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Bored...
Tried to understandBreak down reasonGive way to truthThought there was a sparkOur lips touchedI thought there was a sparkI was lost within youFingertips would trail across your skinTaking time, wanting to feel every inchBelieving your words was where I went wrongWe've lost our chanceSeems you have made your choiceAnd I've lost my faith in romance So today the Maine voters passed a law the rejects the rights of same sex marriage. This is completly and utterly disapppointing. I can't believe it at all. Many preach equality to everyone then they go out and vote yes to reject the right for same sex couples to marry. It's complete bullshit. This kind of hypocricy and ignorance infuriates me. Denying gay couples this right isn't equality. They love who they love, it's just a fact. I don't get it...how people can just deny them that right. I feel ashamed and embarassed to live in Maine at the moment....Anyways, I just wanted to get that out...Also,I don't like the internet thing "lol"It's fuc
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Now researchers at Tulane University provide the strongest evidence yet against the use of spanking: of the nearly 2,500 youngsters in the study, those who were spanked more frequently at age 3 were more likely to be aggressive by age 5. The research supports earlier work on the pitfalls of corporal punishment, including a study by Duke University researchers that revealed that infants who were spanked at 12 months scored lower on cognitive tests at age 3. "I'm excited by the idea that there is now some nice hard data that can back up clinicians when they share their caution with parents against using corporal punishment," says Dr. Jayne Singer, clinical director of the child and parent program at Children's Hospital Boston, who was not involved in the study. Among the mothers who were studied, nearly half (45.6%) reported no spanking in the previous month; 27.9% reported spanking once or twice; and 26.5% reported spanking more than twice. Compared with children who w
Last Stand
Life
Does it seem like pulling teeth trying to get ppl to talk to you on here? I try to put myself out there as much as possible, so I can make new friends. Anyone who actually takes the time to get to know me knows what I bring to the table. I don't even know what the point of trying to contact anyone is anymore. If anyone has similar experiences, let me know. I'm near the point of just not coming in here anymore.     Another thing I have noticed is how many on here live their "lives" on here and other internet sites. It's sad how people will hang around here constantly, want to involve immerse themselves in others' business, yet refuse to even think about meeting people in person.    A few months ago, I was interested in someone on here. I was told by more than enough to forget it, bc as others said, she lives on here, and makes zero effort in real life. They were right, and I moved on. Not trying to come off as a negative person, but go out and enjoy life, IN PERSON, instead of behind
Please Help Me If You Can !
Poems
Some people feel pain to know they are alive Some people feel pain to hide Some people feel pain so the can fell something Some people cause pain to make their pain less Some people cause pain because it is all they know Some people cause pain because they were told So with all this pain how do you find happiness and joy find the strengh to keep going. It is in the pain I find the will to over come all things that hurt me and smile while i am still in pain
My New Favorite Song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=swPFB4z-FXs     i love drake...everything he does....amazing!!!!!     you and me....with no rules...just like you ..i get lonely too S.E.X. by nickelback...... extremely dirty and hot. and such amazing guitars. I want to learn how to play this and put it on you tube...lol although i feel like i so wont be that hardcore....haha heres the awesome video     http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kV_YdALjpmw   this song is sooo amazing....plus i love both alicia keys and drake.....but drake's verse is so real... Taz keeps telling me he just turned thirty having dreams of being single forever he's getting worried and im SCARED too because im in the same boat good women are RARE too, none of them have came closeMe i haven't changed much you know how i play it better safe then sorry instead of searching for substance at every single party baby being part of this life i feel like im bound to end up with somebody that's been with everybod
Sexcapades
What is the wildest thing you have ever done sexually? This was written for me by a FUBAR friend. I wear a short skirt and a tight tank top w/ no bra to a party your having. You cant help but notice my panties when I bend over, or how hard my nipples are as the day cools into night. When we talk its flirty and I'm always smiling at you, touching your arm or chest. You catch me by myself in the kitchen mixing a drink, you walk up to me and i start to say something to you but your hand is already between my legs rubbing my clit nice and hard. I'm shocked and dont say anythiing and you can feel the moisture through my panties. You push them aside and slide a finger inside of me, then another rubbing my clit with your thumb you tell me I should stop teasing you with my pussy or you'll take it. You tell me to take off my panties and I do, and you take them from me and walk away leaving me excited and wet and forcing me to spend the rest of the night pantyless.  Everyone's had too much to d
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I wanted her to not only die, but suffer. I wanted to grind her soul into nothing.I wanted to bend her into treble cleft screams and leave her in a locket, safe inside her jewelry box. I wanted to make her so very mine that her fleshy little frame snapped. And her frail heart would drip down a broken record uterus, gathering bacteria in her panties that perverts would mistake for menstrual blood. I wanted to throw her out in the garden with last week's mystery casserole and not have the decency to bury her. I told myself: She'll decay with dead flowers that should have blessed my pillows and kitchen tables while they still lived, and the dogs will piss on her while she tries to sleep.  I wanted to be her end, but I ended up with her pale orchid mouth, feathered and damp and pretty as all, seducing every molecule of life from my lungs and leaving only a deep, frantic hole. I wanted to paint her cheeks with bruises, the color of want, but I died as her cheeks flushed the pinks and white
Uhp Staff Incentive Program
Coc
 Welcome to Everyone & glad to see you all here. 1. All 2nd alrm Hottie Prospects must have a verified salute & a minimun " 10 new pics " of yourself 2. All Hotties Must Be Female ( no exceptions ) 3. Must sign the COC ( code of conduct ) agreement below as a comment of "I AGREE " inorder to be placed into voteing procedure. 4. Shout Box & Fu Mail must be open to all Officers for communications . ( Profile can't be set to friends only for this purpose unless all Officers are made friends ) 5. 2nd Alarm Hotties Homepage must be added to Your Family while being considered a Prospect & remain in your family after admittance. FireChief (Founder) must be added to your family as well but doesn't have to be in the top 7 . Just as long as he's in family so that he can contact you at anytime when needed . Also your Team Leader to be added to your top friend so they can contact you at anytime also .
Home Alone
If you have a little pain they want to take your heart out. I'm only 43 and I'm not in bad health. Just after I kicked that lazy bitch out. I now get to have fun getting ready to be cut on so much fun. Life is just a Son Of A Bitch I just got back in touch with my daughter after 15 years. We sat down and talked. She now knows where her temper comes from and why she has a big heart. Now she is sad that dont have anyone in my life. I just got out of a 7 year hook up. What do a 43 old an is going to do? I like the new friends this place have given me!
Ramblings Of A Hot Mama
Everything happens for a reason. Sometimes you find the answer in the journey and sometimes you find the answer at the end of the road. Sometimes you're too busy looking for the answer that you can't see that it's right in front of you. It's in that moment when you realize why things have happened, that you find peace within your journey. It's that moment when you realize how thankful you are for the answered or unanswered prayers. I was surfing through my profiles all over the net when I came across a particular profile. I've looked at that profile hundreds of times, but today was different. For the 1st time I looked at that profile and I was at peace and thankful for those unanswered prayers. I was no longer angry by what had transpired previously. I finally realized that those things happened because better things await in the road ahead of me. There's potential for greatness in every area of my life. I'm excited and nervous about the possibilities that may come my wa
Broken 4 Love
Without expectation or devotionI live this life of hate, aloneI am left with no emotionand I feel like letting go...I cry for someone to save me,but you are not there...I need someone to love me.you are never there. I am falling apart, no one knows. Alone I am tearing apart, nothing but sorrow. I can not fix whats wrong. Dying inside, this pain, my heart stops beating, I am falling into the shadows. I beg for you to love me, no one cares. I ask for you to be by my side, all you do is stare...I am falling apart...I am finally gone from here.
My Heart
My heart and body belong to her.... I feel like a vampire with not heart beat cold to the touch.. my body and mind screem for it to be filled with the love she can only give me..... Yet the more I try the more I push her away, ans more I destroy myself, and our love.... I feel hopeless as anything I do or say not enough and that I rath crawl into a whole and die then be without her... I will not long or want the touch of another woman.. only her... the kiss of an angel the body of a goddess....
Feel Something
Feel Something :I know you feel like there's no way out sometimesEverything just isn't fair and it's tearing you apart insideSo what are we suppose to doWith everything we're going threwIt's all on me and youGet it overJust overThink it overThink it over[Chorus]Cause people got different ways of dealingAnd we all got different ways of healingEven tho you may not like what you're feelingAt least you feel something (something)Sometimes you know you feel like things don't go your wayAnd sometimes you just can't deal You want to throw it all awaySo think about what we've been threwAnd everything we thought we knewIt's all on me and youGet it overJust overThink it overThink it over[Chorus]We've all been suffocated (suffocated)And separated (separated)SometimesSometimes SometimesSometimesJust like this overratedIt gets complicatedSometimesSometimesSometimesSometimesOhhhhYeah yeah yeahGet it over Just over Think it overThink it overGet it over Just overThink it overThink it overPeople got dif
Kimmy's Place
HELLO EVERYONE! MY LOUNGE IS NOW RUNNING IM HIRING ALL STAFF.BIG THANKS TO DRAGON'S KEEPER FOR CODEING THE LOUNGE!.SO COME BY AND JOIN ME AT KIMMY'S PLACE IF YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT WORKING IN THE LOUNGE LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK YOU COULD DO IM CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR PROMOTERS,GREETERS AND ENFORCERS! HERE IS THE LINK HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/69665
Ripped Photo's
Finding Your Photos Online By Dave Johnson, PC World Worried about photo theft? See if your photos are posted on the Web. Recently, a friend of mine congratulated me for selling one of my wildlife photos. When I asked him what he meant, he sent me a link to a site that was prominently using a shot I had taken of some wolves. The problem? I had never given the site owners permission to use my photo, which they had "borrowed" from my Flickr page. I asked them to remove the photo, and they did -- but not everyone out there is so reasonable. You can watermark your photos to prevent this sort of thing from happening. But is there any way to find your photos online to see they're being used inappropriately? It turns out that there are a couple of ways to keep an eye on your photos. Your photos are vulnerable Before we go any further, though, allow me to emphasize that whenever you post a photo on the Internet, there's a potential for theft. There is no way to completely protect a p
Bombs & Blings
                  Manly will be running his autos from 3pm Futime Friday, Nov.13, 2009  INTO Saturday, Nov. 14, 2009 ...He has offered this:If you rate 500 pics you will get bombed when he activates his bomb. Rate 1000 you  will get bombed and 1 credit bling, Rate all his pics you will be bombed and a 3 credit bling of your  choice...You will need to comment on every pic that you rate...Because rater/ratee gets mixed up. Fumail him by 1:30pm Futime on Sat. telling him you have rated the 500 needed to be bombed as he will be bombing during his Happy Hour @2pm Futime on Sat. and he needs time to compile the bombing list...If you rate enough to be blinged, Fumail him before his autos expire (3pm Futime on Sat.)...He's trying  to reach level 38 so let's help him and ourselves at the same time!!!His link is below Manly - "82nd Demon Slayer" - fuowned by Insane Melody!@ fubar             
Entrance Music!
So, as many of you know, I have a fight coming up on the 21st which is SOON!!! I feel I am ready. I only have one problem, I need help choosing an entrance song. I have it narrowed down to 4 selections, which are below. Please help me choose one. I would prefer if possible ya'll help me choose just from the 4 listed below and not any other suggestions. Of course I blogged this rather than mummed it since I have more than 2 choices. I don't care which one of these I walk out too because I like them all. So which ever one ya'll like the most, will be it!! :D Thanks again ya'll, and MUCH LOVE! :P "Mad Izm" by Channel Live "Evil Streets" by Onyx & Wu-Tang "Release Yo'self" by Method Man "Shook Ones Part 2" by Mobb Deep
To The Man I Love
  I have survived the lose of my childhood, the lose of babies growing inside of me, of my innocence when I was young.  I survided the lose of loved ones and the loss of friends.   I will survive the loss of you. If I have to I will survive it Ok But My Love Theres always a way When things look like theres no way remember theres a way To do the impossible To survive the unservivable Theres alwaya a way and you, you and I have this in common we're inspired In the face of the impossible We're inspired So if I can offer one piece of advise to you Today if you become frightened Instead become INSPIRED.  
The Dark Lover ( The Vampires Song)
From the dark of the night I hear,Your call as you draw near.I open the window and await,The arrival of my dark mate.Yours is the beauty of the night,I'm just a moth trapped by your light.I want you as my dark wife,and for that I gladly sacrifice my life.Into my neck your fangs you sink,And of my blood you deeply drink,As you take what you need to live,Your own blood to me you freely give.When the last human in me does expire,and into darkness I am born Vampire.Children of the night we'll be,You, My love and me.With hunger for the blood we need,Together we will hunt and feed.For our own selfish sake,The life's of innocents we must take.And when in Tomb from daylight we do hide,I will lie contented at your side.and with a shroud used as a cover,I'll lay down with my DARK LOVER.
Help The Needy
I'm Not A Poet....but..
...what I am about to place in words for all to see has been rattling in my head for weeks..possibly months. i have seen some of mankind's distaste for itself wrought upon others, and have come oh so close to adding my stamp to the havoc that others would have had to endure. thankfully, i was forgiven,, but it was a close thing.      I am not a poet...so bear with me.           may all your days be merry, and may all your days be bright. Your sounds of joy and laughter, may they all be happy and light.  to the soldier of this nation, whether the clothes be that of Delta, beret be red, black, or Green. Be you Seal.....be you Ranger..be you from a unit in the back, your support is not unseen. Stop just for a moment, and find a place to kneel. GOD gave us all a heart you see, and it's that place in which we feel...... LET THE GUNS OF WAR BE SILENT, JUST ONCE ......THIS SPECIAL WAY. MAY PEACE AND GOODWILL BE UPON YOU ALL, THIS JOYOUS CHRISTMAS DAY.        from the bottom of my heart.......
Two Horses
  Two Horses   Author - unknown Just up the road from my home  is a field, with two horses in it. From a distance, each horse  looks like any other horse.  But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing....  Looking into the eyes of one horse  will disclose that he is blind.  His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him.    This alone is amazing.  If you stand nearby and listen,  you will hear the sound of a bell.  Looking around for the  source of the sound,  you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field.  Attached to the horse's halter  is a small bell  It lets the blind friend know  where the other horse is,  so he can follow. As you stand and watch these two friends,  You'll see that the horse with the bell  is always checking on the blind horse,  And that the blind horse  will listen for the bell  and then slowly walk  To where the other horse is,  Trusting that he will not be l
The Toll
Though you never can forget,It's so simple to pretend:Claim that you are not a threat,Promise them that you're their friend,Never showing them your face,Never touch them with your soul.Keep it hidden, every trace;Only you will pay the toll.Gazing through the looking glass, it's there until you die:The darker part of you is standing, covered by your lies.Can you fight it?Can you free it?Are you in control?Or is it you inside of it, your core as dark as coal?Is the shell you hide inside the image that you show?Are you good or are you bad, or can you even know?Don't you wish you could forget?Too bad, 'cause that's your toll.
Poems
"EQUALITY" By: Matthew Pennison I know I will be blissful during the rest of my days I will be happy and not because of wealth or fame My quest for knowledge and equality will suffice my humanly hunger For me there is no need to sit back and wonder Havent people seen enough devastation? Don't they believe enough of their time has been wasted? How long will it be before they see the truth and face it? I wasted so much time on so many irrelivant things. I tossed aside what's most important  with an arrogant fling. nonchalantly i held my head up high. I was ignorant and blind to the truth and not caring if i lived or die. i didnt care for me so i definetly didnt care about you. I know thats sad to say, but what's even worst is that it was the truth. Thank God that's all past tense,and it doesn't matter if you don't believe. Nothing will cut me short and sucsess i will achieve. Actions speak louder than words so i know i have more work to do. I'm sorry for those whose ti
Lyrics
My sin is treachery. I say one thing and do other Lies caught up dying With your tyranny Deep inside of me Put yourself in my place And feel what I feel I'm into deep with you My little tragedy I'm into deep with you My little tragedy With your slavery you on top of me with your nails in my face scratch in bleeding I'm in to deep with you And all you do is Fucking hurt me. I'm into deep with you My little tragedy I'm into deep with you I'm falling like a stone into water And when you learn to swim You want to pick me up again I'll be gone Driven to see. Ahhh ahhhh ahhhhh ahhhh I'm into deep with you My little tragedy I'm into deep with you My little tragedy
Poems
Love is a war, love is not something you can just throw away.  Love can find you anytime, and anywhere.  Love will always hurt you in some way, but in the long run it is all worth it.  Some find it quickly while some take almost their entire life looking for the right kind of love.  Love can be wonderous, love can burn the soul, love can be anywhere, but sometimes a person gets unlucky and the never find the love they were looking for. 
My Very First Blog...
So Ive decided to go home for thanksgiving.  well, not home really but to Portland to see family. I wasn't going to because my family is too crazy when theyre all together, but it beats sitting at home watching Lonesome Dove. Doubt my families craziness?  Every year they think this is a good idea. And every year it ends with everyone getting drunk, and at least two people fighting. My favorite was a few years ago when my cousin called her alcoholic mom a bitch and a cunt, and they decided at 2 in the morning to take the kids and drive, presumably blackout drunk, from northern WA to Portland, OR.  We all turn into kids when we're together. the cousins all act like we're teenagers, and cause trouble. and my mom and her sisters rehash fights from thirty years ago, til theyre all crying.  The dads just quietly drink and talk about how much the rest of us suck.  Here's to another fun thanksgiving On the plus side, I'm going back to my hometown for a night.  the night before thanksgiving, e
Tony's Gawt It - Aka - Tag, I'm It
Tony smacked me around n forced me to share…I did this last year, I’m not going to look to see what I wrote so I may wind up repeating myself.  That being said, this is difficult for me but I’m going to try to share some things that I don’t normally share.1.  I recently started therapy, I tried this once before but I was not ready to really open myself up to someone and did not have a therapist that I was entirely comfortable.   We haven’t gotten anywhere too deep yet, but I’m hoping to make some progress.2.  I’m honestly working on trying to be more open with people, it’s difficult for me to share my feelings with people because, well, letting people close to me is frightening.  I usually deflect with jokes or sexual inuendo.3.  I sleep with 5 pillows because even after 4 years it’s hard for me to get comfortable and fall asleep alone.4.  My brother died in a car accident when he was 17 and I was 22.  I still miss my him terribly
My Poker Site
61/8/25/10 sabbath bloody sabbath-underling meaning about the big lies that we are afraid to even think much less speak.and what to do after..dealing with an inevitable truth of understanding humans will or at least a want of a will to survive death itself... and the imagination and the power over men that those thought have become.   devil worship.. deth metal.......... opposing good,being bad.. wearing black..strong willed opposition to any control media..ie god, president. king. police. teacher.parent............general overall rebellion is often confused with devil worship..claims to worship the devil.. god ,,deity, demon , spirit, other then the god of person naming said "devil worshiper" often results in that label.   love and hate,,and or forced spiritual love,instilled in early even before birth,in most people in ages..tangle and intangible peeking into the powers of the mind really..for the state of yourself can and has dramatically been influenced time and time again in m
App To My Heart
Someday
Love the lyrics of this song.... JEALOUS Jealous of the girl who caught your eye One of my darker days When you looked at her, where was I Should've been in her place Here I am, all alone imagining What might have been, what could've been if I had been there Jealous of the one whose arms are around you If she's keeping you satisfied Jealous of the one who finally found you Made your sun and stars collide La la la la la la la She's a very, very lucky girl La la la la la la la Jealous of the girl who won your heart They say it's a perfect match She's gonna get to be where you are And it don't get better than that She say you're fine, whisper words I wished were mine What might have been, what could've been if I had been there And you know I'd fight the good fight If I thought I'd changed your mind But if she makes you happy Then I'll leave that dream behind Then she better treat you right And give you everything 'Cause the moment that she doesn't I'll be waiting in the wing SOMEDAY
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I Want This Girl
I want this Girl I'm the girl who will put my head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you.  I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like; I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms.  I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me.  I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it.  And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.  I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss. I'
Still Unbroken
Broken bones, broken hearts Stripped down and torn apart A little bit of rust I'm still running Counting miles, counting tears Twisted road, shifting gears Year after year It's all or nothing But I'm not home I'm not lost Still holding on to what I got Ain't much left No there's so much that's been stolen Guess I've lost everything I've had But I'm not dead, at least not yet Still alone, still alive Still unbroken I'm still alone, still alive I'm still unbroken Never captured, never tamed Wild horses on the plains You can call me lost I call it freedom I feel the spirit, in my soul It's something Lord I can't control I'm never giving up While I'm still breathing I'm not home I'm not lost Still holding on to what I got Ain't much left No there's so much that's been stolen Guess I've lost everything I've had I'm not dead, at least not yet Still alone, still alive Still unbroken I'm still alone, still alive Still unbroken I'm still unbroken Still unbroken Like the wind, like the
Life
I feel so unsure as I take your hand an lead you to the dance floor.As the music dies something in your eyesCalls to mind a silver screen and you're its sad goodbye.I'm never gonna dance againguilty feet have got no rhythmThough it's easy to pretendI know you're not a fool.I should have known better than to cheat a friendAnd waste a chance that I've been given.So I'm never gonna dance againthe way I danced with you.Time can never mend the careless whispers of a good friend.To the heart and mind ignorance is kind.There's no comfort in the truthpain is all you'll find.I'm never gonna dance againguilty feet have got no rhythm. . .Never without your love.Tonight the music seems so loudI wish that we could lose this crowd.Maybe it's better this wayWe'd hurt each other with the things we want to say.We could have been so good togetherWe could have lived this dance foreverBut now who's gonna dance with me? - Please stay.And I'm never gonna dance againguilty feet have got no rhythm. . .No danc
War
 For too long have we kept letting ourselves get killed. For too long have we not wanted to take life from those who wish us dead. For too long have we not defended our beliefs because we hold value in the sacredness of life. No more we will stand by and let them kill us anymore. It ends in this lifetime for good or for bad!!  Now  we fight for ourselves  and our faith and beliefs.  Now  we kill and we die for our belief and our right to live. Peace will come to this planet or not at all.  Now is the time for our magic to unite. The children of the gods who practice magic we will live or die. They started this war and with our magic and our beliefs we will end it once and for all!! Yes we may have persecuted them but thats because we were trying to avoid this war. Sacrafice the few to save the many, we tried and failed. We are outnumbered but we are stronger than they are. Our strength comes from true faith and belief in what we do and how we live. Success is not promised. Even now I w
Cam Rules For Ck2 (back In Full Effect)
CK2 NEW CAM RULES EFFECTIVE IMMEDIATELY !!! 1)On slow nights cams can be used by selected Staff or a Member that has been with us for a min. of 2 weeks at least. On busy nights staff is allowed 1hr max up on cam, Non Staff is allowed 30mins.....Subject to change as needed. Check in with Owner/Manger *if online* for cam Info. 2)Absolutly NO flashing before 9pm Est...Flashing is acceptable after 9pm Est. IF you break our No flashing rule You will lose your cam privliages 3)IF you want to go up on cam ask a Manager so they can make sure there is a cam open for you to go on. 4)IF you do NOT ask a manager and you boot someone off cam you will.... a)get a warning from a Manager b)lose cam rights *for a week or more..up to Owners/managers*
Role Play
She asked that they pretend to be strangers. As she walks in the door, she sees him sitting at a table in the back. He looks up, not quite sure, yes that is her he thinks. Their eyes meet as she makes her way across the room. She is dressed in black. A skirt, with boots exposing a hint of leg and a low cut blouse showing the swell of her breast. As she reaches the table they smile. "Mind if I sit with you? " she asks. "No, please do." he replies. They sit quietly, making idle conversation. She is nervous, and orders a shot of tequila with her beer. Sliding closer to him she takes his hand and places it under the table, into her skirt, allowing him to touch her, letting him know she isn't wearing anything underneath. His hand lingers a moment trailing along the edge of her pussy. He takes her hand and lays it in his lap, on his hard cock. Both of them breathing harder, look at each other, acknowledging that they are about to play out the fantasy that has already been scripted for them.
New Fubar Policy
Starting on Thursday, we will begin enforcing a new policy for primary photos / avatars and it will apply to everyone. This does not effect non-primary photos (i.e.: random stuff in your photo albums), only the photo that you select to be next to your name everywhere on the site.   The policy will be:   * no bare chests. (men, or women... duh)   * no lingerie, bras, or underwarez.   * nothing deemed sexually suggestive, at our discretion.     Any primary photos which we find in violation of the policy will be marked as NSFW (even if they wouldn't normally have been marked NSFW had they NOT been a primary photo). Repeated offenses will result in suspension and/or removal of your account (the same as if you break other rules on the site, repeatedly).     We want as many people to have fun and enjoy the site as possible and quite frankly, some of you who've been abusing our lenient primary photo policies have started turning fubar.com into somethi
Lounge Stuffs
Want to Spread Holiday Wishes in The Anti-Lounge? Share the Love! It's the holiday season again, and we're looking for you to help share your holiday memories with us on K-IRB, the Internet's F'n Rock Station, which is broadcast in our home, The Anti-Lounge! All we're asking is for two little things. A happy holiday message, something to the effect of... Hi, this is Bubbles, wishing you and yours a safe and happy holiday season! Of course, don't use my name, silly! We're also asking you to share your best Holiday memory. It can be anything you like, and we'll broadcast it on the air at K-IRB heard in The Anti-Lounge, at least once an hour until December 25th. It's simple. Call 631-206-6591Leave the messageThat's it! It's my first Holidays with K-IRB, so help me out? Come on and share the holiday spirit with your friends in The Anti-Lounge on the Internet's F'n Rock Station, K-IRB. Thanks! Bubbles Join us in Also in the Anti-Lounge
Princess Blogs
i dnt care what you've heard about me, i know who i am & if your real with me, you will know too. for those who dont know me;ive seen it all, done it all but i guess its just the beginning. my birthday is on may 25th so dnt forget =] ive been living on my own since i was 18. im portuguese & greek.. cant get any better than that!! i feel that im more portuguese cause i was raised mostly around my mom side of the family. i dont need to pretend im something that im not. i work my ass off for everything i have & everything i want..thats how i was raised & thats how i will always be. i love going out, but id rather spend a night with that special person then go out & party every weekend. theres days where i like to just stay home & relax..watch movies, get all cuddly..you know. im probably nothing like what you'd ever expect. dont judge me, cause most likely im not the girl you think i am..im way smarter then you think & i have no problem proving you wrong. once you think you know me; ill p
Poems
My soul is tired, My heart's grown weak, And I don't want to compete. I don't want to hide the way I feel, Yet I'm tired of everything that men steal.   I hate my inability to trust, But when things seem off, this I must. Do to protect my fragile heart, So I won't again fall apart.   You refuse to understand, Or you simply can't. Maybe we should have just stayed friends. Then you wouldn't get impatient.   But in going back I'd lose you all together, So I feel this i must weather. I know I want you, if you are as you seem. But for another your love does stream.   And you can say it's only friends, This, for you, may be true. But I'm not stupid I've played these games, and what she feels may differ from you.   I feel caught in the crossfire,
Stuff
200: My middle name is: plain199: I was born in: a hospital room198: I am really: a martian197: My cell phone company is: ripping me off196: My eye color is: hazel green195: My shoe size is: 7194: My ring size is: unknown193: My height is: 5'6’’192: I am allergic to: morons191: My 1st car was: crashed into a Mt side190: My 1st job was: where I met my ex husband189: Last book I read: long and it dragged out188: My bed is: in the bedroom187: My pet: is furry186: My best friend: is a butthead185: My favorite shampoo is: in the shower184: AIM name: is MIA183: Piggy Banks are: supposed to full of coins182: In my pockets: stuff181: On my calendar: days and dates180: Marriage is: a crazy institution179: Sponge Bob can: kiss my ass178: My mom: is the meanest person on Earth177: The last three cd's I bought were: bought a lonnnnnng time ago176: Last YouTube video watched: was in a mumm recently175: How many cousins do you have? 4174: Do you have any siblings: yep173: Are your parent
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My Parents !!!!
this happened after I went to work this morning. we had a home invasion of sorts... Couple guys tried to get in from back and front of our house. Luckily my Dog (Cindy Lou) was here because she stopped the guy in back. Mom went out for morning cigarette and coffee. didnt see him in the back yard. Cindy Lou chased him and got a piece of him.... Dad went out front and the other guy fought with him. Mom came back in with the dog. Dad was screaming and fighting. the dog went after that guy and mom dialed 911.... My dog is ok after being kicked ... My dad is not all that ok. hes in the hospital after fighting this guy. hit over the head with something and cuts / bruises.... Im so upset right now because the police never notified me until hours later before I left work.. I got home and began writing this.... Now im more pissed off at the police and these 2 idiots who tried or did hurt my family. before coming home I went to the Hospital for Mom and see how dad was doing... I
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In The Whirlwind Of Eternal Misery
Here I go. On and on. With no place to go. Stuck inside, this neverending whirl of life, Can’t get out, It’s draining my energies, my passions. No more care, no more love, but only fate and defeat. Forever hatred is coming. Death is already here. Filled with poison, anger, fear, nothing more. Slowly dying, an intense, miserable death. .. .. I’m hurting, more and more as the seconds go by, No one cares, I’m my only survivor. All else watch me decay. Its sucking the little energy I have left. Spiraling round and round with no end, Just sit there and watch me become obliterated. .. .. Anybody! Anybody! Hear me! Help me! I’m stuck in this whirlwind forever spinning. Just sit there and watch my misery. Watch me get hurt, tormented, and die. You take pleasure in my own torment. You love watching it rip and tear me to shreds. .. .. Go away! Suffocate! Die! Help me! I need you! I want you! Finish him. Forget him. Trash him. Stay in your et
Here I Stand
so i standi stand here alonewith tears slowly rolling down my face.from all the pain youve forever causedyet you wouldnt be able to tellthe night is crying tonight tooso tonight we cry togetheras I stand here aloneI know that if u saw me right now youd laugh at melaugh at all the painall the pain that you causethats filled my eyes till they are over flowingthe pain slowly rolls down my face but tonight u cant see itthe night is trying to help me by letting my pain flow threw itso tonight Im feeling so cold and alonethe night is trying but all it does is make me more alone and cold.so to night I stand here alone where u left meyet Im still alone waiting for uforever now Im dead insidethere was no way for me to get warm without you by my sideso forever now do I stand alonewith both me and the night cryingfor the love that you never cared aboutfor all the time i gave to youfor all the tears that are now rolling down my facethat you will never see because of the rainfor all the times I gav
An Infantryman
(Reprinted without permission from Henderson)If you’re an Infantryman:-Underwear is entirely optional at all times-who wears underwear?-You have pooped in the same bag you ate from.-You put that bag into your Ruck next to your sleeping bag.-You’ve pooped in a hole more than a porta potty-Every time you poop, you tell everyone everything about it.-You go on missions with your fly undone so you can piss while pulling security.-You have no problem running 5 miles drunk.-You have no problem maxing a PT Test drunk.-You have no problems doing a 12-mile road march drunk.-You have no problems but drinking problems, and you don’t think it’s a problem at all.-You would fight for a guy you barely know, as long as he’s an Infantryman.-You’d fight your best friend, even though he’s an Infantryman.-Monday morning formation should be taped and sent in to the Howard Stern Show.-You know someone who has done the following:1. Pissed themselves, shit themselves,
As Real As It Gets
IM NOT SURE HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE THE SAME PROBLEM BUT BEING A SINGLE DAD HAS MADE IT SO HARD TO DATE. I WORK ALL WEEK AND WEEKENDS ARE THE ONLY TIME I GET WITH MY LIL GIRL. EVERY GIRL I HAVE DATED SINCE MY BABIES MOMMA HAS NOT LASTED MORE THAN COUPLE WEEKS. IT LIKE IM NOT WORTH ALL THE HASSLE WITH MY BAGGAGE. NEED SOME ADVICE
Waxing Poetic
We're snowed in ... and the lights flicker. Surrounded, trapped. Voices echo across the fallen snow. It's so bright we forget it is the dead of night. How easy to dismiss our fears to explain away our fright. How sad to come across your demons in the dead of night.   3/1/09 JGH   Your ribbons of need surround me wrap themselves around me Bind you to me You see through me
Writing
Not many of you know what exactly I have  personally been dealing with. But I will tell you. For the last few months my Dad's health was going down hill, local Dr.s couldn't give him a straight answer. He eventually went to Duke in search of answers. Less than a month ago  My Daddy was diagnosed with ALS. Our whole family is now banding together to now raise money for further studies and to help with taking care of the one who are diagnosed. I don't normally do this or let people know much about my family cause its personal, I'm going to post a like in here that is to a website the page it willt ake you to is for my Dad. it will give you a lil info on ALS if you don't know what it is. There is a walk in Wilmington, NC on April 17th from 9 am - 10 am it will take place at UNCW. I'm asking this of anyone who can help. If you are in the area join the walk, if you aren't please donate, it would help so much.This would mean alot to me. I'll post the link in here but if you have any other qu
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Praying 4 You .....
Praying For You ...... Haven’t been in church sinceI don’t remember whenThings were going greatTil they fell apart again. So I listened to the preacherAs he told me what to doSaid you can’t go hating otherswho done wrong to you! Sometimes we get angryBut we must not condemnLet the good Lord do his jobAnd you just pray for them.I pray your brakes go outRunning down a hillI pray a flower pot fallsFrom a window sill ...And knocks you in the head like I’d like to!I pray your birthday comes and nobody callsI pray your flying high when your engine stallsI pray all your dreams never come trueJust know wherever you are ... Honey, I pray for you!Really glad I found my way to churchCause I’m already feeling better and I thank God for the wordsSo I’m gonna take the high roadAnd do what the preacher told me to doYou keep messing up ..... And I’ll keep praying for you!!I pray your tire blows out at 110I pray you pass out with your best friendAnd wake u
Britt's Spot
BOYS BOYS BOYS. Oh how much fun they can be. but dont be fooled by me. you might think I like you... but you're thinking a little bit too much about yourself. you might think you know me.... but you have no idea. I'm not your typical girl. I flirt. but I don't feel. I'm not a clingy controlling bitch like most these days. I never have one guy...Most R Friend! because wheres the fun in that? but don't get me wrong... I'm no whore. I'm just not into relationships that never seem to last..... because they're a waste of time. I don't plan on settling down anytime soon. I have the rest of my life to live. why be held down by someone? I'm not like any girl you'll ever meet. I don't care if you talk to other people I don't see a ring on this hand. Other girls don't phase me... Because i'm most likely talking to another guy. Or they are!! I'm always on the road so don't expect me to be latched to your hip. I'm not the type for commitment because I do whatever the fuck I want. Just let
My Old Frnds
2 all my old frnds plz send frnd requst my old profile was deleted n i miss u all dearly,,,so plz help me put 2 get u'all bck as my fam n frnds kisses Kady Grey,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,name on proflie is Grey n id#3694892,,,plzz hurry ,,,,need rates to get goin again
Try This
Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people you like and include me. You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (band name)." ← not doing this   Pick an artist: Dave Matthews Band   Are you male or female: Monkey Man   Describe yourself: Best of whats around   How do you feel: So right   Describe where you live: The space between   If you could go anywhere, where would you go: Louisiana Bayou   Your favorite form of transportation: Two step   Your best friend is: Bartender   You and your best friends are: True reflections   Whats the weather like: Grey Street   Favorite time of day: Sleep to dream her   If your life was a tv show, what would it be called: One sweet world   What is life to you: Help myself   Your current relaitionship: So Right   Your fears: What will become of me?   Thought of the d
My Juicy Peach...
I glide my fingers over your velvet soft hairAnd admire the ripeness of your smooth blushed skinGathering you in close I can smell the sweet scent of youThe anticipation of how you must taste making my mouth water I run my tongue along your groove and kiss you deeplySinking my teeth gently into your virgin pink fleshBeads of nectar wet my lipsMaking my hunger for you all the moreI will myself to slow down and delight in your giftTrying to catch your essence as it dripped down my chinI push you harder to my mouthMy tongue deeper into your coreAnd eat you from the inside outDrinking greedily every droplet that flows from youAnd when you have poured all you are into meI will lick up what is left of you on my fingersFor you were made to be savoured Not simply devoured My juicy peach
Reviews
I don't normally feel compelled to blog about the movies I watch, but this one is different. I love scary movies, but alas I hardly ever see a good one anymore - one that is actually SCARY. Paranormal Activity is an exception. It is the first time in many years that I have felt my skin crawl whilst watching a movie, and it is the first time in just as long that I've laid in bed awake a while, feeling uneasy. I don't want to give anything away about the movie, so I'll just say that if you're a fan of the genre then watch this one!  
Holier Than What?
My Angel
I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up, I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up, I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up and if this is a dream then damn sure don't wake me up; but if this is truely reality then please lord don't make it a fatality...Lord hear my cries and hear my pleads if this is truely an angel you have brought onto me then guide us into the path so that we may be for all eternity...As I sit here with my back up against the wall I swore I would not fall, but as I look to see it is me who is slippin and fallin and I can’t get up…I have wished in my dreams for an angel to come onto me to show me there is true love waiting for me, but is this all a dream or is it reality…I need reality with out fatality if im gona slip and fall then I need to slip and fall in to the arms of my angel for all eternity! ©WMW2009
Drunk
  "Transition from Arkansas to South Carolina"! Part 1 Current mood:  drunkCategory: Life Dude's, after my divorce I've been lost for the last 6 years.  So after 15 beers, 3 shots of Jager, 2 pints of Vodka, 3 Twinkies and a Snickers bar with a shot of Jack I decided to go on a quest and I figured out it would be a hard one.  After my 16th beer and 8th shot of Jack I decided "Ohh well, I'll take a piss and we'll get this show on the road!"  Unfortunatly my water was shut off, so don't drink the worm...  So I walked to the door and realized that it's 16 below 0 out there and I lost all my clothes in the damn divorce.  Thats when I came to the conclusion that there's still half a bottle of Jack, 2 beers, a shot of Jager, 3 twinkies and half a snickers bar.  So I looked at the dog, petted her, and let her know I needed to take yet another piss, damn worm.  After I peed in her water bowl, thinking it was my bathroom, forgetting I didn't have one (damn worm again!). 
A.r.k.
A.R.K. Act of Random Kindness   ARK stands for Act of Random Kindness ARK has always been around but with much thought and help from God I have decided to make ARK known to Fubar! ARK is a group of people all working together to give love to Random people on Fubar and all across the world for that matter! Acts of Random Kindness don't require a whole lot of time or effort, but they can scignifialy improve another person's day! To be blunt Acts of Random Kindness shocks people! What's it going to hurt to take a few minutes out of your day to help bring joy and goodwill to someone other then yourslf for once? By giving a little can do a whole alot... crazy huh? Not at all its actully pretty amazing! I'm sure you have noticed as well as me that there's not awhole lot of love spread around threw Fubar or the world! Just giving even your time to someone you have never met pays off in the long run... you might be saying no it don't... but think of all that you have, think of the gre
Voodoo
The funniest turf feed evermade by one chicken...from top to bottom December 18, 2009 in a quiet turf called VooDoo Nitrofish=> fu...: [pvt]: srry Fuc.... he has geared up...... fuckin' shitpants..... SEXY SKITTLE PIRATE JOLLY ROGER (OWNED BY ALWAYSASMILE)'s mob of 500 fought with: 68 Leopard II Main Battle Tanks, 4 Blast Shelters, 7 Tactical Utility Vehicles, 496 Full-Body Tactical Armors, 500 M134D Gatling Guns, 425 Armored Trucks........Tasty Voodoo Ch...: [pvt]: but yet still you winTasty Voodoo Ch...: [pvt]: fuck shitpantsTasty Voodoo Ch...: [pvt]: he done buyed his way out nitroTasty Voodoo Ch...: [pvt]: blinging fuckerTasty Voodoo Ch...: shitpants, think of your turf and just surrender, we will not go away!!!!Tasty Voodoo Ch...: or do you not care for what they want?Tasty Voodoo Ch...: stupid prideTasty Voodoo Ch...: [pvt]: let his people fuck with that notionTasty Voodoo Ch...: see unlike you we do not block our enemies bring itTasty Voodoo Ch...: [pvt]: I will get the dickwe
Meanie Pants For Friends!!!
Nothing I ever do for you people is good enough... I HATE YOU ALL!   HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUGH.... I will eat my pancakes as i wish mister!!! I heart you cause your my bff with a penis. Listen Witchie I will sleep where i choose in our spooning... YOU CANT TAKE WHAT YOU WANT!!! also its not nice to hoe out a pregnant lady then make her buy you a cheese steak. Witty i love you but im not funny today so i didn't comment but i do heart you and nice hair. Theonlygallo you will have multiple children if you don't be nice to me.. and im talking double digits fucker.... For those i haven't mentioned you have not pissed me off "YET" today and i love you *PUKES ON EEL* Wicked and her FETUS!
A Journey To Darkness
Hanging by the rope of death,With eyes so vein, and no breath.My mind is thinking what is wrongAs My spirit sings deaths song.Before my death, a note i did write.With somber words, on paper white."Dear my love, I promise you,To always be there, and be true.""The one I gave my heart away.I remember it like it was yesterday.I was walking down your street one nightAnd as I passed, I over heard a fight.""You stormed right out, with eyes of red,Thats when You turned to me and said,'You wanna get out of this stupid town?'You said, 'I'm sick of being the clown!'""I took you to my humble abode,And to my surprise, later it snowed.We drank hot cocoa till we passed out,Thats when I saw our love did sprout.""I leave this world, to leave the pain,To leave the work, and from going insane.To leave the love I had for you;To leave the dog and the children too.Goodbye cruel world, and the love within.I leave all love, with vice and sin.I leave this world to go up above.I leave the world, goodbye." Signe
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People
I got to say one thing... Well more than one thing..but it all gos together. I am so freakin tired of people bitchin when I don't have time to talk to them..of people saying I am snobbin them..etc. 1:  I do not live on here I can not ignore you if I am only on here a few minutes lately. If you got a problem with me..tell me .. not go telling someone else about it. I ainm tired people thinking that they bought ya a bling..or gift in the past..that you owe them. I have blinged back also..and done stuff to help my friends. If you think I owe you..then just delete me because I do not need friends like that. I never asked you to buy me stuff..that is your choice. I am sorry again..if you feel I ignore you. It is the holidays ..and time to spend with family.  I will not be on here much. I will also not be on much next month due to my surgery. So.. anyways.. anyone got a problem with me.. you can bad mouth me here or in a box.. but don't be a backstabber. If you think I owe you.. jus
Blugh
Well, I think it's time for me to leave this place....at least for now.  This place depresses me, and in all honesty, is doing me more harm than good. Feel free to PM me is you want another way to talk, (unless you already have it, then you are one step ahead).  To the rest, good riddence, I hope you enjoy your lives.
Honesty
“I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard
Learn Chinese
LEARN CHINESE IN 5 MINUTES!!! Here ill teach you. Say the words out loud. 1) That's not right -- Sum Ting Wong 2) Are you harboring a fugitive? -- Hu Yu Hai Ding 3) See me ASAP -- Kum Hia Nao 4) Stupid Man -- Dum Fuk 5) Small Horse -- Tai Ni Po Ni 6) Did you go to the Beach? -- Wai Yu So Tan 7) I bumped into a coffee table -- Ai Bang Mai Fa Kin Ni 8) I think you need a face lift -- Chin Tu Fat 9) It's very dark in here -- Wai So Dim 10) I thought you were on a diet -- Wai Yu Mun Ching 11) This is a tow away zone -- No Pah King 12) Our meeting is next week -- Wai Yu Kum Nao 13) Staying out of sight -- Lei Ying Lo 14) He's cleaning his automobile -- Wa Shing Ka 15) Your body odor is offensive -- Yu Stin Ki Pu 16) Great -- Fa Kin Su Pah
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Perfect Mate
Warning: 2010 Census - Cautions From The Better Business Bureau
Be Cautious About Giving Info to Census Workers by Susan Johnson With the U.S. Census process beginning, the Better Business Bureau (BBB) advises people to be cooperative, but cautious, so as not to become a victim of fraud or identity theft. The first phase of the 2010 U.S. Census is under way as workers have begun verifying the addresses of households across the country. Eventually, more than 140,000 U.S. Census workers will count every person in the United States and will gather information about every person living at each address including name, age, gender, race, and other relevant data. The big question is - how do you tell the difference between a U.S. Census worker and a con artist? BBB offers the following advice: ** If a U.S. Census worker knocks on your door, they will have a badge, a handheld device, a Census Bureau canvas bag, and a confidentiality notice. Ask to see their identification and their badge before answering their questions.  However, you should never invite
Here And There
Where can i start with this one.. We all can relate. Good times..bad times. Economy has sucked the US dry...jobs are few and far between, you're lucky if you can even get a interview and pray to GOD you'll get a call back for a second interview. If you still have a job, you pray even harder that you don't get laid off. Personally, for me life has thrown me a monkey wrench after monkey wrench this past year. From trying as hard as i can to obtain employment, dealing with my own health issues, to having my teenage son dignosed with a heart condition known as Marfan's Syndrome. Ethan, my son is a very intelligent, strong willed young man who even at 15, surprises me every day. And like every teenager he has his moments where he likes to use the phrase "I know" lmao .. I think that's a parents' worse thing to hear because no they really don't know.. Even as an adult myself.. I don't always know everything. Sometimes, i really don't have all the answers. lol. But, there is a silver lini
Hostile Sayings...
Amazing song from an amazing band... Once more I say goodbye, to youThings happen but we don't really know whyIf it's supposed to be like this, why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?Oh yeah...Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situationRun away try to find a safe place you can hideIt's the best place to be when you're feeling like..Me...(me!)Yeah...(yeah!)All these things I hate revolve aroundMe...(me!)Yeah...(yeah!)Just back off before I snapOnce more you tell those lies, to meWhy can't you just be straight up with honesty?When you say those things in my ear, why do you always tell me what you wanna hear?Oh yeah...Wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe, I'm not feeling this situationRun away try to find a safe place you can hideIt's the best place to be when you're feeling like..Me...(me!)Yeah...(yeah!)All these things I hate revolve aroundMe...(me!)Yeah...(yeah!)Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!)Me...
Shut Up And Listen
He can’t feel the pain The wounds have turned into scars the scares make his skin thick and numb to the pain This makes a man hard It makes him cold The world loses its taste Morality, civility is all irrelevant Can’t feel the pain, do not fit in   The sweltering jungle calls his name, the mosquitoes miss his thick cold blood. The sky does not let rain pour; there is no reason to, he is not there. The ground begs for his sweat. The desert is empty without him; it needs him. The dust storms go unnoticed. The sun has no one to bake. The inches of shadows found under a large boulder goes wasted. He is no there. The cold misses his cold blood. The frigged air has no one to cut and cause blisters. His skin can’t be cracked. The snow can’t melt about him; it can’t blind him with the reflections off of its surface. The morning cold misses the sound of his bone snapping and his joints popping.   He can’t feel the pain His wounds have turned int
Thoughts (works In Progress)
  1. Do not ask for what you can not take. Anything worth having will not just be giving freely. Ever. Everything has a price. 2.Being virtuous is overrated. It’s a sinner’s world. Having virtue while a lofty idea is a fools game. 3.People lie. Even by omission. 4.Do not want. Wanting can lead down the road to despair. If it is something you want try to do without. If you can not than it’s a need and that is a whole other case of worms.  5. Be careful of who or what you need. To need something or someone is to give control to some out side force. Don’t. 6. Remain in control. You control your fate and your destiny. Do not get side tracked by petty wants and diminishing needs. 7. Accept the truth about yourself. Do not live in self denial or have false hope. Try not to hope. Nothing hoped for is guaranteed. 8. Patience is a virtue worth subscribing to. Some things are worth waiting for 9. Look for the truth within The answers can be found in t
Broken
my head is spining with pain my eyes are burnin with tears my heart is brokein by love ive worked my ass off to get this amount of clean time i have ive never been very good at shareing my feelings i opened up my heart to a girl i love she kicked my ass i want to toss all this love and careing shit in the trash go kick some ones ass.ive become such a coward scared to act out on my pain and hate they tell me this to shall pass pray go 2 meetings share my feelings and fears been ten days i want to use this hasnt come to pass ive seen her with him she looks as if shes happy told i should pray for her her im the one whos goin down the pipe  i know this is sad and im a grown man should pick my ass up and move on some time there be some one interrested in me wants to be with me but shes not here now so im left with all this lonelyness and fear mixed with hope that just for today i wont have to use no matter what
Nerd Alert
O Hai guise! n case yew didnt allredy no.....: THIS IS 4CHAN: you have just entered the very heart, soul, and life force of the internet. this is a place beyond sanity, wild and untamed. there is nothing new here. "new" content on 4chan is not found; it is created from old material. every interesting, offensive, shocking, or debate inspiring topic youve seen elsewhere has been posted here ad infinitum. we are the reason for "not safe for work". we are the anonymous army. cross us and you will fail. anonymous is everywhere. you depend on us every day. we bag your groceries, we fix your computers. anonymous sees you before you see him. sitting at desks around the world right now is a nameless, faceless, unforgiving mafia composed of the best of the best. we are 4channers. the people devoid of any type of soul or conscience. products of cynicism and apathy, spreading those very sentiments daily. anonymous is the hardened war veteran of the internet. he does not forgive or forget. we ha
Sliding Through Life
Just sliding through life is never good enough for anyone. If you have to try harder, even just a little, it will make you better and stronger (i hope it would at least). I think all the things I've gone through have done that for me. Easy roads arent always the best ones. We think they are, because they take less effort, but look at the people you have respected in your life. They were usually the people who made it when the going wasnt easy. People who have survived and grew from all the pain. I know I did. The ones who had it easy dont have a hell of a lot going for them. Its the others, those of us, who have climbed the mountains with our heads banged up, our faces scratched, and our shins bleeding, who were worth knowing. They(we) had the ability to be able to share and pass along the things weve seen and been through and to be able to leave our footprints on those roads that the weaker dared never to travel.
Contests That Don't Conform To The Rules Set
I would like to know if anyone else has a problem in getting payouts for specific days with the right amouts posted. This is like the third time I have tried to get into the rating contests and I for one do not think that the person or persons running it is keeping a legimate account of the ratings. I know that they do not pay the amounts offered for the ratings and this is getting to be a habit with some of the payers.   I have gotten to the level I am at by rating only and when the person or persons do not pay what is posted it is very discouraging to say the least.   I can not afford all the frills of bombs and autos and sure as Hell no one will give them to me so I thought entering a contest would be a fun way to aquire these things.  But the way it is looking it has been fruitless and un profitable for me but not the one getting rated. There is 7 more days to the contest and I will see where it ends up. If not a fair contest I will be writing another blog and naming names
Anything
Iran threatens Olympic boycott over logo design Email Print Mon Feb 28 03:51PM Iran has threatened to boycott the London 2012 Olympics unless organisers agree to change the design of the logo. The Iranian government has lodged a formal protest with the International Olympic Committee over the four-year-old logo, claiming that it must be changed since it spells out the word 'Zion'. And the Middle Eastern nation has warned that it will order its athletes to stay at home next summer unless the logo is replaced and its creators asked to explain themselves. "As internet documents have proved, using the word Zion in the logo of the 2012 Olympic Games is a disgracing action and against the Olympics' valuable mottos," the Iranian government wrote in a letter to the IOC, which was released via the state-backed Iranian Students Agency. "There is no doubt that negligence of the issue from your side may affect the presence of some countries in the Games, especially
Tutti Fuckin Fruitti
ahhh tha only good girl is a dead girl, talking mad gibberish, we like our house, barbeque... Im still kinda glad ya were born stooopid... I calls em like I sees em: Murder Black feet black wingsmirrors gone cloudylost fairest of them all reflectionswatched our freefall, having devolved past primalcut to the center, soul born from dead embersashes, once kindled, rose fast burnt awaytha cobwebs and debris, cleared path to tha coreimpossibly infinite- blinking stars reflected on crystal waterendless soul stretches wings incarnatewings shake ice free unfurldirty and gossamer, strong as steelall light and shadow... echo laughing and cryinguncloud mirror, mind, crystal ball long time, Baby
Test Results About Me!
Your result for The Mythological God Test... Cernunnos Indeed, you are 38% erudite, 67% sensual, 63% martial, and 75% saturnine. Cernunnos was one of the most important of all the Celtic Gods. He was the horned God of fertility, sexual love, the wilderness and wild animals. He was known as the stag deity and as such was portrayed with an impressive set of antlers sprouting from his head. Since he was so popular, the Catholic Church discovered that the Celts were extremely resistant to abandoning his worship for the sake of a new religion called Christianity. So the Church decided that instead of ignoring Cernunnos altogether, they would simply incorporate his horned image with the Catholic notion of "Satan." Abracadabra! With a wave of the hand one Celtic Nature God becomes a Christian devil. This is why Western culture often depicts Satan with horns. Apparently the tactic worked since to this day horns are, more often than not, linked symbolically with diabolical matters. This
Freedoms Just Another Word Fer Nothin Left To Lose
crazy in polite societys eyes...perhaps not damaged or morally lost just set apart just lost in thought rough angles rubbed soft I yearn to wander & begin to feel alive in my own matted fur once again recognizing the face in tha mirror not high, enlightened each excess with purpose pain evolves into pleasure unbind myself in tune with a deeper rythm content to be a speck of dust in tha universe looking up from yesterdays primordial mud
My Father
This blog is to tell everyone whats up with me.A lot of you already know but for those who don't,here goes.In November I had to take dad to the doctor and from there to the hospital here at home.After many tests and many doctors they told me that he was "full" of malignacies.A surgeon was called who promptly said to me,"I would not operate on your dad,it wouldn't do any good.His "plumbing" was blocked so we had to then take him to the University of Maryland hospital.They put a stent in to relieve the pressure and allow his system to work for awhile anyway.The doctor at U of M daid to take him home and let him enjoy christmas with his grandchildren.Which he did,as much as he could anyway.He went back to the hospital here at home over the weekend.after stablizing him they talked to me about hospice.My father has end stage pancreatic cancer.Dad came home from the hospital yesterday and the hospice team came shortly after.My dads wish is to be at home and I want for him what he wants..So,t
Boyfriend
You pride yourself on your open, honest relationship. But that doesn't mean you should blurt out any thought that comes to mind. Sometimes, a comment that seems perfectly harmless to you might be hurtful, awkward or just plain irritating to your boyfriend. Excelle has identified 10 such comments. Ignore us at your own risk! 1) "My ex did the exact same thing!" Whether it's a desirable resemblance (they both always hold the door open) or a less desirable one (neither one showers often enough), your boyfriend never wants to hear that he's anything like your ex. Ever. You don’t want him to feel like you're always comparing the two of them, do you? Think about it: Do you really want him to imagine that he does other things just like your ex? Doubtful. Plus, he might think you're still hung up on your former flame. Either way, a comment like this won’t do much for his self-esteem. So the next time you experience boyfriend deja-vu, keep it to yourself. 2) "Helen's pregna
A Getting To Know You Thingiemabob
Getting to Know You Share If you've been tagged or you are reading this, you have the honor of copying all these goofy questions, writing your own response, and tagging 25 other victims. You have to tag me so really you just need 24 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you - but not in a creepy stalker kind of way. To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your title as "Getting to know each other!", tag 25 people including me (tagging is done in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish. 1. What time did you get up this morning? 7:30ish am 2. How do you like your steak? Rare/med rare with s&p 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? The Blindside 4. What is your favorite TV show? Um..Husband hogs the remote 5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? Where I am 6. What did you have for breakfast? Usually oat bran (make it like oat
My Poetry
In the mist of the dark you bring forth light Your smile is so sweet reminding me of the fresh drops of dew on a early morning rose You touch me without knowing it bring me a happiness one that can't be described Dear to my heart our paths crossed and linked as one I am here for you now and always All you have to do is reach out and I will take your hand Be the light in your darkness, your shoulder to lean on and treasure y
The Best
Broken  ~~General Manager @ Military Proud ~~~@ fubar
A Real Good Day!
Today is Spectacular.... because: 1. Even if that ultrasound technician was a cunt the results from the ultrasound make me happy. My baby is a very low risk for Down Syndrome or any other birth defects besides having Jeff and I as parents 2. I went to a low risk Maternity clinic where i met a great nurse and doctors that could perform the delivery. I hear my baby's heart rate for the first time..... 150 beats per minute... 3. Jeff somehow convinced me to go threw Prenatal classes again in my happy mood.. Ill kill him later. 3. for the last 4 days i have not been constipated. 4. I dont feel nauseated and i ate glossettes. 5. I got a new book called the lovely bones and yes i know its going to be a movie but i really prefer reading to watching movies 6. the guy that lives with us hasn't been home in 2 days ever since I left that face book comment "If you live with me you might want to run away for a while" 7. This week the government will finally be paying me and I will go out
Booboo's Thoughts
Nature and HaitiScreaming, shouting and wailingMany houses slumped.War between NATURE and HAITINuclear weapon on Haiti by Nature.Seconds, thousands Haitians destroyed.Nature’s soldiers? None dead.Earthquake, Nature bombs Haiti.Presidential nestUpside down designed rest.Haitian soldiers toothless.UN Forces toothless.Shakes Haiti again Nature’s fire powerAftershock they call it.Wrapped bodies like bin bagsDeposited homeward journey to eternityGrave people many Haitians turned.One to ten days,They rolled away stones.Semi LazarusesRaised from their earth- quaked tombs to life.Goods run desperately out of warehouses,Administering first aid to the helpless.At a time,Complex designs by mechanized birdsIn air for aid sakes.At a time,Like manna from heavenAid parachuted for sustenance.Boots noises all around.Ships resting areas destroyed.Ships unable to vomit its substance from bellyPort -Au -Prince in coma,Unsure when back to life.Some countries,Political beauty like models they fl
Virgos
Virgos are often put down badly by many astrologers and written up as being fussy and narrow-minded. But when a Virgo shines, there is practically no sign to match their inner light. An in-tune Virgo is a treat to meet. When a Virgo is confident within themselves they are the most successful, structured and creative of all the signs. Many Virgos can be found working in the "service to others" industries, ranging from welfare work, doctors, school-teachers through to practising natural forms of healing like massage, herbal remedies etc. One of the most magical characteristics of the Virgo is no matter how many times life or romance turns sour on them, they still manage to maintain faith in others, refusing to become cynical. There is ingenuity around this sign, a kind-heartedness, which unfortunately is sometimes played upon by others for their advantage. Virgos can often become victims of relationship power-games, where they are mistreated. Creative and sensitive, Virgos are delicate p
Hmmm
There comes a moment in time when the world seems to stop. We really don't understand why that is, yet we feel it is something we have done or said.  Is it really wrong not to try to find out the reason? I spend a lot of time thinking of my life where it started, where it lead me and where will it end? Looking back I have seen, felt and understood heartache. More then anyone person should have to withstand. However, I wouldn't trade any of my life's lessons for anything in the world.  I strive to make it through each and every lesson and pray to understand each one at the end of class. Knowing that I have many lessons to go I wonder if I will ever reach the goal of achieving the knowledge that I have written for myself. With each heartache, lonely night, struggle and wisdom I receive I only dream of an understanding at the end of each. For if there is no understanding, then there is no reason. And if no reason, there wouldn't be an understanding. Confused yet? Yeah, Me too. Life is com
Kisses
Below you will find a variety of kiss types. If you find some that catch your fancy, feel free to try them Butterfly Kiss - With your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart. Cheek Kiss - A friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek. Earlobe Kiss - Gently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors. Eskimo Kiss - With your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together. Eye Kiss - Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up towards your partner's eyes and give them a tender kiss on top of their closed eyes. Eyelid Kiss - While your partner is resting/sleeping with eyes closed, very v
It's All About Me And Then Some!
 I don't want bling or money or other fancy gifts, all I want is this T-Shirt Love, The Green Eyed Doll PS: I wear a medium        I don’t know if there is something wrong with the water supply or what have you, but as of the past four days I have had no less than three employees come into my office and cry. There are days when I wish I wasn’t a manager and I could just be responsible for myself. I definitely feel that way today.  I have no clue as to why employees feel their manager is there to listen to all their problems and worst of all it seems as though they want us to give advice. I will be the first to say I am the last person you seriously want to seek advice from for your personal affairs and quite frankly I don’t feel comfortable hearing about all the sordid details of your life. Leave a little mystery to your life; some things are best left unsaid (at work).      I am very well aware of the fact that some people when they lay t
Rantventures
Life
why the sudden change,why the sudden coldness when now more than before there should be closeness.there certain feelings that sometimes shouldn't be expressedbecause you never know when they can be taken for granted.Now I'm feeling some regretSad and lonely in my bedKnowing that I made a mistakeSomething that I can't go back and changeBut I know I must acceptThat certain feeling shouldn't be expressed©Rosana Torres While you SCREAM at your woman, there's a manwishing he could talk softly to her ear... While you HUMILIATE,OFFEND and INSULT her, there's a man flirting with her and reminding her how wonderful she is. While you HURT your woman, there's a man wishing he could make love to her. While you make your women CRY there's a man stealing smiles from her. Live Life for the FUTURE and let the PAST be the PASTLife is too short to dwell over dumb shytCuz real eyes realize real lies*Go0d Girls get down wit da gangstas*
Inquiry
Is felatio or cunnilingus by itself half of 69,  that is 34 1/2 ? Why is it that some of the younger women on fubar want to point me to private porn sites? I had to block someone tonight If anyone has anything to inquire  about me, I will answer to the best of my ability
Spotlight!!!
If I Close My Eyes
Prayers Needed For A Hero..please Read And Repost! (repost)
A Tribute to Tonya A.K.A. Bi Sexy Molly Tonya aka Bi Sexy Molly dies a hero in fatal house fire she saved her sister in laws life, her brother Mickey aka Sr Dark Knight also sins husband just died in Oct. now Tonya and her mom and her 2 sons all died in house fire and the only survivor was Deb A.K.A. Sinfully Delicious and the only reason Deb is still alive is because Tonya saved her life, the National Guard is giving Tonya a medal for being a hero and for all of you who knew her she loved all her friends with all her heart, she will be terribly missed by a lot of us and I'm in need of all of your prayers, Love Deb Here is the links to Tonya's and Deb's page if you would like to stop by and pay your respect's... BI-SEXY MOLLY*~RIP MY SISSY, TONYA SAVED MY LIFE & THE NATIONAL GUARD IS GIVING HER A MEDAL,
What Shoud I Do??
Im tryin to think of a new name for myself, plesae help me out, let me know wat u think my new name should be
Changes
Ok so today I was given a 100$ to spend, there were two rules to spending this money... 1. I had to spend all 100$ on me and 2. I was not allowed to pay bills with it either. So needless to say I was at a total loss as to what to do with the money. Anyone who knows me knows i have a much easier time spending money on other people. I sat for HOURS trying to think of what to spend it on, I asked a few friends and even my mom. After a while i just gave up and found other things to do. Later tonight my mom and i went to the grocery store, and i totally made the mistake of going hunger...lol. BUT i ended up spending almost 100$ on groceries... and not just junk and horribly fatty stuff like i would normally do in such circumstances. I actually bought HEALTHY food. I was so proud of myself, and it got me to thinking. That if i can take the extra effort and try to do this EVERY month or EVERY time i go to the store I can actually make myself feel better and look better. So i am goin
Poetry By Me
Shattered                    The date is November 15And the time is just past twoHad a migraine and needed a shotWe just had too much to do We drove out to get my sisterSo she could sit with me thereMy daughter had an appointment And her dad would take her there Maggie and netta were gabbing awayAnd I was resting my eyesTalking of her work and giggling tooShe talks about the guys Driving along we pulled to a stopAnd started again on our wayWe stopped I heard the loudest popThen a buzz that seems to stay Then I heard voices of fearful painAs we established who was hurtAnd he said I have no more carI couldn't believe how I hurt Am I bleeding my baby cried outNo I think it's aunties armSomeone needs to check on BreezyI cried out with alarm. I looked over at the driverAs I hear him freaking outIts ok please calm down I hear my voice seem to shout I start seeing these men….. assessing the sceneWhere is the pain…. One saidI hear myself saying in my neck and backI can't seem to
Hottie Info
Good Morning Hotties!  I stopped by all of your pages last night to introduce myself and to show you some Hottie love.  I'm going to be the new team Captain while Sexy69 is taking care of some business.  This is a list of the girls on your Hottie team. Please try to leave them some Hottie love everyday. Those of you that are higher up please help the girls at the lower levels to level up. Aryes Team Captainhttp://www.fubar.com/user/3750217 ~PolishGirl~ http://www.fubar.com/user/647986 ~ Mysticpotion ~ http://www.fubar.com/482079 jessicabeth http://www.fubar.com/2159711 ~Velvet Volcano Girl~ http://www.fubar.com/user/3719199 SeXy BiTch69 - Assistant Chief - Team Leader http://www.fubar.com/user/1851759 blue eyes http://www.fubar.com/1442638 Jessa http://www.fubar.com/3748676 CheapN0velty http://www.fubar.com/user/2144919 Mi Amore http://www.fubar.com/user/2322540 HOT Marina http://www.fubar.com/user/144345 BEAUTIFUL DISASTER http://www.fubar.com/user/2321678 Fly http://www
Whats Going On With Nicole!!
Heart Disease and Angina (Chest Pain) The most common symptom of coronary artery disease is angina or "angina pectoris," also known simply as chest pain. Angina can be described as a discomfort, heaviness, pressure, aching, burning, fullness, squeezing, or painful feeling due to coronary heart disease. Often, it can be mistaken for indigestion. Angina is usually felt in the chest, but may also be felt in the shoulders, arms, neck, throat, jaw, or back. If you have this symptom, take notice. If you've never been diagnosed with heart disease, you should seek treatment immediately. If you've had angina before, use your angina medications as directed by your doctor and try to determine if this is your regular pattern of angina or if the symptoms are worse. (This is called unstable angina, see below.) What Causes Angina?Angina is caused when blood flow to an area of the heart is decreased. This impairs the delivery of oxygen and vital nutrients to the heart muscle cells. When this happe
Am I Right?
The crisis revealed weaknesses and gaps in the regulation and supervision of financial institutions and financial markets ... We must continue to do all that can be done to ensure that our economy is never again devastated by a financial collapse.
Fun Thoughts And Convos!
So to introduce this conversation, I need to explain the story. Back about 3 years ago I put a profile up on AFF so I could find partners to make amateur videos with for my website. When I stopped working for the company, I put the profile on there on "standby" so it wasn't viewable and ppl couldn't contact me.   After I moved back to Michigan, I realized that I was missing a few pics that were on my demolished (during the move) laptop. So I went onto AFF to get the pics and it said I had to re-establish my profile to see the pics. So I did, and never shut if off... didn't care to. So after a while I went on there just for curiosity and I had a few emails from guys who seemed to have a little personality substance... this is my convo with one, and tell me if it makes any sense!   Btw, he lives about 2 hours from me                                                                 Mike: Hey there, you seem to be pretty interesting and I like how straight forward your profile is, if
Just Cause I Like It ... Thats Why..
Many Dayz I Cryed My Self to sleepMany Dayz I Asked God To Take MeCause I Knew I Was Goin Down the wrong RoadDidnt Nobody Care aint Wanna Know...Got A Bottle Of Pills Filled To The TopNow I Dont Care About Life, fukin Let It Stop25 Years Old And Im Loosing My MindTrynna Take These Pills to take my life[Chorus:]Oooh WhyWhy Do I Fill This WayIn My LifeO0o0o O0o0And I Cant LieSome Times I Feel Like I Just Wanna Break Down And CryWhy-[Verse 2:]Single Mom With Five KidsAnd UhStill Thinking To My SelfTell Me What It IsWhy You Stay Wit A Dude That Stay Locked UpYou Know He Got Hella Hoes And They Stay Knocked upTell Me Why Are You Giving Him A ChanceCause Baby Girl You Know He Aint A Good..ood Man-[Chorus:]Oooh WhyWhy Do I Fill This WayIn My LifeTell Mee can You Tell MeeAnd I Cant LieSome Times I Fill Like I Just Wanna Break Down And CryOooooooo Oooooooo[Verse 3:]Ummmm Quick To Cock Back You HandAnd Call Her A BitchYou The Man Of The House And You Think Your The ShitBut Were You Go When You F
Haiku's (and Other Wordy Stuff)
You know what blood, be my number one home-boy and bid and stuff, otherwise i'll be all like emotionally scarred and have to get a social worker and stuff and all sorts of shit like that. I belong to you,Do as you please with my soul,I will not object.   Antithesis to PossessedI gave you the gift,the most precious you could have.Look after your toys. You have made me sparkle,Not with guady neon light,but with fine lights, softly bathing my world,authentic and true, as real as the firmament.
Wonder
I wonder if anyone will ever actually read this. I sit here lonely in my room after a boring day at work. Why do I bother ever coming home, there is no one there to ever great me or even want me to come home. There is nothing but emptyness to greet me once I walk home. People wonder why I go to work so early, why stay home in the oppressive lonelyness that is my greeting upon waking. When I die what will I have to look back upon? Who will actually miss me? All those around me have that special someone to warm their lives, and they cant even see it. That is the part that drives me nuts. I am not an evil person. Or even a bad person. Yes I can be demanding but who isnt? I try so hard to make up for a tainted past and I wonder what is the point. It is always someone else that gets the bonus to life. Oh fuck it.
My Eyes
Threw my eyes i have seen sadness Threw my eyes I have seen loneliness Threw my eyes I have seen ignorance Threw my eyes I have seen hate Threw my eyes I have seen hardship Threw my eyes I have seen fear Threw my eyes I have seen insecurity Threw my eyes I have felt tears Threw my eyes have all of these things passed Threw my eyes i have seen sadness   Threw my eyes I have seen loneliness   Threw my eyes I have seen ignorance   Threw my eyes I have seen hate   Threw my eyes I have seen hardship   Threw my eyes I have seen fear   Threw my eyes I have seen insecurity   Threw my eyes I have felt tears   Threw my eyes have all of these things passed
Deep Thoughts By Jack Handy(not), By Mamatang
The past few days my teenage daughter(who just turned 13), just broke up with a  boy. Now, I told her a little bit of what to expect..u know, hurt, anger, hurt, a little drama(considering the age, now), and..well u get my drift. I also told her how to handle this sort of thing, which comes from experience. Lord knows, I've gone thru that cycle, & embarrassed myself a bit with the drama thing..but that's a whole other blog. The last 2 days, she's actually listened to me as she  sees this all unfold. Now given her age, she doesn't come out & say, "Oh Mom, u were so right, Thank You"...Wait I have to stop laughing at that thought..... Ok, she comes out & "pounds it"...if that's the right term..lmao. Her own little way of saying thank you to me(& don't burst my bubble on this one, let me have my moment)..At least she still comes to me. I didn't just tell her what you're supposed to tell a child from a parent about this sort of thing, I told her the truth. Better to break up with someone t
All Alone On Valentine's Day? No Problem!
For those of you who don't have that special someone on Valentine's Day, I've got a few tips on what to do to get you through the day. 1. DON'T GO OUT! If you leave your house, you're gonna see couples     everywhere and you don't want that. 2. Order in food. You could cook dinner for yourself, but, that's just too     depressing. 3. The cable stations will be deluged with chick flicks and the radio stations     will be playing love songs, so, rent some wartime movies ("The Hunt For     Red October," "Das Boot," "Platoon,"  etc.).  OR, anything anti-romantic (i.e., horror). For music? Anything LOUD!; Metal, if you've     got any.     So, there you go and Happy Valentine's Day!  
About Me!
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for her. I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss. I'm the girl who you can ta
Poems.....
My Demon Lover.......   He comes to me late at night, as I sleep wrapped up so tight.   His hair is long, his skin is white. His eyes sing a silent song, He can kill with just one bite.   He approaches me, but never touches the ground. His touch is so cold, He never makes a sound.   His lips are so soft, His kiss is so cold, Just a moment of pain, Is what I am told.   His lips brush my neck, His hand cups my breast. I am feeling so dizzy, As my heart pounds in my chest.   I feel his fangs, Pierce my neck. I feel as tho time is standing still, Just like before a wreck.   He tells me I am special, There is only you and me, He tells me he has given me a gift, When in fact, he has set me free.   By day we look, just like everyone. But by night, A Vampire we shall become.   By: Moketta 2008 The Final Inspection   The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass, He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his br
Wolf Pack Rules
1.No disrespecting other family members.If you have a problem with someone go to staff. 2.must try to rate the daily rate.If you can't plz let staff know. 3.When a level up is posted in stash,you must help,if you cannot help tell the homepage. 4.you may rate nsfw pics if you want to but no one will make you rate them.Use your own judgement. 5.If you donot have a salute pic you will have 30 days to get one.If you cannot get a salute done in that 30 days tell a staff member. 6.If not a computer plz put afk so no one sends you the link for the level ups. 7.Must add all family members to fubar.You can find the members list under stash on homepage. 8.All staff must tell ppl they have joining to put who u are joining through. 9.Plz read any blogs and stashes that are posted to homepage and comment so you get credit. 10.If you want to join this family you cannot have any member of this family blocked.I donot get involved in personal stuff,but this is fubar,if you cannot get along the
Its Finally Happening...
After all these years, Im finally going to get some relief for the pain Ive been having in my knees for 30 years.  Praise God. When I was about 15 years old, I went tooling out on my 10-speed, craving a slurpee.  Along comes a drainage grate ( I didnt see it because it was overgrown with grass) and my front tire collided and Janice went oopsie over the handle bars.  After limping home, Mom took me to the ER, where I was diagnosed with torn ligaments and cartillage  (sp?).  Mom refused to let them go in and repair the damage, so instead I was placed on crutches and in a knee brace for 3 weeks. Skip ahead a year or so..and I went out for the high school track team.  Running was something I loved to do, so I trained for distance and stamina.  On this particular day,  we were competing with an area school..and I was lined up for the 440 relay.  On the 3rd turn, I hit the hurdle head on..but my left foot got tangled in it, and down I went.  Well here we go again, BACK to the ER, back to t
If George Bush Was An Idiot
If George W. Bush had been the first President to need a teleprompter installed to be able to get through a press conference, would you have laughed and said this is more proof of how inept he is on his own and is really controlled by smarter men behind the scenes? If George W. Bush had spent hundreds of thousands of dollars to take Laura Bush to a play in NYC, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had reduced your retirement plan's holdings of GM stock by 90% and given the unions a majority stake in GM, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had made a joke at the expense of the Special Olympics, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had given Gordon Brown a set of inexpensive and incorrectly formatted DVDs, when Gordon Brown had given him a thoughtful and historically significant gift, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had given the Queen of England an iPod containing videos of his speeches, would you have thought this embarrassingly narci
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Dont Give Up
One day, I decided to quit…I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality… I wanted to quit my lifeI went to the woods to have one more talk to GOD.“GOD”, I asked, “Can you give me one more reason not to quit?”His answer surprised me…“Look around” he said. “Do you see the fern and the bamboo?”“Yes” I replied“When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them.I gave them light.I gave them waterThe fern quickly grew from the earth.Its brilliant green covered the floor.Yet nothing came from the bamboo seeds. But I did not quit on the bamboo.In the second year, the fern grew more vibrant and plentiful.And again, nothing came from the bamboo seeds, but I did not quit on the bamboo. He said.“In year three, there was still nothing from the bamboo seed.But, I would not quit.In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I would not quit. He said.Then in the fifth
Life, Yipee
Roads
Dubbed and voted as the Norwegian construction of the century, this five-mile stretch along highway Rv64 between Molde and Kristiansund. The road is anything but even and riding above some real rough waves is a thrill like none other. The road itself surges up and falls down much like the tides at different places, making it a perfectly safe, yet totally exciting ride. Located on the coast of Oregon, the ride is famous for its proximity to a beautiful coast on one side and lush green forests on the other side of the road. The long ride can eventually take you to the Cape Kiwanda drive, which is both beautiful and unique as you put your set of wheels through waves- quite literally! Guoliang Tunnel located high up Taihang Mountains in China. The road is like a little cavern on the side of a mountain with holes of various shapes and sizes acting as windows. The road will offer you a journey and a view like none other in the world as you feel transported to an ancient and mysti
New Page,new Poems
Her smile means more than the world.Her eyes constanly cape my heart.Her beauty so amazes me.But shes thousands of miles apart.Will she listen to me today.Or look at anothers smile.I long to see her.Maybe even hold her for a while.You say I forget.But beautiful my heart is true.There will never be a day.When I can forget you. How deep her beauty runs,Someday I hope to know.Through this ones eyes,It must go clear to her soul. Her words of love ring true,When I saw her on this day.I hope like the springs morning sun,Her beauty shines more everyday. In her heart the love she seeks,I truely hope this she does find.Because for this beauty named Hayden,Her heart is a beautiful as her mind.   For two years my heart has stared at hers,Weighing heavaly across a great divide.But I know it will come to me,And its only a matter of time.I have built her a bridge solid and true,It will hold her strong forever.Her heart will not plummit down,Nor will it fail her ever.Beautiful I stand on
The Jewels By The Sea
My Mom, whom passed away kind of suddenly, on January 29th, 2010, God Bless Her.... had an awesome hobby of selling all kinds of jewelry on Ebay.... her hobby took off & she opened a store there on Ebay, 4 years ago and was doing really well with it..... I know my Mom would want me to keep this store up and running for her, as I am and will, the best that I can. I know Mom will give me the insight, inspiration, and guidance I need, because not only is it a hobby, it's a second job! So in remembrance of my Mom..... (my guardian angel) If you need that special gift for someone, especially Mom, (Mothers Day is coming our way) check out the link below.... If you see something you like, let me know.... make me an offer. http://stores.ebay.com/The-Jewels-by-the-Sea-Store Thanks...much: peace & all that to all Have a good day! peace baby
Urban Legend # 1
When I was about 9 years old, I went to a friend's for a birthday/slumber party. There were about 10 other girls there. About midnight, we decided to play Mary Worth. Some of us had never heard of this so one of the girls told the story. Mary Worth lived a long time ago. She was a very beautiful young girl. One day she had a terrible accident that left her face so disfigured that nobody would look at her. She had not been allowed to see her own reflection after this accident for fear that she would lose her mind. Before this, she had spent long hours admiring her beauty in her bedroom mirror. One night, after everyone had gone to bed, unable to fight the curiousity any longer, she crept into a room that had a mirror. As soon as she saw her face, she broke down into terrible screams and sobs. It was at this moment that she was so heartbroken and wanted her old reflection back, that she walked into the mirror to find it, vowing to disfigure anybody that came looking for her in the mirr
The Archives
Did you ever notice the things that went wrong..Could you see my heart screaming like a song..I knew that this would end this way..Now I just can't think of the words to say..All the signs were there..where were you..I told you its not fair..although still true..How can you stand by knowing of how i feel..Knowing that love and hope just isnt real..All the feelings I bury deep..Ripping my soul for our love to keep..Hoping that someday i shall lay to rest..No longer putting my strength to the test..I know I could never truly pull the trigger..So I stand alone as a hollow figure..Trying to forget what i know is right..Pleading on my knees to win this fight..Can you really stand there to watch me cry..Knowing that I'm screaming to say goodbye..What would you do if i were gone..Could you finally release me..Let me move on. I feel this blood trailing down my chesthoping my soul will be laid to restfighting to the end to win this wartrying to remember what this life is forthe hole in my chest
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Valhalla
Now Wasn't This Fun ?
for the three people who will read this, HI. now whilst what i said here was not pleasant, it was not intended to be a threat in any way. a friend just pointed out that on several occasions in the past my soon to be ex wife threatened to put me in a woodchipper. should i seek legal advice about her "threats" or just not go anywhere near the woods ? (Posted on behalf of someone who couldnt) Women who try to blame everything on their partners even their own bad behaviours are professional victims. Do you find yourself in a position where you find that you are apologising for things that she has done ? Some blah i read on a website, but for these poor fuckers what should i advise ? Fill her knickers up with natterjack turtles or drown her in nearest river
Needing Your Opinions!
I have a few dilemmas that I need your help with... Please if you can give me your honest opinion and not some bullshit make me laugh statement that would be great....   These are very Serious matters...   1. Hugh and I are fighting. We have never fought before and its tearing me apart. I suggested we go to couples therapy but he says he wont go.. should i a. Knock him out and drag him like i was a cave man to the hour. b. Cry until he breaks?   2. Gallo and I are both knocked up.. no hes not but his wife is. We are due to deliver the same day and tomorrow we both find out what sex were having.. a. who's having the girl b. who's having the boy   3. Witchie is my bff without a penis... I love her dearly and wish she lived down the street from me so i can pick her up and do whatever i choose to her. a. make her move b. look for houses on her street   4. My fuhubby keeps Cheating on me with whores.. Im knocked up with another mans baby so i kind of understand but once th
Semper Fi
HERE IT IS: The first fold of our flag is a symbol of life. The second fold is a symbol of our belief in eternal life. The third fold is made in honor and remembrance of the veterans departing our ranks who gave a portion of their lives for the defense of our country to attain peace throughout the world. The fourth fold represents our weaker nature, for as American citizens trusting in God, it is to Him we turn in times of peace as well as in time of war for His divine guidance. The fifth fold is a tribute to our country, for in the words of Stephen Decatur, "Our Country, in dealing with other countries, may she always be right; but it is still our country, right or wrong." The sixth fold is for where our hearts lie. It is with our heart that we pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States Of America, and to the Republic for which it stands, one Nation under God, indivisible, with Liberty and Justice for all. The seventh fold is a tribute to our Armed Forces, for it is through th
Hope I Not Getting Sick
Show If you love someone and you want to be with them. Then you need to show them. If you want to be with them then tell them. Show them that you care. Show taht you love them. Soif you want something to work stop hiding. Make it clear. Make it so they know. world crashes down the world comes crashing down it crashes hard. you feel alone but dont know why. you want love and happenness but these two are hard to come by. your heaart cant take much more. when the world crashes keep a look out. because it might be the one you love might be next. written by kimberly jean someone I thin if you love someone so much. You would do anything for that person. Just being there and to show support. Knowing that someone is there and will also be. True love comes with in.
O.o Found This Song!
Don't be aroused, by my confession Unless you don't give a good Goddamn about redemption I know Christ is comin', so am I You would too if the sexy devil caught your eye She'll suck you dry And still you'll cry, to be back in her bosom To do it again She'll make you weep And mourn and cry, to be back in her bosom To do it again (Pray) Til' I go blind (Pray) Cause nobody ever survives prayin to stay in her arms just until I can die a little bit longer Saviors and saints, devils and heathens alike She'll eat you alive Jesus is risen, it's no surprise Even he would martyr his mama to ride to hell between those thighs The pressure is building, on the base of my spine If I gotta sin to see you again then I'm gonna lie lie lie She'll make you cry I'll sell my soul, to be back in her bosom Gladly now please suck me dry And still you'll cry, to be back in her bosom To do it again (Pray) Til' I go blind (Pray) Cause nobody ever survives Prayin' to stay i
Apache Odyssey
A million stars were glowing underneath a poet's moon And the desert's shadows watched as I drove by. A gypsy wind was blowing a relentless feral tune As it swept the thunderheads across the sky. I had overtaken midnight; I was in my car alone While driving through the Arizona night. Across the lonely flatlands, no other headlights shone. My speeding car: the desert's only sight. Then the gypsy wind stopped blowing, as though turned off by a switch, And I got this eerie feeling deep inside. Then, from my car, I heard a sound that squealed with alien pitch And the engine in my car just simply died. The Firebird coasted to a stop; I mouthed a silent curse And knew that I was stranded and alone Some eighty miles from nowhere and, to make the matter worse, No way that I could get there on my own. I stepped outside and listened to the silence of the night And wondered why the wind had ceased to blow. Then I saw this cloud formation touch the ground off to my right And approach
My Wolves
White Wolf, Black Wolf, Black Wolf, White I wish I may, I wish I might choose the right Wolf to feed tonight One Wolf, Two Wolf Wolves I see both are hungry both are ME Black Wolf, White Wolf, White Wolf , Black let it be hands not stumps I draw back White Wolf, Black Wolf Black Wolf, White one is DARK and one is LIGHT Black Wolf, White Wolf White Wolf, GREY !? feed the right Wolf turn not away White Wolf, Black Wolf Black Wolf, White which to feed he Dark or The Light? One Wolf, Two Wolf Wolves I see both are hungry both are ME
Stoned Thoughts
What makes you believe/trust someone? Is it one thing in particular or is it a combination of little things? Does everybody require the same things to believe/trust someone? Is there a time limit on how long it takes you to trust someone?   This isn't about anything in particular, just a thought while I was high.
About "dead Smile"
Evening was a dead day. Which is falling toward the horizon where the sun every unhappy punishable by redness. Rope hanging laundry fluttering due to wind angry evening, were moribund. Kids playing outside their homes one by one disbanded. Father returned from work. The curtains were covered, lights were lit, dinner was put on the table. The streets became deserted. Although the bank has removed the old pardesüsünün, Carmen still painfully felt by frost freezers. Sped up the steps. Dim and narrow streets, such as a carpet kaldýrýmlý Albanians who had covered dry leaves crunch beneath their feet were. If there would be no good in terms of these babies cold; After all, had only a month. Despite this, the less time to stay on to go to work then Fernando was infuriating. But should work Carmen. Fernando was very little money they have given to the factory. That's why Carmen had found a nursing job last week. Take the money even if much still fe ... Dark street corner on a dead man suddenly
Lucia123's Blog
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Ramblings On Truth
I've spent the last 3 years of my life on my own...I do live at home with my dad and brother but have not been in a relationship. Ive been travelling the world, re-evaluating myself, learning more about my personality, my strengths & weaknesses, and increasingly enjoying my own company.......I'm a homebody. I'm one of those types of people who prefers to stay home alone on a Saturday night with popcorn and DVDs, or a good book. I love being alone. I'm a solitary entity. I've always been fiercely independent....to a fault. As an ex graciously put it, I'm a 'hermit'. So, I'm experiencing the exact opposite dilemma than most - I'm desperately trying to learn how to be around people, re-learning how to exist in social situations. One of the most difficult things I've ever had to do is reach out, initiate communication, and ask for companionship.....I'm more than okay being alone. As of right now, it's actually my preference. :) But, lonely I am not. Despite what I just said, I do have frie
~life~
life is a game...u have to make the right moves to move forward...but at times things happen just outta the blue with no notice...as if we are being tested...some say god gives u what u can only handle...do people say this just to try to make the other person feel better?...why is it when someone dies and we all hear the same thing...Im sorry for your loss and i send my deepest condolences, we dont ask to be born or even get to choose the family we get born into...we are born-yet we live to die...think about it really...once we are born its like the clock starts...we all just have to make the best choices and enjoy our friends and family while we have a chance...celebrate the relationships that you have at this very moment...doesnt make sense to hold grudges with the people you truly love and care for...life is a party waiting for the gifts of  friendship,marriage,children,brothers, sisters, nanas and papas and everything inbetween...there might just be one person in your
Am I Being Self Centered ?
As some of you know, Ive been laid up for the past 2 weeks after having a total knee replacement.  I have 8 weeks total to be off from work, as these things take quite a long time to heal, what with rehab and all.In the time before I went to surgery, I had found a church that I was enjoying going to, and had established a nice friendship with the Pastor of the youth group.  We went out to lunch together on Fridays, and discussed current events with the church, and how to raise money for the youth activities.  Since I have been home from the hospital, I have received several nice cards and well wishes from the ladies in my Sunday school class, encouraging me a speedy recovery so I can return to the church.  Some of the ladies brought food over to help the family get through the first few days of my being home and not being able to get into the kitchen to cook.  I purchased a 'thank you' card and thanked everyone for their kindness and generosity, and their prayers for my speedy recovery
Poor Jeff
I was considering asking Jeff (not the Jeff I banged last night... inside joke) the one who impregnated me to join Fubar. I mean seriously if he can live with me I think he can handle all of you. My only hesitation is that he usually is the brunt of all my jokes.I mean for April fools today im thinking of spilling water between my legs and start screaming out his name. How will you ever find out the tighty whitey blog i was going to do if hes here.. I mean really i cant pick on him in front of him. There goes the days of Jail Bait 1, 2 & 3.... Also i figure we need a good laugh every other day cause fuck the shit is starting to get thick on this site. Ok so im totally telling you the tighty whitey story now...   For my birthday I thought it would be totally hilarious for Jeff to walk into the room in tighty whiteys.. Because im pregnant and evil he decided it was best to go threw with this plan. In my evilness I figuired that tighty whiteys are the ugliest things in the worl
Darkness Never Lasts
  Would you sell your soul,for a few shiny things,and the flattery of a shark.Have you offered your body,for the empty promises,of a counterfeit Romeo.Is your heart blinded,to the truth before your eyes,that will always remain.If he reached to touch your soul,His fingers would burn,In the fire of my presence.If you chose his embrace,reflected in his eye, you would see...me.You will always regret,what you cannot repair,Be more careful with your playthings.   My thanks to Witchie for her help with this, and with so much more. There is no ending,All that we had was your lies.No substance at all. How could you do it?Stroke my ego into loving you,All the while your intention,was a faithless lothario Your oath is as faded as my jeans,Your smile deserves its falsehood,Your eye will see in your reflection,Your eternal remorse.
Real Bitches
1. A simple bitch will take u where u need to go.2. A Real Bitch throws u the keys & says it needs gas.3. A simple bitch will tell u not 2 fight, iit aint worth it.4. A Real Bitch will say beat her ass!5. A simple bitch wonders who ur new man is.6. A Real Bitch knows that mutha fuckers 1st name, last name, his bday, where he lives, who hes related 2, wat kinda car he drives, where he works, how many babies mamas he has, & how many bitches he's tlkn 2.7. A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out.8. A Real Bitch will just knock her the fuck out!9. A simple bitch tells u when shes had enuf 2 drink.10. A Real Bitch tells u we need another shot, we bout 2 get fucked up.11. A simple bitch reads this & realizes Shes a simple bitch & deletes it.-A Real Bitch passes this 2 her Real Bitches without thinkin..
My Mind
Im up layin in bed and my mind cant relax even though im really tired. i dont know what to do to calm my mind down and try and see the light at the end of the tunnel. my words will come out more later on. im about to go to bed
Poem
I was once lost in darkness,A wandering nomadic fool,Teetering on the edge of reason,About to plunge into the abyss,Then a light shone down,Lifted me out of darkness,Touched my soul with grace,And beat love into my heart,That was when I met you,My loving wife,For so long now youHave continued to save me,Day after day,You gave me the reason to be,To live and to feel love,To go on and find my dreams,As long as you were there,I just wanted to let you know,That I could never fully expressHow much I feel for you,When I love you Seems so simple,How can you put into wordsThe power of desire I have for you,Pray to God,Channel the muse,And let my fingers type the words,My heart beats because of you,My soul is bright and alive,Because of you,And even when the trails of todaySeem to distract me,My love is always devoted to you,It is eternal within my heart,Like a constant thunder in my soul. When it comes to lovin' couples,don't we make the perfect pair-There's romance, love, and laughterin the f
Just Stuff
  You tell me that you love me, but how do I know for sure,is there any way known that can show your love is pure?Is it a matter of faith that I must just assume to be truemust I go through life hoping that I am still loved by you?I always do my best to show you how much I truly careit is my every thought to make you happy and be therein hopes that you will never have a doubt about my love.I always want you to think of me as a gift from up above.I see all the things that you do for me and do appreciate,I worry so much that I will miss a sign until it is too late.We all have heard of the man who has sex just beforethen he leaves his house to go out and find some whore.There are women that will kiss their husband and thenthey will head off to have sex with some strange men.So I am left to wonder if there is a sure way to ever know that your partner will be faithful and still loves you so?
It's In My Nature.
If you haven't seen the movie Empire Records than this entire blog will go over your head. 20. You can't kill yourself using a Lady Bick with moisturizing strip. 19. If you are a minor you can shoot up a store,hold customers hostage,and not do any hard time..you might even be able to get a job there. 18. Record stores stay open til midnight(even later on special occasions) 17. You can sell beer without a liqour license for 5$ 16. One is able to buy a record store(cheap) 15. You can be a total asshole to everyone yet still find redemption in their eyes if you play guitar in their band( this is a stupid deleted scene on the special edition dvd) 14. His name isn't fucking Warren!(I thought his name was Warren?) 13. Telling the manager he is superb more than once can get your ass kicked. 12. Rock n' Roll Heaven has a guest list. 11. The fat man walks alone. 10. Marc Sucks! 09. 1:37 is an EXCELLENT time to declare your love for someone. 08. One is able to embezzle 9,104(I count
Fu Is Rigged..
Ok.. I am slightly irritated on here. Irritated over the popularity contests that go on..etc.  Irritated cuz i lost 20mil fubucks.  Irritated ..seeing this contest for a las vegas get away for the top promoters.  Seriously.. If people are inviting over 300 people to fu.. they got some kinda spam bot thing goin on etc. I freakin dont even know that many people in real life. LOL.  It always seems to be the same top people..etc.. to.  Or how about these people who have 1000s of crushes on them? I really find it all amazing BS! Anyways.. thats my oppinion. I know oppinions are like assholes..everyones got one! :D
Auctions Plz Bid On Me
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Interesting
 I Am an Avon Representative and Have Been Using Avon Bubble Bath to Clean My Home Avon Bubble Bath is an excellent bubble bath.Avon markets it and sells it as only a bubble bath, but there are lots of things that customers and other representatives have found that it can do. I personally have used all 25 bubble bath uses listed with great results. I have received tons of rave reviews from my customers from all over the U.S.A., who use Avon Bubble Bath. There are many scents to chose from, at the moment these are the available scents: French Lilac, Sensitive Skin, Fresh Peach, Honey & Vitamin E, Kids, Soft Pink, and Vanilla Cream (etc.)The company that sells Avon Bubble Bath, Having said that and got it out of the way, here are some interesting uses that you can try if you want:1) Bubble Bath - Zillions of bubbles that leave NO bathtub ring. 2) Vehicle Wash - Does a beautiful job on washing cars, mobile homes, RVs, and boats. 3) Laundry detergent - You won't need fabric softener. 4) Ha
How To Make A Salute
How do I make a Salute?Take a photo of yourself with the following information clearly displayed in the photo.1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2. Your Member ID number, (which is located in the end of your URL address;http://fubar.com/user/2134220 )3. AND, the words: fubarThe following items will be accepted as a complimentary addition to your salute:You wearing a fubar t-shirt or you in front of your fubar homepage (not your profile page or any other fubar page) that is CLEARLY visible.Photoshopped or any “type” print will NOT be accepted. Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. 
Lilmisstr0uble ;)
So I just thought I would  let everyone in fuland in on what really works my nerves and Im hoping that this will maybe eliminate some of the crazy messages I get. So the young men on here that feel the need to tell me about how much their life sucks or go on and on about things hoping that Ill be there to tell you everythings gonna be okay or give you the attention your starving for I just want to let you know Im not that girl. That shit IS NOT attractive to me at all. And I know to some I may come off like a bitch but oh well. This is me and Ill never apologize for who I am (and I guarantee the ones that get offended by it are the exact same ones that do the shit). And the next group of gentlemen that I would like to address are the ones that think that their "oh the things i would do to you" comments will actually get my attention. Really guys?? Has that EVER worked for you?? And I know people will say I put myself out there and I should expect it and I do expect it on here but that
Enema's And Boobs
Contest
I am gunna B doin a treasure hunt in my status collect all the clues find my treasure & win a prize (a bling from me). So stay tuned for all the clues. Rules: I will post a clue each day for a week in my status. (there will be no set time 4 each posting so check back periodicaly) I will leave each clue up 4 az close 2 24 hours az I can so every1 haz a chance 2 get each clue. collect all 7 clues 2 win a bling from silky. (prize ammount will very depending on public intrest if 3 ppl play the bling wil B a 1 pointer if every1 plays sum1 could win a big bling, so get your friends involved) All players must work alone no teams allowed. (unless U all can agree which 1 of U will reseave the prize) There R no prizes 4 second place lets face it U win or U lose. The first person to PRIVET MESSAGE ME the treasures AFTER all the clues have been issued will B declared the winner. I will anounce the winner in my staus & leave it up 4 az close 2 24 hours az I can get it. (I'm
My Poetry
Feel my pain,taste my tears.Take a glimps,of all the fear.You think you know,how things should be,but you dont know,what its like to be me.Look thru my eyesfeel the angerburn deep in your heartWait, dont leavethis is just the startcontinue to lookwhat is it nowall the darknessi made thru, somehowso dont ever assumethat you know who i amor think that beside meyou could even standyour words are poisonyour love untruei know this now,because i looked in you.............. Outlaw Angel falling deep,into a sea of tears maybe its time to give into the fear just let go, finally be free to get rid of the pain that burns in me dont be sad when you find me there i have to let go of this life not fair no more strength left in my soul the shadows have come and taken there toll    Outlaw Angel i have shed a thousand tearsand yet the pain, it will not stopfor my life, i scream your nameand to my knees i dropyou will never knowjust how much i have criedyou will never know the lossuntil your he
Evana
hello every body
Poem #1
The sound of your voice, rekindles memories A time of long ago of inocence and how things used to be. For time is a thief that steals our dreams and  I was weak and could not see. A perfect crime were not immune.  Then routine becomes our solitude. For feeling left untold, they wither and fade away. Just like a bouquet of flowers and promices of yesterday. I thank you for the glimpse of light That warms my heart on this cold night. For never to taken a chance on life is never to have lived at all. Scott S. Love is not forced, that's why we fall in love. Love never dominates it only truly only cultivates For love makes everything possible, for love is like heaven,  in which God taught me how to love but not how to stop.
Gritty Chronicles
"Wet. I toss and turn in this damn uncomfortable bed.  I'll never sleep.  Everything is damp, the sheets, the blankets, me.  The window's open but it brings no relief.  The cars still prowling through these urban streets belching their exhaust and spitting up the dirtied rain carried on the wind it drifts in like a toxic morning dew, gritty vapor. I sit up and light a cigarette.  Coughing wheeze, damn I hate these things; but hey, they're just another med in a long litany of chemicals.  Head spinning in flurry and rush of ideas.  It's hot, summer's on the way.  I feel like I'm choking.  Can't breath through my nose it's blocked.  Damn humidity, damn gritty air. I look around this cell, my room.  No point in leaving it, i know beyond my door the rest of the aprtment's empty.  Someone was here, but who?  Marge?  Mable?  Mary?  I don't remember, I'll settle for Marge.  I can't quite make out her face, so I make one up, not too pretty.  The kind of face that had been pretty but worn awa
Crack Me Up
My 1st Blog,,thank You , Queen
I see we can enter in fubar using facebook,but saw news. Two weeks ago, social networking giant Facebook announced a radical new vision for the Internet - all online activity involving Facebook would be "social by default." Think about what that means: All of your personal information, and all of your online activity, automatically shared by Facebook with anyone, anytime it wants to, without your permission. Best to have good spyware programs. Peace  
If Love
IF LOVE COULD REALLY WIPE AWAY, EVERY SINGLE TEAR SO THEN WHY DOES IT HURT THE MOST, WHEN THE ONE I LOVE IS HERE. IF LOVE COULD EVER EASE THE PAIN, THAT IM FEELING DEEP INSIDE. SO WHY DOES THE PAIN INCREASE, WITH  THESE FEELINGS I SEEM TO HIDE. IF LOVE COULD EVER KEEP ME SAFE, FROM HARM ALL AROUND. SO THEN WHY AM I BEING HARMED, AND KICKED ONTO THE GROUND. IF LOVE COULD EVER MAKE ME SMILE, AND MAKE ME SO HAPPY. SO THEN WHY DO I FEEL LIKE CRYING, AND FAILING TO BELIEVE. IF LOVE COULD EVER BE WRONG, BELIEVE ME I KNOW IT'S NOT COS LOVE IS THE ONLY THING, THAT KICKS ME OUTTA MY SOCKS.   Something old I found and thought I would share.  
Slough.
then again, I've been leading towards a more reptilian theme.  Maybe Slough. I do love that word. So, I go to google Karmaceuticals to make sure it isn't taken yet, and it is, as a medical marijuana dispensary in Denver.  I think I'ma stick with the name though, I don't think they'll mind. Okay, so I have books and I'm beginning to learn what kinds of materials I'm going to need for my soap/candles. This blog is going to mostly be a place for me to put my ideas/recipes/whatever. Aaaaand yeah. This is gonna be fun, lots of trial and error kinda stuff.
Mum And Dad
For the past 10yrs comin up for i have missed you,you were always there for me when i needed you but tragic circumstances took you n dad away,i kno you both are happy and in no more pain and i kno you both are watchin down over me, on days like this and others you are in my thawts and im glad of that im just writin this as im feelin pretty emotional and wish you were here 2 give me a cuddle n tell me everything is goin to be ok,soundsa bit soppy but thats me,i hope you liked the flowers i put on you n dads grave i kno roses were always your favourite now i kno where i get it from,neway just a short thawt in which to let you both kno that you are both still alive in my heart and always will be....i love you both on this  day i miss you dad even tho we had our ups n downs u were always there fo me so its another hard day ppl dont seem to realise when u lose ppl so close to you unda not normal circumstances its a better thing well its not,to lose the two ppl who i love most in this world
Wife Beater Lyric's
"Beautiful"Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own Everybody has a private worldWhere they can be aloneAre you calling me, are you trying to get throughAre you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for youI'm just so fuckin' depressed I just can seem to get out this slumpIf I could just get over this humpBut I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumpsFell down and I got right back up But I need that spark to get psyched back upIn order for me to pick the mic back upI don't know how or why or when I ended up in this position I'm inI'm starting to feel distant againSo I decided just to pick this penUp and try to make an attempt to ventBut I just can't admit Or come to grips, with the fact that I may be done with rapI need a new outlet I know some shits so hard to swallowAnd I just can't sit back and wallowIn my own sorrowBut I know one fact I'll be one tough act to followOne tough act to follow I'll be one tough act to followHere today,
Sorry Excuse Of A Husband And Father
i wish i could have quit you. i wsh i never missed you, and told you that i loved you, everytime i fucked you. the future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through. obsessed with the thought of you the pain just grew and grew how could you do this to me?look at what i made for you it was never enough and the world is what i gave to you. i used to be love struck now i'm just fucked up
Crash And Burn
When you feel all alone And the world has turned its back on you Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone When you feel all alone And a loyal friend is hard to find You're caught in a one way street With the monsters in your head When hopes and dreams are far away and You feel like you can't face the day Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone Cause there has always been heartache and pain And when it's ov
I Need Your Help!!!
Witchie is evil and put our favorite shit hawk up for auction...   Im jsut askign you to up him some fu bucks not bling so everyone can have a turn on his ass... so dont be going and puttign him over the top!   Im asking you to help that bird have his feathers ruffled you know show a bird you care...   He might shit on your car but that's just the way he loves you..   So if I can get at least 20 people to bid on the fucker ill send witchie a boob salute she will never forget..   Wicked
Life Is A Big Stage!
Mothers Day
It is very sweet to me and figured I'd share it since I am very proud :-) The first card says ... Happy mothers day (inside says) I love you mom I wish you have a good mothers day I love you. The paper she wrote in school says.... My moms name is cindy. Her birthday is almost the same day as my brothers birthday. It has a one in it. Her eyes are brown, her hair is brown, her favorite color is blue, her favorite television shows are "ghost hunters" and "the doctors". She likes to eat tomato soup. Her favorite hobby is playing cabal. Her favorite thing about me is when I get 100% on my tests. My favorite thing about her is seeing her. Together we like to play games. If I could buy her anything in the world. I would buy her a frog since she likes frogs.I will be readin this everyday - Thank you my baby princess Ramona I love you SO much always and forever! The best gift I could ever ask for (h) My daughter is almost 8yrs old
What Alcoholism Did For Me.
What alcoholism did for me. You may want to question yourself the next time you pick up a drink of spirits. Rather droll in terms that the word spirits is used to entail upon alcohol. Nevertheless, just take a moment the next time you drink, and press upon the severity of its effect on the individual mind. Think about those whom have suffered the recoil, or those that may not, as they’re not impacted as much as someone else. Yet, there still is this consequence in even omitting to the chance, as we are all chance victims to our very own use of anything mind altering, some more than others, in just the mere chance. My voyage into this predicament happened somewhere around the age of 11, and never stopped from there. However, there were times when I stepped away, never really for long, though. I started stealing it from my stepfather upon my leaving for school, as inebriation had me bought from my first glass of wine I chugged down during a Christmas gathering that very sa
Fubar Spotlight Donations
We need spotlight donations bad! I want us 2 get noticed more & keep on growning! Any amount will help! Whoever donates the most I will bling! Please help us out & help us grow! Thanks, SexyBiChris =)
The Incredible Shrinking Woman?
Ok, so I suppose I'm back on the weight loss wagon.... I'm down about 13 pounds at the time of this posting.  It's not as much as I would like but I suppose that a loss is a loss... So this latest attempt was brought about as a result of some hurtful comments made by an ex of mine.  He pulled the fat card to insult me in an online forum (not this one) and it really got to me.  Don't get me wrong, I am not in denial about my weight and I readily admit that I am fat.  It hurt coming from him, though, because he always reassured me that I was beautiful no matter how big I was.  I know I shouldn't let him get to me... after all, he's a 30 year old manchild who still lives at home with his parents, has a job that barely pays over minimum wage, has no ambition, no balls, a tiny dick, and really has no room to talk when it comes to being overweight.  Even though I have more than enough dirt that I could truly do some damage to his already pathetic life, I chose to move on rather than seek re
Ignore Or Not
My Store
Hello Friends, I need your opinions. Please check out my Store Items photo folder. Let me know what you like and what youd like to see. The folder doent have all that I offer, but a good sample. I ask for you opinions so when My Custom Clothing store opens I want to know that lots of people will be happy with what I carry. I want to cover all genres that people would wear. So please feel free to tell me what you think. Thanks PF I will try to give love back......... :-)
Testing Again
this is another test of the blogging system...please stay calm and don't freak...lol
Late Nights
SO i jst got back and i can't stop thinking that i probably should not have drank what i had. Thinking is a constant thing lately and there's nothing i can do about it i hate it but it doesnt stop. I can't wait for the day where i can look into his eyes and tell him i love him hold him close and be there for him when he needs me, he makes me smile each and everyday doesn't even have to try..the way he makes me feel is unbelievable and i really dont care what people say he makes me happy so fuck off and leave it alone he's my dream come true and i'm glad he's who he is there is nothing i would change if i had the choice...   HAHAH Random check list... Does he make you smile [XX] Does he make you blush [XX] Does he treat you right [XX] Is he there for you [XX] Can he make your heart race [XX] Does he make you wish you were in his arms [XX] Does he give you reason to live [XX] Does he protect you when he can [XX] Does he care [XX] Does he love you unconditionally [XX] Would
How To Make Animate Pic As Default.
I have seen interesting animated pictures as default, and i was wondering if someone can help me with mine. i found my animated picture that i want on Photobucket...i have uploaded but it doesnt animate like some photos on here does. Can someone please help me? I'd appreciate it thanks- all who helps gets rated 11, become fans & what not :) thank you fubar neighbors! why do i keep going back to the person who doesnt like me the same. why do i try so hard to find the guy who will be the one for me. why am i searching for something that wont work. why do i keep trying to be with someone who shows no respect for me. most why do i keep going back to the person who doesnt like me the same. why do i try so hard to find the guy who will be the one for me. why am i searching for something that wont work. why do i keep trying to be with someone who shows no respect for me. most of all how come i end up with guys who use me/betray me. am i that weak to be used or not wanted? what's wrong wi
Makes Me Sick
It makes me sick when someone see's a hot guy/girl and automatically want sex with them why cant people go by what's in the heart?  THATS WHAT COUNTS!!!      
Contest
plzz vote on me or comment i'm in contest http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1865381&albumid=2061410&i=1536193411&idx=64 u have to add him to vote n comment me i donot have biggiest boobs and i'm in bra  i love to win 65 bling packs so plzz vote for me
News & Information [nsfw]
We the Peopleof the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defence, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America. Article. I. Section. 1. All legislative Powers herein granted shall be vested in a Congress of the United States, which shall consist of a Senate and House of Representatives. Section. 2. The House of Representatives shall be composed of Members chosen every second Year by the People of the several States, and the Electors in each State shall have the Qualifications requisite for Electors of the most numerous Branch of the State Legislature. No Person shall be a Representative who shall not have attained to the Age of twenty five Years, and been seven Years a Citizen of the United States, and who shall not, when elected, be an Inhabitant of that State in whic
America
September 11, 2001began like the many days before,But before long the world would knowwhat this day had in store.A hijacked plane flown into one of the twin towers,ending its deadly flight.A mere 18 minutes later another plane hit,This the beginning of America's plight.The once vital components of a business day,Such as documents and desks,Now trivial objects as hopeless employeesLeaped tragically to their deaths.The Pentagon, once a national symbol ofOur country's safety and strength,Was also attacked and bears a wound,Smoldering hundreds of feet in length.The entire world watched in horror,As tower one crumbled to the ground.No true New Yorker will ever forgetThe unbelievable sight and sound.A short while later the other one caved,Crashing down floor by floor,And before our eyes reality set in:The World Trade Center was no more.Fireman and cops rushed to the scene,Helping in any way they could.Many of them risking, sacrificing their lives,As any of our finest would.Civilians ran in f
Army Life
Well We are in Indiana on Vacation, Having a great time btw, My hubby, the kids and I went out to eat today, I am use to seeing soldiers everywhere, in the stores, just about everywhere, you get use to it, and yes i do love it lol...but when you go to some areas you dont see soldiers, like where we are in indiana, the closest Post is about an 1 hour away, I was coming out of the resturant and there was a soldier in uniform getting out of his car, I had my "ARMY WIFE" tshirt on, he comes up to me, and says, "I have to shake your hand" I know my mouth fell as far to the floor as it could, I said, um, ok, but only if i can shake yours, he smiled and said, I think I can do that, we each thanked each other for a very special but hard job....It was the highlight of my day....I do NOT expect my hand to get shaked because im an army wife, its a job i love and take in with pride, no matter how damn hard it can be...and never did i put myself in the same group as the soldier...life is hard, but
Just Stuff
Well I have been offline a bit lately and have passed several states with in that time from indiana, wisconsin, michigan, alabama, and right now kentucky.  I am sorry to those who feel I havent given enough time to you here.  Before I had this job I didnt have any thing better to do than sit here and have a blast on fubar!  But theres something called Real Life and well I cannot live for free!  Nor do I wanna stay stuck any where feeling like I cannot get out of there!  Whether its home, or Maries or where ever......  I have commented a few status's and left a couple shouts to the 2 people I talked to the most on here.  I guess I just dont know I dont feel wrong or bad for doing what i hve to do thats life you know.  I will be in kentucky for a month so I wont be here alot I will be out enjoying myself I hope thats ok! I do luv my Fu's and I hope the feeling is mutual! Dont be mad at me!    
Cunts And The Men They Lie To
subject: fuck her again lol received: 06/7/2010 09:16 am replied: no   block this member received: 06/7/2010 08:37 am replied: no block this member incredible, you dont even know my situation.im in africa hahaha, anyways, you can think what you want.all i know, is that what kerry is about to do with her friends is disgusting.those convos with kerry, you sure she did not change any of my words?as for johnny, i told him i said crap about him, lots of crap.i was upset, i had left him due to thinking he was chatting with kerry again.. eg the fake drink.im sick and tired of all of thisso do what you have to do, just as i am.as i said, and will say again but in caps.NOONE CAN SEE ANYTHING THEY ARE HIDDEN=== 'NOT so PRECIOUS' wrote the following at '2010-06-07 08:34:16'..>> I never brought your child up, YOU did! I would have never of even known about that, Just like all this stuff about to go down...It's all in YOUR own words as for talking crap about you, yes 7MOS ago...
Favorite Songs
Bed of Rose's by: Bon Jovi   Sitting here wasted and wounded at this old piano Trying hard to capture the moment this morning I don't know 'Cause a bottle of vodka is still lodged in my head And some blond gave me nightmares I think that she's still in my bed As I dream about movies they won't make of me when I'm dead With an ironclad fist I wake up and French kiss the morning While some marching band keeps its own beat in my head While we're talking About all of the things that I long to believe About love and the truth and what you mean to me And the truth is baby you're all that I need I want to lay you on a bed of roses For tonite I sleep on a bed on nails I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is And lay you down on bed of roses Well I'm so far away That each step that I take is on my way home A king's ransom in dimes I'd given each night Just to see through this payphone Still I run out of time Or it's hard to get through Till the bird on the wire flies me back to you I'
Funny Stuff *nsfw*
Coding
yes i do lounge coding HOWEVER i am in traing and i cant do anything without my trainer present. if u need me to do any coding pls contact Lie. http://www.fubar.com/user/885253 and we will get to u asap ty
Sinful Prayers
Why was it so easy to walk away? Why is it so easy for you to sleep at night? Do you know I still wake up crying? Do you know everyday I think about you and what it would have been like to have a real father? One that would have spent time with me when I was visiting him, one that would have taught me to ride a bike, play catch with, listen to me when I was upset the mean boy at school or the mean boy I loved, DO YOU? One that wouldn't have cut off contact with me when faced with "problems", that would have been there for me when Mom was sick, Grandma, Grandpa, and Mark died, one that would be here for me now that my best friend won't even speak to me, DO YOU?Do you ever care? Does I ever faze you? Sadly, as much as it hurts me to admit it, I bet you don't care and you never think of me. I'm sure none of your friends know about you first child, first daughter. Just tell me how you live with yourself, how you breathe knowing what you did to us, how you can even look yourself in the mirr
I Fuck Everything Up :(
So I never post blogs, I don't even know what a MUM is...but I feel like I want to get my emotions out.It seems like life has it's ups and down. When things just start to get okay again, everything fall apart. I've moved to many times to count on my toes and fingers. I've watched people around me slowly fade out of my life, I've lost some of the closest people to me.and still here I am, me, not changing. It's like I feel like my life's on pause. Everything around me is moving so fast and I barley moving at all. I yearn for friendship, but I always fuck that up sooner or later. I say and do stupid things I can't take back. I've never had a relationship that lasts longer then a few months. Cuze I fuck those up to! Right now I just wish I could go to sleep and wake up in another life, but we all know thats not possible ....I never thought I'd be the girl sitting on the fucking computer talking to random people i'll probably never meetI never though I'd be who I am todayIf I knew exactly w
Ramblings Of Kimmy
Too Soon!
I think I didn't take a long enough break from fubar. I seem to either hurt or get hurt when I deal with others from here. This is never my goal or intention. I just have to figure out some things and I don't need the lies from the people here to add to my life. I am heartbroken AGAIN and I know that I have to heal before I can play again. If someone really wants to talk to me you can add me on yahoo (I'm always mobile) @ YIM: goodgirl_2480. I'm out!
New To The Game.
ok so im finally figuring out how everything on here works, since i am new to fubar i may need a lil bit of help along the way. so if u have any tips for me feel free to hit me up and let me know! love to all my fubuddies!!
Gamecrush.com * Hottest New Gaming & Social Website
this is for a certain disbeliever that thinks the only way to get ratings & profile views is by being a bling whore ie on here 24/7 promoting themselves, wasting real money on pimpouts, bling , gifts, Vips etc... and I got  these ratings  just being  on a couple hrs a day , returning ratings , adding  friend requests , fanning those who fan me & the cuties on here, randomly  clicking on those scrolling by and liking them  and thats it . Well my pics  help some :P  see its possible ...mwahz  My Stats  LikesProfile ViewsTooltip ViewsPhoto ViewsProfile Ratings [11's]Photo ratings [11's] Tuesday, August 3rd ** 168 788 1,560 4,012 341 [157 @ 46%] 2,216 [307 @ 14%] Monday, August 2nd 105 267 479 792 116 [43 @ 37%] 390 [20 @ 5%] Sunday, August 1st 22 68 135 339 25 [20 @ 80%] 220 [152 @ 69%] Saturday, July 31st 23 134 270 687 59 [51 @ 86%] 355 [316 @ 89%] Friday, July 30th 51 340 649 3,141 124 [116 @ 94%] 2,048 [1,787 @
Funny Guy
My 15 year old son is cleaning off the top of my dresser in an attempt to kiss up to me so I will give him my Razor phone to use since his is messed up. He found some Campho-Phenique and yells "Hey mama, you still need this camp a hoe stuff?" He makes me laugh like no one else can
Poem's!
Black & yellow fly swiftly through the blue, Wing's of Crystalline opaque Glass, Sun shining Through, Dive gracefully into flower's to drink the sacred dew, Spreading across the land pollen Mother Nature Kindly Sew. Come disturb our hive's & you soon will see, An army off proud Soldier bee's, Buzzing & flitting in there thousand's over the Hill, Tails raised forth , lance's carrying vengeance poison tipped, On that which try to destroy the hatred . within the hand that touche's our honey, Many will fall during the war, Broken & hurt, Carried gracefully back unto there hexagon slumber, Fighting for there gracious Queen, Her every will fullfilled, New spirit's are bred from there soul to carry the honour! Alone he sits , In a Silver cradled Moon , Hoping he see's her soon , If only a fleeting glimpse , Join me on a Comet , Heading for the stars , Through the Darkness & Into the light , Bathed in a warm surreal Glare , You'll travel safe, Never leave my arm's , My sweet Lad
The Truth (and Nothing But The Truth)
A Cougars Search
Lonely cougar needs a photographer!!! Any suggestions???
`just Me
 Im not perfect and I have many faults but none the less Im not weak and I will not be put down!!! or for that matter knocked down. I am smart beautiful strong minded and and genuine my mind is great and my soul is pure, and most of all I am a woman. ...All women shld feel great and beautiful :) ladies arnd the world WE ARE AWESOME!!!!! ♥ ♥ SOmeone can't handle the fact that I work in the healthcare field LOL lol @ clud being a health care worker. left by blainesmomma 7 hours ago lol @ health care worker. I highly doubt that. One has to have some intelligence for that, and you my dear, do not. ? I'm a CNA and going to Nursing school. If anything...you being a health care worker scares me since I really AM one.  I guess that proves you're not a health care worker. If you really were, you'd have had no problem telling me what you do, or did, or coming back with something a little more original than that. In 18 months I'll be making more in a half hour than you charg
A New Life
V.i.p.
I would like to have a V.I.P. I am willing to do a few things if someone will gift me one! Below are the lists of things I will give or do for the person or persons that gift me one.     Here is the list of things you get in return: Rate your profile an 11 daily until V.I.P. expires Rate AT LEAST 400 of your pics 11's each day until I run out of pics to rate or V.I.P. expires, whichever comes first I will make you my #1 Family until V.I.P. expires I will make you my #1 Friend until V.I.P. expires I will make you 1 SFW Salute per week until V.I.P. expires I will pimp you in my status message for 4 hours per day until V.I.P. expires I will send you 1 million FuBucks I will put owned by "your name" in my name until V.I.P. expires If more than one person is interested, I will go in order, first person to gift gets first month of stuff on list, then 2nd month is the 2nd person that gifted and so on! If there is anything else that you would like to get from me if you gift me
Do I Have To Name It?!
THE DANCE  The redness of the skies are a magnificent sight. The clouds that are forming look like cotton balls. The flickering figure hypnotizes me with its great amazing dance. Drawing me nearer and nearer to the figure. The figure flirts with me. Eventually asking me if I would care to dance with it. I instantly agree. As I begin to dance with the figure, I forget all that’s around me. I declare my love to the figure. The figure says it feels the same. I know that we will be together. And forever will we be in the dangerous dance of love. I went into an animal shelter today.  To see if I want to get another cat since mine died not to long ago.  I saw lots of adorable cats, just none that struck my fancy.  There was this one kitten that loved my daughter.  It would follow her around like crazy.  And although that was cute, I wanted to pick out a cat for me.  Not my kids.  My son is more into dogs it seems.  And wanted to be around them more.  So once the yard is f
Rules & Guildlines
To make things easier for me and my staff I am going to make Sunday's the day that All members must Re-Rate the Rollcall..This will insure that all members have each other R/F/A to each other...Mendi has been Rating everyone each day and has very few that rates her back..Just FYI she is the BOSS of this family and is the one that has the final say as to how things are done here..if you are not being active she will know and when she says remove then I WILL REMOVE you from the CTL...So you might want to make sure when she rates you that you return the gesture! As for the TOD..All members must rate the TOD folder of the person drawn that day EVERYDAY this means if you dont rate the TOD and DONT give me a reason why then you will be Removed for non-compliance to the rules! Level ups...We post all level ups in the video section of our stash..when you see the status say Leveling see stash...All members that are online at the time will be expected to participate in the level up!
Random Thoughts
Earlier today I was searching google, looking for "How much it costs to get an associates in nursing" and Google decided that when I got to "...an a..." I wanted to know "How much it costs to get an abortion".   Nice, google.    I've noticed it gives me a LOT of odd suggestions...maybe I should stop searching for so much porn. anyway, abortions were so cheap I got two and now I'm addicted.  
Wsr
 how to make a audio clip if u have a mic. Goto the Start Menu -} All programs -} Accessories - } Sound Recorder (or something similar) ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- record your voice. press the record button when finished click stop then replay it if your not satisfied redo it to start a new one.... close it and reopen it
Annoyin Creeps
9:12pm sean dolata: hi katie my name is sean i need to talke to you   cancel Chat 9:13pm sean dolata: hello   cancel Chat 9:16pm sean dolata: hi katie   cancel Chat 9:22pm sean dolata: hey kaatie its sean i need to talke to you right now   cancel Chat
Join Us!
http://fubar.com/lounge/goodtimes   You should definitely come join us at Good Times. Where it always a good time. Nice people. Great music. Great conversation. Come join in on the Good Times. * we can wear guys clothes. If they wear ours, they get funny looks. * Our friends don’t say hello to us by punching us on the arm. * Yeah, PMS sucks. but at least we have a good excuse to eat chocolate for a week. * If we’re on a really big ship that happens to hit an iceberg, we’ll get lifeboats first. * We get the bigger apartment on Friends. * Girl talk. you know, how we just understand each other without having to explain stuff. * We never have to stand in a urinal and have other girls stare at us. * Dark circles under the eyes? a hickey? we can just cover them up wi
When U Think Life Sucks
have u even been like me getting sick n tired of ppls bullshit and throw your hands up in the air and say fuck it people amuse me they really do they act so fuckin stupid some times its laughable do they do that shit on purpose or do they even know they r doing it idk could b both they act like idoits or have a moron attack type of ppl who should wear a helmet 24-7 ppl think that their lives suck some ppl have an easy life i know from personal record how hard life can b ive never had a normal child hood was a punching bag for 13 yrs ive been made fun of picked on cause i look diffrernt talk different wasnt born with a silver spoon in my mouth never had things handin to me i worked for every thing i have ppl judge way too quick bout a person get to know b4 u judge
I Will Not Bow
What is IWNB?   It stands for I WILL NOT BOW. I want a crew of people that are close knit and have the personality to never back down from anyone. People that will stand up for their members and will stand up for themselves.  I want every member to work to help each of the other members level. I mean lets face it fubar as a whole sucks badly. Everyone for the most part is out for only themselves. I want to have people that are not out to just help themselves. I want to see everyone level thats in our group but i want the main theme to be that we leveled because the other members of our crew helped us to get there.    This is my corner of fubar. I want to make this corner the best that it can be for us. so those of you that are tired of being stepped on, ignored, blown off cause you are not running famps, boomerangs, autos, or bombs, come seek entry.    There is an entry process. Before a member is granted entry into IWNB,  you need to have a salute, just to petition for entry, a
Angel
Will you let me touch you, will you let me hold you?Will you let me guide you to a world so pure and true?I could be your angel, your brilliant shining light.I could be the one to warm you, when it’s cold at night.I could help you when you struggle or when you won’t survive.I could bring you upwards when your in a downward dive.I could show your true love, a world where you are free.I want to be your angel if you could only see...Will you let me help you so you never feel alone?Will you let me hold you and make you feel at home?I could be your angel and hold your hand through lifeI could be your angel and take away your strifeI could help you fight it so you won’t feel the hurtI could be your fighter so you don’t taste the dirtI could be your angel and light your soul on fireI want to be our angel, my only true desireWill you let me teach you to be your honest best?Will you let me inspire you to go beyond the rest?I could be your angel, only happiness I would br
Realization
my love  i will love you till the sun burns out hold you till a new one comes i love you as fish love the ocean only breaching for air you are my world i will love you till the end of this one past the edge of the next what is time? a way of tracking of knowing just how long i will love you time is past, present and forver my love for you is timeless without end this is how long i will love you this is what i have learned the hard way. maybe it can help someone not to make the same dreadful mistakes. a while ago i lost someone extreamly dear to my heart, do due no one but myself. and she left. it wasnt just my love that i scared away, she was my best friend. i was egotistical, stubborn, i had to be right all the damn time, i couldnt sdmit that i was wrong, and this led to arguments. like an addmission of guilt was a sign of weekness or something, its not, its a sign of maturity. and i wasnt right all the time, not even half the time. it was " i am man hear me roar", and
Helpers
Block: Go to the person's page that you want to block, and look on the left hand navigation links for BLOCK. Click on the BLOCK THIS USER link and approve the block.UnBlock: Go to MY then to PROFILE , Change homestyle to POWER , Go back to your Homepage and on the right you will see "Who Viewed me " " who i viewed" And " Blocked" Click on the block tab, then " See all " and Unblock user
Philly Chick
i am shy but i wish my fans n friends chat with me sometimes i think forget about me i been threw alot on here bad n good things i work my ass on here    i what all my favor friends n fans that i love be on fubar areday i feel very special that i love you always n i got 5 cherrybombs today n i am hard working women on here that take time out to rate my friends n fans that i care about alot n i love fubar always what up all fubar fans n friends i am coolest girl to chat with n rate me areday n love take pics n rate arebody
My Life
Hi everyone.I hope all has been good since I haven't been on much lately.I doubt I was missed that much.Since I have been here,I have only made one request for myself and with that request comes the rest of it.I requested that no one expect a relationship with me at all on here.It has went un-heard several times as if I don't exist.In two more weeks my treatments will come to an end and I will learn where I am at in my life.Through the most of it in many ways I have felt bad thinking maybe I did something wrong or that I have hurt someone in some ways and then they are gone(meaning I took them off my list).I have been honest and straight forward over this situation from the beginning,so why do I feel bad?Who I choose to be with is my business if I choose at all.I have become so aggravated over all of this that when I am done with treatment I am seriosuly thinking about not coming back to fubar.I have had to watch what I say,what I do or what I put in my status and or blogs.I have state
Hiiiiiii
hi, bye. poop. lub you berry much. aaahahaaahahahah im so crazyyy, blah blah blah blahhhh. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. weee weeeeee. hmm what else...hehehehehehehehe laketittykaka
Too Good To Be True
Boy when I am right about someone, I am really right. Things felt weird from the jump and I ignored my gut feelings for ONCE because you continuely showed me that you were different. After a while; a girl is bound to believe you. You made a fool of me. Thanks for that. I have no intention of making other people pay for the heartache I feel right now, but you have definetly shown me that I need to trust in myself and noone else. I can thank you for one thing; returning faith in myself, because I saw this going badly, I knew I was leading myself down a bad path and I IGNORED IT! In the process, I fell head over heels in love with you and it seemed you had fallen for me as well. If you hadn't, why lie to me? I have never felt so used in my life. Life is hard enough without this unnecessary headache! But you know what, I will survive, I always have and I always will. If you weren't lying and honestly wanted to be with me, get your shit together and treat me the way I am supposed to be trea
Survey Stole From Someone
If you know or not, I have been working as a cam model... if interested... Im on : http://www.webcamguys.com/cam/xholliwood and I am online usually Monday - Friday around 1-2 pm EST. Also, if you want any special videos for you, Ill give ya a good discount if you mention Fubar and are a fan or friend.... For the deals, message me here and we can work something off my amazon wishlist and what you want! Solo videos, message streaming for live... and even if lucky, maybe I can get a girl on cam with me for you...  Have you been to an emergency room in the past three months? Yeah, right. I don't have health insurance. I'd rather be dead than have medical bills. ** concurIf so, what for (patient, visitor)? What is your least favorite thing about the same sex? DB's, like serious.... this isnt the jersey shore What about the opposite sex? when i just say ok, i mean ok, not yes, not no, its an ok, its a decision that isnt really important, so please make it...like where to eat
Bend Me Over
Bend me over. Don't be gentle. Beat me. Don't be sentimental.Give me anger, disappointment... Be unbridled. Don't use ointment.Let your fingertips press harder.Let your lust reflect your ardour. Your hand will slowly tighten:Hold my breathing. You enlightenAll the hours that I awaitFor you to put me in that stateWhere I can service your desireScourge me with that heedless fireThat will fan me. I'll expire,Knowing you would have me spreadAnd well-mounted once I'm dead...Set on your harsh invasionOn almost any state occasion.I will fete you and adore youAs you sink into my core toMake me lie there, as in clover.Don't be gentle. Bend me over.
Love
So I am really beginning to think that some people just aren't meant to find that true love...the kind that literally makes your heart melt... that causes you to forget to breathe when you are with them. I read alot....mostly vampire romance/drama. I know what I want....but I just don't think there is someone for me. First off, being a divorced mom of three boys and working graveyard is like a major relationship killer right there. Some men will deal with one or the other, but not both. and yes, I have had men tell me exactly that. I do appreciate honesty, but sometimes...well sometimes you just don't want to hear it, ya know??!! I want to find the guy who looks at me like I am the only woman in the world, who doesn't care that I totally hate mornings, and am absolutely miserable until I have at least two cups of coffee. The guy who just leaves a little reminder note, or text telling me that I'm his.... I want to hold hands and walk on the street and people be able to see the love w
Woods
come lay with me in the woodsfallen leaves as our bed..come strip me of my clothesand all things i might dread...let dappled sunlight dance across my breastsas you taste my nipples sweet..tease them with your tongueand suckle them as your teat...lay my legs open wideas i feel the wet heat begin..kiss those lips with your mouthand slide your tongue within...taste my honey sweet juiceslet them flow down your chin..make me cry out your nameas your tongue flicks out and in...make me cum till i drip onto leavescrunched beneath me on the ground..as i writhe with orgasmic gleemy moans the only sound...come to me with glistening facekiss me deep and long..so i can taste what you have foundthe scent of me still strong...come to me and let me suckand taste sweet pre-cum dripping..let me feel you harden in my mouthas my tongue slides round sipping...let me suck on you long and slowand bring you pleasure sheer..when the feeling is overwhelmingand the cumming is oh so near..then come and slide insi
9/11 Lady Liberty
September 11,2001 is a day we will as a nation remember. Like during Pearl harbor, the Apollo deaths, the Challenger explosion we will remember where we were. Tuesday I was at Staten Island. I watched in horror as the first plane dove into the WTC buildings. With shock and dismay I stood there unable to help or move. Then a few minutes passed until we were able to hear the faint sounds of emergency crews responding to the crisis. Hope for the survivors filled my heart. Then the second plane came crashing in and a wave of nausea rolled over me, my knees grew weak. I watch from Staten, a place I considered my home, flames belched from the second tower. Tears clouded my eyes and made it hard to see. Later I over heard someone say that another plane had crashed in Washington killing more. Another hijacked plane had crash in Pennsylvani
Life As I Know It
quit being so damn stingy with your pimpouts and buzzkills! you don't have to pay anything for them! seriously! ugh! I feel like giving up. I don't have the energy to try anymore. Im drained. Everything going on inside of me is sucking me dry. I want to be able to do good in someone else's eyes, not just mine.  I need purpose to live. I have none. Maybe someday that will come, but what if it never does?! Its a waste... There's a monster inside of me struggling to break free. Clawing beneath my skin, weakening me. Im about to give in, count 1,2,3. Let it break out, unleash its fury.
Silken Thread And Fine Spun Gold
 Dear Wife, I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been heck. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! —— Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s true you & I have been ma
"circumcised Vs. Uncircumcised"
                                                       "circumcised vs. uncircumcised"I was wondering and curious if females/women prefer a male to be circumcised or uncircumcised?which brings me to the next question i'm curiuos about is if you had sexual intercoarse with both in the past, is there any difference to what yous feel during sex intercoarse with being cut/uncut(natural)? I am alsowondering if one or the other gives you/make you orgasm faster or better between the two? or doesn't it make any difference? I would like to hear your input on this curiousity. My mom made the choice to have me "circumcised" at birth, so I never had the choice to decide in the matter.
Automatons In Training
Boyfriend Rules
The greatest boyfriend would be in a way like this;; When she walks away from you mad=[Follow her] When she stare's at your lips=[Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you=[Grab her and don't let go] When she starts cursing at you=[Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet=[Ask her what's wrong] When she ignores you=[Give her your attention ] When she pulls away=[Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst=[Tell her she's beautiful] When you see her start crying=[Just hold her and don't say a word ] When you see her walking=[Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared= [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder=[Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steals your favorite hoodie=[Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you=[Tease her back and make her laugh] When she doesn't answer for a long time=[reassure her that everything is okay ]
Open Thoughts
What does dancing tell us? Of course it depends on the music, and the dancers interpretation. Dancing is body language amplified. If the body is completely covered as with a choir robe, then the conversation is muffled. Then the only thing you can tell from the person's motion is that they are enjoying themselves, or just enjoying the beat of the music. Am I getting to a point? Just like when a person speaks words, those words can be lies, also your body language can lie. Just as when someone chooses to say nothing, they are keeping a secret; When a person chooses to cover they're body, they are keeping a secret, and they don't even realize it. Next, just as some people think and communicate in a shallow manner, the average person interprets body language in a shallow manner AND in IQ terms at less than 60. Don't get me wrong. I'm not calling anybody ignorant. However, when it comes to body language, most people are illiterate. Men especially, but also women see "sexy". We know that
Smutty Stories From The Masturbation Station
I’m really excited to FINALLY tell you about what I’ve been buzzing about for over a month now…  THE DILTRON!  Okay so I’ve mentioned on my twitter/face book/myspace updates that my main cam site that I work on and LOOOOVE was sending me a sex machine called a diltron to Beta for their site.  As far as I know they only picked 3 girls to send this awesome sex toy to for FREE in exchange for trying it out and introducing it to the site as something they might have more girls use in the future.  The model manager sent me this email asking me if I’d be interested and I checked out the attached video and I admit I was kind of scared.  It looked really hot and all but I had no idea who was controlling it (the dildo that was pounding the girl in the video) as it was attached to a stick type thing that was coming from off screen.  I asked him how it worked and explained it to me; Basically it was a sex toy that the dudes that get shows from their diltron girls on
Poems
As I walk through the shadows of life, waiting for once was. I seek what they have taken from me.  The very meaning of my life.  They took it all away from me.  Wit the promise of the power I once held.  Looking through the window of time I seek something, that  can not be found. Their lies of a better meaning.  Half truths never to be spoken.  Life lost with out a thought.  My soul lost to me from the greed of power.  Lovers lost in a moment in time.  Never to be found. Seeking what they can not remember. Seeking dreams stolen in heave thrown to hell. Crawling and crawling trying to get away from hell, yet never far it seems to be.  Stuck in between them begging  for a way out.  No way to escape the hell that has been given to you.  Crying at the loss of hope.  That you have lost along the way . Never to be seen by the light of day. I watched her as she walked towrds me with tears in eyes. They had taken her true love from her. They where soul mates meant to be together for ever.  Bu
Vi R Us
This is Dylan.Dylan is five years old and has a sever case of Hemophilia B. Hemophilia B is a rare blood clotting disorder that doesn't allow for Dylan's body to heal when a blood vessel is broken. Thus a scab is never formed, and blood can poor from the open wound. In sever cases, bleeding can occur for weeks.Dylan has to be very careful about what he does, so he spends most of his time inside with his action figures and video games, because even a small cut could be devastating. October 17th is the Hemophilia walk and Dylan needs to raise $200 dollars before this point. We're almost there, sitting at $71. Care to help?You can donate as much as you wish, and it only takes a couple of seconds.I'll even provide the link! http://my.e2rm.com/personalpage.aspx?registrationID=872747&langPref=en-CA&sms_ss=facebook&at_xt=4cb3a1b4f6f0e9b9%2C0 It would mean a lot to me, Dylan, and his family. Thank you.
Broken Hearted
I Want to cry I want to scream I want to tell you mostly.I hate that im afraid of everything   I hate that your the one thing i want most but cant have  I hate that you let me go before i even got to say goodbye I wiish that you would come back to me  I wish that i were strong enough to say NO to you I wish i could believe my own lies I tell you to cover up the pain you left I need to move on says my head I need to hold on says my heart I envy the way this hasnt hurt you at all I envy her I envy the fact that you dont understand what this feels like at all I want to hurt you I want to be with you I want this nightmare to be over I wish i could make things to the way they were before I wish i could change time I wish I could change you  I wish I could have hurt you before you hurt me I need you out of my thoughts I need you out of my heart I need to start doing things for me I hate that i gave you something that i can never have back Im tired of hoping aimlessly
H-o-a-r
Prophet
Feelings
time to go into the darkness and let it flow into me let it embrace me and become one with the cold uncaring void let it flow freely from me and become the darkness and take in its power and make it my own and watch all the beautiful destruction that is left in my wake it is time for me to have fun  i am going to let the darkness be my home and reside there and learn its dark ways and use them to destroy the ones who have brought me pain and misery and see how they like the new me and how they enjoy their own destruction that they have brought upon themselves by pissing off the one who is not scared of the darkness and everything that dwells within it lets see if they like the monster that they have unleashed.
I Am A Old Member
If you had the choice between shelby montana or denver colorado what would you choose Update Picture Tell me why you are here today?                                                Tell me why you are here today,                               I thought,that you had went away,                       The dreams, I held are still within my mind,                         Why must you tear through my heart today?                       You are here in my dreams, as I close my eyes,                             You are in my mind, I lock you away but you stay,                                    I fight the urge to sleep tonight!                                             I wonder why?                                            I hear your voice,                                             See your face,                                       This is just a mistake,                             Why must you pursue me this way?           &nbs
Jack
Jack Johnson@ fubar
#1
        Kill me now; shove me in the ice; dont worry about how I feel; Dont worry about being nice; I fell too hard; I fell too fast;  This time, this fall; will be my last; I shall sit in the corner of shadows; I will be here for all eternity; I will sit in this world of darkness; and hope one day the light comes to me; This is my soul; my heart and soul are one.         My mind will go forth and play in the light; So all that know me shall not know my plight;  As fake as it may be; Those who cant see wont see;  However those that already know can see it's for show;  My heart is no more; it has been destroyed;  It was by my choice; that I had it deployed;  So who is to blame but the owner themselves; Nothing matters nothing else;  So I go to the shadow; dont follow me there;  It is very dark; and full of despair; I will say these last real words to you; you know who you are; and you know its true; So as I go; when this is through; always know, I Love you. 
Change
I have been on this site since March 2007 and have seen many changes in the site, in people, in attitudes and "cliques". Now I await all  those who will say "I'm not in any clique. I'm friends with who I want". Sadly, we DO allow others to influence how we act, what we say and who we are friends with. Everyone is quick to jump in and defend their "friends" yet if the situation was on the other foot I don't think  many can say their "friend" would defend them.   There is A LOT of hype about who you are friends with on here, such as colored names. I have friends with green names, pink names,  blue names, grey names, white names, red names and OMG some yellow names.  I must be a traitor to the "mummers" or something.  Another thing, if you have EVER wrote a mumm or answered a mumm YOU ARE A FUCKING MUMMER.   (Waiting on those who will protest and say Don't put a label on me...blah blah blah. Labels are a part of life so deal with it.)   Discuss amongst yourself or not.....I don
The Invitation
The Invitation By Oriah   It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living.I want to know what you ache for.And if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are.I want to know if you will risk looking like a foolfor love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon...I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrowIf you have been opened by life’s betrayalsor have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your ownwithout moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your ownIf you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning usto be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me is
Me
This ain't a test, fuck the restTime to set the record straightTalk your shit behind my backLet's hear you say it to my faceI've heard the words roll out your lipsYou little tricky fucking bitchThe time has come to get you some'Cause I just do not give a shitDo you take me for a fool?How's it feel to be a tool?See to me you're just a cancerMotherfucker, war is the answerAs of now the end beginsI want to laugh but there's no jokeTo eat with the beasts and run with the wolvesOn the ashes you must chokeI know it's got to chap your ass to thinkI just won't go awayAffects me not, I'm writing you offI got nothing more to sayDo you take me for a fool?How's it feel to be a tool?To me you're just a cancerMotherfucker, war is the answer, the answerYou wanna disrespect me you little fucking punkEverything I've done to be who I amAs far as I've fucking comeI'll slap you so fucking hard it'll feel like you've kissed a freight trainFuck youDo you take me for a fool?How's it feel to be a tool?Talk yo
This Place
What is Hot ? Real 36Ds and an ass that will fit into Victoria's Secret skinny jeans. SIZE 8 and under .................... Classc1 has REAL 36D - DD tatas and owns and fits into size 4 Victoria Secret skinny jeans. What is not Hot ? an over weight woman and unattractive claiming all these men want her fat ass, thinking all these men are lusting over her and talking 3 kinds of crap on her page about how hot she is .................... PLEASE !!!  Let us step into reality. Of the women whom are depicted in REAL profiles, YES I said REAL Profiles. This site is way inflated with false and fake ones. Maybe 1%, ( I am being generous ) are good looking enough to say that they are sexy or  HOT !! Thanks for reading. I have been back on this site now for about six months. I met my best friend and wife on this site as well, much has changed since I met her here back in 2007. We have had the most precious little girl a couple could have, been through a deployment and a Permanent Change of
Poetry By Me!!!!!
    No amount of anything on this earth can compare to the way I felt at your birth 5 pounds 8 ounce's 19 inches with a head full of hair, Like I said nothing can compare.My pride and precious bundle of joy, Im so glad i was the one to bring you into this world, Now you have just turned 4 it goes by so fast, You think you have a lifetime But it really doesn't last.I watch you as your growing, getting older day by day, I am so happy now, but one day you will be grown up and move away.So i'm making the memories, and painting a perfect picture of your past, because i know when your older the things you are forgetting won't come back.Yes you are my daughter and you are very loved, I try to show it everyday and shower you with hugs.So when you are all grown up, and finally leaving home I hope you think back on yuor life and love where you come from..... Love is a word that means you care and the rest of your life you want to share with that person.Hate is a word that
Poison...
You left your poison in my veins, every time you youch my skin I drop to my knees from the pain. Its emotional torture and i cant take it, each "i love you" only feels like youre faking. So go on, finish taking what you want, help me finish breaking. I know that i should probably walk away, that i shouldnt let your dead love song make me sway,  but its a chemical reaction, your acid touch, your toxic kiss, the way it stings upon my pale skin. I feel it burning, its breaking my heart. your whispers in my ear leave me deaf and my body stills to numb. I know i should make you stop, that i should walk away, but i crave your poison in my veins. Poison in my veins to make me cry, i taste your venom in each and every lie. Poison in my veins to break my heart, but oh how you make your poison feel so good! You were made to break my heart, my love, i always knew that you were poison from the start.... my name is destiny hope. Today, I would have just turned one. I would have taken my first steps
My Favorite Poems.......
AUTOBIOGRAPHY IN FIVE SHORT CHAPTERS ~~~Portia Nelson I I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk I fall in. I am lost ... I am helpless. It isn't my fault. It takes me forever to find a way out. II I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I pretend I don't see it. I fall in again. I can't believe I am in the same place but, it isn't my fault. It still takes a long time to get out. III I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I see it is there. I still fall in ... it's a habit. my eyes are open I know where I am. It is my fault. I get out immediately. IV I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I walk around it. V I walk down another street.
~with In Me~
If you can keep your head up when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming you If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,But make allowance for their doubting too ; If you can wait and not be tired by waiting , Or being lied about,dont deal in lies,Or being hated,dont give way to hating,And yet dont look too good , nor thalk too wise: If you can dream-and not make dreams your master;If you can think- and not make thoughts your aim; If you can meet with triumph and disaster And treat those two imposters just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,Or watch the things you gave your life to ,Broken, And stoop and build 'em up with worn out tools: If you can make one heap of all your winnings And risk it on turn of pitch-and-toss,And lose, and start again at your biginings And never breathe a word about your loss;If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve your turn long after there is nothing in you Exept
New Here
I'm slowly learning my way around.. my wonderful friend invited me to this site and well it can be a bit overwhelming at first.. I look forward to meeting all sorts of new people and making new friends.. I like that there are blog spots on here ..  I enjoy writing short stories so I will have an outlet to post them at on here..  very cool as I have not had an outlet to post to in quite awhile..   and as much as I enjoy reading my own stories *eye roll*  I'd really rather have feedback on them..   or at least have other people read them..  so if you read them or this.. hope you enjoy.. and if not..  that's ok to!
I Got Something To Say... What Was It Again?
 Eye Color: Jet Black...with a large dose of Hazel. Hair Color: Brown Height: 6'1" Typical Hair Style: Flat Top or buzzed bald Typical Clothing: Tee Shirt and Jeans or a hoodie and jeans... My Favorite color: Black, Blue, Green... Mode of Transportation: Geo Prizim Lsi Astrological Sign: Stop! Scorpio Taste that makes me melt: sulfuric acid... or a great steak. My Cologne: Sean John Unforgivable, Nautica Sport, Nautica Blue, Antonio Banderas Blue Seduction, Axe Dark Temptation... My Bodywash: Powersport: Gravity A Hobby I Enjoy: Taking Pictures... Want to pose for me? :) A City I Would Like To Visit: New York A Country I Would Like To Visit: Australia & Ireland... Favorite Alcoholic Beverage: Jameson... Jack Daniels... Rum... Miller Lite... Favorite Non Alcoholic Beverage: Sobe No Fear, Sprite, Water A Game I Like To Play: Monopoly... Scrabble... Phase 10... Chess Book I Would Recommend: Anything by Laurell K. Hamilton A Movie I Could Watch Over & Over: Halloween, The
Time To Handle Some Business
Some lil boy at school, slipped a note in my daughters backpack with his telephone number, saying "call me"...................... Part of me wants to track this kid down, and introduce him to my steel toe boots...... But he didn't even have the nerve to leave his name on the note, so i guess i'll give him a break this time. Even my daughter who is 11 said it's pretty sad he was afraid to talk to her and give his number in person....... Besides that, me and my daughter have an agreement in place, She wont start dating or liking boys until i say it's time, and I promise not to hurt any of these lil evil spawn that want to get near my daughter..... I may have to start homeschooling her...........
My Hearts Desire
pleasing You is what i posess giving all to You with no recess my heart is full of unbounding ties my body cries from deep inside to please You Sir is what i crave for all my life was such sharades cause no one wanted my parades paridise is what i seek or am i being so very meek Soulmate i have not found but then again You weren't around to find each other would be profound when all we would do is turn around bound by others we are now but true love will prevail i pray that my search will soon be over like finding a four leaf clover bowing down at Your feet just now wondering when why and how i have lived my life thus far knowing You and i have been apart makes my passion even stronger don't make me wait any longer i long for You to be pleased by me to open You up to be made complete .
Block Bin
Torn apart inside, no place to hide Why do I do this, what is it that i miss? Someone from nothing but pain, and shame only desires to be loved, but in the end they all seem to be the same. Not like you didn't have enough already, they tear you apart even more. They say when you get a cut it hurts worse than anything. I think they are wrong to have someone lift you up so high you start to love again and then let you fall like you meant nothing to them hurts far worse. I could stand a thousand cuts than to take the pain that I take from each one that has done this to me. I'm their angel one that will listen to them one that will love them and talk with them. An in the end I'm tossed back to the shadows once again to hide the bruises and the scars enflicked once again. So back to the shadow lands again I go til I'm needed once again. I sit and wonder sometimes if other do like hurting others? Like with me I don't like promises they are always broken but when you give me your word or vise
Nasa’s Constellation Program
NASA’s Constellation Program   Will the Unites States surrender its leadership role in every conceivable area of importance?    The new Congress should demand the reauthorization of the Constellation Program.    Beyond the obvious, of being able to fly ourselves to the Space Station, maintaining the infrastructure and programs necessary for space leadership continuity and maintenance of military, commercial and scientific space projects and research, there are other extremely important reasons to fund the Constellation program.     It is a very sad fact that a history of disastrous policies like this one defunding our space program has left our nation on the brink of surrounding our super power status. In addition to cutting wasteful spending and pumping up the environment for American business, there are some extremely important actions that must be taken if we are to climb out of this huge economic hole we find ourselves in. We are going to need something like the info
Seducing Mom
I’ve been thinking sexual thoughts about my mother for the last year. I’m eighteen years old now and when I was seventeen last year, I started looking at my mother not as my mom but as a very arousing and sexy woman. It all started with me looking at her sexy panties in her underwear drawer of her dresser.   As I gazed upon the sheer lace material of her panties, I became very aroused. I started masturbating into her panties, stroking my hard cock for several minutes until I would cum into the soft cotton crotches. At first I unloaded small amounts of cum but as I grew up, my ejaculations grew too.   I graduated to searching the clothes hamper and looking for a sexy pair of mom’s worn panties. I was rewarded several times as I found them and brought them to my nose. Oh the enticing smell of my mother’s sexy juices would send me quickly into an intense orgasm, time after time. My lust for my mother continued to grow.   Some may think it was weird but I occa
My Sexy Video
Ramblings By Jake
  That's why we call it The Majestic. Any man, woman, child could buy their ticket, walk right in. Here they'd be, here we'd be. "Yes sir, yes ma'am. Enjoy the show." And in they'd come entering a palace, like in a dream, like in heaven. Maybe you had worries and problems out there, but once you came through those doors, they didn't matter anymore. And you know why? Chaplin, that's why. And Keaton and Lloyd. Garbo, Gable, and Lombard, and Jimmy Stewart and Jimmy Cagney. Fred and Ginger. They were gods. And they lived up there. That was Olympus. Would you remember if I told you how lucky we felt just to be here? To have the privilege of watching them. I mean, this television thing. Why would you want to stay at home and watch a little box? Because it's convenient? Because you don't have to get dressed up, because you could just sit there? I mean, how can you call that entertainment, alone in your living room? Where's the other people? Where's the audience? Where's the magic? I'll tell
But If I Did...
I don’t lie down at night wishing you were beside me and imagining the feel of your arms wrapped around me tight… I don’t wake up each morning with visions of your sweet face filling my mind… I don’t dream of your touch, your kiss, your caress… I don’t spend my waking hours envisioning your smile and the light in your beautiful eyes… I don’t long for you with every breath I take… I don’t yearn for you… I don’t love you…   But if I did, how would you feel about that?
Well It Is Wednesday
I remember that wednesday always signaled the middle of the week, now its a remind that i can never get anything done before friday... It used to be the break, now its the tell tail sign that laundry is piling up and most likely i'm running out of underwear...shit, i need some more pretty panties.... i used to get laid regularly on this day, but now i'm just to freaking tired, I think Wednesdays should be excluded from the week, serves no purpose at all, other than the clock ticking away... Well that's Me, and my complaining ass. Hope anyone that reads this finds it amusing Lilpandora XOXO
The World Today
     You would be hard pressed to turn on the news and not hear the words record breaker or never seen before from the reporters. Whether it be the largest typhoon ever to hit Australia, the worst winter on record, the largest flood, drought, earthquake, tornado or volcano. Then there is the collapsing economies all around the world, protests and riots, wars and rumors of wars and corrupt governments all around us....Who is to blame for all this chaos? Not one person but all of us are to blame.      We have experienced these things in our life before, if we are old enough to remember, but never before have they all happened at once and the intesnity and frequency of these events that are growing at a geometric ratio and the world is in extreme danger while most of us ignore what is going on around us for we don't want to disturb our life in a bubble, outside our comfort zone.      What is truly amazing is that the prophets predicted this time thousands of years ago and now we see it
My Wish For You...
My wish for you: Comfort on difficult days Smiles  when sadness intrudes Rainbows to follow the clouds Sunsets to warm your heart Laughter to kiss your lips Friendship to brighten you being Beauty for your eyes to see Faith so that you can believe Confidence for when you doubt Patience to accept the truth Courage to know yourself Love to complete your lifee
A Poem
What do you do when you made a mistake that somebody wont forgive you for, they wont even read what you have to say and they do they only turn it into excuse. i know i should move on, forget about it i mean come on it just somebody on the internet. i could go out and have some fun, do whatever i wanted. yet here i am at a rave, laughing with friends, dancing with my glow sticks and not once would i let another guy dance with me, not once did i hit back on a guy when he try to talk to me, all i could think about was getting home and hoping to god there be a message there. I go out to eat with friends after the rave, eating fast so i can make it home in time hoping there be a message there..waiting for me and for him to be still be up,  i get more there was nothing...n o t h i n g, ahh my heart stinks...so to not think about him and care so much i drink my pain away. when i go to sleep , i try to sleep as long as i can because i hate the morning, i hate waking up knowing he wont speak to
Rollin With Timez
Im out of ideas.. Im sitting here totally lost. No matter what I do.. it's never enough... It hurts when you realize it was you all along. There was no one else responsible for all that has happend, all that went wrong. It sucks when you realize, it was you all along. Ur the reason ur life is in shambles, that u cant stay still. Ur the reason nothing works the way you hope it will.   It breaks ur heart when it comes to ur attention.. that ur the one making ur relationship fall apart.   This whole time, ur thinking about what it is that he may be doing wrong.. only to find out.. it was u all along. Ur thre one whining, ur the one bitching.. ur the one not trusting. Ur the one failing.   U fail at everything else in ur life.. why should love be different? because u have faith? no! There is no hope for thre lost... for the blind... my heart was burried lng ago.. and I was left behind. I dont deserve u...   u need someone better... i am no longer mad.. for all that I know... cuz
My Life In Hell Oops The Keys!!
Ok a few knew that at the first of the year the last job I was wotking closed down.. So it left me jobless and looking for work.. I had enough to pay a months rent and bills saved up.. But after that jobs were hard to get where I am.. Especially in the winter thanks to snowbirds.. Well after 2 months and help from my family I got a job making barely enough to pay rent.. But then I had a stupid moment and lost it after a month.. All I can say is never work as a civilian for the military the job sucks ass and the pay is even worse.. Well 2 days after I lost that job I had a call from a store down here the day after I applied online.. Apparently they needed a manager and offered me the job if my background check came back clean.. Well duh I'm a goody goody type never been in any real trouble so of course I knew what it would say.. But when they didn't call me after 5 days I started to worry because of the shit at my last job..  But finally I got the call today to start immediately and t
Drowning In Your Soul
I HAD TO GET AWAY, I HAD NO CHOICE.  BECAUSE OF YOU I NO LONGER HAVE A HAPPY SOUL. I AM IN A WORLD SO COLD. I TRIED SO HARD TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT. YOU MADE ME HATE YOU. I HAD TO GET AWAY. YOU NEVER CARED IF I STAYED. YOU TOOK AWAY THE ONE THING THAT MADE ME HAPPY. AND I WAS THE ONE TO BLAME. YOU MADE ME BELIEVE SHE DIED BECAUSE OF ME . YOU TURNED YOUR BACK ON ME WHEN  I  WAS IN NEED. MY HEART BLEEDS FOR YOU. IT BLED FOR YOU INDEED.   YOU NEVER CARED FOR ME . MY DAYS ARE NOW LONELY AND MY NIGHTS ARE SO COLD. I AM FOREVER LOST. SECRETS ARE LEFT UNTOLD. I AM LEFT WITH A BROKEN HEART,    DROWNING IN YOU SOUL.
This One Is Hot!
Kate and Linda were sitting at Kate's small dinette table one summer morning, discussing the neighborhood gossip and local news. Their husbands were out playing golf, and as was their wont, Kate and Linda got together to chat, shop and generally goof off. Each was wearing short shorts and a light blouse, as the summer weather was quite warm. "I tell ya, honey, that husband of mine is a real dud in bed sometimes. I dress sexy for him and talk sexy, and all he wants to do is shove it in me, jerk a few times, come, and roll over and fall asleep. I really do miss the wild times I used to have when I was younger, you know?" said Linda as she slowly sipped at the cup of coffee in her hands. "Exactly, I mean... I love Roger dearly, and wouldn't really want to spend my life with any other man, but jeeezus, I do get HORNY once in a while." Kate responded. "What's the sexiest thing you've ever done, Lin?" she asked almost shyly. Linda looked at her for a few minutes, gauging t
Never Take Life For Granted
On March 29, 2011, I posted a picture of my daughter Mackenzie (left) and her biological half sister Lindsey (right) whom my daughter had met for the first time in her life on that day.  Sadly, Lindsey was in a fatal car accident on Friday, April 15, 2011 which took her life.  Although I didn't personally know Lindsey and God took her before Mackenzie had a chance to get to know her sister, I feel a deep loss over her death.  My love and prayers go out to Lindsey and her friends and family at this difficult time! RIP Lindsey September 22, 1990 - April 15, 2011.      “Perhaps they are not stars, but rather openings in heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy.”
Darkness
with a touch of my hand, you will see the darkness that consumes my soul, with a touch of your hand, I will see the light of where I once was, with a kiss to your lips, you will see a love like no other, with my arms around you while you sleep, you will not know fear! only peace and tranquility. start your missions. max defense (to 50) and eqiupment. When you can buy 40 12gauge/40 Bullet proof vest/ 40 street bikesMAP LVL 1-8 BREAK IN DIAMOND LVL 8-25 NEXT 2 DIAMONDS LVL 25-50 WORK ON DIAMOND AT LVL30 START SHELTERS LVL 50 UPGRADE YOUR SHOTGUNS 10 A DAY UNLESS AT WEAPONS TURF THEN 30 A DAY LVL 50-100 SHOULD STILL BE DOING SHELTERS WHEN COMPLETE DO DIAMONDS LVL 100-150 STEALTHS AND RIENFORCE SHELTERS THEN GET BACK ON DIAMONDS LVL 150 YOU KNOW THE BUSINESS SHIPS SHIPS AND MORE SHIPS LVL 215 GET YOUR SHELTERS UPGRADED TO SAMS AND BACK TO SHIPS UNTIL DONE SHOULD BE AROUND 270-280 IF YOU WANT TO GET A JUMP ON YOUR SUITS? YOU CAN START THOSE NO SOONER THAN 250 (IS RECOMENDED TO COMPLE
Dream Lover
I feel you near me when I close my eyes.Your touch upon me when I close my eyes.Who are you? Where are you?The way your hand brushes my cheek.And still I wonder and I seek.Who are you? Where are you?Your lips press to mine, so warm and sweet.But still to find you’s an amazing feat.Who are you? Where are you?Are you a dream I long to see?Or is it your voice saying “Wait for me.”Who are you? Where are you?Will this feeling fade with time?Or is this love real and divine.Who are you? Where are you?Are you imagined or are you real?Could I imagine this feeling I feel?Who are you? Where are you?So often have I dreamed of you.Could all those dreams just not come true?Who are you? Where are you?Would I get over you if I could?Would I want to? I know I should.Who are you? Where are you?I stand here thinking “Should I wait or should I go”And though I wonder I still don’t knowWho you are. Or if you’ll come
Legitimate Work At Home Jobs?
Poems
I'm not perfectI make mistakesI have regretsAnd I tend to forget dates I've lost my temperAnd I've let it showSome times I hold grudgesWhen I should let it goI'm very sarcasticAnd some days I don't careI've hurt many peopleAnd the punishment I bearSome days I can be meanBut some days I'm niceSome times I say thingsWithout thinking twiceI always hate morningsAnd some times I ramble onSome days I need my friendsAnd some days I'm withdrawnSome days I don't eatAnd some days I stuff my faceMost days I'm cool and collectedBut some days I'm all over the placeI can be indecisiveBut still need a planSome times I depend on others
Why Am I
The Reason Why i am deciding to leave Fubar for forever is people treat me like shit and the site i remember it as 4 and a half years ago called Lost Cherry Has gone but back then people were fun to have around but fubar has now become unfun and treating me like noone gives a fuck about my feelings on here i admit i have got good friends on here but most of them aren't on here that much anymore and people who i thought were my friends have changed and now they treat me like a ex friend they wish would just die and leave them the fuck alone forever things i dislike on fubar are having 2 my bar tabs the so called video chat the stupid fubar lotto and this totally stupid idea of a daily fubar ranking noone gives a shit abouttheir ranking on here oh and the my stats thing noone cares about that either but on the other hand fubar has it's good points but right now so much of the ugly side of fubar is making my mind up  to leave forever so therefore i have decided to mark my 5 years on fubar
Unedited Me :)
Pretty much anything anyone of my so called "Fubar" friends knows about me is information I have allowed myself to share. This might not be a big deal to some people but I do have trust issues and only allow certain people to know any "good dirt" on me, something that can later be used against me! This is the unedited version of me: ~ I swear and take the Lord's name in vain often ~ I drink to pass out ~ I take drugs to escape my reality ~ I love a tall brunette, 36 C's, nice firm ass, a few tattoos and a few piercings. ~ I love tall men with dark eyes and hair. ~ A sexy guitar player could cause me to sin 7 ways from Sunday ~ I'll end up back in a mental hospital before next year. ~ I could very easily close my eyes and sleep forever ~ The smile on my lips doesn't mean I'm happy.....my eyes hold all my pain inside them.
Balancing The Line Between Sanity And Whatever Else There Is Out There.
In a little less then 2 months will be the one year anniversary trip to Patrick B. Hassis, which some may or may not know is a mental hospital and I spent a week there the first week of August 2010 due to a psychotic episode when I had and was planning on carrying out a suicide plan. I planned to soak my wrist in ice water until the went numb, the to put three vertical slits in my wrists then let them bleed out in wartm water to pull the blood out faster. I was also cutting myself to release the pressure. I know many people don't understand why girls cut but for me it's like letting the air out of a balloon, the bad stuff just goes "woosh" with the air and it really does make me think clearly for a bit.   Iadmit, the past few weeks, I have been thinking about suicide a lot more recently then I had been. This is totally my fault for not keeping my therapist appointments and psychiatrist appointments, but now I'm getting that knot in my throat and trying to relationaze the effect me ta
Not Sure What To Call This...
malfunctional encephalon useless grey sludge damaged receptors  cranium crud neurotransmitters misfire at will muddled, befuddled riddled to hell dopamine slow travelling  sick synaptic transmission  brief moments euphoric sharp sudden remission serotonin standby norepinephrine away inane glial matter take it away  lobotomize me
Wanker
Truth About Fubar So Many Deny.
Alright  i know this is old but i thought i would revive it for some fun. This is hilarious!!!! Please Don't spoil the fun, and keep it going............ Type out the sentence you end up with in UR STATUS!!!Pick the month you were born:January-------I kickedFebruary------I lovedMarch----------I karate choppedApril------------I lickedMay------------I jumped onJune-----------I smelledJuly------------I did the Macarena WithAugust--------I had lunch withSeptember----I danced withOctober-------I sang toNovember-----I yelled atDecember-----I ran overPick the day (number) you were born on:
Our Fallen Soldiers
THESE ARE THE REAL PEOPLE THAT NEED TO BE REMEMBERED Army Pfc. James A. Waters Died July 1, 2011 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 21, of Cloverdale, Ind.; assigned to 1st Battalion, 32nd Infantry Regiment, 3rd Brigade Combat Team, 10th Mountain Division, Fort Drum, N.Y.; died July 1 in Kandahar province, Afghanistan, of wounds suffered when insurgents attacked his unit using an improvised explosive device.     Army Staff Sgt. Michael J. Garcia Died July 4, 2011 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 27, of Bossier City, La.; assigned to the 63rd Ordnance Battalion, 52nd Ordnance Group (Explosive Ordnance Disposal), 20th Support Command, Fort Polk, La.; died July 4 in Logar province, Afghanistan, of wounds suffered when insurgents attacked his unit using an improvised explosive device.         Army Spc. Preston J. Suter Died July 5, 2011 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 22, of Sandy, Utah; assigned to the 709th Military Police Battalion,
Songs
Pointless Ramblings And Things I Like.
"Save Me"Had a bad day, don't talk to me,gonna ride this out,My little black heart, breaks apart,with your big mouth.And I'm sick of my sicknessDon't touch me, you'll get this.I'm useless, lazy, perverted,and you hate me.You can't save me,You can't change me,Well I'm waiting for my wakeup call,And everything, everything's my fault.Went to the doctor, and I asked her,to make this stop. (whoa)Got medication, a new addiction,Fucking thanks a lot.I had to relapse, I'm bad at rehabsIt ruins everything. (whoa)So point your finger, at the singer,He's in the pharmacy.You can't save me,You can't change me,Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,and everything's
New Blog
can u pls leave msg on my blast for requirement to level http://fubar.com/blast_details.php?uid=1186996&blastid=207449&btype=1 I know I have not been on much lately.   Seems like the 2 lap tops i had.. croaked.. or something. I am now back on the old desk top which is very old..and takes forever to even upload a page. I do miss most of my family on here.  But I have also been learning to improve my life..and getting things done around here.  I have been dieting since last july .  It started becuz i was borderline diabetic.  Anyways.. since then I have lost 47lbs.  I only want to lose about 10more lbs.  It has been getting extremely hard.  I didnt lose any for 2 months..then last month and this month i have lost 2lbs per month.  I figure by new years..I will be where i want to be. LOL.  Anyways.. it has all been worth it. I do not feel like a huge cow anymore. Lately I been walking about 2 to 3 miles daily.. working out at curves..doing zumba 6hrs or so a week..etc. Just a upda
Rememberence
As a solider is on his way home from the fight for peace and love to all he has before his vision  of the sweetest of passions fall before his eyes on his way back home does he find the day or moment where he opens his eyes only to see the purest of angels on a day that has the sweetest temptations and passions of the smallest sins of being on a balcony of true love with the sweetest of strawberries or fruit on the clearest summer day with the most beautiful breeze he has ever felt for she is there with him on that balcony just for to share a single moment and be truly at peace with just that moment if that shall be all she shares with him for he has held so much pain in his heart as she has for they no not of the reasons as of yet until she says no words and allows him only to just look into her eyes to journey to her heart and see what truly exists in her heart of which he never has seen such beauty at that very moment when he opens his eyes that were bleeding and blind for all he wa
What The Fuck
Really?, Are you fucking kidding me right now. Is what I was saying, From one word, WOW. More like ewwww, Gross, and yuck. Seriously don’t get it. What the fuck?
It'll Never Be The Same
How did that get there? great, got a bruise on my knee. Never been graceful at all, tripping over my own feet. Slammed my own hand, in my damn car door in-fact. Is this even possible? Who the Hell does that? My daughter is following in my footsteps, it seems. Never pays attention, always falling over things. Goodness, I'm a menace, and she shares my name. Two of me in this world. It'll never be the same.
My Precious Gift
Get up honey, it's time to get ready. She looks up at me, with her eyes so heavy. Giving me that same look, I have when I'm pissed. I just smile and walk away. Love every second of it. She makes the rules, calls the shots. Everything I am, she's knows she's got. My precious gift. The center of my world. Have to give thanks, to my baby girl. She keeps it real for me, with her warm beautiful smile. Makes even the impossible, worth while. She can break my heart, quicker than anyone can. But I know she will still be around, in the end. When everyone else, has come and gone. She will remain by my side, where she belongs. I would lay my life down, for hers to live. There is nothing for her, I wouldn't give. I gave her life, yet she has given me much more. Every smile, every move I make, she's responsible for. I just have to say thank you, for delivering her to me. Without her, who knows where I'd be.
Smile
So difficult to look at Overt and brandished cowardice Is your flabby life worth that much effort? I am a proud Lazy person And yes you can be lazy But can you be a Coward? Only with embarrassment Shallow things Grasp desperately To reach the surface for air So many dreams I have had Being pushed under water and sure I would drown Then at the last second know I can breathe water Just before I think I will die Because I feel it And because I can Air is what you think it is The baring of teeth A smile for Humans Have you ever come across A fully grown male Chimp Teeth mean war to him That flash moment When the danger smells Fill the air Run or fight? Slow motion He will roll you up And keep you in a tree Eat you slowly over weeks Run or fight
Caylee - My Videos
These are two videos i made to remember Caylee Anthonys memory. A 2 yr old whos death still remains a mystery even after her mother faced the death penatly if found guilty of first degree murder however a jury didnt find her guilty on any charges and she walked free. We will never forget you Caylee, RIP beautiful girl
Actual Ramblings From My Bored Insane Mind
Part 1: Tooling without comprehension Really for the last few weeks ive been playing around and experimenting with the GIMP photo editor with mixed results. ive been doing my damnest to get better at photo editing and effects and i think im really starting to see myself getting better. the bad part about it is that im totally not where i should be and get too far ahead of myself when reading the tutorials. thats my boring update and would appreicate any help or hints about how to use the program, now to get into what going on with me.  Part 2: Im not driving around your sister and spooking your hogs theres a lot of land here where i live and we rented some of it to an oil company for drilling. they even made their own road going up and into the land with the promise that a gate would be set up at the entrance and that a lock would be on said gate. well that lasted for about a year now theres no lock on the gate and any backwoods moron with a four wheeler (ATV) can just ride around a
The Not So Funny Fat Chick
Have you ever noticed that some people have this incredible "WOW" factor...?It's like they have this incredible glitz about them that just shines so brightly and draws people inEveryone notices them they are the life of the party and everyone wants to be their friend... To which they have a million friends so what's one more friend right...lolAnd everything always seems to go their way...just incredible luck all the time, and when I say lucky I mean fall in shit and come out smellin like roses lucky...I would love to be that way...Not all the time, but maybe just once in awhile just to know what  it feels like to be special to someone or anyone for that matter.Or to have that feeling like I am importantIt would be nice to not be in last place all the time... I just watched this movie Bridesmaids....It is really funny, but in a way it is also really kind of sad....I found it very easy to relate to the blonde named Annie in the movie...She is awkward and  nothing seems to go her way, and
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just copy and paste in the greenie sb they DO work if you use them           Hello and welcome to fubar. one great way to meet new people is the lounges on fubar. i would like to take this chance to invite you to become a member of one of the hottest lounges on fubar.IN HARMS WAY just click this link to join the fun http://www.fubar.com/lounge/78728Hello and welcome to fubar. one great way to meet new people is the lounges on fubar. i would like to take this chance to invite you to become a member of one of the hottest lounges on fubar.IN HARMS WAY just click this link to join the fun http://www.fubar.com/lounge/78728 and remeber the drinksare on the house!!!!!:D Hello and welcome to fubar. one great way to meet new people is the lounges on fubar. i would like to take this chance to invite you to become a member of one of the hottest lounges on fubar.IN HARMS WAY just click this link to join the fun http://www.fubar.com/lounge/78728 and remeber the drinksare on the house...Hello
Favorite Music/song Lyrics
Einstein Simple math Our love divided by the square root of pride Multiply your lifeless time I'm going out of my mind It was heaven when I finally figured it out alone Didn't get it the first time But don't think I've been so blind And I may not be unstopped But I Know Dumb plus dumb equals you Dumb plus dumb equals you Dumb plus dumb equals you Even had the nerves to flirt with her in front of my face Here's your keys, your bags, your clothes and now get out of my place You say I'm crazy, and that we're happy Is that supposed to comfort me? Didn't get it the first time But don't think I've been so blind Yeah I may not be unstopped But I know Dumb plus dumb equals you Dumb plus dumb equals you Dumb plus dumb equals you All of your promises, flushed A thousand apologies, just Take out the pain and let it leaves us With nothing at all, no, nothing at all You can stop wasting my time Without you I'm just fine Why did it take me so long to figure out Dumb plus dumb equals you, equals you
My Ramblings
Let's start off with the basics. My name's Mary and I'm 23 years old. (lets't see if you have a good attention span as I keep going.) I was born in NY, I am currently in KS. (Don't ask). My family was/is as dysfuntional as they come, but it made me who I am today. I learned that the only person who will be there in the end for you, is well, yourself. So, you should really be good to that person you see starring back at you in the mirror because in the end, maybe no one else will be. Yes, I do have some revealing photos of myself on here. That does not mean it's an open ticket for other things or naked photos. I'm actually pretty shy in some ways but, I am a flirt at times. I'd say that I'm a pretty decent person. I have a passion for working with disabled children with learning disabilities and behavioral problems. I have done so for quite a while- it makes me realize that we're actually the stupid ones. (lol)   I am an artist. I write poetry and enjoy painting, as well as sculpti
How Hard Would It Be?
How hard would it be to live with, all those questions unanswered? The what if's, why not's, on bended knee and teary prayers. The saying goes, you don't know what you have, until it's gone. In my opinion, that couldn't be more wrong. The truth is, you know, you've known it from the start. You just didn't think you'd lose it, and it's torn your world apart. Whatever the situation is, when love is involved. Do anything it takes, to get the problem solved. Because not knowing, if you had just tried, can drive someone insane. There is nothing that measures up, to the regret and pain. It doesn't matter who is, right or wrong. Once you have found the place, your heart belongs.
You Little D**k Piece Of S**t
A random stranger, sends me a link. I clicked it, didn't even think. And there he was, whacking away. Instantly got pissed, couldn't help but say. What the Hell makes you think, I wanted to see that? He would have to let go of his junk, to write me back. He tried to apologize, but I was too pissed. You make me sick, I wanna puke, seriously disgusted. Do you not realize, this is a screen. And you're not showing me anything, I haven't already seen. But do continue, have fun with it. But don't message me again, you little dick piece of shit.
Maybe I'm Crazy
Tossing and turning, in this empty bed. Hanging onto your face, the words you have said. I don't know when, and I don't know how. I have to find a way to see you, somehow. Because this longing and desire, weighs so heavily. I would do just about anything, just to see. Your eyes staring back, back at me. To hear your voice, would be music to my ears. To have your arms around me, holding me near. There is nothing I wouldn't do, maybe I'm crazy. I am just so in love with you, Baby.
True To My Heart
I will be true to my heart, even if it causes it to break. To cover it up or give in to someone else, would just be a mistake. I get it everyday, all of the time. But nothing can replace, the way I feel inside. Even I have tried. My vision is blinded, by the sight of his face. Every street, every move, every place. If someone ever causes me, to give in. It wouldn't be them at all to me, it would still be him. I don't care who thinks I'm crazy, for holding on. I would hang on forever, I don't care how long. Because lying to myself, isn't going to change a thing. He'll still be there, in my heart, my dreams. Other's may choose to, take the easy way out. Me, I choose him, without a doubt. It's crystal clear to me, why settle for less. When my heart already belongs, to the best.
Originalbrokenstring
Neither away nor asleep Dwell somewhere in between Neither someone or something Be it life alone I walk it like a park Half real, half fancy A million tonight A million to fight A million to light A million is right Yonder wails on my sleeve In the arms of make-believe Sleep will set you free In the arms of make-believe In the arms that let me be Abide by a dreamer's flight Cheater misfit on high Alone in the landscapes Periwinkle skies A worried pretender passes me by A million tonight A million to light 
Come Claim Your Prize
Have you ever loved someone, beyond your own control. Out of your own mind, body, and soul. I can't remember, ever feeling this way. It is a part of me, everyday. It is impossible to deny, believe me, I've tried. But the pain just got worse, with every tear that I cried. It is just there, so real and true. There is no disguising my love, for YOU. So it is here with me, come claim your prize. Your reward will be written, behind the green in these eyes.
One, Yet We Are Two
It is sparkly, expensive, but it eventually looses it’s shine. That is why, I never want to wear your ring, on this finger of mine. Because WE are worth, so much more. Than any piece of jewelry, you will find at a store. Our bond, our connection, is so rare and true. There is no price tag, on ME and YOU. WE are survivors, fighters, lovers and believers. Powerful, yet weak, true love teachers. Here, but not, WE are together at all times. Joined at the heart, the body, the mind. As if, your blood, is pumping through my veins. While softly whispering, mine and your name. WE give love a new meaning, WE bring it to life. This is why, I could never be your wife. Because a ring is symbolic, materialistic, not needed. Just YOU and I Baby, we’ve already succeeded. WE will never tarnish, fade or lose value. ONE, but yet, WE are two.
In Your Face Flower!!
He loves me, he loves me not. YAY he loves me, wait, this petal is torn in two. What the hell, would that say to you? Maybe he does, maybe he don't. Perhaps he will, perhaps he won't. There's a fifty-fifty chance, according to this flower. Hold on one damn second. I have the power. As I throw it to the ground, then dig it into the dirt. A flower?..I see no flower, just petal pieces in the earth. In your face flower, I just kicked your ass. That's one answer you'll get right, the next time I ask.
Love
Damn can someone plz tell me what am I doing wrong?? I mean I try to be the best me I can be, the best friend and the best woman. Everytime  I think things are looking up something else happens to bring me right back down!!!Am I not as good of a person as I think I am? Is it bad luck? Am I just doomed to be unhappy forever? Wow I am just so mentally tired and just want to give up...Can someone plz tell me what i am doing wrong??? Like a river flowing endlessly my love pours out and flows,Like the beauty of the wildflowers in the lush meadows.As the sun breaks through the clouds right after the storm,Or a crackling fireplace that is filled with joyful warmth.The sweet smell of springtime as the Earth becomes alive,Or the happy sound of a newborn baby letting out it’s first cry.The welcoming of the day as the dew drips from the leaves,Or experiencing miracles beyond anyone’s beliefs.Like a robbin on the window sill that sings a beautiful song,Or finally having a d
One Moment Together
Close your eyes, and relax. Take a deep breath, a lay back. You may not be here, but I am loving you like you are. My hands are your hands now, feeling you, from afar. Can you feel me, against your skin? Moaning as you venture, a little deeper in. Feeling your heart, beating with mine. Praying for mercy, from father time. But the clock keeps ticking, no matter how I feel. Just tell me you can feel me, you know it's real. I know you are busy, please don't slip away. Praying for someone to stop the clock, this day. The world to stop spinning, at just the right time. When I have you inside, these arms of mine. Then it can start up again, and I can breathe a little better. Knowing that for once, we shared a moment together.
A Million Steps Home
My name is Ryan Williams, and I died on my thirtieth birthday,..........that was four hundred and seventy years ago......today. I am five hundred years old, I am the oldest living man in recorded history, and I am alone. I have been married eight times, yet divorced only once, and I am alone. I have had twelve daughters, nineteen granddaughters, and thirty seven great granddaughters, and I am alone. I have fought in three world wars, four police actions, and numerous armed conflicts, and I am alone. I have been killed twenty six times, committed suicide twice, died in three car accidents, and one plane crash, and I am alone. I have helped to birth six children, and killed more men than I ever care to remember, and I am alone. Today is my birthday, a celebration of the day I was born, but there is no one to share it with, all my friends, all my loved ones are dead and turned to dust, I am five hundred years old, and I am the only one like me in the universe......I am alone. It's funny,
Feel As I Have Felt
Don't get too cocky, to sure of yourself. Or I'll leave you feeling, just as I have felt. Mislead, lead on, replaced, used. Lonely, pathetic, crying and confused. I have had my weakness, but now I am strong. Maybe I didn't want to face the fact, that I was wrong. But I see it now, I know it's true. I have done everything, this time it's on you. Never asked for anything, never will. Just to be straight with me, on how you feel. That is too much I guess, but I have dried my tears. Not one more will be shed, I have faced my fears. Fought my demons, literally kicked their ass. Not beating myself up anymore, that's a thing of the past. I know what I am worth, what I truly deserve. It's sad you let go of, what was once yours. Instead of just telling me, I found out myself. Now you can step into my world, feel as I have felt. Like an idiot, a fool, taking the blinders off. Definitely a line, I will not again cross.
Holly's Thoughts
I've been getting asked this too much.   I'm not great.   My grandma went to the hospital last night. A nurse checked on her and she had no pulse.. The took her to the hospital. Her BP was super low. Everyone is assume her pace maker kept her alive. Everyone was able to talk with her last night / this morning. Majorly heart breaking.   She told everyone she loved them and such. She asked me to locate a couple family members so she could see them a last time.. Also told me to stop beaching my hair.... lol   So thus, i'm not OK!!! Pls stop asking
The Ugly Truth And More
U can make yur life hard by givin N and quitting on life cause of trials and drama but Im not a quitter and get through life easy cause I go through my trials and drama thats thrown my way with a smile and enjoyment. Its called faith and strength get some.
Erotic Stories....
It had been a long day at work. He was eager to head home. She would be waiting. Their banter all day long kept him excited. She liked teasing him, even while he was working. Their IM’s today were electric. Full of energy. MMMMMM god he wanted her. He imagined pushing her up against the wall, holding her down giving her what she needed. Her last text message was a picture of her curvacious body slighty bent over pushing up against the wall. Hmmmm which wall was it. Was it the kitchen? Hmmmmm bent over the table, what an idea. Was it the living room? So many memories on that couch. Was it the hall? Would she be waiting? Was it the bedroom? Ohhhh soo many memories. He was eager to get home to her. His cock throbbed as he drove. Wishing she was with him. Her nails dragging across his crotch. He raced home. As he approaches the house, he doesn’t se any lights on. Hmm why was it so dark? He walks in the door. He can hear the water. She is showering. He enters the
Nsfw!!(consider Yourself Warned)
I have been a little sick these past couple of days.....you know the drill: emotional, achy, feeling like crap, and the whole "why me" feeling-sorry-for-yourself kind of thing...BUT..(yes, that should last about 10 minutes, not ONE second longer!! in MY book..) minute 11, I thought..(yes, sometimes, in rare occasions, "ideas" come flashing by..and being, well, ME, I HAVE to share them: Really?!?! "why me?" there are a LOT of others, unfortunately, that have it even WORSE than us, some of them, unfair as it sounds, children...and in these times of the "memememe", "what are we going to eat?" "what are we going to drink?" "how many presents will I get?" there are people like us, who don't even have a roof on their heads,much less food to eat, or presents for their kids.....and isn't it better SHARING than HAVING? we are all looking (yes, VERY guilty: ME... ) to be "understood" and "loved"...but I want to turn it around, if only for the holidays..(hey, who knows, it might stick with me...w
Blogs
1) Never take a woman for granted or neglect her. The moment you do, she’ll start scanning the field and you won’t know it. 2) Do not cheat on her, or cheat her. A woman’s revenge could be emotionally lethal. 3)Do not boss her around, push her to do anything she doesn’t want to do, or force her to give you ANYTHING. 4) Do not expect her to wait on you hand and foot. She will take your foot and put it in your hand. 5) Be appreciative for all she does for you and show her appreciation for being in YOUR life. When you start acting like she should be happy she is in YOUR life, she will go out to prove you otherwise. 6) Never lay a hand on her, unless it is to caress her. 7) Never make her second to anything. This is the biggest mistake any man can do. Don’t ever disrespect her or her family, even if she complains about them. It is OK for her to do it, but never for you. Remember this. 9) Always GIVE more than you take from her to stay a man in
So Should You
Who wants to be controlled? Certainly not me. It leaves you feeling, like a dog on a leash. Being lead, told how to, behave. What gives anyone the right, to treat someone this way? It's foolish, petty, cruel and mean. Be who you are, despite everything. My body doesn't define me. I define myself. It's only the exterior, inside hides the stealth. Inside every curve, lies my true identity. Who I am, what I'm about, the real beauty. Tear the exterior walls down, and tell me what you see. It's something remarkable, it's the real me. The outside is just layers, covering up the truth. I know who I really am, and so should YOU.
My Jailhouse Poems
Your Love- Your love has been my rock even when I couldn't see it. Your love for me is unconditional, so strong that it now consumes me. If only I had seen your love before ending up in here, was blinded by so many things. I lost sight of your love. Your love for me is so amazing, your heart pours it out. One day I hope to show you the same love. I have abused your love in so many ways, the only thing I can say is "sorry". I know that you forgive my mistakes but, know I have so much to fix. Gotta start with your broken hearts. Your love is so amazing,
Final
Being true to yourself is very important to me....I am prob about as up front as they get...if you offend me..I'm gonna let you know it...if you piss me off...I have NO problem making you aware of that as well...if you hurt my feelings..oh my...we don't even wanna start on that issue...it is NOT pretty...lol...and the same goes for once my emotions have went beyond friendship...have reached a whole different level....I express it...try and show it...I don't want to live with doubt..and wonder..wat if I had only revealed wat I was truly feeling..I ALWAYS reveal it..and prob say too much..but there is NO questioning wat I am feeling..because I have no problem expressing it....but I am NOT the epitome of strength...I just like everyone else have my weaknesses....and I am VERY well aware of wat they are....it takes ALOT for someone to get me to open up and feel anything..but yet at the same time..I am kind and just as respectful to others as they are to me....I give wat I get....but when s
Just Thought You Should Know
To look at him, you would never know. That his legs are black as coal, from standing knee deep in snow. Frost bite, a prisoner of war. The American dream, is what he suffered for. He held his head high, fought without fear. Shed his share of blood, sweat and tears. You can't look at him, and even begin to understand. To you he was nothing, but just another old man. Show him respect, he has earned at least that. For he is covered with memories, no one can take back. He carries around his reminder, underneath his clothes. He risked his life for you. I just thought you should know.
Thoughts Opinions And Bullshit Or Simply Bullshit
There are many people who see pornography as a harmless expression of human sexuality. There are many men who see watching pornography as a mere leisurely activity. This sort of perspective is downright delusional and completely irresponsible. First of all, pornography is a highly regulated industry. It is regulated by the oppressive state to deflate the emotional and psychological energy in millions of people. The average male in the United States watches countless hours of pornography each week, estimates range from 3.2 hours to 5.1 hours. This becomes even more problematic when you consider the fact that pornography is a very complex form of consumption. When you watch pornography you are essentially watching a machine that is milking your sexuality. When you focus your eyes on the image on the screen, you are essentially having sex with the machine. When you devote all of your sexual and emotional attention to the screen, you are essentially becoming one with the screen, worshipp
Just Want To Share
Ive been mastu​rbating since i was 10 but i never really got any pleasure from it. So i went online and searched how to mastu​rbate. I found this one article online that talked if u put your vibrating tooth​brush on ur clit you'll get a ton a pleasure. So i waited till my mom left home. Locked my self in the bathroom and started watching some porn. I also found my old dove facial cleanser that was a shape of a penis. i started the tooth​brush and put on my clit and stuck the dove cleanser turned it on in my vagina. Oh my god it was the best feeling feeling my pussy pulsate and i started pumping it in out while watching porn i started oraga​siming and felt so goood. i cummed like 8 times until i felt numb mmmm the best feeling of my life.
Words From The Heart
Butterflies, beautiful butterflies, with so many colours rare, it hurts my heart when one dies, Yet, does anyone truly care? For butterflies, butterflies, you represent new birth, from chrysalis until you die, you beautify the earth. thank you, lovely butterflies. A butterfly hovers closely And then quickly moves away, Swiftly going where so ever Her heart may freely say. A butterfly lowers and rises With the winds' gusty breath, As if coupled within a dance Of a loving tenderness. The butterfly only knows How it feels to have wings, To kiss the petals of flowers In such elegant flutterings. To have but one moment Of such an exquisite flight, Would be like a dream Where all seems so right. Butterflies, Oh, Butterflies, Your beauty is so rare. Butterflies, Oh, butterflies, How could anyone dare. to catch you and to hold you against your solemn will? They should just admire you and let you have your fill. of flitting here and flitting there, gathering up your daily fare of nectars from t
The Saga Begins
This map indicates my schedule for the next year in my new home.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FNbrj14-u0Q
Poetry
Michael Watches Over Thee, One Angel, with eyes that dare, I Saw him sent from our sky, To A World thats our nightmare. He Takes Away our misery, And replaces all our pain, He repairs our broken hearts, So that we are free again. Michael is our Freedom, our everlasting Faith, He touches us with Purity, We once again feel safe. My soul is gray, my heart is cold, i cannot die, though i am old. To much to do, too little time,
Wtf Am I Doing
I am just as naughty as anyone I have ever found....but seriously....if I have never talked to you....the last thing I want to see is your dick.  Someone checks out my profile, I go for a visit to theirs. Take a gander at their pics and bam! Cock shots. Like really?  Just out there for the world to see. It's rather pathetic. At least leave something to the imagination. If I have already uncovered the package without the buildup.....boring!!!   To top it...most dicks look the same. Some are smaller, some are bigger, some are wider, and some are just plain pitiful..but the basic form is always the same. I'm not going to look at your dick and say oh damn, that makes me want to touch myself.  And any girl who tells you that....is probably lying to you. Haha.   May sound silly, but what makes me want to touch myself...seduce my mind. No hey baby...no hey sexy...or any of that shit. Fuck, if I want to be talked to like a prostitute, I'd put myself on the street corner and charge idiots f
What To Do
I was so in love with this guy once. When we were together it was like I was so lost in him and the good times we were having. We would lay on the couch or the bed or drive in the car and just laugh it was the most amazing time of my life. He was everything I had ever dreamed about. We split because i found out he was talking to this pretty girl so to speak. I could never compare to her and I told him it was over I wasnt even going to try. It's been 5 months and I still see him everywhere I go. He's not there but the things I do remind me of him. He trys to talk to me and I act like a Bitch I dont want him in my life anymore I'm tired of being reminded of what I once had. I just want it to go away. Yes i am greatful i felt the love but it is gone. Reality is that love isnt enuf even if its true love. I dont want to find love again I had it once so I know what it feels like.  “Are you serious?” She said“I never should have let you in my headWho the hell do you think th
The Real Me
I go through my life letting people in. I be who I am to the fullest extent. Sometimes my way out there personality will trip them out . Then everyone realize thats me.there is no doubt. I hope to meet people as real as I.Just because I go with it doesn't mean I believe people who lie...all the time. I always listen to what people have to say with no kind of doubt. If they turn out to be full of it I know i'm not missing out.
Change
I think that the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that dont change; when everybody else does. There are moments in your life that make you and sets the course of who you're going to be. Sometimes the're little, subtle moments. Sometimes, they're big moments you never saw coming. No one asks for their life to change, but it does. It's what you do afterwards that counts. That's when you find out who you are.
A Real Family
My girl friend brought up an amazing blog today so I am going to copy some of it from her and add my own thing. Seems Fubar has turned into a social nightmare where people only care about credits and NSFW pictures. Dont get me wrong they are some awesome people on here, the ones in my family and a few of my friends are really cool people. Im sure they are others too. The thing is I would like to start looking for genuine people. People that would love to help you as well as others. I am not talking about credits. Credits would never be a problem if you got in the right families. I am trying to make this one of those families.  Here is my example I seen today, My g/f Stormy (Amber) was trying to help out a family member by status updating this said person needs 2 pimp outs to level. So instead of people being nice and just helping, they reply to my g/f whats in it for them. Well this really didnt set well with her and it really got me to thinking about this site and where it is headed.
Poem
UNITED TOGETHER   AS THE GENTLE PENETRATIONSENDS A TENDER SOFT SENSATIONVENTURING FROM THE SPINE TO THE MINDALLOWING OUR UNTAMED SOULS TO COMBINESOOTHING MOANS AND SOFT WHISPERSINTERTWINE WITH SUGARY KISSESSWEET CRIES FROM MY MS'SWITH EYES SO AMBITIOUSTO IMPLOREAS WE EXPLORETHE BODIES BEFORE USWITH OUR DESIRES SO SENSUOUSTO ON THIS NIGHT BECOME ONEAND EXPERIENCE THE TRANSFORMATIONFROM JUST CLOSE FRIENDS INTO LOVERSAS WE TRANSCEND BETWEEN THE COVERSOUR EVERY FANTASY HAS BEEN TOLDAND THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT THEY UNFOLDUNTIL THE BRIGHT RAYS OF SUNLIGHTPUT AN END TO THE NIGHTIN WHICH WE SHARED THE PLEASUREOF BEING UNITED TOGETHER..... BROKEN HEARTED   I LOVED YOUI LOST YOUI LOVE YOU STILLI'VE LOVED YOU TO THIS DAY AND FOREVER WILL...YOU TOLD MEYOU LOVED MENOW HOW DO YOU FEEL...WAS THE LOVE THAT WE SHARED EVEN FOR REALI HAD YOUYOU HAD MEWE VOWED IT WOULD BEUNTIL THE END OF ETERNITYTHEN AS QUICK AS LOVE ENTEREDIT HAD DEPARTEDAND I WAS LEFT HERE ABANDONEDAND BROKEN HEARTED..... ABYSS   IS
E-loumination
Poetry
Edit wings by Brooke Peterson on Friday, August 26, 2011 at 11:47pm · As i do so easily  time and time again  Lett8ing my wings out Ahh yes I wish all things could be as easy as letting my wings free My feelings are my contradictions my heart is shattered past present Ive givin up on everything Im tired of forseeing everything knowing whats to come or Knowing whats to happen  What happen to a good old fashion surpirse I sit and watch the rain and lightning dance around me making its  magik The only strength i get as of now are from my wings as i let then out time and time again My only comfort  in the darkness of my world  is the hidden what most cannot see  But now its time to spread my wings  unbind my self of this darkness and set flight Let my contradictions free  Now is my tiime  I will sore teh skys free with my heart open Edit I know by Brooke Peterson on Friday, August 26, 2011 at 11:49pm · In this life that I know Immor
Find Deep Discounts On Amazon.com
Hey guys i want to share a secret i found out recently. I am not sure if its a secret or not but well i got to know recently. I like road bikes so I was reading one of the blog on road bike reviews . On the right hand side of the blog there is a widget saying FIND DEEP DISCOUNTS ON AMAZON, and there we can choose the category in which we want to find discounts and also the amount of discounts like 50% or 75% or whatever. I am not sure if everybody knows about it but it definitely saves time to buy discounted products. I bought a lot of jewellery.. :p Anyway here is the link to the blog http://www.bicycle-reviews.com . Check for the Amazon widget on the right had side :)  Hope it helps. Thanks
Need Sexy Web Cam People Come To The Lounge Bring It!!!
HOLY FUCK I WAS FADED LASTNIGHT (-WITH MY BROTHER AND COUSIN) WHAT I REMEMBER: *MY BRO MADE ADEAL GREEN FOR A KISS SHE WLD NEVR 4GET *CLIMBD A WOODEN FENCE GOT BATTLE WOUNDS (IT WON) *WALKED FOR THE GREEN *SEEN AND TALKED TO A CRACKHEAD (MY COUSINS FAULT SAID: "HEY LEMME HOLLA ACT CHU PLAYA" ) *CAME SKIPPING LIKE A SCHOOL GIRL ON REDBULL *ALOT OF REDBULL *WROTE MY NAME ON A BENCH... WITH A FORK :D *GOT STOOD UP *STAGGERED BACK HOME *ATTEMPTED ROBBERY *FAILED *SAID FUCK CLIMBING FENCE SO KICKED IT IN *WATCH PPL WHO BROADCASTED *BORING *SO I BROADCASTED HADA BLAST BUT WA
Ruthie's Blog
Dear bloggy, Ugh so I already wrote all this on Fubar but of course Fubar deleted it without saving it! Hisses! I use to write blogs everyday on Myspace about my life and things in general. I decided that today I would like to start writing blogs again on Fubar this time. I decided that this could help me in the writing department since I have been working on my writing. Basically nothing has been going on in my life that is that exciting. I watched the Olympics today it was pretty interesting. I am excited to watch track and field because I am a thrower. I am not the best thrower but this is my last year in college throwing so I am pretty stoked! I had to work today, a lady asked my manger if we were hiring and I glared at my manager, and she told the lady if she was to hire anymore people that 3 or more people would quit! She told the lady to look at my face! I am started to get more hours and I am just trying my hardest to get them to see that I have potential
Hot * Sex *
Favorite Sex position? Oh, mine is called the virgin; You stand there with your legs close shut, waiting for the right person to come along. I don't know what sex appeal is. I don't think you can have sex appeal knowingly. The people who seduce me personally are the people who seem not to know they're seductive, and not to know they have sex appeal. Sexiness is all in the eye of the beholder. I think it should be. Absolutely. My sex appeal, whatever it might be, isn't obvious... at least to me.
The Bitch Is Back!!
It is such, a shame. That no one TRULY, knows my name. Sure you can say it, shout it in-fact. But it's meaningless, nothing beyond that. Words, that's ALL, they EVER ARE! I seriously don't know, what the fuck I'm trying for. I love you so much it hurts, he says. Just words, I was never in his head. Or his heart, all one big fat lie. Slowly another part of me, dies. Why am I so damn, naive? Why is it so easy for me, to believe? The time we shared, apparently meant more to me. I was just something to play with, I see. Well I quit, I don't wanna play anymore. My wall is built bigger and better, than it ever has been before. The BITCH is back! Cold Hearted and mean! Because at least to me, I am worth something!
Random Things
Kinky ThingsThe vibrator's spent Its batteries dead You can't get this man Out of your head The moment of Truth Is close at hand Can his real skin Replace your own hand? A feather Some leather Warm oils and cuffs Is there enough stuff? A call in the night A door barely a yawn A click and a lock And the show's now on He touches you here You touch him there Pretty soon the touchin' Has both of you bare Why does his touch Entice you just so? Whatever he wants now It's just time to know You in cuffs and leather He can take what he wants But he throws you a curve And asks for your heart Of course, you say But finish spanking me first He's already on it As you count and curse Sweating and horny He knows what you need So he takes you and takes you Until you conceed So tired, now spent Not quite ready for more 
Yup..venting Again!
Ya know..I have ventured through my path of life..and seen weeds..rainbows...fire's and waterfalls...and through all of it....even the horrendous events..I have never lost faith or hope in the human race...I truly care about people in general...and regardless of all the ugliness I have seen..I still see all the beautiful there is in this world....and CONSTANTLY something so fucking ugly has to ruin that image in my head...SEX does NOT rule the damn world...it is a high like none other I agree..but it is flesh..it is really sad and down right PATHETIC how someones body or appearance can totally change a person...you know regardless of how many times people tell me how fucking lucky I am...my words to them are..step into my world and then tell me how goddamn lucky I am...it is a curse!..someones body can lead them down the wrong path..it can open up VERY dangerous doors..and all because someone does wanna be in that world but for the WRONG reasons!..not for the reasons that
Just Because
Do you enjoy, playing the game? Being so sly, having no shame. Seeing yourself in, without an invitation at all. Giving no warning, busting down the wall. For no other reason, than you just can. Does doing that, make you feel like a bigger man? Toying with emotions, saying whatever it takes. Searching for the vulnerability, waiting for that mistake. The one she will make, when that moment comes. Taking advantage of her, of everyone. That dares to give in, to your malicious attack. You'll break her down, then take it all back. Everything you said, all the emotion thrown away. Just because you knew, the right way. To go, how to take a broken soul. Leaving your mark across, an empty hole. That is what your kind does, they take and hurt for no reason at all. I don't care how big you feel, to me you're very small. Just a piece of a man, broken yourself. Maybe you should put yourself, upon that shelf. For display like a toy, so we can pry and play. W
No Cure!
You are the infection. seeping out of my veins. You the man, I cannot name. The reason I'm going, just a little more insane. The reason I feel regret, anger and pain. So much love and hate, at the same damn time! Infecting my heart, poisoning my mind. Why the fuck, can't I just let you go?! I ask myself this, but I do not know. The answer, what makes it so hard. The fact that we've shared so much, come this far. Perhaps that is it, but I am not sure. All I know is that for YOU, there is no cure!
Relationship
Relationships go from I love you to I hate you, from calling each other Babe to Bitch, from You mean the world to me to You mean nothing. Relationships go from I love you to I hate you, from calling each other Babe to Bitch, from You mean the world to me to You mean nothing. “Being a successful couple was learning what you were willing to compromise on, and what you weren’t; learning when to stand your ground, and when to give it up; what was truly important enough to fight over, and what was just you being pissy. You learned each other’s hot buttons, the places that hurt, or angered, when you pressed them. Love makes you learn where all the pitfalls are, and how to avoid them, or how to set them off.”
Open Wide!!
What do you do, when you can't release the pain? When you can't find the words, to keep you sain. When I have no escape, and everything gets stuck. My emotions are in charge, leaving me mind fucked!! The only thing I can do when I can't find the words, or lose my will. I open wide, and swallow another goddamn pill!!
Accidentally
accidentally Chapter 1 "Hannah Peters, going once! Going twice!" the student council president, Eliza Monroe, shouted through the microphone. "Sold to Reece Baker for seventy dollars!" The audience erupted into cheers, as the perky blonde stepped off the stage, leaping into Reece's arms. This event happened every year at South Bay High School. Every year at the start of February, the student council would hold an auction as a fundraiser for the school. It wasn’t any ordinary auction, where people would bid for rare antiques or crap like that. It was an auction, where people could bid for dates for Valentine’s Day. Girls or guys would sign up to be auctioned, and there would be an audience of students who would bid for these people. In my entire three years at South Bay, I've never participated at one of these auctions. I always sat back, and laughed at the ones who didn't get any bids on, at all. "The next one is Callie Douglas, the leader of our school's book club." Unf
Dear Penis
Dear Penis, After long consideration, I am going to decline your request for a pay rise for the following reasons; 1. Your shifts only ever seem to be about 10 minutes long 2. You fall asleep after each shift. 3. You always have to be simulated, you never seem to be self motivated. 4. You are unable to work overtime or double shifts. 5. You work place is always messy at the end of your shift. 6. You have been constantly been seen entering and exiting the work place with to small, suspicious looking bags. Regards, Vagina
Gobble Gobble
Burning passions raging sweetly within,Slowly causing my world to spin.Eyes half shut,hearing not one sound,Save for my heart as it begins to pound.My body forever yours to touch,Forgot that I could feel as such.Feeling your body close to mine,Losing track of all place and time.Can only look upon your face,Lost in eyes that make my heart race.I have to listen to my heart,Knowing you are my missing part.Always having felt like this before,Silently craving something more. Eternal Darkness  Forever slipping through shadows and darkened alleyways,Taking shelter at dawn to escape the burning light of the day.Spending time seeing and doing things you would never dare,Or then again you just might if you are thier favored fare.Awakening at dusk to take thier leave as they step out nto the night,Needing to quench the burning thirst that is their eternal plight.Some are lovers trapped for an eternity in the deepest dark,Giving to you whatever you desire to make your heart spark.Others so foul an
If You Need Advice..
Two days ago I went & talked to the police about a situation here. I was given some good advice, no-one should fear or feel scared @ anytime on here or anywhere else. If you are come talk to me, I will tell you what you need to do & what this person can & can not do on here or any social site and when they tell you they are coming to get you, take it very serious. I honestly never felt I needed to fear this person, but now I do and so does the Police, I go back tomorrow to get things rolling I had to go back today on new stuff. Don't give out any info on yourself, NEVER.  I fucked up and now I am scared. I will not be intimidated though to leave. I will not say his name because with what is going on it can hurt me in my case in the long run, but he/she can't either cause it will hurt him/her more. So much to this than I ever knew. I probably should not be writing this, cause it could fuel fire to the flame already started. If you need to know where to start just ask me. I will lead yo
Sick And Tired
Hello All My Fubar Friends,   I am sick and tired of all the lame ass motherfuckas on here. Most of you people on here won't talk to anymore, unless #1 You show your goodies..Ladies and Gentleman, I can see that any day of the week,but if you feel you have to degrade yourself to get a Bling Pack..Your just as bad as a prosititute.# 2 Wanna talk about sex the entire conversation..I know within the first 5 minutes of a conversation what you are already about..Fuck off. I am just so sick and tired of the bullshit. I have been on here six years this year and it seems to get worse and worse..So for FYI..I don't show what my momma gave me, If you don't want to get to know me as a person ..well then that's your bad. That shit won't get you anywhere with me. I rather have a intelligent conversation anytime. I just had to vent, after all these years of being on here and people just don't get it! 
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Just Jabber
This weekend, I have been lucky enough to get free HBO so I have been taking advantage of watching some of the newer movies that I haven't got to watch yet.  Last night, I watched Snow White and the huntsmen.  I have decided that Kristen Stewart can't act worth shit.  I was really disappointed in the movie overall.  Today, I watched Rock of Ages with Tom Cruise.  I didn't care much for the movie itself but I am thinking I am going to have to buy the soundtrack.  It had some awesome music in it.  I think the music is the only reason I didn't change the channel.  So have you seen any good movies lately?  I haven't seen any movies in a long time that just makes me think it was great. Hi My name is Chilly Hicks.  I have been doing phone sex for over 3 years and enjoy to get off on the phone with others.  Want to live out your dirtiest, kinkiest fantasy?  Give me a call 1-800-863-5478 ext: 9478653 and lets have some fun. Hi, Hope your having a great day.  It is rainy and dreary here today
Hottest Cam Contest (march 23rd, 8:00 To Midnight)
HOTTEST CAM CONTEST- FREE !!!   Saturday, March 23:              8:00 to 11:00 pm (Conservative Cams)             11:00 to Midnight (Naughty Cams)   Prizes:   Conservative Cams: -  1st Place (most viewers) = 135 credits or paypal cash equivalent -  2nd Place = 65 credits or cash equivalent -  3rd Place =  25 credits or cash equivalent   Naughty Cams: -  1st Place (most viewers) = 65 credits or paypal cash equivalent   Rules:   Conservative Cams: - All contestants must be registered to be eligible for prizes* - Cam up anytime from 8:00 to 11:00 - Contestants must cam for at least 30 minutes, at any time during the contest - Contestants can cam down for a break and cam back up during the contest - Cam up as NSFW (even if you will be SFW camming)  - Boob flashes are allowed, but clothes must stay on (no full nude or continuous nudity) - No crotch flashing or crotch play - 1st thru 3rd place will be determined by max # instantaneous cam viewers    Naughty Cams:
A Yearning
On the constant search for inner peace Because the chaos never seems to cease   Feeling the pain that my loved ones have felt Hoping that one day they will learn to handle the hand theyre dealt   The pain of taking on someone's troubles is too much to bear The muscles of my heart are starting to tear   I have my own burdens to handle Compared to some, they can't even hold a candle   To the fact that the more my burden starts to increase Makes it more difficult to obtain inner peace                 My passion burns like an undying flame But you continue to treat us like it's a game   Will you choose to ignore? Then the flame will die for sure   You know that I will do my best I will fight for you, like climbing Mt. Everest   I will give you all that I am But I wonder, Do you even give a damn?   Please hear my words, I beg of you Because you should know what I say is true   Bring back the passion that we once shared Just give me a sign that you even c
Beauty
Beauty has been defined in many different forms such as outer beauty and inner beauty. Solomon put it best of as to what beauty is about. If a person is beautiful on the outside, but hideous on the inside, he refers to it as a pig with a jewel in it's snout. Real beauty is defined as someone with a heart of gold, not by one's look. People have a hard time seeing past a person's features to see who they really are. If you have seen the movie "Shallow Hal" where Hal is hypnotized to see only a person's true beauty, you will know what I'm talking about. If you haven't seen it go watch it. The world would be a better place is we didn't have a tendency to judge a book by it's cover. Open that book and read what's inside. You might be surprised at what you'll find.
Which “type” Of Sex Do You Know About And Use?
For those who do not know – and trust me, there are tons thatdon’t – there are three main types of “vanilla” sex. Below I have described what I consider themto be as well as a description so that you may understand the difference andhopefully learn something. There is certainly a time and place for each ofthem, but if all you do is the first type, you will never land “The One” asthey will always feel used. Type A – Animalistic Sex I am sure we all know and use this one. This is the “Fuck meright now and fuck me hard” type of sex. It is the one where one or both peoplemay not even bother to take all of their clothes off. Many times, even though itdoes feel great to the woman, the woman does not have an orgasm, as the onlything that is used is penetration. (Most women do not orgasm with just penetrationin case you did not know.) Some men feel the need to chant over and over “Youlove the feel of my cock in your pussy, do
Dear Diary
Just kidding. I’m not here to share my daydreams and whimsical musings. I’m here to share my unsolicited thoughts and opinions on everything. Ranting on Fubar might get me committed to a mental facility and twitter only allows me to think and speak 140 characters at a time. So, here I am with copious amounts of white space to maim and destroy with my multicolored brain graffiti.
Take It Like A Man
Boy meets girl it's a delicate thingSo much time spent wondering ifWhat you see is what you getI keep looking for a friend and a loverWhen I find one he ain't the otherSometimes, I just want to quitOne wants a maid one needs his motherThey either want space or they want to smother meAnd my poor heart needs somebody whoCan take it like a man, steady and strongNot a lot of fuss and carrying onTrue to a promise I can ride in a stormTake it like a man who knows about loveAnd every little things that a girl dreams ofSomeone wise enough to understandIf you want this woman's heartTake it like a manI met somebody the other nightStarted thinking he was mr. right..wrong
Fubar Points
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Tattoos
tattoos are awesome...that is all :)
Mountain Top Fun
this will start out w me at my mountain get away. That is high in the mountain w a and big window doors that lends u in2 a open living room and a kitchen and a spirl staircase that lend up to a big bed w a waterbed and out to a balony w a hottub. now i call some friend over and it is a close gf and some some guys that will blow yr mind. but back to my gf she a redhead like me that wants 2 play w some1 that has a fun time and she got a body that will make yr mouth water on site, and the men 1st one is a cowboy that his muscule that r i could lick for day and the other is a sly well built blond man that i met on a jouney to a store 1 night so i am play w fire but u know that the best way to play. So she calls and i tell her that i have some drinks and the hottub is ready so come overand have some choclate strawberries and wipped cream and some more toys to play w. Are u game i ask her. she come back Hell yes i on my way. ni tell her to brang her swimsuit but she will nt need it becuza i
Does Ignorance Or Revenge Ever End With Age?
Does it ever end? In almost every picture I have posted on here, I am told I am one of those women beside myself. Why is that? Now I am hearing as well as others that now I am my mom, or should I say the woman that raised me. Are you telling me I am too pretty to be on this site? I am not conceded by no fucking means but at the same time I know I am not ugly, but I am also not all of that with a bag of chips. I am just me and for being that I am a FAKE. Really Mark? I am not the type of person that looks at age or gender when I like someone or want to be friends with them or even have a relationship, to me age means more EXPERIENCE.. I have known Mark for well over a year now and all I heard from him was how much he loved me and wanted a life and children with me and how he wanted to start this life with me, and I constantly told him I could NOT return those feelings. He got so mad cause I could not forget or get over my BOO which is Orlando, even when I was mad at him. Every fuckin
Shattered Heart
I use to write poems when I was a teenager. But through life and no passion in my life I stopped. Recently with events in my life I started writing again. This is my first attempt at a some what kind of a poem. Please don't be hard on me. It's just the best I could do with my words to get my emotions out.   You walked into my life with words honey sweet dripping off your lips. Sweeping my heart, mind, body and soul away in a title wave of passion and romance. I swore it felt like a dream when I was in your arms, a dream I never wanted to wake from. But one phone call decimated my world apart with words so confusing. Unsure where lies and truth start or end. What did I do to lose you? Why did you take it all away? Time was never and issue because with you all I knew was that I loved you. Now I sit her alone and crying while you drive away. Walls are being built around my heart to ensure this will never happen again. I should have done that from the start. Fix your life back
How You Make Me Feel
The Naughty neighbor  affair...   The apartment was all quiet ,I was home all alone for the day.. I was wandering what I could  do to keep my self entertained?  Hmmm I thought  "Booty call"  I decided to text my neighbor  since he was off work    and see if he was tied up with the  wife or see if he had some free time for some fun...  fingers crossed.. he was was free  and he could stop by ... my body  began to tingle  with  anticipating his reply , than  my phone buzzed and  he said yeah he was free  he stop by  after lunch which certainly put a smile on my face, so I   went up and  took a shower and done my hair and make up and slipped on a leopard   silk  lingereah with   thigh highs and  some  heels...  because it was certainly goin to be a  wild ride ...   i heard a knock  on the front door   so I went down stairs     to answer the door. a smile was all that was needd as he looked me up and down my  gown gaping open to reveal my  lingereah,.He pounced  through the do
Don't Get All Butthurt K.
As I take my hair down and shake it out letting it fall over my shoulders, I think about all the people I have met on fubar.   Slowly rotating my head in circles and working out the kinks of the day, I feel my body releasing the days tension.  And thoughts of friends pop into mind.  Some old, whom I have known for years and I consider to be my besties and love more than anything.  And some new, who are all quiet wonderful in their own ways. Survivors, warriors, fathers, mothers, grandparent, able bodied, and not.  Each with their own story about this journey we all call life.  And then the creepers come to mind and I cringe.  The people who are looking for sex, or who want you to look at their penis pictures.  I love sex as well as the next person maybe even more, but I am not going to just give it up to some random guy from the net.  And I love to look at penis's but only if it is attached to someone I find attractive and have an attachment to.   Then, there is fu-mafia.  I have no
Content Being Me
A few weeks ago I was in church (yes *I* was in church  ) admiring all the cute little country children who were all dressed up in their best for Sunday. One little girl in particular, who was in the pew in front of me, caught my eye. She had on the most lovely, yet simple, little dress and was absolutely adorable! It was obvious that she and/or her parents had taken the time to get her ready for church that day. As she was fidgeting, her cute little sandals sorta separated from the sole of her bare foot; what was revealed nearly made me laugh out loud right in the middle of a prayer!! Her dainty little foot was pitch black!!!! I was immediately flooded with images of this child happily running through the fields of her nearby farm barefooted without a care in the world. The image made her all the more adorable Today, I was again in church (albeit a different one) and it was me who was fidgeting a little bit during prayer. I, too, had taken extra care to wear a nice dress and look my b
More About Me
I'm a complete bitch at times, a right nasty piece of work, usually once a month hahaha. I can be your best friend or your worst enemy. I don't take crap off anyone. I fight for what i believe in, i fight for my family and friends, I protect, love and nuture those closest to me. EVERYDAY: I'm a fun loving girl who is kind, fiercely loyal, compassionate and trustworthy. I know what I like, what I don't and what I want out of life, I'm a 'natural leader' and often end up taking charge of everyday situations, I like that. I don't like not knowing, I am very head strong, in my regular day to day life, I plan and budget, EVERYTHING down to the penny/minute. You may call it OCD, I call it organization... FAMILY: I have two girls, Skye 2007 and Phoebe 2010. They are my world, my dreams come true, I will fight for them, like you would never believe. hurt my children, or cause them distress, and your on my shitlist and its not pretty. I come as part of a package deal, If you can't accept a
Being Honest
I was just told by someone I wasn't being real after telling him my pics on here aren't recent... I said at least I told ya about it that's as real as it gets and his pic is 4 yrs old..lol so that's not as he says being real either...so My question is ..Do u think I'm not being real cause I don't have any recent pics? To me looks aren't everything u could be hella good looking but ur personality could suck and make u look ugly in my option,  so let me know what u think and plz be real..lol tell the truth good or bad.. Looking forward to ur responses. Thank u for ur time.... 
From Thy Heart
Sometimes I wonder how I feel about you, Scared of these feelings because it’s still new I catch myself thinking of the best way to share, Hoping you’ll return my confession showing you care And then I catch myself again… and drag my thoughts back to reality I am back at square one, does this just happen to me? Poems can be so stupid I swear I would never do this But this is YOU, and you aren’t like anyone I have met How much longer do I have to write, can I tell you yet? When I come back from my thoughts I feel more secure But then I sleep… and the dreams of you occurThe dreams I have of you are so vivid and clear I feel TRUE happiness inside and that there is nothing to fear People say dreams have underlying meanings and not to ignore them I say we both know what they mean and now I want you to hear Hear what I am about to say to you, feel it with my body, see it in my face Hear it in my words and tone when we converse
Me
I READ THIS YEARS AGO..IT JUST POPPED BACK INTO MY MEMORY~WHAT A RUSH~FELT COMPELLED TO SHARE~IT IS BEAUTIFUL~   WHILE SITTING ALONE WITH NOTHING TO DO, MY MIND BECAME FILLED WITH THOUGHTS OF YOU THINGS I SHOULD HAVE SAID, THINGS I SHOULD HAVE DONE, THE EXPRESSIONS OF WORDS THAT MAKES TWO AS ONE   THOUGHTS OF THE MEMORIES WE SHARED TOGETHER, MEMORIES OF YOU THAT WILL LAST FOREVER. I read of a man who stood to speak       at the funeral of a friend. He referred to the dates on her tombstone       From the beginning ... to the end.   He noted that first came her date of birth  And spoke the following date with tears,   But he said what mattered most of all Was the dash between those years (1934-1999).    For that dash represents all the time    That she spent alive on earth... And now only those who loved her     Know what that little line is worth.   For it matters not, how much we own,     The cars...the house...the cash, What matters is how we live and love
Tsalagi
It has occurred to me by being on FU everyday that some people have little respect for others.  Some people take a LIKE status or RATE status the wrong way.  Just because I LIKE or RATE you doesn't mean I want to screw you.  Am I flirty?  Yes, sometimes.  I choose who I am flirty with, but that does not make me slutty or a SLUT.  I think I am a very decent and friendly woman.  I never disrespect anyone and I wouldn't want to be disrespected.  FUBAR is fun.  It is very fun and it's a wonderful place to make new friends, have some fun and just be yourself.  I understand when someone wants to sex chat, but that is only welcomed when the one you sex chatting has a mutual urge to do so.  That is your business.  So have fun on FU but be respectul of others.  Make new friends whether you are friends outside of FU or not and just be yourself.  That is just my thought and opinion. I'm not big on drama on FUBAR.  As a matter of fact, I don't even participate in it.  But recently, I have discover
A New Me!
Beautifully blessed is how I feel these days...it is amazing how the little things can change a person's life and perspective about it...letting go is just something that comes naturally to me...I can walk away and let go of anything and anyone, excluding my daughter of course..at any given moment...my people skills suck!...seriously tho...having everything torn from me has made me numb and provided me with my outlook on the world and the people within it...I was on a self destructing path...hurting myself and those closest to me in the process..but I had convinced myself that I didn't care...that couldn't have been further from the truth..through every lie...and every damaging choice that I made....I was hurting someone who loved me while killing myself trying to convince them that they meant nothing to me...I was giving into things that meant nothing to me and taking away everything that did...then I faded...I became a blur..to myself and everyone around me...the person t
Cùng Nhau Tìm Hiểu Máy Lọc Nước
Máy Lọc Nước ViNa cung cấp các loại may loc nuoc , các thiết bị lọc nước, dây chuyền lọc nước, hệ thống xử lý nước tại Hà Nội với giá cả rẻ nhất và chế độ bảo hành miễn phí từ 12 - 36 tháng. Hà Nội là thủ đô và là trái tim của cả nước, vì vậy việc đảm bảo nước sạch cũng như đảm bảo sức khỏe cho mọi người dân được thành phố rất chú trọng. Hà Nôi - Thành phố nước sạch và vệ sinh môi trường Hiện nay, thành phố Hà Nội đang nỗ lực thực hiện mục tiêu đến năm 2015, các khu công nghiệp, khu chế xuất, c̖
So What?
I am denied to what I truly want, what I truly desire, and whom it concerns. Everything is empty without her, everything is devoid of taste-smell-sight-sound. She is my dream, my night's enchantress, my succubus, my lifeblood. I would sacrifice my life for hers. My devotion would be limitless, my passion for her would be unbound from convention. Arcane thoughts and desires, sinful sensuality and erotica, enraging passion, pent up love for her would consume me every day and night. When she touches me, I burn. When she kisses me, tears fall. When she consumes me, I scream in agonizing pain and hate and love. With her I am the Centaur, the Eagle, the Sun, the Fire......I am the Chimera of nature, of the world, of the world beyond life itself. All she must do, is touch me. So what, that I am who I am. I don't fight for you, I don't fuck for you, I don't care about you. Most have made their decisions on how they're going to live. And most are just whoring or horndogging. Like I give two shi
Good Bye Fubar
I want to say good bye. I think it is finally time for me to delete myself and go away. I don't fit in here anymore. I already deleted myself off of Facebook. This should go to. I felt so alone on Facebook and I feel even more alone here. I have tried everything I could think of to have friends, to make friends and to keep them, but I failed. Today someone i have talked to for a few years.. and he went away for two years came back..he asked me who i was. He forgot all about me. I guess everyone esle has to. I am not what people want to be friends with. Maybe some are right, I am too messed up to have friends. So, I want to thank all those that spoke to me over the years here......and this is my final curtain call.. Like the late great Michael Jackson said. I might be back someday... I don't know yet.. Stay happy and stay smiling.. I'm out...
Gone, You Are Not
Yesterday as I was cleaning my home. Dusting, throughout the rooms where I roamed. I picked up your picture, and remembered your sound. The way your eyes lit up, when I came around. This time of year, sends me wishing. For things I never had, all I've been missing. I wish I could just tell you one more time. What a difference you made, in this world of mine. As I held your face in my hand. I felt a warm breeze, like you understand. From beyond the grave, your memory lives on. I feel like a person, instead of a pawn. You were the only father, I ever knew. And how much it meant, I could never tell you. But I do speak to you, every day through my thoughts. I love you grandaddy, and gone, you are not.
Squirting 101
  Female Orgasm – Squirting 101 The ability to squirt during orgasm is perhaps one of the more elusive and taboo parts of a woman’s anatomy. Squirting can be a huge turn on for guys and it can intensify an orgasm for a woman ten fold. Many people believe that squirting isn’t something women can do at all, but in recent years it has been proven that women can indeed squirt. So what is squirting anyways? What Is Squirting? Squirting for women is much like ejaculating is for a man. All women have a functioning prostate gland that starts producing fluid when a girl begins to go through puberty. This fluid is what is ejaculated from the vulva when a woman “squirts.” It does not come from the vagina nor does it come from the urethra, where urine is expelled. It comes from its very own special gland called the Skene’s gland. This gland is present in all women and its sole function is to serve as an exit for a woman’s prostate fluid. Howev
All Of Me!!!!!!
I get the whole infatuation thing around here...it’s easy to get caught up in someone...but there’s a difference between infatuation...lust and love....all of them are powerful...but when you break down the burier and combine them...that feeling is indescribable...no matter how much shit and trash talk someone lays on you....regardless of how great their body is or how gorgeous they are...when you have been opened up to someone...from the inside out and love them...REALLY love them...then that should surpass any infatuation...or at least it does with me...that is how I feel about him....I know how to play the game...I have just chosen not to because of the way I feel....I don’t allow myself to become blinded by some random stranger that I am either going to lose interest in or they are going to lose interest in me....spicy comments....trash talk and utter random bullshit just isn’t that important to me but HE is....REAL life changes beyond this virtual existence
Fu-pastor_blog
Fu-Pastor_RequirementsAre you interested in being a Fu-Pastor? Please read the following fu-Pastor_Requirements below.This process is currently known as Fubar's Traditional Fumarriage. These requirements are in place to set quality and assurance that no member will be left abused, angered or fu-single.Requirements to be considered:Must have profile at PG-13 setting. If you have any nsfw they need to be locked away in a friend or family only folder properly marked..Must always be on call/available.A fu-Pastor should ALWAYS be respectful to any and all members on Fubar. Any drama started by a fu-Pastor will be grounds for removal and non-acceptance back into the fu-Pastor Program.All fu-Pastors must abide by all Fubar Rules and be in compliance with the TOS (Terms Of Service). Any deviation can result in removal and non-acceptance into the fu-Pastor Program.Main Requirements to become a fu-Pastor:Step 1: Self proclaim yourself a Pastor,Step 2: Fu-Marry
The Race Is On - Bling Bux Bonanza
    Auto 11sCherry Bomber BlingBux Bux   CherryBomber Bux or 15k Per 100 rates (15k per 100 Rules) *Not included in contest *HH Rates Only *Comment last pic in folders you rate *Send Total # of Pics rated in PM *NO COMMENTS/NO PM = NO PAY CherryBombers Bux Drop a CherryBomb on one of the 250 pic CherryBomb Folders to Enter to Win 1 MILLION FUBUX Drawing…   All Messages Sent as Bombing Notifications will be entered. If I receive more than 100 Bombs, 2 Winners will be chosen.
Random Shit
“Now that you're with the Band” By Silver Diamond   Ok, so you finally nailed that hot guitar player from the band you've been stalking for the past year. Awesome. Now IF, and I'm using that word cautiously, IF he decides you are worth keeping around for more than just a weekend romp, here are a few guidelines you should know and follow if you plan to be a part of his Rock and Roll lifestyle. The more you adhere to these guidelines, the longer you will last in the game. And in case you have any doubts, I have been in this game more years than even I care to remember, I have been both a band girlfriend and wife. I have been there done that, so heed my word if you wish to survive in this business.     Guideline #1: YOU ARE NOT A GROUPIE! Don't act like one. Groupie is what you were while you were stalking him. You have him now, time to let him do to the rest of the fans, what he did for you. This is his job, wherever the gig, that's his work place. Actin
Bye!
So, James was deleted with no explanation. After spending hundreds of dollars, and countless hours on this site, as well as shamelessly promoting it to level to 30, it no longer seems worth it. I have some bling to get rid of. I have some tickers to run. I need to get contact info from some of you.  I'll be around for a few days to get these things, and then I'm done. I'm not being emo because someone upset me.  This site has simply pissed me off. Just because it pissed me off though, doesn't mean that YOU sholdn't enjoy it.  
Da Shop
Fubar
It's amazing the things that happen when you change your default to something with a little boobage in it. That's all. Post some boobies! Reason #694 I do not like woman and do not get along with most of them:   If you mention a quality or "talent" about them you don't like, they usually respond with "Well you're a fat cow." "You're fat." "You're ugly." etc.   Me telling you I think you have a crappy personality or you can't sing e.g., is no reason to attack my looks. Yeah, I'm not anorexically thin, I apologize. *eye roll* Thanks for pointing it out to me.     I am a passionate person. I am emotional. I am impulsive. Act first, think later. It gets me in trouble a lot. I am not proud of how I acted regarding a certain incident that has surfaced and blown up the past few days. Torches have been lit and pitchforks have been grabbed and I haven't liked being a party to it. I don't like logging in now and seeing the crap I see being spewed all over. I don't come here for
Eh.
This is possibly the most boring night I have spent on the Fu. :| That is all. Where are all my friends? Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am addicted to Edie's Real Fruit Strawberry Bars. 2. I have a nipple fetish. 3. I want a breast reduction. 4. I am slightly OCD. 5. I secretly lust a few Fu ladies. 6. I haven't had sex in over 2 years. 7. I ♥ handbags. 8. I am gonna be a Nana again. 9. I have a thin black streak in the back of my hair. 10. I speak to Ash on the phone at least once every day.
Werewrwe
please rate my good friend's pics! don@ fubar Most people that know me are aware of my pathological dislike of women. I am yet to determine where it comes from, but I have a belief that most women are deceitful, conniving creatures that will silently stab you in the back. Mind you, ofcourse, not all of them, and I have met a small handful of ones that I adore. But that is rare, and I trust men much more than I trust women. Scratch that out...I distrust them less than women. At least you know that if a guy tells you he thinks you are smart, he is trying to say that he wants to see your boobs. In case of women, I dont even know what to believe and what to not believe. Cunts This is the 3rd time that the fucktards delete me because of their tiny penises. I hate redoing my profiles.
Lesson Learned
I have something that has been angering me for a few weeks.   In the mail I received a notice for a sex offender that moved into my neighborhood a few houses down. It gave a detailed account of what he did, when he did it and a vehicle description with a license plate number. Without getting into detail, I will just say that this wasn’t some 18 year old guy sleeping with his 16 year old girlfriend. He did some seriously horrible stuff. (That’s right… stuff. Meaning he did this more than once with more than one child.)   What angers me is that I have all this information and I want to beat the hell out of him. But it says that I can be arrested if I harass him. Just knowing that he is right there and I can see his house from mine is driving me crazy! I have all these pent up feelings and nowhere to go with them.   How many people do we meet on a daily basis, that are murders or rapists and we have no idea.   Is it better to know about these people with a notic
Lyrics, Other Authors
I had a mumm about eating nickel, there are few who would remember. But maybe it's time. I'm sure there's a Saturday Night Special with my name on it. And if that's not open to me, I have a length of rope and places to attach the other end. If there's not an anchor for the floor, there's a doorknob on the other side of the room. There may not be time to change the course of the tides, but I wouldn't mind going out on a high note. If you care to stop by, tell me from your experience with me, what it was that was important to me? No holds barred now. Just out with it. I look forward to hearing from you all, but if not, I always liked flowers. Skye Boat Song Sir H. Boulton Speed bonnie boat like a bird on the wing,'Onward' the sailors cry!Carry the lad that is born to be King,Over the sea to Skye.Loud the winds howl, loud the waves roar,Thunderclaps rend the air,Baffled our foes stand on the shore,Follow they will not dare.Speed bonnie boat like a bird on
Musing By Monica
If I were financially able, I would cover all of my friend's pages with flashy treasure chests and shiny fu-jewels and give those that have my heart (= if I have told you I love you, I have meant it) an extravagant Fu-Pony. I = have purchased and given bling in the past for several reasons, to brighten= someone's day, to give them enough points to level, as a thank you for rat= ing or creating pictures, or to give myself points (I am happy to readily admit to my point whoring ways). Recently I have experienced the toxic effects that bling can have on relationships, and how disrespectful I have been when I blinged someone's significant other when they could not, and I have shame for those actions. I can not take them back and I have come to the conclusion that bling can have the negative side effect of jealousy, sadness, and eventual destruction of love. It has also been toxic to my own psyche as I want it returned when I give it, and this causes me much shame. I do not think
A Whole Lot Of Nothing
  I just wanted to bring attention to some people who make fu more enjoyable for me. If you don't have them on your friends list, you are truly missing out. If you get a chance stop by and check them out. These people are always nice, DRAMA FREE and all have salutes! Please take a moment and go check these people out. Add them if you don't have them. Rate, re-rate, fan, buy them a drink. Something! They are all amazing people. Let them know that H2H send you! (They are in no certain order. And I am sure I am missing many many people. Please don't be offended if I didn't get you in this bulletin. ) §ŦΣƒƒ¥ @ fubar *~La*La~* Hard2Handle FuWife @ fubar MsCharlotte2U~ No Rate~No Add~ @ fubar Ryot Gyrl @ fubar ~JEWELIA~ @ fubar babyjesus @ fubar [[FüĸFäcє]]™@ fubar
My Writings
"sexy thang" (bottom to top) sexy thang: really u kinda look like a fat ass skanky ass slut.. you look like a dick with ears bitch ->sexy thang: you kinda look like him sexy thang: whos ozzy smartass? I have just talked to someone, and he reopened my eyes on who I am. I was starting to forget. Basically, I don't think the world, or anyone else, needs someone like me. I think about it all the time, like a cancer growing inside my head. I AM the cancer; I manage to fuck up everything I can possibly put my hands on...kinda like King Midas that turned everything into gold...only vice versa...I turn everything into shit, or mold, or god knows what... I've made peace with it for a while, but year after year it gets harder and harder to make excuses for myself and not jump into the abyss. Having enemies sucks-but not as bad as having yourself as one. You have to see that person every day in the mirror,you hear what goes on inside her head, you feel what she feels
I Am The Who When You Call Who's There
I am lost.   Desperate.   Desolate.   I've lost myself.  I've lost the grasp of all that I have ever known and loved.      Am I close?  Is the cease beckoning?  Or do I fear what I embrace in its entirety.    My angels.  My darling angels.  My Laina.  My Whitney.  My Chonni.  My Hollie.    What is to become of my husband?  Devoid of my love and devotion, will he falter in his resolve or as Romeo and Juliet join me in the unknown?   I fear I am losing touch with myself.  Reality is a lie.  I burn with hatred of a thousand suns and not one of would offer a hand or a listening ear.    I dying to stay afloat.  I am dying.  Yet, if I am gone... will I be missed?    I want a future.  I want my daughter.  I want my Jaydienne Jo to know and to love her mother.  I want to know my child, my beautiful daughter that my husband and I will have created to join Laina.   I want Lianna to know that I loved her more than anything on this earth.  Nothing is more precious than her glo
My Blogging Spot
Although there was something else lingering around my mind, my goodness life is precious, enjoy the little moments, enjoy the good times and people you are surronded by, you never know when you will turn around and that part of your life will be gone.....I have a neighbor...wife and husband untill Monday eve, I had become rather close with both, esp her, they were like 2 peas in a pod, I have to say sometimes sitting from afar I wondered about them, so happy, so in love, it just made me smile.  She was always so funny to talk to and well if either one of us ever needed anything, it was just a walk across the road away.  They are the only neighbors I have close to me, there is a vacation home across the field, but they are not in much.  Her and I would just stand and talk for sometimes hours while out and about doing yard stuff on the weekends. I was logging off to fix dinner on Monday going about my routine, I had seen my neighbors mother pull up..  I heard the yell,, and as I was sta
Leveling!
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Gavin
Well since my last update, I had almost given up. So I thought. I would still write offline messages in attempt to reach him. I eventually gave up on that too... so I thought. I don't know why, but the other day I decided to try and write him again. To my shock, He wrote back last night and I missed it. I was pissed! But I finally got a hold of him on the phone today, and was trying to fight back the tears of joy i had just to hear his voice again. I just now got off of the messenger with him. i told him about the blog and sent him the links. He was tearing, up he said. I'm a complete mess right now.. I'm still sopping up tears.  So, he told me that he had cracked, and got scared. After some time went by, he was scared to write me in fear that I had a boyfriend. He did't think I'd want to talk to him again. We had this discussion before.  I don't care what I have going on in my life, I will always want to hear from him. Even if I DID have a boyfriend... If he showed up at my door..
Doom
I believe that banking institutions are more dangerous to our liberties than standing armies. If the American people ever allow private banks to control the issue of their currency, first by inflation, then by deflation, the banks and corporations that will grow up around [the banks] will deprive the people of all property until their children wake-up homeless on the continent their fathers conquered. The issuing power should be taken from the banks and restored to the people, to whom it properly belongs.                                                                                      Thomas Jefferson    
Madcurves Hot Spot
Johann Sebastian Okinawa is a beautiful place, I could almost call this p... Australia subject: Am I a racist?   received: 01/17/2010 10:50 pm replied: no    block this member    Flag as spam   By your definition I might well be, but who cares. When I drive an Aston Martin, ride a Harley Davidson, and do that with a Scandinavian blue eyed blonde from a European Diplomatic family on my arm, I say that entitles me to do and say whatever the hell I damn well please. And if that's a problem to you sweetheart, well it's just that, your problem. Johann is who he is, and I'm comfortable with that, I don't need anybody elses approval. If you believe figures by the American centre for disease control, Black American males are 15 times more likely per head of population than White American males. Dating black guys is a death sentence. Live your life as you
Fubar Rumors, Idiots And Other Such Drama
Originally posted at http://socialmediaanswers.com/a-review-of-fubar/comment-page-1/#comment-37578 I have been a member of fubar (Also known by other names as it evolved) for 3 1/2 years. I don’t work for the site, I don’t live in California and I don’t have the instant messenger, telephone numbers, personal email addresses or any other contact information of any of the fubar staff. I did volunteer as a bouncer on the site for a period of time until personal obligations took away the time that I would need to spend as a bouncer so I chose to resign. fubar is a Social Networking website with a twist, that twist being the addition of a points game to “level” on the site. The game takes certain twists along the way and like life itself the game changes. New goals are added and some old goals are removed when they are no longer relevent to the overall game. fubar is an 18+ web site, 18+ is by no means to be taken as an adult website. Just because a person
Other Things
THE SITUATION In Washington , DC , at a Metro Station, on a cold January morning in 2007, this man with a violin played six Bach pieces for about 45 minutes.  During that time, approximately 2,000 people went through the station, most of them on their way to work.  After about 3 minutes, a middle-aged man noticed that there was a musician playing.  He slowed his pace and stopped for a few seconds, and then he hurried on to meet his schedule. About 4 minutes later:  The violinist received his first dollar.  A woman threw money in the hat and, without stopping, continued to walk.  At 6 minutes: A young man leaned against the wall to listen to him, then looked at his watch and started to walk again. At 10 minutes:A 3-year old boy stopped, but his mother tugged him along hurriedly.  The kid stopped to look at the violinist again, but the mother pushed hard and the child continued to walk, turning his head the whole time.  This action was repeated by several other children, but every parent
Song Lyrics
Seether You could've been the real one You could've been the one enough for me You could've been the free one (the broken down and sick one) Remnant of a vacant life You come around when you find me faithless You come around when you find me faceless Fuck me like you hate me (dig it up and tear it down) Dig it up and whore me out Fuck me like you hate me (dig it up and tear it down) I love the sound when you come undone You could've been the next one (God only knows) You could've been the one to comprehend me You could've been the only one (the broken down and sick one) You could've been the one who i lie with You come around when you finally face this You come around when you find me faceless Fuck me like you hate me (dig it up and tear it down) Dig it up and whore me out Fuck me like you hate me (dig it up and tear it down) Don't make a sound 'til I come undone You'll never break me You'll never break me You'll never break me You could've been the real one You could've been th
Payin For Rates
Prices 3k/100Stash rates During AUTOS Pay for Rates 5k/100Rates PM With total. NO Message NO PAY. DO NOT SHOUTBOX, Dont Comment Pics. I am Payin Fubucks for Bling Paks/Autos/Bombs 500k for ticker 1 Mill for 12 credits 2 mill for 3day blast 3 mill for 7 day blast 3 Mill for 25 Pak 3 Mill for 1 month VIP 500k for a ticker 3.5 Mill for Auto11 3.5 Mill for CherryBombs 6 mill for 30 day blast 6 Mill for 65 credit pak 12 Mill for $100 credit pak or HH (I'd prolly be borke before even attempting to get. lol) I also have over 500 extra 11s to negotiate with. Prices negotiable.
Avon Representative
I wrote this quite awhile ago (before I met me boyfriend I have now).. I found it today and I bet alot of you can relate to this! As I sit here alone, wondering to myself, when will the day arrive that I will know I have found true love. I have never seen first hand what true love consists of, however my imagination tells me how majical it can be. I see day to day of couples together, knowing and thinking to myself if that'll ever be me one day. I fear the utmost fear of all that I will and always will remain alone. Jealous of all, angered by many. I have known many a men, wishing and dreaming that they could be the one, but unfortunately knowing that they will never be. People say, love can be right under your nose, however if your blinded by bitterness and anger, that one love can move on without even knowing it exsisted in you. I feel as if I need someone rather then to be with someone, for I noticed a path of which I'm taking which seems to revolve around what they want and not

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