My Life
some of my friends may know that ive been majorly harrassed and some tool my pics and posted them on a site just to bash me and all, ny once put they posted me twice. They go on saying how im this absolutely horrible person and how that im fat and ugly and have a wonkey eye etc, then they post a pic thats like almost 10years old. I used to take nsfw pics but for some jealous hating insecure moron to save them and post them somewhere is just wrong. lf you dislike the person just tell them and move the hell on. When i was in my younger years like 18 till about 23, i would take nsfw pics, but who didnt? some still do, i dont so get over it already. Its old skool. Im currently 29 and have grown up, apparently my haters havent! if a woman doesnt want to shave below, its none of your concern anyway. why do you even care? then this ugly woman who is known to be a horrible person just ask around starts commeting as herself then as a few people just to make me look bad. She thinks

Drinks
I send a round daily to each of the three options.This means my friends get 2 drinks a day, if you dont then you have not fanned me and might want to.The fact that I get up to 15 drinks from certain ppl is quite time consuming and annoying.I will, from now on only send out 1 additional drink beyond the rounds.If I keep getting all these drinks from the same ppl I will be forced to delete you.Spending hours on drinks alone costs me many points, and friends/fans.I am sorry but I have asked for ppl not to do this, but it is not stopping.I really enjoy you ppl plz just STOP SENDING ALL THOSE DRINKS

Battle Of The Bands On Fubar
How does a portion of a site flourish without supporting the actual users ?..I see time and time again artists/bands that never even use this site go up month after month to battle in the Battle of the Bands..meanwhile, an artist such as myself (faithful user) will maybe battle once every 3 months..this twisted system needs fixing ASAP..what part of the game is this?..why aren't the artists that use this site religiously rewarded?..why are artists that have long since discontinued using their pages still going up every month to battle?..I've battled a total of six times in the 11 months I've been here..four of which were Finals that I busted my ass to get to..what kind of wacked system is this?..I personally have probably spent more hours actually using this site than any other artist/band here..why?..cause I believed that by investing in this site I would eventually get payback..isn't that how things normally work?..you get out what you put in..even though they took away the prize mon

The Forsaken Lounge And Cam Rules
1. NO OTHER LOUNGE PROMOTING, that means; NO LOUNGE LINKS PERIOD!!!! 2. Absolutely NO smoking pipes,bongs or anything that looks to be PARAPHERNALIA!!!!! 3. RESPECT THE FORSAKEN STAFF AND DJ'S . BASHING DJ'S OR STAFF IS AUTO BAN 3. NO DRAMA ! leave it at the door dont bring personal matters into this lounge .4. NO GRAPHIC CYBERSEXING in the lounge text. Please have lots of fun, just don't take it too far or get too nasty. save it for sb5. NO RACISM , NO SEXIST REMARKS WILL BE TOLERATED! You've been warned, Immediate Ban!6. ALL SONG REQUEST MUST BE IN CHAT IN CAPS.** CAM RULES**1 NO NUDITY OF ANY KIND ON CAMS !!!!!!!! WE DO NOT WANT CAM TO BE BANNED, IF THIS HAPPENS CAM MAY BE REMOVED FROM THE LOUNGE.2 NO CAM DRECTING .3 RESPECT EVERYONE.4. NO KIDS ON CAM MUST BE 18 YRS OLD OR OLDER .5. PLEASE KEEP ALL AUDIO OFF ON CAMS.6. MUST BE A MEMBER TO USE THE CAMS !!!!!!!!!!HAVE FUN, BE RESPECTFUL, but BE WARNED: Our Staff was hired to make judgement calls to keep our lounge a great place to

I Found U Deep In Side
i shed a tear and my heart weeps away and minds its self back to that state of oblivion one day it will heal! its been torn so many times but i have found the one that minds it back to life!! The darkness is receding and the color is know longer bleeding you have brought OUT the light and let it in and now its shining deep from in!!! if u cant do to your loved one as they do to u then why be with them! u cant run away from every thing u have to deal with it! u have to sit down and talk it out and some times do things u dont want to do i am still learning this and have a lot to learn thats why its called a relationship! u will never be with some one for very lone if u dont and be unhappy the rest of your life wake up grow up what ever u want to call it but dont get left in the dust cause u are stuck on your own ways! my 2 cents REAL LOVE WHAT IS IT? ITS A WORD WE USE BUT WHAT IS IT I WILL TELL U WHAT IT IS ITS SOME ONE THAT IS ALWAYS THERE FOR U FIGHTING TRYING, STRIVING IN EVERY WAY TO

New Beginnings
This was the night that I was role playing with my lover. He called me up at my office and told me where to meet him and what to wear. He said no questions asked just do what he had said. I went home feeling excited because this was a first time to do role playing with each other. I put on my red lingerie outfit, with my spiked heels, and nothing else and wore a long coat. I dabbed some perfume on. I had no clue what he had in store for me so it made all more exciting. He told me to meet him at a hotel in town. So I arrived and nervously closing my coat tighter. I walked up to the receptionist area. They told me what room it was and I got into the elevator and pressed floor 3. I walked towards the room anxiously and nervously thinking what he had in store for me. I lightly knocked on the door. I heard him say come in and I did. He told me to stop and I did and told me to turn around and I did. I felt his presence right behind me making my hands sweat, making the tips

Audsbe
Ok peeps, well ive learned a valuable lesson this time for real!! You got to be careful with online dating and its a must thing.  Its very easy to scam someone by saying there this person and there really not.  I recently talked to this guy on the internet that i met off tagged and this guy seemed real at first but what caught my eye right away was his photo.  The photo wasn't real and i knew it.  But, i like to do the benefit of the doubt from time to time and i went with the flow.  So, my friend met a guy as well through my so called boyfriend and it turns out that hes not real.  What we did was took his pic and put it in the google image search and we brought up not one pic but many pics with a trail of cookie crumbs left behind.  These guys photos are used by scam artists and its like ok.  What am i waiting for here? its called advertise the creep for who he really is so others don't fall for either of these guys and get hurt or worse send them money or give them access to there wh

How To Put Youtube On Fubar
Hi everyone im goin to walk you through how too add youtube to your profile   You well want to go  to youtube find the video u want too use then hit share and then embed    After u hit share then embed you want to copy the url link in the codes and open in a new tab  It well bring up the video then in the right top hand corner of the video u well see share you well want to hit that then embed again then you well want to make sure u check the box get old code  Theres how to get the video to add to your profile. If you want to make it auto play, you well want too add &autoplay=1 at the end of the two links in the codes that u just copyed out And the last step is copy it and add it to your profile and save and you have a video on your profile. Paste it in your about me then save at the bottom right side then you want to type the codes in and then save then u well have a working youtube video on your profile. If you have pictures blocking ur about me then heres a ste

A Lonewolf's Howl Into The Night
So many submissives out there who are lonely tonight. So many who want to give their submission to a Dom who would appreciate what she brings to the relationship. So many who wants to please, to be used, to become owned by another. So many dreams not coming true, so many opportunities wasting away. It is such a shame to see so many suffer, not to be held, not to be kissed tonight.I so long for the same things. I want her, I lust for her, and I want to appreciate her when she gives me her all. I see her in my dreams, she beckons me, she begs me to take her and make her mine. I too have so many wasteful nights. No wants or needs fulfilled, no sensual moments, no lustful nights. Just a lone wolf howling into the night in hopes of one to answer his call.Why does a Dom like myself, and a submissive somewhere in this world have to live like this, when we could be together giving each other what we so desire. To feel her close to me, to sense her lust, to taste her kiss, to see her excitement

Recordings
 Down between your legs licking and teasing your big thick cock. I can't get enough of it shove it down my throat and make be take all of you.   Oh the smell of leather on my hot creamy cunt. Put your nose down there where it belongs and take a nice hard sniff. You know you can\'t get enough. I dont think I am ready to give it to you just yet. Work for that pussy all wrapped in leather. Listen to my sweet sexy voice on this recording available to you anytime. All dressed up in soft silky pantyhose and sheer lingerie. Teasing you with those long legs and nice round ass. You just cant keep your fingers off those hose of mine.  Come listen to my sexy voice as I tell you exactly how I like it.

Please Rate Muh Pix
PLEASE CUM HELP ME OUT AND TAKE FIVE MINS TO VOTE FOR ME IN THIS CONTEST I REALLY WANNA  WIN AND I KNOW WITH MUH FRIENDS HELP I CAN I'M 300 POINTS AKA VOTES BEHIND PLZ COME TO THIS LINK AND HELP ME OUT THANKS YOU All                                             COULD EVERYONE PLEASE GO AND VOTE FOR THIS PIC OF ME PLEASE I HAVE BEEN TRY SO HARD AND NEED THE HELP IF YUO ALL WOULDN'T MIND HELPING A FUBAR LOVER OUT SOME PLEASE AND THANK YOU ALL WHO READ THIS AND VOTE FOR ME !   http://fubar.com/dragongoddess/photo-3898805-2616045-3736240427

Blog Of The Beast
The Epic Tale of Guffen Fawlothroo and the Evil Dragon.Once upon a time, in the enchanted kingdom of Fossfosota, there lived a quaint little hobbit possessing of a very weak sphincter. Guffen Fawlothroo was his name, and despite his rather irritable colon and frequent bouts of incontinence, he lived a pleasant uneventful life in his simple little home, just beyond the shadow of the great Craggy Mountain.Never a particularly ambitious hobbit, Guffen had, for most of his life, never wanted anything more than a comfortable little house with good sturdy reliable plumbing. As the years passed, however, Guffen found himself becoming more and more dissatisfied with his ho-hum lifestyle, feeling in his soul a growing desire for a status in life that was far loftier and grandiose than where he was.The feelings of disquiet continued to grow and grow, until he gradually came to realize that his deepest and most heart-felt wish was that for just once in his banal monotonous life, he could perform

Thoughts And Quotes
Perhaps to her I was a knight in shining armor who couldn't fail to win the day. I know that I am less capable and less noble than the Knights of folklore and fairy tales. My only armor is my belief that life does have some kind of meaning to it. That when my last sun has set and last moon has risen, when the dawn comes that marks the moment when I am born with the dead, there will be mercy. If her thinking me a Knight nourished her hope and dreams, I might count myself a success for having done this and nothing more. She has survived by not by forgetting but by remembering. I see in her a diligent and obsessive accountant who records every offense in a mental ledger. When the day comes to settle accounts and past dues, she will know exactly what the payment must be. Although she is still young and fragile, she will do whatever it takes to extract from him the full balance that he owes. I’ll be the bad guy,I’ll take the black eye,When I walk out,You can slam the doo

Alil Bit Of Everything
Made a wrong turnOnce or twiceDug my way outBlood and fire Bad decisionsThat's alrightWelcome to my silly life Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstoodMiss "knowing it's all good"It didn't slow me down MistakenAlways second guessingUnderestimatedLook, I'm still around... Pretty, pretty pleaseDon't you ever, ever feelLike your less thanFuckin' perfect Pretty, pretty pleaseIf you ever, ever feelLike your nothingYou're fuckin' perfect to me You're so meanWhen you talkAbout yourselfYou are wrong Change the voicesIn your headMake them like youInstead So complicatedLook how we all made itFilled with so much hatredSuch a tired game It's enoughI've done all I can think ofChased down all my demonsI've seen you do the same Pretty, pretty pleaseDon't you ever, ever feelLike your less thanFuckin' perfect Pretty, pretty pleaseIf you ever, ever feelLike your nothingYou're fuckin' perfect to me The world's scared so I swallow the fearThe only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beerSo c

Feelsgood's 4 Year Fu Party
YES, I'M GONNA HAVE A PARTY!  JULY 28TH IS MY FOUR YEAR ANNIVERSARY ON FUBAR! I will be trying for several Achievements on July 28th including 25K Likes & 5K Page Views.  I will be running Ability Bling (6 Boomerangs, 8 Famplifiers, 6 Rock Stars & 2 Auto 11's) for the full 24 hours. I'll have some Happy Hours on that day as well. I'm asking all of my family & friends to help me make this a success. You don't have to have credits to help, but credit donations would be greatly appreciated. I'll also be needing a few to help with Pimpouts, Family & Points Boost's, Shitface's & Promoting as well. Those who are able to help with a minimum donation of credits will be guaranteed a Family add for the day. All those who are able to help in other ways will be added to all my Family Boost's for the day. To those who are already in my Family, please do not assume you will be guaranteed a Family Spot on July 28th! If you choose not to help in some way, you could be removed for the day to make r

Be Involved
ok...im really gonna turn this status into blog or more so a declaration of my life as i now know it...i am findin a voice on line as it is hard for me to be around people right now...reason bein...i am currently bein treated for ptsd...never thought i would say that...but i am...some know...some dont...but the more i talk the better it seems to get ...i want people to learn something from this...not for my benefit but for others ...so here it goes ...in a recent set of events i have learned that events i long kept to myself were true...not only had i long suffered physical and emotional abuse at the hands of my father...but was witness to the abuse and beatings my mother suffered...but unfortunately for me...it didnt stop there...i also was molested...i have a fantastic therapist and support group around me...mainly my mom...my aunt...and my lil sister and my other half nick...and a wonderful set of friends i am truly blessed to have...i could go into details...those are private...tha

Things I Wish I Would Have Said
true story. an older gentleman who lives not far from me goes to the doctor about a month ago, has some tests done.  tests come back, and he gets called in to the doctor.  he thought he probably had bronchitis.  turns out, he has pneumonia.  and stage 4 cancer, which has metastasized and is now all over his body.  the man reflects quietly on his diagnosis before asking, "so how are my cholesterol levels?" ----- his funeral is this week.  his cholesterol levels look fine.  may he rest in peace.

Heinous F*ckery
  7:25am REY AZTECA: nice boobs baby! 7:27am Owl Queen: thanks, theres a lot more to see where those came fro 7:29am REY AZTECA: ok. whats ur name? single? 7:31am Owl Queen: yep, sure am...you know, if you ar einterested in seeing a lot more than pics, and can buy things, let me know 7:31am REY AZTECA: i wana buy you!!!!!!!!!!!! 7:31am REY AZTECA: NOT PICTURES OR VIDEOS! i want you body! 7:32am Owl Queen: prove it then. Send my 100$. 7:32am REY AZTECA: fuck you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 7:32am Owl Queen: problem? 7:33am REY AZTECA: fuck you!!!!!!!!!!!! 7:33am Owl Queen: fubar.com... 7:34am Owl Queen: you liek that? 7:35am REY AZTECA: fu

Prayers And Well Wishes
Hi friends. I am asking for your prayers. I do not care what your beliefs are, your affiliations or anything else. I just want your prayers and well wishes. Two of the women in my life who I love more than I can say are both ill. One has serious neurological issues and the other has a mass in her chest.   Who they are is not important as both want their privacy, but they are my real life family. So please prayers and well wishes for them. I love you guys. Thank-you   Dance. Fuzzy Socks are preferred but not necessary, just Dance. Tomorrow is not a given.

Tải Avatar
Chỉ cần đi dạo một vòng trong công viên, các khu vui chơi, giải trí các bạn sẽ thấy xuất hiện các lời bàn tán Avatar có ma. Thực hư chuyện này là sao? Avatar thật sự có ma không??? Thật ra đây chỉ là một trong vô số các thủ thuật avatar thú vị mà thành viên avatar khám phá ra khi chơi game mà thôi. Chỉ vài thao tác đơn giản có thể tạo ra những bất ngờ hay ho. Thủ thuật tạo ma, làm mất đầu, mất chân trong avatar: - Tai avatar phiên bản mod fake nick. - Vào vương quốc bóng đêm copy NPC Zombie - Khi đó các bạn vào hành trang thay quần sẽ thấy nhân vật còn mỗi đôi chân, vào thay áo thì nhân vật sẽ còn mỗi thân, đội mũ hoặc đ

Fubar Lounge Coder Training Lounge Motd Section Breakdown
WELCOME TO FUBAR LOUNGE CODE TRAINING THIS IS GOING TO SEEN RATHER OVERWHELMING TO YOU AT FIRST AS IT IS ALOT OF INFORMATION TO HAVE ALL PUT IN FRONT OF YOU AT ONE TIME, BUT IT IS ALL VERY SIMPLE TO READ AS I HAVE BROKEN IT DOWN TO A WAY THAT YOU WILL BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND AND FOLLOW THE EXAMPLES THAT I HAVE PUT IN HERE FOR YOU AND I HOPE THAT YOU CAN UNDERSTAND EACH AND EVERYTHING THAT IS LISTED BELOW AS IT IS VERY VITAL TO YOU TO BECOME SUCCESSFUL IN YOUR BECOMING A LOUNGE CODER.  IT IS TRYING WHEN YOU ARE FIRST STARTING OUT FRESH NOT KNOWING WHAT IS WHAT IN CODING OR EVEN NOT KNOW WHAT CODING IS BUT IT IS VERY BASIC JUST ALOT OF THINGS THAT YOU HAVE TO RETAIN IN YOUR MIND AS YOU START ON YOUR WAY TO BE COME A CODER.  YOU JUST HAVE TO LEARN AT YOUR OWN PACE AS ALOT OF PEOPLE LEARN AT A DIFFERENT RATE THAN OTHER DO AND THAT IS A GOOD THING AT LEAST WHEN YOU TAKE YOUR TIME YOU WILL KNOW EVERYTHING THAT YOU ARE DOING AND NOT MESS UP OR FORGET WHAT YOU HAVE LEARNED .  SO ONCE AGAIN I WAN

Salute Contest For Rock Star And Boomy Blings!!!!
Salute contest for rock star and boomerang blings? Send me your boob and/or butt salutes to me, they can be bare or with panties and bra, up to u, i will open a folder with all the entries, the most votes will win a rock star bling, the 2nd most votes will win a boomerang bling, 3rd wins 6 credits, 4th wins 25 million fubuk If you are interested or want more info, message me, i need at least 15 people to enter to make it happen, you can e mail entries, liknips@aol.com Will be strating it soon!!!!   Contest over, hope all had fun first place lady luscious 2nd chevygal 3rd boobilicious 4th canjun

Team F.u.c.t.
TEAM F.u.c.T. It's A thick blanket of nothingness. Nowhere to go and nowhere to turn! It's us versus the world! Fighting for what we've earned! Spin that chamber, live it up to the fullest. Insert the gun into your mouth, inhale every last bullet! All of Fu's little trills.. all of Fu's little gaines. Let down by disappointment, ignited by the pains. Our relationships are pill form. Our poison of choice is apathy Our lifestyles our anything but the norm. Fuck it! We're fresh out of sympathy. Affection please? Just a little for the pains? Guess not, suppose we're all just out of luck! Our minds grow darker, we're going insane! the rest of you are all just Fuct! Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls step right up and let me embrace you with an amazing tale! In a distant online paradise there awaiting an amazing browsing grounds known only as Fubar. This la

Cherry Inferno Info
Lots of people struggling on lvl 50 trying to get the Cherry Inferno.  It can be done, but it is tough!!  Here is a blog that is supposed to be everything you need to know in order to get it - so check it out!! http://fubar.com/how-to-own-the-cherry-inferno/b266817-1174186 I have a few friends that have achieved it as well, so if you wanna talk to me or them about it after you read the blog, let me know!!  I'm always happy to help!!     To sum up the essentials! I rebooted my computer and cleared my cashe in my browser and only opened the browser with Fubar in it to make sure my computer didn't begin to drag Turn off your SB, Skins, HTML content - all of which can drag fu down or distract you! Bomb from the top members list, not friends friends and family!!  You want to make sure they have all been bombed in the past 24 hours!  You can do the lifetime on the left or the recent on the right but pick the right or the left so you don't end up with duplicates!! I

Unfair And Unjust Treatment
Why I have not been around much: I am a Sergeant in the Marine Corps, which is a pretty decent rank. It's not the highest enlisted rank, but it is a decently high rank, for those who don't know.  In the Marines Corps, organizations are called "units", and units are made up of 400 - 500 Marines.The lowest rank in the Marine Corps is a "Private."  In most units in the Marine Corps, Privates generally get treated like little kids, get in trouble for everything, and have to do a big majority of the manual labor.  The higher the rank you are, more respect and authority often follows. That being said, I am in a unit that is corrupted with favoritism politics and its senior leadership (Staff Sergeants and above) tend to lose their minds over little unimportant stuff, rather than the stuff that should matter.  Plus, it seems to not be important as to how good you are at your job, or how good of a leader you are...what seems to matter is if you kiss ass to the right people at the right time.

~stories~
Ali opened her eyes, the pine smell was greeted with the warmth of the cabin. A loud thud audible through the fog of her grogginess. She sat up and looked around, the sun’s rays beamed through the cabin through it’s moderate number of windows. She stood, still in nude and searched around; Tim no where to be found in cabin. She walked to leave the fire but the impending chill greeted her, stopping her from advancing. She searched the floor behind her to see one of the throws they used the night prior, she cloaked herself and left the warmth circumference of the fireplace. Heading past the table, and to the area that looked to be the kitchen counter. Another loud thud outside drew her attention, she walked to window and peered outside, and saw Tim. Fully dressed, jeans, flannel shirt, jean jacket, chopping wood with a hatchet. She smiled warmly, turning to sink, she drew water and began to make coffee. ***********************************************************************

What Now?
I have to ask because I am totally clueless as to why women (yes I am generalizing because they are the only ones bitching about it) who post NSFW pictures get mad when men rate those pictures and none of their others??? Seriously Ladies thats like putting a kid in front of a toy box and saying dont play. I mean you posted them for people to see. If nobody ever rated or looked at them then you would be bitching about that as well. If you dont want all of fubar to see your pics then use the control feature to limit viewers otherwise STFU your page is public your NSFW pics are public stop your whining!! End of rant, Whew feel so much better now lol. I wonder if anyone will give me an answer lol What do you do when you dont even know whats right or wrong, whats real and whats not.  Its so hard to watch the one you love, love someone else. It hurts so much to be played with and to have your heart ripped out like it was nothing. I feel like such a bad person I want him to hurt as much as

Helpful Hints For Men
Do you want to know what a woman appreciates? Compliments.     Compliment a girl, Just tell her "I don't want to bother you, just pay you a compliment.. I think you're beautiful."     But after you catch her attention.. Dont bring up how great her tits look in a top.   Come on guys think with your LARGER BRAIN. && Don't tell me you think the brain on the lower half of your body is bigger than your actual brain.   That's even worse.

Cemetarysoundpoetry
Lyrical Bastard Trapped inside thefeathered silenceof your smileI falterShaky trouble andcleftsthat refuse to hideher excusesanymoreA cage ofmetal mirrorsnestledbetweenbroken sunshinePutrid rain that paintsyour corpse upon my handsin hues of canaryyellowand blood orange deadI am blinded by fearandfilthandcemetary birdsongsTripping on a beakfull of foul notes andhaunting whoever willlisten to meand my painIn those unhinged sighs beaneath the bars of your dirty fingers iswhere I will findrestTouching the wings of severed harmonyandexplode into thesky Today   It feels like phantoms of forever since i have thought of you Yet this morning when the rain lulled me awake there you were Inhaled with my first conscious breath my heart choked and sputtered in loss I glance above stacks of unwanted paper trophies intent on the X's slashed in different shades of heartache The days months and years crossed out on a creature boxing me in Recording my shame Names stare accusingly at me in fran

This Game We Call Love
Some say love is like an addictive and habit forming drug that gives us a feeling described as superhuman and the power we can overcome any obstacle in our way. For most of us that is the case it’s a feeling that we would pay any price to continuously have. For others it’s a magical potion or spell something that were not sure really exists but will by any means necessary pursue  in hopes of capturing its alluring secrets .In either case we find ourselves in an unending struggle to obtain its unearthly treasures and the exhilarating feelings we get when we are in love. It’s a journey everyone’s willing to take regardless of our passed experiences in what appears to be for most a never ending campaign in search of eternal bliss. For those of us lucky enough to find such exhilaration we are ever eager to share how we came upon such a fortune of feelings and wealth perhaps thinking in some strange way that what has worked for us is surely the answer and path for e

Random
Slipped , slowly into a coma, A restfull state , Where I can not be found, I never accepted your help ,Just the way I a I am ,thi sickness is eating me ,inside & out,I lo ve my family & friends truly ,I just can't take any more! Dearest Angel, How I wish you could be here, Let your wings rest, Hold your hand, Have arms wrapped around you, Where we could meet on earth, Let our love spread, A big impact made, In hearts & mind's Where everybody could be at peace, Feel the warmth & share our love, No more storms,No more bitterness, Between friends & family, Brother or Sister's, A such common divide, I'll watch you alway's,

I Am So Excited
I am so excited. I have been ask to be in a calendar for SAVE THE TA'S TA'S foundation. I am not sure what month I will be, it will be topless, but we will have something over our boobs. These will be for the 2013 calendars and we start shooting in late Jan. I will probably be the only latina in the whole fucking calendar. Anyway wanted to share my good news. They will be selling them for either 10 or 15 dollars for the calendars/it is being done local here but hey who knows maybe you guys will want one. No I am not putting this up as a selling gimmick either. lol Update: P.S-Okay someone ask me why am I so excited, maybe I should have put this in there. I am excited because the money that is raised will help people fight against this disease, even if it helps only one person I feel totally honored. I am not excited because I will be in it, well maybe just a little bit, but the thought of helping someone that can not afford the treatments that are needed or for anything else this

Things Change
I've been watching the Preidendal race for the past few days and I'm so sad that it has come down to foolishness. That people on both sides have taken a stand of blaming each party for the shape in which our nation has become. It is understood that the canidates really are not speaking for the American people but for the special intrest. First off let me state this-in this blog I'm going to try and not takes side (Dem-Rep or Ind) parites. However, I will take the side of the group to which I belong to and that is the working class, Nor am I a socialist or comminust. So, don't feel that I'm being Un-American. Now thats out of the way lets start. For far too long we have become a group of cry babies. What I mean we The People have gotten lured into a false sense of right and wrong. That we depend on others to do what is right for us. For example believing the officals we elect will take care of all our problems. Yes they are elected to do a job but once they are elected then We The P

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Payment Problems & Cca's
The CCA form is sent to members after they have made several purchases on fubar. The CCA process verifies you are the card holder. Most likely you have been sent this form before and ignored it. Copy and paste this link into your browser and you SHOULD be able to access the online CCA form. http://www.fubar.com/cca.php.  If the above link does not work or you are using someone else's card, you will have to Download the CCA form and FAX or email a signed copy to (650) 261-9669 or support@fubar.com .  Click Here to Download CCA Form Here If you use debit/pay as you go or multiple cards, please note in the comments and list the card. If you use PAYPAL, please enter your account information that you have registered with PAYPAL. We are NOT asking you for credit card numbers or anything we do not have on file from your previous transactions.  Anyone using someone's card other than their own is required to complete a CCA form and have the card holder cosign the form. Click Here

10 Things
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I am an outstanding cook. 2) I tend to read at least one book per week 3) I have been arrested, detained or questioned 6 times in 3 different countries. 4) My sister is the coolest F'in chick in the world. 5) My parents live in China. 6) I have unusually large parts of my body that do not match my actual size (My two big toes - HUGE!) 7) In the ten professional years I have worked, I have made almost 200k in a year, and as little as 2k... The 2k year was my favorite. 8) My favorite quote of all time is from a really dumb movie: Van Wilder: "Don't take life too seriously, you'll never make it out alive." My next is

Booty In Boyshorts
There is a new contest going on. Im a big fan of a nice booty in some boy shorts. So heres the deal.   1st Place- Happy Hour   2nd Place- 65 Bling Pack or the (2) 11 or cherrybomb blings mix or match to your liking   3rd Place- 7 day blast and 25 bling pacl   My Personal Favorite- Whatever I wanna get them!!!   Here are the rules:   1.You must be wearing a pair of boyshorts (any color is good)   2. You have to have a salute on your page so I know your real.   3. Your responsible for gettin your pic out there   4. If I receive a bling on your behalf, you will get points based on how much the bling is worth. A 1 credit bling is equal to 100 points. a 10 credit bling is equal to 1000 points.   5. The contest will begin on May 27th and go until June 27th. At the end, I will tally up all scores and notify the winners. Their winnings will be sent within 24 hours. Please remember im in Iraq and something might come up.   Im not doing this for points so if your pic is NSF

Life's Lessons
Orville Smith, a store manager for Best Buy in Augusta, Georgia, told police he observed a male customer, later identified as Tyrone Jackson of Augusta, on surveillance cameras putting a laptop computer under his jacket... When confronted the man became irate, knocked down an employee, drew a knife and ran for the door. Outside on the sidewalk were four Marines collecting toys for the "Toys for Tots" program. Smith said the Marines stopped the man, but he stabbed one of the Marines, Cpl. Phillip Duggan, in the back; the injury did not appear to be severe. After Police and an ambulance arrived at the scene Cpl. Duggan was transported for treatment. The subject was also transported to the local hospital with two broken arms, a broken ankle, a broken leg, several missing teeth, possible broken ribs, multiple contusions, assorted lacerations, a broken nose and a broken jaw...injuries he sustained when he slipped and fell off of the curb after stabbing the Marine. Now that was a well w

Some Of My Writings
I SIT HERE DAY IN AND DAY OUT THINKING OF YOU AND WISHING HOW I HAD YOU BACK IN MY ARMS. YOU LEFT JUST CAUSE I MADE A MISTAKE AND SAID SOMETHING THAT WAS TOOKEN THE WRONG WAY TO SOMEONE ELSE. INSTEAD OF BE UNDERSTANDING AND LET YOU COOL DOWN I KEEP TRYING AND TRYING TO GET YOU TO TALK TO ME SO WE COULD WORK IT OUT BUT NOW YOUR GONE AND MY LIFE IS SO EMPTY AND MEANINGLESS. I DO LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL AND NOR WILL I WALK AWAY OR GIVE UP ON ONE DAY US TALKING AND WORKING THINGS OUT. BUT UNTILL THE DAY COMES I WILL BE SITTING IN THE DARKNESS WIHT THE MEMOREIS OF HOW HAPPY WE WAS GOING THREW MY HEAD AND THE TEARS OF BLOOD RUNNING DOWN MY FACE. I STILL CAN FEEL YOUR SOFT LIPS WHEN I WOULD KISS YOU AND FEEL YOUR LIGHT TOUCH ACCROSS MY ARMS AND BACK TELLING ME IT WILL BE OK . I STILL HEAR THAT HEAVENLY VOICE IN MY EAR WHISPING I LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANYTHING AND I WOULD FALL APART IF I LOST YOU. BUT AS I LOOK AROUND YOUR NOT THERE SO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK ANYMORE ALL I KNOW I WI

More Stories Etc
I'm no doctor, I am not going to sit here and tell you 'hey this is you'. I will tell you, this is me. For better or worse. It's something I struggle with constantly, but it is something I'm working on. It's a slow process and a lot of people with AvPD and social phobias such as this, do not deal well with people as a whole. I am not entirely sure why I'm posting this but maybe, for those that actually want to get to know me a little better... it'll help you understand a bit about who I am. People with AvPD often consider themselves to be socially inept or personally unappealing, and avoid social interaction for fear of being ridiculed, humiliated, rejected, or disliked. AvPD is usually first noticed in early adulthood, and is associated with perceived or actual rejection by parents or peers during childhood. People with AvPD are preoccupied with their own shortcomings and form relationships with others only if they believe they will not be rejected. Loss and rejection are s

10 Years Gone...
Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore And I wonder if I ever cross your mind For me it happens all the time It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before And I wonder if I ever cross your mind For me it happens all the time It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now I just need you now Ooo, baby, I n

Adventures In Date Land
I got stood up Saturday. Second date with Pumpkin. He is supposed to come to my house, sends me many txts to this effect and then just never shows up. I don't know what happened. The next day I get a txt asking if I have Valium or Vicidon. I say, "no, sorry." At 1:30 am I get a txt saying he'll be in my area today, and at 3 am nother "Don't you care?" As if somehow this is about me not caring. My friend says I need to stop imagining what it feels like to be Pumkin ("What's the chance he will be really devastated?") and just tell him it's not going to work out. So, yeah, another Saturday, a week or two later, we're supposed to meet again.  As it draws nearer, he sends me txts about how much he is looking forward to seeing me, and I am kind of cringing, but I tell myself it could be OK; if I don't do it I might miss out on something (his OKCupid profile is awesome, of course,t he didn't mention anything about bad breath.) He comes over and I spend the day watching him smoke pot and

Just Me
It sometimes amazes me how looks seem to matter to so many people. What does that really say about a person ? What do looks say about anybody ? Perhaps you have good genetics, or know how to make the most of what you have seems like in this world Beauty will get you further. I love to watch the girl that is pencil thin that says omg I'm so fat. Whats that say about people of normal size ? Or the person that constantly says oh Im so ugly I sometimes want to say Yes you are! I mean when do we look past beauty at someone's accomplishments? Understandably people are attracted to beauty or good looking people. I have met many a man who were so handsome but seemed so ugly to me. Their attitude their "cockiness"  was a complete turn off to me.  Maybe its all some people have ... How sad to skip over an intelligent person who is charming, funny and witty for someone who is just beautiful. Over time as the beauty fades and the attraction dims what are you left with?  I am proudest of my accomp

Teaser
when I read back over this (read original blog entry below) I am struck by how my notions of desire and exceitment have altered.  Society tells us what is right and wrong and we continue to let them dominate us.  Why? Each person should seek out their own definition of such and embrace it. It was 7 PM on a late summer night.  She drove to Siesta Key to a small bar and restaurant called the Daiquiri Deck as she had an arrangement to meet Steve for dinner.  She had never met Steve in person so she was a little apprehensive about meeting him.  But then she had her protector in her purse which was a nickel plated colt 45 with hollow point slugs….just in case.   She recalled his instructions of what she was to wear for dinner which was some high heels and a very short skirt and here she was sitting in a very short skirt …angry at herself for agreeing to follow his request but satisfied since she did not wear the heels as he had requested.  Then she sat back and smelled the sal

Mix Sets Made By Me
As things progress i have Moved all my H.D.R/URBAN/HOUS Mix sets for download to one spot  http://new.official.fm/dj-pat-morris-aka-dj-sparky   Enjoy! Well most of you know me as a supportative person usually when it comes to dj's mixxing and what not on fu. well i tell you now imma lil pissed. where the fuck do you come up with calling yourself a REAL dj because you own a controller. djing is more than using a mixxer and hitting the sync button. its a craft that is learned from actuslly really using your fucking ears and not your eye. learning how to incorporate 2 songs using a fuckin pitch control and not a sync button. I have been doing this since 1986 i can use records. cds. mp3's ..videos or what the fuck ever and blend em with my eyes shut. I have played clubs from 5000 people travelled and toured canada. use 4 seperate tt's or cdjs and keep a dance floor rockin. there is more to djing then just slapping 2 tracks together and sayin look i can mix....give me a fuckin break. jus

The Tides That Bind
It was a day like any other. The sun rose as it always did, kids played outside as they always do. People came and went as they often do. it was looking like an day not unlike any other. That is how it seemed, anyway, on the surface, but the deals that are made behind closed doors often have their casualties. Whether intended or not. Lives, are ended over such deals. Its funny what people are willing to give up when no one else is looking. What matters go undefended that are entrusted to the watchmen in our lives. Vigilant and ever present to protect such things as we give them power over. Was someone asleep at the gate? Was it a snake oil salemen, silver tongued and full of false promises? No, unfortunately such treasures are handed over readily and easily and to the first takers. Was it a glamour? Was there some uneven footing that pushes the matter? Perhaps, but when we practice dishonesty it brings it own rewards and punishemnts. Let no good deed go unpunished, simple, so simple a

Jlm Auction
The JLM Auctions   The JLM is going to be holding 2 auctions coming up... A lounge auction and a picture auction... The reason for the 2 auctions is for the people that can't make the lounge auction... Members can choose which auction they rather be in or they are able to choose if they want to be both...    Both Auctions will start tuesday night March 1st at 9PM EST... The Lounge auction will be located in Velvet's Playground and be ran by Storm... The Picture Auction will held on the JLM Group Page and will be ran by Superman...    If you want to be in the Lounge auction... Please send Storm a Private Message letting her know you want in and what you are offering so that she can add you to the the Lounge auction...   For the People wanting to be in the picture auction... Send a private message to the "JLM Group Page" saying you wanna join the picture auction and what you offering in this auction... The picture Auction will run for ONE WEEK... closing at 9PM EST on March 8th.

Oblivion
There was no one around but myself; I heard my thoughts as if it was telling me a story…that’s when I knew I was alone. It was an odd day; there was hardly any sound but occasional chirps of birds and an occasional giggle from a neighborhood kid, but other then that for the first time there was silence. I felt the warm sun against my skin, the prickly grass between my toes and the shy breeze that lightly blew through my hair. This was the last time I’d be here, I thought to myself. The last time I’d stand in this grass and look out into this street, this house was no longer ours. My thoughts rapidly raced through my mind as if I was watching a movie in fast-forward, it’s been three months since I’ve seen my Oma, three whole months since she’s been gone.             What was I to do? What was I to say? As I stood there lost in my thoughts without words. I felt like a blank canvas, so many thoughts but no progress whatsoever.  What was going to

Life!
Accept me for who I am Not what u think I should be.......   I have come to the conclusion that life is not what we think it should be it is what we make it out to be. People are not who you think they are at all. Life goes on even though your dying inside and if you let it, it will consume the very being you once were. To pick yourself up from this may be full of tests and trials but in the end you will come back to who you are and not the person they wanted you to be in the first place. But with all this said.. who was I..... There is nothing left to break nothing left to shatter All i have are pieces all torn and tattered. Do you ever feel like breaking down?  Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you? Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright No you don't know what it's like to

Do You Want A Salute?
I get many requests for salutes.  Most of them are for nsfw, but a few have requested sfw. If you want one, I am more than happy to provide it for you.  However there are a few simple things you need to do first before I can receive and complete your request.  Just remember it might take me a week or more to get it out to you and the fee is 5 million fubucks. Open a Private Message (PM) and put SFW Salute in the subject so I know what I am opening. Include what you want the salute to say.  Usually this inlcudes your fu-name and a small message. I will reply to your PM and inform you of the turn-around time.   You may message me NO MORE than once a day via the original PM to check on the status.  This is important because it keeps all communication and changes in the same place.  If you SB me something, I WILL FORGET! Once your salute is ready, I will send you a reply to that same PM. You send the fubucks and I will upload the salute to my folders and tag you in it. You cannot

Remember When.........
Today I was at the restaurant when an older lady came in. Kim showed her to a booth and took her order. I noticed that the woman had a German accent. Being curious about other cultures and countries I asked if I could ask her a question. She invited me to sit down and ask away. I asked her what Germany was like. That began a conversation that I will never forget ever.   She told me her name was Adala and that she was born in 1935 in Rangsdorf. She told me her whole life. It was amazing what this woman had gone through in her life time. She was raised by her grandfather who raised argyle rabbits and sold the fur for a living. Her father and mother had been killed for refusing to join the Nazi party. She had been forced to shake Hitlers hand twice. I asked her why forced? She told me that she and others thought he was a vile man and didn't want to do it. They were given the choice to either do it or be sent to the camps or even worse shot. She had two sisters. One older and one younge

Musings
Can anybody tell me just which is the best way to meet the requirement I have to meet to level again?   Here is the requirement:  Must earn 500,000 points for other memberswithin a 24 hour period.Points given through being altruized (or through actions from you to your beneficiary) do not count towards this requirement.Requirement to be completed after 1-13-2012.   I am open to ideas. Thanks I believe that...Birth Certificate shows that we were born ...A Death Certificate shows that we died ....Pictures show that we lived ...Fond Memories Keep us alive forever ...Have a seat . . . Relax .. .. . And read this slowly.~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~* ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ *~*~*~*~*~*~*I Believe ......That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't loveeach other.And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love eachother.I Believe...That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.I Believe ....That

My Daughter In Law`s Story Of 9/11
I don't always bring up today. I used to avoid it. Partly because I was so thankful, and at the same time, ashamed that I thought "it wasn't my loved one." But today I will, because I can never forget. My mother and my uncle Larry Rose, both worked at the Pentagon. I remember the night before staying at my aunt and uncle's house for movies and games. Then I went to sleep in the guest bedroom. I never had to worry about going back home because mom had to work and I didn't. So I just stayed where I was. Early in the morning the phone wouldn't stop ringing. At first it took multiple times for it to penetrate through my sleep. Then I ignored it to try to go back to sleep. But then finally...someone said something other than "call me back." They said "I watched the news. Please tell me you're still alive." That jolted me. I ran to the phone and picked it up. It was one of their sons. He told me to turn on the television. That's when I saw them repeating the n

Notes From Me
Prayer of a Truck Driver's Wife Dear Lord,Please bless my husband while he's out on the road. Please protect him from the wind and rain and cold. Help him to keep that big rig between the white lines so he can make it to his destination on time. May he find his back-haul quickly and make it home soon. Please light his night on the road with your stars and moon. Let him rest peacefully in his sleeper's bed, and please let there be a good meal and fresh coffee at the truck stop ahead. Help me to keep the home fires burning while he's outh there movin' on. And give me the strength and wisdom to take care of things while he's gone. May the road he travels be clear and dry, and may not temptation catch his eye. Help him rmember when he's all alone that his loving wife and best friend is waiting for him here at home.Amen I am seriously baffled by some things on this site, many people won't add you, or even talk to you if you don't have an approved salute. Hell you can't even get past level

" A Feeling "
Love is the silent word , Between the lines. Speaking itself in a quiet kiss , Sweet secrets , Whispered in the heart.  The sound of a rainbow , the flavor of light, the scent of a sweet dream  the feeling of flight. the cool of the frost , one kiss and I'm lost.  We all dream of lost love , I'm dreaming of a love  I'll never have  So just know that between the lines I'm saying " I love you " When we embrace the thought of pleasing someone besides ourselves , no matter the age , love feels so good ,so rich an pure ,we can't let go.And neither will you want to. It's more like floating on the clouds so high , with even a twinkle in your eye , knowing a hand is holding yours ever so tightly and that you wont fall. Love is so fleeting that if you find it , with tenderness & respect , it would be wise to hold it gently so it don't slip away. I know what God must feel like when he See's a star burn out ,  The flame of life not dancing bright , No laughter to

My Panthers
IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE A COACH...RECRUIT YOUR TEAM MEMBERS THEN SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH YOUR TEAM NAME, MASCOT, AND COLORS. ONCE I HAVE CONFIRMED, EACH MEMBER OF YOUR TEAM MUST SEND THE ENTRY FEE! STARTING GAME DATE SUBJECT TO CHANGE DEPENDING ON THE OUTCOME OF TEAMS JOINING!IF SOMEONE ON YOUR TEAM IS BLOCKED FROM MY PAGE I WILL UNBLOCK THEM FOR THEN EVENT!

Contests
  * * * * * C A N C E L L E D * * * * *     HAPPY HOLIDAYS SEXY SFW SALUTE CONTEST     FRIDAY, DECEMBER 23RD AT 8PM EST TO SATURDAY, DECEMBER 31ST AT 8PM EST     HOW TO ENTER YOUR HAPPY HOLIDAYS SEXY SFW SALUTE (SEND ME THE FOLLOWING IN FU-MAIL TO FUBAR.COM/3581666)     YOUR SEXY SFW SALUTE SALUTE TO ME     ENTRY FEE NONE     THE RULES ALL CONTESTANTS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE     LAST DAY TO ENTER THIS CONTEST IS

My Poems
I'm all alone      I'm all alone Remembering the way things used to be I remember how you used to make me feel I wish that you can be next to me   I'm all alone My days are dreary, my nights are cold You used to fill my heart with such warmth Now, I wish that I could have you to hold   I'm all alone Thinking about what I want to say to you This poem is about how I feel Without you, I don't know what I'd do   I'm all alone My eyes are holding back the tears I spend my days and nights searching for answers I really wish that you were here   I'm all alone Reminiscing on the good times that we had Why did things fall apart between us? I feel lonely, I'm feeling heartache, I feel so sad   I'm all alone I miss you, I want you to understand that I'm waiting by the phone I miss the sound of your voice I need you, I'm here all alone             -Aidan-           I awake And it takes a moment to remember where I am. I look over to you and the sun is shining on yo

Writting
Questions and Answers.....                                                   So where to begin…hummm…ah yes there we go. It’s late I know you’re coming over and though we sit and talk we both knew what is going to happen, why you have come to my house, but we sit ever so polite and talk. Then finally one of us makes a move and we know where it is going to go from there. The way you touch my skin so light so soft it sets my body on fire. You take your time, this is not a quick fuck, this is more. More intense, more erotic, just more. Your kiss starts slow using your tongue you slowly works it in and out of my mouth, making me hungry for more. You run your hands though my hair, over my shoulders, I lean into you, my body so hungry for you that I can’t keep my hands off of you. You shiver…hummm. I slowly run my tongue up the side of your neck nipping along the way. I move to your ear running my tongue along your ear, nipping as I go. S

Well I Did It!!
The last 9 weeks or so I have had an issue with my Army pay so am not able to buy as much bling as I used to. I am seeing now that with some it was all about the bling and what I "owe" them. Well i have a simple solution for that. I will NOT sell anymore bling to those that are NOT Family!!! I don't really give a flying fuck if you are green or wanna be green. I dont care how popular you are on here. Wake up its a community computer site and if you are so worried about the "Highschool" popularity thing then you need to do 1 of 2 things: either get a fucking life OR seek psychlogical help! Step back and look in the mirror and see what you are becomming. If you still dont see a problem then I have the number of a Nationwide service that provides help for people who have lost touch with reality!!! I have fun here and like to level too, There are times when I have asked for things , but I pay back usually 2 or 3 times over. I love on my Family and they are 1st and formost to me. Money isnt

The Way I Am
These are my words, everyone see's who I appear  to be, but only a few know the real me, you can only see what I choose to show you, but there is way more to me than what the eye see's. There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama, and those people who create it, and tell you things to create false hopes and dreams, knowing they would never be, create a hope in your heart and mind, for false happiness, and joy. so it is time for me to surrond myself with people who want to know me and care and share thoughts that are true, and laugh and be full of joy. These fellings drown the memeries of bad, and soley for good. we live once, and life is to short, to go through with false memories, and bad, create and nothing less than happines is where I want to be. I have built a wall around me, not to block out anyone, but to see who is willing and loving, caring enought to be themselves, and climb over it to share with me there happiness and friendship so Now I hav

Rant!
SICK AND TIRED!I AM SICK AND TIRED OF READING DEPRESSING STATUSES ON FUBAR/YIM/FB/EC ECTALL I SEE IS IS THE MOST DEPRESSING CRAP..."DYING OF CANCER....SUCH N SUCH  HAD AN ACCIDENT....OH HE LEFT ME.....OH I AM UNEMPLOYED...OH SICK AGAIN...OH HOSPITAL AGAIN ECT ECT"YA KNOW REAL LIFE IS DEPRESSING ENOUGH DON'T YA THINK?...PEOPLE DYING IN HAITI, SOLDURES IN THE WAR,JOBLESS AMOUNTS ARE UP...EC ETC.DO I REALLY NEED TO COME TO FUBAR OR MY SOCIAL SITE TO READ YOU HAVE A HEMOROID AND OH IT HURTS WHEN YA SHIT?PLEASE PEOPLE REALLY DONT CARE, THEY DONT. YOUR SO CALLED VIRTUAL REALITY FRIENDS MAY BUT THATS ALL THEY ARE ARE WORDS ON A SCREENAND 95% OF THE TIME THERE JUST BEING POLITE.WELL I DON'T CARE, YES ITS NICE THAT WE MAKE SO CALLED FRIENDS WE WILL NEVER MEET IN PERSON, OH AND FU CAN BE FUN TO RATE AND SHITBUT THE REALITY IS YES THE WORD REALITY, YA KNOW THE PLACE AWAY FROM FU, THAT NO ONE REALLY CARES OR NEEDS ANYMORE BAD NEWS IN THERE LIVES.SO KEEP THE DEPRESSION FOR TO A MINIMUM PLEASE, CUS

Just Some Of My Poetry
In a world filled with glass houses Who will cast the first stone Be careful where you aim You could hit your own window In a world filled with glass houses Shattered glass lies on the floor Careful where you cast judgment It could be thrown at your door   In a world filled with mirrors Just who is it you truly see Do you see a painted face Or do you see natural beauty In a world filled with mirrors How deep are you willing to go Can you see past the surface Do you dare look at your soul   In a world filled with voices What is it that you hear Do the words of others Fall upon a deaf ear In a world filled with voices Is yours one that is heard Do you speak what matters Or are they just empty words   In a world filled with meaning What matters the most to you Are people reduced to things Through your daily pursuits In a world filled with meaning How do you spend your time Because what means the most Is where your heart resides Dear Heavenly Father   It

The Meeting Of Souls
The room smelled strongly, of worn leather, metal, and sex. It was lit with the glow of candles placed in such a manner as to give him ample lighting so that he may linger upon the faces of pleasure and pain assuredly to come later.    The Scarf so gingerly draped over the railing of the ancient oak canopy bed, a symbol of trust, lays innocently until it is called upon to guide his charge into the silken darkness. His fingers caress it in both anticipation and remembrance. Preparation and inspection of the thick restraints and equipment are in definite order to  be sure the flesh to be held in them will be able to remind her of this night for days to follow. Other surprises lay just within the shadowed corners of the room. But those will be brought to light after her darkness is secured  and total.The chime of the doorbell sends voltage through his body as he lights one last candle, to be placed by the bed to remind his trust that the only light in his life is her and that he would do

Jennifer Blogs
Jealousy is a negative feeling which is similar to envy. You feel jealous of someone when he or she possesses something that you don’t have. It might be money, some unique personality trait or any kind of achievement made by a person because of which he or she is envied by his or her contemporaries. In Christian Mythology, jealousy has been regarded as the green-eyed monster which mocks the meat that it feeds on. Jealousy is not considered a positive feeling in any way. Jealousy has been considered to be the love bed of the burning snarl. In the words of Aristotle, “Jealousy is both reasonable and belongs to reasonable men, while envy is base and belongs to the base, for the one makes himself get good things by jealousy, while the other does not allow his neighbour to have them through envy.”   MIND.. "When you look at arousal on a physiological level, the biggest sex organ in the body is the mind,"SMILE..Always remember to be happy because you never know who's fa

Funews & Social
Here's the July 2012 FuSocial Archive, please rate blog if you view: Miss Cherry is Back! http://fubar.com/f-ck-miss-cherry/b56627-1178838 Here's the FuSocial/Birthdays for June 2012: Toni Terror : Page Six Girl http://www.fubar.com/page-6-birthday-girl/b56627-1177641 Ellie and Gamer Princess: http://www.fubar.com/friday-oops-and-reality-blog/b56627-1177307 Here's the August 2012 Fusocial & News Archived Posts:The "Most Liked" Queens: http://fubar.com/the-most-liked-queens/b56627-1181802Information Regarding the "Poking" Achievements: http://fubar.com/to-the-pokers/b56627-1181764The 8/17/2012 Rate Glitch: http://fubar.com/today-s-ranks-rate-glitch-not-a-conspiracy/b56627-1181107

Welcome To Fubar
    Fubar = fun! fubar has a little something for everyone. Whether it’s hanging out with friends, meeting new people or getting your game on, everything you do on fubar earns you points which helps you level. When you level you unlock new features which allow you to have more fun. fubar runs on fubucks the common virtual currency which allows you to buy drinks for friends, play games and help other members on the site. Whenever you earn points for doing things on fubar, you also earn fubucks. The more points you accumulate the quicker you will level up and unlock new features. If you need immediate assistance, stop by the fubar Support Lounge and chat live, 24/7. Image 1Let's start by Validating your email....Refer to Image 1 for this section: 1.Start this process by clicking the Finish Your Profile link. 2.Type in your Zip Code and choose a gender then click the return to fubar button.3.Now che

Poems
I Know it Hurts..... I am Sorry.       *I am sorry to all those woman out there who has been disrespected, heart broken, or discraced by a man in anyway. I wish i could be there to help you, hold you, comfort you everyday.   *Its not right the way most of these guys take advantage of your kind heart saying they love you and how they can't stand being apart   *Come on guys, stop playing them for a fool using these nice warm hearted woman like a drug mule   *They just want to love and be loved, is that so much to ask for? Yes they might get clingy, or jealous, or alittle crazy at times. But do you think you are perfect to your core?   *I am so sick and tired of listening to all these stories of men being so selfish, cold-hearted, childish, overly possesive, and jealous.    *All you need to do is Talk. when you are fighting or having an arguement don't go and call her names or begin to mock   *Listen to what she says listen to her feelings, talk it out. don't get all

Lesson Learned?
A lesson to be read,acknowledged,and remembered Live By: Life is not a puzzle or riddle to be solved,just a mystery to be lived.Live out your imagination,instead of out of your memory...for everyone who lives dies,but not everyone who dies has lived.Be hated for who you are,instead of being loved for someone you're not.Everyone deserves the benefit of the doubt...Everyone deserves that chance...after all....they are only askin for what you were granted by your friends,your family,and those who are closest to you.Look where all that started from...a chance,an opportunity,a risk that they were gonna be worth it.For those that do you wrong,the ones that lie,the ones who attempt to sway or use you...see them as someone who didn't get the right chance at the time in their life when they needed it most and decided to give up...now imagine if they had always had that chance.No one likes to be thought of as a fool...no one wants to be made an idiot of...no one cares to be taken advantage of

Crazy Shite
Helly's mumm about the census twit bothering her made me think of this old cartoon so you can learn how to use the complicated cameras before spendng money on one   http://camerasim.com/camera-simulator.html My job consists of carting my brain from place to place, guiding my way as safely and efficiently as possible, via land, air, or sea. Rarely, if ever, do I actually get to see any of these places. I need to find a way to get more out of this for myself other than free meals and air miles.

You Are The Reasons Why I Am Here ♥
caught it from witchie...   I had no better word to use   remember when people read these and had a good time? interacted and then did them on their own?     so ask me a question any question and I will answer within reason and then post a blog asking your friends the same Im wondering if i should stop this now...   lol this is probably one of those "you had to be there thangs" but omfg im in tears.   ash posted the wrong comment inna football mumm...  EvilA said: Most people will never get their happily ever after because they are too focused on Hollywood's version of what that is.To get to your happily ever after in the world of normal people, you have a certain level of dedication and commitment. MASokYst said: so... you're picking pittsburgh? EvilA: I am doing bio work. We have fake patients with fake symtoms pop up. While I was in the MuMM, I lost my patient to cardiac arrest because I failed to take the proper measures in accessing h

Surveeyyy
  Dear boy who hurt me more than words can describe, I had a dream of you last night. The first one since you ever left me. Remember how much we fought oh so much and that hurt me quite so. It was always because you wanted what I did not. Well in the dream I had of you. I paid you back times two. You see you had me to the ground because we were fighting, but I simply said I hate you, I hate you. I saw the hurt in your face and the tears in your eyes and for once I felt you knew what it was like to be hurt. You simply let me go after that. I knew I finally hurt you..like you hurt me. Sincerly, The girl with a broken heart                        BROKEN   Im broken... i'm going to be completely honest and tell you, i'm broken. but you know what? even though i'm broken right now, i'm going to be fine. i'm not going to lose any more sleep over you, i'm not going to waste any more tears over an asshole like you. and i'm not going to go running back to you, when you realize

Contest Blogs
Hello again, So I decided to do something special for everyone of our members of orgy after hours.  I know alot of people havent been lucky enough to get a fu pony.  Well now is  your chance.  We will have a drawing for a fu pony, and 10 other bling.  Which gives everyone an opportunity to win.It will work really simple it will cost 10 credits to enter.  First prize will be a fu pony, 2nd prize will be a god mode, 3rd a rock star..etc..etcc. ( I will make a more indepth blog with the exact prizes today or tomorrow)The drawing will be 12/21 once we get 150 entries this means your odds of winning a special ability bling will be 1 in 15 much better then the fu lottery dont you think?!??!So starting tonight the entries will begin you will be allowed to enter more then once.  I will draw the names live on cam so to make sure there is no funny business.Keep an eye on this events page for more information on this fu pony drawing and get your chance to win soon! Entries are collected by Tsmo

Hummers
The mighty women of earth come forward and speak out as to the true feelings, fears, emotions, and complexities of performing oral sex."Ok dudes, listen up!" First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. Extension to rule1 - So if you get one, be grateful. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw; it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. Extension to rule 3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. My ears are NOT handles. Extension to rule 5 - do not push on the top of my head. Do you really WANT puke on your dick? I don't care HOW relaxed you get; it is NEVER OK to fart. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. Extension to 8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. If I have to pause to remove a pu

Fumafia Expierence
(this blog is under construction) Below is a description of FuMafia Mission Rewards for the completion of the five stages.   Bronze Stages yield skill points Silver Stages yield cash dividends Gold Stages yield greater skill points. Platinum Stages Rewards Listed Below. 1. Break Into A HouseCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* $800,000 cash.2. ShopliftCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* $1,000,000 cash.* 5 Pipe Bombs.3. Mug SomebodyCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* $1,300,000 cash.* 10 Pipe Bombs.4. Steal A CarCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* 5 Military Jeeps.* 5 Abandoned Storefront.* 20 Pipe Bombs.5. Break Into A BusinessCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery

Friends
When in search for the perfect match in your life,its very difficult.But when ones found and everything seems to be going good,then it seems to take place the lack of communication which leads to hurt feelings with a question hanging in your head.Communications is very important in any type of relationship,if you don't have it then you get misled and that resorts back to your feelings once again.and that will also put a trust issue in question.so the point is with good communications,people can really get confused and have hurt feeling.And my belief that is the foundation for any kind of relationship,You have to have.So if all possible talk it over and get your understandings,mutual and be happy.The main thing is openness and honesty.In order for you both to be mutually happy. Friends are forever,Friends dont pick on each others weakness,to tear them down,you look at thier weakness and try to make each other stronger.Thats a true friend. I am wanting to explain some non sense.I had a l

2500 Likes Without Bling
I'm going to share with you the tricks and tips I used to get 2500 likes in 24 hours without running bling.  Hopefully my ideas will help you make it as well without making yourself crazy day after day after day!!   Things that help the most!   FRIENDS FRIENDS FRIENDS!!!  The more friends you have, the more people there are that see you in the feed, the more people that have a chance to see your like button and click it!  This is true for going for like achievements running bling as well.  If you update your status, only your friends see that in the feed!   BONUS BONUS BONUS!!!  Don't try to do this on a day with a mediocre bonus.  You want a HUGE bonus if possible because there will be more people online.  Get a Like bonus of 250% or more if you can.  If there is there will be lots of people online looking to click like buttons for points. If there's unlimited 11s, that will help as well and insure more people are online.  I know it says there are 37+K people online.  I guarante

Backlog
Well, here it is, September 21st... 69 days post-op and I saw the surgeon today... had a complete physical including an MRI and (drum roll please) I have been released by the surgery clinic... Free at last, free at last, Thank God Almighty, I'm free at last... (thank you Dr. King for the perfect opening quote.) The surgeon told me they had never released a patient prior to 90 days post-op and those few were all much younger than me and had much less extensive surgery than I did.  In fact, I am their new "poster-boy" for what can be accomplished by laminectomy and disc replacement surgery combined with a regimented rehab and physical therapy schedule.  They asked that I release my medical records (anonymously, of course) to the University of Minnesota Medical School as a case study, which I did. It is now just a matter of sticking to the rehab and physical therapy schedule and "becoming" the new man they promised me and I, in turn, promised myself.  I am still about 120 days, I figure

Fu Fu Fu Fu Fooolin
When someone leaves a "nasty" comment on your mumm, it's not because they hate you. You're seeing the unfiltered opinions of people who don't know you, giving their input on the information you've presented, and essentially a first impression of your digital persona. Their words may feel somewhat insightful or shocking, but hey, anyone can get a lucky guess. Either that, or you're transparent as fucking glass. If you don't post in a somewhat literate manner, well, your carelessness will be met with mockery and you might be met with even more ridicule depending on certain variables such as the color of your name, status message, or what kind of shit people dig up in your picture folders. If you spend all your "mumming" time only posting them and commenting within your own mumms, people will notice. We like to see you actually participating in mumms other than your own, or we'll assume you're very self-centered and likely only in this part of the site so you can earn some fake populari

My Weakness
i want try to explain better my passion for women smokers.....i have this passion from age of 14 years old......the fact to see a woman in action with her cigarette...make me crazy....there are gestures i found wonderful in art of smoking......for example to see a woman while hold the cigarette dangling from mouth is a motive of great excitation....like to see exhale the smoke from mouth and from the nose.....or to see like a woman drag the cig and after exhale the smoke.....wonderful is also the moment of the light up the of cigarette.....all these type of gestures make me horny and also why i band all with sex...my deeper dream is make love with a woman while she's smoking and does all these things during the hot action.....but i can be turned on also only watchin a woman smoke......without sex......so i will be happy to trade some gifts of fubar with some personal smoking pics---or clips...if you're interested contact me with a personal message........i will explain better my littll

Fubar
Its true I havent been around much lately, got real life to worry about. Maybe one day I will be able t spend more time here, but for now I'm happy in my real life and am doing what I can to make it the best it can be The long road to Godfather has come to an end. Today about 115pm futime I made the rank of Godfather. I could not have done this without the help of many of my fellow fubarians. Thank you all for your help. Side note thank you to all my great friends on here who make coming to fubar a joy and know I'm here for you just as you are me. The long road to Oracle is finally over. I could not have done it without a lot of help.  Thank you to everyone that ahs helped me along the way. I truely have the greatest fu friends (am R/L) a guy could ask for.

The Perfect Angel I Want (part One)
Well I want some one who will stick with me though the good and the bad times.I want a girl who will call or txt me just to say "I LOVE YOU BABY" or "I'm thinking about you baby".I want someone who'll love me no matter what i say or do.I want someone who stick up for me and would expect the same in return.I want someone who'll take care of me when I'm sick.I want someone who'll cuddle with me.Some one who'll be there for me,When I'm down and who'll cheer me up. To Be Continued................

College Daughter
Junior Krista Sitka went 2-for-3 with a run scored on Wednesday in leading UTSA to a three-game SLC season-opening sweep at Texas A&M-Corpus Christi. CORPUS CHRISTI — Sophomore Danyé Holmes tossed five scoreless innings for her fourth straight win and junior Krista Sitka went 2-for-3 with a run, as UTSA completed a Southland Conference series sweep of Texas A&M-Corpus Christi with a 6-1 victory on Wednesday at Chapman Field. The Roadrunners improved to 8-7 overall with the sweep, marking the third 3-0 league start in the last six seasons and the first since 2006. The Islanders fell to 7-11 and 0-3. A day after tossing a complete-game shutout in the series opener, Holmes struck out three and carried a no-hitter into the fifth inning in running her record to 4-2 on the season. The Sugar Land native allowed the lone hit, a single by Sandy Schumann with one out in the fifth, and one walk in extending her scoreless innings streak to 19 and 2/3. Sitka had two of UTSA’s three hit

The Mystery Underground Blog
One of our own needs our love. My best friend on Fubar has been diagnosed with cancer. Please show her some attention in this time of need! evil*the bi-bitch@ fubar From June 1-30, The Mystery Underground (http://www.fubar.com/lounge/78398) will be giving one lucky NEW member a G-d mode. To enter, you MUST be a NEW member of the lounge and be back at least five times as a participating member of the lounge and check in with myself or Ultimate Sin. Winner will be chosen by the staff on July 1.

Updates
    So,now what do I do? I'm still  feeling off.Who Cares? Who? NO ONE is the answer to that! They careless wherever I am at.      Should I just let them make me feel this way? No,of course not!Unfortunately I still must stay. There is no way to leave,no where to go. This sounds like just another excuse, I know.      Is there anyway to make things better at all? Anything,anywhere,no matter how small... My wish obviously,is to get out,to leave. Then why do I think I can't,Don't believe?      I feel so stuck,like sinking in quicksand. All I really want is a warm, caring hand.. But how is it even possible to get that? Esp. cuz I feel invisible,scared,worthless,flat..

Point Whoring For Friends
Ok.. so here it goes.. witchie needs a new comp and is willing to do ANYTHING for a new one.. So i say we auction her off to get the money for a new comp.. now she understands she might have to do some sexual favors or what not.. and that is ok.. unless it is naked rocker or someone of the like.. lets whore out witchie for her new comp LMAO

Dad At Mall!!
Dad at the Mall I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes (he is 92). We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenage boy sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colours: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had had enough, he sarcastically asked, 'What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?' Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response, knowing he would have a good one, and in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. 'Got drunk once, and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son.' I got this out of my aol mail funny shit.

Morphs
Wats up yall!!! Ok Im makin this as a guide for donations for morphs Plain 2 pic morph (i choose or u give me the pics to morph) $5000 fubucks or better Plain 3 pic morph (i choose or u give me the pics to morph) $10000 fubucks or better Enhanced 2 pic morph (i choose or u give me the pics to morph) $15000 fubucks or better Enhanced 3 pic morph (i choose or u give me the pics to morph) $20000 fubucks or better or u can negociate the donation price with me (remember fubar has a size limitation to all pic sizes including morphs **myspace doesn't)

Real Air Superiority
Air Defense Radar: 'Unknown aircraft at (location unknown), you are in Iranian airspace. Identify yourself.' Aircraft: 'This is a United States aircraft. I am in Iraqi airspace.' Air Defense Radar: 'You are in Iranian airspace. If you do not depart our airspace we will launch interceptor aircraft!' Aircraft: 'This is a United States Marine Corps FA-18 fighter. Send 'em up, I'll wait!' Air Defense Radar: (no response ... total silence)

Freaky Storiez Vol 21-40
IT HITTZ ME IN SLOW MOTION THE SCENT OF YA BODY SENSATION ERECTIN' MY ROTATION INTO YOUR SITUATION THE FLAVOR YA CREATE IZ MY TYPE OF CREATION SO WHAT YA NOT TENDER WIT THE SWEET I DIG DEEP SO LACE WIT THE TREAT DANG CURVEZ,THEM EYEZ TO FACE I SEE EVERY WEEK GOOD DAMN ALMIGHTY,TOUCH OF GRACE TYPE SEEK LOVE YA MIND ON POINT WHEN I PUT ON MY POUND IT SO LOVELY WHEN YA PUT OUT A SOUND STILL GO WILD WHEN I GET ON THAT HILL & MOUND ATTACCIN' LIKE IM GOIN' FOR A REBOUND ALWAYZ RESPECT A SAVAGE WAY BABAY IZ BEATIFUL IN MY MAJOR WAY WE DO THIZ LIKE BRUTUS IN OUR OWN WAY LIKE ITZ YA BIRTHDAY,ALL DAY TO PLAY YA LIKE HOW THE MIND WORK IM ABOUT 2 REENLIST IT NEVER STOP WIT CREATIVITY CUZ IM ABOUT THAT SHIT MIND OVER MATTER HIT IT HARD LIKE A BATTER YA FEEL IT IN YA GUT GETTIN FATTER I LOVE MY PORN POEMZ CUZ I HAVE PROCEZZ THOUGHTZ ACTION PLEASURE FOR ACCEZZ MY ADMISSION IZ 2 GO FURTHER WIT THE MIND DONT HAVE 2 TALK ABOUT SEXXX ALL THE TIME B

Mrrightnow Is A Racist Bastard
I dont know who MRRIGHTNOW is, but his page is blocked and he came on my site, sending me messeges, say to pimp my black mama and sister, and get a real 'f'ing job douche, and saying i work at some car wash, the punks got issues

Happy Birthday Celticrose!!
All together now ............. Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Linda! ... happy birthday to you!! ...... Have a wonderful day!! Please stop by her page and shower her with birthday love, she does so much for other people .... !! Heres her profile link :-) Celticrose ~ The Pegasus Project ~ I have Godmothered!No blank friend request accepted@ fubar This blog/ bully was brought to you by ~*MȆäL §äÑÐý *~[Real Life]partner of ~*K¡ŋЮέÐ_§p¡®¡†™*~ Member of Rating Revolution@ fubar

*read-important*
"Men treat women like gas stations, they pump & dump Damnit ladies don't you think it's about time we make them prepay before they pump??" I read this status and had to laugh because any respectable woman would NEVER have this has their status...for several reasons. For one it tells the guys around you that you are a WHORE. You sleep with men before you know them and are pretty much nothing but a sperm dumpter. Two most women wait until they have known a man awhile to even think about getting in the sack with them. Prepay???? umm don't you mean marriage? Dating? Being engaged?? You wouldn't have to worry about being a sperm dumpster if you were following the code of being a human and knowing someones last name before you laid on your back. Your prepay would be dating or commited and after that it would no longer be considered prepaying right??? If you feel used then maybe you should close your legs because most respectable women don't feel used or "pumped and dumped" we keep a man aro

Santafu Contest
Accepting day 4 of Santafu Conest entries til 7pm Fubar time...(Standard Pacific Time) 4 photos left to title. Carol #1, #3 and #7 have been TITLED. Here are the 4 photos left to be titled CAROL #2 CAROL #4 CAROL #5 CAROL #6 ================================================================================================== DAY 1 WINNER: Carol #3 "Knight St. Nick" winner of Santafu contest day 1 What the Duck? Loves Joshua!@ fubar ================================================================================================== DAY 2 WINNER: CAROL #7 HORNEY SANTA WINNER of santafu contest day 2. TRÄÇ¥ {§håÐðw Lêvêlêr} þRÖMÖ†ÈR @ †MR {£µ/wï£ê †ð Ðj ßðµñ¢ê ÖWñÈРߥ GÄHÈLLRÄ̧ÈR@ fubar ================================================================================================== DAY 3 WINNER: CAROL #1 :BOINKED BY RUDOLF WINNER of day 3 Santafu: ♠♦ DeViLiSh DeSiRe

Engaged!
We're Getting FuMarried! imikimi - Customize Your World

Sponcer Me 4 My Fuversary
***Attention ya'll smexi fu's*** My Fuversary Is January 10th!!Time Sure does Fly by!! Want 2 be the Lucky one to Sponcer me for my 1 year Fuversary?I have met some pretty amazing ppl on here! Wonder Woman Is Auctioning Me Of !How fricken awesome is that? I'm one lucky Fu! Now its your turn to be Lucky! Get your bids On boyz!!!Lets see what ya got in ya! I'm offering lots of things! & will be adding more as the bids Go up!The higher the bids the more LOVINZ u get!You wont regret it! I promise you that!;)Spoil Me!:DIt is my fuversary:Dyay! Just click On this Pic below And start your bidding!Dont forget To rate them plz! ***Make Sure You F/R/A My Hostess! And show Her Lots of Love & Respect!!***She deserves It!!!*** Wonder_Woman Owned by Rapsnap@ fubar This Smexi Bully was Brought to you By The One & Only.................. ♡Confidence Is What Makes Me Sexy♡Fubars 19th Oracle*@ fubar

Auction Auction
COME OWN THIS SEXY FU FOR A MONTH! JUS CLICK THE PIC FOR A DIRECT LINK TO THE AUCTION! HAPPY BIDDINGS!

Alone
Just a child her self she discovered she was cursed with me. Praying every night for the man that would help her become free. No where to turn to no one she could trust she fell for a lie. He told her he loved her all the while wishing I would die. Night after night he would come home drunk and attempt to take my life. But my mommy was strong and she fought for my life. So here I stand the man he could not destroy. Still scared to death still that same little boy. The one she fought so hard for the very one who shares her pain.

The Sailors Prayer
A Sailor's Prayer Dear God, Watch over her for me, that she may safely guarded be. Help her each lonely hour to bear, as I would lord if I was there. When she is sleeping watch her then, that fear may not her dreams offend, Be ever near her though the day, let non, but goodness come her way. Sweet faithful girl who waits for me, beyond the wide as spacious sea. Be merciful, O God, I pray, take care of her while I'm away.

Hottest Lounge Out There
HEY ALL IM GOING TO BE STARTING A AUCTION SOON SO IF U ALL WANT LET NO WHAT U WANT FOR OFFERS AND THE PIC ITS A 10K JOIN FEE AND IT WILL RUN FOR 2 WEEKS TY

The Loss Of An Amazing Friend (*r*i*p* Natalie)
We Have Lost A Dear Friend On Fubar she went by 719Brat but, those that knew her, know her as Natalie Johnson. Engaged To Chris Green aka Mullet Muncher & Colonel's Best Friend Since 2nd grade. She Was and Always Will Be A Very Sweet & Wonderful Person. She passed away yesterday Jan. 27 2009 From Pulmonary Edema at the age off 33. She has battled it for A number of years now, we take comfort her struggle is now over and she rest's in peace Please Pray For Her Family(3 Kids) and Fiancee They Were To Be Married In March After His Stationing @ Fort Carson in Colorado Springs, Colorado where she was living but, from Augusta, Ga This Was Her Fubar Profile Below 719brat@ fubar This Bulletin Brought To You By "Colonel" Fubars "MOST" Finest@ fubar

New Friend
Help this new lady out shes new to fubar. Shes looking for a owner. Go rape her page. endlessuniverse@ fubar Help him out if you would fred757@ fubar

Death Of A Champion
Derrick Thomas in Hall of Fame Doug Tucker, Associated Press KANSAS CITY, Mo. (AP) — When Air Force jets roared over Arrowhead Stadium in patriotic pregame ceremonies, it used to mean big trouble for visiting quarterbacks. Derrick Thomas, the son of a pilot lost in Vietnam during Operation Linebacker II, always seemed quicker, bolder and even more punishing on those days. That's when Kansas City's great pass-rushing linebacker would summon every ounce of his talent. Those skills carried Thomas, who died in 2000, into the Pro Football Hall of Fame on Saturday. "I always think of my dad when I see the military planes," the 6-foot-3, 245-pounder once said. "It makes me feel sad that I had to grow up without him. But I guess it also gets my adrenaline going. I dedicate the game to him, and I want to do my best for him." The first time Chiefs fans witnessed this phenomenon was on Veterans Day 1990. An unstoppable Thomas got his hands on Seattle's Dave Krieg nine times that a

Cold
I HAVE TO START BY SAYING I NEED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST ....I AM WRITING THIS BECAUSE I STILL LOVE YOU AND CAAN'T MAKE SENSE OF IT, YOU BASED YOUR DECISION ON A VERRY SHORT PERIOD OF TIME THAT WE WERE TOGETHER AND AND A PROBLEM THAT IWAS FIXING...HOW CAN I BE JUS LIKE YOUR X WHEN I DIDN GET THE LUXURY TO ACTUALLY BE WITH YOU TO LIVE WITH YOU ..WE SPENT A SHORT TIME TOGETHER NOT EVEN REALLY ENOUGH TIME TO PASS JUDGMENT ON SOMEONE AND NOT EVEN GIVEN A CHANCE TO PROVE THEMSELVES YA IT WAS ONLY A FEW DAYS THAT YOU SAW IT BEFORE JUS BREAKING YOUR PROMISE AND TURNIN YOUR BACK ON ME..THISN ISN ME TRYIN TO MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE CRAP EITHER THIS IS ME DESPERATELY TRYING TO ET YOU TO SEE..TO SEE THAT I HAVE MADE CHANES AND YA I'M NOT PERFECT AND I DO SLIP ..BUT GUESS WHAT ,NEITHER ARE YOU AND YOU DO SLIP TOO..NO FUCKIN ONE IS PERFECT ,I DUN GIVE A FUCK WHO YA ARE ...I'M A PERSON AND I HAVE FEELINGS TOO YA KNOW... I KNOW THERE'S MORE TO US THAN THIS ...THE WAY YOU KISSED ME AT THE BUS STATION,T

Tag You're It
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? yep 3. Your hair? brownish 4. Your mother? painfull 5. Your father? Deceased 6. Your favorite thing? son 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? scotch 9. Your dream/goal? retirement 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? indi 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? florida 14. Where were you last night? Bedroom 15. What you're not? rich 16. Muffins? chocchip 17. One of your wish list items? wealth 18. Where you grew up? adelaide 19. The last thing you did? eat 20. What are you wearing? shorts 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? Dog 23. Your computer? dell 24. Your life? stressful 25. Your mood

Jake's Blog
    There are no guarantees in this life, so when we hold back we do so at the risk of never fully blossoming.Having a vision for our future that differs from our current circumstances can be inspiring and exciting, but it can also keep us from fully committing to our present placement. We may become aware that this is happening when we notice our thoughts about the future distracting us from our participation in the moment. We may find upon searching our hearts that we are waiting for some future time or situation in order to self-actualize. This would be like a flower planted in North Dakota putting off blooming because it would prefer to do so in Illinois. There are no guarantees in this life, so when we hold back we do so at the risk of never fully blossoming. This present moment always offers us the ground in which we can take root and open our hearts now. What this means is that we live fully, wherever we are, not hesitating because conditions are not perfect, or we might end up

Random Thoughts
  To the guy who tried to mug me in downtown night before last. I was the guy with the black Burberry jacket that you demanded I hand over shortly after you pulled the knife on me and my girlfriend. You also asked for my girlfriend's purse and earrings. I hope you somehow come across this message. I'd like to apologize. I didn't expect you to crap in your pants when I drew my pistol after you took my jacket. Truth is, I was wearing the jacket for a reason that evening, and it wasn't that cold outside. You see, my girlfriend had just bought me that Springfield Operator Custom Pro Package M1911 .45 ACP pistol for Christmas, and we had just picked up a shoulder holster for it that evening. Beautiful pistol, eh? It's a very intimidating weapon when pointed at your head, isn't it? I know it probably wasn't a great deal of fun walking back to wherever you'd come from with that brown sludge flopping about in your pants. I'm sure it was even worse since you also ended up leaving your shoes,

Women
Why do women cheat when they have it all? For that matter, why does any! cheat when they have it all?? Why do some guys have all the luck??? why do some guys get the attached women?? Why do some guys only get girls when they are with some 1?? why is it when they are single no1 wants to even hang out..........

Care Package
*** UPDATE *** Spoke with quite a few crew members and decided to include everyone in on this. If youd like to send a care package to noone in particular, here are some requests that were made. smoked oysters kipper snacks toiletries books/magazines cd's dvd's candy snacks cigarettes smokeless tobacco powdered drinks dunkin donuts coffee starbucks coffee video games (ps2, ps3, xbox) UFC fight MIR vs LESNAR sunscreen ( in the gulf and its hot as hell ) downloaded music (cd or on thumb drive) stuff for women..we have 8 officers on here pens SOMETHING SHOWING THAT WE ARE SUPPORTED AND APPRECIATED BACK AT HOME! Any kind of PORN (straight that is) china markers (grease pencils) stationary stamps calling cards Okay...so here goes nothing. As some of you may know, I am on active duty in the US NAVY and currently deployed for longer than a "normal" deployment. Have you EVER wanted to send something to some of the troops but didnt know how to do it? I

Admirers
Rules for picking who to admire from a guy's point of view. First off this is strictly satirical so please don't take offense ladies. 1 - Any pic that doesn't have you in it = auto skip. Probably goes without saying but this is Fubar... 2 - If there are 2 or more people in your pic chances are we'll skip it unless they are both hot. 3 - If you are kissing another guy in your pic that is almost always a skip because we don't know if it's a brother or not. 4 - If you are kissing another girl on the other hand, that's almost always an admire. 5 - If you are surrounded by kids it's most likely a skip because we don't know whether you're a teacher or have extra baggage. 6 - The amount of clothing you are wearing is directly proportionate to the likely hood of us admiring you. Even a not so hot female can look hot wearing barely any clothing. 7 - If your pic is taken from any viewpoint that your face cannot be clearly seen (far zoom, blurry, from the back, sky view, e

My Auction
It is a true shame that there are such rigid GENRE definitions in popular music today! You've got POP, ROCK, COUNTRY, R&B, AAA and HIP HOP. This may be fine for most musicians, but there is a very unfair gap in music the way it is. ROCK music is split into two formats MODERN ROCK and ACTIVE ROCK, both of which do not accept SOUTHERN or COUNTRY-LEANING music at all. Then there's COUNTRY. COUNTRY is a market controlled by NASHVILLE'S inner-workings. Video outlets such as CMT and GAC have created 'back of the bus' programming like "Wide Open Country" and "Edge of Country" to relieve the pressure created by the growing movement of outsiders in the field, but it's not a fair representation of the broad scope of these underdogs. Radio stations have created late-night and weekend specialty programming to play these artists as well, but again, this is just placating these tremendous artists. These artists are multiplying in number year by year and this brings us to our cause:WE W

Good Friend
I was coming home the other night from work. And got a phone call that would change my life from a friend of mine, who had some bad news. I, being in shock from what they just told me, proceeded to them that they was crazy. That the person they was talking about was at my house right now . So when I turn the corner to my house, his truck was not in the drive way as usual. So I got worried about it and I went in to see if he had at least come by , when I enter the house there was no sign that he had been there at all. I then walked in to the kitchen and my phone rang again it was the person that called me earlier. They confirmed that it was true. I turn around and seen a bottle of rum on the bar I took it into my hand and riped the top off of it. When I turn up the bottle before I knew it half of it was gone,

Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names 1. I can change my accent and voice pitch..(sound like gizmo) 2. I have been to 48 states and Canada and NEVER stepped foot in the ocean. 3. I was one of the first truck with supplies into New Orleans after Katrina hit. 4. My eyes change colors. 5. I am a cuddler. 6. My first car was a 1972 Cutlass Supreme. 7. I write short stories and poetry (if I have the inspiration). 8. At one time, I had long hair... but i looked like a poodle because my hair is naturally curly. when it was wet it would almost reach my azz. 9. Love all types of music. 10. I CAN NOT DANCE... i have 2 left feet...unless I have been drinking. Jlynn Gater Untamable Sexy Kat Peppa

Freakin Tag!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i NEVER do these things 2. i smoke waaaaay too much 3. i'm a complete smartass 4. my friends mean the world to me.some are closer than family 5. i have to stop myself from strangling people on the highway daily 6. i swear too much 7. i'm completely addicted to tattoos 8. i feel bad when i run over squirrels 9. i think my dog is gay 10. i find dike looking goth girls sexy (don't ask me why)

Hip Hop
Everyone is welcome to comments. Thanks.

Join The Newest Lounge On Fubar
hey'' whats up i guess i can say that am kinda new,not to many people come by.anymore.i am LOOKING FOR STAFF DJ'S AND ANYKIND OF HELP POSSABLE.IF INTERESTED SHOUT AT ME K OWNER DRAGON'S LAIR imikimi - Customize Your World! Hell-o my name is david .,some of you may know me some may not.i am the owner of 2 lounges,southern comfort and dragon's lair.well what s this for.reasons well to have fun. make new friends. and build the biggest dream on fubar that you can immagen so do us all a favor!come by dragon's lair tell me what you think .it's a free fubar. join today get shit face when arrive lol help is needed for all perposes C-YAH THERE

My Birthday...my Friends...
today's my bday!! i was so surprised when i signed in this mornin and had so many messages and gifts n things...yall are amazing....i'm def. startin my bday feelin loved...thank yall so much!!

Tag-- Your It
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am divorced. 2. got 3 boys they are almost grown 3. I date younger guys since my divorce 4. I am a scorpio 5. The places ive only traveled was California. Ky, Indiana, Michigan, Mexico 6. I have 3 sisters and 3 nieces and 3 nephews 7. I have a 1996 thunderbird 8. My favorite color is Purple 9. I like doing scrapbooking 10. I have meet some nice people on here that I can say are my true friends I tag Mary, Kim, Angela, Barney , Jayde

Dreams
a boy sits alone in the corner with his back to me, holding his head in his hands, body shaking uncontrollably. i think hes crying. there's blood pooled on the floor, sprayed in grotesque fury across the walls, and droplets coming down from the rafters in this cold dark room. i watch him intently, not knowing what to do or say. he reaches for something in the dark, groping with fumbling hands across the cement floor and i can hear skin scraping concrete. he twists his body slowly and i feel my insides turn as i see that his left eye is dangling out of the socket... held only by a thick veiny rope. my back arches as i imagine his pain and recall those dark lonely days of being locked within my head. as he reaches out for something laying in the corner, i hear drops like rain hitting the growing puddle around this child and i realize its flowing from his wrists. my heart stops for a moment as i feel the burn of acid in my throat and the fire in my eyes wells up as i struggle to break wha

For Fun
I envy People who are comfortable with themselves. People who can take a picture and not care how they look in it. People who can wear anything and still look amazing. People who believe they are beautiful, but don’t flash it around. People who can take a compliment and accept it. People who don’t let other peoples insults put them down. People who can be themselves, and not worry about what other people think. People who are who they are. I want to start a page/group [Kind of Ultimate Hotties type] Only with a twist. [I don't want to say, just incase someone else is sneaky and steals the idea from me] But does anyone know how to search for pages like this-to make sure I'm not copying someone who has it already? I'm just going to leave Fubar for a while. I don't see a point in it anymore. I'm not a people person, I hate small talk, and I hate people with no common sense even more. Which is a big majority of this site. I can't bring myself to be a fake whore for blin

We Are Phucked
My daughter was supposed to go to a choir concert yesterday for her school. It was from 8 a.m. to 4 p.m. She would only sing once and have to stay for the entire thing. She is a straight A student so,when she asked if she could get out of it I said yes. She stayed the night at a friends house last night and apparently went shopping this morning. I get a phone call... Her...Omg,Mr ChoirTeacher is here! What am I going to do?!? Me...Ummm,go through the check out? Her..No,no,no!!! I was supposed to be at the concert! Me...It's ok,I will take care of it tomorrow. Her...Ok...click I walk downstairs and my cell is going off...Text from her... 1st text...Omg! We are so phucked!! 2nd test...Nevermind,he left. She will be baking cookies at her friends house lol

Real Or Not...am I?
Sometimes sb convos are intriguing, heated, funny, sexy and confusing. Then there are those ones that are unique unto themselves. ->nida: ok...that just looked odd, lol...well i can atest to my being real just as you can nida: keyboard...i typed it badly ->nida: "broad" explain please? nida: not sure you think that others are real or not.,,,i know you are someone pushing the keys on a broad on a computer someplace ->nida: and you think that i am not a real person? nida: lmmfao NO...never upset.....never totally serious..other than i am a real person.....i have nothing to be upset over. ->nida: so throughout this whole sb convo you have never been upset? hmmmm nida: lollk, there ya go again I WAS NEVER UPSET....care to try again?! ->nida: oh i see...you are turning your being upset by my joke into nothing but a joke for yourself to try and cover...i get it. *laughs at your joke* nida: and THAT was a JOKE not real. not insulting it was a JOKE....who took it way too serious an

Nasa Sts-119 Latest News
Wed, 11 Mar 2009 09:10:03 AM PDT Space shuttle Discovery's external tank is being filled with more than 500,000 gallons of liquid hydrogen and liquid oxygen. The three-hour operation began at 11:56 a.m. EDT. There still is a 95 percent chance that weather will not affect the 9:20 p.m. launch of STS-119. The forecast also is favorable at the Kennedy Space Center Shuttle Landing Facility, Edwards Air Force Base in California and all three overseas Transatlantic sites, should an abort landing be necessary. Thu, 12 Mar 2009 01:02:05 PM PDT Today's scheduled 4 p.m. EDT status meeting to discuss yesterday's scrub of space shuttle Discovery was cancelled. Based on all of the work done over the last 24 hours, teams believe they have sufficient understanding of the hydrogen leak to continue toward a Sunday launch at 7:43 p.m. A Launch Day minus one (L-1) Mission Management Team meeting has been scheduled for Saturday at 1 p.m. Wed, 11 Mar 2009 05:08:16 PM PDT Shuttle La

Dwelling
Writing, helps, when I’m down Words flow while wearing a frown A muse in misery, I guess I’ve found Don’t confuse me, for some emo punk, thinking I’m the only one Who can feel, We all do, those of us , who are real I mean something’s got to get you down, Otherwise nothing can lift you up Like a bass line that sets in just right Kick drum beat heavy and tight Anything, that travels up your spine, Standing your hair on end A singer wailing, like on it their life did depend A bolt flashing illuminating the sky The feeling I get when I look in her eyes That’s where I need to dwell that’s where I belong

A Dream From Afar
On the breath of the wind, From the grip of the stars, You flew into my life Like a dream from afar In the depths of my darkness, Your heart bled fluid light A gentle voice reached out And held me all through the night My soul has been warmed By the fire in your eyes In my dreams we are one And our love never dies I never thought I'd find a heart So beautiful and true I never knew a dream so sweet Until that dream was you.

Misc
Hey all my wonderful friends I am making animations and pics if interested. I will do it for offers. I am trying to get up fubucks to pay for VIP or Auto 11's and Bombs. If you would like one PM me and let me know. Send me the pics you would like to use with a brief description of how you kinda want it to look. Below are some examples I have done for my wife so far. I will be putting up more as I make them.  ANIMATIONS I made this for my wife she is a new member of Dangerous Curves.   I made this for my wife when she had her 11's on       PICS  

Hey Yall
Hey yall i am up for auction plz come and bid on me..... I would greatly appreciate it... Well it last till next friday and started today. It is located on Poker Princesses page, and is called the Signs of Spring Auction.....I have several things i am doing for the winner and highest bidder over me. And more will be discussed if i get a ticker or HH or a bling pack or blast. Tysm for taking the time to read this and plz go check it out... Thanks again, Sweet~n~Sexy http://fubar.com/user/189205 Hey everyone Brucethecoolsexycat has helped me out too so much so plz go check him out he will rate and help yall as much as he can help yall. Plz show him love like yall would show me love. He is totally awesome, even has been helping to rate me and help me level and everything....Plz go check him out here is the link http://fubar.com/user/189205 have fun. And ty for checking him out for me http://fubar.com/user/2499304 This is for my papa ridge he is a great guy and i think yall would l

Always There
People change day by day, Hoping someone will show them the way. Some changes are for the best, And that’s when we are put to the test. Test your will to live, And also your will to give. Live like you were dying, And give with out trying. Trust in yourself to make the right choice. Scream loud so the world can hear your voice! Push through the hardships, And work out all broken relationships. Remember all the precious moments, And let go of all the false movements. Never forget the way they made your eyes glisten, And take the time to stop and listen. Hear them when they sit and cry. Hold them close when they are about to die. Tell them everything will be fine, And let them break loose and shine. You were there all along, But it took forever to know that I belong. Your hearts I have broken, And your words I have spoken. You left me to grow, And did I ever put up a show. I left your lives pained and concerned, And had no idea of the bridges I burned. I

I Need Points!
I need points yall!  I am trying to go up in levels and I need all the help I can get! Rate me, bling me, bomb me! I will rate you back and do whatever I can do to help you out!

Going Back On The Road Again
well ive been on fu for almost a year!!an dhonestly its like my second life now ive met some amazing people on here some of which has helped me though some pretty rough days at times!!!!!!but m ylife has come to a crossroads due to alot of stress and no work i haft to go back on the road again!!see ive done carnival work sinc ei was 16 yrs old i havent actaully travelde since 05 but i cant seem to get nothing locally so it was a last resort for me!!my # 1 family is my sister if i havent been on for awhile shell know whats going on with me shes great show her love if u can !!theres a few of u who ive got real close with shared things i havent shared with alot of people ill miss you very much ill try to check in a smuch as possible ill be out there till oct almost nov but its good money and a chance for me to get on my feet well im gonna close this i just wrote it to mainly tell those of u whove been there much love ill see you soon #1 badboy aka billy

Making History...destroying Freedom
Subject: Making history -- destroying freedomTim Wood is a professor of History and Political Science at Southwest Baptist University, Bolivar, Missouri .         SOMETHING OF HISTORIC PROPORTIONS IS HAPPENINGBy Tim WoodI am a student of history. Professionally. I have written 15 books in six languages, and have studied it all my life. I think there is something monumentally large afoot, and I do not believe it is just a banking crisis, or a mortgage crisis, or a credit crisis. Yes these exist, but they are merely single facets on a very large gemstone that is only now coming into sharper focus.Something of historic proportions is happening. I can sense it because I know how it feels, smells, what it looks like, and how people react to it. Yes, a perfect storm may be brewing, but there is something happening within our country that has been evolving for about ten - fifteen years. The pace has dramatically quickened in the past two.We demand and then codify into law the r

Silence`s Talking Much More Than Words.
A miserable, unfortunate incident ocurred in my life a couple of months ago..due to the crisys inRomania the factory where i was working was  closed.Now i`m unemployed, making big efforts to mantain my house, my daughter`s studies and the whole bunch of this life`s sheet.Now i`m forced to leave the country for a job..i found one somewhere in Spain. I won`t be on fubar for a while..i don`t know how long, but i`ll do everything to keep in touch with my friends and to be back as soon as posible. Love you all and i`ll be thinking of you every day! First of all heartfelt thanks to my true friends [they know who they are] for their daily presence on my page even if i was passing through some difficult situation in the last 2 weeks..I wanna apologise for my absence and if aparently i ignored sumone..i never forget my friends but it`s so sad for me to discover that many of my" so called" friends were expecting only favors..

! ♥ ! Story Time With Bobbi And Lilly ! ♥ !
Lilly in Wonderland said: Gah, I'm so bored. Read me a story? ❤Omnia Vincit Amor❤ said: once upon a time... in a land far, too damn far away like over the hill through the meadow, and 23345.3059 more miles away.. there lived a beautiful princess named hmmm..named lillywiththeprettyface haha but this princess was unlike any other! some would say she was a bit....hmm obsessed yes thats it! obsessed with old gray haired men with big man meat! Lilly in Wonderland said: ......this princess, on her quest for the ultimate in old man meat, stumbles upon a beautifulsexiness princess named, Ms.BobbiBretsassaicecreamyummyness. She too was obsessed with the unattainable. ( But let's face it, if these princesses put their heads together and showed some thigh, could totally score.) They made a bond of friendship, and totally mocked every fu-tard in the land.... ❤Omnia Vincit Amor❤ said: one day lillywiththeprettface and bobbibreatassaicecreamyumm

Come By And Say Hi
hi please join my mob ty friends click link http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=25999

First Tattoo
so a roommate  that is moving in with me works on cars and a tattoo artis as well and he is going to do some art on my body for free since i help him out with rent and things he is a pretty cool dude who had a fuck up life like i did some what   the problem is iam not really sure what i want but since the size nor the color matter i guess i have tons to pick from   i also plan on getting a few more pierceings i plan on getting my nipples done althought my friend had his doner and said his hurt like hell for a month i wouldl ike to know if that is true but i am for sure going to get my dick pierced in time

Max Math
SO, JUST HOW DO YOU SAY SO LONG TO SOMEONE YOU NEVER REALLY MET?SOMEONE YOU NEVER TOUCHED OR FELT, BUT YET,THERE ARE FEELINGS, STRONG FEELINGS THAT YOU GETFROM THE TYPING, THE WORDS AND A PICTURE OF A SMILEA SMILE SHARED WITH THE WORLD BUT YOU TO NOT REGRET.I LEARNED FROM YOU AS FROM SO MANY OTHERS AND I KNOWTHERE WAS, OH, SO MUCH MORE TO DISCOVER.HOW CAN YOU GIVE BACK A HEART THAT YOU HAD NEVER SEEN TO BEGIN WITHAND YET YOU OFFERED IT LIKE IT WAS REALLY YOURSWHILE THE WORLD LOOKED ON BUT THEY NEVER HEARDTHE TYPING OF OUR FINGERS THAT WERE OUR ONLY WORDSSO HERE I AM THINKING THAT I'LL MISS YOUR PICTURE THE WORDS ON THE SCREEN AND YOUR LITTLE TYPED WINKIE ;-)BUT NEVER A TOUCH, NOT EVEN A PINKIEMUCH LESS LIPS AND ARMS AND LEGS AND SWEAT OR A LITTLE KINKYJUST LITTLE EMOTICONS ALL RUN TOGETHERIT FELT LIKE I NEVER REALLY KNEW YOU AT ALLBECAUSE EVERY SITE I CRUISED TO YOU WERE ANOTHER SO THEN HOW COULD I KNOW WHICH ONE WAS REALLY YOUWHEN TYPING AND PICTURES WAS ALL THERE WAS TO MAKE ONE THIN

Not For All..
Cecilia wasn't sure of her future. Only her past was a present thought. She knew that the end of her marriage wasn't the end of her life, but the cold, dead space inside her begged to differ. Her Ex was a great guy. Good provider, sweet to the point of relationship-diabetes, and a natural father. Problem was, he was vanilla in bed. Not even French vanilla (Oh god Frenchmen know how to use their tongues!)just plain...ol'....vanilla. This was ok in the beginning. Both of them had previous experience and it was a heady time for them both. As time progressed, kids were born, and the sex became stale. Same moves...same times...same everything. She had tried to lure him out from under his sexual "rock" that he was hiding under, but nothing worked it seemed. He resisted all efforts to spice up ANYTHING in the relationship.   Finally, counseling. The counselor saw them both for six weeks, then issued his proclamation. "You two are seperate entities. As such, you've grown in opposite directio

Never Ending Auction
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Vacation
i go on vacation from the 19-26th.......i get my net turned on as soon as i get home.......love you guys and i truly miss each and every one of you...it sucks not being able to say hello to all of you on a regular basis........   Wes

~more Guido Zen~
Women are the most Beautiful of all Creation....and I Strongly feel that there are only 3 Priceless Gifts that any man could ever have in his life is he is lucky.....1. A Woman's Trust.....2. A Woman's Heart....3. If she takes his name as hers.....here are other things I believe...... ~Find the person who will love you because of your differences andnot in spite of them and you have found a lover for life. ~The heart has reasons that reason does not understand. ~What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose.  `THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN ISN'T IN THE CLOTHES SHE WEARS`THE FIGURE THAT SHE CARRIES OR THE WAY SHE COMBS HER HAIR`THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN IS SEEN IN HER EYES BECAUSE THAT'S`THE DOORWAY TO HER HEART, THE PLACE WHERE LOVE RESIDES.`THE TRUE BEAUTY IN A WOMAN, IS REFLECTED BY HER SOUL.`IT'S THE CARING THAT SHE GIVES AND THE PASSION THAT SHE`SHOWS. AND THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN WITH PASSING YEARS ONLY `GROWS... ***A MAN DOES NOT LOVE A WOMAN BECAUSE SHE IS BEAUTIFUL**********

Wicked..turned Sappy
I want to tell you all about my wonderful friends I've made on Fubar... I could list names but i think you know who you are... I have to admit I'm a cold hearted bitch most of the time... I put up a wall and i try very hard to be a loaner... but these friends of mine keep drawing me out of my dark hole and seem to love the idea I'm kind of geeky... Now you all might see each other in my recent blogs, even commented on each other. But sadly you have not added each other as friends..... I want you all to love each other as dorks... stand untied and proud.. needless to say with my friends they are all pretty ice and excepting of how dorky i can be.. so i wanted to thank you ... you know who you are.. i crush you sometimes i say i love you and mostly i get to spend a little of my day with you.... Thanks for being you.. Wicked P.S. If you need a list of names to know your on the list just say so... oh my dads here ill be back in 30  

Jail Bait ... Part 2
Driving to undetermined location.... when i get a call Jeff: Hi sorry this is the address you have to go to to pay the bail.....601 5th st. Me; You so owe me Jeff: I know.. I have to go... Me:Ill be there in 20 minutes see you soon... Needless to say I have no idea what it takes to Bail someone out.. I have the beautiful Nakita because she puts me in a good mood, despite the circumstances.... Driving around downtown Calgary... what the hell the address is a large hole that they are currently removing what looks like to be the shell of a building.... Great.... texting Witty, texting Seamus.... asking my good bug Hugh (who i secretly want to fu marry) should i really bail him out.....? Fuck of course ill bail him out but his ass better be sore.... Finally after circling a few block radius i realize my boyfriend is a dolt.... There's the courthouse.... its where I'm suppose to go.... Find a parking spot go to the parking pay station.... fuck its broken ....Ill only be a few minu

My Fan
Robert H: fuck off and get out my SB......dumb cunt ->Robert H: you hurt my feelings ..... Robert H: add stupid to that also Robert H: anything else u wanna be wrong with? ->Robert H: oh i apologize from teh depths of my soul that i was a bitch. Please forgive me Robert H: and as far as your most wont theory......that's out the fuckin wondow 2.....I got 92 comment as of right now Robert H: and that was after I asked nicely Robert H: I dont care if it does or not.....altho I know it would......and I said Im in a contest...I asked 4 u to help.....all u had to do is say no.....but know......u had to be a bitch about it ->Robert H: argh im feeling nice today.... so ill give you some advice... Number one coming to a womans page and asking her to rate your nsfw... not the way to do it.... most people who have been on here longer hten 5 minutes wont go fort it... second piece of advice if you took the time to look at my profile you would notice im not single .. hence why your penis doesnt mak

I Hate My Job
Have you ever had to work with someone who you absolutely cannot stand? Someone who makes your life a living hell every single day? How about someone who lies to make you look bad and them look better?   I woke up today to a phone call from my ex boyfriend who is also a manager where I work. He was FLIPPING out on me because I supposedly told a new manager that he was going to be transferred. This new manager from day one has picked fights with me because he knows that I'm better than him.   He went WAY too far this time. I am about to lose my job because he is making things up. I have NO CLUE what he said to them because no one will talk to me about it. They just say, "Its done." They won't let me talk to anyone about it. Now Its all gone to shit because some wannabe HOTSHOT wants to go run his mouth to the big rigs bc he feels inferior to me.   I am about to just say fuck it and completely quit my job so they don't fire me and because I cannot work with ppl who think I'm a liar

Juggalos
to all juggalos and juggaletts my friend sunny is on here she needs help getn 2 level 10 can any 1 help her please her screen name is juggalettelove2 she is still new member when u 1st started out again please help her out went 2 london over the weekend had a blast seen my grandsons and the rest of my kids spent time with them felt great hadnt seen them in a long time need 2 do that more often wish i had more time 2 spend out there but i had 2 come home and go 2 work Sup PPL its been a long week cant wate 4 sunday 2 get here spend time with my kids family brother nephues so on and so forth itll b my birthday so i may hide from them all dont know yet but its my family gota love em ya know

Wanna Get In My World, Get Lost In It...
i carry your heart with me(i carry it inmy heart)i am never without it(anywherei go you go,my dear; and whatever is doneby only me is your doing,my darling)i fearno fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i wantno world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)and it's you are whatever a moon has always meantand whatever a sun will always sing is youhere is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the budand the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which growshigher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars aparti carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) If you wanna talk shit to me, then at least have the balls to keep me unblocked. You wanna call me a fat ass, at least let me tell you what you are. You're not so fucking tough hiding behind your computer screen, fucking wannabe internet gangsta. LMFAOOOO. You talk shit like you're all that, but you're nobody special. I know about your ass, I've heard from others.

~good Guys Only Win In The Movies~
Yeah, It feels like this sometimes..... I had a girl, And I treated her tenderly, Oh yeah.She pretended that she cared, While she only laughed at me.All my life she deserted, I never knew how she flirted.Now it's me that's hurting.What a lesson I've learned.Good guys only win in the movies.Yes they do, now.They ride white horses, girl, And they're friends with everyone.Good guys only make it in the movies.Because in life, They turn out sad and lonely ones.How sincere now, baby, Could your man have been?I stuck right by ya, honey, Both through thick and thin.Girl I did?You know you turned the table.I don't think I'll make it, But I'm gonna make it on my own.Girl, I'm tired of your lying, Tired of your alibi'ing, Now my love is dying, I'm gonna kiss your love goodbye.Sad and lonely ones... Sad and lonely ones... PEACE.....

Players Of Woman
TO ALL THE GIRLS ON HERE,THERE IS A PREDATOR ON HERE CALLED MCL DJ JOE: HE LIKES TO HAVE GIRLS TAKE CARE OF HIM AND SMOOTH TALKS THEM INTO THINKING THEY ARE SPECIAL,BUT HE CARES NOTHING FOR THEM.HE ONLY CARES FOR WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR HIM OR SUPPLY FOR HIM,WHEN HE IS DONE WITH YOU,HE WILL DROP YOU LIKE TRASH AND MOVE ON TO SOME ONE ELSE.SO BE CAREFUL WITH THIS GUY OK HE IS BAD NEWS TO ANY GIRL ON HERE,TY.

Attributed Poetry
HERE..HERE I SAY...THE HEART OF POETRY HAS NOT YET DIED..FOR US NEED NEVER DIE..DREAM... THE SUMMER SCREEN RETURNS YEARN..AND THE AENEID OF AGE OLD..BLOWING VICTOR IN MORNINGS TO COME..MERGING NOW WITH ALL I LEAVE IN THE WAKE OF MY STEPS..MY HEART IS LODGED IN POETRY AND ITS ADVENTURE..FREELY...WITH ALL I LEAVE IN MY WAKE..POETRY COMES..ANGLE OR DEMON..POETRY COMES FREELY LIKE A BIRD IN THE CLOUDS..I OFFER IT THE SKY..AND IT ALIGHTS FIERCELY ON MY HEAD AND EATS..WHAT IS AGNOSTIC IN ME..BUT NOW ITS NOT JUST THE DAWN..NOT JUST THE SONG OF BIRDS BREEZE..NOT JUST ME..MY PAIN..MY GAIN.. POETRY COMES...HERE..I'LL TELL OF COASTAL WAVES AND THE REVOLUTION..HERE POETRY COMES WITH A BEAUTIFUL SWIFT SWORD OF MY ARMS BLOOD IT FLOWS...WHO AM I..WHO HEARS THE DREAM OF MY CURSED YOUTH FOR WHOM DO I SPEAK..AND THAT OF ME WALKS THE FIGHT THO LIVES DEMISED IN SHEETS OF WHITE WE GRIEF..WE CARRY THEIR EXSISTENCE IN ACTION IN SPEECH..WHAT EAR WILL SAY YES TO MY WORDS..THE MOUTH OF THE POET FILLS WITH ANTS

Day To Day Stuff
Have you ever had one of those days.... Where you feel like life has just kicked you in the ass? The good things you do...go unappreciated.... You try..and you try....to be a good karma person... And nothing changes? Yea...that's where I am.... How does one make a change...in their life...and ensure that the one's that are most affected by the change will be ok? I'm at a loss as of 4:34 CST....

My Thoughts
My Husband   You fill my heart with desire, You fill my heart with fire.   Make me laugh Make me live. fill me up with your love. Drown my heart in the blessed light Give me power to win the fight. Love Me, Feel Me Believe in Me Take My Soul and keep it safe Take me to that special place.  Heal my dreams Heal my scars. Make me feel whole. Take Me away, Fly with Me so high,  We can see the world You and I. Damned be the one to destroy Our love Quell the pain, Kill the Sorrow.  Let Me live to see the morrow.  Guide Me and never try to control Me.  Remember that I am fragile and that I'm hollow.  Be my strength and be my light.  Hold Me and Bless Me with all that You are.  Inside this fantasyIt seems so real to meSynthetic ecstasy, when her legs are openTrue Life behind a wallWhere men and angels fallA fading memory, when my mind is frozenI can see a frozen point in timeWhere her figure still awaitsTongue of fire tracing lips outlineWhere frozen breath originates

A Prayer Chain
We love our family... and one of our family needs you.A great friend and fellow fu member needs all of our thoughts and prayers.His mom is very ill after heart surgery with a poor prognosis, so please send his mom and him all your love and prayers, they both need them very much!Loveable Teddy Bear R/L BF and Madly in LOVE w/ HolliSugaTits@ fubar

Amazing!
Okay so the following is from a chat that goes from shoutbox to yahoo, i think its pretty amazing, please read. start at the bottom of first chat in shoutbox: alicia: buzz me here alicia: ok ->alicia: u add me to yahoo alicia: alicia25parker@yahoo.com alicia: add me hon alicia: ok ->alicia: you do it now, yahoo me alicia: ok alicia: and right my name at the 3rd page form ->alicia: thats awesome, so am i! alicia: do it now honey alicia: waiting to you hon alicia: coz im starting playing my self now alicia: that is my own site that i give it to you ->alicia: okay, can u piss off now, im kinda getting bored messing with u lol alicia: i told you alicia: ok honey ->alicia: i like nooses ->alicia: you mean official? ->alicia: what does opicial mean? alicia: anyway honey what do you want me to wear after you finish to sign up??? alicia: ok alicia: that it my opicial site to get in to me here alicia: no honey... ->alicia: nah im good, i know how those websites work,

Fubar Help
Fubar points Breakdown WHEN YOU DO THE FOLLOWING YOU GET 3 points for rating a profile 2 points for leaving a profile comment 1 point for rating a photo 1 point for photo comment 1 point for stash rating 1 point for stash comment 0 points for fanning someone THE PERSON YOU HELPING OUT GETS THE FOLLOWING 11 points for fanning them 6 points for you rating thier profile 6 points for a photo rating 6 points for a photo comment 6 points for stash rating 6 points for stash comment 5 points for page comment Please keep in mind all points are doubled for you and them during Happy Hour As you can see when trying to level someone it pays to fan them Stash and pic rates and comments may be worth the same but I personally find it alot easier to rate stash than pics. Also for those of you that may not have realized as you can see it is also helping you out when your helping others A side note too: You DO NOT get any points for RIPPED PICS.. might pay to h

More Nothings From A Nothing
I have never felt so alone or stuck in a place that didnt want me My car broke down in the desert and I got no money I came out to see the woman of my dreams and I aint gonna make it... its God's Will it seems No, I never felt so alone in a place that didnt want me I thot I had received a sign from the Big Man upstairs He took my job from me and I took it as "ya gotta get out there." I took off on a journey to a hell hole called the Mojave Just to get my heart broke by the woman who wants me Someday if ya have the misfortune of ever out there and ya see an old guitar case just tossed aside without care Just remember there was an owner to that old axe cover and he just might still be walkin there lookin for his lover Cuz... I never felt so.... lost and alone... in a place that didnt want me TY, Pryj.... nice to know SOMEONE is watching for us.... BUT, YOU DIDNT SEE ME

 I saw you,
hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.&

Song Lyrics
What Part of Europe are you from: The part whose ass we saved or the part whose ass we kicked? "Fairness" isn't giving my money to lazy people. Silly liberals paychecks are for workers. I'm Republican because we all can't be on Welfare. White straight republican male (How else can I piss you off today?) Don't spread my wealth around, spread my work ethic. If it sounds like Marx and acts like Stalin, it's probably Obama. You think healthcare is expensive now? Wait till it's free! Why in the hell should I have to press "1" for English? Try being informed instead of opinionated. Republicans: We work hard so you don't have to. Actually no one owes you crap. How long before you admit that Obama was a mistake? So...how's that whole "hopey-changey" thing working out for ya? Government doesn't work: Please return my taxes "I believe the best Social program is a job."-Ronald Reagan Confuse a liberal: Use logic and facts How will Democrats stand up to terrorists when they can't

A Loss Of My Kid
As all of you know, My pets, my “kids” mean the world to me and this evening I had to bury one of them. It's funny how this little shit who would chew my shit up and make me so mad brought so much joy into my life. My kids are my world and a part of me was put in a hole tonight. I will miss you Desi, my little man.      

Changing Tides
Ok- so as I go along and try to figure this all out- I keep getting brought back to the subject of John's family. On top of all of our personal stuff, there is a problem with his family------for some reason, they don't like me. This is weird for me because families LOVE me! I can't help it- I am funny and lovable and fun. But I am also opinionated and outspoken and I don't take crap. I come from a family of very strong women. When my cousin was here the other day we talked a lot about our family and that is one thing I realized. Very Very strong women in our family- and we tend to outlive the men. LOL- But my cousin and I also decided that we are strong like the other women- but we also have more tact. We don't walk into a room dropping f-bombs and thinking we are the only ones who are right and not listening to others. We have more balance. So I am strong- but not offensive. Anyways- J comes from a family that does not talk about problems or anything. They talk behind everyone's back

Done D1rty
  Girls do all kinds of things that piss guys off. Usually they don't realize what they're doing. Then we never call them again and they think we're assholes and then we get their mother pregnant. But it was their fault all along. Here are the biggest worst turn offs available that I can think of. 1. Driving safelyYou can always tell how boring a girl is by how safely she drives. 2. Flushing the toiletIf she wastes water, I wonder what else she wastes? Most likely her life and existence. 3. Wearing a baseball hatSex and baseball are not heterosexually corrolated. Nobody gets aroused by mental imagery of girls playout center field. Girls playing sports is not hot, especially baseball. The only time girls should be permitted to wear mits is when they're taking food out of the oven.  5. Baby talkNot cute. And even if it were cute, cuteness sucks. Cuteness is for teddy bears. Unless you're looking for the type of guy who fucks teddy bears, stay clear of anything cute. 6. Being AsianA

Kristen's Thoughts
The moment i opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin.   I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, i pray your feeling are true.   I have love and i have paid cost And i have felt the pain of love i  lost.   But, now, I think i have truly found An angel who walks upon the ground.   You so beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly.   I could search my life through And never find another you,   You are so special that i wanted  you to know I truly, completely love you so. I Trusted you , To always cherish and hold me dear, Keep me safe from harm or fear, Hold me close, hold me near.   I Trusted you, Never to cheat or betray, Be eve faith ful and stay, True in every way.   I Trusted you, Never to lie to me, Or no anguish to see, Always steadfast be,   I Trusted you, To treat me as you're wife, To always treasure my life, Cause no sorrow or strife,   I Trusted you, I made a mistake, You made it a

Stuffnnonsense
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Bird
feeling like a caged bird about to break its wings on the bars of the cage Love is a cage when its not returned trapped and struggling against the restraints A love unwanted cuts like a knife without the relief   freedom is savored but granted not to me.

Boredom
It is by caffeine alone I set my mind in motion. It is with the bean of java that the thoughts acquire speed, the hands acquire shakes, the shakes become a warning It is by caffeine alone I set my mind in motion.   How many of you live by the same code? lol

Just Thinking
People  always ask  me   why I am grouchy   around the winter holidays....  well lately..   Dad seem to go into the hospital for something.... My  sis gets beat up  and moves back home... I  am still in Debt.   Next month a  few days  before my birthday my childhood real life best friend   died... What makes me  think of her again?   Guess what first rock  movie  we seen together w hen we were younger,,,, Purple Rain...  Heard that song 2ce,  recently   less than 2 hours..     Oh yea..  Did  I tell you?? I  work in retail for 18  years   Enouugh  said  Don't  you feel it's strange sometimes  when  you think you have made good friends, you'd thought they  would be there for a while??Yes,  Being on vacation and staying up late @ night   with no one up and around me.. Just makes  me  wonder on   the who and what....Most of the time it  is hard for me to stay in touch because the only thing  lately  for me in my life is just grief..  I  don't  want to go to a friends page  and  

Valentine Auction 2010 Rules And Deadlines
Auction Rules:   1) If You Place A Bid On Someone, and circumstances beyond your control keep you from upholding your end of the bargain, don't just erase your bid, let me, Dj Maverick, Brokeass or Chief know. I will take care of that.   2) However you do bid, if you can not uphold your bid offer when the auction ends, payment to the person is between you two. It DOES not have to be an IMMEDIATE transaction.     3) When placing bids on others, DO NOT leave lewd or disrespectful comments on the photos, Or I will literally block you from the auction ( as well as my profile), this is for fun, if you wish to slander people, go find another website, I do not wish to see such things on my profile or on my auction entries photos.     4)The Person being bid on can REFUSE any bid placed on them.              Auction Entries:     If you wish to be in this auction. All Entries MUST be recieved by  January 30th, 2010.. The auction will run from February 2nd. - February 10th, 20

Bug's Stuff
You broke my heart in two And took me like a bet, with all you put me through I have so many regrets. To lose you was worth it, although I wasn't sure, it seemed to make me happy, but still so insecure.We always said Forever we would take it to the end never give it up but this time my heart couldn't mend.It cut so deep into me I guess it hurt you too but when you did it, then you lied I had to say "we're through."I gave you all I hadI tried to make it last but now all we have are memories from the past.So look me in the eye and tell me what you see a girl so broke inside who's been through misery.And now I’m moving on with the pain that kills inside but I’m starting to forget by reminding myself, how you lied! Do not stand at my grave and weep I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush I am the s

Wtf
  1.Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work. One point to BEER 2.Warm beer tastes awful. One point to VAGINA 3.A really cold beer is satisfying. One point to BEER 4.If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. One point to VAGINA 5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being. 6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. One point to VAGINA 7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any vagina in public, you become a legend. One point to VAGINA 8. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of vag

Crazyness
Some say they don't like my attitude! Well my response to them is to quit pissing me off!! If only common sense were contagious instead of stupidity. No dude, i will not get naked for you......I dont want to see your penis......If i was gonan strip i would be on a pole,  I am after all a single mom. I do not work for free....damn. So i tried to quit smoking, but i gained like 5 pounds! I would so much rather fuck up my lungs than get fat. Nicorette gum you say? I would rather chew on a cigarette thank you.....and no thank you. Why is it little things make me want to take myself out? For example....if i killed myself, i wouldnt have to write this paper that is due in 4 hours..... Irritating stuff.... Women who assume that simply because another woman poses nude, is a stripper, or works in the sex industry, that she is somehow automatically unintelligent or less deserving of respect than others. IF you got it flaunt it.... :) That guy that thinks I'll fuck him because I'm a "Frea

Randomness
Here it is May 11th 3am (five futime) and I am restless. Today starts a journey and a new chapter in my life. I feel alittle sick too. I am neverous. Not for what lays ahead, I am overjoyed! I am not looking forward to this two day endeavor on the greyhound. But it will be well worth it. I look now back at the last ten years of my life, how things are so different from now and then. I look at this journey as the start of my new life. So much opportunity ahead. I just wish the next two days past in the blink of an eye. Well wish me luck and I will see you all on the otherside. I am sick and tired of the job market in California. Last I read unemployment is up to thirteen percent. I am sure it is a much larger number then this. However it also irrates me that I live  in an overpoppulated county that has more storage units, churches, stop lights  and other senseless waste of perfectly good space, Then actual jobs. They tell us they wanted to boost the econmy and premote us to spend locall

What I Wrote When I Worked In The Upper Branch Mine
It starts out early.. Way early in the morning.. It's still a little dark at 5:30 when the door swings open. I grab my eyes off the battery that charges it, my belt that holds the very breath that i breathe, my clothes that will reveal me from being invisible, and my hat that keeps the ceiling off my head.. I get to the playground where i meet up with many men.. Men whom are like none other.. These people are a different breed of human.. They're not like you.. These men are mentally the toughest and bravest men you will ever meet along with soldiers.. We suit up by 6 and head out the door.. One gets to the edge of a cliff where its like your standing in line for a tall rollercoaster.. You look down and see the the steel plated floor, but thru this floor u see the ground which is around 200 feet below you.. I always try to step on the steel beams that support the floor because while waiting for this ride, all i can do is think of what would happen if this floor fell.. We load onto an

Random Thought
  The problem with truly loving someone is that they can bring you to the heavens   or to the very depths of hell....   its worth every minute of the hell to get back to the heaven.   As crazy as it may seem, for the first time, I'm truly happy...   And this blog is for those of you who are working against that....   you can either be happy for me, or you can remove yourself from my friends list.   I'm not playing some silly little fubar game.   This is my life. This is who makes me happy. And I make him happy.   I know this because we both say it every day.     And to you John ... I love you thanks for being amazing.

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Diary Of A Mad Man
The following was just something that came to me. It isn't written for anyone specific. Hope you all enjoy it. if you do please leave a comment I love to hear feedback.  Thank you it took just one lookfor me to realizebeauty beyond comparewhen I stare into your eyeseverytime I hear your voiceI am listening to an angel singthe words flowing from my heartdescribing the joy you bringwhen I kiss your lipsI can taste italian winepouring into my soulintoxicating my mindwhen I am all alonewishing you were hereI can smell your perfumelingering in the airwhen I hold you in my armsI'm the luckiest man aliveyou are what i been praying forthe love of my life. Just the mere thought of you Puts a smile on my faceYou are ther only starShining in my outer space If I traveled the worldI would never findsomeone who was more beautifulYour are one of a kind You lift my spiritsWhen I am feeling downYou give me strengthWithout having to make a sound With each passing dayI fall more in loveYou are a prec

Things Not To Leave Laying Around....
So..... We had relatives in last week...Hubby's sister from New York City and her son from California. Had a great time...site seeing and playing tourist. Instead of eating out AGAIN Friday night we decided to cook and eat at home. We stopped at my apartment to get some stuff that my mother in law didn't have and then went on up to her apartment building (which is the one right up the hill from me). Had dinner and looked through old photos that the nephew wants to scan and put on CDs and stuff. Anywhoooo, we were gone maybe 3-4 hours and when we came home there was Max, the year old Golden Retriever puppy and a chewed open bottle of Advil with 4-5 pills on the floor. Daughter ran upstairs and looked online and came running down saying we need to take him to the vet NOW. Apparently Advil is one of the deadly items for animals. I called an emergercy animal hospital that THANKFULLY we have close around here. I told them that he seems fine and is running around. They told me that by the ti

Do U Want My Points For 12 Hours??
U Want my points for 12 hours??? I bomb and boomerang chase!!! I rate peoples pics that are running auto 11's till i can't rate no more for the day. SB ME HOW!!!

Brenda Is A Fake Here Is The Proof
Brenda: ok hold on..im confirming it ok? log in there first ok? so i can start cancelling the perminute charges ok?   cancel Chat 11:47pm reply Brenda: ok dear....dont buy credits there ..it will charge you silly ok?   cancel Chat 11:47pm more To Brenda: ok loged on   cancel Chat 11:47pm reply Brenda: ok darling i processed your 7 digit id now ok? so we are gonna use this tunnel site ok? this is used to CANCAEL THE PERMINUTE CHARGES OK.so that we will have more airtime....tell me when youre ready...

Freestyle Battle With This Guy From Ny
it is your attitude at the beginning of a task that determines succes or failure so lemme say this to all them peeps out there if u have a negative attitude your always gonna be a failure in life that sounds harsh but its the truth hurts but if u have a positive attitude u can accomplished so many things in ur life and get stuff u never imagined of having... so ppl take my advised always have a positive attitude no matter wats goin on in your life if u do u will succeed. devon u cock suckin bitch nice free style u sent me in a private message but it was whack jus like u and ur mutha fuckin momma.. im a pimp slappa. but ur a shitty rappa. so y spit so many rhymes like u can just attack em? I h8 pissin u off, cuz ur lyrics just suk. U see me on the street yellin "O SHIT! Duck!" Cuz i come by like a lightning bolt, a 10 wat shot. While ur gigglin cuz ur sisters lickin ur twat. But its better to comprehend wut im sayin. The more i realize wut ive been potrayin, i see myself playin

Top 10 Things You Never Say To A Dj
Top ten things you should never say to a DJ: 1. PLAY SOMETHING GOOD...SOMETHING WE CAN DANCE TO ! The DJ has to play for more than one person...so what you hate may be another's favorite song and EVERYTHING played here can be danced to one way or another. 2. WOULD YOU PLAY SOMETHING WITH A "BEAT" ! BE SERIOUS! We know of NO songs played in a club that don't have some sort of BEAT! 3. I DON'T KNOW WHO SINGS IT AND I DON'T KNOW THE NAME OF THE SONG, BUT IT GOES LIKE THIS.... PLEASE don't sing for the DJ. They have to put up with smoke filled rooms and dangerous decibel levels all night long...Do them a favor and DON'T give them a rendition of your favorite song. 4. EVERYBODY WANTS TO HEAR IT ! Oh, sure... you polled everyone in the club and, as their spokesperson, you're requesting the song. 5. EVERYBODY WILL DANCE IF YOU PLAY IT ! The DJ won't. I guess that blows a hole in that theory! 6. I CAN GET LAID IF YOU PLAY IT ! Why settle for one night? Buy the album a

Stories Of A Fucked Up Childhood!
For years I have been told about how much I went through as a child. No I was never beaten. No I was never tortured. And no I was never Neglected. But I was put through a lot of situations that were not normal for a child! In fact any time I tell one or more of my stories I tend to have people tell me I should write a book. Seeing as I believe my mom did drugs while pregnant...... I have ADHD and can't just write a book, so I figure I will let you guys into my past and help me write parts of what would be my book here......... So here is a quick overview of my history and people involved.... I was born July 4th 1976 in Boston. My dad was late getting to the hospital by like 12 hrs and was probably gambling. I lived with my mom until the end of 2nd grade when both parents went to jail and mt grandparents took me in. My dad had lived with us off and on until second grade. In fact I believe my parents were married and divorced several times to each other. In 5th grade I was give th

Bills Bolg Or Or Log
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My Life From Start To Now
I was born in 1966 in Dallas, Texas. From the start I was abuse by my father for about 7 years til I moved to Maine with my mother. In between grades 4-6 I was raped 3 times by guys. From 7-12 I was picked on for the most part of it. I really didnt have friends or even a close friend. After a year of messing around with a dead end job I joined the army. I did 7 1/2 years total. In 1990 I got married and have 2 wonderful boys. I was married for about 10 years she wasnt so I gave up after trying to make it workout. All me ex's cheated on me. With all the stuff I went through and my mother being sick I have been stressed and depressed for many years, I dare not say how many cause its too much. I have always been kicked down in life ALWAYS. That doesnt seen to change. If theres anything esle you like to know just ask me please. I'm very honest and open, I'm not affraid to answer any question weather big or small, unpersonal or personal. Thank You for taking the time to read this blog.

Thoughts, Musings, And Other Crap
i have been on and off this site for almost 4 years, and when i first got on fubar i said and did lots of fucked up things to many ppl, now i admit while nobody is perfect, i was way out of line and a real asshole... i'm not here to try to make excuses for my past mistakes however... i am simply tryin to say that i have done lots of growing up and changed myself and the way i treat others for the better.   Yeah, i know i still have a long way to go and im not tryin to play a guilt trip on ppl i just want to ask anyone that i have wronged in the past to take the time for me to show that i have changed... and i am aware that i still make mistakes but over all i want to be a friend and someone that you all can be proud of and respect not think poorly because of my past mistakes or rumors.     in short, please give me a chance to show that i am someone with a good heart that is worth knowing...                                                                      thanks,             

Goth Poetry (nsfw)
Butchering and slicing his way through the battlefield, my-lord Beloc  make's his way to his loathed enemy....the one that has hunted him and  his people almost to extinction....fighting hard and swiftly with his  brutal attack's on the enemies army,he finally reaches his targeted  prize . In the midst of the hard battle blazing around them their  sword's raise as their eye's meet once again,......Louwyn, his foe, has  taken his stance and has braced himself, for he know's from his previous  battle's with my-lord, this will be no easy task. Beloc slowly circles  Louwyn, tracing his step's before he land's his sword's first  strike....while in his mind's eye, his attack already reign's victor. In  a sudden wink, it has begun....muscle's tightened...teeth are clinched  as their sword's clash together in a mighty rage....bending and  twisting, they fight harder with each strike more powerful and mighty  then the one before. As I watch from the safety of the tower's...I see  the sign's of

Studies And Finds Of King Arthur
In the morning when I wake up And I open up my eyes, I feel an aching in my heart That’s when I realize. How much I really miss you And long to have you near. My heart is filled with sadness, And my eyes are filled with tears. At different times throughout the day, I find I’m missing you. And I wonder if, perhaps a bit, Maybe you miss me too. I miss you in the shower, When I’m in there all alone.  And when I want to hear your voice, And call you on the phone. When I check my e-mail And find there’s nothing there. I can’t help it that I worry, And I put you in my prayers.  I think by now it’s safe to say, That I miss you very much, And my heart will never be the same Since it suffered Cupid's touch. There is a bridge between Heaven and Earth It's called The Rainbow Bridge because of its many colors. Just this side of the Rainbow there is a land of hills meadows

Adam
Here is this week's list of Sexiest Dood Cams on Fubar:  - Boge - Top Sexiest Dood Cam!! Boge - Club Fantasia Bang - Club Fantasia  Papi - Club Fantasia Loca - Trivium Lounge Eyez - Club Fantasia Legend - PDP Lounge BAD - Club Fantasia Bobby - Club Fantasia Yusa - Club Fantasia Skittzo - Club Paradise Ranc - Trivium Lounge Lions - Trivium Lounge Motor -T

10 Things To Do On Fubar To Get Points (2 Extra Hints)
10 cool things to do on fubar that don’t cost any money!   Polish Bling:  This is a huge opportunity for anyone looking to earn points. Go to that user’s page and click on  http://fubar.com/mybling.php?u=22 Get on fullette and video chat. I was jamming guitar on it and there are people making points. http://fubar.com/videochat/ Rate your friends: even if you are not VIP you are still earning points. Go after some of the achievements. http://fubar.com/achievements.php?u=22 Refer some REAL friends and earn some points.  http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=22 Write up a blog on some of the tips you have found on the site to be useful. http://www.fubar.com/myblogs.php Check out the MuMMs and see if you can handle the heat. http://www.fubar.com/mymums.php Go to the game room and blow off some steam.http://www.fubar.com/gameroom/selfaware/index.php?appid=5 We also have the arcade. http://www.fubar.com/gamehome.php Hang out in the multiple of lounges. http://www.f

About Me
Hello,   I thought I would reintroduce myself...   My name is Cassie.. I am just now getting back onto this site... after being away for a year or so...don't really remember.   Bad stuff happened here on Fubar for me awhile back causing me to put myself in a mental hospital aka a looney bin. I was there for three months. It was really bad for awhile.. and I am finally much better now.. it isn't so scary anymore. Things happened here and offline that made me lose everyone that I loved and I am working my tail off to get my life back in order. And to make friends again.   I am a fun loving, sweet.. down to Earth person.. so, if you are interested in being friends.. or if you are a friend from while back.. please stop by and say hello... that would mean a lot to me. I miss people here...   Anyways, I am rambling now.. thank you for reading this..   X0x0x0x Cassie.

Spelling
This is really weird. I never looked at it this way.  Did you know that the words "race car" spelled backwards still spells "race car"?  That "eat" is the only word that, if you take the 1st letter and move it to the last, spells its past tense, "ate"?  If you rearrange the letters in "illegal immigrants," and add just a few more letters, it spells: "Go home you free-loading, benefit-grabbing, resource-sucking, baby-making, violent, non-English-speaking assholes, and take those other hairy-faced, sandal-wearing, bomb-making, camel-riding, goat-loving, raggedy-ass bastards with you?  How weird is that?

Truckersaintrobots!!
Truckers get the blame when anything on the highway does not go right.  We work a 70 hr week and we get no extra pay for our work.  We travel up to 3500-6000 miles a week and get paid  on only 90% of our actual miles.  We haul just about everything we get in the stores or the things we buy online.  Truckers move this country in return we are treated like children.  Yes, some drivers are not the greatest people in the world, but we are Human.  Truckers miss family activities and we miss our lives.  Some drivers experience a life alone.  They get depressed, stressed, and their weight and attitude show it.  Company employees such as dispatches and brokers think we are robots.  Sit in the docks for 2-15 hrs. cant sleep because you have to be awake to hear your truck to be called to load on the cb raido.  After you are loaded the broker wants you to be there ASAP, they know you been up all day and expect you to now drive how ever many miles to get it there in the morning so u have to truck

My Writing.
Dark, Demented, Devious, Depression, Disillusion. Look into my eyes and tell me what you see. Can you see behind the eyes into my soul? Can you see the chaotic glint that entwines my being with reality. The thoughts race around my head. People, emotions, actions. Irrational people who lack control over their own being. Pain and emotions are controllable. They are easy to reign in and pull back, feeling nothing but the numbness that creeps into my soul. Cryptic thoughts flow through my brain like a tornado, ripping away self confidence and replacing it with a new self identity which is barely contained. Kiss me gently. Hold me tight. I am yours for the moment. You have my being but my soul is locked away. No one is allowed full control. Kiss me. Breathe into me as we kiss. Fill my soul with the passion you feel. Hope makes me long for the feeling again, the disillusioned longing to feel something beside the chaos. Innocence seems like a far off imaginary ideal, one which vanishes int

The Chronicles Of Kindness
Ya may have heard me say, but my company xmas party was this past Sat night. They had a makeshift casino, and for every 1000 dollars in chips you could redeem for a voucher to be entered into the prize drawing basket at the end of the night. Each employee already had one in by default. I took a bit of a hit at craps, so switched over to blackjack, and started mopping up. As my winnings got up, I did manage to redeem one voucher. But as time drew on I accumilated quite a stockpile of chips, to which when I decided I best offload some more winnings, I found out the table was out of vouchers. :( So I shrugged it of and kept playin just for fun. One of the corporate managers came past and commented on my towering payload, and I informed him of my ordeal, to which he scowled "aw man thats bs, hang on". He went and got the contracts girl that was sort of the organizer of the party, and she managed to pull 2 more from the craps table so I could redeem at least some of my chips. That gave

Prayer Of A Trucker's Wife
Prayer of a Truck Driver's Wife Dear Lord,Please bless my husband while he's out on the road. Please protect him from the wind and rain and cold. Help him to keep that big rig between the white lines so he can make it to his destination on time. May he find his back-haul quickly and make it home soon. Please light his night on the road with your stars and moon. Let him rest peacefully in his sleeper's bed, and please let there be a good meal and fresh coffee at the truck stop ahead. Help me to keep the home fires burning while he's out there movin' on. And give me the strength and wisdom to take care of things while he's gone. May the road he travels be clear and dry, and may not temptation catch his eye. Help him remember when he's all alone that his loving wife and best friend is waiting for him here at home.Amen

Templates
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Pdp Get Together!!!
I WANT IDEAS!!!   So the idea was thrown out there for a plan on a pdp gathering so we call hang out in person and have a fucking good time!   Here is what was talked about before: A beach house gathering in VA and rent a beach house.. (we could all chip in for the cost of renting a beach house) OR If someone has a big enough place to have it at someones house and have chaos for a couple of days OR We all go camping next summer and have a wild outside party !   if you have any other ideas please comment and let me know! It would be awesome if everyone would want to do this that we get it started! Fallen and I and anyone who wants to help us will head all this up and try to get things worked out! Also just let me know if you think this would be a good idea and if you would be up to helping getting all the pdp family together!!!!   Thank you for ur time...  the awesome MANNA! :P

Incoherant Ramblings
So today i had the most interesting conversation with a co worker of sorts.and reminded me just how much i REALY fucking hate the human race...In my hardcore stoner day's i used to sit and contemplate things. & though it wasnt as complicated as people made it out to be....I really did find the meaning of life.Its not family,money,or all the butt secks gang banging you can ever imagine.Its simple....Breathe in & Breathe out...Once you have that masterd .You 're ready to step out into the big bad world and see how many people you can fuck over and manipulate without getting  brutally murderd and have your gapeing wounds violated...Theologically...or very literally.Just depends who you piss off at the moment.Either way...you're going to end up suffering some sort of huge loss or dissapointment in yourself and/or others.Please dont take me as being a naive "damaged" little girl because that couldnt be farther from the truth.As any super heroe story would say ..There IS good in everybody.

Assorted Scribblings By Iggy
Through my eyes, I can see, beyond the images projected, through the disguises, there are no surprises, into the depth of their soul, and I know, that the images they project, only protect Starting a new book, of life, beginning anew again.   Turn open, to page one, first time since I can't remember when.   Slates clean, story's mine, you best not touch my pen. …After another wonderful day together, it was about time to retire for the night. They cuddled in bed, and hugged and kissed. Soon enough, the kisses had turned into a full fledged make out session, and they were both getting pretty worked up. Bill was still trying hard to behave himself. He wanted Tanja so badly he could feel himself throbbing, but he had promised himself not to cross any boundaries unless he was invited. As he kissed her neck, he heard her say something. He paused and said, “What?” She repeated herself, “Make love to me” That was all he needed to hea

Contest
i'm in a salute contest.... i need comments for votes...would my friends please help me out??? here's the link.... thanks to all! [ fubar.com photo: shy baby ]  

Dumb Fucks!!!
OK This is a Convo in YIm between me & a certain someone who thinks he is the total package. He starts out by hitting on you & then when you keep turning him down, he blows up on you. An I will not name him but I will show a convo we had in yim that caused him 2 block him on fu after cussing me in my sb. I never even got the chance 2 respond:( Lol Oh well he will learn one day I hope that not all women want him or 2 get on cam 4 him. Some of us women have more RESPECT 4 ourselves & the ppl we are with. He just lost the chance @ having a good friend cuz he could not accept that I did not want more & he could not take a joke. But this convo ya'll are about 2 see shows just how much of a dumb fuck he really is.   YIM CONVO: Marko: All right it's time to send me ur cam? dixiedevilwendy: Lol no can do Marko: Ahh you just don Marko: t want to... dixiedevilwendy: Lol  dixiedevilwendy: I look beasty Marko: I don't care baby! Marko: I just wanna get you in my ride...*Smiles* dixiedevilwendy:

Dumb Asses In My Sb
Ok I have these rules that some think to not EVEN consider b/c they are just plain stupid. Then there are the ones that are young AND stupid.....People say age is just a # but when you come across the young that are just omfg are you kidding me?... age really does matter lol. Well I just had the pleasure of coming into contact with one of the omfg are you kidding me kind........heres the SB convo.... Michael: are you single 11:42am To Michael: no and i am too old for you 12:02pm Michael: when can we meet 12:21pm To Michael: excuse me? 12:22pm Michael: when are we going to meet 12:27pm To Michael: ok I can tell ur age and lack of maturity is showing.. you asked if i was single I said no and im too old for you yet you STILL ask if we can meet? You may think thats attractive but a true woman that respects herself wouldnt. You want the little young tramps that think fucking anything is "hawt".Look here kid. this may be the

Decisions
    Everyday i come on here and see all sorts of shit. I've noticed one thing in particular that lets me know that some on here are actually snobs and kind of reminds me of high school. The GOD MODE.     People run it for many reasons. Some use it for a majority of the blings it has like the boomerrang, famp, 11s, polisher, and bombs. I see some use the pimp hand, which I think is stupid. Why would someone WANT to stop someone from gaining points? Plus if you pimphand someone doesn't it stop the peoole in their fam from gaining points as well? i think it just shows hatred and immaturity. I dont care who gets upset about me saying that, but it's just my opinion. I've seen someone pimp hand someone while running a blind out of sheer spite because they are friends with someone they hate. Isn't that kinda childish? Like being in high school?      Anywho. Another thing I've seen is trading fam spots just to benefit the points. For whatever reasons. To rank, gain more points, whatever. Isn

The 8th Of November
On November 8th, 1965, the 173rd Airborne Brigade on Operation Hump, War Zone D in Vietnam, were ambushed by over 1200 V.C. Forty-eight American soldiers lost their lives that day. Severely wounded, and riskin’ his own life, Lawrence Joel, a medic, was the first livin’ black man since the Spanish-American War to receive the United States Medal of Honor for savin’ so many lives in the midst of battle that day. Our friend, Nialls Harris, retired 25 years, United States Army, the guy who gave Big Kenny his top hat, was one of the wounded who lived: This song is his story. Caught in the action of kill or be killed, greater love hath no man than to lay down his life for his brother.   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SfElHIt7n0s Let us NEVER forget the heros who have given their lives so that we can live free.

Remembering Our Veterans
Thursday November 11th our nation celebrates Veteran's Day.  On this day we pay tribute to the brave men and women of our country who have served in the military.  This day was orginally created to commemorate the end of WWI when the armistice that ended the war was signed on the 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month. Growing up I would think about "older" veterans who fought in WWII; Korea and Vietnam.  However today "Veteran" has taken on many faces and many generations of soldiers.  With the war in Iraq and Afghanistan and many other countries, our generation has sent loved ones and friends to fight on foreign lands.  As a result we now have immediate faces that pop into our mind when we think of the word Veteran. Tomorrow, whether young or old, take the time to find a Veteran and thank them personally for the service they have put in defending our country. Not only will it put a smile on their face, they will know how truly appreciated they really are. To all the Vets here

A Realcountrymans Code Of Ethics
A REALCOUNTRYMANS CODE OF ETHICS 1. COUNTRY, FAMILY, SELF. 2. IF YOU HAVE A GOOD MAMA, MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS IT. 3. ALWAYS TREAT A LADY WITH RESPECT. 4. IF IT AIN'T YOURS, DON'T TOUCH IT. 5. IF YOU BELIEVE IN IT, STAND UP FOR IT. 6. BE YOURSELF, YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE QUALIFIED TO DO IT. 7. FACE IT GUYS, YOU DON'T HAVE A WOMAN..SHE HAS YOU. 8. TAKE CARE OF THOSE WHO TAKE CARE OF YOU. 9. IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE, LET THEM KNOW...NOBODY IS GUARANTEED THEIR NEXT BREATH. 10. WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUN..IF YOU PASS IT ON..MAKE SURE YOU ARE READY TO GET IT BACK.

Fubar Douchebags
So just a few minutes, I had some random person I "fu-owned" bought from me by some random douchebag dude.  Normally, no big whoop, but this guy decided he had to SB me a "Yeah bitch, take that!" comment.  My simple response was "???" to which I received a "I got more fu-bucks than you can ever hope to have, so don't even think of trying to buy her back!" If you have to live in a fantasy world of fu-bucks to validate your value and self-worth, I strongly suggest you nibble on the barrel of a large caliber handgun, pull the trigger, and rid the REAL world of your fucked up DNA from the gene pool.  I'll even donate the gun!  LOL

In A Blink Of An Eye
Her pale, soft skin, in warm evening’s glow Green eyes, brown hair, in flirty blown flow She opens herself to something so new What is it that she thinks she should do? A mirror reflection, with dark hair & eyes Thoughts & journeys, connections & ties Words softly spoken in star fingerlight What is it that she thinks should be right? A kindred spirit encompassing all A soul mate of sorts passed by in the hall Turn a different corner by twist of fate What is it that she thinks is too late? Her fear is so true and cannot be dead Those images & feelings that roam through the head A lifetime in seconds & in a blink of an eye What is it that keeps driving her why? Happy thoughts & good wishes Just like a butterfly on the wind Keep on living & loving Until the very end http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fdTqxxsc82E

Mensa Awards-too Funny
Mensa Invitational Winners:    1. Cashtration (n.): The act of buying a house, which renders the subject financially impotent for an indefinite period of time.  2 Ignoranus : A person who's both stupid and an asshole.   3. Intaxicaton : Euphoria at getting a tax refund, which lasts until you realize it was your money to start with.   4. Reintarnation : Coming back to life as a hillbilly.   5. Bozone ( n.): The substance surrounding stupid people that stops bright ideas from penetrating. The bozone layer, unfortunately,   shows little sign of breaking down in the near future   6. Foreploy : Any misrepresentation about yourself for the purpose of getting laid..    7. Giraffiti : Vandalism spray-painted very, very high    8. Sarchasm : The gulf between the author of sarcastic wit and the person who doesn't get it.   9. Inoculatte : To take coffee intravenously when you are running late.   10. Osteopornosis : A degenerate disease. (This one got extra credit.)   11. Karmageddon : It's like,

Stupid Poem Crap. Nothing Fun To Read...
Its a cloudy dayThe rain is softly fallingThe plants around meCovered in rain dropsI reach out my handTo touch a raindropIt rolls off the leafFalling into the palm of my handAs i stared at itIt reminded me of how...I held a tear of yoursIn my hand...I started to thinkOf the things I said and doneThe hurt I caused you...I felt a painDeep in my soul, mind, and heartMy body started to feel weakI truly didn't mean to causeYou painTo make you cryTo lose love  in me...As I'm walking down this streetAlone, cold, sad, and afaridI feel a chill in the airI looked up to the skyThe clouds were darkLike the pain in my heartThe once softly falling rainTurned into pouring rainI prayed to God for forgivenessFor the pain I caused yuI prayed that you would...love  in me againI closed my eyes and...Then i saw your faceThe tears that you were cryingI saw the pain in your eyesThe sorrow in your heartI opened my eyes...I couldn't tell if i was cryingThe rain was covering my faceOut of all the raindropsOn my

Things I Want To Know
Do you think that FuMisfitAngel have a nice body? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel would do anything to succeed? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a good friend? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel needs to lose weight? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel has ever lied to you? Is FuMisfitAngel fun to be around? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a gold digger? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a freak? Would you make-out with FuMisfitAngel for $10,000? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is materialistic? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a smart ass? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel puts 'hoes' before 'bros'? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel dresses well? Would you trust FuMisfitAngel with your life? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is cute? do you think that FuMisfitAngel is religious? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel had a bad haircut? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel could be a gangster? Is FuMisfitAngel a reliable person? If you were being chased by a bear, would you trip FuMi

Justice League Membership
Applying to the JLM is simple and easy... First Figure a super hero you wanna be... WE can Help with that if you need... Send us a message telling us you wanna join the JLM and with what character... it that simple...    Once you we get the message we will respond to you and tell you what we need for you to do next...    The JLM is a close family of friends... We help each other all the time with leveling and generally hang out in the same lounge with each other either Cafe Risque or Velvet's Playground, but it not a requirement to do so... IF you have any questions... Send us a SB or a Private message and we will happy to answer them...

My Video Picks!
Pretty funny skit featuring two sexy babes, one has a sex tape the other does not have one yet, that we know of any way! Watch The Sexy Tila Tequila get all of the hosts attention and Jennifer Aniiston get jealous and angry! CLICK HERE TO WATCH FUNNY VIDEO NOW!

Experiment
So my boss (drill) informed me yesterday that I was KILLED!  I still had no clue what he was talking about until now. With a lil bit of direction, I have discovered that some guy named 'Fat G' stabbed my ass in the hospital.....or something like that. My concern is....I have joined Boss Man drill's "gang" and he isn't protecting me properly!!!  I need some guidence with regards to this formidable issue.  Should I admit to MEL that I am male and unblock her so she can protect me?  Or should I stand my ground and insist that she unblock me first? Is anyone going to kill Fat G for me? ...and....THIS seriously gives me the creaps:   "Nipple Monster rated you an 11 by way of Kerri's famplifier" That is all I got for today

Privacy Tips For Fubar Residents
Greetings, fellow Fubarians! This is the first in a series of blogs that I think may be of interest to all. In surfing the internet I've discovered all sorts of fascinating reasons to believe that it's NOT paranoia because they ARE out to get you. Ok, well maybe not. All joking aside, it IS important to know that your 'private' photos on fubar are NOT as private as you might believe. Ok so you're one of those people who has your private photos in an album that you don't really care who sees them as long as they at least go to the trouble of friending you. So you make the folder NSFW, which in the past would only be visible to friends. Guess what? That changed not too long ago! If your folder is set to 'everyone', that means, well, 'everyone' can see it. INCLUDING NON FRIENDS...and, get this...INCLUDING NON MEMBERS! That's right, fu-friends. "No problem", you say..."I'll just make my profile visible to 'Friends Only', that way no one can see anything." HOW WRONG YOU ARE. ANY of the p

Cute,cool & Creative
I have loved and lost so many times Have shed many tears countless nights I have wished and prayed to find the one My own soulmate, of a special kind. Out of nowhere, out of the blue My life took a spin and there was you The sun shines so bright I can finally see The greatest gift of love from you to me I love you not for the great looks you have But for the beauty you have deep inside I love you not from the sweetest voice I hear But for the words you speak without a sound Its not just your smile that lights up my day Nor the warmth of your tight embrace Its not just the laughters that brings joy in my heart But its also the soothing words you whisper night after night You are kind and gentle with a calming effect To a life tested with agony, sadness and defeat You are sweet and loving with a heart so giving Which I cannot help but get so many refills We are so much alike and so much in tune Almost a perfect match to my definition We blend so well, we love beyond measure And stil

Wife Had Surgery Show Luv
Show a sweet woman my wife that loves her fu family and friends, she had surgery today and she is gonna miss all of you and would do anythiing for any of you, so please give her all the love you can she would you and keep her in your prayers. Love Shawn

Family
It seems that a few family members have just vanished from list ..I didn't remove you ...some I have found and added back but I'm still missing some ..so tell me or bare with me until I find you all again.  I know a boring blog but hey its been awhile since I blogged .. now I'm gonna go make me a funnel cake weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Everyone Blog.
thegreatone38: icp is the shit 5:46pm more To thegreatone38: whoop whoop 5:47pm reply thegreatone38: u got a boyfriend 5:47pm more To thegreatone38: nope and i plan on keeping it that way. 5:48pm reply thegreatone38: u know violent j is my cousin right 5:48pm more To thegreatone38: o.0 proof plz? 5:49pm reply thegreatone38: fine if u dont believe me then bye 5:49pm more To thegreatone38: ROFLMAOOOOOOOO nice try dumbass 5:49pm reply thegreatone38: whore 5:49pm more To thegreatone38: get help. lol Cowboy Up ...: and a real douchebag would ruin mumm posts for others, smfh douchebag

Shoutout To The Ladies
Sending a shoutout to all of the ladies here on Fubar. I salute you, and keep your head up and don't let anything or anyone bring you down! Continue to stay strong and remember you're beautiful inside and out.  Always keep God first in your heart and accept people for who they are.

Tonic Rules
Promotion Center For Tonic Lounge..   To Use:   Copy each code by highlighting all the information for each code.. Paste in Profile Comments on Fubar user pages. Each code has a clickable banner, then hit send. There are four useable banner codes below..   1-------------------------------------------------------------   ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------   2-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Rambles In My Head
ok so it's been awhile since i blogged and well alot has happened since the laost blog but not sure how much i wanna share of it. but i can say i am a happier in many ways since i am enrolled in college ready for it to start but gotta say i am scared as shit tho means so many new things to come in my life and decisions to be made and not sure witch way to move or if these classes may just pull a cincinnati switch on my ass and i am gonna be left out in the cold? if this happens has i burnt to many bridges to turn back around and pick up with the mediocore life that i am in now where my biggest thrill is looking forward to going out to eat at night i mean don't get me wrong i get great joy out of hanging with my online friends and my nightly games of backgammon with bella where i get my ass whipped 8 out of 10 times are awesome and knowing that i can tell her anything and she knows what i mean and where i am coming from makes a day ten times better and i have met some cool new people bu

The Long Train Ride
I was sitting in the railcar, listening to the rat tat tat of the car passing over the tracks. I was travelling in the dining car and was watching the beautiful California coastline running along highway 1 as it approached evening. That is until I heard a soft voice ask, “Is this seat taken?” I was sitting alone at white clothed table and was surprised to see this petite brunette woman, well-endowed, with deliciously crimson lips who had spoken. Somehow I murmured “sure”, but for the life of me I didn’t know what part of my brain that came from cuz my conscious one had no fuckin clue. As she seated herself, I realized I couldn’t decide between the beautiful ocean views or the vision of this goddess before me..wait my hardening member was speaking up for me. I wasn’t sure what held the intensity of my reaction, but I did note that there was a strong musk scent that I hadn’t noticed before. I mentioned I loved her perfume and she replied sh

"thank You"..just Because
Everyone can admit we are super busy these days and often take things and people for granted. It's difficult to find time in the day to   let everyone you care about know how much of an impact they make on your life day to day. Well I wanna take a minute to say "Thank   You" to anyone who has made me smile, feel better when I'm down, listening when I bitch and moan, put up with me and love me.   I don't have the funds to buy bling or anything like that to show my appreaction for your friendship so I hope this will do.   THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU ALL (h)

18 Mil To Go
Today is National Plumber day.  I'm a plumber and I want you to hug me After a few weeks of levelling, I finally levelled yesterday.  Now that THAT'S happened, I don't have the urgency to  even remotely attempt to start to level.  I'll still be on here, but not at the pace I was going at these last couple weeks.  I'm sure though, I'll get a wild hair up my ass and really start getting points, but for now I'm mentally beat lol

Venting.... Like Woa.
1.) change begging bums: is there any kind of screening process that you put your targets through? How has the withering economy changed your take of the tail end of our hourly earnings? Have you changed your diet from the morning diarrhea on rye sammich and 22oz. 211 steel reserve? Should i consider getting myself a set of fucked up clothes and practice my puppy dog eyes peering through a shaggy beard and toothless grin? I know that there really are people out there with serious problems and the results have landed them on the unforgiving streets of the city....this is not my complaint. My complaint is that there are places that will hire a strong hand for bullshit jobs so you can buy your own damn can of shitty beer and loaf of bread to make a sammich out of whatever it is you find most appealing out of the dumpster. Stop asking me. I hate it. For those of you creative enough to make a cute little cardboard sign stating your basic needs for the day and what you're willi

What Happened..
Hubby wanted me to let him have the house and boys and I should have gone wherever.. so that his GF could move in..So we went to a lawyer and prepared for the divorce.. Fred got a job in Thailand, starting mid April.. Our plan was that I should follow asap.. around June/July, but bring my stuff 6 weeks in advance for the container The day I took my 5 boxes, a table and my sewing machine to be put into the container for Thailand, hubby killed himself (I was 500 km away) His GF (27) refused to join him here in Germnay.. So now am stuck here in Germany.. with a boy at school, the other soon to start studying and not yet know how to juggle things to be able to stay with Fred and keeping an eye on the boys..

Prayers Are Appreciated
I will be off (maybe checking stuff i don't know) for the next week.  I am going to become a human pin cushion and hopefully be fixed up after a car accident i had last year destroyed most of the disks in my neck.  They tried to fix me up last june but that surgery only made things worse for the disks above it, so i have to go get myself fixed up tomorrow, I will be out of it for a week, praying that I don't freak out on the table etc thank you to all the friends that have stuck by me and be as loyal as i could have hoped for, true love from friends is rocking sweet and i love you back

Fumafia Mission Completion Loot {little Bastards}
This is my first blog and will be added to with more info and hints/tips for playing FUMafia as and when.       Below you'll find a description of Mission Completion loot for the FUMafia missions.                          Little bastards       *Mission completion Loot* -=-High Stakes Gambling - Platinum: 10 Office Building 5 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits 100 Doctor's Scrubss. -=-High Stakes Gambling - Diamond: $102,400,000,000 cash 400 skill points 20 Napalm Launchers 5 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits 5 Armed SCB-304 Submarines 20 Outlet Shopping Strip. -=-The Italian Job - Platinum: 10 Radioactive Bomb Suits. 10 Office Buildings -=-The Italian Job - Diamond: $51,200,000,000 cash 400 skill points 20 Napalm Launchers 4 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits 4 Armed SCB-304 Submarines 20 Outlet Shopping Strip. -=-Mafia War - Platinum: 5 SCB-304 Submarines 5 AH-64 Apache Helicopters 4 Outlet Shopping Strip 5 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits 90 Doctor's Scrubss -=-Mafia War - Diamond: $25,600,000,000 cash

Memorial Day
Needless to say, Im a jeans and t-shirt person..When it comes to beauty, Ive always thought it was dumb and a hollywood standard of what we are suppose to look like. Next Wednesday is my mothers wedding and I love her to death, she's my best friend so being completely out of my comfort zone for a day isnt going to kill me. The maid of honor dress has been bought,  still need the shoes though. My eyebrows were done yesterday, which looks great, I have to admit. My facial is next, then teeth being whiten..they are white but it doesnt hurt to get whiter.  My tan is coming natural, working outside..Then the omega starts...Make Up! Still not totally sure what to do with my hair, I wear alot of head gear so ..even for a day, I'll smell like I walked out of a beauty salon..really.. Im every happy for my mom though, shes waited long enough to meet the right man, even if it took 15 years. Plus my step dad is completely awesome, even if I'll have 2 step sisters..I still wish my sister would be t

New Codes
Hiya...My name is Breezy! I live in Sunny Florida...I love the sun,fun and water! I love to go out dancing,I love to laugh and have fun.Im just your average girl next door...nothing special about me.I have been told that I do have a bubbly personality and I do seem to be the life of the party.Im an open book...so if ya want to know anything...just hit me up!   ~me~ Today I sit...reflecting on my past...wondering if I had taken a different path how different my life could possibly me. I sit and reflect on the present...the present is filled with so many emotions,some happy,joyful and Breezy and yet others are dark and despairing... Then I think of the future...what does the future hold? You really never know the emotion and pain that is sometimes hiding behind a smile.Life is so short..live it to the fullest! Laugh till you cry and Love like there is no tomorrow!   ~me...just rambling~

Pimpout Game
CATEGORY: MYTHOLOGY SUBJECT: HERCULES CLUE: ARCH ENEMY HINT: ARCH ENEMY ALSO FEATURED IN VIDEO GAMES OK HERE IS HOW IT WORKS...AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK AT RANDOM I WILL UPDATE THE BLOG AND IT WILL FEATURE A CLUE FOR U TO FIGURE OUT AND ANSWER CORRECTLY...THE CLUE CAN AND WILL COME FROM BASICALLY ANYTHING FROM ANYWHERE.  FIRST 3 PEOPLE TO GET THE RIGHT ANSWER TO ME, VIA SB OR PM, WILL GET A FREE PIMPOUT.  I WILL POST A SEPERATE BLOG FOR THE GAME SO YOU WONT HAVE TO READ ALL THIS EVERYTIME.

My Thoughts
Life is so interesting.I have seen and brought life into this world. I have also seen many of my loved one's die. As in seeing life for the first time, coming into this Big World of our's, We alway's come kicking and screaming. As in Death we do the same. Life is so precious, as dying so perminent. Believe when I say I know how deep this is. But "God" and having faith in what his plan for us is, is what must keep us going. Marriage, frienship's, beginning anew, children are all gift's God has given to us to enjoy and cherish. So why would anyone ever want to throw that away? That pain that you feel,when a loved one has destroyed your life, and your dreams that you had made together, is far worse than any physcial pain one can endure. Being betrayed and lied to by a loved one whom you thought was your partener for life is one of the most devastating experiances that I myself never want to go through the rest of my life. The mental torture of what did I do? what could I have done t

Stuff
First things first.......  THANK YOU LILLPAPI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Alex has been my #1 Fu-friend since I joined this site, and will ALWAYS be my #1.    Now onto the meat of all this. If you have recently added me and helped me level, I really appreciate it from everyone. Alex has been keeping up with my FU for me. I had a fire at my home last month. I have been working insane hours while trying to clean up all the mess.    Any of my friends that I talked to often, I'm sorry if I haven't answered any messages from you. Most the time it wasn't even me on here lol. Don't worry, all of your splendid penis pics that you sent have been kept for my eyes only ^_^ BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!  Thanx for being patient while i'm busy prying out the symbolic "FOOT" called life that has been crammed in my cooter.   

My Writings
Beautiful. Hot. Sexy. Gorgeous. She doesnt think so. Just a girl. A girl like every other. A girl who feels more comfortable in jeans, t shirt and a ball cap. A girl more at home workin cattle than dodging people in a mall. A girl who loves the wide open spaces of the Nebraska Sandhills and feels confined in the big city. A girl who would rather fall asleep listening to the coyotes howl and the crickets chirp than to hear a train whistle and cars honk. A farmers daughter. A girl who would rather be behind the wheel of a tractor than the wheel of a car. A girl not afraid of hard work and getting dirty. A girl just like any other. Im just a girl. The day has come for him to go. He holds her tight as tears stream down her face and says, "This isnt goodbye...This is i will see you see you soon and be home before you know it..." He kisses her forehead, her cheek, and as he kisses her lips and holds her tight. She grasps his hand as he releases her from his arms. Not wanting

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Why You Cant Pimp Me
I FINALLY NEED TO WRITE THIS BLOG BECAUSE SO MANY OF YOU DON'T KNOW WHY YOU CANT PIMP ME OUT AND EVEN SEEM IRRITATED LOL TRUST ME SO AM I!! THIS TAKES AN "ABILITY" AWAY FROM ME AND I THINK ITS TOTAL CRAP! I HOPE THAT IF YOU AGREE WE CAN DO SOMETHING TOGETHER ABOUT THIS!! YOU SHOUT ME AND WRITE TO ME ASKING WHY YOU CANT PIMP ME SO LETS TAKE IT TO THE RIGHT PEOPLE TOGETHER!! THEY DONT LISTEN TO ME ALONE! SO HERE IS WHY YOU CANT PIMP ME OUT.. WHY YOU GET AN ERROR MESSAGE IF YOU TRY. I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE EITHER, JUST SO YOU KNOW. FIRST, I HAD SEVERAL FRIENDS TELL ME THEY COULDN'T PIMP ME SO I HAD THEM TAKE A SNAPSHOT OF THE ERROR SO I COULD SEE WHAT THEY WERE SEEING. AFTER A FEW DAYS WAITING, THINKING IT MIGHT JUST BE SOME GLITCH, I WROTE TO SCRAPPER, BJ, AND FUBAR SUPPORT.. AND WAITED. AS OF TODAY NONE OF THEM HAVE STILL REPLIED. A FRIEND HAD TO GO FIND OUT FOR ME! ALL 1 OF THOSE HAD TO DO WAS REFER ME TO A BLOG!! WHICH I NOW KNOW THIS BLOG THAT THEY HAVE PUT UP WAS POSTED AFTER THE

Etiquette Of A Lady -will Be Updated Often
The Rules of a Lady    Rule #1. Stay Classy ;) Rule #2. Always cross your legs when wearing a skirt. Always. Rule #3: Chew like you have a secret. Rule #4: Smile, it helps you get your way. Rule #5: Leave the rumor-spreading and trash-talking to Gossip Girl. Rule #6: Respect yourself. If you don't, he won't either. Rule #7: Leggings are not pants. Rule #8: Keep your heels, head, and standards high. Rule #9: If he doesn't treat you like a princess, then he doesn't deserve to be your prince. Rule #10: Love your body. It's the only one you've got. Rule #11: Never reveal your age, weight, or bra size. Rule #12: Proper grammar will get you far in life. Rule #13: No, passing out drunk on the floor is not sexy. Rule #14: Being beautiful is a choice. ...and it's never too late to choose it. Rule #15: Never dumb yourself down for a boy. Rule #16: Being single doesn't make you weak; it means you're strong enough to wait for what you really deserve. Rule #17: Always know how sho

Why Do Other People Trying To Break A Couple Up That Are So Much In Love
Why does people half to try and break up someone that is so much in love with there man that they DON'T EVER WANT TO LOSE THEM EVER, The love The love that we have The love that we share The love is what we Share in every day life, We live in love we share, love all the time. But we lose are too alot of times too. We share the same bed, Share the same blanket, alots of things in life. Sometimes we lose the love of our lives. We dont want to lose them all, but some times we have to make a mistake in life. Love is suppose to be when you are happy with someone that you love very much. Love is when you care about that person that you are in love with. All you do is think about the one that you love. When you think of a person that you cant live without, or cant breath with out them, being able to talk to them and seeing them.

Wanna Be My Man????? Applications Here
So there are people out there who actually wanna get with me. Well I am picky bitch and dont know if you are will meet the requirements but if u still think u wanna get with this here it goes: Requirements: Must be a real man Between 5'-10 - 6'-4" in height Must weigh between 175-280 Must have a penis length of at least  7" no more than 11" circumference of at least 6 inches around and 2in  OK BADASSES ( I like bad boys but I am looking for a real good man-NO CRIMINAL RECORDS) Must love animals Must love BBW Must love latin girls Must love music Must know how to dance Must love to eat pussy Must be passionate Must take showers at least one a day twice if u sweat a lot Must be in good physical condition, no lazy asses allowed Must love family ( NO MAMAS BOYS ALLOWED) {Its one thing to love and take care of ur mom but u cant be asking ur mom to take care of u or dont tell her our/my biznass} Must remove pubic hair if u want me to go down on u Must TELL ME THE TRUTH (N

The Killer
I know that most of you don't care nor will most of you read this or anything. But it means something to me. Long time Detroit Lions Beat writer Tom Killer Kowalski passed away suddenly on Monday. He was only 51. He coverd the Lions for nearly 3 decades. There is a Petition going around.. to get the team to wear a patch in his honor. I'm only asking that you go to it, and click the like button. For me. It would mean a lot to me. Thank you. http://www.facebook.com/pages/Petition-to-Detroit-Lions-to-wear-a-TK-patch-in-honor-of-Tom-Kowalski/154923577926278

Love
they say that when someone is gone, that they are lost forever, i say that they are wrong, the person will live forever in your memories,   you know u did right in this world, when u know, people are gonna twirl, to have there lives turned right side up, over losin someone they can trust,   when someone misses u so much, that means u touched, touched there hearts and changed there lives, for the better or worse, they thrived,   to be remmembered in a way of helping, instead of always dealting, you helped when no one else could, and you knew in your heart you should,   i hope to be remmembered in such a way, that i know ill stay, stay in the memmories of my loved ones, and hopefully one day, my sons. how do we know our feelings are real, to want to make sure they dont steal, steal ur heart and throw it away, like the burnt ashes in an ashtray,   how do we trust someone in that way, to want them to stay, to stay by your heart, and never leave, or fall apart

Health Update 9/16/2011
Hi , Just wanted to let you know what is going on.. Mom and I just got back from seeing my ( hematologist) , The results from the test that the (heart doc ) showed that I did have a "mild heart attack " back in Sept. The test showed small amt of damage to the right side of the heart . They think that what happened is a piece of one of the clots broke off and hit the right side of my heart and this is what caused it. They could not see any blockage or anything so they think that my body just pushed it through and my "heart said " you aren't going anywhere yet.. So no need for any type of procedure at this time. They are going to continue to treat me with ( carvedilol) which is a heart beta blocker .. What ever that is ..LOL.. So that is the latest . I go back and see the (heart doc)on Nov.4th. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers .. Love you all . Tom G`evening To All ... Okay Here Goes ... Will Put It Out The Way My Cardiologists Explained It To Me And My Mon... Okay So After

Job Security
My mind is constantly, filled with these things. Images, visions, are haunting my dreams. Through every tear, all the heartache and pain. There is always something for me to gain. the blood trails I’ve followed, drowning in a river of tears. All of the bad decisions and wrong turns, throughout the years. Has left me with these words, a mind that doesn’t turn off. Full of nightmares, but giving me thoughts. I get paid for my pain, sad but true. I write it down, and share it with you. I can’t help but be thankful for, all my mind constantly sees. My pain provides me with, job security.

Can I Sleep In Your Bed
My hair brushed your face, while we were trying to rest. Both tossing and turning, trying our best. To close our eyes, drift off to Dreamland. You reached out to me, with a touch of your hand. You knew I was upset, you seen the tears shed. Knowing I needed you, that's when you said. Hey Mom, can I sleep in your bed.

Vanishing Pimps
Afternoon all, below is a message I ahve sent to Fubar Support. if & when I get a reply i will post it here.   please feel free to get in touch with Support & complain to them about the loss of pimps http://fubar.com/mailman     Dear support I logged in today to find out that I had lost the ability to pimp people? When I went to the fubar support lounge to query this I was directed to Scrappers blog to place any complaints I have on this blog. I posted 1 comment & then went back to post another comment & found I had been blocked by scrapper as I got this message “ERROR: this users permissions don't allow you to do this. If you want to add this member to your 'blocked' list CLICK HERE.” So for an admin guy he doesn’t like you disagreeing with him. My point I was going to make was if the pimp ability was being abused by a small section of people who kept scrolling across the top, then stop the few not punish the many. Your change to the pimp allowance & be

Met Your Match
I couldn't see the demon, as it approached. But I felt it in my presents, when I awoke. From a deep sleep, I just knew it was there. Lurking around, everywhere. The room grew cold, heavy and dark. Sounds of his foot-steps, indenting his mark. Craving destruction, chaos and pain. Fear, turmoil, that is his game. To bring the strong willed, down to his feet. You have met your match demon, for I, cannot be beat.

Just Something I Like...
great song by straight line stitch         Please heal me, feel me, kill meIt's not easynever run from who you are, That no one that can run that farBetter stick around and hold your groundUnder my bleeding heartSo hang on, won't be longIs this what life isSomething’s gone wrongCHORUSThese days I cannot cope at all I need some kind of miracleTo shake me from this confusionits what you do to meMy heart lies bleeding in your handsTime stops and turns around againIt doesn't matter what you sayIt's what you do to meYou hurt me, desert me, divert meIt's not easyNever knew that losing you Could be so hardBut now I'm scarredAnd every time I dreamI start to screamUnder the falling starsSo hang on, won't be longIs this what life isSomething’s gone wrongCHORUSIt's what you do to meIt's what you do to meThey cut the pieces all aroundAlways wondered why we fightNever even made a soundNever thought I'd see the lightAnd I'm not fallingI'd rather stand aloneCHORUS It's what you do to

The Facts Of Real Life!
guys without them girls? we are fucking lost,and without those ta-tas it would be just another 2x4 in a bikini,so support cancer research! life is too short anyway!so inless you plan on humping your rubberdoll for the rest of your life,get with the program!get whipped by the ta-tas! MUMM.S DOES ANYBODY ON HERE KNOW HOW TO VOTE FOR THEM? THE PRIMARY PURPOSE OF A MUMM IS TO VOTE! IF A USER REQUESTS YOUR COMMENTS THEN GIVE THEM,IF A USER DOES NOT ASK FOR YOUR COMMENT THEN NONE IS NEEDED! PROPER COURTESY IS TO TREAT A USERS MUMM AS IF YOU ARE ON THE USERS PAGE WHICH YOU ARE A VISITOR AND GUEST! NOT A OWNER! IF YOU CANNOT DO THE RIGHT THING! THEN KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT! MIND YOUR OWN DAMN BUSINESS AND GO THE HELL AWAY!

Vampyress' Story
Red eyes glowing Filled with crimson tears Looking for her immortal love Fangs half elongated Red corset dress Lost in a world of loneliness Searching for that one The one to save her The one to love her for life So happy to finally find him Two children she gave birth Izabelle and Alucard are their names Then he pushes her away Silently she cries Slowly she dies She feels so sad because he left her Left her to spend eternity alone Abandoned for the rest of her life "Where'd you go, I miss you so" Is what she sings Fangs enter The soft sweet skin Of another This is her story Her story of hurt Her story of betrayal She looks for him still Still longing the painful kiss Upon her neck The kiss she once knew The kiss she longs for "My love where'd you go" Fading out of existence Fading out of immortality Fading with her young still here She looks into their eyes And decides she must be strong She must live for them now Frozen heart to all of the opposite sex Angered heart to

Cry
Its very easy to say BUSY when someone needs you!! But Its very painful to hear BUSY when you need someone....! ‎"i dont cry for anybody b'cos they r not fit for my tears" "the one who is fit for my tears will not allow me to cry" REmeMBER it.!

Educate Yourself
I envy those people who have led their sheltered little lives, constantly being shielded and protected by the real world around them. Not having a clue as to what really lies within the shadows and darkness around them. They have this perception that since they haven’t been exposed to it, that it simply doesn’t exist. However, for those of us who have had no choice but to make it in the real world, we tell a different tale as to what the world is truly about. I don’t have anything against the wealthy or those who live inside the gated communities, although a high majority of these people see the world as in what lies within their walls, and that alone can be scary by itself. Look around at all the well maintained lawns, and you would think you are staring at perfection, but that couldn’t be further from the truth. The fact still remains that regardless of your community, economic status, race, religion or educational background, abuse and violent crime offender

Smiles
spirits as you will see both people and animals after the jump!        Today, give a stranger one of your smiles. It might be the only sunshine he sees all day.    

Stepping Back.
I have been questioned over a profile here to many times, even more than once is old to me. Just because I know someone that has or had a profile here should not have any reflection on me, but then it has. I have been questioned about it, accused of it and even betrayed by those I felt I could trust. The feeling is not good when that happens. I don't see how it is suppose to be my problem, but always brought to my attention. I will not explain it. Reasons why: 1. Didn't know a damn thing about it until it was pointed out to me a while back. I should have written about it then to avoid the chaos it is still causing me. 2. What my family/friend did here is none of my fucking buisness, don't make it mine. 3. If you feel it is my profile then think it. I will no longer prove it as I already have that it is not me. I don't have to anymore. 4. If a person can't trust me then that is on them. Drama seeking people will always find away to fuck something up and I just will not play there

Valentines
I have put all of the bling that I consider as love in my favorites to pay contribute to Valentines Day. Not in any order . Happy Valentines day everyone.     Valentine Reason Valentine’s Day gives me a reason to express the feelings I think about but don’t say about people who enrich my life in unique and meaningful ways. You are this kind of special person. When I think of you, my thoughts are warm, and fond, and filled with admiration. I feel blessed to know you. May your Valentine’s Day be filled with the love and respect you deserve.

Locked Missions
Locked Missions: They will most likely say "LOCKED" because you don't qualify!!If you look at your mobster, you will see the achievements. If you hover over the coin, it will open and if you hover over the items on the list, at the top it will tell you what you have to do to achieve that. Each achievement category is named ie: Wise Guy, Earning Bones, Runner.You will also notice the requirements to run the missions is getting all the achievements in the category. Lucky Poker Chip Locked Mission: You must be a Runner, takes 50 energy. You have a 5% chance of finding a chip. If you get one, you keep it forever, you can't sell it and it shows up in your equipment with your scrubs. It works sort of like the safehouse. Sometimes it comes into play, and other times not. You can only ever get ONE. So if you get one, that mission is dead to you, it will apparently give you the same message as if you try to get more than one knuckle. It also shows up in their feed each time your chip has been

Randomosity
How long til it breaks?Watching what I've worked forBe crushed by something so stupidSo fickle, so maddeningly pettyAs a figure burned in black On some piece of white paperAn imaginary numberDeigned by strangersPeople whose sole life's workIs to determine the worthOf other livesWhy should I care?Why should I bow downTo these sharks, these jackalsThese carrion creatures who don't know me,Who don't care for me?Oh but the satisfactionOf a Molotov CocktailNo, something bigger,Something meant to destroyViciously, grievouslyErasing all modes of identityLet it come home to roostThose you employThose you crippleThose you bleed dry ofTheir every resourceTaking shelter from over their headsFood from their mouthsAnd cracking cat o' nines Over their bare, bonyStraining backsSmiles dripping black goldEyes green with stamped billsWhy should I be subordinate?My worth is far in the redHounded, owned so say theyA slave to what I onceCalled my dreamsAmbition is punishedAnd sought at terrible costsTo int

A Lil About Me
 "WARNING!!!!!" Plz read this b4 casting judgement. Thx :) 2012 Update!Think I will chalk up 2011 as a bit of a mess but also a HUGE learning year. I truly found out that I have a handful of awesome and amazing friends. I found my new drive and focus. If you can't or don't want to help and support me then at least stay out of my way :)I am still an older brother, father to 4 very smart and amazing kids. 3 are much too old for their own good now :( lol I am a son to a great woman who has been a big influence in how I want my daughter treated and how I treat woman in general. Don't mistake the bedroom for overall conversation and language lol. I am an athlete even though I am recently retried of 14 yrs in the military. You would not always know by looking at me how bad off I am unless you really know me. Yet, I am still strong minded and willed enough that I can accomplish anything I focus on and have proved that in so many ways. If not, then the docs would have their way and I would be

Fed Up
Sorry that I'm not thin Sorry that I'm not smart Sorry that I don't know about guns or cars Sorry that I don't make a lot of money Sorry that I am just whatever looking Sorry I can never seem to talk about any thing that you care about Sorry that I am not sun shine and rainbows Sorry I'm not a morning person Sorry that I seem to make you just want to sleep Sorry I'm not fun Sorry I am not some one that you want to go places with. Sorry for being me............................. You make my knees go weak and my head spin. I wake up each day wondering how soon till I see you? Feeling my heart beat faster  as I look from face to face wanting more then nothing for one of them to be you. Needing to hear you voice so that my heart will go on beating for the blood to flow with in my vains. Holding  you close is what I live for. Wanting to have you be the first thing when I wake up the last thing that I see be4 I close my eyes. I want to be the one that fills all of you dreams o

Who Gives A Fu?
Would love to thank everyone who liked ..rated..and loved on me this am..and yesterday. Came very close to reaching my goal..and probably would have if i wasn't fu'd over..and if fubar made things clearer on here.. but they do it for a reason I imagine..to make more money. I have never went all out like i did yesterday..with all the abilitie blings..and happy hours. It was  fun..but exhausting.  I have many dear people to think for all of that.  Obiwankidoodle.. lonewolf92..mcwhammy.. Anyways, heres a few things I have learned. Do not set up happy hrs during the time change or week before time change..becuz on here the ones you set up for..they freakin change on ya later. My happy hrs were originally set for 7pm..11pm..and 2pm.  Ended up being 8pm..12pm..and3pm. If I had all my happy hrs the way i set them up I would have definately gotten 10,000 likes. Also, if you try to do the 3 boomerang abilities back to back  as a achievement. DO NOT run any other blings in between them

Pain
I feel alone and empty after all that's been said. I left crying after the words you have spread. Inside from the love I dying to bleed out. Yet my children keep me here without a doubt. I love you and always will but your words were the knife that tore me through. Its hard to accompany what you say with and response through the pain. But at door I stand knocking and yet in the cold is where I deserve to be. Love is a powerful word and emotion.  It can cause pain and laughter and sometimes love can kill the very soul of a being.  A soul can't live without love in some form.  Love is the wind on a warm summers day.  It is the snow of Winter's bliss.  It is the kiss of spring time showers and it is the color leaves turn in the fall.  Love is the death of beauty as the world once knew.  It is the bellowing cry of a new born baby coming from the womb.  It is the kiss that makes the pain of a childs fall disappear and be no longer.  Love is family joined together no matter what is, wh

It's A Girl Thing.
If you didn't see it with your own eyes or hear it with your own ears, don't invent it with your small mind & share it with your big mouth.

Not Really A Blog.
I want you to know that you are the reason why I wake up and I'm still breathing the reason why I'm so in love and not dreaming I've been through hell and you've been the only angel to my demon, you became the missin piece plus the bandage to a heart that was always bleeding you give the word love a meaning and I know it's real when you tell me you love me your love I actually feel there not just words said back and forth there words that we both deserve I promise to keep you happy as Long as I can I'll forever love you and forever be your man I made mistakes in the past but I can fix em cuz i know our love will last in life we need a chance and I have mine now and I'll do anything it takes for us to stand and never fall we both had our guards up but yet let eachother climb those walls I'll never stop loving you cuz your my everything my life and one day were gonna get married and it'll be worth it we have to go through those bumpy roads to show everybody that toget

Cherry Inferno Achievement
Way I figure it there is a 30 second delay between bomb's and if done perfect you could get 120 albums in an hour. So way I figure it is to have 120 people add me to thier families that way I won't lose time redoing someone. as you can only bomb one album per person. If you want to be bombed add me as family  for this weekend planning on doing it once I get 119 different people. Its A calling they say.... heard by many, chosen by few, respected by all. Its been said, you dont know when it happens, but those who choose it know when it does. For me like many, it was when I was just a boy. I watched in awe as these people rushed up and down the street heading to the call for help. The house siren sounding in the distance, the thrill of not knowing just what was happening, an...d listening to the Engines as they pulled out of the station and the echo of the Airhorn in the distance as these brave souls ventured off on another call. Ahhh.... The life of a VOLUNTEER FIREMAN (FIGHTER). I could

My Stuff ;)
Ok...this is an entirely spontaneous and spur of the moment poem/story between me and my friend "FLIRT X 2" that we quickly messaged back n' forth on here in real time...and we had never talked before this...His words are in blue and mine are in purple...let me know what u think...  :) If we meet at the Ball, just one dance, I promise...that's all... And if by chance we do meet at that ball...you shall have that dance... with the spark of reluctant romance...you shall be treated like an angel, for that is what you are...from a knight in dusty armor, from a kingdom afar And this angel from above who has fallen from the stars...would ever so softly grace you with a kiss...a reward for all his kindness... A heavenly gift, one, I shall not err to miss Believe me,  as I make this vow, I will fight for you, someday...somehow And off we ride my gallant knight...u pull me close and hold me tight...your vow fulfilled...our destinies combined...a sweet embrace...our bodies entwined...

Finyx Ramblings
Intricate Crime of a Master Design Just know that you'll never win All you'll ever be Is lost within (your feeble mind) Never to realize It was always me That helped you fall To sit and watch As you lost it all Repeating the cycle Only to be convinced Of the spoon fed truth My own little recipe of deception and lies The perfect blend That saw to your demise Just as planned   All were shocked Accusations flew Such a pathetic end to all you ever knew to be true So thanks to you and your self assured truths Your mind was closed  You never saw Through it all your sanity was questioned   Yet the one never implicated was me I smelled of roses While you had long since decayed Back to me and my carefully measured recipe You began to study me Only it was already too late I played innocent as I watched  You offered up your very own head on a golden plate I laughed silently as I discovered   My subconscious genius Self proclaimed winner In the end the ultimate failure You were always the puppet

Stories (extremely Erotic)
Ten minutes ago your phone rang. The only words you heard me say were, “Follow every instruction and your night will be one you’ll never forget.” Confusion swirls in your mind as the line goes dead. I’ve given you no instructions, order, requests or even suggestion as to what you are supposed to be doing. You arrive home and as you walk through the door you’re greeted by your roommate who is holding a folded piece of paper. You look at her with a curiosity and as you open the note you see only the words, “Go to your bedroom” written on it. You look up to ask your roommate what is going on but she is gone. You turn quickly and make your way to your room. As you throw the door open you see multiple boxes lying neatly on your bed. A note lay on the top of the center box. “Shower and shave perfectly and wear ONLY what I have picked for you this evening” it says. You quickly strip down and notice the effect my notes have had on you

Site Suggestions! Write Support And Tell Them If You Like It!!
i got a few suggestions for bling :) i hope this gets read lol 1st i want a Texas Longhorns bling! yall should do the college teams again for the people that missed out on that bling. 2nd.. Activated blingi have a few ideas that could work out for yall.. 1st idea. Like Back Bling. If Someone Likes You You Get A Like Back Automaticly Boomeranges do rates. why not make one for likes? 2nd idea.. Family Bling.. If Someone Likes You Everyone In Your Family Gets A Like Back. 3rd idea... Make It Pour!! Family Bling.. Everyone In Your Family Get A Extra 25-50% Bonus Fubucks ok thats that.. moving on Birthday/Aniversery BlingEveryone Should Get A Happy Birhday Bling On there birthday or even maybe a boomerang on there birthday possibly?Fubar anaverserys..Make a bling that shows how long they have been on fubar 1 yr 2 yrs 3 yrs and so on.. and give them a boomerang and every year it goes up make the prize bigger. ok those are some of my ideas.. i hope yall take time to read this.. thanks

Genuine Lonely Hearts
Genuine (?) Lonely Hearts Ads Posted Nov 25, 2007 Lonely Hearts Ads from 'They Call Me Naughty Lola'   Ads placed by men:   Bald, fat, short, and ugly male, 53, seeks short-sighted woman with tremendous sexual appetite. Shy, ugly man, fond of extended periods of self-pity, middle aged, flatulent and overweight, seeks the impossible. Mature gentleman, 62, aged well, noble grey looks, fit and active, sound mind and unfazed by the fickle demands of modern society … Damn it, I have to pee again. Unashamed triumphalist male for the past 46 years. Will I bore you? Probably. Do I care? Probably not. Bastard. Complete and utter. Whatever you do, don't reply -- you'll only regret it. I like my women the way I like my kebab. Found by surprise after a drunken night out, and covered in too much tahini. Before long I'll have discarded you on the pavement of life, but until then you're the perfect complement to a perfect evening. Man, 32. Rarely produces winning metaphors.

Douche Bag Thesis Results
 If you complain constantly, complain constantly about others complaining constantly,(you're just as bad) degrade others, disrespecting others, etc... To sum it all up, if you have no moral values, respect for others or for yourself, If this offends you! Yes, you know inside you're a Douche Bag. And you know what you must do to correct this issue.  Stay tuned in for my next thesis. You just never know what's running through my brain. :D :P (h)(h)(h)

My Eyes
Hi everyone, I wanted to tell you that I am having an extreme problem with my eyes these days.This is why I have not been on fu for a few days and why I won't be here alot for awhile.The eye specialist that I have doesn't know what else to do so they are sending me to Wilmer Eye Institute to see if they can help me. Wilmer is a great place(the greatest anywhere) and hopefully they can help me!For those of you who don't know this I spent a year being blind about 10 years ago. Wilmer helped get my eyesight back for me and I sure hope they can do it agian.I am telling you all this now while I can still see some. My eyesight is diminishing quickly and I don't know how much longer I will be able to see to type.I want you all to know how much you mean to me and how much I am missing you already. Some days I can see enough to type and some days not.My specialist here says I am not eligble for cornea transplants but I am hoping Wilmer will see it differently.I will be here when I can.Hopefully

My Thoughts & More
 Love me in the dark Love me in the rain  Love me under the moonlight Love me under the ray of sun light Love me with all your mgiht   For your love shall not hurt nor surrender  Wrap your arms around me le me feel thy arms to shealter me from the pain life conflicts on my heart Kiss me softly & sweetly Let me taste & feel thy love of unspoken words   Battered, sheltered, shattered abused, used I have been all my life Just love

Sissybitch
 THINK OF U EVERYDAY N EVERYNIGHT N EVERYMINTUE N EVERYHOUR N EVERYSECOND OF THE DAY AND NIGHT...... I THINK OF U WHEN I GET UP ,,,,,,, I THINK OF U WHEN I GO TO BED........ I THINK OF U WHEN WE DONT TALK ........ I THINK OF U EVERYTIME I GET MOMENT WHEN I M ALONE......I THINK OF U WHEN WE HAD LAUGH TOGETHER .....I THINK OF U WHEN IM DOWN OR U ARE DOWN ........ I THINK WHEN WE EVER GOING TALK AGAIN........... HOW CAN I SURVIVE WHEN PPL WANT TREAT ME  LIKE SHIT ?? HOW CAN I SURVIVE WHEN BRING ME DOWN?? HOW CAN I SURVIVE WHEN PPL TALK SHIT BOUT ME  AND MY FAMILY THAT U LOVE SO MUCH ???? HOW CAN I SURVIVE WHEN PPL WANT TO MAKE U FEEL U ARE PEICE SHIT ALL THE TIME ???? I HAVE THIS QUESTION RUN THROUGH MY MIND AND ALL CAN DO NOT BACK DOWN AND NOT LET IT GET TO ME BUT SOMETIME I JUST WANT PACK ME AND MY FAMILY GET HELL OUT HERE BUT I KNOW SHOW MY WEAKNESS. I HAVE SHOW MY STRONGER FOR MY KIDS AND ROCK....  FRIEND IS THERE WHEN U NEED THEM ... FRIEND IS THERE FOR U WHEN U HAVE UP AND DOW

Roberrrt (freak)
  http://www.fubar.com/83719238:51pmreplyjohn simps...: damn ,if you was on the menu youd be a Mcnasty....8:52pmmoreTo john simps...: huh?8:52pmreplyjohn simps...: ur a nasty fat ho8:53pmmoreTo john simps...: and your a crybaby bitch.8:54pmreplyjohn simps...: youd fuck me blubber,actin like you aint to fat to be cool...haha....FATTIES TASTE LIKE STALE CHEETOS8:55pmmoreTo john simps...: Aww, did i hurt your poor little feelings, which i am betting isn't the only little thing you got.8:56pmreplyjohn simps...: i bet you dont have one thing litttle on you blimp,cat got your tongue or did you eat that too?8:58pmmoreTo john simps...: and if you think that you can insult me, then you can kiss my big, fat, gorgeous ass. So why dont you go along and suck someone's cock before you get knocked the fuck out like the little bitch that you are.8:59pmreplyjohn simps...: whos crying now supersize8:59pmmoreTo john simps...: I'm laughing at you so hard, and not even smart enough to know.9:00pmreplyjohn

Sarge's Bad Girls
SBG's Post Here In A Comment What Help You Need With Leveling Requirements & We Will Help With What We Can.  Like Bad Girls? Come Check Out The Best & The Baddest Sarge's Bad Girls. Once You Go Bad You Never Go Back.  The Original Bad Girl My Fu Wife Ecuadorian Goddess fuwife to The Sarge Once A Bad Girl Always A Bad Girl Metal BabylFE2Armyguy09 pepsikola BadGirl Angel SBG@ fubarThe Newest Bad Girls Miss DeAna I am Dallas girl Ready Or Not Sarge's Bad Girls Are Back With A Vengeance. If You Were A Part Of SBG's When I Originally Had Them And Want To Be A Part Again Let Me Know. If You Want To Join Let Me Know. I will have a few rules to start out 1. Must Make An SBG Salute. SFW Or NSFW Or Both. Your Choice. Be Creative 2.Must Have SBG Pic Folder. And SBG In Your Name Or On Your Page Somewhere. 3. Add This Page To Your Family. 4. Help Each Other In Anyway We Can. 5. I Will Be Choosing A Day As SBG Day, On That Day Everyone Wears Their Tags And Puts In Status That It Is SBG

Cool Stuff
When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a nursing home in an Australian country town, it was believed that he had nothing left of any value. Later, when the nurses were going through his meagre possessions, They found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital. One nurse took her copy to Melbourne. The old man's sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the Christmas editions of magazines around the country and appearing in mags for Mental Health. A slide presentation has also been made based on his simple, but eloquent, poem. And this old man, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the author of this 'anonymous' poem winging across the Internet. Cranky Old Man What do you see nurses? . . .. . .What do you see? What are you thinking .. . when you're looking at me? A cranky old man, . . . . . .not very wise, Uncertain of habit .. . . . . . . .. with faraway eyes? Who

The True Meaning Of Pain
They had a goal, when it first began. It didn't turn out, quite like they planned. In their arms, was a baby girl. She was their gift, destroyed by the world. She became an object, a pawn in their despicable game. It started the day they gave her, her name. Through all the neglect, the time spent alone. She still had hope of it, becoming a home. She dreamed, wept and smiled, despite of it all. While desperately trying, to climb over that wall. The wall between the world as she knew it, and the one on the other side. A world where she no longer, had to hide. The bruises, the shame, just longing to be free. She was certain that, everyone could see. All that she had become, due to their selfish acts. She wasn't a person at all to them, just one more attack. But through the blood tears shed and the scars, she only seen the good. She was determined to win the war, prove that she could. Overcome it all, hold her head high. And she did, with a cost, with

Fans???!!!!!
I really wanna know who my real fans are, my biggest fans and how many i have!!                      So i am testing you all, good luck =] lol xoxo                            First you have to complete a lil test...                 (paste ur answers here please but number them)            Next, you have to comment on my profile 3 words to describe me...                             Then, you have to put at least one photos of mine in ur photos or on ur profile and write anything u want but u have to have the word fan in it and put a heart on my profile!! like this: ( h ) but no spaces...lol :P                             Last, you have to rate/like/fan/add me!!                     (Remember i am looking at everything, and will pick at least 5 people to gift, rate/like/fan :) xoxoxo Also, i will pick 2  top people and add them to my family free and they may see all my nsfw photos ;) lol                                             About me Quiz:                     

Stain's Brain
Just thought I'd make an update on the weight. As of today's DEP meeting, I am at 177lbs and 18% body fat. Still room to improve, but it's pretty satisfying to me. So I figured I'd do another blog since I know you were all just sooooo interested in my last fitness blog. If you remember from my previous account, I started at about 250, worked down to 220, and as of yesterday, I'm at 182 pounds. Me at 250:   Then at 220:   And now at 182:   I'd say the changes are noticeable, eh?   I'll probably update this whenever I have a weigh in with my recruiter.

Random Thoughts
If you wish to recieve then you should give first lets erect a shrine shall we? Stolen from my baby boys status on fu... but it was worthy of a blog i think   Love me without restriction,trust me without fear, want me without demand, accept me for who i am...

Ability Bling Contest
OKAY IM GOING TO DO ANOTHER CONTEST BOTH MALE AND FEMALE ARE WELCOME THE ONE WITH THE MOST RATES WINS A  BOOMY. 1 CREDIT TO ENTER. JUST SEND ME A PICTURE OF UR EYES AND THE ONE WITH THE MOST RATES WINS.  THERE WILL BE NO WINNER FOR THE COMMENTS. SORRY TO MANY COMMENT BOMBS.        Starting up an Ability Bling contest for the ladies. It's a 3 credit buy in with   a minimum of 5 ladies entered. The more ladies entered the higher the prize will be! It's an ass rating contest. Whoever gets the most rates at the end of the contest  will win the Ability Bling[s]. If you want to enter transfer the 3 credits and SB/PM me for the details on where to link/send the ass[s] pictures to.               Starts when we get 5 ladies. Will run for 2 weeks. The more ladies we get the bigger the prize(s) will be. The pictures can be NSFW or SFW. Can enter more  then 1 picture 1 credit per picture extra.

Poetry
Its not like i can push you,so far away from me,its not like i can hide it,this pain is killing me;its not like you dont see it,its written on my face,its not like you dont know it,its scattered all over the place;i tell you that your hurting me,but you never really care,i tell you that its killing me,and the pain is hard to bare;you tell me that you love me,but how can that be?when all you do is yell,and do hurtful things;i just wanted you to know,that i do feel this pain,i just wanted you to know,that its killing me more each day;its not like i am bulletproof,the pain it hits me hard,its not like i have no feelings left,i just let them gather on my heart;so if you plan to keep me,please change your ways,because like i said before,your killing me more each day... In a world full of darkness,The light of your love shines through;I've never felt so happy,As i feel when im with you;The way your eyes shine when you look at me,The way your smile makes me melt,I Never thought id ever feel

Halloween
According to the Celtic pagan religion,known as "Druifism" the spirits of those who had died in the preceding year roamed the earth on Samhain evening. The Celts sought to ward off these spirits with offering of food and drink. They also built bonfires at sacred hilltop sites and preformed rituals,involving human and animal sacrifices,to honor Druid. Still today,these things are being practiced. It was an ancient Druid custom set up for human sacrifices on Halloween night. Druids offered children in sacrifices. The trick-or-treat custom was created by the Druids. When they went to a home and demanded a child or virgin for sacrifice,the victim was the Druids treat. In exchange,they would leave a jacko'- lantern with a lighted candle made of human fat to prevent those inside from being killed by demons that night. When some unfortunate couldn't meet the demands of the Druids,then it was time for the trick. A symbolic hex was drawn on the front door. That night Samhain or his demons would

Stuff
My  lounge  will be doing  different things  once  we  get  up and  rolling we  will  have  free  bling  give  aways  as well as  different  things  going on  so  come  and  join us  for  some  awesome  fun  we  would  love  to have  you  there  http://www.fubar.com/lounge/89137 HELLO  HEART   HELLO  HEARTCAN'T YOU  SEE HE DOESN'T  WANT TO BE WITH YOU WHY ARE YOU SO CONFUSED CAN'T YOU  SEE YOU'VE  BEEN USED PLEASE  ALREADY THIS  IS  ENOUGH STOP MAKING THIS  SO  TOUGH STOP THINKING  OF HIM ALL DAY I'LL NEVER FORGET HIM THAT WAY STOP BRINGING  HIM  TO  MY  DREAMS REMEMBER HE IS NOT WHAT HE SEEMS STOP WAITING FOR  HIM  TO CALL YOU REALIZE  YOU  TWO ARE  THROUGH STOP MAKING  ME  FEEL ALL ALONE PLEASE MAKE  THIS PAIN  GONE

Taking A Break
Taking a break from fubar it's starting to bore me n don't really talk to anyone except top fam. I will check in every once in awhile to c how fam is, if ya got my # text me or my momma is my #1 family so she will know how I'm doing if u c I'm online prolly not me she will b signing on to give herself my points. Goodbye for now fu friends

Friends
Alot of people on here have their priorities all screwed up. A true friend is someone who is there for you when you need them not what they buy you blings and tokens dont make a true friend. Do you base your real life friendships on what they buy you? I really dont think you do. The true friend helps you with leveling yes but just cause they buy you things dont make them true. Ask yourself are they there when you are going through things? Do they pick up when something isnt right and they hit you up to check on you? I cant not buy people things that dont mean i cant be a true friend. I do have to say i have some wonderful friends who pick up on things that arent right & check on me to make sure I dont need to name names they know who they are.  I will not make this site my priority . Yes im on here daily but not 24/7. I work & i got kids. When i am here I do help out when I can I never ask for anything in return except the words thank you. Words can go a long way more than any bling.

Connecticut Elementary School Shooting
At a bit of a loss for words watching & listening to the horrifying,tragic events that have taken place today at Sandy Hook Elementary School in Newtown, Connecticut.My thoughts and prayers are with all of the parents & families of the innocent children who were so heinously killed,as well as the principal and others of the school, as well as the family of the sick,disgusting animal who also killed his own mother & brother.All losing their lives senselessly and tragically for no reason whatsoever.This is a new low,shocking,mind boggling display of how the mindset of some people in the world today has reached a very deep,disturbing,dark level inside.And we need to get a grip on paying attention to these people who show signs they are mentally/emotionally disturbed on a very deep & extreme level.People need to start to better paying attention to other PEOPLE.Rather than paying a majority of attention to Fubar/Facebook/Twitter, cell phone's/meaningless texts,celebrity gossip,drama, etc..A

If You Are Ignorant Then Ignore This
I want something else. I'm not even sure what to call it anymore except I know it feels roomy and it's drenched in sunlight and it's weightless and I know it's not cheap. Probably not even real. We’re all made of stories. When they finally put us underground, the stories are what will go on. Not forever, perhaps, but for a time. It's a kind of immortality, I suppose bounded by limits. It's true, but then so is everything. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a *** everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the one working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before

Why I Love Hugs
This is my first blog so I doubt anybody will bother to read this. However, my hugs project is important to me so I am going to do this (I just hope I dont come off like a raging idiot). Some times I get try to be Ms Industructable and handle everything myself. The results are often disasterous. Recently I allowed that to happen. I have few friends that live here so for some reason I shared. Suddently things changed. I was getting hugs from here that really helped me (everybody on here is really awesome). I realized the nurturing qualities of a physical hug and a fu bar hug are identical. I want everybody to experience a hug. My project isnt going quit how I wanted but its ok. I am getting lots of hugs and a few people have actually benefitted. I hope that in some small way I can also help somebody overcome an obstacle I am a pusher of drugs and I try to spread joy with them. I haven' t always been like this. I was a "touch me not" person. Then a few weeks ago my feelings

The First Meeting
They have known each other a while and finally that moment came for them to meet. She opens the door and their eyes meet for the first time, she was more beautiful than in her pictures and her smile beckoned him. He stepped inside as both took a peek at what the other had to offer. She had on spaghetti strapped top that showed cleavage of her ample breasts, and tight jeans that showed off her sexy ass. At that moment, he knew that this night would be a night of passion and temptation. She shut the door behind him, turned facing him, he reach out, took her by the hand, and pulled her to him. He looked deep into her eyes, as their lips met in a passionate kiss. With soft music, playing their tongues danced a slow a passionate dance together. As he pulls her tightly against his body, she wraps her arms around his neck as his hands settled at her waist. As their kiss continued, they began to slowly dance to the music, her breasts felt so good pressing against his chest, her lips were soft

Thoughts
As I sit here at 130 AM EST, next to my grandmother who will likely not make it the rest of the week. I am left only to ponder the meaning of life, who my friends are (which comes without question), why we are who we are, and why people cant accept someone for who they are anymore. I sometimes wonder what the point to life is.. then as I watch my little boy play.. i realize.. its to learn.. and gain as much knowledge as possible before the last breath of life. Its also our purpose to pass on as much knowledge as possible to others so that they too can gain and enjoy the knowledge that they may not know. While I enjoy living life.. and enjoying things the way they are I also enjoy the way that I can put a smile on someones face when they need it. Knowing that a smile is on someones face because of me is one of the greatest feelings Ive ever had. My family at Constant Motion Radio has helped me a lot over the past couple months to better myself. Not only have they helped get sober and su

Random Thoughts
This is a blog I originally posted on my sisters myspace page probably about a good 10 years ago.  I still find it entertaining and thought I would share it with everyone.   Has anybody else noticed how sexual the game of pool can be and how many sexual terms you can come up with?  Especially if you are a female. To start this game off, someone has to rack the balls.  Now, I prefer getting on my knees when racking the balls....or should I say, "handle the balls".  As a female, we can also take this opportunity to compare our racks to other females.  I mean, my sister tries to compare hers to mine all the time but she fails horribly.   The next step in this game is when someone with a long stick judges how hard to slam it into the balls.  Now to me, this seems a bit painful if you are a male.  But my sister and I, well, we can slam it pretty good, so you have been warned men!  Then, the goal is to slide the stick through your fingers and aim to get a ball into the hole.  Hmm...are bal

Enjoy Reading, Comments Welcome
It was a love that made us a silly fool!!~~Ask your partner why they love you? If they only name things you do, you have a problem. They should love you for who you are, not what you do for them.~~It's difficult to wait for someone, it's difficult to forget someone but the most difficult is to decide whether to wait for someone or forget someone~~You know what hurts so much? It's when someone made you feel special yesterday, but makes you feel like you're a nobody today.~~When the one you deeply love hurts you, it forever changes the way you deal with anyone that attempts to get close to you.~~Be a woman of substance. Be a real woman. It is difficult to break down a real woman because she will learn from her mistakes, gather her strength from her struggle and overcome the obstacles courageously...~~Look for a lady who has her mind set and plans made. There is nothing sexier than a woman with ambition.~~Life has knocked me down a few times. It showed me things I never wanted to see. I e

My Fu Rules
RULE #1 NO DRAMA If you have come to my page to create drama, please leave now. RULE #2 SHOW SOME RESPECT You don't have to like me & I could honestly care less if you do or not, but you will show my Fuwife, my Family, my Friends & Myself respect while you are on my page. If you can't do that, please leave now. RULE #3 I ONLY RATE PROFILES OF THOSE ON MY FRIENDS LIST I rate, (fan & send a friends request, if not done so already ) like & comment every profile I go to. I will only send one request. If you are too lazy or stuck-up to accept my friends request, no matter the color of your name, you can bet I'll never rate your profile again. I try to return all rates. Having said that, I'm not always at the computer. So, if you visit my page and rate me, please leave a comment of some sort so I'll know you were here.  RULE #4 I OWE YOU NOTHING I will do all I can within my powers to help you. If you would like my help, please send me a friends request and fan me (if not done so

Fed Up
You might call this a bitch session call it what u want but i have had just about enough. Im tired of disrespectful people Im tired of fake friends, backstabbers, users so on. Im tired of people who dont appreciate things people do for them is it real hard to say ty? not by bling just say ty geez. Im no longer here to level im here for my fu hubby im here to help  im here for my true friends i dont care if im popular but i want to be appreciated. I have been here 6 yrs and its worse then its ever been. 

Sexy Thoughts
Laying here on the couch as the thought of you runs through me. From my head to my toes I close my eyes and there we are. In a vacant booming field full of beautiful flowers, the sweet scented wind, and warm sunshine on a beautiful spring day. Lying in each other’s arms, whispering sweet nothings in my delicate ear, sharing passionate kisses, and giving each other that ‘take me now’ feeling. With my head on your chest you comb my long brown hair sending chills down my spine. Trying so hard to hide it, the feeling takes over I can’t help but to let out a light moan allowing my body to press against yours a little more than before causing all of my muscles to contract gripping you tightly for a split second then releasing. You noticing the reaction you cause me to have. You take off your shirt to make a pillow for me. You fluff it up and guide my head down on to it. Sliding your hands from the back of my head to my neck and ears, you lean in. landing a gentle pass

Down And Out
I have a big heart that is pieced together with stitches made of appologies and forgiveness  I may be a woman, but I am not a girly girl, I can dress nice and change my flat tire without even thinking twice. My favorite color is red, I love every shade. There is really only one thing I need to make my life complete and that is for someone to love. I have all this love and no one to give it to. My vice is Java Monster, yes I realize they are not good for me, but I really don't care. I love my kids, they are my world, but there are days that I wish I would have waited to have them with a man that would have stuck around. Being a single parent is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. When I tell you I love you, I mean it, yes we may be friends, but I love you like family. I am really generous, anyone who knows me knows this. But never mistake my kind generous heart for a weak one. I am on disability right now, I am sick, I don't let too many people know this up front be

Adult Events!
*dances*ADULTS ONLY!!18+In honor of my FANTASTIC MOMMA ANDThe LUNAR eclipse...I WILL BE PAINTING DA BRESTICLES!!!Women only;VOLUNTEER NOW!I only have time and supplies to paint 3 (THREE) ladies!!VOLUNTEERS...must be womenmust be hair free (from the waist up, "fuzz" doesn't seem to be affected as I use MOON DUST (locally made)CAN NOT be allergic to latex!!!Must be able to sit for a period of up to 3 (THREE) hours BREASTS will be exposed for up to an hourYOU CAN NOT BE SHYI WILL BE PHOTOGRAPHING THIS EVENTI will be painting the 3 chosen volunteers for FREE!!!YOU WILL RECEIVE A COPY OF YOUR PHOTOGRAPHS AND YOUR ARTWORK IS "WEARABLE and/or "FRAME-ABLE"I will be providing the wraps, tutus and accessories for the photo shoot.*please PM me if you are interested in volunteering! old pics are located in my "I paint boobz album here on da fu" BRING YOUR INSTRUMENTS!I LOVE TO CREATE TO LIVE TUNES!!FOOD and H20 AND SODAS WILL BE PROVIDEDB-BRINGY-YOURO-OWNB-BOOZE/BUDZBRING YOUR WALLETS!WE WILL BE

Makes Sense To Me
Why didn’t the US just attack Afghanistan with Monsanto GMOs?   It would have been so simple. Flood Afghanistan with Monsanto GMOs. Truckloads of seeds. Tanks full of Roundup herbicide. Result? Nutritionally deficient food crops, chronic disease, poisoning with Roundup. Perfect.  And we know how to do it, because we’ve been doing it to ourselves for almost 20 years.   We’ve got it down. GMO ballot labeling initiatives in Afghanistan? Are you kidding!? Plus…and this is a big winner, Monsanto scientists could have developed a GMO poppy seed. Throw those babies in the growing fields and you’d have gotten some Franken-opium variety. Wildly unpredictable effects. And sprayed with Roundup? Junkies all over the world would rather go cold turkey than shoot that stuff. Actually, I had a comprehensive plan for closing out the war. It would have worked like a charm. Somehow, the Pentagon wasn’t interested. Now it’s just an historical oddity, a cou

Health, Fitness & Self Love.
While browsing the web, oftentimes I come across websites that will post pictures comparing women of different sizes, exclaiming "REAL WOMEN HAVE CURVES!" This particularly bothers me being a female with little to no curve to my body. I can weigh 80lbs or 200lbs and my body still won't be all that curvy. It's how I'm built; it's my genetics and I can't really help it. My body just isn't that desirable hour glass figure. I have small breasts and a small butt and this was determined for me in my mother's womb. Body shaming is a huge issue and putting out messages that make one body type ideal over another causes so much damage to the self esteem of both men and women. It's okay to be proud of your body and how you look, but it will never be okay to make others feel inadequate because they don't look that certain way. Worry about you, make your body to your liking, and stop worrying about the weight, height, shape, etc of others.

Morph Rules
1. I Do Not Morph People Into Random Crap Like Flowers, Dragons, Butterflies etc. Basically Crap That Isnt The Human Form. Certain Animals Like Dogs, Cats, Wolves etc. Are Acceptable    2. Continuity. Both The Pic Of You And The Pic You Want To Be Morphed Into Need To Be In The Same Pose Or Close Enough That Way Arms And Legs Dont Appear Cause Ive Seen Alot Of Shitty Morphs On Here And Their Just Embarrassing. If You Dont Have A Pic That Matches I Can Raincheck You Till You Can Take A Pic In The Pose.   3. No I Repeat NO "Surprise Me" If You Dont Know What You Wanna Morph Into How The Hell Should I? If I Hear "Surprise Me" Im Just Gonna Say "I Showed You The Rules And You Broke The 3rd One So Your Not Gettin A Morph Right Now SURPRISE!!!"

Conversations Gone Wrong
Background Information you need to know: This guy's profile picture was of a baby wearing huge boots.... and he had two other peen pics in his album. Also, level requirements had me jonesin' for drinks from noobs.    Enter name: Hi dear... 8:24pmEnter name: How r u???? 8:24pmfuzzy bunny: I'm ok, and what luck  8:24pmEnter name: U luks really gorgeous. ..ur eyes ur lips and ur boobs are amazing ......lovely 8:25pmEnter name: Gud... 8:26pmfuzzy bunny: would you like to buy me a drink?  8:26pmEnter name: K.... 8:26pmfuzzy bunny: and thanks for the compliments... I'm assuming you mentioned my boobs because based on your profile pic you're still nursing? lol  8:26pmEnter name: Listen u first check out my pics..... (the two minutes I didn't respond to his shout I was going to check out his pictures... impatient much?) 8:28pmEnter name: R u there hun... 8:29pmfuzzy bunny: yes, I checked out your picture 8:29pmEnter name: And I senf u a drink... 8:30pmfuzzy bunny: I see that...

I Want
  I want to play with that body of yours. I want to nip and kiss and lick you until you are squirming and writhing at each touch. I want to feel the smooth skin of your breast cupped in my hand and your nipples hardening under my touch. I want to kiss and suck and pull and twist them untill you moan deep in your throat. I want to slide my hands over your body feeling your smooth skin and tracing your curves. I want to trace the lace edge of your panties with my finger tips and then slide my hand down inside. I want to slide my finger over your clit feeling it throb and pulse under my touch. I want to bite your neck as I slip my hand deeper feeling your silky wetness on my fingers. I WANT to feel you roll your hips attempting to penetrate yourself with me. I WANT to cover your mouth with mine stiffling your sigh as I slide first one and then another finger into you. I WANT to match the rhythm of my fingers with the rhythm of my tounge in your mouth; in, out, circling around.

Food Porn
the only thing that would be better to wake up to than this breakfast cereal is sex.  js. this PLUS sex?  zomg.  just go back to bed and then repeat waking up every few hours. so: get a jar.  quart size.  then add: 1 cup chia seeds 1/2 cup shelled hemp seeds 1/2 cup slivered almonds 1/2 cup buckwheat groats 1/2 cup dried cranberries, chopped (feel free to substitute your favorite dried fruit) shake shake shake, shake shake shake, shake ya chia! put 2-4 tablespoons of the mixture in a bowl and cover with half a cup of milk.  i tend to make mine with homemade almond milk, which has vanilla bean in it.  if you use regular cowz milk, you might want to add a few drops of vanilla extract.  real stuff, not that artifical shit.  if you use soy milk, just stop, k?  yuck.  a pinch of cinnamon in the cereal is also delicious.  give it a stir, then let it sit for 5 minutes to let the chia seeds start to expand and get a lil gooey. then, enjoy. N.B.:  store what's left

Metalhead4ever's Thoughts
i dont know where i would be with out her , she is my (everything ) without her (i am nothing ) 1 week , 4 days she will be here . there only remains one ???? for her , but later on that , when i talk to her i feel like she is right beside me , when we meet , it will be very emotinal , i am look forward to this so much that i wish she was already here , i care so much about her that if i miss her call i feel like i missed the best lady of my life , but i know its not true cause i just call her back . there is only one song that  says what i wanna say ( the band is called hardline , the song is called everything ) i can't really put into words how alive she makes me feel , this will be the farthest from home she will travel , til we go my dads place further up north , later on that too ! if you could measure how much love i have to give her , well you know the planet saturn ?? , times that by about 1,000,000 , now  i know that she will have to go back home but til then its will

Shirak
So yes, it seems as if I am going to actually stay this time. Well at least until I use all my bling credits anyways. hahaha I even went so far as to submit a salute. :P I figured I would write some kind of blog to let all of you know why I left over a year ago, and what I have been upto in the mean time. At the time that I left, I had just started a new job with Walmart, and  really needed to focus on me at that point and rebuilding a real life for myself. I was selling wireless phones, and I actually did keep that job for an entire year. I now loathe working in retail, and left the company back in early June. The reason I left is that my yearly review came back that I was punctual, hard-working, and that I always completed my tasks, but was undeserving of a raise. That is Sam's house of ill repute for you though. I was nice and gave them a three weeks notice, and at that point packed up, and attempted to move back to Florida. This time I chose Pensacola beach because I needed a bit o

Worthy
I have heard people say that you shouldn’t try for what you don’t really want....I am living proof of that....my head and my heart are always at war with one another...my heart can be fooled...my head cannot....and typically my mind refuses to accept what my heart is convinced of....my mind has a way of convincing itself....making excuses of its own why it is not possible for someone to actually mean what they are saying to me...my mind prepares my heart for heartache that it hasn’t even felt yet...all due to fear that it is just a matter of time...no one is real and I am not worthy of it...this is what I face...what my mind keeps repeating...getting me to trust is an almost impossible task and  I never trust 100%...that would just be foolish on my part....I am trying harder than I ever have before to trust completely...it is difficult but regardless if I am worthy or not I am grateful that someone gave me enough self-belief...even if only for a lil while...I felt wor

Banner Codes
These are codes being used to promote me or that I am using to promote my bestest friends and fam with what they are up to. These can be placed in the about me or used as profile comments.   Code to promote me   

Feelsgood's Fupony Lotto
Feelsgood's Fupony Lotto Only 200 Tickets Available!  Here Is Your Chance To Win A Fupony! (or one of 38 other prizes) 39 Prizes = 2,000 Credits Total!! One (1) Drawing For A Fupony Bling (1,000 Credits) Two (2) Drawings For Your Choice Of 100 Credits In Bling (100 Credits Each) Four (4) Drawings For A Rock Star Bling (35 Credits Each) Four (4) Drawings For Auto 11's Bling (30 Credits Each) Four (4) Drawings For Cherry Bomb Bling (30 Credits Each) Four (4) Drawings For A Famplifier Blin

Fucation Time
It is time to regroup.  I will be gone anywhere from 1-2 weeks.  I will miss my family and friends very much. This doesn't mean I don't need your lovin' anymore....I can use it more now than ever and I will return the love.  Happy New Year to each and every one of you. I want to thank each and every one of you have been my friend over the years. I will not be on much anymore. I was diagnosed last week with bone cancer and there is no cure. Right now I am living from day to day and making the most of it. Live your lives to the fullest.  

Inside The Inner Mind Of The †drummer From Hell†©
Well, appanrently, I'm a "horrible person" to some. Well, those who actually took the time to get to know me, know damn well, that I'm one to care, ALOT about the one's that deserve it. Well, one seems to think that after pushing me away, I didn't care, and when I tried to care, they didn't want it, THEN, made me out to be a cold-hearted, piece of shit stalker.I AM NOT A STALKER!! I do not stalk, I care not to stalk. I deserve to know why I'm getting treated wrong, for someone else's wrong doings. NEWS FLASH! When someone tells you one thing, then does the complete opposite, your credibilty, is pretty much FUCKED! But, lying about me, portraying me to be something I'm not, and then accusing me of things, is not the way to go about it. If you really wanna sit there, and make yourself out to be a victim of an abusive person, when someone else that actually is like that, your chances at sympathy, are slim. YOU made the choices you made. YOU chose to go down that road. YOU were fully aware

Poem
tonight let me live in your love     tonight let me hear your heart beat tonight forget me in your arms and let my sun shine from your eyes whats the meaning of this life ... ??? dreams with endless hours well whats left of my life i give it to you and every second is calling for you my love ...........................  you are me , you are my spirit  you are the one who lives inside me  no , no please dont come distant from me  you know i only sing for you  how i miss you my love say a word , a whisper tell me about your world oh this aching heart what can i tell you more  well i never have a place in your heart and my tears will inform you  that you are my soul ... i love you p.s : to a dear friend of mine ..................................... lots of love      i owe you my laughters... i do i owe you my tears ... i do  i owe you my heart...... take a look at my heart , none of this would be if you did not exist  forget the heart that go crazy about such bea

Rockstar Maximizing Without Scrolling
Getting 2500 likes with one Rockstar hasn't been easy, and now that we no longer scroll globally, it can be more difficult!! I will give you a few pointers on what you can do to acheive your goal and hopefully not have to buy a second Rockstar!!   Pick a busy day!!  Friday nights seem to be the busiest in my opinion.  Wednesday's are usually good as well.  The other option is pick a day when there is a fabulous bonus (like 300% for likes) and even unlimited 11s!! If you can do it on one of those evenings, you will have a better chance because more people will be online! If you can afford it - get a Happy Hour - this will simplify your life!!  Running a Rockstar during your HH will make a huge difference.  2500 likes with a HH will be easy, especially if you get a decent time of day. If you are going for 5K likes you will need at least 2 Rockstars usually unless you have HHs or an excellent bonus, cause remember you still only have 5 Mumms. For 10K likes it's much easier if you hav

Poetry
your words are nothing But poisonous lies Your eloquence enraptures me Your words enthrall thy soul Frequently you poison my mind, my body And my soul. Your aura is intolerable Your presence is shameful Thou reminds me of an odious palfrey You act if you are my prodigy With thy masked removed You’re nothing but thy fool. With one hand you hold a scythe And the other sword. A sacrifice for the sinner, a deep Torturing sense of guilt. Feeling sorrow and revenge You fall from grace Depraved of soul Resistant’s is weak. My little sinister how you bring harm Evil and misfortune Sulking around the shadows Grasping your evil deeds in your hands You fall deeper and deeper Becoming translucent and undeterred You've become unearthly Thriving in sin An insatiable, unsubdued thirst for pain On the verge of death You stumble into my court. I stand and watch as you wither into agony I step down and whisper into your ear As you slowly fade "I Always Loved You". Dreary smiles and anguished

Snapshots Of Life
119 folders bombed in 60 minutes.  0.25 second margin of error/bomb.  Impossible?  No, I've done it 4 times already.  Difficult?  Hell yes.  Here are some of the lessons I've learned in my attempts -  Preparation  - First, DO NOT try to use Internet Explorer.  You will fail.  I've used Google Chrome with great success.  - Second, Go into "My Settings" on your Fubar page.  Turn off chat, turn off pokes, and turn on the ignore skins function.  All of these will speed your computer's ability to process commands.  - Third, if you want flip through each of the Top 120 profiles and assure 2 things - 1) that there profile is set to public OR you are friends with them  and 2) That their default photo album actually has pics in it.  Valuable time can be saved with some accurate notes of which profiles to skip because of #1 or #2.  - Fourth, close every possible program on your computer.  - Fifth, close all possible tabs in your browser except for Fubar, of course.  - Sixth, clear your ca

Level 37 Leveling Help
This page is Currently Under Construction!!!   DO THIS FIRST!!! Fan and friend me (if we aren't already) and message me so I know you're ready to get your fam adds!!!I will send you the trick to using the blog to level quickly!! This is a list of people that have volunteered to help with Fam adds. Be sure to Like/Rate/Fan/Friend request them - they are an awesome group of people to have as friends!! (BTW - if you msg them and ask for an add and you aren't even friends - they can't help you!!! Besides - it's courteous to make sure you Like/Rate/Fan/Friend before asking for help!!) If you have everything to level completed, other than the fam adds - it's time to chat with me. (Yes - Shout box me - I get those messages the quickest so I can get back to you quickly!!) Please do not start working through the list and ask for fam adds until you are all ready to level. That means you have your points and all other requirements completed first because the people on this list are someti

Jack Is In A Auction
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=772795&albumid=1829864&i=872947092&idx=5  IM IN AN AUCTION, MY 1ST N LAST IM SURE LOL . PLZ STOP BY N COMMENT  ME A ZILLION TIMES. IM HOPING MY FRIENDS WIN ME SO IF YUR MY FRIEND YOU NEEDA CLICK THAT LINKAGE N do IT RIGHT NOW DEMET you may join fubar as a perfectly good natured human being but when you've been here awhile you become someone else.

Dork Proof
...and so does Dean. You see, Dean needs 15 more new fans before he can level. I fanned him a few weeks ago because he's a cool guy and I wouldn't want him not to level! I totally upset the fan-less balance of my page just to help him out. Deans Psychedelic Breakfast@ fubar And this is where helping us both comes in. You see, as soon as he levels (yay!) I'll be able to remove him from my fan list! lol   I wish to thank you all for your time, and your support. You're such good friends, and I'm happy I came back.  I'm siting on my bed listening to a band called Electric Wizard, who can best be described as Black Sabbath on acid, which led me to go over the types of music I find myself listening to the most.   doom stoner rock post rock post metal drone ambient even ambient drone doom   I'm at my happiest when immersed in minor-keyed guitar and heavy bass radiating at bone-shaking decibel levels from extremely large speakers. In the summer I wear black in the sun and soak up

Terms For Being A Sexy Siren
  Hello Ladies and thank you for your interest in participating with the Sexy Sirens. Detailed below you will find all the info you will need to participate. Satyr's Sexy Sirens are the lovely Ladies of Fubar that allow me to post their photos to help attract more attention to their individual pages. The Sexy Sirens Homepage is Ladies Only! ALL INTERESTED MUST have a Fubar approved sfw salute to even be considered, this is required to ensure the page remains LADIES ONLY!! Also you can NOT share an account with your boyfriend or husband or allow access to the Sexy Sirens Homepage via your account to your boyfriend, husband or male friends. You and your photos will be deleted and blocked immediately! To participate you will need to post 2 photos minimum. The first is a SFW photo. This photo is public and will be cycled through the Profile Pic to bring attention to your page. The other photo is a NSFW ( frontal topless minimum ). This photo is Family Only! This photo was suggested b

Capricorns ~ The Best In Bed!
Ok so when you join fu-bar your profile is automatically defaulted to hide "not safe for work" content (or NSFW)   If you can not see NSFW folders (they are red compared to the "normal" picture folders & have a (NSFW) after the album name - in my case mine says "Me -(NSFW) for my pictures...)   What you will need to do is go to your homepage & click "Edit Profile"   When that page opens your now in the "Account" page...   Scroll down & look on the right side this is what you will see...   Settings: Profile Type:New and CleanDusty and Old Email Alerts:Daily DigestImmediatelyOff Email Newsletter:OnOff Email Reminders:OnOff Chat Sounds:OnOff Ignore Skins: [?]:OnOff Filter Embedded Content [?]:Profile

Prositution On Fubar ? Wtf
Finals are done tomorrow. Pats myself on the back. Ready for Christmas. Now to what I am referring to. I am just going to be as blunt as fuck and I don't give a fuck if it pisses you off or not. If it makes you mad then you must be one of those that do it. I actually took the time to go to a few of my friends page today and look at there photos. I saw albums upon albums basically saying you want in send me credits or this bling or that. I was sickened to my stomach. You can call me whatever the fuck you wish to call me but a fucking whore I am not. I respect myself more than prosituting my pussy or ass or breast out there for all to see. I am a highly sexual person but there is no way I would personally lower my standards. I am a mother, daughter, sister, friend etc: . There is no fucking way I could downgrade myself as some of you have. If I have hit a nerve then the fucking truth hurts. The same goes for men that do this. There are porn sites you can get this shit for free or fuc

He Was House Sitting.
I didn't stay all night with Tony i left home. I remember as i drove up the driveway to my own home thinking how am i going to react to Abel .... Will he know i was with Tony? As i arrived closer to my house i see all the guys including Abel were outside sitting in my garage. I get down out of my truck and walk up to Abel give him a kiss and tell him i am going in to shower he tells me he will be right in to join me. Oh no will he know i feel my clitt its really sore. I get my clothes and go into bathroom and undress turn shower on and get in i notice a mark on my breast omg Tony left me a hicky! How did i not notice this? My breast are so white and how am i going to explain this to Abel? I start shampooing between my legs and i can feel my clit is sore. Abel knocks on door i tell him hold on i rinse quickly and spray the restroom just in case i have an after sex smell. Abel walks in and slaps my ass. I ask him if hes already showered he replies he hasn't as he starts undressing to get

Throwing Plates
Fu can be a great place to meet interesting people you would never know otherwise and I have made some amazing real life friends here. That being said; there are aspects of this place that are not good. Fu caters to the worse parts of all of us. Greed, neediness, selfishness and vanity are only a few of the less than stellar qualities in us that thrive under this environment. I am in general judgemental about these qualities in people, but have turned that harsh mirror on myself and realized that I am guilty of these same things. Clearly I didn't have over 1,000 pics because I was completely secure in myself. I was looking for some type of validation that I no longer need from other people or Fubar, so I will be deleting many of these photos. My good sense has finally overtaken my vanity. I will also not being spending another dime on Fubar, nor do I wish for any of my friends to spend anything on me. Bling is nonsense. Pictures of things are nonsense. Do not spend your hard earned do

Just Some Thoughts N Stuff
 "The night is full of stars, and the stars, blue, shiver in the distance." The night wind whirls in the sky and sings. I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too. On nights like this, I held her in my arms.I kissed her so many times under the infinite sky. She loved me, sometimes I loved her.How could I not have loved her large, still eyes? I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.To think I don't have her. To feel that I've lost her. To hear the immense night, more immense without her.And the poem falls to the soul as dew to grass. What does it matter that my love couldn't keep her.The night is full of stars and she is not with me. That's all. Far away, someone sings. Far away.My soul is lost without her. As if to bring her near, my eyes search for her.My heart searches for her and she is not with me. The same night that whitens the same trees.We, we who were, we are the same no longer. I no longer love her, true, but how muc

Fmf The Rules
THE RULES OF FUBAR’S MOST FINEST!!! First off, we are here to have fun and make new friends. We are here to support each other in any way possible. We are not here to compete against other groups, or people. Now for the RULES & REGULATIONS: 1. Before becoming a Fubar’s MOST Finest, you must rate, fan and add your officers. Once this is done contact one of the officers and let them know. Once you have done that feel free to add FMF to your name! *NOTE: We do not vote people in or out of the group, this is not a competition. 2. Please add Fubar’s MOST Finest to your name! It is nice to see the name in yours, but we realize it is a lot to put. If you would like you may use FMF for short! 3. Make sure you have a posted and a Fubar approved salute on your page. If you do not have one, we will give you a week to make and have one posted. If after a week, no salute is posted, we reserve the right to dismiss you from the group. This is not to be mean, but in the past

Sts9
some real close ups forsure!!!MushMushMush weeeeeeSh*t Rocks!!! not the best one..hehe if U watch closely(33rd sec)...my buddy gets pic of us...lmao weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemush mush mush

Heaven's Window
I'm in another auction...check me out and bid please!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=250615&albumid=0&i=3350344445 The linked photo aint working..dammit.  I can end auction at anytime if I accept the bid.  Thank you and happy bidding!! =D I know this isn't really the place to post this; however, I do know people here who have lost loved ones.  Something happened that I must share with you.  We all need a little uplift in spirit at some point or another. This morning I was on my way to work and saw something truly amazing.  For a brief moment, I looked up at the sky and saw Heaven's window.  The clouds had formed in a pattern that made a perfect square of light.  I just stared at it for a few seconds before the window closed.  I thought to myself, wow.  All of the people who I have loved and lost to those pearly gates were peeking down on me.  So, don't think for one second they are not there, watching over us, because they truly are....and I saw them!  I feel blessed today for recei

Realationships
I have to write this because it is really starting to irrate me! I have noticed way too many times that way too many people on here get close with people and build a friendship or relationship and then others on here start to run their mouths like we are in highschool and ruin those friendships or relationships built on jealous peoples lies and accusations. Why can't people learn to go and talk to the friend or mate and ask questions instead of just believing the rumor starter? Are we all really that immature to act in this manner? For example I have two people on here I was talking to and I thought building a friendship with and now they totally just do not answer me. WTF is up with that? Ready to hear others opinions!!! You know I have spent so much time on here and myspace and realised one thing that irratates me greatly! People always judge by how someone looks on if they want to be with them. Guys always want the skinny barbiedoll type and women want the muscular blah blah. Well I

4 Years.....
  Each time they say your nameA tear forms in my eyeHow can I be happyIf all I seem to do is cry You wern't supposed to leave usIt has to be a dreamI cant accept your absenceAnd take goodbye for what it meansYou left me lost and brokenI still can't find my wayThe years have passed real slowlyBut it's harder every dayI thought you would be here foreverEvery time I love someoneIt seems they get taken awayNone of this should have happenedYour place is next to mineEveryone says its supposed to get betterBut it seems the hurt won't ease in timeI will never forget youThough we are far apartI miss you so much MarkAnd i'll always love you with all my heart   RIP Mark...Gone To Soon But U Will Forever Live In Our Hearts! Lovin U Always, Michelle & Ur Daughta Jamy'lah

A Good Cause
I don't care were you come from, what you look like, what you have done or what might be done. If you are at my side I will die for you. It seems the word is not getting out for the Paitnings for the Fallen. Should I try for the spotlight ? Because this is important to me. Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI can?t destroy what isn?t thereDeliver me into my fateIf I?m alone I cannot hateI don?t deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn?t face a life without your lightsBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not careI think I made it very clearYou couldn?t hate enough to l

Getting Stuff Off My Chest
I got way to much stuff on my mind atm. Its weird how things happen... The news I got a few days ago has affected me more then I thought they would.. I wasnt prepared for this.. and now I cant decide what to do.. well. I have decided, but I cant make up what to say... and its bugging me like crazy!! I keep going over it in my mind, over and over and over...But it doesnt get better, it just get worse. Its now making me unable to sleep...     I hate this!!! Dear lil Hell Spawn.. I know we havent met yet.. but I already love U with all my heart... I hope U and I will get by on our own and that U wount miss Ur dad too much.. I wish thing were different.. but I know we can make it on our own.. I can´t wait til U get here!!

Skitzmixx
http://official.fm/tracks/247022     PLAYLIST -----------   Alan Fitzpatrick - Paranoize (Adam Beyer & Jesper Dahlback Remix) David Moleon vs. Faithless - No Way Sun To Me (ATSand Bootleg Of 00.db Remix) Hardwell vs. Manu Chao - Bongo Congo Man (Johan Wedel Toolbox Edit) Mateo Murphy - Love Express  (Chris Liebing Remix) Paul Kalkbrenner - Mad World Lutzenkirchen - Don't Fear To Rock ( Original Mix ) Spektre & Subfractal - Turista (Erphun Remix) Carl Cox vs Yousef - I Want You Forever (Deadmau5 Remix) DJ Rush - Motherfucking Bass (Popof Remix 1) omega drive - mature games (omega drive remix) LUKY RDU - Go (Chris Chambers Remix) Marco V Vs. 4 Strings - Catch A Greed (G8 Remash) Midfield General - Coatnoise (Dave Clarke Mix) Spiros Kaloumenos - Blackout (Original Mix) thatsthebass - thatsthebass Majai - Strange (DJ Preach Remix) Spiros Kaloumenos - White noiz (original mix) Artento Divini pres. DTC - Lift Off (Original Mix) Phunk Investigation - Super Phunk (Origi

"red Neck Love"
When Henry was a youngster,he went to the drug store and asked the Pharmacist,"Sir,can you tell me where the ribbed condoms are?" The Pharmacist replied,"So,do you know what condoms are for?" "Sure do,They keep you from getting Venereal Diseases." The Pharmacist was impressed..."That's right,son. "Do you know what the ribs are for?" Henry paused and then answered,"Well,not really, but they sure do make the hair on my sheep's back stand up!!"

Prayers Needed
SOME OF YOU HAVE READ MY BLOG ABOUT MY GRANDMA AND WELL HERE IS AN UPDATE    My grandma has been in the hospital since christmas eve 2010, and on christmas morning she suffered a massive stroke leaving her paralyzed on the whole right side if her body and her cancer started spreading more..She forgot who everyone was and couldnt even talk much but she tried and tried to remember my family.. she sat in a hospital dazing and not knowin what day it was or for that matter not knowin that it was a new year... she was fighting for her life when they had stopped feeding my grandma and had given up on her.. my mom had fought with the doctors and finally my grandma was transfered to another hospital..  In the new hospital they gave her food and treated her like any other human that is in there.. my grandma changed and she was talkin and she started remembering who we were with some help, she still didnt know what day it was or the year but she was remembering her past and the people in it an

Welcome To Deviant Angel Levelers!
Welcome to Deviant Angel Levelers Homepage!   First of all, we'd like to extend a warm welcome to everyone, we are here to help others level as well as helping ourselves in the process.. We can not do this alone... You must help as well!   Details: This is how the group works.. We find people that need leveling, we will go to the utmost of lengths to make you level, we don't expect anything in return other than a simple recognition and a simple thank you. We aren't out for a popularity contest, we just see members on here that have been here as long as most of us that haven't excelled anywhere.We are a group of family and friends. We work together, not against each other..   A Few Things That We'd Like To See Are As Follows: 1) If all at possible.. (Depending on your level) try to have at least 250 photos ( That consitutes a bomb folder) 2) ATTEMPT to have a VIP ( Which allows room for more photo uploads) 3) If you need help, ASK! Don't hesitate! That's what we are here for.

Wifey Left Me Dec4th2010 She Was 28
well was tryin to load her memorial video (but Im not a Hightech Redneck) if anyone can help. So heres the story my wife went to the e.r. at 7 pm and was relesed after having been given a shot.........apparently the shot didnt mix with her prescibed medication I found her the next morning dead in our bed (I was sleepin on the couch so she could rest somthing we never did not even after an argument). She is survied by myself her loving husband and our 1 year old daughter. Lifes really weired now its been 18 days and my daughter and I are staying with family. Christmas will be three weeks and I dont know if I can handle it. anyhow if anyone knows how to load the video for me Id appreciate it. Samantha Ellen Gelenaw-Farden View or Send Sympathy Notes Back to obituary listings September 24, 1982 - December 04, 2010 Birthplace: Manteca, California Resided In: Chico, California In Loving Memory of our beloved Samantha “Sami” Ellen Gelenaw-Farden, who went to

C G's Thoughts
07/04/2012 @ 05:07 am   Born in November of 1982. A few weeks after my birth my father's mother (my grandmother passed). I was the only grandchild she knew about when she was alive. Time passed and here came middle school. 1st Friday of the school year, I trip over a curb and fracture my left hip. Ok its the pelvic bone at the hip joint. I was on crutches for 13 weeks. I was off crutches for 2 weeks when some friends and I were playing around and I tripped on my friend landed on my right ankle. Sprained my ankle and was on crutches another 8 weeks. over the years I will have many injuries. The summer of 1997 changed me. I had 2 best friends who were twins 4 years older then myself. July 24th, 1997 we lost my best friends parents to a head on crash with a drunk driver. August 14th, 1997 I watched my best friend (Kev) get murdered saving me from a psycho who wanted to date me and wouldn't take no for an answer. the end of August 1997 princess Di died in a car crash. There was more loss

Bling!
To Bling or not to Bling? That is the question? To bling someone can be a double edged sword. Let's say I find a girl cute, interesting and she seems intelligent and I want to get her attention well the easiest way to do that is to bling her right? The problem with that is that I have noticed that when u bling someone when u first meet them on Fubar there is a strong possibility that you have set the wrong tone for the Fu friendship especially if it is an expensive bling. People are people and when u set that tone right out of the gate the expectation even though some of u will say it is not the case is that you will continue to bling them through out the friendship cuz if u dont they will wonder why u dont bling them any more?? The blinger then must decide if he or she wants to keep coming out of pocket to continue to bling this person or persons in order to maintain that level of attention you have established with that person. In many cases it can be a fucked if u do fucked if u don

Noobie Help
Here is the trick to Noobie profile comments that I used.  Hopefully it will help you too! I watch the feed – I use the fSB homepage so you can see when other’s like someone or become friends with someone.  When you see a noob like someone or become friends with someone, you know they are online and are figuring things out. That's the hardest part with most noobs - they aren't online and may never be again!   After seeing them in the feed, I’d go to their page and Like/Rate/Fan/Add them then leave this profile comment on their page: Hey there – wanna earn an easy $10K FuBucks? Click reply under this comment and ask me how!! Thanks so much and HAGD!!  Once they click reply and say “How” you get a profile comment from a noob, then you Fupal them 10K fuBucks - easy as pie.  Just have to keep an eye on the feed but I found this works faster than anything!!  If you need drink backs still, (this applies to lvl 40 and lvl 37 when you just need 1), I

Thank You To All My Family And Friends!!
Hello to all of you reading this!      I am now 10 weeks past having surgery for a detached retina in my right eye.  It has been, to say the least, something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.  I won't get into all the not so nice details, but suffice it to say, it has been quite a hellish ordeal.  The ophthalmologist did what is called a "buckle" procedure.  I haven't been able to spend too much time on the computer, or anything for that matter, because fatigue sets into that eye relatively quickly.  My vision is blurry, to say the least, and I have been told it will probably stay that way.  But, the alternative would be to TOTAL blindness in the eye.  So, I thank all of you who have left me comments, sent drinks, bling and well wishes.  I hope to get back to the Fu as soon as I can.  I wish ALL of you the most joyous and wonderful holiday season possible and hope to see you all VERY soon.  Thank you again!

Fu-fakers & Fu-fakirs
the first person to guess what the following ppl have in common gets a bat, pumpkin bling, or pink ribbon bling (their choice):   carefully corrupted perrrty caralina naughty & precious stang PM me w/ your answer. you can enter as many times as you'd like. send it in PM form, NOT gift form. be back tomorrow. 'nite! p.s.: i will be updating my apartment blog tomorrow, lots of news. it's easier than typing/texting it all to everyone who keeps asking. UPDATE, 11/24/13 the original blog is below this update. Alexander Filth, aka InkB**, is really Lorena Turner. she is not infertile, her mother is not dead, her dad is not dying, she used to be married, she's never been in the military, and has a couple kids she gave up for adoption as toddlers (and yes, they look just like her, spitting image). {and that's just for starters, y'all.} while on Fu before her hiatus, she lied to get not only lots of credits. i never gave her much of anything but bling and a few creds here and there,

Funny Stuff
'Hong Kong announced on Wednesday that they would be giving away $6000HKD (about $770 USD) to each adult permanent resident in Hong Kong. The government will also be issuing salary tax cuts due to a fiscal surplus for the fiscal year ending on March 31st. This plan of giving out money to almost everyone replaces the plan that they had earlier to give that money to retirement savings accounts. Lawmakers and social groups commented that it is ineffective on low-income groups. The government would waive 75% of salary taxes. It is estimated that there is a surplus of $71.3 billion for this fiscal year.'     AND Hong Kong is pretty much the lowest taxed country in the world... Not to mention things like public transport is uber efficient and up to date with the latest tech... and CHEAP.   Man I so gotta get my residency sorted out. A British passport doesn't seem to have that much desirability as it once used to! 12:01pm wills gros...: hi 12:01pm wills gros...:

Simple As That...
A Flower? Believe me. I try.   I own many a high heel. My 4" Franco Sartos are my favorite right now. They go well with my thigh clip.   I have shirts that are too tight. Skirts that are too short. And scars riddled here and there on my body.   I bask in MAC makeup and I enjoy Carolina Hererra 212 And my Crossbow.   I wear lip gloss I curl my hair and LOVE the Flying Arm Bar.   I can Pirouette Sing in First soprano and pick off a moving target from 385 yds.   Delicate? Hardly. I AM a flower of some sort. I'm just not sure if it's poisonous or not. I am me. So, here is my inner dialogue when I randomly rate pictures. *I wonder if he knows he has a chew stain on his tank top? *Really? Greasy hair, sweaty skin, and a tank top with the boobs coming out of the sides with a caption "Just me". You didn't have a better one to post? *Come on now! An over flowing ashtray, an empty 2 liter bottle of Mt. Dew and a stack of diapers????? I forgot you were even in

It Is What It Is...
If you're a girl..1) Get something small if it's your first time, like a lip gloss container. Make sure it's got a rounded tip.2) Put a little water on it. 3) Get yourself on the ground or your bed. Make sure you're comfortable.4) Put your feet up on something. Make sure they are higher than your head. Spread your legs.5) For the ultimate experience, relax first. Just lay there. Think about nothing. And DON'T BE NERVOUS.6) Slowly begin to touch your breasts. Feel them (have your eyes closed or open but if they are open make sure you're not focusing on anything)7) Keep one hand on your breast and slowly move the other one down to your thigh. Move your hand up and down your thigh while massaging your breast.8) With your breast hand, slowly take the lip gloss container or your object of choice. Your clit might start to get a weird feeling like you really want to touch it. DON'T.9) Tease yourself with the object by gently rubbing the spot between your poophole and vagina. This will drive y

"about Me"
I am... complicated. I do very well for my nature, but am a disaster in the face of a mass spectrum. I've always been that way, sometimes not as bad as I like to believe, and other times worser than it appears. It's been in my best effort to show people I am 'different'... but in a fashion that isn't vain or arrogant. I don't like to be the center of attention with the big picture, if anything... I enjoy being a 'part' of the picture. No more. I'm a reasonable man, hence why I carry myself with a sense of responsibility for friends and family. It breaks my heart even more when I know they are in trouble and I can't help, whether it be with business, home, family, friends, money, whatever. I was raised with a strict logic of loyalty, I often think I got it from my father... my parents; they are the prime reason why I like to be the way I am. My mother raised me to be smart, to be safe, responsible, mature, and always ideal to doing what's right even if it was unfair or distressing. Sta

My Thoughts
this site is bein taken over by fake ppl lol,. its really sad when a 6 yr old can spot a fake  but at 30 + man cant and buys the fake all kinds of shit but the fake will never get passed lvl  30 lmfao.guess u guys on here rather help some one that fake and not even real , then some one thats is, thats really sad. that gos to tell me that u guys think with the head thats in ur pants not the 1 on ur sholders lol but hey if u want to get used for ur money and lied to ,thats u guys problem! I work my ass on here tryin to lvl with lil or no help at all , and i HATE fakes so when ur bank accts are dryed up cuz u rather buy fakes blings and what ever on here  , im goin to laugh my ass off  thats all i have to say have a nice fuckin day! you there have i got your attentionyou left my dreams in the wishing wellyou there got to find interventiondont test me know I will get through some whereCan I have you Attention Pleasecan you tell me what's going on god only knowslife is a book we open an

Raven Haven
It's always nice to be able to dreamimagine life being another way but realize.. They are dreams.. fantasy.. non-corporeal.. A realm where  our mind and heart can venture. You and I are a beautiful idea, it's a place i visit,.Unrealistic isn't it... ?I can see you.. lying with your face half tucked under my pillow in the morning. The sleepy, adorable look as you awaken... your lazy half smile. I can feel you...as if you were,lying here next to me. Strange...how the mind can create sensations without experiencing them. Every part of me awakens... 

Just For The Record...
I don't feel as thought I have to explain my actions, but I can give a general summary. For personal reasons, I've cleared out the majority of my list. I probably like you, we're probably friends. In fact, we probably text each other or have eachother on Facebook. I didn't delete you because I dislike you in any way. I did it for peace of mind. You are more than welcome to re-add me if you feel as though I have jilted you in some way. I assure you, my "list" here does not determine my friendship with people. I don't believe I need to have you here to be your friend, but if you feel otherwise, by all means, readd me. It's to my discretion if I accept. As for others, we probably stopped talking a long time ago.  Hey, you. Yes, you.  I'm going to cut to the chase: flirting with me makes me want to block you. I don't want to have to block you, but I'm not here to be your object of desire, your plaything, your online relationship, or your reason for existence. Aside from not understand

In The Mind Of Madness
What does it mean to be a MAN? I don't think anyone in my generation REALLY knows. Seeing as how we have had our manhood stripped from us by our mothers at a VERY early age. Our mothers sisters wives girlfriends have ALL stripped small parts of our manhood away. It starts when you're young and your mom delegates when and where you are allowed to apply your man attitudes and actions. She tells you at 14 that you cant watch porn because ? WHY Obviously if you're 14 and you have porn you have a basic idea what the fuck its there for. Then again at 15 and 16 when you get into fights at school. "Be the bigger man and walk away" .......... Coming from a woman I don't think it's proper for you to tell me that NOT defending myself or sticking up for myself is MANLY. As Tyler pointed out we are a generation of men raised by women. 17 -18 SEX.... yea that ones pretty much explains itself. No sex in my house. (case closed) Once we start having sex dating getting interested in more

Flashback (lsd Daze)
I Just wanna Say Before you Read thisThat this was for the most part over 25yrs ago& I've never Done Heroin or Needles I Remember Sitting in Jr. High in a Science Class watching a Film Designed To Scare us away from doing Drugs,I explicitly remember the scene where a Guy takes LSD looks in a Mirror see's himself as a Ware wolf & Runs out to the second story Balcony & Jumps off Fast Forward..... I Don't Remember what Grade, Not Junior Year cause I'd Smoked pot as a Sophomore I Kinda didnt Like it cause it made me feel dull stupid & Boring (That was before I Discovered High Grade Indica, Fallbrook Ses. & what-not)So Me and a friend Had quit pot for our Junior yearsomewhere in late High School I Discovered Whites(beanies, Speed) for the 1st timeI wanted to Run Faster Jump Higher, Be more alertso at least a senior, & maybe even after Graduation, That Summer I Took my 1st hit of LSD, I Believe it was Orange Sunshine...   Search Video CodesI started out w/ just a 1/2 hit to

Video Shout To Fubar Peeps
Hey everyone added a updated video shout for this month...added new peeps in it....if i overlooked you let me know. Beto aka dj devious one I decided to make a video shout out some fubar peeps...Those who I might have left out hit me up in a private message and next time i do another video shout out I will be sure to include you. Plz rate and comment... Beto

Mc5
And right now, right now, right now it's time to KICK OUT THE JAMS, MOTHER FUCKERS! Yea! I, I, I, I, I'm gonna I'M GONNA KICK 'EM OUT! Yea! Well, I feel pretty good and I guess that I could get crazy now, baby. 'Cause we all got in tune and when the dressing room got hazy now, baby. I know how you want it, child: hot, sweet, and tight. The girls can't stand it when you doin' it right; when you're up on the stand. And let me kick out the jams, yes! Kick out the jams. I WANTTA KICK 'EM OUT! Yes, I'm startin' to sweat, you know my shirt's all wet. What a feelin'. [ Mc5 Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] And the sound that abounds and resounds and rebounds off the ceiling. You gotta have it baby, you can't do without, when you get the feelin', you got the sound above. Put that mike in my hand And let me kick out the jams, yes! Kick out the jams. I WANTTA KICK 'EM OUT! (guitars) alright, alright, alright,...(9 times) come on, come on,

Tag
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I paint when I am pissed off. And people actually want to buy those paintings 2. I love to cook and I am good at it, I love to experiment with food. 3. I play the cello, 4. I have been dancing since i was 2 5. I love a clean house and i am strick about it 6. I have been told that I have the biggest heart. I will give and give and give. And most of the time I get walked all over. 7. I have broken almost every bone in my body atleast once 8. I have dyslexia. So I dont like to read and I cant spell to save my life 9. I dont watch to much tv. But I will watch CSI 10. I thrive to be a good mom to my 2

Prayer Requests
Please pray for Mare's Dad, the family called and he is in the hospital not doing to well.  Mare needs our support as well.   A P A dear friend of ours is having a rough time. Her mother, Agnes,is in ICU and they have family coming in. Please pray for Agnes and her family. May they all have safe travel and may Agnes get better, all in God's Will. Angels Playground One of our dear friends of Fubar has a niece that is having kidney failure.  Please keep the niece and her family in your prayers.   AP

Report This Please!
Please report this photo of this chick. She has a young kid pulling down her G-string in the image.. and it shouldn't be on this site!!!

Wanna Own Me?
Cash bids: -Sexy Salute -Add to Yahoo -Name in mine for a month -Add to Fam -Top friend add -Pimpouts daily -Shitfaced Daily -10 or 15 credit bling -Link on my page for a month -Kinky Creation -1000 11's a week -Radom gifts givin daily of my choice More is bid is high enough Fubucks: -100 11's daily -1 pimpout a week -name in mine for a month -kinky creation BIDDDING ENDS WITH HIGHEST BIDDER OF MY CHOICE!

Have You Seen This ??/
WANTED "DEAD OR ALIVE " (PREFERABLY DEAD)FOR EXCESSIVE SHIT TALKING AND SHIT EATING   REWARD =GETTING TO BE KNOW AS THE ONE WHO PUT A CLOWN IN THE GROUND :o:o  

Under Her Desk
I started off this morning in a very bad mood. I like to enjoy my coffee and sit alone for an hour.. well my driver being somewhat of a twit locked herself out of the van for the second time in 24 hours... I grumbled a lot while walking out the door.....   To my surprise when I came back, my lovely Witty had offered to hide me under her desk. I graciously accepted only to find I wasn't the only one under her desk..... Its getting slightly crowded under there and I'm wondering If i should move out or start growling at people who come into my corner space.. My beef on a thursday Wicked

~love...random Guido Open Words~
~Take My Hand.... and Walk with Me... ~From Where We Are.... to Where We'll Be.... ~Love is a Mystery... ~We'll Learn what Life is.... as We Go... ~No Map...No Answers... ~All I know is this: I Love You So..... Peace.

Military Family
my grandfather was a scrub nurse   Munitions Specialist 1966-1970 volunteered for service in Vietnam but was refused second pic is dad(r) during a loadeo drill 1969 R.A.F. Whethersfield Strategic air Command Flew About the C-135 "Looking Glass" communications plane

The Fubar 12 Step Program Through My Eyes
    *  Step 1 - We admitted we were powerless over our addiction - that our lives had become unmanageable on the fu    * Step 2 - Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity, yay baby j is useful afterall!    * Step 3 - Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of others in distress with the same fu addiction.    * Step 4 - Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves, which doesnt include unblocking of the doosh's we have came across.    * Step 5 - Admitted to baby j, to ourselves and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs.    * Step 6 - Were entirely ready to have baby j remove all these defects of character & user settings.    * Step 7 - Humbly asked baby j to remove our shortcomings, more mail for him?..    * Step 8 - Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to MOST of them.    * Step 9 - Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so w

Destruction And Deviance
Current situations have persuaded me to actually sit here once again and put together my thoughts on a blog.. Run for your life.. No names will be mentioned, that's petty and immature, not to mention slanderous and against the law.First subject at hand... "HATERS"... Seriously?!?! What is going on in your feeble little minds other than yourself? Why hate on others ? You could be the same way that others are if you'd literally remove your head from your sphincter.. If one wants to achieve anything in life, it's not just handed to them, the ones that are handed things on a silver platter, I pity you, there is nothing in life for free. one must work to achieve anything in their lives.. No that doesn't mean manipulating and using people, don't even get that concept in your head, that's morally and inconsiderate.. Some people strive to make that their life goal.. Manipulation isn't the best thing to use against people.. Now back to the subject at hand.... HATERS!! Why do you do this? Your l

Heels
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A Whisper Through The Dark Night
                                  A Whisper through the night                                                 By Thomas Gargis                 It was a dark foggy night when she was standing by her window.  As the fog had roll across the dark ground,  she heard a whisper through the dark night  that scared her. She jumped from the window that startled her and then slowly walking back to it to see what was making that noise. As she look to see who or what was out there but only seeing the thick dense dark fog that lay across the ground.  As she was about to turn and head for bed because a long day she had at work, but the whisper through the night was calling her name again.                She was thinking and concerned “why am I hearing this? Is it that I’m so tired from work that I am imagining this in my mind?” Hum as she stood there by the window wondering as the whisper through the night was getting louder as if it was coming towards her. Now she is really s

I Never Knew I Could Feel Like This
Just want you to know  your on my mind, lately that seems to be all the time.omg girl you are so damn fine.Just watch and see Im gonna make you mine.Kissing you on the forehead and holding you tight,cuddling and caressing all through the night. being with you is oh so right! I am not up for a one night stand,with you I am looking for the full time plan. just trust me and go hand in hand,I promise to be the greatest man.never be mean or treat you like crap,just let you know that you are all that!with you it would be great as far as I see,loving you til the end of time is great by me.with you in my arms is where you should be. Its you I love ,and will forever.You may change,but I will never.Time may come when we will part,but time will never change my heart.So tender and true ,but now its gone from me to you.So take care of it as I have done,for you have two and I have none.I never really knew you but only as a friend,but when I saw you noticed me I let my heart unbend.If

Help Needed 4 A Friend!
I have a dear real life friend that lost his job this week!! He just got custody of his son this summer and this couldnt be a worse time of year to be unemployed! He is in the telecommunications field but has other skills as well. Lives in DelRay Beach, FL ... If ANYONE knows of a position open that you feel he may be qualified for there (or anywhere else), PLEASE, let him know! He's my #5 family member .. here's his link .. ~ Michael ~http://b.pcc3.fubar.com/47/37/1997374/tn_1550936266.jpg">@ fubar My mission is to help him gain employment SOON! Thank you to anyone who may have a lead!! Happy Holidays All!! Jacqui

I'm A Lil Secrect...shhhhhhhh!@ Fubar
Jo     Just so you know how much you mean too me   ................................... You are such a special person and I am so glad I met you, you have the kindest heart and such a lovely way about you, and for me to know you, makes me so lucky, I am so glad that you finely are sorting your life out and I truly believe that you are going to be so happy and have such a nice life down in Cornwall. For the past 3 years that I have known you it’s been a really tough time but I really hope that in some small way I have been there for you and helped, I know there have been times that I have annoyed you, but I hope that you can just remember the good times and the laughing we did, as I will always remember the fun we had, you will always be very dear to me and will always be my very best friend (Just don’t ask me too look after your car keys again or ask me where they are :)) I know you were always going to leave but I never thought it would be as hard for me when the time c

Best Christmas Card Ever.
Twas the Night Before Christmas and all through the house, the creatures were stirring yes, even the mouse. We tried melatonin and gave a hot bath but the holiday jitters they always distract. The children were finally all nestled in bed when nightmares of terror ran through my OWN head. Did I get the right gift...the right color and style?  Would there be a tantrum or even, maybe, a smile?  our relatives come but they don't understand the pleasure he gets just from flapping his hands. "he needs discipline," they say "just a well-needed smack, You must learn to parent" and on goes the attack.  We smile and nod because we know deep inside, the argument is moot let them all take a side.  We know what it's like to live with the spectrum.  The struggles and triumphs, achievements, regressions.  But what they don't know and what they don't see, is the joy that we feel over simplicity.  he said "hello" he ate something green!  he told his first lie!  He did not cause a scene!  He peed on the

*~in-laws~*
A couple drove down a country road for several miles,not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules,goats and pigs,the wife asked sarcastically,"Relatives of yours?" "Yep," the husband replied, "in-laws."

Ramblings
As most of my family knows, I am one good Mumm away from leveling for the last time. In the time that I have been here, people in my family have come and gone. But there is a core group who have not only helped me when I asked, but have made this place fun and worth sticking around.   Toward that end, I am going to pay it forward. Starting on April 1st, I'm going to engage in the ''Fubar Family Fun Fest'. Each day, I am going to select a different member of my family, and spoil them in some special way. It could be an ability bling, it could be all my pimps, it could be my points for 12 hours (while I'm actually rating), it could be rating every one of your pics an 11. Who knows, it could be all of those. I'm going to make my decisions when I wake up each day what I'm going to do and who will be the recipient, so you'll never know what you're going to expect. It's my way of saying 'Thank You' to each one of you for being generous, helpful, engaging, and all the other qualities tha