with them felt great hadnt seen them in a long time need 2 do that more often wish i had more time 2 spend out there but i had 2 come home and go 2 work to all juggalos and juggaletts my friend sunny is on here she needs help getn 2 level 10 can any 1 help her please her screen name is juggalettelove2 she is still new member when u 1st started out again please help her out

~good Guys Only Win In The Movies~
Yeah, It feels like this sometimes..... I had a girl, And I treated her tenderly, Oh yeah.She pretended that she cared, While she only laughed at me.All my life she deserted, I never knew how she flirted.Now it's me that's hurting.What a lesson I've learned.Good guys only win in the movies.Yes they do, now.They ride white horses, girl, And they're friends with everyone.Good guys only make it in the movies.Because in life, They turn out sad and lonely ones.How sincere now, baby, Could your man have been?I stuck right by ya, honey, Both through thick and thin.Girl I did?You know you turned the table.I don't think I'll make it, But I'm gonna make it on my own.Girl, I'm tired of your lying, Tired of your alibi'ing, Now my love is dying, I'm gonna kiss your love goodbye.Sad and lonely ones... Sad and lonely ones... PEACE.....

Players Of Woman
TO ALL THE GIRLS ON HERE,THERE IS A PREDATOR ON HERE CALLED MCL DJ JOE: HE LIKES TO HAVE GIRLS TAKE CARE OF HIM AND SMOOTH TALKS THEM INTO THINKING THEY ARE SPECIAL,BUT HE CARES NOTHING FOR THEM.HE ONLY CARES FOR WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR HIM OR SUPPLY FOR HIM,WHEN HE IS DONE WITH YOU,HE WILL DROP YOU LIKE TRASH AND MOVE ON TO SOME ONE ELSE.SO BE CAREFUL WITH THIS GUY OK HE IS BAD NEWS TO ANY GIRL ON HERE,TY.

Attributed Poetry
HERE..HERE I SAY...THE HEART OF POETRY HAS NOT YET DIED..FOR US NEED NEVER DIE..DREAM... THE SUMMER SCREEN RETURNS YEARN..AND THE AENEID OF AGE OLD..BLOWING VICTOR IN MORNINGS TO COME..MERGING NOW WITH ALL I LEAVE IN THE WAKE OF MY STEPS..MY HEART IS LODGED IN POETRY AND ITS ADVENTURE..FREELY...WITH ALL I LEAVE IN MY WAKE..POETRY COMES..ANGLE OR DEMON..POETRY COMES FREELY LIKE A BIRD IN THE CLOUDS..I OFFER IT THE SKY..AND IT ALIGHTS FIERCELY ON MY HEAD AND EATS..WHAT IS AGNOSTIC IN ME..BUT NOW ITS NOT JUST THE DAWN..NOT JUST THE SONG OF BIRDS BREEZE..NOT JUST ME..MY PAIN..MY GAIN.. POETRY COMES...HERE..I'LL TELL OF COASTAL WAVES AND THE REVOLUTION..HERE POETRY COMES WITH A BEAUTIFUL SWIFT SWORD OF MY ARMS BLOOD IT FLOWS...WHO AM I..WHO HEARS THE DREAM OF MY CURSED YOUTH FOR WHOM DO I SPEAK..AND THAT OF ME WALKS THE FIGHT THO LIVES DEMISED IN SHEETS OF WHITE WE GRIEF..WE CARRY THEIR EXSISTENCE IN ACTION IN SPEECH..WHAT EAR WILL SAY YES TO MY WORDS..THE MOUTH OF THE POET FILLS WITH ANTS

Day To Day Stuff
Have you ever had one of those days.... Where you feel like life has just kicked you in the ass? The good things you do...go unappreciated.... You try..and you try....to be a good karma person... And nothing changes? Yea...that's where I am.... How does one make a change...in their life...and ensure that the one's that are most affected by the change will be ok? I'm at a loss as of 4:34 CST....

Amazing!
Okay so the following is from a chat that goes from shoutbox to yahoo, i think its pretty amazing, please read. start at the bottom of first chat in shoutbox: alicia: buzz me here alicia: ok ->alicia: u add me to yahoo alicia: alicia25parker@yahoo.com alicia: add me hon alicia: ok ->alicia: you do it now, yahoo me alicia: ok alicia: and right my name at the 3rd page form ->alicia: thats awesome, so am i! alicia: do it now honey alicia: waiting to you hon alicia: coz im starting playing my self now alicia: that is my own site that i give it to you ->alicia: okay, can u piss off now, im kinda getting bored messing with u lol alicia: i told you alicia: ok honey ->alicia: i like nooses ->alicia: you mean official? ->alicia: what does opicial mean? alicia: anyway honey what do you want me to wear after you finish to sign up??? alicia: ok alicia: that it my opicial site to get in to me here alicia: no honey... ->alicia: nah im good, i know how those websites work,

Fubar Help
Fubar points Breakdown WHEN YOU DO THE FOLLOWING YOU GET 3 points for rating a profile 2 points for leaving a profile comment 1 point for rating a photo 1 point for photo comment 1 point for stash rating 1 point for stash comment 0 points for fanning someone THE PERSON YOU HELPING OUT GETS THE FOLLOWING 11 points for fanning them 6 points for you rating thier profile 6 points for a photo rating 6 points for a photo comment 6 points for stash rating 6 points for stash comment 5 points for page comment Please keep in mind all points are doubled for you and them during Happy Hour As you can see when trying to level someone it pays to fan them Stash and pic rates and comments may be worth the same but I personally find it alot easier to rate stash than pics. Also for those of you that may not have realized as you can see it is also helping you out when your helping others A side note too: You DO NOT get any points for RIPPED PICS.. might pay to h

More Nothings From A Nothing
I have never felt so alone or stuck in a place that didnt want me My car broke down in the desert and I got no money I came out to see the woman of my dreams and I aint gonna make it... its God's Will it seems No, I never felt so alone in a place that didnt want me I thot I had received a sign from the Big Man upstairs He took my job from me and I took it as "ya gotta get out there." I took off on a journey to a hell hole called the Mojave Just to get my heart broke by the woman who wants me Someday if ya have the misfortune of ever out there and ya see an old guitar case just tossed aside without care Just remember there was an owner to that old axe cover and he just might still be walkin there lookin for his lover Cuz... I never felt so.... lost and alone... in a place that didnt want me TY, Pryj.... nice to know SOMEONE is watching for us.... BUT, YOU DIDNT SEE ME

 I saw you,
hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.&

A Loss Of My Kid
As all of you know, My pets, my “kids” mean the world to me and this evening I had to bury one of them. It's funny how this little shit who would chew my shit up and make me so mad brought so much joy into my life. My kids are my world and a part of me was put in a hole tonight. I will miss you Desi, my little man.      

Changing Tides
Ok- so as I go along and try to figure this all out- I keep getting brought back to the subject of John's family. On top of all of our personal stuff, there is a problem with his family------for some reason, they don't like me. This is weird for me because families LOVE me! I can't help it- I am funny and lovable and fun. But I am also opinionated and outspoken and I don't take crap. I come from a family of very strong women. When my cousin was here the other day we talked a lot about our family and that is one thing I realized. Very Very strong women in our family- and we tend to outlive the men. LOL- But my cousin and I also decided that we are strong like the other women- but we also have more tact. We don't walk into a room dropping f-bombs and thinking we are the only ones who are right and not listening to others. We have more balance. So I am strong- but not offensive. Anyways- J comes from a family that does not talk about problems or anything. They talk behind everyone's back

Done D1rty
  #10. So I have someone to share intimate thoughts and secrets with. #9. So I have someone honest and forgiving in my life. #8. So I can split a one-room apartment for $300/mo because spending $600 each month to sleep and cook canned soup is bullshit. #7. So I have someone to hang out with who doesn't try to show me his dick every ten seconds. #7. So I have something to do when while waiting for the latest video game to come out. #6. So I have something "real" to blame my problems on.   #4. So my dipshits friends don't feel justified complaining about their girlfriends on the grounds that I don't "understand" because I don't have one, and then refusing to take my brilliantly crafted advice because somehow it's not relevant because I'm single and no single person could ever possibly have any understanding of relationships or the human condition. What's with people who ask for advice, and then don't take it? It's insulting. It's not even relationship advice. You'll go to a restaur

Life's Lessons
Orville Smith, a store manager for Best Buy in Augusta, Georgia, told police he observed a male customer, later identified as Tyrone Jackson of Augusta, on surveillance cameras putting a laptop computer under his jacket... When confronted the man became irate, knocked down an employee, drew a knife and ran for the door. Outside on the sidewalk were four Marines collecting toys for the "Toys for Tots" program. Smith said the Marines stopped the man, but he stabbed one of the Marines, Cpl. Phillip Duggan, in the back; the injury did not appear to be severe. After Police and an ambulance arrived at the scene Cpl. Duggan was transported for treatment. The subject was also transported to the local hospital with two broken arms, a broken ankle, a broken leg, several missing teeth, possible broken ribs, multiple contusions, assorted lacerations, a broken nose and a broken jaw...injuries he sustained when he slipped and fell off of the curb after stabbing the Marine. Now that was a well w

Stuffnnonsense
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Bird
feeling like a caged bird about to break its wings on the bars of the cage Love is a cage when its not returned trapped and struggling against the restraints A love unwanted cuts like a knife without the relief   freedom is savored but granted not to me.

Boredom
It is by caffeine alone I set my mind in motion. It is with the bean of java that the thoughts acquire speed, the hands acquire shakes, the shakes become a warning It is by caffeine alone I set my mind in motion.   How many of you live by the same code? lol

Just Thinking
I have just been thinking... We make a few friends some show their true self and stay by your side.. Some shows respect, loyalty, friendship and love. Some have lost by distance, sickness and death. Some may know your strong points, as well as your weakness... There are some that are true, Some that are there every day, Some that you miss.... .... ... ...But then there are some you won't... There are some that use you and think of your friendship as ...a game... Why we put thought into the ones that hurt us the most? Why even care? If you're like me... I don't take a friendship for granted. Cherish the ones closet to me the most.. Yea, there is downfall for being that way.. maybe at times a little niave.. Call it what you want.. Don't give me the "Gimme this, and I'll do this for you" What, when & how.... I'll show ya a friendship in off the wall out-of- blue My friendship is true for who the ones who are just there to put a smile on my f

Space Madness!!1!
source: http://online.wsj.com/article/SB10001424052702303678704576442901100190640.html By JONATHAN D. ROCKOFF, BETSY MCKAY and MARK SCHOOFS Two new studies released early Wednesday show that AIDS drugs can prevent heterosexuals from acquiring HIV, adding to a growing number of new methods to slow the spread of the virus world-wide. Many researchers now believe that science has developed sufficient tools to contain the pandemic. But tight budgets may limit their deployment. The results are the latest to demonstrate that existing medications are an important tool for prevention as well as treatment of HIV/AIDS, and show their effectiveness in the population hardest hit by HIV globally—heterosexuals in Africa. The findings also are likely to help alleviate concerns that emerged in April after another study was unable to determine whether the drugs protected high-risk women. Both of the new studies, conducted in different African countries, found that giving antiretr

Valentine Auction 2010 Rules And Deadlines
Auction Rules:   1) If You Place A Bid On Someone, and circumstances beyond your control keep you from upholding your end of the bargain, don't just erase your bid, let me, Dj Maverick, Brokeass or Chief know. I will take care of that.   2) However you do bid, if you can not uphold your bid offer when the auction ends, payment to the person is between you two. It DOES not have to be an IMMEDIATE transaction.     3) When placing bids on others, DO NOT leave lewd or disrespectful comments on the photos, Or I will literally block you from the auction ( as well as my profile), this is for fun, if you wish to slander people, go find another website, I do not wish to see such things on my profile or on my auction entries photos.     4)The Person being bid on can REFUSE any bid placed on them.              Auction Entries:     If you wish to be in this auction. All Entries MUST be recieved by  January 30th, 2010.. The auction will run from February 2nd. - February 10th, 20

Just Some Of My Poetry
Tear Stained Memories   With each tick of the clock I’m reminded more of you What should be distant memories Still tear my heart in two With each thought of you I fall a lil deeper in Life without you hurts too much I don’t know where to begin   Everyone just says move on Leave the painful memories Just start all over again It’ll be better eventually But with each passing day I stay lost inside my mind My escape seems impossible No matter how hard I try   These tear stained memories Just can’t be washed away No matter what I do The pain just doesn’t fade I tell myself to be strong But letting go isn’t easy Just can’t seem to forget These tear stained memories   With each passing minute I hope the pain will fade Hoping somehow the sunrise Will make it all go away Maybe with each tear I wipe It will be one less memory And then all these thoughts Will be forgotten eventually   Written 5/7/2011 Dear Heavenly Fa

Crazyness
Some say they don't like my attitude! Well my response to them is to quit pissing me off!! If only common sense were contagious instead of stupidity. No dude, i will not get naked for you......I dont want to see your penis......If i was gonan strip i would be on a pole,  I am after all a single mom. I do not work for free....damn. So i tried to quit smoking, but i gained like 5 pounds! I would so much rather fuck up my lungs than get fat. Nicorette gum you say? I would rather chew on a cigarette thank you.....and no thank you. Why is it little things make me want to take myself out? For example....if i killed myself, i wouldnt have to write this paper that is due in 4 hours..... Irritating stuff.... Women who assume that simply because another woman poses nude, is a stripper, or works in the sex industry, that she is somehow automatically unintelligent or less deserving of respect than others. IF you got it flaunt it.... :) That guy that thinks I'll fuck him because I'm a "Frea

Randomness
Alright kiddies it's time for a Quiz about me so please answer the best you can. No cheating or fishing for answers cause I wont give them. When you are done please copy and paste the answers to me and send it to me! I will let you know who gets the most right.   1. Name (Extra points for the one(s) who get my middle name) - 2. Favorite Band- 3. Favorite Movie- 4. Favorite Color- 5. Favorite Pastime- 6. Favorite Pet- 7. Favorite Food(s)- 8. Right handed or Left handed? - 9. Favorite old school video game- 10. Mothers name- 11. Fathers name- 12. Favorite superhero- 13. Favorite supervillain - 14. My fetish(es)- 15. Born and Raised in- 16. Currently live in-

What I Wrote When I Worked In The Upper Branch Mine
It starts out early.. Way early in the morning.. It's still a little dark at 5:30 when the door swings open. I grab my eyes off the battery that charges it, my belt that holds the very breath that i breathe, my clothes that will reveal me from being invisible, and my hat that keeps the ceiling off my head.. I get to the playground where i meet up with many men.. Men whom are like none other.. These people are a different breed of human.. They're not like you.. These men are mentally the toughest and bravest men you will ever meet along with soldiers.. We suit up by 6 and head out the door.. One gets to the edge of a cliff where its like your standing in line for a tall rollercoaster.. You look down and see the the steel plated floor, but thru this floor u see the ground which is around 200 feet below you.. I always try to step on the steel beams that support the floor because while waiting for this ride, all i can do is think of what would happen if this floor fell.. We load onto an

R.i.p.
Slipknot bassist Paul Gray dead at 38: reports Tue May 25, 4:15 am ET LOS ANGELES (AFP) – Paul Gray, bass guitarist with macabre heavy metal band Slipknot, has been found dead in an Iowa hotel room aged 38, US media reported Monday. The musician's body was discovered by staff at a hotel in Johnston, near Des Moines by an employee, reports said citing local police. The cause of death has not been determined but foul play was not suspected. Gray was one of the founders of the group, which was launched in Iowa in 1995 and has become famous for the menacing hockey masks band members wear. Gray famously wore a black pig mask on stage. The band has enjoyed sustained success since their debut 1999 album, "Slipknot," which sold more than a million copies. The band's fourth album -- "All Hope Is Gone" -- reached number one on the Billboard 200 in the United States and also topped the charts in Australia, Canada, New Zealand, Austria, Finland, Sweden and Switzerland. The band has

Random Thought
  The problem with truly loving someone is that they can bring you to the heavens   or to the very depths of hell....   its worth every minute of the hell to get back to the heaven.   As crazy as it may seem, for the first time, I'm truly happy...   And this blog is for those of you who are working against that....   you can either be happy for me, or you can remove yourself from my friends list.   I'm not playing some silly little fubar game.   This is my life. This is who makes me happy. And I make him happy.   I know this because we both say it every day.     And to you John ... I love you thanks for being amazing.

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Diary Of A Mad Man
The following was just something that came to me. It isn't written for anyone specific. Hope you all enjoy it. if you do please leave a comment I love to hear feedback.  Thank you it took just one lookfor me to realizebeauty beyond comparewhen I stare into your eyeseverytime I hear your voiceI am listening to an angel singthe words flowing from my heartdescribing the joy you bringwhen I kiss your lipsI can taste italian winepouring into my soulintoxicating my mindwhen I am all alonewishing you were hereI can smell your perfumelingering in the airwhen I hold you in my armsI'm the luckiest man aliveyou are what i been praying forthe love of my life. Just the mere thought of you Puts a smile on my faceYou are ther only starShining in my outer space If I traveled the worldI would never findsomeone who was more beautifulYour are one of a kind You lift my spiritsWhen I am feeling downYou give me strengthWithout having to make a sound With each passing dayI fall more in loveYou are a prec

Things Not To Leave Laying Around....
So..... We had relatives in last week...Hubby's sister from New York City and her son from California. Had a great time...site seeing and playing tourist. Instead of eating out AGAIN Friday night we decided to cook and eat at home. We stopped at my apartment to get some stuff that my mother in law didn't have and then went on up to her apartment building (which is the one right up the hill from me). Had dinner and looked through old photos that the nephew wants to scan and put on CDs and stuff. Anywhoooo, we were gone maybe 3-4 hours and when we came home there was Max, the year old Golden Retriever puppy and a chewed open bottle of Advil with 4-5 pills on the floor. Daughter ran upstairs and looked online and came running down saying we need to take him to the vet NOW. Apparently Advil is one of the deadly items for animals. I called an emergercy animal hospital that THANKFULLY we have close around here. I told them that he seems fine and is running around. They told me that by the ti

Do U Want My Points For 12 Hours??
U Want my points for 12 hours??? I bomb and boomerang chase!!! I rate peoples pics that are running auto 11's till i can't rate no more for the day. SB ME HOW!!!

Brenda Is A Fake Here Is The Proof
Brenda: ok hold on..im confirming it ok? log in there first ok? so i can start cancelling the perminute charges ok?   cancel Chat 11:47pm reply Brenda: ok dear....dont buy credits there ..it will charge you silly ok?   cancel Chat 11:47pm more To Brenda: ok loged on   cancel Chat 11:47pm reply Brenda: ok darling i processed your 7 digit id now ok? so we are gonna use this tunnel site ok? this is used to CANCAEL THE PERMINUTE CHARGES OK.so that we will have more airtime....tell me when youre ready...

Bloginstuffs
If I added you to my family, dont worry im not a stalker and I dont expect you to add me too. I added those I talk to most so that I can click the family tab and have a much shorter list than the friends list.   You all rock family and friends :) Love ya all Everything is so different now on fubar. It used to people all about the pic rates, now no one even looks at pics except people with 11s or bombs. I like to know who I'm talking to personally. A curious question: what do people do for points now? Bored of giving or receiving yet another frigging free hug? Then lend a hand and rub a pal on the nipple to help save humanity from war and hugs.We will not take responsibility for any pregnancies, divorces, sore nipples or rude people. Please talk to your significant other before rubbing another persons nipple. Please ask before rubbing the nipples, some people may find it intrusive if you just go ahead and rubba-dubb-dubb with no heads-up."Nipples are not stupid. They maybe

Freestyle Battle With This Guy From Ny
it is your attitude at the beginning of a task that determines succes or failure so lemme say this to all them peeps out there if u have a negative attitude your always gonna be a failure in life that sounds harsh but its the truth hurts but if u have a positive attitude u can accomplished so many things in ur life and get stuff u never imagined of having... so ppl take my advised always have a positive attitude no matter wats goin on in your life if u do u will succeed. u starded this shit devon u made the post now i made the war your rhymes are just a big snore, i almost fell asleep cuz your rhymes aren't deep by the time i finished them i found they were meek you need more time to develope your rhymes cuz most of your rap was the same old lines, be original like me u dumass fuck..its my turn.. I know U really dont want to fight Cause I come at ur house at nite and end ur f*ckin' life See I have a gun and u have a knife While u screamin' Please dont do it Badguy! See I

Get My Points!
I will give you my points for 12 hours (which also gives you 8 Ability Points) for one of the following: A) Auto 11s (which we will share) and 10 million fuBucks --OR-- B) Auto 11s (which we will share) and a Boomerang --OR-- C) 5 million fuBucks and 2 Boomerangs In the past, I have helped others to earn anywhere between 1.5 million and 8 million points (the higher amounts had Auto 11s and/or bombs), because I work my a$s off to make it successful for you (chasing bombs, rating, etc.). Send me a private message to schedule a day!

Top 10 Things You Never Say To A Dj
Top ten things you should never say to a DJ: 1. PLAY SOMETHING GOOD...SOMETHING WE CAN DANCE TO ! The DJ has to play for more than one person...so what you hate may be another's favorite song and EVERYTHING played here can be danced to one way or another. 2. WOULD YOU PLAY SOMETHING WITH A "BEAT" ! BE SERIOUS! We know of NO songs played in a club that don't have some sort of BEAT! 3. I DON'T KNOW WHO SINGS IT AND I DON'T KNOW THE NAME OF THE SONG, BUT IT GOES LIKE THIS.... PLEASE don't sing for the DJ. They have to put up with smoke filled rooms and dangerous decibel levels all night long...Do them a favor and DON'T give them a rendition of your favorite song. 4. EVERYBODY WANTS TO HEAR IT ! Oh, sure... you polled everyone in the club and, as their spokesperson, you're requesting the song. 5. EVERYBODY WILL DANCE IF YOU PLAY IT ! The DJ won't. I guess that blows a hole in that theory! 6. I CAN GET LAID IF YOU PLAY IT ! Why settle for one night? Buy the album a

Stories Of A Fucked Up Childhood!
For years I have been told about how much I went through as a child. No I was never beaten. No I was never tortured. And no I was never Neglected. But I was put through a lot of situations that were not normal for a child! In fact any time I tell one or more of my stories I tend to have people tell me I should write a book. Seeing as I believe my mom did drugs while pregnant...... I have ADHD and can't just write a book, so I figure I will let you guys into my past and help me write parts of what would be my book here......... So here is a quick overview of my history and people involved.... I was born July 4th 1976 in Boston. My dad was late getting to the hospital by like 12 hrs and was probably gambling. I lived with my mom until the end of 2nd grade when both parents went to jail and mt grandparents took me in. My dad had lived with us off and on until second grade. In fact I believe my parents were married and divorced several times to each other. In 5th grade I was give th

My Life From Start To Now
I was born in 1966 in Dallas, Texas. From the start I was abuse by my father for about 7 years til I moved to Maine with my mother. In between grades 4-6 I was raped 3 times by guys. From 7-12 I was picked on for the most part of it. I really didnt have friends or even a close friend. After a year of messing around with a dead end job I joined the army. I did 7 1/2 years total. In 1990 I got married and have 2 wonderful boys. I was married for about 10 years she wasnt so I gave up after trying to make it workout. All me ex's cheated on me. With all the stuff I went through and my mother being sick I have been stressed and depressed for many years, I dare not say how many cause its too much. I have always been kicked down in life ALWAYS. That doesnt seen to change. If theres anything esle you like to know just ask me please. I'm very honest and open, I'm not affraid to answer any question weather big or small, unpersonal or personal. Thank You for taking the time to read this blog.

Thoughts, Musings, And Other Crap
i have been on and off this site for almost 4 years, and when i first got on fubar i said and did lots of fucked up things to many ppl, now i admit while nobody is perfect, i was way out of line and a real asshole... i'm not here to try to make excuses for my past mistakes however... i am simply tryin to say that i have done lots of growing up and changed myself and the way i treat others for the better.   Yeah, i know i still have a long way to go and im not tryin to play a guilt trip on ppl i just want to ask anyone that i have wronged in the past to take the time for me to show that i have changed... and i am aware that i still make mistakes but over all i want to be a friend and someone that you all can be proud of and respect not think poorly because of my past mistakes or rumors.     in short, please give me a chance to show that i am someone with a good heart that is worth knowing...                                                                      thanks,             

Her Arrival.........
I arrive at Your hotel room door hoping I am on time. I stand outside the door trying to compose myself and slow my heart beat down. It has been racing since I got Your call that You were in town. I touch my hair to make sure it is in place, check my makeup in my compact mirror and straighten my dress, checking that my stockings are in line and straight. Taking a deep breath I knock on the door. My heart is racing, I feel my juices starting to flow with the throbbing in my pussy. The door opens and You are stood in front of me. Lowering my eyes to the floor I stand waiting to be invited in, you motion for me to enter. As soon as I get in the door You motion me to remove my jacket. Hearing the door close behind me my heart starts to race again. I feel You behind me smelling my hair, feeling Your hands on my shoulders running slowly across the nape of my neck, Your fingers gently caressing my neck and shoulders. Your touch sends a shiver down my spine making my body tingle and my nipples

Goth Poetry (nsfw)
Butchering and slicing his way through the battlefield, my-lord Beloc  make's his way to his loathed enemy....the one that has hunted him and  his people almost to extinction....fighting hard and swiftly with his  brutal attack's on the enemies army,he finally reaches his targeted  prize . In the midst of the hard battle blazing around them their  sword's raise as their eye's meet once again,......Louwyn, his foe, has  taken his stance and has braced himself, for he know's from his previous  battle's with my-lord, this will be no easy task. Beloc slowly circles  Louwyn, tracing his step's before he land's his sword's first  strike....while in his mind's eye, his attack already reign's victor. In  a sudden wink, it has begun....muscle's tightened...teeth are clinched  as their sword's clash together in a mighty rage....bending and  twisting, they fight harder with each strike more powerful and mighty  then the one before. As I watch from the safety of the tower's...I see  the sign's of

Serious Essays & Bukkake-inspired Poetry
I spend little time online these days, but because I still like to keep up a robust communication with friends (and by “robust communication” I mean “random smattering of postcards from various locales”), I buy a lot of stamps.  And I send a fair amount of mail.  This week, I intended to send a half-case of nice wine to a newly married couple, mostly because I can’t think of anything else to give people who just voluntarily resigned themselves to a lifetime of boredom and misery.  Unfortunately, though, new US postal service regulations prohibit the mailing of alcohol and tobacco products.  Little wonder no one has any use for the mail anymore. What the postal service really needs is porn.  When the whole dot-com bubble popped, the only online businesses staying afloat were porn and gaming.  And though I know of no way to put games on stamps, I am certain that you can put porn on stamps.  All the kids would collect stamps again!  And the dads! Sadly, the

Adam
Here is this week's list of Sexiest Dood Cams on Fubar:  - Boge - Top Sexiest Dood Cam!! Boge - Club Fantasia Bang - Club Fantasia  Papi - Club Fantasia Loca - Trivium Lounge Eyez - Club Fantasia Legend - PDP Lounge BAD - Club Fantasia Bobby - Club Fantasia Yusa - Club Fantasia Skittzo - Club Paradise Ranc - Trivium Lounge Lions - Trivium Lounge Motor -T

Words Sent To My Sb
Tell me the darkness will lift from our eyes. That the numbness will soon be a memory. Taunt me with the radiance of you smile and laughter. Sever the clouds to show me your silver lining. Strike me with the bolts of your lust and passion. Show me the pain of being mortal and sinnful of caring...

About Me
Hello,   I thought I would reintroduce myself...   My name is Cassie.. I am just now getting back onto this site... after being away for a year or so...don't really remember.   Bad stuff happened here on Fubar for me awhile back causing me to put myself in a mental hospital aka a looney bin. I was there for three months. It was really bad for awhile.. and I am finally much better now.. it isn't so scary anymore. Things happened here and offline that made me lose everyone that I loved and I am working my tail off to get my life back in order. And to make friends again.   I am a fun loving, sweet.. down to Earth person.. so, if you are interested in being friends.. or if you are a friend from while back.. please stop by and say hello... that would mean a lot to me. I miss people here...   Anyways, I am rambling now.. thank you for reading this..   X0x0x0x Cassie.

Truckersaintrobots!!
Truckers get the blame when anything on the highway does not go right.  We work a 70 hr week and we get no extra pay for our work.  We travel up to 3500-6000 miles a week and get paid  on only 90% of our actual miles.  We haul just about everything we get in the stores or the things we buy online.  Truckers move this country in return we are treated like children.  Yes, some drivers are not the greatest people in the world, but we are Human.  Truckers miss family activities and we miss our lives.  Some drivers experience a life alone.  They get depressed, stressed, and their weight and attitude show it.  Company employees such as dispatches and brokers think we are robots.  Sit in the docks for 2-15 hrs. cant sleep because you have to be awake to hear your truck to be called to load on the cb raido.  After you are loaded the broker wants you to be there ASAP, they know you been up all day and expect you to now drive how ever many miles to get it there in the morning so u have to truck

This Is Scary
Profile of the Sociopath Glibness and Superficial Charm  Manipulative and Conning They never recognize the rights of others and see their self-serving behaviors as permissible. They appear to be charming, yet are covertly hostile and domineering, seeing their victim as merely an instrument to be used. They may dominate and humiliate their victims.  Grandiose Sense of Self Feels entitled to certain things as "their right."  Pathological Lying Has no problem lying coolly and easily and it is almost impossible for them to be truthful on a consistent basis. Can create, and get caught up in, a complex belief about their own powers and abilities. Extremely convincing and even able to pass lie detector tests.  Lack of Remorse, Shame or Guilt A deep seated rage, which is split off and repressed, is at their core. Does not see others around them as people, but only as targets and opportunities. Instead of friends, they have victims and accomplices who end up as victims. The end always

My Writing.
Dark, Demented, Devious, Depression, Disillusion. Look into my eyes and tell me what you see. Can you see behind the eyes into my soul? Can you see the chaotic glint that entwines my being with reality. The thoughts race around my head. People, emotions, actions. Irrational people who lack control over their own being. Pain and emotions are controllable. They are easy to reign in and pull back, feeling nothing but the numbness that creeps into my soul. Cryptic thoughts flow through my brain like a tornado, ripping away self confidence and replacing it with a new self identity which is barely contained. Kiss me gently. Hold me tight. I am yours for the moment. You have my being but my soul is locked away. No one is allowed full control. Kiss me. Breathe into me as we kiss. Fill my soul with the passion you feel. Hope makes me long for the feeling again, the disillusioned longing to feel something beside the chaos. Innocence seems like a far off imaginary ideal, one which vanishes int

Prayer Of A Trucker's Wife
Prayer of a Truck Driver's Wife Dear Lord,Please bless my husband while he's out on the road. Please protect him from the wind and rain and cold. Help him to keep that big rig between the white lines so he can make it to his destination on time. May he find his back-haul quickly and make it home soon. Please light his night on the road with your stars and moon. Let him rest peacefully in his sleeper's bed, and please let there be a good meal and fresh coffee at the truck stop ahead. Help me to keep the home fires burning while he's out there movin' on. And give me the strength and wisdom to take care of things while he's gone. May the road he travels be clear and dry, and may not temptation catch his eye. Help him remember when he's all alone that his loving wife and best friend is waiting for him here at home.Amen

Life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Plz Read!!
I recently tried committing suicide and a friend here forwarded this to me that makes alot of sense!!!! TY Lisa   Chapter 1. I walk down the street.There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.I fall in.I am lost…I am helpless.It isn’t my fault.It takes forever to find a way out. Chapter 2. I walk down the same street.There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.I pretend I don’t see it.I fall in again.I cant believe I am in this same place.But it isn’t my fault.It still takes a long time to get out. Chapter 3. I walk down the same street.There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.I see it is there.I still fall in… its a habit.But, my eyes are open.I know where I am.It is my fault.I get out immediately. Chapter 4. I walk down the same street.There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.I walk around it. Chapter 5. I walk down another street.

His Lil Red
You lay in the big rumpled bed still in a deep sleep, one hand gently stroking and pinching your nipples, the other stroking your already hard and wet clit...  Your long red hair a sexy cloud on the pillow, waiting for my big hands to tangle in the long silky strands.  You hear my whisper in your ear and increase the hardness of the pinching and twisting of your small sensitive nipples, causing a muffle moan of pleasure. You don't want the painters to hear...  But you hear my voice - "Let them hear you moan, let them hear how hungry you are..." your whimpers of distress make me smile... "My naughty, nasty lil one wants to be fucked with all these men watching, don't you?"  Your head shakes 'no' even as the juices overflow from your dripping shaven cunt, dripping down your fingers,  aching for the savage invasion of my hard, thick cock....   Suddenly you are startled , awakened by a sound in the bedroom, your eyes fly open, landing on my tall frame filling the doorway. I have return

A Master's Creed
I am sure some of you have seen this a million times over. Read it again.   A Master's Creed ~ The Dominants Creed ~* Above all else a Dom cherishes Their submissive, in the knowledge that the giftthe submissive gives Them is the greatest gift of all. * A Dom is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to Them, but knowshow to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift.* A Dom is in control of Themself first and foremost, so that They may control others.* As a stern and demanding Dom, They can cause Their submissive to cry real tears.* As the consummate lover, They will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character.* In times of trouble, a Dom will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, neverforgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals.* A Dom is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality.* A Dom would never ask a submissive to put Them before their career, or f

Thought And Ponderings Orig Created For My Tagged Account
Ever been hurt so bad that your so numb you can’t function or even think straight. Your cruising along in a relationship and it’s great, everything is more perfect than you could have ever imagined. You get closer and closer, confessing feelings for each other. Finally, after all that searching your happy and content. Your basking in the sunlight and even rainy days seem somehow wonderful. You start to make long term plans with that special person, you share inside jokes together, you keep bonding closer and closer. You have finally found someone who totally gets you and you have a connection you have never felt before ever. And then one day that special person decides it’s just not right and they want out. You hit a brick wall full force and think to yourself that any kind of physical pain would be better than that feeling at that single moment. Been there? We all have. You sit there in utter disbelief and confusion. You just can’t figure out where or what went

Assorted Scribblings By Iggy
Through my eyes, I can see, beyond the images projected, through the disguises, there are no surprises, into the depth of their soul, and I know, that the images they project, only protect Laying here alone, I Stare,At a pillow, But you're not there,Eyes wide opened, Still I dream,Images of you, Like pictures on a screen,Til I'm with you, I'll use that side of the bed,to watch TV, 'your' pillow for my head,It may seem strange, until you see, I hug that pillow,'cause your not here with me. Starting a new book, of life, beginning anew again.   Turn open, to page one, first time since I can't remember when.   Slates clean, story's mine, you best not touch my pen.

Contest
i'm in a salute contest.... i need comments for votes...would my friends please help me out??? here's the link.... thanks to all! [ fubar.com photo: shy baby ]  

Dumb Fucks!!!
OK This is a Convo in YIm between me & a certain someone who thinks he is the total package. He starts out by hitting on you & then when you keep turning him down, he blows up on you. An I will not name him but I will show a convo we had in yim that caused him 2 block him on fu after cussing me in my sb. I never even got the chance 2 respond:( Lol Oh well he will learn one day I hope that not all women want him or 2 get on cam 4 him. Some of us women have more RESPECT 4 ourselves & the ppl we are with. He just lost the chance @ having a good friend cuz he could not accept that I did not want more & he could not take a joke. But this convo ya'll are about 2 see shows just how much of a dumb fuck he really is.   YIM CONVO: Marko: All right it's time to send me ur cam? dixiedevilwendy: Lol no can do Marko: Ahh you just don Marko: t want to... dixiedevilwendy: Lol  dixiedevilwendy: I look beasty Marko: I don't care baby! Marko: I just wanna get you in my ride...*Smiles* dixiedevilwendy:

Decisions
I recently had come to a decision or was given one to make. It involves a man. But theres a nitch in it. He lives outta state. Should that stop you from being together JUST because of that? If you really want this person in your life should the distance keep you from doing so? VOTE ON MY MUMM "Distance"!!!!! Thank you!! I realized something yesterday that was long overdue. Yes it may take me a while to realize certain things and this is one of them. I spend way too much time on fubar. At least I think I do. There are certain things I ignore in my life that I really shouldnt, Like the fact that my body cant handle staying up late. Even though Im 35 yrs old, I have health issues that I have to deal with like Rheumatoid Arthritis. Ive had it since I was 16 but just recently started bothering me about a year ago. If you are familiar with it you know what I go through. If not, heres a little info.     It is a long-term disease that leads to inflammation of the joints and surro

The 8th Of November
On November 8th, 1965, the 173rd Airborne Brigade on Operation Hump, War Zone D in Vietnam, were ambushed by over 1200 V.C. Forty-eight American soldiers lost their lives that day. Severely wounded, and riskin’ his own life, Lawrence Joel, a medic, was the first livin’ black man since the Spanish-American War to receive the United States Medal of Honor for savin’ so many lives in the midst of battle that day. Our friend, Nialls Harris, retired 25 years, United States Army, the guy who gave Big Kenny his top hat, was one of the wounded who lived: This song is his story. Caught in the action of kill or be killed, greater love hath no man than to lay down his life for his brother.   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SfElHIt7n0s Let us NEVER forget the heros who have given their lives so that we can live free.

It Is What It Is...
If you're a girl..1) Get something small if it's your first time, like a lip gloss container. Make sure it's got a rounded tip.2) Put a little water on it. 3) Get yourself on the ground or your bed. Make sure you're comfortable.4) Put your feet up on something. Make sure they are higher than your head. Spread your legs.5) For the ultimate experience, relax first. Just lay there. Think about nothing. And DON'T BE NERVOUS.6) Slowly begin to touch your breasts. Feel them (have your eyes closed or open but if they are open make sure you're not focusing on anything)7) Keep one hand on your breast and slowly move the other one down to your thigh. Move your hand up and down your thigh while massaging your breast.8) With your breast hand, slowly take the lip gloss container or your object of choice. Your clit might start to get a weird feeling like you really want to touch it. DON'T.9) Tease yourself with the object by gently rubbing the spot between your poophole and vagina. This will drive y

Remembering Our Veterans
Thursday November 11th our nation celebrates Veteran's Day.  On this day we pay tribute to the brave men and women of our country who have served in the military.  This day was orginally created to commemorate the end of WWI when the armistice that ended the war was signed on the 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month. Growing up I would think about "older" veterans who fought in WWII; Korea and Vietnam.  However today "Veteran" has taken on many faces and many generations of soldiers.  With the war in Iraq and Afghanistan and many other countries, our generation has sent loved ones and friends to fight on foreign lands.  As a result we now have immediate faces that pop into our mind when we think of the word Veteran. Tomorrow, whether young or old, take the time to find a Veteran and thank them personally for the service they have put in defending our country. Not only will it put a smile on their face, they will know how truly appreciated they really are. To all the Vets here

True American Heros
  As Veteran's Day is upon us once more, a day set aside to celebrate the men and women of the Armed Forces. I would like to tell you about a wonderful Veteran I know and Love. My Step-Dad Mike who was always more like a father to me then my own dad.   I met Mike when I was 9 years old for all intents and purposes I hated Mike. He was set to ruin my life I thought. He was after all, after my Mother!!! Through time and understanding on his part he became a very important part of my life. Mike served from 18 -25 in Vietnam. In that time he was also a POW. I remember having to wake him up with broomsticks because the nightmares were so severe for him. He used to drink to much he was never mean to us but he would cry and be devastated about the things he saw and did in Vietnam. It was kill or be killed. They were a bunch of young men sent out into a jungle they were completely unfamiliar with, no amount of training could prepare you for fighting an unseen enemy. Mike was captured in 1968

A Big Shout Out Thank You
I just wanted to tell  my friends and family the ones who take time to rate me and blings  me how much I really appreciate it I know I cant offer the same with the blings and sometimes I feel bad that i can't return the Fav but I'm glad to be back and Have the friends I do have here now. its so much better this time. thanks for taken time to get me where I am today on fubar I hope you all know that all of you are special to me and I'm glad to have you in my internet life..   wishing you all a wonderful Holiday seasons.   Much love   tinks

In A Blink Of An Eye
Her pale, soft skin, in warm evening’s glow Green eyes, brown hair, in flirty blown flow She opens herself to something so new What is it that she thinks she should do? A mirror reflection, with dark hair & eyes Thoughts & journeys, connections & ties Words softly spoken in star fingerlight What is it that she thinks should be right? A kindred spirit encompassing all A soul mate of sorts passed by in the hall Turn a different corner by twist of fate What is it that she thinks is too late? Her fear is so true and cannot be dead Those images & feelings that roam through the head A lifetime in seconds & in a blink of an eye What is it that keeps driving her why? Happy thoughts & good wishes Just like a butterfly on the wind Keep on living & loving Until the very end http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fdTqxxsc82E

Fu-wifey
NO FUBUCKS.. RUNS FOR A WEEK.. IN SEARCH OF SOMEONE THAT WOULD LOVE TO SHARE POINTS AND HELP EACH OTHER LEVEL???

Mensa Awards-too Funny
Mensa Invitational Winners:    1. Cashtration (n.): The act of buying a house, which renders the subject financially impotent for an indefinite period of time.  2 Ignoranus : A person who's both stupid and an asshole.   3. Intaxicaton : Euphoria at getting a tax refund, which lasts until you realize it was your money to start with.   4. Reintarnation : Coming back to life as a hillbilly.   5. Bozone ( n.): The substance surrounding stupid people that stops bright ideas from penetrating. The bozone layer, unfortunately,   shows little sign of breaking down in the near future   6. Foreploy : Any misrepresentation about yourself for the purpose of getting laid..    7. Giraffiti : Vandalism spray-painted very, very high    8. Sarchasm : The gulf between the author of sarcastic wit and the person who doesn't get it.   9. Inoculatte : To take coffee intravenously when you are running late.   10. Osteopornosis : A degenerate disease. (This one got extra credit.)   11. Karmageddon : It's like,

Rocketqueenrose
I know you need a friend, someone you can talk to Who will understand what you're going through When it comes to love, there's no easy answer Only you can say what you're gonna do I heard you on the phone, you took his number Said you weren't alone, but you'd call him soon Isn't he the guy, the guy who left you cryin'? Isn't he the one who made you blue? When you remember those nights in his arms You know you gotta make up your mind Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you Or are you goin' back to the one you love? Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you Someone's gonna thank the stars above What you gonna say when he comes over? There's no easy way to see this through All the broken dreams, all the disappointment Oh girl, what you gonna do? Your heart keeps sayin' it's just not fair But still you gotta make up your mind Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you Or are you goin' back to the one you love? Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you Someon

Am I The Only One?
Am I the only one? by Chanti Lowenberg on Friday, January 21, 2011 at 5:11pm   Am I the only one that has a family... where in every family photo, someone is making a stupid face or throwing up some type of sign? ie, Longhorns sign, shocker, the middle finger or peace sign..     Where me and my mother greet each other with.. "whats up bitch?"  Where when someone does something dumb.. there is always someone that immediately points it out, and the person that did something dumb is like.. "yeah, that was pretty f'n stupid, huh?"    It's odd.. but I  look at other peoples families..  The families that have those perfect family portraits done.. Where everyone is in sweater vests, ties and dresses...  Where Sunday dinners are a must... Where cussing isn't allowed and telling your parents what you really think is looked down upon and wonder... if anyone.. REALLY enjoys living a life like that...   I would be a completely different person if I grew up that way. 

Things I Want To Know
Do you think that FuMisfitAngel have a nice body? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel would do anything to succeed? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a good friend? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel needs to lose weight? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel has ever lied to you? Is FuMisfitAngel fun to be around? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a gold digger? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a freak? Would you make-out with FuMisfitAngel for $10,000? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is materialistic? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a smart ass? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel puts 'hoes' before 'bros'? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel dresses well? Would you trust FuMisfitAngel with your life? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is cute? do you think that FuMisfitAngel is religious? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel had a bad haircut? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel could be a gangster? Is FuMisfitAngel a reliable person? If you were being chased by a bear, would you trip FuMi

Justice League Membership
Applying to the JLM is simple and easy... First Figure a super hero you wanna be... WE can Help with that if you need... Send us a message telling us you wanna join the JLM and with what character... it that simple...    Once you we get the message we will respond to you and tell you what we need for you to do next...    The JLM is a close family of friends... We help each other all the time with leveling and generally hang out in the same lounge with each other either Cafe Risque or Velvet's Playground, but it not a requirement to do so... IF you have any questions... Send us a SB or a Private message and we will happy to answer them...

Uncertainty
Uncertainty   It kills me inside, This pain I can’t hide. The aching desire  to close…the distance,  I’ve waited for you… my entire existence. I’m tired of being patient,  tired of waiting, As each minute ticks by,  it’s the clock I’m hating. It ticks away,  Time that could be spent with you. Till, I’m biting my lips… wondering what I should do. Do I pick up the phone 

My Video Picks!
Pretty funny skit featuring two sexy babes, one has a sex tape the other does not have one yet, that we know of any way! Watch The Sexy Tila Tequila get all of the hosts attention and Jennifer Aniiston get jealous and angry! CLICK HERE TO WATCH FUNNY VIDEO NOW!

Experiment
So my boss (drill) informed me yesterday that I was KILLED!  I still had no clue what he was talking about until now. With a lil bit of direction, I have discovered that some guy named 'Fat G' stabbed my ass in the hospital.....or something like that. My concern is....I have joined Boss Man drill's "gang" and he isn't protecting me properly!!!  I need some guidence with regards to this formidable issue.  Should I admit to MEL that I am male and unblock her so she can protect me?  Or should I stand my ground and insist that she unblock me first? Is anyone going to kill Fat G for me? ...and....THIS seriously gives me the creaps:   "Nipple Monster rated you an 11 by way of Kerri's famplifier" That is all I got for today

Juss Venting
I have been on FU for juss over a year now, and I've met some really, unscrupulous people. People who are mean, not that bright, and frankly some were juss a waste of space. whom do i find the most offencive? the Fu Hore! Right now all the people who show the goodies for bling, and credits r getting pissed. Calm down, ur off the hook, i mean the other hores. with the bling and credit hores, u know where u stand "here's muh bewbs, gimmy some bling/credits. I'm talking about the other ones, the ones that talk it to a whole diff level. From the chatter of the lounges and the prying eyes of the bouncers in sb, to yahoo where they can spin webs that will tie u up as tight as any rope, or cuffs.  The ones, who insinuate themselves into ur very life. some r content to keep it juss casual, a lil naughty on the phone late at night, doesnt really hurt anyone right? Well some go much further, talking to peoples family members, involving children, paying visits, all in the name of love. Except

Cute,cool & Creative
I have loved and lost so many times Have shed many tears countless nights I have wished and prayed to find the one My own soulmate, of a special kind. Out of nowhere, out of the blue My life took a spin and there was you The sun shines so bright I can finally see The greatest gift of love from you to me I love you not for the great looks you have But for the beauty you have deep inside I love you not from the sweetest voice I hear But for the words you speak without a sound Its not just your smile that lights up my day Nor the warmth of your tight embrace Its not just the laughters that brings joy in my heart But its also the soothing words you whisper night after night You are kind and gentle with a calming effect To a life tested with agony, sadness and defeat You are sweet and loving with a heart so giving Which I cannot help but get so many refills We are so much alike and so much in tune Almost a perfect match to my definition We blend so well, we love beyond measure And stil

Family
It seems that a few family members have just vanished from list ..I didn't remove you ...some I have found and added back but I'm still missing some ..so tell me or bare with me until I find you all again.  I know a boring blog but hey its been awhile since I blogged .. now I'm gonna go make me a funnel cake weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Everyone Blog.
alrite im gettin really sick of the creepy pervy bullshyt i see every time i log into here...ima make some rules for talking to me. i know nobodys even gonna read this or listen to it...but dam im in a super cunty mood and im sick of lame azz dudes... fucking deal with it. also im tired as fuck and half asleep so a lot of this probably wont make sense either...but wtfe...   (in no particular order)   1) if u have a name like 'cumsquirts' or 'pussylover' or 'wellhungdude' or anything like that...just go ahead and skip sending that friend request...i wont accept nd ill probably block ur creepy perv ass too.   2) if u have to include a description of urself in ur username like 'niceguyinnj' or 'funguylookingforfemale' or any kind of name that makes it sound like some loser eharmony or match.com profile...yeah. no. pce pce u can also just not send that friend request. 3) if ur a total stranger and think u'll somehow impress me by callin me by my real name...u wont. its creepy as f