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I'm so stressed out!!! Got alot going on that needs to get done in a short amount of time. I need a Mental Vacation..RRR!
went to see my stros last night...*sigh*  i hate the cubs...i'd like to burn down chicago...then i'd be rid of the white sox too...blah... my astros arent off to a very good start!!  i went to see them on the jinx continues!!  we lost 11-6 that day...blah...i should just stay outta minute maid they might have a chance.  *sigh*
War On Drugs
Today's modern "War on Drugs" is less than a war on "drugs", and more of a war on the plant, Cannabis sativa. Cannabis sativa, more commonly known as marijuana, or "pot", is an annual flowering crop, used for medicinal, industrial, and recreational purposes for thousands of years; however, it is this function ability which contributes to the debate of it's legalization. The chemical property in Marijuana that produces the controversial "high" is called delta- 9- tetrahydrocanna binol, or for short THC. (NIDA) Marijuana's physical properties, such as when grown for the use of hemp, are incredibly useful -- more durable than cotton, more plentiful than timber, and hydrocarbons capable of producing a wide range of alternative fuels.(Facts About Hemp) Beginning in the 1930s, racism against Mexicans and African- Americans, and the threat of hemp's potentially large market made marijuana a prime suspect of criminalization . Wealthy individuals pushed their agenda, with the right connections,
The Perfect Husband
Several men are in the locker room of a golf club.A cell phone on a bench rings and a man engages the hands free speaker-function and begins to talk.Everyone else in the room stops to listen.MAN: "Hello" WOMAN: "Honey, it's me. I can hardly hear you..........are you at the club?" MAN: "Yes" WOMAN: "I'm at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat. It's only $1,000.Is it OK if I buy it?" MAN: "Sure......go ahead if you like it that much." WOMAN: "I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new 2009 models.I saw one I really liked" MAN: "How much?" WOMAN: "$90,000" MAN: "OK, but for that price I want it with all the options." WOMAN: "Great! Oh, and one more thing ...The house I wanted last year is back on the market.They're asking $950,000" MAN: "Well, then go ahead and give them an offer of $900,000. They will probably take it.. If not, we can go the extra 50 thousand. It's really a pretty good price." WOMAN: "OK.I'll see you later! I love you so much!!" MAN: "Bye! I
gotta go soon! ne one up for bein dirty dammit my computer is messin up! try to upload photos and it wont let me! having other issues with it too. give me a few days and i will have my profile set! could i get some drinks, some fans or something from someone!
My son is very much into playing Police and SWAT. In fact, for his birthday he went to the Police museum. He came home with a Police badge and hand cuffs. One of the neighborhood boys saw them and said, "those don't look real". My son said, "how do you know what the real ones look like?" He said, "cuz my mom has some". True story. I will never be able to look at my neighbor the same.Just thought I'd share that with you.  
No Clue
No Clue Most men have no clue when it comes to women...We're not that complicated...Don't worry...this is not going to be one of those male bashing blogs that you men dread and that most women will agree with...It's actually going to give you men a little insight as to how simple we women really are.... I've only met a couple of men in my life that really understand a way to a womans's not through your are nice...and much appreciated... :) I say it all the time..."You can catch more flies with honey"...Now break that down...Be a curtious...respectful and by all means...stop with the "Oh the things I could do to you crap right off the bat....Be patient...Your penis isn't going anywhere... I was chatting with a friend last night while at work...I don't work with him...However we dated wayyyyyyyyyy back in the day...And have still remained friends....As always...and I think for the most part it's just become sort of
Blowin Me Up..
So.. my super at work blowin me up to the other formen... Tellin them. Don't worry I'll have Ben come clean up your mess.. Alot of the guys I work with are bros. Their gettin mad at me for this shit.. So I ask if your not doing your job is that my fault.. I'm no captin save a hoe.. I'm not gonna cover your ass. I was on a confrence all for 45 min over this shit.. I love my job alot.. my freinds are cool.. they don't feed my kids I do. Should I talk to the super and ask him to stop or have the bros step up and take care of shit?
Staff For Double Duece Lounge
now hireing staff for all shifts and spots and am willing to pay fubucks to keep them around if interested plz contact me
Life has taken a drastic turn, your days are filled with heartaches,Tears and concern.The house may feel empty,You may search for something that you wish was still there.You know in your heart,That emptiness will always be there.It is our memories that keep them near.As each day goes by,It seems hopeless no matter how hard you try.You may find yourself listening,Hoping you hear.The sound of their voice so soft and clear.If you listen closely that hope you will hear,The memories are what get us through these many tears.Listen to the sound, the sound of angels dancing around.Though they aren't here upon the ground,It is because of them the laughter will soon be found.So listen closely, I say,All of the angels will together one day.When you sit there and hope to see,A glimpse of what life used to be.Dont' be said if it doesn't appear,It will be in the slightest breeze that I will.Gently kiss your cheek.It will be that memory to give you peace.If you find yourself starring up to the sky,It
Measuring Our Own Self Worth
 Maybe I am alone in this thought (and if I am, I apologize for generalizing), but it seems everytime I try to see how far I have come in my life, I look at what I am able to do for my friends and family or what I have done for them.  I think of how valuable I am to others to measure how good of a person I am and what more I could do.   Why don't we take self worth for what it really is?........ what we are worth to ourselves.
The F Word.. Nsfw
Ok Folks I am in my first ever auction. Check it out and bid on me starting May 8th!!!
If You Need Me
12 Steps For Fubar Addict's
I wrote these while bored ..The Twelve Steps for FuBar addicts1. We admitted that we were powerless over FuBar, that our lives had become unmanageable.2. We came to believe that a friend's list greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.3. We made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of babyjesus, as we understood Him.4. We made a searching and fearless moral inventory of our lounges and shout box.5. We admitted to ourselves our friend's our fan's and our family, and to FuBarer's everywhere the exact nature of our wrongs.6. We were entirely ready to have babyjesus remove all these defects of character.7. We humbly asked babyjesus to fix all technical glitches.8. We made a list of all persons we had commented on, and became willing to make amends to them all.9. We made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure our FuBar reputation.10. We continued to shout box and add friends and fans, and when we were wrong promptly d
Why Do We?
Why Do We do judge  people by their looks?  It just makes me sick  we all have done it we just go by the  looks before we actually see the inside which is the most beautiful part of us.  But society is very judgemental which can cause death anoxeria and obesity etc..what can we do to stop ourselves from doing this again? because in the world we are in is  under enough pressure as it is we dont need someone judging us by our looks it's our soul that matters.
Thick D
thick d is in the house
4-15-09 Let's Make A Deal Auto 11 Or Ch Bomb
Okay, I have enough Bling credits to buy you either a Cherry Bomb or an Auto 11 for the right deal.  Please don't SB me your offer, send me a PM I don't think I have my PM's set to friends only, SB if you can't PM me.  The best deal will win there choice:  Here is a couple of the offers I have already received 1.  5 Million Fubucks 2.  4 Million Fubucks and a pimp-out a week for an entire year 3.  5 Million Fubucks and a 6 bling pack (not 6 blings but a pack that I can use) So, let's make a deal.  Since I'm spending real dollars I don't want to be unfair but trading fubucks (in place of real bucks) let's see what kind of deal you can come up with.  Thanks for reading and good luck!  I'll let the winner know tomorrow and see which one you'd like to have!   UPDATE:  So far DB has made me the best deal as always won't close this Blog until tonight at which time I will update who is the winner!  **UPDATE, THANKS TO ALL WHO PM'D ME AND MADE AN OFFER, DB MY NEW FU-OWNER MADE A DEAL I
How To Treat A Woman
Its a joke. Dont get butt hurt >;-) How to treat a woman 1. When she asks how she looks, shrug and say "could be better." This will keep her on her toes, and girls love that.2. Never hold her hand. This can be interpreted as a sign of weakness. If she grabs your hand, squeeze hers really, really hard until she cries. This will impress her by showing her what a strong man you are.3. Once a month sneak up on her from behind and knock her over. Girls are like dogs. They love to be roughed up.4. Call her in the middle of the night to ask if she's sleeping. If she is, say "you better be." Repeat this 4 or 5 times until morning. This will show her you care.5. When she is upset about something, suggest to her that it might be her fault. This will pave the way for her own personal improvement, and every girl needs some improvement.6. Recognize the small things; they usually mean the most. Then when she's sleeping, steal all her small things and break them. Because jewelry is for wussies
Demons Sometimes they're in a bottle, Sometimes a pair of high-heel shoes, Some come rolled in paper Some have six strings and only play the blues Once you've met the devil There ain't no way he'll let you be When I'm not chasing demons, There's demons chasing me Skeletons in closets Ghosts underneath the bed They hide out in pictures And words better left unsaid They hang around like perfume And haunt me like an ancient melody When I'm not chasing demons, There's demons chasing me There's things that I can't leave alone 'Cause they won't leave me alone What I want ain't what I need Still I reach for the things I crave Then try to run away Am I afraid of being free 'Cause when I'm not chasing demons There's demons chasing me So roll one up and light it Pick up my old guitar I'm playing crossroads Drinking whiskey from a mason jar Heartache at my front door Says she needs my company When I'm not chasing demons There's demons chasing me There's
Update On My Son's Condition..
Sadness... if ya live in the houston area you more than likely heard about the 2 fire fighters that died on sunday...and today's the service for them... i went to school with damion hobbs...the younger of the 2.  my lil sister lives onteh street his family lives on.  she just called and told me of the escort the family got walkin down her street.  it breaks my heart...     i'm freakin out on how many people i went to school with have passed away...i'm just barely havin my 10 year reunion in june  (bh)
R.i.p. Dopey
Bling Auction
Hey I have been in this bling auction forever and still no love is shown my way... Stop by and show some love lots of others are still waiting too Ireally need to be loved these days life is a pain ... hugs and kisses for taking the time to read.  
People meet people from all walks of life. some meet on the internet and become man and wife. some have meaniful relationships, some struggle for that perfect answer. some treat there mates like they had a disease such as cancer. i loves are exchanged i hate you's are thrown around too. loving making is a form of expression except when its it only you. it takes two to make a solid relationshop work, but some are only thinking of themselves. some want a mate thats are genuine and some want a mate that has wealth. some care about looks some think all beauty is in the eye of the beholder. some take their lovers for granted some hold them on a pedstal up so high. some will go to great lengths to tell the truth and some will go to great lengths just to lie. so no relationship is me i should know. i have been there and done that i got the movie rights. but its life and thats just the way it goes.... you ever wonder what life would be like if we had our own lil w
Have I Got A Deal For You!!!
Ok I have fubucks, those of you needing fubucks, I have a great deal for you...I will pay top fubuck dollars for auto 11's bling packs blasts and tickers...We can negotiate the amounts for any of the items listed above...If you're not interested in trading and know someone who might be, please by all means link them here...Thank you so much for reading this...Hugsss Tina
Songs I Like And Stuff
This is a song that i think i can apply to almost everyone in washington right now; and a great deal of other people "I wrote this song about you I wrote this song about you Just to let you know that I hate your guts And I think you suck I wrote this song about you I wrote this song about you Just to let you know that I hate your guts And I think you suck I hate the way you look (You make me sick) I hate the way you talk (I wanna punch you in the face) I can't stand you at all (You drive me insane) Why won't you go away? I wrote this song about you I wrote this song about you Just to let you know that I hate your guts And I think you suck This is your song Congratulations You're the inspiration I hate you so much That I wrote this song Congratulations You're immortalized I hate so much I hope you fuckin' die" This song is kind of weird, but it's pretty intense so i like it. "A smell like cigarettes drifts softly through the vents, The room i
Love Traits Of The Scorpio Woman
General love traits of the Scorpio woman It must be said once and for all: the Scorpio woman is a passionate being. But her love life is not always easy. Woe to him who falls into her claws without knowing what kind of lover the Scorpio woman is: an expert in the subtle game of executioner and victim. She needs to possess entirely the loved one. Her love is absolute, but also very troubled and complicated, and it may cross successive conflicts, rifts, cries of hatred and passion. In addition, the Scorpio woman is extremely jealous, and she can be sometimes a little sadistic. In short, she loves roller coasters! A relationship with her is likely to be the clash of two wills if she does not bind with a very accommodating and very peaceful man. Her sexuality can cause powerful inner turmoil or inhibitions. When founding a peaceful, quiet and stable home, she happens to be freed from her complex. Like said before, the love life of a Scorpio woman is never simple or linear. At certain per
Sexyred Head Ohhh Yeah!
      Alright fu I got me a hot new owner so lets do the fu thing and go show her sexy ass mad fu love! Most of you know her allready but those that don't are missing out so go r/f/a/c/b this uber sexyredhead! SexyRedheadPlease be sure to repost! Sweetpeabayba
Att All
im gonna be trin to start a new fu group..... the breastseum for the guys and meat rack for the ladies... so ladies send some links to pix youd like to use for guys to see... and guys send links for pix youd like the ladies to see... i will rip the pix so that anyone interested can go straight to your page... to r/f/a/c you.....jus a workin idea trin to help me and all you level....if you havent r/f/a me please do so before sendin the link... .ty to all who  would like to enter
If Today Was Your Last Day
My best friend gave me the best adviceHe said each day's a gift and not a given rightLeave no stone unturned, leave your fears behindAnd try to take the path less traveled byThat first step you take is the longest strideIf today was your last dayAnd tomorrow was too lateCould you say goodbye to yesterday?Would you live each moment like your last?Leave old pictures in the pastDonate every dime you have?If today was your last dayAgainst the grain should be a way of lifeWhat's worth the prize is always worth the fightEvery second counts 'cause there's no second trySo live like you'll never live it twiceDon't take the free ride in your own lifeIf today was your last dayAnd tomorrow was too lateCould you say goodbye to yesterday?Would you live each moment like your last?Leave old pictures in the pastDonate every dime you have?Would you call old friends you never see?Reminisce old memoriesWould you forgive your enemies?Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?Swear up and down to God above
Migraine Help
Poem"defination Of A True Friend"
Definition of a true friend     True friends are hard to come by Loyal friends are a rare a gift from god… and that I cannot lie   What is your definition of a true friend.? A true friend is someone you never have to second guess their intentions Because you already know they have your best interest in mind with all good intentions   What is your definition of a true friend? They could know your deepest darkest secrets and never tell a soul because you asked them not to And not because it was the rite thing to do But because they would never want to loose you   What is the definition of a true friend? Someone who calls you not complain about what’s not rite in their life.. . But to ensure all is well in your life They will have your back even if they think your not rite just because they got your back The funniest part is a true friend will never even question because they know you don’t like to slack   What is your definition of a
American Legion
  In response to a newly unclassified Department of Homeland Security report that warns of dangers associated with "right-wing extremists" - and singles out returning war veterans as particular threats - the American Legion has fired off a letter to DHS in protest.   "I think it is important for all of us to remember that Americans are not the enemy. The terrorists are," writes David K. Rehbein, national commander of the American Legion, to DHS Secretary Janet Napolitano. The Legion's letter comes in response to a report titled "Right-wing Extremism: Current Economic and Political Climate Fueling Resurgence in Radicalization and Recruitment," dated April 7, which warns against the possibility of violence by unnamed "right-wing extremists" concerned about illegal immigration, increasing federal power, restrictions on firearms, abortion and the loss of U.S. sovereignty. The document, first reported by talk-radio host and WND columnist Roger Hedgecock, suggests worsening economic woe
Vets Black Listed
This was a repost of a blog a friend of a friend posted. I just wanted everybody to see what the government REALLY thinks of us..........    The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat that they may pose to the government.   This paper basically lumped in people who are either pro second amendment, anti abortion, anti illegal immigration, or pro smaller government (or more than one or all of the above)  with white supremacists and domestic terrorists. As maddening as I found that paper there was one aspect to the paper that I missed this morning and to me it is much more egregious.  This is what the Department of Homeland Security thinks about our m
Wings For Marie (maynard's Tribute To His Late Mother)
"We are the music makers. And we are the dreamers of dreams." Willy Wonka   At the age of 30, Judith Marie fell victim to a series aneurisms that left her unable to walk, write, read, or dress. Her peripheral vision, speech, and motor skills were significantly impaired, so suffice to say her dream of traveling the world was pretty much out of the question. However her memories were completely intact. During moments of clarity and focus she would, with great difficulty, describe a life long recurring dream. "Since I was a child I used to dream that I could fly. I would stand on one leg, look up towards the sky, and with my arms lifted out and up, my fingers stretched towards the sun, the wind would come and swirl all around me. And then gently lift me up into the air. This is how I would travel. This is how I was able to see the whole world." Wings For Marie (Part 1)  You believed in movements none could see.You believed in meA passionate spirit. UncompromisedBoundless
Dont Piss Me Off
If  you decide you do not like my art , i am perfectly fine with it. What i dont tolerate is underpriviledged ass hunting indivituals that think they can get a porn cam , and after they get turned down start to put critic towards my job!   First of all i aint tattooing, because its m only choice. I am a former Rn, Herbologist and got enough degrees to plaster an entire room. Second:  People without tattoos shouldnt be looking down on ones that have ink. We dont bitch around ya all for not having any now do we...............   THIRD! For the assmunch that asked where the hell i stole the pics from. You can be lucky your not near me! I dont try to put you down just because you work at burger king or where the hell ever. Job is job. And just because im a female doesnt mean i do tattoos less better then a male! 2009, wake up!!!!!!! We are way past the times of females having to stand at the door with a pi waiting for theyr beloved man!!!!!!!!!! And if the only way you can get rid
Lovin Life
ok so i was re-rating my hubbys pics and i always like to read what some of u silly girl have to say to him... and one of our friends commented on a pic that wasn't his wife(his net gf)and said she was beautiful i was like no shes not shes a home wrecker,that fucked up on lives because she has/had a unhealthy marriage. so she thought she would fuck someones Else's marriage up.yes ours wasn't perfect but i was depress and i needed a lil help. but that doesn't mean go fine some other girl and make her ur gf... it mean u go and find help for the one u love and support her with all u got. i forgave him but i will HATE her ...maybe im still hurt but damn the man that I LOVE them most likes to talk to some other girl that he has never seen, then to me his wife. im the one that pampers him and does whatever  takes to make him happy not her and yet shes the one that gets the"I LOVE YOU" WTF.he shows he loves me but when he realize hes doing it he stops fast. so am i wrong for feeling a lil
Click Here And Help
ok if you want to be in my pimp folder private message me that I can rip from your pics one pic...people will click on your profile pic,  I only have 12 spots for hurry and let me know Vote!!! Twisted Butterfly Vote!!! Please vote for Twisted Butterfly for me, she is a special friend and would be a great one for you also. Tell her New Patriot sent you. Thanks for the help in advance. Please Repost for me. I was told today that my best friend Texasgurl had a stroke...please show her some love and repost this if you can.. thank you NewPatriot imikimi - Customize Your World! ~~ ♥ texasgurl ♥ ~~ aka DeMoNAnGeL #6@ fubar
Net Users Warned Of Social Networking Virus
Net Users Warned Of Social Networking Virus   Today, 12:15 am © Sky News 2009 Buzz Up! Print Story   Internet users are being warned to watch out for a new computer virus
For Our Troops
This was a repost of a blog a friend of a friend posted. I just wanted everybody to see what the government REALLY thinks of us..........    The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat that they may pose to the government.   This paper basically lumped in people who are either pro second amendment, anti abortion, anti illegal immigration, or pro smaller government (or more than one or all of the above)  with white supremacists and domestic terrorists. As maddening as I found that paper there was one aspect to the paper that I missed this morning and to me it is much more egregious.  This is what the Department of Homeland Security thinks about our m
I will admit, I do enjoy some of his music. I saw this video on TV this morning and laughed my ass off. You have to give this guy credit, he really doesn't care who he fucks with. We Made You lyrics Guess Who You Miss me? Jessica Simpson sing the chorus Jessica Simpson – (Eminem) (CHORUS) When you walked through the door It was clear to me (clear to me) You’re the one they adore, who they came to see (who they came to see) You’re a … rock star (baby) Everybody wants you (everybody wants you) Player… Who can really blame you (who can really blame you) We're the ones who (chicka) made you *cough, cough* (VERSE ONE) Back by popular demand Now pop a little Zantac or ant'-acid if you can You're ready to tackle any task that is at hand How does it feel, is it fantastic, is it grand? Well look at all the massive masses in the stands Shady man… no don’t massacre the fans Damn, I think Kim Kardashians a man She stomped him just cause he asked to pu
Touch the Darkness   Passion Conquers     Lightning flash and thunder crack Primal power it does not lack Forces of Nature don't hold back Neither does the passionate heart     Desire fans the raging flame An iron resolve it will claim A wild beast none can tame Attraction overwhelms us from the start     Resistance wanes in a flash Till nothing remains but smoke and ash To each others arms we must dash Our bodies are clay to passion's art    
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Fair Well For A While
Hey everyone! So, I finally made it to ANGEL!  I'm so happy and want to thank everyone that helped me out along the way!  I want to give a big shot out to all my top fam and friends because you are the ones that have been there for me threw EVERYTHING on here.  Steve @.K.@ Hunter Friod, there are not words to describe how greatful I am to have met you. Thanks for always being there for me and always making me feel special.  I love you a lot. Anyways, I writing this blog to let everyone know who cares that I will not be on fubar as much as I usually am for a while.  The reason for this is that I am just so fuckin sick and tired of the drama and I'm not going to put up with it any longer.  I have a real life and a fubar life and there is no reason for me to keep dealing with all this fubar drama cause it has NOTHING to do with my real life which I am very happy with.  YO MOMMA LOVE IT AND HASTA BABY are still bothering me and for what reason I don't know. They still got all their friend
Edgar Allen Potpourri
Alone among familiar faces nameless smiles I've known for years Fading sun of the afternoon Cutting through the stained glass above the neon lights Close my eyes for just a moment There is a flash of you Your face is burned on the back of my eyes indelible as the acid rain Do you know what beauty is When you see your reflection in a winter pool Your colors brightened by the crystal air Eyes so crisp and clear and bright Do you know - beauty is you My heart stops for just one beat A smile crashes across my face To think of you - warmed by a moment tip my glass and go. Is this the way the world isIs this the way the world isA billion lines drawn in the sandBorders jealously retainedRight by might cruelly definesThe boundaries and the battle linesThe rich exploit the destituteAbandon the unfortunateWhen is it said ‘I have enough’To share and give in charityHow many die in want and needIn the shadow of excess and greedIs this the way the world isHungry child
Panic, Depression, Worthless
I am so tired of life being one stuggle after another, was I a baby killer in a past life? What did I do to deserve all the pain and hurt I have gone through all my life? My husband and my children are so wonderful, they should have better. I can't find a job, I even dyed the red out of my hair to try and look a little more "normal" in hopes of landing a job. Everything feels like it is closing in on me and I am suffocating! My husband was gone for 2 years, to bring home steady pay we could count on, now it looks like that is the only choice once again is for him to try to take a deployment that will happen as soon as possible. I have been a stay at home mom since I was 16, I don't have any job experience. I feel like I am just a burden for him. He tells me it is not true at all, I run the house, I take care of 4 kids, I am trying to go to school to get skills for a job. But that is not helping the fact that we can barely put food on the table. I, as well as my oldest son, take our cla
The Human Spirit
First off: Let's discuss this new blog editor. Its not really "new" is a Javascript Toolkit called TinyMCE. I've used it in some of my web applications. I had suggested that TinyMCE be droped into Fubar back when it was still Lost Chery, A message I sent to both BabyJesus and Support. I'm a tad annoyed at the fact that I was ignored for my professional oppinion. But I'm also amused at the fact that TinyMCE was implemented anyway, because it shows that I was right. The meat of this meet: Throughout my life, and more so in recent years, I have discovered a commonplace, something I do, without realizing I do it. I call it a commonplace because for me it is common, or at least familiar. I help people. Borderline white knight's syndrome, I tend to offer advice, help, and support at times that it's needed, and usually when needed most as luck would have it.I have found that my place in life is to serve as exactly that. A helper, one who gives to those that are hardly able to return the fa
This is going to be a busy summer. I wont be around much. Iwill check in once in a while. to say hi. Everybody have a good summer.
Near Deathe Experiences And Close Calls
After almost getting rearended hard this morning in the county in which I live, it has shook me up to a point where I am appreciating life a lot more and wanting to live everyday like it is my last day on this earth because this close call really shook me up to a point to where I want to get life insurance, that is for damn sure. I figured the head on car accident that I had on Aug. 23rd, 1995 would do this but instead it's the close call that my girlfriend and I had this morning! She has life insurance or a burial plan and I have no life insurance but that's about to change definitely! All have to say is, before that day does come, I will say that I love you all!
Another Lil Something
well friday after noon my boyfriends mom's dog passed away. She had this dog for 5 years, and he died from medical problems.  So saturday afternoon we went and picked her up and took her to lunch. After spending lunch with her I felt so bad for her I had to do something. I mean this is an older woman who lives alone and spent her day careing and giving this lil dog anything and everything he could want. So what do I do... Well I spent 5 hours looking around town looking for a new pup. Now she dose NOT like big dogs. So as you can imagine a lil puppy is hard to find. well one that will stay little.   So i finally found the perfect little puppy. Well little to me. She is a cocker spaniel / lab mix. She has more collie in her than lab. So she will be a medium size dog. So I take her to the groomers and get her all clean and smelling good. Cause she was outside in a pin next to a chicken coop.   So now the big moment taking her to his moms and hoping that she wants her. So we drive b
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Life On
Ever screwed up and hurt someone you was starting to care about - but really didn't mean to.  Ummm that sucks - you feel like an ass about it as well.  Well, Killed my profile and thought about just staying clear of fubar for awhile - was new anyway.  Got to missing it on this rainy day and joined back up.  Sucks when you find someone you really feel you click with and, I don't know, maybe just being MAN - I screw it up... I seem to do that only with the ones I am VERY into, which is rare.  Normally it is me dumping someone, funny... Anyway - So back now. Darn let me get to rating some people so I can get some ranking.  Got to start traveling some next week - so until then... Bye
Hey ladies come and bid on the sexy death , hes hot and has a lot to offer so click on the pic and place your bid
Mumm Nazi's
Some how  - A mumm I posted was deleted last night. It wasnt NSFW, It followed all the rules.  Someone has a stick up thier ass Nothing more than a weenie on a power trip   Pretty cool, huh? I wish I could say I was surprised.
I'm Up For Auction
DEAD TO ME   fear me doubt me neglect me ignore me push me to the point of no return...   rise up stronger harder grinning as i see you burn...   you're dead to me in the past over done finished through...     you fear you doubt neglect ignore exactly what's inside of you...     4.29.09 fester   es mi vida     i walk alone upon this earth i walk the line inbetween love and hate... a narrow path toward the rising sun with hopes and dreams of something great...     5.5.09 fester   sleepless   no destinction no rhyme or reason... no change in time... the fault line has disolved inbetween these worlds of treason... waiting on patience to resolve this dream...     4.19.09 james c leveroni
I'm Up For Auction! Oh Noez.
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. You can't tag the person who tagged you.1. Weird? I believe I'm psychic.2. im pedantic when it comes to the correct spelling of my name [get it right] I like to call her Trina.   3. I'm not a 'normal' male?4. I can admit to being insecure.5. I fucking hate the Twilight series. :)6. I'm an only child.7. I'm too trusting at times.   8. i loathe liars
So people convinced me that I should be in an auction!!! So if you want to own me and have some great benefits you should buy this sexy VaJayJay hehe. The link for the auction is as followed....   Come show me what you got ;)
First Blog Ever
I have never written in a blog before. I am Jamesie not very good looking and dont have many friends. But I am a happy person who spends a lot of time with my collection of postage stamps and chocloate wrappers. I think collecting chocolare wrappers is really fun, and if you are reading this and you also collect let me know and maybe we can swap some. Thats it for now. I might do some more tommorow
Me Singin Live Like You Were Dyin.
My old gf is 7 months pregnant and 40 years old.  Back when I was pregnant with my oldest (12 years ago) she had a big issue being around me due to fact she was hurting and couldnt have kids.  They tried vitro and all. Anyways..she wouldnt even come to my babyshower.  After 15years of marriage..there marriage went to hell cuz her hubby had a affair on her and got a girl pregnant.  We tried to be there for both of them.. but once she used us to help her move out of there house..we didnt hear from her again til she needed help moving again.  Seemed like thats only time we heard from her.  Anyways.. now shes having a baby shower and called up like best of friends. I didnt want to speak to her so she spoke to hubby..saying she was gonna send a babyshower invite. I guess I am spiteful..and all. Part of mes happy that she finally is pregnant..but part of me just pissed over how shes been over the years.   She says this is gods miracle...and says her ex is pissed that shes finally pre
i will be closing my account....don't have much time for this anymore. I have about a million fubucks to give away and around 15 bling credits left. If there is something you want send me a pm and tell me why i should give you bucks or bling and I will see what i can do. I had a great time here and enjoyed chatting with everyone! If you serious want to stay in touch send me a pm as well and let me know and I will tell you how! :) see ya's!
A Trip Thru My Mind...
I miss you, though you just went away I really do wish, you could have stayed I know why you're gone,know thats it's best But some relationships, just don't pass the test All that I've hoped for, all that I dreamed I watched fall apart and rip at the seams I wish it were different, together again Knowing deep in my heart, its better it ends... I miss your eyes I miss you lips the ones I always and still long to kiss I miss your voice I miss your arms the soothing sound and all your charms I miss your chest I miss your hands begging for your touch, You understand all of these things I miss a lot Everything I remember but you forgot...   How long before the ache in my chest Takes it's leave Before memories of him begin to unweave When will I stop waiting for the phone to ring Warmed by the easy feeling his voice would bring All that brought joy now fills with sorrow Finding it hard to see light in tomorrow I will try and be strong get up each day and fight
Give My Friend Some Love
See Why
YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN I Am the Liberal-Progressives Worst Nightmare.. I am an American. I am a Master Mason and believe in God. I ride Harley Davidson Motorcycles and believe in American products.. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some Liberal governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. Get over it! I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes
I have been talking to my ex from HS on facebook and he's In Iraq. Well I was talking to him just now, and a rocket hit his base, And he acted like nothing. I on the other hand started shaking And he was scting like it was nothing. Apearently this happens offten.. I couldn't Imagin being a military wife/girlfriend, Now he went on patrol to make sure everything is ok. He knows my situation so He knows If I get on at night he can't IM me even thou he's on my friends. I'm so not ready for a friendship with a military guy, He get's leave in Sept and he's coming back to Philly But still He's right in the mix of shit out there :( He was my 1st boyfrined so nothing ever happenend between us and were strickly friends so get your minds out the gutter.
A Look Into My Mind
the term forever seems to be a stretch of ones wants. when in reality nothing can last forever...unless your onea them bible thumping people who think there is eternity and heaven and hell which seems to be the trend these days But in reality i dont see forever actually happening cause who can tell you what really happens after you die? no one. and most typically all those who say they will do something or be with someone forever are those whom never last doing or claiming to do or be with whomever or whatever they say will last forever I just see it a damn shame so many peoples judgements and reality perception is clouded by wants
Oooo Knots~
Trisha's head was spinning. The last thing she remembered she was on her way home from work when suddenly everything just went blurry. Still trying to find her bearings she knew she was in unfamiliar surroundings. As far as she could make out she was in some sort of workshop. There were some tables and figures and also a large television screen of some sorts but her vision was still too fuzzy to see anything clearly. She tried to sit up to get a better view but couldn't, her wrists and ankles had been shackled to the table. This wasn't her main concern though as she the realisation hit her that she was naked, not only that but she felt something pressing against her pussy. The shock of this caused her mind to clarify almost instantaneously and the full scale of her predicament hit her. She was indeed bound naked to a worktable and there was some large device by her feet from which protruded a phallus shaped shaft, which extended to the entrance of her pussy. Despite her limited movemen
When Will It Be My Turn?
When is it my turn To feel the tears burn? When can I cry And express the need to die?   Why must I be strong And pretend that I belong? When can I be weak And receive the comfort I seek?   I get exhausted from the pretense The pain is just so intense. I hide from all of my fears And continue to hide my tears.   Why is it so wrong to show emotion When I feel I could cry enough to fill an ocean? Why can’t I be just another person Instead of letting the pain worsen?
Lap By Lap:phoenix
8:45 p.m. -- GREEN FLAG: Mark Martin and Kyle Busch get the Subway Fresh Fit 500 under way from Phoenix International Raceway. Lap 1 -- Mark Martin pulls ahead to lead the first lap as Kyle and Kurt Busch fall in line. Lap 5 -- Several battles have broken out in two-wide racing, beginning with Dale Earnhardt Jr. and Greg Biffle for 14th. Lap 10 -- David Reutimann has the fastest lap this time by. He runs in seventh. Lap 15 -- Mark Martin continues to lead and has the fastest car on the track this lap. Lap 17 -- Kurt Busch passes Kyle Busch for second place. Lap 20 -- Kyle Busch has fallen back to fifth position. Lap 23 -- David Reutimann moves around Kyle Busch for fifth position. Busch is complaining of a tight race car. Lap 26 -- Tony Stewart is on Jeff Gordon's tail in a developing battle for third place. Both drivers began the race with loose cars as part of their strategies. Lap 30 -- Regan Smith is hanging inside the top 10 in 10th after starting the race in nin & Relationships
As I discuss issues with my fellow sistas, I have discovered it’s much harder for the good sistas to find a really good brotha. A brotha that is not focused on her nice curves but more on her spiritual relationship and her intellect. A brotha that’s not more interested with laying down with her vs. building a spiritual relationship together. I realized ladies, that if we seek after the spiritual relationship then everything we need from the brothas will fall into place! This is not a male bashing because there are some good brothas out there, at least I would like to think. Ladies, we must portray that spiritual relationship that I’m talking about. Now, if you’re not living the lifestyle, then you can expect to get that which you are living! But for the ladies that are living a spiritual lifestyle and still being approached by mess, continue moving forward in that which God has ordained for you. Right now, your ideal man is Him until He sends that man that is to
Come Get Corrupted
Waaah Problem Cant Reply Back
Getting bored .......     AM I THAT EASY TO FORGET?   Hard to Find what i really want....   Show up soon.............     *sigh* Nunca Te Olvidare lyricsPueden pasar tres mil anos.Puedes besar otros labios,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Puedo morirme manana.Puede secarse mi alma,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Pueden borrar mi memoria.Pueden robarme tu historia,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Como olvidar tu sonrisa.Como olvidar tu mirada.Como olvidar que rezabapara que no te marcharas.Como olvidar tus locuras.Como olvidar que volabas.Como olvidar que aun te quieromas que a vivir, mas que a nada.Pueden pasar tres mil anos.Puedes besar otros labios,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Puedo morirme manana.Puede secarse mi alma,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Puedes echarme de tu vida.Puedes negar que me querias,pero nunca te olvidare.Sabes que nunca te olvidare.Como olvidar tu sonrisa.Como olvidar tu mirada.Como
4o Ways Men And Women Fail In Bed
Please keep in mind that if you are not open minded and don't have a very wild sense of humor about sex, stories, and life's mishaps, please do not go any further on this page. I wrote this like 10 years ago on my old website based on advice and stories I heard from men and women I gave sex advice to and from what I heard growing up at parties at my house! Women and men love and agree with it but swear it's not them!!!!!! I didn't make it up myself!!! LOL! HAHAHA! Tell me what you think___________________________       Personal and private stories are not shared on this site due to privacy and personal trust. Please be aware that these are not linked to anyone directly but are for the enjoyment of your reading pleasure. This is not my own personal opinion but jokes sent in and/or discussed and I thought would be humorous......enjoy!
Come On People!!!!!
Come on people!! What're you waiting for? Come check me out in my first auction ever. Auction ends Friday and I need some new bids!! Take a peek of what I'm offering and make a bid! While you're there, rate me please, they have prizes for the ones with the most rates. Thanks!!        
My Lounge
im hiring all staff for my lounge come buy and check it out my new lounge has some cool music so come on by and join in on the fun  come on by my ounge and check iot out its called Army Rangers Lounge check it out and become a member im hiring all positions apply within
This is more of a poll. So what is the best way to get to see nsfw's with out buting bling/blast and such?Some people like me cant afford to spend money on fubar because we just dont have it.What do you think? Or am I just a broke perv?
Wanted: Adoption Into Family.
Ah here, this can be cool, if my friends here ever want to chat you may add me to your yahoooo!!! i am go ahead and add me. Friends only in here, though, if you add yourself give me your screenname from here so i know it is you. If I added you as family you are sure welcome to chat with me sometime. People are pretty cool stuff in here. HMM, well, let me see, I have been here awhile, and all my new friends here seem really cool, your all cool beans in my book, so the ones who send gifts back and forth to me I want to make family, private message is cool I guess, but I guess family makes us awesome friends or something, so anyone who wants to be in my family message me and i will add you, oh and if you all ever want to chat or IM let me know. I will pass along my screenname to you, thats what is missing really in here is the IMs, be cool to chat with some of you sometime, oh well have a great day all friends:)
She Gets It From Her Mama
Running Away
I find myself lost without words ao I will do my best.   I have been on this site for over a year now and I have by far talk to some great people on this site. But when I came here it was in hopes of finding someone. But the same problem has always came up, either they were married and playing head games with me or they live too far away. I can't continue to talk to a few different women on here always having the thoughts of wow, what a great woman giving myself false hope of being with them. I rather be water borded then have my heart tortured. I am one of the few men out there that truely wants a meaningful loving relationship that every woman on here has talked about. But the more I learn that they have been in a abusive relationship and continue to stay in it with the hopes of that guy getting better never happens just turns my stomach! The last two relationships I have been in just ripped my heart out from my chest and stepped all over it. I have started to think that if I real
White Weddings~
He loves weddings. Maybe it's the white dresses, maybe it's the anticipation of the wedding night or maybe it's the thrill of destroying something so pure and beautiful. No, it's just the fact that it's so easy to blend in. He loves to watch. That's all he's ever done. He loves it so much his subjects began curbing to his mind, fantasies and even his will. In the past years he has harnessed blunt suggestions and channeled them into skilled puppetry.Today's wedding, he knows, will be quite a show. Even though he has only seen photographs of the bride he can sense her sexual energy. She is divine. She might've hypnotized him instead she was so beautiful. Well, a lesser man anyway. He turns with all the guests as the large doors open. Her long dark hair beautifully set up. Her ample breasts expanded within the taught strapless corset gown. Her heavy nervous breathing was about to grow. She begins her unescorted march down the aisle with a single step. And a tingle. She keeps going. The ne
A Simple Drive~
The look of her eyes as always caused me to become aroused, while we were driving down the highway. As she drove down the road I could feel the familiar pressure of my cock starting to press tightly against my jeans, causing a little discomfort. After a couple of miles of this I pulled my cock out and start to stroke it slowly. I see her eyes drift toward my moving hand and when she sees what's going on she gets a grin on her face, now attempting to drive and look at me stroking my cock. She reaches over and starts to gently play with my balls; I shiver and moan in response to her gentle manipulations still stoking my cock. Taking a finger she plays with the tip on my firm cock and getting her own finger cover in pre-cum sucks on it looking at me with that lustful sexy look on her face.We pull into the driveway and as she turns of the engine before she starts to help me stoke my cock. She then bends over and starts to lick the pre-cum off of the top of my now rock had cock; removing my
U.s. Soldier Vs. Fox News
Twisted Poem
Addiction Clouds tangled greyA body of silkThe delicate templeTumbleweeds to a desert in droughtMistreatedBitter tasteDry mouthPurple majestic cheeksStorm aloftRed moon violinsAboard grapevine tabletopsFists of furySeek revengePowder mothsCedar bark altersThorns of a crossSilk into polyesterButterflies and angels swoop downassault
Oh Baby Baby Dry Those Tears, Don't think about tomorrow, Just stay right here.   I hold you in my arms, dry those pretty eyes, hold you in my heart, forget about the past babe, time to grow. Tracing the outline of your lips, With Open hand I follow your caresses, Slowly Moving, Together we embrace the years. Like shifting sands, We drifted, Till we cud drift no more, Then like the winter tulips we planted, you fade and go. My dreams startle me to wakefulness, I dream and dream over and over again, The same crisp thought enetering my mind, AS again we part. We try to ressurect the past, But the bitterness remains, Oh how I wish we cud start over, again. We saw so much, We bore the pain, We laughed like children in the rain, We kissed in winter, Huddled in rain, Crept silently Stopped suddenly. where all those years go? <   you said we'd be forever baby, but how was i to know, we cud have stood together baby, faced the winter snow.
Empty Shell
Home Again
finally back in fl after 6 yrs away. Swore never wanted to be here when I ran so far away. How did I tell myself so many lies....... just glad to see reality and be home again atlast!
Hugs were invented to let people know you love them without saying a word. Nine times out of ten, when you extend your arms to someone, they will step in, because basically they need precisely what you need. A meaningful hug is truly like a handshake from the heart.   Everyone wants and sometimes needs a hug, it translates into any language. It's pretty much universal. You can hug your money all day long but I assure you, it will never hug you back.   When it comes down to a kiss; here are some clichés.  A kiss is a beautiful thing designed by nature to stop speech when words become meaningless.  A thing of no use to one, but prized by two.  Kiss: is a word by poets as a rhyme for bliss.  A kiss can be a comma, a question mark, or an exclamation point. That's basic spelling that every one ought to know .  A kiss is something you cannot give without taking and cannot take without giving.   Kissing is a means of getting two people so close together that they can't see anything wrong with
My Friend
You know today I found out one of my friends died, I have known Rich for 20 years..I wondered why he hasn't called me in a long time,,I grew up with him from 9th grade till my twenties and then we both did our thing but always called on holidays to say hello and give greetings and such,,His family was mine as mine his.   Rich was a good guy, we were close he had 40 acres in West Virginia...It killes me too see him gone..All I can say is if you have family or friends in your life stay close and stay in touch,,because I haven't been this sad in a long time..Every step makes a never know when your gonna loose someone......Rest In Peace Richard ya,,,I will miss u...hopefully he can see this
Dispatches From An Insane Mind
Ok... I want to know a secret. Whats your guilty pleasure song the one that you really don't want others to know you like but it's stashed on your a playlist , cd, or ipod.   Mine is (here we go)   George Micheal...Faith (and i'm not even gay) lol           I would like to know your current favorite song and your all time favorite.   Mine are current Careless whisper by Seether (i know a wham remake) :P   All time i think it would be Ballad of Curtis Loew by Lynyrd Skynyrd   Ok whats yours ?
Yay for first blog!!...sooo I'm in a ranting mood. An if you honestly don't wanna hear it.......don't fawking read this xD   I felt the need to do this don't know why. Im bored. SoI'm actually kinda sick with fu. Like really, My whole meaning to come on is to feel better an get away from the drama that is in my life. Yet I sit here an find myself being hounded by the masses with stupid little things. People getting pissed off bout little things. All I got to say is...its the internet....the mfkn internet. If a little thing lIke oh I don't know...this is clearly just an piss someone off by NICELY stating your kinda put off by the way the are approching you? you get a whole mfkn speech about how your a horrible bitch an you have made them feel like shit....sorry..again the mfkn INTERNET.. I unno..I just don't -shrugs- But  Im kinda thinking of leaving fu really...... guess this is what this was about...Im thinking of leaving yeah peace Don't remeber how I found
Second Chance
This song really has opened my eyes to a lot of things I've been thinking about and what I do believe - Sometimes you have to say goodbye and let go to move on.  My eyes are open wideBy the way I made it through the dayI watch the world outsideBy the way I'm leaving out todayI just saw Halley's comet shootingSaid "why you always running in place?Even the man in the moon disappearedSomewhere in the stratosphere"[Chorus]Tell my mother, tell my fatherI've done the best I canTo make them realizeThis is my lifeI hope they understandI'm not angry, I'm just sayingSometimes goodbye is a second chancePlease don't cry one tear for meI'm not afraid of what I have to sayThis is my one and only voiceSo listen close, it's only for todayI just saw Halley's comet shootingSaid "why you always running in place?Even the man in the moon disappearedSomewhere in the stratosphere"[Repeat Chorus] Here is my chanceThis is my chance[Repeat Chorus]Sometimes goodbye is a second chance!!
Auction Come Rate And Comment Plz
i'm in an auction plz come rate and comment me
Reason, Season, Lifetime
Reason, Season and Lifetime  .. People always come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. .. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, or to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually. They may seem like a godsend to you, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. ... Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. ... Sometime
Feelin ...i Dont Know
I went to my parents friday night to go mushroom hunting. I didn't find any but had a nice times with my parents.  I am not sure how to feel though about something.  My dad was sitting in his chair..just kinda.. I dont know. Like something was bothering him.  I worried it was my kids..but they were fairly behaving for them. He is not one to deal with little kids and how they are though.  Anyways.. he got up..and said "Nicole..comeback here with me. I was like..omg..whats this about.  Anyone who knows me..knows I have always had a fear of my dad..and have always tried my best to please him. I still do. I do not know why..I am grown up now..and shouldn't worry so much about what he thinks at times but I do. My dad is a pessimist..and always looks at the bad side of things.  That is why I am partly the way I am..although I try not to be so much like him.  Well we went back to his spare bedroom..and he shuts the door.  He said "Nicole if something should ever happen to me or your mom.. I w
V For Vendetta Monologue
Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose vis-à-vis an introduction, so let me simply add that it's my very good honour to meet you and you may call me V.
Much Love To All
The Life Of Liz
I work in a field where people die all the time. It is part of working with the elderly. They come to places like my work to live the rest of their life. To die comfortably and get the care they need....Today we lost a resident. She had dementia and was 84 years young. I remember going into her room and saying it was time for pills and being swore at one minute and smiled at the next. Funny how you take things for granted like being able to remember who is standing next to you in a childhood picture. But, as I was thinking about her and all the other people I have taken care of at the end of their lives I was taken back to 2 yrs ago when I first started my current job. I am going to enclose a newspaper article and then tell about how this man, Patrick, changed my life.   Nick Coleman: Monsignor was the face of God in war's inferno With strength and grace, the Rev. Patrick Hessian walked easily where he was needed in the spiritual and military worlds. By Nick Coleman, Star Tribune
We fight,We die,through the night,we cry,watching the light,pass us by,why should we fight?why should we die?it doesn't make anything right,Can't you see those hearts that cry,those who fight with all their might,often die,but tell me why,why make your loved ones cry,in kids' hearts they scream with freight,but tell me why,why scare our kids with the fight of all fights, wake up and see the light, and tell me why. Your heart was pure,Your eyes were soft,sometimes it makes me wonder,did i really love you enough?now your gone,and i see,that i may have loved you,but you had even more love for me,i have no regrets,a father figure you may be,i just wish i could see you one more time,i wish you didnt leave. Through the stars,deep within the sky,two hearts meet,one gal and one guy,though the two are different,they still fell into one,they twist and turn around eachother,never to come undone,well this story must cease,but this isn't goodbye,these two hearts have soared,they've learned how to f
I care not for stupiness in fubar,,If I believe ur true and not a kiss ass in here I want to keep those as top friends/family. I will keep all that are true and will admire you with gifts and rates Dare me not to find you unreal, because I will disown u as /friend/fsmily,,as to me i dont care. I do very much well being alone,,trust in me and you'll find no better friendship. If not then I say, bye bye  
That Night
That nightYou watched a teardropslowly trace its wayacross my cheek.It hovered a momentat the tip of my noseas if to tease you and make you feel ashamedfor hurting me so badly.Finally it broke itself freeand came to a reston my soft pillowto join countless othersof its kind that you never knew existed.
Sick Of Bullshit
these tears i shed will never go awaythe tears that fall, will remind me of that pain the pain of loss is what i speakthe pain that made me fall to my kneesthis pain is what i so despise but, what can i do but fall and cry i loss my way, to this never ending paini loss reasonto why i should go on the answers i come to will forever haunt my dreams this pain of loss is what truly makes me sceamthis yelling person who is mewill forever continue to cry and sceamthats why i hate to have these tears fall from my eyesthis nightmare of falling tears is what i really despise Tommie Cobb  WELL PPL THE TIME IS ALMOST HERE WHEN I  WILL BE GOING BACK TO MY BELOVED  SOUTH. I HAVE MADE PEACE WITH EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED IN MY LIFE UP UNTIL THIS POINT.  I HOPE ALL OF MY REAL FRIENDS I HAVE MADE ON HERE KNWO HOW MUCH i CARE ABOUT THEM AND IF ANY OF THEM NEED ANYTHING   THAT THEY CAN GIVE ME A CALL OR TEXT OR HIT MY YIM.     I HAVE MET SOME WONDERFUL PPL ON HERE. AND TO EVERYONE  WHO  HAVE ACTED LI
A Long Overdue Ranting
This isnt technically a rant (OMG is it possible that I can make a blog and not bitch about something or someone?), but just some thoughts I wanted to share. We have this relatively new genre of websites called Social Networking Sites. Maybe I should be a little more specific, like here for example. This site is designed for others to make friends, and level up. I was having a discussion on another site that I cannot name due to admins getting all kinds of butthurt over here (That is a farce IMO) , and were talking about people on here who you just sit there scrolling across your page. U may think "Oh this person is interesting, lemme see their profile and see what their deal is". So, you sit there and if you are one of those unfortunate people who do not have a Cherry Bomb (Or just refuse to conform and buy like me) sit there, leave a random comment or 2, and rate their 4,000 other pics of penguins and whatever else they have. See I am the kind of person that likes to go "Hey!!!! how
Dating Life
Well well, here I am again writing ummm a blog to myself - maybe to others, not sure on that one yet.  Anyway - still at the beaching siding my mothers place - taking WAY much longer than I thought and alot of confusion on her part in getting the supplies.  The beach is hot, awesome and nice... So many woman around in those little to nothings they wear, wow... Anyway - had 2 great dates through the weekend - and yet just didn't seem to click in anyway with them so doubt I will be going out with them again other than just friendships.  What in the world to do...  Sex is awesome and can have but I just really want to click with someone - kinda tired of the empty sex junk, I want something deeper, but way more fun, kinky and open - yet again much deeper... Well, any idea's - please pass them along to Erics blog for the mental!  LOL... Anyway - just a few thoughts on the past weekend... Blog again soon about my life out of the military - OH boy.
Need A Morph Or Photoshop Work?
There are people in this world who dress up and act like clowns; I don't like these people. I am not clownophobic (or to be politically /scientifically correct, coulrophobic). I do not fear clowns. Really. I don't. They are just not nice people. They scare little kids, they cause neurosis in some adults, they have big floppy feet, they try to fit too many of their kind in a car, I could go on and on. You know how people ask:"If you had three wishes, what would you wish for?" My answer is simple. Forget all those answers about world peace and solving the world hunger problem. If I got my three wishes, the world would be a better place (it definitely would be more peaceful without all that honking of those silly horns and without all their horseplay)!  WISH 1: If the word clown is used on a homepage or website, I wish that it was some kind of Internet-Law that it had to be crossed out --just to symbolize how annoying clowns can be.   WISH 2: I wish that all clowns had to go down
Lyrics (not Mine)
Seek me, Call me, I'll be waiting Seek me, Call me, I'll be waiting This distance, This dissolution I cling to memories while falling Sleep brings release, And the hope of a new day Waking the misery of being without you Surrender, I give in Another moment is another eternity (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart You know me, you know me all too well My only desire - to bridge our division In sorrow I speak your name And my voice mirrors, mirrors my torment (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart Am I breathing? My strength fails me Your picture, a bitter memory For comfort, For solace (Seek me) For comfort, (Call
My Book
Wtf Was I Tryin To Say!?!
'Ello there internet happenin types that might actually hit this up, blog.  Not a whole 100% certain which could be the best reason accusation to stick with when it's a matter of being F'ed U'ed with fubar.  Whether it's an attempt at an email, a shout, a blog response, a gift either even, where's the major malfunction here??  Squeaky gets the oil, m'kay.  If FU-FOCKRS that actually get paid money to upkeep this site are hopefully just too lazy with more words or something, WOW!  Same sh*t GT class in public school was hoping.  And most importantly, are they rewarding one another with their time, cause hell yeah!  Who Isn't Having A Righteous Jolly Great Time Online!!!  Makes me wish almost to just be a parent, then I could just blame my kids then or something, and just like GT class in the past, hell, I'll do it.  I'll fix this damn thing, I probably already wrote the majority of it.  I prefer the usual, no mention, no money, neglect is the reward, go away, leave me alone, unless whil
Things I Written
MY DILEMA I walk in dark mists of despairSilence whispers of doomFlickers of hope flitter byAlways out of reachMy hands grasp for themFinding only empty airI wonder where is the lightMy feet are leadMy lungs burn for airNot tainted with doomA shinning presence callsForward I search for its voiceSearching never findingI feel him nearbyBlinded I can not see himWeary beyond expressionI cannot reach himFilthy with smoky darkneessI am ashamed to be in his presenceBathed in warm lightI am blind and coldWrapped in his loveI find no comfortSeemingly forever MY DADDY Gentle HandsWarm smileGraying hairWhiskered faceCrooked walkLoud talkStrong armsClouded eyesSick sapLove warpedDevil drunkSweet soberTroubled soulWord wonderFix-er-upperLies stillEver more Dream Lover He is a player on the screen of nightsHe can be touched, smelt, tasted, feltBut never is he clearly seenEyes closed imagination says he's fair of faceHe knows my secret placesHe excites me to greatest ecstasyHe knows the words to s
Just Thinking
Ok so guitar hero 5 was just released and again the didnt put a single led zeppling song in the game. WTF? Then I learned that they give you a copy of van halen if you buy guitar hero 5. Ok so we have aerosmith and van halen. Jimmy page is like the best guitarest still alive so I only have one question. What do zepp lovers have to do to get some songs on a guitar hero? Ok so as i sit here wondering about so many things one come us more then once. What is up with crazy people? I mean first of all that guy from the Village goes compleatly nuts trying to pull some lame stunt. Then Billy Bob is screaming at some guy that just trying to do his job. Why do people think this is fun?
Females That Rock
What Seemed Like The Most Perfect Evening!!!!
The lights dim,the soft romantic music seemed to be playing in the background.The atmosphere seemed pefect,everything seemed just PERFECT,he stood up smiling,gazing at her beauty and walked over to her seat,He held out his hand and asked ,,,"MAY I HAVE THE HONORS OF HAVING THIS DANCE,WITH YOU ?BEAUTIFULL LADY.She blushed a tad,looking innocently down,then back into his eyes.Yes i'd love to she told him,as she smiled and grabbed his hand.He slowly led her to the dance floor.the dim lights made her look angellic and float towards the dance floor.Taking one hand and holding it in his,and wrapping his other arm around her waist.He stepped closer to her as he gently pulled her to him,she laid her head on his chest,,she could feel his chest rise and fall with every breath and hear his heart beat loud and strong,,they danced and danced,,till the music played no more,,he whispered in her ear,i have a little something ,that i would like to give you,they stopped,,he stared straight into her mesm
OK so someone went on a flagging  spree, and guess what? I'm sick of it. Red names can hold fingers over their nips and have their whole effing bewbs hanging out, but my CLOTHED photos are a no-no. LOL. Eff you Fubar, you gd prudes. The gd newsletter with their slut of the month makes you think Fubar is all about nudies. Soo all future GGW teaser pics, or just "forbidden" photos will NOT be posted on Fubar, because won't someone please think of the children?! is way better. And free! I should lock all my non-default albums to family only. At least they can be trusted
Use Your Words
My father recently got a facebook account, so i've had to sensor myself on there. Yesterday, however, something happened that made me extremely angry. So I reset my status. My status was something along the lines of an asshole needs to go fuck himself and die or something like that. The point is, I cursed or cussed or how ever you want to say it. I was chastised by him for saying the words fuck and ass....I'm almost 21, I don't live at home, and I am an adult. I think my time has come to where I can say whatever the hell I want. Now, the reason I write this blog is cause I want to know why some words ("curse words") are bad, when words that mean the exact same thing are not. Since I can't say the word Fuck, then shouldn't the words Sex, Intercourse, and Making Love also be outlawed. How about the word Shit, well then the words Poop and Crap should be forbidden as well. How about Ass, well there goes the word butt. And the word Piss is just like Pee. I'm not saying that 8 year old
Special Lady Pt.1
You are sitting in your office at work, and a flower delivery man approaches you. “I’m looking for Angel,” the man says. You smile and look up, “I’m Angel.” The man hands you a box of flowers and asks you to sign for it. You think to yourself, it’s not my birthday, anniversary, or a holiday, so who’s sending me flowers. You open the box and find that inside is your favorite flowers, a nice bouquet of daisies. You pull the vase out and see a card fall out as well. You open it to find a sweet card inside it.   “Honey, I love you and I hope that this puts a smile on your face. The kids are staying with their grandparents and we have the evening to ourselves. Hurry home and I’ll see you soon.”   You smell a faint whiff of my cologne and you feel yourself get a little excited just at the thought. You spend much of the rest of the day watching the clock and distracted. You are wondering what kind of plans I have cooked u
1st Auction
  I am in my 1st auction! Help a girl out! Bid! Bid! Bid! [ photo: 3022000703 ]
Idiots Are Multiplying
stein love...: i realy like how talking to you made me feel superior to at least one person on here, i dont know what to say but thanksstein love...: ok will do, thanks for the humor and stuff for my other blog->stein love...: no...and i've grown tired of you. your entertainment value has ceased to exist. feel free to continue talking in my sb...just don't expect any replysstein love...: but realy i need to take a shower but id realy like to continue this after im outstein love...: i will be smoking at least that many, you smoke? wish i could quit smoking cigs id say thats the one think about me i need to change->stein love...: you should smoke several bowls...i'm sure there are three or four hiding cells in your skull somewherestein love...: ok so being i dont like you or anything im a hoodlum? see thats where i know your ignorant, i mean, thats realy just kinda sadstein love...: hey you gona be on much longer cuz i need to take a shower realy quick before some freinds get here, gona
The Truth For Everyone
ok ladies i am going to tell you all the truth about a man here on fubar named dalreace a.k.a. his real life name is richard. first and foremost i will start out like this.he is a predator of women and he is a rapist and beater of women.he has held a close friend of mine hostage and in fear of her life and the lives of her children.he has a rap sheet in the state of missouri for domestic assualt and sexual assualt on different women.i urge all of you women here on fubar to block him if he tries to contact you and warn other women of the things he has done,so this way he can't harm any other women ever.PLEASE LADIES I BEG YOU HELP KEEP OTHER WOMEN ON THIS SITE SAFE FROM MEN LIKE HIM.i am posting a link at the bottom of this so you all can see what he looks like." target=_blank>" border=0>   [ photo: 2082780276 ] ok all it is time for the truth on
May Is Gonna Be A Bad Month ,
I hope everyone will bare with me for a while , May is a bad month for me and my husband..This would have been the month i was supposed to have my baby, My only baby that we have been trying for 10 yrs... And i lost him this past dec at 5 months along...I had him crematied and so he sits here in my room on a shelf.. We have been thinking bout haveing him buried so i know he is safe.  If anyone wants to see picsture of him  let me know... So please bare with me if im moody,, R.I.P Christian Joesph Spencer MOMMY and DADDY LOVE AND MISS U SO MUCH  
Farm Love
I thought our love would grow,but i guess that isn't so.I thought our love was vastTurns out it didn't last.I'm not sure what i didor what i could of done.I guess it was all in fun,the kind that always ends,you were the kind that always pretends.your love for me wasn't real,and im so quick to heal,your love was sure to grow maybe because someone else sowed,her name ill leave out of this,but you i will not have done me wrong,never treated me right,here comes another fight.I only tried my best But you loved your girlfriends chest.I gave you all i had theres nothing left aroundbroken branches and no sound.soon the seeds will bloom of another relationship hopefully not of doom.the sun is rising high theres a tear in my eye,I watch the last of yourempty lies blow away.away away away.
Last Auction For A While
    Heres your chance to own Ponyboy0827! He's the truest most reliable friend on Fubar you could have. So.. what are you waiting for? Click the picture below and > > BID BID BID This auction is an all type bid auction. Bids of tickers, blasts, VIP's, Bling, HH's are preferred, however, fu-bucks are all welcome. But, cash gifts outway fubuck offers. Auction runs 5pm Est. March 30th - 5pm Est. April 7th.
Auto 11 And Bomb Auction Started!
Death Cheaters
As I sit here fighting back tears, I really don't know what to say, but know I need to somehow get all these emotions out of me before I break down. My one hope for the possibility that love really does exist AND can last has just been shattered. I feel like I've been kicked in the gut. I'm crying now...crying for their loss; crying for my loss. Crying for the pain of today and for the pain to come tomorrow.And the children...sigh...those perfect little angels. What is going to happen to them? Are they going to witness the pain of today and tomorrow? It's bound to happen; it always does. It would shatter me to the very depth of my soul, if their sweet little smiles went away. Poor things; will they understand? I don't even understand. How will I explain it? Do I explain it?'s not for me to do that; I will just be there for them like I always have been.My tears are coming in gasping waves now. I cant control it anymore. Just imagining the long road ahead and the possibility that
Spring Has Sprung!
Pls Help Godmother Kelly Ann
Check Out Real Underground Sick-hop Att! All Juggalos & Lettes!!
Music That Has Impacted My Life
Song details Title When I'm Gone Artist 3 Doors Down Album Away from the Sun (2002) , Track 1 ,Another 700 Miles (2003) , Track 3  
Story IE: Do u have a boyfriend? C: I have. E: Is he working Locally? C: No. He is working Overseas. E: Sorry, my company cannot employ u! C: Why? E: U will not be able to settle down here permanently. And my Company don't want to pay extra expenses on the Overseas calls just because of u. Story II E: Any girl friends? C: No. E: So far chased any before? C: Have, but not successful. E: Ever think of getting a job first then start looking for a girlfriend? C: Career is first priority. Currently didn't want to consider This personal issue. E: Sorry, my company cannot employ u. C: Why? E: You are lacking of P.R skills and confidence!! Story III E: Any girlfriends? C: Yes. E: Is she pretty? C: Not quite. E: Sorry, my company cannot employ you. C: Why? Will this affect your company's reputation? E: No, it does not affect the company's reputation but because My company is dealing with arts, our company requested an artist. Story IVE: Any girlfriends? C: Yes. E: Is she pretty? C: Yes.
Hh Auction Bids
So here's where you place your bids for the Happy Hour Auction I'm conducting.  Top Bid wins as is determined by me.  The auction will end on May 9th, at 2:00 CDT (12:00pm futime).
If You
im trading fubucks for bling 100k for 1 bling250k for 2 bling400k for 3 bling500k for 4 bling550k for 5 bling i will only be paying for the person who gets me up to 5 blings first so you better come fast and hard or you just might not get to it little hint on getting more then 550k you buy me 2 blings and then 3 blings -hector ok the first to bling me the most by the end of they day gets 2mil lolz so start blinging im not going to hold this for long lmao if im yours. if im yours then prove itif im yours would you show it? if you want me you would come and kiss meam i your angel or am i your worst deed? your my true love the rain drop that falls on my heartyou stole my heart and im not mad i was going to give it to you anyways i wish we would just bebut its a mythical dream waiting to be free i do love you and i do want youbut its so hard living when i cant have youhear my voice read my words im screaming for us to beyour written on my heart and theres no erasing lovei blocked
Orgasmically Challenged Lol
Ok so I'm sitting here rating Diana's pic during her HH...My one son is playin the 360, the other on the couch beside me, he's 11...I hear this buzzzzzzzzz'ng sound and ignore it cuz I figure it's the 360...Then Nick my 11 yr old say MOM, what is this??? OMFG one of my worst fears hits me in the face...Nick has my small "toy" in his hand asking me what this is...I have this deer in the headlight look on my face I'm sure...He says I found this in your purse mom, what is it??? I said, you found that in MY purse??? Stalling (sp) so I can come up with some kind of believable reason that is in my purse...Yeah yeah I keep it in my purse "hidden" cuz the sperm donor is threatened by them and has always accidentally thrown the others in the trash...I HAVE NEVER SEEN THAT BEFORE WOW, YOU FOUND THAT IN MY PURSE???Well, my 13 yr old who is turning 30 says LOL that's a neck massager, RIGHT MOM??? Laughing his ass off the entire time...I said *shrugs* I guess it is...Nick is like oh cool I wanna us
so it turns out i wont be moving after all thank goodness for that the landlord was stupid enuff to come by and do the math in his head with out useing a calculator turns out he wanted more then the rent agreement well so he came by later on to say iam sorry so atlest he was able to admit that he fucked up god i wish everything was that easy in life
My Writing
Her: I struck a match, lit the candleShadows showed me my loveWarm, waiting, smilingI paused to absorbFeelings of love flooded meOverwhelmed my meager nervesFrozen in the spark in your eye,bird to your snake I stood.Then, bidden, I moved to youHim:The darkness was swept asideas you flickered in matchlightthe flare subsided, to candle glowmy breath with it.Matchlight flared, I gasped aloudyour beauty shone in the glareCandle-glow shadows on your skinmy breath deepened in the warmth of it. Exclusionby john p reedI am wearied by hearingthat my friends doing thingswithout me talk abouthow they really missall the things we used to dohow they really wishwe could be together morehow they really wantto be more with mehow they really do liketo be around me.What you don't remember isthat you do exclude meinconsiderately, by not rememberinghow you really missall the things we used to dohow you really wishthat we could be together morehow you really wantto be more with mehow you really do liketo
Mother In Law's In The Hospital
well ,my wife and i were sitting at my sister and brother in law's house earlier ,when my cellphone rang .it was my wife's mother and she tells me that she had a heart attack today and she is calling me from the emergency room .well they care flighted her to another hospital and she has to have open heart surgery (she has blockage on both sides of her heart ) tomorrow at 8 am .she just had a stroke at the tail end of last year :O:O all i ask of you as my friends it to keep her and my wife in your prayers (my wife is absolutely beside herself (her family members have been blaming her for her mother's stroke ):P:P Well ,my mother in law had triple bypass surgery this morning around 9:30 and the surgeon said that everything went ok .She's not going to be able to go back to work of course right away though .She is also probably going to be staying with us full time after she gets done staying at her sister's house for 2 weeks .She also has to stop smoking ,which isn't going to be easy for
Dj Bully
New Job Bouncing At Endless Tragedy
My first day I got this cool new job as a bouncer/greeter at the Endless Tragedy Lounge. Come join us My job is to welcome everybody who enters and invite visitors to join our lounge as well as keep the peace. So far it's alot of fun and hard work but I think I'm gonna enjoy it.
In My Head
Running through the chambers in my mind, slamming the doors to the ones with words I cannot find. The frustration and confusion is debilitating, a dark void leaves me struggling. I try to remember to breathe as it consumes me.   Your the straw to my line, euphoria blowing my mind. Your the lighter to my pipe, I know its wrong it feels so right. Your the candy filled needle to my vain, the withdrawl brings me pain. Your my addiction, my affliction, my heaven, my hell. Keeping you in my heart doesn't do me well. Battling Demons Do it! Do it! What good are you anyway?  "No,  stop! Tomorrow can be a better day." Do it! Do it! Haha! Your fucking weak! "Shut the fuck up! I will not settle with defeat." Do it! Do it! Seek out the blade. "I feel relief after, but cringe at the scars I have made." Do it! Do it! What are  you waiting for? "My life, I want it. I hunger for more" Do it! Do it! Releif now, what more could you ask for? "Control of my thoughts. Control of my mind. Give
I'm not drunk enough to care what you think yet.  While I'm being utterly annoying, why do I have to tell the forum if there is "NSFW content" in a site that only "adults" are supposed to be able to access.   Ahh the irony.  Oh the coincidences... Bleh the spelling errors.
The Seasons Of Life
THE SEASONS OF LIFE        There was a man who had four sons. He wanted his sons to learn not to judge things too quickly. So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away. The first son went in the winter, the second in the spring, the third in the summer, and the youngest son in the fall. When they had all gone and come back, he called them together to describe what they had seen. The first son said that the tree was ugly, bent, and twisted. The second son said no it was covered with green buds and full of promise.   The third son disagreed; he said it was laden with blossoms that smelled so sweet and looked  so beautiful, it was the most graceful thing he had ever seen. . The last son disagreed with all of them; he said it was ripe and drooping with fruit, full of life  and fulfilment.   The man then explained to his sons that they were all correct, because they had each seen only one season in the tree's li
Spiritual / Inspiration / Life Teachings
0/10/10; Sunday, October 10, 2010: Introduction Welcome random search engine visitor. Many philosophies believe that you somehow ended up on this page for a reason. It is not known if it is the result of predestination, random chance, fate, a higher power, or something else. This article provides a synopsis of the possible implications of the 10/10/10 date singularity, and of the number ten; followed by a quick metaphysics experiment. Reference List: 101010, Mathematics, Binary, Chaos Theory, Fractals, Psychology. Reference List: Metaphysics, Paranormal, Fate, Destiny, Random Chance, a Higher Power. Reference List: Prediction, Predictions. 10/10/10; Sunday, October 10, 2010: Mathematics 101010 (base two (binary)) equals 42 (base ten). Oddly enough, this is evenly divisible by the number of days in a week (7 (lucky)); and equally oddly, is also evenly divisible by the number 6 (which is generally designated as being unlucky). Both a Ying and Yang sit
Swine Flu?
"The clock of life is wound but once, and no man has the power to tell just when the hands will stop, at late or early hour. Now is the only time you own. Live, love, toil with a will. Place no faith in time. For the clock may soon be still."
" Truly To Love...and To Be Loved...     Is a CHOICE...We MAKE Daily"  This year: It's been a tough,rough year...We were so fortunate NOBODY in my immediate family had cancer....Well surprise!!! One after another,My Mother,Father,two Aunts,a cousin,then I lost my Aunt this year...Another Aunt still coping with difficulty in recently being blind....Still another emergency surgery....Dad had two this year and about to undergo a third in Dec.... My favorite Aunt....She was a fabulous person....I shall miss her terribly...Then my Grandmother...not one cancer but two!!!...God always hears from me....But more now than ever.To make matters worse my "baby" ended up with the diagnoses...Thank God they were wrong....He only had to have tonsils and adnoids removed.... OhMyGosh....when will it end?....My sister jsut called.NOW she is in the hospital with a tumour and they are operating in the morning.... I miss those days when worry was over silly things...Like where is the money coming fro
An Ultra Guy
If any of yous didn't know is my account, but it's abandoned. _____________________________ With that being said, the question(s) that baffle alot of ppl's minds is why I've never dated or had anyone. The answer is a couple of things. One, is that I have to be sure I can handle it. Another is that Im admiting I'm too busy trying to find mS. Right, because I don't want to waste my time. Now there's a start for ya...     I have seen alot and have experienced alot in my years leading to my late twenties. I am very visual and Im a watcher, and I have learned from mistakes that I have made and others. It's made me a stronger person. I came on Fubar as a 'safe' means of flirting and mingling with girlfriends. I keep my list short so I can better attend to those special to me.     I have safe habits I eat healthy, my addiction is moretheless Vault soda I LOVE IT* not cigarettes, weed ganja or all everyone's crap so I say it. I'm not nor was ever out to win a ' To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just
Fubar And It's Log In
Well I will probably have my account deleted for this but I am to the point.........does it matter anymore? I have tried for days on end to log into my account and our homepage account. By going through and to my surprise it will not let me log in and go to my logged in page. Also it seems, I am logged in on the fubar side, but not on my side because it keeps redirecting me to yet ANOTHER log in page. I tried EVERYTHING to get online, and guess what! Finally I logged in but, in order for me to log in I had to hit this link fubar. It goes to the "MEET US" page. I can either create another account or I can log in there. What is really going on with FUBAR? Is it finally "Fugged Up Beyond All Recognition"? The bombing families cannot bomb anymore due to it supposedly flooding the servers. You can't rate pics anymore, due to flooding the servers. What is the point in buying VIP's etc, if you can't even level without buying different things that FUBAR gain
Never Be Me Again
I am offering every single point I make in a 12 hour period to people who get me a 135 credit bling pack. You can pick the 12 hours, to a point.(This is the new ability that Angels get when they reach Virtual Virgin.) The price of the bling pack includes me running an auto during your time. If you would like a HH to run, then you would have to get me that and tell me when you want it scheduled. Anything else you would like to do to promote more points is fine - within reason.
Need My Friends Help
I was just sent a link by a family member to a profile that was created yesterday, by someone using my pictures as themself.  I went to support but was told there was nothing they can, or will, do.   "there isnt anything that we can do .. block the member or ask them to remove your pics hun .. TOS 7 .. Member Disputes. You are solely responsible for your interactions with other Members., Inc. reserves the right, but has no obligation, to monitor disputes between you and other Members."   I don't consider this a dispute, but guess that's just my opinion.   Maybe if my friends let this person know, that they know the "real" person in the pics, I'm hoping she will add her own real ones?!   Not asking for any trouble, just a simple comment letting her know, you know that is not her!  Thank you friends!  Hugs, Cindy Darlene@ fubar   If that doesn't work here's the page link UPDATE She deleted the profile after friends left co
Medical Issues
I had to go to get an MRI yesterday & THE BLOOD CLOTS IN MY BRAIN ARE 100% COMPLETELY  GONE!
My Status
Salutes Made For Me
taking personal saltues....any takers???
2 Years Missing
  FIND MADELINE MACANN Gerry & Kate's Message: It is two long years since Madeleine was taken. It is two years since we were a happy family of five. The pain and anxiety does not lessen, but our determination to find our beautiful daughter remains steadfast. We are no longer looking for a 4 year old little girl – but a 6-year-old one. This is crucial. We are hoping that the new age-progressed image of Madeleine aged 6, produced by the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children in Washington, will help people to see what Madeleine may look like today disappeared, scientists create image of how she'd look now On May 7th at 9pm (UK time), a televised ‘reconstruction’ of potentially significant and suspicious events from around the time that Madeleine was taken will be aired on Channel 4 in Britain. Much of this information has not been disclosed to the general public before and it is apparent that there are several highly important unanswered questions r
Single Moms!! I Need Advice
So, I have a 14 year old son that is just out of control. He skips school, smoking cigaretes and basically disrespectful. He is on probation for Theft III and broke his probation by skipping school and spent 4 days in juvenile hall. The day after he got out he skipped again. I have been fined $150 for him skipping. I just don't know what to do anymore. I am doing my best to raise him but he is a very angry unhappy boy. Does anyone have any suggestions? Please Help!   Well it's 05/08/09.... my son was arrested today for minor in possesion of tobacco and skipping school and put in juvenile hall. I really don't know what to do. I have exhausted my options with him.
just wanted to let all my friends on here know that i havent been on here that much anymore cause it seems like if you dont have bling credits or auto 11's or cherry bombs your not worth that much to visit. what happen to the old way of going to someones page and rating there pictures. now people do the cherry bomb and there fore they dont take the time to actually look at your pictures that you post.well when im on here i cant bling people or cherry bomb but i do make the time to rate my friends and there pictures and i cant even get a rate so im taking some time off fubar to be with my family and friends outside of fubar and then when i come back im gonna start deleting alot of people that dont even know that im on there friends list. but those of you that actually read this and understand where im coming from i have opened a facebook account only because that site is nothing like fubar its not a contest to see who can level the fastest.and if your on facebook and want to add me feel
ok - heres the deal  - first lady to do whatever it takes to get me 2500 pics will always be 100% drunk when im online, as well as have all their photos rated - individually. i stand by that, and will uphold it.  
Inner Whore~
She loved the way the air moved over her skin -- all of her skin -- every time she took a step. She was dressed, but the whole of her outfit was lace. All of her skin was breathing. A good thing as she was almost in a sweat due to her nerves and her arousal.She had dressed as instructed. She had awoken to find her clothes laid out for her in fact. When she'd arrived at his house yesterday after so many months of correspondence and telephone conversations, her nerves had been frayed to almost nothing. Together, they had enjoyed a leisurely dinner. They'd set together in front of his roaring fireplace, which took up the whole of one massive stone wall, sipping sweet wine and talking late into the night. She knew that this polite evening was constructed only for her benefit. After so much time spent getting to know one another, exchanging photographs and revealing secret fantasies and desires, she'd assumed that by the time they met there would be no reason to be nervous. Perhaps no reaso
Free Massages At Work?
I have the greatest supervisor in the world. Curt, aka boss-man is so f-ing awesome. He trained me right before he became supervisor. He's so smart, and he's a smart ass. lol He's approved all 3 of my vaca days as soon as i handed him the vaca slips. I've trained him as well. I ask him "Curt, what do I always tell you?" and he says "don't be a dick, be a dude." LMAO. Boss-man's the shit!! So after 2 nights in a row of getting post-ops back and having them tank within 30 minutes of anesthesia leaving, the stress level was a wee bit high. But the big-wigs decided to pay respect to all us ICU/CCU nurses and we all got free massages at work this morning. lol Gotta love nurse appretiation week!!! So I can't even go to Meijer with out thinking about my buddy Matt from work. We went to Meijer on night so he could pick up a wii, and as we were walking out we passed the flower display. There were some orchids out and I stopped and looked at them. So Matt says "awww, you are a girl!" To
Stupid People
just when i thought people could not be more stupid there is someone alwasys to prove me wrong someone yesterday called me a female   ok where the hell do you get female as my gender iam sure my pics could tell you that ur wrong also the state i live in as well   if you come to my profile just to look at my pics with out reading it you well be block iam tire of telling what already in my profile at first it did not borther me but after you get 10 people asking the same shit with out reading its enuff to piss someone off
Searching For Me
PONDERING.... As I sit and wonder what will tomorrow bring ... are any of us really sure ... or do we just guess .... do we wake in the morning and decide today the day i am going to have a shitty day ... or i think will I find true love does anyone ever really know ... what tomorrow brings ... could I WAKE  up to see my kids one last time and walk out the door just to never see them ever again ... I often wonder where are u now who would u be... and would i still be in ur heart ... do u ever wonder where I am who I became ...or remember me as I was every night I close my eyes search that maybe when I wake u might still be there but then when I do ..i knew that wouldnt be ever wonder why ur afraid of things why are people afraid of love I had friend that was afraid to live ...never had the courage...  to fight for herself .... every man that  claimed to love her ... left with no intension of returning....beat up her heart ...and before she reali
Ancient Breed
Ancient Breed Seems like many who were raised the way i was have gone or passed. To many times i am told Gentlemen do not exsist, Well i am here to say that we do . I will speak for many  we do not honor those who set such bad examples of behavior. 1. beating women 2. Abuse Everyday i see many ladies talking about how they wont trust men or that they have built a high wall due to the past.   But ladies is it that fair to judge all do to others ? Is it not the pot calling the kettle black to assume it is just Men who are in that nature .... For us men to  have been through trying times in relationships  .... Cheating ,lying, abuse People are just beasts in all shapes and forms  no person can say they are truly that one person who doesnt do anything wrong it is in our BLOOD  the temptation and the need for the rush  the flow of power and ANIMOSITY some times overpowers even the most strongwilled person . Men you are no exception to this for we to make many judgement calls    
My Work
The curve of my hip and the dip in my walk... I am a BIG GYRL and you will talk...   The hills of my breast and the length of my leg... I am a BIG GYRL you don't have to beg...   See I got skills only my kind know about... I am a BIG GYRL and that I will shout...   I look in the mirror and wonder, are they better than me... I am a BIG GYRL only real ones can see...   I am beautiful and all the men know it... I am a BIG GYRL and I always show it...   You don't have to like me, but I demand respect... I am a BIG GYRL what else would you expect...   My hills and valleys are sexy as hell...
Body Bliss
Oh my body has been waiting for this For your sensual finger kiss   that will put me in ecstatic body bliss Body bliss From your first touch That touches on my ecstasy's wet bliss Ecstasy's wet bliss From your electric touch That pulses your warm loving energy   into my body beneath my being It is so sensual, so nice, so freeing So freeing for my body My body that rides the wave's of pleasure beneath your   gentle hands Your gentle hands That ride the wave's of my curves above with   your perfect touch below My curves That lead your hands to my thighs and my calves Releasing them into seventh heaven   then taking me to the other side The other side as I roll over The music plays over the air   as your hands continue to play   over my body on the other side The other side over my body Over my body to the lengths of my arms   all the way to the tips of my fingers   where ecstasy does now linger Into my other body grooves your hands Your hands continue to travel over me from head to toe P
Rain coming down,window by my side.Hand coming down,to my lower thigh.Listening to the pitter, patter.My hand goes in and out slower then faster.Exciting myself with every beat.So wet and sweaty, got to turn down the heatRain is so sexy, it always turns me on.My vibrator and me, holding a special bond.I let out loud and deepful moans.Hitting my g spot, and special zones.Feeling myself getting wetter and wetter.My own touch is feeling better.Clouds part and out comes the sun.Hearing the rain get softer makes me cum.
Thought And Lyric
Filled with bliss covered in shit Down and out far and away. liked by chance and fucked by desire Filling the voids that have overtaken me I feel like the middle man in this overrated sanctity Lost and abandoned in this bittersweet abyss I lack the taste or even the function Rather useless now and distraught My mind is all amuck, I'm lost in thoughts about you   I have fucked and followed, drank and swallowedall this life has given meto bring myself to this pointForgot never forgaveBitches, fucks, lively muckingalways in the back of my headburning a hole through what I ever hadFuck the bullshit, caught with a bitchstickcursed , fucked, forgiven, but never the other wayFuck them all forget the pain but it lingers moreTo haunt my dreams and fuck my brainHate the dreams hate being awakeFucked and followed forgotten and swallowedThe world has spit me out spoiled The more I realize how awake I've become, the more I realize how horrible things were and are. Its seems as though some
Poems & Quotes
You were in my dream last night, you were,Just me and you, and then you met her,But you saw her lies, and that I only wantyou,You were in my dream last night, you were,Just me and you, and then you met her,But you saw her lies, and that I only want you,And you knew it your heart that my feelings were true,We were watching a film in the cinema just messingaround, Nothing naughty, then you turned around,You threw popcorn at me with a grin on your face,We threw sweets back and forth at a harmless pace.Then you say "haha, listen, I don't care about throwingpopcorn at you, I'm just messing around because I fancy you"You said it in an such an obvious toneEveryone else said "Well duh! All evening it's shown!"You said "I want to be your lucky girlfriend please"Then the whole room stood still like it was a freezeI looked at you a little startled and you look at me withyour grin Then after some thought with your lipsperched ready, I lean inThe kiss was something worth waiting forAnd I felt that
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It`s Been A While
I am anxiously awaiting your arrival. We haven`t seen each other in I don`t know. 2 or 3 months, and I know my body is aching for yours.We decide to meet in a shopping center parking lot. It`s our hometown, and as usual, the kids are cruising around the lot. There`s also a classic car show in the lot, and while I wait I pass the time looking at the old cars.My phone rings, and It`s you, telling me you`re almost here. My stomach lurches with anticipation, and I can already feel the wetness between my legs. I want to give in and rub myself until you arrive, but I hold off. I want you to be the one to satisfy me.I see you then, coming around the corner in your corvette. My hands are shaking as you pull up and flash me that mischievous smile: the one that tells me that I am in so much trouble!I do my best at staying calm as I walk around to the door. You pop the door for me, and I slide into the passenger seat. You smile and say hello and begin to drive us away from the center. Suddenly, y
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It Seemed So Little....
    The  Sack Lunches   I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat..  It was  going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought.   Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and  Filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me.  I decided to  Start a  conversation.  'Where are=2 0you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me.   'Petawawa.  We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan   After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars.  It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time..   As I reached for my wallet, I overheard soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch.  'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably  wouldn't be worth five bucks.  I'll wait till we get
Born In October As Me? Read This.... Lmao
LIBRA  (The Lame One)  Nice to everyone they meet.  Their Love is one of a kind.  Silly, fun and sweet.  Have own unique appeal. Most carin g person you will ever meet!  However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... You might end up crying ... This is  M E!! JANUARY Birthdays:   Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at peoples flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious. LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22) Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be a
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My 2 Years On Fubar
Sup friends and fam Just wanted to say thank you to everyone that has been by me and been there for me for the past 2 years.  It's been a great experience on Fubar and looking forward to meeting more people.  I've been through a lot, but ya'll stuck by me during the good time, and helped me through the bad times.  I'm blessed and thankful to have such great friends on here that accepts me for who I am.  I love ya'll, and I'm very thankful for each and everyone of you.  And Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers on Fubar. And Fayth, I love you so much! You mean the world to me!  Love you baby!!!
I Dream Of Vestal.
In a veil of white mist, at the temple of Vestal, two of the virgins bathed me. Pretty, sweet things adorned in wraps of loose white linen. The one, with dark hair, seriously seductive, while the other with hair flowing long and blond was playful and sweet - neither uttered a sound from the moment we met. Both were long-limbed with small clever hands, silently and sensuously easing a stress and tension from my body that, until now, I hadn't realised I possessed. Closing my eyes, I lost myself to the heat of the water and wickedly sensual sensations as their hands caressed me beneath the surface. Their lips finding mine as well as each other's - we three lost to these precious moments as steam rose around us. The only sound was the play of water and the soft sounds of my contentment. Dozens of candles spread their golden light about the room forcing back the shadows to dance at the edges of perception across a ceiling and walls of marble painted with frescoes of women bathing,
In Life..
Hmmm..what can i say about me...i spend alot of time thinking...sometimes too much..i have wants, needs and desires...and venturing further into a D&s relationship i am learning that my wants come second only to his wants needs and desires..I find myself desiring "His" touch every waking moment, and even in my dreams "He" calls to me..the sound of "His" voice moves me like no some people who may read this you may not understand the complexities of such a deep connection such as mine.. Once again, here am late at night thinking well i did a great job conveying my feeings lol..NOT I've been given   s    p    a    c   e  ,   Although i didnt ask for space i've been given it anyway.. All i asked for was not to feel pressured, i tried to explain and be honest about how i felt and wow it got bad real wanted me to always be real and i was i didnt say i wanted to leave, i asked your advice and you told me that it wasnt your place to tell me what to do-im confused..and i f
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Flames Of Passion Game
Hi everyone, Someone has kindly voted for me in the Flames of Passion game so I thought I'd join in and try and get more votes. Please click on the pic below to read the rules and vote for me. 1 or 100 votes will help, of course the more the better to help me win. If the link doesn't work, I've added it to the comments below .....     Its meant to be secret but if you want me to get you some back, you'll have to tell me you got me some and how many so I can return the fu-luv. Thanks so much in advance for any fu-luv you can give :o)  
Begging For Help
I read status all the time as people appear in my bartab. I have noticed that lately there seems to be an abundance of statuses begging people for help so they can level. I mean come on. Help yourself go rate some peoples profiles and pictures. Its not that hard and its what your begging people to do for you. I saw a status just moments ago that said 20k to level please help me level. Holy crikies are people that lazy that they can't rate 20k worth of pictures anymore? I am not going to be helping beggers anymore just those who choose to help themselves.
Oh how i love baseball!I watch every game of The Cardinals i can on tv, but now and again they have a day of and sometimes i get lucky and the local double A affiliate of the Oakland A's are playing in town. Today was one of those days. Last night i checked to see what time the game started and to my shock, it was an 11 a.m. start. Cool i thought! Watch a day game, fewer kids, shorter lines at the concessions and enjoy the day. :)WRONG!!!First off, it's only in the mid 50's here at game time. Add in the 30 mph winds and it makes for less than a desirable afternoon of balls and strikes. Not to mention that it was misting on the drive there. Still, i was determined to see a game. It would be fun. I've done next to nothing just for myself this year.Field trip?As i meandered my way through the sports complex, past the hotels and football stadium i saw no less than 50 school buses. Then i got out and heard the basting PA for the pre game. Louder than i had remembered before and as i made my
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"Theres just something about destroying something so beautiful..." This is what he said to me. I have always known he was different, odd, and unlike anybody I have ever known, ever experienced. Yes, he was definitely an "experience". This statement, repeats over and over in my head when I think about him. "There's Just Something About Destroying Something So Beautiful.."  He takes pleasure, sexual pleasure, in destroying beauty. Yet, sex does not give him pleasure. I have never really understood why. My mind doesnt work that way. But I allowed him to destroy me because he says I am beautiful. He says he isn't going to let me go. This excites me and scares me at the same time. Just thinking about it, typing this, my first blog, makes my heart race. I am freightened, I tell him to forget about me.   
Candy Kisses Auction Starts 5/12/09 Ends 5/15/09
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A True Confession
First, I want to thank all my Fu Friends for your love bestowed on me over the past 3 yrs. I so appreciate everything you've done for me and much love goes out in return. I may lose a few friends over what's coming next, but if that happens, then obviously they weren't true friends anyway. I have made many bad mistakes in life, including choosing work over family, bad relationship choices and many other things.... But I'm here to let everyone know I have finally found my "first" & "only" true love of my life. It's a shame it's come this late in my life, but Karma is what it is ...... Jen is her name ,, she is the most amazing woman I have ever met ! I think about her 24/7 ( sometimes too much for her ), but again it is what it is .. I think anyone would agree that have been, are in ,or w/e their current course path of love is .. that when you're in love, normal behavior doesn't happen. But then again , "what is normal" , that's another blog that could go on forever. Anyway, she is
Adventures Of Nakita Chapter 1
Yesterday as I do every night, I packed a poo bag, grabbed my ipod and whistled to call the beast.. As she emerged from her bed she had this look on her face, was that look of sure domination. She knew where she was going and she even looked like she was fairly excited to be an ass. I get to the car and like usual i open up the door for her, she leaps into the car with an air of royalty about her. She then waits till I'm driving to join me in the front seat. her latest trick is to nudge the window then look at me. I then do her bidding and open the window so she can stick her whole face out and breath in the air. Needless to say her lips start to flap and i get hit with dog saliva... We finally reach our destination the 4 kms of dog park. Her domain!!! She jumps from front to back in anticipation of seeing her first victim. I try to calm her down and find a spot  farthest from the slew she likes to call a bath... I have decided tonight I will try a new trick, Ive been watching the
Patriotic Auction
PATRIOTIC AUCTION!!!! Hello all my beautiful peeps!!! Im in an auction again and Im offering some pretty good stuff to the highest bidder. Auction ends 5/22/09 so check out this link and give me a bid. HOW MUCH AM I WORTH TO YOU?  More benefits may be offered for higher/cash bids so take a chance on me.........
Tazman Up For Auction
  Hey all Tazman is in a sinners and saints auction . come show him how much you love him by stoppin by and placing ur bid . He is offering 1. Rate pix 2. add to top friends 3. add to fu owner blog 4. pimpout in fu owners section on profile 5. make 2 custom morphs of ur choice .click the pic below to go start bidding on the one the only Tazman .     
The Er
when i went out to dinner i forgot to bring my meds and i had a kidney stone attack iam so lucky when i do puke i puke only body acid but after doing so it really took its toll on me i had to leave and go to the er and once i got there i got treated pretty badly by the triage nurse the man was a prick and here iam sicker then a dog and very weak could not even carry my self that well and grabing my left hip when i told him he needs to stop being a jerk to me then he got all butt hurt and told everyone i called him a jerk and said he was done and going to take piss so another nurse had to help me and she was nice in fact everyone but that asshole was my appointment is on the may14 when there going to shake the living shit right out of me and hopeing to break the stones since its a 8mm well i have to go cant let this stop me iam going to walmart to get a few things leave me love and comments and i well rutn the love thank you
Men Strike Back Ha!
How many men does it take to open a beer?  None. It should be opened when she brings it.  -----------------------------------------------------------   Why do women have smaller feet than men?  It's one of those 'evolutionary things' that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink.  -----------------------------------------------------------   How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart?  When she starts a sentence with 'A man once told me....' ----------------------------------------------------------- How do you fix a woman's watch?  You don't. There is a clock on the oven. ----------------------------------------------------------   If your dog is barking at the back door and your wife is yelling at the front door, who do you let in first? The dog, of course. He'll shut up once you let him in. -- --------------------------------------------------------     Scientists have discovered a food that diminishes a woman's sex drive by 90
I'll B Gone For A Few Days
Those of you who are near and dear to me know that I am leaving in a few hours today. I will be at my next place of origin at 9am tomorrow morning. I will try to get online at the airport but if not, as soon as I can, I will be back. I hope to not come back to toal change and disarray! lol...I love you all and hope you will miss me and wish me good prayers til I return...always remember to be yourself and never sacrifice yourself for anyone. And b real and true in all you do...and plz realize that this is an internet site and NOT real life. Those who I call true friends on here can attest to what I define as real and I make it known outside of my internet connection. I will be back as soon as I can so plz love on me :) XOXOXO (And C.M., don't make me kick ur ass! :) MUAH)
A Soldier's Life
Tell Me
Yea this right hereIs going out to all them girls out thereThat did me and wrong, ya know?Tell you a lil story its the reasonLove, hate, mistakes, tell me wacha think is going onWe date, all day tell me wacha think is going onToo late, heartbreak tell me wacha think is going onWhat's going on what's going onYo, eh yo me and miss thangWe run a perfect teamWe had all the things all them other couples fiendLove, trust, good sex, and securityIf you ever felt weak I was your energyTrips across seas, show you the finer thingsNo more burger king it was fine dine, cuisineAnd if it never had it, I don't think it matteredWe were a classic like Nas in IllmaticI was so deceived, I thought we had a thingYou used to blow my 2 way up wit 143sDa L-O-V had me blind I would had to seeI trusted my friends, all they were yelling at meHow could you do me so wrong, I don't wanna get doggedI invested three years ma, plus this songI'm so confused, where to go? How do I choose?I guess to find real love I gotta
Need Help With Wieght Control?
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Rules To Follow And Break
some peoples are like foodany kind of foodno matter yummy it was or badno matter u liked it or notat the end of the day u just gonna poop it outthe most expensive caviaror just a peice of breadthey all have to go through the same way down to the p exitso dont bother ur self looking of which kind of food u want to belolmy selfi am like water,juice,drinksanykind of themcuz even after i get out of the p exiti return to be a steamthen a cloudthen damnnn rainand yes now u can imagine which human being urine dropsu r enjying when u  dance in the rainnahhh m just kidding uyes i knowI AM CRAZYBUT I DO ENJOY ITDO U??-----------------W.B: FAR7AN 3 questions each a round u cant ask the same i asked on the same round u have one pass to use once lol u dont have to answer ur questions that u ask em any other rules [will tell u when i come up with more ]lmao muahhhhhhz hey every one so many ppls on here says its just an online thing and i do have a life outside this site lol then when u get
Work And Fun
Is there really a difference? I mean, You can firt with words to people you dont know, and sometimes get deep intoo with someone if they were there. What about sex? Is it wrong to not settle for one person, and have casual playful sex with someone? I feel that 2 people can meet, have a playful flirtatious time, and even maybe have playful sex. Am I wrong? So many people are trying to find the perfect job. Is there a such thing? I mean, how many actual jobs are there that you can work and have fun at the same time? Me personaly, I enjoy fishing though I dont get to go as often as I would like because i work all the time. So I am thinking about owning a fishing charter company so I can fish anytime i want while i am working.  What other jobs out there can you work and have fun at the same time?
Da Lizard's Lounge
in 16 days I will be married to my best friend.     The idea of being married to him does not freak me out, not in the least.   Preparing for the party and getting my costume together.  Yeah that I'm freaking out a bit about...just a little though.   This Saturday I'll go out to the garage and create the beads that will be at the ends of each of the 6 cords for our handfasting.  I'll also pick up the ribbons and we can work on braiding the cords as well.   The fact that these cords that will represent the binding we're doing, that our lives will be tied together, with cords we have made TOGETHER, means so much to me.  :) So it's been a month...actually tomorrow it'll be 5 weeks.  Might not seem like much to some, but for me it's amazing.  I was someone who always thought marriage was a ridiculous outdated ritual that had run it's course and the high divorce rate and people struggling to keep a hold on the definition of marriage were signs that it was crumbling and unnecessary.I
She was asleep when he came in.... He was quiet in shutting the door and locking in securly behind him.Ben walked into the bedroom where she lay half covered by the bed spread her back lit by the mooncoming through the sheer curtains. He walked straight into the bathroom where he derobed and showered throwing ona new t-shirt and underwear he entered the bedroom once more she was still laying there undisturbed. As Ben crawledinto bed next to her he ran his hand around her back feeling the curves she was warm and smelled like an exotic island.He leaned closer to her breathing her smell it was invigorating and exciting he gently placed his lips on her bare shoulderletting his whiskers gently tickle her as he moved across her skin. She began to roll over on her side now there were no clothes to get in the way she was already naked, it must have been one of those nights when clothes were just uncomfortable,he began caressing her side gently, tickling her a little. She gave a small grin, sti
To Know Me
To Know Me is to know the extreme. I am emotional, irrational, and hotheaded. I don't start shit, but I don't take shit either. I don't halfass anything, either it gets done, or it doesn't. Nothing In between. To Know me is to know passion. I am emotional, irrational, and deeply caring. I live life one second at a time, and I want to know every inch of your body, your spirit and your mind. To Know me is to know and old, restless, wandering soul. I know the best way to keep your dreams from being crushed is to never have one path, one route, one goal. My heart can be as cold as ice, or as fiery as a freshly lit coal. To know me is to know that I will never twice travel down the same road, my never sleeping soul is in search of new lovers, new experiences, and new adventures, never gold. To know me is to know I am neither a sinner nor a saint, but at the same time I am always refusing to be labeled as timid, week OR bold. To know my spirit is to know that of a vagabond's, neve
The Power Of Prayer
If you're a mummer, and ever met Highwaysong, you either loved him or hated him. Fortunately, I saw throughi his harshness, and found a really cool dude...he really has a heart of gold. For those not in the know, Bruce has been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer.   We all joke about God, and being a Christian, in the mumms. etc. But when it comes down to it, everyone has to have something to believe in. So, I'm asking my fellow mummers, whether you have faith or not, whether you believe in God or not, to take a minute today, and count YOUR blessings...and to say a little prayer for Bruce. I thank you all... - Mark....AKA Strummer.
Crazy Life
You're a falling star, You're the get away car.You're the line in the sand when I go too far.You're the swimming pool, on an August day.And you're the perfect thing to say.And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.Cause you can see it when I look at you.And in this crazy life, and through these crazy timesIt's you, it's you, You make me sing.You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,And you light me up, when you ring my bell.You're a mystery, you're from outer space,You're every minute of my everyday.And I can't believe, uh that I'm your woman,And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,And you know that's what our love can do
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Thigh High Vixenz Updates For The Supporters
we are now officially taking suggestions on new catagories to add to the page. such as tattoos, garters, corsets, bondage, and other things of that nature. if you have any suggestions plz leave a comment on this blog. if you are going to harass my girls i will have you blocked from the group page and i will ask the girls to block you as well. i WILL NOT TOLERATE HARASSMENT on this group page. if you wish to harass the girls your ass will get blocked. if you harass or degrade ne of the girls pics you will get blocked. i honestly do not care how nice you are as soon as you start harassing the girls on this page that were kind enough to put thier pics up for you to view you are automatically considerd rude and will not be able to view ne of the pics that these lovely ladies have volenteered to let you look at thank you for your cooperation in this matter, bloodymistress
Account, Happy Hour, & Fubux
Raven's Thoughts
The Husband Store              A store that sells new husbands has opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among theinstructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates:              You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends theflights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back downexcept to exit the building!              So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads:              Floor 1 -  These men Have Jobs.              She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads:             Floor 2 -  These men Have Jobs and Love Kids.              'That's nice,'  she thinks, 'but I want more.'              So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads:              F
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Riding The State Of Florida
I started my ride this morning with the intention of riding down the east coast of Florida to Ft. Lauderdale. As soon as I was riding South on US 1 I started asking myself if I really wanted to ride all the way down the coast. I've been down the east coast many times, but never across Alligator Alley. The who purpose of this trip is to ride both coast of the state. Is it really? Based on where I rode to today I think the purpose has changed. I rode south until I got to Mims and turned west following 46 through Sanford and Mt Dora. As Luck would have it I rode through a couple of morning showers before I got to Sanford. I was just wet enough to be a little chilled. Luckily, the only rain I rode through today. Once I hit Mt Dora I was dry. Turned north on 441 to 44 west to Crystal River then rode south from there. So now I sit in my room in Sarasota for the nightl I plan on crossing Alligator Alley tomorrow. Looks like I will spend Monday  night somewhere near Ft. Lauderdale. I only to
You Believe That---really ?
If you really believe I am your entertainment; you should really stop & think about that...for a while.
Overprotective Mother
Was at my youngest boys game today.  During almost the end of it..went over to see what my oldest was doing.  He was playing with 3 older girls..and 2 boys his age.  He was on 3rd base..gonna steal home.. anyways..he got almost home..this boy stands right on the run line..and blocked he ran out and around him.  As he got near homeplate..someone threw the soft ball in.. it fell..and bounced up and hit him in the arm.  Few asked him if he was ok..while this kid who was blocking him was saying he was out..etc.  Luke..the one boy said.. u dont get out unless you are holding the ball and get him out. I told the kid.. that you cant stand in someones path and block them either.  The boy got mad i could tell..and took off.  Anyways.. I went back to watch my youngest.  within 10minutes.. I hear this kid..being a dick. I didn't know it was him til later.  All I heard was.. "I dont want him on my team.. he cant play worth a crap..etc.  Couple people told him to be nice.  He said.. well I
From My Babe!
Together For everWe'll be friends and Lovers till the endTogether. ForeverThrough the Highs and LowsAnd all the stormy WeatherNo-one will ever part usWe'll stick together like glueIf you look after me My friendAnd I'll Look after youAnd never mind what hardshipscome our wayWell make it through to fight another day Another dayBecause we are friends as well as lover'swe stick together like glueI Love You Leannxoxo
Dumb A$$ People
so...........its been a while ..6-7 months since my last sightings BUT I BACK AND BLAH BLAH BLAH!!   ...any how...i go to the grocery store to score some food for work..and half of the main road is blocked off by cops! 2 unmarked cars, 3 staties, and some of the local jonny law. (okay no big deal probally some stupid kid doing something dumb) after i score some food for the week.....i got to the local liquor store to score the drink of CHAMPIONS (bacardi mafuckers) and my buddy who works there tells me that some cop got shot......WITH HIS OWN GUN, then steals his cruiser. the neighbor hood that this went down in is about a mile from my house and right across the street from the local packy store!....... then it dawns on me.....this dumb sack of shit ....shoots a cop, steals his cruiser, and only fuckin makes it like 2 miles before gittin pulled over!......why even do stupid shit like that! i mean shit atleast make it too  the damn high way ..STUPID FUCKIN PEOPLE I SWEAR!
Is there someone you are completely tangled up in? Could be, very close.  I just don't know, maybe? What is your favorite thing about the beach? It depends on the beach, if it is just a piece of sand at the end of the water, nothing.  It must have character. What do you daydream about the most? Right now, a certain someone, but alot of stuff, I have alot of time to just think. Are you still in love with your ex? Which one?  My very first girlfriend from High School?  Sad, but yes If you could run away to any place, where would you go? The Rockies in British Columbia, or Scotland, I hear tha pipes acallin How often is your smile fake? You can't fake my smile, just look anytime and it will be there. Is there anything/anyone you're losing fate in? Yes When was the last time you completely broke down? The viewing at my uncle's funeral. What do you do duing a thunderstorm? Wish I had someone to share it with. What is the sexiest accent in your opinion? I guess I'm old fas
Nude Beach,,,ever Been 2 One
never met her in person,,,,but  she stold my heart,,,,is it wrong???????? ever been 2 a nude beach??????????
The Hermit's Mindless Ramblings
okay not realy blank  What a Guy Really Means When He Says... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "It's a guy thing." Really means.... "There is no rational thought pattern connected with it, and you have no chance at all of making it logical." "Can I help with dinner?" Really means.... "Why isn't it already on the table?" "Uh huh," "Sure, honey," or "Yes, dear." Really means.... Absolutely nothing. It's a conditioned response. "It would take too long to explain." Really means.... "I have no idea how it works." "That's interesting, dear." Really means.... "Are you still talking?" "You know how bad my memory is." Really means.... "I remember the theme song to 'F Troop', the address of the first girl I ever kissed and the Vehicle Identification Numbers of every car I've ever owned, but I forgot your birthday." "I do help around the house." Really means.... "I once put a dirty towel in the laundry basket." "Hey, I've got my reasons for what I'
2 tbsp. butter1 lg. onion, chopped fine1/2 c. minced celery1/3 c. peanut butter1 (10 3/4 oz.) can condensed chicken broth1 (10 3/4 oz.) can condensed cream of chicken soup, undiluted3 c. milkSalt and pepper to tasteFinely chopped salted peanuts Melt butter and saute onion and celery 5 minutes. Stir in peanut butter, chicken broth, cream chicken soup and milk. Stir over low heat, until soup starts to bubble. Season to taste, and sprinkle servings with chopped peanuts. Ingredients: One cleanly slain Human, approx. 90-100lbs dressed weight (heavier bodies may require additional time) Hickory wood (apple wood or a combination may also work quite well) 3 qt Water 3/4 c Salt 2 ts Red pepper 2 ts Black pepper 1 1/2 c Vinegar Barbecue Sauce Directions:       First, if it has not already been dressed, prepare the carcass: Suspend the body by either pairing and tying limbs with rope or twine
Military Assistance Needed..please Repost
Remember your Soldier this Memorial Day...add them to my tribute...SB/PM  me.   Check out my folder...will add new pics daily  through memeorial day
" Hurts"
This is a very important message; kids do come first…Subject: "Daddy ... it hurts">   This is A TRUE STORY AND IF YOU DON'T PASS THIS ON YOU DON'T HAVE A>  SOUL!!!>>   My name is Chris,>   I am three,>   My eyes are swollen.>   I cannot see.>>   I must be stupid,>   I must be bad,>   What else could have made,>   My daddy so mad?>>   I wish I were better,>   I wish I weren't ugly,>   Then maybe my mommy,>   Would still want to hug me.>>   I can't do a wrong,>   I can't speak at all,>   Or else I'm locked up,>   All day long.>>   When I'm awake,>   I'm all alone,>   The house is dark,>   My folks aren't home.>>   When my mommy does come home,>   I'll try and be nice,>   So maybe I'll just get,>   One whipping tonight.>>   I just heard a car,>   My daddy is back,>   From Charlie's bar>>   I hear him curse,>   My name is called,>   I press myself,>   Against the wall.>>   I try to hide,>   From his evil eyes,>   I'm so afraid now,>   I'
Shocking News
This story really blew my mind - so I had to share it with you all - I think the fact the "one in twelve" statistic is what shocked me the most :-s A mother of twins has had a shock after doctors revealed that her 11-month-old boys do not have the same father. Twins Justin and Jordan turned out to be half-brothers   Mia Washington decided to get some expert advice when she and her partner noticed that twins Justin and Jordan had different facial features. Paternity tests then revealed what had happened - two eggs had been fertilised by two different sperm and there was a 99.99% chance the twins had different dads. Doctors at the DNA lab in Dallas, Texas had never seen such a result. Mia later admitted she had had an affair and got pregnant by two different men at the same time. She told TV channel Fox 4: "Out of all people in America and of all people in the world, it had to happen to me. I'm very shocked."   Mum Mia shocked by discovery Clear Diagnostics preside
My First Blog....about Nothing Lol
You take the top 10 most played songs on your iPod or similar device (or just pick 10 songs you listen to a whole lot). Post the first line of the lyrics to each in your blog. Sit back in smug satisfaction, knowing you have the best taste in music ever (this is a crucial step).Then your friends do their part: Private message me if you know the answers. Oh, and Googling is cheating!1. save yourself cause the only thing that matters that you get away from the pain and the thought of losing your mind.2. Looking out across the night time.3. Say hello to the rug's typography.4. Dont mind, me just cruising by, by the girl with the balloon5. It takes a lot, to be always on form, it takes a lot.6. There's a shadow just behind me, shrouding every step i take7. What about sunrise? what about rain?8. Ah, look at all the lonely people.9. God bless the daylight, the sugary smell of springtime10. Don't breathe too deep, don't think all day.
Points Of View
Wishing there was someone in my life I could hold, love and look into the eyes of, who see's the real me, is unafraid and wont run away from all of who and what I am. Or was the only one who ever did the only one that will, and will her death last year be the last I know of true companionship (Quick note for Americans: Petroleum Spirit or Petrol is what you call Gas for some obscure reason. Mind you, you also play rugby wearing armor, where you primarily use your hands and call it Football. Go Figure, lol) Brown wants us to cut the amount of petrol we use......   The best way to stop using so much petrol is to deport 3 million illegal immigrants!     That would be 3 million less people using our petrol. The price of petrol would come down.....     Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Channel....     When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the Channel, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq ..... Tell him if he wants t
My Thoughts
I see that there alot of people who make salutes for other people! Ladies! I would love to see who would actually take the time to make a salute for me! I am quite sure that if someone takes the time to make me a salute that would mean they seriously would like to be friends with me! SO, if you make me a salute not only will I return the favor but I will indefinately add you to my family! I am intruiged as to see how many people will make me a salute! Once you have made it please send it to so that I can post it on my fubar page! Thanks and hope to see a salute from all of you!!!!!! So today in preperation for leave, I decided to go to the Salon and have a few beautification things done. WOW! What an experience! First obviously being a Soldier, I needed a haircut. After the haircut I got a manicure! That wasn't too bad. She made my thumb cuticale bleed alittle and the middle finger on my left hand, but like I said not too painful. Then came the "FACIAL"! Started o
The Kiss Goodnight
As they left the resteraunt,they were a little tipsy.They were laughing and becoming very touchy,there was this unspoken ,unknown attraction between them that they noticed but never talked to each other about.The valet brought his car around ,he walked to her side and opened the door for her,as she sat down in the car seat,her dress which was slit all the way up the side ,slid across her skin and up her thigh.He moaned to himself, the sight of that soft tender flesh made his heart skip a beat.She leaned out from the seat,leaning foward,her breasts straining against the thin material of her dress.Her nipples pressed hard against the fabric,she was driving him crazy without even knowing.He walked around the car,got into the drivers side and they started to drive off.He asked her ,,,,"where to my lady",she laughed and her hand dropped and landed on his thigh,she bashfully said "how about my place for a nightcap"He could hardly talk straight ,when he just about yelled out ,yes,that sounds
why do i bother making plans? why do I bother setting myself up to get hurt. I cant stand life anymore.. Not like ths.. I look forward to things and I swear to god that curses everything.. Because it for sure wont happen if I have time, feelings, money whatever invested in it. It is the story of my life. One distinct memory of being disappointed started with my Mom. Now I am not giong to go into the whole story of why things were the way they were but I was in foster care. I remember sitting on the porch of my foster family home an waiting for my Mom to show up. she said tat she was goign to be there and I had my heart set on it. I sat there for HOURS waiting.. until it was cold and dark.. I was crying but refused to move because she had PROMISED...  I eventually fell asleep and she never showed up... This wasn't the last time and I promised myself I wouldn't look forward to things anymroe ecause I just got hurt.. Well, that is a hard promise to keep to onces self.. I do look forward
For The Love Of A Good Friend
I love my friends from fu, I have to say. They make me smile everyday.... When I got on to play.... Seamus just ruined my day....   I will seek revenge on him slowly and painfully.. he will not know when, he will not know how but i will be asking for your help... It will be a blog like no other... I hear by declare Seamus is dead to me... he is no longer my friend, I will no longer dream of him with tiki torches out his ass.. dead i tell you dead... I thought we had something special, a certain love connection. He ruined it!! If you want to ban together and help me teach him he cant go around spreading lies and your feeling evil. Call me! 1-800-beabitch Wicked (not wiked pffft) the love has gone......  
My Frist Music Video
I Just Put Out My Frist Music Video,,,,,   Young Twan (I DO IT)   I did Everything for this video,,, BUT acted in it~ Let me Know,, what you think~ XOXOXOXOYoung Twan (I DO IT)">I Do It By Young Twan,t=1,mt=video"/>
The first one is a bit more classical and I think I may try too hard at it...   Change Winds of change come sweepingTheir breath a gentle breezeWillow branches weepingAnd oak leaves barely sneeze Grasses bow beneath the weightOf transparent changes' passingChange of seasons' quickening gaitTurbulence no longer lacking The longer the winds blow unheededMore resistant to the galeThe more damage done excessiveAnd more likely one is to fail So when the gentle sighing kissesThe skin of your upturned faceBe sure to note it, lest you miss itHasten your collective pace   The second is a bit more edgy, I think.  I dunno.  Wrote these between classes, so I didn't spend much time on them.  That's always the best work, though.  lol. Do this Don't make me do thisI don't wanna do thisWhy do I always do this?Please don't make me do this Get your act together girlBefore this falls apartBefore you fall apartWhen everything unfurls You always end up this wayWanting ever to goNever can you st
Car Of The Future??
  What you might be driving soon...
Could It Be Any Harder
Head towards starlight upon this stellar sky,Monarchs hold freedom within orange wings,Fly away into the distance never turn back,Exemption is yours do not fear your future.Bounded to iron, an attached concrete floor,Darkness falls as moonlight becomes you,A locket warn to represent his heart to her,As candle wax drips onto burnt parchment.Her respiring is suffocated gasping for air,Becoming warn like rose petals eventually;they deteriorate without the care they need.As she whispers" Could it be any harder;.........................To breathe without you"
As i sit with little to do,my mind is filled with thoughts of u,as i work hard through out the day,i miss your smile that's mile's away!As i lie down and try too sleep,it's merories of u i will always keep.U must know this,That my love is true,and that i will spend all my time missin' u! I keep it real and that's a promice.I may be a bitch but at least im honest.When i walk by u stop and stare,well keep lokin'because i don't care.I have my own life and style.Not trying to please u or make you u smile!When it come's to compotition you are out,now shut your haten ass and keep me out of your mouth.....To all my haters! I am outspoken,opionated,and determined,i want what i want and there's nothing wrong with that!So just try to stomp on me,try to douse my inner flame,try to squash every once of beauty i hold with in me........... You won't succeed,and if that makes me a bitch so be it,i embrace the title,and am proud to bear it!!!
im taking autction entries until the 31st of may 4pm eastern time so if you want to be in my auction send me a private msg with the link to ur pic and ur offerings and the auction will open on june 1st  and will close on june 14th at 3 pm eastern time dont forget guys tomorrow is my auction so come on by and make ur bids on who u want to buy
I'll Get Over You. It's taking the longest timebut my broken heart will healfor what I once had felt so deeplyis now, no longer real. You played me like a foolbelieving all you saidwhen deep down all that you didwas hurt me more instead. I'd like to really knowif seeing me cry that wayhad any effect on youon any given day? I told you how much I loved youwith each and every dayyet all I meant to youwas someone with, to play.
It's About Responding, Not Reacting....
I've never been stupid, although I've acted dumb. My life has always been serious, although I'm having fun. I've never lied, though I've bent the truth, I've never been fancy, sophisticated, or aloof. You'll find out who I am, when I step inside the booth. I have been, I am now, and will be the same the cat for years. I'll cherish you forever, if you, nurse me through my tears... I promise to show you the truth, if you, will guide me blindly through my fears. And I will shyly hand you my heart, if you, just lend me your ears!!! I am who I am, Love me or leave me alone!!! I don't want much, I just want That One!!! You know, That One!!! You don't have to be Beautiful to everyone, just me. You don't have to be loved by everyone, but you will be loved by me. And when the world turns against you, by your side will be, me!!! That One... The One that calms you when you're enraged, The One that carries you, when you can't stand alone. The One that will guide you back, no matter how far you ro
Rating Contest
  Ok trying to help out a good friend here and making my first blog at the same time!  Please go and rate this picture and leave a comment help the guy out! It ends May 31 st though so don't be waiting too long to vote ! Thanks to all of you who read this and vote for him !
Ice Ice Baby!
The room was bathed in a soft glow from the fire, and candles that were burning around the room. I entered the room as I always did, kneeling in front of the bed, waiting for Sir to speak."Hello little one""Hello Sir" "Where is your toy?""Right here Sir" I show him the toy sitting next to me."Good, now I want you to insert your toy, then take my cock in your hand. When your ready to cum, squeeze my cock, but don't cum until I tell you to, understood?""Yes Sir" I insert my toy and hand him the control. He turns it on low. As I let my mind drift, and my body feel the toy thrumming inside of my pussy. Sir gradually increases the speed of the toy, bringing me closer to the edge. Soon my body is straining for release.As I squeeze his cock harder I beg for release. " Please Sir, may I cum?" I put my head down squeezing him harder, He whispers in my ear "Flow for me" as my body releases. I let out a long low moan. I start to relax, as Sir lays back down again. "Stay where you are, and do this
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My First Auction!
Come check out my Auction... Might find something you like. Or love... -grins-
In Honor
A WIFE'S REQUESTI was sitting alone in one of those loud, casual steak houses that you find all over the country.You know the type--a bucket of peanuts on every table, shellslittering the floor, and a bunch of perky college kids racing around withlong neck beers and sizzling platters.Taking a sip of my iced tea, I studied the crowd over the rim of myglass. My gaze lingered on a group enjoying their meal.They wore no uniform to identify their branch of service, but theywere definitely "mil itary:" clean shaven, cropped haircut, and that "squaredaway" look that comes with pride.Smiling sadly, I glanced across my table to the empty seat where myhusband usually sat.It had only been a few months since we sat in this very booth, talkingabout his upcoming deployment to the Middle East.That was when he made me promise to get a sitter for the kids, comeback to this restaurant once a month and treat myself to a nice steak.In turn he would treasure the thought of me being here, thinking abouthim
J Is For --
Paul bit the cornered portion of his toast after having first dipped it into the runny yoke of the egg. He preferred his eggs 'sunny-side-up' as opposed to anything else. He had smiled at the waitress as she freshened his coffee, grinning politely, managing the words "Thank you" as she did.Penny, his wife of barely a year sat beside him. She preferred pancakes smothered in rich thick syrup, perhaps overdoing it, but she'd explained that it reminded her of the way his cum sometimes slithered down the side of his shaft when he climaxed. Penny was always comparing things like that, finding eroticism in nearly everything. Just as she was doing now as her hand slowly, quietly, secretly continued stroking his hard erect shaft beneath the table.They hadn't wanted the honeymoon to end. And as such, went on a monthly retreat, usually within a few hours drive, just someplace to get away for the weekend, be together, and explore their secret little fetish.Paul as well as Penny were true 'Masturba
Tell'em Im Comin And Hell's Comin With Me
Such A Loss
Glenn Hull from San Jose Lost His Life Yesterday from Murphys Grade Road Accident ~By John HamiltonMurphys, CA...52 year old Glenn Hull from San Jose lost his life yesterday as the result of a Motorcycle Accident on Murphys Grade Road just West of French Gulch Road. From the CHP Release "Mr. Hull was riding Westbound on Murphys Grade Road at what appears to be a high rate of speed as he approached a sharp right hand curve in the road., Mr. Hull applied his motorcycle's brakes and after sliding across the Eastbound lane, both he and his motorcycle struck a metal guardrailing....Mr. Hull was transported via ambulance to Mark Twain Hospital where he succumbed to his injuries. As of this writing, the investigation is still ongoing"
Thank You!
Lies Then Truth
What do you do when what you always thought was a lie is actually the truth? I am angry,hurt,sick and just in pain. How do you hide something so important and then once all is known,act as if everyone should be fine with it? How do you tell your family this and act like it's the best thing ever? Your rationale for what you did is a lie. Devastating your mother. You expect us to be fine,roll with it,be happy for you. This is not something that will  happen  in days,weeks or months. I think,no,I know this is the last straw. You have more than broken this family. There will never be trust put in you. Your lies,hate and all the pain you have caused has come to an end. There is no turning back now. There is nothing left here for you. Leave before you hurt us more. Leave before there is nothing left.
ill start checkin in again, might even get active, who knows... i left because i was having a very tough time of things, i had lost someone very dear to me, my health was acting up, and things were in general crappy. things got worse from there, in about 4 months i lost both of my grabd parents on my dads side, and another family member. things are a little better now, my health is better, i got a new ride, and im doing good. so everyone will know. im done with this site for now, im not deleteing my profile, i might want it back some day. for now im not going to be taking part here. i will check in now n then but otherwise thats all.
In Memory Of My Brother
My Great  Great Grandfather entered this country at the beginning of the first world war. He Left Germany and Married a Cherokee woman. In arkansas ,and then moved into Texas.He raised a great family. Those Children of his did the same in thier turn. My great grandfather Joseph lived in a time of peace until The second world war. He sent three of his sons to duty when the call was sounded. My Grandfather survived so that his father had one son return home to carry on his name after that. He in 45 he went to work for the high way department. he had three daughters. One died in a car wreck the other two married ,and watched thier men answer the call once agian! Uncle Melvin ,and my Dad came back from Vietnam. They had been Changed from thier experience. Uncle Melvin had horrrible nightmares, that later gave way to violence in sleep.He spent alot of time in The V.A. Hospital He has to this day never spoken of his experiences in Vietnam. what must he have seen to have made him become wh
Stuff & Things
R_______Hot tears fall down my face...All I feel is sadness and hurt from youYou probably don't even careEverytime I try to get closeYou push meAwayYou rip me with your wordsStomp on my heartAlmost as if you like itYou know you hurt meYet seem like you don't careYour drunken wordsThey tear meYour sober wordsUsed to be so sweetMiss the old youWish it was the sameAs years agoWhat happened to that man?Or was he not the real you?Was it just all fake to draw me in?Make me wantLoveDesireOnly you R______Would gladly giveThis broken heartTo youWould you take it?Or is it justYour ego keeping meAnd my heartPrisonerI know you don't love meYet I stayYour willing slaveEternally in painAnd sadnessI love youYet hate youWould give anything to be yoursWould be yours if only you askedBut deep down I knowYou hate meOnly keep me for entertainmentStill I worship the ground you walk onEven though we have never metI love and hate you at the same timePleaseStop lashing out at meLove youHate youTill I find a w
Help My Friend Out
High Voltage
My Life So Far
Backstabbing Family
Butt Stuff a bit earlier today my dear 4 yr old daughter yells from the bathroom..Mommy I need you..come wipe I go to her beckoning call and do the norm...however today was not so normal..she had something hanging out of her ass..and well I pulled and I think it was plastic..should I be concerned? Should I have examined further? Could it have been a tape worm?  It was about 4 inches long and really looked like plastic wrap of sorts..
Its My Birthday
Its my birthday   and I am whoring for salutes...   will you make me one?   PLEASE
I sit in my bed watchin tv as another sleepless night slowly passes along. movie after move, show after show; i flip thought channels loosing interest almost immeditly in things i could spend countless hours watchin and enjoying. i just cant concentrate, cant focus on what is making my already cluttered mind race more than usual. to allow myself to think without visual distractions i turn the tv off in the attempt to fall asleep to my music. music that lets my mind wonder, think about things that i have and daringly take for granted along with pains that i pushed deep away as to free myself from their grip. the songs change from sad, slow, pain driven songs to joyful, love filled serenades of deamlands; in each one i find different sides of myself. in the sad sorrowful songs i have but one thing on my mind... Death. death is the most influent asset of my life for the past few years, so in-turn the word death brings rememberance. In this i see my otherside. my caring, big-hearted bein
Thought For The Day May 27
Every strong and beautiful flower must have a strong root in the ground. It must send a root down so that it may be rooted and grounded while at the same time it sends a shoot up to be the flower that shall gladden the world. Both growths are necessary. Without a strong root, it would soon wither. The higher the growth upward, the deeper must be the rooting. My life cannot flower into success and helpfulness unless it is rooted in a strong faith, or unless it feels deeply secure in the goodness and purpose of the universe.
I find myself falling back into that horrible unyielding place of sorrow. i feel as if my so called wonderful life is actually my downfall. it is only societies view of me, only an impression of happiness and humbleness to which has to true meaning of who i really am. my real person lay deep within a consuming shell surrounded by a cloud of deception. that deception only to keep the real truth inside. the truth that keeps me who i am, keeps me sane and gets me through each day. to know my truth would be to know a dark seceret, a seceret so painful that it was ment for me and noone else. So i drag this unrelenting sorrow through my daily up and downs of life. but i keep it locked away in the southern most abyss of my soul. where it will lie until it forces itself to the rippled surface of my dark ocean of emotions
Help Me Level Pls
To Maya
I'm So Sorry I was sorry to learnof your loss ,And I Wanted to expressMy deepest sympathies. Not one of usKnows where our roadWill lead us or whereOur road ends.But in times ofSorrow, we receiveComfort from our friends. If there is anything I can do for youAnything at all...I'll be here for you;Always your friend. My deepest sympathiesTo you and your family. May God Bless You  and comfort you in your hour of grief. MAYA I DONOT HAVE THE WORDS TO SAY...ALL I CAN DO IS BE THERE FOR YOU ....YOU HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME FROM THE BEING...TO MY SISTER I WELL ALWAYS LOVE YOU...I CAME TO YOU JUST BEING ME NOW I AM A FULL EVIL TWIN.....MAYA YOU ARE LIKE FAMILY TO ME....ALTHOUGH I HAVE NEVER SEEN YOU IN REAL LIFE YET...ONE DAY I KNOW IT IS GOING TO ROCK MEETING YOU..I HOPE THAT YOU WELL BE A BIG SISTER TO ME STILL...WITH LOTS OF LOVE TO YOU AND YOURS...
~take Me Out Of The Dark~
Just what is it in me? Sometimes I just don't know What keeps me in Your love, Why you never let me go And though you're in me now, I fall and hurt you still My Lord, please show me how To know just how you feel You have forgiven me Too many times it seems I feel I'm not what you might call A worthy Christian after all And though I love You so Temptation finds its way to me Teach me to trust in You With all my heart To lean not on my own understanding I just forget You won't give me what I can't bear Take me out of the dark, my Lord I don't wanna be there You've never left my side You gave Your hand to me to hold Oh Jesus, I'm no longer in the cold And yet, I leave You there When I feel satisfied I'd like to thank You every day Not only when I feel that way I've never known a Man Who'd give His life for sinners like me And yet, because He loves us so He's promised us eternity And we can have that promise And be His if we have faith And just believe Teach us to trust in you With all my
Black Rose
"Black Rose" I saw you in the garden I wanted you so much I really thought that you were different Oh I couldn't get enough I tried to save you from yourself I felt every high and low now the lows have drowned the highs away now there's no where else to go Black rose your thorns are cutting into me for the last time Black rose I saw your petals wilt away I couldn't bring you back to life You were always where the sun could never go I never wanted you to have to be alone But I couldn't find a way to help you grow Black Rose You never tell me how you feel and your moods they always change I really tried to make it real but you never had the faith I tried to give you something good to take the pain away I tried to make you understand You don't have to be this way I'm not the one who hurt you So why are you so scared (I couldn't save you) (You are who you are) All that you've been put through couldn't be repaired (I couldn't break through) (we're too far apart)
Dragon Poeticz
Our Pool Opens Today
Just want to wish you all a wonderful day and say that our pool opens today!! I am too too happy. I love swimming and it's a marvelous way to exercise...not to mention, meet people! We'll be taking my sweet Onyx to the vet in a couple of hours and then diving in....enjoy your day too fubabies. Love, Deb xoxo
look into my eyes. watch the tears pouring out of my eyes. I'm happy to see your beautiful face.look into my heart. you will recognize how much i love you. i will never be the same without you. i could feel you beside me. with all the memories i have talking to you. please say yes, yes i want to spend your life with me like i want to spend mine with you. i cant just walk away. i want to keep loving you, loving you forever. i belong to you. my heart belongs to you my love. i know i wont forget our 1st kiss. the memories will stay in my mind after i die. you lead me here. you show me the way. i cant walk away. i miss you in a second. the promises i can make. promises of being yours forever. i cant let you go. cause i love you
I work as a limo driver here in Las Vegas, if your making plans to come to Vegas...... remember to give me a call. I can take care of Night Clubs, Strip Clubs, or anything you will need on your trip... I can cut you a deal if you mention your on FUBAR....     Jerimiah       702 834 1250
The Now
No Expectations No Regrets
Someone told me Have no expectations and I'll have no regrets and shes so right. I have expected people I've met online to be true at heart as I am, Im easy to open my heart whether it be online or off and always treat them the way I would want to be treated, but Im relizing I can't put my guard down with everyone, because some are just out for self, As they say beware of the wolf in sheeps clothing.
Becca's Blogger Page
Negative Emotions Why is there greedWith so many in needWhy can’t we reach out and offer a hand to help othersWhy does our wealthDetermine what we are dealtShouldn’t we all share the way we would if we were all brothers Why is there envySo much more than there should beCan’t we appreciate others achievements without feeling badWhy is there the onusTo keep up with the JonesesAnd not to feel grateful and happy with all of the things that we have Why is there hypocrisyLiars to the right and left of meWhy can’t we say what we mean and mean what we sayAre we just so chickenTo state our positionOr is lying to someone’s face the easier way Negative emotionsServe no purpose but to cause us painNegative emotionsDon’t let them inside your brainThese negative emotionsCause damage that you can’t repairTake negative emotionsAnd cast them off into thin air Why is there hateAnd why can’t we relateTo others unlike us who may live their lives in some
I Wonder Who Did This?
> 136247 - Lizard - 4> > A secret admirer thinks that you're HOT, and has sent you a Flame of Passion!> > Every flame that you collect is added to your total, and those who receive the most flames will be awarded combined prizes of 14 million fubucks.> > For complete information, please view my blog:>> > > Note - this is NOT a random send. By receiving this, it means another member of Fubar has ordered it for your user number.> > > > > This admirer has sent you 4 flames of passion.
Submission.......part Iv
Exposed to the elements, the light growing brighter, she contemplates her position against the tree, breathing steadily. She hears nothing behind her, the moments stretching out long as she awaits her Master and what he wishes of her. She tests her wrists, finding them tight, but not overly uncomfortable, then her ankles, and they too are snug, no chance of escaping, she knows this. The sounds of birds surround the small glade, then the rustling of the leaves as the breeze blows steadily. The silence is as much a torture to her as the thoughts of what might happen. Yet still ..she waits. She tries shifting, her hips scraping the rough bark of the tree, but she doesn't find this too uncomfortable, testing it as she moves lightly against it. Not sensing that her Master is nearby, and fearing he has left her, she turns her head to see where he might be. Nothing ..and noone seems to be nearby. Slowly, the realization that she is alone hits her. What if someone comes along and finds me,
In Loveing Memory
ANTIOCH, Calif. – His neighbors knew he was a registered sex offender. Kids on his block called him "Creepy Phil" and kept their distance. Parole agents and local law enforcement regularly visited his home and found nothing unusual, even after a neighbor complained children were living in a complex of tents in his backyard. For 18 years, Phillip Garrido managed to elude detection as he pulled off what authorities are calling an unfathomable crime, kidnapping and raping 11-year-old Jaycee Dugard, keeping her as his secret captive for nearly two decades and fathering two of her children. The question about how he went unnoticed became more pressing Friday when Garrido came under suspicion in the unsolved murders of several prostitutes, raising the prospect he was a serial killer as well. Several of the murdered women's bodies — the exact number is not known — were dumped near an industrial park where Garrido worked during the 1990s. Authorities acknowledged that they
Perfect Cake Lol
what do u think is the perfect cake lol i say peanut butter cake mmmm sorry about this one but after readin the mumm i got to wounderin lol
10 Reasons I Shouldn't Deletee My Account!!!!!!!!!
It's that time ..I cleaned out my family list on my page so everyone gets a chance to be there.If you think you are worthy and deserving to be put there with the rest prove it to me.. I'm not gonna just gonna put you there because you talk to me every day or you bling me or rate me a lot.The top family are people who have stuck by me my whole time on fubar.The ones who don't bring drama to my page.. ALL MY HATERS DON'T ASK BECUZ U WILL B BLOCKED..         yea it has come to this! sorry to all my good and close family and friends but i am tired of the lies, the empty promises,the drama, ppl runnin their mouths when i didn't say what they say i said or done. i come to fubar to make friends and possibley find the right guy. i have found many friends and afew that i would consider the right guy but only one ( and he knows who he is. i do still love you babe! and always here.) that i have been there threw everythin and he has stuck by me as well. yes he has made some pro
Wanna Own Me?
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I'm in my first auction please help me out starts may 31 ends June 6th   I want to thank some of my friends for helping out My few true friends thank you huggss all
My Yearbook
  its a pretty cool site...come check me out...hehe..ya knw u wanna...muahz
For My Grandma 1924-2009
Last year today is one year exactly since my grandmother passed a day i will never forget to this day i miss her so much and i still think about her. Everynight i go to bed i pray to god to let me see her in my dreams and tell her thank you for everything shes done for me and that I will always love her and miss her so much just one more time. I would give anything to do that. She made so much of an impact in my life and she made me the man i am today and i wouldnt change it for the world. Sadness still lingers with me with the loss but only in the flesh in spirit she will always be with me and she knows i love and miss her so much i just want to see her one more time and tell her how much i miss and love her. RIP Grandma for your spirit is always in my heart and in my mind we will see each other again one day and be together in eternal peace. I love you so much and i miss you Rest In Peace Grandma 1924-2009 Descanse En Pas Abuela Te Amo muncho. This song is dedicated to my Grandmoth
Erotic Poem2
no foreplayno warningno sexual energy exchangedwhen I unzip your jeanspush them downtoss panties asidelay you on the side of the bedspread your pink lipsexposing your clitslowly circling with my tonguesmelling your excitementlicking just the clitup and downtwo strokes a secondsteady rhythmfeeling it growthrobbing hardsliding down to entertasting you fullysucking your engorged lipsback to clitstrong relentless tongueflicking against youthree male fingers enterso tight and wetlicking, licking, lickinga finger probes your anusslowly till halfwayfeeling your contractionswanting to cumneeding to cumpleading to cumbegging to cumhips like a carnival ridewanting, needing, pleading, beggingfighting back and losingsurrendering to the wicked tonguemoaning, groaning, screamingwaves of pleasuretingling of toes and fingertipsnipples ice hardpussy pushing my fingers outwetting the bed with cumturning your overfor a well deserved spankinga butt warming spankingintermixed with fingerssliding inside pin
My Princess
Cool To Know
 On July the 8th (of this year), at 4:05 and 6 seconds after, it will be 04/05/06/07/08/09! And this will not happen again for another 1000 years. I thought this was something 'cool to know'!
This just a poem. I wrote this a while back. We all go thru breakups. ITs sorta part of life. lol They can be rough but we all get past these things and move on. I guess my point is not matter what happens in life. It will always get better!!!   I am truly alone nowI don’t know what to doThis feeling I have makes me blueI cant understand why we don’t belongWhat you allowed to happen was so wrongTo hold each other in our armsBut I am still bewitched by your charmsAll I have left is memories of a kissI know now there’s no such thing as blissThe rest is nowhere to be foundEvery time I have leave you I feel so downEveryone that I have talked to tell me to move onI still cant believe your love for me is goneOh god why does life have to be so crappyBeing without you make it hard to be happy You made smile today with just a litte textwho know where this will lead or what is nextI see a beautiful person with a caring heartbut things of this nature you can never chart
Dreams Do Come True
Today my dreams came true. My the love of my life and I started our Chruch. ANd not just Fubar but in real life as well. I am a very happy woman. Dream's can come true. In Light and Darkness, DLP
More Thoughts
Thursday, October 05, 2006  I Want..... I want to run, I want to hideI want to release the hurt insideI want to uncover all the mirrorsI want away from all these fearsI want to love, to have a lifeI want to be loved at no priceI want to laugh, to have some funI want to stop, not to runI want to break free from the painI want to live with no more shameI want to cry not one more tearI want to show no more fearI want to be strong, with a will so greatI want to find that almost perfect mateI want to hold and be held at nightI want to feel loved when I turn out the light Karen E. Fryer© 2006 Monday, January 07, 2008  A little different. Tell me what you think? Current mood:  blessed Category: Writing and Poetry I dreamt today I was locked in a room Half of it bright and the other half gloom Standing there amazed at what I saw There 3 cracks or just mere flaws   As I walked up closer to see inside I could see the words "You must decide" Decid
A Glimpse
A GLIMPSEpeering through the openingof a doorslightly ajarenough light to form shadows of memoriessensual memorieserotic memoriesfingertipsteasing, taunting, slippingacross fleshmemoriesbreathwarm moistwhisperingto increase heartbeatmemoriessoft sensual lipssuggestingkissesgentle, lustfulkisseslips that nip, caress, bite tongue that probes, thrusts, teasesmemoriesvibrationszippers ,clasps, hooks, snapssoundswhispers, moans, groanserotic musicliquid desirememoriesthe dooropens a little morebeckoningthelight createsShadows ofmemories yet tocome
For Your Information
As I stare out the window into the darkness I see the rest of lonilness sitting in for the darkness is now my friend   My world was once full of light for my heart was full of love and delight   As the cold sets in I let it settle under my skin   For now my fire is now turned to ice my warm blood is now so thick with cold that my youthness is getting old   a loving smle is now turned to stone for there is no love to grow   once there was love and passion in my eyes is now nothing but icicles that are trying to disguise   so forgive me for being so cold but my mind has grown old 0 I wonder why I have been let down again for did i do some kind of sin The tears of joy do not out way the tears of pain for I havent gained I wear my heart on my sleeve with my feelings that are left so revealing My eyes show you everything from the past and that doesnt even make things last For my sadness is not for you to judge but for you to understand me I have pieces that are broken
Fu-wedding Train
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As I walked into the club this evening, a new face caught my eye. On the stage was a picture of desire, a woman out of a memory. She wore a red silk g-string, black leather knee high boots, and nothing else. Cassandra was her name, and tonight was her first night. She strode across the stage, drawing her patrons in with subtle movements of her hips, and long, gorgeous legs. Her smile was both mischievious and flirtatious. Her small waist was covered in pentagrams and cryptic designs. Her breasts rode high on her chest, perky and attention getting, with a chain connecting her nipples thru her piercings. It was her eyes however that caught my attention, her dark brown eyes, as if she sensed my presence... I motioned the bartender and entered my private suite. As she entered, I could sense her curiousity. As she came to the center of the room, I flicked my wrist, lighting several dozen candles instantly. She appeared shaken, but seeing me sitting before her, seemed to calm her. I asked
Altered Perception
My son's band Altered Perception. Has just produced their very first EP Album. So come on all my Fubar friends Go check them out at There are only 2 song's from the album there at the moment. More to come including a video very soon. Not to mention some up and comming Gig's. Am I a Proud Mum or what LOL
Storm Of Pleasure
Storm of Pleasure   As your blade cuts my skin, fears are enlightened within. Pain and pleasure combined in a place where my lust resides. My sences are hightened, opening depths of passion inside. Fuck me, bite me, make me bleed, My body shaking, quivering, quaking with need. Your fingers inside me, mouth hot on my skin, Making my body shiver with pleasure again. Your blood mixed with mine, So sweet and so warm. Leaving or bodies a wreck, after being caught in a storm. -Juggy-  
Crazy Morning
I woke up to: A. Jeff's squealing tires (hes late) B. he peed in the toilet and left that and the seat up (hazardous for woman) C. No Coffee made..... I have so much to do today and i have that urge to clean my desk... here's the list: 1. Take car to the tire shop to remove winter tires (some of you might find this obnoxious to have winter tires in may but it snows here) 2. Clean up house before maid comes 3. Get invoices ready for driver 4. Call people back 5. Every morning at 8:30 call my dad(make sure my mom didn't strangle him in the night) 6. Say hello to my fellow fu friends (not that many) I wrote this much boring blog because apparently mine are no longer showing on my page.... I figure i would once again right a SFW blog...   GOOD MORNING WICKED!!! PS I HATE JEFF....
If Tomorrow Starts Without Me
    A few weeks ago a woman was killed in an auto accident. She was very well liked, so the office shut down for her funeral and it was on the news and so on. On the day the workers came back to work, they found this poem in their e-mail that the deceased woman had sent on Friday before she left for home. "If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn
My Number
423-470-8758.... i have no net for only close friends i have actually talked to may text me....tell me who u are, so i dont just delete the text immediately....if u have my yahoo, im mobile so use that...PEACE
Interested In Making $1000 A Week?
I'm involved in a marketing plan with a company called USANA. This great opportunity is being put together by a pastor of a church and it's called "Operation Promised Land". This plan was put together to help people and this economy in these tough times. I am starting to see some of the benefits already. If you're interested click this link or sb me to find out more.
Fathers Day!
   Your morning thought for the day:   The most important thing a father can do   for his children is to love their mother.       Henry Ward Beecher   
My Hidden Enemy
A Letter To: Normals Having FMS means many things change, and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident , most people do not understand even a little about FMS/MSP and its effects, and of those that think they know, many are actually mis-informed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand...... These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me.... - Please understand that being sick doesnt mean Im not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day in considerable pain and exhaustion, and if you visit I probably dont seem like much fun to be with, but Im still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about school, and work and my family and friends, and most of the time I'd still like to hear you talk about yours too. -Please understand the difference between "happy" and "healthy" .When you've got the flu you probably feel miserable with it, but Ive been sick for years. I cant be miserable all th
...For almost twenty years, the two most-asked questions of Clive at conventions and signings (and, for the last ten, through this website) have been when's the third Book of the Art coming out? and will there be a director's cut of Nightbreed? The first answer is entirely down to Clive (and the answer's usually, "Definitely, eventually..."). The second, though, may very well prove to be in your hands. Yes, yours. After many years of replying, "I hope so, but we don't know where the footage is," Clive's answer is now, "Maybe yes, if enough people want to buy it..."             Nightbreed Correspondence from Mark Miller to Phil and Sarah Stokes at Revelations, 26 May 2009 ...If there's a demonstrable audience for an extended Nightbreed then that could well influence a release as a pure commercial decision, but we need to figure out just how large that audience really is. A small but noisy group will not make a difference here - we need to see just how many people would
Ever Heard Of 'em?
I think I was 15 at the time. Sleeze beez was a hair band making a video at the Tampa Theatre. It's the most beautiful Theatre in the south. Go ahead. Look it up. I'll wait. I had never heard of them but my sister said they were doing a concert for free in order to make a video for the one song they had that got air play. It wasn't really my thing but she suggested that I go to get over the fact that the guy I was dating canceled our date that night. I'm sure he was cheating on me. It was that douchey Jehovah's witness guy. My sister was going through a tough break up at that time too. which is probably why she was hanging out with me in the first place anyway. I agreed to go with her. I put on a black spandex mini-skirt,  a tight black tank top,  and I teased my bangs about 6 inches high. Trust me, this was a pretty hot outfit for the time. We went down town and waited in line outside the theatre. it was a sea of spandex and bad perms or good perms depending on your view of such
She Makes Me Proud To Be A Mom !!!
Hello friends!!   Yes, I'm still alive!  So... where to start... where have I been?   Let's see... it's been months since I've been here, so much has been going on.   I was in the hospital a few months ago due to pneumonia...was touch and go for a while.  I'm blessed to still be here!   After recouperating, I was sent out of town for a while for my work.  It was a nice change of pace but I was happy to come back home!   A few weeks ago, I lost my step-father of 30 years... really the only father figure I ever had.  That's been rough and mom is taking it hard so I've been spending most of my time with her.   My gran is now knocking on heavens doorstep as well (mom's mom) so... it's adding fuel to the fire for her and all of us.  So now I'm spending most of my time at the care facility where my gran is living out her days with my mom and my family.  It's only a matter of days as she is beyond responsiveness.    I am still working full time as well... everything else has be
Feelin Like An Ass
Ok, most of you guys know how my ex was to me..   NOT A NICE MAN..   I am happily invold with Craven... and have been for almost 15 months. My ex has gone from chick to chick. And thats not a problem for me. I do want to see him happy. His lastest fiancee, i was told hated me and my kids, you know the typical ex shit.   Some of you guys have even seen the emails back and forth between her and I,.. Turns out she didnt have a problem with me, she was being fed a bunch of bull shit by my ex. But over the last few weeks my ex has been talking more and more to me about him and his current fiancee. And I mean everything ( I had told him more than once I didnt want to hear bout it at all). He was looking at finding him a "buddy" because his fiance wasnt giving him none.. blah blah blah..   her and i get to talking and all... and she had heard from a few other people that he was talking to them or some shit like that.. she asks what do i knwo about all of this shit. I told her that
Show Me!!!!
Words! Words! Words! I'm so sick of words! I get words all day through;First from her, now from you! Is that all you blighters can do? Don't talk of stars Burning above; If you're in love, Show me! Tell me no dreams Filled with desire. If you're on fire, Show me! Here we are together in the middle of the night! Don't talk of spring! Just hold me tight! Anyone who's ever been in love'll tell you that This is no time for a chat! Haven't your lips Longed for my touch? Don't say how much, Show me! Show me! Don't talk of love lasting through time. Make me no undying vow. Show me now! Sing me no song! Read me no rhyme!Don't waste my time, Show me! Don't talk of June, Don't talk of fall! Don't talk at all! Show me! Never do I ever want to hear another word. There isn't one I haven't heard. Here we are together in what ought to be a dream; Say one more word and I'll scream! Haven't your arms Hungered for mine? Please don't "expl'ine," Show me! Show me! Don't wait until wrinkles and lines Pop o
1 Year On Fubar
Wow on June 11th it'll be my 1 year anniversary on Fubar...yeah me...just thought I'd share that with ya hehe..MUAH so dont forget to show me love & as always it will be returned....  
Lame Attempt At A Poem
ICE CREAM CONES AND SKITTLESI saw him while walking the highway in spaceHad heard he came from the moonI wanted to glance at him without leaving a traceBut he caught me way too soonShouting at me from aboveThis was to be a great JuneSpeaking to me of poems and rhymesWords of hope and loveAnd all his adventures in timeHe had 747 reasons for being hereI had 111We talked of dreams and fearWe Discussed why the moon was so far awayI NEED HELP AT THIS PART......GRRRRRRRRR SOMEONE HELP MEI always want to give him ice cream conesThis man who made me taste skittles I saw him while walking the highways of Neptune, Id heard that he lived on the moonI tried just to glance without drawing attention, but he caught me faster than soon  His whispers were louder than anyone’s yelling and somehow Id caught that mans eyeI fell in love with his laughter from here ever after Id always remember that June He taught lessons in riddles that taste just like skittles and his best friend was old father tim
My Mother ~marie Southern~
Marie Southern was a remarkable woman who did not find peace and happiness according to the world’s standards; rather she found contentment and joy from within herself. With vast amounts of inner strength, Marie faced her challenges head-on and was considered by many to be both a spiritual warrior and protector. Marie didn’t expect anything from anyone and never looked for a “free ride” either, always willing to work hard until she earned what she needed or desired. She fostered both a compassionate heart and generous spirit that greatly enriched the lives of all those within her reach.The 1950s are often referred to as the “Nifty Fifties” due in part to the tremendous changes within the culture of our nation. Rock ‘n roll burst onto the scene, the television became the dominant form of mass media, and the general prosperity enjoyed by many Americans led them to spend their leisure time taking in sports contests like never before. Also enjoying
Short Stories
    Life had been good for Jesse, a loving family, good friends, even a dog that brought him his slippers every evening.    One Morning, waking from a "late night at work".  He noticed his house was no longer a home.  The wife and kids had left sometime earlier that year, even the dog stopped coming home.  "Where did I go wrong?" he asked himself.  It couldn't be the drink, he thought, for when he drank everyone around him was his friend, laughing at his jokes, and he knew it wasn't the drugs, because everyone would come by his house to say "high".    He pondered this for months.  Then one day n the spring, when the showers were pourng down, he came upon a solution, a solution that would stop the loneliness, stop the headaches, and the stomache cramps. The solution was easy, but a process that would totaly change his life.  For change was the one thing he needed.  Most of his "friends" didn't make the cut, for to stop the noise in his life, the sounds of parties was one of the first th
LIFE HAS DEALT IT BLOWS, DRAGGED ME DOWN, AND WILL DO AGAIN AND AGAIN AND I WILL DRAG MYSELF UP AGAIN AND AGAIN I HAVE NO THRILSS OR FANCIES I SIMPLY AM WAT I AM you think you will love forever and that it will fade never then the betrayals begin and hate starts to set in   but what is hate ? some twist of fate ? there is a side of the heart that will never part with the love it really feels the precious moments it steals because you wil love him forever !!!!!!!!!!!!
Dust In The Wind
A wise person once said " The biggest regreats in life are the chances you dident take"  I have to say that some big regreats in life then . There are so many chances that I could have taken, and even should have taken that I dident , Call it fear or just flat out stupidity , I find now that at 30 years old that I regreat not taking chances and doing so many of the things that I wanted to do but did not think the risk was worth it. Even some of the simplest things like going and hanging out with people, to do stuff that I would not normally do, but im sure would have fun doing, I would decide not to do because I did not want to take a chance with anything. I sat watching everyone I know take chances and go after the things they wanted while I had to play it safe and stay behind. Now I sit and watch everyone around me live while I watch. Is it too late for me ? or is there still time for me to pick up ther pieces and do something with what I have left ?  Am I getting to old to take a ch
Hello  I'm Charley from the great city of Minneapolis , I  am  55soon to be 56yr on the same day as our President  Obama 8/4  .  I stand at 6-2 and srinking as I get older lol My weight goes up and down just like the Stock Market . lol  I have no childeren but that does not mean I don't love kids .......... I do , I do . I love to cook ,dance , see movies , theater, travel , I have a strong interest in UFO's -Ghost ,Reincarnation  ect . Why you ask ??>>>>>>>>>> I have seen many UFO's and I have spoken to Ghost . I'm a Big Baseball , Basketball & Hockey Fan . ..... Goooooooooooo!! Twins !!   I'm very romantic all the way !  I will tell you more if your interested .  Take  Care   Charley
My Random Writings And Other Stuff
Girl I just got a few things to say to you, because in your heart you know it’s true. I would give my best to you, if you just let me prove to you, that I’m the only one for youBut when I look in your eyes, girl it’s no surprise, I see so much pain inside.But I’m just not like the rest of them, I’ve got no games to play an gotta to say.That if you need then I’m here, to make all them tears disappear   Girl I’m not making any promises, and I’m not goin to lie to youI know I’ll make you mad; I might even make you sad But girl you know if I do, I’ll do my best to make it up to youCause you know my heart is true and I got so much love to give to you   I know I can’t get you everything you want, but I want to be everything you needAnd girl you know that, I want you by my side, and I just can’t hide all these feelings insideAnd girl I just want to kiss your lips, every time I make you smileI just want to run my fing
Out In The Open.
to all that read this take in mind there are thoughs of us who have given more then just our lives and our souls to the country and world we would like to see be but our time our own familys and our most inner thoughts to what a real selfless act is. well here it is. I see a lot of B.S. on here which is what it sould be. but i do feel that everyone should show who they realy are all the time for when one shows B.S. here they are willing to show it when you want to see the real them. the more on line i am the more i see and feel that the crap is what the world is more built on which in here and there is nothing but liers and theifs. if it is not your money it is your life or what makes you you.. as is the real world this is becomeing more of what people want. the times in which we spend off line are less and there is more lies made to think that there are still real people out in the world. I see what is becomeing of this and it is more of like what the movies and goverment are showin
Existence Unkown
Trapped in a hole I can't crawl out Its me they all doubt pinned, with no remorse out of time of course raining with pain crossed, an alittle insane no longer fun who is the one outside to in even in victory noone will win i cant believe nor concieve the sun went down and then rose i've gotten nowhere just froze screamin for help who will hear all by myself shed one last tear screamin so silent lived a life filled with anger, so violent take it away no longer play body enslaved sould enraged take one last chance this life i dance shadows under darkness wonder within im lost a single life is cost would trade all of this for a glimpse of happiness Colors so bright Imagination of vivid light Twin pine skies Just beneath sun shines rise Glassy waters, overlaying mist Melting soul, with passionate kiss Twisted fate… Irony must wait Thoughts in disarray Fantasies to play Powerlessness Flawlessness Intermittent dreams And silent screams
Last Night...
A girl phoned me the other day and said ... Come on over, there's nobody home. I went over. Nobody was home.  I lay in bed looking at the stars and thought to myself, where in the heck is the ceiling.
Random Shit I'll Make Songs Eventually
In my own special way, I was humming some In Flames while listening to Fingereleven on random, and totally got inspired. Very moody song, but I dig it. Trying to diversify my versing and add a little vagueness :D     I drift on this sea of trying to be braveDying as I'm waiting for the ocean to save me from the wavesEverything seems to fall apart on me as I waitAnd all I wanted, needed, bled for was to just make it okayWhen nothing is right end everything's wrong, how do you reconcile?How do you take nothing and make it all that you need?I keep trying and dying and fighting, but I can't quite figure outJust what makes right and brings light when there's nothing left of me(and I drown)Nothing left of all I could be(and I drown)I guess I'm just a waste after all(and I drown as I)I drift on this sea of trying to be braveDying as I'm waiting for the ocean to save me from the wavesEverything seems to fall apart on me, but I'll waitAll I wanted, needed, bled for was to just make it okay(a
It Is What It Is
Ok Next time i have an Active fuBomB i want to have a lit ready.... So Here is your chance... Copy and paste a link to Your BomB Folder in a comment and i will be sure to include Your Folder the Next Time I Bomb.  So It is Really Up to you :) I will BomB my Family 1st, then my Fu-Friends who have BomBed me... then Ill follow this List :)  So feel Free to BomB me and move up in the List :)  
Auction2 bid one me u know u wanna
So here we are, again. It's just another bind I find myself in, unable to look around and say that I'm worth having someone around. Again and again do I see what were my faults. Though it's not who I am now it's what I was that remains. To look and see change after change, it just show how little I cared. Even though that I've been able to become a better person that shadow still follows me. What do you want me to say? After all that has gone wrong and after  all the time  that has passed,  there is this feeling that no form of apology will do.  What's worse is that our paths have to cross. Not because we want  to, but because we have to. Even if there were a certain level of comfort something tells me that it just wouldn't be enough  for either of us. Other than the hi's and bye's that we pass I still choke unable to speak. How will you respond? Do you even care? Is this something that just continues to go unsaid? Or is it that you've gone on with your life? Why do  I feel this n
Mean Girls
  иσ σffєиѕє тσ συя fαмιℓу & fяιєи∂ѕ тнє яєαѕσи ωє нανє тнє вυяи вσσк ιѕ вє¢αυѕє ωє нανє ℓσтѕ σf нαтєяѕ... ρρℓ ωнσ αяє яυ∂є αи∂ gяσѕѕ тσ υѕ ιи∂ινυαℓℓу αи∂ тσ αℓℓ σf υѕ ιи gєиєяαℓ αи∂ ѕσ тнє в&up
My Photo Reading..
Hi Ar vu vuLovely picture so don't apologise. Thank you for posting so I could do a reading.As soon as I connected to your picture I wanted to start giggling. You are so full of bubbly, happy energy that it comes towards me in great waves. There is a twinkle in your eye that tells me you are in command really, no matter who else thinks they are. This twinkle comes from a really strong sense of nymph energy. I feel you should be running in & out of trees & woodland tempting poor, lonely men into your power. :) It has been a strength in your life that you have this elemental connection as being human has not been a comfortable transition for you. Everything here is so slow & solid. You are used to quicksilver magic & dancing with moonbeams.You hear the call of the Moon Goddess & she has had a major effect on your life path. Sometimes, like her, people have thought you fickle & easily bored - appearing & disappearing & never quite revealing all about yourself. The Moon Goddess has a dark
Ex's And Their Insanity
My ex broke the news to the boys that she is marrying this guy, and moving to Texas, and that she wants to take them with her. She did this two hours before Neil's birthday party. Needless to say the party was ruined, because none of them want to leave Kansas. I had a "come to jesus" meeting with her Thursday night, and basically told her that if she takes them without my permission, that it is basically kidnapping. She had no idea she had to go through the courts to get persmission to move them out of state.  I have joint legal custody, so she has to file an intent to move with courts and wait 30 days to do it.... So, anywho....after our "meeting" Thursday night, I think I have convinced her to take a year for herself, go down and marry this guy, and I will take full custody of the boys and raise them on my own, and then we can re-evaluate the situation. As much as I know this is the right thing to do, it scares the hell out me. My boys and I are tight, but I have no one here but
My Mom
Not sure if I'm doing this right so bare with me, I'm Jessica, Gwyn's daughter...just thought I would put an update here about her...she is doing ok, well you know as good as can be expected. I've let her know about all the text messages to her phone from different people, I have no idea who ya'll are but really appreciate all prayers for her. The doctors do not think it's bad. She just really over did herself and this is stress related. They do not think she will have any sort of long term or permanant damage, she is just gonna have to take it easy. I will be checking in here daily for her, so I will try and update this as much as possible. Again thank you all for your thoughts and prayers for her. Hello everyone!!!! Thanks so much for all the love and support!!! OMGosh I had no idea...but yeah then again I did...thank you all so very much for all your prayers and love!!! My main thang to say and to my daughter Jessica who did so much to keep everyone informed about me...which she di
About Cassandra
Some people fight for other people to live, even if they don't know it so the next time u see a service member just go up and shake there hand. Because of them u are able to do so, and show them u care it's hard over hear ok.
Short A Title
Why would you judge me on one bad day,When everything normal has momentairly gone astray,Master of illusion my smile is my mask,Why would you judge me on one single act,You really don't know me,You just don't know who I am,So let me lay it out for you,Like a grand master plan,I am a mother, I support my kids and I do it alone,I don't need a man to bring value to my life,That's why I raise my kids on my own,I am someones sister,I bail her out when she gets into trouble,The only family I have, And she's a diamond in the rubble,I am a friend,I never bail when your down,I'm a phone call away,Just ask around ,I work like a dog,I may only break even,But at least my kids see, Dedication is not a weakness,I am introverted,I don't let it all hang out,I will smile before I ever voice my doubt,I am very distrusting,I don't allow many people close,But like my step daddy told me,Anyone worth knowing will always want to know,Just as I have said,I am only me, Pretending to be someone else,Brings to m
Fubar Family
I am a normal everyday person. I didn't know anything about fubar until I found it by accident. I really enjoy the site. I was interested in being a dj cause I enjoy listening to music. I want to others to enjoy the same tunes that I listen to. So, I decided to become a dj. I went out and got the stuff I needed to become one. I didn't know the first thing about the programs I needed. But I went out and found the info and talked to a lot of helpful people. I started playing music in this one lounge and it went well. For some reason, someone else didn't like it. My server code was pulled from this lounge. I am hurt that the people in the lounge who call themselves my family would do this to me. I don't think people really do things to pi$$ people off. However, I do feel this place is highly emotionally, charged environment that people should keep their personal feelings separate from.
Jessef0rt3hw1n's Poems
Alone AgainYou made it endYour reasoning standsAlone in my denCaged like an animalAlmost unforgivableYou're so unbelieveableAlmost nondurableIf I leave this cageLeaving all this rageWill I charge a gateThat's there to debateCan I make it on my ownLeft there to roamSitting as a droneEver so monotoneHow can I be cursedHow can I be blessedAnxious at firstThen later motionless Every time I try to thinkThe words wont come in mindEven if i know the answerI lose my remaining timeEvery time I try to talkThe words wont come outLike I have a problemLike im spinning nowEvery time I try to hearThere's so many distractionsWhen I try to answer backThere is no reactionEvery time I try to learnIt's like I haven't a clueLike A wolf in the nightStaring at the moon Chains of death, I escapeI had no choice, I could not waitWhy can't you follow, why can't you understandI'm lost tonight, In the sins of manI observe you, I can't control youI want to help you, not destroy youLove like kin, ruined by sinTwo di
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[ Rawr Fucken Rawr ]
I thought that today I would blog, since well Ive never done it, and also I need to vent and sometimes I feel just typing it gets it off my chest without having to pull someones eyeballs out with a Spork! So here goes.... I know I dont know most of you pretty much at all. They few I do talk to on here I adore. You people know who you are and I think that you are amazing. But anywho, I kinda am crushing on someone, but like he cares or notices. Blah =/ But once Im gone Im sure he'd notice, like hey wheres Tanya, right? Cause thats how it works. Anyways, I hate the girls on here that NSFW my pics because my ass is nicer then yours. Im sorry bitCh, I have 3 children and I work pretty fuCken hard to stay Ok looking. Get on a tredmill, run a mile, drink some water. Do SOMETHING other then sit your ass on fubar day and night with bon bons in one hand and a diet coke in the other thinking thats going to do something!!! So I have something huge coming up in my life, real quick status, and
Parts Of My Past ♥
Today with my heart heavy with the longing for your love, I look around and see the heavy clouds. I begin to ask myself if I am the only one living without the sun. Ahh the sun, its warm bright rays dance across my face, dancing like the wild flowers in our feild. I miss laying there with you. I see it everyday and smile inside becuase I think back to all those nighs we spent there in each others arms. Im starting to think Im hurting myslef with your image in my memory. I miss your face, your touch, your smell... On ocassion I begin to sreach for it. It is getting harder and harder to find. I dont want to lost it. I am finally understanding that your not coming back. I can hope, beg, and plead you to return to me, but in realities eyes, that was an entire life time ago... I was goin onto one of my social networking sites... and it said they found a pic to use as my default cuz I hadnt picked one.... and it was a pic of my ex that shot himself.... someone suggested it.. I just opened m
Going Away
Thank You!!
I just wanted to take the time and thank everyone for all the well wishes. I did end up going to the hospital last night and sadly they found some abnormal test results. I will now have to take massive amounts of steroids again and will be seeing a specialist.  It truly warmed my heart last night/this morning to recieve all the sweet words and thoughts sent my way.  I love all of you guys and don't know what I would do without my fu friends.  It just proves what I have said all along, there are so many wonderful people out there. I am truly blessed to have each and every one of you as a friend. I may end up having to have surgery to fix some of my problems and will keep you all informed. Hugs to you all!!! Amity  I just wanted to take a quick moment and update everyone. I am finally home and will be taking it easy for a few days.  I did end up with surgery having my apendex out as well as having scar tissue remmoved off of my intestine. Thank you all for all the love and suppo
Another Day As Fu Turns Lmao
9 Words Woman Always Use!!
(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they areright and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour.Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five moreminutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something,and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothingusually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statementoften misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are anidiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguingwith you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a womencan make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hardbefore deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.. (7) Tha
Who Are You
so i decided to hold a contest where you choose which greek god you want me to turn you into i will edit your picture to the maximum there will only be a certain amount of ppl that get to have there picture changed if the name is taken then im sorry you will have to choose a different one the cost to have your picture done is: 150k-weak edits250k-medium edits [not so good but not so bad]400k-high edits550k-maximum edits this will be going on until i get everyones donenow for the names aphrodite-goddess of love, lust, and beauty.apollo-God of music, prophecies, poetry, and archeryares-God of war, murder and bloodshedartemis-Goddess of the hunt and wild things, and the moonathena-Goddess of wisdom, warfare, handicrafts and reasondemeter-Goddess of fertility, grain and harvestdionysus-God of wine, parties/festivals, madness and merrimenthades-God of the underworldhephaestus-God of fire and the forge (god of fire and smiths) with very weak legshera-Goddess of marriage, women, and chil
Come Join Dragons Lair Room
come join my friends room he is and awesome & and great friend he is in my family plz add him if u dont have him added ,,:):):):):):) thxs so much and leave sum luv ,,,,
The Truth Of The Matter
**** It amazes me how you can be driving along just listening to the radio and you hear a song that just makes your mind click.. and you relate to it sooo much... that happened to me on my way home tonight and if you read it (if you dont already know the song) It relates to eveything... especially to me.. my new current fav song :)   The Climb I can almost see itThat dream I am dreamingBut there's a voice inside my head saying"You'll never reach it"Every step I'm takingEvery move I make feelsLost with no directionMy faith is shakingBut I gotta keep tryingGotta keep my head held highThere's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be a uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to loseAin't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waiting on the other sideIt's the climbThe struggles I'm facingThe chances I'm takingSometimes might knock me downBut no, I'm not breakingI may not know itBut these are the moments thatI'm gonna remember most, yeahJust
My Thoughts
I went to a friends store and got out of my car to go into the store.  Upon getting out of the car a guy whistled at me. SERUSILY Do you really think we are going to stop what we are doing just to come over to get your number?  I now I have a great ass and you whistling at me does not change this. I all ready know this. So why don't you come over and tell me you think I'm hot that I have a nice ass and ask me for you number.  What's the worst that could I tell you NO.  Well I guarantee that you whistling from the side lines that you will never get my number. so got a fantasy for u invalids a toy... surprise surprise  lol so anyway i want a toy its wireless remote that sit on the clit in the girls panties i go out to dinner with a guy and when we site down to dinner before they cum to ask us what we would like for dinner i hand him the remote and let him play with it during dinner...dont think we would make it out of the parking but i think that is so FUCKING HOT what u
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White Lies
Why lie, what is the purpose? It hurts people, even the little white lies. Man up, tell the truth, take the you are fibbing, you must not care anyway so just shoot straight from the lip and if you lose someone, so be it. You obviously dont care. At least it gives the recipient of your lies a fighting chance to either hang on or be gone. I often wonder about this. From the lips of an angel, in my eyes, come lies, I hang on just hoping that one day it will end and he will see the truth standing in front of him. Tell the truth, No Drama, Less Trauma. Amen. I love you.
Boobs Contest    
Midget And The Horse
There was this midget with a speech problem. He was looking to buy a horse and was talking to a friend about it. His friend sent him to see another guy that had a horse for sale. Before the midget arrived the friend called this man to let him know that the midget was on his way and to try to be nice and to bear with him cause of his speech problem. When the midget arrived the man met him and was showing him the horse. The midget then asked to see the horse's eeyaws, so the man picked up the midget and showed him the horse's ears and then sat him back down. The Midget asked to see the horse's tweef, so again the man picked up the midget and showed him the horse's teeth and sat him back down. The man was beginning to get frustrated. When the Midget asked to see the horse's twat, then man picked up the midget and shoved him as far up the horse's twat as he could. When he pulled him out the Midget then looked at him and said, maybebe I sh-sh-should re-refase dat..... can I see da hors
Out Of Touch!
I've been reading some responses to some of the posted mumms. Most of what I have read seems to have nothing to do with the question posted. Instead, the replies tend to bring out the self centeredness of the mumm responders. I am 57 yrs. of age. Is it my age that has me seeing younger generations as very out of touch with the ability to be real, or is it me that is failing to keep up with the times and adjust to the cavalier attitude that seems to be taking over? I wonder!  
Spirit Guides
Turning to Ancestors for Guidance Many entities assume the role of spirit guide. Throughout our lives, we may call upon angels, animal and nature spirits, ascended masters, and celestial guardians for aid, protection, and support. Our ancestors represent another wellspring from which we may draw wisdom in times of need for they, too, can act as our spirit guides. Since our forbears spent at least one lifetime experiencing the tribulations that are a part of human existence, the perspective they can offer is a uniquely grounded one. Ancestral spirit guides can empathize with our fears and our frailties, worry, temptation, and feelings of insecurity. Once you have requested their guidance, they will see to it that you emerge unscathed on the far side of conflicts and are well-equipped to fulfill your potential. If your relationship with your relatives was strained when they were earthbound or you feel disconnected from your heritage, the thought of asking your ancestors for aid can
Ode To My Lil Girl
> Dear World, >   >  I bequeth to you  today one little a crispy dress... > with two blue eyes...and a happy laugh that ripples all day > long... and a flash of light blonde hair that bounces in the > sunlight when she runs.  I will trust you will treat her well...>   >  Shes slipping out of the backyard of my heart this morning...and > skipping off down the street to her first day of school....and > never again will she be completely mine....prim and proud she will > wave her young and newly independant hand to say "good bye"....and > walk with little lady steps to the schoolhouse.>  Now she will learn to stand in line ....and wait by the alphabet > for her name to be called.  She will learn to tune her ears to the > sound of school bells ...and deadlines... and shell learn to > giggle ... and gossip... and look at the ceiling in a > disinterested way when the little boy across the room sticks out > his tongue at her....and shell learn to be jealous. And shell > learn how it
This Morning
i woke up this morning and went to my computer like i do every morning and jump on yahoo and i got a message from my ex roommate who is liveing with me temporary  i have a history of having a voilent temper and it does not come out much like it did when i was much younger however this morning it did i dont no how i was able to cool down but i did and the subject witch was said was the cause of the outburst as you know i have alot of problems mentally becuse of my mother and what i was put thu for the most part iam great and now  i was able to put it behide me but this morning it got to me he seen on my status  on yahoo that iam finally getting confidents in my self and he said to me awww your getting confident becuse your mother never loved you  mind you there not much i take personal but when you talk about a touchy subject like that or my cat then you better run no thanks to that cunt my mind is all fucked up becuse of her if it was not for me that dude would be liveing on the
Beyound Phone Sex
I have always loved sex. Phone sex is my most popular form of entertainment. I think it's because of the secretiveness. I like being able to imagine my partner as I hear him and pretend to feel him without ever really knowing who he is. I have a few phone partners. All of them have a vivid imagination and I enjoy the sensual time we spend together. It's my form of masturbation without feeling alone. I usually find someone I like talking to online and in a few weeks we make a decision to take our fantasies to the phone or not. I have only a couple of rules. You must be willing to participate, I'm not going to reach through the phone and stroke it for you. You also must have a feather handy and have an open mind. No bullshit or I'm done. And, we won't be talking again. Without an open mind, neither of us will get off. The feather is because I have long hair and find it sensual to drape it along a man's chest as I make my way down to his groin. There was one guy I had talked with online t
Avoid This Guy:
Hey Everyone,All of my Friends and Family know that I am pretty easy to talk to and that I am usually a friendly person.  This afternoon, This person hit me up in shout box and this was our conversation I have copy and pasted it as it was said, not backwards as it appears in the shoutbox:1uniquemale: u horny this afternoon hmm->1uniquemale: no, but thank you for asking1uniquemale: id make ur panties very wettt n creamy->1uniquemale: thanks anyway, my boyfriend takes care of that for me1uniquemale: then go fuck his lil 2 cm dck then n get off this site->1uniquemale: I didn't do anything to you , why are you so angry..... I have friends on this site.. this is not a porn site... why don't you get off this site.1uniquemale: go finger urself n let ur dog lick on uIf he had read my about me on my page, He would have known that I am only here for friends.... and , if he would have looked at any of my pictures, he would see that I don't even own a!Basically this guy wanted cybersex a
Forever Your Gonna Be Missed R.i.p Katt
Death, my friend, you are always there,from you, no one flee, you are everywhere,still, I wonder, why you are not here anymore...Death, my friend, you release others from pain,all those people, they get free, so many slain,yet, I ask, why I am still here in vain...I stare to the madness, I see just my pain,it staring me back, drowning me in the sadness...My tears flow, blinding me, just for vain,for no reason, my mind falling to the emptiness...I stare in the mirror, once again,I see my eyes, I see mirrors of madness...Death, you are my sweet love,come and give me your cold embrace...Wrap your icy arms around me,hold me, kiss me till I die...Let me feel your cold touch,feel you, feel death of my flesh...Release my soul from this agony,give me freedom...In my life I have lost some things, twice. I had forgotten how to smile,how to see bit further, beyond this misery.I had forgotten how to be happy, how to trust anyone, give them power over me.I had forgotten how to be me,buried everythi
My Very First Contest
I Love You!
I love my Babygirl.  her name is Candi.  She is my world, and I'd give my last breathe if it meant she'd get to keep hers.  She means everything to me.  I have made quite a few mistakes in the past up through the recent past.  I know that no matter how much I appologize, it doesn't change the fact that I messed up.  I just hope she can find it in her heart to forgive me for my wrongs.  I will do everything in my power to not wrong her again.  So much has happened in the last few weeks that I was sure everything was going to be ok, we were gonna make it, be back together, and live "happily ever after."  My most recent mistake looks like it might have cost me that fairytale ending.  I hope she knows just how much I love her, and how sorry I am for doing what I did.  I want to make you happy, Babygirl, but if you don't believe that I can, then I hope you are able to find someone that can make you as happy as you deserve to be.  No matter what happens, I am here for you, one way or another
Hello... I was talking to a friend tonight.. and made me see how I have to be honest with everyone.. I told this person I can't.. I told him that I HAVE to fake being happy when I talk to people cause I was scared that if I told them how I really am.. they wouldn't talk to me anymore. People want happy happy to talk to. Not people that are down and hurt and even on the verge of being suicidal. So, when people ask me "How are you?" I say, "I'm good or I'm okay" and all the while I am crying knowing I am miserable. Sometimes I can't see the keyboard to type for the tears. There are a lot of stuff going on offline that I never bring online.. I hide that part of myself from people. But I can't hide it anymore. From now on I will be totally honest about how I am and people walk away.. they walk away.. nothing I can do to help that. I can't do that anymore. I won't bitch or whine anymore about the whores and what's bothering me about this place anymore. Because I am losing all my friends an
What Do I Want...?
How does a person live in hard times like these?
Soldiers Kill, For That Is Their Profession
Soldiers Kill, for That Is Their Profession Soldiers kill, for that is their profession, Or die, for those are soldiers that they face. Let us honor, then, the unmarked grace Death bestows on those in its possession. If the cause is just, soldiers will Embody what the nation holds most dear, Rendering our peril in their fear, Serving our survival when they kill.
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Hey Pietaster -whats For Supper?
Every year - I get serious about bbq'ing.  I keep a freezer full of beef, pork, lamb, & chicken.  Just picked up 136 pounds of beef from the butcher and am going to try something new -Matahambre Its a butterfly'd flank steak, wrapped with bacon on the outside, and rolled up, pinwheel style, with thin slivers of asiago, celery, smoked ham, bell peppers, sausage, and a lil red wine vinegar, cooked over charcoal.   Not sure how it will turn out -so -am gonna make burgers, each with a pat of herb butter on the inside and montreal steak seasoning on the outside. Thats the plan for Father's day.   dark red kidney beans, 2 diced tomatoes, black beans, diced onion, ground beef, diced green pepper, cumin, chili pepper, ground red pepper, a bay leaf, minced garlic, cheddar, And chorizo sausage & french fried onions - the last two - just to try something different.   I'm excited - first chili in over 6 months.  Something about the cold night air made me crave chili. Nom Nom Nom   Steak
What is greater than God, More evil than the devil, The poor have it, The rich need it, And if you eat it, you'll die?
                                         Lost Another day aririves, at least you think it is a new day, you can't really be sure anymore, they all have started running together, night into day then day into night, and again an endless cycle, with hopes and dreams dashed upon the rocks along the way.  Life has taken on a drab overcoating, that drapes over everything, touching everything in your life, nothing can escape its embrace, colors aren't as vibrant, food doesn't taste as it should, and even sex has lost the pizzaz it once had.  You shuffle around in your lil life till one day the lights finally go off, and there you are, standing there in the dark, alone and afraid.  The cold starts wrapping itself around you, bringing goosebumps to your flesh.  You stand there debating what to do; you can stand still, feeling life course around you flowing with the course of time swirling past, with no chance of anything ever changing, or you can start to move in a direction, any direction,
Whose Your Favorite Fu?
  Here it is folks, the contest has begun!!! so rate your favorite FU!!! The one who has the most picture rates at the end of my second happy hour wins a 35 credit bling!Thats the first contest pretty simple, second contest will be held during the two happy hours for the people who bomb the How Do YOu Fly The FU?!?! album. This will be a random winner, also recieving a 35 credit bling. Each bomb will be given a number in the order i was bombed. I'll put the numbers in a hat and pick one on cam in Bad Habitz Radio Lounge. Its as fair as i can make it. Above is a link to Bad Habitz Radio lounge and if ya haven't been corrupted yet ya should and tell them Howey Feltersnatch sent ya!!!Below Is the link to my picture which starts the albumHowey Feltersnatch™Howey Feltersnatch™Happy FU'ing and thanks to all the entries this couldn't of happened with out you!!!!
ok, so my ex and i split five years ago. we have a wonderful ten y/o daughter. amazingly, we are better friends now than when we were together. but now , here is the quandry...... shangra la is now over and the ex and her man are at an end. now she wants to move in because she has no where else to go. this is going to be for a while. i just went from a no frills bachelor to full house plus two dogs, two cats, and a hampster. WHAT THE FUCK???????????? it will be great to have my daughter here, but what a helluva price tag. someone tell me if i am crazy, stupid, doing the right thing, or a combonation of the three. so i got a nice 2/2 house a couple of months ago. the rent was reasonable, and the area great. when we signed the papers, i asked him straight up if he was in forclosure, or anywhere nere it. his answer was no, he was all good. fast forward two months....    i missed a call today from my landlord. he left a message saying that it was important, call him back. guess what.... y
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Rantings Of A Madman
Don't really know if this is cool on here, but if anyone is interested my book; Rantings Of A Madman is on sale. Send me your name and email in private mesage and I'll send you the link to my publisher.       I still hear the water running in the tub in the evenings; the way it always has been when she bathed at night. Sometimes, I still see her sitting on the sofa on the front porch afterwards painting her toe nails or talking on the cell to her mother.         Maybe it’s just guilt. The guilt that it should have been me lying in that grave instead of her. Or maybe selfishness. That’s it! It’s selfishness. Selfish thoughts and questions. “Did she still love me even until the very end?” Did she blame me for what had happened, even though she and I both knew it was simply an accident?”        Somehow my mind and heart need these answers. But, then I talk to her. She never even gives the singlest of clues to me. She talks of all the good times w
just giving a quick update to my fam and friends, or at least those who care, lol, i recently moved to Costa Rica to help my family with some mission work. I'm not sure how long i'll stay here but at least for the summer. So since i won't be online too often just didn't want you to think i forgot about you. Thanks to all who still keep in touch and show love. Hope you all have a wonderful summer
I'm Sick Of You
Goodbye Fubar im goin' awayI'm sick of you and there aint no wayDont want to know, dont want to seeDont you ever bother meSick of hanging around your siteSick by day and sick by nightYeah and Fubar,its sad but true,now im even sick of you.No way, no way, no wayNo way, no way, no wayNo way, for our loveNo way for our loveCuz im sick of You.Good bye Fubar im going away.Sick of you and i dont wanna stayDont want to know, dont want to see Dont you ever bother meSick of hanging around your siteSick by day and sick by nightYes and Fubar its sad but trueNow im even sick of you.No way, no way, no wayNo way, no way, no wayNo way, for our love,No way for our loveCuz im sick of youEvery evening and every day,Seem to always turn out this way,To get an endI better find new love,then you'll pay,then youll pay,ain't no way.Cuz im sick of you.Goodbye Fubar im going away,Sick of you and i dont wanna stayDon't want to know , dont want to seedon't you ever, bother me ....
Lookin 4 That Special Someone
Awww... the beauty of LOVE.... but TRUE LOVE? hummm... True Love must exist somewhere in this world... cause ART imitates LIFE... is not that what they teach you?  If art imitates life then those who paint it, write it, sing it & seek it know it must be out there somewhere or why would they waste the time in such an endeavor?  Just to make poor sad souls seek an unattainable dream? No, I do not think this is the truth.  All Dreams CAN come true... it is fundamentally part of our nature to fulfill all our dreams... and hopes... and wishes... and needs... and wants. NOW... I am not saying that all hopes & dreams DO come true mind you, but the potential in fulfilling them IS very REAL.  BUT they (yes the imfamous & unnameable THEY) also say that IF you seek something then u do nothing more than to push it further away from you.  I disagree... How can one FIND anything if you DONT look for it? I am a romantic at Hearte... Can't help that... Can't help wanting what is probably the most
Salmon Poo
It is 7:11 am and I have technically been awake for the last hour. Its Sunday and there's no point of me sleeping because i have horse back riding lessons in an hour... This is my story..... I am dog sitting for a friend, her chihuahua named Bella. Chihuahua's aint know for their friendly personalities so we have been trying to socialize this dog as much as possible. I take her to the dog park where dogs come charged at her thinking she the squirrel that got away.. we live threw that only to have her slowly but surely move at least 3 feet away from me.. She also hates males, I'm not sure where she picked up this hate but of course the boyfriend cant seem to shake that the dog actually hates him. So in order to win Bellas little heart he sat on the floor last night and hand fed her ALL NATURAL "Salmon" dog treats... It lasted all of about 4 minutes then the love for him was gone...... Needless to say we all go to bed.. We are convinced that Bella needs to be treated like a regular
My Recent News
I have always wondered. In all the family members they get to pick the one that is really not into Christmas that much to bring out the Tree and decorations. Don't get me wrong, I used to be, over 15 years ago Happy  to go all out for this season but  retail etc; has changed all that.    If I am not  in my family sight right away  they hunt me down and get me.. Either telling me or requesting.  Why???? I say Bahumbug.   Oh yea.. Happy Holidays to you & yours  I had to  go to Burbank, Illinois yesterday, because the cancer  around her colon and bladder  is bleeding and killing her.  When I was growing up she was always telling me that I was her favorite niece,, Might have  changed a tiny bit since Yesterday was the first that I have seen her since a little over 15 years ago.. I was told today that yesterday was the first time she stayed up the longest for a while.. She had refused chemo treatement and such,,  She looks like my dad's mom  now.. When she seen my cousin Mary chris(Yes
I wish I could be ,all you want and need , instead of being such a burden , then maybe you wouldn't full so much contempt for me.   you are constantly telling me that you want and love me but then you end up telling me you hate me .   make up your mind before we run out of time AND NOW ......A HAIKU    bubbles are to her heaving bossomsass that can make the Earth shakeand ass has hidden wonders that tit can not compete
I Think Im Bi
  drunk blooging last night. good thing i didnt post it..but made a new catogory last night as u can tell *points 2da side* how it started: my friend asks me to go out drinkin, i said drinks lol. than he asks if i can help him get this chick he likes jelouse..who happens2waitress at a strip club. so i went to my 1st strip club last night. got drunk, made her jelouse, & got 2 lap dances..which were pretty intresting lol da stripper kept grabbing my tits & i got my 1st girl kiss...alot of firsts last hey im not complaining.
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Sex Stories
Since the weather was getting warmer my parents decided it was a good time for a barbecue. They invited the neighbours on both sides of us and a few others from across the street. One of our neighbours was an older man in his mid forties who is unmarried.As everyone came over, my dad started up the barbecue. I was running in and out of the house setting things up. I walked by our neighbour Bill and bent over to put a salad on the table. I knew I just gave him a good view of my butt and I knew he liked it.I continued to set things up and noticed that he didn't stop looking at me. Whether it was at my chest or at my butt. I was starting to feel very violated so I tried to stay away from him.As the night went on, we ate our food and the adults started to drink. They soon got drunk and very loud. I was left cleaning things up. As I walked by Bill to get into my house I felt him grab my butt. I looked at him and he just winked. When I finally got inside I shudder from the grope.I went back
Being Erotic
Many relationships fail because people end up taking one another for granted and let the romance leave the relationship. Being Erotic and sexual is VERY important 2 me in a relationship. Leave your panties in your mans pant pocket when he goes to work w/out him knowing so he has a nice surprise during the day, or leave him a sexual note in lipstick on the bathroom mirror in the morning......Or for the guy when your girl gets out of the bath bring her a hot towel from the dryer, dry her off then drizzle her body with heated oil and have your way with her HAHA.....dirty talk......role good too!! but ill speak 4 me, dont do that caveman yankin of my hair, if someone yanks my hair during sex im callin 911 hahaha.......anyway the point is when in a relationship dont let the sexual eroticness ever leave...its very important and will keep your relationship healthy!!  
Without warning, like a tidal wave unable to drown you The days like wrecks without them The race of time, The Deepest ravine, full of emotion With them. You don’t know what to do, far out in a frantic sea Unable to think, The echoes of existence between us Can reveal nothing, Belief in reason has gone. Unable to communicate helpless, alive, dead Unable to run from it Unable to fight it Undying love, tumultuous feelings hands in face, tears, panicking What to do? Way to turn? All sacred, reeling Must find a way of knowing Must find spirit Claustrophobic, hurt, hurt, The deepest of the unknown
Another Type Of Ass
Just got done talking with ~*Jessica*~  She's a piece of work.  Some nice pictures, but when you talk to her she promises you "attention" if you buy her things off her Amazon wish list! Unbelievable.  When I accused this little fool of likely being some scammer sitting in a cafe in Nigeria, "she" downrated my photo and profile and immediatly blocked herself. Stay away from this nimrod.
Mr.wes's Neighborhood
 All you doowop fans leave me names of 50 & 60's doowop groups looking to compile a data base si can make djing for me easier       Mr.Wes What a night Saturday Night. Dobbie Brothers in town @ the rock in the park it was so freaking awesome. My gf and me had an awesome time it was her fist concert going backstage after a concert to meet the band members. I took some pics and hope to have up on sight asap. Other things happening in my world, I am heading to new orleans LA to help rebuild lower 9th ward after Katrina hit it did alot of damage so i will be blogging from NO LA while i am there and put up pics of my weeks stay as they happen.   TATA 4 now Mr.Wes  hey hey hey I am back like a poltergiest.    today is the day summer has arrived here.      please get me shit faced til i fall down     tata   Mr.Wes
Do wonmen want to see NSFW or is it just gay men wanting to see me??  lol wtf is a fricking blog anyway? Ok, now I know what a BLOG is..  why should I "use" or "do" it??  does anyone really care...??
My best friend gave me the best advice He said each day's a gift and not a given right Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind And try to take the path less traveled by That first step you take is the longest stride If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? If today was your last day Against the grain should be a way of life What's worth the prize is always worth the fight Every second counts 'cause there's no second try So live like you'll never live it twice Don't take the free ride in your own life If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? Would you call old friends you never see? Reminisce of memories Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find that one you're dreamin' of? Swea

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