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Why Oh Why?
You are my true love and happiness Only you can fill my emptiness Under no circumstances that our relationship will fail And we will succeed this time am sure we will Nothing can break us not even this distance no more Don't be weak though and be astray anymore I love you with all my heart and won't give up on you either For your unconditional love I want to be your wife in the future Only death can separate us but I hope it won't be no time soon Really I wanted to spend the rest of my living life with you so soon Everlasting love is what I really pray for Very much ready to be your partner is what I’m longing for Everyday i thought of what you have told be once Reassuring me that “ONE DAY WE WILL BE TOGETHER, HAND AND HAND TOGETHER AS ONE.”™     How come when it comes to love, it seems like the HEART has a brain of its own. You cant teach your own HEART nor dictate it. The HEART knows what the HEART wants.  Sad to say, when you are hurting or hav
Life
I never asked for much. My pride wouldnt allow it. I never expected much. My sense of reasoning knew better. I coined the terms patience and humility. I speak not rather than to hear the voice of fools. I draw near to hear the wisdom of silence. I stand in the end not ashamed of who i am but of what i have become. I see the beauty of imperfection. I know that the right fit is always what is wanted but not neccesarily what fills the hole. I try to dim the darkness all around me rather than extinguish the light  within myself. Anymore tho i am tired and bitter. I ask why every good deed goes unpunished. Where is the good in this world if i bring some one their wallet and somebody steals mine. Where is humility if i remain silient and people beleive me dim for doing so. If i give to one homeless man ceaslessly till i have no more and turn around and there is another. Why was i born with a congenative defect. Why are some people not afforded life at all. I try my best to ignore circumstanc
Wonder Woman
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Reno police find girls that 18-year-old Californian allegedly brought her  Reno police found the 12- and 13-year-old girls at the Kietzke Lane Walmart at around midnight on Tuesday. "They called us because they were cold and hungry," Reno Police Department Sgt. Chris Lang said.  The girls are being held at the Jan Evans Juvenile Detention Center as runaways and to check on their welfare, police said. Meanwhile, Reno police arrested Blake Holmes, 18, of Ridgecrest, Calif., on four counts of sexual assault on a minor younger than 14 three counts of lewdness with a minor. His bail was set at $110,000. Police said he formed a relationship with the girls over the Internet and then brought them to the Reno area in a stolen vehicle.  NEWS REPORT FROM THE DAILY INDEPENDENT, RIDGECREST, CA. LOCAL NEWSPAPER: Ridgecrest, Calif. — A Reno television story, which the embed video code can be found below, suggest two Ridgecrest teens may be in Reno after leaving town early Monday with an
What We Are
So, what is "Anti MFKN" you ask? Well it should be fairly easy to figure out at least the basics of it. But, I will explain in further detail exactly what we are and what we are all about. My name is Mark, most of you know me as THE Slut. I, at one time, was called a Founder of MFKN. So I am sure some of you will be confused to see me as a founder of this. I was not an original founder of MFKN, nor did I ever claim to be. However, as soon as I joined I fell in love with its members, its concept, and its core beliefs. I was almost immediately asked to add founder to my name. I refused at first because, no matter how strong my dedication and how sincere my beliefs in the MFKN creed, I was NOT a founder. But, after talking to Bubzy, AsH.WeeE, and Cruser about it extensively, I relented and added it to my name. MFKN continued to grow stronger everyday. Our lounge became a top lounge and we were THE premier family of fubar. This was NOT because of me, but was because our members busted ass,
Random Thoughts
I sit here on Christmas Eve and I wonder what the hell has happened to most of the people. Most everyone is out for themselves. Want, want, want. Thats all everyone does. What happened to a time of giving. Something that comes from the heart. I am getting so sick of this place. I give without being asked. I help because thats what makes me feel good. But all I see in status messages is give me this and give me that. Its sad. You all wonder why this country is going to hell. Everyone has a hand out and wants something for nothing. It makes me sad. Makes me actually hate the Christmas that everyone else talks about. I celebrate a season of giving, but I dont do it just this time of year. I do it year round. So examine yourselves. Think about the real meaning for the season. And then do something for someone else without them asking. Figure it out before its to late.    Merry Christmas Scott a.k.a. Venom
Friends
Hey guys, just wanting to make sure you all rate me. I am trying to level up and need all your help to do so.   this is to all my friends. I just wanna wish you all a happy holiday and hope everything is well with all your family and friends.  
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The Promise
The Promise   How time will heal? Make me forget, you promised me. Time will heal, make me forget, you promised me. Love will save us all and time will heal, you promised me. You promised me, You promised me.   How love will save? Make me forget, you promised me. Love will save, make me forget, you promised me. Time will heal us all and love will save, you promised me. I trusted you, I wanted your words. Believed in you, I needed your words. Time will heal, make me forget. And love, love will save us all.   You promised me another wish, another way. You promised me another dream, another day. You promised me another time, you promised me another life. You promised me, you promised me, you promised me.   So I swallowed the shame and I waited, buried the blame and I waited. Choked back years of memories, I pushed down the pain, I waited. Trying to forget, trying to forget, trying to forget. Trying to forget, trying to forget.   You promised me another wish, ano
Things Never To Be Spoken
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Promise
A promise is aLiethat you wish wasThe TruthNever is a promisedIllusionForever is a promisethat takes far too longto EndureLove is a promise deliveredalreadybrokenWe are defined byHowwe lovenot WhoorWhy? this speaks to my soul its beatiful baby Please to meet you, I've come to realize that my moment with you keeps running outand every time I think of you I begin to think of the stupidity I dealt, the amount of emotions flowing and the amount of rage I keepby the end of the night, I have realized that I want to say you have pushed so many buttons in my system that even my so-called back up doesn't even make come close at allthey broke! they broke! they fuckin broke! that by the time I've come to say those three words they end up just throwing in my mouthso i'm sorry if my mouth is just pure shit but every time I think I've come to realize that you and I have been nothing but just not even one but TWO different ideasand even big bangs or a the big contraction you and I cannot eve
A Chance
When life has derailed youAnd has brought you to frightYou must bravely face itAnd put up a fight.For no one can do it,But you and only you.You must set a goalAnd then follow through.Whether you win or loseIs really not what counts.But if you don't even try,It will hurt in great amounts.I will try to explain to youWhat it is I'm trying to say,Through what could happenOn a bright shiny day.He could plainly see herStanding on the other shoreOf this treacherous river."Ahh." he could take it no more.He knew the river had takenSo many others before him.But he was so determined,That this time he would win.So without any hesitationHe plunged in the water so cold,And he started to swimWith a determination so bold.As he struggled to crossHe felt the river grow wider,And the trees beyond itSeemed to enclose and hide her.Because he had to reach her,Of two things he did know.He would surely prevail,.Or in the river die doing so.His arms were so heavyAnd his legs were burningFrom the tremendous exe
What Is...
What is... in the words of a poem?That sometimes makes it specialIs it hidden within the words?Or is it just simply superficial?Is it by chance what is said?Or could it be what is meant?And does it really even matterIf any kind of message is sent?When you read a poem,Does it have any meaning?And does what is said in itIgnite any special feeling?It is so very sad to thinkThat there are some of usWho simply skim the wordsAnd know not of their loss.Then there are a number of othersWho somehow take away much more,For they've read between the linesAnd of what they've read they're sure.And then there of course are thoseWho undoubtedly know a work of art,For the words are what their worthAnd they simply take them to heart.And finally there are thoseWho try to find some meaningOf that, which has been written?And are immersed in the feeling.It is only for you to sayWhich of these, are really real.But first you must ask yourselfHow it is you really feel.By asking what's in the wordsCan they make
Just A Funny
 It takes 7 seconds for food to pass from mouth to stomach. A human hair can hold 3kg. The length of a penis is 3 times the length of the thumb. The femur is as hard as concrete. A woman's heart beats faster than a man's. Women blink 2x as much as men. We use 300 muscles just to keep our balance when we stand. The woman has read this entire text. The man is still looking at his thumb.   HAHAHA!!!
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Nightmare Nation Rules!!   1.) NO DRAMA, drama will not be tolerated at any level. 2.) NO DIRECTING CAMS, directing cams will result in immediate ejection. 3.)RESPECT ALL STAFF. 4.)WHEN HIRED DO YOUR JOB, no slacking. 5.)ABSOLUTLY NO NUDITY ON CAMS!!!!   In this lounge we want you to have fun, relax, be yourself, be respectful. FOR STAFF: Please if you have a problem take it to the head of your section. FOR GUESTS: Please if you have a problem with staff go to there Head person. If you have any furthure questions about the rules please do not be afraid to ask! Thank you  N-N Staff
Sacking Up
Its not that difficult of a moment, and one over looked at every thought, but it stands out when I think of us. Its not the sex, its not the release, or the lust, its your eyes looking at me. On your back, hands clinching mine over your head. I look down mouth open breathing heavy, as passionate as the moment is, it slows. Your head shakes side to side, in some manor of ecstasy, as your eyes,,, those amazing, wide eyes slowly close and open, and its that moment where your iris locks in on mine. In soft light, in random speed, I see every color piercing me. In every closing of intensity, they still remain seen just behind my eyelid. Every blink I fight to see yours again. Every glimpse of them closing empowers me to open them, with every part of my body. Push in and they open, kiss your lips and they close, the actions of your eyes dance for me, as you see the same in mine. my love, when we grow old ill miss seeing the lines form on that perfect face. Ill miss the moments when hair gr
Walt Disney Syndrome
     This is a view i developed a long time ago, and i wanted to publish it somewhere before someone else stole it. Unfortunately i don't the degrees needed to get my hypothesis published in a scientific journal, but a wise man once said "The internet has given every asshole in the world a voice..." so i figured why not use mine. that said here it is.       Walt Disney Syndrome is my answer to the question "Why do most relationships fail now and days?". most of us were raised on television, and Disney are a parental favorite, because they are "QUALITY FAMILY PROGRAMS" with a strong moral message, but is this true? In any given Disney movie you find a beautiful "Princess" the classic "damsel in distress" who needs rescuing, so her "Prince Charming". You also find story of true love, heroics, and of-cores a happily ever after, however, that is the problem. Look at the world around you: do you see any "Princesses" in need of rescuing? How About any "Prince Charmings"? Hell
For My Number 1
The last couple of months of my life have been so great...Been in Kansas with the woman I love that I have been with for 5 months now and its pretty great...It just brings me back to the day when I was in love with my best friend, a great girl, I mean great...We laughed together, we talked, we cuddled, we kissed, and kid around too...But with this girl im with now today, its the same but different in a good way...I have alot from my heart I can give her and I do...I care so much for her right now that I am happy when she is happy and when she is happy I am happy...She has been through alot the last few month that fate brought us both together...I do have faith that this will last in my heart forever til the day I die...I almost died a year ago from an infection in my kidney that god did tell me its not my time to go there is love for you out there for your friends and family...And that soon I will have someone new in my life that will care for me and comfort me as well...I knew what go
Suspected Scammer Emails
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Sweden in a Nutshell Area: 174,000 sq. milesPopulation: 9 millions (500,000 foreign citizens).Language: SwedishCapital: StockholmForm of Government: Constitutional monarchy, parliamentary democracy.Ten Fun Facts About Sweden[ Fact 1 ]The strongest girl in the world is Swedish!Pippi Longstocking is the heroine in the most famous children's books in Sweden. These books were written by Astrid Lindgren and are loved by children (and adults) all over the world. They have been translated into 76 languages.[ Fact 2 ]All the world's flowers are Swedish!Carolus Linnaeus – better known in the U.S. as Carl von Linné – was the first individual to successfully classify all the plants (and animals) of the world into different species and families.  He wrote the epoch-making book Systema Nature (The System of Nature) in 1735, which is still being used by botanists and zoologists today![ Fact 3 ]Mysterious Moose Tracks.A popular souvenir is the road sign for moose-crossing. Every year a h
The Most Functional English Word
  THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD .   HOPE THIS MAKES YOU SMILE THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language.You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit.   You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan.             You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit.Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty.   Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit. You can have too much shit, n
New Years Eve !!!!
DON'T drink and drive- and DON'T ride with anybody who does.Tipsy Tow offered by AAA: 1-800-222-4357 You Don't have to be a AAA member, from 6pm-6am on new years eve/day they will take your drunk ass self and your car home for FREE. Save this number... 1-800-222-4357 write it down while sober!!! Please re-post this if you don't mind... After being married for 30 years, a man took a look at his wife and said, "Honey, do you realize 30 years ago, I had a cheap apartment, a cheap car, slept on a pull out bed and watched a 13 inch black and white TV, but I got to sleep every night with a hot 21 year old blonde. Now, we have a nice house, nice car, big bed and plasma screen TV, but I'm sleeping with a 51 year old blonde. It seems to me that you are not holding up your side of things." Now the wife, a very reasonable woman, told him to go out and find a hot 21 year old blonde, and she would make sure that he would once again be living in a cheap apartment, driving a cheap car, sleeping
One New Years Eve
This is not anormal blog for me Im just bitchin.... I woke up in a great mood but it seems like everything has been a mix of good and bad and ive been trapped in a quazy crazy world that I don't see working out well. I want some space and play time but I have no Idea how to bring this up with lovey... maybe I should call an old fried and escape for the weekend but I know he wouldn't take that well.... I just wish men came with instruction manuels so that when I needed to figure out what the best buttons to push to get a few things I could just flip to page 87 in the manual and have all the answers laid out for me. But things don't work out that way. Is it possible to do things without all this bs in between. Tonight like many others... I am getting ready to be invaded... That is how it feels sometimes... Like I'm opening mys self up for another penial invasion in my already sensitive body.  Tonight we are meeting the officer for a little naughty play time. Lovey is in the shower getti
Fubar Is A Game
Random Thoughts
Ever wanted something so badly you couldn't breathe without thinking about it? Ever over analysed something so much that the simplest concept turns to gibberish in your own head? Ever felt something was just "right" clear down to your bones, so deep that no one could tell you otherwise? Ever wonder if you were insane because your mind races so fast you can't make sense of your own thoughts? Ever lose yourself in something so wonderful you can't remember what life was like before it? Ever have to talk yourself down from an emotional cliff? Ever endure something horrible and come out better because of it? Ever teach yourself to love again? Ever wanted to drown in a feeling? Ever been so happy you don't see how anyone could deserve the luck you've found? I Have.... Have You? Be Strong... Be Loved... Question Everything   
Me And My Mistress
me : Hi baby i love you and wanted to let you know   me : i cant wait to see you face to face you make me feel like no other   Mistress : and i love you with a heart that had stopped beating a heart broken and destroyed with out you nothing exists. nothing in tis huge wourld can take the place of your kiss   me : kissing you  would be the joy of my life   Mistress : you have token a breath from a heart that could not beat.. when the sky seen in to your soul it knew this must be so love has been found and pulled to rescue  my air .. you are the light that brightins my path and with out you there would be noting had and kissing you would give me life when befor my life hade begun to fade Mistress : wow what have you done to me   me : you have awaken a man that hade nothing   Mistress : and the woman i have become has waited under storm clouds for a man that awaken everything that others had destroyed and given it life again   me : life with out you now would not be  i woul
Justaman2u Wants To Know If U Knew..
We truely live in a great country i must say. A nation that shows it can grow. A nation were we work on things that are wrong or were wrong. If u ever get bored read about . Anti-miscegenation laws - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia  40 years ago  many of us would have gone to jail for breaking the law. Thank you American for being what you are. We are america and must make sure we keep the change going.  just remenber u make a difference. Let me know what you think. Not sure anyone will read this but what the hell. never know.
Men Can Yall Help Me Out?
y is it dat when women get mad bout somethin they keep it in then when we do say y we was mad da dude get mad at us cuz they think we got mad 4 no reason or ova somethin stupid?
Things You Could Put Into A Friend Request
so many of people on here put blank requests, but here is a list of things you could put into one. just to make it seem a little more personal.   1. Hi, how are you?? 2. read over your profile, you seem cool 3. my name is so and so, nice to meet you. 4. hope you are having a good day 5.  nice profile 6. Thanks for coming and rating me 7. looking for friends 8. if its the holidays, put something that says happy holidays 9. if its someones birthday, maybe just put happy birthday 10. If its a military personal. maybe put thanks for serving.   these are 10 things you could put into a friend request. rather then sending a blank one. 10 seconds to write something goes a long way. P.S.  just because this is the net doesnt mean we dont have to have manners. Think about the stuff you say to some people on here and ask yourself would you say it to a person right to there face???
Pixie Rocks!!!
A friend is someone who can sing you the song ofyour heart when you've forgotten it. Love Quotes by Anonymous     I would rather have had One breath of her hair,One kiss from her mouth,One touch of her hand,Than eternity without it. Love Quotes by City of Angels     A true friend is just like a piece of puzzle. Without that particular piece, your life wouldn't be complete~Source : Anonymous's falling in love quotes     True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly~Source : Jason Jordan's falling in love quotes     Love in it's truest form has no languageor words, it just has a thousand and oneactions we all wish we could describe. Love Quotes by Kenneth B. Emery     Doubt thou the stars are fire,Doubt the sun doth move,Doubt truth to be a liarbut never doubt thy love. Love Quotes by William Shakespeare    
Dear Tech Support:
“Mom, what’s Nymphomaniac? - “It’s a female who’s addicted to sex.” “Oh. Than what do they call men who are addicted to sex?” - “Men” Dear Tech Support:Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticedthat the new program began unexpected child processing that took up alot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installeditself into all other programs and now monitors all other systemactivity.  Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0, Huntingand Fishing 7.5, and Racing 3.6. I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in thebackground while attempting to run my favorite applications. I'mthinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0, but the uninstall doesn'twork on Wife 1.0. Please help!Thanks,Troubled User_____________________________________REPLY:Dear Troubled User:This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many peopleupgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking t
For The Love Of Help
My #4 fam has 562,355 Points to go! plz help her level... Do what u have to to get those points down.... friends help friends right? BOMB her if u can... would really appreciate it click on link or just go to my number 4 fam member and lets help her level:) http://fubar.com/5879627  My #3 Fam is running a famp  and a Boomy ... i have a deal for you.... I want you to hit her page as hard as u can *Like *Fan *Rate *Bling *Add  The deal is ... if u hit her page...  leave me a mssg sayin u have done so on my status and Not only will her boomy hit u back I am willing to RATE.. FAN..ADD.. POLISH and RATE 20 of ur pics for ANYONE that rates her page   ITS THAT SIMPLE....  Now if it comes to i have already R/F/A/Polished and rated 20 of ur pics today than i will rate 20 more of ur pics and ill also add u to my top friends....   Its that simple.. u help her .. i help u :)  Sound good? Look for her famp and boomy to start... and get RATIN:)    How come When tryin to get the a
Sometimes I Write Things Down
i saw u in a dream once, everything u were, are and will be. i fell in love with that moment and u in it, who i was when i held ur hand... left empty when i awoke...   if u dont show me how could i ever know if u dont know me how could u ever show in a round about way these games we play i'll give u a little, enough for me to take it all give it to me baby, the only thing is all i want i'll speak to ur soul if u give me control i loosen my grasp and u start to gasp, breath for me.. . its what i do for u just a little bit of all of u if only it was a taste the idea was love at first bite i choked on u too tough to crack i watched that hard shell shatter crumbling into the dust that slipped through my fingers fuck ur walls...
Say Goodbye
its been almost 2 years since my granpa died. He was my rock, he was the one that kept me going, he was by my side no matter wut i did. And when he died it crushed me, he was the one that protected me. He loved me so much that just seeing me made him soo happy that somtimes ppl wondered if he was on drugs. and him feeling like that made me like myself alot better, cus if he could love me like that, then he must see somthing good in me.  Im stil mad, im stil pissed, im stil crushed that he s gone, and the reason why it keeps bringin me down is, i cant move on becaus i never got a chance to say goodbye.So i got an advice from someone to write down a letter to him, with all i want to tell him so here it goes:    Dear granpa: u have always been my rock, my guid in life, the one that loved me uncoditinaly.  i remember the summers u came n got me, n toke me to ur farm, just me, so i could get away from my crazy family. u n granma always treated me like a princess and that i could never
Love Is
You can shed tears that she is gone, or you can smile because she has lived.You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,or you can be full of the love you shared.You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.You can remember her only that she is gone,or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back.Or you can do what she'd want:smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”
Backdoor Romeo-t-ride 1991
This One is Deep-It actually is Brilliant Writing     http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2SlSFnTv2fk&feature=related   Knock at the backdoorClick at the glassGirl inside has got a little surpriseShe gonna get his assAll over town, he's been leaving the girls undoneTelling them all that they're the only oneShe said Bang! Bang! if I catch youWith another womanCome on, Come on don't you buffalo meRomeo came knocking at the doorShe said: "I catch you sucking someone else's dirty lips you're dead for sure"I'll knock at your backdoor most every nightBut you ain't my only stopLong as we keep it out of sightToo bad if I get caughtIt's a better game if you play the sucker rightSo let me spell it outSo you can keep the rules tightI'm just a Romeo knockin' at the backdoorIn the middle of the nightSo, give it to meGive it to 'em, babeBang! Bang! if I ever touch another womanCome on, come on don't you buffalo meRomeo came knocking at the doorShe said: "I catch you sucking someone else's dirty lips
Change
 Change                           Tired of these games you play,                       It’s only for the kids I stay.                       You don’t treat me like you should,                       And you’ve said you never would.                       You call me names and put me down,                       Then your mad when I’m not around.                       You don’t value who I am,                       Don’t think you even give a damn.                       You never listen when I speak,                        always the same every week.                       You come on in, tired as hell,                       And right off you start to yell.                       Always with the same rebuff,                       About how I don’t do enough.                      Mad that I don’t talk to you,                      And that you don’t get a screw.                      But why should I even let you hit?           &n
If
IFIf I could…hold you in my arms, You’d be in them today.If I could…kiss your lips,I’d do it without delay.If you want… a friend for life,I’ll never go away.If you need me…night or day,With you I’d always stay.If you hurt…I would heal.If you ache…I would feel.If you cry …so would I.If your high…I would try.If I could…have a love,You’d be the first that I’d think of.If I could, If is was, If you wanted, If it does.All these If’s  to think about,But only one that I cry out.If I could, Oh…I would. By: josie
Biting My Tounge
so you would think after someone beats your daughter for years that a mother would tell that useless fucking piece of shit that they wish he was going instead of the guy thats taking care of the loosers kids. Oh and heres the kicker we got the 50 yr old faggit from the air force mother fucking geriatric fucking duche bag that openly threatens me in front of the entire family over dinner after a funeral service. so hmmm.   so heres the delima okay i bite my tounge over dinner then find out that the mother in law thinks the worthless father should be with her daughter. Then when I even show a bit of being upset and vent i get treated like the bad guy. so ive instituted new rules next threating word out the ld mans mouth hes going to need dentures and the useless bitch is going to get told the fuck off.   I bust my ass to help with anything and everything, take care f the kids I concider my own and still get treated like an outsider. The only saving grace thank god is the sister Crys
From Rev
Do not ask What is in My heart Or try to Guess What's on My mind It is just Too difficult To explain The charred Remains Of what Others Have left Behind Echoes of What's been Lost Is really All you'll find Memories that Never were Is what lies Beneath The rind Thank You..You seem to always know what my soul is sayin I Love You Joe
The Randomness That Is Me!
why do you let me push you around why dont u see how mean i can bei always tell you what to do expect too much from youbut your always doing what i say never questioning a day you let me walk all over you i treat you like a slave and constantly tell you what to dohow can you just take my shit so soft spoken never harsh why dont u just tell me offstop doing every thing i say stop letting me treat you this wayyou know its bullshit how i act yet you still jump up in a flash always such a people pleaser dont you ever have your own oppinioni dont understand how u can love me so much you tell me all the time you care but you should stand up sometimes not let me push you aroundalways falling on the ground nothings ever good enough i dont know why im so tough things need to change i dont know why i act this wayyou love me so much but its hard to see i cant think clearly its such a bad habit im trying to brakethings cant always be this way you need respect you need your space you dont need me i
Pink Bermuda Triangle
I guess IDid notMeasure upTo what He thoughtA manShould beBecause when I wouldn't DrinkThat shotHe just had To call me A PussyI told himThat's alright With me My womanLOVESTo eatThat stuffSo there areMuch Worse thingsI could be So True Love Ya Rev
Family
Fuabar family.....   I am going to be disappearing for the next few months. I have a family outside of fubar that I need to push my energy to more... and work need to be more about addition to detail.. You guys were what got me through 2010 and I will never stay gone long.... I will still stay around on FB and will kind of hit skype every now and again. If you really need to get a hold of me you know how.....     Prime
My Children's Books Fan Site
Hi guys, I have created a new fan site on Facebook for my new books and future projects, be sure to visit and "LIKE" the page so you can stay updated. Fan site: http://www.facebook.com/pages/Robert-Harris-Writer-3D-Artist-Childrens-Book-Author/168264799877307 ----- You can also follow me onTwitter! http://twitter.com/#!/DarkLimitArts ------ I will be hosting a contest as of Jan 10th - Jan 17th, where you can name two of the characters that will be featured in my upcoming book "MONSTERS IN MY MILK" and win a free copy if your suggestion is selected. http://www.facebook.com/pages/Robert-Harris-Writer-3D-Artist-Childrens-Book-Author/168264799877307 ----- My Site/Gallery! http://darklimit.deviantart.com/   Thanks for the support. DARKLIMIT ARTS@
21 Pimpouts
IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN GETTING 21 PIMPOUTS FROM ME THEN BID IN THIS BLOG.  BIDDING WILL START AT 10 MILLION THATS BASED ON 500K FOR EACH PIMPOUT...YOU CAN OFFER FUBUCKS, BLING, PRETTY MUCH ANYTHING, WHEN I SEE AN OFFER I LIKE I WILL NOTIFY THE WINNTER!!!
Auction
MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO QUALIFY!!!! I am willing to do a 1 time give away of 1 bling pack up to 25 credits.  What would you be willing to do in order to get it?  Additional credits can be negotiated in private with the winner for credits up to 65.  How bad do you want it?
My Stuff
Lounge advertisements: I rarely actually go to that lounge. And on the rare occasions that I may visit, I never join. Random SB's from people asking for MSN or something: Not happening, sorry! People who insult based on appearance: It's the internet, why do you care what i look like? E-drama: Not interested. People who wanna argue: See 'E-drama' answer. Cliqueyness: Just because you don't know someone, doesn't mean you should pretend they don't exist.     There's probably more but whatever, i don't care.   BYE! =|
Texting For Seniors
This is no way applies to anyone specific...age or otherwise...LMAO Got suggestions to add below? leave a comment!!!   Since more and more Seniors are texting and tweeting there appears to be a need for a STC (Senior Texting Code). If you qualify for Senior Discounts this is the code for you.     ATD: At The Doctor's BFF: Best Friend Farted BTW: Bring The Wheelchair BYOT: Bring Your Own Teeth CBM: Covered By Medicare CUATSC: See You At The Senior Center DWI: Driving While Incontinent FWB: Friend With Beta Blockers FWIW: Forgot Where I Was FYI: Found Your Insulin GGPBL: Gotta Go, Pacemaker Battery Low! GHA: Got Heartburn Again HGBM: Had Good Bowel Movement IMHO: Is My Hearing-Aid On? LMDO: Laughing My Dentures Out LOL: Living On Lipitor LWO: Lawrence Welk's On OMMR: On My Massage Recliner OMSG: Oh My! Sorry, Gas. ROFL... CGU: Rolling On The Floor Laughing... And Can't Get Up SGGP: Sorry, Gotta Go Poop TTYL: Talk To You Louder WAITT: Who Am I Talking To? WTF
For My Love
You're the first thing I think ofEach morning when I riseYou're the last thing I think ofWhen I close my eyesYou're in each thought I haveAnd every breath I takeMy feelings are growing strongerWith every move you makeYou're an angel from abovewho takes away my painMy love for you is so strongIt's always just the sameYou're the miracle in my lifeWho can always make me smileJust knowing that you care
I Want Your Opinion
so i just watched a news clip about the burger joint called "the heart attack grill" where there slogan is "a taste worth dying for" and where anyone over 350lbs eats free, and they have burgers named after various bypass surgeries and their spokesman died at the age of 29 standing at 6'8 and weighing 578 lbs...I just wanted to share this with you and im also curious to know your thoughts on this.  Here's the link to the news clip if you wanna review it for yourself.  http://news.yahoo.com/video/us-15749625/the-heart-attack-grill-24471051 OK SO I READ RECENTLY THAT APPLE INC. IS WORKING A DEAL WITH VERIZON, WHO IS THE LEADING CELL PHONE CARRIER, TO SELL THE IPHONE AFTER AT&T HAS BEEN THE MAIN CARRIER FOR THE IPHONE FOR SOMETIME NOW. WHICH IF THE DEAL IS MADE IT MIGHT ONLY WORK ON THE OLD 3G NETWORK OF VERIZON FOR THE IPHONE AND THEY WOULD HAVE TO WAIT A YEAR TO UPGRADE IT TO THE 4G... BUT A RECENT STUDY ALSO ESTABLISHED THAT AT&T IS DEAD LAST ON CUSTOMER SERVICE AND LIMITED DISTRIBUTIO
Floods
For those that do not know or have not heard about the devastation that my country is facing i thought i would write a blog to tell all of it's extent. Queensland is on the Eastern side of Australia and is currently battling floods. The floods started before christmas and are continuing as i write this. So far over 75% of Queensland has been affected. Livestock destroyed, Houses destroyed, Plantations destroyed, People have drowned and many more are missing. 75% of queensland equals to the area contained if you join France and Germany together!!!!!! 36 towns thus far have had to evacuate, some have even been air lifted to safety. Roads are closed and people are being told to leave. But where the heck do they go????? The flood waters are even reaching the border of New South Wales and eventually will affect the Murray Rivers and therefore affect Victoria. However, if we stand back and see the bigger picture we soon realise that Queenland is one of the most primary sources of our fresh
Hideing From Thyself
Like a puppy Whose tail Has been Cropped You chase after Nothing And cannot be Stopped Trying to follow Memories Of what No longer Exists May cause pretend Happiness But will Never provide Actual bliss   Sometimes Hideing Is Just The Best I Can Do
You!!!!!
You are the reason i wake in morning  with a smile.You are the reason i look forward to getting home at night after work.You make me feel wanted an loved .You are the one i have been looking for all my life .You make me feel feelings i have never felt before.You being in my life now completes me.You give me reason to believe again in love an life .You are my soul mate an i so love an adore YOU!!!!!!!!
Life
lies hurt and take away alot from you when you put your trust in someone just to have your heart broken you ask yourself is it really even worth the time to ask why? i met someone on here he knew i lost my husband just eleven months ago its the closet ive got to i opened up my heart just to add more pain i thought about leaving this site after his promises to always be there for me ..but i have many true friends on here i cant leave because one person played with my feelings and hurt me.. my real friends love to you all and god bless you.... why does life have to be so unfair? I ask myself this time and time again everytime you find happiness it just seems to drift away, How are we supose to hold up if life keeps letting us down? married to someone for thirty years and in three months its all taken away  ,now how do i live ? life seems so unfair im lonely and scared and need some friends most people say get over it but i cant its really hard ,so when i think of life i wonder will i eve
Pockets' Ponders
I was trying to go to sleep. As is a common happening for me, I found myself mad at the things I see no good sense in. I had to get up and do something about it and this is the first place I came to. When we see a person we evaluate any number of things about them in a fraction of a second. We are social animals by nature and depend on each other so it is important that we get in touch with someone before we even speak. We read their facial expression, their body language and their overall frame of mind the best that we can. As a young child I remember being confused and hurt when I realized that a great number of people see skin color before they even see a person's face or body language. I had never assumed that made any difference as I had much more important things to worry about, I suppose. I thought to myself, "How do people drop judgement on me for, not only something that I can't help, but something about myself that has nothing to do with how I feel or who I am, the spirit in
Start An Ongoing Story.. Ladies, Care To Contribute?
Poems
The sun is bright, the sand is hot, damn I'm sleeping on a cot! I haven't heard and haven't seen my family since I was 18. The closest friend I have to say, is a M16 and a grenade. The people here are full f pain and sorrow, Lord I pray, I live 'till tomorrow. Blood, sweat, tears and pain, what do we have to gain? Blood in the street, tears in our eyes. Why did these people have t die? Why? the sun is bright the sand is hot. damn im sleeping on a cot. i havent heard and i havent seen my family since i was 18. the closest friend i have to say is an m16 and a hand grenade. the people here are full of pain and sorrow, lord i pray i will live till tomorrow. blood, sweat, tears and pain. what do we have to gain. blood in the streets tears in our eyes. why do these people have to die? why? When I walk down the lonely road, you're the only one I wish to know. My emotions rise and fall like tides lines on a cliff wall. As I look up at the stars, I wonder why w
Botb
So, this is what a blog is huh? Just click a few buttons and here I am, typing in an extremely TINY box about nothing...so, if you are reading this, maybe you should mosey on a long unless you want to fall asleep out of boredom. Many blog about the dislikes of fu, others? The friends they meet on here and others? Heck what am I talking about? I have only read two people's blogs on here and I likely can't top their creativity, but I will give it a some effort. If anyone can come up with what BOTB means, then they win a hot tub, yea a fu hot tub, but an hot tub none the less. Good luck folks! Darleen
Gastrc Bypass
Well it has been over a year with alot of test,doctor appointments,and even another surgery but its finally gonna happen in 11 days i am getting the gastric bypass surgery. I am nervous and excited i will be posting alot of picture of my progress just look in my pics in the "Gastric bypass" folder leave comments and rates please. and for those that feel the need to leave negative comments they WILL be deleted i have worked very hard for this even though i know its my fault it got this bad in the first place. so please be kind when leaving comments
Wtf
Its your favorite dirty little slut with another tale... but this is one filled with adversary and disapointment. So I go out of my way to make a sultry dirty little add for 3 different things... One for a woman, one for a couple and another one for a man. After many disappointing emails messages and pictures we discover we are stuck with finding another man because most people aren't quite ready for us... So we start screening the tons of cock and face pics out there and come across two people we already know... One a guy I went to school with and another that we had hung with at the bar once. There are freaks just crawling out of the seams at this place!!!!! We go on and narrow it down to a handful and make sure our specifications are clear... We want a man.. We BOTH want to get fucked and we both wnt to play with you!!! By this point it is 1 am on friday so we postpone our endevours to a later date. One of the cantidates sounds most interesting... He has the same name as lovey and e
Looking For A Romantic Fool
I'm Pretty Easy Going, not VERY Shy but do tend to have quiet moments Brown eyed, redheaded ( by choice ) Acuarious by birth I can be a spontaneous, unpredictable & charming if I wanna be. I'm conservative about some things, yet open-minded some others. One of my favorite quotes is: (IM A SHY TEASE & SHAMELESS FLIRT ) I'm addicted to cell texting... I Believe That at the end of the Day ,it's the little things that Count The most..... I DON'T do one-night stands, NO casual sex, NO friends with benefits, DONT date someone who is already in a relationship, DONT have sex on a first date, WONT trade naughty pictures, OR meet anyone I haven’t been texting for a while ARE YOU UP TO THE CHALLENGE? 1. How do you know to get me interested in you? Well, I don't 'waste' time seeing a personI'm not interested in. If someone gets a date from me that means I am already interested. If I go on a third or forth date you KNOW for sure you've captured my mind. At that point I'm still not i
Emma
well, i met a lady on here from aussie.fuck colt! she is really awesome. fuck colt! we are getting to talk on skype and fubar everyday now, for hours. fuck colt! she is a down to earth woman. fuck Colt! i enjoy myself when i am in her presence. fuck colt!
What Will Matter
I love you as you are, as you seek to find your own special way to relate to the world. I honour your choices to learn in the way you feel is right for you. I know it is important that you are the person you want to be and not someone that I or others think you "should" be. I realise that I cannot know what is best for you, although perhaps sometimes I think I do. I have not been where you have been, viewing life from the angle you have. I do not know what you have chosen to learn, how you have chosen to learn it, with whom or in what time period. I have not walked life looking through your eyes, so how can I know what you need. I allow you to be in the world without a thought or word of judgement from me about the deeds you undertake. I see no error in the things you say and do. In this place where I am, I see that there are many ways to perceive and experience the different facets of our world. I allow without reservation the choices you make in each moment. I make no judgement of th
Leveling Requirements
Striving for level 36 and getting close. One of the requirements is to push 5 who are a minimum level 10 to the next level. I have pushed at least 5 in the last week but I show zero credit. I asked Fubar support why and was told they can't be above level 19....If you check level 36 requirements, you will see nothing about a maximum level. This is bogus
~gorean Things~
"I turned her head, from side to side. How exciting were the earrings, penetrating the soft flesh of her ear lobes. I looked at the tiny wires vanishing in the minute punctures and then emerging, looping the ears, as though in a slave bond, making them the mounting places from which, thus fastened upon her, by my will, dangled two golden rings, barbaric ornaments enhancing the beauty of the slave. I smiled to myself. On Earth I had thought little of earrings. Yet now, in the Gorean setting, how exquisite and exciting they suddenly seemed. Perhaps then, for the first time, I truly began to sense how the Gorean views such things. Surely these things are symbolic as well as beautiful. The girl's lovely ears have been literally pierced; the penetrability of her sweet flesh is thus brazenly advertised upon her very body, a proclamation of her ready vulnerability, in incitement to male rapine. And when she wears the earrings, he can see the metal disappearing in the softness of her ear, lite
Fake Ass Friends
wow, its funny sometimes how you watch people on here, and the things they will do sometimes to get you to rate them.some people beg, some people even go as far as paying you just to rate them. hey i wont lie ive begged a few times in in my time being on fubar, and i have only once offered to pay for some one to rate me.and i even offered a fair price shit who could beat 1 mil to level some one lol....of course it didnt get much effect cause evidently no one was interested in makeing an easy mil. but any way ive come to the rare conclusion, that if you dont post NUDE PICKS  being of the MALE and or FEMALE gender, u aint getting no rates, or if u aint willing to be some ones little  CAM WHORE u aint getting no rates or if u aint a vip or litterally kissing some ones ass, now im not saying everyone on fubar is like this buttttt most are. you still have your good peeps out there some where. but it just sickens me how, i can sit and rate profile after profile and yet no one ever comes back
Musings
That the top women ask for so much bling and crap, and they get it? I mean yeah most are hot but they won't show you shit until you pay for it. You know I'm no prude, but if you can't go without talking about sex and my body on chat, there's no way I'm meeting you. Ever. You obviously just want a roll, and I don't have sex with anyone until I'm sure there's going to be a relationship, and I'm comforatable with them. Also online, guys say the rudest nastiest shit. It's so pathetic and I wonder if they would like it if their mothers, daughters, or sisters got treated in the same way as they do me. It's freaking pathetic. I understand Fubar is a virtual bar, and there's nudes. I took mine off. Deal with it. But that does not give you the right to ask if I'm into anal or other things. Grow the hell up. I'm not desperate to get a date either. If I want to meet you, I will tell you. I consider a guy to be interested in me if he kisses me or holds my hand either the first date or second.
Fumafia Mercenary Request Form
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Taking The Militarty Regs On,... And Winning!
PLEASE READ THIS FULL POST... With the buckling down and strict rules and regulations now being emplimented now days causing over 49K soldiers to be released from duty, soldiers are now being released from duty because they fail their tape tests. I can help. I have helped over 200 soldiers thus far make their tape with very good results. IF you FOLLOW my directions on how to use the applicators that I offer, you will have great results too. My applicators will shrink the fat cells, detox your body and firm y our skin..it takes 5 minutes to apply it and you keep it on for an hour or you may sleep with it on. What is an Ultimate Body Applicator you ask...well... It is an herbal topical ointment that is infused into a non-woven natural fiber that you wear on the target area for 45 minutes to an hour. How it works is basically it is absorbed into the fat cells where toxins and lipids are stored, they are what make the fat cells plump, and forces the fat cells to release the t
Mrflintsone
Do people really want to see a Zillion head shots of the sameface? BORING!!!! What's up with that ? Are people so full of them selves that they think one would enjoy looking at the same face a thousand times! Smoking can save your life! Check out a book titled: 'The Health Benifits Of Tobacco' by DR. William C. Douglass "Smoking doesn't cause cancer or heart attacks." You want JOBS ... Buy American  ... simple as that !!!! eg. i bought a hammer (made in China) it broke before i could pound one Nail ....Qantity I Got a Hammer I've had for 20 plus years(made in America) ......Quality Imports =polution /garbage .... Exports =Jobs=Quality We're wasting money on Shit that ends up in landfills and takes jobs away!!!
Irish Ramblings
  When I mention the word marriage, what is the first word that comes to your mind? Could it be love? Companionship? Fidelity? All of these virtues are ones that any man and woman who decides to embark on the sacred bond of marriage should embrace. Oh I almost forgot honesty lads and lasses. How silly of me. You can't bake a fucked up cake, without all the necessary ingredients now can you? Maybe that's why my wedding cake tasted more like lies and deceit. With just the right amount of bullshit. Mmm Mmm good. Want a piece? I hope this entry makes your fucking toes curl when someone utters the word marriage. I hope it makes you shit and piss yourselves so bad, that you run like hell for that safe little place that we all have come to love. The happy little place called single life.   I guess I was under the dillusion that marriage was this beautiful place. White picket fences and birds chirping. Breakfast in bed naked and all the splendors that come with that. It is nothing more than a
Fu Mafia
I have been playing for just over a year and have sat back and watched as people in mafia have made such silly remarks never mind the vulgar talk common in most turfs. like this turf comment We are hated by most but respected by all gee can you believe the conceit in that one lol Or the people want to come into a turf and cry because they were milking your turf and then they got it back 10 fold with questions like hey why are ya down attacking lol because you were a fool and thought you were all that so here is your box of tissues bye bye have a nice day lol And yes these are my thoughts my words and if you do not like them let me know you can leave my page and be removed as a friend as well as blocked from my profile I am not here to impress anyone nor pick up a man so I will handle my profile with in the fu bible laws and my own There are many more of these silly events but these 2  I just had to share Anna
Boomy Contest!
    BOOMERANG CONTEST IS NOW OPEN!! runs till Feb 2nd THE FU WITH THE MOST POINTS WINS! 1ST WINNER= BOOMY 2ND WINNER= 3CR BLING 3RD WINNER= 1CR BLING ******rate and comment the Fu you want to win****** how can you help? 1) R/F/A the hostess (remeber to tell the hostess who sent you) 2) rate your fave Fu's pik 3) drop a comment or 2 for good luck 5) BONUS POINTS send the hostess a... Bling Ticker or Pimp The hostess (remebe
My Poems
Two lovers of day and nightneither could live without the otherboth can shed plenty of lightbut they could never live together \while most prefer onethe other gets praisethough praise is fun power enters the phase \the praise of the moon,not something to be trifled with.just like the praise, the powerof the sun is just a myth. \praise follows myth but never seems to trymyth waits as long as it can,but keeps going and begins to cry \thus is the way of life,even if it fills u with hatenothing can be helpedthis is the Threads of Fate.
Love
LOVE is a special word to say when u are in love with some1.... Love means alot in so many ways but it only used when i mean it..... Love isnt just a word,its feeling on who u care bout and will be with forever..... Like i said Love is used for so many reason so if ur in Love with the person your with do not lose them
Life Or Something Like It.
Love is Bullshit I do not believe in love. Why you may ask? I'll tell you why.   Love is insanity. It will make you do things a normal person would not. Love will make you drain a retirement account and give it to a woman to redo her home. Then, it leaves you with bitterness as she promptly dumps you when the 401(k) has been tapped.   Love will make a battered woman return to her husband time and time again even though he has beaten her so bad that he has ruptured both her eardrums.   Love will also make you step all over a good thing, viz. Rhett Butler in Gone with the Wind. All I can say is that Scarlett had shit for brains when it came to ol' Rhett.   I must also admit that I have been in love, and I have been just as stupid as these folks. Throw in the terrible pain, and I can tell you that I never ever want to be in love ever again. I hate it.   Love is bullshit. It lies. It tells you that your beloved is better than all the others in the world. And nothing is more tr
A G And Her Dog.
christmas music is playing right now. you have to love itunes shuffle. and the jackson five singing "i saw mommy kissing santa claus." is it claus or clause? my brain cant even decide that. between some weird 18th century transitioning into present day and my freakish research paper about it, I am very unsure of spelling. a 15 page research paper on women now and then. then being when the declaration was written. thats crazy right? i cant even imagine that shit. i would be slapping motherfuckers. and then killing them for disrespecting me! hah.so sometimes i look up people from my online classes on fb. just to see what they look like. why? because i need to put a face to words. its important to me i guess, if they say something important or good or that i like.sometimes i think about what my life story would be. like, if i died tomorrow and then someone had to explain me to someone else. it would be kind of like "once upon a time some really crazy motherfucker lived and she argued with
Monsters
When we're little we're told that there are no monsters to be afraid of. However that's not the case monsters are very real, but they don't look like how we thought they would when we were little, no they wear masks to hide what they are. You see the scariest thing about them is we walk by them everday they could be our neighbor, our best friend, or even our family you just never know until it's to late.They act normally,they talk just like we do,but they are nothing like us they do things which i won't go into detail about but these things to them are perfectly ok, but to the rest of us it's just sick and wrong, monstrous. If it were up to me I would hunt all these monsters down and I the things I'd do would make them beg me for death just so they wouldn't have to feel the pain anymore. But hey thats just my own opinion.
Im Back
AFTER BEING REMOVED FROM THE SITE FOR A MONTH AND LOSING FRIENDS PICS ETC I AM BACK FOR THOSE I HAD ON MY OTHER ACCOUNT IF YOU WANT TO READD ME YOU CAN IF NOT IT WAS NICE KNOWING YOU   January  Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight.  February  Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels.....Helllloooo!!!.......bottles  won't fit in printer!!!MarchGot really excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months.....Box said ' 2-4 years!'  April  Trapped on escalator for hours ...  Power went out!!!MayTried to  make Kool Aid.....wrong instructions....8 cups of  water won't fit into those little packets!!!  JuneTried to  go water skiing.......Couldn't find a lake with a  slope.   JulyLost breast stroke swim
Perverts
i love how guys in their 40's hit on women my age, its kinda shameful that i can find real classy women in their late 20's, 30's, and early 40's and they cant. what makes it worse is the young women fall for the stupid bullshit the old nasty wrinkly balled old men dish out. Im not gunna act like im missing out on anything because im not, i prefer a lady with a little class as opposed to some skank that will spread her legs for anyone that will talk nice to them. i guess im just different, i dont need sex to be happy with a woman. im part of a dying breed of gentleman.
Life Challenges
Been a long night. One night i dont ever want again in my life!!!!!!!!!!!! Some people like to trigger others buttons and try to ruin there lives. Well Jess.......I love you with all my heart and soul. You are the reason i breathe everyday. I learned last night exactly how much I love yo.Yes alot of peeps  went on a search party and im sorry. but this blog is dedicated to you...The future MS Peacock. I never knew there would be a better tomorrow But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow . My days of emptiness are gone for good.Because you fill a void in my heart that you should You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You're the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes. You're in each thought I have And every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger With every move I make. I want to prove I love you But that's the hardest part. So, I'm giving all I have to give To you... I give my heart. Without you life has no importance
The Girls.
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Random Stuff In My Head
Just some stuff going around in my head....The State of the Union Address: Why during prime time ? You're fucking up my television schedule. And why so long ? All he really has to say is "Shits fucked up and I'm gonna try and fix it"....people will clap, and I can get back to some fine television viewing. Anteaters and aardvarks. Why is there both ? They're basically the same damn animal. Does the world really need both ? Cleavage. Ladies, if you're going to put it out there, we will look. Just a fact of life. WAR. What is it good for ? Well let me tell ya. It keeps me employed and getting a paycheck. Boredom. I am suffering it from it right now and thats why I'm doing this. I'm not doing it because I think anybody is interested in what I have to say right now. If you are reading this, are you bored too ? Well that's all for now.
Letters To Richard
Dear Richie, Here I am, writing to you once again.  Isn't it crazy how you are still the person I write to for advice and comfort?  I guess you could say I still have a bit of Hero Worship going on with you.  Even if you aren't fighting to get home anymore, you're still fighting with the demons from your past.  I guess that's why I turn to you, and yet you never see these letters.  I always say I'm going to send them to you, but it never happens.  I have a question for you, but being me, I won't come out and ask it.  Ok, yes I will.  What is wrong with me?  I mean, other than being totally crazy, seeing things, and having panic attacks if I get stuck in a confined space.  Why do I attract men who want either just sex, or they want a wife to make them feel good about themselves.  I have no problem making my man feel amazing.  I love to make him feel like the only man in the world.  I delight in seeing his chest puff up in pride, I love letting him know that he is super-man in my eyes.
Movie Reviews
When I saw the first 3 installments, they began to get old, however I did watch the rest.  But for a very different reason than whether they were any good or not...  In a tongue-in-cheek kind of way, the biggest reason was to see what kind of new ways they would come up with to mutilate people - i.e. challenge the special FX department to see how good they could pull it off on film...  in some scenes, they did fair, and most it was just all about blood spatter, spray, etc...  eh...  not really scary, wouldn't even call it gore...  just plain morbid...  Morbid should be left to the guys like Rob Zombie...  but anyway...   Saw: The Final Chapter was a bit better than 4, 5, and 6 both in entertainment value, and storyline...  the SFX weren't much to write home about...  the opening scene was rather well played out and a bit shocking, more than scary...  (if you haven't seen the movie, I won't give it away...).  In typical Saw fashion, the movie transgresses to the main characters and th
If You Need A Good Laugh
do you want to hear something funny Why females should avoid a girls night out after they are married......If this does not make you laugh out loud, you have lost Your sense of humourThe other night I was invited out for a night with the 'girls..' I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, 'I promise!' Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easily. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I heade...d for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hallway started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution, in order to escape a possible conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed... 3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals = 12 cuckoos MIDNIGHT!)The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, I told him 'MIDNIGHT'.... He didn't seem p***d off in the least. ........Whew, I got away with that one! Then he said 'We nee
Shit
Ex Husband
Ok I wrote this back in 2007 when my ex husband and I were having so many problems and were splitting up. I share it now only for feedback on the writing. The pain behind these words is gone; but I'd like to get everyones opinion. Thanks.     My Dearest Love, Will you be mine? I tried to let you go, But Alas, I cannot.  The love I feel for you is too deep, This pain could kill me. A life without you is just that, A living death. A future without you is not one that I can see, I cannot even begin to dream it up. I know I've done things that made you angry, And I apologized for them, I am only human after all. Change is not one of those things I do often, But for you, I would flip this whole world upside down Just to see you smile at me the way you once did. You feel it, Just as I do, This love is too strong, Our happiness comes in each other. Together, we are an unbeatable force, Alone we are cold and defenseless. I don't fear facing this world without you, I
Random Thoughts
I wanted to get some comments or opinions on the subject of "sub/dom" vs "master/slave"  The way I see it, being submissive means just that. It doesn't mean subservient to anyone. So the realm of "master/slave" is really far removed from that of a dominant and submissive relationship.  The following is my personal understanding, PLEASE don't take it as anything other than me putting my thoughts down in order to have a greater understanding. I'm perfectly willing to accept constructive criticism and alternate explanations. Dom vs. Master: To be dominant over someone means that you have a responsibility to the one or ones you "dom" over. You are a leader and a strong personality. You have accepted the role as teacher and guide and you are willing to do your best to show your sub more about themselves. To help them to look inside themselves and find that place where they are truly happy and able to release any inhibitions. As a dom you may use means that seem to others to be cruel or pa
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A Poem I Wrote For A New Friend That Touched My Heart
Look at the stars tonightAs we see the same lightAnd in that momentIt will be alrightIf you miss a falling starI'll catch it for youKeep it in my heartAnd we can share it tooKeep holding onAs life goes alongPain is short-livedAs you are so strongI will hold your handAnd look in your eyesBut it is only thenThat our star will shine.I wrote this poem tell me what u think    
The Vampire Wars
It was a night so dark and treacherous, filled with the shadows of the monstrous creatures born of nightmares. I could hear the wind howling at my back like the sound of an animal left to die in the woods. It sent chills along my spine as it glided over the grass like a snake in the water, moving flawlessly. My great lion paws padding the earth leaving barley a mark as I shifted back to my human form. My tail was always the last bit to go back to place as I walked upright on my two human legs. I swept my strawberry blond hair from my face as I used the back of my hand to wipe the still warm blood from my mouth from the kill I had just made deep within the dark forest. I walked to my car, parked just to the side of the road in the edge of the shadows just as I was about to open my door a figure swooped from the darkness much faster than a normal human, or even animal that I was aware of. Before I even knew what was happening I was on the ground and I felt fangs sinking into me. Fangs
Just Been Thinking
Well it's been 2 years as of Saturday since my Dad passed away. There isn't a second that I don't think of him. I miss him terribly. And of course I still love him even though he is gone. I couldn't have ever asked the Lord for a better Dad than I had growing up. I know not every kid knows their dad, I know that some dad's don't spend really any time with their kids. I know that some kids resent their dad's, but not me or mine. Mine was there whenever I needed him the most, he was there for some of my baseball games when I was a kid, he was there for some of my marching band competitions. he was there when I was marching in the parade in the summers when I was in marching band. I know that he was proud of me at that time, while I was growing up. I know that I didn't make him happy when I dropped out of high school, but with the way that I was doing in school, I felt that I had no other choice. But when I found that I could keep a job working as a hotel front desk clerk for as long as I
Life Comes At You Fast!
Life comes at you when you least expect it, and in so many ways. When your kids grow up, when you notice they have kids of thier own.  When one day a child walks up and says Grandma!! LOL! You expect life to deal you certain cards along the way, getting older, getting fatter(maybe), even getting those grandkids! But it doesn't prepare you for when your youngest son to come to you and say " I'm joining the ARMY", that tore my heart out. That's when life hit me full force and I knew I was getting OLDER! He left on the 24th of Jan. and things have not been the same in the house. A little more empty, a little more lonely, a little less laughter. AH! Ain't it good to be a MOM!! Life comes at you fast and you hold on!
Erotica
Was it real......   Hey there, my name is Amy and I am a freshman at a major university in Durham NC. I am 5'5” 112 lbs. 34c-26-33 and a fiery redhead. I am shy at first but when I get to know you, you better watch out because my bite can be ferocious.   Anyway, I had my first sexual encounter when I was 12, with a neighbor boy that was 16. He told me that having sex was awesome, I found it to be boring as hell. I didn't do it again until I was 16 and this time it was better but still I knew it had to be better than what I was getting. I had my share of boyfriends and we had sex but nothing that blew my mind. I've read about how woman would have orgasms and I wanted to have one! I did play once with my female cousin, she is much older than me and it was fun and she did give me my one and only orgasm, from a partner that is. She showed me how to please myself and I have since then, many times.   I was to share a dorm room with another girl but at the last minute she
Emotionless Feeling
I was standing against the bench seat, resting my upper body against the railing as gazing far into the night.The tears began to slowly fall, some held back for monthsand the release of all that had been hidden away soothed.The only light there was that of the moon and that from inside the patio door as Matthew approached. He movedtoward me after becoming aware I was there. He knewas he spoke...."Mom, don't worry, sometimes life justisn't fair" and he continued...you know I recall readingin one of your books that even a child at 6 months isafraid of being left behind." The smile came as thewarmth of more tears fell and I knew somehow he knew Lost in The Wilderness .......2 Mr. Clarke spoke in a very firm voice. "I am not amused" his gaze burned As if a raging fire spreading wild. And..he searched for the misplaced debit card. . Hours before...Logan was kneeling Beside me, holding my hand in his. And the day just seemed to begin once again...as Steven raised his
Love
A boy gave his girlfriend a challenge; To live a day without him & if she did it, he would love her more. The girl agreed and she didn't talk to him for a day Without knowing he had only 24 hours to live because he was suffering from Cancer. She went to his house the next day. Tears falling from her eyes as she saw him lying in a coffin with a note on the side: "You did it baby, you can do it everyday, I love you
111
Add the year you were born, for an example 67, and your age or how old you will be this year, in this example 44. The number will always be 111. Weird huh? NSFW because I know you swear a lot
My Life....
So, in having a conversation with my son Noah I asked if Nicholas had a girlfriend, he said, "No!" I asked if Nathan had a girlfriend, he said, "No!" Naturally I ask, "Do you have a girlfriend? He said, "Yes!" I said, "You do, what's her name?" He whispers, "Shelby". I said, "What does she look like?" He replies, "She has brown hair... No, I'm not talking about her!" Nicholas throws into the conversation, "Noah, you're talking about Hannah." Noah, say's, "No I'm not." Then asks, "Mom, am I talking about Hannah?" I reply, "No, and I'm not telling anyone who you are talking about." Noah says, "Mom, Nicholas likes Hannah, but she moved away." Next, the two are arguing, and Noah, yells, "Nick, no girls really matter unless they are family anyway!" I said, "Right on Noah!!!" That's it, its all about family! Proud of my 9 yr old ;) If my life was a portrait, it would show all of my true colors and be etched in gold. If my life was a photograph; it would never get old. If my life was a secr
Love
When love strikes us hard and makes mush of our brain,When love sneaks in and makes us insane,All sense can depart and leave the brain blank,When love like that strikes it can drain our whole tank.     So beware of the power you exert over me,For I’m under your spell; that’s clear as can be.Whenever you’re near, my brain slips out of joint;I fight my love, but what is the point?     You’re my strength and my weakness, for I love you so dearly I love you Babe with all my heart!!
Help Me Out (2011 Requests)
Story Number 2
Apology Lesson
When faith showers you with a great hope share it with everyone you loveFor it was more than just a shower, it was a way of saying that “No, don’t disbelieve know that when you need the tears to make it through you can always count on it as insurance.”When trust showers you in a form of friends look for that small umbrella of escapeFor when it pours at its hardest even the biggest umbrellas aren’t there to shake the plethora of droplets that come down so instead of using that umbrella as a cover use it as a way of amusement because when it stops pouring you are left with that person you were running with and they were there to stick up for you.When reminiscence showers you in a form of nostalgia break free of that hearth in your heartFor a picture is more than a thousand words, that memory inside of you was more than just a figment of imagination and that moment of your past was more than a mistake and a step…because the picture reminded you no matter whe
I Want To . .
I want to give someone my money right now and let her know that it means nothing to me. I want to hold someone right now and let her know she has someone that loves her. I want to kiss someone right now and let her know she is the only thing i need in this world to be happy. I want to cry for someone right now and let her know I am a real man and I would do anything for her. I want to stand in front of someone right now and let her know I would die for her. I want to cuddle with someone right now and let her know I am content with just being with her. I want to drop everything I an doing right now and go to someone and let her know she is my first and only priority. I want to donate all my free time to someone and let her know how much she means to me. I want to cross the seven seas to find the perfect diamond for someone and let her know that without her it's just a diamond. I want to waste all my energy pleasing someone and let her know it was my pleasure.
Ride Till You Die
I get on my scoot and point it in one direction. I take a deep deep breath and let it out and all my troubles disapear. They just go away. Not matter what has happened, no matter what I've been thinking about, it goes away. I love it. I feel that the day I can not ride anymore is the day I die.
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Nice Guy
"Nice guy" is a term in the general public discourse and in popular culture for a male with certain personality traits and behavior. A typical "nice guy" is a man who is likely to put the needs of others before his own, avoid instigating confrontations, do favors, give emotional support, and generally act in a way consistent with the general meaning of "nice". It is an active debate whether these traits, which have historically been considered valuable in courtship, may actually make a man less desirable from a sexual perspective. This leads to justify hypocrisy that may exist among some women; those who "want a nice guy", yet usually end up with the more confident, experienced and less considerate male that may be more subconsciously desirable.   That's basically what it's like to be in my shoes everyday . . .
Never Take Love For Granted
"Do you know the saying, "Drink from your own rain barrel, draw water from your own spring-fed well"? It's true. Otherwise, you may one day come home and find your barrel empty and your well polluted.Your spring water is for you and you only, not to be passed around among strangers. Bless your fresh-flowing fountain! Enjoy the wife you married as a young man! Lovely as an angel, beautiful as a rose---don't ever quit taking delight in her body. Never take her love for granted! Why would you trade enduring intimacies for cheap thrills with a whore? for dalliance with a promiscuous stranger? Mark well that GOD doesn't miss a move you make; he's aware of every step you take. The shadow of your sin will overtake you; you'll find yourself stumbling all over yourself in the dark. Death is the reward of an undisciplined life; your foolish decisions trap you in a dead end."
The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
"A touch of skin soft and slippery, with the hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, as the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, to abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, probing gently as if drawing sex, from a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece,Until there were no hiding places, for the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, as the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, and lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, your hands stroked the stray strands, away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way,to urgent and demanding thrusts
Whats Love Got To Do With It?
As we all know that holiday most of us despise is rapidly approaching. In my opinion "Valentines Day" is a made up holiday by chicks. They   wanna feel validation from their S/O buy receiving flowers, jewelry, a nice dinner out at a fancy restaurant, a card or any other token to   show their "love"   I wanna know I'm loved everyday, not just one day of the year. Send me flowers just because it's Tuesday. write "I love you" in the fog of   the bathroom mirror, run your lady a hot bath and light a bunch candles, turn on some soft music and wash her hair. Trust me chicks   will appreciate these simple signs a lot more (and if not then she is a gold digger and you should dump her ass.)
The Devil
The Devil Knows My Name… He Knows All My Weaknesses… He Loves Them One And All… He Wraps His Me Around His Finger Once Again And I Can’t Think Of A Place I Would Rather Be. In His Arms Again…         Feeling Whole Again. The Devil Knows My Desires… He Knows The Darkness In Me… He Made A Home In My Heart… I Can’t think Of A Place I’d Rather Him Be. The Devil Knows My Name… He Knows All My Weaknesses… He Loves Them One And All… He Wraps His Me Around His Finger Once Again And I Can’t Think Of A Place I Would Rather Be. In His Arms Again… Feeling Whole Again. The Devil Knows My Desires… He Knows The Darkness In Me… He Made A Home In My Heart… I Can’t think Of A Place I’d Rather Him Be.
Thoughts And Ramblings Of A Mad Man
since im getting older ive come to a cross roads in life of thought do i stay my path or do i look at all in a whole am i right in my ideals or am i wrong damed down a path of failure but given in to religion thats like calling defeat but is that my pride talking dont know but all i know is i try to keep good karma and what really is religion is it truth or is it a system of rules made by man with the threats of a place called hell to make us be better out of fear or is it a way to control a mass of people but in all religions and faiths there is the good but human intentions get in the way then greed anger and hate sorry to send like yoda but we are a broken people sitting on the edge of self destruction for the love of one ideal or people creates hate of outsiders look at all the events between the religions and people its always killing in the name of my god but why are we this blind that we forsake the teachings thats in our books of faith to throw back love peace and sernity for t
The First Kiss
The First KissI see passion and hungry in your eyes across the room.You walk towards me. It seems like a slow walk. But you are here before my eyes.You wrap me in a warm embrace, You head leans down as my leans up.Your lips touch for the first time.My heart starts to beat faster with each seconds your lips are one.The kiss was warm.The kiss was soft.The kiss became passionate.The kiss became hungry.My knees grows weak under your embrace.Your hand on the small of my back.Your strength holds me up. But your lips never part from the passion.From the hungry of the kiss.This is my first kiss with you.
Oh Really..
There is nothing more hilarious than a woman who tells me I am wrong about women... Really? Well let me ask you this... Who knows more qualified to work on cars... An auto mechanic who takes a bus to work every day, or someone who happens to own a car? Ladies, just because you have a pussy doesn't mean you know a single thing about other pussies. So I am telling a girl about how another girl was driving me crazy... Then I make the statement, "This is the kind of shit that drives me crazy about women." She said, "Most women aren't like that." How the fuck would she know? Does she date women? Does she fuck women? Does deal with the emotion swings of this woman then that woman? No... I am dead certain that most women know jack dick about other women which is why women don't have many friends... They fucking hate each other too. The best part is when a women will tell you she is the "exception to the rule" but is 30 years old, single, and lonely... Yeah... Loads differe
Broken
 I am a beatin, broken man. I lost due to Telling the truth, wearing my heart on my sleeve and wanting to communicate with a person who is  perfect for me, cuz she is me just smarter and much prettier. Only I woulda givin me a chance after everthing i wrote and said Wonder how and why sending flowers , gifts , trying to communicate to get closure of any kind gets me charged ? Then this person sends ex wife personal e-mails between us from 3 months previos she musta saved em and e-mailing everyday there is miles of words. The sad thing is all these e-mails basically tells all about my life good and bad I bared my soul some things said were only known by me I trusted was honest and now i'm in the fire. This lady also saw fit to send gifts i had given her to my Ex wife, phoning her @ home to  villanize me. I honestly can say I fell in Love With this garibaldi highlands women and it seems i still love her and don't understand, how i can love a person so soon. But when ya know ya know. LOve
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Sincere's Corner
FALLING bySincere   Tatted heart shatterred 2many pieces 2 count scatterred Only a few had it To know the love 2be treated as delicate as a whitedove Never is enough enough The vision of you my queen knee deep stuck Your my love my air my trust There aint nothing I got 4ever like a peterbuilt truck Trust in me baby doll im your luck argue fite n fuss Its you I feel it in my gut These feelings hard 2 discuss Holding you close a must A feelin stronger than lust A future filled with much Fallin hard 2much trust 2 much hope 4us A life so glamerous My only thought my every verse Each n every word my worth 2 the ends of the earth made 4u since birth Cant knock it my one n only my first my picture perfect candy stripper nurse take ur time unbutton my shirt Trail 2treasure No need2measure built 4ur pleasure Take you 2ecstacy lighter than a feather No other make you feel better If its cold take my sweater along with a rose n a love letter proclaiming my love thru any weather Bui
Thoughts
 2/6/2011 8:03PMI lay awake, In our room, there's nothing left just me and you. we seem so cold, distant and used. I'm all alone, even when I'm with you. I reach out for you, Though nothings there. Where'd we go? what's with this dispare?At night I cry, wondering why? Why is this love so bitter sweet? What happened to us? You tell me it's all in my head, Tonight I'll cry in our bed. I feel so numb, So left out in the cold.Where you went? I do not know.  I miss you though. You're out of reach, where does that leave me? Who'll hold me tight, As the nightmares creep in? Who'll tell me it's alright, when  I cant take it anymore? Baby it's cold, I whine and I plea, But no ones here, Not even me.
I Know I Am Terrible!
      Want to earn either the boomerang OR pimp hand bling? I bet you do you greedy people you! :P Well....here is how!!     I have been DYING to own the movie "Hidalgo" in FULL SCREEN on DVD. That widescreen crap is for the birds! Did I mention FULL SCREEN yet? If not....the FULL SCREEN DVD!!! :P First person to send it to me in regular mail (not on the computer) will get it.   Each person that offers to send it will get 7 days to do so from the time they say "I will!!!" If I recieve it in the mail within those 7 days, you win!  I will go in order starting with the first person to comment this blog saying "I will". That person will recieve my mailing address in a private message. You will have 7 days starting the day AFTER I give you my address. So if you want to be a technical butt monkey, that is 8 days total. Or it could be 7 days, 9 hours, 22 minutes, 38 seconds.....oh whatever :P Shut up! :D     Get it? Got it? GOOD!!!   Enjoy!      
Lonely Hours...
From Me.
I've noticed in my own life, that all too often i get stuck in the friend zone. Either due to my own missed opportunities or cluelessness. Or cause i'm "too" nice at times. I dont know. Quite often it seems I am the first person to come to when there's a problem, or a breakup or whatever. Get told you're the exact type of guy i want, then get overlooked. Dont get me wrong, i'm not complaining about being there for people. I love that actually, I like to help and make a difference. But why doesnt "you're the type of guy that i really want" seem to ever turn into "You're the EXACT guy that i want"? I used to get told that I am too nice to women. I should take advantage of my position, cause breakups or mistrust and use them. but i cant. I like to believe that i'm not that type of person. I.E. if i get asked what i think about someones bf that i like her. I do my best to avoid it, if i cant, i do my best to make ABSOLUTELY CLEAR that my opinion is biased but i'll try to be as objective as
Stars
           A little girl sat by herself in class ignored by the peers and stared at by teachers. Subaru was not liked for she was from another country. It was hard to understand the culture and sometimes she would cry in the bathroom when it was lunchtime and picked on once school was out. Today was no exception three older students waited for her by the entrance on her way out dragging her to a vacant lot only to have some fun with her. Beaten, spat on , kicked, punched tears poured out from her eyes like a waterfall wishing for god to come and save her. After awhile the students stopped and left her alone. She was curled up on the ground for a long while almost to till the night sky was in full swing. She finally came to feeling a massive amount of pain from her bleeding wounds. Tears rolled down her cheek slowly this time standing up and walked on home. Upon her arrival a voice called out form the door. "Subaru, are you ok we I was so worried about you." It was a sweet voice, mother
Randomness
So, with the recent sucess of the movie The Social Network, comes also the age old question, "Are we becoming too dependant on technology"? How many of you out there remember, in the not too distant past, a time when you actually rememberd your friends' phone numbers? When there was no 'Fave Five' to put them in, and catagorize them as a face, or a name? Much like the Cartographers (map makers) of old, is personal interaction going the way of MapQuest? Punch a few qualities about a person that you'd like to have in a companion, and Viola!!!! ???? Ok, so maybe that's a little too I Robot, but you get what I'm saying here, don't you? The very same thing that is suppost to bring us closer, is actually teaching us to become more 'personally reclusive'. Now I just made up that phrase, but the best I can explain its meaning would be as follows..... Shying away from tangible human contact in order to contact humans thru mechanical means. Did Native Americans send smoke signals to each other?
Poetic Justice
now... here is my take on it all: apparently the actual explosion occurred at a residence near the organization chabad, its  facility and  transitional housing  structures.  and there are also neighboring synagogues.  the chabad compound address is : 142X 17th street santa monica.   the explosion was reported as coming from 1488  18th street santa monica.   1488???  *  (1a)   1488 From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia This article is about the year 1488. For Adolf Hitler and fourteen-word slogans, see Fourteen Words.   Fourteen Words From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia “ We must secure the existence of our people and a future for White Children. ”   “ Because the beauty of the White Aryan women must not perish from the earth. ”   The Fourteen Words is a phrase used predominantly by white nationalists. It most commonly refers to the 14-word slogan: "We must secure the existence of our people and a future for White Child
Music Lyrics
**** This one I feel like right now ****   So I'm the king of all these things of this mess I have madeSuch a waste what a shame my whole life is a fakeWell I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at you for years The alcohol the demerol these things never could replaceWhat a minute with you could do to put a smile on my faceI'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at me for years   I can't get out of this dead skin I can't shed my skinI'm not sure where to beginI can't get under my dead skin I can't shed my skinCan I sleep 'til then Phenobarbital and alcohol these two surely will doTo knock me out keep me down at least a day or twoWhen I'm awake I can taste how bitter I've becomeAnd it's more than I can bear some days I pray someone will blow me awayMake it quick but let it burn so I can feel my life fadeWell I'm a waste and I can taste how bitter I've becomeAnd it's more than I can bear I can't get out of this dead skin I
Female-nature Versus Male-nature Experiences And Feelings
           A number of exclusive male or female emotions and experiences can never be fully experienced across sexual boundaries. Two examples are illustrated below;  ENJOY...         Female            An implicit, constant physical threat toward women exists from essentially every man.  That threat exists because the different physical and psycological natures of man and woman leave most men with the power literally to kill any woman at any time. Even smaller, weaker men could kill most bigger stronger women in a bare-hand fight to the death. So most women are perpetually at the physical mercy of men.                  Under that threat, women often must silently take the degradation of being bullied or treated as sex objects as their earned qualities are ingnored.  No man can fully know that particular degration because he has no way of duplicating the conditions which create that uniquely female stiuation. Even if the man were unjustly treated as a sex object, he would still hav
Bored?? Look In Here!
Temporary Thing
I'm having a rough time recently...for multiple reason, but lets just focus on one for right now.  My cat, Bandit, has been sick for the past week or so.  I took him to the vet a couple days ago, since he wasn't eating, and it is quite apparent. They found some prety heavy amounts of plaque buildup and a bit of infections in his gums.  Nothing too serious, so they gave me some meds to give him, and told me they would help a bunch.  Vet said he didn't want to automatically run the gambit of tests and run a bill up for me, as everything else checked out. Fast forward about 48 hours later or so.  I have only successfully given him one pill since then.  Every time I have given him pills, he has turned around and vomitted shortly after.  Not sure how he can get better if I can't get him to take the meds.  He turns 12 this April as we got him shortly after we got married. I'm not sure what to do. :(
Why People Hurt The One's They Love By Cheating Part 2
My last blog I discussed how sex contributes to the reason why people cheat in a relationship. In this blog I will go over the lack of team work that there is in the relationship and how this in turn contributes to cheating in the relationship. We all have this, and it doesn't matter if one person is older, younger, more intelligent, stronger emotionally, wiser, or even just more experienced. We all have our expectations on how the relationship we are in should be like. No matter what type of relationship we would like to have it takes a lot of hard work and determination. The real problems start probably for the most part after the first 4 months of a relationship. In the first 4 months usually everybody is on there best behavior trying to impress the other person do whatever they can to make them happy. Thinking they don't want to say the wrong thing or do the wrong thing. Then after the four months everything changes. For some reason people tend to think that it is there primar
People Who Think They Are Special
You know it's funny when you actually sit down and analyze not only yourself but others as well. There is one thing you come to realize and that is that everyone in the world is the same, no one is better than you and you are no better than anyone else. For the most part people in general are often selfish and think of themselves above others. They tend to think that the world owes them something. Most people usually don't figure this out until later in life when it is to late and their life is almost over. They wasted their whole life trying to be the most important thing in the world, when the world is so much more important than they are. If you ask yourself if your were to die tomorrow would anybody miss you other than family and close friends. Would people remember you in 10 years, would people say nice things about you, would they have plenty of fond memories of you that they would cherish for their entire life, or would they just move on to their next friend or loved one, while
Why People Hurt The One's They Love By Cheating Part 1
Cheating, you can ask your friends or family. And I will guarantee you that the majority of them will tell you the same thing. Either the man could not keep it in his pants and he is such a bastard or that the woman is a slut and just a whore. Or perhaps the person that they cheated with,  is a slut or a whore, or just an asshole trying to get laid.  You hear this all the time, and the funny thing is that this is the first thing that friends and family will tell you.  You don't hear them tell you that it was your own fault. It is always easier to blame someone else rather than take the blame yourself.   People always think to themselves why did he/she do this to me. What have I done to deserve such a betrayal from this person.  And the question that everybody should be asking is what have I or could have done to prevent this from happening.  The truth is that people cheat for two reasons. The first is lack of team work that is there in the relationship. Which I will discuss in pa
Lounge Stuff
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Ponies, Ferries And Flying Monkies
::deployment Diary::
Breaking it down barney style; Bf lands in USA two Saturdays ago for emergency leave for a family death...doesn't contact me or his dad's family here in Cali until last Friday...and he leaves to go back for Iraq the next day....haven't heard from him since and I gave him both my email and skype addy. I'm pissed, I'm hurt, I'm upset....I don't deserve this treatment. Looks like I got another Wolf on my shit list. 
Wow!!!!
So I wake up this mornin to find a nice little message from a woman in "F.A.S." and her name is Babii. Here is the message: BaBiiLoVeS...: hello my name is babii. and im with the females against suckage committee. or f.a.s anyway im here to let you know you fall on the suck scale. i know thats horrible news. but alas its true. you sir suck in fact you sir should of been swallowed. your mother failed.. to pay for your crime you have been downrated. you should also consider killing yourself to avoid further ridicule and suckage. have a wonderful night. sincerely the f.a.s I am sure I am not the only one to get this message. But I can say one thing about this person. She is a very insecure little princess bitch that thinks everyone should be the same. Also if you read this Babii at least have your profile open so I can at least respond to your message. Oh wait that's right you don't want to leave it open since you will probably get a lot of hate messages. Also who are you to deci
Forbidden Fruit
Truth and honesty is what I seek, in order for our relationship to reach the peek, of pure exploding extacy that is share between just you and me and to build a love that will last for eternity.The bond of trust sould not ever be broke and can never be fixed without any words being spoken.Not Lettin go of the hurt and pain, whether past or present , can only make the falling of our love destint. So let God shine his amazing light and sit back and watch how high this love takes flight. Have u ever asked yourself, Why do I keep making the same mistakes over and over again? Well I have and I learned that God keep making you go through those same mistakes for a reason. One to make you realize your not perfect and your not God. The second reason is that mistakes are like lessons,like when you were in school and the teacher repeats the same lesson over and over and you think to yourself, we just did this, so y are you repeating it? Its so you can get it in your head, so you do well when test
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Politics Politics Politics
  People around the world have been smoking marijuana for thousands of years while also using the hemp plant for everything from fabric and rope to ethanol fuel. Unfortunately, somewhere along the way, a man with a bit of power and enough determination decided pot was wicked, evil and narcotic. He moved mountains to make it illegal worldwide. In the U.S., the struggle continues to this day to overcome the lies and misconceptions about marijuana that the government spent billions to spread.   Between 1937 and 1947, the government spent $220 million on the war against drugs. Between 1948 and 1963, the cost of this "war" on marijuana alone escalated to $1.5 billion. From 1964 to 1969 the government spent $9 billion on the war against marijuana, a price tag that continues to rise.         First Fabric Known to Man   The hemp plant, also called cannabis or marijuana, has been used around the world for thousands of years. Sometime around 7000 - 8000 BCE, the first fabric is belie
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The Unknown God..
"Cattle die and Kinsmen die, thyself I eke soon wilt die; but fair fame will fade never, I ween, for him who wins it. "Havamal 76 As An Asatruar we must... do our utmost to propagate the Northern Faith, Asatru, far and wide.To raise the awareness of our gods and our faith, particularly among our kinsfolk, those of Northern European blood, and also in society at large.To create, and work with others to create, powerful institutions that will achieve these ends.To work to strengthen ourselves mentally, physically, spiritually and financially, as individuals and as a folk, by applying the wisdom of our gods and our ancestors. In particular we pledge to live as set forth in the Havamal...the sayings of Har (Odin) , and to follow the Nine Noble Virtues of the ancestors.To honor the gods, the ancestors, and ourselves by maintaining a standard of correct and honorable behavior. I shall and will know thee, Unknown One. Who searchest out the depths of my soul, And blowest through my life
Don't Be Selfish & Greedy!!!
Ladies & Gentlemen, I would like to take this time to tell you ALL HAPPY VALENTINES! May this day and every day be filled with tons of love, joy, happiness, smiles, hugs, kisses, adventures, faith, hope, surprises & BLESSINGS! Please take the time to tell your loved one how much they mean to you and how much you love them. Don't take this day for granted. Don't fight over STUPID things especially on the "oh i wanted this or that" and be happy with what you got. Its what comes from the heart that matters most. Just stop and think at how LUCKY and BLESSED you are to even be able to be there physically with your loved ones. For there are those such as myself whom are not able to have our loved ones with us on this special day! Never take any holidays for granted because you never know if you will get to spend that holiday with that loved one again......I would love to take this time to say:Deon Christopher,I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL! YOU ARE THE AIR THAT I BREATHE, THE EVERY BE
Recent Events
I had to work Saturday for my sister who was out of town. It was a normal day just like any other day I've had to work. I flirted with guests and chatted with friends online. Nothing out of the ordinary. My day ended at 3pm and I decided to do a little shopping for a friend. I went to a store and didn't like anything there so I proceeded to go across town to the other store they have that has more items. I get about a 1/4 mile away from the store and all of a sudden my heart starts racing really really fast. I feel like someone punched me in the throat, my arms went numb underneath from my shoulder down to my pinkies. My shoulders got stiff and my neck did as well. My breathing changed as well. Now I've had my heart race before but it always went away after a few minutes. This time was completely different. It just wouldn't stop no matter how calm I tried to be. I wasn't gonna go to the hospital but I talked myself into it. I get there and they rush me back. They did an IV and hooked m
Random Shit!
"Shit" may just be the most functional word in the english language! You can get shit faced, be shit out of luck, or even have shit for brains.  With a little effort you can get your shit together or find a place for your shit or be asked to shit or get off the pot.  You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit and tell others to eat shit.  There are lucky shits, dumb shits and crazy shits.  There is bull shit, horse shit and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. When you stop to consider all the facts, it's the basic building block of the english language. And remember, once you know your shit, you don't need to know anything else
A Love Letter.
The following is a letter written from a civil war soldier to his wife. I find this letter to be very lovely & profound aswell as sad. the man died in battle a week later. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sullivan Ballou (b. 1829?, d July 21, 1861),  Sullivan Ballou was killed a week later at the first Battle of Bull Run, July 21, 1861. When he died, his wife was 24. She later moved to New Jersey to live out her life with her son, William, and never re-married. She died at age 80 in 1917. Sullivan and Sarah Ballou are buried next to each other at Swan Point Cemetery in Providence, RI. There are no known living descendants. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Something I Wrote A While Back
Blade cuts watch the blood drip down Down in depression wearing this frown Frown on the inside but outside a smile Smile while I walk this lonely mile Mile I walk carrying this pack of stone Stone I carry by myself and all alone Alone while in the crowded place Place of despar without a face Walking down the darkend streets Shadows following at my feet Threatening with thier awkward stance I see themloom and reach with every glance Stalking me down they feed my fear Ready to strike they hiss a devilish sneer.
A Peek Inside My Inside..what Im Reading In This Fleeting Moment...
What I've Just Finished:   The Cathedral Of The Sea, by Ildefonso Falcones.  A heavy, thick, and gorgeously jacketed novel, written by a Barcelona author and translated from continental Spanish, this story takes us to 12th century Barcelona and the true story of the building of one of the most important cathedrals in Spain, through the life of a single man whose lifetime coincides with, and is intertwined with, the construction of the Cathedral Of The Sea. Fascinating.. gripping.. and enlightening.. I could not put it down, and would never have known that this book was not written in English originally, so skillful is the translation.   Edenborn, by Nick Sagan. If the author's name sounds familiar.. yes, he is the son of Carl Sagan, famed astronomer, author of Cosmos and Contact, and founder of SETI, the Search For Extraterrestrial Intelligence. Edenborn is the second in a post-apocalyptic series.. an Earth devastated by plague and now inhabited by a grand total of less than two do
Muslim Women And Sharia Law
20 years from now, I will be in Heaven --bye !!  This was written by a woman born in Egypt as a Muslim.This is not hearsay, and it will scare the life out of you. Make sure you read the paragraph (in red) towards the end.Joys of Muslim WomenBy Nonie DarwishIn the Muslim faith a Muslim man can marry a child as young as 1 year old and have sexual intimacy with this child.Consummating the marriage by 9.The dowry is given to the family in exchange for the woman (who becomes his slave)And for the purchase of the private parts of the woman, to use her as a toy.Even though a woman is abused she can not obtain a divorce.To prove rape, the woman must have (4) male witnesses.Often after a woman has been raped, she is returned to her family and the family must return the dowry.The family has the right to execute her (an honor killing) to restore the honor of the family. Husbands can beat their wives 'at will' and he does not have to say why he has beaten her.The husband is permitted to have (4 wi
Vegas Baby
13 days and I will be in Vegas to see my hunnie. So excited. can't wait. First time on a plane here we come lol. Not sure what to expect in Vegas. Cept a damn good time.
Movies
Everybody has a favorite movie. I have movies that I HAVE to watch when they come on no matter how many times I've seen them. 1. RoadHouse 2. Urban Cowboy 3. Mommie Dearest 4. Face Off 5. Wizard of Oz 6. Gone in 60 Seconds 7. Gone with the Wind
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Music Projects
I've put both projects online on myspace with several songs   Black Metal project: http://www.myspace.com/realitydeformed Acoustic/Atmospheric project: http://www.myspace.com/winterdea All writing, playing, recording and mixing done by myself   Please check it out and let me know what you think
A Story I Wrote When I Was Bored
Graveyard Of Heros By Shane Ross   this is my first time writing something im going to show other people so please if you have any ideas that could help me feel free to let me know my story is about 4 Orbital Drop Shock Troopers who lived and died on reach i hope you enjoy it   logan-team leader Kyle-riflemen mac- sniper shane-heavy weapons   august 30th 2552 outskirts of new Alexandria "So this is it "Mac said looking at the mass of covenant troops that stretched for as far as the eye could see "We make our stand in this bunker surrounded by thousands of grunts and brutes led by a few hundred elites well id say we've hit the jackpot boys this is our ticket straight to hell" " If im going to hell mac then im taking as many of those bastards with me " replied shane as he went back to reloading his rocket launcher and checking to see how much ammo he had for his assault rife "i got 6 clips left for this thing how about you guys" kyle looked at him " iv got 5 clips for my D
Nevaeh's Heaven
are you free like me? do you see what you see? do you hear what you hear? im free as can be. i see through my eyes i hear only me... you cant penatrate my mind i wish you were free like me its a shame..
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For The Ignorant People Who Uses God For Their Own Means
Well I guess I'm headed to Hell in a homemade hand basket made by Aunt B. just with my marriages alone. People look at religion for everything, God please get me thru this and I promise " blah blah blah" ..... Countless wars & bloodshed all in the name of "God" babies born and died within a few hours, days,months cus of a disease or other factor that we have no cure, so innocent children die and people say " it was Gods way, or his plan. No you don't carry a life inside you for 9 mths to have someone tell you that BS. It's not a plan life is screwed up, yeah you can't stop everything that happens, but don't put everything on GOD, he didn't make a full scale plan to kill a baby. SHYT HAPPENS!!! A drunk driver can hit a kid, go to jail and in a yr or too he gets let out on parole " cus he found god" and he honestly believes god forgave him for killing an innocent child, but what do you hear at funerals when someone dies by the hands of another " god has a plan, or god does things in myst
Recap Of Last Week
I'll never know what makes this manWith all the love that his heart can standDream of ways to throw it all away Thursday night I  ate some fried chicken with their "special receipe sauce"  that apparently I was allergic to.  Bumps developed on the back of my neck and scalp and itching started that night. I woke up to patches of hives and severe itching all over my body. The doctor gave me a steriod shot on Friday and called in a percription steriod if that didn't work. It didn't. Steriods and itching on Saturday and Sunday but it was subsiding. I got a call at 4 a.m. on Monday that my mother had passed away. Happy Valentine's Day. Three days of steriods apparently affects your sleep. I laid in bed until 3:30 a.m. before falling asleep on Monday/Tuesday morning. I normally wake up at 5:30 a.m. I spent Tuesday dealing with the side effects of these steriods which felt like an overdose of cocaine. (yes, I have) Sweats, chills, wrapped in blankets but still could not fall asleep. I stopped
Poetry
The warmth of the sun provides me with smiles,An expression that spans the length of miles & miles...Stretching across forever lasting an infinity, the love from the sun reaches all that can be reached. twiddle the thumbs, in search for some thing to do check the email again to see if any one has thought of you, maybe ill watch a movie, or listen to some tunes, but no matter what you are doing boredom is bound to ensue... Broken,bruised,beaten,and trapt under. Tattered,trampled,troubled,and left to wonder. A rift that has been rent.A hole.a blunder. Abased,abated,abhored,and ripped a sunder. Saline,the salty taste of no signifagant other. Wailing,the sound it makes,when the mind gets to cluttered. Flailing,the arms that reach for another imagined lover. Failing, reason for my greif...FEAR is a MOTHER! Bent,belittled,beguiled,defaced. bottled,backstabbed,blind sided,erased. Baffled,bothered,befriended,frustrate. Beggerly,babbling,dripping,dropped. I have been slain, by b
From Within
We got Bandit as soon as he was old enough to leave his mother...that was May of 1999.  He's traveled more miles than most people will ever dream of.  From Biloxi, MS to Florida...Florida up the east coast, and then to Chicago, Denver, Salt Lake City, onward to Anchorage, Alaska.  Then the ferry ride from Alaska to Washington, across the US, and back down to Florida.  This was all in just over 10 years.  The last trip he made was from Florida to where I sit typing this, Indiana.     He's been quite a healthy cat, despite the fact that his owner had never had a pet before, and did an awful job of keeping up with the important parts of owning a pet.  That's what truly is amazing....almost 12 years, and almost never was ill.  Until about 2 weeks ago.  As most fo you read last week, he wasn't eating and barely drinking.  So I took him to the vet, nothing really jumped out, but a bit of an infection, so the vet gave me some meds to give to him.  In this past week, he still hardly ate, and
You Don't Know
You don't know what you've got till you really loose it. You don't know how bad your going to feel when that special someone leaves or isn't around until they are really gone.  You don't know how it feels to be lonely until you sleep by yourself for the first time in years. You really don't know what true love is until it gets ripped right out of your hands.  You don't know how to tell your two year old where her father is until she comes up to you and asks. You don't know what the words i love you means until the love of you life tells you it on the day of your wedding.  You don't know what its like to stay up late with your daughter because she wants her daddy until that night you are up all night because she is screaming for her daddy. You don't know how mad your daughter is until she goes off on you and tells you how much she hates for taking her father from her. So hold on to what you have because you never know when it's going to be ripped right out of your hands.
Real Sdmf
 Their are a few People on the net with SDMF on thier names and don't even know what it means. They make it out to be a  net trend and its not. A few of them have went to other lounges calling people racial slurs. . These kind of SDMF are the net trend SDMF bylaw #7 says Respect all. I myself am sick of the racial bs that goes on here. Just because your of one certian race of people dont make you any better than anyone else. js    In real life we may not get along with all people example if i have a friend i may not like some of his or her friends. I will not choose sides I am a grown adult not a teenager. There is a lounge ran by  net sdmf on here and he trys to bully people if he dont get his way he will pull mods or bann you if you talk to me. He also has went to most of my family members on my page saying stupid stuff (harrassment and childish)  I have only met a few real SDMF on this site just because someone has SDMF on thier names dont mean they are real js.   I have been scamm
Voices
These voices in my head won't be silenced. They scream at me about my past mistakes. Carving a deep scar of regret. And current problems don't help. It's like everything I have ever messed up on is a weight. And all that weight is on my shoulders. Every time I screw up it adds weight. And I don't know how much longer I can take this. I am scarred, tired, and depressed. Just as I am losing something that holds me together...something else comes and keeps me from ending it. I say "you're the only thing keeping me alive." So when they leave, why does something else always appear? I always hear the same thing from everybody.."Forever and Always" Like that's the first time I have heard that. I have tried multiple things to get rid of the voices and the pain of living. I have tried drinking. The vodka only strengthens the memory and misery. I have tried drugs and painkillers. Nothing. I have tried being competitive, as to create a drive to succeed. I don't think that is working to well eithe
Candle
Why am I sitting here all alone, feeling so out of place, even though I'm at home   Can anyone besides me see, the shell so tightly wrapped around me, from which no escape can be found   The key is fit for only one who will bring me out into the sun Until the day she appears life will remain very drear   The sun goes up, the sun goes down sometimes like a merry-go-round Yet there is no joy in riding alone always feeling some what out of zone   Friends and realitives try thier best yet i wish they would give it a rest no amount of sympathy or understanding and ofcourse advice not withstanding can fill the gaps and holes seemingly made by the pieces missing from my soul   Once in awhile someone will come who can let in a little sun for awhile it may even be fun even so the rough edges will cause friction turning the fun into fiction   Dreams begin to tumble dark clouds start to rumble suddenly I'm back in my bubble the shell of which has 2x doubled th
Make Someone Happy
"Who once free from Earthly illusion looks into the empty eye of the Sphynx,  Forgets his seriousness out of overseriousness and looks back at you and only smiles;  And if you lift his mask he only looks back at you and smiles." anon? Circa? Ancient Egyptian?
Love
LOVE IS PAIN...... AND IT'S CRAZY HOW WE ALL DESPERATELY CRAVE IT! BUT WE GET IT, AND THEN SHIT GETS   TOUGH,AND WE WANT TO RUN, OR WORSE WE STAY NOT KNOWING WHAT WILL BE. ITS A WORK IN PROGRESS,   GOOD DAYS, BAD DAYS, LOVE YOU/HATE YOU! FROM B**** TO BABY ALL IN ONE BREATH !ITS ALL PART OF LOVE!   SOME NEVER HAD IT, SOME NEVER WILL, AND SOME ARE JUST TOO DUMB TO REALIZE ITS RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEIR   FACE! ITS A TEAM EFFORT AND  SOMETIMES ITS NOT ALL ROSES! BUT IF IT WAS  EASY WOULD IT BE WORTH IT?   ITS HAVING FAITH IN EACH OTHER WHEN THERE'S NO FAITH TO BE SEEN. ITS BELIEVING THAT IN THE RELATIONSHIP   WE ARE WORKING AS" ONE" TOWARDS A SUPREME GOAL. A GOAL ONLY THE COUPLE STATES IN PRIVACY! IN   INTIMACY! IN SILENT CONFIDENCE. IN CONVERSATIONS! WITHIN THEMSELVES AS COMMITMENT NOT ONLY TO THE   OTHER BUT TO THE "WHOLE" OF THE RELATIONSHIP, GIVING IT, IT'S RESPECT.     LOVE IS LOVING WHEN WRONG. AND LOVING BECAUSE THE OTHER CARES EVEN WHEN   THEY ARE RIGHT BUT NOT S
The Heaven 500
The Heaven 500The Heaven 500 was just getting started, an all-star race, for the racing departed. Heroes of the track, with nerves like steel, and sitting on the pole was a cat named Neil. Adam Petty was there, with his beautiful smile, Kenny Irwin, determined to finish in style. Lee Petty was glowing, with grandfatherly pride, with Davey and Clifford, each had a new ride. Fireball Roberts floated in on a cloud, while Tony Roper waved to the Heavenly crowd. Morosso and Nemechek, then Tim Richmond appeared, Kulwicki strapped in while the racing fans cheered. The honorary starter, for this Heavenly race, Ralph Earnhardt was chosen, a tear on his face, but the red flag flew even before it had begun, with every eye, wide open, and looking to the SUN. A last minute entry was the cause of delay, while the fans were instructed to kneel and pray. The Heavens turned black, and the clouds turned dark, the lightning was brilliant, the thunder did bark. Then out of the rumble, for all there to see
Why
i live in a town where everone looks down 0n me 4 my tattooes and i dont get it this is"nt tvland you know and im not crying about it like a lil bitch but you know there are other shit going that they go and look at and fix beside telling me im trash for haveing tatts  and how im going to hell 4 being the way i am you know i always got black on and i love slipknot and mushroomhead but anyways i know there are others dealing with the some shit
The Lunatic Is In My Head
Absolutely, I get caught up in it on a daily basis :/ I had this trend going on as I posted in social sites for a while; it was called Negative/Positive, where I would ideally name off something negative, but add the positive counter to it. Here is one of those this morning: Negative: Mass texting is so impersonal, and to be honest, rude in some instances. Positive: Mass texting is certainly useful in some instances, such as business. In my opinion, it's better to know the message you're receiving is meant for you :) Anti-social people are taking over the world, and while I've been in that category for much of my life, I want to come out of my rabbit hole, and love the world I live in! Part of that is learning to be direct with the important people in my life. So, what I am saying in this blog is, get out of your damned rabbit hole people! -Dean It was just another morning and I woke up feeling rightThough this particular day, I had an epiphanyPerhaps this life is not as golden as
Main Blog
http://fubar.com/the-schedule/b336200-1144692 So, There's a few shows coming up that i figured i would tell everybody about, because i for some reason feel compelled to AND it's kind of part of the whole, Promo thing that i do!   First and foremost - to all my New York friends out there, 2.26.11 - NEXT SATURDAY at Tammany Hall in NYC, Acey Slade & The Dark Party will be performing at the Hate The Hate Benefit.. Here's the official press release -      "Tim No 37 presents HATE the HATE is designed to raise awareness against Hate Crimes, Bullying and Discrimination that has been running rampant in the United States. Time for us to take a stand!The proceeds of this event will go to:The Hetrick-Martin Institutewww.hmi.organdThe Trevor Projectwww.thetrevorproject.orgCO-HEADLINING this phenomenal event are:THE AUGUST INFINITY and KHZalso performing are:Acey Slade and The Dark PartyStar KillerKristaKing Hell!Ghosts of EdenHosted by: Juliya of FUSE tv, Ms Jenncity and more
Deployment
well i depressed right now becasue i am here in iraq and my wife and son is back home i miss them so much ive been sitting in my room for almost a fucking week while everyone else goes out on missions i dont know why they are doin this to me im not hurt or anything but i still dont know y they are leaving me behind i just dont know what to do i fucking hate this fucking country i wish we never had to come here and the days that i do go out i really dont do anything i just wish i hold holding my son and my wife right now and i know they want the same if any of you vets went through the same thing please tell me how the hell did you deal with this because i am goin very insane right now and i realy dont know what to do or how to control it
R U Easy?????
Well according to a French poll,women who's names end in A are easy. (i'm sure that's just in France though.*cough*)  Ok there was that Lolita chick but still. lol   Also the men with the name Chris have the most success with the ladies,and the men with the name Ed,the least.  (Edwars Scissor hands comes to mind) lol    Gin-A lol :P
Just Thoughts
“When you smiled you had my undivided attention. When you laughed you had my urge to laugh with you. When you cried you had my urge to hold you. When you said you loved me, you had my heart forever.” “I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.”“The worst thing you can do for love is deny it; so when you find that special someone, don't let anyone or anything to get in your way.”“You've spent your whole life running and running, trying to catch up with something that has never been there for you. And all you've done is go farther and farther away from the precious love that's been waiting for you all the time.”“I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might b
Services
fuSkins Services F.A.Q One stop place to find answers to your questions about my fuSkins   Q. Do you Create skins for just anyone? A. Yes, I will create a skin for anyone on fubar so long as you meet the requirements   Q.How much do you charge for a fuSkin? A. Well, each skin cost 4million fubucks Q. How do we do payment? A. I require 50% upfront payment (2million fuBucks) before starting your fuSkin   Q. What if I decide to cancel my skin order? A. I'm sorry to see you cancel your order however I would retain the starting fee (2Million fuBucks) for time spent creating the skin (even if you cancel it). Q. How long will it take for my skin to be complted? A. Depending on the style of skin you are wanting skins can be completed with a 24hr turn around but please allow between 48hrs and 72hrs for completion of your order. Q. Do you provide Previews of my skin? A. I belive that if the customer is not satisfied then I'm not so durning the process of creating your skin you w
Poncie
A women was helping her husband to set up his computer, at the approiate point in the process, told him that he would now need to enter password ---something he will used to logn on. the husband was in a rather amrous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention . So when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife that he was keying in... "P-E-N-I-S" His wife fell off the chair laughing when the computer replied: Password rejected...not long enough.!
Real Life
Hi if you are reading this, you are considering me as a dj! Well let me first say thanks! I don't just do one genre! I play any and all music under the sun! 1.country 2.rock 3.rap (not alot of this) 4. european music (gunther) 5.Korean (psy) 6.Japanese (anime music but will not play any unless requested) 7.pop (brittney spears) So if you still dont mind any of the music i play i would love to dj! I always have fun djing! If you cater to one genre of music I can try to play only that genre! If you need to know anything else, just ask!   DJ CUPCAKE QUEEN!
Lyrics That I Can Relate Too
I fly above my self So cold and beautiful dead I've crossed the point of no return And now you understand A life in misery So full of sorrow and pain I couldn't face it no more I hope you'll always remember me [CHORUS] No pain, I'm free at last In paradise, sun moon stars Regret you were mean to me And regret that you sat me free Life depends on love And I depend on you [CHORUS] I lived for you There's nothing to say or to do I cared for you Then please realize that we're thru' I love you I no longer feel as you do I can't live without you But I can live without you [CHORUS] And now when I am gone I live forever inside of you And now when I am gone I live forever inside of you
Brain Doodles
....that is the question.  It is that time of year for the three Bs:  Beads, Booze and Boobs.  I suppose, depending on which part of your body with which you think, the importance of the order of aforementioned three Bs may vary.  Beads, people.  These are the holy grail, the most coveted of all trinkets during the season (and any night of the week on Bourbon St. if you happen to be that way).  People will do just about anything for these beautifully crafted and colorfully painted plastic treasures straight for a Taiwanese sweatshop near you.  I'm no different from the rest.  Admittedly, I've shoved others to the side a time or two to bully my way to the front to yell, "Throw me something, Mister!"  Granted, I was 7 or 8 years old, but I did it.  Three parades in the next two weeks here.  Krewe of Centaur, Krewe of Gemini and then whatever the parade is called near my house...that one doesn't matter so much as it is the "family oriented" parade.  So, totally no fun.  Last year at G
Pain In Sorrow
iam lost in a world filled with nothing but darkness as i try to gasp the bit of hope i have left i find my self struggling to hold on but as i slip and fall endlessly into nothing more then a deep forgotten void i try and get my self up but i find my self chain up with my demons laughing at me telling me they will never let me go my mind is always racing but it is also my worst foe it always seem to toss me things that i would rather forget the more times i try and fake how i truely feel just to please other people the more i seem to get lost even more how do i over come it how do i conquer it is it so easy to slip into total darkness will i ever find my peace my light forever into darkness i was born in the cold dark world as every seem to not always see things as they really are the world is black and white for that is what i see there is no middle ground who can save me who will be my light to blank out the darkness in witch i feel my ex just show up with her new bf hinding behind
Just Stuff
I have used fu blog area to post my poems for years. I wanted people to be able to read them and comment. Well recently. I had posted a poem i wrote. An ex friend copyed and pasted the poem in her blog. Now she is claiming that someone different wrote the poem. Its my work. So sadly i won't be writing any more poems to be posted here. I am sorry to those that enjoyed reading my poems. But that mad me vey mad. So i have removed all my poems from here. Thank you to those that read them.  fun ways to use duct tape  . Keep people quiet during a bank robbery   Cover your exposed butt crack Buy your sweetie a dozen duct tape roses that won’t die  Make a homemade band-aid . Make a strapless bra to hold your girls in place  Instant babysitter for your little one Lint brush yourself Secure the luggage… err… the cardboard boxes on top of your car Catch bugs  Create a homemade mailbox Make a temporary hem Wrap up your iPhone  Create the perfect girdle Keep you f
The Contractors Creed
I am a contractor. I look out for myself, the operators to my left and right, and no one else. I will always take advantage of the fact that I can finally tell Commissioned Officers to pack sand, kick rocks, etc and will do so at every possible occasion. I am my country’s scapegoat, the “plausible deniability” warrior, and I love it. Less than 700 dollars a day is unacceptable, but will take it until I find something better. I am trained to eat things that would make a billy goat puke, but will refuse anything less than 60 dollars Per Diem because I am greedy. I care not for ribbons, nor awards for valor. I do this job for the opportunity to kill the enemies of my country, and to finally get that boat I’ve always wanted. I will be in better shape than 99% of the active duty personnel, although this is not hard. I will equip myself with the latest high-speed gear, and will trick out my AR-15 until it weighs more than 24 lbs, not because it works better, but becau
Things Of Intrest To Me...
  I work down at Ashberry Hills Minimum wage, but it pays the bills Cleaning floors and leading hymns on Sunday Katherine Davis, room 303 Sweetest soul you ever could meet I bring her morning coffee everyday Chorus: She calls me Raymond She thinks I'm her son Tells me get washed up for supper before your daddy gets home She goes on about the weather how she can't believe it's already 1943 She calls me Raymond, and that's all right by me She talks about clothes on the line in the summer air Christmas morning and Thanksgiving prayer Stories of a family that I never had Sometimes I find myself wishing I'd been there Chorus: When she calls me Raymond She thinks I'm her son Tells me get washed up for supper before your daddy gets home She goes on about the weather how she can't believe it's already 1943 She calls me Raymond, and that's all right by me There's a small white cross in Arlington Reads Raymond Davis '71 Until she can see his face again I'm gonna fill in the best I can Cho
A Joke
A Chinese guy calls in to work "Me no work, me sick",,his boss tells him "when I'm sick I fuck my wife,,try that.",,,a couple hours later the Chinese guy calls his boss again,,"me feel better, you got nice house." A Penis, A Cucumber, and A Pickle where all sitting around talking about how thier lives suck. The Cucumber says "Ya'll think you have it rough, every time I get big, fat, and juicy, they cut me up and put me in a salad.",,,The Pickle says "you think you have it rough, every time I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick me in a jar and pour spices and vinegar on me.",,,The Penis says "ya'll think you have it bad, every time I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick a platic bag over my head, stick me in a dark room and bang my head against the wall til I throw up on myself and pass out!"
My Thoughts
A man walks into a bar and immediately realizes its a gay bar. He thinks to himself I'm not gay but I really want to drink so he walks up to the bar. The bartender asks " what's the name of ur penis?" The man says "man get out of my face, I'm not like that, just give me a beer." The bartender replies "I'm sorry sir but I can't serve you until u tell me the name of your penis." The man says "okay what's the name of your penis?" The bartender realizes ' mine is named nike, you know Just do it." The man thought for a moment then replied " mine is named secret." The bartender replied "Secret?" The man explained you know, "strong enough for a man, made for a woman." Its funny how you always see guys looking for the perfect girl,one that doesnt bitch at you,doesnt cause you stress, but yet there is no definition of a perfect girl.Every Girl is different in her own way,nobody is perfect,just bc she bitches at you,pushes your buttons,or makes you mad doesnt mean shes not perfect,or not rig
Random
( GO TO THE BOTTOM AND CLICK THE " CLICK HERE"  BUTTON !! )Click here 1 ) i litterally cant function withour music. i even sleep with my ipod on 2) im addicted to facebook . i cant go a day without it - yep im serious 3) i have borderline personality disorder - its NOT multiple personalitys. 4) i also suffer form severe deperessive and anxiety disorder - the hospital used to be my 2nd home -no joke 5) i am STILL in love with the backstreet boys 6) Drake  ( the rapper and jimmy from degrassi ) got me through  a fucked up break up / miscairage 7) i cant have kids for the next 2 1/2 years - if i dont get another round of implanon - 8) im not even sure if i want kids anymore 9) im spiritual..NOT religious. i believe in god, i pray, but i wont step foot in a church unless im getting amrred or its someones funreal. it amkesme feel fake after me hospitalizations 10 ) i ussed to be highly obsessed with  eric roberts and kenny chesney - i still like both iof em, but is more controlled
My Writing
I stand out there in the rain It caresses my face and sooths my wounds The wind dances around me as I do not move Drenched and cold but unafraid   I wander through the thickened wood Haphazard branches scratch my legs The sound of the earth surrounds me Parched and rough but unruffled   I sit on the top of the cliff Waves crashing against the walls and spray The heat and salt mix and sting my eyes Hot and worn but unwavering   I crawl across the desert floor Ground rubbing against my chest The friction causes my skin to break Dry and tattered but unrelenting   I jump into the glistening lake Water engulfing and stealing my breath The chill of the liquid goes right through me Submerged and pressured but surfacing          
March Maddness
  Presents: March Maddness     You are in vited to come battle with the Possessed and throw down tune's. Know one has won the Metal Genre Battle in Metal Dome. You can be the first to win the Metal Genre spot by: Sticking To Genre, Quality Of Intros, Music Sound Quality, Flow Between Song's and Transfering Of Air. Each Battle Set Is: 30mins To 40mins Long......   75% Of Votes Is A Combo Of Three Judges The Other 25% Of Votes Is Crowd Choice Battle Time Is: 7pm Fu-Time                                     Pleas Leave Comments To Lets
Sorry
Hi guys n girls, thanks fo all the love. my page is blowing up right now so if i dont say hi back its not that im ignoring you its hard to talk to 50 different people at one time....
Lunatic Poetry
 My screen name:JKD is the intials for "Jeet Kune Do" Chinese(Mandarin I think) for "The Way if the intercepting fist" a method founded by Bruce Lee,and today popularised in cage fighting teqnique.The key is footwork always always footwork-I love my job beacuse I have many oppertunities to perfect footwork cause I walk constantly over a ginormous warehouse.At 43 I still have the belly of an 18 y/o as a result of this walk and the isometrics involved.It came natural beacuse as a kid I had to tread lightly beacuse we always lived in The Upstairs Apartment and the neighbors would bitch if they heard a loud fart-anyway,upper body strength is wonderfull and common amougst men-Pushups and weightlifting take care of this but legs and lower belly are much neglected.A tip for working your legs and belly in everyday life w/o the use of weights is as follows:    The key Ive found is being aware of your arches,and stepping lightly.I always lead with one hip as I walk.Goint back to the technique J
Fubar= Hypocrites
How is this for hypocritical, I get a pic flagged by fubar, and its an old work of art that is very well known, but Babyjesus can post a video of protestors getting shot on the street and dying. All the colorful blood showing. I get flagged for a black and white work of art, with no blood showing. For those of you that would like to know what it was that I posted. Just look up Dantes Inferno Canto 28. The pic with an elderly man holding his own head is the one in question. Now, go to Babyjesus page and look for the video, if its still there and tell me where the logic lies on this one. He may be the creator or site owner or whatever he is, but that doesn't mean he should be above his own rules. Feel free to leave comments and share this with others if you don't think this is right. Hate me if it makes you feel better for ragging on Fubar or its owner, I really don't care.
The Church Of The Flying Spaghetti Monster
About The Church of the Flying Spaghetti Monster, while having existed in secrecy for hundreds of years, only recently came into the mainstream when this letter was published in May 2005. With millions, if not thousands, of devout worshippers, the Church of the FSM is widely considered a legitimate religion, even by its opponents – mostly fundamentalist Christians, who have accepted that our God has larger balls than theirs. Some claim that the church is purely a thought experiment, satire, illustrating that Intelligent Design is not science, but rather a pseudoscience manufactured by Christians to push Creationism into public schools. These people are mistaken. The Church of FSM is real, totally legit, and backed by hard science. Anything that comes across as humor or satire is purely coincidental. Further Pastafarianism is a real religion. Most of us do not believe a religion – Christianity, Islam, Pastafarianiasm – requires literal belief in order to pr
Me On Fubar
sorry for the miss leading but i know for a fact some people only care about one thing and thats pussy and dick dont say you  dont becuse about 98% of people on here do i should know i seen some of peoples names in folders that they view so by sitting there telling me you dont is making you a fucking lier thank you very much now why iam i writeing this oh its simple iam tired of the drama but more then anything else iam tired of having my mind fucked and played with you want to know why i honestly have a complx when it comes to my looks and my self esteem will its purely simple and ill tell you and no its not just the people on fubar its everyone around the world even in my area iam tired of people just looking to get off either to my pics or what i can do for them i notice i get check out alot more for my nsfw then i do for my own photos that tells you something there also i get told there are some people who seem to be attacted to me and how much they seem to want me will here th
Happiness
When I think about you I think about Happiness. I think about joy, laughter, smiles. Walks in the park holding hands. picnics in a meadow. Looking into your eyes and seeing the Love you have to give.. It warms my Heart to think about you. nothing in this world can ever take your place. no amount of gold or riches can equal the feelings you give me..   I LOVE YOU......
Charmys True Love Always
WITH ALL THE LOVE I HAVE, I NEVER KNEW THAT I COULD GIVE IT TO ONE SPECIAL PERSON. WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ONE ANOTHER. WE HAVE MADE MISTAKES AND HAVE KEPT LITTLE WHITE LIES FROM ONE ANOTHER BUT IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN FOR FEAR OF ONE OF US GETTING HURT. I NEVER IMAGINE THAT LOVING YOU WOULD COMPLETE MY LIFE.  WE HAVE HAD SO MUCH HAPPEN TO US IN OUR LIVES THAT WHAT MAKES ME GET THROUGH IT IS KNOWING THAT WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING I SEE YOU LAYING NEXT TO ME. BABY WE HAVE OUR FIGHTS BUT YET WE CAN FORGIVE EACH OTHER FOR THE STUPID THINGS THAT WE DO. THERE ARE TIMES IN OUR LIVES THAT WE MAKE THAT ONE WRONG CHOICE. AND ITS SO HARD TO COME OUT AND TELL THE ONE YOU LOVE THAT YOU MESSED UP. WELL, BABY THAT IS WHAT IM HERE FOR. I AM HERE TO SHOW YOU THAT I WILL NEVER EVER LEAVE YOU. THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. AND WE CAN REPAIR THE ISSUES AT HAND. I WILL ALWAYS FIGHT FOR THE MAN I LOVE WITH THE VERY LAST BREATH I WILL TAKE. YOU KNOW THAT I AM TELLING YOU THE TRUTH AND YOU KNOW
Hockey & Stuff
NHL Hockey is a big deal in WNY.  Not so much in Florida   Do you know what gets better TV ratings than the Florida Panthers' games? A) A Sunday Morning,7 AM kids show, called 'The Doodlebops' B) The infomercial on 'professional blenders' C) C-span D)  All of the above If you are in Florida and reading this - YOU DON'T DESERVE THE GAME OF HOCKEY! Fuckers   I was driving to an early appt this AM & listening to sports radio. I stumbled across a great way to get bores and other undesireables to walk away & stop talking to me in social situations. I start selling em insurance!  Either they go away or my time spent with them becomes valuable for reasons other than thier company.  is the name of a book that describes the history and current/future ramifications of selectively choosing male babies over female babies.  In the last 40 years, the author declares 163,000,000 girls were aborted, solely because the parents wanted a boy.  While this primarily happens in Asia, the practi
Being Lied To And Played For A Big Fool
I am not aure what gives people so much pleasure in playing games with someones emotions and their trust . I tried to figure out why this person felt it was right to for the past year lie and lie and lie thinking I wouldnt soon figure it all out , sad part is I had to find out due to her partner "friend" joined her in this game and then used me as the big joke . You will know her when you come across her she is arrogant bossy and very very untrustworthy . aim My god I was raised so much better then to toy with someone like this , I mean am i the only one who believes in honesty , truth , and all round being decent to someone you claim to care about ? . I am now burned for the last time am very very careful now who gets my trust.
It's My Percection
Yes...I see the green grass. And I set off to explore it's firm, fertile, lushness. Feeling Bold & warm, & Energetic... Like the the midday rays that explode in the Spring sunshine. With the slightest of momentum; & the best of intentions. I strike out...onward & forward I trek. To the call of the wild.  Then snap! instantly; without warning. My feet are voilently yanked from beneath me. Jaw contorted...mouth wide open. Air once fresh & pure; now rendered stale & toxic... Convulses angrily out my mouth. Coating my tongue with the vilest stench of tasteful cofussion. Now dazed, furious, & translucent....it hits me! Bam! right between the eyes...Like a Mike Tyson left hook! I am but a Dog...Teathered to a leash! Made of man made rules...& spiritual beliefs. In the land of Milk & Honey.... JWL aka "UknoWho"    
How Obama Is Making Gas Prices Higher
Yesterday, for the first time since September 2008, the price of a barrel of crude oil topped $100 on the New York Mercantile Exchange. But while the recent unrest in the Middle East has had some marginal effect on rising prices, the most significant factor has been increased oil demand worldwide. That is why, long before the recent protests even began, analysts were predicting $4 a gallon by this summer and $5 a gallon by 2012. Anyone could have predicted that the recovering world economy, coupled with the continued growth of India and China, was going to push oil prices higher. So if an Administration wanted to keep gas prices down, they could have mitigated increased oil demand by increasing domestic oil production. But that is not what the Obama Administration has done. Instead of increasing domestic oil supplies, the Obama Administration has cut them at every opportunity, and Americans are now suffering because of those choices.Back in February, when the protests in Egypt were fir
My Writing
You center your anger and point it at me You load your hatred and pull the trigger It'll destroy you in the end you'll see Empty your rage and drop it in your holster You went for the throat to leave me bleed out Can you see the harm you caused yourself All you gave me was your doubt I'll be stronger on my own by myself.
Dorks Nation
would you like to go some place and have alot of fun and not worry about the crap that goes on and bullcrap back and have fun and have alot of laughs then join dork's nation where u can help others while they help u  dorks nation is just more then a lounge.. its a place where u can chill but i'm looking past all that lounge crap really and want ppls to join me into having a lot of fun intead of worrying about this and that on fubar just to sit back and relax and have fun when was the last time u actully cracked up with a bunch of friends well heres ur chance if u seem a bit intersted into it pls let me know i would like some kind of info ..this is just a hard draft so if anyone got any idea pls let me or my friend chelle know http://www.fubar.com/chellebelle82  its great to be a dork so y not   
This Might Piss You But I Don't Care
Ok 1st off I have a few friends are here that are great. However, this is supposed to be an online bar. How is when I go to a real bar I see real people that will talk to others. It seems like that you have to act like whore or be a gangster to make new friends on here. Hell there is lounge on here that I have real life friends that DJ and Greet for them. I go into the lounge and get fucking ignored. I ask for a song that is METAL, and I get shot down. I guess I'm not in the click. Hell they need DJ's, I am an experianced DJ and I was going to try out for the job. After tonight fuck that. This place is like pissing contest most the time. I'm staying cause of my real friends.   Maybe cause I'm not on here to pick up a chick or something is why I don't get talked to. Might just be me.
My Blogs
~thoughts~
I STEPPED OUT ON YOU AFRAID OF GETTING TO CLOSE TO YOU ... AND NOW I WANT TO STEP BACK IN . YOU JUST HAVE THAT SOMETHING ABOUT YOU I CANT STEP AWAY FROM .. FEELING MAY CHANGE OVER TIME BUT WE BOTH KNOW THAT THERE IS STILL SOMETHING THERE . EVEN IF WE BOTH TRY AND HOLD BACK WE CANT HOLD BACK OUR FEELINGS .. YOU KNOW THAT YOU STILL WANT ME . AND I STILL WANT YOU .... SO  EITHER YOU TAKE THE FIRST STEP OR I WILL .... IM NOT GIVING UP THAT EASY ANYMORE !!!! Never thought a day in my life that i would be a widow at the age of 34 years old ..i lost my 38 yr old  husband  of 16 yrs to a massive stroke on june 11 2011 . it took us all by surprize but from this tragic lost i have leraned that you dont take things for granite  and you charish every momment like there your last . I sit back and  think what if ...... what if  we would have done this  or done this  but  know we'll never get that chance im still trying to get threw a day with out crying my eyes out bcuz im still waiting for him to c
Whispers From My Soul
It’s a new day. Most people are up and getting ready for work, depending on your time zone. Me, I haven’t been to sleep yet. Not from lack of trying, I assure you.  I have so many thoughts running through my head.  I’m a firm believer in the power of 3.  Good and bad things seem to happen in 3’s.  June 29th I had my stroke, July 29th my Grandma had her stroke.  1 month to the day after mine.  Now I’m just waiting to see who the next person will be. I know a lot of you may be saying to yourselves, well if she’s set on it happening then it will.  Not so…..It’s from experience that I say this. All my life things good and bad have happened in 3’s. Even things that are not connected to me.  Case in point, Amy Winehouse is found dead,  I think it’s been about a month give or take and now the ex lead singer from Warrant Jani Lane was found dead in his motel room last night.  I know there will be a 3rd.  I’ve never seen it ha
Wonder
has anyone wondered about how much fun you can have in a chat room? i mean seariously its fun as hell trying to figure out wat other people is talking about. an wondering how to jump in on the conversations
Babyboo
I am tired of people playing games i am tired of being taken advantage of tired of being used like a kleenex then being thrown away...wish that there was a decent guy who would not do stuff like that to me and not be a creeper or use me for anything..i wish that every girl had a decent guy even my worst enemies!!!!
The Abduction
The Abduction   We met at the fubar and seemed to hit it off and began talking and just having a good time. After buying you a few drinks, and both of us getting a little drunk, you excuse yourself to the ladies room.  You return, finish your drink, and order another and suggest we get out of here...  I agree and we finish our drinks, and get up and walk to the car...   .... You awaken and realize you're tied and suspended from above by the harness you are bound by.  Blindfolded and gagged, and not a stitch of clothing on... (guessing you would be somewhat panicky and somewhat aroused)  Not knowing what's going happen next...  you hear music and someone moving about the room... a few minutes pass "Oh, you're awake... good," then you feel a warm hand caress your arm... to your shoulder...  to your neck... to you chin...  to your cheek...  Lightly touching your cheek and gently caressing...  moving your hair away from your face... you hear the words:  such a beautiful face....  you f
Sitting In A Cell
I sit in a lonely room. no one around. looking to the left, I see a guy wrestling with a dark figure.not knowing what it is, i go to look furthur. I see it's a shadow. In my mind, the face looks very familiar, I then, realize it's me. I look to the right. I see a mirror on a lonely wall. I walk to the mirror.As i gaze into the mirror, I see that i have no relection. Stunned, I look back at the guy wrestling the shadow.the guy now looks old, withered, and beaten down. I look back into the mirror, I see my face half beaten. Hoping for an escape, I go to the door, but the door is locked. I look through the keyhole and see an angel. The angel looks fimilar as well. finally it dawns, its my best friend and my lover. The one that always makes everything right when the skies are dark and gray. I start to feel better about the situation, but yet, I amstuck in this room with no key, no windows, and no way out. Feeling lost, I look back to the guy wrestling again,its me again. What can i do to g
Here Goes Nothing....
Its the dead of night. The darkest before dawn. And Im wandering the woods in search of the unknown. The soft breeze in my hair, and the only light is that of the stars. The only sound is of my feet on the ground. The sound of a twig snap catches my attention. I stop, my breath caught in my chest. A pair of glowing eyes are looking at me through the brush. I'm frozen with terror. Then a lone howl pierces the night. I start to run, where I don't know. I trip over something in the dark and look up to see those eyes again. Then the unthinkable happens. In the voice Ive heard a million times speaks.  "I love you", he says. As I get up, hes gone. All is quite again, out here in the woods.
Pray For You
I haven't been to church since I don't remember whenThings were going great '˜til they fell apart againSo I listened to the preacher as he told me what to doHe said you cant go hating others who have done wrong to you.Sometimes we get angry, but we must not condemn.Let the good Lord do His job and you just pray for them.I pray your brakes go out running down a hillI pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I'd like toI pray your birthday comes and nobody callsI pray you're flying high when your engine stallsI pray all your dreams never come trueJust know wherever you are honey, I pray for youI'm really glad I found my way to church'Cause I'm already feeling better and I thank God for his words.Yeah I'm going take the high road,And do what the preacher told me to do,You keep messing up and I'll keep praying for you.I pray your tire blows out at 110.I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos.I pray your brak
Family Spots
Hello Fus...If you happen to find that you have been removed from my family, please dont wig out.  One of two things has happened.  Either you have removed me without notice, or I am just making room for a god mode run.  If it is the latter, rest assured I will readd you.  Sometimes moving things around is necessary in order to sell the spots for what I need for my page. So please dont be offended.  I will try to get with those that I move around, but sometimes this is not always possible. For those family members that have consistantly helped me along the way, your spots are permanent unless you remove me without notice for some reason.  My family rocks!!  that is all
My Friends N Family Are Amazing Tysm
BURG@ fubar Thank you guys so much for everything i love you Hubby: Xx TRU xX@ fubar Bff Bronze BRONZE xx fe to my BANDIT@ fubar Badgirl xoBADGIRLxo@ fubar Wicked xWicked ZombiexORGYxECS@ fubar Scoop Scoops BabeZNBrewZ Fumarried to Tweety@ fubar RY RY DANGER RYAN@ fubar Dessert DesertOutlaw GFR RL BF to LaceyBunnyTuFFy@ fubar LUcky Lucky Stripe xOrgyx FM2 RL Wife Blue@ fubar Rich RKMrBig
Rip Cassie
This past Saturday, at about 4:00 in the morning.  Cassie Johnson passed away after being involved in a motor vehicle accident.  She was heading to Wal-Mart to pick up some supples among some other personal items, when a car driven by a 2-time convicted drunk driver swerved into her lane and smaked head on into her car.  The man was again drunk and is in critical condition. According to the paramedics I talked to, our Cassie probably died immediately upon impact.  I hope and pray that was the case as she had seen too much pain in her young life.  Even with that pain, she had this infectious way about her, you couldn't but not help liking her and in some cases loving her. She will be missed by many and for some that pain will be hard to overcome. Cassie would not want her to mourn her passing but to rather celebrate her life, abliet short as it was. Being her closest friend, It is my honor and pain to pass along these words to you. I hope you find it in your hearts to pray to your
Six Truths In Life
You cannot stick your tongue out and look up at the ceiling at the same time, a physical impossibility due to the tendons wthing your neck. All idiots, after reading #1 will try it. And discover #1 is a lie. You are smiling now because you are an idiot. You soon wil tell this to another idiot There is still a stupid smile on your face.   I sincerely apologize about this but I'm an idiot and I needed company. :P
Problems
To: Jeff SkollFounder and Chairman - Participant Productions (www.participantproductions.com)Dear Mr. Skoll My name is John Hansen; I am a new member of "fubar" 5906766. I am both upset and angry for the actions of a "board" member and the abuse of what I perceive as his ability to rate members of the site, via the use of "fluffy." I am not the only one this has happened too, but I took the time after the first action to "ban" this person from posting to my site.  I worked within the system; I advised the parties responsible for this action and received no replies or actions, as requested. Now, it has happened again and to be honest, I am even angrier. I wrote another note (see 23.03.2011) expecting again to solicit a response. No response has been forthcoming.  If the purpose of having a rating system is intended to provide information to other members the elucidation of what members think of the person being rated then it should not be skewed by a non-humorous miss-guided actions
Friendly Face
haha i am so bored
My Love!
this girl sits and wonders can she do it? can she really please Him, He has others that call Him Master and this girl trys hard to stand her place.. but the other feelings she has for Him scream for the pain to stop that she wants Him all to her self, she knows she can never have him she knows this in her mind but her heart will never listen instead it just goes on and breaks everytime she realizes that He will never be hers and hers only. she loves Him more then she thinks He knows..  yea there has been some come and go but none have ever compared to a Man she has never touched nore ever kissed.. Why does she subject herself to this type of love why does she let her heart feel this pain daily, ill tell you why because she is a slave to His love and to Him she will always belong even when she is weak and He has to remind her to be strong...
Who I Am O/
A comment I recieved this evening has inspired me. It's not the first time I have heard this and it bothers me. I shall start it like this:    I am who I am. I am beautiful. My skin is as Black as Midnight and my lips are as full and lucious as ripe fruit. My hair is as Curly and kinky as if I were fresh off the boat. This is who I am. This is what makes me beautiful. My body is full and oh so earthy that men can help but to wish for a chance even when they know not why. My fertile curves can attract men on an istictual level, and i say men not boys for only real men can feel it's call. From the darkness of my skin to the light that is in my eyes. I shine!     So for those that do not know, I say this. Don't ever tell me "I have never really liked black women but you are attractive" Or "your attractive for a black girl". It is insulting. Women fight hard to find the beauty within themselves. Black women especially. I am the epitome of what a brown skinned woman is. In my eyes. And
Dark Silence
As you enter the darkened room, you see me chainedarms and legs spread, pussy glistening, nipples hardyou see me swinging myself back and forth wishingsomeone would come to me,fuck me,eat me, make me screamwith pleasure. i see you move in the darkness. i beg youto come closer, to touch me. i want so badly to feel your hands on my skinto feel your lips on mine, your hardness press against me. to enter me.you move closer, but you dont touch me. you just stand there listeningto me beg for your touch. my pussy starting to drip with the mear thought of your touchi need you so badly, please.as you reach out a single finger and slowly trace my lipsi bite softly. then you move closer and your lips are upon mine.kissing deeply, i feel your hand slowly moving across my belly down to the wetness waiting for you. you slowly run your finger up my pussy. then you slowly lick your finger and moan as your eyes close.when they open again, they are full of fire. you grab me and i feel your nails dig int
Any Crazy Sexaul Experiences?
let me hear if u ever had a weird sexaul moment!
Is It You
FOR FAR TO LONG DO I SPEND TIME SERCHING FOR YOU, THE ONE THAT WOULD BRING REAL LOVE INTO MY HEART, THAT WANTS TO SEE WHAT LURKS IN MY SOUL AND WANTS TO BE A PART OF. ARE YOU THE ONE THAT WOULD APPRECIATE THE LOVE I HAVE TO OFFER, TO TREAT YOU LIKE A QUEEN IS ALL I WANT TO DO, TO BE YOUR KING IS ALL I WANT TO BE. IF YOU REALLY THINK YOU ARE THE ONE IVE BEEN SERCHING FOR IN THIS GOD FORSAKKEN WORLD THEN LET ME KNOW, TELL ME THAT IM AM YOUR DARK ANGEL, HELP ME LOVE AGAIN.
My Poetry
Day by day, happiness or sadness,Which our lives lie in between,So much strife, not enough dignity,Words and actions lie within us.Cool, calm, collective,How we gain to prosper,Excluding weary days,We strive to regain our composer.We realize in the passing days,Whats instore to better our future,love & support are amongst us,Nevertheless, splendid times to share.Better state of compromising,To walk away from pain and suffering,In due time, will mend our hearts,To explore what life has in store for us....Copy write date... March 2001Written by Nevaeh Jynsen My heart is bound to you,I gander at wat I see,If the wish is true,Then we were meant to be.
Shadowburne's Blog
" Magickal Intent " Their meeting was not quite by chanceThey were destined to share love's first danceKindred spirits for eternityTrue soulmates they would be As they danced that spark ignitedHim and her both excitedFor in an instant they both knewTrue love they'd found as the night wind blew But love was their curseMagickal Intent would be love's new hearshFor he loved her more than life itselfAnd doubly so, she gave of herself Blinded by love, she could not seeHis love for her would always beShe began to conjour a spell to be spentHis love to gain was her Magickal Intent She weaved her spell very wellUnder her spell he quickly fellAnd for a moment all was blissBut very soon he began to miss Something inside was just not rightAnd then one moonlit nightHis eyes were opened and he began to seeSomething's not where it should be The one he loves his trust misspentWith her pure and innocent Magickal IntentFor she meant not to cause alarmAnd had no intent to cause any harm But what she's d
For Those Who Care And Wanna Know
Now I lay me down to sleep...one less terrorist this world does keep...with all my heart I give my thanks...to those in uniform regardless of ranks...you serve our country and serve it well...with humble hearts your stories tell...so as I rest my weary eyes...while freedom rings our flag still flies...you give your all, do what you must...with God we live and God we trust....Amen ~ MARCH 10,2011 AT THIS MOMENT...MY OLDEST SON JUST HAD SURGERY 3 WEEKS AGO AND IS STILL RECOVERING AND NOW HE'S HAVING A 48-HOUR EEG DONE TO FIND OUT WHY AND EXACTLY HOW MANY SEIZURES HE'S HAVING ONLY WHEN HE SLEEPS. MY YOUNGEST SON HAS TO HAVE A HEAD CT DONE TOMORROW TO DETERMINE WHY HE VOMITS EVERY TIME HIS HEAD HURTS JUST THE LEAST LITTLE BIT. PRAYING EVERYTHING IS OK WITH HIS BRAIN AND THAT IT'S NOTHING SERIOUS! :( THIS IS JUST A LITTLE EXPLANATION OF WHY I'M SO STRESSED AND DON'T HAVE MUCH TIME FOR FUBAR!  WHEN I FINALLY GET SOME TESTS RESULTS BACK ABOUT MY SONS THEN I'LL BE HERE MORE..MAYBE, DEPENDIN
Leveling
well i keep leveling however i am at the level to become angel or demon i chose angel and i get to pimp out ppl and i don't even no how....lmao thank you to every one who has helped me along the way.. i would love to send bling but i have no credits and cant bring my self to buy credits...lol is it really worth the money they want for that stuff hell hubby wants to get fu married and they want 80.00 to do that really i didn't pay that much for our real licence... lol well I'm just babbling trying out this blog thing... stay sweet you all and keep the love coming... trish
Nothing To Do With The Fu
On my way to the circus..or back from the circus..or was there a circus..have no idea now. What did happen was during my happy homeless days I got real tired after 3 weeks and no sleep so I pulled the motor off the highway. Then I noticed a closed BBQ place and jumped on a picnic table and started to nod. All of a sudden I have the biggest set of headlights [car type you boobs] in my eyes. Out from behind the lights I see this figure in blue with a baton, not the cheerleader type, and he approaches slowly. I quickly sat up and said "WOW! did I order take out". What kind?? In uniform he couldn't laugh but I heard the jaw crack as he tried to suppress the smile. He asked what was going on and I started to tell him I was a professional photographer taking [star] shots. The cloud cover gave that away so I headed for the truth. He said he would finish the tour and be coming back thru in an hour and I'd better not be on that table. So he left and I put motor under a tree and jumped on the ne
~bill Cosby For Prez In 2012~
There are four boxes to be used in defense of liberty: soap, ballot, jury, and ammo. Please use in that order. Bill Cosby has a great way of "distilling" things.  Looks like he's done it again!    AMERICA NEEDS A CANDIDATE WITH THIS PLATFORM!!      I  HAVE DECIDED TO BECOME A WRITE-IN CANDIDATE FOR PRESIDENT IN THE YEAR 2012. HERE IS MY PLATFORM: (1). Any use of the phrase: 'Press 1 for English'  is immediately BANNED!!!    English  is
The Flight Of The Phoenix
 Are you entertained yet? Do you hate my guts? am I a monster for what I have done? Judge me accordingly for the moment but do not pass final judgement on me until you have taken a walk in my shoes. I had girlfriends in the past but they were far and few, the pain I suffered from the loss of my wife and daughter was horrid. Phantom fire trucks raced in my head all through this time, all I wanted was death, all I needed were bullets. When you stumbled across my page I told you I was a real motherfucker, and I stand true to that claim. I am real because I do not fear to tell you where I have been and where I am going. Every word typed here within my page is true. I have nothing to hide. I am going to be a warrior, a soldier and I want my story told just in case something somehow happens to me along the way. As I have stated before I am not proud of what I have done, though sometimes I may seem like I am boasting or being cocky. this is how I felt at that moment, this is the truth. I leav
Sometimes Life Throws You A Curveball...
One Day (a Poem )
One day you'll open your eyes and it'll be too late. One day you'll wake and feel the hate. One day when you need him to love you it wont be there. The way you weren't there when he needed you. One day when you wonder where things went wrong, you'll find yourself asking yourself why. Holding your head toward the sky,tears streaming down your eyes,"What did I do to deserve this." All you wanted was the love one could give. But where you went wrong you'll never get the answer. The answer is within. Search yourself and you will find, Why you werent there for him. Why you turned your back and walked away... One day you will wake,you will see that you were the one who couldnt love him, One day you will open your eyes and see the hate and know Its too fucking late.
The Douschebag Chronicles
My Dearest Douschebags. I am sick and tired of looking at profiles and reading all these wonderful things about you, giving me hope that there is actually some kind of chance for finding a decent man in this world. That maybe someday I will have that family, your loyalty, faithfulness, and trust. But then when we finally speak, the first words out your mouth are , “Hey, Nice rack! Can I see them!?”. WHAT THE SHIT IS THIS! Hopes and dreams dashed with the perverted minds of lameass assholes with only one desire in this world. To fuck. To see tits and ass, then to call up their friends and brag about it. The worst of you are the ones who make yourselves look like saints. And make it seem like you are interested, only to find an unsuspecting woman to screw a few times. You tell yourselves that you are not a bad person, that you are doing it for her. “to raise her self-esteem”. THAT is a load of bullshit. You are just a piece of crap doing anything you can to get a some of ass. W
Auctioning My Points
              AUCTIONING MY POINTS FOR A DAY AUCTION!!!         It's my first auction that I'm hosting and up for grabs are my points for the day and not only THAT but my points for the day as I run a BOOMY and POLISHER combo!!!   The Rules are as follows:     1: I am auctioning my points and will be giving my points to the highest bidder. Day of alturization will be on the days of Sunday-Wednday. The day can be picked and agreed on by winner and myself   2: I ALONE will determine which is the winning bid and when the auction ends   3: On the day of the alturization I will be running a BOOMY AND A POLISHER,so know that the points you get will be substantial,please take that into consideration when bidding.   4: All bids are to be left as a pic comment on the pic located in the AUCTIONING MY POINTS FOLDER...ONLY BIDS WILL BE ACCEPTED AS COMMENTS IN THAT FOLDER                                    OUTLINE FOR THAT DAY   I will begin at 3 am eastern standard time whi
News & Information - Drugs [nsfw]
Drug abuse prevention is worth more than all the cures and punishment in the world x100. People should get to know what they might be getting into, BEFORE they start. Information is also the best way to help someone already abusing, and it can help friends and family of those who choose to use understand their choice. Use and abuse are two separate things but the fact is, all abusers start as users and use, at any level, can lead to abuse and addiction. Not MUST, not WILL, but CAN. Get knowledge, get it from as many sources as possible, disseminate (spread) that knowledge, and do not use lies, threats, punishment or misinformation to deter anyone from any drug.The truths about drug addiction and abuse are as bad or worse than all the common lies and have the extra benefit of not alienating those who choose to use. Once you lie to someone they will discount your information from that point forward. Most drug users could not tell you about the real threats of the drugs they take, outside
Cameman
    my first blog,  what am I doing?  
Can You Give This To My Daddy?
Im not the type to be shy and not speak my mind and that seems to scared the good guys around here away. guys say that they want sweet honest girls who can hold their own but then when they have a girl like that they seem to not want it. it seems that guys only want the skanky girls and the whores that will do anything just to have attention. im here to say that im not a girl like that i hate being looked at like a piece of meat all the time if i try to have a serious talk or relationship even long distance the guy should want to know about me and my mind more than what he is thinking of my body. and women saying well we will just go lez so that they dont have to deal with the ass hole men that do this to women well sorry girls but instead or ass holes u get bitches so u cant run. y cant there just be a guy that cares about looking at ur face and not ur tits or ass. or one that truely listens and wants to know what u think and not just hear how good u say that u r in bed. like the song
...not Trying To Be A Supa Fu-hero...
not trying or wanting to be a top dude, or a green, or most liked (facebook/fubar),or start an enormous bling collection..just trying to meet new people, stay in touch with the ones i've already know, have fun & keep it ma' fukkN real yo..leveling will eventually happen, but u will not see me post a pathetic status begging for help, or for bling, or bling packages, cause having fu-celebrity status, is definitely not in my interest..just keeping it one hundred, is all ;-)
Love And Light To All
The news of the earthquake in Japan and then the Tsunami following the event have sparked a world wide focus on doom and gloom. I encourage everyone to look at it in a different light. Let me explain....   Some of you know me, but most of you don't yet. For those that do know me, they know me as a Peaceful Warrior. I am a follower and huge proponent of 'The Law of Attraction'. The Law of Attraction was first introduced to me when watching the movie, 'The Secret'. This then led to the teachings of Abraham through Jerry and Esther Hicks.   As I delve deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole these principles become more real to me. Thoughts are things. Everything that has been created on this planet was first a thought, then that thought manifested itself into reality. The car you drive was first a thought. The coffee mug you are picking up at the moment was first a thought. This webpage was at first a thought. There are negative thoughts and there are positive
Mercenaries
bierj28@ fubar scduckbuster@ fubar
Joe And His New Harley
Joe wanted to buy a motorbike.  He doesn't have much  luck untilone day, he comes across a Harley with a 'for sale' sign on it.The bike seems even better than a new one, although it is 10 yearsold.  It is shiny and in absolute mint condition.He immediately buys it, and asks the seller how he kept it in suchgreat condition for 10 years.'Well, it's  quite simple, really,' says the seller, 'whenever  thebike is  outside and it's gonna rain, rub Vaseline on the chrome. It protects it  from the  rain.'And he hands Joe a jar of Vaseline.That night, his girlfriend, Sandra, invites him over to meet herparents.  Naturally, they take the bike  there.But just  before they enter the  house, Sandra  stops him and says,'I have to tell you  something about my family before we go in.''When we eat dinner, we don't talk. In fact, the first person whosays anything during dinner has to do the  dishes.''No problem,'  he says. And in they go.Joe is shocked. Right smack in the middle of the living  room is a
Jenna's Rambling
I am so tired of walking down the street and seeing nothing but faceless people. It’s like walking through a synthetic masquerade, in a illusory world, where everyone has a imitated benign look them. Is there really anyone out there who isn’t part of the plastic pandemic? Since when did everything have to be textbook, picture-perfect, seamless, unspoiled, unadulterated, impeccable, and unflawed. Yes, I’m using multiple words to describe perfection for those of you that just don’t get it. Let me just break this down for you a little bit more. Ladies and gentlemen life isn’t perfect and neither are you so stop trying to make it such, the phony charade isn’t necessary or warranted. Your imperfections, limitations and your flaws make you unique individuals and worth knowing. Have you found it yet? It’s hidden beneath the dark stormy clouds in my mind, in the center of that labyrinth of scars, Can you see through the warm tears that fall like rain?
Walklikeazombie
No I'm not a complete bondage freak. And being choked out isn't a preference or favorite past time. In fact I like making love, real love.  Not the freak kind of love. But I am not going into specifics about my sex life. This is more of an explanation of why I go by Asphyxia. Here is the definition. as·phyx·i·a    /æsˈfɪksiə/ Show Spelled[as-fik-see-uh] Show IPA –noun Pathology . the extreme condition caused by lack of oxygen and excess of carbon dioxide in
Annes Blog
An old man said "Erasers are made 4 those who make mistakes." A youth replied "Erasers are made 4 those who are willing 2 correct their mistakes!!" Attitude matters!!.. I'm always amused at how quickly a guy will tell you, "he loves you". Its often followed by a series of "I don't want to hurt you", "I did not mean to hurt you", and " I hope we can still be friends".Guys, whats going on?  If you like a girl, leave it at that.  Love is a genuine feeling which is losing its impact because you take advantage of it .. Breaking up and having your heart break is a disaster, you feel as if your not worth anything and you think that no one else will luv u again, but chances are: there is someone out there in the world waiting for you to enter into their lives and before you know it, you’ll know that the one who broke your heart is not worth thinking of anymore…..that is why they say in life….luv never fails….if you find that special someone…..
Dancing With A Demon
Leveling
You know in the beginning leveling was fun and easy.   Now you have to give an arm, a leg, someone a blow job (still haven't out who yet), or sell your saggy titty shots and roast beef looking   pussy to get ahead.   I'm in a manic stage in my Bi-Polar depression so excuse me if I go to fast.   Ooooooo which reminds me Prince is making an appearence at the Bi-Lo Center in Greenville and I soooooooooooooooooooooooo    wanna go. He is one adorable little black man who has the best taste in shoes. :D  
Woke Up
                                                            WOKE UP       I wake in the middle of the night, and see you sleeping... with a smile... I lean into you and lightly kiss your shoulder, and begin to caress your arm.  Then I kiss your cheek, and whisper in your ear...  You're the most beautiful woman in my world and thank you for being here...  you moan softly as though you heard me in your sleep...  I caress your arm and shoulder with a light touch and kiss your neck softly, then your shoulder... then the back of your neck...  my hand wanders across your collar and down your chest, lightly brushing across your breast...  you lightly moan again... and ask: are you trying to start something?"   I reply: "I don't know, Is it working??"   "oh my, MMmmm...  yess..." you quietly reply   Good..  was hoping you'd say that... now where was I???  oh yes...  rolling you over, laying face down, I give you a slow back massage starting at your neck and working slowly down across
Kook
cant stand the facct they want me back it pisses me off
Fuck Everything
Wanna love ya, Wanna bug ya, Wanna squeeze ya, Stupid girl. Wanna touch ya, Wanna take ya, Wanna shut ya, Stupid girl. I can't take this, Born to break this. She's going away, She's going away, What's wrong with my life today? She's going away, She's going away, What's wrong with my life today? Stupid girl, Stupid girl I'm a loner, I'm a loser, I'm a winner, In my mind. I'm a bad one, I'm a good one, I'm a sick one, With a smile. I can't take this, Born to break this. She's going away, She's going away, What's wrong with my life today? She's going away, She's going away, What's wrong with my life today? What's wrong with my life today? She's going away, She's going away, What's wrong with my life today? Stupid girl, Stupid girl Stupid girl, Stupid girl! (whoa, whoa-o-o, whoa-o-o, whoa-o-o-o-o-o, whoa-o-o, whoa-o-o, whoa-o-o-o-o-o) She's going away, She's going away, What's wrong with my life today? She's going away, She's going away
Custom Skins
First off I DONT NOT DO THEM FOR FREE UNLESS STATED OTHER WISE! You will need to buy me a $20 bling pack or Transfer 25 credits to me.I do put a lot of effort and time into the things i make and i dont do ugly so if i think it looks bad it wont be getting made unless i make the way I WANT. I will do everything in my power to get u what u want tho! If you would like to see skins ive already made look at mine and my number one in my family! also keep n mind i do have a 9 month old and a new job that take up ALOT of my time so if i dont get it done right away please dont be pissed because it will get done!!! just shoot me a message with what u want colors ect. pix if u want them and so on. once i get the images made i will show them to u and thats when u buy the bling pack or tansfer the credits it will not get coded until then! thats really about if u have any questions post them n a comment or send me a message...kthnsbye
Guys, This Case Pakistani/asian No Speaka Da English
  nline Buddies (50+)ClearPop Out 3:51am reply chitta: hi 3:54am more To chitta: hi 4:03am reply at Online Buddies (50+)ClearPop Out 4:03am reply chitta: how are sweety 4:04am more To chitta: never been called sweety before 4:09am reply chitta: you like or not 4:10am reply chitta: if not i will not call you 4:13am more To chitta: im in here if u want to say hello fubar.com... 4:13am reply chitta
New Here
***info***
everyone salutes fubar...y not salute The DarkSide? What is a TDSsalute and how do I make one?Take a photo of yourself with the following information clearly displayed in the photo.1.TDS/The DarkSide clearly hand writtenPhotos must be of your FULL face and unobstructed by hats or sunglasses. They must be clear and bright and NOT photoshopped in any way. *there is a temp salute album, but we hope everyone can at some point send in an OFFICIAL STAFF SALUTE* The Darkside is having an upcoming auction!! Thats right!! The Darkside will be Auctioning off staff and anyone who is willing so... ~~Keep an eye out for upcoming details~~
Message To A Son From His Mother
I make mistakes...sometimes more than I would like to admit....But I will always be there for you..to hear you..to cheer you..to laugh and cry with you...to protect you with my life...I will love you for eternity with all my heart,uncondionally. I,m your mom!! Shout out to my son, I love you!!! I am the luckiest mom in the world, and I am so very proud!!!!! Work hard, I am with you every step of the way!! Live your dream, it is within your reach. And God bless you for being here for me.
Just Blah
You knew what i felt you knew what YOU felt and still you decide to stay until the day, which is today. You broke my heart and still i love you....why couldnt you be honest? if i woul guess, i would say you were scared, scared of loving me back instead you pushed me away IS THAT WHAT I GET...FOR LOVING AND CARING FOR SOMEONE SO MUCH?? you know i love you I just wanna know do YOU LOVE ME??
Song Info
I need dj's with voice recording abilities and with a good voice to make a sample of their voice for me. I am currently working on a song and I would like to put a sample or two at the beginning of the song and maybe 1 or 2 at the end. I am willing to pay fubucks and make an voice promo for shows on the stations that you dj for. The way I am thinking it should be is i need a male voice and a female voice. The sample should be about the song in general which is called "Porcelain Doll". It is an industrial/goth song so the sample should be slightly dark but slightly seductive (hence the male/female vocals). I can always put slight effects or heavy effects to fit the song. If Interested please contact me stateing on what I can do for you and I will give you me email address to send it to. ALL SAMPLES MUST BE IN WAV OR MP3 FILE FORM. Anything else will not work with my music program.
Auctioning Myself For Bling
Gov Fix Solution
point one: well i have noticed a few things from the news and also being over seas myself. the biggest thing i noticed is other govs make cash hand over fist when anything is brought into thier country. for example korea when i was stationed there has a double tax policy on cars made from out side thier country so 80% of the cars there are made there. like if they bought a car in the us and paid lets say 50k then they have it shipped to korea they have to pay 50k in taxes. so if we adopted this policy out US car companies would be able to basicly sell more cars and would beable to creat more jobs to make these cars since no one would wank to buy a 30k handa and then pay 30k in taxes. it would bost the econamy a lot.    now if we did this with other things like all the crap made in china we would creat even more jobs cause now we in the US would have to make these things. and the bonus to this is we wouldnt as i like to call it hemrage USDs to all these other countries that import go
Nascarfan#88
http://fubar.com/lounge/81155 come in and check us out meet new people and good music and have fun and in joy a good time
Falling In - "this Is For You Ct"
Babee - you introduced me to their music, and my god!!! how appropriate is this song to me. Everytime I see your face My heart takes off on a high speed chase Now don't be scared, it's only love Baby, that we're falling in I can't wait to tomorrow This feeling has swallowed me whole And know that I've lost control This heart that I've followed Has left me so hollow That was then, this is now, yeah you have changed everything Everytime I see your face My heart takes off on a high speed chase Now don't be scared, it's only love That we're falling in I would never do you wrong Or let you down or lead you on Don't look down, it's only love Baby, that we're falling in I'm standing in your driveway It's midnight and I'm sideways To find out if you feel the same Won't be easy, have my doubts too But it's over, without you I'm just lost, incomplete Yeah you feel like home, home to me Everytime I see your face My heart takes off on a high speed chase Now don't
Supermoon 3/19/11
'Supermoon' Rises: Biggest Full Moon in 18 Years Occurs Saturday Night.   Thanks to a fluke of orbital mechanics that brings the moon closer to Earth than that it has been in more than 18 years, the biggest full moon of 2011 will occur on Saturday, leading some observers to dub it a "supermoon." On Saturday afternoon at 3 p.m. Eastern Daylight Time, the moon will arrive at its closest point to the Earth in 2011:  a distance of 221,565 miles (356,575 kilometers) away. And only 50 minutes earlier, the moon will officially be full. t its peak, the supermoon of March may appear 14 percent larger and 30 percent brighter than lesser full moons (when the moon is at its farthest from Earth), weather permitting. Yet to the casual observer, it may be hard to tell the difference. Spotting the supermoon The moon has not been in a position to appear this large since March 1993. In December 2008, there was a near-supermoon when the moon turned full four hours away from its perigee
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Shattered heart forced to heal as greatness unveils thine soul. Hope whispered in the distance, to recover thine lost love. 'Tis night brings tender passing, healing thine soul with glorious blunder. Caus' not one or two, but dissipated nights of dreams. Sadness comes to end, happiness conquered hate. Love sprouting -- sadness shrinking, hope has come again.   WHAT IS THIS FEELING?  I SEEM TO LOVE YOU BUT OTHER TIMES I SEEM TO LOATHE YOU   I CANT BE WITHOUT YOU.  OR JUST NOT BE WITH ANYONE  I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME. BUT WHY DO I HAVE THIS FEELING?   I LONG FOR YOUR VOICE AMD I WOULD DIE TO HEAR YOUR LAUGH  BUT, IS THIS LOVE OR MERELY JUST LUST? WHAT IS THIS FEELING??
A Part Of A Fantasy Story.
Red Friday
As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.'Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed One of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen.Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As t......hey began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering.When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and Cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families.Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal.Just when I thought I could not be more proud
Sexy Portrait Contest
  As a graphic artist, I've always appreciated the beauty and sexiness of a woman, and have tried to capture that in my artwork...   What I would like to do is come up with a contest that would allow friends & family to enter a sexy pic (nsfw allowed) for a chance to have it done by me in an original piece of art -- actual, hand-drawn artwork, not photo-manipulation! My portraits have gone for up to $100, but I haven't done any in a lil while, so I'd like to do some now.   What I would like to request is this, as far as pics: a decent sized pic w/ clear definition (video cams don't really make pics I can work from) color or b/w, doesn't matter a pic you would like drawn, not just some random pic... did i mention sexy? topless/revealing welcome & the art will be respectful   I may decide to go with both a (nsfw) and "clean" winner, should there be enough entries -- I may even do top 2 of each! I will also be awarding a bling pack (25 creds) to the Top 5, and possibly more
Chrome Issues I Have Solution
Chrome 10.0.648.119 beta (just upgraded today, but been having issue for several weeks)Flash version(s) below...1. In your Chrome browser navigate to Chrome://plugins. 2. Click the plus sign next to Details on the top right of the window to display more information. 3. If you see two versions of Flash, look at the path to the program. 4. Click the Disable link next to the version that starts with C:\Windows\SysWOW64\Macromed\Flash\. 4. Leave the version enabled that starts with C:\Users\[your-username]\AppData\Local\Google\Chrome\ (or similar path that applies to your operating system).5. Open a new Chrome window.6. Navigate to a website (such as YouTube) with Flash content to test.
The Devil's Workshop
The things she says and gives to you; she said and gave them to me, too. Yet since I ripped her hooks from me I bleed from wounds I cannot see. I do what's right but I do it all wrong. I'll hurt all my life, try to go on. I am one of her tattered dolls behind her many secret walls. She's a collector An emotional specter She keeps you plugged in even when you disconnect her. She gives you a name Says she feels the same She breaks your defenses as part of the game. How long has she played? For years I'm afraid. Her toys piled in closets, neglected and frayed.
Just Walk Away!!!!!
It's about learning to dance in the rain!********************************************************************************** There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not forus. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've gotto know when people's part in your
Wedding Garment
As you most likely have begun to realize, Cheap Maternity Wedding Dresses preparing a wedding ceremony is each fascinating and typically additional than just a little nerve-wracking. Preparing for any ceremony as unique being a wedding ceremony is a lot of induce for excitement and anticipation. However,A-Line Wedding Dresses there is so a great deal to hold out and, A-Line Wedding Dressesmost likely, given that you'll want it to all go completely that's a lot of induce for nervousness and stressed nerves. And once you contemplate that it isn't the form of issue we do on the standard basis, nor a thing that people usually have any instruction for, you have to ease up just a little within the quest for perfection and attempt to concentrate within the excitement. Your wedding ceremony gown is probable to get one of the most substantial element from the wedding ceremony ceremony. Everyone's eye balls can be within the bride. what ever design of wedding ceremony you settle on, you'll come
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Happy But Unhappy
So I don't normally blog but I feel like I need to to just get some things off my mind... I feel like the person I'm dating makes me happy, but I always feel like I want something different especially since things seem super boring at times more often than none.. I really am open to trying new things and would really like to experiment with dating other people and mabe come back to the person I'm dating now later on down the road and see if it works out....   Sorry this isn't much but it was just on my mind at the time so I had to get it down... I can't get my mind off her nor do I want to at all. She's super sweet thoughtful smart and gorgeous. If I had a job and didn't owe so much money on school I would just go to her right now, but that's not gonna happen anytime soon unless someone helps me out. With that said I can't wait for summer and classes to be done with, but still I have a long way to go before college is done because after undergrad it's straight to grad school. A
Help Me Win This Contest
Please help me win!!! To help you can do any of the following....... CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO HELP ME!!! I will pay 10k in fubuck for every 15 comments left. Just PM me that you left the comments and I will send you the fubucks. THANK YOU!!!!!
You Can Find Me Here
if you want to get in touch with me or you have a myyearbook add me if you want: http://yearbook.com/ask/dragonfly0422.
Gf Application
The Official Girlfriend ApplicationThis application must be filled out in its entirety in order to be considered for the position that you are applying. Photographs may sway my opinion one way or the other, feel free to attach any that you think may help you gain this position.Just a reminder: be completely honest with all your answers, I will be double checking applications using Google to ensure honesty. Any false information will automatically nullify any chance you might have had. Thanks, and have fun. BASIC INFORMATION  1. Full legal nameLast First Middle 2. Age  3. Height 4. Weight  5. Natural hair color 6.eye color 7. Measurements CONTACT INFORMATION 8. Home phone 10. Email 11.Cell Phone  GETTING TO KNOW YOU 12. Are you a virgin? Y N  13. If no, how many past sexual partners have you had?   14. Do you smoke? Y N   15. Do you use any illegal substances? Y N 16. Have you ever had a sex change? Y N 17. Do you have kids? Y N 18. Who do you currently r
News !!
I have two preponderant purposes for being on line (1) To find nice women and couples that like to c2c naked and enjoy masturbation. And (2) Blogging, which I do on tumblr. In regard to the 1st, I'm always respectful and understand it takes everyone a while to get comfortable so that it's just enjoyable and nice for everyone; and I'm reasonably patient and understanding in that regard. Personally, I keep it on line - see my "About Me" profile tab, can't afford pro cam girls and would rather not do that sort of thing anyway; but so it's clear, my intention is not to "hook up" nor do this for remuneration.  Now occasionally, I have allowed people - that really dig this sort of thing or those that are curious to just watch. Unfortunately, 9 times out of 10 they were a guy or very occassionally women that lack self confidence in how they look. Consequently - I have to see you on cam and you have to prove you're real and who you say you are before I will add you to my IM list. Th
Mainly Training And Trying Not To Be Fat
so i had my fitness assesment tody, turn out i am so unfit i pass out after to much excersise.t properly, the bad news is i very out of shape   the good news is this means i wont have an intense session next week when i start properly, so 20 press ups 20 sit ups and twenty squat jumps.....repeat ok i did that then....woozy ....very woozy ...bang passed out   the summery being that i am an unfit chump who has no cardio but decent explosive power apparentlt.   i sulking for the rest of the weekend So.......   I have signed my self up to a fitness instructor to help me lose weight and gain some actual cardio.....   The guy is actually nuts,  he an ex paratrooper and currently a boxing coach. I went to the actual consultation session he swore like a sailor but basically sold him self well.   I quite like excersise but i lack motivation to puch my self hard - this guy says he will do it - i believe that he will and will possibly make me sick. This year i want to be able to play
Fall From Gracelessness
When the waves crash through the walls we build,where will we lay our heads at night? I’ve followed this pattern of unjust recollections just to satisfy my tattered and torn sense of self. With an undying lust for higher appraisals we prop ourselves upwith no regard to those whom we value. I’m sharing as much light with you as I can, but I've never had enough to even light my path. If you’re standing with me the fall would be greater than if we stood alone.   The greater the fall, the greater the cause. This void of eternal misconceptions is where we dwell when we descend from gracelessness.On the eve of our desolation, we will not appease the fastidious demons yearning for our souls.   They will suffer our wrath as we stand in defiance of this meaningless devastation. So stand with me under this fading light.This path cannot be traveled alone.No matter the outcome it will be beautiful. So stand with me until the night eclipses all the days.No matter how far
Writing
Watching you slip awayNothing I can doNothing I can sayIf ever I saw foreverand a dayIt would be with youToo many thingsAnd not enough timeGot their teeth in meCan't run anymoreMouth open with silent screamsNo solace to findNo heartbeat withinBreath gone from the breastWatching it all disintegrateWhy...why can't I stop it? The Key Once upon a time I had a little key It was all mine Little lucky me And with this little key A treasure could be unlocked It was mine to give To whomever I want I then remembered it While lying in your arms I gave it away once And the treasure it was harmed So then I took it back Well over two years ago Put it in my jewelry box And left it there alone Since then very many Have come and they have gone Never once struck me To look for it again Then when I was with you Warm, safe, and loved I saw it in my head And knew where it belonged For he who holds that key Holds the key to my heart Together forever always be And never will we part I can't say how m
April Fools Bash & Grand Opening @ Club Wikid Sdmf 4-1-11
30 Day Photo Challenge
Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten factsDay 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longestDay 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite showDay 04 - A picture of your nightDay 05 - A picture of your favorite memoryDay 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a dayDay 07 - A picture of your most treasured itemDay 08 - A picture that makes you laughDay 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the mostDay 10 - A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things withDay 11 - A picture of something you hateDay 12 - A picture of something you loveDay 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artistDay 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life withoutDay 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you dieDay 16 - A picture of someone who inspires youDay 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recentlyDay 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurityDay 19 - A picture
Me
  I thought it was time that I told all my friends here more about myself and my life so far in this world.   My name is Jessie, I am 19, soon to be 20. Was born in a small town and still live in one. I can't ever imagine myself living in a bigger city. Nothing against those who do, but I like the wide open spaces where I can spread my wings and explore.   When I was 12 years old I was diagnosed with a rare Non-Hodgkin Lymphoma. From that moment to this very second I have tried to live my life the best way possible. I have failed at times and when I was 13 I had sex for the first time with a boy from school. I thought it would make me feel older, all it did was make me feel worse than before. For about a year or so I was what some would call a slut, my grades where dropping and I was having sex with boys and I even started smoking pot and thought about but didn't smoke crystal meth. It was my lowest part of my life so far but it got worse. After years of emotional abuse to my mom
Somethin I Saw And Liked
This TimeAnother round of funerals, another picture collage of grief stricken families, innocent victims, and an outraged populace. Another round of calls for an end to the madness. Another time for the cynics whose actions have foisted this savagery on us, waiting for everyone to calm down and go back to business as usual.When it was Columbine, Virginia Tech and Denver the gun crowd said the killings would have been prevented, if we allowed everyone to carry a gun. As if a bunch of people shooting guns blindly in a smoke filled darkened theater wouldn’t have elevated the death toll, as if our students would be safer with more firearms in our schools and universities.This time was different. This time it was our children each of them shot multiple times at close range. What do they say now? Do they expect us to believe the murdered six and seven year olds would have saved themselves if only they’d been allowed to keep a Saturday night special in their desks?This time it was
Weekly Meetings
Weekly Meetings Starting very shortly we are gonna start having weekly meetings. This will be a time for all the officers to get together and discuss everything that has gone on in the fast week. This is also a better way for us to keep up with what's going on with teams to make sure our Hottie's are following COC. I haven't decided what day the weekly meeting will be on, but once I know I will let the rest of you know. Meetings are gonna be held on YIM because there's a few people who have a problem with the lounge loading and what not. On that note, I need for every officer (that includes SWAT, team chiefs, deputy chiefs, and promoting) to send you YIM name in a pm to the homepage so it's on file and we can start sorting out the meeting. Please leave a comment stating that you read this. Also let me know what time zone you are and when is the best time for you (ie Weekday or Weekend and day or night)! Thanks for all your hard work ToniaNicole per Chief Founder
Drama..drama
Seriously..I have had as much as I can take of it all.  Woke up to a friend deleting me. One i am close to.  Guess someones been sending them little msgs saying that they are nothing to me.  Not sure who it is..but obviously they must know I care about this person.. or why else would they try to get under there skin?  Either way..I am tired of it. Also.. let my dogs out this morning.. to watch them take off after the neighbor lady.  I seen them circle her..and little one jumped on her..but she said that he bit her. When seen the would it looked more like a scrape..from his toe nails. There was no puncture wounds..but she called the dog warden on us.  Then she called zoning people..bitching about the wood shed we put up 3 yrs ago. Its not 8 feet from property line.  So they showed up.  The prblem is.. her mom was our neighbor. she died last tuesday.  We knew once she died that we would have problems with her daughter.  Well she hasnt even waited a whole week without starting s
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Stainedbysin
I vanished into the night Uncertain if I might ever see you again Alone I took my journey One step at a time   I traveled many places Saw many new faces That I tried to make my home All I felt was alone   Years have passed and still I find Emptiness is all I feel inside What was missing I can’t express You must have taken my heart when you left   I cling to memories of days gone by The way you kissed me when we said goodbye When I go back to that time and place I realize that losing you was my biggest disgrace   I eliminated you from my thoughts and my prayers Convincing myself that you never cared I was forced to turn my love to hate Knowing it would be foolish to wait   Five years passed and I swallowed my pride I had to know how you had survived Before I knew it dusk turned to dawn Like a miracle the pain was gone   Now I see that time was a test A way to see if our love was true And at this moment I feel blessed Because something led me back t
Reasons For A Tea Party
 Tax his land,                                   Tax his bed,                                   Tax the table,                                   At which he's fed.                                   Tax his tractor,                                   Tax his mule,                                   Teach him taxes                                   Are the rule.                                   Tax his work,                                   Tax his pay,                                   He works for peanuts anyway!                                   Tax his cow,                                   Tax his goat,                                   Tax his pants,                                   Tax his coat.                                   Tax his ties,                                   Tax his shirt,                                   Tax his work,                                   Tax his dirt.                                   Tax his tobacco,                                   Tax his dri
Drama Free Life..? Could It Be?
Well yesterday went a whole lot better than the day before (see previous blog to understand why) We got called by the humane society yesterday.  They said they were nt labeling duke as a biter. Said that they put in there notes that when they looked at the neighbors leg..that it looked more like a scratch too them.  So at least that part is good.  They also said that she never went for medical check up..and that shes kinda running out of the time span for her to do anything about it now.  Like my mom said..shes more or less just trying to start crap up..stuff that is free to her.  I was worried that she might do a lawsuit just for the fact shes a bitch like that.  Mom said she wouldnt want to waste money and shes only done what she has..is because its free to call people up.  I hope so. Anyways.. work was also great. One of the best days I have had lately. I swear the hospitals done about every person in this county and next counties next to us. So many total knees.. and hips.
Fu-peeves
Not doing this for ratings, but to merely point out that ignorance is abound. 1) because it's hip to put your age at 69, though you're not 2) vips' scrollin with there like/rate/fan/add collage pic, but are friend locked 3) people who friend lock to block their galleries, but not realizing you can still access through the salute pic. 'Ass-Hat! Lmao!' 4) those who post nsfw only to act shocked when they're naughty bit pics are commented with just as equal comments. 5) drama queens, & kings 6) fan/add by someone who immidiately blocks you. 'WTF! really?' 7) guys pretending to be girls to rake in the fu-bucks 8) #7, being obvious about it by putting from the Philippines. 'Need I say more.' 9) Dudes, stop using your dick as your default pic. The ladies, or other guys, will look if they want to. 'Eye rape!' 10) people abusing 'Bi-". It's a made up badge so those who use it won't feel discriminated as being gay. 'For shame....' 11) Haters... 'Folks, please abuse the block button
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My Stories
so i was thinking about it and i just might start posting some stories i wrote on here in a blog for those who enjoy reading if you have any type of story you like (horror,scifi,action, ect.) let me know i might just come up with something pretty fuckin fantastical :D
Can't Stop Thinking About You When I'm Not With You!
All night, staring at the ceiling.Counting for minutesI've been feeling this way;So far away and so alone.But you know it's all rightI came to my senses.Letting go of my defenses.There's no wayI'm giving up this time.Yea you know I'm right here;I'm not losing you this time.And I'm all inNothing left to hideI've fallenHarder than a landslide.I spentA week away from you last night.And now I'm calling,Calling out your name.Even if I lose the gameI'm all in.I'm all in tonight.Yea I'm all in.I'm all in for life.There's no taking backWhat we've got.It's too strongWe've had each other's backFor too long.There's no breaking up this time.And you know it's okayI came to my sensesLetting go of my defenses.There's no wayI'm giving up this time.And I'm all inNothing left to hide.I've fallenHarder than a landslide.I spentA week away from you last night.And now I'm calling,Calling out your name.Even if I lose the gameI'm all in.I'm all in tonight.Yea I'm all in.I'm all in for life.I want it.Yea I wan
Noob Douches & Pervs
Now it's not hard really is it? you make a deal with another member fubux for credits or fubux for pimpouts you expect the other person to return the favour and give you what they should. But in certain cases people screw you over ie: http://fubar.com/christinarae A.K.A JeNnS Naughty - now why the public posting, easy like it or lump it its theft whether its real money or not, I  bet if u paid 250,0000000mil for a GodMode you would go nuts so its all semantics. Now I contacted her for well 36hrs straight no response so i think its only fair people are aware that its possible when making a deal with you over fubux especially as you still had in your status fubux for sale  or swap you will now be exposed as a liar and a cheat.  JeNnS ...: let me know what u got total, I may throw in a few more things 12:42pm DjGary1arm...: lol i only got two i was hopin to save em as i was given them 12:42pm JeNnS ...: oh ok 12:44pm DjGary1arm...: but i can buy all 3 off u in one go tho 12:47pm DjGary1a
True To Life
Please be aware of your surroundings while on the road... stay off your cell phones. no playing with cigarettes and lighters, changing the radio or CD, even dealing with kids if you have them in your vehicle... (pets too) pull over and do it safely please.. to many people are causing stupid accidents, injuring and killing others... this includes all drivers of vehicles, motorcycles, bicycles and pedestrians... just keep your eyes on the roads and focus..   Thank You for your support ever listened to song and thought WOW this is me... I mean realy understand the lyrics and look back on your life and realize, yeah it is me.. Skynyrds album (Gods N Guns) has a song called Still Unbroken. these are the lyrics. Broken bones broken hearts stripped down and torn apartA little bit of rust I'm still runningCounting miles counting tearsTwisted road shifting gearsYear after year, It's all or nothing ChorusBut I' not home I'm not lostStill holding on to what I gotAin't much left, no
The Way It Is
Seems like no one or very few want to talk to me anymore..I guess I am not that important or have anything interesting to say. Myabe it is just one big game and it is all about popularity, points and leveling. If that is what it is; that is fine. I'll just spend the last days on Fubar playing the game and racking up as many point as possible...I would rather have one true friend then a million fake ones anyway.
Homemade Cherry Pie
Your lips are there but i can not kiss them your heart is there but i can not hear it beat your eyes are there but they can not see me your hands are there but they can not touch me for you i would die a thousand deaths just to feel your breath on the nape of my neck luv my heart becomes twisted and filtered by the very thought of your touch, it sends my mind in a rush I crave everything from you with the love i possess in my heart I have a need to devote my entire being to you my living heart my bleeding soul for there could be no one whom could tear us apart. All that u need I shall be waiting on you heart to grant me clemency. Yes it must be true that love exist at first sight becuz the passion I have for you burns me every night this love could cause me to com-bust something u can not describe with just simple lust. I will never pledge my heart to another only to u my luv; becuz someone like me most definitely  has fallen in luv with some one like you!!!
For ♥ Jen ♥
I'm going to be 100% honest here and say that Jen is an amazing woman who I admire for everything she does and for making a semi   soft hearted guy outta Ryan (♥ you too dorkface). She has been down in the dumps and apologized for not being perfect in her    status messages a few times and made me think of this song and to let her know, to me, she is perfect. I love you dollface!
Everyone Laughed At Her Joke
I've felt darkness closing in on me. Chilling shadows surrounding me. I've had the poison leak into my skin. And it corroded my heart away. Bled away. Cut away. Dark night of my soul...     words by Fear Factory     Born with a moustache and a supernova, tossed off the cliffs of Dover. Washed up on a far away shore in the arms of the daughter of the Buffalo. Mamma said he was the chosen one. Reverend said he was the other one. All that pay no mind inside his Econoline. Swallower of Planets, the profits of doom. Quarterly projections, the profits of doom. A caliph, rabbi, and a bishop walk into a bar. One says to the other, “Hey now brother, we haven't gotten very far.” Who's that writing? John the Revelator. He wrote the Book of the 7th Seal. Swallower of Planets, the profits of doom. Quarterly projections, the profits of doom. Genesis and Exodus, Leviticus and Numbers, Gideon is knocking in your hotel while you slumber. Swallower of Planets, the profits of doom.
How I Really Feel Iam
iam so sick of being alone not being good enough for anyone to keepi have alot of females who say h iam this cool guy who they like and i can make them laugh they enjoy my company iam a great fuck etc etc etc but when it boils down iam not good enough for anyone to keep much less for them to really try to make a effort i dont no why i keep thinking it will change it never will no matter if i try my best it still has the same ending results i begin to question why should i not just end my self i mean what do i have to really look foreword to more pain more loneliness i been alone for a very long time even tho i had someone alot of my so called gf in the past had tons of problems what is so wrong that people just dont want me i feel like i been cursed to have really bad luck like i pissed someone off really badly in my last life i never really belive in reincarnation but it does make sense more in more i think about iti keep saying iam done with woman altogether and i joke
Stupid People
   Step Right UP Contestant # 2  You're just another stupid person for the world to view!   James Starline! starline187@ fubar   You try to jump my homeboy Nez and steal from his ass? You lil jail bitch! Have fun on blast! mastertaker:hi i am 27 years old and am very interested in meeting people interested in submission and the slave lifestyle. I consider myself to be a master and have lived this lifestyle for 10 years. I am fair and loving, but strict in the things I look for and how i expect my slaves to act. I am looking for female subs/slaves. If you are interested please message me"   Riiiiggghhttt! lol ok first off I have been on fubar twice and everytime this little fuck has sent this to my sb. Im sure he is hitting other women that are newbies with this SAME sb message. lol  Second of all. If your are 27 and you have been in the "lifestyle" for 10 yrs that means you started when 17 which is pretty unlikely for the most part but not impossible.  Third of all I believ
Points Auction
I am Auctioning Off my points to the highest bidder.  The bidding will start at 20 million fubux.   If a 25 credit pack is offered I will do the altruization during bonus points and will do all the work to get the points If a 65 credit pack is offered I will Altruize with a boomy and a famp and add you to the family for it if more than a 65 credit pack is offered I will altruize you with A god mode and put you in the family for it. I do most of the work of pimping you out and getting the points. Have I mentioned I do most of the work?     See the first pic in my default for bidding! Ends on Friday April 8th 2011 at Noon Futime. If no bids I will extend it for another week! Good Luck!
Neothink
What Is Neothink?Henry Ford pioneered the automobile; David Sarnoff pioneered radio and television; Juan Trippe pioneered world air travel. Those men were labeled as visionaries because they seemed to predict the future. In fact, they actually created the future. All of them started off with very small businesses. But, each of those men formulated wide-scope goals and then relentlessly drove toward achieving those goals. Those business greats built empires of value production and wealth that changed the world.Those empire builders were viewed in awe because they had the ability to direct the future of business, technology, and markets. Those empire builders seemed to make all the right moves, becoming powerful and successful on a mighty scale. That contrasted with their business peers who dealt with one aspect of business at a time, never really succeeding beyond a mediocre level.The same dynamics that those business greats employed to build world-changing empires can be mastered by es
Rest In Peace
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: - Knowing when to come in out of the rain; - Why the early bird gets the worm; - Life isn't always fair; - and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place.. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing
Whats The Point?
Tired of being heartbroken,Of being hurt and used,Sick of dumbass men,Which my trust they abuse.Tired of opening my heart,To lie after lie,Of being pushed to the side,When someone new catches their eye.I always seem to make,the same mistakes again,I've had it up to here,i'm at my wits end.I gave up all my dreams,for promises you never kept,you hurt me when you fucked her,in the bed in which we slept.who was there for you,in your bed of death and life,I was there praying for you,on that cold winter night.You did me dirty joe,when you took tina to our bed,you turned me into something else,The heartless living dead!!!Ive been kicked and stabbed and beaten,and broken down some more,What hurt the most is when I left,cause by your side was a whore!!!You're in my head to this day,don't know what I did wrong,Think of I will always love you,as our final parting song. I see through your lies,You think of me as a game,you sat and made a fool of me,tryin to make ya'self a name.A name is what you g
Photo Editing
Good morning fellow Fubarians. This, in short, is a representative of some of the photo editing and video editing that I can do and also a guideline for pricing. It's not really a rule book per say, but it's a guide for me and you. It's also to help me remember a few things that my mind has a tendancy to randomly forget. Brain Farts pwn all.  So without anymore delay...here we go!   As some of you know I've been doing Photo Editing for quite some time. I love it. It's a passion for me. Am I God's gift to it?  Hell no. I do think that I'm pretty good at it though ;). I have offered editing for donations and people have generally been really, really, really awesome and generous, and to you, I thank you! There are some that have just taken and given nothing....which kind of sucks. I mean even a simple Thank you is good enough ya know?  Anyhoo, this isn't a rant, more of a reasoning as to why I'm making this blog. I'm going to apply pricing to my edits now, as most people do on here. Not
Education
I have been away for the past week talking with lawyers and bankers.  My aunt as some of you know is nearly ninety and suffering from Alzheimer's and recently went to the hospital with congestive heart failure and pnuemonia.  This hospital stay caused some questions to be raised concerning the handling of her finances by my cousin who has power of attorney for her.  It now appears that my cousin has used her funds as if they were his own by making loans for personal use such as cars, home remoldling and in one instance to pay a judgement against him for hitting a pedestrian.  It looks like the amount he has used for himself may be between 48,000 and 80,000 dollars.  The amounts represent her being able to stay in her home with sitters from one to three years.  Based on our findings,  our lawyer has requested that he remove himself from all accouts belonging to her and that he present a detailed accounting of his tenureship of her accounts.  At the same time our lawyer has engaged an ac
I-b-ill
Test
Long Days & Pleasant Nights
So I got my new tattoo = awesome. Then I found out I owe the IRS $2,000 = huge bummer. UGH.
Checkbook!
Dear Congress, Last year I mismanaged my funds and this year I cannot decide on a budget. Until I have come to a unified decision that fits all of my needs and interests, I will have to shut down my checkbook and will no longer be able to pay my taxes. I'm sure you'll understand. Thank you very much for setting an example we can all follow. Repost if you agree!!
I Like Me
I want tattoos, so I'm a trouble maker. I have curves, so I'm fat. If I wear makeup, I'm fake. If I say what I think, I'm a bitch. If I cry some times, I'm a drama queen. If I have guy friends, I'm a slut. If I stand up for myself, I'm mouthy. Seems like you can't do anything now a days without being labeled. So what, go ahead and label me, see if I care. I'm proud of who I am!
Friends
I wonder you become friends  talk and share things then all of a sudden stop talking to ya...won't even say hello..to me if I plan on stop talking to ya I would at least tell you and why ...still share occasional Hi how are ya...
Dirty O' Women
That Aint Right
They cut the pay of those who protect us from harm.After 9-11 they should be paying them more.So our solders are supposed to give thier lives for us but we cant pay them wtf.if anything we are in debt to them for our lives and thier pay should reflect that.If you agree with me contact your local congress and file the complaint.They need to know that its not ok.
Unlove
I’m not questioning the amazing feeling you get when you think you’re falling in love with someone.  I am, however,  wondering what exactly it is that makes us want to fall in love (especially for those of us that have a plethora of  broken-hearted memories, some of which may live on  when the right subject or name is brought up). Why should we put someone so far up on a pedestal that they mean more to you than yourself? One of the worst feelings a person can endure is realizing you mean absolutely nothing to the person that means the most to you. Could love possibly trigger the manifestation of otherwise unrecognized insecurities in our heads?  That would prove to be another downfall in the concept of  love.  Is there some kind of void that needs to be filled with the affection of another?  It’s your own decisions in life that make you the happiest. That certainly doesn’t require the presence of another, although there is no denying that good things never feel
Flash Or Flame
Ok Fu~Boys & Fu~Girls, I've reached a pinnacle for me here and I'm interested in Your input. Recently I've leveled up into godfather so now must decide which side to join. I feel angelic but I think I am a demon. Which side do you think I should join??
Poems Bye Rochele9
it  was  in  the  spring  and  as  we  layed  under  the  sun  , i could  feel  my heart pound  .  and  i was  filled with wonderment  ,  long  into the  night  he  had  captuerd  my  attention  .  i did not  want to turn away  or  leave  anything  for another  day  ,  all the  words came  easily  all that  i had  to say  . his  gracioness was  alluring  to  me .  and  in his  eyes  had looks  of  love  it  was all i could  see.  love  me  , with out  hesitaion  .  just  and  open  mind  will be  all  righ t   ,  u  an   u   u alone  are  always  in my sight  . fuck  this  and  screw  that  ,  do you  live  in a world  thats  black  ,  dim  ,  and  filling  your  mind  with  endless  dreams  ,  nothing  seems  real  thats  how  it  is  ,  you live  for yourself  and  give  to noone  ,  share  your  money  with only  you .  is  the  life  you  lead  somehow  looking  blue  , turn  to the  black  , instead  of the  lite  ,  give  up  your  useless  fight  . a cool  wind  swept  down  on
About Me
What I Like
Uploaded with ImageShack.us     Same for mother's :) Life before the computer: Memory was something that you lost with age. An application was for employment. A program was a TV show. A cursor used profanity. A keyboard was a piano. A web was a spider's home. A virus was the flu. A CD was a bank account. A hard drive was a long trip on the road. A mouse pad was where a mouse lived. And if you had a 3 1/2 inch floppy...you just hoped nobody found out.       Uploaded with ImageShack.us
Auction
I'm marking this as NSFW just on the off chance I find a joke I WANT to post, but has NSFW attached to it. :)   ------------   A man calls home to his wife and says,"Honey I have been asked to go fishing at a big lake up in Canada with my boss and several of his friends. We'll be gone for a week. This is a good opportunity for me to get that promotion I've been wanting so would you please pack me enough clothes for a week and set out my rod and tackle box. We're leaving from the office and I will swing by the house to pick my things up. Oh! Please pack my new blue silk panamas." The wife thinks this sounds a little fishy but being a good wife she does exactly what her husband asked. The following weekend he comes home a little tired but otherwise looking good. The wife welcomes him home and asks if he caught many fish? He says,"Yes! Lot's of Walleye, some Bluegill, and a few Pike. But why didn't you pack my new blue silk panamas like I asked you to do?""I did, they're in your tackl
Dragons
Greetings Dragon Lovers!!!!!!!!!! The reason I sound so serious aboutthis topic isbecause it has to do with a wedding, someone very special to me is about to be married come August. You know how traditions work, everybody are against certain likes about what people choose for entertainment. I want my girlfriends wedding to be spectacular like never before seen or created. I have till August to get this done. PLEASE, I beg of you, any who are interested or have ideas in helping me with this topic, anysuggestions, photos, I would be most greatful for the help and more impotantly for your friendship. Sencerily Saphira
Broken Pieces
a heart beats inside that a certain person tries to find...but nothing is there....nothing but broken pieces and scars are left to share....how can you tell if something is real we all need something to lean against....don't bother attaching the pieces....they will be back together one day
Poems And Stories
In Darkness blood runs warm Flesh grows cold and pain is deep Push needles in my eyes so as not to see the devouring of my soul . . . Silent screams; Violent tears Away with Fear Sweet Dreams   By me Can hear them whispering in the breeze Feel their Spirit in the leaves The song of lovers in Spring's past Sit by me under this oak tree Let's make this moment last Tell me how you feel Is this love real? Allow our souls to combine It's only a matter of time Before our love's song is floating through the air With other lovers in Spring past.   By me Who is that knocking on my door? The person you knew doesnt live here anymore She has been replaced by something cold
A Chronicle Of My Journey
My mind is spinning right now with all sorts of loose ends for blogging topics but I can't seem to grab a hold of just one in particular. Then again, that seems to be the way my day has gone today though. Chris and I have discussed FemDom, cuckolding and various other aspects of the BDSM lifestyle and she has shown a great interest in Dominating and cuckolding me only she has no experience in it and only knows what she has watched in videos online and what I have shared with her about it. I've suggested numerous times that she read up all that she can about it online but she claims that she can't sit at the computer and read for that long and if I were to print anything out for her it would feel too much like she were reading a worksheet so that only leaves me with one option, actual bound books but even then if it doesn't grasp her attention it's not likely that she'll finish it. I wish I could find someone that would be willing to mentor her and help her hone her Cuckoldrix skills.
Win A God Mode
I figured it was time for me to have some sort of Contest...and what a better way to kick it off by giving away 2 GM's. Hey...I got $$ to burn. LOL. I will be giving away 1 for the best SFW salute to me, and 1 for the coolest GIF salute to lil ole me. So go ahead, give it your best shot!!!!!!   GOD MODE'S CONTEST  14 APRIL - 28 APRIL   L00king forward to see what you fawkers come up with.........
Story So Far...
It's been more than 2 months..Yes, more than 2 months and I've been searching for people to help me on our promotional video since then. I know it's not easy to find people to help you without anything in return. I don't expect everyone to help me in a short time but the thing that disturbs me is quite different.   Since the first time I started looking for people to record 2-3 second little video clips to merge into a one big video, more than 25 people said they would love helping me and they would do it asap. That eventually made me really happy cuz around 15-20 people would make me finish the video without any difficulties. However noone NOONE sent anything...Also I tried to contact them (they were and they are in my friend list on fubar) if there was a problem and it's ok if they couldnt do it. NOONE answered! It is seriously easy to say "no". Some people said "no sorry i cannot do it" and it's ok. Noone has to do it. The problem is those people said they were going to help and
Table 8
Coders Underground
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A Promise
All the people Ive been there for and helped and cared about, who never helped me out and could've and didnt, and even to the people who did but made me feel like a hindrance and embarresed .And especially to the ones who said they would help and bailed on the last second. I will return the EXACT treatment to them. I will not forget the ones who WERE truly there for me when they could, and who reminded me that I was important and mattered. I hold close to me those things. All of the little things also. Which tend to mean the most to us all.. I have come to find out that at my weakest times and sickest times with a disease that is trying its best to rule me and defeat me, That I have been virtualy alone. Through alot fo the worst times. Alone is scary enough without being sick too. Yet everyone claims they love me and family claims im family . But it has been proven false over and over again. If you ever need anything line (false) you can come to me line (false). I know cause I've as
Randy's Poetry 2
I PROMISE   I PROMISE YOU DARLING I’LL LOVE YOU FOREVER, THAT IT WILL NEVER DIE BUT JUST ENDEAVOR.   I PROMISE TO KEEP YOU WARM ON THOSE COLD NIGHTS, AND TO SAY I’M SORRY WHEN WE HAVE LITTLE FIGHTS.   I PROMISE TO KEEP YOU SAFE FROM ANY KIND OF HARM, AND ALWAYS BE PROUD TO HAVE YOU ON MY ARM.   I PROMISE TO KEEP YOU HAPPY LIKE YOU’VE NEVER BEEN BEFORE, AND TO ALWAYS LISTEN TO YOU AND TO NEVER EVER IGNORE.   BABY I LOVE YOU
My Thoughts
"The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart. " ~ Elisabeth Foley I once had someone in my life that I thought that quote fit perfectly. We had been through some very tough times together, but in the end, our friendship seemed to remained strong. Now that "Friend" has found someone that gives them what they have been longing for a very long time. We have not spoken much since this person has filled the hole in their heart and the space between us is growing more and more with each passing day. Don't get me wrong, I am very very happy for them and wish all the best for this "Friend" in the future.  But the Discovery that we are no longer "True Friends" and are growing apart is not looking so Beautiful in my eyes.  My advise to anyone that reads this is tell your "True Friends" how you feel everyday, because before you know it, they will be gone out of your live when theirs gets better for them and yours stays the same or get
Mi Poupee
Ann Squirts
Bed Time Stories
The American Dream Is In Jeopardy
Companies like General Electric and Caterpillar might sound as American as apple pie, but like many other multinational firms, which employ a fifth of all American workers, they're cutting back on their domestic workforces and increasing hiring overseas. That disturbing trend points to a serious problem in the United States: the Land of the Free is not the attractive place to do business that it once was.Big government policies are setting us on a path away from a fundamental freedom we cherish—one the Founders strove to preserve. It's the freedom to pursue the American dream—economic freedom—that, tragically, is in jeopardy. When many folks think about freedom, the first thing that comes to mind is the freedom of speech and religion, the right to bear arms, to vote, or to have a trial by a jury of their peers. Though it isn't enumerated in the Bill of Rights, economic freedom is just as important. In The Heritage Foundation’s "Understanding America" series,
Philly Fu Get Together
There were a few of us that are in the area that were thinking....why not have a get-together for all of us Fu-Folks!! If you would be interested...please let me know....we were thinking of having everyone meet up at the Dave & Busters up in the Franklin Mills Mall. This way there's no $$ out of pocket for anyone (accept for the cash bar) There are games, billiards and a ton of TV's....and is easily accessible from I95. Possibly on a Thursday night..later on in the summer....this way we avoid the weekend crowds....and it's not called thirsty Thursday for nothing!! LOL So, if you're from Philly or anywhere in the area....pass the word on and let's make this get-together a huge success! Once we see how many would be interested, we'll finalize the details and set a date!   
Jyf Blog.....http://www.fubar.com/6092173
Good Morning Fubar, I want to thank the JYF Family for all their help...they have been great advertising the JYF link to Fubar. Jyf is starting to grow and the fam is getting bigger. Jyf please be sure to put the JYF HP in your fam alone with all the JYF members, also make sure you are rating each family every day and send one gift a week...This will help our family grow. I want to thank the current fam members for sharing the JYF family link and posting the family bulletin...keep up the good work JYF and we will have the baddest family on Fu. :-D Good Morning Fubar, I want to thank the JYF Family for all their help...they have been great advertising the JYF link to Fubar. Jyf is starting to grow and the fam is getting bigger. JYF please be sure to put the JYF HP in your fam along with all the JYF members, also make sure you are rating each family every day and send one gift a week...This will help our family grow. I want to thank the current fam members for sharing the JYF family link
Poems
    Some people say do the best you can and do what feels right. Stand up for what you believe in don’t take any shit from anyone. Keep doing the best you can and pray that others will follow in your footsteps. Live everyone moment like your last but live it the best you can! Don’t have regrets if you live a selfish life, don’t complain when compassion isn’t shared. If you have a thirst for love but you only dish out hate then its misery that you’ll be drinking. What creature that is man? Is it warm? Compassionate? Or is it cold and hatful? Out of all the animals in the kingdom we’re the only ones who kill each other over race, beliefs, and cruel hatred. Since when is proving your better than someone else the logic in life when we are equal in the eyes of God? Since when does money, a car, and job define a man? Was it supposed to be ethics, kindness, passion, respect, and peace and Prosperity towards your fellow man? We replaced it with
Dreams
you know i hate my dreams for the most part.. My beleifs are that dreams can tell you anythign you ever want to know, if somethignmajor is about to change in your life the way tyou wake up can tell yo uif it is a good or a bad thing.. well usually my dreams piss me off or just make me sad... always callign me a loser a fuck up that i will never amount to anythign more then I am rioght at this moment in my life.. even when things change for me I fall back down where I am at.. tonight while I napped I had another dream that proves to me that i am scum, just a bunch of BS thinking.. but unfortunatly they are almost always right.. tonights dream was about my ex's family.. what was real fucked up was that fact that i didnt see my daughter.. even in her eyes when she gets older and hears all the thoughts that her mothers family has to say i will be a disapointment to her.. it just sucks knowing this.. so i have to do somethign to change this but in my current power there is nothing... I will
Yay!!!
SO now that I know how to post blogs, I get to start my ramblings......and today being "Good Friday", I figured I would start with a Lent related topic.   I grew up Christian, more specifically Lutheran.  See when you are a Christian, apparently you have to then specify your denomination to help legitimize your status.  I find it quite amazing that so many people read from the same book, the same words, yet they turn them and twist them into such differences.    One of the areas that sticks out is Lent.  Many Catholics give up something for Lent and they dont eat meat on Fridays.  This practice is widely accepted and is the reason there are Friday night "fish frys" and pepper and egg sandwiches as well as the double fillet o fish sandwich at Mc Donalds.  The funny thing about this widely accepted practice is, there's no commandment from God, Jesus, the apostles, or anyone else to do this.  This was a rule made up by the Catholic Church in one of their "Canons" which is their rules
A Little Bit Of Me
Thinking
I love my friends on here dearly and can't imagine not being on here anymore but recently a negative emotion is growing inside me that makes me question why I am here..That feeling is hate towards baby j and this whole game called fubar..All the fake profiles, bouncer checks and ridiculous leveling requirements. Not to mention that when you reach the top level, 45, game over.  Tired of the clic of the top 200 chicks/dudes, keeping a lock on their positions through alliances and big bucks, actual money, not fubucks. Simple fixes...New profiles have to have a salute pic no more then 2 weeks after posting the profile or that profile is cancelled  Keep the bouncers to address problems but eliminate the bouncer checks Keep the point requirements to level and maybe increase them but get rid of all other leveling requirements Increase the levels above 45 Keep the cost of bling in actual money If necessary to increase revenue, think about opening up Fubar to advertising.   But the bot
Abstract
Every Guy   To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her. ....To every guy that she cried in front of...To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....To every guy that would give his seat up...To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassured
Punky
 A  Austin Tx woman is suspected of killing herself after being arrested for DWI in Texas. On Tuesday afternoon, Katie Lynn Prentice was stopped by the Port Aransas Police for drunk driving and placed in a holding cell at police headquarters until she could be transferred to the Nueces County Jail. During a routine hourly cell check around 8:30 pm, it was discovered that Prentice had hung herself.Police and local EMS services administered CPR, and Prenitce was transported to a nearby hospital where she was declared dead.The Chief of Police in Port Aransas said that Prentice was "a resident  Austin Tx and we are going to miss her very much". The family issued a statement saying that she was a loving daughter and friend and she would be missed by all who knew her.
Sang's Rants
Many ask about my name, so here is goes... Members of the vampire sect fall into roughly two categories: psionic (psi) and sanguarian (sang). Sanguarian vampires model themselves the closest to traditional mythology (see vampire) in that they believe themselves to be dependant on blood for both the supernatural powers they believe they possess, and (for many) their sanity. They generally accept either animal or human blood for this purpose, provided it remains unmodified and inseperate. Conversely, others believe that animal blood contains demons and must be boiled prior to drinking. Psionic vampires are said to be able to feed either on blood or psionic energy, having to start off with blood. Many members of the sect believe that psionic vampyres, by nature, have poor interpersonal skills, and that their behavior is often mistaken for a personality deficiency. The differences between psionic vampires and sanguarian ones seems to have sprouted more than a few arguments o
Johns Rants
Ding Dong! Osama's dead. a bullet to his fucken head? The Bastards  FUcken DEAD! Ding Dong! Bin Ladens Finally dead.Wake up - sleepy head, rub your eyes, get out of bed.Wake up, the Bastards dead. He's gone where the goblins go,Below - below - below. Yo-ho, let's open up and sing and ring the bells out.Ding Dong' the merry-oh, sing it high, sing it low.Let them know The FUCKTARD is dead!As Mayor of Notta damn thing, In the Country of the USA, I welcome this day most regally. But we've got to verify it legally, to seeTo see?If HEIf HEIs morally, ethic'llySpiritually, physicallyPositively, absolutelyUndeniably and reliably DeadAs Coroner I must aver, I thoroughly examined the turd. And he's not only merely dead, he's really most sincerely dead.Then this is a day of Independence For all the World and their descendantsIf any.Yes, let the joyous news be spread The wicked Bastard Terrorist at last is dead So my day started out pretty normal.. Idiots pissing me off.... Stupid Drivers yada yad
Divorce
Feelings
If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will. I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.   Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life
The Truth About Sarah
Music Downloads
I would think if you pimp-out someone a simple thank you would be nice!!!! which is the best site to download Ipod music?  
Tewsmooth18
I'm sorrythat i bought you rosesto tell you that i like youI'm sorryThat I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorryThat my body's not ripped enoughto "satisfy" your wantsI'm sorrythat I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorryThat I'm not cute enoughto be "your guy"I'm sorryThat I am actually nice;not an assholeI'm sorryI don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive thingsI'm sorryI like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a clubI'm sorryI would rather make love to you then just f**k youlike some random guy.I'm sorryThat I am always the one you need to talk to,but never good enough to dateI'm sorryThat I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,but when we went out you went home with another guyI'm sorryThat I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,but not good enough to listen t
2011 And Beyond
So....I havent been on this site in a cpl years.  Its great to be back but I see that the drama has gone nowhere lol.  Since I last wrote, I have continued to grow and evolve and couldnt be happier.  I am finding out things about myself that I couldnt put a finger on or find a name for.  I am finding that I am many things and am no longer afraid or ashamed to admit it.  I wont deny myself or turn on myself any longer.  I am polyamorous and there is no getting around that no matter how inconvenient it might be at times.  This means I had to admit that monogamy just isnt for me.  I have tried that way it its not working.  I am also bicurious and there is no getting around it because I love the look and smell of some women.  How do I deny that?  I cant.  This next one is a bit newer but fits like a glove for me.  I am a PAGAN...!  I have long thought that christianity didnt work for me but I didnt know what I had for options so I just chose NOTHING.  I have now figured out that I DO ha
Want To Own Me Here Is How
I AM THE 1ST PERSON THAT WILL SPEAK TO SOMEONE THATS GRIEFING OR JUST NEED A FRIEND TO TALK TOO...... I HAVE HAD A DEATH IN MY FAMILY  AND ONLY 4 OUT OF MY FAMILY HAS SHOWN ME THEY ARE MY TRUE FRIENDS... THIS IS SAD I THOUGHT I HAD MORE FRIENDS THAN THAT BUT I GUESS  NO ONE REALLY CARES ABOUT ANYONE ON HERE.... DO YOU WANT TO OWN ME... GO AND BID ON MY PIC. I DID LEAVE SOME STUFF OFF OF IT SO HIT MY SB IF INTERESTED    http://www.fubar.com/contest-folder-rate-and-bid-please/photo-5006935-2297637-391701113   http://www.fubar.com/contest-folder-rate-and-bid-please/photo-5006935-2297637-391701113#thanks-my-dear-friend/photo-5006935-2297637-1645963699
For All Those With A Headche...learn From This.....
A fart is a pleasant thing, It gives the belly ease, It warms the bed in winter, And suffocat es the fleas. A fart can be quiet, A fart can be loud, Some leave a powerful, Poisonous cloud A fart can be short, Or a fart can be long, Some farts have been known To sound like a song...... A fart can create A most curious medley, A fart can be harmless, Or silent, and deadly. A fart might not smell, While others are vile, A fart may pass quickly, Or linger a while...... A fart can occur in a number of places, And leave everyone there, With strange looks on their faces . From wide-open prairie, To small elevators, A fart will find all of us sooner or later. But farts are all bad, Is simply not true- We must never forget....... Sweet old farts like you! Kinda brings a tear to your eye - right? Why not send this on to other old farts and bring a smile..or....tear to them! A young woman goes to her doctor's office, afraid of the strange developm
Time Will Tell, I Hope
I fight day and night with my thoughts and emotions to convince myself that everything is going to be ok. Somehow I am always at fault. Nothing is ok, nothing is right. Yet when you do anything that is shady, its ok. My heart is pining over you when you don't call. You say you love me, yet I feel all alone. I am alone even with you here. The shadows of your past haunt your present. I get 5 minutes of your time, just to hear about everything else but us.  Yet everyone else gets any amount of time they want. Sugarland said it best, I give you my best, so why do they get the best of you? I would cut the heart out of my chest for you, but you won't even give me a second thought. Why is it that I love you so? Am I just trying to hold on to the hope that one day you will return my feelings? We started so strong, and we have done nothing but fall apart. I pour my heart and soul out for you......only for you to throw me a towel. So now I stand up on my own two feet and say this is
With Love From Chaotic Moon
We Love   We love and we loose.  We love and we choose. We love to regret and we love inside our heads. We love to remember all those moments in September. We love to know it wasn't all in our head. I saw you sitting there as you spoke his nameAnd I saw you laugh as searching straight ahead. We love to alter the things we wish to be. We love the definite of how the day shall be. You love the way my hair feels as you hold on tightI love your breath against my cheek when you begin to speak.I saw you sitting there as you spoke his nameAnd I saw your tears falling as you held me near.They love the way we turn away when nothings left to fearThey love the way we hold on tight with moments at our feet. I saw you sitting there and still you call his nameAnd I feel all the yesterdays that I kneel to him and pray. We love to remember how sweet is his peace.    She pleaded as they questioned. What can I say. Other than , "The time has come that I know why. Why. I cry."He'd left that night
Alil Bit Of Poohloo
Sand, Sea & Chivalry> > > > Lover, like the salty swirling sea, you are sensuous, sultry, ...seducive. > > Mingle with me, without you I am but loose grains, > > only with your moisture do I become darker, > > yet I shine, and harden as your waves crash against me. > > Surely the waves do wet my lips, as rhythmicly you roll onto me. > > You tremble from the tempest, yet open your harbor to me. > > Enter I and into your way, fluidly moving with graceful splendor. > > I explore your states of ice and steamy release. > > Currents of that release seeping to your very core. > > Sirens of the sea have their song, but you provide their breath. > > With me share it, with a gasp,...a whisper. > > Always taking it from you, as it is your soul, to return it in my time. > > Longing for that next surge, alas I can only possess you for a spell. > > When life and love are but a vapor. WHY WOMEN LOVE JERKS & MEN FALL FOR BITCHES! (All of the examples below are true stories. However, names have be
I Want To Be Loved By Some Angle From Us
I WANT TO BE LOVED BY SOME ANGLE FROM US   I WANT TO TOUCH HER FACE             TO TASTE THAT LIPS             TO FEEL THAT WARMTH   I WANT TO BE HER ONLY ONE             TO SMELL HER HAIR             TO HOLD HER HAND             TO FEEL HER HEARTBEAT   I WANT TO SEE HER EYES             TO WATCH HER SMILE             TO FEEL HER SOUL             TO TOUCH HER WORLD   I WANT TO BE THERE            TO SAY HI            TO SAY GOODBYE            TO SAY I MISS YOU ALL THE TIME   I WANT TO FEEL HER HUG             TO HOLD HER TIGHT             TO DRY HER TEAR             TO TAKE CARE OF HER   I WANT TO SMELL HER HAIR              TO LISTEN WHEN SHE TALK             TO SMILE WHEN SHE SMILE             TO SHOW THAT AM ALWAYS THERE   I WANT AN ANGLE FROM EARTH NOT FROM THE SKY   I WANT TO FEEL HER AROUND   I WANT AN ANGEL THAT I CAN SEE IN MY EYES NOT IN MY MIND   I WANT TO DREAM ABOUT HER WHILE SHE IS SLEEPING IN MY ARMS   I WANT ,BUT IT NOT EASY TO GET
Your Love Kept Me Strong
YOUR LOVE KEPT ME STRONG YOUR LOVE MAKE ME RISE   I AM LIKE A MOUNTAIN PEAK  I AM LIKE OCEAN WAVE   I AM LIKE EAGLE SOUL FLY SO HIGHT IN THE EYE OF THE SKY   YOUR LIFE MAKE ME FIGHT  YOUR LIFE MAKE ME GROW   I AM LIKE THE HEAT OF THE SUN I AM LIKE THE RAIN OF THE CLOUDS  I AM LIKE THE RAINBOW IN THE WINTER SKY   ALL FROM YOUR LOVE YOU MAKE ME THE MAN I SUPPOSED TO BE   THE GENTEL IN THE SILK  THE WARMTH IN YOUR TOUCH  THE HEAT IN YOUR LIPS THE BEAUTY OF YOUR EYES  THE STRENGTH OF YOUR MIND   I AM NOW THE KING OF MY TIME COZ YOUR LOVE GIVE ME WINGS TO FLY SO HIGHT LIKE THE EAGLE IN THE SKY   I AM NOW AND THEN DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU LIKE THE DESERT IN LOVE WITH THE SUMMER RAIN   I AM LIKE A MOUNTAIN PEAK COLD FROM THE TOP BUT BOILING INSIDE I AM LIKE  A  MAREMAID FROM THE SEA WHO IS COVER  WITH PEARLS   I AM LIKE THE ROSE IN THE DESERT I AM LIKE THE SMILE IN THE CHILD   I AM LIKE A MOUNTAIN PEAK COLD FROM THE TOP BUT BOILING INSIDE
Not Breathing
She will not hold her breath, which is as well,For he'd not suffocate her with his need;Her eyes wide-open, as she sucks the seedFrom deep within him; she can almost tellWhen she will sense him coming: let him tenseAnd find his heart-beat surging, see she's wrappedHer tongue around the eagerness she's mappedWith her lips and her mind - a recompense;Is this the reward sought by both of them?The taste that washes round - an afterthought,An afterworld, beyond that little death,To which he will succumb, when she won't stemThe flow of his excitement, for he's taughtThat it's as well, she will not hold her breath.
Thoughts From The Ride
Last year at 52 years of age I started riding a motorcycle. For the last 30 years the only two wheeler I had came with pedals. I was a little uncertain if this was a good idea, but I was at a time in life where I felt the need for something new and different. I got enough parts off of e-bay to piece together a 1981 Honda CB900 Custom and started my journey. I am so glad I took the leap! Rolling down these old county backroads has been a time of reflection I would not have had if I had remained on the couch. I think about everything and the ride usually gives me a fresh perspective. It is just a different way of seeing the world and you have to do it to understand. I was sharing this with my friend Bill, and he told me a story about him and his riding buddies trying to beat a storm headed their way as they were two states away from home. He said that they were fighting the wind hard trying to keep the bikes up and on the road for miles and keeping an eye on each other hoping no
Thanks!
Now I lay me down to sleep,One less terrorist this world does keep.With all my heart I give my thanksTo those in uniform regardless of rank.You serve our country and serve it wellWith humble hearts your stories tell.So as I rest my weary eyes,While freedom rings, our flag still flies.You give your all, do what you must.With God we live, in God we trust .... Amen
Please Comment On My Book "dimention 27" Chapters 1-7 Early Draft
  "Dimention 27" Chapter one a lot to do with advertising Lock Downly the third was the last in a long line of space captains. His great grandfather the first Lock downly was known as the brilliant invention of the dimention jumper. The same inventor was now known as Lock Downly senior. After whom Captain lock downly the first took over, followed by Lock Downly the seccond, Who was replaced by Captain Lock downly squared. a clone of captain lock downly the seccond. and it was almost time for captain lock downly the third to walk in his fathers, granfathers, great grandfathers, and a clones, foot steps and Become a space captain and an inventor. incidentally it is this captain lock downly (the third one)to whom, who, whoms?... its the guy whos we follow in this adventure..... not his cryogenicaly frozen great grandfather, grandfather, his granduncle the clone, or his father, whom although not frozen for tax reasons or to preserve death along with the first the lock downly's I ass
How I'm Feeling Right Now
May 1st, 2011, today im feeling...heartbroken(not cuz youre leaving but because you gave up on us) unworthy(you chose an xbox over me and that hurt), exhausted(from a year of trying), lost(dont know how to feel...happy but sad and scared all at the same time.) a poem: Broken Promises. You told me you loved me I told you I loved you too You said together we'd always be I said I would be true You promised you would hold me You promised you'd be there I promised I'd cross the stormy sea To give you my loving care But you never kept your promise You aren't the way you used to be You just gave up on us And you just gave up on me You said let's take a break You said let's just be friends But please for my sake Just say the truth, cause it's the end You promised every day That you would be there You molded my heart like clay Into the shape of a broken chair You promised to me That we'd always have our love You said to me I was all you could think
Cute Lil Prayer
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mummy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried......, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees. A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, a man who wasn't there. 'Where's her daddy at?' She heard a b
Someone Dissing My Orgy Fam!
The Gothic...: but you never do when is the last time you bothered to shout me or anything along them lines Jaze MrsWil...: when i'm on here i've told u i'm usually workin... it's impossible for me to be able to talk to everyone... wish i could but it aint gonna happen  Jaze MrsWil...: i am only 1 person Jaze MrsWil...: y should i Jaze MrsWil...: u already said u sb me The Gothic...: I can understand not talking to much if you're busy or what not but you never talk to me unless I get pissed  Jaze MrsWil...: i dont sb ne one else  Jaze MrsWil...: well unfriend and have a nice life bye The Gothic...: see The Gothic...: I'm talking to you trying to sort stuff out and you bounce Jaze MrsWil...: no u talked down to me should i copy n paste it for u? Jaze MrsWil...: i dont have time for drama like this bs with someone that claims to want to know me  Jaze MrsWil...: i'm entirely too fkn
Real Legit Jobs Online
Avoid being scammed Tips on how to avoid being scammed, when looking for a Home online Business. Scammers use phychology, and prey on vulnerable groups, e.g. sick, unemployed, low or no income group, and many more. Scammers prey on your desperation. Therefore being vigilant is of prime importance when searching on line for a Home Businss. Perhaps you can't leave home or you want a change in what kind of work you do. You've seen advertising for work-at-home jobs but are afraid to commit due to worries concerning scams. Sure, not all work at home sites are scams, but most are. Step 1 Avoid Business opportunity sites that claim unrealistic income possibilities e.g. 5,000 dollars in 5 days, are most unlikely. Step 2 Do your research. The first thing to do is to learn to View an Advertisement Effectively. Click Here For Access to Real legit Jobs Online Step 3 Look for logos on the site, B.B.B.( better business bureau)and or Truste.org. Check
Osama Bin Laden
Let's be clear on this: OBAMA did NOT kill Bin Laden. An American soldier, who Obama just a few weeks ago was debating on whether or not to PAY, did. Obama just happened to be the one in office when our soldiers finally found OBL & took him out. This is NOT an Obama victory, but an AMERICAN victory!!
My Baby
Since I can't upload any photos [due to no VIP] this is how I will post pictures of my baby. :)     I got to hear my baby's heartbeat on Thursday, May 26, 2011 :D Scan till you get to 1:11 then start listening !
Death
My Death...   Unfortunately it won't be anytime soon.. maybe years from now... No one will be there mourning for me.. I will be laying in that cheap $5.00 pine box alone... No flowers... No Tears....   Just me in my little pine box getting ready for the termites!
Announcements!
Today, some jealous chick tried to turn one of my close friends against me.  She told him I was only using him for bling and that her fu-fiance always complained to her about me begging for bling. Ever since her fu-fiance friended me, and helped me out, she has stalked my page pretending to be nice to me.  Yesterday I ran a boomerang and the name of the sender was private.  She felt the need to sb me and ask me who sent it to me, as if it was any of her business.   Anyways, after my friend told me that he hadn't spoken to this chick's fu-fiance directly, I contacted him, and of course he had no idea that this was going on.  So, by being selfish and immature, this chick managed to lose her fu-fiance and to lose my friend as well. Instead of accepting that she messed up, she felt the need to message me and say what I did was petty and that she lost a close friend because of it.  Well, sweetie, I didn't do anything.  You brought this upon yourself.  Anyone who knows me knows that I do
United States Of America Proud
This was received by my sister, "from a friend", in May of 2011. I have edited it for effect.   Tomorrow is May fifth.  Most Americans, through news media, will think it is ONLY Cinco de Mayo.   On five May 1961, LCDR Alan B Shepard was the first American to go into space.   I know this as I was a crew member on the aircraft carrier USS Lake Champlain (CVS-39) which was the recovery ship. All I did was to stand on the flight deck and watch his descent by parachute to a landing about two miles from ship.   I watched as Marine helos picked him and capsule and deliver them to ship.  This was one of the greatest moments in my life.   Alan B Shepard is also only one of twelve persons that have walked on the moon.     Dad   Jim   JJ   Red
May Auction!
A Soldiers Prayer
  Memorial Day, originally called Decoration Day, is a day of remembrance for those who have died in our nation's service. There are many stories as to its actual beginnings, with over two dozen cities and towns laying claim to being the birthplace of Memorial Day. There is also evidence that organized women's groups in the South were decorating graves before the end of the Civil War: a hymn published in 1867, "Kneel Where Our Loves are Sleeping" by Nella L. Sweet carried the dedication "To The Ladies of the South who are Decorating the Graves of the Confederate Dead". While Waterloo N.Y. was officially declared the birthplace of Memorial Day by President Lyndon Johnson in May 1966, it's difficult to prove conclusively the origins of the day. It is more likely that it had many separate beginnings; each of those towns and every planned or spontaneous gathering
Quotes N Jokes
So, Osama bin Laden is standing before God waiting to hear his punishment, when God gets a tap on the shoulder. Behind him stands 343 firefighters, 72 police officers, one K9 officer, 3,000 American citizens & over 5,000 soldiers. "Don't worry, God, we got this!"

My First Christmas in HeavenI see the countlessChristmas treesaround the world belowWith tiny lights, like Heaven's stars,reflecting on the snowThe sight is so spectacular,please wipe away the tearFor I am spending Christmas withJesus Christ this year.I hear the many Christmas songsthat people hold so dearBut the sounds of music can't comparewith the Christmas choir up here.I have no words to tell you,the joy their voices bring,For it is beyond description,to hear the angels sing.I know how much you miss me,I see the pain inside your heart.But I am not so far away,We really aren't apart.So be happy for me, dear ones,You know I hold you dear.And be glad I'm spending Christmaswith Jesus Christ this year.I sent you each a special gift,from my heavenly home above.I sent you each a memoryof my undying love.After all, love is a gift more preciousthan pure gold.was always most importantthe stories Jesus told.Please love and keep each other,my Father said to do.I can't count the blessing or lo
Perception
Night @ The Movies....:/
This will be the first of many blogs i'm sure as I have many exciting nights at the job. For those of you that don't know I am an assistant manager at a Movie Theater. Working in the customer service industry has its ups and downs more downs than ups and sometimes its just so out there I want to share when something good happens :) Tuesday May 3, 2011: I was finishing up in the back filing paper work and such we had just locked the doors because the last movie had just started oh around 11pm. Around 11:45pm the other manager and I hear alot of commotion at our guest services desk. We proceed to see what was going on and now wish we hadn't lol. Normally around this time the lobby is pretty empty with it being close to the end of the night and the last hard go movie watchers in their movies at god awful times js...but this time the lobby was almost packed with people. A lady yelled out "Yall got a fight in the theater" *FACE PALMS* not only was it almost the end of the night but we got
I Wonder
The Enemy That Is Love
The enemy called love is shapeless, faceless, and it envelops us all in a cloud of jealousy, ignorance, stupidity and outright madness. Most of us take it for granted and are too afraid to face the reality of accepting true love when it looks us dead in the eye. Most people run and hide because they are too afraid of true love, or they blame the world around them, or their own problems, or whatever pathetic excuses they use to mask their ego and their own self hatred. If you love someone, why run away and hide? I always thought true love was not being able to live without someone, yet why do people say they need time, space, closure, whatever? Maybe I am way too cynical, but I do know this. Eventually TRUE love will find me. And that true love will not run away and hide when the chips are down, love will not cheat on me with people I am close with, love will not blame everyone else for how fucked their reality is. When love finds me, even though it has beaten the shit out of me, I will
Baby Pool Fun With Hellyeah And Marcus Rafferty
The fat bald dude who does the belly flop is one of my closest friends and is a guitar tech for HellYeah and has toured with Korn, Pantara, FlyLeaf, Silent Civilian and learned to play guitar from the great DimeBag Darrell. This is some of the wild shit they do when they have down time between shows.   Headbangers Ball
Mothers Day
I used to think my mom was judgmental...and impossible to please no matter what i did...that she just didn't understand me. because i knew it all.. I realize now that..i knew nothing..im still learning every day....about life..about myself.. and how with years..comes clarity...my mom wasnt judgmental..or impossible to please... she just always knew the real me..and saw the person i really was inside .. and would accept nothing less..she stood by me when i was in the trenches...when noone else would....thats what amazes me about her..saying sorry isnt what she wanted from me.. she just wanted me to be happy..thats what love is.. mothers put themselves on the shelf.. to make sure their children are happy.. its that true selflessness that amazes me.. without that..i dont know where i would be right now.. im happy and i have peace in my heart and im content with life..thank you mom.. i see now..what i didnt even know existed before.. happy mothers day mom, i love you.
I Am So Moist In Between My Legs, Would Love To Chat And Help Me Get Off. I Can Feel My Juices Dripping In My Thigh. Oh Yeah I Feel So Hot And Horny.
Maia's Mangelings
just a hair aggitated right now ...    for an update to my friends and why i am FLIPPIN green ... well I am hearted so much.  and have attempted to change my stuff n things on here.  that I can NOT use fb to log in anymore .. soo i have had to now START all over.  all my bling, my VIP and other manglings are now STUCK!!! ... lvl 28 is long past and I will now be needing to start it all over ... **goes to my corner and pouts**   so now looks like I am going to be everything from here. which means I will be doing a lot soon.  so while I am green you can take full advantage of it ... but once I get my family back .... i go back to shutting this thing down.     lubbz n huggz n stuffz Maia ok ... for everyone that added me and stuffz ..     and everyone that helped me lvl this account and stuff ...   please !!!! PLEASE!!!!!   I am going back to my original account !!   .... www.fubar.com/skynightwolf ... this will effective immedately!! but I can't delete this account till my g
Soap And Water
A minister was asked to dinner by one of his church members. He knew she was a bad housekeeper but agreed. When he sat down at the table, he noticed that the dishes were the dirtiest that he had ever seen in his life. "Were these dishes ever washed?" he asked his hostess, running his fingers over the grit and grime. She replied,"They're as clean as soap and water could get them". He felt a bit uncomfortable, but blessed the food anyway and started eating. It was really delicious and he said so, despite the dirty dishes. When dinner was over, the hostess took the dishes outside and yelled, "Here Soap! Here Water!"     (Can you say "Ewwwwwwwww")
Wattsboyz
Always be Real never be fake , show loyality n respect everywhere in you'll make it far in life ...
Random Stuff
I ave been wondering how long and what i would take to start healing from the loss of my son.....I have the feeling i am on the way to starting on  the journey......turns out all i needed was a good bottle of whiskey some beer and to get mad enough to try and break my arm with my shed....the problem i still have is anger management and the total lack of a reason or desire to love anything.....i include my rl friends and family in this...i feel like i have been shut out left in the cold and with indifference but oh well.....gonna drown in a bottle again and try not to go postal or hurt myself smacking things so if i dont answer right away just figure i either am busy breaking something or i went to sleep!!!! i dont miss much as a general rule.....however since the loss of my son i find myself missing not only him but ME!   i am not sur ewhere i have gone and i dont know where to start looking to find me but i know i am gone....i have no sense of self or humor like i used to and i so wis
Creation In Progress
Jolted out of his light slumber, Jericho quickly pointed his gun around the abandoned room, searching for any fiend that might have found its way to their location, his heart racing like a sprint runner, until he finally remembered where he was at, easing back into his makeshift bed. He looked over to see if his love, Lydia, was still by his side. Poor thing, he thought to himself, she looked so peaceful in the wake of yesterday’s events.  When Jericho got his heart to stop thundering and his core temperature to normal, he slowly eased out of bed, which was nothing but a couple of blankets on a cold cement floor, careful not to awake his sleeping beauty. Slightly peeking out of the black shirt that he hung over the window, he observed the threat quietly, careful not to make any sudden movements. The sun was already beating hard on this September day for there wasn't a single cloud in the sky. This old abandoned factory provided enough shelter for the time being, but with the thre
You Never Know Who You It Is You Talk To Online
A woman, who claims she was deceived in an online relationship spanning 18 months, is suing a Batavia woman for fraudulent misrepresentation, seeking $100,000 in punitive damages.Paula Bonhomme, of California, said she believed she fell in love with a man online in 2005, and she was befriended by a collection of 21 of his friends and family online, even being comforted by them when he “died” of liver cancer in 2006. But Bonhomme, 50, never met Jesse Jubilee James in person, though she talked to him on the phone, sent him gifts valued at $10,000, planned to move in with him and then mourned his “death.”Bonhomme was introduced to her online love – said to be a Colorado firefighter – and his online entourage, through Janna St. James-Priggie, 58, who lives on the 800 block of Washington Street in Batavia. Bonhomme’s suit claims that St. James posed as Jesse James and his extended family and friends in an elaborate online bamboozle that ultimately d
Judged
FIRST THINGS FIRST IM NOT JUDGING ANYBODY THAT HAS MONEY GOD KNOWS I NEED SOME EXTRA MYSELF I LOVE FUBAR I REALLY DO, BUT COME ON THE ONLY WAY ALOT OF PPL ON HERE LEVEL UP IS THEY HAVE MONEY LIKE I SAID IM NOT JUDGING BUT IT WOULD BE NICE IF MIKE AKA BABYJESUS WOULD HAVE MORE SALES ON THE CRITEDS THAT WOULD HELP ME AND I KNOW ALOT OF PPL OUT THAT CANT AFFORD THINGS LIKE BLINGS GOD MODES CHERRY BOMBS ECT NOW MIKE AKA BABYJESUS PLEASE LOWER THE PRICES IT DONT HAVE TO BE EVERY MONTH BUT IT WOULD BE NICE FOR LIKE BIRTHDAYS , HOILDAYS , WHATEVER ESLE ANYBODY WOULD COME UP WITH   THANKS FOR READING MMWCL MELISSA AKA TWIZTID FAITH i dont understand people , this is an adult web site if people wont to post NSFW pics and want to charge some one to look at them then its know different then picking up a playboy or a porn from a store(you paid for it whats the deforests on here some charge some dont wtf ever) the only reason im stating how i fell its due to a very good friend of my is bei
Little Bit Of This And A Lot Of That
There is really a lot I have to say about this site, but first I really have to thank baby j and Scrapper for keeping this place possible (even though at times i don't agree they do the best job, but i'll cover that in my rant later) & allowing me to meet the man that I fell in love with, my amazing fu-hubby and RL bf, Jacob. MANY of you who know me, know Jacob and i have been together for a while, but haven't gotten to meet in person yet. He is stationed in Japan and had to stay over there longer because of the (stupid) Tsunami. HE IS COMING HOME IN LESS THAN A MONTH! We are both super excited about this. A lot of you who are my friends on here have seen the SS or heard about our problems, and I thank you guys for standing by me (and us). I know I have not been the easiest person to deal with during this time. I have gotten super emo and whiney, sometimes not talking to people for hours or days at a time. && I think it's about time.. I want to thank some of those closest to me perso
Why We Should Love Our Enemies
  Why We Should Love Our Enemies by Paramhansa Yogananda From Inner Culture Magazine, March/April 1936. Ye have heard that it hath been said, thou shalt love Thy neighbor, and hate thine enemy. But I say unto you, love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; that ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for He maketh His sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and unjust. For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? Do not even the Publicans the same? And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? Do not even the Publicans so? Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect. —Matthew 5:43-48 Jesus says it is not enough to love your neighbors only and exclude your enemies. He says that a wise man beholds in the circumference of his heart not only the presence of fri
The Dark Knight Rises Filming In London Next Week
The Dark Knight Rises just wrapped up in India, and now it’s moving to the next location. I’ve received word from multiple sources that The Dark Knight Rises will be filming next week on St. John Street in London. The shoot will last about four days, from May 16th until the 20th. Local businesses in the area have been told that they’ll hear gunshots during this time. It’s likely that they’ll film at The Farmiloe Building on St. John Street — this was used as the Gotham City Police Station in both Batman Begins and The Dark Knight.
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.Im October 27th, Whats Yours????Scorpio is the eighth Sign of the Zodiac. After Libra's intellectual exploration of other people, Scorpio's interest is in discovering other people's emotions and how they respond to the world around them. Scorpio is the Sign of Sex and Death, the beginning and ending of things, and they explore these ideas from an emotional standpoint. People born under this Sign are investigative and probing, often strongly intuitive and penetrating. As the eighth Sign, Scorpio also rules the eighth House: the House of Sex. The Astrological Symbol of Scorpio is the Scorpion. Like the mythical Scorpion, people born under this Sign tend to be strong-willed and wary of being controlled by others. At times they can be self-destructive, like the Scorpion who kills itself rather than letting someone else kill it. They are very determined, and once they've made up their minds they are unlikely to change them. They tend to be stubborn, refusing to give up when o
Run Screaming
A new week is upon me and i find myself going thru the same old motions over and over and over and over and it sucks massive. Doing the same old thing day in and day out is prob one of the reasons we all get into so much trouble.  stagnation does not work for water or human beings. Here is a tip from me to you if you find yourself getting bored talk to someone. remember getting into a disscussion is an irish tradition. all i shall say for now so have a nice day. Well if your reading this for some screwed up reason im sure your so beyound bored you cant see correctly. Hi, I'm Brad and i will be guideing you thru my look at the world. for those of you who know me i have not been on in quiet some time, some of you may hate me, some may like me and some may not give a rats backside about me naymore or at all. I DO NOT CARE!!!!! Last few months have been......interesting to say the least. here is some background info about me. im 6'3 i weigh about 180 and i have a poor additude in genral.
Won't Do Anymore
Have you ever laid on your bed at night, and just cried? Cried because you’re ugly. Because you’re not good enough. You counted all your flaws from head to toe, to punish and feel worse about yourself. Cried because the comments people blurt out, actually hurt your feelings. Cried because your family is dysfunctional, but you’re just a kid, who can’t do shit about it. They tell you to stop complaining, that you have it much better than the kids in Africa. You don’t want to be a burden, so you bottled it all up. Around people, you’re the happiest ray of sun shine. But nobody knows, that at night when you’re alone, you break down and just cry.
Favorite Stuff
This is a character from felix the cat that I liked when I was young. I will show you another cartoon I like. The character image is here below, above is the name.   The kids shows I watched Fraggle Rock Below is Puff & Stuff    
Stories Of Things To Come
Standing at the door I pause for a second. This is my first scheduled time with Terry since I had to spank her so she would leave Isabella and I alone. This was pre planed so I had not talked with her and she did not call to cancel the date. I have to assume that all is alright but I am a little apprehensive. Terry can be a bit of a brat at times, and to be frank, I am concerned that this will be one of those times. I was pretty hard on her and this was the first time I had to address the problem directly.   One more breath to calm myself and I knock three times on the plain wooden door on the small rambler. I listen but do not hear any noise from inside, no musing, no talking on the tv, no music, nothing. She usually at least has the radio on. Maybe I have been stood up and that is how she is going to strike out at me.  If that is the case, we will simply have to end this. I stop myself.    I have been a concerned about this over the last two days. Isabella and I had a wonderful n
Girlenvy Rambles
just wanted to share......   MARRIAGE   When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.   Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?   I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!   With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then
Big Changes
KAOS fe2 xXAnesidoraXx@ fubar so my aunt was here over the weekend n she asked me if i wanted 2 go 2 the phillipines. should i stay or should i go (no pun intended, or was it, lmfao). but yea, wat should i do, help me out, ev1
Kinky
Sticks and stones Screams and moans Chains and handcuffs too Something slick A two foot wip And me ontop of you
Polestar Eclipse
Polestar EclipseStage One "White Noise"Sudden intense betrayal constitutes unfortunateInability to see the flame come apartBurning on the other side of the heartIt is so bleak & so terribly darkStirring life inside a deciduous parkSelect emotions try to cease flowingDangerous feelings if no light is showingThey battle in static, stubborn & slowingFaith is unhinging, experienced & knowingLeaving behind a shock, rippling & numbingBarriers shift as new things are comingNumb is peaceful, although away peace is runningMolten rock pain rising from depths, quite stunningStage Two "Unhinged"What a site to see; monkeys going crazyConfusingly lying to themselves & can't seeFrightening creatures lacking consistancyKnow what they want, then change their mindsAllowing assumptions in between linesContributing idiocy unto their peersBuilding useless walls around all their fearsDisgraceful these morons w/ their hateful tearsSuch disappointment to be in the gene poolAdding pain to more pain right along
Poetry, Mayhaps?
There are times where the world is spinning, Relentlessly and out of control. Taking you into a whirlwind of emotions, Love, Hate, Happiness, Despair.. Inevitably one is lost in darkness, The calm before the next storm, Be it a storm of good or bad, If you could call a storm either. The calm is a time to stop and reflect, And that is when lessons are to be learned, Mistakes forgiven, And for you to collect the shattered remnants of yourself, To place then back together, To find out where you actually want this or that piece, Or where each piece belongs. Just like every calm, It is before yet another storm, One that can make or break you, Or both.   To most people the heart is a reassurance that there is life,Each heartbeat meaning that perhaps you are safe, Safe from the rigid, sharp blades of the world. Who is to say that this beating heart may have it's pace quicken,Merely by the chance at seeing someone. Is this that fiddle player love? The one who plays gentle

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