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What Type Of Man I Want
IM LOOKING FOR THAT GUY WHO CALLS ME BEAUTIFUL INSTEAD OF HOT OR SEXY, WHO CALLS ME BACK WHEN I HANG UP ON HIM, THAT GUY THATSTAYS AWAKE JUST TO WATCH ME SLEEP, THAT GUY THAT KISSES MY FOREHEAD AND MAKES ME FEEL SPECIAL,THAT GUY THAT WANTS TO SHOW ME OFF  TO THE WORLD WHEN IM WEARING SWEATS,THAT GUY THAT HOLDS MY HAND IN FRONT OF HIS FRIENDS, THAT GUY WHO CONSTANTLY REMIND ME OF HOW MUCH HE CARES ABOUT ME, THATS WHAT IM LOOKING FOR
Another Liar
Adios!
Came Home From Work To See What A Friend Put In My Shout Box Wedesday Night 6/17/09 11:40 Pm
TO COME HOME TO A SHOUT BOX MESSENGE SO SORRY BREW , THAT I HAD TO DO THIS, WILL IM HERE TO TELL YOU'S THE ONLY ONE THAT JUDGE'S IS GOD IF YOU EVEN BELIEVE IN HIM ? WE ALL ARE NOT PERFECT AND DON'T TELL YOU'S ARE I KNOW BETTER . GOD IS PERFECT WE ARE NOT . HE JUDGE'S ALL HE WILL BE JUDGING US OH HE WILL . AND EXCUSE'S TO HIM THAT DAY WHEN IT COMES HE WON'T EXCEPT EXCUSE'S. I HAVE HELPED MANY , I HAVE BEEN  KIND, CARING , HOW DARE ANYONE JUDGE ME BEST BE CLEANING YOUR OWN CLOSETS . I HAVE FRIEND'S HERE THEY KNOW WHOM THEY ARE THAT I TREASURE WITH MY HEART , I LOVE WITH MY HEART . I BLOCK WHOM I THINK ARE 2 FACE , OR TROUBLE . SO , ONE'S THAT THINK THERE BETTER GET A CLUE OH HELL NO YOU ARE NOT , YOUR SHIT SMELLS LIKE THE REST OF US , AND ITS NOT ROSE'S EITHER . COWS MAY COME COWS MAY GO BUT THE BULLSHIT REALLY GOES ON HERE FOREVER . AND I HOPE THEY WERE WORTH THE BLOCK , BECAUSE YOU WERE JUST A SPECK ON THE GROUND. SORRY , HE WAS FORCED TO BLOCK ME . IM NOT EASY COME EASY GO WASN'T A FR
Random Thoughts....
  Donkey carts are still funny to me...... The temperature is rising and donkey cart caravans are still funny too me. It is the strangest thing. I've been in Iraq for six months now and I see donkey-drawn carriages on the street daily. However everytime I see one, I laugh. I dont know why,I guess its for the same reason that people will giggle when someone passes gas or something. All I can think of is that song "Let me ride that donkey!".I guess the heat is starting to get to me....... This has been a tough year so far. The holidays came and went, they were just another day over here. No family to get together for Thanksgiving dinner,no Santa.The new year came in with a bang as rockets came at the stroke of midnight. No Rockin New Years Eve with Dick Clark though and no Easter Bunny. Instead, we were on mission hard charging and vigilant, finding comfort and family amonst eachother. For us veterans, we know the bond that is shared between combat soldiers. We are like fathers of m
My Sister's Keeper
I'm sure most of you have senn the trailer for the movie coming out on June 26 called My Sister's Keeper. It stares Cameron Diaz and is about a girl who was genetically engeniered to save her sister's life who is dying with a rare form of leukemia. I always like to try and read the book beofre I see the movie. To me the books are always better and give more structure to the story then a 2 hour movie ever can. I started this book Tuesday and just finished it like 5 minutes ago. By far one of the BEST books i have read in a long time. Hell, I was all into the Twilight saga and this book blows Twilight out of the water and then some. (yes, I am a grown woman who likes Twilight, shut up!) Reading this book made me realize, we all have tough decisions to make everyday. These decisions will shape not only our future but the future of everyone we come in contact with.  Time is a precious gift and no one is promised the next breath. It is a gift no one should ever understimate.   The boo
He Left Me
YUP ALL CAUSE MY MOM PUT A RESTRAINING ORDER ON MY NOW EX BF HE WANTS TO PUT A HARASSMENT CHARGE ON ME IF I CONTACT HIM AGAIN WHAT A PIECE OF SHIT AND NOW I CANT TELL HIM SHIT ABOUT ME MIGHT BEING PREGGO FROM HIS BITCH ASS SEE I KNEW I SHOULDVE STAYED SINGLE THEN I CANT GET HURT!!! I KINDA WANNA GO GAY IM NOW LOOKING FOR A REAL MAN ONE THAT WONT HURT ME. SOMEONE THATS GOING TO LOVE ME FOR ME!!! SOMEONE GET AT ME MOVE TO FL FOR ME! AND LOVE ME LIKE I DESERVE TO BE LOVED!!!
Evaluate The Numbers ;)
Where the scale is a discouragement, the measurements are a time for rejoicing! I've lost a total of 3-1/2 inches! 1/4 in off each arm 1/2 in off shoulders, chest, waist, hips, and each thigh 0 off neck and each calf (which is expected for me) flexibility is a whole inch further. :) My fitness test went from below average to average. That test is 3 minutes on the stairstepper at 9.2 flights per minute. I did 43 crunches in 60 seconds (vs 40 last time). Managed 20 pushes on the bench press (weights) with 45# bar. And 20 pushes on the leg press (weights) with 90#. I believe I only did 15 each with lesser weight last time on the machines. These results and only twice a week. I'll have to work harder on the food aspect of this so the scale can show results as well. To me it seems like such a small effort for these results. POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU: 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!? 1 = Definetly not attractive 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell!
Nothing Like 20 Fubshop Messenges Thats About Pics Nsfw
  Touch the Darkness LMAO IMMATURE JEALOUS WHAT IS YOUR PROMBLEM THIS GOES TO WHOM EVER MARKED MY PICS 20 OF THEM NSFW AND NOT EVEN IN MY DEFAULT LMAO . I CAN PLAY GAMES I CAN BE A BITCH WHEN IN THE HELL ARE GROWN UPS GOING TO BE ADULTS INSTEAD OF 2 AND 4 YR OLDS , HAVE TO LMAO , ENJOYED YOUR CHILDISH BEHAVOR FITS YOU WILL . THANKS TO THOSE THAT RATED MY PICS DURING MY HAPPY HOUR AND BOMBED ME . GUESS CHILDREN WILL BE CHILDREN GO FOR IT , I CAN PLAY EVIL AND BE A BITCH BECAUSE IM A BITCH , I CAN BE A FRIEND OR A ENEMY WHICH EVER . SO, HOPE IT WAS WORTH YOUR TIME MARKIN NSFW DUMBASS . BREW  
Paranoia
paranoiagotta love itwhen you feel like noonelikes you anymorewhen you think everyone istrying to stay awayfrom the cold the freezing lump inside my chest too frozen to moveto stuck in the nowcant get to tomorroweverything tumbing fallingjust crashing downfearthat you just cant do itthat youre not good enoughor that you once werebut youre old nowworthless and ought to bethrown awaytrashed anddiscarded
Happy
My Midget
Sad Times
not going to be on much going to spend time with my mom she has been battling brain cancer and it is starting to get to the point she can't do for herself anymore. i will be back on when i can.   dave
What A Woman Wants In A Man
What a Woman Wants in a Man  What I Want In A Man, Original List ... (at age 22)  ----------------------------------- 1. Handsome 2. Charming 3. Financially Successful 4. A Caring Listener 5. Witty 6. In Good Shape 7. Dresses with Style 8. Appreciates the Finer Things 9. Full of Thoughtful Surprises 10. An Imaginative, Romantic Lover What I Want In A Man, Revised List ... (at age 32) ----------------------------------- 1. Nice Looking - preferably with hair on his head 2. Opens car doors, holds chairs 3. Has enough money for a nice dinner at restaurant 4. Listens more than he talks 5. Laughs at my jokes at appropriate times 6. Can carry in all the groceries with ease 7. Owns at least one tie 8. Appreciates a good home cooked meal 9. Remembers Birthdays and Anniversaries 10. Seeks romance at least once a week What I Want In A Man, Revised List ... (at age 42) ---------------------------------- 1. Not too ugly - bald head OK 2. Doesn't drive off until I'm in the
Life Lessons......
I am 38 years old and have lived my life learning lessons..most of the time the hard way. I am single...never married and no children. I think about things like--my mom is getting older and really wants me to find the right woman to marry and give her a grandchild or two. My grandparents are very old and nearing the end of their days and I would want for them to see me married...happy and with children....but I fear I have waited too long to think on these things. My fear is finding a lady I think is the right one...only to get married and have it end in divorce with kids torn between us. This was my upbringing and it was rough on us kids. I never want this to happen to my kids or anyone else's kids. It's like I am on a time countdown in life to find my soul mate and create a happy loving family. This really sounds good to me but my biggest issue is-------HOW DO YOU KNOW IF YOU ARE WITH THE RIGHT ONE? Maybe it will seem like your with the right one and all of a sudden she decides she
Saturdays R Ruff
It;s funny when we remeber days gone by in that it sometimes brings joy then other times it brings a tear to our eyes,, I remember back some 50+ yrs ago and the excitement tha the fourth of july brought to me as a young lad...The brightness of the sparklers and loudness of the fire crackers...The Independece Day parades.. the soldiers in uniform all saluting our flag as the marched by.... the families gathering fopr picnics...the neighborhoods have get togethers... Then I remember the Bobm drills in school...the pledge of alligence to oue flag as classes began...the prayers silent and verbal each morning... Then I remembered A funeral for my cousin killed in action in the Korean conflict.. I weeped for him this morning...he was my hero growing up in the 50's... I remember the country called Vietnam and we were advisors of the conflict.... Then I remember the draft of our men into that conflict...I remember my wanting to be a draft dodger because of my memories of my cousin... I reme
Giving Thanks
Written for a friend to read at the burial of his little brother....   Rest In Peace My Friend....   Today, the winds blowing, I heard it from the trees,Today, it hurts knowing, you cant be here to see,But when the wind blows, We're reminded that you're free.The fact we're gonna miss you is always gonna be.But we will always have you with us, The times that we're in need, Your love will fill our hollowsevery time we breath.Your voice is what fills our heads when we ride into the breeze,I know youre riding with us, just like it used to be.These memories live inside us, like you live inside of me.Now be calm and at peace,with what what has come to be..I love you little brotherPlease put your strength in me.
Fathers Day
Searchers have a question they'd like answered: Who started Father's Day? Who do they have to thank for the mandatory bonding time they're spending with dear ol' dad this weekend? Lookups on "father's day origin" and "who started father's day" inspired us to investigate. The results of our research shook us to our very core. OK, maybe not to our core, exactly. But the story of how Father's Day came to be is still pretty interesting. A blog from a Detroit church explains that most historians credit a woman named Sonora Smart Dodd with creating the holiday. Ms. Smart Dodd was "inspired by her father, a widower and Civil War veteran named William Jackson Smart." She wanted to do something to honor his memory while paying respect to all fathers. Clearly she was a woman with a plan. Alas, not everybody agreed with her pleas to "give it up for the papas" (our words, not hers). In fact, Ms. Smart Dodd's proposal was often mocked when it first made the rounds. Folks felt it unnecessary. And
My 1st Hh
        This awesome person is having her 1st HH 6 p.m. FU-time/ 9 p.m. Est-time. Please show my good friend ♥ DarlynnOne ♥ lotsa love. She works her but off to help her friends out. She will be running 11s all day. I love her and I know you will too. ADD FAN RATE BLING BOMB COMMENT CRUSH DO WHATEVER YA GOTTA DO Just click the pics below and start havin' fun!!!
In Need Of Your Vote
My Life
This is the third time i've tried to post this. Okay everyone knows that summer is here, and if you've ever been to Memphis mosquitoes here are like b-52 bombers, I'm sure you're all wondering what this has to do with anything? Well if you took the time to read my profile or talk to me on a daily basis you would know that I am homeless and i was living under a bridge in a tent until about 48 hours ago. Here's what happened over the last two days. There had been other people staying down at my campspot but when the drinking started I was like meh whatever, but then the guy brings some chick that looks like shrek down there and for the past month i've gotten very little sleep due to them drinking and screwing and being loud at all times of the night and waking me up, well the other day it was like 110 out with the heat index. I went back to camp early cause I was tired, well for once the guy down there was sober which I like the guy when he isn't shitfaced and messing with me. anyways h
Broken Hearts
Where do they gowhen they have no place to call homeLive and be brokenor hope they'll mend on their own ****Time heals woundsand enables us to forgetWait! Time has no value to aching broken hearts****I long for your smiletender touch, and strong arms Arms I run to, throw myself between your charm ****You weren't there when desperation and emptiness accompanied me No more tears to wipeyou are not aroundand you'll never be ****You ran away and left me aloneI looked, no one was thereI was alone in this worldlooking aroundfor your care ****Why did you leave me on my ownI was sad not for missing youI realized I've been always alone ****I cried not because its overbut for the missing part in my heart No! I wont say I am in loveglass doesn't mend once shattered a part****I'll keep pain inside from now onwith my brokenheart I,ll roam loneliness taught my heart to singyet aches for a place to call home
Changing The Game
I've been away from fu for a while but I've been back on recently more often and in my time back I've noticed that it's time to change the game with how I treat others on here. The one thing that I've noticed is the lack of gratitude on here has dropped to epic propportions and in saying that I DO realize that this is fubar and unless You're a dude that can make cool graphic pics for people on here or CONSTANTLY buy people bling...OR....you're a female with big tits and flirty personality for the MOST part you will get little to NO attention on here at all. That seems to be the case almost throughout fubar save the people that are in my family list THOSE people are really cool people who do return love whether I was here or not,I'm tired of buying people drinks,tored of reaching out to people that are having bad days buying them gifts and leaving words of encouragment,rating their profiles and fanning them and not even getting as much as a fucking THANK YOU in return,so now its time to
* Screams *
What Happened To Nice Guys?
:Beginning Rant:How long before a nice guy stops being nice? After how many hurts, rejections, and false hopes does the nice guy say, maybe its really not worth it anymore?For it seems in this era that the nice guy is no longer the good guy. For some strange reason while it is asked upon us to remain respectful, caring, loving, and chivalrous, it seems that those same people who ask it are in fact lookin for the opposite. While every woman may claim that they want someone truthful, and faithful, and loyal, it seems that in fact they much prefer the beater, abuser, screamer, and cheater.While women can claim that they want the nice guy, it seems that by the nice guy being nice, he has in fact become too nice, and the woman is no longer constantly fighting, getting hit, etc. so she decides he is not what she wants. Instead she wants the challenge. So this begs the question, how can the good guy ever win?And while many may say, why don't you just give up on the nice guy attitude then and
Fathers Day
This is a poem my son gave to me for Fathers day                                        I'm so happy                                       That you're my dad                                         you do things                                       that make me glad                                      you read me stories                                      you sing me songs                                      you ask me often                                         to come along                                      you teach me how                                         to do so much                                          I love to feel                            &n
Fml
Today, me and my boyfriend came back to my house after a night on the town. Thinking the house was empty, we proceeded to have sex. Just as it was getting good my phone rings. It was a text from my mom, "Quiet down. Even your father can tell your faking." FML Today, I decided I was going to bleach my bikini line, as I have not been able to shave there due to some ingrown hairs, and I also have to lifeguard every day. As it turns out, I'm allergic to the bleach. There is now an angry red, burning rash on my crotch that you can see around my swimsuit. FML Today I noticed that my daughter was making funny noises which oddly resembled sex sounds my wife makes. When I asked her what she was doing she said "I'm pretending to be mommy from last night." I was on a business trip last night. FML
Wtf ....
WTF i am so tired of some FU bitches who just mark your pics as NSFW and then just fuck off even when they have their slut pics up in their public folders ..... and you cant just take your revenge as they tend to block you on there way out.....WTF I am so tired of all this marking by sluts .... if the folder is clearly marked NSFW, why the fuck they mark em I hate em all ..... i wish i could kill em lol If they dont like it they should just leave the fuck off grrr What do yall think
Pain
WELL I AM SO TIRED OF EVERYONE RUNNING THERE MOUTHS AND I AM VERY HURT BY ALL OF THIS....SO WHAT IF I PUT MY FEELINGS IN MY STATUS, THAT IS DRAMA WHATEVER IT IS FREEDOM OF SPEECH AND I AM A OPEN PERSON AND LET PEOPLE KNOW HOW I FEEL SO SORRY THAT IS ME AND I AM NOT GOING TO CHANGE....I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE AND DONT WANT TO LOOSE THEM BECAUSE OF SOMEONES BIG MOUTH CUZ THEY ARE JEALOUS OR DONT LIKE ME....I AM VERY HEART BROKEN RIGHT NOW I MISS A CERTAIN SOMEONE AND I HOPE THAT SOMEONE MISSES ME TOO MAYBE WE CAN FIX THIS I DONT KNOW!!!!!!   I AM VENTING AGAIN AND OUT OF MY MIND RIGHT NOW CUZ I  MISS MY ONE GOOD FRIEND!!!
Auction Want To Own Me?
Freeverse (raw & Carnal)
I dreamt of a dream, a dream that lasted a lifetime.I dreamt of a dream, a dream I died for to be mine.It began with pain and ended the same... and all the while I forgot that I was sleeping.I dreamt of blue-sky and water reflecting, of children laughing and people bleeding.I dreamt this dream and felt it in my veins, bleeding into a heart so realthat I forgot that I was sleeping.I sang tears and cried songs, I felt the centre of peaceand lost it again in the circumference of fear.I was child, I was crone, I was wise, I was ignorant.I was human while my God-self slept.And then I woke within the dreamand pulled sleep from my eyes, to see a world of beings of light cloaked in darkness.Blinded the sightless seeking the horizonthrough windows that blink.
Poetry
I wake to a smile radiant as the sun Shining brightly through hilltop trees Eyes sparkling with a thousand diamonds I wonder what is in me that she sees   “Good morning handsome” dances through my ears As her voice welcomes me into the day Her hand caresses down the side of my cheek Heartbeats skip when she touches me that way   Cherry sweet lips linger in her sweet scent Hovering above me waiting to be tasted Short of breath as I rise up to meet her Not of second of this moment will be wasted   As I embrace her body pressed against mine I feel the smoothness of her blazing skin Sending heat waves through every inch of me Spontaneous combustion ignites within   In this moment nothing exists but her and I Our bodies and souls entangled as one My heart forever trembles in her celestial presence Her lustrous beauty is second to none!   Eyes glisten and smiles shine The mask of her heart's design A shell to simply hold what's inside   It gets deepe
Auctions
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Thought For The Day
"There is a way to look at the past. Don't hide from it. It will not catch you if you don't repeat it."  R I P Tyler Heilman 7/20/2009 Michaela Widmer 7/25/2009 This world keeps spinning faster to a new disasterInnocent lives are being takenFamilies being torn apartChildren having to grow up without a mommy or daddyIt leaves us here to sit and wonder WHY?Whats next, whose it going to be, what else can possibly happenWe sit and wait for answers, justice to be servedWe sit and wait for the times of a wake and funeral to be announcedYet no matter how much time will passThese lives will never be forgottenOne day you can wake up with a happy familyThat happy family can be torn apart by unexplainable acts of crueltyYou never know when something like this will happenYou don’t have any time to prepareYour friends, family and inner strength is your only backboneYou can rewind time, and you can’t fast-forward itFriends and family you haven’t seen for a while come closerTo
General
Is it really worth it to be back here after I was gone for a year? The answer is clearly becoming NO. I thought when I left the first time that there was too much begging and too many self serving people on here. This site was for ADULTS but it was the "go by my rules on life bible thumpers" who were trying to DICTATE what we posted, did and said here. Since my return, I have seen MORE beggars, cheats and liars than ever. No wonder this world is the way it is. Doesn't anyone EARN their keep anymore. It's so unnerving when I see so many supposed good people BEGGING for this and that. MANY OF YOU NEED TO FACE THE FACT THAT YOU AREN'T WHAT YOU PRETEND TO BE ON HERE NOR ARE YOU WORTH THE TROUBLE OR THE MONEIES SPENT EITHER. I have tried to be friends to so many of you and yet you don't return the gester only begging for me to join this or buy you that. To this I will tell you "FUCKING GET A LIFE LOSER"! This world does not, will not and never will REVOLVE AROUND YOU! There have been only
Testing
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Is There Such A Thing As Fu Love?
Once upon a time, I was a fu-tycoon.  Almost oracle level and owned more than a dozen people.  Had millions in the fu-bank to give away.  Blinged everyone in sight, could level someone twice in one day, and often did.  I know i moved a couple of people over a dozen levels in one or two turns.  i was spending almost $1000 a month "loving" my friends.  I know there were some who became friends through the process and never expected anything from me.  But there were others that I have learned, who are just here for the game.  How do I know this? Well, this time around, I came to fu land with one thing in mind......not spending a dime on anything or anyone.  I came back for my friends.  Nothing more.  I just wanted to see who my friends were.  So as I did, I began to see my old acquaintances online and reconnect with them.  And as I did, I learned that I'm not quite as popular as before, LOL.  As a matter of fact, I rarely have anyone even talk to me now.  So, I am going to be content w
Summer Fun!
I will be out enjoying the big party!  Back on 7/6.  Those of you in Skee- town - I might see ya there.  But if I don't have a blast! Night 1- Burn Halo -- Pop Evil -- Saving Abel................................ I got an Autographed CD, and drum stick!   I will be out enjoying the big party!  Back on 7/6.  Those of you in Skee- town - I might see ya there.  But if I don't have a blast!                           Night 1- Burn Halo -- Pop Evil -- Saving Abel................................ I got an Autographed CD, and drum stick!   Night 2- Loverboy -- Joan Jett & the Blackhearts                              hung out with a great friend!   Night 3-  Vaughn Anthony -- John Legend              It was so HOT as in SEXY  -- I thought people were goin' to get it ON!!!!!!   Me is tipsy!   Night 4-  Need to Breathe -- Bare Naked Ladies   Night 5-  Jamey Johnson -- Jason Aldean                  It rained shorted out the chair and someone had to break in and rescue me. Ni
Auction Time!
This Is How I Feel This Song Fits Me
Swept me away But now I'm lost in the dark Set me on fire But now I'm left with a spark Alone, you got beyond the haze and I'm lost inside the maze I guess I'm all alone in love I look into your eyes You turn the other way And now I realize It's all a game you play I hold you in the night And wake to find you gone You're running out of sight It's so hard holding on All alone in love Chorus You haunt me in your dreams I'm calling out your name I watch you fade away Your love is not the same I've figured out your style To quickly drift apart You held me for a while Planned it from the start All alone in love Sitting in the dark without you How am I supposed to make it Through the night Slowly fall apart without you Cry away the hours Till the morning light
Kate A Dear Friend
Just letting everyone who knew Kate, she passed away this morning. I recieved word from her daughter. Cancer had spread throughout her body and she was just getting ready to start some meds that were going to be very hard on her.   Kate i loved you dearly , you were a great friend to me and I'm so gonna miss you, I will miss your laugh and your cries, your rants and jokes. You will never be forgotten by me and i'm so glad i got the times to talk with you thank you and may god rest your soul you are finally at peace and no more struggling
Just Don't Get It
Ok this is what I do not understand, You try and make friends over this site and ask if they would like to talk to you sometime on the phone and they always say well I like to text. Ok do tell me why even have yahoo if you only text from a phone? And why have a phone if you never are going to talk on the damn thing? A phone is ment for talking on not just texting, whats the point in having one if that is all you do? Or you call them and they never answer the phone or they ask who is this and you tell them then you get the answer how did you get my number? Now come on people are you seriously that stupid and don't remember giving it out to the person and whats the point in giving out the number if never going to answer the damn phone to start with? Thats another thing why have a phone if your not going to answer it anyways? I think the best thing I love is when they tell you oh I don't have a phone so we can't be friends or can't get to know them, Ok you don't have a phone but yet you h
For The Ppl On The Bomblist Plz Read
Z Lounge
This is my 1st blog n I'm fairly new to fubar, anyway... if ur a person lookin for a kick a*s time, cool people(as in staff n members), awesome tunes, good lookin men n women, AND FU'S FINEST N HOTTEST CAM GIRLS - go to the "Z Lounge", u won't b disappointed
Real Friends Read
ok for all of you that are mourning Micheal Jackson you are supporting Child Molestation i dont care if he was the best Pop Singer ever he was nothing more than a Child Molester why he never went to jail is because he had the money to pay them off and no they did not lie just so they could get his money he raped those kids why would there only be two cases if people were out to get his money huh i am sick of people saying RIP King of Pop and uploading pics in memory of him just call him what he is.......A Gay Child Molesting Peice of crap.
The Truth Hurts
When Farrah Fawcett got to heaven God granted her one wish. She wished for all children to be safe, so god killed Michael Jackson.
Far Away
  Working 9 hours from home and missing friends and family .... thanks to all my fu-friends for making the distance easier and helping to pass the time with laighs and smiles :)   Much luv to you all !!!    
Brother In Law Drowned6/26
http://www.postandcourier.com/news/2009/jun/27/man_drowns_while_crabbing87455/
A Realization....
Men
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage.   ------------------------------------------   1. Men are like ..Laxatives ..... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas . The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather . Nothing can be done to change them.
Angry
Ok after a short break from the Fu I have returned and am curios to know what this site is all about now - so much seems to have changed or is it me - am I that different now Im nearer 41 (hint hint) - I am still getting into the swing of rating pictures etc and comments will come soon - but surely if some one is asking for help to level and you rate a few of there pictures to help out - is it now unheard of to rate back - or even say ty - if its unheard of I shall not do it again and neither will I moan when no one rates my pictures. Ok rant over - back to business luv my fu owner and fu fiance - and yeah a lot of fu others too OK, so your opinion isnt really wanted here - feel free to say what you like cos frankly I dont give a damn.....     I have noticed over the last few days that I have helped a good deal of people out on here rating their pics - yet hardly any of them have returned the love - that dont matter............... what does matter is this   If you
Wishes!
I just found out that my ex is leaving town and had the balls to tell everyone that he screwed over. What had happen will stay in the past and he will give back everyones stuff including mine. True or false either way their is only one person that he has not faced. And if you guess me your right. Ever feel like you have a knot in your stomache that just doesnt go away with anything you do. Im in that spot, I cant stop thinking about or wishing to be near a guy. And I wish he feels the same I want more but what do I do!
Realitizations
I've come to the realitization that I have some pretty sorry ass aunts and uncles on my mom's side of the family.  My mom's parents are still both alive and are in their late 80s to early 90s..Granted, I don't see my grandparents as often as I should (I was raised particularly by my dad's mother who has been gone for 9 yrs now), I do tend to see them more then their own children.  The same can be said for 2 of their other grandchildren.  They have 7 children in all, 4 daughters and 3 sons.  The 2 oldest daughters, my mom being the oldest are retired and stay with my grandparents rotating days of the week.  2 of the sons have just started staying off and on within the last week, but no clue how long that will last.  While the other son lives in Alabama, so that is understandable.  The 2 youngest daughters can't "bare" to see their parents like this.  They feel that they should be put in a nursing home, so they just don't show up anymore unless they drop by to inspect things.  These two
Flirting
Flirting to me is justan act of showing that youadore certain aspects of a person...And it may lead to moreadventures or it may not...     I LOVE to flirt. I think it is a harmless way of keeping your mind sharp with quick wit and double entendre'.
Contests
TwIsted Comment Contest Running From 6/28 - 7/11 Each Co Founder will select their favorite comment and the 3 top comments will be awarded 1 Mil fubucks each. WHAT WE'RE LOOKING FOR ! The most sick, twisted, fucked up or ROTFLMFAO profile comments.. Leave as many as you want all week ! Have fun and lets get twIsted ! Thanks, Rick, Dan & Nik  
29 Lines To Make You Smile!
TWENTY NINE LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences.. He thought he was God and I didn't... 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it.3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them.4... I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5.... Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7... Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10..
The F Word
why wont the Fu let dudes on??......Hmmmm?
Military Taps
If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps were played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps". It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention. Crawling on his stomac
Foxie Stfu Dumb Whore
Hahahaha...she's a whore,and she knows it!You think I give a shit about anything you say,slut?I don't...you're words are devoid of any meaning,therefore making you a dumb shit.Let me ask you this,how would you know my cock is small if you aint lookin at it.And yes,the women thing..yours might be hot,but theyre FAKE like you,bitch.And all they see you as is a piece of dirty pussy.And as for you showin me your body..pleeeease..you need to stop smokin crack and eat something,skinny bitch.My black girls will come find you and treat you like the dog you are.Why are you gonna play with fire,send me a shout,then block me?Are you afraid to hear the truth about yourself?Don't worry,I wont be too fucked up..I just call em as I see em.And you have to entise people to look at your body..I dont.I am sorry though that you were offended by my comment yesterday..but,thats the risk you take postin your skinny crackhead ass on a public site.Also,first ammendment,do you even know what it is?You dont like
For My Birthday....
I get to spend all morning in the airport...     to pick up my brother who I've not seen in over two years.       Best birthday gift ever. He totally surprised me and....I'm so excited I've been giggling for hours now.     ~Dances all happy like~     Mmk, thank you. Carry on. =P
Poetry
My First Blog Lol
Thirsty's Tavern A Tell All Lounge
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Afganistan
I am currently reading a book...."An Ordinary Soldier" by Major Doug Beattie MC .....on particular part of the book has sparked deep emotions in me tonight...page 161, footnote....and I quote... "For his actions Tim was awarded the Conspicuous Gallentry Cross. This is his citation: 'On 10th September 2006, Lieutenat Tim Illingworth deployed with a small team in support of a joint Afgan Police and Army operation to recapture Garmsir District Center.  During two days of heavy fighting, Lieutenant Illingworth and his team were constantly under fire while motivating, directing and advising their Afgan colleagues who successfully re-took Garmsir.  Later that week an Afgan Police patrol supported by Illingworth's team was ambushed.  One British casulaty resulted. In an effort to relieve the pressure on the Afgan Police, he led his Afgan company commander and a foot patrol to neutralise the enemy position.  This inspired his Afgan Army colleagues who were reticent to advance on the heavily d
Another Day ....
ummm ... well I live by one rule everyday ..  if it not gonna matter to tomorrow why dwell on it today .. I wake up with a smile on my face to enter a new day and go to sleep the same way .......and whatever happens in the middle doesnt matter ... well sometimes....... also I dont dwell on things I dont have  control over either ..  whats the point .... .u shouldn't be angry on what u never had in the first place...I say follow ur heart and it never lets u down..  and if have a bad feeling about someone or something ..  theres a reason and dont ignore it...... .life about having dreams and going after them.....  if we do neither we will weither and die...... .after u complish one dreams .. then make others happen one dream at a time..... .... well I know at one point in my life I didnt care  if I lived or died to be honest with u ... but what good... would I be for myself or others if I am 6 feet under...
Karma Sometimes Bites You Back!
The other day I was going to my nieces Dance recitals. The whole way i was thinking about the last time i went and how long and drawn out it was.. I was hoping this one was allot faster and more entertaining.. Don't get me wrong my nieces were great but watching the other 200 kids in between is what killed me. SO needless to say I wasn't that thrilled to go.. I find a parking lot near the theater and I'm overjoyed at the fact I don't have to walk.. I step out of my car and I'm walking up to the payment booth when a homeless man approaches me .. I think well either hes going to ask me for money (which i usually try to donate) or hes going to walk on by.. either way I'm fine.. Well he comes up to me and shows me a parking ticket that covers the whole day and hes willing to sell it to me for 5 dollars. I think to myself well a ticket for the evening is only 5 dollars whats the harm in buying his ticket and helping him out. SO of course me being who i am hand the guy % dollars tell him t
I Wonder.
Sometimes I honestly wonder what people really think about me when I walk past them and every now and then I'll catch them looking twice. Am I a pretty face? Another girl being a teenager, an inspiration, everything they ever wanted, someone who looks like someone else they know? I'm not one to mope, or hold on to things, or admit that I'm wrong, but sometimes I wish I had someone or something to break me down. Sometimes I wish people would stop looking at me and start thinking about me. I don't want to be an item, something to store on a shelf, another one on the list. I want to be envied. I want what they all have and everything else that they don't. I want the sky, the sun, the moon, and unlimited love. I want your kiss, your touch, your laugh, and your smile. I want it to be me, and no one else.
Music I Listen To...
Lets see if I did this right this time... I LOVE how freaking creepy this song is. This is My Dying Bride, they and Rotting Christ are my favorite bands.   I hate that I can never figure out how to post a video in a blog unless its as a comment...   Gimme an extra second to post the video :p
About Me (scroll Down To Read :))
Name: Sonia Birthday: March 24 Birthplace: El Paso Current Location: El Paso Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Red right now. lol Height: 5'6 or 5'7 Right Handed or Left Handed: Lefty Your Heritage: Latina "MEXICANA" The Shoes You Wore Today: Sneakers Kswiss Your Weakness: Partying!! Your Fears: CLOWNS! Your Perfect Pizza: Mmmm Hawaiin!!
For The Warriors Of Freedom
THIS IS FOR ALL THE TIMES THAT YOU HAVE SPENT AWAY WHICH YOUR RELATIVES NUMBER EACH PRECIOUS DAY YOU BATTLE TO KEEP OUR COUNTRY SO AWESOMELY FREE THEN YOU GAVE YOUR LIVES FOR MY FAMILY AND ME WITH YOUR FAMILY SAFELY AT HOME WITH A LOVED ONE YOU COMPLETE YOUR DUTIES UNTIL THEY ARE ALL DONE ALTHOUGH LONELINESS SET INTO SUCH BEAUTIFUL LIVES REMEMBER AT HOME AWAIT YOUR KIDS, HUSBANDS AND WIFES SO MUCH TIME CAN BRING IN SO MUCH HEARTBREAK AND STILL YOU NEVER GIVE UP FOR AMERICA'S SAKE BLESSED ARE THE ONES WHO BATTLE FOR THINGS THAT ARE RIGHT AND KEEP THE MASSES TOGETHER AND FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT BE NOT AFRAID OF THE DARKNESS OR BOW DOWN TO FEAR BECAUSE FREEDOM IS WHAT YOU FIGHT FOR AND YOUR VOICES WE HEAR   ALOHA AND MAHALO TO ALL OF OUR MEN AND WOMEN WHO FIGHT TO KEEP THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!              
Surveys
Are you a fan of PDA's? (Public Display of Affection) yes Have you ever been caught making out? yes How many "bases" have you been to? all of them lol Have you had sex on the 1st date? yes How many different people have you had sex with? 6 Have you ever had a three-some? no Do you kiss and tell? yes Lights on or off? depends Have you ever tried 69? yes Do you have hair down there? no What about your mate? yes What's your favorite position? doggie  When did you lose your virginity? my dads house
Another Poem
This is a poem I found in my juournal from about 3 or 4 years ago I hope you like. It's kinda old so be gentle lol. Before you  I was unspoken, Before you my heart was broken. With a broken heart and a broken spirit it was very heard for me to let you near it.  Scared of what people might say or what they might do, now all I want is to be with you. You unbroke my heart and raised my spirit now that you are near I have nothing to fear  
The Poet And The Moon
Real like all the rays of the sun strong in in to the heart like a " bang " simply like you, my friend is your smile, wonderful like an holiday on the moon that take me force and make me a small far but at you ever near peice of your world. And when your smile, will become a cry remember about me and i will do with you and eyes in to the eyes will go again where is the rainbow at the end of the rayn     Marco Vasselli to Crystal http://marcovasselli.spaces.live.com/                                               ... so i can see your eyes, their light,so i can ask the love, and the sky sand you for me,so i can know a star, that come on heart to talk with me,soi can kiss your lips, touch your hands, take in my heart,like a done with a divine form, i love you, divine creature, that show to me the real sense of the dreams,and like the dreams appearsi can see you,peace for my eyes !!   http://marcovasselli.spaces.live.com/ tp Crystal Hi friends,
Omg I Made Oracle! Whoo Hoo Thanks!
I am super excited right now! I just made oracle.I had 2.1 million points when I logged on this afternoon and through all the awesome people blinging me and bombing me I made it! You guys fricken rock! You know you you are who helped me.I am so happy.It just feels cool to make it.I started fubar 4 1/2 months ago and made it fast cause ya'll loves me.(h) So anyways..I don't really like the new format of the website.I don't like the status thingy and it limits you on your statuses so I can't even update my status right now to say thanks to everyone.I have one pimpout left and the first person to comment me and say they want it for 1 million fubux its yours.Im fubroke.I gave away the other two though to people who always pimp or help me.Im so excited!
Im Evil!!!
Today i have to confess i was mean to Seamus........ I planned to say yes to the marriage even tho we laughed and said we would never pay for it.. boy was he shocked   He heard my evil laugh and knew i was planning something I said i would make a blog about the guy who told me Seamus was an asshole today .. when i got home from work... Then 20 minutes before I got home I told him to make a blog about what and evil cunt i was .... he took the bait.... After fighting for 5 minutes i paid for our marriage.... I win I'm evil Wicked And Micheal thought Seamus was an asshole... he never met a girl like me   by the way this doesnt mean im stopping perving you .................ever!!!!
Romance
I belong to a few sites, but it always seem they are the same.  Is Romance dead??  I guess my age is showing.  It is not like it was when I was younger.  No one wants a mystery.  They want to know it all and tell all they want to do to you.  I want a man who remembers what romance is and likes a bit of mystery.  Yes, I do have shots of me and my cleavage online, but that is what it is my cleavage.  I dont need to see what the man has.  If the time comes and I meet a man, then I may want to see what he has.  I like having fun and all that, just it is so show me what you got and i will show you what I have, BEFORE you have even met.  I am guilty of this, but I am beginning to realize it takes some of the fun of getting to know someone, if you have been given a play by play first.  I want romance, I love romance , and I need romance.  Sex and romance are not the same thing.  Sometimes having a romance makes for great sex.  Think about that.
Music
Most of the time I listen to the radio while I drive and a few of my local radio stations play really awesome songs. I came up with this idea to write down all the songs I listened to throughout the day. I started writing them down on a piece of paper then dl or copying to notepad once I was home. Right now, I need some work done to my computer. Instead of downloading thousands of songs then wiping them out{yaya I know*rollseyes*, no. really, I know}, I figured writing the songs online would be a great start and it gives me something to look forward to if I need a smile. That's all for now, I need to rest{not feeling well today}. There may be a list when I get back here. Yes, I did turn on the radio today already. Sadly, I only listened to one song before I got too dizzy and had to walk around. It was one of my George's so Im happy. Rebel Girl Every once in a while when I sing I like my voice a lot to the point that I give myself chills and all that My thinking is that my fufriends c
Independence Day
Ladies and Gents, I would just like to share my thoughts on this important day in our (American's) history. Most people know this day as the 4th of July and a day of pool parties and BBQ's and fireworks. But the day itself often gets over look of it's real meaning. It's not just a day off work. It's our day of declared independence from Great Britian over 200 years ago. It's they day that we celebrate our decision to stand on our own as a nation. A day where we declared we, America, were not just another country under the rule of the Kings and Queens. This day isn't celebrated as the 4th of July. The 4th of July is the day we celebrate our day of independence. So when you go to that BBQ or pool party or someone at the checkout line or the person that walks by you says "Happy 4th of July" remind them we are celebrating Independence Day, not the 4th day in the month of July. I hope that all of you have a great day and that hopefully this will make you think a bit HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DA
My 1st Auction
The Truth...and Rum
Normally I don't say anything worth hearing. Brooke would say it is a defense mechanism.  My way of keeping people at bay.  Lots of $10 words, abstract concepts, impossible things.  It keep the "real me" hidden. "Real me".  That term sickens me.  There is no "real".  A fake you is still you.  There is no hiding.  Not that it matters. We were talking the other day.  I said something I felt like writing down.  We were talking about "true love" and how everyone looks for it and no one ever finds it.  It occured to me, like the mirror scene in the movie "Labyrinth", we have this all backwards.  This is an inversion of what should be, and what is. We all say we haven't "found Mr. Right" or "Ms. Right" or whatever.  We think that there is this One Magical Person that will enter our lives and make it all better and everything will be sparkles and sunshine and cheesecake after that.  We are all looking Out There for that One Person. I think we have it backwards.  Instead of looking for th
Better Than Me
  "Better Than Me" I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really had our closure This can't be the e
Silk?
Keiko Yamada sat patiently on the Arabesque rug basking in the illumination of the candle glow. Her skin reflected a lovely peach colored resplendence in the darkened room. She waited quietly for Jeremy. She was totally his tonight—body and soul. He led her to the bedroom of the old Victorian house decorated with mahogany furniture and an opulent canopy bed. He had unzipped her blue silk dress, and the featherweight raiment glided along the refined curvature of her petite body onto the floor. He had touched her soft shoulders lightly and smiled as he savored the vision before him. Her sweet perfume was an intoxicating mist emanating the room. Her large pomegranate breasts were freed as he unsnapped her azure lace bra. After kissing her breasts and sucking her hardened nipples, he ran his hands down her hips and carefully removed her matching lace panties. Jeremy removed a pair of leather cuffs from the wooden tea poi, and she instinctively yielded her delicate hands to her poss
Dreams
I want to be the first to buy you a Nathan's. I want to feel the joy, every time, of our first kiss. I want to know it is because of you that the sun rises. I want to see the day begin, in your eyes.
Doing Good Stuff And Stfuff
My neighbor across the street grew some beautiful Peony's this spring. I got this really good shot (attached), and today I decided I would make a print for her....granted I've never met her..... She just said "thanks" and basically shut the door in my face.... I love peoples and stuff :)    
The History Of Eddie Guerrero
Eddie Guerrero, born Eduardo Gory Guerrero Llanes (October 9, 1967 – November 13, 2005) was an American professional wrestler of Hispanic extraction. Born into a legendary wrestling family, Guerrero managed to maintain the storied Guerrero family legacy. Through the 1990s, he had a distinguished career, working for every major professional wrestling promotion in the United States during that period: Extreme Championship Wrestling, World Championship Wrestling and World Wrestling Entertainment.Guerrero's in-ring character was that of a crafty, resourceful wrestler who would do anything to win a match. His famous mantra became "Cheat to Win." Despite being a heel for much of his career, he became extremely popular because of his charisma and the fact that his character seemed to largely be a reflection of himself.Throughout his career, Guerrero encountered various substance abuse problems outside of wrestling, including alcoholism and an addiction to pain killers. His problems outs
Liars N Cheats On Fubar Oh My!!
It amazes me how many people on the net live several lives~~you have "THE SUCESSFUL MILLIONAIRE" Oh baby I'll cange your life 4ever and give you the world~~ Then you have "MR ROMANCE" Baby I don't have much, but my heart 4u will be more than you will ever need ( yet their heart is all over the place) Then you have your "MR IM SINGLE AND LOOKING 4 MY SOULMATE" Oh baby you are perfect 4 me and you are all I need in my life, yet they are telling that samething to 10 others lol Or the BEST  one yet " THE ONES WHO HAVE 4 SCREEN NAMES and play 4 differnt people on them" Can we say Sybil? LMAO This isn't me capp'n on men~~Trust me women are worse!! Women tell men daily "I LOVE YOU" Then @ night they are in bed w/ theyre husbands~~ Are people on the net that desprate 4 attention, addicted 2 lying, bored, needy, or just game players that bad that they have to toy w/ peoples emotions??? I feel 4 the FEW people who are honest, continue to be honest that will shine thru~~ Bull shit ALWAYS SME
Women
Why do u give a women everthing in the world and treat her  like a queen and. Then they cheat on u anyways.....
Knee Surgery!
Rum Runner
ok the way it works is You go to Heartistic Soul and on her page click FuPal now each tankard of Rum is 500 fubux   you enter the amount ex: 2 tankards is 1000 fubucks   then in the message you write   2 Tankards of Rum for New Patriot Id number 2298261   Then please let me know if you do so I may rate some pics for you or something like that...   Thanks
In The Beginning...
Ant the Rant of Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: I sit and watch you front reckless, like third-person perspectives. S-A-double-V - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: I stunt like X-Games, and X you off my checklist... eat a formidable brain for breakfast. My curricular is extra, so check this... my flow is terrorist, hit you where it's least expected. The stratagem, like a nail-bomb... but way more reckless, exploding in every direction. I wear a wrecking ball, as pendant and necklace. Try to snatch my pride and get embarrassed and disrespected... aggression - fuel for my erection. Demolish the facade and resurrect it, lace up game and teach lessons. How do you stop it, if you can't defend it? I rig examples, like presidential elections. I'm a tattoo surrounded by millions of freckles... a grand master who's never been bested. Your antics lack direction, like a chicken runnin' headless. How can you reap success, if the expense has never been accepted? My crew's amused by you
Grandma Williams
Happy belated Birthday Grandma. You are still so much a part of my life. Every day, you live through me as I work, baking desserts, pies, cheescakes, brulee's. There was no one more special to me than you. Your word was law. If you were displeased, dammit, I changed. I remember Lasagna on Thanksgiving, Fried Chicken on Christmas, and those Christmas cookies. God, you would think that Kroger sold their entire stock. She would bake for days only keeping some for herself and mostly her guests. She gave out trays of cookies to the church, health groups, family. The greatest compliment I took from your funeral was when Junior said he felt like family when he began recieving trays of your cookies each Christmas. I should have known that last Christmas when you didn't bake, that you knew. And it would be our last together. I have tried to keep the tradition up since you have been gone, using your recipies. The fig nut pinwheel is not right, i will keep working on that. After four long years o
Nilla Made Me
1 question1 chance.1 honest answer.Thats all you get.You get to ask me 1 question.  (TO MY INBOX)Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is.No catch.But I dare you to repost this.And see what people ask you
3 Years
Friday will mark the 3 year anninversary of my dad dying.  It has never been easy on me being the last of 4.  I spent my life with him when my mom and dad divorced, so this makes it even harder. He and I did alot together, and they say it gets easier as the time passes.  To that I say bullshit, it has not gotten any easier.  It still hurts as much now as when I heard the news and seen him on the stretcher.  The day we buried him I had amazing grace (his favorite song) played at it but the version I had played was on the celtic bagpipes.  Try listening to that WITHOUT shedding one tear!!  So as the days get closer to that date, I get more and more distant. If that certain someone that I hurt for some chance happens to see this, I am very sorry for what I did, time is to short not to tell that someone one last time "I love you".  I never had that chance with my dad......
Mistakes
IWROTE THIS BLOG A WHILE BACK IN THE MISDT OF GREAT PAIN AND SUFFERRING, I WROTE WHERE I WAS AT AT THE TIME. I AM MUCH GREATER NOW, BUT YOU CAN NEVER FORGET WHERE YOU CAM FROM IF YOUR GOING TO BE INTENT ON THE FUTURE AND ITS CHANGE! In this part of my life, i realize that i have made an incredible amount of mistakes. Honestly, not knowing what i was doing. It is true that i am very intelligent, but when your lost in a maze, puzzling to figure out your way, situations arise that can be very damaging. Things in life have led me to try to make a better life for myself. Emotions get caught up in moments that bring contentment, peace, rest, and the finding of newness. It is very possible to become so lost that you really forget good judgement. Your sight can become so cloudy and  so mystical, that  you could be in a moment that is surreal.  I  think what happened to me was my mind took an alternate way of thinking just to survive. Trauma, will do that to you. It will cause one to just make
6/25/09 - A Sad Day For Our Nation
On June 25, 2009 the US lost a brave soul and true American hero. Of course, you'll never hear of him. If he got mentioned on the news it was only as a statistic...a mere number on a tally sheet. Celebrities and reporters didn't come out of the woodwork to praise him. Nobody made a fake tagged profile in his honor. No one will sell tickets to his memorial service on ebay. No helicopters will follow the progress of his casket. Maybe, if he's lucky some old vet will do his best to play taps by his grave.   You see, he was merely a Firtst Lieutenant killed by an IED in Afgahnistan. But they die every day, so it's no big deal. Maybe if he knew how to moon walk somebody(besides HIS devastated family) would care?
Hmmm....
the song has played in my head again,its slow tortureous beat...the drum of life seeking out the deadthey're rushing for my soul,sick and twisted is the song,honest to its beat... though only imaginary by realitythe lyrics are coming whole,the rift has formed around the stringsthe song grabbing at my feet...the ears that hear the sound start to bleedeyes only seeing coal,a tune so chilling to grasp my heart,its deadly wonders almost complete...i have to wonder from where it comesthe song most real as the maniacle lyrics flow,the blood hath flowed from the heart's destructive wound,powerful is this songs feat...to bring misery yet to enchantthe bass has dug the hole,the song plays now louder than it ever has,reality within reach...the touch of the tunes dark lipsits mouth an unending goal,striving for the strength of a ballad,whose truth is now complete...i shall carry on the words of its helland place its torch upon the pole,the words i have learned are quite simple,endurence is all i
Are These Funny?
A farmer was sitting in the neighborhood bar getting drunk. A man came in and asked the farmer, "Hey, why are you sitting here on this beautiful day, getting drunk?" The farmer shook his head and replied, "Some things you just can't explain." "So what happened that's so horrible?" the man asked as he sat down next to the farmer. "Well," the farmer said, "today I was sitting by my cow, milking her. Just as I got the bucket full, she lifted her left leg and kicked over the bucket." "Okay," said the man, "but that's not so bad." "Some things you just can't explain," the farmer replied. "So what happened then?" the man asked. The farmer said, "I took her left leg and tied it to the post on the left." "And then?" "Well, I sat back down and continued to milk her. Just as I got the bucket full, she took her right leg and kicked over the bucket." The man laughed and said, "Again?" The farmer replied, "Some things you just can't explain." "So, what did you do then?" th
My Dear Friends...
Much love & appreciation to my dear friends that haven't forgotten me while I have been unable to be here...I miss you & have you close to my heart.  We have a family crisis right now...my brother in law has been in a terrible accident.  It was life threatening but as of now he is in critical but stable condition.  Each day is one of new hope.  Please keep him in your thoughts & prayers.  I'll check in when I can... Hugs from my heart to yours ~ Loey Stopping in to say hello to everyone & tell you how much I miss you all! My heart is so touched, my dear & wonderful family of friends.  I really appreciate all the love, caring, concern, support, thoughts & prayers from each & everyone of you. I want to let you know my brother in law is well on the road to a full recovery.  He is awake now & there are no signs of brain damage, thank God.  He is still healing & having physical therapy for his bodily injuries with hopes of coming home soon.  It has been a long journey for him & all of us
You Broke My Heart -
'm sitting here whilst writing this song ,Thinking of how it all went wrong, I can't quite make out, what i said to you, To make you act like your starting to, You're breaking my heart, With the pain you put me through, I'm tearing up the letters, That i got from you, I'm looking out my window, And guess what i see? ,A newly married couple, That's what we were meant to be.,Stop breaking my heart,With those words you say to me,I not gonna listen,I'll throw away the key,I'm running away from the madness in my head ,Trying to find a reason why,You did what you did and said what you said,I think it's time thatwe said goodbye,You're breaking my heart,Over and over again,Why cant i make you see,That i ain't like other men,  hope your happy now, To see me in this state, Now you're saying sorry, Well tuff it's too late, You've broken my heart, And what you see is true, I'm living like a tramp, This is all down to you,.......   Love forever no more Rhino
My Grandson....
oh yea we have survived another year. We have survived turmoil, strife, the mundane and the ridiculous. Its only a mere pity that someone like Obama is only beginning. Even though it is a very great thing that we have managed to overcome racial issues to elect a black president, the fact that that president has caused more problems than we need is in a word... sad. So, let's hope with the new year, that he will pull his head out of his ass and become the president that we wish him to be. The greatest thing we could have for the new year is not a president thats a minority or a low unempoyment rate or medical care or whatever. No, the greatest thing we can have is...hope. Because if we have no hope then we have given up and America does not ever give up. So I hope you all have a great new year and many more to come to those friends I chat with and know about him, my grandson was born last night: 8:57 AM 7/8 Cayden Hunter was born at 9:39 pm on 7-7-09. Weight: 6 lbs 8 oz Height: 20.25
Make A Wager
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Crazy Cajuns
Cajun AngelsGabriel came to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you. I have someCajuns up here in Heaven who are causing some problems. They areswinging on The Pearly Gates, my horn is missing, and barbecue sauce isall over their robes! Ham hocks, spareribs, and crawfish shells are allover the streets of gold. Some folks are walking around with one wing. They have been late taking their turn in keeping the stairway to heavenclean. There are watermelon seeds all over the clouds! They have eatenalmost every animal up here! Some of them aren't even wearing theirhalos, saying it is messing up their hair."The Lord said, "I made them special, as I did you, my angel. Heaven ishome to all my children. If you really want to know about problems,let's call the Devil and see how he is dealing with his Cajuns."The Devil answered the phone, "Hello? Dang it, hold on!"The Devil returned to the phone and said, "Hello, God, what can I do foryou?"God replied, "Tell me what kind of problems you are hav
Cajun Joke
Now Boudreaux, he fall in love wit Marie and he ax > > her to marry him... > > > > > > Marie > > was very naive and uninformed about da birds and da > > bees. > > > > > > Boudreaux was a poor fisherman and could not afford > > to take much time off for a honeymoon.  So, dat night > > dat dey were married, dey retired to his little shack on da > > Bayou Teche.  When Boudreaux was undressing, Marie > > said, "Oh Boudreaux! What dat is?" > > > > > > Boudreaux, being very quick thinking and sensitive to > > Marie's naive young ways said, "Marie, my love, I > > am da only man in da world wit one of dees."  And, > > den, he proceeded to show her what it was for; and Marie was
Sexual Desires
Just a thought~~ Ever wonder why people walk around so up tight daily? You go to the store every1 is a grump ass, you try to say hi they look @ you like your crazy~~ There is too much negativity going around~~ I feel if more people would start their day off the "RIGHT" way then there would be more smiles in the world LOL Stop being so uptight and get in tune with your inner self and your sexual desires!! When you start doing that the world will be a happier place!! Live by Mr Rogers words: (lol) "So lets make this the most beautiful day, Since we're together we might as well say, Would you be mine? Will you be mine? Could you be mine? Wont you be my friendly neighbor? ( LOL) awwww Gotta love Mr Rogers~~ Now take Sammie advice:If you want to walk around with a smile on your face then listen to your inner self and stop being a bore (don't be scared) lol Before you get outta bed start your day the "RIGHT" way (daily) like brushing your teeth lol and I gaurentee you wont be a grump ass
From A Messege I Got Here
Someone sent me this messege here.. and she would like to remain nameless...it is so sad.. i thought I would share it with you and Gods knows she is right.. so here it is..it tugged at my heart strings and it happens a lot here and us women are hurt a lot cause of it.     i read your note and i know what you mean,,,alot of guys wont even rate any part of your page if there are no nude pic or if a person doesnt display most of their flesh,,i have had countless men just pass my page up or not even rate any of my pix because they didnt have anything to feast their eyes on,,,how sad. You are very beautiful and you dont need to show off anything else,,if men dont like it...screw them,,they are shallow to begin with.,,thx for your time,,,hang in there,,you are lovely...    
Today's Blog
Hey, Man..It's been a long day. Worked all day. I am learning that maybe I don't understand some of my friend's like I thought I did. It's crazy, you know.. I mean you think you know someone and then they turn around and stab you in the back. Wouldn't a true friend stab you i the heart and not in the back? I don't know it all seems crazy...
Life..
My Husband!!
My husband hes a pot smoker a drinker an asshole he never answers his phone I swear he knows hes turning my eyebrows gray I hate him but love him hes a donk   SEAMUS I have to pee   Wicked
Hate It
Heres how it works ppl. Contact me or my boi Iceman69. pic out ur pic and a pic from 1 of our morph folders. Iceman shall morph ya. Depending on the 2 pics starts the price. the better the pics, the higher the price. Price will be decided upon completion. Ty all, hope ur satisfied. Peace, Yours Truly TɧȜʍϑϮϮƘǂȠǤ  ;) why do people do the things they do? why are there ignorant assholes that beat up women? why can't we stop these people? why do they have to hurt others? why do they have to give men a bad rap? i'm a good man. i wish i could do something about it. women do not deserve to be treated in this way. no matter what they do, no one has the right to hit a woman. why do men feel they have the right to do so? is pregnancy a reason? i don't think so! i don't know the guy that did this and i don't ever want to meet him. i'm so sorry that you had to go through this!! i've been through alot with women and i never ever raised my h
Another Day In The Life
I guess there is so much intolerance in our society. It is not just the color of your skin or the way that you worship your God that people discriminate against anymore. Society as a whole is getting just so damn narcissistic and bitchy. Every other commercial on TV is about fixing what is wrong with you. What if there is really just something wrong with society? What if its okay to have one tit bigger than the other, two moles behind your left ear, graying hair, limp dicks, a few stretch marks here and there, and of course the terribly unwanted love handles? I would gladly be friends with real people, with real issues. I don’t want some fake made up shell of what a person wants to be. I would rather talk to a 85% burn victim about the way to solve cancer and global hunger than some super-model chick about Prada or Versace. We as a people have become so materialistic and uncaring. We have people living in hunger and homeless residenced in the richest country in the world, yet we
Music
It's never enough to say I'm sorry It's never enough to say I care But I'm caught between what you Wanted from me, and knowing If I give that to you I might just disappear. Nobody wins when everyone's losing Oh, it's like One step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I can't change your mind, Oh, it's like Trying to turn around on a one way street I can't give you what you want And it's killing me and I, I'm starting to see Maybe we're not meant to be It's never enough to say I love you No, it's never enough to say I try It's hard to believe that's there's No way out for you and me And it seems to be, The story of our life Nobody wins when everyone's losing It's like one step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I can't change your mind, oh It's like trying to turn around on a One way street. I can't give You what you want and it's killing me And I, I'm starting to see That maybe we're not meant to be There's st
Saying Good-bye To My Fufriends
Hello Furiends, It's time for me to say good-bye to all of you. There just doesn't seem to be enough time in the day to get on Fubar anymore, so I have made a very difficult decision to leave. For my friends, I'll be more than happy to give you my email address, so we can stay in touch. I've made some really good friends on here and will always cherish our friendship. Angel Wings
Just For Fun
dont know why its so hard to trust when you love someone, hopefully one day love will win over and take all that away but we'll see i guess. When you find love don't look for reasons to push it away just trust what you feel until the feelin grows or goes. I dont know how to show it or make you feel it but it's there. yea i know stupid thoughts but just take the time and think whats happening, look at your life and sit back and reflect on what makes you happy and go for it lol thank you for reading have a great day
Looking To Buy
im looking to buy bling packs auto11 or a cherry bomb or a vip for me and my fiance anyone interested in selling let me know in a private message or in sb
My Fault!!!
To You It Shall Always Be My Fault. You Stay Out Until 2... Thats My Fault. You Get Into Trouble... My Fault. You Get Sick..... Thats My Fault. You Have No Money, No Friends And No Life ALL MY FAULT!!!!! You Have A Bad Day.... All On Me... I'm The Reason You Are Unhappy. Im The Reason You Yell. Im The Reason You Break Things. Im The Reason???? Then Leave... Just Go! I Wont Stop You! I Never Have! I Say Go You Stupid Ass! It's My Fault You Lost It? It's My Fault I Hurt? It's My Fault????? GO.... GO .....GO Im Begging Just Leave! Stay Away.... Don't Show Up One Day, With The I'm Sorry Baby, I Dont Care Anymore! Im Not The Problem You Fuck, Just Leave Me Alone, Straighten Your Shit Out, 23 New Charges... Guess Those Are My Fault Too? Fuck Off You Stupid Shit. I Have Better Things To Do. Rott There Im Not Bailing Your Ass Out. Guess What It Aint My Fault!!!!!
Recipe Files
Once in a while I get swamped by asskissers-people that are aware that I would unleash my mighty Fox powers (aka tell them the truth about themselves) on them, leaving them defenseless. So they feel like suckin up to me, telling me all these rosey wonderful things.   THe truth is: even if I am nice to you at some point after you have swiped my ass with your metaphorical tongue, I still have the same opinion about you. And chances are, it is not the highest one.   Chances are, that if you are a female (I AM much harder on females cause you represent my gender in a really shitty way), you are a "mummer" and you are one of the popular ones, I dont hold you in much regard. Especially if you have cliqish tendencies. Chances are, I have pretty valid piplines that provide me with more info about you than you could possibly imagine, including your inter/intra Fubar drama. Its really fun to hear stories about your pathetic lil failed lives.     a minor adjust from 9987   Him: wow, you a
My Life And Love
Hello Everyone Im Daniel . My life has been so far a wonderful one . spite a few difficult times .I grew up In Chicago back in the 60's 70's. . My late teens and and early adult life I was in a small suburb of Chicago . I worked after school and weekends at a McDonalds  at a whole 2.65 hr. My Dad a carpenter had me helping him in the summers and some weeekends . My Uncle explained plumbing and electrical work . So I was a complete home builder . which When I turned 30 I built my 1st Home completely from the ground up . Framed and poured the concrete footings and foundations , framed all the walls . hung all the drywall, pulled all the wiring and did all the plumbing myself . I owned my company and for 9 yrs was pretty well off . . My love life started when I was 21 yes 21 and I married my 1st Love and we have a son which I think is a great young man , We were to young and familes didnt get along . Which ended 4yrs later. :( When i came home from work one day and her and her brother wa
Gypsyredneck
In five months of living with men here is what I have learned, as explained to me tonight by the brilliant and ever wise DDM:Men do not hear negatives. We (women) bitch at them so frequently that they are psychologically and possibly even biologically conditioned to tune out the negative. So if we were to say, for instance, "Thomas, I do not like roses. I want daisies," he would hear "blah blah roses blah blah want blah," therefore leading to the trauma of earlier this Autumn. Indeed, I have been under the mistaken impression that my communication style was clear and easily understood when in fact it is not. And it has been further explained to me that in communicating with the male of the species Pauses are an important tool. DDM explains further that if communication could be a combination of James Kirk's ... .. paused... .. speech could be combined with... .. terseness, short... .. words that... .. are spaced... .. so... .. that there were... .. enough... .. pauses for the men to...
Fu-wife Auction Help Me Ladiesngents!!!
I AM INTERESTED IN SEEKING A FU-WIFE DONT GET IT TWISTED YES I DO HAVE A FU-HUSBAND BUT I AM INTERESTED IN A SEXXI WOMAN 2 QUENCH MY THIRST IF THAT IS U PLEASE BID FOR ME IN MY PHOTO SECTION 07-13-09 TILL 07-20-09 BID STARTS AT 1 MILLION.....THIRSTY4TAE
Just Wondering .....
Just wondering how some people on here could be always going to work but yet they are online here constantly changing their status's and uploading new pics. Online  all night long talking to people and making salutes then online all day uploading them but yet they say they have to go to work. Ummm sleeping in front of the computer is not work! Why would they lie about it other than to make themselves look like they are something they are not. Some people on Fubar just lie lie lie. Maybe they need sunshine. Why do people block you from veiwing their page but constantly checks out your page? Why block if you are so interested in what I am doing? I can't stand people who pretend they don't like drama but choose it! I just find it funny that I am not hiding my profile. Then again I am not doing anything that warrants being hidden. I don't give 2 flips if you rate me because you all rate each other 10 anyway, what's the use? Little fake ego boost on your 500+ pics? Why do people usually ha
Me!?
I am a very laid back person. I need my alone time. I do not like crowds or walking in to room of strangers. I do however, enjoy concerts, the vibe is different and the common ground that pulls strangers together. I like classic hard rock and metal. I don't like any sports. I rear Monarch butterflies for release. (See photo albums) Did you know over 95% die in nature? I like to create things, any thing.... I have worked with polymer clay for over 12 years. I have a vintage halloween obsession and love to create folk art to display or sell on eBay. I also make jewlery that includes turning roses into beads for memorial bracelets for keepsakes.. I like to bake. I also can or preserve things from the garden, yanno, like gramma did? I like to grow my own fresh tomatoes and vegetables. I am a pack rat. I collect vintage colored glass. (imperial, depression, fostoria) I like the 50's eames era and the pin up look. My bathroom is retro pink and black, with black and white small ti
My World
Such a wonderful hour sometimes. Your asleep finally having that dream, finally resting, feeling nice and cozy, but at work  u dont let your self get to comfortable so u dont sleep deep. Then BAM the alarm goes off so loud it makes your heart jump and your toes curl at first, then your adrenaline pumps. You have exactly 1 min to wake up 2 mins to be moving by the 3rd you better be on the road......   Fuckin just love 3am.... So today was a good day didnt see much to remind me of the bad things that i see on a daily basis.... Kinda nice, the air was fresh with smog of course, the smell of rain but of course no rain. Tonight spent some quality time with my boys at a video arcade something about being able to blow shit up and shoot random things kinda makes u feel better.... Well for few days now i have been able to sleep with out being woken by the screams of others in my mind. Is a strange feeling waking up to screaming that u think u hear, sounds so real.... But then u look around it
A Tampon Story
Please read the whole thing... You'll love it.     I am reminded that "God Works in Mysterious Ways "  Tampons (A TRUE STORY) Tampons to the rescue in Iraq !! Don't worry, it's a good story, and worth reading. It's even humorous in parts. It's from the mother of a Marine in Iraq . My son told me how wonderful the care packages we had sent them from the ladies auxiliary were and wanted me to tell everyone thank you. He said that one guy we'll call Marine X, got a female care package and everyone was giving him a hard time. My son said, 'Marine X got some really nice smelling lotion and everyone really likes it, so every time he goes to sleep they steal it from him.' I told my son I was really sorry about the mistake, and if he wanted I would send Marine X another package. He told me not to worry about Marine X because every time I send something to him, he shares it with Marine X.He said when my husband and I sent the last care package, Marine X came over to his cot picked up the box, s
My Veins Have No Blood...
MY VEINS HAVE NO BLOOD Current mood:  disappointed FUNNY HOW I HAVE 2 BLOOD RELATED SISTAS..& 100'S OF RELATIVES..YET FEEL NO BLOOD RUNNING THRU MY VEINS...THEY SAY BLOOD IS THICKER THAN WATER..IM FEELING LIKE A VAMPIRE..YEARNING THE TASTE OF BLOOD...BUT...I GUESS WATER WILL SUFFICE 2 QUENCH MY THIRST...MY PRIDE..MY ACCOMPLISHMENTS..MY GOALS...MY HOPES N MY DREAMS WILL NOT BE SHATTERED BY IGNORANCE..SELF RIGHTEOUSNESS..N RIDICULE BY THOSE THAT SHARE MY BLOOD IN THEIR VEINS..REGARDLESS OF WHOM THEY MAY BE....THEREFORE WITH DEEP HEAVINESS IN MY SOUL....I WILL STEP BACK N ELIMINATE THOSE THAT CAUSE ME SUCH DISREGARD  & NEGATIVITY TO MY PERSONA...IVE MADE A DECISION 2 ELIMINATE THOSE THAT DEGRADE ME....THAT FROWN UPON ME...THAT TRY TO EVAPORATE MY SELF ESTEEM TO UTTER NOTHINGNESS..I LOVE MYSELF!!!!....WHETHER I CHANGE THE COLOR OF MY HAIR..LOSE OR GAIN WEIGHT...BOUGHT A PAIR OF $100 JEANS OR $15 JEANS...$20 PAYLESS SNEAKERS...OR THE LATEST PAIR OF NAME BRAND SNEAKERS...HAVE  A HOUSE..
I Need A 135 Credit Bling Pack And Ill Trade You...
i need a 135 credit bling pack and ill trade you... 20m fubux any takers? sbox me!! message me!! do something to help me please thanks < 3
Animal Abuse
Animal Abuse Please master, I am so tired of hurtingDid you know that I only wanted you to love me and give me lots of praise and affection? Why did you choose to yell and scream at me when I misbehaved, at times resorting to physical abuse? Remember, you were the ones who chose to take me home. After you separated me from my mother, sisters, and brothers, why did you change your mind? Wasn't I the same soft, lovable, cuddly puppy? Was I wrong in expecting you to be my new family? When I pottied in your domain, it wasn't that I was stupid, like you yelled. After all, going potty at any time or place was very natural for me. Did you really think that I was just trying to displease you? I just didn't understand what you expected from me. Can you imagine how totally crushed and humiliated I felt when you shoved my face in the messes I made and then threw me outside? How about the time you kicked me across the living room, calling me a dumb stupid mutt? I, like you, have sensitive fee
Cheating
So I read a MUMMS today and it asks, "Is it still cheating if a girl makes out with anothor girl". To me that sounds like a hell of a time and a Freakin Bad Ass Girl Friend, exspcially if I get to Join in. Girls and Guys Make cheating sound like a bad thing. It keeps life interesting! If i am with someone that i love, I dont cheat on them to leave them, rather to have something new for a moment to change the norm. Its like drinking nothing but water for a year straight and nothing else. At some point you wanna damn soda, or tea, or coffee or milk, anything! Sometimes you'll now crave that sode, tea ect, But you still need to that water!
Need Help For Ketch22
Ketch22 is an idiot he tried to send me a gift of massaging oil with the words handjob please ....   He sent it to Hugh instead.....   I feel responsible because I own his ass so i turn to you asking for your help   Please send Hugh the same gift with the same words so he doesn't catch on that ketch22 loves him   Thank you Wicked
Death
One year and three months has passed since I lost my best friend, lover and husband. It seems like yesterday. I really thought I'd share some words of wisdom with y'all but for the life of me I can't find any. Peace out.
Leaving
leaVE A COMMENT IF U WANT ME TO MAKE A SALUTE PIC 4 U! HOPE I GET ONE IN RETURN.
How Do You Make Love To A Woman?
How do you make love, to a  Woman? How do you make love to a Woman,Romantically and Patiently;Take the time to make love to her mind.Fulfill all of her midnight wishes.Cover her entire body with soft wet kisses.Tell her, so that she will know!There's no place on her bodyyour tongue won't go.And, when you love a  Woman,you love her real slow. How do you make love, to a Woman?How do you make love to a Woman,Passionately and Sincerely;Let her Sweetness become your Weakness.Do not use just the Male Pole, But include your ear.Listen to the sweet sound of her moansand see what you hear.Feel the warmth and care of her loving embrace.Place your mouth on hers and savor the taste.  How do you make love, to a Woman?How do you make love to a Woman,Sensually and Honestly;Say what you mean and mean what you say.Tell her that you love her,more and more with each passing day. Let all of the fantasies that dance in her head.Become her moonlight realitywhen it's time to go to bed.Kiss and lick all
The Madness!!
Okay so I heard on the news last night and on talk radio this afternoon about an 8 year old girl who was visiously raped by 4 boys ranging from the ages od 9 to 14, in Phoenix last week. Apparently her own cousin lured her out and that's when the attack accured. Now some jackass is arguing in the boy's defense that RAPE is part of their Lebonese culture. Now, I have a few things to say about this. I DON'T GIVE A FLYING DAMN IF IT'S LEGAL WHERE THEY ARE FROM!! THIS IS AMERICA & HERE RAPE IS ILLEGAL!! YOU HAvE A PROBLEM WITH THAT, TAKE YOUR ASSES BACK TO LEBANON!! And to the mother of one of the boys who claims her son doesn't even know about sex: WAKE UP LADY!! STOP BEING SO DAMN NIAVE!! JUST CUZ YOU DIDN'T HAVE THE NERVE TO DO THE RESPONSIBLE THING AND TEACH YOUR SON ABOUT SEX, MEANS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. BECAUSE YOU FAILED, HE'S LEARNED ABOUT SEX FROM HIS FRIENDS. THAT'S WHY HE'S IN TROUBLE NOW!! YOU WILL BE AMAZED AT WHAT THE AVERAGE 9 YEAR OLD KNOWS ABOUT SEX THESE DAYS. OPEN YOUR F
Updates
I am sorry I have not been around as of late but I have had alot to do and think about. I will be moving to Indiana within a few weeks and have been working on getting things ready. I will try to be on more but wanted to let you all know what was up... talk to you all later
Bullys!!
Its been 8 years since we lost so many loved ones in that tragic day.... As I sit here typing this out... I still get chills.... I remember where i was, even down to every step I had taken when I saw the news.... I was locked up.... Which was the worst feeling I ever had.... Because I wanted to be there helping and I couldnt..... I would have givin up everythign to be there..... No I didnt know anyone who was lost that tragic day.... But they were fellow americans.... What saddens me the most is the fact that it took that tragedy for americans to come together.... I dont have much to say in this blog.... But, to the people who lost a friend or a family member that day, my heart goes out to you... To the ones we lost that day, i may not know any of you, but you will FOREVER be in my heart!!! Most of all... To the men and women who have lost their lives fighting for our freedom, I thank you!! To the men and women STILL fighting for our freedom because of that day, You will always be my
Swingers Convention,,,myrtle Beach,sc
EVER BEEN TO A SWINGERS CONVENTION? WELL THERE IS ONE CUMMING TO MYRTLE BEACH,SC........LIMO SERVICE,MEALS,PARTIES!  HUNDREDS OF SEXY COUPLES READY FOR SEXY FUN. CLICK HERE FOR ALL DETAILS>>>>>>> http://swingerslist.blogspot.com/ SWINGERS_LIST AND INFO!!!! We are going,,,,,YOU WANNA CUM WITH US?
Me, Myself, Oh, And My Thoughts..
He controls your emotions as if you are a puppet on a string, I make you happy until he causes rain I try to be your umbrella, To shelter you from all the pain, But he is like venom deep in your veins. Poisonous is this fella,  Please learn to refrain,  Can't you see, he is just venomous and vain?   WHAT'S THE ONE THING YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING? (a question a friend of mine just recently asked all of her friends,my answer follows, you are welcome to write or comment your answer, it is an intrigueing question.) What do I want more than anything? Your happiness, and I use the word "Your" both in reference to you specifically and the rest of the world as well. See I figure if You, and the world could all just find happiness, then perhaps I could find happiness as well... Isn't that really what anybody wants? Happiness? We as a society throw that word around loosely, as if we know what it means wholeheartedly, but can any one of us truly, without a doubt in our minds, say t
Thank You
LOVE FOR YOU HAS GROWN... LOVE FOR YOU IS STRONG... LOVE FOR YOU IS NEVERENDING... LOVE FOR YOU IS AND ALWAYS BEEN WORTH IT... LOVE FOR YOU HAS ALWAYS BEEN AND ALWAYS WILL BE... YOU ARE GORGEOUS... YOU ARE INTELLIGIENT... YOU ARE CONSIDERATE... YOU ARE GENEROUS... YOU ARE LOVING... YOU ARE CARING... I HAVE LOVE FOR YOU.... I LOVE YOU.... Love has come to me in the form of you.Love shown by you is pure Love came to me when I was uncertainLove came to me when I did not like myselfLove came to me when I did not see the beautyLove came to me because of you.Thank you for giving this to meThank you for being my BEST FRIENDTHANK YOUCARRIE NICHOLS7\18\2009 This is for you... You are always there to help me evrytime I need you... You said HELLO and i knew we would never be apart... You are my BEST FRIEND... You always look out for me...You always take care of me... You are my EVERYTHING... I could not breathe WITH OUT YOU... You are MY HEART... You are MY MIND... You
A Little About Me...i Guess
All about yourself...the survey.Created by adawg and taken 428005 times on BzoinkAll about yourself...First name?:: Victor Middle name?:: Michael Like your name?:: hell yeah...it means conquerer.. Named after anyone?:: my paternal grandfather Any nicknames?:: Vic, Darmeen Age?:: 34 Birthdate?:: The most popular day of the year for births (bonus pts if you actually look it up)
This Is Our Government At Work
OIL The U. S. Geological Service issued a report in April ('08) that only scientists and oil men knew was coming, but man was it big.  It was a revised report ( hadn't been updated since '95) on how much oil was in this area of the western 2/3 of North Dakota ; western South Dakota ; and extreme eastern Montana... check THIS out:The Bakken is the largest domestic oil discovery since Alaska 's Prudhoe Bay, and has the potential to eliminate all American dependence on foreign oil. The Energy Information Administration (EIA) estimates it at 503 billion barrels. Even if just 10% of the oil is recoverable... at $107 a barrel, we're looking at a resource base worth more than $5.3 trillion.'When I first briefed legislators on this, you could practically see their jaws hit the floor. They had no idea.' says Terry John son, the Montana Legislature's financial analyst.'This sizable find is now the highest-producing onshore oil field found in the past 56 years.' reports, The Pittsburgh Post Gaze
Funny Saying
A  PRAYER  FOR  THE  STRESSED!  !  !Grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, the  courage to change the things i cannot accept, & the wisdom to hide the  bodies of those PPL  i  had to kill 2day because they pissed me off.& also, help me to be careful of the toes i step on 2day , as they may  be connected to the ass that i may have to kiss 2morrow.Help me to always give 100% at work  12%on Monday   23% on Tuesday  40% on Wednesday   20% on Thursday   5%  on Friday & help  me to remember.....when i'm having a really bad day, & it seems that  PPL  are trying to  piss me off , that is takes 42 muscles to frown and only 4 to extend  my middle finger and tell them to KISS  MY  ASS !  ! 
My Hobby
a week or so ago i finished a 32 ford hi-boy project. i done it as a rat rod type ride. its got a 429 and pro street type tires in the rear. i wish i could have done it better but i think it came out okay. i was hoping to bring some models to the southwest washington fair but i was a day late. hopefully i can add some more models to my page in the near future. building model cars is something i have been doing since high school. it was part of a class project to build a model car. i think the first one i did was a 1966 ford fairlane. and from then on i was hooked.  i might not build show winners or contest worthy cars but it is something that i enjoy doing. i don't have too many places to show off  what i build so i was hoping to start posting pics of what i have been building lately. not too many places carry car model cars anymore so i have to find them wherever i can. usually i pick them up at yard sales and second hand stores. right now i estimate i have about 200-300 kits in my co
Hottie Contest!
Attention girls!! Do you have what it takes to become fubars favourite hottie??? Send your favourite picture of you, or link one, and include some words on why you are a great hottie (not just a great 2nd alarm hottie, but hottie in general). Send it to homepage in a private message. What the prizes will be I will get back too, have to ask around to get some donations;) If you know any that would wanna donate something great to the winner, let me know and I will find a way to repay the favour.. The contest will start August 1st and last for 1 week. Everyone can vote, but only once for each girl. ( To vote type yes in the comment box under the pic which will be in a special folder.)   We want as many of you girls to participate. So come on girls, this will be fun:)   Xoxo Annipoo    
A Blog For My Thoughts
So like yesterday was a fucked up day. Today was slightly better. I got my coffee like always, worked like always and got a lovely text message from my ex bf. Him and I got into a huge fight yesterday in which he decides to reply back today. He said goodbye to me and I said bye dont let the door hit you on the ass on the way out. He replies ooOo tough girl. I said look you said goodbye and im just ending it by saying bye. What was funny was that he was the one that was like quit texting me. Fuck. I told him bye and i ended it and i said now im telling you bye and having the last word ass. And that was that. In which I give him about 2 months he will be crawling for me again. This hasnt been the first time this has happened more like to this day in the past three years 20 times that we have gotten into fights and he has came crawling back to me. I got a huge shocker today, my friend who I work with well she has been divorced two times and I feel bad for the poor woman, shes dating this
Another 5 Am Blog.....well, Actually, It's Almost 6 Am But What's The Difference?
Do you ever kick yourself in the ass?  I don't mean literally but you know...  over something you did that you shouldn't have done, or, something that you didn't do but should have done?  I'm sitting at a point in my life right now to where I either have to dwell in what's going on or force myself to move on for the sake of sanity.  Everytime I turn around, something in my life that seems like a big deal to me, is changing.  Some things for the better and some for the worse.  99% of these things are things with my friends.  I don't have the ability to say "don't do that" or "do this".  They are my friends, not my children.  They live their lives the way that they want to.  No matter how I try to convince myself that everything is going to turn out great, I just can't shake this nasty feeling I have deep within my gut.  This nagging feeling that says "you will never feel that way again, that moment is gone, you will never get it back no matter how content you were"...  I was honestly ju
Note To Self!
Note to self: NEVER QUIT!! There is this lady who thought she could take away my fu hubby and my fu lover. In the last few weeks this lady and I have been in a pissing contest. I believe im winning! Needless to say after one upping her on bling and blasts and threats off all sorts, she topped me by buying me a HH. She thought she had me I would bend to her will, she implored me to say Uncle.. I SAY NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO i bought her a HH as well, You will see us tomorrow together. Please so I can win just go hit her like mad.... I will not bend, nor break I will win SPARTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Prayer
Lord I really need your help.  Give me strength and guidance to take me to the right direction. Give me the ability to have moreconfidence in myself.  Please let people know that I mean no harm I'm a good soul, God.  I just need help mentally, dear Lord. I'm not a bad person, just misunderstood, dear Lord. Please heal me, please give me knowledge.  Please God correct me and let people that I made uncomforatble know that I mean no harm. Please give me strength and guidance. In Lord Jesus Name, AMEN.
Others' Words...
So... I've been finding some very amusing things on the web lately, and thought I would start sharing them with you guys. Here's our first winner:     (From Craigslist) Yes, you. You sick fucker. On Wednesday morning I emerged from my girlfriend's building by U.N. Plaza to find that you had sawed the tops off both the sparkplugs on my motorcycle. At the time, I had no idea why anyone would do that. Other than the sparkplugs, the bike was untouched. Some kind of bizarre vandalism? A fraternity prank gone awry? I had no idea. All I knew is that I looked like a huge douchebag riding the Muni to work in a padded motorcycle jacket and helmet. Because the bike was immobilized I got a $35 street sweeping ticket that night. Thursday I had it towed to the shop ($45) where they replaced the sparkplugs and the boots ($50 including labor). They explained to me that "people" - I use the term loosely here - like you break off the tops of spark plugs and use the porcelain tubes to smoke crack.
Fake Fucks
IF YOUR FAKE ASS EVER TRIES TO TALK TO ME AGAIN..  ITLL BE A FUCKING MISTAKE.  AND I PROMISE YOU WILL REGRET IT.  THINKING YOU CAN FUCK WITH ME.  FUCK YOU AND EVERYOTHER FAKE ASS MOTHER FUCKER YOU ALL CAN SUCK MY FAT WHITE COCK  REAL TALK..
Friends What Are They What Does It Mean?
WHAT IS A FREIND? A FREIND IS SOME ONE THAT NEVER OVER STEPS THE BOUNDRIES YOU HAVE.. THAT IS MORE THAN JUST HERE ILL GIVE YOU THIS. A FRIEND IS SUPPOSE TO BE THERE FOR YOU THROUGH THICK AND THIN NO MATTER WHAT.. A FRIEND IS SOME ONE THAT NEVER SAYS SEXUAL SHIT IN FRONT OF SOMEONE YOUR DATING LIKE " SEE MY TITTIES I HAVE BIG TITTIES I HAVE NICE NIPPLES" THATS OVER STEPPING YOUR FRIENDS BOUNDRIES.. A FRIEND DONT JUST DO THINGS FOR YOU THEY RESPECT YOU AS WELL. A FRIEND WOULD NOT DATE A GUY YOU LIKE REGARDLESS EVEN IF YOU LIKE THE GUY AS WELL.. THATS NOT RESPECTING A PERSON AT ALL..I ALWAYS TEST A PERSON AND SAY HERE YOU GO YOU LIKE THEM AND IF THEY GO FOR THE TRAP THEN I KNOW DAMN WELL THERE NOT MY TRUE FRIEND.. I KNOW THEN THEY HAVE LOW SELF ESTEEM AND JUST ARE WANTING TO MAKE THEMSELFS FEEL BIGGER BY DOING THE SHIT THEY DO.. I WONT TOLERATE THAT SHIT AT ALL ITS WRONG IN SO MANY WAYS.. IT REALLY IS..   A FRIEND WOULD NOT ASK YOU IF ITS OK TO ASK ANOTHER GUY YOU LIKE ADVISE ABOUT
Random Bull..sh!t
WTF New Zodiac signs 2011 are: Capricorn: Jan. 20 – Feb. 16 Aquarius: Feb. 16 – March 11 Pisces: March 11 – April 18 Aries: April 18 – May 13 Taurus: May 13 – June 21 Gemini: June 21 – July 20 Cancer: July 20 – Aug. 10 Leo: Aug. 10 – Sept. 16 Virgo: Sept. 16 – Oct. 30 Libra: Oct. 30 – Nov. 23 Scorpio: Nov. 23 – 29 Ophiuchus: Nov. 29 – Dec. 17 Sagittarius: Dec. 17 – Jan. 20 NOW IM NOT WHAT I WAS MY KIDS ARENT WHAT THEY WERE WTH IM ALL DAMN CONFUSED PISCES   Also unassuming, the Pisces zodiac signs and meanings deal with acquiring vast amounts of knowledge, but you would never know it. They keep an extremely low profile compared to others in the zodiac. They are honest, unselfish, trustworthy and often have quiet dispositions. They can be overcautious and sometimes gullible. These qualities can cause the Pisces to be taken advantage of, which is unfortunate as this sign is beautifully gentle, and generous. In the end, however, the Pisces is often the victor of
Unfaithful
why does love have to hurt?   really now think about it......everything to do with love seems to cause pain.........
In The Past
...Want Ads stating "Help Wanted: Male" or "Help Wanted: Female". Replying to an ad of the wrong gender was a waste of time, as you would be laughed (or cursed) out of the Personnel Office (as they once were called)....Mothers leaving their kids with a "sitter", because there was no "day care". This was still a foreign concept when I was well into my teens, and a major demand from the "Womens' Movement"....The Womens' Movement. Women insisting it be "ok" for a woman to work outside the home because she WANTED to, not just because her husband was a layabout. The jeers at the "women who wanted to be men". The justifications for paying women less than men for the same work....Having to ask for a Private Line from "THE PHONE COMPANY"; otherwise you would have to be on a Party Line....When there was only one PHONE COMPANY, you leased your phone (and THEY fixed it when it broke), & yes, I remember Party Lines (and was on one for a time)....When you dialed (yes, DIALED) 5 numbers, the first 2
This Is My Story
You only get one chance to do it.   Hi folks, I am a friend to many fu-folks here, and this is not my first campaign. Anytime I am on a social network, I like to take the power of the first amendment and assert it. Blogging is of course the way to go these days, but as an aspiring screenwriter and someone who already writes lyrics and poetry, I find it more fascinating to have what I write be published into the printed community. Unfortunately, that takes college and a tad more ambition than I find interest in, at the moment. One thing to know about me is that I am big on music. I live with music wherever I can listen to it, I sing lyrics when im alone or when it plays in my car. I aspire to play it in a band, or perhaps sing it. Lately I have been approached to learn some aspects of producing it, because I have a knack for observing what a bands chemistry is like. That is above my head though, and so that will be something that comes as it does. Here I am, writing. I started witho
Soul Mate
Look into my eyes, See my soul Kiss me, Feel my heart Touch me, Our hearts become one   Love me, See our future Lust me, Feel our sexual desire Ask me, I'll says yes   We marry, we have a family Happiness, 2 see our children grow Completness, "Us" as we became a family   Wisdom, What we lived and learned together Sucessful,Through good and bad during the years we can still..... Look in2 eachothers eyes and see our soul   Kiss and feel our heart Touch and know our hearts are one
Test
this is test, this is only a test. had this been an actual blog there would be words compiled into sentances, sentances forming paragraphs, paragraphs forming a point or a statement. stay tuned for an actual blog!
Round One Results
  ROUND THREE LATEST STANDINGS Last Posted:  Friday 7-24-09 @ 2:02pm  pst   186      Classy 161       Des Tin E 140       Sweet Southern Adicktion  84        DarlynnOne  73        Taggedbyanangel  69        Cookie Puss  60        Ozette  59        Rocker~Chich  37        Jen4urthoughts  35        Crazy Lil Chit  32        Lola  30        Chaley  27        Sweetlove  20        Midnite
Never Thought In My Life That I Would Be Doing This But I Am...
Well, I never thought it would lead to this but looks like I need it. THERAPY Yeah, I said it. THERAPY.  I'm going to see a psychiatrist today.  I never thought I would have problems mentally but I do.  I need to get myself straightened up before I get into any relationships or basically anything.  It's hard for me to keep a friendship with a woman or anybody because of the way I am, so I'm just gonna leave women and relationships alone.  I'm doing a lot of dumb things that I'm not realizing that I'm doing (Annoying & smothering women, repeating myself, talk down on myself, etc.).  I'm gonna talk to the psychiatrist everything that I'm having problems with and hopefully give me better medication cause the one I'm on now's not doing a damn thing to help me get better.  I've gotten worse, so I hope that this doctor would help me throughout all of my problems. Wish me luck
Jenaka's Poetry
Long Walk In this long walk called life.I walk alone. With no one to hold.My lifeless body with no one To comfort me when I cry, withNo one to give me a reason toLive. I stagger and, fall downAnd I have no one to catch me.How can I go on like this?In this black abyss so coldAnd empty I shiver with lonelynessAnd fearof dying alone. I knowI can't go on like this, but IMust I know I have to. Its theOnly way to be what I haveTo be. But I do not know What exactly that is.I might find outLater on inThe long walk of life. Jennifer Renee Wilkes Copyright ©2009  Jennifer Renee Wilkes Farewell Farewell worldfarewell daughterfarewell till my eternal slaughterday to day living has driven me insanefinding the courage to not drive this spike into my braini hate this life, consistantly filled with strifestruggling to not lose my mindi hate myself always wanted to be thinno one ever beheld what i had withinnever seeing the beauty they say that god has givenfarewell worldfarewell daughter
Fire And Brimstone
  Another Poem  "Fire and Brimstone" The darkness that fills my life has over took my soul.The feeling of hate has given me no where to go.I strive to be someone worthy of love and trust.But in my endless travels i have found only lust.I fight for the feeling of honesty and control.But what iIfeel inside seems to never be told.My life has went to hell and will be hard to return.I claw my way up the brimstone only to fall and burn.As my flesh melt from my body and falls to the ground.I climb once again never giving in to the sound.I hear them say I am unworthy and weak.But I fight to saw i am strong and find what I seek.The love of another will be my goal till the end.Until that day in this fire I will stay pending.
Men Stories
> Men Stories> > 1. I was walking through the cemetery this morning and saw a guy crouching down behind a tombstone. I said "morning." He said "no just taking a shit".> > 2. When I was a kid I used to pray every night for a new bike. Then I realized that the Lord doesn't work that way, so I stole a bike and asked him to forgive me. > > 3. My girlfriend was in labor with our first child. She was shouting out "get this out of me? Give me the drugs." She looked at me and said, "You did this to me you bastard!" I casually replied, "If you would care to remember, I wanted to stick it up your ass but you said, "it'll be too painful."> > 4. I went to an extremely attractive female doctor today for my annual checkup. She told me that I had to quit masturbating. I asked why and she told me, "because I am trying to examine you."> > 5. I was walking down the road today and saw my Afghani neighbor, Abdul, standing on his fifth floor apartment balcony > shaking a carpet. I shouted up to him, "What'
Her Heaven Vs. My Hell
Hello I am Sumin New Let me explain me I am the light after the tunnel I am the darkness in between I am the question to you answer I am the answer to you question I am the felon that commited the crime I am the judge that gave him time I am the bullet that kill your major I am the birth that created the labor I am your tainted shame you see I am your your loving brother of your family I am you the arms that hold is there for the scare I am the the main nightmare I am the great innovator I am the great decapitator I am the fire that keeps you snug I am also that fire on your body that you moms its beatin off with the rug I am the lazy man's tired I am the hungry man's fire I am the fountain of youth I am death's truth I am god disciple I am the devil minion I am everything you can imagine and more I am the ceiling and the floor I am the player of the game I am the game of the player I am the the huslter supplier I am the same husltlers feen I am the alcoho
My Reasoning
The Moments In Life Where You Know Everything Is Ok
Funny how my son Rebel Presley's father expresses himself...Luckily this times not about me!! LoL But regardless it hit me and cant wait to hear the instrumental parts when he gets home from Michigan. Hes my Monster and Ill always love him even though Id prolly kill him if we were together still. LoL ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I've got my hands gripped tightly around your neck as you come to find what you thought you'd never see the look in my eyes I'm sure you'll not soon forget as you realize all the hate that you've unleashed in me (CHORUS) Well, I've sat down and talked to all the angels Heaven's got a secret they're too scared to tell cuz I've finally struck a deal and sold my soul now I'm not even welcome at the gates of  Hell cuz the demons don't think they'd fair too well and the Devil's just afraid that i''ll take control Finally it seems the predator has now become the preyI'm seeking revenge for the knife you left in my backyou'll find out soon enough that you wrote
A Liar
Attention All 2nd Alarm Hotties!!
As many of you know, some time a go, one of our founders, Firechief, left the group.  He left the other founder, Blue Demon, and Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess in charge. However, we find it hard to continue this group, cause of all that has happened. So, we want to rebuild the group, starting from scratch.. We want the group to becomme a 2-part group, one for males and one for females. Blue Demon and Annipoo will be the founders of this new/old group. All of the current hotties are more than welcome to stay with us. We need your help to help us choose a name for this group, something new yet bold. Please help us out, and if you have any questions, just ask. Xoxo - Upper management Top suggestion at the moment is to make it hotties and hunks. Girls remain 2nd alarm hotties, and guys will becomme 2nd alarm hunks!
Adventures And Events
  Dakota Rock Fest was the 24th and 25th this month.  I wanted to go so bad, but me nor any of my friends that also wanted to go could afford it.  One drunk night last week, my buddy threw out the idea that we could sneak it.  I was game.  I like adventures.  Friday I went and met up with my buddies at their house for our excellent journey.   It started off by not being in the turning lane at a red light on Cliff Ave. when we needed to turn left.  Fuck it, nobody was coming, so he gunned it.  Parked the truck at D's and walked the backway to the bike trail.  Sweet.  It was a lovely day, warm with a nice breeze.  I had my hair in low pig tail braids.  Perfect.  We are marching along the trail, listening to the music and cheering like we are right up there with the rest of the crowd.  The passerby's were giving us interesting looks, but it was fabulous.  We were living in the moment, not having a care in the world.  The three of us.  Great friends.  Already had made a few phone calls to
Auction
Thoughts...
I sit alone in a state of mind that wishes to go back about a year...To go back and change so much...It is a thing that cant be ever truly undone...To avoid leaving a life that was so good to me...Throwing it all away like none of it really mattered...I miss being able to see my sister and talk to her...I regret the fighting we did between the two of us...I looked for a way to run and I found it...Packing my stuff, I ran to live in another world...Thinking it was for the best, I just took off not looking back...I ran into the arms of a girl that I thought was my happiness...Sitting within her grasp I blocked out all my troubles...About a month later, I returned back home...I had come to see my sister, and say Goodbye I Love You...The hardest part was walking in the shadows in the time of the passing...I helped lay her down for her final rest with tears falling down my face...Once returned home, I worried about losing the one person that made me happy...I had nightmares about us splitti
My Hobbies
Love
All I want is someone to love me and to love them back is that to much to ask for, but to find the right one it almost seems imposible anymore....you try to give your heart to someone and it seems like you always get hurt or someone messes w/your emotions...I am about ready to give up!!!!  Hmmm what to say anymore I dont know I am tired of being confused all the time ugh what to do in my life and where it is going from here anyways I am venting again like usual!!! Gotta go love to all my friends just tired of it all!!!!!!!!!!!
Im Just A Geordie
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No More Very Important Person In 7 Days Pouts...=(
Well My VIP is gonna expire in 7 days and I need some help if anyone can please....I would so appreciate it hugz Cindy!!!!
Haidensmom's Updates
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Wet Hair Photo
Rants
Dave was so excited to be going bear hunting. He spotted a small brown bear and shot it. Then there was a tap on his shoulder, and he turned around to see a big black bear. The black bear said "You've got two choices. I either maul you to death or we have sex."Dave decided to bend over. Even though he felt sore for two weeks, Dave soon recovered and vowed revenge. He headed out on another trip where he found the black bear and shot it. There was another tap on his shoulder. This time a hugegrizzly bear stood right next to him. The grizzly said "That was a huge mistake, Dave. You've got two choices. Either I maul you to death or we have rough sex."Again, Dave thought it was better to comply. Although he survived, it would take several months before Dave finally recovered.Outraged, he headed back to the woods, managed to track down the grizzly and shot it. He felt sweet revenge, but then there was a tap on his shoulder. He turned around to find a giant polar bear standing there. The pola
Songs, Poems, Crap
I am sick and tired of rating people that don't rate me back, it's like I'm a guy so I have to work 100 times harder than any female on this site. I buy bling, I complete what I have to, and except for a couple and I mean like two or three ppl, I have to do everything myself! I'm not crying, but I am bitchin! I am a good friend, I rate my tops every day, I polish their bling and if I have cash I bling them as well... this is probably why I left the last time, I don't even remember but this shit is getting old. I don't get yr rates even tho I rate u an 11 evey day!? WTF u don't even stop by my page to say hey? this is a social network? I have been respectful, kind and unloaded everything I can for ppl and those of you that have given back....you KNOW this is not for you. But this has turned into a female sex frenzy for fucktards! when i was convicted, a crime for a sentence, i walked into his office visulized him in a coffin and this stiffness, in my necks a menace, can i get wittness
Poems From Other Authors I Like
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and heightMy soul can reach, when feeling out of sightFor the ends of Being and ideal Grace.I love thee to the level of everyday'sMost quiet need, by sun and candlelight. I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. I love thee with the passion put to useIn my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.I love thee with a love I seemed to loseWith my lost saints, I love thee with the breath,Smiles, tears, of all my life! and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death.   Death, rock me asleep,Bring me to quiet rest,Let pass my weary guiltless ghostOut of my careful breast.Toll on, thou passing bell;Ring out my doleful knell;Let thy sound my death tell.Death doth draw nigh;There is no remedy.My pains who can express?Alas, they are so strong;My dolour will not suffer strengthMy life for to prolong.Toll on, thou passing bell;Ring out my doleful knell;L
Sports Stuff
It may not be fashionable to say it, but hell, I'm a massive Schumacher fan, and the news that he's making a comeback to F1 to cover for the injured (but fortunately improving, thoughts-are-with-him) Felipe Massa has me so jazzed for the rest of the season.  I can't wait for Valencia now, and I'm desperately keeping my fingers crossed that he comes back and shows his top form.
Wish List And What I Will Do...
    Ok.. theres a few things I would like.. BLINGS. LOL. Or money. So anyways..here is the list: peace bling roar(lion bling) and lobster/crab bling So anyways.. I got pimpouts to offer.. I can rate 100 11s... or I can just rate ya a bunch for blings I will also pimpout for blings/ or million fu bucks. Anyways.. in the end.. I will do for you.. you do for me deal! Also.. I am willing to pimpout those who can't afford to buy one..or cant buy blings.. if you rate me 300 rates.. at happy hour. If interested..just shout me! Also I will rate you if you rate me! Hugs.. me
Hiring
Untitled Poem
I looked inside my heart to find out where I'd gone wrong what I would find I was not sure I opened up a memory to see what was inside your picture fell out at me with emotions I thought had dieda love so pure buried so deep I don't know how it survivedone look at that picture was all it took I sat and cried for what I lost the special bond the part of me so purenow it is gone all that's left is this memory picture of you
Back To Work
you will love this one...okay so pulte gave me an f250 company truck with a 8x 10 single axle trailer to haul material....okay so today i was going to bella via in mesa...ray and signal butte..but anyways back to the story...about 6:30 am i am on the 60 going east bound...and the passenger side rim and tire decided to go for a ride with the trailer...tire shreads and all 5 of the bolts that hold the rim on..shear off...so i am tryen to get over and i see the rim passen me on the freeway...this is right before rural rd...i get all to the left side and the rim hits the median passenger side....then bolts across hitting no cars hitscenter median and crosses all lanes of traffic again...what are the chances of that...short story but oh so funny..had to wait for tow truck to send trailer to shop...hopefully get it back soon enough...just thought i would share my morning with you all.... okay sotuesday my bro in law calls me and ask if i want to go back work for pulte building systems...well
Chevy's
Chevy (Noun) A Brand of cars/trucks that that breaks down often and is very unreliable, But some people decide to continue to push them around town. If you have a Chevy you might want to make sure that you have a friend with a Ford so that he/she can tow you home so that you don't have to push it.Cracked Heads Every Valve Rattles On Long Extended Trips new battery 73$new tranny 500$new motor 1000$cost of stolen stereo due to crappy locks 900$wishing it would burst into flames=priceless
Dodge...p.o.s
(1) Make of car cheaply made, looks good, but breaks down prematurely.(2) Make of car that sells for a low price but parts are expensive.(3) The only make of truck or van that give you multiple choice on what to do when they cut you off in the middle of the road. (Should I dodge him or ram him?)(4) Division of Chrysler that used to make good quality automobiles such as the Charger, but sacrifices quality for profit.Note: these definitions also apply to Plymouth and Chrysler. Dented Or Damaged Greatly Everyday Drips Oil Drops Grease EverywhereDies On Day Guarantee Expires Dreary Out Dated Grandpa Engineering
Fubucks/bling/auto/bomb August 26th Party
Extreme Hits Lounge
WE NEED PEOPLE IN THE METAL SHOPPE NOW TO BE JUDGES OF THE DJ BATTLE BETWEEN DJ RAPTOR AND THEVOICE. PLEASE COME IN AND ROCK OUT http://fubar.com/lounge/68076 http://fubar.com/lounge/67697 http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3252582&albumid=1785028&i=2265913934&idx=1   hey all friends family and fans if you could please go vote on my sister wicked wanda and leave her a comment it would be much apprecited blessings sisterskylove           hey
Bigotry-alive And Well In America
“We are still conditioning people in this country and, indeed, all over the globe to the myth of white superiority. We are constantly being told that we don't have racism in this country anymore, but most of the people who are saying that are white. White people think it isn't happening because it isn't happening to them.” “Bigotry is the sacred disease.” “Bigotry murders religion to frighten fools, with her ghost” “The danger is that the cruel arts of their oppressors have enchained their minds, have kept them in the ignorance of children, and as incapable of self-government as children. “All men feel something of an honorable bigotry for the objects which have long continued to please them.” “That food has always been, and will continue to be, the basis for one of our greater snobbism does not explain the fact that the attitude toward the food choice of others is becoming more and more heatedly exclusive unt
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Ascending Moons
Descending upon Ascending moons. The often seen stranger asked, "May we speak soon". The Baker, she went for wheat and beer. Too distant I thought, a cake has less than you to fear. Friendships should never depend on love, then we spoke. What a joke.
Auto's
I am going to be running Auto 11's here soon, and could use my friends help. Anything you can do is fine, this is my first time, so I am not a pro. Witty is my teacher so she is leading me in the ways of Auto running..lol   If anyone could pimp me I would be most grateful and will bling that person as well,   Thank You WW
Im 18 And Newcomer..
hey wuts up guys?!! well im doing pretty chill just enjoying my weekend and kickin it trying to figure how the hell to use this site that my mother and rooomies introduced me to. if u guys have any tips or pointers, whatever can help me abit it would be totally raid if u can pass what u know down to me, it will help alot.   take care guys and thanks for the love so fast and soon..i love it!   peace&love   alexis
Torn Part 3
Lisa and her mother went to the kitchen. Brian and Josh were still sitting at the island, munching on a bag of cookies they found in one of the cupboards.   “Joshie! It's been far too long. Where have you been? What brings you by?” Mrs. Callington asked question after question, placing the bag on the counter and pulling him in for a hug. “You're looking well.” “Thanks,” he said, watching Lisa. He winked at her and mouthed, “Pippy.” Lisa rolled her eyes and turned from everyone, focusing on putting the groceries away.  “You'll stay for supper right?” “Well that depends on who's cooking?” Josh teased. Everyone knew that she was not very much of a cook. Growing up Brian and Lisa's father did all the cooking. If she would have gotten too close to the stove, fire alarms would go off mysteriously.  “I'm cooking,” Lisa said, poking her head out from behind one of the cupboards. “We have an agreemen
Torn Part 4
Brian returned to his window and Lisa was at a loss. She'd tried everything she could think of to make him feel more at home. She didn't know what else to do. Then she remembered her friend Wendy's dinner party the following weekend. It gave her an opportunity to work on getting him out of the house and interact with other people for a while. Wendy was leaving for graduate school and they were having a going away dinner. She had gotten early admission, so she was heading to California a few weeks early to get settled. It was going to be just a few friends; nothing fancy or outlandish. Lisa just had to figure out how she was going to convince Brian to go. She thought about bribing him, begging him, even just asking him. Nothing seemed like it would work though. She'd actually tried bringing it up, but he was back to wherever his mind would run and he either didn't hear her or pretended not to. As the days passed, and the event approached, she thought that she'd never come up with a
Torn Part 5
“Lisa? Lisa, wake up,” a low voice whispered in her ear.  Lisa's eyes fluttered open. The light hurt her eyes, so she closed them again. She didn’t want to be here, wherever here was. She wanted to go back.  “I saw that Pippy, come on! Wake up!”  She was confused; who was whispering, why was someone whispering, and why did she have to wake up? She was in a safe place. Brian and her were laughing and talking like they used to. It had been so long since things felt real between the two. Struggling to sit up, she looked around the room. It wasn't her room. “Where...? Where the hell am I?” “The hospital,” Josh said matter-of-factly.  “Why? What happened?”  “You don't remember?”  “I remember I'm supposed to be going to a dinner party for my friend Wendy tonight, but other than that... no it's all a blank. Where are my parents? My brother?” Panic was beginning to creep into her voice.  “Ma
First Blog?? How About A Story ;)
> As we parked at our destination, I got out of the car to guide you. I couldn't’t believe you wore the blindfold for the past hour. I made arrangements ahead of time and the door was unlocked as I had asked. The room was lit with candles.> > You moved your hands up to take the blindfold off and I stopped you. I told you to wait a minute and had you sit in a chair. I set the bag I brought with me on the table and took out a cd player and cd and set it up, but not yet starting the music. I took the bottle of Asti out and got two glasses off the bar. When I popped the cork, you jumped and I told you it was ok. I poured us each a glass and started the cd. Then, as I kissed you, I removed the blindfold and handed you a glass. I made a toast to a relaxing evening. > > As you sat there and looked around and seen the bed, the nightstand, bar, small table and chairs and few plants. Then you got up and looked and seen the Jacuzzi tub and gave me a hug. I asked you if wearing the blindfold
Man Hatin Right Now
Auction
Well I did it, I am up for auction
Never Pass This Way Again
I love my mind,my inner eyes and the size of my soul. I love my strength;gentle,calm and ever present. I love my past and everything i learnt from it,just as i love my present and everything i am learning from it. I love my perception of life,my goal and determination to feel alive,be alive,no matter what sandstorm is swirling around me. I love that i can speak my mind;even though i have lost some and gained some from this. I love the way i love and wouldn't want to change it for anyone. I love me with no excuse,no complains,just pure pleasure! . ok, here i am again.It is 2:51AM and I am here wondering what has happened to people? You are only here once.Right here with these other human beings that share our planet and very few kind or sincere words are exchanged...why is that? With all the troubles and heartaches in this world,can no one be bothered to share words of kindness and encourgement? I believe with all my heart,that any words spoken should be good ones.My cre
2012 Truth It's Bullshit
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Real Talk
I find myself confused about things in my life. why am i not happy? why are things in such disaray? Sometimes its like a big ass cloud hanging over head saying how can i fuck up his life today?  I mean honestly do nice guys actually finish last? I bet this sounds like im complaining and im a wimp or a pussy right but oh well its not ur life its mine. All i want is three things in life a woman thats down for me always as i would be for her through everything. Good job would be nice not that i dont have one already and somewhere to live i can figure the rest out later. Aww fuck it im going to get a beer
Robert Frost
They leave us so to the way we took, As two in whom them were proved mistaken, That we sit sometimes in the wayside nook, With michievous, vagrant, seraphic look, And try if we cannot feel forsaken. Birches   WHEN I see birches bend to left and right   Across the line of straighter darker trees,   I like to think some boy's been swinging them.   But swinging doesn't bend them down to stay.   Ice-storms do that. Often you must have seen them          5 Loaded with ice a sunny winter morning   After a rain. They click upon themselves  
Cooking With Yssup
For as long as I can remember and no matter where I go, peas get cooked wrong. In fact they don't even need to be cooked hardly at all. When I see peas boiling away in some pot I think, no wonder nobody likes peas. This is not how to cook them!       Poor peas....soggy, all that nutrition leached out into the water.   All you have to do is get a pan hot, throw in a dab of butter, or a splash of oil or hell, even a smack of duck fat. Add the desired amount of frozen peas. Sizzle sizzle salt and pepper And that's it. Serve right away as this is the last thing yo cook when tossing a meal together.      
Remember A Soldier
Remember a soldier.  Doesnt matter from when or from where.  When they were killed.  Post to remember so none are forgotten.    LT Jess Hill-died Ice pack PO Steven Duque- died ice pack PO Nate Brukenthal- kia iraq ALL Coast Guard above. Mikael, jj, davis, martin, jed, juan, perry, cedar  you lives are not forggoten, as medics you were the best of our group.  you are not forgotten.  We will meet again my friends   Army, navy and 1 marine medics above.   anyone listed below or comments made bless a soldier, say thank you to them, clap for them in airports, buy them lunch, help them and say thank you.
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Things To Ponder
Are there seeing eye humans for blind dogs? - If knees were backwards, what would chairs look like? - When you open a new bag of cotton balls, are you supposed to throw the top one away? - When your pet bird sees you reading the newspaper, does he wonder why you're just sitting there, staring at carpeting? - What happened to the first 6 "ups"? - If an orange is orange, why isn't a lime called a green or a lemon called a yellow? - Why does your nose run, and your feet smell? - If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil come from? - Hermits have no peer pressure. - Whenever I think of the past, it brings back so many memories... - There's a fine line between fishing and just standing on the shore like an idiot.. - How much deeper would the ocean be if sponges didn't live there? - What a nice night for an evening. - When I was in high school, I got in trouble with my girlfriend's Dad. He said, "I want my daughter back by 8:15." I said, "The middle of August? Cool!"
Life Ups And Down
Rant
here i go again writing you off. i just want you to go away leave it alone, drop me off of this trip your on. what sence is it to want to be tied down to a moving car? i cant think i cant care, i cant give a damn anymore. two years of wanting, living up to your needs i forgot my own. and you want me back? give me hell for the life you put me in. give me hell for the pain you force me to try and avoid. all i can do is walk away, and you wonder why. your such a great person to yourself i wonder why the wold hates you so much.your such an infalable creature i wonder why god doesnt make you a saint. preach to your flock of all your innocent ways whyile you fuck them all. they will tell you the same as me in two years;  "make up your mind, keep one path. and above all, leave us alone"you say im perfect and that i dont see it. i say your flawed and you dont see it. you say its chemistry i say its its just as good as the sex i give you. your alowed all the imprefect days your perfect self can
Life.....
well life brings us through all kinds of trials,we all lived a past and some times we dont make good decisions,although some people come to a reality and change there old ways to rebuild themselves to a better person....... And others stay dorment..........Life!
Confused
Once Upon A Time You Were My Everything..
Saturday Really?
Its Saturday today for those of you who don't know..... I woke up this morning to silence... no one is home! this is frightening, i have things i should be doing but im on fu... I don't remember the last time i was on Fu on a Saturday.... Should I? 1. go get paint and try conquering another room at the bachelors house 2. clean my house even though the maid was here wednesday 3. Continue to discuss ways my parents beat me with my fu friends 4. do laundry till its all done 5 go shoe shopping..... (dies thinking about it) 6. go read a book in the bath thank you Wicked
The Talk Betwixt A Father And Daughter...i Need A Drink Now
Thris morning I awoke to the sounds of my teenage daugher russling around outside me bedroom door.  Last night or early this morning she floated in to me house at 4am.  she is 16 and a vary good kid vary honest always upfront wtih me about what is going on.  With that in mind I brought her out to breakfast at the ungodly hour os 7am and we had the pill talk.   after many moments of cold swets and anginic attacks I was pressed to agree that my daugher go on the pill.   My friends have all said how "forward thinking I am."  I me self find it hard not to get in me car and go run over her boy friend many many times in a proticular part of his anatomy  feel free to post your thoughts always looking for a counter answer
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Club Paradise
Please come & join us for this special event! Thank you so much for all your love and support! Hope we see you Thursday Oct. 29th @ 10pm est. Come and check out us out @ We have the most friendly staff & members that love to have fun. So why don't you come on in and have some fun with us, listen to some great music, have a couple drinks and make some new friends while you are there! Oh you better not miss your opportunity to find out but.... We
Who Am I??
i guess some "fu" people are questioning who or what i am see the following..."theres a popular consensus that your profile is ran by a man. if that is so you will be found out. id post a salute and squash the rumors. no need to reply." so this "consensus" thinks they know me, ok who am i?? lets see what you think you know. i will give you credit for this much, i am or actually we are not as we appear. but i dont think you have a real clue to who we are and what we are here for. so give it your best shot, lets see if you are as bright as the idiot we got to invite us(me...hahaha) here...what a fucking doormat, so easy to fool & manipulate ...hahaha too much fun! damn it has been a great night what an awesome party time to crash. have fun with this...lmfao   
Always...(words To A Friend)
Jul 26, 2009 5:09 PMBelle...a.k.a. HellzBelle Subject: Always...(words to a friend) Always...There is an end for all things...always.... The "beast" would have one not see the end...for that...would cause ones demise...Most assuredly by ones own means...that...is the goal of the "beast". To destroy to the ones that are the prophets...for they will walk this earth longer than any others... They will suffer more...They will be scorned yet they will know not why...They will try to be silenced...by the masses...For being "different"...Therefore they will be feared by the majority...The mindless. They will be called "evil"...That is the deception....that is the "TRIC"...For it is not the "good"...that die young when taken by the hands of the "beast"...It is the weak & decieved...The ones that cannot see...the end. The End...which...in the rite time...Will be...the beginning.We must keep the fight...We must hold the ground...We are the ones that must bleed profusely for lifetimes old...
Prank Calls
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Two Sides Of The Same Coin
Toss me up into the sky and watch me tumble down If i land face up im fine ill get back up again but when i dont then youll watch me in darkness nearly drown I sob and scream youll bleed me dry I'll know no end to pain until you toss me up and see if i land face up again
Word Transformation - Living Language
This is a new feature I decided to add to my many interests. The evolution of language based upon the forces of modernity.  RAPSCALLION Old Definition:  –noun a rascal; rogue; scamp. New Definition: -noun A song about somebody with bad breath   See... RAP (what this video is) and SCALLION (a type of onion). Shove them together and RAPSCALLION is what a video about bad breath is now and forever to be called. 
Funnies
* I'll swallow it all . . . I love the taste. * Are you sure you've had enough to drink? * I'm bored. Let's shave my little kitty, you big lion king! * Oh come on, what do ya say we get a good porno movie, a case of beer, a few joints, and have my friend Tammy over for a threesome! * God..if I don't get to blow you soon, I swear I'm gonna bust! * I know it's a lot tighter back there but would you please try again? * You're so sexy when you're hungover. * I'd rather watch football and drink beer with you than go shopping. * Let's subscribe to Hustler. * Would you like to watch me go down on my girlfriend? * Say, let's go down to the mall so you can check out women's asses. * I'll be out painting the house. * I love it when you play golf on Sunday's, I just wish you had time to play on Saturday too. * Honey, our new neighbor's daughter is nude sunbathing again, come see! * I've decided to stop wearing clothes around the hou
Today's Ramblings By Lips The Wicked Spicy Chicken...
I haven't written a blog in 2 days, i think Ive lost my mojo!!   I have these things i need to point out to you my peeps..... 1. Crystal is wanting a chicken harem.. i think shes succeeded.. 2. Are my lips that big... seriously? 3. Daisy Blue should be bid on please hit her up.. tell her i sent you and you will get 10% off ...... 4. Witty got a cheap haircut bets she still looks pretty 5. I miss my Seamus... life is not the same on Fubar.. 6. My son got home 30 minutes ago and wants to leave again.... he will never be that huggy lovey mommas boy again 7. NEENER NEENER ILL NEVER LET MISFIT GO!!!   That is all   Wicked
Just A Thought
All night long I was woken up by the aching in my jaw were a tooth USED to be. Without dental insurance I could not afford a root canal and so I had it yanked out. Everything was just fine until the numbness wore off - then OUCH! I would wake up, wander around, then finally take a pain pill and fall back to sleep. When it was time to do my taxi-mom thing I was sure I was A-OKAY! And I was....right up until the time I pulled in to the garage after all precious cargo had been deposited - and hit the lawn mower, which was kind enough to go THROUGH the wall at various spots. My husband's finely tuned hearing had me jumping as I stared at the lawn mower shaped holes and heard behind me "So what did you hit?" YIKES! Rule #1: Do not fool yourself into thinking your reaction time is not impacted by a legal dose of a narcotic. I never had any issue with antibiotics, but heck, as far as I know now - they could  be the latest MR. HYDE revealer. I learned somethng today. Now my mouth really hur
True Blood Scenes
Wanna Be Net Bully's
peaking of: http://www.fubar.com/user/3172697   He is about the biggest tool ever calling a girl fat and a pig and all kinda rude names after being rejected LMAO.   Well little Tough guy any time you wish to man up get at me till then fag keep on sucking cock, cause from what I seen your def GAY ! VOTE FOR ME PLEASE    
My Natal Chart-- Leo
The sun represents vitality, a sense of individuality and outward-shining creative energy.Sun in LeoShe is masterful, likes authority, aspires towards an ideal. A little too pretentious and always wanting things. She likes to give advice. She is honest, frank, loyal, open and sincere.Weaknesses: pride, vanity, arrogance, presumption and disdain of others.Leo ascendant ScorpioSun in IXProlonged scientific research. High ideals. She is gifted for languages and it is even more interesting for her to live abroad. Professionally successful abroad.1093 Conjunction Sun - MoonShe has lots of vitality. She likes public life, she is popular and her company is appreciated. She is balanced, at ease with herself and gets on very well with her parents. 62 Trine Sun - UranusShe is above all independent and original. She likes change, reforms, she is allergic to everything routine. She has a strong personality, and has many friends.The moon represents a reaction, unconscious pre-destination, and the
Whats Wrong With People
  Ok I don’t know what’s going in this world as of late. No matter where i am, here on Fubar, Myspace, etc .. Seems like i read the same things from alot of people.. But really what is with people and bad relationships, don’t get me wrong I’ve had my fair share of them.. I don’t want anymore… But all I’ve been reading is, the guys bitch about their girl, the girls bitch about the guys and so on…. Let me brutally honest here … for the most part guys are at fault.. But I’m not saying woman are perfect either, it does work both ways and I’ve seen it all What I’m saying is when it comes to relationships in this day and age that around 50% of human beings are nasty weak treacherous creatures that are for the most part totally untrustworthy. Experience is my basis for this statement, both mine and others who I know or who have reliable histories. If you can find a mate/partner to be your companion who is NOT trea
Lifes Lil Instuctions - Collected Works From Some Of My Favorite Authors As Well As A Lil Zenarchist Ranting
"I have come to tell you that you are free. Many ages ago, My consciousness left humanity, that they might develop themselves. I return to find this development approaching completion, but hindered by fear and by misunderstanding. You have built for yourselves psychic suits of armor, and clad in them, your vision is restricted, your movements are clumsy and painful, your skin is bruised, and your spirit is broiled in the sun. I am chaos. I am the substance from which your artists and scientists build rhythms. I am the spirit with which your children and clowns laugh in happy anarchy. I am chaos. I am alive, and I tell you that you are free. "   IMPORTANT RELIGIOUS SURVEY 1. How did you find out about your deity? __ Newspaper __ Holy Book __ Television __ Divine Inspiration __ My Mama Done Tol' Me __ Near Death Experience __ NPR __ Tabloid __ Mail Order __ Burning Shrubbery __ Other (specify): _____________ 2. Which model deity did you acquire? __ Eris __ Bob __ Co
Chillin' N Feelin,
   I kiss you ever so lightly as i run my fingers through your hair,and pull you closer with my other hand,whispering in your ear "you are more bueatiful then the heavens them selves!"I nibble on your ear as you sigh in relief,your body relaxes in my arm,so sweet n fragile.I gracefully lift you into my arms as our gaze of passion and lips lock in its own excstacy.I carry you to the bed as our pulses rise and our moods calm.I lay you on the bed and continue to kiss down your neck to your sholders,and caress your body ever so gently,along your rib cage to your hips,as i nuzzle a hardened pink nipple,and kiss to your belly button.Your breathing gets heavier as i unbutton and unzip your pants with my teeth,and slowly pull them down around your ankles,along with a trail of baby kisses on your thighs.I run my hands across your hips and up your stomach to your ample breast,and sit you up to slowly discard your shirt.I gently brush the hair from your face as you lay back down.I admire your bod
Just Me... Sexxxy Bella
Dah Dowg Pound
War on marijuana Hearst sympathized with Harry J. Anslinger in his war against marijuana. Between 1936 and 1937, Hearst associated marijuana with hemp in his newspapers and published many of the stories that Anslinger fabricated.[11] Hearst played a major part in aiding the anti-marijuana movement, leading to its prohibition in the Marihuana Tax Act of 1937,[12] a law which also effectively outlawed hemp. Jack Herer and others argue that Hearst's paper empire (he owned hundreds of acres of timber forests and a vast number of paper mills designed to manufacture paper from wood pulp) in the early 1930s was threatened by hemp, which: 1) like wood pulp, could also be used to manufacture paper[13] and 2) also had an advantage over wood pulp, because it could be regrown yearly as well.[13] Other commentators have subsequently pointed out that the Hearst chain was one of the biggest buyers of newsprint in the U.S.[14] As buyers of newsprint, the Hearst chain had a strong interest in a low
One Fine Day In The Middle Of The Night
 One fine day in the middle of the night, Two dead boys* got up to fight,  Back to back they faced each other, Drew their swords and shot each other, One was blind and the other couldn't, see So they chose a dummy for a referee. A blind man went to see fair play, A dumb man went to shout "hooray!" A paralysed donkey passing by, Kicked the blind man in the eye, Knocked him through a nine inch wall, Into a dry ditch and drowned them all, A deaf policeman heard the noise, And came to arrest the two dead boys, If you don't believe this story’s true, Ask the blind man he saw it too!
Randomness
through the airborne dirt I run/eyes on my target and hands upon my gun/I cross the dusty streets/intent upon my call/to get to my brethrens side/ finish the battle once and for all/My aim is true/My steel on target/The death I deal/Makes me larger/Than life for those who would come against me I walk w/a jaunt/of someone in senior year/the world at my feet/the rest by the ear/I wrestle with glee/play ball with abandon/date all the girls I can/and the rest are just out of fashion/my hair was long/my eyes mahogany/The rest of the boys/were left in agony/dateless and alone/on their friday night/if only they knew/who my backseat hosted each night Not just a trucker/but a natural they said/hustles that truck like he was born in a sleeper bed/Peter or Freight/he drove them all/coast to coast/and to countries big and small/Never late/dam near early/always with a smile/and his paint was clean and pearly The bay was my love/she treated me well/drove all over her/from here to hell/all night l
Weird Happenings
Please read from the bottom up. So this guy ShoutBox's me asking me these really fucked up questions. Read and if you wanna fuck with him, be my guest.   ->ems1120: Good-Bye.->ems1120: these are very personal questions that aren't making me confortable at all.->ems1120: and yes it does turn me off.->ems1120: No not reallyems1120: do like having oral done on you??ems1120: interesting does it turn you off->ems1120: I don't do oral at all actually.ems1120: so you only lick penis if you know the person i assume->ems1120: That just makes vomit surface in my mouth. Licking some strangers penis whom I have no idea who's it is, nor where it has been. Gross much?ems1120: i like the way u think ..so i can assume that prolly wont be licking it->ems1120: some pervert placing his dick through a hole to my stall. Why a hole would be in the stall is beyond meems1120: whats disgusting the whole idea->ems1120: maybe punched it. That's disgusting really lol.ems1120: ok what if you didnt have a cigare
46 Ways To Make The Woman Your With Happy
Ways to make her happy   1. Talk to her as long as she wants you to, whether your tired or not. 2. Take long walks with her. 3. Leave little notes laying around telling her how much you care. 4. Make her favorite dinner, if you dont know how   learn. 5. Watch the sunset with her. 6. Take the time to compliment her, most men don't.   7. Blind fold her AFTER you have made reservations for a nice restaurant and do not take it off till you sit her down. 8. Bring home flowers because its a day she is in your life,  You dont need a reason. 9. Invite her parents over for dinner even if you cant stand them. 10. Write her a poem, changing a few words is not writing one. 11. Tell her how much you care. 12. Take her away for the weekend and dont tell her anything but dont make plans. 13. Give her a massage. NOT a sexual one. 14. Take the time to see what her interests are.  You dont have to like them  just know what she likes. 15. Talk to her about everything you can. 16. If she
Chevygirl3
im just here to make friends  and who knows,,,,,, maybe more
Fayleen!!!
You are Fayleen, the Queen of the trailer park. Trailer trash children want to be just like you. You know how to get what you want, just by flirting. You ...are the envy of all the trailer park wives. The wives hate you because as hard as they try, they will never live up to your standards. You are the best at what you do. You can hold a baby on your hip, have a cigarette in your mouth, talk on the phone, all while making the best Frito Pie any man has ever tasted.. LMFAO!!!!
Shewonderswhy
and where did they all come from...I am overwhelmed...at this site... Little girl lost Who's only five. Where is my mother? They sent her away, Insanity robbed her they say. With so many children what could she do? If only she had known she had everything to lose  All the demons she has to fight will she remember the little girls plight. Not even a card not even a letter The little girls asks why? They say she's better.   The years roll by, The little girl don't remember of her mother she lost in sixty-five of December. She calls her one day and says we can make this better. Her mothers reply, When they sent me away I lost my children that day. So go on now I am busy today. I'm sorry to hear that was all the girl could say. She hangs up the phone and turns to cry for the mother she lost in 65. Little girl lost What will she do? I don't even think she has a clue.
Poems
  the pain is constant my nerves wear thin, cant even muster the frame of mind to let myself grin, No happy momments its all gotten so lost, feeling colder each day like the winter frost, I want to be ok i want to work this out, but everytime i speak these words come steadily out your mouth, neglecting all responsibility for actions taken present and past, mixing up priorities making what should be first last, it isnt fair to those around you no matter what you say, I live my life looking out for you day after fuckin day, I cant understand whats going through your head, waisting time destroying things spendin up the bread, I just wonder to myself if you really wanna be here, if its even me myself that you wanna really keep near, Ive been trying so hard to do right and not faulter, but the problems keep mounting as this wall keeps gettin taller, its so high now that it touches each and every cloud, and the voice in my head is screaming so loud, just give up and let it
Living In The Moment
Stuff
I've played both and too me perfect world is so much better then World of Warcraft.  the graphics and gameplay are so much better on PW it isnt even close
Never There
~filled with sadness loss and rage tear stained words blot my page longing for what can never be my heart swells up with misery wanting it so bad, losing grip forcing a puzzle piece that just won't fit lost in my sorrow, that's hard to bare losing something that was never there~
It's About That Time Again. 2009.
Well, As some of you might know I am alil over 8 months pregnant with my second baby girl.  Her due date is Sept 8th, 2009. And I am sooo excited to finally have her in my life, I cannot wait to see her.  Nevaeh is really excited and cannot wait for her new sister to be here with us. She lays on my tummy and kisses it and she also falls asleep on my tummy as well...It;s so cute.  Anyway, We are gonna name her Aaliyah Jayde.  Well, Anyway juss wanted to let ya'll know that I won't be online for awhile once the new baby is born...So, Please don't think that I am ignorin' ya'll cos I am NOT.  So, Please keep me in your thoughts and pray for me.  Thank you!!!  Much luv to all my Fu family and friends :)  *Hugs*  Lil Mama, And Nevaeh. :) 
Eight Gifts
Below are eight gifts that don't cost a cent to give.   1) THE GIFT OF LISTENING... But you must REALLY listen. No interrupting, no daydreaming, no planning your response. Just listening.   2) THE GIFT OF AFFECTION... Be generous with appropriate hugs, kisses, pats on the back and handholds. Let these small actions demonstrate the love you have for family and friends.   3) THE GIFT OF LAUGHTER... Funny pictures.  Share articles, funny stories and funny greetings.  Your gift will say, "I love to laugh with you."   4) THE GIFT OF A WRITTEN NOTE... It can be a simple "Thanks for the help" note or a full sonnet. A brief, handwritten note may be remembered for a lifetime, and may even change a life.   5) THE GIFT OF A COMPLIMENT... A simple and sincere, "You look great in red," "You did a super job" or "That was a wonderful meal" can make someone's
Life And Stuff
FREE Stuff for Everyone! Seriously.  I found this website the other day by accident I was very skeptical but I signed up anyway since it was free.  I started checking things out and using the Free credits I was given bid on a few auctions and acutally won.  They have all kinds of things for auction and amazingly everything really is Free.  It ia a comuinty of users who have things they want to sell for more credits to buy the things they want with the credits the acumulate.  It is really easy I have won three auctions and have not spent a dime.  I recently listed my own items and it is also Free and very easy.  They have Such things as  Juicy Couture hand bags, makeup, Collectables, Shoes, Baby Clothes and much more.  How It Works1 A user lists something they don't want anymore. (like an old TV) 2 Other users bid on the TV using credits they received for signing up, referring friends, or selling their own stuff. 3 When the auction ends, the user who bid the highest amount of c
Fu Faking It
 I am getting increasingly perturbed at some of the actions of some of the women on this site and the bouncers inabilities to identify fake salutes or properly mark / disapprove weak or salutes that are not to the standard.  I have seen in recent days several women that have salutes that are taken in darker lighting and partially covering up their faces. If one takes the time to closely look the salutes and the photos of the younger or thinner or far better looking ladies in the pictures they have posted, One would be astounded at fake and false self representation.  For example my wife Classc1, who was among the first 100,000 memebers on Fubar when it was a different website ......... has had several safe for work salute pictures denied. I have approved friends' requests for at least 5 ladies in the past two weeks for ladies that have questionable pictures with their salutes. What is even more troublesome is the fact that a few of the ladies when I chatted with them in the SB acted
Truth
I am no Preacher, but I am gonna get my preach on for a minute here. See it's ot our words that are gonna stop the world in its tracks. Our words will not changed the world, they've heard it all. It's npt normally our music. Normally we make our music for us, for the body, to sharpen each other, edify the body, to Glorify our God. Once in awhile a song crosses over, but it's not typically the music that's gonna stop the world in it's tracks. Our music is not gonna change the world more than likely. It's not our buildings as grand and beautiful as some of our church buildings are. It's the architecture that's gonna change the world. I believe what will change the world, is when we begin to love each other and when we beging to love the world. And when we begin to reach out to the orphans and the widows and the lower income families in out communties. When the world sees that kinda of love, I mean undeniable love. I believe they will stop in their and tracks and say "Yo, what ever you pe
Me!
My interests include astronomy, computers, role playing computer games, sci-fy, reading, dinosaurs and zoology.
Get It Out Of Your System
How many times have you responded to someones call for leveling help to look up at your bartab and see they are playing slots or something totally unrelated to helping themselves level?  If i ask for help in leveling you can damn sure bet your last dollar I am rating on someone else rather than playing one of the games or griping cause I don't have an auto. Get real people you have to help yourself before you get help.  I rated my tail off from feburary to may before I ever got my first auto, and it was given to me because I could not afford bling credits till recently. Do you people honestly believe everyone owes you or what? Well, today is August 24th. Today started out the wrong way, I woke up late.  After getting a late start I took the 20 mins instead of 45 to help a fufriend by dropping links to her leveling mum and managed to meet the one person whom I should not have. Of course this person then proceeds to go off on me. Me being me I said something to be a smart ass and she goe
The Thing Called Life!
I THINK IM READY TO LET IT GO..THAT LOVE I WANT BUT WILL NOT KNOW. A STRONG MAN ON THE OUTSIDE IS WHAT I SHOW..BUT THE TENDERNESS AND WEAKNESS INSIDE, PEOPLE WILL NEVER KNOW. THAT SEED INSIDE ME THAT I JUST WANNA MAKE GROW AND GROW!  AND OH HOW I DREAM OF A DAY WHERE LOVE WONT GO AWAY! THE THING THAT STAYS BY ME NO MATTER WHAT COMES MY WAY! BUT WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THE LOVE U LOVE WANTS TO LOVE ANOTHER THE SAME WAY? I JUST WANNA SEE WHAT IT IS THATS WRONG WITH ME! SOMETIMES I BELIEVE..THAT THERES NOTHING OUT THERE WAITING FOR ME. AND WHY DOES IT SEEM...THAT A DREAM JUST STAYS A DREAM? THAT A MAN LIKE ME IS WAITING TO BE REDEEMED! JUST TAKE ME IN...TAKE ME IN THAT PLACE IN UR SOUL WHERE U DONT LET BE SEEN! THE THINKG ABOUT LOVE IS...ITS A VERY STRANGE THING...ITS SOMETHING U WANNA GIVE BUT IT SOMETIMES BRING U PAIN. SO I THINK IM READY TO LET IT GO...THAT LOVE I WANT BUT WILL NOT KNOW...THAT STRONG MAN ON THE OUTSIDE IS STARTING TO HAVE A SOUL SO COLD. AND DONT GIVE ME THE CRAP ABOUT MY AG
Attitude's
" The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than success, than what people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance,giftedness, or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we embrace for that day. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our ATTITUDES."........      
Contest
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2468990&albumid=1822617&i=486138545&idx=5   Up for auction come bid on me...Phoenix is also up for auction!!! Bid on us!!!! http://fubar.com/blog/307451/1058209       My good friend Mr. Horny is having a contest for being Cherry Bombed!!! He will bomb the 2 highest bidder 6 times when he runs his six bombs...check his blog for details!!!!!       http://fubar.com/blog/307451/1058209
Things I Just Want To Talk About!
What do you all think if I was to change my name from Razor to Caley? In Gaelic it means Brave Warrior! On Aug 26, 2008 My great grandmother passed away. I just cant believe that it's been a year with out her. She was an amazing women she was the only one in my family that I could talk to with out getting bitched at for something. She was the only one in my family that I could trust. I do know one thing I will never forget how good of a cook she was. She was a cook for 59 years of her life. I will miss her and I know one day I will see her again!
Touch Me
"Touch me" I whisper in the candle-light as your hands reach out to me and caress my heated skin Fingers sliding, exploring the curves and shadows of my body "Kiss me" I whisper in the ear that I've been nibbling on Warm, wet lips press against mine as I savor your taste flooding my senses "Love me" I whisper as I lay back against satin-wrapped pillows piled on the bed Tongue traces swollen lips as you lie atop me Fingers fist in my hair as you enter Pleasure spirals up and out as you move, thrust within Sweat glistens across our skin Deaf to everything but our heartbeats in a wild crescendo as everything splinters and we come apart... "Touch me" I whisper in the candle light as we catch our breath and you pull me to your side Your touch has been more than the tantalizing slide of your fingers on my skin tonight   
Trophy Wife
ok heres the deal i wrote a blog about a mth ago about if money can buy love referring to a conversation i had with someone. well scratch that! im sick of trying to prove to someone how i feel or going through a bunch of hoops to only find out things arent going to work out. there were quite a few ppl who responded to my other blog and wanted to participate in it but at that point i could tell they just wanted to be taken care of n at that time i didnt want someone out for just money. although im not rich yet but within the next 2 yrs i have millions comming to me n much more to come throughout my life. well im tired of trying to wonder how a woman truely feels about me, im tired of trying to figure women out, im tired of not knowing whats going through their head from one day to the next so to make it simple id rather just be with someone who does want me for my money so that theres no confusion. but heres the catch, its not going to be a free ride..... if ur going to get something th
Haterz
i dont get why ppl has to hate on some one cuz of what they belive in and what kinda tunes they listen to. in my eye icp is the shit and they will always live on in my eye that the way i feel dont mean others has to feel like that. dont get plz let the world just rest
Dreamzshattered
I do not understand how he does not see how him being in my life in any way is ackward... What makes him seem to think it is going to be easy having him in it all... I wanted him to be erased from my memories... Deleted from every aspect of my life past present and future... There is to much left undone and unsaid for my backwards mind... I want him in my sons life but does that mean I have to have him involved in mine... I know he doesnt care and all the words spoken about feelings where false and untrue... I wish I was a strong enough person to tell him everything on my mind and deal with what he has to say...but I cant... my heat wants what my head no longer does... fighting and breaking me apart... such is life... time heals all but there is always the mark left behind from the pain... My dreams shattered My world altered Visions behind my green eyes Show my blood being spilled Would it be easier to just leave this world behind The unbreakable wall finally beaten Falling to p
Hmmmmmmm
How Did I Get So Lucky
For you ill hide away, in the shadows of your mind. with all your hidden secrets, in a place that never shines. for you ill stay in this box, in your heart-that you keep. just to wait for you to take me out, when the rest of the world sleeps. for you ill be strong, so you dont ever fall. because i know what its like, to have your back against the wall. for you ill fight the world, to make sure that your okay.
Bloggins
I know i haven't been the best i can be. now is a new day. and i will show you all who the real me is To the most awsome Lounge out there (THE RED DRAGON'S REALM) thank you for being honest. I love you all. I promise no more negitive nancy!!.  Ive walked through darkness, I hid in shadows, Ive lost but won, ive ran and fell. but now i rise and meet the light. the dark is my home and the shadows my security. The light will guid me to my new place and show me how to love once more.. It comes in all shapes and sizes but if there is one thing i have learned its that only you can make your self happy. your friends can help but you have to be willing to let your self be happy. Its not about getting to were your going its about how you got there.   As i walk along the water i relize im not alone. my refelection is there and its holds everything that i am when someone asks who i am. I look at my refection. I see a women who got lost for awhile but has found her way everytime a women
A Dance Well Done
        The lights are low as they glide silently across the floor, not speaking, except through the contact of their bodies. Hands direct, one held in the others.......The eyes speak the true message; happiness, contentment, and the joy of this pairing, this conversation of movement. In subtle ways they become more intimate..the distance between them closes..closes....and is gone. Hips and thighs brush together..and apart.....fingers slide across the back, the shoulders, the arm. No walls of defense can withstand this...they crumble noiselessly, never to rise again......There is victory here, in this silently completed dance, this statement of trust, this surrendering of self, this becoming one. This is......was......A DANCE WELL DONE.
Battle Of The Dj's
Poems By Me
You left me once and did me wrong a m illion times, but still I want you to be mine. Proof that love is blind. In my heart you will never find another that will consume my heart and mind. I need you by my side. My tears could drown me. My fears surround me. No matter what I do, I can't put my past behind me. You've shown me heaven only to take it away without warning. Take this pain away. I never meant to betray, the one thing that you've trusted me with. Your love is a gift. I admit I was too childish to to recognize it when you were mine. A love that can not be defined. It was the sweetest surrender. Our last kiss I remember. Reminise, I can't. The wounds are too fresh. I was blessed. A beautiful mess. Twisted by the hand of time. Just one more time? No one gets it right the first time. The last time, plays over and over like a movie on repeat in my mind. I can't pause and rewind. You can't give a map to a blind man, then condemn him for not getting to your heart on time. It's hard t
Late Night/ Early Morning Ramblings
There is something about my job that is starting to break part of me down I think.  I find myself being less tolerable of people who say and do what I think is stupid shit.  I have heard it all and the excuses for it all.  At least until the next day when I take more calls.  The people I talk to during my work day on the whole are pretty decent people and easy ones with which to converse.  They make my day go by swiftly and they don't bore me.  Then there are the bad ones.  It seems that, for the most part, if I see a birthday anywhere from the early 80s and up or the 50s and back, my heart sinks because I know it's going to be a difficult call.  I think that if you're under 25 there is no fucking way you need a Blackberry.  You also tend to be too dumb to operate one, and too ignorant to act respectfully to the person on the other end of the phone trying to help you.  It seems that the less you pay for your phone and your plan personally, the ruder and more obnoxious you get, and more
Try Again
Want help? I will be more than happy to help you with Adds for family, votes on mumms or comments on mumms, blasts, need help with your profile i will figure out how to help or find someone that does... I will even donate my points to you.. BUT if i am going for points or needing things too dont ask for help and when i do a simple thing and ask you for a simple favor to help me not help I WILL NOT HELP YOU AGAIN!!! I try to help out and help out and help even more.. people are starting to take advantage of it... DONT tell me what I need to or better do... I am a human being and should be treated with respect for godness sakes i dont talk to you like that DONT talk to me like that... I dont get money very often but when i do and its to help level i will bling someone, or if someones helped me out with something i will bling that person.. DONT beg in my SB for a bling... I notice what people are doing I am usuraly shut mouth but you know you all can KISS MY BUTT I will from now on help
Not So Safe
twisted and turned  not sure which way is up anymore  grasping for air  and taking a breath of blood the metallic scent of my own  As it drips from the hole in my chest  that i created with my own hands  as i gripped my ribs and broke em apart  tearing at my heart to remove it flinging it at your feet as the sparkle in my eyes died out.. Ive given you my all  was it enough? my last thought is Alanis Morissette's So Unsexy Lyrics...  Oh these little rejections how they add up quicklyOne small sideways look and I feel so ungoodSomewhere along the way I think I gave you the power to makeMe feel the way I thought only my father couldOh these little rejections how they seem so real to meOne forgotten birthday I'm all but cookedHow these little abandonments seem to sting so easilyI'm 13 again am I 13 for good?I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautifulSo unloved for someone so fineI can feel so boring for someone so interestingSo ignorant for someone of sound mindOh these
Sweet Kream
Hello. I'm Sweet Kream, new to the sight and just wanted to say hello.  Sorry no pictures as of yet, but the face is as Sweet as the name.XOXOXOXOX
There Is A Difference In What We Call Friends
NORMAL FRIENDS: Never ask for FAYGO. JUGGALO FRIENDS: are the reason you have no FAYGO.   NORMAL FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs. JUGGALO FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM.   NORMAL FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. JUGGALO FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" NORMAL FRIENDS: never seen you cry. JUGGALO FRIENDS: cry with you. NORMAL FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. JUGGALO FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. NORMAL FRIENDS: know a few things about you. JUGGALO FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. NOMAL FRIENDS:ASK WHAT A FAYGO SHOWER IS ... JUGGALO FRIENDS:SAY "WHAT TIME AND WHERE?IM FUCKIN AMPED NOW!!!" NORMAL FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. JUGGALO FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. NORMAL FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door. JUGGALO FR
Auction!
OWN ME FOR A MONTH! I CLEAN UP REAL GOOD! CLICK LINK BELOW http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=661564&albumid=1824910&i=3153575801&idx=2#1743533197
My Fairytale Story Courtesy Of Fubar
> My name is Kenna and I would just like to tell you a story. I will keep it as brief as possible. > > Around September 16th, 2008 I stumbled into Dirty Deeds Radio, where I was greeted by a former user who went by BigJon64us. He greeted me and I began to converse with the other patrons in the lounge. I inocently flirted with "BigJon64us" until I later found that he had been seeing someone from the same lounge. Well about a couple weeks passed his gf and I became friends as well as he and I became friends. Things went sour between him and his GF at the time and I was there to comfort him. Eventually he started to call me everyday and things began to happen a relationship started to build as friends and progressed to a romantic interest. October 9th, 2008, was the day he told me he loved me for the first time, and by November 7th, 2008 I had moved in with him and have been with him ever since. > > I just wanted to thank whoever needs thanking for this site, had I not heard about this si
Gun Taser
Own Me! My First Auction!!!
This is my very first auction!  Own me!!   http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2382361&albumid=1834247&i=1482496675#1482496675   Come own me at my very first auction!!  http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2382361&albumid=1834247&i=1482496675#1482496675     Thanks!!
Meeting Master.........
It is going to be a fun night, I have been promising myself for ages that I was going to do this and finally the night has come... the night of 'the party'  arranged by my potential Master, and I was unsure if I should be excited or just plain scared.   I go to shower, and while  the hot water runs over my skin I run the razor over my legs, and pussy to ensure that I am totally hair free, then shampoo my hair with the coconut shampoo that I love and condition it with the matching product.  I know it will leave my hair both smelling good and looking silky.   Walking naked across the bathroom to my bedroom I catch sight of myself in the mirror, hmm, not bad for my age, but certainly never going to see 30 again... but would I want to?   Without hanging around to think that one through I reach into the wardrobe and get out the dress that I have hanging in there waiting just for this night.  It is long, black, fitted close around my waist and hips, but cut low over my breasts,  the back dip
Hello
life is to short to take everything so serious im always  a happy person from the time i wake up to the time i crash whats up with people getting up in a bad mood their not a child anymore grow the *uck up be happy you lived another day the sun shining birds are singing no matter what or who is on your case dont let them get you down shit dont give them the satisfaction  i read peoples blogs and they consider themselves so important like everyone wants something from them lighten up its just a *ucken computer screen its nice to be friends but not everyone wants something from you other than to be nice to you and to the people who think that their so important they need a reality check
Definitions For Odd Words
Felch may mean:* Felching, when semen or other fluids are sucked from the vagina or anus
Beware Sex Site Operators On Fubar
IF someone by this name hits you up. Do not add her to your friends list. She will then ask you to add her to yahoo. If you do she then talks to you for a little bit. Then the topic gets on "cams" She will send you to a site to "unlock" her cam. She will tell you to use a "credit card" with no money on it. She is very persistant. Do NOT add her to fubar or yahoo. Yes i was an idiot and added her, but deleted her after she tried to get my info off of a emtpy credit card. Just be fore warned. This is her link on fubar :  http://fubar.com/user/3467448
Zombie Squad News And Group Status
Wheeew got a LOT to fit in here so I'll just start off by saying thank you to all the new members that have joined,love seeing the group grow as it is. You guys rock all of you do and we WILL make a difference her on Fu by showing the love back. Now with THAT said I've been getting a lot feedback from members saying its hard to tell who's a mamber and where they are....I'm going to fix that problem VERY EASILY. I'm making a folder a ripped folder with a ripped pic from each of your pages so that all the members have to do is go to that folder and you can get to each others pages easier and we can finally have zombie squad members.....RATING ZOMBIE SQUAD MEMBERS lol. BUT I NEED YOU TO PUT YOUR CARD PIC ON YOUR PAGE if it's not on your page unless other members see you while rating someone else's pics they won't SEE YOU. SO THAT'S going to be started and done soon hopefully with all of your participation and cooperation. Now speaking of participation I'd like to take this moment to pers
Just For Fun...
I never thought I would actually enter a contest, but I thought I'd have a little bit of fun and give it a try! Now I need both ratings and comments, so if anyone would be willing to take just a few minutes and rate and/or comment on the following, it would be greatly appreciated!     (Note: If this link does not work, use the one on my page!)   I promised all rates and comments will not go unanswered or unappreciated!  Thank you all in advance!   Rob "The Black Winged Angel"
Scammers
beware of scammers i got hit by one for 10 million fubucks but i stopped them for scamming two others one for 15 million an the other for 8 million   right now the scammer is going by the name uGLybeTTy her page is http://www.fubar.com/user/3489467   beware don't bescammed please go block her before she get you   uGLybeTTyhttp://b.pcc2.fubar.com/76/49/3489467/tn_535866146.jpg">@ fubar  
Wicked Game
The world was on fire No one could save me but you. Strange what desire will make foolish people do I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you No, I don't want to fall in love [This love is only gonna break your heart] No, I don't want to fall in love [This love is only gonna break your heart] With you With you What a wicked game you play To make me feel this way What a wicked thing to do To let me dream of you What a wicked thing to say You never felt this way What a wicked thing to do To make me dream of you v And I don't wanna fall in love [This love is only gonna break your heart] And I don't want to fall in love [This love is only gonna break your heart] {World was on fire No one could save me but you Strange what desire will make foolish people do I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you No I don't wanna fall in love [This love is only gonna break your heart No I don't
Lord Wolf's New Blog
Hi Mike how u been? you an I have had our differences threw the yrs.But I leave fubar on occassions.But this time I brought back new members.Some work out some don't,I been recruiting for fubar from pogo.Last time it was MyYearBook. My Problem I was accused of being a Hacker that I hacked an Deleeted Sin City Lounge an Kanan's account by a StellaRossi.So I sought repubution from this Drama Queen Bitch I desirerd an Apology from her. The Mumm I posted sought that.I ran it as NSFW on purpose so it would not get Flagged.But acourse it did.So then I sought an Apology in the Status Box perhaps I missed used the status box.But to loose both status boxes has really crippled me. I can create tags on my whereabouts which might be elegal as well .To Compensate my status being gone.An Yesterday I found my Bulletin + Blog privelge has been put on punishment as well. That is no biggie because I can have others that are Loyal to me Post Blogs + Bullys. I have just finished reading your new TOS.
Stories
Today I stumpled from my bed with thunder crashing in my head, my pillow still wet from lastnights tears.And as I think of giving up a voice inside my coffee cup kept crying out, ringing in my ears, Dont cry daddy, Daddy please don't cry,daddy u still got me and little Tommy together we will find a brand new mummy, daddy daddy please laugh again, daddy ride us on you'r back again,oh daddy please dont cry. Why are children always first to feel the pain and hurt the worst? Its cruel somehow it just dont seem right. Cause  everytime I cry I know it hurts my little children so, and I wonder if it will be the same tonight, Don't cry daddy, Daddy please dont cry, oh dont cry. Daddy you still got me and little Tommy, together we will find a brand new mummy, daddy daddy please laugh again, daddy ride us on your back again, oh daddy please dont cry. Oh daddy please dont cry. You told me about the long shifts,the days and the nights.You told me about the commanders and there wives.You told me
As I Whisper, You Were Meant To Be Free...
The more you have loved and have allowed yourself to suffer because of your love, the more you will be able to let your heart grow wider and deeper. – Henri Nouwen I don’t have much to say anymore. I feel a lot, but have lost my ability to express those feelings through words be it written or spoken. I am not the girl that i used to be, however i am growing, falling, changing and learning. I hope that the girl waiting on the other side is more beautiful, confident & loving than the one i know today. I’m learning that my love is a bit overwhelming at times. My love twists and turns and morphs the ideas in my head  into false realities. My love is a bit gullible and all too believing. Sometimes i think my love could save someone, could help someone, could heal someone…but i’m learning that it isn’t always welcome, or wanted, or desired…and that’s okay. It’s okay to love and care about people without words or actions, just from
9/11...soon It Will Be 8 Years
MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL PLEASE READ TO THE VERY END, IT IS BEAUTIFUL!!!  
The Way Of Things
Michael Stewart Band  5/27/11 - Red Light Cafe 553 Amsterdam Ave, Atlanta Ga  Message me for tickets       In the past 2 months or so I've put serious thought into the meaning of life and why I am here. Haven't really found a clear cut answer yet. A bunch of almost and maybes. I will tell u something though. There is a reason why I am here. Its simple yet so profound, but i can't put my finger quite on it. I've been thinking, almost to the point of going to the hospital, crushing under some sort of mental terror. People, on average, don't think this much. I've also reasoned that I have gotten a huge amount of awareness of myself and my surroundings. Example : I went over a friends house to just enjoy the company and maybe get to have a nice conversation about serious issues that are going on in each others lives. Didn't happen, lol. Instead what happened was we smoked way to much pot and sat there mindless. Now don't get me wrong, pot rules. But I've found it muc
Favorite Sayings
Remember... Once you get over the hill, you'll begin to pick up speed. If it weren't for STRESS I'd have no energy at all. Whatever hits the fan... Will Not Be Evenly Distributed. Everyone has a photographic memory. Some, like me, just don't have any  film. I always know... God won't give me more than I can handle. There are times I just wish He didn't trust me quite so much. Dogs Have Owners ~ Cats Have Staff If the shoe fits... buy a pair in every color.Never be too open-minded, your brains may fall out.  Just going to church doesn't make you a Christian. 
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♥♥♥In fairy tales the prince rescues the princess and they live happily ever after. This is what they never told you when you were a little girl, dreaming of your "prince" or "knight in shining armor" They never said that trust would be an issue.That the Prince and Princess would fight until they couldn't stand eachother going to bed angry.They never shed light on the fact that Love isn't strong enough to escape  death with something as simple as a Kiss. Nor did they talk about divorce or ending up broken hearted.They never wrote in the pages about tears that would be shed. Why didn't they add in as a sidenote that Fairy Tales is all bullshit? Or that the prince could have only one thing on his mind?They led you on to believe that  Love's answers could be just in a few pages, or simple steps. Why didn't they add that a "prince" could become the "princess's" world and when he left, her world did to. They never told us as little girls that jealousy would be an issue.
Movies
My wife told me to make love to her like in the movies, so i gave it to her in the arse and came on her face. Guess we don't watch the same movies!
Once Upon A Time (a Poetic Fairy Tale)
What She Doesn't Know What she doesn't know Is that his heartbreaks when she isn't near What she doesn't know Is he would give his last breathe to calm her fears What she doesn't know He is happy just knowing her What she doesn't know Is he will remember her forever What she doesn't know Are all the things he can't seem to tell her Damsel In Distress The fair maiden is a true damsel in distress But in this knight she seems to have found rest Some how he has gotten past her defenses He appears to be genuine with out false pretenses
Up And Comin'
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Always Remember
It was devastating & regardless of whether you support the war or not, it was all set in motion because of 09/11/01. The same people who were crying out for justice & revenge are probably some of the same ones who are protesting the war now. They must have forgotten the pain of that day, or how scared it made people. They must have forgotten all of the innocent AMERICANS that died that day for just going about their daily lives. They must have forgotten about the firemen and policemen & brave AMERICANS who died trying to save others. They must have forgotten that the men & women overseas fighting this war are from OUR country. OUR sons, OUR daughters, OUR mothers OUR fathers, OUR friends, OUR brothers, & OUR sisters are over there fighting & serving so this doesn't happen again. When you speak out against the war we are in, you are desecrating the memory of those who died on 09/11/01 & against the memory of those who died fighting in a war for a cause that is very much wort
And God Said
"AND GOD SAID...."I said, "God, I hurt."And God said, I know."I said, "God, I cry a lot."And God said, "That is why I gave you tears."I said, "God, I am so depressed."And God said, "That is why I gave you Sunshine."I said, "God, life is so hard."And God said, "That is why I gave you loved ones."I said, "God, my loved one died."And God said, "So did mine."I said, "God, it is such a loss."And God said, I saw mine nailed to a cross."I said, "God, but your loved one lives."And God said, "So does yours."I said, "God, where are they now?"And God said, "Mine is on My right and yours is in the Light." I said, "God, it hurts."And God said, I know."
Memories Of Our Darkest Day
What were you doing that fateful dayWhen part of our world was taken awayThey came one morning like thieves in the nightTheir hatred destroyed everything in sightSo many loved ones were lost that dayBoth towers, the Pentagon and lives had to payToo high a price for piece of mindGround Zero is all they left behindSo many tears have already been shedHearts broken as we buried our deadThey came to destroy but they made us strongThey thought we would crumble but they were wrongFlight Ninety-three gave the ultimate giftLives of the few for the many who livedJust remembering gives me chillsThat painful day the world stood still What were you doing that fateful dayWhen part of our world was taken awayThey came one morning like thieves in the nightTheir hatred destroyed everything in sightSo many loved ones were lost that dayBoth towers, the Pentagon and lives had to payToo high a price for piece of mindGround Zero is all they left behindSo many tears have already been shedHearts broken as we
My Wounds
I love you through my anger, In between my fits of rage. I want us to be happy, But I just can't turn the page. I see in you the answer To every time I've prayed. Then I get mad; you leave the room; I wish that you had stayed. My love just wants to hold your hand, But my anger doesn't care. I feel the weight you carry. It really isn't fair. I gave our country everything The day I went to war. I thought the cost would be my life, But it turned out to be much more. I look into my child's eyes, And I see a child burned By Napalm lying on the ground, Without a lesson learned. So now they send the young folks To act like war is fun, Without a thought of how they'll feel When their killing job is done. When folks go fill their gas tanks I think they all should know, A veteran's future happiness Is drowning in the flow.         I struggle wiuth this everyday. Wish I had more ppl to lean on. MEDALS Don't envy a man his medalsAll those ribbons on his chestHe did not try to get themT
Deemynus
I'm just a regular joe, with a regular job, I'm  your average white suburbanite slob, I like football, and Porno and books about WAR, I got an average house, with a nice Hard Wood floor! My Wife and my job, my kids and my car, my feet on my table, and a Cuban cigar,.... but sometimes that just aint to keep a man like me interested,oh no no way, uh uh, no i gotta go out and have fun at other peoples expense oh ya, ya , ya, ya,ya,ya,ya!!! I drive really slow, in the ultra fast lane, while behind me are going INSANE!!! IM an aasssshoollee, the worlds biggest asshole, I USE PUBLIC TOILETS, AND I PISS ON THE SEATS, I WALK AROUND IN THE SUMMERTIME SAYING HOW ABOUT THIS HEAT??? im AN ASSHOLE...SOMETIMES I PARK IN HANDICAP SPACES WHILE HANDYCAP PEOPLE MAKE HANDY C A P FACES, YEAH, I AM AN ASSHOLE D  
Me An Inspiration! A Sonet Written To Me Because Of My Picture.
Grr Printer
This is the cover sheet to one of my projects for my college course. Unfortunately my printer seems to have gone kaput. I have been told that there are possible issues printing to either a grey or a black background. I have no bloody way of knowing and the internet as usual is full of misleading info. If some kind soul could print it for me and confirm it looks like it does here i would be grateful. every goes "oh yeah" i understand you are bi-polar and all the rest of it. but you go and do something "mad" like telling them you hear voices and hallucinate and they run a mile and call you a crazy bastard. can't fucking win.
Ironwork
    At first you think “What the hell am I doing up here?” You feel slightly sick as you climb out of the man basket onto the 12” beam for the first time, almost like you need to lay down somewhere. Your mouth is dry, but your hands are wet inside of you cloth gloves with the Ironworkers logo printed on the oversized cuff along with the number of the local which you are apprenticing for. Quite suddenly you are over whelmed by a wave of vertigo so bad it robs you of your ability to stand up, try as you might your legs won’t push you to stand upright. All the sudden 12” doesn’t seem like it’s a lot of room to stand on, much less walk on.     You fight the urge to “coon “ the steel, which is when you sit on the top flange, and push on the bottom flange with your feet while pulling yourself along with your hands, kind of  like scooting yourself along, to the next point where you are suppose to be connecting the next piece of steel with
Dont Quit
when things go wrong which the sometimes willand the road you are trudging seems all up hillwhen the funds are low,and the debts are highand you want to smile but you have to sighwhen care is pressing you down a bitrest if you must,but dont ever quitfor life is strange with the twist and turnsas everyone of us sometimes learnbut many a coward turns aboutwhen he might have won if he stuck it outbut he learns too late when the night comes downhow close he was to the golden crownvictory is defeat turned inside outthe silver tint of the clouds of doubtyou will never know how near you areit maybe near when it seems afarso stick to the fight when you are hardest hitwhen things seem worst is when u must not quit
Need To Get This Off My Chest
IT HAS BEEN SAID TO ME WITH IN THE PAST 10 MINS THAT SOMEONE IS GOIN AROUND SAYING I AM SENDING PPL TO MESS WITH SOMEONE ON THIS SITE. I'M SORRY LAST TIME I CHECKED I WAS A GROWN WOMEN WHO DOES THING FOR MYSELF AND FOR OTHER WHO HAVE HELPED ME ALONG THE WAY. I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR U TO COME TO MY PAGE AND SHOUT ME A MESSAGE SAYING WHAT MY PLACE IS AND WHAT NOT. IF U HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY PLZ SAY IT TO ME. I DON'T DO DRAMA AND WILL NOT ALLOW IT.    
Meet Me In The Stairway
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a Marine, huddled
Yes Or No (no Explanations)
1. you can only answer YES or NO 2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages or comments you and asks. -- and believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming nothing is exactly as it seems. Now, here's what you're supposed to do. . . Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and message me with them and pass it on to friends. ------- ------- ------- ------- ------- -Been arrested? --- noKissed someone you didn't like? --- yesSlept in until 5 PM? --- yesRan a red light? --- yesBeen suspended from school? --- noExperienced love at first sight? --- yesTotaled your car in an accident? --- noBeen fired from a job? --- noFired somebody? --- yesSang karaoke? --- noPointed a gun at someone? --- noDone something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- YesCaught a snowflake on your tongue? --- yesKissed in the rain? --- yesHad a close brush with death (your own)? --- yesSeen someone die? --- yesPlayed spin-the-bot
Captains Demise
there he sits  behind his desk half  made of gold  the other half of  cherry wood hand carved legs of skulls and and bones  his  empty  thoughts  and hardened years of sea and stress  tiol in his mind of loniness he loved her yes  he would  of done any thing  for her  for his love of his woman the one he liad to rest beneath the cherry tree now made into his desk so many long years ago  when he was young and full of life now the years of sea manship now show in his eyes  deep penatrating  oracles of friends long forgotten and life  lost  by  his hands   I remeeber that faithful day  back in those many long years ago  I came to his office well his quarters  and there he set upon his mighty thrown  though jsut a chair  his eyes full of love of his  dearly beloved  yet unbeknown to me he was waiting for the right opertunity  as I wlked into his quarters  he held in his hand a butt of a cutlass drawn and ready sharpened to a fine steele razor edge  he looked at me and he said (boy) he h
Life
life as we know it ? Current mood:  depressed Category: Blogging    Why I....            Since day one Ive been wronged only to not belong - Even my own family couldnt take the truth -  Im not doing it, Im the undone - Their the ones with guns - I never asked I never delayed - It only takes some time until their done - only to start again - This time making it harder to run - If I knew no one would believe me would it have changed things - Instead its all the unsaid making it harder to lie by their side - Leaving minds to bleed the sight only hearing my crys for why - its not I who you should be afraid of - its the devil you see in their eyes - Lying only to save their own souls - yet they dont even know the whole truth - Instead its I who needs the help - I refuse this time to lie and deny the life ive been dying by -  It wasnt I so why do I cry - when someone else would do just fine - in my head awakes the dead walls spayed red from mass
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Yea, Ok
Her hair was up in a pony tail,her favorite dress tied with a bow.Today was Daddy's Day at school,and she couldn't wait to go.But her mommy tried to tell her,that she probably should stay home.Why the kids might not understand,if she went to school alone.But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say.What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.But still her mother worried,for her to face this day alone.And that was why once again,she tried to keep her daughter home.But the little girl went to schooleager to tell them all.About a dad she never sees;a dad who never calls.There were daddies along the wall in back,for everyone to meet.Children squirming impatiently,anxious in their seatsOne by one the teacher called a student from the class.To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.At last the teacher called her name,every child turned to stare.Each of them was searching,for a man who wasn't there."Where's her daddy at?"she heard a boy call out."She probably doesn'
Kinky Calls
I wrote this for someone special... You know who you are Kinky Call! Another night of no sleep Laying in my bed alone Wicked thoughts cross my mind As I hear the ringing phone I pick it up and hear a voice The voice of the man I need Wondering if he’ll realize I want him to plant his seed The talk is simple “how are you?” Are you lying in your bed As passion grows within me And a fantasy feels my head My fingers start to fondle My nipples harden with desire You ask me what I’m doing And say come light my fire You tell me your cock is hard And I blush as if you knew My fingers touching lower My clit is hard for you Our moans go deeper gasping For the passion to last all night Imagining your cock inside me I fantasize the thought I hear a groan outside my window Then a quick and anxious knock… With a moan and gasp you say to me Baby open the door and suck my cock… I open the door with nothing on And you lean down to kiss me… I say wait, And
And
I am in a bad mood been awake all night in excruciating pain the pain meds were useless workman's comp doesn't care   pffft   hugs
My Time In The Corps
I distinctly remember the day my journey in the Marine Corps began. It was the end of July 2005 and I was fresh out of high school full of ambition and curiosity. I had spent the past year in the DEP program preparing for the day I would step off for Parris Island. I was confident that my training and rigorous exercise had prepared me well for what would ensue but still had the fear of god instilled deep within me by the assumption of what kind of demonic creature my Drill Instructor’s would be.   31Jul2005, the time had finally come the culmination of sweat and hard work invested while in the DEP was about to be tested. That night I couldn’t sleep, my mind was an endless maze of nervousness, fear and  the realization that I was about to embark on the most difficult test of my life.  Would I pass the test of becoming a marine?  I would find myself hours later still in the darkness of early morning sitting in front of my RS with my recruiter and a hand full of others stead
Cheep Thrill
you stopped by as if just to flawnt your disappointment in me, you held my hand like you cared again you looked into my eyes like every word was the most important thing I had ever said you told the truth because you remember how the lies felt you did not make me mad you did not break my heart you did not blow my mind you didnot disapoint your vision of what my infected life would be so right that it hurts to say I see it comming the walls I built will crumble the world I love to hide in will vanish and the ashes  for memorries will only sting as the wind blows them away I cant remember when the pain you had givin me felt so good I taste your blood, it southe's the beast for a while as the conversation turned our eye's began to regreat the past our lips came close but the sting of love held us both back the fear that we ment that much should mean something Hurt is the word but pain is't the way to describe it I can't come up with one word.. I often times logg right onto a site and ca s
Jas
when i think back on all the things ive done it makes me sad. It makes me wish i hadnt hurt the people i have.  The changes ive made are effecting the people in my life direrently.  I wonder sometimes if there is a way to please every body but i know the only one i have to please is myself. But im not pleased with the the maybe i should haves in my life. Its that hind sight that keep sober people drunk inside.  It says to thy own self be true, but what  if ones own self is not acceptable to him or others. this is the self i lost while drinking, i had so many masks i wore for diff people i lost the original. It may sound negative as hell but what needs to be done is a real fuck em all and roll with myself as i am, to certain ones i have to be patiant and understanding. some its love me or leave me . people say they find serenity in sobriety i cant find it beceause maybe i dont deserve it or am not looking overanalyzation will be the death of me  like i said just rambling  punch me in th
Amazing Friends
This blog is basicly just as titled!! Im going through a majorly hard time right now and if it wasnt for a few certian people i WOULD have already lost my mind! I have recently found out that I have a very serious heart issues and my kidneys are failing! [[Yes, lovely, I know]] J Escobar, If you wasn't here with me even just through text I would have jumped off the deep end... becuase of your love and caring and understanding you have helped me see the light a the end of the tunnel! I know i GET glum and I get negative but because of you I come outta them lil stages and get back to the person I Normally am!   A Little Shy, Wow what can i say... Even when I was off the fu for the longest time youve never seemed to have forgotten me! You know alot about whats going on and even though Ive never met you I have a close bond with you! Youve always been there when I needed you, always had a ear to listen to me and a bling to cheer me up lol! Thanks girly... You really are one of the sp
It's Never Enough
It's never enough to say I'm sorry It's never enough to say I care But I'm caught between what you wanted from me And knowing that if I give that to you I might just disappear Nobody wins when everyone's losing It's like one step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I, I can't change your mind I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street I can't give you what you want And it's killing me And I, I'm starting to see Maybe we're not meant to be It's never enough to say I love you No, it's never enough to say I try It's hard to believe That's theres no way out for you and me And it seems to be the story of our life Nobody wins when everyone's losing It's like one step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I, I can't change your mind I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street I can't give you what you want And it's killing me And I, I'm starting to see Maybe we're not meant to be There's still time
Stuff
  "Take away love, and our earth is a tomb."--Robert Browning "Like music on the waters is they sweet voice to me."--Lord Byron "I wished for nothing beyond her smile, and to walk with her thus, hand in hand, along a sun-warmed, flower-bordered path."--Andre Gide "What I feel for you seems less of earth and more of a cloudless heaven."--Victor Hugo "Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one."--John Keats Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Others stay awhile, make footprints on our hearts and we are never, ever the same. Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; Don't walk behind me, I may not lead; Walk beside me, and just be my friend. Albert Camus Life without a friend is death without a witness. Eugene Benge     "Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivabl
Leaving
I AM LEAVING FUBAR AS OF SEPTEMBER 25, 2009.  PLEASE PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH YOUR CONTACT INFO IF YOU WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH.  I HAVE MOST OF THE PEOPLE I WANT TO KEEP, IF YOU WANT TO BE DOUBLE SURE, MAKE SURE I HAVE YOUR INFO :)  PEOPLE I NEVER TALK TO OR HAVEN'T TALKED TO, NEED NOT BOTHER TO LEAVE YOUR INFO, I DON'T WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW!
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Own Me Auction
Want to own me go here for my auction Want to Own me Bid Here http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2246897&albumid=2059325&i=567341320&idx=8  
Society
So i have decided that i will be writing a weekly blog about things that I find interesting, or i feel need talked about. Last week was obesity this week is idenity crisis.Have you ever felt that you were born the wrong sex? You look at your body.. and your disgusted.. Like.. why do i have breasts.. these arent mine.. or.. i should have breasts? and your a man asking yourself this? I believe this is all a mental thing, not that they are crazy, but that the hard wiring was crossed, and the physical doesnt match the mental. (as i will say the same with gay lesbian peoples.) this will be a differnt blog entirely) and i give people that take the time and have the courage to change themselves, so much admiration for going after what you want!This is something that happens more commonly then what you might think. I can speak about this personally, but not that i would or want to be a man. But growing up i was always tall, i stand 6'0-6'1 now. I was always small chested. the women in my famil
Ncaa Fb
My week 4 Top 25 predictions #1. Florida over Kentucky#2. Texas over UTEP#3. Alabama over Arkansas#4. Ole Miss over South Carolina#5. Penn State over Iowa #6. California over Oregon#7. LSU over Mississippi State#8. Boise State over Colorado State #9. Miami Florida over # 11 Virginia Tech#12. USC over Washington State#13. Ohio State over Illinois#14. Cincinnati over Fresno State#15. TCU over Clemson #16. Oklahoma State over Grambling StateTexas Tech over #17. Houston #18. Florida State over South Florida#19. BYU over Colorado State Southern Miss over #20. Kansas #21. Georgia over Arizona State#22. North Carolina over Georgia Tech#23. Michigan over Indiana#24. Washington over Stanford #25. Nebraska over Louisiana-lafayette My week 5 Top 25 predictions No. 3 Alabama over Kentucky No. 18 Georgia
The Raise
The Day the Penis asked for a Raise I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response Dear Penis: After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always observe necessary
Obama Stuff
I know I might start venting and get a little off subject but i think its all relative, so here goes. Ok don't ask don't tell. To me that phrase means if you don't ask I don't have to tell. That's all fine to me but i suppose it means different to politicians and other people. On the news they talked about gay marches going on and Obama going on to say he would get rid of don't ask, don't tell allowing gays to serve openly. Im all for it. Let the gays serve their country they are human beings too plus they could do the same job as any straight person since they would have the same training. Im pretty sure with that out of the way reruitment #s will increase, we'll have more soldiers, decrease (hopefully) any chance of ever having to do a draft and unemployment would definately go down, in my opinion. If it happens then more power  to the people who actually get to choose to be in the military. If not, well there's not much I can say. Maybe its just me but if that happens well, grea
Mozilla Firefox 3 Browser Tweaks & Plugins
Here is a step by step guide on adding more speed to your firefox web browser     In your location bar, type about:config   Once it Opens You should see similar to the following screen   Tip1 In the filter bar type network.http.pipelining You should see the following screen   Normally it says ” false ” under value field , Double click it so it becomes ” true “. Once you finished this you should see the following screen.   Tip2 In the filter bar again and type network.http.pipelining.maxrequests Once it Opens You should see the following scr
Sissy Lala's
Ok, so Im new to this and I was rating people...unbenouneced to me they aren't anonymous. Well, Im sorry all..i figured they were. And, I was trying to be honest and rate with an honest opinion verses the typical 10 vote for everyone. That's all peepz. Im sorry if that offends...but thats just me.
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Never Give Up
Well where do I start. My life has been kinda rocky these past 5 months not sure if i'm coming or going. Been wondering if it will ever get better but you are the only one that has control on that. Time will tell what your future holds and from what I can see my future holds alot. I have a wonderful son and a daughter in law and the bestest friend you could ever ask for that has been by my side through alot, I couldn't ask for more. My goal in life is to work hard and make it right and show what I really am all about. Never give up on anything cuz you could be missing out on alot and don't give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about might be the best thing that has ever happened. Life is what you make it only you are in control. Make the best of it cuz you only life once. Believe in yourself and you will get far, life is beautiful so live it up and enjoy it. 
Serious Things
I probably shouldn't be blogging while I'm shaken up and angry, but something I saw on here this morning really got to  me.  Normally things on the internet don't get to be. I just laugh it off and consider people are stupid.  However, gross stupidity such as standing up for a convicted pedophile is too much for me to stomach.   I try to keep my past in my past and I don't play the "I'm a victim" card because that just isn't me.  There was a mumm posted about pedophiles on here.  I came across it this morning and had to read some of the comments.  The first comment I saw was from a female defending her best friend who is a pedophile.  That set  me off because in my experience, pedophiles don't change.  Unless they are changing victims.  This female went on to say how she wouldn't have a problem leaving her child with a pedophile.  I sincerely hope she grows the fuck up and realizes  the danger she would put her children in.  Not everyone that is raped or a survivor of molestation has
Mini Me
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Gone But Not Forgotten
This poem you wrote fits in very well with this particular blog...And also reinforces what I was saying...If you leave the Fu, you don't need to disappear without a word...Altho I came back, I left a way for people to find me...If they cared enough to look :(  hugs sweetie "SAY LATER"SOMETIMES I SIT AND WONDER WHYTHE SADDEST WORDS ARE STILL GOODBYTHE PAIN THEY CAUSE WHENEVER SAIDSTILL FILL THE HEARTWITH PAIN AND DREADSO WHEN YOU FEEL THE WINDAND KNOW ITS TIME TO FLYALLWAYS END WITH LATERAND NEVER SAY GOODBYWRITTEN BYMRFADED   MrFaded-owned by Sweet o Sweet@ fubar and rethink this whole thing. So...I'm leaving Fubar for a while. I may log in to check msgs I may not. At this point all I know is I have to get away. I've wasted 8 months being a fool, blind to what was right there in front of my face and it's time to open my eyes and admit the truth.   I normally don't do this but if you're interested enuf to read this then I guess you deserve to know where you can find me :)   fvrur
********dreams*********
"Dreams... I believe in my dreams, talk about my dreams, think about my dreams, plan for my dreams, create opportunities for my dreams, and I see myself already in my dreams. The only way to achieve a dream is to talk about it, believe it, see yourself in it and create opportunities for it. There is a great will-power that follows whatever you imagine. This will-power gets you going despite all odds and the dreams that are supposed to take you ten to twenty years to achieve are achieved in a shorter period. Paper plans are not enough for dreams! Just see yourself acting out what you have imagined and by the time you get into it, you may think you are still in the process of imagination.What you believe is what you achieve. What you imagine is what you become. What you think is what you experience.
In The Eyes Of A Child
In the eyes of a child there is no fear In the eyes of a child there are no tears In the eyes of a child there is only laughter song and play living life as full to every day In the eyes of a child no one is wrong no one is weak everyone is strong In the eyes of a child everyone is allowed to play there is no reason why others cant stay In the eyes of a child there is no rich there is no poor everyone gets along In the eyes of a child there always room for another In the eyes of a child they live as if they were sister or brother laughing, playing, fighting too In the eyes of a child there is no reason to cry only tears of joy no reason to sigh In the eyes of a child a few words light up their day a few words that everyday you should say. In the eyes of a child a smiles is all they need to live and grow In the eyes of a child I love you is all they need to know.
Then & Now
 Then you held me captive Now Im a boss You used to be able to beckon me Now I dont answer your call You once were able to melt my heart Now I got my brand new start I used to think I'd die without you Now I stand alone The truth be told you lost your strangle hold
From A Mans Point Of Few.please Read Ladies.
Conquest-Mistaken for Feelings A Mans Point of few Thanks Tony for letting me post this: I hear alot of my female friends speak about how sex ruined there relationship. How they had been chatting online and had really developed feelings and when they met, had sex, and didn’t hear from the person of found them cheating...ect., ect.. I want to share (or wake some of you up to a fact you probably know about but don't want to believe)... Men are, by nature, conquerors! And believe it or not, while men are more physical about it, woman have a conquest nature to. However, yours are more mental and spiritual.The truth is, men will sometime tell you, and may even feel it (won't be lying intentionally, or actually do believe) ...that they have deep feelings for you. However, sometimes, it is just the desire to physically conqueror you (aqua: fuck your rains out). It is not a need for some pussy, it is a need to conqueror. Woman do it to the heart, men do it through physical activity.
Loss Of A Family Member
On Tuesday September 22 2009, my sister Leanne past away. I remember the last time we talked was when she came to visit me in July, we promised to spend more time together, but we both had busy lives and lived 4 hours apart.I am still trying to come to terms with this, and it has made me realize just how much we take for granted, how we see the ones we love less and less as we grow older, it made me question was I a good Brother? did she know how much I loved her? I can only hope she did. Leanne my little sis, my friend, you brought so much joy to my life, I will always remember you and smile, knowing how proud and how cherished I was to be your big bro, love always RIP
Random Thoughts
Choices, love, pain,..When do you say it is enough? Why do you say it is enough? Everyone makes their own choices in life. What choice are we onwhen you become a pattern? A continuous cycle...Change? Sights and sounds,they change.What doesn't change? Everything... Some hide and others wait for the ones that hide. Do you think about the choice before it is made? Would you think to put your shoes on before you go outside? The instruction manual for life will never end. It is your own manual. Each with their own as well. You, moment by moment, write your own manual as you choose your direction in life. But because you are not alone here. Your choices may conflict with anothers or it may coincide. Action=reaction. Time is mearly space to plan a choiceor choose "spurr of the moment". The choice is what creates life, creates meaning. It creates a path that always leads to another choice. When you are done writting your manual to life you give it to yourchildren. Then they not only have a
You Could Have Heard A Pin Drop
You could have heard a pin dropWhen in England , at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of empire building' by George Bush.He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return.'You could have heard a pin drop.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~There was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break, one of the French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intended to do, bomb them?' A Boeing engineer stood up and replied quietly: 'Our carriers have three hospitals on board
Fubar Crap
Im Worth $1,000.60 How About You?
This is fun to do. Just read the 'offence' and if you've done it, youowe that fine. Keep going until you've read each 'offense' and Added up your total fine. When you are done Title your it 'My fine is $........' You don't have to confess your answers, just the Amount of your fine.Smoked pot -- $10Did acid -- $5Ever had sex at church -- $25Woke up in the morning and didn't know the person next To you -- $40Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25Had sex for money -- $100Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20Vandalized something -- $20Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10Beat up someone -- $20Been jumped -- $10Crossed dressed -- $10Given money to stripper -- $25Been in love with a stripper -- $20Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $0.10Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15Ever drive drunk -- $20Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50Used toys while having sex -- $30Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20Went ski
Do We?
FEAR_THE_D...: DO U LIKE GIVING HEAD ->FEAR_THE_D...: I dont have a dick so I wouldn't know. FEAR_THE_D...: ARE OLDER LADYS BETTER AT GIVING HEAD ->FEAR_THE_D...: Nope,not at all. very single! FEAR_THE_D...: SO UR TAKEN-> FEAR_THE_D...: my widlness died last year...outta luck with me. sorry! FEAR_THE_D...: I WANNA WILD ONE-> l->FEAR_THE_D...: Well that sucks...get a new one. FEAR_THE_D...: BORED OF MY G/F >FEAR_THE_D...: I am great and you? FEAR_THE_D...: HOW R U SEXY-> FEAR_THE_D...: Hi   Hmmm,I should have said "Well yes,yes we do. I suck mine daily!" Jackass!
Jokes
BEER VS. VAGINA1.Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work.One point to BEER2.Warm beer tastes awful.One point to VAGINA3.A really cold beer is satisfying.One point to BEER4.If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hairbetween your teeth, you may vomit.One point to VAGINA5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being.6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere.One point to VAGINA7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation maysuffer. If you eat any vagina in public, you become a legend.One point to VAGINA8. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of vagina he may buy you
To You
When your sad, i will dry your tears,When your scared, i will confort your fears,When you need love, my heart i will share,When your sick, for you i will care,When you are worried, i will give you hope,When your confused, i will help you cope,You will feel my love when we are apart,Knowing that nothing will change my heart.When you are lost and cant see the light,My love will be a beacon, shining through the night,This is my promise, my vow til the end,For you, above all, are my world, my girlfriend,These words on paper, show my care for you,From my lips, these words are spoken, will always be true,God has blessed me, with your hand in mine,Both our hearts, will constantly intertwine.Everyone lives through pains and sorrows,I promise together we will face all tomorrows,Happy with you, swallowed in love,Bless God for giving me you and everything above.
Something New
I hurt myself today,sending the blade deep,only to watch it bleed,sick and twisted is my mind,when everything I had,is gone,and I feel like I am running blind,surrounded by darkness,aimlessly wandering,looking for a sign,hoping for the light,but still all I feel,is this pain deep inside,violence and anger,begin to swell,don't fucking act like you know me,you don't know my hell,the wrath I harbor,will only bring you ruin,it's my curse,my demon inside,that drives me to this place,the edge of insanity,and back again,it's all black and white,no gray area to sit,day by day i suffer through this shit,all alone,when no one understands,the pain inside this man. Heeeeeeeyyyyyy yeeeeeaaaaaahhhhh yeeeeeaaaahhhh There seems to be no light at the end of the tunnel darkness surounds me the voices getting louder drug induced confussion is setting in........ the termites and spiders are eating me from within...god help me when you look into my eyes what do you see?... can you feel my pain an
Random Thoughts
A whisper in my ear, thoughts only spoken to the mindm with a slight touch of sanity, my dreams become my reality.... never wanting to wake from this slumber, to spend the rest of my life in this state, its a place where noone can enter,,, only be brought....   This is my realm, my solitude, my dreams, hopes and fears. My Mind unravels with thoughts of life, death, love, memories and questions in which no answer can be given; one can spend the rest of their lifes looking for a way to understand, and never find the path to the answer, only to the possible futures. Thoughts flood your head, feelings of guild, pain, loss, heartache, confussion.... When does it all stop? Your mind spins round, not knowing where to run..... the anxiety keeps digging till there is nothing left to dig. Things you thought you were so sure about suddenly become so uncertain, a lose of trust creates a wall of mis-guided thoughts, all understanding swept away as the anxiety takes control, your left asking your
Hightimes Battle
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Send Me An Angel
Send me an angel to dry my crimson tears Send me an angel to kiss away my fears, to make everything all right Send me an angel to take away these pills To make the pain stop, and replace the way it feels Send me an angel to take the gun from my bed Just in case Im not afraid next time I put it to my head Send me an angel to stop these shaking hands An angel who will help me when I fall, to stand Send an angel to love me for better or for worse To make the pain disappear, even when everything hurts Send me an angel to put the smile back on my face The one which the frown long ago replaced Send me an angel on whose shoulders I can cry An angel who makes me want to live, even when all I want is to die
Aflickering Light, Just Out Of Reach
+A Flickering Light, Just Out Of Reach+A flickering lightPathway to my heartBlocked by youEven I thought it wasn't possibleCold fusionMy heart tells my mindDream of youSomething I can't controlNight sky in my headSeeing your face in the starsCought in the circle of me and youLaying upon the earthRememberingAll the words you saidFeeling from the placeI try not to let people inListening to the languageOf my heartThunder claps of LoveEarth/SkyYou/MeCrystal clearHow muchI LOVE YOUSee me smilingLike the morning sunUpon dew kissed grassAll the time I was thinkingI didn't have the heartTo Love you withAs this crazy world would have itYou got itWhat would be truly crazyIf I didn't Love youShattering ImagesOf what I thoughtA woman wasIn sorrow shaped lonelinessForgetting aboutPassing daysIn my eyesAlwaysI come back toTwisted thoughtsOf me and youSet adrift intoThe colors of the earthMaking the cloudsStand stillTouching the clayDigging deepFeeling your warmthThere is no such thingAs timeWhen I w
Love
She smells of  Champaign and roses. Combined together, they mark the touch of loves passionate kisses mixed with the satin warm skin that has become the map of my exploration of her pleasure.       Her lips invite my kisses. Her moans encourage my desire. Her heart sets the rhythm that my body moves to. She is my symphony, playing to my hopes and dreams. Sweeping them up into her arms as we dance upon the blankets of her bed.       Great seductress of my heart. Angel of blessed passion. Healer of my heart. My giver of everlasting, I name you all of everything that is me, for everything of you has woven the threads of us into one. We are forever inseparable. We are all that is love and all that love could ever be.      This time, this moment, cannot be compared to anything that has passed. For nothing that has been transcribed or thought could come close to the wonder of this stroke, this kiss, this taste or the very moment of your eyes looking into mine. To perfect for perfection
Contest I'm In
I'm in a tattoo contest, come help me out by rating this pic: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1450398&albumid=1862300&i=2237593855&idx=3  i would really like to win against some of the more elaborate tats that are in this contest!
Help Those In Need...
Support The Movement! Check this out! http://www.glennbeck.com/content/videos/?uri=channels/451373/1398883 Stop... Think... Give!!! About Our Childern Of America... How Can we just sit there and Let this Happen??? PLEASE PUT A STOP TO THIS!!! If You have any kind of a heart... or you have Children... PLEASE TAKE TIME TO WATCH THIS! Grab a Box of Tissues... and Prepare YOURSELF! PSA-HUMAN TRAFFICAING
Always In Heart
The City
Change direction one more time. Change your looks and change your mind. I don't believe a single word. You're not a part of what I love. We would be better off if you just leave. Watch them fade like you know it had to be. I'll still be doing the same old shit that I was yesterday. Fade away cause we knew you couldn't stay. We see it all the time so we'll sit back and watch you fade away. I've taken my bumps, I've taken my falls. I've been knocked down and through it all this one thing always stayed the same. I've seen them come, I've watched them go so I'm just trying to let you know this is for the ones that still remain. Where are you gonna be tomorrow? Where did you lose yourself today? Watch them fade like you know it had to be. I'll still be doing the same old shit that I was yesterday. Fade away cause we knew you couldn't stay. We see it all the time so we'll sit back and watch you fade away This world was built for people like you, but it was built by people li
Its The Land Of The Free!
Something happened to me yesterday (Oct 3 2009) that I just have to write down and share with someone. I am a Navy reservist who has been deployed in southwest Asia. I have just spent over 300 days in Muslim countries or at sea. I have just recently arrived back in the states and am currently staying on a Navy base here in Norfolk, VA. Yesterday was such a beautiful day, the sun was shining, and there was a nice breeze. I was setting outside, behind the barracks, smoking a cigarette, and drinking a cold beer. I was just enjoying the day, when this man comes up to me. He’s a large older man, with long gray hair, and was wearing a suit. I don’t know him, but I have seen him around and have pegged him as the building manager. He points to my beer, and in an angry voice says, “Is that alcohol?” “Yes it is,” I say, and feeling very friendly I continue “and I was just reading the label, and I’m surprised to find that its 6.5% alcohol per vo
~people Will See Us..100 Words Or Less~
Back to my game of putting things, thoughts, dreams, desires, fantasies down in 100 words or less....first came 'Black Netting', then 'Captured by the Moment' and now this offering......here we go.... There's a Wildness in Her Eyes Tonight....Animalistic, Carnal, Furious....I'd guessed just how little she was wearing under her trench coat, But it's still a suprise when she opens it wide in the Moonlit Street, lampost buzzing in the background. My Heart races as I take in her lingerie clad body... 'Kiss Me'....she sighs... I approach her tenatively...aware of the heat coming off in waves... Her mouth is Soft and Warm and Sweet....She tastes of Lust and Desire... 'Fuck Me' she asks, begs, demands...wantonly gripping the Hardness in my trousers.... 'People will see us'..... 'I Know' she smiles slyly...'I Want Them Too'.......   Peace.....
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Sleeping Princess!
And I hope every morning you wake up, it hurts more and doesn’t stop. And I hope every night you rest you lay and pray for death. You made a better trophy in my dreams. And now you are my nightmare. I wonder, “Where did I go wrong?” And you are all that’s left of what it meant to live. Don’t worry. This will only hurt for a second. Sleep soundly. Just where did I go wrong? Just where did I go wrong? And hoping for changes, we’ve wasted this, and what for? And what for? One more day of this weight. One more day of this dissolved presence.
I Love You
I have tried but it's so uncontrolled. Crazed and ecstatic, Cupid's choke-hold. Like fighting the oxygen I need for my life. Bouncing around what's wrong and what's right. A familiar face and careful hands Holding me tightly as time lets me mend. Patient and lovely in all different ways. A beautiful soul, where my dreams lay. A haunted past, a world made from dust. Flammable words threaten to combust. Forbidden but wanted, secretive moves. [Nothing can stop me from being with you.] Consumed by the pain when he walks my way. And one word from you removes all the ache. My shoulders are heavy with my dirty deeds. But deep down inside, please forgive me. I have waited and pondered and thought, And I've concluded that you're what I want. Inside so pure and bright as the moon, I can't help falling in love with you.
Thinking Of You..
A White Rose The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; Oh the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips. What is Love ? Is it being cared about ? Is it when she looks deeply into your eyes ? Is it when she reaches out to grab your hand ? Is it when she kisses you Is it when she tells you that she loves you ? Love... What is love ? It is when you put everything on the line to make her happy. Her Love:     Her heart sings one of love's simply songs   This song, is a dedication to only our love A woman's love is the greatest gift to man   It's everything I can imagine and dream of.  Her love is the pages deep inside my heart   To an open book only for her eyes to read Her love, fulfills all of my deepest desires   She has brought to life, all of my heart.  Her beauty is a ref
My Baby
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Fakes
Seems that the only time it matters if there is a fake on here is when it affects someone that is high up. Everyone is just soooo upset because of it. Let someone unknown on here get played and it doesn't matter. It becomes your fault for falling for it. You should have done this and you should have done that. Well,maybe those that are so important to this site should have done the same. People say it all the time...this is the fu....not real life. Guess those that say it,should learn it. Don't put yourself in the positon to call out fake people if you don't want others giving you the names of fakes also. Don't call out someone that you are not positive is fake and blog and bulletin it and the person is real. Frankly,half the real people on here are more fake than the fakes themselves.
My First Auction
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Skulllprincesss
All I need is you,With every breath I take,I think about you,As I lay here awake,Only thing on my mind is you,They said you were a mistake,But I still think about you,As I drown myself in the lake,I'm still thinking of you,In all these activities I partake,There all because of you,Here comes and earthquake,Broken in two I'm thinking of you,Now please take the stake,On my head put a picture of you,So They all know your the last thing going through my head...
Diabolical
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Poem- From Someone Special
Hearts made of Glass   I have a heart made of glass I keep up on the shelf I take it down when, I want to be myself It beats for a love of only one man A Love that is given like no other can My heart made of glass he holds in the plam of his hand until the moment has come when our time is done   You have a heart made of glass Your keep up on the shelf You take it down when you want to be yourself
Search For Lindsey Baum (mccleary, Wa And Surrounding Area's)
The original Site for Lindsey Baum can be found at http://findlindseybaum.com/Here is something I took form the from page to show you. The site has more info including Tips, How you can help and more! This is something that my unit participated in. Some of us will be going back out on the weekends to provide more assistance. ANYONE can help search for Lindsey Baum so if you are in the area and would like to help, let me know.   A $10,000 REWARD HAS BEEN ISSUED FOR INFORMATION THAT LEADS TO FINDING LINDSEY BAUM PLEASE READ LINDSEY'S BLOG FOR MORE CURRENT NEWS AND INFORMATION(SEARCHES SCHEDULED THIS WEEKEND CHECK OUT THE BLOG FOR MORE INFO!) Have You Seen Lindsey Baum? 10 year old Lindsey Baum disappeared from her hometown of McCleary, WA on June 26th, 2009 as she was walking home from a friends house a few blocks away.**Please note Lindsey turned 11 on July 7th 2009.         Height: 4 feet 9 inches tallWeight: 85 poundsEye Color: BrownHair Color: BrownPersonality: Outgoin
In Retort To Gypsy Vampyriss' Blog Poem.....
he reads her blog with adorationas his cock thickens with anticipationshe smiles and feels warmth in her heartas she knows that this is only the starthe is humbled by her beauty and sweetnessand knows that she really is his only weakness!
Tax And Spend Health Care
Last week, the Congressional Budget Office released itspreliminary cost estimate for the health plan put forward by SenatorMax Baucus (D-MT). The plan would cost $829 billion over ten years butstill reduce the deficit by $81 billion.The White House and liberals in Congress say the report confirmsPresident Obama's promise that big-government reforms "will help bringour deficits under control in the long term."  The leftist mediajumped on board, heralding the CBO's numbers as a "green light" forObamacare. Does it sound too good to be true? There's a good reason why: Heritagehealth policy expert Nina Owcharenko points out that the report is farfrom rosy. *  Just a preliminary analysis. The CBO makes very clear that itsanalysis is based on Sen. Baucus' plain-English draft proposal.It is not based on final legislative language, so the costestimates are subject to drastic change.*  Real cost may be far higher. The $829 billion ten-year costcould easily underestimate the real burden. "Virtu
Im Up For Auction Please Come And Bid On Me
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Terry's Blog
If you are looking into accomplishing something in the hottest game online, Mafia Wars, then you will have to cover a great range of subjects including energy management, property management, etc, and today I am going to give you a quick list of ways to dominate Mafia Wars with some cool Mafia Wars cheats. Click here to read more - Mafia Wars secret and Dominate Mafia Wars Keeping a close look your children's internet activity at all times to know if they are or are not being honest is close to impossible for a parent to do so. Take a look at the availble filters online such as a porn blocker. There are a couple of things that a good porn blocker will do that a "content control filter" won't. Click here to read more - Best Porn Filter and How To Block Porn 1. A good porn blocker will block new porn websites. Did you know that there are over 4 million porn websites and counting? Knowing that, do any of the ones on your list say that they will block even the new sites that are popping
Fumafia
Please see me in Fu-Mafia and join my Turf   http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=683
The Buzz Bake Sale 2009 Rocks!!!! Music Line Up This Year!!!
ALOT OF FLORIDIANS KNOW ALL ABOUT THIS CONCERT AND KNOWS IT FUKKIN ROCKS!!! WELL HERE IS THE LINE UP OF BANDS THAT WILL BE PLAYING THIS YEAR IN NO SET ORDER... MANCHESTER ORCHESTRA CAGE THE ELEPHANT SICK PUPPIES METRIC OUR LADY PEACE PANIC! AT THE DISCO AFTER MIDNIGHT PROJECT ANBERLIN 30 SECONDS TO MARS MATISYA-U SKINDRED THE USED GREAT LINE UP! I CAN NOT WAIT TO GO!
Numb
           I am quite annoyed by the antics of some and I am sure others are annoyed with me, but I most of the time try to correct and do better.  What I can not understand or have mercey on is someone that is a hopeless train wreck.  I simply mean someone that has never tried, never done a damn thing for themselves, and someone else always gets stuck with the baggage.  We are stuck in a world full of half assers, quiters, complainers, screw ups and so on with the descriptive language.  I realize I have bitched about this before, but it has gotten on my nerves once again and it branches to those people that are whiners and beggers.  Also this rant stems to those people that are on here and abroad that simply think they are better than someone else.  I bled the same blood you do and sweat the same kind of sweat as you do if you even know what hard work is.  I usually would leave this to karma and say it would come back to your sorry ass, but I am far past that.  If you(meaning anyone)
Beautiful Smile Contest....
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=119458&albumid=1883979&i=2834938771 IN A MOST BEAUTIFUL SMILE CONTEST!!! WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF YOU WOULD TAKE A MINUTE OR TWO OF YOUR TIME TO GO RATE MY PIC AND EVEN BID ON ME I'M GIVING AWAY A BLING PACK TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER!!
Spotlight
That time is here. Needing to raise fubucks for spotlight. Any and all donations are greatly appreciated. Thanks Wayne
By My Master's Hand
Sweetdreamssoft lay your head herekind embrase and gentel whisperstender keeping soulwarth find in this entanglementa kiss to far away in my forgettfullnesssweetdreams there are no riddles or questionsAiry flighs eyes filled with wonderEven the earth welcomes you in joysay you with a smile curling lipsspring rosses on yor cheaksi look to find glory and peacewith each kindness i am unboundfound a king and nobel
Misc Stuff
  The grey and dark have come. Her cold touch fills the air. Into the newness January stands alone. Seeking to touch those with out care.   The softness of her voice cools all that can hear. Her chill bears down deep on toughts around. Gloom, is seen for miles. For her heart can not be bound.   Everything has gone past the point of old. In her eyes, you can see hope of a new. Hope and trust try to push on. Yet even the frost kills her dew.   Lot of things still hang in the balance. Hope and luck are in there fight. Fear, sorrow and cold strike hoping to prevail. Both sides wage at each other with all there might.   Eternal is the feeling. Long are the nights. Warmth seams to be to far away. One hopes they can survive the fright. by Tom Petty Well she was an american girlRaised on promisesShe couldnt help thinkin that thereWas a little more to lifeSomewhere elseAfter all it was a great big worldWith lots of places to run toYeah, an d if she had to dieTryin she h
Love
I'm losing you so quickly. I try to stop time so I can catch up, but I see that is not possible. All I have to do now is to try to fight. Yet everyday that I see you with someone else, I see that I am losing and that I have to get on my feet quickly before things get worse. I ran out of breath. Now I feel like I can't breathe. I'm tired of having to fight this battle where I know I am going to loose, but because I love you so much, I just don't give up. I don't give up because you never said that I didn't have a chance with you. Once you let me know that, I will leave you alone. Even though you're with another girl, I want to believe that you think of me. Don't lie and say you never wish you had one of my kisses. Can you see that I am dying without you? Don't lie and say that there wasn't a time when I drove you crazy. I could see it in your eyes, but long time I haven't that I can't say. Don't try to hide it because I know you sometimes think of me. You killed me on the inside, now al
My Poetry
Running down the streetlate one stary nightI hear her screambut no one in sightI hear hr whisperingstill no sight of herworrying whats happenedfiguring whats a stirI feel in my gutsomething bad is downcan't place it yetno one seen aroundThen it hits melike a ton of stinkthe one i love is hurtingAt least I thinkHow is it possibleshe's so far awayI run back homemake the call in disarrayShe answers th phonebefore it began to ringShe felt the same wayShe thought the same thingYou see we're so closeat heart only you seeI feel what she feelsand she he same with meI wanted to hear youI wish you were hereI miss you dearlyI'm so lost I fearWe end the callwith a tender sighI love you truelyI feel her start to cryWipe your tears babeDon't you dare startJust remember thisYou'll always have my heartDon't you worryI'll be home soonFor now we'll be togetherAlways underneath the moon. Theres many Religions in the world todayBut people stillBelieve ether wayI'm here to tell youOf yet another wayIt's th
Death Of An Innocent
Before I start let me say this this story touched me inside and out as I read it as I could feel her pain and agony and felt a strange feeling inside of tears and so on and even more when I read it out loud to my grandma.... so here it goes I went to a party, Mom. I remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom so I   drank soda instead. I really felt proud inside, Mom, the way you said I would. I didn't drink and drive, Mom, even though the others said I should. I know I did the right thing, Mom. I know you are always right. Now the party is finally ending, Mom, and everyone is driving out of sight. As I got into my car, Mom, I knew I'd get home in one piece, because of the way you raised me - so responsible and sweet. I started to drive away, Mom, but as I pulled out into the road, the other car didn't see me, Mom - and hit me like a load.   As I lie here on the pavement, Mom, I hear the policeman say "The other guy is drunk," Mom, and now I'm the one who will pay. I'm ly
Too Damn Much Politics
I am getting sick and tired of people in Mumms telling me how wrong I am because I dont see the natural wonder of the conservative wing of the Republican Party.  Yesterday I was attacked as thinking that I was smarter than the attacker because I was a Democrat. Following was my answer: My friend, I am smarter and better educated, more insightful, better read and probably taller, funnier and better looking. I suspect I make a better omelet have a better car and trim my toenails with more precision. I am a better pilot, swimmer and have more underwear than you do (although that one is subject to an audit that I dont chose to conduct.) I have a better sense of introspection, better diagnostic skills and a top spin serve that would mop you up. I also dont define everything in terms of politics. Nice talking, once again.
My Broken Heart
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1044202&albumid=1888264&i=3994013850&idx=2          Way Too LongHere I am again  just me inside my mindKnowing it necessary to go back in time  not as complicated as I would have it seemBlood paved roads leading to lost dreams  never thought I would have what it takesYet all that time, I never would break  what dont kill you only makes you strongerWell it seems to me it just takes longer  pieces of me are born while other pieces dieRest in peace, and whatever you do, dont cry  fighting, always trying to find my groove Always on the edge, not daring to move  a matter of time before I would fallExquisite pain, meaning nothing at all  thunder and lightning, beatiful blood red skiesCalm before the storm brewing in my eyes  lies dressed up pretty, all home grownSmoke and broken mirrors, all to call my own  my fun house constructed and built of bloodMaking me doubt myself and all I love  new dreams now having me hypnotizedLooking into my mind, I sit mesmorize
Sweet Lemonade Yeah Sweet Lemonade
You gotta watch this ....   http://existenz.se/out.php?id=17275     I can't stop listening to it... thanks BRAIN!!!!    
Love And Lost
hello and im writing this blog based on a request of someone important to me, and just cuz its time i share something with people, its not bad, but its about love and the losing someone who matters even after all these years. It starts in 1998, i was working at a nursing home called Kensington Manor. I was dietary work, cleaning pots and dishes. it was May when she walked in to my job, she was a new worker and i had to train her. Her name was jennette rivera, and at the time i didnt know what an impact she would leave me. after time we worked togother, as dishers were teammates when doing the job. One nite after working a double shift, i found her sitting, waiting for her ride, a call later and i took her to the hospital, her mom was in a car accident. i spent the whole nite with her, and during that time, we grew closer. i was a bitter man towards God and she was all about god. that nite i learned to let go of my maddness and opened my heart to possible things. After that, things too
Southern Sex Symbols
Zatanna **Co-Owner of American Sex Symbols**' wrote the following at '2009-10-23 16:55:39'.. > > > >   > > > > >   > > > > The sexiest Cowboy on fubar... Countryboy Superman has once again brought together the American Sex Symbols... A collection of the hottest Men and Women in U.S.A. on fubar... We are a close group of friends and we are always looking for new members... If you are interested in joining... See the blog marked "How to apply"... This group has been around before and was once the second highest memeber rate group on fubar... and our goal is to get to be #1 > > American $ex $ymbols Group (See Blog to Apply)@ fubar > This Announcement brought to you by > > Countryboy Superman (Leader of the JLM & Southern Sex Symbols) Owned by Zatanna@ fubar > & > Zatanna@ fubar> > > > > > > >
Why The Dog Left
 WHY THE DOG LEFT                  I BELIEVE I WOULD'VE, TOO!!!!....LOL!!!! AND SOME OF YOU THOUGHT YOUR DOGS WERE BIG!!!!  
7 Kinds Of Sex
SEVEN KINDS OF SEX Results of a recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex. The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex.. * This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone, and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. * This is when you have been with your partner for a short time, and you are so needy you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. * This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine, and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. Th e 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex * This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say 'screw you.' The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex. * Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. (Very Popular) The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. * This is when you cannot stand your wife any m
Kenny Fuckin Powers
so i started watching a new show on HBO.  it's hilarious.  it's called "Eastbound and Down".  it's about a former pro baseball pitcher who falls from grace and ends up being a gym teacher at a middle school.  i'm not gonna give it all away, you just have to start watching it.  i love it..  oh and Will Ferrell co-produces this show and makes a couple cameos.  try this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bgDaVLCaBzQ
Lyrics That Mean Something To Me...
I'm so fed up with everyone around me No one seems to care I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change I'll never be the same It's always do this, do that, everything they want to I don't wanna live that way Every chance they get they're always pushing me away It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be It's all so messed up and no one ever listens Everyone's deranged I'm just so fucked up and I'm never gonna change I wanna lay it all to waste They're always say this, say that, nothing that you want to I don't wanna live that way Every chance they get they're always shoving me aside It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be I'M DONE! In the end we're all just chalk lines on the concrete Drawn only to be washed away For the time that I've been given I am what I am I'd rather hate you for eve
Calan Gaeaf - Halloween
Halloween's origins date back to the ancient Celtic festivals of Irish Samhain (pronounced sow-in), Scottish Gaelic samhainn, and the Welsh Calan Gaeaf.     The Celts, who lived 2,000 years ago in the area that is now Ireland, the United Kingdom, and most of modern France, celebrated their new year on November 1. This day marked the end of summer and the harvest and the beginning of the dark, cold winter, a time of year that was often associated with human death. Celts believed that on the night before the new year, the boundary between the worlds of the living and the dead became blurred. On the night of October 31, they celebrated Samhain, when it was believed that the ghosts of the dead returned to earth. In addition to causing trouble and damaging crops, Celts thought that the presence of the otherworldly spirits made it easier for the Druids, or Celtic priests, to make predictions about the future. For a people entirely dependent on the volatile natural world, these prophecies
Once Again
I cant say never, maybe or yes I wanted to but I get surprised by the universe Something new and interesting someone exciting a flavor its all a monkey wrench to the never the always the maybe the yes the no hazy shades of grey I love them so I live in the now and trust in a future mine not always yours almost definately I wonder wander sit pace cant think straight I tried that once I ended in the same place I began I like circles the ongoing energy I sleep but the dreams are so busy maybe I think I am sleeping the what if oh the what if they are so much fun dont take them seriously I did once it did not work out so well but I am ok I think I think I am ok oh I love circles and then I rest on a rock by the stream under the trees and forget about it all   this is the song that has been chasing me by ani difranco
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Motivation
So, I love writing. In fact before I chose to double major in computer engineering and chemistry, I was an English major. Well, here I find myself in runt/rut? wtfever you wanna call it? lol. I have to write a speech about life till now, and present to some very important people, yet I can not find the motivation inside me to finish. I always envisioned what would it be like to tell my life story or even write a book about it! This is my time to share my trials and how I've overcome things in my life, yet I have 2 pages written that I need to re-write, and I have a lost for words. I have a speech coach, yet I'm afraid to call him to tell him that I haven't even touched my 2 pages. I have ideas. A lot of them. I guess I just don't know how to start off the first part to include my mother, because well without her I wouldn't be where I am today. So any ideas on how to get motivated? My hubby said to block fubar and web browsing and just write lol... This is an awesome opportunity and
Normal Stuff
  im not your normal male......i wont perve ya..ya if i think you are cute etc ill tell ya...i dont want your messager number or too see your nsfw...i might view them at my own time but thats not what i choose too see im not here for points anymore im here for friends ive known alot of people on this site since lost cherry days even tho i took a leave when this became cherrytap(right before fubar for those that dont know)dont get me wrong i love points being rated and blinged etc but thats not my reason for staying...if you have a man (or women) i respect that im not trying too get your your pants im with someone and happy unless you are bi looking for a threesome lol ...ive seen and heard of alot of the men on this site talking dirty too complete strangers etc and it sickens me ...ladies not all men are like that its called manners...and trust me some of the women are just as bad...you think because you are online and not in front of the person it gives you the right too talk how ya w
Great Smiles
Recently I have had a wonderful person join my life. My long lost sister Jeanne has after 45 years made contact with my father. Every day since Jeanne was 3 yrs old my father has thought of her and tried to contact her in some way. Now my father is the happiest he has ever been since we received her letter. I can't wait till i meet her and also happy that I have gained her in my life as well. She also has 2 kids which means i'm an aunt x3 total. Only wish i could have been in their lives earlier, I feel i have missed so much with them as well as them with me. God has given us all this wonderful gift and I can't thank him enough. well i got my teeth done now and my smile looks wonderful i guess i gotta delete some pics to add new ones but no1 is rating too many of my pics anyways so im not sure if i want to
Time Promotes Green Sex Toys, Like Whips That Are ‘cruelty-free (to Cows, That Is)’
Time Promotes Green Sex Toys, Like Whips That Are ‘Cruelty-Free (to Cows, That Is)’ By Tim Graham (Bio | Archive) October 19, 2009 - 17:17 ET The liberals at Time magazine would never want to impose their sexual morality on you – unless it involves environmentalism. The October 26 issue features an article headlined "Sex and the Eco-City: Look out, petroleum jelly. Getting it on is getting greener." Writer Kathleen Kingsbury began: In many ways, choosing a sex toy is not unlike buying a car. Walk into most adult shops, and the new-car smell is undeniable. Salespeople tout motor speed and durability. And then there are emissions to consider. That's carbon emissions, of course. As the green movement makes its way into the bedroom, low lighting is a must--to conserve electricity--but so are vegan condoms, organic lubricants and hand-cranked vibrators. The captions beneath a collection of "eco-friendly" offerings to go "Green Between the Sheets" incl

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