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All Things Matter
    Amendment I    Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievances.     King James bible:  Genesis Chapther 1   Vers 29 And God said, Behold, I have given you every herb bearing seed, which is upon the face of all the earth, and every tree, in the which is the fruit of a tree yielding seed; to you it shall be for meat.                                       Revelation  Chapter 4  Vers 11 Thou art worthy, O Lord, to receive glory and honour and power:
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Anal Lesbian
To start i have allways been into girls,love everything about them. had some crazy boyfriends that kind turned me off to cock,,i dont like your cock shoved down my throat, so i tend to get with females ,,we can allways get each other off. anyway.....it started when this sexy little girl invited me to her house,,everything is going great,my cunt was wet and throbbing.she wanted to get a little kinky and tied me up and started teasing me,,i loved it UNTILL her black boyfriend came in. he wanted to get in on the action,i said no but you can watch..anyway he started rubbing on me,i tried to squrm away but i was tied up.after a few mins he cock was hard as a rock and it scared me,,it was huge. so big that on soft it looked 10 inch long. he started putting lube on it and rub some on my asshole i told him and her no,,she said i would like it.. and he just wanted to cram this 13 inch long up my virgin ass, anyway long story short..he cramed/forced it all up in my ass..it hurt so bad that after
The Silky Dictionary
SMOOGIES!!!  Smoogies are small interweb creatures that lurk through the hallowed halls of the inteweb feeding on data & chat text. They tend 2 molest img codes & inprgnat them to reproduce. 1 img code can hold 25000000000 smoogie eggs. The only way to ward them off is to sprinkle salt & pepper around they hate salt & pepper. SPINWICKETY!!! Probably the most important word in the Silky dictionaire. its origins strech back through the ages to when Silky waz about 13, but thats another story.  SPINWICKETY: Spinwickety is when you are having mind blowing sex I mean better then the best sex you have ever had, earth shaking, mind blowing, multiple orgazam x infinity type sex that is so good at some point you lose track of yourself & your partners bodies to the point that you bite your partner so hard you leave marks, & possibly even draw blood & after when you are basking in the post wonderfuck glow you notice that you managed to bite your own ass. Spinwickety iz copywrited & the propert
Easy
Sometimes people come into you life and you know right away they were meant to be there. They come to serve some sort of purpose. Maybe to teach to a lesson or help you figure out who you are or want to become. You don't always know who these people may be... a neighbor, a long lost friend, someone who's always been there waiting in the shadows, and even a stranger, but when you lock eyes with them you know at that very moment they will change you life in some way weather good or bad. Through life things happen. People change, you make mistakes, life throws you obstacles...How you chose to deal with those will show your strength, your weakness, your willpower, and your heart.  Stop believing in chance...things don't just happen because of luck they happen because life is testing the limits of your soul. Without these small tests life would get boring. Life would be smoothly paved, a flat straight road to nowhere, safe and comfortable but utterly dull and pointless. The peop
Relaxing While Rockin Out
Chillin and listening to tracks i got on spotify what a great day now only if i can find a girl :3 Some times life is borening dont got much to do...   It really sucks Listenin to Gorillaz on spotify and not givin a Mr Rat's Ass. Relaxin on my bed like i always do no stress gettin to me.
Where Did You Meet?
I am curious if you met your current or last bf or gf in person or did you first meet online?   I'm not in one at the moment but I met my last online then began a personal relationship.  
Bard's Nsfw Fublog
lickin lickin in yer plush bush push push push ya buttons til the buttons stretch from yer yer aroused breasts heaving of yer chest and sweats yer skin, yer juices all the rest lickin lickin lick flickin switchin between clit and tit twistin tweakin u like a stereo like an aerial w/ yer areolas goosebumpin and yer thighs pumpin 2 get that proper frequency of sighs and movement w/ yer thighs finally thrusting my head so my tongue will go deeper u r the keeper of my mouth 2nite and my fingers 2 play u like a new orleans stride on mardi gras and the sweat is like throwing beads on her breasts breasts that bring to the beast 2 feast on my mouth or maybe it's me that just delights in the buffet that u supply ...and u demand me lick inside yer thighs like a obese customer obsessing over snow crab legs begging 4 more u see yer flesh food as my food 2 b eaten and eaten and eaten and eaten until yer juices flow like the ocean that i captured u from...cum so sweet and sticky and all over my face
Small Penis
would love to hear from woman about there point of view and all us small cocked men Fetishes  Into: bbc cum slut (watching), bbw (everything to do with it), breast torture,breast/nipple torture (giving), breath play, candle wax (everything to do with it),clit torture (giving), cock and ball torture (wearing), dildos (everything to do with it), double penetration (giving), duct tape, fisting (giving), gangbangs (giving),group sex (everything to do with it), humiliation (everything to do with it), large cock (watching), leaving marks (giving), object insertion (giving), orgy (everything to do with it), polyamory, 
Lonely Hearts
Random
I like to keep things honest, I'm a safe bet like your life's staked on it for real. I hate to keep you all wonderin'. I'm constant like the seasons, I will never be forgotten. And save regrets for the broken. Will you even look back when you think of me? All I want is a place to call my own. To mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone. You know to keep your hopes up high and your head down low! a friend had this as her status on fb and said i could borrow it...thought it would mean something to someone as it did to me if there is something in life that you want...go for it. dont let anyone hold you back. you are capable of doing whatever your mind is set on...no limits...dont be afraid to aim for that personal goal, or to change, or to just be you....go for it Liar, liar. Pants on fire.Odds are, you and your guy have a great relationship, and the only lies he tells are little fibs. But it's good to know how to spot the signs he could be telling a whopper. Lie detection expert Janin
Love
my heart affraid of being hurt again my soul affraid to lose you my sprirt tells me to stay my mind tells me to go  my body misses your touch but my love cannot wait I miss my mate       My love is a great kind. a rare kind. a true kind. my love will live longer then me. my love can see more than i see. my love can be felt more then seen. ....it wont go away because you want it to. ......it wont stop because your no longer in love with me. ........it wont quit because you died. ..........My love also never lies. My love has been thru it all, heart ache and loss, so much pain to recall. weakend by cheats, crushed by lies, it seen the darkest of my years, but never disappeared over time. It was ignored, and replaced, hated and laughed in the face. It was thrown away, buried, burned, but still it had remained.  My love has no needs, but seeks only one thing. To find the one who deserves it all. And to find someone who can love like i can. I may not have money, I
I Forgot My Own Lesson
I will never forget, the events that took place. Standing at the airport, waiting for his face. There he came with, flowers and a smile. With a hug and a kiss, it felt worth every mile. But let me take you back, to when it began. To the year leading up to, meeting this man. I was alone working three jobs, recently divorced. Working and my child, was what I lived for. Trying to survive, while not living at all. He made me feel special, I didn't seem so small. He was a professional, exactly who he claimed to be. But there was important information, he was hiding from me. I played it safe, or so I thought. I waited a year, before getting caught. By his deception, his evil little plan. Suddenly I was alone, with only this man. The man I thought, I knew. I found out the hard way, that wasn't true. With my ex-husband watching, my every move. I never confessed, where I was off to. This guy was from Jersey, but residing in the desert. That's where I to
You Wouldn't Dare Predict!
See me as you must, honestly I couldn't care less. Because I am more powerful, than what you possess. I wasn't born a bitch, life made me this way. It came from life lessons, learned the hard way. Gather your own opinion of me, in that shallow fucking mind. That just tells me, you're not worth my time. Judgment is NOT yours, to make. Passing it upon me, was your mistake. If a fight is what you're looking for, I can give you one. For you underestimate me, this one you got wrong. I am small but powerful, but don't take my word. Finding out for yourself, is the method I prefer. Get in my face, and I'll knock you down to my size. Pierce right through your soul, with one stare in these eyes. Like daggers, piercing your heart. Because you can't touch me, this is only the start. Of my tactics, you hit below the belt. You brought this on, now prepare yourself. For a battle, you wouldn't dare predict. You will have to EARN the right, to call me a bitch!
Joke Of The Day
This guy needs a job and decides to apply at the zoo. As it happened, their star attraction, a gorilla, had passed away the night before and they had carefully preserved his hide. They tell this guy that they'll pay him well if he would dress up in the gorillas skin and pretend to be the gorilla so people will keep coming to the zoo. Well, the guy has his doubts, but Hey! He needs the money, so he puts on the skin and goes out into the cage. The people all cheer to see him. He plays up to the audience and they just eat it up. This isn't so bad, he thinks, and he starts really putting on a show, jumping around, beating his chest and roaring, swinging around. During one acrobatic attempt, though, he loses his balance and crashes through some safety netting, landing square in the middle of the lion cage! As he lies there stunned, the lion roars. He's terrified and starts screaming, "Help, Help, Help!" The lion races over to him, places his paws on his chest and hisses, "Shut up or we'll B
Release Your Hold
Two separate worlds, uniting as one. Meeting in the middle, conquering the sun. In a place where jealousy and envy, says it can never be. That was the beginning, of YOU and me. In the background, but everyone can see. The bond we share, the chemistry. So strong and powerful, nothing else compares. To the connection, the love, YOU and I share. People see it, they want it, try to rip it to shreds. My words to them are, go ahead. TRY to damage and, tear us apart. But we are joined at the soul, we share ONE heart. The words always and forever, mean SO much to me. They go beyond your power, it's only strengthening. For every temptation, thrown our way. Is just a diversion, that's how we play. You never truly realize, what is right before your eyes. Until the other one is gone, faded away, decides. To give in to temptation, break the other one's heart. Then you have to piece together, the pieces torn apart. But every piece that shatters, is worth putt
Conquering My Fears
I was his Goddess, he is still my King. What I would give, to take back everything. To say I'm sorry, just isn't enough. I can admit my mistakes, I'm gifted at fucking up. I see and feel something so great, and it scares me to death. Then I push it away, and live with regret. Never surrendering my power, to someone else. I take it away from them, and punish myself. Because for me to be happy, means being weak. Vulnerable to pain, refusing to speak. Refusing to surrender, to just give in. That means I have the possibility, of never being able to win. But what am I winning, when I have lost so much. Due to fear, an unwanted touch. Everyone suffers, because of the bad things. I still shed tears, it controls everything! I am head strong and stubborn, but damn I want to live! Without ruining every opportunity of happiness, life gives. The nightmares keep forming, they just won't stop. I want a fresh start to this life, I've got. I walk and search for
I Own This Attack!
Go ahead and just, give up. Prove to the whole world, that you're not fucking good enough. Why don't you just, lay the fuck down. Take a deep breath, allow yourself to drown. In a river flowing, with your own tears. Corrupted by the demons, your worst goddamn fears! Is that you want, to be remembered for. As someone who gave up the fight, never hungered for more. Life is a game, play to win! Never back down, just grin. At the bad and negativity, surrounding you. Then shed your tears, when your dreams come true. I swore that I would never, let them see me cry. Although they broke me, my eyes stayed dry! I stared back, with a heavy heart. While watching my world, fall apart. I chose to be stronger, then they could ever be. Because I never, had to hurt anybody. To get where I am, to find my peace. Redemption to me, has never been so sweet. Giving up is never an option, take the control back! Show those hurtful bastards, who owns the fucking attac
Thoughts
Never thought i would feel so lucky..I have two great kids, my own place, and a family that loves me.Happiness really is priceless..
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Nicholas
Nickolas wasnt very happy. Whenever Sheri went away, for ANY reason, He was distraught. Simply, He missed her. Her touch, Her kisses, anything about Her, if she wasnt there, He just missed her. And it wasnt Sheri's fault. She had a life, and could go where she wanted. But it eemd like...this trip was worse. And it wasnt even about Him, this time, He knew that sometimes, when he got melancholy, He would take it out on her, making her remain tied, or shackled, for hours. In no real danger, She just had to lie there, waiting, while HE reveled in her, just being where he could see her. Usually, Sheri stayed right by his side, kneeling, or sitting on his chair with him. Butt, this trip, however short, was somehow different. Nickolas trusted her with his life. Still, they hadnt had much to talk about lately. Every couple has these times, and Nickolas plicked up on them most times. So...He thought, while she was waiting to come back home, He thought he should tell her a few things. The first

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Hurt
I can never be with you again, not because I don't want to be, but because losing you again would kill me. You can't take back words you've already said, and you can't take back someone's tears that already shed.
Proof Im A Free Demon.
  Ryan BarnesWas upNov 4, 2011Badguy TrimurtiWASUP MAN WUS GOODNov 4, 2011Ryan BarnesNothin much man. Ima look up your music for sure. What made you send me an invite? Wanna cigarette lol jkBadguy TrimurtiLOL DONT SMOKE. I TRY TO HIT UP EVRYONECHECK OUR WEBSITE TO WWW.HOLLABLOCK.COMRyan BarnesLet me ask ya this. I talk to god so it's cool but do alotta famous people talk to him?Badguy TrimurtiYEA I THINK MOST FAMOUS PPL TALK TO HIM ALOT AND THANK HIM FOR EVRYTHINGNov 4, 2011Ryan BarnesDo you know about me and the battle between god? It's worldwide top Christians and top satanists know. I'm pretty famous actually   Badguy Trimurti   YEA IT IS. ITS SERIOUS   Nov 4, 2011   Ryan Barnes   What's serious.The battle   Nov 4, 2011   Badguy Trimurti   YEA   Nov 4, 2011
All Because I Removed Her From My Family
Grace
"Grace is a wonderful and peculiar thing, changing always until the precise Moment it decides to manifest itself upon us. It lingers timidly in the background of our lives, blending in so well with our daily scenery that we never recognize it as such. It ever closely watches for the Time, sometimes cruelly looking upon us as we endure the many cruelties this world has to offer. When least we expect to see it, when we truly feel that hope is lost, only then is it Emboldened, taking a firm grip on our hearts and perspectives, giving us the clarity we need to traverse the Path which is right for us... Grace is Temperant, Strong, Deliberate and Merciful."
Breast Cancer
As the doc walked in I immediately knew...his expression said it all. No sugar coating here. I found out I had The Big C on my birthday yes, what a pisser 2 years ago. Although it was difficult to hear, I took it with grace (and several Jager shots at the bar later) and humility. My oncologist, Dr. X we will call him was compassionate I mean it WAS my birthday, gave me the info I needed and plan of action considering, it is stage 3. So, to Chemo or not to Chemo that was the question weighing heavy on my thoughts an considering my healthissues in the past I chose Chemo why you ask why not just let it ride out I do not know I figuered what do I have to lose It was the longest 6 months of my fucking life  every 2 weeks chemo for 3 hours man it sucked ass not sure which was worse, the nausea, the vomiting or the complete depression which consumed me. If it had not been for my son, my friends or loads of music I am pretty sure I would not have survived on my own. Have you every tasted metal
Evp Session
The Reason
EVERYDAY AS I WAKE UP IM REMINDED OF MY PAST, THE GOOD TIMES SPENT WTH THOSE THAT MATTER AND THA BAD TIMES WASTED ON THOSE THAT NEVER DID.THE TIMES I SMILED AN THE TIMES I CRIED CUZZ IT WAS TO MUCH..EVEN THOUGH I LIVED A LIFE MOST COULDNT HANDLE WHILE OTHERS WISH THEY HAD..THE PPL THAT COME IN MY LIFE AN STAY A WHILE, ILL CHARISH FOREVER WHILE OTHERS STRUGGLE TO UNDERSTAND WHY I AM THE WAY I AM FADE AWAY. ..I HOLD ON WTH HOPE THAT ONE DAY EVERYTHING WILL TURN OUT RIGHT, KNOWIN THAT IT PROBABLY NEVER WILL.. I SMILE CUZZ ILL ALWAYS HAVE ME AN I CRY CUZZ I HAVE YET TO FIND OUT WHO I REALLY AM..SO IF ONE DAY IM NO LONGER AROUND THEN JUST CLOSE UR EYES AN SMILE CUZZ THATS WHAT I WOULD DO..CHERISH EVERY MOMENT AS IF IT WAS UR LAST AN CRY CUZZ I FINELY FOUND ME AND YR APART OF MY SMILE, WHICH TO ME IS UR SOUL KISSIN THOSE THAT MATTER FOREVER, AN KISSIN THOSE THAT NEVER DID GOODBYE...I LUV YA AN DONT FOR GET THAT UR THE REASON I SMILE......
Her Sleeping Form
A soft, diffused light illuminated her torsoHer breathing was regular and relaxedHer sleeping, supine form such a contrastAs I recalled her twisted, loud yells of before To her that I adoreBoth now and before She draws my soul forth, to embrace her wantonnessYou see i need what she exudesBeyond sexual passion,rather her intense grip of my essence To her that I adoreBoth now and before I love her while asleepas my aura envelopes herMy heart burns when she touches meFor i know her haunted secrets To her that I adoreBoth now and before How is it that i sense her from afar?Her dirty mind knows me and acceptsAll that i embrace without fearFor you see she trusts me To her that I adoreBoth now and before
Return
A soft breeze blew. He had been riding hard for for more hours than he could remember, stopping only long enough to wipe out his horse's mouth with a water soaked kerchief. All the little water that he had went to his horse for if the horse faltered he was dead anyway. All of the tribe relied on the return of what he brought. His eyes were crusty with dust and dried sweat. Finally with sun going down he thought he might yet make it back. Scanning the horizon he saw a glimmer. Soon he caught a whif of mesquite smoke and his saliva glands began to work envisioning what awaited him as his stomache had forgotten what it was like to be full. As he drew closer he could hear the soft talk of women about the cooking fire. And in the distance men cleaning their swords and engaging in idol chatter. Dismounting finally one of the children caught sight of him and called out his name. Throughout the encampment it got quiet and there was excitment mirrored in all of their faces. They gathered ro
Circle Of Trees
She had been taunting me all dayThat's not a healthy thing to do yannoBut secretly i knew what she was doingSo i said nothing, but i planned I left work early to begin enforcing my planI drove out to a secluded, wooded areaWe had walked here together once and marveled at its haunting feelI smiled a not completely safe smile Yes this was the site of my retributionGrabbing a 5 lb sledge i drove in the iron pin into the groundI yanked hard and there was no give, noneI looked around at the circle of trees and felt its haunting touch..nodding I set 4 lanterns in and amongst the nearby trees, unlit for nowI wanted to clearly see her form so that i could blaze it permanently into my mindI knew she would never forget this dayDark clouds were in the sky, ominous in their presenceI could hear and see lightning and smell the rain coming, good Coming back, I confronted herI told her to prepare herselfGrabbing her chin and holding her gazeShe was to wear a shear gown with plainly visible nippl
Missing Girl
Funnies
Coffins used to be built with holes in them, attached to six feet of copper tubing and a bell. The tubing would allow air for victims buried under the mistaken impression they were dead. Harold, the Oakdale gravedigger, upon hearing a bell, went to go see if it was children pretending to be spirits. Sometimes it was also the wind. This time it wasn’t either. A voice from below begged, pleaded to be unburied. “You Sarah O’Bannon?” Yes! the voice assured. “You were born on September 17, 1827?” “Yes!” “The gravestone here says you died on February 19?” “No I’m alive, it was a mistake! Dig me up, set me free!” “Sorry about this, ma’am,” Harold said, stepping on the bell to silence it and plugging up the copper tube with dirt. “But this is August. Whatever you is down there, you ain’t alive no more, and you ain’t comin’ up.” The $50
Introductions Are In Order
So i think its important that people on here know my mind and where im coming from. Ok,lets get some stuff out of the way. Im not here for hookups,for sex,to show off racy pics,to do phone sex,to talk dirty. I know alot of people who might have seen my pics and wanted to be my "friend" just Xed me off their list after reading that but i dont care. There are enough ladies here that will gladly help you with all of the above wants...i know because i had an account a long time ago here and saw a bunch of females doing it...i am not going to add to te pile. Mainly because i dont want to be bothered with horny hormones from strangers all over the place. Do i sound like a bitch?  Believe it or not i am not..im just telling it like it is. I am a beautiful 41 year old woman. Older women tend to not beat around the bush about their feelings and wants..they will give it to you straight.  Dont get me wrong...im not hating on the other females on this site that want to show or give more. More pow
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2006
This is something that he ..the ex said to me...in 2006 ~ I'm writing this in response to his comment to me today " I spent 18 years trying to make you happy ...and I'll never be happy because I spent so long trying to make you happy "  I was out of town during the conversations prior to the 8th of June 2006 morning sweetie, its about 4 am, just wanted to drop a quick note and tell you that i love you.  Thank you Heather for my my birthday, it was awesome, I had a great day.  I'm sorry about your rollercoaster game, I hope its ok.  I'll be at work till probably about the same time as yesterday, I have a ton of stuff to do, but I just wanted you to know that I love you. I miss you, your always my angel, but most of all your my princess.   Chuck    6.8     maria_naked4u@yahoo.com damn your gorgeous you should see what your pic did to my cock  6.6   hotbunns29@aol.com you have the most perfect ass,you should see what it did to my cock  6.4   cathynewone@yahoo.com
Work
alot has been on my mind regarding my job..this past month. We have had a slow period..not enough patients..etc.Some due to Doctors going on vacation..etc.. Anyways, this is first time in 19yrs I have seen it this bad up there. We have been combining with the medical floor. I was beginning to wonder if we were even gonna have jobs. Anyways, got called by my boss today. She wanted to let me know what was going on. I guess they plan on having us be a small unit..with just 10 beds. We will be open monday through friday and what few patients we have left on friday we will move to medical floor. She was asking me if I was willing to work 12hr days. I will only have to work 2 days a week instead of 3. I will not have to workweekends...and lesser holidays. I said it sounded wonderful. Although I am sure my paycheck will notice the difference. Will not be making the extra 2 dollars a HOUR. on the weekends...or the shift diff working evenings. Anyways..all in all it sounds go
My Inner Freak
Woke up in the middle of the night, sweaty cause i was dreaming of you. Its 1pm the time you always called. I'm perfectly dressed, no bra and your favorite red thong. All shaved, smooth and soft. I'm ready for my last night snack. I remember the feeling of your hands, the manly grab while you kiss on the neck. Turning me around and for a moment you look into my eyes. I could feel the heat coming from your chest, while you slide your hands from my tights, around my breast, then slowly to my neck. You lean towards me and bite my lips , push me on the bed. Doggy-style Yes, with one finger you pull aside my thong, then my cherry lips I know you felt that, she is talking to you. Sticky, shiny am starting to get wet. You smack one cheek, then the next OMG, his tongue. He's licking my ass but once in a while he dips into my hole. He wants the full view, now he's fingering my pussy and playing with my clit Just until he hears me say papi i want dick.   SORRY AUDIENCE BEDROOM JU
Heart
I wear my HEART on my sleave.
Life
Depressed is a bad illness i been battleling all my life i had a hard life to were i am now.Life Is What You Make Your Life On What U Wanna Make It.Bipolar is Bad As Well what i have and deal with... I Just Wanna Be Normal Like Other People. Doesnt Help When People Talk Behind Ya Back Becuz u R Homeless (((((Yes To Put This Out There I use To Sleep In  A Car and Go On Wifi At Mcdonalds Thats Were I work at Now I cant Sleep In My Car Becuz It Got Repoed)))))))   I dont Got a Place Im Trying  My Best To Make It N This World Everbody Got There Days Well Today Is One Of Them Daysss...........
Movie Review
  If you like lots of blood, dismemberments, violence, action, and nearly every 80's action star known to man in one film, then The Expendables 2 is definitely the movie for you. The plot followed the same predictable path of any of the action movies of the 80's and most of the movie was pretty predictable. But if you are going to see this movie it is not for the cinematic themes or the witty dialogue. You are going because you want to see Stallone and friends blow stuff up.   I enjoyed the movie. I have to admit to getting a little thrill in seeing Chuck Norris save Stallone and companies butt. It was cool to see the Muscles from Brussels, Jean Claude Van Dam playing a really evil guy. I even enjoyed the cheesy one liners. There is a scene in which Arnold Schwarzenegger and Bruce Willis exchange their favorite catch phrases.   This is no cinematic gem by no means, but it is a good testosterone filled shoot 'em up action film. And really, why else would you be going to a Stallone mov
New Beginning
I will fight no longer Can you see that Im stronger? Memories is all I have of you There is nothing more to do I will let you go from my mind and heart Its better that we are torn apart I have been lost in myself far too long Looking for a way to excape what I did wrong You will never see that it wasnt me So leave my sight because you are free You will never see the real me I see the sun after the rainI feel the happiness after the painI have fought through the hell you put me throughNow I have so much to look forward toI see the door a head of meI have always held the key As I sit in my corner and think about your liesI have nothing else to do but break down and cry.
Words
Her: "I don't know who told you you're a bad guy, but somebody did.  Somebody along the way.  Somebody or something convinced you of it.  Because you think you're a bad guy, and you're just not." "I'm socially inept but even I know that.  So because you're a bad guy you try to do things you think a good guy would do.  Like commiting to someone you like but maybe don't love." "A sweet, smart, wholesome Midwestern girl." "I could be wrong, I almost always am." Him: "You're wrong.  I do want to commit to Maggie." Her: "That's what a good guy would do."   - The Newsroom, 8/26/2012
Time To Move On
I wanted to do this one last blog to try and say goodbye to everyone who reads this.I have been on here for almost 6yrs off and on and I have made some great friends,some of whom have moved on as well..I have seen so many different changes on here..not just the site itself but with the people as well(some changes not so good). When I first started on here all I wanted to do was make lots of friends,play the game and enjoy my time away from reality..although I have done those things I have also went through alot of stress trying to help others move up the ladder,help myself move up and so on... I mentioned changes that I have seen with the people,well...I have seen folks who were the nicest people in the world become some of the greediest people on here..some were friends of mine that I helped to get to the top of the ladder on here who seem to have forgot about me along the way..I have seen those who spend god awful amounts of money so they didn't have to do the actual hard work to m
A Hidden Scent
a hidden scent I sat quietly in the cafe.Not really focused on anythingSipping roasted coffee, butOn the edge of my perceptionsSomething lingered I closed my eyes.Yes it was closer nowI inhaled deeplyYes..that's itA feminine scent I felt an erection,Why from just a scent?Because it smelled like sex on the beachLike heavy breathing in the darkIt permeated my skull I had to subtlely reach between my legs and rubGaud i must be messed up, laughsBring it on cuz i aint changingI opened my eyesShe sat across from me watching my hand I smiled self consciouslyShe got up from the tablePreceeding out the doorDropping a piece of paper next to meWith her number in hand i went home and masturbated furiously.
Love
Love- Is a lot of things. But the main thing is the spark you feel when you meet some one like you, not completely but some one with the same personality or interests for example. You can almost find Love anywhere. Love, it comes in many forms. Love, should not be discriminated by race, gender, or law. It should be celebrated and blessed by any means. Love is essential to one's true happiness and i believe as well as many others that everyone in life has that special person to find and love forever until death. When Love calls out to you, don't hesitate to give it a try. Even though Love is happiness, it comes with hurt and sadness as well. Stay strong and just be you! When I see a person, and get to know them through words that's ok. But what I do enjoy is to talk face to face. A persons actions can speak for them, show who they really are on the inside. Some people now a days like to bottle things up on the inside, afraid of those careless, heartless people who judge them. People who
50 Shades Of Grey...
I have heard wonderful things about this book ..and series..so I thought I would get them to read. I have to say the book is quite interesting..although i love to read a variety of books. I got to thinking though as I was reading it. I hear of women being submissive..and I see quite a few on here who have it in there name..like they are proud of it. I sometimes wonder ..if they are really submissive..or just advertising it to get mens attention. I guess to each there own..but seriously. I have more pride then to have a man treat me like that. Yes..some of it can be fun.. I understand that part...but to really be submissive? NOT! Most who do this ...men wise.. do it for the power and control. Theres no love there at all. So what does that make a woman who lets the man do it to her? Might as well consider yourself being used. Anyways.. this is my oppinion on the subject. Like I said.. it would be fun to be tied up .. etc.. out of fun...but no way is anyone gonna control me.
Eyes
A doctor entered the hospital in hurry after being called in for an urgent surgery. He answered the call asap, changed his clothes & went directly to the surger...y block. He found the boy’s father pacing in the hall waiting for the doctor. On seeing him, the dad yelled: “Why did you take all this time to come? Don’t you know that my son’s life is in danger? Don’t you have any sense of responsibility?” The doctor smiled & said: “I am sorry, I wasn’t in the hospital & I came as fast as I could after receiving the call…… And now, I wish you’d calm down so that I can do my work” “Calm down?! What if your son was in this room right now, would you calm down? If your own son dies now what will you do??” said the father angrily The doctor smiled again & replied: “I will say what Job said in the Holy Book “From dust we came & to dust we return, blessed be the name of God”. Doctors canno
My Love
My one and only true love is Robin and he is the love of my life. I could never ask for someone more wonderful then him. I am here for friends only so if you have other things in mind then you are sadly mistaken. I would never give up my true soul mate for anyone. We were meant to be together forever. My life,soul,heart and world is devoted to him in every way. There is nothing to compare to being in love with this man.
I'm New
i'm new to this site and this site seems to be really fun..please add me,rate me,salute,like,fan me,bling and whatever else..lol
Being The House Spouse
  In The Beginning: I worked.  Good jobs, not so good jobs, really rotten jobs, it didn't matter I worked and made the best of it as so many people do.     The change occured after the owner (the wife, goddess love her) went through eight semesters of college, and the degree remained out of reach.  Mathematics / Computer Science majorss tend to take a little longer.  Unfortunately we were at a point where I couldn't cover the bills without help, so she landed a job.     As a husband, I love my wife, my spouse, my mate, and yes my owner (she holds my itty bitty soul up to the light and thinks its wonderful -- sometimes you have to wonder), I love her for the person she is.  If this means I follow her wherever her job takes her, so be it, no problems.  Even the time apart will bring a wonderful reunion when it ends.  If supporting her means I'll be the one changing diapers, fixing bottles, and teaching our (so far unborn) little girls ho One of the interesting things about being a mi
The Truckers Prayer
Dear God above bless this truck I driveAnd help me keep someone aliveBe my mortal sight this day On streets where little children playBless my helper fast asleepWhen the night is long and deepAnd keep my cargo safe and soundThrough the hours big and roundMake my judgment sound as steelAnd be my hands upon the wheelBless the travelers going pastAnd teach them not to go so fastGive me the strength for every tripSo I may care for what they shipAnd make me mindful every mileThat life is just a little whileAMEN  
Lyrics
Sorry For It All   This song is not for you It's for everything I wish to be Behind closed doors is where I stand The cold wind blows One more chance And you are sorry for it all And I care nothing is my fault You're leaving as I said Nothing to you As I said Nothing to you Of all the things to say, my love, won't you listen to me When I say It takes one more chance to survive And to say that it'd be easy That's a lie When you are sorry for it all And I care nothing is my fault You're leaving as I said Nothing to you As I said Nothing to you They've told me, mother, who I am I am So hold me and promise that I can So hold me forever, never change Never change So hold me and never It takes one more chance to survive Now to say that that'd be easy That's fine When you are sorry for it all And I care nothing is my fault You're leaving as I said Nothing to you As I said Nothing to you Ohh Ohh Ohh Ohh   Dear Love Won't you lay  down beside where I've been laying you change with the
Leveling Blogs
Activation Date: Saturday 25th of August 2012 @ 09:45:11 AM Expire Date: Sunday 26th of August 2012 @ 09:27:18 AM Start Points: 73,160,485 End Points: 93,169,095 Points Accumulated: 20,008,610 My most recent level requirement is to cherry-bomb one album. Since a bomb's good for a couple hours, why waste it? Anyone who needs to be bombed in order to level is encouraged to post a comment so I can bomb you more easily!
Survey
Leave me a comment i am opening a auction house to auction off anything from people to lounge images or skins. What kind of ideas can i sell if you have something you wanted auctioned please feel free to contact me by pm or comment ty for helping me with ideas on what to sell or even try to do in first auction. Thanks again.
Momentary Lapses Of Irrationality
Whenever I get a blank friend request on Fubar from someone I've never had any interaction with, I'm always sort of surprised. Not that it happens a lot, but often enough in the 6 + years or so I've been on this website to make me wonder what it's about. Being the person I am, 90% of the time I have usually replied to these people in a private message with a brief explanation as to why I won't accept their request presently, but if they wish to talk and allow us to get to know one another they could see if I was actually "friend-worthy".  I always thought this was a respectful gesture to let them know I wasn't rejecting them out-of-hand, but I'd prefer to get to know anyone before becoming their friend. It all seems logical. And it's what I would like; that is if I went about randomly sending out friend requests to people I don't know.The funny part is about 70% of the time, people take exception to my  message. As if I'm doing something offensive by replying. So from now on, I'll simp
Funny Stuff To Read
Words Women Use Fine This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments. Five Minutes This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so it's an even trade. Nothing This means "something", and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. 'Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with 'Fine' Go Ahead At some point in the near future, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble. Go Ahead (With Raised Eyebrows) This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine". Go Ahead (Neutral Expression) This means "I give up" or "do what you want because
Perfect Person
I have been asked this more then once and to be honest there is one thing I say about it: THEY DO NOT EXIST! Anyone I don't care who they are, where they are from is not going to be perfect for you. There will always be something you love, and dislike (or hate if you have really strong feelings and emotions) about a person. People ditch, or bitch about whatever relationship they are having at the time. They don't seem to want to try to fix things. Heads up here: It's how you deal with the other persons issues you dislike or hate that makes the relationship happen! Its the differences in all of us that make us and our relationships unique, I don't care what kind of relationship you have, or what kind of person is in it. So the next time you feel like ditching or bitching about your relationship or person your with remember you could be part of that problem, and try to remember why you got together with that person in the first place, If your really that unhappy, then talk
Interesting Stuff
Doesn't it taste bad? Is there anything to do that fixes that?In general, nutritionists say that alkaline-based foods such as meats and fish produce a bitter, fish taste. Dairy products, which contain a high bacterial putrefaction level, create the foulest tasting fluids by far. (Dissent: almost everyone I know says that there is one worse than a high-dairy content-- asparagus. You can't miss the taste of asparagus-laced semen.) Acidic fruits, such as sweets, fruits, and alcohol give bodily fluids a pleasant, sugary flavor. Chemically processed liquors will cause an extremely acidic taste, however, so if you're going to drink alcohol, drink high-quality, naturally fermented beers (Rolling Rock or Kirin) or sake.This is a followup to the question above. We researched in different areas to find out what made the sweet semen taste that way. The overall result was the following:Makes Him Taste Sweet Makes Your Eyes WaterVegetablesVegetarians have a smooth flavor that can only b
Bring On The Pain
I looked, I saw unknowns, and fear in your eyes. At that moment in time, I could have spoken my mind, said the million goodbyes I feared to realize. Somehow, even then, I knew how this ends. Terrible truths unshaken, the Fates won't yeild, words left unsaid saw you off to be healed. Night passes to morning, Fate tolls on my phone. Am I the one walking? Are you left alone? The reciever. The end. I fear to follow through. I pick up, and recieve. It's he, but not you. This is cliche, his answer, can this happen to me? No, I won't let it, this wasn't meant to be. It's not real, this is film, reel as the dream. But I'm not on the clock, or getting paid. This can't be fake as it seems. The voice is strong, thick with static, and words I can't allow. I shudder, I quake, I don't want to be me now. Make your calls, you fool. Pass on the word. The future is the end, and it is your world. I'm left with a look, a reflection, fear crystalized in time, a reservation's regret  swallo
A Drunkardz Dream
http://www.saltvalleytally.com/campaign/detail/202  Pondering the lightning strike at the chicken coop, the farmer reached down and had a bite of Fried Chicken. Jesus, golf, architecture, Four, and Fubar!   My Kids. Ashley Daly Emotional Intelligence   Mike Daly  Pure fuckin Genius   They inherited my love of words They are my greatest teachers Friday the thirteenth in Fu..... Recently I found myself standing right smack in the middle of life with my pants down. I enjoyed it so much that I just stayed there.   As darkness descended upon the land of Fu, I ran to hide in a cave just outside of Fu. Although I was by myself in the cave, I felt a presence. Then from the darkness came a voice like that of a female. "You are not alone."  " What the Fuck? Where in the hell are you?" I yelled. She continued " I see that you are troubled."  "Roight." I said. " What the fuck you got spirit girl, Night Goggles?"  She whispered" I seeth not with mine eyes nor heareth with my ears
My Poetry
My love for you will never fade. With both our feelings combined is how love is made. You give me the strength to stand up tall. You reach out for my hand every time I'm about to fall. There is not a day your not on my mind. A person like you, is really hard to find. A weekend without you is so hard to do. I can not even live a day without you. I love to hold you, and hold your hand. From this day on, you are my very best friend. I'm happy to wake up beside you everyday. "I love you" is my favorite word you always say. I love it when I look in your eyes I see no hatred, and no lies. Forever in my heart is where you will be. Nobody else will enter because you have the only key. Just to keep you, there isn't anything I wouldn't do. Because baby I Love You. Days of endless struggle More hopeful pills today Trying to appear ‘normal’ In some sort of way. It seems that the struggle Is always here with me And I wouldn’t be here now If guilt would leave me be
Mmmmm
As she lay there, my lips touching her skin. My tongue swirling around her hard nipples, my lips close around it to suck gently. My hard cock sliding against the soft skin of her thigh. My fingertips sliding along her sides, tracing the curves of her breasts as I kiss down her belly. Kissing around her belly button, tongue sliding in teasing her to what is to come. As I slide down, I slide my arms under her thighs, The view and smell of her sweet pussy making me throb. She can feel my breath against her lips as I close in. Slowly slide the tip of my tongue around her outer lips. She moves her hips to push her pussy onto my tongue, but I pull back. I want to tease her. Make her so wet it drips down her sweet ass to be licked off. Once again I move my tonge in close, this time circling her clit. I love the feel of it aginst my tongue. I can feel it swelling with each lick. I wrap my lips around it and gently nibble and bite it as she slowly grinds against my face. God I love the way her
Scottish Put~downs
ok all, i have had a few questions about my sense of humour. well now its time to give u some scottish putdowns that  are used.....ENJOY... She's got a face like a dug lickin p!sh aff a nettleShe's got a face that could make an onion cryI wouldn't ride her into battleEveryone has a right to be ugly, but she abuses the privilegeI would nae do her with a rusty poleMair chins than a chinese phone bookShe has seen more japs eyes than an oriental opticianIt's like sh*gg1n the sleeve aff a wizards cloak!Ar$e like a bag o washingYour face could get a job haunting housesShe sweats like a dog in a Chinese restaurantThe wheels turning but the hamsters diedShe has been c*cked more times than Davy Crocket's MusketShe's got a f@nny like a badly packed kebab She had a f@nny like a stab wound in a gorilla's back Looks like she been dookin for apples in a chip pan had mair hauns up her than sooty!! She smells like an alkies carpet It's like shaggin a pail of water she's killed more cocks than a
Omega Red
    JADE                                               REMIX-Party Tonight by JADE   http://www.myspace.com/jadesnewmusic 6:50 Elephants - Them Crooked Vulturesby Alternatov04257,671 views
Bad Elements Place
Little Johnny was walking down the sidewalk one day and an old man was sitting on his front porch rocking back and forth in his rocking chair. The old man said, Whatcha got there son?Johnny said, Got me some chicken wire.Whatcha gonna do with that chicken wire son? asked the old man.Gonna catch me some chickens! said Johnny.You cant catch chickens with chicken wire! said the oldster. Johnny just shrugged his shoulders and walked on down the street.About a half hour later Johnny came back passing the old mans front porch . . . with 3 chickens entangled in the chicken wire! The old man was shocked and couldnt believe his eyes.About a half hour later, Johnny was again walking past the old mans porch. Whatcha got now son?Got me some duct tape.And whatcha gonna do with that duct tape? the old man asked.Gonna catch me some ducks!You cant catch ducks with duct tape! said the old man. Johnny just shrugged his shoulders and kept on walking.About a half hour later, back comes Johnny with 3 ducks
- " Go With God Grand Baby Ember "-
" This goes out to Ember Tempis, my grand daughter, born September 2012, She died this morning right when she was born. She was born still death. I want this to go out to her, my beautiful grand baby I love you forever. May you be with god always. May your beauty shine over heaven with gods smile. Son Raven, and My daughter Leonore, I love you both with all my heart, I am so sorry for your loss, y ou both are in my prayers as well as my grand baby Ember. Please god I ask of you to please take care of such a beautiful girl like Ember, now that she has made her way up to you. I now place her into your loving hands. To all my family and friends, please bow your heads in silence just for a minute or so for my son and his wife and pray, for there loss of her lovely baby girl Ember. Please if you like my little good bye, please share my memorial to my grand baby please and show my son and his wife some love please. ♥
Her Supplication
There was a softness in the room,but he was not soft. She, on knees folded over, hands above headHe stepped into the room and saw her. He loved her supplication,but would never admit. His pet was all he could see,but he never told her. He handled the heavy leather flogger,She shook feeling his mood. He loved her more than all else,for her purity. He cracked the flogger across her bare back hard,He heard her deep sigh. Many times he struck so she would feel his soul,She cried. He touched her tears and took her into his arms,never would there be another Tho he be barren unto death.
Inward Tears
She was uncertain but felt pulled by stringsThe softness no longer able to contain herSo within, she spoke words that no one heardSometimes tears fell inwardAnd she searched, longing Eyes that smiled, but contained a darknessFurious fingers tried, but still left her achingPeering out..she was missing that which she cravedThe brave little girl, who dreamtA dream of darkness and light Hoping her soul would not be devouredby the greater darkness
May They Step On A Lego In The Dark
May they step on a lego in the dark, one of those tiny ones that seem to always land pointy side up in the carpet like a tiny ninja. right now the "they" i'm referring to are people that hear you but don't "hear" you. the ones that just nod their head and wait for their turn to speak. I'm talking about the people that only like to bitch about life and how it's unfair to them but go deaf, blind and dumb whenever anyone tries to suggest to them any sort of alternative. these people are quick to nod their head with you if you are also complaining and will usually spend hours telling you their endless tales of woe for misery truly loves company. everything is a problem and perversely the worse it is, the happier they seem to be.   i learned long time ago that if i tried to base my definition of success, happiness and all that is right and fluffy with the world by the benchmark of others that life would always and forever suck the big one. i also learned that while there are few that can
Weight...
I'm starting my weight loss today. I'm going to buy a scale to help keep track of my progress.    My goal: To lose 20 pounds   Current weight: 130 **Mind you I only stand 4'9"**   Plan: Eat 5 small meals a day, veggies, fruits, chicken, fish, all that goodness. Walk 4 miles 3 days a week: Monday, Wednesday and Friday. Sports on Xbox 360, pushups and situps on Tuesday and Thursday. Saturday and Sunday are days with my kids, playing, running around, enjoying life.   
Dreams
I HAD A DREAM OF THIS HOT BLOND IN A RED SATAN PANTIES STRADDLING ME AS WE WERE MAKIN OUT ON MY BED 
Those That Know Me
If you knew me well you would know my casual natureMy blue jean shorts, t, and sandals,An eternal part of my wardrobe On ocassion, my fuck and beat you jeans come onLong legged, blue jeans and barefootAdorned in nothing more than wantoness As our joining progressesCovered in a sheen of sweatSeizing what is mine. Pink and ravaged,my hungry licksDevour your essence Beware the fuck and beat you jeans
My Simple Joy
Feel like playing naked in the poolSplashing, bouncing all aboutFor my spirit is carefree today I hear all kinds of music in my headMostly sax and all kinds of brassIt tickles me and makes me laugh At the edge of my consciousness is a serious thoughtBut I took a deep breath and blew it awayNot a day for tears but joy
Loved
I feel it in my heart. Growing in my soul. My spirit is free. Because you have a hold. On Me.   Funny how this sounds. Being captive yet emancipated. Being held down and stared down. Loving every minute of it.   I feel free when you hold my hand. Free my heart to love you more. This virtual love is beyond the physical And better than any romantic lore.   You leave me speechless every time The many ways you show your love You leave me breathless Every time And send me up above   If there is a heaven. You are mine right now. Right here. And I'm loving every moment. Spent with you.   Loving you every minute. Me ;)   Just want to be loved. To fully experience it with you To fully be me with you And that's all that I want to do.   My eyes are tired My face burns Loved you so much It made my heart churn   It saddened me to see you go I don't need to suffer anymore Crying all day I decided to stop and I'm glad that I did He brought me back to the
Reason420 Info
We plan on getting a salute pic together at our next show. We can't wait to get in the studio and lay down some of our tracks so that we can have better quality songs for our fans to listen too. We do think that the videos sound better and they are true to how we sound live for the most part. We hope that if you are in the cincinnati area you will make it a point to catch a show and introduce yourself to us! We truly do love our fans. Without you, we are nothing!!  What's your reason? Reason 420 http://www.reverbnation.com/reason420
Let Your Light Shine
~If today were your last, would you do what you’re doing? Or would you love more, give more, forgive more? Then do so! Forgive and give as if it were your last opportunity. Love like there’s no tomorrow, and if tomorrow comes, love again. –  ~To call yourself a child of God is one thing. To be called a child of God by those who watch your life is another thing altogether. – Max Lucado~Faith is not the belief that God will do what you want. It is the belief that God will do what is right. – ~If you knew that only a few would care that you came, would you still come? If you knew that those you loved would laugh in your face, would you still care? If you knew that the tongues you made would mock you, the mouths you made would spit at you, the hands you made would crucify you, would you still make them? Christ did. – ~Megan~ ~~~"FAITH"~~~Increase our faith so we may seeWhat you’re doing in our livesAnd all that we’ll acc
More Laws Are Not The Answer
More laws, more laws, more laws .... More laws are not the answer! Why can't they see it eats us like cancer. Everywhere I look, there are more laws on the book. More laws, more laws, more laws More laws are not the answer! If only our forefathers could see what they have done, destroying our civil liberties until there are none! Please tell me why can't you see.... that there has been such a conspiracy! The lies are so many that you can not count them all. So why can't you hear liberty and feel the call ? More laws, more laws, more laws... More laws are not the answer ! Slowly but surely it eats us like cancer. It's not just our sin, it's the corruption within ! Locking up the innocent, letting the guilty go free. It's not just a theory, it's a conspiracy ! No one one wants to be the one to make waves or  make a fuss, But if we wait too late who will we trust ? We can make a difference if we open our mouth. But better do it soon before they come to your house !
Babybee
he tells me,now go and pop that pussy for a real nigga, I already know that life is deep but I still dig you. Niggas is jealous, but really I could care less, I'm in hells kitchen with an apron and a hair net. Devil on my shoulders, the lord is my wittness, So on my lebra scale I'm weighing sins and forgiveness. What goes around comes around like a hula hoop, Karma is a bitch, well just make sure that bitch is beautiful. Life on the edge, I'm dangling my feet, I tried to pay attention but attention paid me. Haters can't see me, nose bleed seats, And today I went shopping, and talk is still cheap. I rock to the beat of my drum set, I've been at the top for a while and I ain't jump yet. (haha ) but I'm, Ray Charles to the bull shit, Now jump up on that dick and do a full split.  Uhhhh, i just started to pop it for a nigga and looked back and told him baby it's real, And he say 'I ain't doubt you for a second, I squeeze it and I can tell how it feel'. he wi
Poems By Friends
9/11
Ok so I found this in the BIBLE i feel relates to 9/11 kinda freaky if ya ask me.. Revelation 9:10 New International Version (NIV) 10 They had tails with stingers, like scorpions, and in their tails they had power to torment people for five months. Revelation 9:11 11 They have as king over them the angel of the bottomless pit. His name in Hebrew is Abaddon, and in Greek he is called Apollyon.[a]
Ragencobra
We did a show this past weekend, great time!  Check out some Ragencobra on here!! Let's Rock!!  Post what instrument you like and all! Keep this going,, talk about beer, what ever just listen to Ragecobra Come Check out the tunes! See what you like, what are some of your favorite bands and all.  What is y9ur Favorite Ragencobra tune, Guitar, drum maker?   Keep it Rokken and upbeat    Jeff Ragencobra    you can also buy the material at www.ragencobra.com What bands u like best here, Check out Ragencobra and get us some plays. Were out of Columbus and trying to go all over       Ragencobra
Experiencias . . .
The Invitation by Orah Mountain Dreamer     It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing.   It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive.   It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain.   I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it, or fade it, or fix it.   I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own; if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, remember the limitations of being human.
Wellcome To My World:cooking
go and rate that photo,if you're interested leave a comment & i will post the receipe for you thank you xoxo             wellcome to my world i'm a chef & cooking is my passion.i'm writing my first book at the moment to be published by xmas with a bit of luck. i still need to add up 12 new receipes (winter food),already done138!!! if any of you are interested,i would like to create 10 receipes for my friends&add them to my book. just let me know on here or pvt msg me with what type of food you like&if its fish,poultry,meat or vegetarian& i wil do the rest so its personalised to your taste. if enough ppl are interested i have the chance,thanks to my publisher to write another one on festive&special occasions dinners.it will contain 50 receipes& when its out in the spring,some of the profits of that book&i hope i can sell loads will be donnated to research in rare genetic disorder,one of my daughter's illness. there is between 5&11hrs time zone difference with most of you but i alw
Yup
Has any one of you read these? Recommend any?   TOP FIVE CLASSICS EVERY MAN SHOULD READ   1. The Sun Also Rises by Ernest HemingwayIt may seem like a love story, but it’s way cooler. Plus, we hear Hemingway was known to imbibe. And for that, we salute him. 2. Tender is The Night by F. Scott FitzgeraldYeah, yeah, we know: You had to read his other book in high school, and now we’re telling you to check this one out. Don’t worry. This one’s a little provocative, a lot addicting. 3. Washington Square by Henry JamesCompletely old-school, and based on a true story—two of our favorite things. 4. On The Road by Jack KerouacThe road trip you wish you could take. Don’t just see the movie. 5. Slaughterhouse-Five by Kurt VonnegutSatire + war. All you need to know. I wonder if...   Manti Te'o was a fubar member. JOSHUA RADIN LYRICS "What If You" What if you Could wish me away What if you Spoke those words today I wonder if you'd miss me When I'm
Grand-daddy
I have had such a rough year, but I kept going as everyone expected me to do. Death has surrounding me a lot. I lost my real dad that I didn't barely know while I was traveling to Texas to see him because he had had a heart attack, but I did-not make it in time. That hurt as it would anyone but I had only met him twice in my life, once when I was little and last Christmas, I should have know that this would be the roll and the start of everything to come. So much has happened I can't even remember the order they went. It has been one hell of a roller-coaster, I then found my sister overdosed in her vehicle at the park, but she didn't die nor do I think it was intentional, then my cousin Leonard died of brain cousin and then my Aunt has surgery in which could kill her because of all the chemo she has been through has damaged her body greatly, but she made it through with Gods blessing.. Then my granddaddy had a stroke and my mom and I had a blow out which ended in a physical fight th
A Manifesto
A Manifesto of Anger Done. I'm absolutely done with people and their games, their false promises, deceptions and half told truths. No names, no fingers pointed, they know who they are. I welcomed you into my life and in return, I was treated as an option. I would advise caution in progressing further on the road you have set yourself upon, for the fork in the road ahead is but a one-time chance to change your destination. Continue the direction that you have chosen and you may find that a hard choice, with no wiggle room lies before you. In or out, yes or no, those are your only options. Too long have I sat by and let people waltz into my life and stroll out at any time. Coming and going as they please, with no regard to how it affects the very person whose life they play with. It ends now, right here, right now. A day of reckoning is rapidly approaching for those who you who hide behind false words and forced smiles. All the while pretending to care, to show “genuine” c
It's Time To Find Me!
Every tear tells a story, of joy or sorrow. Mine tell a million, of yesterdays and tomorrows. A river filled with crushed dreams, and new ones coming to life. Sometimes the current picks up, a struggle to stay alive. Every day that my heart keeps beating, another dream dies and a new one takes it’s place. I see it, feel it all over again, their disgusting face. Write another story, get rid of the pain. Experience it one more time, but this time with no shame. Go back to that day, look them in the eye. Tell them it ends today, and begin your life. The one you would have had, if they hadn't stolen it from you. Then do whatever it takes, to make that come true. Show no fear, defeat them at their own game. Make them regret the day, they ever stumbled upon your name. For everyday they control your thoughts, and take over your mind. They defeat you a little more, at a time. You are right, they will never stop. You have to face them, with everything yo
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This is for everyone who is perfect ... F*CK YOU !! NOBODY's perfect ! Who the f*ck are you to judge me ? Have you lived my life ? Have you had to deal with all the sh!t I've dealt with my entire life ? NO, you haven't. And until you do ... SHUT THE F*CK UP ! Remember, people in glass houses shouldn't throw stones. I'm so f*cking sick of everyone passing judgement on me because I'm not Mr. Happy. You know what ? I have no f*cking REASON to be happy. My entire life all I've EVER been was sh!t on. So until something actually goes RIGHT in my life, there's not much chance I'll be Mr. Happy. I'm not saying I have the worst life of all, but it ranks right up there. Am I asking you to feel sorry for me, or pity me ? No, I'm not. What I am asking is for you to think that there might be a valid reason I'm the way I am. Remember, circumstance shapes who & how we are. If you have a good life where nothing ever goes really wrong, then you'll most likely be fairly happy. But if you have a rotten l
My Stepping Stones Lounge Is Closed For Good
New Lounge looking for members http://fubar.com/new-lounge-looking-for-members/b350376-1182957 Come on by and check out The New Lounge on Fubar. STEPPING STONES LOUNGE http://fubar.com/lounge/86877 Is looking for member and staff. If you got what it takes. Then come on by and inquire.
Shameless Vixens Entrance Guidelines
First and Foremost, thank you for taking the time to check out our group, Shameless Vixens. If you happen to have any questions in regards to the group, the process of acceptance, or any ideas, please let the founder or co-founder know. We are here to help each other in the daily grind we call Fubar. Please, enjoy yourselves while yo are here.  ***Shameless Vixens, is not an NSFW required group. You may however, contribute NSFW material if you would like. Please contact the Founder or Co-Founder for further information on this. ***   1 Female and Males accepted 2 Family Add  the Homepage.  3 Add all of the other members as friends. 4 Put SVH in your name 5 Agree to be voted on to become a member of our group6 If we vote yes then remove "Hopeful" from your name (or just the H if you put SVH) 7 Salute our Home Page. (Can also Salute the founders) 8 Be active within the group. Inactivity will result in automatic denial of acceptance. Let us (Founder or Co Founder) know of any per
Thoughts Of A Dom
I will update as needed:   First off I have nerve damage in most my body so I am often in a lot of pain, So if I seem grumpy I am not I am slow to type mostly because I type slow and my fingers swell or lose feeling. This is not said so that I can get sympathy but so that I Some will have a better understanding of who I am if I seem silent. I am a Dominant, my personality is the same but I am easy to get along with. BDSM is a lifestyle to me not just a game. I am very easy going and love to read, do outdoor activities, and most important spend time with my Daughter. Being a single father is a badge of honor for me. There are some good reasons to use Non Physical Punishments. One is in certain relationships the sub just cannot handle pain. Another is the opposite the sub loves pain. Some say it depends why the sub is getting the pain and this is true as well. I have tried both ways and they are effective but this will be a list of non physical ways of punishment. Write about the er
Rebel's Story
                                                                  Rebel’s Story                                                                                                           Rebel was born on May 20th 2000. Rebel came to us on June 25th . We picked him up from Jack and Amy Camden in Scotts Bluff.  He was big for his age of 4 ½ weeks, but still a little bundle of joy. He was so large for his age he had trouble walking. His weight was to much for his little legs. We took him to the vet to make sure he didn’t have hip problems and he didn’t he just needed for his legs to catch up to his body. He grew fast, and was an awesome pup. He was just perfect, no kidding. I had to drive wheat truck for my dad that year and not wanting to leave our new baby home alone, I made him a bed in the laundry basket and took him along. He didn’t seem to mind. I took his milk, dog food and a big pillow for his bed. Later as he grew he started to have one accident in the hou
Spirit1overyourshoulder
Many dont realize that the Word Arabbi Means Locust In Biblical Hebrew..& they are the locust of the human race today,,Look at the facts,,In our Country,,Why is it that they seem to be able to come here & get Government money to buy up property & businesses & we as citizens here cant seem to touch funds of that nature?? We are being consumed by the Locusts people..They own our Gov. leaders & our Media now,,& I bet you dont realize that our President did not really win this last Democratic Vote of our citizens,,But hes still in our Highest seat of office,,WHY ?? Ill tell you,,Because the Muslam Locusts wanted him there..& we couldnt vote him out even though we tried..We are in big trouble here & dont even know it because They own the main stream Media that we all see & listen to also,,& our gulability is about to be our down fall..They are & controle our Dr.s too,,Why do you think that 90% of Americans are on some kind of meds. & think theres something wrong with them??,,Its all being f
Some Day
Sometimes we are caught So unexplainably sweetly Completely by surprise At the blessings that come Into our lives. I wouldn't trade one smile, Not one single thought of you For anything in the world. Knowing I have you Right by my side Makes every tomorrow Seem to shine brighter.   I didnt even know we could do blogs on fubar lol. Sometimes I wonder, Am I broken? Because this pain Throbbing and dull And never ever ending Pulses through me constantly And the thought of missing you Crushes the breath out of me All I want, All I ever wanted, Was a chance to tell you How much I love you Say goodbye Hold your hand Kiss you one more time. And I ache Cause I feel your loss Just like i did So many years ago. Wish it would just end. Rest in peace Darling mother of mine! Know that you are cherished And loved, and missed beyond compare.
Stuff I Think About
Obama’s Anti-Second Amendment Executive Orders May Result in Articles of Impeachment   Kurt NimmoInfowars.comJanuary 15, 2013 If Congress will not attack the Second Amendment right of Americans, Obama has promised to do it through unconstitutional executive orders and actions, according to the New York Times.
Replacement Officials..
"Hey if any of you are looking for Christmas gifts for me, I have one. I'd like the ref's from last nights game (Seattle vs Green Bay), brought right here to me tonight. I want them brought from their happy slumber over there on Monday night football, with all the other rich owners, and I want them brought right here, with a big ribbon on their head. I want to... look them straight in their eyes and I want to tell them what a cheap, lying, no-good, rotten, four-flushing, low-life, snake-licking, dirt-eating, inbred, overstuffed, ignorant, blood-sucking, dog kissing, brainless, dickless, hopeless, heartless, fat-ass, bug eyed, stiff-leged, spotty-lipped, worm-headed sack of monkey shit they are!!!! Hallelujah!! Holly shit!!! Where's the Tylenol!!"
Historically Inaccurate Texts.
circa 221 BC   RE: Design Entry. >We submit drawings for our entry to the Design Compitition most humbly >   > >   Thank you for your entry but it is not exactly what we are looking for. -Emperor sticking with religion here.   "Steve, you need to fix your Apple Maps app.  We have been out here for 10 years already" November 22, 1963 Noon.   "Gunner 2 in position and ready"
Bbw Lovers
I want to wear the dress from my profile pic? Some ccrazy shit happens in free chat! Someone kept asking me to fart, others kept wanting me to see their cam's balls deep! Still a pretty good night though! I have to say that cammin is definitely a learning experience. I am learning that men are just as hot n heavy as women except men get off on almost anything,  women get right down to brass tax and tell you what they want. As a bisexual woman I appreciate the womens style and mens unabashedness. AlsoI learned some new positins just being creative on my own, and learning what I look like on cam, better than i thought lol. :p I have been camming for a year now and have been scouring the internet for a great BBW only website. BBW has a huge following and I would not believe that there was not a segregated website for us. Lo-and-behold there is! When I saw the main pictures for the first time my mouth dropped and even I was like like "that's fucking hot!" And not only did I sign up I went
Poems
i lay there, feeling like a part of a scheme asking myself, was i on the right team? watching the rising steam inside my never ending dream while my soul and my conscious fought i watched them raise the knife stabbing me, ending my life ending the strife i have become the train of thought After breaking from his internal cage The Sleeper caused him rage And The Miracle turned onto the page Writing for hours at a time for a wage Thinking, "What should I have brought?" As the Lake Of Fire continues to burn The Miracle and The Sleeper learn That the Scenes From that Memory still yearn As Metropolis rides away on my Train Of Thought As my emotions swung to my slain dreams, I clung the pain stung and screams unsung can't be heard from a blindspot realizing, shock seeing your own cellblock like a movie from Hitchcock floating through my train of thought
Terrified And I Thought You Should Be Made Aware
I come here to talk to friends I have bonded with over the years...one's that I feel beyond the pictures..beyond the virtual thing really do care about me..nothing more...just me period...it's sad yes..but you guys are all I have besides my daughter and it's because of sick fucks like I am about to tell you about why that is...it's not about pictures or random shit for me at this point...these ARE real life issues that effect my life..that has already effected my life and I'm terrified...it's no secret that I haven't lived a fairytale life..I've never skipped through a field of wild flowers while holding hands with my true love..I have had to fight..cry...sweat and bleed to just survive...I mean obviously something is wrong with me or I wouldn't be here...we all have our issues and things that are missing in our lives.. I live every goddamn day trying to forget things from my past that just refuse to be forgotten...I am writing this because someone who is responsibl
The Ref's Are Back
My mom Brenda and I sat down and wrote up this lil diddy!! Hope you enjoy!! Parody of My Boyfriend's Back (The Chiffons) They've been away, you hung around Botherin' us every night(I'll sing it to you) When we wouldn't agree with you You called plays that weren't even real Our REF's are back and you're gonna be in trouble (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back) When you see them comin' better cut out on the double (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back) You been callin' plays that were totally untrue (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back) So look out now 'cause they're comin' after you (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back) And they knows that you've been tryin' And they knows that you've been lyin'They've been gone for such a long time (waiting for a dime) (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back) But now they're back and things will be fine (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back)You're gonna be sorry you were ever born (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back) 'Cause they're kinda big an
That Someone
You ever meet that someone where you know everything just doesn't matter as long as you that someone in your arms everyday:Or can have a conversation about anything and just able to relax around them 24/7 and be yourself:Or go out with them in public and not worry about them because its all about enjoying the day/night because you both love each other and don't need to find someone else...I thought I found that person but i was wrong so hopefully I can find a new special someone sooner or later...til then Ill keep having fun and enjoy life...:)))))) Soul Urge: People with the name Kilipaki have a deep inner desire to use their abilities in leadership, and to have personal independence. They would rather focus on large, important issues, and delegate the details. Expression: People with the name Kilipaki value community and balance, and are dependable and considerate. They often tend to gravitate to occupations where they can act as peacemakers or negotiators, or fulfill these roles amo
Fu Marriage Is It Worth It
Okay Ive been off and on fu for a while and ive never really stayed long enough on fu to really even contemplate this but is Fu Marriage really worth it. I know it involves a lot.  Ive seen people come and go as i have in past 6 years. I dont care for much of the drama and Bs that goes on here. I know Theres an acheivement for Fu Marriage and Fu Divorce. Ive seen people get Fu engaged fu Married and Fu Divorced to some its a game some use as advantage to lvl and get most out of it and some do because they are serious. So just what exactly does it involve besides the Bling the Le Bling the ability Bling etc and what does make it last or fail. Would I make some one a great Fu Hubby is it all that important I dont think I trust anyone to take as a Fu wife on here and id probably get Fu divorved so leave me some input as for me dont ask me to Fuand marry you cause im not gonna do it achivement or not and not gonna Fu divorce you either just for an achivement. All commentary input advice et
Finding Fubar
So I am new on Fubar, and I must say its one of the most addicting things I have ever been on. A friend was telling me about and so I created an account, and I do believe I have not got anything done that I need to be getting done since I created it because I have not wanted to get off of it. But I want to thank everyone that I have become friends with on Fubar so far for helping me out with everything step for step cause I tell you what I was extremely lost when I first got on here I had no clue on what to lol but now I pretty much got the hang of it.
In Memory Of A Friend
    I sit around and wonder,and I'll watch the days go by.I look at all the pictures,and ask, why did you have to die?You've always been there for me,because you were my best friend,and I was always there for youuntil the very end.But now it's time to let you go,your spirit now is free.Even though you won't really be gone,because you'll live inside of me.So when we have to leave youat your resting place,I will always rememberyour smiling and handsome face.This is hardly a goodbye,so I won't weep anymore,because now you're in better placethen you ever were before.Even though that I will miss you,and I'll think about you everydayyou'll always be my best friend,and that's all I have to say. ~Diane~I love and miss you Toby the ultimate 80's Kissman!!
Volunteer
well im into my 4th week of volunteering and im still lovin every moment, well apart from when i get to unpack donations of mens undies lol, i have made some fantastic friends n im gonna continue to volunteer even when i do get a job as they have helped me in so many ways n i wanna give back as much as i can, cos so many folks need help , they have given me a sense of purpose and i wake each day now looking forward to whatever the day brings, usually me on my feet until 5pm lol :)  Friends know i have recently started volunteer work at a local charity shop(thrift store for u americans lol) the one i work in is a small charity helping disadvantaged kids n young adults and im lovin every minute even though imexhausted by time iget home at night and i dont get paid.They are helping me as much as im helping them , im getting experience again inthe workforce and meeting some fantastic folks and the customers are brilliant donating as well as buying stuff and also im managing to finally furn
Fumafia
I need mercenaries for my mob in the game called fumafia.If you are already a member o Fubar and signed up for membership before Oct 31st 2012 please click on this link and join Fumafia through this link.Its a great game to play and some of the people in this game are probally some of your friends that you associate on a daily basis through fubar.So please help me out and join through this link and let the games begin.TY Copy and paste link to become a mercenarie http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=328135 I need mercenaries for my mob in the game called fumafia.If you are already a member o Fubar and signed up for membership before May 31st 2012 please click on this link and join Fumafia through this link.Its a great game to play and some of the people in this game are probally some of your friends that you associate on a daily basis through fubar.So please help me out and join through this link and let the games begin.TY Copy and paste link to become a mercenarie http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=32813
Story Of My Life?
I love to read and am always looking for new books to capture my attention! A friend lent me the book "Beautiful Disaster" and the title in it self pretty much sums up my life! LoL but then I read what the book is about and the brief description of the characters. I feel so drawn to the main character, her desire to outrun her past and trying desperately not to fall for the "bad boy" that's pretty much the story of my life right now. I can't wait to dive into this book and let you know my thoughts!! Here's the synopsis for those of you curious, "The new Abby Abernathy is a good girl. She doesn’t drink or swear, and she has the appropriate percentage of cardigans in her wardrobe. Abby believes she has enough distance between her and the darkness of her past, but when she arrives at college with her best friend, her path to a new beginning is quickly challenged by Eastern University's Walking One-Night Stand. Travis Maddox, lean, cut, and covered in tattoos, is exactly wha
The Art Of Kissing
The lovely art to kissing is when it's returned full blownsoft and tender on my lips, your lips feel as they're my own.If you find my kiss returnednow touching your soul, take a deep breath and feelthe beating of my heart felt on your lips, lets you'll know my love's deep and real.If you find my kiss capturing your mind, close your eyes and imagine thisa romantic place of solitudedelivering the desires of invisible bliss.A kiss is more than a feeling insideit should go beyond your heavenly lipsit is in the depths of your mind, body, heart,coming from passion found withinso deeply you begin feeling sparks.A kiss is the desire of what life is to bejust take the time, just wait and seethat the love of your life has come indeed,finally realize after all those near missesyou have found all those real and true kisses I know if I ever taste your lips under stars aboveI'll find the answer to all these secrets of love.   I never felt such tendernessas when your hand took mine,or when your fing

I feel the heattouch my earhow sweet the escape,captured in scentsof your perfumethat surrounds you.As you draw me closeryour mouth, your tonguewarm me inside,I don't know whybut through your eyesyou burn my soul around you.I never thoughtof wanting someone so much.A brief silence and then....Heaven descendscascading from inside you,then outside burningthe fire surrounds us. Awakening The New Day     When night adds a chillin the breeze that passes us by,when the milky way shines like diamondssparkling in tonight's sky.Take me in your armsrelease the passion from your lips,let me feel you'll always love mein an never ending kiss.Expose me to all your beautytake the chill from the night time air,by setting my soul on fireshow me you'll always care.As you close our eyeslet my touch carry you away,let our fire kiss the sunin a dawn awakening the new day.Keep pressing your body close to minedon't let each new sensation end,this is the moment we've waited foreach sigh, e
Looking For A New Fu Girlfriend.. Here Is The Application
BASICS: Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:Phone Number:OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke?2. Do you like movies?  3. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10?  4. Favorite body part on you?5. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 6. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick)? 7. Would u take me home to meet your parents?9. Do u have a specific body type that u like?10. If so wut is it? (fat, skiny, chubby, athletic,etc)?11.What would u do if i cried?12. If i were 2 ask u out what would u say? 13. If we got to the point in the relationship where I told you I loved you, what would you say?14. Would u ever cheat on me? 15. Would u ever trust me? 16. Would you ever lie to me?  Copy & Paste.. Then fill it out and answer all questions truthfully
Civility And Courtesy
I saw a MUMM regarding someone shot by his father; apparently the person broke into his aunt's home, burgled it, then when confronted by his father threatened him with a knife.  The question was basically should everyone get rid of firearms or keep what they have.   Regulations vary depending upon jurisdiction by some concepts don't, if you're waiting for the police to save your life you may be vastly disappointed unless one of them lives next door and is home exactly when you need them and they can psychically sense your need (good luck on that).   Some people prey upon others, the reasons vary with the predator, but I tend to doubt those who predate will give up their weapon of choice simply because we ask them to do so.  In a perfect world, maybe, but I don't live in that world.   My father taught me to show others at least the minimum courtesy and respect I would hope to receive from them and I do so.  I was taught that respect and courtesy extends to the property of others a
The Sun Sets
The sun shines in my hair when you are with me and when you are with me i smile like nothing is ever wrong with me. But when you are away the sun starts to set in the   october months and everything starts to crumble around me like you never made me happy before... i have always loved you and i always will no matter how mad you make me or   how bad you hurt me... i have always been here for you and i always will be i love how you make me feel in the late october months as the chilly air sets around and settles the mist onto the ground
Help Them Level
Please Help her level! 25k likes today! Rockstar activated so check back often!
Please Read
ok so I was sitting here listening to my grandfather Dj Outlaw and got to thinking family weather they are blood or not they are still my family and love them as such. The ones I have kept close to my heart I know if I ever lost them I know I surely would be lost without them there. To my Gma Dawn who has always been there when I needed her most who listens to me who helps me through the worst I love you very much as if you was my own. To my Grandfather Dj Outlaw you're a hell of a man and Gma is one lucky lady to have such a fine man such as yourself. You both have a heart of gold. To my Fu  mom and dad you both are the best you both found one another in the dark and so much more to each other as you are to me. To my Sisters I have here you're kick ass with me and we all relate to whats what in life though we are not blood we are what ice age is no matter what we are we are family a strange 1 but a great 1 in my eyes. An most of all the man in my life you stood by me through the harde
Forgotten Paradise
Rules These Rules are to be followed at all times when in Forgotten Paradise, No exceptions!   No Drama allowed inside the lounge, EVER!  This rule is subject to Termination of Staff and Permenant BANNING of Members!  I have a zero tolerance policy for this! Under absolutely NO circumstances should you promote ANY other lounge inside Forgotten Paradise!!!  This includes sending any SB to my members or staff.  This is subject to IMMEDIANT Banning and contact of the Owner/GM of the lounge you've promoted. There will be absolutely NO disrespecting my staff or Members, DO NOT bash tunes or Dj's! This I concider drama and is subject to Banning! NO Harassment of ANY kind! This is subject to banning! There will be NO link dropping in the lounge, the only execptions to this rule is myself and my staff. Keep your YIM's and Skype addresses in your SB, this is for your safety, not mine. Be curtious and mute your mics as you get on cam.  There will be a time and place (possibly a late n

Blah, Blah... Blahhhhhhhhh     Hello, I guess i feel like blabbing my mouth off today because i have sso much on my mind, to start off i am so pissed at my mom.. she just does not give a shit about me and im sick of it.. how can you talk to your sons but not either of your daughters??? I get why your mad at me but are we not supposed to forgive? i mean i have been done wrong by my mom a few times and i still forgive..... I think about her every single day. not a day goes by i dont think of her and want to call her.. i mean does she not even remember me, does she not think of me ever? no calls on Christmas no calls on my Birthday, I just knew she was going to call, or at least text me.. but hey thats what i get for thinking.. i think that maybe sometimes i hate my mom and im threw with thinking about her but i cant. i try and i try but when i look in the mirror i see her. sometimes it may be a good thing but other times its bad, i hate seeing her in me. i would never want to have a
Best Divorce Letter Ever
 Dear Wife, I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s true you & I have been married for 7 ye
Excerpts From Some Of My Writing
Frank and Bob are both considered the worst kind of person to society. Both have committed crimes so heinous that many have deemed their actions unforgivable. No one within their respective communities wants to hear a single word of defense from them. They both have committed the exact same crimes. Frank and Bob are both child molesters.    Although they aren’t the same.   Frank still has the mentality of a six-year old with the sexual needs of an adult. Bob still has morals equivalent to those of Satan and the same amount of empathy that Satan has for man. Are they both the same person inside because of their actions? Do actions speak louder than words, or does intent? Does Frank’s intent to befriend these young girls while his body wants companionship excuse him more so than Bob who does it for pure sport for reasons he can’t fully explain to you, other than deep down inside he knows he wants to because he knows no one else wants to? Did society do the right thi
Vote For My Hobbit Designs
There is a design contest put on by the production company of The Hobbit/Lord of the Rings and I have submitted 2 character drawings (Gollum & Gandalf). These are my own creations and I would greatly appreciate your votes! Links to both are listed below. This is an ongoing event, to I believe October 15th. Please take a moment and vote - once, twice, however many they allow! (Ok, that's being greedy...) No forms to fill out, just click however many stars out of 5. Thank you! Gollum: http://www.thehobbitdesigncontest.com/entry/4353 Gandalf: http://www.thehobbitdesigncontest.com/entry/4343 (The actual artwork can be seen in "My Artwork" in Photos on this site.)
Thoughts
Between us, there are so many miles Separately we share our smiles When I lay in bed at night I think one day together we will be But, that one day seems nowhere in sight I begin to toss and turn dreaming of you Then stop as I feel you near But upon opening my eyes You aren't really here I roll back over silently weeping Holding my pillow Thoughts of you begin to billow Like a dove with it's mate Soaring through the sky With such love and grace Together they fly Like theirs, my love for you is so alive There's so much of our life left untold No need to feel so alone
Rants And Raves
I am a woman Beautiful and sweet Curves from my head to my feet I am a woman without a splintering of doubt I am moody Insecure at times Loud and silly Sad and happy Loving and Kind A kiss that’s so sweet I’d make you melt with just one touch A voice so calming, even sexy to some Eyes that if you look closely would tell my story Some pain and anger, some mistrust in my heart But still you’d see a never ending giving heart Pure and strong always there for the ones she loves No matter what Because I am a woman A woman strong and just Smart and courageous like no other No man can deny my love Because I am a woman Beautiful as any As god made me to be I am a masterpiece of his design, He made me a woman A woman of unbelievable Perfection. How do people get them really cool skins? Cause i want one lol Feeling so alone all the time Like I’m locked up deep inside myself Never knowing how to find a way out from all the pain Being told every
Video Games
Has anyone else noticed that the Final Fantasy series these years are going downhill, they're taking away what the game has always provided, an open environment to explore, now, lately, you can't visit towns, talk to people, I always used to love having my characters enter a store, but weapons, or items, and go to an inn and sleep, or just wander around towns talking to people, they took that away, hoping they bring it back in the future, cause it's one of my favorite aspects of the game. Dead Or Alive 5 is the newest game in the Dead or Alive series, I love it, picked up the collectors edition of it Spetember 25th of 2012, the game is so awesome, it's pretty realistic in terms of graphice, the fighters sweat as they fight, get dirty as they get thrown to the ground and around the various stages, and they get wet when they get thrown in water and get damp and some of their clothes become partially see through, they get damp from sweat as well, all in all, awesome game.
Pick'n'mix
Hey People ,i got this fuckin tasty pick'n'mix here for you , try a video or two out, enjoy the awkward/messed-up faces"Wonderboy"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mpgDlYJjOeE"Closer"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3dLiMuVS0YA"21ST CENTURY CURE"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3BRybEs1jis"Bad Things"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7OIvRPOl84I"Meds"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i9ntDa8B6GAif you liked/got a lol ...SHARE AND HELP SPREAD THE RAGE \\,,/ \\,,/
Weird Crazy Young
I'm engaged and when my fiance and I have sex we turn off the T.v  so were not distracted.( we also turn off the lights)When we started doing this i weirdly started to imagine us as different characters.Such as once we were lego people, I know weird, another time I was asian and once we were  Indian? I don't know why This happens but I enjoy telling him after and laughing about it.
Work.. And Change
I have been at my job for 19yrs. These last few months has been the worst I have ever seen it up there. There is talk of possibly combining my floor with the medical floor due to not enough census. Well then they changed it to where we are going to try to be a 10bed unit..just for surgeries.. monday through friday. GOod thing is..I do not have to work weekends.. I will be doing 12hr shifts. We have only done this a couple of weeks..but then had to combine again due to the fact that they are doing the floors. Anyways..I have this fear that eventually we are going to be combined for good.Then What? Anyways..I was told today that they might be down a secretary in ICU. If the one down there decides to call off again or not show up.So I am wondering.. should I take the risk and go there? knowing at least that jobs got some security? Or should i risk it..and stay where I am and hope for the best. I really like my floor..and the staff up there. My managers easy to get along with a
Fumafia
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Advice Or Dream Analysis?
i love giving advice and i'm told that i'm great at it i'm not sure if it's because i've taken a few years of psychology or because I've been through so much  i hope whoever you are if you have a problem talk to me about it and i'll see if i can help everything will be confidential IF you don't want it to be   public message me and i'll write back :)  oh and i lvoe doing dream analysis too if anyones interested (it can also help you figure out if anything's going on in your life that you don't realize) thank you all for taking your time to read this :)
Randomness
I'm a product of my society My craziness is something the ingrained in me My faulty wiring that they choose to blame Is caused solely by their attacks to my name I won't sit idle, and just play my role You may hold my mortal boundaries, but you'll never tame my soul Born white trash, but that's not what I'll stay With this brain and these wings I'll fly away Stereotype me, go ahead and place me in your box I'll break out for my will is stronger than all locks I'm the big bad wolf, that's going to tear apart these sheep And finally expose the true actors behind the sheet These crooked politicians, who claim to have our backs Are merely paid actors, giving us someone to point at While the puppet masters play behind the screen We're to busy watching the decoys to catch whiff of anything We don't see that their houses get bigger, as we lose ours We don't see that our freedom is restricted by these bars Or how while we struggle to eat , they have five course meals With mo
Bad.times
I'M A STALLION!---TIME.TO.SUCK.IT.UP---AND.REMEMBER---MY SPACEBAR WORKS!!! AND HEY--DIDO SINGIN WHITE FLAG---A REAL WOMAN/MAN---WOULD ABIDE BY THE WORDS!!! G-MORNIN MY FREINDS---HAVE A GRRRREAT DAY!     I WILL hope everyone has as good a day as im gonna have!!! I WANT SEX!!!
Just Poems And Thoughts...
If I had one wish.If one desire could come true.If I had one wish.My wish would be you.If I could choose.I would stay in your arms forever.Our hearts would fuse.And our love would become an endeavor.I would wish for you to stay with me.For you to be my love.You would be my hearts key.Forever my angel, my dove.Forever is a long time.To require in a single command.I will write our love in a rhyme.For it would be my demand.I would ask of this.Only with your permission.Lost in a kiss.Our love is my ambition.So I wished upon the star.The star that reminded me most of you.My actions seemed bizarre.But this wish I had to pursue.If I had one wish.My wish would be you.And since I made that wish.My wish has come true ....
About Me
well i am here to tell about me. i am not that someone that can be ran over and pushed around. i have been through alot in my 29 years of living and i just want to have a life now. i have my good days and my bad like anyone else. i love, i cry, i hurt. dont under estimate me thinking cause i am a very caring person that i cant become something else. i dont like being that person and because of it, people think they can push me around and run over me. well im taking my life back to the fullest. i just wished that certain people would see me for who i am and can be.   i am a mother of two beautiful lil girls. they are my world. but at this time my babies arnt at home. i missed them dearly. but i know they will be coming home very soon and run into my arms. thats going to be a wonderful day  for me. please dont judge me for what has happened to me in my 29 years i have lived. some things i shale not speak of cause i dont want everyone to read it. if i know you and trust that i can tell
Broadcast Fun
order members by:   include NSFW broadcasts:  most popular video broadcasts *NSFW* wootwoot hanging out at home with the babes and my friend rocket!... Watch Broadcast 51 viewers Shadow Angel Mu... I has pumpkin cake! ....Thinking about broadcasting in a... Watch Broadcast 15 viewers ilovebigboobies my yahoo is master4bustyz .. add me girls.
Politics
im really worring about this years comming up election i am a republican and i am voting for Romney but i am also worried about all the minorities in our country that is voting for Obama i went and sae "Obama 2016" and he totally confirmed all my suspicions abbout this man i beleive he is communist and that he only has 4 years left if he is re elected am i the only one that feels this way ..do you know that he can do what ever he wants to our country in these next four years he cannot be relected again arent you guys as worried as i am? and not to mention him supporting all the people on welfare and goverment assistance i dont know bout u guys but i dont like taking care of other people family if i can work so can everyone else ...i dont know i jus had to vent hope i didnt affend anyone.....have a great day   Ashley Klein 10/14/12
Some Of My Poems
The Knife As the blade of the knife pierces my sideThe single drop of blood cannot hideI feel the pain of every breatheKnowing i will soon feel my death Feeling all happiness fade awayHoping i will die soon today I wish this blade would take my lifeFor i,m tired of holding this knife ....   Blind Souls Everyone is dying From the moment they're born Everyone is crying But we're forsaken and forlorn Disillusion shattered dreams Destroyed visions of future Perfection is the name of condemned themes For a million of damned souls in overture So many souls in torment Reaching out to their creator We can only lament Because he is the betrayer...   Across the miles Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent ,Sometimes,I like to thinkI can hear your heart beatingin time with mine. Have I ever told you that when i watch you speak to me through lines and cords,and bytes and ram I imagineYour voice,Whispering in my ear. Have I ever told you that I wait out each day
Sherry In Peril
Sherry, in the beginning, has always been more female than most men could handle. Her soft, pouting lips made mere men drool, and pucker trying for that all-important "first kiss". Beautiful, eyes, large, supple breasts, and those hips...well, you'll see. Her first date with a new "online Dom" was supposed to be this evening, but after work, Sherry didnt think she could do it. She worked, all day, and dinner sounded great, but her feet were killing her. Regardless, tho, she knew she had to go. He made her heart pump, told her stories of lust and ribaldness she hadnt heard before, so she thought she should check him out. But Master Nickolas was no mere "online" Dominant, He was real. sherry got home, took a long shower, and stood before her mirror. She was awesome! Her perfume was perfect, "Submission", and she splashed it on her neck, on her breasts, and on her thighs. what the fuck, it couldnt hurt, right? She dressed slowly, her loins tingling from the hot shower, hitting her nippl
Somthing To Think About
Before you wanna be an asshole with your girl,think about this...... While your ignoring her, another guy is giving her attention, While your giving her problems another guy is listening.... While your to busy for her another guy is making time for her, While you make her cry another guy is trying to make her smile again. When your not sure you want her another guy has already figured it out.
Random
I have been trying for the last week to be able to get out of this place. I finally got everything finished. I will be in the Philippines this weekend. I am very excited and just finised everything I had to so I can leave. Hope it all goes for the best Well I have gotten the news that I wont be going to the Philippines. Received that this past Friday when I walked into the airport to get my ticket and it wasn't there. That left me really bummed and very agitated. But on another note because of the issue, my brother has agreed to let me come up to where he lives so I have a place to live so I do not have to sleep on the streets. Hopefully this all works for the best. Just a few days left til I'll be in Ohio I dont quite understand the whole reasoning for everything going the way it does. Today has been very short in all aspects. I ended up having to go out to the hospital at like 3 am with my brother and his wife. She wasn't feeling well so she decided it was time to head over to get ch
Standing Up
Uncertain in my life.   Don't know where to do Don't know who I should have as friends Should I just retreat back inside myself Should I just repair the wall I had around my heart.   Uncertain about my life Hate being weak. Hate crying for the broken hearts I endure Should I just retreat back inside myself I have been learning from my friends about the power behind the word NO!.  I have been bending over backwards trying to help people in any way possible.  While helping them out I have been losing a little piece of myself. Now, that I have been using the word NO! I have been gaining some self esteem.  Self esteem that I have been lacking for so many years in my life.  Low self esteem lead me down a path that got me to where I am today.  Instead of being happy with a loving husband on my side.  I had two husbands who took advantage of me when it comes to support.  No woman with self respect will allow a man to use her. Now, I am going to stand up for myself.  If it sounds li
Fubar
So this is fubar kind of seems interesting. I am only on here bc my facebook was hacked and I needed something to do. Hope this keeps me entertained for a bit lol :). Might meet some interesting people
The Unlucky Cat
Schizophrenia Split mind / divided soul Disintegration, deteriorating mental faculties Disoriented A future without direction Moving blindly, I walk further into the increasing void The expanding depth of solitude, increasing resistance to ingestion I stand at the edge of the medicine cabinet, unraveling the labels Plastic cylinders containing pressed powder daydreams Beautifully dangerous pharmaceutical hallucination Walking images that overlap into my reality Only conscious in the corner of my eye Breathing only in the absence of actual vantage points The stale whispers talk, fighting for vocal dominance Remnants of past conversations She speaks in a violent clarity Her fragile words shatter with an echo A promise lingers in the air A proposed permanence of loyalty until death I run the tips of my fingers across my wrist The piercing thump of my pulse reminds me I’m among the living An irrational collection of empty skin suits Relying on glossy pages of se
New To Site
Hi Im Yvette and I am new to this site I could use friends andPlease dont be shy stop bye and say hi any suggestions on how to make this site fun for me..
Repeat Blog List
Yes...it's one of THOSE.  Things are getting a lil boring around here.   DO IT!  You know you wanna!  Cut-n-Paste and make your own blog with answers.  List 5 things you like about this place:   1) Friends,  2) mumms,  3) all the beautiful women that live in the Philippines,  4) funny blogs, 5) my Blue Bugatti. List 5 things you dislike about this place:   1) Following Helly and finding cock pics,  2) drama,  3) having salutes rejected,  4) Private NSFW folders,  4) typing a great comment only to find out I am blocked or don't have permission to post. List 5 blings you like (not necessarily a favorite):   1) The George bling,  2) my Chuck Taylors,  3) Exotice Dancer,  4) the Bad Ducky, 5)   The Erotic Grind I never got and still lust over. List 5 fun moments you had on Fubar:   1) The day I discovered I was Fumarried to MEL without consent.   2) My one and only happy hour Wicked got me for my birthday (it was fun, but never again!).  3) The first day (Halloween I believe) on Cherry
The Wedgie
Me ask a friend what wedgie be...  he do very good description so me share with all you :) Credit to Thickles for good imagination and resources xoxo To answer this question you have to be able to stand with your back to a tree, one foot comfortably perched beside the other's knee, a blade of grass between your lips and cock an eyebrow to look sophisticated...When your body begins to perspire, it tends to become tacky to such materials as cotton. With sliding motion creating a frictional force; compounded with the tacky material the force repositions the material and once the force's friction ceases due to a change of movement, the material remains in the new location which therefore becomes it's new starting point to repeat this cycle of events...Once this cycle has repeated many times you see, the material becomes well wedged between the crack of your ass and will remain there now only with the perspiration which increases the tackfulness of the cotton material. The final result
D/s Lifestyle
THEORY OF SUBMISSIVE SERVICE   The basic principle of submissive service can be summed up in one word: Attentiveness. Your behavior should reflect your attentiveness to the dominant's needs and desires at all times. Your role is to serve those needs and desires. Is your dominant about to light up a cigarette? Is your dominant's coffee cup empty or has the coffee grown cold? Does he or she need a chair to sit on? It is your job to ensure that the dominant's comforts are served by making any and all appropriate arrangements to make the dominant's life easy.Similarly, it is your joyful task to demonstrate, through your attitude and demeanor, that the dominant's needs come first. Your ability to devotedly serve your dominant is a standard by which others will judge you AND your dominant. Not only will your attentiveness please your dominant but it will impress those you meet both with your dominant's power and your submissiveness. In other words, you will be a submissive who a dominant
Just To Inspire U
Me: God, can I ask You a question?God: SureMe: Promise You won't get mad ......God: I promise ...Me: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today?God: What do u mean?Me: Well, I woke up lateGod: YesMe: My car took forever to startGod: OkayMe: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to waitGod: HuummmMe: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a callGod: All rightMe: And on top of it all off, when I got home ~I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one of My Angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through thatMe (humbled) OHGOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.Me: (ashamed)God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn'
Mafia War
This aint a test, fuck the rest.Time to set the record straight.Talking shit behind my back, let's hear you say it to my face?I've heard the words roll out your lips.You little trendy fuckin' bitch!The time has come to get you some, cause I just do not give a shit.Do you take me for a fool!?How's it feel to be a tool!?See to me you're just a cancer!Motherfucker!, War is the Answer!As of now the end begins, I want to laugh but there's no joke.To eat with the beast, and run with the wolves.On the Ashes you will choke.I know it's got to chap your ass, to think I just won't go away.Forget me not, I'm writing you off.I've got nothing more to say.Do you take me for a fool!?How's it feel to be a tool!?To me you're just a cancer!Motherfucker!, War is the Answer!(Get some!)You wanna disrespect me, you little fuckin' punk?Everything I've done to be who I am? As far as I've fuckin' come?I'll slap you so fuckin' hard, It'll feel like you kissed a freight train.Fuck you! I'd give anything just to c
Writtings About Me
02/10/2010 @ 07:02 pm So I finished college in the summer of 09.. Read to tackle the world right? Wrong.. Went right back to complacentcy.. lol Went back to my orginal positions at work to keep my name in the hat until I get what I want sorted out and ready. My future keeps looking up reguardless. I feel like I'm making a difference with every year I work with a student or with each wrestler I groom. I'll have to see what happens in the next few years.. 04/22/2011 @ 05:04 am It's a new year a turn over period one would suppose.. I'm a few weeks into my 26th year on this planet. Surviving the things I've gone through and suffering heartbreak and triumph along the way, I have realized that I have bounced back from alot more than I give myself credit for. Relationships come and go, friend or otherwise. Yeah it's tough at times not having someone or wanting to have someone who's just as busy as you are while running on a whole other schedule.. But it's those little moments like that whi
Misinterpreted Thoughts And False Memories
I live in a world of dreams, Finding things I need in places where it will never be. I bend this reality to suit my mentality, Blindly living these fantasies. I swear its a disease eating me from within   Tainted truths and Blessed lies Ignorance is bliss, But these feelings I can not dismiss In an artificial world the real are despised   Maybe one day I will wake and open my eyes Down this road once again I look back and you disappeared, Realizing my greatest of fears I love you, I hate you I want you....to go away I need you....Please just stay   Tears of my need for you, Disgust Whispers of your fears of us, Mistrust Sadly Ms., This is us   Time after time, Over and over Always looking back over my shoulder   Trying to catch a glimpse of what I missed Shadow of a ghost, You were never there Haunting my heart, I run in fear                 To be me, To be you To be we, Self lost entangled and wrapped. Self gone, Other became and remains. Drowning in
Dreams
There are certain dreams that I can remember after waking up.  Is this a curse or a blessing.  Either way, it feels strange to me. Earlier this morning I had a dream about my grandparents.  A dream about how my life could be different if my favorite grandparents raised me.  Would my life be a whole lot different if my grandparents were to raise me? My grandparents have been gone for a couple of years now.  It still hurts to this day knowing that they are gone.  Does it hurt cause I have let them down?  Or does it hurt knowing that I will never see them again?  I think it hurts in both aspects.  Knowing that I have let down my favorite grandparents by breaking a promise that I have made when I graduated from high school.  Knowing that I will never see their smiling faces, especially my grandfather.   Please tell me.... Does it hurt you when you lose a favorite person?  Or does it hurt when you dream about the love one that had to say good-bye? We have the ability to create life or t
Financial Freedom
My Christmas Wish List   1. To be home for Christmas for the 1st time in 5 years. 2. For all my friends and Family to enjoy this special day with their loved ones. 3. For all service members deployed to get a video chat with their families. 4. Love all of my friends you guys rock The very first step into becoming financial free from debt is to save $500.00 or $1000.00 emergency fund. When you squrriel away this money and a emergenncy arrives; you will have the money to take care of this small problem. Instead of using a credit card to get out of this emergency you will already have the funds available.  Saving money is 80% mental and 20% physical. The biggest obstacle that is on your way is yourself, first you must change the way of thinking. Look into the mirror and say I can so this. Once your fed up being in debt and tired of the harassment from the debt collectors start by taking the proper measures to financial freedom. Once you create a budget stick with it and find ways to
Obituary
posted on 10/09/2012 @ 11:10 am "An Obituary printed in the NEW YORK TIMES........... http://fubar.com/school-of-the-legends/b346394-1184113 "An Obituary printed in the NEW YORK TIMES........... Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend COMMON SENSE, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as:... ... - Knowing when to come in out of the rain; - Why the early bir...d gets the worm; - Life isn't always fair; - and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from s
Decisions
You ever have one of those days, weeks years when everything seems to either be paused in time or rushing at you like a freight train? Yeah that has been life lately except I never get one or the other. Ever have to make a fast decision that could impact not only your life for the future but also alter the way things were in the past? Yeah I know that too. I had to make a tough decision lately, stick to what I know and be comfortable. Or challenge myself in a great and vast unkown. Thing is all my bags were still in the comfort zone. Even knowing that the comfort zone might not be right and the unknown could be the absolute greatest thing since sliced bread. It came down to how well I could look at myself in the mirror when the dust settled at the end of the day. Imagine having everything you used to dream of go away immediately because you made a decision. Or having everything that you have dreamed of recently leave if you don't. What do you do, how do you know? Can you risk leavin
Innocenece
“Don't care what people sayJust follow your own wayDon't give up and use the chanceTo return to innocence.That's not the beginning of the endThat's the return to yourselfThe return to innocence.” “I know we're not saints or virgins or lunatics; we know all the lust and lavatory jokes, and most of the dirty people; we can catch buses and count our change and cross the roads and talk real sentences. But our innocence goes awfully deep, and our discreditable secret is that we don't know anything at all, and our horrid inner secret is that we don't care that we don't.” 
Women
Man can never be a woman’s equal in the spirit of selfless service with which nature has endowed her. “A lady's imagination is very rapid; it jumps from admiration to love, from love to matrimony in a moment.” “Women and cats will do as they please, and men and dogs should relax and get used to the idea.
The Dark Side
Weightless and falling, arms spread out wide. The pain and the guilt, that I cannot hide. Wind in my face, what do I hear? It is your voice that whispers, inside my ear. Now I am slowing, beginning to rest, I feel it upon me, your head on my chest. A touch on my cheek, I know that it's true, The lips of an Angel, I thought it was you. Stirred in my sleep, the darkness creeps in. Reminding myself of all of my sins. Fire and pain I know I deserve. If this is my destiny, life I would serve. Awaken me now, if you are still there. The touch of your lips, the brush of your hair. Awaken my soul, awaken my mind, Just breathe into me, so I may survive. Kevin "G" Why am I scorned, with a delicate soul? I soar with the Angels, but feared as Hell's born. I cannot bring death, though many believe, I'm only here, just trying to breathe.   You wish me to go, with puppets of hay. I don't understand, why I may not stay. So I'll fly to a place, where you cannot go.
Inspirational Poetry
DELIGHTING YOURSELF IN THE LORD   Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart, to live out his will for your life Taste and see that the Lord is good, blessed is the man who takes refuge in Him, he will be kept from strife Trust in the Lord, and do good; dwell in the land and feed on His faithfulness, and He will lead you in the way Commit your way to the Lord trust in Him and He will bring forth your righteousness as bright as the noonday.   Love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, mind, and strength, there is no greater way to delight in Him Love your neighbor as yourself, this is the way we show the world the treasure and light He has placed within Being filled with the Spirit, addressing one another in psalms and hymns, singing, making melody in your heart Rejoicing in the Lord always, being thankful to God for everything at all times praying each day from the start.   Living our lives in total surrender daily, obediently walkin
Shane Is My Name
Just Me
Asking For Your Respect!
Hello everyone, we would like to know your thoughts on whether Joe Kinetic and Celestino Lee should make a song together. Please feel free to leave me your comments so that these AWESOME ARTISTS can see your thoughts :-) I am asking all men and women to please respect that I have met someone that I am very interested in getting to know a lot more, and seeing where it goes. I will be friends with you, however, I will not flirt nor will I talk sex with you. If you come to me with any kind of sex chat. I will simply delete you without a second thought. I will not say who it is for he know who he is but I will say this. Even though I may not be considered his girlfriend, his baby or anything of that nature yet, to me, I am taken, and not interested in anyone else. I found who I am looking for so please respect my wishes, and respect whatever our relationship may be. Thank you. LeAnn
To All
 i think fubar should lower the level to move up and it not fair to any of us to do all of what they want
Poems
  I am trapped in this room someone please open the door. I am laying naked on the floor someone please give me some clothes. I am crying in the outside someone please wipe my tears away. I am feeling a pain in the inside someone please ease the pain.   Is there anyone out there who can help me? Is there anyone out there who cares?  There is no one out there to help me? There is no one out there who cares?   I will always be trapped. I will always be naked I will always be crying in the outside. I will always feel the pain in the inside. I have swung on the star of loneliness I have seen the blackness of my soul I have tasted the bitterness of despair I have been in a place of total emptiness Now I am trapped in a jail cell of desolation   Help me, someone please If I could get one kiss from your lips before I leave this earth I will know
Think With Your Heart
You need to be careful,  when you think with your heart, When you let someone in, they could tear it apart. Many people wear a mask, tell you what you want to hear, They never really open up, they just want to draw you near. Thinking with your heart, causes your soul to follow, Sometimes falling in love, is more feeling than you can swallow. You have to take, the good with the bad. Thinking with your heart, can sometimes leave you sad. I think with my heart, and then with my mind. All I know is. I want someone loving and kind. When I think with my heart, my senses become bright. My kisses are much sweeter, when I hold on tight.
Empty Relationship
We love each other,  that we both know. Really our lives,  are just an empty show. Separate lives,  we both lead, Both of us having,  unfulfilled need. We rarely talk, it’s the same today as it will be tomorrow. Our empty relationship, is just cold and hollow. I look at you, across the room. And I’m filled with nothing but, misery and gloom. What happened to the love, we both knew so well? How did we end up,  with this cold empty shell? Could we live without each other, shall we take the trip? Do you think we’d even miss,  this empty relationship? We are not even together, we are both alone. Somehow love needs to find its way back, into this broken home. Better sooner than not, is what I say. I am thinking, we’ll start today. You don’t even know, I am writing this out. Even typing it, leaves me with doubts. But I would rather fail, then simply not try. Please just glance my way, before I start to cry. If you turn my
Once Called A Friend
A room full of two, walls painted blue. Blindly, staring through one another. Unknowing the two of them, used to be lovers. Silence smothering, their tired hearts. A home once filled with warmth and compassion,  tragically torn apart. Two souls, empty in the end. Numb to the other, they once called their friend.
My Heart
I want my nature in you right now Watching as it slowly raises to the occasion In the process playing with yourself From my excitement You miss my tongue and the way it vibrates I want to take my tongue on a tour In your valley’s flow While you guide my head in the direction ashore Where your body shines for my attention Then I come up and slide in. Slowly stroking your deep tissues Moans in my ear, whispers of how much I miss you To tease I pull back you can’t fight the urge To finger yourself deep Wishing it was me back deep inside Then you feel my warm dick entering in slowly Wanting me to grind on top of you While kissing you deeply Gripping your ass and you squeeze my dick While holding on ready for this ride Nothing else matters right at this moment As thought of me consume your inside You asked for every inch, I give you every inch I glide all of me in then grind your tissues end Then slowly pulling back as you squeeze And I jam back in you fulfilling your inner ne
Run To Me!
Run to me my love, as soon as you can. May you drink from my love, never thirst again.  For my Love for you runs wild, like a river, Crashing over the rocks in life, smoothing them over. So that you may live peacefully, the promise of a better day is at hand. Run to me my love, as soon as you can! For I hold the deed, to your promised land. A place where we can walk, hand and hand.
Gods Disciple
An old man once said,"There comes a time in your life, when you walk away from all the drama and people who create it. You surround yourself with people who make you laugh. Forget the bad, and focus on the good. Love the people who treat you right, pray for the ones who don't. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Falling down is a part of life, getting back up is living."õ¿õ Did you know the people that are the strongest are usually the most sensitive? Did you know the people who exhibit the most kindness are the first to get mistreated? Did you know the one who takes care of others all the time are usually the ones who need it the most? Did you know the 3 hardest things to say are I love you, I'm sorry, and Help me. Sometimes just because a person looks happy, you have to look past their smile and see how much pain they may be in. I copied this from a friends wall because I thought it was powerfully true. We all need to pay more attention to those around us."We all need positiv
Coding Stuff
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Short Story...
http://www.booksie.com/fantasy/novel/kala111/the-children-of-justice-&-duty/chapter/1   This is the link to the first three chapters of my book. Still a work in progress but the story is there to be followed. Hope you enjoy and please let me know what you think. 
The Adultress Clothes Trail
I feel a presence, though nothing is shown. I can feel your eyes, sinking into my bones. I know you're here, make yourself seen. I will search until I find you, you might as well come clean. You see I have known about you, all along. This is why, I chose to come home. Early from work, to catch you in the act. You have been discovered, it's time to face the facts. Time to face me, accept what you've done. You may have had him, but you have not won. You see, from you Mistress, he only wants one thing. He has given me, a lifetime of dreams. And now that you have tainted them, turned them grey. I only have a few things left, to say. Since you chose to be brave, and lay upon my bed. Don't leave without him this time, take him home with you instead. I can feel your stare upon me, as I speak. Your cowardice speaks loudly, your words are weak. Remember these last words, I'm going to say. My love is stronger, than you could ever be. He will grow to hate y
His Will Was Law
  His will was law, she had to abide. He told her how to dress, changing everything about her is what he tried. Even the food she ate, even how to chew. She couldn’t smile without permission, To her, her life was through. No matter what she did, It just wasn’t good enough. She tried as hard as she could, but his standards were too tough. His freakish attempts to exert control, were meant to keep her within his 'loving' grasp. All he managed to do was destroy her spirit, until she managed to free herself at last.
My Best Friend's Home
A dear friend of mine, just moved into this old house. I stopped by after work, to have a look around. I began to hear voices, as I was venturing through. My friend asked me. "What's wrong with you?" I didn't have an answer, for I didn't know myself. I didn't quite understand what was happening, couldn't explain how I felt. Although no one was there, but she and I. I could feel the presence, of someone else inside. The history behind the house, remained unknown. I began searching for answers, but none were shown. It was as if the house, did not exist. But yet it was there. Why is this? I thought, and began to ask around. Somethings are better left, un-found. A brother and sister, had died there years ago. And an eight year old little girl, while riding her horse in front of the house in the snow. My friend began to hear footsteps, coming from upstairs. Things were being rearranged, while she wasn't there. She began to record them, and we'd listen to
Convince Yourself!!
Think back little girl, to a happier time. Remember his face, the voice in your mind. The words he said, never sounded so sweet. Your time together, the place you’d meet. That was a time, no one can take away. Allow his love, to guide your way. Something this pure, real and strong. Couldn’t possibly be a bad thing, you did nothing wrong. Remind yourself of this, each time a tear drop falls. When you’re broken inside, when your back’s against the wall. Tell yourself he loves you, that he didn’t use you back then. That you meant more than just one thing, to him. Try not to dwell on the fact, that he strung you along. That he left you weak, when you were once strong. That you can’t cope, after you gave him so much. Knowing all he ever wanted, was your soft tender touch. The feel of your body, clinging to his. In a hot sweaty mess, passion’s kiss. As long as the two of you, were skin upon skin. Then he wanted y
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Diary Of An Insane Army Wife
Dear Wife,  I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband, Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s true you
The Friends I Made
TODAY IS LIKE THE FIRST DAY OF NEW LIFE ENJOY EVERY MINUTE AND DO NONT TAKE ANYTHING OR ANYONE FOR GRANTED.CHERISH ALL THE FRIENDS YOU MAKE THROUGHOUT YOUR LIFE CAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU WILL NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON OR A FRIEND TO POUR YOUR HEART OUT TO.I AM TRULY BLESSED TO HAVE FRIENDS LIKE THE ONES I HAVE MADE ON HERE AND THE ONES TO COME.YOU HAVE MADE MY WORLD A BETTER PLACE TO BE IN AND IM VERY GRATEFUL FOR YOU LOVE YOU SUPPORT AND ALL THE HELP YOU HAVE GIVEN ME. I HOPE ALL OF YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY AND PLEASE DONT EVER TAKE FRIENDS FOR GRANTED  CAUSE THEY ARE HERE TO HELP YOU AND ME .THANKS MY FRIENDS FOR MAKING MY DAYS BRIGHTER AND IF ANYONE NEEDS HELP JUST ASK ILL DO MY BEST TO HELP YOU IN ANY WAY I CAN HUGS AND ENJOY THIS BEAUTIFUL DAY THAT GOD HAS MADE FOR US.
Chiropractor
So I went to the chiropractor today.  Nothing really big happening. The only thing he said is that he wants me to continue doing my exercises. He also told me he's ordering me a TENS unit. I can NOT wait for that. It feels amazing!!   Also, I didn't take my first pill for pain until it was about 7pm. I'm excited. I was walking really stupid though, lol. I have had major issues with my hip/pelvis for about 2 months now. I went to the hospital and after four questions, the doctor said it was my Sciatic Nerve. I waited a few weeks and after there was NO change I went to another place. Again, they said it was my Sciatic Nerve. At that point, I was given a few sheets with exercises to do (which I couldn't because it hurt too bad) and some pain meds. Those didn't really help. They made me sleepy, but I still couldn't walk because the pain was so bad. FINALLY I take my stubborn ass to a Chiropractor. He's a little upset that neither place took an xray. He said they should have to at least
Life: The Ultimate Sin
Has bicycle cops I just fund out... Time to move on down the road...
Vip's,unlimited Bonus's, And Bonus Resets
Just a lil FYI.... This is for those of you that have VIP status.... on days that we have UNLIMITED 11's you will be using YOUR 11's after midnight. The bonus actually changes at midnight (as per the support lounge) but we do not see the change until early afternoon the following day here on Fu. So in all actuallity we have less than 12 hours on the unlimited 11 bonus. You will be able to rate 11's until the reset but you are taking the chance of winding up will 0 11's after the reset.
Public Stuff
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A Little Too Long
Pushing forward, then pulling back. Actually losing, this constant attack. Too much will power, can cost you so much. Always at war, fearing their touch. To give in you feel, as if you lose control. But to surrender would be gaining, more than you'll ever know. Because you just assume, that tomorrow is sure to come. But it's a gift, a promise to no one. You put it off, them off as well. While fighting a battle within yourself, both going through Hell. Who wins? Is the question I ask. You are both suffering, this impossible task. She reaches out, all the damn time. You do for a moment, then change your mind. Confess your love, then take it away. Knowing she's right there, the very next day. But what if she's not, one day she's gone. All because you held back, a little too long.
My Thoughts
Shushwholesale
If you are looking forward for an effective idea with which you can jazz up the collection of your wardrobe, nothing can be better than going through the online range of the wholesale clothing. Well the market of wholesale product dealers is flourishing well with the awesome designed and trendy patterned rompers, jump suits, nighties, t shirts and tunics. All you need to do is selecting the lot of interest and get the product in bulk at far lower price. Apart from rocking up your summer or winter collection in this way, the retail clothing business can also be given up a speed by ordering the purchase of bulk supply of the cheap wholesale clothes. Ultimate stitching with catchy designs   In the modern generation, the community of college going teenagers and young professionals is often found to have an extensive interest in the purchasing of the wholesale dresses. The main reason to work behind their interest for wholesale dealing of the designer clothes is that they can get trendy dre
Somethings Of Something
Above the sea, The bright moon is born; From the candle it lights up the whole lenght of heaven. Passionately, I mourned your absence through out the night. All night long, my love thoughts arise; I put up the candles for a compassion to the light of the moon, I put out my cloak, because the dew is heavy. As I am sorry, I cannot fill my hands with moonlight and give it to you. To back in bed, and dream of meeting you again.     ***I don't know what's with me, but it's always in my head. It's a Tang Dynasty poem written by Chang Chu Ling. When I was nine, I've read it over on the back of a magazine cover (Reader's Digest to be exact) of China Air Lines and since then it stucked up in my head.             ako ay nagbalik at muli kang nasilayan hindi na ko muli pa lilisan...          i hope i wrote it good 'coz this is from a very nice song :)
A Little Too Far
    That night, was one of my worst. It was like a horror flick, rehearsed. The script was short, but the memories are lifelong. Like a ballad of the, most depressing song. You were so full of rage, and things got intense. Our life became a novel, of survival and suspense. I cry myself to sleep, every single night. Remembering the war, the fight. The way you controlled, then killed that little girl. And gave birth to the new me, in this cruel and pathetic world. You stole my youth, and tainted my life. You were never a man, just someone with a knife. I remember it all, while looking up at the stars. Wishing you had never taken things, just a little too far.
A Million More
The moon had a distinct aura that night. The sea made a whistling noise she wasn’t trying to fight. With lazy naked feet, she walked through the wet sand. Wishing to be deep within the water, surrounded by no land. Deeply, she went into the sea. Still wondering if it was this life, she wanted to flee. Then as a saving grace, he arrived with the tide. A majestic cologne, having its joy ride. The sea turned to gold, with a single touch. Then he smiled, and her heart began to clutch. The sea itself was mesmerized, by this beautiful man in gleams. Leaving her wondering, if she was still in her dreams. Surrounded by the sea there he was, moon light shining upon his golden hair. With such a beautiful face, tranquility so rare. Who are you? Gathering the courage she finally asked. He smiled in his beauty, the nature basked. He said I was sent to serve you. What do you wish of me? I shall grant you one wish, and then I go free. With his single wish, he
Tommy
The Best Seat In The House
I have the best seat in the house, a perfect view of the human race. I see smiles, tears, both humility and disgrace. Looking around, I can see perfectly. The good, the bad, and the ugly. Firsthand I hear, the bartender’s advice. Some is uplifting, while most isn’t so wise. I see painful disappointment, etched on faces. I hear war stories of survival, people and places. Of failed times, and broken expectations. I take a seat somewhere else, avoiding the miscommunications. There’s a couple intertwined, on the dance floor. The alcoholic begging for drinks, because he is poor. Then a fight erupts, while two play pool. Thrown out by the bouncer, like a couple of fools. Trying to settle stupidity, with violence and misrules. I watch a humiliating man’s, mating call. With a pretty woman, trying to stall. I wonder if I intervened, if his plan would stonewall. Across the room, a woman stares and sways. Up to some poor guy, who has
An Outsider's View
From a barstool I watched, the dreams of men die. As they realized that, freedom of reality was nothing but a lie. I've seen tears of sorrow, and happiness too. I watched the years go by, from an outsider's view. I've tasted good food, and drank with the best. I've witnessed the hope, among those that failed the test. I saw the stars of the past, lose their shine, I have witnessed others thrown away, from the daily grind. Of my own fate, and why I'm at this place. I'll never know, since I don't recognize my face. The years have placed me, here at this stop. After my failure, to reach the top. I don't even remember, my own damn name. Since I became a pawn, in a malicious game. All I know, is that my true home is here. Among so many others, with the same sorrow and fear. Perhaps one day, I'll try to stop playing the fool. But until that day comes, I'll be here on my barstool.
What Makes A Great Poet?
I was asked to write several articles by a client of mine based on my objective..what it takes to make a great poet....and this is just one of the articles I came up with..   What makes a great poet? Although, that is a very intriguing question, there realistically isn’t an answer. That would be like asking an artist, what enabled them with this magnificent talent. For, that is what poetry is, a form of artistry. Poetry is a visual beauty, without the picture. Successful poets have the ability to portray that beauty through simply their words alone. Great poets see the world through a different set of eyes. For example, when an ordinary person looks at the sunset, all they may see is the sunset. However, when a truly versatile poet looks at that very same sunset. They do not see the sunset at all. What they see is more radiant than any sunset can portray. A great poet's life comes in channels, just like your television set. Imagine yourself sitting in front of the television
Sealed Fate
Incredibly strong yet so silent,   he quietly appears.   Drinking in his surroundings,   listening with hidden tears.   The weight on his shoulders,   a love lost or two.   Such an intelligent thinker,   attentive and true.   Yet, he retreats from within,   time slowly ticks by.   Missed opportunities to share,   he dwells on the 'WHY?"   Life will go on without him,   it's true.   Maybe he can love her again,   her heart bleeds blue.   For someone so smart,   happiness lies outside his door.   Will he turn the knob? Unlock the love?   She's been so desperately yearning for?   Incredibly strong yet so silent,   he deliberately waits.   The door's knob never turned,   love's gone, sealed fate
Outside Of Himself
A young musician, living the dream. Writing and playing, the words that he sings. He seen and done things, most can't comprehend. Like the house he shared, with a few of his friends. They split the rent, in this new home. Little did they know, they weren't in there alone. Something else, was inside that house. It didn't like them being there, it wanted them out! One of his friends had two small children, their room was down stairs. And that's where it would go, to visit them there. The children could see it, while everyone else could not. Just kids making up stories, is all that they thought. Until one day, the young musician came home. He went upstairs to his room, and the truth was shown. As he lyed across his bed, and attempted to rest. He felt something powerful, upon his chest. Pressure so intense, he could barely breathe. He was being held down by a force, that he couldn't even see. He began to panic, not being able to move. Then he broke fre
Exhaustion Kicks In
Exhaustion kicks in, too tired to sleep. I no longer have the strength, or the energy to weep. YOU said to think of a color, inside my head. Focus on it, and I see blood red. The color of the tears, I can no longer cry. And all because of, a pack of lies. The one's I tell myself, all the damn time. The one's painfully etched, inside my mind. While deep down inside, I always know better. I am lying right now, writing this love letter. I write these words, telling myself something else. About the way he feels, the emotions he felt. He feels the same way, I KNOW he does. But really it's like, feeling texture through a thick pair of gloves. I cry myself to sleep, while lying alone in my bed. Desperately clinging, to every word that he said. I am 100% his, and there is nothing I can do. Now matter how pathetic it sounds, it's true. I think of my life before, how helpless I felt. Then he pops up, and I melt. I can be angry, torn down and broken. One
Costumes Ladies Wear For Men.
It's Halloween season and costumes are being designed and purchased.  So ladies, if you could only wear one costume that would make you stand out and get your guys or a bunch of guys attention, what would it be.  Consider that you must be able to wear it in a lounge in the general public or a private club.  Not just bedroom wear.  Please post your idea and if needed a discription or link if yours is unusual or special in any way.  
Sexy Guy Costumes
So guys.  WE're going out to a bar or lounge for Halloween.  It's costume night and we know there will b e a lot of ladies there.  What costume would you wear to make you stand out from the other guys?  For me, it combat soldier.  Boots.  Camo Trousers.  Shreadded camo shirt.  Sleeveless.  Short hair cut.
Stop Domestic Violence By Letting Go!
When I met him he was so beautiful. He was sitting there on my front porch as if a gift from God. He was married but going through a devorce. He didn't wamt anything to do with me. He wanted to be free. At first we were just friends. I flirted with him a lot. Eventually I madr hi realized that he loved me. He was a young man age 27. I was 22. I was in nursing school and had a daughter out of wedlock. He had a drug problem but i believed in him.       He moved into my small appartement right away. There I was supporting myself, my daughter and him while goning to nursing school. It didn"t take long and I was pregnant. Only months into the relationship. He took great joy in making me jelouse. He flirted with women right in front of me. I weighed 279 lbs. I was a biggin! I was very insecure. I kicked him out ojne night after he went to a bar! I insisted I would not be disrespected like that. Little did I know I would be. When he came home he began to kick the door. I didn't know what to
I'm Shrinking
Its arms curl around me, once more. Dark arms, that I cannot ignore. I'm shrinking. Black tentacles, pull my body in. All at once, I hear the word THIN. But its never thin enough, on the outside I show a smiling face. But inside I am tormented, in this dark and dangerous place. Never good enough, as everyone else takes a piece of cake. Starving, while knowing eating it, would be a mistake. I know that those 500 calories, are not for me. That's what my entire day's intake, is supposed to be. I sit and watch, as life passes me by. To protect this image, I must lie. I'm shrinking. My days are measured, one by one. How many calories will I eat, before the day is done? What is my limit, for the day? Let's hope I'm under, that way. The weight falls off, so easily. Every pound that falls off, so does a little more of me. The hole I'm digging myself, is just too deep. The climb out of here, will be steep. Still shrinking, but trying to grow. I ate mo
All I Have !
I don't have a lot of money,Or material things to give to you.But the one thing I have to give is me.I would be there through the ups an downs,if you will open up and let me in.I can love you through the good and bad times you face,If only you would stop being scared,To let love touch your heart again.With me all I can offer you is happiness,That's all I have to give..
Make You Feel My Love
When the rain is blowing in your face And the whole world is on your case I would offer you a warm embrace To make you feel my love When the evening shadows and the stars appear And there is no one to dry your tears I could hold you for a million years To make you feel my love I know you haven't made your mind up yet But I would never do you wrong I've known it from the moment that we met No doubt in my mind where you belong I'd go hungry, I'd go blind for you I'd go crawling down the aisle for you There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do To make you feel my love The storms are raging on a rolling sea Down the highway of regret The winds of change are blowing wild and free But you ain't seen nothing like me yet There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do Go to the ends of the earth for you Make you happy, make your dreams come true To make you feel my love
Tht Hot Spot
LOOKIN 2 CHILL AND HAVE FUN ANYONE UP TO IT LOL JUST ON MY MUSIC TIP  I HOPE EVERYONE LIKE THE VIDS I PLACE UP  HOLLA BACK IF U LIKE   IM A MUSIC MAN WHERES MY FANS  
Not For One Goddamn Minute!!!
 Do you REALLY think,I can't let go?I've lost more in my lifetime,than most will ever know.I have fought every step,of the FUCKING way!!!And I am standing tall,VERY PROUD of who I am today!KNOWING that my parents,would rather WATCH ME FUCKING DIE.Than show me the love and affection,I yearned for inside.I was that SICK ASS families play toy,and each had a turn!Feeling the heat from the inside out,a fire that CONSTANTLY burned!Running for my life,thinking my cousin was dead.I ran for NOTHING!Choking on my very own bloodshed!! Hearing my own body,attacking itself!While starving to death,through all the pain that I felt!Having the only person I trusted,almost cost me my life!Staring back at my mother,through blood soaked eyes! Then watching as my grandmother,forgot a little at a time.Trying to hold on to what was left,of her mind.Not knowing the man I loved,most of all.Was sick,he was already gone when I got the call.Going to pay my respects,to the best man that ever lived!KNOWING he alw
How To Stop Loving Someone Who Doesn't Love You Back
#9 is something I test out on you guys a lot. So far you all failed that one.   1. He tells you. I know – Talk about stating the obvious but, have you any idea how many women are actually told by a guy that they just want to have ‘fun’ and aren’t looking for a relationship? When a man says this, instead of rationalising and hoping that he will change his mind after the event, don’t and move on. 2. He is sexual towards you. When you’re out on a date, be wary of guy who turns the conversation down the sexual route too quickly. This is over familiarity yet this often gets ignored and mistaken for a strong attraction and connection – That ‘He just can’t help himself because he’s so into me’ syndrome. He’s not into you, he’s into the idea of shagging you. If he is making a lot of sexual innuendo’s, steering the conversation onto sex, staring meaningfully at your breasts and crotch, it is likely that he ha
Numbered Ghost Bling Accounts
Just needed to change the name on my profile page. I heard nobody comments on blogs hardly. Oh, Well. Happy 2013 FuLand....YEE HAW(Y)(Y)(Y) WHAT IS A NUMBERED  GHOST BLING ACCOUNT YOU MIGHT ASK?  It is an account with a number as the name because the owner of the account has been locked out of settings by fubar due to questionable impropriety.  The ghost bling account has the following properties: 1.  No ability to change or access SETTINGS.  Therefore, the ower can not delete the account.  2. No ability to rate, like or comment. 3. Receives chats but can not send chats. 4. Ability to fan and add friends and manage family. 5. Abiltiy to activate bling and move bling but when polishing bling, only receives one point per polish.  The owner of the polished bling receives 3 points.  This is why I refer to it as a ghosted bling account. LOL I need some input. Should I list the ppl that have stiffed me?  Given me absolutely nothing or nearly nothing for up to 24 ponies to polish.  Pleas
Inspiring Thoughts / Quotes
A message i woke up to this Christmas morning from a friend of mine thats known me for years who is an absoloute sweetheart -   May today bring you Love, Joy, And many Happy returns my BFF, Happy Holidays to you and your Family. Been cooking since 3am so I'll be in and out Have a great day! I never said I hated you. I just said that if you were on fire, I might considerroasting marshmallows....Big difference ツ Just cause you don't understand what's going ondon't mean it don't make no sense,And just cause you don't like it,don't mean it ain't no good,And let me tell you something,Before you go taking a walk in my worldyou better take a look at the real worldCause this ain't no Mister Roger's Neighborhood!Can you say "feel like shit?"Yea maybe sometimes I do feel like shitI ain't happy 'bout it, but I'd rather feel like shit than be full of shit!And if I offended you, oh I'm sorryBut maybe you need to be offendedBut here's my apology and one more thing...fuck you!Cause you can't
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Robert Chrisley | ÄRÇ ÄÑGΣL ÇRØWΣ  "My Soul Asylum's Benediction Part I & II" The Book of Shadows (Devistating Se7en Chapter Rock Opera Event) Empire Europe/Erynn Song/Chrisley Music 1998   .......I'm weening my way I'm weening my way back to me Sorry, I can't stay The beast inside screams for release My dreams are all connected to collective Affirmations of the pathelogically injected And I need to be freed   I'm sowing the seeds I'm sowing the seeds for ascention to the next The tree of knowledge becomes the darkness I am the grievance of inner peace of inner piece Torn, twisted like a luciferian wretch   Come and break in to save my Soul I cry from the bars I see in front of me I travel down to the center of the Earth to the Peoples of the Past Whom cannot receive me And my body was made weak   I cry for Scarlett Rose While I feed my lust of Faust with Mephistopheles I'm pushing my limits I'm pushing my limits for the keys That will unlock th
Erotic Poetry
Angel in Laceand the Lion The winetingles as giddy laughter erupts from the voice echoing across the room insilence. Candlelight flickering in paces with the fireplace flames as the beastacross the room leaves her thoughts in suspense; the intrigue of the desiresbuilding, as questions arise, the roar of a cat about to pounce and the silenceof a hunter. She folds her wings, to hide her low cut neck from the ravenouscat, mindful of her own longing hunger. Fur so soft and a purr that vibratesthe moist area down below, beckons the angels courage as the deviance of thethought made her shudder. The cat, stroked with a tongue of words, caressingher body, with passion, that gives her the urge to discover. An angel of lacekisses so heavenly, the biting lips of the beast devour the sweetness, of eachgentle motion he becks. Softly the arms of the monster, caressing her, gently,he carries her deeper, subsiding in the musical arching of eyebrows, exposingthe body in lace with wings out stretched
Erotic Poetry
Her eyes burn, passion, as crisp as the autumn breeze, imprisons her desire. Leaves blowing briskly past beckoning escape into the smoky fire. Scraping sounds of metal on dirt, force images of nails raking down a spine. A daylight dream of passion past, rustling memories of naked bodies intertwined. The gleam of a smile encouraged her; fate has not passed her by, a smoky scent of reminiscence. Muscles moving beneath his shirt, stir her guilty thoughts with his essence. Flames roar with new additions, billowing high into the sky like an offering to the goddess. Trembling inside, she explodes with need as moisture invades, her panties a mess.
The Story Of Damian, A History Lesson
 Things were quiet for a while after the baseball era for Damian until he was 14. By now he'd been through 9 grades and 7 different schools so making friends was still tough but never stopped trying. Now this socially awkward new kid had to set on the newest challenge High School. In yet another new neighborhood he asked some of the other kids if they'd known each other long and how many schools they'd gone to, but came to realize opening his mouth just got more ridicule than he'd have had if he'd just blended int othe woodwork. He wanted to fit in or be accepted or standout in a crowd and make people WANT to be his friend for some hting he could do. Tryed every sport , club , after school activity he could muster the courage to try, but the only thing he was good at was running. Couldnt shoot a basket to save his life, basesball  was still awkward for him, although he could throw ya out at the plate from left center without using the shortstop his batting sucked hard. Football was new
Staten Islan Story
A story that needs to be told Staten Island; A borough that is usually synonymous with terms such as, “the forgotten borough,” “Staten Italy,” and a whole bunch of other catch phrases and mostly derogatory names that I won‘t list here. I’ll be honest, I had an extremely low opinion of Staten Island and its’ inhabitants, and I was born and raised here. Hearing people say that they hoped the island sinks with everyone on it, was not uncommon. I’ve said it myself a couple of times, knowing that if it did sink, I’d be on it. That’s how little I thought of S.I. Then Sandy happened. I am ignorant. I will flat out say I never thought in my entire life the devastation that Sandy caused would ever happen here. When I heard Sandy was coming I really didn’t take it seriously. I downplayed it. I think it’s safe to say that a good portion of Staten Island did not believe Sandy was going to be a big deal. Irene left us unscathed
The Bronze Age Of Disgust
The graveVerse 1Click click boom went the shots to my headNo time to rethink what i did, what i saidAnd before the blink of an eyei'm floating above in a sunlit skywatching them lower my body in the groundi fell a thousand feet with a horrible soundknelling before the devil's dark throneknowning i was very far from aloneChorus repeated twiceWelcome to the end, welcome to the gravethis is where you'll be my slavewelcome to the pit, welcome to hellthis is how it was when the angels fellverse 2he spoke to me in a menacing voiceas he told me hell was my only choicei stood up to him in pure defiancecalling out to god for a final chancethere is no hope for that foolish boyhe said to me with a tone that was coyyou lived your life in the darkest waythey told you before that sinners will paychorus twiceverse 3wait a fuckin minute this can not bedid enough good for the world to seeyes you can talk, but you can not fightyes you can run, but you can not hidethey are all around yes all the timefor
My Fav Quotes
I may dissect each little thing and put myself out there so much but at least that means that I still care. Oh! You've think you won because women are expendable to you. You may not get hurt or make an ass of yourself that way but you don't fall in love that way either. You have not won. You're alone. I may do a lot of stupid shit but I'm still a lot closer to love than you are.Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's y
Election 2012
Obama to cut medical benefits for active, retired military, not union workers Obama administration seeks to dramatically cut health benefits for active duty, retired military while not touching union worker's benefits. Credits:  In an effort to cut defense spending, the Obama Administration plans to cut health benefits for active duty and retired military personnel and their families while not touching the benefits enjoyed by unionized civilian defense workers. The move, congressional aides suggested, is to force those individuals into Obamacare, Bill Gertz reported at the Washington Beacon. Gertz added: The proposed increases in health care payments by service members, which must be approved by Congress, are part of the Pentagon’s $487 billion cut in spending. It seeks to save $1.8 billion from the Tricare medical system in the fiscal 2013 budget, and $12.9 billion by 2017. Not everybody is happy with the plan, however. Militar
Erotica
Its my first bit of erotica that I wrote for a dating site. Got a 5 star rating, so I figure I'd share it here:   Lay you down and caress your breasts and your sides as we explore each others mouths with our tongues. Then as my fingers trace down past your belly my lips trace their way to your breasts where I lightly suck and nibble your nipples for a while and softly stroke that velvety clit. As I play with your breasts and button, I slowly insert my fingers to feel your wet pussy. Then I smear that juice across my lips, spread it on your nipples with my mouth, and kiss you deeply so you can taste your own sex. Now I plant light kisses all the way down your front till my face reaches that hot patch and I lightly kiss your OTHER lips. The kisses become deeper and my tongue finds your clit as my hands reach up to pinch both nipples hard. I suck on it like a little penis, I drive my tongue into your hole, run it along the sides of your pussy, french kiss your snatch like I
Election Day
The Nature of a Democracy: A democracy is always temporary in nature; it simply cannot exist as a permanent form of government. A democracy will continue to exist up until the time that voters discover that they can vote themselves generous gifts from the public treasury. From that moment on, the majority always votes for the candidates who promise the most benefits from the public treasury, with the result that every democracy will finally collapse due to loose fiscal policy, which is always followed by a dictatorship. The average age of the worlds greatest civilizations from the beginning of history, has been about 200 years. During those 200 years, these nations always progressed through the following sequence: From bondage to spiritual faith; From spiritual faith to great courage; From courage to liberty; From liberty to abundance; From abundance to complacency; From complacency to apathy; From apathy to dependence; From dependence back into bondage.
Real Life Just Got Real
Piss Off
So last night I was talking to my baby and uploading new pictures for him. After I uploaded, i was looking through them and reading old comments he had left me because I am a total dork and like re-reading what he had to say.    Before I met him, I wasn't so private. I had alot of my stuff public and didn't really care who was looking at it. I didn't think people were really looking at anything to be honest. I also thought differently. I didn't think that certain pictures were bad. I saw it as art mostly.. I liked the lighting in pictures, or the makeup.. whatever. My baby has taught me that not all people see it that way. So while I'm seeing something cool in a picture in a creative way.. some douche bag is undressing me with his/her eyes. o.O Not fucking kewl.  I had no idea there was a "block rips" option on pictures.. but even after knowing about that.. its not like it makes a difference. People can still save your pictures and upload them anyways. You can't win and Fubar doesn't
Fu-ing In Israel
I am offering my eight year old baseball blog: Blogging Baseball for sale. The blog features day-by-day accounts of the 6 year run of the Philadelphia Phillies who won a World Series, 2 National League Pennants and 5 Divisional championships during their All-Time franchise-best run between the 2006 and 2011 seasons.    Who can forget such moments as lefthander Cole Hamels' MVP awards in the 2008 NLCS and World Series, or Joe Blanton's "wild swing for the rafters" homer in the 2008 World Series? And Roy Halladay's perfect game in the 2010 regular season and his "No-no" against Cincinnati Reds in game 1 of the National League Dision Series?   Or Ryan Howard's run-up to 58 homers in the 2006 season?   Plus, this blog features great baseball moments, such as Harvey Haddix's extra-inning complete game nearly no-hit loss to the old Milwaukee Braves, Don Larsen's perfect game for the Yankees in the 1956 World Series, the Rick Wise-for-Steve Carlton trade and Lefty's Career, Johnny Callison'
Blogs?
ok, what is the purpose of a blog? (where did that word originate anyway)..if someone can tell me this then I will develope an interest in it, I'm gonna wait and see if anyone responds to this..hehehe
Lifez Lessonz
Lifes lessons are sometimes hard i had a very bad experience in a lounge last night where i thought i was at home.... and was in tears thats when i called a dear friend whom i had previously pulled away from and that friend had refused to go .. i was immidiately consoled and cried till i could not cry anymore the owner to the previous lounge the one i left came to my side in seconds and i was reminded how much he cared for his lil family the family i turned away from i learned a very valuable lesson ... those that love u never go and those that use u leave in seconds i would like to thank my lil family for never leaving my side even when i strayed from their side my deepest respect to DjK from The Original Bash Bros for loving us all as family and always being there for me i dont have the words to describe him just a knot in my throat as he has always been there for me and all his family his lounge is hands down the BEST lounge on fubar(h)    I also found out that true love does exis
Whispers
An Ingenious StrategyIt could be like getting what you wantSometimes it seams to be teaching you how to say no, or using correct fontsBest of all, helping you to turn a seemingly negative statement into a powerfully, positive, dynamic strategyThis comes from truly wants, in being happy In the world is everything from decorating a cake to a phone callLearning is the host to knowing knowledge that leads into wisdom in having a ballBut to beg the differ, wisdom is a thing that turns into something that you teach othersThat is when two might become quaint in being lovers Professional teaching is introducing personal recollections and collections of memories in memoir feeling from aboveImagination in inspiring a guide to creating and sharing instructions in enchantment in passion that leads to love Within life’s walls you are sent a woman’s love which ultimately is at all But I beg to differ. When you find love, it is supposed to be the best feeling in the whole wide world
George's Dvd Movies
Product Description This Kurt Adler 14-1/2-Inch 10-light ivory angel treetop is a beautiful, classic way to accent your Christmas tree. Dressed in a long, ivory dress adorned with trimming and lace detailing, this angel has white feathery wings, brown hair, and, for indoor use only, lights up. To see more of these just click here Thank you all George St.Germain   Georges Holiday Shopping Store - Christmas Trees & Wreaths andmuch more to came one come all see it for yourself hope you all like itjust click on the link belowhttp://astore.amazon.com/georgesholidaystore-20Thank you George St.Germain I have movies like Thor is Marvel's best superhero movie yet. It is even better than the first Iron Man and The Incredible Hulk films. It is also the most visually stunning of any Marvel film, with gorgeous fantasy settings, great costumes, and spectacular special effects. and much more to see what i have just click on the link below to see all the movies i have today at:h
Breakin Up!
Pre Halloween U ain’t on my level yet, Disgruntled disheveled It’s a long slow learning process Excitement & Anticipation, CoInciding with the fickle nature of life being what U make it. Take it one day at a millimeter @ a time One small step 4 lil’Reid one giant leap 4 mankind! This is the dreamy language taken from when U sleep with open eyes. All in as a mirage, One day Ur Here the next Ur gone, We don’t know what we have until  it’s sorely missed & torridly dismissed. Peep My Meta*Morphasis , I’d Be Meta World Peace when I get my ring- Thanking my Psychologist. Either way with money or God I prophet, Done passed through the eye of the needle, meaning I’m rich bitch. So how do U top a fantasy & a dream sequence when U receive everything & more than U ever wished 4? U can’t U don’t U won’t So hopped back into a committed relationship & propped marriage & 4 all my troubles …what did Iget? My toil,
My Blogs
I met two friends in high school. They asked me if I wanted to hang out, I figured that'd be really cool & that I should give their friendship a try because I was bullied for ten years because of my hearing loss and I was excited to finally get out with some friends...I struggled between making friends with hearing because they wouldnt understand how to deal with a deaf person, and then when i was in the deaf school they were the hereditary kind of deaf that the teachers and the students wouldnt' want a person with hearing aids to speak and sign they'd try to force me to just sign and not speak. Why would I do that when my hearings bad to the point that I'm supposed to be completely mute and I have the gift to speak clearly to a certain point, maybe a few letters I can't pronounce well so I have like a deaf brooklyn accent, I'm fine with that. But the friends were both brother and sister.I met their parents, the father was very nice,reminded me of my father very warm hearted and reall
Sexy Legs Contest - My Perspective
I am writing soley out of respect for the wonderful ladies that participated in my legs contest, and those that voted and were supportive of this huge contest.   I expect to get all types of comments, as this type thing is a feeding frenzy for haters and those that love to spawn controversy.  Take your best shots, I am laying it out on a silver platter for you. Before I share my experince and other details you may care less about, let me clear up one thing that hurts me and concerns me, (at the sound of cocking guns and arrows being drawn).  The fact that I would stage a self-funded free contest and literraly use over 150 members (now many being good friends) in broad daylight is absolutely absurd...but believe what you want, I have a clear conscious.  What would be my motives for such an endeavor ?  Cetainly not financial gain, and only a fool would pull a stunt just to get attention or points for 7 days at the expense of 150 kind and beautiful ladies...it is these same ladies that k
Just Rants
You know it really pisses me off when some people can judge me. Just  because I had pictures posted that were "naughty" Doesn't mean I have slept with a ton of men. I am on my second marriage. My first marriage was very abusive and he cheated on me the whole time we were married. I do Have three wonderful boys. My youngest lives with me and he is my pride and joy (He just makes it to were I hate Christmas)so IF YOU want to know something about me PLEASE either send me a chat message or an actual message and ask Instead of assuming because it makes you look like an ass. I am 27 years old and I've only slept with maybe 7 people.
While Your At It.....
For about a week now, there has been many showing their thanks for Veterans.  As a vet, Your welcome. HOWEVER Just stop.  Stop...  It really doesn't do a damn thing except remind us that the Government who we wrote a blank check to for up to our lives didn't mean one God damn mother fucking thing. Let me give everyone who may no know a Active Duty, Reserve, National Guard. of which ever branch.  But if you encounter one. Ask if they pay for health insurance out of their pitiful pay.  The answer is going to be Yes... That's right, our military has to pay for health insurance. I don't know how or why this is so.  Other than the Insurance Lobby providing fellatio to enough congress and senators to make it happen. Now If you really want to thank our Military, Get off Facebook close out your web browser and Write a letter. Several actually. Print them off to your Congressman, Senators and hell yes the President.   Telling them that it is Unamerican to have our Military pay for th
The Sexi Ink Shop (nsfw)
[11:45:35 PM] Lindsay Neilson: THE SEXI INK SHOP!!! Come kick back and show us sum INK
A Look Into My World......
Life is happy,Life is sad;Life is good,Life is bad.Life is a city,Life is a town;Life is a smile,Life is a frown.Life is life,Life is death;Life is loving you with every breath.Life is seldom fun,Without you, my life is done. I'm not right for this day and age. If I could, I'd turn back the page. Yeah! I'd go back to days of old. Days of King Arthur and Chivalry. I'd go back to when I belong.....   I belong when nice guys actually stood a chance. I belong when women actually cared about romance. I belong when it was okay to cry. I belong when it was okay to be a nice guy.......   I'm not an egotistical asshole or anything close. I've tried to be like that. I'm too nice of a guy I  suppose. I'm not a woman beater. Nor am I cheater. I wish I could go back to when I belong......   I belong in the days of old when it was okay to be yourself to make it in this world. I belong back when you didn't have to be hateful or scold..... I belong when it was okay to cry. I belong
People Are Just Crazy Like This...
 A personality disorder that has been variously described as characterized by shallow emotions (in particular reduced fear), stress tolerance, lacking empathy, coldheartedness, egocentricity, superficial charm, manipulativeness, irresponsibility, impulsivity, criminality, antisocial behaviors such as parasitic lifestyle, and lacking guilt. Hmmmm I know a few people like this! While you wollow in your own self pitty and lies the world will not stop for you. People will live their lives how they want to. What makes someone happy may not always make you happy...best advice BUILD A BRIDGE AND GET OVER IT.
There Is Real Life And Then There Is Fu Life
Ok so correct me if I am wrong but Fubar is a game correct? So tell me this....why do so many people take it so damn personal? It's funny how people believe every damn thing that they read or see on a persons profile or in their shoutbox. I've seen girls get mad because a guy flirts with them and they find out in real life he is married. Really? Or people fall in life to find out the other person isn't the sex they claimed to be or the pictures were totally fake. I do not get it. People it is a game. I for one and 100% honest in what I say and do but that doesn't mean that I do not fuck around from time to time and if your idiot treat you as one. Maybe I should jump on the everything on FU is totally real band wagon. In that case I am a super model that is 6 ft tall and weighs 110 lbs with millions of dollars and eight houses :P Play the game people damn!
Shortys Randomness
fears are jus a mindset of your imagnation that runs circles full of color which in turn gets you wonderin..... how do u change this mindset to get outta these fears to get that demon outta you wat does fear even mean?? does it mean when your scared of somethin or is it a mixture of being scared and now wantin things to change so instead you get the feelin of fears so you try to stop the changes from happening cuz even tho there changes your hoping the past doesnt repeat itself in an awkard way if havin the fears is a good thing to improve your thinking to make you stronger time and love waits for no one jus like fear waits for no one they live and feed on people like a demon feedin rom the dark side of you wat to do, wat to think, wat to believe, hmmmm nthin can explain how i feel my heart sinks jus tryin to say the words the tears wont flow the way they should nthins the same my mind races tryin to figure out the confusion i wanna believe everything that uve told me of how u feel
My Erotic Story
Not really knowing what to do but to do as he says I continue to move the toy in and out. I stare straight up into his eyes as I stroke, my pussy wetter and wetter with every stroke knowing he is watching me. I have never been watched at least to my knowledge and it was turning me on to see him stroke his hard cock above me. I was dying to taste it with the head so big and looking just beautiful. He was easily nine inches long. And I longed for the taste and feel of him. “Would you like to feel” he asked me as if reading my thought. I didn’t know what to do. I just slowly nodded my head to him still unsure if I spoke he would just vanish. He leaned down and slowly moved my hand away from my toy. He moved it to his cock slowly and let me start exploring.  As my hand wraps around his cock slowly rubbing it up and down I feel my toy matching the rubbing going in and out of me. This turning me on more and more I move my hands faster and faster up and down him. The toy ma
Hurricane Sandy Help
Most of you know i live in the middle of the horrible hurricane sandy area thank god the flood water surge stopped at the end of my property alls i lost was power and some branches from my giant sycamore trees This area was totally devastated , we have never seen anything of this magnitude hit our area before and pray to god we never will again if you Google sandy , Port Monmouth and Keansburg new jersey you will see pics and some videos of the devastation My sons and i spent quite a bit of time helping gut out shovel out and bag up houses that didn't have flood insurance a lot of elderly and disabled and single mom home owners that have no way to start things over without help my boys made me proud working like men instead of children if any of you are up to this please let me know the us postal has them flat rate boxes of all sizes and flat rate bags too i think any newer clothes any size or style you don't fit in or yanoo just not your style anymore we all know how fashionable yo
Blabbermagnetic
Don't send me request in fumafia because I am not playing and get a life. I have been rejecting everyone  and it's really  annoying. Hi :) This is my first blog! I am also am new at fubar and still figuring out how to use the site around lol!  So, anyway, thanks for checking out my blog and comment back!  stay metal! \m/ :)
Curtis Needs Help Love The Site Very Creative If I Could Get Some Help Working It
PLEASE   SOME HELP WOULD BE VERY HELPFUL AT THIS POINT I LOVE THE SITE BUT CANT FIGURE IT OUT SO ANY HELP WOULD BE GREATFULLY APPRECIATED ITS LIKE EVERYTHING IS BLOCKED UNTIL I GET SOME DRINKS IN ME SO MESSAGE ME IF YOU CAN FIND IT IN YOUR HEART TO HELP A MAN IN NEED YOUR HELP WILL BE APPRECIATED AND REWARDED LOL THANKS   CURTIS
Diabeties
this is diabeties month as a parent of a diabetic child i know first hand what this terrible disease can do to them and how it affects the family please support the DIABETIES FOUNDATION
My World Of Fears
As I sit here, staring down at the keys. I paint you a portrait, of the visions I see. The one’s that replay themselves, inside my mind. The images that haunt me, I can’t leave behind. The demons and angels, all played their part well. Inside my living nightmare. My unwritten tale. Take the journey with me, tell me what you see. Once you’ve retraced my footsteps. Became me. There are no once upon a time’s, magical slippers or love’s first kiss. Only instinct, survival of the fittest. Take my hand. Taste my blood tears. I welcome you into, my world of fears.
The Night I Was Born
I believe it began, back when I was three. We were going to visit my grandparents, my mother and me. She was young, attractive, so full of life. Events yet to come, forever changed our lives. After a long day of work, she packed the car. Then away we went, on this journey so far. A wooded road, with no one in sight. Is exactly where we ended up, that night. When the car broke down, refused to start. We had no choice but to venture, alone in the dark. Surrounded by darkness, down this deep deserted road. Headlights appeared, in our direction it drove. I was too young, to quite understand. The fear in my mother’s eyes, when approached by this man. He pulled up and asked, if we needed his help. He said he had a wife and kids, at home by themself. That he would hate to see them stranded, out here alone. He said he just wanted to help us, safely make it home. My mother not having, any other choice. Ignored her gut instinct, that inner voice. The
My Knight
Feels Like Rain Down here the river meets the seaIn the sticky heat I feel ya' open up to meLove comes out of nowhere baby, like a hurricaneAnd it feels like rain   Lying underneath the stars lying next to youI'm wondering who you are How do you do?The clouds blow in across the moonThe wind howls out your nameFeels like rain   We ain't never gonna make that bridge tonightAcross lake PonchartrainAnd it feels like rain   Batten down the hatches, BabyBut keep your heart out on your sleeveIt looks like we're in for stormy weather, that's no cause for us to leaveJust lie here in my armsLet it wash away the painFeels like rain   Can you feel it? Let your love flow.... Your breathe on my faceYour fingers running through my hairYour every traceI can not help but stareThe rock that holds me togetherThe heart that beats the same as my ownThe calmness in any weatherThe love that makes this house a homeThe depth of your amazing eyesThe fire for me in your smileThe everlasting
My Town..my Demons..my Fucking Life!!!
I wrote a piece on my home town a few years ago titled...Lacoochee My Plague Filled Town…and when asked by another client of mine to post it to his site...it became the highest read piece on that site in a month’s time…but that is not why I wrote it…I wrote it for the very same reason I write pretty much everything else…a release…it’s cheap and very effective therapy…anywho…that same piece also landed me a new client…I was asked to write a short story based on my life and experiences living in my home town…and as I was researching….I became confused…for, if you do not research my lovely little town correctly…you may just get this pretty little image of what TRULY lies within the depths of this DISPICABLE place…I, having lived there for so long...know the names…know what has went on there and what continues to go on there to this day…I am going to show you some of the hea
Painfully Paved
Driving away from the store, I felt we were saved. But little did I know, it was painfully paved. That road was my path, bitter sweet and long. And in-order to survive it, I would have to be strong. I didn’t understand, the tragic events of that night. As my mother’s tears fell, reliving her fight. The battle she lost, by saving my life. I find myself wondering, if she made the right. Choice, If both of us, would have been better off. If she had just chose to let that, gun go off. My pain would have ended, right then and there. Instead of carrying this burden, around everywhere. I go, in everyone I meet. It all takes me back, to one more defeat. I see everyone, in the same light. Doing as she did, reliving the fight. This war within myself, that cannot be won. Longing for that unconditional love, from someone. Anyone really, but too scared to try. The memories from that night, tell me exactly why. For, if my mother and father, couldn
Cleverly Camouflaged
A few months went by, before I opened my eyes. To the true colors, he kept hidden inside. Cleverly camouflaged, by all the lies. Although he was three years, older than I. A little more of his true self came out, when sex was denied. By me, each time I said no. A little more was revealed, it was starting to show. I felt he was secluding me, having me followed at school. I second guessed myself, like some paranoid fool. Then one night, while driving me home. He took a detour under the bridge, just him and I alone. He made his advances, once again. While grazing his lips, across my skin. I told him no, but he just wouldn’t stop. I didn’t know how else, to get my point across. I snatched away, and said in a firm tone. I’m breaking up with you, just leave me alone! He got very angry, and tried to pull me back into his car. I made it known that this time, he had gone too far. I shouted. Why is it so hard for you to understand? That I
The Planet Network News Blog | Planetchrisley.com
.......with fiece defense of it and quick critisim to those who question it. Take a look of the on-giong trend.......   Statistics claim that the most common pattern among interracial couples is the one where White men are married to Asian women. In such case it shouldn’t be difficult to find also celebrity couples following this pattern. So, I decided to do some search and it resulted in the list of 10 couples in which Chinese woman is dating or married to a non-Chinese man, and at least one of them is a well-known personality.These couples are presented in the reverse order (from 10th to 1st) according to my subjective perception of their celebrity status. 10. Zhu Chen and Mohammed Al-Modiakhi Zhu Chen is the former World Chess Champion among women. She held this title from 2001 to 2004. In 2001 she married a Qatari grandmaster Mohammed Al-Modiakhi. They met during one of the chess tournaments in Malaysia and it was love from the first sight. Today Zhu Ch
Just A Little Therapy
Heartbreak Maze   A lump in my throat, a hole in my chest: The remanence of a love that was real. The way that you showed me your love was not Will surely take some time to heal.   Like a dark foreboding shadow cast On a dream far beyond my reach, Or a crashing wave that finds it's end Upon a long abandoned beach.   Your spurious sweet-nothings do still echo Through the abyss between you and me. At the bottom my foolish expectations Of a blissful union, never meant to be.   92 million, 17 hundred, or a single mile, It would have mattered not. You aren't the person I thought you were, Nor am I the one you sought.   As we both move forward with our lives And head our seperate ways, May we both find the prize we're looking for At the end of this heartbreak maze.   -Dare2b  
Contests/events
That time of year again! Mistletoe, Christmas songs, family gatherings and a Fubar Scavenger Hunt!! Okay, so here are the rules:   RULES: You will need to gather screenshots of the following things- Foxy Christmas Fairy bling (Doesn't have to be yours, but it DOES have to be polished!) FuPony Bling (Doesn't have to be yours, but it MUST be a friend's AND polished!) Someone blowing you a kiss poke. (They have to take the screenshot and send it to you.) Holiday Dress-up Picture (This could be of you, or someone you know, but it can't be "from the Internet") Be in a lounge and have someone yell Merry Christmas or Happy New Year and buy a round of drinks. (This has to be someone else doing it, not you.) Profile of a nice holiday skin. (Yours or someone else's.) Sending or receiving a Mistletoe bling. (Share the love and receive the love!)  Combine those screenshots in to one large collage, then upload it to your folder. Copy the link into a messag
The Proto Chronicles: 'endgame Syndrome.'
       Caldwell found an open parking spot when he pulled in just outside of the city. The background view however, was striking and rugedly beautiful he admitted to himself. The Skyline of the town was deceptively larger looking than it actually was, but with the much taller foothills and ridges behind it, marked the end of The Great Plains. He went inside, and checked in. A Quick Phone Call to Lisa, to let her know he made it safely, and then dinner later, he was in The Motel's Bar promptly, at 7:00 PM.      He found an open table with a barstool. Exactly, what he wanted. He walked over to it, expecting to take the seat, when suddenly, an incredibly beautiful woman from out of nowhere slid right onto it. He only relented it gracefully: "Sorry Ma'am." He turned to leave to look for another, but she called out to him: "It's okay. Join Me? I'm new here and don't know anyone." He turned back to her.      She looked to be about 38 to 42 or 23 years old. She had blondish-grey streaks i
Random Stuff
My heart beats softly forever lonely Waiting for true loves first kiss Days go by my heart still cries Will true love ever find me. K : You' re wild and crazy I: people love you M: worth waiting for B: You love a certain someone E: You Are Great in bed R : Great french kisser L: Awesome kisse r Y: Beautiful K : You' re wild and crazy A: Best Gf/Bf any one could have Y: Beautiful C: People cant help but check u out O : You are not judgmental N: Easy to fall for K : You' re wild and crazy L: Awesome kisser I : People love you N: Easy to fall for
"fake Family Man"
Oh Yes 'Family' you know who you are and so do others and more will in time.   The Fake Family Fubar is made up of a number of people from all walks of life.Some looking for friendship, some looking for love and some not looking at all,just a place to relax,chat and have some fun but there are some that like to take advantage of lonely people.You may be one of the lonely ones, know some of the lonely ones or you may know the fake users. The fake users are who I'm going to tell you about or at least one 'family' of them.The 'guys' in this so called 'family' use women.They find the lonely looking for love women who have been hurt before or are in bad relationships.They tell you what you want to hear,treat you sweet and kind and then when they have you where they want ya they start making demands.Yes online but if you don't do what they want, they make you feel like chit,scare you into thinking they will leave you,never talk to you again.Sure this would be ideal because who really nee
My Thoughts And Beliefs
Great Spirit gave me special wings, calling me to soar above, He adorned my heart and gave me earth ......so I can simply love. Great Spirit gave me friends and family, calling to my heart, He showered my life and showed me love, ......so I will never part. Great Spirit gave me compassion and patience, calling me to be, He covered my eyes with lovingkindness, ......so I can always see. Great Spirit gave me special wings, calling me to soar above, Earth is such a special place that I dearly loved. Great Spirit says my time is done, soul calling to his light, Do not fret and cry those tears, I am with you all the time. I will always love you, my earthly being gone, I live within the hearts of all my loved ones. Great Spirit gave me special wings, calling me to soar above, My transformed body now complete, ......I fly on the wings of love They can never break me No matter how hard they try I will remain strong They will not see me cry   They can stand over me And try to make me fear
Poetry
Inside I am jumble and excited.  The sounds and smells of extacy are invigorating.  I have yet to touch or smell in person but the thoughts have filled my senses.  I don't know if it is circles that I am running.  Fear fills me from the past.  Excitement that things can be different intrigue me.  But still fear fills me and I don't know what to think where to go what to feel. Wanting to have all that I desire yet not sure if it really can be given to someone like me.  I find myself comfortable controlled.  I don't find myself wanting to sufficate everyone but I find myself ready to let go even with fear.   Its that feeling of awe when you find out something that you just never thought would or could happen.  Like lightening striking out of no where and startling you.  Thunder crashing all around as you cringe.  Just knowing that you are followed by someone you think so highly of is a high that you never want to come down from.  You sit and ponder weak and weary wondering just what coul
Short Stories
His touch is soft and gentle like that of a Spring breeze.  His scent is strong and invigorating like roses on the street.  He takes what is broken within me and makes it worth something.  He brings out the smiles and the part of me I do try so hard to hide.  He knows my pain and instead of pity he embraces it and makes me feel wanted and cared about.  The attraction is there and we both feel it.  The distance is just to far to see where it will go.  He touches parts of me I know are dying.  Yet with him those parts come to life.  He is forgiving of the flaws that I have and accepts them.  He don't want them changed but he wants them to be positives within.  He cuddles me as long as I feel safe.  With him my anything can be better. From a smile I so long to hide to a tear that is destined to fall.  He would wipe all my tears away and cradle every smile as if it was the last.  
Looking For People In Va
Been on here a little over a week . Have yet to talk to anyone even clsoe to Va Or Va Beach . I know there are guys and females in my area but none talking to me. Even if your not local I would love to talk. Want to meet local people though. So I can meet in person and have some fun.
Politics
Now this situation in the Gaza Strip has got me PISSED off and the reason is because everywhere I turn in the media they are all blaming Israel for this whole conflict!  Everywhere I see on television and on YouTube I watched a video about this and there was this guy Harry Fear  or something. I think thats what his name was and he was supposedly in Gaza at the time of the interview and he just spewed all this garbage about how "Oh Gaza has the right to defend its borders against attacks and poor Gaza look at how Israel is treating them."  I'm sitting there shouting what the fuck at the television because the media is trying to tell us that Israel is big and bad and its all their fault.   Nobody is saying a word about how Gaza has been firing rockets into Israel for awhile now and Israel has shown restraint up until now. I applaud Israel for standing up for their country and fighting back. No other country in the world would sit there and let rockets get fired into their territory wit
Real Stories
Crazy  folk songs , and vegie mite sandwiches , blokes , sheilds and beer , are just some of the things other people think australians are known for , but there is so much more to this beautiful county , so much more to its kaliedoscopic landscape , so much histiry so much culture.. there are so many stories to tell about the hearts of the people there .  Living in Australia all my life until i finally left home at the young age of 20 ..  Then spending my twenties traveling the world, in love with a soldier .. a small child to raise mostly on my own , while the man i loved was off fighting the war on terrorism .The baby grew up fast , being a first time Mum away from all that i knew and still being young and spoilt myself i made alot of mistakes but i also did some good things i taught her how to read , i taught her some basic german .. I taught how to talk to people to tell stories .. i did my best  to be a good mother ..  it was kind of like the old war romances , see your husband
My Thoughts
There have been about 514 leap years since Caesar created it in 45B.C.Without the extra days every 4 years, Today would be July 28,2013.Also the Mayan calender did not account for leap year.So technically the world should have ended 7 months ago.So believe everything other humans tell you. We need to know who you fools are.hahaha    Yeah you read this.....lmfao! It's the day you realize your past life was a dream.. That's when it all fails to matter. To know that no matter how hard you try, how honest you are or how good your intentions are... for that all to mean nothing. For it all to rest on just one other persons insecurities. This is how precarious your existence is... This is why I am never doing it again. It's a fucking trap. A chemical reaction that means little more than a squirt in the pants... or mouth, depending on how good your aim is. So, when the world doesn't end next month... What will the new date be set by the psychos and religious zealots?? I mean, In 1994 [or the
One Way Canadians
10:08am To Helly:    [link] 10:09am From Helly:  im ignoring you 10:10am To Helly:  How can you ignore me if you replied to let me know you are ignoring me? 10:10am From Helly:  LA LA LA LA 10:28am From Helly:  whiner 10:30am To Helly:  I knew you couldnt ignore me   *sound of crickets chirping* I HOPE THIS MARKS THE END OF THE GIANT FAT COWS NEKID IN BATH TUBE LINKS TOO!!!!!!
Thanksgiving
Today as we gather with our families remember those who make this world and our communities a safer place, that we may all enjoy these Holidays worry free. Whether at a far outpost in Afghanistan, stateside on post, a firehouse or in a patrol car someone is sacrificing this day with their family to stand watch....Thank You..Please remember to be safe..
Job Advice
so I keep having this problem w/ this overnight guy at work.. he has a big problem with putting his hands on me.... so yesterday i go in at six, started to count my register and he pulls his out 5 customers come in so i tell him to take them.. he gets mad.... he starts to take the customers and body bumps me... so i tell him to back off dont invade my space.. he takes my register tosses it to the other side of the counter.. so i go to grab it. he snatches it out of my hand and starts to open my register.. mind u i have half of the register money in my hand.. so i step back .. i start to call my boss (whos phone is going to the vm) he then tells me that its gonna be me or him by the end of the day.. so i go to put the rest of the money in the register he smacks my hand so hard it hits my face... so instead of calling my peeps to beat him down i call the cops.... the cops wont arrest him because they cant get to the cameras and the Sargent has known him for three years... so at first i w
The Cheap-ass Bastard Chronicles
I am a frequent peruser of the shelves at Big Lots, because I really hate paying full price for things if I don't have to. Yesterday's find was this 20oz. container of grape Gatorade G2 powder mix.   I normally would buy a 32oz bottle, of this before every bike ride for an average cost of $1.50 each. This canister was $5.00, and will fill my 24oz. squeeze bottle 32 motherfucking times. I'm not doing the conversion, but I'm saving a metric fuckton of pennies here.   This concludes the first installment of my new Cheap-Ass Bastard Chronicles blog. I am a frequent peruser of the shelves at Big Lots, because I really hate paying full price for things if I don't have to. Yesterday's find was this 20oz. container of grape Gatorade G2 powder mix.   I normally would buy a 32oz bottle, of this before every bike ride for an average cost of $1.50 each. This canister was $5.00, and will fill my 24oz. squeeze bottle 32 motherfucking times. I'm not doing the conversion, but I'm saving a me
Poems
I don’t know what to say,I don’t know how to say itI wake each morning feeling like I am aloneI know I’m not but, its hard not to feel it He is out there, waitingLooking for meBut where is he?That I don’t know. All I know is that he is out there….Out there somewhere,Waiting, and looking for meSomewhere…. I can feel his collar around my neck,I can feel his control of my bodyI can feel him and his powerI know I will belong to him Where are you Master?Where are you now?When will I know you?When? I can hear your voice,I can feel your control,I know you care for me,I know I will serve you fully Time does passTime passes slowlyTime, time, time….Why does it take so much time? When I first saw you I was not sure,I didn’t know who you where,I didn’t know you where for meI didn’t know I was for youI just didn’t know…. My mind is a blur of memoriesMemories that I tried to forgetMemories you need to know aboutMemor
Heartfelt
No matter what, we are there for each other. No matter what, we love each other very much. No matter what, we are true to each other. Everytime we talk, it seems that we want time to sit still. But no matter what, it still continues to move forward. When she's smiles, it brightens my day up. When she shows me affection, it makes me feel more loved than anything. When she's feeling down and it seems that nothing cheers her up, I always manage to get a smile and a laugh out of her, no matter what. At the end of day, when our lives move forward and we have to say goodnight or farewell for now, we never, ever say goodbye, no matter what.  I love you with all of my heart and nothing will ever change that. You are always there for me and I'm always there for you, no matter what.
Stuff On This Site That Annoys Me
I want to start by saying I think alot of people on this site take things too seriously.The first thing I cant understand is WHY do people insist on others having a salute just to send them a friend request?What do they care if they have a salute or not?Does having a salute make you MORE friend worthy?And the people who ask for a salute before they send a request,are always so rude about it too...saying,"NO SALUTE,NO ADD".What the fuck is that all about?They act like these people that they accept as friends actually mean something.Its just a social site!Everything on here is fake.Mostly everyone here uses their alter egos. The next thing that irritates me are the women who sell their NSFW pics for bling credits.Now that I just dont fuckin understand!!Who in their right mind is gonna pay to see some womans tits and ass?Are people THAT desperate to see a woman semi-naked?I guess so.Its probably cuz they cant meet any women in real life.But then you also have the women who actually think

Am I?   If I like to show off my "stuff" and go all the way on cam?   What do you think?   How often?  What turns you on?  What feeling are you wanting?  Do you kiss?  Are you vigorous?  
My Thoughts And Opinions Etc...
I've Learned that most of the things I worry about never happen* I've Learned that every great achievement was once considered impossible* I've Learned that you can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk* I've Learned that if there were no problems there would be no opportunities* I've Learned that it doesn't cost anything to be nice* I've Learned that the important things us not what others think of me, but what I might think of me* I've Learned that even the simplest task can be meaningful if I do it right* I've Learned that in every face to fae encounter, regardless of how brief, we leave something behind* I've Learned that whenever I decide something with kindness, I usually make the right decision* I've Learned that if you spread the peas out on your plate, it looks like you ate mre* I've Learned that regardless of color or age, we all need about the same amount of love* I've Learned that education, experience, and memories are three things that no one
I Am Just Me... Take It, Or Leave It
You can't live your life solely for other people. When writing the story of your life, don't let someone else hold the pen. You've got to do what's right for you, even if the people you love disagree with your thoughts, actions, decisions, and dreams. Live your life so that when it's time to ask where the time went, you can answer: "It went to joyful moments of self-discovery, to my search for passion, to doing work that felt like play, to standing up for what I believe in, and to exploring this beautiful world with an open heart. My time went to living MY life!" Namaste' Light and Much Love Everyone, Renee' I've had two different phone calls today asking me about this or that and the best piece of advice I can give anyone is simple: Get A Life. A real life, not the manic pursuit of the next promotion, the bigger paycheck, the larger house. newer car. Seriously, do you think you would care so much about those things if you developed an aneurysm one afternoon, had a debilitating str
Life
has anyone ever wondered what its like to be on the other side of the fence dealing with things that others deal with on a daily basis? People have the audacity to try and judge me for who i am. Seriously people if you cant step a foot in my shoes to deal with what i do on a daily basis don't put judgement upon me. I live each day as that a day. I take care of my son and do my schoolwork trying to make myself better as a mom and as a human. WE are all humans and we all make mistakes it makes no sense to judge those that you have no idea what they have gone through to make them who they are. I am one to take responsibility for what i have done it makes no sense not to and i try to live each day that i can to make my son's life better as well as try to make my life better. It makes no sense not to do what i have to do as a single parent in this world. It's not easy doing what i do on a daily basis, but yet im still here.  We start our lives as little babies, but as we grow up we learn th
Real Talk
I try to remember and maintain my morals.I make mistakes and own up to them.I try to experiences new thingsI can be content quiet and peaceful, or i can be fun loving loud and extreme. But cant we all really?I defend my honor and stand up for myself if and when needed. I do have my limits as we all do, and sometimes i do go too far, and i become my own worst enemy.But I do try to be reasonable and maintain my dignity and composure. But that isnt always easy is it? I am easy to get along with but pleass dont test me. I have many many faults and i not only own up to them, but I constantly try to learn from and eliminate them thru trials and errors.My situation may not be the best but I make the most out of what I have and what I get. Life isnt always pretty or fair. But it is always what we make of it. I may not always succeed the 1st time, but I never stop trying! I have lived most of my dreams, but have created new deams along the way. I try to be happy, courageous, cheerful, spontan
Childish Actions On A Grown Up Site
its time people start acting mature on this site. grade school is behind us all. i am tired of seeing people  talking like they are in the halls of a high school, come on we are all adults here.  since when did your life depend on who liked you and who didnt, if it matters that much, you need to seek help that is not normal. there is no way anyone will be liked by everyone. guys just because a female shows a little skin on cam dosent mean she wishes to be your gf   it just means simply take a peek. also just because she may show skin  and ignore you  it does not mean she is a hoe, maybe she didnt like your approach to her. girls not all of us guys want in your pants just like in real life there are some good fellas out here you just have to find us. trust me you will know when you do, but how yu act will determine what kind of men  you get trying to interact with you. if you show skin every chance you get , youll probly get dogs. if you act like lady you will get gentalmen.  now fo
Alona's Life
French Kissing
Yesterday, my friend Courtney wrote a little something about French kissing on Facebook, which led to some hilarious responses. Since I’d like your opinions, I have re-posted her query below: French Kissing minus the French?: It has come to my attention that some folks don’t enjoy using tongue when they kiss. I’m confused. Is this common? Reading that gave me a flashback to a woman I dated in college. You do remember I am bi-sexual right?  Well, I can barely say “dated” since we only went out on two or three actual dates ; She was more of a f*ck buddy, for lack of a better term. Let’s call her, Serpentor. Yes,  I know Serpentor was the evil emperor of Cobra from the G.I. Joe cartoons, but there is a reason for such an obscure reference. You see, whenever we’d kiss, she would flick her tongue around as if she were trying to make that Spanish rolling “rrrrr” sound inside of my mouth. I can’t lie, that motion came
Poems I Like
Edgar Allan Poe                               The Raven                    [First published in 1845] Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. `'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more.' Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore - For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore - Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating `'Tis some visitor entreat
I Wish You Enough
I WISH YOU ENOUGH.Recently, I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport as the daughter's departure had been announced. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said:"I love you and I wish you enough."The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom." They kissed and the daughter left.The mother walked over to the window where I sat. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed to cry.I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?" "Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking but why is this a forever good-bye?""I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said.When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, "I wish you enough." May I ask what that means?" She began to
Germanyoupc
Android ist ein beeindruckendes Betriebssystem, das von Google speziell für Mobiltelefone entwickelt. Dieses Betriebssystem ist ein Smartphone noch verlockender und gibt eine wunderbare Plattform für fast jede Art von Anwendungen. Android-Betriebssystem läuft perfekt auf eine Reihe von Gadgets einschließlich Tabletten. Und in diesen Tagen niemand findet etwas besser als android tablet. Proud Tablet-Besitzer sogar noch glücklicher, wenn sie auf wenige stupende Anwendungen auf der Plattform zugreifen zu bekommen. In diesem Zusammenhang Android Tablet-Anwendung Entwicklung wird immer mehr und mehr beliebt bei den Entwicklern. Entwicklung Unternehmen gesehen worden sind, einen separaten Flügel für Android Anwendungen, bei denen nur die Anwendungen sind so konzipiert, entwickelt, untersucht und experimentiert, welche kompatibel sind auf einem Android-basierte Tablet. Android Application Development gebar verschiedenen erstaunlichen Anwendungen, die Kommunikation, Arbeiten und Entertainment
'twas The Night Before Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas, He lived all alone In a one bedroom house, made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give And to see just who in this house did live. I looked all about, a strange sight I did see No tinsel, no presents not even a Tree. No stockings by the mantle, just boots filled with sand On the wall hung a picture of a far distant land. With Medals and Badges Awards of all kinds A sobering thought passed through my mind. For this house was different it was dark and dreary I found the home of a Soldier at once I could see clearly. The Soldier lay sleeping silent, alone Curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle the room in disorder Not how I had pictured a Canadian Soldier. Was this the Hero of whom I had just read Curled up on a poncho the floor for a bed. I realized the Families that I saw this night Owed their lives to these Soldiers who were willing to fight. Soon 'round the World th
Laugh Your Ass Off
You may have read the following before - but it's always good for a laugh out loud - even better, try to read it out loud to someone else!    Dear Friends, the mind is a wonderful thing; curiosity is not a wonderful thing. To much of one and not enough of the other in the wrong hands can be lethal in some cases.  My wife is fond of saying that my last words on this earth will be something akin to, "hey y'all, hold my beer and watch this!" Well, I have outdone myself once again. No doubt you will see this true story chronicled in a LifeTime movie in the near future. Here goes...............  Last weekend I spied something at Larry's Pistol and Pawn (Name of the establishment changed to protect the innocent) that tickled my fancy. (Note: Keep in mind that my "fancy" is easily tickled). I bought something really cool for my wife. The occasion was our anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my sweet girl. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized
Holidays Are Upon Us
Most of you know me as that funny fat guy or the mean prick that photoshopped you blowing a donkey either way take a quick read .  With the holidays upon us and so much bad stuff that happened this year all across our great country so many could use some help  children always look forward to the holidays for presents big meals some warm clothes more than 3/4 of this country is just trying to get by with what they have between job loses raising costs on freaking everything (no not the bling packs on fu lol ty scrapper and baby j for keeping those costs down ) its so hard just to heat a home drive to work or by warm clothes even healthy food for your kids everythings sky rocketed on fu i see all the pic's posted of oh my look at my new boots or car people buying so much new stuff now look outside or even in your own neighborhoods take a look at the news to all our own devistated areas im not trying to take away from helping other countrys but ive always believed charity begin
The Road To Happiness
Ive been further even more decided to use even go need to do look more as anyone can. Can you really be far even as decided half as much to use go wish for that? My guess is that when one really been far even as decided once to use even go want, it is then that he has really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like. Its just common sense.
Ya Know
I'm so excited to announce this it deserves a blog. I've been a DJ since I was 15 years old. Got my first gig in a strip club that lasted 2 years. Then it moved into private parties. Honestly, I missed DJing and finally decided to get back to doing it. I plan to spin alot of dirty dubstep, drum and bass, hip hop, and occasionally remixes of top 40 shit. if everything works the way i have it planned I'm going to have one big party in one of the lounges here....hopefully. I don't really plan to tour or anything like that unless I have too. I'm doing this because i love djing and mixing. Also to make the fu-ladies get up and shake that ass. Listen....I am still dropping my hip hop projects this year with no question. I dont know if im going to be an rapper after this year depending on the success of the projects i release. i will not stop making music thats for sure. I plan by summer to have everything ready to go. In the meantime keep coming by and/or watch my status updates. Peace  I've
Inspiration You May Need
Life is crazy, and totally unpredictable...It's going to push you over,kick you while you're downand hit you when you try to get back up.Not everything can beat you.Things are going to change you, But you get to choose which ones you let change you.Listen to your heart,Follow your dreams,And let no one tell you what you're capable of.Push the limits,Bend the rules,And enjoy every minute of it.Laugh at everything,Live for as long as you can.Love all,But trust none.Believe in yourself,And never lose faith in othersSettle for nothing but only the best,And give 110% in everything you do.Take risks,Live on the edge,Yet stay safe,And cherish every moment of it.Life is a gift,Appreciate all the rewards,And jump on every opportunity.Not everyone's going to love youBut who needs them anyways.Challenge everything,And fight for what you believe.Back down to nothing,But give in to the little things in life,After all, that is what makes you.Forget the unnecessary, But remember everything,Bring it w
You Are The Blame
By this time you already know what I am about to say.Brown eyes, pure seduction looking only towards my way.We exchanged a few words, some hellos, and then the goodbye. Standing up I was ready to go, you took my hand and said I love your eyes.The blood beneath my skin began to boil. My heart jumps into adrenaline modeTouching your moist skin, this sexual tension between us showed. White pearly teeth, smiling with such charm.In my dreams you would have me around your arm.I look at my watch and in a hurry I had to go.Could there be something from this, a love that could potentially grow?You slide your number up the sleeve of my wrist .It was the start of a very mysterious game with a twist.Waiting for my stop, waiting for this to pass me by.
Forever
Someday when the pages of my life end, I know that you will be one of its most beautiful chapters. Forever is such a big word. Yet it seems like such a small amount of time when you love someone as much as I love you. There are not enough days in a lifetime nor is a lifetime long enough to give you all my heart and all of my love.
Sex
If you like to make love while listening to music, always choose a live album. That way youll get an applause every 3 to 4 minutes. Sex is a sensation, caused by a temptation, when a guy sticks his location, in a girls destination, to increase the population, of the next generation. Do you get my explanation or do you need a demonstration? Sex is a serious subject, particularly in relationships between men and women. Without love, sex is meaningless and less fulfilling than in a loving relationship. Although sex is an important aspect of our lives Sex is more than a pleasurable act, but requires the heart, soul and mind, as well as the body to have real meaning. It requires comfort, closeness and connection to provide full enjoyment and lasting fulfillment
Santa The Christmas Terror!!
When I was 5 years old . My first encounter with santa traumatized me. That day my mom and her sisters where in a  local shopping mall to buy chrstmas gifts. Someone told  them that Santa was  at the other end of the mall.   A which time they  quickly took me to  see Santa. At my first  Santa sighting...I looked upon him in horror as Santa was about 40 feet. He appeared to be stepping on the people near to  him. My first reation was to scream out in total horror. Everyone  was telling  me that it was ok  it was Santa , as he crushed even more people. I kicked the person holding my hand and ran for the nearest exit.  Upon reaching the exit  I discovered there was no way to lock the door behind me. Looking for the local police there were none present. Me thinking mom and her sisters had already perished. I found A place to hide out of  view of Santa should he exit the  shopping mall behind me. Filling my  pockets with rocks.. This Santa guy wasn't gonna take me without a fight
Goin Crazy
Goin Crazy    Goin crazy thinkin about you, goin crazy missin you, goin crazy wishin i was with you wondering if you missin you, wondering if your thinkin about me, wondering if your wishing that you was with me, wondering how i could i fell for you so fast wondering how i love you so much what do i see in you idk but i do know that i do love you i do want you i do miss you i wonder if you even see it i wonder if you even care sometimes i can tell sometimes i cant sometimes i wonder if you even love me but sometimes i wonder y you love me so much my minds goin crazy your runnin around the truth is im goin crazy im crazy for you im in love with you i love you baby :)     Goin Crazy    Goin crazy thinkin about you, goin crazy missin you, goin crazy wishin i was with you wondering if you missin you, wondering if your thinkin about me, wondering if your wishing that you was with me, wondering how i could i fell for you so fast wondering how i love you so much what do i see in you i
Coyote's Words
Coyote's Words... Who am I why am I on Fubar? I first enjoied this site when it was called "Cherry Tap," for those that knew it that far back. An it was fun at the time, things happen both in here and the real world so I left FUBAR. Now I'm back again, An I guess there are things that should be known about me. If we become friends then I share the real me thats Coyote. If I give you say my cell phone number or email address then you've got the real person that is more than Coyote. That person is the friend that will be there as best as he can that will do his best to be a real friend beyond FUBAR world. I'm not about drama... I'm in the military so I get an all you can eat buffet of it... If I say I'm your friend and you trust me with the real you, then I will ensure that the trust is never left in question... If you are just using me to get what you want with out being truthful to me.... Then I'm sorry that you are like alot of other cultures I've deployed to in the past
My Stories
Sisyphus' Last Roll
Educating the public is essential to the progression of scientific literacy. We should take the initiative (both as professionals and dilettantes) to actively engage the public at large, and to present (as accurately as possible) the ideas that are currently relevant in the scientific community.We must also work to dispel any misconceptions that many individuals may have toward science. Not only should we disseminate solid, evidence-based scientific ideas (if we do manage to pique their collective interest), it's also imperative that we make a concerted effort to keep them in the proverbial loop. I know that this may seem like a Sisyphean task, but for what it's worth, I've added my two cents. Darkness rains! Darkness reigns! Searching for the obligatory apologies that never come. She looks upon the silted landscape, pleading to whatever ear may catch her somber notes, that her savior will come to her with promises of salvation. Lost.She wonders! She wanders! She feels most inept; the
Wat To Do When All Goes Wrong
Life is very different in many aspects with different people. No one is perfect and everyone has flaws.  Life has a very weird way of showing you things and then taking them away faster then you received it. Its going to always throw things into your face and kick you to the curb. The best you can do is pick yourself up dust off and keep moving along. There is always someone who is worst off then you and all people do is complain or cry. This is what life is its a lesson and if you can not learn from your past lessons you will never learn. So just because you lost that great job or you lost that great girl. When life closes a door it always opens a window for new opportunities, So look at it don't just sit there and think about it go after it. The more you sit there and think about it the quicker it is gone. There is always something better around the corner. Hope is something you can only really have in yourself and if you dont hve that then you have nothing at all.  So when life
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How To Be Happily Married
AND FURTHER MORE STAYING IN AND UNHAPPY MARRIAGE IS NOT LIVING LIFE! IT IS ONLY EXISTING AND WHAT IS THAT? IT IS NOTHING! IT SERVES NO ONE. THIS IS MY TAKE.... LIKE IT... LOVE IT.. LEAVE IT.... I DON'T CARE........ MARRIAGE IS NOT EASY, IT TAKES TWO PEOPLE THAT CAN COMMUNICATE, COMPRIMISE. IT TAKES A LOT OF LOVE]AND GIVE AND TAKE. YOU WANT TO COMPLAIN BECAUSE YOU ARE IN AN UNHAPPY MARRIAGE YOU DID THAT TO YOURSELF AND YOU STAY BECAUSE WHY? IT IS STUPID.... DEAL WITH LIFE SO YOU CAN BE HAPPY AND LIVE IF YOUR CURRENT WIFE CANNOT GET BY IF YOU LEAVE SET HER UP TO TAKE CARE OF HERSELF, SCHOOL, WHATEVER. IF ITS JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE KIDS REALLY? GET REAL WITH LIFE DO YOU THINK YOUR KIDS ARE STUPID? THEY AREN'T THEY KNOW AND IT PISSES THEM OFF, MARRIAGE TAKES TWO PEOPLE THAT TRUST ONE ANOTHER, LOVE ONE ANOTHER AND WANT NOTHING MORE THAN MAKING THE OTHER AND THEIR CHILDREN HAPPY. IF YOU CANT DO THAT YOU SHOULD WALK AWAY.... YOUR FAMILY DESERVES MORE THAN THAT Report as NSFW [
All My Friends And Family That Have Passed.
A little something i wrote when I was bumbed out to all my friends that have passed- To all my friends I have lost along the way I pray to the god above that you be held away ever so close in my heart and pray to him to keep you safe and that you watch down on me everyday upon my hard times. Rememberin all the good times we have shared and all the trouble we have caused. You all will be deeply missed and never forgetton, I will always wonder why you all had to go but know that you are bein takin care of by the man above. I want to say that I miss you guys and until that day comes when we can meet again, you will always be on my mind every last min- of every day that goes by. Thank you all for the wonderful friendships and good memorys I have of you all..Dad that goes out to you too.. Your Son & friend - Scott Jacobi.
The Night Before
"Twas the night before Christmas and all through the house, The whole god damed family was as drunk as a louse. With ma home from the cathouse and me out of jail, I just crawled into bed for a nice peice of tail. Gramma and granpa were singing a song, and the kid went to bed a flogging his dong. When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the bed to see whats the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the shutter and fell on my ass. When what out of my blood shot eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat old driver a pounding his dick, I new in a flash that it was St. Nick. Up on the roof top, he stumbled and fell, He came down the chimney like a bat out of hell. He teetered and tottered and then he swore, When the drunk bastard puked on my floor. He knocked down our tree as he went to work, I though what the hell is wrong with this jerk. Back in his sleigh as I got him in my rifle sight, I
Poem I Wrote 4 Somebody That She Never Got A Chance 2 Hear
Just trying 2 bring U into a new millennium A new mode new method A state of mind, U’d Be Alice in Wonderland , all the above stated Plus U’re already understatedly fine We’re all fighting the clock, I must say 2 U- the years have been kind Morning brownies, morning coffee, wake up sex, Have 2 admit a travesty Yes it’s been a couple of months since I had a woman cook me breakfast in bed :D Freaking tragic! Make U smile make U laugh make U gasp shiver in pleasurous contusions Contractions, Make U cum, Heebie jeebies herky jerkys But I gotta start by making U smile, that’s step one If I overdo it on my first impression& give U too soon too much, Don’t worry not too much 2 overcome, Since I’m sure if U tasted me once, U won’t be able 2 quit touching, Now if I talk 2 much & muff it up just give me a muzzle, Save a beard ride a mustache, Save a mustang ride this Cadillac ‘m deluxe luxury, ur posh petite I love 2 lic
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You Are
You're the stars to my night and the sun to my morning. You're the beat to my heart and the thought to mind. You're the notes to my music and the words to my songs. You're the smile on my face and the sparkle to my eye. You're the reason I sleep and the reason I wake. You're the reason I try and the reason I stay alive. You're the reason I have butterflies and the reason I blush. You're the love to my emotions and the strength to my body. You were my first hello and hopefully my last goodbye. Your lips taste like honey, your skin is as smooth as silk, your eyes sparkle like diamonds in the sun, your smile is as bright and joyful as a babies laugh, your love is unending and I will love you until the day that I die. All these things about you my sweetheart is what makes me want to love and cherish you more and more everyday. I will love you forever and I will never ever stop, you mean the world to me my love forever and for always!
What Abt The Thing Called "fake"
Fake friends are like noodles, they get soft when the water get hot Not everyone will appreciate what you do for them, you have to figure out who's worth your kindness and who's just taking advantage. Fake people are those set of people who have different personalities and act according to situations differently. Fake people cannot be trusted because they are not genuine and straightforward. They change themselves according to circumstances. Fake people are complete hypocrites and liars who would go to any extent to make them seem good and upright. Fake people can turn on friendship when they see that they are no longer getting any benefit from it. One must be quick enough to recognize fake people and must avoid being in their company or getting intimate with them. Fake people must be kept at arm’s length, most certainly. Fake people should be avoided at all costs because they can any time ditch you any time. In the words of Jason Ritter, “Fake relationships and fake peo
Life
Enjoy everything, you might not get to experience it twice. Life is a special thing that we should be glad we still have... Enjoy life as much as you can because you only get to live once. You should be thankful for the life you have because you don't know how long it'll last. Life is something you should always smile about, you decide everything you do in it, just live it out to your limit, because we don't live forever. Be mindful of every little pleasure in life, by living everyday like its your last day. I've seen better days, But i've also seen worse. I don't have everything that I want, But I do have all I need. I woke up with some aches and pains, But I woke up. My life may not be perfect, But I am blessed. 
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Helping Others
Nikkei's Blog
The green screen project is so much more than just helping get the green screen, you will be helping get the correct lighting not only for a better quality of photo sets.     The green screen project will also help get the right lighting for a better quality of videos and short indi films. It will also help upgrade the equipment used in photo shoots & videos. It will help grow my brand and I would love for you all to be include in that. Any donations are welcome & it makes you part of the Nikkei Nicole Inc. family. Thanks for your time Nikkei Nicole   Places you can find my modeling work My main grou http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Nikkeis_portfolio/ it’s were a lot of my photos are and you can find updates on any projects I am doing.   My archive grou http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Nikkeis_Archives/ a place were you can find photos that I have done when I 1st started out modeling   My fan art grou http://groups.yahoo.co
Eyes
Through the eyes of a woman, You can tell what she’s like. She could be uncoordinated, And fail at riding bike. Or the twinkle of her eyes will remind you of a star, She could be well coordinated, And perhaps drive a car. But what I really look for is what’s inside, She could make me Chicken Katsu with the sauce right by. Through the eyes of a woman, You can tell how she acts, You can tell what she needs, And tell what she lacks. Through the eyes of a woman, The future may be seen She’ll most likely find a partner And share another human being. Through the eyes of a woman, It’s too painful to show. Through the eyes of a man, It looks as if there’s nothing to know. Through the eyes of a woman, It’s being gentle and kind, Through the eyes of a man, He’s too ignorantand blind. Through the eyes of a woman, Its tears and sadness, Through the eyes of a man, Its revenge and madness. Throughthe eyes of a man, He’ll be an hour early, Through the e
Fakes On Fu!!
Easy tips on how to Spot FAKES on Fu.. Newbies with photos of sexy girls and got private albums. Newbies who just sign onto fubar and are already asking for bling,fan,and likes if they are so called new to fubar how the hell do they know about all that shit,thats one big red flag that they are fake accounts being run by people from fubar who already got accounts who want credits so they can fu pal them to their real accounts. Newbies without No salutes even after you ask em to post one they get pissy or make up an excuse,thats another red flag. Newbies who are asking for VIPS thats another red flag. Newbies who post info on their profiles saying they are real and they do not have to post a Salute to prove it. All i am saying is do not fall for those fakes who claim to be Real they are just after one thing your MONEY to get credits out of you and have them send to their real fubar accounts,i am just warning you silly boys stop falling for them,spending money on em,buying them shit
Famous Quotes
I have been collecting quotes for a few months and was going to make a looong Famous Quotes Fu Blog. But there is a possiblitly I will not be around for a while.  Could have some typing complications so just thinking it might be a good time to take a Fu break.  Of course I could get bored off my rocker and stick my head in once in a while  *shrugs*. Deja Poo - The feeling you've heard this crap before.   - YOTD Sometimes I question my sanity....Occasionally it answers me back.  -  Klover Does anyone have a baby, a front baby carrier pack and a keg I can borrow?    -  Hugh FUCK YOU!   -  Wicked Nice house....no furntiture.   Dud Never cheat on a girl that swallows.    -  Mandy This is not a bakery.  I don't sugar coat anything........except what I bake.   -  YOTD Trust me...when I woke up this morning, I had no plan to be sexy, but shit happens!    -  YOTD I thought of you today.  I also threw up in my mouth a little.  I'm sure it was just a coincidence.   -  YOTD Every day, t
Just Had To Share This!
So pretty much, I have come across a legitimate, work from home, BBB Accredited business opportunity. I am aware that a lot of these Work from Home things have the stigma that they are a scam. So I am really excited to actually find a legitimate one, that actually pays you, and doesnt cost anything to start making money. Its not surveys, its Advertising. How it works is, I will be your sponsor if you decide to try it out. So inbox me if you are honestly interested. But basically I need a team of dedicated people who are serious about making money. How it works is, you sign up (I can supply you the link for being on MY team) You recruit people who you think will be good at, A) advertising, and B) finding themselves a good team. There are six ways to make money, 1. Direct Commission, meaning that if you sign somebody up, and they decide to buy something off of the site you are advertising, you make 45% commission on everything they buy for life, the site is very similar to ebay with over
Marriage Thoughts - Not Mine -
These Are Not My Words Or Thoughts I Read This And Fell In Love With The Idea's And Thoughts Of This Individual, I Feel What He Had To Say Was Important And Wanted To Share It With Others... This Still Has Some Great Points Even For The Married People Out There....  

"You" The one you want. The one you need. The one so close. So close that you bleed. See me once. Hear me twice. Everything comes back in thrice. The way you are. The way you be. You are always the one I need. By: Thomas B Goodner  
My Kids
this is an update on what is going on with me im still seperated from the wife probably will devorice her  however she has been served with termination of rights paperwork so im expecting the same soon i do not know what to do at this point i have put my whole life into bieng with her and the kids and im loosing them all in one swoop and there is not much i can do to stop it to make friends aware im posting this i have three kids a girl named jessica age 2 a boy named michael age 4 and a girl name makayla age 8 i have been fighting with the cps system the kids are in foster care right now and the cps system has been trying to terminate my rights to see them which i have been fighting for 2 yrs now im currently trying to also prove my indian rights and ask the tribe to step in and help im cherokee indian but have yet to get regestured im in the process of doing that  my great great great gandma was and is a registered as a cherokee indian so im hoping the tribe will step in to th
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WASHINGTON, DC: The Supreme Court has ruled that there cannot be a Nativity Scene in the United States' Capital this Christmas season. This isn't for any religious reason. They simply have not been able to find Three Wise Men in the Nation's Capitol. A search for a Virgin continues. There was no problem, however, finding enough asses to fill the stable. During a commercial airline flight an experienced Air Force crew chief was seated next to a young mother with a babe in arms. When the baby began crying during the descent for landing, the mother began nursing the infant as discreetly as possible. The crew chief pretended not to notice, and, upon disembarking, he gallantly offered his assistance to help with the various baby-related items.When the young mother expressed her gratitude, the crew chief responded, "that's a good looking baby, and he sure was hungry!"Somewhat embarrassed, the mother explained that her pediatrician said that the time spent on the breast would help alleviat
Strong
Ive learned that even the strongest people, are weak sometimes. The human body and mind can only take so much pain, that they give up at one point. Glass can shatter, Concrete can break. Trees fall down and metal can bend. But all of these things would not of happened without pressure or something placed upon it. Be who you want to be and live how you want to because in the end, it doesnt really matter 
Twenty Things A Mom Should Tell Her Son
Husband comes home drunk and breaks some crockery, vomits and falls down on the floor... Wife pulls him up and cleans everything. Next day when he gets up he expects her to be really angry with him.... He prays that they should not have a fight.. He finds a note near the table... "Honey..your favorite breakfast is ready on the table, i had to leave early to buy groceries... i'll come running back to you, my love. I love you. ... He gets surprised and asks his son.., 'what happened last night..? Son said...," when mom pulled you to bed and tried removing your boots and shirt.. you were dead drunk and you said...... " Hey Lady ! Leave Me Alone... I AM Married !!! 1. Play a sport. It will teach you how to win honorably, lose gracefully, respect authority, work with others, manage your time and stay out of trouble. And maybe even throw or catch. 2. You will set the tone for the sexual relationship, so don't take something away from her that you can't give back. 3. Use car
Twisted Desires
Chapter I: The Early Stages I can't say where my twisted desires came from. I wish I could blame it on a bad childhood, but that isn't the case. Yeah my childhood may have been a little different than most, but I have never been subjected to any perversions growing up. Starting at the beginning of these desires is as good as any place to start.  Maybe it was when I was around 14-15 years old and I noticed my 16 year old neighbor getting dressed with her blinds open at 6am. It became a daily ritual for me. I would get up early, get dressed quick, and wait between our houses in the darkness of the morning hoping for a "show". Although I knew she had no clue I was there, it still turned me on and filled my teenage spank bank. Then following that, my 1st "real" girlfriend (Michelle) was quite the tease. Again I do not know if it was intentional, but she was going to stay a virgin until marriage. All that meant was that I wasn't allowed to have actual penetration. She would allow me to
Love
I sometimes feel my heart will burst from wanting you so much I can't explain in words of how  I long to feel your touch     There is no way I can convey  this emptiness inside  That seems to tear my soul to shreds as time goes swiftly by   If I could merely hold you near  for just a little while If I could simply talk with you
You Are The Reason
  I can't sleep at night I'm thinking of you I try to shut out those thoughts But they won't go   I toss and turn Loving and hating them all    How much have you realized of me? Am I obvious to you? Or do you have no clue?   I'm sure there is a hint In the back of your mind That tells you I'm interested in you
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Being Bi
I find it unusual that my first day on this site and I have a ton of guys asking me sexual questions as their first conversation. Yet I mention what I do for work (cam model) and I get that I'm a gold digger. I never approach these so called men yet I'm the one who's wrong...leaves me not wanting to talk to any guys and that most women online think I'm a guy because I want to find a live in gf. Why does the world have to be so judgmental?
Thoughts
A angel came to me in my in my dreams last night,she whispered in my ear"fear not even when your alone I'am near.'' She wiped the tears from my eyes as she whispered once more" I will always keep you safe,these words i tell you, like my love are clean and pure forever lasting and futhermore just believe in me and you will see." As i opened my eyes from this dream I realized it was you whispering so softly..... I don't need to leave a light on to know your gone I don't need to be alone in the dark to feel this pain in my heart I don't need to hide my tears I've learned to confront my fears I don't need ... to return to when and dream again your memory will always live deep inside of me Will you swear on your life if I asked you tonite that your love for me is true Will you see through the lies unmask the disguise and never sever the ties that bind Will you hear the love in my voice know it's my choice when I say I love you Will you stand over m
Simple D/s Suggestions
 find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive to another in a loving relationship.  I am not weak, or stupid. I am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what I want out of my life.  I do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength.  I look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never am I more complete than when he is with me.  I know that he will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with his strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as I am everything to him.  His touch awakens me and his thoughts free me. Only in serving him do I find complete freedom and joy.  His punishments are harsh, but I accept them thankfully, knowing that he has my best interests always foremost in his mind.  If he desires my body for pleasure, I shall joyfully give it to him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that I have brought him happiness.  However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of any relationship.  The love, the trus
Poems
A wonder of you, a whispered word or two She looks at me with a smile I feel but it is so? Does she love me truly? So much that I feel compressed expressions lacking frame of mind Yet my mind I would have you know! and not only a part of this puzzle! Truly how can this be? Yet here we are! I feel it in this blackness inside that moment before the day’s last ending breath I feel her love upon my heart in this I am left With all that is left of me I would run How to cross this precipice of time and space? How can I help you fully understand? I think yet my mind moves to thoughts Falling into this I have been made again I find that before I was truly alone yet never by oneself Doubts overshadowed by sense of truth and love Stars look down one each from above The brightest star only seen between her eyes Eyes look through me deeply to see that as if mirrored one’s own Insecurities’ shown Shown and discarded taken back as the tide washed away with the bru
Amse
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What's Going On In My Heart And Mind!
Have You Been In Love
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up."
Catfish The Tv Show
I absolutley love watching catfish the tv show. It is so crazy how people just can't be themselves. I am no model by any means but at least I have the self respect to be who I am and not make up this whole fake profile just to get people to talk to me. That's the funny thing about the internet, you never know who's on the other end of the screen.
Ramblings Away From Oregon
And the question you need ask is who will say this too and who will say this to you “Run, no questions” and take your hand. Though predictable it really is beside the point; NRA and second amendment things. Gun control does not make crazies channel their energies into more productive activities. Most of us grew up with strict drug control; most of us know where to find gray and black market drugs. I’m not saying “If you outlaw guns only outlaws will have guns” I’m saying when motherfuckers start shooting up the joint waving a law at them is frivolous.   The only salient point is how to protect you and yours. I don’t want a “good defense is a good offense” type speech; the ones most likely to do that here are the ones most likely to get their weapons taken from them. What I am saying is that so far December has been rife with national and personal tragedies, national as in any nation you might be living in. Think hard about how man
The Tragedy In Connecticut
Let it out. Don't be afraid to cry, don't be afraid to get angry. Yes, I asked "Why!?", Yes, I wanted him alive so he could see the suffering and pain he caused,.... yes, I prayed and prayed and prayed until my head hurt and I came to realize that this was not an act of God but of man. WE create these people who are bullied, ignored, hated, or abused. Each time we walk by someone hurting and choose to not see them or scoff at their very existence we give them just one more reason to hate themselves enough to want any and everybody around them hurt or dead.....much like they are inside. What seeds do we sow? Even a polite "hello" and half hearted smile means so much more than a crude look of distain. WE shoot people in the heart when we choose to not acknowledge someones presence. People scream to be seen, people act out to be acknowledged. We should be reaching out to them before they reach for something dangerous. People who kill often times have nothing to lose because they have been
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12-15-12 Update
Many of you have noticed I have't been around for a few months, well things in my life have turned upside down. My husband of 17 years left me and has filed for divorce, my court date is Feburary 25th. I haven't had any access to internet until just  recently and wanted my friends to know I havent forgotten you guys just been going through stuff.   Love you guys and Merry Christmas and Happy New Year
My Blogs
like my page at http://www.facebook.com/mothersagainstshakenbabysyndrome 'LetsGet2It46' wrote the following at '2012-12-14 11:10:31'..>> Been a bit bored, how bout somethin fun?? Im Megsluv783 on hot m.a..i..l hit me there, i get it on my phone, let me know what you'd do to me if we had 15 mins alone together and I'll hit u back MeganI'd fuck the shit out of you. I'd give you all of my dick in your mouth, pussy and ass WHATS WORSE IS MY HUSBAND REPLIED TO IT! from:   Horny Angel         United Kingdom subject: RE: your private NSFW received: 01/3/2013 12:37 pm replied: 01/3/2013 12:39 pm block this member   Yes if you can help me out with some credits please === 'babylion ' wrote the following at '2013-01-03 07:38:45'.. > > hey girl do you think i can look at your private NSFW pic please?
Lost Diary Pages
‎"Of all the things you can do in this world, of all the tasks...there is only one thing that is God-like......being a loving parent. Be the patient teacher, the forgiving tutor, and the sympathetic friend....achieve this..and you will accomplish what Kings can only dream of doing" ~The lost diary pages. Decent into Mystery I am Batman.   Engulfed in darkness, I am consumed by the need to confront my own demons. There are thousands of them, hidden in the Darkness...I emerge myself where there is no light. I must conquer them all...or I will become the worst one. In the Darkness...I find myself..I know myself..it is in the Darkness that I know my worth..know my truth..know my power..Fear, Pain, Terror..are my allies...like thunder I summon them from within..in the Darkness..I am free..In the Darkness I am home. I wonder through the night...most battles...I barely win...some battles..I barely walk away from...but with each fight..I become stronger...darker...with each fight..I bec
Juggalo Family
words from Violent J himself Message From Violent J written by Violent J, this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen jug
A Blog On The Contest
Contest is on its way. It ends Dec 31st, so get those entries in. This is for Male or Female. Join in the fun and get CREATIVE. Naughty, but no cocky pictures men and no Va-Jay jays girls.Dress up as Santa or Ms Claus or a New Years Day baby. The choice is all yours, just have fun doing it. 1st Place is a God Mode or anything to value of $100.00 2nd Place is a 30 day blast or H.H or anything to value of $50.00 3rd Place is a Rock-star or anything to value of $35.00 4th Place is a Boomer-rang or anything to value of $15.00Winners will be chosen by rates and comments..   Once in the contest it is up to you to get the rates or comments by either putting it in your status or blog or bullentin which ever you choose. Most of all just have fun with it. This is a HOLIDAY contest, the quicker you get your entry in the better chance you have at winning. You get to choose what you want for your prize. So go take a picture, put it in your default. Let me know and I will rip it. Merry Chris
And So It Goes
it's strange to look back at how daring and confident  i was in youth.  skiing beyond your capacity.  dropping out of college to pursue a dream.  packing up all you had in your 1982 ford escort.  im not sure what i'd tell myself if i could advise me then.  he brought me here.  which is a place where i can do much good.  for that i'd thank him.  and so would the ones we helped. but. there are sacrifices.  and when you single mindedly pursue them, you miss other things in life.  and now that im technically middle-aged, i regret my decision for a lack of balance. make family, and making a family important.  there's no perfect person.  just the one who cares for you. and forgive the faults that you could make. and i share this wish for your, that you'll learn from my mistake
Sexy Biggest Best Breasts Photo Contest
Biggest,Best, Sexiest Breasts Photo Contest Welcome to the rules for the contest. Really the only rule is breasts gotta be bare. How you present them is up to you. Wanna show them in Lingere, hanging over your bra, nude is up to you. Marketing your product is up to you. The rating will be based on the total number of votes over a ten day period. Contest begins on Friday jan 11th 2013 10pm and will end on Jan 22, 2013 at 10 pm. Make your fan base aware of the contest, it takes a little work. Prizes will be awarded to 1st and 2nd place. Contest requires a minimum of 5 candidates to start. if i get 10 Ill add a third prize. The prizes will be announced this week so check the blog. No it wont be a FUPONY.lol but will be a nice set of prizes. Get your submissions in no later than Jan 9th 2013.
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Unity And Love
I offer you peace. I offer you love. I offer you friendship.I see your beauty. I hear your need. I feel your feelings.My wisdom flows from the Highest Source. I salute that Source in you.Let us work together for unity and love.
Angels
words from my daughter; Yesterday was 5 years since my little Lilly was taken by God to heaven. I still remember that frantic feeling I got when I was trying to save her!! Today I went to a viewing for one of my good friends' granddaughter. The same frantic feeling came over me like I should be doing something. I know that our babies are angels in heaven, but it sure don't make that feeling go away! Please pray for all the families that have to endure this horrible loss! They need all the prayers they can get!!   All this talk reminds me of the poem I put on the back of Lilly's headstone: If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again It makes me really miss her!!
How To Live Life To The Fullest
The Husband Store A store that sells new husbands has opened in Manchester , just off Deansgate where a woman may go to choose a husband.Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads:Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids.'That's nice,' she thinks, 'but I want more.' So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking. 'Wow,' she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to t
Me
im not model beautiful and im no wonder woman.. i have made mistake and done things im not proud of.. so if u dont like what i do or say delete me block me or better yet dont bother.... im not going to change and as of right now im tryin to fix me and my life... so dont try to make me in to what you want. cause im unperfect and sassy and a lil bitchie. so take me this way or keep steppin. im so ready for my new life to start... and im done letting people in that say they care and love me and want the best... so here is to you and you know who u are enjoy your life and remmeber life is to short for mind games... and friends are hard to find.. and true friendship is priceless.. so i read on here i was poor and had no money... thats truly funny i own the home i live in free and clear and i own a truck free and clear.. one yr left on my car.. two fourwheelers free and clear money in the bamk bills pay every month on time... and can shop when i want just because i dont share my money with p
Jokes #1
If you eat a Christmas cookie fresh out of the oven, it has no caloriesbecause everyone knows that the first cookie is the test and thus calorie free.If you drink a diet soda after eating your second cookie, it also has nocalories because the diet soda cancels out the cookie calories (water has the same properties here).If a friend comes over while you're making your Christmas cookies and needs to sample, you must sample with your friend. Because your friend's first cookie is calorie free, rule #1 is yours also. It would be rude to let your friend sample alone and, being the friend that you are, that makes your cookie calorie free, as well.Any cookie calories consumed while walking around will fall to your feet and eventually fall off as you move. This is due to gravity and the density of the caloric mass.Any calories consumed during the frosting of The Christmas cookies will be used up because it takes many calories to lick excess frosting from a knife without cutting your tongue.Cook
Christmas 2012 Thought.
Many have asked me since I was born and raised in Germany, how are our Christmas Customs.  My family does a mix of American and German customs in our home.  Even though I am German my children were born and raised in the USA so we compromise our traditions and blend them together.  The end result of Christmas is truly why we celebrate it.  As long as the end result is the same, that is truly what matters in our home.  So here you go folks.   The Advent tradition is a religious celebration in preparation for the arrival (or “advent”) of the Christ Child (das Christkind) on his “official” birthday, the 25th day of December. The Advent season and its celebration have changed over the years from a more serious, somber character (including giving up things, as for Lent) to one of a more joyous nature — including such treats as chocolate-filled Advent calendars. The four weeks leading up to Christmas Eve are a happy time—at least for those not too caught
Thick&nd Juicee:)
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Beautiful To Me - Check It Out!
I have dated slim ladies. And I have friends who are. It's not all about how someone looks.  Butt... What appeals to the eye of a man stimulates him faster than the eye of a woman. So I dont pretend not to prefer women who are voluptuous. Women who look like these...   A mouse peeked through a crack in the wall and saw the farmer and his wife opening a package. "What food might this contain?" the mouse wondered. He was devastated to discover it was a mousetrap. Rushing out to the farmyard, the mouse proclaimed the warning: "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The chicken clucked, scratched, raised her head and said "Mr.Mouse, I can tell this is a grave concern to you, but it is of no consequence to me. I cannot be bothered by it." The mouse turned to the pig and told him "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The pig sympathized, but said "I am so very sorry, Mr. Mouse, but there is nothing I can do abo
Reality Check
Reality Check   With the Holidays coming, peoples attitudes get worse and tempers are shorter. I have played Santa Claus for a few years and the children always will say "I Want" or "Gimme" this for Christmas, I have also heard adults say the same thing. When I hear that I start to think of the ones that are less fortunate then myself.    I think of the ones that are in the Military keeping us safe, fighting for the rights of others so they can enjoy the freedom we have. They pay the ultimate price. They are Fathers, Mothers, Sons and Daughters. They leave loved ones behind to ensure we have our Freedom.   I have Volunteer to work in kitchens on the Holidays so others may have hot food to eat so their bellies don't go empty. Seeing smiles on the faces is more then enough of a Thank You.   Worked with Abate of WI raising money and toys for Families at Holiday times so they can have something to play with. Have adopted Families at Thanks Giving and Christmas so they would have fo
Musings Of Within.
is it to tight? can you feel the lack of wind? harder? tighter? allow me to pull you in as i pull out your life. the gagging is of little concern the rope will losen. its the look of yoru eyes giving into the darkness. and as you fade i releave and your breath. you look amazed surprised shocked and dissappointed.  do you crave death? do you crave to be breathless? I grab again discoloration returning. eyes lulling back again is it to much? can you still hear  hear me as you fade away? Hear me as you kiss death? are you breathless? then i release. Your body it shakes it quivers  and yet you yearn for more?  pulling tight i refuse to release.  garggling sound as you fade fade then its dark. and you are breathless. Kneel, a simple command followed by simple  movment. I can circle this being like preditor to prey like lover to loved slave to master I can hear the breathing as she kneels face down  her pale white skin shivering not of cold nor of fear anticipat
Wishlist..
I am making a wishlist of what i would like to get out of blings..before end of world. LOL. or before christmas. 1. merry fubar christmas bling -pay 5mil 2. giant candy cane bling- pay 10mil 3. toys for tots bling.. 6mil sexy holiday or holiday cheer for 30mil Rockstar bling--60mil (would really like  golden snowman for 16mil I am also willing to either point boost you or pimp you out..or do a salute to you. Or you can just do it out of luv :D  
Sick Of It All
you know usually im one to sit back bite my tongue and be quiet about things but ive come to a point i cant bite my tongue anymore. i refuse to. im sick and damn tired of people walking all over me. being nice? im starting to really think its overrated cuz all it ever does is winds up getting me hurt and walked over in the long run. from this point on im not gonna have it anymore so if you say you want me, dont make me your third wheel or just a possiblilty or even your backup plan. im done with you people playing games with my head and heart. from this point on i shall remain numb until someone gives me reason to not do so otherwise. blessed be. )o(    ~wiccan princess~
Congress
  THIS IS A MUST READ.....IT IS WORTH YOUR TIME... On Thursday, Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton, Colorado, was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee.  The following is a portion of the transcript:   "Since the dawn of creation there has been both good & evil in the hearts of men and women. We all contain the seeds of kindness or the seeds of violence. The death of my wonderful daughter, Rachel Joy Scott, and the deaths of that heroic teacher, and the other eleven children who died must not be in vain. Their blood cries out for answers."The f irst recorded act of violence was when Cain slew his brother Abel out in the field. The villain was not the club he used.. Neither was it the NCA, the National Club Association. The true killer was Cain, and the reason for the murder could only be found in Cain's heart."In the days that followed the Columbine tragedy, I was amaze
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Mary Had A Lil Lamb
from: ynnoj http://youtu.be/jgSOb9M4S98 Beverly Hills, CA subject: RE: hi received: 12/21/2012 09:33 am replied: no   block this member lol...i get girls showing me anything i ask wenever i ask...i pay 1000 credits and 5000 dollars u.s. ive NEVER had to pay ANYTHING before playing...so its cool, i dont NEED u, just wanted to spoil u, but not at least without a peek at them titties bare...bye hun= PAY ATTENTION: Mary had a little Lamb, His fleece was white as snow. And everywhere that Mary went, The Lamb was sure to go. He followed her to school each day, wasn't even in the rule.He made the children laugh and play, To have a Lamb at school. And then the rules all changed one day, Illegal it became; To bring the Lamb of God to school, Or even speak his name. Everyday got worse and worse, And days turned into years.Instead of hearing children laugh, We heard gun shots and tears. What must we do to stop the crime, That's in our schools today? Let's
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Found You
Pocket Taser
                              Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. ... A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest.. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer. The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety...?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home... I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button and pressed it against a metal surface at the same time, I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain
Gun Control
Golf Balls
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles roll ed into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full.. The students responded with a unanimous ‘yes.’ The professor then produced two Beers from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand.The students laughed.. ‘Now,’ said the professor as the laughter subsided, &lsqu

Can I slip into your mind?I just want to see what's behind those eyes..I want to see what makes you happy,I want to see what makes you want to cry.Would you allow me to venture into your daydreams?I just want to see what's behind those eyes..I want to see what makes you happy,I want to see what makes you want to cry.May I get lost in your thoughts?I'm curious to know how you see the world.I just want to see what's behind those eyes..
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Mourning
Sorrow thinks it is incurable.Sympathy, Does not agree.Sympathy, Cures
Jon's Thoughts
So something I noticed recently (and my awesome fu-wife blogged about, too) is the excessive amount of hatred I see on this site, read about in statuses, see in screenshots.. what the hell happened here? I never thought Fu was a bed of roses, but sheesh, some of the stuff I see on here now is downright terrorizing.  If shit like this was said out loud to another human being, you could be sued, get the shit kicked out of you, or killed. Some of you all need to realize that it's not THAT personal.
Naughty Last Night
Just For Fun...a Little Insight Too.
I've never done one of these before. But after a recent conversation with a friend she recommended that I start one. First and foremost is my stand point on any thing and every thing that I write...ever. Its based completely on my opinion. For the most part I'd just like to discuss certain theories and get get feed back on my own. But by all means feel free if any one ever reads these to send me your own. Right and wrong. So far every discussion on this topic has turned a bit by the way side and people misunderstand the point being made. Although our world is dominated by the many many tragic blunders of men and women both verbally and physically, I got to thinking about the possibility that every thing in our lives is subjective. Please don't get the idea that I support hurting any one in any way shape or form. That is certainly not the direction I'm going with this. But when we some thing that we feel is wrong, we shun it. Morally I think it should be. But on a philosoph
Christmas And New Years
The last week of the year is my worst time of the year.  It all started on December 24, 2003 when we were on a combat mission in Baghdad Iraq to capture people that were laying Improvised Explosive Devices. That night keeps playing in my head 4 times a week and I been trying to change the ending of it. That night my Brigrade CSM faced  the explosion that saved his driver a good friend of mine. My Vehicle was 1 spot behind his. My vehicle my driver,gunner, and myself was knocked out for about a minute. Then we started to kick in doors singing Christmas carols;as we detain these people. We found out he was dead, even though he didn't have children as his own he considered all of us as his own children taking care of us. He didn't miss any heavy combat mission as other higher ups staying on the compound where it was safe, he kicked doors along with us. On the same week New Years Eve 2003 aboout 2:30p.m. it was my turn to face the explosion to try to save my driver and gunner. After I go
Worth It All
Do we ever really know when we actually mean something to someone?...finding out who truly cares about you can be a painful process...a process I had to go thru for far too long on my own...I work from home so I used that as an excuse to seclude myself from the real world around me....in fear of History repeating itself...scared to be hurt..scared to REALLY put myself out there....too many times love lead to pain and I convinced myself that I had to go thru a screening process first in-order to ensure that of not happening again...but "the screening process" was the most painful of all...falling for someone that was both out of reach and untouchable is a pain I wouldn't wish on anyone...ok I take that back..there is a LONG list of people that I would gladly wish it on... We have people...friends...that come into our lives and effect us differently...it is hard to reach me on an emotional level..I don't open up to most people..and those I do....I have to fee
The Broken Ones
She waits for the bus, cold and alone. While standing in front of her, falling down home. She sits in the front seat, alone every day. While being taunted by, the cruel words they would say. Her clothes are too small, stained and old. The teachers allowed this torture, not a word was told. Would someone have said something, if they had only known? What she was really going through, what was never shown. The truth was revealed beside her body, in a note. The one that told her tale, by the words she had wrote. She named them off, one by one. The kids who picked on her, for so long. Along with the teachers, who let it be so. She wrote there is something about me, I think you should know. Follow the path, on the map below. Do not read beyond the map, until you get to the site. That’s when you can read, the story of my life. A field trip they called it, following the map well. The destination landed them, inside this little girl’s Hell. Unde
Exactly Who You Are
It isn’t you I love, it’s the thought of you, I see that now. Your excuses have weeded through all the, what if’s and how’s. The heart should lye, wherever they are. For it knows no bounds, no matter how far. Away, someone may be. Love should in-deed, set you free. Unless you have chains, bound by someone else. Then everything changes, becomes a lie within itself. Wasted emotion on someone, I never knew. This person before me, isn’t you. I didn’t just see you, with a ring on your finger. I had to get closer, so I could see much clearer. And in-deed I did, I followed closely behind. Although now I wish, I could stop and rewind. Back to the parking lot, inside my car. Before I seen for myself, exactly who you are. CTRL + Q to Enable/Disable GoPhoto.it CTRL + Q to Enable/Disable GoPhoto.it
Infected Hope Chest
The alarm clock goes off, and she crawls out of bed. Bringing to life the voices, inside her head. Dressed in her business suit, she plays her role. While carrying the key, to her contaminated soul. With her at all times, though never shown. Lies the key to her true self, all that’s unknown. While going about her day, she only has one thought. No one must ever get this key, to my Pandora’s Box. My secret corruption, that dwells within. Is a thing of the past, my tainted sin. I am a different person, than I was back then. She secretly says, to the voices within. A constant reminder, sometimes they shout. Trying to persuade her, into letting them out. Of the box, she has locked up tight. She feels as if, she is losing the fight. When she feels herself, starting to slip. She holds onto the key, with a firm grip. You will stay locked up forever she says, and I will do my best. To keep you deep inside, of my infected hope chest.
These Eyes Of Mine
My eyes are like portals, to things unseen. By the one’s around me, movie scenes. Playing out in my head, constantly changing. Distorted figures, rearranging. Taking a drive, my lover and I. Not seeing the same things, while looking at the same sky. He see’s blue, and clouds of white. I see warriors, prepared to fight. People instantly, fade then turn grey. Become disfigured, slow motion they stray. Others light up, as bright as the sun. This is how I distinguish, the good from the bad ones. My eyes are like the remote, you use on your television set. Every blink becomes something, I haven't seen yet. The trees become homes, where the animals ran free. Now they search for a new home, frantically. The children on the swing set, laughing on the playground. Become moving targets, littering the ground. Dodging bullets, in a place of joy. Lives lost, innocence shattered, everything's  destroyed. The woman passing by me, as we speak. Is a
Decisions
My Lounge
My lounge  Your Desires   Your Desires is a place for laughing and enjoying other people in conversation. There is times when people will be naughty, that is why its called Your Desires, to let your naughty side take over a bit and have fun exploring your inner self.     I am looking for all new staff. People that are not working in other lounges would be beter. I hope to see some of you there.    Party in my lounge on New Years Eve http://fubar.com/lounge/yourdesires
Things Hugh Should Read
This is really more for Smart than it is for Hugh, but I bet Hugh will like it too. "Thought Experiment," by George Saunders, included in the collection The Braindead Megaphone. Imagine the following scenario:  Two babies are born at precisely the same moment.  Baby One is healthy, with a great IQ and all its limbs and two kind, intelligent, nondysfunctional parents.  Baby Two is sickly, not very bright, is missing a limb or two, and is the child of two self-absorbed and stupid losers, one of whom has not been seen around lately, the other of whom is a heroin addict. Now imagine this scenario enacted a million times. Now imagine those two million babies leaving the hospital and beginning to live their lives. Statistically, the Baby Ones are going to have a better time of it than the Baby Twos.  Whatever random bad luck befalls the Babies, the Baby Ones will have more resources with which to engineer a rebound.  If a particular Baby One turns out to be, say, schizophrenic, he or sh
The Deficit Fix, Pass It Along!
ty father :) Warren Buffett, in a recent interview with CNBC, offers one of the best quotes about the debt ceiling: "I could end the deficit in 5 minutes," he told CNBC. "You just pass a law that says that anytime there is a deficit of more than 3% of GDP, all sitting members of Congress are ineligible for re-election. The 26th amendment (granting the right to vote for 18 year-olds) took only 3 months &8 days to be ratified! Why? Simple! The people demanded it. That was in 1971...before computers, e-mail, cell phones, etc. Of the 27 amendments to the Constitution, seven (7) took 1 year or less to become the law of the land...all because of public pressure. Warren Buffet is asking each addressee to forward this email to a minimum of twenty people on their address list; in turn ask each of those to do likewise. In three days, most people in The United States of America will have the message. This is one idea that really should be passed around. Congressional Reform Act of 2011 1. No Ten
Does True Love Really Exist?
i'm confused and upset and not really sure what to do.  i have only talked to my dad a few times in 34 years then out of the blue in the middle of november he starts calling me.  He wants to give me money for the things i need.  yes i need the money what with me being a single mother of 2 young daughters.  i have just moved a month and a half ago from ohio to illinois with nothing but my daughters our clothes and my car i have a part time job and get child support but everything is still tight financially i am determined to make a better life for my daughters and myself.  i may need the money but i donkt feel right taking it considering i would've rather had a father growing up everyone tells me this is my fathers way of making amends but i don't think there is any amount of money that could fill the hole in my heart that being without a father has created i am a good person and have forgiven my father for his absence but i still have trust issues what should i do? i wonder if true lov
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My Poems
Where is your little son lost, JohnTears, JohnTears, JohnBruised in the rain With his overalls tornWith one shoe offOne shoe onTears, JohnTears, JohnAnd where will your little son sleep, JohnUnder the smoke stacksUnder the heapUnder the tent where the canopy leaksTears, JohnTears, JohnYou're drowning in the griefOf Jupiter's waterLet me open my teethAnd cradle you thereThere's a bed for the boyAnd rope for the fatherBoth orphaned by Heaven Where no child is sparedTo who will your little son pray, JohnDark are the strangers That sleep on the trainThere's blood on their cotsAnd bones on their platesTears, JohnTears, JohnWho, then, will tend to the sheep, JohnMy treads in the place Where the vicious gods preachWhere claws come in sharp And on wolves in white fleeceTears, JohnTears, JohnTears, JohnTears, JohnYou're drowning in the griefOf Jupiter's waterLet me open my teethAnd cradle you thereThere's a bed for the boyAnd rope for the fatherBoth orphaned by Heaven Where no child is sparedSw
Attention Please...
Hello everyone. I hope your Christmas brought you joy and happiness and you got everything you wanted including coal.   Well let me get down to it. There are so many sweet women and men on here, but I need to say this. I am NOT looking for any type of relationship. I have decided to leave this online business where it is, and that is the Internet. I DONOT want to meet or hook up, get on a phone with you or a camera via skype, yahoo or any other form. DONOT ask for my email address, phone number or any other form of getting to know me. 2012 has left me nothing but bad memories and I will not repeat them this year. All of the negativity will leave my life or I will be forced to block you. I will not post nudes of myself either. I RESPECT myself and you should respect people enough not to ask for them. I don't won't to start blocking people, I really don't. Please respect my wishes. I have done this shit on here, but it stops today. If alone the way I hurt your feelings or shut
Somewhere Down The Line
No matter how many plans we make or steps we follow, we never know how our day is going to end up. We'd prefer to know, of course, what curve balls will be thrown our way. It's the accidents that always turn out to be the most interesting parts of our day, the people we never expected to show up, a turn of events we never would have chose for ourselves. All of a sudden you find yourself somewhere you never expected to be and it's nice, or it takes some getting used to. Still, maybe you’ll find yourself appreciating it somewhere down the line. So you go to sleep each night thinking about tomorrow, going over your plans, preparing for them, and hoping that whatever accidents come your way will be happy ones.
Something I Find Funny
A woman takes a lover home during the day, while her husband is at work. Unbeknownst to her, her 9 year old son was hiding in the closet. Her husband comes home unexpectedly, so she puts the lover in the closet with the little boy. The little boy says, "Dark in here." The man says, "Yes it is."Boy- "I have a baseball."Man- "That's nice."Boy- "Want to buy it?"Man- "No, thanks."Boy- "My dad's outside."Man- "OK, how much?"Boy- "$250." In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the mom's lover are in the closet together. Boy- "Dark in here."Man- "Yes, it is."Boy- "I have a baseball glove." The lover, remembering the last time, asks the boy, "How much?"Boy- "$750."Man- "Fine." A few days later, the father says to the boy, "Grab your glove. Let's go outside and toss the baseball back and forth." The boy says, "I can't. I sold them." The father asks, "How much did you sell them for?" The son says "$1,000." The father says, "That's terrible to overcharge your friends like
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My Lonely Visit
I came to see you today You never spoke a word I sat down right beside you Silence is all I heard I called out your name You didn’t give an answer I told you that I love you The quiet was oh so bitter I looked at your final resting place The tears began to flow I just wanted to see my daddy The wind began to blow I could feel you standing there You told me it would be okay In an instant you were gone The wind seemed to carry you away My heart still aches for you Just to hear your voice again If only I could get one last hug I know I would be happy then For now I have to cry Keeping your memory in my heart You never really went away We’ll never be apart
Happy Birthday To My M&m
Today!!! 5 years ago i gave birth to my biggest baby boy...Mason Miles!!...Today im gonna share a very emotion story with you guys...After he was born and we brought him home...I suffered through Postpartum depression, something i was rarely new to since i didnt have it with my 3 before....After a week i was admited to St.Louis Jewish barnes hopsital to get better....After there for a week in a half i got to come home to my baby boy..But its a time i would rather not rememeber He was airlifted to St.Louis Children's hopsital within mins of me arriving home. With only a 50-50 chance of making it.He had lost nearly 4 pounds,from what he weighted at birth He then would spend the next Month Fighting RSV Today i have little memory of the first few weeks of his life...But he is my angel baby!!...Today he's one heathly 5 year old!!!...And a little monster at that but he will always be my angel baby no matter how big or old he gets...Happy birthday to my amazing little M&M...
Lisa's Blog
Top Reasons to Start and Own Your Own Business It is the end of 2012. I want you to ask yourself and becompletely honest. Are you where you truly want to be in your life? If you havesurvived the market down turn, layoffs and the real estate crash you areprobably happy to be right where you’re at. Now ask yourself, are you happy? Iwant you to take a moment and do some soul searching. I had a full time job that I absolutely loved. I just didnot want to sit behind the desk, punching someone else’s time clock any more. Iwas happy but knew my destiny was somewhere else. This is why I took the jumpto owning my own businesses. Now I work for myself, completely and truly lovinglife. It has been hard, I will be honest with you but worth it in every way. Iwork harder now for myself than I ever did punching someone else’s time clock.The pay off now goes into my own pocket. I want to give you the top ten reasons why it makes sense tostart and own your own business. I read the
Life
Your eyes speak truthWhile your lips only spill out lies.Why do I find myself wanting to cry?I shall not love anyone, not even youAnd yet, my heart tells me that your love for me is true.Shall I do the right thing and walk away?No, I cry and hug you and promise to stay.Maybe love isn't that bad after all.Maybe I'll have to give it a good call.Your smile melts all my fears,While your lips dry all my tears.I never thought that love would carry such bliss,But now I believe it does, with every truth-filled kiss.I could live like this foreverJust as long as we're together.My loneliness and sadnessDisappear day, by day,But my love for you willALWAYS STAY. "Well, in all honesty, I don't feel that what I've done is a crime. And I think it's illogical and irresponsible for you to sentence me to prison. Because, when you think about it, what did I really do? I crossed an imaginary line with a bunch of plants. I mean, you say I'm an outlaw, you say I'm a thief, but where's the Christmas dinner fo
Ending Of Contest
Dec 31st, 2012 @ Midnight New Years Eve the CONTEST ends. THe pictures will be shut down and no more voting or commenting will be allowed. I will re-open after I have counted the comments and votes up and post the winners in a blog. This is how it looks for now, but anything can change between now and tomorrow night when this contest ends. 1st - Uniquely Me 2nd - TATTTITUDE 3rd - Sweet Angel 4th - Firefox 5th - TopCat If you entered more than one picture I took the highest scored one, I can not tally them together that would not be fair. These can change @ anytime and is not set in stone until tomorrow @ Midnight on New Years Eve. New Years Day I will do another blog confriming the winners. This is what I need to know. If you opt for a blingpack the highest one for the contest is  135 Credits for 99.00 dollars with 35 free credits and I will send a dollar bling of your choice to finish up the $100.00 dollar prize. In other words I need to know upfront what your choice is bef
Drunk Driving
Hard
It seems in every changing world with, all the huslte and buslte of life we seem to be lacking. I find it ironic the more advanced we become has a society we miss out on the one thing that makes it all go. What is it? Simple PASSION that makes you who you are. I mean without it you become void and shallow. What is it that makes you well you? Passion can come in an array of ways for instance. A warm embrace that stimulates you from head to toe. The mere thought that you do not evert want that embrace to go away. The passion of a hobby or activity that makes you feel special and alive all over. The passion of family and friends knowing that you are blessed with this group of people to go on lifes journey with. Passion of meeting some new and all the many moments that are yet to come. The passion of a long slow kiss that has true feeling and sets your soul on fire. Perhaps your one true soul mate  has you look into their eyes an find the pasion burning there. Well what every your pasion i
Funny
you're one virgo and 1 mercury so, an analytical brainiac! :) hehe Planet: Position Aspects Total Rank Percent Sun: 42.5 ( 4) + 14.9 ( 6) = 57.4 ( 4) / 9.8% Moon: 60.0 ( 2) + 7.1 ( 9) = 67.1 ( 2) / 11.5% Mercury: 80.0 ( 1) + 31.5 ( 1) = 111.5 ( 1) / 19.0% Venus: 27.5 ( 9) + 17.8 ( 4) = 45.3 ( 7) / 7.7% Mars: 18.5 (11) + 19.3 ( 2) = 37.8 ( 9) / 6.5% Jupiter: 30.0 ( 8) + 17.6 ( 5) = 47.6 ( 6) / 8.1% Saturn: 33.5 ( 6) + 0.0 (10) = 33.5 (10) / 5.7% Uranus: 33.5 ( 7) + 18.5 ( 3) = 52.0 ( 5) / 8.9% Neptune: 48.5 ( 3) + 10.4 ( 7) = 58.9 ( 3) / 10.1% Pluto: 35.0 ( 5) + 10.2 ( 8) = 45.1 ( 8) / 7.7% Chiron: 7.0 (12) + 0.0 (11) = 7.0 (12) / 1.2% Node: 22.0 (10) + 0.0 (12) = 22.0 (11) / 3.8% Total: 438.0 + 147.4 = 585.4 / 100.0% Sign: Power Rank Percent - Element Power Percent Aries: 31.5 ( 8) / 5.4% - Fire: 89.0 / 15.2% Taurus: 22.8 (11) / 3.9% - Earth:
Contest Winners
You know I never thought the outcome would be as it is. The race really kicked in for 1st place and as you can see he won by only 25. Here are the winners: These were calculated by adding rates and comments together. 1st Place - TATTTITUDE  - 1,827... 2nd Place - Uniquely Me - 1,802..That was very close there 3rd Place - Sweet Angel - 860 4th Place - Firefox - 519   Happy New Years Everyone.  
Jokes 2
                                       Blind Cashier at Cabela's A woman goes into Cabela's to buy a rod and reel for her grandson's birthday. She doesn't know which one to get, so she just grabs one and goes over to the counter. The clerk was standing behind the counter wearing dark glasses. She saysto him, "Excuse me, sir. Can you tell me anything about this Rod and reel?" He says, "Ma'am, I'm completely blind; but if you'll drop it on thecounter, I can tell you everything from the sound it makes." She doesn't believe him but drops it on the counter anyway...... He says, "That's a six-foot Shakespeare graphite rod with a Zebco 404 reel and 10-LB.test line. It's a good all-around combination, and it's on sale this weekfor only $20.00." She says, "It's amazing that you can tell all that just by the sound of it dropping on the counter. I'll take it!" As she opens her purse, her credit card drops on the floor. "Oh, that sounds like a Master Card," he says. She bends down
R.i.p. Dad Curtis Crawfish Crider You Will Be Missed
well this recent holiday for 2012 wasnt too great with the passing of my  dad,curtis "crawfish"crider 1930-2012...he was a former grandnational/winstoncup now nextel/sprint driver..he raced in england in 1955 and the last beach race in 1958 ponce inlet florida,then daytona speedway and other nascar tracks through 1964.then drove local short dirt tracks through out florida as he mostly called barberville"volusia county speedway" his home track. we did bump heads sometimes as some fathers do i reckon as i grew up and even now,but still didnt mean i didnt love him,me and some family was bedside when he passed and just had recent viewing and funeral 27th-28th of december and i think im still in shock,but i know i miss having him around even though he has been gettin demensia for several years now and was kinda rough on us,but i would trade that to having him back love and miss you dad,when you passed you made the final lap and got the checkered flag...here is a link to daytona beach news j
Me
I talk and you don't listen. I say I need a friend but you blow it off. I try to be understanding but get no understanding from you. I want to a person that will listen A friend that will care about me A girlfriend that will treat me like a princess and not a bitch. A child that I can love and someone that can love the child the way that I do. I just want you to listen to all my words not just what you wanta hear. I want your words to pick me up and make me feel special not like a nobodt. Words can hurt but I want your words to make me feel wonderful inside and out. EVERYTHING ABOUT ME IS A GIFT AND THERE IS NOTHING IN THE WORLD THAT I WOULD CHANGE. iF YOU CAN NOT LIKE THAT THEN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO TELL YOU. THERE IS A LOT TO ME AND ALOT THAT HAS MADE ME AND BROKE ME BUT I KEEP ON PUSHING BECAUSE I AM A GIFT OF GOD AND A GIFT TO OTHERS SO YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO EXCEPT THAT. THANK GOD FOR BEING ME
The Crimson Mirror
She sat gazing out across the evening sky wondering what was coming, feeling it in the air and within her was this thought this tingle this dread of sense. Taking her to the core she could feel the weight of the power within her seeking its escape. Ever wakeful inside her chest, as she stood there she thought of him. Extending her right arm she looked into her palm curling fingers as the spark comes to life within then the euphoric rush of new creation set down in an instant given the power to crush or to save all. “So long ago I would have thought none of this existed” she thought to herself. Flaring light in palm she hurled her hand to the window sending the fiery lance streaking from the tower, across the plain and away into the night sky thinking back to that first day… “Aishling time for dinner!” she could hear the faint call over the roar of the blacksmiths fire she had ever been enticed by fire. “Coming Mother she muttered under her breath i
A Survival Guide For The Simple American
GETTING BACK TO BASIC LIVING IN AMERICA By Simple Man  This is a list I have put together for everyone to begin stocking up on the basic things we will all need to live a simpler, “woodsman” lifestyle. Some of the quantities of food preservation items such as salt and potassium nitrate (saltpeter) are just to get you started, and keep you going for a while until you can locate more. The more you can get now – the better. This is not to be taken lightly – these are the things you WILL need and want to survive seclusion into a non-urban environment. When there is not a grocery store within miles, no fast food, no clothing stores, and most importantly – when the time comes where our monetary system finally crashes. It will be entirely up to US to fend for ourselves, and our families. A few points to make a mental note of:   1.) STOCK UP NOW!! As you go through this list, put a check mark next to each and every item you have, or purchase at a later date.
My Prostate Cancer
 I was diagnosed with prostate cancer when I was working for the Texas Rangers right after they the world series to the St. Louis Cardinals. This is something I've heard of other men dealing with, but I had no idea it was knocking at my door. This is something all men should take the time to be checked by your family doctor and make no mistake, its a very serious thing to deal with. My family always has medical problems, my dad had open heart surgery, my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer in the early 70's, and thats when they took the breasts. I never thought that I'd be the one to get prostate cancer, but I was. Its a painful time that I wish I'd never had to go through, but I did. I had fudical markers put in my prostate for radiation treatments that I went through, then I had laser surgery done on my prostate so I could go to the bathroom without any pain. It was done Thursday(1/3/13) and what a trying time it was. Its going to make me stronger in the long run, but all men should
Corn Flakes Were Perfect
Home / News / 10-14-2012 Can It All Be Coincidence? (The Obama Timeline) 10-14-2012 Can It All Be Coincidence? (The Obama Timeline) by Don Fredrick, ©2012, blogging at The Obama Timeline(Oct. 1, 2012) ­ As I noted in the introduction to my book, The Obama Timeline, a jury at a murder trial will often find the accumulated circumstantial evidence so overwhelming that a guilty verdict is obvious even though there may be no witness to the crime.  “The jurors in the Scott Peterson trial believed the collection of evidence more than they believed Scott Peterson. Among other things, the jury thought that being arrested with $15,000 in cash, recently-dyed hair, a newly-grown goatee, four cell phones, camping equipment, a map to a new girlfriend’s house, a gun, and his brother’s driver’s license certainly did not paint a picture of a grieving husband who had nothing to do with his pregnant wife’s disappearance and murder.”   In the four
Sex, Lies, And Fubar
About a month ago, I had a meeting with some local (New England) media officials.  Subsequent to the events of that meeting, I was offered a unique opportunity, which may grow into something significantly greater.  I cannot discuss the details of the opportunity, other than to say it involves a new outdoor show.  I was given a few weeks to decide whether or not I wanted to take this offer or not.   Part of the decision lies with the added burden of teaching and guiding that I have now.  I struggled to decide how I would try to fit this in to my schedule.  Ultimately, I decided this morning, that I would accept this opportunity, and run with it.  This does mean, however, that I will likely have significantly decreased Fu time, if any at all. This may possibly be goodbye, I don't know. For those of you who have my contact information, I will do my best to stay in touch.  Those of you who do not have my contact info, but would like it, let me know in the next few weeks.  Thanks! I've b

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