MistressMic's blog: "MzMics' Mindless Matters"

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You see the pain that lies in her eyes, But, alas, her eyes are dry, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the anger that burns from her gaze, The madness that sets her eyes ablaze, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the fear that closes her eyes, The smile she wears is but a disguise, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the hope that is finally dead, She cannot trust for her heart has been bled, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the love that lies within, But she shall never love again, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes, No one saw her die inside, They won't cry. No, they won't cry.

Death, departure, walk away, walk out Should I or should I not pout Family and friends Lovers and one-night stands I have loved, lost and lived How do I trust, how do I love again I should move on, it's all in my past But my pain remains, continues and lasts This pain lingers in my heart, mind and soul Damn it - why is this world so cold How can I have faith in God and family When people I love are taken from me Where can I find true and loyal friends I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge Hurt continuously, hurt at my age How do I love again with all of my rage How do I get past all of this, show me a sign So I can leave my sadness, pain and crying behind

The Darkness If only it were so simple, to cruise through life smelling roses; but the obstacles blacken the countryside, and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots. Dreams sustain us through the madness; goals give a finish line to our race. Yet they change with every turn, around every wall, and remain elusive throughout the quest. Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage; we will drag them with us to slow us down. The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends. Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us. Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us. The people whom we love shape our destinies and our strengths, yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness. There are others trying to race to the end; occasionally, we bump into one or two. The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely but eventually, we lose each other in the darkness. Alone is not a bad way to be; it clears your head and focuses you on the journey. Cherish the short intervals during the quest you have with others, but be prepared to walk alone in the darkness

Support pointed to first on the nite of reset... BabyJ's Blog of 2008-12-18 we're working the bugs out of them now. they should be much easier to use by tomorrow afternoon... i hope. people who used to sit on the same photo/profile and post the same comment, quickly, over and over will need to figure out something else.. as that probably won't work anymore. don't come bitching and moaning to me either, the comment features were never intended for that and requires massive amounts of our resources to let you do that for no one's benefit except your own. if you want to run a contest, do something else... like measure the number of ratings a photo/profile has received. also, we can easily detect people running third-party programs to automate the commenting using the old system. congratulations on violating the rules of the site by cheating and having your account removed in the very near future. merry xmas! -mike (this could not be proven to us see I had not comment bombed a contest in hmmmm over 9-10 months and anyone that knows me - knows I am way too busy to leave comments on anyone - when my friends get a comment from me - they are very very surprised!!!! SHEESH!) Now while I was in Kansas City visiting my children this was posted....... SCrappers blog of 2008-12-21 Contrary to popular belief, you will NOT get reset if you and your spouse share a computer. The rumors are false...you can't believe everything you hear! However, fubar utilizes a fraud detection system that generates a daily report of all accounts that have fraudulently set up accounts under their own to generate points for themselves. Fubar will not tolerate this. We call this CHEATING. If you have created fake accounts to generate points at any time under your own account, the system will reset your level, points, and fuBucks. This is not arguable, nor is it reversible. If you choose to cheat...don't be upset when you get caught. (oh per this blog... ALOT of peeps on this site better start running for cover singles AND couples!!! I personally know one couple that has around 17 accounts under their main accounts thats been bombing a has been #1 top score lady off and on for the last year to obtain top prizes with those accounts and how about one of the top score MALE accounts that was WELL KNOWN TO USE HIS ITALIAN NEPHEWS pic and accounts to further his ACCOUNT??? (that laffable bought out one of my friends for $240) SHALL I GO ON??? or shall we name the enivronmentlovers that uses an entire fake bombing family to increase their account??? RUN PEOPLE RUN!!!) Ok, I also find this one difficult to swallow since I spent so many hours a day on my one and only account MzMic a/f/r'ing profiles - to the tune of around 2,000 daily .... ever tried to rate or re-rate around 2k accounts daily?? I usually ran out of profile rates each day... turning to rating default profile pics.... Try it some day... see how tired you get... you might then understand why after 8mths I have calluses on both hands!!!! It doesn't leave much time for me to sign into FAKE ACCOUNTS TO FURTHER MYSELF IN THIS WEBSITE!!! HEY SUPPORT?? WE HAVE 5 PC's in this house!!!! We have 4 Fubarians in this house I will count them out AGAIN for you... I know we've been through this just a month or so ago when you suspended me and locked down the rest of us for multiple ip usage in one household!!!! MikeS MzMic RS-113 Tanner All Four Saluted and Verififed Accounts - one by the US ARMY!!! we have several pics with all four of us in it!!! WE are REAL HUMANS - MikeS & RS-113 are father and SON!! MIKES & I ARE ENGAGED... TANNER CAME FROM FLORIDA .. he was our DJ in the HIDEAWAY and just needed a new start in life and we gave it to him!!! SHEESH!! He's renting a room in our basement!!! Oh the 5th pc in the house?? It's our DJ MACHINE!!!! We prefer not to tie up our laptops with music streaming out of them!!!! Ok...now... can anyone say 'WITCH HUNT'? I CAN! But... When it all boils down to today... IT NO LONGER MATTERS!!!! FUBAR.... you can reset me everyday that I sign in.....Since my RESET TIME (BTW... I WASNT EVEN HOME WHEN YA DID IT... TY VERY MUCH... I WALKED INTO THE HOUSE AND INTO THE FIASCO!! WHAT A SHOCK!!!) it just doesn't matter..... since you reset me - I've spent wonderful days with those who REALLY TRUELY matter to me - and I also spent horrible awful days horribly sick - wiping out days in my life that I will never get back and I will never remember... Xmas 08 was a nightmare for me... Truely a nightmare.. brink of death and back.... But it stands as a point of reason to me now and reminds me of whats truely important to me - and this website is not. Just the truely good friends I have made here, and god knows, some of the best and truest friends I have - I have made from this website - so thank you fubar. But Please stop with the witch hunts, no need. You got your point across. Now do it to the rest... do it HONESTLY... Do it FAIRLY... do it ACROSS THE BOARD to the ONES WHO DESERVE It... YOU NEED HELP... IM HERE!!! I WILL POINT THEM OUT! P.S. By no means is this blog meant in disrespect to Scrapper or BabyJ..... nor is it done in a bitchy manner. I just want to be heard. Without being deleted please! Luv&Hugs, As Usual, MzMic