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created on 08/17/2009 | http://fubar.com/poems/b306552

posted on 08/31/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;06:08&nbs-07:00;am

Im So Tired and So Beaten
http://fubar.com/im-so-tired-and-so-beaten/b306552-1059702

the pain is constant my nerves wear thin,

cant even muster the frame of mind to let myself grin,

No happy momments its all gotten so lost,

feeling colder each day like the winter frost,

I want to be ok i want to work this out,

but everytime i speak these words come steadily out your mouth,

neglecting all responsibility for actions taken present and past,

mixing up priorities making what should be first last,

it isnt fair to those around you no matter what you say,

I live my life looking out for you day after fuckin day,

I cant understand whats going through your head,

waisting time destroying things spendin up the bread,

I just wonder to myself if you really wanna be here,

if its even me myself that you wanna really keep near,

Ive been trying so hard to do right and not faulter,

but the problems keep mounting as this wall keeps gettin taller,

its so high now that it touches each and every cloud,

and the voice in my head is screaming so loud,

just give up and let it be its no longer worth it to pursue,

things will never get right you know this shit is true,

maybe its right and my conscience is really seeing the truth,

because I feel worse after every call i make from that stupid phone booth,

no issues ever get solved all we do is insult each other,

we act as enemies do forgetting we were once lovers,

its hard to remember when things were good and noone had complaints,

when taking care was 2 sided and there were so many less restraints,

I am so tired.. so beaten I dont know what I can say,

accept look at what is here before you wish it all away.

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posted on 08/18/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;06:08&nbs-07:00;pm

Beauty
http://fubar.com/beauty/b306552-1055937

I could search the world for beauty to match your own,
but never see a comparison for me to look upon,
I could search the stars and look to the open skies,
but only find faint comparison to even describe beauty in your eyes,
I could search the ocean going farther than ever into the endless sea,
but still find nothing remotely close to that of your pure beauty,
your beauty could control the elements to stop the rain on a cloudy day,
because god would bring out the sun to shine down upon your face,
I dare not look upon the skies, the moon, the sun or stars,
not sunsets or rainbows or even glistening diamond shards,
because to me I see beauty when i look into your being,
from the first time i saw you, i knew it was perfection i was seeing.

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posted on 08/17/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;07:08&nbs-07:00;pm

another little poem
http://fubar.com/another-little-poem/b306552-1055639

alone in the darkness i try to stay to the light,
to hone my senses and keep up my sight,
I need to be aware eyes opened wide,
need to know when to open the stride,
trailing behind me a long history of dismay,
trying not to look back as i continue to run away,
some days are easy as i keep a steady gaze,
avoiding the temptation to turn and get caught in the haze,
all for nothing if i cant keep moving on,
longing to find a place to someday rest upon,
I will find that place though hidden from my view,
I will someday run across it because its worth it to pursue,
Haunted for the momment but hoping for my release around bend,
pull me towards safer grounds give me your hand to lend.

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