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RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? Kara [2] You were in the car with? Family [3] Went to the mall with? Same as above [4] Person you talked on the phone with? kara [5] You messaged/​commented on Fubar? Radio (John) T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? True Q: Been searched By Cops? True Q: Been suspended from school? True Q: Sat on a roof top? True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? False Q: Broken a bone? True Q: Have shaved your head? True Q: Played a prank on someone? True Q: Had/have a gym membership? False Q: Shot a gun? True Q: Donated Blood? False WOULD YOU RATHER: [1] Eat or drink? Eat [2] Be serious or be funny? funny. Why So Serious!? [3] Go to t
Anyone Interested? Lol
  Change Your Thinking It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.
After Dark
Is DJ Kev Dog finally on a leash??? Come check him out live on air and taking your requests in After Dark!!!   JOIN THE SEXY AND ALLURING ROC-A-BELLA NOW ON AIR!!!  
Drag/ Tranny Day
This week Ive decided to keep the theme secret until Monday morning... its just makes the day so much funner... Hugh (Dame Edna) and I were discussing what to do, there was an array of different ideas.....smurfs, hair bands... but nothing appealed.. Ive always wanted to know what it was like to write my name in the snow with my urine and there it was drag queen/ transsexual day... Hugh you know were going to be the only ones playing..... Needless to say I looked up famous drag queens and found Barbette, she/ he was a performer her story is most interesting and well hell I'm applauding people from different walks of life today.. So throw on your skirts or pants and have fun... Apparently I forot we list... so here it is Barbette= me Dame Edna= my best friend Hugh (makes out) Chi Chi Larue= Alix Seductress= its a secret (for his plot to freak name crisis out) Misty= Blue Eyed Soul Divine=Mop Princess FuFu= Seamus Foofy McBoafeathers= Ketch22 RuPaul= Raist Harvey Fierstei
I Hate You And You Know Who You Are!!
Come on, fill it out for me. Please! Copy, paste, answer. you know the drill   then go to Captain Cooter's page and thank him for this.....       1. I know who are you, tell me who you want to be.    I want to be a point whore but i dont know how 2. Are we friends?    I like you 3. When and how did we meet?   Satara i think in my blog Cooter cause i kicked him 4. Have I ever gone too far?    whats far? 5. What do you think of me?    I like your boobs6. If I spanked you would you laugh, cry, or just hope that I do it again?    Id drop my pants7. Am I a good friend?    You have been so far.8. Do you love me?    Pfft i hope not9. Do you have a crush on me?    I allways crush girls10. Would you kiss me?  totally 11. Would you hug me?    sure12. Am I your type?  yes 13. Do you think I am smart?    yes14. Do you wish I was cooler?    I dont know but your hot15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?    i drool everytime i see you 16. Give me a nickn
Proof!
hey all fu's!!!!this blog is to tell my friends where i've been & to let others know bad luck really does happen in three's..... 2 months ago my puppy knocked my laptop into the floor causing my harddrive to crash,,so i wait to get it fixed,,2 weeks later going outside to work in the garden my shoes being kinda muddy caused me to slip on my kitchen floor landing on my back n landing me in traction,,,,,2weeks later trying to get up n move i start to fall putting my right hand out to catch myself & end up breaking the bone going to my pinkie.... so after u laugh which i hope u do cause i have died laughin over my luck for real just remeber bad luck does come in 3's in I AM proof!! love you guys! xoxox
Auto Or Cherry Bomb Auction
♥ Keep this rose going for the 31 US Special Forces and 7 Afghan Commandos who lost their lives in a helicopter crash ♥♥♥♥_____/)___/)______./¯"""/')¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯)¯¯)¯¯¯'_„„„„)¯`v´¯) Your families are in our thoughts`*.¸.*´ and prayers during this¸.•´ ¸.•*¨)¸.•*¨) difficult time!!!(¸.•´(¸.• (¸.•´¸¸.•¨¯`•.¸¸.♥ Bless you all and Thank You..We Salute You!All Are in our Prayers 
American Militar Fubar Members?
I AM GOING TO BE MAKING BULLETINS FOR FUBAR THAT WILL COMMEND THE AMERICAN MILITARY FOR ALLL THAT THEY DO. ALSO, TO REMEMBER THOSE WHO GAVE THEIR LIVES FOR US. PLEASE HELP ME TO SPREAD THE LOVE AND APPRECIATION BY SENDING ME LINKS TO MILITARY MEMEBERS ON FUBAR.IF YOU ARE ONE, PLEASE SEND ME A MESSAGE SO THAT I CAN SHOW FUBAR JUST WHO IT IS THAT IS AND HAS BEEN FIGHTING BRAVELY, PROUDLY, FOR OUR COUNTRY!
Final Results
Below is the syndrome i was told i had today .. i had to look it up to understand it, again ty for all ur prayers and comments, right now imma bit shell shocked but will be around xx   Sarah Myelodysplastic syndrome Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Jump to: navigation, search Myelodysplastic syndrome Classification and external resources ICD-10 D46. ICD-9 238.7 ICD-O: 9980/0-M9989/3 DiseasesDB 8604 eMedicine med/2695  ped/1527
My Quotes
I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the water washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay.   Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway. What you call dog with no legs?Don't matter what you call him, he ain't gonna come.
All About Me! (it's Long You Have Been Warned)
Just Stuff
I hope you’re doing fine out there without me‘Cause I’m not doing so good without youThe things I thought you’d never know about meWere the things I guess you always understoodSo how could I have been so blind for all these years?Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,And living without you…And everything I have in this worldAnd all that I’ll ever beIt could all fall down around me.Just as long as I have you,Right here by me.I can’t take another day without you‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my ownI’ve been waiting so long, just to hold youAnd to be back in your arms where I belongSorry I can’t always find the words to sayBut everything I’ve ever known gets swept awayInside of your love…And everything I have in this worldAnd all that I’ll ever beIt could all fall down around me.Just as long as I have you,Right here by me.As the days grow long I seeThat time is standing still for meWhen you&r
Monday's New Theme!!!!
It has come to my attention on how Hard Trailer Park Hoes and Gigolos would be to hold with the Seamus versus Wicked Bet running. So to make my life easier we will be having Greek Mythology day... Please come wearing togas and eating grapes... here's the list so far Artemis= me Voluptas= Pixie Medusa= Witty Ick somethign= Seamus "loser of the bet" Poisedon= Chainsaw Shits& Giggles= Zeus Hercules= Name Crisis Hades= Hugh Eros= Bonz Haphaestus= Jobob Uranus= Pedro Aphrodite= Blue Eyed Soul Erebus=Husky Redneck Athena= Amykins  John Stamos= Ketch22 Apollo= Fwee (there goes my fantasies of the fish) So grab your Gyros and your togas OPA WICKED
Random
http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=555598 And it goes to... So far I have been hit by 21 cars and run over by an 8 ton truck.
Fubar Friends
We all know how hard it is to get to ths level she is 4.7 Mil away so come check her out F/A/R/C  and Bling her to Oracle.   š ™ A Little Shy ™ š ♥♥ I Love The Girlies ♥♥@ fubar Hi all my friend is in a Bling Contest please check him out and vote for him  All you have to do is Rate his picture. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2730814&albumid=1720496&i=1190859473&idx=8   Thanks Kisses Eve
Life
I've done a bad thing. . . I've made my Master feel as if I am ashamed of him. I want him and the world to know that I am not. I have been reluctant to discuss my Master with the ladies that I work with, both because I doubt that they would understand the unique situation of my chosen lifestyle and because my ex just recently left me and I have been afraid of what they would say about the swiftness with which I have bonded with my Master. In short I have lied about my Master, my lover, my friend, and my fiance. I am so sorry my love. I feel terrible about hiding you. It is something I never should have done. Please forgive me, Love. I will wear my collar without deciet and always take pride in what I am and what you make of me. I love you, my one and only, my darling, my Master, and my lover. Why does it hurt so bad when family turns on you? Without talking to you. Without coming to you and even asking if what they heard about you is true? Friends are one thing. Many come and go
Making Pics
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Rumor Control....a Psychotic Liar Among Us
My ex fuhubby "steviec" steviec@ fubar  has took it upon his self to spread rumors about me calling me a bling whore and saying a lot of bad things about me. Just for the record I did not ask for bling. He came to me and always said "what bling u want?" I never ASKED! I didnt block him because he "couldnt afford anymore" hes never said that.  I blocked him because he flat out lied to me!  then proceeded to insult me and even drug my baby into this saying he was happy I got rapped.  He has major issues........beware!  and again I DIDN'T ASK FOR BLING!
Getting Rid Of Dead Weight
JUST A LITTLE NOTE TO LET PPL KNOW THAT I'M GOING TO BE GETTING RID OF SEVERAL THOUSAND PPL THAT ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST...THERE IS NO REASON FOR ME TO KEEP PPL ON THERE THAT 1...I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER ADDING, OR 2...THAT DON'T READ MY BLOGS, BULLIES, VISIT MY PAGE, OR EVEN SAY HI IN MY SHOUTBOX...I'M NOT GOING TO BE ADDING NEW FRIENDS JUST CUZ THEY ASK, ONLY IF I FEEL THERE COULD BE A FRIENDSHIP THAT WILL COME OF IT...I'M NOT TRYING TO BE A SNOTTY B*TCH I JUST WANT TO KEEP PPL THAT I KNOW...IF YOU'RE MY FRIEND AND WE BOTH KNOW IT, YER NOT GETTIN RID OF ME THAT EASILY LOL...MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT TO MY FAMILY AND REAL FRIENDS ON HERE...OH YEAH, THROW ME A BONE AND RATE THIS PLS...MUAHZZZZ BISHES
Fubar
Greetings, I need to take a little breathing space from fubar.  I have a lot going on right now.  I am making an effort to change some things in my life and I need to elimitate some distractions while I do so.  I need to refocus myself, to better myself. So in the meantime I need to focus more transitioning from my business to new work, my personal work, my physical health, my eating habits, my lack of sleep, and most of all my love; my other half to which without I am not whole. Please take the time and whatever kindness you would show to me and give it to her.  She is the most amazing person I have ever met, and almost every day, shows me something new to appreciate.  I won't be gone long, and I'll pop on now and then to check messages.   See ya soon, JoeSomebody PLEASE HELP FOR SPOTLIGHT!   Greetings all.  I was recently, very generously, gifted an auto-11.  I don't tend to get a lot of traffic to my page, so I thought the best way to take advantage of this gift was to go f
Rock The Space!!!
We need your help! If you dig our sound please listen to our track Memories Fade at this link: http://adsupport.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=rockthespace.fan&sproutid=KgCVkDKKCEGmsCK3   If you feel like doing more help yourself. Thanks in advance for any love on this. Peace.
In Auction
New Account Eve Sugar Butt Monroe
This is for all my friends on my old account Eve Sugar Butt Monroe. Long story short I was having some issues with that profile.  Here is my new one if you want to add.  Thanks All    
Life Is A Sexually Transmitted Disease!!!
Helping A Friend
That's Why
POINTS:   2x point total of level 28 (96,000,000 pts). 96,961,930 of 96,000,000 SALUTES: salute required. 1 of 1 Member since:   Member of the site for over 2 months. 557 of 60 days Referrals:
Bully's Made For Friends
FOR LIMITED TIME 2 FOR 1 SPECIAL BUY THE 12 CREDIT BLING PACK TO BE ADDED TO THE BOMB TRAIN & YOU GET TO PICK 1 PERSON TO RIDE WITH YOU **** COME & JOIN THE BOMB TRAIN **** bombing back to back, if you would like to be added, it will cost a 12 credit bling pack to be added to the bomb list, the more the credits are sent the more bombs will be bought will update stash with people to be bombed & the # of times, date & time of bombing **** People that has already been added AS OF 7/11/09 = 3 BOMBS & ADDING MORE **** Bratt http://fubar.com/images.php?u=709013&albumid=906274 TJ http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1803244&albumid=1350820 DONA http://fubar.com/images.php?u=2715893&albumid=1568202 Chaotic http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1211040&albumid=1426997
Custom Tags & Skins,
Surveys And Random Crap
If you were a robot, what would your prime function be? To fill eclairs with white creamy goodness... Does a crowded elevator smell different to a midget? Only if his allergies aren't acting up. Is this question true or false? Red...no, blue! Can I borrow a dollar? How about 100 pennies? What is the largest thing you have set on fire? a sectional couch Can you spell backwards? b a c k w a r d s...now where's my prize? Would you bite someone in a fight? Like a dog gnawing on his favourite chew toy Can I borrow a dollar again? geez...hands you 5 pennies, 2 nickels, 7 dimes, and a quarter. Can I smack you with a burning cat? yep, for sure Why? Doesn't everyone love a hot pussy? Say something you don't know:   something I dont know (nice answer Crystal!)   I'm thinking of a number between 1 and 10. What is it? a number, duh...   Sorry, that was wrong, try again... No, I'm pretty sure it's a number.   When was the last time you showered? (phew!) Rhetorical ques
A New Life?
For those of you who know me know i have a boyfriend named Jeff. We have been living in my small house for 2 years and its come time to make a major decision. Jeff has his own house which he owns and is 3 times the size of mine. He hasn't actually lived there for 2 years but has paid the bills. He also has a roommate that I don't mind but hes a slob. I live in a 106 year old house that I hold dear to my heart. I have worked hard to make it a safe place for me an my son to live. I have literally refinished hard wood, laid linoleum, removed carpet, painted, killed mice and built walls. I even now own my own tool set and have come accustom to its floods and minor issues. Jeff has asked us to move in with him many  times but Ive always kind of push it off, but apparently now is the time to make the decision. If we don't move to his house we have to find another place that can accommodate all of our stuff. 4 cars and a boat... I realize that most normal people would say duh.. move. But
Venting
I want to be perfect ..  I want to wake up in the morning and not I have a stress headache. I want to eat whatever I want and not gain weight. I want to eat a dozen doughnuts for breakfast or pancakes with real butter not egg whites, oatmeal or protein shakes. I want to eat a slice a pizza without gaining a damn  pound. I want to be beautiful..I want to be the diamond not the flaw. I want to be the crystal not the crack in it. I want to be the sparkle in your eye not the tear. The rose not the thorn. I want to make you happy not bring you down. I want to make you smile again. Just once I want to fucking shine.........
Songs
Love breeds suicide Don’t know what to do Life seems so empty without you Don’t know if it’s true You didn’t want to hurt me, desert me Love breeds suicide Love kills me inside Just want to know Is there a reason for living Just want to go Back where we came from, I’m begging you Love breeds suicide Love kills me inside You were my reason for living Why did it end Why did it end You were my sunshine, my living Why did it end Why did it end I have reasons to be alone Dying til I see clear There's no revenge to explain Will never come back I perceived your look My time is running out I don't stop thinking I relax my tension... exhale again. I think again I feel so little, Exhale again... feel so little. To lose didn't change your life Taking everything away Everything until the end. I have reasons to be alone Dying til I see clear There's no revenge to explain
Fun Things To Do On A Rainy Day In London (expect Regular Entries)
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Insanity
Many of my fu-friends that know this crazy bitch, and have heard her deny that she stalks me but this dumb cunt found me on Facebook and asked to be added to my profile and was told to fuck off.  When I wouldnt let her get on as a friend on facebook she located my sister and my son and begun hassling both of them. At first I didnt know it but she had said that my son and sister were so much nicer than I was and that tipped me off immediately that she had already contacted them. As soon as she had said that I asked my son and daughter if she had and they had both said that she did. I told them about her and asked them both to remove the bitch, and my sister did but my son thought that it was funny being a wiseass like his father he laughed at me and said no. I said ok but I will laugh at  you when she starts harassing you and your friends like  she did me. My sister was telling me how the dumbass was "liking" every single comment that she made. She blocked her  soon after. The one thing
Contests
ok so here is the deal i am running a custom made picture contest for 7/28/09 it will end at 8 pm EST... here are the PRIZES!!!! 1st place gets CB,AUTO and 1,000,000 FuBusks....2nd place gets choice of CB or AUTO and 100,000 FuBucks...3rd place gets BLING and 10,000 FuBUcks. Make sure you send me the link to your pics to be added into the contest GOOD LUCK to all who enter :)
Much Needed Advice
Well it has resorted down to this.. I am actually asking for advice.. I need it badly before I lose my mind and delete myself from here...and leave hurt...   i want to know how can I learn to relax here and not let all the crap that goes on here effect me so much.. like all the young whores. gettin everything. being ignored most of the time.. begging for everything i get..when the hot girls come on.. and I just shut up and back out of the conversations.. see yesterday I was talking to a friend and someone went on cam and he totally stopped talking to me to drool all over her and comment on how hot she was...completely pushed me away.. I get that a lot...   And since the bartap thing is messed up and I cant get it off my homepage.. i see the types of girls my friends comment on and yeah.. Ive gone to their pictures and I have seen some of the most gorgeous comments they have left.. and I dont get that sort of thing....I get "baby lets fuck...or sexy ass i want to eat it" and so many
The Soul
(My friend Lickmeister left this as a profile comment and I loved it.. thought I would share it.. it is so beautiful.. thank you Licky)   If I could touch you anywhere, it wouldn’t be where you thinkif I could touch you anywhere it wouldn’t even make you blinkIf I could touch you anywhere it would be daring and boldif I could touch you anywhere I would touch your soulIf you believe the eyes are the windows to the soulthen look in deep and you will be soldIf you see something you like, and you want to see morelook at the smile, you just might find the doorOnce you’re inside the door, you can see what there is to seeonce you’re inside the door, you can tell if it’s meant to beOnce you’re inside the door, you can feel what’s it’s all aboutonce you’re inside the door, you can touch the soul from the inside outThe body is just a vehicle for the soul, that we knowif human touch is the motor that makes the soul goIf the soul is the essen
Obama's Health Care Bill In Congress- Pretty Terrifying!
Thanks to Kloverlynn for this, here are some highlights of the health care bill that Obama and the Democrats are pushing.  And in case you think it's all hype, I'll also post a link to the actual bill that's on the floor of the House of Representatives so you can crosscheck!  Be aware that page numbers may change as the bill is amended in subcommittee however.  Here is the URL for the actual bill: http://docs.house.gov/edlabor/AAHCA-BillText-071409.pdf Be aware that the bill is 1,018 pages long as of the posting of this blog, so it's not an easy read!  Here are the highlights, courtesy of Kloverlynn: • Page 16: States that if you have insurance at the time of the bill becoming law and change, you will be required to take a similar plan. If that is not available, you will be required to take the gov’t option! • Page 22: Mandates audits of all employers that self-insure!• Page 29: Admission: your health care will be rationed! • Page 30: A government c
Lyrically Delicious!
Everytime I close my eyes You're the first thing that runs through my mind Everywhere I go I see you, hear you, feel you I just wanna be near you and heal you Last thing you said is How Dare You? First thing I said is I'm Sorry Now I'm sitting here Helpless man Same old story Now she's brokenhearted Time heals all wounds She said oh not this time it's true Everyone plays the fool And that fool is me Because I foolishly took advantage of a woman Who loved me for me. So empty, can't feel no more, As I'm left with my tears on the floor I wait fo
No More Nice Guys??? Read This
  Guys, are you tired of being put in the doghouse and do not know why?  Are you tired of your woman being irritated at you for the stupid stuff you do?  Ladies, are you sick of your man not caring enough to bring you flowers?  Possibly, open a door?  Are you tired of them just not listening as if they do not care??????     Check this out...  This will help even in the slightest way.  I want men and women to comment, its purpose it to bring back the respect and the caring for women. That has been lost over time.  In the fast paced life of booty calls and texts.  This is real, Men we need to take the time to listen, show the women that we are there and we will do nice things.  So many guys put on the facade that they are a nice guy until they get the woman and boom they revert to being the asshole.  It just can not be done.  In addition, if you do not believe me.  I am going to laugh if your woman tells you to read this.      There will always be a battle in a woman, does she want a ni
The Essessance Of A Woman
Treat a woman with respect, love and kindness, Show  her  lots of affection and she will bloom in to a pretty flower called a rose.
In Sickness And In Hell
It's funny... I will be completely honest and say there have been a few times over the course of my life where I considered the extinction of my existence; but what teenager hasn't, right? One way or another, I am still here regardless so all that is water under the bridge.What stopped me from giving in to that abyss of frustrated angst? Well, simply put: I kind of enjoy life, even if i don't do much with it. I take some measure of enjoyment from simply going through the daily motions of "being" and many things which encompass that. I love music, I love books and video games, I appreciate what few friends I have -- death always seemed like a really boring way out of life's troubles, more or less.Also, It just seems pretty asshole-ish of a thing to do. Even now, just being sick as shit, I hate that people worry over me, my mother especially. That was always the other thing that kept me around: not wanting to put the few people who care about me through that bullshit. I don't think I'm t
Well Whatever
If by any miracle someone reads this that actually knows me. Hello. As per normal I probably won't be here very long. Subjects free for discussion:- My default picture. Everything else is on the basis if you ask a question and I don't answer, consider that your answer. Just in case here is a stock reply, "no comment". ************LATE EDIT FOR NEWCOMERS AND HOPEFULLY RETURNERS************* If I suddenly leave, and I mean suddenly as within an hour, then sorry c'est la vie.
My Daughter
Simple Adventure
sooooo....here I am again writing about the lil adventures...most of which happen on mass transit..most days I adore people...yesterday was not entirely one of those days... So I go wait for the bus...which seemed to take 3 times as long as normal...get to parkrose transit center...help a lil stoner red head kid find his way around on the buses and light rail system..ok 1 karma point..give a man who was obviously on something a lighter so he didnt have to keep askin everyone for a light... cool cool 2 karma points...the red line shows up I walk on get off at the Gateway transit center ...walk onto the pavement look around all the random people waiting...and there stands my daughters father...oh fun fun...he yells didn't expect to see you here...I respond with didnt expect to see you at all...(its been like 2 yrs) I go ahead and start towards the store which is right across 2 parking lots (basically) and I hear.. "There's the cunt that wont let me see my child."   Oh the things that we
Whatever
Sometimes I wonder why I bother with some of the people in this world it seems to me like the more i open up to others the more i get screwed over. Some of my closest friends have turned on me and spit in my face so many times it seems like a repeating pattern. I get sick of being walked on and used I want so badly to make those that have hurt me in the past suffer for what they have done. I tell myself that their own destructive ways will hurt them in the end but still wish I could cause them more pain for what they have done. Past boyfriends that have just used me or abused me whether it be mentally or physically deserve to suffer they deserve to be in pain for what they did to me and my family. However I know that this moment of brief anger will pass I've come a long way from where I was before and I know who I am now. Those people will be in the same place they were before while I will rise above them and do better. They can not survive with out having to leach off of something I a
Poet And Didn't Know It
  A boy and a girl,the best of friends.primary to high schoolfrom beginning to end. Through all those yearstheir friendship grew.They both felt the same,but neither knew. Each waking momentsince the day they met.They both loved each othersunrise to sunset. He was all she hadin her terrible life.He was the onewho kept her from her knife. She was his angel,she made him smile.Though life threw him curves,she made it all worth while. Then one daythings went terribly wrong.The next few weekswere like a very sad song. He made her jealouson purpose he tried.When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousylike it was a game.Little did he knowThings would never be the same. His plan was workingbut he had no clue.How wrong things would go,the damage he would do. One night she broke down,feeling very alone.Just her and the blade,no one else home.
Black Netting- 100 Words Or Less
Hi, while spending time on here and reading blogs, I came up with the idea of putting my thoughts or  dreams in a blog of 100 words or less. It's a bit of a challenge but also fun.....hope you like my first attempt, It's a dream I had recently.........peace Black netting clings to her, holding her within its fragile web. It sheathes her in vulnerability. I’m transfixed by the lattice that criss-crosses her nakedness, envious of every line running across her skin. I want to trace each one with my fingertips and my tongue, hesitating at every intersection, savoring how her flesh yields beneath the delicate cords. I ache to capture those proud nipples while they protrude so provocatively before me, then to fashion myself an opening in the net shielding her moistness, so I can enter her, join with her, be one with her inside her sensual snare. Peace..........
So Today..10/01/09
So Today...This is just a note,just a simple thank youfor keeping me afloatjust a note,telling you how it is,the colors im afflicted byfrom just a simple kiss, how it is,and how much greater it can getnot afraid to try the water,im enjoying being this wet.and it gets, so much better with each daythe layers under the layersseem to pull themselves awayso today,i offer you my heart,i trust you know how to treat it,some say its my best part.you're my heart. "so as the waves of each day, crash against their evenings, you fascinate and amaze me, thank you for believing..." ;)   Happy Birthday Kara.   LARKLB's
Ramblings
  When I first joined this site 2 years ago I was amazed by all the things you could do and by all the wonderful people I met.Back then you could only rate a profile page once a week and people actually took time to talk n get to know each other.Then Fubar decided to change all that and then added more special bling and slowly you could see the site even the people changing.Now you see people almost literally willing to hurt anyone or do anything to get a rank,to have all the newest hottest bling that came out that day. Pretty much seeing people willing to sell themselves and their souls just to be something on a tiny little website.I’ve seen people spending almost $500 a week to rank or have a green or red name while there is people in this country out of work and starving.Just think what that same money would do if donated to a food pantry or shelter and the wonderful feeling you’d have for doing it.Pretty sure it would last longer than it takes for them to come out with
Blaze's Ramblin Thoughts...
After an extensive stay in the hospital I am finally home, was eager to return to a normal life and touch base with everyone only to come back and find that those who I thought were true to the core werent...I've learned so much in the past week...about myself, life, and others...Should I apologize? If I do what do I apologize for? For being severly ill to the point of being placed in ICU for a few weeks? For not having any outside contact other than close family members? You tell me...I am back..for how long I do not know....as far as FuBar goes probably not very much longer...as far as my time here...thats up to the man upstairs....I would like to thank those that have been true to me...I love you all very much and while I know its hard and sad to go...I feel it may be for the best and for me to spend my time with family...I thank you all and love you all very much! Finding your soul-mate is rare in life...but what do you do when you know with all your heart you have found that one a
Troublin..dancin...screw It
I won't lie it feels good to think for a minute that I could be the only... I want so much to think each touch was made just for me each breath was somehow because of me that your now  is scarred by my now and there will be no turning back no other doors to open   seconds between thoughts I can only whisper my name in hopes that you may hear my world begging you to come in I cant hide any of my thoughts and the shadows dancing on my skin doesnt make it any easier don't ever wonder my intentions are clear to have to be and to enjoy every second of the instant I am  the only one in the morning the coffee tastes like hell so does the empty words that fall from my lips.... I won't lie it feels good to think for a minute that I could be the only... "...and then you call me and its not so bad..." She sings to me almost cradling my thoughts I think moon lodge I am there not doing it well...not doing it pretty pretending someone else holds me in my not so qui
Twaune's Fu Owned Auction
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=429545&albumid=1890344&i=4220577138&idx=56   Of course, it had to be Twaune's auction!! I love that guy, he always rocks the BEST auctions.. come bid on a genuine kind of gal & also a mommy again :D I deserve some spoiling after what I went threw, lol... Im a true friend.
Dom Male
I am a dominant man. I am just that. I am not dominant because of any superiority on my part. Not because I feel more intelligent or wiser. I am not dominant because of the strength or the mass of my body. I am not, nor would I want to be dominant with all women. Yet, to you I am Master.I am your Master only after earning your trust and I embrace your submissiveness. I have looked into your heart and mind, and clearly see your desires and passions. You have thrown away your desires and passions. You have thrown away your fears and inhibitions. You tell me of the needs of your heart and body. You have given me total access to your soul, and I accept the responsibility and honor.You are a woman. You are not weak or inferior because of it. You are a treasure to be cherished. We are not equal. I have the strength of body and mind and the instinctive need to protect, possess, defend,and provide for you. You are a woman and instinctively stronger of will and heart. Your belief in me gives me
Poems I Wrote Over The Yrs.....
~The Moonshines~ (written by me...long ago) Category: Writing and Poetry Soft white sands slipping through my toes and tickling my feet The ocean crashes,calling out my name and then the silence, makes my heart, skip a beat Looking out unto the water and only seeing the white light, the refelection of the moon shines over it ,ever sooo bright Its the only light,just shining throught the stars,creating a layering of crytsals glimmering from here to mars With the faint light from the moon and the deserted private beach ,I swirl around and dance naked, with only  the waves making the sound of a drumbeat Warm breeze blows my hair,cool waters touch my toes,the moon shines over my body,makes me wonder if Im in Heaven,who knows                                                                                                                By:L.A.W. My first letter to God(In a form of poetry)....after Christians passing. Current mood:  calm
Enter The Mind Of A Lostsoul (my Poems)
  Reason For Loneliness …  I never understoodyour wayshow you couldselfishly indulge yourselfinto emotionally tearingapart others feelingsripping their thoughtsinto tiny little scrapsand scattering them on the floor like lost lego pieceswhy you would squish someone’s heart intentionallylike old jello at a laundromatsorting through the messagesof something you never wantedhow can you call yourself humanwhen in fact you do not feelyou lust for others paincausing it so you don’t feel left outyou wade in your own self-pityjust to deny anyone of any truefeelings for youif ever someone were to get closeyou'd delete their livesas if they were just wordson your computer screen of lifeyou never loved anythingexcept the fact that younever allowed anything tolove youso alone...so cold...so afraid...so empty...why did you do this to mewhen in fact you are meso desolate...so fragile...why have I never realized before nowyou are meand I’ve done this to myselfso a
No Title.....
Images of sorcery, Outlandish views of clouds.. Ill concepted meanings, of psychedelic sounds. Bizzare imaginations of sights so obscured, Come face to face with terror, Before the vision blurrs. I've loved you from the start Before you were concieved I built you from my passions And killed you in my dreams Once I stood before,a council of the lords, Their grim eyes gazed upon me, like shiny, deadly swords. There was one there named Michael.. Contempt was in his eyes.... His laughter was eternal when they sentenced me to die. It's a hazy recollection of another time I lived My death was oh so violent tho I know not what I did. Distorted glimpses into, a medieval time I struggled to possess what never could be mine. Viciouse dogs attacked me yet I cut them one by one!!! I bowed down to the laughter, knowing the fight had just begun. Ahhh!!!! the pain is tearing my very soul to shreds, Forever alone in random worlds outside and in my head. How could I ever love you... When you are but a
Can You Answer It Correctly??
the mask that michael meyers wore in halloween, whos face did they use to make that mask?? you can answer through comment or through my sb  
Se7en Sins Lounge
Points
Random Stuff I've Heard About Me
Yes, that's right.  I'm dropping names.  Kloverlyn was nice enough NOT to name any names in her blog, but I'm done being nice.  I'm sick of stupid blond cunt trying to play the victim card.  She has made some of the most insane accusations I have EVER heard of.  She blamed boops for reporting Klover and that's an out and out lie.  Boops would NEVER report Klover for the crap that stupid blond cunt was saying.  She accused me of not being in the military, yet she wouldn't ever make the accusations to my face.  She also accused me of hacking her fubar account, and hacking Klover's other account.  She also stated that there was no way I could have been at Fitzsimmons Army Medical Center in 1995-1996 because she claims it was closed down in 1989.  Bullshit.  I don't know where she gets her information from, but Fitz did not close down until 1999, well AFTER I left.  She did send me a backhanded apology and in her apology she attempted to lay the blame at someone else's feet.  I do not tole
Random Ramble
So I was thinking about the concept of truth today.  What is truth?  Is it just our own version on what we percieved to have happened?  I think so. Maybe.  Different people see different things different ways, right?  I mean we all know someone who sees things different than we do.  And some people have an obviously skewed view or perception of thier own reality, we all know them too, quit playin'.  I guess what had me wondering.....  Am I one of those people?     Not looking for an answer, just felt like throwing it out there. Yesterday, I'm standing outside the grocery store watching this guy talk to his son.  They are approached by a man in a suit who says he's new in town and is looking to find the post office.  After they tell him, he says he'a a preacher and is starting at a church nearby.  He asked them to come in and he can help them find God and get into heaven.  The Dad looks uncomfortable and doesn't seem to know what to say. WHEN!  The son chimes in with, "With all due
Connections
When the sound of your voice touches my soul, warms the very eden of my existance Eyes meet across a crowed room, smiles are shared, our skin radiates like the sun, as the passion builds from 2 souls becoming one...  The touch of my hand to the small of your back, brushing your hair aside and a whisper in your ear...The hum of your surrondings turns you into putty in my hands..
Step Yo Game Up!
My Lifestyle
I had gone with a "boyfriend" to a company picnic, he seen his friends went to talk and I just sat down under the shed at a table. I sat down all alone and there was no one with me when a older gentleman came and asked if it was ok to sit at the table I was at. He introduced himself just as Mike. He was dressed in black slacks boots and a white button down shirt. ( I will never forget that day) I did not respond to him and he was quick to say ''I AM SORRY, I DID NOT CATCH YOUR NAME" it was rather loud and very stern sounding. I softly spoke as I looked at the paper I was viewing my name is Angel. He told me it was very nice to make my acquaintance. I am just a small town little redneck girl and I have never had anyone respond to me in such a proper manner. When he said it to me like that I began to pay attention to him because I genuinely felt as if he was a gentleman and had something nice to say and could intrigue my intellect. I in all of my southern glory asked him how are you doin
Hey You!!! Yeah You Come 'er!
JUNE 10TH AND 11TH I WILL BE IN LOS ANGELES, CA FOR A BOUDOIR PHOTO SHOOT.  THE PHOTOGRAPHER IS FLYING IN FROM OHIO FOR THIS OPPORTUNITY AND THERE ARE STILL SLOTS AVAILABLE.  THERE WILL BE BOTH HOTEL SHOOT AND A BEACH/OUTDOORS SHOOT IN THOSE TWO DAYS! SHE WILL BE DOING SINGLES LOOKING TO DO SOME SEXY PICTURES FOR THEIR LOVED ONE OR JUST FOR THEMSELVES AS WELL AS COUPLES WANTING TO SPICE THINGS UP A BIT... SHE ALSO IS ACCEPTING SINGLES, COUPLES, AND FAMILIES FOR SOME MORE "NORMAL" PICS YOU DECIDE, WHATEVER YOR FANCY SHE WLL BE DOING IT THESE TWO DAYS SO IF YOU ARE IN OR NEAR L.A. OR KNOW ANYONE IN OR NEAR (OR WILLING TO GO TO) L.A. HIT ME UP TO RESERVE YOUR SPOT. IF YOU WANT TO SEE SOME OF HER WORK OR RESERVE YOUR SPOT DIRECTLY THRU HER VISIT HER LINK ON FACEBOOK http://www.facebook.com/#!/event.php?eid=134931289909655   THAT LINK SHOWS SOME PICTURES SHE HAS DONE AS WELL AS PRICING. AS IT STANDS RIGHT NOW THE PRICE IS AROX $150-250 PER SESSION THAT IS FOR SINGLES COUPLES OR FAMILY SHO
Auction
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Fubar Hilarity
So for a bit of excitement yesterday, I was preyed upon by an advance fee fraudster posing as a Fubar member with a lonely heart. The pitch went kind of as follows:- The girl in question starts chatting to me. Within a couple of minutes she tells me how she's looking for someone to love her and how she's been let down in the past, blah blah blah. She feels she can trust me! After five minutes! Anyway, after literally two more minutes of groundwork she tells me how her rich English father has died, but the lawyers won't allow her to access her $2.7m inheritence until she has a 'man' (?) that can claim it for her (and, of course, take a cut of the proceeds). At this point she gives me details of her 'lawyer' to contact. The powers that be at Fubar (perhaps quite rightly) suggest that there is nothing they can do, such as delete her account, unless I have proof. As such, perhaps I shouldn't even reveal her Fubar identity here. So what do you think? Should I be exposing this person and
Super Fast
Lets See Who Reads This......
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Cause For Celebration
Cause for CelebrationHonoring Everyday Life   We all know someone who keeps plastic covers on his or her couch in order to protect it. The irony is that many of these people may live their lives without ever having actually made contact with their own furniture. This is a poignant and somewhat humorous example of the human tendency to try to save things for special occasions, as if everyday life weren't special enough to warrant the use of nice things. Many of us have had the experience of never wearing a particular piece of clothing in order to keep it nice, only to have it go out of style in the meanwhile.   It's interesting to think of what it would mean to us if we let ourselves wear our nicest clothes and eat off the good china on a daily basis. We might be sending ourselves the message that every day we are alive is a special day and a cause for celebration, and that we are worth it. There is something uplifting about treating ourselves to the finest of what we have. It is a
Matt Is 100% Correct Heres His Blog Post
All deejays have been there. The party’s bangin’, people are dancing and you get the most intoxicated guy in the crowd hovering over the DJ booth requesting songs that don’t fit in with your set at all. As a DJ, you’re being hired for a job. Part of that job is to please the crowd, but it’s hard to please everyone. Party-goers should realize that the job of the DJ is not to stand there and play every song on your iPod Top 40 playlist. They’re part of the atmosphere, providing you with great music to dance to. While it may look like all they’re doing is clicking buttons, there is much more going on than meets the eye.   First, we’ll explain the job a little more. When a DJ gets a job to play in a club or at a party, they generally get hired to—a)play their genre, or songs they’ve produced, or b)play music that suits the club, whether it be Top 40, hip hop or jazz. This should be determined upon hiring. The DJ will prepare fo
Why Do I Try
i like this girl and i hope see knows that i do, i would treat her great and love her and protect her. i just hope she sees that, i have been thru a lot in the past. all i want is a chance, thats all anybody can really ask for in life. i deserve a shot. i want to know her as a person and not just as a girl to have sex with.
The Truth
cruiser decided to pop up in my shoutbox today lol - heres the funny conversation we had   *read from the bottom to the top*   To  SøuL A$$ā$...: LMFAO - AND YET YOUR STILL HERE TALKING SHIT? LOL - STFU K? - U SOUND LIKE A CRY BABY LIL GIRL - GET OFF YA ASS AND GET A LIFE K? LOL - PEACE SøuL A$$ā$...: FUCKIN COWARD SøuL A$$ā$...: LIKE I SAID YOUR A BITCHBOY...PERIOD....SO SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH!!!AND GO ACT GANGSTER TO THESE FUCKIN LAMES THAT LISTEN TO YOUR HOE ASS!!!To  SøuL A$$ā$...: LMFAO ---- IM FROM NJ DUMB ASS ----- NEWARK, NJ ----- AND YOUR IN WHERE? DETROIT? LMAO ROCK AND ROLL CITY - YET YOUR GANGSTER? ROFL SHUT UP K? - UR JUST MAKING YOURSELF LOOK EVEN MORE STUPID LOLSøuL A$$ā$...: IM DONE TALKIN I JUS WANTED TO SAY WHAT I HAD TO SAY I JUS WISH I COULD SEE YOU FOR 5 MINS CUZ THEN THE TALKIN WOULD BE OVER.KEEP LISTENING TO YOUR RAP MUSIC AND KEEP YOUR ASS IN KENTUCKY CUZ IF YOU EVER COME TO A PLACE LIKE DETROIT YOU WILL GET SHOWN HOW MUCH GANGSTER
Just Some Random Thoughts
The loneliness sinks deep My life is in shambles No one to share things with I am totally alone Nothing makes me feel good anymore I can't go on living It has to end All of it Why must I live with such pain? My heart cries for want of another to share my feelings with Yet I have no one I feel as if no one wants me As if I'm a joke to others No one listens to me They probably think nothing of me Doubtful I will ever find a woman for me I'm only ever loved one woman in my life And she won't have me So maybe I would be better off dead Do you know what it's like to feel as if you're no good? I do It's a terrible, haunting feeling It tears your mind, body, and soul apart Slowly kills you from the inside, out You begin to despise everyone around you Most of them have everything you want Begin to believe they are taunting you Yes, it hurts to bo so alone among so many Cuts to the core of your being Sometimes making you want to lash out in anger Suffering seems to
Classic
Adam - I wanna cover my living room in gummy bears and swim in it. Myself - WoW LOL So, I dreamt that a GIANT cheech polar bear attacked, the chong statue of liberty. (I witnessed via shadow puppets, "including cheesey cheech&chong sound effects") to which I turned around to see a Polar bear the size of the statue of liberty standing victorious over the fallen statue. Then body surfing acrost the entire hudson bay with john travolta, poor john broke his leg with a compound fracture on the giant water slide the bay turned into, and I bit my tongue in half. Shortly there after I was arrested for biting my tongue, as it was now a felony to do so on water slides. Mr. Travolta then took off with my bag of pot...you bastard!    
Newspaper Clippings From 1934-1936
  A feller isn’t thinking mean---             out fishin’ His thoughts are mostly good and clean---             out fishin’ He does not knock his fellowmen, or harbor any grudges then. A feller’s at his finest when---             out fishin’. A feller’s glad to be a friend,---
You're Gonna Pay
Dead man walkinYou've done it nowYou've gone and made a big mistakeand I can't allow, you to think you can just walk awayso turn around, and face the piper you're gonna pay'cause the end is nowthis is gonna be your judgement dayA cheap shotthat's the way that you play the gameI was blindsided, things will never ever be the samenice guys, it's said they always finish lastbut bad-asses, always kicking asshole's asskick itYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna Paythere's no forgiveness this timeYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna PayIt's my business, your mindYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna PayI'm burning these ones to the groundYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna PayI'm gonna Bring you downYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna PayYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna PayNo more chances,No more excuses, no liesyour stories ending, time to say your goodbyesnice guys, it's said they always finish lastbut bad-asses, are always kicking asshole's assasshole,kick itkick itYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna Paythere's no forgivenes
Devils Rejects Cam Rules
Devils Rejects Cam Rules 1. All non-staff members that wish to be on cam must first be approved by management. 2. Absolutley no flashing of any kind live on cam. 3. Absolutley no smoking, snorting, shooting, inhaling, eating, drinking, swallowing or booty bumping of any illegal substance while live on cam. 4. If you are male and whish to be on cam you must be shirtless only exception is if you have moobs that fill anything over a B cup. Back hair is also unexceptable. 5. All female cleavage must first be inspected and approved by a male staff member before its appearance on cam.
My Life
Keepin It Real Like I Do Imma Break Sum Shit Down.It's On My Profile If You Wanna Know Just Ask.So Heres Da Deal I've Been Wit My Girl Off And On Since 93.Like Most Couples We Have Our Prblms,We Have Our Up's And Down.Now I Luv My Gurl No Doubt Bout That,But Like Da Old Sayin Goes Wat 1 Woman Won't Do Da Next 1 Will.So I'm Not Just Flirtin I'm Lookin 4 Dat Next Woman 2 Be My WOMAN.There Does Come A Tyme When You Must Sho Ur Man Luv Or He Will Find Sumbody Who Will.Bottom Line My Gurl  Withold's Da Luv.You Know ( Da Booti,Da Ass,Da Pussy) Wat Eva You Chose To Call It It Still Da Same.Lady's You Say A Good Man Is Hard Find,You Think All Da Good Men Are Etha Taken Or Gay.Well Half Of Dat May Be Tru  But I Am A Good Man And Yes I May Be Taken But I'm Far From Happy.So Just Cause Dat Good Man Is Taken Dn't Alwyz Mean He Happy Give A Brotha A Chance You Never Know Dat Man U Turn Ur Back On May Be Da 1 Ur Lookin 4.
Things That Piss Me Off Part 1
I have named this lil piece ," things that piss me off part 1". The reason I chose this name is because, I know this is an ever growing list. On a daily basis I find more and more things that piss me off.so this is part one of an ongoing saga.TV pitch menThe first asshole I would like to aim my anger towards is, JARED You all know him that fat fucker that went on the subway diet and lost his fuckin twin. well I would love to shove about 5 subs down his throat and watch him slowly choke to death.He claims that he ate so many subs that he lost weight, 6 grams or less. well I have news for all of you, unless the 6 grams is cut into fuckin lines, his ass excersized and ate fuckin rice cakes. Now enough about subway boy, my next rant is about another well know but equally hated by me "tv pitchman" You know the guy and i bet you probably hate him as much as i do. DUUUUUUUUDE YOUR GETTING A DELL". WHYYYYYYYYYYY? I will b good i promise. PLEASE DONT MAKE ME USE A DELL.To begin with Dell is qui
Lyrics And Stuff.
This song is the story of my life, lol   Never win first place, I don't support the team I can't take direction, and my socks are never clean Teachers dated me, my parents hated me I was always in a fight cuz I can't do nothin' right Everyday I fight a war against the mirror I can't take the person starin' back at me I'm a hazard to myself Don't let me get me I'm my own worst enemy Its bad when you annoy yourself So irritating Don't wanna be my friend no more I wanna be somebody else I wanna be somebody else, yeah LA told me, "You'll be a pop star, All you have to change is everything you are." Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears She's so pretty, that just ain't me Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe somethin A day in the life of someone else? Cuz I'm a hazard to myself Don't let me get me I'm my own worst enemy Its bad when you annoy yourself So irritating Don't wanna be my friend no more I wanna be somebody else Don't let me get me I'm my own w
Dark Phoenix Business
I have an idea on how to use the alternates... Your main character ....everyday play Alt 1 make into a bank for listing ( focus on properties build the cash flow.. and mainly defense  not for attack exept to hitlist) Alt 2 make into an assassin ( this one is your killer to use for war only and hitlists ) I'd like to get your feedback on this to see if we can do this and everyone elses in the turf as well so lets get this going and see what we can do What shall we look for in determining an alliance? How many alliances is enough ? What should we ask of alliance candidates? What criteria will determine taking an alliance on or removing an alliance?   How shall we organize our efforts with hitlisting ? Shall we put in place specific hitlisters only?
About Me..
What is the single largest item in your house?My couchHow well can you write your name with your non dominant hand?Not wellWhat color is your bedroom?White,black and reds mostlyWhat type of computer mouse do you use?LogitechWhat is your earliest memory?My Dad's wolf HopieHave you ever jumped off of a high dive?No effin wayDo you take vitamins?Not in pill formWhen did you first become interested in sex?Ha!!Do you like to color inside the lines?WTF? Im not in grade school FFS!!What do you have set as your home page?MyyyyspaceDo you have your own radio?SureWhere would you hate to have to work?Chuck e cheeseWho is on your speed dial?NobodyDo you prefer lightbulbs or candles?Candles How much money did you spend today?Zero so far but Im bout to go pay a billWhat are you sitting on right now?At my computer desk Dipshit!!Do you look at yourself when you pass by reflective surfaces?Who doesn't?Would you ever get plastic surgery?SureDid you play with shaving cream when you were a kid?Haha yeah g
I Blog Your Face.
Most of my friends on here know I have a...weird education. I spent most of graduate school synthesizing what I had learned while obtaining my BAs in Anthropology and Religious Studies into a fascination bordering on obsession with the connection between burial practices, artifacts, the historical record and popular culture. As a result, I've written some very interesting studies on the human condition. I thought I'd give a sampling of some of my subject matter. It's good for an lol, if nothing else. Master's Thesis: Anthro: "Venus is a Doll, Mary is a Whore: How Feminine Iconography in the Artifact and Bone Records Has Influenced Modern Popular Conceptions of Woman, Witch, and Goddess" Religious Studies (unfinished): "Pagan Celebrities, the Diabolical Witch, and Burning Stereotypes at the Stake" Graduate School Highlights: " 'Daughters, Use Your Consciousness To Rise Up in the Earth': 19th Century Feminism in Christian Science and the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints."
Muffins
Dear Santa, All I want for Xmas is a man (not boy) who will say sorry, appreciates the small [and big] things I do for him, who dates only me, who'll turn the air on when i'm hot regardless of $3 xtra bill, who'll love my cooking and return the favor, who'll realize how amazing I am & all that me (and family) offers, oh & TALL DARK AND HANDSOME would b perfect. If u can't find that, plenty of booze will hold me over.   2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.   3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.       HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF 4 my town -birdman, drake , lil wayne,   WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? mount sims - falling up   HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Crossroads -Miss May I -  tides.   WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? New found glory - Love and pain   IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY Lady Gaga - monster   WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? If you want it to be good girl, get yourself a bad boy - the backstreet boy
Hottie Officers
Ultimate Hottie Officers RideR ChulA Xx HHIC Ultimate Hotties Xx @ fubar alabamagirl Ast HHIC Ultimate Hotties@ fubar x BADGIRL x MFKN x Ultimate Hottie Officer & Secretary@ fubar krissy Ultimate Hottie Officer@ fubar Diabolical Angel Ultimate Hottie Officer@ fubar Venom Ultimate Hottie Officer@ fubar Aryes Ultimate Hottie Officer@ fubar
Political Correctness
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading  America   Kentuckians, Tennesseans and  West Virginians  will no longer be referred to as             'HILLBILLIES.' You must now refer to them as
Blackout
The darkness screams around me, my mynd slowly forces itself back into consciousness. As if it climbs upward towards, not a light but a faint glowing fog. Holding my head in a vain attempt to cease the vertigo that threatens nausea, I  feel the icy coldness of the unseen surface beneath me. I shake as I push myself up to try to stand. Weakened Limbs tremble as I will my body upward, shoulders slumped in pain and longing anguish, I bring myself to my feet. Muscles once solid and strong, feel frail and unable to hold the weight. I sway from the act of it. It comes to me that the last thing I remember before the blackness was facing the wall of reality. I must have hit it hard. Stumbling, blindly, pain making it almost impossible for me to want to exist, groping madly for something solid in this immeasurable abyss. My body screams from within as the pain grows with each step. I go forward, unsure if this is the path I take or have already taken. I guess it matters not. Either leads to mor
B.s.u. Appreciation
I wanna start off by saying thank you to all those who stopped by and read this, hopefully it is going to be read by all my BSU family members at some point, because this is who I am aiming this at. I want to thank everyone in Bitch Shut Up who has taken the time and joined up with us and have stayed with us. You guys all rule!!!! Back when I started BSU it was more so started as a joke, not ever thinking anyone would join, altho we are still a small group I will say each one of you are an equal part in the group, and I hope to remain seeing all of you stay and more join us and enjoy being here for a long time. (f)ALSE PROPHET
"where Are People In Your Life"
'Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater.If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby.If you give her a house, she'll give you a home.If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal.If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart.She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her.So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.' LIFE IS A THEATER_invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is holy enough and healthy enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. Its amazing what you can accomplish when you let go or atleast minimize your time with draining,negative,incompatable,not-going-anywhere,relationships/friendships/fellowships! Observe the relationshi
Hiring Djs - Apply Now!
BELOW IS OUR WICKED DESIRES DJ SCHEDULE!!! ALL TIMES W/O A NAME ARE OPEN FOR APPLY! PLEASE APPLY HERE. PLEASE ONLY APPLY IF YOU MEET THE FOLLOWING QUALIFICATIONS - 1. LOYALTYS ARE WITH WD2. DJ EQUIPMENT SUCH AS SAMS3. DJ EXPERIENCE - (WE WANT TO TRAIN A MIN AMOUNT OF PEOPLE).4. 2 HRS - 3HRS MIN ON MUSIC. 5. ABILITY TO FULLFILL REQUESTS - (SUCH AS FROSTWIRE, LIMEWIRE, OR SOME OTHER TYPE OF MUSIC D/L TOOL).6. HAS NO PROBLEM WITH BEING UNDER CONTROL. WE EXPECT YOU TO LISTEN TO THE OWNERS AND MANAGERS IN CHARGE. IF YOU MEET THESE WE'D LOVE TO HAVE YOU!!! IF YOU DONT...IM SORRY BUT WE CANT USE YOU. #3 CAN BE WORKED WITH DEPENDING ON YOUR COMPUTER KNOWLEDGE! PLEASE CONTACT THE GUYS BELOW FOR ANY QUESTIONS NOT ANSWERED DJ MANAGER - WIZARD ASST. DJ MANAGER - DJ PoohBear MONDAY - 12AM - 2AM :2AM - 4AM :4AM - 6AM : 6AM - 8AM :8AM - 10AM:10AM - 12PM:12PM - 2PM:2PM - 4PM:4PM - 6PM: DJ DARTH6PM - 8PM: DJ SIKKK8PM - 10PM: 10PM - 12AM: DJ POOHBEAR TUESDAY - 12AM - 2AM : 2AM - 4AM : 4AM
Velvet Vocano's Team
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*my Hate Top 10*
  *making my own "HATE" top 10 * by lorelei~then u can repost your own~10. ungratefulness-if sum1 does sumthin nice...fuckin say thanxs 9. ppl who want to fight for no reason-now if u wanted me to run ur ass over then stay where u at stupid head! CANT U READ WHAT IT SAYS BEHIND MY CAR? "a.d.h.d"-lol...it really is there but its my bros band :) 8. when ppl whine about stupid shit-if u aint got da $ then dont be going buying shit like a grill (for ur mouth?) 7. all us women at once say it..."GUYS PUT THE FUCKIN TOILET SEAT DOWN!!!-hate in the middle of the night when ya gatta go and so tired we dont turn the light on...well ass...next time...im gonna clean the toilet w/ur toothbrush...now thats some funny shit! 6. when u pull into a gas station-the tard in front of u doesnt pull forward to empty one and stops and then a car pulls up to the empty one then sum1 pulls in back of u...wtf??? 5. you get a call @ 9 p.m -NO ASS...I DONT WANT BETTER INTEREST RATES!!!
My Man
joshskeens@ fubar       Funeral services for my husband ( JoshuaXx1NELITExX )'s grandpa will be held on Friday, October 5th. Please continue to keep our family in your prayers. * http://videos.lifetributes.com/MediaViewer2.0/MovieViewer.aspx?id=338817 * Anyone who would like to can go view his Tribute video and then, please sign the Guest Book on the funeral home's website * http://www.pinkardfh.com/  (No Fubar names in the Guest Book please) * I would like to thank everyone on our family's behalf for all of the prayers, love, support & kindness that has been shown to us in our time of grief & mourning. It has been greatly appreciated and a great comfort to both of us, especially Joshua, and we will remember it always.
New Name Voting
    Hottie Name Change Voting   In regards to our meeting, we are voting on changing the name of our group....   Please put the number of the 1 you will like us to use.... EVERY hottie and prospect vote counts.   1.)  Hotties 2.) Ultimate Hotties 3.)  Rider's Ultimate Hotties   Thanks so much for being loyal, dedicate hotties... We will be known as the classiest, sexiest group of ladies on fu!
My Thoughts ....
So, it's quite an interesting day today.  Today marks my 4th full year on this site.  When I first joined, it was called LostCherry.com... Ohhhhh the changes i've seen.  It would probably take all freaking day to list all of the huge and small differences between then and now and I know you guys and gals don't have all damn day to read this so i'll just keep it short and sweet.  I met the love of my life on this site.  On this very day, 4 years ago.  No matter what we may go through, I wouldn't change a thing.  I love him to death and I hope he knows that. I've met quite a few interesting people on this site as well.  Some good, some not so good.  What can I say, you live and you learn.  You learn through certain experiences who you can and can't trust.  You learn who you can and can't say certain things to.  You learn who will be there for you in times of utter chaos and who doesn't really give a damn. lol  Short and sweet, I owe a lot to this site.  It's given me the love of my
On Air Pics For Dj's
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What Do You Like?
Her texts had been teasing all day. Knowing I was stuck in meetings she knew all my weakness's. She started before I could even get through the drive thru for coffee. Thats when I got the first picture... her tongue licking the froth off her cappuccino.  Then just as I enter my office a picture of her ass in a tight skirt with stockings and heels as she bends over her desk in her home office. You could also tell that shes clenching the corners of the desk with her hands.   That was only the beginning. It continued all throughout the day... tossed salad covering her naked body.... dirty texts saying what she needed and wanted! So many details. She was a horny nymph today and knew that there was nothing I could do she was home all day and I was stuck in the office. Thank god phones have a silent mode. I might have been fired otherwise. Especially when I got the call! Yes..... Her with Bob about to cum in my ear on voicemail. I couldnt take it anymore. But I had no choice! She was
Blah...
Ok.. most of you have seen my status lately.  Yes, I am for the most part leaving fubar.. I won't be trying to level.. I won't be buying people in fu-owned, I have adjusted my settings so that I can't be owned.  My pictures are locked up until I decide to come back full-time to fubar.  I have my reasons, and if you wish to stay in contact beyond the limitations of fubar... send me a private message.  I will be on now and then to work in my lounges for my own reasons (which are all private), I will be here to DJ now and then for a few lounges I work with, but thats about it.  I am sorry for the short notice.. but it has to be at this time like this.  I hope you all understand.  Thank you for taking the time to read this. ~AngL~
Lets Talk
Hello Fubar World, I wanted to touch base and say hi.I don't get to talk to all of you like I would like too.I woke up this morning with notes of people thinking I ignored them.I keep my computer on most of the time and well sometimes my shoutbox goes so fast I lose conversations.Just pop back up and go hey just in case you lost me here I am,hehe I am truly enjoying my time here,I have met awesome folks.Thank you so much for your kindness. If I don't get a chance to thank you like I should then please know that I do. If there is anything I have done on here that you have not approved of please let me know,in other words lets talk. If it is good let me know and even if it is bad let me know.Post it here,but if you email me please write a quotation in it.There are so many sent that I hate to say this that alot of times I hit mark all as read because they all look like drinks.Are you screaming at me yet. My main reason for writing this is trying to stay in touch with all and say tha
For My Pink A Boo Ladies!
"My Bitches" Uh,Uh,Uh,Uh,Uh My bitches my bitches that'll change the locksMy bitches my bitches that'll cut up your clothesMy bitches my bitches that'll steal your stashMy bitches are bold my bitches are coldMy bitches my bitches that'll smuggle your drugsMy bitches my bitches that'll hold you downMy bitches even when you out of townMy bitches is smooth my bitches is realMy bitches my bitches that take care of they kidsMy bitches my bitches that you don't respectMy bitches my bitches that you always neglectYall niggas ain't real yall niggas ain't shitMy bitches my bitches let his ass go to jailMy bitches my bitches don't post none of his bailMy bitches my bitches teach him how that shit feelDon't except his calls don't send him no mailMy bitches my bitches that'll fuck out your brainMy bitches my bitches that'll take the painMy bitches my bitches that'll play the gameYa'll niggas is weak ya'll niggas is lameMy bitches my bitches that'll stay in schoolMy bitches my bitches that can ke
A Reason A Season Or A Lifetime!!!
A Reason, a Season, or a LifetimePeople come into your life for a reason, a season, ora lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, youwill know what to do for each person.When someone is in your life for a REASON . . . It isusually to meet a need you have expressed. They havecome to assist you through a difficulty, to provide youwith guidance and support, to aid you physically,emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like agodsend, and they are! They are there for the reasonyou need them to be.Then, without any wrong doing on your part, or at aninconvenient time, this person will say or do somethingto bring the relationship to an end.Sometimes they die.Sometimes they walk away.Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.What we must realise is that our need has been met, ourdesire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer yousent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on.When people come into your life for a SEASON . . .Because your turn has come
Boredom
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? Brad [2] You were in the car with? Sam [3] Went to the mall with? Mark [4] Person you talked on the phone with? Mom [5] You messaged/​commented on Fubar? IDK T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? True Q: Been searched By Cops? True Q: Been suspended from school? True Q: Sat on a roof top? True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True Q: Broken a bone? False Q: Have shaved your head? False Q: Played a prank on someone? True Q: Had/have a gym membership? False Q: Shot a gun? True Q: Donated Blood? True WOULD YOU RATHER: [1] Eat or drink? Eat [2] Be serious or be funny? Funny [3] Go to the beach or mountains? BEACH [4
My Life Expressed Through Music
my life can basically be summed up through a series of songs i listen to, some would make perfect sense to anyone others it is hard to see the relationship between the song and myself. sometimes i dont even understand that relationship myself. some musics' message to me is clear and like a fist to the face others....very subtle and nebulas. music is ever changing and becoming more complex as it progresses just as life is and as both continue i realize that my list of questions and fascination continue to expand just as my answers dwindle. so if i appear to sometimes be "caught in a mosh" well.... i am
Help With A Name
  Next Monday, I will be adopting this little guy and his sister.  I have a name chosen for the little girl, Mocha, but I've yet to fall in love with a name for him. Ideally, it would somehow go with Mocha's name, because they are littermates.  Possibly another coffee-related name, or a name that starts with M. So, I'm looking to my Fu friends to help me out here! P.S.  The name MUST be SFW!  :)
Why
How' I'm Feeling Right Now..sux.
"Snuff" - by slipknot.......*****I dunno I just am feeling every word in this song. Why isn't any1 real anymore? Fukin' blows. Tired of dating or talking to guys that just lead me on or just want 1 thing. where are all the "real" guys man. ****     Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again... So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you... My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn't h
Coding Tests
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Random Poems
the painfull memory of a damge childhood that haunts me like a nightmare destorying me leaving me helpless and weak can't defend for myself because i'm blinded by the hate that runs through my body like a drug being injected into my vains make me not see thing so clear, everthing is so dark when you are all alone with no one to hold you when you are dying on your back laying in a pool of your own blood and have nothing to show for what you did in your life only the mistake you did and the scares you got from the painfull memorys of your childhood nothing seem to make sense to you your inncote is takin from you at a young age each day you face a new challege of what would life throw at you next when will life take you away with just one breath not know what life will do. life play it's sick joke that will haunt us to the day we die and hope that are mistake will not be repeated life painfull memory show me that life is just a dream on the way to death, if this is my hell then give me de
Texas Chili Cook-off -- An Epic Story
If you can read this whole story without laughing, then there's no hopefor you. I was literally crying by the end. For those of you who have lived / traveled in Texas, you know how true this is.  I no longer let any Texan pick a restaurant.20 These folks do not like the flavor of anything, they just like the burn.Sometimes truth really is stranger than fiction….and a lot more amusing.  *********************************** ********************************They actually have this Chili Cook-off at Halloween time.  It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who wasvisiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chilicook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and Ihappened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking fordirections to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I wasassured by the other two judges (Native Te
Hypocrites
why is it that people say one thing and do another! people are who they are and nobody had the right to judge others just because they are different then them. they say " i love you for who you are", they are really saying "i love you as long as you fit in how i want you to be not who you are". why cant people just be who they are not what people want them to be? i am who i am take me or leave me. love me for who i am not who you think i should be.
Activia To Help Your #2
Me and the red headed lady ( i wont name names) have been on the activia 14 day challenge for a while now and I have to admit as mundane as eating yogurt daily is, there is no turning back for me..   It all started when Seamus (the ass) scared the living crap out of me talking about how pregnant woman get hemorrhoids, he started to tell me horror stories of big ass tissues with blood hanging from my hole and that night I had nightmares... all i could think of was having balls of blood dangling out my butt hole. The next day that red head told me that you can get them if you push to hard when pooing. Since most woman my age don't poo everyday i was in mortal danger. a day later (3 days of backing up) i swear to god i gave birth to a poo, the girth on this thing was beyond anything i have ever seen. Yes woman do look before they flush.. I was screaming out in pain and the whole fucking time i was cursing Seamus for his hemorrhoids.... I went and got bran, senokot and activia that d
Poetry And Writing
Heavenly Glow I will see you tommorow putting away my sorrows and saying Goodbye to this Life, and time Oh, how fast time goes while the sun shines today It seems like yesterday I saw the glow, on my face and saw the season's change Like the year's changed me Wish you were here Heavenly glow I will see you tommorow just as I did yesterday I'll see you glow, on my face, on my skin Heavenly Glow It's good to see  you again.
Family & Friend List
Starting today I will be changing up my family and friends list,more so the family...Once a week.I am tired of hearing well I went down on the list or woot I went up.Everyone has there own reason for where they put each person.I have my own reason as well.It does not mean I like this one more or that one.I wished as I have said in 2 or 3 blogs now I wished I could put everyone first but I can not.So once a week now I am changing them up.No more discussion on this subject.PERIOD!!! Some act like my 2 year old and if I dont put up with it from him then why would I start with an adult.   So just pout.Lol..Seriously I don't mean to be mean but this is crazy and I am tired of it. May God Bless You
Why Don't You Want Me?
you knew you always had me...i guess i should have really knownthe way you'd leave me just to go playwhen you knew i felt alonesometimes you really want me as i start to back awayleft to sit inside your closetfor another rainy day the simple act of writing to ease my troubled mind   seems to much for you to manage  with all your busy time.   If you do not want me,  thats all you got to say.   but if you do, i'm hear for you   to make and break my day.   If you want me, you can use me   but don't abuse me or you'll lose me.   Just let me know if i should go   to find what i deserve.   And should you ever find someone who wants you like i do,   i wish her lots of luck and patience~   to wait around for you. he said, "you know this isn't right, you sit up crying through the night and all you do is fighti'll be the one that holds you tightyou're my sunshine i'm your knightplease don't ever leave my sight"but as darkness brought the light making everything seem bright
Poetry
As I read the runes glow, Enchanting arcaic tomes, For the wolf to hear, He is my bretheren, Calling my companion, My guide and friend,  Stirring hope within, Sad and alone,  He howls for me, Crying out for all to hear, Strength and power, We both do share, Delving deep into Druid lore He is my eyes,  Alerting me to danger, Shifting within me, The wolf is released, For He and I are one, Glowing runes turn blue The transformation complete, I have an ally in him, I'll never again hurt, And be far away from harm, My eyes glow, For the time has come, To be the strongest I have ever been....                                                            
Jokes
A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, 'Please wake me at 5:00 AM.' He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, 'It is 5:00 AM. Wake up..' Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests. A man said to his wife one day, 'I don't know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time. 'The wife responded, 'Allow me to explain. God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me; God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you! A husband read an article to his wife abou
About Me
I Need Help With My Profile!
Can anyone tell me why guys with great bodies. OR even guys that have average or bigger bodies but are still so hot, want girls that can afford and have skinnier physical appearences. Girls who can dress them selves up good in the hights of fashion and also dress them selves down in the hights of fashion. Not us girls who dont wear what everyone else is, who cant afford newer clothing, or fancy, expensive lingerie. What do girls like them, have over girls like me. Us down to earth, not that eye catching type  girl who walks around the store and see's girls that have the blonde and pink or blonde and black hair, and nice bodies, and size 5 jeans, and hip adidias tennies. Girls who's parents can afford high fashion clothes. and think, is that all guys want? What do girls like them have over me? a natural beauty in normal, everyday work environment clothing? Some one please tell me. Why? Can anyone help me with my profile. I'd like to put up different picture comments that you can get fro
The End
You were the last I would have ever expected to lie to me and leave me alone. To wonder where you've gone and what you're doing and what I did to deserve this. I don't remember my life without you in it. And I don't remember what its like to not have someone to call and cry to no matter the time. And I don't remember what its like to not have you do the same. I never thought you would forget me. And I never thought that you could be the monster that you've proven to be. And the sad part is. I still miss you. and I have a feeling that I always will. Sometimes I just don't realize how much it hurts to be alive. Its a constant part of every day life. The prick of a finger, a fresh tattoo,  the slip of a blade or regular wear and tear on the body. Then there are more uncommon types. Why is it that even though love is a chemical reaction in the brain, we feel our hearts sink when its been broken. Our emotions are so strong, we can physically feel it. But we recover and try agai
Just Some Thoughts....
I'm constantly amazed how we seek redemption through actions. Yet, most of the actions we undertake, are harmful to us. When does that stop? When will self-destruction finally impact you enough to know you are destroying yourself? What are your limits?????
~the Gypsy Poet's Musing's~
My Words Of Life
u must meet these requirements 1. white 2. male 3. 28-36 yrs of age 4. works 5. loves kids 6. 5-30 miles of me 7. not jealous 8. not controlling 9. not abusive 10. not afraid of commitment 11. has own vehicle 12. not judgemental 13. not married or with someone 14. drug free 15. no felonies on record 16. not childish to their partner 17. wants a real relationship not a fling 18. not too clingy 19. not a drunk 20. not a sex freak if u meet ALL these requirements give me a shout and if u dont, sorry i have my bounderies. My Freedom Of Speech First of all, I'm not writing this to offend any of my current friends. This is a good way to express how I feel about things. I think that our world has gone to crap. Used to our parents could just send us out to play and not have to worry about anything but nowadays kids are not safe outside alone. I'm not prejudice but this world has turned into a mixed race world which is wrong. The jobs used to be alot better and we really h
Maintenance
If You're A Juggalo ... Please Repost
Random Thoughts...
Woman was made from the rib of a man. Not from his head,                            to top him. Nor from his feet,                           to be stepped upon. She was made from his side,                                          to be equal to him. From under his arm,                             to be protected by him. Near his heart,                     to be loved by him.                                                       ~Anonymous~ Adversity and issues have a way of sorting out true friends from those who were only there to benefit themselves... when the well runs dry only the true friends offer to help you dig it deeper. The rest seek another well... turbulent, inky black, rushing past my face, jeering laughter interspersed with derisive whispers and sly contempt...My world has become so cold... once loving and tender arms, friendly faces, laughter and friendship, now anger, grief, agony and uncaring dismissals from trusted souls...dreams, once solid, glitt
Absence
My love is like the sun that warms me when im cold and like the cold water of the brook that refreshes me My love knows the secret pleasures of my soul and delights with me in fulfilling them Who is my love but the soul of my soul and the reason for every beat of my heart Who fills me with life just being in his presence and returns to me more then i have given Come to me my love I die without you Each day is eternity waiting for your touch Remove the tears from my eyes and the ache in my heart Be closer to my breath for all my day and all my nights    
Things You Should Know.
What is the Illuminati?What is Zon?   The Illuminati has its origins in the biblical Abraham who smashed the idols four millennia ago in establishing the existence of only one reality. Ever hear of the Illuminati? For the past two centuries, they have been condemned by nationalistic governments and mystical religions. How about the Bilderbergers, the Club of Rome, the Council on Foreign Relations, the Trilateral Commission? They are semi-secret organizations that for the past several decades have been linked to one-world conspiracy theories. Consider the controlling influences behind those worldwide organizations -- businessmen, such as today's quiet businessman David Rockefeller. He, for example, is seldom seen or mentioned in the mainstream media. But, he is hysterically attacked as the epitome of evil by the ultra- conservative media, the nationalistic-populist media, and the religious-right media. Yet, David Rockefeller is among the world's most moral, clear-thinking, respo
Cause I'm Just Another Dumb Broad
Happy in being forever alone not giving a second thought to what was the unknown.. what could be, what might have been.. I was happy with that decision in the end.. And I let him... let him in... let him en-wrap me.. let him over take my guards and dismantle my walls... I let him have all of me... and all I entail... I gave to him what was my all, my everything and then I even gave more.. Turning a blind eye, a deaf ear... a tear stained cheek... I let him... have the best of me.. the worst of me.. the whole of me.. the shell of me... I stood next to him, brokenly hoping... continuously praying...  hurtfully accepting... I let him get the best of me...... as I got the best of me, shattered.. broken.. every day! I let him...   Have you really even seen the tears I've cried? The pain and anquish they carry from inside...
Lifes Heavy Burden And The Scars That We Have
In words left unspoken i lay awake In this lifeless solitude of what my world has become I find strength in the bonds that hold me to you I may not say it in so many words But you give me strength of whats to come Courage to fight yet another day I know that it gets better Shades of black and white with hints of grey You bring the fiery passion That is soo hard to escape I find wisdom in each line you write Words coming like crazy at each passing time Moments of silence don't scare me as often Cause in those vast moments are the times i see you best I see you for you and not the scar that you carry A heavy burden on your heart Painted with sorrow and such disillusion I give you hope and a possible conclusion With this I take in my hand so small That i hold your great fate Never in hatred nor in Violence I somehow find Strength in your Silence Black as day black as night I ponder away At loves sight I know in my heart That things are yet to come But I can't se
Personal Rambles
"If you have never played Dallas, you should go there."    I lived in a time, where, if someone said something like this to me, i could just hop in my 1988 Toyota Celica and go. I had never been to Dallas, so...thats exactly what I did, well,  what "we" did.  We hopped in the little white two door with a sun roof and no air conditioning and made the trek from the fair grounds in oklahoma city to the fair grounds in Dallas.         It's funny how life takes you down paths, without you even realizing it...one choice leads in to another, and pretty soon, you look back, and you realize you have just traveled down a path.  Somehow, for seven months, my feet, my car, my mind, my body...whatever...were taking me down a path without me even paying attention.  I did not begin this journey...someone else did...someone brutally, violently sent me down this path, i just walked it in a daze..slashing at obstacles without even realizing it....blind, numb, a spook...and somehow, i woke up in Dallas
No Sleep
So I just realized I have feelings.  I'm not sure how to feel about this since I don't like feelings.  So many people have too many feelings and I am not a people.  I kind of like being the insensitive one that isn't afraid to speak the truths they see everyday.  Anyway my face leaked and that pissed me off more which made my face leak more.  This having feelings shit sucks.  I don't know what to do about it.  I want to scream.  this blows.                 END RANT           I can't sleep and I have writers block. :( So I'm going to ramble about the things that are bothering me and maybe that will lift the block I hope.  My dad is sick. Like dying sick most who read this didn't know that.  I don't talk about it because no one wants to hear me cry like a bitch all the time.  I hate that he's sick.  I hate that I had to move here to help my mom with him.  I hate that by being here it reminds me that I'm not like the rest of my family.  I hate watching my dad come home from d
Jokes
After God Made Adam And Eve He Sat Them Down For A Talk, Ok God Said I Have Only One Rule So Pay Attention, We Are Listening Adam And Eve Said Together, Good God Said My One Rule Is Dont Eat The Apple, Ok They Said, God Said Now Do You Have Any Questions, Eve Kept Silent But Adam Said I Do, Ok What Is It God Asked, Adam Said Can I Put My Weiner In Her Butt ,God Said Ok I Changed My Mind There Are 2 Rules Dont Eat The Apple And Adam Dont Stick Your Weiner In Her Butt, Then Adam Said What If I Stick The Apple In There, God Said As Long As You Dont Eat It Thats Fine
Wake Up America
America in Crisis http://fubar.com/america-in-crisis/b328188-1155310 You know, if our elected leaders in Washington spent just HALF as much time actually working towards a solution to our current debt crisis as they do in pointing the finger at someone else whiel playign the "Blame Game", we might just not be in such a horrible financial spot.   However, it's not just our political leaders.  Is's the average American citizen.  We seem to live in an "entitlement" based society these days, and there are SO many people standing around with their hands out, expecting the Government.....meaning the American Tax Payer, to pay their way when times get tough.  We, as a Nation, just can;t afford it any more.   If we're going to dig ourselves out of this mess, we're ALL going to have to buckle down and face this thing head on.  This means HIGHER TAXES, CUTS IN SOCIAL SERVICES, Higher Interest rates, and a whole slew of other changes that we don't want to actually deal with.  Too bad!!
Gosh Darn Pics
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Poems From The Inner Woman
Kokain3ON EDGE I'LL TAKE AWAY THE PAINMAKE YOU FEEL AT EASE & SANEI'M POISONOUS AT HEART..CALL ME**KOKAIN3**TROUBLES CEASE TO EXIST WHEN I'M AROUNDYOU FEEL LIKE FLYING UNTIL YOU'VE COME DOWNI'LL HAVE YOU IN MY CONTROL ASK JOHN DOEMY ATTRACTION IS VENOMOUS YOU'LL YEARN FOR MO'**INFAMOUS KOKAIN3**COME TRY ME I FAITHFULLY PROMISE I GOT THAT HOOKTASTING ME TIL THE LAST DROP FOR ME YOU'LL LOOKMY POTION IS SPITEFUL I'LL TAKE ALL FEARS AWAYUNTIL I GOT YOUR SOUL..WITH ME YOU'LL STAYI'M YOUR FRIEND WITH MANY PLANS FOR YOUSNIFF..SMOKE..SHOOT..COME TO ME AND SAY I DOTIME TO COME HOME TO A DELIGHTFUL EUPHORIA I'VE GOT IN STOREI'LL HAVE YOU ON BENDED KNEE WORSHIPING & ACHING FOR MOREI'VE GOT YOU WHERE I WANT YOU SO LET'S CONTINUE THIS GAME THAT I PLAYSELLING ALL YOUR POSSESSIONS UNTIL YOU'VE GOT A DOSE OF MY NECTAR FOR THE DAYI WON'T HURT YOU MY FRIEND I WANT YOU TO WANT ME MORE AND MOREA KNOWN REPUTATION OF GETTING YOU SPRUNG..IT'S I (KOKAIN3)THAT YOU ADOREONE..TWO..KOKAIN3'S COMING FOR YOUTHREE..
Lessons I've Learned
"A wife of noble character who can find? She is worth far more than rubies." The Hebrew word chayil, translated here "noble," or "virtuous" (KJV), means a wife of valor — a strong, capable woman with strong convictions.Her husband trusts her management of their resources. Her industriousness adds to the family income. "She brings him good, not harm, all the days of her life." This woman does not do right only when it is convenient and profitable. Her actions are not based on how she is treated by others or by what others think. Her character is steady. She is reliable and dependable. "She selects wool and flax and works with eager hands." This woman enjoys working so much that she plans ahead for what she needs in order to accomplish her responsibilities. "She is like the merchant ships, bringing her food from afar." The trait not to settle for the mediocre is portrayed by a woman who goes the extra mile for quality items. "She gets up while it is still dark; she provides f
New Level Up Requirements
I just found out to level up to level 20, I have to jump up and down on a 3/4s inflated WNBA game ball used in a LA Sparks playoff game (any LA Sparks playoff game will do) in a pattern including a 3 to 1 ratio of left footed jumps to right footed jumps while juggling a running chain saw, a half eaten marshmallow peep (pink, not yellow), and a mylar get well soon balloon.  In addition, I must be chewing grape Bazooka Joe bubble gum without reading the comic, wear a flannel tuxedo with a striped lace cumberbund and have my hair cut into a mullet with the word FUBAR etched in the back of my skull.  I should be level 20 any time now!
My Miracles
                                                                                       I still remember the day you both were born                                   I kissed your soft faces and held you                                             gently in my arms                                  As a tear of happiness ran down my face                                  I knew that there was nowhere I wanted                                          to be, than with u in any place      &nb
Given Up
You know, men don't want the fat ugly women.. not one single one. I reciently met someone from here offline.. before I met him.. he was always calling me.. my name from him was "Baby" and he couldnt get enough of me.. but once I met him offline.. things have changed, he doesn't call anymore, calls me "Hey you" and nothing is the same now.. that was THE BIGGEST MISTAKE I have ever made...   SO.....   I have given up thinking anyone will ever want me.. I can not wait until the day I die.. this amount of pain shouldn't happen to anyone..I can't deal with it anymore..   Being punished for being sick and gaining weight isn't right...   VampyYourFutureExWife .... yeah whatever.. No one wants me as their girl.. forget the ex wife part.. I will be changing my name too.. Maybe to VampyTheOneNoOneWants... bcd9e48a-9977-4871-ae32-f6b2858e575b 1.03.01
Hcg Diet Is Truly A Miracle!
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Mental Health 11/28/10
Some of you may recall back to the first week of August when I was admitted to the mental hospital due to increased depression/anxiety,    suicidal thoughts, had a very graphic and totally workable suicide plan, and hallunications of my dad uncle. I ended up staying a week    including a three night stay at the ER under suicide watch.   When I was first discharged I felt great and felt like I could tackle the world with my new found "sanity" but in the fast few weeks I've been    hearing voices telling me I will be back in the hospital in 6 months or less, constant whispering and snickering, and my increasing collection   of vivid and graphic nightmares about being readmitted.    I have an appointment in the morning with my therapist and I'm not to sure what these new developments in my mental state will mean   to him and the course we will take in my therapy. I just wanted to give anyone who cared a head's up in case I suddenly disappear and    go M.I.A. for an extende
A Soldiers Christmas
A Soldier’s Christmas Eve published December 27, 1862 In a southern forest gloomy and old, So lately the scene of a terrible fight, A soldier, alone in the dark and cold,    Is keeping the watch tonight. As he paces his round he sees the light     Of his comrades’ campfire, gleaming far,     Through the dusky wood, and one bright star Looks down with a twinkle of light and love From the frosty sky that bends above.     Large, cler and bright in the far-off skies It twinkles and glimmers there alone Like the blessed Bethlehem star that shone     On the shepard’s wondering eyes.   As he watches it slowly, sweetly rise His heart is touched by its gentle ray.      And away, away, His thoughts on the wings of facny stray, He forgets the night with its frosty air, And cheerless blast, that every where Moans load through the branches black and bare, He is thinking now of the little band   In his boyhood home, whose faces bright Are beaming with happin
Thoughts
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Just Something Interesting Fyi Fact Or Not ???
Can this be why there are no levels above (45) ?? http://laughingmeme.org/2010/01/24/4294967295-and-mysql-int20-syntax-blows/
My Sister
It has been a year now since you passed away and it feels like it was just yesterday that I last talked to you.  It is your birthday and I cant help but sit here and think about how much I miss you.  We were the closest any brother and sister could ever be and before you passed away we were the last of the kids in our family.  Now it is only me left and I feel so lost without you.  I miss being able to call and talk to you when I'm feeling down and out.  I know the pain of losing a loved one never fully goes away and right now it feels like it will never let up.  I wish you were here right now cuz i could really use your help sis.  You were my best friend for 29 years.  In my eyes you will always be my best friend and advisor sis cuz i know that you are with mom and the rest of the family watching over me and trying to take care of me.  I just wish that I could see you again and hug you one more time but I know that will only make me want more of the same.  I love you Diane. Please giv
Being Single Doesn't Mean No One Wants You...it Means You Don't Want Just Anyone!
Before you wanna be an asshole with your girl, Think about this... While your ignoring her , another guy is giving her attention . While your giving her problems , another guy is listening ..While your to busy for her, another guy is making time for her. While your making her cry, another guy is trying to make her smile again, When your not sure if you want her, Another guy already has that figured out.. SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT MEN says,I'm not trouble I'm just a challenge to handle. Yes I'm single and any guy who wants to change that is going to have to be pretty damn amazing! Single, doesn't mean that you know nothing bout love. Fact, being solo is wiser than being in a wrong relationship.is still very much single!So is now taking applications if you think your suitable for the position apply here the pay is terrible but the benefits r great...
Beneath The Skin
Don't love me because my hair is pretty and I look fineLove me when I am at my worst, When I am down and out and need you the mostAm comfortable with me, The untamed mane, the quirksNot tolerating the abusive jerksWith all this emotional baggage I don't wear my heart on my sleeve I can't or I wouldn't be able to breathe I know my short comings and my pitfalls But can you love me, for me And just pretend to be in it for the love and care? Not he who dares to only strip her of her virginity But who will love her the mostThe one who can look past the rags and the bags Under her eyes when she criesThe love that knows no boundsThe type that comes from deep inside, Just trying to hide from that heartbreak And take, take that the world seems to want from us daily, But maybe, Just maybe We can find one another through this fog of reality? I am hereShe is waitingWe are ready.
******blowjobs******
-SEX: can't get enough of it, and for you married men/woman who bitch and complain and constantly accuse your man/woman of cheating and you hardly ever have sex anymore... Somebody once said.. "What you don't do for your man/woman in bed somebody else will" So turn your freak on.. Here is an idea.-Because for me,if you truly don't let go of your center and only do it because it's what he wants, you'll always "suck" at it.. You have to want it, and it will turn you on like you have never known. Try fucking yourself while giving head.-C'mon, girls naturally it should just make you feel dirty when on your knees.. How can you not want to get naughtier?-GIVING HEAD:Recommendations:1. Spit on it..gag on it.. (OMG they will love you)!2. Talk dirty to it, and during it!3. Don't ever be afraid of it! Look up at him!4. Call out your name while you're cummingg...(that's a favorite, JK)5. Always, Always, learn from your mistakes (keep trying)6. Yes they do like being fingered too.. (don't let em l
A Lil Bit Of Sumthin
HELLO ALL U FULANDERS.. For  those of  you  who personally know me this may seem all things you already know.. But for tose of you who are  HATERZ  of me and like to critizize people WAKE  UP this is what you so rightfully wanted..   I am a  29 year old female .. I  have alot of  personal real life issues that i  try not to bring to fubar  but it happens at times..I  am  a REAL person with  REAL  feeling just like all of you.. I came to fubar over a year ago on a old acct  that  was closed up I came here  to socialize with  new people and  REAL  people and to play  on fubar as most of you do with lounges and the games and things of that sort.. NOT  bcause i want  your man in r/l or fu life .. I am  real life married some of you know who that is if not then look a little bit you will find him.. I have a heart of gold  I would give the shirt off my back if i could  to help anyone even my enemies.. I'm no super model  I  dont have NSFW's nor will I .. I am a REAL  person just here to h
Toy Box
I know it has taken me fuck knows how long but finally I have been able to sit down and type together the flavored lube review that I have been promising.  I have to admit I am proud of it and do promise that my reviews wont be so few and so much time inbetween.  So please check it out at The Toy Box (my personal sextoy review blog) its NSFW because of the subject and the pictures. Okay you guys (and gals) voted, I ordered, she came on Friday and so did I (yikes that is a bad pun).  Honestly though when Friday came around I was battling a pretty bad tonsil issue and to be honest still am not 100% but I am feeling much better.  I won’t be able to give a full review though for a few more days because lets face it, when you are not at your best your sex drive suffers.  I did play with it for a little bit Friday and even though I wasn’t feeling my best I do have to say I am pleasantly surprised with the Zini.  Or at least pleasantly surprised with one of the settings
Erotica
asthey walk by the waterfall handed in hand .. they cannot resist but ti stand under it . soaking our clothes .. and pressing thier wet fabrics against thier skin . the cold water making thier bodies shiver and delight as they they share a single kiss under the waterfall ... the kiss so deep it seems to last forever .. neither one wanting to let go .. and the heat with within them rising so high its threating to explode . thier lips savouring each other . embracing each other .. their hands starting to explore .. starting to each other .. gently and tenderly .. the cold water so refreshing .. they finally take of thier wet clothes and swim under the water naked and continue thier soft sweet embrace ... their lips still not wanting to leave each others for a moment .. holding on to each other cause of the cold and the using each others body to stay warm ... they are lose in each other and nothing else seems to matter . nothing seems to be able to bring them out of their private inter
Trannies Muse
My Life Story
i was born on 1982 in phx maricopa medical center to a woman who had no real clue on how to be a mother and a father who was not ready to have a son both are piece's of shit my mother was a stripper who work at a titty bar at the age of 14 and my father who was the bouncer he was 19 or 20 she had me at the age of 16 both was so into what ever they wanted to do and they did everything under the sun you name it they did it even when she as pregnant with me i did not come out like most kids i came out with my shoulder out the doctor took a x-ray and to find out i was getting choke to death by my own umbilical cord so they did a sea section on my mother turns out i had all my guts out in the open so they put everything back will there suppose to be and had to fly out a doctor who had done this before i have suffer 2 heart failer i die 2 times they try to get my heart to start back up but it would not they almost gave up then all of a sudden it started up i was born with bad l
Eh...
Today was one of those days. While driving home, the wife sends me a text asking me to pick up Kraft Singles to make grilled cheese. Sure, no problem.  A few minutes later when I'm almost home from work, I get another text: Can you pick up some soup, too? The soup burned.   Ok.. I'm thinking to myself: How the hell do you burn soup? Anyhow, it's not a big deal, I can pick up a few cans or the family sized, ready made stuff at Wawa.    I check for my wallet... Shit. I left my wallet at work.  Yeah, I hope I have enough gas to make it to work tomorrow.  Came home from work, ate dinner, started playing some old school Super Mario Brothers on the Wii... One of the kids' friends (Who was playing with us 15 minutes earlier) came running into the apartment, crying. One of the kids' friends was hit by a car in front of the apartment complex. He was 16. Always there with a smile, always friendly to everyone. Dead at 16. I'm in shock, the kids are hysterical, the wife is taking it hard
Just Stuff
The Moment
We were on the porch, smoking and drinking. It was a warm late June night. I thought you might have a crush on me, but I really wasn't sure. So you told me you liked me, and I asked you  "What do you want to do about it?" "I want to kiss you." You told me this and I literally got weak in the knees. I replied; "You know where my lips are" in a throaty, husky voice. So we went inside, and sat on the couch, and you kissed me. I called you that day on a whim, since I was in town visiting. It must have been fate that your office was around the corner from my hotel. You told me to come over, that you wanted to meet me in person. So I walked over top the office. There you were behind the desk. My heart was beating strong. I got lost in your eyes. We talked and then you had to get back to work. I asked you shyly if I could taste your lips. So, you got up from your desk. You took my arm, and pulled me close, and bent down to kiss me. It was a gentle, lingering sweet kiss, that is burne
Default Pic Contest--win A Boomy
DJ HARD DRIVE IS HOSTING A CONTEST FOR A BOOMERANG! IF YOU WANT TO PARTICIPATE ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS MAKE ME A PICTURE OUT OF ONE OF MY PICTURES OF MYSELF AND THAT'S IT! WHATEVER IT IS YOU WANT TO USE TO MAKE IT IS UP TO YOU, PHOTOSHOP, IMIKIMI, FLASH, AS LONG AS YOU CAN UPLOAD IT TO FUBAR ALBUMS. THEY WILL BE CHOSEN UPON WHO GETS THE MOST RATES! IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE HIT UP DJ HARD DRIVE FOR MORE INFORMATION! DJ HARD DRIVE COMPUTER ASSASSIN C51sUSB@ fubar
Fubar Vs Real Life
I'm in a foul mood and needed to vent and what better why to do that is to talk nonsense on the Fu that may or not be read.   A. People don not actually love you on here, hell chances are you're lucky if they tolerate you.   B. If it weren't for the shiny "fake" things you but them, they wouldn't give you the time of day in real life.   C. You couldn't get a chick to show you her tits or vagina for some virtuial piece of "bling" in real life." (Okay, MAYVE some chicks you could)   D. This place is so worse then high school it isn't even funny. The gossip circle goes non stop around here and 9 times outta 10 the people being talked shit about doesn't deserve it.   E. People seriouly are NOT as tough online as they are in real life, I don't give a fuck what they say or try to make you think.   F. Stop letting people have control over you with words, grab your nuts and be just as bitchy and assholish as them.   There are very, very, VERY few people on here I would be willing
The Simple Things That Define My Life.
This is a great monologue I love to perform by Neil Gaiman, a wonderful author, I forget what its called per se? But here.“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-yo
Decadent And Depraved In Oklahoma City
Have you ever delved into yourself to find out what makes you, you? What I’m talkingabout are the little things, those tiny idiosyncrasies that you do all by yourself, or whenyou think no one is watching. I went to the napkin because the receipt was pissing me off.What sadistic bastard would play this song ever ( 15 by Taylor Swift). You know a lot ofpeople would think sitting in a bar by yourself is depressing even sad, this is incorrect,sitting at a bar by yourself warrants a glimpse into your fellow bar patron’s soul. Boozelowers inhibitions, and with these new lowered inhibitions people say things, do things,and act a certain way that’s a glimpse into the true person in which you are observing. Donot be afraid of what you see, just make your decisions the way you choose because withomnipotence comes the ability to plan for everything all at once, you cannot do this, don’ttry. Just remember that a man much wiser than myself once said “to thy self be tru
Little Bit Of Everything =)
Here is the scenario... You have a friend that you are in love with, but you are afraid to reveal your feelings. You've felt this way for about a year or so and no matter how much the two of you hang out, watch movies, even cook you keep your feelings to yourself. He (or in some cases she) decided to take it to the next level and the two of you have an AMAZING sex session. Now, you really don't want to say anything. You don't want them to think or feel that it was because of the sex. So to help my family member out of this situation...what would you do? Would you tell them how you felt or keep it to yourself.  BTW..the sex sessions hasn't stopped. The 2 of you get together like once every week to every other week. Ok, while out with my family my son's father turned to me and said "this line in this song (Chris Brown - My last) is dedicated to you".  The line was "she's a 7 in the face and a 10 in the ass". I was like WOW!! He thought there is nothing wrong with that. That most men
Mom
"Letters For Mom" @ Growing up he had no clue, What the future held, And what he would do. The only one to stand by his side, Even wiped his face when he cried. Mommie is what she went by, She watched him grow as time passed by. He grew from a boy to a man, Takin on a task that most wouldn't understand. She has to let go of her young boy, Because he wants to go play with his guns and toys. He leaves with his bags packed, She always has a home for him to come back. He's entering a stage in his life most unknown, But courage and honor he's willfully shown. A moment comes when he has to be strong, Mom at home praying nothing will go wrong. People screamin and shouting in the middle of this fuss, A friend finds him amidst the dust. Wounded he begings to think, "Is it my turn?" At home she thinks, "Is he ever to return?" Two hearts seperated by oceans, In the middle of all this comotion. A hero returning home escorted by cops, But never thought he, Would return
Metalicious
 Lately i been wondering why the hell am i a VIP, apparently VIP doesnt mean what it should cause lately , i been having a difficult time doing just about anything on the site without being kicked off or getting this new annoying membership sign in, or bouncers checking what the hell im doing on the site. Go figure, ill think ill just become a regular member again. if 2000 people feel the same way then that would be 29,900 dollars fu would seriously think about when it  comes to people re-upping there VIP when all it does is  give people A Very Ignorant Perspective of what a VIP really is.
Life
Snow can waitI forgot my mittensWipe my noseGet my new boots onI get a little warm in my heartWhen I think of winterI put my hand in my father's gloveI run offWhere the drifts get deeperSleeping beauty trips me with a frownI hear a voice"Your must learn to stand up for yourselfCause I can't always be around"He saysWhen you gonna make up your mindWhen you gonna love you as much as I doWhen you gonna make up your mindCause things are gonna change so fastAll the white horses are still in bedI tell you that I'll always want you nearYou say that things change my dearBoys get discovered as winter meltsFlowers competing for the sunYears go by and I'm here still waiting Withering where some snowman wasMirror mirror where's the crystal palaceBut I only can see the myselfSkating around the truth who I amBut I know dad the ice is getting thinWhen you gonna make up your mindWhen you gonna love you as much as I doWhen you gonna make up your mindCause things are gonna change so fastAll the white hor
Auction 5-21-2011
THE RULES FOR THIS AUCTION ARE AS FOLLOWED.     1: THE OWNER/CO OWNER IN NO WAY IS RESPONSIBLE FOR FUBUCKS THAT ARE NOT PAYED OUT TO THOSE PERTICIPATEING IN THE AUCTION,IT IS THE PURCHASER'S SOLE RESPONSIBILITY TO MAKE SURE THE MONEY THEY OWE IS PAYED.       2: 10% OF PURCHASED AMOUNT MUST BE DEDUCTED AND IMMEDIATELY SENT TO THE OWNER(MOMMA SEXYLEGS) UPON PURCHASE.    3: ONCE THE AUCTION BEGINS THERE WILL NOT BE ANY IDLE CHAT ALLOWED IN THE LOUNGE NOR WILL THE USE OF EMOTES BE ALLOWED. 1 WARNING 2 SILENCED 3 EJECTED WITH NO QUESTIONED ASKED. IF U WISH TO TALK AMONG YOURSELVES PLZ BE CURTIOUS AND TAKE IT TO SB AND OR MESSENGER CHAT.     4: GREETING NEW VISITORS TO THE LOUNGE IS OK, BUT IF THEY HAVE A QUESTION ABOUT THE AUCTION PLZ ASK THEM TO GO TO SB THE LESS CHAT WE HAVE IN THE LOUNGE THE EASIER IT WILL BE TO KEEP UP WITH WHATS GOING ON WITH THE AUCTION AND MAKE THINGS LESS CONFUSEING FOR US ALL.   can some one tell me what the fuck is up with the fubar ranking bs yesterd
Anyone Who Cares
Lets Get Real About Love & Relationships
  In my humble opinion, promising to love someone for the rest of your life is not reasonable. Love is an emotion, a feeling one has for another, and in its purest form has nothing to do with chemistry or physical attraction. There are many types and each type with its varying levels. Love is alive. It consumes, it grows, it changes, it rises and falls, it sparks and burns, it takes you to the heights of heaven and can drag you to the depths of hell. Love is spontaneous, untameable, unpredictable, a joy, an affliction, an intangible passion rarely the same from day to day, beyond human control, much less clear cut solid definition. Promising to love someone til death is not unlike swearing you will feel happy everyday regardless of the trials and challenges facing you along your journey thru this life. Promise honesty, promise respect, promise no matter what happens I can count on you to have my back the best you can. Those are reasonable. Two lovers bound by vows before the creato
Gif Images Like My Default Pic
Its 2 mil fubucks or 2 credits.   Requirements   I need you to send me a video clip of what you want the picture to do. The video must be off a webcam or digital. Cant be a cell phone format   If youd like any sb me and let me know ty :).   They can be sfw or nsfw.
Poems
Don’t worry about me It’s the way things have to be No matter how things change I know in my heart everything will be okay   Don’t worry baby It’s the way things go I can’t be sad I never imagined I would have a friend like you   I finally understand Why things have to be this way You are who you are A rambling man Your world it the stage Music your life   Baby don’t worry about me I will do just fine I am stronger than I realize Just don’t forget   Follow your dreams Follow your heart I am here for you always 2000 miles away Doubts I have they care me away the fear of what maybe   I know they also drive you crazy when I tell them to you   Forgive me  for they are not  meant to hurt you   I thought if we both knew what they were we could handle them together as one   My mistake for they are only  MY doubts and fears   There really no reason for them to be here A constant fight with the feeling w
Heartache And Pain
You look at life and wonder.... is it really worth the pain So much that is going wrong is enough to drive you insane   You find love and happiness  and then it is gone. It rips your heart and you thought  you had found the one.    Nobody cares anymore who you  are with or not. They are all so selfish and  have to take what you got.   What happened to morals  and having respect? Then fights, hurt, and hate happen,  what do they expect??     Tamara Busch @06/18/2011
Cherry Bomb Today!
I have some really good friends on here that i respect and would do anything for if i was asked! There are people here that i as so tried of there pathetic bs, drama and inconcideration to other people! i'm not much of a talker as so many know but i get my point acrossed! i am to the point that i don't want to be friends with females due to there pettiness! enough is enough!!!!!!!!grow tf up! Again i say thank you to all who came to my page! i am sorry for the people i was unable to bomb due to time table not to mention my computer crashed and i lost half my bombing time and then proceed on a cell phone that was difficult! 
Questions
To The Bug That Crushed The Possum Repost Plz To Keep Going
To the bug that crushed the possum: Am writing to a certain person here on this site and if u know my story and know me well then u will know of whom I speak of but I want to thank her for leavening me when I was at my worst and need you to stand my me the most I also want to thank her for taking all my belongings and lied to me at the same time I hope u are happy with the hypocrites u have in your family and livening the the dead beat town u live in for u and I both know u are not going to do anything with your life besides being a hypercondact and play with peoples heart I was I would also like to thank whoever it was in your family that made the account on collarme .com for I can’t remove it for I don’t have the account password and would ask that you find out who put it there and remove it asap would like that very much (for we all know your mom did not like me much) u hope u have fun without me in your life and I hope u find lots of carpets to munch on because apparently the dic
Babyyangelss
when i write in these blogs i write from my heart like im writing in my journal...so after readng this if ant one even reads it could u please help me with your true comment....ty babyyangelsss..... I have been stuck in this relationship i use to have for the past 6 yrs since the day i meet this man..his name is Max. I literally meet this guy when he was homeless living in a homeless shelter at 25, i had alot of sympathy for him for the fact of him being 25 and home less, and no family to help him, so be being the person i am i helpd him, i literally picked him up and took him out of homless ness with 2 1/2 months i fell in love with his heart and eyes, i didnt care he didnt have anything, i bought him clothes, shoes, cell phone, food, got him a little apt, feel in love with each other, with in the next 4-5 months we moved into our home, i brought him with me, took jim from no selfestem to being the king of the palace...we stayed together for 4 yrs, in total, one day he decided to che
It All
We should place the elderly in prisons. They will get a shower a day, video surveillance in case of problems, three meals a day, access to a library, computer, TV, gym, doctors on-site, free medication if needed. Put criminals in nursing homes. They have cold meals, lights off at 7pm, two showers a week, live in a smaller room and pay extortionate rent a month!!! It's pretty sad that we treat prisoners better than the elderly.... copy and paste if you agree     "rather than love, than money, than faith, than fame, than fairness... give me truth."   bored and banned from mums still ¬¬ so i'm bloggingg. so this new fucker cat from downstairs bit my hand, the fleshy bit under my thumb. cant even fap properly cause of it. but anyway, i was trying to stop this psycho cat from getting my cat so i stupidly put my hand in its face and it bites me.  two teeth went in and its sore as fuck and swollen n red. havent been to the hospital yet, duno if i should call up and see what they see or j
Just Some Writing
window panes come crashing down admist the tears of pain, vanishing hopes are gone and flew away up above through the twilight, shadows cast across the floor, reflections of the past, trembling thoughts of one dwelling deep within the soul, a mystical sense of reality, all in bewilderment, of the shock in the wave, creatures of the dimness chattering amongst the green, everything slows in stillness what is this we see? a twinkling light shines bright in front of us, gives us new hope of what's to come and what has past, but it does not stop there, we keep wondering of what else we are going to find, we search high and low, looking for the one thing that we crave, we sit and wonder how long it will take to find, the rest of what we have already found, and yet sometimes that is stiill not enough for us,
Frustrations
Nobody is really happy, and when society finally learns that true happiness is nothing but an illusion and hardship is a part of life that has to come along then every self help author and all therapists will finally know that THEY ARE WORTHLESS!! No wait, they Worth Defacit Disorder. Almost every female I have met in my entire life has screwed me over one way or another and I am finally to the point of which D.T.A.(Don't trust anybody) is a lifestyle to which society is going to have to grow accustom to in order to get on with their lives and just move on. Pain is pain and it is so by no other definition, pain can be a form of suffering, it is also a form of growing so that when they hit a painful bump in the road they can simply take a breath and move on. I hide all my pain in jokes, and sarcasim, it is the only way I know how to express my pain. I am sick to death of the fact that I am constantly mistreated,run over, kicked to the curb all because of the fact that they find it hard
Preggo Women
I THINK US PREGGO WOMEN SHOULD ALL HAVE A CHAT TO SEE THE DIFFERENT CRAVINGS AND HOW OUR BODYS HAVE CHANGED ?
Firefighter
A firefighter is being yelled at for taking too long to get there, while trying desperately to save the life of a total stranger, starving because they missed their last meal, tired because the alarm sounded just as they closed their eyes and it's now four in the morning and is missing their family while taking care of yours. Re-post if you... are a firefighter, love a firefighter, or appreciate a firefighter.
Nfl Picks Of The Week!
     Hey everyone!  King Jeremy here again with my Week 8 NFL predictions...............        Indianapolis @ Tennessee:  Tennessee        New Orleans @ St. Louis:  New Orleans        Miami @ N.Y. Giants:  N.Y. Giants        Minnesota @ Carolina:  Carolina        Arizona @ Baltimore:  Baltimore        Jacksonville @ Houston:  Houston        Washington @ Buffalo:  Buffalo        Detroit @ Denver:  Detroit        New England @ Pittsburgh:  New England        Cleveland @ San Francisco:  San Francisco        Cincinnati @ Seattle:  Cincinnati        Dallas @ Philadelphia:  Dallas        (ESPN Monday Night Football)        San Diego @ Kansas City:  San Diego      Hey everybody, it's King Jeremy again with my Week 2 NFL predictions!  Let's hope I do better this week than I did with Week 1 lol.  With that said, here's my Week 2 picks to win:   Oakland @ Buffalo: Buffalo   Kansas City @ Detroit:  Detroit   Baltimore @ Tennessee:  Baltimore   Cleveland @ In
Inspiration
I am but a mere empty vessel floating a drift on the wind and water of life awaiting to either be filled with hope, love, life or to be washed ashore to be left to rot or to be sunk to the deepest reaches of the oceans floor. I carry not only my burden but other's as well in hopes they will find peace, love, and happiness. I cherish not worldy treasures for they tarnish and vanish. My treasures and richness comes from my family and friends. Just a moment ago I read a mumm about love. Interesting ideal behind it but not thought out well in my mind's eye. I think the word love is just said to be said cause its what we think our significant other wants to hear. Is love just a word these days or an actual true bona fide feeling that radiates deep down inside. Personally I sometimes love can be over rated and definitely unappreciated. I think love has been taken for granted for far too long. I challenge you to evaluate how you truly use the word love. Do you truly mean it or just saying it?
Fave Song Lyrics
"Stickwitu" I don't wanna go another day,So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.Seems like everybody's breaking upThrowing their love away,But I know I got a good thing right hereThat's why I say (Hey)[Chorus:]Nobody gonna love me betterI must stick with you forever.Nobody gonna take me higherI must stick with you.You know how to appreciate meI must stick with you, my baby.Nobody ever made me feel this wayI must stick with you.I don't wanna go another daySo I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.See the way we ride in our private lives,Ain't nobody getting in between.I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me)And I say[Chorus]And nowAin't nothing else I can need (nothing else I can need)And nowI'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me.I got you,We'll be making love endlessly.I'm with you (baby, I'm with you)Baby, you're with me (Baby, you're with me)So don't you worry aboutPeople hanging around,They ain't bringing us down.I know you and you know meAnd tha
Stupid Me
how does a person keep going down the wrong path doing the wrong things at the wrong time and still try to keep there head up i do it by the hands of my beautiful and wonderful wife babez she means everything to me i'd do anything for her i've been married to this woman going on 9 yrs and still going strong.. but hey every marriage has it's moments and i know i sure do have mine.. and i tend to hurt the ones i love by doing the stupid things in life and she still keeps coming back strong and if ya'll are wondering why i'm putting this on here well i'll tell you why ..cause i'm a dumb ass man and i want to prove to the world that i'm crazy about this woman and i'll do anything to have her around me even if its writing about stuff on here or whatever .. I know i'm only human and human make mistakes but i just hate doing them .. my girl is going thru alot of stuff right now and i'm not making it easier on here for her the more i try to do things to help her the more i tend to make her mad
Jokes Funny
"As far as stupid questions go, these are the stupidest...1. Why does your gynecologist leave the room when you undress?2. If a person owns a piece of land, do they own it all the way down to the center of the earth?3. Why can't woman put their mascara on with their mouth closed?4. Why is it called alcoholics anonymous when the first thing you do is stand up and say"hi, my name's Bob. I'm an alcoholic"?5. If you mated a Bulldog with a Shitsu would you get a Bullshit?6. Why are they called stairs inside but steps outside?7. Why is there a light in the fridge but not in the freezer?8. Why does mineral water that has trickled through mountains for centurieshave a use by date?9. Why do toasters always have a setting on them which burns your toast to ahorrible crisp no one would eat?10. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say "I think i'll squeeze these dangly things here and drink what comes out"?11. What do people in China call their good plates?12. If the professor on Gilligan'
Angel In Tattered Wings
My angel in tattered wings still draws my attention like no other...Still I feel her haunted embrace..Enveloped in passions beyond my power to express..Yet do they command my affection that I might tarry there forever...For without their presence I am incomplete
Chutes 'n Ladders
I don't care for the rating game on here. I don't care how many likes I get in a day. I am here to have fun, blow off some steam, meat new people. I am not here to find the man of my dreams, cause I am certain he isn't going to be found on a website that is full of cheaters, scammers, liars and idiots with the few and far in between that may be the good gems. Those ones I find get into my family until they prove themselves stupid.   I am going to start limiting who I have in family to a much stricter standard though, and same with friends.    Friends, family and anyone that wants to be a friend will need to fall into the following: ~Blank friend requests will no longer be accepted.  ~Perverted names, disgusting status messages and beggars for things like bling will not be accepted and if they start will be deleted. ~If you can't respect that I am single and don't want to hook up with you, then you will be deleted. So don't mention meeting me, or how much you think we have in com
Arrhythmia
Arrhythmia He shouldn't, but he does. He runs up hills, thinking about her inaccessibility, her vanishings, her panics, and her pills, her ever-constant instability. He stops at Dyson's summit, staring out, over the edge, at the alien world below, knowing there's just one thing he cares about: Where is she now? And why did she go? He feels the syncopation of his heart, its whirling tachycardia, its death- like SVTs, its sudden off-the-chart fibrillation, and his paucity of breath. He weakens in a wild, dizzying blur, which feels just fine, because it feels like her. William Baer 
Down The Rabbit Hole
You just want me 'cause you can't have me, Like a starshine you cannot touch, Or a wave of a storming swiftly, Dark and secret and chilling sea, Or a fistful of ashes, drifting, Dreamlike, shadowlike, 'tween your fingers, Just a thought that, for heartbeat, Lingers In the recess of fickle mind, To be changed or replaced in kind.     You imagine me to be perfect, Yet I drasticly lack perfection, And you fail to make connection: I've no patience nor emotion To respond to erratic longing - For it barely masks your fear Of a child left all alone, Looking desolately for a home, And all-comforting sense of belonging With a mother who holds you near.     I've got news for you, my sweet darling, I'm not playing at hard to get, Just don't care to have regrets And've no use for another child, For I've lost at this game before: Love until it explodes in anguish Of an argument every week, Screaming till you're feeling weak, -- While murderous yawning boredom Takes
Dear Mom And Dad
Dear Mom and Dad, Look me up and see, what I've become. Despite what I've been through, where I come from. You hand delivered me, through Hell's gate. Signing those papers, sealing my fate. You slept warm and cozy, wrapped up in your bed. Not once did I, run through your head. Every Time I heard, that door creek. I knew what was coming, I didn't dare speak. I laid there shedding, my blood tears. As my cries, fell upon def ears. Innocence shattered, taken from me. I knew this wasn't the way, life should be. In my youth, I was older than my years. Fighting, struggling, facing my fears. I had to find a way, to come alive. And I did, the day, that little girl died. In her place stands a grown woman. I have found my voice. Life didn't really, give me a choice. I am strong, yet I am also weak. I hold my head up high, choosing to speak. But not to you Mom and Dad, you're not worth my words. They go out to the voices, that are never heard. The victi

Contrary To My Nature
i had a gift certificate for sams club so i had to go out shopping... i get to the register and $184 in groceries  chashier named jasmine- well you don't see a lot of people buying groceries today me- yeah... i ran out of bacon...  jasmine- well everything else is on sale today me- checked the prices it was cheaper last month jasmine- really? me - yep... and i did all my shopping online cause i'm not a low class gritty consumer whore whose willing to stand in line for hours jasmine... uh..    i love leaving women speachless    *side note... maybe i might have bought 2 custom made shirts for like $65 online... *sigh*  over priced some crude heartless pig shirt i improved upon... and... HAND BANANA!!! which so rocks... :D i can think of no better topic to discuss than evolution and war... in mankind about 50,000 years ago (according to scientists) the brain started to develop at a rapid pace landing us where we find ourselves today they can't explain where this came from or
Stop Bullying
The devastated mother of 10-year-old Ashlynn Conner spoke up about the bullying that she says led to her daughter's suicide. Stacy Conner broke down, as she recounted how kids at school and around the neighborhood would tease the girl."They'd call her a slut," said a tearful Conner, "Ashlynn's ugly. She's fat." Conner, a single mother, says it's been going on for years. She knew her daughter was picked on, but she didn't know what to do. They had talked about the bullying before, but Conner says Ashlynn never told her things were this bad. The girl had asked to be home-schooled after coming home Thursday. When her mother said no, Ashlynn's sister found her the next day in a bedroom closet. She had hanged herself with a scarf.
Post Reality Delusions
In deepest hollow of our minds A system failure left behind And their necks crane As they turn to pray for rain And their necks crane Dull residue of what once was A shattered cloud of swirling doves And their eyes change As they learn to see through flames And their necks crane As they turn to pray for rain And their eyes change As they learn to see through flames And their necks crane As they turn to pray for rain Drops on rocks fall fast and fleeting Hearts and wings commence to beating Woods unseen with all believing Vision walls fall all receding Vision walls fall all receding Drops on rocks come fast and fleeting Rhythm laws unleash their meaning Usher us into the dreaming Vision walls fall all receding Hearts and wings commence to beating All unending all completing Vision walls fall fast and fleeting Vision walls fall all revealing Vision walls fall all revealing In deepest hollow of our minds A system failure left behind Dull residue of what once was A shattered cloud of swirl
A Little Too Much
To lash out at someone, you are suppose to love. That isn't something you should, be proud of. Consider someone, besides yourself. Think of their pain, what they felt. When your cruel words, cut straight to the bone. Imagine you being knocked, right off your thrown. Speak from your heart, not from the anger inside. The love your covering up, you're choosing to hide. Because of rage, anger and confusion. Add their feelings to your list, before acting out your illusion. Somethings are just too powerful, to take back. Think of their reaction, before you act. Unless you're just trying, to push them away. Then by all means continue, to say. Words can't damage someone too much, right. Wrong, this is our last, fight. Words aren't words at all, but emotions brought to life. Feels like you've been stabbed in the heart, with one Hell of a knife. Not anymore, say what you must. Live with knowing, you said just a little too much.
Early Christmas Present
Last night I received an early Christmas present, a 1 year old German Rottweiler who weighs 120 lbs. He is HUGE!!!!   I've wanted one forever and came across this one and the lady gave him to me.   I am sooooooo happy with Achillies (that's what I named him...after Brad Pitt in Troy)   I will post pictures later tonight :)   P.S. I love some of you, lust more of you and tolerate the rest of you (h)
My Choices
MY FAMILY ONLY PLIST WILL CONTAIN 2 NSFW full nudes each member will recive a salute from me (nsfw or normal) and will see when i upload new ones into the folders new pictures i mean pictures will be uploaded into there very often unless something crops up like me getting a gf   FAMILY MEMBERS MUST BE female, good friends of mine, must have talked more then 5 times and had great convosations, must have a salute must not be judgmental upon me,must have me in their family as a return favour and must not rip my pictures because i block rips anyway   FAMILY MEMBERS MUST NOT remove me from their family if they do they will also be removed, try ask me for bling to join their family if they do i wont add them to mine, must not ignore me after i add them just because they join they should not think thats all they needed to do   i'm sorry that i do not allow males into my family but that is my choice you could buy me all the bling and credits you want it still woouldn't happen tha
Including Myself
Someone that I will ALWAYS hold close to me gave me prob. the BEST analogy of myself that I have ever heard....they said....most people when they are about to get in a pool like to test the water..maybe stick their toe in to get a feel of it..to make sure the water is going to be wat you expect..but not you..you dive in head first and say fuck the water and just deal with the effects of it after the fact..that is SO me...I have been hit with obstacle after obstacle as of lately and apparently it has messed with my head more than I was even aware of....I gave SOOO much of myself to ONE specific person...and I have not had that level of emotion with ANYONE in a long damn time....then for watever reasons..which at that very moment I was faced with so much and when it crumbled all at the same time..it did something to me..and I haven't been the same since....I keep trying to fill that emptiness....I am a jumper without thinking....so much at once...I can't deal anymore...I am N
A Better Friend
I want to tell you all how sorry I am for being a bad friend to everyone. You know how I go on and on and on about being ugly.. the big chested women.. not being good enough.. and so on and so forth?And how all my friends.. the ones that love me.. tell me i am beautiful. and that i am better than good enough?well.....A friend used my own words against me Friday.. he kept saying how ugly and scary he is and that no woman would ever give him the time of day and I just had had enough.. and said this... "WOULD YOU STOP THAT??? Who the hell cares what you are or what you arent... you are YOU.. A really sweet, funny, good looking guy.. that is loyal to his friends and you wont stand by watching your friends be hurt.." Then he said.. "Read what you just put up there .. and put it towards yourself" Which i did...  And realized.. I did the same thing to all of you I was so frustrated when he wouldnt stop putting himself down... over and over againThen BAM.. hello.. I do it to all of you too. I
My Health
I just want 2 get this out there so everyone knows what is going on with me! I have had a few health problems 4 a while now but don't really talk about them! I think now it is time 2!  I have really high blood pressure...like heart attack stage! They have changed my meds a bunch of times & nothing is really working! I go 1/24/2012 to have an ultrasound done of my heart & lungs! They r also putting a Holter Monitor on my heart for 24 hours! On 1/25/2012 I am going 2 have the monitor taken off & have a chest x-ray done! I went 2 the doctor on 1/16/2012 & they did an EKG cause my blood pressure was 215/120! My EKG came back abnormal! That is y they r running all these tests on me! They r trying 2 figure out what is wrong with my heart! I really hope it is nothing 2 bad & something that can be fixed easy! I will update as I know more & can!   Thanks, Chris =)   1-24-2012 I went 2 the hospital 2day & had my ultrasound done on my heart & had my Holter Monitor put on! I go back 2 the h
The Best Divorce Letter Ever!
Dear Wife, I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore, you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore, whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don’t try to find me, Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s true you & I have been married for 7 year
Family Adds
I am slowly adding family back to the list. It will go as follows if you don't like it then fuck off your not a friend to begin with. The only one that will reserve the spot as number 1 is my wife. Period !!!!!! The rest in my family is not in any certain order and NO I will not list them in the order you think you should be. It will stand as it is and how I added back. If you don't like where you are at then that is your problem, not mine and you can remove me from yours as well. If you caused me any problems about it you probably did not make the cut until I feel more comfortable about it or if you ask me to remove you for what ever reason you had. I don't mean to sound like a fucking bitch, but this is the most childish bullshit I have ever endured in my life. I have not put anyone in any order so don't go there either, I just added back and wherever you fell you fell, with the exception of my BEAUTIFUL wife. Get over yourself, people should not put a pecking order on friend
Poetry
I hear voices in my head that tell me evil things in the night.I hear voices in my head can you save me from my plight?The voices they come and they go.I try not to listen but they always seem to know.They tell me I'm not worthy they tell me to die.Even though I'm breathing I feel empty inside.I hear voices in my head I struggle with from within.I hear voices in my head and I just want them to end.They are so loud at times I feel myself slipping away.I look for guidance and bow my head to pray.Dear God in heaven please take this nonstop evil away.They told me to harm and kill today.I hear voices in my head Someone please stop the pain.I hear voices in my head I feel I am going insane.I take my meds just as the doc said.Instead of being in silence I feel like the walking dead.So numb inside can you hear my cry?Please help me find out the reasons why. Surrounded by darkened hearts and broken dreams. Only horrors to look forward to on a daily basis or so it seems. When I was young I was
About Me
On one hand, I believe everyone has some good inside of them, and I'm the first to give someone a chance. I can be your best friend, or I can be someone you will never forget. I try to make a positive impact with those I meet, and I am the one friend you can depend on to lift you up, when you're feeling down. On the other hand, if you mistake my kindess for weakness, you will lose me. I have taken abuse before, but I refuse to take abuse from anyone ever again. I will not be tossed away without having something to say about it, and please believe, what I have to say will cut you like a knife. I stand by those who deserve my trust, but once my trust is broken, you will never get it back. Tread softly on the path you walk with me, I will carry you when you are weak; I will find you when you are lost, and I will lift you when you fall; but desert me, you will walk alone. September 29 Birthday YOUR SIGNS - Libra. YOUR SYMBOL: The Scales YOUR ELEMENT - Air. YOUR RULERS - Venus, Saturn,
Simply Nothing
we are looking for something that has already found us we see nothing but death all round us when a candle burns at both ends how can you ever say you will be free again no were to excape no way to tell what real or fake this whole life must be a mistake were in madness is it ever said that we shell follow the dead when is it enough enough of the shit that makes us give up were in life is it ever writen that a man that a man can not speek his mind without being stricken stricken down like a dog and left to rot in the dence fog in time you will see the life that is mine no more happy no more free i have killed all thats true inside of me for you   i storm your body like a wave of thunder claping through the sky over and under dancing in the rain till life isnt the same i reach in for a gental kiss and you fall away like life dismissed sent me down to my personal hell now hate , pain and greed i live well my demons fly free at least now there not bound insid
Does Anyone Know?
Does anyone know how long a pimpout suspension lasts? I am not sure why I was suspended for this but I am.  I did recieve a couple of letters one stating to delete all my pictures that were not of me. I did not do this because everyone has folders with pictures in them that are not of them regardless of what the picture is. The letter also stated I was trying to pass thise pictures off as mine. I think everyone that knows me or looked at my profile closely it plainly states they are not of me. I was not trying to pass them off as me. Anyone can look at my salutes and see the pictures I put up of women should know the difference and if they don't then as I said the folders are clearly marked. The second letter was my second warning over this and I was told I would be reset, still I am not understanding this since it is obvious that I am not trying to pull anything over anyones eyes. I did however comply by using my own photos. I didn't write this person back because I was told to go
Those Magical 3 Words
Those 3 magical words. You know the ones so often unheard. I say it all the time, but rarily hear it back.  Not too many people follow their hearts anymore as they are afriaid of it being broken. These magical words, if said more oft, could help change the world. I will continue to say it, all the time, everywhere to those I know and dont. Dont ever be afraid to say them, they are very powerful and life changing. When these words were first spoken to me, I then, became a different person. These 3 magical words PAY IT FORWARD..... This is my final warning I am at my end I bling, shitface and buy drinks I listen to be a friend But yet I continue to get treated like an enemy you see putting on the guilt trip and battling it out with me.
Gothic Angel Style
I’m in a dark corner, in a dark place I’ve got dark skin, you can’t see my face Even if you could, I’ve got dark lips I speak dark words in little dark wisps   I have a dark grin on my dark face I’m clad in dark clothes to match my dark phase I’m thinking dark thoughts, my head has dark waves And in dark ways, I feed my dark craves   But in this darkness, you see no dark ensemble Because you see nothing in this dark I mumble You see no dark bags under my dark eyes You see no dark pain nor hear my dark cries   I keep my dark emotions locked in a dark case Wouldn’t even let them out to a dark mage As I try to figure out how to get out of this dark maze Looking in the mirror at my dark image   All I see is darkness and it’s very stark Like feeling for door handles in the dark I can’t find you, or your dark skin And I just remain dark deep within Im gonna draw a picture, A picture with a twist. Ill draw it with a
Random Stuff
I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEYWITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,AND TO SEE JUST WHOIN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,NOT EVEN A TREE.NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURESOF FAR DISTANT LANDS.WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,A SOBER THOUGHTCAME THROUGH MY MIND.FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,SILENT, ALONE,CURLED UP ON THE FLOORIN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,NOT HOW I PICTUREDA UNITED STATES SOLDIER.WAS THIS THE HEROOF WHOM I'D JUST READ?CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,THE FLOOR FOR A BED?I REALIZED THE FAMILIESTHAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERSWHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.SOON ROUND THE WORLD,THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,AND GROWNUPS WOULD CELEBRATEA BRIGHT CHRISTMAS DAY.THEY ALL ENJOYED FREEDOMEACH MONTH OF THE YEAR,BECAUSE OF THE SOLDIERS,LIKE THE ONE
My Fu-blog Of Randomness
There he goes...into the darkness..staring fate into his heart lingering thoughts of fearno longer abiding his soul...the pale moon abovethe stars shining of angelsthe night wrapped around his bodyenveloping its sorrow into his mindThere he goes...into the Eldritchstaring thru the mirrors edge.. fighting fiercly for freedomno longer living out of will...the howl of the wolfthe beat of the wingsthe wind encasing him into blacknessreaching its hand through his eyes There he goes...And there he stays...Gone with the desire to find evil. If there is hope, I feel it fading fast For my heart is full of sorrow;   It's sadness, creeps over the land Allowing darkness to cover the sand.   If there was hope, it's already faded For my tears are full of anger;   It's happiness, seeps into the earth Allowing brightness to escape it's girth   What once was, will never be And what will never be, never was.   To hold unto, lest you be seen. These words ring true:   Unrequited love,
Fu Losers
http://www.hi5.com/tagged/carina51  check out this fucking cunt...she has ripped my pics and using them for fake profile... Okay...so I got the fake profile on hi5.com shutdown, sick fucking asshole or bitch whatever u are...I have a few suspects as the pic-stealing culprit...that's the problem here now, I'm uncertain which one of my "friends" out here took it upon him or herself to do this....   A little coincidental however is the fact that "Shydane", who resides in Copenhagen, Denmark (the city where my fake profile originated from )...is friends in common with a few other ladies whose pics were also "borrowed"...hmmmmm curious indeed...   it's my thought that anyone who creates a profile on any social networking site should create a salute upon creating it...and not be allowed to create a profile unless they can prove who they are.... I mean...how quick the bouncers are to jump and throw their weight around when it comes to harmless cleavage avatars...flagged and pulled down th
Alone
Sometimes you're not afraid of letting go, you're just afraid of accepting the fact that its gone.   Some nights are made for torture, or reflection, or the savoring of loneliness.  The loneliness you feel with another person, the wrong person, is the loneliest of all. Lonely is not a feeling when you are alone. Lonely is a feeling when no one cares.  Someday, you're gonna wind up all alone, and you'll have no one to blame but yourself.
Jibba Jabba
Word Translations I came across something on Facebook that elaborated on specific words or phrases women often use when pissed off at men. And it explained what we REALLY mean when we use some of these expressions. So, I am going to elaborate. When a woman says, "it's fine" at any point during an argument, she is being dismissive. What she is really saying is, "OKAY, I am done talking about this, I don't really care, end of discussion". The word "nothing" is a bit more complicated, however. First off, it never really, actually means nothing. It's more of, "why aren't you getting it? You should know why I'm upset, figure it out". "Whatever" may also be seen as dismissive but can additionally mean, "I'm dropping this for now, but it's not done... you're going to have to deal with me later". One of my personal favorites, "WOW!", which is most definitely not to be seen as a compliment. Rather, it would mean something along the lines of, "I knew you were stupid but I am SHO
True Colors
JUST A SHOUT OUT TO SOME OF YOU ON HERE I DO TRY MY HARDEST TO SHOW YOU LOVE ON HERE BUT I WOULD LIKE THE RESPECT BACK IF I AM COMING TO YOUR PAGE AND RATING YOU AND LIKING YOU AND COMMENTING PLEASE DONT JUST PUSH THE REPLY AND GIVE ME A COMMENT BACK AND NOT RATE OR LIKE ME I THINK IT IS VERY DISRESPECTFUL AND DONT EVEN BOTHER TO COME IF YOU ARE GOING TO DO THAT AND ALSO JUST LEAVING A STATUS COMMENT WITHOUT GIVING THE LOVE BACK IS BULLSHIT SORRY I AM VENTING BUT IT IS TOTALLY DISRESPECTFUL WHAT YOU PEOPLE ARE DOING AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!!!!
Shout Trolls!!!
  mrright: hey to one of the most gorgeous woman online ... no bs ... honestly i mean it and more! still, again : aug 9, 2012 - he needs a new line. mrright: hey to one of the most gorgeous woman online ... no bs ... honest Jetboy: can i be your puppy?   Jetboy: puppy here.
Weekend
I woke up with an earache, had to go to the clinic, and have some ear drops now, took a day off work because I was in pain. So I lounged around, my girlfriend bought a DVD player today, not bad for the kind of quality it is. Late this evening my cat really scratched my finger deep, I was just touching her paws and bam, I guess I know for next time not to, I let her be for awhile then I found some string, she gets amused by the smallest and easiest things, she doesnt care for laser pointers, remote controlled mouse, just simple things which is good dont need to spend money on her for toys lol just kidding, I would spend money on my cat, love her alot. Well back to work tomorrow  
I'm Your Angel
I wanted to let you know how very much you are loved. I'm not saying this for any particular reason, other than I think you should know how incredibly wonderful you are. And that someone in you life ( namely me... Your Big sister and best friend for the fast 39 years) feels overwhelmingly grateful for you. The top seven reason that you are wonderful. I LOVE YOU! Sister Marilyn Dear sweetie, When I got to know you, I realized I wasn't alone and that something inside of you was hurting similar to what constantly brought tears to my eyes. I went through a time where I felt worthless unlove, continuously searching for happiness. But you mad me laugh and forget everything that was going on. I thank you for all the fun times we had together.. I have come to this conclusion you must been an angel sent by God to help me grieve and become a strong willed woman because no one has ever able to help me see the light clouds of darkness shadowed over me... You don't have to say a words ever
Flockofsynopsis
"Three passions have governed my life:the longings for love, the search for knowledge,and unbearable pity for the suffering of mankind.Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.In the union of love I have seen,in a mystic miniature, the prefiguring visionof the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.With equal passion I have sought knowledge.I have wished to understand the hearts of man.I have wished to know why the stars shine.Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,but always pity brought me back to earth;cries of pain reverberated in my heartof children in famine, of victims torturedand of old people left helpless.I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,and I too suffer.This has been my life; I found it worth living."-Bertrand Russell By: Joyce Sutphen When you have beenat war with yourselffor so many years thatyou have forgotten why,when you have been drivingfor hours and onlygradually begin to realizethat you have lost the way,when you have cuthastily into the fab
Random Bull
At one point in my life I was in a 5 year relationship, where he never introduced me to his family. I could never figure out why and to this day I still don't know. It's not a good feeling when your own boyfriend doesn't acknowledge that you even exsist. You have to wonder, was I not pretty enough? Not thin enough? Not good enough? Sometimes those feelings still haunt me.... sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough, and I have to keep reminding myself that I am. I may not be the prettiest, or the thinnest, but I am me. I am loving, caring and giving. If that isn't good enough for someone, then they aren't good enough for me.
Trick Or Treat
This girl takes Trick or Treat to new heights. For one she is fake as fuck. I know this because I have seen these pictures before. When she is ask to do a salute it is the old ( I don't have to prove who I am ). Now this whoever girl also claims she has bought a ticket to go see her man Trick or Treat, now we all know something will happen and she can't make it. She is probably make it a late date so she can jerk his chain some more. Here is the proof on that.   Now for one I did pimp hand the shit out of her, one right after the other. So hilarious her status comments were to fucking funny. This bitch had the nerve to go to my fu-hubby to stir up shit, so yea I did pimp hand her, the funny thing is he already knew about everything. Now her so-called soon to be hubby on fu was a friend of mine. I am saddened how she has convinced him she is real. I guess we will know soon. *Cough bullshit*.   I never go after anyone unless they approach me first or do something to me or stick
Everything Happens For A Reason...maybe It's Time To Find Out Wat That Reason Is
I am a firm believer in things happening for a reason....especially when it is an ongoing process..although the experiences may not be good..I believe there is always a reason for it...I mentioned Robert Smith and just some of the things him and his wacked out family did to me....but to keep on..after so much time has passed...there has to be a reason for it....I found out yesterday that he was just recently arrested and charged with aggravated assault on the person he is with now and child abuse on his own damn son...now if that alone isn't proof enough that this guy has to be disposed of..I don't know wat is...Maybe I am the key to all his madness...it started years ago when I was a child...to him and his family..I was nothing but a scared lil girl who had no one to help her...knowing they could do watever they wanted to me..and no one was gonna question a thing....they did it for no other reason than they could...they stole EVERYTHIG from me...my childhood..my sanity..my
Find The Words To Express Yourself
                                                              " WHAT LOVE IS" Love is like a flower the petals soft and smooth. But,love can also be like a lion and cause a riot.Though we are apart we're together. To keep our love alive,we will have to over come all. If we don't then our love will surely fall.So take these words into your heart,where they belong...                                                                   "Words Spoken"                         Remember the words you say to one another will have a effect on each of you.These words need to be honest,truthful and sincere coming from your heart and not from the head.For the heart knows more and feels more than your head.Love is not a game and should never be.Love is a very special,it is a feeling that can only be felt from inside your heart.So,always mean what you are saying and feeling towards each other and it's coming from the heart and to the one you really love and want for the rest of your life....
Journal Entries
Many feel that the fact you are a so called Master or Mistress, Dom or Domme means all shall bow before you. Power is in how you demean one when you do not like what thee other stands for or appears to stand for in life. It is funny how many come to judge or command respect when they themselves can not understand or give it themselves in a lifestyle where the vanilla world looks at us in a light of perversion and disgust. The people I have met online and in real life have one thing in common they are not weak for they must deal with the worlds scrutiny as well as their own. They treasure their thoughts when no other will and enjoy the fruits of that journey when they meet the person that brings the fulfillment which they have searched for in life. Some may not like my thoughts and some may as we are not  cattle t be led to slaughter for not conforming to others ideas. When another gives your the gift of service that is what it is,  a gift,   either because one has earn
Welcome!
Welcome to the Orgy After Hours Events page! We will be posting all contest and events on this page. Whatever contest you would like to be apart of just leave a comment on that Promo Tag. Its easier that way to sign people up for the contest and keep track. We will also promote that contest in the status as well and it will be in the default album so people can comment on it easily. It will be open to the public for all to join in on th fun! After all, Fubar is a great social site and we host the hottest contest and events on a regular basis! Lets have some fun friends!!!   If anyone has any ideas for contest or events you can leave a comment here on this blog! We want contest that EVERYONE can join in on! The ladies have their special contest we run on a daily basis. Lets make more for ALL the fubar community to join in on and have loads of fun and the opportunity to win lots of bling!! Lets all have fun together and be respectful of one another!!   ****If anyone is interested in
Fumen
Ok so first of all men that read this don't get your panties in a bunch, this may or may not pertain to {YOU} this is about some men on Fu...NOT all men on Fu . I don't understand what goes on in your mind. I would have to say and most ladies on this site I'm sure will agree with me that how you approach women on this site you would NOT approach in the {REAL WORLD}. Are you just fucking with us by the approach your taking and trying to get a rise for your own self worth and not a {RISE} in your pants as to what I'm referring. Are you generally interested in this woman you're approaching? If so why the fuck would you come off pervy to them? Don't you think you would get a better response from a female if you were just kind and NORMAL or as NORMAL as any persona can take in the FuWorld.    I can not stand nothing more then someone who is old enough to be my father or grandfather hitting on me. I am sorry if you are reading this and you fall into this category. I could be a social netwo
Know A Little More
I hear people say, just let him go. I never listen because, there's so much they do not know. They don't know him, the way that I do. What lies beneath, his eyes of blue. He is beautiful yes, but his beauty runs deep. More beautiful than the tears, he has caused me to weep. Every one of my tears, has fallen down for a reason. Those reasons are what keeps, me believing. In him, the amazing man, I know him to be. The one he reveals, only to me. The compassionate, sincere, and just full of life soul. That is connected to mine, this man I know. The ONE that loves me, but from behind the scenes. The one that's always there, providing me. With more emotion than, I ever knew existed. The epitome of love, is what he is. To me so know a little more, before you say things you don't understand. For me there is only ONE, no one quite compares to this man.
Thanksgiving Help Please
So my family n I decided to host Thanksgiving at our place this year. I put the offer out to the family and we all decided it was our turn.  Well upon thinking about it all......I don't have enough glass/ceramic plates and i don't have enough forks, spoons or knives. So I thought we will do this the easy way. Decorated paper plates, plastic forks, knives and spoons and Red Solo Cups :) There will be 15 adults 1 young adult and 2 babies. And a good thing about going all paper/plastic you only have just pots/pans and serving dishes and their nice spoons/forks to wash... Easy Peasy Right?? Upon telling my aunt about this she was well I wouldn't go as far as using plastic ware.  Paper plates are fine, solo cups are fine. I said ok I will figure it out. My thought go and 2 sets of silverware. She then calls back asking me if we should just do it at her place.  I said no I have it under control.  My home dynamic has changed.  My fiancée’s son is here now....he is 22 and my best friend
A Short Message
Hello Fu,   I know alot of you have seen that something has been going on. It is like this. I got my first Internet scare. So for now I will only accept from those that have salutes, but then those that have them are crazy as fuck as well. My reasoning is this. The one I have had to get away from can make other accounts and it makes it harder for them, cause they will have to make a slalute first. If they are that bad that they have to get onto my page then at that point go ahead and stalk me. I am slowly getting back to where I was, but at the moment I am gunshy. You guys think it is internet and it is, but the story changes when they come to you in person. Lesson learned I guess. So I will say this one time. DONOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES GIVE OUT ANY INFORMATION ON YOURSELF EVEN IF YOU FEEL YOU KNOW THEM,.. I had been talking to this one for over a year. BEWARE OKAY  and BE SAFE !!!!!   DONOT give out number, address, where you work, or even what town you live in. DONOT GIVE OUT
Sincin
What a wonderful weekend, a well deserved weekend. I finally took time for me. My hormones are OVER active...Have thought about sex all weekend.  Being single, I tend to spoil myself when pleasuring myself. I set a mood with the blacklight and music and I know just how I wanna feel...desired and sexy.  There are times that a quick couple strokes of clit will take the edge right off....but then you have moments like this.  You need the touch, you need to be devoured, You take care of yourself...you control the amount of pressure that you massage your breast with or rub your clit. It's your orgasm.  Dream a little bit...It takes some imagination to conjour up someone making love to you slow and gentle with the passion rising and the heat building to the point you wanna fuck like an animal.. I have pleased myself many times this weekend, but still have heat in the loins and a void.    Just recently tried the relationship thing after losing my mate 3 years ago.  Not for me at this time..
Top Female & Male Rejection Lines
Top 10 Female Rejection Lines   1. I think of you as my brother. Translation: You give me the creeps 2. There's a slight difference in our ages. Translation: I may as well be dating my dad. 3. I'm not attracted to you in "that" way. Translation: I don't want to be seen in public with you. 4. My life is too complicated right now. Translation: I'm busy seeing other guys. Who are you again? 5. I've got a boyfriend. Translation: I'd rather be with my male cat and a half gallon of Ben & Jerry's 6. I don't date men where I work. Translation: I wouldn't date you if you were in the same solar system, much less the same building. 7. It's not you, it's me. Translation: It's you. 8. I'm concentrating on my career. Translation: Even something as boring and unfulfilled as my job is better than dating you. 9. I'm saved so my heart belongs to God. Translation: I've sworn off all men like you. 10. Let's be friends. Translation: I want you to stay around so I can tell you in excruciating det
Pleasure Without Pain
BDSM. Hmm? ......Blindfold me, spank me, and make me eat out of a dish on the floor. Yeah, now that's my idea of sexual pleasure. NOT!    I've always wondered about that. Everytime I see those letters, the only thing that comes into my mind is pain. I hate pain. That's probably why I'm not at all into BDSM. Yes, I've read about it, and have been to many a website, call me crazy, but I just can't understand anyone deriving sexual pleasure from pain. One site I went to (which shall remain nameless) depicted both women and men being hog tied, with ball gags in their mouths. On one of the men, it showed clothespins on his testicals. Fucking OUCH!!!! Plus, the look on his face did not look like one of pleasure!!Then there was this other site (again, nameless, as there are many of them with a lot of the same pictures) where a woman was being spanked, with a paddle, until her bottom was so red, mottled and full of welts..that the look upon her eyes was like she was in sheer torture. Yeah ri
Movies
Chilly has been a very bad girl starting out in her jeans she strips down to her pink boy short panties. Spanking that ass of hers with a flogger. Taking her panties off to her bare bottom she spanks her ass till it is nice and red.   This is an 9 minute movie for only $5.  I am making my boobies stand up and proud. I am putting on one tiny bra after another. My cleavage just keeps growing more and more. Nice deep chasm waiting for you to come blow a big load right between them.  This is a  8 minute movie for only $5.   Getting in the shower can be so much fun. Diane and I get in the shower and get each other all kinds of wet. We take turns washing each other's hair with a big thing of lather making it all soapy.  It is so nice feeling her fingers running through my hair, feeling the warm water running down my naked body.  And of course, you can't be in the shower with someone without having a little fun.  Watch as we tease each others clits and just really enjoy the warm wate
About Me
Well, alot of people call me Matty. I have 3 kids, Im married, Ive been with the same hottie for almost 20 years. I love to flirt, just cause I flirt with you doesnt mean I want you....lol. I love to have sex! I do have a NSFW folder, Ill open it to people that ask, and that have a salute photo. Im here to have fun and chat some..... I do have YIM,ask for it. I have 3 peircings, and 3 tattoos. I love ketchup on my pasta. I like to drink twisted tea from time to time. I dont smoke anything by TIRES...lol. Ive never tried any kind of drug. Any other questions, just ask me.....Thanks for taking the time to read about me.
Sexy Story 2
It was a Sunday afternoon and my friend tells me she has torun to the school she works at to get ready for tomorrow and asks if I wannacome and keep her company. I say sure why not I’m not doing anything so wedrive to the school and we go in and she shows me her class room and as shestarts setting up I get bored and tell her I’m going to explore after aboutfive minutes I stumble on to a very sexy looking male teacher also setting upfor tomorrow he’s wearing some nice tight fitting jeans and a sexy button upshirt that fits him nicely. Looking very sexy I wait till he goes in the closetand sneak into the room and close and lock the door. When he comes out I’msitting on his desk and I’m wearing a plaid mini skirt a nice white low-cut topand some very sexy heels and my hair is braided in two like pig tails. He looksshocked and asks where I came from so I tell him I came here with my friend butI got bored while she was setting up her class room so I decided to
Fund Raiser/please Help
The link I will be posting is a fund raiser that has been put up for Harold Whitaker. He has stage 4 lung cancer and is now in hospice to make him comfortable for his final days. I would so appreciate any donation given, even the small amounts add up. This man is a man of God and the person  I am helping to raise money on with this benefit. He has no type of insurance to pay medical expenses or his funeral or head stone. He has two wonderful grandchildren that took upon themself to do a lemonade stand with only $20.00 saved for a toy they wanted, but now are doing this thinking they will make a 100.00 dollars, needless to say they will get help by there parents. The press of all news stations are now involved and are going to show up at this benefit as well as the newpaper, they will hit the papers tomorrow. I will post a picture of that. Anyway as I was saying this family needs help. This is a type of man that would give his last dime even if he had to do without and trust me he h
Twisted
" Delicate Illusion "  April 26, 2011 at 10:30pm  As I gaze into my mirror , I marvel at what I see , A delicate beauty laughing back at me , Where did you go ? My question was thought , Where do you think ? Was all I got . As my lips turned up in smiles that I felt , And with a gentle lift of her brow , She bowed , You are Woman , she sang , You know how to Love , You give with your heart but when is it returned ? Never change who you are , for you are right with the Giving Power . The music will ring in your heart every hour , you'll dance on the clouds , And we'll win the War ....... For love comes sweeter with the passing of time , The more Love you give , the more Love you'll find .  
Sexy Story 5
It was a typical Friday at the spa massaging customers asusual when all of a sudden I had a really cute muscular guy come in I wentbehind the curtain so he could disrobe and get comfy on the table while I wasback there I freshened up in the mirror fixed my skirt and top and asked if hewas ready he called out yes whenever you are I walked out and took a deepbreathe to try and relax myself I’ve never had any one this sexy on my tablebefore I mean I’ve had some sexy guys but never this sexy I had to admit I wasa lil turned on just looking at him knowing I get to touch his gorgeous body asI grabbed the oil I squeezed a little on his back and started with hisshoulders rubbing then moving down his back then moving to his legs and hisfeet I tell him he can turn over whenever he’s ready I hold the sheet and heturns over and I start by rubbing his head and thinking  to myself his hair feels amazing in my handsthen I squeeze some oil on his chest and start rubbing his chest mov
Licks
IS SEX ON THE BEACH A THING YOU WOULD DO
Life According To Me
Okay, so the site is pretty cool so far, except for the fact that creeps abound. I was scrolling my page and found a guy had posted a picture of his junk and it was in my friends recent pictures. I cannot stand it when people do stuff like that. I mean, sure it's okay for people to be nudists and stuff but when people walk around naked all the time, you kind of expect to see it. When people walk around with clothes on, you expect them to keep their privates hidden. I think that it would be very embarassing to be a nudist, especially for a guy. When a guy is wearing clothes he can be attracted to a person and not have it show. However, if he was naked, he would not be able to control who saw that he was attracted or what they thought of him because of it. However, if a guy can keep those kind of thoughts out of his head, it might not be as embarassing for them. I am extremely glad for clothing because some people do not have very attractive bodies. I'm sorry, but it's true. I guess I'm
Dear Soul
Dear Soul, I have skipped a few days...but I am trying to keep my head above water...I can feel myself slipping...taking long breaths just to surface sometimes...but I feel as if I'm still just skimming the water...masking everything behind a fake smile and stupid jokes along the way...doing any and everything I can to occupy my mind so I don't have time to think about any of it....constantly looking for a way out...an escape...and that’s when I find you...the good part of me...the part that brings realism to my smile and causes everything else to fade away...writing is my healing tool..it is def cheaper than my shrink and lately seems to be more effective...but you outweigh the power of both...I feel cured when I find you...as if my issues do not exist anymore...I know they are still there and will resurface...but to be able to forget...even if just for a short while...that is just one amazing gift you give to me....people look in the wrong direction for power and purity...what
All I Can Say Is...holy Sh*t!
I'm spelling out our dirty little secrets, in black and in white. As the sweat starts to fly, and we leave on the light. We don't want to chance, missing a thing. As you press your lips to mine, and our bodies then cling. Lying me down flat, I grab onto the sheets. I can feel your breath, where your tongue soon meets. My area of weakness, my body then melts. Passion then ignites, the intensity felt. Grabbing onto my back, as I slide up and down. This bed that we're on, while fooling around. You give me a smile, and give you a wink. The tension is too thick, we can't even blink. Zoned in on one goal. as your body enters mine. Releasing a sweet moan, at that moment in time. Picking up pace, as that moment draws near. With your hand on my thigh, that moment is here. I can feel you throbbing, pulsing with me. HOLY SH*T BABY THIS IS F*CKIN KILLING ME!!!
A Few Words For Friends
Just a few thoughts on a select few of the members in my fu-fam. Not leaving anyone out for any reason, simply don't have the time at the moment to list everyone. You are all special to me, and I appreciate each and every one of you. If you've been left out, and would like, I can add more at a leter date. Like I said, this is just a quick list made from spur of the moment thoughts.Sandra, aka "Snazziiibuttaflii". You were the first person to offer assisstance when I started getting into the levels where requirements were set to advance in this "game". Any time I needed assistance, you were right there ot offer what you could. I have watched the problems you've had, quite sadly. Whenever things take a turn for the worse you blame yourself. Instead of placing blame, you should be believeing in yourself. You are a loving, caring, beautiful woman. Too much so, at times, perhaps. You'll find one to make you happy and keep you that way, just unlikely it'll be here on fu.Tricia, aka "Windy Ci
Bad Girl!
I love to tease letting men look down my top and up my skirt n so on. Like the thought of their stiff cocks and I let them stare...this day I was in the supermarket making sure three lads got a good eyeful of my wares as I shopped mmmm fuck I bet they could smell my wet pussy as they followed me out. I lead them behind the supermarket where they store the bins and waited as they came round I dropped my skirt and top on the ground "hey boys wanna fuck me?" They were shocked but wasted no time in getting their hard cocks out and sucking my nipples as the third licked my pussy spreading it wide... Oh fuck!! I was sucking two cocks in no time as the third ploughed my hole from behind...then the second cock pushed into my ass!! Oh god Jesus I was in heaven both holes filled and a throbbing cock fucking my face like a cheap whore!! I just kept cumming and cumming until I felt the cocks pull out before all 3 spurted their hot loads in my mouth mmmmm. All in all a good day xxx
Erotic Stories Written By Me
Chapter 1 I wanted somethinghot for my birthday, something erotic. Something memorable. Something I havenever done before. Something I would never do again. I wanted to push thelimits on what I was willing to do. So I contacted you, of course, and trustedyour judgment. The rules weresimple. Whatever you say, I have to do. No exceptions. We started at myplace. You picked out what I was going to wear. Naturally, you chose a dressthat clings to my body, very thin fabric, showing lots of skin, Lots of leg andtons of cleavage, with easy access. A couple drinkswould lower my inhibitions. A Jack & Coke, a shot, a second Jack & Cokeand a second shot. I was ready. I looked fucking gorgeous. I smelledincredible. I was feeling sexier than ever. The anticipation of what mighthappen had me wet already. Well, it didn’t hurt either that you insisted onhaving the Playboy Channel on my TV as we got ready and warmed up. We wereabout to leave when you noticed something. “Why are youwearing
Thanks
Hiyas fu its your favorite PhYnE Princess DaYuM...... Today was rather stressful I had haters attacking me ...I know they want to be me but impossible! To much of a good thing and all that *flipz Hair* Fu Life was fairly busy today I had to first wake up and give out my daily rates which seem endless and challenging I have no idea why I should have to rate people they should just flock to my page! I decided to give my points to someone less fortunate and not nearly as wonderful as myself I think it was successful....... I ran 2 bombs today and OH the bomb beggars HELLO....get a grip people you should feel blessed if I grace your page with my presence let alone if I, out of the goodness of my heart, decide to bomb you should certainly be a lil more loving towards me after all it takes an effort to click my mouse over to the bartab a little gratitude would go along way!!! Later in the day I had to gossip with one of my bff's Tann sometimes I have to buy her love with bling but its so w
Random Writings
Why do i tear myself apart? Forgoing happiness, Ignoring my heart. Foolish pride steering a foolish mind, Forcing me to leave logic behind. Thoughts of suffering and thoughts of fear blur into one another, My thoughts are unclear. Through a haze of confusion I sit and cry, Wishing I'd let those thoughts slip by. By paying them no attention, Paying them no heed, I wouldn't have perpetrated that foolish deed. Now I'm left alone with my anguish and pain, Until a small ray of light can be glimpsed once again. You.....You are a memory, a mental reflection of what once wasan image in the psyche of a face, the sound of a voicei hear no words, i don't need to, i've heard them beforethe long conversations into the night, about hopes, fears,the past and the futurethe hopes that never came real, the future that no longer existsa different future will come truea different future for me to the future that becomes real for youI have a hope for the future, one just for youthat your fears will re
Love And Pain
here it is .. in a few weeks ill be 2 years since my x r/l wife left me for someone from this site ..that was 10 years of my life 8 of them spent married to her ..it still hurts on how could someone do something like this ...so im a little mody latly im sorry .. but when you have a kid n wake up looking for him n remember he doesnt live with you any more its hard to go back to bed .. so many night i cry .. not cause of not haven her but cause i dont have my son with me all the time any more .. its a very hard and pain ful thing ... wel i needed to vent some .. thank you all who read this .. im sure most ya wont give a rats a$$ but i thought i would share on how i feel .. most the time OK here it is i will be useing my ANGEL ability ALTRUIZE  to help others level im not selling it i cant garentee that i will always have autos on but if you think this is a good idea let me know and if you wanna be on the list say so here n will try to get to as many as i can ..... any donations of any so
Classics Music Plug In's
Winamp:  http://panel3.serverhostingcenter.com./tunein.php/classicslounge/playlist.pls Windows Media Player:  http://panel3.serverhostingcenter.com./tunein.php/classicslounge/playlist.asx Real Player:  http://panel3.serverhostingcenter.com./tunein.php/classicslounge/playlist.ram QuickTime:  http://panel3.serverhostingcenter.com./tunein.php/classicslounge/playlist.qtl CLICK THE LINK YOU WANT MAKE SURE YOU HAVE THE PLAYERS TO DO SO IF NOT DOWN LOAD THEM FROM THE LOUNGE WINDOWS MEDIA PLAYER IS THE 1ST TO CHOSE OR WINAMP IS COOL MAC USERS USE QUICK TIME
Short Stories...
Sebastian  Regardless that I'm a monster of known violence  this was hardly what I had wanted to ever happen to her, she of all people deserved many things but not this.... I walked over to her still body laying akwardly on the floor and got on my knees to check her pulse. I didn't care about the blood staining my clothes or how pitiful I looked, I was desperate to find life still in her. Her pulse was faint but still there and I could only sigh in relief. If I could cry tears as humans did I would have, she was lucky to be alive. Yet even in the chaos of the blood smeared across her face and the mess she had created she looked so pure and angelic.  Her beautiful white cotton dress was ruined with stains upon stains of her attackers blood as well as in her hair. One shoe was hanging off her left foot crookedly almost as if it was fighting to come off but couldn't and the bow in her hair was halfway undone and threatening to fall out. She  looked like an innocent child caught in the
Morgenstern's Sanctuary
Slave Auction   Feb 1st-Feb 8th    500k FuBucks To Be In It   What Are You Willin' To Do for: FuBucks VIP HH And You Have To Do That For 2 Wks-A Month   Tell me in here if you want to be in it. And say which pic you want to be posted. She falls limp in his arms, as though through that kiss she lost a part of her, yet gained a part of his. She looks deeply into his eyes and remembers a past so long ago, of two lovers dancing first,then of passionate love makin', a love makin' so fierce and gentle that she is consumed in him and this moment, nothing and no one else exists. How could this be she wonders?
The Blog Of The Haz
The government has gotten out of control. The country is heading down the road to socialism and fascism. "Oh No!! Fascism is bad!! Bush was a fascist!!" Wrong! Here's the deal: most people don't even know what fascism is. They just call bush one because everyone else does. They think that fascism is just about waging war and stuff like that. That, my friends, is a load of bunk. Fascism is when the Government Indirectly controls businesses. Does that sound familiar? Hmm, i don't know, i wonder, oh wait a second! that shit is happening now!! This president promised drastic change. Well i'm pretty sure that an historically massive debt, an intense weakening of our defenses and a government that thinks it can do whatever it wants is drastic change. They promised that the so-called stimulus package would keep the unemployment rate below 8%, well it's already over 9% the stimulus has, in fact, made it worse. Places are going out of business like mad. They treat terrorists
Feeling It
if you are on my friends list and are a racist, please delete yourself i have no problem with an ethnic or racial joke but that was bullshit in the mumm i posted last night .yotd asked me to delete it last night when the shit started so i did oh and i slit the bite spot and it drained and looks fine today thanks again dio My Shoutbox ->Jersey girl 1: in that case just fuckin block me Jersey girl 1: hum I cant rate u since there is not a 0 ->Jersey girl 1: thank you, rate me a one and block me please Jersey girl 1: becasue u are a jerk ->Jersey girl 1: i don`n really fuckin care Jersey girl 1: after u make the money for the drugs use them an OD I hate ur mumm comments ->Jersey girl 1: WHAT? Jersey girl 1: overdose on then while u are at it on for 5 minutes and i get this shit cunt won`t rate me a 1 and block me i have a cabling job today in a seventh day adventist church and school if anyone reading this has any religious tendencies, put in a word for me so the
Fubux Action
Its what I GET  to do todayI was filled with ease and comfort this morning. I attended a counseling meeting with my daughter this morning and the councilor said to me that “ it is great to see a father stepping up and being a man and taking responsibility for his family.” I was holding my 2 week old grandson and I had to think about being a man for a minute and what stepping up was all about. You see I don’t feel I knew how to be a man all that long ago in fact it has just been in the past few years that I feel I have become a man. Before that I wasn’t much more than a selfish toddler in a mans body. Oh I knew about responsibility but it was a duty a chore so to speak and I avoided that sort of thing as much as possible. I really hadn’t learned how to even take responsibility for my own action. Of course I sure thought I was a man but see my values were a bit skewed. I suffered from to many John Wayne, Clint Eastwood move ideas of what a man is supposed to
Stuff
12:23pm reply dork: Well I'm hungry, hungry and your pussy looks so good I wanna suck your asshole, wanna piece of...? I don't even care if your on the bloody rag I'll eat you buttplug, come on sit on my face I wanna eat you out, baby eat you out Open up your legs baby, I wanna eat you out Eat you out, baby eat you out I don't care if it's runny and I don't care if it smells Eat you out, baby eat you out I wanna stick my tongue in you and suck your cunt juice out Don't wanna finger fuck you, stick my dick inside of you I'd rather? Fat or ugly it looks like you don't care If your young or old, you gotta cunt? I'll lick you there I wanna put my tongue so far inside of you Drink your piss and cum and you can drink mine too Wanna eat your shit, you can eat my diarrhea Wanna... bring your cunt right over here To dork: call me!! (212) 479-7990 cancel Chat 12:37pm reply dork: look answering machine tells u dont wanna talk to me unfortunately why the fuck u dont take my call bb
Poems(private)
She gazed upwards into her lovers eyes the blood within her veins coursed through her body. The caress of his touch brought her higher loosing herself in the passionate moement time seemed to stop their bodies consumed in heat coming together in loves spellbinding curse. The passion tore through them  like lightning pure, white and hot Their hearts roaring skin pink with pleasure the world seemed to stop at the moment as all things fell into place
Me
First off…I won’t be naming any names in this posting.  All the people I will talk about know exactly who they are. Ok…the last seven months have been interesting…to say the least.  I tried my hand at a relationship.  This was a relationship with a woman (let’s call her Indy) who I met on Fubar.  I put myself in a situation that, if I had the chance to do all over again, I would have stepped away from. I first started talking to Indy in October when I first arrived in Indiana.  We went on one date.  I took her to Red Lobster and then to my apartment for a movie.  She disappeared off the face of the earth after that.  I may have heard from her a few times during November and December.  I thought that she didn’t like me so I decided to move on.  I started chatting and talking to another woman on Fubar.  I was very close to having a face-to-face meeting with this woman.  I called it off at the last minute because I had gotten back in touch with Ind
Looking
I AM STARTING A GROUP KNOWN A LUCKY CHARMS WHO WOULD LIKE TO BE A LUCKY CHARM! THE LUCKY CHARMS IS A GROUP WHO WILL BE SECRETLY RATING OTHER FU MEMBERS AND ALSO MY LUCKY CHARMS. All lucky charms must add all the other members. Hence the terms friends. And must add member of the lucky charms to their names. IF YOUR A LUCKY CHARM PLEASE ADD YOUR NAME TO THIS LIST I love you with all of my heart and i can't wait to see you. You have been incredible to me and i want more i''m greedy well i know i can't be number 1 so i will deal with number 2 lol hi hailey see i'm good i will miss seeing that beautiful smile for awhile till i get out of here i am truly greatful we met. You are everything to me and i want you to know there is no one else i love you and as soon as i get settled tomorrow i will call you
Home
Ok so I have type 1 diabetes. I have to give myself 4 shots of insulin a day. My blood sugar when I woke up in the ICU was 1053. Let your head wrap around that. So I am a lot better, still have to get my levels in sync. I am trying to be a good boy but giving up sugar is hard lol. I know they have sugar free goodies and some of them taste pretty good. Anyone who has something positive to say besides watch what I eat and drink post away :) Ok so  have been reduced from combat patrols to guard duty. while this means i am safer but i feel like i have more of a purpose when i was doing patrols. staying on a camp and guarding it just doesn't feel right for a person who has been here 3 times. call me weird but it's how i feel. so yeah i hope iraq takes control and keeps control but should they need us i wont complain one bit about going back into town :) On 7/18/2009 8:32:27 PM UTC an earthquake of magnitude 5.2 and depth 7.4km has struck an highly populated area in the Ninawa Province (popu
The 2 Worst Days Of My Life...
WELL I WILL START OFF BY FIRST SAYIN TY EVERY1 FOR UR PRAYERS! MANY OF U HAVE ASKED WHUT HAPPENED TO MY DAUGHTA...SO INSTEAD OF TYPING IT OUT TO INDIVIDUALS ILL SAY IT HERE. THURSDAY MORNING MY DAUGHTA ASKED ME CUD SHE GO TO A FRIENDS HOUSE FOR A CPL HRS I IN RETURN SAID YES...BE HOME AT 4, SHE LEFT AT NOON. WELL SHE NEVER MADE IT TO HER FRIENDS HOUSE :( AS SHE WAS WALKIN UP THE ROAD A 20 YR OLD MAN APPROACHED HER AND STARTED TALKIN TO HER AND CONVINCED HER IT WAS OK FOR HER TO COME BACK TO HIS AUNTS HOUSE (which the aunt was not at home) DURIN THE TIME SHE WAS THERE SHE ATTEMPTED TO LEAVE SEVERAL TIMES AND HE WUD NOT ALLOW HER TO LEAVE...SHE WAS GONE ALL THURSDAY AND THURSDAY NITE. TODAY (friday) WHEN THE AUNT ARRIVED HOME SHE FOUND MY 13 YR OLD DAUGHTA THERE AND HEARD HER CRYIN...THE AUNT THEN WENT UPSTAIRS AND JUST FROM LOOKIN AT MY CHILD SHE CUD TELL SHE IS A MINOR...THE AUNT ASKS WHERE IS UR MOTHER...MY DAUGHTA DIDNT ANSWER AT FIRST BC THIS MAN WAS STILL IN THE SAME ROOM AND SHE
Auction Time
I am now taking entrants for my new years auction. Entry fee is 5 mill or 3 credits. If you pay with credits, your bids will start at cash bids only. Taking entrants until thursday January 5th @ 7pm central. Will start the auction Friday January 6th @ 8pm Central until Friday January 20th @ 8 pm Central. All entrants have the right to accept or refuse any bids at any time. There will be NO DRAMA! If there is any harassment of any kind, you will be blocked from bidding in ANY of my auctions. Please SB me if your interested. Thanksgiving is right around the corner. Let's give thanks to some of the wonderful friends we made on the Fu. It's Auction Time! Entry Fee is 150,000 fu-buks CO HOSTED by TwauneValentino.... It will start November 22nd at 12 noon CST and will end November 29th at 12 noon CST.                                                         Minimum bid will start at 200k.                                                                                                      
New
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Morons And Other Critters
OH, just fuck off! Do you block the perverts, or the total assholes who name call also? You notice how the press cares about celebrities, any other karaoke singer who dropped dead of an overdose would have been overlooked!
A Safe Test
I'm a bit bored... Whoever sends/posts me the coolest froggy with wings picture...will receive a five credit bling of your choice... post them in this blog or send them pm you have until 6pm mountain time 2-2-09 ♥ Postal A few people have asked me why peace and I got a fu divorce.  So, I thought I would write this blog to save some redundant typing :)   Let's get some things straight.....   peace is my bestie, always will be my r/l and fu  BEEEESSSTTTTTIIIEE and SOUL SISTER..if you fuck with her I will cut off your balls *grin*   She will always be my number one family, she has been for over 3 years soooo THAT also will never change!!   I will be making her ass salute next week...lol! she finally owns my ass ;P   She is always welcome at my house, my brother’s house and my cabin.  The only thing that will change is that she will not get a percentage of my points...this goes both ways, but I'm the bigger hoar :P   If she ever needs me I will drop
Food For Thought
purrrrrr   I have spent so much time and energy on my submissive side that I had forgotten how much I enjoy feeding the Dominant side. I am, after all, as much a sadist as I am a masochist.   I attended a party last night allowing my inner "steve" out. (big smile) I enjoyed needle play as the piercer for a change. I had the pleasure of introducing it to a few curious bottoms. More than that, I enjoyed a surprisingly aggressive scene with a heavy bottom. At the suggestion of a friend we negotiated some play and I must say was tons of fun! To my surprise this lovely TV bottom took one hell of beating. After over an hour of flogging, clamps, CBT, paddles, crops, bare handed spanking, biting and body blows we both relaxed in the afterglow sub/top space. Counting games, begging, the panting whispers and encouraged cries of "More please, Ma'am".....Ma'am, it had been a while since I heard such sweet words (with the exception of precious who still calls me Mistress).   "I" will alway
Away
Getting so tired of this. Sigh. I have 150 friends, 175 fans, 25 family, and only FOUR of them will actually say hello first, or attempt to be a real friend.  Tired of the fakes who pretend to be interested or flirty UNTIL they get a gift or rates, and then they stop trying. Whats up with people? Is it so hard to type a few words?  Every time i come here, I check to see whos online, and I either say hello, send a hug or gift, and say TY to anyone who may have sent a comment. Maybe its me.  maybe this is a point/rate whore site, and i dodnt realize it. By the way, for the very few true friends I have on here, this blog is not meant for you. I appreciate you very very much.  always   For all my friends who chat with me, I will be away from sunday the 14th until tuesday the 23rd. If you really want to stay in touch during that week. come to yahoo messenger. My ID is markiephx or email me at markiephx@yahoo.com I will have messenger and email on my cell phone. If you want,
Get Your &hearts On Auction
I'm In Daisy Blue & LarryB's Auction...Come by and see what is being offered and possibly bid on me if you like...They have quite a few entrants in it, if you see someone else you may want to own for a month pls bid on them...While you're there, pls rate all the pics in the contest...Thank you for reading this...Oh yeah, click my pic to take you there bishes :D :P....
To All My Friends On Fubar,hugs..
im in a butt contest, come and help  me  out  guys,  hugssssssssss BabiTag Comments - Sassy Trendy SexyBabiTag Comments - Sassy Trendy Sexy IM IN A AUCTION, PLEASE COME AND SEE ME, ITS ON APRIL 4TH, AT 8PM EST TIME, HOPE TO SEE ALL OF YOU GUYS THERE, HUGSSSSSSS...
Tagged/surveys
1. What is the last thing you eated? Chicken potstickers.    2. And the last thing you drank? Bud Light!!!    3. What does it say on your favourite mug? "Kins sucks, Jai rules!!!"    4. Who is the best captain of a Star Trek? Picard without a doubt
Jak's Price List
Lately I've seen a lot of status messages asking for VIP, Cherry Bomb (both bling and to be bombed), Auto 11, bling packs, tickers, and blasts. Now JAK isn't a millionaire, but on occasion does have some funding to do certain things. No one will ever get a Happy Hour from JAK until he hosts his own first (then maybe there might be a chance...slim..but still a chance). If you come to me be prepared that what I may ask of you that you might not want to do. Not everything is bad (but there are moments). I will not give in just to make you happy (constant begging will irritate me to the point where I will remove friendship/fan and if it continues BLOCK). Should this bother you, DON'T ASK or get offended. If you want to remove me let me know so i wont bother you. Also, it would be appreciated if you could at least rate some pics too. thanks for reading this, John "JAK" JAK is gonna use this blog to help those who are trying to buy a pimpout/shitface/buzzkill...and those who are se
***missing Person**please Help
We found my ex husband staying in a church in phoenix..he was able to contact his mother this morning! :)  His Dad is on his way from LA to Az to reunite with him!  Thank You So Much For Ur Thoughts and Prayers!  And To God Be The Glory! Love Always, Kitti and fam! Please read this blog and comment ..repost..share...get the word out.. Im looking for my ex husband...missing for two days now... His name is Daniel and he is hispanic..5'10...and 28 yrs old ..He is bi-polar and schitzophrenic and needs his medication. He was last seen on a greyhound bus heading to California ...he got off the bus in Glendale Arizona where he got off the bus to smoke...his bag made it to California..he did not.. Officials will not start looking for him until Monday...it is imperative that we find him!  He is sick and confused and we have reports of him being spotted wondering down the highway around Phoenix and very confused. Please share this and keep us in ur prayers.....He has a 5 yr old son t
The Disease No One Is Talking About
Hello Fellow Directors, Officers, Volunteers for Debbullan. I received the below compliment today and immediately thought of each of you. This compliment belongs to all of us that have worked hard to raise attention to Hepatitis C over the past 7 years. Without your help, guidance and selfless efforts I would only be this tiny voice with little impact. Through Debbullan Inc. we have made great impact for the HCV community. When we started there were a handful of organizations in the US with little impact. Little information on the web (much of it incorrect), barely if no, world supported effort  trying to work to speak as one. After 2007, and our 4th awareness event, Everything is Possible 2007, where we placed awareness of HCV in front of over 20,000 people in 13 countries, the cause of awareness took off. I saw a shift beginning back then. Today there is a monument of information about HCV on the web, (and now in the media as well), many organizations vying for attention
Note
please like karen she needs 5000 likes, thnak you http://www.fubar.com/karenct99438 Okay i have like 5 peope thnak  me for gifting them happyhours Vips etc, I have enetered you in the daily fubar lotto draw, - Chances to win these gifts ,So if you get messages from me , it means i have enetered you in a draw     good luck to all of you that have liked me thank you so much , pleaese click my like button, for thiose that have bombed me i will return the love when i level up
Bad Cyber 1 Through 4
BennyDiablo: HELLS YEAH...i wanan be a blonde... kinda look like brad pitts brother qwazimoto pitt...hes lesser known BennyDiablo: < purrs BennyDiablo: AHHHHHHH CHOOOOO BennyDiablo: OH SHIT IM SORRY LET ME CLEAN THAT OFF OF YOU BennyDiablo: umm..im gonna use the blouse i ripped okay? Pants on fire: sigh, are you fucking with me? BennyDiablo: no, i swear i was just trying to make it realistic Pants on fire: ok Pants on fire: im pulling your sweat pants down and im rubbing your bulge BennyDiablo: < screams likea woman...DAMN YOUR HANDS ARE COLD...(thats gonna cause some shrinkage) Pants on fire: im lifting my miniskirt and taking off my panties BennyDiablo: BERMP CHICKA WAH WAH Pants on fire: cute BennyDiablo: okay, im licking your....SHIT!!! Pants on fire: WHAT? BennyDiablo: i gota hair stuck in my throat Pants on fire: huh? BennyDiablo: great now im fuckin choking BennyDiablo: YOU DONT FUCKIN SHAVE? BennyDiablo: i need some water
Holy Hell! Wtf!!! No Way!
  OMFG! Who Stole her damn teeth!         http://www.naplesnews.com/photos/galleries/2010/aug/07/fort-myers-prostitution-bust-august-7-2010/?partner=popular
Sooooo
yes thats right im going for spotlight again so gimme monies please k thanx       well mom and i had a really long (almost 2 hours) talk tonite....the last half my stepdad was on the line too and they are bringing me down there on thursday and i can get my truck and we can sit down and figure things out... yeah we had a good cry fest also...i think it got the kinks out of the system...dunno when i will be on after thursday though and my phone will be out of service for a while since im going to be there and any cell service sucks there... will keep you posted since 99.9% of my friends wont read this then wonder why things are happeneing im just gonna let them wonder no one is really around much anymore and so im deleting this weekend its been fun y'all
What The?......
I won't be online at all of next week (or as my other personas)...heading out camping in the bush to get away from the yuppies, tourists and rude people at this coastal resort holiday town i call home. No tv, computer, Mp3...just my mobile. Just letting you all know just incase you gave a fuck and noticed. 1 - I sleep on my left 2 - I masturbate with my right. 3 - I'm always right and you are all wrong! 4 - I've never watched The Simpsons (and proud of the fact) 5 - My role models are George Constanza and Cartman 6 - I tongue kiss on the first date. 7 - I sleep nude...Summer or Winter. 8 - I have a foot fetish (only female feet) 9 - I have a 4 gold bar black belt in Taekwondo and i can flick it good. 10 - I surf nude and I'm nude right this minute. 11 - I love chocolate 12 - The Crow is my fav movie of all time. 1 - I like giving and not recieving (with everything ) 2 - I can bench press 120 kg. 3 - MooMoos daughter loves me. 4 - I
Shannon's Blog
Could you please donate at least 500k to RAYMONDSDAD96 so he can make spotlight?? If so tell him I sent you and let me know and Ill bling you today and bomb you tomorrow...Thank you heres his link http://fubar.com/user/2135077 Uncle Jerry, your quiet strength and unwavering love with few words spoke volumes to all. You faithfully lived in such a way that God's honor was always kept safe within you. Thank you for such greatness in your life. We all love you and will miss you."It is not death, but LIFE I greet . . . when He who loves me calls me home." Uncle Jerry, such an honorable man, you are finally Home!   Happy birthday Angie! Angie I am so glad to have met you and I was lucky enough to call you my friend. I know you're in heaven because you were our own angel here on earth. Angie you were one strong amazing woman. A woman has strengths that amaze me, she can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens, she holds happiness, love and opinions. She smiles when she feels like scr
Jenny's Life
I am so pissed off right now.  A supposed friend was going to come over to take some pics of me since he has a much better camera and perspective than I do.  I've been stood up.  That's a great way to get on my bad side since it is a major peeve of mine.  You stand me up, you're gone from my life.  between my grandparents' issues, and my own, I'm really stressed out and having bad anxiety attacks.  It would help if I had some support and help.  Grandpa needs a lot of help and grandma thinks I don't care and that I don't understand what's going on so I get the brunt of her frustration.  How am I supposed to deal with this?  Please, someone help. I'm back in that dark place again.  Heart broken into millions of pieces.  I just want to be numb, not feel a damn thing for a while.
Why Cant We Just All Live Happy And Get Along
Live in Love and Peace like the THE movie PAST it FOWARD very good one everyone needs to see it.. LOVE to ALL PEACE
D/s Etiquette
Isn't there anybody real out there anymore? All thse so-called "wanna-be" Doms. People seem to have become too good at reading what the other person wants and mold themselves to become that. I don't want someone who's faking being what they think I want...newsflash! You're usually wrong anyway!! I know what I want. Unfortunately I'm begining to realize it may be all a dream...an unattainable fantasy... Do you ever feel like you don't belong anywhere? That everyone tells you one thing...yet never act on it? Sometimes i just feel so unwanted. Un-needed. Out of sight/out of mind. It's a strange feeling...like being in a crowded room and feeling so alone. I know part of this feeling today comes from it being day 3 of gloom outside. The dreary weather always fucks with my moods. But another part is definitely my need to be owned...and my complete LACK of ownership! Seeing others happily taken/owned/controlled...collared. And knowing I don't have that. I feel like a
Happy Thanksgiving My Angels
SEXUPURPROFILE.COM Hello My Angels, just wanted to take a few minutes to wish you all a wonderful thanksgiving and let you know I am doing ok, I don't get on here much anymore but I want you all to know that I appreciate all the love and support you have shown me through all of this and I will cherish our friendships always, I know there has been times when I should have been a better friend to some of you and I am sorry from the bottom of my heart if my actions has hurt anyone. I wish only the best in life for each of you and I will do everything in my power to be there for you if you ever need a true friend. HAPPY THANKSGIVING & KNOW I'M HERE IF YOU NEED ME. David A/K/A Drkangel6(*_*)
Merry Christmas Fubar Friends
Brithday Love
Every once in awhile there is a day when too many people have birthdays and i can't fit them in my status. I wanna wish these people a very Happy Birthday. I hope their day is a special one. Process This Process this!@ fubar Mistress Of Wolves Mistress of Wolves Art Sanctuary™@ fubar MzChelle ♥MzChelle~Fu Angel~ Owner of Fu Daddy~BooBoos Master~Pegasus Project Council@ fubar ~Special K~ ~Special K~@ fubar
Music
Is this NOT the most beautiful song you have ever heard???   this man has the greatest falsetto voice of all time......   Somewhere there should be for all the world to see A statue of a fool made of stone The image of a man who let love slip through his hands And then just let him stand there all alone And there on his face a gold tear should be placed To honor the million tears he's cried And the hurt in his eyes would show so everyone would know Concealed is a broken heart inside So build a statue and oh build it high So that all can see Then inscribe the world's greatest fool And name it after me
Hmmmmm!!!!!!
OK I'M A LITTLE PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!! TO WHOEVER SENT ONE OF MY PICS AS NSFW IS A REAL FUKING BABY AND NEEDS TO GROW UP, BETTER YET NOT BE ON FUBAR!! TELL ME IF YOU THINK THIS NSFW! I TRIED TO POSR A PIC OF IT, BUT I CANT I'M SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY! IF YOU WANT TO SEE WHAT PIC I'M TALKING ABOUT IT'S IN MY FUNNY SHIT ALBUM.....IT'S THE "BITCHOLOGY" PIC IT'S ABOUT HALF WAY THRU THE ALBUM. I MARKED MOST OF MY NSFW NOW AND FRIENDS ONLY. YOU KNOW WHAT IF YOUR GOING TO BITCH ABOUT THAT PIC AND IT OFFENDS YOU....YOU SHOULNR FUCKING BE ON FUBAR YOU STUPID MOTHER FUCKER, FIND A FUCKING LIFE YOU PIECE OF SHIT FUCKING ASSHOLE! SO IF THE PERSON WHO CRIED ABOUT THE PIC HAS THE BALLS ENOGH TO COME FORWARD....BRING IT MOTHERFUCKER! To the rest of you, my fu family and friends I Love you all. Ok my fu friends and family! was wondering if you can help me out with something.....just a little perplexed about a few things. Your shooting the shit with someone, nothing big,
Think Of Me.....
I'm taking out of this state for what I hope to be greener pastures soon. My travels will carry me south to the mountains of Carolina. My quest? Riches possibly, not really sure, I just know this is what I must do. I don't wish to reflect when I'm 70 and say "I wish I sould have done that". Instead I'd rather smile and say "Damn, that was a f*kin blast"!!! I wonder....will you think of me? I've come to know some wonderful people here. Some true hearts, that I will miss talking to. You know who you are...I probably nibbled on you sometime in the last couple days!I won't be on fubar for....oh, could be awhile. Not gonna have access to internet at the campground. So, think of me my beautiful friends. I'll try to update when I can at a library or VA facility when I venture out of the mntns on occasion. Ya got till April 10th to luv on me so why wait? Stop by and nibble on me before I disappear! MWAH!!!!
If I Was A Bird
If I was a bird I would fly far far away from here. i would never come back. Never feel any of the hurts that I endure everyday. If I was a bird I could soar above all that makes me sad, up high where it is quiet and there is nothing is but silence. If I was a bird I would travel with others who were just like me and didn't call names or judge me, or tell me that I never help them. I would cling to them for support and love and friendship. If I was a bird my wings would spread far out, far out enough to catch the wind and take me away from all this hate and dispair that I feel in my everyday life and the slings and the arrows that are constantly shot at me because I am not able to do anything right. I guess if I was a bird I may not be able to be very good at that either so it wouldnt really wouldnt matter.
Can't We Just Move On?
AS i sit here looking out the window, wondering why the streetlamps out side seem so blurry, even though no.. it's not raining. yet.. i've taken my eyedrops for the seasonal allegies.. but yet.. it's still blurry outside. i wipe the moisture from my yes yet.. it keeps reurning on it's on.the occasional tick tock from the clock seemingly drives me crazy.for no reason of it's on, yet it does.I sit here here thinking that now, after all this time on fu.. i have made a mistake.i have allowed people in my life,where i know i know i am a loner, & enjoy the solitude of the night.. the comfort of being who i am, without anyone knowing who i really am. but.. this night, i come to realize..  i miss aperson here that doesn't even know i exist. she goes by the name of badcrumble. she doesn't ask for bling.. points, or anything. she doesn't try to standout, yet.. she's outstanding.. i realize i love joking around with nearly everyone. loved by some, hated by many. there are those that really a
Random Thoughts Of A Curious Man
The only real time is this moment all others do not exist. I believe we should live in the current moment as much as possible it is really the only time we have any control over. I understand trying to escape from the current moment for various reasons but I think it should be a concious effort and not the norm. I understan that the current moment can be so terrible that we must escape it. The past are just memories and the future are just dreams and both are fanasties. By not living in the current moment we tend to avoid things. Put off decisions and tend not to deal with the realities facing us. To dwell in the past is to be among ghosts and memories that may not be as good or bad as we think they were. To dwell in our dreams of the the future is to deny the present for the hope of the future that may never be. Promises and expectations of what is to come are not real and cannot be kept. No one really knows what tomorrow will bring and cannot promise any action or thought beyond the
Nsfw
I'm wondering what would happen if I marked my baghead default pic as NSFW. Would they remove it and warn me? Should I make a mumm to help me decide? If I disappear this is why... Hi Scrapper,Okay, here's my little story:I got a picture of a fully clothed woman taken from behind marked NSFW. (see my default album) The only skin that was showing was her arms. I was angry, so I marked a fubar support picture NSFW. One of your bouncers - DollyDagger told me that act alone was against the TOS agreement. This seems like a double standard don't you agree? Then, she told me having NSFW Bouncer is an A$$ in my status is against the TOS agreement. BTW Ass is written in the bible and now allowed on TV and the radio. Look, I like this site. I come here every day. I don't want to cause problems but maybe some of these things should be reviewed an reconsidered. I'm writing this not only to give you constructive criticism but now I fear DollyDagger is going to delete my account over this sillyness!
Together For Ever
Together For everWe'll be friends and Lovers till the endTogether. ForeverThrough the Highs and LowsAnd all the stormy WaetherNo-one will ever part usWe'll stick together like glueIf you look after me My friendAnd I'll Look after youAnd never mind what hardshipscome our wayWell make it through to fight another day Another dayBecause we are friends as well as lover'swe stick together like glueI Love You Leannxoxo
80's Movie Characters?
As usual this Monday was suppose to bring us all a little closer as Fu friends and allow the inner dork to come screaming out...But alas you Americans will be celebrating a holiday. I struggle with whether or not I should, like you ignore the fact that you have a holiday and play on. Considering no one cared to postpone Sci fi day when it was Victoria day.... You did me a great injustice. I feel a little used that none of you stuck up and said Wicked will not be there i wont play.... I on the other hand have a sympathetic heart and I'm willing to move Mondays theme day to Tuesday... just this once.. All in favour please state your name, character and a yes for Tuesday... All still wanting to play Monday state that.... I don't do mumms, its scary and i have very thin skin hence why i blog.. I'm sensitive!!! I will just so you know be playing Kira from Xanadu, because my love of leg warmers and roller skates will go to the grave with me... Kira (Xanadu) = me Jack (Big Trouble
Writing/poetry
Her eyes, the color of wet pavement, So cold, so empty, so close to death, Still hold one glimmer of life\As they stare from above the nose, Slipknot close to the skin of her neck, Rickety chair unbalanced beneath her toes, Flesh clammy and wet, hair unkempt and filled with sweat Around her throat, she grasps the constricting cord, Her hands shaking with indecision and fear, Yet, the act is so simple, so clear Eyes, once full of shimmering hope, Now glanceing up at the knotted rope, Are only filled with tears, Her lifes a debt she cannot afford With one deep inhaled breath, Placing her hands across her breasts, Eyelids blocking the light from the room, Teeth bared, gaining strength, Nails cutting through her palms, Blood dripping to the floor, Her feet rock the chair until it tumbles.
Depession
Why do I wake up in the morning-nothing's changed since the day of my birthWhy do I wake up in the morning-I make no difference on this earthStrength has left-has to be-something has died inside of meIf I don't wake up in the morning-at my funeral would anyone careIf I don't wake up in the morning-would anyone even be thereYou can put me down-you can put me out, you can try to ignoreBut now you're gonna hear me when I shout WAKE UPWhy should I wake up in the morning-it be just another wasted dayWhy should I wake up in the morning-don't do nothing right anywayThat was then-not anymore-now I go blasting out the doorI'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'll prove you wrong I will not failI'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'm gonna blaze a brand new trailMight not be smart, but if I'm strongI know for sure no one ever will prove me wrong Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down - I cry for help, no one's around. Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall - It seems like n
Sexiest Ladies On Fu Contest Update
Revised @ 2:28 am (pst)  Sat 7-18-09   ((((   SPECIAL NOTICE  )))) Due to my changing Senrence's Pic during the contest, she lost all her points for that pic.   Therefore since this happened right after I made the Current Standings Blog I shall Add her score from that calculation along with her score here in Round Two.   ** So if she has 4 -- she really has 73 ---- and so on !! NOTE: Contest Will End every Wed at Noon pst with the next one beginning shortly afterwards.. unless otherwise advised: Therefore plan ahead.       The Winners and Finalists from Rounds 1 - 2 and 3  advances to The Finalists Contest following Round 3.     (1st - 2nd and 3rd places will advance to the finals from each round.)      The Fourth Contest will consist of the 3 winners and the 6 finalists from rounds 1 - 2 and 3.   And each Model may present up to 3 pix!       So far Besides Fu-Bux I am planning on giving the Winner a One Month VIP!  (or sumpin of equal value in Bling)  We shall see:  But I will
Helping Others Level Up
thinken about starting a male female group called Devils & Dolls ... since we have alot of female group n very few male female groups ... any ideas on how we can get this lifted off the groud n how to make it fun for all comment here n if you wanna join comment here also .. once again thank you all for your time... ViPeR XP
Auction!
Pakistan...for Curry And Country
So today's dilemma is, how to get a hold of US taxpayer dollars...to buy a bull...to sacrifice.  No shit.  As it stands, we're dropping 600 bones of our own money to do this.  Basically as a traditional gift to the needy, in this case, the Pakistani cops how risk their lives to protect us, for the the equivalent of $36 a month. Still, I can't believe my life sometimes.   So Urdu is apparently as dependant on English vocabulary as Mexican Spanglish.   I found this rather amusing.  Especially since Pakistanis write English phoenetically, with a Pakistani accent.  So things like "duty roster"  become "duty roaster."  I'm actually trying to learn Pashto, which is a retarded language with 5 different characters for our letter Z. So my friend Charles had to fix two toilets in one of our offices.  They were western style.  The Paki workers broke them by standing on the toilet seats to squat shit.  Great place, really. I'm going to miss my friend Phil, and his inappropriate comments.  Cal
-=contests=-
 Helloween sign up is below please comment  and post entrance fee, the entrance fee is 1 mil fubux previous winners have already had their entrance fee prepaid by HPR 1st prize= $20 bling pack 2nd place= Blast 3rd place =3cred bling    Rules have not changed from last year. there will be up to 3 rounds on the 29th depending on amount of dj's who enter 1 winner from each round moves to final battle october 30th DJ's Have your play list turned into Nosferotix 3 days before battle at the latest sets are 45 min the contest is halloween themed and point based judged.         Each of our contests are conducted fairly with a monitered set of judges that fluctuates. Each judge is given a score card  to judge each individual DJ. at the end all scores are tallied up and the scores are given to the DJ battle host. Then and only then is the voting booth opened for audience participation. those votes are then tallied in with the judges score to procure the final nu
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Well, all I really want to do is love you A kind much closer than friends use But I still can't say it after all we've been through And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me Well, how long can I go on like this, wishing to kiss you Before I rightly explode And this double life I lead isn't healthy for me, in fact it makes me nervous If I get caught I could be risking it all Well, baby there's a lot that I miss in case I'm wrong All I really want to do is love you A kind much closer than friends use But I still can't say it after all we've been through Lyrics...if it kills me...Jason mraz... And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me If I should be so bold, I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand Tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man But I n
Freaking Bombing Etiquette
1) Read status of bomber for christ sake!!!!  Leaving status comments, gifts, and rates dont help if they want ya in the sb!!! 2) Make sure if bomber asks for links that they work!!!!!! 3) Do not link your profile...link a bomb folder!!!! 4) Do not hit my sb more than once during a single bomb!!!! 5)  If I ask for autos only in sb....it means im trying to level....ALL I WANT IS AUTOS IN THERE!!!! 6) Sometimes I will repay bombs...sometimes I wont.  If you have autos on...I will most likely bomb you!!  I dont ask for bombs when i dont have autos on...please dont ask me for a repay of bombing without autos on. odds are when you bombed me, I had autos on!!!! 7) Damn, dont try to hold a conversation with me while I'm bombing....its a pain in the ass!!!! 8) If I'm running autos and I hit your sb to get bombed and u ignore repeatedly(I understand peeps cant get everyone)...dont come into mine asking to get bombed! 9) Dont post several links in my sb for your friends as well...I under
Call The Whaaaaambulance, I'm Whining.
Musings Of Your Not So Typical Navy Chief
What’s Hot MAR 7, 2011 SNAPSHOT   Accountability   Responsibility   CPO Scorecard   CPO Standards and Conduct The incidents in 2010 were committed by less than one percent of our Mess and we have some outstanding CPOs doing a great job, but several mistakes made by a very few impact the effectiveness of every Chief across our Navy and I'm relying heavily on the Chiefs who are living up to our standards to take charge, move out with strong, proactive leadership and reverse the negative trends that we are seeing. Brilliant on the Basics INDOC; CDB; OMBUDSMAN; MENTORSHIP; SAILOR RECOGNITION; SPONSORSHIP Enlisted Warfare Qualification Programs Quals mandatory - 30 month maximum, platform specific, community driven. PTS – Fleet RIDE Integration PTS merged with Fleet RIDE program and all PTS applications must be entered into Fleet RIDE.  User guide is available on the PTS webpage at www.npc.navy.mil/CareerInfo/PerformtoServe PTS Submit a PTS applica
My Observation Of What I See On Fubar
Hello World,   Peyton here.You remember me right,hehe Anyway I have been here a few weeks now after joining these other two girls site here on what you call the FU. These are just my observations and I could be so off beat with it and please feel encouraged to tell me so. First off I would like to say this.After getting some emails and shoutbox messages I would like for you to know I am not the only one on this page.So when you ask why I didn't accept your friend request it may be that I simply don't know why,but I will ask. This is what I was told when I arrived on that certain subject. 1.Don't accept any girls,They will bring drama almost everytime 2.Don't approve high ranking members because usually they have been here so long that they are taking the game to serious and have become buttholes but they said the other word.That being said I have approved many just go and look. 3.This one is mine..If you have anything that has anything against religion or devil names or just na
Deleting - Restarting
Basically I wanted to make sure that the word got out and those of you who wanted me to make sure that I stayed in touch had the opportunity to say so. Doesn't mean I'm not already bookmarking, but hey, everyone wants to feel wanted, and if you want me to make sure that I expedite sending you a friend add when I am back, please make sure you drop me a line over the next week. David
Just Stuff
Just need to vent, I don't have many friends, quite a few who have either removed me from there top friends or family, those who have dropped me and wont talk to me, and I have a few that are friends, and i do appreciate it, but right now I am lost, not sure what I've done. At one point I could say I had alot of friends, I didn't have to upload naked pictures for ppl to come to my page or to talk to me, funny thing is, i let ppl view my pictures without saying, buy me a vip, blast, ect, like alot of bitches on here do, guess ppl like me get taken for granted, half my friends list probably dont know my first name, those ppl will be gone shortly, im done being nice and im done letting ppl make me feel alone. I found out a few weeks ago I have Ovarian cancer, and when its time for me to go, i wont be missed by most, ill be missed by those that matter, i lost my brother this week to a fucking IED...just want to know what I've done to deserve so much in such a small amount of time...I have
Love It Or Leave It
Africa“My hands are tiedThe billions shift from side to sideAnd the wars go on with brainwashed prideFor the love of God and our human rightsAnd all these things are swept asideBy bloody hands time can't denyAnd are washed away by your genocideAnd history hides the lies of our civil wars” – Guns ‘n Roses (Civil War)In Africa many civil wars and wars between countries occurred in the past century, some of which are still continuing. Most wars are a result of the liberation of countries after decades of colonialization. Countries fight over artificial borders drawn by former colonial rulers. Wars mainly occur in densely populated regions, over the division of scarce resources such as fertile farmland. It is very hard to estimate the exact environmental impact of each of these wars. Here, a summary of some of the most striking environmental effects, including biodiversity loss, famine, sanitation problems at refugee camps and over fishing is given for different cou
Should I
Should I keep my NSFW pics up or should i delete them?  Hmmm... just a question?
My Feet
How To Win Her
Step 1: Make her think – say something intelligent and unexpected that catches her attention. Step 2: Make her laugh – in such a way that the joy and humor glow from inside her very being. Step 3: Make her melt – talk to her as an equal; treat her like a partner as well as a lover. Step 4: Make her burn – touch her like she’s the only salvation you will ever need. Step 5: Love her without conditions; adore her because of her flaws – not in spite of them. Step 6: Spend the rest of your life making her glad she chose you.
Freedom Is'nt Free
MAY GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU TODAY AND ALWAYS. ENJOY YOUR MEMORIAL WEEKEND BUT PLEASE LET US REMEMBER WHAT MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND IS  AS YOU HAVE FUN AND ENJOY BBQ'S OR OUTTINGS TAKE THE TIME OF  TO HAVE A MOMENT OF SILENCE  ON THAT DAY  LOVE CHINA  I watched the flag pass by one day.It fluttered in the breeze.A young Marine saluted it,And then he stood at ease.I looked at him in uniformSo young, so tall, so proud,He’d stand out in any crowd.I thought how many men like himHad fallen through the years.How many died on foreign soil?How many mothers’ tears?How many pilots’ planes shot down?How many died at sea?How many foxholes were soldiers’ graves?No, freedom isn’t free.I heard the sound of TAPS one night, When everything was stillI listened to the bugler playAnd felt a sudden chill.I wondered just how many timesThat TAPS had meant “Amen,”When a flag had draped a coffinOf a brother or a friend.I thought of all the children, Of the mot
No Name. Just Is.
As darkness comes you sleep alone I watch the one i've always known Turn in the coldness of your mind And light the focus of your smile Da da dum da da dum da da dum on a summer-breeze Somehow seeking softly into you Da da dum da da dum da da dum in a whispering Always there no matter what you do I can't stop falling where my heart comes calling Do you feel me Warming you like rays of sunshine I can't stop falling where my heart comes calling Do you feel me Warming you like rays of golden light Summer-breeze
My Work
Me
Some of you have known me for quite a while and know the things that I have fought throughout my life. Well it is that time of the month...time for my blood work and tests. I have been in remission for going on 5years now, just wanted to give everyone a heads up incase they think I am being bitchy or not so talkative. I get this way when this time comes because I go into worry mode, nothing against you guys, just me. For those of you who are new to my friends list. I am a Ovarian Cancer Survivor, but I have to have check ups every three months for the rest of my life....so that dreaded day is tomorrow, they tend to give me fast results so I should know the outcome Thursday afternoon at the latest...everyone just keep me in your prayers for some good news..Love you guys! Some of you have known me for quite a while and know the things that I have fought throughout my life. Well it is that time of the month...time for my blood work and tests. I have been in remission for goi
Nsfw Albums
It is 25 credits for sexy time folder or 35 credits for both. I prefer credits over anything. Rockstar Bling will get you access to both God Mode Bling will get you access to both, a perma fam spot, and a very dirty NSFW Salute 65 credit bling pack will get you access to both and I will give you my points for 12 hours. I do run auctions from time to time to get in with FU bucks. **Please dont ask me if there is any other way, this is just the name of the game ;)**       If you wanna give this just dont even ask to send, just send them and I will take care of the rest. If I have any questions I will ask ya.
Advice On Getting Points
Seeing I need 2 million points in a status just posted makes me think Who doesn't? You need points, if not for leveling then because earning points also earns fuBucks! Points get you into the Top 1,000, 500, & 100 - requirements for certain levels ALWAYS Wait for a Happy Hour if you can. They double your points for everything. Check your Buzz Meter often. There is a 10% bonus for everything if you are 100% s/faced. Ask for help in your status or just let an online friend know your 'condition'. Ways to get a buncha points: First, be a friend to your friends & family. Rate & Like their profiles each time you are online. If there is time, rate an album in their pictures, even if they don't have bonus bling. Maybe they will return the favor. Link to your family  fubar: my family Most people with goddess/god modes will bomb picture raters. You can leave a comment, maybe be sure they are online to see it, or even make a deal with them. Check their status because some say to leave a S
Hottie Remembered
=== 'Dove Goddess ♥The Pegasus Project CoFounder♥ FuMinister-Owner Fubar Beach Wedding Chapel' wrote the following at '2008-12-19 20:22:32'.. > > > > > > In Loving Memory ofAllie aka SweetAsPie > Rest In PeaceOur Sweet Angel > > We Now Come Together To SayGoodbye To A Dear Friend > > Little did we knew that morning,that God was going to call your name.In life we loved you dearlyIn death we do the same. > > We ask that you join usSaturday, December 20thAt 1:00 FuTime (4pm EST)For a Memorial Service > > This will be a time to share,and a time to heal.As we say goodbyeTo a dear sweet soul Who we all dearly loved > > We Love You Allie > > So, please join with us if possibleAnd bring with you,
Stuff People Have Made For Me
Salute Contest Rules will be simple: Salute can be NSFW or SFW. Must contain my Name or ScreenName.   Contest will run until April 15th. Due to NSFW and SFW I will offer 2 sets of prizes. Will have an updated blog soon.   If interested please PM me so I have an idea of who is entering.   Hope to see you soon Chris aka Dj Army Medic GOT SOME TIME 4 THESE AWESOM
People On Here
When they read this...they will know it's for them::     When you try your best, but you don't succeedWhen you get what you want, but not what you needWhen you feel so tired, but you can't sleepStuck in reverseAnd the tears come streaming down your faceWhen you lose something you can't replaceWhen you love someone, but it goes to wasteCould it be worse?Lights will guide you homeAnd ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix youAnd high up above or down belowWhen you're too in love to let it goBut if you never try you'll never knowJust what you're worthLights will guide you homeAnd ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix youTears stream down on your faceWhen you lose something you cannot replaceTears stream down on your faceAnd I...Tears stream down on your faceI promise you I will learn from my mistakesTears stream down on your faceAnd I...Lights will guide you homeAnd ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix you He wanted me to talk about him...so here goes. I was also told it had to be k
Health News
Well on 4/29 I will have carpal tunnel surgery for my right hand.  After 6-8 weeks I will be scheduling the surgery for my left hand. I have not been online much lately.  Not even on fb very much really.  Here's why.  I found out today that I have carpal tunnel in both wrists.  I was referred to one of the top orthapedic hand surgeons in the country.  Lucky for me he is here in St. Louis.  I will call to make an appointment this week.  My hands have been swollen and painful nonstop for over 2 weeks now.  I am on naprosyn now to see if it helps the swelling.  So far, not working yet.  I also have wrist braces to wear to bed.  Hopefully this will give me some relief and I will actually be able to sleep! Will update more when I know more. As most of you know I injured all the cartilage between my ribs on my left side.  In addition I 'pulled' the muscle at the end of my ribs by my sternum.  I had been having chest pains off and on since November.  Usually after a lot of heavy lifting at
Lmao
have you ever seen a speculum and thought well jeez what if you took it and used it on the ass instead? well of course not.... but there are those who have... and this is a story about one of them... so... a guy takes one and shoves it in a girls ass... parts her silky cheeks and spreads that shit wide open... and takes a nice long piss inside... and well if you do a golden shower inside a brown starfish well dammit that deserves a gold star doesn't it? cause they are trying so fucking hard this message brought to you by leticia wolf i asked about his online girl and how he is nursing his broken heart... and he wants to hook me up with his only daughter... he has a heart of gold doesn't he? from the bottom up as usual :D ->Bludgeon: you want me to meet her when she is grieving at your funeral? god that is perfect!!!! Bludgeon: *flips out again, breaks through the sliding glass door again, falls into the koi pond again and gets devoured by hungry fishes again ->B
Wtf?
I HATE EMO POEMS I'm sick of poemsthat that talk of deathand how your stupid boyfriend leftlets not get upand get a lifejust grab your paper, pen, and knifelets talk of bloodupon the floorand lovely darknesswe adoreall you sayis "my life rots"and then you write your emo thoughtsno one caresabout your dreadsand how you justwish you were deadthey aren't as deepas you might thinkwhen you say in them"my life will sink"
My Disrespect
OK SO I HAVE COME TO TERMS OF AGREEMENT ON SOMTHING THAT HAS BEEN BOTHERING ME FOR THE PAST COUPLE WEEKS NOW - AND I HAVE COME TO NOTICE A LARGE AMMOUNT OF THIS OCCURING - AND NOW I GUESS I NEED TO LET IT PUBLICLY KNOWN AS IT STANDS FOR EVERYONE TO SEE IT AND READ IT - AND UNDERSTAND IT - THIS IS THE VIEWS I HAVE COME TO WITH HEAVY THOUGHT - AND IF YOU WISH TO COMMENT TO IT - THAT IS FINE - EVERYONE HAS THEY OWN OPINION AND HERE IS MINE. FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS I HAVE SAT BACK AND NOTICED A LARGE INCREASE IN THE "MFKN" NAME - WEATHER ITS BEING SPORTED AS A FASHION STATEMENT - A FAMILY - AN ONLINE "MAFIA" IN TERMS PEOPLE HAVE USED - AND I HAVE NOTICED A LARGE AMMOUNT OF "MY FRIENDS" TALKING ABOUT THIS "FAMILY" - NOW I HAVE TO LET EVERYTHING OUT THE WOODWORK ON MY OPINION TO THIS. IN MY OPINION YOU DO NOT NEED LETTERS IN YOUR NAME TO HAVE FRIENDS OR GAIN HELP FROM OTHERS - I HAVE NEVER DISCRIMINATED TO THESE USERS - BUT AS OF NOW I REFUSE TO BOMB AN MFKN MEMBER - YOU HAVE A FAMILY S
Funny Stuff
My niece is soooo cute in this. Some of your favorite Bouncers havin some fun. So...do you think you can dance with the Bouncers in the pale moonlight? This is my G/Fs' cat. It's her first time seeing a christmas tree.
Blog It Out, Bitches!
Now, for those who didn't know this...I was a 2nd Alarm Hottie.  I resigned as a Hottie and sent a nice, respectful pm to them and let them know (actually just the home page) what I've decided to do. Informing them that I will always be there and continue to rate the "Hotties" and etc. Expecting a decent response... I didn't. I got, "Well you are with the ones that stoled your last page, Goodbye."  Ok, in total shock...I'm wondering how did ECS steal my last page. No one had stolen my last page...I forgot my sign-on information. How can someone steal a profile? I mean beside some "newbie" men that pose themselves as women so that other men would talk to them (without knowing that they are actually men), because they are too damn scared of letting others know that they have interests. I can say that I haven't ran into another Pinkie on here besides my other 2 profiles (yeah lost it 2x...tehehe). I understand that they lost a Hottie, but there is no reason to be angry with me. I didn
Rules For The Non-military (stolen From A Friend.)
Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: 1. The next time you see any adults talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem - kick their ass.  2.. When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest - kick their ass.  3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans and their families made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass.  4. If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. Wearing battle dress u
Sometimes
Although not the loudest animal in terms of sheer decibels, the 0.07-inch (2-millimeter) water boatman species Micronecta scholtzi, , does make the loudest sounds relative to its body size, scientists announced in June in the journal PLoS ONE. Engineers and evolutionary biologists in Scotland and France recorded the boatman—which is roughly the size of a grain of rice—"singing" in a tank. The aquatic insect's songs peaked at 105 decibels, roughly equivalent to the volume of a pounding jackhammer within arm's reach. The chirps are loud enough that humans can hear the sounds while standing at the edge of a boatman's pond. Fortunately for nature lovers, though, nearly all the sound is lost when the noises cross from water to air. Remarkably, the boatman creates his songs by rubbing his penis against his belly, in a process similar to how crickets chirp. Sound-producing genitalia are relatively rare within the animal kingdom, but animals have evolved hu
Wanna Join The Rainbow Club?
Wanna Join This Awesome Club/Family/Group? ♀♂Rainbow Club♀♂ Is The Only Group On Fu 4 Bi, Bi Curious, Gay Men, Lesbian Females & Transgenders!  We Rate Each Other & Help Each Other Out!  This Is All U Have 2 Do 2 Join: 1. Send Me A Message Saying U Want 2 Join 2. Send Me A Link 2 A Pic Of U 2 Post On The Page 3. A/F/R All Members 4. Help Each Other Out 5. Don't Bring In Drama 6. If U Have Any Questions About Anything Don't Be Afraid 2 Ask 7. Tell Ur Friends About The Group 8. Please Add 2 Ur Top Friends I Want This 2 B A Fun Group 2 Be A Part Of! If U Can Pimp Out People Please Pimp Out The Group P
♥do U Want A Personal Salute By Me♥
I am saving for spotlight so i came up with an idea...people are always asking me for salutes but none really seem to help me get fubucks for the  spotlight so I decided to sell salutes.    1.  Normal sfw salutes 250k    2.  Bra salutes 500k    3. Topless salute wearing nothing but my hands and a smile :) will cost 1 million   ♥ In closing IF you wish to have a salute made please private message me with what you would like and when i receive the fubucks I will make them upon payment. ♥ Thank You to all those that have helped me thus far! I look forward to doing business and making new friends Please help me reach my goal..
Stuff
My computer is dead. I can come on here with my cell but it is a pain,can't respond to people etc grrr .so know that I haven't been ignoring anyone. Not sure when we will replace my computer,but I do know I appreciate my friends here. Huge hugs! Three things about me that you might not know.   1.People with crusty feet gross me out,but blood and guts don't phase me. 2.I hate to see anyone I care about in pain or upset.It truly breaks my heart. 3.I am really meaner than some of you think :)   You can share 3 things if you like.Just a silly game.   hugs! (h)
Bulletins
Click the link to get the code of the bully you want to post.  Thanks to fubars new editing system for blogs the previews might not look correct but the code in the box should give you a bully that is centered and not stretched out.  If the code in the box results in a bully that doesnt look right please let me know. Dont forget to add the radio player to your bully!!! Generic BHR Rock the fuck out Where have you been? Come get Corrupted Get Corrupted II Now Hiring Events 90's Night Charades 2nd Birthday Karaoke 80's Mania Pictionary Luau Trivia Night Halloween Party Disco Night Club Night DJ Bullys Rawkaholic Chaz Heather Woody Gatekeeper/Metal Night Jables S3hKuhN8 Rawr        
Please Help Me
Please take a moment to read this and see if you are able to help me.  I have bill that urgently needs to be paid and have been without reliable income for a period of time that has left me unable to pay.I am unable to get public assistance for this bill but if I do not get it paid I will be without internet or computer.  My proposition is that I will trade someone my fubucks for a Western Union transfer for the same amount we would normally trade for a bling pack.I usually pay between 120 and 130 million for a 135 credit bling pack.I would be willing to pay 150 million for a $100 Western Union transfer rather than the bling pack.  No one loses in this as the result for the sender would be the same.The only difference is that I would get tha money to pay my bill rather than Fubar.  Please...if you are in need of fubucks and willing to trade for a bling pack....let me know.I'm available on YIM at Rob3495@Yahoo.com or in my sb for the remainder of the weekend.Thank you.....Robert Wal
Me Nsfw Style
 25 credit bling pack will get u: added 2 fam for nsfw pic access and 3 NSFW salutes made for u either posted on fubar or sent 2 ur email.   65 credit bling pack will get u: added 2 fam and have 9 nsfw videos emailed 2 u lol 1 of my tits being played with 1 of my kitty being played with a pink vibe 4 of my fingers playing with my kitty 2 of me sucking a cock and 1 of me riding a cock.   WANNA SEE ME LIVE??? 135 Credit Bling Pack gets u all above and me on cam live!!!!
Rants
On a day when we have 4 of our dead soldiers return home from Afghanistan, we have to put up with this Bullshit. yes, Canada is in the war, yes, we lose soldiers. Nevermind the timing of the show, why does Fox air it? How do these asshats still have a job? You don't have to watch it all, just the Fox TV part, its about a minute long. Sorry, we are a country of 30 million people and can't afford 42 tillion dollars to fully arm of arm forces for 5 years. And PS, we have Police, and they drive in cars. Assholes. Yes. It is true. I'm a point whore. I like the feeling of waking up in the morning and seeing how i did. (I wasn't around yesterday so didn't rank). I have been through many changes on this site. I started as a Comment whore. Then moved to the mumms, tried to do both for a time, but that was hard and time consuming. I went back to comment whore only. Some mummers miss me. Some don't. Lmaoo I haven't been commenting too much, i hear about that alot. Sorry,
Just Me
I find without thought no energy to hate left with a moment of everlasting haste leave me not for I shall know the windows through your eyes are the windows to my soul here with only memories a moment to behold the silver lining shining hopefully so many promises have been told glittering gems of reminiscence  a thought held so firm and true a precious mind to share with you the heart it beats so softly  begging for release giving everything imaginable to just finally be seen a smile creeping slowly across such sweet soft lips again another memory that has been let to slip the tear it trickles slowly shining in the light promising forever if only for tonight She stands before him screaming Not a word leaving her lips Getting so damn sick of the same  Time and time again  This shit seems to be on repeat She lays it out for him again Nice and slow this time He rolls his eyes and slaps her aside
Double Standards And The Fu Hypocrisy
I have been on fu for almost 3 yrs now ..and never have I seen such stupidity and ass-in-mindedness!  I just got a pic marked NSFW...said pic had me eating a popsicle...no not deepthroating it...it was just in my mouth..   When brought to a bouncers attention I was told that ..it was sexually suggestive...WTF!  I used this pic as my primarty picture while running autos, bombing, and during my HH!  Have we gotten that pussified that everything is sexually suggestive?   Isnt this site in itself..SEXUALLY SUGGETIVE!  FUBAR is an online BAR!  Look at the drinks!  Screaming ORgasms...blowjobs...Sex on the beach...hmmm are these not suggestive at all?  We have a whole section of gifts that is explicitly Sex gifts for christ sake!  What about the blings! Do Me! Screw Me! Fishnets! Victoria Secrets! But yet we go around pointing fingers and being little tattletails if someones picture is not taken in a church! WTF!       I see pictures scrolling all day that have cleavage, short skirts
Dreamer
Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you: 1. Jesus Christ 2. The American G. I. One died for your soul, the other for your freedom. An Evening Alone  I look down and see bright eyes and inquisitive faces and expectant smiles ….hands tugging at My shirt….”Dad, can We go fishing today?” The vision fades taking with it My joys and sorrows of a fatherhood remembered……….joys and sorrows lingering………victories and failures blending as one into a love of those dependant……….memories ….and a realization of those now independent…..the “wish I could do overs” unavailable…… The sound of the battlefield roaring heavy in My ears, behind Me a battalion of Me, energetic and vigilant ready to die for the cause of protection, honesty, passion ,love and honor……in front of Me , the enemy….My self………polluted, scarr
To Everyone
commentburner.com Just wanted to send all my friends that left messages for me while i was away, a big thanx for your support. Without you i would never have made it back. mwaaaaaaaaaah to all A Woman is like a teabag, You dont realise how strong she is til shes in hot water!!! Ok, i haven't done this in a while, but here is an update. After many different kinds of scans in the last 6 to 12 months (MRI's, ct's, x rays etc),... it has been found that i have degeneration at disc c6 level. Not only does this date back, as far as i have found documented so far, to 2008, but because of this, i am now developing further complications, such as scoliosis, bulging disc & compressed nerve. I refuse to go back & see the surgeon that did my spinal fusion because he had read my results & reports, he would never have put the fusion where he did (to add to that he has permanently paralyzed the right hand side of my larynx, to the point have so far had an implant put in & a further procedure to op
What I Have Learned
Things I have learned as simply learned, difficult to swallow. As long as I learn by the things I have learned, I am wiser than the average bear. What I have learned follows.... ~ When you think you know someone, look deeper. You will one day realize you did know them at all. ~ You are going to get your heart ripped out of your chest with no reason. Learn how to pick yourself up as quick as you can and go get help to sort it all out so you can move on in life as you piece your life back together. ~ Just because you are with the same person for 18 years does not mean you know them. I woke up one morning and realized I was sleeping with a stranger. ~ When you feel you can trust someone, know you are not alone when you are told by people that your man/husband was trying to lip-lock with them and your closest friends. ~ I learned that all that really matter to me was providing for my 2 perfect children and teaching all about life and all the values I could. I learned t
Life Sucks When......
t | Delete post by ~Amie~ on April 04, 2011 Like on FanBox | Like on Facebook | Comment ok...so I"m back after 2 years...anyone interested in the rollercoaster ride of a story, holla!! lol...its one hell of a train wreck! ...I missed u all...come show some luvin'!!! .....   Here we go!.....one night after my husband went to work I packed up my kids and left, driving all night from Fresno, California back home to Ogden, Utah...My husband is an abusive man, both mentally and physically and I couldnt take anymore. When I arrived in Utah I was turned away by my family because they thought I was being selfish for wanting more out of my life, I then got stuck staying with my oldest sons dad, not such a good idea but I had nowhere to go.  A few months down the road I found out my sons father (his name I'll keep to myself 'cuz hes not very well liked) was using and selling meth...I was at a pretty low time in my life, so curiosity got the best of me, I figured what the he
Im Finally Free
Out of nowhere u came into my life and just swept me off my feet!! Everytime i see ur face my heart soars when you talk 2 me my heart melts i have never felt so beautiful and loved... I never imagined i could love someone so much,or feel so loved and happy the feeling u give to me is like nothing i have ever felt befor and i promise 2 always love and cherish u for always  Once i was a prisoner lost inside myself,with the whole world surrounding me, My whole world so black. All i want is to see the light, Free to laugh,Free to soar,Free to shine,Free to give, Free to love,and Free enough to fly. Now you come around you come to me with a casual flow and suddenly my defences start to go. When you talk to me in that sensual tone i start to melt away fall like rain,anytime you come around maybe i could melt away in your arms You totaly stole my heart and made me fall so totaly head over heels in with you,You are by far the best thing that has ever happened to me the way u make me feel,smil
Walk In Love
She walks on spectral whispers haunting my dreams and in her wake, love gleams through aberant wisps of enchanting mists, I am going to risk my heart again. For I am love, I am romance, I am the rogue of the midnight dance and I will not turn away a chance to tread in that intoxicating domain. A memory of you drifts like a shade in the night through my mind and in your enveloping embrace, my heart you will find and for you, it is always passionate, always kind, always yours until the end of time.
Dreamcatchers
The Majestic Dragon Totem possesses the following virtues: Leadership, magical prowess, vitality, mastery, insight, divine illumination, protection from outside evil forces from all directions, grounded energy, fulfillment of potential, inspiration, longevity, personal happiness, greatly increased riches, infinite wisdom, luminous beauty, majesty, indomitable spirit and strength, invisibility, power of transformation and metaphysical knowledge. Dragon Pearls and Stones are said to impart their particular magical virtues to their owner. Dragon Pearls are characteristic of its host; they possess all the magnificent characteristics that may be seen in the Dragon itself; the magical and supernatural perspective of the Dragon is contained within the pearl waiting for a suitable owner to bestow its inner magic to. One who possesses a Dragon Pearl or Stone is indeed a unique and fortunate individual. For century’s shamans, priestesses, wizards, witches, spiritualists and practitioners
Life
My Fantasy For all of you who are wondering what my fantasy is. Well here it is: My fantasy is to have a man be loyal, want me and only me, and have eyes for me and no other women. I would like to have a man who can have an intelligent conversation that doesn’t lead to sex in 20 minutes. I would like to be able to talk for hours about life in general. I want a man who will love and care for my children. I want a man who will not lie or cheat on me. I would like a man who isn’t afraid of romance. A man who doesn’t mind holding hands in public. I want a man who will make love to me. A man who likes to touch and be touched. I would like to have a man who isn’t afraid to say “I love you”. Who can show how much he loves me with a look or a touch. Maybe what I want is a fairy tale or a fantasy but it’s what I want. I just hope I can find it.
If I Was In Your Bed!
If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Push me off the bed 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) Fuck me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops or 11) None of the above!
You Are Joking....lol
8-year-old Saudi girl divorces 50-year-old husband OMG........He is a bit too young for her don;t you think.....LMAOOOOOO This is so funny..please watch!!! Billy Connolly ~ Masturbation A father walks into a toy shop to buy his little girl a Birthday present. He decides that he wants to buy her a Barbie. He eventually finds them and sees Swimming Barbie, Equestrian Barbie and Divorce Barbie all for Sale at £19.95. He can’t decide what one to get so seeks a little help from the assistant, and asks her what the difference is between them. “Well, Swimming Barbie comes with a swimming cap, goggles and swimming costume. The Equestrian Barbie comes with Jodhpurs, Hat, and Horse & Divorce Barbie comes with Ken’s House, Kens Car…..”
Auction!!!!!
Hello all my beautiful fu-friends just letting you all know that i am in my first auction:D Come on by and leave a bid and become my fu-owner i promise i will make a very good fu-slave;) here is the link http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2060552&albumid=1217430&i=942233387&idx=0
The Heat
It was 90 degrees outside, the air conditioner had broken down,and what's more, she hadn't had any sex for more than two months,It was the middle of a sweltering Saturday afternoon, and she sat alone and naked in her apartment, the heat making her body shine with sweat. She thought about the night before Her mouth filled with saliva as she remembered the taste of his cock on her lips. She moaned and slid one hand down to her cunt,tenderly stroking her clit. Her other hand cupped her full breasts, pinching the nipples erect. Her cunt filled the air with the sweet smell of sex as she got excited. Abruptly she stopped her gentle masturbation. Coming to a decision,she went into her bedroom to put on some clothes. She put on some sheer nylons, clipping them to a garter belt. Then she put on a thin tank top with no bra, her breasts straining against the cotton. She added a tight denim skirt and some sandals, put on some sunglasses,and went out into the blazing sunshine to her car.
Musings And Thoughts On Being A Gentleman
Ive been busy the last week or so and have missed alot of people here. Before I left a friend started a blog having others ask him questions about himself. I liked the idea and being bored at the moment I thought I would do the same. (Thnkz for the idea Emanon)   So here are the rules... you can ask me anything you wish to know and I will answer it as best i can... if it is something I dont not wish to be made public I will either tell you in private or just say it is something I wont answer at the time. Im hoping for some good thought filled questions so take your time and give me something good. Due to some recent events in my life and in the news I have become disgusted with the state of how men act and how they treat women these days. I understand that to some degree some women are at fault for the things that happen but that isn’t an excuse in my book. Some of you know me well enough to know I was raised old-fashioned. For those of you who don’t know me, I was raised to respect
My Crush On Here
I have a lot to do today but I will be back on tonight to show love back to everyone who helped me with my auto 11's by rating my pictures. Please be patient with me. I thank you all so very very much. I will be back on by 5:00 or 6:00 central time hopefully...Bradd
Auto 11's
My auto 11's are on come show your friend DJ Big Boss Some luv. will be on till tomorrow at 12:30 fubar time. Tim *DJ Big BO$$[Owner of Liquid Lounge]*[Proud $hadow Leveler memeber]@ fubar I just want to thank everyone for showing us support and I know all of our friends are not on but, I just wanted to write to all of you New and old and tell ya how much I appreciate the help.
The One It Hurts
I was always wandering what the child with the cancer was really thinking. Until one day realizing that i owned a damn clinic for the kids. So i asked my head nurse what she thought about me talkin to some of them about how they felt. she said its knowledge you seek so i see no harm. I did this for about 2 weeks, and to my surprise my question was answered. Ya the children hurt more, BUT not for the reasons you might think. They hurt more not because they had cancer but because they saw the pain it caused in there loved ones and what they were going threw. It was amazing to see the courage these kids have and that they no what is happening to them and yet they still think of the ones they luv first. Im impressed and im so very glad i do what i do for them because of that. I'll always be a chef, but doing this as a past time is my most rewarding feet in life. So to my kids at the clinic i luv you, and may the angels of life look upon you.
Name Change
went out for a few beers last night to the local dive, bars was kinda crowded, a lot of the non usuals there i was walking from the pool room in back to the bar for a drink and and this woman, about 30 or so, comes up to me and stares at me for a minute like i have three heads or something i`m wondering do i got a big ol booger hanging?turkey skin still stuck in my mustache? she says you scare me you have the devil in your eyes,you are evil then she walks over to the table where her friends were, grabs her purse and heads out the door i am starting to think that most people are even more fucked up than i am
Fu-baby
I was drunk when the fu-sex happened and I was asleep during the Fu-birth..I need to do DNA testing!
I Haven't Coined It
i was naive to believe i could fix it I did everything .. i forced the puzzle pieces to fit but the picture came out wrong not like the one on the box ~~ I sit and stare at my reflection in the mirror I wipe it off hoping to see myself clearer I try to see what u saw Pinpoint in my reflection my weakness for deception It is my conclusion that it must be an internal part But where is the mirror that lets me see my heart this is not finished i think i want to add more thanks for reading Release your anxiety The trouble you've seen The pain you have felt The news you've heard The bitter reality you've tasted That foul stench that creep into your olfactories From all the bullshit. Internal chaos has ravaged your petite frame Pharmaceuticals only numb Never heal. Take my hand my precious sister Seek refuge, if only a little , in my words I will not harm you Your imperfections make you perfectly lovable You are admired f
A Sensuous Gift To Supergirl
He told me he was looking and looking at my pictures and was inspired to write this....it's so lovely and sensuous!!! Thank you BabyBoy! ------------------------------------- First KISS Lips light and sensuous... yet at the same time, full behind them, pearls of brilliant white... I wish to taste... The Feel of your breath... The softness of your lips... Moist and gentle... Looking in your eyes... Leaning forward... Spheres of hazel, Looking seductively through me... With a "come hither look"... I have only fathomed in my imagination... The blonde hair; falling seductively, teasing, The feelings unimaginable... Chills shooting up my spine... And my mind races... I see you and me... long yellow locks, dropping between us Time slowing... The gentlest touch electric... Passions ignite... Bodies Drawing closer... Arms pulling each other near... Feeling the warmth of your body through your shirt Tearing spastically at each others clothes... Feeling you
The Guatemalan Adventures Of Howey
ok so not all of you and those know who aren't cuz they have sent me there addy's already. its offical thou. i am leavin feb 7th thru mar 5th for guatemala. around feb 20th i am gonna get on a bus and go to placentia, belize for an undetermined amount of time. all depends on how the i like the pirates life!!!! so who wants a post card while i am gone ? send me your addy via email on the fu please. ps. jeannie and taryn are exempt from this but i do need your addy's again please :P what can i say i am a pothead and would lose my own head if it wasn;t attacthed :P send address's to my fubar email and mark it as such( Address for the Guatemala trip ) or something, so its easy to find when i am gettin ready to make my new address book. thank you!!! I am plannin my second trip to Joyobaj. I will leave here Feb 3rd and shall return Feb 26th. I wanna send post cards again and I need your mailing address. Your prolly thinkin hell no I am not givin ya my address you come and stalk me or s
Fubar Marriage
Announcements
  ~Godmother Bound~ I am turning to all my family and friends on Fubar and asking you all to please help me level. I have been trying for awhile and even hoped I would have leveled for my birthday but no luck. I am asking as an Easter gift to please help me level. I promise to return the love. Also please repost this for me. ღ♪ Lil♥Suga ♪ღ @ fubar As all my friends know I have a good sense of humor and when comes to my size I am the first person to crack jokes. However I just recieved and email from someone I dont know and doesn't know me that I find to be rude.    In my opinion this guy had not right whatsoever to send me a message like this. It just goes to show how ignorant some people are. Like I said I have a great sense of humor but for someone who does not know me to write something like this well I draw the line.
Ho Ho Ho
Screw You!!!
Did reading the Subject make you horny? Nope Are you already thinking about someone? That would be telling. How old were you when you lost your virginity? 18. Ever take someones virginity? not that i'm aware of. Ever plan to wait til marriage? hell no..... i'd still be a virgin if I did. When did you last have sex? Does my hand count??? Do you consider yourself dominant? No. What form of birth control do you use? Usually abstinence. Do you have any children? nope, not likely to. Ever give or receive the SHOCKER? *confuddled* Do you know a SHOCKER slogan? See above. Are you a freak in the sheets? It has been said. Do the drapes match the curtains? I haz no drapes or is that the other way round? Do you have sex dreams? hell yeah. Ever been called a whore or slut? lmao,hell yeah and many others. Ever try anal sex? If not, would you? yes Is there anything sexual you wouldnt try? I certainly wouldn't hook myself to the ceiling. Bases: What is 1st base? Lu
Glow
Gazing at the stars and the glow of the moon without electricity it won't be back soon I say to you, we don't need no light we got the sky, such an amazing sight ! ~Tim~
Musings
Ernest Boshey B. Eastman English Comp 1 09/17/08   Art of Music               Music the sweet sounds that sooth the savage beast, or in some cases an ear shattering  ruckus that awakens the beast to action.  I have always been interested in music, as I grew up  my mother's influence was Hank Williams SR as I helped wash the dishes as she cleaned the rest  of the house.  His lonesome songs played on an acoustic guitar haunted my soul, even to this  day.  The song “I saw the Light“ is a family favorite one my mother grew up on, as my  grandfather loved that song being a lay reader in the church, and he passed the love for that song  down to her as she passed it down to me.  Others include Patsy Kline, Janis Joplin, and Loretta  Lynn, all had their turn when chores had to be done.  When things where done then the tempo  changed and on would come Marvin Gaye, The Four Tops, Diana Ross, and Stevie Wonder they  would unwind and relax the rest of the day and night
What For?
i have no clue but i just did it
Sum Day
I see you come in the door, you stop for a second and give your eyes time to focus in the dim lighting. I follow you with my eyes to a small table where your friends are seated, girls night out I think to myself. Your friends have already been inspected by my eyes and some stray thoughts passed through my mind. When you sit down your friends disappear as far as I am concerned. You are wearing a tight black skirt, your tanned smooth legs beckoning to me, white blouse, 3 buttons conveniently left undone, your left breast heaving as you talk, open toed high heels, black of course, perfectly groomed toes that curiously excite me. I watch as you sip a frozen fruity drink, talk and laugh with your friends. Not a stare but enough to not lose sight of you. My mind is racing through thoughts of how can I possibly strike up a conversation with this woman. All of it sounds like a line to me, damn boy get it together. I see the waitress set another round of drinks down at your table. Alright I thi
Desires Of The Heart And Soul
There is a fire within us.. that only needs a touch to bring forth flame. Passion ignites... when I hear you whisper my name. My body shivers... oh... but not from cold... but from the sweet anticipation... of a desire that never seems to grow old. I lay my head upon your chest.. kiss your skin softly. I breathe in the manly scent of you... it intoxicates me like wine... making my senses whirl... or maybe it is the way your hands... are softly caressing my back... making me melt... yet every nerve is tingling... with the need of you. You gently lift me up and softly kiss my forehead Sending chills all down my spine Can't wait the anticipation... Softly kiss up your body gently caress our lips... My body fills with excitement and anticipation Hands roaming each others bodies Filling the silkiness of your skin My heart starts pounding from pleasure As your fingers run over my treasures Gently sliding the key in as you begin to turn Gently stroking my bo
Taking Spotlight Donations
OK OK....This lady below is working her tail off to get the spotlight...so lets help her out and make it happen soon....i've helped alot of people out on this so i would love it if you could return the favor...send fubucks directly to her link below...tell her Xmas sent ya Heart Inspector ¢¾ owned by Tappinit~@ fubar Thanks to all those that help....I will do a salute to anyone who helps her out
Pimp Out Of The Week
PO'BOYZ KREATIONZ WEEKLY PIMP OUT PLEASE CLICK A BANNER TO CHECK OUT THE LOUNGE AND CLICK A PIC TO F/A/R THE OWNER Saints And Sinners Coming Undone Owner Saints and Sinners Betrayed Souls Dj_Diablo Owner Betrayed Souls Please Help Daiblo In His Contest To 12,500 comments
Weight Loss
ok so i have decided to lose weight in the new year. i am doing this by going on a low carb diet and slowly increasing my excercise. i also decided that i am not gonna use pounds to judge how much i lose but inches. i will be updating this every week with my new measurements so my friends can keep up with how i'm doing. please feel free to leave comments as they will help me along the way. day 1 measurments neck 19 inches arm 23.5 inches leg 40.5 inches waist 57 inches hips 75 inches day 1 pic start of week 2 measurments neck 19 arm 23.5 leg 40 .5 in loss waist 56.5 .5 in loss hips 74 1 in loss total 2.5 in loss so far no pic i forgot start of week 3 measurements neck 18 1 in loss arm 23.5 leg 40 waist 55.5 1 in loss hips 74 so 2 in total loss this week start of week 3 pic remember to check back each saturday to see how i'm doing
New Song Worldpremiere !
Derek van Deerstet on Nikki Rocks the Politics 1/16/09 Deerstet Music is pleased to announce the exclusive world premiere of the brand new country collaboration single, “Better Then Before,” with lyrics and vocals by Janice Brown on Nikki Rocks the Politics on Blogtalk Radio! Derek van Deerstet will join host Nikki Starr to talk about his music and some of his other exciting projects on Friday, January 16, 2009 at 10am ET. Please join us! Click the banner above or the link below to tune in: Nikki Rocks the Politics Deerstet Music is pleased to announce the addition of Janice Brownas an official collaboration partner Derek van Deerstet and Janice Brown came together with a mutual calling to help and support others. After meeting online on the ning community, “Bring Our Troops Home in Style,” they formed a remarkable musical bond, and within less than a week produced the country song “Better Then Before.” Janice’s touching lyrics and powerful voice combined with Derek’s incr
Valentines Auction
Come check me out! Up for Auction Bid on me if You'd Like, or one of the other Sexy People In The Auction. All Bids Appreciated. And show the Host Some Luv Too...  Click the pic and show some luv...  
I Godmothered!!!
What can I say? YOU GUYS RAWK!!!!!! Thank you soooooooooooo much everyone that helped me Godmother!!!! I have the most wonderful, fantastic, amazing, and OUTSTANDING friends! Without you guys I would never have made it! You all brighten my day just by being a part of it! Again I cant say it enough, THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!
Where I Lie......
Through never changing lies I do hear the voices. Exempt from all mistakes I alone make my choices. Never alone fore my pain is always there. Having no worries because no one seems to care. Of all the love I have yet to enjoy.... I realize now that I am still a little boy. The body of a man and the soul of a child I realize now that life is to wild. So maybe as my pain lives on. I to will realize I am just a pawn. A disposable piece on the game board of life. The ruler of my world and creator of my strife.
Observations
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood I'm in. let us pay for you! don't "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. S
What Are The Chances
what are the chances i make Godfather by my 2 yr Fu-niversary on Jan 31st??
Things Written
I remember the tall man. The one Mommy calls Buck. He picks me up and makes funny faces at me and makes me laugh. I see him here alot where me and Mommy live. He leaves in the morning when I wake up, and then comes back at night. I think Mommy likes him because she is always hugging and kissing him. I like him too cause he always smiles at me and makes me feel good. I remember one time when I was sick he held me all night long and rocked me in Mommys chair. Mommy should tell him my real name cause he just calls me "Son"and my name is really Danny. Thats ok though somehow I dont mind when he calls me that. I have a new name for him as well, Mommy told me I can call him Daddy. She says he is the one who helped her make me in her belly and that calling him Daddy would make him feel good..................47 years later. There is this tall man in my life. he is a hero to me. A role model. And someone I love very much. I still call him Daddy.  I Love You Dad! I have always loved Ferris Wh
Ever Lost
The warmth of her breath Lasting an eternity in his memory Soft lips pressed tightly upon Tracing along his jawline Nibbling down his neck Breath raggedly escaping his lip Her finger tips glancing his skin Forming symbols and shapes there Taking his mind from those soft lips Shivering in anticipation of her next move Nails raking over bare skin Soft purring growls from his lips Sliding up his form ever so slowly Her tongue traces his pulse point Pulling her form closer with every beat Descending to his parted lips She traces his lips with her tongue Delving in for a taste His tongue duels with her's Falling deeper into the trance The first kiss of his love Opening to her his heart Opened to him her soul In this moment of life The eternal kiss to be remembered For Shan Forever searching for the missing The path leads to many distractions Ever in his sight her beautiful smile Forever locked in his memory her scent Striding through life's obstacles
Hall Of Fame Content
Let me preface by saying what I'm about to write is an accurate account of the events that unfolded this evening in our cafeteria in a remote location in Afghanistan...This is the very first installment of hall of fame material of conversations, pics, etc.... Here's the convers I had with Ms Casey "Casum" Marcum: Me: indeed Me: ok...here it goes Me: i walk to the cafeteria Me: and i see on the menu board we are having spaghetti with Italian sausage Me: much to my delight because I love me some Italian grubbage! Me: As I sit to enjoy my Italian cuisine Me: i notice the "sausage" in my spaghetti is rather "light colored", if you will, for it to be an actual Italian Sausage Casey: my mom makes the best spaghetti with Italian sausage Me: gee thanks for that! Casey: sawwies Me: i stick my fork into the sausage looking object Casey: carry on ... Me: and i taste it Me: and it tasted rather similar to a vienna sausage Casey: o wowow Me: so i look at my buddy Lou, and say
Bladder Cancer
Heros
CAMP RAWAH, Iraq — Ruben Romeo felt it in his feet before he heard it. He was getting ready to go to morning chow when a low rumble pulsated up through the ground. The Seabee, from Ventura County's Naval Mobile Construction Battalion 3, is part of a small crew of men and women stationed in this far-flung outpost in western Iraq. Romeo's crew is building simple homes — called Southwest Asia huts — for soldiers and Marines patrolling the area. The Seabees occasionally swing their hammers to the rhythm of Marines test firing big guns, but the area has been mostly peaceful. "Sometimes you can feel that rumble when they're practicing on the range, but this was different," Romeo, a structural engineer second class, said in recalling the morning of July 5. A few miles from the camp, a suicide bomber driving a truck rammed an Iraqi Army checkpoint, wounding about a dozen men. The Iraqis raced to the nearest place where they could get immediate help, loading the injured into a
My Angel
imikimi - Customize Your World!" alt="" />WELL CARL ANOTHER FATHER"S DAY HAS COME AND I'm missing you so badly . i wish there was a real stairway to heaven. i"d run them step"s just to be able to hold you one more time. i love ya  MAMAH to my angel it"s been 3 years .but i miss you so bad love ya allwaysimikimi - Customize Your World!
Use Me
i recently had a conversation with a good friend of mine a few days ago concerning weather or not black men could tell if black men in fact have a radar when it comes to knowing weather or not women of a different race date black men. i proceeded to tell her that i for one do not. i mean outside of the obvious clues such as over the top ghetto dress,speach and slang, it's really hard for me to tell. now i can really only speak for myself on this matter so take it as you will. i never have been one to approach a woman who was excruciatingly ghetto in mannerizms or appearance. that's just me. none of the females in my family were like that so i tend to gravitate twards women who act themselves at all times, regardless of who they so choose to date or what form of music they wish to listen to. which brings me to another point. i listen to a plethora of different music which usually leaves me open to be comfortable around all walks of people. from metal heads to classic rockers to t
Walking Away
5'6" approximately 150.Born on Nov. 8th 1974 to a 16 year old mother who fought for me to be here.Hmmmmm?Yup Yup I'm here.LOL=For what?For me and for her.She fought for me and this is her reward. A 34 year old man who can not produce her a grand child. It's all good...My baby sister gave her 3. 2 nieces and a nephew.YAY.....Soooo I'm off the hook.WOOO HOOO!!!! Still don't change the fact that I am worthless.LOL I'm not afraid to admit who it is that I am.A 34 year old male that has never been married=Don't believe in divorce.....No offspring"Good thing"=god forbid a child grow up with my beliefs. Nope....NOT an attempt at sympathy.LMFAO.Nah my back carries that burden.LOL. Thank you in advance to Suzy.(((HUGS))) to bad I'm not the friend to you that you have been to me. I know this doesn't say enough but my world remains guarded by a heart that can't be broken. I'll fight and work just like I always have.Nothing will not change nor will I. But I do still know how to lo
Sorry For Being An Asshat
Blogs For My Friends
i know not many reads my blogs. but im writing this blogs to say i will be start using my web cam very soon. i will be having it on during my nights off work. i think it m ight be cool to see me and i will have it toward my tv. we can watch movie together. i will air it on my profile page. i dont understand. when someone makes an honest mistake. no harm was done. just something stupid. why get mad about it?  its very sad is someone wants everything but don't want to give any.  lets make this clear im not saying i want anything. i dont ask for anything. but if you want me to do something for you than should at least make it appear i exist in your eyes. almost everyday i ask myself why im on here? its stupid. i been fight flu i have and now i have to hear this shit. i cant please everyone. if im that bad a friend than delete me than, actually i might just delete you. save you the trouble and time. well im going to find somewhere else to go. if i find something better than im out of here
Ready????
Ready For A Valentines Day Auction? This Auction will be something really speacial, I will do the Auctionstags but the Auction will be posted on Germany's Most Wanted's page! Auction will start Sunday, 1st of February 2009 at 12am FuTime and End Sunday, 8th of February 2009 9am FuTime. You Will Be Owned For A Month You May Offer Anything You Like The Better The Offer The Better The Bid! Rules are simple: 1. No Drama 2. No Cheating 3. Entry fee not necessary but if you like to donate some Fubucks or anything it will be apreciated. 4. Send me your picture link with the Offers in a private message 5. I Will Promote The Auction But You Need To Promote Yourself For Better Bids 6. HAVE FUN !!!!!!!!! So send the offers and donations to: ~*~cutemommy82~*~ I'm his diamond and the queen of his heart!!! love u baby@ fubar The Auction will be right here: GERMANY'S MOST WANTED AKA YOUR NEXT EX .......@ fubar We wish you all a lot of fun and a nice
Life Of Darkness
hi all just want to tell about me im 43 going to be 44 i smoke both kinds im married but split up for allmost 4 yrs now girls like me for me but dont want to go out with me guys some likes me and most want to go out with me no im not gay but i should have been sence meny guys likes me then girl i dont chat much cuss im a bad speller I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, big boobs, round booty, long legs, sexy lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. Girls prefer being called beautiful instead of hott or sexy. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have
Read This Damn It
20 rules for drunk dialing 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is falseadvertisement.2.It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don'tremember it, it didn't happen.3.If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. "Mom I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you"4.Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them/you over something.5.Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let theirfriends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come.6.Drunk texting is alright... If you are prepared to read what youwrote the next day when you are sober.7.It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night.8.You can also call this same ex and let her/him know,
Auctions
I'm up for Auction!! If you wanna bid... Click the link below... http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2281118&albumid=1555893&i=1873201836&idx=13 I will be doing a St. Paddys Day Auction at the beginnin of next month. With the success of the Sweetheart one, I just can't NOT do it. I do however have a few issues.... I will get 1000's of photo views daily. But only a SMALL handful of people bidding have added me as a friend much less rated my profile. I feel this is unfair considering those on auction are making MILLIONS along with HH's, VIPS, Blings... You get the picture. So this next auction WILL be made Friends Only. And I will likely charge a small entry fee. (maybe 25k or something)And anyone who wants to bid will have to Friend me to be able to view the Auction. I guess my question is this... Is this TOO harsh? Should I just make it the same as the Sweetheart? I don't think people realize just HOW much work goes into hosting an Auction. I do ALL the
Unlucky In Love
Want To Be My Valentine Date?
check out blog and leave me your idea of perfect date...rate pic while there and dont forget to show love to Sarge too:-) http://www.fubar.com/blog/172118/965249 http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1466345&i=2587512069&albumid=1467001
Feeling Brave Today
What Can I Say
You people really know how to humble a person Never did I think so many of you would come and stay so long fighting that Damm bouncer to rate my pic's the way you did. Just saying thank you is not enough. But it is all I can do right now. I will get around to each and everyone of you but it's going to take some time. So for now, {Thank You} all so much, it's you my friends that keep me on this site. If I can ever do any thing for you guys please let me know. As all ways your friend Sundowner/Wayne
Fünny Chït LmfÅØ
 They evidently didn't consider the sun when designing this wall...     A crusty old biker out on a long summer ride in the country pulls up to a tavern in the middle of no where, parks his bike and walks inside.As he passes through the swinging doors, he sees a sign hanging over the bar:  COLD BEER: $2.00  HAMBURGER: $2.25  CHEESEBURGER: $2.50  CHICKEN SANDWICH : $3.50  HAND JOB: $50.00  Checking his wallet to be sure he has the necessary payment, the ole' biker  walks up to the bar and beckons to the exceptionally attractive female bartender who is serving drinks to a couple of sun-wrinkled farmers. She glides down behind the bar to the ole biker. "Yes?" she inquires with a wide, knowing smile, "may I help you?"
Valentine's (:
Losing A Loved One
I do not usually blog about anything..but today was a really sad day in my life.. My beautiful companion of 15 years..Miss Anna.. passed on to doggie heaven.. My heart is heavy and my tears are nonstop.. She was the best friend I could ever of asked for...I had to make the final decision to either let her carry on and suffer or keep her with me for my own selfish reasons... I feel I made the right choice.. She passed away peacefeully with me by her side at 11:35am today.... She will be greatly missed...and forever loved MAY YOU REST IN PEACE MISS ANNA GIRL... July 1993-February 2009
Valentines!
Ok tomorrow is valentines but im good this year i dont need 1 i still have some of last years left in zip locks in my freezer Next year ill need a new one i hate wasting empty freezer space

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