t's blog: "Poems"

I have put all of your pictures away,

I feel as my sadness has left today;

I am taking a hard look at my life,

I know my love in my heart is with rife.

You told me, though I asked, about your date,

You had sushi and got back home real late;

You don’t mean to, but my heart starts to break,

You didn’t, I did it, but it still aches.

The words I have always told you are true,

The vows and promises I will see through;

The day will come and we will meet again,

Not soon, but later, I’ll bring the champagne.

I hope somewhere in the back of your mind,

You’ll recall a love like no other kind.

The day we meet again can be arranged,

Life will continue like nothing had changed.

Then maybe we will share our love once more,

Our lives will be complete and dreams will soar;

True happiness will return to our selves,

And the pictures will go back on the shelves. 

 As I step up to the Fountain of Life,

 My pocket I pull a penny in strife.

I flick it in, believing as it goes,

One day I will get it back, this I know.

A true happiness is what you deserve,

A happiness that only I can serve.

So when the penny makes it back to me,

You will understand, we were meant to be.

Not Just a Dream

I am sitting here, my head in the clouds,

I dream of you and my heart pounds so loud,

Yes, I will see you again with no doubt.

My priorities used to be all jacked,

But thanks to you, I’m getting back on track,

I hope that one day I can help you back.

The future is not clear, certainly untold,

Until we meet, my bed will remain cold,

We’ll be as one again, I may be bold.

Love, hope, giving me strength and desire,

Thoughts of you fuels my everlasting fire,

I always want you, for that I aspire.

I always will love you like no other,

Please, deny the rest one after another,

My love is so true and it will smother.

I feel that I need to be this selfish,

Everything about you, us, I cherish,

And without you I would surely perish.

Love getting turned around with you in town,

We’ll be making turns, going round and round,

Always I smile even though sometimes you frown.

You begin to tap your nose as you think,

Making some sort of invisible link,

You always have options to choose –wink wink.

Fingers act like antennas, spinning about,

Your directional finders all-out,

You find our way, always, never a doubt.

Your love for purple, passion, is so great,

You are definitely from Washington State,

A great trait, wait, it is still not too late.

Your laughter is music to both my ears,

Yes, you can make me smile for years and years,

Don’t you worry though, these are happy tears.

I have been scribbling now for a while,

Babe, I could write on about you for miles,

I would do anything to see your smile.

Your smile, it brightens the darkest of days,

Smiling so bright my heart goes up ablaze,

Together again, you will be amazed.

Home is where the heart is, such a battle,

I’ll be coming back home to Seattle,

I know you know me, this is no prattle!

And when that day finally comes to greet us,

I’ll never let you go, nevertheless,

Love you; hope our love doesn’t ever regress.

We chatted as if we shared the same thoughts and feelings,

Our laughter filled the emptiness deep within creating more meaning;

Time we shared with one and another building a bond so strong,

A friendship builton honesty and trust that will last very long;

One would think this was all two would need in a relationship.

As the talking and laughter would continue through the night,

Our bodies grew closer and our arms wrapped each other tight;

Honesty like this between two people you would think couldn't be,

Trust here isn't a question that we ask because we understand -see;

No matter what happens at least we will always have our friendship.

Unable to realize the truth we seemingly grew closer, but further away,

The honesty wasn't honest and the trust couldn't be trusted -who's to say;

Arms unfolded and the emptiness seemed to come back into our lives,

Unknown to what was realling to come we weren't prepared for the strife;

But now the end has come and even death has reached our companionship.

My heat breaks, my tears flake,

Thought I'd never feel this way.

You dug deep, my veins seep;

I dread each and every day.

Always alone, life goes on;

My heart and soul will pay.

Wish there's something,

Soemthing you could say...