Cara Anguisette's blog: "Poems by Ann Rich"

“WHY SHOULD I” Was it enough or was it too much? Sometimes too fast but always too slow! God knows that I come with these seeds that grow. Inside and out I absorb every single touch, But why should I? Why should I be the only one that knows? Stepping through time and sliding back so smooth so I go! I say I can qualify! Where was I and why was I there? Sometimes too obvious but always with doubt! God knows that I come riding in on a prayer. I absorb every single touch inside and out, But why should I? Why should I be the only one that cares? Climbing the highest mountains and sliding down so steep but on a dare! I say I can magnify! What did I say and what did I do? Sometimes too quite but always too loud! God knows that I come with a gleam that shines so proud. Inside and out I absorb every single touch by you. But why should I? Why should I be the only one in the crowd? Walking on water and walking backwards but at least I know how. I say I can intensify! Do I want to or do you need me to? Sometimes I wonder and sometimes I simply don’t care. God knows that I come standing on a higher sky of blue. I absorb every single touch by you inside and out with this glare. But why should I? Why should I be the only one with this view? Up in the clouds and aimless but always led by you! I say, “I SANCTIFY”! (C) Copyright: 1997 Ann Rich

HEART OF HEARTS If you were mine and if I was yours, What would be the objective view for me to really know you? Would you think the things that I say or say the things that I think, Examining everything that I do? Could your eyes see what it is that I can see? And search for unreachable stars and maybe even talk with ‘em to? And should we ever part, Will my words stay hidden treasures buried inside of your true heart of hearts? Will you think of me from within when Stars light up your lonely nights? Revealing the real maps and charts! And should we ever part, Do know that it is I feeling around inside of you pushing ignitions to spark a start. When high winds seize the expression on your face before time takes notice, It is our only breath there is left to share. When the Sun is painfully poised shading your resistant side, It is I adjusting visions commonly balanced by squares. If I was yours and you were mine, What would be the main focal point for you to know the real person inside of me? Would I feel the things that you touch or touch the things that you feel? Then what could you and I both have to say? And if by chance two moments embrace at one time, I shall divide it by one making us the two that will forever be. If tomorrow comes, yet we’re not all done, Our together days we’ll spend waiting for the lovely flowers to bloom in May! When night falls and the Moon peers from your backside, It is you gleaming down on me shining on what we do hide. Perfect skies and clean air to breathe I stir the man in the Moon, Getting caught with my heart of hearts just in time for His high tide! (C) Copyright: 1997 Ann Rich

THE SILENT ONE Who lives inside of you? Do you even really know? Have you ever talked to the one that always talks to you? Priorities stacked with proper perspective, your battleground or so it seems. The zest for life rises in you again and again dismissing the one inside to go! Overpowered by your own self-greed but where does the silent one keep disappearing to? The silent one holds your every single thought, even all of your dreams! What is it that lives inside of you? What makes you even want to breathe? Have you ever really felt the one who always feels you? Sweet innocence stands in the way of pure pleasure, your battleground or so it seems! A blissful moment in the hands of the one inside vanished again without a trace or lead! Consumed and self-gratified, but where does the silent one keep going to? The silent one holds your every thought, even the ones you clearly demean! Who gives you to you? Have you ever once thought deep and hard into that? A restricted area due to the danger foretoken, your battleground or so it seems! Excitement swells alive inside with ecstasy’s loud scream! The silent one slips away while the battle’s in combat. Overwhelmed and exhausted, but where does the silent one keep vanishing to? The silent one holds your every thought, even the ones already deemed! Who knows you better than you do? Have you ever really given that much thought? Have you ever seen the one that always sees you? Conflict of interest guards the main entrance, the battleground or so it seems! Enticed to indulge the one inside is finally caught. Lured by the sight at hand, but why did the silent one stay too? The silent one holds your every thought, even the ones you forget to redeem! ® Registered: 2002 Ann Rich

SEARCHING I walk and walk the many miles for you. I give and give until I have nothing more. I go on and on until I drop or fall, But I’m searching deep because I search for it all. Every day I die more inside. Eaten alive by myself inside of my core, Because I’m left alive with life that only I can sort through! I just want to see the Sun rising up so full and so high. I want to see the Sun set so huge with shadowing bits that glow. So I’ll just believe in this strength that comes through you to me. I search for you but why should I be the one who has to be one that believes? Everyday I’m alone and it’s nowhere that I go, Even when it’s my thoughts that I clearly identify! I just want to see the Moon so round and so high beaming me into the glow of light. I want to see the Moon peering through the lighter of my brightest day. I keep seeing all of these cushioned visions of just you and me. Searching for you gives me the sight of all that I am to see. Every day I beg and beg until I hurt that you will stay. But I’m left alone with reality in sight. I just want so much for you and me. I even want the same air that you breathe. I keep holding onto this strength that I am I feel I believe. Searching for you I’m with all that I can ever be! Everyday I’m straightened by what my eyes can see, But now I’m alone with what’s left alive and what didn’t flee. So I’ll just keep searching for you while I search for what will be the all of me. IF I COULD FLY If I could fly, where in the world would I possibly go? Up and away my wings would carry me, My destination not known! If I could fly, I’d capture all of the Sun’s rays. Up and away! What a sight to see with such a grand milestone! If I could fly, I would always look below. Down and deep! My eyes focused only on you. My journey’s still unknown. If I could fly, I’d stay on top with memories buried to keep. Down and deep! What an experience just to fly through! Such a waste without you! If I could fly, I would soar with my best perfection. Soaring with pride! My life achieved. My destination excluding restrictions! If I could fly, I’d forever remember this glide. Soaring with pride! What a thought to preconceive. Such bright reflections! If I could fly where in the world would I possibly go? Up and away I would go only with you. My destination remaining incognito! If I could fly, I’d want to stay up and away! What an incredible zone just to pass through! Such a magnificent plateau! If I could fly, I’d fly only for you! A THOUGHT AWAY Courage under fire is what we are, Just thoughts away! Tempting moments to just let it all go. An empty world on a void day! A pillar of strength with all that we know, A thought away from a vision so far! Strength under force is what we are, Just thoughts away! Incredible force with remarkable strength is what we see. The chance to be with a chance to stay, At a consistent level with the honor that only we can achieve. We’re a thought away from the flames of a shooting star! One of the very same is what we are, Simply just thoughts away! Mountains so high and oceans so deep with all that we deem. So much unknown, There’s just so much more, It’s a given place where only we can lay! Marks of pride are held in the eyes that stand glossed and gleamed. We’re just a thought away from a world greater than our large. We’re just one thought away from the world that we all disregard. We’re just thoughts away from what it is that we really and truly are! A SILENT PRAYER A touch of silence gives me my moments in time so I gather them all. My need to completely belong is where I am with my need to wonder why. A life to live while gripping the fear and all truly too costly in expense! I find myself much too weakened to stand but held by my refusal to fall. Following you, following me, a silent prayer seems the only ally. A glimmer of hope is laced in the shadows of my cringe for despair. Desires erupt paralyzing minds and forcing the hold back of my true and genuine promise. Shimmering lights were prepared in the pathway that was laid before me, Is this really my true moment to stand with all that I am and care? Confusion strikes the words that I think when I reach for the answers that I’ve obviously missed. Holding you, holding me, the wonders of the world are bits of gentle for my eyes to see. A day of light and a night of darkness, but a purpose that stands true and complete. Vibrant sensations come to me, moments that carry me with no hidden fear. Shadows of all kinds evolve around me bringing me to a place of joy and a place to cry. Captured in an aura of newfound strength comes alive at rapid speeds through the insides of me. Now for the battle of truth that lies deep within buried alive with a life that always seems to reappear. Touching you, touching me, released into a silent prayer to cleanse, soothe, and purify. A moment completed in my time lifts me higher raising my insides up to touch the unreachable stars. I’m gripped by life and held in fear with moments to come forth with all that I am standing bare! I have found myself surrounded by the light that will always shine. Now, I stand buried alive in life with my soul deep seeded in the core of every beating heart. Feeling you and feeling me, I stand complete and bare sounding to the words of a silent prayer. FINAL FANTASY Follow me and I will follow you only to sacrifice and pledge my soul. Now known only as one! Soaring in the winds with rapid inspirations exploding one by one, It is your final fantasy to live again! Victim of suicide revealed by fate and conquered by the depths of love, Life of life has just begun! The warmest touch begs respect for the quality found deep within. It is your final fantasy to finally begin! Encouraged by beliefs to uphold the strength of one’s destiny, Yet, embraced with one final and endless thought! A kiss of pleasure obscures the kiss goodbye, Accompanied with its warmth to pleasure your need! It is your final fantasy to bow down for these borrows and trade. Subtle with perfection you are as pure as a white dove. Your desire is to never ever get lost with what you’ve caught. Insensitive delights begin to dwell from deep within, You burn and ache for a place to finalize where it is that you belong. It is your final fantasy to conquer these steps in which you alone have made. Sacrifice those objectives captured and held in your time! Acknowledge your very own self with the quality known only by the depths inside of you! Fly away with me, but only for a moment. Embrace only that which enlightens the moment seized! It is your final fantasy to touch and feel everything that you never knew. Life is our mystery, yet we uphold its true value with our righteous dignity. Harvest your life moment by moment, Make it your very own prey for the little ones who never knew. Gather the sensations and absorb life as you breathe in your every breath of air. It is your final fantasy to indulge with the intrigued and explore all of these parts inside of you! Release yourself from the depths of love and find what it is that you truly seek. Life of life has finally just begun! Looking up and looking down but never looking all of the way around, The loss of control is the loss that you will gain! It is your final fantasy to whisper in the dark and to cry in plain sight. Open minds with open hearts capture the true essence, for they completely belong! Spirits fly and soar through life with so much energy powered with intensity’s strength. They find the treasures you’ve always sought but have never found. Your final fantasy is to escape your darkness and to find yourself inside of this beaming ray of light! these are copy righted poems of ann rich

Rising Up My Star In the midst am I, sitting and waiting for my day in the Sun. I am toasting and roasting to a new name I swear as mine. Cute and cuddly I may be, but watch out I will cross a line. I will step over you, him and her just to be all the way done. I am gaining much ground as I am uncontainable as I am much fun. I have mastered galaxies passing forbidden zones and I am just fine. Laughter with looks all in awe, meet and form inside of me as I shine I am the main matrix centered in you, it is where my existence begun. I will throw you a clue, I will jump in your bed. Leaving you in my lieu, Being all up in your head! You all will know I am not all that far. Look up and see me rising up my Star. ® Registered: 2009 Ann Rich

Tick, Tock! Tick, Tock! It is time for me to dock. I’m a whisper in the air and an heir. I’m proclaiming my share that is fair. Tick, Tock! Time unwinds the clock. Tick, Tock! I, you should never mock. I’m a dream so rare pierced by a glare. I’m a flare blaring and I’m always there. Tick, Tock! I hold all stock, I am a rock. Once or twice, I bailed you out, But now I see I have no choice. I scream with an Almighty shout. I’m the sound and I’m the voice. Your time runs out and verily ye all shall see, All power with glory shines only through me. ® Registered: 2009 Ann Rich

FATHER You are the seed that planted the one and only me. I am your bloom that sprouts the flowers you generously water. Without you there’d be no master key. As the Sun sets in the West I shall rise in the East just so it is you I can see. Father, it is your heart that I can make solemnly flutter. You are the branch that I sit upon each and every wondrous day. I am the leaf that blows away to crumble and dry every single season. Without me there’d be no crops planted to show you your rightful way. As the Moon’s full you’ll sit empty as my fruits harvest where they’re sown to lay. Father, it is I that gives you your breath and every bit of your only reason. The skies shall light way up and the Stars shall be much too bright. I am your day Sir, but you father are undoubtedly my night. Father, I am your perfect white dove and your little lamb. The Oceans of deep and the Mountains of height, Seeded by your breathing life, I’m the only thing you have honestly done right. Father, I only breathe because you are why I see I even am. (C) Copyright: 1997 Ann Rich

THE TRAINER The Trainer is skilled and knowledge is real. Precision is marked and the course lain out. Training is everything without a doubt. A lesson here, a lesson there, we are certified by the Trainers seal. Perfection and direction, a challenge we must all meet. Teaching and lecturing the trainer’s words are written on a blank sheet. The Trainer is the one, teaching us where it all begun. Articulate balancing the scales, making us ready for truth or dare. Testing and provoking the thoughts that we all must compare. The Trainer is held and is responsible to the reality we all shall bare. Listen here and listen there, eventually we shall have some fun. The Trainer teaches us that it is our principle to be all in one. The Trainer is considered perfect even when the job is done. The Trainer is the one we all must eventually share. (C) Copyright: 2007 Ann Rich

“THE PILLOW OF PASSION” May you rest your head on the pillow of passion! Rising above the big white clouds with dreams of only yours! May you look down and view the Oceans of a spectacular blue, Drifting further and further only to come closer to the warmth of the rising Sun! Forever afloat in your thoughts and lifted higher with dreams of the perfect lover. As the love slowly flows through your knight will ride the calm winds with you. May your dreams touch the hearts that are pure and forever true! Rising above the big white clouds with its many pale and gentle colors! May you look up into the huge bright sky and view the stars with its many interconnected connections, Drifting further and further along, your dreams of your lover become a living part of you. Forever afloat and winding the hands of time, a New World you have now entered. As the love flows through, may you and your knight ride the winds in the very same direction! Together forever, lying in the fragrance of gentle flowers in bloom on the pillow of love’s tender passion! (C) Copyright: 1997 Ann Rich

Parvenu It all came to me simply right out of the blue. I was up against those war raging winds again. I rose up to a failure of my life way back when. But it was just like that and immediately I knew. Abba they cry to my Father, Please! Please renew. We are just crying out for we all come through sin. We’re sin sick and don’t honor where we’ve been. It is in the air it is in the water it is definite parvenu. Give me my purpose give me meaning for being in this. I will absorb it and transform it to thought of my matter. I shall come out negative or positive but blowing a kiss. My thoughts my feelings my life already are in a shatter. Devastatingly I have been denied, But miraculously, I have survived. © Copyright: Ann Rich 2008