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Fallen Angel Love
fallen angel love Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry [Verse 1] If I could, take a trip, to outer space She would be the one, I will see When I get, to heavens gate She would welcome me with her arms, open wide, and a smile Will shadow me brighter than the sun She hasn't had a fair chance, so I'll give her one Let me tell you who she is, yeah [Chorus] She's a fallen angel, sent from heaven up above She's a fallen angel, waitin for me to love her, yeah (Know that she's) She's a fallen angel, take your judgment off her I know, that she's a fallen angel [Verse 2] You know, I should Help her mend, her broken wings So she can fly again But I don't, wanna lose everything that I've gained Turnin me a selfish man (oh) Cause without em my heart just don't go, no more (no more) I couldn't take the pain, from watchin her fly away So say that you'll stay She's mine [Chorus] She's a fallen angel, (ooh) sent from heaven u

Alone
The days come and go The nights seem to last twice as long When you're with me all is right in my world When you're away time stands so steal The nights alone last to long The days apart I feel will never end When our love was new we could never be parted Now it seems like you never have time for me The end is drawing closer and closer still The end of something I thought might actually last a life time When did we loose what we had Where did we loose each other The time I wish we still had to hold each other The time to find what we once had The time to make everything right in our world again Sitting here wishing I knew what he wanted Wishing I knew if it were me Sitting here wondering how much I mean to him Wondering if he cares how much he means to me Sitting here waiting for him to call Waiting just to hear his voice again Sitting here hoping that it's not just short term with him Hoping we will be together for a very long time Sitting here knowing I want him

Thoughts
If I knew it would be the last time, that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the lord your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time, that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and a kiss and call you back for just one more. If I knew it would be the last time, I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would tape each word and action and play them back throught my days. If I knew it would be the last time, I would spare an extra minute or two to stop and say "I Love You" instead of assuming you know I do. So just in case tomorrow never comes, and today is all I get, I'd like to say how much I love you, and hope we never will forget. Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, Young or old alike, and today may be the last chance, you get to hold your loved one tight. So if your waiting for tomorrow, Why not do it today? For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day, that you didn't take that extra time, for a smile, a hug or a k

Dating 101: How To Be A Total Man Magnet
DATING TIPS Dating 101: How to Be a Total Man-Magnet A girl who got paid to help guys meet women shares her insights into what motivates men to make a move. Do you ever go out sometimes and feel like guys aren't giving you the attention you deserve, and you can't figure out why? That used to happen to me too. Then I became a part-time "wingwoman" -- a girl who helps guys meet chicks by posing as the guys' platonic female friend. (Wingwoman services are available in many cities, including New York, Los Angeles, Chicago, Dallas, Miami, and St. Louis.) While earning my wings, I learned lots of little tricks every single girl can use to improve her dating success with guys. Warning: Once you perfect these moves, you might find that you're such a powerful man-magnet, you attract guys everywhere. I used to date a guy who asked me out at the ATM! More Dating Articles from Cosmopolitan: The Trick to Meeting Guys Decode His Body Language Dating tip #1: Go out in groups of no bigg

Forgiveness
I know I hurt you and I feel so bad, For saying things and making you sad.. It's just that my love for you is so great, I want to be with you, I just can't wait.. Please forgive me for things I said, I love you so much, It just messed my head.. You are my life. My very breath I promise to love you, even after death

Feeling Used
What does one do when they're feeling used? How does one go about getting it resolved? I am told one thing yet shown another. Over and Over. I am in the midst of the end of a long relationship and altho I knew I ought not begin another I did. A very different one mind you but one none the less. In a short time I have begun to feel like a vessel for someone elses needs and only when it's convenient. When do my needs become important? When do I get to feel secure? DO I have to leave, end it to find out what is real and what is imagined? Or do I just become the doormat once again, forget what I want and serve another? I am nearing the deletion of many sites I use in maybe an effort to be taken seriously. What I thought to be real is becoming a nightmare. I just wish I still had nightmares. I am real. I am a good person. Why can't I be happy? What have I done so wrong? Ever close your eyes ever stop and listen ever feel alive and you've nothing missing you don't need a reaso

Love
i think the the love of your life if they really love would spend time in the mornings and every evening with you on the phone if you cant be together. due to any reason and when you are gone out of their lives rite then they dont flirt and shat with other guys in a sexual way unless you both have talked about it and open is the way you both want it. 'm curious, do you want to get married and have kids? Lately I've felt like I'm probably the only one in the world who actually wants a committed relationship, and that everyone just wants to be a whore! (I'm a whore sometimes too, but I don't buy into the hey, let's be a whore for life idea!) " what you got if you don't got love? " " sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand " " when you figure out that love is all that matters after all, it sure makes everything seem so small " OKAY, damnit I admit I've probably been listening to too much Carrie Underwood But really, I know people who ha

Are Your Friends In There??they Need You
Some giveaways that really need to get worked on I am missing blinging everyone, if anyone has a few minutes to leave a few comments i would really appreciate it,it's a comment bombing giveaway.. THANX to all!!!! ~Bratt~=) ~BRATT~ ~CHAOTIC PRINCESS~

Rip Mary
the angels have came for a mother so dear and a wonderful friend we will always hold near. never forgotten, not one single day. we pray that the tears drops will soon fade away the memories we hold so deep in our heart will keep her close to us and never apart grandkids so young and so full of glee so sad for thier grandma, oh where could she be? children so heartbroke, and so full of sorrow oh how will we make it to even tomorrow a husband so lonely,so burdened with grief beyond comprehension,just pure disbeleif i dont know the day nor the minute or hour but nothings above an angels great power soon we will join her in heaven above rejoiceing with mary and showing her love so shed no more tears and say not goodbye for we soon will meet mary someday in the sky as god as my witness this much i swear mary we love you your sweet and so dear sadly we miss you but please dont forget soon we will join you but i dont know when yet I WROTE THIS FOR HER FUNERAL

Life Is Too Short
Life is too short. With evrything going on in the world these days, you need to step back and take a good look at life. Are you happy where you are at? Where are you going? Since being in Fubar, I've seen a lot of people taking this thing way to seriously. It is supposed to be fun. Is it a popularity contest? Maybe. I don't look at it like that. I have met some great people online here and I enjoy the company. I have a different attitude about life thanks to a few of you. I never read blogs until i stumbled into a fu-woman named fuzzy bunny's bolg page. If you get nothing else out of this blog, read what she has written. you will LYAO. And I met someone else on here who has shown me that there is hope in life. She may be half way around the world, but she has helped me focus on what is important to me in life. I'll be there some day, because , life is too short. and you need to get to where you need to be before life passes you by.

Suveys :-)
are you evil???answer each question with an evil answer and see if you got what it takes to be the spawn that you really are deep down inside... no sissy answers1.) your a clown, what trick do you show the kids?show them a pencil and make it disappear. 2.)your a robber, how do you escape the police?take off my mask and say the robber went that way.3.)your a culinary teacher, what do you use to cook for your class?a cucumber, carrot, wiener, pickles, and then a cig 4.)your a directer, what props do you use in your movie?a cucumber, carrot, wiener, pickles, and then a cig...what?5.)your a samurai, what technique do you use to elude the ninjas?throw a cat and watch them run after it.6.)your a captured samurai, what weapons do you use to fight the ninjas?a cucumber, carrot, wiener, pickles, and then a cig...then kill them with my thumb7.) name 3 ways to get people to fight each other to the death... ---A1.) throw a beer into an A&A meeting, to be more cruel i would fill it with apple juic

F'ing Men
So not for the First time My Ass got cheated on AGAIN! and i am beyond Pissed. i am tired of being Sweet and kind and getting walked on. you know the quote Nice guys Finish last same thing applies to Chicks though i am sure that "nice guys finish last." can be a good thing if you catch my drift.huh lol Anyway so this time the father of my kid is doing it. His ass is Grass.i can't believe this Shit where are all the Sweet sensitive guys Gay? come on. maybe i am destined to loneliness i don't know.

My Fu-versary!!
=== 'Sweetpeabayba ~Always Fu-Owned by T ~ Fu- Wifey To Unbreakable~Dylon's Divas~Fu-Angel~' wrote the following at '2008-11-21 14:46:41'.. > > 'T'@ fubar > > > PLEASE HELP "T" Oracle show him some hadr lov he is one of the best men on fu. So go ahead lov him It's her 1 year fu-versary!!! Go love her hard!!! Sweetpeabayba All love returned!!! And then go make her day And place a bid!!

My Thoughts
For those of you who know me, ya'll know I'm not really into mushy love movies, but last night I had a moment of envy. I was in bed watching tv, mad as hell from a series of events that probably shouldn't have happened. I was channel suring and came across a movie that I've always been fond of. Diary of a mad black woman. I realized after watching this moving, fuming and steaming that I was envious of the romance that I was watching. After finishing the movie and having a few quiet moments of self reflection. I found myself thinking...damn, why can't I have that? *Inhale....* Yep...I hate my life. Why can't I have a love like that, someone who's genuine and kind. Oh freaking wake up...that crap doesn't exsits... I think. Catchy title I think. It resembles the title to a 4NonBlondes album in the 90's. People are so driven by sex they will probably read the title and automatically think I'm writing sex stories. Sorry kids I save that for my personal time at home, and

She's Gotta Have It! How To Cheat And Never Get Caught...
She's Gotta Have It! They say variety is the spice of life! But when cheating, you usually have to keep your wanderlust a secret. Sometimes a woman encounters a man she simply has to have, a man so irresistable - and perhaps so titilltingly wrong - that all her sane reasoning goes right out the bedroom window…She may adore her hubby or boyfriend, yet start an affair with someone who offers more of the steamy, satisfying sex she craves. Sometimes the stud muffin in question is so humpable and well-hung that a woman knows the relationship is just about good sex. They say variety is the spice of life! But when cheating, you usually have to keep your wanderlust a secret. You must create a line between "partner A" (the man in your life) and "partner B" (the man, or men, you have on the side). This means never allowing the guy you are messing around with to permeate your life completely. You should never allow him into your home or even near your residence. If possible keep as much

The Eyes Of A Woman
What is it in a Person to comment on a Woman,About how Beautiful her Eyes are only to want this Woman to accept them as a Friend just to get the Woman to cam.Look deep into what you are try'n to see and Think about the Soul of Woman inside!!!!!!!!!! Darktazz

Funny Sayings
I get enough exercise pushing my luck. Auntie Em- Hate you, hate Kansas, taking dog. Dorothy If you don’t like the news, go out and make your own. Sometimes I wake up grumpy; other times I let her sleep Guns don’t kill people… but they make it real easy. I want to die in my sleep like my grandfather … Not screaming and yelling like the passengers in his car. We are Microsoft. Resistance Is Futile. You Will Be Assimilated. Born free… taxed to death. The more people I meet, the more I like my dog. Some people are alive only because it’s illegal to kill them. Funny Sayings Part 3 A bartender is just a pharmacist with a limited inventory. There’s too much blood in my alcohol system. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. Don’t take life too seriously, you won’t get out alive. WANTED: Meaningful overnight relationship. If you can read this, I’ve lost my trailer. You’re just jealous because the voices

Why?
#1.Why is it that if a guy sleeps around they are GOD but if a woman does it she's a whore? #2.Why if a man cheats they want to work it out but if the woman cheats its over..no ifs and or buts? #3.Why do our mothers tell us how to raise our kids even though they did a bang up job raising us? #4.Why do we ask our kids if they want a spanking knowing they are not going to say yes please? #5.Why do we always tell secrets to someone who we know are going to nark us out instantly?

How The End Looks...
pfft..you all might think I am crazy for posting this..but if it opens one persons eyes..i did my job.*smiles* ((got this from the website...RAPTUREALERT.COM)) How The End Looks by Michael G. Mickey (11-21-08) I continue to catch a lot of heat from those skeptical of the position of this small ministry for Christ, which is that Jesus Christ is coming soon, but, whenever I'm feeling beaten down or wearied, all I have to do is look at the news of our world today and compare it with Bible prophecy. That does the trick for me each and every time. Rarely does a 24-hour period go by that I can't find something in the news that I can point to and say to anyone, "THIS is how the end looks, according to Bible prophecy!" Let's review a few examples of recent findings I've come across that point to this being the case. The United States on its way out as a superpower Anyone who has examined Bible prophecy extensively or tried to answer the question of where the USA is loc

Read Me!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. 1. I rarely wear my seatbelt. I know, it's a really bad habit. 2. I like my food to be seperated on my plate. It can't touch. 3. I also despise pickles. 4. My maternal Grandmother is my hero. 5. When I leave work, my desk must be spotless. 6. My son is my entire world. 7. I can't date someone who doesn't like sports. 8. I'm very blunt, but I know when to tone it down and be appropriate. 9. I can't leave the house without earrings, preferably hoops. 10. I'm very liberal, but try to listen to everyone's opinion. Hector knows this... ;) 11. I have an obsession with wearing heels. 12. My first major in college was Secondary Educati

Passionate Silence
She sat in seat 13-A, looking silently out the window at the ground slowly moving by 35,000 feet below her, occasionally interrupted by a soft cloud passing by on the Friday afternoon. Her drink sat half-finished on the tray table dropped down from the seat back in front of her. She knew she wanted this flight; she had to get away, and she knew that what she would encounter at the other end was something she wanted, no, needed for herself—to feel like a woman again. This trip was the end of the slavish life she had left behind, a life that had started out well but had gone sour, corrupted and decayed by infidelity and the loss of trust that had come with it. The reward for that infidelity and breach of vows was her angry silence. In that dark time first she had shied away from everyone in her hurt, choosing silence over words that would hurt those that didn’t deserve it. When that threatened to overwhelm her, she had sought solace for her own needs in the other she wa

Poeta : Octets
Tantric Circles Concentric tantric circles Copulating with in a sphere. Consciousness, reality refined, Focused, the two intertwined. Combined displays of pleasure Rippling one to the other as one Within the whole of the all Rocking, like waves sublimed. Nefartari Nefartari, Where are you tonight? Where are you, Queen of the desert sands? Where are you When I need to dream Golden dreams Of distant lands? 12-31-98 Thank you... Thank you... Thank you for what is so precious and dear For the comfort in your eyes, so tender and clear For the understanding caress you so freely share As, like a dream, you chased away my every care Thank you... Thank you for knowing what I needed so much The half-forgotten dream of a feminine touch And for giving to me what I so dearly miss The tender, sweet gift of a feathered kiss Again... Thank you

Submission
Sounds that echo in the night Reminds her of the silence Filtered through her blinded sight And heightened in defense Goose bumps risen, hair on end Shivers up and down her spine Senses on alert ascend Adrenaline rush of fear sublime Flinching in anticipation Of the pain which she so craves Welts rise slowly, one by one Her body, heart and soul enslaved

New York State Of Mind
There comes a time in the lives of all who cherish the heart of another, that sharing a private, special place is a dream long held. For years, I've wanted to take that one special person to that one special place. So many times I had been there, but always spent the evening across the table from people with whom I was doing business. During those long and sometimes tedious evenings, my mind would wander. This, I thought to myself, is that one special place where I will take that one special person. For years, as my memory declined, I kept this one special place in mind, so that when that one special person took my hand, I would know just what to tell the cab driver. I held out my hand, and the cab stopped. I'll never forget, he pulled over at the corner of 79th Street and 7th Avenue. Take us, please, to the corner of Mulberry and Hester Streets. Take us, I thought quietly, to that one special place, so this one special person will make that long held dream come true

Our New Owner
Hey Everyone.... We had the pleasure of being "bought" by the same wonderful woman in our recent auction!! So please meet our amazing new "Owner"......... ANNA Anna~Shadow leveler~The Pegasus Project -council ~ Teddy Bear Beer Hunter is my owner This is a Great woman!! She does so much for so many friends on here!! If you don't already have her on your friends list, you should go F/A/R her now!! If your lucky enough to already be a friend, Go show her lotsa love!!! She deserves it!! Oh and she ALWAYS has Auto 11's running too!!! *This Loving Pimpout brought to you by* ❤JAmîξ £¥Ññ❤ R/L Fiance'of ❤Jakξ The §Ñakξ❤Proudly Owned By Anna ~AND~ Jakξ The §Ñakξ R/L Fiance'of ❤JAmîξ £¥Ññ❤ Proudly Owned By Anna

A Different Christmas Poem
Admiration by Me The hunger lingers for that moment in time Longing for those whispers of gentleness Never to know her to only a dream Anticipation for her words of kindness Trusting her with all your soul Knowing nothing but only her heart Faith in her to catch me when I fall Standing there with a smile of virtue The reverie of her never will I touch Thankful to the knowledge that she shares I am humbled by warmth from her eyes To awake anew to a life full of love A Different Christmas Poem author unknown The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by

Climate Change
Ok not a new issue right? Well this is a issue that has recently sparked my interest as i learn more about it. I have been looking at the IPCC reports (Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change) and what i have read so far is very disturbing to say the least!. You can view the report here: http://www.ipcc.ch/#. So anyway, this is a panel made up of 100's of scientist from all over the world. So we arent just talking about some basement hobbiest here. They are saying that yes,global climate change is caused by humans and that if we dont do something about it right now, we are in big big trouble. i dont knoow about you but that concerns me. And this isnt the only source of my concern, also the AAAS (The American Association for the Advancement of Science's ) and the NAS (National Academy of Sciences) has put out simialar reports. Well actually not reports but a warning with a call for action! These are the biggest and most respected organizations on the planet when it comes to the scient

Poeta : Sestets
DRUM BEATS Awake! Hear the beat of native drums Hear them match the beat of your heart Feel them catch you by the throat, pulling Pulling ‘til you give in and lose yourself To the Dreams of Dionysus Listen! Hear the waning beat of your heart Hear it match the beat of a funeral dirge Feel the constricting in your throat, tighter Tighter ‘til you give in and lose yourself To the sweet sleep of Death Cry out! Hear the impassioned beat of your heart Hear it’s song swell with the strains of a thousand strings Feel your soul sing endless songs, crying Crying ‘til you give in and lose yourself To the fool’s game of Love Actung! Hear the martial beat of the war drums Hear your heart march with the cadence of their beat Feel your blood rage with the passion of war fury, boiling Boiling ‘til you give in and lose yourself To the blood lust of Ares Friendship (a stave of six) In a time held dear in sweet memory When you were you and I was me

About Me
101. I'm not sure if I should be with a girl or a guy in the end. Women are so sensitive and caring but men are rough and protective. I'm so confused, but I do know I only want one. One person to spend the rest of my life taking care of and making happier than they could ever dream of. 100. I saved a girls' life today that I don't know, and by doing that I may have put my friend's life in danger. 99. I won't sing in the shower unless I'm extremely happy but I'll sing almost anywhere else. 98. I love the holidays but I hate being crowded in the houses we go to even though I'm not claustrophobic. 97. Autumn is my favorite season, the leaves are gorgeous and there's always a light breeze. 96. When I clean anything I'm a neat freak about it, but I can't ever keep my room clean. 95. I looove candles, especially scented ones. 94. I've read the bible twice (all the way through) and I don't agree with everything in there. 93. I hate wearing shoes 92. If someone tells

On The Brink Short Story
ON THE BRINK I like this place; it doesn’t have any windows, nice and dark even at 11 in the morning. Sunny days just don’t cut it anymore with the mood I’ve been in. So why am I sitting in the Valley of the Sun in Glendale, AZ in a joint called Cactus Willies? It’s kind of a fucked up story but if you have Marie get me another pint of Guinness and a shot of Jim Beam I’ll tell you about it. “Hey, would you reject that friggin song, you know I love Springsteen but I hate this Bobby Jean song” I yelled across the bar to the barmaid. I guess the whole thing started a while ago, a Friday night poker game over a buddies bar. Five friends and drinking buddies at a semi-regular game that was more of an excuse to get away from wives and girlfriends than serious gambling.OK, it was also an excuse to bring in a stripper once in a while, so even if you lost it wasn’t a bad night. “You look like you are about the same age as me, getting close to 50 aren’t you? That’s what I thought”. So

Why??
For those that just know the naughty side of me, this is the other side that comes out when naughty goes away. Sure it's most likely that if I had stayed there, all the events in my life might have transpired different, but besides my kids (which I love dearly), everything else I want is not here? All my friends are still back there. I'd be much closer to all my new fu-friends except for 2 that are actually here in Los Angeles. Minnesota is just so much closer. Call me weird, but I sort of miss seasons. Miss the trees changing color in fall. Miss the snow in winter. Miss the buds on the trees in spring. Out here we get a hot ass summer followed by freaking fires all over the place making the sky even nastier than it already is. I can't believe the air I'm breathing. Just know that if I ever move or to wherever it may be....those of you that are close to me have made a big impact on my life and will travel with me in my thoughts.

My Writing....
BDSM VISUAL POETRY GODDESS DOGTAG LADYTK A Sadistic laugh A Slap A painful cry A tickle A wanton moan Wrists tied above your head Feet spread wide apart Sharp nails digging into soft flesh Teethe sinking into a meaty thigh Hot breathe on the nape of your neck A stinging smack on a supple ass A Sadistic laugh A Slap A painful cry A tickle A wanton moan The sting of My cane The swoosh of My paddle Whispering demands in your ear A wanton moan A slap A pain filled cry A sadistic laugh Handful of hair The feel of a sharp knife running across your skin Nipples in clamps A flogger across your back And then….. you fall to the floor in bliss… Be Silent!!! Be silent! Be silent and listen Listen to the Mother Listen as she tells you of her love, As she tells you of her pain Listen as she tells you of her struggle. The struggle to give you what you think you need. Be silent! Be silent and watch Watch the Mother Watch as

Download "sweet Angel" From My Fubar Page
Just go to the "Music" section of my page. It has my tune widget from ReverbNation. Click the "Songs" link at the top. Click on the song "Sweet Angel" and hit the download button.. Enjoy

Think.
Proverbs 20 10 Differing weights and differing measures— the LORD detests them both. In handbook; “A false balance and Diverse Weights are an Abomination to God.” • Abomination: an action that is vicious or vile; an action that arouses disgust or abhorence; "his treatment of the children is an abomination" So whatever I do not ingest and perceive with a selfish eye, causes a reaction of disgust; as well as an action of sin to misguide believers or non believers towards God’s level of disgust. Be careful with the spirit of the anti Christ. Interesting enough, in the following verse it mentions another part of perception that God provides us: 12 Ears that hear and eyes that see— the LORD has made them both. In my experience and knowledge of the word, he who asks will receive in Christ Jesus. Faith is a must. In the following verses, you will see the scales that one must oblige, if one desires to honor such devotion: 13 Do not love s

Birthday Spotlight...
DJ CHOCOLATE BUNNY would LOVE to SPOTLIGHT! MY BIRTHDAY IS DECEMBER 2ND SO I WOULD LIKE TO SHOOT FOR IT... Chocolate Bunny Owner of THE BBW LOVERS~~The Click Club~~Sarges Bad Girls I have 7 million so I need quite a few million more PLEASE help me out!!! Anyone that donates FUBUCKS will be included in a pimpout of those who have donated that will be posted often and included permanently in my blog! You will ALSO receive a minimum of 100 picture rates of a 10. Chocolate Bunny Owner of THE BBW LOVERS~~The Click Club~~Sarges Bad Girls IF you donate over $500,000 FUBUCKS, you will get 100 picture rates of an 11 plus 100 picture comments, as well as the daily pimpout and permanent blog! If I do not have VIP status at that time, I will rate 200 pictures. Anyone donating one million dollars or more will get 100 pictures rated an 11 by Tulsa's Angel. ALL RATES WILL BE MADE WHEN A FINAL SPOTLIGHT BULLETIN IS PREPARED WHEN I MAKE SPOTLIGHT. THE RATE

Blue
For those of you who knew Hawk and I were expecting... those plans have changed. We went to the doc last week and were told we had lost the baby at some point though there was no actual miscarriage. There was no development and we had to induce a miscarriage. Life sucks right now. I though tIw as doin ok until this afternoon. It has really hit me hard for some reason today. So, for now we are going to appreciate our princesses and love them and spend as much tie showing and telling them that. Just thought I would let ya'll know. One day at a time we shall get through this. Life Sucks

Fuck You,fuck Me,fuck Us All
The children will sing a song in the streets it sounds like the 23rd psalm to the music of 21 guns the flowers are dead in a vase by the bed the place where the old woman died it's the place where she started her life the papers will all say her name but probably print the wrong date the day that she died cause we're all gonna die cute little puppies, and bunnies, and birds people who sing when they don't know the words, you will die cause we're all gonna die it's just part of life all men, women, children hermaphrodites too animals, aliens, and certainly you you will die cause we're all gonna die cause everyone dies and all that was ever and all that will be single celled creatures anything green you will die cause we're all gonna die start saying goodbye! from the moment you start up the miserable life you should know that it's only a matter of time 'til you die cause we're all gonna die start saying goodbye and the morons at labels who think they know tunes the army of lawyers that

Godmother! Thank You!!!
Big Thank YOUs to my Friends and the Shadow Levelers!!! I'm a Godmother now! Auto11s ON! I appreciate you all. I loved the surprises along the way.... Thank you...xoxoxoxo's ~heart (omg the Shadow levelers mean business! There were times where the laptop could not make noise there were so many rates at one time! you Rawk!!!) Will turn on auto @ 9AM

Christmas Poem For The Troops
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE , IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE . I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT , A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS . WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS , A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT , OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WE

Questions Unanswered
Well somethings haven't changed. I feel like I'm put in the middle and being asked to choose between my oldest and my relationship. Why can't it be just simple. I love both and they love me. The tension at home is very strong. Always waiting for the other shoe to drop

Liz And Her First Real Love
Liz has always keep a part of herself from people in her life. She knew loving someone all the way, would be the most beautiful thing in life, but could also Be the most devestating. She learnt growning up she never wanted that kind of pain. Liz let her guard down and decided she would see someone she knew deep down to back away from. She was tired of living on the edge of life. Never knowing what it was to give totally and completely of yourself to another. Wanting their happiness and contentment above her own. When she meet this one man,her instinct was to turn , run and protect herself. Her heart wanted differantly. Her heart overroad everything else in this. Nervious, scared, excited, and the attraction she felt for him hit hard. Pushing the nerves and scared feelings to the side, she went with the rest. It is a choice she does not regret today. She exsperienced the wanting him to have her all, and did what she could to give . She learned things about herself she did not

Poetry
Who cares, who weeps? All is lost and the sickle reaps. Blank eyes look deep; love and hope crumble to my feet. I don't care if I've made my mark on this angry world that's left me in the dark! Just cut a message on my stone, "I want to be alone" Feel the knots twisting inside as I look to the bullets to be my guide. In a razor's edge should I confide to open my veins and bleed them dry? The endless pressure, how can I cope? I try to release but the valves are broke. A psychotic grasp upon my throat I wanna hang the rope! Death I feel is my friend as it calls from the black unknown. Voices hounding at my mind echo to the bone... Alone in Suicide I used to honor my day of birth. Cherish life and place it first but now I view it as a curse. Dig my grave and rent the hearse! Every night I take a walk that leads me trapped in an empty box. A liar's face and the voice that mocks, I want to stop the clock! Fetid simulation of this wretched congregation Disciples of the fallen and the

My 12 Yearold Pitbull Is Very Sick
happy thanksgiving everyone its not gona be to good for me idont relly have much family yea im goin to my bros for dinner icame home from work bandit my black and white pitbull ihave alot of his pics in my pics is very sick hes gona be 13 in june hes not gona make it he can hardly move ihad to pick him up to take him out not to easy hes 100pounds ijust hope he dies in his sleep ive had him since he was 4weeks old alot people have told me how pretty he is hes been agreat dog not amean bone in his body ijust felt like writing and tellin everyone

Thanksgiving
"I awoke this morning with devout thanksgiving for my friends, the old and the new." Ralph Waldo Emerson US essayist & poet (1803 - 1882) Hope you'all have a wonderfull and thankfull Thanksgiving with your friends, family and loved ones.. Doc

Super Bowl Sunday Party Time
I want all of fu land to let me know who they think is going to win the Big Game I hope u and your family have A Happy Holiday season,God Bless What team is going to win Pittsburgh Steelers or the Arizona Cardinals. Lets see who fu bar people thinks is going to Win.

Rose
A GOOD MORNING KISS AND HUG JUST FOR YOU I LOVE YOU MY SWEET MORE THEN YOU KNOW I HOLD YOU SO TIGHT IN MY ARMS AND MY HEART SO NOTHING WILL HURT YOU OR SCARE YOU MY LOVE I KISS YOU LOVING AND GENTLE AT NIGHT AND WAKE YOU WITH ANOTHER AT MORNINGS FIRST LIGHT YOU ARE THE LIGHT THAT SHINES IN MY LIFE SO BRIGHT YOU ARE THE VERY REASON I WAKE TO GO THROUGH THE DAY I LOVE YOU MORE NOW THEN I DID BEFORE AND EVERY MOMENT MY LOVE FOR YOU GROWS I LOVE YOU ROSE WITH ALL OF MY HEART SOUL AND BEING AND THIS IS FOR YOU FROM MY HEART WITH ALL MY LOVE YOUR HARLEY

Generic Pilgrim Voyage
I’d like this To be eloquent As that seems Appropriate Maybe wax Poetically About the time We’ve spent And what that Meant to me Fill the lines With love And emotions So you understood That the words Are true But keeping it Simple Is the perfect And most Accurate Thing to do The best way I can say it Is that I am Thankful For You

Hydaway Reposts
TO REPOST Doc's BULLY COPY N PASTE HEY IF YOUR BORED OUT OF YOUR SKULL OR STUFFED OR JUST WANTING TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS. WELL THEN JUST CLICK A PICTURE AND AND COME HANG OUT WITH ME AND MY FRIENDS.. CLICK THIS PIC AND MAKE NEW FRIENDS... TO REPOST Dj SexiBoi BULLY COPY N PASTE Come Check out Dj Sexi Boi Hey whats up Were calling all Looney's and if your a member then your Arse's back In HydawayRadio Dont forget your Straight Jacket.. Cuz your about to enter The Asylum TO REPOST Jesters BULLY COPY N PASTE Hey.F@kin Jester Is On air

Arkansas
HELLO ALL ARKANSAS MEN WHO WOULD LIKE TO MEET ME JENNIFER MONROE ARKANSAS' #1 TG GIRL. PLEASE EMAIL ME HERE AT FUBAR. PLEASE EMAIL ME IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO MEET ME FOR SOME ADULT DISCRETE PRIVATE FUN. I GIVE THE BEST BJ'S AND HAVE THE TIGHTEST LITTLE HOT HOLE YOU WILL EVER HAVE! PLEASE MEET AND GREET ARKANSAS' # 1 TRANSGENDER GIRL JENNIFER MONROE I AM NOT ON HERE TO PLAY GAMES. I DO NOT DO CYBER OR PHONE SEX. I AM ON HERE FOR REAL HOOK-UPS ONLY. LOOKING FOR HOT SEXY LOCAL MEN OR MEN TRAVELING TO ARKANSAS FOR DATING, HOOK-UPS, HOT SEX, FUN AND MAYBE EVEN MORE. I AM D/D FREE AND I PLAY SAFE. I AM A VERY ORAL AND ANAL TG GIRL. Never take someone for granted. Hold every person close 2 your heart because you might just wake up one day and realize that you have lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones. PLEASE BE REAL AND HONEST I AM. I ALSO AM VERY, VERY, VERY PRIVATE AND DISCRETE GIRL AND WILL DO SO FOR YOU AS WELL. HOPE TO HEAR FROM ALL Y

She Is Such A Great Friend
this person is so fantastic words cannot describe her. She helps everyone she knoiws giving and giving,please give her some back!! if true friend of mine you will show her love please do Angel Kitty@ fubar

American Kids Vs. Italian Kids
American Kids vs. Italian Kids American kids: Move out when they're 18 with the full support of their parents. Italian kids: Move out when they're 28, having saved enough money for a house, and are two weeks away from getting married.....unless there's room in the basement for the newlyweds. American kids: When their Mom visits them, she brings a Bundt cake, and you sip coffee and chat. Italian kids: When their Mom visits them, she brings 3 days worth of food, begins to tidy up, dust, do the laundry, and rearrange the furniture. American kids: Their dads always call before they come over to visit them, and it's usually only on special occasions. Italian kids: Are not at all fazed when their dads show up,unannounced, on a Saturday morning at 8:00, and starts pruning the fruit trees. If there are no fruit trees, he'll plant some. American kids: Always pay retail, and look in the Yellow Pages when they need to have something done. Italian kids: Call their dad or uncle, a

Joe
RULES: 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 4. Tag 10 friends. 5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. 6. Have Fun! IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? Fuck You HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? wanted dead or alive WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Know HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Lolo WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? Revolution WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? Blacken the Cursed Sun WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Honking Antelope (?) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? You Make Me Real WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? Sweet Thing WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? Dead and Bloated WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? Vendetta WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? I put a spell on you WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? California Love WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDI

The Dreams And Shadows
It is not easy to refuse a dream. Esp the dream that let yoy smile, that let you breathe & that made you feel so very good. However, there is a moment where you have to come down from up there & so you see that everyone around you is unhappy, even the one sharing your dream. So you simply sit in the shadows & think think think. And do the moves that you think are the best in the situation. Even if it hurts badly. The ones that love you, will eventually understand & forgive, you hope... (to be continued)

My Other Links
what is it with all of these web places to gather i swore up and down id never get on myspace what happend i was talked into it now im getting harrassed by my friends and family yet again to join face book i mean wtf you got me on myspace isnt that good enough i mean come on now give me a break. so what do you all think suck it up and try to remember another password or just ignore them on this one feed back would be appreciated http://www.myspace.com/gargoyle_reve http://www.facebook.com/BrandonAlbrecht1981#!/ yim id gargoyle_reve https://fetlife.com/users/1285072 so hit me up on either one im always looking for new friends

Strippers
The other day, my friends and I went to a Ladies Night Club. One of the girls wanted to impress the rest of us, so she pulled out a $10 bill. When the male dancer came over to us, my friend licked the $10 bill and stuck it to his butt cheek! Not to be outdone, another friend pulls out a $20 bill. She calls the guy back over, licks the $20 bill, and sticks it to his other butt cheek. In another attempt to impress the rest of us, my third friend pulls out a $50 bill and calls the guy over, and licks the bill. I'm worried about the way things are going, but fortunately she just stuck it to one of his butt cheeks, again. My relief was short lived. Seeing the way things are going, the guy gyrates over to me! Now everyone's attention is focused on me, and the guy's egging me on to try to top the $50. My brain was churning as I reached for my wallet. What could I do? Then the marketer in me took over! I got out my ATM card, swiped it down the crack of his ass, grabbed the 80 bucks, and w

Black Friday
Oh the weather outside is frightful, but the baby in here is spiteful. His mom has no place to go, She's a ho she's a ho she's a ho ! 2 Dead In Black Friday Toys 'R' Us Shooting PALM DESERT, Calif. (CBS) ¯ A shooting inside a Toys "R" Us on the busiest shopping day of the year killed two people in Palm Desert, Calif., authorities said. The violence erupted on Black Friday, the traditional post-Thanksgiving start of the holiday shopping surge, but accounts of what occurred inside the store were fragmentary or second hand and it was not clear whether it involved any shopping frenzy. The Palm Desert Police Department received calls of shots fired around 11:35 a.m., Riverside County sheriff's Sgt. Dennis Gutierrez said. He said officers were still investigating what prompted the gunshots. Palm Desert Councilman Jim Ferguson says police told him two men with handguns shot and killed each other, reports CBS station KCBS-TV in Los Angeles. An argument reportedly broke out betwee

Mark Twain's "war Prayer"
The War Prayer By Mark Twain It was a time of great and exalting excitement. The country was up in arms, the war was on, in every breast burned the holy fire of patriotism; the drums were beating, the bands playing, the toy pistols popping, the bunched firecrackers hissing and spluttering; on every hand and far down the receding and fading spread of roofs and balconies a fluttering wilderness of flags flashed in the sun; daily the young volunteers marched down the wide avenue gay and fine in their new uniforms, the proud fathers and mothers and sisters and sweethearts cheering them with voices choked with happy emotion as they swung by; nightly the packed mass meetings listened, panting, to patriot oratory which stirred the deepest deeps of their hearts, and which they interrupted at briefest intervals with cyclones of applause, the tears running down their cheeks the while; in the churches the pastors preached devotion to flag and country, and invoked the God of Battles beseechi

Things Do Get Better
After 2 years 3 months and so many days, I finally got a place of my own. It's been a long f***ing time to say the least. I went from having it all to having nothing and I've finally managed to climb back up this far. If I can pull this sort of apparent miracle off, anybody can. Whoever reads this, keep your chin up.

La Gunz
L.A. Guns Sex Action Lyrics: Talk about love Talk about love I've been around this great big world, yeah Had my share of shady deals and girls, hey Now, I've been thinking of the coming attraction The wink of an eye and the gleam of satisfaction Talk about love Talk about love Here she comes, never get enough of that sex action Baby knows wherever she goes She got sex action Howze baby, I got the potion You're a cool operator got the machine in motion Now, we're all alone doing all the talking She's got me on my back Let her fingers do the walking Talk about love Talk about love Here she comes, I never get enough [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/3iCQ ] of her sex action Baby knows wherever she goes She got sex action Talk about love Talk about love Here she comes, I never get enough of that sex action S-E-X, who's next, yeah sex action And it always feels so good Girl she got style Boy she got sleaze Ah, she's knocking

Comment Bomb
WELL MY FRIEND IS INA COMMENT BOMB THINGIE AND HE NEEDS 75K COMMENTS IM DOIN MY BEST AND TRYIN TO COMMENT AND GET HIM THERE AND I NEED A BIT OF HELP FROM MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS =) WOULD MEAN ALOT TO ME =D HES A GREAT PERSON SO IF YA WANNA HELP OUT JUST CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND LETS GET HIM THERE!! TY FOR THE HELP!! YOU GUYS ROCK!!! Make your own banner at MyBannerMaker.com!

Tribute To Red Sox
Tessie Tessie is the Royal Rooters rally cry Tessie is the song they always sung Tessie echoed April through October nights After serenading Stahl, Dineen and Young Tessie is a maiden with the sparkling eyes Tessie is a maiden with the love She doesn't know the meaning of her sight She's got a comment full of love And sometimes when the game is on the line Tessie always carried them away Up the road from Third Base to Huntington The boys will always sing and sway Two! Three! Four! Tessie, Nuff Ced McGreevy shouted We're not here to mess around Boston, you know we love you madly Hear the crowd roar to your sound Don't blame us if we ever doubt you You know we couldn't live without you Tessie, you are the only, only, only The Rooters showed up at the Grounds one day They found their seats had all been sold McGreevy led the charge into the park Stormed the gates and put the game on hold The Rooters gave the other team a dreadful fright Boston's tenth man

Fake People
->Haley ("Go...: i guess you are done talking to me .. you have a bueatiful evening .. ->Haley ("Go...: you are quiet ? ->Haley ("Go...: doesnt have to be nasty just a hi ->Haley ("Go...: i dont mind saying hi over webcam ->Haley ("Go...: so can you send me pics of who you are ? ->Haley ("Go...: anyone can post a pic Haley ("Go...: i see ->Haley ("Go...: hmm i could do that .. but i would need to see exactly who i am talking to online .. i mean you Haley ("Go...: before i come out starting online ->Haley ("Go...: while i am fucking you in the mouth or in the pussy .. or before you come out Haley ("Go...: after all hes not gettin any of this Haley ("Go...: i insist that if you are serious then you talk to my husband about it i inisist that he be thoroughly humiliated ->Haley ("Go...: whats that ? Haley ("Go...: i do have one condition tho Haley ("Go...: sure ->Haley ("Go...: so am i one of those guys you would like to come and visit ? Haley ("Go...

Today's America
Quick thought to start your day. Something I was pondering as I was driving to work this morning. "Liberal America does not negotiate with terrorists; they assign them lawyers and wrap them in the blanket of freedom provided by the Constitution." So...consider what I have said there and ask yourself the simple question of why are some Americans insist that those who would have spat upon and burned our most important document (well, until they were captured and it suddenly became useful to them) be protected by it? Why do we assign legal counsel and Constitutional rights to non-American citizens? Why would the ACLU labor to protect the 1st Amendment rights of individuals bent on our destruction? Is there no line to be drawn? Where is the anger and discussed we possessed back in September 2001? Did we forget? I am defending no administration, no specific person, nor am I attacking anyone in specific; I just fail to understand why we spend so much energy defending tho

Freak?
What kind of freak are you? Are you the type that won't even talk about bedroom antics? Are that conservatively dressed, soft spoken, easily blushing school marm until you get behind the closed doors? Do you just exude sexuality at all times? Are you the type that just checks your inhibitions at the door and que sera sera (What will be will be)? Who is the aggressor in your bedroom? Do you take the lead? LADIES!! Do you ever just grab up your man and tell him who's in charge and just TAKE YOUR DICC?? FELLAS!! Do you slam the door when you come into the bedroom, proclaiming "DADDY'S HOME!!!" Are you the type of woman who's biggest turn on is seducing a man? Have you decided that a one night stand really isn't all that bad because you just had an itch that needed scratching? Are you type that Prince was talking about at the end of one of his tunes when he said, "Sex isn't all I think about. Sex is all I think about...YOU

Double
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Deletion.....in My Fam !
To the ppl in my fam.... I dont keep ppl in my fam unless I know them i real life.... Unless I talk to you on a daily basis... Or you just show me mad love all the time ! If you were in my fam and got deleted....sorry ! If you would however like to see my Fam only pix lemme know and I will add you... I am not tryn to make a big deal...just clearing stuff up ! ONE LOVE

Moving
Well it appears that I'm heading home after this term, I cant get a student loan to save my life..... and my fafsa covers only around 2000 a term... it was definitely fun while it lasted but alas being poor makes it hard to do anything you wanna do and this was just out of my reach like so many other things I want to do. So much for that dream.. time for me to think up a new one I guess. Wish I could stay up here in Portland but heh wouldn't you know it, no work. Well I guess this is it for now.. Later if any one really reads this.. Well ive been accepted in to the protland art institute there fore i will be moving up to portland some time in late dec. to early jan..... so ill be here in white city for a lil while longer... hope to see ppl around.. Alright ill be leavin at 4 am pst from this lil town in the south of Oregon... will be ariving in Portland prolly around noon wish me luck, send me love and fun stuff and to my fam in the Tiki ill be back on assap

Take Me To Your Heart
Hiding from the rain and snow Trying to forget but I won't let go Looking at a crowded street Listening to my own heart beat So many people all around the world Tell me where do I find someone like you gir Take me to your heart Take me to your soul Give me your hand before I'm old Show me what love is Haven't got a clue Show me that wonders can be true They say nothing lasts forever We're only here today Love is now or never Bring me far away Take me to your heart Take me to your soul Give me your hand and hold me Show me what love is Be my guiding star It's easy Take me to your heart ... Standing on a mountain high Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky I should go and see some friends But they don't really comprehend Don't need too much talking Without saying anything All I need is someone Who makes me want to sing Take me to your heart Take me to your soul Give me your hand before I'm old Show me what love is Haven't got a clue Show me that

Love
Last night as I lay sleeping, love, A vision came to ME. It was of you and I, MY love, A wondrous sight to see. And in the dream I had, MY love, I reached and touched your face I clasped your hand in mine, MY love, And felt your warm embrace. I pressed MY lips to yours, MY love, To taste your kiss so sweet You held ME for a minute, love, In this moment that did fleet. I wakened from the dream, MY love, With a thought of you that stayed With ME throughout the day, MY love, And never once did fade. I want to love you until the end of time Forever and ever I want you to be mine I want you always to love and adore Always and ever after and forever more I want to love you until all the seas become dry Forever and ever until all the birds no longer fly Love you forever until all the winds cease to blow Always and ever after until I find the rainbow's gold I want to love you until all the stars cease to exist Forever and ever I want to taste your sweet ki

Stupid People
People Comeon now are so stupid 2 put your childrens pics up in your default pics that is the most Stupid thing I have ever seen this place has 2 many peeps on here and 2 much porn 2 have your children up duh get a fuckin brain...=)

Very Clean Laundry
Ok, I was asked (bugged to death actually) to tell another story. Here’s one that was an honest mistake on my part that kinda turned out funny…..days later. I was in my first year of college and had just finished playing an intramural flag football game in the rain and mud. Our championship freshman team beat the champion sophomore squad a week before, but we lost to the champion seniors in a very close game. So, I was a bit down but decided to wash my muddy clothes once I got back to the dorm. So I went to my room, showered and changed, and then headed back downstairs to the laundry room to wash my muddy clothes. I wasn’t thinking too clearly (bad way to start a sentence huh). I looked at my clothes and thought; these things may never come completely clean. At least not using the regular amount of detergent. So I chose to use twice the amount. Then I thought about it and used three times the amount….they were really dirty. I started the machine and then left.

-.-
A broken soul, lost in perpetual silence. I sit here still yearning for you. A shattered mirror, Broken and forlorn I still feel my flesh screaming for your’re touch How could I have been so foolish? To allow you to luring me in? Your smile became my damnation With the sound of a goddess. You’re voice was my downfall. The very mention of you’re name sends me spiralling downwards. An age old story of love lost, pain gained The core of my soul lays unbeaten, Rancid and festering at the bottom on an abyss. Where once happiness and joy existed. Now only a tale of unbridled perfect damnation does. When your light touched me, I was alive. Now all light has since passed. Darkness surrounds me in its choking cloak The air has become stale and poisoned. Forever shall this wander be damned. Forever shall I be a slave to the dark. Day in and day out I find my love for you only ever growing stronger. How much I yearn for your touch through out these

Short Stories
The following is a part of the prologue to the novel that has been in my head for several years. I always lack motivation when working on this though, because I know where all the characters will start, and how I want them to end, it's just the middle that has me bogged down. Let me explain a little about the novel, first. It is titled "A Month in the Life Of..." (all the English majors forgive me for not writing the title of a book correctly, I can't italicize.) The novel details the story of a man named Jon (no relation to the Jon from the short "I Do?") The premise is that Jon is an aging man, living in a small town in Louisiana in which he was born. However, Jon has a past that only his friend, Billy, knows anything about. When they were young the left their homes and came back years later changed people. The whole novel takes place in the span of a month (hence the clever title) and tells Jon's story. I won't give too much away, in case I ever decide to finish it, but here is a

Conservative Coilition
Lisa Murkowski John McCain Richard Lugar Sam Brownback Olympia Snowe Susan Collins Arlen Specter Lindsey Graham George W Bush Chuck Hagel Ron Paul Ok I am a little behind on sending you all the podcast of the last show, but here is the podcast of the airing of my show on Saturday. In this episode of Right on Right w/Christopher Fredrickson, Christopher unloads on a psycho path by the name of Sarah Brooks whom Christopher has dubbed Strawberry Shortcake. Christopher then talks with Cory of Cory's Corner of The Conservative Way about the Marco Rubio, Charlie Crist primary in Fla and why it is vitally important for Conservatives to back Marco Rubio. Then Christopher discusses the founder of yellow journalism with Brian of Brian's Edition of The Conservative Way, William Randolph Herst. We discuss how this individual may have lead to how journalism is now. The facts on Herst are shocking, and the schools are not teaching just how influential and destructive th

Why I Haven't Been On
ok sorry i havent been around the past few months but i am back now and soooooo much has happened since i was last on as some know i had knee surgey last month and i am doin great. I also had a graduation of my oldest daughter from high school about a week ago. I will have pics posted soon. I also got my garden planted YAY me. Well that is what i have been up to since the last time i was on. I would like to say sorry to all my fubar friends for not being on. As most of you know me and my husband have been buying a house well we finally closed on it after 2 weeks from the origanally date because i was in hospital from being sick and dehydreated and as soon as i get better i promise ill be back on. I miss you all

A Must Read
The Airman’s Creed I am an American airman. I am a warrior. I have answered my nation’s call. I am an American airman. My mission is to fly, fight and win. I am faithful to a proud heritage, a tradition of honor, and a legacy of valor. I am an American airman, guardian of freedom and justice, my nation’s sword and shield, its sentry and avenger. I defend my country with my life. I am an American airman, wingman, leader, warrior. I will never leave an airman behind, I will never falter, and I will not fail. TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT

Prayer
Well I would like to thank all that have kept my friend Nick in prayer.He had surgery this week to have a brain tumor removed, I'm very happy to report he was up & about the next day also the dr. believe that the tumor is 99.9% benine , thanks again & God Bless You All, your friend: Consantine (Gene) Dear friends & Fans, My best friend Nick who I have known since grade school has bee diagnosed with a brain tumor . He will be operated on monday, please remember him & his family in prayer, I would do the same for you, thanks & God Bless : Gene (Constantine)

Medical Stuff...
Ok, I’ve been really bad about keeping this up to date. Since I last wrote, I’ve had a lot happen. In September, I went on a 4 mile walk around a wildlife refuge and apparently messed up my foot, as later that night, I noticed my big toe on my right foot was kinda numb. You know, like the feeling you get after getting a shot from the dentist and it starts wearing off… its fuzzy feeling. I ended up going to the podiatrist, and found out that I have a bone spur in my foot, in a really odd spot… it’s mostly about the top of my foot (above the arch) but just to the inside of the foot. The SAME place the nerve from the leg to the big toe runs. So when I went on the walk, the bone spur got inflamed and damaged the nerve. It’s better now, but could happen again at any time. I also was sent to see a rheumatologist, because I’ve started hurting pretty bad in my hips and knees again; mostly my knees. This is making it difficult to sit for long and definitely hard to walk (especially u

Stolen!!! Would U...?
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?

A Few Words From Rick
I don't come on here much anymore and not sure wether I will or for how much longer but if any of you who like my work or what to stay in touch with me at my other sites, add me on these sites. Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/ParadiseArtist Multiply: http://paradiseartist.multiply.com MySpace: http://www.myspace.com/sexymodelfan4life Thanks Rick W So I thought it was time I had a few words to say since I'm close to hitting level 21 now. The name is Rick and I was on here before formerly as Graphics by Rick and then changed my name to Flawless Victory. Of all the social networks sites I always enjoyed this one the most and admittedly I missed being on here so that motivated my decision to return. I see there's been some changes here and many of the old friends I had are gone or perhaps I just haven't found them yet.If you haven't seen the profile or the about me section, I'm a mid 40's guy, single sincere and straight up. I like making new friends and I spend

My New Rap
commin up in the midwest ,no need to impress but gangstas around here still rep their sets gang signs close to chest ,and the police dont come to my hood cuz its well understood bullets used chew thru they vest if they get balls enuff to test leave em a ugly mess no preachers to call when they fall so the ground remains unblessed gotta death wish there be one less, watch what names you drop when u get nabbed to confess cuz in the midwest still no need to impress gangsigns twisted up kissed and placed on the chest and here in the chi we just gettin by souless bastards leavin bodies left right where they lye dont worry about me im pledged in the streets so i,ll never die and i can,t be beat stay on my feet ......still the only limit is the sky throw gas lite bottles at cars of my enimies as they go drivin by so knowin this ask yourself is it really worth standin in my way of my only means to survive......in the midwest no reason 2 impress roll thru the hood get mad dogged by gangstas th

My Fav Quote
hey all this song prolly reaches outto almost everyone in the world...whether you live life tryin to make it by workin multi jobs or dealin to make ends meet or whatever your case may be...anyways this song is for everyone ... krazie bone hey yung thugs the world is yours hey yung thug the world world krazie bone chorus yung thugs my yung thugs yung thugs my yung thugs krazie bone standing outside is broken thug thats me who don't wanna go home wrather stand there frozen up hanggen out in the cold 0 below tryin to find a soul before the mine is gone tryin to find that guiden road and keep rollin on on on on rollin on you better keep rollin on on on on rollin on you better keep rollin on wish bone everytime i look in to the mirror i get to thinkin i'm wrong [i thug i thug] all i see lookin back a thug and i no i did wrong [yung thug yung thug] it's amazin how we get those second chances and you betta slip on [all thugs all thugs] T.H.U.G. is all i want t

Words From The Heart
Why She always asks and I have to laugh Cause I think sometimes she really cant see Who she is and what she does to me The way I wear the title nerd face More proudly than the congressional medal of honor Or the way her laugh lightens my heart And eases my soul The way she purrs when she wants me, just my company on the phone then I know she misses me as much as I miss her then I can see into a future I can dare to believe That I me can make her happy Just by being me Without the fear The way she texts me Sometimes saying absolutely nothing The way I get her The way OMG she gets me lmao The way she has made herself at home in my psychie And the way she is welcome there Lets not forget her beauty Which she calls cute I call radiant as the sun and I cant wait to see it in person Let me go blind after for I have seen all that the world has to offer And lets not forget her humor Even on the darkest times, it takes a lot to break her spirit And when it is lo

Auction! Who Wants To Own Me?
Im up for auction on the 2nd Alarm Hottie Home Page. Here is the link, cum check me out! Hee hee http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2279585&albumid=1467935&i=3042154999&idx=0#2939201872

Wicked Clowns!
not at all. Til death do us part. lines that are said everyday and dont mean shit. at that alter people say they love each other. Man we all know thats not true if you love someone take it all the way. once i find the girl i truly love. the juggalette of my dreams. tattooed in the right spot. tougher than steel. as sharp as my hatchet and just as brutal. a girl to paint my face with just to walk down town the love between us has to be in harmony. i need a girl that will love my scars. and will handle herself telling me "no i got it" and make me take it from her and carey it. i need a miss stregth. i need a juggalette, and i know theres one out there that needs me. need to find her clown ass and finally have some stable thing in my life.......

Random
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF - I died: - I kissed you: - I lived next door to you: - You found out I was married: - I stole something: - I was hospitalized: - I refused to leave my home: - I got into a fight while you were there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY - Personality: - Eyes: - Hair: - Family: WOULD YOU - Help me hide a body? - Keep a secret if I told you one? - Hold my hand? - Take a bullet for me? - Try to solve my problems? - Love me? HAVE YOU EVER - Lied to make me feel better? - Wanted to kiss me? - Wanted to kill me? - Broke my heart? - Kept something important from me? - Thought I was unbearably annoying? AND MORE! - Who are you? - Are we friends? - When and how did we meet? - Describe me in three words: - What was your first impression? - Do you still think that way about me now? - What reminds you of me? - If you could give me anything, what would it be? - How well do you know me? - When's the last time you saw me? - Ever wanted to tel

Songs That I Love
[Eminem]I'm a soldier (*repeat 4X*)Yo.. never was a thug, just infatuated with gunsNever was a gangsta, 'til I graduated to oneand got the rep of a villain, for weapon concealinTook the image of a thug, kept shit appealinWillin to stick out my neck, for respect if it meantlife or death, never live to regret what I saidWhen you're me, people just want to see, if it's trueIf it's you, what you say in your raps, what you doSo they feel, it's part of your obligation to fulfillWhen they see you on the streets, face to face, are you for real?In confrontation ain't no conversation, if you feelyou're in violation, any hesitation'll get you killedIf you feel it, kill it, if you conceal it, reveal itBeing reasonable will leave you full of bulletsPull it, squeeze it 'til it's empty, tempt me, push me, pussiesI need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze[Chorus]I'm a soldier, these shoulders hold up so muchThey won't budge, I'll never fall or fold upI'm a soldier, even if my collar bone

Uss Arizona Tribute
December 7, 1941 The USS Arizona is the final resting place for many of the ship's 1,177 crewmen who lost their lives on December 7, 1941. The 184-foot-long Memorial structure spanning the mid-portion of the sunken battleship consists of three main sections: the entry and assembly rooms; a central area designed for ceremonies and general observation; and the shrine room, where the names of those killed on the Arizona are engraved on the marble wall. The USS Arizona Memorial grew out of wartime desire to establish some sort of memorial at Pearl Harbor to honor those who died in the attack. Suggestions for such a memorial began in 1943, but it wasn't until 1949, when the Territory of Hawaii established the Pacific War Memorial Commission, that the first real steps were taken to bring it about. Initial recognition came in 1950 when Admiral Arthur Radford, Commander in Chief, Pacific (CINCPAC), ordered that a flagpole be erected over the sunken battleship. On the ninth annive

This Glitter Is Gold...no Doubt
ALL MY DEAR AND NEAR, Yeah... Even I would have never thought that this man is going to bless my life with full of eternal bliss... It came true...My friends here know that I would be often on my wheels..for the sake of my my business.. when I under took a world wide tour recently.. and happened to visit some of the ASIAN COUNTRIES... Yeah of course before this recent havoc...I had a chance to meet this this spiritual and highly resourceful man who invoked my inner subtle knowledge to have an thorough insight within myself... He is my mentor,God father and spiritual master.. yeah...really he is having an array...he glitters with glory and no doubt he is gold.. I could share my divine experience if u r so interested.. For your information just I give below the web site address...seeing is believing...just visit the divine site and its links..and then share his divine knowledge to have his bountiful grace that will lead your life path to ecstasy. Thanks for your esteemed vis

We're Up For Auction.... Again!!
We are up for auction.... Again!!! Do you wanna own THE hottest couple on the FU?? Yep thats right we are loaning each other out for another month!! LoL So click on the links below and come make a bid on us!!! You know we are worth it!!! We have a LOT to offer!!!

Weddings
You're invited to the Fu-Wedding of Come witness the joining of these two heart and share in the love Shane Mahaffey{{{{ head enforcer@wicked candy kisses}}}}}}@ fubar Terri@ fubar Starting at 7pmcst in the Wicked Candy Kisses lounge Performing the ceremony ™JÁÐÊ™~*ØWÑÊR & DJ @§WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ LOUNGE & JADE'S DIRTY DIAMOND CREW*~@ fubar Witnessed by ~DJ~Sexy~Rebel~ Head Promoter @Hellfire radio(Fu-enged to Kratos)@ fubar Cotton Candy DJ & OWNER OF Wicked Candy Kisses~1 of Sarge's Bad Girls~@ fubar *~ ÑÝ_ÅÑGË£69 ~* CO - HE

Mirror Mind
The diagram is a generic 9 diagram. The stat graph is for my results. I actually score a lot heavier in the 1 and 8 but the simplistic version of the test minimizes those because of my balance between them equally. I am generally at level 2 but when under stress for an extended period of time or when reacting to a high stress spike I will revert to level 4. Enneagram Nine The Easygoing, Self-Effacing Type: Receptive, Reassuring Agreeable, and Complacent For more about the meaning of the arrows, see below. Type Nine in Brief Nines are accepting, trusting, and stable. They are usually creative, optimistic, and supportive, but can also be too willing to go along with others to keep the peace. They want everything to go smoothly and be without conflict, but they can also tend to be complacent, simplifying problems and minimizing anything upsetting. They typically have problems with inertia and stubbornness. At their Best: indomitable and all-embracing, they are able to b

The Storm
good morning lover it's time to wake up look what the new day brought a promise of rain a roar of thunder a flash of lightning a trembling that shakes us like an earthquake as we hold each other tight as love flows like magma we rock there together in the dawn's smoldering light hours pass, time stands still you whisper moan into my ear mmmmmmmmmm I love you I smile and stroke your face and gaze in to your eyes such a wonderful day for a storm good morning lover it's time to wake up look what the new day brought a promise of rain a roar of thunder a flash of lightning a trembling that shakes us like an earthquake as we hold each other tight as love flows like magma we rock there together in the dawn's smoldering light hours pass, time stands still you whisper moan into my ear mmmmmmmmmm I love you I smile and stroke your face and gaze in to your eyes such a wonderful day for a storm

About Gun Control And Love
Recently I learned what prolly is the best way to describe true love. True love is something not only felt but also actions, the action of be inseprable, being there no matter what, having that person number one no matter if your friends and family like them or not they should be that number one person cause they are the one that is there for you all the time for a life time. If anyone who reads this that believes in control gets offended I'm sorry. First off I'm tired of hearing that guns kill people, proven fact people kill people. Granted you do heayar of a gun going off while someone was cleaning it but thats their own fault they should have clear it, and no taking gun rights away will not decrease crime flat out. Crime will increase cause now criminals dont have to worry about the everyday person being able to defend themselves. Flat out it takes a person to pull the trigger. A Short History of Gun Control. In 1929 the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 19

This And That
ARE YOUThen enter HAUNTED PASSIONSclick to enter ARE YOUThen enter HAUNTED PASSIONSclick to enter i know i love you,... but do you love me i know i want you but do you me... i know i need you but do you need me... i know u care for you but do you care for me... i hear you say i love you... but do you mean it i hear you say i want you....but do you mean it i hear you say i need you ...but do you mean it i hear you say you care .....but do you mean it i want to know where i fit in your life i want to know where ill be with in your world i want to know how you really feel i want to know do i have a chance i need to know is this a game i need to know is this real i need to know ... i just .... i do love you that i know i do want you that i know i do need you that i know i do care for you more then you know but .... do you as i sit here crying, yet again, i realize that im not worth tryen to be happy. i keep getting hurt over and over

Mylife.......
I am walking in the dark. I hate myself for it and I hate where I am in my life. I put on a happy face infront of my children but that is about it. I don't know which way to go. There are so many things on my mind. I'm doing my best to deal with it but its hard when you don't have any friends close by. I apologize for being so distant but that is just the way that I feel. I very rarely get onto the computer anymore and when I do, it is fairly brief. I'm trying to deal with everything that is happening and so close to the holidays. I don't really have alot of people I can depend on and no one that is really close. I disguise my unhappiness by throwing myself into the gym. To no avail at that. I'm not dropping the weight and have actually gained a bit back. I think it is muscle weight but I'm not honestly sure. I don't want to go back on the pills that I was taking b/c they make me so irritable. I can't handle that on top of everything else. I just don't know how to deal

Animal Mythology
There was another world before this one. But the people of that world did not behave themselves. Displeased, the Creating Power set out to make a new world. He sang several songs to bring rain, which poured stronger with each song. As he sang the fourth song, the earth split apart and water gushed up through the many cracks, causing a flood. By the time the rain stopped, all of the people and nearly all of the animals had drowned. Only Kangi the crow survived. Kangi pleaded with the Creating Power to make him a new place to rest. So the Creating Power decided the time had come to make his new world. From his huge pipe bag, which contained all types of animals and birds, the Creating Power selected four animals known for their ability to remain under water for a long time. He sent each in turn to retrieve a lump of mud from beneath the floodwaters. First the loon dove deep into the dark waters, but it was unable to reach the bottom. The otter, even with its strong webbed feet, als

My Life
why is it that i feel all alone. i dont understand. am i that bad that all my friends bail on me until they need something. i know i work alot but i still try to make time. soemtimes i just wana go sit in a corner and cry.wats worse is i have someone wonderful in my life and yet i cant seem to keep the loneliness away. maybe its the distance between us but i dono. i dono whats so bad about me that even my family dont wana see me alot of the time. am i seriously that bad.maybe im just goin insane. i wish someone would rescuse me from this hell. he knows who he is too. whats worse is i asked my friends that if i moved away if they would come see me and they told me no. i would drop anything at the tip of a hat to help them or even road trip to see them but they wouldnt even take the time to see me. maybe im not that important to anymore?

Bisexuality
You want to cry I can see it in your eye The pain and agony The hurt and anger The loss and disbelief You don't think you can heal You don't think anything is left You don't think I should bother Bother trying to make you live for love You don't know But it's my only reason to live It's why you've come to me Because you see it in my eyes You see that I know despair And that I am a haven safe within A safe place for you to fall into pieces I know that look in your eyes I feel the pain too The hopelessness and despair I too have hurt more than a heart can take I've let it go I've fallen bled and cried for you I've torn myself apart Destroyed my heart and soul I annihilated myself So I wouldn't feel Too spent to cry Too tired to hope Too scared to die You've come to me You want me to hurt you Some how you know, deep inside That I will not stop until you feel alive Until you've cried until you've screamed Until you've battered me with your pain Until w

Love This!
Hello Everyone!! So as some of you may know I am trying to be a freelance writer and so far so good. Occasionally you do run into the person that will take what you wrote praise you for it and then never come thru with payment on it. I have made up contracts and in those contracts it states that if there is a non payment occurrence and there is use of the article without my permission or payment suddenly appearing that legal action will be taken. With that being said I am happy to announce that I have a few regular people that come to me for articles and actually pay me!! I just got a client that asked me to write 96 articles having never used my services before. So I sent him the ones I have written up so far and he was quite impressed, according to his email, and he has offered me to write for him permanently. He has plenty of work ahead of himself and for me and he can't wait for me to finish these up so he can send me more. I am super excited for this opportunity. I also w

Black Label Society
From: Black Label Society Date: Dec 9, 2008 12:05 AM Outside of the "Mother Chapter" (which is theband itself) and the Doom Crew, Inc. which is friends and family thatwork for the band (or people that Zakk chooses to have close tohim).... There are no "official" chapters of BLS. A Chapter is simplythe name that Zakk uses to refer to the many cities, states, countries,provinces, etc. that the legion of BLS fans reside in. BLS fans meanfar more to the band to just simply label them "Fans".The band knows that their fans are huge supporters of what they do andthey want their fans to feel a real sense of belonging to somethingmuch bigger and greater than just being a fan of a band. Thereforebecause of the loyal support BLS fans show the band and each other, BLSchooses to call their fans "family members" of Black Label and/or"chapter members" of which ever city (chapter) BLS fans reside in.As a result of this ideology, anyone who is a loyal supporter of BLS isautomatically considered a

Gifts
Sin Collar from PRIMETART~FU-OWNED ~by~ TAFPETER~ on December 7, 2008 @ 2:32 pm return the favor Hug from PRIMETART~FU-OWNED ~by~ TAFPETER~ on December 7, 2008 @ 10:18 am return the favor Bacardi Hurricane from PRIMETART~FU-OWNED ~by~ TAFPETER~ on December 7, 2008 @ 10:18 am return the favor Pint of Guinness from PRIMETART~FU-OWNED ~by~ TAFPETER~ on December 7, 2008 @ 10:17 am return the favor Jagermeister from PRIMETART~FU-OWNED ~by~ TAFPETER~ on December 7, 2008 @ 10:17 am return the favor Martini from PRIMETART~FU-OWNED ~by~ TAFPETER~ on December 7, 2008 @ 10:16 am return the favor Ice Cream Sundae from PRIMETART~FU-OWNED ~by~ TAFPETER~ on December 7, 2008 @ 10:13 am return the favor Screw Driver from PRIMETART~FU-OWNED ~by~ TAFPETER~ on December 7, 2008 @ 10:11 am return the favor Pina Colada from ღ kinky wild kat owned by&slave 2 pauliebonesღ on December 6, 2008 @ 5:35 pm return the favor Hot Chocolate from 2331198 on December 6, 2008 @ 2:38

My Blog Has No Name
by erikerikface You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? purse 2. Your significant other? alwaysinmyheart 3. Your hair? messy 4. Your mother? kind 5. Your father? quiet 6. Your favorite thing? mynewipodtouch 7. Your dream last night? wonderful 8. Your favorite drink? fruitpunchjuice! 9. Your dream/goal? tobehappyagain 10. The room you're in? theonewheremagichappens 11. Music? dance! 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? samecity 14. Where were you last night? atworkandthenhome 15. What you're not? open 16. Muffins? cookies 17. One of your wish list items? tohaveonemoredaywithhim 18. Where you grew up? newfoundland 19. The last thing you did? atewaffles! 20. What are you wearing? perverts 21. TV? bones 22. Your pets? zeus 23. Your computer? crappy 24. Your life? upsanddowns 25. Your mood? pleased 26. Missing someone? everyday 27. Favorite store? toomanyto

Tester
you are truly one the greatest women on fubar lifes never easy but you tough it out and that shows chacter, you are truly a beautiful women insde and outside and will never forget that in words its hard say how special of a women you are but i know this you were blessed with a true heart and a great smile and sexy tat tas lol.

Burnt Offerings
You know there is something wrong with world, or maybe that there is something wrong with you. Little snippets of memories drifting in and out of your thoughts, you experience what could be a waking dream. More likely you are being confronted with your past. This happens when you don't ground yourself, meditate, or simply take the time to accept your life. You may still experience these thoughts but now they will be reliving your past, not the past haunting you. Let me run through a forest of splinters for you…. I wake up, dreams still spinning through my cluttered mind. It is a haze of between. Sometimes I am unable to finish the waking action and slip back to the dream state. Most times I can push away the dreams and open my eyes to the light. I look around to remember where I am, like catching up with an old friend after a long trip. When I feel secure enough to rise, I do. Right then a million things run through my head. Today's to do list, what today is, what I feel like weari

Goodbye
We said goodbye or we tried... She went to her corner, I went to mine The tension grew No sleep, No surrender, We knew The separation was merely a show... of force... We were being drawn toward... Hello

Lately
I know that some of you think that I have forgotten about you. Well, that isn't the least little bit true! However, I have been going thru some things lately that take my attention. It's called Life. Between work and my Mom, I haven't had much time to do anything. My Mom has been in the hospital for 8 days so far this time. They think she may have cancer in her bladder, so that has me Effing freaking out! Since I lost my dad 15 months ago, my Mom has became my world. I am her care taker/nurse. PLUS I have another job to pay the bills. Gee, joy what an exciting world I live in! I guess it is normal to be worried about one's only surviving parent. Momma has been basically bed ridden for two years now. In those two years I have learned more about the world of medicine than I ever thought I wanted to know. However, I have actually grown up in those two years. Before hand I was a spoiled rotten b!tch, and I have no problems admitting it. Not only did I have ever thing in the material world

Grey
One or two times I've played these games, No matter how I do it it's always the same. Standing alone in this world of change. I feel my heart is broken and I block the pain. You really got a piece of my cold cold heart, You wrapped it up in chains you pulled it apart. I will never forget the way I felt that day, I promised you my everything and you walked away. You thought you knew me but you don't know me at all, I headed striaght for wall I couldn't break my fall. I crashed and burnt out, I will never be the same. No matter where I look all I see is grey. I feel sick, I'm so infected with you, I tried to do everything that I could do. I felt it right from the start, you thought I was playing the part of a different man who has no heart. But who's to blame I was the one tryin' to shut you out, I was the one to always have a dought, And you know thought I could never try to blame you for what went down. I look across the room and all I see is a cloud. Of everythi

Merry Christmas All
ok so I hope everyone is having a great holiday season.I was missing most of the summer and fall but am back now .I cant wait to catch up with everyone and see how you all are.So on that note Merry Christmas all and Happy New Year!

Top Things To Do When You're Bored.
Why is mostly everyone on this site losers? Seriously, they're all "oooh me fu-owner" "ooh come to our lounge" Blaaa blaaa blaaaah! Bollocks. >.< You people all suck, and you make me sick. I HATE you n00bs... You may all die now! =] Seeing as it's my blog I'll start the list. 1. Masturbate! :| I hate everyone on this site. You're all n00bs. :| That's all. Goodbye! :|

Auto11 In Auction
so instead of having a contest for the bling ill be auctioning it off! so click the pic and place ur bids! fubux and cash bids accepted *****also im still up for auction so if u want me...sb me for the link or see another auction blog***** click here to bid for the bling

Racism
were words cant music can!! "Where Is The Love?" What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism But we still got terrorists here livin' In the USA, the big CIA The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK But if you only have love for your own race Then you only leave space to discriminate And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah Madness is what you demonstrate And that's exactly how anger works and operates Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight Take control of your mind and meditate Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all People killin', people dyin' Children hurt and you hear them cryin' Can you practice what you preach And would you turn the other cheek Father, Father, Father help us Send some guidance from above 'Caus

Inmates At Work
You will find a pic of a conduct violation in my pics that should be entertaining if you are twisted enough. ANOTHER FUN DAY AT WORK! Heres the link http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=828519&albumid=1376548&i=1733154987

My Link On Ggw
GimpsGoneWild is a disabled modelling site. I do nudity, but nothing explicit.. I will soon do corsets, fishnets, braces, ect. The link is NSFW, obviously. http://www.gimpsgonewild.com/Stacie.htm

Tagged
Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? nonexistant 2. Your significant other? hollow 3. Your hair? curly 4. Your mother? deceased 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? BDSM 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? succeed 10. The room you're in? warm 11. Music? varies 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? unsure 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? liar 16. Muffins? nope 17. One of your wish list items? coban 18. Where you grew up? country 19. The last thing you did? coughed 20. What are you wearing? thermals 21. TV? HEROES!!! 22. Your pets? 2 23. Your computer? yes 24. Your life? complex 25. Your mood? anticipatory 26. Missing someo

One Word
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? dream 3. Your hair? messy 4. Your mother? dead 5. Your father? florida 6. Your favorite thing? dog 7. Your dream last night? forgot 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? love 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? King 14. Where were you last night? Woods 15. What you're not? married 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? girl 18. Where you grew up? Michigan 19. The last thing you did? stokefire 20. What are you wearing? barefoot 21. TV? no 22. Your pets? Starr 23. Your computer? mine 24. Your life? toughfun 25. Your mood? sleepy

The Monster
Last night I finally came face to face with the monster who has been tormenting my head, thoughts and dreams for oh so many months. The dream began like all the rest. As my eyes open to pure unpenetrable darkness, the smell of dampness fills my lungs and an unearthly chuckle fills my ears raising the hairs on my neck. I realize I am curled in the fetal position on the cold, damp earth. Unable to see anything I begin to panic. My pulse races and my heartbeat pounds in my ears like drums. Out of the darkness, something catches my eye. I strain against a sea of blackness to see a shape slowly approaching. I freeze in place, thinking if I am perfectly still it won't see me. A split second later I feel a hot breath on my neck and an evil hissing in my ear "You'll never be good enough. You'll never see happiness" I stop breathing all together and slowly turn to face the thing tormenting me. I gasped as I am face to face with a dark haired, evil eyed girl who was inches from my face.

Christmas Tree Safety
Here is a little video about how fast a Christmas tree can burn your house down and some safety tips please read it may save your life or your home thanks. SafeTips Christmas Tree Safety Tips A fire on any day seems bad, but a fire on Christmas seems to be the worst. Some 300 Christmas trees caught fire in one recent year, with electrical problems the most common culprit. Here's how to keep your tree green and your presents safe. 1.When you buy your tree, have the vendor make a fresh cut an inch from the bottom; this will help the tree drink. 2.If you buy your tree early and keep it outside, store it away from wind and sun, and keep the bottom in a bucket of water. 3.Make sure your lights are safe. If you need outdoor lights, make sure the ones you buy are meant for outdoor use. Make sure your lights carry certification from a testing laboratory. 4.Don't use electric lights on a metal tree. Discard any strings of lights that are frayed or broken.

Finally Complete
i am finally complete i found the love of my life and love her deeply you know how you are my love and master *kisses deeply and bites* *With the Sexy look in your eyes you hold me captivied in their never ending glare your eyes shine like saphires and your smile brightens my even saddesst exsistence and put together my shattered heart* Mark

I Need Some Help
This morning i lost a friend.He left behind 2 kids and a wife.This sunday we are having a ralley to raise money to help his widow and kids.It is in marysville california.If you close or local please be at Guys and Dolls Sunday at 7 pm.I dont normally ask for help but my girl needs all she can get.If you need more info or directions please hit me up.Thanks to all my friends.Pass the word to your friends too please.

Crazed
Merry Xmass To All This year is Supposed to be Worse, and for a Lot of People it is" But For me Its Turning out to be a Good Year Iam Still Working My Company Actually Gave Me a Bonus this year! I have My house and my Health Which Means iam Doing better than many americans And Iam Gratefull! So Last year Was Bad For Me This Year is better Hopefully For All Of Us! Merry Christmas & Have a Happy New Year!

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? HERE 2. Your significant other? Here 3. Your hair? Unruly 4. Your mother? Loveable 5. Your father? Serious 6. Your favorite thing? Book 7. Your dream last night? Weird 8. Your favorite drink? Coffee 9. Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS 10. The room you're in? Study 11. Music? Country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Rich 14. Where were you last night? BED 15. What you're not? DUMB 16. Muffins? WARM 17. One of your wish list items? PEACE 18. Where you grew up? HAVEN’T 19. The last thing you did? SMILED 20. What are you wearing? PAJAMAS 21. TV? No 22. Your pets? Gone 23. Your computer? Desktop 24. Your life? Harried 25. Your mood? RELAXED

You're It
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Charging 2. Your significant other? Christopher 3. Your hair? Long 4. Your mother? Strong 5. Your father? Deceased 6. Your favorite thing? Kissing 7. Your dream last night? Secret 8. Your favorite drink? Dew 9. Your dream/goal? Love 10. The room you're in? Living 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Cali 14. Where were you last night? Khoo's 15. What you're not? Perfect 16. Muffins? Strawberry 17. One of your wish list items? Happiness 18. Where you grew up? Illinois 19. The last thing you did? Pee'd 20. What are you wearing? PJ's 21. TV? Disney 22. Your pets? Harley 23. Your computer? Laptop 24. Your life? Chaotic 25. Your

Simply Amazed
As I am new to this type of webspace and working hard to understand the ins and outs of what goes on here, I have had the pleasure of meeting some really fantastic folks. Though my internet access is somewhat limited and hard to browse through, I have noted that many of the folks on here have special sections and areas for the troops overseas. As I am one of the troops overseas I want to send out a very heartfelt thankyou to all that have shown us the love and support that we have needed to carry on. I have had the joy of meeting new friends here and hope to encounter many more as time goes. I enjoy conversing with all types of folks, and try not to make things too serious. I look forward to getting back to a real internet operation soon so I can continue to meet the outstanding people here. And once again speaking on behalf of all my brother and sisters in the Armed Forces....THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT!

Covert Vices
A while back, if I remember right, my life was one long party where all hearts were open wide, where all wines kept flowing. One night, I sat Beauty down on my lap.—And I found her galling.—And I roughed her up. I armed myself against justice. I ran away. O witches, O misery, O hatred, my treasure's been turned over to you! I managed to make every trace of human hope vanish from my mind. I pounced on every joy like a ferocious animal eager to strangle it. I called for executioners so that, while dying, I could bite the butts of their rifles. I called for plagues to choke me with sand, with blood. Bad luck was my god. I stretched out in the muck. I dried myself in the air of crime. And I played tricks on insanity. And Spring brought me the frightening laugh of the idiot. So, just recently, when I found myself on the brink of the final squawk! it dawned on me to look again for the key to that ancient party where I might find my appetite once more. Charity is that

Overseas Again
Once again i am overseas doing my job the best way i know how this time im away from family my wife kids other than my parents. last time it was easier cause i didnt have all that i mean yhea i had my parents and brothers and sisters not just the ones i work with but my blood ones. but hey you know how it goes come home for a year and leave for a year and half. But that is the carrer i choose for my self whether or not it was a right one im sticking to it until the end even tho some people may not like my job i love my job and hey who else to better judge if my job is good for me other than myself. The whole purpose of this was to let everyone know i was overseas again and when i get a mailing address i will give it out. but other than that feel free to write me on here or for my close friends can just use my email address. well gotta run talk to yall when i can.

Mary K Orendorff
Jason, Grandma died at about 1:15 pm today (Friday). She wanted her grandchildren to hear before it was publically announced. She also made arrangements for her monthly check to you to continue and I will make sure that happens. I am sorry to hear that you are on the streets. You now have a very powerful angel in heaven watching over you. Count on her to lead you safely home. Love, Uncle David

Kisses
Your Kissing Grade: A- You are truly an amazing kisser. Your kisses are extraordinarily mind blowing. Whether you're naturally a good kisser or not, you've taken the time learn how to be the best kisser possible. Anyone would be lucky to get a kiss from you! How Do Your Kisses Rate?

Munkey Ink
Redmunkey for those who wonder, was created as an experimental site in order to promote some of our friends. What started as a small place with a few links, has now grown to host a lot more content and promo material. The site itself its free for all. We never charge, we don't have a portal to sign up and pay. The money to pay for the upkeep comes from the links, affiliates, and at some point sponsors. If you wonder about the name, and why its not a dot come, its because it was hijacked and now belongs to some band. We are working on taking it back. The site itself has gone through changes over the past year and will still in order to keep up with the rest. As we are now showing up on social networks to share our content you will also get the chance to see some who joined us to promote not only us but themselves with it. From coast to coast, at clubs and parties all over RedMunkey has showed up. Our goal is to create not only relationships but to become a place where be

Multibobs Day
Its a day for cleaning, sorting out and making ready. My mind feels unsettled and certain things are uncertain for me and I am concerned and agitated. The sorness at the base of my chin backs this up physically. I have that strange feeling you get just before you realise your holding the wrong end of the stick. I wonder if I have been labouring under a false notion and so its time to kill my mind with graft. There is much to be done and it shows that I have been distracted because I have not got those things done. Entropy has built up in the shape of a messy house and an untidy kitchen crippiling my ability to get stuff done. I had dream last night that I was arguing with a scientific zelot who would not accept that science is a religion event when I provided a very strong case. I woke up frustrated I guess. When I have religious debates in my dreams its never good. I always wake a bit narky - SCIENCE IS A RELIGION!!!!! they have beards and wear white robes for gods sake! grrr

Us Troops - Past Deadline
Iraq – U.S. troops will stay in cities to support and train Iraqis despite a summer deadline to pull American combat forces, the top U.S. commander in Iraq said Saturday, a move that could leave thousands in the urban areas. Even with the mandate in the recently approved U.S.-Iraq security agreement, there have been suggestions some troops would not leave urban areas. But Gen. Raymond Odierno was the first military leader to acknowledge some forces would remain at local security stations, as training and mentoring teams. "We believe we should still be inside those after the summer," he said the sprawling U.S. base in Balad, north of Baghdad before welcoming Defense Secretary Robert Gates on a brief visit. Iraq's prime minister upbraided his top government spokesman for saying some U.S. soldiers might need to remain in the country for many more years. "What was announced about the Iraqi forces needing 10 years in order to be ready is only his personal point of view and it doesn

H
ever get the feeling that no matter how much you do for someone it just isnt enough? How sometimes you feel like just NOT caring anymore...I cant help feeling that way right now.I know its wrong to live this way, but what can i do.I cant communicate..i try and it feels like im talking to a brick wall.Im tired of empty promises of change, but yet i dont do anything to help the situation.Im running ragged no energy at all no hapiness no love no feeling at all.Ive been told to just hang in there..but what am i hanging on to?A love that i know might not be there anymore..He says he cares..he says hes in love..but how does he know..what if what he thinks is love is lust..maybe hes just comfortable with the way things are and doesnt want it to change..or maybe he just doesnt care at all. which is it? i will probably never know.Im tired of waiting im tired of trying im just plain tired.HELP..seems like help may never come..ill just be stuck in this everlasting circle of unhappiness for the re

My Friend
Thank you, friend, for all the things That mean so much to me For concern and understanding You give abundantly. Thanks for listening with your heart; For cheering me when I'm blue; For bringing out the best in me; And just for being you. Thanks for our talks my friend That stimulate my brain; For silly times we laugh out loud; For things I can't explain. For looking past my flaws and faults; For all the time you spend; For all the kind things that you do, Thank you; thank you, My friend.

Poems
I thought I had everything, Then there you were. When I saw you I needed to know all about you. I found out bit by bit, not liking all I heard. Then there you were, When my heart was broken. You told me everything would be okay. I was ready to move on with my life but There there you were. To show me you loved me and cared and I gave you my heart. Then there you were, To say those three very magical words And to make my heart melt. I knew you were the one,. Then there you were, To surprise me with that gorgeous diamond as I said YES! Then there you were To ask me when that day will be. Then eleven months later, There WE were - hand in hand. Then there we were, Two years later with twins in our arms. From the beginning I thought I had it all, Then there you were. Written 02-06-02 by ME

Happily Married
I'm sorry to in form all of you but I am a Happily Married man And if you are only sending me invites to try and get with me give it up. I am here to meet new friends not new ff's. but if you just want a friend let me know.

Drugs
Best of Marijuana Marijuana • Stands as a junction of drugs that affect anxiety and are hallucinogenic o Anxiolytic and hallucinogenic, but for the most part Anxiolytic, hallucinogenic in higher doses • Showed up in the west in the 19th century prominent among artsy types Marijuana Consumption • Most people consume the weakest variety, the dried leaves and flowing top “Bong” • A mixture of dried leaves and resin • Hashish Marijuana Methods of action • Mood enhancement • Word play • Incoherent thinking • Keen acute thinking • Synesthesia • Distortion of the perception of time • Enhancement of sensory perception Synesthesia • Cross talk between sensory systems • Gives insight on the nature of consciousness • Synesthetics: People who don’t have to take any drugs to experience the phenomena of Synesthesia • Color Organs: Instruments that when played the music is accompanied w/ colors Sensory Enhancement • Many hallucinogens have an overlay of the col

Black Heart Rant
Well hello hello. Just thought I would add something in here for starters. I am goddessAthena slave in the house of The Black Heart Society. I will mostly be the one on this account mixing it up with you all. I am a social butterfly as they say. I love meeting and chating with all kinds of new people young and old. Please be respectful of the fact I have a MASTER and QUEEN. Hits us up we all love to chat just shoot us an email or look us up at www.blackheartsociety.ning.com Thanx gA

The Goddess Effect
ok so I am the blogger of the group. I am hoping to get my sisters on here to open up their own blog and keep people posted. We are spread out everywhere so it should be interesting to hear from is all. Alittle about me. I am a Married mother of 3. Hubby and I have the best realationship and yes I am the spoiled one of the group. I am Bi and very open minded. I am not the typical female. I usually can hang better than most guys. My favorit word in the whole wide world is UNIQUE even though I have problems spelling is most of the time. I am about to start school for Animation in Jan so watch out going to be doing alot of cool stuff I hope and posting it. I am pretty much an open book nothing is taboo for me. I dont offend easy at all so dont be shy. I am a huge flirt and it gets me in trouble ALOT. Best I can describe I am Unique in more ways than one. Hit me up :) gA

The Shoes Of A Magicians
I've been a mystery entertainer for most of my life. I've practiced, struggled to perfect my skills, learned to do things with my hands, my mind, my body, my bodily functions even, that are almost miraculous. I've shared these abilities with the world, professionally, since around 1998 or so. I'm going to be 28 this year. If I could travel back in time, and talk to that wee lad sitting in front of that television, watching The Magical Land of Alakazam, watching Copperfield and Kreskin read the minds of incredulous audiences, that little boy already planning to set the world on fire with his own magic, What would I tell him? Would I say to him, "Look kid -- by the time you grow up the world won't need magicians. They'll abandon magic for reason, for prepackaged answers to life's riddles and dry, bottom-line rationality. You won't inspire wonder. You won't change lives. You'll be a momentary diversion at a cocktail party. "And the problem is, you're sensitive; you CARE abou

Why
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could ki

Thank You
Di aka PiNkLaDy the Original & pAuL would like to thank all their friends who helped them make First Fubar Couple Prophet. A big thank you goes out to Mish for all her help in pimping us out & also getting the Rating Revolution in to help us. Please show the following people some fu luv Auto 11s On ♥ Level Up On Me, Enjoy! ღ♥DESERT ROSE♥ღ~Owned By OkMasterWolf~ Rating Revolution ~*MÈ†äL §äÑÐý *~[Real Life]partner of ~*K¡ŋÐ®έÐ_§p¡®¡†™*~ Member of Rating Revolution Gypsysoul member of the Rating Revolution & the click club plz sign my guest book ^_^ ~*HUNNY~* ~* MEMBER OF RATING REVOLUTION~**~ ~GoofyLady~ Owner Of Regiment Dragon Bombers ! ~ஐ~۞PortoricanPrincess &

Fun
this is cool an safe way to be your self. wish it was tis safe an fun out in te real word! plz fill free to leave me a comment or say hi! this is a cool site an new to this but it looks fun an has my attention. which tats hard to do! i had a sweet lady to invite to tis sit an i owe her! thank you NELLIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Xmas Auction.....i Need An New Owner For My Bday
AUCTION ENDS TODAY....DEC 24TH Well I did it again....Just had to....so come check it out and get your very own...Xmas Present to unwrap...click the link below Here is the hostess.....you will have to rate fan and add her to get into the auction... Blue Eyed Brat *SBG*BBW~Owned By Crazed maniac@ fubar

We Are Not Super Human
Some people think we are super human, what little do they know We are not any different, we just do not let it show They do not see the tears when a baby has been abused They do not see the anger when an abundance of drugs have been used They do not see the disgust when a bottle of booze has cost A teen his legs, a girl her pretty face or a life has been lost They do not see the fear when a loved one has passed away They do not understand that we deal with this everyday They do not see the sorrow when we face a broken bone They do not see the caring hearts when a nursing home patient wants to go home They do not see the worries when a call comes in that is bad They do not see the abuse we take and the things that make us mad They do not see the happiness we feel as a patient gives us a hug The thanks we get for what we have done to help the ones they love They do not see the laughter that keeps us going between the calls They do not see the

Raising Cane
Comment Images I am raising i started on fubar in 2007. I have made lots of new friends and old some kept and so go. But Now I am raising cane. when i have all these friends i only get one or two to my page. SO If you have a interest in what the new page looks like stay with me and see the new nears page if not then please delete me. I am only interested in ones that like to be on fubar and enjoy the hospitiality! marianne sumissive desires

Distant Heart
Flowing spirit takes control leading me astray distorting all my thoughts emotions runaway why do I perform upon life's envious stage? Is it all a game? A dance within a cage? Am I full of anger? torn and insecure not knowing good from bad some inborn fatal flaw? pain from pleasure haunts me guilt drives away the glow the world screams lessons at me and yet I still don't know

Woman
take a good look at me tell me what you see the epitome of a woman pure, sensual, beautiful that's me my voice, my charm, my eyes, my smile epitome of a woman brilliant free child my walk, my touch, my grace, my hair the symbol of a woman that's me i'm rare my glow, my look, my love, spirit wild my lips, my hips, my legs shy child Cosmo, Essence and Vanity Fair could search the world forever to catch a glimpse of my stare priceless, untouched, unblemished unraveled temperament like coffee strong yet mild who am I? you ask, listen don't speak the essence of a woman what you crave for my keep a rose, fine wine, ageless that's me front page articles applaud my name my power, my beauty my nature, my fame elegant, eccentric, abstract is my wink my shadow takes photos that make Hollywood think you see, cameras can't capture what can't be tamed my charisma sensuality my soul, my reign still confused, don't worry even open eyes can't see who I am you w

Life
There are a million facial expressions each with its own meaning the teary eyed of ashamed confessions which can cut the deepest the sadistic grin can give you the shivers it can expose what's really within the frown of a beautiful face it can bring tears to my eyes but there is one I cannot place love, there is no expression just a feeling of being complete It's the only true cure for depression but the best expression is a passionate kiss it can take away all your pain and leave you in heavenly bliss

Fantasy
Dressed to fulfill your fantasy cheerleader, nurse, schoolgirl, and more whoever you'd like me to be I'll surprise you at the door eyes that shimmer smile filled with delight together we quiver at each other's sight you hold me first embrace so tight I feel your thirst It's a perfect night your heart beats with mine our lips lock the clock stops in time hard as a rock I'm taken away we dare not part as we move united I feel your dart piercing through me depths unknown together we travel together we moan all our energy consumed we collapse in each other's arms sweet contentions our bodies soar nestled in your arms peaceful and sound dreaming of you until our next round

Hope
It starts with the simplest thought of you. Like the wings of a bird that thought sends my mind into the sky drifting between the clouds. I look up and a picture of your smile is imprinted in my mind. You free me from the stresses of reality. When I think of you I am no longer a part of this world. My passion for you is the greatest high. Your love is my drug. I am dreaming. Floating deep in nothingness no restrictions or rules or boundaries to hold us back. The only thing that is, is what we want to be. Everyday I close my eyes and let my mind paint the perfect picture of love. I meet you everyday in this perfect place, for this perfect love. When it is done, I open my eyes not to disappointment but to another day of hope to see you again.

I Crave You
how do I explain the way I feel would you understand my feelings for you would you believe how i crave your touch the softness of your lips the time you take when your loving me the hunger for you is so deep the ocean is shallow the fire that burns within me hell couldn't tame so to say i want you is an understatement my heart aches for you I crave you...

I Stand
Here I stand until the time was it a crime to see what cannot be touched hear voices speak words that can't be undone was it my fault I was invincible to the naked eye, I am invisible I cannot be seen cuz no one wants to see me I am different different from the rest of them so they ignore me but I don't ignore them no one is friendly why were they so blind cuz I am not them I am only mine I am different but I can see but they can't see me I watch them fall divided they fall together they die but here I stand until the end of time was it a crime that I was unique original to the human mind I was invisible to their standards invisible to their lies but as they kneel to beg I watch them beg but here I stand til the end of time was it a crime for me to live my life a crime for wanting to survive no one would answer so I will wait til the end of time

A Heart Felt Moment...
I was approached the other day by someone about a 6 year old little boy who is dying of cancer. Some of the local high school kids are trying to make his Christmas wish happen. He is trying to get the worlds record for the most Christmas cards. They mailed him over 200+ cards all personally addressed. His doctors are telling his family that he will be doing good to make it through the holidays. When I hear people complain about everything that they dont have and then I hear about something like this it just breaks my heart. So many people have so many things to be thankful for but they just keep wanting more. So during the holidays just remember little things like Christopher and his sickness and be thankful for what you have been given. Happy holidays to everyone!

Randomly Yours
....When you're small, you care nothing at all. Minutes can seem hours, you're climbing impossible towers. Slowly.. like the cigarette burn, now clocks say it's your turn. You have run oh so fast, yet looking ahead it's only the past. As the tree in summer you stand tall, yet inside leaves begin to fall. Your mind constantly scours, searching youth's squandered powers. All their advice you did spurn, you seek it now to avoid the urn. No turning back you begin to cry, wondering why am I... You know those times when you are surrounded by people, but in truth you're alone? Cool,no? Just like The Shadow, lurking somewhere in the dark. You can see, hear, even touch them with no change. They look at you and never see, just a physical doppelganger, the mask. A bad thing? No. Good they just look and say to themselves: "Hot" or "Not". Keeps them a safe distance, not your safety..theirs. Some creep in to discover what lie

A Stoners Christmas
A STONERS CHRISTMAS BY MATTHEW MILLER it was the night before christmas and all through the house. every creature was laughing especially the mouse. smoke filled the room the candles were lit; as all waited for saint nick, the tree was bare on the mattle a bottle of booze in hopes that saint nick would come soon, Caroller by the street singing, still nothing but coughing filled the room, a family of mice, in the kitchen filling their appitite, upon the roof a clatter, un heard over the chatter; as the bong circled the room, down the chimney, came the old fat man in the red suit; out of chimney with care, he began to stare, now levi i hope you intend to share, laughter rolled thru his belly; into the dense air; into his hand,our blunt did go, as he took a deep breath, his eyes got cloudy, " wowi" he spoke with a cloud of smoke, he set out the presents with care, "santa" someone cried, his beady eyes grew in size, a beauty in red velvet caught him by suprise; he took another pu

Deleting Days
What I want to say vs what im not going to say to you, but write in an obscure way around you. Im loved by you, but ignored. I am wanted by you, but so does a 100 guys in an acution. And yes I know the idea of an online life is different that of a real one, but it’s the person you project when you say you love me, that meakes me not love you. How am I important to you? Im just a guy you give a few minutes to a night, But give hours to strangers. How can you tell me you love anyone with that rational. To be honest I guess its not your fault I let it happen, I responded out of hope and want. I should have known im just an option. You said you liked my traits and that was a huge red flag. So I don’t drink, don’t do drugs and im forced to do good things, does not make me a good guy. Does that make you love me? Cause of traits? No it doesn’t! not unless your idea of love is showing yourself to a thousands of random people and flirting with others. Being up for auction on a web site is

Who Knows
He lie's in the dark scared and cold hurt lost! fear's everything and yet hold's his fierce appeal to everyone who see's him longing for some love but no one knows how he feel's he would never let them in better to be hurt and alone then trust and get hurt more so the wild animal look's inside for comfort make's everyone believe he is ok when he is dieing inside from all that he hide's close's his eye's for another night wake's up to the same old day he seems so strong so mean will bite you first chance he get's and wont let you circle him in any way when really he is just scared and lost and wont be hurt no more is what his strength is so they try and eat at him and pick him apart when he is down yet he move's on like their is no end to the suffering no light in the dark nothing to love and hold dear he cry's for death but it never come's and and live's for nothing yet everything bother's him! i am just a pup inside and no one can see what Ive seen no one can hear what Ive heard fe

The Rose's
For those who really care about me don't cry for me when i'm gone remember the good time's and if you want to carry on my memory then light a candle for me two time's a year one on my birthday one on my death day as for those of you who don't come around while i'm alive the don't bother when i'm dead you people are the worse i watched how it happen with my parent's and i don't care to think about it when i die so like my mother said give me my rose's while i'm alive because i sure as hell cant use them when i'm dead ...........

Shadows Of Life
Days pass by as your life moves on. The past is just a story the future but a dream. Shadows fill the empitness of the unknown. Time is all you have, ever passing into the shadows of the unknown.

Poems
In The Rain Painful memories fill up my mind Saddnes and despair well up inside I cannot let the world see me hurting So I put on a smile and the pain I hide My torment grows as time goes by My inner storehouses threaten to overflow The burden of my sorrows is mine to bear I feign happiness and true feeling I don't show I have learned how to hold it all deep inside To accept the scar and not feel the knife But there are times when it get to be too much I cry out to the gods to just end my life So far the gods have decided to be merciful Giving me a private way to release my pain The skies become dark and when the storm begins I silently cry and shed my tears in the rain Angelstormm 2001

Happy Birthday!!!!!
Come join the CELEBRATION @ Relentless Radio!! ^CLICK THE PIC ABOVE TO CHECK US OUT^ \/ CLICK PLAY BELOW TO LISTEN IN \/ HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY ~RELENTLESS RADIO~ 12~19~08 Brought to you by: MïZz ß HåVêñ ÖWñÈR ð£ RêlêñTlê§§

Howzit And Other Shite!!
So I went to NYC to entertain a client this Thursday night....took him for a night of T&A and filled him with shrimp and prime beef.....and BOOOOOOOZE!!! It was a huge late night (5am Friday return to the hotel after a 7pm start the night before).....night was filled with strippers and their bullshit...other patrons and their inability to act human over a little bit of skin....and my partner Dean who is awesome!! Everyone had a great night....and the next day we bagged the order. Who says a little skin and beef are bad for business....or was it the booooze!! Thank you HQ....we love you!! We all agreed that it was NYC....cause it never would have happened this way if it was South Florida......LMAO

So Sad...
I woke up this moring so sad..I feel this terrible sadness hanging over me....so dark, cold, so forbibben...I cant explain it even. I sit here and rate photos andsend e-mail to friends who are soo happy in love, with somebody , sharing their lives,hearts,souls, bodys,minds with eachother. I want that but for some reason cant seem to find it....is there something wrong with me? Am i not good enough? pretty enough? I dont get it....I fell soo alone all the time, as I write this im literally on the verge of tears. I dont wanna be alone anymore...I want love....I wanna be loved so badley...I feel like nobody wants me....this is a horrible feeling. I met this guy on here....he lives about 20 minutes away...I liked him alot but, something tells me he doesnt feel the same way...~sigh~ he doesnt even really call me, wanna hang out, or anything...he told me all this stuff that he wanted to do with me and now....its all lies I guess. So AGAIN im moving on I guess.....sad, and alone as alw

Poetry
Ohh, that look that voice it sings forbidden fruit that's temping me. tarnished curls, secret smiles Jewel blue eyes from tropical Isles You remind me of the Greek philosophers and Roman conquerors I see the lion in you all curled up for a nap. I see all his power and grace how I long to touch your face run my fingers through your mane Purr out your ancient name. I am pain, it is me. I spent my life with blurred vision, see? Blurred vision from unshed tears, Blurred vision from unsaid fears, Blurred vision from the knife, That will take my life, Blurred vision from the gun pull the trigger, BAM!! Done. Blurred vision from the grave. Blurred life that could have been saved i am what he wants but can never have i am transparent i am a painting i am a healer of wounds the holder of hands the helper of hearts the gorgeous but deadly i am what he wants but can never have i am the angel and the warrior i am what he wants but can never have for i am t

Jokes
Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mix er. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of 'cocktails', 'highballs' and just a good old-fashioned 'stiff drink'. Pepsi will market the new concoction by the name of. MOUNT & DO. Thought for the day. There is more money being spent on breast implants and Viagra today than on Alzheimer's research. This means that by 2040, there should be a large elderly population with perky boobs and huge erections and absolutely no recollection of what to do with them. APARTMENT FOR RENT A businessman met a beautiful girl and agreed to spend the night with her for $500. After doing the dirty deed, and, before he left, he told her that he did not have any cash with him, but he would have his sec

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Christmas Cards
Ok everyone I want cards from around the world!! Dont just read this and move on OR send an ecard send me an OLE FASHIONED stamped and sent card PLEAAAAAAAAASE I think this will be fun!! Laura G P.O. BOX 411 Nebraska City NE 68410 START SENDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEND AWAY PEOPLES........SEND YOUR XMAS CARDS!!!

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Larry's Fubar Blog.
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Your frame flows silently through the shadows of our dark room. Here and there caught by the light from the blinds showing the briefest glimpse of your soft effervescent skin. I lay here, impatiently waiting, where you told me to for the moment when our flesh melds into one. Watching you from this state of sensually heightened awareness you seem to glide as if your feet never touch the ground, drifting towards me on a cloud of erotic pheremones. The scent of your perfumes serves to cloud my mind and further feed the animal lust that lies inside me. You reach our bed and lean into me whispering softly "Tonignt is yours". Inside I know that all I really want is to see you pleased in everyway you Desire. You lay back and I begin to explore you, slowly inch by inch, savoring every detail of your awe inspiring body. You are a Goddess and tonight I will worship you. I kiss and caress as you heave and moan. Somehow it seems that my face has become one with your paradise and every shiver from

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I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

Midget
5 DEADLY TERMS USED BY A WOMAN. (1) FINE - this is the word women use to end an argument when they know they are RIGHT & YOU need to SHUT UP. (2) NOTHING - means SOMETHING & you need to be WORRIED. (3) GO AHEAD - this is a dare, not permission, DO NOT DO IT. (4) WHATEVER - is a woman's way of saying SCREW YOU. (5) THAT'S OK - she is thinking long & hard on HOW & WHEN you will pay for your mistake. A real woman is a man's best friend. She will never stand him up and never let him down. She will reassure him when he feels insecure and comfort him after a bad day. She will inspire him to do things he never thought he could do; to live without fear and forget regret. She will enable him to express his deepest emotions and give in to his most intimate desires. She will make sure he always feels as though he's the most handsome man in the room and will enable him to be the most confident, sexy, seductive and invincible... No wait...Sorry. I'm thinking of whiskey. It's whiskey that does al

Rants About Anything I Motherfucking Want
I'm always lecturing people on my "no evidence" policy, that being, if you can't keep it in your head you shouldn't be writing it down. I guess I'm breaking my own rule. If you're easily offended, don't bother reading this, or anything else on my page, just delete me, I'm definitely gonna piss you off, I definitely don't care. In fact, if you get ass hurt a lot you should unplug your computer and smash it in front of my house while I take video and laugh hy-fucking-sterically. Oh and just so we are aware, your right to free speech doesn't apply here. If you would like to speak freely, do it on your shit, this is mine and I say shut your cocksucker no one cares. HA! I have revoked yo shit! Nothing new there I guess...Too many emotions that I can't even begin to deal with correctly. I can't even put any of this into words. It won't work. there's too much. It's like I busted my nugget after a hard night of drinking and now all I feel is murderous rage and the urge to hydrate. HYDRATE!

Trust
I am tired of trying to give and give and give and get nothing but Distrust from someone I have trusted and continue to trust. I understand that we all have been hurt and have lost trust in others throughout our lives, but I for one have never held another man accountable for all other man's actions and I feel hurt and just in pain emotionally and mentally when I have done nothing wrong and yet I am not trusted with anything I do or say. I'm tired of crying....tired of the hurt....tired of the fukin pain...and yet I continue to allow it to happen...Am I fukin stupid?

You Wont Read It But At Least I Said It
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, 'Why are you spending so much time on this one?' And the Lord answered, 'Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands.' The angel was astounded at the requirements. 'Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day.

A New Year
This goes for a very selected Few...lol or at least the ones that really know me..:P There were many, many times this year when I may have disturbed you, Troubled you, pestered you, irritated you, bugged you, or got on your Nerves with all the e-mails I send out. So today I just wanted to tell you.... TOUGH SHIT ! There are no changes scheduled for 2009!

2009-zup Juggalos And Homies Of Fubar
Wazzup Juggalos!? Incase you have not heard the news, the MSN Groups service will close in February 2009 (click here to learn more), therefore our Icp Fanz Group will no longer be available on MSN, but it will be available at Multiply, MSN's partner for online groups. I have already migrated our Icp Fanz Group over to Multiply; you can visit us at our new location by visiting the address below. http://icpfanz.multiply.com I'm asking all of you ninjas to please rejoin our Icp Fanz Group at our new location by clicking here. Take care Ninjas! Sup Juggalos, Again we are talking about certain things that must according to Mosaic Law or the word of God in the Old Testament. When discussing the Sabbath Laws understand that there is a purpose behind some of these laws. It says that the fields must be sowed and harvested for six years while the seventh year the fields are to be untouched. This was to allow the animals and poor to eat from the fields, however leaving a field unattended

Feelings
so i have not the faintest clue where to begin, i'm hurting so bad right now that i'm pushing away the one person who i love with all my heart. i've waited for this man for 2 years and then i had him, and because of something that happened while we were dating, another man took from me what belonged to my love, i lost myself. i never told the man i loved til just recently. i didn't know what to think, i didn't know what to feel. i was ashamed and i couldn't look my love in the eyes. i felt dirty and i was permanently tainted. i no longer belonged solely to him, some other man took that away. he's hurt because i didn't tell him. he says i should have told him, he says that's not something u keep from the man u love. how do u look at the man u love and tell him your body is no longer solely his? how do u look at the man u love and tell him what another man took from u? not to mention that i was scared. i was told by the guy who did this to me that he would hurt him if i told

Auction
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My Poems Suck
Love used to be at the back of my mind. Dead and lifeless like the sun with no shine. Then you came along and showed me love is beautiful. You brought me to life, so strong and spiritual. When I think of you, the world just leaves. From my mind and from my dreams. I see someone that is caring and full of heart. Someone daring, someone special, someone to share my heart. I made this poem only for you. To think of me when you're feeling blue. I Love You! I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice, And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring, To my life everyday, I love you today, As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever, With all of my heart.

Spam Account
If you have or have not recieved an email from this account http://www.fubar.com/user/2394974 Plz go and block them to save yourself the problem They are asking for money as you will read in the email they sent to me... It has already been turned in but till the issue is removed plz watch yourself ... from: skullIndia United States subject: HI received: 01/9/2009 02:50 am replied: no block this member Flag as spam Dear Sir, I am a Catholic from Cochin,India. Currently my financial position is very bad. Can you help me get some financial help if you can? I am unemployed for last 3 years. Recovering from high pressurized air injected into my nose through a mobile phone, also underwent kidney therapy. Air injected in front of Jayalaxmi ,M.G.Road,Ernakulam,Cochin PASSPORT NO.-A6511692 PAN NUMBER-AIPPM9509D Voter's ID card- LNH2450724 Sincerely Mr. Joby Manuel (Grandson of Late K.J.Abraham[pala,kottayam]& Lat

Pimp From Xmasbaby To Level
H Heart Inspector, Our Lovely Spotlight, has only 867k to go to Disciple! Her Autos are ON. So spank her up! She loves it! I did til my hand hurts! Heart Inspector ♥ Autos ON ♥@ fubar Stolen with Love from: Tappinit (repost of original by '♥ Xmasbaby73 ♥owned once again by the amazing Tappinit' on '2009-01-01 20:04:33') (repost of original by 'Heart Inspector ♥ Autos ON ♥' on '2009-01-01 20:11:17') (repost of original by '♥ Xmasbaby73 ♥owned once again by the amazing Tappinit' on '2009-01-01 20:54:55')

I Wish...
I WISH I COULD HOLD YOU, WITHOUT YOU SAYING NO I WISH YOU SPEND ONE NIGHT, WITHOUT YOU HAVING TO GO I WISH I COULD MAKE LOVE TO YOU, TILL YOU PASS OUT ON THE SHEETS I WISH I COULD DO THIS, WITHOUT THAT DAMN ALARM GOING..BEEP BEEP BEEP I WISH WHEN I LOOK YOU INTO YOUR EYES, YOU SEE HOW I REALLY FEEL I WISH WE COULD SHARE ONE FEELING TOGETHER, THAT WE BOTH KNOW IS GENUINELY REAL I WISH WHILE RIDING FROM BEHIND YOU SCREAM MY NAME AS LOUD AS YOU CAN I WISH WHEN YOUR ON TOP, YOU MAKE ME SAY "OOO WEEE COT DAMN!! I WISH I COULD WIPE THE SWEAT OFF YOUR BROW, AND PAT YOU DOWN WITH A COOL RAG I WISH I COULD LET A LITTLE LIGHT IN, LET IT GRAZE YOU SILHOUETTE....LIKE DAG!!!! I WISH I COULD CONVERSATE WITH YOU, WITHOUT AN ATTITUDE, NO FUSS, NO FIGHT I WISH I COULD GIVE YOU THE WORLD...IF ONLY FOR ONE NIGHT I WISH I COULD TELL MY BOYS ABOUT HOW IM IN LOVE, AND THIS TIME IT'S REAL...YEAH N!@@A THAT'S WHAT'S UP I WISH I COULD LIVE MY LIFE WITH YOU,,WITHOUT IT B

Hm,m
this is metephorical of course but think for a second about life as a clock every cog is importent and every cog is connected and in this ur choices are cogs and every cog is connected to a path every path is connected to a cog ur life there are no wrong choices no bad choices walk with ur head up even if sociaty says u are wrong hold ur stance never look back all i ask is u learn from every thing u do there is not and will never be a perfect world to many cogs turn its to easy for a tooth to be broken and spin it outa control but i will say that if u do ur best to show love to every one u meet and i am fully aware not every one is disserving but in the end shouldnt u feel better knowing that altho that person didnt show u love and u kept ur cool and loved them with all u had well dont u think u may feel better about ur self that light that may be blackend by smut by the hate diseas may just have grown a little brighter in both of ur hearts well upon doing a wee bit of research i

King's
NEW ORLEANS (Jan. 3) - A man who initially told police gunmen kidnapped his 2 1/2-year-old son was arrested Saturday, accused of committing an "extremely hideous" murder because he was ordered to pay child support, Police Superintendent Warren Riley said. Danny Platt confessed, told police where to find the child's body and will be booked on a charge of first-degree murder in the death of Ja' Shawn Powell, Riley said at a news conference. He had said he would kill either his wife or his child before he paid child support," which he recently had been ordered to do, Riley said. Riley said he did not know the amount of child support and would not describe how the boy was killed, saying the coroner would do that after the autopsy was complete. The coroner's spokesman did not immediately return a call. "The mother is in a safe place," Riley said. Although he had visiting rights, Platt, 22, of New Orleans, had never visited the boy until he picked him up Friday, Riley said.Police put ou

Reflections In The Mirror On The Road Of Life
At some point in my life, things changed irrevocably. Life and the way I viewed it altered completely. Some would say that this is a good thing, others are more of the belief that I am being a fool and not being careful. I am still unsure myself as to which of these is true. I wonder some days if it was worth it. The changes I have made, the steps I have taken, and the things I have done. I suppose at the end of the day so to speak, I am the only person who can make that judgement. Still sometimes it is difficult to look in the mirror and see the man reflected back at me. While I know there is no point in mulling over what might have been, I still wonder if I had done things differently, would the person I see be the same, or would there be a different man facing me. Some days my reflection appears as clear as a sunny day and my path is easy to find while others it is like looking into the face of a stranger, not knowing who I am or what I am doing here. Every road in life contains man

Out On The Line
Hello... Every year I try to take the time to write something as a creative outlet. In the past I have written a short story, poems, a screenplay, and a mad rambling or two. This year I decided to write a play, only thing is... I'm going to do it in a way I've never done before.. online with each scene being made public upon completion, which leave no opportunity for corrections and rewrites. So over the next year another scene will be added from time to time until I feel it is completed.... or I get bored with it,which ever comes first. Again this is just a creative outlet for me that I've decided to use openly. I make no promises of quantity or quality of what follows. With that being said... allow me to explain my idea. The play will be titled "Out On the Line" and will take place in an urban setting, high above a busy street on a clothes line. It will take place from sunset to sundown. The characters will be different pieces of clothing hanging out on a line. Each

Sukisuki
I feel empty inside. There's nothing, no light. Just a cold breeze in a vacant hotel room, this is my heart. looks like you checked out. I sit on the edge of the bed and stare into the mirror. You'll come back just like you always do. Why does everything feel temporary when it could be forever. Forever alone.How far past gone am I? Will anything ever change? probably not in my life time. I am growing old with out you and it pains my heart. Why is every song sung about you, every thing i see reminds me of you. Maybe a caged bird knows this feeling. I've covered the physical scars. I know this feeling and I know it far too well. It hurts the same each time. Pain like this does not get any better or worse. I bandage my wounds the best I can. I tell my self its "okay". I make excuses for the reasons why its "okay". I don't feel "okay" ♥ Cover the windows, close your eyes. Turn the T.V. on.... Drown out the cries. Wipe your tears and say your goodbyes. ♥ This is what

Love Poem # 2
One Love As you stray your hands All the way through my light hair One simple touch of your hand Makes my body shiver everywhere. The way you hold me so closely Into the deep, starry, black sky With each touch of your hands Makes my body feel free to fly. Looking a little bit deeper You see the shade of my eyes You know all of my fears You know how many times I have cried. It all seems perfect But it's not as good as it seems I can't have him ever because This love was only a dream. So True......

Friends With Current Auto 11's
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Imagination
As our imaginations blend my imagination I can use it will take me anywhere you are invited anytime there's so much to share we can sail on cloud nine while imaginations soar embrace in the serenity on the white sandy shore share in romantic sequels where dreams never end find endless possibilities as our imaginations blend bright rays of hope shine as waves flow endlessly attune to those feelings using an imagination key

Little Moments
today is the day to live for yesterday has passed us by smile when you want to scream laugh though your dying inside all those little moments that you thought were bad and wished would soon be over have since come to pass seek out your own path live the life thats in your dreams reality is as you percieve it and things are never what they seem and just when you thought you knew yourself way down to what you hide one little thing changes that makes you open up and try

Coolest And Sexiest Woman On Fubar!!!!!!
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Lost In Thought
driving aimlessly, no place to go i can't shake this feeling been thinking about you everyday i'm starting to think this feeling won't go away i don't know how you feel but there is one thing i do fear i'm afraid one day i'll look to the side and you'll no longer be there that's one thought i cannot bare you hold a special part of my heart one where you could break me if you choose this is why i have this fear that one day you'll look to the side and i'll no longer be there

Life, As A Bitch
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes

Grand Opening
Grand Opening Yes yet another Grand opening lounge on Fubar. As each lounge offers something diffrent So do we here at Klub Sec-Si. Only the Finest people and the greatest drinks So read the scroll and click it to join us Hope to see you all there!

Deleting Days
Any day now I said. Any day now ill remember your name. The one I use to say when I was down and miserable at the world. The one I use to follow till the end of the earth. Whats that name that mattered so much to me? Its there on the tip of my tounge and then its gone. I can remember all those ive ever said ive loved, but I wouldn’t recognize them on the street. I can remember all of those that mattered but couldn’t tell you where I knew them from. So I guess this is why I cant think of this one name. This person changed my life. Took me from happy, carefree, innocent to all, to this fearful coward that hides from the world. What was that name? Its such a shame too cause I can use them again. I am back to being strong and I could use their dose of reality. I could use that voice that made me understand how low I am. That touch that said no one else will ever do. Comforting smile that said, “I own you, and you don’t even realize it.” I could use that name. before the me that is beco

Lyrics
Stab ya man's, so that his blood'll squirt/ Get the syrup, like my bitch is Mrs. Butterworth/ We gets the syrup, not the coughin kind/ Call me Jay-Z, cuz this cities mine/ The troubled clique, problems we just stir up/ No 9's & shit, we just cop the syrup/ You just keep talkin, all I hear is blabbin/ We lives in Las Vegas, but we fucks with Log Cabin/ Not just the name brands, generic'll work on my french toast/ We movin units, ya'll just stuck like a fencepost/ I know we makin money, that makes ya crew hurt/ Cuz we live by 1 rule, make sure we do work/ You fuck with us, that's a sticky situation/ We got people on the strip, with syrup bottles waitin/ With my man 5th El, he's that dude behind the beat/ & the topic of this song, ain't the reason that it's sweet/ My time is now like John Cena/ A rare rapper who's cleana/ Then a bottle of Aquafina/ But still a beast on the mic, no one's meana/ & yes yes I'm white, let the jokes begin/ Still get more pussy

Other
Dear Mother, Every year I usually write directly onto your Mother's Day card, but after 22 years I've realized how bad my handwriting really is. So instead of ruining a perfectly good card with my perfectly bad writing I decided to type you my thought's, on this, my 22nd Mother's Day, but for you it's your 28th. Words can't describe what you really mean to me mom, but I guess I'm really going to have to try. Ever since I was born all you've done is treat me the best you can & provide me with everything I needed, and sometimes didn't need in life. You've shown me all of the love & affection only the best of mothers could & for that I've shown you 200% love back. I know the normal thing in life is for the daughter to want to grow up and be like her mother & the son to want to grow up and be just like his father. But knowing me, I'm not very normal and I strive to be just like both of you each & every day. Some might call what I am a "Momma's Boy", but what I call it is the utmo

Theology
Ladder Theology is the thought that you climb your way up to God. You obey all the laws, do all the right things, do the right deeds then your are on the escalator to God. (1) You, the human being, are down here. (2) Divinity is up there. (3) You've got a lot of climbing to do. You will never get there. It is an empty promise to God and yourself. You get stuck in the world guilt within yourself and blame religion for your failures. Spiritual theology is that God came to us by the Holy Spirit and God is for us. God has come to us. That is in our heart . That miracles are happening everyday for us to be witness to. i.e. child birth, surviving accident, to experience the grace of God. To have God as the center of your being and so when you can get in touch with that existence of God. Your able to let God work through you and and have this internal convertions and rid yourself of the external forces in owns life. Not to focus on the past for it has been reconciled and not worry about

Time
TIME IS A MUTHA FUGGA. YOU DONT REALIZE HOW LITTLE THINGS CAN ADD UP.I DID MY CRIME I DO MY TIME. THE HARD PART OF IT IS SAYING GOODBYE TO THE PEPOLE YOU LOVE.THE REASON BEING IS IT IS NOT FAIR TO THEM.AS FAR AS ME I KNOW I GOT WHAT I HAVE COMING TO ME. IM OK WITH THAT.I JUST WANT TO SAY SORRY TO THOSE I LOVE. SEE YOU IN SIX MONTHS

Goofy Stuff
Ok, I couldn't get this thing to work here, but, click on the link and you should be able to see it. Hope this made you all (or y'all) smile....... (Let me know if this worked, and feel free to leave a comment.) http://sendables.jibjab.com/view/eIMYKqwam1bjxDD7zCJ7

Shakey's Domain
I'LL MAKE YA TICKLE FO A NICKLE WIT MY PICKLE SYCKLE I'LL MAKE YA HOLLA FO A DOLLA USIN JR. BOLLA AINT NO SHAME IN MY GAME EVEN WITH A THREE INCH HANG, YOU GOTTA PAY TO BANG! CAUSE IT'SA PLAYA THANG, AND IF YOU AIN'T GOTTA DOLLA THEN DON'T BOTHA TO HOLLA AT THIS BOLLA TILL YA GOTTA DOLLA GIVE ME A RING AND IF THE DOLLA SIGNS ARE SINGING CHING CHING!THEN I'LL MAKE YA SCREAM BLING BLING! I'M GONNA MAKE YA SCREAM TO THESOUNDS OF THE CHING CHING! I WAS RAISED TO NOT BE AFRAID TO USE MY SPADE TO GET PAID TO GET LAID HELL NO I AINT MAKIN NO TRADE BLING BLING! I'M GONNA MAKE YA SCREAM TO THE SOUNDS OF THE CHING CHING! BUT ON THE DOWNLOW IF YOU AIN'T GOT THE CASHFLOW FOR THIS HO THEN I GOTTA GO I GOT THE BEST FLAVAS OUTA ALL THE PLAYAS I'M THE NUMBER ONE H-O-E ASK ANY HONEY THEY ALL KNOW ME I AIN'T FIXIN TO LISTEN JUST BECAUSE YOUR EYES GLISTEN AND YOU AIN'T GETTIN A PIECE OF THIS ASS TILL YOU BUY A BENEFITS PASS AND SOME GRASS SO I CAN GET HIGH BEFORE I MAKE YOR HORMONES FLY I'M

The Economic Mess
"We can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them." Quote by Einstein a few years after the market crashed in '29. He meant this to be directly derogatory to the financiers of the day who led the country straight into that market...which was bound to fail with the corruption of the day back then...for we are now faced with the same people who claim they can fix the economy being the same ones who caused its' failure!!

Everybody's So Damn Sensetive
Why is every body so damn sensetive? "OMG SHE JUST SHOWED THE BEGINNING OF HER CLEVAGE CRACK! THAT IS SO NSFW!" or "OMG ALL HE WANTS TO DO IS FUCK! IS THAT ALL GUYS EVER WANT TO DO?" first off, this is an adult sight, if somebody wants to show a picture of them getting fisted, LET THEM. its their business. second, yes I fuck most of the time that I am awake and not at work. You dont like it you dont have to look at my page. and if I try and strike up a conversation with you, dont go bitchy on me immediatley. just say hey, dont want your cock. and at that point I can take a hind and piss off. Its not that hard. Ok I feel better now. Stop being so damn sensitive you yuppy fuckers.

Woman
She gave life. She is a wife. She is a mother and she is a friend. She is a sister and a survivor to the end. Appreciate her, we don't dare. Ask her worries, we don't care. Wipe away her tears, they are invisible as air. She works, cooks and cleans. She laughs, helps comfort, and hides her pain. When you struggle she pulls you through. All this is she and what do we do? Complain and create a mess. Provide stress and leave her feeling depressed. Push her away and ignore her advice. Tell her she is nothing without thinking twice. She was raped, tortured and abused. Told she was nothing and would always be used just for pleasure, forget her pain. She swallows her pride, put her feelings aside. Does as you need in order for you to be free. Ignores your ignorance and tolerates your flaws. You call her Bitch, Slut, How and Tramp. She answers with pride, dignity and a complete loss of self. You call her nothing. I call her Strong, Smart, Sensual, Caring, Giving, Surviv

Auto 11's Are On
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Just A Blog
So I click on yahoo today just as the story broke f Ron Asheton's death. I sat back and remebered the last time I saw the Stoogies preform, it was in Detroit, Iggy was running around so much it made me exhausted but Ron just stood there and put on a maginifcent show. I am glad I got to see him live. http://www.cnn.com/2009/SHOWBIZ/Music/01/06/obit.asheton/index.html http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=clxxKRZP6n0

Tko
if loved ones in your life don't know how much they mean to you,then let them know....live life like everyone has a second to live..we never know when we're going to go so tell them how you feel,because you could regret not letting them know what they mean to you when that last second comes around..you missed out..why deal with life with regrets when you can live without regrets..to all my peeps who have shown me love, much love to ya!! TKO the tears that i have cried..comes from the pain that i feel inside..the hurts is never forgotten although i have tried..but pain brings forth reality that's how you know you haven't died..just a simple smile from someone else who cares now you have moved on and the tears drops dried..to be loved heals the pain you feel inside..pain shall never come back because you have found your soulmate to stand firm by your side..TKO>a lil somethin "if you dwell on a negative past or present conflict..you will never have a positive future" by: TKO

Hottie Of The Week
Presenting Hottie of the week 2 - 2009 NewfieGurl Hottie of the Week @ fubar Not only is she SEXY and BEAUTIFUL. But she also has a big heart and an awesome personality. And, best of all, she is always there for her friends. So stop by and love her up!! NewfieGurl Hottie of the Week @ fubar If you think you have what it takes to be a Hottie Please contact Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess*Chief of Operations 2nd alarm hotties*@ fubar Or ღCllgegrlღChief_Deputy_of_Adminღ2nd Ala

Amazing
It is interesting to me the things that life brings us when we are least expecting it. I have found someone that i find totally amazing. as if out of nowhere he appeared in my life. in actualitly tho, he had been in it before i even realized it. He found me. several times of having been on my page and rating me and re reading my page over and over and one day i walk into where he is. the way he treats me, the patience that he has, the loving way that he makes me feel so wonderful about my self, the thoughtful things that he does....i dont know how i got so lucky as to be the one that was found or that he wants...but i am thankful everyday that i am that one. the attraction, the chemistry, the connection is all there on such a level that blows me away sometimes. he has asked me to be his forever...and i have agreed. i cant see myself spending one moment without him. if it is a dream...then please dont pinch me and please dont wake me up. i want to remain in this dream fo

Mj Blogs
Stupid Americans: We, as stupid Americans, take everything for granted. You'd think we'd look around, watching everything crumbling around us... and realize we're fucked! We are a 3rd world country in the making... the architype for failure. Big business has tapped us dry, making their new homes in foriegn lands. The things we need become more expensive, as the value of our dollar plummets into oblivion. Our leaders bleed the working man, holding us down with their foot upon our backs... and their hands in our pockets. All is dictated, what we want, need, feel, love, desire... are we so dumb that we need a beer label to turn blue to tell us when it's cold??? You either fit into the scheme of things, or you're expendable... it's that simple. It's time for a revolution, a "take back our mind, body, and soul" awakening! But people would rather rally around the television... and vote for the next American Idol. Is reality THAT mundane? Do we really need to know w

What's Your Word?
Your Word is "Love" You see life as possibility to form deep connections with a few people. Relationships are the center of your world, and you always take time to bond with those you love. You are caring and giving. You enjoy helping those you love. And when it comes to romantic love, you feel passionately ... even in a very long term relationship. What's Your Word?

Just Thinkin Outloud..
Do you ever wonder just what in the hell that person was or is thinking? I mean like you see a certain thing this way and they see it completely different. Everybody around you can agree with you but that certain person and you still can't figure out why in the hell that person feels that, or thinks that. Have you ever thought that maybe ur going crazy, or maybe the other person is going crazy, and you just don't know how to reach out, or reach out to them. I feel this way sometimes, Theres a certain person out there who see things completely different than what everybody else sees it, or hears it, or feels it. I do indeed love this person with everything in me and would give my life any day of the week for them, however, I just wish that I could reach this person again, so maybe we could have what we once had, and share what we once shared. What good is laughing if you have no one to laugh with, or cry with nobody's shoulder to cry on, or walk through your trials and tribulations all

A Thanks To My Friends
Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams.... and my crazy ideas, Thank you for catching me... before I fell down, Thank you for wiping away the tears... when I was crying, Thank you for cheering me up... and making me laugh, Thank you for all the great memories... and the bad, But most of all... thank you... For being you!

With Honor
If I have to be your best friend, if that's all that I can get, then I'll take the job with honor, I'll be the best one yet. I'll offer you my shoulder, I'll show you how I care, I'll be there when you need me, I'm not going anywhere. If I have to be your best friend, the one who hears you cry, then I'll take the job with honor, I'll take the job with pride. My love for you grows stronger then you will ever know, but for you to ever love me I'll have to let you go. You need time to find your purpose, you need time to sort you thoughts. but when the course has ended, and the race is finally run. Remember it was your best friend who has loved you 'till the end.

The Apache Wedding Prayer
*****THE APACHE WEDDING PRAYER******* NOW YOU WELL FEEL NO RAIN,FOR EACH OF YOU WILL BE SHELTER TO THE OTHER. NOW YOU WILL FEEL NO COLD,FOR EACH OF YOU WILL BE WARMTH TO THE OTHER. NOW THERE IS NO MORE LONELINESS, FOR EACH OF YOU WILL BE COMPANION TO THE OTHER. NOW YOU ARE TWO BODIES,BUT THERE IS ONLY ONE LIFE BEFORE YOU. GO NOW TO YOUR DWILLING PLACE,TO ENTER IN TO THE DAYS OF YOUR TOGETHERNESS AND MAY YOUR DAYS BE GOOD AND LONG UPON THE EARTH...AMEN I THANK ALL THAT VIEWS THIS FOR IT IS VERY OLD,AND IF YOU WOULD LIKE IT TO PUT IN YOUR BLOGS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO. MAY THE GREAT GOD WORK IN YOU LIKE HE HAS IN ME,MANY BLESSING TO ALL THAT SHALL READ THIS.MAY YOU WALK THROUGH LIFE WITH SO MUCH SHINE ON YOU TO GIVE TO SOMEONE WHO NEEDS ANOTHER SMILE THANKS SEA XOXOXO

Loung
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Depression Has Set In
I am just writing to get some of this off of my chest. Dad is still in the hospital and getting worse. He is so sick and in my mind and body I know he isnt going to ask much longer. I hate to see him suffer the way he has. He is still on the ventilator and they cant get him off of it because he has attacks where he cant breathe if they lower it. They did trials and turned off the ventilator and he tolerated it for 3 hours the days he has done this. He has lost all of his muscle tone, shakes all the time, and now he has gotten an muscle twitch. He can lay there and just all at once his left side just twitches very hard. He told his nurse its like he has a shock. He had a mini stroke when he was up in the Columbus Hospital and now his left side has been pretty messed up. He has gotten up and walked like 14 steps and then back to the bed with the help of an walker. I just dont know what to think anymore. I dont want him to suffer but I dont want him to leave me, leave us. I kn

Fyi
I AM ME.... I AM A LISTENER, WITH THE HOPES OF BEING LISTENED TO I AM A NURTURER, WITH THE HOPES OF BEING CARED FOR I AM A GIVER, WITH THE HOPES OF GETTING BACK I AM RESPECTFUL, WITH THE HOPES OF BEING RESPECTED I AM A PLEASER, WITH THE DREAMS OF BEING PLEASED I AM A LOVER, WITH THE DREAMS OF BEING LOVED I AM ME...WITH MY HOPES AND DREAMS COMING TRUE CUZ OF YOU..... I AM ME.....

Life As A Diver
I pack up my bags and grab my hat, These are the tools I use for a job I am good at. Its 2 am and on my way to the shop Man oh man I never saw that cop I talk my way out of that I'm proud Now I'm late but so is the rest of the crowd We jump in a van head to the dock Only making a few piss stops. on a boat don't remember the name We find out this ride is quit lame. We get to the rig from which we will stay Man I wish we could just end this day. So we finish the paper work and JSA's Now why won't they let me hit the hay . Finally a break, while the tenders are on deck, They call me out but this place is a wreck. SO back to my rack I retire, Please don't wake me for atleast 4 hours Ok Ok they wake me up Time to go out and do my stuff I get dressed in all my gear Step to the side of the boat in the water I pear One big jump I leap right in Down to the depths end I am amazed at all the glows, As I pass these

Am I A Firefighter
This was posted by someone else, but I had to repost it. A very wonderful story. Brought a tear to my eye. > > Am I A Fireman Yet?? > > In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old > son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. > > Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling > of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill > all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see > to that but she still wanted her son's dream to come true. > > She took her son' s hand and asked, 'Billy, did you ever think about what > yo u wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you > would do with your life?' > > Mommy, â€œI always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up.â€ Mom smiled back > and said, 'Let's see if we can make your wish come true.' > > Later that day she went to her local Fire Department in Phoenix , Arizona > , where she met Fireman

New Song: I Wanna Know
I Wanna Know? I wanna know will you always be there, can I be your teddy bear. I wanna know, I wanna know Will you hold me late tonight, will you kiss me by the candle light. I wanna know, I wanna know Will sit by my side, and snuggle on a carriage ride. I wanna know, I wanna know Do you like breakfest in the bed, do you like the words I've said. I wanna know, I wanna know Will you hold me when I'm sad, will you forgive me when I'm bad. I wanna know, I wanna know, I wanna know This is not a match maker test, it is called choose one, you can tell alot about a person through simple words, so try it. post your answers back to me. > > 1. weekend at the beach or the mtns. > > 2. color black or red > > 3. camping in a tent or 5 star hotel. > > 4. leather or satin. > > 5. long kiss and slow hugs or quickie > > 6. fastfood or nice resturant or 5 star. > > 7. car or

Still No Internet
hey ppl for those who have me on yahoo or whatever still no internet at my house. i go to the library once now and then so if u want to get ahold of me, either msg me on here or yahoo whatever lol ttyl

Me Wise Magic
I know what you're thinkin' what you're thinkin' is easy to see. I know what you're dreamin' I have those same dreams. Whoa.. Reachin' to the feet of God. Lookin' for a sign. It was right here all the time, time, time, time... I am you and you are me. Do You believe? Don't you trust me? Me Wise Magic Ow! Baby it's all right. If you could see Through my eyes, Me Wise Magic I feel you breathin' Don't you trust me...(trust me) I feel you agreein' I know what you need (whoa) Don't you lie Just you listen thru me My words at best to you A fortune coo coo cookie (Who are you and where are we?) Do You believe? Don't you trust me? Me Wise Magic Yeah yeah! Woahohoh! If you could see See through my eyes, Me Wise Magic A little zen headed your way You'll get it halfway down the interstate Four days from now It all blows clear A Buddhist riff for your inner ear

Downraters!!!
Wow tonight is some night. In less than 10 minutes my photo was down rated 2x. I wanted to let you all know so that you can be aware of these two people and not allow them to do that to you! yadonjag@ fubar cinabug@ fubar

Erotic
In another blog I wrote about Sandy, This is about her mom Terry. Terry was 33 (she had Sandy when she was 15) and had two other daughters ages 16 & 14 and a son 12. I went to their house one afternoon to pick up Sandy and Terry told me that she wasn't there but would be back in little while, she went to get the kids. Terry was wearing a bathrobe and drinking from a bottle of wine. She invited me in to wait. I sat in a chair in livingroom and Terry flopped down on the sofa. When she did her robe came open a little and it appeared that she wasn't wearing much under it if she was wearing anything at all. There was some soft porn movie on tv and Terry started to touch herself lightly. Between the movie and her I was getting a little turned on so dropped my hand to my crotch and gave it a little squeeze. Terry sat up, letting the robe all the way and asked me if I saw anything I like. I said "yeah" and she began to finger her pussy and pinch her nipples. Terry then said I could take

Test
AS I SIT BACK AND PONDER.....I WONDER WILL YOU BE MY YESTERDAY.... FOR TODAY I FEEL YOU IN MY BREATH.... AS UN TILL TOMORROW.... BUT DOES MY TOMORROW EVER LAST.... FOR TODAY MY THOUGHTS COULD ONLY LAST.... AS I PONDER AND WONDER..... WILL MY FOREVER TRULY BE???? BECAUSE MY YESTERDAY JUST MIGHT BE!... TAKE MY WORDS I'VE THOUGHT OF TODAY..... JUST PLEASE DON'T THROW THEM AWAY.... EVERY MOMENT MIGHT BE OUR LAST FOR WE ARE NEVER PROMISED TOMORROW.... BUT MAKE SURE WHEN YOU SEE THAT DAY THAT YOU'LL REMEMBER MY WORDS..... YESTERDAY. DON'T TELL ME YOU KNOW.... DON'T TELL ME YOU UNDERSTAND.... I'VE BEEN HERE BEFORE AND YOU REALLY DON'T KNOW.... THIS PLACE I CALL MY OWN.... AT TIMES SO COLD AND EMPTY.... WHY ARE YOU HERE.... DONT' TELL ME YOU KNOW... DON'T MAKE MY PLACE YOUR OWN.... FOR ONLY I WILL KNOW WHAT THIS PLACE IS..... YOUR NOT WELCOME IN MY PLACE UNTIL I LET YOU HERE.... DON'T MAKE THIS SO HARD... FOR ONLY I KNOW THIS PLACE.... IF I LET YOU IN.... WILL ONLY LEAD TO THAT EMPTY SPACE..

Crazy Mini's With Falsad's
this is not a paid program. ATTENTION! All users of the A.U.A.D. products. if you have taken a dietary suppliment called the AUAD-tra Slim as a weightloss formulated drug(PLEASE STOP) This product was created by the makers of the A.U.A.D. Corp. This suppliment in a capsule was not approved by the FDA due to its ingredients such as... -Crack -Malimine -Peptobizma -Laxitive special ingredients were found inside the product AUAD-tra Slim that are also found inside the products called laxitive and peptobizma that were taken without the permission of the owners approval. Researchers pointed out that several ingredients were not listed and printed on the box. they also have found that the most effective ingriedient inside the "capsule of wonder" were tiny microscopic parasites. MALIMINE- is an ingredient that was found in coin chocolates, dialz soaps, and also known to be in a baby formula that can cause death or harm to infants. researchers found that cra

Am I Being Scammed
I would like to begin by welcoming anyone that has searched the Internet attempting to discover if the person you have been talking to. Might be a Scammer! I have in the past written a blog on how to determine if you are involved with a scammer. This blog is on the same level of explanation, with one exception. I would like all that read it to come away feeling they have the answer they suspected, or they now have and idea on how to find out on their own. ************************************** STEP ONE - CONTACT INITIATED; The first thing to look back on and to put into perspective. This person that you now have doubts about. What was the messege in his first email to you? A) Did the email actually relate to you or your profile? REVIEW TO QUESTION A. SCAMMERS SEND MULTIPLE EMAILS WAITING FOR A RESPONSE FROM THEIR INTENDED TARGETS. THE WORDING IN MOST CASES WILL NOT EVEN READ AS IF THEY TOOK THE TIME TO READ ANYTHING ABOUT Y