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Will Be Offline For A While!!!
"PLEASE NO WORRIES,I'M FINE" Don't worry none for me, because the stars above are shining on the next path i must travel. Taking a new course in this life and making sure not to mess up everything as i usually do. Knowing now that even i, a backwoods redneck, have a calling i must go to, although as of yet, i do really do not know what it is. Just hoping that the courage i have will carry me on through. I am now and shall always be a man who seems to care for others, often way too much. This heart residing in my chest has been broken and shattered so many times, that it has become accustomed to the pain. Maybe i shall never figure out just why so many loved ones and friends have gone on ahead of me, but sitting here now, i know i have some purpose i must fulfill in this life before i go insane. There is one certain young lady who has really opened my eyes to what true love and pain is really all about. At times i feel like i am invisible to her in many ways
#philosophy (chat Logs)
I used to frequent #philosophy on dalnet in IRC a while back, and today out of boredom decided to join again. Reading through my logs I realized there is a lot of good stuff in there! So I decided to blog it. Here is an excerpt from today :) Session Start: Tue Feb 17 12:19:07 2009 Session Ident: #philosophy * Now talking in #philosophy * Topic is 'Seven signs of current evolution:' * Set by hughw on Thu Feb 12 18:48:01 #philosophy url is !topic -The_Oracle- Welcome to #Philosophy. Visit our website at Topic: What is time? - man.. I haven't been in this room since... * Aeloi checks logs hi sep of '07.. how did I go all of '08 without any #philosophy chit-chat? * Aeloi sighs heavilly 2008 was a dark age for me apparently measurement of time depends on change didn't we discuss
Apparently, I'm It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm terrified of frogs 2. I have obsession with rubbing and tracing a persons cold ears 3. My dad broke my nose when I was 12 on purpose 4. I still save the crunchberries for last when I eat Captn Crunch 5. I'm slowly learning I am a beautiful girl worthy of love and happiness *with a little help * 6. I enjoy guy on guy porn 7. Mommie Dearest is my all time favorite movie 8. I once smashed a girls head into the school bus window because she called me a bitch 9. I attempted suicide when I was 12 and my grandmother saved me 10. I would go insane without the Fu and my friends I have made here.
My Little Corner Of The Universe
For those who don't know what's been going on with us of late.. here it is.. Friday February 6th my daughter Chelsea (10 years old) was up at 3 am practically screaming in pain, we took her to the children's outpatient clinic at the one hospital in town, they thought it might be her appendix and sent her for an ultrasound and instead of that, they found a kidney stone. The first person said it was 4 mm but later we were told 5 mm. They said they expected her to pass it over that weekend, and sent us home with a prescription for codeine if she had another bout of pain, and that was that. That Saturday night she was in some terrible pain, the codeine didn't help but it did eventually settle for her. She was a bit crampy that Sunday but was otherwise fine the rest of the week. We figured she must have passed the stone Saturday night and just missed catching it in the sieve they'd given her. She was fine at school and all seemed well. Saturday February 14th she was in excruciat
Please Help ~bratt~ And Rate 1 Pic Please
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Crazy Quizzes
Your Ninja Name is Annoying Artist Get your Ninja Name at Your Smurf Name is Insane Smurf Get your Smurf Name at How Will I Die Quiz You will die at the age of 85You will die by drowning in your own body sweat Find out how you will die at
My Life
I just wanna say thank you for all who sent me kind & thoughtful emails about dad. I just have no reason to be on here or anywhere on the computer as I try to deal with his passing & try to build a life to where I’m not tearing up. Some of you that I’ve gotten to know on here have asked me what happened & I appreciate all of the concerns. Instead of repeating myself, I’ll just explain here… Dad had a leg infection called Cellulitis. Since his regular doctor didn’t send him to the hospital to be treated like last year when he had it, my sister that dad lived with dragged him to the ER (literally) the night of Aug 30th cause he was having symptoms of Sepsis. The following day which was suppose to be a happy day cause it was Shaun’s birthday, he went into Septic shock which made him stop breathing & had cardiac arrest. Took them 14 minutes to get a pulse & was transferred to their ICU. They don’t know how long we wasn’t breathing so they
Sexually Frustrated
I've never had a cavity or a tooth that was sore Never had what is called a: 'sweet tooth' I leave empty handed from many a candy store Give me the steak instead of a Baby Ruth On Halloween, offer me tricks rather than treats Not to belittle others, it's just not my way I thought I was a man that did not crave sweets Then fate froze me at your candy display It is said that people get wiser as they get older I am happy where fortune has placed her Just as beauty exists in the eye of the beholder Sweetness lies in the tongue of the taster My favorite candy is golden wrapped in a soft and curvaceous veil It's spectacular how, when I look at you, I can feel my heart inhale My favorite candy walks, and talks, and laughs, and can even sing I want you to totally realize all the pleasure and joy that you bring Skin just like cotton candy; it melts in my hand Aroma combines lavender and spearmint You: my Ginger Bread freak, Me: a lucky woman Your sweet
Know Your Enemy
What does Al Qaeda want? Their goals are relatively simple. The want to drive Americans from Muslim holy lands and establish pan-Arabian, fundamentalist Islamic rule in every area worldwide that has a significant Muslim population. They want to destroy what they see as the profane influence of the West on all Muslims and all Muslim-populated areas. If that involves killing every “infidel” they run across, so be it. What does Al Qaeda mean? The term in Arabic simply means “the base” which refers to the concept that the organization should serve as a launching pad or base of operations for a global Islamic revolt against the West. What is Al Qaeda’s history? The organization grew out of the fundamentalist “Services Office,” which served as a clearing house for the International Muslim Brigade opposed to the 1979 Soviet Invasion of Afghanistan. Later in the 1980s, the Services Office – which was run by Osama Bin Laden – recruited, trained and funded thous
"newest" Tagged!
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am a frustrated “jock” – career ended with a shoulder injury back in the day. 2. I have taught high school for a llllllllllllong time. 3. I love steamed clams. 4. Music is my life. 5. I had many musical performance opportunities when I was a “kid”, including the White House for President Johnson (boy am I old…lol) 6. I enjoy surfing the “net”. 7. Coaching my son’s baseball team is my favorite thing to do (8 years now). 8. One of the bands I played in as a youth produced a “record”…yes, I said record…remember the vinyl days??? 9. I have composed several pieces of music for my choi
I am going to be making salutes for friends in the next few days. I need to know if you want one. Once school starts I will be busy smacking my head on the desk so if you want it to be pretty,you need to tell me now. Cuz I am thinking the dark circles and bruises are not gonna look great for one. Okie dokie pokers...let me know in this and I will get to it.
Some Ppl Have No Sense Of Humor
Today went I arrived home. I went to my home page & had a shout that stated, "THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH PREGNANT WOMEN U SICK BASTARD". This is in reference to my status, "want birth control, date a pregnant chick lol". She then blocked me so I could not reply to her comment. I am wrong for my status? Many ppl (mostly women) have told me it was funny. I don't find anything wrong with pregnant women. I think they are beautiful. I even feel bad for single pregnant women cuz they have to go through it alone and most guys don't want to date a pregnant woman. I am a single father of 2 boys that I love dearly. I have nothing but compassion for expecting mothers. Basically what I am asking. Is my status msg/joke wrong & offensive OR is it funny & this bitch just has a stick up her ass with no sense of humor????? P.S. If you what to know who it is , just ask
My name is ChrisI am three,My eyes are swollenI cannot see,I must be stupidI must be bad,What else could have madeMy daddy so mad?I wish I were betterI wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommyWould still want to hug me.I cant do a wrongI cant speak at allOr else im locked upAll day long.When i'm awake i'm all aloneThe house is darkMy folks aren't home   When my mommy does come homeI'll try and be nice,So maybe i'll just getOne whipping tonight.I just heard a carMy daddy is backFrom Charlies barI hear him curseMy name is calledI press myselfAgainst the wallI try to hideFrom his evil eyesIm so afraid nowI'm starting to cryHe finds me weepingCalls me ugly words,He says its my faultHe suffers at workHe slaps and hits meAnd yells at me more,I finally get freeAnd run to the doorHe's already locked itAnd I start to bawl,He takes me and throws meAgainst the hard wallI fall to the floorWith my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continuesWith more bad words spoken,'I'm sorry!', I screamBut it's
St Patricks Day Auction
ST. PATRICK'S DAY AUCTION Ending: Tuesday, March 17th Midnight EST (9pm Fubar Time) AUCTION INFORMATION: * Auction will be for fubucks AND/OR cash/bought gifts. * Auction open to anyone * No entry fee to participate * Auction will run for one week and end on St. Patrick's Day night * Person with the most Auction Picture Rates will win a bling pack * Top winners in the auction will be auctioned off again LIVE in DDR for fubucks only (number to be determined by total number of entries, minimum of top 5 entries) To enter, Contact Contest Hostess: dj nilla ~owner of ~DIRTYDEEDSRADIO.COM~ @ fubar
The Body Jello Shots
so I guess the question I have is....why do people let fubar control them? The meaning of this being, when someone start to get into a lounge and starts gettin blings and gifts and everything from the pople in the lounge....why is the lounge the only people they focus on? Why do people sit here and bitch about wanting rates yet when they get them dont give them back. ive rated many people over the past few months and havent gotten shit in return! why? is it because im not in a lounge? is it because I dont have money to waste on a little graphic? probably so. You get new comers that talk to you for a second and then are just gona because all this other dumb stuff comes up and they act like you have just be come insignificant to their well being. I dont get it, ive been stuck at my level for almost two years now WHY?! im on here everyday!! rating all the time! I dont get it, can someone help me out here!! ive made graphics, ive made morphs, this, that and the other just havent s
Some Of My Words
my life is the dark the dark is my life i become blind in the light but i can see in the dark the light brings nothing but pain and hate the dark brings me peace and love i fear the day but love the night that is why my time is spent in the darkness with out light i hear bloodscreams in my nightmare dreams i see people laying dead blood flowing down the streeswashing pver my every part pf the street the bad thing is my blood screams i hear in my nightmare dreams
Path To
I've been nowhere And I didn't get there fast A third of my life rushed by me Leaving only an empty past sure there were good times, bad times, and times I can't recall, wish I could remember I may have enjoyed those most of all she had wildflowers in her hair and a look in her eyes like she just didn't care i took another look and saw so much more as her soul's window widened she opened up the door i knew she was the one and i knew she was my amore i knew she was the one why did i have to be so wrong to be so sure Did I get where I was going, or should I be on my way Too much waiting for tomorrow Not enough living for the day So much has passed me by So much have I left behind So much is gone forever Leaving just my twisted mind Reaching out for the here Diving into the now Until it no longer wants me Then graciously I’ll take a bow, get back on my path to nowhere It’s always felt like home someh

some times when you lest expect the ones who you think wouldn,t help you does and prays for you because sometimes you need extra help in everyday life because they,re people who would rather see you sink and not servive than servive in life. sometimes we  forgett the real reason that we celibrate Christmas and get caught up in buying gifts and making us misserable trying to please others in getting what they want for Christmas by running from store to store in hoping that they will find what they are getting for others in our own lives. I miss being around my family of fire fighters that I grew up around because there was a speacal bond between us ,my dad was a firefighter thats how I got to know what a speacal talent and love they have for each other and kids espeacally the ederally and pets .
Thank Your Cooper
Why does your heart grow doubtful dear? Tense and beating, full of fear. I keep with me your everlasting love, and bless the day God sent you from above. You remain my angel and I feel that I must, tell you that within you, you have my trust. My love is the tide, your soul is the shores, you have my heart, do I have yours? I'll belong to you till the very end, and you will forever stay as my lover and friend. It has been so good like this from the start, so darling please, trust me with your heart.
Life Sucks
    Well to all that actually come to my page and rate and comment and well just say hi how are you doing. This is for you. I have been struggling over the last few months and I have gotten to a point where I do not think I am going to be able to continue to pay for my internet service. As much as I have thoroughly enjoyed making some very awesome friends on here, I will miss ya'll the most. I have some of your's personal info like Yahoo IM or a phone number to chat with. I will be able to stay in touch with you guys. I am not getting rid of my profile here...... I will only be on when ever I visit someone who has internet until I can afford to get it turned back on. I am not sure when it will be turned off so I hope it will not be in the middle of a conversation with one of you......                                                                ok so a few have said here and outside about fee dial up..... have ya ever used it?  fubar would crash the connection within five seconds ...
Wanna Really Be Fu Owned?
Thank You Angels
Thank you every one who stopped by last Friday April 24th to show me your love. I was totally caught off guard and very much overwhelmed by all the support I was shown. My day stared off terrible and thought I might even be going to the hospital. But after a little rest things were better. I came on-line only to find out my real life daughter Tracie and Darklady cooked up the idea to get me to DISCIPLE. With a gift of an auto 11 from Tracie and a beautiful bulli made by DarkLady, I was set to go. And go I did! So much love poured in from so many wonderful Angels, I was in tears the better part of the day. There were ticker tapes, blasts and pimp outs, bombs from everywhere in FuLand, new friendships made, and Angels clicking away. When the auto ended, it was unbelieveable! Here are just some of the highlights: 2,441,007 POINTS EARNED      14,867 PICTURE RATES             58 BOMBS               1 TICKER TAPE               1 BLAST               5 PIMP OUTS Thanks to all you won
I Don't Care How Many Friends I Lose Over This!!!!!!!
Month OneMommyI am only 4 inches longbut I have all my organs.I love the sound of your voice.The sound of your heart beatis my favorite lullaby.Month TwoMommytoday I learned how to suck my thumb.If you could see meyou could definitely tell that I am a baby.I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.It is so nice and warm in here.Month ThreeYou know what MommyI'm a boy!!I hope that makes you happy.I always want you to be happy.I don't like it when you cry.You sound so sad.It makes me sad tooand I cry with you even thoughyou can't hear me.Month FourMommymy hair is starting to grow.It is very short and finebut I will have a lot of it.I spend a lot of my time exercising.I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toesand stretch my arms and legs.I am becoming quite good at it too.Month FiveYou went to the doctor today.Mommy, he lied to you.He said that I'm not a baby.I am a baby Mommy, your baby.I think and feel.Mommy, what's abortion?Month SixI can hear that doctor again.I don't
The Reason I Love You
I love you because you make me happy I love you because you make me feel safe and secure I love your smile I love the way you say my name I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would put me down. I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worry about what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am. No matter what my faults may be. I love being able to wake up with you by my side... It makes my days better At night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, and feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand... reality hits that you are not a dream YOU ARE MINE. I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like there is no tomorrow And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable. I love your laugh I love hearing your voice I love
Self Reflection
This is my first blog ever so it might just suck ass. This is just some things I have been thinking about. For some reason over the past month or so I have found myself lying in bed staring up at the ceiling not being able to sleep. Now i don't like dwelling on the past but that is what has been keeping me up. I have found myself reviewing my life over and over, wondering what could have been or why I made the choices I have made. Some times I just wish I could change a few things I have done or doing stuff I was to afraid to do at the time. I have made plenty of bad choices in my life. But I also know those choices and there outcome are what made me who I am today. In the past I have trusted people who I thought were my friends that ended up screwing me over big time. but I have also screwed over friends who I now wish I didn't cause the were good friends. I also wounder why every time there is something I want more than anything in the world I can never have it. I wounder why wh
Fubar Family
you know its funny there are a few people i would say are my friends on here and then there are thos who are more then just friends and thos are family even tho not in the same way as  related family but you get the point   so anyways i was going thu my list to see of the ones who i added as my family who i talk to some times more then i do others people  i was a little hurt to know that some of them have taken me off there list but quickly got over it i only put people in my family if i know them well and have talk to them more then a few times. to me puting someone in your family is a special treat and so is the meaning of the word friendship however some forget that. it seems i might not be on today due to the fact since i dont really have any family iam going to sepend it with my roommates and probly go to a movie or something to do to get out of the house
Lost And Lonely
i sit here alone waiting for hope that one day i'll finally be able to stand up and say no to the one thing in this world that has always had a hold over me. no matter what i do it seems that i will always give in to my heart it has a cotroll over me that i just dont understand i've been hurt so many times by this pain that i live with every day for the past 4 years but how happy i become when she comes back even just to be friends i know ill get hurt every time but i am in love with this person so much i guess im willing to put up with the pain but at least i can feel something in this lonely heart. im 40 and getting older my life is not what i wanted but i deal with it hopeing one day the  one thing in my life i need will finally come true and that one thing is true love as i go thruogh this life i come to realize that some people  will never find that love and im starting to think i am one of those people.  i love this person more then my own life how ez i could give it up just t
Tragedy In Iraq - Pls Bring Our Troops Home!
  American soldier kills 5 comrades in Iraq rampage   BAGHDAD -- An American soldier opened fire on comrades yesterday afternoon inside a combat stress clinic at a large U.S. military base in Baghdad, killing five and wounding three in an attack that prompted officials to promise to try to ease the strain on troops deployed to war zones. The gunman was taken into custody shortly after the 2 p.m. shooting at Camp Liberty, part of a sprawling military installation near Baghdad international airport, U.S. military spokesman Lt. Col. Brian Tribus said. The military did not identify the gunman or shed light on what his motive may have been. Colonel Tribus said the gunman's name will be disclosed when and if charges are filed. Defense Secretary Robert Gates and President Barack Obama vowed to conduct a thorough investigation. "I would like to express my horror and deep regret for today's shooting incident," Mr. Gates said at a briefing. "Such a tragic loss of life at the hands of our o
Demos For Tech And Mz.liz
  RATING REVOLUTION ROLL CALL! In order to become a member of our family, you must R/F/A all family members... In your friends request it must state joining RR by Mz. Liz, Lady St Claire, Queen Ice Cold, Dee75 or Tech N9ne. These are the only people who can put you through role call, so you must include your recruiters name in the request. If you are already friends with a member
How To Understand My Lingo
I can't figure it out. I'm not quite sure what the hell to think. Here's my dilemma:   There are women out there who look like absolute slop. Not only that, they treat their men like slaves, ie: force them to work two jobs so they can stay at home and spend money, don't clean, don't cook, never make love, and call them horrible names. But their men are the most devoted, kind, loyal, caring men on the planet. Now me, I'm the kind of woman who likes to work for a living, loves to take care of people, share everything I have, loyal to a fault, putting my needs dead last (literally), bend over backwards to make everyone else happy kind of person, yet the guys I fall for just so happen to only want me as a friend. At most, a fuck buddy. Now, I refuse to change who I am. And I refuse to accept a man who is going to treat me like crap. I would love to find just one man who is going to be not only my best friend, but be with me and ONLY me for the rest of our lives. I didn't realize that
My Witty!
It was a dark and stormy night.......... I was sad and depressed, I got on fubar and i stumbled across the most gorgues woman I have ever met.... I kept seeing her sneak into my bogs all the time I knew she was the  one for me......I bought her.... then Mr A thoguth it was funny the fing bastard to make me have a biding war... It was on the bastard would never take my Witty away.. The other night I received a phone call from Mop... he said hold on and clicked the other line.... I heard this girl voice and I realized it was my beloved Witty... the first time i ever heard her voice, I knew we had a connection..... We GIRL SCREAMED...... mop cried... I love my Witty she makes me laugh and smile.. I hate it when she goes to look for jobs cause i cant love her all day... shes my one my only WITTY......I LOVE YOU   Wicked
"life" By My Son
Life It Gets Harder As You Grow, You'll Lose Friends, Family, And More Than You'll Ever Know. Time Will Fly By And It'll Keep Getting Faster, And In One Day, Turn From Perfect To A Complete Disaster. Things Will Continue To Happen As Unexpected As The Rain, And The Thing That Brings You Joy Will Be The Same Thing That Causes You Pain. Your Children Will Advance From Crawling To Reading Books, And Then Thier 18 Before You Can Take A Second Look. The One You Use To Love Swore They'll Never Break Your Heart, In The End Not Only Breaks It, But Tears It Apart. But If It Wasn't For The Things That Make You Frown, Then The Happiness Would Never Keep Your Feet On The Ground. So Keep Life Precious For There Is No Second Ride, So To Have A Good Life Or A Bad Life? Well That's For You To Decide.   I HAVE COME TO THE END OF MY ROPE HERE... I HAVE GIVEN AND GIVEN AND GIVEN ON HERE AND I HAVE NEVER ASKED FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN.... ONCE IN A GREAT WHILE ILL SHOW UP IN YOUR SB ASKING TO
What I Expect From Staff Members Of Nbh
ok it's about time i put one of these up. most of ya'll know how i am and what kind of person i am. those that don' close attention. i am a very laid back kind of guy, and i will give everyone a chance. i don't play around with bs and i take care of mine. i have stood up for my staff members always and will continue to do so...with that bein said. my expections:   Greeters: your job is to greet people as they come into the lounge. no matter whether you know them or not.get them involved in them feel at home.   Head Greeters:make sure the greeters are doin their jobs...and greeting as well.if you know of people you'd like to have as a greeter. you have the liberty of bringing that person in.   Promoters: your job is to bring people in anyway you know how. bully's,personal (hit them up in sb),advertise...tell them what we are like and see if they want to be a part of it.   Head Promoters: same as promoters...but also to make sure they are doin their part.
Who Wants A 100k & A Bling ?
Trying to level ad could usesome help. I will have Auto 11's on for the next 2 days tll Friday 9:40am Eastern time. I am offering 100k and a Bling for all of my pics rated. Just comment the last pic in each folder, so i can keep track. And private message me when you are done rateing all pics so you can receve payment.               Thank You,                         Steve
Victory To Denial To Loser
Liberal Idiots
I hear it everyday, not from Conservatives. It is the ringing in my ear of the leftist agenda. It incorporates everyone to pay higher taxes at some point. Not yet however, they want to tax American citizens to control everything and everyone. Where is our leader. Our real Conservative leader. Not a leftist leaning Republican, but a real Conservative. One that will be better than Reagan. One that will, as part of their administration do away with, ACORN and the ACLU? One that will decrease taxes way below the world average to bring back the diversity of jobs to regular Americans who need them. One who will appoint judges from a Conservative view rather than a leftist radical view. Not everyone knows how to manage their money. People need jobs. Incentives to create more business and big business. Promotion of business and wall street rather than to make everyone look stupid. Take the bad guys out of their jobs rather than to demote the whole nation as money mongers. The name
I am I will be Fix it Damn you       Wicked
More About Me...
Reality & Assumptions. Good topic if you actually can sit back pick that one apart; believe it or not they go hand in hand. Think about it and if you need me to explain it too you (LOL) let me know. Hardship of time &space creates nothing except a hole; containing what was possible to believe in and the dispare of dreams. I hold on & you let go... Believing is too forget. I once wrote: "Roses may die; yet when it lived the scent carries beyond time. All can be forgotten. I still remember." Wrote 2003 by: John Belcher I am one of just those guys; that's already had those times in life and done the crazy-boy stuff. Laid back artist, self employed and Best of all Single Father. Just living in a harden'd world thats' forgotten what it means too really have fun while existing. Who really knows what is gonna happen next...
I Am Up For Auction     So please come bid on me
                                                                               Heartbeat     Thump thump, the only sound is the beating of my heart as it echoes in my ears.  Thump thump.  My eyes slowly drift out of focus to the sound in my head. Thump thump. The outside world disappears as I draw in on myself. Thump thump, lights flash in front of my eyes to the tune of the beat, swirling and spinning in the darkness that I have gathered around myself.  Like twin universes as viewed from afar; my mind reals in fascination all bemused, I giggle to the outside world.  My body stuck slack jawed, arms at my side, the flow of the day rolls around me unconcerned.  Thump thump, the seconds slowly tic by feeling like an eternity.  The events of the past month play across the empty void, flowing in and around the orbs I have created. The way it all started, the silly smiles, the way she entertained my dreams, the eternal waiting for that fateful day to arrive, the sweaty palms, the indecision
Tears Found In Lost Memories
Before you read this, please do not let your opinions get in the way, nor do I ask for your pity, because that ship has sailed and it’s not going to change my or anyone’s past. I just read an amazing blog. Some of you know which one im talking about, most of you probably could care less, but it was an insight to a horrible time, basically a life most people could never fathom. After reading it, I ask myself, “What would you have done?” Well, I can’t answer that question, because I cannot put words to the pain, sorrow, guilt, and hatred that was brought and forced upon a family and more importantly one strong individual. I have such respect for her and will do whatever I can, to the best of my abilities, to be there for her whenever called upon. I myself have been through some extreme things in my life but they cannot and will never compare, because the deal with different people, different societies, different ways of life. It’s an action, one res
In Need Of A Few Referrals
I would like to work a deal out....for each referral you send my way, I would be more than happy to bomb you the next time I run a bomb. Please send me a private message to receive credit for your referral. Thanks !!
look im not doin this for attention or for anyone to feel sorry for me im doin this for me im taking a fubreak i'll get on n do my 11s, if u want em one day send me a sb n you can have em idc if u rate me or not when im gone u do as you please if u want my yim, aim or email just ask n i'll give it to you Josh CONTEST IS SIMPLE: I WANT YOU TO MAKE ME A PIC USING A PHOTO FROM MY "USE FOR CONTEST PIC" ALBUM. IT CAN BE ANY KIND OF PHOTO. (NOTHING OFFENSIVE PLEASE) YOU CAN ENTER AS MANY PICS AS YOU WANT. THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FROM MONDAY 12AM CENTRAL TO FRIDAY @ ABOUT NOON. RULES: ALL PICS MUST BE IN TO ME BY THURSDAY @ NOON TO ENTER. CHOOSE ONLY A PHOTO FROM THE CONTEST ALBUM. ENTER AS MANY AS YOU LIKE. SEND ME A LINK TO PHOTO IN SB/PM THERE WILL BE TWO
True Love
I want the love that everyone envies.....respect.....the laughter....2 be so connected you know what eachother are going to say next.....that you love one another so much you feel that person in your heart @ all times.....   Anyone can say I LOVE YOU but its when two hearts become one that you are true SOUL MATES.....Not everyone will experience that.....But when you do you will know it......
If anyone is going to be at or near any of these places during these times and can do me a favor,please let me know.It wont cost you anything,might even net you a little bit of something.Nothing HUGE,but I can try to return the favor somehow.GM is setting up displays of their new cars and giving away a few things.Some of you know that PK and I are Transformer Geeks and one of the give aways is a Transformer that you can only get there.If anyone is able to get us one(or two) I would be in debted for FULIFE!!It is a long shot,but who knows.Thanks in advance.   Square One today or   June 25-28 Fairview MallJuly 2-5 Sherway GardensJuly 9-12 Bramalea City CentreJuly 16-19 Fairview Mall (again)July 30-Aug 2 Eaton Centre   Reposted in new blog + edited,k thnx      if you are heading to Sherway or Bramalea, the Aveo Swerves are gone by 1-2pm on Thurs, Fri and Sat and not available at all on Sun.
Thoughts.... Ideas....
At heart I'm a very, very nervous guy always worried about making the first move or telling a girl my true feelings. This cowardice has always limited my sex life and the only times I've made love has been well into serious relationships, never having anything remotely close to a one night stand. This has one exception, a night of intense passion which I know I will never forget.That night I had seen a local band with Chris his girlfriend (Emily) and her best friend (Jennifer.) When closing time came I knew Chris wanted rid of Jennifer for obvious reasons. So I offered to walk Jennifer home whilst Chris took the car. This suggestion went down well and we set off saying our goodbyes and making future plans.It was a pleasant night and Jennifer's house wasn't too far so we just took a slow walk together. Now it may seem like a gentlemanly offer but I admit I had other motives. I was in love with Jen. We had met when Chris started going out with Emily and I had been attracted to her from t
Own A Snowman
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Mumm Within A Blog Hehehehe
Warning !!!!! This is a test of the EMERGENCY BLOGGING SYSTEM!!!!!!!!   The writer of this blog is trying to see if he can comment in "said blog"   this is just a test .....................................beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep   if this had been an actual emergency ,you would have been asked to bend over and kiss your arse goodbye  :O:O         ok ,after being dared ,by a few of the sexy mummettes ,i just want to see who amongst the "lady mummers" has me on their "to do lists".i am sorry ,that this is pretty much a "hot or not " blog ,but i am just curious .don't be afraid to say "helllllll no you aren't " ,you won't hurt my e-feelers at all .don't be afraid to let me know though if i am on your list :D :D  hehehe . well that being said ,let the mayhem insue ............... Well ,i was s
Kristin sits on fu rating. Just another day in her life or so she thought. Her phone rings and on the other end is a familiar voice that she loves hearing. The voice speaks and says "hey beautiful". A smile crosses Kristin's beautiful face. Her Cheeks turn red as she blushes, her beautiful eyes sparkle with the light of stars. Kristin replies "hey sexy". The stranger on the other end of the line smiles with joy and naughty intentions. "I want to see u, I am on my way to get u be dressed" the voice says, then hangs up. Kristin with great excitment jumps to her feet and begins to get ready. She showers thinking about him the whole time getting wet (in more ways than a shower is intended). A car pulls up and it is Kristins mystery caller. She rushes out the door and to the car. As Kristin approaches the car she feels eyes on her watching her every move. Those eyes travel up and down her body enjoying everything they see. The door is opened and as Kristin sits down she feels a hand on her
~clever Women~
read to the very bottomA woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods.> > She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap.> > The frog said to her, 'If you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes.'> > The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, 'Thank you, but I failed to> > mention that there was a condition to your wishes.> > Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten!'> > The woman said, 'That's okay.'> > For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world.> > The frog warned her, 'You do realize that this wish will also make> > your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis whom women> > will flock to'.> > The woman replied, 'That's okay, because I will be the most beautiful> > Woman and he will have eyes only for me.'> > So, KAZAM-she's the most beautiful Woman in the world!> > For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world.> > The frog said, 'That will ma
Politically Incorrect?
My ex-husband always called our kids this nickname. He was born and rasied in Mexico and I never thought anything of it. Not til I called my daughter that at the store the other day and received a very nasty look from some woman. Now,am I being racist or politically incorrect? I don't think I am. I feel that if he always called them that and it was okay then it shouldn't be a problem for me to do the same. Maybe I am wrong,but do I look like I really give a shit anymore? Everything is politically incorrect now. Fuck it! They will always be my beaner babies and I am thinking it was a good thing I didn't call her my dry back baby like used to do also. I have a tendency to say "Holy Christ on a cracker!" Now,I don't say it everywhere or anywhere,but I say it. I don't really mean anything by it either. I don't mean that I looked at a cracker either and there he was,Christ sitting there looking at me. I just say it. Now,I am pretty sure it pisses off my Aunt (bible thumper big time and not
Introduction To My Friends That Don't Really Know Me...yet
The title of this "blog" is completely true. I have never "blogged" before this moment so I'm not sure if I'm going to take it the direction its supposed to go but im going to just keep going if its all the same to you lol.  My name is Justin, I was born in NE Ohio, and grew up along all the east coast with the majority of the time in South Carolina so I'm quite the hybrid with the ability to understand country, and speak yankeeish:) I joined the army june 2003...Spent a year in Korea, 2 1/2 in Iraq and a year and a half at my new home around ft carson. I recently had a divorce, and decided to come back from Ohio to Colorado for a woman who I split from in 4 days and I decided to stay out here with an old army buddy. We're getting a house in the next 6 months, cant wait to get out of a crammed apartment.  Ummmm, I will just end this with a few cool quotes for effect:) Comfort the disturbed, and disturb the comfortable When the rich wage war its the poor who die Sometimes it is a
Help My Owner
i need 3000 rates on this picture in the next 7days here is the link p=== '"> ¶PÃIÉTEß™¤Ð§Ç ¤' wrote the following at '2009-09-07 15:45:55'..>> lz help me and show me some love ty come join my mafia plz come join my lounge
Look Ma, An Idiot!
"Your blade skill has increased. You should rest and meditate on what you've learned." Fuck yes. And my awesomeness continues. Across the room, over by the computer, I hear Gimpy The Wondertard steadily babbling at herself in frustration. As usual. I figure she's trying to read again, or mayhap think. Either way, it's a huge challenge. "I'm through talking to you!" Wow, asshole...I hate Skingrad.   My GOD, would she PLEASE shut the fuck up!? It's a proven fact that someone that can only read outloud, or mutter while reading is showing signs of lower intelligence. Much akin to 'mouth breathing'. Finally she asks for help. I saw THIS coming. "Matt, c'mere...I cain't figgure this out." "Hmm?" "Whut's an animated biography?" "Obviously it's a biography that's animated." "But ah dun' git how thay want me ta' do it." "Wait...Your medical transcription class wants you to make an animated biography? That's fucking apples and oranges, lemme see what you mean." *pause* I get up, and
Thoughts On Life
i dont know what else to do. i dont know where else to go. im destroying everything in my life. i was diagnosed with bipolar and borderline when i was a teenager. im 27 now. when i turned 18, i made the decision to stop taking my meds. i didnt want to be tied to them anymore. i wanted, when people meet me, for them to actually meet ME and not my pills. ive learned to track my moods and tell whats going to be a trigger and adjust my behavior.this time is different. its never been this bad. im scared that im not going to be able to pull my self out of this one. ive ended a 9 year marriage with my pregnant wife. i have a shitty job that im trying soooo hard to fight the urge to quit. i called out of work last night to stay home and get drunk. the worst part though is, as lame as it may sound, i actually feel like "everyone is out to get me" i feel like everyone is talking $#%^ about me behind my back. i feel like if anyone is talking to me, that they have some sort of agenda, like they're
He sat at his dinning room table looking at the blood on his hands in the dim light of the streetlight coming through the back window. Tears ran down his face slowly, pink trails creasing the blood that covered his face as well. What did he do? Where did her go? Whose blood was this, his, or worse yet someone else? Soft weeping gave way to loud sobs as he buried his face into his hands again. Looking through his bloody fingers, he could see that the clock on the wall read three am in its red digital glow amid the darkness of the room. The red, he thought, looked like the color of blood. This brought a new wave of sobbing muffled by his bloody palms. "Shut yer fuckin’ hole," pierced the darkness coming from the living room. Randle did not need to look through his fingers to know who it was. He knew it was the old man, the one who always insulted him, the one who always laughed at him, the one who always made fun of him. The one who calls himself Daddy.   "Don’t talk to me
My 1st Blog
you can stck me with your knives in the side of my dawn,i really dont life in the real world SUCKS and at times ,here i'm not playgirl material,nor do i pretend to can laugh at me,ridicule me,so as long as it makes you feel good about yourself..if peace it gives you ,so be do for others in a genuine way and yes THE REAL WORLD folks as well. i dont cut you till you bleed nor do i intend to nor shall i ever..when i go to someone's site i come to view,not to only see or to get as many points as i can,i go there for the ya know what..LIKE me LOVE ME HATE ME...i'll be here long after all is said n done.. why in fu or any other site. do people rag on others by calling them hurtful names,is it a game to make those fell far superior toward others..or are they in need of a real life? me ,myself i comment in my own manner and none of it hurts,it why cant some seem to feel for others too..i view others sites not only see..i speak in an hones
Bling Pack Give Away!
So I'm Going To Be Gone This Weekend But I'm Going To Run A Give Away! I will give a 12 Credit Bling Pack To The Person That Rates The Most Pics On Saturday! Comment the first pic in each folder and the last then PM me with the amount you rated! Last comment on folder and PM must be before 11:59pmEST / 8:59pm FuTime. Bling Pack Will Be Given On Sunday Night. Have Fun And Rate ALOT!
2012, a subject i can talk about for hours..i really believe that something life changing to our planet will happen arnd that time frame. all the different prophecy's and natural disasters happening more intense every day. Mayan Ancestors, December21 2012 GALACTIC ALIGNMENT, Nostradimous, The Book Of Revelations, Newton, Einstein, Darwin, Global Warming, Sun peaks, I Ching, Indian prophecies.Global Warming needs to be addressed to congress way before other things..and they need to wake up!!  i mean they are the government, u think they have undercover files that hold info on all this and yet they just ignore ignore ignore. they are pumping 72million tons A DAY of CO2 into our protective ozone and its heating up our planet and one day our planet EARTH, the place we love and call home, is going to say enough & flush us out like the trash we treat her as..all the government has to do is say ok thats enough we have to GO GREEN & delay this destruction before its too seems to me th
Police Your Mumm
Today I posted a Mumm that was completly SFW in its content. This Mumm upset the Mummers so badly they posted NSFW comments on it. I didn't think this would be an issue since I'm not the one that posted them, so I let them stay. About 3 hours after I posted this Mumm I got a message from Fubar Support saying that my Mumm had been deleted because it was NSFW and my Fubar account was in jepordy of being deleted as well. After going to the Fubar Help Lounge, I became aware that I, not the Mummers, am responsable for the comments the Mummers post on my Mumm. So, the bottom line here is POLICE YOUR MUMMS! You, not the Mummers, are responsible for the comments posted in them. If NSFW comments are posted your Mumm can be deleted and possibly your Fubar account as well! P.S. From this day forward ALL comments on ALL pages concerning George Feelsgood must be approved before they will be posted.
Singlez In The City
Hey Everyone!! Just a reminder that Our launch party for Singlez in The City is this Thursday, August 27th, starts at 7pm. The party is at the stylish WXYZ Bar in the aLoft Hotel (owned by W Hotel). There will be dancing, drinks, and fun people to mingle with. We are expecting a minimum of 150 people there! Its also a great party to network. We are giving SWAG away; $50 gift certificates to Lime, Indulge, Hapa Sushi, and much more! We also have a few semi-celebs coming...Issa from 95.7, Bailey from 93.3 and Jesse from the bachelor!!Its $25 if you RSVP online, otherwise it's $35 at door. Click the link below: enjoy the party and support my new job! Emily Hey Everyone! I'm just starting out as an event planner and I'm doing singles events! so every one that lives in colorado should come check out my event! It should be so awesome! rsvp and get more info at  
Man Rules
To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine... And those who don't.   As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom,In beer there is freedom,In water there is bacteria.In a number of carefully controlled trials, Scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, At the end of the year we would have absorbed More than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. Coli) - bacteria   Found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop.. However,
Comment on this BOMB list if you wish to be in here:   1. Dani 2. Jesta 3. Gavin 4. Cell 5. Tanniss 6. STONECOLD 7. BAY 8. JENIQUA 9. JEN 10. LUSCIOUS 11. CRUEL IRONY
The Bass Blog
Be Jealous. I'm Going ;) seeing Borgore Tonight with Ms Rosanne. Tha Darkmatter Crew be responsible for this one!
Never Forget...
  I think we never should forget 9/11. Even i'm not american my heart is since 9/11 every year on this day in NY!All the pll who left their life in the towers and all those who left their lifes trying to save lifes. I think we all should show Respect to those ppl. To the great Firefighters, Policeofficers and all those who didn't mind to risc their life for other ppl and as well to the families who the one who lost their life, left behind. So can you remember what you did on that day?I can! I was just comming home from the doc with a terrible cold i did catch, as i turn on the TV and watched like always N-TV first. As i switched it on i saw already the first tower with the smoke. At that time they were talking about if it was an accident. They did show a video someone took from the first plane crushing in, and as the speaker was talking about it i saw the secend plane behind coming. I first thought it is the video of the first plane as i realized that the first tower is stil
Latest On Mom
******Last Update******   Mom was discharged from the hospital today, came home to me and the hospice nurse has been to see her and the rest of my family.  She is resting relatively well, but is now on morphine and another laundry list of meds.  The nurse seemed to think she has 2 weeks or less left.  When we visited with her yesterday, she told us the drs said there is no hope and she said it as though she has accepted that.  I have made peace with this and have told her I love her and that it is ok for her to leave this earth and join her brother, parents and the rest of her relatives in heaven.  She is solely my responsibility during the day and my brother, although sleeping at my house still has to go to work for now.  You all have been wonderful in your support of both my mother and me and I thank you profusely for all of your words of comfort. I will try to be on occasionally while she sleeps to tell all of you personally, but can't promise how much that will happen. May God bl
Raven's Blogs
Everything Else...;)
A little bit of venting..or bitching however you want to take it.  Yes even I have those days. :)  Lets start off with..I am old school FU..been here almost 2 years...and I like the old ways.  I am where I am on here not because of people buying me stuff. or HH after HH...blast after balst..or ticker after ticker.  I got here from the help of my friends and to that THANK YOU ALL. I do like to level..but as I see with this is GREED and the abuse of friendships; I am not sure if I really give a shit about leveling. OVA a BILL to get a spotlight!!! thats fukking ridiculous!!  As my stat once said.." There is a person on the other side of the computer screen..with that said, there are feelings and a heart, not just a credit card and wallet."  People have to work hard now with all the shit that is going onwith our economy.  I know some of you just dont give a shit..but KARMA is a bitch. Remember that! Im not saying that people shouldnt spend money on what they want...but dont
Touchy Subjects....
To start this one off I will say that I am happy with what I have going on in my life, but lol.. there is always a I know that some people will object to what I have planned or what is going on... All I can say is that I am sorry ahead of time but I will live my life the way I want and I want to be happy... I am used to making everyone else happy before myself but I think its time for a change. I am happy with the way things are progressing in my life... I know some stuff can still be better but I plan on making it that way soon whether some people like it or not. I love my friends to death and would do anything for them but a few I'm not sure about anymore because I don't need people that are "supposedly good friends" to be talking behind my back and callin me names. I hate fake people and I don't need those types of people in my life. For my true friends that will reacd this I thank you with all my heart for being there for me and want you to know I am about to begin a n
This Is Stupid
My Stories
It's about noon already. I'm standing outside with her while she takes a fifteen minute break at her work. It's just us out here, no one else at her job smokes and you can't see the back of the building from the road. She wraps her arms loosely around my shoulders in an embrace and kisses my neck. "So have you missed me this week, Lover?" she asks in a kitten like purr. She pulls back to look in my eyes while running her hands down my shoulders, cupping my breasts in her hands and squeezes them. My body reacts to her touch and I feel myself get damp. "You know I have, Baby." I reply. I gently push her against the brick wall and kiss those full lips before she can get her cigarette out of the pack. I run my tongue over her lips, tasting the vanilla lip balm she always wears. "You should come to the office tonight and let me show you how much I've missed you" I say moving my mouth over to her neck. "I've got an idea, Baby, how about I give you a sample of what you'll get
Inner Thoughts
Today I get to work early. By a half hour at least. And then just start to work, usually I wait until it is time for me to start, today I felt like starting early for some reason. Then an hour goes by, everything is cool. Thats when one of my coworkers asks me how my new years was, I say it was fine in a "I'm kind of busy here" tone. Afterall I had a knife in my hand and was trying to pay attention to what i was doing. Thats when they make the comment, "Oh I see your going to have an attitude today." No far from it, I was intent on having a nice day doing my job. Then me and my boss get into a conversation about how I should start saving up money. Thats when I tell him I have been trying to save up money, but since the snowstorm and the two days i had off due to holidays I have been unable to save money. He tells me abotu how I should work the extra hours when I have the chance, and how I should save this taht and the other. I tell him I would much rather not talk about it right now. T
Getting To Know Me, The Real Me....
Over the last month, Fubar has changed for me. It has been brought to my attention that no one really knows much about me or where I am coming from. This has led to some drama to my friends and myself, people assuming I am this or that, I am NOT one to write much, especially about myself. Everyone is different and everyone wants to know different things, about a person. TRUST is big with me, I am not just going to open up my life and my family to anyone on here. I am a private guy, quiet, honest and truthful. I won't sit here and fill peoples heads full of crap to get things or ask for it, not my style......that's a different topic all together. I am not shy, actually very open and will talk to most about anything, I am single, and I do admit I am a flirt at times, to me it's the way I compliment, to me it is my way of trying to make someone smile and feel special, I mean no harm......but also I see that most do not take the time to get to know me back.....and most actually go tell 20
Fu Friends
Bling Beg alllllll you want....... IT HELPS ME THIN THE HERD   just dropped about 6 more of you high maintenance, whiney, bitchy, spoiled, "what have you done for me lately" point whores from my friends list... my live feed and my bartab have never been happier. im sick of reading about you asking for bling. you want to ask for stuff thats free? rates and comments... go ahead. but openly begging for people to spend REAL money on you??? Buying you bling or your VIP is about to expire??? heres an idea... stop being a spoiled fucking princess and buy it YOURSELF. but the reality is... you will trick some loser into spending God knows what on buying it for you so he can get a 7 day pass to your NSFW pics. selling pics of your tits for 40 bucks??? i bet your parents are proud.   good riddance Simply, I DO NOT COLLECT FRIENDS. I DO NOT WISH TO BE PART OF YOUR COLLECTION. if you want to be my friend, truly be my friend, id be happy to accept your friend request. i however will no
Need 5 Mill Points In 24 Hours & Getting Bent Over
I have made it a point to keep track as much as possible (aside from trying to get much needed sleep)...and seems that Fu has gone mad and been screwing my points and deducting them from me...Fu Support sent a lame ass message back that I need to clear my browser history and they think I was looking at cached pages....I say not possible since I did do that and the point  are still being taken away....(You can see my status comments about this) I know they reset every 24 hours DER DA FUCKIN DER!!!!! This still hasn't been 24 hours!   1,471,073 of 5,000,000 points 7:19 pm 1,814,515 of 5,000,000 points needed in 24 hours-piss on it...piss on fu 3,376,158 of 5,000,000 points 5:43 3,375,905 of 5,000,000 points 5:37 3,376,071 of 5,000,000 points 5:29 3,376,215 of 5,000,000 points 5:22 3,339,545 of 5,000,000 points 4:36 3,300,227 of 5,000,000 points 3:04 3,276,079 of 5,000,000 points 2:59 3,307,119 of 5,000,000 points 2:44 3,338,334 of 5,000,000 points 2:26 3,370,271 of 5,
I Less Than 3
Your smile makes me beam and your charm sends me through the roof. I feel like I have known you forever. You take my fears away, inspiring me to dream. How lucky I am to have stumbled into you. You are always on my mind. Your the name my lips crave. Just to love someone as amazing as you takes my breath away. I love you. Just those words rolling off my lips send me into a craze. Knowing I am saying them with such passion and such truth. I love you so much! You are my world, the sun in my sky, and the twinkles in my eye. The excitement of going to Wyoming can be felt all the way to my bones. Being able to be in the arms of someone I have fallen completly and utterly in love with is the greatest feeling in the entire world. Knowing he will be just a arms reach away and the breath I feel on my neck is something I can't even describe into words.  Being able to look in the eyes of the person I love, to see his smile, and to hear his laugh; that always makes me smile is simply amazing. I lov
Lets Hear It For The Vets
By MICHAEL J. CRUMB The Associated Press  updated 11/15/2010 7:37:25 PM ET 2010-11-16T00:37:25 Share Print Font: +-DES MOINES, Iowa — A 25-year-old soldier from Iowa who exposed himself to enemy gunfire to try to save two fellow soldiers will become the first living service member from the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq to receive the Medal of Honor. President Barack Obama phoned Army Staff Sgt. Salvatore Giunta at the base in Italy where he's stationed to tell him he'd be receiving the nation's highest military honor, Giunta's father told The Associated Press. He will become the eighth service member to receive the Medal of Honor during operations in Iraq and Afghanistan. The seven previous medals were awarded posthumously. "It's bittersweet for us," said Steven Giunta, of Hiawatha. "We're very proud of Sal. We can't mention that enough, but in this event, two other soldiers were killed and that weighs heavy on us. You get very happy and very proud and then you start dealing wit
Why Not
I stopped at starbucks today and was sitting there at a table waiting for my cup o goodness.A woman comes in, smiles at me, orders her coffee, walks by and looks at my phone sitting on the table.She says, "can I look at that, I am wanting to get one, but they are not on in the store, so I dont know if I want it or not."I tell her to go ahead and show her a few things on it I show her how it works, the way the web browser works, the touch screen, how the address book works.She plays with it for a bit, gives it back and says "you have a new number in there now, you should use it later." My day is good. Dead is the new unambiguous. Bipolar is the new undecided. Heavily armed is the new born again. Bald is the new head... and the new crotch. Hairy is the new face. Sheepishly admitting to having an STD is the new flirting. Purell is the new face of fear. Finding the time that's right for you is the new impotence. The smiley-face emoticon is the new "sincerely yours." Smoking is th
A New Decade Of Change
Dear Friends,   In deep angst we are searching for magical answers to the events surrounding Occupy Wall Street and the state of this great nation as well as global affairs.   We recognize that we all hold creative and destructive force within us, this is our divine nature.    Honoring our divine nature in all its complexity, how can we come into balance?   What we know is: we have come together over many years,  trained and built relationships with each other and the sacred earth.   This is our time, where the veil between worlds is thin - to come together, a time in history, when we have built a network of witches that spans the continents.   We have the training and power to focus our wills and spirit.   We have the help of many, many spirit realms and we have the communication network to take effective action as has never been done before.   All of the psychics and sensitives have known we would be called upon someday to use this network.   Let us now each take a
My Bombing
I wanted to explain how I have been bombing. I have tried to help as much as I can anybody that wants to be bombed. I always bomb my family first. I am going to start bombing people who have a auto or bomb going and those who rate my pictures.  Those of you who think all you need to do is just ask can forget it. Its not fair to others who deserve it. If you cant find time to rate dont expect me to take the time to bomb you. Feel fortunate if your not running autos or a bomb that you even get bombed at all. When that startrf noway in hellI ever got a free ride.   Thats all folks    91vette  (Michael)
Trashy Thursday On Craigslist
Every Thursday I will find a random article of trashy clothing and post it on Craigslist with funny captions and see what we can get and during the week I will post responses: Here is the first one it is a Thong and no I am not 400 lbs it was for affect..
Aboutme And Updates (created For My Profile)
About Me and updates:I learned this from a good frieng who posts her About Me on a blog in her page, and being mine has turned into a book, I thought it was a good idea. Thanks Angel of Anguish, for being who you are and all the support (if you have already read this and dont want to reread or skip, any updates will be at the botton, dated and in short form....)About me.... well I'm a average kinda guy I guess, not unlike other average 40 seven or eight year olds Id like to think. not in perfect shape, don't plan to be, but don't drink and smoke myself too death either. A little neurotic at times, even a little moronic at times, ask any Ex. I'm here in Fuland for no other reason then to meet interesting people make new friends and of course... the chuckles, yup Im one of those, everybody knows one, Ill admit it,I'm a chuckle whore.If it looks funny..Ill laugh, some times even if it isn't!I enjoy cruzin around rating pages and pics just for the chuckles. So if ya want a chuckle or two c
Lounges... New
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New Stuff!!!
Clouds loom like the final curtain of a long running opera, as a mist form on the boulevard that just hours ago seemed so alive with possibility, hope and anticpation. The packs of hungry wolves have retreated to after hours spots and hang outs all over the city to lay the final claim on their intoxicated prey from the seemingly endlesss hunt in various bars and clubs they see as their hunting grounds. Suddenly, it begins, a faint echoing through the many historic buildings that seem like mausoleums in memory of broken dreams. With stars lining the sidewalks like headstones, the sound becomes a melody that hums the testimony of pain and tragedy, of loss and suffering. A sillhouette appears, a woman stops and asks for a light to a cigarette thats loosly packed and bent from being in her hip pocket as she walks the desolet and damp streets, she cups the flame revealing an old tattoo that reads "Louis" in a dingey gun metal bluish ink, an old flame perhaps? She takes the first hit and giv
its 4:09am. I am awake.  i want to sleep but i have a lot on my mind. so i figured, what if i write down everything thats on my mind.... well i feel better and finally go to sleep?    I don't know whats wrong me. I don't know what triggered. I was hanging out with my best friends the other day. I was kinda like the 5th wheel. It didn't bother me at all. We went to TGIF, got our grub on, got our drink on then we went to go see KICK-ASS! which by the way is super awesome. It didn't bother me at first. Not till i got home I started to think holy shit why do I feel lonely? I even put that down as my status! ha! well i think i said....loneliness welcome back to my life. I started to think about silly shit. like the little things. Who doesn't like getting a text message from someone the like that says "I miss you!" or something among those lines? lol i don't know dude. maybe i'm crazy. hahahaha. it feels good to be wanted. but it sucks when you want someone and they don't want you the sa
One more exam, one more project, two more practicals one potluck left to go and I move on to A2. I didn't feel like I was learning much this phase. What with all the time in nail jail and being taken off the salon floor to go do other things than hair. But after doing my last hair model's hair I can tell I have come a long way baby! This was a friend of a friend and her hair was in distress. she had been going to a professional but when she told me how that lady was doing her hair I was worried if I did what I wanted to her, hair was going to fall out. She had thin, finely textured hair and her past stylist was double processing it. she was coming to me for highlights but once I saw her hair I new we had to do a little more before I would let her go to her birthday party later that night. I think she might have been a little scared when she saw me. I have been letting my personal styling fall to the side while I've been dealing with the stress of exams and moving and ... well... eve
My Thoughts.
So a musician friend of mine is in a jingle competition for the Shake Weight.  Could my friends on here please go to the link below and vote for Eric Michael Hopper. he's jingle number 9.  Thanks in advance!!!     I might not be that beautiful or the sexiest...Nor have the perfect body...I might not be anyones first choice....But I am a GREAT choice...I dont pretend to be someone else....Cause I am too good at being ME...I might not be proud of some of the things I've done ....but I am proud of who I am today. Take me as I am or don't take me at all. The next town over from where I live is in a contest to win $100,000 towards a dog park. Your votes would mean SO much to me! You can vote once per day on both of the following links.     PLEASE VOTE FOR DERBY, VERMONT (VT)   If you could pass those links along to others it would be wonderful too! This is much needed in o
One Question
If a man walks into a bar. And the bartender knows what the guy wants to drink. Because he comes to the bar alot. But, the bartender doesnt know the mans name or anything bout him. Just that he likes a certain drink. Would it be safe to say that this could be the same as life. People dont know your name or anything bout you except that you do this certain thing. What is stopping people from asking your name or to know something about you? Are people to scared to get personable with you? Are they to afraid to even know anything bout you? Because when someone asks just one question and you cant even answer it. Maybe you dont even know yourself that well.   Maybe its time to ask one question to see where it will go. Maybe to another question. Then when you die people wont have to ask "who was this person". Because you took the time to ask one question.
Ok...So I just have to wonder....why in the hell a picture of my legs in legwarmers is marked NSFW..and a few minutes ago I saw a profile pic on a blast & the chick was half dressed. LITERALLY. I thinks it a totally cute picture...I mean id like to use one of mine like that. But WTF? My kneecaps? Im getting sick of this shit.
Long Time Here !
I've been here on and off 5 years im no top member not a fu fav by any means but i have enjoyed almost every minute of this place. ive made many lie time friends through this place it started as a social networking site now to me it just seems like a cash register but thats just my opinionas a matter of fact all of this is just an opinion my opinion i havent talked about this to anyone except maybe my uncle Dj Lincoln but just like Ms Mona he doesnt really come here anymore my first 2 years here i spent a small fortune on a site that was starting out and hell yeah i wanted to see it make it we only had my space at the time and that place wasnt very interactive and loaded with foul pedofiles and predators so when i found fu the lost cherry at the that time it was a treat many of us came here for something to do to pass the time a lot of us are disabled and dont get out much so it was perfect for us scrapper made us all feel welcomed myself included our late brother Fat Tony he was be
I will not look at this as a goodbye.I will not allow the sorrow of this event to destroy me.I will embrace what you have taught me through theyears and carry that with me.You have not died. You will forever be a part of my life,and through me you will forever be a part of mychildren's as well. We are your legacy.I am proud to have had you in their lives.I hope they inherit your charm, your good nature, and yourcharisma. I know with your influence they will grow tobecome good men.You have raised me to the best of your abilityand for that I want to thank you.Thank you for being kind, thank you for being stronger thanyou know, and most of all, thank you for loving us.You have inspired me to live life to the fullest,and never back down.I will not be taken over by the anger andfrustration of your loss.Instead, I will remember the days when I was youngand you were my hero.I will see you in my dreams.There you will forever be healthy and strong.In time, I hope to embrace your freedom, freedo
ISLAND OF FEELINGSThere was once an island where all the different feelings lived: the feelings of Richness,Vanity,Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge,  and Love.One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink. They prepared all their boats and left. Only Love remained.Love wanted to stay until the last moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help.Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me?""No, because there are many silver and gold things on my boat. I have no room for you."Love then decided to ask Vanity, who was also passing in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, help me please!""I can not help you Love. You're all wet and you might damage my boat"Sadness was close by, Love asked, "Sadness, let me come with you."."Ooh ... Love, I am so sad that I need to be alone!"Happiness also passed by Love, but he was so happy he did not even hear the call of Love!Suddenly, a voice said, "Come Love, I will
Join My Mob In Fumafia
You are the WorldCompletion, Good Reward.The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.
Weird Stuff
Coincidence? Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both Presidents were shot in the head Now it gets really weird. Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln . Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939. Both assassins were known by their three names. Both names are composed of fifteen letters.
Thoughts Please
My dear friend Kim Evans who fell over a waterfall in Sandy Utah on the 26th's body was found today I'm glad to see that she was found, It hurts still, but some sense of closure. THank you all for the thoughts and prayers on the matter.  I have an old friend from HS< who is missing. She was hiking on a first date, fell over a waterfall, body is missing, presumably dead. Please, if you are religious keep her family in prayers, if not, at least keep them in mind.
I f I had arms to hold you, and a shoulder for you to cry on, Would you cry? If my heart would melt every time I mentioned your name, Would you smile? If I had the time to kiss you once and again, Would you sigh? If I sang a tune for the world to hear, Would you tremble and shake? If I said I was hungry, Would you cook and bake? If I said I was thirsty, Would you mix me a drink? If I said I was bored, would you give me something with which to think If I said you were sexy as hell broke loose, Could I give you a goose? If the world tumbled down, and you thought I might drown. Would you turn me loose? If the world was on fire,and ny soul was aflame. Would you sacrifice me for fortune and fame? If I made a gaff Would you laugh?  
Stories From The 4th
i only bomb on double points days, and my list is generally about 30 minutes long, so you have a good 25+ minutes at the end of my bombing to get some love from me if you just follow these few simple guidelines!   1. HAVE A FOLDER WITH 250 PICS IN IT. it cant be NSFW, since we're not allowed to bomb those. a bomb is basically instant 11s on up to 250 pics, BUT if you have less than 250 you get less points (and so do it). so all you need to do is throw some random junk together and load it in a folder.   1a. oh yeah, when mass uploading, only do about 20 pics at a time, or it fails.   2. MARK YOUR BOMB FOLDER. links in the SB are nice, but sometimes they're broken or i get a message that the pics are currently unavailable for some damn reason. SO, mark a folder with lots of text stuff to be eye catching, such as BOMBBOMBBOMB or >>>>>>BOMB
Reapers_resurrection Memorial Service
Reapers_Resurrection passed away on Saturday, July 3rd, at approximately 5pm. He had a heart attack at home and was pronounced by EMS. Please remember Reapers! He was such a good man... And he liked Fubar!!! Leave any statements, condolences, and best wishes for his wife...  I will give it to her...   Reapers_Resurrections - A chance for you to talk about him 
The story takes place during the summer of 1995.  At the time I was a firefighter/medic and crew officer for a local volunteer fire and rescue department.  One weekend, which I had off from fire duty, I was notified of a large structure fire within my area of operations.  Not having anything else to do, I went to the station to help with staffing.  When I got to the station, there was an immediate need for an ambulance.  A grabbed two other personnel to staff the unit.  While responding to the fire, dispatch redirected us to the interstate for a significant multi-car accident.  The dispatcher indicated there were 5 at least 5 cars involved with possible trapped victims.  There were other units dispatched but would be delayed because of the fire.   When we arrived on the scene, I knew this was going to be bad.  Half of four-door sedan had slid under a tractor-trailer.  An old station wagon was upside down and was partially in a ditch approximately 50 feet from the sedan.  There were f
Writings I'm lost and scared feeling so far from you. Not sure of what to do. Are you truly with me or do you fool me? you say it and sometimes show it. But I wonder if I'm blowing it. I don't know what to say or do. Am I dreaming I am with you? I love you want you But don't feel you completely want me. I'm lost and scared your turning back to her. It's not fair I know where I stand I love you I hold you I want you I need you Just be mine and stop my fears!   ~Kinky Tink~          10/17/2010 my heart longs to feel yours beat. my arms long to hold you. my love is far away from me tonight, all i want is him next to me. to hold his hand. to touch his face. to press my lips to kiss for that soft wonderful kiss. i tell him i love him, but my love is unmeassureable. Our love is amazing. its ours no one elses. no would could have it, hold it, or come close to it.
My Blog (random)
i really really really hate men right now. their stupid and dumb; they think with ONE BRAIN! and its not the smart one. and we must always need them or be under their thumbs!! im sick of it!! im a big girl and i dont need their help!! im fucking DONE!!! haha. im such a book nerd its almost ridiculous. i read 2.25 of the divine comedy. i finished the Inferno and Purgatory; but only read a little of Paradise (too many biblical refrences and metephors i didnt/cant understand. in all; my impression is good. well written, romantic poetry, high language. my fav. is of course the Inferno; but if you know me makes sense. i even figured out that if i died today...and dante was right....i would be in limbo (circle 1) with Virgil and all the other unbabtised/"virtuous pagans". wicked sweet. I'm writing this because I don't know if I'll have the courage to say it to your face. When I move back I don't think I'll be capable of just coming over to say what I'm about to say. I just n
Happiness: Myth Or Fact?
Happiness: Myth or Fact? When someone tells you that all they want is for you to be happy, is it a bunch of bull or is that what they really want for you? Is happiness just an illusion that is just what they want for you or is it a tangible reality? Where does true happiness come from? Is it possible to make someone happy and be utterly unhappy with yourself and who you have become because of this person? Should I just suck it up and just be unhappy so that he is happy or should I put my foot down and continue to try and make myself happy? Don't I have to be happy myself before I can make anyone else happy?
New Poems I Think Lmao
Her smile no longer angelic,Now her true thoughts were known.As I picked her up from the airport,And rushed her to my home. Barely in the door,Now our eyes had deeply met.Long deep hard kisses,Passionate and wet. Hands began exploring bodies,Unfamiliar to each others touch.Body heat rising to new heights,Tempratures now way to much. Onto the bed she went,Her clothes vanshed from her.She reached for my pants,And things became a blur. Her tongue laced around my shaft,Her hand soft even stokes.Soft purrs and moans drifted,No words now were spoke. Her eyes looked up to me,Her legs spread open slowly.She wanted more now,And that more to come from me. She continued her craft,As I played and softly licked.Soon drops of moisture eased,From my cock and her clit. Soft moans now louder,As excitement began to rise. To make her eyes smile forever,A goal close to my heart.Whether I hold your smile close to me,Or if we're an ocean apart.Your happiness is now my world,For your heart,there for e
With the advent of Twitter, Facebook, Myspace and even Fubar. I think more and more people are becoming more distant as the cause of it I remember when I was younger feeling more connected to people. Nowadays with the addictive addition of the internet I think it's becoming harder and harder for us to have meaningful and lasting relationships. no matter if they are friendships or even lovers.   I think we all need to get closer to those whom we care about. In this modern society.. can we live without? We living a world of waiting and putting off. Most people I know live for instant gratification but can we all have this   I think not.   I think is more people would learn to live without, and learn that you have to work for what you need.. Nothing in this work is free. "Hurt" I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I becom
Economics 101
Here 10 things to do after you have lost your job. As important as family support is to your life, you have a lot to sort through and may want to seek advice from independent professionals. 1. Contact a career coach. Have you met with one? Most will give you the first meeting at no cost or obligation and you can brainstorm. Even this one meeting might give you some great ideas. Before you sign on with one, make sure you have shopped around to find one you like. 2. Network in unlikely places. Examine who you know, and who knows the most people. Tell them your story and see what comes back to you. For me, it was always my hairdresser. Seriously. He or she knew so many people. Second to this is your financial planner. Seriously II. As a financial planner I am incredibly connected to generations of clients and their families with all sorts of skill levels. As a self employed person for almost 20 years, I can also give you insight into this life style. 3.Evaluate your financial planne
Just wondering ladies what would be your ideal first date be with someone let alone if its with a girl or guy? FOr me I would like to go somewhere quest and get to know her better. If its just a quiet restaraunt, walk on the beach or park. Something like that would be fine with me/ What about everyone else? How many of you ladies like Pick up lines? Wheather its from a female or male? Me personally don't like them. Everytime I hear one from another girl I just roll my eyes and walk away. And tell them if your interested in me just be yourself and not use a line.  What about everyone else? Why is it that most girl's are afraid to approach other girls if they like them? I just don't get it! I know if I am out and see a girl that I think is beautiful I would go up to her and talk to her. I have no problem approaching other girls if I am attracted to them. Are girls just scared to be rejected thinking the girl is straight or just not into them? Or maybe its a height issue! I mean what is t
Simple I and enjoy it I do, life is never easy but try to keep it mellow is what I like to do. I like to laugh, so my jokes are cheese and make no sense. made you laugh didn't it? I rather have my nerd he plays games and quote movie phrases and we understand one another fine. I listen to all type of music, rock my country music on sunny days, blast my techno mixes when I wan to dance, classical when I create in the kitchen, and anything else I want to hear. I like ice cream, how about you, sitting in the park, combatting bee, wishing a bug dare land on your yummy cold treat, it be ~like honey child please~ . I love my life though it may not be where I hoped it might I'm still Blessed to enjoy the simple life. ~Peace of the 4 Winds guide you~ ~~ I.L. P Ok I've always wrote poems and other things but a friend asked me had I wrote lyrics and I thought about it that I had never done so before. I did so now and this was inspired my G.C. It's not the best but it's a start right!  
Statuses I Love Or Love To Hate
Ah, Fu statuses..... some are good, some are bad, and some are just plain ugly. I'm starting a collection. I like to categorize, so I came up with these categories LOL (feel free to suggest more, I'm diggin keeping these blogs updated!): POINT HOAR BEGGING I'M BORED (WAHHHHH) NAUGHTY/RAUNCHY THIS STATUS ROCKS I will not post who said what, only what they said.  HOWEVER, some statuses may be obvious....  If you see any that tickle your fancy, please PM me and i will add! Happy reading! (and giggling I hope, rawrrrr) POINT HOAR BEGGING   "I will pay you 35 mil and pimp you out for a god mode bling" (as IF LOL) "Send me a 25 credit bp and you might get a little sumthin sumthin" "Pimp me out and I will change your diapers when your old!" (LMAO) "I will rate ALL pics, Alteruize, pimp for 2 wks, 20 mil, add to family, for a god mod bling :)" "GOD MODE ON.. Come Luv On It.. Then Go Luv On My Awesome Family.. LIKE ME.. Bein Green Is Fun.. Want My Points For 12 H
Actual Letter To Passport Office
  Dear Mr.. Minister, I'm in the process of renewing my passport, and still cannot believe this. How is it that Radio Shack has my address and telephone number and knows that I bought a t.v. cable from them back in 1997, and yet, the Federal Government is still asking me where I was born and on what date. For Christ sakes, do you guys do this by hand? My birth date you have on my social insurance card, and it is on all the income tax forms I've filed for the past 30 years. It is on my health insurance card, my driver's license, on the last eight goddamn passports I've had, on all those stupid customs declaration forms I've had to fill out before being allowed off the planes over the last 30 years, and all those insufferable census forms that are done at election times. Would somebody please take note, once and for all, that my mother's name is Maryanne, my father's name is Robert and I'd be absolutely astounded if that ever changed between now and when I di
When A Woman Calls The Kettle Black
In this world today are kids are getting less discipline and the morals and ethics of this country or rapidly fading.  We as parents need to step up and take are country back and raise are children can respect life and enjoy it without all the violence that they show as they are on school, in the neighbor hoods, in the home, any where and every where they are.  We as parents should have the right to bust butt and not have to worry about social service coming and taking us to jail.  You wander why they have police walking hall ways of so many school, is because they are not even allowed to discipline children.  When a kid gets into trouble they are immediately taken before the Juvenile in so many cases instead of being discipline having that tail swatted a couple of times.  The government was established by the people for the people not the other way around.  The government wants to control are lives.  Make us live on a budget, but they can not even budget their own expenses.  They want
My Poetry
I CARRY YOUR HEART WITH ME    I carry your heart with me(I carry it in my heart) I am never without it(anywhere I go you go,my dear); and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling I fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet) I want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud) and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apartI carry your heart(I carry it in my heart)  Alcohol   Sedated and numb I fade from his mind You give him what he wants His emotions are blind   I am stripped of hiim I lose him everytime I long to know him more But I see he isn't mine   I was robbed at birth And again later in life You stole my father I gave up being a w
Random Drivel
Huge hugs and stuffs!   Tomorrow is a long doctor day pffft! Also my kitty Sugar loses his balls and Cory's cat Monkey gets her vagina mulitlated..pray they have a safe kitty surgery day!   I want to apologize for involving my friends in drama. I do not do that and hate being involved in it myself. Most of it was for shits and giggles and I refuse to let trash get attention from me any longer. She is using  friends of mine and myself, to get attention she can't get on her own..   Thank you for helping me being a point whore too!     not any longer ~huge hugs~ Excited about tomorrow! My baby sister and I are going to shop together..I really hate shopping,but love her. Poor thing has to have  some bone removed from her elbow soon,so she deserves some time with her wacky big sister ;)   Every friday should be bone your spouse day! ....js Cory is losing weight and getting super hot rawrrrrrrrrrrr I am getting more and more nervous about Feb 8th,but ready for it to be here!
Just Thoughts And Stuff
Moving On   When I close my eyes and I discover that I am not who I thought I was Who am I  When i wake up and find out that all that I ever was Was a lie When I thought things were good To find out now I was fooling myself Who did I fool then? What do I do now? Move on I open my eye's and look into the mirror To see who is staring back I like who I see I now know  Where I am going I now know Who I am I now like my life I am not fooling anyone Not even Myself I have A destination I have  A purpose I have A sense of fulfillment I encourage Each day's arrival With eager Anticipation I have Grown as a person I am Embracing life I am  Satisfied I am
I'm a Fubar whore See my nasty little snatch Bling pack gets you in Wanna see my tits?You have to buy me FuBlingFu whores are not cheap
Love And Tolerance
This is my first blog and I didn't really have a particular topic in mind before I started. I merely had the urge to write(type). I was bored. I am sure that never happens to any of you. :)   So in case you may not have been aware, I am Shandy and it's a pleasure to meet you. I am a 30 year old Woman. I am not a child and this is not high school. I am not entirely sure what my reputation is but I am sure that it precedes me. When i decided I wanted to take the time to do this I had the urge to surround its basis on that of judgements and how we as a whole tend to harm one another. I am guilty of such things. Im human and completely fallible. However it is not how I choose to live my life. I sometimes sit here and wonder...who are you? What has happened in your life, which contributed to the person you are today. Were there struggles along the way, was there pain, joy? We all have our journeys which play a part in who we are and how we react and interact with other people. We all ha
Team Mother Pt 2
I sat on the edge of a sagging mattress, in a dingy motel room, and let my gaze play over the enticing cocks of the four naked high school seniors standing in front of me. Brandon was the only one yet to turn eighteen, but with his birthday coming next month he was close enough that I didn’t give his age any thought.Each of the boys was sporting a potent hard-on, despite all having just jacked off into my hand only minutes before. With the ice broken, they were no longer taking furtive peeks at my middle-aged, but respectably trim, body, and were instead openly gawking at my mature form, which was barely clothed in little more than a skin tight t-shirt and even tighter shorts. I let my legs drift apart just enough for them to see the growing wet spot there if they were so inclined to look.“Well?” I said, drawing their attention away from the points of my nipples pushing up from beneath my shirt. “Shall we play another game, or would you fellas rather get some re
Lyrics That Have Meaning To Me(window To My Soul)
How To Love Lyrics[Lil' Wayne]You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heartNever really had luck, couldn’t never figure outHow to loveHow to loveYou had a lot of moments that didn’t last foreverNow you in the corner tryna put it togetherHow to loveHow to loveFor a second you were hereWhy you over there?Its hard not to stare, the way you moving your bodyLike you never had a loveNever had a loveWhen you was just a young’un you’re looks but so preciousBut now your grown upSo fly its like a blessing but you can’t have a man look at you for 5 secondsWithout you being insecureYou never credit yourself so when you got olderIt’s seems like you came back 10 times overNow you’re sitting here in this damn cornerLooking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulderSee you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heartNever really had luck, couldn’t never figure outHow to l
Blogasourus Rex
theres just something about coloring...and listening to the deftones....its like ive managed to actualy physicaly create my happy place right here on my sofa. dont you wish you were so talented...also punctuation doesnt work so well on the blog for some reason...screwy you can take your fucking like button and shove it up your fucking mumm holes. just saying As I was spelling my last name for the guy with the insurance company earlier I almost said: "p" as in penis but opted to go with pineapple instead. But it did in fact come out of my mouth sounding like "peeeen-apple" I rotflmao on the inside.
Thank You
So its been brought to my attention recently that rumors have been flying about me. First of all thisis a gae people and i am here to play it . I dont really care what you say about me but i do have some friends on here that i truly care what they think of me. I am NOT nor have i EVER been on or worked for a sex site . What my ex did with pictures i trusted him with ..i have no idea nor do i care because whatever site he may have posted them on is a fake and no one will ever get a true reply from me! Do i have nsfw folder ..hell yeh i do ..every woman on this site at one time or another has had a photo marked nfsw ..that doesnt mean we're whores or sluts it just means your a damn PRUDE and ridiculous! I have a nsfw general folder which my family can view but the stuff in the named nsfw folders are no worse i just chose to make them private for that person or they ask me to make them private. Theres nothing on my nsfw that 85% of women dont have on here. Do i respect those women that po
Allie's Place
  The breath I feel upon my face soothes my fevered brow, Ravished by the passion of your love, affecting me somehow. The yearning in my heart is to have it all right now, But it is better to take my time to learn your why and how. Why do you love me, you make bold claims of such; I wonder if you really know me, or profess love much too much. I am only a humble human, blessed with a loving heart Waiting for your heart to fall in place, for mine to have its start. I might not always show you, or even catch your drift Of what you want me to know, that causes us to shift. But if we take some quiet time and open up our hearts I think that you will be surprised to learn I figured you out from the start. It wasn’t really hard for me to fall, the how you love me was quite clear, And I would be far worse for wear, if you lived closer, Dear. So mosey your little self to home and make it quicker still; And give this lady’s heart a taste of love’s most precious thrill. I
One Wish
Last night my room mate and I was talking while she was packing for her trip... she asked me one question that had me puzzled, she asked me.. "If you had one wish, what would it be?" And of course happy and healthy kids (thats a given) So I have been doing a lot of thinking and I would have to say...I wish for a man to love me. Not friends' love. I wish for a man to be in love with me. That has never happened to me before. Just once in my life I wish for that to happen. I don't think that is too much to wish for. I hope I get that wish before I die. No one has ever been in love with me before. Maybe it is too much to ask for, I don't know.
They discharged grandma after it was decided that she was going to stay in until they found a place for her in a facility. The doctor trumped everyone who was at the meeting ( he was not there) and said she was good to go home. She lasted 2 days of feeling good.... now she is back to not getting dressed, not bathing herself (sponge bath). She is not trying to do things on her won. Home care was supposed to be in place when she came home, but is just getting set up now, and not starting till maybe next week. She gets tired out from walking to the kitchen and back. She gets worried about when I go out for more then 20 minutes. There is a wait list for any facility and could take months to get her there. she will get snarky if things are not done quickly for her. She will plan my day for me and then not come with me, or complain that its all taking too long. No one is willing to help or have the knowledge to help get the stress down.... I am out of ideas Well she is still in the CCU, with
Story Time :)
Shortest fairy tales from both men and women!    A Man's Fairy Tale    Once upon a time a man asked a woman " will you marry me?"   She said "No"   And he lived happily ever after and rode motorcycles and went fishing and hunting and played golf a lot and drank beer and scotch and had money in the bank and left the toilet seat up and farted whenever he wanted.    The End    A womans Fairy Tale :)   Once upon a time a guy asked a girl " will you marry me?"She said "HELL NO"and the girl lived happily ever after and shopped all day. Had mani & pedis every week. Drank wine and danced the nights away. Walked around the house with no makeup on, hair not done in sweats. Didnt have to play dress up no more to impress. Had all her money in the bank...cause he forgot to check his wallet and she used his credit cards. The end :)  Top ten uses of the *f* word10th - "Scattered fucking showers, my ass!" - Noah, 4314 BC9th - "How the fuck did you work that out?" - Pythagoras, 126 BC8th
Just Blogging!!
I was diagnosed with lupus (SLE) December 4, 2010 at the age of 25. I have been round and round with symptoms and doctors and specialists for the past 2 years (I had actually started Plaquenil the year before I was diagnosed). At the time I was diagnosed, my doctor also told me I had early symptoms of scleroderma. My early symptoms of lupus were joint pain, weight loss, hair loss, anaemia, leukopenia, sun rash, tachycardia, Raynaud's, and a positive ANA. I had heard of lupus, but had no knowledge about auto immune diseases or that this is life threatening. For me, being diagnosed with lupus was a blessing. I could confront a disease with a name. And I could accept that, yes, I am sick. Lupus is as emotional as it is physical. I've learned that I need to set goals each day and only do what I can do. If I over-do anything, I'm only fighting myself. I am in awe of the resources and support groups that are available. I hope to become an active part of Lupus MN and an advocate for lupus by
Ways To Have Friends
an old Facebook Post n comments  dearest wife how r u hope all is well we should have a video chat sometime soon!!! Love ya ♥ J'aime Milena Velba   Top of Form Saturday at 7:08pm ·LikeUnlike · · See Friendship Milena Velba likes this.   Milena Velba i'm good my husaband kissing you we will soon Saturday at 7:09pm · LikeUnlike Alex GoDaddy Jackson that's good Wife i can't wait! Saturday at 7:10pm · LikeUnlike Milena Velba i'm pregnant husband Saturday at 7:13pm · LikeUnlike Alex GoDaddy Jackson Great if it's alright can i name the baby? Saturday at 7:13pm · LikeUnlike Milena Velba yes you may my husband Saturday at 7:14pm · LikeUnlike Alex GoDaddy Jackson if it's a girl i want to name her Justine! if it's a Boy i want to name it after Me Alex! Saturday at 7:15pm · LikeUnlike Milena Velba okay there nice names Saturday at 7:17pm · LikeUnlike   If there were connections that went anywhere in the US it would lead to nowhere! But Enough about that. Today'
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Finding A Way To Travel 12 Weeks Per Year.
People have been asking about this.   If all goes well about April 16 my address will become P. O. Box North America. Yes I will be linked via internet at least 4 hours per day. Right now, I am taking a house that has 1800 sq feet and convert it into a house that has 200 sq ft and is highly mobile. Of that which does not fit. 1/4 is being trashed, 1/4 is being donated, 1/4 is being put in storage , my son will be moving in with his mom and the rest goes with me. hj, (MI)**2 social reform - - - - - hj - my initials - e. e. cummings style - represents humility (MI)**2 - Mission Impossibe on Mental Illness How? - social and political reform Mission: Helping human becomings reach their potential   Number 5. Courtesan for women - Practitioner of Puritanical and Non-puritanical (not legal in all 50 states) massage.  I enjoy meeting interesting women of legal age but not dead. I am a mature man who can provide pleasant
To All You Haters Out There!!!
I am filled with so much right now..I don't even know where to Imma just write watever comes to mind I guess..I don't go on a personal level with many people...I don't reveal things about myself..things I am faced with..because I know that regardless of how bad I HAD it..or HAVE it now....I know there are people that have it MUCH worse...there is SOOO much hate..and it is uncalled reason for it..even on ADULT website...altho there are people that don't act like adults here...they call others names..people they don't even know..FU-WHORES or BLING's bullshit and who the fuck cares!! it really bothering anyone who posts what here...I mean it is obvious that if they didn't WANT and LIKE the attention they wouldn't be posting what they do....why hate someone for something they obviously enjoy....jealousy is an ugly little creature..and I say do WHATEVER it is that makes you happy...and if ANYONE isn't ok with this..then TA HELL with em...
What Women Want - Guys Read
Grow The Fuck Up Would Ya!!
I have been on and off this site for a long time now...and I have learned a lot within that time..but one thing that erks the hell outta me is stupid fucking people....mean vindictive people really suck ass....people that are so miserable with their own lives..that the only thing that brings them happiness is spreading that misery to other makes no sense to me..I don't give a shit if misery does like company...if you are miserable..then wallow in it alone..leave all the innocent people who you DO NOT know out of it....people waste too much time on shit they shouldn't....worrying about what people do...people that they will prob never meet....instead of just enjoying that person and all that they are..appreciate everything that makes them who they is not fair to anyone to have to listen to shit from people they don't and will never really a fucking adult...this is SUPPOSED to be an adult website..and wat a person does within the walls of their ow
Poetry! By Koda Shadowcry
Every day since the day we met I fall in-love with you all over again. You have shown me what true love really feels like and that is a feeling I never want to lose. I get butterflies every time I hear your voice and when you say you love me the whole world just stops and feels like we are the only ones that are on the earth. You have brought the light back into my life and it shines every time I think of you or even hear your name. Baby you are my everything I could ever ask for and so much more. You truely make me the happiest woman in the world. You are my everything. My heart belongs to you and only you will hold the key. In sickness and in health in good times and in bad from this day forward till death do us part I will always love you! I know it wasn't the best at the start, but its been hell since we've been apart. I've made mistakes and quite a few, but my biggest mistake was leaving you. My heart is full of pain, but no matter how much it hurts my love for you will remain.
I have an idea to break some of the monotony around here.  At least among friends. I made a pic folder titled "Pic of the Day".  In this folder I will upload some sort of unusual pic. will draw some comments to stimulate some conversation.  I just figured this beats the humdrum of rating, liking and waiting on a "good" mumm.  Something for you to check during another exciting day of your life. For those that might like too can do the same thing!!   *pushes you off the cliff* you think it could work?  Yes?  No?  I don't really care if you rate it....I'm done with the "game" anyway....I just thought it could be fun.  
Make 'em Your Bitch!!
If someone likes to push you around, and say you're not worth it. Don't you for a second, give into that shit. Love doesn't hurt, and that's the damn truth. It is bright and colorful, not meant to bruise. Your face, your heart, your life or soul. Smiling, living happy, should be the goal. Because you ARE worth, so much more. Than cleaning up your own blood, off the floor. I'm telling you this, because I've been there before. I've been behind the closed fist, the one on the ground. Crying blood tears, with no one around. But I refused, to let them win. And no one will ever, touch me again. I don't have to hate, in-order to succeed. Because in life, there are no guarantee's. I have beaten them, at their own game. And they will never again, abuse my name. Because I live happy, smile, hold my head up high. Looked at him from the bars of his cell, right in the eyes. Knowing I put him where I had been, for so long. If I had given up, I would have gott
My Blogs
so i thought id make this post since i have a few friends who has man/woman problems from my own experience i went thu how do you know if your partner is wasting your time being a player or not knowing what they want       1 if they say there busy at work but they got time to check there facebook,tag,yearbook,fubar,etc but cant take the time to send a message or a text even when there on the social site then that right there tells you there you was not worth a whole lot from the start       2 if they cant express the same feelings to you in public like that they behind close doors then that is another sign       3 if they feel the need to romance every single man/woman online and offline then they surely dont need you they have there hands full with everyone and there family       4 they say they want someone to treat them better and give them what they want and you happen to be the one but yet you dont hear from them for the next week
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Whitney Tells All
Hey just trying this out as a test. Can anyone see this?   Oh hell yeah!  Don't know why I need this but it is cool!
Our time was as a winters snow. Beautiful to behold, until the warm sun melts it away so that seeds may grow and flower. The sky is alive with fire, As the dying season unfolds. The leaves unmask from there uniform green into an array of flaming beauty. They drop and blow as the winds whispers for them to let go, of the past and float into there future. The sky is alive with fire as cold winds whispers. Loving you gives me the taste of copper and lead. There is but one way to get you out of my head. 
Eta's Writings
This is just a summary, of a research assignment, I just finished.  Enjoy!   Vibrators vs the Clitoris   Many questions have been asked, regarding the clitoris and if desensitization is possible.  The conclusion and the answer I have found, is as follows.  It is not likely.  I researched many avenues and they all have the same conclusions.  Uncomfortable soreness or numbness can occur, with overuse.  However, these sensations can return and the clitoris can be back to normal.    The clitoris has well over 8,000 nerve endings.  These nerve endings are connected, to the pelvis area.  These nerve endings can stretch inches, into the pelvis.  Which is one reason many women can orgasm, from the G-Spot.  Each nerve ending has over 15,000 nerve fibers, attached.  This constitutes more than any other part, of the body.  To give a comparison, the penis tip has over 4,000 nerve endings.  As a male, you know how sensitive you feel.  Imagine that sensation doubled or tripled.  This is the
Life In My World - Please Comment And Rate.
Some people seem to be having trouble remembering that online life isnt the real life. Its one that we create to look and feel however we wish. Not everything or everyone is exactly as they seem. Even me! And that is fine because I'm not here to share my whole life with virtual strangers who are also not sharing their souls. But I am here to have fun chatting, flirting and who knows? Some day maybe meeting up with someone here who is not bitter and is sane enough to make a real life friend out of. The problem is some get jealous and mad when they discover that I actually socialize with other people on a social website! No fair. I dont demand exclusive devotion from anyone anywhere unless we are more than just 'FuMarried'. But comitted in real life. By then, I will have excused my self from a site like this. Thats just how I roll. You can roll your own way. So I'm just sayin, dont waste your time and heart getting twisted because the person you dig is also dug by others. If your skills
Kristen's Thoughts
I count the hours, I count the days How much i miss you, I count the ways   I miss your voice, I miss your touch, And i miss the face, That i love so much   How to describe it, There is no way I walk around, in a permanent daze   I long to feel, your warm embrace and to see a smile, Upon your face   I will no sleep, Won't close one eye Until your home, Safe and alive   While your over seas, And i'm safe at home I think of you out there, in danger and alone,   This is the life you've chosen, And i can't change your mind you've found your inner bravery And now i must find mine   I miss you so much,
Sexy Story 4
It was a Thursday evening and I had a list of errands torun on Friday morning so I had to get the car oil changed and new tires put onas I got to the repair shop I realized I had forgotten my credit card andcouldn’t run home to get it or I would miss my appointment and would have towait which was something I didn’t want to do as me and my husband were about togo on a romantic getaway this coming weekend since I’m one of the lastappointments I decide I’ll try and seduce the mechanic for the cost of what Ineed as he’s finishing with my truck I look around and realize it’s just us Ilet my hair out of the clip lift my skirt just a little to show off my ass andfix my shirt as I walk up to my truck and he’s just getting done lowering it tothe ground we walk over to the office to talk about the bill I walk in front sohe can get a good view of my ass when we get inside he sits at his desk andstarts saying it’s gonna cost me $500 I walk up behind
I watch people out here beg constantly....beg for bling....beg for likes....beg for crushes lol....all I ask for is a little honesty....maybe I even beg for games....a straight answer like what I would readily give if a friend thought something inportant enough to ask....but then again this is only fubar....should I expect any reality out ....and by these rules I mean the rules having to do with avatars that pass under the radar of the bouncers....bouncer approved as they say....and the ones that constantly get flagged....the stupid fucking rules that make no sense at all...more to come on these aggravating subject...
Balls Deep Just a quick, random post.  Girl Crushes.  All crushes, really.  Isnt she cute?    
As most know, I'm not going to be here much longer, well at least I wont be here much. I will stay in touch when I can, these days all I have is time, which can not always be a good thing lol, I tend to stress and think more so I try to stay busy, which isnt real easy being 40 and 8 months pregnant. Ive been on fubar alittle over 5 years, met my soldier here not too long after I joined, got married when he came home from Iraq and made a few friends whom, even though I've never "met" them, I consider them my best friends. My family list is short for a reason, I have never gotten into leveling, I have always been here to share pics, chat and try to make friends. I met "Stiletto Girl" before fubar, I was on her yahoo group and shes been a wonderful friend ever sense, couldnt have met a nicer person, not to mention caring and so so sexy, shes lucky she lives in the U.K lol, I most defiantly would be at her house alot *wink*. I guess I just wanted to thank those who check in with me, who as
CLUB TANTALIZE X RULES FOR STAFF  1. Real life comes first 2.Respect all staff members. 3. No personal issues in the lounge (if you have issues please talk to fellow staff outside of the room. 4. If you can't make it in for your shift, or have to leave early please contact your next level of staff.    ENFORCERS 1. You have 3 staff buttons, silence, eject, and ban, the first two are not to be used unless a warning of two times to the individual is not sufficient then you have permission to use the ban, The head enforcer or asst head enforcer must be notified of any such actions. 2. If a lounge member breaks any of the main rules- the process is as follows:   a) 1st warning (sb warning)   b) 2nd warning automatic eject . screen shots must be taken as proof of the infraction. 3. Ban is used as a last resort but can and will be used to protect the lounge and users. If you are unsure of making any decisions please by all means contact your head manager.   GREETERS 1.All greeters
Mindless Rambles
Im loosing respect for people every min of everyday lately. Im not understanding how people can be this way. How their little fucking minds are wrapping around the stupid shit that they are getting themselves into. How they can see logic in any of the actions. What the hell happened to commitment, respect, love any of it?? someone tell me where the hell it all went to. cause im sure as hell not seeing it anymore. I see so many people getting themselves into fucked up mind fucked situations. I myself have got stuck in the middle of one. But no more. My mind is clear and im seeing things for what they really are. And trust me if you seen them how i see them you wouldnt want to. cause all i see is stupid people doing stupid things, with more stupid things. and its creating huge messes. examples (sorry if this is fixing to offend anyone) but let me get this out there.......   how on earth can you sit there and honestly think that the person your in "love" with (or like alot) will in any
Stupid Encounters
The Real Jessa:   1:27am more To iNiNjAdUrMoM: Im guessing you hate us both now?   cancel Chat 11:28am reply iNiNjAdUrMoM: no but i dont understand why u blocked nick   cancel Chat 11:30am more To iNiNjAdUrMoM: He pimp slapped me right when I activated my boomerang and I had been going though a horrible day with getting my test results from the doctor to see if I had cervical cancer or not   cancel Chat
Fubar Skins
Click on any of the images and it will take you to my skins page where you can rip whatever skins you want. Enjoy! Flowers N Stripes Double Background Stripes N Dots Double Background Blue Grunge Stripes Double Background Black N Red Double Background Hearts N Royalty Double Background Stripes N Splatter Double Background Xs N Stripes Double Background Skulls N Bolts Double Background Blue N Green Stripes N Stars Double Background Brown Pink Yellow Double Background Ice Cream Double Background Green Static Hearts Double Background
This Wednesday!!!
Dangerous Curves Announcements To Members
In efforts to make everyone more social, all three founders decided we'd like to try to divide our happy family into 3 even teams What does this mean for you? Everyone gets more attention, and lets be honest, who can complain about that? lol Everyone, as always, is free to approach any founder. We all have shoulders built to lean on, but we think this would be a more productive way of notifying members of issues, events, new members, bulletins, etc. This is just one of the improvement we intend to make, so keep your eyes and ears open in the future We would just like to make the announcement that Carrie has decided to leave the Dangerous Curves. Her final decision to leave is being kept within a circle of trust that every girl in the group has, not just as a member but as former members as well. We will not be discussing anything in the past unless it is seem fit by all founders to defend ourselves as a group. Cherie, Paula, and I will continue to monitor the page and the s
Personal Stuff
It is sad that a person can be friends with a certain bouncer and they will go around messing with people for you. I have known some of the bouncers here for YEARS, and I can honestly say they are some of the most honest people around, one is so fair that I admire her. It upsets me that a person so unlike the ones I know is allowed to have the job that the others take very seriously. Apparently my being green was so upsetting to a hater that I'm sure I know, lol, that with a bouncers help she was able to have me blocked from mumms, a mumm where I asked, "If your partner was constantly watching porn on the computer would that be a thing that would end the relationship" That's it. I was told that the use of the word that way was not nsfw. Then the picture that I am using currently was taken down as it was scrolling. It was obviously unmarked, but I just feel that this bouncer has power to help their friends and it is unfair to everyone here. All bouncers have that power, but I have never
Sex Terms
POSTING PICTURE COMMENTS CLASS 100 Category: Friends LOOK FOR THE HTML CODE  IT SHOULD BE IN A WHITE BOX, THEN HIGHLIGHT THE CODE IN BOX, LEFT CLICK WILL DO, THEN RIGHT CLICK TO COPY,NOW  USE MOUSE LEFT CLICK TO COPY. GO TO WHERE U WANT TO PUT CODE IN THE WHITE BOX AND RIGHT CLICK TO PASTE IT, THEN LEFT CLICK MOUSE TO PASTE THE COMMENT. IF U HAVE ANY PROBLEMS WRITE THIS DOWN. TRY THIS WEBSITE 4 PRACTICE or MUCH LUV BARNETT RATE PPL WHO RUNNING GOD MODE(THE LIGHTING BLOT)FLASHING IN THERE PROFILE PIC OR AUTO 11'S, PLUS DO LIKES  & RATED BANDS U WILL LEVEL UP FASTER!!! SEX TERMS1. Blow Job or head: To suck dick or eat-out (suck) pussy2. Bareback: Having sex without a condom, used especially for anal sex.3. Breath play: Restricting airflow, by strangulation, suffocation, or other means for sexual stimulation.4. Cherry: The HYMEN or, figuratively used for virginity, as in "to pop someone's cherry", to take someone's virginity.5. Cybers
My Thoughts!
Changing the name . Last night got involved in a MuMM that spun out of control. Long story short Some woman have nothing clever to add to the discussion, out of nowhere starts accusing me of being gay .Now I'm confident of who I am and what I represent and to set the record straight this was a false accusation borne out of pure lack of wit. I'm definitely not gay lmao but this little stunt they pulled has garnered me some unwanted attention from the homosexual community and my former name ..Lil Bear is some twisted gay term I've heard. So in an effort to supress this attention I'm doing away with the name. I feel how this site is so aptly named. I african-americaned out last night. First time it's ever happened to me. Drinks at the club are ridiculously pricey so we (my boy's and I) drank before we went. I was drinking Jack Daniels I will venture to say over half the bottle with a 60:40 ratio Jack to coke. Once inside I bought a round of drinks and got a double shot of Jager. Not a wis
The Thoughts Of Mem (please Leave A Comment I Like Your Opinion)
In A City Far Away, In The Purest Of Snow.Lives A Seed That Does Not Grow. Lying In A Crack In The Side Walk. Looking Up At A World That Doesn't Care. It's Beauty Is Taken For Granted. With Each Little Passing Step. The Sadness Within Begins To Fade. Like The Snow That Will Melt On One Faithful Day.  And That Seed That Lives In The City. Will Become A Rose That Grew From Concrete. A Rose That At One Time Was Ugly And Taken For Granted. Will One Day Be A Sign Of Beauty....In This Dark, Cold, Lonely World.   As It Is Written As So Shall It Come To Pass....Quote The MEMesis....Nevermore!! I Am A Being Forever Alone. My Thoughts Are Forever Cursing.  I Am Wandering In The Shadows Trying To Find My Home. Blinded By Life, But Never Afraid Of What's Ahead. The Weight Of The World Crashing Over My Head. I Wish This Curse Would Leave Me Be. And Let Me Rest And For Once Let Me Have Good Dreams. Nightmares They Haunt Me. I Don't Want To Go To Sleep. The Legend Of Happiness Is
Do you treasure your friendships to the point where you would protect them at any or all costs? Hey errybody,   I just was inspired by a certain ladyfriend....Wouldnt it be AWESOME if everyone made Christmas salutes for me( and each other )if you choose?? post them in my pics and we could exchange them at our leisure???.....I am trying hard to get into the Spirit of giving...i figure since a pic is worth 1000 words, we could have fun with it......   what say you peoples???   1. Do you think you can get through it without answering "I don't know"? maybe   2. Are you involved with anyone? That depends on your definition of "involved"   3. Where do you wish you were right now? In Brazil on a nice beach drinking a martini with a certain someone   4. What should you be doing right now? Nothing in particular.....   5. Does sex mean love? Nope   6. What do you believe is a true saying about life? Sometimes you are the bird, Sometimes you are the statue.....   7. Are you
Bombers Bff
This is a Bomber'z Path to Easy Max Points... and an Auto 11's Chance for FuPimpin! You may even find... it's a great way to meet some Good Friends along the way. Just Click the Names... and you will be taken directly to an Auto Cherrie 250+ Folder. Make Sure Autos have NOT Expired!!! This is your responsibility. I try to keep updated, but I'm not perfect. If there are no blinking 11s. They are not currently active. Either planning to activate or just expired. ***BLOG CLOSED TIL*** FURTHER NOTICE WATCH FOR EXPIRED AUTOS Chipper
Dear Friends
I'm going to be bombing!  To make things easier for me, since I'm just coming back from the hospital, I need everyone who wants to be bombed to leave me a comment on this blog.  Please friends help me help you by having a folder of at least 250 pics.  That's easily achieved by moving some of your pics into other folders.   Wednesday, May 20 2009|9:18 PM   After reading this letter one can not help but think that the assumption that somehow we are operating under a free market economy is just an illusion. From American Thinker: Letter from a Dodge dealer letter to the editor My name is George C. Joseph. I am the sole owner of Sunshine Dodge-Isuzu, a family owned and operated business in Melbourne, Florida. My family bought and paid for this automobile franchise 35 years ago in 1974. I am the second generation to manage this business. We currently employ 50+ people and before the economic slowdown we employed over 70 local people. We are active in the community and the loc
Ramblings Of A Madman
Okay, so it's not *really* serious, but I need advice.   I'm going to a business orientation tomorrow and business casual is the dress attire.  Coming from a blue collar background, I'm oblivious to this term.  From what I understand, it's something along the lines of slacks or khakis and a polo or dress shirt.   Am I thinking the right idea here?  I need input because I have to go out and buy some clothes, since I have zero pants in this area, that fit lol.   Help an idiotic fella out. How can I? Everything around me is crumbling, everyone near me, I push away or hurt.  I'm a plague, that does nothing but eat away at anything I touch.  I feel like people are better off, as I just cause misery.  If you don't want to continue reading, I understand.  I'm not here to entertain, or ask for forgiveness.  I am here, because I have no where else to turn to. Even now, as I type this, it kills me to share my feelings, and know that it only digs the hole deeper as I'm obviously feeling
Goodbye David
It is with a very heavy heart that I pass on this news.Sometime early this morning, Thursday, October 8, 2009, my dear friend, David Michael Wolf, aka NC CHEROKEE WARRIOR here on Fubar, passed away in his sleep at his home in Joppa, MD.Those of you who knew David, knew that he had been dealing with terminal small cell carcinoma. David had continued to work, driving long hauls to help cover the cost of his medications. I knew David his entire life. His family and mine have been close for several generations. I used to watch David when he was a child, and I watched him grow up to be a very special man.David was first and foremost a poet. He turned many of his writings into songs, and he also wrote music to many of my poems. He had seven CDs of music that he recorded, and some of you here on Fubar were lucky enough to have received some of his music.  David was born in Sylva, NC, on July 5, 1975. He lived in England, from 1996 - 1999. He moved to Maryland in 2000. Although he and I hooked
Miss Hightimes Can I Win????
Hello everyone,  If you get a chance please go to   and vote on my 5 pics. You can vote every day on there site. Sometimes you get a 404 message that is a busy message so please try again in a few sec's. Please share this blog with your friends and spread the word a Fubar girl is running for miss Hightimes.  Thank you all very much     Much love your        SexyPirate  
Just Silly Shit
HOLY HELLThis one is fucking spot ON wow LMFAO Abnormally Sarcastic. People can't tell if you're angry, happy, or constipated. You probably make jokes that no one understands and you think it's because they're stupid and not because sarcasm isn't always funny. You might be joking all the time but since it's in your nature to test different levels of sarcasm in people you probably don't laugh much. Everyone thinks you're smart but also kind of an ass too.   Me and that guy were talkin about types of Kissers last night..and I gave him "the List" It is something I have been saying for years. SOOOO outta sheer boredom I wwanna share it with you and see if you guys have anything to add. (BAD kissers) 1-Basset hound=where the entire bottom of your face is dripping afterthey kiss you 2- the snake= where they try to swallow you whole 3-The lizard= where the tonue juts in and out of mouth quickly 4- the gnasher= where they grind against your teeth 5- the dentist= whre they try
I started to get really sick in August of 2007.  After many tests, I was diagnosed with Sarcoidosis.  The tests also showed indicated a brain tumor.  Over the next several months, I underwent many more tests and my health continued to decline.  After Krissy found me blacked out, I was admitted to the Mayo clinic in mid-August of 2008. Since my admission to the Mayo Clinic, I have been undergoing radiation therapy.  These treatments have caused a number of side effects.  The radiation treatments crashed my immune system resulting in meningitis and pneumonia.  Additionally, I have lost my hair, my good eye sight, some of my hearing, and my voice. One of the worse parts is the never ending pain I have inside my torso!  It seems that the pain is so bad that I can barely breath or think.  I also feel like I have the flu but 1000% times worse than I have ever had.  I have to have dialysis due to kidney issues from the meningitis. I started to have major respiratory issues in mid-September
Erotic Dreams
I see the curtain flitting in the darkenss, the slight breeze and the full moon making the night seem so empty. I am laying on my bed, the sheets down at my feet, its just too hot to be covered even though I am without clothes to shelter me from anything as well. I close my eyes and wish the night would end...for the lonliness that consumes me has begun to take its toll. I wait for know who you are. I see you when I close my eyes at night. I see your body laying against mine, and that is the vision that takes me into a deep sleep.... I wake to the touch of a hand..caressing my body...along my legs and up to my thighs. I feel warmth on my waist and shoulders and I sigh "you are here". I feel your breath in my ear..and you whisper "don't talk, don't say anything" I hold my breath, and allow my body to become hot with desire for more. Your hands touch my shoulders and down to my breasts, cupping them with a slight firmness..knowing they are yours. You slide y
I'm A Big Perv
Link a random male profile if you think he is cute Note: He is not someone from your friend/family list.
Pu$$ycat Fund
Hey fam!! We've been trying to keep the VIP on the home page but it's beginning to be a little much cause theres only certain people doing it. We would also like to start running some contests for the fam but it's gonna require funds to do this so we have purchased a reloadable mastercard and opened a paypal account with it. It is not REQUIRED to give money but all donations will be appreciated. The only people with the account info will be Breed, Damien and Smack Daddy so we won't run into any issues about missing money. There are 4 ways to add money to the account: 1. Via paypal transfer. Just log into your paypal account click send money and enter the account email which is 2. MoneyGram® To find a MoneyGram location near you, call 1-800-MONEYGRAM or visit the Web site. At the MoneyGram agent location, complete the blue MoneyGram ExpressPayment form with the following information: * Receive Code: 4941 * Company Name: H&R Block Emerald P
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"they Were Wrong!"
......POW it hits you right in the kisser!  Something happens, a song plays on the radio I glance over at my wifes picture and the memories start pouring out of me again!  It's tough being a widower.  It hurts more  and more each day.  I just come on FUBAR to cope with it.  All my friends on here help me so much you really have no idea! It's also has come to my own attention that I'm mortal and that there are fewer days ahead of me then there are behind.  Thats why I ask to meet some of you, not because I'm a lonely old man or a pervert......ok, wait a minute, I'm putting my foot in my mouth lol.  But really thats why I want to meet some of you wonderful people.  Who knows how long anyone has left. Ciao for now! :)  
Tuesday Joy
I went to the other side of town today. I had drinks with the usual suspects at the usual place. The first 2 glasses of sangria went down quickly. Then there was the business of getting down to business and deals were made and money changed hands. And then two more Sangrias please. On the way home I realized I was starving so i stopped by Five guys burgers. My god they make good stuff. I don't even like burgers. but when it comes to them I could eat 2. I am completely full, but there is still a plate of homemade fries staring me in the face. There is a wad of cash in my purse and i have a pocket full of pills.   Life is good. For now.
Baby J asked in his status about fubucks for blasts. I think it's a good idea. Blasts are a great way to get profile rates. Blasts are also a great gift idea for friends. Rawk on mofos! Today's fubar ranking is 485,please show some fu love (sighs). Would really like to see my fu wife make Oracle. We rawk fubar as hard as anyone I know. Thank you everyone for the bombs and gifts over the weekend.  All my close fu friends and family know that the love is always returned. If you don't roll that way please don't waste our time in our shout boxes or send annoying private messages that show what an idiot you are.  I've only blocked two users so far,but I'm not too timid to block futards. Peace out A big thank you to my friends,family and fans.  Hope everyone is doing well! Your continued support is tremendous.
Here's the main problem with a public option plan: there are no immediately discernible benefits, and if there's something we Americans require, it's immediacy. We're the country that was too lazy to get up off of our asses to change the channel, so we invented the remote control... too lazy to wait for the stove to properly heat up our food, so we invented the microwave... too impatient to know where our loved ones might be, so we invented cellular phones... to ignorant to properly read maps, so we invented GPS... too busy to wait for email, so we invented instant messaging... too aloof to have to wait to know whether or not someone enjoyed the their McCrap with extra cheese, so we invented Twitter. We've so bogged ourselves with the desire for immediate satisfaction that we think quarter to quarter and not long term. See, spending trillions in borrowed money on pointless wars is acceptable, because we can see things getting blown up and assume that there are actual results for money

I am Back for good. So you can love me, hate me or whatever. But I am not going anywhere. Dear God pls forgive me for all the bad things that I done in the past and the things that I will do in the future I deserve the punishment that lay upon me, Pls God here my prayer and have mercy on my tortured soul amen. I should never think What's in your heart What's in our home So I won't You'll learn to hate me But still call me baby Oh Love So call me by my name And oh, save your soul save your soul Before you're too far gone Before nothing can be done I'll try to decide when She'll lie in the end I ain't got no fight in me In this whole damn world To tell you to hold off You choose to hold on It's the one thing that I've known Once I put my coat on I'm coming out of this all wrong She's standing outside holding me Saying oh please I'm in love I'm in love Girl save your soul Save your soul Before you're too far gone And before nothing can be done 'Cause without me You got it all So hol
SELLING 65 Bling Pack To Highest Bidder...Put Bids Here So It's Fair
I Was Listening To The Radio This Morning & Heard This.
HOW TO KNOW IF YOU HAVE A FRIENEMY.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ #1 They are jealousy of you. #2 They weren't there for you during an important event. #3 They are draining you emotionally. #4 They are nice to you, but mean to others. #5 They burden you with their secrets. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~   I know a few people here who have been struggling with this issue and i thought it might be usefull to them. You know me, I always try to find words of wisdom to get me through things. To know me is to know that I'm always trying to be there for my friends!!! I hope that it helps you find your way my friend. ;)   ~Much love, respect & peace~   ~Loves~
Thank You All!
I had intended to personally thank all of you for the outpouring of love you showed my family and me during these past few weeks regarding my mother.  However, after looking at more than 200 pm's, status comments, page comments, etc., I don't think I would have been able to send my personal thanks to all of you in what I would consider a reasonable amount of time.  Therefore, I hope doing this blog will be acceptable to all of you.  There are no words to express how comforting and supportive all of your thoughts, prayers, gifts and chats have been to me other than.... THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!!!
Please Read This.
I was walking around in a supermarket when i saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back, the boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'' The little boy turned to the old woman next to him, ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' She replied, ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.' I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy
Out Of The Mouths Of Babes
My daughter is 9 going on 25 who has an attitude and like her mother is missing the filter that keeps you from saying every little thing that pops into her head without thinking about who it offends or hurts. On the way home from school today I ask the usual after school questions: Have a good day? What did you have for lunch? Do you have any homework? Well she tells me her day then quickly adds she almost dropped a color because some little girl talked about her. I said well why did you almost drop a color, she said because I told that little girl "If you're going to be two faced, at least one of them should be pretty." God I love her
I follow the beliefs of the Native American Indian, which is spiritual, respecting the land, water, people and elders *and also the ones that have passed to the other side*. *I don't believe in something that MAN has written, then passed the wordings down from generation to generation, then contradict themselves in the process*. My ancient ancestors knew nothing of these written words *but as it turned out, it was something that was pressed/pushed upon them *do (as I say) or die (if you won't, cause you're my property or slave)*, it's something I can't or will not walk a path with. So much division with religion, so many books stating their beliefs are correct...Bible, Koran, etc.,* mine is better than yours* mentality. *Hinduism, Judaism, Zoroastrianism, Buddhism, Shinto, Confucianism, Jainism, Taoism, Christianity, Islam, the list is long and far reaching*. I don't knock someone for what they believe in, to each their own. I follow the beliefs of the American Indian, which is spiritu
Fu Drama
If I choose to stick my ass in the air for all to see that is my right!!!! If I want to show my body! that is my right! if you dont like the way I look then don't fucking look at me!!!!    I am NOT your baby girl.. your hun.. your sugar!!! Im not looking for a booty call! a hookup! or ways to show my pussy so that you might hit my like button more than once!!!   Fuck all you haters!!!! Lots of love to my lovers :)  And If I prefer military guys get the fuck over it!!! ITs my choice! dont tell me why I shouldn't like them!!!!    
Critter Corner
My Fetish
I have found my fetish to be quite simple...   I dress up just like myself and act like a psychotic bitch... We should stop spending money on discovering ways to keep old people alive....  We should require reflex and cognitive tests on the elderly before they can re-new their driver's license.... All drugs and alcohol should be legal for adults... let them kill themselves... if they are driving or working they get to wear a giant hat saying I like to fuck things up for other people....until they die... People that are pretty or handsome but stupid can have jobs as mannequins or experimental research... People that are stupid but ugly can be rural laborers or... experimental research with full head coverings required.  Breeders (if they can get through the screening process)... Will not work but will devote time to their spawn and if they feel that the spawn is not up to standards by age 5 they will be terminated unless... they can be used as the aforementioned.   More to come
Dear Diary
 I see you running.....Noticing your muscular thighs and you fit body.....I watch from afar......slowing my pace to keep a distance from you.....You turn sensing someone.....but Im hidden from you sight.....I follow you home.....You stop at your door....Its dusk....You feel a slight warm sensation on your neck....just as you turn to see what it is my hands come around you.....Sliding over the front your pants.....running my hand down in between your thighs.....sliding it back up.....I rub you sweet spot...feeling you already moist thru your shorts.....biting your neck.....I feel your pulse racing against my tongue.....You don't push me away or try to move.....Your body responding to my turn your face slightly catching my eye.....I kiss you....sucking your bottom lip your hands cup my face.....I push you into your door.....Your nosey neighbors are poking their eyes through the windows watching.....this only turns you on more.....I pull down your shorts......
My Latest Novel
We looked at 3 offers yesterday; rejected 2 (a cash offer of $285,000 and a USDA financed counter offer of $280,000) and are sitting on a third (the First Time Home Buyer) of $292,000 until Monday @ 5PM. Because we showed our house 7 times over Sat / Sun, we feel there's a chance an offer could come in sometime Monday. Well, the USDA offer we rejected decided to accept our original counter offer of $292,900 (which he had actually REJECTED when he countered @ $280,000) . I guess he saw the REJECTED on his counter and panicked. He sure came up with a lot of money very suddenly. So our Realtor called FTHB's Realtor to tell her that our counter had been accepted by the USDA Buyer. And the other Realtor said, "Hold it!" What a mess! I guess it makes sense that this can't happen. Our counter was null and void when he countered. So now our Realtor has to call Legal to find out what to do. I think the guy needs to write up a new offer for $292,900 if he wants the house. We would love that. B
Ramblings Of A Whore
What is the deal the last couple days? Seems like all the newbies are putting up Main profile pics of their teenie weenies. Then that's all they have in their folders. It's not like they are well endowed. These things are barely 2 inches long. Very pathetic looking. At least if your going to do it have some Real Meat hanging there to look at. My other problem is with people who can't put a REAL picture up as the Main profile pic. What are you scared of? Are you that ugly? Pathetic. Then you go in their folders and they have nothing but pics of flowers, cars and shit like that. Flashing pics make me sick. The constant flashing makes me want to throw up. I wish people woud put them in a folder for the love of Me.   People are always begging to see them all and wonder why they are all NSFW. They are all NSFW because people deciding to start marking them as soon as I downloaded them. These were the ones that I am totally clothed in. So I said FUCK IT. I'll mark them all and not let them
~story~ Night Of Passion
You looks deep into my eyes that move from a green to a blue  the closer they get to my pupils.  Your warm fingers gently caress my  face - brushing my  reddish blonde hair behind my ear before lightly running a thumb over my lips.  In your  eyes I  am  beautiful; a sexy creature that captures your thoughts and graces your dreams.  My features are soft and kind.  My curvy figure one, you crave to have pressed against you.  You pull me close, Your right hand moving from caressing my face to tracing the outline of my neck.  As you reach my  shoulder your  other hand has traveled to the base of my neck.  Gently, you pull me  forward as you step the rest of the distance to close the space between us. You draw my lips into a kiss as you left hand is entangled in my silky locks and you lightly massages my scalp.  Meanwhile, your right hand continues its downward travel.  You move it slowly down my back pulling me closer and finally allow it to settle gropingly on my butt.  Our bodies are pr
On A Serious Note...
So I was trying to take a nap today and lines just rushed through my mind for a return letter to Cal Poly. It's my hope to return next Spring quarter, and I've had trouble finding the right thing to say. So instead of napping it away, I got up and wrote it all out. I like it. But we'll see how I feel tomorrow, eh? Anyway, I'd like for anyone that cares to take the time to read it, to please offer suggestions, criticism, corrections, etc. This is very important to me, I'd like to get it right.   This is the letter I'll be sending the head of the college of Architecture at Cal Poly for consideration. I can return as an Architectural Engineering student but I don't want to. I want to study Architecture. And so this is my case (warning, it's very long):     I made the right choice in leaving Cal Poly. Not only was I wasting your time and resources, I was wasting mine. If I were to continue to drift through classes and ignore all the benefits and assets provided to me by you I'd never
Nothin But The Truth! I had to link it for reasons!! The truth is ALWAYS good.  Keep it real people!!!
Dear Baby Jesus
Dear Baby Jesus,   This morning I had an epiphany! Well, another one, anyway. Having invented derivative blings such as the Breast Cancer Awareness Month Booberang, and Godless mode this past week, I clicked on the "like" button and it was as if a ray of light had shown down from the sky (not to be confused with the morning sunbeam currently blinding my left eye). Fubar BINGO! Yes, though it should be called FUBAR since they have the same number of letters, but that's just one small bit of the larger picture. See, you can buy a FUBAR card and then you wait for the people on the card to flit by on the top of the screen, clicking the "like" button as you see them, and thusly marking them off on the card. The first person with a FUBAR wins the pot, which I neglected to mention the buy-in for each round. You can have fubuck bingo, and even bling credit bingo, seeing as the pot is comprised solely of credits by contributors. Anyway, that's all the thought I feel like putting into this r
Trying Something New
Many of you who know me know I lost my dad earlier this year. It has been tough and last Friday was my birthday and it was a very emotional day for me. When I was a little girl my parents always came into my room and woke me singing Happy Birthday. After I moved out of the house they would call me at the crack of dawn and wake me singing in the phone, well this year there was no call. Knowing I will never hear my dad sing to me again made me very sad. Last night I received a Bday card from a very special young lady who left a comment 40 & Fabulous and we chatted. I teased with her that I was old enough to be her mom and she said her mom WOULD have been 40 this year. At that point we continued to chat about losses and she made me feel better. Sometimes you want to understand how someone feels but until you have experienced the same loss you can listen but not know they pain in their heart. We all join the trains to get to meet new people so I would like to start one
Well, it's official. I gave my notice today here at my apartment complex. I will be moving in the next month. I had chinese delivered a lil bit ago and realized I am gonna miss that restaurant's food and my lil chinese delivery guy. :( My fortune today: Temptation resistant is the true measure of character. That is all. Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) Whats your name? ME: Sherry UD: Sherry a confused young girl who has no idea what the hell she doing. Girl: You are such a sherry! you can't love two guys at once. 2) Whats your age? ME:41 UD:41 A good looking or HOT, female. Used as a code so others will not know what you are talking about. Look at that 41 behind us or thats a 41 at the door. 3) Name one of your friends? ME: Ashley UD: Ashley a bad ass motherfucker who who won't take no shit off of nobody that girl is about to get the Ashle
Drunky Cubby
No, i will not be singing tonight. Vixen was complaining so i had to give her a little something. Grap your ear plugs and run.... Sorry for all you non smokers... Fuck i need help. Carrie said Creep. Why the hell not...I havent watched it yet As always i post it, then watch it, so this might be bad. I dont remember all the words... OMG my throat hurts. I might have to leave after this Lmaooooo last one
"without Love And Dying Here!!!!!
Vote For Me
GAMES PPL PLAY.. What Gives?WHAT WOULD 0BAMA DO? ~Your Monster Profile~ Shadow Beheader You Feast On: Tofu You Lurk Around At: Nude Beaches You Like to Tournament At: Las Vegas
Something To Read
THE NEXT DAY:I am thinking what did I do.. omg how did I allow myself to fuck this perfect stranger like I did.. hmmm but am now desiring more from this man.Don't think I got his name.. I don't remember I am still in shocked at it all. All I am doing now is getting ready for work and getting wet at thinking of it again.. going over in my head being in the car..What should I wear today? What if he comes back? I mean I whispered to come back but will he??At work I am involved in my work but every now an then I think of him and damn my panties are getting soaked.. shit and can't change them yet...I am about to get ready for my hour lunch when he pops in again..omg he is here .. shit what do i do.. He comes over and and smiles and says hello. I tell him I am going to lunch, he asks if he can join me?I tell him yes, all awhile thinking omg what if he can tell that I have been thinking of him...We have lunch and still there is time before I get back..we are in his car again.. back to the sce
An Introduction
Hi All!!! Well here it is.... Early in the morning, and I was just wandering around FUBAR. And - YES I DO in fact read the "About Me" sections before adding someone... After all - if you have nothing to offer in the way of a personality - what good is a beautiful body?? Make NO mistake - I "Enjoy" a beautiful Female form in ALL it's splendor (I am a Man after all and NOT Infallible...), But I AM a "Gentleman".... I am NOT into Crass and Crude remarks on NSFW photo's - I WILL Look and rate, however - "Should" I make a remark, It will be either #1 Humorous or #2 Polite and respectful - but for the most part, Points are not awarded to rates on NSFW photo's. Now having said that - I have a few things to re-iterate... #1 Just because you are comfortable in your own skin and choose to show it off - Does NOT make you a Whore/Slut/Ho/subject to unwanted crass remarks. And I EXPECT the same in return (With the exception of a few Friends that I have known for years...) THEY are allowed t
Bee.s Make Golden Honey For Dream Catchers
To a new friend with a life of their own choosing.      I actually have several friends who are alcoholic’s but haven't had a drink in many years. I've talked about it with them from time to time and they each said that no one could stop them from drinking. The only way for them to stop was when "they" reached a point in their lives when they decided to do that. It made me think about when I stopped smoking.     I smoked for many years and had people constantly nagging me to stop. I tried to stop many times without success. One day I decided on my own to finally stop and did it. Until I set my own mind to do it no one could get me to.    I do drink, and probably more than I should, but that’s just me. I started at a very young age (about 13) and it just changed from one type of drink to another over the years. I have been a wine drinker (not MD or Thunderbird types) from having easy access to European wines while I lived in Germany for almost five years. Started switchi
Everyday I sit and cry, Because I'll Love you till, The day I die. Time moves so slowly, When you are lonely, For the one that you Love. I wish I could fly like a dove, To see the one that I Love. I sit and wait and wonder, I feel like it's a spell I'm under, I can't break free, I wish you would be with me. But I can't change whats In your heart, I knew that from the start. I can only try to start anew, Without you by myside. Take-Care my Love for you have Two hearts and I have none. I gave you my all, I hope you can stand tall. I think of you and sign, There's nothing left but to say.... GOOD-BYE Wrote after a very hard break up. Only thing I've ever written.Hope you enjoy.
ok so i'm finally gonna put it in type.. i get numerous emails . thought we were friends yadayada .. well if u ask me to rate or look at a profile i do .. no questions asked i leave every single person on my friends list a daily comment i do this coz i want to not coz what i get back in return ..ok the friends i see not on line for a few dont come into this nor do the ppl i see on my page every day .. but if u find ur self deleted dun ask me why figure it out hell from the ppl im on about a comment once a month wouldnt go a miss. i do not beg for nothing i merrily go on my way rating n leaving comments coz i want to .. but im getting to the point of why the fuk should i.. jumps off soap box ladies remember to check ur skirt is'nt tucked in ya knickers when u leave the loo... fellas uh huh look down that wet spot is very unatractive.. 3 shakes not 2 ;)
Fu Own Me!
Fu Own Me! Highest bidder by 10 p.m. CENTRAL TIME today gets added to my Family with access to ALL my pics...good luck!! XoXo ~ Midwest Milf
You know the Ones Hiding behind a firewall offering you a better world like their world is so much better Saying the words that remain unsaid and thinking that you haven't heard them, from someone else just like them assuming that since you're on this site, you’re lonely! Never that! You know the ones... always sending sexual messages thinking that you'll just fly across the world and do the damn thing because they brought you a drink and sent an un-original Message... Oh now you're their Soul Mate...and all the socks in their top drawer is un-mated... You know the ones... Always talking about what they have...or what they just got...and never mention about what they've learned Saving your pictures as their screen they can have you displayed when company comes by...and only knows you by your profile name...Such and Such undescore64 And quick to change another stolen J-peg You know the ones... That can't take no for an answer and will bug the hell
Bible Stuff
John 14 Jesus Comforts His Disciples 1"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 (New International Version) 4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
Real Life And Fubar
HOW TO FORWARD E-MAIL APPROPRIATELY A friend who is a computer expert received the following directly from a system administrator for a corporate system. It is an excellent message that ABSOLUTELY applies to ALL of us who send e-mails. Please read the short letter below, even if you're sure you already follow proper procedures.. Do you really know how to forward e-mails? 50% of us do; 50% DO NOT. Do you wonder why you get viruses or junk mail? Do you hate it? Every time you forward an e-mail there is information left over from the people who got the message before you, namely their e-mail addresses & names. As the messages get forwarded along, the list of addresses builds, and builds, and builds, and all it takes is for some poor sap to get a virus, and his or her computer can send that virus to every e-mail address that has come across his computer. Or, someone can take all of those addresses and sell them or send junk mail to them in the hopes that you will g
Check It!
MzMic ™ Owner of DJ KIDD ROCK & Owned By Kritter&Tigger, Owner of the HideAway@ fubar check this lady out. shes awesome! thanks Her name id Clover aka Stacey Arnold! This bitch is a dirty, beggin, emo slut of a juffalo. DO NOT add her. she will beg for fubux and bling! I would advise you not to add her what so ever. JUST A WARNING TO ALL MY FRIENDS!   COME BID ON ME! :) IM WORTH IT
Finding Someone
Well for the most part there are a few of you in my friends list that seem to already know what's going on with me and my current/past situation. Then again there are many of you that do not know. To bring you up to speed if you would like to know, here it is in a nut shell. Back in August of this year in 2008' I met a women. A women who I thought at the time was the most amazing wonderful and beautiful person that I had and ever will meet. Things were going so well for us, even with taking in her child into my own life and treating her as if she was my own. Everything was all good and we were so happy together, all 3 of us as our own little family. We loved it so much that we had talked about getting married before she left for Iraq as a US Marine for 7 months. She was deployed on Sep 17th and left as planned to start her tour. So we decided to get married the week before she was due to leave. It wasn't just to get married either; marriage is a very serious thing and should not be
Well What Do You Know???
Well hell, i'm not the only one. It makes me feel all cuddly and pink. Do certain people make you feel like you are living in the X-files or a Daisy Blue wonderland???.
Who Wants To Own The Jaded One???
My Girl...
So...there's this girl that stole my heart. She calls me Daddy!
Bored As Fuk
well this is my 2nd attempt at fubar...deleted my other account due to a jealous boyfriend...created this one...he knws..hopefully there isnt anymore drama...fukin drama drama drama....feel free to rate me ...ill return love ..i promise.... my other account i was like level pics...i worked on that bitch alot...but its all good... show me some love purty please The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69 Do you like it rough or sensual?: A LIL OF BOTH Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: OPPOSITE How often do you like to have sex?: DAILY Is sex a top priority for you?: YES Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: HELL YEAH How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: NEVER How do you feel about one night stands?: DONT LIKE THEM How many one night stands have you had?: 4 OR 5 What's your favorite position?: ALL OF THEM Where's your favorite place to have s
Into 2009
Well.... those of you reading this... do care... but.... I havent been on here posting as I did daily for the last year..... 2009 IS a year of change for me...there is never enough time in the day...I would get up at 5 and read my comments...messages..etc..from 5am til 6:30.. I dont have a lot of time at night..that is for the kids....once in a while I will get on at 2009...I also is time for me to get back in shape...lose the weight I have gained since 2006 after getting hit by a car and going through 2 back surgeries.. and steriod injections in my spine.. physical therapy...chiropractic care....I am ready to stop excuses...and the picts I have in my album marked...Old days...2003-2005.... I WILL get back there.... So instead of 5-6:30 am Fubar is GYM time....better and more healthy for me.... in 2 weeks...dropped 10 lbs.... 75 more to go. this is a year long IF you are my will hang around an
Bored..creative...and Horny, A Dangerous Combination Of Moods ;)
I slowly crawled back to conciousness and opened my eyes cautiously. I stretched, and closed my eyes again for a moment, I was on my right side facing the window, the full light of day streaming through the open shades. I was afraid to roll over, afraid that if I did I would learn that the amazing night that was flooding vividly back to memory would just have been a dream. Preparing myself mentally, I rolled on to my back and turned my head to the left, a broad smile crossed my face as I saw a head of dark hair on the pillow next to mine. I reached out and stroked that dark hair, just once, still fearful that somehow she wasn't really there, and when my fingertips confirmed what my eyes were telling me my heart swelled. I propped myself up on my left arm and was treated to quite possibly the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. Jen and Nicole lay on the same pillow, their foreheads just touching,  The comforter was down just far enough for me to see that they were holding one another
Favourite Words
Just rolls off the tongue nicely half-wit (hfwt, häf-) n. Slang A foolish or stupid person. half-witted adj. half-witted·ly adv. half-witted·ness n. Thesaurus 1. half-wit - a person of subnormal intelligence changeling, cretin, idiot, imbecile, moron, retard mongoloid - a person suffering from Down syndrome (no longer used technically in this sense) simpleton, simple - a person lacking intelligence or common sense 2. half-wit - a stupid incompetent person dimwit, doofus, nitwit colloquialism - a colloquial expression; characteristic of spoken or written communication that seeks to imitate informal speech simpleton, simple - a person lacking intelligence or common sense im·be·cile Pronunciation: \ˈim-bə-səl, -ˌsil\ Function: noun Etymology: French imbécile, noun, from adjective, weak, weak-minded, from Latin imbecillus Date: 1802 1:usually offensive : a person affected with moderate mental retardation 2: fool , idiot Main
Behind The Curtians.
They know of you but they never really know you. The deeper they get the more you'll find yourself upset. I'm not what you want me to be. I'm not a thing of change and this is the best of me and check this you'll never get to me. I contain a passion that burns bright as the sun but can you stand it? Many have tried many have failed. The journy to bear ones soul is filled with many dangers and yet you ask for it so openly. Why I find myself asking, because you think I'd look cute at your side? How vain such a thought is, if all you desire is lust than state it as so. You'll not become the beast of my burden, you'll not be another mark in the book of my life. Ask those before you each and everyone of them has suffered under me. It's not that I'm out to make another person suffer me, no but why should I offer you my best when you can't even contain or controll yourself? Most my age can jump from one to another but me I latch on like a parasite to it's host. I'll feed off of you like none
To a very special person who has stuck by me for the last 2 years Thanks in more then words can explain ~ ♥ JoJo RL GF-Jelly/ Fubar wifey and owner to Nevada's finest Peanut Butter ♥ ~@ fubar Jonas BrothersWhen You Look Me In The Eyes
Im Outta Here
To all my friends i just want to say it been fun but things change and i wont be on fubar except for chillin in Devils Angels ,So please dont rate my pics or anything as im done with pic rating ,you can still get me in shoutbox when im around and on yahoo if you have it so have fun and take care.....
Im Ok With It Really
The older women on the site here tell me i should try them they have more experience but the more i think about it im fine with a couple of 20 year olds tying my down getting practice!
    Join the Quest To Get Me To Oracle!! I'm looking for some brave Fubarians to join my quest....the mountain may seem far away and unscalable, but I know you can get me close. So cast aside your fear and join our Fellowship! 1. Stop by St Michael's Page and rate the Lord of the Rings folder of pics (He has autos on starting at 3pm Eastern Time today)... Starting with this one... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Train. Check the Fellowhip Train tag folder to see if a tag is ready for you, if not, leave a comment like "Joining the Fellowhip Train" or something like that..
Cuz Karma Tagged Me
Normally I wouldn't even consider going along with one of these chainletteresque activities butt since its Karma I will for her cuz I love her. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Here's mine, in no particular order- 1. I wish my dick was bigger, not only longer butt fatter, like as fat as my arm with a tip as big as my fist. 2. When I get annoyed and or frustrated by people and/or situations it makes my skin feel itchy. 3. I desire to be dominated by a hot female wearing an SS officer's uniform butt I dont want to be tied up or made to suck any strapon dildos just spanked and smothered by tits and asssth and possibly peed on. 4. I have to go to w
Why Bbw
oral fixation: A psychological condition in which a person is unconsciously obsessed with the mouth and feels the need to always be sucking or chewing something. May lead to overweightness, nail-biting and other habits, and excessive cock-gobbling. Bob: "Hey Rick, why do you like fat girls so much? Is it because there's more cushion for the pushin'?" Rick: "No." Bob: "Is it because you need to feel dominated by a larger woman and forced into a submissive role in bed?" Rick: "Hell naw." Bob: "Is it because they're like to ride, but you don't want your friends to see you on them?" Rick: "Nope." Bob: "Well is it because of the huge ghetto ass and the tig ol' bitties?" Rick: "Well, um, not really." Bob: "Are you just a Tri Delt groupie, and they just happen to all be fat?" Rick: "No, but those Tri Delt girls go all out in the sack, let me tell you." Bob: "Is it because they're desperate, which makes them easier than first grade math class?" Rick: "You
10 Things
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I can't sleep with a music on. 2) I am an only child. 3) I love carrots. 4) I believe in life after death. 5) I hate winter but I love the summer. 6) I'm an avid fan of Blink182. 7) I believe in MIND rather than HEART, when falling in love. 8) I pray every night before I go to sleep. 9) I have an asthma. 10) I love exciting moments. ((5 PEOPLE I CHOOSE ARE)) *MO *Doc88 *Mandy *Cielo *Jerry
Because I'm Sick At Home Bored Thats Why!
1. How tall are you barefoot? prob 5'1 1/2 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? no 3. Do you own a gun? no 4. Rehab? nope but i like the band 5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"? yea kinda 6. What do you think of your friends? they are what keeps me sane...or insane lol 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? um anything by the chipmunks lol 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? oj 9. Do you do push-ups? no 10. Have you ever done ecstacy? nope 11. Are you vegitarian? yea not quite, i didn't get the booty by eating salad 12. Do you like painkillers? i do but i'm no addict 13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? personality personality personality!! and teh bewbs lol 14. Do you own a knife? yes a few 15. Do you have A.D.D.? no 16. Date Of Birth? jan. 17th 17. Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment: damn i feel like shit, i hate staying in bed this long, what is he doing 18. Name the las
No No No
Sonny is sick ! Hes takin the weekend off! But he might be back sunday nite or monday morning! signed RainbowBriteKilla ( P.S. this means "NO PHONE CALLS" )
Unheard Problems
ABC News' Luis Martinez reports: The Army has had another bad month for suicides within its ranks with 18 suspected suicides during the month of February. That is a decrease from January's record-high of 24 suspected suicides, but one Army official said Wednesday the number still remains high and "very disturbing." The Army's in the midst of a month-long training stand-down to help soldiers identify suicidal behavior among their colleagues. That stand-down was prompted by last year's record number of 143 suspected suicides in the ranks, 138 of those have been confirmed as suicides and five remain under investigation as possible suicides. Still, last year's 143 possible suicides were substantially higher than the 115 suicides that occurred in 2007, and the fourth straight year that suicides had increased Army-wide. Army Vice Chief of Staff Gen. Peter Chiarelli and top Army mental health officers released the February numbers during a bloggers conference call this morning. L
Hey all.. I had surgery Friday @ 11 am.....There were 4 hernias that the surgeon found in my abdominal cavity .....he repaired them using plastic mesh and approximately 100 staples. I am up moving BARELY! Sleeping a lot with the pain meds. I just wanted to let everyone know! *HUGS * Melinda Just gonna let everyone know If ya dopnt see me for awhiole Im having surgery again this Friday march 27 @ 11 am ...... Remember me in the glow of the sunset or when the robins return in the spring Know that in life there are up and downs , remember beauty exists in all things. Remember me as the butterfly flutters, and drinks the sweet nectar of flowers Life is as simple as nourishment within all there is loving power. Remember me with the radiance of the sun as the glow of me warms your face When the gentle breeze blows your hair in your eyes know its me sendng God's Grace Remember me when a newborn cries for soon tears of joy
So you are making a salute for me ? Awesome. I truly appreciate when people do that for me. Any and all salutes will be accepted of course. However if you wanna make me something special...I'll tell you how. check my "special salutes(for me)" folder to get an idea of what I like...insult salute. Flip me off and have "fuck you Donnie" written either on yourself or nearby. Make the fubar version as sexy as you want. If you want to make me VERY happy go a bit further and make me one for my private collection.This one can be as naughty as you care to share. Thank you, Donnie PS I'll return the favor, in any theme you may like
Good Vs Evil?
well the time has come for me to decide to choose angel or demon, mostly ppl pick this on thier on but im gonna let what few friends i have pick this for me as the way u see me lol , so leave a comment if you think im good or evil or angel or deamon lol (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing wit
well this isn;t goin as i planned at all... here's the situation.. back int he day when i was a ragin drunk... i got 6 dui's in different locations up and down the east coast.. 3 of them were in north carolina... last one being july 2001. i quit drinkin aug 2003. had a legal liscnce till i got busted in florida in 2005 for parapenalia and marijuana. lost it for 2 years... and that time was up last november... so i go to the dmv in PA where i live and try to get it back... they said not till i get my name off the national drivers register... my name is on it three times for NY, NC, and FL. NY and FL won;t take me off it till i get NC taken care off and they wanted me to do 40 hours of rehab over 60 dayz. so today i went to check myself in... my first offical councillin session will be march 30th. from then on i will go to group session twice a week for 8 weeks. with individual session twice a month for 2 months... so by june i should have my rehab taken care of... the kicker is they ar
So we was a fam a so called fam and yall want to break apart over some dumb shit well fuck that bullshit if you true fam you would have stuck together through thick and thin no matter what kind of shit came through the way we should have still stayed together and no yall want know nothing if something happen to one of us and i bet half of yall dont even give a fuck well i do and the reason why i say that because i been through some shit i got shot at been in the hospital almost died from sickness and nobody fucking knew well that fucking hurt me like hell and when i come back i hear all this fucking bullshit no more fam no more nothing everybody went there own way well in my heart we was fam always but right now WHAT THE FUCK YALL THINKING so my so called fam when you read this and think about what the fuck just happen because me myself life really aint promised tomorrow and i thought i would have had yall sowe need to work this shit out on the real or you really going to see a new me
The Menu
So I'm having some company over today and I'm preparing a small feast for all of us.. BBQ Ribs with a Apple Cider dipping sauce Salsa Burgers with a picante sauce, cheddar cheese, and fresh cilantro Hot dogs (no need to get fancy with em) Corn on the cob with herb butter Roasted Potatoes with peppers, onions, and fresh rosemary Beer, beer, whiskey, and more beer.   It's gonna be a good day So, I thought I'd start something new in my blog. Every night, I'm gonna post the dinner specials from work, ya know, just to make you guys hungry and whatnot. I'm open to suggestions too. If you have a favorite dish, let me know and I'll consider running it as a special one night :) Gnocchi Gorgonzola A generous portion of homemade potato dumplings stuffed with Gorgonzola cheese, and served in a creamy basil-pesto sauce. (Yes, I make these myself. Yes, they are a pain in the ass to prep. But we sell the shit out of em, so I'm stuck making them.) Chicken Francese Two egg-batter
I Am Mind
[b]You Are Shrewd and Talented[/b][img][/img]When You Are Comfortable:You are ambitious, and hard-working. Adversity allows you to shine. You resourceful and able to make due.People see you as honest to the point of bluntness. But they always know that you'll be fair. You have the good intentions.When You Are At Your Best:You are quite quirky, and you enjoy doing things your own way. You are optimistic, and you've always got a good idea brewing.People find you to be positive and uplifting. You make people feel good about themselves.When You Are in a Social Setting:You are a hard worker. You need security and stability in your life, even if that means putting in long hours.People see you as solid and dependable. You are always able to see the good in situations. Other find this comforting.[url=]What Do Your Initials Say About You?[/url] You Are Mind
My Writing
Mother's Love Our best friend in our youth Our Caregiver...when we are sick. Care without limits, Mother is love. A friend with no bounds Our childhood protector. Always aware of our trouble Before we utter a word. She knows our fears with but a glance For they are her own. How beautiful that name... Mother. Comfort in tangible form We belong to her Just as she is always a part of us Half of that which we call a heart. Her love unconditional Her strength unwavering Her kiss tucks us in at night, As her touch eases our fears. Her strength flows within our veins.. The strength of our mother's love. How Beauty? Will I be able to look into those eyes? and not find myself falling deep within. Will i be able to see your smile and not avert my own eyes? so that you don't notice my blush at those perfect lips. Will i be able to hug you without spending forever breathing you in? till i am enveloped by the fragrance that is you.
As most of you guys know that Craven and I plan to wed in August of this year. I would prefer to write my own vows. Please let me know what you think of this one.. At last the day has finally come when I can say my dreams have come true. After many nights of getting down on my knees, my prayers have brought me you. My search is finally over, and the journey of loving you I will now pursue. I can't think of any better way to say I love you, except to say...I Do. Though we walk to the alter separately, we leave together as one. To build a happy future around the miracle that He has done. I'm thankful for everything that you have given me, and together we'll make a brand new start. Staying together as long as we live, only in death we do part. As I stand here before you, and I say to you here and now. As God is my witness, I Do promise to keep every word of each vow. I wish this moment could last for ever, It's almost hard to believe It's true. And with this kiss, I'm in
At Night
At night At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left At night I wish we could go to the way things were At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I At night I realize there's no more us At night I dream of us together again At night I wish for us to be together again But in the morning I realize it was all At Night
Rainbowbritekilla & Freak
This Site
April 20/09   Even though i want to leave this site so badly and i keep saying every single day of the friggen week.  These amazing ppl down below r the reason i stay on this site.  *shakes head*So if u want to meet some amazing ppl.  U don't need to look that faraway at all.  There pretty much in this bully.So y not go and rate, fan, and add them.  They don't bite, i promise**¥êþ Ìm HêR**@ fubar☮ beautifuL XO ☮ ∞ ஐ*ღDangerouS Curves Memberღ*ஐ@ fubarAmong The Wildflowers@ fubar♥ Angel Baby ♥@ fubarQüéêñ ☼ƒ ♥'š ~Fu-Married and Owned by DarkDragoon86 ♥~Fubar's Most Finest@ fubar       Rachelicious@ fubar       Kimberly**owned by Kevin*@ fubarsilly@
Fu Vacation
Two of my pics were reported as NSFW, I do not understand why they were reported.  There were no sexually explicit bady parts showing and nothing offensive was said in either of the pics. I am not going to mention any names, but I was then accused by a former fu family member if reporting her pic(s) as NSFW because I was the last person in her folder.  Its poddible that the person then went into one of my folders and reported a pic of a female covered in body paint(artistic) as NSFW.  I felt attacked and betrayed, I do not like to deal with drama and to fix the situation I blocked several people, deleted 24 pages of so called friends and locked all of my folders so that only I can view them. Fubar support sent me a message stating that if the issue continued they would delete my account without notice.  I did the only thing that I could do to protect myself from being attacked again and being forced out completely. I know that this is only an internet social gathering place but I ha
~words Are Just's The Actions That Follow That Speak~
Tell me where you came from and it also tells me who you are at this point.... Show me your choices and it allows me to see who you are becoming.  Each day is an empty canvas for all of us, irregardless of our past, good or bad.  And each day, every decision is a path to a new life... every decision leads to one....not the sum total but every single one of them alone.... no one makes us angry or sad or hurt....they only do things in front of us and we decide..again, decision.... we decide what value to assign to their words or actions.......  I do not put value in negative, it only empowers others......  I try to grasp onto positive and be positive, even in the face of adversity.  Our choices,  our decisions  tend to become 'Patterns of Action' and in turn, those 'Patterns' become us.. the way we react and view things...they become "Habits".  Habits can be productive or counterproductive...that is our decision.  Bad Habits can only be excised and replaced by starting a ne
Fubar Leveling Up
Hello all I recently lfigured out how to level up really fast. I started my page yesterday and Im already a 10. I rated all those people with auto 11's on. I havent run out of photo rates and level up extremly fast.  Most people with auto 11's have ez rate folders that make it even faster to rate.  It may not be as much fun as looking and rating pictures and people as you would prefer to check out but you will take off in you level.
For Craven
I have an offer that you might like. I am offering NSFW salutes for people or person who sends my #1 Craven Moorehead a Jugga Face bling.. You are my treasure, my world, my fame;I share your heart, your joys, soon your nameI give you love, and peace of mind;You give me laughter and thoughts so kindI give you care, you take it from me;You give me warmth, so willing, so freeI give you a promise to have and to hold;You give me your love more precious than goldI give you my trust, and also my heart;You give me a promise that we'll never part Jason       Make photo slide shows at  
My Poetry
Self pityEver feel that no matter what you do in lifeIt is thrown back in your face?Ever feel that the harder you tryThe worse things seem to be?Wallowing in self pity,Blaming myself for the route my life has takenHow did I end up here?All alone in this endless pit of despair?Several times I have tried to climb out,But all the emotions and problems storedKeep dragging me back down.The blackness of this hellCovers my entire soulIt eats away at my heartNibbling at the tiny pieces of happinessThat I have left in this worldStruggling to find the answersTo help me out of this placeWanting so badly to feelA little piece of normalcy again Carla K. Undying Love by Carla K What they had was magical, a love so everlasting Through good times and bad so many people wish for a chance at the love they had. Seperated by devastation when God chose to bring him Home. It was hard for us to imagine how we would make it through Days, months, years passed by None of us forgetting She never
Friendly Reminder
I'm just reminding everyone to get their costumes pressed and washed, ready for Monday's Super Hero/ Villain day..Don't forget nobody likes a man with dirty tights..... Also feel free to be like Seamus and paint your body Silver just for the effects. But if you do please take pictures and send them to me...I need some serious black mail material. Make sure you have your pictures of your superheros ready, I'm not even going to try load them first thing Monday morning. Here's the list of Heroes/ Villains who are taken: Elektra= Me!!! Silver Surfer= Seamus Poison Ivy= Blue Eyed Soul Tick= Name Crisis She Ra= Witty Ash (Evil Dead)= Sasquatch Gambit= Soda Batman=HUsky Redneck Siryn= Ms. D Cat Woman= Reeka Hulk= Mop Daredevil= The Crimson King Storm= Amykins Deadpool= Anonymous Birds of Prey= Pixie Captain Underpants= Chef Jay The Shocker= Hugh Hawk Girl= Satara Flash= Bonz Scarlet Witch= Witchie The Green Latern= Swift Rogue= Karma's Bitch Dr Manhatten= The Dork Kn
Twisted Phuckers
Twisted Phuckers!! A select group of off the hook, totally rad, extremely sexy, super fly, wicked crazy, bad ass individuals aka US Welcome and Congratulations on being a Twisted Phucker We are gathered here today to acknowledge all the douchebags fucktards and dip shits of the world.... If you to are a dipshit this may not be the group for you. We can not be held liable for hurt feelings or unexpected and random acts of assholish behavior. If at anytime you feel your civil or personal rights have been violated please feel free to email us with your concerns. We would love to have you be the next douchebag of the day. With that said we take all requests seriously and only after a thorough investigation into your worthiness to be named twisted phucker will you be allowed to join. If we feel you fall under the category of any of the above said dipshits, don’t be surprised if we kick you out after said complaint and tell you to piss off!!! Your Twisted Phuckers....This Is Your Famil
ATTENTION EVERYONE....As you or may not know... I am the anti fuwhore. I decided to go for spotlight. I strongly encourage you to repost this, send it to your friends on here, your family and crap.... Even show this to your dog.... Every fubuck will count and will be appreciated... STICK IT TO EVERY E PROSTITUTING POINT WHORE ON FUBAR AND EVERY DONATION WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED!!!!Thank you all for reading... Ok... I am generally pissed off at everyone on my friends list at the moment. Let me explain and yes, I marked this NSFW because seriously, I am gonna say fuck a lot. The subject I am gonna mention in this blog is my NSFW folder. I find it quite frustrating that I am giving out family adds, and no one bothers to look. Yes, these pics arent quite safe for the general public, but I do not randomly let people view these pics. To be honest, I am extremely offended. I have had new pics up there for a few days, and not one view. Not one fucking view. Only way I am letting people in
love is about finding the right person and creating the right relationship.... and its not about how much love you have in the begining but how much love you gain for each other in the end..... trust is not something that is given... but it is something we earn.......
I  Want to take a few moments of your time to tell you how greatful I am for all the luv and support shown to me while I was trying to level!. You never know you have so many friends untill you need them sometimes! Some of you I know and am friends with , you know I am thankful for yall, and others I did not even know jumped in to help, you guys were Awesome, I hope to meet and talk with each of you one day. Even though I did not make it yet, I want to Thank you all and send you my love, Again I am very Greatful for all the Support...Your Friend Always, ~Becky~ 'aka' (Southern Luv)...Still Oracle Bound!!
Tribute To My Father
It's difficult to lose someone you love. There really are no words to describe how it feels. I know many of you have lost someone you loved and I'm sorry that anyone should ever have to go through the pain, but I guess it's just a part of this journey we're on  that we call life. I lost my father more than once, (In different ways than actual death, I lost him twice) The first time I lost him, I was just six years old. He was everything to me, and we were inseperable. One day as he was driving home from work, he got behind a semi truck without flaps, and a 4 1/2 lb rock spun through the tires, and flew through his windshield, and smashed his head. We found him over 8 hours later. Apparantly he had been lying in a wheat field for the 8 hours, but then sat up and drove himself (with a shattered windshiel) back to where he worked. I was sitting in the car with my mom, and when we pulled up alongside the truck, he looked over at us and smiled. He was unrecognizable, and he should have di
surgery over...he now has a trache...a vocal cord was crushed and another severed due to the cancer being so wrapped around thyroid...4th stage....said 6 months without treatment...doing a full body and brain scan friday...i am just beside shock...devastated and hurt byond belief...i had hope this it is slowly fading...but trying my best to hang in there we have a 9 yr old son that will b devastated when i decide to tell him which will b a while yet....all prayers needed....ty....i will b on and off .. most prob off for a few days....i am spent in every direction and have to absorb this...xo...lisa the cancer in question...if ur interested...;) Thyroid Cancer: Anaplastic Cancer The Least Common Thyroid Cancer This page includes more advanced information on a specific type of thyroid cancer. . . Anaplastic Thyroid Cancer. Please read our Introduction to Thyroid Cancer page first which gives a general overview of all types of thyroid cancer sin
Just Me....
Wha t r ur plans? Mine r 2 live lik=fe 2 the fullest like always, & count another year down. Hopefully the Mayan's didn't know what the hell they were talking about, but we'll have 2 wait & see 4 that. The past few years have been lived dealing with people that I probably could be better off dealing without.... but we all have our cross 2 bear. But @ the end of the day, we have another day of life to live. So take this year, and reminesce on the many you have lived & b greatful that you have made it to another, because we all know someone that didn't make it, for whatever reason. Fu(h)ins! Love is me & my kids... how bout dat chit? LOL! Until further notice, this is how I feel about fubar....I think this is a cool place to meet & get to know some cool people, but over the past few years it's become a political sideshow. I know some people have a life on here...I think it's called addiction...fu-addicts. I'm one too. I have met some really beautiful people here.... inside and out.Here's
The Serious Things
Something I often hear about is why it is anti-liberal to be pro-Iraq War. Somehow, people twist the reasoning given for the war in Iraq to be something it is not, and never was: the gaining of another source of oil. Oil is not, was not, and never truly has been the reason we went to war in Iraq - or, at least, the gain thereof was never the reason. There are more obvious reasons. There are even more moral reasons, if one cares to look. What the reasons the US and UK governments gave - those of our own fear and risk to ourselves - are not shameful because they were lies.They are shameful because they were necessary to convince us that we should care.Granted, I am the first to admit that the real reason our governments gave a damn in the first place is because Saudi Arabia wanted US troops off of it's soil, and this, indeed, is about oil. The US has long feared Saudi Arabia's ability to cripple the world markets with an indolent flick of it's finger, and this is why Saudi Arabia is the
Our hands parted ways, So slow go the days. What transpired between us, Has crushed me like a bus.   I long to hear your words again, Without you, I go insane. My heart is beginning to crumble, I try to talk, but I only mumble.   You were the light of my life, Now I'm full of so much strife. Where you have gone, will you come back, I need you to put me back on track.   I have told you, I'd do anything, Now I feel such a painful sting. Look in my eyes, just say the words, Spread your wings, and fly back just like the birds.   :(
Public Apology
Ive come to realize that I'm a bit of a pervert. I think it might be inbred into me with my Greek heritage. Also the fact I was named after the Greek god of wine and debauchery.... I believe I owe you all an apology ....especially my girl friends.. So to you I say i am truly sorry.... I'm a pervert.. I will try to behave it will be hard, but i will try... *molest a few girls before i go* Also I will apologize to Seamus in advance to anything I might possibly do to hurt his feelings... I apologize for being confusing and sometimes and outright mess (most of you have seen this) Also last but not least I apologize to the male friend I have for being that cute but slightly dorkish girl that loves to stalk....(please refrain from locking windows it makes my job a little more difficult)   Wicked the nun PS.... thank you Jai for the spelling correction if its grammatically wrong blame him.(they never read small print)
A Tribute To My Dad
 If I leave here tomorrow Would you still remember me? For I must be travelling on, now, cause theres too many places Ive got to see. But, if I stayed here with you, girl, Things just couldnt be the same. cause Im as free as a bird now, And this bird you can not change. Lord knows, I cant change.    Bye, bye, its been a sweet love. Though this feeling I cant change. But please dont take it badly,
When human consciousness evolves sufficiently the need and purpose for religion will evaporate. Spirituality is very real. To deny spirituality would be to deny ourselves. Religion is a man-made device created by men who needed something to believe in. It is a farce. A mystical explanation was needed to give reasoning to a newly developed world view with a newly developing thought process. Don't get me wrong now most of what I believe in could be described as mystical or mythical but this a different point for consideration. When I was born into this life, my parents were Jehovah's Witnesses. Before you discount my further statements, understand that my adult world view could not be further from the one I was born into. As a child I was fully enveloped in the ministry of said religious purpose. My mom taught me to read by the time I was four. By age five I was proficient enough for public speaking. At age six I was reading and preaching from the bible on a stage in front of Hundreds o
Oh Yea...
so with all the recent point whoring I almost forgot I was wanting to blog about this guy Philemon. He was nice enough to buy me in an auction a while back. He also blinged me straight to Godfather the other day. So I think we should all just take a moment to talk about how much we love/hate/want to make out with him.   Go!
The Real Me
Cherry Bomb Or Auto 11 Auction
My auction is not about money its gonna be a fair auction not just who has the most money .... just leave me a msg on what you bid for the bling the auction was posted in a bully so it will expire on the 28th..its not who bids the most it what interests me the most
I am bidding on tomorrow's Spotlight,  I would like to thank you all for helping me become a whore.....   I have to tell you that I will be stealing a picture from each of my sponsors. But I also have to confess that I might have misplaced a whole freaking list.. So please if i skipped you or forgot promise you will accept my apology now. Also feel free to tell me if you are one of my sponsors so I can sneak you into my special mention....   love Wicked PS i have had fantasies of all  the woman reading this blog
Private Messages
Made it through another futastic weekend. Hugs for my fu wife even if she doesn't want them. Really trying to be a good fu hubby,have some fun and be "The Man." based on comments from last MUMM posted only two people came close to defining a real cowboy.  Perhaps they don't care or are just ignorant. People that make rude comments are really shallow,mean people suck. Fu land please show lots of love to my fu ownees. They are all very special ladies!
Devils N Dolls
Requirements1. You must add Devils n Dolls Homepage.2. You must add all Devils n Dolls Founders and members to your friends list.      (all founders will be in the family list on the homepage and the members will all be in the friends list on        homepage)3. You will be required to repost any DEVIL N DOLLS bulletins.4. You will be required to help the person and or people we send out to you.     (keep in mind we dont want you to spend all your time on fubar just helping, this is for fun and we would       like everyone to have fun doing it. Key to being helped is to HELP!!)PLEASE CHECK HOMEPAGE DAILY FOR UPDATES AND INFORMATIONIf you have any questions as of now please send a private message to the DEVILS N DOLLS homepage. Until we can get blogs up.Keep checking this for a few more things might be added.
My Daisy Blue Is In An Auction
Ok So Here Is The Thing...
Ok now i know some of you may disagree with me on this one but everyone is entitled to their own opinions.I just feel that things has changed so much on here no one is as interested in Fubar as they once was.Me personally i don't see the need for the changes but as everything now nothing stays the same.Everyone always looks for a reason to change to make things better in their opinions but in others opinions it may be worse than what it was.Part of that is because we get so adapt to they way things are that we don't like the change because its different.Anyways a lot of people has left Fu and more drop off everyday.I use to spend a lot of time on here now my time on here is very scarce.I have made a lot of friends on here and lost a lot also.To those who do still stand by and wait for me to get on just to say hi i envy you.I truly love and miss a lot of yall.Its just something i wanted to get off of my chest.Thanks for reading yall really are awesome and has made my time on Fubar very
Poetry & Passions
  Bodies entwined, what treasures they findas hands explore every peak and valley..soft sighs..impassioned moans..the symphony of two souls embraced.To see...To touch...To taste......all the visions......all the sensations......all the flavours...of two bodies blended inpassionate bliss........entwined in eternal echoes of love and lust... - A Leaf -   Quietly, I lay under the old tree Gazing up into its branches Blithely watching its feathering leafs   Through its gnarling limbs, sunlight beams And I think of Life..of Love..of finer things Of the smile of my child..of a woman a’far And the joy that into my life they do bring   Quietly, I lay under the old tree Gazing up into its branches Blithely listening to a bird as it sings  
My 1st Contest
Women's English.....
    "Yes" = No "No"= Yes "Maybe" = No "I'm sorry" = You'll be sorry "We need" = I want "It's your decision" = The correct decision should be obvious by now "Sure... go ahead"  = I don't want you to "I'm not upset"  = Of course I'm upset, you moron! "We need to talk"  = I need to complain "You're certainly attentive tonight"  = Is sex all you ever think about? "Be romantic, turn out the lights" = I have flabby thighs "This kitchen is so inconvenient"   = I want a new house "I want new curtains"  = and carpeting, and furniture, and wallpaper... "I heard a noise"  = I noticed you were almost asleep "Do you love me?"  = I'm going to ask for something expensive "How much do you love me?"  = I did something today you're really not going to like "I'll be ready in a minute"   = Kick off your shoes and find a good game on T.V. "Is my butt fat?"  = Lie to me "You have to learn to communicate"  = Just agree with me "Are you listening to me!?"   = [Too late, you're dead] "Do
Recently I was asked by a funeral director to play at a graveside service for a homeless man.  He had no family or friends, so the service was to be at a pauper's cemetery in the Kentucky backcountry.  As I was not familiar with the backwoods, I got lost, and being a typical man I didn't stop for directions. I finally arrived an hour late and saw the funeral guy had evidently gone and the hearse was nowhere in sight.  There were only the diggers and crew left and they were eating lunch.  I felt badly and apologized to the men for being late. I went to the side of the grave and looked down and the vault lid was already in place. I didn't know what else to do, so I started to play.  The workers put down their lunches and began to gather around.  I played out my heart and soul for this man with no family and friends.  I played like I've never played before for this homeless man.  And as I played “Amazing Grace,” the workers began to weep. They wept, I wept, we all wept toge
Have you ever been invited out by your friends and when you get there.  Random Girl.  Your friends have decided to ninja fix you up.  Now, I don't drink, I don't have an issue with it, it doesn't bother me.  I actually like seeing the changes in people between drinks.  It's amusing.  But this girl is drunk.  I don't mean healthy buzz, talkative drunk.  I mean can't string four coherent sentences together drunk.  She can't NOT talk about herself for more than a few slurred words.  As  a side question..... Why is it, every girl under a certain age at the bar is snapping a hundred pictures of themselves, screaming like they're on vacation?  These girls aren't visiting from another country.  They probably live in the neighborhood and sit in there 6 nights a week.  Calm the fuck down and gain some perspective.  So I'm sitting here with this self centered narcissistic, black hole of a human being when the band starts.  Of course, depressing indie college rock bullshit.  Lovely.  Out of polit
I Belive...
This was sent to me and I wanted to share it....       What would you do? make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice?At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves children with learning disabilities, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question:'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does, is done with perfection..Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do.Where is the natural order of things in my son?'The audience was stilled by the query.The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, who was mentally and physically disabled comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way o
Broken Sword
Flames burning with one spark, Through your religion I die,  Blind I see in the dark, I cut out my eyes!                                                          I was taught in my youth,  Denying all of my fears , Deaf I hear the truth,  I cut off my ears!                                        Ringing like a Broken Sword,  Upon my voice your attentions hung, Mute I speak the word,  I cut out my tongue!                                  Tearing open my pride, I feel pleasure instead of pain, I see the wound split wide I cut open my vein!                                            Flowing free I'm bleeding,  Pierced my blood will start,  As it is still beating, I cut out my heart!                                                          2,000 years of mutilation, Is this the generation, For judgement and devastation,  Our world is in desolation!
What Would You Do For 100 Million Fubucks?
I'm getting tired of the fu-owned BS on here!  So I was thinking of giving some of my fu-bucks away soon!  Some kind of contest!  So put on your thinking caps all you pervs out there!  What kind of contest should I do?  1) A NSFW Salute to me and Vampy 2) or something else? We'd really like to hear your thoughts on this one :)
In Need Of Our Support
Keep Dallas Angel in your prayers, having a lot of serious medical problems right now, could really use some supportjust found out she has 3 types of cancer cervicalovarian lungshe also has to have her gall bladder removed and has two compressed disc she needs everyones prayers to help her through this she is only 36 years old and still has a long life to live for thanks for all your support pass this on Punisher her real life husband (Fred)
Peyton Talks
Hello World,Its me again I am the type of person that hates to repeat herselve. I have been asked about my friends and family ranking again,all I have to say to that is please read the previous blog. I will how ever repeat this,maybe not in the same words but same meaning. Don't challenge me over Jeff(Fujeff).What we do is our business.He is my lifeline,my heart,don't go there.Most of all he is my best friend and we are going bike riding next month.What we do has nothing to do with me talking to you.It is totally seperate.Keep it there.Don't ever threaten me it will not work.Im a mom are you kidding me.lmao Let me let you in on a little secret.He knows I flirt,talk and many other things on here with men.He lets me be my own person.A matter of fact it isn't a let at all,He knows I am an adult and respects me just for that and allows me to make decisions and the funny thing is all he wants is to make me smile and happy.He doesn't expect anything from me. This man should never be tr
Very True Poem That I Wrote
Love, Interrupted I love you, I need you, I want you, SHUT UP!I'm tired of all this nonsense. I'm tired of tryin' to slap on romance, and endin' upwith a "Keep on yo pants!" It's makin' me so sick that I can't even eat; I'm tired of hearin' this nonsense from the time I wake up till the time I go to sleep! It's haunting my dreams, interrupting my thoughts; I'm not gonna do this anymore, I'mnot gonna give it all I got anymore! The fighting is too much, my heart can't take,its over, face it, we are never gonna make it! They say Love is special, and that it isgrand, but look at us, we don't even hold hands! Our hearts are shot, our minds are corrupted, this is our life, welcome to Love, Interrupted.
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides
Fubar is fun!  I have stayed mostly in the mumms of late, but perhaps I rub people the wrong way, too damn bad.  I flirt, I am a man, I rate and collect photos, and comment on other people's, beyond that I have made some friends. I am sorry I may have pissed off some people on my take of Christianity and Atheism.  I am sorry for the words, but not for the sentiment! Is Ohio, California, or Florida the state with the most idiots on fubar?  Or are there other regions and nations that carry that distinction?  A. Ohio B. California C. Florida D. Other  E. Who really cares, we can make fun of idiots from everywhere.
Why The Abuse
About 4 years back I was living in a homeless shelter, some say it's the worst place you can be! I have to agree to that but at the same time you learn alot about who you are while you are there..I learned a great deal about me and well weather anyone reads this or not I know I was able to talk about it and feel better about myself. I was there for 6 months no friends no family in a state where I was all to new to. Every day we had chores to do which was ok it helped them out. Every morning we had different classes we went to, but the one that I enjoyed the most was one that was done by a man named Jerry. There was many things we talked about one that stayed with me the most was that though with a life of pain he helped me to see that the pain that was inflicted on me was never my fault..NO ONE ever asked for some pain to be put on them..The one thing he helped me see was I needed to forgive myself cause all my life I had blamed myself for that pain when in all it was not to forgive th
Only The Good Stuff
I think it's time I come clean about me and Crisis. I had been bombing his folder pretty heavily as I have been with all my friends. he sent me a message: > > > > > > > === 'Name Crisis' wrote the following at '2010-10-22 05:21:45'..> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > I feel like I owe you for all this bombing. I have a big box of Fransia wine and some bubble bath that comes in a champagne bottle. Wanna make out?> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > === ' witty screen name' wrote the following at '2010-10-21 19:02:22'..> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Your photo album was Cherry Bombed by: witty screen name 146 photos in the album were rated an 11 and you've received 8,030 points and fuBucks!   I DID want to make out. I asked him to wear that pink lipstick he has on in that one pic that "he says" mel made him. He told me he already had it on. Meh, what can I say I like it a little freaky. We met at a bar that was half way between his state and mine. We ordered 12 shots of whiskey a
The Failbox
I love cleaveage, and so do you. If I had a pet angelfish, she'd love cleavage. My grandma probably loved cleaveage, and so probably does the squirrel right out side my window staring blankly at the light pole. Obama loves cleaveage, and even Ray Charles does, even though he can't see it. My computer loves cleaveage, my Fubar account loves cleaveage, my coffee, boots, guitar, yahoo messenger list, taskbar, broken partition, and all my bathroom acoutraments love cleaveage. Ok so you get the point. The subject is cleaveage. Why would anyone discuss cleaveage, you might ask... Well it's because it's a treasured and beautiful thing that women passively showcase and abuse. In my opinion, in my own mind, women use cleaveage to attract attention like catnip to kittens. Well, newsflash: It works, and that attention might not be the kind you expect. I think in some cases, it can attract undesirable attention, like stalkers, and effectively, rape. Not cool. I know. Not a cool subject. But it's
Something Comes To Mind...
Greetings Neighbors and Fubarians:   Some of you may already know this, but , my son is going through a real tough breakup from his girlfriend of four years.  As it has been stated, he came home and she told him that she didn't feel attracted to him any more and needed to leave.  Now, my wife and I called talked to him last night.  He was an emotional wreck grasping for any advice to win her back.   Yet, the following is the advice I gave him: 'Son, you need to work on building yourself first.  You need to get right for your children and yourself, before trying to be with anybody else' Well, you think I told him right or was my advice to cold and unfeeling.  The Yadlow wants to know..for the sake of my son and the grandchildren...   Meanwhile, I wish you all to receive the love you need and deserve.   Peace Greetings neighbors:   I have been here for awhile and once again felt the need to explain the way I do things here on Fubar.  Let me restate what a lot of folk
I Win! I Win!
Still Learning
My Past Caught Up With Me...
First off, let me begin by apologizing for any typos, grammatical errors or spelling mistakes i may make ahead of time. I have never "blogged", so i beg urindulgence. however ,something pretty neat happened to me a few weeks ago and i feel the need to share the story. If no one reads it, oh well.... Many years ago,(i wont say exactly how m olany), i was working as a server at a popular waterfront restaurant on the beach. It was one of my first jobs and the restaurant still exists! One day i came to work and discovered we had hired a new dishwasher. I had always been one to make people feel  welcome ad i soon discovered that this young man was painfully shy and quiet. for good reason, as his knowledge of English was limited. For some reason i cant fathom, all of my co-workers had difficulty with his name.He was from Morrocco and before you knew it, he had been nickamed "Vic" a shortened version of his name....      Vic was . a hard worker and reliable and despite the language barrier w
Trust Or Go With Gut F33ling
Unfair is the rich , the blessed, the powerful, the gifted ones ... Unfair is how rich people work little  & get paid alot... Unfair is how people  who have nothing , still get shit on Unfair is when others get more in life and emotionally when they give nothing back unfair is working your whole life just to die a shitty unloved life What is unfair to some may not be unfair to others unfair is working for the man just to have him belittle you behind your back Unfair is being unloved and living with demented people or family Unfair is getting your voice locked up with no answer all your left with is questions Unfair is watching your family treat your siblings better then you in front of you Unfair is what  parents think, leeps them parents--- so untrue Unfair is watching your eccentric neighbor winning the lottery  whenyou play everyday
Just A Thought
FIVE RULES ON FITTING IN AMONG THE HUMANS. Close your eyes and imagine a world filled with so many contradictions that it's damn near impossible to tell left from right, up from down and right from wrong. Picture a culture at war with itself, where the best of what it has to offer struggles to see the light of day, where style almost always trumps substance, where people seek out an existence based on their ability to blend in with an insanity that has come to represent the status quo.   Okay, Now imagine a voice in the midst of that wilderness, in tune yet different from everything that surrounds it. Barely indentifiable over the monsterous hum of the daily grind, the  voice is a constant that grows louder by the minute. What began as a soft whisper, innocent and only flirting with your audible consciouness, has grown into a definite roar, distinct, and undeniable in it's existince.
Toy Shopping
"I have a surprise for you..." I say as I open the door. I pull you inside and brush my lips against yours. "I'm driving." Usually, you drive, the truck's sexy, but I want to make an impression that only a little red car can do. I think you figure out where we're going when we're half way there. I notice you fidgeting next to me and I can tell you're thinking about that conversation we had a few weeks ago. I have this fantasy... I take your hand in mine and place them both on my thigh. This gets an askance glance. I slide your hand higher and part my legs just a little. I smile and you relax. I meet you behind the car in the parking lot of Centerfolds. I pull you to me and back against the car. My hands slide down your back to your ass, pulling you into me and pinning me against the warm metal. I want you. Your breath comes short. I break off the kiss and whisper "Do you trust me?" in your ear. Taking your hand, I pull you towards the little store. We pass through the met
Sad Down Crying
I am the night,  I am the Day,  You hear my call from far away,  When I speak it reaches and touches your soul,  When I gaze into your eyes,  My wolf eyes can see through you,  Your secrets, deep, dark, so full of life,  Yet they can calm any painful pain of mine or yours,  The spirit oƒ the Wolƒ lives on and on,  Though you may not see me,  I am there,  I am the defender of all, the protector oƒ the land and animals,  I stand for all that is right, and never wrong,  And yes there is a such thing as Wolƒ magic,  Its all around,  In the sky, the ground, the sea, the lakes, rivers and creeks,  All's you have to do is believe.    Something so hardgoes straight to the soul;it seems impossible to get overand my heart is left with a big hole.I'm trying to be happy, wearing a smile;but I'm dying inside.The world seems to be fading,and I just want to run and hide.Everywhere I go I see your face,and realize how much I miss you I need you now
It comes upon you anyway! Whether it is sought or nay, it will come upon you anyway... I can't imagine wanting, Yet there is for all a time. In the dark recesses of dying, We create religions, Yet I cannot imagine the dying? Emotive, the end! Whether life is contain later, Or stay, or lip of loop, it is the end. Cherubs are brim they say in Heaven, The innocent first week ends, Every day an adend, Every day emboss. I can't imagine, the dying, deal with it then. I expect I'll have no choice, Thus, today I tend the finer features, In preparation of creating fine gloss, I cannot imagine, the dying. Nothing to be done after, I'll pop a cork today, Offer welcome, Flirt
Stuff To Read
A free bird leaps on the backOf the wind and floats downstream Till the current ends and dips his wing In the orange suns raysAnd dares to claim the sky.But a bird that stalks down his narrow cageCan seldom see through his bars of rageHis wings are clipped and his feet are tiedSo he opens his throat to sing.The caged bird sings with a fearful trillOf things unknown but longed for stillAnd his tune is heard on the distant hill forThe caged bird sings of freedom.The free bird thinks of another breezeAnd the trade winds soft throughThe sighing treesAnd the fat worms waiting on a dawn-brightLawn and he names the sky his own.But a caged bird stands on the grave of dreamsHis shadow shouts on a nightmare screamHis wings are clipped and his feet are tiedSo he opens his throat to sing.The caged bird sings withA fearful trill of things unknownBut longed for still and hisTune is heard on the distant hillFor the caged bird sings of freedom I think awhile of Love, and while I think, Love
My Thoughts
This is my first blog for on fubar and I am glad to share this with all of you. I am a very sweet girl. I will talk to basically anyone, but I admit, the overly sexual comments are disgusting. You will probably be ignored after you start them just so you all know. That is not attractive. I am so happy with my fiance. A lot of people will never know love like I do. For the longest time I didn't know what I was missing. I was a very sad and miserable girl. I was with the wrong guys for all the wrong reasons until one day, I finally decided that I deserved better. That's when I found the love of my life. I was sick of guys just wanting me for sex or using me, sick of the abuse I was given cause I didn't need that or want that. It's so hard to find a good guy anymore since everyone is too busy sleeping with everyone. I knew what I wanted and I got it. I was in a pretty bad living situation and I didn't have my family to rely on cause...well, that's a whole other story...but after I foun
Nsfw Rants
If a man isn't attracted to a woman, he's not going to lower his standards.   If a woma isn't attracted to a man, she's a shallow bitch.   Amen! When I was on dating sites, any guys who posted photos of himself flexing or shirtless got deleted. I didn't bother to read the mail. This is insecurity at its finest. "Look at mah hot bod, wanna fuck?" The gym rat is the dumbest, shallowest, and flat-out repulsive thing to me. Think of Guidos from Jersey Shore. Jesus fucking CHRIST.   Cam shots are also annoying, but forgiveable. To find out if a person is overweight and all they have is head shots, look at their cheeks and under their chin. "Myspace angles" can be a bitch, but an obese person usually has a "fat face" as well. On Tagged I get 4 page of mail a day. This is because my ap on my phone connects to the site, showing me online almost all day. I
Try Me
Try to hold me down, and see what I do. Just when you think it's not possible, I over power you. Because I possess something, greater than you are. It's called my spirit, shining like a star. My light burns too bright, for you to put out. Try me, if you have any doubts. Your empty words, are music to my ears. Fueling my spark, guiding my fears. I walk with broken bones, laugh through the blood stains. Because only I, am responsible for my own pain. Through all the hardships, I choose to win. And my story, will never have an end.
I Wish He Would See Me
A Bit About Me
in the world of Wicca , which is pagan, but not satanic, let peopel know it is about the spirits, loving all and following simple guidelines. Iwill not bring any neagtivity or something bad into anyones life as the karma would smack me upside the head 3 times back .  What Wicca Isn't: Wicca does not embrace the concepts of sin, heaven or hell, the evils of sex or nudity, confession, Satanism, animal sacrifice, or the inferiority of women. Wicca is not a fashion statement, and you do not have to dress a certain way to be a "real Wiccan." Basic Beliefs of Wicca: While not exclusive to every single tradition, the following are some of the core tenets found in most Wiccan systems: The Divine is present in nature, and so nature should be honored and respected. Everything from animals and plants to trees and rocks are elements of the sacred. You'll find that many practicing Wiccans are passionate about the environment.   The idea of karma and an afterlife is a valid one. What
My Rablings
I thought about this all week. I'm going to do it by decades.   80's   Kay Parker and Jerry Butler 90's   Stephanie Swift and Ron Jeremy 00's   Zoey Andrews and Lex Steele   I could add so many to this list. Like Amber Lynn and Nina Hartly. Anna Malle and Savannah. R. Bolla and Job Dough   Who do you like?
Won't Be Around As Much...
I recently retired, and am in the process of moving which means I won't have a whole lot of time to mess with fubar in the forseeable future. That's cool cause once you get to the upper levels (and I'm at 50), the only way to level further is to buy a shitload of bling and spend all day and all night on this site. I won't have a whole lot of either money or time to drop on this place, so...   Drop me a note at and I'll shoot you my cell #...some of you I'll miss a lot - some, not so much LOL - Larry (Stubby) Finally home from the hospital! Had a heart attack with three stents put in place. Flatlined SIX times - fist time they did CPR for over nine minutes which kinda messed with my kidneys so three days a week I gotta do dialysis. Better than the alternative -just sayin'. Headed home from the hospital tmw. Had a big time heart attack. Hospitals suck!
To Get In My Nsfw Folder
Getting into my NSFW folder can be done as follows: Go to and purchase the printed version of the book "A Shiver at Midnight: A Collection of Spine-Tingling Tales" for $9.99.  You can copy and paste the address below to go directly to the page. Then, send me a salute holding this book, and send me a bling of your choice.  Voila!  You will gain access!
Although i grew out of Simple Plan years ago. Every once in a while i song touches me. As i listened to the song, i was wondering their purpose for writing it. Most celebs don't go out of their way unless there is a photo-op or something in it for them. At the end of the video you'll know why they wrote it. "Save You" Take a breath I pull myself together Just another step till I reach the door You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you I wish that I could tell you something To take it all away Sometimes I wish I could save you And there're so many things that I want you to know I won't give up till it's over If it takes you forever I want you to know When I hear your voice Its drowning in a whisper It's just skin and bones There's nothing left to take And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better If only I could find the answer To help me understand Sometimes I wish I could save you And there're so many things that I wan
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SHE HAS THE AUTO ELEBENS AND IS ONE OF THE MOST KICK ASS CHICKS I KNOW! PLEASE RATE HER UP!! •T•E•R•I•@ fubar SHE IS A LITTLE SHY...BUT THIS IS THE TRUE TERI!! And please don't forget my other friends trying to level 1.3 to godmother Psyche™ Owns Idaho@ fubar 440 to Disciple President Lincoln©~Fat Sonnys' Proud Uncle~OWNER of VIGILANTE RADIO~blank requests get denied@ fubar thanks Well PimpMaster Cubby would just like to tell you, this young lady is only 100K from leveling. Maybe you could give her 5 minutes? Gutter Slut™@ fubar And along with the 592 friends i have who have auto 11's today. Mel doesn't have them often. (she's a bigger whore than me yanoo). Maybe you could give her some luvin too?
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Writing Archives Of Bubbles
a friend is someone who will always be there for the good and bad times a friend is someone who you can talk too anytime, anywhere, night or day a friend is someone who you can always trust with your secrets and your fantasies a friend is someone who will borrow their shoulder during the pain and misery of life and death a friend is someone who is just like you who i hold dear in my life always and forever **dedicated to my best friend John Kubly who is now diseased** by. shana 98' you have given me life you have given me love you have taught me respect you have taught me courage you have taught me to be myself you have taught me how to love you have taught me to never forget the ones i love for you are always and forever my father ..dedicated to my father.. by shana 98' listen to me for what i have to say might make you cry for now is the time for us to grow up and say hello or goodbye you and i have been at sorts for some time now maybe just may
This Is It....
***Begin long winded typing*** So as many of you know by now that I have two children. One of which I have full custody of (my 9 year old daughter). My son is by a different mother whom I left in January of 2006 due her mental illnesses causing problems between us. She refused to continue seeing her psychologist and to take her medications. So obviously she crashed and burned mentally. Well I live about 15 to 20 minutes away from the Busch Gardens theme park in Williamsburg, VA. Every two years, my father & mother, daughter, son, myself, and two of our neighbors each get the 2 year seasons pass. Well last year, my son's mother Cathy, purchased a 2 year season pass for my son. She decided to go with the EZPay plan which lets you pay $12 a month for 24 months rather than paying the whole 200 and some odd dollars upfront for the pass. Well yesterday I asked Cathy if I could borrow Jonah's pass because we all wanted to go up to Busch today. She explained to me that she needed me to
You Sure You Really Want To Know What I Think..... Here Goes
Hmm several things as of late..... (please don't be so vain and flatter urself to think this is about you, i dont care that much) First what you think you know about me or what you heard is probably bs... you want to know something about me and what is going on with me . have the guts to ask me or STFU. Second, before you want to ask me for gifts, blasts, bling , or anything else.... ask yourself one simple thing first..... what have you done for me lately? If the answer is nothing... im not buying u anything, Yes i spend alot on here every month but it won't be for you. Dont care for this answer..... delete me. BDSM.... I am a Switch and a Mentor... just because im sexually open,kinky,out going, and occasionally flirty at times does not mean im naughty for anyone but the One im with.. basically im not a doormat who wants to be spanked in chatrooms to boost my self esteem... I have a r/l i dont need attn on here to feel special so if ur looking for a fuktoy to occupy
Mark your calender October 7th starting at 8pm est Royal Highness is having a feezy cam dance contest. If you are interested in joining please contact one of these staff members listed: Perpetual Bliss at, Jedson at jedson11, Chris Blade at bladebias2005, or Feezy at eric2efeezy.RULES: yes you know they are a great thingclothes are a must!!! even if its a bra its still clothes :Dsolo dancing only   YOU MUST ME A LOUNGE MEMBER you can find royal highness in my lounges Everything else goesYou do not get to choose your musiceveryone will dance to the same songyou must dance the entire lenght of the song.lounge members will be judging this contest so invite your friends.Your contest DJ will be the one and only Chris Blade   oh yeah prizes :D there will be only 2 winners one male and one female. winners will get their choice of a 1 month vip or a 25 credit bling pack TWISTED PLAYGROUND IS HOSTING ITS FIRST AUCTION THERE IS NO ENTRY FEE 2 WEEK OWNERSHIPS
Born; 10 December, 1962. Released from hospital 21 December, 1962, I was very sick from birth. My inner strength (Qi/Chi/Chai) bouyed me over as much as possible. Male. 6' 3½", 295#. Multi-tonal brown hair w/ lots of grey, over hazel (multicolor) eyes. Northern European ancestry, mainly Welch & German. But since Northern Europe was part of a series of conquoring, I can trace my roots back to Africa through the Romans who conquored, pillaged, raped and murdered both sides of my family. 'Son of Wolf' is not a made up moniker, it is a translation of my Welsh surname. Similarly my affinity for dragons or 'Drachen' is also related to my Welsh ancestry. Born and raised in New Jersey, U.S. of A. Now living with my GF Diana. Which brings us to; Taken! Seriously, I'm taken. Even if I wasn't, I am not available. *I reiterate, I do not want to be with you, get with you, hook up with you or freak with you, It's simple, I am not available. If this is what you want... Thank You, but please move a
As most of you know I work for an accounting firm. I have this one client that I do payroll for that believes that not only do I have do their work, but that I am to be their delivery service as well. Please do sit down before you go on. I will wait while you do this. Okay, so though I look sweet and innocent (stop laughing you tard) I am German, Irish Gemini and a female piss me off and well you probably will want to seek shelter. So this client calls and states she has this tax booklet I have been requesting and that I can come and pick it up. I said “Would it be possible for you to mail it or have someone bring it to me”? She said “what”? Why you come get it? I said I am sorry but I can not this time. Our clients bring in their work and pick it up when its done or request how it is to get to them. She said something in her native tongue I am sure it was how great I am. As my phone rang and another client walked in, so I politely requested to place her on
It is hard to deal with life when all it ever does is deal a hand so unbearable that most just want to die.  We have children and pray and hope against all odds that they turn out right.  In the end we never have any control of any of that.  We do everything that we can to install the right codes of ethics and morals just to watch them turn out the way we never planned.  My oldest daughter just turned 18 a week ago and her entire life she has thought that she is grown.  The day after her birthday I found out that she had already moved away from my parents house and is engaged.  Of course I know that I should be happy for her but in the end I am really happy for her or something else?  I have only done what I have thought to be the best for any of my children just to find out that my children think that I have never wanted them.  I am confused and just wish that there was someone out there that understood what I am going through and knows what I am experiencing with my children.  It see
i so wished i was there to say goodbye to such a good lady  damn it hurts when the good people go .. and so damn young whats this world coming to   my brother had to bury another family member ...  wasn't his mother enough .. it hurts liek a son of a bitch when i think about but sometimes i just don't want to  Another funeral     i want to  be numb i dont want to feel thr pain but  i know i have to , to get through it .    i feel bad i hadnt seen you in so long even though we were/are family ..   now i guess your laid to rest ..  you left us so suddenly ..  we'll miss you ..   so much ...       To heal from ones greatest tregedies takes time.. to allow one to feel .. all that was and to express it and and not shy away from ones pain .. to know once that the door is opened one will never be the same .. . but the same can said about the closed door .. you must lock it and think of it no more .. well no more in the way .. that path is lock its journies out of reach .. b
I find myself walking in the woods where the cloud bank is thick & there are lush green trees all around me. Then i see him in the distance everything about him lures me to him as I approach him my eyes meet his pale blue eyes. The milky white skin of his hand reaches out to me instinctively and gently caresses my face. My eyes close from the softness and warmth of his touch upon me,I feel my heart beat with in me and my body quivers with anticapation of his next move the euphoric feeling that overwhelms me is almost to much for me to bear.Then he leaned into me and i can feel the warmth of his breath next to my lips. As my breathing intensifies I feel his lips softly touch mine,I can't move and give into him. As we taste each other the passion takes over and consumes us to the point that I no longer see anything around us now but becomng one with each other. His strenght is evident but he restraines himself,my body longs for him and desires his touch. I now have become apart his world
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I Wonder.......
Ok, I have to ask...I was in the military for 8 years....I can fold damn near any item of clothing known to mankind...I got a set of FITTED sheets for my bed for Christmas, and i decided to use them for the first time about 5 days ago....I wash them and when i went to fold them i swear it took me 45 minutest to even get them to look HALFWAY folded....Ok i know theres somebody out there with OCD that can help me out....i have never been so perplexed on how to fold a fitted sheet...I got so frustrated with them i was ready to tear off the corners just so i could fold the damn things properly!!!!!!   Any kind of suggestion would be appreciated... wtf is it with these high and mighty bitches that think because they have kids they are better than me????......I CHOSE not to have them...So why do you think that you are better than ME????   /rant   *im not calling anyone out specifically...just this shit irks me in R/L as well*  I wonder what it wouldve been like had i been born white...
My Poems
I thank you right now for being my friend. No strings attached, no being condemned. Taking me in ,with little or lot. Unconditional a word this world has forgot. You hear me out, when I need to talk. Hanging in there No matter how rough the walk. And all the times past and those to still come. Bringing my spirits up When down they've been run. So if I seem distant, cold or not here. Remember inside I'm thankful you care. I don’t know what is wrong with me, why the tears I cry. I wish I had stability, and a reason why. This feeling isn’t comfortable, not in any way is it right. I want to be normal again, this hopelessness has me shaking all through the night. I wish I could shake these thoughts away, fragment what has become of me. My feelings shrouded in this gloom, I want so badly to be free. Make it stop. Make it stop. How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows m
Funny One
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. ... The bartender brings the drink and puts the following on the bar: a saltshaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains, "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in you mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue -- salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys - smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks this is OK. Finally, he picks up the lime juice and drinks it.... In one second the sharp lime taste hits..
How do you decide who to marry? "You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming."  Alan, age 10 "No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry.  God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with."  Kirsten, age 10 What is the right age to get married? "Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then."  Camille, age 10 "No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married."  Freddie, age 6 How can a stranger tell if two people are married? "Married people usually look happy to talk to other people." Eddie, age 6 "You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids." Derrick, age 8 What do you think your Mom and Dad have in common? "Both don't want no more kids." Lori, age 8 What do most peo
Family Add
This is how to get in my family:   25 credit bling pack gets you in for one month   65 credit bling pack gets you in for 4 months   135 credit bling pack gets you in from now on & my yahoo id   350 credit bling pack gets all above plus a few phone calls from me & a private nsfw pic     1000 credit bling pack gets you everything above plus cam shows, as many private pics as you want & more for a limited time only I am offering something special! if you get me a 1000 credit bling pack I will do all the things listed bellow!   1. add you to family from now on 2. make you some private pics just for you 3. add you to yim 4. give you my cell number for text & phone calls 5. have phone sex with you if you want 6. naughty cam shows (as many as you want)
Question Of The Day
OK, todays question.... First the set up... This is my blog, my question, so my scenario. Please don't say... "Well, that would never happen" or something along those lines. Cause in this particular case IT IS. OK, so we all know that women fake orgasms. Its a fact. Yes, it has been done to you guys. More times than you realize. Now for the most part we do this to make the guy feel better. So his ego isnt bruised, or just down right destroyed.   With that in mind, here is the question I give you today....     Ladies, would you be able to stay with a man that, no matter how hard he tried, couldnt ever get you to orgasm?   Men,  Would you be able to stay with a woman that no matter what you did, she didn't orgasm? This means no faking either. LOL   In both scenario the sex was good - just minus the orgasm for her.   AGAIN, Don't venture out of this scenario. This is the situation I am asking you to comment on.   If you can't answer honestly, please don't comment.   Th
Random Thoughts
The ScorpionOctober 24 to November 22Scorpio! About Your Sign...Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them
What I Am
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My Daily Intuitive Thought
True meaning of a relationship is where u are with that one person who makes you feel like you are on top of the world. who is your best friend and your partner in life. Love is a gift for us to cherrish and use WISELY! , not to be used to get what we want out of people.  Relationships are based on 3 essential things , TRUST , HONESTY & FAITH . IF you dont have trust in ur gf/bf , and u dont have faith in them that when they leave the house that they are not gonna mess around on you , and most importantly HONESTY . IF you cant be honest with one another then why bother being in that relationship? because if you cant trust your partner , when it comes to them telling you the truth when u ask them something about where they been and whom they been with n such like that. THEN WHY BOTHER???? Relationships are made for 1 man & 1 woman. NOT 2 men and 1 woman , or whatever your feddish is lol. its about 1 man and 1 woman standing side by side each other , loving each other , trusting each oth
Ideas That Sound Good At The Time
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume " The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless (God I should have gone to the gym!!!) thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold "The Stan
Looking For
ok for so long now people have asked me what I want in a guy so finally i am going to just lay it all out there. I need a man that is sweet, caring, kind. Yet firm, knows exactly what he wants and knows how to get it. Someone thats confident but no to in love with himself. Romance is a must, I can not and will not be with any man that is not romantic. I love surprises so the man I am with must be able to surprise me on a whim. Someone that is patient, because anything worth having is certainly worth waiting for.  I am a virgin so I do not want a guy that is always going to talk to me about sex, no I will not talk dirty to you! I want a man that doesnt hit women Ive had enough of that to last me a lifetime. Someone that will completely sweep me off my feet. Someone that is in it for the long haul and does not let the drama of this site overwhelm him. Age honestly doesnt matter and I honestly dont care what anyone thinks when I put that. Age is a mere mental note I have known guys that
Tis The Season
Subject: Never Judge Someone....   Never Judge Someone....   "Some people!' snorted a man standing behind me at the long line at the grocery store.  "You would think the manager would pay attention and open another line," said another woman. I looked to the front of the line to see what the hold up was and saw a well dressed, young woman, trying to get the machine to accept her credit card. No matter how many times she swiped it, the machine kept rejecting it.   "It's one of them welfare card things. Darn people need to get a job like everyone else!" said the man standing behind me. The young woman turned around to see who had made the comment.   "It was me," he said, pointing to himself. The young lady's face began to change expression. Almost in tears, she dropped the welfare card onto the counter and quickly walked out of the store. Everyone in the checkout line watched as she began running to her car. Never lo
10 Things... Damn You Juicy
Today, I started a new job as a cab driver     Today, I also quit my new job as a cab driver.     My first fare was downtown, a nun. She gets in, and she catches me looking at her thru the rear view mirror. She asks me what Im staring at, and I tell her not to worry about it, and besides, I didnt want to offend her. The nun tells me not to worry, in her line of work she hears ALL sorts of fucked up things. So I tell her I always had a fantasy about making out with a nun. The nun stayed quite for a moment and said "I'll do it on two conditions, you have to be single, and christian" So I said "Im christian and single, lets do this!"   So, we did, briefly, and shortly after I started to feel guilty and started to cry about it. The nun asked me what was wrong, and I said "I lied, Im married and Jewish" and the nun said "Oh dont worry about it, Im on my way to a costume party, My name is Kevin"     Sonovabitch Ok, First let me start off by saying that if youre going i
Dc-cap Performing Arts Semi-finalist's
Voting & Scoring Procedures The DC-CAP performing Arts Semi-Finalist's Videotaped Audition will be posted on the DC-CAP website from Feb.20th to March 15th,2009. >Public voting will be conducted via the dc-cap website (( )) >Encourage your Family,Friends,School & Community to go online and view your Talented Contestants. >Voters will have the Opportunity to rate each contestant with a 1 to 5 performance score (1=low and 5=high).By the close of the public voting, all competitor scores will be tallied and Judge's vote will be added to the Percentage of online votes received by each contestant. >The overall ranking by the judges and voting public will determine the selection of 10 Kennedy Center Gala Finalists. >All Participants will be notified of the audition outcome by letter on March 17,2009. Please DO NOT call about results prior to this date. >The Ten finalists will be competing at the Kennedy Center Gala for the Maximum Scholarship Award !!
My Tattoo
well when i was 19 my father passed away... and well he was my world my fav parent the 1 that kept me in line my whole life... so having him pass away was like having my world collapse on me... i got severely depressed and was trying to drink myself to death... and my close friends all came and pulled me out of it and made me realzie my father never would have wanted me to do this to myself... so its a tribute to both my Father and my closest friends... and was inspired by this song... Korn - "4 U" This shit right here is for you. All your faces I can see. You all think it's about me. I'm about to break. Is this my fate? Am I still damned to a life Of misery and hate. You will never know. What I've done for you. What you all put me through. I'd do it for you. I could have never lived. If it wasn't for you.
This One Is For The Ladies..
If a man wants you, NOTHING can keep him AWAY. If he doesn't want you, NOTHING can make him STAY. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition or spirit to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then HELL NO, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant! Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from
Favourite Albums
Taken from wikipedia; …And Justice for All is the fourth studio album by American heavy metal band Metallica. Elektra Records released the album on August 25, 1988. This is the first Metallica studio album to feature bassist Jason Newsted, since it is the first after the tragic death of the group's former bassist Cliff Burton. The album's dark subject material, featuring references to injustice in the law system, limited freedom, war, insanity and hate, is accompanied by the most complex song structures to this date in Metallica's discography. The album is also noted for its near lack of bass guitar and dry production and therefore has been called a "slightly flawed masterpiece and the pinnacle of Metallica's progressive years" by's reviewer.[3] The front cover depicts the statue of Lady Justice cracked and bound by ropes, with both of her scales filled with dollars and both of her breasts exposed. The words "…And Justice for All" are written in graffiti to th
ONCE UPON A TIME "Once upon a time, as tales usually start, a beautiful little girl was born into the world. She didn't realize that she was coming into a home where an alcoholic lived. She grew and played with her dolls and sang nursery rhymes. Then one day, when she was four years old, Daddy taught her a new game. A secret game. It was called "This is how we show we love each other." Nobody must ever know about this game because then the magic would disappear and love would go away and nobody wants to be without love. At the end of the game the little girl would get a peppermint stick or a piece of candy as a prize to make the funny taste in her mouth go away. Her very favorite prize, though, was a candy necklace. As the months and years went by more and more rules were added to the game. After all, the more you love somebody the more you can show them. The day came when Grandpa was invited to play the game with her and Daddy. She loves Grandpa, too, doesn't she? She didn't unders
Monica Here 12/13/08
Well the fun is about over Monica is heading out soon. I teh sads we had a blast. She ate everything in site and took shits the size of her head. We had a great time losing our money at casino and had a blast at party last night. I got fucked up (like I really needed to say that) she had me wear some come fuck me boots and this bitch has never worn heels in her life, the balls of my feet are fucking killing me today and I feel like shit. She even got my drunk ass on the dance floor. It was fun sorry no pics we suck. So think good thoughts as she will be on the icy roads soon headed back home :( P.S. She will be getting a bill for my carpet. I &hearts Monica
As I go in the door of my favorite grocery store………I grab my buggy………..damn the wheel rattles……….have to get another one………let’s see what kind of bargains I can find today………I start down the first aisle and look up and almost crash into the display of pickles………damn now that is one sexy shopper……… long black leather coat…… boots that go out of sight………long black hair…….she looks my way and catches me staring……….i’m caught so I just keep looking………she smiles………puts her hands in her pockets…….pulls the coat open enough to reveal the top of the boots……….about 6 inches below heaven……..she turns and walks away pulling the coat tight on her ass………..both cheeks rise and fall with each step………click clack as those heels hit the floor……….damn I love high heels……….I finally move………quicken my pace so I can catch up………. I see her at the vegetable counter……..checking out the cantaloupes………..think to myself wish I could squeeze her melons………just then she bends over and her left breast peeks o
I Fuck
We will never be together. There will never be one sweet day. Sorry I never told you all I wanted to say. You know why it is so easy for me to type out my feelings? When you say the words outloud to someone, it can never be taken back. But when you write you can always hit the delete button and it’s as if you have never said anything at all. This is my way of never saying anything at all. Because in actuality, nine times out of ten, I will never open my mouth. Come closer Tonight is the night we finalize our goodbyes. Tomorrow I will be nothing but a faded memory And when you look down you will always think of me. I will forever be the shadow that dances in the corner of your eye. Don’t cry. Don’t ever let those tears fall. Para siempre I will be here for you in your dreams. You will grow and become everything you have ever dreamed of being. I will watch over you and open the doors along the way. When you feel alone just look at the ground and yo
True Honor And Love
Doctor, 61, joins Navy to honor son By Ony Perry When Marines came to his door a year ago to tell him that his eldest son had been killed in Iraq, Bill Krissoff reacted like any father: with confusion, devastation, then numbness. Nathan Krissoff was so young, a lover of poetry, a champion athlete, a leader whose maturity and selflessness had impressed fellow Marines. The father in Krissoff found no resolution to his grief. The physician in him did. At an age when many people think about retirement, Krissoff decided earlier this year that he would enlist as a doctor. He was 60 years old, decades above the military’s preferred demographic. Still, with a medical degree from the University of Colorado and specialty training at San Francisco General Hospital and UC Davis, Krissoff seemed easily qualified for a reserve commission in the Navy medical corps, which tends to Marines. Krissoff had a flourishing private practice in Truckee, Calif. After a lifetime of swimming
Portrait Of Valor
Portraits of valor From Iraq and Afghanistan, a few American heroes you've never heard of By Robert J. Caldwell April 16, 2006 On any given day, American soldiers and Marines fighting in Iraq and Afghanistan perform extraordinary feats of courage and sacrifice in the service of their country. Hundreds of these unsung heroes have been awarded this country's highest decorations for valor in combat, often given posthumously: Navy Crosses, Silver Stars, Bronze Stars, Distinguished Service Crosses and, in one case so far, the Medal of Honor. Yet, with rare exceptions – Army Sgt. First Class Paul R. Smith's Medal of Honor among them, fortunately – these acts of valor go mostly unreported and unknown outside the brotherhood of arms that is the United States military. The Media Research Center, a conservative watchdog group that monitors television news, complained last fall, for example, that the major television networks (ABC, NBC and CBS) devoted only eight stories from J
Notes To Self
So. I'm home dressed up in layers like a hobo, making a used tissue pyramid and coughing like an aged alcoholic. I had coughing and a runny nose all week, but the fever just hit me today. The lack of sleep the past couple of days,  the smoking and not that many juices might have had a slight part to play. Might. I admit to nothing. As such I'm sipping lemon tea with honey and imagining what kind of kingdom would have used tissue pyramids... Furthermore I have no idea why I'm writing about it. Must be the fever talking. Also to warm my feet the only thing I could find were a pair of slippers (might be the wrong name) shaped like sheep with hearts on them and. yes I kid you not, pierced ears. With silver earings. No. They are not mine. Seriously. I'd rather batter my head repeatedly against the wall and plunge my head in a barrel of napalm than buy such a thing. They do keep my feet warm though. The bastards. I have locked the door in fear of someone seeing me in them or eve
Random Thoughts
WHY DO GUYS..... 1. Fart in public? 2. Drink beer that gives them shits? 3. Sit and watch sports knowing no one else wants to? 4. Expect a woman to be presentable in 5 mins? 5. Not shave and think it's cool? 6. Go for days without talking to you and then act like nothing happened? 7. Get mad at me for out burping them? 8. Get embarrassed when I out drink them? 9. Only want to see the NSFW pics? 10. Expect me to fuck them? any and all comments welcome
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Made It Safe
well i got in to joyabaj late last nite everything went smoothly. had to get a new cell phone which i didnñt count on but lil price to pay to have a daily conversation in english. stat workin tomorrow so not sure when i´ll be able to catch the internet cafe open again but as soon as i can i´ll be back to give another update... already got a few pics to add to my collection. was very surprised to see 3 baby german sheppards when i got to the compound i am stayin at. so tehy will keep me company for the next month! love ya all and cyz soon
What Love Is...
On the most silent of nights I can hear, soft whispers echo of someone so dear. Moonlight rhapsody playing soft and low, so enchanting as the cool breezes blow. Sequestered thoughts, knowny to me, beautiful, secluded, felt so tenderly. Enticing my emotions, enough to tease, stirring emotions how youalways please. I can almost feel, the sweetest of lips, passion felt deep beneath fingertips. Still breathtaking, our imagination, savoring the thrills and sensations. Shooting stars streak through the night, my wish upon them, to hold you tight. To feel your breath, melting our hearts, stirring emotions, my longing starts. Part of my heart you will always be, there with you love across the sea. No other love can compare to you, I shall always be in love with you. Till that day when I come to you, I send a love so warm and true. Your words of love from your heart, Lets me ho;ld you close while apart. Love is caring about someone so deeply that your like woul
Midgets, Cock-rings And Mesh Shorts
In the past, I've declared the iPod to be "quite possibly the world's greatest invention". Some would disagree that the greatest invention is indeed the Strip Club. Not only are these people wrong, they're also really fucking pathetic. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy boobies in my face every bit as much as the next guy, but I prefer it happen in the privacy of my own home. Or at the very least, the craft section at the local Wal-Mart or something. Before I get into the details of why strip clubs are pointless unless you're a complete loser, I'm going to recap my first ever experience at a strip club. I cannot lie. My first trip to a strip club was fan-fucking-tastic. I was 16 years old and I ended up getting in because my friend was an african american midget. Come to think of it, he probably still is an african american midget. That kinda thing tends to stay with you through life. And before you, I'm not kidding. His name was Lewis and he stood about....I don't know, 3 fee
American Idol
Hey all Im not on here much anymore my love have went to Face Book, so if your on there and want to keep updated let me know
I Stole The Sexy From Crystal
(If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== I stole this from Crystal.....It will make for interesting reading......... What is it that you absolutely need sexually? Hot sex on a platter What is something you have always wanted to try? I ve tried everything....I could go for a 3some with 2 mumerwimmen....that would be HOT!!!! What is something you have never done in bed before? I think ive covered it all What time of day do you like to have sex? Is any a time? What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? I love a chick who will wear fishnets......Its totally 70's, but i dig it....... How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? depends how good she kisses... If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you
Threesome Tag
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Katiemae 2. Mommie 3. Aunt Kakie Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. waitress 2. manager at Taco Bell 3. nurse Three Places I have lived 1. Georgia 2. South Carolina 3. Hell Three TV Shows that I watch 1. Sons Of Anarchy 2. Breaking Bad 3. Secret Life of the American Teenager Three places I have been 1. Georgia 2. South Carolina 3. Flordia Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. My school friend Angela (stupid FWD shit jokes) 2. My BFF Tommy (HOTTIE guitar player) 3. My friend Marcus Three of my favorite foods 1. Mexican 2. pasta 3. meatloaf Three things I would like to do 1. Go on vacation 2. Move out of my mother in laws house 3. Travel Thr
Create Your Own Band Name And Album Cover
CREATE YOUR BAND NAME & ALBUM COVER: To Do This 1 - Go to Wikipedia. Hit “random” or click The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band. 2 - Go to Quotations Page and select "random quotations" or click The last four or five words of the very last quote on the page is the title of your first album. 3 - Go to Flickr and click on “explore the last seven days” or click Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover. 4 - Use Photoshop or similar to put it all together. 5 - Post your Album Cover Below and then create your own Blog for your friends to make their own!
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Dear You,  How are you in your other life. Me I am still here on Earth. Seeing how much it's changed since you left. It's a ugly world now. It feels like it rains everyday but no water falls it's like you don't cry. Your too happy where your at while we are here remembering you crying and sad because I miss your friendship. You helped me more than you know. I would have lost my ability to love if I haven't had met you because even though I was a stranger on the other side of the world. A different culture even but you looked past that and called me first friend then brother. I still wonder what might have been if we had the chance to meet but GOD called you home before that chance was given. You were so young not even given the chance to live your life really. You were just a little girl really in this big world but really you were a grown woman by the world's standards. I know it's not suppose to be questioned as to why you left but sometimes it can't be helped. You told
Almost Scalped Today
OK, here's the deal. Today while i was vacuuming my living room, the belt to my vacuum cleaner came off. This is not the first time for this to happen. I really need to replace the damn vacuum. Well, to fix this little problem, I have to take a fillips head screw driver and take off the plate on the bottom of the vacuum. Then I have to remove the roller that Is covered with bristles. The roller turns and the bristles brush the dirt and pet hair so the vacuum can clean more efficiently. I successfully removed the roller, and replaced the belt to where It would make the roller turn again. All was going according to plan, when apparently my right hand hit the switch that turns the vacuum on. BIG MISTAKE! I had just finished putting the plate back on, and was actually finished putting it back together. If you haven't noticed by now, I have some pretty long hair. Well, with the vacuum upside down and my hair hanging right in front of the damned thing, you can get a pretty good idea
Riddle Me This
What can run but never walks, has a mouth but never talks, has a head but never weeps, has a bed but never sleeps? What is something everyone sees at night but is different? You throw away the outside and cook the inside. Then you eat the outside and throw away the inside. What did you eat?
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.
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Anarchy In Dfw
granted it's been a while since I've posted in my blog but there are reasons-- I've been just sorting out some thing happening with myself but I'm gaining control and its all coming out roses, so to speak.. I've found someone that means the world to me and I couldnt ask for a better love...who is she? now now now, such things arent meant to be aired in public *winks* this song by the band Demon Hunter not only deals with depression and the hope for help but also with those struggling with finding a cure for what ails them....I'm also dedicating this blog to my mom who is fighting Hep C   I still wonder when the medicine will take it's effect.And The injection they made, it's all just left me the same.It's hard to concentrate with echoes of your voice in my head.From all you said, I'm still paralized.But I'm almost out of breathe from saying things that I'll regret.My time is over, I can't do this alone.I'm infected with you, pull the plug already.Tell me before I go, that your infect
Seem To Exist
sometimes what we are searching for .. isnt what we end up getting .... life is funny like that .... and then one day u find urself searching again ..maybe I AM  not making any sense and no one will prolly even read this ..... so just a waste of time ... u ever want something so bad that u wish u could go back and change and do things different .... one of my best friends lost her life last year .... I miss greatly and if I could go back and change te way things happen I would ..... u think u have all the time in the world to tell someone that u love them and u think oh I can wait until tomorrow .... when we chat .... and then tomorrow never came I often think that if I could have stopped her ... if only she would have called me and talked to me all night she would still be here today ... well the last time I talked to here was only a few days b4 her life ended.... if maybe I just said hey come spend the weekend at my house we will go out and search for new guys ... or maybe just fli
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Beware these wordsFor, if the emotion is genuine when spoken and that feeling is returned,You will be blessed to be bind in joy and ecstasy to comeBeware this phraseFor, if the aim is deception in order to steal one’s virtue and that affection is vapid or emptyYou will be cursed with the pain from the illicit lust sought and receivedBeware this statementFor, no matter the desire in your soul or the ambition seething in your flesh,You will be changed no matter the time or seasonThese words are only three, but, they wield power regardlessSo, take care when used
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Greatest Canadian Outdoor Store
I woke up this morning very excited to go check out this new store. Since we love to go camping and I have this serious need to buy every new toy fro camping. I was fairly excited to check out the Greatest Canadian Outdoor Store.... Its about 15 minutes out of city so we stopped at Tim Horton's and grabbed coffee and Breakfast Sandwiches.. The anticipation grew as we drove up to the town named Balzac . this was it my fantasy was coming true. Every possible camping toy you could possibly imagine.. like the coleman deep fryer and the coleman stove of and the coleman water heater...... I was on the verge of my seat.... We pull up find ofcourse the closest parking spot available( I like to stalk shoppers coming out til i find the "A" parking spot. I ofcourse get the a spot in which Jeff is always amazed and high fives me..... Im stoked... camping galore.... I walk up and omg the front of the store is seriously covered in antlers... im a little disgusted but meh ill get over it. I step
Theme Day Postponed!!
Regrettably I have to postpone theme day for today, due to my laptop crashing... Unfortunately this wouldn't be a problem but my accounting files are stuck in it... I hate being computer illiterate.. Needless to say the accounting files are not backing up properly so I'm rolling up my sleeves and I'm going to either be A. stuck on the phone all day B. trying to back up to one of the other two computers.. which means i will try starting from scratch.. C. start crying and throw myself over a cliff... possibly all three... So I'm sorry but i can not do a theme day today.. please take it on your selves to be me.. then you can all be wicked for a day.. believe me its fun... Love you all Bastards. Wicked
I don't know who will read this blog, or who even cares. But there are many things I am sorry for. Many things I am regretful for. And make things I wish I could change about me, because I have flaws.. and I do not know how to fix them.   To you.. the one whom offered me a 2nd life. I am sorry if you were betrayed by a person close to you, whom you trusted your secrets to.. but I wanted to tell you I was still there and tried not to cause you undue stress. I love you, your friendship, any wisdom you offered, and respect any decision you made. I may not know how to show it.. but I can not be more apologetic. I want to show you how I can make it all up to you, but I need you to truth me, and give me that chance to show you.   To you.. my love.. my Bruiser. You wouldn't ever know what you mean to me even if I told you. I am going to take things a bit slower so I do not run you off. I will always be true to you. Just keep the smilies rolling in! I care for you so much, I'd do anything
Sitting here in my boredom (and considering I am at work so fapping at my desk would be a VERY bad idea), I came up with a concept and would like some input. Movies have the Oscars, Music has Grammys, Why can't the Mumms have the Mummy awards... We all get to vote on such things as...   Most butthurt mumm poster Best tits in a mumm Best cock in a mumm MuMM of the year Well.. that's all I can think of... I want more suggestions, and if this may be a good idea or not. This morning I sign onto fubar and I see. 1 new friend request yay... I open it up it is blank. I have never even knew this person existed.Just a little bummed about that..   I will say this again and again.. When I first signed up for fubar, from what I understood is it is a social networking site. I know in real life if I walked up to some stranger on the street without talking to them, and went "Hi I wanna be your friend". Chances are they would look at me like what's this moron thinking and keep walking. Maybe
The Choice Is Yours....
I just wanted you all to know I just recently purchased my Hugh back....   then end!               Actually what the blog is about its Mondays theme... I figure since you give me your opinions but i never listen ... this week you will get to decide between the two..   A.Trailer park Hoes and Gigolos B. Under 5" (Hugh's idea) for those who wish to remain on my "friends" list I suggest you pick A.  C. Transformers     Evil as always Wicked   PS be sure to spay and neuter your pets....
Lyrical Nonsessnce In My Head
Am I alive or just dead? A constant tug of war for my head. To breathe without catching your scent I guess I forgot what it meant, Forever's as long as you make it, And it looks like we just couldn't take it. I wish we'd of had much more time.. but i guess this is the end of the line.   It all just ended so fast... like there was never a past. Years with memories of glee, But I guess I just couldn't see. The wool was pulled over my eyes nows its all "what ifs" and "sighs".   No words were acctually spoken... Just hearts being sencelessly broken. Come home to a empty room, to find you had left this so soon. Theres freedom being without you, but the hole in my heart takes toll too... A spot that can never be filled, these feelings I cant seem to kill. Why did it end up this way... and where to find the words to say.   I just want to end all the pain... To fix things and be bliss again but its over, its done with, its through. Ill never , ever stop thinking o
Sexii Photos
      Time has come once again to make salutes for you wonderful people. If you already have a salute from need for another. This only applies to those I have not made one for yet. If you want a salute from me....please leave me a comment here, or send a private message stating you would like one. They will be posted this coming Tuesday, and if it belongs to you. By all means.....RIP IT!! :P     God Bless all of you!   Love,   That tall guy you hate to love!    
Random Moments Of Misguided Creativity
I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger than reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I cannot transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesnt impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls. So a very good friend of mine made a blog about christmas cards and how nice it is to get mail that doesnt include bills, i agree. Ive gotten a card or two from a couple online friends and moomoo actually sent me some chocolates n goodies which absolutely made my day!!! So if you'd like to send me your address to my inbox I think it'd be nice to actually use these stamps that have grown mold from never being used and get in the holiday spirit and maybe make someones day, i know it'd make mine. That is all (h) Have'nt blogged in awhile but something so incredibly sweet happened
Roller Skates & Legwarmers
I love that all my friends think I'm dorky, so saying that and knowing its true.... continue Reading the following for you have no choice I have a love affair with the 80's I'm not sure whether it was the big hair, the tight leather clothes, leg warmers, short shorts for men or the wrist bands....... I know it started with grease, foot loose, dirty dancing, flash dance and the ultimate Xanadu.... I figure since you all love me you will want to or be forced to join this group.....   The ROLLERSKATING DIVA CLUB Feel free to add it to your name... I will make you famous... That's a lie small print says your a total dork ..... Wicked And this is totally not gender bias, men are so allowed...
at times i wonder why i open my mouth, nothing i say seems to come out right.  theres days where i feel smaller then the dust on an old picture frame and other days where i feel i rule the world. some days i am a complet goof bal then the next day i feel like hiding from the world. i wish i could control the way i feel. maybe one day i'll figure it out. Mr. Sunshine people want me to open up, but are never around when i'm able to. i want to be able to tell people how i feel. when i do its never the right time, orr i get told im an ass. i just want things to be normal again. where i have the ones i an trust  back in my life and the ones who can't handle me and my changes gone.   im sorry for everytime i hurt anyone n sooner or later i wont be around to do that i love all my friends on here and you all know i'd do anything for yall but i need to take some time to find myself again. ive been wrapped up in everyones problems n ive lost sight of what i need to do for me. im sorry
My job is so fucking unbelievable. I'll try to sum it up by first telling you about the folks I work with:First, there is this supermodel wanna-be chick. Yeah, okay, she is pretty hot, but damn is she completely useless. The girl is constantly fixing her hair or putting on makeup. She is extremely self-centered and has never once considered the needs or wants of anyone but herself. She is as dumb as a box of rocks, and I still find it surprising that she has enough brain power to continue to breathe.The next chick is completely the opposite. She might even be one of the smartest people on the planet. Her career opportunities are endless, and yet she is here with us. She is a zero on a scale of 1 to 10. I'm not sure she even showers, much less shaves her "womanly" parts. I think she might be a lesbian, because every time we drive by the hardware store, she moans like a cat in heat.But the jewel of the crowd has got to be the fucking stoner. And this guy is more than just your average po
I Can Haz Work?
So as some of you know, I've been working with a career building consultant company, and have been attending seminars to aid me in my search for a new job, career, exc...   This morning I went to a resume based course, which we were asked to run through an online module first and come up with a rough draft of our resume to bring in today. So, yesterday, I wrote up and updated my resume, and included the ideals they considered important. Well, today comes, and we start going through our resumes, and some exercises for them.  I was very encouraged to find out that my resume was all but complete, barring a few minor changes.  I was able to use my performance report experience from the military to write some great bullets statements, and tailor my resume for a good marketing capability.   So, I will be able to start spreading my resume around starting tomorrow, and hopefully lead to some possible opportunities.   Just wanted to share this good news with you.  :) So yea, I'm suppos
Musical Chairs
Pimp Out
If you want a pimp out get 30 of your friends to rate and comment this pic and i will pimp you out!   in the comment it must say "sent by (your name)"   Here is the link
Thought For The Day ....
March 24, 2010 ~ Wednesday Minding my own business, as I usually do on FUBAR because I'm shy & stuff, I get this mental case in my shout box .... ems1160: question for yaTo ems1160: yepems1160: you are in a bathroom stall smoking a cigarette suddely a penis comes through the hole and the voice on the other side says "surprise me" what would do?To ems1160: put my fuckin cigarette out on his dickems1160: ouch! any warning firstTo ems1160: and tell him ... SURPIRSE MOTHER FUCKERems1160: ouch! youd really put the cigarette out on his unsuspecting penis?To ems1160: now get your ass outta my fuckin shout box with that bullshitTo ems1160: if he's stupid enuff to stick it thru the hole ... hell yeaThought for the day????Don't put your fuckin dick thru a hole ... Especially if I'm the crazy bitch smoking a cigarette on the other side
Wall Of Fame
∞Mrs. Durham♥∞ {RL Wifey to David} Greeter@BBW Fallen Angels said:OMFG seriously you still don't understand? Okay, let me explain it from step one SINCE YOU CANT READ.. now.. my mother buys they're presents from us to them, that means.. "from mom, stepdad, daughter, and son" & goes out of her way to make sure EVERYONE including the old, young, inbetween.. and no-show people HAVE SOMETHING... I WASNT ABLE TO MAKE IT b/c i recently moved to Florida WITH MY HUSBAND for his job, something a little more important. MY MOTHER & STEPFATHER are upset b/c they didn't even bother to tell them to tell me Merry Christmas or give me a card or ANYTHING.. they just think it's unfair.. NOW DO YOU UNDERSTAND? & i never said YOU CALLED ME WHINY.. what I said was its a free country and people are allowed to whine about whatever they please.. if you don't like it.. FUCK OFF. [image] MAKE SURE YOU READ THIS OVER & OVER UNTIL IT GETS TO YOUR BRAIN since it seems to be slow.The Best Bad Kit
On My Sleeve
Its not the way my heart skips a beat, nor the way my eyes light up when you walk into the room. It’s not the elation I feel when I hold you close to me with my arms secretly begging me to never let you go. It’s not hidden in your soft sweet kiss that makes me melt every time, nor is it in that oh-so-magical-touch my body longs to feel whenever you walk by. It’s not in your words that caress my heart with such loving care. It’s not the way your smile says so much without a single word. It’s not how your laughter feels like a warm summer breeze to my soul. It’s not all the color you bring to my world. It’s not how much I miss you the second after you are gone from my side. It’s not the explosion I feel when our worlds collide. It’s not in how I can seem to cover so much ground without the earth ever touching my feet. It’s not the strength you give me to weather the strongest storms in my life, nor is it the song my heart si
Sick And Tired Of Bullshit!
There are a few people on this site who truly know me and every day I come and I go and I wonder where the hell some people get off. 1. I judge people by the way they treat me, I am not going to make a harsh decision about someone from a one line on a Internet site. 2. I am not who you think I am, I have a heart and feelings stop telling me I dont. Im not a girl who gives two shits about popularity. I could give a flying fuck about how many points I get. And for those who truly dont know me when i do hhs its cause i usually buy them for a friends as a joke.. 3. Im a giving person, if you dont get to know me you will never understand.  I guess what im getting down to is dont come talk to  me for a week or a few months and think you know the real me. You dont you cant possibly. I have a heart of gold but  you haven't gotten there to see it. Im amazed at peoples judgements and utter lack of understanding on this site. Im pretty sick of the bullshit to be honest. I couldn't give a ra
Alabama Girls Team
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Bling Pack Deal Till May 31st
if you buy me a bling pack this is what i will give you in return 25 credit bling pack ill get you either 1 auto or 1 bomb or 2 boomerangs   64 credit bling pack ill get you 6 boomerangs or 1 auto+1bomb+1boomerang or 2 autos+1boomerang or 2 boombs+1 boomerang   135 credit bling pack ill get you 12 boomerangs or 5 autos or bombs..   and for the BIG 1000 credit pack you will get the fupony + 8 autos .. or what ever deal we can agre on :) ... if i didnt mention a deal u would like to make talk to me im sure we could work something out .. cause there could be so many combo deal to list lol .. its a win win .. deals last till the sale is over n i beleav thats the may 31st... hit me up n lets deal you will get more for the buck
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Limited Edition Bling Auction
I am holding a Limited Edition Bling Auction. It will start tonight at 9 pm EST and run until 9 pm EST on Saturday. The highest bidder has WINNER'S CHOICE to choose between one of the four Limited Edition Blings. Bidding starts at $2 mil. So go ahead and place your bids under this blog and start the ball rolling. Have fun Fu-Landiers!!
please go like my friend so the last few months have been some rough times, and not only with deaths but with health issues for myself. Ill be taking a break for a while not sure when but when i dont show up for a while you'll realize it was time. Not sure when ill be back either. Just wanted to thank my fu family and friends for all there support and hope that you all take care. And if for some reason you leave fu i hope that you know that i was grateful that we were friends and that i wish you all the best!!! (h) and ((cookie hugs)) Hey all slowly recovering, but thank you to all my friends who stuck around. Im really trying to be on more but trust me i did not mean to ignore anyone!! slow recovery!! ((cookie hugs)) hope everyones doing well, send me a msg let me know (loves)!!! 
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it bout dat time 4 me ta speak my peace i have been bashed an lied bout on hurr mo den once an it time 4 me ta say my end of all of dis da pics dat i am usin r me an if u doubt dat den u aint truely my friend or fam a good bit of peeps have met me an know who i am inside an out so wut da rest of yall on hurr thankof me is irrelavant ta me if u wanna talk shit on me an call me a fake come an find out meet me in person if not stfu an quit spittin my name out ya mouth as 4 my friends an fam dat have stuck by me an believed in me no matta wut yall r da ones dat count ta me im debatin deletin my fu only cuz im tryin ta have a real life an dont need da he said she said drama on hurr 2 my fiance an bff i love u mo den u will eva know an our time is comin soon 2 my dad on hurr u mean da world ta me an i got mad respect 4 u 2 my sis u know how we roll 2 my cuzins u know i got u in anythan 2 spikey mike an my otha friend yall know wut u mean ta me an if any of yall wanna keep in touch wit me hit
ok so here's the deal. I'm taking offers to be the first to see the new me.       Unveiled though!   Auction Will Go till best offer is found. Starting Bid Is: Boomerang   plz leave a comment with ur bid.
Inside Of Me
I don't know where it'll end up.But i send you my love and trust that it will reach you. Even my heart, even this town, changes its shape.But i have one wish that won'tend. That we won't give upon what we swore to each other that day. As we dreamed different dreams but looked at the same sky!! The day that i was first scolded i was speechless. I just hung my head in shame.  You turned your back and lefted the room. And made the  same wounds in my heart. That's what we were like. They meet again somewhere today, those two people who understand each other. A tale of lost love is repeated again!! By Devilina Demoness Princess Of Darkness For  century's she has walked with her Dark Vampire Prince. Time and time again she was in **Love** But now she walk's alone in this century. She bleeds  over and over again giving her heart and soul to humans and her own kind but she gets ripped apart over and over again. Now she sits alone waiting  and bleeding for her one  and only true  Lov
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Possessed By Him
her eyes quietly opened as she slowly adjusted her skirt and blouse... sitting herself upright, she brushed her fingers lightly through her hair... then smiled up at him as he came around to open her door... extending his hand to her... taking both their bags from the trunk of the car in one hand... his other arm around her waist... he guided her inside the hotel... he didn't stop at the desk but headed straight for the elevators... he pressed the button for the 7th floor and whispered to her... "i was here earlier to set everything up for your stay..." he pulled her close to him, kissing her hard as the elevator slowly ascended to their floor... then led her to the door where he pressed his lips close to caress softly against her cheek... whispering against her ear... "i left you something to slip into, in the bathroom... you have everything you need to freshen up a bit... don't take too long though... i'm not a patient man..." she slipped quietly into the bathr
Submarias Web Sights
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To Whom It May Concern
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.           -Poe   SHELBYVILLE, Tennessee — A man in the state of Tennessee has been se
Closet Lesbians
In silent anticipation, where sense of touch is heightened and the aroma of sex permeates the room. The feeling of skin against silken-skin, as she climbs atop me. The feel of her slithering along my body, her breath ragged at my ear. Shaved, lotioned and perfumed, our bodies are soon as one. Expert touches, fingers trailing down a thigh, across a smooth sensitive pussy lip, bodies jumping and shivering in pleasure as the anticipation builds. We have saved ourselves for this moment. Letting our lust build for weeks, denying our boyfriends, waiting for our special weekend. A weekend that only we share, one that makes the act of sex into an art. I can't help myself, I have to strain up against my lover's weight to take a perfect nipple between my lips, to swirl it around and around with my tongue, to taste, to experience. It makes her even more excited and I can feel her wet pussy grinding softly against mine. I'm wet too and soon that wonderful sexually charged sound flo
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