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Way Too Long
Here I am again
just me inside my mind
Knowing it necessary to go back in time
not as complicated as I would have it seem
Blood paved roads leading to lost dreams
never thought I would have what it takes
Yet all that time, I never would break
what dont kill you only makes you stronger
Well it seems to me it just takes longer
pieces of me are born while other pieces die
Rest in peace, and whatever you do, dont cry
fighting, always trying to find my groove
Always on the edge, not daring to move
a matter of time before I would fall
Exquisite pain, meaning nothing at all
thunder and lightning, beatiful blood red skies
Calm before the storm brewing in my eyes
lies dressed up pretty, all home grown
Smoke and broken mirrors, all to call my own
my fun house constructed and built of blood
Making me doubt myself and all I love
new dreams now having me hypnotized
Looking into my mind, I sit mesmorized
trusting myself, the edge around me gone
I was locked in that fun house way too long
My broken heart lies open
for all the world to see
My pieces that have shattered
is all thats left of me
Our memories seem so distant
your touch now fades away
Where once my life was happy
now turns my world to grey
I strain to find a reason
but my world is still unknown
Stuck here to face my tragedy's
and reaping what I've sown
Within me thrashing open
my wounds still want to bleed
And every ounce of will thats left
wants to run to you with speed
I walk this place so empty
and wonder if it shows
They say time makes love weaker
but for me it only grows
Where is a place of comfort
when the pain is all too real
How can you find the strenth inside
when broken is how you feel?
I pray for only sleep now
in hopes I'll see your face
I close my eyes so tightly
to escape me from this place
I reach my hand in darkness
and they try to pull you through
But the darkness grabs a hold of me
as I'm reaching out to you
Our memories is all thats left now
in a world that feels so cold
When once our dreams were brand new
now feels so very old
My heart now lies in pieces
without means I can repair
Eact time I seem to turn around
just reminds me your not there
Is my life condemned to this?
filled with sorrows and regretss?
Left only to remember
a life of love well spent.