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Mind Your Own Buisness!!!
OK SO IT HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO MY ATTENTION THAT THERE ARE SOME OF YOU OUT THERE THAT FEEL THE NEED TO TALK ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK. IF YOU GOT SOMETHING TO SAY MAN OR WOMAN UP AND SAY IT TO ME DONT BE A CHICKEN SHIT. I DONT CARE WHAT ANYBODY THINKS. MY PERSONAL LIFE IS NOBODYS BUISNESS. I MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS FOR MY LIFE AND MY CHILDRENS LIFE AND WHO ARE YOU TO SAY I AM WRONG OR THAT I HURT SOMEONE CAUSE YOU ONLY KNOW ONE SIDE OF THE STORY. SO YES I AM WITH NOLI IN REAL LIFE AND WILL CONTINUE TO BE SO. IF YOU DONT LIKE IT THEN F**K OFF. IF YOU GOT SOMETHING TO SAY THEN SAY IT TO ME DONT BE A LIL B**CH!!!

Skye's Thoughts And Rants!
They are having a best asset contest for Ozzy tickets and I really like to win so go and vote for me please and thank you. http://www.kegl.com/pages/contests/seatcontest/index.html?dontcacheme=666 Well here I am postin first blog for here lets see how I do for it been a while since I really had a chance to sit down and just write and let it out. Well the one thing that seems to plaque me now is just thinking about things with me, my life, and things involved with me or my life. I try and try so hard to let those around me know about me and my life, so they can understand and also so maybe they can be a part of whatever it is they may be apart of. But then I go ahead and get my head all in a fog and well things were left unsaid or undiscussed and now things are weird and the worst part is I believe that I made some one upset or confused about me and who I am. That not a good thing, even after I tried so hard. To make matters worse certain things go with this and well these things can

Not A Goodbye, But .......
Not a goodbye, but see you soon ... because I know that the friendship is able to overcome the distance to physical, hence, my friend, you will always be in my mind! It was very good you know, (although the language barrier sometimes has betrayed me) take you in my heart, promise back one day, when the miss, that cause chest pain, I come back, even to distant, killing the nostalgia that already chewing my soul. Search Videos At Youtube-Video-Codes.com jarlemos_2@hotmail.com He came to me about 10 years or so ago.

Music Is Life
if you love country music check out my friend James Allen's links. He is a true country singer and will bring country music back the way it should be http://www.myspace.com/jamesallencountry www.digitalrodeo.com/jamesallenmusic Make sure you listen to the song "thank god you loved me" it features my buddy Mark the Fiddler. another good one is "cleaning house" if you really love steel guitar you'll love that one

Holdin My Breath
A love pure as air. But in a situation unfair. I live a fantasy in your presence. But lost without your essence. With you I'm a King. Without that song doesn't sing. The best part of me I know. So far away my heart I can't bestow. My odds always even with you there. I sit here alone only half of a pair. Perfect symmetry everything is complete. Without you my love has nowhere to secrete. With you my heart is right but beats left. Till you come home I'll be Holdin My Breath

Its Bc Of U
Why am I so happy and enticed to love again? A feelin that hurt so bad I considered it a sin. How is it that I was willin to jump without bein dropped? When one point in time I used to bunny hop. Why do I smile a smile beyond smiles? But for the longest time my frown ran wild. How come I now feel like a better man? When I used to sink in the past like quicksand. What makes my heart feel like its in the right place? When I was so close to defeat that failure I could taste. I wonder why things are perfect and days no longer blue. Then I realized It's Because of You

Song Lyrics
Alright- this is by David Allen Coe- I'm not a fan and I literally just tripped over this song tonight. I wish it was sung by a woman- or at the minimum a better voice- but the lyrics just KILL me-- who hasn't felt this??? I'm looking for a video next to stash if one exists- but if you want to hear it- go to http://www.myspace.com/iamdavidallancoe So anyway- here they are... I love you and I hate you Both at the same time I wish I could forget you But you’re always on my mind Yes I think about you The bad times and the good The times I could not talk to you And the times I wished I could You always kept your guard up I always let mine down Cause to me you were like the circus But to you I was just a clown You used to walk on water At least I thought you could I never saw the bad in you I only saw the good I trusted my emotions Falling deeper everyday You knew how much I loved you But you left me anyway I love you but I hate you Both at the

Sometimes The Call Comes Too Late
Sometimes The Call Comes Too Late. Please don’t call me I don’t want to know Please don’t try and tell me I’ve tried to let it all go Please don’t bother with me this time I’ve moved on and left you behind You always said you might It just isn’t right That when you finally set the date It came a lifetime too late You think that I’m the same That nothing has changed That you’ll cross my mind And I’ll leave my truth behind You’re wasting your breath You’re just like the rest I’m stronger than you Play time has long been through I’m disconnecting this line There will be no answer this time

Jokes
A Steeler fan had 50 yard line tickets for the Super Bowl. As he sits down, a man comes down and asked the man if anyone is sitting in the seat next to him. "No", he said, "the seat is empty". "This is incredible", said the man. "Who in their right mind would have a seat like this for the Super Bowl, the biggest sport event in the world, and not use it?" Somberly, the man says, "Well...the seat actually belongs to me. I was supposed to come here with my wife, but she passed away. This is the first Super Bowl we have not been together since we got married in 1967. " "Oh I'm sorry to hear that. That's terrible. But couldn't you find someone else - a friend or relative or even a neighbor to take the seat?" The man shakes his head, "No. They're all at the funeral. " A nice, calm and respectable lady went into the pharmacy, walked up to the pharmacist, looked straight into his eyes, and said, "I would like to buy some cyanide." The pha

Tommarow Never Comes
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep,I would tuck you in more tightly, and pray the lord your soul to keep.If i knew it would be the last time that I'd see you walk out the door,I would give you a hug&kiss, and call you back for just one more.If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,I would tape each word and action,and play them back throughout my days.If I knew it would be the last time,I would spare an extra minute or two,To stop and say "I Love You",instead of assuming you know I do.So just incase tomarrow never comes,and today is all I get,and Id like to say how much I Love You and I hope we never will forget,Tomarrow is not promised to anyone,young or old a like,and today maybe the last chance you get to hold your loved ones tight.So if you're waiting for tomarrow,why not do it today?For if tomarrow never comes,you"ll surely regret the day that you didn"t take that extra time for a smile,a hug,or a kiss,and you were 2

Please Help
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? Michelle 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? missed 5. Your father? ? 6. Your favorite thing? Kissing 7. Your dream last night? mmmm 8. Your favorite drink? scotch 9. Your dream/goal? Love 10. The room you're in? dining 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? married 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? Perfect 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Happiness 18. Where you grew up? Tennessee 19. The last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? Workout 21. TV? sci-fi 22. Your pets? bandit 23. Your computer? dell 24. Your life? crazy 25. Your mood? confuse

Rates For Fubucks
gonna make this simple for ya click on any of the folders below during HH and rate all 100 photos with 10's then PM me after you get done and i will send ya 5k fubux if ya rate 11's I will pay ya 200 apiece if ya rate all 7 folders during HH i will pay ya 40k fubux sidewalk art funny cartoons more funny cartoons optical illusions trick my truck photos t buckets wolves

Temple
The time has come for me to: Learn your temple. Feel your temple. Caress your temple. Play with your temple. How would you feel if I: Tasted your temple. Warmed your temple. Held your temple. Admired your temple. What would you do if I: Knocked at your basement. Rubbed around your basement. Took a peak at your basement. Tried to enter your basement. Are you ready for me to: Wet up your hallway. Pace through your hallway. Test the walls of your hallway. Indulge myself in your hallway. I'm glad you want me to be: In and out of your cellar. Between the gates of your cellar. Digging deep in your cellar. Unloading in your cellar.

All Yours
I love you Unconditionaly When I've done wrong shall you be taken from me. I love you to the point of no return. If I ever fail you in hell shall I burn. I love you more than I love livin. Beat me to a pulp if you catch me slippin. I love you like misery loves company. Alone I'll be if in your heart I can't see. I love you for you. I'll be taken off this planet if it isn't true. I love you like Christmas Morn. My actions shall show or from my chest my heart be torn. I love you with all of me. If not make me the first livin autopsy. I love you past death do us part. If shown otherwise I shall be killed and reborn without a heart.

Why Blame Islam,,??
Why blame islam?? -EVER WONDER WHY? -Why a Jew can grow his beard in order to practice his faith? -But when Muslim does the same, he is an extremist and terrorist! -Why a nun can be covered from head to toe in order to devote herself to God -But when Muslimah does the same she oppressed -When a western women stays at home to look after her house and kids she is -respected because of sacrificing herself and doing good for the household? -But when a Muslim woman does so by her will, they say, "she needs to be -liberated"! -Any girl can go to university wearing what she wills and have her rights -and freedom? -But when Muslimah wears a Hijab they prevent her from entering her -university! -When a child dedicates himself to a subject he has potential. -But when he dedicates himself to Islam he is hopeless! -When a Christian or a Jew kills someone religion is not mentioned, but when -Muslim is charged with a crime, it is Islam that goes to

Nsfw...grrrr
So this is apparently an "adult" site yet people cry like little babies when there is a cuss word in a picture and they report the photo... or someone doesnt like the topic of your MUMM and they report that too...honestly when did people on this site turn into little brats who run and tell mommy and daddy when you say a bad word. if you have a problem with NSFW content, go play in traffic...you shouldnt be on this site anyway and it seems like the rules are al subjective. some people can post anything they want and be mostly naked (not that im complaining lol) and not get a single thing called out. but you get one little goody goody whos trying to make the world a better place and all of a sudden something that says "hell" isnt safe for work...is hell even a cuss word anymore?! come on people. i can understand making naked pictures or somethings that can be marked as offensive to some (and i know then comes the arguement of where is the line drawn) but seriously, why are pe

Aint It The Truth!
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, som

Went To The Movies
Ok i went and seen the new Mummy movie last night and i thought it was pretty good for your "mummy" movie. there was some really funny parts in it and some dull parts but the fore the most part it was alright.

2way Street
Wat it do world? i was sitting here wondering is it so strange 2 love n lust more than 1 woman? i've been told it was not only wrong but impossible. but, i really think as long as im honest about it and dont lead anyone on and they still choose 2 be a part of my life then no harm no foul. so, somebody tell me wat is a man 2 do n a situation like this...

Words I Like
You should never be to busy for the good things in life, it would be a shame to wake up one day & realize you missed out on something great. Never forget who you really are, don't let anyone change you, you're unique, perfect in your own way :) A body full of scars probably belongs to a soul full of interesting stories.

Lost
I am lost and don't know where to turn I feel like I am at the end of my rope and it is going to break and drop me into a pit of hungry alligators that will devour me and I am ok with that....I really want to put everything I own in my car and leave this shitty state and fake people and people who do nothing but bad always get what they want and the ones that work hard for what they want get nothing....I am tired of getting hurt there is only so much breaking a heart can do before there are so many pieces it can't feel anymore http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1090129&albumid=1329098&i=4002421700&idx=5 Please show me some love and bid on me woot

Purpledragon's Lair
OK, the day started before yesterday ended. I was on here, chatting with my newest fu-friend... until 6AM. So I fell asleep quickly, when my head finally hit the pillow. But I was not able to stay asleep all 'night'. I kept waking, because of my night sweats. For anyone who is not familiar with this... I was sweating so much, that I had to put a towel under me & change my clothes because my sheets, blankets, pillows, clothes were all wet... and I was cold. Unfortunately, this is due to my current illness. If you know me, you know what it is, if you don't know what it is, feel free to ask. I am not going to put it in here, because I'm not a whiny baby about it, and I don't want to focus on it right now. I woke at 11am, and of course, turned on the computer, before I put the kettle on (it needs time to start). After a little while checking messages on fubar & facebook (etc) I decided to go to the gym and while I was out I'd pick up some bread since I forgot it yesterday when I was

Were All Human
In our jouney called life,we cross paths with the lives of others. Some became enemies,some friends,some much more. We make mistakes in life all along the way,but with every step we should learn from our mistakes. We hurt those we care the most about with our words,as well as actions. From family members to friends. If you stop and think about it the ones we hurt the most in the end. Is ourselves,because we have to live with what we have done. We also have to live with our loses in life. Sometimes it seems it would be easier to just carry of into our own little corner of this crazy world,but we can't. Because were all human and we make mistakes Things happen in our lives for a reason,even if we don't understand why. We just have to hope the lives we have touched was for the best and not all bad.

Poems..and Shit
It was at random that we met, A chance that not many get. When I heard the "Uh Oh", How was I to know! That you would turn out to be my special friend, Someone who could be there, Until the end. No matter how I feel or what I do, I know, in my heart, That I can count on you. I've never seen you, Heard you, or touched you. Those kind of chances are very few. To meet someone from far away, Never knowing if they're here to stay, Not knowing if what they say is true, Of what they're doing and telling you. So far away, but yet so near, The "not knowing" is the fear. Is it truth, or is it lies? Will a heart grow, or will it die? Either way, the bonds of Friendship's strings are tied. One's needs are met, Some with regret. Some with hope, Some with pain. But still, the answer is plain. The emptiness may be filled, A life may start to rebuild. A heart may be broken, Or made to mend; All because of that "Random Friend". "Portrait of a Friend" I

Fu-whores
What happened to the old fubar... you know the one where you rated people and made friends to make your way up the ladder... what is this with the bling level up and the buy me a blast or happy hour or whatever.... ok so it is nice to be able to buy someone one of them gifts to maybe payback a bunch or rates but to go out and take your clothes off or what not to get bling or a happy hour. I have had friends on here who said oh I will never do that or I would feel bad if someone bought me that.. but they are the first ones in line for the next new things. I don't know about you but I think there should be a limit to what you can buy for someone... and that you cannot level by someone buying you stuff... just my 2 cents, Chris

Are You A Red Neck
ASSES AND CAMELSOver five thousand years ago, Moses said to the children of Israel " pick upyour shovel, mount your asses and camels, and I will lead you to thepromised land".Nearly 75 years ago, Roosevelt said, " Lay down your shovels, sit on yourasses, and light up a camel, this is the promised land".Now Obama has stolen your shovel , taxed your asses, raised the price ofcamels, and mortgaged the promised land.God help us. New eNewsletter! Dear Friends,The first issue of our new eNewsletter is now available! All you need to do is click the link below and the eNewsletter PDF file will download from our website to your web browser. From there you can read it, save it, print it, share it, etc.

Sorry...
Oh I had alot to say Was thinking on my time away I missed you and things weren't the same 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die. I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all the things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby the way you make my world go 'round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry. This time I think I'm to blame It's harder to get through the days We get older and blame turns to shame 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die. I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all the things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby the way you make my world go 'round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry. Every single day I think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights and the tears you

Candy Coated Lips
When she stares at your lips[ Kiss her ]When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you[ Grab her and dont let go ]When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]When she's quiet[ Ask her whats wrong ]When she ignores you[ Give her your attention ]When she pulls away[ Pull her back ]When you see her at her worst[ Tell her she's beautiful ]When you see her start crying[Just hold her and dont say a word ]When you see her walking[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]When she's scared[ Protect her ]When she steals your favorite hat[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]When she teases you[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]When she doesn't answer for a long time[ reassure her that everything is okay ]When she looks at you with doubt[ Back yourself up ]When she says that she likes you[ she really does more than you could understand ]When she grabs at your hands[ Hold her's and play with her finger

School...
Tomorrow is the start of my future....I will be starting school in the morning for medical office administration. I am very nervous about this but I know in the long run have its benefits for both me and my daughter. Due to my class load and my daughter starting school herself next week....I may or may not have the time to get on here as much as I have been. I will not forget you guys...just bare with me in the beginning until I get a routine down pat. Show me luv and wish me luck!!! Have a great night.

Random Stuff
Dear American liberals, leftists, social progressives, socialists, Marxists and Obama supporters, We've stuck together since the late 1950s, but the whole of this latest election process has made me realize that I want a divorce. I know that we tolerated each other for many years for the sake of future generations, but sadly this relationship has run its course. Our two ideological sides of America cannot and just will not ever agree on what's right. So let's just end it right now while we can do it on friendly terms. We can smile, shake hands, chalk it up to irreconcilable differences and each go our own way. So here's a model separation agreement. Our two groups can equitably divide up the country by land mass, each taking a portion. That's going to be the difficult part, but I'm sure our two sides can come to a friendly agreement. After that, it should be relatively easy. Our respective representatives can effortlessly divide other assets since both sides have such distin

Why....
Why do peeps play games, bullshit and lie??? I ask this becaue I am tired of the games and childish behaves that "adults" dish out in the days we all call "life". I mean come on.. if you like someone be honest and forward about... but if you dont hell let them know that too. Dont lie and beat around the bush with... "Oh I like you too"... and "Yeah we can meet and hang out see where it goes from there"... Please!! These lines may work for awhile but as we all know... actions speak louder then words. And well once again in this sad thing we all call "life" I have seen these bull crap lies once more. Peeps say they want honesty and truthfullness... BUT when its given to them... they simply cant handle it and shun the person away... slowly and surely. Now for the reason I am writting this. Well see I have come to like someone VERY much and despite all my efforts to be myself and honestly blunt about things... I feel sadly enough I am being shunned away. Perhaps I maybe wrong but deep

Ok Turkz For You
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? THERE 2. Your significant other? INSIGNIFICANT 3. Your hair? MEDIUM 4. Your mother? MOMMY 5. Your father? MISSED 6. Your favorite thing? LOVE 7. Your dream last night? AWAKE 8. Your favorite drink? COLD 9. Your dream/goal? LAUGH 10. The room you're in? QUIET 11. Music? BLUES 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? EARTH 14. Where were you last night? HELL 15. What you're not? DISHONEST 16. Muffins? YUMMMMMM 17. One of your wish list items? PEACE 18. Where you grew up? PHILLY 19. The last thing you did? TYPED 20. What are you wearing? SKIN 21. TV? RARELY 22. Your pets? LOVED 23. Your computer? SLOW 24. Your life? NICE 25. Your

My Only Auction
I'm up for auction and it doesnt happen often click the pic to bid and make sur you read the comment I left there. . ok nows the time for me to finnally get fumarried so anyone interested leave a comment with your bid.highest bid wins.... you will get your name in mine as fumarried and #1 friend/family spot for as long as fumarried SO I DONT LIKE THE TYPICAL AUCTIONS SO I'M PUTTING MYSELF UP FOR AUCTION THIS IS THE ONLY TIME I'M GOING UP FOR AUCTION WHAT I'M OFFERING IS YOUR MIDGET ON MY PAGE PIMPED OUT IN BLOGS AND BULLY'S YOUR PICS IN YOUR OWN FOLDER ON MY PAGE 50 11'S A DAY FOR THE TIME OF OWNERSHIP GIFTS AND SHITFACED EVERYDAY SO JUST COMMENT BELOW WITH YOUR BID THIS WILL RUN FOR ONE WEEK OR UNTIL ME OR A BIDDER DECIDES THEY WANT TO END IT THIS PIMP MADE BY MASTER

Theultimate Jukebox
This is neat! When you put this site below in your browser, it will take you to a jukebox with different years listed. Click on the year you want to hear. When the music starts, you can move the curser in the playback down and see all the songs associated with that year. If you love music.........this site is for you. Pick the year and enjoy all the hits. You can let it play through the entire list of that year or highlighting a particular song will play it instantaneously. (Click on one of the songs to get it started and afterwards it will continue with other songs automatically without you having to click on selected songs. So if you miss the great music of your youth, here it is.) You can also pick from different types of music (Doo-Wop, Blues, etc.) and it will continually play once you select. http://www.tropicalglen.com

Check Out The Auction
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Gheter
Now im just speakin whtz on my mind & mayb only i think like like this, mayb I have been gone frm here so long im not used 2 how thingz run now all ppl care about now iz pointz & 11z & bombed no body just chatz anymore i member a time when good convo waz cool & i didnt have 2 give u anything just 2 talk 2 u!! itz crazy ppl r alwayz askin 4 stuff or wht can u do 4 me...i miss my peeps sitin & bullshitin all day havein a good time wit each othaz company cuz i can say 4 a fact that witout Fubar I wudnt have ever met any of tha Fam Frndz or Fanz that i have on here & i am thankful 4 that cuz they r all great ppl, tha way it seemz now iz just so not chill anymore or mayb itz just me & i waz out grown...wht eva tha reason

What To Do.
I was at work the other day and it was kind of slow in between customers, so I took a little time to write my feelings on some things. I do apologize for its length, but hopefully I can make it an interesting read. Nothing can prepare you as you journey across the country as you enter military life. You leave part of you behind as a civilian once you cross over. PX's, Commissary's, FTX's, PT and 4 am alarms and 6 pm home arrivals just become everyday household vocabulary when you live the military life. Its tough. I began my journey as an Army wife May 25, 2005 when I had to prepare myself, who was pregnant with my son to be separated from my husband for 9 weeks as he embarked on his journey to become a proud soldier during basic training at Ft. Sill in Lawton, Oklahoma. We were somewhat naive to what was to come. His intelligence alone could not carry him through this. His ability, strength and knowing his expectant wife was at home thinking of him and being extremely pourd of all

Mini Me!
IS IN A CONTEST TO WIN A BIGGGG PRIZE! PLEASE, DROP BY AND SHOW SOME LOVE BY RATING THE PIC BELOW OR DROP A FEW COMMENTS. STARTS AT 9AM 1/29-2/4! JUST REMEMBER ALL LOVE IS RETURNED! Just click this pic to rate... IF YOU STICKY, THEN YOU GET 1.5 MIL FUBUX AND IF YOU REFER 5 OR MORE PPL/ IF YOU DROP 100 OR MORE COMMENTS THEN PM ME FOR A SURPRISE!!!!

Am I Him
It's the thoughts of us that keep me awake at night. The fear that my thoughts will never be a reality, and the closest we will get are the visions in my head. I try to clear my mind and place my soul at ease to rest my body, but an inadvertent placement of my hand or adjustment of my waist and thoughts are once again of you and I. How perfectly we would fit embraced as the night progressed and morning brought us yet another day together. It is these thoughts that keep me awake and yet, encourage me to fall asleep. For I know that the promise of tomorrow is that it may not end like today, and my thoughts will be a reality. I would hate to be him…… I would hate to be him; the one who had your heart and held it so frivolously. I would hate to be him: he who has held your hand and body, not realizing it was a gift and a privilege. I would hate to be him; to have something as precarious as your love and time, only to take it for granted. I would hate to be him; who has look

Moving
Peeps, I'm in the process of moving most of sunday and monday, the new house isn't set up yet so i'll be off-line for a while. this connection will stay up til about noon, but i'll be off here about 8:30 am. Show as much luv to my page and i'll miss you peeps , so have a great holiday and be safe.

Up For Auction
Hey Fubarians... I decided, seeing as Southern Stunner asked so nicely, to join an auction. Below is the link to the rules of the auction, which also gives a break down of the fubucks value for gifts and all that other stuff etc.. http://fubar.com/blog/240708/862798 Anybody who feels they would like to own me for a month should click on the pic below to be taken to the auction... Well have fun and thanks in advance to anyone who makes a bid for me :D

Photobucket survey
1. Go to photobucket.com (don't sign in) 2. Type the answer to your question in the "search" box 3. Pick from pictures on the first page only What is your name? What is your relationship status? What is your favorite color? What kind of car do you drive? Who is your celebrity crush? What are you listening to? What is your favorite tv show? What kind of phone do you have? What is something you do a lot? What's your favorite character? What's your favorite dessert? What's your favorite non alcoholic drink? What's your favorite alcoholic drink?

Some-one Special.
Hey all, Just wanted to let u all know that the most special people in my life(besides kids and hubby) are coming to see me. Over the years i've learnt to raise my kids with-out their help. They will always be special to me even though I can't ring and say "hey can u babysit" or "come round for coffee" and so on. I try my hardest to let them know just how much they are appreciated. So if you have some-one you need to tell this too, then let them know they'll love it. Any-ways, this is my way of telling this person directly. Now some of you may know who this person is, yes she's on here. Well here goes, MOM I LOVE YOU AND YOU HAVE BEEN THE BIGGEST INFLUENCE IN MY LIFE AND I THANK-YOU. YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME AND NOT TO SOUND CORNY/MUSHY I'M GLAD YOU ARE MY MOM. So for all you guys and gals on here who know who my mom is say hi to her and you rock. if you don't know have a guess and i just might tell you. Cheers and thanks for reading

Hehehehe!!
Subject: Bubba and the IRS : The IRS decides to audit Bubba, and summons him to the IRS office.The IRS auditor is not surprised when Bubba shows up with his attorney.The auditor says, "Well, sir, you have an extravagant lifestyle and no full-time employment, which you explain by saying that you win money gambling. I'm not sure the IRS finds that believable.""I'm a great gambler, and I can prove it", says Bubba. "Howabout a demonstration?"The auditor thinks for a moment and said, "Okay. Go ahead."Bubba says, "I'll bet you a thousand dollars that I can bite my owneye."The auditor thinks a moment and says, "It's a bet."Bubba removes his glass eye and bites it. The auditor's jaw drops.Bubba says, "Now I"ll bet you two thousand dollars that I can bite myother eye."Now, the auditor can tell Bubba isn't blind, so he takes the bet. Bubba removes his dentures and bites his good eye. The stunned auditor now realizes he has wagered and lost three grand,with Bubba's attorney as a witne

Just Read
it has come to my attention that there is a guy going around to womens & possibly mens page and copying any ole pic of the person and upload it in his pics. here is the link to his default pic where the pics are http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=2245413 plz pass this blog around to everyone you know and help stop this guy for all of you who have my cell number i am only able to recieve calls for the time being. i am not able to make any outgoing calls and recieve and send text messages. i figured i wouldkeep you all up to date. ty

Life
We move forward one way or the othere. Sometimes slowly, sometimes with great spead. I like the great speed, imagine that? But some how things keep getting in my way. I think I figure it out and then wham! Nope, life takes on a new curve and I have a new manuver, sliding around I shall do with as much skill as I can. Sometimes it would be nice for life to slow down and be quiet for a moment but only for a moment and then I can breath. Then I can face anything. I will keep trudging even if I make some wrong choices, but at least I have made my choice! Life changes over time. Seems that there comes a time that everything hits at once. Most you see coming, but even that, some how the pain still hits hard. Some you don't see coming, but looking at the things you have done you know how you got there, but it still hurts. You can look back and see how you could have done it different, but does it change the hurt or the present? No it does not. We just have to look at life find the consequenc

I Will Never Forget 9/11
Carol Rabalais, 38, New York, N.Y. Christopher Peter A. Racaniello, 30, New York, N.Y. Leonard Ragaglia, 36, New York, N.Y. Eugene J. Raggio, 55, New York, N.Y. Laura Marie Ragonese-Snik, 41, Bangor, Pa. Michael Ragusa, 29, New York, N.Y. Peter F. Raimondi, 46, New York, N.Y. Lisa J. Raines, 42, Great Falls, Va. Harry A. Raines, 37, New York, N.Y. Ehtesham U. Raja, 28, Clifton, N.J. Valsa Raju, 39, Yonkers, N.Y. Edward Rall, 44, Holbrook, N.Y. Lukas (Luke) Rambousek, 27, New York, N.Y. Julio Fernandez Ramirez, 51, New York, N.Y. Maria Isabel Ramirez, 25, New York, N.Y. Harry Ramos, 41, Newark, N.J. Vishnoo Ramsaroop, 44, New York, N.Y. Deborah Ramsaur, 45, Annandale, Va. Lorenzo Ramzey, 48, East Northport, N.Y. A. Todd Rancke, 42, Summit, N.J. Adam David Rand, 30, Bellmore, N.Y. Jonathan C. Randall, 42, New York, N.Y. Srinivasa Shreyas Ranganath, 26, Hackensack, N.J. Anne Rose T. Ransom, 45, Edgewater, N.J. Faina R

Music
Lyrics of Devour Marilyn Manson I'll swallow up all of you Like a big bottle of big, big pills You're the one that I should never take But I can't sleep until I devour you I can't sleep until I devour you You're a flower that's withering I can't feel your thorns in my head This is no impressionability You're not crying, this is blood all over me You're not crying, this is blood all over me You're not crying, this is blood all over me And I'll love you, if you let me And I'll love you, if you won't make me starve I used to hold your heart to neck I know I'll miss you if I close my eyes But this is loaded with an open film I'll see you and I'll blow your heart to pieces I will blow your heart to pieces I will blow your heart to pieces I will blow your heart to pieces And I'll love you, if you let me And I'll love you, if you won't make me starve Oh oh oh oh... Oh oh oh oh... Oh oh oh oh... Oh oh oh oh... My pain's not ashamed to repeat itself Pain's not ashamed to repeat

Nyt In Blemished Armor
okay ladies im opening a new folder of pix! gonna call it mist girls. heres the deal. you have to send me the pic or a pm with the place of the pic. to be a 'mist girl' it has to be a pic of you full body. my 'mist girls' get bling! the better the pic the better the bling! so lets get it ladies! Knight in blemished armor A lonely freeway and she drives alone. Her brand new suv eating the miles as she heads to her new home. Sheâ€™s tired but presses on trying to reach her mountain home. She notices the fatal red and blues flashing at her in the rear view mirror and pulls over, shut off her engine and places her hands on the steering wheel. The officer steps out of his car and approaches. Gabby is part asian part black 5â€™6 125 pounds with long jet black hair. Her green eyes could make emeralds jealous. She waits patiently half dozing while the officer approaches. She notices he has his hand on his weapon but in the darkness cant really see his intent. The offi

Sick Of Being Sick
I have an appointment this Wednesday, with one of my oncologists. I have been in pain since about December 26th... my lymph nodes have been inflamed/enlarged putting pressure on either muscle or nerves under my arm. I feels like I've been leaning on a crutch this entire time, with no rest from the pressure. Sometimes are worse than other times, but for the most part I am not able to get comfortable. I am always tired... I am not a fan of getting CT scans, but if the doctor doesn't suggest one, I am going to request one, as well as a chest X-ray. My chest has been feeling rather tight too. Just wanted to vent on that... Well Folks, for those who don't know... I am a Hodgkin's Lymphoma patient. Hodgkin's Lymphoma, for those who don't know, is a cancer. While not RARE, is is less common. It is also one of the most EASILY CURED! WOO-HOO! yeah, right. When I was first diagnosed (March 2001), I was told, by numerous doctors that if I was to have to choose a cancer, Hodgkin's was th

Fu-friends
fu-friend was set as "Trying to work", after chatting for a bit he told me he had to leave to get work done... OK, no problem; then I noticed a few minutes later that he was rating my photos... So, I said that I thought he was supposed to be working. His response was that I was on his mind. I asked what he was thinking about me... his response: "oh it was nothing really but it took me away for a minute - I was looking at some of your photos and was trying to imagine what it must be like to touch you ." -------------------------------------- I think that is a very interesting comment, one I wanted to 'keep'... so here it is.

I'm Back Peeps!
Peeps, after a 2 week layoff with the move and unpacking, i'm back up and running. thanks to those who showed luv and stopped by my page while i was gone. and always remember... I am XX The Genetic Freak XX! I am your Fubar hookup! Holla if ya hear me!

New York State Of Mind
Yup . . . after 15 years of wandering around the southwest, I'm moving back to New York. The beautiful Mohawk Valley. This is something that has just come up, there's a family issue that needs the big sister to take over and fix. Well, I can't fix it, but I'll be there to pick up the pieces when it all crashes . . . and it will. So I may have a white Christmas after all. Kinda nervous.

Obama's Not Exactlys
A BLACK LOS ANGELES TALK RADIO HOST, WENT DOWN A LIST OF THINGS SENATOR OBAMA HAS SAID AND WRITTEN THAT ARE NOT EXACTLY CORRECT. Obama's Not Exactlys: 1.) Selma March Got Me Born - NOT EXACTLY, your parents felt safe enough to have you in 1961 - Selma had no effect on your birth, as Selma was in 1965. (Google'Obama Selma ' for his full March 4, 2007 speech and articles about its various untruths.) 2.) Father Was A Goat Herder - NOT EXACTLY, he was a privileged, well educated youth, who went on to work with the Kenyan Government. 3.) Father Was A Proud Freedom Fighter - NOT EXACTLY, he was part of one of the most corrupt and violent governments Kenya has ever had. 4.) My Family Has Strong Ties To African Freedom - NOT EXACTLY, your cousin Raila Odinga has created mass violence in attempting to overturn a legitimate election in 2007, in Kenya . It is the first widespread violence in decades. The current government is pro-American but Odinga wants to overthrow it a

My Hidden Self
Smiles plastered on my face but I've got a scowl behind them just in case twinkles stuck onto my eyes so you'll never see the lies she's so tired of being hidded away the girl inside, the girl who could be the girl who wants nothing more than to be free

Your Guardian Angle
YOUR GUARDIAN ANGLE When i see your smile, tears roll down my face I can't replace, and now that i have figured out, how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul, and i know i'll find deep inside me,i can be the one.i will never let you fall.{let you fall} i'll stand up with you forever. i'll be there for you through it all.{through it all.} even if saving you sends me to heaven. it's okay, it's okay, it's okay-ay-ay-ay-ay season are changing, and waves are crashing, and stars are falling all for us. days grow longer and nights grow shorter, i can show you i'll be the one. i will never let you fall.{let you fall.}i'll stand up with you forever. i'll be there for you through it all.{through it all.} even if saving you sends me to heaven. "cause you're my ,you're my, my-e-y-e-y, my true love , my whole heart. please don't throw that away. "cause i'm here...for you! please don't walk away and , please tell me you'll stay... here!

Alone
Aimlessly wandering among the ghosts of friends, Blundering through traffic like demented cattle, Concerts of tuneless arpeggios Demand the sincerity of a deaf crowd, Ears of deception and platitude Force the accursed, asinine music upon me. Grasping the hands of the forgotten, I speak: Hypocrisy is not a lesson for the hot-tempered. Innuendos of fallacy line the hallways of their youth, Jars dusty with memories of the phantoms of nonsense, Kept upon their deathbeds Left disenchanted in the middle of the herd, Making their way across the lawn, Nomads of eternity, forever invading each others sanity On and on they blather, while I watch Photographs of perverts eye my movement greedily, Quaking in their silver cobwebbed frames Reminiscing silences and loneliness Stillness is a fond memory, wispy and faint. Trembling, I spin hesitantly in the rainfall; Umbrellas pop open around me like blossoms. Vanquished shackles take my place in the crowd. Wide-eyed, I revel in th

Finding My Way
BBWhen I was little, I used to believe in the concept of one best friend, And then I started to become a woman. And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up, God would show you the best in many friends. One friend is needed when you're going through things with your man. Another friend is needed when you're going through things with your mom. Another will sit beside you in the bleachers as you delight in your children and their activities. Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke, or just be. One friend will say, 'Let's cry together,' Another, 'Let's fight together,' Another, 'Let's walk away together.' One friend will meet your spiritual need, Another your shoe fetish, Another your love for movies, Another will be with you in your season of confusion, Another will be your clarifier, Another the wind beneath your wings. But whatever their assignment in your life, On whatever the occasion, On whatever the day, Or where

Horoscopes Ringing True....
LIBRA: "Instead of thinking about everyone else's needs, put yourself first for a change. This is not about being unconsciously selfish. It's about acknowledging that love of others begins with developing your self-esteem. If you don't take adequate care of yourself, then you won't have very much to give anyone else." how very true this is for all of us...*nods* blessed be

To Be A Friend!!!
Friendship needs no studied phrases, polished face, or winning wiles; Friendship deals no lavish praises, Friendship dons no surface smiles. Friendship follows Nature's diction, Shuns the blandishment of Art, Boldly severs truth from fiction, Speaks the language of the heart. Friendship favors no condition, Scorns a narrow minded creed, Lovingly fulfills its mission, Be it word or be it deed. Friendship cheers the faint and weary, Makes the timid spirit brave, warns the erring, lights the dreary, Smooths the passage to the grave. Friendship- pure, unselfish friendship, All through life's alloted span, Nurtures, strengthens, widens, lengthens, Man's relationship with man...

Economic Bailout
Could you imagine what the United States would of sounded like (cheering!) if the President said this last night instead of the BS he spewed. Below is the T. J. Birkenmeier plan: Hi Pals, I'm against the $85,000,000,000.00 bailout of AIG. Instead, I'm in favor of giving $85,000,000,000 to America in a We Deserve It Dividend. To make the math simple, let's assume there are 200,000,000 bonafide U.S. Citizens 18+. Our population is about 301,000,000 counting every man, woman and child. So 200,000,000 might be a fair stab at adults 18 and up.. So divide 200 million adults 18+ into $85 billion that equals $425,000.00. My plan is to give $425,000 to every person 18+ as a We Deserve It Dividend. Of course, it would NOT be tax free. So let's assume a tax rate of 30%. Every individual 18+ has to pay $127,500.00 in taxes. That sends $25,500,000,000 right back to Uncle Sam. But it means that every adult 18+ has $297,500.00 in their pocket. A husband and wife has $595,000.00. What would you do wi

Just Because I'm Me
What kind of things have people done for you that have made a positive impression on you? What kindness have you shown to others that was greatly appreciated? As per my previous posting in this blog, I am looking for ideas for random acts of kindness that I can do for others. What kind of small gifts do you think would be ideal to send in the mail? I have some ideas already, I am just curious as to what ideas other people have. ♥ "If you see someone without a smile today; give them one of yours" ♥ OK, here's the deal... As adults, we rarely get mail that isn't someone telling us we owe them money, asking us to "donate" money or other such things. I would like to send random people (friends & strangers, alike) little gifts, notes, cards, etc in the mail. I've been doing this through another site, and would like to extend it beyond that little 'world'. SO, if you would like to receive something small to make you smile, please send me your name and mailing add

Games
I told you how I felt, You said you felt the same, But now I can see you just played the game, When I reached out to give you me, You reached back, But then pulled away, You had it all with me, But you was never true, You played the game, And broke a

I Love You Through The Pain
I've wanted to tell you a thousand times, "I Love You!, I Love You!, I Love You!", But the words never flow past my lips, Yet I choke on them and hold to my pride, You got me feenin' for you, Like a drug I can't let go of, Please whisper to me, And tell me I am yours, And that you are mine, Give me all of you, And I will give you all of me, Oh!... Wait I already have, Prove to me your words are true, And not just a game, For my

People
i cant understand why people dont belive in old fashioned values any more...no true love...seems the whole world men and women...are out to see how many people they can jump into bed with...and dont even have any regrets about the whole thing. im not a prude its just i want romance and love in my life...if all i wanted was sex id go find me a man whore...iwant to be loved not lusted after...to be thrown away to the wind..cause im not the perfect 10...or not your kinky sex partner you thought i was going to be...im not your midnight booty call...just cause your wife or girlfriend isnt available...im me take it or leave it.....

The Finger
I've noticed a lot of the women in here have a pic flipping the finger what is up with that? I know the V thing..I watch female football and most are gay or bi..which dont bother me in the least but the finger stuff I dont get let me know thanks

Ignorant Mfs!!!!!!!!!!!
Racisicm!! I am not the type of person to be so low to judge another person on color of skin. There is a few people that put down others for the color of there skin... I have an "oppinion" First to each is own. second we all have the same organs we all bleed the same color red!! wtf is the differance. I do not state racial slurs like a mf ignorant person I rise above. I state facts and I have allot of facts!! One of these days a racist may be bleeding to death and in need of blood. I wander if they will turn the blood down because it comes from a differant race then there own.. Think they will? They then will have the blood flowing through there vains saving there life.. So tell me wtf is the differance??

Bday
Ok alot is going on now. The shopping season is finally over for me at work. Now comes the cut hours and little bonus money. I really like this guy i am friends with I would love to be more than friends, but i know he does or have time for a girlfriend now. On the other hand I have at least five guys who just want to play but I dont want to with them. I have met alot of friends on here and some who are just interested in sex. I am now 38 and I am ready to finally settle down in life to concentrate on my family. But still like to enjoy the good life once in awhile with someone. I have worked un retail for over 20 years and it has be a crazy experience in my life but I have enjoyed it alot. Cant wait to see what next in my life!!!!!! Ok my bday is coming up on the 27th. I will be 38 and still single. I really dont know if there are any real guys out there who are looking for their soulmates. I sometimes feel like men look at me for only just sex and not someone for a g

Letter To Lostangel Be4 I Blocked Him
1st of all you lied and said you & Hot & Fluffy broke up. then you asked "me" to go date you!!! Thats just not right. Then you, every other day, you DEMAND that i give you this or that. i said a PROVACATIVE pix, NOT an nudie. I said NO and you dont respect that. Nor do you respect that my Fu-Hubby and BFF Dark Prince almost died and i was scared and crying over it. You dont care that i am exhausted over my infusions to help my MS. all you want to do is GET GET GET!!!! I bought you a genral lee or a KITT, i dont remember but you really wanted it, so i got it for you. But yout dont seem to have appreciated it at all. you never said TY or nothing. I am NOT a slave!!!! But you treat me like I owe you without being appreciatibve!!! NOT RIGHT!!!! You bought me in an aution, not as a slave which is how you treat me. you dont respect that i am exhuasted from my infusions and physically wore out. You just want what you want. Its only the 10th. i had all month to give you what i promised. You

Stories
Laying in bed, snuggled up in Your arms as W/we sleep peacefully. Slowly, i start to awake. Rubbing my hands along Your chest, feeling Your hair tickling the flesh between my fingers. Carefully, so as not to awaken You, i reach into the nightstand and get out a cock ring. Letting my hands slide along Your body, trailing down to Your cock, slipping the ring onto it. Continuing my exploration of Your sleeping body, i slowly move Your arms into position and cuff them to the corners of the bed. As the snap of the cuffs click into place, You awaken, asking "what are you doing?" Grinning, i reply "having fun with my Master" Shaking Your arms, You demand i release You NOW. To which i reply, "Yes, my Master" Getting the key from the nightstand and inserting it into the cuffs, releasing You. Suddenly, You grab my right wrist, pulling it to the left side of the bed, cuffing it. Copying with my left wrist to the right side of the back, forcing me to lay on my belly. All of a sudden, i feel one

Headbangers Ball Sat 8pm-2am Est
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Comments To Use For Fubar
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Vibe Best Rapper Alive Contest Wth
Best Rapper Alive Competition Feels Slim Shady Posted Mon Oct 13, 2008 1:26am PDT by Billy Johnson, Jr. in Hip-Hop Media Training If you feel like there's a pun in the headline of this blog post, good. Last week Vibe magazine announced that Eminem had won its Best Rapper Alive competition, a NCAA-style tournament that pitted the "top" 64 MCs against each other. (See the list of the 64 nominees.) The online contest polled users over a 5-week period. During the first week, the 64 competing rappers were paired off and users were asked to select the best 32 artists. The second week, that group of 32 lyricists was also grouped in twos and the voters picked their favorite 16. Over the subsequent weeks, the list dwindled down to the last b-boys standing, Jay-Z and Eminem. Eminem won by a landslide of 69 percent, compared to Jay-Z's 31 percent. " The results have sparked heated discussions. Before getting into my opinion of the crowned champ, I am way curious as to how a Bes

Staff
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New To Fubar!
Well, my ex husband is being a total asshole to me.. I got some legal papers from him Saturday afternoon saying that he was going for custody of our kids, I was a unfit mother, which im not. He is also saying a bunch of other shit. He is trying to make himself out to be the perfect father and that he has done nothing wrong. Well, I can surely tell you he isn't. He puts everything and everyone one before his kids.

Erotic Stories
It was on a Thursday afternoon when his cell rang. He looked at the caller ID on the phone and he thought to himself "Oh crap, its the x-wife and she's calling to bitch about something else as always. He always answered so why should today be any different. Fliped the phone and answered "yea, whats up?" "Hey how are you?" was the responce. "I'm just here" He said. "Well I was wondering if you can take a drive down here for the day?" "Hmmmmmm, whats she up to now" he wondered. "Why? The kids in trouble? You need cash or something?" "No ..... actually I'm in need of something else" she said. "Ok like what?" he asked. "Ok, this is the situation, I'm horny as hell and I really need to get fucked and I rather not fuck a stranger so I thought of you. You up for it?" He thought of it. "well she did screw me in the courts so why not screw her back" he thought. "Ok I'll be there" he said. "Ok" she replied "but no strings attached deal?" "Deal" was his reply, and off he drove. They met at a seam

Never Understood...
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE THANKSGIVING Twas the Night Before Thanksgiving, and all through the bar Were your old High School classmates, returning home from afar. Their hands were double-fisting and their faces were a smile, In hopes to avoid the parental convos for a while. Hurdling towards black-out, you and your friends Ordering shots by the round, maxing out to no end. Drinking Captain and Jack, Jaeger and Beer All in the hopes that sobriety would no longer be here. The local tavern so dark, transformed for the night. Into a college meet-market for the young drinker's delight. Blackout Wednesday is here with booze on the minds, Of every young coed, huddled crowded inside. In the corner, the jocks, recall their old glory days, As they rubbed their beer guts and yelled 'man, you're so gay'. They pounded their fists on the bar, which raised such a clatter, That the barkeep soon rushed over to see what was the matter. The guys all got quiet, the whole bar turned t

To All My New Friends
TO ALL THOSE OF YOU WHO ACCEPTED THE FUBAR INVITE FROM ME AND HAVE JOINED...PLEASE POST A PIC OR SEND ME A MESSAGE TELLING ME WHO U ARE......AT THIS POINT WITH NO INFO I DON'T KNOW WHO U ARE...SO PLEASE...AT LEAST SAY HELLO !!!!

Erotic Seductions
¢¾¢¾EROTIC SEDUCTIONS¢¾¢¾U'R GONNA¢¾¢¾THIS PLACECOME CHILL WITH SOME REALLY KICK ASS PEEPS AND ROCK OUT TO SOME AWESOME TUNESYOU WONT REGRET IT!!!!!!!!Click on any pic to join EROTIC SEDUCTIONSWE WILL ROCKYOUR F*CKIN SOCKS!!! (repost of original by 'MrsKrissGitzo~FuWife2Gitzo~Owner@EroticSeductions~Gitz's-RL-Fiancee¡ÚDBC¡Ú' on '2008-10-16 17:06:50')

Life
I really don't understand my ex... He is just a very cruel person. He loves to play these little mind games.. I haven't been with him in over 7 yrs and yet he still does these stupid things to try to get to me...I'm a strong woman and he can't break me down.. He is finally involved with someone and yet still being a jerk...I don't go out of my way to try to make him unhappy or even bring up all his past mistakes but it seems like that's all he wants to do..Who hasn't made mistakes? I've learned from them and they shaped me into who I am today...

Damien 's Writting Blog
"CAPTURING MY DREAMS" BY dAMIEN dREAD Courage is what I feign when you're words are unkind.Apologies, in vain, for what I aspire to be.Perfection in a world that's far from perfectTortured is my soul, a poet's life for me.Unacceptable, like everything I writeResist tempting sleep.Inspiration, once again, eludes me tonight.Nonetheless, I waste ink on paper..Grand ideas become fragmented slivers as words. My life is priceless.Your life is meaningless. Deemed a waste and damned with obscene phrases.Reveal your one true face.Every time I bleed...Amongst the sheepMinds are weakSacrifice the poet

Things I'm Thinking About
Ever had someone who could pick you up and throw you down in the same sentence? Ever have someone who claimed to love you and all they ever did was hurt you? Ever have someone who's touch was rarely loving and that caused more pain than you thought you could endure? Ever have someone who would rather call you a degrading name than your own? Ever have a person who you were so afraid of that you stayed for fear of leaving them and dealing with their wrath? I just left that person. I am starting all over. I have the most important person by my side, My Daughter. She is keeping me together, though at times I just want to fall apart. I know I can't rely on her that way, it's not fair for her. She doesn't understand the situation. She will adjust in time, as will I. We are going to have a lot to learn and a long way to travel before we are able to put the past behind us. I didn't suffer alone. She was there. She heard the yelling and crying. She endured some minor verbal abuse, b

Pimp Out
A great friend of mine is up for auction.. & only has one bid on him so far... believe me he's worth it.. so go bid on this great guy.. u won't regret it.. *click this pic to get to auction* Brought to u by: dina rocks |@ fubar

Fu Drinks
Ok so I calculated the ratio of drinks to the length of time I have been on Fubar and ....yup.....if the drinks were real.......I would have been dead from alcohol poisoning about a million times over.......So thank you everyone for poisoning me.......lmao !!! YOU ALL ARE THE GREATEST !! HAVE A GREAT WEEK AND AN EVEN BETTER WEEKEND !!!!

Juggalo Sermons...rev. Last Rite
Sup Juggalos, Here's some news that we have for you coming down the wire. 2008 has been a hard year for everyone. I'm reminded of 'Family Guy' when Cleveland was playing the Civil Rights Board Game and Peter asked "Does anyone ever really win at this game? Cleveland responded with "You never win you just do a little better every time." That's like FOJ is when it comes to running a large church. You never really win you just do a little better every year. Let me first start off this review by hitting you with the bad news and then later I'll come with the left hook for the good news. * First off, we have had a lot of well "deadbeat" clergy for lack of a better term. That means that we have some individuals who are clergy that are in our database as clergy and we don't hear from them for periods of multiple months at a time. Granted I understand that communication is difficult for some people. But for va beach chapter we have individuals who are clergy who refuse to show

Things I Wrote When I Was A Teenage Mom
By the abandoned roads This lonely child Cries into the winter air I got sent home from a date way to soon. I loved a man way to much. I grew close and he pushed me away. All I want is for a man to care for me as much I care for him. As I sit alone in this cold dark room I think of the ways I loved him. I try so hard to hell him how I feel but the wrong words get in the way. I ask myself,how could I tell him how I feel before its to late; before i get hurt again? he sent me home with unfinished words! Dreams, others have many. I only have one, to be able to give my children what i never had; hope!

Ode To Melanie!
I am dedicating this blog to my friend Melanie.....I know how you love you some tunafish......NOT!...lol....Not fair to love the trout so much and not the tunafish!(the trout is a troutlike looking pillow)....So in your honor I am making the biggest tuna salad sandwich ever babes!............lol:P....without further ado I am off to enjoy my tasty lunch!:P

Auto 11s Are On
Johnny is only 5.7 million to Disciple Come and show some love! Get mega points Over 1,400 pics to rate Click on the pic above and leave him some love. Spank him hard... Make it hurt... lol Help my best friend and owner become a Disciple. Ends October 31st @ 7pm Fu-time (PST) ************************************** Lovingly pimped out by Carrie

Forbiden Radio
> Human Auction Saturday January 17th @ 9:00 P.M. EST RULES!!! #1-NO DRAMA-Any in appropriate behavior will get you banned. #2-Must be a member of the Forbiden City to participate #3-Half of the money earned on your sell is yours the other half goes to the lounge for future promotions #4-Starting bid is 10,000 Fu-Bucks #5- Ownership lasts 1 month #6-You must put owned by your owner in your name for the duration of the ownership #7-Must send a comment to your owner every day that you are online #8-Must rate at least 200 Pics and or stash #9-Must be present to be auctioned off Please get back to DJ Slick if interested, A.S.A.P. ~DJ Slick Owner of The Forbiden City~ Send messages with questions our way too, we will answer them as quick as we can. Will be great fun hope to see everyone there. > COME ROCK WITH THE HOTTEST DJ

Bling Contest!!! New
Hello again my FU-FRIENDS AND FAMILY! I am coming to you again to ask you for your help. I am in a contest to win a 25 bling pack. I need all the rates/comments you can give me. THE SPECIAL TREAT: Everyone who helps out will have love returned....AND.... the person who helps me out the most will be given BLING in return for all the help. I need 15k comments and I have 2 months to achieve this. Please come by and help me!!! Thank You to everyone and remember, ALL love will be returned. Just click the photo below to rate/comment. REMEMBER, WHOEVER HELPS THE MOST AND LEAVES THE MOST COMMENTS WILL BE GIVEN BLING!!!! HELP ME WIN!!! I need comments, NOT RATES!!!!!! comment, comment, comment away! Bad Kitty just one more thing..... Please make sure you R/F/A the host before you can rate/comment the contest pic. Show her some love... Andrea Marie

Contest!!!
The winner of this contest receives Auto 11s :) (i'm bout 100k away from the next level) Couldcha? Wouldcha? Help! Rate me!! tytytytyty Click on the pic below to rate me! you all ROCK! ty for being here for me.

I Hang My Head To Cry
I Hang My Head To Cry by S.R.E. Have you ever known a gloom so long When everything seems to go wrong That's where I find myself this day Lost in a sea of hopeless dismay. And as I sit alone watching life go by I hang my head to cry. Listen to the leaves in the autumn breath Their mournful whines of their death Sometimes I see myself as a falling leaf Drifting aimlessly in a gust of grief And as I watch the gray cover up the sky I hang my head to cry. Have you ever seen an eagle's gloom After its mate had fell to its doom Thats how my life looks to me Fallen into pain and misery And as I wonder why I dont desire to try I hang my head and cry. Have you seen a stars light grow cold While others burn so bright and bold Sometimes I think I've nothing to give Except for this lonely life I live And now I've lost my last tear to cry I hang my head to die. Copyright 2005 All Rights Reserved

Side Dishes
Ingredients: * 2 large baking potatoes * 1 cup prepared Alfredo sauce * 1 teaspoon garlic powder * 1/2 teaspoon pepper * 1/8 teaspoon dried thyme * 1 cup (4 ounces) shredded cheddar cheese, divided * 1/2 cup shredded part-skim mozzarella cheese Directions: Pierce potatoes several times with a fork and place on a microwave-safe plate. Microwave on high for 4-1/2 minutes or until tender. Allow potatoes to cool slightly. Meanwhile, in a bowl, combine the Alfredo sauce, garlic powder, pepper and thyme. Stir in 1/2 cup cheddar cheese and mozzarella cheese. Cut potatoes in half lengthwise. Scoop out the pulp and add to the sauce mixture; mix well. Spoon into potato shells. Sprinkle with remaining cheddar cheese. Microwave on high for 45 seconds or until cheese is melted. Yield: 4 servings. Ingredients: * 2 cups fresh green beans, trimmed * 2 cups fresh yellow wax beans, trimmed * 1/4 cup chopped onion * 1/4 cup butter

Recipes--seafood
1/2 Lb. Linguini 1 Cup Broccoli 4 Tbs. Olive Oil 1/2 Lb. Bay Scallops (small) 2 Red Peppers thinly sliced 4 Oz. Frozen Green Beans 3 Cloves Garlic, crushed 1 Cup Fresh Basil Leaves, Chopped 1/3 cup Grated Parmesan Cheese Grated Zest of 2 Lemons 4 Oz. Water Cook Linguini Pasta as directed on package. Add Broccoli to the boiling pasta 1minute before draining the Pasta. In a large frying pan, saute Bay Scallops in 1 Tbs. of the Olive Oil, over medium heat, stirring frequently, until opaque, about 5 minutes. Temporarily transfer to plate. Using the same pan, add the remaining 3 Tbs. Olive Oil. Add the Peppers, Green Beans, Garlic and Salt and Pepper to taste. Saute for about 5 minutes until vegetables are tender, but a little crisp. Add the Water and the reserved Scallops to the pan. Heat for 1 to 2 minutes. Place in serving dish. Add drained Linguini and Broccoli and toss to mix. Variation: Add 1/4 Shrimp or use Shrimp instead of Scallops. Add 4oz. Frozen Su

Poetry I Like
William Ernest Henley. 1849–1903 7. Invictus OUT of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance 5 I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the Horror of the shade, 10 And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find, me unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate: 15 I am the captain of my soul. Douglas Hyde. 1860– 34. I Shall Not Die for Thee FOR thee, I shall not die, Woman of high fame and name; Foolish men thou mayest slay I and they are not the same. Why should I expire 5 For the fire of an eye, Slender waist or swan-like lim

This Is A Video Compilation For Our Troops.
The First one comes from Thunder Over Louisville. This is how we do it in Kentucky and if you hippies do not like it don't come here. Gotta have some Johnny Cash and That Ragged Old Flag. The True Meaning of Memorial Day John Wayne "America - Why I Love Her" "If I Die Before You Wake" Tribute to Armed Forces Fight for Me (Citizen Reign)

Poems I Wroteh
The tears i cry are not salty As a matter of fact they are thick They are not but bloody tears Why is it i cry these bloody tears It must be because my heart has been stabbed So many times from so many people I fear one more of it and my heart will die There will be no more left of it Just bleeding more and more Why do I wish that to this day The torn heart would have actually killed me I wouldnt be crying these bloody tears Everything I do reminds me of something Something that we did and you torn my fucking heart up Cheating lying decieving leading me on to walk into that knife Yet whenever I get around her my heart heals It seems to have a way to mend itself It seems to be what it once was so long ago And no matter what all I have to do Is picture your smile in my head And all my problems seem to vanish away promise baby I'll love you with you forever I'll stay I'll do anything and everything To keep harm to you away I promise baby I can give yo

Stoner's Enter Here
i am lookin for your help!!!! i have started and album called a friend with weed, does this sound like you ? are ya interested in being apart of this? i hope so i do luv all my stoner friends!!! A day without a buzz is a day that never wuzz!!!!!

Own Me
Starting tonight One of the hottest men on fubar is up for auction!! I'm sure you're saying to yourself.. Who is it? It's This lovely guy below! Yup, It's Burg! This amazing man is worth owning. Who wouldn't want him as a Valentine? Now the auction ends saturday feb 14th 11pm est. So what are you waiting for,Click the pic below to bid on him. If you arent gonna bid, Please at least go rate the pic. Dont forget to show the host some love too!! This has been brought to you by ☆ αɾïвøø☆ Head of Graphics @Liquid City Ent☆@ fubar

Auto 11 Contest
Hi everyone. I'm in a giveaway for an Auto 11 bling. I need 20k in comments. Please help any way you can. All love will be appreciated and returned. Click on the link below and it will take you to the giveaway that I'm in. Show the hostess some love too while you're there too. Thanks to all who can help.

Ignorant Jacka*@es
I have a problem that I just wanted to tell y'all...it didn't really bother me just because I am used to it but when it upsets one of my friend, it becomes a VERY BIG problem. A lil while ago in one of the lounges that I frequent and am staff in, a fubar newbie came in and asked where the "skinny" girls were. Like I said, me being plus size, I'm used to the ridicule and would have left it alone but one of my very good fu-friends was so upset by it. I don't think it's right that he said that and I pretty much read him the riot act via shout box. Women should not be judged by their size. I've gotten picked on since before I started high school, especially by my own brothers, but that is different than some complete stranger saying he dont want to talk to you because your not "skinny". All I'm asking is that everyone is considerate of other's feelings. My friend didn't deserve to be treated that way and nor does any other woman, or man for that matter. I'm not single out women, bec

My Immortal~ Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating life Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along

My Blogs
there is a great lounge, its: we support our canadian and us troops. please stop by and check it out. i worked with Danny for about a year at kalahari in the gameroom, he was always good for a laugh or someone to talk to if you were having a bad day, he's truely going to be missed!!! pics of danny are in my photos, i am unable to get them loaded into my blog. PORTAGE NATIVE KILLED IN AFGHANISTAN By Jen McCoy, Daily Register | Posted: Wednesday, February 25, 2009 11:45 pm Print | Font size ShareThis Jen McCoy/Daily Register Just a day after learning that Spc. Daniel Thompson was killed by a roadside bomb in Afghanistan, Lisa Thompson (center) finds comfort and strength in her husband, Bob, and Maria Steinke, Daniel's girlfriend. Both Maria and Lisa wear Daniel's sweat shirts, which his mom says she is "never taking off." The closest that Lisa Thompson could get to her only child Wednesday was to wear one of his favorite oversized sweat shirts. "I'm never ta

My Loss
I recently lost my husband of 22yrs to pancreatitis. He fought a 3 1/2 month long battle! I have been gone for over a month from fubar, not just to take some time for myself to get adjusted to the changes in my life but also due to my pc crashing. I was overwhelmed at the messages of kindness and love that have filled my mailbox. I never realized I had so many wonderful friends here on fubar. It touched my heart so that my eyes filled with tears. I just had to write this and say thank you to everyone who has left me a message & who has called me personally offering me thier shoulders, ears to listen and hugs! You guys know I love you all, miss you all and I am trying like hell to get back to fubar!! Until I can return here's hugs and kisses for you all!!

True Friends...
SOMETIMES I WONDER ON HERE PEEPS SAY OH I AM TRUE AND WILL BE YOUR FRIEND THEN I COME 2 SEE AM I ON YOUR TOP FRIENDS YOU SAY YOU WONT MOVE THEM AND THEN I SEE THAT YOU DO ANYWAY ARE YOU A TRUE FRIEND HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM I AM GOING THROUGH SOME STUFF RIGHT NOW AND YOU KNOW IT IS SOOOOOOO HARD 2 FIND YOUR TRUE FRIEND I GAVE SOMEONE ONE HERE MY # AND I AM NOT SAYING NAMES THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE AND DID THEY BOTHER 2 CALL 2 SEE IF I WAS OK NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HMMMMMMMMMMM.....WHO IS MY TRUE FRIEND..SORRY BUT I THOUGHT THAT THIS WAS A FRIENDS SIGHT NOT JUST GETTING POINTS...I DONT KNOW I AM VENTING SO ANYWAYS HAVE A GOOD DAY MY FRIEND CAUSE I WOULD HAVE CALLE YOU 2 SEE IF YOU WERE OK....=)

Quptes From Books By My Favorite Author Sherrilynnn Kenyon
~Quotes From Acheron~ “Love, trust… such simple words to say. Such powerful words to feel.” ~Ash~ Arti- “Tell me, Acheron. Is there anyone you will trust enough to release your soul?” Acheron- “you know better. You’ve tutored me to well on how vicious women are. On how much love ruins and destroys. Thank you for that lesson, Artemis. It was just what I needed, and I assure you, its one I’ll never forget.” “You’ll never see the moments coming that will forever mutilate your life – at least not until after they’ve mowed you down.” Savitar “It’s easy to look at people and make quick judgments about them, their present and their past, but you’d be amazed at the pain and tears a single smile hides. What a person shows to the world is only one tiny facet of the iceberg hidden from sight. And more often then not it’s lined with cracks and scars that go all the way to the foundation of their soul.” ~Acheron to Soteria~ “Fate will not b

Photos
I don't get people on here and their pics. Why in hell do you post pics where people can't even figure out what the hell it is because it is so blurry? I have enough eye fatigue I don't need you helping me with it. I can't believe how many people just keep posting the same damn picture over and over again - oh wait I am sorry you did change your shirt so that makes it oh so much different. Bull shit - do something completely different please!!! Ok lastly - for right now - I hate bombing folders. They are the stupidest thing on the planet. Filled with retarded pictures that people grab off the internet - many of them are just avatars and crap that have really no reason to be up in the first place. Those of you that do put some thought into those folders - bravo.

Aggrivated
ughhhhhhhhh!!! i have officially had it with this site!!!! i am sick and tired of fake people making fake accounts and posting fake pictures "claiming" that is it them!!!! i cannot stand the fact that the people on here will continue to vote and rate and bend over backwards just because someone took 5 min to pull pics off the internet and post them to their page. i am sick and tired of seeing these "girls" with not one damn salute picture at all but yet they are all godmother rank!!!!! wtf!!!! i can remember over 2 years ago when i first joined this site to continue to level up past level 10 u need to post a salute pic....so how come there are people that are over level 20 with no salute????? so from here on out i am making it a point to not a/r/f anyone who does not have a salute picture!!!! i know i am only one person and i may not make a difference but i have had enough of this and will not add to the stupidity of this site!!!!

Help Me Out
i like vip i have all stuff that my friends made me and some comments i save and i like to put up more pics. and if u donot want to i understand its kool so some one like to buy me vip plzz ty muah hug n kiss

My Christmas Wish
MY CHRISTMAS WISH LIST! I have been collecting the TY BEANIE BABY'S (DOGS) for some years now. Withe a tight budget the past few years (and now even tighter since my accident)I have been unable to continue buying them as I was in the past.Some of course have been unavailable to me as they are Exclusives in other contries, some I believe were also only available to those in THE BEANIE BABY CLUB "THE BEANIE OF THE MONTH". If by chance any of my friends would like to help with my wish "Which is to add to my collection" and would like shipping info if they should be lucky to still see one when they are out and about. Please PM me for the shipping address info. WITH THE HOLIDAYS JUST AROUND THE CORNER I WANT TO WISH EVERYONE A VERY HAPPY HOLIDAY SEASON AND A SAFE ONE ALSO. I AM ALSO PRAYING FOR WORLD PEACE I KNOW THIS IS GONNA BE A HARD ONE BUT PERHAPS ONE OF THESE DAYS IT WILL HAPPEN. NOT TO MENTION A BETTER ECONOMY FOR ALL WITH JOBS FOR EVERYONE WHO NEEDS ONE CAUSE LET'S FAC

My Rant For The Day
I swear some people need to have their head examined big time, one of them is not my girlfriend Kate here, she goes to the grocery store up the road to get some canned cat food for our two cats, she was given the money by me since I have the money because she likes to loose the money, well, she comes back home and come to find out, she finds a kitten probably 3 mohths old that some idiots lets out and she finds it outside at the store so she puts it inside her coat and shirt and brings it back here and the cat was cold and it's not even 40 degrees out up here, I swear, I'd like to find the idiot that does that to let a 3 month old kitten out and doesn't take care of it here. If people are going to be that careless and cold to let their cat have kittens and then just let the kittens go free like that, they shouldn't have pets at all, that pisses me off to no end here!

Count First !!!!!!
i deleted my account on an impulse--from getting upset and i so regret it,never let anyone push you to that point,be smarter walk away and count to 100 then come back and stay away from that indivisual--which is kinda hard or was for me he was or i thought my best friend ever---we lived together for 8 yrs been apart for 2 so i let him upset me on here and i was a level 22 and all my blings and gifts and just everything was gone when i pushed that button,also had a vip till Jan.09 lost it all,and should have to let someone let me do this.wasn't his fault i did it but just walk away and count to 100 before comming back and just avoid that person if you can,too much work too lose it all for am inpulse. Thanks for letting me bore you with my stupidinest...Deb

Excuse Me!!!
My sister feels the need to tell my daughter about some things that happened in my past. These are things she doesn't need to know about unless I tell. I have never had a great relationship with my sister. She is always trying to be better than me. I could care less if she is. She has no right telling my daughter the things she has told her. right now,she had better not show up at my home...I am seriously fucking pissed the fuck off!!!!

Bling Bling Bling
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Poems/ Lyrics
White Hopes by: Me Existing in a whirlwind everyone frolics away there is no one to stop you they never look back thinking it is easier to run but they are pushing me away separating me from your world leaving me all alone forcing me to to be forever trapped I can not escape Then I see your smile so bright and pure you have stayed just for me I love how you look at me while making me all these promises promises of serendity with you Telling me sweet guarantees of a pure love forever holding my hand to never let go Making my heart to skip beats whispering to me that my heart will heal I trust you to tell the truth no one else ever seems to I can not take anymore lies I am afraid to goto sleep for the fear of losing you Don't want the day to pass Don't want the night to come to be forever trapped with you by my side I ask myself a simple question Is this what they call love? I need no answers for I know it is.. "A Beautiful Pas

My Personality
And I meant every word I said, when I said that I loved you I meant that I love you forever. And I'm going to keep on loving you, 'cause it's the only thing I wanna do! don't ever make someone your everything because if you lose them, you'll have nothing. i was so stupid to think for a moment you actually cared it's funny how someone can break your heart but you still love them with all the little pieces there's a point we passed from which we can't return < / 3 ¢¾ : you break it, you buy it i wish you weren't my dreams & she will fool everyone with her fake smile and pretend laugh never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about To be in love is like jumping off a cliff with no intent on looking down at the bottom. You don't care its going to HURT LIKE HELL when u hit the bottom, all you care about is that for just for that short period of time... you feel like you could fly

Turn Me On
Turn Me On Well after life discussions about what does and does not turn me on I figured the easiest way to address this fact would be thorugh my writings. I am sure that many do not want to hear it or read it so my suggestion to you is to skip it, move on. I am by no means a shallow person, so looks and looks alone do not make someone attractive to me, nor do they make a person whole or complete. There are so many other qualities and features which must be present. It is true that the inner qualities are the best, but sometimes these do not always come out until after you get to know someone. This is why there must be some sort of physical attraction to the opposite sex. You honestly do not want to go through life with someone that in the back of your head you are repulsed by, even though they may have other qualities which you admire and find soothing to you. So we will start with the phsyical qualities. Like I said anyone who has spent any amount of time near me or t

Hmm Dj Or Not?
I am wondering where i should do a live dj spot at from the road? (what lounge) And sould it really matter where i dj at or should i only dj in one lounge? should i dj or not i have gotten some yeses and no no's on my mumm now for everyone else who knows me and has heard me what do ya'll think?

Why Women Cry
A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him. 'I don't understand,' he said. His Mum just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue with out complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love

My Auctions
Two Auctions I Am In (Please make sure you rate the pic and show the hostess some love while you're there) Here Is What I Am Offering... **#1 Friend for 1 month **Add to family for 1 month **200 pics rated 11s each week for 1 month during HH **All other pics rated 10s during HH **All stash rated during HH **SFW Salute **Random gifts daily **Daily comments **Keep sh*t faced daily **Will rate 100 pics 11s and 200 stash of a friend of your choosing during HH **Permanent pimpout blog and a pimpout bulletin **Owned by in my name **Your link on my page for month Just click on the pics below and place your bid... AUCTION #1 AUCTION #2

Hocking Radio
Anything Goes on Sunday Sinners Paradise Lounge and Dawn Star Radio invite you to join us as our very own Gemini aka aGEM4life plays what you want yo hear. Regardless of the genre or year its from. As long as she has it she'll play it. Anything you want to hear (and we mean ANYTHING!). 8pm - 10pm (EST) Hope to see you there! (repost of original by 'aGEM4life ShadowLeveler|RatingRevolution ღWife of Ike™ღ FUOwnedByJade&JaksonsMom' on '2009-01-18 15:37:28')

I'm A Sap Lol Ty Chiina
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO PARTICIPATED !!! HERE ARE THE RESULTS and WINNERS of Over 6.5 MILLION FUBUX!!! RACE, RACE, RACE! CHECKERED FLAG BLING Winners are… . cantsleepclownswilleatme Sexi Sandi Berry, Berry Quite Contrary The Grand Prize for Over 5 Mil Fubux was a smashing success. And the Winners are ….. 3 million fubux Lovvrr 1.5 mil Fubux ChelleBelle 750k Fubux Jeffrey The BlingBux Folder was again another great success. With over 50 Entries, I decided to increase the number of winners from 6 to 10. The 10 Winners of 150k Bux Random Drawing are:

Cajun Angel
I am the liberal progressive's worst nightmare, I am an american.. I am a master mason and I beleive in God. I ride Harley Davidson motorcycles and believe in american product's. I beleive my money I make belong's to me and my family, not some liberal governmental fuctionary be it democratic or republican:. I'm in touch with my feeling's and like it that way!... I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer it makes you a smart american. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. GET OVER IT! I beleive if you are selling me a big mac do it in english. I beleive that everyone has the right to pray to hisor her god when and where they want to . My heroe's are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, and Willie G. Davidson That makes the awesome Harley Davidson Motorcycle's. I don't hate the rich and I don't pity the poor!.. I know that wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching it or argueing about it. I've never owned a slav

Lose One And Gain Another
I feel like a man of confustion. I dont know really much of any thing any more i try to do what i think is right then i realise what i think is right is sometimes wrong as well I was raised in a single parent home so its not always easy for someone that way to learn all that they need to know but one thing i thought i did learn was responsablity to family give them what they need over your own needs and ive felt good about that for a lot of years now I knowim not the best husband and father to my wife and kids but i do my best to love and provide for themthe best way i know how but maybe just providing a roof over their heads and food in their bellys isnt always what matters to being a good father and a good spouse love and comunication hve a lot to do with it as well but how do you comunicate when other dont do it either driving down the road for hours and not saying a thing because your worried maybe what im thinking isnt the thing they want to talk about so you say nothing at all i

Sean Jefferds
If theres a fubar in Heaven or Nirvana and you can read this I just want to tell you thanks for all the smiles you put on my face. All the times you made me laugh. Thanks for the time we went to the prom at Alfred Almond together I had a blast. Thanks for making your sister, Ang and I laugh til we cried when you got beat up by that girl at that smash mouth concert. Being a die hard Nirvana fan with me. I will never forget the 10 minute crash curse of driving my car before your drivers test and of course you passed. Thanks for the wonderful trip to Bethel, NY for the Phish concert. Thanks for all the times you saved your sister and I from falling down her bedroom steps when we were to stoned or drunk to walk. Thanks for all the hugs and memories I have of you I will miss you dearly and so will everyone who was lucky enough to have met you.

Idiot
->ME: lol cool :) ripcurl1557: haha i was joking with you but if you dont belive me fine ur kinda ugly anyway ->ripcurl1557: and you looker older than 25 ->ME: and if you were, you wouldnt be asking me if I was into older guy, since we are only 3 years apart. So no, not convinced ->ME: you arent 25 ripcurl1557: 25 ->ME: how much older ripcurl1557: do you like older guys ->ME: sure? ripcurl1557: HELLO!!! wow you a freaking knockout. can i ask you something

~the Endless Sea~
My story starts at sea...a perilous voyage to an unknown land. A shipwreck. The wild waters roar and heave. The brave vessel is dashed all to pieces, and all the helpless souls within her ...drowned. All save one: a lady...whose soul is greater than the ocean and her spirit stronger than the sea's embrace. Not for her a watery end, but a new life beginning on a stranger shore. It will be a love story for she will be my heroine for all time. And her name will be..

Deleting
ive had a mass deletion t day and hav deleted over 100 friends as these peeps don know me or evan talk to me so ive raped my friends list lol . If ive made a mistake and deleted sum 1 i shouldnt hav ,emme no . Im a reral person lookin for real peeps as friends :) cheers yall

Touched My Heart
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a

Thanksgiving "train"
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Rating!
I was sent a shout from this older gentleman asking if I would come to his hotel room if he had a fake business trip in my area. So of course my response was NO! I explained that I have a boyfriend and was very happy. Apparently this wasn't enough of a discouragement because he then asked me if he could be my Sugar Daddy! I was floored! I made no attempt to respond but had my Boyfriend ask him to leave me alone. The guy then had the nerve to send me a private message telling me that all he wanted was to taste my pussy once a month in exchange for a shopping trip and this could be our secret. I have taken screen shot and have them on my profile pics! I feel that my response was direct and to the point! and then if him asking me to be his whore wasn't funny enough he then send me a private message telling me that he was sorry and has blocked me from his profile! ROFLMAO!! But this is the asshole that felt I was a whore! Let's show him how much we appreciate his kind on here! htt

Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR

Contests
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Can No One Just Talk
i am so aggravated everyone automatically assume you are on here to cyber or webcam or to show explicit pics of yourself and if that is what ones choice is then thats fine but damn say more than "hello i am horny what r u doing ? wanna cam ? naughty pics ?" just say hello how was your day anything exciting going on or possibly how is the damn weather . for christ sake this is a site to have fun on not automatic porn or us .. someone just be real and sincere for a change .. i don't wanna fall in love them or have them move to a new state hell i just want a friend to chat with ,, so i have ranted i feel so much better

Carrots
A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee...You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up, She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, ' Tell me what you see.' 'C

The Bailout
Back in 1990, the US Government seized the Mustang Ranch brothel in Nevada for tax evasion and, as required by law, tried to run it. They failed and it closed. Now we are trusting the economy of our country to a pack of nit-wits who couldn't make money running a whore house and selling booze?

Bear
OK My first blog and what is it about. Eating Bear. Hubby fixed a roast of it and I have to admit it was good. Hey not afraid to try things at least once. Since I've eaten Elk, Rabbit, Rattler, Gator, Shark, Quail...heck now I can add Bear. Actually BBQ Bear. LOL.

True Love
It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upse

New Drink Ideas
Necular Antifreeze (AKA Canadian Thaw) 1/4 oz Tripel Sec 1/4 oz Blue Curaco 1 oz Vodka 6 oz Orange Juice or orange bar mix combine all and shake well serve over ice in highball glass Winter Frostbite 3/4 oz Tequila 1/4 oz Creme De Cacao 1/4 oz Blue Curaco 2 oz Half and Half combine all and shake well serve over ice in old fashioned glass Hope who ever reads this blog enjoys the recipies. Please be responsible and don't drink and drive.

Sb Convos!
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Just To Let You Now
I will try to be on as much as i can. This is the time of year i am working a real lot. I am a floral designer and we are crazy with orders for parties and just plan x-mas . I try to sneak on at work when the boss is not there so shhhhhhhhhh dont tell,,,lol The hours will become more as the holiday gets closer . I some times leave my pc on so if i dont get back to you that means i am not really here . Sorry to those that think i am trying to forget them . But i need to do what i need to for my family . Thanks guys

A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Pe

A Poem Written For Me By A Friend About Me
I traveled back along my path and found a lonely child,That did not laugh. How could it be that she still existed? OR that she remain ed upon my path? Surely i had cast her free many years ago:but no. i had simply walked on with out her, smiling and laughing. singing and dancing, sure i was safe from her agony. What could i do with this unwanted one, this child that held my guilt and shame, ugly one that could never do right. I blamed her parents,friends,and foe alike, IT was they created all her pain. T here she waited upon my path. knowing one day i must retun. I looked into her pinched unhappy face, her eyes brim full of tears. "I DIDNT DO", i declared. "It was all the other" I proclaimed! softy she spoke directly to my heart. "no, its you who hurt me most, For the others it was planned, It was you who rejected me and i was helpless Against your hate, so here i have remained." "Dear Lord" I cried, "I would not do this

Road To Godfathering/godmothering
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Spotlight
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? speaker 2. Your significant other? divorced 3. Your hair? multiple 4. Your mother? caring 5. Your father? awesome 6. Your favorite thing? ganja 7. Your dream last night? dunno 8. Your favorite drink? poontang? 9. Your dream/goal? live 10. The room you're in? bedroomroom 11. Music? ska 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? here 14. Where were you last night? out 15. What you're not? you 16. Muffins? weed 17. One of your wish list items? ssenippah 18. Where you grew up? starrucca 19. The last thing you did? smoked 20. What are you wearing? nuttin 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? few 23. Your computer? gateway 24. Your life? lost 25. Your mood? st

Thoughts Of You
I was thinking about you today and I do that a lot it seems. You're always in my heart by day, at night you drift into my dreams. I cannot shake these feelings for you, but then I'd never had a desire to. The blessing of our love and friendship, is something I want to share with you. I want to feel you near me, when you're so far away. I hope you feel me in your heart, as you travel your path today. Footprints in the sands of time, walking closer towards each other. Holding hands and sharing love, which will not be meant for another. These are some of the memories, that come with thoughts of you. These feelings are from my very heart, and something you can hold as true.

Revenge Of The Chili Pepper
A friend who knows my hobby is planting habanero chili plants sent me the following. It is a bit lengthy, but worth reading every line: I went grocery shopping recently while not being altogether sure that said course of action was a wise one. You see, the previous evening I had prepared and consumed a massive quantity of my patented 'You're definitely going to mess yourself' chili. Tasty stuff, albeit hot to the point of being painful, which comes with a written guarantee from me that if you eat it the next day both of your butt cheeks WILL fall off. Here's the thing. I had awakened that morning, and even after two cups of coffee (and all of you know what I mean) nothing happened. No 'Watson's Movement 2'. Despite habanero peppers swimming their way through my intestinal tract, I appeared to be unable to create the usual morning symphony referred to by my next door neighbors as thunder and lightning. Knowing that a time of reckoning had to come, yet not sure of whe

Friends
My little Honey came to me one one rainy Saturday in June when she was about four weeks old and back then she was so tiny she could fit in the palm of my hand.the minute she saw me she started to climb all over me.i fell in love with those sweet eyes that seem to be calling to me for help and i took her on the spot.I thank God ever day that she came to me.Within two hours we where at the Vet and i nearly lost my little Honey.Oh how i cried that day and it still hurts to think about it.Our Vet told us that Honey was ill-treated and that's its lucky we brought her in right away.She couldn't see, couldn't hear and her back legs where not working right but almost 10 months later and after plenty off special care and sleepless nights, Honey has finally recovered.I thank God for bringing her to me and i love her so much my little angel.Her first owner was later fined and had her animals taking away by animal welfare.My vet and i had no choice but to report her and i sleep better because i

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? kitchen 2. Your significant other? Rebel 3. Your hair? Red 4. Your mother? Bitch 5. Your father? wtf 6. Your favorite thing? Music 7. Your dream last night? cakes 8. Your favorite drink? Tea 9. Your dream/goal? live 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? sofa 15. What you're not? selfish 16. Muffins? chocolatechip 17. One of your wish list items? Life 18. Where you grew up? UK 19. The last thing you did? type 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? ok 22. Your pets?Cats 23. Your computer? love 24. Your life? mine 25. Your mood? contemplative 26. Missi

How I'm Feeling Inside Here!
You know, I've really started to wonder and question things like my "so called friendships" with people whether they're living in my area or what not. I mean as it stands right now, gas these days are down in my area from $1.60 a gallon for gas unlike what it was several months ago here, I know a lot of people are laid off and out of work because of the unstable economy but my god, it shouldn't flipping matter here if gas is $1.60 per gallon or almost $5.00 per gallon for gas here, I am a human being just like anyone else that is physically challenged that has a right to have friendships and they sure as hell don't have to be online friendships either, it's ridiculous, now these days and for years ever since the internet made it's appearance people like myself and yes I am guility of it too have just sat here on my butt along with other people and have talked to people and that, which is ok but it's not great, spending time with people that are my friends is something I want to do some

Desires
I dont even know who he is and yet he makes things grow tight low in my body. Poring myself a shot of Jack, and let the warm liquid slide down my throat, secretly wishing it was something else. This man is in my head, so vivid it gets me hotter, and my hands wander. Sitting on the chair at my kitchen table, my tongue dances over my lips, my hands spreading my legs wider....With him still so vivid in my mind...I had never even seen him before, but this man....always in my head.... My fingers undo the belt on my pants, heat rushing through my body, my center dripping with the sweet delicious, warmth. I know that its my hand that is sliding underneath the fabric of my jeans, sliding the satin of my panties aside. But in my head...Where this strange man lived... It was his fingers along my heated flesh. A moan escaped my lips, his fingers dipping inside. I open my eyes but it is no longer a kitchen that I see, Instead I am sitting in a chair, in a studio. I look down to see him kneeled in

Tagged
This is my friend Thomas: mother@ fubar He is one of the coolest ppl here on Fubar! I lef thim out of the tagged game coz he needed an entire blog dedicated to himself *I hope he is getting a big head right now* and I mean shoulder head pervs!!! Ok here is a list of 10 things about him. I can only used one word to describe him for each. Those who know him can add to the list! *huggies Tom the Rock* 1. dork 2. nerd 3. coolios 4. music freak (in Australia that is one word) 5. funny 6. retard 7. ginger 8. diapery 9. sweet 10. pouty hahahahaha You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bed 2. Your significant other? non-existent 3. Your hair? black 4. Your mother? bossy 5. You

This And That
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? hubby 3. Your hair? dark 4. Your mother? Love 5. Your father? Love 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? dunno 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? Family 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? any 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? gone 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? shy 16. Muffins? no 17. One of your wish list items? health 18. Where you grew up? germany 19. The last thing you did? Dishes 20. What are you wearing? pj 21. TV? Off 22. Your pets? Cat 23. Your computer? sucks 24. Your life? good 25. Your mood? sleepy 26. Missing someone? Much 27

Pimpin' Out The Best!
Take some time to go show this sexy guy lots and lots of love! You won't regret it! :D Binzachi *~Owner Of Diabolic Domain Lounge~* *~Twilight Levelers~*@ fubar BellaLuna is truly the best friend I have on Fubar (and let's not forget... she's HOTT!) R/F/A her and show her lots of love! She deserves it!!

Tag You Are It...
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? DESK 2. Your significant other? WORKIN 3. Your hair? STRAIGHT 4. Your mother? HOME 5. Your father? HEAVEN 6. Your favorite thing? LAPTOP 7. Your dream last night? WEIRD 8. Your favorite drink? PEPSI 9. Your dream/goal? SUCCESSFUL 10. The room you're in? OFFICE 11. Music? R&B 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? MOMMY 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? UGLY 16. Muffins? CHOCOLATE 17. One of your wish list items? WALLET 18. Where you grew up? HAWAII 19. The last thing you did? TYPE 20. What are you wearing? CLOTHES 21. TV? OFF 22. Your pets? DOG 23. Your computer? TOSHIBA 24. Your life? GOOD 25. Your mood? SICK 26. Mi

Good Friends
October is not the only month to think pink and about breast awareness issues! It is important for all women to take care of themselves and get any testing needed done! Do not put it off just because you think next week or next month you will have more time to do this. I kept putting it off, and now I am facing some scary issues because of that. Take care and stay healthy! hugs! donna A good friend is like a diamond that glitters and shines, they can coax out a smile in the worst of times A good friend is always ready to jump to your aid, and with them behind you, your never afraid A good friend accepts the worst you can be, but brings out the best with a hello I loves ya hug just for me So to all my good friends who are blessings in many ways, just know I will loves ya for the rest of my days!

Newfie
“Hello, is this the Police Department?” “Yes, what can I do for you?” “I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Jack Murphy...He's hidin' Marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it inside them logs, but he's hidin' it there” “Thank you very much for the call, sir.” The next day, twelve St Johns Police Officers descend on Jack's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Jack and leave. Shortly, the phone rings at Jack's house. “Hey, Jack! This here's Floyd....Did the Police come?” “Yeah!” “Did they chop your firewood?” “Yep!” “Happy Birthday, buddy!” Newfies know how to get'er done!

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? upstairs 3. Your hair? blonde 4. Your mother? caring 5. Your father? funny 6. Your favorite thing? kids 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? tea 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? elsewhere 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Mean 16. Muffins? cappucino 17. One of your wish list items? Comfort 18. Where you grew up? Kalamazoo 19. The last thing you did? type 20. What are you wearing? nothing 21. TV? reality 22. Your pets? cats 23. Your computer? laptop 24. Your life? changing 25. Your mood?

Dreams Come True
Dreams Come True Feelings that once were hidden Are now expressed to you. Days that once were stormy Are now the brightest blue. Times that once were lonely Are now filled with pleasure. All that once was mine alone Are now things we both treasure. Nights that once were cold Are now comforting and warm. Fears that once were very real Are now gone with the storm. A heart that once was broken Can now finally mend. A person once alone in life Can now call you a friend. Dreams that once were longed for Are now all coming true. The love I once thought was gone I have now and forever in you

Awww Shoot Me! Lol
Another Life, You Would Be Mine If distance weren't my enemy You'd probable be a friend to me Not merely one of common stock But someone special in my heart So overcome with joy I'm light As if I were a frilly kite What wonders in this world renown I doubt my feet would touch the ground Spellbound I am, you captive charms I bare my heart with open arms But now I feel the chill of fear Reality makes it crystal clear For what I wish could never be If love's for fools, that fool is me Since life goes on, it never stops For foolish dreams or broken hearts Yet time can mend what words can't heal My pen used merely to reveal Feelings that I dare not speak Another day, another week Another year, another time Another life, you would be mine!

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? Dan 3. Your hair? Auburn 4. Your mother? Phyliss 5. Your father? Walt 6. Your favorite thing? Love 7. Your dream last night? Nada 8. Your favorite drink? Tea 9. Your dream/goal? Healthy 10. The room you're in? Office 11. Music? loud 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alive 14. Where were you last night? Bed 15. What you're not? Mean 16. Muffins? Strawberry 17. One of your wish list items? Home 18. Where you grew up? PA 19. The last thing you did? Shower 20. What are you wearing? Nothing 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? Parrots 23. Your computer? Dell 24. Your life? Scary 25. Your mood? Overwhelmed 26. Missing

Help Me Level Plz.... I Would Appreciate It
Rate me , Fan me , Add me, Re Rate me , Comment me , Bling me any kind of love is apprecited ..Love All you guys come show ms Kitty some lovin ...http://b.pca3.fubar.com/49/26/1716294/tn_3466378174.jpg Please send me some help ..love you guys Come on guys give me a hand ... just about there .. its my christmas wish ..plz come and help me ...Thank you .. love all my friends and family on here ...Come show Ms.Kitty some love ... My auto 11's is on .....Thank you guys

Find Me...
Sittin in this little box I look out onto my life. I see the years are passing by they're creeping thru my mind, like the trails of broken glass thats bloodied my weathered hands. Seeking all the time Ive lost searching all Ive gained. I look into the abyss of time, seeking all thats strained. Find me please, take ahold of this heart of mine. Seek me out, hold me close now til the end of time. Lets journey now, lets take our flight out into the big beyond Lets journey now, lets take our leave never to look back, never to not believe that we are one, now and for always we are meant to be...

Tagged
subject: Could be fun .... post date: 2008-12-09 21:04:04 views: 10 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Last posting to this blog.. subject: Tagged (ugh i hate these but they can be fun) post date: 2008-12-09 17:54:10 views: 8 comments: 1 ratings: 0 You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? Smacker 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? GA 5. Your father? GA 6. Your favorite thing? man 7. Your dream last night? sex 8. Your favorite drink? Bud 9. Your dream/goal? nurse 10. The room you're in? livingroom 11. Music? Metal 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? HAPPY 14. Where were you last night?bed 15. What you're not? snoby 16. Muffins? yummy 17. One of you

Memories
After spending several years in Washington state and the adoption of my son Frank at age nine. I was offered a higher paid job with a leading company in the Indiana. I couldn’t say no. It was a decision that I thought would be a benefit to both of us to actually move on and start to a better life. Packing wasn’t as hard as I thought putting stuff into boxes. The battered rental trailer was a different story. Hooked to my old beat up Ford mini truck, the two of us started to load the trailer first. All the biggest stuff into it our couch, beds, dressers and washer, dryer set. Every nook and cubby hold we could find left over in that battered trailer we filled with items. The back end of the truck we piled boxes nothing was to be left behind. My son, Frank made absolutely sure even to the point of collecting our little pine tree that had grew to an amazing 3 foot now. During the summer Frank had removed it from the little pot it was in and put it into a bigger yard pot. The pot

Tag
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? LOST 2. Your significant other? EUROPE 3. Your hair? RED 4. Your mother? DEAD 5. Your father? DEAD 6. Your favorite thing? FRIENDS 7. Your dream last night?EROTIC 8. Your favorite drink? TEA 9. Your dream/goal? FREEDOM 10. The room you're in? FAMILY 11. Music? BLUES 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? ALIVE 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? PAIENT 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items?HEALTH 18. Where you grew up? LOUISIANA 19. The last thing you did? SNEEZED 20. What are you wearing? JEANS 21. TV? MOVIES 22. Your pets? DOG 23. Your computer? GATEWAY 24. Your life? DIFFERENT 25. Your mood? CALM

Karma
Karma is Sanskrit for "deed." In both Hinduism and Buddhism karma includes an individual's physical and mental actions which determine the consequences of the person's present life and sequential lives through rebirth. Karma is based upon the phenomena of cause and effect which denotes both action and reaction that extend through many lifetimes. There are three types of karma: "agent-karma" which is concerned with the present cause and effect, and will influence future lives; "prarabdha-karma" which had already been caused and is in the process of being effected; and, "sanchita-karma" which has been accumulated but has not yet been effected. Karma is normally thought of as a term used by eastern religions such as previously mentioned. But, in Plato's description of reincarnation he too touches on the theme of karma when saying the soul tends to become impure through bodily transmigrations. However, if the soul retains its pure state and does good acts it will return

Tag U R It!
Tagged By Dr. Gemarius You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? comfort 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? family 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? retirement 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? here 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? perfect 16. Muffins? bagel 17. One of your wish list items? happiness 18. Where you grew up? Germany 19. The last thing you did? laundry 20. What are you wearing? sweats 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? lacey 23. Your computer? custom 24. Your life? ok 2

Hernia
I just found out about an hour ago that I will be having to have surgery . The surgery date is scheduled for February 3, at 8am . I know it will slow me down a bit, but I know me I will be up and running hopefully by that evening . This is another obstacle I will overcome and get on with my normal business . I am one who doesn't take long to heal , I know they say about 4-6 weeks for recovery but I know me . The least amount of time I am down the better I am on getting back to where I need to be . I have learned that I have got a hernia. I am now just waiting to hear from the surgeon. It will be his determination on whether I need surgery . I have toughed it out the best I can , and trust me its been tough . I have had aa lot of support in the matter ,and I appreciate it . Sometimes I feel like giving up but I can't . Tuesday is the day for my surgery, I know that in a lot of ways I am not worried about it. But I already to a point already hoping thing

Test
Ok, so this is the one time I am gonna take time to do a blog, and only so my friends don't havta wonder. I am not gonna do the status msg saying "i am done with fubar", cuz that is just someone wanting attn anyway. I really have no need for that or any desire to be talked out of this. I am deleting my acct before the night is over. No one is the problem, and no one has been a jerk to me. I just think I do not get the whole "online social" thing. I am just me, and sometimes that doesn't translate well into stupid SB chats or whatever. My real friends know me and understand that 90 percent of what I say is just BS, just me joking around, and they laugh along with me. But here, ppl just take things the wrong way, and then they overreact instead of letting me explain. Anyway, I only stayed at fubar past the first day or two anyway because I met some amazing ppl. Mary and her husband Tim. They are in my family and if you read this before I delete, Luv them. They are awesome

My Midget, I Need Points
THIS MORNING I RECIEVED AN EMAIL FROM OUR HOSTING COMPANY...... New Shoutcast Server ShoutcastPRO and its parent company Eastside-Hosting used the services of AlphaRed as a Dedicated Server Provider, Yesterday all AlphaRed clients received the following e-mail. â€œThis Morning December, 23 2008 at 9:30 AM CST, Alpha Red, Inc. entered Chapter 7 Bankruptcy. Doug Brickley of LECG was appointed the Chapter 7 Trustee. The receiver's duties are to liquidate the assets of Alpha Red and collect past due balances from Alpha Red's current and former clients. The business will not continue. All services including power, bandwidth, and technical support will be shutdown at 9:00 AM CST on December 24, 2008, tomorrow. We will begin shutting down servers this evening around 8:00 PM CST, December 23, 2008 starting with accounts which have outstanding/past due balances.â€ Our AlphaRed account is current, a new datacenter inquired AlphaRed and all their clients, but only current

The Pentacle
A pentacle (or pantacle in Thelema[1]) is an amulet used in magical evocation, generally made of parchment, paper or metal (although it can be of other materials), on which the symbol of a spirit or energy being evoked is drawn. It is often worn around the neck, or placed within the triangle of evocation. Protective symbols may also be included (sometimes on the reverse), a common one being the five-point form of the Seal of Solomon, called a pentacle of Solomon or pentangle of Solomon.[2] Many varieties of pentacle can be found in the grimoires of Solomonic magic; they are also used in some neopagan magical traditions, such as Wicca, alongside other magical tools. The relationship between the words pentacle and pentagram (a five-point unicursal star) is unclear. The Oxford English Dictionary (Second Edition) treats the two as apparently synonymous, but notes that the actual history of pentacle is obscure. In an extended use, many magical authors treat them as distinct. In many taro

Maybe...
MAYBE Maybe. we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe . . when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe . . the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe . . you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you ha

Just Stuff
Today I hung out with the closest person to me. I reminisced, laughed, and took the time to reconnect, recommit, and get reacquainted with them once again. I had forgotten how unique this person was, but I was reminded today as we laughed, joked, sang out loud as though nobody was watching, and got lost in profound thought. It was refreshing, revealing, and much needed. At the end of the day, We agreed to never abandon one another again. Today I hung out with, and enjoyed immensely...... Myself! Today I learned of a gentleman who recently passed away. He was a taxi driver, and, although I did not know him on a personal level, I have been in his taxi several times. He was always a happy-go-lucky kind of guy, always smiling and joking around. And he, although was simply a taxi driver, went about his business as though he was earning six figures. (There are no insignificant jobs). He treated

Merry Christmas
T'WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE, MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY, WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO, IN THIS HOME, DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES, OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT, CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR, IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED, A SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO, OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES, THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS, WHO W

New Deadly Spider In The Us
FYI NEW POISONOUS SPIDER IN THE UNITED STATES A spider bite...please read............. And you thought the brown recluse was bad!!! Three women in North Florida , turned up at hospitals over a 5-day period, all with the same symptoms. Fever, chills, and vomiting, followed by muscular collapse, paralysis, and finally, death. There were no outward signs of trauma. Autopsy results showed toxicity in the blood. These women did not know each other, and seemed to have nothing in common It was discovered, however, that they had all visited the same restaurant (Olive Garden) within days of their deaths. The health department descended on the restaurant, shutting it down. The food, water, and air conditioning were all inspected and tested, to no avail. The big break came when a waitress at the restaurant was rushed to the hospital with similar symptoms. She told doctors that she had been on vacation, and had only went to the restaurant to pick up her check. She did not eat

Massage
Jessica's Massage by ARGEE© For the hundredth time, I told my husband, Terry, I wouldn't fuck another man and that was that! He had been pestering me for months because he thought it would be great to watch me being fucked by another man - after all his friends had told him it was the absolute best so he wanted me to try it. I am a very private person - Jessica is my name. I have recently turned 28 and we have been married for just 3 years and already this bastard wanted to watch me get fucked by another man - it just wasn't on. Terry gets very carried away when his friends tell him stories and he believes them all. This obsession about me and another man started after reading an article in a magazine and then he just had to ask his mates what it would be like and they all told him they had made their wives fuck other men and it was great! What an arsehole! I said earlier I was a private person because I had never been with another man, although I had dated a couple of lad

Bullies
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Git R Done
We are currently looking to add New Members To The Family! If You Are Seriously Interested, Stop by at the following Members, Let Them Know You Want To Join Git~R~Done!! I Want To Emphasize That All New Members Of The Family, Will Be Placed On A 30 Days Probational Period!! So Serious Minded Individuals Are Always Needed In The Git-R-Done Rebel Bombsquad!! Click The Pics To These Following Members And Let Them Know You Are Interested In Joining The Family! Git~R~Done Homepage DJ Aimee President Git~R~Done Rebel Bombsquad The Watcher Vice President Git~R~Done Rebel Bombsquad Big Daddy Bombsquad Leader Git~R~Done Rebel Bombsquad GOTHIC ROSE RECRUITER Snugglebunny Assistant Recruiter Git~R~Done Rebel Bombsquad If You Are Seriously Interested In Joining The Git~R~Done Rebel Bombsquad, Please Rate - Fan & Add DjAimee & The Watcher First And Foremost! Also Do The Same For The Founder & Co-Founder Of The Family!! Hitman6 Founder

Your My Everything
YOUR MY EVERYTHING WITH OUT YOU I AM NOTHING YOU MAKE MY HEART SKIP A BEAT YOU MAKE ME SMILE WHEN I NEED IT I LOVE YOU WITH EVERY BREATH I TAKE WITHOUT YOU I AM NOTHING I LOVE YOU imikimi - Customize Your World

Are You Abnormal???
ARE YOU ABNORMAL? Then you are probably BETTER than most people! IF you suspect that things are much worse than you ever suspected- IF the only thing you've been able to laugh at for the last 5 years is the fact that NOTHING is funny anymore- IF you sometimes want to collar people on the street and scream that you're more different than they could possible *imagine*- IF you can possibly help us with a donation- IF you see the whole universe as one vast morbid sense of sick humor- IF the current "Age of Progress" seems more like the Dark Ages to you- IF you are looking for an inherently contradictory religion that will condone megadegeneracy and yet tell you that you are "above" everyone else- Then... The Church of the SubGenius could save your sanity! -Your secret wishes can be granted in full - once you know what they are! "You'll PAY to know what you REALLY think."-J.R. "Bob" Dobbs, 1961 NOW, AT LAST! The step-by-step process is revealed! THIS IS

Believeing????????
i just dont and i want all that share these words to under stand that beliefe is something that you feel,,,,,,,,,and i just dont feel ...i let my heart open to emotions that i had burried deep within the shell of the man b4 you now ......and here is my conclusion to it all ........gods first words were LET THERE BE LIGHT.....this is a power i can hold in my hands and the greatest of givfts from god ....even though i can hold the power of light in the palm of my hand i can not find one person that can hold me for more than a few moments at a time

My Naughty Side
The Naughty Bus Ride The days is just beginning and my phone rings it's him. A smile from ear to ear brightens my face as he speaks,"Hey Baby" I melt. I hear the traffic going by I know where he is, at the bus stop. We converse of our sleep and how do u do's. He then retorts, "Here it comes" I smile because I know whats about to happen. I ask him, "Where are you sitting?" he replies, "In the back". He begins to tell me how he wishes he were with me instead and wanting to be curled up under the quilts naked and warm. I blush at the thought of his touch on my skin. The time has come for this bus ride to be one of lust thru the phone. He tells me how horny he is for me as I am for him. I begin to play with my nipples and he tells of his slightly growing member. I purr and he says," I love you Baby" and I get very heated. I reach for my dildo and tell him. He growls low and deep, I know he wishes it were him in me. I stroke my toy licking it and then...I moan as I feel it enter my w

Ignorant Men Of Fubar
Some men go ga ga when they come across me on Fubar, which is cool because I get some good rates etc but when i tell the men I am married I am not here for "bar buddies" or to give my screen name away, or to cyber, or cam, men completely talk shit about me!! It's like hellloooooo fucking morons. I am debating getting rid of Fu I can not take this shit anymore, my block list can only get so big. Fucking adults who cause so much DRAMA!

Through The Good And The Bad
The Feast by StarFields We swept into the sleepy town on wings of night; we were a rushing, a ferocious wind and we were hungry. Some felt us coming. Some amongst the fat and frightened sleepers raised their heads, their hooded eyes would try in vain to pierce the dark - as always, they would try to find a refuge in a fire, that is all they ever knew to have, to stand between them and the endless night, filled to the brim with life that wants to feast upon them, wants to sink its flashing teeth without a second's hesitation deep into their unprotected flesh and tear their worlds apart in a bright ruby sacrifice, a baptism of blood that ends their meaningless existence. But all the fires do is blind them further still and take away whatever chance they might have had to rise and flee, or to agree and find a balance, learn our ways and share our days and nights in some form that resembles an ecology - but they do no such thing, instead they quive

You Could Have Heard A Pin Drop.
You could have heard a pin drop When in England, at a fairly large conference, Condi Rice was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of empire building' by George Bush. She answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return. ' You could have heard a pin drop. ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ There was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break, one of the French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intended to do, bomb them?' A Boeing engineer stood up

Momo's Diary
Today's had its ups and downs. I've seriously thought about becoming a lesbian but I can't...It's not the same. Thought about becoming a born-again virgin and devote myself to god. Can't... *sigh* It's been a rough month for me. -- Okay, I realize this site is sort of a online porno/fantasy bar thing. Hmmm...I don't mind it but is having pornograpic material really important in a profile? lol I'm sort of a prude but I love this site because I can communicate with real people I wont ever see in real life. For me it's like a MMORPG. For those who know what it is, maybe you'll agree. All the leveling up and stuff is like that. This place is a real ego boost too. It's cool to see the ratings I get even though it's just given to me so they can get points. The only problem I have tho are some of the people here that seem to think that just because they live in my area. I'm going to be interested in meeting them in person. As long as this site is as perverted as it is now, l

Meet My Daughter...
MEET MY DAUGHTER... Lace@ fubar She joined about 2 years ago but has been away for a while. She is starting to spend a little time on here now so I thought maybe I could get my friends to show her a little love and welcome her back. Let's show her what an awesome group of people we are. Thank you my friends...YOU ALL ROCK!! This Pimpout Brought To You By: ღAMANDAღ@ fubar

Ratin Game
~Rain's Rating Game~ So u want a chance to win one of the great prizes? Here is what you do : Below is links to Myself,Babyboy,and PIA .For every 100 pic rates I will put your name in a drawing for a chance to win a prize (1 entry per 100 rates).There are several prizes that can be won.You may rate any or all of our pics to give you more chances at winning.Please fumail RAIN (NOT SB) fumail ONLY Letting me know how many pics you rated altogether. WE have auto 11's activated ..So you will benefit just from rating! ~~Prizes~~ THERE WILL ONLY BE 3 WINNERS THIS TIME!!! 1st Place - Auto 11 Bling 2nd Place - 1 Ticker 3rd Place - 1 Tag ~~~~~HAPPY RATING~~~~~ ~~~GET STARTED~~~ †Яåîñ† ~Wîƒèý †º $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$Hûßßý †º Яåîñ{Ð.$.Ç}@ fubar ~*~PIA~*~co-owner @WYKD ~*~@ fubar ~~ List of Entries Will Be Listed In Rain's Blog~~

From Me
It's hard to believe that in 2 weeks (almost exactly 2 weeks cause right now it's almost the exact time it will happen too) that I'll be jumping into Lake Erie. Which is going to be interesting. Right now most of the lake is frozen. So there's a real good chance that come the 21st the lake will still be frozen and they'll have to bust up the ice for us to do the Polar Bear Plunge. Don't worry there will be pictures from it being done. I figure might as well since it's not often people are crazy enough to jump into freezing water in the middle of winter. If you want to read more about it click the link... Polar Bear Plunge Information Just remember that's not the page for donations to support me taking part in this. If you want to donate towards supporting me doing this the next link is the one you want. I'm trying to raise at least $100 and any little bit helps even if it's just $5. The money raised goes towards Ohio Special Olympics. Click here to donate I promis

Life
how easy is it to put up a wall around your hart.... ever think about that? and then one day u meet someone and u start talking then dating and the next thing you know the wall you put up gets in the way. and you dont know how to take it down. you would rather feel safe then happy or get hurt again. well if you know how to take a wall down around a heart let me know. because thats my life.

Depression
Depression is like a tidal wave pulling you further in You don't feel up to facing anyone or anything Depression is a huge emphasis on feeling sad and low You feel like you're in a dark place with nowhere else to go Depression is like you're falling deeper into a black hole Your mind feels violated and as though you have no control Depression is having little energy or lack of motivation You feel tired and don't want to engage in conversation Depression is used in the wrong context by naive people They don't understand the seriousness of how it affects people Depression is isolation, withdrawal, low self-esteem and more You will never understand it unless you've been through it before

To U And Urs
Lonliness is a son of a b*tch but also makes you hope and pray that others aren't feeling the same kind of pain you are. So on that note, I want to wish everyone a Happy Holidays with your loved ones and never take that for granted...ever!

A Christmas Carol
There is one Christmas Carol that has always baffled me. What in the world do leaping lords, French hens, swimming swans, and especially the partridge who won't come out of the pear tree have to do with Christmas? This week, I found out. From 1558 until 1829, Roman Catholics in England were not permitted to practice their faith openly. Someone during that era wrote this carol as a catechism song for young Catholics. It has two levels of meaning: the surface meaning plus a hidden meaning known only to members of their church. Each element in the carol has a code word for a religious reality which the children could remember. -The partridge in a pear tree was Jesus Christ. -Two turtle doves were the Old and New Testaments. -Three French hens stood for faith, hope and love. -The four calling birds were the four gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke & John . -The five golden rings recalled the Torah or Law, the first five books of the Old Testament. -

Surveys And Stuff
[IMG]http://extimg.quizopolis.com/images/results/angel-name.gif[/IMG] [B]Your Angel Name is[/B] [B][COLOR="Red"]Hamaliel the Angel of Logic[/COLOR][/B] Get Your Angel Name at Quizopolis.com [URL=""][/URL] ROTFLMAO everyone that knows me would have said - Duh! You Are Rudolph Sweet and shy, you tend to be happiest when you're making someone else happy. Why You're Naughty: You sometimes stick that nose where it doesn't belong Why You're Nice: Christmas would be a sad affair without you! Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

Christmas
In my daughter's eyes I am a hero I am strong and wise and I know no fear But the truth is plain to see She was sent to rescue me I see who I wanna be In my daughter's eyes In my daughter's eyes everyone is equal Darkness turns to light and the world is at peace This miracle God gave to me gives me strength when I am weak I find reason to believe In my daughter's eyes And when she wraps her hand around my finger Oh it puts a smile in my heart Everything becomes a little clearer I realize what life is all about It's hangin' on when your heart has had enough It's giving more when you feel like giving up I've seen the light It's in my daugter's eyes In my daughter's eyes I can see the future A reflection of who I am and what will be Though she'll grow and someday leave Maybe raise a family When I'm gone I hope you see how happy she made me For I'll be there In my daughter's eyes this song is so true and it is exactly how i feel about my daughter

If Santa Answered His Mail Honestly...
Deer Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. I'v ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Friend, Billy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about I send you a book so you can learn to read and spell? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell. Santa ***************************************************** Dear Santa, I hav

Single Agine
well my so called wife gave me a bullshit story about her grandmother being on her death bed, so she gose up 4 states away, and 10 days later i get a certifide letter that happened to be devorce papers, turns out she was shacked up with some other dude, that was my chistmas gift from her, Hope all your chistmas gose better then mine

Thank You Everyone!
Hey everyone! I would once again like to that ALL of those that came to my page and rated me during my second auto 11! It was a success once again thanks to all of you! I am finally a GodMaMa! And ofcourse I picked Angel! Such an easy decision! But um.... wow.... so many of you rated ALL of my pics and wow... I couldn't believe how sweet all of you were to me during this past 24 Hours. Once again I wish that I could BLING EVERYONE but just can't. I most likely will BLING those that I didn't bling last time. SO those that returned for a second time to rate me that don't get bling, I"m sorry but I truly appreciate ur friendship and support on here! I have made so many new wonderful friends and I hope that everyone has a safe and happy new year! BLING will be sent within the next couple of days! THANKS YALL! LOVE YOU! And if you haven't fanned or friended me yet, DO SO! And if I haven't been to your page in a while please let me know because I want to re-rate each and every

Christmas Day Itinerary
1. Morning...Presents at my parents 2. Late Morning...Go to Grams nursing home 3. Noonish...Early dinner with Cousins and presents there 4. Early Evening...Choke down some food at mama Uthman's and open presents and hope no one fights 5. Still Early Evening...Go and pick up Papa Neely 6. Go back to my parents house for stockings and more deserts and WINE!! 7. Pass out halfway up the stairs, awake next year, lol

Nothing To Fear
will you miss me when i am gone away? will you remember how it used to be? noth think of the sickly mass that i turned out to be? not remeber the pain, just all the love in my eyes? even when i am gone it will still be there.... REALIZE... that even in death, i will live on in memories that u have, in our favorite songs. it wont be an end.. but a beginning for you a new chapter on life, so please dont be blue.. i was blessed to have you, so close to me... and you will be in my heart for eternity. please just smile, love, and dont shed a tear.. coz you Angel will be watching over you you have nothing to fear ...

Brandy's Rest Stop Lounge Staff Plz Read
ok i only have a quick minute to write this, my roomy and i got into a bit of a scuffle and due to the fact that the pc i'm using is his i wont be able to be round aas much,he i guess i jealous, says i take this site and my friends and famliy here too seriously for ppl that arent real and that i'll never meet!!! whatever!!!!sorry he has chosen to drink his self into a life of lonilness, not my fault, but until i can get one of my towers up and online i will have limited access to be here, not sure i quite understand why this happeneing at this point but i choose to believe that at some time i will understans and until then i must just keep the faith!!! i will be able to be here weekdayz , maybe, but only bmaybe on weekday nights, and not on weekends at all, so looks like things will take a lil longer to get going thanx alott phil,(roomy's name) HOPE YOU ALL CAN UNDERSTAND AND BARE WITH ME AT THIS TIME!!!! WISHING ALL OF YOU A HAPPY NEW YEAR, IN CASE SOMETHING HAPPENS BEWTEEN NOW

Holly's Head
i wanna hear what you all got for christmas. what was youru favorite and least favorite gifts? i got a new laptop from my daddy. it was kinda a bday/xmas present but i looove it. my brother got me the ugliest sweater i've ever seen. and seriously, a sweater in florida??? lol! i figured i would just start my blogs off by thanking all of you for making me feel so welcome here on fubar. you are all so sweet and i look forward to getting to know everyone :)

This Is What True Love Is
wow i ask myself sometimes what did i do to be so loved by you and to be loved with a love i never knew exsisted and so deeply touches my heart,He whispered in my ear it went straight to my heart..you have been asking me for this love since you was a baby, now it is time and its will be fine , accept this here gift from Me to you , a true love so devine and true//

About Me
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"Ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who actually keeps her body parts IN her clothing in public... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And

Club Mystic Update 12/26/08
CONGRATS TO ANDEE and TABBY ON LEVELING!!! GREAT JOB EVERYONE!!! LET'S RATE THE HELL OUT OF OUR MAE THIS WEEKEND, AND GET HER TO DISCIPLE! WOOT! WE CAN PROBABLY GODFATHER THE HOME PAGE AS WELL, BUT THAT IS NOT A PRIORITY! NO RUSH! AS USUAL, ANY BEEFS, GRIPES, QUESTIONS, OR SUGGESTIONS SHOULD BE DIRECTED TO ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE! THANKS! Home Page Club Mystic!@ fubar Fu-King -----> Godfather 506,195 Points to go! (+398,727) Founder ♦CinDragon♦@ fubar Disciple -----> Prophet 6,295,552 Points to go! (+760,734) Team Captain ~SouthernBaby~@ fubar Disciple -----> Prophet! 7,361,086 Points to go! (+687,630) Resident Wizard MERLYN....ClubMystic@ fubar Henchman -----> Insider 522,372 Points to go! (+126,038) Family Members **TABBY76**@ fubar Insider -----> Fu-Queen!! 664,943 Points to go! (+394,455) † Ma3 Ma3 †@ fubar Godfather -----> Disciple 1,399,862 Points to go! (+489,204) jade&jaksonsmom@ fubar Godfather -----> Di

The True Story Of Katie's Death
Well, my first blog on Katie was written a few days after her death on 8/26/07. Now, after a year and a 1/2, the TRUE reports are in. This blog varies a lot from my original one because at the time I wrote it, I thought I had the correct information. It turns out I didn't. There was no drugs or alcohol involved. We were first told there were 3 in the truck when there was actually 5. The driver was accused of being drunk and that's why I didn't understand why Katie would have even got IN the truck with someone who was drunk or even thought he had been drinking. The answer to that question was released to us last week in the toxicology report of the boy who was driving. It was found that he had no alcohol or drugs in his system at the time of the wreck. It all boiled down to a stupid race against his brother when he lost control of the truck, flipped over the median hitting another car in the opposite lane and throwing all 5 of the kids out the truck. Katie always wore her seat belt. At

What The Hell ????
So the great holiday is over and we can all go back to being the broke poor bastards we were before the holiday right.We hope now its time to file for our taxes and wait to pay off all the crap we just bought. Ba Humbug. Ok an old flame calls you for a hook-up.You are happily in love with the person you are with and don't want to fuck things up....But the sex with this person was soooooo goood that u just can't stop thinkn about it.SO to do it or not to do it?Help me out here people

Fu Weddings
HI IF YOU WOULD LIKE FOR ME TO DO A FUWEDDING THIS IS WHAT I ASK FOR i am charging for weddings on fu if u want a wedding done it's gonna be 2k for a wedding and 4k for a fu divorce I NEED MALE AND FEMALES NAMES THAT ARE WANTING MARRIED , ALSO I WOULD NEED THE WITNESSES NAMES ALSO , ALSO U NEED TWO GO AND PIC A CERT OUT IN MY WEDDING CERTS THAT I HAVE . NOT WEDDINGS I HAVE DONE FOLDER PLUS I NEED THE DATE TIME AND PLACE YOU ARE WANTING TO DO THE CERAMONY AT (LOUNGE)

Mink Leveled To Fu-king
Thank you all that helped my sister level to Fu-King..You all rock!! Let's make her birthday special and see how close we can get her to Godfather. Just click on the link to take you to her page. ~Mink~@ fubar Thanks again for all that helped her. Hugs, Silverpixi

The Marine
GENERATIONS OF VALOR We truly take a lot for granted.. Forget the football "heroes" and movie "stars". Pass this on so that all may know the price of freedom. Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you, Jesus Christ and the American Soldier One died for your soul; the other for your freedom.

2008 At A Glance
What a Year, huh? I joined Fu in November of 2007 but didn't really do a whole lot with my account right away. Come the end of the year I started spending more time here and by the time New Year's came I was 100% ADDICTED! lol. I have made so many friends here I cannot possibly include everyone in this but wanted to do something a little different! So, here's some of my amazing friends I've made over the last year. If you add/fan and rate each of them I will add you to this bulletin/blog as well and post it regularly. Be sure to rate/fan and add everyone on the bully including myself. xoxo We will start with... December 2007 This Fu was one of the first to say Hello to me! He was always sweet, kind and of course, the biggest flirt. Dark Defender "Fu Hubby To Italian Princess"&"Sweetheart To Pr Mamii@ fubar I've owned him, he's owned me and he's ALWAYS been there for me! If he's not on your friends list...guy or girl...you are missing out! January 2008

My Son And His New Lessons He Is Sharing With Me. Basic, Now Ait In The Army
My heart goes out even more for the men and women in the army... granted i was in, but it was mostly peace time when i served, and yes i seen a lil shit its nothing like what the men and women r faceing w iraq and afgahanistan... when i went thru basic back in 87 they didnt teach us "combatives" like they r teaching now, i am glad to see this training is being taught but... i have friends who are vietnam vets and i come from a family who has a strong military history, i never thought my own children would ever do the same... i have so many mixed emitons now... i am so proud, i see that warrior spirit within my son, i know he gets this strength from me, yet my heart breaks cuz i pray he never has use it to stay alive. my heart really does go out to those who are the parents of the new soldiers... i hope u find the peace u need... the following videos are a look at what a soldier goes thru in basic training ...hope u enjoy. no this is not my sons platoon but it i

I'm In A Contest..need 100 Rates.. Please Help
I'm in a contest for rates only it starts today and will end at midnight tomorrow night. All I need 100 rates so please take a moment and click on the link below. The prizes are pretty cool...So Please take a moment and rate the picture of the kitties for me. Hugs to all my family and friends. 1,3,5,10,20 Credit Blings 1 Golden Star 1 Month Vip 3 & 7 Day Blasts Plus Bling pack Thanks, Silverpixi

Never-ending Nightmare
Nightmare lying here in the dark Scared like my dreams made their mark I wonder Dreamer always alone Lost in a part of myself I can't find anymore I wonder if it's gonna end tonight I can't sleep alone anymore I need you here with me Even though I closed all the doors There's somethin' holdin' me Never Ending Nightmare Always there instead of you Never Ending Nightmare No escape this time from you Lately been around someone new Needed to fill in the space That once sheltered you Still I worry, if you're gonna be alright I can't sleep alone anymore Need someone here with me All I ever wanted and more My dreams are fighting for Never Ending Nightmare Always there instead of you Never Ending Nightmare Punishing me for the things I do Never ending Nightmare No escape this time from you

Capricorn 2009
It's time to settle down and stabilize your life after all the changes of last year, when opportunity knocked at your door. Jupiter, the planet of growth, moved through your sign, widening your horizons and showing you a new direction to success. This year expansive Jupiter visits your 2nd House of Self-Worth, offering you a chance to increase your bank account while also improving your self-esteem. Although it can be easy to acquire material possessions now, be careful about declaring what you want, for you might end up with more than you need -- yet still lack happiness. There's no reason to deprive yourself of physical pleasure, but make sure your metaphysical needs are also being addressed. Jupiter is part of a rare triple planet conjunction occurring this year that includes Chiron the Healer and Neptune the Dreamer, peaking on May 23–27, July 10–22 and throughout the month of December. Letting go of blame and forgiving those who have wronged you in the past are parts of a proc

Thanx
I just wanted to extend my thanx to all my Fu Friends that rallied together and had my back and tried to help me with that girl that was using my pics. I dont know if she took them down or not as I am still very blocked from looking at her profile or pics. She has also blocked darn near all the ppl on my friends list. LOL. That there speaks volumes on her fakeness. I will never understand why ppl feel the need to steal another persons pics or identity to make themselves more presentable to others. Do they not realize that in doing so they arnt making friends really. The ppl are thinkn they are friends with the person they saw in the pic. That is horribly cruel if u ask me. I mean do u plan to ever try to meet in person? IDK, I guess that is just my opinion. If the person in her main profile pic is her she was very pretty herself. I am flattered she thought I was pretty enough to try and be me, but just think everyone should just be themselves and be happy. Again thanx fo

Yeah Really????
Really is it that hard to do each other right on this sight???? The things that irk me the most...I rate alot of people with autos on and a few of them do payouts and ty, fudaddy cynz southern. On a regular ty for that. And in reality i just level by nature i suppose and that is ok i try and bling back when i can and when i place bets on auctions i be the first one to pay up but really??? How bout you asses that beg for bling and never even say thank you. Or i give it just because i thought we were friends and no wow or anything. Last time i checked i work real hard for my money except for a few exceptions i will never meet you in real life...Am i taking the fu too serious??? maybe but i beleive in give and recieve I can only give so much. Without even a mfkn simple ty??? I will stop CUZ its bullshit....

Now
~Rain & Babyboy are in an auction~ Click Below To Place Your Bids ... Visit Babyboy's Profile..R/F/A & Bling him $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$Hûßßý †º Яåîñ{Ð.$.Ç}@ fubar Visit Rain's Profile..R/F/A & Bling her †Яåîñ† ~Wîƒèý †º $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar Dont Forget to show the auction host luv .Please A/F/R her too. ~*~PIA~*~Co-owner of WYKD~*~@ fubar

Are We All Over 18?
So twice now I have been flagged for not marking NSFW pics! And neither one had any nudity! WTF? Isnt this site 18 and up? This whole freakin site is NSFW, and if you cant handle it, get off!! There is also a block button or the lil button in your browser called the "back button"! You dont have to see shit on here! Grow up!

Pma
BASICS: Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:Phone Number:OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke?2. Do you like bling?4. If so...would you bling me alot?5. Do you like movies?6. Would you send me to links of free movie sites?8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together?9. Would you spoil me with fu gifts?10. Would you fu marry me?11. If so...when? 12. Would you cam with me?13. How would your kindness? 14. Do you give nsfw shows?15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick)? 17. Would you give me a bling me just because?18. Would u VIP ME? 19. Would u put me in your name?20. Would u have text me?21. If so, whats your digits? 22. Would you tell your friends whats good on us? 23. Would u buy me a happy hour? 24. How smart are you?25. Do u have a specific body type that u like?26. If so wut is it? (fat, skiny, chubby, athletic,etc)?Post replys here please! So this year, I want things to be different.

Marylin Manson's Words
MM:"That's not wrong, that's a part of human nature. The old saying of looks don't matter, I don't agree with that. It's very important. The way you look is how you represent yourself to people and that's why I look the way I do. I want people to know what I'm about by looking at me. So if they see a picture and they don't like it. Maybe they're not supposed to, it's not right for them. I don't disrespect them." Yup I totally agree to this.

Bully's Made 4 Fu's
This sexy fu below has got Autos running and has 10 hours left on them and he has 682k Points to go to Be Prophet and he wants you to spank him real hard! So come and help me spank him to Prophet! ===Steve=== ENFORCER@DDR SHADOW LEVELER) Bully Brought 2 You With Love By:♥SinfulBrat♥RLW2 BigDaddy + Owned By Sayhey2008 On Saturday 1/24 there are going to be two sexy ladies thats gonna have AUTO11s on all day and they want you to come spank them real hard. "A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."

Wanna Own U Some Capricorn Princess??? Come N Get Me...
GREETINGS AND WELCOME TO THE FIRST EVER DARKE-HEAVEN HAPPY NAWTY NEW YEAR AUCTION PRESENTATION. And here they are ... Our sexy Auctionees for your bidding pleasure.... Rememeber that that opening bid is 100K and the sky's the Limit... All of our participants are offering themselves in all manners of sexiness...

Auto-11s
lil Miss Fancy Pants, Miss Wild....and ~ItalianTease~ HAVE AUTO 11s!!! These fine ladies could use a really good spanking. Have a great day. lil Miss Fancy Pants....ஐ*ღDangerous Curves Memberღ*ஐ@ fubar Miss Wild....@ fubar ~ItalianTease~@ fubar Brought to you by: RedZ28 - Co-Owner Rate Spankers@ fubar cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH HAS AUTO 11s!!! Until 11pm EST/8pm PST Fri! And she's paying for your rates! 10000 fuBucks per 100 during Happy Hour. Msg her when you're done!

There Are More Than A Dozen Alternative And Advanced Fuels In Production Or Use Today
U.S. Department of Energy Bringing you a prosperous future where energy is clean, abundant, reliable, and affordableEERE HomeEERE Home U.S. Department of Energy - Energy Efficiency and Renewable Energy Alternative Fuels and Advanced Vehicles Data Center Alternative Fuels and Advanced Vehicles Data Center About the AFDCFuelsVehiclesFleetsIncentives and LawsData, Analysis and TrendsInformation ResourcesHome Search Help More Search Options Search Alternative and Advanced Fuels Site Map EERE Information Center News Events Features Petroleum Reduction Planning Tool Propane Tank Overfill Safety Advisory Alternative Fueling Station Locator Clean Cities Printable Version There are more than a dozen alternative and advanced fuels in production or use today. Although government-regulated and voluntary private fleets are the primary users of these fuels, consumers are showing a growing interest in them. Use of these fuels is critical to reducing dependence on foreign oil

School!!! Woot Woot!!!
So just an update about school!! Its going good other then the childish drama that some people have to start around school. Things for me are looking up. I finished 10 lessons in my first two weeks of school. My teacher said that I had two that where in the low 50% mark and a few that I missed some questions. I went though most of them during the weekend got them all handed back in by yesterday so she could mark them. I am now studying for my half way test that I have to do tomorrow. I got all my marks back for each lesson. Below are my marks as of right now: Lesson 1 71% Lesson 2 74% Lesson 3 was 56% now 71% Lesson 4 80% Lesson 5 86% Lesson 7 89% Lesson 8 100% Yes its right I had my teacher check twice Lesson 9 80% Lesson 10 was 50% now 79% The good thing about my school is if you get a mark that your not happy with they let you go fix questions to get a higher mark. As of right now I am hitting the A mark for my math. i am very glad that I know if I app

Please Hear What I Am Not Saying...
Please Hear What I'm Not Saying Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask, a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled, for God's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I'm secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game, that the water's calm and I'm in command and that I need no one, but don't believe me. My surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing. Beneath lies no complacence. Beneath lies confusion, and fear, and aloneness. But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness exposed. That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind, a nonchalant sophisticated facade, to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows. But such a glance

Just Gettin It Out My System
*this isn't about anybody on fubar* the name is carni,the next midwest lyrical demon books upon books with hidden scriptures of black magic have your body twitchin when i'm 3 states away not the mofo to fuck with, have so many untapped abilities got a family like no other that i'm ready to die for (haha if i could) think i'm ugly and stupid, well FUCK YOU, u don't know me don't like the way i act well quess what FUCK YOu i'm me and that's it, no point in changin just to make u happy got SP on the shirt don't know what SP is, well it's the next big thing finally th Super Producer and the Straight Jacket Psycho collide on one track breakin the lock on ur brain and lettin reality sink in what u thought u knew is about to change no gimmicks just facts the raps i spit with the beat they on will make your head spilt whoever said nice guys finish last is a damn lie been single to long got myself thinkin that i'm not good enough how the fuck are u gonna tell me no u

Urban Dictionary! Lol
Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) Whats your name? ME: Nikki UD: Nikki Probably, and by probably I mean it's highly likely that Nikki is the most badass supah fly baller you'll ever meet. She's also a sex fiend who loves Newports and coffee. Nikki needs no example, she is the example 2) Whats your age? ME: 32 UD: 32 A wanksta flip guy that gets 32% in school 3) Name one of your friends? ME: Daniel UD: Daniel word used for guys who confuse chicks beyond confuzzlement. when a guy is reffered to as a daniel, he has probably confuzzled a chick by saying that he likes her, while he also likes another girl at the same time, and does nohing about the situation. then he might go and post a cute,sweet comment somewhere, such as bebo, for the confuzzled girl. this leaves her even more confuzzled. he never talks to her again and leavs her as a mess for her bestfriend to c

Urban Dictionary Fun
Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) Whats your name? Katie A happy person who is a good listener and reliable friend. Likes to party and is always there when you need her. (actually all the definitions are excellent) 2) Whats your age? 32 A wanksta flip guy that gets 32% in school 3) Name one of your friends? Nikki Probably, and by probably I mean it's highly likely that Nikki is the most badass supah fly baller you'll ever meet. She's also a sex fiend who loves Newports and coffee 4. Favorite pet name for your lover? Squisy Someone of a huggable nature. 5) Whats you favorite color? Black 1.Darkness, a dark colour, the colour of this text is black. 2.A race - The black race can range from African american to polynesian. 1. I own a black car. 2. A black person stole my car. 6) What is the name of the city you were born in? G

Gfr
Brutal Mastication is out of HOllywood, Florida. The band members are Jimmy Ferovechio, Brian Cramer, Jorge Lopez, Todd Ewing and B.J. Santiago. Brutal Mastication has a record label with Hook N Mouth. The band started recording their album Rage Uncontrolled, bust still need to mix and master the album when they ran into problems. Jorge Lopez went to visit his family in Chile for the holidays and could not return due to his imigration status and lack of U.S. Citzenship. It was a hard blow to the band. Jorge was the key man to the band due to recording everyone because the owner/engineer of Studio 13 became ill. The band decided to go to Canada to play a few shows and finish up the album, when once again Jorge was deported again in the states and was sent back to Chile insteed of meeting the band in Canada, so the band returned to Florida. The band knew the album had to be finished so they spent many nights on the internet downloading samples of Jorge's work, where Jorge was able to fin

Please Pray For My Sister
I have a sister who was diagnosed with liver cancer in 1989 and was given 9 months to live. Her doctor told her about this this doctor who was doing experimental liver transplants. She was one of 8 patients to receive a liver transplant. they removed her pancreas, spleen, stomach, small intenstine and transplanted a new liver into her. she is the only survivor. in 20 years she has been through alot but has always managed to pull herself up and keep her faith in God. recently she has been put on dialysis and has been very depressed and tired. today she would up in the emergency room because her blood pressure dropped and she was having problems breathing. of course it is difficult for the doctors to take care of her, since she is a miracle and no one ever expected her to live this long. please keep her in your prayers. she is a wonderful person who was able to get through day by day trials from her faith in God. always saying that this is her cross to bare and thinks ab

Hello
Okay so here's the deal... My account was deleted about 3 months ago and I started a new and thanks to all my friends and family I am back up to where I was before I got deleted. Now what I am wondering is if there is any chance that I could make it to Godmother before my birthday which is May 27th. I would really like to make it to Godmother and my hubby Glenn (Hitman6) is doing everything he can to help me would also like to be a Godfather. He is closer than I am so I was wondering if we both could get some help in this department. I would like everyone to know that if you pm us when you have done some pic rates or in his case stash rates, all love will be returned. I hope that everyone is having a great start to their New Year! Much Love to all... TweetyJinxin Anne

Of The Unbelonging
I am the Unbelonging A vessel of homeless spirit And where do I live? Under the tracks In a cardboard box that is falling apart In the empty spaces where a spirit should be Amoung the odd damaged ones That the Belonging will not see......

Read Me
love is a wonderful feeling. It can take you places you never been before. It can lift you up when you are down. It can put a glow on your face even when you are feeling gloomy. Love is what makes the world go round. Have you ever felt so loved that nothing in this world could cause you any pain? I have. Its such a wonderful gift sent from the Man upstairs

Why Do I Care So Much?
Hey guys! just wanted to let everyone know that I am doing pretty good finally standing my ground....Met some pretty great people in the past week! :) as for me and the ass we have just decided friends would be best right now and I totally agree ...we get along better that way..lol...im on bedrest for 2 weeks which sux but its ok i guess everyone is keeping me entertained..lol...just wanted to update everyone! love yall! steph well im letting go....ive found that he really doesnt want me or the baby..im tired of being stressed out so bad that it makes me cramp etc....i cannot continue to put myself thru this nor the baby nor him....i would rather have his friendship than not have him at all...but right now I have to be mad at him ya know Me and This guy I have known my almost my whole life have been dating for almost a year now...I am now pregnant with his baby. He talks down to me all the time, treats me like shit, we split in November, but we still live together. He is a wonderfu

Happy Birthday Debbie
Debbie Another Year I’m wishing you another year Of laughter, joy and fun, Surprises, love and happiness, And when your birthday’s done, I hope you feel deep in your heart, As your birthdays come and go, How very much you mean to me, More than you can know. By Joanna Fuchs Stop by and wish this beautiful lady a very Happy Birthday. She deserves lots of love. ***************************** This bulletin is lovingly dedicated to Debbie from Ozzy.

Great Friends Made Me For My Hh 1/10/09
MY FRIEND SIXTY NINE MUNCH IS HAVING A HAPPY HOUR TONITE AT 9PM SO COME LOVE ON HIM FAN ADD RATE AND BING HIM AND THE BEST PART IS THAT HE ALSO HAS AUTO 11S SO COME AND RATE!!!! CLICK ON HIS PICTURE AND SHOW HIM LOVE SixtyNineMunch FuOwned by EyesTaDi4~CLUB UNITED~@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: *AngelDawnKris*Owned By Dj Screwby N Crazed Maniac@ fubar AC/DCTNT Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Later Next Week
A HUGE TY IS IN ORDER TO SO MANY PEOPLE I DONT KNOW WHERE TO START ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By InFarred.Fu Slave to Mz Chelle... Garys Fo@ fubar TY TO BOOBOO FOR ALL THE SUPPORT & SENDING THE TROOPS TO MY PAGE ~GARY~SHADOWLEVELER TEAM LEADER~OWNED BY INFARRED & SCARLETT~BOOBOO'S FOREVER~@ fubar TO GARY FOR PIMPING ME OUT HE PIMPED ME SO MANY TIMES I ALMOST FELT CHEAP...HAHA ShadowLevelers.only accepting friends from levelers@ fubar TO THE SHADOW LEVELERS THERE ARE SO MANY OF YOU THAT HAVE SAT ON MY PAGE EVERYTIME I HELD AN AUTO +MRMostunderated+ (shadowleveler)(*Dgizzle the pu$$ycat pimp)(stalker2/stalked by lil freakstar)@ fubar Mr.MOSTUNDERATED FOR ALWAYS HITTING MY PAGE AND SHOWING ME MAD FU LOVE ƊƹĐξ~Excalibur's Owner~@ fubar TO DEDE ~ OWNER OF EXCALIBUR RADIO FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE TO SHARE MY ACHIEVEMENTS AND FOR BEING A GREAT FRIEND GnbRebel Asst Mng & He

Life Of A Vw-harley Davidson Trike
Hello, This is my FIRST BLOG. For those who have taken the time out of their very busy day to read my thoughts about My Trike, I thank you. In the 1990’s I knew NOTHING L about “Trikes”. I came back to California in October 1998. I was introduced to a very strange Sub-Culture just by happenstance . I felt like Alice tumbling through the rabbit hole. There are so many different ways to fabricate a trike. Let your imaganation be your guide The only limit is the MONEY. Very powerful limit, MONEY. I began gathering other peoples JUNK in 1999. Between then and now I have assisted in building 4 trikes and this last one I did 90% of all the welding, cutting, bending, and paint. I was quite proud of this one. I bought a NEW 1995 Harley Davidson Heritage, Springer front fork‘.. I got a solid, 21“, highly polished aluminum, “Centerline “ front rim and a pair of 17” x 10” Crieger SS chrome rims on the rear. I had just installed a newly rebuilt 177

Love Affair
In a dreamy love affair in creating those dreams whilst time ticks away closing our eyes we drift until night turns to day as we shake away blues we enter into dreams as intimate nights unfold aglow in moonbeams sharing a galaxy of stars softly whispering sighs soon there is captivation amongst moonlit skies hands soothingly caress with sensual intimacy as loving arms reach out you enter my fantasy meeting on starry nights in a dreamy love affair the moon glows upon us as romance fills the air

My Life
Glittering dark, dancing Before my eyes, closed Everything I see, shadowed In roaring silence I hear Falling A feather Soundless, a brush My lovers touch Bitter, life's bile Sweet, love's taste Shadows of tomorrow Darken the path of yesterday What was will not be What is, stands Before my eyes, open My life

Rose Of Life
I am unfolding gently beneath Your loving touch Becoming I let wholeness breath my Petals free Awareness Sweet fragrant spirit touching Senses into life Wisdom Giving beauty back to the universe Knowing Each petal, sweet miracle of life Oneness We are hues of color, yet one In spirits blossom

Thought For The Day
Ok So i was just watchin a vid on youtube bout a dude that wanted a clone of himself n it hit me like a bolt of lightning!!!!!!!! I need a clone of me so the doctors can amputate his arm n leg n put them on me! How fuckin awesome would that be!!! lol. ok so now im startin to think bout the hell frankenstine's monster caught, but hey they can transplant faces, so why not arms n legs im sure its been done somewhere. Anyways that was just a random thought i had lol. But if they start cloneing people like in multiplicity sign me up! Have low standards! That way you're never dissappointed! Ok I thought id just rant bout sum shit that i think is stupid or just plain dont like! First off I fucken hate Monroe piercings! you'll never been as good looking as Cindy Crawford once was, so pull out the piercing n make us happy. Second thing is these Stupid ass Foreign language tats that every lame ass unimaginative piece of trash seems to get! You really wanna surprise me, go to chin

Ramblings
Top 10 Reasons For Being Spanish 1. The rest of Europe thinks Africa begins at the Pyrenees. 2. The rest of your country is already invaded by Moroccans. 3. Glorious history of killing South American tribes. 4. You get your beaches invaded by Germans, Danes, Brits, etc. 5. Honesty. 6. Gibraltar. 7. Everybody else makes crap paella and claims it's the real thing. 8. Supported Argentina in Falklands War. 9. Only sure way of bedding a woman is to dress up in stupid, tight clothes and risk your life in front of bulls. 10. You get to eat bull's testicles (and they actually taste good) Top 10 Reasons For Being American 0. You can have a woman president without electing her. 1. You can spell colour wrong and get away with it. 2. You can call Budweiser beer. 3. You can be a crook and still be president. 4. If you've got enough money you can get elected to do anything. 5. If you can breathe you can get a gun. 6. You get to be really obese.

Drive By Shooting At My Work
One killed, two injured in drive-by shooting in S.E. Calgary Published: Tuesday, January 13, 2009 CALGARY - At least one person is dead, and two others injured, after a drive-by shooting in S.E. Calgary this afternoon. Witnesses say they saw gunfire break out from one vehicle to another, both travelling north on 26 St. near Peigan Trail S.E. in the city's Dover neighbourhood. I Was Caught In The Line Of CrossFire And Had To Fear For My Life As Bullets Went Flying All Over The Street

To Friends & Family
dear friends and family,friday will be my last day on fubar cause ill be disconected from the net on acount of me being outta work and not being able to pay my bill.my roofing job starts full time in the spring so ill be back online by april.i will miss you all and be looking forward to hearing from you in the spring.if you wanna surprise me by leveling me to godfather by the time i get back that would be sweet:p.i wish you all the best,so keep on getting shitfaced!!!:D

The Gift Of Friendship!!!
There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends.

Husbandstore
The Husband Store A brand new store has just opened in New York City that sells Husbands. When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructions at the entrance:- "You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are 6 floors and the value of the products increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you CANNOT go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The 2nd floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. The 3rd floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the 4th floor and the sign reads: Floor 4 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-dead Good Looking and Help with Housework. "Oh, me

Really Am Annoyed Here About Some Things
You know, it's pretty damn sad when your out on the roads and your girlfriend is driving, namely Kate and it's snowing, visability isn't good and we get followed home by some asshole who didn't like how she was driving which was 35mph from US 31 to East Silver Lake Rd. in (Grand Traverse County, Traverse City, MI) and followed us all the way into the park till we get past the mailbox and then the damn fucking pussy decides to turn around and take off like a bat out of hell! IF CERTAIN PEOPLE DON'T LIKE HOW MY GIRLFRIEND DRIVES IN WINTER WHEN SHE ISN'T USED TO IT COMING FROM CALIFORNIA, THEY CAN KISS MY ASS AND HERS BECAUSE BY ALL RIGHTS YOU HAVE AND SHOULD DRIVE SLOW WHEN THE ROADS ARE ICY AND IT'S SNOWING AND VISABILITY IS LOW TOO, IT'S BULLSHIT THAT PEOPLE HAVE TO DRIVE LIKE A BAT OUT OF HELL AND PASS ILLEGALLY MIGHT I ADD IN A NO PASSING ZONE OR OVER A DOUBLE YELLOW LINE, ONE OF THESE DAYS, THERE IS GOING TO BE A TRAGIC CAR ACCIDENT WHETHER IT INVOLVES US OR NOT AND SOMEBODY MIGHT N

Men Are So Bitchy....
You know you here men all the time referring to us women as bitches, saying that all we do is bitch. But come on and gimmie a fucking break. All my fucking husband does is bitch all the time. I get so sick of hearing it. Its always something I swear I think men have periods. Its like can't you just be fucking happy for one fucking day. Then you go to talk to them and its like literally talking to the wall.....

My Pain!
MY SURGERY WENT WELL ON JULY 20TH. THE DOCTOR WENT IN AND SCRAPED AWAY MY SPINAL BONE FOR THE DISK THAT WAS GETTING CRUSHED. HE ALSO MADE A WINDOW FOR THE NERVES THAT WERE CRUSED AS WELL. MY BACK IS STILL SORE BECAUSE HE HAD TO MOVE MY MUSCLES TO GET TO MY SPINE. I CAN'T WAIT TILL THE DOCTOR SAY'S I CAN GO BACK TO WORK. COME AROUND THE FIRST WEEK OF JUNE I WILL BE GOING IN FOR SURGERY ON MY LOWER BACK. FROM WHAT THE DOCTOR SAID I WILL GOOD AS NEW AFTER IT IS DONE AND I'M ALL HEALED UP. I'M GOING TO BE CROSSING MY FINGERS AND HOPEING FOR THE BEST. I'M SCARED AS SHIT BUT IT HAS TO BE DONE SO I CAN START DOING MORE WITH MY KIDS. THIS IS ALL FOR NOW WHEN I HEAR MORE I WILL POST IT.

Getting Healthy
I decided it was time to lose some wieght when my 7 year old son saw a commercial on tv for a weight loss pill and told me I needed it. I knew I was fluffier than I should be. I say fluffy because it feels better than to say heavier. Seems if he felt the need to tell me that then I should do something about it. I want to be thinner but mostly I want to be healthier. I want to run and play football with my 3 boys. I want to have enough energy to keep up with them. Well, at least to have a fighting chance of keeping up with them.. haha. Mostly I want them to proud of me. So, I am on a wieght loss adventure... I say adventure to try and make it sound more fun because we all know dieting sucks. But if I keep my eyes on the end result I know it will be worth the effort. So please show some love and support. I'll keep You all updated as I go!!! Wish me luck!! OK Honey!! LOL.. I've stopped drinking pepsi. I'm drinking coffee or water most of the time. Cut out most junk food and a lot of brea

Life Is A Long Lesson
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security, And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises, And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child. And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really are strong, And you really do have worth.

Changes
things have been uprooted in my life.... aside from the obvious. some days i feel like a fool and some days i feel lucky. im trying really hard to maintain and im doing ok but ill feel better when i get home. i didnt come to vegas on vacation. I lived here for 4 years and when i left it was because i fucked up and hit rock bottom in 2005. i had a drug problem and was arrested for possession of a controlled substance with intent to sell. I was extradited from louisiana to las vegas and have been in jail since october. the person i was when i lived here in vegas is dead, i buried him a long time ago. but since i went to louisiana as a fugitive its possible i have to stay here in las vegas, ill find out tuesday. im ashamed of who i was back then for a few years and this blog will help me continue on, a confession of sorts. i consider some of you on fubar friends and alot of you are just really great people whom id like to know better. right now i could use some prayers and for those o

Changing
Many times I have tried to change the way I am,become more of a bitch. It doesn't suit me. I care to much. I am too nice,too giving,too caring and it's hard for me not to be. Time and time again people have told me I need to be more of a bitch. I just can't seem to pull that off. Some say you can't change what is in your soul,what is seen in your eyes.Maybe they are right. For me to be hateful is uncommon and in the end it causes me pain. I have put walls up,but it's more of a saftey thing than anything else. There are few who understand me and those few know I can't change me. Those few,they know me more than I know myself.

Living
The most horrible of feelings one will ever know Is that of lonliness, worthlessness and nowhere to go Sometimes life deals us such a heavy load That is seems like there is no one with us along this road When we get like this so burdened down Its real easy for our enemies to make us drown Not able to bring ourselves to up for air We literally give up and live in total despair It seems like when we are already so low Thats when we get more burdens on us to tow At this time it is easy to want to give up and die to throw our hands in the air and say no more can I try It is at this point that I now stand alone Not knowing how much more on me can be thrown My burdens are heavy and weighing me down No matter how much I try to smile all I do is frown Somewhere someday

Arizona Cardinals
well...we are who we thought we were.....for all the doubters, for everyone that thinks the cards should not be in the superbowl. to everyone who said the cardinals would never make the playoffs. to everyone who said they would not beat the falcons or the panthers, and to the ones that even said go ahead and pack your bags for tampa eagles. all i have to say is HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ok really im not gonna rub it in much, i have been a cards fan die hard for over 20 years and this is freaking sweet. its wonderful and i am going to enjoy this moment, if it seems like im rubbing it in then oh well. i had an awesome time at the nfc championship game. never sat down for a single play, neither did anyone else. hats off to the eagles they made it interesting and a heart attack special for cardinals fans...to say the least. no one makes it to the superbowl by "luck" i wonder when the nfl nation will actually realize the cardinals are for real. at least this year... i am not gonna be like

Love In The Air?? Collection Of Letters Written To Me That Sparked Some Interest.
I was just taking a look around and saw your profile. I must say that you are the first woman on here that sparked my interest at a glance. Well I guess I'll tell you a little about me in hopes that you will be interested. I a big kid at heart who loves to have fun and make jokes. I'm single dad an a good one at that. I can party like a rockstar or totally chill at home. I can go out and be complete gentleman at any event (for a maximum of 4 hours). Please subtract 3 hours if there is an open bar. Kidding. I can raise hell with u till sun up or tell ur mom how great the meal was in a suit on easter sunday. I like the finer things in life like chicken and donuts. I love long walks on the beach! Bullshit! I hate when guys write that stuff. Im a man. I like football and tailgating and midgets. I love cracking up and watching the homo's at rehobeth beach in their sssssuper sssscimpy ssssspeedos. I like middle eastern guys named skip. I have a Movado watch that has no numbers on it. I guess

Time
Four and Twenty years ago I come into this life, Son of a woman And a man who lived in strife. He was tired of being poor But he wasn't into selling door to door And he worked like a devil to be more. A different kind of poverty now upsets me so Night after sleepless night I walk the floor and want to know Why am I so alone? Where is my woman, can I bring her home? Have I driven her away? Is she gone? Morning comes the sunrise, And I'm driven to my bed I see that it is empty And there's devils in my head. I embrace the many colored beast. I grow weary of the torment Can there be no peace? And I find myself just wishing that my life would simply cease. I woke up this morning to the sound of my sound of my electronic "leash". I had to go into town and pick up my daughter and take her to school. So, I got up, got dressed, went in and brushed my teeth and washed my face. As I looked at my face, I noticed the lines that I never had before. I have always had a b

Kris
This is for you, my best friend, the one person i can tell my soul too Who can relate to me like no other Who I can laugh with to no extents, Who I can cry too when times are tough, Who can help me with the problems of my life. Never have you turned your back on me Or told me I wasnt good enough Or let me down I don't think you know what that means to me You have went through so much pain and you still have time For me. And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying And I look up too you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful. Even though you don't think you are. And I hope you know that I am always here To listen to you laugh and cry and help In all the ways that i can And I will try to be at least half the friend you are To me. I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you. My best friend. Back to Best Friends index Friendship bar "This is for my best buddy in the whole world - Megha" MEGHA © 24/

Pregnancy
Fetal development in pregnancy week 20:fetus in fifth month This week you're carrying about 10.5 inches and 10.5 ounces of solid baby-miracle-goodness! Their little delicates bones continue to ossify and toughen while their itsy bitsy finger and toe pads are finishing up. Your little monkey now has teeth buds, although they’re hidden beneath the gum line. And finally! Their limbs have reached their relative proportions—no more alien baby! Their cute pink lips are more defined, and might be helping out in a bit of prenatal thumb-sucking. If you have a little boy, then their tiny testes are descending, though they have not yet passed the abdominal wall. What’s more, eyelashes and eyebrows are also visible. At this point, your little one really looks like a miniature baby—and we do mean miniature as your little swimmer currently weighs a mere eighth of their final birth weight. With half the pregnancy behind you, the most significant gains are yet to come! Your amazing littl

Carrie
I have entered an Auto 11 bling contest... It ends January 29 at 9pm Fu-Time... The picture with the most rates wins... Just ONE rate and ONE comment needed... Please click the link below and help me in this contest... There is a bonus prize for the person that sends the hostess the most new friends and fans... So, please check out PebblesinAZ... R/F/A her and tell her I sent you... She's the bomb! You'll be glad you did... Hostess of the contest... Thanks bunches for your help... Have a good day... Carrie ****************************************** I will make tags this weekend for anyone that rates my picture... So, please let me know that you rated the contest pic. Bulletin Created by: Carrie Please Repost (repost of original by 'Carrie ~~R/L Wife & Owner of Syrano~~ Proudly FuMarried to Johnny Riggs~~' on '2009-01-22 16:54:24')

Birthday
this birthday was made very special by all my fu-friends and family..ty so much..i had over 250 comments..gifts ect..so i wanted to post this blog to let EVERYONE know how much there kindness was appreciated..you all rock..hugs and kisses suzy

My Poetry
BECAUSE I'M EVIL 4/24/08 SOMETIMES I FEEL BLIND LIKE A MASK IS COVERING MY MIND SOMETHINGS THAT ARE MEANT TO BE ARE STARING RIGHT AT ME WHAT YOU WILL AND ONCE YOU HAVE IT LIFE CAN BE SUCH A HABIT IF YOU THINK ABOUT WHAT I REALIZE TRY AND UNDERSTAND BY NOT USING EYES SOMETIMES ITS HARD TO KEEP FEELINGS AT BAY I FEEL LIKE I JUST NEED TO WALK AWAY THE PEOPLE I LOVE ARE THE PEOPLE I HURT I SHOULD BE BURIED SIX FEET UNDER DIRT NO, I WILL NOT KILL MYSELF TODAY BUT I WILL DIE A LITTLE BIT MORE EACH DAY NO ONE DESERVES MY TORTURE AND TORMENT WHENCE I CAME SHALL BE RETURNED, HELL SENT HALLS OF THE BLIND 2/13/98 I CAN SEE WHAT YOU SEETH NOT VISION MILKY THEN EYES ROT WHEN YOU TURN THEY WILL BE GONE WHISPERING THEIR HIDDEN SONG THEN YOU SEE WHAT CANNOT BE SHADOWS MOVE WHERE LIGHT SHOULD BE OUT OF DARKNESS OUT OF MIND INTO THE HALLS OF THE BLIND TORTURE 3/22/99 ENCOMPASSING IS THE SKY ALWAYS SHINING BRIGHTLY WITH THE LIGHT DARKNESS COMES WITH THE NIGHT

Me. :d
*Ive been in an air plane more times than I can count. *I am very passionate about alot of things. *I use a fake name at starbucks because it makes me laugh. *I hate driving. *I sing all the time, I was in choir and showchoir my whole school life. *I hate soggy bread. *I dont like putting my head under water. *I've ment a good share of famous people. *I really dont work out. *I love the smell of oister stew, but hate the taste. *I own more than 30 pairs of jeans. *I can sleep at any time of the day. *I've rode on the spaceshot ontop of the stratosphere in Vegas. *I'm a good artist & my art has been displayed in art shows for winning contests. *My dad is my biggest fan..The art I told ya about ^ now hangs in his office at work. *I sleep with a ton of pillows. *I floss twice a day. serious.. *I often tell soliciters i'm not home when they ask to talk to me. *I believe Arbies should be against the law. *I won the spelling b in 5th

Its Never Enough
IT'S NEVER ENOUGH BEING THE NICE GUY WHAT MORE DOES A GUY HAVE TO DO TO SHOW A WOMAN HOW MUCH HE CARES FOR HER ITS REALLY QUITE FUNNY HOW YOU WOULD RATHER GET SHIT ON OR TREATED LIKE A SEX OBJECT RATHER THEN BE WITH A GUY WHO UNDOUBTEDLY WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AN NO ONE ELSE I DON'T LIKE TO PLAY WITH PEOPLES EMOTIONS BUT ITS PRETTY OBVIOUS PEOPLE LIKE TO PLAY WITH MINE I KNOW I HAVE JEALOUSY ISSUES BUT COME ON WHO DOESN'T AND TO TRUST A WOMAN IS TO KNOW THAT SHE CAN ACTUALLY JUST BE FRIENDS WITH A GUY AND NOT LET THEM DO STUPID SHIT TO THEM OR NOT TO DO STUPID SHIT WITH THEIR GUY FRIEND WHEN THEY ARE SUPPOSE TO BE INTERESTED IN SOMEONE ELSE SO CALL ME A WHINER CALL ME WHATEVER YOU WANT BUT IN REALITY I AM NOT THE ONE WHO IS SAD AND PATHETIC IT IS THOSE WHO JUDGE ME ON HOW I AM THAT ARE THE ONES WHO ARE WHAT THEY SAY I AM ALL IM SAYING IS IF A WOMAN WANTS TO BE WITH ME BE WITH ME IF SHE JUST WANTS TO HAVE A LITTLE FUN THEN BE STRAIGHT UP WITH ME DON'T FEED ME THIS BULLSHIT OF HOW YOU

Hearts Have Voices If You Let Them
A gift, forever lost It looks so small and fragile now it‘s almost nothing. A mere figment of what it once was. Pieces crumble into dust, you see the tiny cracks and rips. You wonder what kind treatment it took to have been left in such a state of destruction. It was once whole, and entrusted to him. Walls were broke down and turned into rubble. Light, joy and thoughts of a happy future starting coming into view. Soft words spoken as promises where whispered. Sacrifices made that caused hurt to such a delicate thing. But they were made out of love. As tears dangled at the edge of her eyes. Her eyes, a window only he seemed to have looked into. They showed all the past hurts,pains and heartaches. He made them vanish with his love. He told her he had waited his whole life for her. He gave her patience, kindness, and dare she thought even real love. They had mingled into one at times. Sharing the same actions, thoughts and words. They even tried to come up with subjects they

Darkness
The night was falling And the stars are show up My heart is still weak and cold I try to defeated with the shadow But I canâ€™t Is this the only way I can find my true love? Sitting here all alone Watching the stars Hoping for the sign The night was falling slowly And the stars are show up And my cold heart still searching for something My lonely soul is lost in the darkness Try to find the way home My fallen angel is lost in my embrace forever I see you in my dreams, dark angel My love is belong only in your dreams There is nothing to do with it I am just shadow Who is always hidden from the light My cold heart still try to find something All this years I cannot find my way home After all this years I only see painful nothing else My cold heart is lost in the shadows, again This tears I cry they are forgotten forever I will never find someone like you I miss you so bad I miss your touch Where are you, my love? I wish you were here with me tonight To

Men Suck
My letter to him this morning There are some things I need to say and if I don't say them now I never will. There were other options that could have happened with us before you cheated on me. You could have gone ahead and found a place of your own or even just told me you were going to rather then asking, even though I asked you to give this family more time. We moved too fast and stepping back and starting from an earlier point in a "relationship" was an option. I had not realized how much stress my family really was putting on you. I'm also still very hurt that all last week you flat would not talk to me, you told me it was work stuff or nothing, and all the time you were already planning on leaving me in pieces. I knew you meeting her was not a good thing for me, but I TRUSTED you, and that is something you will never get back from me. I will try and be a friend to you, but you know as well as I do that's not going to be an easy task. There's a part of me that even says "

Have You Ever...
Have you ever met someone and thought to yourself that they werent your type, but yet you gave them time that you took out of your busy schedule just to see what was there cause you seem interested but didnt know why? Have you ever had someone walk into your life unexpectedly and you fall hard for them? Have you ever met someone that seemed so true and so real that you let your guard down and let them get close to you? Have you ever dated someone who you thought in the beginning was just another guy, but yet you got attached and everything seemed right,..like he was the one? Have you ever fell for all the I love yous? The you are the only one? You are my sweetums? I love you with all my heart? You have no worries? I have...Then all of a sudden everything that you have experienced comes shattering down.. You start to feel like something isnt right. You start questioning all the lil things. You start hearing rumors and getting emails and messages saying he is lyin

Wow
"by the way go the hill...u big head...ok you stupid mind...and do not send any message to me..loser..you are nothing here ugly face lol lol..you just try and who is with you to send any thing bad ...you will see what is will happen later faker..............................."

Just Some Bs
APPARENTLY I PISSED IN YOUR WHEATIES AND DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I DID CUZ U DIDN'T TALK TO ME AND LET ME KNOW YOU WERE UPSET, SO YOU DECIDED TO JUST HACK MY OLD ACCOUNT AND 'GET EVEN'. THAT'S SO GROWN UP OF YOU AND ACTUALLY I HAVE TO THANK YOU, YOU DID ME A HUGE FAVOR. LOL. BUT I HAVE TO ASK, WHY BE SUCH A COWARD? HAVE YOU ALWAYS BEEN A THUMB SUCKING CRY BABY THAT JUST THINKS THEY CAN ERASE EVERYONE THAT TICKS YA OFF .... ? LOL COME TO ME NOW, IF YOU HAVE THE BALLS, AND LET'S DISCUSS OUR DIFFERENCES..... BE A REAL MAN/ OR WOMAN, AND GROW UP! INSTEAD OF HIDING BEHIND YOUR COMPUTER AND HACKING SKILLS. YEA, I'M CALLING YOU OUT....... UP FOR THE CHALLENGE? (BTW THIS IS BS REALLY, I'VE HAD PPL THREATEN MY LIFE, BURN DOWN MY HOME AND BEEN THROUGH MORE THAN YOU THINKK YOU COULD EVER PUT ME THROUGH, NOT TO MENTION A STROKE A LIL OVER 2 MONTHS AGO, IF YOU THINK FOR ONE SECOND THAT I'M GONNA LOSE SLEEP OR WORRY ABOUT YOU AND THIS LIL PETTY ASS GAME, THINK AGAIN) :D IF THERE'S

Natural Selection
The reason women wear panties is because in the workplace, the health and safety states all manholes must be covered when not in use.... i saw this and thought it was funny. - IF YOU CROSS THE U.S. BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU GET................................1 - A JOB,2 - A DRIVERS LICENSE,3 - SOCIAL SECURITY CARD,4 - WELFARE,5 - FOOD STAMPS,6 - CREDIT CARDS,7 - SUBSIDIZED RENT OR A LOAN TO BUY A HOUSE,8 - FREE EDUCATION,9 - FREE HEALTH CARE,10 - A LOBBYIST IN WASHINGTON,11 - BILLIONS OF DOLLARS WORTH OF PUBLIC DOCUMENTS PRINTED IN YOUR LANGUAGE,12 - AND THE RIGHT TO CARRY YOUR COUNTRY'S FLAG WHILE YOU PROTEST THAT YOU DON'T GET ENOUGH RESPECT.Fromthe L. A. Times1. 40% ofall workers in L. A. County ( L. A. County has 10.2 millionpeople) are working for cash and not paying taxes.This is because they are predominantly illegal immigrants workingwithout a green card.2.) 95% of warrants for murder in Los Angeles are for illegal aliens.3.) 75...% of people on the most wanted list in Los Ang

Auction
I am up for auction for Valentines! Please come and bid on me..and show some love! You have to f/a/r the hostess to be able to bid.. here is her link http://www.fubar.com/user/1332328 here is the link to my auction http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1332328&albumid=1420086&i=4140469875&idx=1 thanks!

Movin' Up Together!
> > Moving on up together??? Auto 11's will be on through 7pm EST (4pm Futime) Tomorrow, Wed., Jan.28th!!!!! C'mon over and level up!!!! There are more than 140k in points and Fubucks available here..

The Royal Lounge Is Open
Attention everybody That TexasBoy has opened his own lounge. This has got tobe the most chill spot around. and if are not a member then you need tobe one. so if you want to meet cool people. and listen to some good music, then you need to be checking us out. just click the link below and start the fun. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=60261

Top Family And Friends
For all: For the longest i have had it set to where some fubar friends were ranked in top spots. But i have changed it to reflect family and Real life friends as the top spots.I hope everyone understands the changes. John

Pittsburgh Girls
PITTSBURGH GIRLS A Pittsburgh girl knows just as much about football as her guy friend in some cases, even more. She drinks beer because it tastes good but knows when to be classy and drink something more sophisticated. She owns a Steeler jersey not just because it's cute but because she supports her team and understands the game. She loves Kennywood and isn't afraid to order cheese fries from the Potato Patch because, let's face it......... Pittsburgh girls wear winter coats and scarves a lot more than bikinis and flip flops. A Pittsburgh girl loves St. Patrick's Day, even if she's not Irish because green beer is good for the soul. Pittsburgh girls don't have a funny accent. They just speak a different language. The word yinz is dear to her heart, even if she would never say it herself. A Pittsburgh girl bleeds black and gold and knows how to have a great time. She's stylish and sweet. She has a great education and loves her fri

Trying To Level Can I Please Get Some Help??!!
ok friends, i've been stuck at this spot for 2 days now and no one will help. 160,000 to level. i have lots of pics to rate and feel free to leave me a comment or even fan and add me as a friend if your not already!! i'm not much of a begger, but i sure could use some help on this!!! will you please help me?? thanks to everyone who has helped!! have a great day all!!

Earn Fubucks Autos On
A Special Thanx To All Who Helped I Want To Thank Everyone Who Came To Show Love During My Autos You All Have Brought Me Down Almost 2 Mil Closer To Prophet And I Will Be Returning All The Love During The Week This Is My List Of Who Came If I Forgot Anyone Please Let Me Know And I Will Add. You Are All Awesome People And I Am Glad I Have Such Get Friends On Here A Very Special Thanx To Southern Cowboy For The Auto 11's Bling To Make This Happen Feel Free To Show Everyone Love jazzedcougar Tigerchief LittleMissMissie ~*~Strawberry~*~ Frogs2427

My Sluts Surprise............
She sits and waits again for Him... His last words come back to her now as she sits waiting and wondering what will be His pleasure tonight. She smiles as she thinks of the pleasure He gives her. Her heart and mind reel with the promise of what is to come tonight. Tonight He has told her she will get a big surprise. He said she has been good and He will reward her obedience and service with a special treat. She wonders now what that will be. She sits now her mind wandering and her hands too, stroking over her own skin as she thinks of Him. The feel of her own hands excite her as she thinks of Him, almost as if His own hands touch her now. She sits back, her eyes closed now and her hands run through her hair and down her neck. Her fingertips lightly trace over her soft skin and trail down between her breasts. They linger there, nestled between them caressing the warm skin there. She drifts off in her mind as she sits now, her hands caressing gently as she sits. She wanders inside o

Club Future
How can I put into words emotions I can't express even to myself? I try so hard but always end up putting them back on their shelf. Fearing the words will never make it out of my mind and you'll never really know. Know I only smile when you do and how no one else is able to make my heart flutter just so. How I think it all sounds so stupid but I'm digging the way I'm feeling. Like a kid spinning round and round it leaves me reeling. On the other hand I can feel your pain so keenly as well. When you travel through I too go through the same hell. Walking only a few steps behind I too lose my grip and my mind. Suffering next to you is painful as hell, but still much better than the place I usually dwell. You are oblivious to all of this. The immense pain and scars you left in only one kiss. The heart that was once mine but now belongs to you. Thoughts I constantly run from but always find to be true. Untitled Weeping softly to myself Sheltered only by a failing hope Ti

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? Divorced 3. Your hair? middle 4. Your mother? BESSIE 5. Your father? DAVID 6. Your favorite thing? life 7. Your dream last night? nothing 8. Your favorite drink? SPRITE 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? LIVING ROOM 11. Music? 70's 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? not sure 14. Where were you last night? here 15. What you're not? healthy 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? money 18. Where you grew up? South Carolina 19. The last thing you did? Fubar 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? 242 22. Your pets? cats 23. Your computer? DSL 24. Your life? hectic 25. Your

Auction
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ROSE Gender: Feminine Usage: English, French Pronounced: ROZ [key] Originally a Norman form of a Germanic name, which was composed of the elements hrod "fame" and heid "kind, sort, type". It was introduced to England by the Normans in the forms Roese or Rohese. From an early date it was associated with the word for the fragrant flower rose (derived from Latin rosa). When the name was revived in the 19th century, it was probably with the flower in mind. ---------------------------------------- A rose is a perennial flower shrub or vine of the genus Rosa, within the family Rosaceae, that contains over 100 species. The species form a group of erect shrubs, and climbing or trailing plants, with stems that are often armed with sharp thorns. Most are native to Asia, with smaller numbers of species native to Europe, North America, and northwest Africa. Natives, cultivars and hybrids are all widely grown for their beauty and fragrance. [1] The leaves are alternate and pinna