KiNkySLuTpUpPy's blog: "at last"

If I were a boy even just for a day, I'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what I wanted and go drink beer with the guys and chase after girls, I'd kick it with who I wanted and Id never get confronted for it cause they'd stick up for me If I were a boy I think I could understand how it feels to love a girl, I swear I'd be a better man I'd listen to her 'cause I know how it hurts when you lose the one you wanted 'cause he's taking you for granted and everything you had got destroyed If I were a boy I would turn off my phone tell everyone it's broken so they think that I was sleeping alone Id put myself first and make the rules as I go 'cause I know that shed be faithful, waiting for me to come home (to come home) If I were a boy I think I could understand how it feels to love a girl I swear Id be a better man Id listen to her 'cause I know how it hurts when you lose the one you wanted cause hes taken you for granted and everything you had got destroyed! It's a little too late for you to come back Say it's just a mistake, think I'd forgive you like that?! If you thought I would wait for you, you thought wrong But you're just a boy, you don't understand how it feels to love a girl someday you'll wish you were a better man... You don't listen to her, you don't care how it hurts until you lose the one you wanted 'cause you taken her for granted and everything you had got destroyed but you're just a boy...

Attitude is Everything John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up and asked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" He replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or ... you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood." Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or... I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life. "Yeah, right, it's not that easy," I protested. "Yes, it is," he said. "Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people affect your mood. You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live your life." I reflected on what he said. Soon hereafter, I left the Tower Industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but I often thought about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it. Several years later, I heard that he was involved in a serious accident, falling some 60 feet from a communications tower. After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, he was released from the hospital with rods placed in his back. I saw him about six months after the accident. When I asked him how he was, he replied, "If I were any better, I'd be twins...Wanna see my scars?" I declined to see his wounds, but I did ask him what had gone through his mind as the accident took place. "The first thing that went through my mind was the well-being of my soon-to-be born daughter," he replied. "Then, as I lay on the ground, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or...I could choose to die. I chose to live." "Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?" I asked He continued, "..the paramedics were great. They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the ER and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read 'he's a dead man'. I knew I needed to take action." "What did you do?" I asked. "Well, there was a big burly nurse shouting questions at me," said John. "She asked if I was allergic to anything 'Yes, I replied.' The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Gravity'." Over their laughter, I told them, "I am choosing to live. Operate on me as if I am alive, not dead." He lived, thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude... I learned from him that every day we have the choice to live fully. Attitude, after all, is everything. After all, today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.

i woke up and smiled today...It is a new day I feel good. I am loved and cherished, treated with respect i have so long desired I love my girls omg you have been my rock and roll here no one is perfect we are born to make mistakes.. I am in the place i need to be for once. ty all for your support