DjCountryGurl4Ever's blog: "MY ANGEL"

WELL ONCE AGAIN I GUESS ITS TIME I WRITE AND JUST POUR MY GUTS OUT  ITS BEEN A WHILE I HAVENT DONE IT MY LIFES BEEN A CRAZY ROLLER  COASTER RIDE HERE LATELY THE BAD AND MORE BAD THEN THE GOOD IM GLAD MYLIFE CAN TURN AROUND FROMHERE TO THERE I GOT SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL AND WONDERFUL INMY LIFE AND I LOVE HIM TO DEATH HE IS MY WORLD NOW ITS TO GET TO HIMAND WRAP UP IN HIS ARMS AND NEVER LET HIM GO. MY LIFE HAS JUST BEEN WERID I WAS TO THE POINT OF DOWN I GAVE UP ON EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE I HAD SAID I WAS DONE WITH ANY GUY I DIDNT GIVE A RATS ASS WHO THEY WAS. THEN HE CAME BACK IN MYLIFE AND IT WAS LIKE WOW I JUSTCOULDNT HELP THEWAY I ALWAYS FELT TO COME BACK AND LIKE TAKE OVER IT WAS MAD CRAZY ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SICNE IVE HAD BUTTERFLIES LIKE I DO NOW AND I JUSTDONT WANT NOTHING IN THE WORLD TO GOWRONG BUT I THINKSOMETIMES I COME ON TO STRONG AND I NEEDA JUSTSHUT UPBACK UP AND TAKE A NERVE CALMER TO KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT. SOME TIMES I SWEAR I JUST TALK TO MUCH OR I SAY I LOVE YOU TO MUCH. IGOT A BAD HABBIT FOR THAT AND IDONT MEAN TO ITS JUSTHOW I FEELAND IKNOW I ANOYE PEOPLE WITH IT BUT ITS JUST ME.MY DAD USED TO TELL ME HE LOVED ME A THOUSAND TIMES A DAY AND I TOOKAFTER HIM.BUTIVE BEEN KNOWN TO PISS PEOPLE OFF WITH THAT. BUT IVE LEARNED OVER THE YEARS WHAT HURTS U CAN ONLYMAKE USTRONGER INLIFE AND IWAS RAISED ALWAYS FOLLOW UHEART NO MATTER WHATIT GETS U ALOT FURTHER SOMETIMES..... WELLILL SHUT UP FOR TONIGHT HAVE FUNMYFRIENDS AND BABY I LOVE YOU WITHALLMYHEART FOREVER

TODAY I WAS THINKING ABOUT YOU. I KNOW YOUR NOT HERE WITH ME ON THIS EARTH. YOUR UP IN HEAVEN LOOKING DOWN ON ME. I WONDER HOW YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE IF YOU WAS STILL HERE WITH ME. THEN I CAN FEEL YOU BESIDE ME IN YOUR ANDGEL WINGS. YOU TELL ME THT EVERYTHING IS FINE. BUT MY ANGEL I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME. I NOW YOU ARE SAFE AND BEING LOVED. MY LOVE FOR U WILL NEVER DIE. BECAUSE YOU ARE MY ANGEL UP IN HEAVEN NOW. JUST TO SEE YOU SMILE WOULD BE WONDERFUL AND TO BEABLE TO WATCH YOU PLAY OUTSIDE IN THE SUNLIGHT. I KNOW YOU LOVE ME AS I DO YOU. MY ANGEL YOU ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE THAT AND NO ONE WILL EVER CHANGE THAT FEELING THAT I HAVE FOR YOU. MY ANGEL I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND ALWAYS WILL. JUST REMEBER I WOULD GIVE YOU EVERYTHING THAT I COULD. I HAD YOU ON MY MIND TODAY AND ALL THE OTHER DAYS BEYOND THA. PLEASE ALWAYS REMEMBER THT I LOVE YOU AND YOU WILL HOLD A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART. LOVE YOU ALWAYS MOMMY