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Pet Man's blog: "My broken heart"

created on 10/21/2009  |  http://fubar.com/my-broken-heart/b315175

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Way Too Long

         Way Too Long
Here I am again
  just me inside my mind
Knowing it necessary to go back in time
  not as complicated as I would have it seem
Blood paved roads leading to lost dreams
  never thought I would have what it takes
Yet all that time, I never would break
  what dont kill you only makes you stronger
Well it seems to me it just takes longer
  pieces of me are born while other pieces die
Rest in peace, and whatever you do, dont cry
  fighting, always trying to find my groove
Always on the edge, not daring to move
  a matter of time before I would fall
Exquisite pain, meaning nothing at all
  thunder and lightning, beatiful blood red skies
Calm before the storm brewing in my eyes
  lies dressed up pretty, all home grown
Smoke and broken mirrors, all to call my own
  my fun house constructed and built of blood
Making me doubt myself and all I love
  new dreams now having me hypnotized
Looking into my mind, I sit mesmorized
  trusting myself, the edge around me gone
I was locked in that fun house way too long

My broken heart lies open
  for all the world to see
My pieces that have shattered
  is all thats left of me
Our memories seem so distant
  your touch now fades away
Where once my life was happy   
  now turns my world  to grey
I strain to find a reason
  but my world is still unknown
Stuck here to face my tragedy's
  and reaping what I've sown
Within me thrashing open
  my wounds still want to bleed
And every ounce of will thats left
  wants to run to you with speed
I walk this place so empty
  and wonder if it shows
They say time makes love weaker
  but for me it only grows
Where is a place of comfort
  when the pain is all too real
How can you find the strenth inside
  when broken is how you feel?
I pray for only sleep now
  in hopes I'll see your face
I close my eyes so tightly
  to escape me from this place
I reach my hand in darkness
  and they try to pull you through
But the darkness grabs a hold of me
  as I'm reaching out to you
Our memories is all thats left now
  in a world that feels so cold
When once our dreams were brand new
  now feels so very old
My heart now lies in pieces
  without means I can repair
Eact time I seem to turn around
  just reminds me your not there
Is my life condemned to this?
  filled with sorrows and regretss?
Left only to remember
  a life of love well spent.

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