BitchaliciousAss's blog: "Short Story"

All I can think is, this is too good to be true. Over the past few months Angelica has proven to be everything I wanted. Her passion rubs off on me, her insight to things makes me open myself up more and more. She is truly something I have never had the privliage to know. Yet, here I am, with her and all I want is more. She has shown me sides to myself that I too had no idea were there. She has shown me the true meaning of enigma, for that is what she is, one who posses so much yet its all just a mystery. I find myself wanting to indulge more into her, and myself, just to find the answers. But the further I dig, the deeper I find myself, and this fact alone is something that freightens me. For I have never encountered anything like this, the wanting everything in another, everything they can give, I crave it, I find myself feeling like an animal that has not had a meal in months, I can not get enough. 

Things between us continue and daily I find myself, almost enlightened, delighted, to see her, I am starting to anticipate the moment when she graciously appears before me. Her smell that is so intoxicating to me, I swear I find myself smelling it in the air. "This can not be possible" I think to myself, "How can one captivate me such". I think I need to take a vacation, This is all becoming to much. 
Later that evening over dinner, I look at Angelica, "I think I need to go on a business trip next week", I say to her. 
She Looks up at me, smiles, "Oh, Where do you need to go? How long will you be gone?"
How can I lie to her? I think to myself.of "I have to travel down to New Orleans for a week to meet with a potential new client, they got word how good our marketing firm is and requested a meeting."
"Well, the potentional for new cliental is promising, You will be missed while you are gone". she smiles at me.
That smile of hers melts the ice Ive built inside me, Why am I even thinking of this? Do I really need to take this time to re evaluate myself and everything Ive learned thus far? I shake my head, Yes, I need to figure out what this is all about and how this all happened.