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A whisper in my ear, thoughts only spoken to the mindm with a slight touch of sanity, my dreams become my reality.... never wanting to wake from this slumber, to spend the rest of my life in this state, its a place where noone can enter,,, only be brought....
This is my realm, my solitude, my dreams, hopes and fears. My Mind unravels with thoughts of life, death, love, memories and questions in which no answer can be given; one can spend the rest of their lifes looking for a way to understand, and never find the path to the answer, only to the possible futures.
Thoughts flood your head, feelings of guild, pain, loss, heartache, confussion.... When does it all stop? Your mind spins round, not knowing where to run..... the anxiety keeps digging till there is nothing left to dig.
Things you thought you were so sure about suddenly become so uncertain, a lose of trust creates a wall of mis-guided thoughts, all understanding swept away as the anxiety takes control, your left asking yourself why!?? What do they want? Questions attack at you like knives, you doubt your self and everyone around you. Are you better off alone??
My life started like all life did, and it will end like all life will, we are but alive fpr a second in time, what we choose to do with that moment is up to the individual, but we all have choices, we all have responsibilities, we all have the chance to love and be loved by others, we will also feel great pain.... but is that just a part of every beings life???
