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Ok guys and gals I will be straight forward I am a professional model. I am here to promote my website, both private sexy videos and setup webcam shows. If you like to know more details message me.
Daddy Diaries
So I have had my email address for so freaking long and it has tens of thousands of old email that i decided to try and clean out someday....well being a stay at home mommy gives you a lot of time on your hands especially as your tot gets a bit older and is more interested in playing his video games and I dont have to chase or clean up after as much what does that mean? I get to clean out some email and actually sit and type some words which I guess I tend to write alot just like when I talk I tend to talk too much so there you have it! A genuine blogger! Going through my emails I found the correspondance between me and my dad to be quite interesting over the years and thought it might be a good idea to publish them kinda like a memoir or something.....ahhhh wtf why not I think they are blog worthy if not a cool way to scrapbook something in time sinve now a days no one corresponds through snail mail anyways unless you are in jail but now they have e-mail too! so as i clean out
Html5 Css3 Test
When you add an video from youtube to your stash, there is a lot of unexplainable HTML code. This code should work in browsers with two different plug-in components models
Nicolette's Blog
I didnt want to edit it or re-write it for here...   "Hey everyone!    I'm not sure if this group is up and running still. But I see that so many people have alot of interest in the WWE which is great. I just wanted to mention somethings about the Independent wrestling that is not owned by Vince and not as popular.      I'll start by saying I started wrestling about a year and a half ago. I AM NOT in the WWE but I'm trying to be. My second choice is TNA. But right now I'm working the indy scene which is an underground type of wrestling for those of you who don't know. In order to get into the WWE you need to know how to wrestle and actually be good. And to have a decent size fan base. Which I am currently working on. My reason for this post is to try to establish a fan base big enough for the WWE to sign me. My style of wrestling is high flying. I also have a clean image so that I can be marketed to children.  So that means no playboy, or any inappropriate photos. If anyone is inte
Chef Boy-r-d
So tonight I wanted Jambalaya after the room mate, Amanda, Suggested it.. I am the chef of the house cuz women cant least in this house.. So instead of buying the premade packet of stuffs by Tony Sacherie, I decided to do the thing big...from scratch...all fresh ingredients. So i go to Emeril Lagasse recipes and write down whats needed and slap it together.. it is simple to make, although some kitchen multi tasking is needed.. and is freakin delicious,,,   this is the recipe I followed:     Ingredients 12 medium shrimp, peeled, deveined and chopped 4 ounces chicken, diced 1 tablespoon Creole seasoning, recipe follows 2 tablespoons olive oil 1/4 cup chopped onion 1/4 cup chopped green bell pepper 1/4 cup chopped celery 2 tablespoons chopped garlic 1/2 cup chopped tomatoes 3 bay leaves 1 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce 1 teaspoon hot sauce 3/4 cup rice 3 cups chicken stock 5 ounces Andouille sausage, sliced Salt and pepper Directions In a bowl combin
Do u ever wonder why we have lounges? its to make friends, have fun and most lounges listen to great tunes so if u dont have a lounge,,,check one others on fubar and meet new people and have  good times Ty  fubar lounge owner roxie   RoxieRays vegas  Hideaway     H i i jsut wanted to thank everyone for welcoming me , for the last week its been alot of fun i hope to meet many more friends please stop by anytime and say hi because one thing we can never have enough of is friends take care huggsss Roxie  
Today we went shopping for pants since I didn't fit into my old ones. I used to be a size 4/6 and now I'm a size 10 petite. :o   Isn't that nasty?! I can't believe how fat I got! I only gained 9 lbs in a year, and I can't stand to look at myself. So all of you guys saying I have a perfect body, uh no I don't! I have a belly and fat legs. It's so hard to excersise when you're disabled.   I feel so sad and depressed! The Wii Fit said I'm still Normal and in my goal weight, but wth does it know?
I Said No To Drugs..they Didn't Listen.
run with me now, my dearest friendthe direction were headingleads right to the endbut at least we're together and will always beyour love is worth risking my calamityfrom the moment we metit was destined my friendthat the moments we share would devoid us of careand now that we're hereone last kiss for you dearand then we shall partthe warmth of your kiss took my life from the start I walked through the park and i noticed this chickwho was sitting alone with a joint and a bicmy name is Krystle ..if you wanna get high~i got killer herb that you just gotta try!"i sat and we smoked and we joked and we toked and as we got high, the hours flew by and i said "damn this is strong, shit i hope i don't die"and we laughed in the parktill the sky was too dark. "i'm glad that i met you, but i do gotta bounce,we'll meet up tomarrow-shit i gotta whole ounce!"i'm Amanda ..just so you know..""dude, you told me that 3 minutes ago"and so thats how Krystle and i had first metin the park, smoking weed and
Just Thoughts Out Of My Head..
I am who I am. I am a Full Figured female with some dangerous curves & so who friggin cares. My body not yours, so stop judging. Just because I am a different size than you does not make me any less of a person. It does not make me unworthy of your time, only an individuals closed minded preferences make those types of horrid choices.  I am a parent, I try my best w/o the instructions manual. I just hope I don't screw them up so bad they have to have 55min shrink time a week once they leave the house. I am a wife & lover, both requireing patients & managerial skill sets that occasionally pay off w/ beneficial perks. I have unconditional love for all my friends & family.  I am bi-polar & I embrace all that entails because it is a part of me, the good & the bad. I never had a choice, I was born this way. As well as many other medical malfunctions I have been plagued with. I have degenerative disk disease,  costochondritis, bi-lateral tendonitus in both hands and wrists, suffer from
My Kind Of Man!!
In the line at the store, the cashier told the older womanthat she should bring her own grocery bag because plastic bags weren'tgood for the environment..  The woman apologized to him and explained,"We didn't have the green thing back in my day."The clerk responded, "That's our problem today.  The former generationdid not care enough to save our environment."He was right, that generation didn't have the green thing in its day.Back then, they returned their milk bottles, soda bottles and beerbottles to the store.  The store sent them back to the plant to bewashed and sterilized and refilled, so it could use the same bottlesover and over.  So they really wererecycled.But they didn't have the green thing back in that customer's day.In her day, they walked up stairs, because they didn't have an escalatorin every store and office building. They walked to the grocery store anddidn't climb into a 300-horsepower machine every time they had to go twoblocks.But she was right. They didn't have th
Words From My Heart, Mind And Soul!
But I Can’t!   If I could act I’d be up on the silver screen! But then, this means, Privacy would be just a dream. If I could fly I would be away to the Moon! And yes, this means, Learn how to breathe in a vacuum. If I could create I would make a world all my own! Of course, this means, You would have to call me a God! Oh, If I could! Imagine the possibilities! Yes, If I could.   But, I can’t!         2007 Gadfly Publications In the days of The Patriot Act and Illegal domestic wire tapping, I decided to take another look at the Bill of Rights. In doing so, I learned some things I had forgotten, but it also seemed to me that things have become a bit messed up. This is my tongue-in-cheek review of our rights!   The Bill of Rights was ratified by citizens in these states, But, see, now there is a problem Today, it’s the world we face. There are ten things Gov. cannot do, They are spelled out for everyone. For now, these rights are set in stone.
Hiding From My Shadow. Where does the darkness of my calling card will come to an end? Many waken nights i have wonder when it will be over for good. Only time and many steps from the awaking each day i rise from my sleep. Sometimes I Wonder if it is just a dream or all my twisted inside sick dreams have been unleashed to haunt me from now and many times down the road from now. When will it ever end to be happy and shatter all these nightmares that i have become from my twisted tormented thoughts of insanity from my dreams. Have i reach the end of the road or is their more to see other side of the light that shines down the road. Only the mystery of the thought can be my idea for now until that time comes,and only will know soon enough as the days go by.     By Josh R. Snider As I walk threw the ashes stumbling as I continue to walk threw and I yet to fall to the ground crying in pain and sorrow and wondering why I must feel this way and what has lead my love life
The Maverick Life
Tonight's posting is about a saying that George Carlin said that I find very true. "Life + Logic = Comedy"   Tonight at work...I was at one of the casino entrances, and there is an awning  there with 2 heavy poles out front. An elderly women and her grand daughter were waiting for some members of their party to show up while standing out side. The little girl was dancing all about the area, and I asked her if she was taking dance lessons. She says no, that she just liked to dance. She would dance over this way..then back over to her grandmother...then swing around the pole a few times...and repeat. The little girl was around the age of 10-12. Another female (that I knew) walked up, and informed me that she had just been hired by the casino there..and started work next week. My friend went inside...and I over heard this chat between the grandmother and grand daughter: Granny: "Honey...see that women coming there...what do you thing she does for a living?" Daughter: "She's a nurse..
dear ladies, if your tired of being around assholes who treat you like $h!t, stop hanging out and trying to get with them. Get with the guys you put in the friendzone cause guess what, odds are they will treat you better than all of your exs that beat you. from common sense that is out of your reach dear gentlemen, the friendzone sucks, you will be there until you are rich or all the assholes die. sorry. from ... you dont really care at this point sometimes i really can not stand my nature. chivalrous, honorable, until the very end. where has it got me. the friend zone. no matter how much i try, how much i give, i take, i get no where. I wish I could go evil but its just not me. respect and honor, almost dead but im still alive what makes them NSFW.  by age 13-15 everyone should have a good idea of what men and women look like naked.  There is not much difference from person to person except for the plastic implant people that are ether insecure with how they look or in the porn
Show Updates!
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Love and hate , most experince them every day! Some know hate better for it keeps them company! With out love the heart begins to shrink. Does Love always have to run! Does it not know the pain it causes!oes he not care! Love runs so far away! Never to be found ! Just out of reach he hides from me! Never giving me what I really need to be loved! Nightmares of a darker time, when thoughts of death crossed my mind! All hope is gone ! Love forgot me along the way!Searching for away to escape this Love has bound me to! Wanting something I never had before! Crying and begging for something new. Waiting for it all to end! Why has though forsaken me Love! You chased me away and became angery when I left! You never really knew me you never gave it a chance! You broke me Love is that not enough! When is my time in hell going to be up! You took me to your garden, and said that you wanted to talk!  You told me you loved me and that I would be yours forever more! You showed me things like I have n
  Have you ever just wanted to throw your hands up over the ignorance and stupidity of games that are played. I only come to fubar to help me maintain my sanity,because at times life is to stressful.I don't need your games,those are for kids.I have a 2 year that acts more mature than some of you. So listen up all those that act as such. I don't care if you get mad because I buy someone that you own,It is a game and gives that person more fubucks,if that person doesn't want to be bought then he needs to block it,otherwise close your mouth and stop acting inmature.Seriously do you really think you are at a real life bar meeting them.If you have grown to like them then fine,I am happy for you,but if you are not secure in what you have,tell him about it and stop whining.   I also don't care if you have more bling than I do,now that was a real winner.Are you for real.Come on. Now the same one I always fuss about.What does it matter where you are at on a family or friends list,now how
Because I Can...t
For once the name fits...I seriously have a CRISIS! This thing is kicking my ass and figured I would give an update. I still can't get to my Crisis account on my work desk top.  So here I am yet again, sitting at my cube mates computer on this account (which Fubar made automatically for going to the page).  I have tried everything. Including trying to decode the cookie files to see if I can get my username and password on my computer so Fu will autoload for me.  Freakin thing is BLOCKED!  This happened for 2 days back around April. I paniced. It went away.  It does not seem to be going away this time.  My computer has been fixed since last Wednesday and still nothing.  My LAST hope is a Face Book page my good friend Witchie has set up for me. According to her, I can log in through face book.  Of course...I have it working and I can't find the link.  AND...what the hell is all the hype about Face Book?  It looks so plain, simple and boring it aint even funny?  Where is Wicked? I need
So, for the last month or so, I'v been walking around barefoot as much as possible.... There is something deeply spiritual about walking the earth with just your own 2 feet and nothing else.... my bottoms of my feet have became rougher and rougher, and now I am able to walk just about anywhere outside, including roads. I think my favorite part about walking barefoot has got to be when I feel the cool grass on my feet after walking a section of road or asphalt. When walking on the grass, I feel a deep connection with the earth and it is a great feeling! Please, share your thoughts of walking barefoot, and hopefully some of you out there share the same passion as I do... Ya know fubar, it's people like you who make people like me wonder about people like you... and sometimes people like me who wonder too much about people like you end up like people like you and people like me.. omg, this is one of the funniest thing iv read in awhile enjoy   From: Jane GillesDate: Wednesday 8 Oct 20
Dark Comedy - Videos [nsfw]
TEAM F.u.c.T. It's A thick blanket of nothingness. Nowhere to go and nowhere to turn! It's us versus the world! Fighting for what we've earned! Spin that chamber, live it up to the fullest. Insert the gun into your mouth, inhale every last bullet! All of Fu's little trills.. all of Fu's little gaines. Let down by disappointment, ignited by the pains. Our relationships are pill form. Our poison of choice is apathy Our lifestyles our anything but the norm. Fuck it! We're fresh out of sympathy. Affection please? Just a little for the pains? Guess not, suppose we're all just out of luck! Our minds grow darker, we're going insane! the rest of you are all just Fuct! Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls step right up and let me embrace you with an amazing tale! In a distant online paradise there awaiting an amazing browsing grounds known only as Fubar. This land has seen many changes in its time, but only continued to grow! People of all genders, ages and races flocked this evergrowing websit
Sandcastle I stand upon a moonlit beachWith the Atlantic ending at my feetNorth east wind whips at my backFor penance and grace I sorely lackI stand with sadness across my facePlaced on Earth this lonely placeThe tide calls deep as it pulls the sandFrom under my feet where I standI'm in its trance but I won't goBut stand my ground with all I knowWhat life throws me I won't denyMakes me flicker wane laugh and cryBut one day soon my sands of timeWill drag me out with evening tideTill all I am is a memoryAn epitath that stands for all to readBut my heart has caught every grain that fallsThru my hourglass yes, I will catch them allAnd transform this life to infinity  With a place, a castle for you and me
My First Blog!
I'm nobody will click the link and listen but what the hell... lyrics: [Joe as Derrick] My names Derrick, I'm from Queens right there on Merrick Raised of honesty, loyalty, good merits Gotta lil sister and my pops just perished And I just came home so my freedom I really cherish Young when they bagged me, seven in the can is tortureAnd I just did that for manslaughter Odds was against me, murder in the second degree Made it less 'cause I gave 'em a plea That's the past, now a dude home tryna clean up his past When all niggaz kno me for is the past And my minds always thinking how to pocket some cash They know if something ever sparked it'll cock it and blast Now I'm tryna live straight and get my act together But my moms struggling, she putting scraps together Long time ago, when I wasn't home she was cleaning my room Cried when she found a gat in the dresser Said no child of hers woulda had that, never!!! But with all the dirt I was doing
~for Friends***guido Zen~
***For my True Friends in this FuNation....thanks for being Real....hope this helps your heart as it has touched mine with experience along the journey.....peace **No Man or Woman is worth your tears, But Once You find One that Is, He or She won't make you Cry... **What a friend is for...when you are lost in Darkness and Searching for the Help you through those Lonely Nights...when everything around you Fails....Just hold our Your Hand...and I will come Running....that is what a Friend is for.... **Be still when You have Nothing to Say....and when Genuine Passion move You...Say what you have to say and Say it HOT **Do Not Ask a Person to be what He or She is Not....Do not ask of a Person what they can not give...Accept who they are, what they give and what you can offer them....expecting only good in return... **People will always talk, games will be played, loves gained and loves lost, hearts broken....but there are no friends or enemies...Only how WE choose to Live
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The Power Of Woman.....
I would love to have a strong woman just throw me to the ground and pin me there.  To have her look down upon me with amusement and confidence as I put up a useless struggle knowing that no matter how hard i try i am at her mercy. Her verbal humiliation of me serves as reassurance  of my inferiority and further drives me to mental as well as physical defeat.  I continue to struggle but the more i do she just laughs because she knows that I could never possess the strength to overpower her.  She begins to taunt me...calling me a weak pussy boy and by this point i was broken...mentally and physically.  She senses my destruction.   She tells me that I never stood a chance against her........she was right.  She told me that Men are so weak.  She whispers to me..."Im gonna finish you off....lights out pussy boy.." All i could do is lay there...looking up at her magnificent body....waiting for my ultimate end.  She stood up...slowly turned around...positioned her incredible ass right over my
Ever Wonder
Ever wonder why life is the way it is sometimed.  When you think you have found the right person to make you happy and come to find out that they werent the one at all.  Well i thought i had but again i was wrong, oh well lives a bitch isnt it. Ever wonder why your mind plays the tricks on you that it does,, hmmmmmmm damn my mind does all the time lol.. or was it my heart that makes the mind play the tricks Ever wonder why you get butterflires when that special someone falls in your lap without knowing he was the one for you from the get go. well i have to say mine did and i let him go not once but twice in my life and will never find him again or at least i dont think so. Ever wonder if life will ever slow down long enough to let us catch up with the things that is thrown at us on a daily basis. so that just maybe we can trun our lives around and see the future and avoid all the sad things that will bound to happen. EVER WONDER is concluded by saying Lifes just a big basket ful
I Need To Vent Is All
The Heart That bleeds     Why I let you toy with the my heart that beat pure I guess inside i'm still holding on to something untrue I let you talk me into talking to you knowing i shouldn't and all you do is take needles and prick my heart so it bleeds slowly slowly it bleeds the life out of the my heart I really think it would be better to rip it from my chest In one quick blow break the ribs Pull the lung for the air I breath is hard and heavy  the pain is near its end for I will never love again Make my heart cold and black  so I can never love again Love in the true pain that is unseen  But felt true and deep.  Rip it Rip it I say take what was pure and true  and Bleed it dry Cause it will never beat for the heat of you.       By Warlock
all the systems at work crashed, so everything has to be done manually.  it's been a lot of fun pissing off the residents here.  i have been in argument after argument with them.  I'm being sarcastic of course.  i can't wait for the tech guys to get here so i don't have to deal with these dumb fucks anymore.  more to come in a few I noticed I havent written one of these in awhile...mainly because not much has been happening to talk about, all the youngsters are back in school and the ones old enough to gock at are leaving for college, the only people left are the rich snobby lonely bored house wives of the OC, and the limp dick motherfuckers that married them.....past that, the OC still sucks ass, and there nothing but stuck up bitches that live not much happening other than a resident calling in a break in.  turns out that the H.O.A  disapproved of a tree they had planted in their front yard.  while they were all at work the H.O.A had gardeners come in and remove it
People can be so strange....this was in a friend request...I'm sure I'm not the only one but lordy...   hello... i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles. you have a sort of submissive appearance to me. and i would like to know if your submissive behaviour is as good as your outer appearance. have you ever thought about serving as submissive, to submit... to follow? you like the idea to be in contact with a strict dominant german, to be guided and lead at times and to show your true nature as submissive female? i am 27... single and as you can see in my profile, i live in germany. i would say that i am a very intriguing person. i like art, music a good wine. i am addicted to the bdsm lifestyle since 9 years. it started a long time ago and that passion never went away. during that time i have had several slavegirls and submissives. at times i choose an online slavegirl. that is mostly at the begin of a new year. due to my job i am a lot on meetings and not that much at
Oh Its A Good Morning
to get my period...   I think everyone needs a tampon today...   that is all   non bleeding vagina!   also i hate a few people and when i say hate i mean hate...
Sly's Crib
Three passions govern my life:The longings for love, the search for knowledge,And unbearable pity for the suffering of others. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.I thought I knew what love was, but now I see the prefiguring vision of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.With equal passion I have sought knowledge.I have wished to understand the hearts of people.I have wished to know why the stars shine.Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,But always pity brought me back to earth;Cries of pain reverberated in my heartOf children in famine, of victims torturedAnd of old people left helpless.I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,And I too suffer.This is my life; I find it worth living.
One Year Ago
ii cant stand people who lie and cheat.  Last year was the last thanksgiving I spent with my father.  He had a very rare disease that attacked his brain.  Doctors told us that he had 5-10 years left with us, guess they were wrong.  A couple weeks later my father passed away.  I will alway cherish the memories of last thanksgiving, our talks, the jokes he told and the looks he would give to everyone.  I love and miss you dad more and more each day. 
:)   go there and vote for my daughter in the cutest baby contest please and thank and let me know u did and i will return the favor on here
Can't Sleep Thinking
Can't sleep thinking thinking of my only love, Want to taunt tease rap him round my finger. Wish I could tell tell him how I feel when I look into his eyes, Kiss his soft sweet lips and breath on his sweaty back, Fire burning in the pit of my soul desire to feel flesh against flesh, Lusting for one another  craving connected rapped in each others arms, Night Sky's brings the mysterious darkness that fades when the sunlight shines in your eyes, Feeling safe warm and embraced by your ever lasting love, I can't sleep your in my every thought, you fill my heart even though we are apart, you are with me and even though you are not, you can't stop this thing we got.:) One day I will close my eyes and kiss you, One day I will open my eyes and you will be there in front of me, One day I will fall asleep in your stong loving arms , One day I will wake up to you next to me, One day you will ask me to be your wife , One day I will say I do, One day I will have your baby, One day h
Funny Stuff
  Alzheimer's Test How fast can you guess these words? 1. F_ _K 2. PU_S_ 3. S_X   4. P_N_S   5. BOO_S 6. _ _NDOM                           Answers: 1. FORK 2. PULSE 3. SIX 4. PANTS 5. BOOKS 6. RANDOM       You got all 6 wrong....didn' t you?
How Do You Fu??
Everyone knows that using IE to FU is pretty ineffiecient. Firefox, Safari and others are much better. However, I have found that Google Chrome is the best browser in which to FU. It works for the PC, MAC and Linux. You can download it here: DOWNLOAD GOOGLE CHROME Happy FU-ing!
Karma Baby!!!
Cowboys From Hell Paso
Ok freaks! Ck. Thease cats out . They are truly The real deal. The are a Pantera Tribute band hailed from El Paso. Cowboys From Hell Paso. If you dig pantera and Dime Bag as much as the rest of us they will truly will blow your mind and for be written in stone. Just search there name and you will find them. I cant speak highly enough of them. For you that are fortune enough to live in El Paso get out and support them, Copy and paste there link.REmber this: We are making HISTORY\,,/\,,/
Since there are no SFW mumms to stalk people into, and the primary source of my bartab feed is negative photo comments, I figured I'd do a blog in hopes that some of my friends would come hang out and be fun. Talk amongst yourselves.  :)   (not that I don't enjoy some well-placed shaming of disgusting pics, but I REALLY need to have some *positive* stuff to read) As some of you know, my mom was diagnosed with lung cancer as I was going through radiation therapy 2.5 years ago.  She's been whomping the heck out of everyone's expectations, but unfortunately this morning she told me that her doc has recommended hospice and estimated she has 3-4 months left.  I've known this was coming for quite some time, but she really looks awful now.  She's gone from 150 pounds down to about 80, and is wearing kids' clothes now.  She can barely walk, and the amount of degradation in the last 9 days since I saw her last was astonishing.  The way she looked today, I'm just hoping she has THAT long.  
With Me......or Against Me
This blog has been past due for some time now but I feel now is the perfect opportunity to enlighten ppl in understanding WHO I am,WHAT I believe and stand for and why I no longer will allow myself to not be true to me.                                   WITH ME......Or against me   In the past 3 months I've used this saying more and more frequently and I'm sure I will continue to keep on saying it. The past 3 months have been an eye opening,life learning expirience for sure in many aspects of my life. So here are the things that are important to that if you take the time to read this blog,you can understand me better,understand my actions whether we are friends or no longer friends,this blog will answer many a great things about me,my beliefs and convictions,what i stand for in life and what I will not tolerate. HOPEFULLY by reading this you will be able to answer ANY questions you may have as to why certain things happened,are happening or could POSSIBLY happen in the fu
Every Now And Then
What if all the love inside meIsn’t enough to make it?What if I choose to believe? But everything around me is Is an illusion?What if everything I want it?Just a creation of my dreams…And every now and thenI try to pretend all this is realAnd every now and thenI find myself crying again And every now and thenI am still in love with youWhat if I can’t make a sound?But I want to screamWhat if my soul is burning?But find myself afraid to seeSo afraid to see…What if I had belong somewhere?But I got pushed away….And every now and thenI feel a little bit of lonelinessAnd every now and thenI find myself bleeding againAnd every now and thenI am still in love with youWhat if you became apart of me?And I can’t separate myselfWhat if I know what's worth fighting for?But I don’t know whom to trust…Will I ever know?What if it’s right before my eyes?But to busy waiting for the second chance?And every now and thenI would open my heartAnd every
The One You Forgot
A simple word can break my soulRip me in half, no longer whole.I'm shaking at the very thoughtOf being the one you forgot.You're everything in life to meThe reason why I want to breatheI smile just when I think of youAnd all those things you say and do.Yet, if you don't feel the sameNo one can we really blame.It's just the way life sometimes goesYou can't escape all of its blows.But I wish this once to be freeOf the hope we'd never be.That's something I don't want to face.Don't want to feel so out of place.I've planned everything around usNow it may not be enough.Threads are barely holding onAnd your words can break their bond.Or you can make them tighter stillRenew my strength and my will.Keep me believing love is realIf you return the way I feelPlease don't hurt me, but if you doMake it gentle. Help me through.I love you and fear that timeWill cost me my peace of mind.I pray I didn't wait too longTo let you know my love is strong.And without you it's merely wasteOnce so sweet, now bi
Desi's Day Dreams
Out in the woods I cracked Against the ground my head had smacked So logical reasoning, I found I lacked Only aware of the wrong choice I backed Crazed and insane I listened for the far off profane Trying to find an imaginary lane Bloody and torn I nearly could have sworn I could touch the coming morn And caught my hand on a waiting thorn Nearly dying I couldn't stop spying The trees, for my clothes and skin they were trying Until in the end, on the floor I was lying My blood from my body started shying Then, all of a sudden, just like that... I wasn't dying. There's a knife in my heart Where you played the part Thinking we were both so smart Until we learned I was simply a tart So please... don't even start Filling the rend which will never really mend only for death might I send so my life I can lend so others can fend Don't really wanna talk about pain So I'll mention your stain While my heart lays slain The conversational bane that splits us in twain... Little lily f
Just My Scribbles...bout..."promises"...
Always dream..."Promises" or no...Always dream...promises or one will one moment or sometime during our journey here...learn...that a "promise" made just of words...and words...are just sounds...and sounds dissipate...and any simple fool or intensely evil mind...can and will...utter "sounds"...Animals make sounds...animals kill to survive...but...animals have no options... Never trust sounds...nor your ears...not even your eyes...for to blink might be a folly... Only...the "gut" can feel the truth or the deception...leaving one's own "self" to be "the" one and only  "promise"... The final and pure "truth" there..."Be True To Yourself"..."To Thine Own Self Be True"...such old long ago who...I do not know...but...still they ring...and louder each moment in time flicks past us... Belle...a.k.a....HellzBelle...Friday, 08/062010
I Am This Woman
Would you take me as i am,with my issues and flaws. Pull me to your chest,without hesitation or a pause. Slide your hungry tounge between my parted lips. Run your anxious fingers along my hips. Wrap in your passion,exposing your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine,every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across our cheeks,confessing your every desire. Moan my name,call me yours and set my soul on fire. Needing me more with every breath that slips into your chest. Please me nightly miss me daily,never comparing me to the rest. Grip my wrist,look into my eyes and say the words i long to hear. Kiss me roughly and weep my name forever holding me. WOULD YOU ? I'm the Woman who will put my head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you. I'm the Woman who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the Woman who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it
Lounge Do's And Don'ts
Do to some repeat questions, thought we would set the record straight as to what is NOT allowed in a lounge.... 1. NO Tip jars for the DJ or other staff members 2. NO Soliciting or any logos for ANY other site (including server hosts) 3. NOONE is allowed to use fubar for monetary gain...if anyone (server hosts for example) tries to talk money and pricing please link them to a bouncer to be turned in. 4. NO bulletins or promos bashing other lounges or members, however you may link lounges as "sister lounges" as you please. 5.  You may post rules, but those rules must not contain NSFW language unless you are an NSFW lounge. 6. You CANNOT remove the fubar logo and HH sponsor at the top, or the TOS and other stuff at the bottom of ANY lounge for ANY reason 7. If you choose to have cams, we recommend you make your lounge NSFW unless you are 100% sure that no one will do anything on cam that can be considered NSFW (strip teases and cleavage shots, simple flashing even) 8. Videos may
Do I Or Dont I?
Things seem to fall apart fast, it dont matter when you try or when you dont try, things still just go where they may and it brings me to wonder, do i or dont i care enough to deal with whats going on around me? sometimes i just want to close my eyes and hope it all goes away.  the problems we face i guess are just a test of what will either break us or make us.
I'm so fucking sick of my job right now. I'm underpaid I'm over work. I mean such as we don't have an airconditioner in are area of work. my boss is to fucking cheap to give any of us a raise or get us what we need so we can do the fucking job and to get it done faster and I'm sick of being the only one to has to clean the fucking back bathroom when there are 12 other people in the back.
Went to my first AA meeting on Monday. Preparing to go to my second in a few mins. I HATE these people. A bunch of weak willed, trading one crutch for another, pansy fucks. They are completly dependant. They trade the bar scene and drinking for meetings. Granted a healthier habit, but still a habit none the less. When I decide to not drink, I don't drink. I don't need sob stories, or hugs, or a book, or god, to keep me from drinking. Alcohol is NOT a physical adiction. It's mental. I have a stong enough mental capacity, to not get adicted to stupidity. I admit my adictions freely. Caffine, nicotine, actual physical addictions. Things that can adict your body. I hate this. Well I just finished my second meeting. My opinion has NOT changed. A bunch of weak willed, crutch searchin, self destuctive fucks. These are not my kind of people. This is a place where I do not belong. How can any government institotion force people to go to these fuck off meetings? What happened to separation of ch
Daily Quotes
"Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option"   This is so very true, you put yourself first for people that you care for, yet they don't seem to be doing the same for you.
Kickin A Lil Somethin To Str Yall Off
i speak the truth therefore inlies a messiah somethin of a lyrical genuis so while this world transpires i write this scrpt with my pen now and again these lyrical orgasms escape their pages and reak havoc amongst thos brain-washed robots yet non stop i continue to spit masterpieces like a faucet absent of caution and these verses hit like bullets so i guess im trigger happy so uncanning how this mind ravels riddles unto the masses plainly written across the demeanor of the artist where as this may not reach many but painstakingly i trudge along theroad to reaching them all
1. Put Your MP3 Player on Shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds! 4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name. ------------------------- What do your friends think of you? Mad World - Gary Jules [well if the shoe fits?] If someone says, "Is this okay?" Disco Club - Black Eyed Peas [umm surreee] How would you describe yourself? Hide - Red  What do you like in a guy/girl? Up Against the Wall - Boys Like Girls [lol?] How do you feel today? Byrdgirl - Mathew Sweet What is your life's purpose? Scars - Papa Roach [good to know?] What is your motto? Famous Last Words - Jars of Clay What do you think about very often? Bodies - Drowning Pool What do you think of your best friend? Tears Dont Fall - Bullet for My Valentine What do you think of the person you like? Everything to Loose - Trapt What is your life story? Last Tattoo - Rehab What do you want to be when you
Funny Quizzes Nd Crap
1. Put Your MP3 Player on Shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds! 4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name. 5. Tag at least 10 friends------------------------- What do your friends think of you? Superman Kryptonite - 3 Doors Down [LMFAO go figure] If someone says, "Is this okay?" Clothes Off - Gym Class Heroes [apparently it looks better on my floor? LMAO] How would you describe yourself? Hey Sexy Lady - Shaggy ft Sean Paul [oh yea that's clearly my words *smh*] What do you like in a guy/girl? Lips of an Angel - Hinder [awwwww] How do you feel today? Porno Star - Buckcherry [ROFL OMFG imma pornographic monster on the floor???] What is your life's purpose? (S)aint - Marilyn Manson [LMAO all I need is yoU] What is your motto? Crazy Bitch - Buckcherry [fitting...oh so fitting lmfao] What do you think about very often? Spit It Out - Slip Knot What do you think
Buy Big
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We chatted as if we shared the same thoughts and feelings, Our laughter filled the emptiness deep within creating more meaning; Time we shared with one and another building a bond so strong, A friendship builton honesty and trust that will last very long; One would think this was all two would need in a relationship.   As the talking and laughter would continue through the night, Our bodies grew closer and our arms wrapped each other tight; Honesty like this between two people you would think couldn't be, Trust here isn't a question that we ask because we understand -see; No matter what happens at least we will always have our friendship.   Unable to realize the truth we seemingly grew closer, but further away, The honesty wasn't honest and the trust couldn't be trusted -who's to say; Arms unfolded and the emptiness seemed to come back into our lives, Unknown to what was realling to come we weren't prepared for the strife; But now the end has come and even death has rea
The Horse Is Dead, But I Believe It'll Come Back. Trust Me.
So here I am again, venting random frustrations on the world after a night of no sleep. It's something to do, it's something to roll to, so why the fuck not?Before we begin, I'd like to make it clear that, as read from the title of this blog, this IS a dead horse. I AM going to beat it a bit. But only because I'm male, I want to beat my chest and proclaim to the heavens, and I simply want to let it be known.What am I venting about, you may ask. One word:MUSIC^ See the image above?Tell me what that image instills in your mind. In your soul. Hell, in your ass. Regardless of where it's instilling, it's doing SOMETHING.This is the album cover of Rage Against The Machine's The Battle For Los Angeles.Now... let's try this from another angle.This is Panic! at the Disco's I Write Sins Not Tragedies.What emotion does this evoke from your bowels? Granted, it's a pretty little piece of art. It DOES NOT say anything about what you're about to listen to, though. It doesn't make me FEEL anything.
About Cancer The New Surgery
        Lung and Pulmonary Tumors . What is lung cancer? Lung cancer is the most common cancer in the world and the leading cause of cancer death in the United States in both men and women.  There were over 200,000 cases diagnosed in 2007 and the number of cases diagnosed each year continues to increase.  Less than 15% of patients diagnosed live 5 years. Increases in lung cancer risk are associated with exposure to cancer causing agents.  The primary risk factor is smoking, but exposure to asbestos, radon, certain chemicals, chromium, nickel, and arsenic also increase risk. What are the symptoms associated with lung cancer Involvement of large airways can result in cough, wheezing, shortness of breath, coughing up blood, pneumonia or other infection. Tumors growing into bones or chest wall, or spread to other areas can cause pain. Unexplained weight loss may also be a symptom. How is lung cancer diagnosed? A detailed history taking and physical examination by a ph
Emo Dude
Danny Woodard: hi 3:15pm NOT so PRE...: ? 3:15pm Danny Woodard: whats up 3:16pm NOT so PRE...: not much, whats up? 3:16pm Danny Woodard: nada would u like to join me in a drink 3:17pm NOT so PRE...: you need a drink from here? 3:17pm Danny Woodard: well even though its in a cyber bar 3:17pm Danny Woodard: and your hot 3:18pm NOT so PRE...: thank you..I sent you a beer 3:19pm Danny Woodard: i returned the favor 3:19pm Danny Woodard: w/a kiss 3:19pm NOT so PRE...: thx 3:20pm Danny Woodard: welcome 3:20pm Danny Woodard: would u like top join me on my fubed 3:20pm Danny Woodard: just got done working
I Had Too...sorry
Attention Whore Tactics are as any of you know these people...     camwhores comment whores drama queens prostatots Attention Whores come in all sizes, colors and creeds. In order to obtain their necessary daily dosage of attention, Attention Whores will employ variety of tactics. Common examples include: Turning an internet wide joke into a serious business protest because of minimal mention from media sources, Telling outrageous, usually untruthful stories about things which they claim happened to them. These stories may include incidents in which they were almost raped, most times by a close family member or friend; claiming that they have been (or are being) stalked; claiming that they were shot in the spleen, et cetera. Uploading copious amounts of pictures of themselves at various angles. Claiming to be bisexual. Using a tripcode. Posting poetry which alludes to their "dark and mysterious" past. Tricking guys into the Friend Zone. Making YouTub
Shut Up & Fight
Girlfriend Application
       Application for Girlfriend1.Name___________________2.Height__________________3. Been married     Yes____      No_____  3a. If yes how many times_______4.How do you feel about bald men_________________________5.How do you feel about children__________________________6.Hair color_______________________7. Eye color_________________8.Do you have any childern    Yes____    No____8a.If yes how many_____________8b.Ages________________8c.Boy_____       Girl_________
California History, Facts, And Claims To Fame.
California History The Gold Rush sparked the biggest mass migration in the history of the world. Between 1848 and 1852, four short years, California's population grew from 14,000 to 223,000. The state motto is Eureka !, a Greek word translated "I have found it!" The motto was adopted in 1849 and originates from the discovery of gold in the Sierra Nevada . The Iron Door Saloon in Groveland claims to be the oldest drinking establishment in the state. It was constructed in 1852. The fastest Pony Express delivery on record, six days from Missouri to Sacramento, delivered the news of Abraham Lincoln's assassination. Knights Ferry Covered Bridge is the longest covered bridge west of the MIssissippi and was built in 1863. In the late 1850s, Kennedy Mine, located in Jackson , served as one of the richest gold mines in the world and the deepest mine in North America. Empire Mine, near Grass Valley, is a gold mine operated for over 100 years and has over 367 miles of tunn
Yes I can make them. Yes I can make both moving and non moving gifs. They're not amazingly lelaborate. but they work. 2, 3 and 8 bling credits respectively. The reason skins are more is because I have to pay money (shocking I know) to host the images. Dont like it? Find someone else :)
Dedication To...
    Death is everywhere There are flies on the windscreen, for a start Reminding us We could be torn apart, tonight Death is everywhere There are lambs for the slaughter, waiting to die And I can sense The hours slipping by, tonight Come here, kiss me now Come here, kiss me now Death is everywhere The more I look, the more I see The more I feel A sense of urgency, tonight Come here, kiss me now Come here, kiss me now   There are flies on the windscreen There are lambs for the slaughter There are flies on the windscreen   Come here, kiss me now Come here, kiss me now Touch me, touch me Touch me, touch me Touch me, touch me Touch me, touch me Come here, kiss me now Come here, kiss me now
Online Friends
Got this from someone...It is so true.......Online friends are people we may never meet.... We see pictures, we see cams...It isn't the same.... We grow close...We care and love one another.... One day we may not hear from one another.... Our hearts will break... All we see is a name on messenger but the person we don't see anymore..... We pray....."Please come back".... All I ask is you remember me in the good times we had..... Keep me close to your heart....Friends forever
Dirty Office Visit
I walk into your office... and look around to see if anyone is close by... I walk around your desk and stand behind you and lean over and put my hands on the back of your chair and let my fingers touch you on either side just under your arms... touching the edges of your bra. I lean closer and put my lips close to your right ear and you can feel the heat from my breath against your neck and I whisper into your ear... "I want to taste your pussy right now, make it nice and wet for me" and you let out a deep sigh."show it to me" I whisper in your ear as I watch your right hand move from your desk to your right knee. Sliding up your leg, you slowly lift your skirt as you look around to see if anyone is watching you and there is nobody around. You lean back slightly in your chair and begin to spread your legs as your hand gently raises your skirt up your thighs so I begin to see your pretty white lace panties. "mmmmm thats nice.... now rub it...I want to see those pretty pussy lips" I whis
My First Fubar Blog!
Soo I made my first Fubar blog! lol I'll get back to this later.. Hey everyone :D I'm making this blog to help out my friend Steven with his site, He wants to get noticed and hopefully eventually get paid for it. Here's the facebook link    Thanks in advance! Trying to help him out! This is a blog I'm writing because I can.    Ok, so I'm 25 years old. I like the colors black, blue, purple and pink (What do you know, the colors of a bruise lol) I like all types of music, I like food, I like boys (obviously) Lately I've been receiving alot of messages on Fubar from people asking me to marry them, move in with them, DO stuff with them.. Seriously, You guys don't even know me. I'm having kind of a wtf moment right now lol. I don't see much modesty and respect but then again I am a female, It's to be Yes, I know I'm attractive, Yes I know the things I like alot of other girls don't like.. But ple
Meet Me
"Love, an emotion so strong that you would give up everything. To just feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is; to know, to feel, to love."No matter how ugly you think you are, that special someone that loves you believes you are the most beautiful and irresistable thing on earth and nothing can ever change that."To love someone is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another. One important thing is to let each other go if you can't do this." We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, and hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives."
I dont understand people these days...they say they LOVE this or that but I dont think they understand the true meaning...LOVE is never you dont fall in love with someone and out the was never LOVE then...LOVE is the whole truth in the world and with out it we are nothing...I see people who have been married 20 years just throw it all away for something new...its sad too see that...LOVE has become just another word to throw out there with no more meaning then any other...TRUE LOVE is more then just words it actions..and until we see that the issues we have will never go away...God/World/Family/Other...lets LOVE as LOVE should be TRUE AND FOREVER... And thats my rant of the day...
Just Things To Say
Freedom Isn't Free I watched the flag pass by one day. It fluttered in the breeze A young soldier saluted it, and then He stood at ease. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil? How many mothers' tears? How many Pilots' planes shot down? How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No Freedom isn't free I heard the sound of taps one night, When everything was still. I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That taps had meant "Amen" When a flag had draped a coffin of a brother or a friend. I thought of all the children, Of the mothers and the wives, Of fathers, sons and husbands With interrupted lives. I thought about a graveyard at the bottom of the sea Of unmarked graves in Arlington..... No -- Freedom isn't free!! Are you gonna be a gamble
Fubar Street Team
Seven Easy wasy to Promote fubarBy iC51NerdGoddessxFSTxFuMzYouTubexFUCT@ fubar Hello Fu's and Crew I have listed a few ways to promote you home of as you know I make videos on youtube to help promote the site and I also send out my mp3s to stations on and off which is one way to promote This site... Want some other ways? Read on: 1. Facebook - Of course but not your grandparents... your life long friends! has a Facebook page and if you have not yet joined this group plz do noe!  Group:!/group.php?gid=99622505954&ref=ts Page: 2. Twitter - Follow Us for all the latest News: Also Follow Scrapper: 3. All and Any Social Networking Site will do... where do your friends hang out? Why not bring them all together into one place? 4. Tagging fubar in awesome places and shooting a photo
About The Author
I'm not perfect..don't care to be, No Barbie doll~I'm a real woman with curves, scars,tattoos, stretch marks..whatever.I wont BS. Don't give a crap about gossip. I'm a sweet girl or a mean in between. Short tempered, but honest. My best feature are my eyes. My family is insain. I have 3 kids! 14~ 12~ n 7. Love compliments, but never expect an damn thing from me. Here for friends only and Hott chicks
Ugh.   I hate the holidays. Yeah call me a damn Scrooge....but I have my reasons. I could whine and bitch about my family being full of fail- and trust me they are seeing as nobody wants to take over hosting from my dad and stepmom, and both of them are tired of dealing with the ingratitude and catty infighting. Hell I don't blame them for that....unortunately my solution is the verbal equivalent of blunt force trauma. Crude, to the point, and rarely effective in anything but uniting the world against he who shoved his boot up its ass. So yeah, this year is the same as the last 4 family get together, not really much to honestly do, blah blah blah.   The holiday BS isn't the only thing bugging me. No no no I get to be a special kind of dumb as dogshit this year. I am- get this, it's honestly funny as fuck- deathly afraid that everything I have been trying to do for the past year is going to start coming together. Yes that's right those of you who even bother to read this
Only Love Can Save Me
Shes an angel in disguiseWith only tears in her eyesThis world she can not recognize She says she can't take thisCan't face thisLove written on her wristBut does love really exist?Its like shes on a waiting listFraigle heart beats for the love she carriesBut in the dirt is where its buriesHoping that one day he'll be the one she marriesLonelyness is what shes come to knowbut she will never let goHe had her at helloWhat she feels is only realAnd will time really heal?Love is her drug that she can not escapeWill this be her only fate? She walks the streets with barefeet and broken glass, someone stole her shoes. Her past has becomes her present haunting. She is strong even when she feels so weak. Who is this girl she sees in the reflection of a thousand lies? Her heart beats fast, pounds hard of pure love that no one wants. Whats wrong here? What does she do wrong? All she wanted was someone to care for, to love with all her heart and more. She will walk on this broken glass till someone
U Dont Like It Dont Read It Lmaoo!
I Need a Boy...a True Guy, one who Looks Real tough...But won’t make me cry. I Need That Kinda guy who Understands... And even When He’s with His boys he still says..."baby, Hold my hand..   Im always behind the scenes... never the always the friend... never the girl.   What I need to find, is someone to hold me tight...  What I mean is I want to be somebody's somebody...  Someone's someone...some sweetheart’s sweetheart  I wanna be that one Someone faithful to someone faithful... Someone kind to someone kind to me  Somebody to somebody who loves me....   Yah I know it might seem like I need love But in this world everyone who falls in love Falls apart.. Still getting hurt over and over again. No more stressing and obsessin.   From now on I’m having fun and refusing to give my heart to anyone Yeah I'm alone, but i dont need happy couples walking down the hall togther to remind me. I'm Alone.   I'm not a girl that thinks a guy i
What Is Irony?
Since this is a prescriptivists view, there will be very strict rules for recognizing irony. It is all actually very simple, however; and to save you from having to read a definition over and over again to comprehend the meaning of irony, we will be basing this tutorial on examples of irony, to help ingrain the patterns of recognition in your mind. Do not be discouraged if you have already availed yourself of a lexicon to learn the definition of some of the words in this tutorial. It is only by exercising your flaccid mind that you will be able to grasp the subtle intricacies of irony. Before we move on to the first example, it behooves me to quote Henry Watson Fowler, when he said that "the surface meaning [of irony] and the underlying meaning of what is said are not the same." Though going about learning what a word means is not usually best facilitated by learning its antonyms, it is still a useful exercise to detail what irony is not, by examples. What Irony Is Not: - An escalato
According To Recent Studies:
1. Why do men become smarter during sex?       (Because they are plugged into a Genius) 2. Why were men given bigger brains than dogs?      (So they won't hump womens legs at parties) 3. Why did God put man on earth?     (Because a vibrator cant mow the lawn) 4. Why did God make men before Women?      (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy) Just thought you all might want to know the real truth!  :)   
To Become A Child Again.
As adults we are always taught to be grown up, to be strong, to have it all together. Agenda's, schedules, and calculated tasks are always at hand. We are taught to not fail, or have mistakes, failings, or weaknesses, or we maybe viewed as foolish or immature. But in all of this we can so easily lose sight of laughter, play, innocence, and the wonders around us, that we fail to see, because we are unaware. Children see something new all day. They can find joy in the least of things. In the least there are many treasures to behold, and to inspire. A child inspires because of their ability to be and do things that we secretly would like to have again. Yes we can live vicariously through them, but as an adult,  try to see through the eyes of a child and to not forget who you once were, when the world was new. DarciRead more:
Knock On My Door
She laid there in her bed, with her nipples rock hardThe man rubbed his cock as he stood in her back yard.Looking through her windows trying to catch a peeklknowing his cum was ready to leak.She lifted up her gown & he watched as she rubbed herself up and downHer legs starting to spread, him wishing he was there with her in her bed.She moved her thongs to the side then her fingers started to glide.She put her finger inside her hole then was ready to lose control.Pushing her fingers deeply in, made him fuly grin.She pulled out her toy now she will feel the joy.Feeling the vibration, and using her imagination.His cock starting to grow as her juices now starting to flow.He rubbed his hand over his cock he couldn't take it no more he had to knock
The mind and the body All systems goTouches here, kisses there,Whispers now and little nibblesFuel these enginesrelease those tensionsSoft and gentleStrokes of fireHearts beat Bodies touchAll these passions Start this missionTongues of fireLick desiresNipples rocketClit protrudesLips aglowIgnite those juicesErection strokedA cock a thunderMoans and groansThe structure goesCountdown startsCan’t stop nowShakes and rumblesThrusting, thrashing; bodies clashingScreams and criesNails digging, muscles squeezing, juices streamingSometimes seconds; sometimes minutesSometimes multiple, if we’re readyA silent pause; Bodies steadyAfterglow smiles Which we cherishKiss and cuddleThe earth below us.
One drop of you,past the pouty fullnessof ruby lips,and to the tipof my tongue-Your cum,I swallowto the pit of every fantasycreatingyou - me ecstasy.prophetic exaltationmystic intoxication,Breathing throughthese thoughtsto be so intenseof imaginationwith the immensness of pleasureslicking.sucking.probingthe treasuresof mind.body.soul,I take you whole,without hesitation,deep into my throat,the ultimate,sin-sation.
How To Get Tunes In Lounges
If your missing the Windows Media player plugin so you can listen to tunes in lounges the steps are simple. Since Firefox and Chrome use the same plugins your in luck. 1. got here  2. after you download and install the plugin simply restart your browser and return to the lounge and BANG BOON ZOOM you have tunes. Method 2 for windows users when you go into a lounge find the lounge player and right click on it then click Properties and the url to get tunes is there  it will say http:// with numbers, and place it in Itunes, Windows media player or Winamp but going to file then open url and place the url you got from the properties there. If your using a MAC or Linux when you go into a lounge find the lounge player and right click on it then click Properties and the url to get tunes is there it will say http:// with numbers and place it in Itunes or what every you use to listen to streaming. If your using Linux you may nee
End Times
Search the Scriptures Daily to make sure even what these guys say is true I kinda eyes kinda rolled on the animal/Radio/lightning/lightbulb one but that I think was Nastrodamouses, so doesnt matter I put Part 1 last cause it started out slow the 1st two minutes but here it is Interesting to see these things pan out
Boomys/auto 11's/cherry Bombs/fupony
I will rate your profile and pic's for an entire month (if you give me a fupony, i'll rate your profile and pic's for 2 months). I will send you 1 big pimping gift a week. 1 will send you 1 gift everyday. I will make you 2 graphic's like I have in my photo album (if you give me a fupony i'll make you 4 graphics).
Remembering 9/11
I can't forget 9/11, I was in the ARMY and stationed overseas, at the time in a disclosed location, the followings of 9/11 will replay in my mind from there on out, Due to Operation Iraqi Freedom I have lost 64 ARMY brothers and sisters.
My Poems And Such...
out of time out of luck out of money i’m left stuck- with the repulsiveness of self during a "pity fuck", a job my right hand won’t even do when did i regress into this human mess a constant state of sorrow every day, the same as tommorrow- full of regrets, hopes, and yets... i wish it would happen to me. finding a friend, finding someone to love, finding someone to love me. i sit here, waiting patiently everyday hoping someone will find me, yet knowing it won’t happen as long as i sit here. i long for that moment, when i see her smile, when the light shines out from behind her eyes, when her gaze stares not at me, but into me, into my heart. i long for her name to caress my lips in a whisper. i am here, waiting...for her sweet kiss to graze my lips for the first time. i am here, yearning for her touch. i am here, dreaming of her warm breath upon my neck. i am here, waiting for her loving embrace. so now you know... i am here...waiting fo
Interesting Blog I Think..i Found This And Thought I Would Share....
Barack OBAMA, during his Cairo speech, said: "I know, too, that Islam has always been a part of America 's story." AN AMERICAN CITIZEN'S RESPONSE: Dear Mr. Obama:.... Were those Muslims that were in America when the Pilgrims first landed? Funny, I thought they were Native American Indians.Were those Muslims that celebrated the first Thanksgiving day? Sorry again, those were Pilgrims and Native American Indians.Can you show me one Muslim signature on the United States Constitution?Declaration of Independence ?Bill of Rights?Didn't think so.Did Muslims fight for this country's freedom from England ? No.Did Muslims fight during the Civil War to free the slaves in America ? No, they did not. In fact, Muslims to this day are still the largest traffickers in human slavery. Your own half brother, a devout Muslim, still advocates slavery himself, even though Muslims of Arabic descent refer to black Muslims as "pug nosed slaves." Says a lot of what the Muslim world really thinks of you
Random Prose And Poetry
No fairy tale endings, just broken dreams,At least thats the way it sometimes seems.When you cant find the way or find the means,No secret wishing star, or magical moonbeams.When the world you wish for just can not be,And you have to face the harshness of reality,That what you envision is not what is to be,And if you open your eyes, the truth you will see.No golden mountains, no slow moving streams.No ivory white castles, no Kings or Queens.No walks on the beach, no romantic scenes.No fairy tale endings, just broken dreams. I know you did not ask to be brought into this world, but having you in my life is a blessing that is beyond any other.  You are a reason to laugh, to love, to live life.  You are my babies, my angels, my best friends, and always will be.  I know this is not a perfect world.  There are many things that are wrong.  There are also many things that are good.  You will scrape your knees, you will cry, and you will fall.  I will be there to kiss things better
Wtf Of The Day
My Opinion
  I have a huge problem with people stereo typing single parents...just got done reading something that was to a point, maybe correct to a certain extent, but in another sense disturbing...not all single parents made a bad decision in whom they had children with...unfortunately life isn't never was and never will be...I didn't choose to be a single parent, but that is the cards I was dealt...and I take the responsibility seriously...I have other friends who are single parents who also have been left to raise their children on their own and also take their responsibility does not make us bad people because the other person was the "wrong" person for one reason or another...I would rather raise my children alone than have their biological father be a part of their least now, they have a chance to be influenced with morals and values that I was raised with and not with the backwards back stabbing lies that they could have been raised with....sometim
Been In A Very Bad Accdident
My cousin has been in a very  bad acciednt and has a brain injury and isnt rsponding to anything or anyone so im asking if you guys would plz pray for him to recover
Like a butterfly with my delicate wings pinned into an embrace...Insensate with sensation pulsing through every throb of my heartbeat.Tempted by the journey of a hand over the curve of my hip, the muscle of my thigh, and the heat within.Cornered by a primal desire of intense heat and wanting.Burning with ancient fires of need, of animal passion, of wanting.Lusting onto a path of passion winding its way from my breasts, between my yoni, and to the curling of my toes.There is nothing lackadaisical about this need.Wrists caught in a vice over my head, hips pinioned to a slab of earth, trapped under steel thighs of thick male flesh.Mouth open as pants exhale with each intake of sensation and gasp of pleasure.Shattered as all control is swept aside like so much rubbish on a street after Mardi Gras.Sated...but not for long.
Adams Blog
Okay, I'm not entirely sure what it means to be 'Fu-owned'. I could look it up or find a member of Fubar staff to ask, but it's just too much effort - as much as i'd love to know what it involves, I'm not quite interested enough to do cutting edge research into 'Fu-ownership' ...   So, could someone please explain to me a few things... 1. What happens to you on here when you're Fu-owned? 2. What does the owner get out of owning you? 3. Can you actually refuse to be owned, if you really wanted to.     - and that's all, I'd love some answers as I'm kinda puzzled...   thanksandbye :) I seem to have wound a few people up on here. I don't know how this has happened because lets be honest, I'm lovely! But as it has happened, people seem to constantly give the same lame remarks and/or carry out the same lame actions...   So, hopefully, with this blog entry, people will get a better understanding of their mistakes and hopefully, see the error of their ways! Here goes...   1. Yes,
Will The Real You Please Stand Up!
Zen's Thoughts
  So this is a great way to start a blog on Fubar (yes sarcasm is completely intended). I guess I need to just get this shit out of my head. I haven't told anyone I know including my family about this. I know that the would all be biased in one way or another so there is really no since in telling them because their feedback would be crap and someone would piss me off sooner or later. Honestly I just don't have anybody that I trust in my life enough to discuss personal shit with anyway and the only person I have ever trusted is the reason I'm writing this. So I'm fucked and the whole situation is fucked. Any way the question I can't seem to answer on my on or at least have been able to find peace of mind with is “what do you do when the only person that you have ever trusted and really loved betrays you?” I'm not talking about the kind of genuine but common love that you have for family and close friends or the kind that you bestow on your significant that you find a comfor
Movies I Saw In Melbourne August/september 2010
Ok Hey People i am Back  from my Holiday to Victoria Australia and When i  was in Ringwood (Melbourne) I saw 9 MOVIES   and they are  in order 1.The Expendables 2.Salt (saw This on my Birthday 27/8/2010 or 8/27/2010) 3.Scott Pilgrim VS The World 4.Avatar Special Edition with Extra scenes (3D) 5.Beauty And The Beast (3D) 6.Tomorrow When Then War Began (Australian Movie) 7.The Sorcerer's Apprentice 8.Tomorrow When The War Began (Australian Movie) 9.Easy A so  i Saw Tomorrow When The War Began Twice  from Bruce
School Is Cool?
I've had a little bit of writer's block, which is unusual for me.  The past week's distractions have prevented me from sitting down and picking a topic for this week's essay, Problem Solving Essay.  A penny for your thoughts....
The Circle
A need for Friendship; that comes first for true friends can survive anything Communication comes in next for without it things go wrong Patience has a place here also time must be spent in quiet to learn about each other Openness follows close behind so we don’t keep things from each other and with that comes Understanding so we can agree to disagree not far behind comes Compromise so not one is just giving or taking and with that comes Acceptance of what that person is and wants to become which leads us to Encouragement so that we can grow together and not apart and the basic building block of this is Commonness which leads to Friendship
Over You
I'm so over you Why can't you be over me too? All you did was push me aside Now that you are the one on the side You can't handle it   If you can't take me at my worst and every day You sure don't deserve me now at my best I gave you all the support I could Patience when you were hurt Understanding when I wouldn't hear from you   Now you can't let me go You knew I was someone special That someone you didn't want to lose Now that I'm gone, you realize your errors Too late to fix your broken promises   Learn from losing someone Make yourself better for the next one Stop with the drama and head games Grow up and leave me alone I'm moving on Time for you to do the same  
IF MEN WROTE THE RULES Anything we said six or eight months ago is inadmissible in an argument. All comments become null and void after seven days.   If you don't want to dress like Victoria's Secret girls, don't expect us to act like soap opera guys.   If we say something that can be interpreted in two ways, and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other way.   It is in neither your best interest or ours to make us take those stupid Cosmo quizzes together.   Let us ogle. If we don't look at other women how can we know how pretty you are?   Don't rub the lamp if you don't want the genie to come out.   You can either ask us to do something OR tell us how you want it done - not both.   Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials.   Christopher Columbus didn't need directions and neither do we.   Women who wear Wonder bras and low-cut blouses lose their right to complain about having their boobs stared at
seriously if ur gonna whine bout what i rate u then just go away. if its a real pic ill rate 10 (11 if i can). if its any other kinda pic ill rate what i think of it. if its lame it wont score high! geeze this just a social network site no need to have ur panties bunched up over what ppl rate u. get over it and move on. opinions r like assholes, everyones got em so if u dont wanna b rated on a social site then get off it!   ADD ME PLEASE
Nsfw Auction
Im up for auction..Come bid and Own me....  
Firefighter's Blog
As a Firefighter I'm use to responding to people's plead for help. But now the tables are turned. Now I, The firefighter, am pleading for YOUR help! Besides Firefighting, I am also a Certified Fire Police Officer. And a topic was discusses recently that shocked me!  If i wasn't a firefighter, and I was doing traffic control with Fire Police and got killed...i would NOT receive a LODD ( Line Of Duty Death) Coverage!!! Currently, Firefighters, EMTS, Soldiers, Bishops/Chaplians, and Police Officers are covered in case of a LODD. But Fire Police are not. This shocked me because Fire Police are a unit of a Fire Department therefor considered FIRE PERSONNEL!  But according to LODD Coverage Information...Fire Police Officers wont be covered unless they are firefighters. Which is a issue because many people who are Fire Police can not be firefighters due to medical issues such as Asthma. Me, Im one of the few Fire Police who are ALSO a firefighter!   I AM BEGGING FOR YOUR HELP! Please sig
WHAT DO I MEAN BY (NOT BORN FEMALE) I AM A TRANNY?? I AM MALE TO FEMALE. HERE: A trans woman (sometimes trans-woman or transwoman) is a male-to-female (MTF) transsexual or transgender person and the term trans woman is preferred by some individuals over various medical terms. Other non-medical terms include t-girl, tg-girl and ts-girl. Transsexual is the more common term. Transsexualism is when an individual identifies with a gender that is different from their biological sex. A medical diagnosis can be made if a person experiences discomfort as a result of a desire to be a member of the opposite sex, or if a person experiences impaired functioning or distress as a result of that gender identification. Transsexualism is stigmatized in many parts of the world but has become more widely known in Western culture in the mid to late 20th century, concurrently with the sexual revolution and the development of sex reassignment surgery. *** I DON'T HAVE TITS YET AND I WILL NEVER HAVE SEX REASS
Cam Girls Suck Ass Lol
Ok this is a little chat i had with a known CAM girl on here. I hope you find it as entertaining as I did making it LMAO! They are such dumb asses! And let it be known, NO SHE WAS NOT HAKED. LMAO I cant and wouldnt do that....... but what she doesnt know wont hurt her now will it LOL! Enjoy!   nucking_futz33: ok turn that cam on like you promised'Joana Jones: ok babe but i have a lil favor nucking_futz33: LMAO, I knew itJoana Jones: wat do you mean?nucking_futz33: spill itnucking_futz33: where do you want me to vote for you?Joana Jones: on my linknucking_futz33: uh hunucking_futz33: turn the cam on firstYou have accepted the invitation to start photo sharing.Joana Jones: i have but in the private site Joana Jones: just click this ****Deleted HTML for privacy reasons****nucking_futz33: ahhhhhhh but didnt you just say that you would turn it on here? Why do we have photo sharing up? Do you plan on showing me something?Joana Jones: babe do that linkJoana Jones: okJoana Jone
 So have you guys noticed that selfishness has no bounds here on fu? That no one does anything when these users do shit to people who place a lil bit of trust on them? Who can you go to when no one will correct these issues?   This is supposed to be a site for ADULTS. But no one cares about being fair or being honest you know those things most of us where taught as children. They assume that because its ONLINE it has no impact on real life. to those who are wondering how.. heres a real life example: I sold a person who was a part of my fu "family" for the whole time I've had this page. This member told me if I'd sell her a boomerang for fubucks. I told her that I didn't need the fubucks, but I hate telling my friends NO when ts in my power to help (a habit I've broken) so I told her that I really wanted that diamond bling they had and it cost 50cr. and that I found it tacky to bling myself so how bout if I sent her a 65 cr bling pack for 5 mil (THATS RIGHT NOT A TYPO 5,000,000) and ou

My breath catches and my lips part as a moan softly escapes me. The way my flesh reacts to the memory of your touch and my heart races at the thought of your voice, it is so intense my eyes close to the world around me. I return to the feel of your fingertips on my cheek for the first time and the sound of your whispering voice in my ear.  Every nerve in me is on fire as I relive the moment your lips caressed mine. As your tongue sweeps across my lip as soft as a feather and my fingers grasped your shoulders. Your hand moved down my body and as your thumb passes slowly over the roundness of my breast my body arches into you, a hunger so savage and so comsuming. Pulling me close I feel the need in you matches mine. They way I begged you with my eyes was stronger than any words I could have uttered. You continue through the night to take me place I have never been, and will only be in my memories......
Who Do You Trust
I used to work for an airlines at LAX; Los Angeles for those who don't know. I checked in former Governor Jerry Brown and his aide back in the late 1980s...for their flight..I questioned Brown and his responses were to say the least, relative to someone who was stoned out of his mind as his responses were slurred blah, blah, blah. He couldn't even provide his I.D. Do you really want this guy as the new Governor of California?
i am alone fire truck to the rescue   remeber 9.11    
Poems Of Mine.
I see you in the darkness. I sit and wait for my chance. Giggle giggle Sooner or later I'll have you. In my bed in my arms. You'll never know it. Blade kisses your neck. Trickle of blood. Mouth starts to salvate. Trickle trickle. Giggle giggle. Sooner or later I'll have you. Duct tape streched and ready. Rope by my side. Giggle giggle. Sooner or later.   A Open Bookcreated @ 2007-01-22 14:11:45 A open bookA heart apoun a sleeveIts not hard to believenormaly rushing into thingsJumpping head first nor carerringTry to find the right oneEnding up loving the wrong oneSome how my pain is my pleasureYet my pleasure brings me painOne equals the other its all the sameSo what is love but a higher form of lustAn lust is a lower form of loveWanting to find some one to holdDont want a child or some one to oldNot looking for some one to change meJust trying to find some one for me Through my add attacks Being able to help me stay on trackThy angel of darkest light Beautiful from insi
New Here
I'm new here and kind of lost. I am learning the ropes and trying. If I do not respond to you or something, do not be offended...I may be confused. There are a lot of cool people one here and I am enjoying myself.  
The Man I Love Deeply!
The day that I met Leon I knew in my heart that he was the one for me.... Not a day goes by that we are not on the phone talking, texting, or on skype for 12- 14 hrs a day together. My sister absolutely loves him and he has a place in her heart. He also holds my family close to him as well. I laugh, am free, and loved by him you can tell by all the pictures he takes of me daily and uploads. I will be in his arms in his arms soon. December as a matter of fact. Everyday a little bit more of me appears and everyday more and more of me falls in love with him. I hate to close my eyes because I am afraid of losing him but I know this is not true. He has shocked me so many times over the pat few months and I love it. His entire family knows all about me and a first I was a little scared wanted to dig a hole and crawl in but today I know I don't have to do that anymore. I wake up to some beautiful txts during the night since he is working while i am sleeping. Leon I love you now and forever. L
God Was Busy...
f you don't know GOD, don't make stupid remarks!!!!!!  A United States Marine was taking some college courses  between assignments. He had completed 20 missions in Iraq   and Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor  who  was an avowed atheist, and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in.  He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "GOD, if you are real, then  I want you to knock me off this platform... I'll give you exactly 15 min."  The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes  went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am GOD, I'm still waiting."   It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got  out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him;  knocking
peom 1 my heart is breaking i don't know why i thought it be ok when i walked away i thought it would pass but now its just like glass but no no not  today the pain is  more then yesterdayi wanted our love to be forever hurt today more then ever why i thought i could walk away never say never the tears i cry cut so deep like a knife under my feet why should i belive my heart could heal when i know the love is for real when i think about what was lost now i feel the cost the heart bleeds just like some one needs a breath of air to move a hair it hurts so bad but u can not tell bc if it was known how i felt alone u would see how much i am falling apart no i won't let u see that side of me  the love i had was so deep and true i just wish i saw that side of you   By Cynthia C   poem 2 i think about you all the time there not a min you don't cross my mind i look at the phone but nothing there just the pain of you not being around that has my heart so down miss you more everday like the dra
Pink Ribbon Continued On From Proud American
                                                                           My Pink Ribbon                                                                 ( in memory of Joella Goodwin)       I never thought,   it would happen to me   after-all I was always   so Healthy.    No family history  just out of the blue,  neither me nor my family  had a clue.    They seemed so normal  and always there,  it couldn't happen to me,  so I never cared.    Then one day,  I would be stumped,  while taking a shower  I felt a lump.    " Dear God" why   did this happen to me?,   I sit here and wait   for a mastectomy.     Will I still be a woman?,   Will I still be the same?,   or will I be some kind of freak,   living in shame?    Would it have been differant,  if I had checked before?,  instead I just stood there  it was something I would ignore.    I feel differant,  but I'm still the same,  and it's something of which,  I no-longer have to live in shame.  
Poobs & Been
I R Sad :-(
Okay...So, being the good point-hoar that I've become....and talking to FangBanginCannie, I changed my default picture. The first one I had got flagged. Too much boobage or some such rot. Which is also a crock of shit coz I've seen more cleavage scrolling up top than..well, I can't think of when. :P Then I found another, of Hillary Duff, didn't really care who it was, it was a hotish picture. lol Then FBC said I could use here it is. So, since I've put this one up yesterday evening, I have gotten more likes, points, rates, likes (no bling dammit lol) than I have in all the 4 years I've been on this site. Sad really coz these people see some hot chick who if they actually looked more doesn't look 52 years old. haahaa I've always been told I look good for my age or young for my age but damn. lol Anywhooooo.....I probably should take this down and put up my real one. I dunno....What say youz?
Another Women
Today another woman died and not on a foreign field and not with a rifle strapped to her back, and not with a large defense of tanks rumbling and rolling behind her.She died without CNN covering her war. She died without talk of intelligent bombs and strategic targets The target was simply her face, her back her pregnant belly.The target was her precious flesh that was once composed like music in her mother’s body and sung in the anthem of birth.The target was this life that had lived its own dear wildness, had been loved and not loved, had danced and not danced.A life like yours or mine that had stumbled up from a beginning and had learned to walk and had learned to read. and had learned to sing.Another woman died today. not far from where you live; Just there, next door where the tall light falls across the pavement.Just there, a few steps away where you’ve often heard shouting, Another woman died today.She was the same girl her mother used to kiss; the same child
Something Different
Today was a good day!   I know there were a few ick moments today,but it seemed like old times. People seemed to actually be having fun and enjoying themselves on here today. It reminded me of the old days on the site and it took my mind off the hellish stress and pain I am dealing with. I want to thank everyone for that! (h) I needed a good day. Positivity is something I need to be surrounded with at the moment and negativity is eating me alive and has to be gone gone gone!   love ya..well most of ya!   hugs and stuffs!
Wish You Were Mine=]]
                                      I see your beautiful face and wish                                      you and I can be together                             I have been crushing on you for a while                          I love how you are, and I love your sexy smile                                 I crush you more than ever before                                  I think its cuz I know you more                         You are an amazing woman and very sweet to me                               Please tell me everything will be alright                                        and don't worry cuz soon                       
I Need Some Help Picking A Topic...
Ok , so for my Composition 2 class I need to come up with a topic that I can write a 5 paged paper. My creative mind is failing me and I am having a tough time trying to decide what to write about and I really could use some feedback. The topic can basically be anything but it must either be controversial and/or debatable in some way. I must take a particular stand point on a topic or issue. Please help me out and give me any ideas you have. Thanks!!   The topics that it CAN'T be about: *legalization of drugs *prostitution *murder *religion *capital punishment *assisted suicide *pornography or sex
The deception and hurtHow it fills me more The emptiness slowly creeps.I step away....fear of it touching me.It beckons me to enter, dark as it is.It promises relief, as it beckons me to it.I'm tired, tired of this pain and deception of being empty like a sea shell.The emptiness edges closer as i stand on the edge no were to run or go. I turn to find nothing but a black wall that I can't break through. Maybe...maybe... if I enter I can escape this....Maybe the pain will stop...maybe....Maybe...I can break free...Maybe someone will save me....Maybe....

              Heart Breaker You are a heart breakera dream takerYou lied to get what you wantNow you I no longer wantI thought we had a chancebut I guess it was not a true romanceI loved you with all my heartAll you did was tear it apartYou are a heart breaker this is trueYou are the heart breaker that used to make my skies so blueYou are the heart breaker that has locked my hearts doorThat door is now locked forevermoreYou are the heart breaker that took the love awayYou are the heart breaker who has made my blue skies grayYou are a heart breaker and I hope and prayThat someone breaks you heart and you feel how I feel today.   My Children My children are my life.My children are my world.My children are the light of my life.My children are far away.My children hear I love you everyday.My children are loved unconditionally.My children were raised up traditionally.My children have had a hard life.My children are the loves of my life. What Jay Mathews means to me J is for the j
What Makes Me Smile!!!!
browneyedcountrygirl@ fubar
“He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect for more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you.”  Breakeven lyricsSongwriters: Frampton, Andrew; Kipner, Stephen; O Donoghue, Daniel John; Sheehan, Mark Anthony;I'm still alive but I'm barely breathingJust prayed to a God that I don't believe in'Cause I got time while
I've always been one to say what's on my mind. If something bothers me, I'll say something. If people get offended by it then that's on them. I'm just being honest and I don't sugar coat cause someone can't take honesty. Whether it be bad or good. i try to lean more toward the good. Like the people i associate myself with. People I call associates and people I call friends. Even the ones I call "family". Last year in march I joined fubar b/c a friend encouraged me to. Well as I explored Fu and met people, I got close to some and got away from others, but as I got to know the people I met, and I know this is the internet, i learned that alot dont follow through with the word "friend" or " family" when they used it.  There are some I still talk to but not as much as I'd like and there are some that don't even talk to me. If I were to take of the people in my friends and fam that I didnt talk to on a regular basis id have less than 50 on my list. There are some, the lucky few, that Ive t
FU-Robbery I just had $3 mil in fu-bucks disappear, what's up with that? Fubar took it! Where does it say it will cost you up to $10 million to choose between demon or angel the first time? Notice the sceenshot of the support lounge, I never got an answer! So much for support!     >
Over And Out
I'm a modern man, a man for the millenniumDigital and smoke-freeA diversified, multi-cultural, post-modern deconstruction who's politically and anatomically ecologically incorrectI've been up-linked and down-loaded, I've been in-putted and out-sourcedI know the up-side of down-sizing, I know the down-side of up-gradingI'm a high-tech low-lifeA cutting-edge, state-of-the-art, bi-coastal, multi-tasker and I can give ya a gigabyte in a nanosecondI'm new-wave but I'm old-school and my inner child is outward-boundI'm a hot-wired, heat-seeking, warm-hearted cool customerI'm voice-activated and bio-degradableI interface in my database, my database is in cyberspaceSo I'm interactive, I'm hyperactive, and from time to time I'm radioactiveBehind the eight-ball, ahead of the curve, ridin' the wave, dodgin' the bullet, pushin' the envelopeI'm on-point, on-task, on-message and off drugsI got no need for coke and speed, I got no urge to binge and purgeI'm in-the-moment, on-the-edge, over-the-top but
My Songs
shadow of eternity is watching the depth of allwhen the end comes we all will knowone way or another we all know it's comingwe just don't want to realize itwalking the fine line between life and eternity is what we are doinglooking for the truth of our exsistence is what we look forwatching time go by so rapidly just wonderingthe shadow of eternity knows when it'll be herewatching us make fouls of ourselves as we wonder aroundlike little ants going here and there with our thoughts on our mindwithout a care in the world we just wonder aroundwatching the time slip passed us so muchas we look for answers we can not findwe keep looking untill we can find them savage heart is for those who believ they're savagesavage mind is forthose who think they are savagebut savage personality is for those who are savagesavage is in the mind...savage is in the heart...but if they are not combined they are nothing without both you can not be savagesavage is ignorance...savage isdestructive...those who dw
Love Me
A love like ours   Oh my love can you feel that gentle spring rain and how it beads down our necked flesh. As you pull me to you I feel our temperatures rise and how wonderful your lips feel pressed against mine. I feel your hands roaming radically over my body so afraid you might leave a place untouched. I feel your lips slowly move to my neck these soft sweet kisses causes a sweet wetness between my legs. Your lips slowly move down my body I see you look up to gaze into my eyes. To my surprise you gently grab my ankle to place it on your shoulder. Now I am placed snuggly between you and a tree. I feel your tongue at my wonderful sweet spot gently but radically I feel your tongue move about my clit I moan with sheer delight unable to stop my body from quivering how my body aches in a pleasurable way. The next thing I know you are placing my clit into your mouth sucking and gently nibbling it in such a way unable to hold back I squirt deep into your mouth and to my surprise you suck
Last Words
i lay here ,night after night and i look up thru my sunlight to the stars above .i watch as they glisten in the midnite sky and i feel the dampness as my eye begin to cry.i toss and i turn searching for something to hold,but all i find ,is a bed so cold. i go to town ,and i watch as people stroll by,never do they notice the tear in my eye.i see couples as they walk and hold hands .i see the couples as they share a life so grand.i go back to my house and down the road i ride,its th e lonliness in my heart i try to hide. i go to my spot so tranquil and cool,i stand there for hours skipping rocks across the pool.then its back to that place that i call home,where once again alone i do roam, ive traveled the world and many a place,but there is only that one longing face.the one that can make my heart warm.and release the happyness and let it swarm,.but such a life for me was not to the loner,i must be free. as the Years pass my life does not change,and t most it must seam so strange.b
My mind wonders, I think of you, the flame inside my soul alights, I hear your voice in my ear, although you are not in site. I feel your teeth on my neck, like a candle, I begin to burn. Your arm encircles me, I hear your whispering words, "My sweet, my beautiful one, my love" Your tongue on my ear, sending shivers down my spine.   You tug at my hair, pull back my head. Lost in your kiss, your fingers pulling me closer still. You sense my lust, my heart beats fast, The flame burns more, my desire unfolds. You claw at my breast, your lips scattering kisses. I relax, trusting in your love and touch.   Then you sink your teeth into my flesh, I cry out in pain, Mixed with a pleasure, praying you do it again. Your fangs peirce my skin once more, again a moan flees. I feel the flame more keenly, slowly burning up inside of me.   You grab my arm and pull them back, Holding my wrist firmly in your hand I feel the kiss of the harsh leather embracing them. Then the click o
My First Buy...
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back in April I finally explained to the family about my daughter Sara Elizabeth Land. when she was born, died etc.... Holidays and such before that just passed by as I was usually working or busy with visiting family. this year is different. Now that everyone knows about her, it is getting harder for me to be happy as the Holidays approach (Thanksgiving and Christmas) I will never know the joy of seeing her walk her first steps. her first words spoken. first day of school. birthday parties, lil girl tea parties. watchin her open presents on Christmas morning. see her go on a first date, teach to drive a car. Graduate highschool and maybe college. get married??? well my point is to all my true friends and family here on the website, if im not as cheerful or seem frustrated, please understand why... Thanks..   PS - i was 16 when she was born. I helped deliver her ... her mom took her away a few months later and i never heard from either for a year. she died at the age of 4 i
Drink, Steal, Swear And Lie
                                                                               *I met this guy while I was in Albuquerque and he has a motto he lives by                              everyday.  He said listen carefully and live by these 4 rules : Drink, Steal, Swear, & Lie.*                              * I was shaking my head 'no', but he then told me to listen while he                             explained his four rules. So here they are :*                              *1. "Drink" from the "everlasting cup" every day. *                              *2. "Steal" a moment to help someone that is in worse shape than you. *                              *3. "Swear" that you will be a better person today than Yesterday. *                              *4. And last, but not least, when you "lie" down at night*                             * Thank God you live in America and have freedom.  *                              * I am not as good as I should be.*                              * I am not
Okay so I am a total blonde and was going to do a really nice blog but since I am a total blonde and I forgot how to do one I have  to make due with a simple one for now. I am hosting an auction and there are 10 of us up on the auction block!!! Everyone that is up on the auction block are wonderful people so go and take a look and make a bid!!! Have fun!!! The auction will run from 11/9/10 to 11/23/10!!!
My Poem
Indian Heritage by Christina Maria Ennis   I call upon my brothers and my sisters of the tribe.I call upon you all to help me to survive.\Take me from these white lands back to my native blood.I call upon you all to call upon a flood.\Take away the people who belong not in our tribe,and the people who are with us will know how to survive.\I was born on white lands and raised the white man's way.If I had a choice, I'd be back in the olden days.\Then the land was plenty and we traveled near and far.If at night we lost our trail, we'd look upon a star.\Now the white man uses cars and tools to find his way.I'll tell you something, white man, our native blood will stay.\So again I call upon the true blood tribe I love.I also call our blood spirits to help us from above.\Let us make a comeback to show them we are here.We'll take back what they had taken without a drop of fear.\So I'm proud to say I'm Indian; it's the blood that flows in me, 'Cause without all my ancestors, I would neve
Nov 2010
I'm sick of being back burner around here.  I know a lot of people have things going on right now, but it's been going on for more than a few weeks. It's not just me that this is happening with, several friends and acquaintances are noticing and/or becoming part of these stats; leaving, ignoring, overall just not being friends. I should be more vocal about my opinions and feelings on this, but it's just not in my nature There again what does complaining really do? Maybe I'm just irritated that everything in my life seems to be changing but falling apart at the same time, though not to the catastrophic level at least. The situation around this place doesn't help any; I originally came here to have fun and meet people, and while I have met some really great people, there so many crappy ones here now it's getting harder and harder to come back.  I'm down to trying to talk to one or two and then "playing" secret admirer, though that holds no benefits other than killing t
Whats On My Mind
im at a time in my life where i am begining to see what has gone wrong and what has been a blessing in my life i have 2 beautiful little girs and would do anything for them although my relationship with my ex wife is nonexzistant i am blessed to have had her in my life and see the best thing that came out of that marrige is my eldest daughter izzibella she is 3 then there is a breef relationship with the mother of my youngest daugher shianne and it was a learning experience to say the least now i feel i am ready to start seeing other people again but not going to rush into anything because it hasnt worked out in the past if i befriend a woman the first thing they think is i want in their pants witch is not the case i want a woman who isnt about games and bullshit one i can laugh with talk to and most important grow with i need someone who is willing to accept me for who i am todays socitey is messed up when it comes to how we are protrade as egotistical peopleyou know there are som
I'm Thankful For........
I am thankful for.....   1. God : No explanation needed 2. My parents : I am the daughter of two wonderful parents who have always been there and believed in me and given me so much. 3. My children : I have the most two amazing children I could ever want or hope for. They are my reason for living and my reason for striving to be a better person. 4. My family : My family is everything to me. Without them I would be lost in this crazy world 5. My friends : I don't have a large number of close friends, but I do know there are a lot of good people, near and far, who I can count on, who care about me, and who want only the best for me. I truly value my friends and will never have "enough" or too many. 6. Being an American and our Soldiers : I love my country because it is mine. It may not be perfect but what place is? I love it none the less. A soldiers job is an admiral and brave thing to do. Our men and women in uniform, past and present, have, do, and will give so much for us
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I Fucking Hate...
Yes, a lot of things look distorted from an aireal view, but that doesn't mean you should take pictures that way to hide yourself (the WHOLE yourself) from the damn camera.  If you're worried about people being judgemental or harsh criticism about some of the features you're NOT so happy about, then dont join up on a damn public profiling site, or perhaps just set your profile to private/friends only and then remove all the friends that prove they're not interested in "all" of you.  Why is it you women think it's okay to pick up the camera and point right down the center of your chesticles to hide the fact that you have a little more loving to give than that godamn skinny ass victoria secret model?  who CARES what others think about you?  If you're not going to take a picture to show the world who and what you really are then whats the point of lying to others to make friends?? who are you hurting?  You're just going to cry and eat more fucking icecream and cookies (best combo since s
well a new year begans,i know its going to be a good one because i kicked it off with good frinds and lots of blessings,in spite of breaking my arm ice  "LOVING MY LIFE" a href="" target=_blank>Manntoes FuEngaged to Heavenly@ fubar
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New Poem I Just Wrote
as i sit and ponder what it is to wonder why it is that hearts shatter so i cant help but to think on all the relationships past that just had to blow my mind it scrambles onward thinking harder and harder about all the pain and suffering i have felt and all i think is it would just be easy to let go to finnaly be rid of the pain to love never again and yet i cant help but forage on thinks will get better they say things will be better they say the hurt only lasts a short while they say but what is that they know i would rather feel the sting of a billion bees than to be hurting so bad it puts me on my knees at least then all i have to do is let go to stop trying so hard to just let go
Ok so I go to this birthday party with my son its for little children hes 4 so they all are around that age. Everything is going ok and then the clown shows up, well it was a female clown and she was all decked out in her outfit wig makeup clown suit. So Im sitting there and watching the kids play when I notice something her clown suit is not like real clothes its got buttons in the back only not all the buttons are buttoned, and its kind of weird shaped like around the waist it bows out so she looks like shes round I guess. Well I noticed something when she bent down or moved a certain way the costume would open up some in the back and bam she was naked underneath. So Im there with some other fathers and we are kind of looking at each other like did you see that. The whole time shes doing her act for the kids we are getting full view of everything lol. That was my first expierence with a kids birthday party clown. She comes up to us and asks us if we liked the show lmao, one guy yells
FINALLY - A great alternative to body scanners at airports . . .The Israelis are developing an airport security device that eliminates the privacy concerns that come with full-body scanners at the airports.It's a booth you can step into that will not X-ray you, but will detonate any explosive device you may have on you. They see this as a win-win for everyone, with none of this crap about racial profiling. It also would eliminate the costs of a long and expensive trial. Justice would be swift. Case closed!You're in the airport terminal and you hear a muffled explosion. Shortly thereafter an announcement comes over the PA system . . . "Attention standby passengers - we now have a seat available on flight number 1234. Shalom!"
Surgery For Hiatal Hernia 12/26/2010
A hiatal hernia occurs when part of your stomach pushes upward through your diaphragm. Your diaphragm normally has a small opening (hiatus) that allows your food tube (esophagus) to pass through on its way to connect to your stomach. The stomach can push up through this opening and cause a hiatal hernia. In most cases, a small hiatal hernia doesn't cause problems, and you may never know you have a hiatal hernia unless your doctor discovers it when checking for another condition. But a large hiatal hernia can allow food and acid to back up into your esophagus, leading to heartburn and chest pain. Self-care measures or medications can usually relieve these symptoms, although a very large hiatal hernia sometimes requires surgery. PRIVACY NOTICE: Warning - any person and/or institution and/or Agent and/or Agency of any governmental structure including but not limited to the United States Federal Government also using or monitoring/using this website or any of its associated webs
Why You Should Think Before You Speak....
You wear your sunglasses to shade your eyes from the sun so bright, But for me, they shade a totally different light. You see and hear a beautiful person, I try very hard, But hidden deep inside, I am permanently scarred. You see a twinkle in my eye and a smile on my face, But hidden deep inside, I'm in a darker place. A place of hurt and a place of shame, I was put there by a person who staked his claim. You see, I wear my sunglasses to hide the agony, to shield the pain, To cover the tears, realizing there is nothing left to gain. He said he loved me, I thought it was true, Maybe he did, but why oh why did he treat me so cruel??? The harsh words, the name calling, the implications to blame, Oh right, we can't talk about this right now, it's time for the pregame. The despair and the loneliness have gone on too long, So I've decided to stand on my own two feet and be strong. These feelings of never being good enough I can't deny, the damage is done, They are very permanent, and impossi
Jdizzle's Poetry/music/stories
Fire back like a bullet proof round When the world beats you down, get the fuck off the ground. Cuz if all you’re gonna do is just sit there and cry Then you might be better off to just lay down and die. Nobody’s gonna carry you or hold you high Its your own fuckin choice if you wanna survive! Times up! I’m done talkin to you Times up! What you gonna do? Times up! I don’t give a shit! Take a swing, hit or miss Your times up! I aint superman, got no bulletproof vest But go ahead, take the shot I gotta big fuckin chest! My shoulders’ big too, I can carry the weight, All the chains from your pain and even your hate. If you think that what you say is gonna make me hurt Im gonna laugh, cuz you’re a fool and Ive tasted dirt. I’ve been right there in the fire and flame Screaming at the sky while it was raining PAIN!!! Times up! I’m done talkin to you Times up! What you gonna do? Times up! I don’t give a shit! Ta
My Strange Life Or Something
I have wrote some fiction before, and this is not. No one can fully explain the turn their lives takes, and would never make such a claim. I do not claim to be psychic. Photo-hypersensative is the word for it. What I see both in the real world and in dreams shows a slight hint into the future, both the changable and the unchangable. It doesn't help me or anyone else all that much unless we figure out the difference between the two. It's not easy. At age 5, I had a dream that I was living on a farm. All the farm animals were going crazy. The room started spinning around, and in the center of the room was the smallest of three roosters contolling the speed of the spinning room. I could tell this even at that age because once that rooster left the room, the spinning stopped. Three years later when my mother got remarried, I did move to a farm. Life was crazy there for more reasons than one. The real insanity that the dream was talking about did not stop until the youngest of my stepbrot
The Sentinel
The Sentinel He stood at the prow of a mighty war ship He looked for an omen of the coming battle ..then suddenly His shield was shattered by a bolt of lightning into a thousand shards Each reflecting an image of the moon so that a thousand moons spoke to him as they fell into the ocean Deep splashes of flickering color and sound At first they shimmered in great brilliance like a thousand stars in the heavens..then They grew dimmer as they sank deeper into the seas Dimming and soon extinguished of all light He saw them like the days of his life Fleeting and ephemeral The battle was lost   By me
Dj Iroc!
I don't ask much of my slave, but what I do ask is for him to follow my 3 simple rules!  Rules are as follows 1. I'm always right 2. What I say goes and 3. If in doubt refer back to rules 1 and 2.  Doesn't seem hard to do.  But for my lovely slave it is very difficult for him to grasp this concept!   I have promised that if he follows these rules that he will have everything his little heart desires.  He will be able to become the woman that he wants to be.  Yes, you all for those that don't know it our little IROC is wanting a sex change into a woman.  I'm more than happy to give that to him!  I will give him all cock he wants to fuck and suck.  Yep, that is what I have promised him!  I've also promised to love him cherish him and accept him for all his little flaws.   While I'm a loving Mistress. I do have a wrath like no other. I am not called a Bitch for nothing! I give out harsh punishments and one of the punishments I told him would be that I would come to ya'll and ask for you
Not Necessarily The News
Study Confirms That Fox News Makes You Stupid A new survey of American voters shows that Fox News viewers are significantly more misinformed than consumers of news from other sources. December 15, 2010  |     Yet another study has been released proving that watching Fox News is detrimental to your intelligence. World Public Opinion, a project managed by the Program on International Policy Attitudes at the University of Maryland, conducted a survey of American voters that shows that Fox News viewers are significantly more misinformed than consumers of news from other sources. What’s more, the study shows that greater exposure to Fox News increases misinformation. So the more you watch, the less you know. Or to be precise, the more you think you know that is actually false. This study corroborates a previous PIPA studythat focused on the Iraq war with similar results. And there was an NBC/Wall Street Journal poll that demonstrated the break with reality on the part
My Nickname-posthole Digga
I Am Writing this Thanks To You Chrissy,lmao...How We got on this Subject I Do Not Know...Oh yeah Kicking Peoples Ass....And I Said I Am a Lover not a Fighter....And It takes alot to Make me Mad...But the Easiest way would be to Mess with those Ones that I Love....Im Sure We all can vouch for that....But anyways I Worked at My Brothers Club [Dewalkers]...for 16 Months...Its Closed Now,cause they Sold it...But Anyways It was a Great Experience and I Met alot of Nice Peeps during that time....But I had Been Working there for about 2 Months and DJ-ing and Bouncer and then they were another bouncer we called Big Bam cause He was Huge and he was from Alabama...But anyways My Brother this Night had Hollered My Name-and of Course My Brother-I Ran over to see what was Up....He said Bobby!!!! get him.....lmfao...and I turn looked at the guy and back at My Brother-I said Bro are You Sure?He said Yes!!!I Looked back at the Guy and back at My Brother and said are You Sure?He said Yes!!! Get Him!!!
My Existence
El DoradoGaily bedight,A gallant nightIn sunshine and in shadow,Had journeyed long, Singing a song,In search of El Dorado.But he grew old -This knight so bold -And - o'er his heart a shadowFell as he foundNo spot of groundThat looked like El Dorado.And, as his strengthFailed him at length,He met a pilgrim shadow -"Shadow, said he,"Where can it be -This land of El Dorado?""Over the MountainsOf the Moon,Down the Valley of the Shadow,Ride, boldly ride,"The shade replied -"If you seek for El Dorado."by Edgar Allen Poe
Funnies My Boys Say!
last week my youngest asks his brother.. do you ever have headaches? The oldest says..not much. The youngest says..I do..must be because I have a larger Brain!   2nd story..just done tonight.. we were watchin national lampoons vacation...theres a part in the movie where the boy is in his cousins room..they are looking at playboy magazines.. the cousin says..These magazines come in very handy..i use the alot The boy says.."how" oldest who is 12 says.. how do they come in handy? how does he use them? Youngest says.."he reads them..duh!"   as for me..other than laughing..I just went along with the youngest..I do you explain? LOL. Oldest is getting of age..but still clueless! :D
A Few Ff's About Me
Hope is nestled in the darkest corners of my mind Penetrated by slivers of light Conjured up by dreams and aspirations Hope is knowing there must be more The end is yet beyond my sight Hope is the tiny carpet on which my Imagination wanders the vast open spaces of what could be Hope is distingushable only by the slightest breeze of euphoria Unaccompanied with desperation Hope is the thread of which my soul hangs on the tattered rope of life Hope is my morning cup of coffee my cold shower my enthusiasm for the day's existence Hope is my serenity my survival from chaos the killer of my pain Hope is my nucleus the very core of my being My shelter my water my breathe Were it not for hope This rose Is for a new start, And as I give it to you It grows in my heart         This rose Grows to the s
Lizzie's World
Phoenix's Nsfw Pics
If you are wanting to have NSFW access, here is the list of things we can trade (these go to either her or me).. I AM ALWAYS ADDING NEW PICS TO HER NSFW WHEN I HAVE VIP...SHE HAS A VARIETY OF PICS FROM TOPLESS, BOTTOMLESS, ACTION STUFF AND MORE. Bling Packs 6 credit bling pack-1 Day 12 credit bling pack-1 Week 25 Credit Bling pack-2 weeks 65 Credit Bling Pack-1 month 135 Credit Bling Pack-3 Month The only bling that will get you into my family are polishers or god mode..I'm sorry but I'm not much interested in the 11s or cherry bomb at the moment... Polishers--Send me and my fuwifey a polisher for a 2 week add God Mode Bling will get you the same as a 135 bling pack--3 months in fam Blasts 1 Day Blast-1 Day 3 Day Blast-3 days 7 Day Blast-2 weeks
Punisher Tells All
theres 2 sections to this please read the 1st, then continue on...wrote by dallas angel nov 17 2008a little of what is going and punisher been talking on here for 2 years and were great friends then after a while we started having feelings, i knew of his feelings but untill 2 weeks ago he never knew of mine, i gave him my number and we talked for 9 days straight now i am living here i am truely inlove with him and he loves me i left a bad marrige of 17 years and never knew what love was till me and punisher started talking now that i am here it is so awesome to find my true love i know it sounds weird and the way things played out but we are both very happy if i had to do it over again tomorrow i would i truly love him so wish us the best of luck any questioins just ask we will try and answer btw just because we are inlove you can still be friends with him or me thanks dallas angel and punisher 4 life now for part 2, very important..wrote by punisher 12-28-10after a 2 year
THE 8 SIMPLE RULES FOR DATING/ MARRYING MY SONS! I saw this and I since I have two young men one who is 19 and the other 15 both whom are very well mannered and well raised gentlemen.  I could so related to this post when I ran across it earlier I just had too share.   We hear the Father of the girls side. So, as a mother of only sons.. I thought I might counter a few of these rules and show the mother of the boy's prospective. Dedicated to moms of sons everywhere!(PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ADD ON In the COMMENT section) Who said we need to stop at 8 rules anyway? Since after all, dating is just a game of "RING AROUND THE FINGER"…. Lets set down a few rules of the game.. Rule 1. (How to Dress) Please don’t dress like a hoochie momma when you go on a date with my son! Dear father of the girl … instead of sitting there talking about how you are going to be cleaning your gun and question my son about his intentions… why not look at your daughter see how she is dr
Run Forever
So new year's has made me think about a lot of things. Really the last two years have really intense imbroglio.  As a result I've written a lot more poetry than I've done in some time. This is a short one called "Anything But Mine"   When we first touched it felt so fine It was hard to see you being anything but mine but later on I came to see the cold hard reality For while our fates remain intertwined You'll forever be anything but mine.
Kirsten: Blackwood Book One
Fu friends, I am proud to announce the release of my first teen fiction novel, "Kirsten: Blackwood Book One" If you have teenage daughters who are bored with Vampires, check out a fresh start to a new series aimed specifically at teens who need some new reading perspective!! :)  Follow this like to begin the journey...
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1) if she walks away from you - follow her 2) if she tares at your lips - kiss her 3) when she pushes or hits you - grab her and dont let go 4)  when her hand rubs against yours - grab it and hold her hand 5) if she's cold - give her your jacket 6) if he lets you wear his clothing - he likes you in them 7) if she comes  to you crying - ask whos ass am i gonna kill 8) most women PERFER to be called BEAUTIFUL over sexy. by calling them sexy, iot most of the time makes them feel like just a trophy girl, if you  tell them they are beautiful, they know you mean inside and out   * most of the time girls jsut want their man to cuddle with them, so sit on the couch, watch a movie, and put your arm around her   * girls love when their man holds them, and hugs them for no reason at all   * those kisses out of nowhere ? yeah we love those too.   * dont say  you love us if you dont, cause sooner or later we will find out the truth   * if u feel like cheating, just end the realtion
Scribbles...from Inside My All...
Aug 18, 2009 8:17 AM                                                 He that could let go.... He that could let go....of any part of themselves that is so very vital to his survival.....his salvation...his mission of eternal righting...of wrongs to humanity....regardless of the injustice and hypocrisy...might as well reach deep down out their own still beating...empty...bloodied heart...and offer it up to the" Machine"...on bended knees...and with it their soul will follow...                       As sheep...will always...blindly follow..."the herd"..."They" will an existence of nothing more than a pitiful waste of flesh...bone...blood...& untapped courage... Belle~HellzBelle "The only "things"....that one cannot any other...are one's heart and one's soul...nor can they be taken from one...listen to your heart is a constant reminder...even if it were to be cut out from is still is of no wort
My Stuff
Even tears do not dare travel the cheeks of this tormented soul. This spirit that lies here quaking in the darkness. Tongues of flame licking the inner most parts of the seemingly lifeless. Fear begins to set in. Fear of the unknown. Fear of another power. Paralyzed by the venom that seeps through constricted veins. Eyes wide shut that run a continual reel of what has been and  working without fail to prove what will be. Still the evil liquid crawls slowly and terrorizes. Taking every precious thought and making it its prisoner. Lying cold and shivering, this soul is betrayed... One tear falls. The Doom of the Dark?   They beckon me to the light But why should I go? I’ve stepped to their voices My whole world to show. Come and set  yourself free, Cast your burdens away, Let the light fill your soul And  happy you’ll stay. I like a fool went forth To their call Taking in the light Was no burden at all. But as the light shone Thr
Short Story By Me =)
 We All Die                           By: Tina Louise W.    "You are such a fucking hypocrite!," screamed Pamela.   "Well if you weren't always being a cunt I wouldn't have to resort to being a dick now would I?" Ben said in a flat tone.  "Fu-"  "No fuck you Pam, I'm sick of your shit."  The Andersons... typical family in the local hell of Nashtown suburbia. Sure they have their bad points but also their good. You know?? Take their kids for a walk in the park on a leash, push the dog on the swings-set, have their holier-than-thou perception on others, laugh at the expense of one's misery. Yes, a normal life.  It wasn't that the family is odd, well not all of them. It was that the mother was nuttier than a half eaten payday melting on a summer afternoon. Pamela would be the sweetest woman in the world unless she didn't have her swiss army knife keychain. From what is known, this keychain was given to her by her mother which told her, "Always keep this by your side or you will surely die
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~gor 101~basic Q & A~
"If one is not strong, it is natural to make a virtue of weakness." ~Savages of Gor~p 235~ ............ "It is said," said Samos, "that only weaklings, and fools, and men who deserve to be slave girls, fall slave to women." ~Hunters of Gor~p 13~ ............ "He who surrenders his mastery surrenders his manhood. I wondered what those who flocked like sheep to their own castration received in recompense for their manhood. I supposed it must be very valuable. But if this were so, why did they feel it necessary to shrill so petulantly at others, those who scorned them and had chosen different paths?" ~Players of Gor~p 176~ ............ "We met in the center of the room and embraced. I wept, and he did, too, without shame. I learned later that on this alien world a strong man may feel and express emotions, and that the hypocrisy of constraint is not honored on this planet as it is on mine." ~Tarnsman of Gor~p 21~ ............ "With weapons and courage.... They were truly free m
Sweet Dreamz
Venting About Abuse Of A Friend By Her Husband...
Sometimes I wonder how many more late night phone calls or texts I'm going to get from her before she realizes when enough is enough.But as one who has been down that road of terror,utter embarrassment,and fear....the uncertainty of a a world that is so upside down can be paralyzing. It is not the road we fear to walk along,but everything that lurks in the shadows on the path that holds us...and for her,well she has 2 small kids to think about as well. My friend has epilepsy and her husband when going into his self proclaimed battle* goes so far as to head butt her,take a flashlight and turn it off and on in her eyes,hits her upside her temples all in hopes of forcing a seizure upon her and won't do anything but,watch so he can claim her to be an unfit mother and her lose her babies. His mind is not right. He thinks he knows everything b/c he is an x con and tells her time and time again that if she ever tries to escape or leave,he knows all the laws. This coming from a man who smokes
My Erotic Stories
My name is Barb. I am a 53 year old, white female, 5’ 5”, 138 pounds, with 38D breasts. I think I still look very good for my age with a nice body. I have two sons, 25 and 28, and a 32 year old daughter. This is a true story that happened just over three years ago, a month before my 50 th birthday.It was the night my divorce was final from my second husband a couple years ago and I had gone out with my girlfriends to celebrate. I came home a little tipsy, but not drunk. My youngest son had some friends over partying and playing cards. I knew everyone and said hi. I then went upstairs and took a bath, laid down on the bed and started masturbating. A few minutes later I heard a loud bang downstairs so I jumped up, grabbed one of my robes and went down to see what happened. I was at the bottom of the stairs when I realized I still had my vibrator in my hand. I stuck it in the pocket of my robe before anyone saw it. This robe happened to be missing the tie for it, so I just had
It Bout Me
Elevator Ride
The elevator was crowded,He was backed up against the wall,Then he felt my rump press into him.At first his mind became clouded,And then he had an urge to squall,He got an erection on the drop of a pin!I pressed back against him harder,And I felt his hard cock pressing,Between my soft warm yielding crack.This inflamed and fired his ardor,My warm heat felt like a Blessing,He began pressing slowly back!That elevator ride was long,And our hip movements were real slow,He was thrilled with this happen-chance.His exploding climax was strong,When I left he felt such a glow,I left him with real messy pants!!
True Love
To the readers of this,   I sit back daily and watch many things on this site. I have watched fu marriages and fu divorces. I have watch real relationship come together because of fu and break up because of fu.    About Five years ago I meet my perfect match. We meet at the oddest of place during the oddest of times. He became my best friend and nothing more. As time went on and him trying to hook me up with a friend of his and that not being  what I wanted. I just was takin a break from the relationship world. The drama and the headaches of what he wants or what I want and it not working. I wasn't looking to be with anyone, just my children and myself. Over months of becoming good friends with this man and him being there for me as nothing more then just a good friend, he stopped and asked to be with me. Not in any sexual way. Just be my partner.  I remember this day as if it were yesturday. As he asked me to be in a relationship with him. I told him to call me later and we woul
My Poems
Where I Stand                                 Maggi Smith                 10/10/10 I was using you, you were using me, We stood side by side.   We fell in love, we were happy for a while, And then we made a child   I loved you, you loved me, We thought we would be happy for all time.   I’m still yours but you got scared and bored And now you are no longer mine.   I love you, you love me But I’m not enough to make you happy anymore.   I’ve given you wings to help you feel free, Now I lie and cry in a ball on the floor.   You smell of her when you come home, We shower and I wash her away.   You make love to me as though you still care;  I smile and pretend to be okay.   I cannot eat, I do not sleep, I spend most of my time alone crying.   I’ve given all that you want, all that you need. For this sacrifice my spirit is dying.   I walk behind you, my head hung low; You don’t even hold my hand.   You walk ahead not soothing my
A Melancholy Moment
Well there you are just going along through life and you think all is just fine,but then along come those past ghosts that creep in when you least expect it.And you're all out of Ghosts Be Gone spray,so you have to allow those pesky thoughts to run their course. (Shutter) Well so while I go through my ghosts,I will post some of my favorite poems and some love quotes I like too. Here's hoping your ghosts skip your house tonight. :) Quotes: "If you press me to say why I loved him,I can say no more than because he was he,and I was I." "Love is like War.Easy to begin but very hard to stop"   "Love that is not madness is not love" by Pedro Calderon de la Barca       "Time is too slow for those who wait,too swift for those who fear,too long for those who grieve,too short for those who rejoice,but for those who love,time is eternity"  by Henry Van Dyke     Poems: Let it be forgotten Let it be forgotten,as a flower is forgotten.Forgotten as a fire that once was
Windows Of The Soul
eyes. are like windows,the windows of the soul,for a person to peer in,to see whom what has been,see whom what is,see whom will be.'tis a gift,to not be taken lightly,for tis has potence of,enlightment or choas,for the soul,is a powerful force,seer be warned,seer be wary,for that window,is two way mirror,no matter,you will not escape,unscathed of what,you've seen in,thy eyes,the windows of the soul.
Hurtful Sarcasm
  Sarcasm can cause discord in both romantic relationships and friendships.  Sarcasm is a large component of social interaction and conversation.  To demonstrate a sense of humor, people frequently use sarcasm as a means of “breaking the ice” during initial encounters with others.  People also use sarcasm as a means of being comedic with groups of friends.  They say something contrary to what they feel and/or believe for the purpose of being funny.  Sarcasm, in these instances, seems harmless and playful.  But is it really?  Too much sarcasm is annoying and hurtful, but can even a minimal amount be too much?  People often joke around by saying the absolute opposite of what they mean. Sarcasm is an indirect form of speech intentionally used to produce a particular dramatic effect .  The subject of sarcasm is complex because many factors are involved:exaggeration, nature of the speaker, relationship of speaker to victim, severity of the criticism, and whether or not the
Writers Blog
Theo watched as Soli disappeared back into the jungle then began to unbutton his ragged shirt sliding it off his arms followed by his torn trousers and undergarments. He grabbed his locket and opened it. He looked at it for a moment then closed it and tossed it gently on his pile of clothes before he lowered himself into the pond. While he washed his short angel blonde hair he saw Malinshin in the distance gathering wood. He swam to the pond’s edge. “You’re not here to see me naked are you?” Theo called out to her jokingly. She dropped the wood startled and looked around. He chuckled briefly “Sorry to alarm you” he smiled slowly shaking his head side to side.             She saw him in the pond and came over after regathering the wood she dropped. “You scared me half to death” Malinshin admitted as she placed her hand over her racing heart. “I guess I’m good at that.” He replied. Malinshin picked up his locket and opene
Relationship.....The definition of relationship in the dictionary is this Definition of RELATIONSHIP 1 : the state of being related or interrelated 2 : the relation connecting or binding participants in a relationship: as a : kinship b : a specific instance or type of kinship 3 a : a state of affairs existing between those having relations or dealings b : a romantic or passionate attachment Love.......The definition of Love in the dictionary is this Definition of LOVE 1 a (1) : strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties (2) : attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3) : affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests b : an assurance of affection 2 : warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion 3
Blogathon 2011
a survey i stole some time ago, figured id revisit it.     1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?i look fuzzy. 2. How much cash do you have on you?19$3. What's your favorite word that rhymes with "DOOR?"roar? is that a manly answer? you thought id go with whore didnt you.4. Favorite planet? *insert obvious uranus joke here* 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? GI John.  army thing.6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?the theme to the price is right. 7. What shirt are you wearing?black sleeveless. i kicks it comfy in the house.8. Do you "label" yourself?it would probably be easier if i did.9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?etnies 10. Bright or Dark Room?dark usually. varies i suppose.11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?i cant remember who i stole it from, its been a while.13. What were you doing at midnight last night?sleeping. 14. Wh
Pain Of Love Lost
Story Number 1
My Sweet Nothings...
TRUE STORY.   Luke  AFB is west of Phoenix and is rapidly being  surrounded by civilization that complains about  the noise from the base and its planes, forgetting that it was there long before they  were..  A certain lieutenant colonel at Luke AFB deserves a big pat on the back.  Apparently, an individual who lives somewhere  near Luke AFB wrote the local paper complaining about a group of F-16s that disturbed his/her day at the mall. When that  individual read the response from a Luke AFB  officer, it must have stung quite a bit. The  complaint: 'Question of the day for Luke Air Force  Base: Whom do we thank for the  morning air show?  Last Wednesday, at precisely 9:11 A.M, a tight formation of four F-16 jets made a low pass over Arrowhead Mall, continuing  west over Bell Road at approximately 500 feet.  Imagine our good fortune!  Do the Tom  Cruise-wannabes feel we need this wake-up call, or were they trying to impress the cashiers at Mervyns early bird special? Any
Some Of My Old Poems...
  My windows are my eyesThey let me see the worldThrough different types of glassI see different types of moods Through tempered glass I seeThe chilling realityThe bitter losses of those lessFourtunate than I Through stained glass I seeMany different colorsThat blend into harmony with easeBut sometimes they collideInto thoughtless war I see this from my windowsMy windows are my eyesThey let me see the world. Copyright © 2009
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So yesterday I had a doctors appointment.  Who cares it's been going on for awhile.  I was just going to find out about my bone scan for my neck.  Well it turns out that something abnormal is showing up in every picture that was taken.     I have a tumor on my brain behind my eyes.  I get really bad migraines ect.  Now I have to have an MRI of my brain to see how bad this problem is.  I decided that if it's bad then that's how it's going to stay.  I don't want any operations on my brain and I don't want to be sick from chemo.  Everyone dies sooner or later.  Nothing lasts forever.     I have had a handful of people get pretty upset over it.  It's stupid.  Like seriously I'm still me, and I'm still going to have fun, be a bitch, be a friend and everything else.  Nothing changed so get a grip ffs.     LOL. So what do you do when you adore someone?  Shit get's weird... you know they like you and you like them! This has been established between you and him both...   Me being cautiou
My Journal Of Discontent...
Your inner soul searching deludes me The shallowness of your deepest thoughts    mocking my hollow emptiness I roll my eyes in disgust    oh baby your ego's sooo robust Cleaver endeavors to the hopeless dreams    all tangled up in your schemes There you go running haphazard    with scissors in the dark Heart stark naked and your mind    adrift on some senseless trip   So I shrug and do drugs What's it all mean? And she answers "not a thing, not a thing" I'm sorry I let my guard down You're sorry you got caught Reach for me now and just try to touch me Your tears insult me    and the theatrics just disgust me You miss me - huh? You miss my lifestyle The streets are cold but,   baby I'm colder Yeah I bet you wish you could hold her Betrayal in a four letter word sealed your fate I don't even have the desire to hate Desperately diving    seeking emotions where there are none Boo boo kitty fuckface bullshit Be gone   Forced emotions end up in wrath Crimes of
Down The Rabbit Hole
So at my weekly therapy session and saw the psychiatrist to discuss my current meds and talked about penguins for 45 minutes. (This man is a literal genius but has NOOOOOOOOOOO interpersonal skills what so ever.) Any who, he left me on 120mg of Cymbalta but added 5mg of Valium twice a day. Now I normally have a very high tolerance when it comes to narcotics but this stuff is kicking my ass. I haven't been able to drive for a week because I almost totaled the truck because I was seeing 2 cars in the on coming lane. On to some better news though, I have been trying for almost 2 years to get on disability due to my severe mirgainrs and depression/anxiety. I got my letter yesterday stating my hearing is in April. So hopefully things will go my way because lord knows we could use the extra cash, and I only plan to spend a small amount on strippers and blow. Just kidding.........maybe ;)   P.S. I honestly, truely love some of you. You make me smile and pull me outta my depression funk a
Blueyezes Blog
Today is one of the worst days of my life. Today was supposed to be my one year anniversary with my bf.  He broke up with me in december. Now he has a new girlfriend and today is his birthday. I sent him a webpage that I had made him and told him happy birthday and nothing. He hadn't even checked his messages. then a mutual friend comes into my live (how convient) and I asked if she had talked to him this morning and she said she did on her way home from work. I take it he called her because she would have been texting and driving...either way he messaged her and talked to her so he was up and online. I am so fucking mad right now!!! I feel so used and under appreciated and he was acting like we were so close and wonderful and then he just slaps me in the face with this. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU !!!!!!!!!!
when i think of love...... i think of happiness, love stories, kissing you, making love, roses and teddy bears, watchin movies, making jokes, when i think of love...... i think of sadness, broken hearts, angry words being tossed around like a rag doll, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!! HAHA!! when i think of love...... i think of the way your arms hold me tight when i get scared in the night, the way you mone when i bite, the look in your eyes when i tell you the moment is right, oh how i when i think of love.... i can hear your voice but cant see your face, your not real, at least not yet, maybe....YES! you will be here soon to help save my heart from cardiac arress... i dont know im just bored being single is like being stabbed in the heart over and over again. you feel so alone. so missplaced. like noone wants you. for once i would like a guy to actually be a good guy. not just pretend for a month or two. a real fucking man. i dont care if he has alot of money or wh
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Bringing In New
I cant manage to figure out much of what is going on in certain points of my life, I thought things were going good and now Im sitting here wondering wtf. I understand life manages to takes it toll on all of us, but fuck, to feel like I am being left out in the cold how the fuck do I deal with this?? I mean do I move on, or do I sit here and just wait. I hate waiting, it's not something Im to good at especially when I feel like I dont matter. I know that I am going through a lotta shit of my own right now, and to know that there is someone standing there beside me is what I need, I mean honestly. I just don't understand any of it anymore. Do I just wipe the slate clean and start over with everything that I am starting?? I think that is my best option. I need the ones standing beside me through this journey. I hate feeling so damn lost, especially when I am so lost and alone at least feeling alone with what Im about to go through. FUKK why cant it just make sense for once. Damnit I know
Random Stuff From Me, Aw
GTFO out of my sb unless I invite you into it.   I don't respond to random people, especially not men. So yeah, kindly do one.   kthanksbye. I've had to make a new account because I messed my bartab settings up on the old one, and all i ever got told was about people's auto 11's ...   so yeah, this is the reason. Bye :|
you know life is funny, as you grow older you look back at the things you have done in your life, and the ones you have done them with. then you think well dang have the friends i have are no longer around, some have passed away, some have moved, and some even in trouble. we take things for granted , and when you get older you think why was i like that, then you come to grips , your life is geting shorter, and things will never be the same. friends come and go , and life moves on, but true friends will always be there for you , now i know what liveing life to the fullest means, i will always be true to myself, and be the best i can, and to be the friend i need to be. just always be yourself and always remember you are never alone in this world, cause your friend will be here for you, and you for them, so to my friends, remember i have your back, and are here to listen if you need me, and to my friens up in maryland miss you guys and see you soon, and to my friends on fubar, ya'll are
Why Do I Have A Po
back in June 29 2009 i ended up pulling a knife on this guy who was my ex roommate for hitting my now ex gf i told him i would kill him if he did it again blinded by rage and poor judgmental i almost took his life he ended up calling the cops on me the man is 33 years old and he is alot more fucked up then i am and  he was off his meds my family was in danger and iam sorry but most cops don't give a flying fuck when you do call them at least in my experience that's what i have learn from when i called them before in the past specially in mesa and they either just write a report or they just think its a joke   i had my grandma who was living with me at the time my dog and 4 cats i was not going to just stand by and watch him do what ever i realize it was poor judgment but no one in my same shoes would not do the same thing   i was facing prison for my act even tho it was in self defensive i was facing 2.5 years   since they lower my charge i now am on probation for 3 years they s
To Our Kids...
My Promise To My Kids(or child), I will stalk u,flip out on u,lecture u,drive u crazy,be your worst nightmare and hunt u down like a hound dog when needed because I Love You!! When u understand that i will know your a responsible adult. You will never find someone who loves u,Prays for u,cares about u and worries about u more than me. pssss...I love u!!! Mom(or mom n dad or dad...)
Kitchen Bi_ch
Well I’ve pretty much moved in with my boyfriend and am going to spend the summer looking for work now that school is out.  I still have a few things left to bring, some furniture and other stuff, but I’ve spent the week here playing house and enjoying having someone to share a bed with.  Our cats have finally figured out a routine and seem to be tolerating each other and I’ve set up a little work station in our home office using the fainting couch and litter cabinet. A really nice thing though living here is that I’m living with a guy who isn’t afraid to get dirty and take things apart to fix them.  Take the other night for instance, the dryer we bought for only $75 went out and stopped heating.  So while I am hanging up the wet things in the bathroom to dry he took the thing apart. I tried not to hover and help when I could but once the drum was out and I saw this it was very hard to bite my lip and not panic.  But I did soon become amazed
So here goes ya'll thot id just fill sum peeps in on my fu tendancies...number one I do like to get on fu sumtimes and strictly return love...not always in the mood to chat. Ive found that when i turn off my sb then everyone sends me pms saying "i tried sbing u and its turned off." Well put two and two together I TURNED IT OFF bcus i dont wanna chat... I am infamous for updating my status and then leaving for awhile..yes i know i know strange bcus when u do that people see ur on and trying talking with u. but the fact of the matter is  i do more the fu all day and sumtimes i update and leave then i come home to people thinking im avoiding them that is not the case by any means..if im ignoring u i will block u. Now one of my BIGGEST PET PEEVES is when im going about my business likeing peeps rating and leaving status messages and all of a sudden i see that one person has blown up my shout box going from... hey how are u...hi...u there...hello...fine i guess ur ignoring me bitch all with
Life In General
So..heres a blog about me again. Its been awhile. I am mainly posting this for those who have wondered where I have been or why I am not on here as much as I use to be. Well Back in July when I got a bunch of lab work done..I was told that I was borderline diabetic. My dad just fund out 2 yrs ago that he is..and I know it runs in the family but I have made up my mind that I am not going to get it at this age if I can help it.  So..I started dieting. In september I decided to join curves.  In the past I have never actually exercised when I dieted.  This is the first time I have..and to tell you the truth..its true what they say. The more yu exercise the better you feel. Since then I have lost 38lbs and am just 13lbs overweight now. I have had more lab work done for a wellness program at work. I just got the results back this week. My bloodsurger and cholesterol and all is outstanding! :D  It was a big relief not to see my A1c level normal (thats the test to test how your body
Iam Not Leaving Fubar
so lastnight i said i wont be back on fubar after tuesday what i fail to say is this iam not leaving fubar   i just might not ever log back in for some time due to the fact i might be going back to jail its not a for sure thing   but firday i got some news around 10 to 10:30pm someone reported me to adult protective servise so i will know what will happen at tuesday that is all for now
I Love The Way
I love the way you touch meso soft and sensuously.It makes me tingle all over. I love the way you kiss me.It starts a fire deep down inside of meand makes me yearn for you even more. I love the way you look at me.It makes me feel beautiful and treasured.Most of all I love the way you love me. When you walk in my whole day gets better.And even when you’re not with meyou’re in my thoughts always. It doesn’t matter what we don’t have or what we do have.The most important thing is we have each otherand no one can take that away. I am the luckiest woman in the worldand I don’t need or want anythingbut you beside me loving me to the end of our days  
What Is Love...
What is love...  “When you look at love, you're looking into the face of appreciation.”Love is Accepting.    Acceptance is labeling someone as "okay" and having no particular desire to change them. Who they are is perfectly fine with you. You pose no condition on whether you will love them or not. This is call unconditional love. When your love IS conditional, the moment they step outside your set of conditions, love evaporates.Love is Appreciating.    Appreciation is one step beyond acceptance. Its when your focus is on what you like about another. We look at them and feel this sweeping appreciation for who they are, their joy, their insights, their humor, their companionship, etc. When someone says they are "in love" with another, they mean their appreciation is so enormous for this person that it consumes their every thought.Love is Wanting Another to Feel Good.    We want those we love to be happy, safe, healthy, and fulfilled. We want them to feel good in all ways, phy
Surveys - Cause Im Bored & Dont Have A Life
1. Name?  Jaelynn   2. Gender?    last time i checked i was still female   3. Sexuality?     straight   4. favorite color ? black   5. Height?     5ft 1/2in   6. Weight?     lets just say im bbw. :D   40. PINK TEAM OR BLUE TEAM?     pink !  
Poems And Other Stuff By Me
    What are these strange feelings, why can't I contain myself when you are near.Is this the feeling that I have alwayswanted or is it the feelings that I fear.I see your face and my heart starts torace so fast that I feel faint. Why this feeling, why you. All my life, nomatter what happens I feel so blue. Then, you come along and steal my heart. What am I to think, what am I to say. You areso perfect in every way. How can I livewithout you for another day. Even though its hard, I guess I'll have to wait.You're already taken. That is why Idon't understand these feelings I have foryou. Maybe one day I'll have my chanceto say I'm yours, but until then I'lljust have to dream and pray and inmy heart you will stay.
 1.  We got off the Titanic first. 2. We can  scare male bosses with mysterious  gynecological  disorder excuses. 3. Taxis  stop for us. 4. We don 't look like a frog in  a blender when dancing. 5. No fashion faux  pas we make could ever rival the Speedo. 6.  We don 't have to pass gas to amuse ourselves.  7. If we forget to shave, no one has to  know. 8. We can congratulate our teammate  without ever touching her  rear end. 9. We  never have to reach down every so often to make  sure  our privates are still there. 10. We  have the ability to dress ourselves. 11.   We can talk to the opposite sex without  having to picture  them naked. 12.  If  we marry someone 20 years younger, we are aware  that  we will look like an idiot. 13. We will  never regret piercing our ears. 14. There  are times when chocolate really can solve all  your  problems.15.. We can make comments  about how silly men are in their  presence  because they aren't listening anyway.   The little boy comes down to brea
Bear Blog!
This case is similar to mine - My ex-wife had an affair with her employer, who was married. She had a baby, but didn't tell me I was not the father. I found out when he was 19 years old. Ex-Husband of Arnold's Alleged Mistress Speaks About Betrayal for the First Time Entertainment Tonight, Tuesday, May 24, 2011, 7:55pm (PDT) Entertainment Tonight's Mark Steines spoke with Rogelio Baena, the ex-husband of Arnold's mistress Mildred "Patty" Baena, for a new interview to air in two parts on May 24 and May 25. Rogelio tells ET he thought Arnold's alleged love child was his biological child all along and that he learned that the boy was not his son only one week ago. He goes on to call the situation a "betrayal" and "Arnold Schwarzenegger for me, [was] my hero... Maria is destroyed." Married to Patty for ten years, today Rogelio says he'd like to tell his son, "I am your father. That's all." I wish they had a law like this in New Jersey twenty years ago!  htt
My Poems
If I knew how to write a songI’d write one everydayIt would say that I’m in love with youAnd why I feel this wayIt would have to say you’re prettyAnd as rare as a desert roseIt would say you’re a lookerFrom your head down to your toesYou are funny, dainty, fragileAnd as feminine as can beYou’re smart charming lovelyAnd everything to meYou’re my comfort when I’m lonelyYou’re my peace when I need restOf all the women I’ve knownI must rate you the best.You’re the orchard in the jungle,you’re the better half of meYou’re all of this and so much more,you mean the world to meStill so much is left unsaid,It would take me far to longI know how much I love you,If only I could write a song feelings   As I wake by your side,My feelings for you I can not hide,I touch your face in the morning light,Being with you just feels so rightYou make me feel like I'm a king,Like being inside an awesome dream,Although this is real, that
People Are People
Ok my fubar friends, here is something for you to chomp on, Here is it Mothers day, Everyone is celebrating their mothers today, and Me being a mother myself, am happy I get to spend time with my kids. However, this is where this passage gets interesting, I live 300 miles away from my children and dont get to see them much anymore, they prefer to be with their friends and go to school in a familar place, So this weekend, BEING MOTHERS DAY, I thought it would be nice to take a trip on the bus to see my kids, Not even before I hit town, people are calling me making plans for me to spend the whole day with them and I can spend time with my kids when we were done. So I called this morning and said I wasn't going riding with them because my kids are the reason I am in town. These people try to make me feel guilty for not dropping what I want to do for them. When I dont see them riding their happy harley riding asses to where I live? Sounds a little one sided to me..So I say, That if they
Life Changing Realizations
    Have you ever felt like you are standing at a fork in the road of life? Standing there in the middle of the road looking at both paths that lay in front of you. All you know that the road behind you. is definetely not the way you want to go.The road that has lead up to this point has been full of ups and downs. I don't ever want to look back on that road again. I have experienced some of the greatest joys and some of the worst pain and sorrow that a human can experience. You will not ever hear me complain or whine about it because I firmly believe that I created most of the situations directly or indirectly. Besides, nothing can change the events that have already happened. All I can do is learn from them and make sure I do not repeat them. The one thing I have been struggling with, is not allowing my heart to grow cold from the things that have happened. It is hard when every male figure in my life has let me down or hurt me in some way. After the murder of my fiance, I decided to
ya my life people all i wanted was a man to love me that aint happening yet my baby father beat me alot ive been awayfrom him for a year and dude im wit now dont let me go out wit the girls or go have fun he wants me to b up his ass 24 seven but he only loves me when it benifits him like i tryed to give him a kiss last week he pushed me off who does that who? anywho im lost now cause i keep getting hurt and i hate it..................... were do i go from here???????????? im stumped if anyone one has feed back leave a comment
~the Black Knight~
 I was a good man once... Admired by women, Adored by children and respected by men. My armor shined as bright as a thousand sun's, The love I carried in my heart was infinant. I slayed dragons, killed in the name of my country and fought to protect those I love and cherish the most. Upon my white steed I rode to defend justice and honor. I was good once..... I was a father, a husband a hero. The loves of my life, how we danced through day to day.. They were the best parts of me. But as most good things in life, they come to an end. My daughter taken away, my wife killed.  Bitter, enraged I ride out upon this world now to kill in the name of vengeance. The innocent I once protected, now fear me. I was once a great man. My armor no longer shines, tattered and dirty, black and bloodstained just as my soul.... My heart, cold and infested with maggots I raise my banner of hate.... Fear me if you cross my path. I'm a beast, an animal my joy is to kill. I raise my sword to behead and skin m
mail or comment your answers of what you would want to dod with me please 1. Your Name:  2. 3. Favorite position  4. Do you think i'm hot?  5. Would you have sex with me?  6. lights on or off?  7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me?  9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?  10. Would you leave after or stay the night?  11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?  12. Condom or skin?  13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date?  16. Would you kiss me during sex?  17. Do you think I would be good in bed?  18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum?  21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play?  23. What is fore play to you?  24. Can we take pictures of the act?  25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?  Minnesota sucks so bad in the guy department, i need to find me a good southern boy that was brought up with good manners and
when our 2 souls met I thought I was the luckiest women in the world I had found someone who loved me no matter what, and as time went by I still felt the same, but his love grew dim and the clouds of despaire moved back into my blue sky, if I could have been more worldly I could have saved my heart from breaking. In the last 8 months I have come to figure myself out I need to be loved wholeheartedly I guess I never had that n yet I would still jump in the raging waters again, to know sweet love is wonderful but to know heartache is so overwhelming. That my whole world has become dark n dismal but thats because u have left me behind left me cold n lonley. No matter what all of lifes leasons have to be learned just wish they dont have to be so painful!!! I got this awesome man I have been crushn' on for 6 months, we used to talk everyday, every mornin it was the most wonderful experience in my whole life, to have someone that devoted but now sometimes we dont chat n he doesnt share much
Disaster In Japan
The rising death toll is not the only measure of devastation in the multiplicity of disasters that have engulfed Japan.  At least 3,570 people were confirmed dead as of today, March 16, 2011.  But the story is far worse than that.  It has been estimated that in Miyagi Prefecture alone, the toll will exceed 10,000, and it may do so in one small town of 17,000 alone. In addition to the death toll, 140,000 people living within 20 kilometers of the dying Fukushima Dai-ichi nuclear plant have been ordered to stay indoors to avoid radiation, and another 180,000 were evacuated from the immediate area of the plant two days earlier.  In Europe, some 500 bone marrow transplant centers have been put on standby to treat radiation victims from Japan. In total, nearly a half million people have been evacuated from their homes, or from hometowns where they have no homes remaining.  Tens of thousands more await rescue or delivery of food, water and medicine. Nearly a million households have no ele
It Is What It Was
Dance Fan
  When I am on stage I feel like I am in vacuum. My fellow dancers almost seen like they are surreal, the audience is dimly light to the point that they are blurred faces. I often feel like I am alone moving with the music, feeling it's vibrant impulse on my body. My senses are alive; when it is going good I feel it in my heart. A feeling of completeness a feeling of joy.On opening night last winter that whole experience for me changed, and changed in a way that it will never go back. It changed with a glow of a face in the crowed. A face that stood out where faces never have in the past. A soft beautiful face with a glowing smile, warm, inviting and intriguing. It took me out of my rhythm and subsequently helped to contribute to one of my personally worst performances. Oh, while everyone congratulated me on another great performance I knew better, and I knew because I didn't feel it nor sense it. Rather my mind and body were focused on that face.As we stood in finale and
Nut Kicks!!!
Can someone explain to me when flirting on the web became HEY you're cute, come check out and rate my junk,,, I love men...really I do but If I wanted to see your peen, I'd look, and trust me... some of you don't want me to rate your peen mwahahahahahaha  Also It's a LIKE button, I clicked it, it doesn't mean I want to marry you, get naked for you, cyber with you, show you my boobs, or have your's a BUTTON relax  ;) I love meeting people and talking to new people, but let's get a few things straight first.. I am a nice girl, if you start with the sex convo, you've lost my attention.. I'd much rather be appreciated for my mind then my body. You may be outstanding in bed... it doesn't matter to me if you can't engage me on an intellectual level. So to sum it up...if you are asking/looking for some hot convo, NSFW pics, or junk ratings... this nut kick is just for you    
Helping Friends
I swear I feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders right now. Though I am still blessed to be alive and in good health, it seems I never make th right choices and decisions. I can't relate to anyone I am around or any one I meet. It seems I push away love instead of embracing it and here is where the problem lies. I have been in and out of physically abusive relationships since I was 19. At first it was more of a survival decision than an option, but now, it seems the only guys that I am attracted enough to start a reltionship with, are the abusers. When I finally muster up the courage to leave these relationships I try to give myself time to heal. Usually its not enough (I am attractive and get approached by men often) and the guy who insists on being with me is a pretty good guy. What happens then is I end up verbally abusing him, taking out all the pain my previous relationship caused me, on him. I know it's not fair, and I realise what I have done after the fact, but by
This was written and is the best way to describe what life is like for me. The Spoon Theory by Christine Miserandino My best friend and I were in the diner, talking. As usual, it was very late and we were eating French fries with gravy. Like normal girls our age, we spent a lot of time in the diner while in college, and most of the time we spent talking about boys, music or trivial things, that seemed very important at the time. We never got serious about anything in particular and spent most of our time laughing. As I went to take some of my medicine with a snack as I usually did, she watched me with an awkward kind of stare, instead of continuing the conversation. She then asked me out of the blue what it felt like to have Lupus and be sick. I was shocked not only because she asked the random question, but also because I assumed she knew all there was to know about Lupus. She came to doctors with me, she saw me walk with a cane, and throw up in the bath
Cosplay World
Vocaloid Hatsune Miku, is actually a vocal range synthesizer use and its woman's persona becomes a popular function for you to cosplay between little girls today. The name of the individuality develops from a blend of your Nippon pertaining to initial, seem in addition to future. Almost certainly, thanks to a attractive picture of Vocaloid Hatsune Miku, world-wide cosplayers are on the odometer insane to mimic this function.Since Hatsune Miku was first set up in a Vocaloid A couple of Identity Oral Series produced with June 31st, The year 2007, regardless of lots of Hatsune Miku colorings, this kind of hot cosplay role has become mostly accepted using aqua green pigtailed hair by using black color frills the same shape as ribbon and bow, dreary curves-flattering tee shirt having dark-colored distinct masturbator sleeves including a related tie up. The style of the reduced aspect is noted together with identical beautiful dress, over knee substantial stockings as well as gray foot boot
Junk And Stuff
My name is Rebekah Allman, I'm a 20 year old psychology student with a passion for baking. I have been leisurely baking at home for about 5 to 6 years. I bake regularly at home (at least 2 to 3+ times a week). My favorite recipes include:   - Cakes (such as: Guinness Chocolate Cake, Banana cake, Chocolate cake, Homemade Funfettie [NOT from a box], Strawberry, Vanilla, Pineapple Upside Down, Carrot Cake, Pound Cake [Vanilla, Lemon, Spice, German Chocolate, Almond Chocolate], Anything on request) ALSO AVAILABLE AS CUPCAKES  - Cookies (of any variety: Sugar, Shortbread, Chocolate Turtle cookies, Macaroons, Snickerdoodles, Chocolate Chip, Oatmeal Chocolate Chip, Chocolate Chip/Mint Dipped, White Chocolate Macadamia, Toffee Bars, or Anything on request)  - Cheesecakes (Plain w/ various fruit toppings, Chocolate Raspberry, Crème de Menthe, Chocolate, Pumpkin, Peanut Butter Chocolate, Cheesecakes on request [Reese's Pieces Cheesecake, etc]) AVAILABLE AS SMALL-INDIVIDUAL SIZED CHEESECAKES
My Random Days...
Hey gals, guys, and wonderful couples! I hope you’ve been doing good  I’ve been well and this evening I just got back home from my mum and dad’s house and we watched Day and Night, and also a few episodes of The Sons of Anarchy. I missed the ending of the movie because I had to run out to the store but I did get to watch the episodes of the Sons of Anarchy and holyyy smokess that is one intense, seat gripping show!! I don’t have Netflix unfortunately, but if I did I know what I’d be watching haha! Now i’m home watching a show about a missing girl on TRUtv. And while doing so I’m looking up some cute quotes as well. I found a website that has toooonss of different types of quotes so here a few I liked    “Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.” “Beauty is eternity gazing at itself in a mirror.” “The beauty of the world has two edges, one of laughter, one of anguish, cutting the heart asunder.” “The
Lyrics | I Love You This Big lyrics "Many of us spend our whole lives running from feeling with the mistaken belief that you cannot bear the pain. But you have already borne the pain. What you have not done is feel all you are beyond that pain." Some people won't believe in you;they won't encourage youto follow your dreams,but you must always believe in you,no matter how long the journeyahead seems. Some people will be jealous of you;their words will be sharp and unkind,but you must close your earsto such words,and never allow them to changeyour direction or your mind. I'll always believe in youand encourage youto follow your dreams,and I'll try my best to show youthat the road is neveras long as it seems. I'll always cheer for you;my words will be warm and kind,because I truly treasure you.You own a part of my heart,and you're always on my mind.
When darkness falls on our weary hearts, and hope seems to fade away, We tend to lose a sense of life, not wanting to move on to another day.Life is full of pain and discouragement, we wander around lost and hurt, Wanting to feel something more, Needing to pick ourselves up from the dirt. One tragedy after the next may come, none more tragic than the rest, Shoving us deeper inside ourselvesplacing us on an impossible precipice.We must be strong and look ahead, never giving ourselves completely.For if we do our souls could be lost,forever longing for peace eternally.Light is there if only we could see, unveil our eyes from under the sheath.Welcome the sun and all it's warmthand allow ourselves to once again breath.   Why do we revel on what is to come,when the past has taught us to expect conundrum.Twists and turns and times of stress, the downfalls have become relentless.My heart says hold on, please keep hope,but my mind is tired and cannot cope.Please do not pity me or give me sorrow
Team Mother Pt1
I listened outside the motel door with nervous excitement. This could either be the beginning of a very exciting trip, or a complete disaster. Knowing the hormonal appetites of teenaged boys, I was pretty sure I would get away with the various sexually depraved acts I was contemplating.My son’s high school varsity lacrosse team was playing in the state finals, which meant a three night road trip. As one of the ‘Team Mothers,’ I had volunteered to help chaperone the twenty-two boys on the team. Yes, that’s right...twenty-two 17- and 18-year-old, athletic, horny boys. I had gotten myself off several times while conjuring up all manner of wild fantasies about this trip in the months leading up to it, and now I was actually about to attempt to make them real.There was a chill in the night air, but I didn’t even feel it as I waited and hoped no one would spot me. Especially coach McGowan. It was almost one o’clock in the morning and all the lights in the
Team Mother Pt 3
“Alrighty, big boy,” I gave him a slap on the ass, “ride’s over. Cory, hop on!”Michael gave one of my nipples a quick suck before climbing off. Cory rubbed his hands together as he waited for Michael to get out of the way, then took his place.“Looks like I’m getting sloppy thirds,” Cory observed with a wry smile. He didn’t seem the least bit bothered by the idea of putting his cock in my pussy along with the gooey loads of his two good friends.“Lucky you,” I said with a flirty giggle. I’d been thinking about this moment all day. I was looking forward to taking on Cory’s fat cock more than anything, and I noticed the butterflies were at it again.“I don’t think we’ll be needing these.” He pulled my panties down. With my legs together, I lifted my feet straight up into the air so he could get my increasingly wet lingerie all the way off.I was left in just my stockings and black high heels
Its the first time we meet....... Its been building up for weeks. Anticipation, lust, desire, love, animalistic needs. You know exactly what I want. The short tight skirt, no panties. Clean shaven and dripping in need of me. I tight top showing off ur cleavage, nipples hard with desire. Flawless make-up. Just the way i want you.   You knock on my hotel room door. Im shaking with desire as i go to answer the door. Our eyes lock. It feels like destiny, your everything I need! Everything I want! Everything I desire. You step in the door. As it shuts behind you, we cant hold back. Our lips meet with passion. Our hands roaming wildly with out control. Our bodies become one. I push you to the wall with our lips still locked. Our tongues dance in unison. No 2 people have kissed so much alike. My hand slides up ur thigh and into ur skirt as I have u pinned to the wall. I can feel your heat and wetness before i even make it to your tight pussy. My fingers slide in effortlessly. You moan in de
Lonely Vistas
there are beautiful views that are shared by many and the masses..these hold little attraction for me i crave those wild places rarely touched by man..seen by few..the road less traveled many desolate locations at first are not so attractive but as i sit a bit i find a bird shooting from the brush or some large fish jumping from the water leaving ripples of its passing it is then i perceive its true beauty..its in my very loneliness that i truly feel connected to nature sometimes this beauty is so great it hurts..this is when you know you have found that special place sometimes beauty cannot really be shared with others..its very ephermal quality..fleeting..never being recreated others can pollute your simple vision or moment unwittingly thus i seek the lonely vistas
Boat Trip
part 1 It was loud and rhythmic..sounds emanating from the platform off the tiki hut bar and grill. Friday nights are live music and reggae island music was this week’s flavor. Rick and Steve sat at the bar watching the sun draw down across the water as the bar was adjacent to marina where their boat was moored. Rick had been drinking..the music soaking into his bones with Steve feeling it too. There was a small dance floor where there were some couples and several single woman dancing. Pina Coladas were half price so Rick and Steve were soaking them up. Then Rick noticed a woman calmly sipping a scotch and water alone across the bar from them. She eyed Rick as if he was her type..she got up..walked around and close up to Rick. She had on glossy black high topped boots, thigh high black nylons with the lace clearly visible above her boots. She also had on very short short jean shorts and a black leather jacket over her dark blouse. Rick noticed right away the necklace made into
Just Found This...nuff Said...k???
No words needed here...couldn't paste a video in here for some reason...???... Sooo...I commented on this...the video...s h o u l d my comment...(but...ya never know around here...nope!!!)...
Because I Said So
Bad Year For Me
show your love for my dog she was a sweet cute girl she love all ppl she pass away today im so so sad so put love on my dog MY dad is 55 and my dad girlfriend is 44 and her thank when my dad die she will get my dad home no she will not get my dad home me and my sister will get it my dad dad gave it to me and my sister it say that in my dad dad will but i hop she will not try to get my dad home i thank she is useing my dad for money.
National Treasure
A SLATE WIPED CLEAN   The effect of the ripples through time an overload of pressure crushing the mind. Of all the dreams once held so very dear knowing there so far away yet are so near.   Left to reflect on what to expect being alone now, surviving somehow.   For when all came into view to realize long was I surrounded by the repeated lies. Lost in confusion past and present dead uncertain of the future that’s yet to be read’   Left to wonder if the rumble of thunder will cease to exist or painfully persist.   Despite all that has transpired for I swore won’t lose sight to the depth of my inner core. And never is there to be acceptance of any defeat but a call to arms having hope of the one I seek.   A challenge to address after sins confessed not causing a scene but treated as a queen.   So it is of the essence to find and to approve upon my body quivering as mountains moved. For a quest now laid to rest a future now seen the heart has
Own Me For A Month
Over And Out. (goodbye To A Habit.)
    don't lie to make me happy i don't need a tainted charm your false feelings bring emotional harm i am afraid of loneliness our love no longer true but can i stand alone without leaning on you disease of your affection penetrating me your beauty like a virus attacking violently not to worry, ill be fine i'll make it through the day but when tomorrow comes i'll have the courage to walk away  today i learned a lessonthat will always be truesaying goodbye to someoneis the hardest thing to doi've never felt a lossuntil i said goodbyei thought i was strong
Blam It On The Wind
things fly through the air wind can slam doors wind can wind can but i can't for i am not wind and wind is not me u see thats my ridddle blog 4 to day ......
New Drug Boost Hep C Treatments
Artichokes Help an Ailing LiverWhen it comes to choosing a vegetable, discover why there may not be any better than the artichoke for your liver’s Nicole Cutler, L.Ac.The prevalence of chronic liver disease is staggering. Affecting an increasing number of Americans, many with chronic liver disease cannot be cured by modern medicine. Instead, they must incorporate liver-focused lifestyle changes into their everyday routine to protect their liver from further damage. Diet and exercise regimens typically top the list of essential liver wellness practices. Eating meals abundant in vegetables tops most health-oriented nutrition programs. However, few veggies are as potent as the artichoke in helping an ailing liver.Historically, American physicians rarely promote the medicinal value of vegetables with their patients. On the other hand, European doctors have been prescribing artichoke extracts to those with liver problems since the eighteenth century. Besides the
Untitled And Unacceptable.
If I find my peace of mind, torture me. If I seem too serene, torture me.   Note to self, You're an idiot. Don't even think about it. Serious. Love, your logical, sensible side. ps. I mean it this time. 43 hours ago, i woke up from a nap. haven't slept since. i feel the crazies coming on, like they weren't already here.   can't eat, can't sleep, can't think straight. i have a one-step fix to this problem of mine. so simple, and yet, so fucking unattainable these days. weed dealers have been bad at their jobs lately, no joke.   on a positive note, im tripping balls from the exhaustion.  at least mother nature has a sense of humor sometimes.   fuck. it's my fault. i was wrong for wanting a slow life. i was wrong for wanting to be good. get me a fuckin sugar daddy and go places, son. seriously. fml.   sigh. not even seriously. but still. i feel like my sense of adventure died when i turned 21. tired of this playing it safe BS i've been trying for over a year now.  
The Virtuous Woman: From Proverbs 31
The Virtuous Wife        10 Who[b] can find a virtuous[c] wife?       For her worth is far above rubies.        11 The heart of her husband safely trusts her;       So he will have no lack of gain.        12 She does him good and not evil       All the days of her life.        13 She seeks wool and flax,       And willingly works with her hands.        14 She is like the merchant ships,       She brings her food from afar.        15 She also rises while it is yet night,       And provides food for her household,       And a portion for her maidservants.        16 She considers a field and buys it;       From her profits she plants a vineyard.        17 She girds herself with strength,       And strengthens her arms.        18 She perceives that her merchandise is good,       And her lamp does not go out by night.        19 She stretches out her hands to the distaff,       And her hand holds the spindle.        20 She extends her hand to the poor,       Yes, she reaches out her hands t
Help Me Lvl Peas!!!
Hey all amazing ppl please rate me I wanna get to next lvl thanks a bunch
Fukin A Lol
just sitting here once agin.  ill be so glad when i startschool next week.  the time goes sooooo slow when you have nothingto do.  or you cant do and do what you please.  being legally blind gets on my nerves..  even thoughive never had the ability to drive...  i wish i did.  think if i could get behind the wheel if i wanted would change alot.  would save me breath n explaination lol but today stated off lagged lol.  couldnt wake up for nothin.  then  i dozed off like three times now a big whopping headache ugh..  this couch is horrible.  now im on fubar blah blah blahin...  ugh lol  till next time... TODAY I HAD A AWSOME DAY..  EVEN THOUGH IM TIRED AS HELL AND I GOT ALL THE HAIRI HAD LITRALY CHOPPED OFF LOL..  IT WAS DAMAGED.. SAD FACE..  BUT ILL LIVE..  GOT MY HAI DONE ON  ONE OF THE HOTTEST FUCKIN DAYS LOL NINTY...  OMG IM DRAINED.  I  DONT KNOW HOW I AM GOING TO MAINTAIN THIS  STYLE BUT.. UMMMM  IMMA LET THEM DO IT LOLOL..  SO YEA..  BUT N E WAYBLAH.. ZZZZZZZ ok. its fuckin hot lol
Family & Things Close To My Heart
Just a bit of bragging: She was contacted because of her video posted on YouTube and the production company bought the rights to use her video in their ad. I have to laugh. She and her friends do a lot of videos and post them on YouTube. That it actually paid pretty well is fun. Nicole has been my niece since before she was born. We had a special bond because she's the same age as my youngest daughter. When I got an annulment from her uncle, most of her family stopped communicating with me. I understand it to a degree because his family is different from mine. They have an 'us and them' belief system. You're either in or you're out. Well, I'm OUT. So today and for the next few days I'll be in my niece's hometown. I just sent her a friend request on Facebook and I'm hoping she gets in touch with me. I haven't seen her in 8 years and I miss her. I didn't grow up in a family that casts people out who choose to break up or get a divorce. In fac
I have been thing alot here lately and have decided that i am gonna rate 500 people a day.Who gets my rates and likes depends on who gives them to me.Im tired of rating people that dont return what is given.If you want to be one of those i rate and like everyday then make sure you give yours to me.
1 Blog Poetry.....! Blog ... About How To Please My Lover....
I'm 36 yrs old and I have been threw alot in my life and I have been in many relationships and I love the female body big and small but you got to have the cushion for the pushing with me,,lol,,I hear all the time that the reg woman wants a mans penis to be 9 inches or larger and thats fine and most of us men understand that and alot of us are gifted with it and prob 1/4 of them that don't know what to doing with The normal man is not so lucky the regular man size is Avg. 6 inches.. I know whats going threw your mind rt now.. your thinking hmm I bet he isn't going to say well...I'm better than avg but no porn men like me had to understand if we was to be good in bed we had to learn to specialize in the female anatomy as in using our hands and oral and toys Toys are very important because we can make a woman cum ten times harder  if we just listen to her and be playful . I had a woman say I used a toy on her better than she ever could Also we had to lea
Do any of you know what its like to suffer from a mental illness? Because of the traumatic things in my past its left me with some very deep emotional scars in the form of illnesses I can't get over. I have been diagnosed with bipolar 2. Which I heard is pretty common. I also have PTSD. Which untill recently I thought was something only soldiers get but evidently anyone with severe trauma can have it too. And the worst one I believe is anti dissasociative personality disorder. Which comes in the form of multiple personalities. Why am I blogging about all this...I dont know maybe somehow I really dont want to feel alone in this. Maybe me reaching out is kind of a cry for help maybe seeing if anyone else sufferes with the nightmares the torture the pain I endure every day. Not to mention the people I've hurt and all my shattered dreams I just would like to know is there anyone out there that can see this...that knows this pain that can identify with it like I do...please if your out ther
My Way Of Life, And What I Believe In
A time comes in your life when you finally get it... when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH!   Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change... or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that neither of you is Prince Charming or Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you... and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyo
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Funny Shit
A fly was flying along when he saw a stream wth a rock. He thought if i land on that rock i will have me a good rest, but he didn't see the fish in the water . The fish said if the fly comes down and lands on the rock i will have me a fly supper, but the fish didn't see the bear behind him. The bear said if the fly goes down, the fish will come up and i will have a fish supper, but the bear didn't see the man behind him. The man said if the fly goes down, the fish will come up and the bear will go down and i will stand up and shoot the bear and i will have a bear skin rug, but the man didn't see the rat behind him. the rat said if the fly goes down, the fish will come up, the bear will go down, the man will stand up and the cheese sandwhich will fall out of his pocket and i will have a cheese sandwhich supper, but the rat didn't see the cat behind him. The cat said if the fly goes down, the fish will come up, the bear will go down, the man will stand up, the rat will go down and i will
I Just Wanna...
i just wanna be your friend and we can hangout and smoke weed til the very end, and when it ends we can roll it up again, man we gonna be the best of friends i can tell, and i can tell we're gonna hangout a lot, hot box your car in the parking lot before we go up stairs and play with each others hair, and when we're done we can watch some crazy movies man the time we spend it really moves me makes me wanna be your wife, i don't wanna go oh can i spend the night ? can we have a slumber party pillow fight? can i borrow a shirt? oh, your swag is so nice!can you show me where you shop? anyways, i think you're really cool and thats about it and if you wanna hook i'd be down with that shit, but until the time is right i can be your friend, and we can go out and dance on the weekend, maybe go to a bar when i'm 21, and mob on any bitch who try to say sumin, see the time we spend is gonna be different cause the two different lifestyles we livin....
God Mode
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Somewhere Between Heaven And Hell
So last night in the back woods of the blackest forests, past the swamps, past the gators nest and past the pelican nest...right when you think you have gone to far, there it was. A little wooden church. One that looked like it had seen the tests of man kind. So beautiful. Like a dream, standing in a silhoutte of light. As i got closer i began to see all the little forest creatures gather around me as i walked up. The aromua of such sweet herbs began to engulf me. From the angelica root, the basil, the ginger to the sweetness of the blackberry bush growing around. As i walked threw the door i heard what sounded like angels singing. But it was the preacher praising the sermon he was teaching. As i sat there and listened to what he had to say. I got the feeling of enlightment taking over my body. As i looked down at myself sitting there i wondered if i ever had to go back to my body. For it was the feeling that i didnt want to ever lose.
The Value Of A Buck
So I get that Fubar is a "social networking site" of sorts.  The difference between this and Facebook is that you generally don't know more than a handful of people before you get on here and you can't show your tits on Facebook.  Now the guy running this site is probably a great guy...he's no Zukerburg, but he's doing ok for himself.  But I want to talk about what this site's REALLY about...and that's perception. I am a "hold it in my hand" kinda guy.  I like to buy things...I don't have a ton of extra cash laying around...but I still keep up with the latest electronics....for instance I just bought a Kindle.  For those of you "out of the loop" that's a device that allows you to READ can take them with you anywhere.  It cost me just over $100, but now I can take my electronic library of books anywhere I want to go.  For that SAME $100 I could buy a "God Mode" on here...roughly 24 hours of "abilities" and whatnot.  At the end of that 24 hours...what do I h
My Attempts At Eroticism
After I bathed her, I dried her off and applied baby lotion all over her body, I started by kissing and sucking on her luscious lips. I began nibbling on her neck and slowly kissed and nibbled my way down to her breasts. As I massaged her nipples with my tongue, I fumbled around her genital area until I found my index finger stroking gently between the opening of her vulva. by this time she near oozing with anticipation. Feeling the wetness of her lips I gingerly inserted one finger to feel inside of her which caused her to moan lightly. I then inserted a second finger. She moved slightly against my fingers, so I moved them back and forth, in and out of her now dripping pussy. At the same time I manipulated her love button with my thumb. I noticed by this time she was biting her lip. Seeing her do that made me even stiffer, almost to the point where my eager cock was aching. Still working at her vagina, I slowly kissed my may to her navel then to the edges of her pubic hair. By this t
Whats Love Got To Do With It?
Many people gripe about not knowing how someone can fall in love with someone online or even in person so fast, and is there such a things as love at first sight? Well people let me let you in on a little something. There are many kinds of love and where it blossoms does not really matter. But in cases that there are the people out there that are not honest and I totally get that. But man, whats with all the whining, if you go on a site there there are people, someone is bound to click.  Dishonestly really pisses me off tho, Since there have been many times, I have been nice and cozy in my bed and the man I was supposed to marry was making plans to run away with some girl on the internet. Yah there's  people out there that totally need a good bitch slapping for sure.
Poems And Quotes By Dly (dlo73) Please Rate And Comment
Time Time passes so slowlywhile I stand here waitingThe people passingno one stoppingI would love to be askedcan you please get me thisI'd jump at the chanceinstead of writing this bitThe time draws near to my half way pointI only want to sit and eatTalk to the people at the table with meI stand here and writeas the words tumble outand wait for the clock to move to the rightTime passing slowlyTick tock Tick tockJuly 30th 2009
Poems.... Written By Me
Everything i told you was nothing but the truth  I mean what i said about I’m no good for you  Your world and my world are 2 very different worlds   I can’t change who i am to be accepted within yours    You can’t survive what my world has in store        We both knew what we were from the very beginning  Just 2 people that found each other when it was least expected   The timing was all wrong, you were single.... i wasn’t  I have a daughter and you couldn’t be her father  What’s in my life is nothing but chaos  Unstable and unpredictable something that punishes  For you, you have built a life that is very simple and complex  You have a routine and a plan for what’s ahead   I could never slow down to exist what u have created  You couldn’t keep up with the twists and turns my life throws in   I’m on the go from the time i wake up    You get to rest till you decide times up   You have a job that you go to every day
Pedantic Issues With Movies And Tv
Ok, I have a couple of issues with this movie... *spoilers... as always* Firstly, if this pyramid wakes up once every 100 years and they send their trainee predators down to hunt the aliens, the whole set-up requires the other predators to get there first to convince a bunch of people that they're Gods and that they must sacrifice themselves for the hunt. This way they can create some aliens for the predators to fight. Pretty much everything else is automated, but without some humans waiting in the sacrificial chamber, the game cannot even exist. Now, as luck would have it Lance Henriksson had his team down there and some of them got caught by the face-huggers, but had that not happened the hunters would have turned up to just find a bunch of eggs. At the end of the movie, the sole survivor is left alone on this Antartic island and temperatures well below zero without even a coat, when all the predators fly off on the mother ship. The movie ends at this point. Are we supposed to ass
Hello my name is dan, i am originally from Jackson Michigan. i am a laid back person. one thing about me i am a person that is blunt and straight to the point. I am a nice person until someone does me wrong. I also think its better to be up forward than lie. I have been deceived by people. But i also dont let it bother me. I have three kids 2 boys and 1 girl. I am a loving father and will do anything for my kids, Also if anyone has questions to ask me dont be shy to ask me cause i will respond to you. If you want to know more about me just ask. lol
Busy Me
Sorry not been on much..just feel like it doesnt matter if i am or not.. noone will care. I been busy alot ..with  I also not been feeling well. My allergies..the heat..etc.. just has me totally drained.  I havnt even had the energy to want to go work out.  Anyways.. past day or 2..its been getting a little better.  I hope I start feeling better..where I dont feel this way. Again..sorry to those who care or do miss me.  Just going through alot here. hugs..
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All I Am, All I Will Ever Be
BLACK      Pearl Jam   Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clayWere laid spread out before me as her body once did.All five horizons revolved around her soulAs the earth to the sunNow the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turnOoh, and all I taught her was everythingOoh, I know she gave me all that she woreAnd now my bitter hands chafe beneath the cloudsOf what was everything.Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...I take a walk outsideI'm surrounded by some kids at playI can feel their laughter, so why do I sear?Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my headI'm spinning, oh, I'm spinningHow quick the sun can drop awayAnd now my bitter hands cradle broken glassOf what was everything?All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...All the love gone bad turned my world to blackTattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be... yeah...Uh huh... uh huh... ooh...I know someday you'll have a beautiful life,I know you'll be a s
What's Up In My Life
my daughter has a brain tumor and has to have brain surgery next week.  FML so a bunch of people have been asking what's going on so I figured I'd post a blog post and fill you in.  My daughter had my grandbaby a month ago.  Eva is a beautiful baby but was born with some birth defects.  She had her first of 2 surgeries Monday and althought the poor thing has 9 staples in her back, it was successful and she's recovering nicely.  Her birth defects are very serious and so scary. Monday, the day of my grandbaby's surgery, my daughter had a horrible migrane.  After bitching at her for 3 days... 5 days later she went to the er.  They found a growth deep in her brain by the veins that control the blood flow to her brain.  The mass is swelling and causing retention of fluids in her brain which was causing the migranes.  Fast forward 10 hours, she's at University Hospital in cleveland in Neuro ICU and is going to have major brain surgery next week.  I keep reminding myself to be strong. That th
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All About Dragons
Dragon's eyes, gold and bright, Shining out Into the night. Fire rising through the mist, Lighted by the sun's first kiss. People fleeing, full of terror, Except one girl with golden hair.  Brave is she, strong and bold. Never bound to any hold. Scales of green and gold, glittering blue  In the morn, shining through. "Brave are you, not to fear me," says he. "I will not harm you...You may go free." His golden tears fell all around. Dripping softly to the ground. "Why do you cry, Oh Dragon sir, "The maiden asked to be quite sure.
9:51pm PST So I decided to go out to a Salsa class right?  I mean I have been on and off for the past couple of weeks.  I decided I would stay longer.  OMGosh the partner I had made me feel really dumb and there were other chicks who couldn't even carry a beat.  So I kept dancing the steps the professor taught us.  He kept stopping me everytime there was an extra turn.  Apparently, I wasn't the only one he stopped.  I kept insisting that after one of our steps, there was a twirl where he had to let go while stepping back and me step forward. Ugh... huge mistake.  I never felt so uncomfortable and out of place.  And then he had to nerve to tell me that he'd been to other classes, and that he's intermediate close to expert.  I'm like well, you should be considerate cuz most of us are barely learning.  He just went on and on and on about himself each and everytime we partnered up.  You see, you are supposed to switch partners.  So the way the instructor does it is she asks the guys to
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Random Stuffs
They may see mebut not for who i amthey accept mefor the person i"ve showni may be funny energetic and strongon the outsidebut withinim shatterd like broken glasstorn to the edgeused to the boneim slowly pushed outthey dont think im usefuland it hurtsi cant change who i ambut maybe of what you think of mewe were gonna be friends foreverbut nothing lastspeople changednow in my lifesince i feel as though im not loveto everyone im faded She is my strength when I am weak and she is my star in the night sky,She is my sun on a cold and rainy day,She is the voice that soothes me when I cry, She is the blankets that keep me warm at night.She is my light when it's dark, She keeps my heart beating with every step I take,She is the angel that appears in my dreams,She is the beauty within me.She is the moon that brightens up my world,She is the air I breath,She guides me through the ups and downs,She is my ANGELShe is my DAUGHTER. A sky of darkest velvet Sweet kisses in the night
Random Shit
Spinning, wheeling, My head is reeling, Love and emotions, Feelings and motions, Love is strange, Works in funny ways, Shows you things, You never thought were real, Shows you emotions, You never thought could be real, Shows you what, Your heart most desires, Gives you a happiness like no other,   And I have found this, In you my lover, I never thought I could feel for you so, But you have opened my eyes, To a place I have never known, You have brought light to my dark, Peace to my war, You have brought me a peace, I have never felt before,   It drives me insane, That we cannot be so close, But im happy to know, That when we talk, When we see, Each other we bring out, Emotions unfelt, Emotions unknown, We take each other to place we never knew, We’ve never known, We take each other, To a thing we never knew.   To love is an urge, All people will know, But to succumb to that emotion, Is like finding the end of a rainbow, Ita joyous, Its wo
Should I Take A Long Fubar Break?
This game is no longer fun...I show daily devotion to family and friends on here. I enjoy sending my daily comments and pictures. I enjoy rating and commenting on pictures. I enjoy the interaction but that is getting harder to come by...Some, out of the blue, rip me a  new for my daily comments and I even had one trying to direct me on which ones they want to receive (I like this one but not that one) Then there are those that come around for one reason and one reason only- like me, bling me, rate me,, help me or my friend level, etc.....I accept this as part of the game but that is the only time I ever hear from them...That brings me to the stupid leveling requirements. Let's face it, this site is all about the money and how they try and squeeze out of us. They want us to spend our hard earned and limited resources without providing any tangiable product or service in return. I have been on this site for over 4 years now and have made friends, played the game and done things the old
Youtube Autostart
all you have to do is get rid of everything before the first "embed" and after the second "embed" til it looks like this below.  after that you add to the url "&autoplay=1" like below 
This is what I love!/video/video.php?v=10150219653501895 check
Random Reflections
It has been a life time, 14 years, but the scars still stay, both physical and otherwise. I was 19 and you had just turned 18, you were charismatic, and yet shy. Strong, yet so vulnerable, already your life had given you more then your share, and I just added to it. I still remember walking through the park, and you asked me if I wanted a relationship with you, or if we were just fooling around. I was scared, and still trying to come into my own and figuring myself out. I wanted so much to say that I did want a relationship, but I hesitated, and you drew your own conclusion and you backed off from me, I had blown it, but worse then that I had become just another in a long line of people who hurt you and let you down. Then I had to go and tailspin out of control with my life, and you got sucked into it. Maybe you wanted to hurt me like I had hurt you, but in that moment I snapped and did something really stupid, and you got blamed for what I had done. I ultimately did the right thing, a
Two deaf people get married. During the first week of marriage, they find that they are unable to communicate in the bedroom when they turn off the lights because they can't see each other using sign language. After several nights of fumbling around and misunderstandings, the wife decides to find a solution. 'Honey,' she signs, 'Why don't we agree on some simple signals? For instance, at night, if you want to have sex with me, reach over and squeeze my left breast one time. If you don't want to have sex, reach over and squeeze my right breast one time.' The husband thinks this is a great idea and signs back to his wife, 'Great idea, Now if you want to have sex with ME, reach over and pull on my penis one time.' 'If you don't want to have sex, reach over and pull on my penis..........fifty times'
Come Vote
please Come vote for my track and rate it......  and visit my music fan pages Come thru and check out my music page on fubar   http//
Unkown Solder
Rest well American solder, Wrap yourself in the knowledge that you did your job well, Know that no one could ask anything more of you or that you could have giving any more of yourself. Enjoy the peace now that you worked so diligently for. During my work travels this Friday. I witness first hand the last ride of a fallen American hero. I was getting on a major freeway in North Dallas. Just sitting on an over pass. I noticed a firetruck lights going, a police car lights going, and a motorcycle cop. They where just standing there looking at the oncoming traffic. This seemed unusual to me but not really not worthy. Then I came to the next over pass and there was the same thing again. I could see farther up to the next overpass and there was more lights sitting on an over pass. Now I was curious. I didn't even notice how empty the other side of the freeway was of cars. Then I saw a large procession of motorcycles. Large American flags flowing off the back of them. It was amazing! That w
Luxury Of America
I hear this is gaining traction in quite a few states. If you'd like to help make a difference so we don't have to deal with this kind of spectacle again, please visit this website below: If you cross the North Korean border illegally, you get 12 yrs. hard labor.If you cross the Afghanistan border illegally, you get shot.If you cross the U.S. border illegally you get a job, a driver's license, food stamps, a place to live, health care, housing & child benefits, education, & tax free business for 7 yrs. No wonder we are a country in debt
Download Some Of Our Naughtier Pics. Link Will Be Deleted After 24 Hours,
decided to make the link available in a blog as this will be easier for everyone...and that way I don't have to reply to a ton of messages lol I have a lot of packing to do still, so here's the link, it'll be gone tomorrow.
Quotes From My Hero Bill Hicks
Bill Hicks died at the young age of 32 . and all the way up to that time he never stopped spreading his word. Now that is a Real Man! You see, I think drugs have done some good things for us. I really do. And if you don't believe drugs have done good things for us, do me a favor. Go home tonight. Take all your albums, all your tapes and all your CDs and burn them. 'Cause you know what, the musicians that made all that great music that's enhanced your lives throughout the years were rrreal fucking high on drugs. The Beatles were so fucking high they let Ringo sing a few tunes.   Bill Hicks I'm glad mushrooms are against the law, because I took them one time, and you know what happened to me? I laid in a field of green grass for four hours going, "My God! I love everything." Yeah. Now, if that isn't a hazard to our country … how are we gonna keep building nuclear weapons, you know what I mean? What's gonna happen to the arms industry when we realize that we're all
You Might Be An Asshat If...
It seems that, in my tenure on the Fu, I keep running into a number of asshats.  It seems like everywhere I go, there they are.  I clearly ask on my page that asshats go away.  I used to get upset about it.  But then I realized, a la Jeff Foxworthy, that maybe the problem was that the asshats didn't know they were asshats.  In that spirit, I have developed a test so that someone can tell if they are an asshat.                                                             THE ASSHAT TEST by LUCY FERR   If you sb random women asking in small penises make them laugh....... you might be an asshat If your first words to a stranger on Fu contain any combination of the words 'tits' 'ass' 'fuck' 'cum' and 'I'd like to'.... you might be an asshat If you don't take the time to read someone's profile, then go all emo when they point out to you that the questions you have are, in fact, already answered on their profile..... you might be an asshat If you hit on random women based solely on thei
Broken Hearts
The day I went to the hospital I was in labor. I was 5 and half months pregnant with our baby boy was not ready to be born it was to early. Well I went to labor and had our son Malakai Anubis Moore. He didn't make it... My husband and I will never get to hear the pitter patter of Malakai's little feet running up and down the hall. Nor will we get to hear the laughter of our son. We will never get to see him grow up and become a great man. But at least we did get to hold him and name him. At least we did get to tell him how much we loved and cared about him. At least we know he is in a better place looking down watching over us. My husband and I are very broken hearted. Our son Malakai was born way to early. I was 5 and a half months pregnent with him. On July 8, 2011 I went into labor and gave birth. Today July 10, 2011 we are going to go make funeral arrangments. This is very hard for us Malakai was our first. I don't know what else to say except... Malakai Mommy and Daddy Loves
Well after 2 very long years I am ready to see my daughter. I leave out here in minutes driving to MO to get her. Well now my ex is deciding to pick up my daughter 2 weeks before I get her to take her to live with him for that time. He has no one who will watch her while he works a 12 hr work shift nor wheil he is sleeping. So if he makes that attempt there is a chance that I will be making a run for my daughter this weekend. This poor little girl has made it clear to everyone around she wants to be with me and he is getting bitter about it. He assumes he will never see her again. I wouldn't do that. Yes he did it to me but it's wasn't fair to my fdaughter, that is her dad I am her mom she should be able to have contact with us both. I would never take that away from her and in truth even as much as I dislike my ex I am not cruel enough to do to him what he did to me.  So now it's a waiting game to see how far he will push this issue and I will have very little time to prepare, as in
The Truth
it is so hard to stop i wish i could quit tell these lies enough times and maybe you will believe it you do it to yourself and we are left wondering why and then watch a decline that leaves us too frustrated and unable to cry be it powders pills bottles or tobaccos butt end i am tired of drugs killing my friends
Snl 2 - Video [nsfw]
Your Gone
Somewhere there should be for all The world to see a statue of a fool made of stone An image of a man who let love slip through his hands And then just let him stand there all alone And there on his face a gold tear should be placed To honor the million tears he's cried And the hurt in his eyes would show so everyone would know Concealed is a broken heart inside And the hurt in his eyes would show so everyone would know Concealed is a broken heart inside So build a statue and oh build it high so that all can see Then inscribe the world's greatest fool and name it after me / Am I blind ? Why can I no longer see? The light is what I used to embrace. Is it because you left me? Is that why i cant see? The dark is where i now sit, because it comforts me. One million questions plauge my mind. How could the ones you pledged to love forever, you now leave behind?  Where are our answers? The children have questions too! No an
Female Lords Prayer
My vibrator, which brings me heaven, Rabbit be thy name. You make me cum, you bring such fun, on earth - or is it heaven? Give me this day my daily thrill, and forgive me my screams as I forgive those who sold me dud batteries. Lead me straight into temptation. Deliver me from frustration. For thine is the vibration, the power and rotation. For ever and ever. No Men!  
Blings Vs. Bling Packs
Something I've noticed about blings is, when someone polishes it... you get points, the polisher gets points, and the person it was given to gets points... when you buy a bling pack... you get NOTHING!!! Zip, zilch, natha, zero, goose egg... Now, I've been on fubar a number of times, and spend a fair amount of money here... why?? for the fun... on REAL friends to help them out... and for my own fubar gains... you know what they say, "the dollar decides how far you can go..." right?? But when someone blatantly comes out and says "I'd rather have the credits..." how can I call that person a friend?? That's a slap in the face, and plain insulting and offensive... To those of you who have done this to me, you are now on my "no more bling for you" list. Nothing personal, no, yes, it was personal and that's how I feel... if you're gonna look a gift horse in the mouth then you really need to re-evaluate your sense of humanity, and your upbringing... Thanks... more later...
Whiney, Needy, Insecure Women
Too often I run across women on various sites complaining about their love life. For example, right now there is a female on my Facebook that is constantly whining..."what did I do wrong? How can I prove to you I love you? I'm sorry Im jealous. Please can we get back together, I want you and need you and love you" WHATEVER!!!! If you're having that hard of a time with a man....move on!!!! I'VE DECIDED TO WRITE THIS BLOG IN AN ATTEMPT TO HELP WOMEN WHO CANT GET OUT OF THIS THINKING THEY HAVE AND BELIEVE IT TO BE HARD-WIRED...THESE ARE THINGS YOU WORRY AND FEAR ABOUT. ALSO, TO SNAP SOME OF YOU OUT OF THE INTENSE DESIRE TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WORK OUT HOW YOU WANT. A relationship is a compromise STOP TRYING TO BE A PERFECTIONIST AND CONTROL EVERY LITTLE DETAIL. If you're upset that your man wants a 3some and you don't...DON'T agree to it and then COMPLAIN!!! If you and your man are so on again off again to the point of every week....WHY are you with him? Dont give me that BS that you
1. If she's amazing, she won't be easy. If she's easy, she won't be amazing. If she's worth it, you won't give up. If you give up, you're not worthy enough. 2. Whatever you give a woman, she is going to multiply. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. So -- if you give her crap, you will receive a ton of shit.3. A man's biggest mistake is giving another man an opportunity to make his woman smile. If you love her, you shouldn't be giving any guy that chance. It should be you making her smile. 4. If a girl admits that she likes you, know that it took every ounce of courage in her to say that. Don't take her for granted. 5. Don't tell her your love is forever unless you have no doubt it is.6. Make holding her hand too tight be the only way you can hurt her.7. When hugging her, lift her off her feet and spin around ...she'll love it. 8. Never underestimate a girl's ability to find things out. It is always better to be honest beca
Like the sun rises and falls The love in our lives comes and goes Some days are beautiful and pleasent Those are the days you dont want to end Some days are grey and stormy Those are the days that dont end when u want them to You yern for the days of sun Try your hardest to fill them with laughter and happiness But they rarely last, the day always ends Yet, knowing at the end of the day you will be sad that its over you long for the next to begin One day we will find our never ending day untill then, enjoy the ones that pass and do it to the fullest!
So, here it begains.  Ihave been dibble dabbing around the internet to see what i can see.  i have found some really interesting sites lol.  i thought i might share a few with you.   The first one is called this site is so fucking cool.  i had been on the site fora ling while but just rediscovered it recently.  EF is a company that has a user based community that focuses on sex.  this companys main function is to sell intimate items such as sex toys and etc. I recently got accepted to become an advanced review.... my first review assignment is on its way and omg.  lol cant wait. to join in on the fun visit: To see my profile: If you decide to order use code: GP3 To have fun and make cash:   Te Item i ordered today :     Check it out.  tell
Dear Congress
DEAR CONGRESS, Last year I mismanaged my funds and this year my family and I cannot decide on a budget. Until we can come to a unified decision that fits all of our needs and interests, we will have to shut down our check book and will no longer be able to pay our taxes. I'm sure you'll understand. Thank you very much for setting an example we can all follow.
Minutes To Midnight
To All The People Who Have Their Heads Planted Firmly Up Their Own Rectums.The lesson shall begin:Now.. If all those Rectally Absorbed out there could manage to extract their heads momentarily.. Please Read The Text Below.. I Promise your heads will be reinserted in no time at all!!! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Con·sid·er·ate - [kuhn-sid-er-it]–adjective(hope I'm not going to fast for you)1.showing kindly awareness or regard for another's feelings, circumstances, etc.: a very considerate critic.2.carefully considered; deliberate.3.marked by consideration or reflection; deliberate; prudent.---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Don't worry if you haven't quite picked it up.. You can have this lesson Tattooed on your Colon.-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ..Blindsides.. A collage' of ev
The One That Is Woman
It happened not too long ago, I fell for another and needed to set a blog for it.. you know who you are and how amazing our conversations and tick for tack has made us best friends,I enjoy knowing that your not afraid of my feelings.You mean so much to me and its been just ove a week?  Not even? I amalways excited when I get you mail. I feel so pretty when you take the time to how me love... your coooking,wish I could talk to you and perhaps even more.yooooour on my mind girlsdontcry
In 150-200 words, explain the concepts of crime and deviance.  How do certain acts come to be defined as deviant?  How do these definitions change over time?     Hmm  I am fucked because what I have to say will seriously offend some people.
My Life
You all hate your childrenthey're too fat to feedyour on medication taking pills to sleep i think im doing just finecompared to what you've been doingi won't get vacciniatedinsurance costs too muchyou think your so persuasivebut i'm not giving up, saving, my lifeit's not what your doing I, i won't justify the way i live my lifecause i'm the one living it, feeling it, tasting it, and your just wasting your timetrying to throw me a linewhen your the one drowning, i like where i'm at on my back floating down in my own riptidethe water is finei like to step on cracksi go against the oddsyou think my world is flatdo i turn you on, maybeyeah i'm wrongbut i like where i'm goingi leave when others stayi never re-decidei don't mind if you waitbut i don't waste my time, crazyis just finecause i like where i'm going Take a breath Hold it in Start a fight You won't win Had enough Let's begin Nevermind I don't care All in all You're no good You don't cry Like you should Let it go If you could Wh
My Father
Over a year ago, I had broken up and moved out of the house of my boyfriend into my dads house. I had just got my new tattoo kit, and I thought that moving into my dads house would be a good idea, boy was I wrong. My dad had a roommate at the time by the name of Daren. He seamed nice, and polite to me when I met him for the first time. About a week passed and a girl named sara stoped by to see Daren, they went into his room. After they were done, she ran out crying, but I thought nothing of it. A few days after that Daren called me into his room. Where he proceded to make moves on me. I was still holding out hope for my old boyfriend Chris, who had just gotten out of jail, that me and him were going to get back together. I kept telling Daren no, and that I was not intrested in being with him. I tried to leave his room, but he steped in front of the door blocking me from leaving. He pushed me onto the bed and forcefuly removed my cloths. (at the time no one at my dads house was home whe
Words To Live By
It was 3 O'clock in the morning when i was woken up by my boyfriend Justin kissing my neck 'whats this for?' i asked slightly breathless, my pussy already hot, i loved it when he kissed my neck. 'I woke up, couldn't sleep and...' he kissed me again and i felt his erection press against me, unhindered by clothing 'I'm hard' he said.He pulled my nightgown over my head so that i was naked just like him. he began to kiss down my body, sucking at nipples taking them deep into his mouth, then carrying on down, he reached my pussy and licked my lips he parted them with his fingers and found my wetness. he slid a finger inside me while he licked and sucked on my clit. 'oh god, don't stop' i moaned. it didnt take him long to make me come.He came back up and kissed me forcing his tongue into my mouth so that i could taste myself. 'Can i fuck you now?' he asked. without even answering him i kissed him passionately and pulled him close to me, i felt his rock hard cock enter me. he le
Waking Up
Since so many of us (I'm not excluding myself necessarily) find it difficult to negotiate the complicated waters of two dimensional communication, I decided that I would work on a lexicon for all my friends, family (once I've figured out what that means here), and those with whom I attempt to strike up a conversation.  I'll be adding entries as the need arises.  Eventually, I'll bring some order to the presentation.   1. "I'd like to get to know you":  This phrase is not an umtimely reference to the lyrics of a bad 60s folk tune.  When I use the phrase it means that I would like to take the time to find out who you are.  The key element is time spent.  Of course, there is no way to measure the appropriate amount of time required to get to know you.  Please note:  the phrase does not mean:  I'd like to meet you in a sleezy motel room, have sex with you for a few hours, and then disappear.  If I were to want such things, I'd just say "I'd like to meet you in a sleezy. . . etc. 2. "W
Just Words!
 I have been trying to date for a while now and have had terrible luck. For some reason I can't get past the second date. It seems that most of the men I have dated are looking for a woman that is more like a Barbie Doll than a Real Woman. A woman that always looks Hot and doesn't really have a mind of her own or just doesn't want to use it!    I am a Real Woman! I do love to dress up, look Sexy and Hot but I also have a mind! I love having intellectual conversation, love learning new things, and new experiences. I am very strong willed, open minded, independant, honest, caring, loyal, sensual, positive, athletic, laid back, and comfortable with myself. I consider myself a diverse person and can be comfortable in most enviroments.    This Real Woman wants a man that I am Attracted to and finds Interesting. One that is interested in My Ideas and Views as I am with His.   My friends tell me I'm a great catch and a great person to be around! Then why the Hell can't I find a Man of my o
You know that I'm not perfect. I've told you this before. I just want to make it clear and honest to the core. I never took my side, I was always on the fence. I turned love upside down and then you said it was the end. I never made a move. I should've told you this. My love for those who hurt me never let me flip the switch. The hate I kept inside me, I kept it for myself. I spent all our time wishing that I was someone else. Guess it never mattered since all pain is the same. You feel it and you dish it out til it becomes a game. I've done my share of evil. Less Jeckle, more Miss Hyde. Sometimes I didn't know myself. I played out every lie. It's easy under cover to act like someone else. I ran away from everything. Every card that I was dealt. In the end I lit a fire and watched all my dreams burn. Now I'm a master arsonist and every day I learn A new way to destroy the rage, a way to watch it die. Maybe someday in the future I can look you in the eye. I'll say it's
My Stories
Cassie's Night Out
It is April 09, 2008, it is spring time but yet it is hot like summer. Cassie Jordan a 26 year old woman who is shy, quite, 5'3 and about 135lbs with brown hair and green eyes, who lives in the little country town of Barlo which is just out side of the major city Mocanno, which is where she drives to for work every weekday. This morning Cassie was on her way to Starbucks to pick up drinks for her and her coworkers in the dental office she worked in. She made her order and sat to wait. As she waited a man entered the store, he was tall and muscular with sandy blond hair and gorgeous hazel eyes. He made his order and when he turned around to find a seat to wait, he saw Cassie sitting at a table by the window with the glow of the sun beaming down on her. He thought to his self "wow, she is beautiful", so he made his way to her table and asked if he could have a seat. They exchanged names, his being Josh Walton, and they started talking about how pretty yet hot the morning started out. J
A Darkened Path
  Along The Darkened Path I walked along the darkened path,Not knowing what was beyond,I knew there could be danger, For a place I did not belong.Why had I chosen to follow my thoughts,Which led me far from home, Now off in the middle of nowhere,In the debt of the forest alone.What were the sounds I was hearing, What sights would there be ahead, Why did I follow my instincts, When I could be home in my cozy bed.What was the sound I just heard,Who’s shadow is following me,Too afraid to turn around,I shiver at what I might see.A voice is whispering softly,Not scary, nor frightening at all,Just the sounds of birds rustling through trees,For it’s now coming on fall.Soon they’ll be flying high,Off to the warmer lands they’ll roam,The cold weather here would freeze them,They need the warmth for their home. Now I’ll just turn myself around,Go home to where I belong,For these walks along darkened paths,At this late hour is wrong.   By Rose
Child Abuse
ALOT OF YOU ARE PROLLY WONDERING WHY IM SLAMMING OUT VIDEOS OF TUPAC  BELOW TELLS WHY   15 years ago today, the rapper, poet and social justice activist Tupac Shakur passed away, having sustained injuries from an attack. Today, it's important that we all take a moment to reflect on Tupac's spirit and his wish for the world.  AND BECAUSE  i  i know 2 unsigned rap artist who has lived  Tupac's live and is  doing what tupac back at that time wanted for his homies to do  they rapping their experience of gang life  instead of killing one another . and even changed their life around .......... tupac   your words and your tunes has touched many rappers  even unsigned ones..... still along way to go yet but its a start and its happening R.I.P TUPAC you may be gone from this world but  your not forgotten Child said to his mom, "Mommy, I colored your sheets with lipstick!" In anger she started to hit her child until he was unconscious. Then, she regretted what she had done, and crying said t
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Vampires Promise
A Vampire's Promise The smell of you, The pulse in your neck I can feel, hear and see your life Coursing through your veins I need it; I want it I will take it from you   Look into my eyes Fall into the endless Sky there See the universe inside us? Past and future fade There is just now, just the two of us.   Give yourself to me Eager and willingly Pleasure and Pain Succubus to my desire I will fulfill every fantasy you ever had.   Bare yourself to me Let me drink your essence Invite me to partake of you Your blood, your flesh, yourlifew I will savor you, remember you Love you forever   I will touch you Where you have never been touched Your hardness, your softness; Your weakness, your strength I will absorb every dream Become every wish Let me stroke you.   Let mne kiss you Inhale you Become one with you Give me your love, your soul, your life We will be immortal Out love endless, timeless.   Warm this coldness Inflame these dead embers That
I Got Flowers TodayWe had our first arguement last night he said alot of cruel things that really hurt me.I know he is sorry Didn't mean the things he saidCause he sent me flowers today.I got flowers today,It wasn't our anniversaryOr any other special day.Last night he threw me into the wallStarted to choke meIt seem like a night mareI couldn't believe it was real.I woke up this morning sore,Brused all over.I know he must be sorry Cause he sent me flowers today.I got flowers today,It wasn't mothers dayOr any other special day.Last night he beat me againIt was much worse than all the other timesIf I leave him what will I do?How will i take care of my kids?What about money?I'm afraid of him, scared to leave.But I know he must be sorryCause he sent me flowers today.I got flowers today,Today was a very special dayIt was my funeral!Last night he finally killed me.He beat me to deathIf only I gathered enough courage to leaveI would not have gotten flowers today....   USWhen I think about usI
Misc. Writings
Would you like to hear I love you all the timeand if you couldn't turn around without us touching would you mindYou know there's something missing 'round your waistTell me would these arms be in your wayWould you mind another heart beating for youTwo ears that listen you could talk to Kisses filled with feeling on your face..Now tell me would these arms be in your way I look around and see The blood of men on the ground Men that died for freedom For they believed in justice I walk around and gaze With my mouth shut tight and eyes moist At men that had no chance To change their fate at hand The world starts spinning And I start to fall Fall to the ground of men As I lay on the blood of men I find the meaning of true honor My days are filled with anguish and pain. My nights are engulfed with an endless strain. Through the day I search for a way to end the feeling of emptiness in my life. But then night comes and reality cuts me sharp like a knife. For it is at night, I
Part Of Me That You Bring Out
I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out.
Beaten, torn, battered, and bruised,her heart has become.Heart numb as can be she,has no idea what she's waiting for.Thinking of him she can't sleep,everything reminds her of him,no matter where she turns there is,small reminders of him.Her heart, mind, and soul tortured with,his sweet memory.Aching for his touch again,to take in his smell,remembering every detail of him.How could she go on living,without him?Remembering the times they had shared.  Everywhere i look i hope to see,your face.Every touch i feel makes,me long for your embrace.I am yours heart and,soul.Wishing every day that you,where here.holding you close and,never letting always touch my soul.we may be miles apart i hold tight,the promise weve made. She sits and stares out the window,as she waits and wonders when,her warrior will return to her. Longing for his sent,his touch,his kiss. Dreaming of the day when she,will be in his arms forever. 
Lose,That seems to be all I can do.For, pain and sorrow,Is all that I know.It’s around every corner,Every place I go.Can’t trust, can’t love,Is only leads to one place.Right back here,Where I started,Disgrace.
Just Shit
I'm not pretty! I'm not perfect! To be honest I'm quite far from all of these!But at least I have a loving heart!
Redemption Is The Word
Redemption is the word. Oh how sweet that would be. That one word, kind of possesses me. It fills me with ideas, dreams and hope. Inspires me, drives me, helps me cope. With all that I've lost, and gained. That word brings new meaning, to my name. What lies ahead, what's in store. Feelings unlike, any before. Redemption for me, has a totally different meaning. It means love and happiness, freedom and dreaming. Completion describes it best, I think. Without it, I'm just a ship waiting to sink.
A Lame Ass Excuse
When I hear people making excuses for abusers, it seriously gets under my skin. I don't care about the statistics, or studies, to me it's all just a lame ass excuse. Something or someone else to pin the blame on for being just a horrible person in general. I was a victim, and I remember looking into those beautiful blue eyes and begging for my life, and the same eyes that were once beautiful to me, became emotionless and cold. No expression, no feeling at all, and my cries fell upon def ears. His mother told me that when he was a little boy, he used to witness his father beating her and hide in a closet and scream for him to stop. But, that is the part I don't understand. How could he do the same to another individual, after witnessing it happening to his own mother. A pattern they say? Well I don't buy it. I never had a mother or a father for that matter, but I am a damn good one, and I could easily use that as an excuse to be the type of mother to my daughter that mine was to me. Bu
Searching For The Answer
In my sleep, in my dreams. I see these images, play out like movie scenes. They don't stop, constant and scary. The blood, the tears, painful memories. Stronger medication, maybe what I need. To end this constant flow, from the inside, where I bleed. My fingers work their magic, throughout the day. To help me store, the hurt away. But one can only write, so much. Until all is lost, reality is too much. For my words, are a cover up, for my feelings inside. Each time I write them down, I'm bring them, back to life. But to tuck them away, hurts even more. Still searching for the answer, to permanently lock this door.
My One....always And Forever...
    Your eyes are the perfect shade of blue. When I look in them, I can see righ through. To your soul, your bleeding heart. I found myself there, not a glimmer of dark. So much light, and color portrayed. Now that I am there, it's where I'll remain. You had me from the very first word. Your voice is sweeter, than any I've heard. Your love surrounds me, fills me with hope. I have a death grip on you, that I'll never let go of. Just your name alone, puts a smile on my face. I can't wait to show you one of these days. Just how much joy, you have brought to my life. No more wondering, I'm just so alive. Alive and happy to have you with me. I don't have to wonder how life will be. Because it is already more, than it has ever been. It's all because of you, you pieced my heart back together again. These words aren't enough, to tell you how I feel. But I hope you feel that the emotion behind them is real. I've never been more sure about anything in my days. You amaze me
The Day I Brought My Shrink To Tears...
Oh my that was an emotional day. I was feeling very overwhelmed and attacked by anxiety, and had to talk to someone, so I went to see my shrink. I could barely catch my breath, and slurred speech doesn't even begin to explain what i had goin on. Anywho, she made a huge mistake when she reached under her desk and pulled out this little rubber ball and said. " Okay honey, when these moments surface, this is what i want you to do. I want you to get you one of these and pull on it, until the anxiety and stress is relieved." If looks could kill, I woulda dropped that bitch right on the spot. This was my response. " So what you're telling me is, that this little magic rubber ball, is going to be the cure to all of my fucking problems. Okay then, I'll just drop down in the middle of the grocery store aisle, and when someone questions me for doing so, I'll just tell them that my shrink said it was the thing to do." When your shrink needs to see a shrink themselves after speaking with you...I
A Better Understanding Of Aplastic Anemia
Dealing with aplastic anemia on a daily basis, really has it's effects. You say anemia, and people think, no big deal. However, that couldn't be further from the truth. There are certain medications the doctors can prescribe that MAY stimulate your bone marrow in order to produce more blood cells, but once the mmedication stop comes Chemo until you can find a marrow donor. Weekly doctor visits, constantly being told that there is nothing more they can do. Then they talk about stem cell transplant. Which requires a lengthy hospital stay to try and rebuild your bone marrow with stem cells from a donor. The stem cell transplant doesn't come into play until after you have been subjected to radiation and chemo. The objective is to inject the healthy cells directly into your blood stream, and pray they will migrate to your bone marrow, ultimately generating new blood cells. Of course the physicians think that mmedication is the key to everything, and will prescribe you with new
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Lee's Bloody Blog
This is my first ever blog. I was out shopping at the weekend when an arguement took place and it grabbed my attention. A young mum who i'd say was in her late teens was arguing with her mum who i knew, now i knew the daughter's mum and was shocked to hear the language that spilled from the daughter's mouth, so being the sort of geezer i am i went over to calm the situation. I was met with a barrage of abuse from this foul mouthed teen which shocked me rigid i can tell ya my first reaction was to sock her in the jaw but as i've never in my life raised my hand to a woman i walked away seething. The point i'm try to make is in my opinion kids have to much power over their elders and its time for parents to seize the power back. I can remember if i stepped out of line and spoke to my mum and dad in that manner put it this way i wouldn't be typing this now, my old man god rest him was as tough as old boots and had hands on him like shovels and a stare that could make a grown man wet himse
Numb, broken, stabbed in the heart. The ONE that made it whole, has torn it apart. I know what I am, I just never dreamed he'd realize it to. I regret not being, good enough for you.
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That's All That Matters
When someone you hold dear to you, takes it upon themselves to opening talk about you to other people, it hurts worse than I could ever describe. They say they love you, but there again, you get hit by comment made to other people that really make you question that. One person can really send your world crashing down around you. Come to me, talk to me, but no, they choose to go to other people and talk about me instead. Which is fine, but it does make it hard, especially when it's in front of your face, spelt out in black and white. I am NOT perfect....FAR from it...I don;t deny that...have NEVER denied actions were inexcusable....and losing them hurts bad enough without having it rubbed in my face...that's okay tho..Imma big girl..I can suck it up....I've def...been through worse....They say get it out..say you're sorry...I am here for you....but they really here..let me knock you down a few more notches...make you feel just a little lower...they don't love me....
Ramblings Of A Would Be Author
"My name is Asura, and this is my story. The story of my life would take pages upon pages to chronicle it completely. So forgive me when I say, fuck that you are getting the short version. I haven't the time or the patience to sit here and drone on about all my horrific adventures...So here it goes. I am sure you have heard of the "All Mighty" God, and perhaps some of you even worship him. I am also confident that some of you worship that shit of a son he had, known as Jesus. Well in a sense I was once like you. I worshipped God. He was my father. I did everything he ever asked of me. You see back then I was Vespera better known as God's Evening Star. I was an angel, and a beautiful one at that. Today, you hear stories of Michael God's warrior, but never do you hear of Vespera. Back in the days when I was still welcome in Heaven, Michael couldn't hold a flame to me. I was the one God always came to, along with my brother. That of course did not last, or I would not be telling you this
The Way I See It
That degree you have hanging, on your wall. Can be broken, shattered, won't stand the fall. It's words stating your area, of expertise. My scars are my proof, an incurable disease. The images imprinted, in my mind. Are my experience, my time. My time served, released for good behavior. Finding faith, hope, my savior. Through the blood, sweat and tears. Recognizing the demons, facing the fear. Seeing the real world, for what it's truly about. Erasing the misconception, weeding through the doubt. Step out in to the world, without any protection at all. Fight, bleed and cry, then place that degree back on your wall. Only then will that degree, be worth a shit. If this offends you I apologize, but that's just the way I see it.
Take The Respect
Fighting was a survival technique, one must possess. Unless you craved misery, heartache or death. Blood had to be shed, to see another day. Violence and fear, was the only way. If you wanted to succeed, they would break you down. Until you became just like, everyone else around. Change and indifference, was never accepted. You were beaten, disregarded, rejected. You had to be strong, to see your way out. Believe in yourself, no room for doubt. If you doubted for a second, they could smell the fear. Drag you back down to their level, make you drown in your own tears. That self belief, is what it takes. Don't second guess yourself, it will be a mistake. Knock them out, one at a time. Showcase your strength, the power of your mind. Take the respect, you have rightfully earned. Then walk away and chalk it up, as lessons learned.
Seeing The Light Through The Dark
Can you see the light, through the dark? Have you made it there yet? Left your mark. Has anything just made you, stop and think? Or are you still searching? Refusing to sink. You may break a few times, but that's just fine. The glue that puts you back together, will enable you to shine. That small piece of yourself, that is cracked or lost. Makes you unique, worth the cost. Perhaps, you haven't experienced it yet, but someday you will. Then you will know the reasoning, behind every feel. Every tear you shed, falls down for a reason. Don't allow it to be for nothing, never stop believing. Although you hurt now, this won't always be so. It may take a while, but one day you'll know. Why, you had pain, sorrow and fear. It'll all make sense, when that day gets here.
The One's That Don't Matter
The politicians sit on their thrown, while exposing us to so much. Why should they care? They are safely out of touch. While they are all warm and cozy, wrapped up in their bed. Our people dodge bullets, aimed for their head. And for what, another chance to take something else. This is the hand, the working man is dealt. For they are the ones, we are really stealing from. They pay the price, for all that's being done. The men and women that have to beg, to survive. Are the ones being effected, by the government's lies. They say it's for our own good, the safety of our nation. But that's nothing more, than a misconception. They are just words, no actions, just things that are spoken. Think of all the lives lost, the people injured and broken. The little people that never get heard, the ones starving and shattered. Simply because they don't have enough money, to matter. Those are the people, my heart reaches out for. Not the millionaires ruling the world
Please Hear What I'm Not Saying
Please Hear What I'm Not Saying                  Don't be fooled by me.                Don't be fooled by the face I wear                for I wear a mask, a thousand masks,                masks that I'm afraid to take off,                and none of them is me.                  Pretending is an art that's second nature with me,                but don't be fooled,
An Afternoon With Her
her voice shook me from my reverie...i looked up to intense blue eyes staring back at me and for a moment i was lost in time "can i borrow you ketchup please?" i shook my head "oh yeah sure" and handed her the bottle and watched her walk away...who was that! ...i was dumb founded it had been a very long time since i had seen a woman of such beauty that didnt have a lack of poise or brian power...yet i didnt really know if she did but it was worth finding out and lucky for me she was sitting alone.    I approached the table she sat at " just wanted to see if you were done with my ketchup" what the hell was that! i cant believe i just said that how...oh wait theres a giggly spark in her eye maybe im not such an idiot after all..."well if you join me we can both use it" she said with a hint of flirting in her voice ahhh coy nice!! i like coy..."well i think you may be right but how will my waiter find me?" good lord can i get some help untying my tongue...i cant believe what keep
Over the last year or so I've been recording myself singing covers that people request or videos taken of my band The Constant. You can find them here on Fubar in the Videos section. You can also go to my YouTube page. I've just recently created my own URL as well. You can listen to projects and bands that I've had for over 20 years. That's a lot of music. I even put the bad stuff up... hahaha. That way I can look back and see how I've progressed over the years. Enjoy! Dave Thank you everybody for voting for us in the Battle of the Bands yesterday.  I'd like to thank Vital Impulse for having the courage to say what he believes. He had said that he lost that battle. Well, nobody loses who tries. The ones that lose are the ones that don't try at all. My band 'The Constant' and I are big believers in this. We believe in living our lives and getting others to take a look at themselves and ask themselves if they are living their lives or just moving along in the
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How To Let Go
I walked away, and locked the door. Broke down in tears, hit the floor. On my knees, making a plea. Please just once, listen to me. I’m trying so hard, it hurts too much. When is this pain, enough. Please take, all of these images away. Help me erase them, from my mind this day. I have to forget, this I know. Please give me the answers, on how to let go.
At A Stand Still
At a stand still these days, refusing to cross. That bridge that stands between, the gain and the loss. Not knowing what to think, which is which. Living proof that life, really is a bitch. Despising my own reflection, my looks, my gift. Waiting to check myself off of, my very own list. June 29th, that was the day, my nightmare came true. When I seen it in writing, proving, I was nothing to you. My mind remembers these things, it won't allow me to forget. Dates, words, codes, I can read all of it. Anything can be broken, if you read between the lines. I did, I have, not hard to define. Everyday, I put on this mask, give a good show. But I am broken inside, lost my glow. That one part of myself, I thought I knew. Is gone, missing, I don't know what is true. Afraid to believe, afraid to give in once more. This has hit me, unlike anything before. Because I was certain, not a doubt in my mind. My world came crashing down on me, all at one time. My te
Speaking In Rhyme
Dang girly, get a grip on your mind. What the Hell is going on? You're speaking in rhyme. Toss all of them bad thoughts, aside. Your heart is still beating, you're still alive. Turn the bad things around, make them work in your favor. Disregard the evil, the negative behavior. Put a smile on, fake or real. Channel the emotions, no matter how you feel. Find the good, in the worst possible things. That's when you'll see the light, the truth behind your dreams.
Good Luck To You
I just can't, I don't know what else to say. It isn't mine, to give away. You seem like a great guy, and I wish you the best. But my heart belongs, to someone else. Without my heart, there's no getting through. And it is taken, good luck to you.
Just Random Stuff
When your a plus size woman, people like to say "yeah she's cute in the face", as if  being full figures is such a disgrace. Honey I'm cute in the face, and i'm thick in the waist. I look good whether i'm wearing cotton, leather or lace. I'm beautiful, vibrant and above all smart! And there is more to me than my weight, I also have a heart. Yes my clothes  maybe a bigger size, that just means you have access to a bigger prize. We all are not self-conscious bout our weight, and we never have a problem getting a date. So don't think your small frame gives you more pull, I'm a hot, sexy, curvy woman with a figure thats full:) One Flaw In Women  Women have strengths that amaze men.....   They bear hardships and they carry burdens,   but they hold happiness, love and joy.   They smile when they want to scream.   They sing when they want to cry.   They cry when they are happy   and laugh when they are nervous.   They fight for what they believe in..   They stand up to injustice.   They don
Don't Go There
I have to tell you, from the start. There is no getting through, to my heart. That is a game, we can't even begin. A place I won't go, you can't win. Because there is already a winner, no one else compares. So do us both a favor, and don't go there.
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Fubar Sucks Now
What the hell happened to Fubar, I use to have so much fun on here and now it's just boring as hell.
People bitch about the war they bitch i carry a weapon.they say were all just fags but i think theyve forgotten.these mother fuckers sit here and forget who gave them that it wasnt me but it was my for-fathers.and it's cause of people like me you can spit in my face.if your one of the bastards ungratefull toward any US military branch you can kiss my fat American ass. So-what am I not supposed to have an opinion Should I keep quiet just because I'm a womenCall me a bitch cause I speak what's on my mind Guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled. When a female fires back suddenly big talker don't know how to actSo he does what every little boy would doMakin' up a few false rumors or twoThat for sure is not a man for me, slanderin' names for popularityIt's sad you only get your fame through controversyBut now it's time for me to come and give you more to say This is for my girls all around the world Who have come across a man that don't respect your worthThinkin
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons:I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely,P. Niss **The Response** Dear Penis:After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons:You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always observe necessary safety regulations, such as weari
An Easy Win
It feels so good to have someone, pulling you in different directions. From passion, to love, the bond and connection. Someone who has the ability to break you, then catches you before you hit the ground. Is irreplaceable, amazing, not easy to be found. Someone that see's you, from the outside in. Is number one in my book, an easy win. No competition necessary, the contest is already won. When you find someone like that, do whatever it takes, to hang on.
One Simple Act
There is ONE person, who has taken me by surprise. I knew he was the ONE, by the look in his eyes. NO ONE has ever made me feel their love, by one simple act. No words were necessary, with a look like that. I feel his love, with every move he makes. One word from him, is all it takes. Power at it's best, in a structure so true. Surrounded by beauty, strength, eyes the color of blue. My heart has never pounded, this hard before. Come on in Baby, I'm opening the door. I love YOU, with all of my heart and soul. To be in your arms, is my all time goal.
Just Too Awesome
Ya know it's funny because, my body doesn't even belong to me. It fits in his hands, firmly. He owns every inch, down to every last curve. There is no way, it could ever be yours. Because he loves me right, he loves me good. Give it to you? I never would. Mine and his bodies, are a perfect fit. He's just too awesome, to even listen to your shit. So, before you ask me about something, that isn't mine. Maybe you should try, asking him next time.
Wow I Cant Believe Some People
 wow to people i thought was my friends and they are sisters i found out one of them acts like she likes you if you buy her stuff and she promise things to you and to find out all she was doing was lieing to just get stuff. she is also married and looks at other guys nsfw pics and treats him like trash as well. well from what she has told me about him. and now she is pissed at me and wishes me dead what a wonderful person ...just because i havent gotten her blings or anything wow 
Why Try
He is more than just, a lover can provide me with. If I lose him, I have lost my best friend. He is not just an ordinary, human being. I wrestle with these emotions, I am feeling. A message, a video, anything to show him I care. When really my heartache's, not being there. All of this is crazy, but still so real. There is no explanation behind, the way that I feel. People tell me, all the time. Go out, meet a guy, get him off your mind. It only works, for so long. When the whole time you know, where your heart belongs. I can't look another man, in the eye. Without seeing his face, so why try. There is no band-aid big enough, to cover up this wound. When the ONE you long for, is always with you. I don't play games, and if I did, I would lose this one. Because I know this is right. So, why try at something, that you know is wrong.
I Wish The Best For You
You were there for me when I needed you, and have been every since. How could I possibly forget you, and your beauty within. I've cried on your shoulder, screamed at the top of my lungs. But you are still there, when things go wrong. Regardless of where we went wrong, there is a special place for you. You're the father of our child, I hope all your dreams come true. It kills me inside, but I'm not in love with you anymore. That part of me left, long before I walked out the door. Just know that I wish you, the best. But you do not want me, you'd be settling for less. I can't lay beside you, without my heart in it too. I'm sorry, but I wish the best for you.
Nsfw Folders And Pics
ok just feel like putting this out there.... Yes I do have Nsfw pics.... No you do not have to look at them... i do have 100's of other pics that are funny beautiful and worth lookin at. IF you do not want to see Nsfw pics then you have two options on Fubar.. you can either turn off "show NSFW content" or DO WHAT NORMAL PEOPLE DO AND JUST DNT LOOK! WOW that was easy.... dont add me and act like my friend and then take it upon your self to look in my nsfw folder and then block me.... i mean thats really childish... just because ppl have nsfw pics on here does not make them bad ppl... and before I jump off my soap box... IF YOU CAN READ THIS IS AN ADULT SITE SO YOU SHOULD EXPECT PEOPLE TO HAVE THOSE FOLDERS ON HERE AND IF YOU DONT LIKE THAT THEN GO BACK TO FACEBOOK OR MYSPACE !!!!!!    thank you for your time please have a great day!!!!   
In Darkness
Often I think of you ...In my mind I see u dancing naked in the rainYour soul happy and freeYour brightness hurtz my eyes....Yet there is a darkness as well.Those images oft not shared..these speak to me perhaps the strongest...these also I treasure for they are a part of youAnd they call to me in harmony
There Is Always Light
Keep it in, or let it out? Getting past the fear, the self doubt? Have a little, self belief. Soon to follow, is happiness and relief. Love without fear, let them know. Don't hold it in, allow it to show. Don't let fear, guide your way. Be stronger, and say. Say I love you, I miss you so much. Let them know, you desire their touch. Regardless of the outcome, you are sure to win. Because you allowed love, to speak from within. Holding in and giving up, is never the right choice. Let them hear your, meaningful voice. Speak to them, from your heart. There is always light, even in the dark. Let it shine bright, and true. And tell them exactly, what they mean to you.
Butterfly Horde
Once upon a time there was a young rainbow women, her mind and body where fully aged, yet the women's soul was still innocent and child like, she lived in a world of smiles and hugs , kisses and stars , glitter and gum drops , a magical place where the women never had any problems, she would gifted others with this world, even if only for a moment at a time, the women never knew of the world outside her realm. The day came that a great storm blew into her world, turning every thing on it's head, yet the women clung to her now fragile lil world, the great storm saw this, it enraged him, he took the form of a man, and came , the storm began to take her world apart piece by piece, till only the bare bones and frame work of this rainbow women's world remained, as the rainbow women began to fall many of those she allowed into her world took there turn to stab her, draining the women of her bright vibrant colors , as she few to the ground, she did not weep , he did not run. The women had lo
What People Fail To Realize
Convenience...watever is easiest..that's all people care about...they fail to realize that anything worth having NEVER comes they talk shit without even thinking or caring for that matter what the person on the other side is feeling like....why?...because in their mind...they can simply click a button and make them they aren't even it's ok because they are not right in front of them....but beyond the screen...regardless of how far away you are....there is a REAL person sitting there..shedding real tears...feeling real emotions....and it's not ok.....choosing the easy option is never the right solution...because that's what you end up with...if you didn't go to school or work to get to where you are now...where would you be?..nowhere...and you can have someone tell you in detail wat they would LOVE to do to you and might do just that...but then wat..where does that leave you...nowhere and with no one...simply because it was the easy and more conven
Random Thoughts And Things Some Funny
APPLCATION FOR A PIECE OF ASSName:______________________City:______________________State:_____________________Age:__________ Phone:______________Hair Color:__________Real Hair Color:____________Eye Color:___________Dentures: __________Weight: _________Height:___________Waist Size: __________Breast or Bra Size: __________Marital Status:Married___________Single______________Divorced:_________ Other__________Are Your Breasts Real? ____________Do You Like Them:Sucked_________ Chewed__________ Kissed____________Caressed__________ Squeezed________ Licked_________Other_____All of the Above____________Can You Stay Out Late? _____________ How Late?_____________All Night? _________ Several Days? ___________Do You Like To Have Sex And Be Screwed All Night? ____________How Often? __________Do You Like Oral Sex? _____________Pussy Size:Small ________ Medium __________Large ____________ Extra Large __________While Screwing Do You:Faint______ Fart______ Cry______ Moan______Hum______ Whistle______ Scr
My Belief
The origin of this in unknown, since it has been passed as a e-mail forward for so long. Please enjoy and post this message to not take the credit away from the anonymous writer. Thank you....      I am a witch. I do not worship Satan.   I am not interested in Satan.   Satan was invented by the Christians.   Satanism is a form of Christianity.   I am not a Christian.   I don’t go to church on Sunday.   Jesus is NOT my savior.   He was simply a holy man who lived 2,000 years ago.   I am not afraid of going to Hell because I don’t believe in Hell any more than I believe in Satan.   I believe in reincarnation; that I will come back to this world or another and live out another life.   I am not evil.   Telling people I am a “good witch” or asking me if I am a good witch implies that there are evil witches.   There are evil people in the world, and there are people who chose to work with the forces of nature in a way that harms others; thos
You Are It For Me
I may have my doubts, but I just don't realize. The way you feel, until I look in your eyes. One look, is all it takes. Then the doubt, is quickly erased. NO ONE in my lifetime, has looked at me that way. I am without words, but you don't have to say. A word, because I feel it, within me so deep. Just hold me gently Baby, as I sleep. Cling to your pillow, pretend it is me. Laying in your arms, loving you effortlessly. Because loving you is easy, nothing difficult at all. Let's shine together, stand tall. Let our beauty, be shown. Together, we are amazing, this I have known. For a very long time now, and I can't wait for it to show. One touch from me Baby, and you will instantly know. That you are it, no one else stands a chance. Here or not, YOU are, my wonderful romance.
Mother May I
Mother may I, is a game I used to play. Never was it something, I used to say. I came and went, as I pleased. My mother avoided me, like a damn disease. Now, she wants me back, come visit me she asked. Wanting to really, but avoiding the pain. Knowing the grudge, still remains. How can I look at her, and forget. Breaking inside, while faking it. The Holidays would be nice, but I'm too afraid to go. I just can't surrender my power, weakness can never show. She has always kicked me, while I was down. I'll just stay put, in my town.
Which celebrity has the most sexy ass? 
This Is Your Time
Does anyone ever go into battle, prepared to lose? Loosing isn't an option, winning is what I choose. Confidence, self belief, can go a long way. Don't doubt, just love, and fight every day. With all that you are, and everything you hold dear. The war is yours to win, victory will soon be here. Be strong no matter what life, throws your way. See the beauty through the storm, this is the your time. To win, to live, to shine.
I Can Live With That
He used to tell me to stop being stupid, all of the time. That was one, of his favorite lines. I told him if I never heard that again, it would be too soon. The last time he said that, was two years ago in June. I walked out the door, a simple act. And now that I have, he wants me back. All of my annoying habits, he used to hate so much. He now says he misses, that he could never get enough. But there is no U-turn for me, no looking back. I've taken my annoying self elsewhere, and I can live with that.
Good Stuff
Inspiration from Steve Jobs:   When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: “If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you’ll most certainly be right.” It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: “If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?” And whenever the answer has been “No” for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something. Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure – these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. Yo
Doesn't Work That Way
You and I, will never share a bed. If there is doubt, inside my head. Just sex, some might say. But for me, it doesn't work that way. I refuse to share myself, with someone just for pleasure. My body is not for someone to desire, it's for them to treasure. My heart is inside of me, and that's where their's has to be. If not, then I could never, stand face to face with you. Knowing the emotions, aren't true.
Alone by Edgar Allan Poe (published 1875) From childhood's hour I have not been As others were -- I have not seen As others saw -- I could not bring My passions from a common spring -- From the same source I have not taken My sorrow -- I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone -- And all I lov'd -- I lov'd alone -- Then -- in my childhood -- in the dawn Of a most stormy life -- was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still -- From the torrent, or the fountain -- From the red cliff of the mountain -- From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold -- From the lightning in the sky As it pass'd me flying by -- From the thunder, and the storm -- And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view -- [Poe wrote this poem in the autograph album of Lucy Holmes, later Lucy Holmes Balderston. The poem was never printed during Poe's lifetime. It was first published by E. L. Didier in Scribner's Monthly fo
To My Dearest Friends
I'm not going to write a poem this time..I am just going to speak from the all of my friends...the ones that I believe really truly care...just for the simple sake of caring..this is to all of you guys...thereare alot of things about me you may not know...but you don't necessarily have to know that I am thankful...there are millions of men and women that are just alike...users...posers..and just plain freaking cruel...but you guys..the ones I talk to on a regular basis...people like you are few are far between....rare..practically extinct...and regardless if this is all our friendship will ever means a lot...and I am truly grateful for all of you...I am an emotional basket case right now...but I have walked alone long enough..and to know that I have others willing to walk beside me is truly a gift...I don't turn this computer off and stop being is with me regardless if this thing is on or not..and I just wanted to let all of you know..that you g
To You...always And Forever
This is to YOU....anything that has to do with written about YOU....simply because...well I say simply..but truthfully..there is nothing simple about the way I feel for is complicated...but realism in it's truest is scary for me...I fear NOTHING but my own emotions..and emotions scare the Hell out of me....I tend to make excuses..when the fact is..I do this because I am afraid....afraid of how powerful this is...and how bad it will hurt to have someone else I love walk out of my I end up doing it for is a crazy philosophy I know...but it is the only way I know how to deal...the only problem is...without you...I am hurts worse not having you....than the thought of loosing you....I would right now...lay my life down for yours to live....people like you don't just walk into my life....that simply doesn't happen to me....YOU make me feel like I am something I know I am not...what YOU see in me amazes me...because
I Understand
You know guys, I understand that you see my naked pics and I like to show cleavage and whatnot. That has been something that is a part of who I am. I will never stop being that person. What I have a problem with is the tact that some men lack. To come to my shoutbox and say I have a nice pussy or tits does NOTHING for me. Since I see it ALL THE TIME, do you really think you are original by telling me that? Wouldn't you like a bigger response than "thanks"? Because that is all I will say. I just get fed up that sick fucks will SB me and say something retarded like that. Telling me I have a nice pussy or nice tits should be put where it belongs...ON THE PIC ITSELF. When you comment the pic, that shows you are giving the credit when you see it. To say anything in my SB that is not a friendly NORMAL conversation is just a turnoff. It also shows how unintelligent you are. I have NEVER SB someone for the FIRST time getting to know them that they have a nice cock. NEVER! I will SB them and sa
Whispers Of The Moon
I Get Bored&take Surveys-say Somethin'bitch!
"Me" The SoundtrackCreated by smoothieking37 and taken 32 times on Bzoink Opening Credits: ladies and gentlemen (saliva) Waking Up: raise your glass (p!nk) Average Day: working class hero(green day) First Date: what is love (night at the roxbury?) Falling In Love: not gonna write you a love song (sara bareilles) Sex Scene: I want you(across the universe/beatles) Fist Fight:
Not Unknown
Do you remember, feeling lost and alone? Leaving the place, you called home. Standing in the cold, unexplained pain. Needing someone, to scream your name. But no one did, so you went on. Behind the wheel, knowing it was wrong. Both feet on the gas, heavy traffic ahead. Just wanting someone, to love you instead. The freezing cold, had no effect. The water did nothing, but reflect. Your pain, your face, nothing inside was shown. The burden you carry around, is not unknown. I feel your pain, and I am blessed each time, I speak YOUR name.
Misc Stuff
Though you are not here Wherever I go  I see your face in my mind And I miss you so  I miss telling you everything  I miss showing you things  I miss your touch I miss our excitement together  I wish that I could be  With you right now  Where the warmth of our love  Would melt the winter snows But since I can't be I will be content Dreaming about When we will be together You’ve probably chatted successfully enough to get her number, but now that you’ve got to fill possibly hours of unstructured conversational time, what do you say? Allow us to point you toward some choice phrases that’ll work in your favor — as well as some that you think might impress her, but will backfire badly most of the time. Five things she’d love to hear:  1. “You look amazing.” Acknowledge (and appreciate) that she went all-out for you. Trust us, even if this is a simple latte liaison, a degree of decision-making went into that jeans-tee-ponytail
Family Adds...
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How To Make Your Girl Feel Amazing
OK guys it is so simple to make your girl happy everyday. It doesn't cost any money and you don't have to take her out and plan an elabrate evening. All you have to do is simple things. Leave a note on her door saying hope you have a great day or just thinking about you. Just give her a hug and say i'm so happy you are in my life. Hold her hand when your walking or just watching a movie. I know some of you will view it as high scholl or childish but like I said it is the simple things that do it. I am a firm believer that if guys did things like this more often there would be alot of happy girls out there. And if the girl is really into you and sees you doing all of these little things she will thank you very much if you get my drift ;) One last tip keep it up. Don't do it for just a week keep it up you don't have to do it everyday but just do it whenever you think of it or every other week:) Trust me just try it and things will go great for you :)
Help My Friend Out
Help her level Send bling, Blast, Bomb her, Do what ever you can to help her level   Knee nah@ fubar
stolen from rabble_scum because I'm boredSix Names You Go By:1. Rachel or Ra-Ra to family2. Alli or Allicat to some online friends3. Turkey Bill to my nephew. Long story. lol4. Omie Jr to my dad. My grandmother's name was Oma, people called her Omie I guess.5. Sweetie to everyone6. Babyface. Nickname I gave myself. Named from the movie of the same title with Barbara Stanwyck. Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:1. jeans2. long sleeve shirt3. sandalsThree Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment:1. black grand piano2. iPad3. a box of Turkish Delight. This is the less expensive of the lot. lolThree People You Hope Will Do This Meme:1. don't care2. don't care3. don't careThree Things You Did Last Night:1. re-watched episodes of Doctor Who. Sixth Season for be exact. I still bite my nails watching Good Man Goes To War.2. worked out. Yes, I prefer working out in the evenings. It helps me sleep, strangely enough.3. Read a bit of Bag of Bones by Stephen King. I can't wait to see the movie

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