she closed her sore eyes

and asked "why am I here?"

...

then in the blind distance

a voice came through clear

he said "I came not to judge

or own any of your fears...

I came to be the one you need

to simply soak up your tears.

I'll be gone again soon

but at this moment, my dear

I am yours...

I too am here"

miss her

I miss her smile

and her lovely face

I miss her laughter

that used to fill this place

I've wanted to ask her

so many things now

There's things I dont know

I need her to show me how

I've been wanting to hug her

and hear her chest beat

I've been longing to see her

hold my babies, so sweet

She taught me so much

like what not to fear

Yet I keep forgetting

what is safe to hold near

I need her this very moment

I'm confused and in disarray

Pieces of me are missing

and I want to fly away

I miss her....

yet, even today I can say

that someday I'll see her again

....I'll have had my last lonely day

And even if its just for now

I'll take some comfort from this

stick through every tomorrow

and cherish each one of my babies' kiss