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If I died tonight and was gone forever would you really care?  Knowing you had the chance to be with me and really wasn't there.

Would you feel a loss in your life and an empty spot in your heart. Now that you can never have me forever to be apart.

There is no Spidey no Kevin no more..gone for eternity. Would you cry and feel the pain if there wasn't any more me?

Would you wake up with the sweats crying in your sleep? Would you break out randomly sobbing while you weep?

Would you wonder what is left in life to even bother trying? Your heart wrenching from your chest because you cant stop crying.

Would it make you feel soo sick that you want to just die? Would you turn to drugs or alcohol to be constantly high?

No matter what you seem to do nothing makes the pain go away. All you want to do is say goodbye cruel world and die upon this day.

Baby that is how I feel thinking I can never be with you..I do not want to go on living a life if it is without you.

I love you with everything that I am and forever I will Love you for Life.

I want you right by my side for eternity..I want you as my wife.

Lori Ann Williston shall forever be your name tis true..my best friend lover and wife you are and all I need to carry through.

I vow to you on this day my love my heart my life..in asking in front of the whole world Lori Ann please be my wife.

Your loving Boyfriend and hubby Kevin aka Spidey

xoxoxoxo

Here I lie on darkened day... heart ripped out turning to decay.

My baby looked down and smiled at me... saved my heart and stole the key.

She gave me her heart..her soul..her life..she gave my life's breath by becoming my wife.

She is now and will always be my saviour, my truest love.. my honeybee

She never falters she never fails..she sees my love in the little details

I love her completely till the end of days...I'll love her forever in every way

Lori Ann we truly were destined to be..my life would be useless if you were not with me

My baby my love my honey my wife..i give you my world i give you my life

My search has ended.. my journey begun..my life has meaning..My Lori's the one

I love you baby for the whole world to see...I am your husband...your love..Me !

Skies so blue...stars so white..when you arrived..all was right

 You looked you smiled you shot a glance...You made me happy you made my heart dance

You gave me love you gave me life..you gave me you when you became my wife

I gave you all that I possibly can..I gave you me and all that I am

Together forever no longer apart..entwined the hands..and entwined our hearts 

I love you Lori

I sit and watch you look at me, the thoughts you have..the wonders you see.

As we view what we both truly desire, the heat it produces turns to flame and fire.

The more time passes I am in your presence, the deeper the pit becomes of love's true essence.

I seem to recall earlier days when I was young I would sit in a haze,

Now with you the haze returns but with pure pleasure my heart it yearns.

Your soul belongs to you and mine to me, together now we both can see.

For the future I want to know there's no lies, all I can see is love in Thine Eyes.

Kevin Williston

The morning bears witness to the sweet breath I watch you take in to sustain the happy slumber you have attained within my grasp.

The disdain I feel for the ineptness you have had to wallow through slowly recedes as I glimpse a smile cross your soft lips.

It is brought forth by your wakening to see me watching over you as you rested making sure you were safe from harm.

A glitter of hope slides into the corner of my eye as you stretch and let me into your waking world of endearment.

As I see you coming to full awareness I wonder if you will send me packing to carry on my life as is, alone and desolate.

To presume that I am worthy of your attentions would be a grave mistake on my part, who am I to warrant such a thing.

I think back to what we have shared and speak upon a whisper to you,  have I proven myself worthy. 

I seek the answer within your eyes that pull my innermost emotions from their pooling well kept cavern.

To do so lightly is a common practice from a common man as they have yet to truly want to be wanted.

Do you care for me to be there, will I still make you smile if I do not leave quickly.

My head swims with questions only you can answer.  Only you have the power to set me free from my prison.

The place I go nightly as I silently bid you farewell my sweet lady as I see you walk away to be with another.

Am I not a good man, am I not worthy of a woman’s touch.  To be held and caressed as one loved is.

To walk a sandy beach hand in hand with that special one who is with me for me as I stand before you this day.

Quiet solitude, ticking noises, birds chirping.. this is all too familiar.  But what of my waking within that perfect moment?

I stretch and look at the ceiling, I look beside me, emptiness.  As I rouse from my bed chamber and think aloud I speak:

Of this my fair sweet lady I do promise, a dream will remain a dream until acted upon.

This action will only proceed if it is willed upon my person by you with your blessing.

Till that day I will continue to hope and pray that one fine day, “ My DREAMS will come true.”

Kevin

As I sit my mind heavy and tired,

Long days work done…. relax time expired.

Wishing for sleep to come furious and fast,

The fatigue in my bones just cannot last.

I am so tired but cannot sleep,

I hear this quiet peep peep peep.

I look around but nothing to see,

Why does this disease seem to only plague me?

To the left I look and then the right,

The illuminated numbers tell me it’s night.

As the cascade of dawn filters out the black,

I turn to my side to receive a light smack.

Time to wake up says my beautiful wife,

Have to go to work to pay for this life.

Falling asleep happened when I don’t know,

Off to work none the less I must go.

The kids, the wife, the house and the car,

These are the things that make me go so far.

All I need are those smiling faces,

To take me to the best possible places.

Then it happens right out of the blue,

When I woke up the sky had a strange hue.

Not black not grey not blue not red,

Have I succumbed? am I finally dead?

In this daze I let it take me,

Down down down please family forsake me.

All is quiet and so serene,

Smash crash boom and then a scream.

I jumped right up and down the hall,

What was happening I tried to call.

My voice had frozen as I saw the mirror,

The reflection I saw was me only fairer.

I looked very healthy and was growing a beard,

Most unusual… this is getting quite weird.

All the havoc had stopped when I did,

The wife was smiling as well as the kids.

I asked the time knowing full well I was late,

They said 6 o’clock while shutting the gate.

I asked for the date which came as a shock,

It seems I’ve been sleeping 3 days round the clock.

I asked why they didn’t wake me and this I was told,

“ My daddy’s just tired, he’s not getting old.

We’ll let him sleep until he wakes up,

Feeling full of energy like a frisky little pup.”

“ We had some worries and were a little scared,

But mom said daddy needed sleep like the bears.”

I still have long days and most are the same,

But it is all worth it.. when they call my name.

This is what it all means to me,

To have what I wish… my FAMILY.