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SGTxELLIS's blog: "the real deal"

created on 01/03/2011  |  http://fubar.com/the-real-deal/b338615

summer

ok folks, ive had my little fix of the red name. summer is upon us and i def wont be around the computer that much. boating, camping, traveling, training, softball, reunions, bbqs, graduation parties, riding the motorcycle, the beach. fubar will be my last resort of entertainment. so feel free to take me out of your fams. i wont be running anything for awhile. thank you all for rates, bombs, bling and friendship. ill still be logging in to chat every now and then so feel free to leave a message. 

me:)

im real, everything on my page is 100% me and real. no fabrications what so ever. you will never see me posting pics in my default that arent me so i can get more attn. be real people. quit with the fake profile and shadiness. get a god damn life. sorry your too ugly to have friends. be real and you would get more. there is enough creepers here to go around. 

guilty

im a bit guilty of caring what people think about me. i say i dont give a shit a lot. all fabrications. i do care. im guilty of trying to make everyone happy and be likable to everyone on here and in my life outside of here. most people are misinformed or judge me too quickly. some people simply dont like me based off of what other people say about me. some people dont like me because of the people im friends with. my whole life, ive been taken advantage of. people misuse the fact that im super generous and will do anything for my friends. i like to help people and for that i seem to get walked on more then a treadmill. doesnt really seem fair to me. i never ask for anything from my friends except to be a friend and be real with me. if people would actually take time and get to know me they would understand that im not a bad person. pisses me off that people are accusing of doing shit i havent done or trying to get my account deleted for a blast that was approved by fubar. those are just a couple examples. makes no sense. ive never done anything wrong to anyone on here. granted, when you accuse me of something i didnt do, im going to go ape shit and blow it up. its my defense mechanism.  i guess no matter what there will always be haters and jealous people regardless of how nice you are to them. ive thrown my walls up lately. so i apologize if im not as friendly or talkative as i normally am. feel free to stop by and say hi. ill chat if im not swamped. if your coming to hate on me. then see my interests section of my profile

packers

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MF1nMXXrwjE

gotta love this...

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She's loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect, you aren't either & the two of you may never be perfect together. But if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can.   She may not be thinking of you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she know's you can break: her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she... makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there."
— Bob Marley

gixxerprincess

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=8796&id=111852835521284

clearly this isnt gixxerprincess(jenn echard). yes shes a fake. shes stealing the pics of simona

i give

~ My heart was taken by you, broken by you, and now it is in pieces because of you. ~

~ Moving on, is a simple thing, what it leaves behind is hard. ~

~ Sometimes the cards we are dealt are not always fair. However you must keep smiling & moving on ~

~ If someone you love hurts you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it. ~

~You never know what you have until you lose it.~

~ It's funny how a person can break your heart, and you can still love them with all the little pieces~

~ I hate this feeling, it's one I know all to well, it's a thing called heartbreak and it hurts like hell~

~ If you love me like you told me, please be careful with my heart; you can take it; just don't break it or my world will fall apart.~

~ The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else~

~Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime~

~You never were and you never will be mine~

~You can't buy love, but you can pay heavily for it~

~Take a look at me now, cause there's just an empty space. And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what I've got to face.~

~Love is like heaven but can hurt like hell~

~My heart bleeds no more since turning to stone~

~ When I see you smile and know that its not for me, that's when I miss you the most~

with each passing day our friendship grows further apart. we came to a fork in the road and we took separate paths. one went down the sunny beautiful path, one went through a thunderous dark monsoon. now, we are mearly afterthoughts. nothing will ever be the same to what it was once was. the roads are winding further and further apart. were both heading down one way streets on our way to distant memories. will our paths ever cross again? probably. will there be awkwardness and thoughts of the past that bring a smirk to your face? sure. will i get over it? tough to say. i would hope so. thats life i guess. take it with a grain of salt, keep my head high, and proceed down my path. the sun will shine again.

one life

dont ever settle for second best. never lower your expectations. you will only lose in the end. forgive those who have hurt you...its the only way to let go. open your broken heart, its the only way to heal it. love for passion not for loneliness. always cherish the one you love...always! dont be afraid to love someone completely. if its meant to be it will be. if its not, it never was. dont forget the good times and learn from the bad. forgive but dont forget. hold your friends close. love.

does she exist?

one day it might happen. i might be happy with a woman again. the bug has bitten. im curious. i want to know everything there is to know about you. i have so much time. please enlighten me with specifics, details, stories, favorites, like/dislikes. im all ears. i cant fail again. i wont allow it. it hurts too much. ive been in the gutter, ive been on cloud 9 and everywhere in between. ive had plenty of situations. ive pretty much been through everything possible. deaths, breakups, cheating...etc. i know what i need to work on. i hate having cold nights without a companion, a best friend thats always with me, but more important someone that never wants to leave my side.  i love the small things that make a relationship work. i love being loved. i hate not looking forward to coming home. i need motivation, strength, friendship and love. youve came into my life for a reason. will we pass this opportunity...time will tell

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