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Just Like You
AM I CRAZY I DONT KNOW PEOPLE SAY YES MY MIND SAYS NO MIXED UP EMOTIONS TEMPER TOO QUICK MAKES ME SEEM UNHINGED TO OTHERS I'M SICK AM I UNUSUAL I'LL ADMIT THAT I GUESS BUT NO MORE THAN YOU AND CERTAINLY NO LESS

Halarious!
Top 10 Psycho Pick-Up Lines Didn't I see you on the grassy knoll? Can I buy you a spatula? Bet your wondering why I have no nostrils. Your crawlspace or mine? You look like the kind of person who appreciates catheters. May I lick your forehead? Do you always wear you socks over your shoes? Smeep. Smeep. Smeep. What's your favorite flavor of wood? You've stolen my heart, but I have three more back home in the freezer

True Friends
A memory lasts forever. Never does it die.True friends stay together.And never say goodbye. "When I find myself fading, I close my eyes and realize my friends are my energy." Friendships are different from all other relationships. Unlike acquaintanceship, friendship is based on love. Unlike lovers and married couples, it is free of jealousy. Unlike children and parents, it knows neither criticism nor resentment. Friendship has no status in law. Business partnerships are based on a contract. So is marriage. Parents are bound by the law. But friendships are freely entered into, freely given, freely exercised.

Open To The Public
So I'm wondering...I had a date the beginning of last month. It was to be postponed a day or two, because the guys truck was in the shop. Then...nothin, no calls, no texts, for a month. He sent me a text a couple days ago apologizing and saying he'd been in JAIL the past month. Apparently he got a DUI the night after he got his truck out of the shop. I looked it up online, and sure enough, he had been in jail for the past month. But I wonder a couple things... 1. Why didn't he get ahold of me when his truck was done? If we had gone out that night instead of him going to some friends house, the drama that ensued there wouldn't have happened and he wouldn't have that DUI. 2. He SAYS he learned his lesson, but do I believe him? Do I give him another chance? He did get ahold of me as soon as he got home. I dunno if I'm just overthinking this because I always do. I have good reason to be cautious when it comes to men, but am I being TOO cautious? Or am I thinking about not giving him ano

Pass Me Over
Another day chance to make another chance A fragile place running on empty A smile so faint barely even breaks the space worlds own shoulders now Dont be afraid He who knows will make a way His word alone is what has kept me Born a son, King of eternal peace lay your burdens down If you catch me dreaming please dont wake me til I'm done Just leave me sleeping until the morning comes Just pass me over Make believe that I'm not there just leave me be until the savior comes Another night makes Her way to the morn Sleep in peace, joy come early A covered child, steps away victorious Salvation holds joy for all of us For each of us eventually whether we are ready or not, someday this Life will end. There will be no minutes, hours, or days All the things you collected, whether treasured or forgotten Will pass to someone else Your wealth fame and temporal power Will shrivel to irrelevance It will not matter what you’ve owned or owed Your grudges,

Pet Peevs
I know why men do it. They think it’s courteous. And yes, it is courteous, but seriously, I’m not looking for someone to have a tea party with. I like when men steal kisses. When they go in for the kill. When a man asks, it just ruins it for me. What am I supposed to say, “Umm, okay?” or “No, sorry… I uh… don’t feel like it?” I think I speak for all women when I say, please don’t make us have to spell out rejection for you! When you ask for a kiss and we don’t want to kiss you, it’s awkward. If we do want to kiss you, you kill the spontaneity of the moment. I just feel like telling all those men, “Damn it! Make like Nike and just do it!” See, here’s why. If you ask, we think you’re cute for asking. We’re thinking, what a nice guy. He’s so sweet. Are those the adjectives you want to describe you? Nice, cute, sweet? If you just go in for the kill, you won

Shadow Of Truth
She sits at the windowand takes in the sights.She unknowingly staresat the beautiful lights.She would stay here forever;if only she could.She would never leave the windowbut she knows that she should.She's never felt the daylightupon her feeble skin.She's never writtenor spoken words from within.She's never felt affectionfrom the people that made her.She always looks out the windowbecause to her, it's a cure.She's got bruises and gashesupon her tiresome face.She will pass away,someday without a trace.

Music
People have some serious issues here ! I can't believe how there are so many people caught up on being re assured on just how they appear to others seeking approval by taking on so many friends just for points rates bling how sad !

The Dangers Of A Razor!
I have come to see the light on why woman should pay to get laser hair removal.... here are my reasons... feel free to add as you deem necessary... A razor can seem harmless, they come with a variety of different products and brands.. some with moisturizers built in some with 3blades some with more.. We are so obsessed with hair removal that we failed to notice that we are taking a blade and pressing it up against our skin... If this blade has been repeatedly used we tend to get stranded hair left on various parts of our bodies... example: I shaved using a razor that had been used repeatedly and i was wearing a sundress walking down the street when i happen to notice that i missed a whole section of armpit hair... I am shocked.. how many people have noticed? Can i go threw out the whole day not raising my arm? Do i just pretend not to know.. should i run to macs and buy the disposable 2 dollar razors and shave my pits in the car down some alley? example 2: Shaving leg hair.. I ha

Mumms
Its time this site has been expose for what it really is, a slutfest full of things who, despite being married, post slutty pictures for the world to see. Now the "things" i am refering to are you people, which in my eyes are nothing but things. this morning i removed everyone from my friends list and defaned everyone i was a fan of, because none of you things are worthy of being called a friend, you're all just a bunch of sluts and fags who believe in a bunch of crap that some idiot thought up and made into a so called religion. WHY DONT YOU LOSERS TURN OFF YOUR COMPUTERS AND GO OUTSIDE INTO THE REAL WORLD. GET A JOB AND MOVE OUT OF YOUR MOM'S HOUSE, THAT'S NOT ATTRACTIVE!!! Seriously, who was the idiot to create some of those mumms anyway? should i wear this or that? should i go to the club or not? should i date this guy? NO ONE CARES!!! Leave those stupid mindless questions to yourself, if you cant decide then you're an idiot. seriously are people that damn stupid and lame tha

I Love You
I love the way you make me laugh. I love the way you make me cry. Tears of joy stream down my eyes as I hear your voice, a loving surprise. I love you when you're angry I love you when you're sad I love you when you're glad When you tell me of the day you've had. I love you truly I love you deeply Ever since the day I let you meet me. I missed you when you left Without you, my life was strife But now we have a second chance To be together and start a new life.

Who Am I?
Who am I to tell you that I love you one day and hate you the next? Who am I to not believe every word you say? Who am I to feel good about myself when all you ever do is bring me down? Who am I to tell you that I care when I really don't? Who am I to believe you when you say you love me? Who am I to know whether or not you really need space when you lie about everything else? Who am I to actually have the balls to call it quits? Who am I to tell you that you are no longer anyone to me? Who am I to tell you that I no longer love you? Who am I to say how you're supposed to feel about me? Who am I to tell you how you should treat me? Who am I to tell you that I need my space? Who am I to be okay with you not trusting me? Who am I to listen to you tell me that I am just like every other girl? Who am I to treat you like I want everything you have? Who am I to tell you to get that dick outta your ass before you come and sass at me? Who am I to tell you that I know who you really are? Who am

Ways To Tell You Spend To Much Time On Fubar.
1. Instead of actually "laughing out loud" you say LOL 2. You see an attractive guy/girl you think "I wonder if they have and NSFW's. 3. You have told someone you were rating them a one and blocking them. 4. You've ever told your s/o "I'll show you my NSFW if you buy me a VIP/bling pack." 5. If you have ever faked a horrible illness to gain attention, make people like you more or buy you things. 6. If you have ever faked your death to get away from someone.

Girlfriend Application
NAME:____________ AGE:______________ FAVORITE COLOR:____________ WHAT IS YOUR IDEA OF A ROMANTIC EVENING:__________ STAR SIGN:________________ WHATWOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT ME:________________ IF WE WERE TO MEET IN PERSON WHAT WOULD YOU THINK OF ME :_________ AND IF I WERE TO BY YOU A GIFT WHAT WOULD YOU SAY:___________

Wicked Update
I figured I should update those of you who are uninformed of my current situation, so here goes: 1. I am moving in with Jeff, yes we lived together in my small 800sq ft house. We have been moving our stuff into his house over the last month. ALso we have been unbachelorizing it since a girl was moving in. 2. My business has been struggling so im actually paying more attention to it.. also its year end and im doing book keeping for ever.... 3. My son is once again in soccer five days a week. Life has been crazy , chaotic and hectic... hence why Ive become a new alcoholic.... Sorry I have to run soon just figured I would update you all as to why i haven't been on as much... I miss you all terribly

S.h.e.
Now researchers at Tulane University provide the strongest evidence yet against the use of spanking: of the nearly 2,500 youngsters in the study, those who were spanked more frequently at age 3 were more likely to be aggressive by age 5. The research supports earlier work on the pitfalls of corporal punishment, including a study by Duke University researchers that revealed that infants who were spanked at 12 months scored lower on cognitive tests at age 3. "I'm excited by the idea that there is now some nice hard data that can back up clinicians when they share their caution with parents against using corporal punishment," says Dr. Jayne Singer, clinical director of the child and parent program at Children's Hospital Boston, who was not involved in the study. Among the mothers who were studied, nearly half (45.6%) reported no spanking in the previous month; 27.9% reported spanking once or twice; and 26.5% reported spanking more than twice. Compared with children who w

Life
Does it seem like pulling teeth trying to get ppl to talk to you on here? I try to put myself out there as much as possible, so I can make new friends. Anyone who actually takes the time to get to know me knows what I bring to the table. I don't even know what the point of trying to contact anyone is anymore. If anyone has similar experiences, let me know. I'm near the point of just not coming in here anymore. Another thing I have noticed is how many on here live their "lives" on here and other internet sites. It's sad how people will hang around here constantly, want to involve immerse themselves in others' business, yet refuse to even think about meeting people in person. A few months ago, I was interested in someone on here. I was told by more than enough to forget it, bc as others said, she lives on here, and makes zero effort in real life. They were right, and I moved on. Not trying to come off as a negative person, but go out and enjoy life, IN PERSON, instead of be

Sexcapades
What is the wildest thing you have ever done sexually? About ten years ago I bought my house in a quiet neighborhood. Most of the neighbors were ok but I struck up a friendship with Rick and Lisa. Their daughter Sara was maybe 7 or 8. We spent a lot of time together having cook-outs, card games and such so it was no surprise when I received an invitation to Sara’s graduation party.

» Get Your Own Free Music Player
I wanted her to not only die, but suffer. I wanted to grind her soul into nothing.I wanted to bend her into treble cleft screams and leave her in a locket, safe inside her jewelry box. I wanted to make her so very mine that her fleshy little frame snapped. And her frail heart would drip down a broken record uterus, gathering bacteria in her panties that perverts would mistake for menstrual blood. I wanted to throw her out in the garden with last week's mystery casserole and not have the decency to bury her. I told myself: She'll decay with dead flowers that should have blessed my pillows and kitchen tables while they still lived, and the dogs will piss on her while she tries to sleep.

Home Alone
If you have a little pain they want to take your heart out. I'm only 43 and I'm not in bad health. Just after I kicked that lazy bitch out. I now get to have fun getting ready to be cut on so much fun. Life is just a Son Of A Bitch I just got back in touch with my daughter after 15 years. We sat down and talked. She now knows where her temper comes from and why she has a big heart. Now she is sad that dont have anyone in my life. I just got out of a 7 year hook up. What do a 43 old an is going to do? I like the new friends this place have given me!

Feel Something
Feel Something :I know you feel like there's no way out sometimesEverything just isn't fair and it's tearing you apart insideSo what are we suppose to doWith everything we're going threwIt's all on me and youGet it overJust overThink it overThink it over[Chorus]Cause people got different ways of dealingAnd we all got different ways of healingEven tho you may not like what you're feelingAt least you feel something (something)Sometimes you know you feel like things don't go your wayAnd sometimes you just can't deal You want to throw it all awaySo think about what we've been threwAnd everything we thought we knewIt's all on me and youGet it overJust overThink it overThink it over[Chorus]We've all been suffocated (suffocated)And separated (separated)SometimesSometimes SometimesSometimesJust like this overratedIt gets complicatedSometimesSometimesSometimesSometimesOhhhhYeah yeah yeahGet it over Just over Think it overThink it overGet it over Just overThink it overThink it overPeople got dif

Kimmy's Place
HELLO EVERYONE! MY LOUNGE IS NOW RUNNING IM HIRING ALL STAFF.BIG THANKS TO DRAGON'S KEEPER FOR CODEING THE LOUNGE!.SO COME BY AND JOIN ME AT KIMMY'S PLACE IF YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT WORKING IN THE LOUNGE LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK YOU COULD DO IM CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR PROMOTERS,GREETERS AND ENFORCERS! HERE IS THE LINK HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/69665

Ripped Photo's
Finding Your Photos Online By Dave Johnson, PC World Worried about photo theft? See if your photos are posted on the Web. Recently, a friend of mine congratulated me for selling one of my wildlife photos. When I asked him what he meant, he sent me a link to a site that was prominently using a shot I had taken of some wolves. The problem? I had never given the site owners permission to use my photo, which they had "borrowed" from my Flickr page. I asked them to remove the photo, and they did -- but not everyone out there is so reasonable. You can watermark your photos to prevent this sort of thing from happening. But is there any way to find your photos online to see they're being used inappropriately? It turns out that there are a couple of ways to keep an eye on your photos. Your photos are vulnerable Before we go any further, though, allow me to emphasize that whenever you post a photo on the Internet, there's a potential for theft. There is no way to completely protect a p

Entrance Music!
So, as many of you know, I have a fight coming up on the 21st which is SOON!!! I feel I am ready. I only have one problem, I need help choosing an entrance song. I have it narrowed down to 4 selections, which are below. Please help me choose one. I would prefer if possible ya'll help me choose just from the 4 listed below and not any other suggestions. Of course I blogged this rather than mummed it since I have more than 2 choices. I don't care which one of these I walk out too because I like them all. So which ever one ya'll like the most, will be it!! :D Thanks again ya'll, and MUCH LOVE! :P "Mad Izm" by Channel Live "Evil Streets" by Onyx & Wu-Tang "Release Yo'self" by Method Man "Shook Ones Part 2" by Mobb Deep

The Dark Lover ( The Vampires Song)
From the dark of the night I hear,Your call as you draw near.I open the window and await,The arrival of my dark mate.Yours is the beauty of the night,I'm just a moth trapped by your light.I want you as my dark wife,and for that I gladly sacrifice my life.Into my neck your fangs you sink,And of my blood you deeply drink,As you take what you need to live,Your own blood to me you freely give.When the last human in me does expire,and into darkness I am born Vampire.Children of the night we'll be,You, My love and me.With hunger for the blood we need,Together we will hunt and feed.For our own selfish sake,The life's of innocents we must take.And when in Tomb from daylight we do hide,I will lie contented at your side.and with a shroud used as a cover,I'll lay down with my DARK LOVER.

The Toll
Though you never can forget,It's so simple to pretend:Claim that you are not a threat,Promise them that you're their friend,Never showing them your face,Never touch them with your soul.Keep it hidden, every trace;Only you will pay the toll.Gazing through the looking glass, it's there until you die:The darker part of you is standing, covered by your lies.Can you fight it?Can you free it?Are you in control?Or is it you inside of it, your core as dark as coal?Is the shell you hide inside the image that you show?Are you good or are you bad, or can you even know?Don't you wish you could forget?Too bad, 'cause that's your toll.

Poems
"EQUALITY" By: Matthew Pennison I know I will be blissful during the rest of my days I will be happy and not because of wealth or fame My quest for knowledge and equality will suffice my humanly hunger For me there is no need to sit back and wonder Havent people seen enough devastation? Don't they believe enough of their time has been wasted? How long will it be before they see the truth and face it? I

My Poker Site
61/8/25/10 sabbath bloody sabbath-underling meaning about the big lies that we are afraid to even think much less speak.and what to do after..dealing with an inevitable truth of understanding humans will or at least a want of a will to survive death itself... and the imagination and the power over men that those thought have become.

Love Poems
I want to make love to you and feel you inside of my inner-nessI want to be so good to you, I want to be your bestI want to feel you inside me morning, noon AND nightI want to kiss and caress every part of you just- rightAnd I will make love with you….When I make love WITH you…You will be my king and I’ll be in love with youI’ll be like your genie in a bottle making your wishes come trueYou’ll want me in your life as your wife and as your queen

Someday
Love the lyrics of this song.... JEALOUS Jealous of the girl who caught your eye One of my darker days When you looked at her, where was I Should've been in her place Here I am, all alone imagining What might have been, what could've been if I had been there Jealous of the one whose arms are around you If she's keeping you satisfied Jealous of the one who finally found you Made your sun and stars collide La la la la la la la She's a very, very lucky girl La la la la la la la Jealous of the girl who won your heart They say it's a perfect match She's gonna get to be where you are And it don't get better than that She say you're fine, whisper words I wished were mine What might have been, what could've been if I had been there And you know I'd fight the good fight If I thought I'd changed your mind But if she makes you happy Then I'll leave that dream behind Then she better treat you right And give you everything 'Cause the moment that she doesn't I'll be waiting in the wing

Bomb List
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Role Play
She asked that they pretend to be strangers. As she walks in the door, she sees him sitting at a table in the back. He looks up, not quite sure, yes that is her he thinks. Their eyes meet as she makes her way across the room. She is dressed in black. A skirt, with boots exposing a hint of leg and a low cut blouse showing the swell of her breast. As she reaches the table they smile. "Mind if I sit with you? " she asks. "No, please do." he replies. They sit quietly, making idle conversation. She is nervous, and orders a shot of tequila with her beer. Sliding closer to him she takes his hand and places it under the table, into her skirt, allowing him to touch her, letting him know she isn't wearing anything underneath. His hand lingers a moment trailing along the edge of her pussy. He takes her hand and lays it in his lap, on his hard cock. Both of them breathing harder, look at each other, acknowledging that they are about to play out the fantasy that has already been scripted for them.

New Fubar Policy
Starting on Thursday, we will begin enforcing a new policy for primary photos / avatars and it will apply to everyone. This does not effect non-primary photos (i.e.: random stuff in your photo albums), only the photo that you select to be next to your name everywhere on the site.

Lounge Stuffs
Want to Spread Holiday Wishes in The Anti-Lounge? Share the Love! It's the holiday season again, and we're looking for you to help share your holiday memories with us on K-IRB, the Internet's F'n Rock Station, which is broadcast in our home, The Anti-Lounge! All we're asking is for two little things. A happy holiday message, something to the effect of... Hi, this is Bubbles, wishing you and yours a safe and happy holiday season! Of course, don't use my name, silly! We're also asking you to share your best Holiday memory. It can be anything you like, and we'll broadcast it on the air at K-IRB heard in The Anti-Lounge, at least once an hour until December 25th. It's simple. Call 631-206-6591Leave the messageThat's it! It's my first Holidays with K-IRB, so help me out? Come on and share the holiday spirit with your friends in The Anti-Lounge on the Internet's F'n Rock Station, K-IRB. Thanks! Bubbles Join us in Also in the Anti-Lounge

Stuff
200: My middle name is: plain199: I was born in: a hospital room198: I am really: a martian197: My cell phone company is: ripping me off196: My eye color is: hazel green195: My shoe size is: 7194: My ring size is: unknown193: My height is: 5'6’’192: I am allergic to: morons191: My 1st car was: crashed into a Mt side190: My 1st job was: where I met my ex husband189: Last book I read: long and it dragged out188: My bed is: in the bedroom187: My pet: is furry186: My best friend: is a butthead185: My favorite shampoo is: in the shower184: AIM name: is MIA183: Piggy Banks are: supposed to full of coins182: In my pockets: stuff181: On my calendar: days and dates180: Marriage is: a crazy institution179: Sponge Bob can: kiss my ass178: My mom: is the meanest person on Earth177: The last three cd's I bought were: bought a lonnnnnng time ago176: Last YouTube video watched: was in a mumm recently175: How many cousins do you have? 4174: Do you have any siblings: yep173: Are your parent

In The Whirlwind Of Eternal Misery
Here I go. On and on. With no place to go. Stuck inside, this neverending whirl of life, Can’t get out, It’s draining my energies, my passions. No more care, no more love, but only fate and defeat. Forever hatred is coming. Death is already here. Filled with poison, anger, fear, nothing more. Slowly dying, an intense, miserable death. ..

Here I Stand
so i standi stand here alonewith tears slowly rolling down my face.from all the pain youve forever causedyet you wouldnt be able to tellthe night is crying tonight tooso tonight we cry togetheras I stand here aloneI know that if u saw me right now youd laugh at melaugh at all the painall the pain that you causethats filled my eyes till they are over flowingthe pain slowly rolls down my face but tonight u cant see itthe night is trying to help me by letting my pain flow threw itso tonight Im feeling so cold and alonethe night is trying but all it does is make me more alone and cold.so to night I stand here alone where u left meyet Im still alone waiting for uforever now Im dead insidethere was no way for me to get warm without you by my sideso forever now do I stand alonewith both me and the night cryingfor the love that you never cared aboutfor all the time i gave to youfor all the tears that are now rolling down my facethat you will never see because of the rainfor all the times I gav

As Real As It Gets
IM NOT SURE HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE THE SAME PROBLEM BUT BEING A SINGLE DAD HAS MADE IT SO HARD TO DATE. I WORK ALL WEEK AND WEEKENDS ARE THE ONLY TIME I GET WITH MY LIL GIRL. EVERY GIRL I HAVE DATED SINCE MY BABIES MOMMA HAS NOT LASTED MORE THAN COUPLE WEEKS. IT LIKE IM NOT WORTH ALL THE HASSLE WITH MY BAGGAGE. NEED SOME ADVICE

For Those That Care What Im Feeling
11 YEARS AGO ON SATURDAY, DECEMBER 19TH MY 10 YEAR OLD NEPHEW DIED OF ASTHMA IN MY ARMS. ON DECEMBER 23RD WE BURIED HIM. HE WAS LIKE A SON TO ME, LIKE A BROTHER TO MY SON. MY SON TELLS EVERYONE TO THIS DAY THAT HE IS HIS BROTHER. HE WAS ALSO MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD. THE DAY HE DIED A PART OF ME DIED WITH HIM. A BIG PART OF ME. BUT FOR ALL THESE YEARS, I FELT THAT I NEEDED TO BE STRONG FOR MY SISTER AND MY SON, SO I NEVER LET IT HIT ME THE WAY IT SHOULD HAVE HIT ME. I REMAINED STRONG. THIS YEAR IM NOT SO LUCKY. EVERY DAY CLOSER TO THE 19TH IS A PAIN THAT I HAVE NEVER FELT BEFORE. THIS YEAR IS GOING TO BE HARD. KENNY WOULD HAVE BEEN 21 APRIL 29TH OF THIS YEAR. HIM AND I, YES AT 10 YEARS OLD, MADE PLANS THAT ON MY BIRTHDAY, DECEMBER 31ST, THE YEAR THAT HE TURNED 21, HIM AND I WOULD GOTO THE BAR AND RING IN THE NEW YEAR. INSTEAD I WILL BE GOING TO MY BROTHERS HOUSE WITH MY SISTER. IVE NEVER KNOWN HOW TO DEAL WITH DEATH. I AM GOING TO NEED FRIENDS. LOTS OF THEM. I HOPE YOUR HOLIDA

Praying 4 You .....
Praying For You ...... Haven’t been in church sinceI don’t remember whenThings were going greatTil they fell apart again. So I listened to the preacherAs he told me what to doSaid you can’t go hating otherswho done wrong to you! Sometimes we get angryBut we must not condemnLet the good Lord do his jobAnd you just pray for them.I pray your brakes go outRunning down a hillI pray

Try This
Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people you like and include me. You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (band name)." ← not doing this

My Juicy Peach...
I glide my fingers over your velvet soft hairAnd admire the ripeness of your smooth blushed skinGathering you in close I can smell the sweet scent of youThe anticipation of how you must taste making my mouth water I run my tongue along your groove and kiss you deeplySinking my teeth gently into your virgin pink fleshBeads of nectar wet my lipsMaking my hunger for you all the moreI will myself to slow down and delight in your giftTrying to catch your essence as it dripped down my chinI push you harder to my mouthMy tongue deeper into your coreAnd eat you from the inside outDrinking greedily every droplet that flows from youAnd when you have poured all you are into meI will lick up what is left of you on my fingersFor you were made to be savoured Not simply devoured My juicy peach

Reviews
I don't normally feel compelled to blog about the movies I watch, but this one is different. I love scary movies, but alas I hardly ever see a good one anymore - one that is actually SCARY. Paranormal Activity is an exception. It is the first time in many years that I have felt my skin crawl whilst watching a movie, and it is the first time in just as long that I've laid in bed awake a while, feeling uneasy. I don't want to give anything away about the movie, so I'll just say that if you're a fan of the genre then watch this one!

My Angel
I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up, I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up, I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up and if this is a dream then damn sure don't wake me up; but if this is truely reality then please lord don't make it a fatality...Lord hear my cries and hear my pleads if this is truely an angel you have brought onto me then guide us into the path so that we may be for all eternity...As I sit here with my back up against the wall I swore I would not fall, but as I look to see it is me who is slippin and fallin and I can’t get up…I have wished in my dreams for an angel to come onto me to show me there is true love waiting for me, but is this all a dream or is it reality…I need reality with out fatality if im gona slip and fall then I need to slip and fall in to the arms of my angel for all eternity! ©WMW2009

Friends
What is a friend? A friend is someone who is always there. A friend is someone who is always dear. A friend is someone who is always near no matter the distance between the two. A friend is someone that always lends an ear or two. A friend is someone who always lends a hand or two. A friend is someone you can hold no matter what you’re going through. A friend is someone you can depend on in the time of need, no matter how big or small it may be. A friend in deed is what I have in you. ©WMW2004

Voodoo
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People
I got to say one thing... Well more than one thing..but it all gos together. I am so freakin tired of people bitchin when I don't have time to talk to them..of people saying I am snobbin them..etc. 1:

Honesty
http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=f0e_1262022473 “I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and

Cool Shit
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Hostile Sayings...
Amazing song from an amazing band... Once more I say goodbye, to youThings happen but we don't really know whyIf it's supposed to be like this, why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?Oh yeah...Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situationRun away try to find a safe place you can hideIt's the best place to be when you're feeling like..Me...(me!)Yeah...(yeah!)All these things I hate revolve aroundMe...(me!)Yeah...(yeah!)Just back off before I snapOnce more you tell those lies, to meWhy can't you just be straight up with honesty?When you say those things in my ear, why do you always tell me what you wanna hear?Oh yeah...Wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe, I'm not feeling this situationRun away try to find a safe place you can hideIt's the best place to be when you're feeling like..Me...(me!)Yeah...(yeah!)All these things I hate revolve aroundMe...(me!)Yeah...(yeah!)Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!)Me...

Shut Up And Listen
He can’t feel the pain The wounds have turned into scars the scares make his skin thick and numb to the pain This makes a man hard It makes him cold The world loses its taste Morality, civility is all irrelevant Can’t feel the pain, do not fit in

Broken
my head is spining with pain my eyes are burnin with tears my heart is brokein by love ive worked my ass off to get this amount of clean time i have ive never been very good at shareing my feelings i opened up my heart to a girl i love she kicked my ass i want to toss all this love and careing shit in the trash go kick some ones ass.ive become such a coward scared to act out on my pain and hate they tell me this to shall pass pray go 2 meetings share my feelings and fears been ten days i want to use this hasnt come to pass ive seen her with him she looks as if shes happy told i should pray for her her im the one whos goin down the pipe

Nerd Alert
O Hai guise! n case yew didnt allredy no.....: THIS IS 4CHAN: you have just entered the very heart, soul, and life force of the internet. this is a place beyond sanity, wild and untamed. there is nothing new here. "new" content on 4chan is not found; it is created from old material. every interesting, offensive, shocking, or debate inspiring topic youve seen elsewhere has been posted here ad infinitum. we are the reason for "not safe for work". we are the anonymous army. cross us and you will fail. anonymous is everywhere. you depend on us every day. we bag your groceries, we fix your computers. anonymous sees you before you see him. sitting at desks around the world right now is a nameless, faceless, unforgiving mafia composed of the best of the best. we are 4channers. the people devoid of any type of soul or conscience. products of cynicism and apathy, spreading those very sentiments daily. anonymous is the hardened war veteran of the internet. he does not forgive or forget. we ha

Sliding Through Life
Just sliding through life is never good enough for anyone. If you have to try harder, even just a little, it will make you better and stronger (i hope it would at least). I think all the things I've gone through have done that for me. Easy roads arent always the best ones. We think they are, because they take less effort, but look at the people you have respected in your life. They were usually the people who made it when the going wasnt easy. People who have survived and grew from all the pain. I know I did. The ones who had it easy dont have a hell of a lot going for them. Its the others, those of us, who have climbed the mountains with our heads banged up, our faces scratched, and our shins bleeding, who were worth knowing. They(we) had the ability to be able to share and pass along the things weve seen and been through and to be able to leave our footprints on those roads that the weaker dared never to travel.

Contests That Don't Conform To The Rules Set
I would like to know if anyone else has a problem in getting payouts for specific days with the right amouts posted. This is like the third time I have tried to get into the rating contests and I for one do not think that the person or persons running it is keeping a legimate account of the ratings. I know that they do not pay the amounts offered for the ratings and this is getting to be a habit with some of the payers.

Tutti Fuckin Fruitti
ahhh tha only good girl is a dead girl, talking mad gibberish, we like our house, barbeque... Im still kinda glad ya were born stooopid... I calls em like I sees em: Murder Black feet black wingsmirrors gone cloudylost fairest of them all reflectionswatched our freefall, having devolved past primalcut to the center, soul born from dead embersashes, once kindled, rose fast burnt awaytha cobwebs and debris, cleared path to tha coreimpossibly infinite- blinking stars reflected on crystal waterendless soul stretches wings incarnatewings shake ice free unfurldirty and gossamer, strong as steelall light and shadow... echo laughing and cryinguncloud mirror, mind, crystal ball long time, Baby

Freedoms Just Another Word Fer Nothin Left To Lose
crazy in polite societys eyes...perhaps not damaged or morally lost just set apart just lost in thought rough angles rubbed soft I yearn to wander & begin to feel alive in my own matted fur once again recognizing the face in tha mirror not high, enlightened each excess with purpose pain evolves into pleasure unbind myself in tune with a deeper rythm content to be a speck of dust in tha universe looking up from yesterdays primordial mud

My Father
This blog is to tell everyone whats up with me.A lot of you already know but for those who don't,here goes.In November I had to take dad to the doctor and from there to the hospital here at home.After many tests and many doctors they told me that he was "full" of malignacies.A surgeon was called who promptly said to me,"I would not operate on your dad,it wouldn't do any good.His "plumbing" was blocked so we had to then take him to the University of Maryland hospital.They put a stent in to relieve the pressure and allow his system to work for awhile anyway.The doctor at U of M daid to take him home and let him enjoy christmas with his grandchildren.Which he did,as much as he could anyway.He went back to the hospital here at home over the weekend.after stablizing him they talked to me about hospice.My father has end stage pancreatic cancer.Dad came home from the hospital yesterday and the hospice team came shortly after.My dads wish is to be at home and I want for him what he wants..So,t

How To Be An Alpha Sub
How to Be Alpha Submissive without Hardly Trying Just about every one I've been reading using the phrase "alpha submissive" uses it to mean the submissive at the top of a heap of other submissives. But alpha comes from within, not from without. If you are not in a poly relationship, you may still be alpha in your submissiveness.1. Speak your mind. Sing it. Gesture, use semaphore, write...but always express yourself coherently, completely, and cogently. Do not waffle, hedge, prevaricate, filibuster, or manipulate.2. Maintain yourself as an individual FIRST and a partner SECOND. That way, when you're between partners, or you choose not to be with anyone, you have no loss of self-identity. But then, if you can choose not to be with anyone, you may already be alpha.3. Don't form the habit (or break it if this post comes too late) of automatically wondering "what would my dominant think?" Know how YOU feel about a thing first, THEN consider him. And don't change your mind if yo

A Real Good Day!
Today is Spectacular.... because: 1. Even if that ultrasound technician was a cunt the results from the ultrasound make me happy. My baby is a very low risk for Down Syndrome or any other birth defects besides having Jeff and I as parents 2. I went to a low risk Maternity clinic where i met a great nurse and doctors that could perform the delivery. I hear my baby's heart rate for the first time..... 150 beats per minute... 3. Jeff somehow convinced me to go threw Prenatal classes again in my happy mood.. Ill kill him later. 3. for the last 4 days i have not been constipated. 4. I dont feel nauseated and i ate glossettes. 5. I got a new book called the lovely bones and yes i know its going to be a movie but i really prefer reading to watching movies 6. the guy that lives with us hasn't been home in 2 days ever since I left that face book comment "If you live with me you might want to run away for a while" 7. This week the government will finally be paying me and I will go out

Virgos
Virgos are often put down badly by many astrologers and written up as being fussy and narrow-minded. But when a Virgo shines, there is practically no sign to match their inner light. An in-tune Virgo is a treat to meet. When a Virgo is confident within themselves they are the most successful, structured and creative of all the signs. Many Virgos can be found working in the "service to others" industries, ranging from welfare work, doctors, school-teachers through to practising natural forms of healing like massage, herbal remedies etc. One of the most magical characteristics of the Virgo is no matter how many times life or romance turns sour on them, they still manage to maintain faith in others, refusing to become cynical. There is ingenuity around this sign, a kind-heartedness, which unfortunately is sometimes played upon by others for their advantage. Virgos can often become victims of relationship power-games, where they are mistreated. Creative and sensitive, Virgos are delicate p

Life
why the sudden change,why the sudden coldness when now more than before there should be closeness.there certain feelings that sometimes shouldn't be expressedbecause you never know when they can be taken for granted.Now I'm feeling some regretSad and lonely in my bedKnowing that I made a mistakeSomething that I can't go back and changeBut I know I must acceptThat certain feeling shouldn't be expressed

Prayers Needed For A Hero..please Read And Repost! (repost)
A Tribute to Tonya A.K.A. Bi Sexy Molly Tonya aka Bi Sexy Molly dies a hero in fatal house fire she saved her sister in laws life, her brother Mickey aka Sr Dark Knight also sins husband just died in Oct. now Tonya and her mom and her 2 sons all died in house fire and the only survivor was Deb A.K.A. Sinfully Delicious and the only reason Deb is still alive is because Tonya saved her life, the National Guard is giving Tonya a medal for being a hero and for all of you who knew her she loved all her friends with all her heart, she will be terribly missed by a lot of us and I'm in need of all of your prayers, Love Deb Here is the links to Tonya's and Deb's page if you would like to stop by and pay your respect's... BI-SEXY MOLLY*~RIP MY SISSY, TONYA SAVED MY LIFE & THE NATIONAL GUARD IS GIVING HER A MEDAL,

Changes
Ok so today I was given a 100$ to spend, there were two rules to spending this money... 1. I had to spend all 100$ on me and 2. I was not allowed to pay bills with it either. So needless to say I was at a total loss as to what to do with the money. Anyone who knows me knows i have a much easier time spending money on other people. I sat for HOURS trying to think of what to spend it on, I asked a few friends and even my mom. After a while i just gave up and found other things to do. Later tonight my mom and i went to the grocery store, and i totally made the mistake of going hunger...lol. BUT i ended up spending almost 100$ on groceries... and not just junk and horribly fatty stuff like i would normally do in such circumstances. I actually bought HEALTHY food. I was so proud of myself, and it got me to thinking. That if i can take the extra effort and try to do this EVERY month or EVERY time i go to the store I can actually make myself feel better and look better. So i am goin

Just Cause I Like It ... Thats Why..
Many Dayz I Cryed My Self to sleepMany Dayz I Asked God To Take MeCause I Knew I Was Goin Down the wrong RoadDidnt Nobody Care aint Wanna Know...Got A Bottle Of Pills Filled To The TopNow I Dont Care About Life, fukin Let It Stop25 Years Old And Im Loosing My MindTrynna Take These Pills to take my life[Chorus:]Oooh WhyWhy Do I Fill This WayIn My LifeO0o0o O0o0And I Cant LieSome Times I Feel Like I Just Wanna Break Down And CryWhy-[Verse 2:]Single Mom With Five KidsAnd UhStill Thinking To My SelfTell Me What It IsWhy You Stay Wit A Dude That Stay Locked UpYou Know He Got Hella Hoes And They Stay Knocked upTell Me Why Are You Giving Him A ChanceCause Baby Girl You Know He Aint A Good..ood Man-[Chorus:]Oooh WhyWhy Do I Fill This WayIn My LifeTell Mee can You Tell MeeAnd I Cant LieSome Times I Fill Like I Just Wanna Break Down And CryOooooooo Oooooooo[Verse 3:]Ummmm Quick To Cock Back You HandAnd Call Her A BitchYou The Man Of The House And You Think Your The ShitBut Were You Go When You F

Haiku's (and Other Wordy Stuff)
You have made me sparkle,Not with guady neon light,but with fine lights, softly bathing my world,authentic and true, as real as the firmament. You know what blood, be my number one home-boy and bid and stuff, otherwise i'll be all like emotionally scarred and have to get a social worker and stuff and all sorts of shit like that. My dark-haired girl, your hair does grace,In silken strands, your perfect face;Your face is like a portal to, The secret world of me and you. My dark-haired girl, I kiss your lip,Like a bee that would seek to sip,The nectar of a wondrous rose,In my arms I’ll hold you close. My dark-haired girl, I've promised you,And you your faith have given too,I would not change for the crown of an Earl, The pride of being loved by my dark-haired girl.

Wonder
I wonder if anyone will ever actually read this. I sit here lonely in my room after a boring day at work. Why do I bother ever coming home, there is no one there to ever great me or even want me to come home. There is nothing but emptyness to greet me once I walk home. People wonder why I go to work so early, why stay home in the oppressive lonelyness that is my greeting upon waking. When I die what will I have to look back upon? Who will actually miss me? All those around me have that special someone to warm their lives, and they cant even see it. That is the part that drives me nuts. I am not an evil person. Or even a bad person. Yes I can be demanding but who isnt? I try so hard to make up for a tainted past and I wonder what is the point. It is always someone else that gets the bonus to life. Oh fuck it.

Beer
A herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo. And when the herd is hunted, it is the slowest and weakest ones at the back that are killed first. This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole group keeps improving by the regular killing of the weakest members. In much the same way, the human brain can only operate as fast as the slowest brain cells. Now, as we know, excessive intake of alcohol kills brain cells. But naturally, it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first. In this way, regular consumption of beer eliminates the weaker brain cells, making the brain a faster and more efficient machine. And that, is why you always feel smarter after a few beers.

My Eyes
Threw my eyes i have seen sadness Threw my eyes I have seen loneliness Threw my eyes I have seen ignorance Threw my eyes I have seen hate Threw my eyes I have seen hardship Threw my eyes I have seen fear Threw my eyes I have seen insecurity Threw my eyes I have felt tears Threw my eyes have all of these things passed Threw my eyes i have seen sadness

About Me!
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for her. I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss. I'm the girl who you can ta

If George Bush Was An Idiot
If George W. Bush had been the first President to need a teleprompter installed to be able to get through a press conference, would you have laughed and said this is more proof of how inept he is on his own and is really controlled by smarter men behind the scenes? If George W. Bush had spent hundreds of thousands of dollars to take Laura Bush to a play in NYC, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had reduced your retirement plan's holdings of GM stock by 90% and given the unions a majority stake in GM, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had made a joke at the expense of the Special Olympics, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had given Gordon Brown a set of inexpensive and incorrectly formatted DVDs, when Gordon Brown had given him a thoughtful and historically significant gift, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had given the Queen of England an iPod containing videos of his speeches, would you have thought this embarrassingly narci

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Roads
Dubbed and voted as the Norwegian construction of the century, this five-mile stretch along highway Rv64 between Molde and Kristiansund. The road is anything but even and riding above some real rough waves is a thrill like none other. The road itself surges up and falls down much like the tides at different places, making it a perfectly safe, yet totally exciting ride. Located on the coast of Oregon, the ride is famous for its proximity to a beautiful coast on one side and lush green forests on the other side of the road. The long ride can eventually take you to the Cape Kiwanda drive, which is both beautiful and unique as you put your set of wheels through waves- quite literally! Guoliang Tunnel located high up Taihang Mountains in China. The road is like a little cavern on the side of a mountain with holes of various shapes and sizes acting as windows. The road will offer you a journey and a view like none other in the world as you feel transported to an ancient and mysti

New Page,new Poems
Her smile means more than the world.Her eyes constanly cape my heart.Her beauty so amazes me.But shes thousands of miles apart.Will she listen to me today.Or look at anothers smile.I long to see her.Maybe even hold her for a while.You say I forget.But beautiful my heart is true.There will never be a day.When I can forget you.

The Archives
Did you ever notice the things that went wrong..Could you see my heart screaming like a song..I knew that this would end this way..Now I just can't think of the words to say..All the signs were there..where were you..I told you its not fair..although still true..How can you stand by knowing of how i feel..Knowing that love and hope just isnt real..All the feelings I bury deep..Ripping my soul for our love to keep..Hoping that someday i shall lay to rest..No longer putting my strength to the test..I know I could never truly pull the trigger..So I stand alone as a hollow figure..Trying to forget what i know is right..Pleading on my knees to win this fight..Can you really stand there to watch me cry..Knowing that I'm screaming to say goodbye..What would you do if i were gone..Could you finally release me..Let me move on. I feel this blood trailing down my chesthoping my soul will be laid to restfighting to the end to win this wartrying to remember what this life is forthe hole in my chest

Hope I Not Getting Sick
Show If you love someone and you want to be with them. Then you need to show them. If you want to be with them then tell them. Show them that you care. Show taht you love them. Soif you want something to work stop hiding. Make it clear. Make it so they know. world crashes down the world comes crashing down it crashes hard. you feel alone but dont know why. you want love and happenness but these two are hard to come by. your heaart cant take much more. when the world crashes keep a look out. because it might be the one you love might be next. written by kimberly jean someone I thin if you love someone so much. You would do anything for that person. Just being there and to show support. Knowing that someone is there and will also be. True love comes with in.

O.o Found This Song!
Don't be aroused, by my confession Unless you don't give a good Goddamn about redemption I know Christ is comin', so am I You would too if the sexy devil caught your eye She'll suck you dry And still you'll cry, to be back in her bosom To do it again She'll make you weep And mourn and cry, to be back in her bosom To do it again (Pray) Til' I go blind (Pray) Cause nobody ever survives prayin to stay in her arms just until I can die a little bit longer Saviors and saints, devils and heathens alike She'll eat you alive Jesus is risen, it's no surprise Even he would martyr his mama to ride to hell between those thighs The pressure is building, on the base of my spine If I gotta sin to see you again then I'm gonna lie lie lie She'll make you cry I'll sell my soul, to be back in her bosom Gladly now please suck me dry And still you'll cry, to be back in her bosom To do it again (Pray) Til' I go blind (Pray) Cause nobody ever survives Prayin' to stay i

Fumafia
I am looking for a few good people to join a new turf. I have been a turf boss before and we had a killer turf; one of the first created. I have extensive knowledge and willing to teach anyone. There will be very few rules if any on how you play. More than likely there will be none and it will be up to you. I would like to keep this a free and fun place. If you wanna sit back and build your character and not attack that is fine. If you choose to go all out and attack all day that is fine as well. I try to look out for everyone in my turf and have their back. I have been on the ranked list for most wins at number one for 2 days now. Even if you do not wish to join I would like your opinions and advice. I will try to update this a little more If I am able and will try to respond as fast as i can to any messages please try my SB if you would like to talk. I am on most times.

Stoned Thoughts
What makes you believe/trust someone? Is it one thing in particular or is it a combination of little things? Does everybody require the same things to believe/trust someone? Is there a time limit on how long it takes you to trust someone?

Ranting... And Raving!!
i live in jacksonville flordia and this shit is just ridiculous! i mean damn ive been looknig for a job for like 8 months and still havnt found one! maybe i should just go back to fucking school. but apperently that wouldnt really help either exceot that i would get money while i go..... so what happens when i cant get a damn job after that. back to where i motherfucking started. how the hell is a person suppose to live and take care of themselves in this damn supposed "deppression". its like if you dont know somebody then your never gonna get anywhere. and right now all my friends dont have jobs either. so wtf am i suppose to do?? ok well if anybody knows of anything other then taking my fucking clothes off for money then please let me kno. im really needing it. 10. I do really like you.(You remind me of Freddy from "Nightmare on Elm Street", but I havea soft charitable spot for sad losers like you.) 9. There's a slight difference in our ages.(My grand-dad is also interested in chess

~life~
life is a game...u have to make the right moves to move forward...but at times things happen just outta the blue with no notice...as if we are being tested...some say god gives u what u can only handle...do people say this just to try to make the other person feel better?...why is it when someone dies and we all hear the same thing...Im sorry for your loss and i send my deepest condolences, we dont ask to be born or even get to choose the family we get born into...we are born-yet we live to die...think about it really...once we are born its like the clock starts...we all just have to make the best choices and enjoy our friends and family while we have a chance...celebrate the relationships that you have at this very moment...doesnt make sense to hold grudges with the people you truly love and care for...life is a party waiting for the gifts of

Poor Jeff
I was considering asking Jeff (not the Jeff I banged last night... inside joke) the one who impregnated me to join Fubar. I mean seriously if he can live with me I think he can handle all of you. My only hesitation is that he usually is the brunt of all my jokes.I mean for April fools today im thinking of spilling water between my legs and start screaming out his name. How will you ever find out the tighty whitey blog i was going to do if hes here.. I mean really i cant pick on him in front of him. There goes the days of Jail Bait 1, 2 & 3.... Also i figure we need a good laugh every other day cause fuck the shit is starting to get thick on this site. Ok so im totally telling you the tighty whitey story now...

Real Bitches
1. A simple bitch will take u where u need to go.2. A Real Bitch throws u the keys & says it needs gas.3. A simple bitch will tell u not 2 fight, iit aint worth it.4. A Real Bitch will say beat her ass!5. A simple bitch wonders who ur new man is.6. A Real Bitch knows that mutha fuckers 1st name, last name, his bday, where he lives, who hes related 2, wat kinda car he drives, where he works, how many babies mamas he has, & how many bitches he's tlkn 2.7. A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out.8. A Real Bitch will just knock her the fuck out!9. A simple bitch tells u when shes had enuf 2 drink.10. A Real Bitch tells u we need another shot, we bout 2 get fucked up.11. A simple bitch reads this & realizes Shes a simple bitch & deletes it.-A Real Bitch passes this 2 her Real Bitches without thinkin..

Poem
I was once lost in darkness,A wandering nomadic fool,Teetering on the edge of reason,About to plunge into the abyss,Then a light shone down,Lifted me out of darkness,Touched my soul with grace,And beat love into my heart,That was when I met you,My loving wife,For so long now youHave continued to save me,Day after day,You gave me the reason to be,To live and to feel love,To go on and find my dreams,As long as you were there,I just wanted to let you know,That I could never fully expressHow much I feel for you,When I love you

A Favourite Poem
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone. Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling in the sky the message He is Dead, Put crêpe bows round the white necks of the public doves, Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves. He was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and my Sunday rest My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song; I thought that love would last forever, I was wrong. The stars are not wanted now; put out every one, Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun. Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood; For nothing now can ever come to any good. As darkness falls smothering me like a sheet of black satin reaching over my every being,the moonlight flooding in silhouette over the walls, the cold wind howls a lonely moan echoing the pain of so many lost and crying into the night,the rain hitting off

It's In My Nature.
If you haven't seen the movie Empire Records than this entire blog will go over your head. 20. You can't kill yourself using a Lady Bick with moisturizing strip. 19. If you are a minor you can shoot up a store,hold customers

Contest
I am gunna B doin a treasure hunt in my status collect all the clues find my treasure & win a prize (a bling from me). So stay tuned for all the clues. Rules: I will post a clue each day for a week in my status. (there will be no set time 4 each posting so check back periodicaly) I will leave each clue up 4 az close 2 24 hours az I can so every1 haz a chance 2 get each clue. collect all 7 clues 2 win a bling from silky. (prize ammount will very depending on public intrest if 3 ppl play the bling wil B a 1 pointer if every1 plays sum1 could win a big bling, so get your friends involved) All players must work alone no teams allowed. (unless U all can agree which 1 of U will reseave the prize) There R no prizes 4 second place lets face it U win or U lose. The first person to PRIVET MESSAGE ME the treasures AFTER all the clues have been issued will B declared the winner. I will anounce the winner in my staus & leave it up 4 az close 2 24 hours az I can get it. (I'm

If Love
IF LOVE COULD REALLY WIPE AWAY, EVERY SINGLE TEAR SO THEN WHY DOES IT HURT THE MOST, WHEN THE ONE I LOVE IS HERE. IF LOVE COULD EVER EASE THE PAIN, THAT IM FEELING DEEP INSIDE. SO WHY DOES THE PAIN INCREASE, WITH

Wife Beater Lyric's
"Beautiful"Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own Everybody has a private worldWhere they can be aloneAre you calling me, are you trying to get throughAre you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for youI'm just so fuckin' depressed I just can seem to get out this slumpIf I could just get over this humpBut I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumpsFell down and I got right back up But I need that spark to get psyched back upIn order for me to pick the mic back upI don't know how or why or when I ended up in this position I'm inI'm starting to feel distant againSo I decided just to pick this penUp and try to make an attempt to ventBut I just can't admit Or come to grips, with the fact that I may be done with rapI need a new outlet I know some shits so hard to swallowAnd I just can't sit back and wallowIn my own sorrowBut I know one fact I'll be one tough act to followOne tough act to follow I'll be one tough act to followHere today,

Crash And Burn
When you feel all alone And the world has turned its back on you Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone When you feel all alone And a loyal friend is hard to find You're caught in a one way street With the monsters in your head When hopes and dreams are far away and You feel like you can't face the day Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone Cause there has always been heartache and pain And when it's ov

Mothers Day
It is very sweet to me and figured I'd share it since I am very proud :-) The first card says ... Happy mothers day (inside says) I love you mom I wish you have a good mothers day I love you. The paper she wrote in school says.... My moms name is cindy. Her birthday is almost the same day as my brothers birthday. It has a one in it. Her eyes are brown, her hair is brown, her favorite color is blue, her favorite television shows are "ghost hunters" and "the doctors". She likes to eat tomato soup. Her favorite hobby is playing cabal. Her favorite thing about me is when I get 100% on my tests. My favorite thing about her is seeing her. Together we like to play games. If I could buy her anything in the world. I would buy her a frog since she likes frogs.I will be readin this everyday - Thank you my baby princess Ramona I love you SO much always and forever! The best gift I could ever ask for (h) My daughter is almost 8yrs old

Fubar Spotlight Donations
We need spotlight donations bad! I want us 2 get noticed more & keep on growning! Any amount will help! Whoever donates the most I will bling! Please help us out & help us grow! Thanks, SexyBiChris =)

My Store
Hello Friends, I need your opinions. Please check out my Store Items photo folder. Let me know what you like and what youd like to see. The folder doent have all that I offer, but a good sample. I ask for you opinions so when My Custom Clothing store opens I want to know that lots of people will be happy with what I carry. I want to cover all genres that people would wear. So please feel free to tell me what you think. Thanks PF I will try to give love back......... :-)

Can't Argue With That Logic!
Having sex can reduce a fever because of the sweat produced. Sex is also a pain reliever, ten times more effective than Valium: immediately before orgasm, levels of the hormone oxytocin rise by five times, determining a huge release of endorphins. These chemicals calm pain, from a minor headache to arthritis or migraines, and with no secondary effects. Migraines also disappear because the pressure in the brain's blood vessels is lowered while we have sex. So now we see that actually, a woman's headache is rather a good reason for having sex, not against it. - OMG Facts.

Late Nights
SO i jst got back and i can't stop thinking that i probably should not have drank what i had. Thinking is a constant thing lately and there's nothing i can do about it i hate it but it doesnt stop. I can't wait for the day where i can look into his eyes and tell him i love him hold him close and be there for

America
September 11, 2001began like the many days before,But before long the world would knowwhat this day had in store.A hijacked plane flown into one of the twin towers,ending its deadly flight.A mere 18 minutes later another plane hit,This the beginning of America's plight.The once vital components of a business day,Such as documents and desks,Now trivial objects as hopeless employeesLeaped tragically to their deaths.The Pentagon, once a national symbol ofOur country's safety and strength,Was also attacked and bears a wound,Smoldering hundreds of feet in length.The entire world watched in horror,As tower one crumbled to the ground.No true New Yorker will ever forgetThe unbelievable sight and sound.A short while later the other one caved,Crashing down floor by floor,And before our eyes reality set in:The World Trade Center was no more.Fireman and cops rushed to the scene,Helping in any way they could.Many of them risking, sacrificing their lives,As any of our finest would.Civilians ran in f

Favorite Songs
I try to make it through my life,In my way,There's you,I try to make it through these lies,That's all, I doJust don't deny it,Just don't deny it,And deal with it,Yeah deal with it,You try to break me,You wanna break me,Bit by bit,Thats just part of itIf you were dead or still alive,I don't care - I don't care,And all the things you left behind,I don't care - I don't careI try to make you see my side,Always trying to stay in line,But your eyes see right through,That's all they do,I'm getting tired of this shit,I've got no room when it's like this,But your wanting me,Just deal with it!SO!If you were dead or still alive,I don't care - I don't care,And all the things you left behind,I don't care - I don't careNOTHING CAN CARE ABOUT! NOTHING CAN CARE ABOUT!YOU WON'T BE THERE FOR ME! YOU WON'T BE THERE FOR MEEEEEEEE!If you were dead or still alive,I don't care - I don't care,And all the things you left behind,I don't care - I don't careIf you were dead or still alive,I don't care (NOTHING CA

Sinful Prayers
Why was it so easy to walk away? Why is it so easy for you to sleep at night? Do you know I still wake up crying? Do you know everyday I think about you and what it would have been like to have a real father? One that would have spent time with me when I was visiting him, one that would have taught me to ride a bike, play catch with, listen to me when I was upset the mean boy at school or the mean boy I loved, DO YOU? One that wouldn't have cut off contact with me when faced with "problems", that would have been there for me when Mom was sick, Grandma, Grandpa, and Mark died, one that would be here for me now that my best friend won't even speak to me, DO YOU?Do you ever care? Does I ever faze you? Sadly, as much as it hurts me to admit it, I bet you don't care and you never think of me. I'm sure none of your friends know about you first child, first daughter. Just tell me how you live with yourself, how you breathe knowing what you did to us, how you can even look yourself in the mirr

Funny Guy
My 15 year old son is cleaning off the top of my dresser in an attempt to kiss up to me so I will give him my Razor phone to use since his is messed up. He found some Campho-Phenique and yells "Hey mama, you still need this camp a hoe stuff?" He makes me laugh like no one else can

Rules & Guildlines
To make things easier for me and my staff I am going to make Sunday's the day that All members must Re-Rate the Rollcall..This will insure that all members have each other R/F/A to each other...Mendi has been Rating everyone each day and has very few that rates her back..Just FYI she is the BOSS of this family and is the one that has the final say as to how things are done here..if you are not being active she will know and when she says remove then I WILL REMOVE you from the CTL...So you might want to make sure when she rates you that you return the gesture! As for the TOD..All members must rate the TOD folder of the person drawn that day EVERYDAY this means if you dont rate the TOD and DONT give me a reason why then you will be Removed for non-compliance to the rules! Level ups...We post all level ups in the video section of our stash..when you see the status say Leveling see stash...All members that are online at the time will be expected to participate in the level up!

When U Think Life Sucks
have u even been like me getting sick n tired of ppls bullshit and throw your hands up in the air and say fuck it people amuse me they really do they act so fuckin stupid some times its laughable do they do that shit on purpose or do they even know they r doing it idk could b both they act like idoits or have a moron attack type of ppl who should wear a helmet 24-7 ppl think that their lives suck some ppl have an easy life i know from personal record how hard life can b ive never had a normal child hood was a punching bag for 13 yrs ive been made fun of picked on cause i look diffrernt talk different wasnt born with a silver spoon in my mouth never had things handin to me i worked for every thing i have ppl judge way too quick bout a person get to know b4 u judge

Helpers
Block: Go to the person's page that you want to block, and look on the left hand navigation links for BLOCK. Click on the BLOCK THIS USER link and approve the block.UnBlock: Go to MY then to PROFILE , Change homestyle to POWER , Go back to your Homepage and on the right you will see "Who Viewed me " " who i viewed" And " Blocked" Click on the block tab, then " See all " and Unblock user

My Life
Hi everyone.I hope all has been good since I haven't been on much lately.I doubt I was missed that much.Since I have been here,I have only made one request for myself and with that request comes the rest of it.I requested that no one expect a relationship with me at all on here.It has went un-heard several times as if I don't exist.In two more weeks my treatments will come to an end and I will learn where I am at in my life.Through the most of it in many ways I have felt bad thinking maybe I did something wrong or that I have hurt someone in some ways and then they are gone(meaning I took them off my list).I have been honest and straight forward over this situation from the beginning,so why do I feel bad?Who I choose to be with is my business if I choose at all.I have become so aggravated over all of this that when I am done with treatment I am seriosuly thinking about not coming back to fubar.I have had to watch what I say,what I do or what I put in my status and or blogs.I have state

Too Good To Be True
Boy when I am right about someone, I am really right. Things felt weird from the jump and I ignored my gut feelings for ONCE because you continuely showed me that you were different. After a while; a girl is bound to believe you. You made a fool of me. Thanks for that. I have no intention of making other people pay for the heartache I feel right now, but you have definetly shown me that I need to trust in myself and noone else. I can thank you for one thing; returning faith in myself, because I saw this going badly, I knew I was leading myself down a bad path and I IGNORED IT! In the process, I fell head over heels in love with you and it seemed you had fallen for me as well. If you hadn't, why lie to me? I have never felt so used in my life. Life is hard enough without this unnecessary headache! But you know what, I will survive, I always have and I always will. If you weren't lying and honestly wanted to be with me, get your shit together and treat me the way I am supposed to be trea

Love
So I am really beginning to think that some people just aren't meant to find that true love...the kind that literally makes your heart melt... that causes you to forget to breathe when you are with them. I read alot....mostly vampire romance/drama. I know what I want....but I just don't think there is someone for me. First off, being a divorced mom of three boys and working graveyard is like a major relationship killer right there. Some men will deal with one or the other, but not both. and yes, I have had men tell me exactly that. I do appreciate honesty, but sometimes...well sometimes you just don't want to hear it, ya know??!! I want to find the guy who looks at me like I am the only woman in the world, who doesn't care that I totally hate mornings, and am absolutely miserable until I have at least two cups of coffee. The guy who just leaves a little reminder note, or text telling me that I'm his.... I want to hold hands and walk on the street and people be able to see the love w

Woods
come lay with me in the woodsfallen leaves as our bed..come strip me of my clothesand all things i might dread...let dappled sunlight dance across my breastsas you taste my nipples sweet..tease them with your tongueand suckle them as your teat...lay my legs open wideas i feel the wet heat begin..kiss those lips with your mouthand slide your tongue within...taste my honey sweet juiceslet them flow down your chin..make me cry out your nameas your tongue flicks out and in...make me cum till i drip onto leavescrunched beneath me on the ground..as i writhe with orgasmic gleemy moans the only sound...come to me with glistening facekiss me deep and long..so i can taste what you have foundthe scent of me still strong...come to me and let me suckand taste sweet pre-cum dripping..let me feel you harden in my mouthas my tongue slides round sipping...let me suck on you long and slowand bring you pleasure sheer..when the feeling is overwhelmingand the cumming is oh so near..then come and slide insi

Life As I Know It
quit being so damn stingy with your pimpouts and buzzkills! you don't have to pay anything for them! seriously! ugh! I feel like giving up. I don't have the energy to try anymore. Im drained. Everything going on inside of me is sucking me dry. I want to be able to do good in someone else's eyes, not just mine.

Open Thoughts
What does dancing tell us? Of course it depends on the music, and the dancers interpretation. Dancing is body language amplified. If the body is completely covered as with a choir robe, then the conversation is muffled. Then the only thing you can tell from the person's motion is that they are enjoying themselves, or just enjoying the beat of the music. Am I getting to a point? Just like when a person speaks words, those words can be lies, also your body language can lie. Just as when someone chooses to say nothing, they are keeping a secret; When a person chooses to cover they're body, they are keeping a secret, and they don't even realize it. Next, just as some people think and communicate in a shallow manner, the average person interprets body language in a shallow manner AND in IQ terms at less than 60. Don't get me wrong. I'm not calling anybody ignorant. However, when it comes to body language, most people are illiterate. Men especially, but also women see "sexy". We know that

Feelings
time to go into the darkness and let it flow into me let it embrace me and become one with the cold uncaring void let it flow freely from me and become the darkness and take in its power and make it my own and watch all the beautiful destruction that is left in my wake it is time for me to have fun

My Hearts Desire
pleasing You is what i posess giving all to You with no recess my heart is full of unbounding ties my body cries from deep inside to please You Sir is what i crave for all my life was such sharades cause no one wanted my parades paridise is what i seek or am i being so very meek Soulmate i have not found but then again You weren't around to find each other would be profound when all we would do is turn around bound by others we are now but true love will prevail i pray that my search will soon be over like finding a four leaf clover bowing down at Your feet just now wondering when why and how i have lived my life thus far knowing You and i have been apart makes my passion even stronger don't make me wait any longer i long for You to be pleased by me to open You up to be made complete .

Well It Is Wednesday
I remember that wednesday always signaled the middle of the week, now its a remind that i can never get anything done before friday... It used to be the break, now its the tell tail sign that laundry is piling up and most likely i'm running out of underwear...shit, i need some more pretty panties.... i used to get laid regularly on this day, but now i'm just to freaking tired, I think Wednesdays should be excluded from the week, serves no purpose at all, other than the clock ticking away... Well that's Me, and my complaining ass. Hope anyone that reads this finds it amusing Lilpandora XOXO

My Life In Hell Oops The Keys!!
Ok a few knew that at the first of the year the last job I was wotking closed down.. So it left me jobless and looking for work.. I had enough to pay a months rent and bills saved up.. But after that jobs were hard to get where I am.. Especially in the winter thanks to snowbirds.. Well after 2 months and help from my family I got a job making barely enough to pay rent.. But then I had a stupid moment and lost it after a month.. All I can say is never work as a civilian for the military the job sucks ass and the pay is even worse.. Well 2 days after I lost that job I had a call from a store down here the day after I applied online.. Apparently they needed a manager and offered me the job if my background check came back clean.. Well duh I'm a goody goody type never been in any real trouble so of course I knew what it would say.. But when they didn't call me after 5 days I started to worry because of the shit at my last job..

Why Am I
The Reason Why i am deciding to leave Fubar for forever is people treat me like shit and the site i remember it as 4 and a half years ago called Lost Cherry Has gone but back then people were fun to have around but fubar has now become unfun and treating me like noone gives a fuck about my feelings on here i admit i have got good friends on here but most of them aren't on here that much anymore and people who i thought were my friends have changed and now they treat me like a ex friend they wish would just die and leave them the fuck alone forever things i dislike on fubar are having 2 my bar tabs the so called video chat the stupid fubar lotto and this totally stupid idea of a daily fubar ranking noone gives a shit abouttheir ranking on here oh and the my stats thing noone cares about that either but on the other hand fubar has it's good points but right now so much of the ugly side of fubar is making my mind up

Unedited Me :)
Pretty much anything anyone of my so called "Fubar" friends knows about me is information I have allowed myself to share. This might not be a big deal to some people but I do have trust issues and only allow certain people to know any "good dirt" on me, something that can later be used against me! This is the unedited version of me: ~ I swear and take the Lord's name in vain often ~ I drink to pass out ~ I take drugs to escape my reality ~ I love a tall brunette, 36 C's, nice firm ass, a few tattoos and a few piercings. ~ I love tall men with dark eyes and hair. ~ A sexy guitar player could cause me to sin 7 ways from Sunday ~ I'll end up back in a mental hospital before next year. ~ I could very easily close my eyes and sleep forever ~ The smile on my lips doesn't mean I'm happy.....my eyes hold all my pain inside them.

Balancing The Line Between Sanity And Whatever Else There Is Out There.
In a little less then 2 months will be the one year anniversary trip to Patrick B. Hassis, which some may or may not know is a mental hospital and I spent a week there the first week of August 2010 due to a psychotic episode when I had and was planning on carrying out a suicide plan. I planned to soak my wrist in ice water until the went numb, the to put three vertical slits in my wrists then let them bleed out in wartm water to pull the blood out faster. I was also cutting myself to release the pressure. I know many people don't understand why girls cut but for me it's like letting the air out of a balloon, the bad stuff just goes "woosh" with the air and it really does make me think clearly for a bit.

My Stories
AS I WALK INTO THE I GET UNDRESS AND HEADS TO THE SHOWER ! I PROCEED TO TURN ON THE WATER AND LIGHT MY SCENTED CANDLES AS I STEP OUT TO GET MY T SHIRT FOR THAT NIGHT ! I STEP IN THE SHOWER AND CLOTHES THE DOOR !! AS I BEGIN TO WASH MY FACE THEN PROCEED TO LATHER

Rememberence
Love of country UNITED STATES OF AMERICA shall she always as the lady she is and protect all her freedoms shall the USMC always do as the hearts of the ones who serve the CORP. track down each and every of who wish to hurt her freedoms shall they not have a hiding place in this world,,God bless LADY AMERICA and for the USMC who get to go in now & clean up the rest who snake & hide that had all to do with hurting this lady on 911 and innocent families,,these terrorists shall not live nothing more now then the rest of their time here in screams of their own by my ORDERS and shall no longer hide as they are doing behind a family even of a beloved fallen brother & soldier as ONE LITTLE SNAKE IS DOING RIGHT NOW that back tracks the MARINE CORP. right to the rest of his evil cowards..GOS BLESS YOU MY FRIEND the USMC is about to fkn take it to them..THERE IS A SAYING I DO BELIEVE SIR,,as just one coward hides in New Jersey that attaches all the rest from back da

Caylee - My Videos
These are two videos i made to remember Caylee Anthonys memory. A 2 yr old whos death still remains a mystery even after her mother faced the death penatly if found guilty of first degree murder however a jury didnt find her guilty on any charges and she walked free. We will never forget you Caylee, RIP beautiful girl

Actual Ramblings From My Bored Insane Mind
Part 1: Tooling without comprehension Really for the last few weeks ive been playing around and experimenting with the GIMP photo editor with mixed results. ive been doing my damnest to get better at photo editing and effects and i think im really starting to see myself getting better. the bad part about it is that im totally not where i should be and get too far ahead of myself when reading the tutorials. thats my boring update and would appreicate any help or hints about how to use the program, now to get into what going on with me.

Erotic Stories....
It had been a long day at work. He was eager to head home. She would be waiting. Their banter all day long kept him excited. She liked teasing him, even while he was working. Their IM’s today were electric. Full of energy. MMMMMM god he wanted her. He imagined pushing her up against the wall, holding her down giving her what she needed. Her last text message was a picture of her curvacious body slighty bent over pushing up against the wall. Hmmmm which wall was it. Was it the kitchen? Hmmmmm bent over the table, what an idea. Was it the living room? So many memories on that couch. Was it the hall? Would she be waiting? Was it the bedroom? Ohhhh soo many memories. He was eager to get home to her. His cock throbbed as he drove. Wishing she was with him. Her nails dragging across his crotch. He raced home. As he approaches the house, he doesn’t se any lights on. Hmm why was it so dark? He walks in the door. He can hear the water. She is showering. He enters the

My Jailhouse Poems
Your Love- Your love has been my rock even when I couldn't see it. Your love for me is unconditional, so strong that it now consumes me. If only I had seen your love before ending up in here, was blinded by so many things. I lost sight of your love. Your love for me is so amazing, your heart pours it out. One day I hope to show you the same love. I have abused your love in so many ways, the only thing I can say is "sorry". I know that you forgive my mistakes but, know I have so much to fix. Gotta start with your broken hearts. Your love is so amazing,

Just Want To Share
Ive been masturbating since i was 10 but i never really got any pleasure from it. So i went online and searched how to masturbate. I found this one article online that talked if u put your vibrating toothbrush on ur clit you'll get a ton a pleasure. So i waited till my mom left home. Locked my self in the bathroom and started watching some porn. I also found my old dove facial cleanser that was a shape of a penis. i started the toothbrush and put on my clit and stuck the dove cleanser turned it on in my vagina. Oh my god it was the best feeling feeling my pussy pulsate and i started pumping it in out while watching porn i started oragasiming and felt so goood. i cummed like 8 times until i felt numb mmmm the best feeling of my life.

Don't Judge Me
Here's the deal. I won't judge you and you don't judge me. This is me writing about shit that I'm sick of. I'm sick of people asking me all about me and when they learn about me, they want to insult me or harrass me about it. It's not your life so back off! You want to know, fine I'll tell you, but if you don't want to know after I've told you, then just stop talking to me and go away, or pretend like I didn't say it. You want to judge? Go to a f***ing pie eating contest. You'll have a blast and you can judge as much as you want. But when talking to me, keep your judgements to yourself. The only one qualified to judge me is me and those I deem worthy.

What To Do
“Are you serious?” She said“I never should have let you in my headWho the hell do you think that you are?I see you climbing over innocent hearts.I’ll say exactly what I feel; “I’m not impressed at all”You really want to know just what I think?You’re lost.I’m tired of always being second best.Get out, and find that pseudo comfortSomewhere else.”We fall to miscommunicationAnd in that moment I might dieI’ll let you go; if you really mean itAll this time, but you didn’t knowI felt misleaded in my mindWe’ll take it slowLeave all the people to their lives and find our homeI was tearing at the threads that you areAnd it never seemed to get me too far ‘til now“I’m not impressed at all”You really want to know just what I think?You’re lost.I’m tire

Find Deep Discounts On Amazon.com
Hey guys i want to share a secret i found out recently. I am not sure if its a secret or not but well i got to know recently. I like road bikes so I was reading one of the blog on road bike reviews . On the right hand side of the blog there is a widget saying FIND DEEP DISCOUNTS ON AMAZON, and there we can choose the category in which we want to find discounts and also the amount of discounts like 50% or 75% or whatever. I am not sure if everybody knows about it but it definitely saves time to buy discounted products. I bought a lot of jewellery.. :p Anyway here is the link to the blog http://www.bicycle-reviews.com . Check for the Amazon widget on the right had side :)

Stories1
Week 14, Tuesday Tonight, I was at my favorite website, reading mind control stories. I found myself immersed into those stories, feeling excited as each sister get hypnotized by her brother, being control or hypnotized to have sex with him and finally becoming his personal sex slave. Incest is so hot. Mind control incest is even hotter. Fingering myself as I read these stories, I fantasize being the girl in them, being hypnotized by Justin to be his sex slave. It felt so real, as if it really happened to me. I sure I came numerous times. I wondered if I could have this experience. I didn’t know whether if I can persuade Justin to do all those stuff written in the stories during our sessions. Will he think that I’m mad? I really want him to use hypnosis to control me or even better, turn me into his sex slave. Oh, I also decided to change the password to my computer and other accounts. My new password is “Slave Sister” Giggle Week 14, Wednesday For toda

Everything You'll Ever Need To Know About The Penis
The Mighty Penis that can Sell! Commercialized PenisesThe Thins Penis: Cos it's not as thick as someThe Magnum Penis: Can you remember your first one?The Nicole Kidman Penis: To Die ForThe Minties Penis: It's moments like these you need...The Wrigley's Extra Penis: Flavour that lasts and lastsThe Canon Penis: Now you canThe St George Penis: You know where you standThe Saab Penis: Beyond the conventionalThe Sorbent Penis: Thicker and softerThe digital Penis: Whatever it takesThe Hyundai Penis: All day every dayThe Peugot Penis: Engineered to be enjoyedThe Pantene Penis: It won't happen overnight, but it will happen.The M&M Penis: Melts in your mouth, not in your handThe Flake Penis: It crumbles and melts in your mouthThe Hungry Jack's Penis: Ooh I love a whopperSpice Up Your Sex Life!

The Big 5 0
I has a moments thought..... Did I make a new years resolution? I am celebrating the day before I turn 50...I read this today... and now you are reading this..cause I shared it..cause someone else shared it.. So I am passing it forward. .. Happy day to you! “Remember today, for it is the beginning of always. Today marks the start of a brave new future filled with all your dreams can hold. Think truly to the future and make those dreams come true.” Turning the Big 5-0 The big 5-0 is finally here, Yes, you're turning 50 this year. 50 years of hopes and dreams, Rainy days, and golden sunbeams, Turning 50 is not so bad, it seems. Take a look back on all you've achieved so far. A family that loves you, and thinks you're a star, Friends who have proven themselves through the years, By standing beside you through laughter and tears. Turning 50 is really quite good, it appears.

Which “type” Of Sex Do You Know About And Use?
For those who do not know – and trust me, there are tons thatdon’t – there are three main types of “vanilla” sex. Below I have described what I consider themto be as well as a description so that you may understand the difference andhopefully learn something. There is certainly a time and place for each ofthem, but if all you do is the first type, you will never land “The One” asthey will always feel used. Type A – Animalistic Sex I am sure we all know and use this one. This is the “Fuck meright now and fuck me hard” type of sex. It is the one where one or both peoplemay not even bother to take all of their clothes off. Many times, even though itdoes feel great to the woman, the woman does not have an orgasm, as the onlything that is used is penetration. (Most women do not orgasm with just penetrationin case you did not know.) Some men feel the need to chant over and over “Youlove the feel of my cock in your pussy, do

Bloggin Blogger Blog
Name _____________ Date of birth __/__/____ Place of birth: Country ______ State_____________ City ___________ Mother’s name ____________________ Fathers name _____________________ E-mail address _________________________________ Phone number __________________ Driver’s License Number ____________________ Please Answer “Yes” or “No” In The Spaces Provided. 1. ____Are you a Christian? 2. ____ 1Corinthians 7:1 says, “It is good for a man not to touch a woman.” Do you believe the Lord really expects you to keep your hands off a woman until you get married? 3. ____How often do you attend services? a. Once a week b. Twice a week c. Three times a week d. More 4. ____Do you smoke tobacco? 5. How fast can you run a. 40 yards ______sec. b. Two miles ____min. 6. ____Do you chew tobacco? 7. What is your blood type:_______ 8. ____Other than a speeding ticket have you ever been convicted of a crime? (If yes, please explai

Stripper
It was my best friend’s birthday next weekend and I had the perfect gift I wanted to give him. I knew he enjoyed a good strip club as he had taken me with him once and I had seen the excitement in his face. Now me and him have flirted every now and then but had never taken it any further out of respect for the other. But this was his 21st birthday so I had to make it special so I planned something really special for him seeing as I had a spare key to his place I decide to make it so he worked a lil in the morning so I could get everything set up at his house then I was gonna take him out to dinner then to a strip club and then back to his house for my special surprise. I had bought a stripper pole and a sexy mini skirt with a low cut top and some fuck me heels. So after dinner we went to the strip club and I knew he was in heaven and getting a little excited so after he had a few drinks I suggested we go back to his place for my birthday present that I knew he was gonna love he a

Take It Like A Man
Boy meets girl it's a delicate thingSo much time spent wondering ifWhat you see is what you getI keep looking for a friend and a loverWhen I find one he ain't the otherSometimes, I just want to quitOne wants a maid one needs his motherThey either want space or they want to smother meAnd my poor heart needs somebody whoCan take it like a man, steady and strongNot a lot of fuss and carrying onTrue to a promise I can ride in a stormTake it like a man who knows about loveAnd every little things that a girl dreams ofSomeone wise enough to understandIf you want this woman's heartTake it like a manI met somebody the other nightStarted thinking he was mr. right..wrong

Mountain Top Fun
So he comes up in the back of me and slowly put nhis head is feeling my pussy feel the hardest in me make me groan in pleasure send shiver up my spine and back and turn her on more tasting her come in my mouth. Her her enjoying the the blowjob that she was giving the other one. In the middle of eating her I come up and move over so the man can move over and enter her wet pussy to fuck her. She realize that I moved away and she stop before she let him enter and turn around started licking and slicking my tits working down to my clit and started to lick it when i was being fuck doggie style. I hinted toward the other to enter her. she flip over whn he came up to her and he started to enter and his hard cock at her .

Some People
why is it when u say something to someone the whole dam worlds knows? Not only is it that one person u think u can trust but its also when u talk to family they still will go n tell all. if i wanted the world to know i would tell the dam world! what u think do u think the people should do? should they keep their mouth closed ?

Time
Tick Tock TIme goes by so quickly we often forget to stop and look at what is around us. Like the hands on a clock never stopping always moving. Seconds. Minutes, Hours, Tick Tock Tick Tock The days of our youth has come and gone. Like the dates on a calender never to come around agian.

High Sorcery
So I am going to start this by stating that I am a Wiccan, and have been reading, and studying on my own for the past 17 or so years of my life. This does cover a lot of different topics, and things from a lot of different authors. I have also been attending pagan gatherings since sometime in early 2004. I have always wanted to learn under another person though, and truly learn the Craft as it was intended to be taught from teacher to student. I now have this oppertunity in my life, and am excited to be learning from someone that holds their Second degree in the Gardenerian tradition of Witchcraft.I have known this person since high school, and college, and recenty asked her if she would consider taking me as a student. After a few

So What?
I am denied to what I truly want, what I truly desire, and whom it concerns. Everything is empty without her, everything is devoid of taste-smell-sight-sound. She is my dream, my night's enchantress, my succubus, my lifeblood. I would sacrifice my life for hers. My devotion would be limitless, my passion for her would be unbound from convention. Arcane thoughts and desires, sinful sensuality and erotica, enraging passion, pent up love for her would consume me every day and night. When she touches me, I burn. When she kisses me, tears fall. When she consumes me, I scream in agonizing pain and hate and love. With her I am the Centaur, the Eagle, the Sun, the Fire......I am the Chimera of nature, of the world, of the world beyond life itself. All she must do, is touch me. So what, that I am who I am. I don't fight for you, I don't fuck for you, I don't care about you. Most have made their decisions on how they're going to live. And most are just whoring or horndogging. Like I give two shi

Pay It Forward
ok...so, before I start my little story...just know that I'm not trying to boast or get any attention...I am just proud of myself for being able to do this....So, I got paid this morning and just got done paying a few bills along with a partial hefty college payment. Along with all this I still had to go grocery shopping. I didn't know exactly how much I would be able to spend on groceries, so I remember a store that a friend had told me about, Ruler Foods. Their prices are literally half, if not a third the price of regular grocery stores. I finished shopping and as I was bagging my own groceries (they are set up like Aldi), I could hear behind me at another register , a cashier telling a customer that he/she did not have enough for their groceries. I turned around, because well, who doesn't? But when I did, I was heartbroken. There I saw a couple with a cart full of groceries, but what got me was the 2yr old son sitting in the front of the cart and the not even 6 month old (from what

You Are My Sin; You Are My Joy
I have searched decades for you. I have found you. You are beautiful; deadly in your visage. You make men conspire in their minds to impale you with their manhood; lusting in their thoughts of feeling your hot,velvety, tunnel grasp their shafts remorselessly, forcing them to spill their seed within your womb. They yearn for your lips to kiss them, your tongue to inflame their nipples, your teeth to rake their skin. They desire, oh so desire, to hold your breasts in their hands. To tease and twist your nipples. To caress your skin, your hair, would be enough for them to spill their seed in their pants involuntarily. Some men go as far as dreaming of seizing your buttocks, and forcing their members through your tight anus; bringing them to orgasm to mingle their white cream with your waste. They lust, oh they lust, to violate you over and over again. Spewing their foul cream into your throat, your womanhood, your rectum, screaming their fetid screams of surrender and conquest. Panting o

Ramblings Of An Angel Waitin For Wings
I never really understood why love hurt so much when it's supposed to be such a wonderful feeling. Then again I'm young and maybe don't understand what love is really about. I always thought love was something shared between two people who cared deeply about each other, no matter what obstacles were thrown in their way. The love that they had for each other never faltered because they were committed to one another. They shared their joys and sorrows with one another. If something came along they didn't agree upon they worked it out. Even when things were at their worse, their love surpassed all else.

Mariabrogersm
There is a huge demand for sports betting in many countries nowadays. The advancement in technologies has made new developments that are causing safe online betting to be done through the Internet. There are a wide range of categories that the betting can be done in the online sports betting. There is wide support for the online betting by many people and this helps the introduction of more games to gain more audience.

2014
I am the broken puppetabandoned in the attic,not worth being repairedfor the time and effort exceedthe reward that you would obtain.Just walk on by as I sit on the floorwith dust matting my hairand time fading my red dress pink,I always hated pink in all its many shadesbut you wouldn’t remember that now would you?I cannot feel pain anymoreand I never knew this thing called love,my reality was only deception and guilta creation used to keep me in control,what did you gain from slowly breaking me?I thought I had a great familyuntil reality started to set in,between my thoughts of suicideI often consider my early years,do you regret your many mistakesor do you still think I should just learn to cope?The mind of a child is so fragilelike clay it can be molded anywayand once it has baked with timeit is a fragile thing for it cannot change,so easy to break and so hard to repairbut you think you are the master sculpturewho does not understandwhy everyone want to fix their work.My mind i

Courage
this poem is dedicated the greatest man i have ever known. I looked to him in my darkest hours and never did he look away. Uncle Daddy. I ran to you as a child so small and inocent. I ran to you for confert when i needed it. Never did you turn away Never did you judge me You loved me with an open mind You loved me with tender care A smile upon your face A smile you shared with me You touched my heart with tender care You touched my soul with a loving heart When the darkness flooded my mind you were there When the world turned against me you were there Now the darkness floods me agian but your nowhere around Now the world is a stranger to me but your nowhere around In my youth you were always there

Regrets And Memories
here lately all i think about is past loves, and how i seemed to never really have a chance. i have only truly loved 3 women in my life. i was dumped by them all. Sarah who i almost married in 05 dumped me just before i went to iraq, tammy, who flirted with anyone on here. eventually decided to do better, and drei who gave up on me cause i got angry at her for bs. anymore i sit and think is it worth it truly to give ur heart to anyone. i know i'm not perfect i have a bunch of flaws. my biggest flaw is i'm on disability for things i can't control. next is i'm not the best looking. i know this. i will never be a buff hunk that every girl drools over. i'm average build i wear glasses and i'd rather wear a tshirt and jeans than dress up. i know i'm not perfect i will never claim i am, but what i am is sweet, kind, and thoughtful. i will always put others ahead of myself. if i ever find that certain someone that doesn't give a shit about my flaws i will cherish them. i don't want someone to

Just Some Stuff
maybe it was 9th grade when i was turned on to the quick write...just keep writing she said..if you cant think of anything just repeat the last word over and over again again again again, unilt your mind puts words together in your brain and channels them down to the fingers to encourage them to string them together on the paper.

My Naughty Place
We are laying naked in your bed watching mindless tv at the end of a fun day together and as the show ends and we turn it of. I take your chin in my hand turn your head and give you a deep kiss and my hands run down your chest and take your naked breasts in my hands i start to massage them in the palms of my hands and slowly roll the nipples between my fingers break my kiss and start to kiss my way don your check i cover you with a trail of wet kisses as i reach your breasts i suck one them until it is hard in my lips. I let it go out of my mouth and lick my way to your other breast i slowly suck your nipple into my mouth enjoying the taste of your flesh. I use my tongue to lick the tip of your nipple as i suck on it hard once they are hard then I push them together and suck them both deep into my mouth at the same time i suck so hard i can take one hand off them and slide it down between your legs you can feel my hand start to play with your pussy thought your blue panties. You let

Living This Life
I have a dirty little secret and i not sure how to tell my family. My family is Christian belife. We my dirty secret is i am bi but i lean more to girls then guys. I dont know how to tell my family this. I have been this way from high school. So what do i do?

A Little Ticked Off
I would like to make this clear. Just because I show online does not mean I am sitting at my desk or on my ipad or phone to answer everyone. I am tired of being cussed or chewed out because someone is watching what I do at every turn and just because I have posted or liked or rated and they see it, they think I stick around afterwards.

Codes For Night Rider
For my first blog, I have lots to say and I hope most read this. And this has nothing to do with the "Codes for Night Rider". (Don't know why it came up like that but this has nothing to do with the Night Rider at all). First off, this is a GAME, not a dating site, not a site to show off your NSFW photos (even tho there are those who think they can get more "stuff" if they have those folders on here), and not a site for the weak at heart. There are a lot of crazy stuff that goes on here and you have to have a bit of humor to get it.

My Addiction
I'm not the type to find what I am looking for and push it away so hard wanting it wasn't the issue keeping it was. I wanted her, more then I wanted the air I breath and yet I punished our hearts by always taking off..

Why
It's a good question I always seem to ask myself when a situation turns cold or sour. Here's the situation...I meet a girl, treat her nice, cook her food, clean all dishes used, kind and humble to her friends..only to have that girl tell some other guy over the phone how she loves, cares, and would do ANYTHING for HIM while I'm next to her. Like seriously..what's up with that? Now I know most of you ladies have ALOT more sense than the ones who are utterly waterheaded (like some women on here I know), but what bothers me the most about this situation, is she (or they for that matter) would do this everytime I am near or if I get close to them as if I was never there to hear it. Now ladies, IF what you're looking for is a one-night stand or just a 'sport/revenge f**k', then by ALL means..tell me in advance so I can avoid you at all costs. I went out of my way to see this girl one day after talking to her for MONTHS and it was like we instantly clicked when I showed up..then LITERALLY 24

New Lounge Need Members And Staffhttp://fubar.com/lounge/96845
Looking to get members and New staff for all hours looking to hire Djs and maybe those who want to cam lol this is drama free lounge fun and very friendly if interested shout box me BigSexyDaddy76 the lounge is here this is the link http://fubar.com/lounge/98506

Eugenia's Journal
i know i'm really bad at posting in here, but i'm going to try more often. i am getting kind of optimistic about life, about shortly embarking on my senior year of college. i am not defined by school; and i'm going to have to be more realistic about who i am and what i want. james going to japan will hopefully be great. i would really like to go there at some point; maybe this is my chance?i'm sorry this entry isn't eloquent or even that interesting.i've got reading and cleaning to do, and i think however much of a pain in the ass moving out of this house will be, i've got better things ahead. now it's exam time. man, fuck school!

True Friends
I look back at this place (fu) and sometimes just shake my head.... I sign on to kill time now more than to be a perverted asshole.. I realize that I come here because some of my closest yet still distant (online) friends are from here... I talk to them often.. and when we stopped playing the fubar game.. we realized that we had other things in common.. other interests.. in other words.. a real life... now I wish I had reached out more.. some that were here are gone and I have no way of checking on them.. but I'm grateful for the friends I have.. both on here and away.. they actually like me as the normal nerdy "soccer dad" too.. shows that not everyone here is superficial.

Skin Creation
For those of you who do not know, I make "Free Skins" for everyone's use. I say they are free because the only thing I ask in return is that you Fan Me, Rate Me, Friend Me, and rate and comment a few photos. My skins cover a WIDE variety of topics such as Autism Awareness Breast Cancer Awareness Support Our Troupes Bands Movies Unicorns Fairies Wiccan / Pegan Goth Winnie The Pooh Tinkerbell Lions, Tigers and Bears (OH MY) Sports Teams Hot Rocks Radio and too many more to mention in detail. Stop by my page and scroll all the way to the bottom where it says browse users skins. Feel free to rip and use any you like and tell your friends! SirJim - HRR -@ CherryTAP Live Video Feed of me writing HTML,XHTML and CSS -> Tis the season to be gory.... I have just created 15 new Halloween skins at the time that I write this. There are many more on the way so come by often to see what is new. Please go check out my page, browse my skins and rip any tha

Nowadays
Getting Shorted Retail | Miami, FL, USA | (At our store, we sell individual tea bags for fifty cents each. Free hot tap water and a foam cup come with each bag sold. One customer, a man in his thirties, has been coming in and buying a single bag of tea every Sunday for two years, but he never takes the water or the cup.) Customer: “I’d like a refund of $50 please.” Me: “We don’t sell anything that expensive.” Customer: “Well, I bought 100 of those herbal mixes and they haven’t done a d*** thing.” Me: “You mean the tea you buy every week?” Customer: “No, the herbal mixes in the little yellow packets.” Me: “Yes, that’s tea.” Customer: “You mean it won’t make my man parts larger?” Me: “No, it’s a beverage.” Customer: “Oh. Never mind, then.” (He leaves, disappointed. I never saw him again.) _____________________________________

Fubar
It's amazing the things that happen when you change your default to something with a little boobage in it. That's all. Post some boobies! Reason #694 I do not like woman and do not get along with most of them:

Eh.
This is possibly the most boring night I have spent on the Fu. :| That is all. Where are all my friends? Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am addicted to Edie's Real Fruit Strawberry Bars. 2. I have a nipple fetish. 3. I want a breast reduction. 4. I am slightly OCD. 5. I secretly lust a few Fu ladies. 6. I haven't had sex in over 2 years. 7. I ♥ handbags. 8. I am gonna be a Nana again. 9. I have a thin black streak in the back of my hair. 10. I speak to Ash on the phone at least once every day.

Lyrics, Other Authors
I had a mumm about eating nickel, there are few who would remember. But maybe it's time. I'm sure there's a Saturday Night Special with my name on it. And if that's not open to me, I have a length of rope and places to attach the other end. If there's not an anchor for the floor, there's a doorknob on the other side of the room. There may not be time to change the course of the tides, but I wouldn't mind going out on a high note. If you care to stop by, tell me from your experience with me, what it was that was important to me? No holds barred now. Just out with it. I look forward to hearing from you all, but if not, I always liked flowers. Skye Boat Song Sir H. Boulton Speed bonnie boat like a bird on the wing,'Onward' the sailors cry!Carry the lad that is born to be King,Over the sea to Skye.Loud the winds howl, loud the waves roar,Thunderclaps rend the air,Baffled our foes stand on the shore,Follow they will not dare.Speed bonnie boat like a bird on

Musing By Monica
If I were financially able, I would cover all of my friend's pages with flashy treasure chests and shiny fu-jewels and give those that have my heart (= if I have told you I love you, I have meant it) an extravagant Fu-Pony. I = have purchased and given bling in the past for several reasons, to brighten= someone's day, to give them enough points to level, as a thank you for rat= ing or creating pictures, or to give myself points (I am happy to readily admit to my point whoring ways). Recently I have experienced the toxic effects that bling can have on relationships, and how disrespectful I have been when I blinged someone's significant other when they could not, and I have shame for those actions. I can not take them back and I have come to the conclusion that bling can have the negative side effect of jealousy, sadness, and eventual destruction of love. It has also been toxic to my own psyche as I want it returned when I give it, and this causes me much shame. I do not think

Gavin
Well since my last update, I had almost given up. So I thought. I would still write offline messages in attempt to reach him. I eventually gave up on that too... so I thought. I don't know why, but the other day I decided to try and write him again. To my shock, He wrote back last night and I missed it. I was pissed! But I finally got a hold of him on the phone today, and was trying to fight back the tears of joy i had just to hear his voice again. I just now got off of the messenger with him. i told him about the blog and sent him the links. He was tearing, up he said. I'm a complete mess right now.. I'm still sopping up tears. So, he told me that he had cracked, and got scared. After some time went by, he was scared to write me in fear that I had a boyfriend. He did't think I'd want to talk to him again. We had this discussion before. I don't care what I have going on in my life, I will always want to hear from him. Even if I DID have a boyfriend... If he showed up at my door

Song Lyrics
The look of the cake It ain't always the taste My ex girl she had Such a beautiful face I wanted love But not for myself But for the girl So she could love herself My next girl Will be nothing like my ex girl I made mistakes back then I'll never do it again With my next girl She'll be nothing like my ex girl That was a painful dance Now I got a second chance A beautiful face And a wicked way And I'm paying for her Beautiful face every day All that work Over so much time If I think too hard I might lose my mind My next girl Will be nothing like my ex girl I made mistakes back then I'll never do it again

Avon Representative
I wrote this quite awhile ago (before I met me boyfriend I have now).. I found it today and I bet alot of you can relate to this! As I sit here alone, wondering to myself, when will the day arrive that I will know I have found true love. I have never seen first hand what true love consists of, however my imagination tells me how majical it can be. I see day to day of couples together, knowing and thinking to myself if that'll ever be me one day. I fear the utmost fear of all that I will and always will remain alone. Jealous of all, angered by many. I have known many a men, wishing and dreaming that they could be the one, but unfortunately knowing that they will never be. People say, love can be right under your nose, however if your blinded by bitterness and anger, that one love can move on without even knowing it exsisted in you. I feel as if I need someone rather then to be with someone, for I noticed a path of which I'm taking which seems to revolve around what they want and not

Durham Mouths Off
Okay, I did the "joiner" thing... Not Tellin' did this, so I did it too... Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quizzes Rock on!Shawn, AKA Durham Well, many of you know I took a fucation - and I'm back! For a while at least... Today is Mother's Day, and I want to wish all you mothers (not "muthas" or "mother-effers"

How I Fucken Feel These Days
For those of you who come on my page to rate me, Please leave me a message. I try and return all love that is given to me. I dont want you guys talking shit sayin "I rate that bitch and she dont rate back" So drop me a lil sum sum in my shout or my inbox. I'll return the love as soon as I can... Your Girl Face........

Santa's Naughty List Train
Just when you thought you were safe! Santa's Naughty List hit the FU! To join this train and find out why he has a Naughty List please rate my Christmas Folder and leave a comment on the last pic. Click on this picture it will take you to the folder! Now Rate/Fan/Add everyone that's already on the train. If you are already friends with someone check to see if you can re-rate them and send them a comment asking "What does Santa say about you?" or something relating to the train. When new people join the train,please DO NOT just accept the friend request-Rate/fan/comment back. No cheating,or you will be removed from the train! Private message me when you have finished to be added to the train. Please include a pic link for your Tag,or I shall have to choose one myself! Your Hostess 1.♥TexasAngel♥~Rating Revolution Recruiter~♥Fu Angel♥ Who else is on Santa's Naughty List? 2.Michaela daydreams...alot...~Slave to OZ~member of the Br

Confusion
To those who have ever chosen to drink and get behind the wheel of a car.... read this.... and maybe next time you will think before you do that...before you make the decision to take someone elses life into your hands. Death of an Innocent I went to a party, Mom, I remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, So I drank soda instead. I really felt proud inside, Mom, The way you said I would. I didn't drink and drive, Mom, Even though the others said I should. I know I did the right thing, Mom, I know you are always right. Now the party is finally ending, Mom, As everyone is driving out of sight. As I got into my car, Mom, I knew I'd get home in one piece. Because of the way you raised me, So responsible and sweet. I started to drive away, Mom, But as I pulled out into the road, The other car didn't see me, Mom, And hit me like a load. As I lay there on the pavement, Mom, I hear the policeman say, "The other guy is drunk," Mom, A

About Me
Updated and Edited on March 22, 2010 1. Relationship Status: It's complicated. And that's that truth! I am single but my life is complicated and any relationship that I "might" get involved with would be doubly complicated. It would take a very special man to deal with the life I live, which revolves around 5 kids, 4 of which still live with me...A grand daughter and one on the way, plus their dads who live here with my daughters. Plus I have an ex that floats in and out of the house although he's not doing much in the way of supporting his children either financially or emotinally...And thanks to him and a few that I have met online, I am done trying to believe in love, faith, hope, lasting relationships, esp with someone you meet anywhere on line no matter how close they live and how much likelihood there is that you may be able to meet to see if there is reason to go further...Love exists in the heart not in reality...It is an emotion that cannot be turned off the minute the other

The Playground
Thank you for your interest in applying for a position here at Club Paradise. Below you will find a simple application that you can email to us where we will consider all applications. Here are examples of the Job Descriptions so that you can better understand the duties of each position. DJ: Using the SAMS Broadcast software, play music through the lounge to entertain the listeners. Actively monitor the request line page and communicate with the Head DJ, in regards to any schedule conflicts. Above all else have fun. The more fun the DJ has the more fun there is in the room. Greeter: While in the lounge, actively engage people as they enter, and continue to make everyone feel welcome and a part of the family while also trying to get visitor’s to hit the subscribe button. Make everyone feel welcome and have fun. Promoter: Promotion is an all encompassing task, from going to people's pages and leaving comments, to talking about the lounge as you interact with others on fubar

Site Info/computer Info
You can now customize your bartab view even more now. You have to go into Profile Settings to access it The setting is here: I'm not really thrilled with the "Old" new email system but I guess they got tired of hearing people bitching. You had to manually check off each box to delete the individual mails before, but now they have placed a checkbox at the bottom and top of the page that allows you to check all for deletion. Now if only they add email attachments back!! I see that hackers are at it again. I just got an email from a newbie on my list who most likely was hacked and now her account is spewing emails with a link intended to fool you into giving your Fubar info. This is the email subject: And what if your spouse see this film? This is the Text of the email: LOL http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1346230617 what the link really says if you click reply" === 'nascarlady' wrote the following at '2009-03-04 17:00:07'.. > > LOL > a hr

Obscure Fubar Techie Stuff
The current Fubar name color scheme was recently updated. It is now as follows: Dark Green: This member is new, and has been here for fewer than 8 days. Unbolded Gray: This member has been here for more than 8 days, but has yet to verify his/her e-mail. Bolded Gray: This member has verified his/her e-mail, but does not yet have an approved salute photo. (This used to indicate a member that has reached level 20.) White: This member has an approved salute photo. Red: This member is a Top 10 user, based on rates, comments, number of fans, and other factors. Purple: This member is a top promoter (i.e. is among the top 10 with the most legitimate referrals in the last 24 hours). Lime Green: This member is a Fubar Supporter (level 100). Orange: This member is a Fubar Bouncer (level 150). Yellow: This member is level 200 or higher, and usually works for the site in some way. Pink: This member has VIP access and has selected this color. Blue: This member has VIP access and has s

Read First
If you've gotten this far and actually read peoples profiles as i do.. i have some ground rules 1: If you don't have a salute i won't add you 2: If you send me a friend request.. and you don't say anything other then just clicking the request... i won't add you 3: If your a newbie.. unless your from the indianapolis area.. i won't add you ( i do make acceptions ) 4: If i do add you, and i ALWAYS RATE your pics, stash or blogs i expect the same in return, if you don't well your deleted. I can't stand point whores on here that beg and beg for rates, blasts and never return the favor 5: Other then that im a pretty nice guy... like to joke around and have fun, and if you want to know anything just ask

Happy Holidays .. Been A Good Year
Whenever the holidays arrive I always find myself reflecting on the past year. Most of you know me and know that I am a positive person. Thus, it could probably be the shittiest of years in the eyes of some, but I always seem to find the bright side. For instance, most think Mondays suck, but I think they are great. The way I figure it, if ya’ don't like your job, get another one. I do. Nevertheless, for the past month I have been reflecting on my year and my 8 months on Fubar. All in all, it has been a positive experience and I have truly had an abundance of fun meeting some wonderfully bright friends and family in cyber space. When I arrived on Fubar in April it was without fanfare. I didn't shoot to the top or buy my way into friendships. I don't do it offline and I won't conduct myself any differently online. As in real life, friends come and go for a multitude of reasons. I have experienced the good and the bad, the vile and the jealous, the beautiful and the repugnant. I ha

Inside Bludgeon
My Mom and Dad jst left a few minutes ago heading for the hospital, she'll be having her surgery at 1:00pm. She left her phone with me in case mine gets turned off(Im kinda running late on the bill and it can get turned off at anytime) and in case anyone calls for her while she's in the hospital.

Erotic Poems
Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your loves blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Let's get lost in each other Touching, exploring, tasting We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is our night Want me, like no other Need you, like the air that I breathe Together, one mind, one soul Fused in the heat of passionate love Existing in this moment Forever I don't have much to give you in the way of material things. But then, I have never been a material person . . . so it wouldn't matter much anyway. I do have something to give you, though . . . and I hope you accept this gift with joy. I have chosen not to wrap it . . . I want it to be presented to you as pristine as can be. And anyway, dec

Sin's Domain
yes, some of my pics are cute, and some of them are somewhat sexual... that does NOT Mean that i want to fuck you. or that i want you to tell me about your cock. or that i want to deal with you in any way shape or form just because you rated my fucking pictures. seriously, you're NOT in highschool anymore. lines like "how about a toy that can be hard when you play with it" (and if the guy that wrote that line to me is reading this, this is not directed at you personally, this is directed at ALL of you) are not going to fucking impress me. you want to impress me? - get me a little fu-hug for 50 fubucks and ask me how my fucking day was... because really, chances are my day fucking sucks and the last thing i want to think about is your fucking dick. GET THE FUCK OVER IT. the girls on here DO NOT WANT TO FUCK YOU... and honestly, half the ones that say they do want to fuck you, are lying so you'll rate their fucking pictures. you're as fat and ugly as the rest of us on here, and c

Pippinwolf
09-11-01 was a dark day in american history. Our very freedom and sense of security and safety ruthlessly came under attack that day. Husbands were suddenly left without wives, wives left without husbands, children left without mothers or fathers, and some cases both. It was in my opinion a brutal heartless cowardly attack on innocent men, women and children. Some called it a Holy war, purposely killing unarmed civilans is murder not war. Hence we never forget or drop our gaurd any in the least. If I have offended anyone in any way with this then so be it, I am red, white, and true blue american through and through, and have a right to my opinion just as much as anyone else does.......... John

Poetry
Is this what I have to become All my nature and being to be undone Is the cover that entire people can see? Is there a place in this world for people like me? Am I to walk alone? To find no companion no desired attraction no love to be A heart slattern broken, a soul gone dead To walk this world in the world of dread To see the couples link as one To see the passion from the window open wide To see passion I will not know for my self In addition, to bring joy, pleasure, you decide. I guess this is the life for me To watch the world and let it be And know that it is safe to say No one to stand by my side I lay in the ground waiting still for the earth to fill me still cover every inch of me end the torment let me sleep fill the hole in cover me up fill the void do not stop end the pain that comes to all lay me to rest one and all I lay here and wonder is that all there is I lay here and concider how passion dies I lay here and wonder what dark does lie Feel the

Me On Abc News ...
To All My Family & Top Friends .. I have been struggling with leaving Fu for sometime, as you all know. The draw here obviously is the great people I have met and how much I miss you all when I'm not here.

Gotta Go!!
well...once again im off..but at least to a much better location.should have internet while im there so should be online in the evening..will try and take some more pics of this beautiful island...when i get back have to leave right away to rhota spain...yup poor me...lol be safe while im gone..and hopefully see you soon

A Special Message To My Friends
I would like to say thank you to all of my friends but a special note to those of you that have rated me daily, used your vip 11's, sent me gift tickers, a11 bling and everything else. It has been overwhelming to see how many real friends I have. The day I was reset I had already begun saving my pics to my computer so the fubar folders could be deleted but because so many friends were rating my page without a11's than I have seen since their invention I immediately realized what I would be leaving behind. MY FRIENDS !!!! Like most of us I had gotten so consumed in the points battle I never realized just how many people really thought of me in that way. Gladly, I learned a valuable lesson that day its all of you that matter. I will NEVER forget that again. Although, I’m not making the points as fast from A11's as I did when I could afford to pay because of you it wont take two years to get back where I DESERVE to be but here is the difference I want to take as many of you wi

The Good, The Bad, The Ugly
after today my current stresses go away yaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy The dumbass has decided to quit after hes finished today. Its about what I expected after his paycut. He actually held on a couple days longer than I anticipated. Of course, no 2 weeks notice, that'll hurt him if he applies for anything outside of a bargain basement job that doesnt check prior work history, his loss. I do partially feel sorry for him, he had good potential if he would just pay attention to what he's doing when he's working, but he rarely did that (what caused my stresses more than anything). Oh well , back to counting on me again (thats not so bad lol). ok so I went out to plow my driveway tonight since it was almost done snowing according to the radar.......... everything went hunky-dory , although another major snowfall and i think we are gonna have to call someone to take our excess snow away.......... but thats another story altogether :P I get done plowing and as usual my cat comes out to

Access To My Nsfw
Hello sweets. Well to avoid all the questions here we are. If you want access to my NSFW i ask for a bling pack or Blast. If there is a question why, well i do take time out of my day do this for fubar. I try to keep my fans happy and well i like doing it so. there you go the How To's ok luv all my fans. Take care. Pierced... Someone reminded me of this yesterday. I was out with a friend. and i noticed a guy looking at me. I didnt think much of it. this happened last month. So when my friend went to get me lucnch we were at the food court(mall) the same guy starts coming my way. and says i look sexy. so i was like um... ty? Him: You dont remember me? i told him no. Him: im friends with you on fubar, i like your naughty pics.. so i got a little nervous. said ty. then he asks if the guy i was with are into threesomes? cause we could go to his truck. he starts to sit down. my friend shows up with the food and asks if im ok. i got scared. my friend saw this and he ask the guy to leave. The

On Returning To Fubar...
So, maybe I had way too much time on my hands at work today, or perhaps it was the significant lack of sleep I’ve had this holiday week, but it became clearer to me that returning to fubar, is like dating an ex. In the very beginning, you are curious about what has occurred in your absence, what’s new, what’s exciting, how things have been. At first it’s fun, almost exhilarating. While catching up on all that you’ve missed, there is a comfortable familiarity. So, you focus on all that is positive, while you laugh over memories, and reminisce about the past. The moments are enjoyable, and you wonder why you had ever lost touch. Time spent together becomes a habit, and you find yourself sharing time without even planning on it. After a while, it becomes so second nature. In time, you start recognizing peculiarities. Things that once seemed innocuous begin to drive you crazy. The things that they say, the way that they dress, the things that they do, all becom

The Bullievers
I have gotten many shouts and adds lately from people wanting to be a BULLiever so I thought it time to blog it so people know what that means (if you are one already, you already know). First, here is what the BULLievers are NOT: a train a "cool" tag a leveling group or bombing group decoration for your page an "ad" for me to get rates or for you to use for some sort of credibility. I started the BULLiever tag as a ty for a few people that are my friends. It was a sign of appreciation and I thought it was catchy. I never envisioned that there would be 39 and consequently a family, which is exactly what it has become. If you have a BULLiever tag, you have shown loyalty, honesty, reliability and friendship to me and some of the members. As we have grown, it has been encouraging to see you support each other and I personally would like to see more of it. We are not a leveling group and there are no real mandates as to rating and supporting other BULLievers. However,

Blah
I can't catch a break anywhere, lol. Our internet got shut off at home so I'm writing this from the library. Faster internet (YAY) but they only allow you half an hour, and I have other things to check (GRR). So yeah, I'll be gone until further notice. But it won't be another 10 months like last year, lol. Love you all!!!!! PS Those of you with my mom's cell number feel free to text me if you want. So I went out with my friend April last night and we drove by where the house used to be...it was still burning. I took more pix, but it was 11pm so they're dark, and I haven't gotten them off the phone and onto the computer yet. The fire inspector said yesterday that he thinks it was indeed arson, but they can't tell for sure until it quits burning and they can go investigate. I guess it's going to burn for a few days before it's totally out. Anyone who happens to read this and has no clue what I'm talking about...go read this blog... http://fubar.com/blog/282510/986178 and there's an

In An Auction!cum Bid On Us!!!
~Bratt~ & Chaotic and some sexy friends are in an auction and want you to be their new OWNER! So show some love and bid on your favorite !!AND PLEASE RATE TERESAS PIC FOR MOST RATE CONTEST. SHE IS AWESOME~~=) TERESA ~Bratt~ Adding 1 pimpout a week for fubucks!Adding 2 pimpouts a week if cash bids like blasts or small bling packs! Adding 1 PIMPOUT EVERYDAY FOR 4 WEEKS FOR 30 DAY BLASTS AND BIG BLING PACKS!=) Chaotic DONA INKMAN So come on and bid on the one you want!!=) We are in an Auction so go show US some love all!!=)

I Write From My Heart Tonight
All my life i've been a dreamer. Someone who believed in life and love. Someone who believed in the impossible. I still believe. I am a beliver in the impossible. I believe one day that my dreams will come true. I will never lose my hope of someday.

Darkangel
why do people who say they are your friends get mad at the stupidest shit in the owrld just cause u do something and they treat u like u are 10 when u are clearly older than that and can make your own decissions abotu what u do and who u do and were u go and they think they have control over you when u are just a friend and nothing more than that to them in the end they treat u like u are nothign to them and that u cant make up your own mind up about anyhting at all and that they think u are so stupid that u are a a little speck of dust on the ground that they sweep up and throw away ........ and treat u like u knwo nothing it jsut pisses me off than not speak to you casue they are pissed off at you for more than one or two reasons jsut casue u wont do something they think is right and u have your own oppiions and u are very open and tell people things stright upa nd not sugar coat shit any more and u are so tired of being pushed around by everyone that u jsut dont give a shit any

Games
TODAY I HAVE BEEN CALLED A B*TCH.AND A WHORE ..........BEEN TOLD IM TO OLD FOR THIS SITE...........WELL MAYBE I AM BUT THE SO CALLED MEN THAT ARE SAYING THIS IS WAY TOO YOUNG TO BE ON HERE THEN..THEY HAVE NO RESPECT FOR WOMEN OR THEMSELVES ..........AT LEAST I DONT CALL THEM NAMES WHEN IM LIKED IT MAKES A PERSON NOT WANT TO LIKE ANYBODY........ONE OF MY FAMILY WAS ALSO CALLED A B*TCH..........THE PHRASE FOR ME WAS F*CK YYOU WHORE......IT IS A LITTLE UNNERVING WHEN THESE MEN AGES 19---------29 FEEL THEY NEED TO DO CRAP LIKE THIS JUST NEEDED A SOUNDING BOARD TY Ok here is the deal i have been setting here watching and waiting for people to get there heads out of there asses . But obviously it is not happening . I have been watching this presidential election to see who is winning the poles to see who is going to be the Democratic runner and in disbelief Hilliary is winning the over all votes But Obama is winning the electorial votes . Does anyone have any idea what is going to happen i

Tag Your It
I'll carry my past with me It's mine and mine alone In fact it's truly The only thing I own. The pain and joy The trauma and tears Have made me become The sum of my years. I'll bury it no more Nor look the other way Those years gone by Leave me this to say: "Owning all my sorrows Troubles, strifes and woes, Makes me so assured To know where not to go." Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I collect dvd's 2. I'm a lonely person 3. I love GOD 4. Never thought i would be where i am today 5. I had 2 surgeries in 2007 6. I was in the middle of the April 16th shootings at Virginia Tech 7. I've been borderline diabetic since

Note To You
To My babies...I gave you life, but cannot live it for you.I can teach you things, but I cannot make you learn.I can give you directions, but I cannot be there to lead you.I can allow you freedom, but I cannot account for it.I can take you to church, but I cannot make you believe.I can teach you right from wrong, but I cannot always decide for you.I can buy you beautiful clothes, but I cannot make you beautiful inside.I can offer you advice, but I cannot accept it for you.I can give you love, but I cannot force it upon you.I can teach you to share, but I cannot make you unselfish.I can teach you respect, but I cannot force you to show honor.I can advise you about friends, but cannot choose them for you.I can advise you about sex, but I cannot keep you pure.I can tell you the facts of life, but I can't build your reputation.I can tell you about drink, but I can't say "no" for you.I can warn you about drugs, but I can't prevent you from using them.I can tell you about lofty goals, but I

I Dare You To Make A Bid On The Sexy ~bratt~
COPY AND PASTE THIS LINK TO GET TO AUCTION http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1029198&albumid=820891&i=455328844&idx=1 COPY AND PASTE THIS LINK TO GET TO AUCTION http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1029198&albumid=820891&i=455328844&idx=1

So.......
· Prophet Cuddle Slut just checked you out! then she blocked me, but didn't rate me a 1 *sad face* all because i agreed (oh noes) with Dana in a mumm, you post something online and anyone basically has the rights to it and can distribute it in any way they want to. Butthurt people are super lame. So, I'm having an agrument on yahoo about chili...the food, not the resturaunt. Do you use beans or not? True chili doesn't have beans. And since Texas is the home of chili, I win. I got this in a text message earlier & nearly pee'd my pants.... A WOMAN'S SEX PRAYER As I lay him down to fuck, I pray he rips this pussy up. But if his dick is small & week. Lord I hope this man can eat! I thought it was funny, enjoy!

Life
'Two Wolves’ This is the best I have ever heard it explained. One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said: 'My son, the battle is between 'two wolves' inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith.' The grandson thought about it for a minute, and then asked his grandfather

Sexymama38~playmate@forbidden Inc...
hey everone i wanted to give you all a heads up on whats going on with me and why i havent really been on here alot lately . my lump in my throat is something that has to be checked further into and i am on antibiotics and im am not feeling well really tired and i need sleep so please hit my page all you can and when i get strength ill do the same for you.....you are all my family and i think the world of you as you were actually here please i dont want sympathy i want prayers and your thoughts

My Mood Tonight
I am sitting here listening to my music tonight and this song came on. The lyrics and music itself always give me goosebumps and puts me in such a mood! Its such an incredibly sexy song by Type O Negative. Love love love this song! This is DEFINITELY my mood tonight! Wolf Moon by Type O Negative The 28th day She'll be bleeding again And in lupine ways We'll alleviate the pain Unholy water Sanguine addiction Those silver bullets A last blood benediction It is her moon time When there's iron in the air A rusted essence Woman may I know you're there Hey wolf moon Come cast your spell on me Hey wolf moon Come cast your spell on me Don't spill a drop dear Let me kiss the curse away Yourself in my mouth Will you leave me with your taste? Beware The woods at night Beware The lunar light So in this gray haze We'll be meeting again And on that great day I will tease you all the same

Auto 11's
Captain Caveman has 5 hrs left on his Auto 11's and his only 480k from Godfathering!!! Has over 1000 pics! Lets hit him up and show him some fu love! {Captaîn Cavemãn} nWo~@ fubar She has auto 11's active until 9pm tonight...has TONS of pictures! She is a real sweetheart and returns all love! Hit her up! Bearhugs420@ fubar All these beautiful fantastic women are running Auto 11's...Stop by and show them some love! Autos on Wicked Wanda@ fubar ~MRS INDEPENDENT~@ fubar Auto's On Diamond Deb "kiss me I'm Irish"@ fubar

Relationships
AUTUMN LEAVES AND I DRIVE BACK DOWN A LEAFY BACKROAD LANE AND I SAW A WOMEN ALONE PICKING BLACKBERRIES IA THE RAIN HER HOOD WAS UP AND I FELT A PAIN OF LONGING OF INFFINIY TO HER LONELESS OF WHEN I WAS HER FOR THOSE MARRIED MANY YEARS HAPPILY NOW SOMETIMES I FEEL A BREATH OF SOME THINGS I LOST AND THE LONELESS APPEARS AGAIN TO ME .. YOU EAT YOU S**T YOU LOVE YOU DIE AND MAYBE IF YOUR LUCKY THERES A LITTLE TIME F**KN CAN IT BE YOU AFTER ALL THIS TIME BEFOR ME NOW WHAT ONCE WAS MINE?? CAN IT BE YOU WHO'S LIP'S I LONG TO KISS BEFOR ME NOW IS ANOTHER WISH CANT IT BE YOU OR JUST A DREAM ? YOU SMILE AND TURN I SMILE AND SEEM ALIVE AGAIN BY LOVIN LIFE 2-7

Dreams An Fantacy Come Alive
"Meet Me In This Dream Tonight: Lean back upon your pillow, Join me in this place I know, Close your eyes for just a moment, Relax your body mind and soul. The place that only dreamers use, And poets find release, The place I long to meet you, And fulfill this fantasy. It's here I lay beside you, Fingers trailing over your skin, Our cheeks touching slightly, I don't want this dream to end. You slide your arms around me, Pull me tight against your chest, Moving into loves position, Were not in this dream to rest. Your heart beats with my heart, As our bodies lay entwined, Our eyes now tell the story, Drunken by the lovers wine. After quickened breath and passion, After ecstasies fulfilled, We lay snuggled, softly kissing, Knowing we have shared this thrill. My mouth flavored with your honey, The after taste where lovers dine, Making love would be much better, If it were not just in our minds."

Bomb Beggers
all you bomb chasers that see me activate my bomb FUCK RIGHT OFF.. most of you DO NOT return it so in future stay the fuck off my page.. and no I'm not on my period!! Eat my ass and have a crappy day!

Daily Profile Comments Due To A Slow Connection In Gtmo.cuba
Due to I'm on vacation in Gtmo,Cuba the Navy Base for a week or so . I'm working with a slow connection I thank everyone that leaves me a daily profile comment, but I'm working with a slow connection and unable to return the luv one by one so I'm going to try to leave a daily comment here for all my Fu-Friends to share.Pls remember to rate the blog and we both get credit Thanks miss ya'll. SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! I'm still on vacation but send ya'll some LUV.Thanks for the LUV bk Miss ya Unabear

Music
mp3 music | Fiona Apple MP3s Courage Watch the band through a bunch of dancers Quickly, follow the unknown With something more familiar Quickly, something familiar. Courage, my word It didn't come, it doesn't matter. Sleepwalk, so fast asleep In a motel that has the lay of home And piss on all of your background And piss on all your surroundings. Cou

To The Ones That Say They Will Return The Love.....
I have been laid off from work now for over 2 months and I have been careful about how much i spend on fubar. I have been rating for hrs a day to maintain rank and continue to level. I have been rating many HH Host that i thought would return the rates, lol. I have helped 2 ppl that have Oracle with what lil bling i had and didn't even get a TY back. So if u want help from me...i want help back! I will tell u right now, i will not bling till i see i have made a fu friend that isnt selfish and willing to rate me as i rate them. If you send me bling...i will send hrs on ur page rating but dont expect me to be able to bling u back. I have given up on the receiving bling packs, blast and HH in exchange of taking care of u the best i can. If you say all love will be returned....DO IT!!!!

A New Year
I would like to take a moment to thank each and every one of you who help support, and left comments, an said prayers, or anthing else you may have done during the past week over the Death of my Brother. So many have helped me cope with this loss, I am so sorry I have not left daily comments or had the time to chat. I will be back today to try to start over, I love each and everyone of you, this is my home away from home and you are all my second family. I hope you all had the chance to read my blog Life or Death, My Son wrote a Beautiful poem and would love for you all to enjoy it. I live with the comfort of knowing ,he is with our Lord, and is not sick or suffering anymore...TY all once again, Your Sister in Gods Name, Becky (Southern Luv) Tonight we celebrate the Birth of a new year, we all wonder what will it bring? Well For me it has already brought sadness to my life. I watched my 49 year old Brother Die at 3:10 this New Years Eve Morning. I hope This will make alot of people thi

My Master's Touch (a Serial)
There was an emptiness inside me that burnedNothing could quench it no matter where I turnedThere had to be something out there to fill this void When I finally found You I was overjoyed Curious and eager, Timid and scared I reached out to You and with me You shared A lifestyle of which I had never dreamed Something far beyond me, or so it seemed Seeing the fear and need deep inside me You taught me how good it really can be To trust someone with my body and soul To know what it's like to finally be wholeI knelt before You willingly submissive, naked and afraid The power, knowledge and patience of a Master were displayed You probed and touched and caressed and kissed Every inch of my body, not a spot You did miss You gave me a safeword and pushed me to use itYour teeth bit hard on my nipple but did not abuse itYou proved to me that in You I could trustAnd in me grew a deep devotion and lustBent over Your knees with my eyes shut tightYou caressed my butt cheeks soft and whiteSpanking th

Nsfw
You and a bunch of your friends from high school decide to get together and rent a beach house for a month. You pack up and fly to some exotic place to set everything up. The next day everyone starts to show up and you see her walking up the front steps. You've had the biggest crush on her since junior high. The two of you were practically inseparable all through high school. You couldn't remember but you thought she went on to become a supermodel. You duck into the kitchen before she sees you, not wanting her to read the lust in your eyes. You open the refrigerator and pull out a beer, hoping for a little courage. Your best friend comes into the kitchen sayin, "Holy shit! Did you see Kat? She looks like she stepped off the front cover of VOGUE." "Yeah, I saw her, why do you think I'm hiding in here." "Damn, you still have a thing for her, don't you?" "Is it that obvious?" "Only to those who know about it. Let's go hang out on the beach. I brought Spike so we can throw the frisby

Blah Blah Blah
So here's what you do. Go to www.urbandictionary.com and do a lookup of your name. Then blog the definition! Tori: someone of great nature, beauty, ettiquette, and intellegent. often reffered to in the sense of a godlike being "Dude, Prince William is so awesome. Almost as awesome as Tori... but not quite, because no one is that aweswome" tori (n): pretty much the most awesome person you will ever hope to meet. many people try to be as balla as tori but in many cases do not suceed. toris are pretty awesome and pretty much the greatest thing since...EVER! many people hope to be tori but never are because shes a ballaholic! woah look at tori, shes more ballin then that kid in detroit son. Tori is

Trains, Trains And More Trains!
The YummY Train! Rate/Fan and Add all the YummY Boys and Girls to be added to the train! Be sure and show your fellow YummY FUs lots and lots of love! After you have added all the Yummies and Myself, private message me... PebblesinAZ-Kisses to My Fu Valentine Shaun the Scotish Lad-"Member of Princess Leia's crew&@ fubar ...and I will add you to the train! Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ BlondePrincess*~Live,Laugh,Love bc Lifes too short@ fubar Tony411@ fubar AutosOnღMz.ÇµffêÐÐê§ïrê™ღ of the Booty Fugitives!@ fubar weldingangel ( Space Hottie ) ( FuAngel ) PLS R8 MY PRF & SAL PICS@ fubar

Exhumed By Scrying Eyes
A new project I'm working on needs your help. A simple survey to determine the outcome of a new idea. Please take a few minutes to fill it out. Let me know once you've done so and I'll stop by and rate etc... TAKE THE SURVEY HERE Much obliged! It's been a harrowing life, and a particularly harrowing week.Introducing:

Me And Stuff And Stuff
The more time I spend on this site the more it pisses me off. When it was CherryTap, I had no problems. No problems whatsoever. Now that it is Fubar it seems to be the 'bouncer' has it out for me. The same 'bouncer' that flagged my photo and removed my MuMM also rejected my salute. Is there anyway to get a new 'bouncer'? Are they even assigned to people? They pull you into this site because you get rewarded points for posting comments, blogs, photos, adding friends ...yadda yadda... which then bumps your level sucking up all your RL time. But then if you post anything that is offensive to a 'bouncer' they, themselves have the right to remove, flag or regect it. I understand this site has a lot of members I just think it is unfair that my photos, MuMMs, profile or possibly even my blogs' destiny lays in the hands of one 'bouncer'. What if this 'bouncer' has different views than I? What if I post a blog to get the word out about the rise in teen pregnancy rates and

Dnr
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? sigh 3. Your hair? messy 4. Your mother? home 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? coffee 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? COFFEE 9. Your dream/goal? happy 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy 14. Where were you last night? work 15. What you're not? patient 16. Muffins? strawberry 17. One of your wish list items? laptop 18. Where you grew up? tennessee 19. The last thing you did? movie 20. What are you wearing?JEANS 21. TV? rarely 22. Your pets? dogs 23. Your computer? crap 24. Your life? steady 25. Your mood? chipper 26

Auction
I am having my first auction, anyone interested in participating please send me the link to the pic that you would like to use along with what you are offering, the entry fee of 25k fubucks and the name of your favourite movie character ~cruel but cute~owner of AARON and Will Owned by AARON@ fubar

Cowboys Suck
ok all I need you to come rate my auction pic please!!!!!! It says closed but that is for the auction I need the rates for another contest :P Come bid on me and show me some love and while you are there bid on my friend Jugg too - Q: What do you call a drug ring in Dallas? A: A huddle. Q: Four Dallas Cowboys in a car, who's driving? A: The police. Q: Why can't Michael Irvin get into a huddle on the field anymore? A: It is a parole violation for him to associate with known felons. Doctors say because of Michael Irvin's broken clavicle, it will be 6-8 weeks before he can video a team mate having sex. I understand Chicago is trying to sign Michael Irvin. They got rid of the refrigerator, so now they want a coke machine. The Dallas newspapers reported yesterday that Texas Stadium is going to take out the artificial turf because the Cowboys play better on "grass". The Dallas Cowboys adopted a new "Honor System", Yes your Honor, No your Honor. The Cowboys

R.i.p. Bro You Will Be Missed
Specialist Keith Eric Essary, of Dyersburg, was killed yesterday in Afghanistan, Essary was a member of the Army's Airborne unit, Charlie 2 Comp. He had been deployed to Afghanistan for approximately 8 months and was stationed at a base 40 miles from the city of Kandahar. Essary graduated from Dyer County High School in 2006, where he was a member of the Jr. ROTC and Capt. of the Honor Guard. His father is Chuck Hall and his mother is Mary Beth Franks. Anita Essary, the late Monty Essary Sr. and Martha and Thomas Hall are his grandparents. R.I.P. BRO YOU WILL BE MISSED Thursday evening, at approximately 9:30 p.m., Anita Essary received a knock at the door from two soldiers from Fort Campbell. They were casualty notification officers there to notify her of the death of her grandson, Spc. Keith Eric Essary. Essary was the latest casualty in the United States Operation Enduring Freedom in Afghanistan, which has had 561 US military casualties since it began. He was a member of the

My Blog
Trying not to make this overly emo and hopefully as I get more comfortable with bloggin I can make them more fun, but this one is on a sirius note. Also have to say that i am semi-copy-cating Vixey and Mel’s blogs by posting lyrics (but those of you that know me, know how much music means to me) :p This week has been a difficult one; friends of mine lost their very young daughter. So reflecting on that and thinking about those in my life that mean so much to me this song came to mind. I am not a poetic scholar nor do I pretend to know exactly what the artist meant by every line, but to me the message is clear, that loved ones are worth so much more than anything we can possess. Whether it is a death, or a break up or a friendship that drifts apart, we all have people that are really close to us that if they were not part of our lives it would be very painful, so my blog is dedicated to those in my life that I adore. JAMBI-by Tool Here from the king's mountain view; Here f

Club Mystic Update 11/29/08
I will continue to repost this with each blog update, as we have so many new members, and it seems that some of the old ones need reminding what Club Mystic is all about! ...and just for those of you that do not already know, I often type in caps, because that is what I want to do, and I like it! It does not mean that I am angry, yelling, upset, etc. This is the freaking INTERNET, people, if it bothers you, either learn to deal, or read someone else's blogs... HOW WE ROLL..... CLUB MYSTIC IS A GROUP OF FRIENDS WHO ENJOY BOMBING GIVEAWAYS AND HELPING EACH OTHER LEVEL, AND LOVE TO HAVE FUN WHILE WE DO IT! ALMOST EVERY MEMBER MAXES OUT ON PIC COMMENTS ON A DAILY BASIS, AND IT IS NOT UNUSUAL FOR THEM TO MAX OUT ON PIC AND STASH RATES AS WELL! THAT'S JUST HOW WE ROLL.... HOWEVER, I WANT TO WARN YOU THAT WE EXPECT A LOT FROM OUR MEMBERS, AND IF YOU ARE NOT BOMBING OUR FEATURED GIVEAWAY, YOU WILL BE REMOVED FROM THE MEMBER LIST WITHOUT WARNING! SLACKERS ARE NOT NEEDED, THIS

Pathological Liar And Fake
For those of you who refuse to see the truth about your big boss, STEEL STETSON COWBOY, from the TOS, here are the links to the PBR and PRCA for a look at their rosters. Also pages of the Nebraska Rodeo and WRA to search for his name. You will not find his name on the rosters. There is an e-mail I received from the WRA in reply of inquiry to his claim to champion in 2007! I called the CPRA myself about his card and they did tell me he is a member, that he was not a member last year, and has not been recorded to participate in or have won any purse money in any CPRA sanctioned event. I myself can become a member of the CPRA by filling out their application and paying their $100 membership fee and never be required to participate in any of their sanctioned events. There are also pages of the two bulls, Yellow Jacket, and his son Little Yellow Jacket, with information on them. Little Yellow Jacket was retired in 2005 and I could not locate an exact retirement date on Yellow Jacket but my

Political Correctness
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America , Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as 'HILLBILLIES.' You must now refer to us as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore .... HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a 'BABE' or a 'CHICK' - She is a 'BREASTED AMERICAN.' 2. She is not a 'SCREAMER' or a 'MOANER' - She is 'VOCALLY APPRECIATIVE.' 3. She is not 'EASY' - She is 'HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE.' 4. She is not a 'DUMB BLONDE' - She is a 'LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY.' 5. She has not 'BEEN AROUND' - She is a 'PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION.' 6. She is not an 'AIRHEAD' - She is 'REALITY IMPAIRED.' 7. She does not get 'DRUNK' or 'TIPSY' - She gets 'CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED' 8. She does not have 'BREAST IMPLANTS' - She is 'MEDICALLY ENHANCED.' 9. She does not 'NAG' you - She becomes 'VERBALLY REPETITIVE.'

~ Bad Habits ~
***5 Ways You're Sabotaging Your Relationship*** I Read this and thought it was well written...hope it may help someone, somewhere. Always fighting for Love to Survive....Peace. 1. BODY INSECURITIES You know you have this problem if... You cringe and cover up when your partner sees you naked. Compliments make you nervous and defensive. Thinking about his positive attributes makes you wonder what he's doing with you. Why is it a problem? When we are ashamed of our bodies, we "withdraw sexually" and have trouble "being playful and free," says relationship expert Dr. Alice Pisciotto. Many people resort to substances to deal with their insecurites (for example, drinking in order to have sex), which can ruin a sense of closeness. How to fix it: The first step is awareness: realizing, for example, that when he says, "you look beautiful in that dress" and you hear, "go to the gym," it's not because he's being sarcastic, but because you feel ashamed of your bo

Nsfw Pics
guys can be added to nsfw pics for a small donation, pm me to find out, girls as usual will get in if they have nsfw ladies will get in only if they have nsfw pics, men maybe but you'll have to balst, vip, or auto 11 me

Mare's Thoughts
Dad We all have heroes One we wish we could be Mine is my dad He's a hero to me When He is scared He doesn't run and hide He stands up for what he believes Showing nothing but pride we share the same genes and suffer the same fate where he learned to love I learned to hate his courage is uncanny his fight is unreal I want to be like him I want to feel he has managed to turn bad into good I am trying to be like him I know that I could my hero is my dad he is the real McCoy I love him to death my hero named dad The love of your life is never what you think. they can be right under your eyes and you not see them. They can be a million miles awayand you not know. You can talk to them everydayand night and not realize that they are the right one. then one day out of the blue when you least expect it, you open your eyes and right there in front of you is a love so true. You find that the love of your life has been here all along

Things That Annoy
Lil Troubl...: wow you're angry...seems you need to get laid.... ->Lil Troubl...: not only no but fuck no. Im not here to watch a man jerk off. there is porn for that. Lil Troubl...: so you don't wanna watch me then? ->Lil Troubl...: yeah how about no Lil Troubl...: sweet...what's your yahoo im? ->Lil Troubl...: I was just checking my girlfriend's email...but hell yeah I wanna watch Lil Troubl...: i would absolutely love to stroke myself for you on cam. would u be interested in watching me? you are goregous! You know the routine! I thought the joke would discourge him but he was too dense! What a idiot! And he blocked me before I could blast his ass back! sohotbabe2000: matt fighter pilot Navy single kids 32 ->sohotbabe2000: thank you but i dont give out my yahoo sohotbabe2000: awwwwwwww ur so hot hugs sohotbabe2000: u got yahoo ld sweetie my sohotbabe2000 at yahoo ->sohotbabe2000: thank you again sohotbabe2000: ur sweetness i love ur eyes

Disciple
Thank you all for leveling me... I had 922,000k to go when I woke up at 1pm today.. Yes 1pm. (i like to sleep) And have leveled in 31/2 hrs. Special thanks to Tawnya for all the pimpouts and other things which I shall not say.. :)~

For Someone Special
Do you remember the first time we talked? It seemed we came together in instant friendship. We somehow knew we could lean upon each other, depend upon one another. It seemed as though we had always been friends. As time has gone by, those feelings have grown. We have shared our most secret thoughts and dreams. We've helped each other through times when we never thought we could endure, and shared with each other the most memorable days of our life. For as long as I live, you will always hold a place inside me. Our friendship will always be a very important part of my life. Our relationship is very unique; it always has been. I look forward to our future and to our continued sharing as friends. I love you as my best friend. Thank you again Joe! I wish I could take back the things I said take back the things I did. I know I can't; I can only hope to make up for the hurts I caused you. Maybe you can never go back but u can start again. If we both want it, we can

Vampire Story
I have always been an intricate and complicated individual and have been evolving for decades. I could start by telling you about my birth place and family, but the significance of these details isn’t relevant in my opinion. I will begin with when I was turned.