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Someone Wrote Me A Poem!
This is a poem i got from someone in my inbox on myyear awwww idk who he is nor have i ever talked to him Beautiful eyes, beautiful face, I'm shy to talk to you. You're the eagle I must watch No matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free, The mistress of my eyes, Rolling through exultant air, Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my own Could I but have your wings, Could I but go where night begins And frozen sunlight sings. Could I but have you for my love, How might we fly together! But I must watch you from below And long for you forever. But I must be the one below And long for you forever .Beautiful eyes, beautiful face, I'm shy to talk to you. You're the eagle I must watch No matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free, The mistress of my eyes, Rolling through exultant air, Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my own Could I but have your wings, Could I but go where night begins And frozen sunlight si

Happiness
I truly and honestly appreciate thos few that have always tried cheering me up in my sad times. Life has taken its toll on me where I just need to be sad, angry, depressed, and let it all out. I have been hiding behind pain and heartache for a year now I need to let it go.. I love each and everyone of you that has been there for me. I am sorry if I have offended or hurt anyone by not letting you try to cheer me up. I need to do this for me so please let me do it. I LOVE YOU AND YOU ALL MEAN SO MUCH TO ME. I hope I dont lose any of you as friends. glitter-graphics.com glitter-graphics.com

Friends
Excuse me for ranting a bit.. but I do feel I have a right at this point. I've been on Fu (formerly Cherrytap) for almost 4yrs now. I've made some wonderful friends..of which who have gotten me to where I am today. And I truly appreciate every bit of time spent rating me. I never beg for help, never ask for anything, I rate my friends everyday, profile, pics, w/e ... what do I get in return ? Let's see ...... does 100 pics rates( yours) = 1 profile rate/profile pic rate( you on me) ? Where's the damn equality here ?!!!!! Well, let me say this .. from now on, you get what you give me! I'll call equality what it is in face value ! Thanks for letting me bitch ! Just wanted to give a personal thank you to all my friends who have helped me get to FU-KING and gave of themselves unselfishly. At the moment I am currently 1.2 mil away from Godfather, I'll get there someday... for those who have gotten there already, you knaow that is time to make a personal choice .. Good or Evil. I am

Random Thoughts About None Too Much!
It never fails to amaze me how many friend requests I get that assume I'm a chick because of my profile pic. Apparently reading is over-rated. Besides... I always thought the focal point of the pic was Houdini snuggled in beside her, not her. I think the worst part of getting out of a major relationship is the flipping and flopping your head goes through while trying to work things out. One minute you're seeing things with incredible clarity and know exactly where you need to be. Then something happens... can't my finger on what, and everything becomes as muddled as ever. These periods seem to last longer than the clarity. This of course makes the healing process last much longer than necessary. Am I alone in feeling this way or is this a common thing? Most of the women I know just looove Nickelback. Personally I'm not a big fan... The State was a good disc but after that they're pretty hit or miss in my world. One or two songs on each CD is ok and the rest is just drivel. A

I Can't Say No :(
So, I can't say no when a friend asks something from me so I'm in not one but 2 auctions. Some may call me a point whore, I say don't judge me :P Just click these links and bid on me. You can lecture me AFTER you own me. This is for Papi's auction This is for Radio X auction

Help Stop A Cheater
if you play fumafia and don't have a turf apply for my turf where it 420 all day everyday and we make money. http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=3024 There is a cheater ina contest and the following fubar user needs help. all you need to do is rate and leave a comment we need 1000 rates and comments by the end of the contest.

Radio Storm Invite
PLEASE COME AND JOIN US IN THE RADIO STORM LOUNGE. WE HAVE AWESOME TUNES AD AWESOME DJ'S. http://www.fubar.com/lounge/59077 YOU ARE ALSO WELCOME TO JOIN OUR FAMILY. WE WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOU.

Stuff
Ok so my life really sucks in my opinion. Do you realize how hard it is to meet a nice guy!?!?! I have taken the advice of friends and not tried to meet a boyfriend online (i.e. personals sites) and tried to focus on meeting a local man in person. Not having any luck. Anyone out there ... here is a question I have for you ... Where does a single mom go to find a nice man???? Read carefully, I have been a victim of this. So beware, it could happen to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You've heard about people who have been abducted and had their kidneys removed by black-market organ thieves. My thighs were stolen from me during the night a few years ago. I went to sleep and woke up with someone else's thighs. It was just that quick. The replacements had the texture of cooked oatmeal. Whose thighs were these and what happened to mine? I spent the entire summer looking for my thighs. Finally, hurt and angry, I resigned myself to living out my life in jeans. And then the thieves struck again.

What Love Is Really About
sun, bright and shinning, yet never where you stand, no clouds in the sky, yet raindrops seem to fall at your feet, pooling upon the earth, warmth, infusing the world, but it can not touch you, a stillness, there is no breeze, yet a storm rages within you, the world is whole, everything in its place, yet you are shattered, the ocean, never ceasing, yet your tears seem to keep it full, smiles upon faces, everywhere you look, except in the mirror, beautiful sunny day, surrounding you, yet not a part of you... True genius is insanity without restriction, but with the ability to focus on a given stream of thought and create as we were inteded... This nightmare, Giving all I am, Getting so little in return, you becomming my world, And I just another day in yours, Would walk to the end of the earth, Just to bring a smile, To your sad eyes, Yet you still do not see me, Look right through me, The love I hope to see reflected, In your eyes, Is only my own,

Why The Fake Pictures?
Can someone tell me why so many people on here use fake pictures on their profile page. Is it to get more attention than they would get using their own picture? Are they hiding from something or someone? Or are they just trying to deceive the opposite sex and they think it's a game of some sort. Honestly, I'm pretty tired of going to a profile, starting to check someone out and find the picture is their fantasy, not even close to what they look like. Anyone else on here feel that way? Isn't this fake picture crap the reason they make everyone use a salute now? I don't have a salute, I have my real pictures of me on my page. If everyone was straight up and used real pictures, this salute crap wouldn't exist. Get real people!

Cya Round
Alright So im not on fubar as much any more so im just gunna get rid of it. Of course im not gunna throw my YIM name out on fubar, so if you are a good friend of mine then do go ahead hit me up for my Yahoo, if ya dont have it already. I have it on my Phone so I will always be on yahoo. So send me a shout for it and cya round have fun Fu-kers...

Anit 'i'
you hv 2 blo' me up, sho me make a g' mad u betta throw them up. i luv fancy car i luv dyme azz chick. u dnt need small waist i take azz an titz... been known 2 brake it dwn move a ponud. get da yayo, cook it up move it slo' pop a glock & spray at da cop'z. i'm a G' LUV ME, HATE ME, BUT U CANT C ME OR BE ME, SO ENVY ME. i'm known 2 stay on top buss when its not... ask about me baby i'm hot... turst i live a crazy lyfe, pluz i kno what da ladiez like. need'z a man tht listen an takes advice. i can be all 3 an i can lay da pipe. so u look at me lyke boi ur game iz tight, i'm look'n back lyke iz tht rite... understand i hv no game it'z jst sum ppl understand da story... hihi... thnkz 4 ur tyme 1luv coke2dope

Funny
The dinner guests were sitting around the table discussing life. One man, a CEO, decided to explain the problem with education. He argued, 'What's a kid going to learn from someone who decided his best option in life was to become a teacher?' He reminded the other dinner guests what they say about teachers: 'Those who can, do. Those who can't, teach.' To emphasize his point he said to another guest; 'You're a teacher, Bonnie. Be honest. What do you make?' Bonnie, who had a reputation for honesty and frankness replied, 'You want to know what I make? (She paused for a second, then began...) 'Well, I make kids work harder than they ever thought they could. I make a C+ feel like the Congressional Medal of Honor. I make kids sit through 40 minutes of class time when their parents can't make them sit for 5 without an I Pod, Game Cube or movie rental. "You want to know what I make." (She paused again and looked at each and every person at the ta

Come Help My Amazing Friends Level!!!!
come on by and check out this auction and bid on me and show lots of lot to me and the host!!! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1892123&albumid=1575445&i=1844167140&idx=11 MY HUSBAND TWO OF MY BEST FRIENDS MY WONDERFUL SISTER IN LAW/PARTNER IN CRIME GOOD FRIENDS MY BROTHER IN LAW

I Dare You
I dare you to love me, until the day that I die... Holding me in comfort without ever tasting regret Through thick and thin then never looking back, Cradling my soul as if it was a precious diamond While picking up the pieces if ever I fell apart, So I dare you to love me, like I've always loved you! I dare you to want me, until the day that I die... Forgetting the pain of my mistakes, like I did you Trudging through difficult times like nothing mattered Fighting a cause of threat to our love, If ever it called Cherishing the good and the bad without walking away, Now I dare you to love me, like I've always loved you! I dare you to care for me, until the day that I die... Wiping tears from my pale cheeks, would you cry too? laughing through our happy times, standing side by side Kissing my forehead as I silently slept, whispering I love you Freeing desires to what we both need, could you see too, Because I dare you to love me, like I've always loved you! I dare

Which Why Nothing Is Impossible
When the cold nights been sleepless and faith turned to be weakly hopeless in the sharp darkness that never shines when I had truly nothing to call mine I founded you.. when the roads been long and I was lost & the sun's light seemed never to last days passed by , crossing back to the past.. when I never truly felt these days un-noticed I felt you.. when I walked the unknown with tears ahead. Fear pumped my heart for the unknowns threat Blood boiled through my frozen dead soul..and just when I needed to live again & feel whole I found you.. How I found you? when the merciless light blinded my eyes & I was lost while walking the road of lies when the near tomorrow I was unable to see when I feared searching for you, even for me! My love actually ;by then You found me.

Where I Sat & Wept
I swallow the hurt ,once swallowed the soul in me and weakly bite the lips of pain that bit me where I scream an echo cracking these walls . From glass they are made & permanent to words a noise they make as they sharply kiss the ground rhyming like the tunes of my heart shattering around. Around that red river where I sat for long and wept the river where my tears & misery once fell & there been kept.. where the air chills the renewed tears on my cheeks crawling from brown eyes tired, lost in what to seek.. Now this river joins another & another until far from my sight they all merge rapidly toward That unseen.. How I wish for my tears to run just as far & farther just as far that I forget all that now seems to matter to forget all black memories & walls they've built the unbearable weights they threw & I have held.. How I wish my memory to forget and forget just as fast as the flow of the river changing the water of that past.. How I strongly bite still these

Becuz I Love You
Will walk on the edge of this earth forget everything I got from birth I will go on with this ship, and sail not looking back ,what's behind is pale.. what's behind is behind.. and as I step to the stage of no return every fear in my heart I'll let burn every tune of refrain, am going to mute crashing the hopeless thoughts on my way to reach you if there's none,I'll create a day I'll have my own sun, my own moon and world for you I can build my own rules that I walk with to fulfill a promise , I'd cross what's beyond this cuz something is missing in this gloomy place, which is the bright light of your love, your face in my world, without you heaven do lack grace without you I lose my breath in this space away from your touch , it feels so cold too how long, how lonely is the night without you , even my life is white & black, my sky isn't blue I need to recolor my spring, but only with you I will run over the bridges of this universe , rivers of fire,fea

Love Needs Not Proof
Love needs not one proof when I say that I love you I say it because I really do, when I said that I love you you said that you loved me too and now as I say I love you , you stare asking for a clue am on fire like the feelings I hold, a heart that keeps not, things untold a soul that cant boil when its cold, can't stand when its too heavy to hold, asking for one true thing, for you now loving you" as you deny that I do" here I am saying it for the last time you can kill me if my love is a crime break me down for the feelings I hold drink my blood for what I tell & told burn me,tear me into millions of parts if its a sin, holding you in my heart let the blue sky fall over my head hold hatred rather than love ,instead, for every true love word that I've said heave a hill, until you see me dead.. crash my bones crash them well turn my life dark, just turn it hell you can even kill the words I try to say leave me alone for a decade ,for a day believe me

My First Auction!!
ST. PATRICK'S DAY AUCTION Ending: Tuesday, March 17th Midnight EST (9pm Fubar Time) This is my first time ever in an auction! * Please come and place a bid :) * If anything, please rate the picture a 10 or 11, the person with the most rates gets a bling pack! * Please tell your friends to come rate as well, or even to place a bid! * You all are wonderful and awesome! To place a rate/bid, please click the picture! (There is a conversion chart at the front of the album)

Party
hey there everyone we are having a tat party april 11th it is in indianapolis in. if you want to know more about it just hit me up or i have myyearbook and i can tell you more. there will be some or one of the guys work on there if you would want to see. or they have a site on myspace. the d. name is naptown inc.

I Promised
I promised the day you were born,i would always be there. No matter what you did,i'll still care. You can count on me for anything,i mean that with all my heart. Even if i move away,and we are miles apart. you'll always have me by your side,until the day i die. But even then i'll come back to you,so there will be no need to cry. I love to know you need me,and i hope you always do. Even though i am your Mother,we can still be best friends too. So i want you to know,my Dear Daughter of mine,I LOVE YOU now,an until the end of time.

Lost Dreams Don't Shatter; They Bleed Hope.
Profound, like a never-ending ocean Whose waves glisten in the sunlit sky Sweet, like fresh picked strawberries Whose syrupy essence tickles the taste buds Alluring, like a coy mistress Whose desire whispers in the night Secure, like shelter from the rain That shields you from jagged encounters Compassionate, like an affectionate parent Who teaches you right from wrong Optimistic, like a newborn baby Who sees the world through innocent eyes Blissful, like a hopeful young child Defeating the difficulty of learning how to ride a bike Love is... An emotion that cannot be depicted with words But must be felt in the depths of ones heart It takes over the body with a colossal force To experience the sensations love conveys Just gaze into your loves tender eyes Tripping on broken promises and unchanging lies Faithful love destined to shift mountains...buckled Optimism building in yearning heart diminished His soul abandoned the chance of a happily ever after She fel

Perfect In Weakness.
Her cry is like a melody Sung softly to the skies Searching for an answer Unable to find in herself Pleading for her worries To be gently kissed away Her frown is abstract art Waiting for a brave soul To level the rough edges With undying compassion And smooth the wrinkles With hope for tomorrow Her heart is like a maze With shattered promises Crowding each crevice And devious lies linger While bleeding venom Poisoned innocence She's broken no doubt Yet shines like no other Whisper sweet nothings Gaze as she beams joy With a smile so genuine Scripted with splendor While others cower in fear She's perfect in weakness

Chili And Wal Mart
I went grocery shopping recently while not being altogether sure that course of action was a wise one. You see, the previous evening I had prepared and consumed a massive quantity of my patented 'You're definitely going to $h!t yourself' chili. Tasty stuff, albeit hot to the point of being painful, which comes with a written guarantee from me that if you eat it the next day both of your a$$ cheeks WILL fall off. Here's the thing. I had awakened that morning, and even after two cups of coffee (and all of you know what I mean) nothing happened. No 'Watson's Movement 2'. Despite habanero peppers swimming their way through my intestinal tract, I appeared to be unable to create the usual morning symphony referred to by my next door neighbors as thunder and lightning. Knowing that a time of reckoning had to come, yet not sure of just when, I bravely set off for the market; a local Wal-Mart grocery store that I often haunt in search of tasty tidbits. Upon entering the store at first

About Me
My love for pitbulls is real deep. I own one right now. His name is Nino. He is the black and white dog in my photo's. He is a really great dog. Nino is 4 years old. I would not trade him for anything. His very nice. not mean at all. So all u people out there that think every pitbull is mean your wrong. U just havent meet the right one yet. Its how u raise them. I know 5 other pitbulls and they are nice. And they all are grown so there not babys. ( BAN THE DEED, NOT THE BREED ) The other pitbull in the photos is a blue pitbull. It is my fav breed of pitbulls. If u get one that is a good breed u will be spendin some grands on them. I have seen them go for between 4 grand to 20 grand. Its no joke. ( What a blue pitbull is ) Ok the pitbull will look gray. But when the sun hit it just right you will see a blue tent in there hairs.

Happy St. Patricks Day
Irish Blessings and Sayings May you always have Walls for the winds, A roof for the rain, Tea beside the fire, Laughter to cheer you, Those you love near you, And all your heart might desire! May you be in Heaven a half hour before the Devil knows you're dead! When Irish eyes are smiling, Tis like a morn in spring. With a lilt of Irish laughter You can hear the angels sing When Irish hearts are happy All the world is bright and gay When Irish eyes are smiling Sure, they steal your heart away. May your blessings outnumber The shamrocks that grow, And may trouble avoid you Wherever you go. There are many good reasons for drinking, One has just entered my head. If a man doesn't drink when he's living, How in the hell can he drink when he's dead? May the best day of your past Be the worst day of your future. I'm looking over a four leaf clover That I overlooked before One leaf is sunshine, the second is rain, Third is the roses that grow in the l

Unicorn Poem
Unicorn A long time ago when the Earth was green, There was more kinds of animals then you've ever seen. And they'd run around free while the world was being born. The loveliest of all was the Unicorn! There was green alligators and long necked geese, Hump back camels and chimpanzees. Cats and rats and elephants but sure a you're born, The loveliest of all was the Unicorn! But the Lord seen some sinnin' and it caused him pain. He says, "Stand back, I'm gonna make it rain. So hey, Brother Noah, I'll tell you what to do. Go and build me a floating zoo." "You'll take two alligators and a couple of geese, Two hump back camels and two chimpanzees. Two cats, two rats, two elephants but as sure as you're born, Noah, don't you forget my unicorns!" Well, Noah looked out through the drivin' rain, But the unicorns was hidin'-playin' silly games. They were kickin' and a-splashin' while the rain was pourin', Oh them foolish unicorns. "So you ta

I Will Overcome
I Will Overcome Sunday, January 26, 2005 Just ignore this empty shell you see, I’m not myself, I’m just a wasted dream. I hate feeling like there’s no way out There’s no where to go when I look about. I’ve lost control, emotions raging high, I struggled so hard, this I cannot deny, To gain control of the broken me, And bottle emotions like a raging sea. Succeed I did for control was mine. I bottled them all up deep inside, And from my mind my cares did flee Whenever they tried to torment me. But all at once the bindings broke. My emotions soon did take control, And now I’m lost within their midst No light now shines through these mists. For so long I searched for the way out Of the raging sea, and the rolling winds. Damned emotions that surrounded me I just wanted it all to end. So conquer I did, these raging winds, and The sea of emotions that controlled me. And by the time I was out and free, I was amazed at the sight that awaited me.

Irish Things
There once lived a girl in the forest There once lived a girl in the forest whos morals where quite the lowest Robins men were not merry till they met this sweet fairy and that’s why it’s called Sure-wood Forest! There once was a lass from Kildare There once was a lass from Kildare With lovely long golden hair; She cut off her tresses To buy some new dresses To wear to the Kildare Spring fair! There was a young lady of Fashion There was a young lady of Fashion Who had oodles and oodles of passion. To her lover she said, As they climbed into bed, Here’s one thing the government can’t ration! There was a young lady one fall There was a young lady one fall Who wore a newspaper dress to a ball. The dress caught fire And burned her entire Front page, sporting section and all. There once was a lady, Ilene There once was a lady, Ilene, Who lived on distilled kerosene, But she started absorbin’ A new hydrocarbon and since then sh

My Final Prayer(mo Chroi His Memory Of Her)
A slow rolling tear Fell down his cheek As he stood over her bed he began to feel weak He couldn't believe it No way this was true He couldn't live without her He wouldn't know what to do He dropped to his knees At the head of her bed Looked up to the ceiling While crying he said, "Why'd you do this god Why'd you take her from me I need her so much Why can't you see It can't end this way No, she can't die God please don't do this I can't say goodbye She can't go away Not here, not now I'll do anything to bring her back Please just tell me how Take the life from me Take my heart and soul God please bring her back I don't care what the toll Take the blood from my veins The breath from my chest I don't care if I die Just put me to rest He stopped speaking for a minute As she layed there slowly dying. The only sound to be heard Was of the teenage boy's crying His tears crashed to the floor As he barely made a stand He reached across h

Forever And A Day
My smiles and laughter I owe them all to you You've helped me so much By just simply being you You've held my hand Every time I've tried to push away You've brought me back from darkness And shown me other ways You've given me memories That warm my cold heart You'e taught me lessons I should have learnt from the start I know I've done some things I should never have done I'm not afraid to admit anymore That it was me who was wrong No words can thank you For what you've done for me You've healed the old wounds And you've set me free I know it hasn't worked out Quite the way we planned I have so many reasons That one day you'll understand But just because it didn't work Doesn't mean I won't be here No matter where you go in life I'll make sure I'm always near And every time I'll think of you It will always make me smile Because you've given me the best gift of all You made my life worthwhile Forever And A Day!

1st Blog
So, this is my 1st Blog. Quite frankly, I'm sure about what to say. Do I just open up into a Rant? Say about my Day? Talk about... whatever? Or, should I just close this up? I think I'm going with the latter!

Haunted Passions Staff Auction
Staff Of Haunted Passions All Bid's Start out @ 20k It will LAST A 2 Weeks! ~~~~AUCTION WILL START MARCH 15TH~~~~ Rules Of The Auction: No Drama No Fighting No Bashing If you See Someone You Want Bid On Then BID BABY ! The Fu-Bucks That You Offer To Them Goes To Them!!! NOT TO ME!!! I Will POST THERE PICTURES AN OFFERS ON THE 14TH IN A FOLDER ON MY PROFILE. THESE IS FOR FUN! IT WILL START AT MIDNIGHT ON THE 14TH AN GO TO THE 29TH OF MARCH IN WHICH THAT NIGHT AT MIDNIGHT I WILL CLOSE THE FOLDER AN THEN I WILL SEND A MESS TO THE WINNER AN WHO THEY WON FOR THE 30DAY'S!! SO LET THE FUN START AN LETS GET THE BIG MONEY ROLLING!!! I'm doing this to Have fun Not Anything else. All These Great People Have taken the Time, To sit an think on things to Offer so Stop By an Take a BID on them. They all are Good People an just wanna have some great fu-fun. So lets Do it Right an See who goes to want owner for 30day's. Remember this is for fun ONLY!!! THANKS CA

Why Am I Labled A Monster?
I have always tried and failed horribly to win friends and then more sometimes. I am sorry but I have no idea how to approach a woman and have a true relationship. Don't get me wrong I know how to get sex and I have been blessed because I have never caught anything. I am just so very tired of strictly being physical, and NEVER being good enough to be in love. I mean when someone does fall in love with me it always turns out that I am not able to be physically attracted to them as well as emotionally. Am I so wrong for not wanting to allow myself to just settle? I mean, I have tried to do the whole " Be with someone and not care about their looks " routine. I am sorry but it just never seems to work out that way. If I am not physically drawn to a woman I just cannot see myself with them for an extended period of time. I know that I am sounding shallow as anything but I cannot really help that either. Every time that I have just settled for what I could get then I ended up disappointed b

New To Fubar
http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=96309&turfreq=1473 need a track from a band off my space band-avareous...song-ambroia will pay 10/k for URL sorry its taking so long to post pics...everytime i try says file to large and takes a min to edit..kinda annoying ya know

Amber Alert 3/15/ 2009
EVERYBODY ON MY LIST BETTER POST ATLEAST ONCE,""****AMBER ALERT **** 7 YR OLD GIRL *** TAKEN BY A MAN DRIVING A NEWER SILVER TRUCK IN IDAHO FALLS, IDAHO. ** LICENSE PLATE NUMBER... 72B381. *** "PLEASE KEEP THIS GOING!!". WHAT IF THIS WAS YOUR LITTLE GIRL Last message received on 3/15 at 1:29 AM

Real Love
Darlin', I know I'm just another head on your pillow If only just tonight, girl Let me hear you lie just a little Tell me I'm the only man That you ever really loved Honey take me back Deep in my memory A time when it was all very right So very nice Here, Darlin', stands another bandit wantin' you In and out your life, they come and they go Your days and nights like a wheel that turns Grindin' down a secret part of you Deep inside your heart That nobody knows When you say comfort me To anyone who approaches Chalkin' up the hurt We live and we learn Well we've both lived long enough to know We'd trade it all right now For just one minute of real love

Look Away
Look away Act as if it isn't killing you Ignore the words That are tearing out your soul... Show that fake smile And act as though tears aren't Forming behind your eyes... Let the truth haunt your mind As a lie escapes your lips Pretend for a moment That all is okay That nothing is wrong And then maybe, just maybe... If you pretend long enough... You'll actually believe it

Wanna Own Me? Hehehe
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1277571&albumid=1567931&i=1559189497&idx=3 chk what i have to offer heres a taste FOR VIP 400 11s A WEEK IF VIP IS OFFERED PLUS VIP GIFTS DAILY OF MY CHOOSING NSFW SALUTE IF VIP IS OFFERED FOR BLING PACK AND VIP 1 VERY NSFW SALUTE ADDED TO YAHOO AND FAMILY THE BIGGER THE BLING PACK OR BID THE MORE SURPRISES HEHEHE

Jokes
Body: On their honeymoon, the blonde bride slipped into a sexy nightie and, with great anticipation, crawled into bed, only to find her new Catholic husband had settled down on the couch. When she asked him why he was apparently not going to make love to her, he replied, 'It's Lent'. In tears, she sobbed, 'Well, that is the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard! Who did you lend it to, and for how long?' the doctor says "This should be taken care of right away. " I'd planned a trip to Hawaii next month but this is so easy and profitable that I want to fix it before it curse itself. "Welllllll, what have we here..." Since he hasn't the foggiest notion of what it is, the Doctor is hoping you will give him a clue. "We'll see. " First I have to check my malpractice insurance. "Let me check your medical history. " I want to see if you've paid your last bill before spending any more time with you.

An Application For Partnership...lol
1. Is there anyone on your top friends list you had sex with? No 2. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? Any time, bring it on! 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Left side. 4. Lights on or off? Either or depends on my partner 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Not yet. 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No 7. Shower or bath? Both. 8. Do you pee in the shower? Yes. 9. Mexican or Chinese? Both 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Aggressive 11. Love, money, or lust? Love and lust. Money isn't important. 13. Credit cards or cash? cash definitely. 14. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't? My Father.....long story 15. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel? Both. 16. Took a break....Hmmmm. I dunno 17. Would you shave your entire body (including your head)? No 18. Have you ever been to a strip club? Yes 20. Ever been to a

#2's Contest
My #2 Fam is having a Patty's Day Contest where prizes can be anything from 1 Credit Blings all the way up to A11's and CB's. SO go check it out. What's the worst that can happen. Rules are easy, they are on Pic 1. Here's the link http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1090801&albumid=1566952 if that don't work just hit my #2 Fam and see their blog or the pic albums.

Ladydove666
IM AN\M A VERY HAPPY WOMAN I AM IN LOVE WITH MY HUSBAND BUT ALSO IN LOVE WITH CHRISTINA IM SO HAPPY YO BE WITH U BABY AND IM GLAD U LOVE ME FOR ME I LOVE U LOTS BABY im in love with a wonderful woman but no one can know right now

Why Does This Game Cost So Much??
ok...I started this game because a friend invited me. I thought it was fun at first, but then everything you do in it cost money. I can't afford it and I am thinking about giving it up. I see people all the time on here buying each other things like hh, or cherry bombs or other blings...and I can't do it. It upsets me and enfuriates me. This site is much better then myspace in the fact that there is no drama, but that is free. I will never be able to afford a happy hour or a vip. I have been lucky to even afford my own cherry bomb and that was scounging. I just want to have fun without having to spend so much. It just pisses me off.

Easter Bunny Bulletin
imikimi - Customize Your World! AUCTION ENDS DAY BEFORE EASTER. RATES & BIDS ARE WELCOME. WHO'S YOUR EASTER BUNNY? BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ღJuicyFruit69(Bi)OwnersMagicღMzBelleღOwnsBuckeyeBabe/SilentLizard/DarthTater

Tutorials
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Help
DJ Money needs our help. He is a contest for fu's favorite DJ. The person with the most comments win. He is in 2nd place right now....so he is paying fubucks to those that comment bomb him. Click the link below to start commenting.

My Girl
i just want to leave a blog about my girl cassie and the babys. I have known this girl for about 5 or 6 yrs now. we have gotten in trouble together and been to church together. we gotten tattoos for each other, and have two wonderful kids together. thats my girl. we have wreck a car together, lol. we have stolen together. we have even gotten dirty with each other, but only a kiss nothing more. haha had u fooled. thats my girl. we have partyied together, we have cried together. we have shared everything our life. and now my girl is thinking of leaving town. and im not really happy that she is leaving if she does. but on the other hand i want to see her smile again. i think the last time i seen her smile was when her and i was crackin on a pic. she knows what im talkin about ask her if you want to know, shes married to me on here so she is easy to find. lmao. but i just want everyone that sees this to know that she will always be my girl no matter where she or i may live. i will travel t

Heartbroken
Never say "I Love You" If you don't really care Never talk about feelings If they aren't really there Never hold my hand If you are going to break my heart Never say you are going to If you don't plan to start Never look into my eyes If all you do is lie Never say "Hi" When you really mean "Goodbye" If you really mean forever Then say you will try Never say forever Cuz forever makes me cry....

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Love's Of My Life
Where do I start me and my son's father have been through alot of bullshit but we r working thngs out and that makes me very happy that he is in my life He makes me stronger when i want to give up and have no more fight in me. I would not know what to do with out him he is the love of my life and hopefully he sees that for there is no other man that can love me like he can I think I finally found the one that I am supposed to be with and I am very happy and in love. I love u baby forever with all my heart and soul Mackenie is my 6 yr old daughter she is one highlight in my life even though she does not always listen and do what she is told she isa very smartwhen she puts her mind to it she can do anything I love her to death she s my 1st born and will always be mommys baby no matter how much she puts up a fight. Dakota is my 4 month old son he is the 2nd highlight in my life when he smiles or life it britens up my life and makes me happy he is such a wonderful boy and i love him

Winter 09
As you may know, i have been here very much this year & those of you that are friends know how things were goin this last fall... now it is spring time, I lost my Mom a short time ago & would like to let a few of you know that is why i haven't been here. If you still have your Mom make sure you tell her how much ya love her as you never know if the next minute will be the last....Take care.

Easter Auction
Hello everyone. How you all doin? Great I hope. Just fine here. I am thinking of having an auction for easter. But first I need some bunnys to auction off. I you are interested in being auctioned off then privated message me with a list of what you offer and what pic to use. The contest will open on March 28 and end on Easter. Lets have a great time and a fun auction.

So True
So many things I got to do, so many things I got to do, I gotta,gotta do, I gotta,gotta do gotta do, gotta do, gotta do, gotta do I gotta, gotta. Gotta keep my sanity, gotta face reality. Gotta find my destiny, gotta know my history. Gotta keep my dignity, gotta feed my family. Gotta praise his majesty, gotta give thanks to the I in me. Gotta keep my head up high, gotta reach out for the sky. Gotta know the reasons why ,gotta get my piece of that pie. Gotta try to tell no lie, gotta keep an eagle eye. Gotta go to zion I, gotta give thanks to the I in I Gotta do some good today, gotta walk in a righteous way. Gotta hear what the father say, gotta, gotta, pray every day. Gotta work to get my pay, gotta rest on sabbath day. Gotta never go astray , gotta give thanks then I am o.k. Gotta go for excellence, gotta show magnificence. Gotta flow with the elements, gotta work with common sense. Gotta make the people see, gotta be the best that I can be . Gotta show humility, g

Heaven Only Knows
I sit here with a thousand yard stare Praying why o why (Oh why?) Why can't I just call you When everything I feel (Oh) says it all for real (Yeah yeah yeah!!) You patiently wait in vain (Oh you wait in vain) Waiting for a call A call that never came (Oh yeah) I'm fighting back my fears I've been hurt before (before you) Now I'm scared to call Chorus But Oh Heaven Only Knows Oh Why I just can't call Verse 2 You look like an Angel Sent from up above...(To give me your love) But I'm so scared of love (So scared of love) Wish that I could take the chance Take the chance on you Chorus But Heaven only knows Heaven only knows why I'm scared to fall You're sent from up above I'm so scared to give you my love Bridge Oh my soul (My soul) Cries out for your love But in my dark despair This darkness rules my fears And I'm so scared to give a chance

Rants
What do you get with two week of drinking Pepsi Max, Starting your period, PMS, Water Company Acting like dicks, Bank telling you one thing and doing an other? I’ll tell you getting an Anxiety Attack bordering on a Stroke. Yes my fair friends I almost met the Goddess herself on Friday. Started off like any other day I got up early because my husband started his new shift after almost a year on the night shift I had it and the first chance he got to get out of that he took it. Second shift is a lot better. Well I opened the mail from the day before and found a water bill that made me fall back onto my chair. Well that got me going, then to make things worst I had finally had gotten that return from a company I did not get what I order that took ten days and had I not yelled and threatened to come through the phone an ring their neck it could have taken “two to three billing cycles” WHAT THE HELL IS THAT? They take it out in a day but that what ever time they wa

Art Is Beautiful...is Your Name Art?
I scan through your faces, your breasts, your legs, and your nests, visible through a square on my desk. I see your eyes, your nose, your thighs, your Ohs! and I wonder is this a new form of art? Can it be says he who wonders aloud that this collection of people without frame or wall to be hung, could represent the futures results of a brush, some talent and some time? Or is it just how I appreciate what I see that makes it art? I find beauty in almost everything, sometimes the beauty screams at me like a lost child, sometimes like its on fire. Scream at me I demand your attention! Look at me Im a freshly dolloped flow of paint, I am beautiful you scream, look at me, I am art...and I am in love. My first love was art, my second was sleep...love me art for I love you with open heart and mind. It is you who makes my heart beat....art.

My Voices
Am I a whisper Its Kind of funny that to put something in words I have to be pissed off never could understand that But sometimes it works out and I can come up with something good like this little one from the other day . It's not bad if you like let me know Do you see me? All of me Do you look beyond The physical imperfections And see what what I really am The true me? What do you see ? When you look at me Can you see into me Can you see my thoughts The ones that whisper to me Of thousand of prayers and dreams? What do you look At when you see me? Do you truly see beyond The physical imperfections And look for the real me? Do you want to really to touch my Heart and hear The whispers Do you see me Or am I just a whisper

Lap By Lap:bristol
2:16 p.m. -- GREEN FLAG: Mark Martin gets the Food City 500 under way from Bristol Motor Speedway. Lap 1 -- Mark Martin hangs on the lead the first lap. Lap 3 -- LEAD CHANGE: Ryan Newman moves around Mark Martin to take the lead early. Lap 9 -- Jamie McMurray is working the high line. Halfway back, Michael Waltrip touches Todd Bodine as they race for 20th. Lap 24 -- Ryan Newman puts Sterling Marlin a lap down and starts to catch more slower traffic. Lap 27 -- YELLOW FLAG NO. 1: John Andretti spins in Turn 2 to bring out the caution. Lap 28 -- Leaders head to pit road except for Jimmie Johnson and six other cars near the back: • Kyle Busch gets two tires and fuel • Mark Martin gets right-side tires only • Jeff Gordon gets right-side tires like everyone else • Sterling Marlin gets the free pass Lap 33 -- GREEN FLAG: Jimmie Johnson leads the field to green with Mark Martin restarting eighth in the first car that pitted. 1. Jimmie Johnson 2. Dave Blaney

A Different Shade Of Blue
I was married and my Wife passed away from colon cancer... I did everything i could to be the best husband possible and i wish that the children still had there mother here with me to raise them. She was a wonderful mother and just had this influenc upon people within the first few moments of meeting them. I was working for a restaurant corporation learning to be a corporate trainer and was gone for 2 weeks at a time and the first weekend that i got back home i took her out and sang the song that is in this video for her. It was the longest time till now that i had ever been away from my family. i hope you enjoy the video. I miss you baby

Without Goodbyes
A lifetime filled with cheating hearts, all echo from my past, The "promise trues" and "I love you’s," each one was meant to last. So fine this line of sharing, built with honesty and trust, Each vow now left inside my head, to slowly gather dust. I struggle to tomorrow, searching hope, yet walking blind, While broken dreams, and silent screams, play re-runs in my mind. I try to shake, each past mistake, and meet what lies ahead, While hearing cold reminders of these promises once said. It’s hard to feel, what’s wrong from real, when shadows dim the light, I close my eyes and dream a dream of heaven every night. Is all I know, this history I hold a guiding hand? These scars I show, a lesson that I yet don’t understand? Another day awaits me, in this life I call my own, A cruel delay frustrates me, as I face this world alone. Let words once said, and tears long shed, rest peaceful in this heart, I know the pain of love

He Really Sucks.
The White House> 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue NW> Washington, DC 20500>> Mr. Obama:>> I have had it with you and your administration, sir. Your> conduct on your recent trip overseas has convinced me that> you are not an adequate representative of the United States> of America collectively or of me personally.>> You are so obsessed with appeasing the Europeans and the> Muslim world that you have abdicated the responsibilities of> the President of the United States of America. You are> responsible to the citizens of the United States. You are> not responsible to the peoples of any other country on> earth.>> I personally resent that you go around the world> apologizing for the United States telling Europeans that we> are arrogant and do not care about their status in the> world. Sir, what do you think the First World War and the> Second World War were all about if not the consideration of> the peoples of Europe? Are you brain dead? What do you think> the Marshall Plan was all about? Do you no

True Love......
RedneckPri...: love u ->RedneckPri...: Okay baby, love u! RedneckPri...: i will be home in a bit ->RedneckPri...: Giggles uncontrolably...... RedneckPri...: i will eat that later ->RedneckPri...: I gotta taco RedneckPri...: i need some damn food ->RedneckPri...: yea RedneckPri...: real ->RedneckPri...: Cool, I miss being alone with u! RedneckPri...: yea ->RedneckPri...: Can we go ridin or something tonight? ->RedneckPri...: But u just said id have u RedneckPri...: i just cant ->RedneckPri...: Then where? RedneckPri...: i know but still ->RedneckPri...: I want outta HL ->RedneckPri...: Y? Allie will have her own room RedneckPri...: i cant move that far ->RedneckPri...: I went yesterday and found a dbl wide i like for 25000 ->RedneckPri...: its in desoto county, she wants 9000 for 3 acres RedneckPri...: y down there ->RedneckPri...: Awwww! Im fixin to go look at 3 acres in byhalia soon RedneckPri...: yea ->RedneckPri...: Do I really RedneckPri...: u have me ->Re

I Wanna Know...
[Verse 1:] There's a place in your heart where nobody's been. Take me there. Things nobody knows, not even your friends. Take me there. Tell me about your momma, your daddy, your home town, show me around. I wanna see it all, don't leave anything out. [Chorus:] I wanna know, everything about you. And I wanna go, down every road you've been. Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live, where you keep the rest of your life hid. I wanna know the girl behind that pretty stare. Take me there. [Verse 2:] Your first real kiss, your first ture love, you were scared. Show me where. You learned about life, spent your summer nights, without a care. [Take Me There lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] Take me there. I wanna roll down mainstreet and backroads like you did when you were a kid. What makes you who you are, tell me what your story is. [Chorus 2x:] I wanna know, everything about you. And I wanna go, down every road you've been. Where your hopes and dreams

Well Done
WELL DONE! CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL THE KIDS WHO WERE BORN IN THE 1940's, 50's, 60's 70's First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a tin, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, our baby cots were covered with bright coloured lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a van - loose - was always exciting and great fun. We drank water from the garden hose or tap and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle or can and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cakes, white bread and real butter and drank cordial with sugar in it, but we weren't overweight because......

Guys Point Of View
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD' We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say 'than

Too All Who,s Has A Dog Please Read
I tried sergeant's gold flea and tick squeeze-on for dogs,Please don't use this product.I got this for my babies and boy did they have a bad reaction to it.I called the number on the box and they told me to give them 2 baths with joy and it should go away.So I got on the pc and found to my shock lots of people went threw this same thing,some dogs have died,and they keep selling this product,and it now the next day my dogs are better,still itchy a little,now these guys are my life.I feel like a dick for putting it on them,I cried all nit.Know dog or cat should go threw this,this product should not be for sell at all.Please don't use this product on your pet,don't trust it,and if u know someone with a pet pass this info along,don't let another love one feel this pain from this product. Keith.

Friends /family Only
So, I'm sitting here typing away on your computer while you are in our room sleeping. I also have The Tudors playing in the background. My baby, I love you. I love everything about you. You have been so wonderful and such a pleasure for me. I feel so very safe with you and very much so free. You are such a desirable and desired kitten. I hope you know that. When I came here I felt so unsure of myself. That was so very apparent. You have given me a lot of confidence. I guess I'm writing this to let you know the positive changes you managed to bring about in me in such a short time... I love the way you react to my touch. The look you get on your face that seems to be a look of contentment. I love that slightly wide-eyed look you get when I'm touching you gently...when I'm caressing your face. And, my God, the look on your face when I'm inside of you or right after I've been using my tongue or hands on you...the way you sound just drives me crazy. Hell...you can imagine the effect it

Boaring
So I took today off from work. It was nice cause I needed the break, but I just ended up doing work in my house. Whats the point? I woke up and started laundry then vaccumed my place while I waited for stupid Comcast to get here. Because I didn't want to pay $150 a month for service, I now have only basic channels. it sucks, but I only pay $60 for tv and inet now. I sit here and try to make friends on fubar, talk to coworkers on IM and write a blog (which I have never done cause I hate writing). Can you see that I'm bored today? It's frigin awesome out right now and I should really grab my camera, go for a walk and take photos. I REAALLY HATE WRITING!!!! Till next time John

30 Things Guys Should Know``
30 things guys should know about girls 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like you do. 2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. 4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did. 8.5 If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did. 9. You can be

Pet Of The Month @the Penthouse!
PET of the MONTH at the Penthouse! Please help me win by clicking on the picture and rate! There is a contest for Pet of the Month at The Penthouse lounge....... Please come show support and vote for me! How you say!!!!... 1. Go to Tim's profile 2. Find my pic (here is the link) http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2415431&albumid=1576550&i=4010420127&idx=6 3. Rate my pic Easy! Done! Thanks soooo much for your help!! Kisses and licks! MeltedGummies!

The Flaw In Women
Bulletin: The One Flaw In Women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, 'Why are you spending so much time on this one?' And the Lord answered, 'Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands.' The angel was astounded at the requirements. 'Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish.' 'But I won't, ' the Lord protested. 'I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart.. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 ho ur days.' The angel moved closer and touched the woman.

This Is The Part Of My Life Where I Yell Son Of A Bitch
Silently standing, awaiting sunset, a small group of soldiers patiently sit. Head to toe in camo, armor, and ammunition; these weary warriors fight with conviction, Jets and helos break the silence, as these brave men prepare to stop violence. Flashes, noise, pain, grief and misery, the farthest things from their minds as they pray on bended knee. Hand signals, nods, the shuffle of boots, the sounds you don't hear when they destroy evil's roots. "CONTACT LEFT, TANGO DOWN, OUT OF AMMO, BLACK BLACK BLACK" they keep pressing onward, without ever looking back. Constantly moving, running head long into danger, these brave men who earned the title Airborne Ranger. A wife becomes a widow with the knock on a door, as all of her strength crashes with her to the floor. She cries all alone as he confirms her fears, her hero has died, covered in blood, sweat and tears. She remembers her pride and how much she would brag, but all she has now is a folded flag. She wishes it were

Comments Plz!!!!!!!!!
Hey,,,,,how r all my fu-friends?Please stop by and give some rates on the pic below. All you have to do is click on the pic below. PM when your done and I will pay you 1000 fu-bucks. Sounds great,,,,right,,,,right? Thanks for any and all your help.

What The????
Ok so I've taken the time to look at some ppl's pics on this site and I've noticed alot of women have pictures with a lollipop in their mouths..lol....i really think that this looks stupid and very trashy...i mean come on....do guys really think that it's sexy to see a grown woman suck on a lollipop??? U know he'd rather her suck on something else! And sorry girls just because you can suck a lollipop doesn't mean u can suck other things as well. It's whorish and looks ridiculous...but hell what do i know anyway...just rambling!! Tell me do guys really find this sexy??? Honestly????

Cleaning Out My Friends And Family Lists
OK folks, My family list is getting TOO BIG. This week I'll be cleaning out list IF I haven't heard from you since you sent me your friend request, you don't return love, or talk to me you WILL be removed.

Summer Time
Hello friends and family! Every new years, we make resolutions... ughh winter time, is the worst! I swim, to keep my neck in shape, and have gardens, coast to coast. I am a gourmet chef, and used to be the ?food police?! This time of year, is very challenging, because of my neck plate.. So, i have decided to share recipes (one day, i will do a cook book). If you notice, WHITE foods are the best.. potatoes, cheese, milk, pasta, breads.. FAST foods, big no-no! I have put myself on a no/low carb, high pro, cardiac diet, until I get over neck situation, and can swim again! This is my new favorite dinner: Top sirloin steak (Seasoned with garlic, onion powder, pepper NO salt) Heat olive oil, with clove of garlic Cook steak, for 3 minutes , then flip, turn off, and let rest. Pineapple-Mango salad Prep one ripe pineapple, into bite size pieces Peel, and cut two fresh ripe mangos Toss together in a bowl, the fruit and juices, turn into candy! Lemon Curd Pie Zest 5 lemons, s

Music That Touches My Soul~~
This song just sorta stuck out today as I was surfing the net~~seems like everyone around me is breaking up~~and they wonder why I stay on the fu... Fubar=my escape from the real world~~~ anywayz~~Enjoy the tunes!!~~xoxo~~LiL I Must say~~I have the BEST Friend in the whole world~~not only is she my friend~~Kimberly is my soul sista!!~~ANYTIME~~day or night~~if I'm sad or happy~~she is ALWAYS there for me~~and vice versa!!~~This is for you my sista~~I adore you!!~~♥ LiL A very interesting song~~that was left to me as a comment by my neighbor~~LOL~~I dont know if it is a message~~or just letting me know how well he does know me~~HA!~~Enjoy the music!!~LiL~

Beautiful Girls Sirens Song
I cruise this site every day, I look at the ladies and make mental notes to be used later when remembering my day of how the Sirens song lures me into this deep well of beauty. I wasted time once, sitting on the edge of a dock with my feet in the water. Little fish would come nibble at the hairs on my toes. Not many, just a few, but I always knew, or at least I had an idea that there were always bigger fish swimming around not wondering about toe hair and such. But the little ones came and paid attention to me. So this lure of the Sirens song calls to me, come pay attention to me , come see me, come rate me, fan me, JUST SEE ME. Those are the big fish, the ones that demand attention to them but stay far away from me. They dont come to me, they are the big fish I know I will hook someday, and then release them to the pond again. But I like my small fish, because they came to me, and paid attention to me. I will always pay attention to those and remember those who take the time to nibble

Fkin Jeep
So I bought my Jeep about 4 years ago. Within the first 2 months I moved and lost the title that came with the purchase. Then about a year later I moved to Arizona. Well without the title it was going to be a three year wait so I didn;t know what I was going to do. I searched all my things when I moved, searched the Jeep searched everything. So about a year ago I went camping East of Florence, AZ with a co-worker and roomate and his girl. Friday night we camped and drank tons, I woke up Sat morning and did some Jeepin and then got the co-worker and his girl. My roomate left to visit someoneat prison. About 20 minutes into bajaing it through the back country I came up out of a wash and my Jeep stalled. Couldn't get it started. After fking around under it for an hour we decided to hike it out to the road and get some cell service. Now there are no landmarks in the desert, so because it all looked the same, I couldn't find my Jeep again. 6 month later the Sherriff

Thoughts
Monday, March 02, 2009 if anyone knows me at all , the would know that i'm one of the most over analytical people that they have ever met. looking over the pros and cons of every situation, constantly looking for any and all outcomes for any one situation etc... nostradomeous made it seem like child's play the way he leisurely came up with predictions . but they were generally open ended and open to interpretation. sure , he got a few names wrong. hister( hitler) being one of them , yet he managed to get most of his story correct. everything comes and goes in cycles. reasons for conquest never change but the people ,places and things usualy do. the end only has two outcomes. win or lose. there is no room for horseshoes and handgrenades here. you never hear the defeated of serious situations say things like " damn, my nigga! i was this close!" obviously because there was an objective in mind and that objective wasn't reached. after all the planning, the hrs, the execu

Relationships
fellas, some of you have officially been chopped and screwed out a good lay. why???.... ok. one of my best girls just spilled the beans on all ya'll trifelin' ass women ( only applies to the ones that do it) who claim to have a headache when their men wants a lil fun in the sack. fact is, one of the things that can be considered good for a headache is sex. sex,sex and more sex. ane me, being an anylitical whore , is once again forced to pry open this clam and schuck it for all it's worth. till the clam looks like it need a damn replacement, till it looks at you with sad eyes and no hope to live in it's heart. puns intended. now i've never had that used as an excuse so i really can't talk from experience. but if you really love your man and are a stand-up woman, then why the hell is it that you feel the need to lye about your status in order to keep the "monster " at bay. let the man release the hounds on that ass then call him in the morning. instead of " i got a headache" it reall

For My Sister Niome
When I first got told (September '2008') that you had cancer and it was rapid my world stopped. I put my life on hold to fly across the country because you asked me to come, right then all I could think of was hugging you and never letting go. Mom and I drove to see you every-day in the hospital, not once did we care about ourselves. you asked for something and we did it, no matter what the request was. I never wanted to leave your side, but I had my kids and job in another part of the country. I bought you a new mobile phone with sim card and credit as I wanted to be able to call you or for you to call me. I think I was able to talk to you five times? but after that you never answered my calls you never responded to any text messages, and that was that. xmas came, new years came, there was birthdays, I tried to call you for everyone, but I got nothing. Then one night while at work I got a call telling me that you had been to see the doctor and they had given you 1-2 mo

Goody's Fast Pain Relief 500 At Martinsville Speedway.
2:17 p.m.—GREEN FLAG: Jeff Gordon gets the Goody's Fast Pain Relief 500 under way from Martinsville Speedway. Lap 1—Jeff Gordon grabs the inside line and leads the first lap. Lap 5—Matt Kenseth has struggled at the start and fallen back from 10th to 13th. Lap 10—Kasey Kahne has fallen from his sixth position all the way back to 19th. Lap 13—Tony Stewart is up to third position and has a fast car. Jimmie Johnson follows in fourth. Lap 17—Juan Montoya is solid in the early laps and moves around Carl Edwards to take ninth place. Lap 21—YELLOW FLAG NO. 1: Michael Waltrip spins and backs up to the top of the corner. He made slight contact with the wall. Lap 22—Several cars near the back (17 total) hit pit road. Cars cannot take fuel during this caution due to the competition caution scheduled for Lap 40. Takers include Greg Biffle, Joey Logano, Kasey Kahne and Aric Almirola, among others. Lap 27—GREEN FLAG: Jeff Gordon leads the field to green. 1. J

Fml
Today, bouncing at a local bar. I I.D.'d a girl with a group of people. I told her that next time she used a fake I.D., she at least should get one with a picture that looked like her. She started crying and ran off. A guy told me that she had been in a car wreck, and had been badly disfigured. FML Today, I decided to take a nap. My boyfriend gave me some sleeping pills but I decided last minute not to take them. I woke up to my boyfriend kissing my neck and unbuttoning my shirt. Without opening my eyes, I whispered "ooh this is so romantic." He blurted out shocked, "Oh...you're awake?!" FML Today, as an April fools day joke, I decided to tell my mom and dad that I was gay. After an awkward silence, my mom looks at me, smiles, and says, "well, we have known for awhile." She wasn't joking. FML Today, I went with my girlfriend to the mall. We were looking at jewellery in Zales and she came across the engagement rings. She looks at one and says, "Are you kidding me? That ring

Ozz
The strongest Trustworthy. Sexy. Professional kissers. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic and funny. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Loves music. Not a Fighter, But will Knock the fuck out of u. The best and biggest freak in bed! Strong. Considered to be a "Spartan." The most intelligent. Falls in love too easily. Doesn't show it but is easy to hurt. I'm running....Alway's running ....As the Confusion set's in....As the angels....Open their eye's....As we are so unhappy....We are so sad....For we had lost a best friend....We shared the years....We had shared the days....As you say you'll join us for a walk on the clouds....Then we'll join you for a rise to the stars.... It brings out the worst in us....When your not around....So where did you go where where did you go.... As we count the fallen tears that fall before our eye's....Hiding behind the empty smiles as the lightning crashes....Like the wave'

Dj Dannie Dreamer
PRESENTS DJ DANNIE DREAMER TEARIN' UP THE AIR WAVES HE WANTS YOU TO COME CHAIN IT UP WITH HIM COME DO A REQUEST OR TWO HE WILL FILL THEM ALL COME ON IN TO EXCALIBUR WHERE THE TUNES SPIN AND THE FUN BEGINS THE FUN IS WAITING FOR YOU

Wth???
Ok... So I really dont who it is or why they are even doing this but its crap. Please stay out of my personal business.. I hate Drama and whoever thinks that I am theirs... is freaking wrong! Stop leaving dumb messages to my friends, grow up, and get a life!!!!

The Wang Is Comin'!!
I call my mom to check up on her and see how her day went, she said 'Ty...work was...dumb as hell!!' and I said ' Well...what happend??'. She start to explain, 'Well son, i was helping a customer out with a bill and pays his bills online.

My Survey
SmileSmiledo that for mebe happyfor you, and mea world of hard timescan be hard on youand others keep youdoing things you don’t wanna doand the bad daysalways go by slowbut sometimesyou just have to let goSmiledo that for medon’t let lifetake your beautybecause you are beautifulno matter what they saybelieve in your heartand live day by dayonly one at a timebecause time is preciousdon’t get caught upand lose all that is precioustake a deep breathstep back from situationssee them for what they areand find realistic expectationsSmiledo that for mesometimes you have to escapeto your own fantasya book, a poemsomething outsidewhere real lifeconflicts never collidewhen the heroalways winsand life is alwayshappy in the endand just smilebecause your herowill comeand rescue youand let you knowthat dreamscan come trueif the heart believesIt’s really possible to dosmiledo that for meand letsfly away and seethe endless possibilitiesin the futureof happinessin the futureso b

Not Enough Time For Everything!!
Just wanted to let everyone know that I don't have enough time to do everything, fubar, facebook, drivers alike, etc etc. So I am writing to say, if you want to keep in touch, check me out at: www.myspace.com/dawnell Take care and God Bless.

Its Late
its 1030pm putting the books down, still have alot to do before lab at 1030am, just need a break. why is it that the older one gets the more emotional they become? I guess its what has made us what we are,and where we have been. sometimes I hear a song like true colors (cyndi lopper). and hopes,dreams all the regrets of time come back to mind. although I strongly beleave all things happen for a reason, its up to us to determine the good. My life has been full of many things good and bad much like everyone else on the planet but I wouldn't change a thing.

Fall
It happens so slowly that it isn't even noticeable at first;brightness fades,colors dull,personality dies,sound minimizes,activity lessens,andwarmth leaves.Until eventually;there is almost constant darkness,everything is monochromatic,the shell is empty,sound is barely audible,activity is halted ,andthere is only coldness......Fall has become

Wow Childish People
wow i can;t believe how childish soem of u people are. u put a picture on, expect an honest rating from me. now if u want me to rank ur personality, then by all means, talk to me. be real. be a nice person.

Challenge To My Friends On Fubar Keep Erie Shriners Hospital Open
PLEASE CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW AND SIGN THE PETITION TO KEEP ERIES SHRINERS HOSPITAL OPEN Shriner's Hospital of Erie is a great asset to the Erie and surrounding communities. The hospital has helped so many children from burn victims to children born with disabilities. Erie Shriners Hospital have allowed the children to be treated for many conditions without the fears that they would face in a regular hospital environment. Shriners Hospital needs to be kept open. Not just for the Erie Area But also for Cleveland, Buffalo, Pittsburgh and surrounding areas.. If Eries Shriners closes then patients and their families will have to make the trip to the closest Shriners Hospital. Philadelphia is 420 miles away, Chicago is 445 miles away, Montreal is 488 miles away, and Cincinnati is 345 miles away. That is just to far for a family to have to travel with a sick child. Thank You for your time http://www.petitiononline.com/shriners/petition.html

Work Survival Guide
CROP DUSTING When farting, you walk briskly around the office so the smell is not in your area and everybody else gets a whiff but doesn't know where it came from. Be careful when you do this. Do not stop until the full fart has been expelled. Walk an extra 30 feet to make sure the smell has left your pants.

Sex Quiz
What is it that you absolutely need sexually? to get off What is something you have always wanted to try? hmmmm What is something you have never done in bed before?two guysWhat time of day do you like to have sex?any time i canWhat do you absolutely need to see to turn you on?a nice looking dick or nice set of tittiesHow long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?not very longIf someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited?both, love the though of getting caughtWould it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river?nahHave you ever faked an orgasm? ummmm yeahWhat Part of your body are you self-conscious about?my tummyDo you have any sexual regrets?too many to countIf a lover cheated on you would you take them back?hellz nahHow Important is sex in your life?very, i love sexHow Important is love in your life?also very importantWhat is the biggest fight you have ever had with a bf/gf?don't think we have had any real big onesD

A Side Order Of Hell No!
Omg I am so pissed with this damn thing.I just typed a huge fucking post and it deleted it at random.Fucking hell.I'm too lazy to retype everything back out.Basic gist of what I originally typed is,I'm gonna be working two jobs now.No time for anyone,let alone my boyfriend who seems to not care but I know isnt the truth.I cant afford to do anything for me which needs to change.People who didnt get me shit for my birthday need to make it up to me since I never forgot theirs even when i had no job...Um...I'm pissed at my boyfriend for reasons I'm not disclosing but they'll soon be fixed.I'm too old to play these games with my so called friends who only talk to me when its convient for them.I'm ready to move on with my life and start my own family.I think I need to be medicated,which would prolly help me out a lot.I'm gonna be working two jobs up until october when i can financially cut one of them loose...erm......damnit damnit damnit....more ranting and raving...i'm tired as hell......i

All About Life, Love, And Romance
A belief If there is a belief then there is hope. With hope there is a certainty that it will be.By Michael Dougherty A spark It is the spark in each other eyes that sets the fire in a true romance. Michael Dougherty Faith Hope is a focus on what could be but it is faith that makes it happen. By Michael Dougherty

Sunny
PLEASE HELP MY FRIEND SUNNY. GO TO THE ATTACHED LINK, RATE & COMMENT HER PICTURE. HELP AN ANGEL OUT!!! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2334045&albumid=1609498&i=1189092108&idx=0#3018509971 THANKS, RICK

My First Auction..
I am in my very first auction with quite a bit to offer! If u wanna make me urs for a month just go to the link below and bid your amount!! Auction Start at 50K! ~HELP ME OUT AND BID ON ME~

Samsung 500 At Texas Motor Speedway.
2:17 p.m. -- GREEN FLAG: David Reutimann leads the field to the line for the Samsung 500 at Texas Motor Speedway. Lap 1 -- LEAD CHANGE: Jeff Gordon edges Reutimann at the line in a side-by-side battle at the front. Lap 4 -- Robby Gordon gets tapped by Kurt Busch and slides up the trck but saves it and we continue under green. Lap 8 -- LEAD CHANGE: Reutimann works his way back around Gordon in Turn 3. Lap 9 -- Jeff Gordon drops to third as Kenseth gets by. Lap 13 -- Jeff Gordon reports that his car is extremely loose. Lap 16 -- Menard gets around Jeff Gordon for third. Lap 20 -- Reutimann leads Kenseth by 1.65 seconds as Stewart passes Jeff Gordon for fourth. Lap 23 -- Kasey Kahne with a big bobble coming out of Turn 4 but gets it straightened out and continues. Lap 24 -- Kurt Busch is on the move, up to 19th from 26th, while Kevin Harvick is quickly going the other way. Lap 27 -- Reutimann is already into lapped traffic. Lap 29 -- Stewart gets inside Menard for third.

Dunno What To Do Anymore
when you think you have foundt he right one then something happens and shes gone just like that without even sayin good bye should i stay and follow the things that i want or just pack my stuff and move away from my problems

Contest..go Rate Me..plz !
I'm in a rate contest..u must rate fan and add the person also..i could use your help if ya will..all it takes is one rate from u.. here is the link for the pics to rate..and then go add her..mine will say "DRTYGRL" http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=274746&albumid=1598378 MUCH LUV 2 THOSE THAT HELPS ME...xoxo

Capital Punishment
Ok I was sitting home one day just thinking and watching T.V. Where this guy was getting the Chair and me and I began to think what makes it more right when the state kills someone for killing someone than when someone else does I mean it really bothered me I Just dont understand in my opinion no one deserves to die no matte who you are and what you've done. I mean I understand at times people

Sexy Test...i Scored 45
HOW SEXY ARE YOU?GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND PENCIL... BE HONESTNUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING)SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST.WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR.1. WHAT COLOR HAIR DO YOU HAVE?A Brownb Redc Blonded Blacke Other2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO:a Go to a partyB Go out to eat3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF:a Baby-Pinkb Yellowc Baby-BlueD Turquoise4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT OF:a Talkingb DancingC Taking Long Walks5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?A Hollisterb Old Navyc Abercrombie6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING?a Hawaiib LondonC Florida7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO:A The Beachb Somewhere Cooler8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?a Januaryb Februaryc Marchd AprilE Mayf Juneg Julyh Augusti Septemberj Octoberk Novemberl December9. WOULD YOU RATHER:a Chill at homeB Go out with friends10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE INSTRUMENT OUT OF:A Guitarb Bass guitarc Drumsd The Triangle11) NAME A PE

R.i.p. Greg ( My Best Friend)
I cried when you passed away . I cry still today. Although , I loved you dearly, I couldn't make you stay . A golden heart stopped breathing , hard working hands at rest. God broke my heart to prove to me He only takes the best. ....

Blonde Joke
BLIND MAN IN A FEMALE BIKER BAR A blind man wanders into a Female Biker Bar by mistake. He finds his way to a bar stool and orders some coffee.After sitting there for awhile, he yells to the waiter, 'Hey, you wanna hear a blonde joke?' The bar immediately falls absolutely silent.In a very deep, husky voice, the woman next to him says, 'Before you tell that joke, sir, I think it's only fair, given that you' re blind, that you should know five things: 1) The bartender is a blonde girl with a baseball bat.2) The bouncer is a blonde girl.3) I'm a 6 foot tall, 175 lb. blonde woman with a black belt in karate.4) The woman sitting next to me is blonde and a professional weightlifter.5) The lady to your right is blonde and a professional wrestler.Now, think about it seriously, Mister.Do you still wanna tell that joke?' The blind man thinks for a second, shakes his head, and mutters....'No, not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times.

There Are No Words
There are no words that I could say, But I can sit here and wipe your tears away. Your life will forever be broken, It is now without those little words that once we're spoken. I can feel your pain, Yet I can see your strength the same. There are no words that could heal that empty place inside, There are thoughts of you I share with pride. When you have moments of doubt, Think of your Love he could not live without. Take a look inside yourself, You'll see, You are the Mother noone else could ever be. He has earned his "Angel Wings." " I am Free," he sings. Don't think of me as gone, Think of me as "Life's Happy Song." I know that you and Daddy miss me so, I am now in heaven shinning from the stars, I will forever glow, and grow. Don't cry Mommy, I am alright. So dry those tears, Keep me in sight. I will forever be in your dreams, So please don't cry for me. I will always walk with you, Take my hand, and lead the way. I will follow you through each struggling

The Hardest Riddle
I turn polar bears white and I will make you cry. I make guys have to pee and girls comb their hair. I make celebrities look stupid and normal people look like celebrities. I turn pancakes brown and make your champane bubble. If you sqeeze me, I'll pop. If you look at me, you'll pop. Can you guess the riddle? 97% of Harvard graduates can not figure this riddle out, but 84% of kindergarten students were able to figure this out in 6 minutes or less. Can you guess the correct answer?

Reoccupying The Space
...it's been 10 years...it's not any better...you'd think after all this time...I'd forget you...I can't...10years ago today we sat in a classroom...remember the seminar for the CEUs? Our assignment was to try to convince each other to do something we knew the other wouldnt'...I tried to talk you into going to Columbine...the kids there needed us...you worked so well with the kids where we worked...we knew something bad was going to happen...just didn't know what...you stood fast...didn't give an inch...you were bound and determined to wait it out...even the kids at Columbine couldnt' entice you into leaving...I remember how you looked when I tried that as a means to get yo out of there...the look on your face...I knew I was close...to getting you to safety...it was hard for you to not go and help those kids that survived...but your woork ethic wouldn't let you walk out on those that were already dependent on your care...it was fun...I enjoyed the banter...even if I wasn't successful a

Alley Katz (ak's)
Ok so you wonna be an alley kat? no Shut up you do!!! ok well these are thing you have to agree to and know about the Alley Katz! Ok so first off the leader!!! is well Mad Hatter woot go me go me, the "Capts" is ummm..... ummm.... **points at a random guy** HIM! I'm not even part of the Alley Katz!! Shut up bitch you are now!!! Now back to regular biz..... umm umm umm oh yeah what you have to do to get in!!! **evil laughs** ok 1) You have to give us 100 dollars yep Real Dollars (of course in todays sociaty that can be waved just ask for the waver from a memeber should get it) 2) You have to give us ever moment of your waking time!!!! every single min till the day you die (less of course you have like kids and a job and a real life then thats cool too i guess) 3) You must report to that guy that I just made a Capt, every 35 seconds of your waking day!! (less of course you have better things to do then its cool i still dont even know who that guy is!?) 4) You must be a memeber of The

Helping Hand
Taken the first 5 people that message me. I will go threw your photos and rate them all. Bored and sitting in Iraq and willing to help someone 3-4 hours every night. Give me a holler. Not asking anything in return. Catch yall later.

Without You
Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows. Without you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom, the children play. The stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly, without you. The earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without you. Without you, the breeze warms, the girl smiles, the cloud moves. Without you, the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crash. The crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry, without you. The moon glows, the river flows, but I die, without you. The world revives Colors renew But I know blue, only blue, lonely blue, within me blue. Without you. Without you, the hand gropes, the ear hears, the pulse beats. Without you, the eyes gaze, the legs walk, the lungs breathe. The mind churns! The mind churns! The heart yearns! The heart yearns! The tears dry, without you. Life goes on, but I�m gone. Cause I die, without you. Without you.

Survey Time!
How did you get one of your scars?i was stabbed...kidding um got bit by a damn miniature pinscher!How are you feeling at this moment?sick as a fucking dog and so in loveHow did your night go last night?didnt go very well tossed and turned in bed, my body hurtsHow did you do in high school?i did good when i went to classHow did you get the shirt you're wearing?Bought itHow often do you see ur best friend?not enoughHow much money did you spend last month?hell if i knowHow old do you want to be when you get married?ugh i already got married but i wont count that, umm so i'll say within the next year or so hopefully(h)How old will you be at your next birthday?28NINE WHAT'S:What did you do last weekend?spent it with my baby babyWhat would you rather be doing?right now i'd like to be in bed...once again i feel like shitWhat did you last cry over?my mom being upsetWhats the most important thing you look for in a significant other?TruthWhat are you worried about?Nothing Right nowWhat did you h

My True Dear Friend
I sit here and pander,My mind starts to wander.It is you that i see,You're smiling face, loving arms,They are right there to embrace me.It is you're loving voice that I hear,It is there to comfort me.In this I feel you are and always will be,My True Dear Friend.It is thoughts of you that I think of day and night.It is you that gives me hope to wake up with the morning light.It is all of you're guidance that has helped me through,It is all of you're guidance so warm and true.Why have you been given this awful fate,Why did it have to be a moment too late.It is your strength to help me cope,Yet there is no hope.When that hope is gone,We have to still live on.In this sadness i find,That it is you're love and support to help me on my way.In this sadness I still know, you are and always will be,MY TRUE DEAR FRIEND.You are the breathe I take,You are the light that shines when I wake.You are the peak at the top of that mountain top i must climb.You are the one that i will find,When it has beco

Spirituality
My religion is Love. Love your Self.... then you can love and honor all things and people as they are. Then you always know what to do because love is the only moral, truth, reality and energy we need. -Bobby Eaton The right religion is the one that compels you to love yourself and others more, to help others more and be more accepting. Does your religion and view of God work for you? Does it serve you well? The right religion causes you to give up prejudice and brings you inner peace. It causes you to care about the world and all those who live in it. The right religion goes beyond branding people and beyond a book. The only true religion is LOVE and simply loving others. Love is the only truth. When you come from love, you can never be wrong, proved wrong or argued with, because you always know the right thing to do. Love is the only truth. How can you be wrong? Our nature is love. It is fear that we have learned that blocks us from loving action. We are created in God's

Thoughts Far And Away
Im crying insideLike the howl of the windCold and all aloneThe hurt in my throatLike air caught up trying to get freeIf I let these tears flowI may not have the strength to hold backAs every teardrop falls without wingsSo I sit silently holding in the pain of my heartWhen you look into my eyesYou will see a smile so fake, for so longEven Im fooledHappinessIs a word once filled my heartThey had turned to tears so long agoAnd shattered like mirrors hitting the floorThat was when I saw my lifeThe reflection of meThat was when the light went outAnd felt the darkness's embraceThe comfort she shared I took for loveAs she hid me away from the worldAnd lonely wasnt so lonesome anymoreShe holds me tightAs I shed silent tears into my soulSoaked with sorrow and griefI died so long agoAnd today, all I want is to live againThe kind of life shared with someoneSomeone to hold you tightTo love you just rightTo share with you their worldAs I would share with her mineYou see, this manThis personHas been

Fu-break
For now I'm gonna be taking a break from fu for awhile. Yes I know I've leveled quickly, but for the exception of a few who have supported me thru it all, the work on leveling has been all ME. Call it whining or whatever, I'm just tired of doing it all myself. Those who really want to reach me can on either Yahoo or MSN. Yahoo ID: rmurphy1701@yahoo.com MSN ID: rmurphy1701@hotmail.com I will check in from time to time though.

The Rose
The roses' thorns cut through my skin,A drop of blood falls down;My heart is broken, my soul is burnt...I'm falling to the ground.The rose you gave me long ago,I hold onto it still;A love that was lost long ago;A love for which I'd kill...I know I'll never let it go,This rose composed of blood...The more and more I miss youMeans the deeper the thorns go.You kissed me on the cheek,and then you handed me this rose...And even on my deathbed,I will never let it go...

Lost Dreams Don't Shatter; They Bleed Hope.
Tripping on broken promises and unchanging liesFaithful love destined to shift mountains...buckledOptimism building in yearning heart diminishedHis soul abandoned the chance of a happily ever afterShe fell deeply in the unknown with no fear, worryDownside? Young girl required to carry a safety netDrying tears visible on a face where smiles once shinedTaking her compassion selfishly with nothing in returnDamaged heart, an apparent understatement ...fadingLost in an abyss of distorted shrills and unfamiliarityFalling, falling...disappeared; young spirit gone astraySearching for love to penetrate light into dim eyes"Lost dreams don't shatter dear, they bleed hope"Oh boy does it bleed, trickling with enigmatic tearsEndless wishes whispered to the stars seep throughHe might have altered her, slightly clouding judgmentBut his rejection instilled in her passion to thrive; flyShattered dreams might remain but she's kept the piecesOozing...dripping...seeping...leaking...bleeding...hope.Another

Regrets To Forget
Do you know how it feels to be dying inside?to feel so lost,unknown?insanity is setting in.my head is spinning.lights are flashing!somebody stop this feeling!when will my body rest?my heart races,i can feel it in my head.put me in straught jacket.anything to hold me from blowing!i dont want to be lost anymore.why wont you notice me?am i dead or am i just invisible?this tears me up inside.Am i dying?please,kill my fears, because they just won't leave me alone

Damaged Beyond Repair
TODAY WAS A NOT SO FABULOUS DAY. SINCE I WAS VERY YOUNG I DIDN'T LEARN ANYTHING POSTIVE FROM THE PEOPLE AROUND ME. I AM TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY. LIKE THE ODD BALL. THE UGLY DUCKLING. I WAS TALKED ABOUT, PUT DOWN, LIED TOO, LIED ON, ALIENATED FROM EVERYONE, BEATEN AND RAPED BY PEOPLE THAT SAID THAT THEY LOVE ME. I GROW UP ALONE. I CHOKING ON MARY JANE AND DRINKING BY THE AGE OF 9. MY TEENAGE YEARS WERE A LOT WORSE. MEN MADE ME BELIEVE THEY WANTED ME AND ONLY ME. THEY BEAT ME, FORCE ME TO DO THINGS I DIDN'T KNOW PEOPLE AT THAT TIME REAL DONE. ONE MAN IN MIND HAD ME SO WRAPPED UP IN HIM I JUST KNEW WE WERE GOING TO GET MARRIED. I WAS ONLY 15 AND I JUST KNEW. I WAS SO WRONG. HE DIDN'T LOVE ME, RESPECT ME OR EVEN CARED IF I LIVED OR DIED. HE USED MY BODY LIKE SOME COMMON WHORE. THIS MAN I THOUGHT I LOVED HAD SEX WITH ME IN THE BACK OF A MOVING TRUCK OWNED AND DRIVEN BY HIS COUSIN. THEN AGAIN UNDERNEATH A HOUSE ON A DIRTY COUCH. NO MATTER HOW MUCH I PLEADED WITH HIM ON H

Your Memory Remains
Each time I think of you My mood becomes quite blue. My heart cries for another time When I was so proud that you were mine. The days of the past Seem now to have been too fast. In the blink of an eye, the beat of a heart Our time together was ripped apart. It is to my dismay That I constantly re-live that day. The image of you laying so sweet And I realized your heart had stopped its beat. I moved your body, now so wilted While my heart is feeling so jilted. I tried so hard to breathe life back into you My attempts were failing, there was nothing I could do. At that moment my life made a change A new reason to live, I had to arrange. At your funeral I stopped and reflected

Liliths Lair
I've seen many people come and go in Liliths Lair. Some return after being gone a while. Some never leave, even when its dead. And some who claim to be true friends willing to help disappear the moment things slow down. Well fuck them! Liliths Lair has proved time after time that we dont need those types of people. We are a true and real family and I love them all so much! To mention individuals who remained loyal would take all night, and I can't wait to get back to them. You all know who you are and if you don't, come meet them. We are indeed a real family and I love you all!!! KEEP IT METAL! EMBRACE THE EVIL! Love always, Lady of Liliths Lair

The Life And Times Of Ian In Song Lyrics
s experiences and people move in and out of our lives, I reflect that to covet them and ask that they remain and always be there for us is a selfish response - a response that doesn't take into account the wishes of another. In essence, they don’t need you, so why should you need them? Yet the pain of losing someone can cut deep, and the fear of losing someone can lead one to drastic measures in a vain attempt to keep someone that doesn’t desire to be kept. But if we know that we have given of ourselves to the best of our ability - without regrets or hard feelings, than we can move on and keep the good memories while discarding the not-so-good ones. Our bodies are temporary, the actions and works and words that we leave behind will live on even after our bodies turn to bone dust, as our stories are told and retold, and our creations are passed down through generations. It’s common for people to question unconditional love, to advise those who practice it that the

Thought Of The Day....
There is a fly, flying above the water..There is a fish watching the fly, fly above the water.. and he says to himself " if that fly drops just 6 inches I will be able to catch it and have myself a good dinner"There is a Cat watching the fish..watching the fly, fly above the water and he says to himself "if that fly drops just 6 inches .. the fish will be able to catch the fly.. I'll be able to catch the fish and have myself a good dinner.."There a bear watching the cat.. watching the fish watching the fly, fly about the water and he says to himself "if that fly drops 6 inches The fish will be able to catch the fly.. the cat will be able to catch the fish I'll be able to take the fish and have myself a good dinner!"There's a man watching the bear watching the cat watching the fish watching the fly fly above the water and he says to himself "If that fly drops 6 inches the fish will be able to catch the fly.. the cat will be able to catch the fish.. the bear will be able to take the fish

Tears In The Sky
Clouds submerge with tears in the sky as my heart longs for a place so divine time and time tear drops fall reflecting on a place I do call my own A breeze of coldness upon my face delightful it is to feel such embrace fog in the sky producing an icy storm so is my heart missing you more and more Snow like clouds hanging over me as I feel the warm touch of a his love shallow streams flow beside my feet as rain falls down escalading as I speak Late night moon shining down on me painting your face, all around me silence surrounds me with tears in the sky capturing the content of you in my eyes written by her for him!!

Wished Upon The Same Falling Star
Sitting here, in the shadow of the dark No stars in my sky And a frown on my face I'm sure this is the place I die The cold night air, makes me shiver But I sit there, in silence I just think of me and you And I wish the whole situation would make sense I look toward the sky for guidance And in that split second I see a lone star falling I wish upon it, a wish I hope comes true That you will come calling That same, cold night Far, far away from where I sat under that dark sky You saw that same lone star falling And you wished that same wish as I On that dark, cold night The two of us, so far away Wished upon that same lone falling star And that wish, we both happened to say

Please Dont Say Goodbye
This pain is now my torture and i don't know what to do it doesn't seem that long ago when i felt so close to you i don't want you to leave me i cant bare to watch you go but if you are not staying then theres things you need to know i miss you when we don't talk and i think the world of you i look up to you and admire your strength and i am proud of everything that you do when i know your happy and hear you laugh i cant help but feel happy inside my heart but now i have this heartbreaking feeling i can slowly feel us drifting apart i don't know what to do to tell you that i want to make things right i just wish we were close again and know that every things alright i cant help but think your hurting and maybe need some time alone but its hard to watch you suffer i don't want to be on your own i am always going to be here for you and i hope you know i will always care you are the best thing i have had and your the one who was always there i hop

So Near Yet So Far
You are my hope you are my inspiration you make me hold on when i feel like letting go you came into my life when i no longer cared but then you made me see the person i could be you have saved my life you have made me strong you are the person i have waited for this long you are so brave you make me proud I'm so happy now you have gave me a life i wish i could be there to know you really care i know you'd keep me safe i know you'd be my cure i would feel so free i could be the real me we are so far apart the distance is killing me i cant feel you close i fear you will go so I'm writing this cuz i need you to know my dream is to be with you to see your smile for real to know that all this pain i no longer need to feel dreams don't come true they stay in my head but without my angel i know I'd be dead

No Reply
Talk to me, you never talk to me.Ooh, it seems that I can speak.But I can hear my voice shouting out.But there's no reply at all.Look at me, you never look at me,Ooh, I've been sitting, staring, seems so long.But you're looking through meLike I wasn't here at all.No reply, there's no reply at all.Dance with me, you never dance with me.Ooh, it seems that I can move,I'm close to you, close as I can get.Yet there's no reply at all,There's no reply at all.I get the feeling you're tryin' to tell me,Is there something that I should know?What excuse are you tryin' to sell me?Should I be reading stop or go, I don't know.Be with me, seems you're never here with me,Ooh, I've been trying to get over there.Ah, but it's out of my reach.And there's no reply at all.There's no reply at all.I get the feeling you're trying to tell me;Is there something that I should know?What excuse are you trying to sell me?Should I be reading stop or go, I don't know.Maybe deep down inside,I'm trying for no one else b

Stay On The Boardwalk
Ever wondered what goes on on the other side of gambling casinos? Well one night while in Atlantic City with a group of friends, we decided to find out. We had been drinking heavily (always a bad start to quite a few of my stories) and lost a lot of money in the casinos and decided we were going to find a party somewhere close in the area before our bus pulled out to go back home. So I said, “Hey let’s take a walk on the backside of the casinos and see if we can find a club or some place that’s throwing a party.” So we go outside on the boardwalk and then venture to the back side of the casinos. As we’re walking we notice there are a few people walking along the streets, no where close to the numbers of people walking on the boardwalk though. Finally I tell the guys, we can’t find a club or a party unless we start asking people. So I see three very pretty, very scantly dressed women standing on the corner talking to each other. I cross over to them

My Love
I wasn't looking but you were there You stole my heart You made me care I see a person with a heart so bright You see yourself Dark as the night I want to be your sunshine To make your life bright To make all your darness turn into light I miss your smile and your eyes so blue Your soft gentle touch Your kisses too I want to spend forever laying in your arms Making up for a past Where others did you harm I promise I will lov

Aragorn
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A Poem From My Daughter Lexi...
So there was a mom and daughter. closer than anything for so long. They always told eachother everything. They loved each other so much. Then along one day this boy walked into the daughters life. He was her everything. And she started to be with him more and more. then things started to change. their relationship wasn't the same. The constant fights. Those nights... they'd both sit in their rooms crying afterward. The mom was just trying to protect her baby. She was just being a mom. The daughter thinking her mom was just being stupid. Would say hurtful things without thinking. And never think of how bad it stung her mom. One day she had said too many hurtful things. She told her mom she wished she were dead. Her mom just couldnt take it. Her daughter knew she was having a rough time, but she only thought of herself. The mom walked into her daughters room after some thinking. She walked up to her little girl And kissed her on the cheek. She said, "Honey I love you so much. Dont ever f

My Last Week Of Freedom
I am sitting at the car dealership, getting my truck service and replacing the 8 coil that went out of the spark plug, figure the odds of that happening with a week before deployment, not mention having a baseball hit you windshield last week.

Destined To Be Alone
I sit alone, day after day, nite after nite, I see so many in here with with relationships, online and real life and I wonder why I can't find someone who wants me for me? What's wrong with me that I can't get close to anyone? Is it because of my violent past? Not that I haven't had men that haven't wanted to have 1 niters, but that's not me. I ache to feel a man's arms around me, to have him genuinely want to be with me, but it just never happens. I've been alone so long I can't bear it anymore, this doesn't mean I'm going to jump on anyone who wants a 1 niter, it has to have chemistry, has to have meaning. Something I have accepted will never happen to me again. I had my chance in my 20's. He was violent, abuse and cheated on me. Despite all that I fought to save my marriage. I loved him deeply, I've never had that feeling before or after. Unfortunately he didn't want me. Now I have been looking for that love for over 20 years. If you are lucky enough to have found that kind of lov

Hagakure
[Tech N9ne] I don't even wanna fucking do this song, for real But I wouldnt be real if I didnt [Tech] I be sittin by myself and I be thinkin, mamma what have I become All I wanted was a family, but when I look I be the only one Losing everything but money, everybody left and I dont even get to see my young Only happiness I get is in the studio or when I get to do another run On the road, doin shows, get the woes, when it slows gettin cold, getting old, but the flows, gettin sold I've been doin this a minute but I think I wanna end it cause I'm on a higher level when I go But the music I be doin it, be losin, make it hard for me to grow All I wanted is a family portrait, see my babys on a ranch with horses But I was fucking devil bitches in corsets. I was livin really good but I torched it I'm sorry ms jackson, I'm speakin for real and I never meant to make your daughter cry But I guess I'm a failure with women and I'm lost and I feel like I ought to die Feel like I'm rotting away, my

Fire And Ice
Fire and Ice by Robert Frost Some say the world willl end in fire, Some say in ice. From what I've tasted of desire I hold with those who favor fire. But if it had to perish twice, I think I know enough of hate To say that for destruction ice Is also great and would suffice I have to say this is the way I have seen my life lately. I want to know what everyone else thinks and how you would deal with the problem of fire and ice. Thanks everyone

Bar Tab
I could really care leass when people on my friends list add other people. It becomes very annoying and wastes space in my bar tab. I've almost missed messages from people because of it. It needs to go!

Bomb Time!
Ok here's the deal. I finally have the chance to bomb my friends, something i have been waiting awhile to do. So here is what i want you to do. Before 9pm est time, I want you to shoutbox me the link to the folder you want bombed. You know this will benefit both of us. I dont want to waste time looking for a folder to bomb. If you want to tell your friends and have them get bomb too, then have them R/F/A me, if not already done, and then they can shout me the link. Hopefully this "virgin" bomb of mine will go good. Thanks to all my fu-friends in advance. I'll be by to bomb you later tonight.

The Creation - Music Review
Monday, April 27, 2009 Joy and beauty of ‘The Creation’ link up with Salisbury excellence MUSIC REVIEW Stephen Small, baritone soloist for the Salisbury Singers, sings as Raphael in Haydn’s “The Creation” Saturday night at St. Stephen’s Church. (RICH DUGAS) By Joyce Tamer Telegram & Gazette Reviewer Add a comment WORCESTER

Lap-by-lap: Talladega
2:22 p.m.—GREEN FLAG: Juan Montoya, for the first time in his career, brings the field to the green and the Aaron's 499 is under way. Lap 1—Juan Montoya leads the first lap as the inside line takes control early. Lap 2—There is now three lanes as the middle groove takes shape. Lap 3—Juan Montoya continues to lead as the top five pulls away from the field. Lap 5—LEAD CHANGE: Dale Earnhardt Jr. grabs the lead with help from Denny Hamlin. Lap 6—LEAD CHANGE: Juan Montoya gets back out front but it's short lived. Lap 7—YELLOW FLAG NO. 1/LEAD CHANGE: The Big One comes early as Matt Kenseth and Jeff Gordon get together causing the No. 24 to go around collecting Casey Mears, Jamie McMurray, David Gilliland, Clint Bowyer, Kevin Harvick, Kurt Busch, Elliott Sadler, Carl Edwards, David Gilliland, Scott Riggs, Brian Vickers, Mark Martin, A.J. Allmendinger and Kasey Kahne. David Ragan is the leader. Scott Speed gets the free pass. Lap

Life
In life there are to thing you can count on. Death and Taxs. Why is that? What can you do to change the way our life is?! No one knows and that is good to me. I don't want to know whats going to happen before it does.I really don't think that anyone really does.So thats why life is so hard at time. You cant always know whats happening and is it gets f#$%ed up. Just remember one thing.

Life
Got this emailed to me from an old classmate from Bullitt Central High School. I was in 17 years, and saw alot while i was in and takes alot for me to get emotional. Cut and paste and send this to everyone you can and have the thanks of an old crippled soldier. God Bless and Merry Christmas. A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps

Conspiracy Theory?
Many years ago, well more than 60 years ago, my fraternal grandmother immigrated to the United States, southeast Louisiana specifically. She was looking for a new life, the American dream, for herself and her kids. She immigrated from a bad marriage in Mexico. It’s my understanding that the borders back then were more open.

Best Friends
Some times in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding But theres also a chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better then you know yourself is the same who's been standing beside you all along.

You
As the sun glows with a pretty sunset, I think of the wonderful girl I have net, as stars shine with a heavenly light, thoughts of her touch have me higher than a kite, As day after day come to an end, I find comfort in knowing she is more than a best friend, as she looks at me in that caring way, There's no need to speak- her actions, they say, As she fills every room with care, you are more than a friend, your the meaning of love, and for you, I will always be there.

Good Tyme Charlie's
The Man Law 1. Cheat until you get caught! Never be faithful! Its just not man like! 2. Drink until she looks good! 3. Two is always better than one! 4. Lie and do not under any circumstances admit to shit! If you get caught ^^^^^ MEN, THIS IS A LAW. YOU MUST ABIDE BY THE LAW. IF NOT, YOU ARE NOT A MAN!!! Have a nice day! :-) -Charlie

6 Sex Mistakes Men Make
Hey guys, think you know everything there is to know about having sex with women? That erotic encyclopedia you carry around in your head may contain a lot of basic errors and omissions about women's sexuality -- errors that can lead to sex mistakes. That's because -- after learning the facts of life -- most of us are left to figure out sex for ourselves. Guys tend to take a lot of cues from adult movies, and we all know how true-to-life those are. Experience may help, but many women can be shy when talking about what they like. To help us with some sex tips, WebMD asked two acclaimed sex educators, Tristan Taormino and Lou Paget, to tell us what they think are the most common sex mistakes men make with women. Taormino is a prolific author, lecturer, and video producer. Her latest project is the Expert Guide educational video series from Vivid Ed. Sex Mistake No.1: You Know What She Wants Men often make assumptions about what a woman wants based upon what they've done with other wo

Paranoid Dreams
Broken a soulless being sits upon his tombstone The cold bite of the night winds chills his very bone A look of sadness painted his face a pale faded blue And the love he lost felt so long ago that felt so true And broken he sat till the day his body had finally died On that darkened day the crowes were the only souls that cried For the flesh they banqueted on was the meal made from a broken man

Speaking My Peace, Respect It
Statistics show that one in three teens are abused physically or emotionally in a relationship, what I want is for everyone to do something, whatever they can! I am a part of that statistic. I started dating a boy just after I'd turned 17 who I stayed with for two years through all the stress he put me through and all of the abuse (both physical and emotional) he put me through. I haven't been

Fu-problem
Now how messed up is this, a friend of mine which i was talking to him yesterday was ranked a level 18 and within 10 minutes he was a newbie level 0. He went to the help lounge and guess they couldn't help him out. Im not sure what happened or went on but now he has to start all over again.

Lap By Lap: Richmond
7:54 p.m.—GREEN FLAG/YELLOW FLAG NO. 1: Brian Vickers brings the field to the green as the Crown Royal 400 is under way. Lap 6—GREEN FLAG: Brian Vickers gets the field up to speed and we are under way at Richmond. 1. Brian Vickers 2. Jeff Gordon 3. Denny Hamlin 4. Martin Truex Jr. 5. Jeff Burton Lap 7—LEAD CHANGE: Jeff Gordon goes hard into Turn 3 and holds it to beat Brian Vickers to the line. Lap 8 —LEAD CHANGE: Brian Vickers drives away from Jeff Gordon to retake the lead. Lap 9—YELLOW FLAG NO. 2: Dave Blaney gets loose and slams into the wall. No free pass is given. Lap 13—GREEN FLAG: Brian Vickers brings the field to the green. 1. Brian Vickers 2. Jeff Gordon 3. Denny Hamlin 4. Martin Truex Jr. 5. Mark Martin Lap 14—Kyle Busch has a great restart on the outside and jumps a few positions to 11th. Lap 16—Mark Martin passes Martin Truex Jr. for fourth Lap 18—Kyle Busch continues to make gains on the outside as he

A Few Things I Hate
I hate waking up in physical and mental pain everyday. I hate being able to easily say "I love you" but in reality not being able to actually "love" anyone. I hate the constant whispering and voices in my head. I often hate the fact I wake up in the mornings. I hate feeling like a burden on my family and friends. I hate the feeling people think I'm over exaggerating my pain. I hate breathing.

Questionaire...
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who is your favorite artist? 3. Do you drink/smoke? 4. Do you like the rain?i 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my neck? 10. Do you play any sports?

Bombings And Auto 11s!!!
OMG So I will be running my first auto 11 and cherry bomb this Saturday!!! So what I want you guys to do is let me know if you will be running auto 11s on Saturday so I can bomb you!!!! (must have a folder with atleast 250 pictures plz). Also I would love for all of your support and rate my pictures for my auto 11!!! I am going to see what I can pull together for some rewards for the high raters!!! So get ready for the bombings and the autos Saturday!!!! I should be running my autos around 10 am futime and I am hoping to start bombing around 11 or 12 futime!!! So if you are interested in getting bombed just leave me a comment here :)! Luv ya guys!!!!!!!

Hospital
Wanna say hey to everyone!! I was in the hospital for a couple days, had a gallbladder attack, so they did surgery and removed it. I was havin alot of pain for awhile, but now that Ive had the surgery I do feel alot better!! I quit smokin!! I had a few on easter at my moms, she came over one day and I took 1 off her, and last weekend I went out for a couple hours and had a couple then, but other then that I havent had any!! So I think Im doin really good with the whole smokin thing!!

This Is Me!
Southern women appreciate their natural assets: Clean skin. A winning smile. That unforgettable Southern drawl. Southern women know their manners: "Yes, ma'am." "Yes, sir." "Why, no, Billy!" Southern women have a distinct way with fond expressions : "Y'all come back!" "Well, bless your heart." "Drop by when you can." "How's your Momma?" Southern women know their summer weather report: Humidity Humidity Humidity Southern women know their vacation spots: The beach The rivuh The crick Southern women know the joys of June, July, and August: Colorful hi-heel sandals Strapless sun dresses Iced sweet tea with mint Straw hats and big sunglasses Southern women know everybody's first name: Honey Darlin' Shugah Southern women know the movies that speak to their hearts: Fried Green Tomatoes Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood Steel Magnolias Gone With The Wind Southern women know their religions: Baptist Methodist

Lmao
~LOL~I, the penis, request a pay raise due to the following reasons:1) I do physical labor2) I work at great depths3) I plunge head first into everything I do4) I work weekends & holidays5) I work in damp environments6) I work in dark areas with poor ventilation7) I work in high temperatures8) .. and my work exposes me to diseaseDear penis, your request has been denied for the following reasons:1) You don't work eight hours straight2) You work in short spurts and fall asleep after each brief work period3) You don't stay in your designated work area, and are frequently found in other locations4) You don't take initiative and must be stimulated to start working5) You leave your work place messy at the end of your shift6) You are unable to work overtime or double shifts7) You sometimes leave your designated work are before completing the assigned task8) You have constantly been seen entering and exiting the work place with two suspicious bagsSincerely, Miss Snatch

What The Twilight Saga Is About
Breaking Dawn Alice: "I'll play you for it. Rock, paper, scissors."Edward: "Why don't you just tell me who wins?"Alice: "I do. Excellent." Bella: "Oh, Mike! How will I go on?" Tanya: "Ah, Edward. I've missed you." Emmett: "Oooo, scary." Bella: "Jasper? What do vampires do for bachelor parties? You're not taking him to a strip club, are you?" Charlie: "Bells, we're up to bat." Edward: "You're awfully small to be so hugely irritating." Bella: "Why am I covered in feathers?" Alice: "No one will dare to call you plain when I'm through with you."Bella: "Only because they're afraid you'll suck their blood." Edward: "Oops." Renee: "Alice wouldn't let us do anything else. Every time we tried, she all but ripped our throats out." Edward: "Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away." Rosalie: "Over my pile of ashes." Edward: "You look so guilty—like you've committed a crime."

Love-us News And More( My Non Profit)
First Adoption Day!!!Sat May 23rdA huge thanks to the owner of Fins and Flowers for offering to open up her store to us!!!!Make sure to come see the kitties@ Fins and Flowers Pet Shop113 East Ave E, Copperas Cove, Tx 76522254-547-8780 Summer fundraiser will be............ Cookie Dough, and Dominos Pizza!We have high hopes for the summer fundraisers, the cookie dough looks yummy info on how to get your hands on some while supporting humane treatment

Sumthing To Think About
magnify Maybe . . . We were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift Maybe . . . When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . . It is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . . The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe . . . The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe . . . You should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you wan t to be, because you have only on

If You Are The One Offended
> she woke up to find herself tied to the bed. naked surrounded by rose pedals. "what's going on?" she cried out. "hmm ...you'll soon see" He replied. he aprroackes her carrying a bowl. he sits it on the table and reaches inside. He pull out a cube of ice. and begins to slow slide it over her body. her neck, lips, and her now erect nipples. She begins to wiggle and lightly moan. "it has only just begun" as he slowly start to massage her clit. sending waves of pleasure through her body. squirming to trying to break free. her eyes now close enjoying the pleasure. but not allowing her to orgasm. "oh oh...not yet. I'm not done with you" he stars to pour warm baby oil all over her body. and begins to massage her slowly. start with your massive chest and working his was down to here feet.> > with without warning, he spread her legs and plunges his tongue deep inside her. "mmmm" escapes her lips, as she grinds her hip into his face. her legs begin to tremble as he continue to feast on her jui

The Secret Admirer?
I Like You " I don't know you very well but Iknow enough to tell," I like you. "Everytime I look into your eye's,my heart start's beating like thefourth of July and it feel's sowarm and it feel's so true,.. Ijust want to say," I like you."I don't Know you very well but Iknow you have this magic spell,it tell's me what I need to know,.that I like you, like you so.See my lip's and read my mind,I wrote this ryhme to say what's true,. "That I like you." I know that you know that I

Bellas Raving
OKAY THIS IS ADDRESSED TO MY FAMILY YES YOU CULLENS...SOME OF YOU HAVE ME STRAK RAVING MAD AND HAVE ME READY TO SPIT AND HISS AT YOU....WHEN YOU ALL TOOK THESE PARTS YOU DEDICATED YOURSELF TO BEING WITH US....WE KNOW SOME OF YOU ARE REALLY BUSY....AND WE UNDERSTAND THAT BUT WHEN YOU ACCEPTED THE ROLE PLAYING PART YOU SAID WE COULD COUNT ON YOU WELL WE ARE INTO THE THIRD WEEK AND SOME WE HAVE YET TO SEE A WORD FROM....EMMETT...EDWARD...YOU BOTH KNOW THAT ROSEALIE AND I CAN'T EXIST WITH YOU EITHER YOU BUT IM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW I COULD CARE LESS IF THIS WHOLE DAMN THING DIDNT FALL PART....SO IM TELLING YOU IM GOING TO STARTING LOOKING FOR OTHER PEOPLE WHO REALLY CARE ENOUGH ABOUT BEING WITH US....YES THIS IS ALL JUST FOR FUN BUT COME ON SERIOUSLY GIVE US ALITTLE TO GO ONE.

Banning Of A Bread Of Dog/animal
banning of a bread of a dog ? yes /nobanning all breads of dogs? yes/no banning of a bread of dog because of a mans fear of it? its pure ignoreance torwards that animal.banning a bread of a dog because its supposedly vicious? totally ignoreance torwards that bread of dog.humans have the responsiblity to read up on and learn every thing bout any bread of dog or animal it decides to bring into their homes even more so bring an animal around any kids. and also the responsiblity to love and care for that animal. humans dont take to count that some animals let alone certain types of dogs need more love then others. so in conclusion humans have educate themselfs to any and all pets they may bring into their home and around any child that may live or visit that home. i will not accept any invite to any causes to ban pit bull, rottillers or any other type of animal. this blog may not be finished as of yet i may decide at a later time to add more to it i decided to add a video to help to ma

A Creed That True Master's Should Live By
Masters Creed Above all else He cherishes His slave, in the knowledge that the gift she gives Him is the greatest gift of all. He is strict and takes full advantage of the power given to Him, but knows to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. He is in control of himself first and foremost, so that He may control others. As a stern and demanding Master, He can cause His slave real tears. As the consummate lover, He will kiss the tears away without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Master is a supportive partner and friend, never forgetting that this is a loving relationship between two caring individuals. He is quick to understanding the difference between fantasy and reality. He would never ask His slave to put Him before her career or family just to satisfy His own pleasure. To win His slaves mind, body, soul and love. He must first earn her trust. He will show His slave humor, kindness and warmth. He must always show her that His guidance and tutoring

Just In Case
Surgery is at 11am (in 3 hrs) Just in case something happens and I don't make it, I just want to tell all my friends (most are mummers) that I had alot ALOT of fun in the mumms and on this site with you all Now if I don't make it, nobody will probably tell fubar so if I am not on the fu in a few days, somethng happened (more than likely I DIED!!) there will be no way for anyone to find out! Sooooooo if I don't return I want to say goodbye. Some of you I might come back and haunt for the hell of it LOL So wish me luck and we'll hope for the best!

Poem For Lost Ones
My dearest dearest friendYou came into my life unexpected and little broken yourselfAt first we didn’t pay much attention to each otherBut as time went by, We fell in love with our friendship….We could talk for hours and no matter whether we were close or farI always knew u were THEREWe had so many plans, built bridges and dreamsWe always had each other’s backsAnd we knew were specialTime went by to quickThere was still so much to doBut now it’s time to say goodbyeThe tears born in my eyesAnd intense heartacheWill surely last a long time stillBut I have to let go Cause not even to most sincere prayers will bring you back to me nowMy dearest dearest friendI hope you found your happy place nowAnd one day, when we meet againWe will remember all we had And I pray that we will fall in love…..All over againGonna miss u xxxxxxxxx

The Bikers Hideaway Events
****BIKE COMP****The Bikers Hideaway is pleased to announce there first bike comp. This is gonna be a salute comp. All you have to do is be a member of The Bikers Hideaway and submit a salute with you by/on your bike. When you have the salute posted in your profile pics just send me a priviate message and I will recon your pic. You will have till the end of the month to submit a pic. At the end of the month I will post all submitted solutes to a bike comp folder at my profile. Once they are posted go vote for your faviorite and if you want one to win it will help if you vote all others a 1. Thats right vote a 1 for those who are competting against your fav. The person with the highest rank of votes at the end of the week will be the winner.If you have any questions do not hesitate to ask me.Thanks everyone for supporting The Bikers Hideaway!!!!!

Prelude To The Quickie
Joyce walks into the room, she knows she has my eyes glued to her every move. She’s wearing that sexy red sun dress, one she was wearing the first time we met, she knew it was one of my favorites as it showed of her beautiful body lines but left what was mine hidden. She approached me her short blonde hair lightly moving in the breeze, the smile that captivated me for so long. She bent over whispering in my ear at the same time revealing that today she had on a low cut bra which slowed just enough of her nipples to make me want her, she sat down and cuddled in rubbing my thigh, letting me know she was ready to go up to our hotel room and leave this party to start our own, just the two of us. As we left she stayed close to me, I knew I was the envy of every man in the room, we entered the elevator and as the doors shut slowly she turned to me, our lips touched softly as we slowly kissed growing more passionate with each kiss our months opened our tongues embraced, I let my hand

Love And Life
If I were to say that I love someone, I would be telling the truth.If I were to say that I love her very much, I would be lying.Truth is, I dont love her very much. I love her more than I have ever loved anyone in my whole life. She in my eyes is the most careing, wonderful, beautiful, jaw droping gorgeous woman I know.

Scavenger Hunt
Congratz to Pooka aka Ravyn for guessing duct tape aka the silver ribbon of St. Tenacious. The silver ribbon of St. Tenacious is an item for sale in the gift shop. Be the 1st one to figure out What that item is and send it to me for a 3 credit bling item.

Nascar Day!!!
CHARLOTTE, N.C. -- The NASCAR Foundation has partnered with the Motor Racing Network and Sirius NASCAR Radio is taking to the airwaves May 11-18 for a week-long celebration of NASCAR Day. Fans can tune in to Sirius for live updates and interviews with some of your favorite NASCAR celebrities. On NASCAR Day, Sirius is celebrating by broadcasting live from 11 a.m.-6 p.m. on May 15 from the Sam Bass Gallery in Concord, N.C. NASCAR Day Web site Costner named spokesman APlus at Sunoco offers pins NASCAR Day goes pink The NASCAR Day Radiothon on MRN, sponsored by AFLAC and Sprint, on May 16, will serve as the grand finale of a week of festivities that aim to raise much needed funds for The NASCAR Foundation and its Family of Charities. Fans in participating markets will be able to tune in to listen to stories of inspiration and hope from kids whose lives have been changed from the generosity of NASCAR fans, and to hear from their favorite Sprint Cu

The Way To Start A New Life
Well, I'm sorry for the things that I told youBut words only go so farAnd if I had my wayI would reach into heavenAnd I'd pull down a star for a presentAnd I'd make you a chain out of diamondsAnd pearls from a summer seaBut all I can give you is a kiss in the morningAnd a sweet apologyWell, I know that it hasn't been easyAnd I haven't always been aroundTo say the right wordsOr to hold you in the mornin'Or to help you when you're downI know I never showed you much of a good timeBut baby things are gonna changeI'm gonna make up for all of the hurt I broughtI'm gonna love away all your painAnd tomorrow's gonna be a brighter dayThere's gonna be some changesTomorrow's gonna be a brighter dayThis time you can believe meNo more cryin' in your lonely roomAnd no more empty nights'Cause tomorrow mornin' everything will turn out rightWell, there's something that I've got to tell youYes I've got something on my mindBut words come hardWhen your lying in my armsAnd when I'm looking deep into your ey

You Found Me
Mindless scribbles in a margin, eyes vacant of hope. Fighting through pain, succeeding, but failing miserably. Digging into a deeper hole, you pulled up my hand. You helped me out, sharpening my dull vision. Helping me through lies, holding through the pain. A mindless scribble has meaning, hope for eternal bliss, you found me. Jessa, there will never be words for me to ever express how I feel about you...you are by far one of the most unique and amazing person I have in my life. I hope that never CHANGES either. Rusty, I have only one word for you "love" you are n will always be special to me ... you gave me alot more than you will ever realize n for that I am grateful. I miss my friend....

The Boz Anthology
THe curves of your body The way that your dress clings The soft sweet scent of your perfume makes my head ring. The feelin'of ecstasy my head spinnin' round We'll be one tonight. The way your hair falls to your shoulders Your sensous smile Ooh baby, I'll tell you now You make me go wild The feelin' of ecstasy my head is spinnin' round We'll be one tonight. The come hither stare in your eyes A sensous striptease Red silk on your creamy white skin Brings me to my knees. Chemistry is runnin' wild and my head's spinnin' 'round We'll be one tonight. "LET'S HEAT UP THE NIGHT" My love is like a fire You're stokin' the flames higher Burnin' up your negligee Ooh sweet baby, come let's play Shadows dancin' in the night Bodies glowin' in the pale moonlight Honey drippin' from your pot Gimme, baby, all you got are you ready to sin? then count me in [CHORUS] I'll give it to you Once, twice, baby all night ooh your love is like a glove that fits me skin ti

Man Without This Mask!!
U were the small brightly colored bird that the boys incinerated their hearts a pone They loved u bitterly and called u a witch U wanted to belong to someone U found one but he tricked u And tore u like a sister’s doll in a mean brother’s hand And so u became the hurricane child Spewing glass shard, cat hard blood Chewing off your foot to get free I tracked the blood drops in through the snow and found u U didn’t fear me U saw it in me and I saw it in u And we safety our weapons Your were the wolf that stood by the edge my camp fire ever night I would call to u By you would come closer A few nights later it was very cold And the fire was very bright And we could see each other’s faces U saw it in me and I saw it in u And u came and sat next to me And warmed yourself We were together from then on And nothing could separate us The world lost its hold on us We won out against time and convention I would give u the map of where all the landm

well ladies you have made this old man happy that you have become a part of the most beautiful ladies on this site now im not worried about all the haters out there a just would like for you all to come and leave a idea here for me to look at so we can start a contest of some kind let me know? i have 1 for you all now i have asked you all to be a part of my squad of beautiful ladies, correct and you all said yes this is how it has grown. 1. nowi would like to see which of my beautiful ladies can tell me why did you say yes when i asked you to become a part of this squad of beautiful ladies? 2.what would you like to see on my profile that would make it better? 3. to become a top friend please tell me why you should hold a ranking from the top 10 i will read all that you write i will judge from what you tell me on what number you will be. i like a chanlange this is a request to all of my peps out there to please help me to build a large family of good people, trying new things im

My Videos
http://www.youtube.com/v/ExFJOjwjES0&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x5d1719&color2=0xcd311b&border=1"> Everybody check me out on youtube, when u get there just type in "cupidmonk" hit me up and leave comments, thanx people

What To Do?what To Do?
Roxie,my sweet,where are you?Why are you avoiding me like the plague?What did I do to make you leave me so?Even if I was acting moody,or upset,is that any reason to just dump me like that?I thought real friends stick by eachother no matter what...especially if their friend is upset or something.They don't just leave 'em alone.And to be honest,I don't even care about that.What bothers me is that you think I've left statuses about you,insulting you.I would NEVER treat you that poorly....ever.Why aren't

I'm Outta Here
Well, I came back to fubar for awhile and got an awesome reception from my old friends. Unfortunately, I've stopped by to a few of their pages to say hi and got nothing back. Things have also died in the way of communication. No ones fault, just tired of seeing nothing new when i sign in.

Wicked Series
FIRST AND FOREMOST.....Just a disclaimer, anything I write in this blog is purely fictional and fantasy. If some find it offensive I apologize. I know cops are public servants but this is fiction. Called out on a routine call, the officer is anxious to get it over with and go home for the night. He figures it will be quick no arrest just a verbal warning, it is only disturbing the peace after all. When he pulls into the bar parking lot he sees a crowd of people standing outside." What now" he thinks to himself. As he approaches he hears a womans voice yelling, soft sweet voice, but very pissed off. He pushes his way through the crowd and is shocked at what he sees. The woman is barely five foot tall, and she has a tall rough looking guy cornered, telling him off and holding a purse in her hand ready to club him with it. He has to keep from laughing, the picture before him is so comical.He stops for a moment taking in the situation, and cant help giving her the once over. Long copp

Night Swimming
Losing myself for a moment in the feel of your lips, I pull away, taking your hand I lead you out of the waterThere is a soft blanket waiting for us back on the beach. Kneeling togethr on the blanket our hands roaming each others body, a deeper sense of desire can be felt now, struggling to see who will have the lead this time. Kissing more passionately, more hungry for one another now that our bodies are awake to evry little touch and sensation. Lying togethr on the blanket I pull you on top of me, positioned so there is no mor struggle we can share in each othrs sweetness. Teasing you by kissing your inner thigh, softly biting andd tugging on your flesh Accidentally nipping a little harder as I feel you running your tongue along my lower lips I cant help myself anymore, needing to taste you, no teasing this time, my tongure running between your lips and darting inside you, pulling your hips down to slide it deeper, enjoying your soft whimpers and the feel of your body shuddering

My Wedding Vows To Jon
Jon~ I promise to give you the best of myself and to ask of you no more than you can give. I promise to respect you as your own person and to realize that your interests, desires and needs are no less important than my own. I promise to share with you my time and my attention and to bring joy, strength and adventure to our relationship. I promise to keep myself open to you, to let you see thru the window of my world into my innermost fears and feelings, secrets and dreams. I promise to grow along with you, to be willing to face changes in order to keep our relationship alive and exciting. I promise to love you in good times and bad, with all

Is It A Dream....?
MY SISTER WAS AT A PASSION PARTY-SHE SENDS ME A VIDEO OF A FIRE IN THE CITY-WHILE SHE WAS FILMING THAT-A LITTLE 2 STORY BAR WAS ON A CORNER-THE RAILING GAVE WAY 2 THE 2ND FLOOR PATIO AND THE PEOPLE LEANING ON IT-FELL OVER AND SUM LANDING ON OR OVER A CAR THAT WAS PARKED ON THE CURB-ONE GUY FELL AND LANDING ON HIS FEET -DID NOT LOOK GOOD-CAUSE HIS LEGS BROKE-THE A FEW SECONDS LATER THE WHOLE PATIO GAVE AWAY AND THE REST OF THE PEOPLE DISAPEARED-PEOPLE SCREAMING-I SEE THAT AND THE FIRE STILL BURNING IN THE BACK GROUND-I WAS IN A BUILDING THAT TESTED BOMBS-SEEN RAYMOND-OLDER MAN AND NOT HAVE SEEN HIM IN YEARS-TELLING ME ABOUT THE NEW HARVEST CHRISTIAN FELLOWSHIP CHURCH AND WHY SUM OF THE PEOPLE REALLY LEFT-HE SAID HE DIDNT LIKE THE WAY HIS BROTHER WAS TEACHING-HE WAS GETTING KICKED OUT OF THE CHURCH AND WAS HANDED HIS PINK SLIP-STILL WAITING TO C IF EMMY IS GOING 2 SEND ME ANYMORE VIDEOS ROGER WAS GIVING ME A RIDE HOME IN HIS WHIRE BEETLE BUG-IT NEEDED ALOT OF WORK AND EVEN SUM RUBBER WAS

Second Installment
For all the fallen soldiers Current mood: numb Category: Life Someone ask me to tell them about Vietnam The bloody hell and that damn smell. Golden lights and overhead dog fights Screams of falling shells and the rings of distance doorbells. Home coming for Christmas to an empty house, And old lady spit on me when I got off the plane in San Francisco, She looked just like my grandmother. Went swimming in the Atlantic Ocean in November. In the darkness of nights I have visions I cannot forget VA calls them dream; they have never had them They don't know, but if they 're dreams I don't want them anymore. Bravo two-nine triple three Death dealer triple three Names we longer use, but visions we can not lose. Sound that causes us to jerk and faces we can never forget. I will sleep tonight, if I sleep, with sheila under my pillow. She is my only best friend, I keep her close, I keep her clean, and I keep her mean. She is cold but she is always there. I am now old, but they are not, they st

Poetry
Something for you, that they may see but not know. A broken ship hull lies upon the sandy beach, The icy waves have took their toll, An old and gray sailor stands and looks, But has long since stop to weep. The ravages of time have took their toll on both, With dull gray eyes, he looks at his last love, And his tired old twisted and withered hands begin to tremble. Oh, is it better to be alone than to feel their warm next to me, If only you could see that I need you next to me, I cannot have you; I only want to hold you, for a moment next to me, To feel the tenderness and warm of your young body next to mine, That before I slip into the never-ending darkness, I may remember what use to be, How is to have someone to warm me in the cold night, With your tender softness, your sleeping movements and peace sound of sleep. To wake to the passion of the morning light, to feel your restless body next to mine, To hold your passion in my weary arms and kiss the back of your neck, To press y

"cancer Slayer"
Passages to strength Come in many forms and lengths, Survival of the fittest, The biggest Lessons learned Appear only when earned, When fate turns Its back on you, Misconstrued, Subdued With questions of how and why, Will I die? How many tears am I able to cry? The inquiries never seem to subside, Outside, I am a warrior-Braveheart if you will, Yet within the walls of my ivory skin lies a disease that will kill At will With no prejudice or bias, Ready to guide us To our Maker of life Where there lies no strife, Maybe finally a day of peace The heartaches will cease, But my soul tells me to get up and fight It is not my time to go towards the light, The flight That is destined for me Is to be The leader of every community To help them see It is not about you or I – it is about we, I will not be added to the list of the deceased

Fire
To light a fire, One must have the knowledge to do so. To give light to your surroundings You must have the tools to do so. To put away the emotions of mankind, And to begin to understand the logic of this universe, I will become that which I hate the most. Emotionless, That I may find rigidity in creation. Only Order exists in the universe outside of man, Mankind is the chaos within the orderly, Mankind can only destroy creation, Any attempts he has make have ending in destruction.

Space
A twinkling light dims is the cold of depth dark space. From a non-calculable distance a pair of eyes watches the scene unfold. The twinkling light dims almost to a pinpoint, And then for a fraction of a second seems to wink like the eye of a passer by. An almost in the same instant of time, the pinpoint of light grows brilliantly bright. It hangs in the sky over head glowing as if to say here I was, Then it dies the death that was intended for it. In the remnants of its life space, as if a ghost of itself still exists, The components of life spread outward, a nebula of stardust Marks it place in the coldness of the depth dark space. Thus with its ending, it gives a new beginning to one of the beauties of the great night’s sky. Death of A Star by Qfreak69

A Friend
How does one began to say I am sorry? Began to fix what has been messed up for so long? Looking back I see how great of friends we were and could still be, but I didnt know how to hold on and keep you there I walked away or watched you walk away I am not sure which. Friendships are meant to last forever yet somehow we let ours slip away To say sorry is easy but it doesnt say enough Still I am sorry for everything and you will know maybe if you ever see this

Back Home
Made safe back home after 9 hours on the road. Where did I go you ask...well to visit a friend. Is he worth it, I'd like to think so.. Some people have issues with me visiting him. My opinion is that we are adults and if you don't like it tough beans. Am I going back? most definately! Love ya...you know who you are.

Fuglee's Leathers
Ok I know its self serving and shamless but I have to plug my new website fugleesleathers.net. Why? Cuz we have top dollar leathers at crackhead prices. I mean really. yea sure you can buy the thin ass chaps from some cheap ass leather site than tear the first time you snag the blinker on your bike. Or you can buy these and wreck at 70 and most likely live to tell about it or atleast your skin wont be tore up. Anyway take a look, pass it on to your biker friends. We attend rally's nation wide, and are looking for local models to shoot for our upcoming calendar. We also sponsor wet T contests and best ass in chaps contests. More to come as we get busy so keep checking in. Thanks END of shameless plug lol.

Copyrights Of Spirit Pictures
No its not NSFW, but I have seen that with enough complaints all is NSFW and I am not going to get deleted for any housewife drama. Anyone wanting to feel interested I am the copyright holder of any and all pictures where the young lady says she is a Spirit Girl.Specificcally in case any misinformed souls believe that photos on fubar or any other social site are considered public domain.If you have not been following the news there is currently several major lawsuits involving infringement of fair use of copyrights on photographs. Myspace and other social sites are coming of an age where identy theft is becoming more and more prevalent. In the case of photographs, it is sometimes difficult to determine who owns the copyright and there may be little or no information about the owner on individual copies. Ownership of a “copy” of a photograph – the tangible embodiment of the “work” – is distinct from the “work” itself – the intangib

This Shit Is Funny
plannin a trip to the d? here some safety tips for ya = Body: 1. First, you must learn to pronounce the city name. It's Deh-troit. NOTDEE-troit. If you pronounce it DEE-Troit then we will assume you arefrom Toledo and here for the country Music hoe-down. Deh-Twat is also acceptable if you live in the suburbs.2. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Detroit has its ownversion of traffic rules... Hold on and pray (I recommend praying 1st)!3. The morning rush hour is from 6:00 am to 10:00 am. The evening rushhour is from 3:00 pm to 7:00 pm. Friday's rush hour starts Thursdaymorning. Weekends are open game.4. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear-ended,cussed out and possibly shot. If you're first off the starting linewhen the light turns green, count to five before going across theintersection. This will avoid getting in the way of cross-traffic who just ran their yellow light to keep from getting rear-ended or shot.5. Schoenherr can ONLY be properly pr

My Love Hugh!!
Hugh is having a bad day...... I need to make Hugh feel better...... I am asking for volunteers to help Hugh feel better... please bring a cup....the one that protects your penis..... I love Hugh....for Hugh

Big $ Cha Ching!!!
ONCE AGAIN BABY J HAS DONE SOME WORK ON THIS AWESOME SITE CALLED FUBAR. WHATS WITH ALL THE CHANGES. I ADMIT THERE KEWL BUT R THEY REALLY NECESSARY? I MEAN WERE THINGS JUST FINE THE WAY THEY WERE WHEN IT WAS CHERRYTAP. SOME OF THESE CHANGES I FIND CONFUSING AND SOME EASY TO WORK WITH. SO I ASK U GUYS DO U

Words
when shadows fall i stand in the distance waiting to know the purpose of my existence. through the complexity of cahotic despair. facing the reality that no one really cares. some use the heart as a weapon. others refuse to let you in. so you walk your path lonly but inside. Face the shadows fall but one step at a time.

Mzliz Birthday Train
~*Mz Liz‘s Birthday Train*~ It‘s birthday celebration time! Lets all give “MzLiz” a warm birthday greeting and help her celebrate! Her special day is June 6th. Hats off to you chicky and hope your day is the best! ~Rules~ R/F/A everyone on the list starting with the birthday girl or comment if already added. Rate the pics (links below) in the MzLiz’s birthday and LadyStClair’s birthday album. Please leave a comment at end of LadyStClairs folder to let us know when u have finished. Will add you to the train then. MzLiz will be making the tags. Also would like to wish our pal “Inkspot69” a very happy birthday as well! ~The Birthday Girl~ ♥ MZ.LIZ ♥ ®® Head Recruiter,Llama leveler, Affinity Train Maker and Rider ◊ LadyStClair ◊ *☈☈Recruiter* *Owned by Inkspot69* Train Riders ~Inksp0t69~DDR ENFORCER~ RATING REVOLUTION HEAD CREW LEADER~ Fu Owned By~COCA-COLA-GIRL~

Want To Be Owned? Read!
OK... all you have to do is send me a link to the picture you want me to use, and anything you want to offer for fubux bids, cash bids, and HH bids. ok i have an example of some of the stuff ppl are offering:_____________________________________________Fubux Bids get:Random gift/day50 '10' rates /dayadded to top friends1 status pimpout / weeksfw saluteur name as my owner in mine2 big pimpin gifts / weekCash Bids get:All of the above plus-my yim name ($20 +)random bling if blingpack is offeredoffers of $50 or more gets topless (chicks only) or bottomless (guys only) salute of auctionee's choosing500 '11's per week if vip is offeredHH Bids get:All of the above plus-Custom pic or morph made by Auction HostessPimped out Bully made by Auction HostessPut in Top FamilyPimped out on ProfileAll Access to pics___________________________________________You can pick and choose what you want to offer, its up to you. Just send me a private message containing the link and your offers for each catego

Just To Let U Know!!!
hey everyone,in case you're wondering my name is Basil,if you have read my profile you know that i have been fighting cancer for a pretty longtime now.Today May 30th,marks the very LAST day of radiation for me.I am fine,i have an unbelieveable support group,my friends,my family doesnt know im sick(ish)they know i was sick before but they dont know it came back,i have been going to radaition then going to work ,for child protective services,and my nite job as a bartender.thru all this my friends have saved my life,this is basically for them so i can say thank you for saving me.so many times i couldnt get out of bed,no desire to open my eyes anymore and my friends got me to.living a normal life is the most important thing to me,if for a moment i stop and think i cant do somthing because im sick,it goes down hill from there.the excruciating agonizing pain we go thru while having this is something i cant explain,thank god(or what or who ever)for music and cheesecake,LOL,i still laugh as th

Thoughts On Vows
I recently posted a mumm, in which I posted the wedding vows I had written for a friend, and it generated alot of feedback. Now first of all I would like to thank everyone who voted and commented on them for better or worse (Pardon the pun). I greatly appreciated the votes and thoughts as they did give me lot to think about and I took all of your opinions into consideration. What I have come to is this, I wrote those based on two things one being the way my friend said he felt about her and the other being the way I felt about the last woman I truly did love. So through the melding of both I was able to give voice to some feelings I thought long since dead within myself and newly awakened within my friend. Now sincerity I have concluded does not come from the words spoken or written but from the sentiment behind the speaker therefore I feel that if my friend can read them and speak them and they translate the depth of his love that he cannot express himself then they are as truly his a

The New Deal
OK, I've had enough of this BS ! I rate everyday and almost everyone as best as I can...but from now on I am ONLY RATING THOSE WHO RATE ME !! I am keeping a list of who rates my profile, pics, fans, friends and does things for me. Those people will get my rates first and foremost everyday. Also, I am now going thru my friends list and I will be deleting those who have not visited me or rated my stuff. I am going to give everyone 1 week to reply that you want to remain my friend. If you don't reply, then you will be deleted from my friends list. And by remaining on my friends lists you will have to come visit me at least once a week or you will be removed. YES I AM PISSED !!! I AM PISSED OFF SPENDING TIME RATING YOU AND GETTING NOTHING IN RETURN... THIS IS NOW A 1 FOR 1 DEAL FROM THIS DAY FORWARD !! YOU CAN LEAVE YOUR REQUEST TO REMAIN ON MY FRIENDS LIST BY REPLYING TO THIS BLOG. ALSO I WILL REDO MY FAMILY LIST IN A WEEK TOO ... THOSE WHO DON'T RATE WILL BE DROPPED OFF !! I'M SO

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How do I say what I wish mind conflicting with heart internal turmoil ripping me apart If I could but remove my heart and speak with just my mind then I am unsure would I still be kind but if I were to remove my mind and try to speak from my heart then I would truly be lost for I wouldn't know where to start so many words I wish I could say so many things I wish to do but I would hope to start by saying I am there for you I would give you my love and be there till the end for no matter what I will always be your friend I am unable to speak what I need to say so I try to relay it in every song but these feelings have me torn for I feel that they are wrong Misplaced somehow though they come from the heart I feel it in my soul and it is tearing me apart If I could but speak when we are near then I would say I love you but there is to much fear fear I will screw up fear of what I will do you have all of my love but I'm afraid I would

Eminem......beautiful
Music Intro: Lately I've been hard to reachI've been too long on my ownEveryone's got a private worldWhere they can be aloneAre you callin' meAre you tryin' to get throughAre you reaching out for meAnd I'm reaching out for you Verse 1:im just so fucking depressed i just cant seem to get out this slump if i could just get over this hump but i need something to pull me out this dump i took my bruises took my lumps fell down and i got right back up but i need that spark to get psyched back up and in order for me to pick the mic back up i dont know how or why or when i ended up this position im in im started to feel dissin again so i decided just to pick this pen up and try to make an attempt to vent but i just cant admit or come to grips with the fact that i may be done with rap i need a new outlet and i know some shits so hard to swallow but i cant just sit back and wallow in my own sorrow but i know one fact ill be one tough act to follow one tough act to follow ill be one tough act to

About The Family
Well at heart we want to get to the top of the ranks with out having to go threw all the drama to get there. No more tricks. just honest sexy people who are commented to helping each other become famous.

Getting Paid For Rates
GETTING PAID FOR RATES!! 10K PER 100 PHOTOES RATED/ 20 K PER BOMB PLS FOLLOW RULES 1) RATE ALL PICS U WANT 2) LEAVE COMMENT AT THE END OF EACH FOLDER RATED 3) PM ME WITH A GRAND TOTAL U WANT TO BE PAID FOR ( I WILL BE CHECKING) 4) U WILL BE PAID WITHIN 24 HOURS AFTER AUTOS ARE DONE 5) NO SHOUT BOX OR GIFT MESSAGES ALLOWED 6) BOMBING

Naughty Application
Naughty Application: Your Name: ________________________________________________ Age: ___________ Favorite position: _____________________________________________________________All and more;) Do you think I'm cute/ pretty/beautiful? ______________________________ Would you have sex with me? ___________ lights on or off? _______________ Would you have to be drunk? ______________________ Would you take a shower with me? _________________ Have you ever thought about having sex with me? ______________________ Would you leave after or stay the night? ________________________ Do you like cuddling afterwards? _________________________ Condom or skin? __________________ Have sex on the first date? ___________ Would you kiss me during sex? _____________ Do you think I would be good in bed? ______________________ Would you use me as a booty call? __________________________________ Can I use you as a booty call? _________________ Can we take pictures of the act? _____________

Wanna Own Me? :]
hey hey hey. follow this link and bid on me please. you may have to copy and paste. But it is greatly appreciated. Just check me out! :] http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=884347&albumid=1672350&i=1958018820

Wtf
OK HERE GOES I KNOW IT'S BEEN AWHILE WELL I GOT SOME SHIT I NEED TO GET OFF MY CHEST. IM SURE THIS IS GONNA BE A LOT OF PEOPLE OUT THERE THATS GONNA AGREE WITH ME ON WHAT IM FIXIN TO SAY. FOR ONE DONT TELL ME U FUCKING LOVE ME WHEN U DONT JUST BECAUSE U THINK THATS WHAT I WANT TO HEAR WELL YEAH I WANT TO HEAR IT BUT I WANT U TO FUCKIN MEAN IT TOO....SECOND IF YOU PLAY WITH MY HEART U JUSS CONDEMNED YOUR ON LIFE CUZ I WILL MAKE UR LIFE A LIVING FUCKING HELL.....3RD I WOULDNT DARE TELL U I LOVE YOU IF I DIDNT MEAN IT....AND JUST TO LET U ALL KNOW NO THIS ISNT A GUY OFF HERE THIS IS SOMEONE I REALLY CARED ABOUT AT ONE POINT IN MY LIFE BUT FOR SOME REASON HE HAS CHOSE NOT TO BE WITH ME CUZ HE WAS HURT 5 YRS AGO WELL U KNOW WHAT THE SAY NEVER TAKE SOMEONE FOR GRANTED HOLD EVERYONE CLOSE TO

Just Because...
A man was riding his Harley along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and in a booming voice the Lord said, "Because you have tried to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish."

What Do I Have 2 Do
♥WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY FRIENDS TO RATE MY PICS ? WELL IM GUESSING NUTTIN CUZ THEY REALLY DONT CARE IF I LEVEL UP TOO GODFATHER OR NOT ,,, PLZ HELP ME LEVEL MY FAMILY & FRIEND,S HELP HELP HELP ME PLZZZ IM BEGGING LMFAOOO NOT REALLY I COULD CARE LESS ,, IF I LEVEL SO PLZ COMMENT. IM PAYIN 8 MILL FOR & AUTO11 BLING THE FRIST ONE THAT DOES THIS FOR ME I WILL EVEN GIVE THAT

Guero (raps)
When i was convicted, a crime for a sentense, I walked into his office visualized him in a coffin and the stiffness, in my neck's a menace; Can I get a witness on my side to testify that all my rights have not been given; Pay closer attention to my courage discourage judge and jury in the system, they never fucking listen, ignorant decision, to build another prison in their mind it's right so now's the time to take it to the street; If you know what I mean, court rooms are obscene, I'd never cop a plea, give the first degree to see that laws are lies disguised as dirty heresy. That don't pretain to me.

The Truth
....PARENT - Job Description This is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, I don't believe any of us would have done it!!!! POSITION:Mom, Mommy, Mama, MaDad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, Pop JOB DESCRIPTION: Long term, team players needed, for challenging, permanent work in an often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES: The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in case, th

Sunsets
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Well
lol well here i am once again...alone...destroyed. I sit and wonder how i can find whati thought be the best girl ever...and her turn out to be the worst. How sad is it to actually come bragging to someoen you say you love about cheating one them lol. Please aint nuthing but a joke game she played. But is this fer real? I lay down again and fall into a deep sleep. There i am again on the side walk sitting down knees up hood up and my head laying on my knees. I look up at the sky and all aroudn me...no one there. I can see myself sitting there and the blood rolling down my face replacing my tears. Only so much heartbreak and pain one person can go through. the tears have turned to blood. TTheheartbreak happened enough that i fill up with pain and heartache and it spills. I look at the torture and pain. I see the many ways to end all existance and i watch myself go through each one. lol and whats funny people ave no remorse for causing this pain. oh but they do have a nice thingto say ab