ok im not good at grammer but please read

just wondering does anyone make time 4 people these days & if not y do people say thay'll do things 4 u & dont fullfill there word coz im sick & tired of people saying thay'll do things 4 me yet neglecting there word im sick & tired of the lies these days just wish someone would tell me what im doing wrong? i give & give & give & give & yet no ones willing 2 give 2 me all it will take is 4 someone anyone 2 SB ME saying im urs 4 the next X hours & a simple "hopes ur well" in my sb will help 2 im just pissed off at the fact that people say thay'll do things 4 me & yet im kept waiting & waiting & waiting its draining my patients im just soooooooooo drained i tell ppl im there 4 them & tell'em im a good ear & can b very understand & yet no one comes 2 me at all just once id love 2 c my sb blown up by people wanting 2 talk 2 me but nope not me im overlooked neglected forgotten & fucked with im a descent guy for crying out loud all im lookjing 4 is a descent chance 2 fucking prove it.

PLEASE DONT ASK ME 2 FOLLOW GOD OR JESUS COZ THERE BOTH IMPODENT FREAKS THAY HAVE NO POWER IF THAY DID MY PRAYERS WOULDVE BEEN ANSWERED WITCH THAY DIDNT SO I SAY FUCK YOU GOD & JESUS