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The Last Trump
The warning trumps have started. Hear yesterday 3/5/2012 from Europe to Canada. The last trump is near   Watch this youtube video   http://youtu.be/Dl4Kdc5HRsU
Jokes
Seven wise men with knowledge so fine, created a pussy to their design. First was a butcher, with smart wit, using a knife, he gave it a slit, Second was a carpenter, strong and bold, with a hammer and chisel, he gave it a hole, Third was a tailor, tall and thin, by using red velvet, he lined it within, Fourth was a hunter, short and stout, with a piece of fox fur, he lined it without, Fifth was a fisherman, nasty as hell, threw in a fish and gave it a smell, Sixth was a preacher, whose name was McGee, he touched it and blessed it, and said it could pee, Last was a sailor, dirty little runt, he sucked it and fucked it, and called it a cunt.
Everything Happnes For A Reason ♥
when im browsing something from google i saw this note from someone and i think it will good if i share on fubar, if u ever hear about this before thats good if ur never read u should read :D its very awesome :D hope you all like ♥ sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,they serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become, you never know who these people may be your roomate, your neighbor, professor, long lost friends, lover or even a complete stranger, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.and sometimes things happen to you and at the time they seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never have realized your potential, strength, will power of heart.everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or means of good or bad luck. lonelyness, injury
Things Unsaid
WATCH THIS. SHARE THIS. GET EXCITED AND MAD .  THEN SHARE THIS AGAIN.   http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=JXh3Ob_zDhs       IDIOT 1 1 week ago This comment has received too many negative votes Beautiful the one problem is at the end when people are reminded they must fight. for it shall b a difficult fight to bring about change but most things that are worth doing are difficult still beautiful wish that at the very half the people could see hear and understand this Reply ·  11SHADY113 minutes ago with all due respect..FIGHT! Action it is long over due. 'the problem' is nobody wants to be the first to act. We have the resources and technology to reach every human alive. Change is inevitable! it is the most natural thing to ever be understood by mankind. Change your mind!! that is not too difficult for you is it? "the very half the people" is that the half you are on? because i want to remind you all to FIGHT! are you mad now? Good then you are
The Devils Game
LAst night I was playing poker with a group of buddy's.as the evening got late they all decided it was time to leave.And that they all had long work days ahead of them the next morning.As a good host I walked them all to the door and they all went home.I retired to my living room and settled down onto my couch turning on the tv.After about 5-10 minutes a pounding came upon my front door.I went to the door and opened it and to my disbelief it was Satan Himself.Startled and bewilderd I stood Fast not moving a muscle.Satan then began to speak and said I is the poker game still going on.I then replied no sir every one has left for tommarow they all have full days.Satan laughed and said well then son how about you and me a game maybe a wager?With a crooked grin I agreed I asked whats the wager?Satan held high a bag of gold with gleaming silver tassles.I looked at him and said ok but what do you want if you Win?Satan laughed and said how about your eternal soul I thought about it a few minut
A Situation And Forgiveness
Rants Of The Demented
"I got 99 Children but I still need one"  By Joseph KonyIf your having Kid problems II'l take care of ya sonI got 99 problems but I still need one I got the Kiddy Militia on the gun patrolFoes that wanna make sure my casket's closedcritics say I'm "a killer slave driver"I'm from the bush stupid they all home grownIf you grew up with no food and thought death was your fateYou'd celebrate the minute you was having kid slaves fill your plateI'm like fuck critics you can kiss my whole assholeIf you don't like my slaves you can press fast forwardInternet try and use my black ass for dramaSo advertisers can give em more cash for they momma...fuckersI don't know what you take me asor understand the intelligence that Kony isI'm from rags to ritches nigga I ain't dumbI got 99 problems but I still need oneHit me99 children but I still need one oneIf you having Kid problems I'll take care of ya son sonI got 99 children but I still need oneHit meNow once upon a time not too long agoA nigga like my
Casulties Of War
Casualty of WarI arrived 30 minutes early, sitting in my bug outside the chapel. The warmth from the vinyl comforts me, hugging me. My mind races down my checklist of things to do, remembering to pick up milk for the wife, setting the alarm for physical train at four in the morning, finally coming to rest with my eight-month-old Elizabeth.“Well, there is no turning back now,” I mutter to myself.The day’s arguments with my wife flow though my head as I walk into the chapel.“You need to be more loving toward Ian; you need to write this shit down so you don’t forget! You need to talk to me!” and the ever famous now, “WHATS WRONG WITH YOU?!”The past few months since I’ve gotten back from deployment have been a numbing experience. Each day has just blended into the next, and the only reason I even get out of bed is to stay out of trouble. I think of my son, jumping up on the couch to sit next to eager to show me his new book; I shrug him
The Shoebox
                                                                           THE SHOEBOX A man and woman had been married for more than 60 years. They had shared everything. They had talked about everything. They had kept no secrets from each other except that the little Old woman had a shoe box in the top of her closet that she had Cautioned her husband never to open or ask her about. For all of these years, he had never thought about the box, but one day the little old woman got very sick and the doctor said she would not recover. In trying to sort out their affairs, the little old man took Down the shoe box and took it to his wife's bedside. She agreed that it was time that he should know what was in the box. When he opened it, he found two crocheted dolls and a stack of money totaling $95,000. He asked her about the contents. 'When we were to be married,' she said, ' my grandmother told me the secret of a happy marriage was to never argue. She told me that if I e
Heavenlyanna
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Choices
What did your daddy teach you?
Dick Heads
I had this guy come in my lounge last night and start swearing at my members for droping a link to the room in his SB. So in turn i had a friend and me go to his room block all his staff and then post all kinds of dumb shit in it. the best part is when u block all staff they cant ban u with out a bouncer or remote ban so we fucked his shit up for like 30 mins. he then went and rated on us to the bouncers cuz he is a lil punk ass bitch and cant take what he dishies out FUCK HIM
Aggitated
can you tell that I am aggitated? if not..let me repeat it.. I AM AGGITATED. seems like i get no where on here at times.  Been working on doing the achievements..but  you have to blow money or have it blown on ya to get anywhere..and there may be few achievements..that  you can do that is simple..but hell. I Got fucked over on one of them this past week. THe send round to newbies  for a week one. I started when it came out .  Did it for 8 days straight to be told it doesnt go into effect til the 10th of this month.  Seriously? why Did it come out around the 2nd then? and why is it couple people  with red names have it accomplished?  I DO NOT KNOW.  So anyways. here I am gonna blow 70,000 more on newbies..who I will not hear from or even get a response to the drink. Then I can go on to bitch about my Happy hours that were a present to me.  I set them up for this thursday.  Well I was told they are a hour different then times i set them up for. So i go to help. They said "did yo
Random Shit
the woman on here who deserve the most attention dont get it... its the sneaky photo shopping, angle testing, fake ass bitches that get all the attention.  stupid.. but.. am i surprised.. not at all.   Enneagram Type 7 - The Enthusiast Pleasure seekers and planners, in search of distraction People of this personality type are essentially concerned that their lives be an exciting adventure. Sevens are future oriented, restless people who are generally convinced that something better is just around the corner. They are quick thinkers who have a great deal of energy and who make lots of plans. They tend to be extroverted, multi-talented, creative and open minded. They are enthusiasts who enjoy the pleasures of the senses and who don't believe in any form of self-denial. Sevens are practical people who have multiple skills. They know how to network and to promote themselves and their interests. They often have an entrepreneurial spirit and are able to convey their enthusiasm to those w
Tribute To My Late Bro
TO A GREAT BROTHER I MISS U MAN ALWAYS AND FOREVER. YOU TRULY TOUCHED MANY HEARTS AND THOSE THAT GOT TO KNOW YOU MAN. I LOVE YOU WISH U WERE STILL HERE BUT GOD TOOK YOU AWAY. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN EACH HEART U TOUCHED OVER THE YEARS RIP MAN !!!
Never Erased
When you walk in the snow, and sand. You leave footprints, of where you've been. The same goes, with your heart. Someone walks across it, leaves their mark. If they are powerful enough, it never goes away. It remains there, day after day. Through the words spoke in anger, all the tears shed. Their footprints are safely, tucked away in bed. In your happy place, you visit all the time. Knowing they are with you, in your mind. The mark they left, is too strong to fade away. Keep it there, for your bad days. Because the bad days, tend to break you down. And their warmth is there, to lift you off the ground. Regardless of where they are now, their really not that far. They remain everywhere, you are. Their heart, forever beats with yours. Never erased, that's what true love was designed for.
That Is Your Home Now
I save your every word, the most beautiful I've heard. I feel the tears, starting to fall. But yet I am grateful, for them all. Because they touched a part of me, I do not share. A part I wasn't even sure, was still there. Every part of myself, screams out your name. Sometimes I can't handle the heat, from the flame. It hurts yet feels good, at the same time. YOU are always, on my mind. That is your home now, and where YOU will stay. No matter what, forever and always.
Random Thoughts
To you maybe it does seem strange You just do not understand why things must change It's like we are stuck in the wrong gear It's time that we overcome the fear Many memories born and dead in this town We both know its time for anew stomping ground.
Dear Designer
Dear Designer, This is to you. For all the shit, you've put me through. The way you wired me, just isn't fair. My size, my eyes, down to my hair. You made me smart, sweet and fun. But you also made me vulnerable, to everyone. Because I have a heart, that cares too much. About people, who never care enough. Why can't I be, that one person for someone. Instead of just another person, in the long run. Whatever you did to me, I am begging you to change. Grab the wires, the bolts, and rearrange. Everything inside, please switch it around. Because I am not far, from being broken down.
My Tomb
Tears fall, from my face. As I struggle to find, my happy place. My daughter asks, Mom are you okay? I reply, yes sweetie, always. Then I walk, into my room. Locking myself, inside my tomb. My dungeon, where I suffer alone. Dying for the chance, to pick up the phone. And call someone, anyone would be nice. Instead it's just me, it gets old sometimes. Because I want more, but too afraid to try. It's easier turning to my pillow, to cry.
Under Attack
You have no idea how bad, I want to be weak. For someone to hear me, when I speak. I'm known as the one, that never breaks. When really, I don't know how much more I can take. No one can ever see me, shed a tear. In every-one's eyes, I have no fear. But I'm terrified, shattered and broken. Even through the words, I haven't yet spoken. They hide away, shielded by these eyes. The same one's, that are always dry. They will remain that way, until you turn your back. And that's when my heart and soul, are under attack.
A Poem
Soft and warm Sealed with careSweet and kindWill ever shareBrave and strongYet so fairThat is herShe's always thereSensitiveto despairHarkens toothers welfareDelicateshe's elsewhereBeautifulbeyond compareIf you meet herBest BewareShe'll steal your heartunawareHer name is LoveThis I swearThere's none like heranywhere   When first we met she seemed so white I feared her;As one might near a spirit brightI neared her;An angel pure from heaven aboveI dreamed her,And far too good for human loveI deemed her.A spirit free from mortal taintI thought her,And incense as unto a saintI brought her.Well, incense burning did not seemTo please her,And insolence I feared she’d deemTo squeeze her;Nor did I dare for that same whyTo kiss her,Lest, shocked, she’d cause my eager eyeTo miss her.I sickened thinking of some way
Fear In Itself
People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.
Guyz N' Dollz
Cheating is the #1 Mistake That Ends Relationships, What Are The Rest?  Article by: CheaterVille.com April 27, 2012    Cheating is the #1 Mistake That Ends Relationships, What Are The Rest?   Ever feel like maintaining a good relationship is harder than everyone makes it seem? There should be a yearlong class in High School that guys and girls take to learn the fundamentals of a good relationship.  But there wasn’t, so here we are.     According to an article written by Heather at All Women Stalk, there are ten classic mistakes that we make that may cause our relationships to fail.  Not surprisingly, cheating is rated #1.  See these faults that are listed and ask yourself if you making any of these mistakes in your current relationship?    1. CHEATING The number one mistakes that end relationships is cheating. If someone cheats on you, most likely, you are not going to be with that person any longer. This is the most common mistake that people break up, but it’s
Juggalo Biatch
So this morning I sign on and have a few new pic comments waiting.  I open them up and discover someone decided they liked my green Irish George (a pic made for me that changed the original cheeto stealing seagull and made him green for St. Patrick's Day). They liked it so much they swiped it (not rip) and then started using it as their default.  I kind of blew it off, but when I saw it scroll across the top TWICE, it ticked me off. Being the perfect angel and nice person that you ALL know I am.....   *waits for laughter to stop*.......  I sent her a message kindly asking her to remove it from her default.  An hour later....no response.   So I followedwiht one more kind message telling her it was made for me and I don't appreciate her using it. This is the response I finally get (in all caps...seems the juggalo bitch's Caps Lock is stuck): I LET YOU KNOW I WAS TAKING IT AND WOW...I DON'T GET STUPID ABOUT MY PICS ... I DIDN'T TAKE ANY OF YOU PERSONALLY ... NOT THAT THERE WERE
The Scoop
Well first of all let me just say it totally sucks on dial-up, but I'm very surprised that Fubar is even working at all. I am having problems uploading pics here. I tried uploading a few pics using the single uploader and both of them failed to upload. Also it seems when I leave comments on people's mumms that they seem to post, but when I refresh the page and look again they are not there. I seen somewhere that fubar had a mobile site and I was going to use that because it would load better for me, but when I go to the mobile site I just see a blank page. It must be down? http://m.fubar.com
No Shit!
        Man posts letters into a dog poo disposal box for two years     This short-sighted 91-year-old man has been posting his letters into a dog poo disposal box for two years. Only when a passer-by tapped him on the shoulder and pointed at his mistake,  the man realised what he was doing wrong.         The man thought he was posting his letters into a Post Office box.       Admittedly, a dog poo box may look similar to a Post Office box in the eyes of an old short-sighted man.
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Environmental Ramblings...
I'm currently writing a paper about how shopping local and sustainably will reduce fossil fuel consumption by astounding amounts.  What I've written so far is a rough idea of the problem the current systems have.  Since I know that Fupeople tend to have real lives behind the computer, despite their best efforts, I would like for any who work in or with these fields to drop some inpunt from time to time when they get the chance. Thank you in advance, James   Using fossil fuels as our primary fuel source for producing equipment, and for using harvesting, production and transportation equipment has been knocked pretty roughly in the last few years, and rightly so.  Larger vehicles produce larger emissions, and longer trips produce longer emissions output times.  Longer trips with larger equipment can also get to be expensive, but not just for the producer, this will affect the consumer as well. There is no doubting that by buying local, one can save money on the cost of your transport
Thoughts.....
this is a question that i wrote up on a called compatible astrology...but i figured i would post it up here as well....maybe i can get some answers.....please be kind...this is a very touchy subject for me and i dont really do well with mean things said to me when im down....if you havent any positive advice then please do not respond to this......   ok i am a 23 year old libra..(october 2nd) and my boyfriend of going on 8 months is a scorpio (november 1st). we first dated about 5 years ago, and he broke up with me because i moved to fast (damn libras and our need for love) and i never thought i would see or hear from him again. Well back in august i found him on facebook and it was like we were never apart. we started out as friends (for like 2 days...again im a silly libra) and when the subject of getting back together came up i told him "look, if you want to just be fuck buddys then thats fine....but dont sit here and get my heart in it by telling me you want to be with me again i
Thoughts
Word are just words until someone decides that they are worth putting into action. People talk all the time, they say words, but most of the time they never act in them. So just cuz you say something, doesn't mean shit. When you act on your words then I will believe it. Birth a beautiful and yet depressing process. Growing up is fun but always sad. Adulthood rewarding and painful, Is there ever a time in life that is not depressing, sad, or painful? From the moment that you are born you start to die. Which would mean, you are only happiest on your death bed?
Seizure.gif
Yes, you got it folks, seizure.gif.   While I do understand that some of you like the flashy "I am here, FEED ME ATTENTION" gif's that you have as your main photo, but has anyone taken notice to tell you that this kind of gif is sometimes unbearable to the eye? Take for example the Secret Admirer game.  The first thing I see are seventeen (yeah, I like to exaggerate) gifs of people morphing into bears, tigers, eagles, rabid rats, dingos, seagulls, etc, with flashing sparkles and glitter all around them.  Then the damn thing flashes into seizure mode and I am no longer interested in you.  Or what you post.  Or talking to you. fubar, stay classy!   This has been brought to you by the committee of anti-seizure.gif peoples.
Fat Ass Keegster8
 THERE IS A LADY ON HERE NAMED KEEPGSTER8.WHOS IS WRITING BLOGS ON ME AND LYING HER ASS OFF. I BLOCKED THIS LADY. SHE SENT ME MESSAGES STATING SHE WANTED A REAL MAN WITH A NICE COCK TO FUCK HER IN THE ASS DAILY, I TOLD HER NO WAY, SHES TOO BIG AND NOT MY TYPE. SHE THEN TOLD ME SHE NEEDED ME CAUSE HER MAN THE MAN HES CALLED HAS A 3 INCH DICK... I STILL TOLD HER NO SO SHE DELETED ME AND IS NOW BASHING ME ON HERE. SO IF U SEE HER. SHE GOES BY (KEEGSTER8) GO FUCK WITH HER. SHES A LYING ASS WHORE LOSER. WHO CANT TAKE NO FOR  AN ANSWER. SHE IS DISCUSTING AND GROSS AND NASTY....... EW........ YOU SEE THIS LADY ALL. SLAP HER ASS IN THE FACE AND TELL HER THE STALLION SENT YOU.
Everyone Needs To Read This It Can Save Lives
Greetings , thanks for stopping by.everyone needs to read this and read it again till the world gets it CRYSTAL METH This is a true happening. A 21 year old female was addicted to crystal meth, overdosed, and lost her life. After her death, they were cleaning out her apartment and in her top dresser drawer, found a poem she had written... Meet Mr. and Mrs. Crystal Meth. I destroy homes – I tear families apart. I take your children and that’s just a start. I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I’m easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under the kitchen sink, In your child’s closet, and even out in the woods. If this scares you to death, then it certainly should. I have many names. But there&rsqu
Recipes
Chokladbollar Vår Kok Bok   1/3 c. sugar 1 1/4 c. oatmeal, quick-cooking 3 T. cocoa 4 T. margarine or butter, soft 3 T. milk, coffee or espresso (cold) (1 T. vanilla extract or 1/3 c. raisons, optional) garnish: 1/3 c. oatmeal, cocoa krispies, or sesame seeds Mix all ingredients except the garnish in a bowl. Mix well and chill. Place the garnish on a plate or shallow bowl so that the balls can be rolled in it. Toast the oatmeal or sesame seeds until they are a golden brown. Place them in a clean frying pan and stir the entire time with a wooden spoon. Form the mixture into balls and roll in the garnish. Keep cold.   Schenström family secrets: 1) do NOT melt the butter, no matter how much you want chokladbollar now! 2) Forget the balls. Eat it all directly from the bowl with a wooden spoon. :)   1 box white cake mix made according to package instructions Neon food coloring in pink, yellow, green, turquoise, and purple 3 one-pint canning jars 1 can vanilla frosting Rain
The Daffodils
The Daffodils    William Wordsworth 1750-1820   I wandered lonely as a cloud that floats on high o'er vales and hills, when all at once I saw a crowd, a host, of golden daffodils; beside the lake, beneath the trees, fluttering and dancing in the breeze. Continuous as the stars that shine and twinkle on the Milky Way, they stretched in never-ending line along the margin of a bay: Ten thousand saw I at a glance, tossing their heads in sprightly dance. The waves beside them danced; but they outdid the sparkling waves in glee: A poet could not but be gay, in such jocund company: I gazed-- and gazed-- but little thought what wealth the show to me had brought. For oft, when on my couch I lie in vacant or in pensive mood, they flash upon that inward eye which is the bliss of solitude: And then my heart with pleasure fills, and dances with the daffodils.                                                                                                                       
Apocalyptic Angels
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Life
Some time's life get's to be to much many question's with no answer's we try to stay in the light but find our self in the dark. Wound's that dont heal and a emptiness that wont go away we try to hold our head up but even that is to much at time's why does life bring us such hard time's. Facing what is real and step in to the world where i have been so blinded to for that happiness was only some thing you could do. feel it slipping away with out a warning had no clue. To awake and your world be gone leaves me for ever to feel im alone. In time all will pass as we move forward atlast . Finding my light ever so gone feeling as if i dont belong doubt's and fear's haunt  my mind wondering what will happen what will become. Closing the end as we take this journey what will it hold what will it be as falling right from my feet   A heart's cry although may be silent carries many emotion's level's of pain, memories of  the joy, shared hate and much more , although you dont see  nor hear the so
To Those Of Us Born 1930-1979
To Those of You Born 1930 - 1979 At the end of this email is a quote of the month by Jay Leno. If you don't read anything else, please read what he said. Very well stated, Mr. Leno. TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED THE 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-base paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, locks on doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had baseball caps not helmets on our heads. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up truck on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and not from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from o
Erotic Stories
You are still asleep when I wake up. The sun beams through the window, dimmed by the blinds. I look over to you, lying prone on your belly and half covered by the sheet and comforter. I quietly and carefully shift my body so I lean over your back slightly, and gently kiss your smooth bare back. My hand slowly slides the sheet and comforter off your back and beautiful butt, as my kisses slowly travel down your back, and toward your gorgeous divide. I open my lips and my tongue reach out to make electric contact with your heavenly body. My tongue slowly runs along the divide of your cheeks and down toward the bed, reaching out even further to lick down one side of your moistening lips and up and other, savoring your sweet honey taste.   It is when I hear the soft, sweet sighs of ecstacy escape your lips that I am encouraged to heighten your senses. I raise my head as you turn onto your back, legs spread wide and high, giving me full access to your sweet love canal. I lowermy head once
Thoughts
i trap you in a hug im cozy as a bug you can be found with me in this room and i usually come only in one collor who or what in the bloody hell am i ?         joke  the dr calls this guy he says i have some bad news and i have some worse news the guy on the phone asks the dr ok whats the bad news the dr said u only have 24 hours left to live then the guy asks what could be worse then the bad news dr says i been trying to get ahold of you since yesterday En su habitaciónCuando el tiempo se detieneO se mueve a tu voluntad¿Dejarás que la mañana llegue pronto¿O me dejes tiradoEn tu oscuridad favoritaSu favorito a media luzTu conciencia favoritaTu esclavo favorito En su habitaciónDonde las almas desaparecenSólo que existe aquí¿Usted me lleva a su sillónO me dejes tiradoTu inocencia&nbs
The Day Has Come
Sherry Guffey  The day has come~All be it far too soon, I know,to surrender unto Godthis one that you loved so.... No amount of words,no matter how be they wise,can take away the painwhen someone so special dies.Grief is such a personal thingwe each accept in our own way.My heart can only guesswhat yours feels today.I am sorry for your sorrow.But, I do understand your tears.For, we all suffer partingif we've lived enough y ears.Try to remember, if you can,that, someday, you will again meet(they truly are waiting there)when we join them at Jesus' feet.I pray, in time, the tears will passand a smile takes their place;as your heart begins to heal,by God's amazing Grace.See MoreThe day has come~All be it far too soon, I know,to surrender unto Godthis one that you loved so.... No amount of wno matter how be they wise,can take away the painwhen someone so special dies.Grief is such a personal thingwe each accept in our own way.My heart can only guesswhat yours feels today.I am sorry for you
The Day I Knew He Was Gone Forever
I HAD AWAKEN FROM AN UNEASY FEELING DEEP WITH IN ME THAT I TREID TO SHAKE BUT WOULD NOT GO AWAY,WAS A FEELING I NEVER WANTED TO FEEL AGAIN,I WENT ON ABOUT MY DAY AS I DID EVERY DAY I STILL COULD NOT SHAKE THE FEELING SOMETHING JUST WAS NOT RIGHT,AS I WENT ON MY WAY HOME EARLY WITH MY STOMACHE IN KNOTTS I HESITATED TO OPEN THE FRONT DOOR BUT AS I DID ALLS I HEARD WAS THE SOUND OF CRYING AND THE SOUNDS I DIDNT WANT TO HEAR MY BEST FRIENDS MOTHER SAYING OUR SON HE IS GONE ,I FEEL WHERE I STOOD HANDS TO MY FACE TO HIDE MY PAIN AND MY TEARS FOM ALL OTHERES ,MY MIND WENT BLANK AS MY HEART WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN.AS I WALKED INTO WHERE MY FRIEND MUST LAY AS I GOT CLOSER MY KNEES BEGAN TO SHAKE AND MY HEART POUNDING I FELT TOTAL NUMNESS AS I FEEL TO MY FEET NEXT TO WHERE MY FRIEND MUST STAY TEARS ROLLING DOWN MY FACE AS I REACH FOR HIS HAND I HAD TO MOVE A WAY HIS HAND COLD AS ICE WHERE HE LAYS HIS CHEST STOOD STILL OF NO MOVEMENT OF LIFE THAT DAY I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO SAY I
Asshole
So i come to realize the sweet loving cory i once was is now completely gone.  it disappeared years ago when i joined the army.  Will i ever stop with it?  I don't know honestly.  i mean the sweet me has no luck in life so why not continue with something im good at.  only other thing im good at is being a soldier of the U.S. Army.  Call me an asshole it wont hurt me.  I know i am one so your only telling me what i already know.
My #s In Html Code
I figured that writing up a lil thing on what does the # with my lil html pics mean.  First off it is NOT what I rated you.  I rate 11s on unlimited and 10's if I run out.  I even feel bad somewhat for rating 10s so I typically try not to.    What the # only means is that when I go to your page and "Like" you, the last digit of the # of "Likes" you are on at that time is the # I use.  Say you are at 126 Likes, I will use the 6.  12 Likes, I use the 2.  That "changes" the html code that the bouncers are looking for (for spammers).  I only get the bouncers now if I am very close to the end of my 11s.  So short and sweet, that is the only thing that the # means with my comment.  Hope that clarifies for some of you that have questioned what the # means.  :)  
Rip Cookie Killa
For those of you whom have not heard.On March !5,2012 at 6:17 pm Harold lost his battle with cancer. He will be missed very much by all who knew him. Rest In Peace My dear brother.
Life
    So coming to you now as I write this I have experienced the feeling of being in-love and true love. What makes our heart hurt so bad when we are not with someone. What makes it cry at the thought of that person not near us. Of the times when you talk to those and your heart smiles. When you see them and your heart leaps for joy. In all these things the heart plays a part in our lives. If we fail to see the meaning behind those actions then we disregard our true feelings that our heart knows are correct for that time and place. We might miss actions and events because we don't listen. I understand that our mind at times plays a part and rationalizes situations to be possibilities, but what clout does are mind hold over our heart. If we can tend and weed through those instances then we are more than likely better off than what we were, but if we don't give it a chance we might never know. so after all this rambling I have done. I welcome all comment to this pos. More to come......SS

So this is my first blog...I am pretty random so I decided to start one..expect any kind of posts from me because I just have things on my mind and sometimes i feel like sharing.. This time I got inspiration from madonna's latest hit.."give me all your love"..it's almost 1 am and I have had this song stuck in my head for the whole week end..partly because the cd is gonna be released on monday so the song keeps being played on the radio and I listen to the radio in the car and while I am working. I like all kinds of music, but mostly rock and metal, altough if something sounds good and has decent lyrics I tend to like it to a certain degree. With commercial stuff I don't follow a specific trend..I like some songs and artists and I don't like others that might sound similar. Madonna is one of the artists I respect for her charismatic personality, innovation skills, changing looks and why not? scenic presence that includes talent at dancing and being on the stage. That said I never bo
What Do U Think?
please answer YES DEFINATLLY, or NO NOT GOOD #1 be able to do stuff without paying in Fubucks #2 put backgrounds without doing codes #3 not be banned from lounges HAVE ANY OTHER IDEAS? PLEASE TELL AND I'LL POST THEM ON MY BLOG. I'D LUV TO HEAR UR IDEAS! ideas 2 improve fubar. What do u think about these ideas.
In The Name Of Love
There was this guy who supposedly loved me more than anyting.. I was all he ever wanted..  That is until I sent him money to buy food and smokes.   Then all of a sudden he didnt want anyting to do with me and was buying ability bling for himself and his new girlfriend left and right!!!!! He couldnt afford food but by damn he could buy special abilitis!! ANYWAY... I asked my friend .... (since he also blocked me) to ask mr K to send me my money back.. His reply was.. she has my number.. if she wants anything she can call me.. and then proceeded to say that I should have some class!!   Well.. let me just say this... I learned my lesson.. and if what he did to me is having class.... I DONT  WANT  ANY!!!!
Dealin'
 The stupidity of mankind..... especially the pure .....n true....evil that lies with the hearts of men......I'm living fuggin' testament to dat......hmmm.....why the fug are there like 75-80% of all us vets total insomniacs???........because when we close our eyes n still our hearts.... we realize jus how fucked up we ALL are......n then we hear those voices from th grave....the ones that while inthe midst of the horror ....you really didn't give much thought to....ya' just reacted....the many postures and expressions a human corpse takes becomes as trivial n mundane as picking ones nose.....And it was in the loss of ALL innocence that we found ourselves....wondering the precise time that human life COMPLETELY lost its value to us........it HAD to lose all value.....this is what the MD's N PHD's say at least.....cause one would simply go insane if one had to snuff out the flickering sparkle of the soul that each n every one of us possesses....I'm so fucking glad that I made it back mo
Lost One
Hi all, What do you do when you know you screwed up, and the person can't see that you would do anything to make it up to them. There is a song I like that say's "Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough" but what do you do with your heart when it will not mend?
My Mind Is Killing Me....
Sunday March 25th 2012   Ever feel locked in you own body Trying so hard to escape? Ever feel like are your Own Monster? I feel like no one knows the real me.  But then again I don't even know the real me.  I'm so sick of pretending to be happy.  So Sick of Living Life. Any One Ever Feel Like ME?   I need help.... I take Abilify and Citaplam every day, i'm physically active, I talk to My Husband and have a counslor that I see.  WHY Do I keep feeling this way?   I want to live - I've gone through way to much shit to not want to live, but lately my mind is killing me.   My Anxiety is absoluty way out of control - I have a panic attack and anxiety attack over the littlest of things.  I keep popping  Lorazapam but I'm afriaid the evil side of me is going to take over and take a whole bottle.....   April 5th would of been my Moms 51st Birthday but she's not around no more and it's SSSOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooo Fucking Unfair!!!!!  June 26th will be a year that she's been gone and all
Poems
Everything
Really sucks when two people in your life that became like family to you beacause you were with their "kid", break up when they were the only people you thought would make it. maybe its for the best, i know its been quite some time since they were happy, but i always thought they would make it through....i love you guys to death and i'm here for both of you for anything at any time.     -random rant- for anybody that recognizes and/or takes part in juggalo family, i think you should read this. there are many people who thimk juggalos/juggalettes are stupid and fucked up, and its honestly really irritating. juggalos always have each others backs and are a FAMILY so any of you who think were stupid or lame or whatever, you dont know shit about us. i highly doubt those of you who dont support the family, have barely listened to the music or anything to do with the family, if even at all. just wanted to put it out there.   WHOOP WHOOP! if you had a girl that you have put thru hell fo
Kids
I have notice I am going grey alot lately..and I had to color my hair. I have found the problem.  My youngest.  He has had after school detention twice in a 2 week period now.  First time was from mocking the teacher. He thought he was being cute. ..she didn't.  Then today I get a call from his math teacher. She said he wrote a dirty letter.  She had him read it to me. When he got on the phone he was crying so hard..and begging me to be able to spell it out..instead of read it. I told him teacher wanted him to read it to me..so sobbing.. he says"my dicks bigger than a tree..your dicks as big as someone whos three" This came from my 11 yr old.  The thing with him is, when he gets in trouble its over funny shyt..and its so hard not to laugh.  Just made me wonder what his teacher  thought when she seen the letter.  Actually he threw it away..and the kid told on my son about what he wrote..and teacher pulled it out of the trash.  The other kid also got detention but it was lunch
A Tragic Wank
Lol dont panic its not some wierd disease I have contracted. Just yesterday I decided to treat myself to a wank, now usually I would retire to my room get myself on my bed and do it in comfort, but no yesterday It was a nice day and our garden is pretty secluded so thought an alfresco wank in my power chair would be nice, so wriggled my shorts down not easy in itself, and got started. Now wont bore you with all the stuff about what I was thinking and looking at, but needless to say my power chair was never designed with wanking in mind. So to cut a long story down to non boring length, as I was approaching the point of no return, you know the point where i was just about to cum, I managed to whack my elbow really hard on the armrest on the chair, Funny bone who the fuck named it that, so there i am writhing in a mixture of agony and extacy making this kind of laughing bleating noise, the tissue i was gonna use forgotten cumming al over my shorts as if i push them past my knees I cant g
Incoheerant Thoughts And Ramblings Of A Hopeless Romantic.
They say the eyes are the gateway to ones soul. The portal to all that makes someone a unique individaul. I say baulderdash to that theory. I believe the eyes are mearly glipses into a person's state of mind at that particular point in time. The lips? Ahhh now there I believe the true portal resides. Lips are far more than simple pieces of flesh that cover our teeth and hold in fluids and food. Lips can quiver when a lovers embrace overcomes us. Lips can tighten up in a moment of extasy. Lips can press gently against another persons lips to form a connection as intimate as any we have ever known. When we kiss someone romantically, what exactly are we doing? We purse our lips, and open our mouth, so that we can convey the passion and desire that we feel for the person we are kissing. We exchange bacteria and fluids during a kiss. However we also exchange breath. This is the essence of what makes a kiss so uniquely intimate. What is breath? It is a collection of molecules like hydrogen,
Sex Stories
Here is a link to a very hot video I found. Cute guy and love the dirty talk. Enjoy! http://www.xtube.com/watch.php?v=39inS-J763- From: cranbourne123@hotmail.comSubject: Sam Seduces Muscle Stud (Part Three)Disclaimer:This story contains scenes of a sexual nature between a man and a teenageboy. If this is not to your taste, or is illegal where you live, or youfind it morally offensive, then read no further and leave now!!The story is purely imaginary and bears no resemblance to any living personor persons as far as I know, much as you or I might wish!Sam Seduces His Muscle Stud (Part Three)As Sam slid the door to the garden shut he leaned back against the glassand threw his head back in amazement. He couldn't believe what had justhappened. The sexiest, most muscly, gorgeous stud in his town had justfucked him silly in his pool! And now he wanted more. He turned his headand glanced toward the pool where Butch was pulling on his jockstrap andshorts. Oh he's magnificent, Sam thought, ad
Sexual Orientation
My Sexual Orientation : I'm Not Straight, Bi, Or Gay.... If I Have Strong Enough Feelings For Someone No Matter The Gender Ill Take Care For Them, Fuck Lables, I Rather Just Be ME!!!!! ♥
Cowboy22
man some toddlers at an early age a extremely advanced in skills like walking like my son fer example he is only nine months old and he is already walking all on his own he just stud up one day n walked across the room like he'd been doing it fer months n didn't miss a step man its crazy how fast they grow up rite in front of u
A Lovers Complaint By: William Shakespeare
A Lover's Complaint FROM off a hill whose concave womb rewordedA plaintful story from a sistering vale,My spirits to attend this double voice accorded,And down I laid to list the sad-tuned tale;Ere long espied a fickle maid full pale,Tearing of papers, breaking rings a-twain,Storming her world with sorrow's wind and rain. Upon her head a platted hive of straw,Which fortified her visage from the sun,Whereon the thought might think sometime it sawThe carcass of beauty spent and done:Time had not scythed all that youth begun,Nor youth all quit; but, spite of heaven's fell rage,Some beauty peep'd through lattice of sear'd age. Oft did she heave her napkin to her eyne,Which on it had conceited characters,Laundering the silken figures in the brineThat season'd woe had pelleted in tears,And often reading what contents it bears;As often shrieking undistinguish'd woe,In clamours of all size, both high and low. Sometimes her levell'd eyes their carriage ride,As they did battery to the sphere
Family
If you are on my friends list...you are lucky.  I am contantly cleaning my friends list and getting rid of people that wont talk to me.  I rarely give any warning.  IF yo uwant access to my family...give me a reason.  those on my family list right now ar eple that talk to me on a daily basis.  I am not here for populariy or most friends and fans.  I could really care less.  Do not contact me to join your webcam sex site.  thats called being a prostitute...you sell yourself and sell sex.  I dont care how to look at it thats what you are doing.  no i do not charge to see my NSW pics because thats the same thing.  So you dont get to feel the person you are recieving money form for sex but your still a prostitiute. this is a requirement if a woman is interested in being with me.  dont just say it...prove it.  actins speak louder then words, and i dont fall as easily as u might think. Honest Trustworthy Source of income Secure Mature Sexual Erotic Kinky (see below) Good at massag
Who I Am
Just when I think I found some one who I want to be with Life comes up a slaps me right in the face. why do people feel they have to lie and lead you on. I know I am not a failure.  I f you think (and you know who you are) that you can not tell me the truth that you found some one else  to be with you need to say so and not beat around the bush. I thing I can say to any one that reads this is don't get hooked on one person cause all that they will do is hurt you. they listen to their friends and do what their friend want them to do.  They say they are just looking out for their friend but in the end they are not.  On this Memorial Day weekend let's all remember the men and women who over the years that gave up their  lives for us the havae the freedoms that we enjoy today. Also let's us not forget the men,women and childern who lost their lives back on 9/11 many years a go. Let's us remember the men and women that is in harms way who can not be with their families this weeken
Good Point...wisdom Stolen From A Blast
This is so true... I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
New Limited Edition Achievements On 03/29/12 - How To Make Them Register
Scenario:  You have 14 limited edition blings and nothing is showing up for the following achievements:   Lim-initiate - 1 limited edition bling Limited Hobbiest - 10 limited edition blings Limited Lover - 20 limited edition blings Limited Connoisseur - 50 limited edition blings Limited Blingers Anonymous - 100 limited edition blings   First, there is a mis-conception that all previous Limited Edition blings before 03/29/12 will not count, this is WRONG, they ALL COUNT. Second and most importantly, there is another mis-conception that "full limited edition bling SETS" count as one point for the above mentioned requirements.  This is WRONG.  I have 14 limited edition blings (including 2 full sets .. mardigras and valentines, but SETS dont matter) so I should have the first two achievements done and the total Limited Edition Bling points would be 14. After doing some research, I found some people that had the first 3 already completed ( 1, 10, 20 ) which would theoretically be
Falling In Love
You don't walk into love, you fall in, that's why it's hard to get out. You fall in love with the wrong person simply because the wrong people may say the right things.   Don't look for love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love, you don't force yourself to fall, you just do Find someone that isn't afraid to admit they miss you. Someone that knows you're not perfect but treats you as if you are. Someone who couldn't imagine losing you. Someone who gives their heart to you completely. Someone who says I love you and proves it. Last but not least, find someone who wouldn't mind waking up to you in the morning, seeing your wrinkles and grey hair but still falls in love with you all over again...
Addicted To Biscuits
Pete Doherty (for the septics who may not know who he is....He used to go out with Kate Moss. ) is clean now and drug-free-i mean, biscuit free.    Maybe the odd chocolate 'Obnob with his tea.            Search Video Codes
Never Had
Ok frist off I am not saying this for anyone to feel sorry for me . I never had a dad he walk out befor I even came in to this World.I meet him in 98 for the frist time . I did not want to I had a Brother that showed up. He the one that wanted to find his farther.I sayed his Because the man never did one thing in my life for me. I found out that I had 4 more sistor's & 1 more brother.They all live in Cookville TN I live in Nashville  . I have no contact with Them .  My Father passed away last month . How can you feel lost for something you never had.  I was born with Nf Neurofibromatosis s a genetic disorderthat disrupts cell growth in your nervous system,causing tumors to form on nerve tissue.These tumors can occur anywhere in the nervous system, including in your brain, spinal cord, and large and small nerves..I have had surgery on lower back two time one on neck more then 15 on left eye & lelt side of face am blind in left eye & the left side of my face look's like something out of
Fml
I'm in my 20s and still haven't achieved much in life. The only job I can maintain is that of a frycook at a local restaurant. I'd get another job, but this is a small town so there are few jobs available and I'd drive out further to expand my horizons, but I've failed every driving test I've ever taken. The only other guy I work with hates my guts and I'm in love with this southern bell who's really smart and athletic, but I'm so deep in the "friendship territory" that it's not funny. My only other friend is mentally challenged which is probably why he can put up with my social awkwardness. On top of all that, I live in a pineapple under the sea. FML!!!
1 Wish
Look for One Wish on facebook.com and on reverbnation.com This explosive high energy rock/alternative band will amaze you while taking you on an emotional roller coaster leaving you begging for more!Freeman Belmont - Lead Vox/GuitarRaj Punjabi - Drums/Backing Vox Steven James - Guitar/Backing VoxMax Wheeler - Basshttp://1wishmusic.comofficial1wish@gmail.comCOPY/PASTE THESE URL's TO YOUR BROWSER BARfacebook.com/Band OneWishreverbnation.com/1Wish
My Fav Lounge
helllo hello how you!!! FEEEL BETTER!!!! http://fubar.com/lounge/74957
Bitch Mode
I want to set one fucking thing straight. I DONOT create the fucking drama on here. It is the jealous ass bitches that seem to not have a fucking life on here that they thrive on the bullshit. Now I do stand up for myself or attack back, once attacked. It is not in me to let shit slide sometimes. Not once have I said anything to anyone just out of the fucking blue ON HERE, So stop lying to make yourself look good when in fact your a scared pussy. There will be a reason behind the fucking shit I say or do. I despice the childish ass games that some of you play on here and some of you are old enough to my motherfucking MOMMY. Deal with your own shit and stay the fuck out of mine. So tired of oh she said this or that, you fucking right I said it, but it is after you open your big fucking mouth and decided to make me your conversation piece of the day. I have let pretty much a lot of it slide and just ignore your silly ass. Get on down the fucking road and deal with your own insecuri
Brandi
The best of me: Our lives are upside-down, twisted and torn. Pain running so deep through our veins. I just wanted you to know right now, that You have always had the best of me. Honesty is the knife that will heal us. Suffering the narrow road we must take. Loving me has never been more difficult. I know the healing seems so far away... I wonder will you leave for what I did. Aching tears and indescribable regret. No prayer suffices to ease this fear.  I long for you to stay here. No more betrayal, no matter the circumstance. I want only you to have all of me. You truly are the best of everything. You really always have been, you will always be. To: Brandi Love Always: Erica   "I'll Be" The strands in your eyes that color them wonderfulStop me and steal my breath.And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the skyNever revealing their depth.Tell me that we belong together,Dress it up with the trappings of love.I'll be captivated,I'll hang from your lips,Instead of the gallows
Are You Canadian???
You Know You're Canadian when...You only know three spices: salt, pepper and ketchup.You design your Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit.The mosquitoes have landing lights.You have more kilometres on your snow blower than your car.You have 10 favorite recipes for moose meat.Canadian Tire on any Saturday is busier than the toy stores at Christmas.You live in a house that has no front step, yet the door is one metre above ground.You've taken your kids trick-or-treating in a blizzard.Driving is better in the winter because the potholes are filled in with snow.You think sexy lingerie is tube-socks and a flannel nightie with only 8 buttons.You owe more money on your snowmobile than your car.The local paper covers national and international headlines on 2 pages, but requires 6 pages for hockey.
Domestic Abuse
I've gotten an idea on how to get over this pain..writing a blog about domestic abuse and my experience. I will not mention any names, but for 3 long volatile and tumultuous years I endured what I do not wish on my worst enemy.And even though I've moved on and in a happier place at the moment, I feel that this bullshit still lingers within me and I need to get it out there and out of my system! Abuse comes differently to everyone, every relationship is different, none the less until you walk in that person's shoes you have no right to judge or criticize what that other person has been through. I suffered the mental, physical and emotional abuse that had me question who I was. I use to be this strong woman who knew what she wanted in life but the abuse ripped that away from me. He made me feel worthless as a  mother, a friend and a human being and  I ask myself why did I allow all that? That's is because I allowed him to control me. I knew there was issues from the very beginning but I
Top Tens For The Nerd Elite
These are my personal fav's 10-Angel...While not nearly as good as Buffy was, it was always entertaining. Case in point, the season five episode where Angle is turned into a puppet, and Spikes reaction to it, hilarious. 9-Heroes...Okay, outside of season one, it was mostly throwaway, but the first season was one of the best seasons of any show I have seen, save the cheerleader, save the world. 8-The 4400...It really sucked that it never came back on, because this was one of the cooloest shows, 4400 hundred people thought dead or missing for 60 some odd years appear one day, all together, and not aged a day, oh and some started to exhibit powers. 7-Firefly...Why this only lasted one season is beyond me, a space western done by the always awesome Joss Whedon, and starring the always awesome Nathan Fillion, if it had lasted longer it would have been in my top 5, but one just was not enough. 6-Buffy the Vampire Slayer...I never thought I would enjoy this show, but my old roommate had
Never Judge
~ Never Judge Anyone ~ A doctor entered the hospital in hurry after being called in for an urgent surgery. He answered the call ASAP, changed his clothes and went directly to the surgery block. He found the boy’s father going and coming in the hall waiting for the doctor. Once seeing him, the dad yelled: “Why did you take all this time to come? Don’t you know that my son’s life is in danger? Don’t you have the sense of responsibility?” The doctor smiled and said: “I am sorry, I wasn’t in the hospital and I came the fastest I could after receiving the call…… And now, I wish you’d calm down so that I can do my work” “Calm down?! What if your son was in this room right now, would you calm down? If your own son dies now what will you do??” said the father angrily The doctor smiled again and replied: “I will say what Job said in the Holy Bible “From dust we came and to dust we retu
Bluelove
want to me friends on fubar    
Women Nowadays
Master, "why is that when a man has sex with many women he is considered a champion . . but when a woman has sex with many men she is considered a whore?"  Listen well my child . . . "a key that has the ability to open many locks is a Master Key .. a Lock that can be open with any key, is USELESS" .. take that bit of information and run with it! When He/She says I don’t want to hurt you .. What they're really saying is .. Just to give you some forewarning, I’ll never really mean to hurt you, but I will anyway and won’t take any responsibility for it .. I don’t connect my actions with the impact on you or the relationship, because I tend to only really think about myself and I’m a short-term thinker .. I think about what I can get now without real thought for the consequences :-) I was speaking with a D.U.I. Instructor yesterday and he said, "I don't give a shit what anybody says, if a man isn't having sex he's depressed" .. He then went into
That's About It
On the first day God created the dog. God said, "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said, "That's too long to be barking. Give me ten years and I'll give you back the other ten." So God agreed. On the second day God created the monkey. God said, "Entertain people, do monkey tricks and make them laugh. I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said, "Monkey tricks for twenty years? I don't think so. Dog gave you back ten, so that's what I'll do too, okay?" And God agreed. On the third day God created the cow. "You must go to the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves, and give milk to support the farmer. I will give you a life span of sixty years." The cow said, "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. Let me have twenty and I'll give back the other forty." And God agreed again. On the fourth day G
Read....read
Hello all my friends: I want to inform you of a Cancer that is rising in statistics. If you live in the Northeastern of the United States this is considered Goiter area and your Thyroid may be already affected. I have been recently diagnosed with Thyroid Cancer and I will have my surgery April 25th. I plan to beat this but I want others to get checked so they do not have to experience what I have. If your Doctor wants to do blood work to check..please...go one step further...ask for a ultrasouind. These blood tests are not accurate but an ultrasound will show any nodules, goiters, and areas of concern for carcinoma. Thyroid problems can also be hereditary. This health condition has in the past affected only women but now men are showing signs. (men never complain of problems with their throat). This Cancer if not stopped can go further and attach to other areas in your body. (So far mine has just been my throat.) Let's stop this disease.....everyone please get checked.
Dark Archangel
Whatever happened to the days of old. When love would never grow cold. Ones heart was safe in anothers hand. Having to live without them you couldn't withstand. Two beat as one til the day that they die. Never giving up hope always willing to try. Standing together forever through thickness and thin. Never letting the evils of the world to get in. Spending eternity side by side. Even after the day that they both had died. This is the kind of love I wish I had. Something just like my grandmom and granddad. Beautiful Disaster....   How could I not see the hurt and painDid u even see the wake of your shameNow you're goneThe pain lingers onCould I have said something to change your mindWould it have mattered in timeIf I could have held u closer to my heartWould it have given u a brand new startChorus...Beautiful disasterDo u know what you've done?I wish u could have seenHow u r now changing meFalling down on the groundBegging for one last tryBaby just look around Th
Self Worth
Being away from home and stuck in motels as much as I am, I'm on here alot and I read status'. It simply amazes me on how so many people put their self worth on how much they are liked or how much bling they have. Virtual gifts from, for the most part virtual people. You can't hold the gift in your hand and rarely can you sit face to face with the person who gave it to you. People, get off the computer once in awhile and go out and experience al that the real world has to offer. It isn't always pretty, but at least you can taste, touch, smell, and feel what is going on around you.
First Asylum
Today while I was at Asylum, a guy told me about Fetlife at first I just acted dumb I guess because I am already high and drunk not thinking correctly. So once we got home I guess my boyfriend join. Now thinking about it. I think we are going to just have a join account maybe since its five bucks a month and eh. we just started this so something to think about.   honestly fubar is better so far. Went to Asylum today in Sac, meet a lot down to earth people. I wish I could of stay longer to dance and everything. I was just happy that my boyfriend took me. Since part of me has always been into that type of stuff once before joining on fubar and stuff like that. Nice to have someone at least be open to the idea of new things. Music was good, shockingly my boyfriend even like it. The drinks were good. I even had a woman I met there let me taste her drink. 'something mother fucker' tasty as shit. Came home, it was weird because normally in my past with exs. They have always b
Fake
Don't pretend to be someone your not. It is better to suffer being who you are than it is to suffer trying to be someone that you are not. Don't confuse my personality and my attitude because my personality is ME and my attitude depends on YOU. Being real must be a sin, because I keep getting punished for keeping it real.
Ya See, It Started Like This.
I've been through some pretty hard times.. still have tons to go through, all I'm sayin is.. the things that happen to you are what make you who you are.. the things you do, are a product of what you have seen. I'm not perfect damnit. Never have been, never will be.. *one second, gotta pack my bowl.. brb* I'm pretty damned good at what I do,What I do is what I do, cause that's all I can do. I'm special, ed.I've ridden the short bus..they dropped me off in front of my  house,when my leg was fucked up.   167 views on my blog, with nothing in it.. wonder if a post will make it 168.. probably not. I forgot I even started a blog.. I've been doing well. which is where I want to be, but soon I am going to do great things. I could really use another beer, brb. Last night I took a 5 hour energy shot at 3 am.. it fucked up my sleep schedule. annnnd I'm out. My daughters mother asked me to move back to where she is and try to work things out. I've taken a lot of shit from this woman. I
The Silence Of Cranwood High
(C) 2010 by rmsl All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrival system or transmitted in any form or by any means without the prior written permission of the publishers, except by a reviewer who may quote brief passages in a review to be printed in a newspaper, magazine or journal. Breaking The Silence For the next two days Cory couldn’t concentrate on baseball tryouts. Kym broke up with Joey and he could just feel it had something to do with him. What should he do? It would feel too weird to go up to Kym and ask her out. What if she laughed in his face? “Cory, I’m sorry, but we’re just good friends. I thought you understood.” He needed something to happen, something to put them together. On Valentine’s Day, the student council was co-sponsoring a dance for the seniors. However, the school couldn’t call it a Valentine’s dance so they just labeled it the Spring Formal. It was the biggest da
If Your A Juggalo Please Copy And Paste This To Your Page! The Whole World Of Juggalos Needs To See This Message From Violent Jay.
IF YOUR A JUGGALO PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS TO YOUR PAGE! THE WHOLE WORLD OF JUGGALOS NEEDS TO SEE THIS MESSAGE FROM VIOLENT JAY. "this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your h
The Thesis.
On cam,happy to greet us....she's a fu elitist.....greases the palms of babyjesus...In her net she hopes to leads us...while eating noobs like internet fetus.......Can't you see this? She has a thesis...about tearing these cherries to pieces...so fulove she releases....not being facetious saying her bling then increases...Just the shit never ceases as she's feeding fu's feces...marry who she pleases and passes viruses and other internet diseases Whats with the sweet guy,,OI?Did he die like the buzzmeter thats always dry?/would be a good reply!!!Its HaterX you see...better than a hit of ecstasy..so sit next to me...lets talk about that fupony...as you disown me...for choking you til you just can't breath Its futile to show resistance.......I have a darkforce as an apprentice...Of course it will dis you from any distance with persistance..down on your knees,,and not for repentance.....you'll be murked before I finish this(blam!blam!)sentence..... So if I'm a hater....I'd be greater
Love ....
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.
Strong Women >>
It takes a strong woman, to drop everything, go through her phone, send one final text, delete his number, burn the letters & unwanted memories, and say I WON'T stress, cry, or blame myself anymore, & lets go.   A strong woman is one who is able to smile this morning like she wasn't crying last night. A strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her. A woman of strength gives the best of herself to everyone. No matter how many rocks she has stumbled upon her FAITH AND STRENGTH remains intact.
Better Off Without U
You know what. Life is too short, don't complain, don't hate, and don't argue. Just breathe. No one is stifling you except yourself, and if you think otherwise: Who do you think controls your actions, your thoughts, and your patterns? You do! Stop being the victim and start being the solution. Everyone tells you you deserve better, but then no one is willing to give it to you. Most people are only concerned with their own heart, they don't care if they break yours. It's so ironic. The people in my life who say, 'I'm always going to be here for you.' are the ones that walk away first    
What Lies There.
SHADES OF SHADES.Shades of night,Shades of light.Twist of a eye,Twist of a smile.Hint of laughter,Hint of tear.Shades of night,Shades of light.A glit of smirk,A glint of frown.A shift of skin, A shift of silk.Shades of night,Shades of light.Graze of teeth,Graze of blade.Slide of tongue,Slide of lips.Shades of night,Shades of light.Race of fingers,Race of heart.Shutter of storm,Shutter of body.Shades of night,Shades of light.Drop of rain,Drop of blood.Final kiss,Final sigh. With in me you hide in my deep darkness.Here with in me is all the hurt you hide.With in me is all the fears.With in me is all the evil as well as the good.With in me is all the hate,all the love. I am the keeper of all that is unseen and unheard. I am the one that holds you true to yourself,I am the one that you never see. With in me,dreams are weaven and wander through.With in me is the paths that you have been down,will be goign down and the paths you are on.With in me you are free ,with me you able to realse,with
This And That
Men seriously confuse me.You get what you want and then want to change it.. mold it into something different. I am not playdough or a piece of clay. I am already set in my ways. I will change but I change for myself. I have to look into that mirror everyday and approve of what I see. I realized ... you are only a drop in the ocean, the piece of me you stole...you can keep. It will only turn black in time and remind you of your wrongdoings. Texas girls are the best around. They're country girls living in the city. They have the best of both worlds. They are sweet, funny, and smart. They're typically good girls, with an edge. They can play dirty or they can play innocent. All Texas girls have a bit of an accent, but it's not easily caught unless you're listening. They love country music, but they'll listen to nearly anything. They are beautiful and most mothers love them. They have no objection to muddin' and guns and fire. They love their beer, but they don't go crazy. They know
You Know You're From Alabama
-You have a party or a barbeque whenever Alabama plays Auburn in football. -You go to Gulf Shores every summer. -You call the Atlanta Braves baseball team “us” like they’re actually from Alabama. -You have family who would much rather visit Florida than California. -You don’t “take”, you “carry” or “tote”… as in “You want me to carry you down to the 7-11?” -A soft drink isn’t soda, cola, or pop, it’s Coke. -You call it a “buggy” and not a shopping cart. -You’ve said “fixin’ to,” “might could,” or “usetacould” during the last week. -Someone you know has used a football schedule to plan their wedding date. -You can properly pronounce Arab, Eufaula, Opelika, Loachapoka, Bayou La Batre, and Oneonta. -You know exactly what chitlins and mountain oysters are, and though you may not, you know someone who eats them anyway. -You think
Thereticent
It could be said of me that I am a musician.  Though I prefer to think of myself as a laborer in the machinations of the sublime.  This is not meant as churlish arrogance but, believe it or not, it is out of humility and love for music.  I am constantly surrounded by music.  I compose.  I perform.  I also teach it in a public school.  It is a rare moment when I am not listening to, coming up with, playing, or discussing music.  I have two degrees (bachelor's and Master's) in music and next year I begin my Doctorate.  I love nearly every genre and strive to understand everything I can about why music effects us (or more selfishly, me) the way it does. I give you my impromptu resumé because as you read what I have to say, I want it to be clear that I am not a casual music fan.  It is what I breathe and what I am both personally and professionally.  And even with my scholarship and experience in it, there are times when I can be taken aback completely humbled by the awesome power that mu
Yarp.
I'll love you forever if you vote for my friends band daily! Only takes a minute to sign up, and less than that to vote everyday :)  http://warped.battleofthebands.com/u/ChaoticTheory   If you like their music, here is the Facebook page for them.  http://www.facebook.com/ChaoticTheoryRocks
Easter Egg Bondage Hunt
I went to a lesbian friends house in the Sisters, Oregon area for Easter. She told me to wear my black nylon g-string under my clothes, so I knew what she had on her mind for me. Tina lives a few miles out of town in a nicely secluded area. When I arrived at her place early Sunday morning she had a couple of her lesbian girlfriends there with her. They told me to strip down to my g-string as soon as I walked into the house.When I got naked wearing only my black nylon g-string. They shoved me to the middle of the living room and Tina stuffed a yellow 2 1/2 inch ballgag deep in my mouth. She buckled the ballgag as tight as she could pressing the straps deep into the corners of my mouth and making my cheeks bulge from around the straps. My mouth was completely filled with the ball of the gag and couldn't make a sound other than muffled grunting and groaning sounds. I immediately began drooling and slobbering from around the ballgag tight in my mouth. She gave me a few hard slaps to my fac
Joke
i just found out the rules on fubar are not enforced equally. I didnt want to believe this was true but now i do. Has anyone else found this to be true?
Modified Dolls Of Tn......
I'm very excited to be a part of March for Babies this year!Every day, thousands of babies are born too soon, too small and often very sick. We're walking because we want to do something about this.The money we raise will support March of Dimes research and programs that help moms have full-term pregnancies and babies begin healthy lives. And it will be used to bring comfort and information to families with a baby in newborn intensive care.Please join my team. You can do so on my team page. If you can't walk with us, please help the team reach our goal by making a donation. You can do that online as well.Thank you for helping me give all babies a healthy start!       Please stop by the site and make a donation no amount is to small every bit helps!   http://www.marchforbabies.org/s_team_page.asp?SeId=1864780 Game Galaxy will be hosting an event on April 28th that will include our Arcade Museum ($10 at the door, all games in the museum on freeplay until close), a huge fighting g
I Need Your Help For A Psychology Project...
I need 80 people, 40 women and 40 men, to answer if they are either 'for' or 'against' medical marijuana being used. All responses will remain anonymous and you may private message me if you are more comfortable that way. Significance will be determined using Chi-square test for independence and results will be presented in an APA  (American Psychological Association)  style manuscript...Thank You
Cody's Replay
AS some of you know, at least I HOPE you do, Fubar is a huge game website. But some folks don’t have time for games...please read on....     I’ve been involved with a charity called Cody’s Replay. The main focus of the group is to collect instruments, refurbish them if necessary and give them to kids that require long stays in the hospital. These kids are suffering with diseases such as cancer, sickle cell enemia and the like. The idea is to give the instruments to these kids to help pass the time and hopefully keep their minds off what they are going through. The organization is named after one of the first to receive an instrument, a boy named Cody. Cody was fighting an aggressive cancer and most of his treatment required him to be in solitary. The guitar he received kept him occupied throughout his treatments. The last time they found him, he was hugging the guitar. The group asked Cody’s mother if they could rename it after him and she agreed. The seco
Thinking Outloud
I am sitting at my ex-girlfriends house thinking while she went and got us a bite to eat. Things should be good right now, but I find myself here. Thinking outloud. She was the love of my life . I wished I could get back there, but I don't think I can. Not sure how to handle this at all. I want her sexually, but I also know what will be expected if I do. I just am not sure if I can take that road again with her. Love wtf. I am not even sure why I am writing this here to be perfectly honest, I have over 10 thousand so- called friends or people that ask me to be there friend to only find out it is a game to them. If I could delete all at once instead of one by one and start over I think I would. It is sad in a way. That people think more of the game than feelings. If you are running something that can rack up some fucking points they are all over you, even people you have never seem before all gather in and as soon as it is over they are gone. I came here with a true heart and have
Boomy Contest
Win a Boomy!!  Here's how:   USE YOUR IMAGINATION!! (No NSFW's pls, as my children will help me pick the best one)   Handwritten Salutes   MUST be in the pic!!   Salutes have to be in a place of business..ie, Walmart, McDs, KFC, any grocery store, or type of business   Salutes must have my name, either Lena or MyNameRanAwayWithMyGiveADamn   BE NICE!!   Contest will run from now, April 14th to May 3rd. The one I decide that is the best one, will win a boomy, on the night of the 3rd. No entry fee!!!!!! Just have fun!!   If any questions, pls direct them to either PM or SB :)    
Til The End Of Time??....
I am taking a break from everything and stepping back. I need to OBSERVE,....and more importantly,...i need to THINK. I have been VERY passionate about the fam from the moment I was inducted. The natural thing to do when something makes you feel great is to hang onto it, cherish it, and make it your own. ***But that doesnt always mean everything is always right within ones self.A wise person taught me just a few years ago that "everyone has a story" And as Ive explained that to some of you, I also added that I believe everyones story shares common ground, and/or will intertwine in some way as time goes on. Sometimes, we individually have to find out things for ourselves in order to see the true light.For me, unfortunately this is one of those times. I came into the fam and quickly developed a passion. NOT because I want to gain any power or anything like that, but because as a person, i was always my OWN person, did my own thing, and if people liked it, they liked it. if not, whatever.
The Start Of Operation Restore Credibility Of Our Leadership On Yuwie
This how it all started for me. The wannabee writer. I always save my document when I write about a topic. Looking at my word document, it read 26 December 2007 6:29 PM We must restore our credibility and moral standing** Operation Restore credibility in our leaders U.S. Army** because rape victims say military labels them 'Crazy'**is this true? “Operation Restore credibility in our leaders U.S. Army” Mission: Call your Democratic or Republican Parties. Express your concern about Discrimination, Retaliation, Uncivil behavior, Abuse of authority, Sexual Assault, Suicide and Misconduct from Leadership. THESE NUMBER’S ARE FACTS AS OF TODAY Sexual Assault in the U.S. Army as of today. The 3,192 cases in 2011 amounted to a 1 percent increase over the 3,158 reported in 2010. The Army has consistently led the other services in the proportion of sexual assault reports, usually running about 2.5 per thousand, as it did in 2011. From Chicago Tribune When soldi
Some People On Fubar
Some people on Fubar bring too much drama with them. They act like children and honestly I won't stand for the crap coming my way anymore. You want to judge me and disrespect my character. Take a look in the mirror,  think of the way you treat people, and think all so who you want to be treat by others. Some lounge owners don't use good judgement when it comes to banning someone. I have been banned from a number of lounges for things I didn't start. I am tried of the immature behavior on here. Grow up those of you that act immature. I am not going to change my views on things for anyone. A suggestion to all lounge owners stop taking sides on things and hear both sides before you make a decision. 
Health Issues
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Reishi-Mushroom-Wellness/207889825903973   Reish mushroom has been around for many many years it can be treated to cure allmost every disease and illness on the face of the planet. After being on it for a little over a month i started to see great changes in my poor health. In 2010 i was diagnoised with Fibromyalgia and having doctors tell me theres no cure has turned out to be a lie. I do not trust doctors anymore or internal eastern medicine i used herbs and a healthy diet to cure myself.   Beneficial Claims:+ Completely Nontoxic and no side-effects+ Impressive immunostimulant+ Famous prevention of cardiovascular disease+ Aids one with insomnia and sleeping+ Powerful treatment for those with AIDS+ Anti-HIV properties+ Affective in treating brain tumors+ Antioxidants, prevents cell deterioration (the "immortality" part)+ Lowers blood pressure+ Lowers bad cholesterol+ Increases DNA synthesis in spleen cells+ Clears mucus within the lungs of mice+ Impr
Life
well to start off i woke up at 830 this morning, have the day off from work so i decided that i would do some running around and pay some bills etc.i took a shower got dressed and headed out i stopped at the bank grabbed some cash and was on my way. Well i was almost done i made my last stop came out and was headed back to the car when i realized that i had a flat tire so naturally i took out my spare to change and the damn spare tire was flat. wtf! so i called AAA and you know it took almost 2 hours just to come down the street. guess from now on i am just gonna have to check my spare tire and all before i leave
Destined
Searching the room, no one's around. What is that voice, this sound? Always in my head, my ear. No matter how hard I try, I still hear. Their sounds, soaking in the words. Hearing this world you live in, will never be yours. You can try to win they say, but you'll never succeed. Regardless of the tears you shed, the blood you bleed. People will tell you things, but that's not how they feel. It is up to you, to see what is real. They said give up now, before it's too late. Accept defeat, your fate. You will wander forever, never finding a home. You my dear, are destined to die alone.
A Loss For Words
“Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted.” This quote is from the book “Tuesdays with Morrie” by Mitch Albom. Morrie calls it “The tension of opposites”. Never in my life have I felt this more real than I do these days.I know I’ve wanted things to happen to me recently. I’ve taken steps believing that I’m heading towards my goal, yet I already knew from the start that I’d never make it. At the times I am happiest, I am also the saddest. I’ve taken two steps forward and two steps back. Knowing that I’m at a dead end in my journey, I still trudge along doing the little that I can.“The tension of opposites”, I’m living it. You control your own life. No one else does. No one is responsible
The Signs
most yes, most of us think we have our future planned out.  If history has taught us anything; It's that everything has an end! The signs point to mass destruction of government as we the poeple understand it.... We as people need to heed " the signs." one day will end
Fubar Girls That Arent As Innocent As The Appear....
Life
A Letter In The Lost Wallet!!
A LETTER IN THE LOST WALLET!!As I walked home one freezing day, I stumbled on a wallet someone had lost in the street. I picked it up and looked inside to find some identification soI could call the owner. But the wallet contained only three dollars and acrumpled letter that looked as if it had been in there for years.The envelope was worn and the only thing that was legible on it was thereturn address. I started to open the letter, hoping to find some clue. ThenI saw the dateline--1924. The letter had been written almost sixty years ago.It was written in a beautiful feminine handwriting on powder bluestationery with a little flower in the left-hand corner. It was a "Dear John"letter that told the recipient, whose name appeared to be Michael, that thewriter could not see him any more because her mother forbade it. Even so, shewrote that she would always love him.It was signed, Hannah.It was a beautiful letter, but there was no way except for the nameMichael, that the owner could be i
Blowing Off
I doubt that calling this blog blowing off is a good title but it is what it is I can  not stress enough that what I say in my about me is how it is. I am just going to say it straight forward as I always do. I hope I don't hurt any one's feelings by doing this, but it is stressing me out to the max. I have a lot going on in my life as some of you may know. I go to school, I have a son, I also am going through some bad news over my sons father about his health, I am also in a new relationship with this fantastic girl. As some may have noticed I am not here as much, I just put new status's up and approve comments. I can not be in any relationship with anyone else on here, I can not and will not be stressed over what you may or may not feel for me. I have had several wanting to meet  me. Well it is not going to happen. I now cam only with 2 people now, so stop asking me to do so. That is with my fu-hubby or my son when he is @ his fathers. Some people know about some major shit th
Random Thoughts
So I have had a lot of people ask me since my divorce how would I feel if he got married again. I figure since today he's doing just that it's time to answer that question. I have known for a few years now that this was going to happen so it's not a shock to me. I left several years ago and when I made that choice I no longer had a right to his life. I was then and I am now fully aware of that. Marriage and love are not guaranteed. If they were there would be no such thing as divorce. A lot of things factored into the downfall of my marriage. It was never just one persons fault that it went the way it did. As with David just because I left didn't mean I didn't love him. Sometimes you just know despite what you feel it's better for everyone involved to just walk away. Over the years I have been blamed for the entire thing. It has cost me people who I once felt close to. That sacrifice I didn't expect. But that's life. Sometimes it just throws us a curve ball. I am happy with my life as
More About Me
Taurus, the second sign of the Zodiac, includes all those born from 20th April to 20th May. Being a fixed earth sign, it lends rootedness, constancy and physicality to its subjects and you can expect your Taurus partner to bring the same qualities to your love life. Being in love with a Taurus The best part about having a Taurus for a partner is the commitment he/she brings to the relationship. While both Taurus men and women can take their time to make up their mind about a potential partner, once committed they are more likely than an Aries or even a Libra to prove loyal lovers. This reason behind this is partly because of their fixed earth sign which motivates them to be devoted and constant lovers. However by the same counter, a Taurus lover will expect an equal degree of commitment from their partners. So if you have the wandering nature of a Sagittarius or the detached quality of an Aquarius, beware of straying too far from your partner. No matter how important personal space t
Australian Love Poem
Of course I love ya darling You're a bloody top notch bird And when i say i you're gorgeous I mean every single word.   So your bum is on the big side But I don't mind a bit of flab It means that when I'm ready There's somethin' there to grab.   So your belly isn't flat no more I tell ya, I don't care So long as when i cuddle ya I can get my arms around there.   No sheila who is your age Has nice round perky breasts They just gave in to gravity But I know ya did ya best.   I'm tellin' ya the truth now I never tell ya lies I think it's very sexy That you've got dimples on ya thighs.   I swear on my nanna's grave now The moment that we met I thought u was as good as I was ever gonna get.   No matter wot you look like I'll always love ya dear Now shut up while the footy's on  and fetch another beer!!
Art Talk With Syn
I am very much so interested in all kinds of art. Right now I am trying to figure out what form of pinup I should draw. I cannot figure out which pose I wanna draw the figure in nor ewhat style i will finish it with. My favorite pinups are vintage, amature, and tattooed, but I am not sure how o get those together and make it look good. I have seen alot of pinup models that look amazing, but i do not want to steal their look and style. I need something to inspire me with this but what? I am wanting to draw something fairy talish, like the old disney cartoon like alice or snow white, but I have no models, or anything else for it. I got a few ideas I want to do for it, but I aint got a soul willing to help right now. Who wants to help?
Stories I Been Writing But Haven't Been Able To Finish
Walking slowly in a straight line following a similar dressed man in front of him, the squad leader spoke into the radio transceiver calling for a short halt. Breathing slowly after two dread hours walking under the scorching sun the man moved slowly to a shaded tree, lowering himself to the ground he sat down with his back against the tree as he glanced around reaching up and unclasping the chinstraps that’s keeping his helmet in place on his head. Pulling the helmet off his head, he gently placed it on the ground next to him as he continued to survey his surroundings. As the man sat against the tree he looked down at his gloved hands as he slowly noticed that they were becoming transparent. “Um, hey Sarg’nt D, we have a problem.” The man said calmly looking to his Team Leader. “What’s the problem? Mick…” the Team Leader asks looking over to the man who called him, noticing his soldier is slowly disappearing. “What the fuck!&rdqu
Nerd Rage
Play Final Fantasy 6. Look at that boss. Look at him closely. I know it's not uber hd graphics, but come the eff on.     Beefcaked up     OLD SCHOOL   Now the most damning evidence is Dissidia. Did you ever see the Batman cartoons with Mark Hamill as Joker? Did you ever play a Batman GAME with Mark Hamill as the Joker? Well this looks pretty damn familiar.   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fi0VBwU6Mx0   In conclusion, he's a jester/clown. Dissidia totally makes everyone think of JOKER. Even if they never saw the cartoons or played the games with Hamill, Heath Ledger's Joker will come to mind.   Clown. Suck my balls.
70sgurl Peace Blog!
Tiny is my 6 Mon. old kitten and unfortunately we can not keep her due to the landlord. She is a very lovable and playful kitten. We are asking 10$ for her to insure she goes to a good home. She will come with food, litter, litter box, and collar. She doesn't have papers BC the person we got her from said she "couldn't" find them. she still has her claws and inst neutered. She is good with kids and other animals. Please HELP Tiny!!!If interested please email me at:totallytwittygurl91@yahoo.com   IF YOU WANT PICTURES I'M WILLING TO SEND THEM IN A YAHOO MAIL MESSAGE! PLEASE SERIOUS PEOPLE ONLY!!! THANK YOU!     JUST BORED SO I FIG I WOULD DO THIS AND JUST BLOG ABOUT ME WANTING A PUPPY!!! SO I WANT A PUPPY. LOL IT DOESNT MATTER WHAT KIND REALLY JUST AS LONG AS ITS FREE AND HAS FIRST SHOTS...IM HOME ALL DAY AND WANT SOMETHING TO KEEP ME ON MY FEET AND PLAY WITH SO IM NOT BORED. PLUS I WANT TO BE ABLE TO BOND WITH IT AND ADD IT TO MY FAMILY!!! ANWAYS I WAS JUST BORED I ADDED THI
Lyrics
"You Can Be My Yoko Ono, You Can Follow Me Wherever I Go."   - Barenaked Ladies Hey baby, what's that sound?I make a few steps and I fall to the ground.It's a long shot but darling couldn't love any more,Come on come onHey baby, give it a try.I can find an answer if you wanna know whyI want the nerve to give another play to the songCome on, come on How does it sound if we spend the night out?How does it sound if we spend the night out? Hey baby, what's that sound?I make a few steps and I fall to the ground.It's a long shot but darling couldn't love any more,Come on come onHey baby, give it a try.I can find an answer if you wanna know whyI want the nerve to give another play to the songCome on, come on How does it sound if we spend the night out?How does it sound if we spend the night out?How does it sound if we spend the night out?How does it sound if we spend the night out?Come on, come on How does it sound if we spend the night out?How does it sound if we spend the night out?
Lounges
OK, I'm going to be as nice as I can. It's 2 AM and I'm... well me.   First off, using SAM and autoDJ is the laziest fucking thing I've ever seen. It used to fly in Second Life but really, shuffling an Ipod and broadcasting it does NOT make you a DJ. It's lazy.    DJs taking requests is a step up. It shows they didn't just put SAM on auto and walk out of the room. They're trying.   I REALLY want a DJ that talks between songs. Greet people in the lounge. Say shit, read the chat and interact! Good CHRIST I have never seen a DJ in a lounge that voices on the station.    Live kareokes, bands, ect. Live webshows. It could be huge. Strippers/sex in NSFW lounges. It's all about members and views right? Do something different!   Cam "hotties."  I'm not going to say it but yeah. We all know. Put a hot dude or chick on cam in your lounge. Guaranteed traffic.   Live auctions. When the hell did this stop? It was awesome. People could bid bling or other crap for "ownership."    Guest
Randoms
I had my first motorcycle at 13. It was a Honda 75 Enduro, and was hooked on riding since then. Tearing up the desert in northern Nevada was heaven. I have had a few bikes since then and know that riding is in my blood. I had happened on a few old outdated magazines called "In the Wind", and "Easyriders", and while I knew they existed, had never owned a Harley. I read the articles, and the stories about how it was to be free in the wind, the joy of the open road and no real destination in mind, but in those same stories were countless accounts of these machines breaking down and I thought "why the hell would anyone pay for something that costs more to fix than own, and spend more time in the shop than on the road ??? Fucking insanity !!! Right? I decided that a Harley was not for me. Then one day, I was in my local harley shop (they do have really nice gear), and as usual, a salesman would come up and start a convo about which bike I rode, and once they learned that I did not have a Ha
Ghostrider's Blogs
When I wake in the morning light weary or delight all I can do is think about you. When I am home alone or out and about all I can do is think about you. As I sit in the sun light or gazing at the stars above all I can do is think about you. When it’s cold on the outside or cold within or hot on this side or hot on the other end still all I can do is think about you. When it dry and sunny or wet and raining still all I do is think about you. When my heart is filled with joy or hurting with pain, it really doesn’t matter because still all I do is think about you. When I am asleep during the day or at night, even in my dreams still all I do is think about you. Even when times are at its worst or when it’s even at its best, still all I do is think about you. In all the time there is, a day, a week, a month, a year, or even a life time, still all I do is think about you. Even in my doubts or when I know things are true, still all I can do is think about you. Love has no m
Plentyoffish
I don't understand why men have to RUSH. I only meet them twice and they're trying to get me to kiss them or push for sex. I don't have sex with strangers. Just because I have nudes does NOT mean I have sex with every guy I meet. I don't even kiss until the third date, and being pushy and demanding will NOT get you a third date.   I also notice men think since I'm disabled I'm desperate. Um no. I do have standards. I also know within two dates if I'm attracted physically. I have a decent body, I look OK.    Learn to take rejection in stride. I can NOT fake attraction. It's just impossible. I don't care how much money you have, how nice you are, ect. If the chemistry isn't there, it's never going to be.   Online dating is essentially a blind date. I'm starting to think I need to do singles events. Where I can see a man face to face and talk. Online dating removes the most important element. First off, I can't stand when people can't respect my wishes. I only date from online datin
Feelings/thoughts
as a tear rolls my cheek,i wonder if an angel falls when your out of hope as a tear rolls my cheek,i wonder if an angel falls when your out of dreams as a tear rolls my cheek,i wonder if an angel falls when your out of faith as a tear rolls my cheek,i wonder how many angels have fallen because of meas a tear rolls down my cheek,i wonder if their are angels....
Stranger Danger
I finally got to witness first hand some of the stupidity on here. Matt Haigwood: dude she is a scum you are talking too To Matt Haigwood: who? Matt Haigwood: ariesgoddess. she is a whore liar. she got me n my buddy. watck urself To Matt Haigwood: got no idea who you are talking about Matt Haigwood: you were just talking to ariesgoddess To Matt Haigwood: Oh, just figured who it is. I simply commented in her mumm Matt Haigwood: yea thats how she gets ya. she did it to us Did what? Are people that stupid that they think they should give stuff to point hoars and get something in return? BTW....I need one credit! =^P
Things I Need To Work On In My 30's, Where I Failed In My 20's
Work on my social and communication skills. Don't try too hard to make friends. Work on my mental toughness. Focus on me before I get. Learn how to deal with females (or people) and socialize with them a WHOLE lot better. Get my own place. Stop being negative. (I wish I didn't sound like I was feeling sorry for myself & acted like a whining bitch) Watch what I say and how I say things. (I wish I could've kept my mouth shut and stopped being negative, but I'm too little too late. Damage is already have been done. I scared a lot of people away) Stop being overly nice because that didn't get me anywhere. Give a woman space when it comes to dealing with them, and don't act too aggressive and desperate towards them.   I'll do better in my 30's at those things, because in my 20's, I failed miserably, especially with females.  I'm just going to have to face facts that I'm not ready for a woman at all, and should just stay single.
Our Government, At It's Finest
I Found this online, I liked it so therefore I am sharing it: This comes from 2 math teachers with a combined total of 70 yrs. experience. It has an indisputable mathematical logic. It also made me Laugh Out Loud. This is a strictly …..  mathematical viewpoint… and it goes like this: What Makes 100%?   What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here’s a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If:A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is represented as:1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% And K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But , A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T2+21+12+12+19+8+
A Dream
In visions of the dark night I have dreamed of joy departed- But a waking dreams of life and light Haft left me broken-hearted. Ah! what is not a dream by day To him whose eyes are cast On things around him with a ray Turned back upon the past? That holy dream-that holy dream, While all the world were chiding Hath cheered me as a lovely beam A lonely spirit guiding. What though that light, thro' storm and night, So trembled from afar- What could there be more purely bright In truths day-star
Random Bits And Pieces Of My Mind
So I honestly have nothing wrong with Friends With Benefits. Honestly, at the moment it would be almost preferable to just have someone to sleep with and relax without worrying about the stress of a relationship.   That being said...   I don't approve of being a whore and sleeping with anyone and everyone. You have to have standards to do FWB properly. You also have to have boundaries and rules. For one, if either person in the FWB falls for someone? The FWB has to end right then and there. And FWB has to be purely physical, unless you decide that if feelings develop you can do something. See, the problem is that most people agree to be purely physical and then one side develops feelings and expects the other side to. It just doesn't work like that loves!   Exclusivity can be over-rated. Especially with FWB. If you're exclusive with FWB...what's the difference between your FWB and a relationship? Nothing! Except perhaps that you're not going on dates. But you're wasting your abil
A Poet Never Lies
Tear stained pages, crumbled papersLie on floors, desks, and drawersEraser marks, dark lead wordsFlow out from our hearts coreTrash can filled with blank pagesWe want our words to come out rightWe fight with inner emotionsOur finish product is our delightIn journals and in notebooksOur secrets are revealedWe confess, we proclaimIn hopes our hurt will be healedWebster defines all our feelingsSo we define the truthOn how we really feelOur words not uncanny or uncouthIf you know a poetAnd doubt the words they sayKnow that a poet never liesAnd believe what they portray
Any Thoughts?
There are really two kinds of submissives in the world: those who believe they don't deserve any better…and those who believe they don't deserve any less Today, Barack Obama is changing times and laws in America, giving himself unprecedented powernever before seen. His ObamaCare bill. now the law of the land, empowers him to create his ownprivate army, forces citizens to abide by unconstitutional laws, and will use the IRS in much the sameway that Hitler used his brown shirts to make people get in line behind his policies. Many Americanswill awake to late to the fact that Obama has subverted the United States Constitution, and stolenour precious liberties and freedoms. That's why Obama's followers are encouraged and taught to follow and have faith in Obama the man, and not in our God or in our country. This is exactly the ploy that Hitler used to great and terrible effect in Nazi Germany.Some people would balk at the comparison between Hitler and Obama, saying it was
Katie's Blog
hi, my name is katie and i am 24 years old. first my name is katie and i am 24 years old and i don't work i am trying to get a job but nobody here are hiring right now. but i hope i get a job down the line.but i have one kid his name is zachary and he's 5 years old and he makes me laugh he'smy pride and joy everyday. i live in spring city most in my life and my life suck with my mom and dad they make me mad and sad but i dont ever talk to them and they don't treat me right like a mom and dad should u know. but here i am on here making friends on here and talk to and i don't have anybody to talk to. and my sisters are never around. people try to control me but i put my foot down and i am tired of that shit. i wish god give me a better life and be happy for once in my life. and i got two brother's but one of my brother's is dead and missed everyday go's by and i got three sister's one of is dead too.  and i miss my sis everyday of my life. i thinking about them everyday of my life. well
This Is A Real Thing Ppl Are Doing And You Can End Up Paying For It. Check It Out
The FBI has issued a warning to all computers users.Please protect yourself and your computer by checking the three links below.http://www.pcmag.com/article2/0,2817,2401227,00.aspabove is info page.this one below is the removal process and detect page.http://www.dcwg.org/Last Link is the direct link to check for malicious program.http://www.dns-ok.us/Any questions Check the FBI's public website for more details on this issue.Just type in DNS changer in their search bar.thank you. ive already checked it out and am telling all my friends and family about it. its not a joke,its just crimals finding another way around things and its you who will pay for it not them.
Inflationary Language
Many years ago in our economy we had inflation, and you are familiar with that problem? In inflation, we have numbers rising. Prices go up. Anything that has to do with money goes up...except the language.See, we have hidden numbers in the words like "wonderful," "before," "create," and "tenderly." All these numbers can be inflated and meet the economy, you know, by rising to the occcassion. I suggest we add one to each of these numbers to be prepared. For example "wonderful" would be "two-derful." Before would be Be-five. Create, cre-nine. Tenderly should be eleven-derly. A Leiutenant would be a Leiut-eleven-ant. A sentance like, "I ate a tenderloin with my fork" would be "I nine an elevenderloin with my five-k." And so on and so fifth. Here is an example on how it sounds when it's being used: Twice upon a time, there lived in Sunny Califivenia a young man named Bob. He was a third leiutelevenant in the US Air Fiveces. Bob had been fond of Anna, his one-and-a-half siste
Why?
 Why is it when you talk to people, rather it is on here or not, they give you all their attebtion, make you feel like your the center of their world, then stop talking to you? What do people get out of playing with peoples' emotions? If you do not plan on following through with what you tell someone, then don't open your mouth about it. In the end, you end up hurting someone and making yourself look foolish, with nobody believing what you say.

Here Lies The Girl
These words just come to me, it's how I speak. Dragging me down, making me weak. The weight of them all, makes it impossible to sleep. Throbbing pain, an endless weep. Make them stop, please take them away. So I can live just one, normal day. No more fear, sorrow, or guilt. Just the protection, of the walls I've built. No one breaking in, no one tearing them down. Just me and my tears, left to drown. No more promises, of a better life. Knowing there all meaningless, nothing but lies. False hope can crush, a person's soul. Bury you alive, in your own hole. The one you dug for yourself, long ago. The one you're not aware of, the one you don't know. It started the day, you took your first breath. The decisions you made, your very first step. Each one with a plan, a specific path. But if you stray, you suffer the wrath. The wrath of heartache, confusion and pain. That leads to regret, resentment and shame. I can't stop the words, they form by th
Misc
My Bday wish list Platinum Taurus(15 credits) Diamond Taurus(25 credits) Happy Hour on my Bday..(if I get a HH, then I'd need a Rock Star, Auto 11, Boomy, fampy, and Make it Rain. Sky Blue Sapphires(15 credits) Perfect Ruby Heart(50 credits) Naughty Teacher(20 credits) Badass Big Rig(12 credits) Grim Reaper(3 credits)
A Reason To Shine
How stupid is it to be scared, of something great? Something that feels good, fearing fate. History, the hurt, everything almost. Pushing them away, if they get too close. To get close means, you have to bend. Opening up old wounds, that never seem to mend. Remembering the tears, the heartache, the pain. Not thinking of the laughter, the happiness or gain. Fear and anger are easier, emotions to handle. You just can't relight, a burnt out candle. You must shape it, and mold it first. Before giving it that flicker, the thirst. To breathe, a reason to shine. Will someone please relight, this candle of mine.
Your Own Disease
It is possible, to be your own disease. To send yourself crashing, to your knees. To cause your own pain, your own fear. By never allowing anyone, near. Near you and your heart, you're always on guard. Going halfway, but never too far. Just far enough, to regret holding back. Feeling like your damn soul, is under attack. Because you won't allow yourself, that shot. That opportunity to give it, all you got. I have no one but myself, to blame. I sit and I cry, cursing my own name. You are strong yes, but still so damn weak! Get over that shit, and speak. Say what's in your heart, what you feel. Stop fearing what can happen and, make it real! You'll never forgive yourself, if you don't try. Leave the bad stuff behind, let it die. Put it to rest, fight back. Suit up for battle, you own the attack. You are responsible, for the way things turn out. Make them happen, don't live in doubt. Know you're worth it, and you can pull through. Do it for no
Memoirs Of A Lost Soul
I find a random website. Chat with some amazing people some not so amazing but special in their own way I'm sure. I sit here in the dim candlelight and the brightness of the screen lighting my hands as I type. Pondering life and events or lack of.....So there is is, my life in wonder. I am passionate, caring, generous, intelligent, chivalrous, respectful and among others to say the least. Alas every light cloud has a darker side I sit alone in darkness wondering if I have all these qualities why am I sitting alone? Like many I have loved and lost, been through tradgedy and horrors that most should not endure and hopefully never will. I am fortunate enough that my mind can compartmentalize and somewhat blank out the memories but unfortunately some good ones get lost in the process as well. I suppose I am like most on here seeking some sense of purpose whether with or through other people, looking to see if there is a spark somewhere in my life that could use some improvement or exciteme
My Vintage Point
I come here because for wat short time I log-in..the world around me disappears...it doesn't exist anymore.....I am able to forget my surroundings...this place allows me to portray a side that I have had to keep hidden for so long...it is a shame things have to be the way they are....I see so much hate...even here...I am surrounded by it...it is sad....people would rather spread hate and cruelty to others than to just offer something positive and uplifting.....I will never be one of those people that has to hurt someone else or break them down to make myself feel better....I don't reach out..I don't cry on any-one's shoulder or lean on anyone....I am in my own prison cell behind the comforts of my own home....I have been caged my entire life...constantly trying to break free...maybe that's the problem...maybe I'm not supposed to be free..maybe being caged is the way I am meant to be....I have never given up..but sometimes enough is enough..I'm tired of fighting..of trying
Lost Within My Mind's Own Eye
Lost within my own mind's eye, giving breath to the demons inside. Ground beneath hoofed feet I lie, death or life is my fate to decide. Fragile wings silently flutter around, mutely plead mercy onto horned brow. Claret tears descend upon heated ground, forgiveness granted if I dare avow. In sin I live and in sin I shall die... Lost within my own mind's eye.
Hottest Women On Fubar
I am starting a folder for the hottest women on  to be a member send pic but keep it clean for i am  not judging  i do not decide who gets in or who is denied my 11 year old son is
Gods Hears
God hears what is not spoken and understands what is not explained, for His love doesn't work in the lips or in the mind, but in the heart.
Me
I love you, you love me, were a happy family with a great big hug and a kiss from me 2 you, wont you say you love me 2. Just figured everyone needed a song stuck in their head for the day.  You are VERY welcome!!! Things: I'm kinda enjoying finding pics for the pic of the day folder.  I don't care if nobody cares about them....well....maybe I do a tad.  One problem with the evolution seems to be that if it is a NSFW pic, people don't notice it was posted. Have you ever noticed that if you wand your curser over the yellow highlighted notice above the bar tab that you have messages...you see messages sent to a perfect stranger from a perfect stranger?  I kinda do it just to see the surprises from time to time. It is funny when you can see some "interesting" conversation. Make sure you wish Kunty Kit a very Happy Birthday!
Attention!!! Serious Artists Bands And Any One That Wants To Promote Them Selves More
Poetry By Shadow Wolf
Time Lines....Everything is relative, but some may insist, if you can't see or feel it, it doesn't exist.But science itself is so flawed it depends, on everything having a beginning and end.But go find a scientist right at the top, and ask where the universe starts, and then stops.The answer you'll get will not make too much sense, and not at all because your head is too dense.They'll talk of the vastness, and wonders and all, and divert your mind from the question you called.They can not explain this one question you asked, but want you to not doubt the talk they have passed.They say that a big bang had started it all, but from what volatile matter did this bang fall?For the bang to exist, then there had to be fuel, so the bang wasn't first, but they're stubborn as mules.A paradox it seems that your question does cause, they'll try something else, after a lengthy pause.Science is based on a time line we can keep, which is fine for most folks less they question too deep.But time was a
Has Mother Nature Bitch-slapped You Yet?
Don't use it enough, you remain weak; don't use it all, you get even weaker. However, if you start to EXERCISE IT, by any POSITIVE means possible, (such as simply reading something other than the latest shocking news spoon-fed to you by the media and others) and it grows, exponentially. Sure it's hard at first, but you have to START SOMEWHERE. It'll hurt for awhile too, just like muscles of the body when they are exercised after a long period of stagnation. But trust me, it gets easier, and the pain of exercising the mind relieves the pain of letting it wither quite rapidly. As they say (whoever they are(i no longer need to search on google to see who has spoken what I know to be True, lol) NO PAIN, NO GAIN. I'm certain many of you have what you think is more than enough pain in your lives, and I'm sure you are correct; but the pain you are experiencing is an illusion, however real it may  seem to you, and as I said, it is of a completely different sort. It is the pain of
Nsfw - Romantic Poetry By Shadow Wolf
I have these dreams that come each night,that give my heart a guiding light.Thoughts so sweet and feelings true,with each and every one with you.The feelings I have feel so right,I am dying until I hold you tight.To this point dear right from the start,this is only whats in my heart.The rest includes your body so hot,I'll desire you deeply right on the spot.To kiss you and lick you from toe to head,out in the woods or in your bed.Your unclothed skin tight against mine,I wish to put a freeze to time.To show you passion I've held for you,and make your wildest dreams come true.I'll tease you with my tongue and lips,you screaming in pleasure, squirming your hips.Begging to have me deep inside you,but I'll wait for another orgasm or two.This dear is how I do want it to be,me loving you, and you loving me.This will be yours each time that we may,then when it can be, it would be everyday.Until then dear I wish our time be,the most we can make of you and me.-Shadow Wolf
Prettygirl
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Romantic Poetry By Shadow Wolf
Perfection...A sunset walk upon the beach,bare feet in the wet sand.Arm in arm, and lips to lips,not much could be this grand.Making love in breaking waves,a steaming passion grows.Could human beings feel this good,now only heaven knows.A wander in a park pristine,under the towered trees,It only takes one look from you,to bring me to my knees.Nature makes the world complete,and peaceful all around.But you can put my heart at ease,not muttering a sound.To see you makes my very soul,skip into hyper space.Amazing things you do to me,with just your pretty face.To hold you in my arms so close,all troubles go away.I know that when I'm holding you,that's where I want to stay.To feel your skin against my own,just takes my breath away.A feeling that is so intense,I want it every day.To slide myself inside of you,fills my heart so full.The awesome way you feel to me,I can't maintain control.Your beauty is without compare,I say it all the time.But it's a beauty so complete,body, soul, and mind.Yo
Ghd Slae
As for beautiful MM people the demand is higher and higher, demand is also more and more diversified, Korean bang this hairstyle and played ability, meet the needs of all MM. Today, small make up to to introduce a few of the Korean ewha head straight hair neat bang hairstyle, pear flower of the head of a MM people absolutely can't miss oh.The popular this year in micro curl, head straight hair also is very pear welcome. This type of Korean neat bang hair straight hair style is very suitable for head pear of the autumn dress up. The volume of the yellow Instyler Rotating Iron Silver 1¼" pear head straight hair lovely, a little bit of volume in hair end to decorate a face model of also highlights the girl of lovely breath, very fashionable oh.Chestnut color straight hair pear head and Korean neat bang hair style, and the combination of pure and fresh and index in marketing. Simple modelling and chrysanthemum adornment, make the autumn in not only let a person feel warm, but also highligh
Naughty App
"NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" (Copy and Paste the entire application in a fu-mail to me. Fill it out and send..) 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. How long would we have sex? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Can I use you as a booty call? 23. Do you like foreplay? 24. What is foreplay to you? 25. Can we take pictures of the act? 26. Would you tell your friends about me? 27. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
Dreams
I just woke up from an interesting dream. I was having a pleasant dream (in my dream) about a love interest when I felt a hand on my arm. I followed that hand down the arm to a plush body, trying to shake myself awake (still in my dream). There was a porcelain doll I once had as a little girl in bed with me. I thought to myself "How did this get here?" and got up, carrying the doll, into the living room of what is now my grandmothers home, trying to turn on light switches and not getting any lights to come on. I place the doll in the glass case and sit down with my 3 cats for a moment. I had awoken my grandmother so I spoke to her for a moment as she fed my cats bread. I asked her "Why bread?" and got the response "I thought I heard her crunching a cookie". We both went back to bed. As I fell back asleep I felt the dolls hand on my arm again. I tried to pry it off and the doll attacked me, grasping both of my arms and pinning me down. I threw the doll out the bedroom door and kicked th
Sunday Blues
Ok so Monday is fast approaching not wanting to go to work tommorow who's with me ? Let me know what you'd rather be doing keep it clean I never ticked NSFW lol
Get The Hang Of Things Around Here
My pictures will be PG-13 and that is that...i am not one of those who will do that to get attention and stuff..not like that..and i will not look at yours not here for that i am here to make new friends and meet people...as far as i will go is bikini pics and others..nothing more..u wanna see that go to some other place..thanks  working on my profile each day and today i added a playlist and will be adding more songs i like...and also i think ill be staying for a while this time..now that i am gettin the hang of things here now...stop by and love me and ill do the same for u..be patient with me...still kinda new at this and took me 5 to 10 mins to figure out how to put a playlist in my profile...lol have a nice sunday
Getting Older..
Today was a beautiful day...and for once in a long time..I finally got on call from work. On call means..that I  was scheduled to work but we were low in patients so i got put on call..and would get called in if we got slammed with admits.  Lately that seems to happen alot anymore.  Anyways..I decided to go to my parents. We hung out..then they wanted to do there mulch.  Dad did just one side of the house, and was getting hot and tired. He did a little of the back side and was the same way.  It made me realize that hes getting older and cant do it like he use to.  Was sad seeing him this way.  My parents are the type who go go go.  They still work full time then come home and do work.  Anyways I ended up taking over the scooping of mulch and putting it around stuff while he drove me through the yard to the places that needed mulched.  We went in after we were done and talked a little then dad  was out.  Still always makes me laugh to see his sleep with his mouth wide open.  Tol
Just Here
SOME WONT LIKE ME THATS FINE SOME MAY HATE ME AND THATS FINE TO. IM JUST ME I WAS NOT PUT ON THIS WORLD TO PLEASE PEOPLE.  SOME SAY IM A BITCH IT TAKES ONE TO KNOW ONE. THERE ARE MANY SIDES OF ME THAT PEOPLE WILL NEVER KNOW  SOME WISH THEY WHERE ME.  SOME SAY IM UGLY......  SOME SAY IM BEAUTFUL..... I SAY THAT BEAUTY IS IN THE EYES OF THE BEHOLDER  I MAY NOT BE STICK THIN BUT OH WELL. IM JUST ME AND THATS FINE WITH ME  My point of view on gun comtrol is there are laws in place to keep people safe. Criminals do not give a flying flip bout the laws that are in place . its not the guns that kill people its people that kill people If some wants to do harm they will find a way with or with out a gun. everyday house hold items can do damamge to people. if someone wanted to use them for that  As we go threw this journey called life we meet all sorts of people some are 1. hateful and mean. Those type of people really have no life so they feel the need to put others down  2. The
Mafia
In The Dark I Feel You
I stand in the Dark alone, No I am not alone  I feel you there the electricity is there. I feel your hand close to my hair, my face. Your close but I can not see you, I feel you  my heart beats faster and my breath shortens. You are close, the heat is unbearable,  Will I die here in the Dark never to see your face in the sunlight,  never to feel your touch on my skin that you set on fire with your breath  In the Dark... In my Dreams When I think I see the light of the sun, I feel your breath on my neck and your whisper in my ear "Do not go, Do not leave me here." I step back into the Dark,  afraid I will loose you if I step into the light. I am destin to Die here in the Dark?
Amusing Things
Dear (Boss)After an appropriate period of deliberation, I have come to the decision to tender my resignation from (Company), effective (Date).Please know that I still maintain a high level of respect for you as a manager and colleague, and I thank you sincerely for the support and assistance you have offered me in each of those roles. I have been proud to work for (Company) over the past (amount of time); it has been a journey that has provided me an unparalleled foundation to move forward to new and exciting opportunities.As such, I have decided to become a professional pirate. It has always been a dream of mine to live the life of a swashbuckling corsair, beholden to none and master of all I survey. Once my crew of unabashed rogues is assembled, we shall take to the capacious expanse of the high seas to pursue fortune, fame, and hair-raising adventure.Our path may not be filled with the porcine comforts and technological marvels that (Company) provides, but we shall nonetheless move
I Am Looking To Get Fu-married
Family!
Soooo I been famping a decent amount, and yes I boot people and yes I sell spots so that I can keep famping for my family! I don't really do it for rates cause I don't really care about that.. I don't do it for points cause I don't need points.. If you are in my family and you are on and u can't be decent enough to rate me when I'm famping you.. I will remove you! Over 300 people have me in there family, I do try to rotate people around and I will be again soon! Some people get mad and for that I'm sorry! It's my family, I wont tell you what to do with yours.. There's people I'd never boot from my family for two reasons.. 1. There my real friends ( Which means we hold conversations) ... 2. they famp me back sometimes! With all this being said I love my friends! Old & New.. Family or NOT I love them all! 
Peace Of Mind
I sit here drawing and writingRemembering the past, looking for the futureI stumble back to the old days When we would laugh and playThey've become old photos In my tangled web of memoriesLocked away in a chain of thoughtsNow I watch you slowly being takenAway from that horrid placeTo bigger and better things, or so they sayAt one time you were my love, my lifeMy everything for so many yearsNow I just stand and watch you leaveWhile watching the pen bleed-------------------------------------------------My first writing piece from when I was 13... wow lol My mind is filled with all this shit So I'll use this to get rid of it I hear that words defile the heart Truth and lies not far apart All these stories that we're told Prehaps it's why we've lost our soul All these thoughts written in time Found they're way to this head of mine All these words are nothing more
Auctiongasm?!?
My Thoughts
England new football manager has first game in control today. Hope it goes well. Olympic torch arrives in UK Makes me feel energetic,  I might walk down the road and buy a newspaper.   I achieved something without knowing about it. I think this achievement means get off your ass and do something in real life. But I enjoy fubar so what the hell  :)
Man Eats Cocaine From Brother's Butt, Dies
No, this isn't a joke, although I did laugh hysterically upon reading the headline.  "A South Carolina man's brother died after police said he was forced to eat cocaine hidden in his brother's backside." Read article here:  http://www.wmur.com/news/30037563/detail.html#ixzz1uWB6RSmR   
News About Me
Everyday Nothings 2.0
HEY I NEED EVERYONE'S HELP FOR A FRIEND OF MINE! HER AND HER FIANCE ARE TRYING TO WIN A CONTEST TO HELP THEM GET MARRIED. PLEASE GO TO https://apps.facebook.com/contestshq/contests/226973/voteable_entries/51288984 AND VOTE FOR THEM IF YOU HAVE FACE BOOK! THEY'RE VERY GOOD FRIENDS OF MINE. THEY ARE VERY GOOD PEOPLE AND THEY DESERVE THIS. THEY'RE IN TOP 3 AND ONE DAY LEFT OF VOTING. PLEASE GO VOTE AND I WILL BLING ANY ONE YOU WANT. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP!!! okay. you guys need to learn how to approach a woman. for real. There has been only a few (and I mean that literally) that haven't said something rude or disrespectful. I am not on here to be rudely hit on. Some examples: yesterday I logged on and someone had left me a msg saying "I want to cum all over you"..that is it. nothing else, not even a hello. this is NOT going to get a normal woman's attention. Look at my profile. Do I seem like the type of woman that would be like ooooh hell yea baby squirt your man jizz all over me? NO!
Catch Me If You Can [{read From The Bottom Up}]
Catch Me if You Can Chapter 1 The light breeze blew my hair out of my face, as I walked along the shore, letting the small waves make contact with my ankles. I walked further in the water, enjoying the cold feeling of it, while the sun beamed on my face. “You shouldn’t go too far, you might drown.” A voice gently said behind me. I spun on my heel, almost slipping on a piece of seaweed that was on the ocean ground. I regained balance by sticking one arm out, as I felt my face burning with embarrassment. I bravely looked up at the six foot figure that was at the edge of the water. His brown hair was dampened, yet it looked so soft, contrasting with his blazing blue eyes. “Don’t worry, I’m fine. I use to be a competitive swimmer.” I assured, stepping out of the water that covered my knees. The brown haired, blue eyed boy stood waiting for me, with an expression I
I Finally Found You ....
Never thought that I would find The one who'd steal my heart Someone who I could give my love Right from the very startIt seemed like there was nothing leftAll hope was gone from me I'd never find that special guy... It wasn't meant to be But then one day, to my surprise Inside my world you came And from that moment, I knew that I'd never be the same I've found who I have longed forAnd I thank God we're together I love you more each coming dayMy heart is yours forever
For My Friend......
Poetry
Memories drudge up From songs of past Life of the olde Which still hurts today Hoping thoughts leave I do not remember For times were different Then and now entertwined Will I ever forget those days Or suffer with each song played One really hits the heart Take it away from me The pain is deep And reality it did not seem Cause I can't move forward Each time it's sang So show me now And have it leave this place For I do not wish to suffer Over olde memories As darkness shrouds me I am all consumed In burning desire to end One and all that which Tears away flesh from bone The pain haunts my soulless being In true pandemonium A moon beautiful in the light, With a girl who brings me delight, Her spirit soft and gentle,
Girls
Girls get butterflies. Guys get boners. Girls play hard to get...Guys play to get hard. Girls dont need a short and tight skirt or a low cut top to impress a guy. A girl doesnt need a lot of make up on their face to look beautiful, all a girl needs to look beautiful is a nice personality, a natural smile, and to be true to themselves.
Met A Genius
Ridin' a train, from Boston to NYC, back in "98. ...not lookin' for friendly conversation. 6 year old kid sittin' across from me gazin' out the window. ...I liked him, he was quiet. After 20 minutes of watchin' the world fly by at 60 mph ...he turned to me and said, "Not very pretty is it?" ..I met a genius.
Cheap Air Max
While the Los Angeles Lakers were struggling nike free run shoes $50to save their season against the Denver Nuggets, the Oklahoma City Thunder were relaxing and enjoying the view. The Thunder took the court for the first time in nine days Monday night, and were they ready. Russell Westbrook and Kevin Durant combined for 52 points The Lakers had no rest, but the Thunder showed no rust. Things were a lot more competitive Monday in the Eastern Conference. The Philadelphia 76ers made six consecutive foul shots in the last 12 seconds to hold off the Boston Celtics 82-81 and tie their East semifinal series 1-1. Notoriously bad in close games during the regular season, the Sixers are finding the tight ones are more to their liking in the playoffs. Seventeen of the Sixers' 31 losses in the regular season were by seven or fewer points, but they are 4-1 in such games in the postseason after Monday's narrow win. "All season long we couldn't win these games, and now our guys are believing t
Reflections
These things that we support most well have nothing to do with up. And we do them out of boredom, or fear, or money or cracked intelligence; Our circle and candle of light being small SO small we cannot bear it, we heave out with idea and lose the Center. Like bein' all wax without the wick, and we see names that once meant wisdom, like signs into ghost towns ............................................................and only the graves are real. Our education system in the USA is absolutely under direct control of the politicians and corporations. These Priests-of-the-State select & train the teachers, vote the salaries and dictate what truths and lies the textbooks shall contain. The schools are run in the same fashion as the monastary's of old. "Come here and we will improve your minds free of charge!" So, the pure-hearted, rosy-cheeked little ones enter unsuspectingly. Gradually they are brought "under the influence". The grey brain pulp is forced out of their plast
Happy Mothers Day !! :)
I want to start off by saying this "red" journey has been eventful.  Just to let those know who want to be red, its not what you think.  It's an easy way to cause stress in your life, have to defend yourself constantly and lose a lot of money.   And put up with a lot of immature crap from people that have no RL.   Now what I am about to say does not apply to all "reds".  So now that i have that straight, I will move on.  People who know me well, know that I had decided weeks ago that my fu anniversary was the end of my red journey.  Why?  Because I do have a RL, and it requires more of my time.  Plus, when I first decided to try to be red several months ago, the "red" road was nice.  Now it is so cut throat with people who live for this place, who are jealous and would cut their own mothers throat just to get ahead.  Not a road I want to be on.  I found myself reacting to what people were saying and getting dragged into the drama.  When I realized this, I realized its not who i am an
General Thoughts
As I feared would be the case some of the poetry I posted was taken out of context. So while I will continue both series I had started along with another series that will be called sweet and sour I wont continue to post here. I have a web site where i post most of my poetry and that will continue. Sorry to those that were enjoying the work. ~Magic. I will be starting to post my own poetry here and creating various poetry series of related poems. Whenever I post poems, drama soon follows due to the following questions: "Did you write that for/about me?" or "Who did you write that for/about?" First of all if I do write a poem about you or anyone else specificly I will let you or them know directly. 2nd if I do write something about a specific person, itwill be VERY RARE that I will EVER post that poem publicly. If I take the tie to write something about someone specific, the only one that should read that is the person it was intended for. When I post poems I'm just trying to express
Just Athought.
Laying here tying not to think of you..nothing work's.All I see is you. I toss and turn and hear you call out my name. Then realize.It's the same j.... just anotyer cruel game.   WEN MY HEART BROKE..YU WERE THERE...THANK YOU. YOU PIKD ME UP N DUSTED ME OFF..THANK YOU. I SEE YOU IN MY DREAM'S..FEEL YOU IN MY HEART. OVER TIME YOU'VE GIVEN ME SO MUCHN TAUGHT ME HOW TO FORGIVE ,THE HARDEST THING'S... EVER..THANK YOU..XOXO..I MISS YOU. Yeswterday started out like anyothr.Then we meant...I was so happy. Sometime's I don't know what to do.Your eyes shine like Diamonds. I lose my mind everytime....I look @ you(THANK YOU)
What A Pos
Why in the world would somone take a game such as fumafia and bring it real by not only going to someones shout box calling them names repeatedly but then stoop so low as to rip the picture of her lil girl and post it on his page. I guess the world is truly gone mad and this individual has got to be so proud of himself at this point and today of all days it takes a real POS  like urself to stoop this low but well u managed  to do so didnt you well I think all of fubar should be aware of this person and let it be known that he does this type of thing so that it doesnt happen to you as well its  truly a shame when u get innocent  children involved in ur disturbing behavior kudos u have won the asshat of the year award make sure to pat urself on the back........  here is his link if anyone wants to know who the person is that would stoop to this level  http://fubar.com/5748212
Freedom
She follows broken footsteps, toward the rocky ledge. The flames have her surrounded, and she is at the edge. Invisible for all who pass, this girl who gave it all. I see her leaning forward, And then I see her fall. I feel the wind across her, Caressing her once more. I see the water clearly now, To cleanse her, evermore. The fire dances wildly as she soars into her place. Where she will meet the earth  and then feel it's embrace. The mask of who I want to be  is melting to my skin. I feel the searing pain of death This hell on Earth will win.
Net
I do not interact with Facebook, Twitter or any of the other social networking platforms. My reasoning is simple. Why in the world would I want to share my private thoughts and feelings with the world at large? What good could possibly come from me having a convenient outlet to express myself to millions of people? The more likely outcome is that in a misguided attempt to be funny or cute, I'd say something stupid and wind up getting publicly raked over the proverbial coals. Which is why I think the wiser path is to keep my opinions to myself. For example, if I were to feel moral outrage over an organization riddled with pedophiles expressing their moral outrage over cleavage, I certainly wouldn't tweet about it. And the photographs I've taken of myself wearing nothing but oven mitts and a tiara will never be shared on a Facebook page.                                                                                 NET                             
If I Fail So Be It!
Your chest speeds up, you realize you do have a heart. All the time you spent running, has landed you worlds apart. From life, a chance to live. Looking back, what I'd give. For a chance to go back, stop, rewind. To every possibility, I left behind. One emotion has ruled, it all. My inability to cave, to fall. Being weak wasn't an option, I couldn't stop the fear. When facing it might have saved me, these continuous tears. I never seen it before, but now I see it clear. I have stopped in my tracks, no more wasted years. I will not run, nor will I hide. I will run towards it, with arms open wide. If I fail, so be it, at least I tried. Then, I can face my reflection, with a little bit of pride.
Get A Little Closer Mom
Why is it dark? I can hear you scream. Where are you? Is this a dream? My arms aren't long enough, to reach inside. Where is it? I couldn't find it. Damn I tried. I searched everywhere, but you were always here. Stone cold, emotionless, not one single tear. The scars show my pain, but they are only skin deep. It's the one's that don't show, that weep. Starving, cold, broken and afraid. Shaking, breaking, waiting for the day. When you just get within, arms reach. That's the day, I get to teach. You a lesson in pain, and fear. Get a little closer Mom, I'm still here.
Won't Get You Very Far
Have you ever kept something hidden, about yourself? Locked it away, put it on the shelf. Fearing judgement, what people might say. Because it is different, they might not see it the same way. So you feel like you, have to hide. That's a part of yourself, you're keeping inside. It's not fair, to you nor to them. And by keeping it hidden, no one wins. Who you are, becomes a lie. You can't be who you truly are, no matter how hard you try. Because that little part of yourself, is digging a dark and deep hole. One you can't crawl out of, burying your soul. To everyone who refuses, to accept. Everything you are, until there is nothing left. Be all that you are, despite the cost. Be true to yourself, then nothings lost. Let it shine and be proud, of who you are. Pretending to be someone else, won't get you very far.
A Wise Man Once Said
A wise man once said, I am the strong one. That's when I started to believe, where it begun. Because he was right, I see that now. I have cried blood tears yet, I'm still here somehow. I am not sure if it's torture, or sorrow. When I wake up to face, another tomorrow. Regardless, I am here, and I am strong. I stand up for what I believe in, right or wrong. I love despite, the heartache. Constantly afraid, avoiding the break. No matter what the obstacle, I always prevail. I either walk upon the victory or, regret trail. The path doesn't matter, just moving is the goal. Toward your life, finding your soul. Once you find it, you're search will be complete. There's no medal of completion, or defeat. This is when you can finally sleep. In the arms of the one, who holds the key. Thank YOU so much, for believing in me. YOU opened my eyes, and now I see. That I was the strong one, from the very start. YOU looked inside, and seen my heart. YOU taught m
The Position Of Love
  Of the place of desolation, sand, and boredom, lies a beautiful maiden of a girl in the kingdom, when my heart weeped of lost memories and sadness, she found me and gave me hope for more memories and gratefulness, she showed me a light i thought not possible as she smiled and gave me open arms gave me hope of love, happiness, and light with out cause for doubt or alarm, when i embraced her, her soul so innocent yet michevious brought a smile, it would make me join the military and fight in rank and file, to cherish her, to love her, to protect her from harm from anything, she looked into my eyes as we embraced, looking for something, looking for the same which she gave me without a doubt in mind, I hope she will look and see deep, far, into my eyes and find, a soul that has been ravaged and i need of her and her light, just that beautiful smile on her loving face gave me a sight, that i wish i can see everyday of my life that so one day, she'll take me as hers and cal
New Song
Would love for someone to help me with naming this new song I wrote for my new cd.   It's raining outside lock the door throw away the keyAnd hold me tight my love.There's a fire inside me burning bright so you can find yourway through the storm.Saying I dont show my feelings often as i should.baby can you show me how to save me from myself this time.How this life has moved so quickly.Trying to hide the fear.holding back those tears i've cried.noone wants to see my weakness that grows inside of me.Weathered from the Storm!Quonking the memories terrified of whats in store.burried so deeply the pain.i'm caught in a cyclone although it seems im standing still.burning within my own shame.Saying I dont show my feelings often as i should.baby can you show me how to save me from myself this time.How this life has moved so quickly.Trying to hide the fear.holding back those tears i've cried.noone wants to see my weakness that grows inside of me.Weathered from the Storm!Sometimes i feel like i
Something To Write About
Romance leads to kisses..... Kisses leads to soft touches.... Touches leads to caresses.... Caresses leads to tenderness....   Eyes touching our souls.... Souls pouring out our emptiness... Emptiness filled full of love... And love to connection....   We move like harmony... Harmony like a sweet song... A song that none can know... Knowing each other's taste....   Our body sliding together.... Together making the world jealous... Jealous to have what we share... And Sharing we become as one...... Only youOnly You do I dream of, when my eyes close in sleepOnly you do I think of, when the world sinks beneath my feet.Only you do I wait for, though others leave you behindOnly you do I live for, Heart, Soul, and Mind.Only you will I fight for, when enemies come your wayOnly you will I die for, though I pray it not be todayOnly you will see my tears, as you wipe them from my faceOnly you will hold me, and bring me into your grace.Only you will I search for, though I may be
New Top Ten :)
Well where do i even begin?...Honestly right here..Over the last few months i got back into the whole ranking thing, probaly worst thing i ever done again.But guess what its fubar an it sucks ya right in...However we all know that when playing the ranking game it can get dirty however i have never had haters over a family spot good thing...An hopfuly it stays like this...Like for one no names but this red an i traded fam spots during that time, a little bit ago she came to my shout box an told me she would be removing me because she was no longer ranking But yet she is still top red lol ...An even though i  had thought i was in her fam more then just for rates cause we auctally chatted!!...I guess i wasnt which was fine with me...I wasnt mad i didnt commit fu suide an i still rate her daily...So moving on..But im getting tired summer is almost over, i probaly wont be around much anymore...Just here an there so ive been trying to know come to terms with who is my friend an who wants me
Fubar
fubar is a very confusing site when i first joined but now that i have the hang of it im so addicted to a point. i love it!
Davinchi World
My entire life I always wanted to be an actor in Hollywood!!! I had day dreams and night dreams about having starring roles in Hollywood. With Directors like Steven Spielberg and co-starring with Legendary actors like The Greatest of all time Al Pacino… This was before becoming a hip-hop artist and beginning the grind of a lifetime!!! I started in the music business in 2001 & began growing my Family Crest 6 years ago starting it all on the infamous Myspace! I have gone thru disappointment after disappointment that my manager would present to me & heartbreak after slammed door in my face. I have been turned down more times then I can count… and I never gave up… I kept writing new songs & lived in the studio.. Til I earned my first break being signed after winning over Kenny M aka The Wizard with a production deal. I knew that after the signing the hard work really was about to begin with a fury!!! In 2010 I paid for my own airline ticket and flew to Indi
Sensual Seductions
She walks slowly into the room her short ruby red satin dress caressing every tempting curve deliciously...Her long luscious legs catching the eye of every gentleman in the room as she passes them one by one...Slowly she walks up the steps, the silky fabric of her dress sliding along her velvety skin giving tantilizing glimpses of her firm round bare buttocks...She moves the heavy velvet curtains aside with one spike heeled foot and slips her leg out slowly...She reaches down and lightly runs her perfectly manicured fingertips along the smooth surface of her leg from ankle to mid thigh before stepping fully out from the curtains...She watches the audience carefully as she sashays out onto the stage, the sway of her hips being followed by every eye in the room...She has them in the palm of her hand as she approachs the steel pole in the middle of the stage and holds it tight as she expertly swings one long tanned leg around it and leans back;her long wavy red hair swaying in the breeze
Randomness
Okay...so I don't blog like this usually. I had an amazing day today, but something so trivial hit me out of left field, and I was taken aback by how seemingly fragile this tough as nails woman can be.  How is it I can survive major life traumas and threats but something that shouldn't even register on the radar can send me spiraling? I pride myself on being strong, able, intelligent, and logical. I get so angry when what I feel doesn't fit with that. I want to just lock it away and throw the away the key, to just control my feelings. That's just not me. I guess its hard to be an extremely passionate person without having both the good and the bad passion.  I just feel so vulnerable and that is the one feeling that I cannot tolerate in my life right now. That's all....and for those of you who I talk to off of fu...no this had nothing to do with anyone on fu....just venting. *kisses*
Life As We Know It
Its pretty cool... that through the internet, you can meet people from all walks of life. Different perspectives, and have amazing conversations with people. It is a great way to widen the social gap and come together and initiate conversations, learn so many new things!! I met a really great guy, who just out of being kind, helped me with my chemistry homework. I talk to other people who are either out of the military and moving on with great sucess, and others that kind of got lost, and i can lend a helping hand or a listening ear. This has been a fantastic experience. I wish more people would be open.. and listen to what people have to say, listen with there hearts. Its not about bling, or like me fan me ect ect... its a great way to become more socially aware.. and have some fun while your at it Remember.. at the end of it all, all that matters is love. Did you love with the whole of your heart? do the people in your life know you love them.. i hope you make sure to do that EVERY

Love Poems
What I Love About YouI love the way you look at me,Your eyes so bright and blue.I love the way you kiss me,Your lips so soft and smooth.I love the way you make me so happy,And the ways you show you care.I love the way you say, "I Love You,"And the way you're always there.I love the way you touch me,Always sending chills down my spine.I love that you are with me,And glad that you are mine. Close your eyesGo to sleep.Find your soul In arms I'll keepDream you Little dark DreamIn your eyesThere's a glowSee your dreamsNow you knowDream
Found This I Love It
*sigh* 1. When she walks away from you mad[ Follow her ]2. When she stares at your mouth[ Kiss her ]3. When she misses you[ She's hurting inside ]4. When she starts cussing at you[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]5. When she's quiet[ Ask her whats wrong ]6. When she ignores you[ Give her your attention ]7. When she pulls away[ Pull her back ]8. When you see her at her worst[ Tell her she's beautiful ]9. When you see her start crying[ Just hold her and don't say a word ]10. When you see her walking[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]11. When she's scared[ Protect her ]12. When she lays her head on your shoulder[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]13. When she looks at you in your eyes[ Don't look away until she does ]14 .When she doesn't answer for a long time[ Reassure her that everything is okay ]15. When she says that she loves you...[ She really does; MORE than you could understand ] – hazine *sigh* 1. When she walks away from you mad[ Follow her ]2. When she st
7 Up
7 UP passed away on March ??, 2012. Mindy fought a long battle and is now in a much better place with no more pain and suffering. She is surely missed and many of us feel as if a part of us is gone as well.   She may be gone, but will never be forgotten. She lives on in the hearts and minds of all those she came into contact with. I will be updating this as I get the correct info and plan to convert 7's New Heaven as a tribute lounge to Mindy, so that all those that loved her can still be close to her in some way.  
Bling/rates
Well... as most of fu knows, alot of the people on here beg for bling packs or bling credits and don't ever do anything in return accept send fubucks... Or show ass and tits... I dont want to be one of those people who just beg for bling packs... Im always trying to make offers for bling credits... So lets see how this goes... its a win win situation... i get bling credits and we both get points... On days that there are unlimited 11s, i will rate your pictures for bling credits... Heres the break down..... 100 Pics = 1 Credit, 300 Pics = 2 bling credits, 500 Pics = 3 Bling credits, 800 Pics = 4 bling credits, 1000 Pics 5 Credits, Up To 1500 = 10 Credit, Finally, All Of Your Pics For A 25 Credit Bling Pack   Another thing that i will do is i will collect 5 bling credits to go towards a GM, and I will add you to my family so when I run the GM you will be in my fam... I will even rate pics for those 5 credits...   If you are interested in any of this drop me a PM an
Le Achievement...
I need to get the hippo..bunny..or bear LE bling to meet an achievement. I have been trying to get these achievements done as much as I can.  I am willing to pimp you out..and boost your points..and rate pics.. Just let me know! 
Poem
Now I realize too late Maybe it was just fate Why couldn't I see What you really need I am the one that could have been Why was I so blind to see? We were there, just you and me Now alone I sit Missing the fire that we lit That flame is now blown out Never to burn again without a doubt So I sit here thinking of you and I I just ask the stars, why? oh why? There is nothing to do Its time to get over you. So I say good bye to all we had This is just too sad I wish I didn't have to go through that door I realize that you want me no more.       Why do I try? When I know it will just make me cry. I cant help the way I feel Pain that is too real Just one more kiss You are who I miss A smile from your heart This is tearing me apart There will come a day Where you will want me to stay I wont be there for you to see I realize you never wanted me. Kiss me Im not who you think I am Hold me You feel the fire? I will pray for
Hair Color
The Writings Of A Demigod
Tear...my...flesh apart Quickest way to my heart Cut...me...to the bone Pain is like a pheromone Split...me...right in half No better way to make me laugh   Now take your shiny knife!! (if you want to abuse me) You can scar me for life!! (you can never refuse me)   Rip...me...limb by limb Don't hold back just make it grim Pierce...me...in the lung Now lick the crimson with your tongue Slice...me...in the face Maim the parts I can't replace   So take your shiny knife!! (if you want to abuse me) You can scar me for life!! (you can never refuse me)   Stab...me...repeatedly Watch as blood pours out of me Claw...me...with your nails Bleed me dry when all else fails Slay...me...with a grin Cauterize then start again  
Me
to be seeking what I can never have.I search and search and never find.then one day it hits homelike a toin of bricks onto my head it dose fallI am seeking what I will never find.I hunt and hunt and nothing comes close.I see many things that seem to be it.I fall for the tricks and for the lies.I leave my head and let only my heart seek.I seek what I will never find.My heart dose find what it seeks.But never within reach.always to be just out of reach from an out stretched handthrough my fingers it slides like sandI seek what I can never have.I look around me and see nothinglooking far away I can see my prize but it seems to ever be moving.as if the sands of times and the fates themselves stand to stop meI want what i can never reach.wants scattered through the ages betray what my heart doth seek.maybe one day I will find it.one day i willhave what it is I seek all the anger deep insidea little demon along for a rideit will make you fell its rightbut will never give you sightof what it
In A Nutshell
Life
I can never get my mind off her, I wonder if she'd mind if i'd, make her my own, and never let her go, hug her tight, treat her right, act all polite, take her on a date, make sure i'm never late, kiss her on her lips, talk about our kids, Make her feel like princess, living in a castle, hope that is not too much hassle, But i am so blessed, hope i can be the best, hold you tight, have your rest, on my chest, pass the test, NOW YOUR MINE! my life is not easy by no means the life of a soldiers is trough but i steady the crose and drive on we cant let life get us down when we hit a wall as a soldier we go over it under it arounf it or through it life is the same way so stop bitching and just man up and get back inro the fight bacuse we can use the man power that we alll have in our hearts and use our pride and desrtoy the enmy and be the best, so fight and dont give up dont quiet and dont say never
My Facets
I have found a new strength, a new faith. I have a new facet and it does fight back when you awaken it. But, this facet is not your past demons and evils, so do not dare compare it to them. It will never degrade you, make you feel less than you are. It will never strike you down and never strike back physically. It will restrain you when you strike it and envelop you with it's loving arms.
Religion
SELF HELL  The bible doesn't even begin to describe what true self hell is. Nor does it tell you the simple fact that self hell is worse then hell or anything else in the world or anyone can throw at you. Nothing truelly compares to the hell you put yourself in because you put yourself there and are constantly reminded of that ever seccond of the day. Think having a broken heart is hard what if your the one that caused that broken heart and destroyed your love life forever or better yet what if you cursed yourself so bad to the point where your heart will never love again.      There is no contract to sign with anyone to fix this. You can't simply go to a doctors office tell them your sick and you need a prescription for such and such problem and poof you get it and in like 2 weeks its all gone. There is no amount of therapy that can fix this problem either its not like you can go to the psych's office get analyzed have them tell you exactly whats wrong with you then go to a certai
Idk:
I was hopitalized back in Febuary for awhole month come to find out i had a virus called sepsis and my mom is bitching saying Tim is the cause of the situatiom what fucking situation He did give me the dam virus its not contactable dam.Also She likes to judge dam people before She even gets tp know them that pisses me off bad.Also she is saying that prison is the same thing as jail it isent he is in jail and the dam envalope has the word jail on it no prison he isent sentence to there yet and wont be cause he fucking just got it for possesion of stolen property and breaking entry and assult shit.Everybody makes mistakes and hopefully learns from them.    
For The Love Of Trucks America
A life changing career decision   Two years ago I decided to pursue a new career; with all of my professional driving experience the most logical progression for me was to become a tractor-trailer driver. Big rigs have always fascinated me, the power and ability to move 40 American tons down the highway.   I made up my mind and chose Stevens Transport to train me. What a life changing decision that was. Stevens Transport is a family oriented company. They are focused on safety and fuel efficiency. I learned some of the most important information of my life from my teachers and trainers in school. After completing school and acquiring my CDL class A license, I found out what people who don’t drive big rigs hardly know or understand. So I started this blog to share my experiences and understandings with others. I hope that more people will consider being more cautious in their driving.    The Myth and the Majesty of Trucking in America    The minds of people in America have
My Daughter
I just want to let  people know that i do know, that i am loved out here . i never talk about my  problems or life on this site ,cause it is a game. But now i have some people asking questions.so i guess it is time after 3 years of being on here to talk and not hide my daughter. I have a 15 year old daughter  named jessica, she was born with  many  medical problems. she is G-tube fed and has a seizure disorder and she does not feel and pain. she is roded and fused  in her back . she is my  Angel.Some people think i am a low life and just sit on fu all day, but i don't. i have a full time job. keeping my daughter alive.she has not gag so she can choke and turn blue and stop breathing at anytime.you have no clue what it is like to resuscitate ur own child .this isnt not for ppl to feel bad for me. but maybe for ppl to understand me. and DONT FEEL BAD FOR HER SHE IS A FIGTHER . she  has made it  agaist all odds and she walks and tries to talk and can understand everything,BUT FORM TI
About Cielo.
Hello Fubarians! I'm going to be creating a family soon and i'm lookingfor members to join me!Family Members core roles:(1) Help other family members level(2) Be there for one another(3) Loyalty.If you think this is for you, Shoutbox me please? 
Cannabis Culture & News
  It's been a long two years since Arizona voters approved medical marijuana for their residents in need. Now the doors are finally opened to the states first medical cannabis dispensary. Arizona Organix opened their doors Thursday morning as the first operational medical marijuana dispensary in Arizona. They were met by several dozen patients lining up to obtain their medication. The line wrapped around the building at the Glendale location were the first of 96 applicants chosen through a lottery from 126 geographic areas across the state. The establishment conducts business with a professional approach and atmosphere. It is set up like a doctor's office with a waiting room, a front desk and room to meet with a medical marijuana professional and a variety of medication. Consultants privately discuss the ailments with the patient to help determine which strains will treat their conditions best. "I've been waiting a long time for this," said Charles Everett, a chronic p
I Need Mercs In Fumafia!!
I need Mercenari
192.168.2.1. An Ip Address
Aside from 192.168.1.1, an additional personal Ip that is regularly used is without question 192.168.2.1, and additionally for example the alternative personal IPs, its own role is usually to sustain the computer data that passes through it.As with every other laptop or computer machine, IP address 192.168.2.1 utilises routers to be able to pass on information and facts back and forth from the World-wide-web to be able to the networking system node. Aside from applying the Network Address Translation, the modem includes a public IP address. This is just what the computer systems in the networking system utilize like identifiers anytime browsing through the Internet.It must be explained that mainly certified network systems administrators really should have authority to access 192.168.2.1 qualities along with their functions, as making any adjustments towards them may have an impact on the computer units incorporated with the actual computer network. Similarly, virtually any attempt to
Maryam's Poems
Suddenly all the people who matters to me "disappear" And make up any bullshit excuse just so to be forgiven I hope it will be the last time, but sadly it became a habit The more i hear your bullshit, the you push me away I fed up and walk away Days become weeks Weeks become month later on, you call or txt saying you miss me What you except me to do Tell you that i miss you Tell you that i was fine, but all i did was waiting for you Tell you that you left a huge emptiness in my heart when u left me Did it satisfy you to torture me or did i became a toy for you to mess with You have done enough of damage already, why did you have To come back       Written By: MaryoOm BrokenHeart I know how you feel for me But im too scared to take a step forward You know i got hurt before You dont know how painful it was I wasnt sure i would even get over it, but i did Now, nothing is the same My feelings is unreliable
Randomness
  When I first heard about bath salts I didn't know what they were, I thought they were the things you put in bath water to make your skin soft. I mean, people smoke nutmeg, huff spraypaint, all kinds of things to try and get high so ingesting personal hygiene products didn't seem any stranger than that. But that's not what they are, they're a synthetic drug that apparently mimics meth, coke, and/or ecstacy. The reason they're called bath salts is because when a drug is brand new it's legal until the authorities discover it and make it illegal... so if they called it "New Meth" well, that might be a bit too obvious. So the first time I heard about it, it was maybe early 2011 and bath salts were still legal here. I heard two stories that were supposed to happen close to where I live: 1. A lady called 911 to report someone breaking into her house. The police arrived and didn't get an answer so they went through the unlocked door. They couldn't find any signs of forced entry, didn't s
C.w.'s Blog
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What I Want Out Of My Spouse.
Will You Ever Know
I don't think you willever fully understandhow you've touched my lifeand made me who I am.I don't think you could ever knowjust how truly special you arethat even on the darkest nightsyou are my brightest star.I don't think you will ever fully comprehendhow you've made my dreams come trueor how you've opened my heartto love and the wonders it can do.You've allowed me to experiencesomething very hard to findunconditional love that existsin my body, soul, and mind.I don't think you could ever feelall the love I have to giveand I'm sure you'll never realizeyou've been my will to live.You are an amazing personand without you I don't know where I'd be.Having you in my lifecompletes and fulfills every part of me.
Bi Or Curious Hers's Your Answer
Attention Ladies!!!! or even men ..... I'm sure there are alot of woman out in this world that say they are bi sexual after kissing a girl once. Guess what that does not make you bi sexual. You are just a little curious. Until u have pussy juice running down your chin and wanting more and more you are not bi sexual. So remember if you like to kiss a girl when your drunk and out danceing you are not bi sexual sorry but it's only the truth.
Great Love:ageless Love!!!
Hello,my dear friends:What is your view on the ageless love,right or wrong?If you think that age is not a problem as long as both sides are happy,or you want to find friends who have the same view like you?Or you want to find your true love?I am very happy to share with you my views on love , love should not be shackled by age, country and other reasons , in my opinion , as long as both sides are really in love , then they are happy , if you think so , then the you can go to this site to see more informations.www.agedate.com, a nice and free place for women and men to interact with each other,you can get many opportunities to find good men or women.In fact,the site was my best friend suggested to me,and i found it's really useful for singles,so i'd like to share with you.Perhaps you would be interested in or introduced to your friends .If you have registed,it's my honor which your share your username to me,so i can find and add you as friend.
Fake Freedom Og
SO i guess i pissed some one off enough for them to want to bring my name into the dirt well im glad i got under ur skin who ever you are!! yes i play this game hard and im damn good at it but im honest and i dont scam any one  and people know this so who ever it is that decided to set up a fake account under the name freedomog and rip people off  good try but i am the one and only freedom og and the pretender im guessing is just mad they cant beat me .good show mr fake ass freedom of good show loser lol make a fake account and rip people off its ur karma and the fact remains u still cant beat me  (for any one that is wondering what im talking about check out my photo album "fake freedom og fuck you 
Hey... You!!!
Ok people... for all those guys who pass around their number to everyone... i dont want your number. so dont give it to me... maybe if i asked for it, yeah thats fine because im interested in you... but if im not even talkin to you and you just throw your number at me... yeah im never gonna text you or call you... reason why i dont text is because i get a number and start texting... then an hour later the person disappears... ummm... not worth it to me.. sooo the little number who read this, you have been warned.. hey people i need some lovins... add, rate, like, fan me... please!!!! im flippin awesome!!!!
Isnt It Funny How Some Ppl Think Fumarriage Is Real Lol
Spell CheckerI halve a spelling checker, It came with my pea see. It plainly marks four my revue Mistakes I dew knot sea.Eye strike a key and type a word And weight four it two say Weather eye am wrong oar write  It shows me strait aweigh.As soon as a mist ache is maid It nose bee fore two long And eye can put the era rite Its rarely ever wrong.I've scent this massage threw it, And I'm shore your pleased too no Its letter prefect in every weigh; My checker tolled me sew. lol lost my last blog so blog blog blog lol :) have a good day fubar 
Fuhoaring Tips
I've read a lot of blogs on how to do this, but I think they make it sound too hard.  I've tried nearly a dozen times to get this, and there's one main trick to mastering the cherry inferno:  ONLY BOMB FOLDERS THAT HAVE BEEN RECENTLY BOMBED. This way, they'll have the "Bomb This Folder" link already in place.  If you try to just do your friends & family, and they haven't been bombed recently, you'll have to refresh AFTER your 30 second delay is complete.  This wastes precious seconds.  There are a few ways to accomplish this:  Go to hottest --> members, and choose either the left or the right column.  This way, you'd have a numbered list to go off so you know how many folders you've bombed.  You might want a paper/pencil to tally those top members who might have private profiles or have blocked you.  Alternately, make up a bookmark list of all your friends and family, run a bomb to make sure they're all bombed, and then run a second to do this achievement.  I would have done this if
My Roleplay World
MY ROLEPLAY WORLD IS A ABOUT A FICTIONAL VAMPIRE CLAN AND THE LIFE OF ITS MEMBERS, NAMELY THE KING (BASED COMPLETELY ON ME AND FEATURING POPULAR CHARACTERS FROM TV, MOVIES, MUSIC, VIDEO GAMES, COMICS, ETC) PICKING UP AFTER RECENT EVENTS. SO IF NAMES AND STUFF SOUND FAMILIAR I DID IT ON PURPOSE. DEAL WITH IT. AND FOR ALL THE SICK PEOPLE (LIKE MYSELF *SMILES DEVILISHLY*) THERE WILL BE NSFW PARTS IN LATER CHAPTERS, SO WHEN IT COMES TO IT I WILL MARK THE SECTION AS ADULT OR M. ANYONE WHO MARKS THE ENTIRE BLOG AS NSFW GETS BLOCKED AND REPORTED. CHAPTER 1: INTRODUCTION/THE STATE OF THE FAMILY On a quiet piece of flat land somewhere in the Carolina mountains. a large stone and steel castle sits silent after the divorce its king just went through. sitting in his study, thinking of the state of the family, the king, Brian, rendered near crippled from years of strenuous battles with demons, werewolves, monsters and human enemies over the past several years ponders what could possibly be next.
Cinderella
We all know how Cinderella wanted to go to the ball but her wicked stepmother wouldn't let her and then the fairy godmother pops up and gives Cinderella some good news: The fairy godmother tells Cinderella that she will provide for her everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on 2 conditions. Cinderella asks what she needs to do and the fairy godmother replies, "First, you must wear a diaphragm." Cinderella's mouth drops open and says, "You must be crazy! I'm on the pill, and I don't need to wear a diaphragm." The fairy godmother reminds Cinderella about all the handsome princes that will be attending the ball that night, and Cinderella agrees to wear a diaphragm. "Well, what's the second condition?" Cinderella asked. The fairy godmother replies, "You must be back home by 2:00 AM. Well, Cinderella explains that if she's gonna go party with the princes, she wants to be out all night long. The fairy godmother tells Cinderella that if she's not home by 2AM, then her diaphragm will
To Taste Her
this is a writing from a dream i had just last night almost as if i was out of body.....   she was sitting on the bench at the picnic table where we had our first date. It was dark but i couldsee her very well from the lights on top of the levee. I was merely feet away, standing in the shadows. but she couldnt see me. she was waiting for me but i didnt want to speak just yet, i just wanted to watch her. i could feel the blood and adrenaline pumping violently through my veins. i was on fire on the inside, and my heart radiated through my chest and face. it was all that i could do to not race up to her and rip her clothes offright there in the park. my god i wanted her. to taste her... dear god that taste. it was still so vivid in my memory that i could still taste her wonderful juices on my tongue even after all this time.   my breathing quickened, and my pulse raced. the breeze changed direction towards me, and i could smell... could it really be?... yes... my god i could sm
Things That Pi$$ Me Off About Fubar
This is the place to post your fubar gripes. My list includes in no particular order: 1. People with private profiles... if you want to be Anonymous... why are you even here... 2. People re-posting as their status something that dares you to comment only if you re-post 3. People using their status to piss and moan about their real life... if I wanted to hear that I would log off and return to my own real life 4. People posting as their status that they are bored... no $h1t... do you think I would be on fubar if I had somethng to do 5. People posting in their status that they are lonely... get off the freaking computer and go meet actual people More to come later...
No Drama Summer Tour '12
Virginia, June 8 (AP) -- On a cool night in Dumfries, VA Good2BeDaPNessKing prepares for another long journey in this thing we call life. He closes this chapter of the book we call Life with a couple of very good friends. Lorenzo said, "I've known this lil f*$&3R for too long, I know we will see each other again," as they sat there eating chicken wings at Buffalo Wild Wings at the Potomac Mills. With Yuengling in hand, DaPNessKing cheered his friends and family on the great times he had here in Virginia, and toasted to the the well wishes on his impending drive across country. With scheduled stops in Gettysburg, PA; Pittsburgh, PA; Ohio; Tennessee; Arkansas; and Texas he plans on making this drive an adventure. King was heard repeatedly saying, "How often do you get paid to take 30+ days vacation to drive across the country to see sights, family and friends." The hard part for him is saying good-bye to those that are close to him. We are always left hurting when we say farewell, but
Naughty Survey
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName: Jon Birthday: January 11, 1980 Birthplace: Winter Park, FL. Current Location: Orlando, FL. Eye Color: blue Hair Color: Brown Height: 5'9" Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Irish, German, Polish, English, I don't know the rest The Shoes You Wore Today: none yet Your Weakness: When a girl looks into my eyes like she's looking into my soul Your Fears: heights, heights, and heights Your Perfect Pizza: Its a tie between pepperoni and sausage Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Go to school for web development, go racing again Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: 5 more minutes? Your Best Physical Feature: Probably eyes Your Bedtime: Whenever I get tired Your Most Missed Memory: Racing my Dad's car Pepsi or Coke: Dr Pepper (duh) MacDonalds or Burger King: Both Single or Group Dates: Single...gives u more time to get to know the person! Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Pu
I Am Who I Am
If u only knew just how much I hunger for just one taste From your deep ebony eyes to the soles of your feet I quietly wait to consume it all without haste Skin like silk and taste of honey oh so sweet You walk with the commanding presance of a true king Try as I might I can't get my fill of you it's jus to much I am captivated by your body and the heat you alway bring My mind continually haunted by the phantom of your touch I am rendered completely helpless by your undeniable charms My secrete addiction I can't quit no matter how I try I dreamt of us laying feverishly in each others arms The feel of your suculent lips forever emprined in my mind's eye My Dark Chocolate I egarly wait to bathe in your embrace As I desretely remember our last meeting I begin to lust
Xiaopin
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Why Lie?
Lying...I know that Fubar is a fantasy game, a social network, a place where you can be anything you want to be, but guys and gals...lying right out of the gate is just flat out WRONG! Take me for instance...everyone who comes across my page, knows I'm married; knows I'm a huge FLIRT;and knows that my marriage is not exactly happy. When I talk to guys and gals on fubar, I'm honest with them. I tell them, "yes...I'm married, yes, I live with my in laws and my husband and stepson, no, I am not currently working." My cards are all out on the table, and there isn't any room for wondering if I'm being honest or not. If you want to lie about your actual whereabouts, fine, your actual age, fine, your employment status, fine...but don't lie about your relationship status.  Me, and everyone would appreciate that you are at least honest on that subject. Why lie about that anyways? Do you really want to hook up with someone badly enough that you will lie to them and tell them you are single? W
Once Again......
I've been thinking about these three words that have been tossed around to me and many others. Those words would be "I love you" I love you....Doesnt sound like that would be a tough thing to hear right?...I mean, I HAVE love for lots of people..meaning I care if they live or die or get hurt. But to Truly Love someone....Truly...those things don't happen overnight. Even if you've talked to someone over the phone, internet or text for years. Once you meet in person its as if you are learning about that person all over. Because people can and do appear on their best behavior when they aren't in front of you...You never really know someone until you've known them in person for a while...and even then..sometimes you don't see the real deal. Why people easily toss these three words around is beyond me. I wonder if when they use these words do they know the impact it can bring? I look at it this way. If you can toss those words around as easily as say "Hi" or "GoodMorning". Then you don't
Random Things
This jerk came to my page and in my SB being rude, even after he was told to back off, then i find out he stold a pic of me out of my album and wont delete is. Ladys watch out for this scum!!!!   loverboyhttp://b.pcc1.fubar.com/64/12/7942146/tn_4167661933.jpg">@ fubar                  
Good Woman
A Woman cried half her life "I want a good man!"A good man walks by and says"I am a good man.I can't give you diamonds,but promise to treat you like one,I can't give you the moonbut will kiss you tenderly under it each night,I can't build you a castlebut I pledge to protect you like a fortress.I do not have a white horse or shining armorBut I am your knight for as long as you want me to be.I am not the answer to your every questionI am not a solution to your every problemI am not here to obey your every whimBut no matter what - I will be here for youYours as I am, Anytime you need meI will hold your hand and wipe your tearsI will talk to you and be honest with youI will do my best to do all that I can for youAnd I will love you for all that you are.A Woman looks at the Good Man.Thinks and frowns for a minute."Keep walking, loser."And on he walked to find his good woman.And on she cries for a good man. A store that sells new husbands has opened in New York City, where a woman may go to
Random Thoughts
I don't regret my past, I just regret the time I wasted on the wrong person~~unknown   A relationship isn't going to make me survive. It's the cherry on top.~~Jennifer Aniston   There are two primary choices in life: to accept current situations as they exist, or accept the responsibility for changing them. You can't make a person listen to the words they don't want to hear.  You can't make them ask the questions, when they are afraid of the answers.  So you just go on biting your tongue, hoping they figure it out.   What is worse - Making a big mistake in life, or living the rest of your life saying "if only."? Every day is a brand new day we have the choice to make it the best day we can imagine. It's ours to move in any direction we want, positively or negatively   If someone wants to be a part of your life, they will make an effort to be in it! "People never know how special someone is until they leave, but maybe sometimes its important to leave, so they are given that cha
Fumafia
The bounty on the hit list is higher than what you really get.  here is one to show you what im talking about. just KILLED Daddy's F*ck Toy and collected a bounty of $97,513,798,608, with $1,000,000 going to turf tax ok so you would think you could figure out the amount you got.     97,513,798,608-1,000,000= 97,512,798,608  that is WRONG here is what you really get  Your enemy is dead! You have collected a bounty of $92,638,108,678  so the math looks like this  97,513,798,608-4,875,689,930=92,638,108,678 SO YOU ARE HAVING MORE THAN 1MIL TAKEN FROM YOUR BOUNTY!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry To All That I May Have Mislead Somehow
Living is like dancing. People unintentionally bump into each other and step on each other’s toes daily. Some people are clumsy, frequently falling over their own feet, taking others with them to the floor. Fact is people do hurt each other daily in many ways, and most of the time we do it unintentionally.. Most of us believe that we havebeen betrayed by someone outside of us in other words someone has done something to hurt us,been dishonest or broken a promise made:some trust in some concept was broken.I MAY have not followed through on a PROMISE MADE ... But I DID TAKE CARE OF MY RESONBILITY , Just took a bit longer than I wanted it to and said it would ..  I have never meant to mislead anyone on here .. Yes I live with a ( Lady ) She is a friend that owns a house and I rent a room from her.. IF I WAS seeing someone or dating someone I respect that person that I am " Involved " with .. I would never call anyone from the house phone if I was trying to hide something ...Enough
Stories
The Gambler     Kathy was born witha streak of luck a mile long, No matter what the bet and what the game sheseemed to always win and also when to back away from a wager. Over the yearsshe learned to listen to her gut feelings and know when to bet and when to notbet. Kathy has bet some large amounts of cash to even sexual bets alwayswinning them, by now Kathy has bet all kinds of things and was pretty callus towhat wagers were on the table. All of the men and women she bet with alwayspaid in full there depts. Without question of hesitation some would beembarrassed some owing cash even whole paychecks (though she would return themdue to her own sense of morals.). Kathywas 30 years old and in a good job due to her luck, beautiful, due to her powerand money she was well sought after as a bachelorette. But her luck wouldchange when a 25 year old man would enter her life delivering mail in heroffice building. “You must be the new mail clerk” Kathy asks Joe. “Yes MissSmith” Jo
Fucking Joke
I AM WRITING THIS BECAUSE I HAVE COME TO FIND OUT ALL THE PEOPLE ON HERE THAT I HAVE HELPED ON HERE ARE JOKE. I HAVE HELPED SO MANY OF U & WHAT DO I GET NOTHING. NO ONE IS THERE TO HELP ME. I HAVE BEEN TOLD THE ONLY WAY I WOULD GET ANY HELP IS OF I PUT UP A NSFW FOLDER & TELL PEOPLE THEY HAVE TO GIVE CREDITS IF THEY WANT TO SEE IT. BULLSHIT. I AM BETTER THEN EVERYONE ON HERE THAT HAS ONE. U WILL NEVER FIND ONE ON MY PROFILE. ALL U COME TO ME ASKING FOR HELP. WELL GUESS WHAT. GO ASK SOMEONE ELSE BECAUSE I AM NOT HELPING ANOTHER PERSON FOR AS LONG AS I AM ON HERE. U ALL BLOW. I AM SO TIRED OF HELPING ANYONE & EVERYONE. KISS MY LILY WHITE A**. I NEVER CAME ACCROSS SO MANY STUCK UP PEOPLE WHO TELL ME THEY ARE MY FRIEND. GOOD JOKE.
Music Lyrics
Look at all the bullshit I been throughIf I take you home, will you tell the truthLook at all the bullshit I been throughIf I take you home, will you tell the truthMomma take this mothafuckin' block offTryna reach you everyday, collect callsNever get through, and I go through withdrawalsSay who told you that I wanted this doorTo slam shut, I just wanted to vent orAsk you if you give me your rent forA attorney, I can pay you back moreSoon as I get out, yea every rack is yoursCommissary running low, I need helpNot too much, I hustle up the rest myselfK Dot wrote me saying Marcus got killedIf you knew me, then you know how bad I feelQuisha prove me wrong, and never came to visitAnd I heard she fucking on some other niggaAnd my niggas left me in the dark, blindMama just get back at me this last time   Men lie, Women lieMen lie, Women lieMen lie, Women lieMen lie, Women lieLook at all the bullshit I been throughIf I take you home, will you tell the truthMama take this mothafuckin' block o
In The Tall Grass
Come lay in my tall grass, lose yourself for a bitFor in this it will be as a lifetime Come smell the scented mint and touch me where i will remember For I crave all that is you
I'm Back!
---UPDATE--- 6/14/2012 -- 5:43amI know I've been gone for a long while, but I can officially say I've never been better! Rumors are indeed true, that things really do get worse before they get better. I'm here to say now, NEVER let go of your dreams and true friends. Your dreams and friends will go wherever you go. Through the worst of places to insure support. My dreams have landed me with 4 business licenses. Tattoo's, Bikes, Paints and Graphics. Took me less than a year I might add! I've only been gone around 9 - 10 months. Still a long time, could have been done sooner. Which it kinda was... Like 6 months. I guess I've been wrapped up. But 9 - 10 months... Figured I would update you peeps like I said I would. So there it is and I'll do my best to keep all my friends updated! I'll post project pics and everything up as soon as I can!
Dress For Success ( A Realized Dream )
Thomis Edison once said "Opportunity is often missed by most people because it is dressed in overalls and looks like work"... Truer words have never been said.     I take the term "Dress for Success" to mean a multitude of things, dressing like you mean to take the world, dressing like you mean to impress a hot date, and dressing yourself.. to be able to look in the mirror and say "I am proud of you".  Dress for Success meaning you are mentally, spiritually, and physically ready to succeed.  But we all know life is very hard.. everyone needs help, not everyone is offered the same chances to just instantly jump into something good..  Life takes hard work. and a Dream.. Let me explain in further detail.   Before i grew up, i was nineteen years old when i was first homeless, I had the right idea's but wasn't in the position to do anything, nor was i smart enough to even know what I was doing.  During the time i was homeless i was however fortunate enough to have a job. But the job pai
Germs Of Pain
Adeceit in lovebrings alongthegerms of pain.Highly contaminatedwithdiseases likeemptiness and silence.Sometimes burn the heartwith unforgettable pastandsometimes freeze itwith old thoughts.Undetectable,till they coveryour smilewithrashes of tears.Not even the best medicineworks;drug of laughter only multipliestheinfected cells of broken heart..
Dont Believe In Love Anymore
Waking up to a text by the pillow," Its over, I'm sorry but this justisn't working out anymore,"Is all that is written, Gasping from whatshe read, she breaks the phone into a million tiny pieces trying to ignore the pain.In complete disbelief, Jaw-dropped,thinking to herself " how could this possibly be?"Remembering just the other day as he arriveshome with a bouquet of beautiful red roses,with a I Love You Forever card, as hepassionately kisses her lips.Tears start sneaking out of her eyes,pounding her fists into the pillows screaming " No! Why am I never good enough? "throwing everything close to her in a chaoticdisarray, shattering sounds echoing the roomas this once enthusiastic girl disappears.Walking out of the house, bags packed, Heappears from around the corner; Trying totell her hes sorry, to comfort her broken heart,irate anger fills her body as she shouts,"You're the reason why I don't believe in loveanymore."
Its What I Didnt Say ..
It seems so many times We regret things we have said.But it's what I didn't sayThat's hurting me instead.It kills me that three wordsCould have changed your mind.Now I bite my tongue,And tell you that I'm fine.I know you've found someone,Which is why I play pretend.You never knew I loved youSo I want to keep us as friends.Believe me, it wasn't planned.Yet, it happened anyway.Regrets keep whisperingThe words I couldn't say.It's so unfair to my heartThat it's pained by words unsaid.Wish I could tell you nowBut you found someone else instead
Dazed N Abused
He's been out again Working late hoursShe's drowning herselfIn a hot shower.The pain is stingingBut keeps her awakeAs she looks to reflectOn her biggest mistake.She watches it glitterThrough tears in her eyesWish she could have readThrough sugar-coated lies.But now that she knowsHe doesn't even tryTo hide what he's doingOn his late work nightsOnce she tried to stand upBut got knocked back down.Such a weak vesselHe can push around.So her way of copingIs laying in a tubWith a bottle of boozeAnd bruises to scrub.They don't wash awayAnd memories don't fadeBut for a few hoursThey all turn to grey.The doorknob rattles.It's obvious he's back.Her peace has endedOver just like that.He comes in to the roomTo start up a fightHis conscience is dirtyAnd he doesn't feel right.He tells her she's uglyThat she's not enoughAnd it's not fair of herTo expect him to love.Then he hits her againShe refuses to break.So he pounds and poundsTill it's all she can take.He leaves the bedroomAnd watches T.V.She goe
Yet She Wasnt Good Enough
She gave him her allShe gave him her strifeShe worshiped himFor him she would even give her life..Yet she just wasn't good enoughShe thought about him day in and day outShe missed him all the timeShe longed for him dailyShe would run for him at the drop of a dime..Yet she wasn't good enoughShe stuck by his sideWhen he was down in the dirtShe was thereNo matter how much his words hurt...Yet she wasn't good enoughShe changed for himBecame the girl he always dreamed She wore that revealing stuffEach day saying "Maybe now he will look at me"...Yet she wasn't good enoughShe cried for himPleading every nightShe wrote his name so many timesPrayed to God with all her might..Yet she wasn't good enoughShe was his doormatHis little puppetShe let him have herAnd she always put up with it..Yet she wasn't good enoughI loved himNo Matter how much it hurt..Yet I wasn't good enough
Directions
Ever noticed how you can climb in a car with friends, or the friends climb into your car, and occasionally there is a discussion about "which way are we going".  Nobody just jumps in a car and there is silence.  There is that unwritten rule that you HAVE to talk about something. And one thing is which direction to get to desired destination.  Freeway? Back road?  The Boulavard with all the stop lights?  YET.....if you were going there on your own...you NEVER have a problem getting there.  You DONT even have to MUMM about it either!!  So why is this always a topic of conversation?
Real Or Not?
Seems some I have considered friends..might not be friends like I thought they were.  I know Its fubar..all a game ..etc. Someone who says they will always be my friend, but I do not hear shit from them though? Is that really a friend? Is your idea of being a friend..coming to my page daily and rating,,and polishing my high dollar blings? To me..I think its more like using me to get points. Then moving me down in your numbers..on your friend list? Seriously if anyone doesnt consider me a real friend..do not put me in your damn number system. I would rather not be in it then to see myself lowered in your list of what you do consider a friend. I know this is all a bunch of rambling..but Its cuz I am slightly ticked. This is why I do not number my family.  All I have added to family I consider a good friend.  There might be a handful I consider really really good friends..but still..I will not number any of them..becuz I like you all for you. This is directed mainly towards one
Interesting....
So I live in this very small town. I mean very small.  I had to go to the doctors today and do my food shopping.  I decide to wear my new fubar teeshirt.  I got funny looks at the doctors office but when I went to do my shopping I got even more.  I was doing my shopping like normal.  I did notice the stares I didnt really think what it could be they are staring at.  LOL  So then a emt and a local police officer came up to me and asked is that what i think it means? I said what do you think it means they say the dictionary version of it.  I said yes but then I precede to tell them about fubar the site. They seem really fasinated by what I told them and are gonna check it out.  I did stress you have to be 18 LOL.  I am really surprised by this I do live in the bible belt but we do have cool ppl here.
Really, It Wasn't Me. And I Can Prove It
About 2 months ago. I applied at the local police station for a permit to purchase a hand gun. After submitting the paperwork and waiting a week, I got a letter in the mail and got my “card’ saying I was good to go. I went to the local gun shop to pick up a nice  45.  After filling out the paperwork , the clerk picked up the phone and dialed the NICS/FBI. After being on the phone for 10 minutes. He came back and said. You have been wait listed, random 20% of the population get it..  no big deal and to  call back in 5 days…                 5 days later I call in and am told I was DENIED. And that all I get is a yes or no answer, along with the humiliation of being looked at as a criminal  and a denial number.  The appeal process, for this is to fill out a form, get finger printed, and send them to the NICS in Clarksburg. Now remember I had done this 10 years ago, and I kept everything.  I filled out the form attached scanned copies of my prints and the letter  I got
Fathers Day Bling ?
fu can make a bling for mothers day but cant for fathers day ? my opinion to that is fu is being discriminating towards dads and fathers.it is BS that they can do it for the mothers but the fathers get shit on and get nothing ? what are your thoughts on this fubarions ? 
My Life
I don't even know why but I get out of bed and just instantly either want to break down in tears or feel completely useless and wonder why anyone in the world would even want Me alive. I'm not saying I would ever try to kill Myself. Hell I've been clinically dead 4 times and on the brink several others and I remember them all. I know what's happening after I die and I'm not afraid but not looking forward to death either. I just wonder how anyone can find anything in Me that they actually like when I am in My own body and can't. And then there are the ones that DON'T seem to want Me around or like Me. And that's when I want to and feel like I have died inside even a bit. Why am I writing this? Hell I have no damn clue. I just have felt completely useless all day and can't seem to stop crying (yes, I'm male and cry, fucking sue Me) for absolutely no reason. I don't know if it is the heat....or the fact that I've basically been cooped up for almost a month now between the hospital and not
Rainbow Warriors
RAINBOW WARRIORS @ There would come a time when the Earth would be ravaged of it's resources, the sea blackened, the streams poisoned, the deer dropping dead in their tracks. Just before it was too late, the Indian would regain his spirit and teach the white man reverence for the Earth, banding together with him to become Warriors of the Rainbow. There was an old lady, from the Cree tribe, named "Eyes of Fire", who prophesied that one day, because of the white mans' or Yo-ne-gis' greed, there would come a time, when the fish would die in the streams, the birds would fall from the air, the waters would be blackened, and the trees would no longer be, mankind as we would know it would all but cease to exist. @ There would come a time when the "keepers of the legend, stories, culture rituals, and myths, and all the Ancient Tribal Customs" would be needed to restore us to health. They would be mankind's' key to survival, they were the "Warriors of the Rainbow". There would com
Getting Back
I have been a bad friend to you all. I rarely log on and I rarely have time to rate or like people. With my recent relationship status I am hoping all this will change. No I am not looking for another relationship and I and great where I am. I am just wanting meet new friends and get to know old ones. More on this laster but for now I just wanna say sorry for being such a bad friend.
Poetry
What a terribly lonely solitude and a desolate despair, When the love you desperately seek... simply isn't there. You never see the sunrise or sunset's golden glow, Because you never feel the touch that only she'll bestow. And life seems deathly grim in the absence of a caress, When you lose the will to live; and your love you must repress. The anguish and the pain, when she walks on someone's arm, And the jealousy you feel when she displays her magic charm. And as I meet my God... I'll think of her 'til the last. How life could have been... if she'd loved me in the past. But no sorrow will I show and my sadness is a cure. If you think she was never a part of me... You're wrong... you always were. -Bill-
Stolen Pictures!
Snark1964 has stolen pictures of lots of guys. He continues to get away with it. Fubar says if he isn't using your pic as a profile pic they won't do anything about it.... WTF? I say that's bullshit and if nothing is done we all report it to higher authrity. I for one damn sure will.  everyone should also stop doing anything at all. just completely stop trying to level, buy things, etc. set everyones profiles to private so it can't happen again. just basically be a ghost until someone does something. whether it be fubar or higher. 
Poetry
As I hold her hand she holds my heart Nothing in this world, Will ever keep us apart. She makes me smile, All the time, She is the coconut, And I am the lime. Glued at the hips, That is what we are, You can see it up close, And even from afar. Years separate us, But you could never tell, She is my best friend, Like a crab and its shell. She calls me mommy, And it melts my heart, And reminds me all the time, Why we’ll never be apart. She fights back the tears, That attempt to flow, While she sits in a room, A single candle the only glow. Thoughts are racing, through her mind, as she closes her
One Or Many?
THIS IS A DIATRIBE I WROTE ON FACE BOOK,,,A LITTLE BACK GROUND,,,A LITTLE OVER A YEAR EALIER,,,MY EX AN I HAD OUR LAST ARGUMENT RESULTING IN MY ATTEMPED SUICIDE,,,A MONTH IN A MENTAL HEALTH FACILITY,,AND THE EVENTUAL MY BEING SENT TA SW COLORADO,,,,MY SISTER TOOK ME IN WHEN I HAD NO WHERE TA GO,,,THES ARE THE THOUGHTS OF A MAN THAT WONDERED WHY WITH ALL THE BAD THINGS HAPPENING IN THE WORLD,,,WHY DID THE GREAT SPIRIT SEE ME WHEN MY HEART CRYED,,   Morning Tirade March 17th Well now where do I begin?????      Woke up this morning feelin down,,6 days till divorce court where I’m fighting to salvage a little equity from 40 years of my life. Havin been offerd my tools and a few personal  things while My soon to be ex-wife ( the love of my Life and always will be) gets the 7 remaining acres of land, (sold the other 80 acres to get the money ta build a new house) a new  $100,000 house and every thing else on it. 40 years of my life and work  reduced ta “HIT THE ROAD  JACK&rdq
No Rights To Your Own Picture
Snark1964 has stolen pictures of lots of guys. He continues to get away with it. Fubar says if he isn't using your pic as a profile pic they won't do anything about it this is their response to me from this morning Stolen Main Icon Photo: If they are posting it as their main icon, you can send Fubar Support a note with the link of the person's account, the url lnk of the photo that they are using, a copy of your link to your verified salute and send it all to this PM: www.fubar.com.... Don't forget to put your member ID number letter in the note too.   Why do we not have the right to ask fubar remove our own image from someone else's page if they did not ask to use it?
Jonathan Hibbitts
i   tired of bing   single  i  wish find wright woman am try look for grilfriend am try  find a  grilfriend
The Medic
The medic stood and faced God. Which must always come to pass. He hoped his uniform was clean, He'd gotten dressed kind of fast. "Step forward now, medic. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To my church have you been true?" The medic squared his shoulders and said, "No Lord I guess I ain't, cause those of us who wade in blood, can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was tough. And at times I've been violent, cause the streets are awful rough. But I never took a penny that wasn't mine to keep... although I worked a lot of overtime, when the bills got far too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around, except to calm their fears. If you have a place for me, Lord, It needn't be so grand. I never expected or had too much, But if you don't I underst
Until I Met Him....
Life was great till I met him... I had a job, had everything and anything i wanted... or so I thought!  Do I have issues?  who doesn't?  Some more than others... I was a pretty and happy little girl till i was 6 years old... and that dreadful day that i visited the neighbor at his mother insistance that i could just stay there until mother came from the market... and so there i went and Miss Maria was making me cookies and what not... the good neighbor.... and when i asked to go to the restroom... how would i ever know what lurked on this obscure place...  Miss Maria's son offer to  show me where it was.... and i went as trustful as one can be of the neighbors we had forever....  So when he is helping me to get my panties down and as soon as i finished... it was different, i should have scream, or say something or do something but all i saw was his finger to his mouth telling me to be quiet....  and all of the sudden.... he is not helping me anymore, i'm trying to pull my panties up an
Would You ?
Lying under these stars tonight I think of what to do So many worries n’ concerns, that have nothing to do with youI know how great we’d be; I see it in your eyesI want to let everything go, and let these fears go byTerrified to let you in, But I’m wanting you more and moreWaiting for the moment, when I’ll know you to the coreIf I was lost in a world, with nothing and no where to go,Would you come find me, and never let me go?Would you swim an ocean, and then swim beyond the seas? Block the air when I’m cold, and Kiss me passionatelyWould you search all night long, for the right thing to say?Would you keep me always, if I asked you to stay?Would you say you're sorry, without ever making a sigh?Would you take me to the moon? Exceeding past the skywould you love me if I were gruesome, Or maybe I already am?Would you stand by me if I were weak? Would you take me by the hand?Would you help me through decisions, if a crossroad came our way?Swoop down and carry
50 Pure Dear Giveaways Your Scottish
Replace lost quotes: Man alive, not this “Englishman walking down the road invention list” garbage again. Why the obsession with Englishmen? Are we the only ones that use the earth changing invention of a thermos flask? “The average Englishman, in the home he calls his castle, slips into his national costume, a shabby raincoat, patented by chemist Charles Macintosh from Glasgow, Scotland.” Why the sneering reference to a castle? This is a proverb suggesting your home should be private and secure. This is an alien concept north of the border? I had no idea we all wore a Mackintosh. I wouldn’t be seen dead in one, but then I never notice anyone else wearing one, so obviously I’m mistaken. Since when has a coat design been an invention? Should I list some world famous English designers? Interesting you use the term “patented by…”. Is this an admission that the vast majority of supposedly Scottish inventions aren’t Scottish
An Erotic Thought
  Her smooth inner thighs glistening with moisture, my face a fraction of an inch from her swollen and still throbbing clit.  Her musky sweet aroma filling my lungs with every breath.  My fingers lightly caressing her soft stomach as her quivering body lays beneath mine.   Her body paralyzed by waves upon waves of mind numbing orgasms.  The sight of her complete satisfaction oozing out and covering her delicate pink folds makes me continue to orgasm at her pleasure.  I softly kiss her well trimmed mound and we both shudder one final climax together.  We glance at each other one last time and then close our eyes and quietly drift off into Ecstasy.
Great Friends
Its Been Almost A Year since I joined Fubar, throughout that Year I met great people who now happen to be my greatest Friends, Yeah, it may just be a Website, but there is truly remarkable people on here. Ran into a few nuts, but all in all this is a great site to meet great people.   I made a List of some of the Most Amazing People I met on Fubar, Make sure you friend them, add them and all the good stuff. #1 Daddy Spankalot #2 Ranger Basil #3 MonaLisa #4 Small Town Girl #5 Red Hot Candy Apple #6 Mia #7 Tallboy  #8 LMM4Fun #9 MonaLisa #10 Irish Princess #11 BadAss Chevy Girl #12 Baby Scorpio #13 Uniquely Me
I Dont Even Know Wat To Call This
I feel SOOO low right now..and for all of you that are my friends...you may not know why...but please respect that I just wanna be left alone....I'm tired of screwing up and getting into people's way also...I am going to back off and fade away...for YOU..YOU know who YOU are..I thank YOU SOOO much...just for always being there...but pretending nothing is wrong when I just wanna crawl in a hole somewhere is not the person i am..I can't do the pretending thing when I wanna scream it..so I think just removing myself from the situation period is the best thing to do..and best for everyone else as well....to all of my dearest and closest friends...I love you guys and thank you so much..and to YOU..I don't care wat people say...YOU are always there for me...I can't help it..I just love YOU...
Current Music News
THC is up for Album of the Week at REVOLVER Magazine! VOTE PEACEMAKER and let's take this thing!!! http://www.revolvermag.com/news/vote-for-the-album-of-the-week-2.html    (feel free to vote as many times as you want) Applications are now being accepted for Muckleshoot Casino's Battle of the Puget Sound Bands Event in August! Does your band have what it takes? They're giving away $30,000 in cash and prizes. For more information or to download an application go to http://muckleshootcasino.com/images/uploads/downloads/MIC-BATTLE-PUGETSOUND-BANDS-APPLICATION-2012.pdf CALLING ALL UNSIGNED BANDS!!! The Rockstar Energy Drink UPROAR Festival is proud to announce the 2012 Ernie Ball Battle of the Bands presented by Imagen Records!! If you’re in an unsigned band (or know someone who is) and want the opportunity to not only play your hometown UPROAR date, but potentially play the ENTIRE 2013 Rockstar Energy Drink UPROAR Festival, record an EP, get new gear and more, then enter now!
Kamp Crystal Lake
Me
ok all since being back i have tried my best with everyone, tried to be there if they needed me, been a shoulder to cry on, a friend to listen. Just more or less tried to fit in, i know some ppl like me, some ppl cant stand me, there are lots of fakes on fu, just trying  to make u think u mean something as a friend but they still try to worm  anything they can from u. Yes i know fu is a game , it does say that on login page. i have made some very good friends on here in both times i been here but its the ones now i have in family i care about most. With that in mind, i have taken the top family away I WILL NOT have a top family. I cannot  rate my friends on how i like most as each one has there own special things i like about them. ppl  have come to me and asking why they are not in my top family when they have me there, GET FUCKIN USED TO IT ur not there for a reason. you have not earned the right to be there yet. Most ppl in my family are ones that have taken time to know me over bo
I Feel Your Pain
Heavy thoughts, effecting my sleep. Seeing the words the pain, my heart weeps. Not knowing, going forward, while really falling back. It's just too much, can't keep it on track. Feeling the sadness, through these eyes that refuse to close. Hearing the voices, the cries of those, no one knows. About, it goes on undetected. Something so tragic, never suspected. But I feel the pain, I was once there. I found myself there again, just unaware. Of my surroundings, I thought I was safe. But safety was the last thing, coming from this place. A place so dark and evil, I wouldn't dare return. But yet I have, I feel the burn. In my head, in my heart, for all unknown. For all that is hidden, for all that was shown. My heart bleeds for you, and my hand goes out. You have someone to pick you up, do not doubt. Me, I will be your voice. For those who simply, have no choice.
I Need You Over Here!
I can see through the shadows, I know you're here. I'm screaming out your name, please reappear. I know you can feel me, as I feel you. I am begging you to make, these hazel eyes turn blue. Bring some sort of happiness, back to me. I know that with YOU, is where it has to be. I keep reaching, please don't let me slip. I know you're hurting too, I can't handle this shit. One slap leads to two, then three, will it ever stop? I just want a better grip, than the one I've got. On reality, someone I KNOW, cares. Just reach back, I know you're there. Don't go away, just step out from the dark. I need the light right now, I'm surrounded by sharks. By those who thrive on, my blood tears. Please just hear me, feel me, I need YOU over here.
Wishlist
my bling wish list: optical illusion, ice cube, come out and play, puggy dog, mind reader, juicy melons, full moon, lips like morphine, love nugget, v.s panties, hot pink ferrari, fu cherry, grape, cherry, and blueberry sucker, naughty nurse, lava love lamp, hot unicorn, dreamin of u, and precious love.... just incase anyone was wondering what to get a sweet girly likey me.... and of course any special ability bling is nice too....please and ty...
Someone Please
My appetite craves more, than the taste of my own blood and tears. What is my purpose? Why am I here? If this was the plan for me then, who made the blueprint? Someone needs to step, into it. Into my world, live through me. Find out for themselves, how difficult it can be. All this SHIT imprinted, in my mind. The images, the pain, I can't leave behind. Constantly doors are being opened, that I just want to shut. Never to open again, no sickness in my gut. From disgust, sorrow and pain. That seems to come by, speaking my name. My name is like my curse, I just can't escape. Evil finds me, just sits and waits. For the right moment, when opportunity calls. Feeling my weakness, knowing I'll fall. Someone please, find me the key. To keep these demons, away from me.
Actual Thoughts? No Way!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name:  Victoria Birthplace: Tennessee Current Location: Tennessee Eye Color: Hazel Hair Color:  Black Height: 5'5" Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: American? I'm part Scottish, Irish, English, Cherokee, and Welsh, though. The Shoes You Wore Today: dorky work shoes Your Weakness: The inability to fly Your Fears:  Crickets! And abandonment. Your Perfect Pizza: doesn't exist. The best pizza I've had though was from a local pizza place and had roasted peppers, tomatoes, and... I'm not sure what else, actually. Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Submit an article for publication Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: Where's my phone? What time is it? Your Best Physical Feature: Uh... I think my eyes. But this is obviously the most subjective question on this list. Your Bedtime: When I'm exhausted or midnight if I'm in school Your Most Missed Memory: High school band Peps
My Stuff
In case you need further proof that the human race is doomed because of stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods. On a Myer hairdryer: Do not use while sleeping. (darn, and that's the only time I have to work on my hair). On a bag of Chips: You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (the shoplifter special?) On a bar of Palmolive soap: "Directions: Use like regular soap." (and that would be how???....) On some frozen dinners: "Serving suggestion: Defrost." (but, it's "just" a suggestion). On Nanna's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom): "Do not turn upside down." (well...duh, a bit late, huh)! On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding: "Product will be hot after heating."(...and you thought????...) On packaging for a K-Mart iron: "Do not iron clothes on body." (but wouldn't this save me more time?) On Boot's Children Cough Medicine:"Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication." (We could do a lot to reduce t
So Far Beneath Her
Never before have I felt such desolation and hopelessness over the affairs of the heart, Ner' before have I lost myself within another... Lost my words, lost my allure, lost my heart, within such a short time...I lost myself. Her beauty is without question, infinity. Her magnetism, without bounds. The inner workings of her heart will forever be misplaced to me. I'm never to truly know her. Never to touch and hold her. Never shall I lay an eye upon her. For I am so far beneath her. Her talents, multifold...Her intellect immeasurable. Her smile enchants, her eyes captivate, her speach spellbounds. For even the Angels are covetou
Wow..i Must Bee Popular! Lol
As I am going through loving on friends and family..I have noticed a couple of the same women have visited there pages. I can only assume they have seen these people been blinging and lovin on me. I have heard of bling chasers before..but never had one or two who have came to my page and then  went chasing after the men! All I have to say is WOW...I must be popular. haha. Anyways.. just here for a few! Wishing all a beautiful weekend! 
Just Random Feelings.
So they say time heals all wounds. I say bull shit. Two years and it seems to hurt more than ever. I don't know how to handle this all. I get so mad all I can do is cry. I get so frustrated I dont know weather to destory all or run and hide. Life is a pain and I'm sick of it. I'm tired of not knowing what to do or how to feel or when i should speak up. Why must it be so hard and why must I be alone through it all.
Getting To The Climax Sooner
Is it unfair when a man has his orgasm and you don’t? Some women would say reaching orgasm does not matter, as long as emotional fulfilment is there. Some never admit that they have never had an orgasm during sex with their partner because they think faking is like lying. A woman’s reasons for faking orgasm is her own, but one thing’s for sure… not reaching orgasm during sex is an issue for most women, whether they admit it or not. Experts from different scientific fields could probably cite several psychological and physiological reasons why women don’t reach orgasm during sex. Research works on female libido are many and extensive, but they almost always point to the fact that a woman who cannot climax is either psychologically disturbed or hormonally challenged.   Here’s what I think. It’s not that a woman cannot reach an orgasm during sex; it’s just that a woman cannot climax as fast as her man can. Moreover, a woman
Feelings
HELLO AND WELCOME TO DARK SOUL FIRST BLOG AND ITS ABOUT MY FEELINGS IN GENERAL ABOUT  MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND I START FIRST WITH MY FAMILY AND FIRST UP MY MOM WHO I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART BUT SOMETIMES IT DRIVES ME CRAZY WHEN I SAY I WANT TO DO THINGS AND I GET THE MOTHER POINT OF VIEW GOOD IDEA SON BUT BE CAREFULL AND I KNOW ITS FOR MY GOOD NATURE BUT I DONT FEEL LIKE IM GOING TO MESS UP AS MUCH AS I THINK I SHOULD AND I JUST WISH SHE LET ME BE ME U KNOW IT HURTS I SAY THAT BUT ITS TURE AND MOVE ON TO MY DAD I LIKE MY DAD FOR A LOT OF THINGS BUT ONE THING I DONT LIKE IS WHEN HE SAIDS THINGS HE SHOULDNT U KOW AND I WISH WE COULD GET ALONG SOMETIMES BUT I ONLY BE AROUND MY DAD FOR A PEROID OF TIME BEFORE WE GET BORED AND STUFF AND MY BOTHER AND I GET ALONG SOMEDAYS AND SOMEDAYS WE ARE LIKE CATS AND DOGS LOL BUT LAYELY WE DONT TALK AS MUCH ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS CUZ OF THE PAST STUFF THAT HAS HAPPEN AND MOVEING ON TO ALL MY FRIENDS I WISH I HAD GOOD FRIENDS THERE
When Things Go Wrong
when things go wrong and you have no one to go to what do u do? i guess you just have to try to work it out on your own and try to figure out why its ok for some to just walk away and others to sit there and wonder wtf just happened....   I know everyone's life isn't perfect and people have drama and so forth but its not right in no means to get dragged into it when it really has nothing to do with you. But you still try to be nice and stuff....but grrrrrrr why do you need it really!?! It just ends up hurting a lot of people in the long run, sometimes it ruins friendship or relationships (boyfriend & girlfriend or husband & wife) or best friends outside/inside fubar.  How do you keep out of it when you don't even know your in it? the drama that is  would we ever really know? if we can ever get out of the drama other people have. I mean dang no one lives in a bubble and there's always bs outside/inside fubar. 
Hells Own Choir
A Child   Once in a dark shadowy place I came upon a small child's face With hair so long and blond It almost shrouds the laughter and the song I've seen beauty where it dwells And yes I've seen the mouth of hell But nothing so pure and  fetching as this child's face Leaves me so wanting of His grace    HELLS OWN CHOIR     He crawled out on the sand Thirteen thousand miles from home Wondering if he’ll be there, When comes the dawn Tracer fire and cannon fire The scream of the Warthog jets Listen to the whimpers of the wounded The quiet of the dead Sounds from Hell’s Own Choir Are screaming in his head     Screeching through the buildings Nothing stands in its way
Rough Time
I went to see friends this weekend.  The family of a guy I flew with and who died while flying beside me awhile back.  We usually try and go and see them around Father's Day.  We delayed the trip because of a family conflict for them.   We left for California and made good time there, rolling into the bay area ealry enough to drive a bit before going to their house.  THought we might go and find something for the girls and their mom.  Good intentions.... We drove to an area around the San Jose area, and before we could exit, we were slammed from behind by someone trying to squeeze in between me and another car in the lane next to me......we spun, they said about 4 times before rolling once and slamming into a tree....fortunately toward the back of the vehicle....Mariah wasn't hurt hardly at all, but i got bruised up pretty bad and my right knee dislocated and my anklegot it pretty good too....nothing broken though.  We were very fortunate.  I was taken to the hospital and while there
The Best Kind
Just how tight, should I hold on? To something, someone, how long? Before I am able, to let go. Loosen my grip, I just don't know. The image without them, is cold and dark. Filled with wrong moves, bad decisions, making their mark. Upon my mind, my body, my heart. Without THE ONE person, I'd fall apart. Keeping it together is difficult, but I do it anyway. For my child, for myself, dreaming of the day. The day I do the impossible, what they say can't be done. When I come face to face, with THE ONE. THE ONE who made it possible, for me to believe. Giving me the hope, the opportunity, to dream. To reach for all that seems, beyond my grip. To never let never, come from my lips. To cry, sweat and bleed, with pride. To remember I am the strong one, I forget sometimes. I get weak, like everyone else. But I just can't let go of, the emotions I felt. That I still feel, to this day. I know I will forever, feel this way. He is a curse yes, but the bes
For You Girly!!
From the very first word, we just clicked. Been going strong, every since. She accepts me regardless, if I am right or wrong. I know our bond, is life-long. The miles between us, are just that. They are more than worth it, no turning back. When I mess up, like I always do. She's the first one there saying, girl I got you. And really she does, she won't allow me to fall. I remember being broken, when she called. She made me laugh, when all I wanted to do was cry. I love ya to death, and this is why. Because regardless of all the wrong moves, I am always making. You keep me thinking that I am great, prevent me from breaking. These are the words, I can't say out loud. I want you to know that, you make me proud. When I think I have no one, I know I have you. You are like some-one's, dream come true. You knew I didn't have a Mom, so you shared your own. Girl you surpass, all that I've known. When someone tells you, you don't mean a thing. Then you j
You Won't Bring Me Down.
Lately all I have noticed on Fubar is alot of drama coming from all sides.  Everyone that knows me knows that I don't like drama and that I don't put up with drama.  I am the one who tries to stop it and stomp it out.  Petty little comments towards me put in your status does not effect me.  Mean little words said to me doesn't effect me either.  You call me fat, hey guess what I never claimed I was skinny.  You call me ugly, hey guess what I never called myself beautiful.  If you ask me what I think about myself looks wise I will tell you average at best.  So guess what everything you say to me doesn't even matter.  You can try to hurt me all you want, but in the end all you are doing is wasting the precious time you have in your life for friends, family, and loved ones, in order to insult me via the internet.  It's just really funny that I don't insult anyone and I'm not mean to anyone and yet ya'll think you need to be mean and insulting to me.  You talk about how if there is nothing
About To Know
When acceptance, hits you in the face. Sadness quickly, takes it's place. You become numb, shut off from the world. Realizing you're nothing except, just another girl. Just one more face, that easily blends in. You don't stand out anymore, you just can't win. I am trying to teach myself how, to let YOU go. How it will effect me, I guess I'm about to know.
Generic Blog Title
An article from the local Herald Express newspaper (Friday, September 21, 2012):   DRUNKEN DARTMOUTH FERRY 'PIRATE' WOMAN JAILED A drunken woman stole a passenger ferry on the River Dart and shouted 'I'm Jack Sparrow' and 'I'm a pirate' as she drifted away from police on the shore, a court has been told. Alison Whelan (pictured below), 51, had been on a two-day bender drinking Lambrini and eating hallucinogenic plants when she sought late-night shelter with a companion on the Dart Princess Passenger Ferry. When police arrived to speak to her she unmoored the 45ft vessel from the Kingswear pontoon and set off up the river.                             Magistrates didn't see the funny side of her hour-long drunken escapade — which left several boats damaged and involved 30 members of the emergency services landing the tax payer with a hefty bill — as Whelan was sent to jail. The court in Torquay was told that Whelan and her friend Tristam Locke could b
Only She
People ask me, what keeps you strong? I wanna give up, what am I doing wrong? I can't answer those questions, for I am weak over here. The strength is misleading, hidden behind the fear. I am no stronger, than anyone else. I also want to give up, on myself. But then I look at my child, and I owe her my all. What would become of her, if I allowed myself to fall. My strength comes from within her, she is my life line. She reminds me that I got something right, at that place and time. Maybe I am capable of, great things. It is just impossible sometimes, it seems. Reaching, breaking, crying and dying, just a little bit more. Hurting worse, than the day before. If my life is a joke, I don't get it at all. I get picked up for a moment, but I wait for the fall. Because it always happens, it never passed me by. The opportunity is always there, I ask why? Why me, what the fuck have I done? I just want to live and laugh, have someone. But the right someone
It's What I Feel Like
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More Idiots Unite
why is it that guys can hit your sb perv the hell out of you, you then post that convo to show ppl hey look what happened to me yet you get in trouble. i mean come on guys you need to be adult and try and at least act respectful around us, not everyone wants to see your cock on cam, and all your bs i hardly use fubar can i have your yim, um every perv says that so no you not getting my info kk thx
From My Mind To The Screen
I tried so hard. I tried my best.I gave you my all, yet it seems ive failed the test.You stole my heart,the day i met you.Now I'm falling apart,and don't know what to do.Divided by decisions,burned by the fire.Confused by your words.Consumed by desire.I'm living in the present.My mind is on the past.Not knowing what I'll lose.Not knowing what will last.Blinded by fear.Drowning in doubt.holding on to the hope                                                                                                                                                               we will find a way......   to the one who holds my heart....you know who you are... know that i love you...and i have the trust in not only u but in our love that we will make it thru If there's one face I want to see,so beautiful, so true,one smile that makes a difference,to everything I do.If there's one touch I long to feel,one voice I long to hear,whenever I am happy,or just needing someone near.If there's one joy, one l
Words...
My head is about to explode from this silent noise drilling deep into my subconscious being… eradicating my solitude… draining my patience. A murderous intent grows within… choking the life from my sane vision of clarity… leaving behind an empty vessel in which to devour the world. The end is nigh and you will be my witness… as we paint our annihilation in a glorious shade of death.-end transmission-
Phukn Dr's
Went to see the Dr today. He came in with this wonderful story. Blew smoke up our asses, got us out there, for us to get home and find out the pathology report says it is worse than said by dr. I am so tired of the crap. Just lay it on the damn line and tell me the damn truth. I want to get a second opinion but that means enduring more physical pain. I am considering taking all this away from the Dr.'s all together and let what is gonna be, BE! What to do what to do
Sarge's Bad Girls Are Back!
Yes!  We're back!  Sarge's Bad Girls!  Contact me or hit up Sarge at his link below and either of us can help you!  SO excited to get this going again!  You will need to make a SBG salute sfw or nsfw and send it to Sarge.  Thanks!   The Sarge Ecuadorian Goddess Fu Hubby@ fubar
Awesomeness
  I Wish I Still Knew. Chapter One   Heather Craig • Thu, Nov 14, 2013   Well, at nearly 38 years of age, I can FINALLY admit, I don’t have answers for everything. I just…don’t. And sometimes, I don’t even have a clue about it. Whatever “it” may be. Im not as smart as I thought I was after all. And that’s all you get, those three confessions of me ever being wrong. But, its all true.Let’s rewind life a bit, to better understand how this came about, me just now finding out that for sure, I really don’t know all the answers. I had guessed a time or two that I could be wrong, but was later proven wrong by the right fate. And I have no shame in admitting, I am a tad bit Naive. And simply DO NOT have all of the answers. When I was a little girl, living the straight up Laura Engall’s life, on my little prairie, out in the country, I had my ma and pa. My “sisters” (no, really
7/29 I Will Be Fm 1 Yr Need Help
I will be fm 1 yr on 7/29 and i wanna make it special.I usually buy or trade my ability bling but i am in the process of moving so I can't spend what i usualy do.So i'm asking for any help i can get :D.            ABILITY BLINGS I WOULD LIKE TO GET  2 rock stars ..........2 make it rains  NOW I AM NOT ASKING FOR YOU TO GIVE IT TO ME i can offer fubux,ability points,my points,rate ALL your pics on unlimited 11s day my soul (just as long as i can keep my clothes on)  HIT ME UP IF YOU WANNA HELP N MAKE A DEAL .....................ty to all that have helped 
What Does Urban Dictionary Say
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm  Some pretty interesting things here.. http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Dennis Dennis The most amazing guy you'll ever meet. He's always there for you when you need him and he's someone you can count on. He doesn't know how special of a guy he is. He's like a warm snuggly blanket on a cold winter's night. He's the sexiest, handsomest most gorgeous guy! Anyone who knows him is lucky to have him in their life,  He's stubborn sometimes, but everyone is. He's the perfect guy to have in your life. Any girl is lucky to be able to call him hers...  A fun-loving dude. Loves to collect things and display them for all his friends to see. Great family man will always come through for people he loves. Shy at first but once he gets started he doesn't stop! The sex is amazing! One of the sweetest boys you could ever meet.someone who is perfect in every way.Probably the most amazing person you will ever meet. He's sweet, kind, funny, loving, and caring.
Bling For Friends
im wanting to do a contest but im not sure what to do for it.  i know what the prizes are going to be already but i need some suggestions on what to do the contest on.  leave me a comment if you have one.  thanks. I'm trying to get more frinds on here so im going to start giving bling out.  For every 25 new friend requests I recieve i will be selecting one person to bling out of that 25.  It will be a random selection but it will be one of the 25 new friends that I add.  So start getting those friend requests sent to me and you could be one of them that gets blinged.   ****It won't always be a 1 or 2 credit bling either.  Last time I did this I gave out a couple 10 credit blings and a couple boomies also****
Sun Diamond
Update on Mary's condition. (8/26/12) Just got off of the phone with her and she is in wonderful spirits. She has recently passed a milestone in her recovery by walking 600 feet without the us of her cane. Next week she will be tested for new glasses as her sight is steadily improving. She is looking forward to attending her daughters wedding in October in a condition that would be as she was before her stroke. Her memory is improving and I would guess that her return to FU will be in the next few months. Your prayers and blessings are greatly appreciated. Salutes2William Just talked with Sun Diamond (Mary) last night and she wanted me to pass on her current status. She is currently going through therapy to strengthen her right side and is progressing greatly. She is up and walking with the aide of a cane and is hopeful of a complete recovery. Her largest obstacle right now is her sight. She can read with the aide of a magnifying glass and she should find out in the next few weeks wh
Creative Writing
Imagine a king size bed with silk sheets, full of yellow and white rose petals. The only light will be from the scented candles all around the bed, and the full moon outside the window. I look at you and you can see my very soul. I whisper in your ear to close your eyes, relax, I will take care of you. Kissing: I will cover you with light soft kisses, I want to kiss every inch of your body. Your wrist, the back of your neck, the back of your knees, your lower back. Everywhere you didn't even know you were sensitive, and where you are, I will find it. Breasts: Anyone can suck on a nipple, babies do it all of the time. I will caress them, cradle them in my hands. Kiss and lick underneath them, on your side where they are by the ribs. The nipples I will leave for last. Blow on them, lick around them. Simple tease you until they are hard, finally put my mouth over it, and flick with the tip of my tongue really fast. Can you feel my hot mouth over them? The pleasure from my tongue?
Wings
http://fubar.com/bomb-folder/photo-7415384-2486065-2720350043   Click on the link above before your read futher. I think it sums up everything that is written here.   The two next quotes were borrowed from two young ladies status here on FU.  As you know I do not reveal names for the sake of their privacy but I thank her for sharing this and allowing me to use it in my blog. "True love never walks out no matter how bad the storm gets. True love stays and rides it out forever. True love never gives up and never turns its back." "The ultimate lesson all of us have to learn in life is unconditional love, which includes not only others but ourselves as well. It may be a hard lesson for some of you. It's hard to love yourself if you have an unhappy life, or have unhappy people in yours." Love comes in many forms an emotion that is very difficult to explain or understand but happens without notice. No matter how hard you try not to fall in love you do. Yet when you do try to fall in l
School
Friends
I am here to meet friends from around the world, two years ago I met my husband on here and he is the best thing that has happned to me. The only thing that sucks is that all the people I talked to before I got married are either no longer on fu or don't talk to me because I am married. The people I do talk to on here only really say Hi and thats all, I am a person with feelings and I do notice when someone doesn't talk to me more then once. I don't have many friends in RL due to my ex bf.  I just wish people would see me as a married woman but I am also a fun chick to be with and talk to.
Cherry Inferno: How I Mastered It
     Ok.. So I know alot of you are having some trouble with the "Cherry Inferno Achievement." As it being a leveling requirement for all of us to get to level 51, we ALL have to do it at one point or another.. Some have tried it many times and have failed miserably.  I thought I would too.. But I was running a God Mode one day and I decided I'm gonna come up with the perfect way to do this.. Luckily for myself.. I succeeded in the way to do it. Lucky for all YOU too.. cuz I will tell you exactly how it was done..       First off.. There is a blog on fu that I read and helped me a lot.  http://fubar.com/how-to-own-the-cherry-inferno/b266817-1174186 In case you haven't seen it, it's worth it to check it out so please do so and follow it exactly.. There are a few Very Important details they decided to leave out.. Have no fear though.. I am going to explain that as well.      Second thing you need to know is that you need to be comfortable and relaxed. No distractions. You will be sit
Today....
11 years ago today, a really good friend was taken away.  I still think of him each day that passes by, and relive the pain as the time goes by.  5 months ago, a woman came into my life, she took the pain away, made me think of something better, she made me think of our life together.  She helped me to forget the pain that I have dealt with all my life, from losing people close to me, all the way through to my father's lies.  I screwed things up with her, now my happiness I shall deny.  When she walked away from me, I felt as though I should die.  All I can do is sit here and cry as life just passes by.  I have dealt with heartbreak before, but this time, my heart was tore from my chest, I have no heart any more.  People say that I will be okay, that I will be just fine... but I feel that is just a line.  No one will ever know what she means to me, words will never describe.  I hate myself with all I have, I feel that I have died.
Bad Storms
I have not been on last few days due to the tornados we had in Ohio.  I knocked out my electric for almost 3 days. It finally came back on lastnight.. Just wanted to say thank u to my family for all the luv the sent my way.  Yesterday I had a experience that after it was all over.. I look back and laugh over..and can say I had a adventure. The whole weekend was miserable and hot..and down right depressing so I decided to go tubing with boys and bruno. We went down the road whre the bike trail comes out at..which taking the trail is only mile and 1/2.  (not realizing the  river is way more miles..and takes longer) Anyways..was fun. water was nice and warm..but cool somewhat to.  By time got 3 miles into it..I was getting tired some what.  I had on sandles..which are no good to wear in the river. STUPID me.  About a mile from where Wanted to get out at ..(across from my house)  It started storming.  The winds picked up..etc.  The boys and I got out on the shore..all huddled toge
Stuff That I Find Interesting
Balloon fetish (Looner)sexually stimulated by inflated balloonsSmokingBeing aroused by seeing people smoke cigarettes, liking smokersFace Sitting(Smothering fetish)aroused by having people sit on their face (smothering)Infantilismdressing/acting as a babyMature Taboo(Intergenerational)aroused by sex between older and younger peopleLatex Fetishwearing (tight) latex clothing (worn or painted on)Messy Fetishgetting dirty/sticky/slimyFood Fetisheating/wearing food (related to messy fetish)Trample-Crush Fetishbeing stepped on, trampled or crushed (related to Foot fetish)Fistinghaving a hand & arm stuck up their rectum/vaginaHuge insertionslarge objects inserted in rectum/vaginaBeastialitysexual interaction with animalsPregnant Fetish (Prego)aroused by pregnant (or fat) and lactating womenMedical Fetishdoctor/nurse/patient play, also using medical tools (speculum, catheter, enema, etc)Electrical Fetishapplying electrical charges to the body (related to medical)Urethral Playcatheters and obje
Someone Wrote This And Wow This Is Me
Sitting in her room,All day long.She is sitting there singing,Her own sad song. A song about misery,A song about hope.A song about a problem,and how to cope. She wants someone to love her,She wants someone to care.But when she turns around,Nobody is ever there. She wants a family,and some friends that she can call her own.She wants all these things,So she doesn't have to be alone. She's hoping someone will love her,She's hoping someone will care.She hears something and turns around,And notices that nobody's there.   Sitting in her room,All day long.She is sitting there singing,Her own sad song.
The 4th Of July
I can't think of the fourth of July with out first thinking of my father and all the others who have served in our armed forces both past and present. With out your courage, passion, and dedication I wouldnt be enjoying the level of comfort and freedom that exist in my life now. I am, and forever will be, in debt to all of you. My dad loved the fourth. He spent hundreds of dollars every year and was very proud of the number of times his neighbors called the police on him for excessive fireworks. When I was a kid I always thought he just enjoyed putting on such a great and intense show but as I aged I realized he did it because he was so proud of his country and its history. Thankfully I was there for the last two 4th's of his life. They were both incredible gatherings of friends and familiy, oh and we had a policeman already there on standby before we even shot off one firework. I will never forget those last two years. I love you dad and miss you dearly. Now I have my own tradition wi
Video Games And Websites
Its amazing how many people out that are so against video games (World of Warcraft, Diablo Series etc etc etc) it breaks up relationships, causes stress and moon swings rules your life. Yet they can sit on a website all day long, and THE SAME THINGS HAPPEN!Video Game: You get your ass beat your pissedWebsite: Someone Causes drama your pissedVideo Game: You spend so much time playing your signifigant other breaks up with you.Website: You spend so much time on said website your signifigant other breaks up with you. (or your caught with your hand in the candy jar making lovey dovey with someone else)Video Game: You lost a really cool item sadnessWebsite: Someone posts something sad sadnessVideo Game: Another player gives you a great item you really needed Friend!Website: Another user gives you a picture or some virtual wealth Friend!Am I the only one missing something here? Or do some people need to pull there fucking heads out of there asses or have some sense slapped into them. I am so
Think About It
I entered the U.S. Army in 2006 with a goal to see serious combat . I was an Artilleryman stationed in Schweinfurt, Germany . I deployed to the Wasit province ,in Eastern Iraq in Dec 2008 . Almost immediately I noticed that something was odd about our Nation's involvement in Iraq. The size of the giant fobs , the numbers of civilian contractors, and The waste of Materials all around. None of this really bothered me too much at First . I thought it was cool at the time. Two months into the deployment,Two of my friends where seriously wounded by an IED, .This event along with several others caused my outlook on the war ,the Army, and my life to change drastically. I began notice and question everything , The pointless missions that put us in danger, the contempt toward the Iraqi people by my peers and leadership, The impoverished Iraq cites, and the Corruption in the Iraqi Security forces. Ive heard countless accounts of fellow soldiers and my leaders bragging about killing Iraqis and
Nothing
It would be so easy just to shut down right now & just walk away from everything, & not caring one way or another about things. Holding back not telling people off. Keeping the tongue in check not screaming out things that shouldn't be said. Not sitting crying & moaning. Trying to keep the head up. Praying for everybody else, because nothing left to pray for self, for nothing seems to work. Trying to stir up the joy & faith inside. Trying to keep emotions in check & not let the heart wander aimlessly off track. Working on keeping the promises in front as well as the prize at the end of the race. Watching as more & more gets taken & nothing can be done. What more needs to leave, or to be stripped? Is this a joke? Is it funny to dump dung on one? How much more will be dumped? The tunnel is long & never ending. No longer know which is up or down. The light ends up being a tease of another lamp hanging from a wooden beam shining, but still not enough to show if going further into the abyss
Been There Myself
My eyes are shut, but I can still see. The pain, the hurt of others, they speak to me. Their voices, never stop. They ask for my help, how can I not? I am the voice, for the weak. The strength for those, who cannot speak. I live with fear, but it will not consume me. I control it, use it, apply it, positively. Hate is a useless emotion, learn from everything. Big changes can be made, even from the smallest of things. Fear is easy, overcoming it, is not. A little life lesson, I was taught. The school of hard knox, taught me more than I need. The skills to survive, to succeed. I am here for a purpose, to help those who can't help themselves. Regardless of what it costs me, I've been there myself.
It Could Be You
Go ahead, turn away. Close your eyes, to what goes on everyday. Pretend as if, you cannot see. The pain in others, the pain in me. It is a hurt, not easily disguised. All it takes is, one look in the eyes. Of the victim, read their face. Visit this tragic, unfamiliar place. A place so horrific, most people can't grasp. In their protected world, they don't bother to ask. Too many times, I needed someones help. And the only person around, was myself. My plea is to open your eyes, do what you can. To help those in need, it's the only way to understand. Hear their story, it's the right thing to do. Who knows, one day, it could be you.
Tell That To Her Family
She walks down the hall, with her head hung down. Listening to the taunts, the laughs around town. She pretends as if she don't, but it breaks a piece off at a time. Tearing down her dreams, ruining her mind. People think it's just words, that it doesn't hurt. But tell that to her family, as they cover her with dirt. She could no longer, stand the pain. Being tortured, ridiculed, living in shame. Look beyond the exterior, and see them from the inside out. For this is truly, what life is all about.
Where You've Been
Life is a mystery, to us all. Never knowing what, is on the other side of the wall. Should I climb it, or just play it safe. You only get one shot, it's not meant to waste. Live, laugh and love, as often as you can. Tomorrow isn't a guarantee, there is no plan. No one weeds out a path for you, no one holds your hand. We live and we learn, but living is the key. Don't live with regret, take it from me. Everyone dies, but not everyone dies with a smile. Take every chance, every opportunity, enjoy every mile. No matter how painful, it's worth it in the end. Leave the legacy, of where you've been.
In Memory Of My Dear Uncle
My dearest uncle, may you fly to Heaven as show white dove full of glory,wrapped in God's love. The Father has taken away all your pain, a new life with Jesus is what you have gained. All your worries and all of your woes they are now just bad memories, what you endured only God knows.  He sent down His Angels to meet in the sky, to bring you to Heaven, your home upon high. Although we will miss you every day, we will sense your Angelic prescens not only at times when we pray. We will feel you always, we will know you are there.  Please stay by us always, let us feel you are here, if we know you are with us, then all these lonely nights and days we can bear. Whisper you love us and wipe all our tears, if you stand by us always then we all have no fears. Please take care of your family, guide them with all your love. You are now their Angel, you are now their Dove, forever and always in Heaven above.   I will always miss you and love you uncle Per....Memories stay with me
My Blog? O.o
Ummm ok so idk what I'm suppose to do on here since I never made one but um, hi xD  I guess I'll start with saying a little about myself: I'm bi, I can get quite shy in person. I'm really nice and caring as long as you don't talk to me about stuff that pisses me off. I'm not a sex freak so I'm not into much sex stuff or jokes. I love shopping, I have an obsession for Pandas. I've loved them ever since I was little. I looooveee the band Black Veil Brides, they're amazing. And if you don't like them please either don't say anything or don't even bother talking to me at all. Thanks~ I also like going to the beach when I'm in the mood for it, I like camping as long as I don't get eaten alive by bugs.  Things I Hate: Bugs, Needles, Heights, Berries, People who talk dirty, Parties (I'm not a party person and I can be quite shy), Alcohol and Drugs, Horror anything, Zombies.  Things I Like: Being alone (not like, single alone but like, being in my room with my own space kinda alone.) Wat
Horse Whisperer
Resolve
This is a quote that I wanted to share and explain a bit of what it means to myself. "HISTORY TEACHES THAT WHEN YOU WILL BECOME INDIFFERENT AND LOSE THE WILL TO FIGHT SOMEONE WHO HAS THE WILL TO FIGHT WILL TAKE OVER." COLONEL ARTHUR D. "BULL" SIMMONS SON TAY RAIDER NOV 21,1970   To me what this means that when you lose the will to fight someone with more determination will come and take over what you can't handle anymore. There has been a few times in my life when i gave up on everything even life itself but the one thing that always remained is that I have an UNWAVERING BURNING desire to be something more than myself. If you dont understand what I mean here is another explanation. I feel there is something more that I should be a part of so I can't rest until I find out what that is. I have pushed myself way beyond my physical and mental limits throughout my life so far that I have had to get surgery from some of my injuries. I never could allow myself to forget what I am reall
Just To Think About.
They say blood(family) is thicker than water(friends), but often your friends are the ones telling you that its all water under the bridge and stick by you regardless.  Rarely this day and age do people grow up with family that stick by them as close as there friends.  Some of us live life following your own heart and your dreams.  Friends tend to uplift your dreams no matter how far fetched they may be.  Family tends to want you to follow thier thoughts and beliefs of what your dreams should be.  Most of us now live in familys that support you only when its what they want you to do.  No two people are the same so just because you may have a fully supportive family just remeber that is rare indeed.  Those that feel alone in this world with no support and no family to turn to.  If you are like me look to the friend next to you, if you do you just might find the family you have been missing. Sitting here feeling battered and bruised, twisted and outright used. I gave it my heart, my soul
My Wife Monica
Do you ever feel like half a person when you are Away from the one that makes you whole? Even if it is for eight hours a day, you still find yourself constantly thinking about your better half. This person exists in my life and I don't know what I would do without her! I wrote this way back in 2006 during my deployment to Iraq. Shortly after I recieved the wonderful news that we were going to have a child together! "I Love Monica, I love being with her, I love that we will get to share the responsabilities of a child together. She is my best friend and she holds my heart. I love her more than I knew I ever could love someone. When I come home to her, I will hold her twice over than I ever have before. i miss her so."  
What A Woman Wants........
The mood was light as we sat across from eachother for the first time. Sure, we have had several heated video chats but this was the first time I could smell her fragerance and see the want in her eyes. Her smile could light up the room as she laughed at me meaningless small talk. We both knew why we were there and as the time passed it became more apparent that we were wasting precious time. It was already noon and her flight was leaving at 6 PM. As we made our way from the bar to the elevator, my eyes were constanly fixed on her body. The way her skirt hugged her hips, the outline of her panties pressing through as she walked. My hand was seated in the small of her back as we entered the elevator. When the door closed, she spun around, looking up into my eyes. I could not resist the urge to lean down for what I thought would be a simple kiss. Our lips locked, as her hand draped over the back of my neck. I could feel her fingernails tracing through my short hair as the heat between us
Tis Not The 80s Nomore
We head down to erotic city where we can funk alright Round and round I drive my love machine cuz money don’t matter 2nite, We cream 2 the cross down alphabet street 2 the glam slam All night we dance on doing the housequake and the funk n jam When 2 r in love it is positivity full of temptation Cuz i cant stop this feeling I got 4 prince and the new power generation. So I shake and push in the latest fashion just like melody cool Strollin down like a thunder bolt breaking the biggest rule. The future holds the electric chair 4 your fantasy Or do u lie your delirious from all your ecstasy. I am willing and able to go around the world in a day with crazy u, Its gonna be a beautiful night so why are we so blue Lets pretend we are married cuz i wanna be your lover Baby, my love is forever u know there is no other. So take me with you , im yours, so we can be free

Sometimes people come into your life and you have no idea why. I believe you meet someone (weather it be online or in person) to teach you a lession, to help you grow, or just simply at that moment in time you need that one person just as they are. Weather you chose to form a bond with them is up to you. Those first words make all the difference. How you bond is what will define what could possibly be an amazing relatioship (friends or otherwise). I believe that some people are too vain to look past a mis-shaped image. I believe the we ourselves are our on worst critics. I believe that somewhere we must find a medium. Look past what is seen and let our minds paint a pictures with words.   "Always be yourself, express yourself, have faith in yourself, don not go out and look for a successfull personality and duplicate it."  
Big Block
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Psych Of Fu
 you show a member of the male species a picture of a pussy your gonna get 1 of 3 response, Mmmm baby, Can i eat you, can i feel your pussy? or nothing at all. usually on this site your gonna get a pigish comment of the first to. Tonight a subject demonstrated not only the piggish side of the male mind, but the fact of his desperation for getting laid as well. Apparently after thought and analysis of this individual it's been a long time since he had seen the vaginal area aka pussy of a real female. The desperation of this person made me realize that he was stuck doing 1 of 2 actions. 1. porn and a bottle of lube or baby oil, or 2. a blow up doll. Tis sad but true, that most of the men on this site think with the 2nd head and I am not refering to the one on their shoulders. Individuals like this prove the fact that 90% of males consently think about sex in some way, shape or form. For some it maybe  pounding a womans pussy, some may prefer oral but then some may prefer a animal which i
My Poetry
"Never Shine"Surrounded by solitude, wasting self doubtSorrow is shadowed by whispers that shoutScream I'm dying and saying I'm doneThrough with the pain but never can runConstant reminders that never leave sightNot heard over the cries that bellow at nightWorld upside down with thoughts of the choiceYou know it is there you just have no voiceAdmit your disguised and hidden beneathAll of the things that make you seem sweetPretend your content and satisfied at heartDon't ask me why its all falling apartShredded and scorched by the flames of the pastI'll never break through the wall you have castThe mountain that separates your heart from my handThe ocean that tells me the future is damnedSoft brush on my cheek or breath on my neckMy faith on the line is what this will wreckHas fate been destroyed,defeated, left bleedingIs it covered,or hiding, maybe just sleepingTired of witnessing our sheer lack of hopeThe thrown away deepness our abilities to copeWi
Your Ramadan Guide
Ramadan starts next Friday and ends the 18th of August.  Having been over there a few times (once during the religious holiday) and also having access to military expectations/requirements, I figured I would serve as your guide to make sure that all my psychoti....I mean FuFriends are fully prepared. Ramadan is the 9th month of the Islamic calendar and lasts about 30 days and is based on the official sighting of the new moon. It is a time for Muslims to do meditation and spiritual purification.   (NOT the kind of purification that Gallo is going to mention) You can NOT: eat, drink or smoke from sunrise to sunset (drunkenness is particularly offensive) there will be shortened work hours  (if you are a Government or State employee this means probably no work at all) Meals will be eaten twice during hours or darkness.  Most restaurants are closed during the day (so we will all be eating at Dud's). Although SOME coffee shops may remain open (for Postal's sake). It is IMPORTANT to wea
Ughh
first of all i dont know how to say this. but i have a lot on my  mind. and i have a bf that is always on his fb all the dang time. and random girls keep texting and messaging him. espically when i am spending time with him. it just gets on my nerves. girls need to like leave him alone he is mine. i cant stand this its starting to irritate me and get on my nerves all the time now. i dont want to lose my bf.
My Weekend Of Bondage
I received an e-mail from a couple lesbian friends of mine. Angi and Jenny asking me, if I wanted to go in with them and rent a cabin at Government Camp for the weekend. For my friends who don't know where Government Camp is located, it's a small high mountain community East of Portland, Oregon at the base of Mt. Hood. It gets lots of snow there over 6 feet during the Winter. We lucked out, it hasn't started to snow yet while we was there. Anyways, the Ladies asked me to meet them there about 5:00 pm Friday at the cabin they reserved for us. When I arrived at the cabin they was already there waiting for me with ropes in their hands. As soon as I walked in to the cabin with one of my bags, they told me to take my clothes off and put on my black nylon g-string. So, I went in the bedroom and took off my clothes and put on my g-string as told. When I came back in to the living room they immediately grabbed my arms and Angi tied my hands behind my back. Then Jenny stuffed a big 2 1/2" yell
Ramblin Stuff....=o)
A Bitch is a Bundle of Contradiction An angel of truth & a dream of fiction A bitch is a bundle of contradiction She's afraid of a wasp, will scream at a mouse But will tackle her man alone in the house She'll take him for better, she'll take him for worse She'll break open his head & then be his nurse But when he's well & can get out of bed She'll pick up the teapot & aim for his head Beautiful and keenly sighted, yet blind Crafty & cruel, yet simple & kind She'll call him a king, then make him a clown Raise him on a pedestal, then knock him flat down She'll inspire him to deeds that ennoble man Or make him her lackey to carry her fan She'll run away from him and never come back But if he runs away, then she'll be on his tracks Sour as vinegar, sweet as a rose She'll kiss you one minute, then turn up her nose She'll win you in range, enchant you in silk She'll be stronger than brandy, milder than milk At times she'll be vengeful, merry & sad She'll hate you like poison, and love you l
What?
A Magical Message
  A Magical Message May I please have a moment out of your precious time. And share a dream with you that may just help you unwind. With this special message a dream is what we can create. With magical abilities with both of our hearts and souls at stake.   Please allow us a moment to close our eyes being well aware. And dream of our biggest dreams if we only dare. We must believe this magic is truly happening right now to us. Being very gentle and kind to our hearts for it is only in ourselves we must trust. Allowing our imagination to begin stirring while feeling the warmth of magic occurring. Believing with both of our hearts that we know one of our dreams will create a desiring spark.   Now see your dream take form and give a smile That type of smile you haven't had in awhile!
Weekend....
Thank you for all the luvins...I tried to return most of it today.. but its hard when not on long. Been busy busy as usual. Yesterday got up at 7am..and headed to Cedar Point.  We didnt leave there til midnite. I was so flippin tired on way home..could barely keep eyes open.  Got in house around 230. So today I wll be busy with clean up.  Boys are home from camp...with camping gear all over..dirty clothes..etc. Anyways.. thank you all again for the luv! luv ya back!  btw..my chin is fine. Just sore when I eat somewhat. I would love to buy a happy hr..or 65credit bling pack..for 100mil.  let me know..if you got one to spare!  hugs n all that fun stuff...
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Love is  love is sweet when you meet the true love of your life no matter what you know you'll always wonder who you will meet in your life time like a red rose in the dark blue sky.
Just Stuff
Love
I have pondered the thought for many years " What is Love?" It has been determoned that "LOVE" is a force of nature. It cannot be commanded, demanded nor will it dissapear. We can stage a seduction or mount a courtship, but the result is more likely to be infatuation, or two illusions dancing together, not LOVE. Love is bigger than us. You can invite love, but you cannot dictate how, when, and where love expresses itself. You can choose to surrender to love, or not, but in the end love strikes like lightening, unpredictable and irrefutable. You can even find yourself loving people you don't like at all. Love does not come with conditions, stipulations, addendums, or codes. Like the sun, love radiates independently of our fears and desires. Love is inherently free. It cannot be bought, sold, or traded. You cannot make someone love you for any amount of money. Love cannot be imprisoned nor can it be legislated. Love is not a substance nor a commodity. Love has no territory,
Betrayal
These so called friends who let me down Who made me feel as though I would drown?My heart was broken, like a death to grieve,These friends of mine, set out to deceive.We had been friends for many years,With much laughter, fun and tears,We’d had good times, but that was past, Like many things they did not last.They did not invite me,The hurt they caused,They did not ring or call, I think that just about say’s it all.In my awful dark despair,I really thought they would care, A note, a card, or even some flowers,But they were too mean to even use these powers.They left me crying and so upset,How could they, and yet,“I’m alright” they probably said,We don’t care, we’ll go ahead,They carried on it did not matter,They all went out for chatter,No doubt to bitch, to stir and moan,But they had left me, all alone.When days were darkest, and self esteem so low,Calls to Samaritans said it all,They came through with flying colours,These friends did not, tha
My A$$ Is Back!!!
Hello my FUfriends! I thought with the holidays upon us, that I would make a Christmas wish list! I appreciate anything you are able to give me, but below are a few ideas! 1. Chocolate Rose- Yummy! 2. Foxy Christmas Fairy- She's just a cute little thing! 3. Rock Star- Would greatly appreciate to return all love given to me from my friends! 4. Cherry Bomb-To show my appreciation to all that have bombed me! 5. Famplifier- 6. Boomerang 7. God Mode Below would benefit you as well as I! lol 3 Credits- For 3 credits, I will EITHER let you in my NSFW folder OR I will make an NSFW Salute for you! You choose which one and Inbox me as to which you would prefer! (If pic is requested, I will make it for you as soon as possible!) Happy Holidays to All Of You!! ANNA So, I was on here earlier this year...met and supposedly fell in love with a guy on here...I made the decision of having him move in only after knowing him for may a month...That unfortunately was a bad decision...As
Ideal Relationships
Since there are guys out here seeking a relationship with a woman, I will speak my mind about the subject. I am first of all a Christian and wouldn't find myself being attracted to any guy who doesn't love Jesus like I do. Don't get me wrong I don't judge. My ideal relationship would have to be is a guy who doesn't try to be so pushy and arrogant about every little issue ,a guy who can make me laugh so hard my teeth hurt lol,a guy who is willing to be the guy and not have to worry about me back-talking to him but not a guy who's abusive who drinks all the time. I don't want to be with a guy is lazy and doesn't want to get out and do things with me. I don't want to jump hastily into a relatioship because from experience they ended very bad. I do believe in love at first sight but at the same time I don't want to find myself not listening to God's word on the guy either and have God tell me he's not the one. I like to take things slow but not so slow that I don't do anything about furthe
What Pisses Me Off
ppl that arent willing to wait 5 mins for something cuz ur helping someone else and demandthat you stop doing something and help them first also ppl that think that the world owes them something
Loneliness
When you finally realize you didn't matter at all to someone, you begin to wonder if you matter to anyone.
Beauty >>
You keep your eyes closed to block out the hardships, the pain, the unwanted; but in that, the true beauty of the world is lost, because you refuse to open your eyes. A diamond with a flaw is worth more than a pebble without imperfections. All girls are insecure, they may not show it, but they are, every girl believes that they have a 'defect' but honestly, you don't! every girl is beautiful, no matter what she wears, what she looks like, or how her body is. don't worry about that senseless stuff, beauty comes in all shapes and sizes.
The Lounges
Just Sayin I'm Sorry
For those of you that know me here..writing is not only my profession..it is my passion as well...I feel it..I write it..I dream it..I write about it..I reach for it...I write it...regardless if I triumph or fail..there is always a story to be told...either victory or defeat...something happened and my mind won't allow me to simply dismiss things like others can..it eats at me..until I either write it down or lash out...I have always been that way...people dismiss people like they are a piece of garbage...simply throw them away regardless of wat they have meant to them...I am not one of those people..I can count on one hand the number of people that has really touched and effected my life in a positive way..and once that has happened..it is not easy for me to simply dismiss them or let them go...I am human just like everyone else..and I can admit my flaws..and OH MY do i ever have em!!..I am gifted at making mistakes..and I don;t half ass that shit either..when I screw up..
Share This With Every Body
Found this elsewhere and liked it enough that I thought I would share it.       Recently I overheard a Father and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure.Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the Father said, 'I love you, and I wish you enough.'The daughter replied, 'Dad, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Dad.'They kissed and the daughter left. The Father walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see he wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on his privacy, but he welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?''Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?'..'I am old, and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral,' he said..'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you sa
Thoughts
She smiles to hide her fear,To hide the pain that's always near.Her stomach aches from being sadShe wants to stop feeling so bad. She wishes the world were a happier place,that way she could put a smile on her face.Will no one notice the pain that's inside?Can no one see how much she's cried?Wanting to feel free, wanting to be happy. She is tired of pretending there is no miseryWhat will it take for people to know that the smile she shows is fake?She has the world fooled into thinking shes pleasedWith how her life is going. Can they be so naive?But someday soon someone will seeSomeone will notice there is no bright light to light up her misery.To fade away the pain and someday soon that one person will make her really smile.   If you ever come to feel my pain or drown a day in my lonely rain,You would know what it's like to suffer in my hell. If you listened to the tales I have to tellyou would never again pass judgement on me.You may even understand why sometimes I flee, why I ru
Forever More...
I sit bewildered, astounded, raddled at what has just transpired! Doth my eyes falsify? Doth my ears hear queer? Doth my own heart yet bleed for love? I've bestowed upon thine my own heart, given to thee my soul, presented thine with my word and my bond! To what extent dost thou wish me to go? A knife in my heart? A spear in my throat? A keen edge upon my naked wrists or a bullet through my skull? I've castaway years of friendships, nights of passionate relations just to please thee! How selfish can thou be to ask this of me....And not partake in the giving, for the sake of we? You ask of me what I've contributed and laugh at my loss...You sit Idly by mocking, when naught have you shown! No sliver of care, no trinkle of want, no slight of love. Dash thine rock upon my skull! Peirce my flesh with pointed steel! Gouge mine eyes out with sharpened stick! For I was the one whom foolishly and blindedly fell for one whom doth not care! Neither in heart nor head, action nor word hath
The 10 Types Of Guys Woman Have To Choose From
THE 10 GUYS WOMEN HAVE TO CHOOSE FROM. 1.) The Listener: This is the guy who is the shoulder to lean on when they need one. The guy who is sensitive and listens to their problems.He does this because he thinks he’ll eventually get to hit it. He won’t. He gets friend zoned. 2.) Mr. Fix it: This is the guy comes around and fixes things for her. The guy who thinks by helping out with her clogged sink or changing the fuel filter in her car, he’ll get her in bed. He usually never does. If he does, it is mostly because she feels really bad or just temporarily desperate. She will more often than not, regard this as a mistake after. 3.) Money Bags: This is the big shot money guy. He has a great job and loves to spend lots of money on her. Fancy dinners, jewelry, expensive clothes, purses, etc. These guys get her in bed, but not nearly as often as you’d assume. Women usually sleep with this guy when they feel they owe it to him or reluctantly give in to his persistenc
Lu
Once upon a time, far away in a ,  lived a princess, named   She was so pretty, a beautiful  wouldn't even compare. But the princess had a secret, every time a   would appear the princess would turn into a beautiful
I Only Have Two Words For You
You may get me down, for a little while. But I will always get back up, with a smile. Because through the bruises, and the pain. I will never hang my head, in shame. With every punch I only get stronger. I smile through the blood stained wall. Feeling you weaken, while giving me your all. People like you, who speak with their fist. Are responsible for me, turning out like this. Because I can now smell the fear, see the hurt in the eyes. Of those suffering, it can't be disguised. You have given me a gift, through years of abuse. And for that, I only have two words for you. For all the suffering, you put me through. All I have to say is, thank you.
Poetry
You broke my heart in twoAnd took me like a bet,with all you put me throughI have so many regrets. To lose you was worth it,although I wasn't sure,it seemed to make me happy,but still so insecure. We always said Foreverwe would take it to the endnever give it upbut this time my heart couldn't mend. It cut so deep into meI guess it hurt you toobut when you did it, then you liedI had to say "we're through." I gave you all I hadI tried to make it lastbut now all we haveare memories from the past. So look me in the eyeand tell me what you seea man so broken insidewho's been through misery. And now I’m moving onwith the pain that kills insidebut I’m starting to forgetby reminding myself, how you lied!
Love
The Miles That Separate Miles that separateFriends that discriminateCircumstances that kept us apartAnd those people who broke our heartsThe feelings that I was scared to showThe ones that you always made knownThe good times and the bad,The happy and the sadYou never gave up even when I wouldYou never let go even though I said you shouldYou said you love me and I believe its trueAnd now I just need to say,Baby I love you tooAs the days went by I began to findThat this feeling inside was one I could no longer denyYou amaze me in every wayYou continuously take my breath awayYou know me better then I know myselfIt's as if I'm a book,That you have read inside and outYou know when I'm happy, and when I'm sadYou even know when the little things make me madYou've one my heart, proved yourself trueBabe I don't know how you did it,But you made me fall head over heals for you Being together under a full moon,So perfectly poetic, we are complete.An everlasting shine of our love,With unwavering
Cosplay-costumes-online
As being a STAR IN CELEBRITY 2012 PROM DRESSES In my opinion every star wants to shine around the red carpet. But it is possible to most significant they need to be familiar with Cosplay Costumes Online is when for themselves up, exactly what types of 2012 prom dresses they should choose. When a star offers the possiblity to walk on the red carpet, she should prepare a suit of wonderful 2012 prom dress which fits her figure and her very own taste. Here, I must look at the 2012 Cannes Film Festival. Though it has passed, I still remember some brilliant, gorgeous and Buy Mascot Costumes luxurious styles appeared at Cannes red carpets. The celebrity 2012 prom dresses are actually leading the present fashion trend. In generally, exactly what the celebs wear represent the newest fashion trend such as the fashionable styles, hot colors and fashionable accessories. So you can overtake the newest trend through some fashion shows or some red carpet shows, Popular Lolita Costumes. Some red ca
Horny Dad
Daddy loves pussy
Friends
Why is it we always fall for our best friends? Is it because we know we can trust them? Is it because we know them so well? Is it because of the way they know exactly whats going on in our heads? Or is it because they are there any day, anytime, anywhere without the promise of kisses, intimate touches or whispered sentiments of love? I think we love them because they are there when there is nothing in it for them except for that little glimmer of hope that maybe someday there will be!
Cadence's Euphoric Pandemonium
I can be a bit of a ranter... and at times, hard to handle.... I know this. But people are so fucking stupid sometimes it kills me! I had a lady and her kids come in for dinner the other night and all they did was sit and make fun of every other person in the dining room.... calling them trailer trash, or whores, skanks, probably homeless....YADA YADA. I bit my tongue (as a waitress, I have too) But it really got me thinking.....   Sometimes when you look at someone, your first impression can be so off that you judge someone solely on that impression and you miss out on meeting a really great person. When you look at why this is, you can tell in an instant that it is a society based misconception.   When you see a rugged looking fellow outside of a grocery store with a cup, most Americans today would assume that A, he's homeless and B, the cup is for begging for money. However, this can be one of our largest misconceptions ever. First of all when you look at his exterior, societ
I Laugh When You Get Pissed!
I just wonder why people get so damn ill when you don't return the favor of likes, rates, pokes, and etc. I know this is a "game" of sorts, but it's still a social site when you get down to the center of it. So what if I didn't add you, like you, or so on. There are some people that do in fact not say anything out of the way when the favor is not returned, but chances are high that they aren't even aware if they don't get a return gesture from you. They are just doing what they do...liking, rating, commenting, and they loose track of what they have done and on who's page they have done it. I just hope that in the end fate will weed out the ones that don't read profiles and divert them away from my profile cause I am tired of the "game players" here on this sight. You want to play the game here and that's fine. Just don't include me lol
Yup..you Guys Shocked Me..thank You..:)
I have to say that I am a little shocked..and that's not easily done...I have seen some pretty horrific things...hardly anything shocks me anymore....you can spend as much time as you want getting to "know" someone and the truth is..when you are using the online method...it is never a guarantee if you really "know" them or not..regardless of the time that has gone by...they can be exactly who they say they are..and still not be who you think you know...you know only what they want you to...I know that all too well...I have wasted my time and my emotions on people that I was CERTAIN I "knew" before..and it caused a lot more than emotional trauma...but the fact remains...people like that simply do not care how their actions effect other people..as long as they are able to fulfill that little fantasy they have in their heads..well that's all that matters to them...they could care less about the physical scarring that will eventually go away..the effects it has on someone emoti
Friends
So it seems we have lost a really good friend.  One I wish I lived closer too.  I "had" a George pic of him and I was going to use it as my default today in honor of his "Fu-death", but it seems I can't find the damn thing!  While looking for it in my George folder, I realized how many Fu-friends I have had through the years and have lost.  There are 3 folders, one of George pics to cut-n-paste, one of point hoars and flat out hoars (because George just can't keep his weener in his pants), and a third one of Fu-friends pictured with George.   Sifting through the friends folder I find the following "MISSING IN ACTION" George buddies: DIT, Coery, Ceri, GG, GBT, Applebottom, TJ, Jim, Kins, Julzzz, witty, Sho, Roxy, vixxenVB, boo, Gear, amy, Mrs B (sighs), Tinker, Giggity, Karma, Wendy, Love, JWH, MEL, and Wendy my fantasy wife (ok, maybe she wasn't a friend). It also made me wonder....should I load those back on? Maybe make it accessable to family or friends only?  Some of those were t
The Last One Standing
Me against the world, that's how it's always been. Although I've been hurt, I always win. Because I can still live, laugh and love, despite all the shit. I was designed strong enough, to handle it. Throw something at me, and I'll catch it every time. There is nothing I can't do or overcome, in this world of mine. Size doesn't mean a thing, I'm still standing tall. With a mile long grin, ready to take on them all. All the bad guys, that wanna cause me pain. You'll have to earn the right, to speak my name. I have shed my tears, made my blood trails. Paid my dues, it's my time to prevail. Try me if you must, but I don't recommend it. I'll be the one in your face screaming, is that all you got bitch? I do not surrender, no white flag is raised. I'll be the last one standing, at the end of the day.
For The Firefighters, Medical Responders And Emts
Oh you're a Firefighter, Medical Responder, E.M.T? Thats cool I wanted to do that when I was a kid.   What do u make?   What do I make? I make holding your hand seem like the BIGGEST thing in the world when I'm cutting u out of a car. I can make 5 minutes seem like a life time when I go into a burning house to save ur family. I make those annoying sirens seem like Angels when u need them the most. I can make your children breathe again when they stop. I can help you survive a Heart Attack. I make myself get out of bed at 3am to risk my life to save people I never met. Today I  might make the ultmate sacrifice to save your life. I MAKE A DIFFERENCE, WHAT DO U MAKE?
Paths Taken
Whenever we walk the path of life, rarely is there a single right path but rather many paths each with different outcomes. Life is more enjoyed when we look forward and not dwell too much on the past. This is how we heal from tramatic events and let painful memories fade while attempting to hold close those that we particularly enjoyed or were meaningful in some way.....selective memory.
My Devil Doll
Sultry, slutty tunes jazzy blues wrapped around my skullI had a devil doll on my shoulderSmoky sounds pounded out from a local band reverberated against my chestI had a devil doll on my shoulder I looked for my tatoo gurl but she was goneMy devil doll was lostSitting at the table i could not help but feel the empty chair beside meMy devil doll was lost I still feel the bites against my chest, bruised with an intensity i craveMy tatoo queen was goneNights of twisted love upon wet sheetsMy tatoo queen was gone Songs from Pink Martini echoed insideMy poetic kisses have done and goneWhispers among soft and hard embraces cut across my soulFor you see my poetic kisses have done and gone Old pictures seen, songs played pollute my mind of herHer salty kisses have been stolen backSalty lips once grazed my tongue, her taste forever rememberedHer salty kisses have been stolen back I feel her through the miles stillMy devil doll is goneHer soul of great dark and lightMy devil doll is gone...f
Speak Of All That Might Be
Each moment alive i dwell among dark and deep emotions.Like the ancient Inca ruins of a fallen culture buried in the jungle of forgotten dreams and passions. Tho my passion knows no bounds for you, it may only touch you as you hear the eerie cry of the eagle upon its lonely nest as it searches for new prey to give it sustenance. Or the lonely cry of the wolf among the frozen winter landscape. Cries of both life and death lonely yet strong.
Definition
sometimes your spirit calls to me. Sometimes i recall raindrops beaded up.They remind me of tears that fell but were never delivered. In the soft moments listening in the dark, i can imagine anything.For such moments i seek for they define me
Dont Forget
I dont want to be wrapped in protocolBsdm has its own sort of boundaries.I want to be defined by my uniqueness,When i see you, i want you to push down my walls. When you see me, i want you to catch your breath.When you leave, i want you to crave more. I want to taste you, rub your scent on me.Mark your territory, for I will surely mark mine. When you sweat i want to taste it, when you cum i want you to cover me in it.When you feel things deeply, tell me. When you feel great sadness, cryWhen you're feeling pain, get LOUD or I'll do it harder til i hear you. Dont forget me if you ever leave for good,For you see this is all i have.
Just Something I Want To Make
Ingredients 1 cup all-purpose flour 2 eggs 1/2 cup milk 1/2 cup water 1/4 teaspoon salt 2 tablespoons butter, melted Directions In a large mixing bowl, whisk together the flour and the eggs. Gradually add in the milk and water, stirring to combine. Add the salt and butter; beat until smooth. Heat a lightly oiled griddle or frying pan over medium high heat. Pour or scoop the batter onto the griddle, using approximately 1/4 cup for each crepe. Tilt the pan with a circular motion so that the batter coats the surface evenly. Cook the crepe for about 2 minutes, until the bottom is light brown. Loosen with a spatula, turn and cook the other side. Serve hot. Homemade Eye Makeup Remover 1 Tbsp jojoba oil 3 Tbsp olive oil 1 tsp vitamin E Recipe for Bitter Melon Curry: Ingredients: 1 cup water, 1/2 cup red lentils, 1/2 cup coconut oil, 1/2 cup brazil nuts (powdered in blender), 1 large onion slices thi
Wow Fubar
I crave a normal place to hang out. I dont like being hit on by some random loser. Am I the only one who hates this. Has everything turned into that. I just want friends. I party but not that hard COCAINE My minds been eaten up with rustMy thoughts are covered with white dustI've got no one I can trustI'm surrounded by all this shitCan't turn it awayIts to hard to quitIm on my way down,To the devils pit!!I can feel the heat from the blazing flames,Its so intense it drives me insaneI'm just a prisonerOf this deadly Cain!  
Native Pride
The Moccasins of an Old Man   I hung you there, moccasins of worn buckskin. I hung you there and there you are still. I took you from the hot flesh of a swift buck. I took you to my woman.   She tanned you with buck brains. She cut and sewed and beaded. I wore you with pride. I wore you with leaping steps over many grounds.   Now, I sit here and my bones are stiff with many winters. You hang there and I shall sit. We shall watch the night approach.     ~TO WALK THE RED ROAD~Long road winding began in the stars,spilled onto the mountain tops,was carried in the snow to the streams,to the rivers, to the ocean…It covers Canada, Alaska, America,Mexico to Guatemala,and keeps winding around the indigenous.The Red Road is a circle of people standing hand in hand,people in this world, people betweenpeople in the Spirit world.star people, animal people, stone people,river people, tree people…The Sacred Hoop.To walk the Red Road is to know sacrifice, suff
Bash Brothers
TONIGHT IS THE GRAND REOPENING  OF BASH BROTHERS  THATS  RIGHT  WE ARE BACK.  TONIGHT  ONE LUCKY MEMBER  WILL WIN AN AUTO 11.  COME  ON IN AND  LETS PARTY.  LIVE DJS TAKING YOUR REQUESTS  PLUS  LIVE CAMS WITH UP TO 20 PPL ON THEM.  COME ON  LETS ROCK OUT IN BASH BROTHERS
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So i have no idea what is going on. I created a random mumm just like so many other people on here do. I get a message saying it was removed because it had NSFW content, which nothing at all about it was NSFW. Now I cannot post mumms, and can't get any response as to why my other one was taken down to begin with.
Missing You
Even after all that we had been through I cant believe I still want you No matter what I do I still miss you I try to think of other things But this pain inside still stings I am always thinking about you Do you miss me too?   This pain does not seem to go away I feel it each and every day I don't want us to end this way What can I say to make you stay?    
Burning Bridges
I am not liked by everyone possibly because I speak my mind very freely, who knows .. Historically, great men never had good references because they always rocked the boat .. John the Baptist was Hated by a queen .. Jesus was Hated by a King & an entire community, some people still Hate him if you listen to how they speak .. Moses was Hated by a King .. King David was Hated by a King .. Daniel was Jailed by a King .. Galileo was Disgraced for asserting that the world was not FLAT .. I suppose it's only fitting that people Hate me as well .. But when I cross that Bridge do not follow close behind, because I plan on Burning that Bridge on the other side .. and I'm out! It`s funny how hello always ends with a goodbye .. It`s funny how good memories can start to make you cry .. It`s funny how forever never really seems to last .. It`s funny how much you`d lose if you forgot about your past .. It`s funny how friends can just leave you when you`re down .. It`s funny how when y
Family Spots
I've started making Family Spots the ones I put in my family are there for a reason begging me to put you in my family spot will not work go cry your river elseware dont reming me of my ex because while im a gentleman and and treat with respect i am blunt and will tell you off if I have too. Im not a hater not prejudice biased not a jerk or asshat but I can be if you become one. The people in my Family I respect and Love they are unique and specail in their own ways. They are my Family Deal with it take your dram else where. I may help you buy putting you temporarily in family for leveling but thats my choice and only for friends. Dont Bring Drama to my page or I will block you or to my Family friends or Fans. Thanks for Reading This Blog. I cant help ev1 theres only so many Family Spots available thanks for Understanding.
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Poetry
Once my love was divine and pureTill I saw her standing thereA timeless beauty, forbidden to meMore beautiful then any creation I ever seenWith effort I lost, and failed to stay awayShe became the bright star that lit up my darkest nightHer heart she did offer to me freelyI cherished it and held it dear to mineHer hand I vowed to take into matrimonyFor those moments when our hearts beat as oneand I got lost into those eyesWas the paradise I always sought Our love seemed to become a legend that defied the angelsThey were envious of us, and of herHow could one mortal being so praised by a man?With swift vengeance they came upon us in the nightDeath came quickly, barely a whisper in the airIt grew dark and cold, raining white feathersThe angels stole the life from her lipsShe lay there pale and cold as snowI wept for the love that once was my own
5 Star Eater69
FIRST..It's easier to make a girl cum, from eating' her pussy as opposed to fucking' her, even tho I am told that i make most women cum by fucking them i LOVE to EAT it LICK it and SUCK on the clit and and put my tongue deep in her hole...while i am in her wit my tongue, i am sucking on her clit softly................. 95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doing' their Lil snake charm grinding' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothing' for us..so the key is..eat pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with a lot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end, however u like...... now once your In between her legs..don't just fucking' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fucking,time I know pussy is nearly irresistible...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them
Me
I am a SINGLE guy,yes SINGLE,if you are interested ,,let me know,it is hard to tell on here weather someone is serious or not,,,but I do flirt and kid around my self too,so anyway I am new here,a virgin you might say so take it easy on me LOL
My Style??!!
      What do you think i should do??!!       Should i change my style? If so, what should i do then??!!      I wanna try black hair and purple streaks =] lol Let me know!!
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