Fubar Blogs 4

Drama
Venting again.....my hubby has gotten me in such a pickle w/my daughter and me it isnt even funny we did finally work things out but....hopefully no more drama...she actually shut my phone off and we got into it bad and said sorry to one another...phone is back on...ugh no more drama....

My Road 2 Prophet
HELLO TO ALL...WANTED TO THANK ALL WHO HELP ME...LEVELED AND SHOW ME LUV ON MY WAY TO PROPHET...I MESSED UP AND BACK OUT ALL MY INFO I HAD ON HERE...AND IM TOO LAZY TO REDO IT ALL...BUT I WILL DO ANOTHER ONE THNAKIN EVERYBODY...IM STILL RETURNING LOVE SO BE PATIENT...AND LOOK FOR MY BIG TY BLOG SOON.....AND THANKS AGAIN FOR MAKIN THIS STALKER HAPPY AND MUCH LOVED...AND MUCH LOVE TO ALL....I BE STALKIN YALL..HE HE LATA

Bully Made For Me By Angeldawnkris...is Is So Awesome And Sweet Of You...thank You!
LAST NITE I MET ONE OF THE NICEST LADIES ON THE FU SHE WON ME IN AN AUCTION AND I COULD NOT HAVE ASKED FOR A BETTER OWNER SHE IS SWEET AS PIE SHE IS MY SWEET VALENTINE I WANT TO INTRODUCE.... ~♥~TEXAS TWISTER~♥~SHADOW LEVELER~♥~CLUB UNITED~FU BAD GIRL~@ fubar PLEASE GO SHOW HER LOVE BY CLICKING ON THE ABOVE PICTURE SHE IS PRETTY INSIDE AND OUT FROM HER VALENTINE: *AngelDawnKris*Owned By Dj Scooby n Texas Twister*@ fubar AC/DCThunderstruck

Got Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? purse 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? red 4. Your mother? living 5. Your father? heaven 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? water 9. Your dream/goal? soulmate 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? married 14. Where were you last night? hospital 15. What you're not? complete 16. Muffins? no 17. One of your wish list items? money 18. Where you grew up? VA 19. The last thing you did? work 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? off 22. your pets? doggy 23. Your computer?Dell 24. Your life? incomplete 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missin

Jokes
WHY ITALIANS CAN'T BE PARAMEDICS Luigi and Salvatore are out in the woods hunting when suddenly Salvatore grabs his chest and falls to the ground. He doesn't seem to be breathing; his eyes are rolled back in his head. Luigi whips out his cell phone and calls 911. He gasps to the operator, "I think Salvatore is dead. What should I do?" The operator, in a calm soothing voice says, “Just take it easy and follow my instructions. First, let's make sure he's dead." There is a silence... and then a shot is heard. Luigi's voice comes back on the line, "Okay, now what?" A Blonde is watching the news with her husband when the newscaster says, "Two Brazilian men die in a skydiving accident." The blonde starts crying to her husband, sobbing "That's horrible!!! So many men dying that way!" Confused, he says, "Yes dear, it is sad, but they were skydiving, and there is always that risk involved." After a few minutes, the blonde, still sobbing, says, "How many is a Br

Birthday - Ty Kgurl
February 4th Show This Birthday Boy Some Love! We All Know Him, We All Love Him and He's Done So Much For Each and Every One Of Us In Some Way Along Our Journey's...Whether It Be To Level Or To Just Be A Friend Chiina_Whiite Please Sign (comment) This Birthday Card (bulletin) Showing Your Love And Support For This Wonderful Man :) Go By and Show His Page Some Birthday Love, He Deserves It!

Whats Going On
When I went into work I had to sit down with a coporate investgator for the place where I work if any of you must know I work for a place called super pawn here in Vegas and since a phone was stolen from my work* but anyhow onto the story when I got back from my vacation that same day a employee brought me a phone that he had priced a sidekick nothing out of the blue like a rolex or anything telling me I should buy it anyway I try my sim card it dont work so I place the phone on the counter and after a litte bit I take the charger to a fellow employee in the safe so they can charge their phone as I do the closing stuff with them so after that I no longer saw the phone and would even take a lie dector test proving I have nothing to do with it being stolen so do I find a lawyer and or do I even have a case so any help would be greatly help me as of now I am on supension pending investgation

A Reflection Of Myself ...
They Went Home They went home and told their wives, that never once in all their lives, had they known a girl like me, But... They went home. They said my house was licking clean, no word I spoke was ever mean, I had an air of mystery, But... They went home. My praises were on all men's lips, they liked my smile, my wit, my hips, they'd spend one night, or two or three. But... Maya Angelou -for those of you who didnt already know...I have a profound love for poetry..tyhe following is one of my all time favorites by a woman who I find truly inspiring... Phenomenal Woman Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to

Ice Cream
Ben and Jerry's is coming out with an unbelievable new ice cream in honor of the messiah. It is being churned in Washington DC and appropriately being named: Baracky Road ----half chocolate and half vanilla surrounded by fruits and nuts

Fubar Stuff
There is a hacker running lose on fubar ( I know that I am not the first to post a bully just like this one, Carebear posted one this weekend one this same subject), takin control of unsuspecting peoples' accounts, only to use them to send out a virus link disguised as a YOuTUBE link. Do *NOT* click on the link sent to you... you can verify that these are false links, by right clicking on the links and getting the true links that they are hoping that they catch you off guard and get you to click on their false links and wipe you out!! I am posting these screenshots of the following four emails that I have received since Monday, 2/02/09 and the 2nd & 3rd screenshots back up the fact that the users' accounts' were hacked. Please notice trupimps' status in the pic below: (hacker sent you that message! sry) What I am doing when this happens to me, is contacting the user that sends it to me immediately and letting them know that they have most likely been ha

*~*poetry*~*
Darkness falls where light once stood, perhaps not knowing all I should. Misted clouds blind once clear realms, awaken... Is it just a dream? Broken, scarred yet unmoved, words can't reach deafened ears. Speak unto anothers fears. Numb, untouched, unscathed by you... I rise toward my life anew. Whole but changed, I never heard you speak. Scarred but undamaged, I see it's you who is weak. Changed but remaining, truths from the untrue. I will not surcome to you. emotions run wild yet seemingly still walk yet run to a stand still always torn yet seemingly whole mirrored but shattered the same i see beneath the scars to the flesh that has been torn i feel your unspoken pain you walk in the light but darkness has it's enternal reign...

My New Owner
I was going to delete this blog but I decided instead to leave it here so that all of you can see what a Grade A JACKASS looks like. Ladies...watch this one. He is after one thing and one thing only. And of course when he sees he isn't gonna get it he goes all postal. MEET MY NEW OWNER He is my owner for the next month so please stop by FAN/RATE/ADD and show him lots of love. 42nlovinit Brought to you with much respect by AMANDA

It Seems
It seems that things that were said to me by someone I trust very dearly were not meant. Then when I get upset I am told I am the one who is wrong. So if being blindsided and lied to and calling someone on it is wrong in their eyes, and then being called a bitch for saying something then I guess I am a bitch...

Poems
I awake in the morning Sun dancing on my face And my first thought is you I look over to the other side of the bed Wishing you were there Do you think of me like I think of you I feel as though we belong together But are so far apart Why can't anything work for us I know one day in life We will come together And I hope it won't be too late But I fear it may be My heart carries you every morning and night As well as my soul....

Tell Me Everything!!!
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 47 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! 1. What is your full name? 2. When is your Birthday? 3. What is your e-mail address? 4. Do you smoke? 5.How many sexuall partners have you had? 6. If you can't answer, is it really that many? 7. Can you cook? 8. What was your dream growing up? 9. What talent do you wish you had? 10. Favorite place? 11. G-strings or thongs? 12. What was the last book you read? 13. What zodiac sign are u ? 14. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 15. Worst Habit? 16. Do we know each other outside of Fubar and if not why don't we? 17. What is your favorite sport? 18. Pesimist or Optimist attitude? 19. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me

Auto 11 Auction
Spotlight Virgin looking for the spotlight. In her quest to get it she is also auctioning off an auto 11 or cherry bomb bling, your choice. So if you don't mind sparing some bucks come to her page by clicking her picture and donate or bid on the bling. Lady GaGa - Paparazzi... paparazzi by lady gaga songs | music videos | lyrics

What Is Lacking On Social Networking Sites And Off Of The Internet For That Matter
You know, what is lacking on social networking sites like this site MyYearbook and Fubar or Facebook is socializing, hell, this site for example, the most of the members are too concerned about L$ or their popularity and that or on Fubar, they're all too concerned about levels and fu buxs, I mean, c'mon now people whatever happened to socializing, I mean, that is the real reason you joined this site, isn't it, my god, let's get real here people, it's not about battles or popularity or lunch money or fubuxs, it's about socializing and it's a lost art whether it's on the internet or off of it, nobody socializes and no, I'm not talking about going to someone's house to party and get high or drunk, give me a break, it's been years since someone has actually said or asked me if I wanted to go throw a football around or play basketball

Only In My Dreams
No Longer Want to Dream No longer do I want to dream Many misunderstand what I mean I always believe in many things Shining like a diamond ring I wish I could help everyone but sometimes I do like to have a bit of fun I hold onto deep memories Knowing this will drop me to my knees My focus has been blocked This for many isn't a shock I'm losing myself into many things keeping away from my dreams I once met someone who gave me hope I began to learn how to cope Then one day it all went away Washing away along the lonely bay Somewhere in my dreams I hear your voice Whispering gently....into thin air At the edge of the mountain I close my eyes Sensing your breathing...feeling you appear there On the edge of my dreams I see your face A twin soul......when we share eyes At the edge of the mountain I catch my breath Touching our finger tips...mouth goes dry In the shadows of my dreams I taste your lips So soft

Banned From Walmart:)
BANNED FROM WAL-MART >> >> This is why women should not take men shopping against >> their will. >> >> After I retired, my wife insisted that I accompany her on >> her trips >> To Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, like most men, I found >> shopping boring and >> Preferred to get in and get out. >> >> Equally unfortunately, my wife is like most women - she >> loved to >> Browse. Yesterday my dear wife received the following >> letter from the local >> Wal-Mart: >> >> Dear Mrs. Oakley, >> >> Over the past six months, your husband has been causing >> quite a >> Commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior >> and have been >> Forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints >> against Mr. Oakley are listed below and are documented by >> our video surveillance cameras. >> >> 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them >> in >> people's carts when they weren't looking. >> >> 2 . July 2: Set all t

Poem
my soul lies in purgatory a gate way between heaven and hell roaming the waste land searching for a way to heaven looking for a way to find redemption reflectin on life past wishing i done things differently hiding from the demons of hell to keep my soul from going to hell written by BLUE EYEZ

So Unpop
this is how pathtic i am somtimes i have one person that has a crush on me in fubar i have many fans and many friends i have one main crush but yet NOONE crushes me that sucks lol talk about a low hit but it is ok the main consern here is that I LOVE one and love making friends with all ..........and yes i forgot to use spell check lol YOU ARE CORDIALLY INVITED TO PARTY IN YOUR HONOR THIS PARTY IS TO CELEBRATE YOU BEING IN MY LIFE AS A DEAR FRIEND AND WOULD LOVE FOR YOU TO BE THERE TO SUPPORT ME AS YOU HAVE FOR SO LONG NOW TIME IS 10PM EST LOCATION IS WICKED REFLECTIONS MY FAVORITE DJ WILL BE THERE FOR ALL ENJOYMENT SO PLEASE COME AND PARTY WITH ME AND MANY OTHERS SEE YOU THERE JUST CLICK THE INVITE AND YOU ARE THERE FRIENDS ARE WELCOME THE MORE THE MARRIER WICKED REFLECTIONS

Adult Shop Adventures - Behind The Scenes.
Ok, well let me start my saying I work in an adult shop, and about to share some of the funny behind the scene experiences with you. There's this one customer comes in every week, now I'm not being mean in saying this but he is a 6 pack short of a carton, sweet guy, but not all together. Anyway he calls in every week for a couple of dvd's and a blow up doll. (Don't ask, as I really don't want any mental images - but apprently, he keeps popping them.) Now as if it's not hard enough to sell these with a straight face, this poor dear on this day he stopped by last week was stuck with me serving him. He picks a doll off the shelf comes up to me and says "Is this one any good?" "Yeh, she any good?" (repeated himself about 5 times) Now with keeping that inmind, let me inform you a little about me... I am known for any thought that pops in my head, tends to come straight out of my mouth, regardless, be it good or bad (often gets me in trouble.) Anyways, with this poor dude aski

Auto 11 Auction
Oh, the coveted Auto 11.... If you would like one, I am holding an auction for an auto 11 bling. Opening bid is 3 million fubucs.... Click on the pic to come place your bid... Auction ends Saturday, 2/21 at 9:00 PM PST.

My Zodiac Family Please Join And Help Krazyr
Help I'm in a Contest! Join my family Zodiak Levelers! Link to family Page: http://fubar.com/user/2142064 Read Page! Any Questions please ask me!!! If you add family PLEASE SAY KRAZYR SENT U HUGS! FAMILY RULES Ok... whats expected of you: * We ask that you display our family name in your profile name so all our members can identify you as one of our family. * Next we ask that you add our home page and the manager you are assigned to to your friends list This is so you can find your way to our home page to read the blogs. The blogs are there to keep you informed of the family functions.next thing is we ask you to comment bomb at least 2 hours a week. That is 20 minutes a day or less. How you bomb for 2 hours a week is entirely up to you. * Next, we want to get to know you. In order to do that we ask you to stay current with adding all the members we have in our family album in our photos. * Next, thing is we will not help you with contests for at leas

Please Help My Friend
Ok where to begin there is this really great Guy on here his name is pdominoexpress~Fubar's BAD BOY~Assistant @ CLUB OF EXOTIC SECRETS~~~~ and he is Awsome he needs some love he just found out Tonight he has Advanced Lukemia I would love to try to get him to gofather he is only 238,343 away. IF u could please stop by and show him some love even if it is just a little bit it would be greatly apperciated.Here is His Link http://fubar.com/pdominoexpress

Tagged Twice
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was mauled by a doberman pincher at age 4 and had to have plastic surgery to reconstruct my face 2. I allow people to hurt me. I can see it coming a mile away and still lay down on the tracks as the train barrels towards me 3. I have never been mad love to in the rain and i crave it badly 4. Beauty is all perception, never have i considered myself beautiful even though i have been told so repeatedly 5. Love is difficult for me...I often find people that i connect with on a very deep level, but exposing myself to love seems unbearable 6. I'm a details person and love to study others. I will notice things abo

I Was Tagged By My Sister :)
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. love the color blue 2. i have a thing for flames and wings 3. i find tattoos to be extremely sexy 4. im scared of letting someone love me 5. i am a textaholic 6. telling me about the girls you have been with is a complete turn off and will make me step away faster than anything 7. if i ever tell you "I Love You" you better cherish it for as long as you can because i mean it 8. i wear my heart on my sleeves sometimes so it dont take much to discourage me from saying or doing something 9. when i am pissed i tend to keep to myself for long periods of time 10. i am me Ryan Kristina John CJ Johnson Mik

Tagged By Seamus!
Alright fuckin bastard tagged me. I hate this kind of shit but because he is a great friend, I guess I will participate. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1 I'm getting married on May 17, 2009 to Short Bus. 2 I swear just as much in real life as I do here. 3 I am a recovering drug addict. 4 I have no children, because I lost a child to downs syndrome. 5 I am a computer geek at heart. 6 I have never been convicted of anything. I probably should have. 7 I have never been married. 8 I have had back surgery. 9 I work at a lumber mill. 10 I lived out on the streets for 3 years in Santa Ana, Garden Grove and Anaheim CA. (No I wasn't h

"tagged" By Bob
Instructions... Once you have been tagged,you have to write a blog with 10 weird things,or random facts,or habits about yourself.At the end you must choose at least 5 people to be tagged,listing their names.Dont forget to leave a comment on their profile that says "your it",and ask them to read your blog.You cant tag the same person that tagged you. 1. Open, honest and just a lil bit of a smart ass 2. Thinks intelligent men are wickedly HOT 3. Works in the field of education 4. Left handed 5. Favors hues of tranquil blue 6. Favorite toys include the pool in my yard, and my boat 7. Beverage of choice these days is Dr. McGillicuddy's 8. Believes kindness is beauty 9. Been to Sturgis Motorcycle Ralley 3X, and no I did not flash anyone 10. Have a billy goat named "Bob"...

Tagged!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have a twin brother (looks a lot like me). I must be the evil one, though cos he's a priest. 2. I once broke my back in a car accident. I was in the Air Force at the time and I had a 3-day drive to report to a new posting in Nova Scotia. I was distracted by a bee that was crawling around on my leg and I took the car flying through a barrier and over an embankment...never even hit the brakes. I did a flip and three or four rolls (aerobatics display). Parts of the car were still hanging from the crash barrier. I spent the next six weeks flat on my back in a military hospital with hot and cold running nurses. Now

What The Hell?
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) I Still don't want any pork in Obamas stimulus plan! A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!)

Tag!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I have 3 kids and there my life 2. Im awesome! 3. I work to much . 4. I have random thoughts. 5. my life is never boring . 6. Im not online as much as i used to be . 7. I own 3 snakes. 8. I like to shoot pool. 9. Im a texan damnit! 10. I luv my friends! Im tagging Jason ink c51 supa import

Clouding My Beautiful World
Has anyone ever wondered why some people seem to get off just by hurting others? You know the people I'm talking about don't you? The people pleasers. The heroes that never were. The ones that take credit for a job they never did or they say the right words but never respond with actions. They ones that speak a big game, yet they never played or they played only to reap the benefits. I can honestly say that I don't understand the mentality of these types of people or why even when caught, they continue to lie, or to cheat, or steal? How can they wake up every morning with a smile on their face? How do they maintain any sense of sanity while living what has to be an awful existence? HOW? I know that believing that everyone should be sincere and kind every day of their lives is not realistic. Maybe my thinking is a distorted picture of what life and/or people are really about. Maybe I am too open and too honest for my own good. Maybe the world I live in is make-believe. But

Tagged.
Let's see...this is my first blog...and Naughty made me do it. I'm supposed to write 10 facts or weird things about my self, then tag 5 friends so they can do the same! Now whomever I tag...u can't tag me back...It's tha rules!! So Here goes. 1. I am the mother of three Handsome boys. 2. I have a super huge crush on someone and I'm not tellin who! 3. My Fubar Friends Rawk!(ofcourse) 4. I live in Northern Va. 5. I love Jersey/Philly boys their swagga is untouchable! 6. I love the interracial swirl-it rawKs! 7. I love talk shows! 8. I have a habit of attracting psychos. *shrugz* 9. I lived in Arkansas for almost 3 yrs.( go figure!) 10. I am a super freak!!!(in a committed relationship of course.) I am going to tag: That One guy Jay Hoody Ariana Pervy Ghost 254 Vin Makin like a ninja! *poof*

It's Time!
It's time! To ORACLE this gentleman! He worked hard to get here and he helped a lot of us all the time!It's time to return the love now! He needs less than 4mil points. Autos will be on Friday. Bling,Rate,Bomb!!! ☮LarryB☮@ fubar Pimped out with love by: ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar

Too Much To Ask?
I know this is long but I could really use your opinion on this...Im torn. Please comment with your TRUE feelings and thoughts after, no matter how brutal it may be. My Exhusband was verbaly and emotionaly abusive for years before I left him last year. He hurt me BAD. For the record we were married for 10 years. My family is still talking and chatting and inviting him to family functions. He shows up smiling and laughing and acting like nothing is wrong with his girlfriend by the way. My question is....is it too much to ask that my family not do that. To stop inviting him, when he picks up the kids...to not spend hours, in front of me, chatting and laughing with him. Last time he showed up to pick up the boys, I was at my moms house, he showed up with his girlfriend and my family spent and hour and a half chatting with him. He managed to piss me off right from the get go and I was in the back yard crying on my fiancees sholder. My mom found me and told me to stop bei

My Beautiful Gf Poem To Me Love Nos So Much
Sagittarius will match each other’s intensity and wild side. Both love to play with fire and neither will mind using flattery to get sex. They get along great as friends and lovers and there will be a strong attraction that leads to a long-term love. Children and animals will be involved in this relationship. Finally, both have found someone that matches their stamina, in and out of the bedroom. Sex could be explosive and will be a reason to keep coming back to one another. They will be a powerful combination and friends will maintain that each have met the right person. There is such a thing called love. You will both find luck through marriage. Don’t let boredom creep in or problems will arise. Beautiful sexy pink Bunnies: i love you more than any words can say i want to be around you always and forevers because you are my heart, no one makes me feel inside like you do, no one brings out my love like you do, and nothing could ever take you from me because our love is fo

Poems By...buford63
I woke up this morning and you were there, resting there in my heart and smiling like you care. I woke up this morning and thought of you, wondering what you were doing and hoping you care for me as I do you. I woke up this morning with gladness in my heart. As I thought of your sweet touch and in my life of which you are a part. I woke up this morning content with my life. Praying God for His small blessings and for putting you in my life. I woke up this morning and only physically alone. For when I think of you, my sweetheart I am never alone. I woke up this morning instead of coming to. my last thoughts of the fore night were the same as this morning. And those thoughts my sweetheart........ were of you. I woke up this morning.......... I woke up this morning......... and for the few times in my life I was happy that I woke up this morning. You are special to me Sheila, Ron I would buy you cars, jewelry, a mansion and anything you wanted, but

My Life To Give An Insight
when i was 12 my mom met a guy and started dating again after 10 years of being alone with just me and my siblings.... no one in the family knew about him or met him except me and my sister..... my grandfather was more like my father... my real father left when i was a year old and all i knew was my grandpa... my mom has this story she tells about when she used to do news radio and one of ehr stories was on children of divorced homes... she told a story about a day that we were all at my grandparents house and i was about 5 or 6 at the time and i heard my mom call my grandpa daddy... yes some people think its wierd for a grown woman to call their father daddy but she did... grandpa was her daddy and grandma was her mother. anywho i heard my mom call him daddy and i flipped! i ran to her and smacked her leg and scolded her telling her no mommy he my daddy not yours!!!! and she had to sit me down adn explain it to me.... needless to say i still looked to him as a father.. so when

Threesome Tag
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Susie 2. Nana 3. Mom Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Bartender 2. Real Estate Stage-er 3. Business owner Three Places I have lived 1. Chipley Fl. 2. Panama City Beach Fl. 3. Pompane Beach Fl. Three TV Shows that I watch 1. Oprah 2. Dr. Phill 3. American Idol Three places I have been 1. Earth 2. Heaven on Earth 3. Hell on Earth Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. My friend Juniper 2. My Daughter Teri 3. Jim (My best friend) Three of my favorite foods 1. Chocolate! 2. Salad 3. Pizza Three things I would like to do 1. Stop smoking,,,again 2. Meet a good (available) Man 3. Stop worrying about my kids Three friends I think will respond

Halo
Remember those walls I built Well, baby they're tumbling down And they didn't even put up a fight They didn't even make up a sound I found a way to let you in But I never really had a doubt Standing in the light of your halo I got my angel now It's like I've been awakened Every rule I had you breakin It's the risk that I'm takin I ain't never gonna shut you out Everywhere I'm looking now I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby I can see your halo You know you're my saving grace You're everything I need and more It's written all over your face Baby I can feel your halo Pray it won't fade away Hit me like a ray of sun Burning through my darkest night You're the only one that I want Think I'm addicted to your light I swore I'd never fall again But this don't even feel like falling Gravity can't forget To pull me back to the ground again Feels like I've been awakened Every rule I had you breakin The risk that I'm takin I'm never gonna shut you out

Real Life
Well Lets see first off i have the NET back considering i was awhile without it and well it apparently dont matter what happens in REAL LIFE to some PEOPLE and FAMILYS on this site like things use to matter. But This Place Has Gone to hell and is not worth my precious time like it use to be this is no longer a fun site to be on cause

Black Lungs
So,I have 3 packs of cigarettes left and then I am done.I promised myself and my kids I would quit. Now,I have a massive oral fixation (shut up!!) and I need to find something else to chew on etc etc. Suggestions other than ones manhood would be nice.

Stuffz2
1]How tall are you barefoot? 5'7" 2] Have you ever smoked heroin? Not yet but day is still young 3] Do you own a gun? no cause i'd be in prison 4] Rehab? i'm not a quitter 5] Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"? yep 6] What do you think of your friends? love them 7] What's your favorite Christmas song? grandma got run over by a reindeer 8] What do you prefer to drink in the morning? starbucks vente mocha twist frap 9] Do you do push-ups? pfft no thats why im so soft 10] Have you ever done ecstacy? many times LOVE IT 11] Are you vegetarian? nope 12] Do you like painkillers? too much 13] What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? all it takes is "ya wanna fuck" works like a charm 14] Do you own a knife? der COOKING 15] Do you have A.D.D. what? 16] Date Of Birth? 6-5-1970 17] Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment: sex painkillers and bountys hands 18] Name the last 3 things y

Sweetngel
=== ' ~Freak~' wrote the following at '2009-02-17 19:38:28'.. > > > > > > > > Auto 11s are running so come by and make yourself a lot of points. Show heaps of love! Love making new friends so feel free to fan, add, rate me. All love will be returned as well as random blinging so stop by and show some love. > > So don't miss out. Stop by and make a lot of points for yourself and make a new friend as well. > > sweetangel@ fubar > > > > > > > > >

Snow Day/after Show Auto
> > Another SNOW DAY in PA!!! And as many of you know, my 25th and LAST show closed on Sunday afternoon...sooooooo to celebrate the END, I will be activating auto 11's Today @7:00pm EST (4:00pm Futime)!!!!! They will run until Tuesday, March 2, 2009, 7pm EST (4pm EST)!!!! C'mon over and level up!!!! There are more than 140k in points and Fubucks available here..

Wow In 10 Yrs
well at 3 this morning i got a phone call from my mom, who i have not heard from in 10 years, that she is dying... we had some differences and thats why we have not talk... so now she has bought me a ticket to come see her before she goes... i am leaving March 20th and i will be back in a few weeks.. xoxoxo, Christina-(No perfect angel) ps.. i will miss u all...

Help My Friends.
this hot sexy lady need your help on getting to the next level. me and her will both return the love. http://www.fubar.com/user/2618034 she had a really bad nite and she would love to level up so any help you can give here would be great she not got that many photos up right now so it going to take alot of you to help push up to the next level. http://www.fubar.com/user/2307174

Riders On The Storm
You have a demanding personality with an attention to detail and great powers of concentration for any given task. You can be discriminating and judgmental. Getting the job done is important to you. You have a two sided personality one sunny and one dark, the sunny side has a seductive charm that melts the hardest hearts and the dark side is destructive and can inflict serious damage. You often project your emotions onto others and never back down from confrontation. It is difficult for you to forgive, but is impossible for you to forget. You do not tolerate criticism well. You value quality over quantity. You have a wonderful sense of humor and can keep those around you laughing. Strengths: Truthful – Discerning – Single Minded Weaknesses: Hurtful – Stern – Self Destructive So in january it will be my 1 yr anniversary here on fubar. Since then I've managed to make more enemies then friends so it seems. There are some people that I miss, sadly, I don't think the

Updates
Now...ok some are like what is your deal lately and what are you doing with your pathetic life..lol Ok, well been kinda busy?? Ummm occupied Alrighty, as most know certain times in my boring life I get busy...that involves my son, paydays and some family... Yet recently, it has taken on a new form for me as I'm 38 and for the most part have always rented, but over the past few years I've been wanting to finally buy...why rent when you can have something to invest in ..right?? Unless you see some of the pathetic houses where its the same amount of bedrooms..and they're smaller and want 124k for it..lol. So, recently I would say 6 months I've been working on my credit again and paying things off..who at 38 can say they have less than 10k in debt...not many in today's society...but I am getting there. So, seeing that Friday was payday....I bought all my totes...yes they are a great friend to a mover ..lol. Paid all my bills...wait I think I forgot one...nah I'll get it lat

Not So Easy..
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Patricia 2. A four letter word: Piss 3. A boy's name: Patrick 4. A girl's name: Paula 5. An occupation: Pimp 6. A colour: Purple 7. Something you wear: Pants 8. A food: Pasta 9. Something found in the bathroom: Plunger 10. A place: Paris 11. A reason for being late: Passed out 12. Something you shout: Piss Off 13. A movie title: Platoon 14. Something you drink: Prune Juice 15. A musical group: Primus 16. An animal: Panda 17. A street name: Pennsylvania Ave. 18. A type of car: Prius 19. The title

Forever Sleep
I wanna close my eyes in a forever slumber I wanna be just another faceless number Free from all the fighting and the pain Asleep until all my inner demons have been slain I wanna sleep throughout the nights I wanna sleep, block out the unpleasant fights I want to protect everyone i know from hurt So their heart wont be ground into the dirt I wish we all didnt have to hurt like this Guess its true that ignorance is most always bliss If only to sleep away all the tears That we've come to shed throughout these years To wake to a life filled with smiles A friendly hug that travels over all the forgotten miles I wanna close my eyes in that blessed forever sleep Until i wake with an inner smile that runs so deep yea yea i know its a little emo but its how im feeling lately. >.> newho im off to paste a smile on my face and act normal like i always do :/ lol

The Snipes Lament
THE SNIPES LAMENT: Now each of us from time to time, has gazed upon the sea And watched the warships pulling out, to keep this country free. And most of us have read a book, or heard a lusty tale, About the men who sail these ships, through lightning, wind and hail. But there's a place within each ship, that legend fails to teach. It's down below the waterline, it takes a living toll--- A hot metal living hell, that sailors call the "hole." It houses engines run by steam, that makes the shafts go round, A place of fire and noise and heat, that beats your spirit down, Are of molded gods without remorse, are nightmares in a dream. Whose threat that from the fires roar, is like living doubt, That any minute would with scorn, escape and crush you out. Where turbines scream like tortured souls, alone and lost in hell, As ordered from above somewhere, they answer every bell. The men who keep the fires lit, and make the engines run, Are strangers to the world of night, and rarely see the

Rate Me Your Lucky Charm
LET ME BE YOUR LUCKY CHARM!! RATE & BID ON ME IN LUCKY CHARM AUCTION. CLICK ON PIC *ABOVE* LUCKY CHARM WITH *MOST RATES WINS* A $65 BLING PACK & 500K PLUS DRINKS. SO PLEASE RATE PIC. MUCH LOVE, JUICYFRUIT69 ღJuicyFruit69(Bi)ღMy Girls Ktown Crazy MomaღMagicღVelvetMoonღ@ fubar

Grrrr
sometimes they just don't get it. no matter how hard you try to make things right, the way you try to present an issue to them, they just don't want to listen. GUESS WHAT????? If you actually try to do something our way once in a while you might be surprised at how things work....but OH Never Mind, WE as women are NEVER right and why would we have anything important to say? Pat me on the back babe, when I show you that even the smallest of things can be recognized by the largest of companies! HOME DEPOT.... LOWES.... MENARDS.... GORDON LUMBAR..... CARTER LUMBER.... Look out here comes the biggest BITCH you have ever come across!!

A Chance For Bling...
I've got some bling that's up for grabs so I decided I might as well make this fun. I've decided to make a contest. I would like to get salutes and it seems like it's hard to get people to do them for you with out some type of compensation. I will give bling to whoever makes the most creative/unique salute for me. This contest will remain in effect until tuesday morning.. march 10th around 9am est. Any salutes that are done please email to me at preludegal99@yahoo.com and make sure to put fubar salute as the subject line. I will post the salutes in album as I receive them. It would also be good if you sent me a private message on here letting me know when you've sent a salute. You can be guy or girl and the salutes can be nsfw if you want.. but it would be more creative if it wasn't nsfw.... If it's a hard decision I may give bling out to multiple winners. So have fun and lets see your creative side.

Honestly
So I dont really know what to make of this site. It seems like there are a lot of devoted people on here that really enjoy making there levels go up, I signed up for this to just see what it was all about and so far it has been pretty fun. Up until now. I've kind of come to realize that yes it is the internet and how the hell do you know if people are actually being sincere? You cant, I mean I guess you cant tell in the real life either but people arent just trying to get something out of you just to "level up". What I guess I'm trying to say is I'm looking for the real thing, friendship, companionship, even a beer and a conversation ... I dont care what it is I'm done trying to get it on a website. Not trying to bash here but the real world is looking a little more tempting after all of this. Doesnt mean I'm leaving because I'm sure someone on here could change my mind lol but for now I've got my guard up. Happy Saturday to whoever reads this... if anyone? lol So tod

Favorite Quotes
Q: Doctor, I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life. Is this true?A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... Don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables? A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables.. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products. Q: How can I calculate my body/fat ratio? A: Well, if you have a body and you have fat, your ratio is one to one. If you have two bodies, your ratio is two to one, etc. Q:

I Love This Check It Out Fu-kers :)
i think they are too cute! "A Cross And A Girl Named Blessed" She wears a butterfly on her wrist But she might as well cut it's head off She's holding out for weapons to kill the ghost inside Or at least kill the thought she has of killing her mind she says "I love you" with her hands, she says "I hate you" with her eyes Theres a pretty girl somewhere, with a pretty name But I could never let you know how much this means I swear we'll end this war, cause we both know It wasn't worth fighting for I wear God's name up by my wrist but she might as well tear my skin off She's letting go convictions, to release the ghost inside To release all the suffering of a cross and a girl I sing "I love you" way too much, so I'll say "I hate you" for tonight Theres a pretty girl somewhere, with a pretty name But I could never let you know how much this means I swear we'll end this war, cause we both know It wasn't worth fighting for She, she said to me I will b

Beautiful Meaning Of Silver
This is beautiful and full of meaning -- please read it all the way to the end. Malachi 3:3 says: 'He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver.' This verse puzzled some women in a Bible study and they wondered what this statement meant about the character and nature of God. One of the women offered to find out the process of refining silver and get back to the group at their next Bible Study. That week, the woman called a silversmith and made an appointment to watch him at work. She didn't mention anything about the reason for her interest beyond her curiosity about the process of refining Silver. As she watched the silversmith, he held a piece of silver over the fire and let it heat up. He explained that in refining silver, one needed to hold the silver in the middle of the fire where the flames were hottest as to burn away all the impurities. The woman thought about God holding us in such a hot spot; then she thought again about the verse that says:

Poem 4
its dark and windy deep in the soul, tormented from demons deep within, afraid to unwind its cold grip. suffocating the light which guides, slowly darkening the eyes, washing the memories which make you happy. lamenting your soul weaker, hardening within you to break you, fragile shards slowly work inside. turning you to be who you are not, letting the blood boil unstoppable, raging like and inferno within the skin. trying to cool it intensifies your passion, freedom wanting to escape without recapture, knowing the reality that it can not avoid

Say What?
As a bouncer I have the opportunity to review hundrds of salutes each week. Since the screen name is supposed to match the name on the salute sign, I pay a little more attention to it than I might otherwise. I see people with creative names, some really sad EMO ones ... and some kinda obnoxious, too :) Mine is a name someone on another social site gave me ... I used a variation of my first name there and we were discussing names ... she said that she thought I was a dilly dumpling, a little one ;) ... and I liked how that made me feel. Before that I had (have?) an online persona that developed many years ago at a site called breakupgirl.com. I was a participant on the site when it was about relationships and advice and I chose that to help me stay focused on the attributes I wanted to have: loyalty, adventurous, and honorable. But it really wasn't *me*. So, I made the switch when I joined fubar to be truthful about myself as I am. How did you choose your fubar screen name?

Ace Cafe
Come Rock your morning out with Terror Brothers Radios newest dj Phenella live in The Ace Cafe! Wake up and Smell the coffee its time to Rock! Come Rock your morning out with Terror Brothers Radios newest dj Phenella live in The Ace Cafe! Wake up and Smell the coffee its time to Rock!

Live Auctions
ANYONE WHO WANTS TO EARN SOME FUBUCKS BY BEING AUCTIONED OFF....TONIGHT SCORPIOQUEEN AND MYSELF R GOING TO ATTEMPT TO HOLD THE FIRST AUCTION IN POLARISMANS LOUNGE......IT SHOULD BE ALOT OF FUN......IF YOU WANT TO BE AUCTIONED OFF....PLEASE PRIVATE MSG ME ON MY MAIN ACCT (BRWNEYEDGIRL35) WITH WHAT YOU WILL OFFER FOR YOUR BIDS......DOESNT START UNTIL 10PM EST TONIGHT........COME ON PPL....LETS HAVE SOME FUN.....TELL YOUR FRIENDS AS WELL....ANYONE IS WELCOME HEY EVERYONE......WE HAVE DECIDED TO START USING POLARISMAN'S LOUNGE...HE HAS BEEN WORKING HARD ON GETTING MUSIC TO STREAM IN THE LOUNGE.....PLUS.....NOW'S YOUR CHANCE TO OWN SOME OF YOUR FRIENDS.....OR BE OWNED BY THEM.... BRWNEYEDGIRL35&SCORPIOQUEEN61 WILL BE DOING THE AUCTIONS....THEY WILL BE FRIDAY NIGHTS AT 10PM EST....IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW IS INTERESTED IN BEING SOLD (A GREAT WAY TO EARN THOSE FUBUCKS YOU NEED)....PLEASE PRIVATE MSG ONE OF THEM AND WE WILL GET YOUR NAME ADDED TO THE SLAVE LIST....HA HA....REMEMBER....THIS

St. Patty's Day Bling Auction
Do you need BLING? Well, here's your chance to win it! Carrie is holding an auction for just one day. Come place a bid on four blings! Click on the bling icon to make a bid. You could win: Shamrock Green Beer Green Beads Kiss Me, I'm Irish Sticker Auction will end at 7pm Futime on Tuesday, March 17th. Winne

Having Computer Trouble
to all of my good friends, I have been having computer trouble for the past month which left me unable to log into fubar. thank you for all of the love while i have been gone. If the problem continues i can be reached on facebook and yearbook under the name Judy Rideout. Also my e-mail address is jrideouta@myfairpoint.net. I look forward to staying in touch with all of you.

Wizard Of Oz
Well I have been noticed that the lack of drugs this morning has got me to convince a whole bunch of people to be characters from the wizard of Oz. I am ecstatic that I have found people as wacky as me. Now back to the reason of the blog. I have noticed that I have no flying monkeys....I NEED SOME. Its imperative that we find my missing monkeys and stat. Also where are all the munchkins? Dorothy is completely lost without toto and my god the tin man and the lion have lost their soul mate the scarecrow.... What are you people doing about these lost people...Will i see them on the back of milk cartons? If you know where i could find them please contact..the wicked witch of the west at 1800imevil... Thank you WWW.

The Mfkn Basement
CAM RULES*** IF ANYONE IS BEING TATTED ON CAM ***YOU WILL NOT MAKE FUN OF SAID PERSON BEING TATTEDTHIS WILL AND CAN BE CAUSE FOR YOU TO BE BANNED FROM THE LOUNGENO NUDITY NO SHOWING ASS, TITS, PUSSY, DICK, BALLS A.K.A KEEP YOUR CLOTHES ON !!ALSO: NO DRUGS OR PARAPHERNALIA OF THAT SORT ON CAM AT ALL.** U CAN REQUEST FOR AN EXCEPTION WITH MANAGEMENT IF YOU DO NOT AGREE WITH THIS ** ** IF LOUNGE HAS BEEN SET TO PRIVATE BY THE OWNER(S) THE SHOWING OF NUDITY AND DRUGS ARE ALLOWED, BUT ONLY DURING THAT TIME.** IF YOU ARE GOING TO SHOW ANY TYPE OF NUDITY - PLEASE CAUTION THE LOUNGE PRIOR TO DOING SO. ** FLASHING IS OK AS LONG AS YOU HAVE FOREWARNED LOUNGE AND STAFF HAS APPROVEDIF YOU ARE ON CAM, YOU MUST BE IN THE LOUNGE CHATTING IF WANTING TO GET ON CAM, PLEASE ASK THE LOUNGE IF YOU MAY GET ON A SPECIFIC CAM # (EX: CAM1)DO NOT GIVE OUT CAM INFO TO ANYONEIF ANY STAFF MEMBER REQUEST YOU TO GET OFF CAM PLEASE GET OFFLILO IS CAM MANAGEMENT - ASK FOR INFO FROM HERIF SHE IS UNAVAILABLE - PLEASE R

Funny Shyt
What were they thinking when they passed these??? Alabama- It is illegal for a driver to be blindfolded while operating a vehicle. Alaska- It is concidered an offence to push a live moose out of a moving airplane. Arizona- Hunting Camels is prohibited and donkeys can not sleep in bathtubs. Arkansas- Alligators may not be kept in bathtubs. California- No vehicle without a driver may exceed 60 mph. Colorado- Throwing Missles at cars is illegal. Connecticut- In order for a pickle to be concidered a pickle, it must bounce. Delaware- Alcohol may not be served in the same nightclub if dancing is occuring on the premises at the sametime. Florida- Having sexual relations with a porcupine is illegal. Georgia- It is illegal to use profanity infront of a dead body which lies in a funeral home or coroners office. Hawaii- Coins are not allowed to be placed in one's ear. Idaho- It is illegal for a man to give his sweetheart a box of candy weighing less than 50lbs. Illinois- The E

Girls
i haven't on the site for quite some time, work has been keeping me busy. But now i have more free time again, i am back to wondering why cant i get a girl friend. i have been looking for ages is this not the right place to be lookin. xx Kate

Vacation
I Will be leaving for a few days and will not be on here..I am sending all my loves to all my friends and family..I have not forgotten you I have been busy with some family issues and I have also been sick. I will be gone from March 27th to April 4th. I hope everyone a wonderful nine days....So if you are trying to get ahold of me or wondering why I havent hit your page these are the reasons. I have had alot of stress and need to get away for few days. So leave me lots of loves and messages and I will promise to return it all when I get back. Lots of loves to Wholly Larlos and Ms. Bad Kitty..take good care of my Damen.. And to Benjamin...catch up with me soon.. KORY

One Of Those Days
Do you ever have one of those days that you just don't feel like anything goes right? I have a deep sense of emptiness, loss, aimlessness. Nothing seems to satisfy my heart, soul or spirit. I have this wonderful studio space and I feel it is just an empty space. I have nothing left to fill it, for I have nothing left in me.

The First Of Many Poisonous Entries
Well its that time of year again!!! Im at my Aunt Sandys and Uncle Parrs place...and so far Im having a great time I miss tommie immensely however, and sometimes he dances around in my head and distracts me...but thats alright....I know Im coming back to him....and that is a comfort. The drive to North Dakota starts on monday....and wednesday is my 20th birthday....Holy fucking shit Im not going to be a teenager anymore...how weird!!! Anyway, just wanted to write a stat...signing off!! If I have my whole life ahead of me the why can't I live it? I alwasy disappoint someone. Im so confused and caught in the tight grip of control. Will someone please free me? Im ready for something els

True Friendship
i was wondering what really consist of a true friend. does a true friend mean some one u can relate to.or does it reallymean it just a normal term that people tend to use? to me a true friend is some one whos there forme no matter what is going onin my life they always there for me topick me up when i am down and there to lift me higher when im at my best. what do you think?

Bombs Away!!
OK ...Tonight during HH, I am gonna be activating my Cherry Bomb!! If you have 11's or are bombing yourself...leave me a pm if you wnat to be hit!! I'll bomb anyone with 250 pics...11's or not!! So leave a PM and i'll do my best to get to you!!! BOMBS AWAY!!!

Mod Calendar Girl
OFFICIAL LIST OF CALENDAR GIRL MODELS REGISTERED FOR 2010 M.O.D. CALENDAR GIRL CALENDAR...TOP 12 MODELS WITH MOST VOTES OVER THE SEVEN WEEKS OF THE CONTEST RECIEVE A SPOT IN THE UPCOMING PUBLISHED CALENDAR. THE MODEL WITH THE MOST VOTES WILL BECOME THE M.O.D. CALENDAR GIRL "COVER GIRL" GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE INVOLVED. I PURPOSELY LEFT OUT THE REST OF THE LIST BECAUSE I AM IN THIS ONE- VOTERS MUST BE REGISTERED WITH THE SITE- HERE IS THE SITE WEB ADDY- http://www.modoftheday.com/ PLEASE GO AND VOTE FOR ME!!!

Prayer Requests...please Take Seriously
I AM NOTICING THAT ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE IN NEED OF EITHER ENCOURAGEMENT, PRAYERS, OR JUST A SIMPLE I AM WISHING YOU AND YOURS GREAT BLESSINGS. PLEASE KEEP THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE IN YOUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS.... RAIDERSPHAN AND HIS MOM ARE IN NEED OF PRAYER FOR HEALTH REASONS DIBS FATHER -- HEALTH REASONS VnWARDOG -- HEALTH REASON SEABREEZE -- HER FAMILY LOST EVERYTHING IN A WILD FIRE IN TEXAS PLEASE PRAY FOR THESE HOTT LIPS MEMBERS... IF YOU WANT TO BE ADDED TO THE LIST OF PEOPLE TO PRAY FOR OR KNOW SOMEONE THAT NEEDS SOME ENCOURAGEMENT PLEASE PM ME AND I WILL ADD THEM TO THE LIST... WITH LOTS OF LOVE HOTT LIPS MANAGEMENT

Omg! Hall Of Shame & Lame
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Road Trip Of U.s. States
SO YOU WANNA COME ON A RAOD TRIP EH? I'm planning to tour the U.S. this summer and i'm looking for a travelling companion. Im planning a six month trip, but ur welcome to come for as much or little of it as you want. Planning to tour the southern states especially;grand canyon and yellowstone....basically, as much as is possible. If you like adventure and wanna share in the trip of a lifetime, then come along, (i'll provide the car and the gas all you need to do is bring a sleeping bag and your hare of motel or camp site fees!) look forward to meeting you, Andy (aka The Rascal**************

Pic Rating.....
I haven't been rating the pics if people haven't had auto 11's on because I wasn't getting any points for it so I contacted support (A very good friend that works in support!) told me that I will eventually get the points so I will be getting to all yours soon that don't have 11's on thank you for being patient with me! :D

For Sale
Uterus!!! I have no use for it. I am not in the market to produce anymore spawn! I am also happy to sell any eggs left in the freaking oven also. Man,it was supposed to be a very lovely night of sex. Yes,God hates me and Aunt Flow is loving me. I think My bible thumping cross loving angels all over her room Aunt has cursed me! I swear everytime there is a slight possibility of sex I get screwed and not in the way I was hoping for! :(

Love
WEll what to say or how to react to whats given to us in our lap.Its almost funny how history repeats itself and we end up back at square one with not really a right path to take. all seem wrong but which is the lesser of the 2 evils.do we go back to scratch and start from the beginning?when one is wronged what is the best revenge but to do unto otheres as whats been done onto you...so I was taught growing up....well is that always the right answerWell when you mix emotions n Love into the mix it sometimes becomes hardI was always taught to be strong never let them think you care at allLet know one get close to me Before you and meI then shared things wit you about my pastThat I'd never tell to anyone else Just keep it to myself seemed to be the better optionNow I know I lack affection and expressing my feelingsIt took me a minute to come and admit this butSee I'm really try'na change nowWanna love you better, show me how but you decided that it was better to be left at the curbI decid

Bladder Surgery
GO IN ON THE 4TH OF JUNE FOR SUGERY.. JUST LETTIN U ALL KNOW WHAT IS UP LETTIN U ALL KNOW THAT.. I WILL BE GOIN IN FOR SURGERY. FOR MY BLATTER.. IT HAD DROPPED.. SO I NEED TO GET THAT FIXED. I MIGHT BE OUT FOR A WEEK.. SO LUV ME STILL AS U ALL KNOW I HAVE A DROPPED BLATTER... I GO SEE A SURGEON ON WED.. I HOPE TO GET IN FOR SURGERY NEXT WEEK... SO I WELL BE IN THE HOSPITAL FOR ABOUT A WEEK AND I WONT BE ON HERE. BUT I STILL NEED THE LUV.. AND PRAY FOR ME..

Awesome Songs!!!
You know I'm a dreamerBut my heart's of goldI had to run away highSo I wouldn't come home lowJust when things went rightIt doesn't mean they were always wrongJust take this song and you'll never feelLeft all aloneTake me to your heartFeel me in your bonesJust one more nightAnd I'm comin' off thisLong & winding roadI'm on my wayWell I'm on my wayHome sweet homeTonight tonightI'm on my wayI'm on my wayHome sweet homeYou know that I've seenTo many romantic dreamsUp in lights, fallin' offThe silver screenMy heart's like an open bookFor the whole world to readSometimes nothing-keeps me togetherAt the seamsI'm on my wayWell I'm on my wayHome sweet homeTonight tonightI'm on my wayJust set me freeHome sweet home When I get to the bottom I go back to the top of the slideWhere I stop and I turn and I go for a rideTill I get to the bottom and I see you again.Do you, don't you want me to love youI'm coming down fast but I'm miles above youTell me tell me tell me come on tell me the answerYou may b

Stupid People
Why is it that people on here and other sites try to put good people down and saying so much bs about them. I have a friend on here that can't even get rates or anything anymore because of a stupid online whore, yes I said it. Look to the best of my knowledge these sites are supposed to be for fun and to make new friends, not for some bitch that has a screwed up life to screw everyone elses lives up. Probably just to make her feel better about her misserable existance. well anyway. If you are my friend then you know I don't blow smoke up so here's what I would like you to do, This friend of mine has been acused of being a stalker, now the funny thing is he doesn't even live in America, but she says he stalks her everywhere she goes, that is obviously not true, so please block her, this is her page address

Maid To Be Taken....
She sat quietly at his feet, her arms wrapped around his leg, as he finished his phone conversation. "The game starts at eight. I've arranged for a little maid to serve refreshments." He grinned at her. "See you then." She closed her eyes, involuntarily squeezed his leg, and gulped. Master had just finished telling her what would be required of her tomorrow night. But only after listening to his conversation with one of his poker-playing buddies, did the full impact of the situation dawn on her. Her anticipation, her fears, her excitement, and her need to please Him collided in mid brain. As he set the receiver back in its cradle, he twirled a lock of her hair between his fingers. "What are you thinking, Sweet?" She chewed on her lip. She thought about answering, "Nothing, Master, but thought the better of it. She wiggled her bottom, as she remembered the last time she had avoided telling him her feelings. "Master, my feelings are all jumbled up. You know I want to please you

Honor
I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought.Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me.'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan .After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time.As I reached for my wallet, I overheard the soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait till we get to base 'His friend agreed.I looked around at the

Free Stuff! My First Blog-enjoy
Hi all- With economy super tight I wanted to share with you this little group I found, It's called Freecycle- Freecycle.org It's regular people like you and I, posting their goods for free pick up; first come first serve, or posting goods they are looking for. I have seen everything on this site; tires, fishing boats, trailers, baby clothes, books, anything you are looking for or looking to get rid of, and it's all free! Like a yard sale, only better! To find the freecycle in your area, go to the site, click home, and type in your city and state. It is also a Yahoo group if you have yahoo. Give me an update if you find anything great! C

Back...sorta
so umm i'm back sorta.. got my own apartment...going to art school, work, and dating..so i'm doing great..staying busy and living my great life..partyin of course..lol but i'm back sorta...gonna check my shit and stuff on here...post pics..well if i ever level or get a vip..still dont wanna buy one..lol cheap..well now i got bills of my own..so not spending money on here..yea a no brainer...lol

My Email Address, Yahoo Im, Myspace & Facebook Pages And More...
**I am a VERY SENTIMENTAL person and I was thinking about all of my childhood memories of growing up in Hampton Roads. In addition, I have included a lot of my own personal memories. I hope these bring back good thoughts for you too. If you have more to add to the list, I'd love to hear them**Do you remember when...* Northside Park had a skateboard ramp and a dirt bike trail. Also, I used to love to go swim at Northside Pool. I used to wish it had an outdoor pool instead of an inside one.* When Burger King used to be across the street from Northside Park where the Pollards Chicken is now. Sarah and I walked up there to meet a guy named Jimmy who went to high school with me and then we snuck out the backdoor after he poured salt in my shoe ;-)* When McDonald's used to have outdoor play equipment. I used to love to bounce in the big purple Grimace and climb up inside the Hamburglar.* When Waterside first opened and they didn't have any clubs and bars. They used to give out free fudge sam

Can You Hang?
Oral sex on a guy can go on for a long long timeThere are so many things to attend toThe scent, taking one ball and then the other in my mouthMassaging your ass with gentle firm strokesHold your hands behind your headJust breathe, as I breathe on youI massage along the groin with little circles of my thumbsAs my tongue swirls around the tip.Breathe and relax, let it happen... Keep your hands there, and see how long you canI take you in my mouth and continue the massage around to the back of your hips and ass again. Pulling you deeper into my mouth.Then lifting back and flicking my tongue along the underside,I look up at you, and at the look in your eyes when you realize that This ends no time soon. I smile with my lips wrapped around youI chuckle and you feel it vibrate through you as I pull you into my mouthDeep and swift for several strokes till I feel you thrust.I slow, and lift my mouth, look into your eyes And remind you to breathe deep in your belly.While I massage your thighs an

May 11,2009
Hello everyone, Sorry to say I got sick and was in the hospital for awhile, but Im doing a lot better and ready for some fun. Hope everyone is well. Brenda Well Im still in Texas for another 3 weeks. Looking for an apartment. Its very expensive here. The apartment have a lot of extras, swimming pools, work out room, rec rooms, washer dryers, dish washers....ect. My granddaughters mother left her here in Texas with us she doesn't want to be a mother she never did. Shes making threats that I will be arrested for kidnapping for bring Reanne back to Texas and threats to my son for domestic violence when she flipped and started throwing rocks at him and the breaking the windows out in his mobile home. The cops came and took her to a shelter then her mom and sister drove from Michigan to Texas to get her. I really thought a lot of her until she told me I would never see Reanne again. I miss my daughter very much shes still in Michigan, cant wait to see her. Shes been having

In The Darkness
Learned you should only rely on yourself...Everyone else will let you down Darkness is your only true friend..... NO one sees your flaws there Thinking you know someone is a sad mistake... they only pretend to be what you want them to be You are better off alone then you can only be disappointed in yourself Things will NEVER be the way you think they should be ... So why bother trying?

Windows
This is in progress yet, need to work out the chorus.... Looking out a windowThat has never been cleanedWatching the rain fall through my lifeI’m not sure what it meansThe path I’ve chosenMakes the difference between you and meToo many things in this life I’ve allowed. chorus Looking out the windowwatching the rain come pouring downSeeing all my hopes and dreamsfall silently to the groundThe sadness I feel insideI just can’t describeIt is almost as if my broken heart has died. Chorus I must pick up the piecestry to go on with my lifeforget what we once hadand sever all ties

Taking A Break
Well I'm sure a few friends on here have noticed I haven't been on fubar lately, and I've decided I'm taking a break. There are many things going on in my life I need to sort out, think about what have I done, and accomplished in 19 years and I'm sad knowing that I've spent 19 years stuck in the same spot. I have loved, now I can actually say I have loved madly, thanks to Ian, I can actually say I've loved. I've had amazing friends on this site which I really love and always will for instance all my family members on here they're simply amazing and they'll always have a place in my heart. But what have I done for myself... All I know is I'm a 19 year old without a job, life plan and no goals in particular... sad In order to get everything straight I used to drive 50 miles in every direction and think everything through lol you can say I was running away, but wasn't. Now without a car I'll have to think I'm far away and start from the bottom. So like I said this isn't last thing

People=sh!t
I have start out by saying I am no saint by any means but I do attempt to be a good person. I don't like to see people hurt or go without the things they need to have a good comfortable life. And no I am not a sociologist person I believe we should be able to make good on our own, i.e start a business make some money, be a lawyer, doctor or what ever floats your boat... make good money or just get buy what ever makes you happy. But everyone needs a fair shake. There is no reason to take stuff away from people that are good people and have families to support. They make it so hard for some to get by anymore its sad at times. I can't say weather the president is doing good or not since we hit this subject, but thus so far all the money giving to companies that was controlled by a bunch greedy people and lost it; even if necessary to get the economy fixed I guess it needed to be done, but some of that could have been giving to the general public. Even a messily 800 bucks as most rumored a

Me As Your Slave!!!
Here it goes: My VIP expires on 5/22/09. If you renew it for me here is what I am offering: I will be your slave for that month!!! All Pics rated! Comment on page daily Your name in mine listed as I am a slave to you! Added to my family for a month! What do you think??? Interested??

Changes
7 Years! Feels like an eternity. Didn't think I would wait that Long. Didn't think I would have to wait that long. But it's been 7 years to the day tomorrow. You can't rush into things, this wait has taught me a lot of things I didn't want to learn and Patience was one of them. Why should I wait? Why not rush into it. Hell if you fall off dust off get back on, right? Well... npt! Didn't work out that way. But time is finally presented itself, favorable self. If nothing else comes up then the 7 year wait will finally come to an end. Getting little antsy, hella excited, feel like it's my finally my time and nothing is going to go wrong. 7 Years! Think I might have to take a class to refresh my memory, yep been very long time. Made it this long so it's gonna be just a lil while longer before all the smoke clears and I doing it again! hey do u rememba when we used to just park the vehicle

General Order #11
We are organized, comrades, as our regulations tell us, for the purpose among other things, "of preserving and strengthening those kind and fraternal feelings which have bound together the soldiers, sailors, and marines who united to suppress the late rebellion." What can aid more to assure this result than cherishing tenderly the memory of our heroic dead, who made their breasts a barricade between our country and its foes? Their soldier lives were the reveille of freedom to a race in chains, and their deaths the tattoo of rebellious tyranny in arms. We should guard their graves with sacred vigilance. All that the consecrated wealth and taste of the nation can add to their adornment and security is but a fitting tribute to the memory of her slain defenders. Let no wanton foot tread rudely on such hallowed grounds. Let pleasant paths invite the coming and going of reverent visitors and fond mourners. Let no vandalism of avarice or neglect, no ravages of time testify to the present or t

Thanking A Soldier
THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ ..I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson . As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? He's a freaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades?What about all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom? All those Soldiers who, knowing that they would be asked to fight in a war, still raised thei

Poem-i Wrote In 96'
This is a poem I wrote in 1996,(just found it) after I found my girl friend in bed with my best friend when I came home from work early to suprise her. "For Me" Love is, Love was Love will always be, For Me. Love is taken, Love is stolen, Love can be the most painful thing. Love leads you to loneliness, and loneliness is a terrible thing. Loneliness is emptyness, not knowing who you are, or what you will be. By far lonliness is the worst thing ,

Submission..........part V
The heat, the throb deepens along her softly burning buttocks as she stands staring at the statue of the man. Her breath softly inhales as her Masters words caress her neck in warmth. "Just think of it my slave, look at how thick his cock is. Now, tell me, you want that in your sweet ass." he whispers into her ear. With his closeness, his words, his breath so hot against her flesh, she shivers, captured, entranced at the thoughts he places within her mind. So slowly, does she shake her head. Then fear grips her at the knowledge that she could never possibly take such a size. "No.." she whispers. His hand slides further into the soft folds of her pussy, feeling the soft tremble of it, the wetness as his fingers glance against her clit, feeling how rigid it is, how her body shivers as she watches the statue. "Slow, painful penetration.." he whispers into her ear. "You know you want that pain, want to serve your Master in whatever way pleases him." Again, the slow shake of her head at th

I Remember When...
... "lostcherry" "cherrytap" was all about meeting people and talking to them, not about whoring yourself out. i really dislike this 'fubar' i wish things would go back to like it was when i first joined this site. I had met a lot of great people that i still talk to till this day and its been over three years. But in the last year i have not met anyone that i would consider talking to more than once. All everyone wants is points and fans and rates and shit like that. Its really ridiculous. I know things change over time, but this is just sad. I honestly rarely sign on here anymore cause of what it has turned into. Now im sure some people wont agree with this at all, but this is how i see it. period.What ever happened to being happy just making a few new friends? I dont care whatsoever about points. But i would love to actually talk to some people on here who care to talk, not just about the points and shit. Love always,Leta aka Bunz :)

Foot Prints
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that, the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: two roads diverged in a wood, and I -- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference.

Friends
The day after the worst day I have ever had I think.I dont have much feeling in me today>Life has delt me a hard blow and now the work of repair begins . As this day moves forward i must be dilagent as i go through changes that may or may not be synonomous to life as i know it at this time .You can only mean the word forever one time in you life with someone

Life
The saying goes when one door closes another one opens. This Monday one chapter in my life is finally ending. My husband and I have been separated for nearly two years now and I've kinda gotten used to that fact. Never mind that I'm the one doing the filing its a mutual decision we made long ago and one I'm having a hard time coming to grips with. Neither of us wants to be married any longer so no clue why other than the fact that in just over a month would be our 31st anniversary. Such a long time over half my lifetime that he's been a part of my life. He's given me 3 wonderful children and we have 2 beautiful grandsons. We make such good friends too bad we couldn't make such good spouses.

Blinded
wrap your legs around my neck so i can eat my way to your black heart licking and sucking up every drip of the juices that flow from your dark condemd soul chewing and nawing my way through the muscles,bones and viens of your darkend corpse, ripping you to pieces feeling the high of extacy as i eat my way nightmare dreams lined against the wall like art in the gallery hall deep within my soul I am shallow hallow like a tree almost invisible by the naked eye rippled plains for my evil imagination to expand apon run your fingers threw my soul wrap your legs around my neck so i can eat my way to your black heart allowing me to suck the life from you violently rapping away your innoscence feeling more alive with each and every sweet seductive bite i take ripping off more im like a canabal that feeds on meat feeling the taste of your

Fubar Tidbits
It just seems to me that people don't really care who you are on this site. Everbody is out to get points. They need to level up or that is what they claim. What do the so called friends and family really mean. To me it can really get phoney after a while. Well another decade

When You Were Mine
Every single momentHas stayed in meYears without you Haven't changed anythingStill living with the memories Keeping them close to my heartFinding piece with the thought I once had you by my side There is no consollation For this sadness deep in meNothing could compare To what we once hadRemember how you were mine And just slipped awayMy heart beats harderFrom the day you have left me Will I ever get over the needTo have you by my side?Will I ever accept the fact that You are never coming back? The burden of my painHasn't eased as time passes byLiving goes on, but I stay back in timeStill living in the years when you were mine.

What A Kiss Means...
One night a guy & a girl weredriving home from the movies. Theboy sensed there wassomething wrong because of the painfulsilence they shared between themthat night. The girl then asked the boy to pull overbecause she wanted to talk. She told him that herfeelings had changed & that it was time to move on.A silent tear slid down his cheek as heslowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note.At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding downthat very same street. He swervedright into the drivers seat, killing the boy.Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, shepulled it out & read it."Without your love, I would die."1st:If u post this on a bulletin in 5 minutessomeone special will message or call you.2nd:REPOST IF YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM!!! (EVEN YOUR BEST FRIENDS!)repost this with the title "cutiest lil' Love Note ever''CUTE *Kiss on the stomach-----"lets do it"*Kiss on the Forehead ----"i hope we're together forever"*K

Energies
Hi! Did you know that who you are is who you attract in your life. When someone is positive they attract positive people. They also can attract negative people as well, however the negative ones choose to stay in their comfort zones because it's easier than to take a look at to why they are there in the first place. Have you ever been driving or walking and noticed someone and actually feeling they have a dark black cloud of negativity following them? Which one is true? Which one is false? How you see yourself is how others see you? or How others see you is how you see yourself? This is a deep question and if you think about it the answer makes total sense. You can choose which one applies to you.

True
Hi! Being real is about loving ourselves for who we are. When one does this we are able to love another. Having a relationship with ourselves is key. When we do this we can have a relationship with another. Not everyone is going to like you no matter what and it doesn't matter. Be honest with yourself and others always. It's better to tell the truth to someone than mislead them and lie. Don't pull any punches with anyone tell them what you feel and be real about it. Some want to hear the truth, some don't. The truth can be ickky to someone and sometimes scary. When we get told the truth it makes us take a look at ourselves and some don't like that. Always be yourself and don't try and be someone you are not. Be who you are and shine with your true colors in everything you do.

Complexity
While sitting in the lounge the other day...bickering with stupid people just to pass time, a comment was made in regards to "closed" profiles.This is something I don't understand. Why close your profile off to friends only? Profiles are there so that you can tell people a little bit about yourself, so people can see if maybe you have some common interests. The chances of meeting someone you would never otherwise meet are increased dramatically if they see that maybe there is some common ground. Some people are shy, some have a hard time finding something to open a conversation with...knowing a bit about you may help them open up those lines. And really...a private profile SCREAMS "leave me the hell alone I'm a very unfriendly person". Not the best first impression a person can make.Now, if you view it from a totally different point of view...when it comes to rating profiles...if you're one who cares about the 'point' system, it's rather hard to rate a profile if you can't see it. Due

A Beautiful Mess
So i have been thinkin about something lately and i want as much input as possible please. one of my friends went through something and it made me think. why are sex offenders able to go to jail and get off so easy. they do some of the worst things. i personally think that killing someone is better than hurting a child and having them go through their whole like knowing about it and having to live with it. can you imagine? i cant. so i was looking at some stuff and thinking some of these people have had mutiple offenses and are not in jail. why? why arent laws on child molestation and child rape or indecent assualt on children more strict? god forbid someone download music illegally or something harmless like that they get a huge fine and like 10 years in prison. but a sex offender might now this is a big might get 10 years in prison. and the ones that dont when they get out they dont even register its crazy the laws for that arent even inforced and its insane. someone if you can pleas

Family
To all my friends, i just learned that my brother in-law has been taken to the hospital. He had a bad seizure this afternoon, and was experiencing bad chest pains. So please keep him in your thoughts and prayers. He's not doing well at all. Thanks so much, hippy

Such A Tragedy
Wish i could spend a night with you between my legslisten, i sit and wonder who's having love with you nowbehind closed eyes, my private horror showthe queen of fools is wearing the crownand the sea of heartbreak is where i drownAnd love is dead - it's a tragedyyeah love is dead - what an evil thiefyou stole my heart with no regretsnow love is deadSo many asses around me, but i only want yoursI'm starving 'cause my nights are a borehello again, here comes another lone daythe naked truth is here to stayAnd love is dead - it's a tragedyyeah love is dead - what an evil thiefstole my heart with no regretsnow love is dead - shut up and rotyour love is dead - i'm gonna chop up the cockthat stole my heart with no regretsyou stole my fuckin' heart with no regrets

Cuz Brn Eyez Said I Had To
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1 i did ur mom last night. hahaha 2 ppl are stupid 3 i have road rage 4 i like to curse. FUCK

Lonely
im trying to find that special someone for two years now and it seems like i was never meant to be happy cause every time i think i found that special i get cheated on and hurt so i dont know f i should keep looking or just stay single for the rest of my life. I need advice. Can any1 help?

Letting Gooooo
ok im not one to write much but i just cant shake a few things off ,i just dont understand if someone is susposed to be your best friend and you did and have done everything possible to help that person,even going as far as giving them a place live so the kids wasnt going without,how can they turn around and tear a family apart,take a father from his son ,and rip apart a relationship ,it might have not been the perfect lil family and maybe we fought alot and i wasnt treated the best but we managed to make it through 9 years together,but now my so called friend has took over and is living the life i once had,and dosnt feel bad at all for doing what she did,i guess it still dose hurt me some,i mean other then my son,

Basement Dwellers!!
Dear Basement and Closet Dwellers! Here are the rules.... 1.Food and Alcohol will be supplied. 2. Ganga is provided please see Seamus for this 3. Witty will be handing out Pillows 4. Witty was the first stalker shes in charge 5. Seamus is second 6. Please if they hurt

Poems
h heaven had a phone so that I could hear your voice again...I thought of you today,but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, & days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name.All I have are memories & a picture in a frame...... Post this if you have someone in heaven that you miss...... Life Lessons You may have thought I didn't see,Or that I hadn't heard,Life lessons that you taught to me,But I got every word. Perhaps you thought I missed it all,And that we'd grow apart,But Dad, I picked up everything,It's written on my heart. Without you, Dad, I wouldn't beThe (woman)(man) I am today;You built a strong foundationNo one can take away. I've grown up with your values,And I'm very glad I did;So here's to you, dear father,From your forever grateful kid

Obama
My name is d'Lynn. I'm a disabled Vietnam vet. I don't look too bad for a beat-up old fart, do I? And that's my ride. She's looking pretty good looking also, especially when you consider that she'll turn twenty this summer. That's right, it's a 1990 with a 1990 sidecar. I can't ride a solo bike, ergo the sidecar rig. It's my sole means of transportation - rain or shine, snow or wind, and this summer also marks a milestone in both of our lives, as I will finally be able to pay her off. Twenty years old? What? Why did it take so long? You weren't paying attention, were you? It's right at the beginning of this paragraph. I am a disabled vet, which means I receive a veterans administration disability pension, which also means "I'm broke!" Just one step ahead of being homeless every month, and that's not an idle statement or an"Oh, whoa is me" dire complaint. There s a point to this, so hang in there a minute or two and read on. There's a 25-year-old illegal immigrant woma

I Miss You
Something about a girl drives me insane...Is it her eyes or maybe its her touch, but still...She drives me crazy with every little thing she does...Yes, I know its weird for most to understand but oh well...She makes me happier than anyone else on the planet...I used to say livin for the future only destroys your chance at the present...Today I am more curious than ever to wonder what our future is gunna be like...I think my future will be great because I have a wonderful girl in my life...Being unlike anyone I have even known, I have had my heart stolen...I just want you to know that she is my baby and that I miss her...Whether its a rainy day or sunny day, I know I have her to hold me when needed...I worry not about losing my life, but losing our chance...She helps me when I get worried about my past catching up with me...I trust within her for reasons I cant explain...But hell, I cant even explain my true feelings for her...I just know I honestly want to be with you, a couple....

On My Knees
On my knees I am ready to pleaseYou stand before me hard, naked willing me with your eyes to let you insideAnd I do as you likeTaking hold of your dickI feel you tense and take in a breathThat makes me smile as I move my head closerplace you on my lips and kiss and lick the sweetness that is now dripping outI tease you with my tongue sliding up and down your shaft and right on the tip of your Carmel colored dickI begin to draw in inSlowly no need to rushI hear you begin to moanAnd I feel your hands caress my hair"Damn this feels so good." you sayI take you in fartherSucking and licking"Don't stop, Don't Stop Mami."And I don'tSucking you like your the last thing on earthMoving my head fasterwith my hand insincThe grip you have on my hair tightensRight then we look at each otherYou began to quiverI get myself ready for youYou move your hips to the movements of my mouth and scream my nameI feel you flow down my throatMMMMM you taste so goodYou slide out of my mouth and claps on the floorO

Shows My True Age Is It Yours 2?
first off to Aany reading this.......... if Yyou do not know what submissive means i can assure NO it doesn't mean doormat nor does it mean kinky for Aany and Eeveryone............ so here goes i kneel quietly waiting for Him i am His gift and His alone my heart, body, and soul shall one day belong to Him i thought Wwe had found Eeach Oother but alas no Wwe remain friends Wwe are close, if that poses a problem, so be Wwe are Ffamily and Yyou dont walk away from Ffamily i kneel, head lowered, my eyes waiting to shine for Him when He finds me i will know my body will tighten, my hearrt will beat to His, and my flame will finally catch my gift to Him is not one given lightly my gift to Him will also be one of true deep love,trust, respect

My Poems Dealing With Heartbreak
Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see? Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart in your hands? Why do I answer to your every demand? Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong? Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong? Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right? Why do I feel like I should please you

Truly For My Heart
Forever is love,annexed with time,existing now,the memories they define.Forever is being,coupled in reverie,undivided I exist,with my time's beauty.Now is gone,then is here,time is anon,love is inertly clear.Forever is love,with inertia it rides,through the vast space,of our soul, and of our mind.Tommy, you are forever,like a prism for seeing,you complete my view of forever,and you make forever worth being...I love you baby =)-To Tommy-From Trisha, my love, forever

Sexiest Men On Fu Contest
ok fubar i will give 1ook for every 250 pics you rate of mine comment at the last pic then send me a message when your done and i will pay you fubucks ty for the help the sexiest men on fu contest is now open round 3 i have changed some of the rules so here it goes if 3 of you are the high rated pics you will move on to finals and then at the finals if you get the most rates you will win and you could win a free month vip or a bling pac witch will be first place and second place will win 1mil fu bucks third place will win a 50k fubucks good luck and have fun ty DJ WILD

Sometimes I Wonder
Have you ever wondered why sometimes life throws you nothing but pits and nothing spectacular. You love someone and then soon discover that it or they were not at all what was original. And though you had many problems still stayed with them and tried to work it out the best you could, just to discover that you were not the only one. It leads me to wonder why I dont just close the door and hide away forever. I guess the old saying is true cherish every moment you have with your loved one as it might be the last time you have together. Take care all and thanks to those of my friends and family that have always been there for me no matter what has happened. Love yall.....

Weekend Road Trip
As of now, we're planning on a trip to the coast this weekend. We had originally planned for last weekend but changed it so we could have 3 days of fun and sun instead. So please keep your fingers crossed that Mother Nature cooperates and we get to go this time. Thanks so much, love you my friends... ROCK ON!!

Memories
OUTSTRETCHED ARMS CLINGING TO THE PAST MEMORIES FADE BUT HANG ON FAST LINGERING THOUGHTS OF YESTERDAY SEEM SO CLOSE YET FAR AWAY MY MIND KEEPS TRACING THE SAME WORN PATH WHILE INNER DEMONS POINT AND LAUGH IN THE STILL OF THE SILENCE MISSING YOU OLD FEELINGS BREAK FREE TOO FAST TOO SOON

Had I
Had I a wish, a precious wishThat would make my life so fineWith no debate, to contemplateI would wish, that he was mineHad I a dream, a special dreamThat I wallowed in each nightWith all my heart, right from the startI would dream, to hold him tightHad I a smile, a loving smileThat was on my face each dayWith him to see, most endlesslyI would smile, my life awayHad I a love, a one true loveThat would surely warm my soulWith heart and mind, no longer blindI would know, he made me whole

Questions
I realize that no-one probably reads this, and I guess I am just trying to get my thoughts out as clearly as possible, so maybe I can understand something that is going on in my life. I've recently broken up with someone who I thought would be the one....but I screwed things up, and I made mistakes, and so the relationship has been ended. I understand that I bear the responsibility for the ending of our relationship. But

My Mom
So I have some good news. My mom can finally eat soup! lol yeah its not much but its something. She is getting a little energy back. She starts the IV treatments on monday. She also has to get tested for TB (I dunno why). Not much else new. She is still weak and tired most of the time...but its been a good couple of days. She has been able to get out of the house now. She has done a little shopping and tried some light yard work. Keep us in your prayers still plz. Everyday is another step and I hope things keep looking up.

Stalin Qoutes
All men can see these tactics whereby I conquer, but what none can see is the strategy out of which victory is evolved.Sun TzuAll war is based on deception.Sun TzuAll war is deception.Sun TzuAll warfare is based on deception.Sun TzuBe extremely subtle, even to the point of formlessness. Be extremely mysterious, even to the point of soundlessness. Thereby you can be the director of the opponent's fate.Sun TzuCan you imagine what I would do if I could do all I can?Sun TzuConfront them with annihilation, and they will then survive; plunge them into a deadly situation, and they will then live. When people fall into danger, they are then able to strive for victory.Sun TzuFor them to perceive the advantage of defeating the enemy, they must also have their rewards.Sun TzuFor to win one hundred victories in one hundred battles is not the acme of skill. To subdue the enemy without fighting is the acme of skill.Sun TzuHe who is prudent and lies in wait for an enemy who is not, will be victorious

Heathers Blogs ...
my life as of recent has become well whats a good word to use other than fucked. starting back in january i had a lot of things start to happen, and there are tons of things that have occured since then up until now. lots of people have an opinion about my life and what they think they know. but i would have to say people shoud live the things i have lived and then i kinda get the feeling you would say im thankful and happy you made it through and that your still here figthing. there a few people in particular who i have watched word themselves and write somethings to make what they have done to me seem so easy and that i am the bad person in all of this. i beg to differ however. i know what it is like to be treated in some of the most horrible situations by better half i kinda feel like that makes me able to treat people not that way and better than that, and to be able to admit when i am wrong and learn from my mistakes. i was with someone for 6 years and had 2 children with the

Lauren
lately ive been feeling down. not sure why. just feel as if the world around me is crashing. nothing seems to go right. i sit and try to get my mind off of things. it never really helps. enough of my blabing i hope you all have an awesome week

Sometimes I Write
Lying here stripped On the floor, bare to the world all that I am instances of joy...instances of tears comfortably sickened by my own frustrations...pain...anxieties...passions... Feeling wanted Lost in a moment Gratitude for not being found.....out Trying so hard to make this last forever Biting my lip, making every breath count for something The yearning burns so wildly The earning makes me only want more than I have the imagination plays so many tricks on me And yet what would I do if it were real want it, need it, be it more Take it for every lil thing it was worth Use it up into oblivion....I cry out thinking of how wonderful it could be how wonderful it is I can not be broken down...and then I am and not just for a second...but for good and over and over again I survive the fear... the absolute disregard for my own self preservation and then everything comes to me in waves excitement, pleasure, action and reaction the storm of words brewing in my mi

Think Pink In Oct.
Dear Chris ,Thanks for signing the petition to insurance CEOs. If enough of us sign, we'll give Melanie and other people hurt by the insurance industry greed some real support. But it will take a LOT more of us getting involved to convince these CEOs to give up their million-dollar bonuses and do the right thing. Can you help spread the word by forwarding this message to 5 friends right now?-------------------------------------------http://www.truemajority.org/standwithmelanie/tymHey there,I just heard a story that you need to hear too:

If You Dare
I never bought in to the lies that you sold The story you tell really gets old How can you justify where you stand The master of deception who had it all planed You took it all and left nothing behind How can you say we are out of our minds It was you that led us to this place Let it be you that falls on your face I did what I could but I no longer care This is one person you should of never of dared Come to me tell me what did you find So out of your head so out of your mind Left yourself in a World of distress Oh look haven't we made a beautiful mess The lies you live I can't understand To take me down was that your plan

Stuff
It's a little bit funny this feeling inside I'm not one of those who can easily hide I don't have much money but boy if I did I'd buy a big house where we both could live If I was a sculptor, but then again, no Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show I know it's not much but it's the best I can do My gift is my song and this one's for you And you can tell everybody this is your song It may be quite simple but now that it's done I hope you don't mind I hope you don't mind that I put down in words How wonderful life is while you're in the world I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song It's for people like you that keep it turned on So excuse me forgetting but these things I do You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue Anyway the thing is what I really mean Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen Lucky you were born that far away soWe could both make fu

:p
Instructions......I was tagged but I will not inflickt it on others. You may go ahead and do one if you like :)1) My screen name came from me working on a photo when I was signing up for FU and I was stuck for a screen name. 2) The longest distance I have ever ridden in one day on my bicycle is 120 miles.

A Sisters Love
A Sister's Love "A Sisters Love" A sisters love knows no bound, it's alot stronger then it even sounds. A sisters love is tuff to find, when it's found it's only kind. A sisters love for his sister is strong, something you learn as you move along. A sisters love means good or bad, even at times when all she does is make you mad. A sisters love never quits, it always stands tall and never sits. A sisters love catches you when you fall, he will wipe your tears as if they were nothing at all. A sisters love will continue to grow, even at times when it doesn't show. A sisters love means being tuff, it's not giving up, when i say enough is enough. A sisters love means sharing what she has to give, even if it means something really massive. A sisters love stays in your heart, something that can never tear apart. A sisters love goes along way, especially when she plays with you on a rainy day. A sisters love is being a friend, when your tired and at your wits end. A sisters lov

What? You Dont Get Bored?
I have been running into this alot lately that because I speak my mind I get banned from somewhere. Now it is not always mean. I am not always being disrespectful. But I do speak the truth.

The Black Cat
The Black Cat 1841 by Edgar Allan Poe (1809-1849) For the most wild, yet most homely narrative which I am about to pen, I neither expect nor solicit belief. Mad indeed would I be to expect it, in a case where my very senses reject their own evidence. Yet, mad am I not --and very surely do I not dream. But to-morrow I die, and to-day I would unburden my soul. My immediate purpose is to place before the world, plainly, succinctly, and without comment, a series of mere household events. In their consequences, these events have terrified --have tortured --have destroyed me. Yet I will not attempt to expound them. To me, they have presented little but Horror --to many they will seem less terrible than baroques. Hereafter, perhaps, some intellect may be found which will reduce my phantasm to the common-place --some intellect more calm, more logical, and far less excitable than my own, which will perceive, in the circumstances I detail with awe, nothing more than an ordina

Baby On The Way
Went to my doc appoint and the baby is doing good. The baby is 3.56 cm long so far and i'm 10 weeks today. My do date is May 18th and my sister is supposed to throw me a baby shower. I can't wait til we can see if the baby is boy or girl. On my ultrasound the baby looks like a peanut ^__^ so awesome they have the technolegy to see the baby before it's born. Any way off to the game I usually play. Oh and my next doc appointment is November 18th. Lots of love to all my friends. Trista ^__^ Me and the baby are doing ok. Went for my 2nd check up today and very happy that the baby is so far developing wonderfully. Below are the ultra sounds and hopefully you can desiver them. We're hoping the next check up we'll be able to tell if it's a boy or girl. These are the first ultra sounds.

You.. Yes You!
YOU GUYS ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My spotlight was a success and I cldnt of done it with out the best fufriends and fam out there! Name Crisis, Crazy cracker, Jendoll, Rio is lovely, and Woo.. you guys deserve plagues! I can not believe you all donated a million fubux or more to my spotlight! muwah!

Profile Pimping
****PLZ READ ALL THE BLOG IF YOU LIKE REPOST TO FRIENDS AND FAM THXS**** ALRIGHT I KNOW EVERYONE LOVES TO PIMP THERE PROFILE BUT SOME DONT KNOW HOW WELL JUST HIT ME UP AND IM SURE WE CAN MAKE SOMETHIN HAPPEN 1)YES I NEED YOUR EMAIL ADDRESS AND PASSWORD (change your password to a temporary password until im done then ya can change it back to original) AFTER IM FINISHED WITH YOUR PROFILE I WILL DELETE UR PASSWORD OFF MY COMP SO ITS A ONE TIME THING 2)ERASE YOUR SB IF YA WANT IF NOT I DONT CARE THATS YOUR PERSONAL THING NO I WONT LOOK AT IT ALL IM INTERESTED IN IS YOUR SETTINGS NO I WONT CHANGE NOTHIN OR MODIFY NOTHING IN YOUR PROFILE EXCEPT THE ABOUT ME PART 3)PAY BEFORE I PIMP IT SORRY IVE BEEN CHEATED TO MANY TIMES PAYING TO GET BOMBED FIRST THEN NOT GETTING BOMB SO FUBUCKS FIRST OK NOW THATS OUT OF THE WAY I CAN ADD A SKIN ADD MUSIC ADD SCROLLING TEXT I CAN EVER MAKE YA A PIC THAT WHEN CLICKED WILL TAKE THEM TO YOUR LOUNGE OK NOW PRICES 1)SKIN - 1000 FUBUCKS

Botox Application Has Become A Cause Of Hepatitis And Hiv
BOTOX Application has Become a Cause of Hepatitis and HIV. Mass Public Testing Needed Quote: "We're not talking about 40,000 or 50,000 people. We're talking about hundreds of thousands of injections" BOTOX vials come with enough product to treat 2 to 5 people or more, however the vial is only sterile for ONE use. The problem stems from the fact that medical professionals administering the drug cannot charge as much as the vial cost them. The result is that they feel forced to contaminate the vial to treat the next person in line for a dose. The risk for Hep C, Hep B and HIV is massive.How BOTOX application facilities adjust:Action: Take up to five syringes, pull one treatment into each syringe and treat multiple people from one vial.Problem: This is an illegal practice. This is not a controlled or approved medical practice and mistakes can easily be made.Action: One syringe is used to draw from the same vial more than once on one patient. The contents of that vial are now fully con

Debbullan's 4 Announcements For November 2009
Dear Supporters of Debbullan Inc.:For your good information, please find 4 important announcements listed below: * * * Debbullan Inc. is calling for mass testing for Hepatitis C (HIV and Hepatitis B) if you have ever received a Botox injection from any facility or shared vial at a "Botox Party". There is a lawsuit pending regarding contamination and risk of disease due to the continuous and widespread reuse of "one use" vials. We see no reason to wait upon the outcome the lawsuit due to the following statements regarding the alleged multiple use of the product: [The Botox business model "created an unacceptable and unreasonable risk of serious and debilitating injuries and illnesses, including HIV and Hepatitis B and C," states the lawsuit, filed Sept. 29 in U.S. District Court for the Central District of California.]["The possibilities of infection, given what is going on when it comes to injecting Botox by whomever, are terrifying," Garcia said."We're not talking about 40,000 o

Chinese Zodiac
Personality Occupying the last position in the Chinese Zodiac, the 12th, the Pig symbolizes such character traits as diligence, compassion, and generosity. Pigs enjoy life and because they are entertaining, others enjoy their company. Pigs are giving souls and reap much enjoyment when they’re helping others, but sometimes they give too much. Honesty is what Pigs give and it’s what they expect to receive in return.

Remember Him For Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT. SOON ROUND THE WORLD,

♥you've Been Tagged!!!
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. You can't tag the person who tagged you.1. I hate when people call me Chris, short for Christy.2. I dance around my Apartment in my socks to old pop songs.3. I chew on straws all the time.4. I'm addicted to the feeling of tattoos.5. I wear ribbion in my hair.6. I once found a snake in my car.7. I eat Chiense food at least once a week.8. Vodka will make me do just about anything.9.

Women
ok, so I think that most women feel so much pressure from society to look and act a certain way, that the majority find it easier to just fit in, no matter how NOT them it is, rather than be different. only the truly strong women out there will take the chance of being different. The majority of women are middle grounders who prefer to go with the flow rather than to actually be ourselves and be noticed. what if people notice the things we don't WANT them to see? is it worth the risk? I think so. out flaws make us perfect in who we are... (h)

Stories
Hello, young lady. You may think its foxy to flaunt your flabby body throughout the worldwide web for the attention of horntoads, but this is not the case. What are you getting out of entertaining the eyes of sexually deprived men on the internet whom you’ll never meet? Are a few “likes” on Facebook that important to you? Do several “damn ma” and “you’re sexxxy” comments from goalless men who send the same generic comments to every other lost girl online really boost your self-esteem? If that is the case, you definitely need to assess your esteem of self. If a man has never told you this without the goal of having sex with you… I’ll tell you. You’re beautiful, young lady. Now, put your clothes on! Riddle me this- would you rather be respected intellectually or sexually? If you answered with the latter, you are a pitiful soul and can quit reading this now. Oh, I get it! You’re a model, you say? Well, if that was R

Setting It Straight
Well my friends it is that time of the year again, time for Holiday stress, holiday shopping and all of the good and bad things that the holidays bring upon us. It’s a time where seemingly every year that you always remember things that happen during the holidays, making for a lifetime of memories. In Fubar World, it’s pretty much the same. You see Xmas Auctions, holiday bling pack specials, everyone it seems with a Santa hat of some variety on for the weeks leading up to the holidays. and in past years, have a present of some variety under your Xmas tree when you sign in, which you can’t open until Midnight 12/25 Pacific Time. When I lived on the east coast that amounted to 3 AM. Needless to say. There were some funny milk and cookies moments there. This year, we have a new twist , this NSFW crackdown policy for default pictures that was put in around Thanksgiving. Which basically said you can’t be in your underwear or slam you boobs into your default picture.

How To Be A Mobster
Turf wars can only be initiated by boss or underboss. When turf war starts everybody hs 55 minutes to get as many wins against the turf we are at war with. The turf that has the most wins takes the enemies turf tax for the day! So check the "Turf Wars" tab to see if we are going to war with anybody and log on during that time to be part of the war. Remember the more people that participate, the more wins we get making it more likely to take the other teams turf tax! Happy Hunting! Casanova Level 1 is

Dear Jesus
Dear Jesus, So far this year you have taken away my favorite dancer, Michael Jackson, favorite actor Patrick Swayze, favorite actress Farrah Fawcett, favorite pitchman, Billy Mays, and favorite sidekick, Ed McMahon. Just so you know, my favorite politicians are Harry Reid, Nancy Pelosi, Barney Frank, Chris Dodd and Barack Obama. Thank you!!!!!!

Poems (mine)
Love is fate. Fate is love. But fate keeps us apart. But love will pushes me on. Hold on hold on. I wont be gone. Time will tell. But for now its hell. I know we just met.I know you have fear.I know you just cant think clear.But you must know.I am here.You push me away.Thats all to clear.But have no fear.I will be here.Open your eyes.Dry your tears.Im here for years.Thats all to clear.For your first kiss.I have no fears.I have you on my mind.I wish you were here.I know you love me.Thats all to clear.We just have some fears.Oh please oh please.I just want you here. I want you.I need you.Say you want me too.Tell me I’m yours.Tell me nothing else matter.Let your pain go.I want you.I need you.Is this to much to ask.Will you be mine.This is killing me.I love you.I need you.I miss you.I want you.

"duh"
"DUH" I had a blonde woman walk up to me the other day when i was on my computer, and she said: "I don't undrestand all this computer stuff" and i asked her "What do you not understand"? she say's, "Well every one i see that get's a e-mail they read and respond by that re; re; stuff on the same message". and i said "so whats the problem with that"? and she asked' "well why don't you guy's just start a new message to answer the mail wouldn't that be easier to read"? i replied to her, "were doing are part to help the earth". and she goes," what's that"? i told her ,"We are saving paper". she gives me a hug and say's "That is so cool". "DUH"

A Secret Gift
i wrote a blog on how i was gana help someone i over heard talkin at a christmas party i hosted. and it went well, that night i delivered her car, gave her the money in an envelope not signed and under her door. along with an application to our other resteraunt so she could have a job. she found it all and wasssssssss flabergasted she came in for the job and got it and asked alllllllll kinds of questions. and. she still doesnt know how wanderful is that shit.

Contest Help Request
Hey everybody! Sinful Rawker is in a contest to win a HH and is asking for help....She is at 500 rates and the first one to get to 1000 rates wins...Please show her support and go rate her pic.

The Moment
What is the perfect moment of passion well let's see... The perfect moment would as follows..Coming home to find the one you love waiting for you patiently. Longing to hold you and kiss you.As you walk through the door and say you are home the glistening of the eyes as you meet the gaze tells you all. The sudden rush to greet the other with a loving embrace and words welcoming you home. The longing of the first kiss as you are being held...Cuddling closer to one another after loving words have been exchanged to one another and then that faithful kiss that was waiting to come around. As you kiss one another each others hearts beat faster as the embrace gets slightly tighter to hold each other closer. Feeling the rush of love and compassion you both wonder aimlessly around to find a comfortable spot to sit and relax and talk about each others day briefly. Knowing that there is time for everything in a single moment that stretches beyond time. After knowing that dinner is already made

10 Normal Things About Me!
Name Crisis said my odd list would be to long so here goes.... 1. I have a small business selling coffee and paper products to 180 restaurants a few offices and a maid company. 2. I love physical activity, I ride horses, wake board, ski, snowboard... all when im not pregnant. 3. Like most woman I own allot of shoes. 4. I have one son who turned out pretty damn good 5. I am Greek so I love cooking and cant quite wrap my head around cooking for only 3 people. 6. I have one sister. 7. I have one dog and a fish im hoping will die soon... 8. I tend to be rather sensitive and have my feelings hurt allot. Yes its true im a softy 9. I have freckles in the summer 10. I wear underwear.

Jazzii Babii's Blog!
The real definition of words when used by women: *1. Fine-I am right. This argument is over. You need to shut up. *2. That's Okay-One of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think hard and long before deciding when and how you'll pay for your mistake. *3. Nothing-The calm before the storm. This means Something and you better be on your toes. Note: Arguments that start with Nothing usually end with Fine (See #1). *4. Five Minutes-If getting dressed, this means half an hour. (Don't be mad about this. It's the same definition for you when it's your turn to do some chores around the house.) *5. Thanks-A woman is thanking you. Do not question this or faint. Just say, You're welcome, and let it go. *6. Loud Sigh-Not actually a word but rather a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. It means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is standing here wasting her time arguing with you about Nothing. (See #3) *7. Go

Idk..wut To Call It?
HE LUVS ME, I KNEW IT ALL ALONG HE NEEDS ME, I KNEW IT ALL ALONG SLO DOWN NOW, BLINDED I COULD NOT SEE LET ME NOW, IF IT WAS MEANT TO B I WAS INLOVE WIT HIM, BUT THE DIAMOND WASNT RIGHT THE DIAMOND IN MY EYE ,THE TREASURE IN MY SIGHT LIVE HOW I WANNA LIVE DO WUT I WANNA DO YOUNG AT HEART, LOVE STRUCK SO SINICAL IF IM PLINICAL IM A ANIMAL THEN GO CROSSED UP WIT HANNIBAL LIGHTNING STRIKES AND SERPANTS SLASHES ALL CLASHES CLEAR THE MASS'S RED PASSION EXOTIC FASHIONS AT THE MATCHIN SHO WE THRASHIN I NEED HIM NEXT 2 ME WIT THE TRICKLE OF THE NIGHT THE FOCOUS OF MY SIGHT WE CAN WASTE AWAY THYS LIFE SLOW DOWN NOW BLINDED I COULD NOT SEE LET ME NOW IF IT WAS MEANT 2 B HE LUVS ME, I KNEW IT ALL ALONG HE NEEDS ME, I B RIGHT HERE HE LUVS ME, PLZ PLZ JUS 1 MORE NIGHT HE NEEDS ME, ILL B RIGHT HERE HE'S THROWIN THINGS AT ME NOW THE FEARS THEY WILL NOT STOP THE BURN IN THE FLAME THEY FEEL THE SAME I CRINGE MY TEETH WHEN I HEAR HIS NAME WHEN I S

Krissys Team
Krissy's Team krissy 2nd alarm hottie asstchief@ fubar CRAZZIE MARISA2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar AnN 2nd Alarm Hottie Cam GirL@ fubar Beautiful Addictiontrade 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar Calis Hottest Scorpion2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar DJ Cupcake 2ndAlarmHottie Head DJWildCardRadio FuEngaged to DJ AirRaid@ fubar His ride or die chick 2nd ALARM HOTTIE@ fubar

Srsly?
Well, where do I begin?! Let's start off with my lovely bus ride home this afternoon... (I take the bus because it's cheaper than paying for parking downtown... Suck a bag of dicks!) So, I'm chilling on the bus and my phone (just so happens!) dies. Great, just my luck... no music for me. So, I'm not entirely too sure how American transit's are like, but I'm sitting in the middle of the bus, but pretty close to the front. This plays a vital role in my story! Also, the front seats of the buses can be put up to make room for strollers. Anyways... so I take my headphones out and I put them in my purse and I get to hear the lovely conversations of other people around me. Let's begin the story with the two teen mothers at the front of the bus... These kids had to have been POSSIBLY 16, native looking with their sweat pants, high tops, hoop ear rings and dumb slang they use and their kids were possibly 2... possibly. Back to me chillin' on the bus... I get to hear these dumb mother fucke

Don't Ever Piss Off My Tattoo Artist.
THIS WAS MY TATTOO ARTIST.SHE HAS DONE OVER 90% OF MY TATTOOS. GUESS I AM GONNA HAVE TO FIND A NEW ONE YA THINK?...LOOK FOR PICTURES TO BE ADDED IN MY TATTOO CRASH FOLDER CHAMPION - Chris Gregg, owner of C&L Tattoos, said he and four other people at first had no idea what had just happened Wednesday evening when a car crashed through the front entrance window and wall of the business. According to officials, the white Grand Am rammed through the front west entrance of the building at 4807 Mahoning Ave., drove 50 feet into the store, then backed up, hit another car in the parking lot, and then crashed into the building a second time as it tried to smash through the building again. This time, the car was stopped. Champion fire officials said the driver was a Bristol woman who had been terminated a month ago from C&L Tattoos. Gregg and others at the scene identified her as Tabari Vandervort, who is in her early 30s. Fire and police crews from Champion, Howland and other depa

Songs
I could have never seenWhat you would do to meI was blinded by your face..Lost in those distant eyesSo many nights i criedDrowning in my discrase...(Chorus) Now I see that its youYour true colors shining throughNever going back nowPerfect Poison, Silent DeathNow I'm screaming my last breathand I'm never going back now...Where did i go wrongLike a siren's songYou pulled me in and drug me down..Back and forth we goDid you even knowThat my head was spinning 'round...This is the final wound, that i take from youI am finished with it all (backup vocals: You wont catch me when i fall)(Chorus)Now I see that its youYour true colors shining throughNever going back nowPerfect Poison, Silent deathNow I'm screaming my last breathand I'm never going back..Now I see that its youYour true colors shining throughNever going back nowPerfect poison, Silent deathNow I'm screaming my last breathand I'm never going back....Now

Rockers Playground Info
http://fubar.com/lounge/71007 Were going to do an 80s metal night on friday March 5th..@ ROCKERS PLAYGROUND and WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOU JOIN US!!!!!THERE WILL BE RANDOM BLINGING, GOOD TUNES, GREAT PEOPLE AND FUN FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO YOUR INVITED TO COME JOIN IN THE FUN.....

Omg!
P { MARGIN: 0px } UL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } OL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } UNDATED - Is your tap water safe? According one group, if you live in Pensacola you might want to rethink the next time you reach for the faucet to satisfy your thirst. The Environment Working Group, a research and advocacy group, released their findings from a three-year study that tested municipal water supplies across the U.S. They found that Pensacola, Florida had the worst tap water in the country.Since 2004, the group analyzed water quality tests from 48,000 communities in 45 states. From those tests, the EWG rated 100 big city water utilities. Listed below are their findings.Cities With Best Water 1. Arlington, TX2. Providence, RI3. Fort Worth, TX4. Charleston, SC5. Boston, MA6. Honolulu, HI7. Austin, TX8. Fairfax County, VA9. St. Louis, MO10. Minneapolis, MNCities With Worst Water 1. Pensacola, FL2. Riverside, CA3. Las Vegas, NV4. Riverside County, CA5. Reno,

Lmfaooooooo
The Seven Most Important Men in a Woman's Life 1. The Doctor - who tells her to "take off all her clothes." 2. The Dentist - who tells her to "open wide." 3. The Milkman - who asks her "do you want it in the front or the back?" 4. The Hairdresser - who asks her "do you want it teased or blown?" 5. The Interior Designer - who assures her "once it's inside, you'll LOVE it!" 6. The Banker - who insists to her "if you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest!" 7. The Primal Hunter - who always goes deep into the bush, always shoots twice, always eats what he shoots, but keeps telling her "Keep quiet and lie still!!

Untitled
i am lost at sea looking for my way home i look around and i see a light i steer towards it i start to see the lighthouse weight starts to fade the pain disappears but then i realize something im not getting closer to home i am getting closer to crashing.

My Favorite New Way To Deal With Telemarketer's
Hello? Yes, can I speak with Ms. Gemii? Who’s calling? This is Mike ____. You’ve been selected to receive a free digital satellite system. With this— Let me ask you something. Were you a friend of Ms. Gemii? No, I’m just calling to offer— Hold that thought. [Speaking to someone else.] Get pictures of the body, and dust for prints. [Back to caller] Mike, you there? Let me bring you up to speed. You’ve called a murder scene. Ms. Gemii is no longer with us. I’m Officer Clark. I’m conducting a homicide investigation. What was the nature of your business with Ms. Gemii? I … I had no business with him. I’m sorry to have bothered you—

Hate List
The following in no particular order are things that I hate: 1. People who allow their children to do as they please to avoid having to deal with them 2. Bad drivers...a turn signal is there for a reason. FUCKING USE IT!! 3. People who smack their food. 4. Mushrooms - not the magical kind that gets you high but the other kind 5. People who say "I've never had a headache." I will kindly stab you in the head with an ice pick so you will have a headache. 6. "Cliff" hanger episodes of my favorite shows. 7. "Cheerleader preppy" people (Go, fight, win. FUCK YOU DAMMIT) That's all I can come up with currently, I'm sure there will be more to come. Feel free to list your hates in your comment.

A Translation Of Yankee Dogs To Southern Dawgs
(Yankee) German Shepherd Dog (Southern) Poh-leece Dawg (Yankee) Poodle (Southern) Circus Dawg (Yankee) St. Bernard (Southern) "Thank Gawd, Here Comes The Whiskey Dawg" (Yankee) Doberman Pinscher (Southern-2 versions) Bad Dawg, or Dobimin Pinches (Yankee) Beagle (Southern) Rabbit Dawg (Yankee) Rottweiler (Southern) Bad Dawg AND Mean As Heck Dawg. Good dawg to guard the still. (Yankee) Yellow Lab (Southern) Ol' Yeller Dawg (Yankee) Black Lab (Southern) Duck fetchin' Dawg (Yankee) Greyhound (Southern) Greased Lightnin' Dawg (Yankee) Malinois (Southern) Another kind of Poh-leece Dawg (Yankee) Blue Ticks, Red Bones, etc. (Southern) Prize Coon Dawgs (Yankee) Pekinese (Southern) Mop Dawg (Yankee) Chinese Crested (Southern) Nekkid Dawg (Yankee) Dachshund (Southern) Wienie Dawg (Yankee) Siberian Husky (Southern) Sled-Pullin' Dawg (Yankee) Bouvier, Komondor (Southern) "What The Heck Kinda Dawg Is That?" (Yankee) Great Dane, Mastiff (Southern) Danged

One Day
A BOY IN GIRLS BATHROOM!!!!!!!!!!!a Girl asked a Boygirl)-Do you think i'm pretty?(boy)-NO..(girl)-Do you want to be with me forever?(boy)-NO...(girl)-Would you cry if I walked away?(again boy sayz-NO...She heard enough &waz hurt, As she walked away tears ran down her face. The boy grabbed her arm and saidboy)-You're not pretty you're BEAUTIFUL.(boy)-I don't want to be with you forever.I NEED to be with you forever.(boy)- And I would'nt cry if you walked away.....I would DIE!!!!!!!!!....(boy whisperz)-Plzzzzz stay wit me....(girl whisperz)-i will........

Farewell America
The current administration and Congress, under the lie of saving us, basically bought the banks, airlines and auto companies. They have spent us into a debt, that if they stopped all spending right now, would take 100s of years for taxpayers to repay. The Federal Reserve, a private world bank, now holds over 60% of out 10trillion plus debt and foreign countries own the rest. Basically we are bankrupt. This is if we don't have any more disasters like the recent oil spill in the gulf, earthquakes, tornadoes,hurricanes, volcanoes or a terrorist act with a weapon of mass destruction. The latest communistic/socialist attempts by the U.S government, under the terms of social and collective justice, is to merge the faith base (churches) and the EPA. If that happens it would surely mean another purchase and thus control by the government. This time it is our churches and they will tell you how to interpret the Bible and could even include criminal charges if you don't believe the way they do

Want In My Family Check Here
I AM ALWAYS ADDING NEW PICS TO MY NSFW.I HAVE A VARIETY OF PICS FROM TOPLESS, BOTTOMLESS, ACTION STUFF AND MORE. Bling Packs5 credit bling pack-3 Days10 credit bling pack-1 Week25 Credit Bling pack-2 weeks65 Credit Bling Pack-2 Month135 Credit Bling Pack-6 MonthAuto 11 or Cherry Bomb Bling-1 Month Blasts1 Day Blast-3 Days3 Day Blast-1 week7 Day Blast-2 weeks30 Day Blast-2 months

Life Vs Love
"Love the ones you have and forget the ones you've lost." No truer words have been spoken. We all search for the one person in our lives that completes us. The one person, who when put next to us, makes us feel whole. Some of us find that person early on in life, and some do not find that person at all. Life is not about finding a utopian existance because no matter how hard we strive for one, the human heart can never be wholey satisfied. We will always strive for something newer, something better becaused we are conditioned to always want more. One of the biggest things a person looks for in life is love. We go through life thinking to ourselves "This is the one. I finally found it." In most circumstances we find ourselves mistaken. The experiance of heart break is not something we wish to go through. However, many of us find we find ourselves in this situation more than we would have ever wished to be. Some people let their bad experiences with love jade their views on potentia

First Date Song
The Search Is Over - SurvivorHow can I convince you what you see is real Who am I to blame you for doubting what you feel I was always reachin', you were just a girl I knew I took for granted the friend I have in you I was living for a dream, loving for a moment Taking on the world, that was just my style Now I look into your eyes, I can see forever The search is over, you were with me all the while Can we last forever, will we fall apart At times it's so confusing, the questions of the heart You followed me through changes, and patiently you'd wait Till I came to my senses, through some miracle of fate I was living for a dream, loving for a moment Taking on the world, that was just my style Now I look into your eyes, I can see forever The search is over, you were with me all the while Now the miles stretch out behind me, loves that I have lost Broken hearts lie victims of the game Then good luck, it finally stuck like lightning from the blue Every highway's leading me back to you Now

Poetry By Meeeee
How can I get a grip, when my fingers constantly slip?Some can't deal with the stress, figuring that out isonly half the test. Helping fix other people's situationsis something I'm good at, but why is it still somethingI have to work at? I'm lost right now. It's like I'mrunning through a maze blindfolded. It's a paralyzingfeeling, like being trapped in box. I can't move. I'm surrounded by doubt and confusion. Something's missingMaybe it's love, maybe it's a material object. The confusion what really screwing me up. I'll figure it out, it's just writing it down kinda helps the the situation out. This started out as a poem..... LOOK HOW CONFUSED I AM. LOL

In Loving Memory
A million times we've needed you A million times we've cried If love alone could've saved you You never would have died In life we loved you dearly In death we love you still In our hearts you hold a place No one else will ever fill It broke our hearts to lose you But you didn't go alone Part of us went with you The day God took you home

Watchesgoogle
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Opsec!!!
While going through and rating alot of pictures the past few days, I've noticed alot of OPSEC concerns as far as military pictures that military personnel post. I know this is supposed to a fun site and a place where we can all come to play the Fu Game, but it concerns me when I know some pics that I am rating should not be up on a public site like this. I Know i have gotten emails at work about what pics can and can not be posted on social networking sites so I am fairly certain that my fellow military members have gotten the same email as well. Please be careful what kinds of pictures we all are posting, especially pics from overseas. Hate to sound like a hag, but OPSEC is very important even today still. If you are unsure or haven't read the email/message I am referring to, ask someone in your unit or chain of command and I am sure they can get you the verbage. I just want all of us from every country to be safe from the evil that is out there and the saying is true: A pic speaks a

Personal Opinion
Why is it that men tell lies to women because they think this is what they want to hear. Well wake up we want the truth. Honesty is the best policy. Truth hurts but makes a person a better person for not lying. Life sucks but they are so much out there for people who is honest instead of telling people what they think they want to hear, which is for the most part lies. If honesty is something ur not about then move along because I am and do not want to be involved with someone who is not.

The Way I Feel
Since no one reads my about me, I thought maybe you would read this instead.....I DON'T DO FUCKING LOUNGES..STOP WITH THE FUCKING LINKS IN MY SB..DAMN!!!!! As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you The best way to mend a broken heart is time and girlfriends Cry as I may these tears won't wash you away Listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye We always ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us Tears are words the heart can't express The hardest to do is waking up without you. He taught me how to love, but not how to stop Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream True love is when you shed a tear and still want him The times we were happy together are worth the times I cry alone Real loss only occurs when you lose something you love more than yourself It's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces.Wherever you are, you'll always be in my heart I ha

Bliss
What are you Thinking I ask As if I care I listen To you stumble Through Your explanation As I pretend To remain Aware Not exactly What I Signed up for A love that Becomes this Watching you Smile As you babble Defines the fact That ignorance Is indeed Bliss

Thoughts
“Everything I’ve ever let go of has claw marks on it.” — Michael Peake When your life is falling apart, there’s always the impulse to hold on: to him, to her, to it; to the way it was, to how you wanted it to be, to how you want it now. But in order to get through a crisis, you will have to let go of whatever is standing in your way or causing the problem; these are the handcuffs around your ankles, the tin cans tied to your tail. You will have to let go of whatever isn’t serving you, whatever you no longer need, whatever keeps you from moving forward, whatever you’re so attached to that you can’t see where you’re going. You may have to let go of your marriage, your friends, your job, your career, your house, your family members, your self-image, the way you deal with things, your past, your dreams of the future. I don’t know what you’ll have to let go of. That’s for you to discover, but I do kn

Compassion And Bodhicitta
'Bodhi' is Sanskrit for Enlightenment and 'Citta' means Mind. It refers to the wish to attain enlightenment (become a Buddha) for the benefit of all sentient beings. A 'Bodhisattva' is a being (sattva) with the bodhicitta motivation. A short story: An enthusiastic student asks his teacher: "Master, what can I do to help all the suffering beings in this world?" The teacher answers: "Indeed, what can you do?" So, even if I am genuinely concerned about the welfare of others, when

The Lessons
Hello, again. I need your help.... Well, that's not quite accurate. I need you to help you, help me, to help all of us. But we're not ready. We are burdened by psychological insecurities and instabilities. Failing to acknowledge that they exist, even if not consciously, binds one to fall prey to them. But I'm not here to demean you. I'm here to help. It's imperative that we individually deal with these issues before progressing forward, so that they do not cause worse problems later. You might call this magic, you might call this spirituality, you might call it applied psychology...

Poems
Laying alone staring at the night sky. Wrapped in a blanket trying to keep warm, wishing you were here. Your arms holding me tight, our bodies pressed together, Our lips locked in a passionate kiss. Your voice comforts me when I feel lost. The love you give me keeps me warm on cold nights. The memories you have etched keep me company when I am alone. You are forever in my heart. Red, orange, yellow, green are the colors that I see as I look all around. What am i looking at? Nothing but the...trees As the leavs change from green and fall off the trees they cover the ground in a rainbow of colors

Jokes
A businessman was getting ready to go on a long business trip. He knew his wife was a flirtatious sort with an extremely healthy sex drive, so he thought he’d buy her a little something to keep her occupied while he was gone.He went to a store that sold sex toys and started looking around. He thought about a life-sized sex doll, but that was too close to another man for him.He was browsing through the dildos, looking for something special to please his wife, and started talking to the old man behind the counter.He explained his situation. The old man said, “Well, I don’t really know of anything that will do the trick. We have vibrating dildos, special attachments, and so on, but I don’t know of anything that will keep her occupied for weeks, except—-” and he stopped.“Except what?” the man asked.“Nothing, nothing.”“C’mon, tell me! I need something!”“Well, sir, I don’t usually mention this, but ther

One Of Those Days
Ever have one of those days when you feel that you can't do anything right? you feel like you've alienated those closest to you even though you never meant to? Ever feel like things are spinning out of control and don't know where to turn? Then welcome to my world...I feel like I can't seem to do anything right...my son's health is up in the air...he's not talking other then he's having liver problems...Someone i consider a good friend has stopped talking to me...So I'm sorry I can't be upbeat all the time...I'm sorry i'm not perfect...I"m sorry...that I don't know what i did wrong.... It's amazing what some people will say to each other and never think about...words that get tossed around like cookies.

~welcome To The Lifestyle~ Bdsm
So lets talk about BDSM… What is it? What does it mean? What does it mean to you? Wikipedia defines BDSM as: BDSM is an erotic preference and a form of sexual expression involving the consensual use of restraint, intense sensory stimulation, and fantasy power role-play. The compound acronym BDSM is derived from the terms bondage and discipline (B&D or B/D), dominance and submission (D&S or D/s), and sadism and masochism (S&M or S/M). BDSM includes a wide spectrum of activities, forms of interpersonal relationships, and distinct subcultures. Activities and relationships within a BDSM context are characterized by the participants usually taking on complementary, but unequal roles, thus the idea of consent of both the partners becomes essential. Typically participants who are active – applying the activity or exercising control over others – are known as tops or dominants. Those participants who are recipients of the act

Married Or Not
**MARRIED OR NOT*** You Should Read This.... When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then

Random Off The Topa My Head Stuff
ok i aint got much to talk about so lets see what my brain has in it. What should i write about. There is so much to talk about but i dont know what. I could talk about the people in my head but that would make me sound crazy ( there are not any people in my head really.) I could talk about ICP and how great they are but the family all ready knows that. I could talk about Family guy and how they are so propot.When i get done typing this you will be liek wtf did i just read.. looks like alotta bullshit lol. Silent Bob and Jay are amazing. I was so suprised the first time he talked. i loved it. i can come up with alot of all the wall shit like my radical penis enlargement status. That came from my bored as hell brain. I am stuck here is Midland with nothing 2 do but talk 2 myself. its so boreing. Gay clubs are so much fun even tho its mostly straight people there. ( goign to the club is the only time i dress like a girl :) ) This is my first blg so i am just pulling shit outta my ass (HA

Forgiveness
A mistake is always forgivable, rarely excusable and always unacceptable. Always forgive your enemies - nothing annoys them so much. Forgive many things in others; nothing in yourself. Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names. Forgiveness is a funny thing. It warms the heart and cools the sting. Forgiveness is the economy of the heart... forgiveness saves the expense of anger, the cost of hatred, the waste of spirits. "But You Didn't See Me"I saw you,hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But, you didn't see me,put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.

Ruthie's Blog
Dear bloggy, Ugh so I already wrote all this on Fubar but of course Fubar deleted it without saving it! Hisses! I use to write blogs everyday on Myspace about my life and things in general. I decided that today I would like to start writing blogs again on Fubar this time. I decided that this could help me in the writing department since I have been working on my writing. Basically nothing has been going on in my life that is that exciting. I watched the Olympics today it was pretty interesting. I am excited to watch track and field because I am a thrower. I am not the best thrower but this is my last year in college throwing so I am pretty stoked! I had to work today, a lady asked my manger if we were hiring and I glared at my manager, and she told the lady if she was to hire anymore people that 3 or more people would quit! She told the lady to look at my face! I am started to get more hours and I am just trying my hardest to get them to see that I have potential

You Are A Child Of The 80's If
YOU ARE A CHILD OF THE 80'S IF:You know what a "burnout" is.You know what "Sike" means.You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, Wax off".You know that another name for a keyboard is a "Synthesizer".You can name at least half of the members of the elite "Brat Pack".You know who Tina Yothers is.You wanted to be a Goonie.You felt ashamed when Rob Lowe got in trouble for sex with minors and videotaping it, because you liked him.You know who Max Headroom is.You ever wore flourescent, neon if you will, clothing.You could breakdance, or wish you could.You wanted to be The Hulk for Halloween.You Believed that "By the power of Greyskull, you HAD the power"Partying "like it's 1999" seemed SO far away.You thought that Transformers were more than meets the eye.You wanted to be on StarSearch.You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off.You wore a banana clip at some point during your youth, or knew someone who did.You owned a doll with 'Xavier Roberts' signed on it's

More About Me
I'm a complete bitch at times, a right nasty piece of work, usually once a month hahaha. I can be your best friend or your worst enemy. I don't take crap off anyone. I fight for what i believe in, i fight for my family and friends, I protect, love and nuture those closest to me. EVERYDAY: I'm a fun loving girl who is kind, fiercely loyal, compassionate and trustworthy. I know what I like, what I don't and what I want out of life, I'm a 'natural leader' and often end up taking charge of everyday situations, I like that. I don't like not knowing, I am very head strong, in my regular day to day life, I plan and budget, EVERYTHING down to the penny/minute. You may call it OCD, I call it organization... FAMILY: I have two girls, Skye 2007 and Phoebe 2010. They are my world, my dreams come true, I will fight for them, like you would never believe. hurt my children, or cause them distress, and your on my shitlist and its not pretty. I come as part of a package deal, If you can't accept a

Blogs For Thought
In order to be fair in the debate about matters of faith, it's not just the Christian who must be called to the witness stand. Even those who dispute or who otherwise persist in voicing skepticism about Christianity have some questions to answer. In fact, considering the evidence, it no doubt requires more faith to stand outside the circle of those who believe than to join it. To ensure integrity, therefore, on the part of even my readers who are not yet believers, here are a few issues about which you too should be able to give an account. (BEFORE YOU DISPUTE ANYTHING IN THIS BLOG POST,PLEASE CLICK ON EVERYTHING HIGHLIGHTED IN BLUE AND EXAMINE THAT INFORMATION CAREFULLY AND

Kitten's Corner
1. Sex can relieve headaches. Sex releases the tension, in the veins, of the brain. 2. Sex can clear a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It helps fight against asthma and spring allergies. 3. Sex is a healthy and natural beauty treatment. When a woman is sexually active, she produces large estrogen amounts. The estrogen gives shine and softness, to her skin and hair. 4. Sex is a sport. Sex often strengthens the muscles, of the male and female body. It can be more enjoyable, than swimming laps or running a marathon. 5. Slow and sensual sex reduces the chance, of dermatitis, skin rashes, and acne. Sweat cleanses the pores and can keep the skin feeling soft. 6. Sex can burn calories accumulated, during a romantic dinner. A typical orgasm can burn around 100 calories. 7. Sex can help prevent depression. Sex releases endorphins, into the bloodstream, creating an euphoria state. Euphoria can encourage men and women, to feel sexy and confident. 8. Sex can help relieve stress

For My Friends!
An Atheist Professor of Philosophy speaks to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD, The ALMIGHTY. He asks one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . . Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ? Student

Something Not Sure.
You may say i am crazy, but i am really a fruit loop in a world full of cheerios. life is too short, laugh when u can, apologize when u should, and let go of what u cant change, Love deeply and forgive quickly. when you least expect it someone walks into your life and makes you smile. When I say "don't worry about it, I'm good"

New
1. I'm a good man But Haven't always been. back in the day I was quite the player but not anymore. 2. I am Honest and would appreciate honesty in return. 3. I don't play games. 4. I have been around. Not as innocent as I may appear. 5. I am not a rocket scientist but I'm not stupid either. 6. I have been in a few realationships so I am aware of the ways of the world. 7. If I care for you I will do anything for you as long as you don't play me. 8. I don't take rejection well but i do learn to accept it. 9. I'm a decent Daddy but not as good a Daddy as I want to be but i am tryin. 10. I want sumone to love me but I'm scared, been burned too much. 11. I am an old school romantic and always will be. 12. I have Night terrors. 13. I am a recovering addict (27yrs clean) 14. I am over weight and am working on it. 15. I have OCD. 16. I am a very picky eater. 17. I was Molested at a very young age. 18. I have trust issues 19. I live with family for now. 20. I Love horror films

Carnage Of Mislead Youth
Her life spills into her lap Making an attempt to expel all her madness Bitter. Nude. Comfortless she waits.. Only wanting to smile, she makes a final plea To detach from this anguish without an apology- Her thoughts all the same Imagination and heartache as lively as ever She looked at more veins she should sever She has sensations from where she has drained Her skin tingled with sharp pain Eyes catching every star an eclipse She smiled as she parted her lips Ashen and weak She could not speak All the things she once desired -have now been thrown into the Fire. I am terrorI am your dark flameEverything you want me to beYou will not be ashamed Entwined in my illusion You're nothing to me anymoreAn unworthy opponent you have becomeSluggish, self abused, bastard, whore Remember the dayThat day when you threw me awayYou told me I was worthlessThat I wouldn't be better than this I now stand at your pitLooking down I start to regretAll the rage I can't forget

Holy Sh*t My Neighbor's House Just Blew Up!
I was just off of here and was about to pass out and I heard a big BOOM! i looked out my window and saw nothing but orange. I went running out of my house dialing 911 on the way to see if my neigbor was ok. his house is literally 20 feet from mine, but i have to go around the front to get to it. When i got over he was standing under the street light screaming at the top of his lungs. He had his arms up in the air with his hands flopped down and crinkled. His skin was just hanging off of him. His face was charred. I asked him if he was in the house. He said yeah. I asked was there anyone else in the house. He said no. He said he jumped out the window, but he doesn't know what happened. It scared the ever living shit outta me. Not to mention, if the five moved at all it would come to my house and its just me and my daughter that live here. They said he was 50% burned. I was on the phone with the cops and he just wanted me to pull his pants up.. that's all he was worried about. I couldn't

Testing Bullys
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Trials Of The Heart
Even now as I enjoy clarity (see previous entry) and a newfound measure of peace, I find myself having a period of remembrance. I close my eyes and think back to the time of how it felt to know love. Not love of oneself, but the love of another. I remember the slightest touch, a gentle caress, even just a gaze that spoke so many words without any words ever being spoken. The warm feeling interlaced with all of those, that told me I was wanted, needed, craved...loved. I embraced that feeling during the periods of time that I had it, reveling in it, and enjoying each perfect moment as it washed over me and comforted me. I long to meet the stranger again one day that is the indescribable love of another. I stand before the great divide, a seemingly endless canyon that runs for miles. I jump, freefalling for what seems an eternity, not caring if the safety chute I have opens or not. It's that freefall I've experienced so many times in life, the one that leads to nowhere except into sorro

Rantings
Cuchi was born in January 1962 San Juan, Puerto Rico. Ironically she died 49 yrs and one month later in North San Juan, California. I felt like a hero when she first arrived in this world! She was always a happy little person and loved by those around her. Her many friends called her “giggles” or Cuchi. Her last words to me 1 day before her death were “Pop, I just love you and mommy so much and little Rebecca. I want to see you all and my grandbaby soon, maybe in March”. Sadly she is coming home after being killed by a hit and run driver, all her laughter, tears, fears, joy and hope reduced to a handful of ashes.

New Feature
Help this wonderful woman hit the next level! Only 49K to go! And she has her auto 11's running! St3ph4ni3~Rate Spankers member~Lollipop gurlz~@ fubar Making names for people that are interested in paying a one bling credit or 25K for them. Please no copying them as they take time to make and space on my computer! So if you want one please let me know in a private message =D Let me know your favorite color's so I can customize them to your liking =D These are sample’s of my work! Spank this wonderful sweet man hard as you can! He's fixing to take a break from the Fu for a while and needs all the loving we can give him! He's running auto's from 8 est Saturday until same time on Sunday! I'll miss you while your gone my friend! *hugs* Lost Soul~Club United~ Rate Spankers~Fu Owned by Bitter Sweet & Heart Inspector@ fubar

In My Life
Goodbye Junior hello Senior! Start my last year of High School! I almost became a father (false alarm). My friends and I have many things going on, jumping over the wall to the pool after it closes lol umm, alcohol and illegal substances could have been the cause for one of my friends sitting on the diving board on a chair (many years later, the pool scene with Cameron in the movie “Ferris Beuller’s Day Off” reminds me of this, lol). The Lords are official (my gang I am the first and last leader, two in between me) formed to prevent other punks from coming into our neighborhood causing trouble. Only two of us actually had a nick name, mine was Ace and David’s was JC (because he looked like some of the pictures of Jesus). We are also nickname the insiders (a real biker gang in the area, The Outsiders saw us and our colors and their leader said They were the Outsiders so we were the insiders) this happened at the carnival, which I later worked at for a week and almost joine

Fu-clue
THERE’S BEEN A FU-MURDER!! Put on your detective hat and solve the crime! If you do, a 25 credit bling pack is yours. This is the FIRST train/game/contest of its kind! Wanna play Fu-Clue? This is not a race! Game ends Dec. 21 or when a player successfully posts a VALID and correct accusation. Please no drama and remember to have FUN!! It is a train, so as you go through the list of suspects and card holders you must F/R/A or comment them if you already have them as friends. Players will not be added to the train. All suspects and card holders will F/R/A or comment you back. It is a game! You will first visit my Fu-Clue folder to get VALUEABLE information. “How to” play the game is explained in there. Rate the pics, leave a comment on the last one. Move onto the Suspects in the train. They each have a blog dedicated to the game. These blogs also hold their Suspect Cards (SAVE these cards). The information they have will help you

Were U Blinged 29th & 30th From Me?
*****NEW MESSAGE***** I HAVE ADDED STICKAM TO THIS BLOG, NO NEED TO GO TO MAIN PAGE. *IM SHY* LMAO THAT'S RIGHT, A DRAWING FOR THOSE THAT RATED THEIR BUTTS OFF! YOUR RIGHT I HAVEN'T TOLD YOU WHAT U WILL WIN RIGHT? WELL GUESS U WILL HAVE TO SHOW UP TO SEE. COULD BE ANYTHING :P I WILL BE GIVING AWAY 2 OF THESE ITEMS, YUP THAT'S RIGHT 2!!! RULES THIS IS HOW I WILL BE DOING THE DRAWING. IN MY JAMMIES POPULAR DEMAND YALL FRICKEN CRAZY BUT I WILL. FOOTIE JAMMIES JUST FOR YALL. OPTION B WON B. I HAVE STIKCAM ON MY MAIN PAGE, I CAN ALSO DO IT FROM THERE AS WELL. 10 AM FU TIME 12 PM CENTRAL 1 PM EST IF U DON'T WISH TO PARTICIPATE THEN SHOUT ME BEFORE IT STARTS. YOU MAY DONATE IT TO SOMEONE ELSE IT'S YOURS TO DO AS YOU WISH. SEE WINNERS NAME POSTED IN THIS BULLETIN AT SPECIFIED TIME ABOVE

Thank God , Im Alive To See Another Day!
Its been awhile since I posted my last blog. I have come to a cross roads in my life and almost met my maker on judgement day. For those of you who do not know yet, I survived a potentially deadly wreck this past week. Most of you all know that I travel with my boyfriend on the road. Well on January 9th, 2009, we were tested. And thank God we passed that test. Let me explain. On that morning, we just left the fueling station after getting full tanks of fuel when a few miles up the road, on a bridge, another truck started to get sideways and tapped us putting us out of control. This is where things get fuzzy so Im going to rely on eye witness accounts here. We did two 360 degree turns, and jumped the railing, taking about 100 foot of railing with us. We slid semi sideways down a huge embankment and stopped 8-10 foot from a lake. He kept the thing on its wheels and we survived. How we did, we cant figure it out. The paramedics, police, tow truck company and fire marshall said we

Carrie's In A Contest (closed)
I have entered an Auto 11 bling contest... It ends January 29 at 9pm Fu-Time... The picture with the most rates wins... Just ONE rate/re-rate and ONE comment needed... Please click the link below and help me in this contest... There is a bonus prize for the person that sends the hostess the most new friends and fans... So, please check out PebblesinAZ... R/F/A her and tell her I sent you... She's the bomb! You'll be glad you did... Hostess of the contest... Thanks bunches for your help... Have a good day... Carrie ****************************************** I will make tags this weekend for anyone that rates my picture... So, please let me know that you rated the contest pic. Bulletin Created by: Carrie Please Repost

About Me !! Read B4 U Try To Add Me
FIRST OFF I WOULD LIKE TO START BY SAYING, I AM NOT HERE FOR ANY ONE'S INTERNET GAMES OR FALLACIES.JUST BECAUSE I TALK TO YOU DOESNT MEAN I WANT TO HOOK UP WITH YOU. I AM NOT HERE TO HOOK UP WITH A ONE. IF I HAPPEN TO MEET MR RIGHT ON HERE THEN SO BE IT, BUT LET ME MAKE IT CLEAR THAT IS NOT WHAT I AM HERE FOR. I AM HONEST TO A POINT THAT IT MAY SEEM RUDE TO YOU. IF YOU DO NOT LIKE IT THEN I.D.G.A.F STAY OFF OF MY PAGE. I SO NOT NEED NOR DO I PRETEND TO BE SOME ONE I AM NOT. WHAT U SEE IDS WHAT YOU GET !! (I dont mean GET in the LITERAL MEANING. YOU WONT GET MY NUMBER AND IF U EVEN ASK FOR NUDE PICS YOU WILL BE BLOCKED. I HAVE A REAL LIFE, MY HANDS ARE FULL WATCHING MY KIDS RAGE IT UP THE LAST THING I NEED IS FUBAR DRAMA. IVE PROBABLY FIGURED U OUT BEFORE YOU FIGURED YOUR SELF OUT. ITS JUST A GIFT I HAVE. I AM TRUE TO MYSELF MY CHILDREN AND MY FRIENDS. PLAIN AND SIMPLE. I AM NOT PERFECT BUT I AM BLUNTLY HONEST. SO AFTER READING THIS IF U WOULD STILL LIKE TO KNOW MORE ABOUT ME THEN AS

Doing The Bunny Hop [train]
Will there be enough room?! As with every other train out there - drama will NOT be tolerated! 1. Fan each person below. 2. Rate their profile. (If you have rated their profile recently - rate one of their pictures) 3. Leave them a comment telling them you are riding this train. **You DO NOT need to add each person as a friend** When you have rated everyone message aGEM4life to be added to the list and for your tag to be made. Rate this folder of pics to receive your personal tag. Start with this one (and continue until the end of folder)... 1. ♊aGEM4life♊ ☆SinnersFamily☆SBG☆ FUOwnedBy Willie ~Wife of Ike™~ 2.Willie - Proud Owner of aGEM4life 3. The BULLdaddy 4. HersheyK 5. Dee75 Member of RR, SBG & llama levelers !! Fu Owned by Texas Twister 6.

For Your Information
by Charles Babington, The Associated Press Friday July 10, 2009, 8:05 AM AP Photo/Rebecca BlackwellA vendor folds tee-shirts commemorating U.S. President Barack Obama's planned visit to Ghana, at a streetside stall in central Accra, Ghana on Thursday. L'AQUILA, Italy (AP) -- President Barack Obama is wrapping up finitely detailed talks with his G-8 partners on economic and environmental challenges and turning to more photogenic events: meeting the pope and becoming the first black American president to visit a mostly black African country. He was throwing in a televised news conference from Italy for good measure. Obama, his wife and daughters were to meet Pope Benedict XVI shortly before leaving Italy late Friday for Ghana. The two men have spoken by phone but not met before, aides say. In Ghana, officials expect a tumultuous reception for Obama, whose father was from Kenya. Because the first family arrives rather late Friday night, the main ceremony in Accra will occur Satu

Things Written To Me
Butterflies don't know the color of their wings, but human eyes know how nice it is... Like wise you don't know 'how good you are', but I know 'how special you are' ~The Natural Beauty Of A Mature Woman~ The natural beauty of a mature woman is not determine by the clothes she wears. The figure she carries or the way she wears her hair. The natural beauty of a mature woman must be seen from within her eyes. That is the doorway to her heart, it's truely the place where her deepest love resides. The natural beauty of a mature woman is not in a facial mole. True beauty in a woman is completely reflected in the kindness of her enticing soul. The natural beauty of a mature woman with time, age and wisdom only grows.. It is the caring that she lovingly gives and the total passion that she shows. The natural beauty of a woman with time, age and wisdom only grows. All of the riches on Earth can't purchase the natural beauty of a mature woman. Remembering that beauty fades, bu

Bullshit Blag
Final Chapter (perhaps) In the end it is the same, A little more silly and insane. Life is not any fun, The light has been taken from my sun. In darkness I find peace, through the light of dark I now sleep. No more bothering presumption, No more busy life consumption. At peace I will stay, at least forever and a day. I have no love to give, everyone shows as i live. "DUMBSHIT, Jackass, FUCK UP.... You no help to anyone. Now you rest where you belong." Those words I fear, I will hear; not to long. Well, the morning started out pretty good, except for having to clean out the back seat of the car I was barrowing from a friend. You know..if you are gonna lend...nevermind...heh..it wasnt that big of a deal.. ONWARD!...Waiting on my friend Scott to arrive which he does a little later than aggreed apon...still no biggie. Stop in Augusta to pic up my brother and a few other friends. HA!..this is fucking funny...my mom has TAKEN my brothers ticket with her by acci

On The Auction Block
OK I'm up for Auction again. Here is what I offer: OWNED BY _____ IN NAME FOR 1 MO #1 FRIEND FOR 1 MO #2 FAMILY FOR 1 MO RATE ALL PICS 11 DURING HH TILL DONE RATE ALL STASH DURING HH 2 SFW PERSONAL SALUTE PIMPOUT ON PAGE Keep you Shitfaced DAILY COMMENT ADD TO YIM The higher the bidding the more I add. Ask me what you want? I do not need a VIP. If Bling packs are offered. I will use 1/3 of the credits on you. If a 65 Credit bling pack is offered i will give you 1 Auto 11 bling If a 135 credit bling pack is offered i will give you 2 Auto 11' bling's Anything higher and I'll give you 50 percent of the credits on you. Click the pic and Bid!!!!! I'm up for auction again. This time for V-day: Here is what I offer: OWNED BY _____ IN NAME FOR 1 MO #1 FRIEND FOR 1 MO #2 FAMILY FOR 1 MO RATE ALL PICS 11 DURING HH TILL DONE RATE ALL STASH DURING HH 2 SFW PERSONAL SALUTE PIMPOUT ON PAGE FOR 1 MO 1 DRINK PER DAY DAILY COMMENT ADD TO YIM 1 PH

Auto 11
Here are 10 Random things you don't know about me. The only thing is once your done reading you must make your own list. 1) I was born in the Panmma Canal Zone. 2) I had a dog named Kino. 3) I am the middle child. 4) I quit smoking over 2 years ago. 5) Master is my best friend forever. 6) I was once close to winning a Hubba Bubba bubble blowing contest. 7) I lived in Cali til I was 8 y/o. 8) I like to take pictures of nature. 9) I think of others first before myself. 10) I went deep sea fishing and all I caught was a cold. 1 Auto 11 is up for auction Starting bid is 3 Million fubucks It will run from Friday Feb 6. Until Sunday Feb 8. Only serious bids please Fubucks must be paid before blinged Leave comment to bid

Vacation
hi to all my great friends Ty one more time for all the help yu gave me to be Oracle, i love yu all i will be at holydays home for two weeks so i will be back the 2nd of march, lot of yu know that i have no internet there god bless yu all, i will miss yu miz

Insane Ramblings Of Me
the days go by and i feel the better part of my die.heart turned cold,no tears to cry.the person i was faded till there was nothing left to see.there is no evidence of the person i used to be.when everything is taken away and your left with cold reality.living in it everyday.there are no promises of a better tomorrow.each and everyday your memory leaves lingering sorrow.what do you do when everything you thought falls apart?all the love you had is no longer in your heart.the world seems to turn black and the happiness you felt is no more.what do you have left when you forget what there is to live for? bird shit blues a bird shit on me today.on my black top.and honestly?i couldnt give to shits.cause if i was a bird and could take a dump in mid-air,in glorious flight,without a fucking care of any human insecurities that my follow,then shit,i'd do it too.i mean humans shit on each other all the time,and its the intent that makes it vile.but a bird,is just taking a shit.because...hey natur

Weekend Excitement...
This weekend started off a little rough I had a sinus cold with the body chills.. I was forced to cancel my plans to leave the city to go meet Jeff's newest niece and only nice.. that was Friday i laid in a hot tub 3 times and broke my fever... I went to sleep at 7:30 and woke up at 6 in the morning.... Its Saturday morning its 6 am nobody is up what to do... Oh i know take on organizing the Rubbermaid's that have been sitting in the shed and basement since i moved into this house 4 years ago... my theory why take crap to Jeff's house ive never used.. So im searching my Rubbermaid's and the first one i open is my wedding crap... lovely! This is a hard decision what i should do with it.. in the end i keep the picture albums and the rests gets tossed at the dump.. Next Rubbermaid I find my old CD holder for the car in which stalkers have made me cds... I find one that says Sappy songs. I remember this stalker, he handed me this cd and thought it was appropriate to draw sperms on it an

My Way Of Thinking
Well 2010 came in with a bang for me. The last couple of nights in Dawn's Haven has been a blast and I have really enjoyed myself. I would like to thank the staff members and my friends and lounge members that were there sharing this with me. You guys have showed me how much fun it could be on here and reminded me of an old lounge i owned on here called System Of A Dawn. We used to have a blast in there and I realize it can be the same as long as we all go in and just enjoy ourselves. I have never laughed so hard in my life. They had melaughing so hard i was crying and there were points where I couldn't type or catch my breathe thanks guys let's keep it up. hugs and kisses to you all and I am applauding you all!!!!!

Understanding Me
Stolen girls: arrested after a series of protest marches Stolen girls: arrested after a series of protest marches in the summer of 1963, almost three dozen girls from Americus, Georgia, were held for weeks in an abandoned Civil War-era stockade. Never formally charged, the girls banded together in horrific circumstances, even as their frantic families searched for them. Now their story of courage, faith and resilience is finally being toldSource Donna M. Owens The Georgia sun was unrelenting that July day in 1963. It cause sweat to trickle down the back of young brown girls wearing pretty homemade cotton dresses, starched blouses and capri pants. Moisture ed at the napes of ebony boys, with neatly cropped hair, dampening their crisp, short-sleeve shirts. But for some 200 Negro children and adults singing "We Shall Overcome" as they marched down Cotton Avenue in the small southern town of Americus, Georgia, the heat was the least of their concerns, In this onetime cotton ce

Poem's
It's finally over, you did me in.I hung around through thick and thin.You used me good your talents are great.You got what you wanted you had tha right bait.My heart is broken my soul defeated.I did not deserve the way I was treated.You were a goddess to me and that's all I could seeMy gut knew tha truth, but heart didn't agree.My self respect is all but gone.I let myself be your little pawn.You had your plan when it all began.I let you use this stupid old man.Tha truth would have been nice once in a while.But I found out too late that truth is not your style.Tha kissing and holding you said you enjoyed.Turned out to be something you would rather avoid.I was devoted to you and you know that's true.Not a thing for you, I would not do.Money and time, I took care of you over tha yearsI was even there to dry away your countless of tears.You think you won but I have news.You really lost, and you'll sing the blues.You could have had me as your toy.Now, your life will go on, as

Well There A Frist Time 4 Things
hello there for thse who know my sister know she been sick... well she got sick on the 4th and is in the hosptial again.. they say she not doing well and my not make it this time all i ask for is we pray that she does and hope she still has fight in her.. he ex got a hold of her and popped her in the face and we dont know what damage he has done yet.. she is in icu and they are getting ready too move her from one hosptial to another.. yes the asshole is back in jail but he may have all ready done the damage and i may loss one of the greatest ppl i know I WOULD LIKE 2 THANK YOU ALL OF YOU FOR THE GET WELLS AND ALL BECOUSE IT MADE REALIZE THAT PPL.. DO CARE..I WANTED 2 TELL I COULD NOT HAVE DONE IT WITH OUT ALL THE PRAYERS AND ALL THAT YOU SENT TAKE CARE MICHELLE hello there... well you ever get the feeling thatyouare running in a cirlce and getting no where.. well today happen 2 be one of these days for me.. and it seems like one of my bestfriends are walking away and don't knwwhat 2 d

Im Sorrry....
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

Jades Abduction......
She was standing in the dark parking lot waiting for Him in the place He had told her to. Why He was making her stand out here and wait for Him to pick her up was beyond her…she could have waited in her car for Him, but she learned long ago…never question His directions. Impatiently she looked at her watch…8:15. He had told her to meet Him here at 8:00, where the hell was He? Could He have forgotten? He had been working a lot of hours lately…it was possible. Frustrated, she started across the lot towards the pay phone to call Him. When she had just about reached the curb, a man dressed all in black with a black mask covering his face, stepped from behind one of the parking deck columns and grabbed her arm… wrenching it behind her He pressed a sharp knife tight against her throat, daring her to utter a sound. Shocked, she stood motionless. “What do you want from me? Here… take my purse if it’s money you want.” She stated with