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What are you waiting for?
I CAN FEEL THE WORLD COMPACTING DOWN ON ME THE MISERY OF LONLINESS IS MELTING MY SOUL
EVERYONE IS AGAINST ME, OR SO IT SEEMS. TIME TICKS BY WITH WONDER AND GRIEF, WHERE DID I GO WRONG.
TOSSING AND TURNING WHERE ARE YOU MY ANGEL. I AWAKE FEELING YOU NEXT TO ME,OPENING MY EYES AND FIND YOU'RE NOT THERE
AND SORROW FILLS MY WELL, I CANT BREATHE.
COME AND SAVE ME BEFORE THIS SUFFICATES MY SOUL. I NEED TO FEEL YOU, I NEED TO SEE YOU, I WANT TO KNOW YOU,
WILL YOU WANT THE SAME WITH ME.
IF NOT ILL SLEEP TO MY DEATH NOT KNOWING WHAT COULD OF BEEN
ALL I FEEL IS YOU
I LIE AWAKE FOR HOURS ON END
LISTENING TO THE RAIN, THERES A MESSAGE TO SEND
I WONDER ABOUT YOU AS THE NIGHT GOES BY
I WISH YOU WERE HERE LOOKING AT ME EYE TO EYE
I TREMBLE WITH ANXIETY WHEN YOU'RE NEAR
EXPESSING MY FEELINGS IS MY BIGGEST FEAR
TO HOLD OR KISS YOU IS ONE OF MY DREAMS
ITS SO FAR AWAY OR SO IT SEEMS
ALL THESE FEELINGS IS LIKE A TIME BOMB
THERES NOTHING ABOUT YOU I FIND OR SEE WRONG
EVERYTIME YOUR NEAR I WANT YOU TO STAY
JUST SO I CAN HOLD YOU AND COMFORT YOU EACH DAY
IM FALLING IN LOVE AND ITS HARD NOT TO DO
BECAUSE WHEN YOUR AWAY I REALLY DO MISS YOU
BODIES TINGLING AND EXHALING MY MIND
WHEN DREAMS ARE CONFRONTED WITH REALITY
QUESTIONING THE THOUGHT THAT IT COULD BE REAL
BUT WHAT IS TO COME AT THE END......
MY MIND IS SCREAMING OUT YOUR NAME
AND IM THE ONLY ONE TO BLAME
IT SPITS AND SPUTTERS FIGHTING FOR A MEMORY
I CANT UNDERSTAND WHERE IT GETS ITS ENERGY
AN IMAGE COMES TO ME FLOATING FREE
IS IT YOU, I CANT TELL BECAUSE ITS HARD TO SEE
I LEAVE THE ROOM AND START WALKING
I YELL YOU NAME BUT YOUR NOT TALKING
HAVE I LOST YOU BEFORE I COULD GAIN
PLEASE AKNOWLEDGE ME, I DONT LIKE THE PAIN
FOR SOME REASON I CANT GET YOU OUT OF MY HEAD
ALL I CAN DO NOW IS LIE ALONE, HERE IN MY BED
TITLE: RAIN
WHEN WILL IT RAIN
THIS HEAT IS TO INTENSE
ITS BURNING MY HEART
THE DAYS GET LONGER
I CHOSE THIS LONG ROAD
AND ON IT ILL REMAIN
BUT I CANT STAND THE PAIN
IVE TRIED TO HIDE
BUT IT KEEPS COMING BACK
THINGS I LOVED IVE THROWN AWAY
WHEN WILL IT RAIN AND SOOTH MY SOUL
TITLE:REACH FOR ME
LONLINESS IS NO PLACE TO HIDE
THERES NO NEED TO RUN WHEN IM AT YOUR SIDE
YOU'RE LOOKING FOR SOMETHING
ITS EASY TO SEE
BUT YOUR ALWAYS CHANGING THINGS
IN THE STILL OF THE NIGHT
WHEN YOUR ABOUT TO GIVE UP THE FIGHT
YOU CAN REACH FOR ME
I CAN TAKE YOU WHERE YOU WANT TO BE
I CAN HOLD YOU TIGHT INSTEAD OF SETTING YOU FREE
how can i make a life exsist in me when all my thoughts and dreams are crushed
sleeping i feel my heart beat sunk in a pit trying to pull itself back together
feeling like im going to explode because of anger and the cancer is eating away my brain
run to me with a yearning and put my heart back in its place and be the cancer in my brain
how did this all start? just with an innocent hello. maybe it should of been left at that, with an occassional " how ya doing or been" would things of been different, or is this how things are suppose to fall into place. becaause its been atleast everyday now for a few months straight. theres got to be something there. its not the company cause we've only spent a few hours together, but thats what sunk the hook deeper. its like we already need each other or just want each other there. i'd like to be together more. but its been a long time for me. and i need to learn some things all over again. im actually affraid to admit that im scared. im to emotional to get attached, but im already there, im sorry. maybe its just a fatel attraction, or the lust thats built up. i dont think it is. i know this feeling and thats what i cant control, i dont know why. maybe im not ready, but i know thats what i want. i never do any other time, so whats suppose to make a difference this time.
my mind is wandering, pondering these intiment thoughts
taught to me by my heart the part that controls all
but i will stand tall because i still believe
maybe not today or even next week, counting down, till the day i die or the day i love again
which will come first.
knowing tomorrow will be the same as yesterday and the day before, makes it harder for me to think
about what? i dont think i know you are my future, ny life, no, our life
in my dreams its every day, in reality, it never happens
your so beautiful, but im such a loser
the beginning was beautiful, the ending, fuck the ending, there is no ending
its a total continuance of solitude, unhappiness, and lonesome dreams
nothing is the same
RECKAGE RATTLES AS MOUNDS ARE BUILT
SPOILED APPEARENCES COLAPSED WITH SWEATING PALMS
SIGHS OF DELIGHT RUSH AS I FELL YOUR TOUCH
VOICES ARE HEARD AND I GO THE WAY
NEVER RUSHED BUT ALWAYS NEAR
