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What are you waiting for?
Everything i told you was nothing but the truth
I mean what i said about I’m no good for you
Your world and my world are 2 very different worlds
I can’t change who i am to be accepted within yours
You can’t survive what my world has in store
We both knew what we were from the very beginning
Just 2 people that found each other when it was least expected
The timing was all wrong, you were single.... i wasn’t
I have a daughter and you couldn’t be her father
What’s in my life is nothing but chaos
Unstable and unpredictable something that punishes
For you, you have built a life that is very simple and complex
You have a routine and a plan for what’s ahead
I could never slow down to exist what u have created
You couldn’t keep up with the twists and turns my life throws in
I’m on the go from the time i wake up
You get to rest till you decide times up
You have a job that you go to every day
Which means you are responsible and have discipline
As for me i may be responsible just not in the same way
Discipline well i have none, that’s the problem
Your 5 yr plan i can imagine is full of wonderful successful dreams
Mine is undecided and very sloppy
Everything i have said i mean ever word
I’m no good for you you'll only get hurt
I know we are great together and it seems like this is what you want
But i have this way about me that can blind you from seeing the evil side that is caged up
It’s hard for you to believe that someone like me could be that bad
If i was something different do you think i would let go of this and what we have?
I can see that no matter what you can’t be convinced
It’s worth waiting and fighting for is all i can get
I believe that you will fight for us, wait forever if i ask
Some how I can't tell you that im willing to give that much back
The love I have for you is why there will be a test
Just know that no matter what happens that i warned you
So if one day i leave you or vice versus
I hope that we can part like how we started
Just 2 people that found each other at the very wrong moment
And if we survive this, i don’t see how we couldn’t destroy it
Then it will be the best time of our lives and i will say to you
I’m so glad that you were right; we are better together than we were ever apart
BY: ME *june 06 2011*
In life there are some things that come
Some things that goes
Age, endurance, health
Will all one day be gone
What life brings to certain people
No one will know
For each is different, and to each his own
It could be wealth because you became a lawyer
Maybe a baby for you to be a father or mother
I can only say for me that I’ve been truly bless
The hand of cards that was dealt to me
Is a pretty good hand
I’ve been able to say that I know what true love feels like
To have really great friends to the very end
But I was missing one thing in my life
You just so happen to be it
God has a funny sense of humor I can sure tell u that
Couldn’t have made it easier for me
Considering how we met
I guess all that doesn’t matter maybe that’s the point
What we are suppose to take and grow from each other
Doesn’t have to be from side by side
You were meant for me as I believe I was meant for you
To have what we have cant surely be a fluke
I’ve always thought that there was a single person that God created just for me
If I was lucky enough, he would show him to me
Then it was up to me to choose if he is the right man for me
I don’t know if u may or may not be that one I speak of
To be honest I can’t say for sure that I’ve seen him
What I do know is, we have a purpose for one another
To take something out of it and carry with us for forever
I look forward to the day we can say that we were worth it
With no regrets and proud that we had to fight harder
To make us something great one day
Leaving the world jealous with us to blame
I tell you now that I love you
I say to you that I miss you
I laugh every time you tell a joke
I listen to every word that is spoke
I care when you’re upset
I cried for you because you couldn’t
I never lied to you so far
I let you in when you knew something was wrong
I would like to be your first in any and everything
I want to be your last when your time with me must fade
I want you to be the first thing I see when I wake up
I want you to be the last thing I see at sunset
I want to grow old with you and know what old feels like
I want to tell our grandchildren about the day we first met
Last but not least and there is many more I haven't said
I want death to take the both of us together so neither one of us will be left
By Me * August 17 2012
