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Had It Easy,not Really !!
I was told yesterday, by someone probably about sixty years my senior, that people from my generation have no respect for their elders because we had it too easy growing up. This came out of the blue, and all I had done was say hello to this person. While I agree that my generation and the ones following me have had it easier due to advances in medicine, technology, and what have you... I don't think many of us had it as easy as some would like to believe. I grew up with a single mother, living paycheck to paycheck. I lived in a trailer house, wore clothes from Walmart and thrift stores, and learned very early on to be happy with what I had because some people didn't even have a roof over their heads and food in their stomachs. I know what it is like to go without... there were times when our cupboards were so bare, we had to go to the food shelf in order to feed ourselves. There were some days when I watched my mother go without eating so that I could have dinner, even if
Blogging Is Emo
I've lived my life the same way for over 15+ years now. I am in my mid 30's now. I am still alive and successful in life with rewards from taking big risks. We have a saying, "Go big or go home". I don't need anyone. I don't need anyone watching my back. I appreciate it when people do, but please, don't feel obligated. I'll be fine either way. I enjoy the company of others, but I won't cry or get sad when I am alone. I just find something to do. Novel concept, self entertainment and productivity... I do appreciate my friends though and love my kids to death. Those 2 kids are actually my weak point and I do everything I can for them. I am not trying to sound hard or cold. I am just very independent and capable. I don't need to cry home to my mommie and stuff like that to get through life. I have a deep connection with the universe and she takes care of her favorite little dust mite.  My spirit cannot be destoryed. Nothing anyone could do to ME, personally, will ever hurt me again. I
lately i have been going over the art of war by sun tzu. lately i only have a smaller digital version of the original, my paper copy was destroyed by stupidity. < that is a link so you can read if you like. what i gathered from my first two times reading the much longer version is that to really understand it completely is to read over it many times taking with it what you need. i just thought i would share what jumped out at me this time through. Chapter 1: 16. While heading the profit of my counsel, avail yourself also of any helpful circumstances over and beyond the ordinary rules. 17. According as circumstances are favorable, one should modify one's plans. 18. All warfare is based on deception. 19. Hence, when able to attack, we must seem unable; when using our forces, we must seem inactive; when we are near, we must make the enemy believe we are far away; when far away, we must make him believe we are
My Assignment
write on your ideal woman and what you would do to make the relationship strong with her. what commitment and love mean to you My idea of the ideal woman would be a fun, loving free spirited woman. A woman with great ambition and  love for life. A self motivated woman with firm beliefs and morals. A woman who has a great deal of respect for herself and  that is secure within her own means. I'd like her to be well educated and  cultured in the arts. A woman  who  looks classy weather in fine silk or in denim. She should be passionate and totaly commited to herself and her family. A woman that doesn't throw in the towel when times get tough. I'd like to build a rock solid foundation with her on which to build our dreams. I think that having a clear conscious goal in mind that is realistic is important. I think that I should be a good provider to her. I should be dedicated in my carear and well established within my field. I think it is important to be spontaneous and romantic. I think
I Dont Know
feeling lonely and not sure why. could it be because ive been sick for days? or am i just getting depressed? thought id shake it as the night went on, but its not let up. maybe its just me and the changing of the seasons. anyone ever think that their moods are affected by the weather and the seasons?    ugh maybe im just weird...ok so not so much of a blog but i wanted to write so i did.
Death Poems
Death Before Dishonor Tattoo - The slogan of “Death Before Dishonor”, frequently written in a coiling scroll wrapped around a dagger, is a perennially popular military tattoo -- and for good reason. The saying has been used for military units at least as early as ancient Rome (“morte prima di disonore”). By the time of the famed Roman senator and historian Tacitus (AD 56 to ca. 117), the vow of "death before dishonor" had become 'old-fashioned' and something espoused by the barbari or barbarians such as Caratacus (chief of the British, who revolted against Rome). However, some two centuries earlier it was Catiline (108 to 62 BC), the Roman politician who attempted to overthrow the Roman Republic, who had urged it and Cataline may even have been influenced by Thucydides (the Greek historian of 460 to 395 BC who wrote about the Peloponnesian War). However, the famous concept of death as preferable to dishonor, if not the actual phrase, is not res
  "We can lift up our hands to the sky Find all those strings that they're pulling And keep from falling back Into our old rythmic poses turning us into machines" -Darkest Hour "Demons"   Interesting usage of the song Illusion by VNV nation to AH's really inspiring short movies.   I'll post the vid in the stash section since fubar hates me.   Sometimes life gives you lemons and you make lemonade. Other times life disqualifies you before you even get the lemons. I don't know how that works but it does.  Only you can't be mad about anything when you saw it coming before you even tried.  Lesson being, never give anything a chance that wouldn't give you the same in return. Het is tijd te ga rug. I should have been on my  way back in the summer. Where the hell is my passport? There's no salvation In a world where you worship proven fiction And no redemption for a life of servitude You bow and you heed Unhallowed command Your only care
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My Dirty Mind.
Missing ......
If god could give me wings, I'de fly up to heaven and bring you back to us ... Miss you babe.. Mask Sitting smiling or laughing in which is just a "mask" What lies beneath the mask is sorrow, hurt, regrets, pain and lots of anger. As I sit here empty inside, with a shattered soul and a broken heart. Each and every day I place this mask to cover up so no one sees what and how i feel.......if tears could build a stairway,& memories a lane. I would climb straight up to heaven & bring you home again   A million words would not bring you back, I know, because I've tried...   Neither would a million tears. I know, because I've cried..   How I feel ... It has been a little over 7 months since Robert's death ... As the morning I found out the news.. My heart and soul aches the same.. I miss him so very much more and more each and every day..They say it gets easier .. But when ?.. It isn't.!... As each and every day I put on a "mask" a mask that covers the hurt and pain that is under
A Must Read!!! Something To Think About...
     DUI - Cajun Style                  Recently a routine police patrol was parked outside a bar inLafayetteLouisiana . After last call, the officer noticed Boudreaux was  leaving thebarso apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. He  stumbledaroundthe parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing.         After what seemed an eternity, in which he tried his keys onfivedifferent vehicles, Boudreaux  managed to find his car and fall into it. Hesatthere for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar anddroveoff.         Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off (itwas afine, dry summer night), flicked the blinkers on and off a couple oftimes,honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicleforward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for afewmore minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left.          At last, when his was the only car left in the parking lot, hepulled out and dr
Why is it that when people say that they are your friend and you do things for them but when you stop they either forget you ever existed or they block you. And then blame you for getting blocked.  What is it with some people on here?!?!?!?!
You know your Mexican when....... You have ever been hit by a chancla. You can play any sport wearing chanclas. You grew up scared by something called "El Cucuy." Others tell you to stop screaming when you are really just talking, You use your lips to point something out. You constantly refer to cereal as "con fleis." Your mother yells at the top of her lungs to call you to dinner even if it's a one bedroom apartment. You can dance ranchera, cumbia, or salsa without music. You call your sneakers "tenees." You have at least thirty cousins. You can't imagine anyone NOT liking spicy food. There is more alcohol than punch at little Juanito's birthday party. There is at least one member in your family named Maria, , Juan, Jose, or Jesus. You swear "Choco Mil" is the same as Slim Fast and try to lose weight by drinking it. You have a drunk uncle/aunt. You not only know who Don Francisco from Sabado Gigante is, but you tell people he's your tio. You have ever had to tell you
Heart For One
I am: contentedly child free, self-made, self-aware, unpretentious, intellectual, analytical as well as intuitive, a pragmatic romantic learning to live more mindfully. Attempted balance of right-brain and left-brain thinking. A serious soul with a sometimes playful disposition. Contemplative night owl, valuing thoughtful conversation and nonfiction, perceiving in the mundane the spark of the divine. INTJ personality type in the Myers-Briggs/Jungian personality typology; the thinker type on the enneagram. Tolerant, progressive, a little artsy, with a strong sense of justice. Best known for my M*A*S*H-like (dry and contextual) sense of humor. Often turn to nature for inspiration, rejuvenation, and peace; canceled my television service years ago. Have the usual range of urban interests but also like to investigate the hidden out-of-the-way places. Earn my admiration and be prepared for more affection, respect, loyalty, and passion than mere mortal deserves. :-) Love is the shortest dista
The Henry Rollins Files
You like that girl with the wild garden mind.  She threw herself off a mountain and landed with flowers in her hair. She has a nomadic heart. She doesn't care what's going on if you say it's going on. Because there's something somewhere else that's really going on and she's gone. You'd like to follow her for awhile. To show her where the end is and to ask if she'd like to hold hands. She'd just smile, wave and leave you there. And she's so beautiful. If she'd just sit still... But then you see your world's too small to keep a girl who keeps nothing. Now if she'd just sit still... But she already knows you just put things on shelves in rows and in dark closets stacked with boxes. And there's not enough room in your world for forests, caves, and foxes. And you call it chaos in her eyes. It's just the freedom you can't handle. And her unconcern for what you keep near  makes you see it's just cowardice you hold dear. She's the pet bird who flew out the window. What do you call a pet that j
hold your friends close....the ones you lose and knew the longest is easier to deal with then the ones you just met..My hopes and prayers go out to my brother in arms Jon..Keep fighting....There is something that most people can't understand...When your in the service or getting out..The loyalty you gain is unfanthomable. We walk these streets next to you and you don't realize that if shit hits the fan we will be the first ones to pick up and fight despite what condition we are in and We fight for you because WE choose to. Some people call us washouts or failures. But we don't choose that..It is dealt to us. But it doesn't mean we cant fight. We will. We sworn an OATH to defend our country...At what cost to us it doesn't matter just as long the people we care for are safe. We face uncalculated odds. You can spit and kick us when we are down but we will still will get up and have your back when the time comes. If you want to meet a real soldier look for the ones who have their heads l
She Is Everything
being with her every weekend is the greats thing in the wold next to my lil girl who she love's to death and i hate saying good bye to her when she or i leave i love her very deeply with every once of my heart and soul cant wait to see her a gian she makes me feel like a new man when i'm with her and she is amazeing in every way she is perficet in every way for me. she is smart funny beautiful fun love her personality i love every thing about her next to my lil girl i cant stop thinking about her.
It Begins
It BeginsLost within spent momentsWhen happpiness seamedSo close HelloGoodbyeIn the blink of an eye Our love fellTo the championTime Tear streaked lonlinessImplodingPieces of mind Shallow meanings of loveSlayThe sacred shrine Narcotic memoriesSmoke signalsLeft behind resonance Through the swelter and the stormClouds drift pastThe moments we had Since the time I was bornDistant voice pointingTo destined futures Traces of loveResidual differencesShadows of what once was Not good enough to beTouched againSo It begins+Brown Recluse+-2009-  
Really Love
+Really Love+   Sometimes I wonderWhat we could of beenIf only we would ofKnown where to begin     Let those who judge usFirst judge their own sinsWish I could go backTo the timeWhen You seemed
Lonely Thoughts
+Lonely Thoughts+Transgressions of lonelinessFleeting thoughts of desireCost of soul measuredIn heart fires Sometimes My tears get tiredSoul callingMy mind a liar In angerWords spoken upon the earthExist in infinity Never wanting allot of thingsDiamonds, clothesCars, goldAll seem so coldMy mind feels so oldKickin' back On the porchWith my soul I supposeLife is what we make itAlthoughOur lives are what makes usWe can't let it break us Lost memories of timesI can't make upSo now I'm straightLaced upFor the court of life I wake upDressed in blackRunning from the waist upLet me make my caseI appeal to the judge I lived my lifeAlways knowing You can't bring backWhat once was Is it no wonder whyI bust In traces of dustAn remnants of lessonsSpiderwebs of confessionsHad me stressin'Never second guessingThe questionOr the lesson.+Brown Recluse+-2009-      
Time Incurred
+Time Incurred+So it seemsI can't go onLiving my lifeLike I don't belongGave all I hadTill there wasNothing leftMoved onWrote these words asTime incurredIn burden of wrongsAnd failure withinI know my sunWill rise againTruth todayGone tomorrowHappiness is cleansedWith sorrowExausted lonlinessIn love and spiritBecause someones soulsAre too coldTo hear itRacing timeTo beat the patternLost withinLike nothing matters+Brown Recluse+-2009-  
  +Today+I know we've been through hard timesI know we've been through goodWe had to go through all of themTo know the life we wouldIf I could make you feelHow muchI LOVE YOUTodayJust take the stars from foreverPut them in your dreams to stayMultiply them by infinityIn hopes that you would sayI LOVE YOUAnd I never wantThat LOVE to go away.     +Brown Recluse+ -2009-  
Without This Woman
+Without This Woman+ @ Eternity converged Triangular stars upon my heartParallel universes closing in on meLove starved soulSpiraling the voices in my headGalloping horse rhythmEchoing reflections in my memoryMoonlight/SunlightCollide in black whole of infancyLeaving a rippleIn the water of my lifeSlamming convulsionsFading blue moonSunset glow When I think about The reasons whyI LOVE YOUThats why I cryIn the sanityGiving me a reasonTo try As I take timeFrom yesterdayI realizeI onlyStopTimeFor you Thoughts ofSunshine fireIn yourEyesSweltering heatInRain stormComforting transitionsLikeDarknessFrom dawnPulsars Beat of my heartHollowBlackLonelinessOf myUniverseInterruptedByExploding stars Turning back the time To where I used to beI seeIt's no longer meAbsorbing your voiceIn a wordHearing your thoughtsIn my heartWalking among the remnantsOf discarded leavesOn a quest for eternitys visionWith the roar of hells doorAt my back Cold receding daysLongMistyBrightNovemberNightWords fromM
My Sun
+My Sun+Last nightI dreamedOf how I wishedThings were different then Tears fell like hailFor the times I failedAnd all I've missed out inYou areMy lightIn theDarkest dawnThe thing in my life that Makes meWant to go onLatelyI've been feeling likeSomething's very wrongThe days pass slowWithout youThey all Seem very longI can't forgetThe yesterdaysWe never got to haveHow did it come to be This way?Why did I getSo mad?All I can say is, your my SunAnd I will always beYour DadI hope that when you think of meThat you forget the badAnd when I'm gone away from you You never get too sadUnderstandingComes in timeBut when does forgiveness come?At the end of the lineI sayWhen all isSaid and done+Brown Recluse+ -2009-
I hate it when I come on here and I've messaged someone and I get no reply. That's rude if someone takes the time to write to you you should reply to them. I also hate people asking me to shoutbox them when they are on and when I do I don't get a reply.Another thing that's pissing me off is when people ask for help to level up and I help them out but never get it back in return.I'm on fubar to make friends and have people to talk to. I'm not here for leveling up I only do that to add pics. I'm not here to play games or to deal with drama queens and players and liars. I'm am down right honest person and very blunt and as nice as I can be and I will tell you how it is and I'm telling you now I'm not playing with no one you wanna start you'll see how much of a b*tch I can be. Mp3's Galore is a site I created mainly cause of the people who DJ in the lounges here on fubar. A wide variety of different types of genres are on the site including some hard to find albums and songs and so on. A l
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Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
Laid to the river Midsummer, I waved A "V" of black swans On with hope to the grave And though Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy ones Cold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when you left me A rose in the rain.... So I swore to the razor That never, enchained Would your dark nails of faith Be pushed through my veins again Bared on your tomb I'm a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above onto me? For once upon a time On the binds of your loneliness I could always find the slot for your sacred key Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discoulours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter... Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, this vampyric addiction To Her alone in full submission None better... Nymphetamine Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine... Nymphetamine girl. Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine... My Nymphetamine girl. Wicked with your charm I'm circled like prey Back in the forest
The Dal Nonorach Order
PREAMBLE It is hereby declared and decreed that the purpose of this organization, the Dal nOnorach is: 1)  To promote Irish culture, language, literature, law, customs and history. The Irish Language shall be used in all functions, public and private where feasible. 2) To aid and advance by all legitimate means the aspirations and endeavors of the Irish people for complete and absolute independence, promoting peace and unity for all Ireland. 3) To foster the ideas and perpetuate the history and traditions of the Irish people. (5) To promote Irish culture. (6) To encourage civic participation.
Naughty Quiz
ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! be detailed :) and no skipping or idks!  Just copy it, then paste it and Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name:  2. Age : 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics i
My Heritage
MY MOM IS SEMINOLE AND MY DAD IS SCOTTISH, WHAT A COMBO!!: FLORIDA, WHERE I LIVE has a history like no other.This ground that you walk, drive and live on was once the home of a band of savages chased here by the soldiers led by General Andrew Jackson.Made up of Cherokee, Creek, Choctaw and runaway slaves, they were known as the Redsticks.Now known as the Seminole.Andrew Jackson (Yes, the future " great American President" ) informed the different tribes that they would be re-located.If they didn't re-locate, all would be re-located or killed. Some re-located, some stayed, some fought, some died(men,women,children) and some organized to defend the land that gave them so much.Jackson chased the warriors and their families into Florida and scattered them under Spanish rule.Meanwhile,  he gave away the land that he said the peaceful indian tribes could live on, to any white settlers that wanted it.In the 1820's and 1830's, a half Irish. half seminole warrior took up the Seminole cause a
Music Lyrics
When you search for your inner lightAnd you've opened every doorI come to see you againLike so many, many times before I am the demonIn your mindI will make you blindI will make you blindIt's like you're dreamingAnd I'm schemingTo stay inside your mindInside your mind So you dare to raise me againIn the cold embrace of nightI'm your guide and your flame of lifeI'm the edge if a sharpened knife I'm liquid fireI am here to eat your flesh and mindYour flesh and mindI have the answers to your questionsSeek and you shall findYes, you shall find Now drink this holy cup of poisonDrink this blood of mineAnd I will ease your painJust let me be inside your veinsDon't you worry 'bout tomorrowPerhaps tomorrow never comesWhen you are lonely in the darkThe only friend you've got is me I am the demonIn your mindI have made you blindI've made you blindIt's like you're dreamingAnd I'm schemingForever in your mindInside your mind I'll take you away to my dark domainNo worries now I'll ease your
I have thought about this for MANY years & agonized over the decision. I have for a long time been unhappy in My male body. I just never felt "right". With the help of My wonderful Sis, I have chosen to take matters into My own hands & change into who I was meant to be....a beautiful woman. The road will be a long one, but one well worth it.   In advance, Ty all     Lovingly Yours Ani
Does It Get Any Better?
   This topic was a mumm last night.I didnt get to share my vast knowledge because I was blocked for whatever  reason.      The answer is NO.It doesnt get any better. You dont cry in public for no apparent reason as much,you learn to find a more private place.Then one day your tear ducts  dont betray you and now you can feel all the emotional  release of a good cry while joking and smoking with the boys.NO it doesnt get any better.      You dont bury your face in the cloths she had wore and left behind.With just a hint of her perfume,or her favorite bath soap.Just the rite amount of Downey.No you dont pile them in the bed and try to sleep with your face buried in them.You finally wash them and put them in the Cedar chest at the foot of your Daughters bed.You know how fashion 360's.NO it doesnt get any better.       You know she's in a better place doing more important things than baby sitting your evil ass,when you realize she never left.Oh no she turned the reins over to someone mu
Crying Child
My name is Chris,I am three,My eyes are swollen.I cannot see.I must be stupid,I must be bad,What else could have made,My daddy so mad?I wish I were better,I wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommy,Would still want to hug me....I can't do a wrong,I can't speak at all,Or else I'm locked up,All day long.When I'm awake,I'm all alone,The house is dark,My folks aren't home.When my mommy does come home,I'll try and be nice,So maybe I'll just get,One whipping tonight.I just heard a car,My daddy is back,From Charlie's barI hear him curse,My name is called,I press myself,Against the wall.I try to hide,From his evil eyes,I'm so afraid now,I'm starting to cry.He finds me weeping,Calls me ugly words,He says its my fault,He suffers at work.He slaps and hits me,And yells at me more,I finally get free,And run to the door.He's already locked it,And I start to bawl,He takes me and throws me,Against the hard wall.I fall to the floor,With my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continues,With more bad words s
Single Mommys=goldigging Tramps
single mommys are like dogshit at bottom of the barrel. all they are looking for is a free meal ticket. you gotta love these camwhores     My Shoutbox amber: can i invite you to my own video chat room so we can have fun chat while im on cam..?? ->amber: what kind of fun amber: are you up for fun? ->amber: nothing amber: what are you up to? ->amber: 23 amber: how old are you? amber: ok.. ->amber: los angeles amber: where you from? amber: i see ->amber: nope amber: anything.. you have yahoo? ->amber: bout what amber: hi there..
This is a test (from me and to myself) to see how well I know myself. Obviously I know my name. (I choose not to tell you my real name though) :) I know my age. (though I could be lying about that too ^_^) I know where I live. (Okay I definitely lied there lol, pick one out of my photo albums... ^_^) I know that I hate school, but some things are fun like the electives. Its hard though. Criminal Justice for example, is hard but interesting. Im on my last year of english but it suckssss. I'm stuck on math and may have to do some credits at Adult School to finish up my math credits in an easier way. I wanted to do a blood drive but I don't know where to look for people who are interested in helping. I get headaches alot. I smoke ... and I drink alot. I have as much fun as I can. I take whatever opportunity sounds good to me, if it seems like a once in a lifetime chance, or taking whatever I can get. Bad things have happened to me... but lets not go there. I try to focus on the good, bu
The Big List Of Fun Stuff To Do In That Boring Ol' Courtroom Of Law...
1. Bring a cell phone and order a pizza when the judge starts talking. 2. Bring a zip-lock bag full of grapes and launch a few at the defendant when the judge isn't looking. 3. Giggle uncontrollably when they show the evidence, if any blood is present. 4. If they ever bring up the possibility of an accomplice, duck your head and quiver. 5. Stand up and yell "OBJECTION!" to everything the judge says. EVERYTHING. 6. If you're the defendant, wait until the judge starts talking about you. Proceed to hide under your table. 7. If anybody attempts to communicate with you in any way, stare off into space and blow spit bubbles. 8. Sing "The Song That Never Ends" incessantly. 9. Get the judge to look at you. Lick your lips and motion that you'll "call him" 10. Actually call him 11. Bring a kazoo. 12. Act like you're doing something important, and ask them to "keep it down" 13.
Mafia Game
Birthplace: Rehoboth,Delaware Current Location: Sanford,Fl Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Red Height: 5-11 Weight: 225 lbs Piercings: not yet Tatoos: not yet Overused Phraze: Fagbag!! FAVORITES Food: Chinese,Italian Candy: War Heads,and any Number: 69 Color: red Animal: Dragons and wolves Drink: pepsi Alcohol Drink: baileys irish cream Bagel: onion Letter: f Body Part on Opposite sex: eyes they are the window to the soul Pepsi or Coke: pepsi McDonalds or BurgerKing: both when i feel like it Strawberry or Watermelon: both Hot tea or Ice tea: both Chocolate or Vanilla CHOCOLATE!!!!!!!!! Hot Chocolate or Coffee: both Kiss or Hug: both but love to kiss Dog or Cat: bothRap or Punk: a lil of both Summer or Winter: winter Scary Movies or Funny Movies: bothLove or Money: love Bedtime: when i pass out Best phyiscal feature: eyes and hair Best Friends: Rebecca,Sky,Kristen,Marcus,Heidi,brianWeakness: Love Fears: being alone never finding love Heritage: Irish Ever Drank: yes Ever Smoked: yes Pot: yes
Songs For Myself And Other Local Bands, If You Want One Just Pm
Breathing Exercises. Every living creature is sustained by breath. Breathing plays an utmost part in all life activities, thus when there is no more breath the life ends. All living creatures may sustain their own lives for some period of time without food or water but never without breath. The breath absorbs oxygen into our system and eliminates carbonic acid gas. During inhalation oxygen is first taken into the lung cells, and then circulates through the blood. Through this ceaseless activity and formation of cells within the various functions of the body the impure waste is eliminated. In other words the breath burns the waste matter or impure matter produced along with the processes of digestion, absorption and excretion which is known as metabolism. As a logical consequence of this process, carbonic acid gas is produced within the system. If this gas remains within the system it may endanger the life. Therefore it has to be sent to the lungs through the veins in order
Sexy Stories
It had been long time. The thought had been with me since I boarded in the plane in Providence 5 hours ago.   Now here I was in Detroit and wondering if she would be happy to see me or not, things had been tense over the last couple of years. You couldn’t blame her for being a little bit perturbed with me, I could have told her that it was just friends with benefits long before I did.  She didn’t shut me out though, not even after I’d gotten married we’d still e-mailed almost daily and talked once a week since it had all gone bad. (I still wondered if she was hanging on to something. I guess I was about to find out.)   I’d had no intention of being in Detroit, but work had a way of putting me places that I never expected to be these days. I knew when I heard Jonesy, my boss, on the phone saying, “This is not a problem!”, that I was pretty much screwed. Twenty minutes later he came out of his office handed me a work order, told me to go home a
Caddy My Maine Coon Pride And Joy
A heuristic is a "rule-of-thumb", advice that helps an AI program or human think and act more efficiently by directing thinking in an useful direction.Some of these heuristics are age-old wisdom, bordering on cliche, but most are actually helpful.If you want something done, do it yourselfComment: Obviously true, and doing it is usually very good for your self esteem. A surprising amount of work can be done this way, and experts are not always necessary. However, there is a risk of becoming overworked if you try to do everything yourself - we all need other people after all.Never procrastinate anything you can do right nowComment: Very powerful. There are many things that can be fixed or solved with a minimum of effort, but are often pushed aside as unimportant. Unfortunately they won't go away, and in time the feelings of guilt for not having done them will make you even less likely of fixing the problems.When you have several things you could be doing and don't know which to do: Just
Where Has My Brain Gone
You know lately it has become harder and harder to just care about everything anymore. I mean What do you do when you realize theres no point? I say this only because in the last few months so much has happened to make me care less about the world. My son has been moved to Washigton because his mother is Evil and likes to use our son against me to get her way, when I put my foot down and said I had enough she packed up the kids and runs away taking from me the best part of my life. She stalks me through here and various other methods and not just me but the people I care about. I can't have a relationship because I'm so worried that she will destroy it. I'm back in college but it has even lost the excitement of making my future better. I lost the only job I've had in 2 years because if I didn't quit some employees and a supervisor would have killed me for sticking up for myself. I'm still in love with a woman who I now realize will never love me like that again because I'm a fuckin
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You Know Who You Are.....
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's...!!     First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us.   They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing and didn't get tested for diabetes.   Then after that trauma, our baby cribs were covered with bright colored lead-based paints.   We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking.   As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags.   Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat   We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle.   We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this.   We ate cupcakes, bread and butter and drank soda pop with sugar in it, but we weren't overweight because WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING!   We would leave home in the morning
Indian Prayer
There is a simple but profound Lakota prayer: Mitakuye Oyasin.These two words mean All My Relations or We are All Related.To pray this prayer is to petition God on behalf of everyone and everything on Earth.Mitakuye Oyasin honors the sacredness of each person's individual spiritual path, acknowledges the sacredness of all life (human, animal, plant, etc.) and creates an energy of awareness which strengthens not only the person who prays but the entire planet.Soon after I first learned this prayer, I saw that it represented all that needed to be said. It was a prayer of respect, honor and love for all of mankind, and for the Earth. It was a prayer that said "I wish goodness and peace for all. I would leave no one out. I pray for all." It was a prayer that crossed the barriers of religion and could be prayed by one of any faith. It was a prayer that united, instead of dividing. It was an amazing prayer.
I Love You
This Is How Every Woman Should Be Treated!!!
To: Every guy To: Every Woman As "that" Guy...I really thank my friend for posting this to me This is how women should be treated...and the men who treat them this way should be valued   To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just
SALT             I can't hardly believe what I found when I got home from taking my GF to work. My entire room was salted by my cousin. She came into the room, without permission, and without knowledge of what might be here. In fact she did so without caring what might be in here. And showered the ENTIRE ROOM with Sea Salt.             I know because I confronted her on it and she stated her reason. She has no remorse of her actions. She does not realize what the repercussions of this are or the ramifications of it. I brought to her attention that doing what she did, entering without permission and salting someones belongings, was a way of trying to bring harm, including insanity and death, to them. She said that she had never heard of such a thing. I pointed out that movies and TV Shows, such as Charmed, had even had episodes about it. Again she had never heard of it.             So I point out that now most of my evening is going to be spent cleaning everything. She says that &
Salute Pics
Allright ladies, it's that time again, we are needing some new and fresh salute pics! Give us ur HOTTEST and most UNIQUE salutes u can think of! We are the 2nd Alarm Hotties! We have been around since the cherry tap days, lets show em what we have got girls! We have what it takes to blow away the competition, so let's do this! Let's smoke em out because we are molten hot!!!!
Dedicated to all the desperate men/boys on internet or what the hell u should call emDont ask me "can I have your number?""Can I call u?""Can I come?"When I say no dont ask "why not?"Dont tell me "I Love u"Dont say "I want u to be my wife"When all u knowIs my age, name n looksPLEASE dont send me your msn or yahooWhen I never asked for it in the first placeYeah there‘s normal people out there tooBut way less then all u stupid foolsWhat‘s wrong with people? can u really be that desperate?it‘s said really really sad...I feel sorry for y‘all   you bitch u whorei can‘t take u any moreu lie and u bck staband tri to make me madbut here‘s the thing u slutcompared to be ur a runtim the number one bitchso deal wit it Sorry, I'm ClosedWe were friends, we were lovers, we were friendsYou're hot, you're cold, you're warmYou come, you go, you linger aboutI'm showered with affectionThen ignored without intentionYou pull me close, you push me awayYou want me, you d
My Thoughts
When people walk in and out of your life it's harder to let them in than it is to let them go, Because every fairy tale has an ending!When life get's uncontrollable It's easier to sit back and watch life pass you buy than it is to stand there and fight!When people say horrible and judgmental thing's to you it's easier to beat there ass than it is to tell them how you really feel.When you are forced to do something you have never done before it's hard to accept the fact that you can't change people's way of thought than it is to move on and deal with it.When you think that anything good is never gonna happen to you it's easier to let it pass you buy than it is to fight for what you believe in even if it means that you stand alone.It's harder to believe sweet and honest word's when all you have heard is lie's! It seems to be easier to follow others foot print's than it is to make your own and be your own person and create your life on your own.It's hard not to cry when all you feel is pa
Spotlight Donations For Salute
  The lose of a friend is never easy…especially one who is like a sister you never had. I know that she is at peace and there is no more suffering, no more worries and no more pain. However even knowing this brings little comfort with the lose, call me selfish in my thoughts, but I feel the pain. Life is so uncertain, time is not a friend, but a foe. Life is not a dress rehearsal, you only have one chance, for once the moment is gone it is gone forever. No do over! Make the most of what you have and be thankful for your blessings in life, however small they may be or insignificant they may seem. For each moment is a gift, never to be again. Live life each day as if it is your last for it may well be just that…your last! Tell others what you think and let those you care about know how you feel about them. For it may be the last time you are able to do that and the last time they will be able to hear it from your lips. Embrace life, realize your dreams and fulfill your go
   I have been doing some thinking , and in a way I love and like my decision .    I have thought about going back to the way I was doing things , which means I will be going with old methods of doing thing . I know this might tic alot of people off but oh well .  This would mean wardrobe and all , back to the slacks and dress shirts that I am accustomed to , and no more of the dirty casual that I have been in lately .    I had to do something to do get everything back in order . My grandmother had taught me to dress professional ,when she was alive , and I seemed to have forgotten that lesson. I have listened to the wron people . Not anymore I am back and I love it  
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Prettiest Feet Contest
Alright people, this is a contest to find the prettiest feet on fubar. The rules of this contest are pretty simple.   1. First place gets a 6 month VIP!!! 2. No NSFW pics. Showing off your goodies will not help you win. There mihgt be children watching. With that being said... 3. You must be 18!!! I don't want the FBI jumping through my window at 3 am becacause of some 15 year old. 4. Ladys only!!! No explaination needed. Now heres how to enter.   It takes 2 pics to enter. The first pic is a salute. You know write your url on a paper and take a picture next to your face. Thats so we know its you. The next pic is of your feet with the same paper your used in the salute. This way you won't go out a get a pic of tyra banks feet to try to win. Thats cheating. After you have the 2 pics upload them to your pics on fubar, and send a link to the pics in a private message to me. I'll then reply to let you know if your in the contest. You can enter until Oct 30th. On halloween the win
This Is Me
its like no matter what i do i just cant find that some one.....i tought i had it clinched but again i was always wrong......always one knows the real me.......i dont even know the real me anymore......i feel so lonely, so hurt......even in a room full of people i am compleatly feelings ne more.....every time i get feelings for one person they are ripped away and im numb all over again......totally useless....feelings were just ment to be killed.......i dont think i could or will ever love stripped of all feelings and emotions.....but like a drone i live day to day with that little smidgent of hope that something might happen....but my world of doubt clouds the hope out and it is engulfed by rage...i just dont know what i am supposed to do with my life...if that is what u call depressing...i look at all these people who are fake, i just want to strangle them...they have no idea what it is to be alone....stripped of ev
The Real President Lincolns Page
It seems that a nasty fat chick named blaine has hacked my uncles page if your in question on which of his page is real it is the one i am linking here please block and or delete the other one
Wanna See Something Interesting
Time For Miracles
It's late at night and I can't sleep Missing you just runs too deep Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile Every kiss I can't forget This aching heart ain't broken yet Oh God I wish I could make you see Cuz I know this flame isn't dying So nothing can stop me from trying Baby you know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cuz I ain't giving up on love You know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cuz I ain't giving up on love No I ain't giving up on us I just want to be with you Cuz living is so hard to do When all I know is trapped inside your eyes The future I cannot forget This aching heart ain't broken yet Oh God I wish I could make you see Cuz I know this flame isn't dying So nothing can stop me from trying Baby you know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cuz I ain't giving up on love You know thatMaybe it's time for miracles Cuz I ain't giving up on love No I ain't giving up on us Baby can you feel it(feel it)You know I can hear it(hear it) So can you feel it feel it.... You kn
I Didn't Mean To..
Just My Thoughts
I just wanted to blog to test this out, I never did a blog before. I think I might start though. Does anyone ever read these? If they do let me know. If enough people do then maybe I will start. Who knows I might actually have something to say that is interesting. If nothing else I am a pretty good speller, which is a relief compared to some of the people I have come across on here who are on the shy side of literate. I am guessing those folks probably don't come here to the blog section anyway. Okay that is enough about nothing.  Thanks for your time. Me Well this is officially my first day on Fubar and officially my first Blog on Fubar. I am so confused I don't even know where to start. I have my profile set up for the most part, I have joined a lounge, I have chatted up a few people, and now I am trying to blog. How do I get points is my next goal, according to my homepage all I need is 9 more points to get the next level.  I am hoping that this blog will help put me over the top
Ya Boi Is Up On The Block
Food For Thought ...
Go placidly amid the noise and haste,and remember what peace there may be in silence.As far as possible without surrenderbe on good terms with all persons.Speak your truth quietly and clearly;and listen to others,even the dull and the ignorant;they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons,they are vexations to the spirit.If you compare yourself with others,you may become vain and bitter;for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble;it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.Exercise caution in your business affairs;for the world is full of trickery.But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;many persons strive for high ideals;and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself.Especially, do not feign affection.Neither be cynical about love;for in the face of all aridity and disenchantmentit is as perennial as the grass. Take kin
Can He Hang?
Some People
I have never expected everyone to like me, nor do I expect that I'll like everyone that I meet. However, some people will just not show anyone respect. Most of them will expect you to show them respect and will raise hell if you don't. I have the feeling that they don't even know the meaning of the word respect. Some people want you to do what they say anytime they open thier mouths and expect you to kiss thier ass whenever they feel you should. What can I say; some people are rude, obnoxious and overly stupid. Only caring about what they think and ignoring any other point of view. They think it's funny when they cause other people grief but want to fight you when you give em a taste of thier own bull shit. Go figure? Some people: so full of themselves and not knowing who they are. who are they to say anything about anyone? Just a bunch of anal retentive control freaks that know jack shit about anything.
Wander With Me
LATE AT NIGHT   Quiet as a feather bed... No sounds around at all... Only the easy purring... Your cat's sleeping in a ball... The whole city is fast asleep... Unless they are like you... Not really resting, not awake... But not knowing what to do... Think you'll have a glass of milk... Or a piece of buttered toast... Watch a little late T.V. ... (An hour at the most) Pretty soon the sky gets light... And it is nearly dawn... Now you're sleepy, tired too... And you begin to yawn... Off to bed for just a bit... Must rest to keep your charm... Just as soon as you drift off... You hear your clock alarm... Hit the button labeled, "SNOOZE"... Three or four times more... Can't ignore the time by now... You're tired to the core... Guess this day will have to have... A little nap or rest... Or all the things that must be done... Will not get done the best...   So I say to all my party animals out there in fubarland; Work hard and play harder, but let's not forget
American Sex Symbols
My Thoughts
Never again will I be dishonoredAnd never again will I be remindedOf living within the world of the jadedThey kill inspirationIt's my obligationTo never again, allow this to happenWhere do I begin?The choices are endlessDenying the sinMy art, my redemptionI carry the torch of my fathers before me The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken awayThere will never be a reason why I will surrender to your adviceTo change myself, I'd rather dieThough they will not understandI won't make the greatest sacrificeYou can't predict where the outcome liesYou'll never take me aliveI'm aliveI'm aliveI'm alive Change again, cannot be consideredI rage again, dispelling my angerWhere do I begin?The choices are endlessMy art, my redemption, my only salvationI carry the gift that I have been blessed withMy soul is adrift in oceans of madnessRepairing the rift that you have createdI am not alone, brothers, give me your arms now The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken awayThere will never
New Bill To Aid Vets Hurt By Agent Orange
New bill to aid vets hurt by Agent Orange - by land & sea BY Jake Pearson DAILY NEWS WRITER Wednesday, October 28th 2009, 4:00 AM The U.S. military dumped nearly 20 million gallons of the deadly herbicide to remove foliage during the Vietnam War. Related News Articles NYC College Tech builds up scaffolding education Graduate degree scholarship offer for city workers Bobby Condon was a young kid from Flatbush when he enlisted in the U.S. Navy to fight in the Vietnam War. Nicknamed "Brooklyn" by fellow soldiers, Condon, now 63, has developed an Agent Orange-linked cancer - but was denied coverage by the Veterans Administration because he never set foot in Vietnam. "I would have flown to Saigon and put my feet on the ground for 30 minutes [had I known]," said Condon, a flight operator on the
Subject:  Fall at Maxine's(you need to laugh!)     HAPPY FALL EVERYONE!      
What can you do when I am sleeping next to you and you lay there in the dark waiting for a spark?   Nothing new to see when you turn and look at me and nothing stirs your soul just a body you can hold.   You stare into the walls and your eyes say it all but mine are closed in dream I don't know a thing.   I sleep alone these days while you sleep next to him upon the blankets a street light falls as he stares into the walls....      
Hard Times
i cant believe what they say is true how could you be gone away forever never to beseen again on earth but you will always be seen in my eyes its still hard to this day to know that i missed your funeral it kills me day in and day out just to knowthat i didn't get to say my last good-byes to you the. the only person that ever truly cared for me no i didn't even make it to your brothers funeral and that kills me also but i wasn't nearly as close to him as i was to you my grandmother you were then just a grandmother your were my best friend we had alot of laughs but it is sad to think that we will never be able to have those laughs again on earth but you alwaysremember that i love you more then anything in this world you r my heart my soul and most of all your my grandmother the kids still ask about you every now and then but i haven't had the heart to tell them that they wont be able to see your smiling face in this world again we know you love us but still why did it have to come to an
To Anyone That Thinks I'm Bitchy Lately
So in two months, I've lost 1 friend, my friends mom who helped raise me, two aunts and as of Monday, 2 uncles.  I've moved to help out another aunt and uncle while my uncle is sick, going in and out of the hospital for surgey, and left all my friends and the rest of my family at home.  I have to look for a job in a place I don't even know.  I've been sick for the past two weeks and might have to get chest x-rays to find out the official problem.  I'm stressed out constantly and trying to deal with a lot of shit that's being put on me.  I thought that a certain person actually gave a shit and cared about me, and turns out, he only wanted what was easiest for him and truly doesn't care about anyone elses happiness or well-being but his own.  I tried.  I'm tired of people bitching at me about shit that I have no control over and then getting pissed at me for not being in the mood to joke around or even make any attempt to boggle myself more with constant contradictions between actions an
F*kn Vultures!
I can't look up anymore....cuz when I do, all I see are vultures.....Circling overhead, watching, waiting......Waiting for me to show the slightest sign of weakness.  Waiting to swoop down and pick at my flesh, waiting to rip muscle and sinew from my bones...piece by piece, killing me slowly, torturing me....Ok, really, there ARE NO vultures hovering about my head...I was actually refering to men.  Truly, it seems like every time I walk out the door, there is a new one there waiting, watching.....And if I show the slightest indication of weakness, ie. emotion, tenderness, caring, etc....they fuckn divebomb me and attempt to attach themselves to me like blood-sucking leeches.  WTF?  Do I have a sign that says "Losers Apply Here"?  From now on, I'm going to go about things a little differently.  Not gonna be nice, hell no.  Next time a man approaches me and asks me out, my FIRST question is going to be "Are you gainfully employed?"  If I recieve a positive response, my next question will
Understanding The Social Standings .. The Fubar Food Chain
I can't get over the amount of smugness and right to ownership that the clique of regular MUMMers display. I recently posted a MUMM as a lark and a cheap way of getting points and Fu bucks. I don't deny my motives I'm sure I'm not the first person to do it.  Well anyhow, maybe the topic was just too plain dumb ( something I don't deny) and the comments I got definatly reflected that. I don't mind the funny shots taken at me, they make me laugh too, it's when  the comments become personalized attacks , it gets down right boorish. The mistake I made was trying to defend myself from the attacks, This isn't tolorated by the MUMMers clique. What happened to me in this case was a relentless onslaught of crude character shots belittling me to no end. Hey it's alright, go ahead , I mean if people have issues and the only way to resolve them is to belittle other people, it speaks volumems for their insecurities and the dependance on other like minded people to justify them. The thing that reall
New Discussion
Discussion: Do anybody have an experience where everytime you're friends with the person of the opposite sex that you really like, you tend to mess things up? Give me your inputs and solutions.
My Peom
beautiful face, I'm shy to talk to you. You're the eagle I must watch No matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free, The mistress of my eyes, Rolling through exultant air, Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my own Could I but have your wings, Could I but go where night begins And frozen sunlight sings. Could I but have you for my love, How might we fly together! But I must watch you from below And long for you forever. But I must be the one below And long for you forever.
The Halloween Witch
The Halloween WitchEach year they parade her about ... the traditional Halloween witch. Misshapen green face, stringy scraps of hair, and a toothless mouth beneath her disfigured nose. Gnarled, knobby fingers twisted into a claw, protracting from a bent and twisted torso that lurches about on wobbly legs.Most think this abject image to be the creation of a prejudiced mind, or merely a Halloween caricature. I disagree. I believe this to be how witches were really seen.Consider that most witches: were women, were abducted in the night, and smuggled into dungeons or prisons under the secrecy of darkness, to be presented by the light of day as a confessed witch.Few, if any, saw a frightened, normal looking woman being dragged into a secret room filled with instruments of torture. To be questioned until she confessed to anything that was suggested to her, and to give names or whatever would stop the questions. Crowds saw the aberration denounced to the world as a self-proclaimed witch.As th
Just Trying To Keep It Simple
Someday I hope to find the courage to share my story with the world – but for now I would like to say this: I know what it is like to hit rock bottom.  And it’s not pretty.  But I can, however, say with 100 % certainty that it is one of the best things to happen to me.  “Rock bottom” can be what you make of it.  It can turn deadly, or  become the biggest inspiration in your life. Here are my top reasons for considering the hardest time in my life to be the biggest blessing.  Someday perhaps I will go into details. 1.  There comes a time in your life when “it can’t get any worse than this” actually comes true.  At that moment- realize that there is only one way to go from there:  UP.  The thing with hitting rock bottom is this:  You can only go up from there- things can only get better.  The worse has come and is now staring you point blank in the face. 2.  It is when you find yourself alone, standing at the worst point in your life, when yo
Ladies Please!
Yo ladies please learn to shave always and to be independant!
The First Time Hurts
 The early morning sun comes up over the palm grove 700 meters in front of me....... The early morning haze is transparent with ray of light glimmering through the dust..... I break the chill from my body and watch attentively at the buildings and roads and trees that lay ahead.... I look at my watch it's 0645 and soon a white car pulls down the road just in front of the palm grove....The only movement that I could see at this time. My attention peaked as I watched the car come to a halt on the dirt road..... My range finder tells me it's 687 meters, and yet I continiue to watch carefully.... As i'm looking through the mil dot reticle I see a young man step from the drivers side door and another younger boy from the passenger side..... The young man seemed to instruct the younger boy with his hand on his shoulder as they walk to the rear of the vehicle.... Could this be his father ?, his brother ?.... Who knows but as they were at the rear of the car the trunk popped open..... The youn
Happy Birthday Mom...
Mom, we lost you back in January and things just haven't been the same without you.  Dad passed about 3 years before you and that was rough but we still had you.  Now you are gone as well.  I know Dad missed you and needed you where he was and that is fine.  You no longer hurt and have the use of your left side that the stroke had taken from you here.  I guess too that you both got to see the homer I hit this season, only did a few of those as a kid....sure wish you both could have been there to see a few in more recient times in person.  I know the girls miss you too.  Why don't the both of you stop by in a dream or something and say HI.  I know that would be good for both of them.  You two don't have too much fun but at the same time have lots of fun watching your grand kids grow and do you both proud.  I think of you both daily, take care and I hope you both are well!!!
My Poetry
David   My mind is numb and my body aches.I would love nothing more than to take back all of our mistakes. But what is done is done. The past we can not change.When I heard you were gone it just sounded too strange. You gave me our daughter.   The one thing I always wanted the most.Now I just wish you were here so you could love her and hold her close. I’m sorry for the times I hurt you and all of my mistakes.I wish I could change it so bad that my very soul aches. I wish we could have gotten along and put all our differences aside.We were both just too damn stubborn and full of foolish pride. All the wishes in the world sadly can’t change anything that’s been done.I will spend the rest of my life with my regrets weighing me down a ton. I would give anything to have you back to tell you how sorry I am.Even if truth be told you probably wouldn’t have given a damn. This last promise I make is all I can do for you as I sit here with tears in my eyes all a blur..I
Survey Questions
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. How many times would you like to cum? 19. Do you like foreplay? 20. What is foreplay to you? 21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
Help Me Please
Hello Fu-Universe, I know this is a great place and I don't really like doing this but I really need your help. Why do I need it well things have taken a bad turn for me, my dad sold the house we shared and sat me on the street. So in a few weeks I am homeless because my own (german) government let's me run in loops in order to get their help. At the end they don't seem like a great help at all. My idea is to do something for my education and get a better degree so i plan on going to a college. What costs unfortunately some money. I can come up with some on my own but it not enough to pay for the first year at the community college. Now this is where your help comes in in shape of a donation. How much you donate is up to you. Every donation gets me a step closer. Everyone who donates will get a personal thank you email from me and if requested will be mentioned in this blog until I came up with something nicer. Here is the link for the donation page
I HAVE GHOSTS. Again. I know. This seems really fucking stupid, but if I die some insane death where I'm naked with upside down crosses carved into me, someone will know about the history of Shannon's hauntings.    First off, I'm sane. I don't do drugs (with the exception of the ocassional narcotic and maybe a little green....and a lot of booze. But all this happened while I was sober, promise.) It all started about 6 years ago when I live in Green Cove Springs. I moved into this awesome ass house that had beautiful original wood flooring from when it was built somewhere around 1920ish. Everything was jim-dandy until my husband started working nights. Then, shit hit the fan. I would hear someone walking down the hall at night...and I was the only one home. Whistling all throughout the house when nobody was there. Then I got a cat. I thought maybe he was pissed and psycho because I had his balls chopped. I was wrong. He would jump as high up the wall as he could and slide down, taki
A Country Song By Me
SLOW DANCEHave you everwatched kidsOn a merry-go-round?Or listened tothe rainSlapping on the ground?Ever followed abutterfly's erratic flight?Or gazed at the sun into the fadingnight?You better slow down.Don't dance sofast.Time is short.The music won'tlast.Do you run through each dayOn the fly?When you ask How are you?Do you hear the reply?When the day is doneDo you lie in yourbedWith the next hundred choresRunning throughyour head?You'd better slow downDon't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Ever told your child,We'll do ittomorrow?And in your haste,Not see his sorrow?Ever lost touch,Let a good
Lost N Blown Away...
  I’ve taken everybody’s taken everybody’s adviceyou know how it goesI’ve been trying hard to make a brand new startbut what it does to you, no one knowsbut it showshow can you say that it’s so hard you drag meinto your thing as you fade awaywhy can’t you see that I can’t relate toanything that’s lost & blown awaysilenceI’m telling you our time has come to endand I do feel a sense of loneliness, yes I dobut time after timeyou refuse to see there’s nothing more than asilver bless, silver blesshow can you say that it’s so hard you drag meinto your thing as you fade awaywhy can’t you see that I can’t relate toanything that’s lost & blown awaysilenceI’ve taken everybody’s advice, taken everybody’s adviceyou know how it goes
Awkward SilenceOpen your eyes and look inside my twisted world.Hope you realize that I could never go on without you.Open your eyes and see my walls are crashing down.Cover my eyes for the last time.Tell me everything I need to know.Knowing me I will always loose control.Take it all away from me.Only do I live today to tell you.Smash my face again for nothing.And you, you're gonna get what you deserve.Open your mind and see that there's much more to me.Hope you realize I know my hope for life's disappearing.Open your mind and please don't leave me hear all alone.Cover my eyes for the last time.Tell me everything I need to know.Knowing me I will always loose control.[Chorus]Every time that you're getting inside my twisted head.I find it's crazy corrupt that I wish you were dead.I keep dealing with all these emotions that are stirring, stirring inside.You know I felt this pain today.It's one of many so it doesn't matter anyway.I keep dealing with all these emotions that are stirring insi
The End
The EndFuck you!3,2,1 your time is up.Shit out of luck too fucked to think to duck.You're lookin for me?Well, I'm huntin for you.I'm ready to handle some business I'm attendin to.Are you ready for this shit?You better ball up your fist bitch.I'ma show you what I'm all about, ride outAnd do it how we do it in the south so watch out!I've got this disease.So stay away from me.Fed up with all the mistakes that you made.Not sure how much more of this I can take.I know I'm through with you, you say Fuck me?Well I say fuck you too.Heart beating faster than a motherfucker.I black out when we're about to kill each other.Served or be served I don't give a fuck.I'm not afraid to take a beating you're the first to get stuck.Are you ready for this shit?You better ball up your fist bitch.Don't believe me? Swear to God fuckin try me!And I'll be the first to show you what you get little bitch!I've got this disease.So stay away from me.[Chorus]You want a fuckin piece of me?!?
 Dream :Am I awake or is this a dreamCuz everything ain't what it seemsEverytime I turn see I learn to see After that somethings chasing meIf you could see inside my headAll the thoughts, they turn to redAnd nothing's what it seemsSo don't let me fall this wayIn all my dreams I can do what's real (Confused on how I feel)Things aren't what they seem to be (and I can't seem to get back to reality)How can it be?I don't think soI got away out of your holdEverything I thought I knew was sold outEverything I knew nothing aboutIs this real or make believe?Am I there or there to see?All these thoughts inside my dreamsAnd some don't let me fall asleepIn all my dreams I can do what's real (Confused on how I feel)Things aren't what they seem to be (and I can't seem to get back to reality)[x3]
Apology :[Verse one]To my ray of sunshine,you're the only thing that gets me by,and when I think of you,I know in my heart that I never tried from the start[bridge]These feelings I have for you,will never fade awayI just can't be without youSo this is the day, you'll hear me say[chorus]I was wrong, all along.Now I'm tryin' to changeand I'm finally starting to seeIt's my faultThat you're goneand this is my apology.[verse two]I remember the first time,that I looked into your eyesI couldn't believe you were minenow I'm empty inside,how could I leave you behind?[bridge 2]These feelings I have for you,will never fade awayI just can't be without youNow I realize that I wasn't right[chorus][verse three]Now I know, how things should beI'll do anything,you mean everything to me.Please give me one more chanceto be with you again[chorus][chorus 2]I was wrong.Now I'm tryin' to sayThat I'm sorry,can you forgive me?It's my faultThat you're goneand this is my apology.To my ray of sunshine, this is my
Hurt Me
Well what can i say. I am 29 divorced and have 3 beautiful wonderful kids that are 7 , 9, and 11. I have been through a lot in my life and tired of all the bullshit. My marriage lasted for about 6yrs and then been through 3 other serious relationships since then and all of them didnt work out either. Im the kind of guy that puts all of my heart and soul into something when im serious about certain things. I know what i want and i go after it. Call me stupid but im a determined kind of guy and i dont give up easily. Ive obviously been hurt quite a bit otherwise i wouldnt be putting it all out there like this. I dont know what i can do to change things to make people see how i really am cause i do a really good job of hiding things now. Cause every time i show how i really am i end up getting hurt all of the time. Its the people that i am right in front of that have been there the whole time that dont even see it cause they are too blind or dumb to even notice that right in front of them
The Flag
It thore out my heart,It shred it apart.I lost all my faith...I even lost trust. I miss all friends,I miss all thouse timesWhen happiness strived,When I felt so free. Now even when homeI cant get awayFrom all of that hazeAnd mud on face. I live with my guiltMy filthy old handsAre covered in bloodAnd scars cover heart. How do you explainThe war to some one?How can u tellThe loved ones your done? So dead on the inside,So thorn and so gone,So tired of pain,So sick of regrets. How do you explainThe death someone?How do you reclaimYour heart that's far gone? Pretend to be strong...While dieing inside.And being so tough...While feeling so gone. Pretending to laugh...While crying inside.Pretendin to beWhat they wonna see. Disarmed in physical estate Alarmed by visual mandate In disarray without a fate For my redemption it's to late   Disarmed, alarmed in disarray Today the Taliban's my pray My place in life I cast aside And paint my walls in black and white   My feelings I k
Own Me For A Month This Sexy Fiesty Redhead!!!
hey y' be honest im pretty sure that almost none of u will read this damn thing but i dont care i still wanna write... as many of u probably realized that im going to do the damn military service on december 12th..for 6 months...ok im not an usa citizen and i wont serve us military...but after i changed my status to say im going to do it, it made me quite sad...i have many friends in here..but only one of them commented on that status...she knows who she is and i really admire her cuz she is a great friend...i dont care if she says serious, funny,stupid or good or bad things..but she actually realized and read my status and said something about it...that is the most important thing to me...none of you so called "friends" in here said anything about it :( i dont know how u understand this military thing in ur countries but this damn thing is mandatory here...and i probably serve for playing drums..or shooting terrorist idk...maybe i would get killed who knows...but stilll noone
It is quite interesting how I woke up this morning and was off tp wprk as usual at about 420 am and I decided to put in what I thought was a Korn CD that I got from work about a wk ago.  Because it was dark and i really wasn't paying attn to nothing but the case, I put it in and let it commence to play.  Once it got going, this is what I heard:All I Think About Is You I woke up today in London As the plane was touching down All I could think about was monday Maybe I'd be back around If this keeps me away much longer I dont know what I would do You've got to understand it's a hard life That I'm going thru And when the night falls in around me I dont think I'll make it thru I'll use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you But L.A. is getting kind of crazy And New York is getting kind of cold I keep my head from getting lazy I just cant wait to get back home And all these days I spend away I'll make up for this I swear I need your love to hold me up when it's all to mu
You Mean Nothing To Me Anymore
Let the curtain fall on me and you Let the lights go out and blow out the fuse No strings attached between me and you Amazing it seems You mean nothing to me anymore Acquainted as we are expected to be When we grow up You remind me of not letting go Disabled by fear to be on my own Having a twin as your lover You'll never be free
Dear God
A lonely road, crossed another cold state lineMiles away from those I lovePurpose hard to findWhile I recall all the words you spoke to meCan't help but wish that I was thereBack where I'd love to be, oh yeahDear God the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not aroundWhen I'm much too far awayWe all need that person who can be true to youBut I left her when I found herAnd now I wish I'd stayed'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tiredI'm missing you again, oh noOnce againThere's nothing here for me on this barren roadThere's no one here while the city sleepsAnd all the shops are closedCan't help but think of the times I've had with youPictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeahDear God the only thing I ask of you isTo hold her when I'm not around, When I'm much too far awayWe all need that person who can be true to youI left her when I found herAnd now I wish I'd stayed'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tiredI'm missing you again oh noOnce againSome search, never finding a
My Personal Opinion "warning You Might Not Agree"!
Don'ts for parents: 1. Don't throw your 3yr olds b-day party with strippers and kegs. 2. use your kid to pick up chicks no matter how cute he/she is. 3. bet with kids and collect when they lose the bet. 4. help with homework when drunk because your kid will be put in special classes for thinking 2+2=chair. 5. teach your kid or anyone elses kid to fetch beer even if you are to drunk to make it to the fridge/cooler. 6. let your kid give the family pet a hair cut (fiddo will not be happy) 7. let you kid have coffee even if they say the other parent said they could it is a trick don't fall for it. 8. let your kid use aluminum foil instead of a bicycle helmet it is not the same. Know matter how much you put on. 9. let your kid stand on top of the tv in place of the antenna even if you throw cheez it crackers at them for food, if they have a sippy cup and you get better reception with the kid. 10. give the kid something to drink by opening the bathroom door and flushin
The lazy streets are undemandingI walk into the crowd..In starbucks you get yourCoffee or that lemonadeWhere people dress just snazzy..Beauty so unavoidable everywhereIts there I sit and wonder "Do I Dare?"But on the cellphone I text to herI'm nothing I want to beShe was a super model..And one wouldn`t know theDifference would you?Modern namesLike jackie or mandyAnd modern bodies again..0n Beach BoulevardI never felt so lonelyNever felt so out of placeI never wanted something more!But on the sitesI am anything I want to be She was beauty model For Robert Powers... On the cellphone I amAny heightI am any age I want to beShe could be a caped crusader orSupergirl, even middle aged...And you wouldnt knowThe difference would you?
Written By Emanon
Stepping over the bodies of mortals, Overcoming their eternal flaw of mortalityReaching for the hands of the godsGaining their knowledge of perfections in an imperfect mindCrying the tears of a thousand great lies, Reaching out to take back that one sad tale of good byeA scornful leave that emerged so suddenly, Not preparing them for their mortality was the fault of us, An inferior knowledge in not testing their mortality is the fault of theirs, And theirs alone;We are but the knowledge of many yesterdays.Passing forth through the ages, Displayed on the pages of the rattled cages to the age of us, The age of supposed enlightenment, While man still argues over the same tedious argumentsMorality and its links to a definite mortality, Silly little verses of morality, That has brought forth the constant stream of mortality to you.Man created the gods to have sense of being divine, When the eternal flaw of divinity, that which is damned reared its ugly headMan once again needing a scapegoat
In God We Trust
Here's your chance to let the media know where the people stand on our faith in God, as a nation. NBC is presently taking a poll on "In God We Trust" to stay on our American currency. Please send this to every Christian you know so they can vote on this important subject. Please do it right away, before NBC takes this off their web page.. Poll is still open so you can vote: This is not sent for discussion. If you agree forward it, if you don 't, delete it. By my forwarding it, you know how I feel. I'll bet this is going to be a surprise to NBC.
Recommended Reading!?
 Great non-fiction story about how we feel itches. The Itch by Atul Gawande Gawande is an excellent writer, in addition to this short story I recommend his books Complications and Better
Regulators Fumafia
It seems as if we all stand at the precipice of a world changing life altering shift. The world seems to spin much faster and we seem to live much more of just an exsitence than ever before. At times I ask myself this and wonder deep beyond what a mind should. I find that my life seems a blur. I remember wakeing up as a child on Christmas eve and it seemed to take forever for the day of all days to aproach closer. I remember days dragging into months and years into decades it seemed. Now my life is moving at a break neck pace along with every other body on this planet. The only time I remember time seeming slow and seeming like an eternity in my adult life was at war. Rolling like thunder on Route Irish or Tampa leading into the small villages and towns it seemed that it took forever before we reached our mission spacific target. In battle was worse, on average our engagements only lasted for a brief two and half minutes but seemed to last a lifetime... For some that was theyre life sp
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Astral Projection
Dammitman!  Why is all the fun stuff so hard to find anymore?  What's a girl gotta do to get some kicks?  I guess I will just resort back to my handy-dandy little book of "home remedies".....The recipe I want to try calls for hashish and belladonna...neither of which, unfortunately, I have access to at this moment in time.  Probably because  the former ingredient has the potential to possibly land me in jail, and the latter could land me in a coma!  But the issue is, I really don't want to land at all.  Period.  I wanna fly.  Charge up my witch's broom and fly!  I suppose I could substitute mugwort, benzoin and throw in a little chimney soot, which is the new "politically correct" recipe; in other words, a poor substitute....The new recipes just don't produce the startling psychedelic effects like the ones from the Middle Ages.  Dammitman....societal rules and regulations take the fun out of everything!  Meanwhile, back at the cave, I stoke the fire under the cauldron.....bubble, bubbl
I have MS.  January will be 7 years living with knowing this is what I have.  The past nearly 7 years have been an experience.  Well, once I finally came to terms with this whole thing.  Life with MS can be difficult.  When they first told me I had MS, I knew it wasn't good, but I didn't know anything about it.  At first, I thought I had it so bad, but over the years talking to others with MS, I would say I'm pretty lucky.  I don't have pain!!!  At least not at this point.  MS is always changing.  What I do deal with is bad balance, not being able to be on my feet for a long period of time, my sense of touch is not right, and my legs and feet don't have a normal feeling, but it is difficult to explain.  I also go to the restroom about 20 times a day, sometimes more, sometimes less.  But I have done things in the past 7 years that I like to brag about.  I helped organize an MS walk to raise money.  We only did one.  The support group that I used to go to did it and I was involved.  I he
To Her... Yeah, Some Of This May Be A Little Sappy.
My Fav. Lounge
The nicest people I have met so far hang out in the red dragon lounge you should come and check us out  
My Fu Baby
First Time Eva!
Check me out! First time I enter an auction!   I can not for the life of me figure out why it wont post as a clickable link or clickable pic, Sorry :(     
the walks on the beach that we've shared are very nice altough we've only walked it twice everytime that our eyes may meet i want to stare into them and get lost in your eyes. I Feel that if i maintain the stare i will get lost in your soul i've thought about holding you in my arms keeping you warm and safe from harm as we sit and talk about this and that i often wonder how it would feel to kiss those warm soft lips. then i snap back to this world. I Think You Might Be The Girl For Me That I Can Keep By My Side And Share My Love And Friendship With I Think That you will be a very special gift To My World i Want To Hold You In My Arms and smell your lovely secent as we watch the sun set over the horizion as the sun says goodnight i want to lay a soft kiss on the side of your neck to say thankyou for shareing this lovely momment With Me. As We Sit Here And Talk About Small Things As We Leave The Beach And Head Back Home This Wonderful day With You Should End With A Very Soft Sweet Short
ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! be detailed :) and no skipping or idks!  Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name:  2. Age : 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex?
Thoughts Of Fubar
I created my fubar account a couple years ago but never really used it until recently. When I found lounges I thought wow this is cool I can listen to some Jams talk some shit and make some friends. This doesnt seem to be the case. Most of the lounges I have been in are filled with staff and bullshit whos sole purpose it seems is to make themselves seem important. If your being an asshole you should be able to be called on it instead of hiding behind some bullshit title of lounge staff. I thought the purpose of a lounge was to shoot the shit enjoy each others company and talk about whatever. If your a member of a lounge that plays good hard rock and arent full of youselves please get a hold of me.
For Her
Lying beside you, here in the dark Feeling your heart beat with mind Softly you whisper, you're so sincere How could our live be so blind We sailed on together We drifted apart And here you are by my side So now I come to you, with open arms Nothing to hide, believe what I say So here I am with open arms Hoping you'll see what your love means to me Open arms Living without you, living alone This empty house seems so cold Wanting to hold you, wanting you near How much I wanted you home But now that you've come back Turned night into day I need you to stay So now I come to you, with open arms Nothing to hide, believe what I say So here I am with open arms Hoping you'll see what your love means to me Open arms
Magic And Powers In General
To start this I would like to ask the reader a simple question, "Do you believe in an individual actually having powers?". Now powers can range from having a sixth sense to actually being able to make things happen with the mind. I have been interested in this subject since I was young enough to actually make decisions of what I like and don't like. My personal opinion, and I'd like to note this is from experience, is that these 'powers' do exist and people have been able to tap into them since the beginning of time. I have had many weird things happen to myself in the last 10 years. Call it coincidence or pure luck, but I have made statements out-loud or even thought of something that has came true within a short period of time. In a later blog I will give a few examples of where I have personally experienced these happenings.
November Single
I may be the only guy in the world that likes having someone by their side who inspires them to be better and love them through life's obstacles.  I never was the one to want to sleep alone.  I do like my privacy but I feel like that can be over done when you can't share your life with someone.  Never was much to talk to myself.  I feel like I can vent and listen just as equally.  Finding someone is tougher and tougher the older i get cause most females my age are either married/ have kids/ or just nutso.  I obviously have not had much success with relationships because I haven't had my fair share of experiences.  I've been cheated on, ignored, used for money and never gotten my 50/50 girl.  You may ask yourself what 50/50 girl means..well it means doing things 50/50.  Paying for bills together 50/50.. paying for dinner 50/50.  I never have experienced any of my friends or family have that work.  Maybe my uncle but I don't think he is happy with his wife either.  Its hard to call her m
Everyone is invited witness Shaniya and Kent getting Fu-Married... God could not have made you people more perfect for each other... It was love at first sight and since then it been getting better and better... Come be apart of this wedding at the Se7en Sins Lounge
My Poems
I always wonder why I will always sit in the dark when I cry It's because without you here  Without my daddy near  I'm not whole.   The years of painshave finally taken their toll On me, because life without you Has been horrible, all I ever wanted to do Was be in your arms as I cried, As my soul slowly died.   No child should have to know the pain I know fore it is too great and plain. No child should have to hide the hurt I've had to feel or to have to skirt The dark hole that has become love.   A child should be as free as a dove,  To care for their daddy For that is what I want you to see That is what I donr want to hide from you. I only want you to love me and say I love you too.   Joyous life can be Oh, how I wish you could see What was lost was found and was yet again  Lost, how I wish you could feel the pain You have created for me. For nothingcan be done t oset it right. You refused to stay and fight For a love you lost and a love you may Never
Worlds In My Head
The parralllel transicities of the universes in my head would puzzle even the most educated of men. The gradual incline from world to world would throw even einstien. The many hardships in my conciuos existence have manifested many more. and my undieing love has created one so beautiful one could not even comprehend Would you please stop calling me,I don't know what else to do.For god sakes girl you're the one who wanted me to forget about you.You told me to forget so that's what I was tryin' to do.I went a whole month without talking to you.Then you call me out of the blue.Please leave me alone so I can forget, focus on the present.If you leave me alone I might get you out of my dreams, yes you heard me correct, Your face, Your name, Your voice, Your sweet soft skin and your long light hair.All these things continuously plague me.I would love to get you back.But thats not going to happen.So forget about me and get to steppin'. from the deranged pschopaths to the cardiotherasik neurolo
I Have An Idea
Personally i think its cool that people take pics of themselves and surroundings,in general i like people they facinate me and i enjoy seeing what other people do and how they live.but think of this the next time you decide to post a pic for millions of people to see....clean ur room!
A Thoughtful Mind
Last nite was Thanksgiving. Hope you all enjoyed a wonderful evening and a delicious meal.   And I hope you families with soldiers abroad had called them to show them that you think of them, sent parcels and letters.   I was a soldier, 13 years ago. It was the aftermath of the Balkan Conflict - Serbs and Bosniaks, Croats and Albanians fighting and my unit was in Sarajevo as peacekeepers. Today, our soldiers - American and German alike - stand in Afghanistan and fight against - who ? and for what ? We are told by our politicians, that they defend our freedom there. I wonder if this is so. Our freedom is attacked by a bunch of religious misguided dumb towelheads who never managed to build up something of worth. In 20 years of the terror of the Taliban regime, they blowed-up ancient artworks like Buddhist temples, Hindu shrines - even artifacts of the ancient realm of Bactria, invaded by Alexander the Great, were destroyed by the wrath of the Taliban. Museums were plundered, women p
Witchcraft And Othere Things
Candlemas/Imbolc - 2nd February Imbolc, also called the Feast of Brighid, celebrates the approach of spring. The term "Imbolc" means "in milk" and at this time, pregnant sheep begin to lactate. This is one sure sign that spring is coming soon. Although the days are getting longer, this is still the heart of winter and Brighid, the Celtic Goddess of healing, poetry, and smithcraft is honored. Her gift of smithcraft comes with an added bonus - fire. This may be the reason some celebrate this day as the day of the Celtic Fire Goddess. This is a time of new beginnings and growth. At this time, think of your goals and dreams for this year that you will accomplish. At this time, greet the pregnant Maiden Goddess and give Her thanks for soon She will give birth to the spring. HERBS: Snowdrop, Bay, Heather, First Flower of the Year. INCENSE: Rosemary, Cinnamon, Westeria Frankincense, Myrrh COLOR: White, Orange, Red. DECORATIONS: Lamps, Brooms, Yellow flowers. FOOD: All dairy products, Cu
Quotes I Like
"Love is like grass. If you fall on it, it may leave a stain and some temporary pain. But you’ll get over the pain, it will eventually stop hurting. Now maybe the stain ruined your favorite pair of jeans, or maybe it was nothing special that was ruined, but either way the stain remains there. And with time, it will begin to fade, but it will always be there, a permanent reminder that you, too, once fell.” Author unknown   Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs.Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers' eyes. Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers' tears. What is it else?A madness most discreet, a choking gall and a preserving sweet. What I have with him is worth it. It is worth every lonely night,every tear I cry from missing him,and the pain I feel from not having him close.It is worth it because he is my one and only.When I picture myself years from now,I see only him. No matter how painful distance can be, not having him in my life would be worse.    
Babygirl292008 Shit
When I'm gone just carry on don't mourn rejoice every time u here my voice just know that I'm looking down on u smiling and I didn't feel a thing so baby do't feel no pain just smile back! I hate bein alone this shit sucks! Fuck a hater fuck a snitch!
Frustrated... Women
I hate that...  I mean I fucked this 40 year old last night who had no idea how to ride cock.  She kept just grinding on it.  I'm not small by no means, so she could've taken my cock upto head and back down all the way to the balls.  She was great at oral sex, but once we got to the point where she rode me cock it got bad.  Not to mention I had to do ALL the work leading upto when she asked if I wanted to goto the bedroom.  I had to make EVERY move which took like an hour, so by that point I was already pissed off and frustrated. Also I don't get why women these days try to connect sex to a romatic relationship  first these days.  To have a romantic relationship I must have a good friendship and sexual relationship (friendship being first).  
The answers were so FUN Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you!Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT!1. Would you be in control?2. Would you pull my hair?3. Would you whisper in my ear?4. Would you talk dirty to me?5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?6. Would you say my name?7. Would you go down on me?8. Would you let me give you a hickie?9. How many rounds would we go?10. What would you wanna do afterwards?11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?12. Would you lick and bite me all over?13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?14. Would you want me to take my time?15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?16. Would you want fast or slow?17. Where would you wanna "do it"?18. Would you be loud or quiet?19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?20. What position would we do it in?21. Do you like me?22. Would you call me the next day?23. Would you scratch me?
Fu Fake Gentleman
cant wait for the snow u no whats going to happen lol
Might Be Gone Awhile thats where ill be... why?...because lately ive been distracted...and i need to concentrate on my music a lot i am not in anyway blaming fu for anything...its just a lot easier to run my music and life through one site than have to check multiple sites daily and be responsible for other things like my family and such... if you guys would like to check out my tunes the link is above and i hope to see you al again soon... peace and love... drew :D
If I Died
This is something that I found going through some old stuff on my comp, figured I'd throw it out there, hey... it's my first blog on here, of course it's gonna be dumb LMAO.  If you wanna, feel free to copy and paste it into an e-mail and hit me up, steal it if you'd like, there are some answers out there that you just wouldn't expect!     If i died tonight, and you would never get a chance to see me again. [be honest]01. What are 5 things you would want me to know before I died?1]2]3]4]5]02. What would 5 questions be that you have been wanting to ask me?1]2]3]4]5]03. If I died, would you come to my funeral?04. If I died, would you cry?05. If I died, would you forget me eventually?06. If I died, what would be going through your head?07. Would you tell me you loved me before I died?08. Would you mean it?09. If I died, would you regret anything you said to me?10. If I died, would you be wishing you told me something that you haven't already told me?11. If I died, what would be your la
Random Thoughts
My heart is heavy, my heart is broke. It takes your breath, and it makes you choke. The pain will take you to a dark place and eat you alive. Loving someone will only get your heart broken. The tears will roll and you will ache. Love is a lie, love is untrue. It will eat you alive and leave you blue. I look into your eyes and see the real you, and it makes me wonder why you do the tings you do. People  come and people go but my love will always show. You took my heart and broke it in two. Why oh why do you treat me this way. You pick up my heart and you throw it away. Alone in the dark, with just my thoughts. Crying because of the loneliness and pain. What went wrong I will never know, I'll just pick up the pieces and go. Welcome to the dark and wrap myself in it. Stay in the dark, live in the dark. Never to love again.    Drama, drama, drama, everyone says they don't want any drama. Everyone says they don't need it or don't want it and that's all fine and dandy. Just one lil
Respect Or Pride
I am curious to know what is more important to the male specis...Respect or Pride?
Exotic Dreams
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Depressed.. Worried...scared....
Hello everyone! Im sorry it's taken me so long to get this up, as I know some of you have asked what's wrong?? It's been a long busy few days and very bad day for me! For those of you who don't know I moved to GA from TN. I gave up my life, job, home, friends and family to move to GA. The reason for that is because my fiances mother was diagnosed with stage 4 uterine cancer. As the doctors done test after test they also found it in her spine, lungs, and liver and other areas of the body. She was diagnosed in April of this year, she spent nearly a month in the hospital. Beginning in May she had radiation and ended June 9th or so. June 14th I began my journey of providing 24/7 care for her as I was in nursing in TN. She began chemo shortly thereafter.  It's been very hard, challenging yet rewarding to do this. Do I regret it NOPE! Yes I get  frustrated I'm 26 and basically have no life unless I basically tell someone look I need a break! Which isn't very often. Anyway, 2 weeks ago she
Need Help
I need a small bit of help. I'm trying to find someone who is in or near Brownsville Tx. Who can do me a HUGE favor. I didn't get to Philidelphia quick enough. So I either need to find someone in Brownsville or fly there myself. There will be reward for what I need done. I need some one with a camera to take some pictures for me. It will be easy and not hard to do. This means a lot to me. So if you know anyone who can help let me know.   This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. When you are done, post it in your notes. Change the header to "My fine is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.Smoked pot -- $10Did acid -- $5Ever had sex at church -- $25Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40Had sex with someone on Facebook -- $25Had sex for money -- $100Ever had sex with the a Puerto
The Right Way To Do It!!!!!
Its all about the sex.Getting in and out.Busting in and out.Screaming loud, Cussing words you've never heard before.Going into imaginary land.Feeling the highest state of ecstasy.The inner freak is coming out.Sex is what it's all about. No more hiding.Going hard, going deep.Constantly in and out.Slow and Quick. Soft and Violent.Open your mouth.Baby begging for anal.Too big, so use my finger.1 finger, 2 finger, 3? no more.She is a true nymph.nutting freely like a rain shower.Swallow some, swallow it all.Don't like to swallow? I'll clog the back your throat.Then you won't vomit!Choke you, romp you.Swing you over there.Have my way as always.No other way is best.Moans, groans, the only noises you make.Never-ending. Unable to stop.Loss of consciousness, out for the night.Sleeping deeply. She's gone.Turned her views, changed her ways.Come to my side. The good side.Reality you never knew existed.Next time, make it a threezie.Some for one, More for all!
Rising To Nothing
Nothing i was, nothing i am, and for always nothing to be. not even a speckle of dust or ash upon the earth. why cant anyone see me? a ghost i must be. a ghost i am. a ghost i will forever be. quiet and alone, the 2 things i hate most, i must live with for eternity. no one to go but myself. no person except me. demons parade around me, my life. suffering is all i expect. torment is all i live for. the past haunts me, the future taunts me, the present is just lonely. no one to see, no one to please, no one to love. blood is how we live, it decays with death, and forever pleasures ourself. its as if im the invisible man of whom no one sees, no one cares about, and no one wants to see. ignoring me. ignoring my existance. ignoring this life on earth. i have been placed in the wrong realm of reality. i belong in the underworld with the shame and recluses i so long deserve. desiring one, i do. desiring the world, never. noticed i never will be. unknown for eternity. so here i am, risen to no
Songs I Wrote
a graveyard in December everything around me is dead and dying a graveyard in December so dark now, but its not too hard to see   I laid you down to rest, beneath the harvest moon it brok my fucking heart, i should be laying there too iver never felt pain so bad i cried, until that fucking night it hurt so fucking bad, the night you died   a grave yard in December your broken heart still screaming out to me a graveyard in December what i've done still haunts me in my dreams   my days and nights are filled, with blood curdling screams i cry your name out in my sleep i wake up sobbing, nightmares cutting so fucking deep   a graveyard this December moonlight bathes the dead and drowns me My graveyard in December when my life ends drag my body through the streets     You said you want it (need it)then you've got a little piece of mewas it worth it?(you deserved it)what more will it take to make you see?Can you see it? (your reflection)what is it that your mind conce
Truth Behind
Gothic talking to her sister on phone, Mentions about her dying her hair blonde and her brains going with it, I said "So thats where you get it" and Gothic replies with "No She gets it from me" Cause she's the elder sister... ADMITTING she is the Blonde one! LMAO!!!! I believe she has not only been busted, but she walked into a dead end there!!! Biblical scholars have argued from time to time that December 25th was not the actual birth date of Christ. It was just adopted as a day to celebrate the birth of Christ as a Christian substitute to the Roman festival Saturnalia in the third century. Saturnalia was celebrated as the Feast of Sun and was actually considered the birth date of the Sun God of the Romans. Catholic priests held a special mass that day for Christ and thus, it came to be known as 'Christ-mass' or 'Christmas'. Along with the date, several other pagan traditions, rituals and customs followed the way to become associated with Christmas such as decorating fir trees and
I Dont Know
ok so i made a lot of mistakes in the past and i`m feeling that its to late to correct them now. i picked the wrong woman to try and have a meaningful relationship with and now its over.   is it ever possible to correct those mistakes or should you just forget and move on with life. the woman i should have pursued is now in a relationship with someone else and all i find myself doing is praying it doesnt work out and i feel bad about that. i should be looking for some body thats free and wants to have a relationship with me but i just cant seem to do that.
Content Or Grammar
I have seen over and over a message with genuine content shot down by peers, hell everyone because of grammar mistakes.Do you think it is the message that is important?  Or should it just be discarded because of a misplaced comma or forgotten period Yeah I did that on purpose for all the English Prof's    
The Graceful One
Graceful beauty yet untouched Not ever truly seen Beneath the gossamer veils The beautiful chaos lives It breathes and grows A beautiful contradiction Words that cannot truly express Never what people see Nor able to be what they want Not perfect, not beautiful, always wrong The graceful beauty of chaos in my soul  
What Time Is It?
Sorry to imform those who don't give a damn whether i rate/fan you, but your time is up!! Find someone else........ For the Fu-Friends n Family who appreciate not when i rate/fan them, but my friendship as well: You're in the clear!!
Dark Side
Run, run, run......i'm here for my fun thought it was safe to fuck with my mind. But you've awakened the side of me that I kept away for everyones own good. Thought it was all fun and games, but little did you know I was keeping tabs on who and where. I am gonna rape your fucking mind and destroy your fucking tried to do it to me. But I'm gonna make your nightmare a reality for you and I...We gonna dance all night until I'm tired. Don't cry now, cause all the knives you put in my back and my heart, are now laid in front of you. If I were you I'd run..But hey the door is locked..If you want the key, explain why you think you should have it... Explain why you still have my heart... Explain why you thought I was a fool and I didn't see what was going on... Stare like a zombie like you always do... I have all my life to wait... You only have minutes... Blah, blah, you're words fall on cold deaf ears... Do you feel the pain and mental torment you put me th
Why Must Everyone Be So Deceitful
Coming new to Fubar as we all do, I was not quite sure how to manage the Family and Top Friends categories. Family was not so difficult, but Top Friends is a bit dicier for me. All things being equal I didn't see it a big deal, but as I started bombing and managing the 100-11's I have available, it has become a bit more of a challenge. So here is my thinking, it may not be yours but it is mine and as such the way I view this. Friends are those that over the past couple of months I have come to be able to count on, if only for a morning re-rate whenever I rate. In most cases these are the people that make sure I remain shit-faced and rate me everyday, so that an old goat like me can level. They have helped when I have needed it, have asked but not whined or begged for help when they needed it and I have answered that call without hesitation. Some are lovely people...pretty kind some might even say they are sexy. No arguement here, but not why they are Family. They earned Family st
For The Runways Out There
this is for all you runways out there the ones that run from the best things in life you only want to be there when its convfent for you well thats not how it works you need and should have been here snice day one no running and playing lilkids game is time for you to grow up and be a man take care of you what happens in your life and step up to the plate you made your bed now lay in it you cant have your cake and eat it too and if your sitting read this YES ITS FOR YOU !!!!!!!!!!1 
Things About Me
Favorite Flower: Lilies with Orchids I like to eat grilled cheese with mariinara sauce I don't like to play footsie once i can feel the other persons toe nails. i hate it when people fidget i love all fashion era's between the 30's and 60's I hate the 80's full of coke and bad clothes i like white gold better then yellow gold I love words by Dr. Maya Angelou I've seen someone die, I wouldn't choose to forget it I've had my heart broken more than once i used to and still do love shows like: Family guy, the cleveland show, The old Girl's next door, Doug from Nickelodean and the rugrats, power rangers, vr troopers, sailor moon, the vampire diaries, secret life of an american teenager, 7th heaven, party of 5, full house, family matters, the cosby show, and most of all Fresh Prince of bel air. Movies: I hate scary movies, I watched one in theatre's i'm not the kinda girl that'll just jump out and hold your hand. I will jump out and leave the theatre. lol. I love comedies, acti
It was a ravishing Sarcophagus Anointed with alluring gems of Hyacinth and Onyx Fitted for a Queen, A women with beauty of the fabulous Houri of the Turk For her to lay in the abyss of eternity with her only beloved in Luxor It is an astonishing Sarcophagus The envy of all the Mediterranean She who lay inside will be glorified in history It is the perfect Sarcophagus To deliver thy Queen upon Anubis He will take her prematurely It is a curious Sarcophagus In that the Queen still walks Why the luxury for this fallen women It is a mysterious Sarcophagus To be banished from the world herein And her dishonor with it It is a disgraceful Sarcophagus Which inside lies no Queen, in fact, But the Harlot who thought she was It is an avenged Sarcophagus For tramp who murdered the Queens heart Now lays with scarabs It was a mercifuless Sarcophagus Not only buried was the cold body of a young girl slain But the unforgiving heart of a humiliated Queen It i
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Caramel Tart
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?Pat[2] You were in the car with?Andrew[3] Went to the mall with?The family[4] Person you talked on the phone with?Pat[5] You messaged/​commented on Fubar?WrekkaT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?TrueQ: Been searched By Cops?FalseQ: Been suspended from school?FalseQ: Sat on a roof top?TrueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?FalseQ: Broken a bone?FalseQ: Have shaved your head?FalseQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?TrueQ: Shot a gun?FalseQ: Donated Blood?TrueWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?Drink[2] Be serious or be funny?Funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?Beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?Getting shotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?Sun[2] Winter or fall?Fall[3] Left or right?Left[4] Black and white or colo
News Worldwide And Such
  Dr. Paolo Zamboni has come upon an entirely new idea about how to treat multiple sclerosis, one that may profoundly change the lives of patients. He found that scientists who had studied the brains of MS patients had noticed higher levels of iron in their brain, not accounted for by age. The iron deposits had a unique pattern, often forming in the core of the brain, clustered around the veins that normally drain blood from the head. Dr. Zamboni wondered if the iron came from blood improperly collecting in the brain. Using Doppler ultrasound, he began examining the necks of MS patients and made an extraordinary finding. Almost 100 percent of the patients had a narrowing, twisting or outright blockage of the veins that are supposed to flush blood from the brain. He then checked these veins in healthy people, and found none of these malformations. Nor did he find these blockages in those with other neurological conditions. Zamboni dubbed the vein disorder he discovered CCS
Thoughts From An Epiphany
So in any normal circumstance I'd never post anything here, but I figured I might give it a try. Actually, I was a frequent blogger years and years ago back during my undergraduate days (wow, I'm starting to feel old just thinking about it. And I just barely graduated a year ago as of Dec 13th here in 2 days). BUT, looking back on it; I see how immature I was back then. And as I've gotten a bit older, posts are fewer and far between; unless it seems important or something of relevance. Now on with the post... Abandonment? Meaning (as defined by Merriam-Webster) "given up." A lot of things can come to mind when you think "abandoned" (or any form of the word). Myself? It unfortunately brings back a lot of painful memories. Memories I never thought I'd ever remember. Not until 2 nights ago... I was on the phone with one of my best friends in Shreveport and while I was speaking, I happened to mention a few things on my mind. In particular, my string of horrible luck in relationships...
Body And Mind
acceptance means that you can find the serenity within to let go of the past. acceptance is the road to peace, letting go of the worst, holding on to the best. acceptance is the hearts best defense, love's greatest asset, and the easiest way to keep believing in yourself and other's. accept what comes to you totally and completely so that you can appreciate it, learn from it, and then let it go. Acknowledging fear is not a cause for depression or discouragement. " Because we possess such fear we also are potentially entitled to experience fear (fearlessness). True fearlessness is not the reduction of fear; but going beyond what you fear. Sometimes your in pain and at times you might be happy.  Tranquil is almost null, at times you feel kidnapped by your work and entrapped in your life.  Some live in constant change, others feel abused not knowing where they go.  This place is quick, fast, blurry; at times there is no moment for rest, endings to life here are vague, some happy, some
New Social Network Virus
Ikea recalls children's high chair 5 hours 35 mins ago Buzz Up! Print Story Furniture giant Ikea has confirmed it is recalling a children's high chair following safety concerns. Skip related content Related photos / videos Ikea recalls children's high chair The recall comes after reports that locks securing the seat to the frame of the "Leopard" children's high chair may break, which could result in children dropping through the frame. One child suffered bruised legs after falling through the chair. There are also concerns that youngsters could choke on the detached snap locks. The company is calling for customers with the chairs to stop using them immediately and return the seat and frame to Ikea where they will receive a full refund. A spokesman for the Swedish retailer said: "Ikea has received 11 reports of broken snap locks, including one incident where the seat with child dropped
For Fun
You:   What color eyes? Brown   Hair?  Brown      How tall? 6'6"       How old?  28 What city do you live in Fairfield,nj   Male/Female?  Male      The Private You?   How many people have you had sex with in 2009?   none   How many of those people were one night stands?  None   How many serious relationships have you had?   serious 4 whatevers a few more then i would like to talk about   What is your favorite position?     Doing it any way i can!   Have you ever slept with more than one person at a time? Yeah      Him / Her   Eyes?   Yes that would be weird otherwise     Height?   no shorter the 5'1"      Tall / short?  I already said     Personality?     One is required, yes   Age?  Older then 18 under 35     Misc.  She needs to have a brain   What is the first question you ask before having sex with someone?     No diseases right? lol   Have you ever considered or had a sex buddy with no relationship?  done it a few times lol   If yes, how
My Angel
For never more will my heart be cold, for thee I tell you, I now have a heart of gold, now that I have you to hold. We now hold the keys to each others hearts and souls.So listen to the sounds of our bodies as the story is told, for we may never know what will unfold.I love the gentle touch of your hands, as they warm my body and touch my soul.I love the gentle touch of your lips for they are never neither rough nor are they ever cold. I love the soft words that you speak as they caress my mind and make me whole.I longed for the moment that we are joined together as one, now my love the story of our bodies starts to be told, with you for me to ever hold. ©WMW2004 I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up, I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up, I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up and if this is a dream then damn sure don't wake me up; but if this is truely reality then please lord don't make it a fatality...Lord hear my cries and hear my pleads if this is truely an angel you
First Blog
all i know is a week aog i met the most amazing guy in my email box,and now i feel totally lost,because i can't seem to really reach out and connect with him the last two days  
Here's a new skin I just made for Lisa-Jane. Here's a preview To rip it to your profile use this URL
Read I Changed My Mind
    As I looked out the grey hound window I was on, I could see the rain work its way down the glass.  Slow bands that would only change their course when the wind would.  I had watched them most of the night.  It seemed as if the rain was cleaning the path ahead of me.    The sun was due to be up soon and I still had no idea where I was.  Some where in between Minneapolis and Chicago.  It didn’t matter really, because I knew where I was headed.     Patricia…    She was the reason I was riding on this bus.  I was risking everything being on this bus.  My job, my house, and my life just for her.  All things considering it was an easy choice for me to make.    I would ask my self why?  Why would I risk every thing just to have her in my life?  What was so important that I needed her in my life?  The answer would come as if some one was talking to me.      “Because you love her.”     I reached up and turned on the light above my seat.  I had to check my bus ticket
Lyric Thingys I Like
Whatcha thinking wearing that skirt? Whatcha thinking being a flirt? Whatcha thinking wearing PVC? Whatcha thinking? Whatcha thinking? Whatcha thinking smelling like a dead hand? Whatcha thinking digging that band? Whatcha thinking doing your dance? Whatcha thinking? Whatcha thinking?   Are you the prince... of E-Ville?   Whatcha thinking smoking those cloves? Whatcha thinking wearing those gloves? Whatcha thinking using that cane? Whatcha thinking? Whatcha thinking? Whatcha thinking smelling like dirt? That poetry of pain and hurt. Whatcha thinking flashing your fangs? Whatcha thinking? Whatcha thinking?   "Could you be any more gothic pretentious?" "How dare you speak to the Prince of Evil that way you slut!?" "Prince of Evil? You work at fucking Dairy Queen!"   Whatcha thinking? Whatcha thinking? Are you the prince of... E-Ville? How can you call yourself a god, Don't even bother to interfere, Created in your fucking image, What kind of creep does that make
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Chapter One
A cool mist clung to the blades of grass on Luciano’s lawn like children seeking the succor of their mother’s caress as the car pulled up along the circular drive to his palatial home. The house was long and flat, ringed with simple columns as a Roman estate might. White stone composed its walls. Like the Pantheon in the city of his birth, there was a single rotunda in the center of the home, also ringed with columns, that rose slightly from the rest of the house. The car came to a stop before a porch with a high pitched roof. Among the rest of the house’s architecture, the roof, with its shingles stood largely out of place. The rear doors opened. The woman, Luciano’s companion for the night and all of his many centuries, stepped out. The rain had stopped. She held the door open for him while he floated from the car. Both he and she walked to the front door of his house. The door opened. Standing there was an older gentleman. His balding head and proper stance
Shadow Of A Doubt:the Clarence Elkins Story
Six-year-old Brooke Elkins woke to terrible noises in the middle of the night of June 7, 1998. She had just been to a birthday party for a cousin and was spending the night at her grandmother's house in Barberton, Ohio, near Akron.   She got out of bed wearing her grandmother's pink nightgown, opened the bedroom door, and went out to the living room, where she knew "Mamaw," who was 58 and legally blind, would be asleep on the couch. But she wasn't there. The terrible noise proved to be coming from the kitchen, where Brooke saw a man standing over her grandmother with a shiny implement in his hand. The child ran back to the bedroom and closed the door, but she'd drawn the intruder's attention. He entered, and she felt the impact when he struck her but then lost consciousness. The intruder strangled and assaulted her with an object, apparently leaving her for dead, but she woke up hours later, bruised and hurting. She slowly arose and went out to find Mamaw. She needed help. But Mamaw
It is the voice in the back of your mindthat whispers all the thingsthat seem too cruel to say.It is all that is locked up tight.Never to see the light of dayIt is not a husband....It is pain.It is not a father....It is failure.It is not a son....It is hate.It lies drowning in a pool polluted with frustration and self loathing.It is all my hatred pressed downto the head of a pin.It's heart is black...Beating in time with mine.It is not a leader....It is useless.It is not wanted....It is black.It is not needed....It is worthless.It is everything and nothing, all at once.All it has is darkness.It needs to feel.It needs to hate.Keep it locked up inside of me,so only I can feel the pain. I listen to almost anything theses days really. I believe the right music speaks to you and lends a voice to your soul, and allows your heart say things that otherwise you might not have the words to say. The songs I choose for my page say things about me and how I'm feeling. So if you want to know about m

My Faith I sit here tonight alone pondering what I will be shown Praying for the guidance that He will bring my years pass by from spring to spring   I feel the love that He offers each day as I awaken from my sleep to give thanks and pray with temptation in this world all around I seek His presense and assuredly it is found   Written @ 11:02 on October 2, 2010 by Rhonda Reneau Alone User Rating: 7.9 /10 (38 votes) - vote - 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10   Print friendly version
For Thought
Shrouding all the ground around meIs this holy crow above me.Black as holes within a memoryAnd blue as our new second sun.I stick my hand into his shadowTo pull the pieces from the sand.Which I attempt to reassembleTo see just who I might have been.I do not recognize the vessel,But the eyes seem so familiar.Like phosphorescent desert buttonsSinging one familiar song...
Cowboyz Bowl Bound
Just In Case
Here I am its almost 7 am and I havnt gone to sleep yet. I just cant get someone off my mind. Its rather silly I know, since I hardly know her and we just barley started talking. She just seems so down to earth and cool. Granted most people start out like that but thats not the point Ive sat here the last few hours since she went to sleep just thinking about her.  Now granted I think shes way out o my league..Its been a while since Ive had a little crush on someone and it just  feels really nice. Heres to hoping she doesnt stop talking to me.                                                   Am I the only one that could care less about this time of year?  Granted its fun to watch little kids faces light up when they find that one toy when they go shopping in my dept. but other than that. I find it hard to deal with after of years of being with no one on christmas and years of working retail. Its kind of zapped it all out of me
Thoughts From Beyond The Living
hey first blog. put em up. LOL First and foremost i neeed to enter the newest theory that sprung from my mind today. health care is nothing more than a scam to force the general population to conform to neofacist docterins designed to clone us and then sterilize us so the World population growth can be dropped to nothing, allowing the government total control over our lives. Next........i'm at a lost, i not good about talking aboutt myself..... so please forgive if my thoughts are chaotic. oh i got stopped tonight. cop was going for glory bust. kept trying to get me to say i had drugs on me or in my car. which i didn't. but i also didn't have my liscence. which due to being so angry about not gettin his glory bust, he completely forgot about it, let me fof on a warning for failure to use my blinkers. freaking glory hounds.   not much else happened. so i guess i willl close. Ordum Necronis
Stupid People
what the fuck is up with people nowadays.everyone thinks they are the shit i mean its ok to have some convidence but dont get stupid with it.And jealousy ok yeeah who fuckin cares who you date or your fu-married to just in case you didnt know fubar is fake its not real life so wake up dumbasses
..:: Life ::..
after so many years and all , I got card from the family and they sent me $15 gift card and note tellin me to enjoy the card and also ask me not to come home this year again there will be NO room for me to stay where they have other family members stayin and wont be enough room for me to stay , what a family I have ... oh well nothin new with that ... I will use the gift card to go to the movie and see whats playin ...  
G-d has been called a few names over time, but none of them are actually His/Her name since no one knows it. The first was YHWH then Adoni, then Eloheim and now, simply G-d. When Moses asked G-d what he should tell the people about the name, G-d responded with "I AM That I AM." So Moses said I will tell the people that "I AM" is the Lord. In fact you can actually trace historical references to time periods by the name that was used in the reference.  So, since we don't know G-d's name, we dont know what He/She looks like, we really only know what G-d told us, we use names to represent G-d. That leads biblical scholars to feel that the word god is therefore a representation of G-d and in itself holy. Hence, it is considered proper not to write the whole name out since it is a holy word (even though its not the real name.)  I have a Lutheran pastor friend that does the same thing, but my own Rabbi doesn't. He writes it out as God. I just wasn't raised to spell it out so I dont.
ghhh stiupid jealous haters!! They hate on me because they got nothing to do LOL I'm bored of one site, and I'm about to delete off there, posted a goodbye thread.MizzClaudia: well, I think I'm out of here, this site is really boring, I prefer facebook and fubar over this site. Plus I don't need negative people in my life especially if I want to loose some weight right now and I'm on the right track so, have a good one everybody and yes I am being serious, I'm not coming back anytime soon, perhaps later down the months! For my friends, you have my contacts, Best Wishes everybody!!!then haters come right in:why make a thread? just fucking leaveleft by ___BiLL___ 23 minutes agoI know people that care..left by MizzClaudia 9 minutes ago deleteif I fuCking feel like it I will create a thread but thanks!left by MizzClaudia 20 minutes ago delete So That Bill guy got mad at me because I shoved his faggot ass on ignore, I didnt need him to be negative on me in my thread. So he then createes a t
What I Believe
  1. Life  means suffering To live means to suffer, because the human nature is not perfect and neither is the world we live in. During our lifetime, we inevitably have to endure physical suffering such as pain, sickness, injury, tiredness, old age, and eventually death; and we have to endure psychological suffering like sadness, fear, frustration, disappointment, and depression. Although there are different degrees of suffering and there are also positive experiences in life that we perceive as the opposite of suffering, such as ease, comfort and happiness, life in its totality is imperfect and incomplete, because our world is subject to impermanence. This means we are never able to keep permanently what we strive for, and just as happy moments pass by, we ourselves and our loved ones will pass away one day, too. 2. The origin on suffering is attachment The origin of suffering is attachment to transient things and the ignorance thereof. Transient
True Story
True story written by my brother in law Alex.  Pretty hot.
Help Get The Kids Art Center Up And Influencing Lives
Yo Fubar check it out. Josh a.k.a Tat2artist a.k.a Fubars unofficial favorite tattoo artist is hittin the streets tomorrow and going to every law office in town and finding a lawyer to set up the 501c3 for free to help out the kids and teens in the community I live in. We are gonna get this building for these youths up and running. If you wanna help we are gonna take any donations you want to give send pens paint paintbrushes anything cd players we got noting so far. I dont expect people to hand out no money cuz i know its hard out there for everyone but if you got it like that and you got a heart for givin some kids a place to kick it where instead of trickin off their time doin stupid stuff (you all know what i mean) and a safe place from the negative influences of the world hit me up through my inbox and ill send ya my email address. Look forward to talking with you all if you got some ideas shoot them at me. one love respect and peace Josh
Lustful Longing
Tell me what I'd have to change. What would I have to do To slip into your arms; for me to make sweet love to you. Must I climb the highest cliff; swim along the ocean floor Crawl over broken glass - would you demand that I do more? Could you take me as I am, with my issues and my flaws Pull me to your chest without a hesitation or a pause? Slide my hungry tongue between your parted lips. Run my anxious fingers along your quivering hips. Wrap you in my passion, expose your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine, every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across my cheek, confess every desire Moan my name, call me yours, and set my soul on fire. Need me more with every breath that slips into your chest, Please me nightly, miss me daily, never compare me with the rest. Grip your wrists; look into your eyes, and say the words you long to hear Kiss you roughly, and scream my name, forever hold me dear. Do I ask for wishes that could never quite come true? Is my sin, my greatest fault, tha
Spotlight Glory
So I have been on the Fu for two years (almost three) and I have never attempted to get the spotlight. Well I'm not to far away from Godfather and feel like getting the spotlight would help me reach it or at least get very very close. So I am calling on all my friends, and their friends and their friends to donate fubucks and your whoring out skills to me.    ♥ Please and thank you :)
that's the sound of my blog cherry popping. i don't have anything else to say at the moment, just didn't wanna be a blog virgin anymore. since all the cool kids are doin it and all
Getting To Know Me
Looking back did you ever think you would be where you are now?Not really.  I thought I would be smarter when I grew up. Is there anyone getting on your nerves at the moment?Yep.Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you?Yes.  My wedding and engagement rings from my husband. Last place you fell asleep other than your bed?The couch. Is there someone that makes you happy every time you talk to them?Yes, there are a few people. What's the age difference between you and your best friend?My daughter is 18 years younger than I am. How often do you talk on the phone?A couple of times a month.  When it can't be avoided.  I hate talking on the phone. Is anyone else in the room with you?My little munchkin. Would you run down the street naked if it meant earning $15,000?Twice!Do you believe what goes around comes around?Yes.  But I don't think I will necessarily be there to see it when it happens.  Does it annoy when a person posts alot of surveys?Not really.  If I'm not in the mood, I
Sex Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
I sit her thinking about the yr ending in 2 days , its got me thinking. Another decade is gone and what do i remember. I remember the loss of 2 cusions, Kevin and John both gone to soon .. john at 15 and just a month ago. My Uncle Joe, lost him last week. And most of all my Grandpa @ yrs ago . I miss them and always will.  I remember trying many of times to find love and have not. The last time hurt the wort of all. I finally got tehat D.U.I.mama alwasys said i'd get . Lost my truck in the process.. I lost my license but mostof all i lost self respect in myself to have deen that foolish . This last decade hasn't been ll that bad though . I found a carrer i should have nevr left in the 90's. I am remembering  the last 7 yr of my life i have held the same job down . I remember being tols at the beginning of this r that myempolyer likes me andn wants to keep me and keep me happy. I just wonder what this next decade will bring . I hope its better than this last one .. who knows i sur
Real Stupidity...
LOL this person didnt look at my profile and was stupid enough to say they were 20 when their profile says 19, and they only got the account 12 days ago, then on top of it all they post professional looking pictures a whole 2.... what sadest is there are idiots that will believe them.. carla: Hi, how are you? I am carla and i am 20 and i am looking for a hot guy to play with or maybe a serious relationships to share my life with so, i attached my picture here so you can see my looks.. or maybe we can talked on private window.. I am online on my y=a=h=o=o and just add me, its carlasmith08=@=y=a=h=o=o.=c=o=m or (just remove the = sign to read my email addy) or just give me your email ID.. hope to talk to you soon.. I am badly waiting for you.. thanks for reading my message.. see ya!.. its me its my pleasure to meet you we can chat anytime you want.. to get more of each other... we can chat now.. love to see you soon carla...
To My Special Loved One
i wrote these in bordom and having too much time on my hands and there was only one person i could think of durring this time. to my loved one, oh i love you much i wish us to be together every waking moment. how much i think about you, just wondering and believing in how much nicer it would be for us to be closer together and to treat you so good, you can't help but to love me back. i dream about you when i sleep, day dream about you when i'm at work and smile so big when i talk to you. how i'd love to be near you even if its by the ocean blue. when your sad i wish i could be there just to make you smile.   The reasons why when the roses are red, i think about how much you make me blush. when the roses are white, i think that pretty dress that i hope to one day see you in. when the roses are blue i think about how much i love you. but when i think about you, i see why i love you.   You through lifes thick and thin i can see why you make me grin. when thought runs thr
Naughty Stories
This is a work of fiction.  Any reference to real individuals is just because they are part of my fantasy world.  LOL   After a few days of running around New Orleans together, Robin and her hubby invited me to go to a video store with them and her friend Adrienne. When we all met at the entrance, Robin gave me a wink and said, "Are you ready?". I had heard of some of the wildness of N.O., but didn't expect anything like this.Her husband bought some tokens for the video booths and said, "Let's go!", grabbing Robin's hand. Adrienne pushed her chest into my back and whispered, "You are so going to love this."I got back into the room, let my eyes adjust, and realized that there are two long couches facing the video machine. Hubby has already started dropping coins in the slot and I see Robin on her knees in front of him, with his cock out and sucking on it. I turned around and Adrienne had her shirt and bra off. I moved in to suck on her tits while she removed her pants, pushing my head
Well I finally made it to ANGEL. With a lot of help from some great friends. First and foremost I want to say thank you to my beautiful and loving girlfriend, Brittany Brutality. Without you buying the bombs and auto's I would have never made it as far as I did. And lets not forget all the pimp outs either. I love you my Princess.   Secondly I would like to thank BBQBANDIT. Truely a great friend who has helped me acheive my wings. Thanks for the bombs, bling credits, autos, pimp outs. I will pay you back someday. You bought all these things without asking for much in return only to be bombed and to be a friend. I thank you for that.   Thirdly and in no matter less important, all the folks who rated me on a daily basis ( just too many of you to list, and you know who you are ), those who bombed me when I had my autos running, and even when I didn't. Those who pimped me out when I needed it while bombing. Those of you who bought me drinks, sh*tfacings, blinged me. And lastly those o
Happy New Years
          Happy New Years, Welcome 2010, Good riddance 2009.   Well let me start out by saying Happy New Years To all who read this. 2009 was a so - so year for me. It started off horrible, when some rotten no good theiveing wench stole my money, stole my idenity and did the same to my grandfather ( who lives with me ). she even gotten me fired from my job. I was jobless, penniless and in debt because of her. Then things started to look up for me, she went to jail and is currently there. I joined Fubar and made some great friends, got a new job and on a July evening I confessed to Brittany that I loved her and had loved her from when we first met about 1 year prior. We have been together ever since. ( Love You Baby )   So as I look forward to the new year and sort of a "new start" I feel I should make some resolutions as do many people. I know I probally wont keep them but here is a short list of things I would like to acheive in the new year. Some may be obtainable, some may tak
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Happy New Year Friends.
Hi Friends Happy New Year to all of you, hope it will be a awesome new year it is now 2010 wow imagine that so hard to think I been on here sence 2006 wow I have made alot of good awesome friends and had some good time and great times and bad times of course like we all have this site of course is something else it was alot better back then as cherry tap but of course we all know times and things are for ever changing who knows mite change again sometime huh. I have made some awesome new friends so far this new year and also last yr of course still have a few old good friends from my first start of the day back in 2006 never thought id be on a site this long wow and still single on top of that hmmm hehe but of course those who know me or of me on here know that there is a reason why I am single and stay that way but of course for those who read this and don't know well the reason is because I collect pet snakes its posted right on the front page of this profile even in big letters but
True Love
The worst is holding on to someone who doesnt want to be held onto. Dont fall for someone enless they're willing to catch you. The thing about falling in love is that if you do it right, you will never hit the ground. life is too short to be anything but happy. So kiss slowly, love deeply,forgive quickly, take chances and never have regrets and remember that u wanted it at one point in time. Forget the past but remember what it taught you. Sometimes, you just have to smile pretend everythings okay, hold back the tears and walk away .if u want to see the rainbow u must go through the rain. if u want TRUE LOVE you must go thro the pain women were made from a mans rib not from his head to be superior, not from his feet to be walked on but from his side to be equal from under the arm to be protected and from next to the heart to be loved
25 Things About To Become Extinct In America
25.   U.S. Post Office They are pricing themselves out of existence. With e-mail, and online services they are a relic of the past. (refer to #9) Packages are also sent faster and cheaper with UPS. 24. Yellow Pages This year will be pivotal for the global Yellow Pages industry Much like newspapers, print Yellow Pages will continue to bleed dollars to their various digital counterparts, from Internet Yellow Pages (IYPs), to local search engines and combination search/listing services like Reach Local and Yodel Factors like 20 an acceleration of the print 'fade rate' and the looming recession will contribute to the onslaught. One research firm predicts the falloff in usage of newspapers and print Yellow Pages could even reach 10% this year -- much higher than the 2%-3% fade rate seen in past years. 23. Classified Ads The Internet has made so many things obsolete that newspaper classified ads might sound like just another trivial item on a long list. But this is one of those harbingers of
         A lot of people think they are in love or that things are the best they ever had. My advice to them is to really sit down and think on everything you have. People who say they are in love sometimes don’t even realize that what they feel is not love but lost. You will never know unless you know the person face to face and see if what you feel is passion/love and not just lust. Sometimes people don’t see it as that but trust me it happens more than often than not.         What people don’t understand is that to really know you love someone you have to meet them. To touch them to see if there is a fire there. That fire is called passion and without it you won’t last. You have to look into their eyes, hold their hand, to talk to them in person to really see if it is true love.         I have seen so many people on the internet say they are in love with someone and that they will do anything for that person. The thing is they never meet and they think they
Current Song Project
Sarah's Homework Assignment!!!!
***Sarah had an assignment for her psychology class..not sure the exact paper-subject,but this is what she turned in!! I almost cried when I read it!!! Remember...our kids remember EVERYTHING we do good and bad!!(don't know her grade on on yet!!)**** Childhood MemoryBy: Sarah Cerutti This rare, 1974 album of J.D. Blackfoot’s Crazy Horse is an item that I have had since I was two years old. My dad took me to an old record store down in Maplewood. He can’t remember the store, but he thinks the name was Disconnection. J.D. was collecting blankets and signing autographs. He is part Indian, so the blankets went to his reservation. My dad actually gave him one of my old baby blankets and asked him to sign this album. He signed, “To Sarah. Stay Happy.” Even though I have never listened to much of this album, I will always cherish this item from my dad. Growing up I was always around classic rock. I would come home to my dad and my brother blasting the big K-Horn Klips
Don't Like It .... Don"t Look ...
.... well it astounds me sumtimes how selfish and self centered people can b but fubar seems to b able to show that side of people regularly... which is sad as hell to in point.. my very best friend just had a birthday and out of the hundreds of people that call him their friend only a few of us did anything for him for his bday... do u have any idea how disgusting that is? this man makes bday salutes buys vips and blasts and bling packs for all his close friends on their bday but they couldnt even do a damn thing for him. i would have done more then i did if he would have let me but of course he wouldnt lol. now mind u im not 1 that buys into all the fubar bullshit anyways because lets face it ur payin money for pictures and points and nuthin thats real but still it would have shown that u cared at least a lil about sumone other then urself ... sumone who's been there for u when ur man hurt u or let u down or u needed sumone to talk to or sumone just to make u smile... he's
Free Fubucks
If your already on my FRIENDS list and want all my FUBUCKS leave a comment on this BLOG. The 1st one of my FRIENDS that leaves a BLOG COMMENT. Gets my FUBUCKS.
I Cant Complain....
Will you catch me if i fall.. Will my heart ache even heal? Tell me what i need to feel?     Theres nothing to miss if i keep it locked inside. i will pretend that its alright tonight I will keep my pride and let you go I have had a ruff past year.Its been hard on me with medical conditions and relationship problems..When i was out today i realized that i dont have it as bad as i thought i did..There was this guy with his son and he was a tiny baby he was three months i asked the guy his sons name and he told me in a studder...which i do to..he said aaadden i was so surprised that i had meet someone who studdered like me and stuggles as well as i do..I thought to my self its amazing that he was so willing to talk to me..i dont even like talking at times bc i know that im going to studder...I have more cat scans and mri's coming up and theres a possabilty of other things which only one person on here knows of..I'm not explaining it all...I just felt the need to vent a few things
Filll it out, you know you want tooo. x WHAT DO U THINK OF ME [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] No, I dont like you like that [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe []you look to sweet to screw [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] ________________________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Marry me [] Friends On a scale of 1-10 (10
Soldiers Poem
For all the free people that still protest. You're welcome. We protect you and you are protected by the best. Your voice is strong and loud, but who will fight for you? No one standing in your crowd. We are your fathers, brothers, and sons, wearing the boots and carrying guns. We are the ones that leave all we own, to make sure your future is carved in stone. We are the ones who fight and die, We might not be able to save the world, Well, at least we try. We walked the paths to where we are at and we want no choice other than that. So when you rally your group to complain, take a look in the back of your brain. In order for that flag you love to fly wars must be fought and young men must die. We came here to fight for the ones we hold dear. If that's not respected, we would rather stay here. So please stop yelling, put down your signs, and pray for those behind enemy lines. And then when the conflict is over and all is well, be thankful that we chose to go through hell.
I Love My Man Allan! :)
Thank You To All Who Helped
Liz Iz Back !!!!!
I have stared at a hollow grave. The waves of my life just rock me to sleep. It's the only thing I feel I have to help. And when I am asleep my haunted memories let the nightmares unfold me. No matter how hard I try I can't help but remember it. Don't fall down because an angel should never touch the ground he says. And I'm higher than I was yesterday. Believe me. But I'm a shattered torn tree in a deciduous forest. You can grab me by my waist and never let go. I'm waiting for the answer. I'm waiting in the deep silence. I'm waiting to fight through what's right and what's wrong to get me to you.   A simple thing as your touch can pull me out of the hollow tree. I am buried here with this weight over my shoulders. And I want you. I hear your whispers they have spoken to me in a world that no one else can see. I honestly didn't think it'd end up this far. And I'm really happy.       Just happy.   I miss you. Work hard get off work early to see your woman. Pale eyes make me see t
Somethings I Can't
This is the answer . I'm sure it's right now . I was asked " Why Do I pay for everything she did wrong " Tha answer is , it's not you . My red flags are easy to trip . It's no fault of your own . I'm over sensitive watching and gaurding from the biggest heartbreak I've ever had . Watching my family be broken to pieces , something I thought I had worked so hard to secure . Be crushed to nothing by sure lust or lonliness . It's not you it's me , because I care for you so easily , but I'm constantly searching for a pattern , a way for my logistical mind to forsee the future to predict , sadly enough ,how it will end . Simply because I've given up on someone really caring about me . I always seem to think it's not gonna last and in the end it will beat me , I come out on top in so many other ways , but never in this area . Why , am I so wrong at times , because I'm scared shitless when it feels so right . Thats why I can act like a SOB . When really and truly , I'm probably on e of the swe
in life we are ruled by feeling..i wonder why. At times and think about it late at night and come up with nothing... and no matter how hard i try i keep getting the same old feeling for some one i care for and i feel as i mean nothing to i ask what should i do ?
Some Times It Feels Good To Vent!
~true Feelings~
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man.God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.God and I are closest to the middle of the night.When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving yearsbecause
A Piece Of Fiction.
     I wasn't in the city when the bomb went off.  I was far enough away not to be effected by it's force.  But I was certainly close enough to watch the flash that lit up the horizon like a sunrise on a warm spring morning.  It looked beautiful.  I felt the ground shake.  It was like a very weak earthquake, it would have gone unnoticed if it weren't for the flash of light and the boom of what sounded like thunder in the distance.  People all around me then began to show concern, almost panic.      At the time I was on my way to meet with my employer.  I stopped near the city center market in Moscow.  I had to stop there.  Had to calm my nerves.  A few minuted before I stopped I got into it a brief argument with the local police over a pocket knife I had that was a little longer than legally allowed in Russia.  The police confiscated my knife and let me go with only a verbal warning, I was fine with that.  After the day I just had they could do whatever they wanted as long as it meant
Bambi And Thumper
This was taken in Alberta , Canada in a back yard...Very cool! Bambi & Thumper ....really do exist! What an incredible photographer to have caught these shots...
Stupid Or What?
My baby brother ronny was seeing this girl...she was pregnant when they started seeing eachother...he promised her he would be the father figure for her daughter seeing as the babies daddy died in a car she hasnt been the nicest person since the baby was born and i understand this..but he dont want to be responsible for another kid but he dont have the heart to tell the hes seeing different ppl behind her back...i know its wrong...but i just dont get involved with problems like this...but its my brother...shouldnt he be man enough to tell this girl he dont want all this right now...i mean to me its just not a smart thing...IDK..i love my brother but i think hes stupid     i think im more scared over the girl..i mean shes young...and  a mother...and shes lost the babies daddy and now my brother is being like this...i just dont want her to like freak out and like take her life or the babies or both...GRRRR     LEAVE SOME COMMENTS YALL...its 4AM and i just g
Squirter Video
I'm looking for people who have or has had loved ones who has suffered from multiple sclerosis.  I'm not the victim of it but my mom is she was diag with it in 2005. She's gone from bad to worse from then til this day currently, and I would like to know what your experiences are/were with yours? I do know it's life threatening and heart breaking,  she's pretty much in her close call last stages, not fully in a wheelchair yet but fighting to keep walking from what I have seen but there's alot more can not say what all. From the time we found out they told her she has had it for 15+ possible years then in 2005,  but since then she was told she kinda gave up the will to really beat it, then she tries to fight it.  My former employers common in law spouse had it, from what I remember he was pretty bad when he decided to go to a place to take care of him to free her from the burden and their children she was distraught but she knew his days were coming and accepted. He had died a few ye
God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael, the archangel, found him, resting on the seventh day.He inquired of God. "Where have you been?"God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction, and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look, Michael. Look what I've made."Archangel Michael looked puzzled, and said, "What is it?""It's a planet," replied God, "and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance.""Balance?" inquired Michael, still confused.God explained, pointing to different parts of earth. "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth, while southern Europe is going to be poor. Over there I've placed a continent of white people, and over there is a continent of black people. Balance in all things,"God continued pointing to different countries. "This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in ice."The Archangel, impressed by God's work, then pointed to a land are
The Lengths People Will Go
to those who know... this is the length that people will go to make themselves feel special and to destroy others....     a letter by HER.. My life, my love, my happiness has finally come together and everything is perfect now. You have made it that way. I don't know what i'd do without you now. I'd be lost and so depressed. When you came into my life, the light shined through the darkness, and the clouds and rain went waya. You made such a difference in my life that everyboyd noticed and was very thrilled for me. You mean everything to me and you always will. I love you more than life itself. I wouldn't even have to give it a thought and I would die for you in an instant. I'm extremely happy that I have found you because you are my soul mate, my other half, my heart, my soul, you complete me in everyway and for that I am very greatful. I never wanna lose you. You are my one and only. You are my destiny. You are my True Love. now to this person its terrible you could sit there a
Fumafia ???s
   So, I'm still just getting used to FuMafia (awesome, by the way), and I was just wondering, what constitutes a kill? My stats say I have no kills, but I have collected 2 bounties and attacked one person who then was hospitalized and nothing changed in my stats.   I know this may be a silly or obvious question, but I was wondering about that. If anyone can answer or better expalin this to me, that would be super helpful and much appreciated... Thanks!
time to rebuild the wall around my heart..he chipped it away stone by stone and he wasn't even trying..i know he'll never love man ever has..but i'm content to sit and love his friend..whatever..there's no one i'm hurting but myself..there's no one in the real world that is even semi-interested..the few i have met on line who are even remotely close by are just playing the same old who cares? i've tried to push him out..let someone else in..but no one comes's my life..i'll live alone die alone..doesn't really matter anymore..i'm not letting myself cry over it..   I Love You Baby. I've never told you upfront for one reason. I know what you're gonna say. So I'm sticking by the promise I made to myself a year and a half ago when that one other man who could even compare to you told me the same thing. *sigh* I'll never tell another man how I really feel again. It's not worth the pain and humiliation when you find out you're only good enuf for

I don't know  exactly what it is Her smile, her style, or her profile That drives me so crazy And drives me so wild   Her beauty leaves me breathless And draws the words from my lips The words I dare not speak to her Drives my mind to throw fits   And her names echoes through the walls Driving me near to insanity Resulting in my inner soul Falling further into calamity   As I attempt to sleep at night Her whispers taunt me in my ear And all I can do to is wonder out loud When again will my thoughts be done and clear?
Sinful Rawker
I dont mean to bug you . . . but I need two seconds of your timeand a click of your cursor. Are you game?I am in a contest to win a Happy Hour . . . Please rate the picture below for me!! Thank you so much in advance!!
Red, White And Blue
Brave Little Soldier by Dolly Parton I'm a brave little soldier I must be bold and strong A brave little soldier And I must carry on I'm a brave little soldier A brave little soldier I'm a brave little soldier I must fight, I must win I'm a brave little soldier Through hell and back again I'm a brave little soldier A brave little soldier Per rum, pum, pum Per rum, pum, pum Per rum, pum, pum, pum, pum Ye though I am marching through the valley filled with fear My steps are sure and sturdy and my aim is straight and clear The enemy is stalking me just waiting for the kill Like David slewed Galiath I will claim this battle field I'm a brave little soldier I must do what I can
My List Of Never Hads
I Just Wanna Post A Message
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Telemarketing Authority Figures Can Lick My Balls
I almost got fired from my telemarketing night job tonight.  Some gigantic blob of a woman supervisor I will call Clayface (because she looks like Clayface from Batman) asked us how we like the job.  I answered honestly.  Duh, how stupid of me.  For some reason It never gets through to me that honesty is a cardinal sin in telemarketing.  Anyway a couple hours later this dickhead manager who takes himself way too seriously pulls me aside and accuses me of spreading negativity.  I did no such thing.  I was minding my own business and doing my job when they asked me a question that I simply answered and explained why.  I have been in this shitty business for the better part of 6 years and have never seen a more wretched hive of scum and villainy.  Seriously they are a superstitious and cowardly lot.  I did not use those words however.  The only reason why I'm doing it now is because I can't get hired for anything else.  Not even McDonalds.  I have a fucking degree in Network Engineering f
Love is a wonderful thing.  Many times we wonder what love really is.  Love is knowing that you will always be there for each other.  It isn’t about having this or doing that, but the mere fact that you have a connection with someone.  Many times love hurts, it can hurt so much that it can stare you right in the face and laugh.  Love is sometimes a powerful thing.  When you love someone so much you have a comfort zone.  You don’t worry about what they will say when you talk about this or that.  When we love somebody we tend to open up more than if we were friends.  When we are standing, sitting or lying around and constantly thinking about someone, we have been struck by love.  But the ultimate power of love is knowing that you will always be there for each other.  Not just because we care, but because we have this feeling that we will do anything for them.
Prayers Needed
I was asked to Post this From the local Newpaper in Clinton Iwoa For My Sinfully Deb. Her Sister on here some of You know as Bi-Sexy Molly and the rest of her Family Died in a tragic House Fire Friday Night... Here is the story from the local paper...Four killed in fireHerald Staff ReportCLINTON — Four people were found dead after a fire late Friday night at a Clinton home.The Clinton Fire Department responded to a fire at 2436 Dunham St. at 11:37 p.m. Friday, where the first firefighters on the scene said light smoke was coming from the structure.According to a release, firefighters encountered moderate smoke and a small fire, and extinguished the blaze within approximately 10 minutes. One occupant escaped the fire without any injuries, according to the release.There were no working smoke detectors in the structure, the release states. Names of the four fatalities have not been released.The fire is under investigation by the Clinton Fire Marshal’s office, Clinton Police De
Funny Shit
I think Santa Claus is a woman....I hate to be the one to defy a sacred myth, but I believe he's a she. Think about it. Christmas is a big, organized, warm, fuzzy, nurturing social deal, and I have a tough time believing a guy could possibly pull it all off! For starters, the vast majority of men don't even think about selecting gifts until Christmas Eve. Once at the mall, they always seem surprised to find only Ronco products, socket wrench sets, and mood rings left on the shelves. On this count alone, I'm convinced Santa is a woman. Surely, if he were a man, everyone in the universe would wake up Christmas morning to find a rotating musical Chia Pet under the tree, still in the bag. Another problem for a he-Santa would be getting there. First of all, there would be no reindeer because they would all be dead, gutted and strapped to the rear bumper of the sleigh amid wide-eyed, desperate claims that buck season had been extended. Blitzen's rack would already be on the way to the tax
Dodgen Bullets
So a couple weeks ago I went to one of my peeps house, got some things, n stayed the nigh. So I woke up at like noon new I had to take off, had to make it back across Tx dirty, so I left. As it turns out a min or two after I left the cops kicked in the door to my friends house, n took folks to jail. This is the second time this has happened, the first was at my bf's house, I took off at like midnight 15 mins later everone went to jail.For what ever reason I think god kinda looks out for me, atleast a lil entrest.
Deaths Near Misses
So I guess one of the things that makes me uniqe si that Ive died atleast three times. The first two were from the same motorcycle wreck, no helmit went off the road and hit a metal pole. Life flight took me to Beaumont blinked out on hele ride, then again in ER, but they kept being able to bring me back. So a week went by and I came out of my coma on my 25th b-day, they let me know what happened, told me I cracked my skull, srushed the bones in my left ear (completely def), broken collar bone, blah, blah, blah. The third was alot less epic I was eating choked by the time someone came by I was blue, but once again I rebound well, cpr and Im back. On the way to the ambulance the EMS droped my strecher crossing the bridge form my house to carpport, good times good times. Well thats it for this one but there will be more stories of dumbfuckerry! 
Red Action/comedy This film is among a few others like it, mixing a action based story with realistic dialog and reactions with a comedic twist. Films like this will be the main for "action" genre  for some time due to the viewing public ( and my own) loss of interest in serious cut to the line type of action movies we became accustom to between the 80s and early turn of the century  ( around 2000- 2002) ( another factor is the state of our country, with the issues we have seen the market nearly demands some light witted  dialog even in the most blood packed movie.) This is a fun movie, good for a date night, Over all rating of 9/10 Age range 16-40 Black and White...In a sense.. Like A tree, growing away from the sun Like Night is to day.. and Love is to hate.. Is and I are.. Devil (2010) Basic Christan ideology, Story line is short, and movie is dragged out a bit. Over all they used a 15 min story to make a 100 min movie. Recommended audience: Religious persons,
Underpants Outside Day
The world is getting sadder by the day. Recession, wars, natural disasters and american idol. Well I think its time we all did something fun to help make the world a little better. Let's make march 1st 2010 the first ever underpants on the outside day. To celebrate, simple dress yourself as you would normally except do not wear underpants. then when you have your cloths on, put underpants on over top of them. Go to work or out shopping or even to your local bar like this. feel like a superhero all day. So if you'd like to make this holiday a reality comment below and pass a link to this blog along to all your friends and most important of all, when march 1st rolls around remember to put those panties or boxers or even tighty whiteys on the outside.
I think this whole 2012 thing is bs but for those that believe in it i say if you truly believe that the world is ending in 2012 then how about changing the world now and make it a better place so that if the world dose end (which i doubt)we can end on a high note.So for those worring about 2012 how about instead of wasting your time worrying and spend that time helping others,offering forgiveness,and love others.
Wicked Seductions
As we grow up we go into and out of groups of friends. Some diverge because of different interests when we reach maturity.  Some never reach maturity and are left behind.  We had a group of about 15 that managed to stay together and only drifted apart because of marriage and children.  With the children beginning to go on their own we began to come back together again about 5 or 6 years ago and it was just like we had only separated the night before.  Sandy was our cheer leader, our surrogate mom and our shoulder to cry on. Sadly, I received a shock this week when I found out sandy had died of a brain anuerism on Tuesday of this week.  She passed quickly the doctors said because she was on blood thinner meds and they could not stop the bleeding in time.  Just like always sandy is the leader of our group. Take care sandy you will be missed but we'll get together again.  
Earth Quake Truth
12 Credit Bling Pac Up For Auction
I thought before I first saw you,I knew what love was.That, I later found, to be false.You showed me the meaning of True love.I loved you with all my heart,I gave you everything I had to give.I thought our loved would last a lifetime,I was the only one, though,You already knew it wouldn't be forever.You tried to tell me.I always chose not to listen.I only heard what my heart was telling me.If I could go back in time and change things,I wouldn't. I always want the memoriesof you and I together, the way we were -Happy for the most part.I love you still,And I always will.But today my life starts over,Starts over without you.This will be a tough journey for me,But I know I will make it.Life does go on. How long beforeI kiss your sweet lipsAgainTasting the curves ofYour mouthAs we unite.When willI get to hold you in my armsAgainFeeling your soft curvesPressing against my bodyAs we embrace.How many days must pass untilI love you on all levelsAgainIntoxicating you onThe physical, spiritual an
Me....     For once I'm trying to be a better person, yeah I have my flaws but who doesnt. Now that I know what I want in life people try seem to hurt me mentally. This is why I cant be happy with someone, I just get hurt in the end. Its all about karma....bad things happen to bad people. I'm living in my karma now, but I realize I need to make myself a better person and for those who hurt me, its going to hurt them back sooner or later. I'm going to do whatever it takes for me to be happy for once. I'm tired of always feeling this way. I want to love but I'll just get hurt all over again. Sorry I cant be perfect.
The Johnson Family
Here's the story of a lovely lady Who was bringing up five very lovely kids. All of them had a heart of gold, like their mother, The youngest one in spurts. Here's the story, of a man named Cj, Who was busy with three boys of his own, They were four men, living all together, Yet they were all alone. Till the one day when the lady met this fellow And they knew it was much more than a hunch, That this group would somehow form a family. That's the way we all became the Johnson Bunch. The Johnson Bunch, That's the way we all became The Johnson Bunch. The Johnson Bunch.
This Is So Sad.
Please take the time to say a prayer for Deb “Sinfully Delicious”, she was the only survivor of a house fire late Friday night 1-22-10. Tonya “Bi-Sexy Molly”, another fu-friend, devoted National Guard member also died.
New Ink
Getting some new ink on the 20th.  I'll have pictures up as soon as its done.
Thoughts Of Nothing
  Well, it all looks the same, Bored, with playing this game. Anger, for what  was never done, The promise, that died in the sun.   You, pretended you loved me, Tell, me your down while towering above me. You won’t see, you won’t see, You won’t see the truth here, Much too  inconvienet, That you hurt me, and keep me down.   You say , your friends are all gone, Then why, am I the one who’s always alone? While you’re out running around? You’re tears they weigh my wings down,
i do not understand how people can think that just because fubar is only a website, that the people on it do not have feelings.  i do understand that this place is not real life----on here u can be whomever u choose to be. for some that is a fake person whom they have always wanted to be. for some that is a person who they wish they were a copy of. for people like me----my page is only an extention of myself. my page----although not completely filled out is 100 percent true of who i am as a person. this can leave me vulnerable to those who choose to take advantage of you for wearing your heart on your sleeve.  wether i am in real life or fu-life, i do have feelings and am supceptable to getting those feelings hurt. sometimes it is life that hurts us. sometimes it is just the way that it is and cant be helped. sometimes it can be intentional.  the intentional kind is the kind that should not exist in real life or fu-life. it is the kind that can be avoided.  what would possess people to
Let's Hear It
Let's here it for dirtbiker420. Another psychotic, jealous boyfriend who sees me as a threat. Will the immaturity ever stop?
Now its time for the after party!!!! Lets get it on!!! What a game.I was suppose to be tattooing right now.I'm glad I chose to party instead.
Nawlins Reactions To Saints Win
reaction in hotel room:   reaction in Marriot Hotel Lobby in New Orleans      
I put a chick's picture up to see how many horny men and maybe lesbians would disregard the fact that I put Male 50 and also clearly in my about me.  A hell of a lot.  People should read, don't you think? The reason i put a girl's picture is to see how many people would click without reading that I am a MALE, got a problem with that? Whomever has a question of me , I will answer to the best of my ability
Random Qoutes Of Wisdom From Bobby V
Want My Points For 12 Hours? Well This Is How It Is Gonna Work!  I Am Gonna Auction Off My Points!   The Bids R Gonna Start At 1 Auto 11!   If U Win U Get 2 Pick What Day & What 12 Hours U Want!   I Will Promote U In My Status & Will Promote It In A Bulletin & A Bully! I Will Also Bomb During The 12 Hours U Get My Points!   So Let The Bidding! =) This Auction Will End On Thursday Feb.18,2010 a wise man once said Love is a single wmotion inhabiting two bodies
Cutie Game
This is called the "CUTIE GAME"   Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you...   [] I want your number[] Pretty/Cute[] Hottie[] Sexy[] Gorgeous[] Amazingly Beautiful[] I'd take you home in a second[] I'd make out with you right now[] I'd Hit it[] No, I dont like you like that[] I love you[] Wanna hook up?   Dont be scared to repost or see what people think of u!!!
Move Me?
sometimes i feel i'd really like to believe in some kind of higher power out there in the cosmos, or wherever... but i get the feeling that whatever that power might be, he/she/it probably wouldn't like me very much :/   CLICK THE POP-OUT PLAYER BUTTON, AS THIS STUPID THING REFUSES TO WORK IN BLOG POSTS.... grrrrrrrrrrrr.... move me (king's x)   keeper of mysteries river of tears
: ~!~!'s mob of 750 fought with: 2 Armed SCB-304 Submarines, 290 Reinforced Blast Shelters, 279 Leopard II Main Battle Tanks, 469 Tactical Utility Vehicles, 460 Full-Body Tactical Armors, 750 M134D Gatling Guns Levi's mob of 750 (including 2 eligible mercenaries) fought with: 89 Reinforced Blast Shelters, 203 Leopard II Main Battle Tanks, 54 Blast Shelters, 547 Tactical Utility Vehicles, 607 Full-Body Tactical Armors, 750 M134D Gatling Guns
Nice Guys Finish Last
GUY:I'm sorrythat i bought you rosesto tell you that i like youI'm sorryThat I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorryThat my body's not ripped enoughto "satisfy" your wantsI'm sorrythat I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorryThat I'm not cute enoughto be "your guy"I'm sorryThat I am actually nice;not a jerkI'm sorryI don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive thingsI'm sorryI like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a clubI'm sorryI would rather make love to you then just screw youlike some random guy.I'm sorryThat I am always the one you need to talk to,but never good enough to dateI'm sorryThat I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,but when we went out you went home with another guyI'm sorryThat I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,but not good enough to listen
Love Ya!!!!
Can't breath, can't see, damn girl why you have to leave me Gave you my heart thought we had a good start but then you Let me see how you can truely be... you made me cry, not kno why... Why you said what you said, Words you didn't mean. But damn you still got me.... I can't believe you walked out on me With tears in my eyes I can see me and you was a lie And we were not ment to be but damn you still got me... You turned your back and never looked back. For yet you See the day you left made me cry and just wanted to die But i held my head up high to let you see one day you'll miss me... But then that time will come and you will see,
What Lurks In The Darkness...
I met a guy nearly four years ago, my girlfriend introduced us and told me he was a stand up guy.  A good organizer for a singles parents group who helped put together the cook outs and parties.  Sometimes everybody would pool the kids together at one event allowing the parents to go to another event. For some reason I was a little creeped out by this guy when I first met him, he didn't talk very much and he seem to be overly pre-occupied with the teenaged girls at the graduation party where I met him.  He expressed a certain fondness for my girlfriends twin daughters and said he wished she would let him take them out sometime. That was a first meeting and time passed, I grew accustom to this guy and started to believe just like everybody else who knew him that he was a good guy.  Problem is that I and everybody else only saw what he wanted us to see.  We saw the public image he presented to the world at large, we didn't see the monster hiding away in the dark shadow he cast. We did
How do you fight something you can't see... Why do you hold something back that you need to let loose... How do you hold something in that needs to be let out... Why can't emotions be explained as easily as it is felt... Why can't emotions be reprogrammed so they don't hurt when you see a photo from the past... I guess WAR does leave an EMOTIONAL scar on everone....
Blog About Somebody
Well I heard that you are nobody until someone posts a blog about you. So I wanted to let her know she is somebody. So this blog is about you Tina You are awesome and always bring on the 's
Taken Love
You loved me Or so you said so But now, now I can't see Why I lie here in bed Wanting to cry My heart is aching as I wonder Where you've gone Why you've torn my heart asunder It's been so long Since I've seen your face You never said, "Goodbye" You hurt me with your need for space All I want to do is cry But the tears won't come In my heart I have an empty place You had to leave me and make me feel dumb Why did you stop Loving me?
Me And What I Like
I have been here a long time and come to realize that what people what, it's takes them a long time to find it. Growing up I sat back and watched how things were done and learned from it. Rather it be friends, relationship, and social habits. The main thing I learned was how a lady should be treated and how relationships should work. Rather it be social, courtship, or marriage. I've been to alot of places either in or out of the states. I'd live in the country or mountains than the city.
Please visit my blog at  make sure you also click on the ad's cuz I get paid for everytime someone clicks on them. In this blog I bitch, brag, blab on and on...but it's interesting sometimes haha... get to know me!
Great Just What I Need.....
My mothers word to her Dr. when she was told that the spots in her lungs were cancer and that there  were more on her second CAT scan. She said this in an "oh for fucks sakes" way. Yeah,I couldn't see her saying it any other way. She has everything planned out. No funeral,just a get together at our home. She gives herself another year maybe. Knows that she wants her ashes with my fathers and to have them spread in the Colorado mountains. her words on that..."For god sakes don't get caught throwing your father and I out the window by the cops!"  I thought I was gonna die! Althought,that would be a great story. I always hope my mother knows I love her and I always hope I will be like her. I love my mom :)
Vote Race Car Design Contest
i don't really remember much since it was last night/yesterday, but i ran out of my grandparents' house.  i'm getting a bad feeling, but i don't remember why i ran out.  i run between the two posts that are the gate in their fence and immediately get entangled in what feels like meat cord, it's very thick, solid and hard, but i didn't see it when i went towards it.  i'm trying so hard to get out, but i can't escape.  i look to my right and see a large dark spider (not as big as a tarantula, but fuzzy like one) and a lot of smaller ones.  this is wierd, because my grandfather's house is infested with banana spiders, which look nothing like this.  i look to my left and i see another one so close i can feel it.  i think i saw more little ones, but idk.  and typing this up, i'm feeling constant pinpricks and bites, but there's nothing on me... I looked down to the oceanic invaders, their slimy, scaly skin glistening in the sunlight.  Their numbers continued to swell from each village
What Do Men Want From Woemn
if u found me in ur shower would u,(A).scream @ me laugh @ me,(C).kiss me,.join me,(E).fuck me, or(F) say wtf copy n paste see what u get Men are looking for a trustworthy girl, someone they can have faith in and someone who will be there for them. This may sound like an odd thing to say, but the fact is, some women are not trustworthy and many are not faithful either. So many in fact that men are increasingly wary. That kiss at a Christmas party may not count, or the flirtatious behavior with the gorgeous barman and in fact its all great fun and part of a woman's character. But reverse the situation and as a woman, you hate him doing the same. A man can never forgive a woman being unfaithful and so he is looking for someone who he really does trust Men want a woman who will commit to them. Though increasingly this is hard to find, it doesn't take away the wish. Men want a girlfriend who they can share with and trust and be open with. Commitment is not a one way street and therefor
Listen To The Silence
I know I may be young but I have been through so much that it isn't funny. Some things good others bad and things someone should never have to go through. I was 8 years-old when my parents got a divorce, I have a sister and a brother. My mom had a hard time raising us by herself because my realy dad was an alcoholic and didn't take care of us at all. My mom met a guy that she thought was nice and they have been married for almost 3 years. He has lived with my family for 6 years and the entire time has told all of us that we were worthless, stupid, bitches, and horrible children. I have had a rough time losing my dad because I loved him, and I soon became very depressed. After years of taking verbal abuse my mom this year had said I think I am going to divorce your stepdad because I want you guys to come and visit. I broke down and cried, to know my mom really did love me because she had never stood up like that before she let him hurt us for years. I was happy but now he is still ther
I think I am going to runaway from my mind, today. Everytime I try to think of a happy subject a dreadful one comes in and take that away.  Go figure, right?I have changed so much since I have moved to Michigan(1992), I am dreading the person that I have become. I had values. I was easy to get along with. Never did I talk back  to my folks{Always to scared to} .If I had a bill I took care of that right away as fast as I can.  I was funny and goofy~still am at times. Okay, just plain weird to some now.  I didn't care who was judging me, but I was always trying to be friends...No one  really put me in some "Classification" Before ....graduation..  I  had all in me.. nerd,prep--not clothing,jock-sort of...maybe.. does one time being on powder puff count?.., choirs-girls,acapella,mixed,drama club--okay 2 months for that but was in drama class my senior year,.I was considered a head(pot-head) because I dressed most of the time as one(tried once or twice.. didn't see the big deal,, drank, hu
Random Crap
Why must every day end in torment, like the flows of a river smashing against the dam trying to break through to where it belongs. Nothing is ever easy, nothing is ever simple, even the most basic actions and reactions take numerous steps to complete. Yet when it comes to the heart, the complications grow and the desires go beyond the basic to the neigh impossible to accomplish. Such is the way my heart feels now, no matter what I desire I feel as if I may never have it, as if it is always a hairs length outside of my reach. ~~~~~~~~Sniplet from FoxNews~~~~~~~~~~~~ Gun rights advocates have a California police detective in their crosshairs after he apparently posted comments on Facebook advocating that "open carry" supporters should be shot. East Palo Alto Police Det. Rod Tuason apparently posted the remarks on his Facebook page in response to a friend's status update, which suggested that gun advocates who carry unloaded weapons openly — which is legal in California — should do so
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10 Things You Should Never Say To A Redhead
  10. “Do your drapes match the carpet?” Thank you for annihilating any naughty thoughts I may have had about  showing you my interior decorating. 9. “Carrot-top.” If you are the first, second or third adult ever to say this to a 6-year-old redhead, congratulations — a first-grader finds you clever! Otherwise, you just appear to possess all the mental maturity of a first-grader, and I expect you’ll shortly be peeing your pants in public. 8. “You know what they say about redheads ...” No, what do they say? No,really, what? You’re not going to tell me? I really wanna know, what do they say, tell me what they say about redheads ...Ohhhh, is this one of those reverse psychology things where I’m supposed to giggle aloud about what a bad girl I am? You wanna know what else is reverse psychology? Your thinking this is gonna work. 7. “Are you a natural redhead?” Yes, are you a natural retard? 6. “Firecrotch.&rdq
Foods And Their Benefits To Your Health
30 foods that fight fat Want to peel off pounds but can't handle the hunger? Dig in to SELF's new bag of diet tricks, one that shows you how eating more of certain foods (even pizza!) can help you lose. The women here shed weight effortlessly—fill up on their picks, and you'll stay satisfied and get slim, too! Breakfast Cottage cheese "It's the perfect breakfast because it keeps me full until lunch," says Melody Abedinejad, 22, of Weston, Massachusetts. "I lost 40 pounds in 10 weeks!" Why it works Cottage cheese has whey protein, which releases hormones that tell your brain when you've had enough to eat, says Dave Grotto, R.D., of Chicago. Look for lowfat versions, which have 80 calories and 1 gram of fat per 1/2 cup. Egg whites "I eat them every day," says Jennifer Ruff, 36, of New York City. "I throw in a little cheese for flavor." Why they work The amino acids in egg whites help build lean muscle that may in turn help rev metabolism. Lowfat cheese will curb calorie c
4 Exercises To Sharpen Your Brain
4 Exercises to Sharpen Your BrainBy Dr. Maoshing Ni - Posted on Fri, Jun 19, 2009, 1:12 pm PDT Dr. Mao's Secrets of Longevity by Dr. Maoshing Ni a Yahoo! Health Expert for Alternative Medicine Visit Alternative Medicine Home » More By This Expert 4 Exercises to Sharpen Your Brain8 Commonly Used Herbs and their Healing Properties5 Secrets to Preserve Your Eyesight All Blog Posts Did you find this helpful? Rate this blog entry: Sign in to rate!Sign in to rate!thumbs up thumbs down 95% of users found this article helpful. Think of your brain as a muscle: It gets stronger with exercise. Your everyday mental tasks are like walking, but how about a real workout? Try these simple exercises to boost your brain power and clear away the fog of forgetfulness. 1. Use your non-dominant hand Tackling new tasks improves brain capacity in younger people and has a restorative effect on mental faculties that are declining. Boost your brain power right now by performing everyday acti
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"in The Closet" Gays
all dudes dats denying that the utter fact of your sexuality, im tellin you now, even though im not gay,doesnt mean you should deny that you stop hittin on me and denyin your sexuality just say it and have a little respect for yourself.
My Louge
D's Blog
Seems hard to believe but 25 years ago today, as a senior in high school, 4 of my friends and I left for our big spring break trip to Florida.  First time doing anything like that on our own.  We didnt have any wild & crazy plans and we didnt have a lot of money to spend.  We had been saving all school year and planned on camping at a campground near Daytona. We planned on leaving about noon but one of the guys who was driving decided to get his car repaired that day and didnt show up until much later.  We did finally get on the road about 3 oclock with plans on driving straight through to Florida without stopping.   The trip was a blast.  Hanging out in a car for that long doesnt seem so bad when you're with your best friends.   As we drove down I-75 through Knoxville TN at about 3am still laughing and making fun of our friends in the other car over the cb radio, my friend, Bob, who was driving noticed a bunch of police cars coming up behind us all with the flashers and sirens going.
LOVE   You told me that you loved mewhy did you leave me to cry in the coldyou swore this time was differentwhy does that line seem so old You told me I was the only onewho could make you feel that wayyou told me that you cared about meso why didnt you stay All the nights you laid with mealone in the dark in my bednow I finally realizeyou were just messing with my head You may say love is a powerfull butlove seem to be parts of the weakness links between us That the word love people often misusesomething they take for grantedsomething they beat and abuse My wounds run deep inside methere's blood all over the placeI think I’ve really lost it this timeIm ashamed to show my faceIm afride to show my love againnot knowing if i will ever be loved again. WHAT HAPPEN TO US??WE USED TO HANG OUT,WE USED TO LAUGH SO HARD UNTILL WE PISS OUR PANT WE USED TO CHILL EVERYDAY,WHAT HAPPEN TO US??DID OUR FRIENDSHIP FALL APART??DID IT DIE BETWEEN US??IS IT BECOMING HATE?IS IT SOMETHING I DID??
15 Signs You're Meant To Be Together
Even when you're crazy about someone, it can often be hard to know if he or she is "right" for you. How do you know you won't feel differently in a year? 10 years? A lifetime? Deciding if you can commit to someone is a deeply personal determination, and everyone has different criteria. As in any verdict, you have to start by assessing the evidence. With that in mind, YourTango has come up with 15 signs that you're dating a soul mate. You don't have to check off all of these points to be sure about someone -- but if you can say yes to several, you've found a very special mate. 1. You tell him things you don't tell anyone else. We don't mean blurting something out when you're emotionally unstable, but the desire to tell him intimate details about your life means you trust him -- a major component of successful long-term love. 2. You let her see you in moments of weakness. It's easy to be happy with someone when you're feeling good about life. But what about when you're not doing s
Random Thoughts.
I'll be sitting in the back waiting for whoever to notice me again... If you do find your way back, I'm sure its only temporary. I'm not going to speak over everyone to get someone's attention. I've tried, its tiring, and very unhelpful. Are you wondering who you are yet? You could be wrong.
Hotty 2 Scotty...
I need some hot girls for friends and i need some good ratings can you help me out....
86 Rules To Drinking
                              86 Rules to Drinking If you somehow manage to not break any of these rules, then you my friend, are in fact, a fucking rock star motherfucker!1. If you owe someone money, always pay them back in a bar. Preferably during happy hour.2. Always toast before doing a shot.3. Whoever buys the shot gets the first chance to offer a toast.4. Change your toast at least once a month.5. Buying someone a drink is five times better than a handshake.6. Buying a strange woman a drink is still cool. Buying all her drinks is dumb.7. Never borrow more than one cigarette from the same person in one night.8. When the bartender is slammed, resist the powerful urge to order a slightly-dirty, very-dry, in-and-out, super-chilled half-and-half martini with a lemon twist. Limit orders to beer, straight shots and two-part cocktails.9. Get the bartender's attention with eye contact and a smile.10. Do not make eye contact with the bartender if you do not want a drink.1
In Honor Of Those Who Gave All!!
KNOXVILLE, Tenn. (WVLT) - Even though it's a sad day at South Doyle High School, Captain Marcus Alford's former teachers couldn't help but smile when they talked about him. They say he was a fun and lighthearted person, but a serious, dedicated soldier. Less than a year ago, Cpt. Marcus Alford said goodbye to his two children as he set to deploy to Iraq. He was prepared for his job as a soldier. "It's a tough process but it's a job that you have to do," says Cpt. Alford on March 30, 2008. Now, his name will appear next to three other graduates of South Doyle at this memorial on the high school campus. "He makes me very proud, but at the same time, it's very sad," says Missy Ballenger, Cpt. Alford's 9th grade teacher. "Always that personality. Always had tons of energy, didn't know a stranger, good kid." Cpt. Alford was named "wittiest" of his class. Ms. Ballenger can think of a million reasons why, but one thing stands out in her mind. "That Carlton dance from Fresh prince. H
Attn all fubar lounges. A lot of you know me as one of the sweetest people you will ever meet BUT seems this little boy, yes I said little boy.... SUCKS as a DJ so please please do not hire him and as for management he's even worse, he is a power hungry little b*tch and ladies trust me when I say he's not packing like a cowboy should! So many times same song and dance from him so beware!! Any questions about him ask the staff where he was at last, we are thankful to be rid of the drama peasant. Sincelerly, SWTCHRRYPIE
I step outside, away from the inorganic... away from the people and the sounds and the dry stiff air I am surrounded by all to often. I escape into the fresh wind blowing over the city, and every step further into living reality makes me realize how dead my days truly are. I bring life into my little world, with green and colorful foods and music of the heart and conversations with loved ones.... but every bit of that really only insulates me from the clicks and whirrs and lights that drive me nearly mad for 40 hours a week. So I escape, quicklly at first but then slowing to a saunter as the distance grows between myself and my cage. One long step and I am out in the sun, feeling its warm embrace on my shoulders and shorn head, my collar and my sleeves almost anger me as they block this beautiful warmth from reaching my core.... Hundreds of distractions, nay thousands, spin around me in forms of life and cement and feeding babies.... life is flowing over the streets and on the sidewalk
Got A Good Man
gotta good man
This is wierd... But very Real... This pumpkin was made by my Godson Michael, Halloween of 2009 when staying with me. My name is Edward 'eddy' and Audrey 'Audi' Graham is my gf .  I am a friend, confidant, or network connection for some of you.  I need help bringing my four godkids, ages 6, 7, 10 and 21 and their mother Cheyenne back home to Grants Pass, OR.  They are coming from Vesta, MN. They are leaving a mentally and physically abusive situation.  Hense this message and my need for secrecy.  Please!  If you can help at all, let me know.  The trip will be coming on or after March 4th, 2010. I need to drive to MN to make sure Chey and the kids get out safely; this is a family thing that maybe you can understand.  If you have any questions, please feel free to let me know :) We are in need of cash (i'll be happy to provide reciepts) for fuel and food.  Just enough to get me there and All of us back.  Any help, even to forward this on to some1 that may help would be sooo very apprecia
Locked Away In a castle dark and grim Lies my body cold and prim; In a trance will my spirit soar To Lay in in that spot forevermore.   In a tower dark and dreary  Lies my body weak and weary; On cold sheets of white My blood flows crimson and bright.   In this room dark and cold My spirit soars free and bold; For eternity's slumber will I stay Here in this bed where I lay.   Through the window I will leave My body will my spirit heave; Into the night my soul will flee To live with other in harmony.   There's this AMAZING Lounge called The Drunken Bastard! built specifically for RP. There is so much to have fun with. If you love RP you really need to check it out. It's still small and could use more members. It's here:  and it's about this bar in a magickal village which is described in this link (or you can check it out when you visit): You MUST read and abide by ALL the rules, no exceptions. Ru
Ask Me Anything!
     President Obama recently accepted 4-star General McChrystal's resignation over the comments he made to Rolling Stone magazine criticizing the administration's handling of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan. The comments included McChrystal accusing Obama of not being very engaged in the war and being uncomfortable around military men. Many in the media side with the president on this issue, even the pundits on fox news such as Sean Hannity and Bill O'reilly.      McChrystal's comments in my opinion show an even bigger underlying problem within the relationship between the administration and the military. McChrystal is seen as a legend within the military and his comments show a level of distrust and contempt for the president within our fighting forces. Is Obama, the commander-in-cheif, not paying attention to the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan? Obviously many in our military feel that way and even more obviously are open to dissing the president and his decisions regarding the wars.
Hockey Is Canada's Game!!!
Let us Pray.... Our Father, Who art in GM Place, HOCKEY be thy name, thy Will be done, *GOLD* to be WON on ice as well as in the stands, Give us this Day Our hockey sticks And forgive Us Our penalties, As we forgive those who crosscheck against Us. LEAD US Not into elimination, But deliver us TO VICTORY, In the name of... The fans, CANADA and the Holy Puck.... ...**AMEN**
Naughty Survey
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
with everything said about love and caring about a person..... what is love ??? really.....what is it? i always thought for the person u love n care for u would b willin to fight no matter what or whom it is even if it is fightinthe person themselves so what is it??? bcuz im so dumb i dont even know wut it is appearently. i always thought love was fighting to stay no matter how hard everything gets. also helping to change each other and talk to each other no matter what it is. saying the words i love u is actually meaning those words not throwing them around one second n then the next just give up on something like its nothing. i believe if there was any love in the first place  both parties would b willing to change and after givin ur all thats when u can call it quits. would someone plz explain to me if i am wrong..........bcuz if im willin to change n prove myself why wouldnt the other person?? isnt it bcuz that other person never loved me in the first place???!!!???!!! i dunno mayb
Urban Legend # 2
Two dormmates in college were in the same science class. The teacher had just reminded them about the midterm the next day when one dormmate — let's call her Juli — got asked to this big bash by the hottest guy in school. The other dormmate, Meg, had pretty much no interest in going and, being a diligent student, she took notes on what the midterm was about. After the entire period of flirting with her date, Juli was totally unprepared for her test, while Meg was completely prepared for a major study date with her books.   At the end of the day, Juli spent hours getting ready for the party while Meg started studying. Juli tried to get Meg to go, but she was insistent that she would study and pass the test. The girls were rather close and Juli didn't like leaving Meg alone to be bored while she was out having a blast. Juli finally gave up, using the excuse that she would cram in homeroom the next day.   Juli went to the party and had the time of her life with her date.
Urban Legend # 10
One night a woman went out for drinks with her girlfriends. She left the bar fairly late at night, got in her car and onto the deserted highway. She noticed a lone pair of headlights in her rear-view mirror, approaching at a pace just slightly quicker than hers. As the car pulled up behind her she glanced and saw the turn signal on — the car was going to pass — when suddenly it swerved back behind her, pulled up dangerously close to her tailgate and the brights flashed. Now she was getting nervous. The lights dimmed for a moment and then the brights came back on and the car behind her surged forward. The frightened woman struggled to keep her eyes on the road and fought the urge to look at the car behind her. Finally, her exit approached but the car continued to follow, flashing the brights periodically. Through every stoplight and turn, it followed her until she pulled into her driveway. She figured her only hope was to make a mad dash into the house and call the polic
Educating Anyone Choosing To Read.
Prohibition of cocaine In the United States, cocaine was prohibited in the first part of the 20th century. Newspapers used terms like "Negro Cocaine Fiends" and "Cocainized Niggers" to drive up sales, causing a nationwide panic about the rape of white women by black men, high on cocaine. Many police forces changed from a .32 caliber to a .38 caliber pistol because the smaller gun was supposedly unable to kill black men.[2][not in citation given][unreliable source?] The Harrison Act This was followed by the Harrison Act, passed in 1914, which required sellers of opiates and cocaine to get a license (which were usually only distributed to white people)[citation needed]. While originally intended to require paper trails of drug transactions[citation needed] between doctors, drug stores, and patients, it soon became a prohibitive law. The law’s wording was quite vague; it was originally intended as a revenue tracking mechanism that required prescriptions for opiates. It became legal
Make It Rain Tuedays
Dec. 20th 2012 At 11:59 Pm
Here is a question for everone, what will you want to be doing on Dec. 20th 2012 at 11:59pm right before the end of the world as we know it? IF IT HAPPENS. NEVER KNOW. HA HA
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Eyes Are Watch
This is one of my Family and this is her story.      I realize Right up  front, that it is all my own fault, but here is my story.  I put a few sexy pictures in my albums and started getting more frequent ratings, comments, and some good blings.  Along with all of these were requests for more, to include some personal salutes.  As I posted more pics to get the points and the blings, the special requests came more frequent, and I was soon drunk on the popularity, and was putting up almost anything, with only two things in mind, Leveling, and ranking every day.  Well, I got more than I bargained for, and unfortunately have learned a very hard lesson on what can happen when you stop thinking.      Thanks to all the men and women on fu  who kept asking for more, and making more and more promises, pushing me more and more into the nude pictures.  I am now in Jail on some serious charges.  I have lost everything.  I have lost my kids.  I have lost my job.  I will probably be in Jail for qu
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Application For Apps Cafe
DJ: Using the SAMS Broadcast software, play music through the lounge to entertain the listeners. Actively monitor the requests In the lounge, and communicate with the Head DJ, in regards to any schedule conflicts. Above all else have fun. The more fun the DJ has the more fun there is in the room. Greeter: While in the lounge, actively engage people as they enter, and continue to make everyone feel welcome and a part of the family while also trying to get visitor’s to hit the subscribe button. Make everyone feel welcome and have fun. Promoter: Coding/Graphics: Promotion is an all encompassing task, from going to people's pages and leaving comments, to talking about the lounge as you interact with others on FuBar. The key focus of promotions, is to promote in a positive manner where new members are brought to the lounge. Creativity is highly encouraged. Keep all the coding clear and function for the smoothness of the lounge. The graphics team helps design cool gr
New Name!
ok i like what i have but iono i need a new one .. these are some that ive had maybe go back or new?   mcflirtyface or flirtyface adorably wicked giggly kitten lascivious kitten desolate beauty mcboobers   any suggestions throw them out here !!      
Our Troops
You have no idea what our troops have given up so u can come in here have fun-meet people & share the Love-I am a retired Marine-I have 2 sons & a grandson in the Marine Corps,this Aug. my youngest will be going in to Boot Camp @ Parris Island S.C- he will be the 8th generation Marine in OUR family-I did 22.5 yrs active duty- Please remember them in your thoughts & PRAYERS (if u PRAY)-no politics- just AMERCANS doing what most could not-SEMPER-FIDILIS-Marine Motto-it is Latin 4; ALWAYS FAITHFUL- THAT IS WHAT IS MISS IN THE U.S.A. "FAITH" ALRIGHT ALL YOU PEOPLE THAT CLAIM YOU CARE- HERE IS A CONCERT IN DOWNTOWN L.A THAT NEEDS TO BE SEEN TO BE BELEIVED -JULY 14, 2010 7 M TO 1 AM AT 114 west 5th st. (corner of 5th & main)at BILLY'S CLUB 80'S-90'S & TODAY'S MUSIC.
Stupid Ppl
i swear they jus get more and more dumb on here     twisted dr...: ok Halo Is On...: well u asked if i was single i told u no...then u said u wanted to me i asked see me how? i dont cam i dont trade pics ill be friends with anyone but thats as far as it goes on heretwisted dr...: sorry i askedHalo Is On...: a*Halo Is On...: i have i dont do that craptwisted dr...: you have yahoo or msn or camfrog with a webcamHalo Is On...: umm what u mean?twisted dr...: wish i could see youHalo Is On...: nope im takentwisted dr...: ok and you singleHalo Is On...: im good n utwisted dr...: how are youHalo Is On...: hitwisted dr...: hi       i give him about 15 mins and he`ll ask some more shit BLAH
scarlettan...: Wow, you don't know me at all. I stabbed my moms ex through the chest with his own damn knife for beating her when I was 14, I threw my own dad threw a solid wooden door for hitting me so what makes you think I wouldn't fuck up some random hooker for hurting the most important things in my life?
When death is dealt, up close and by hands..He changes a heart, from where a man stands. The reflection of a a person peers in, not the same as before..different, of all that win. At the threshold of death, the survivor rises and remains. The eyes see the loss that the heart disdains.Over his shoulder is seen the cost... of this humanity's war. Each man must decide. When. And if. Evermore.                                                                  
Pieces Im here again; A thousand miles away from you A broken mess; Just scattered pieces of who I am I tried so hard; thought I could do this on my own I've lost so much along the way Then I'll see your face; I know I'm finally Yours I find everything I thought I lost before You call my name; I come to You in pieces So You can make me whole   I come undone; but you make sense of who I am Like puzzles pieces in Your eyes Then I'll see your face;  I know I'm finally Yours I find everything I thought I lost before You call my name; I come to You in pieces So You can make me whole
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Ed's Stupd Things He's Done In Life
Holy shit I am such a loser. I take this girl out ice skating. The problem is I havent ice skated in years. So I tie my skates on, but I tie them loosely. Needless to say I get on the ice and make an ass out of myself. I can barely skate, my ankles are killing me, and I am sweating like an idiot. An hour later she just wants to be friends.I go on a lot of dates but I always fall into the friend zone.   My problem is I am too nice to people. I cannot grasp the concept of being an asshole. I know I have to find that happy medium but it is very difficult. I was asked out by the most beautiful Indian girl in my high school to go to the prom. She was going to an Ivy League school and she had an amazing body. But, I was so bashful that I said no and didnt go to the dance. I am an ass...
A blank page looks up at me this nightBut when I look back at itIts you that I see Struggling to find the right wordshere i sit thinking of you Holding you close thats what I wanna doTo smell your hair as you snuggle closeTo feel the warmth of your skin as I pull you to meTo kiss you and hold you close A blank page looks up at me this nightBut when I look back at itIts you that I see A poem I wrote a while ago.  It's called "May the Angels watch over you" May the angels watch over you, and always bless your heart,You will always be protected, no matter what the part!May you know peaceful sleep, as well as beautiful dreams,For I'm always with you, no matter how harsh the world may seem!May you always know that I love you, forever with all my heart,You are the one who fills me up, from you I'll never part!
The Rules
A while ago, while I was doing some soul searching, and thinking about ways to change my life for the better, I came up with a set of rules that I am trying to incorporate into my life.  I try to live by them, but I'll be honest, its difficult.  But if you can successfully incorporate these into your life, I promise you that you'll see a lot of good changes going your way!  Each rule will come with a short explination, if you should have further questions, please feel free to ask me...Rule #1... Put yourself 1st for a change...You have to make sure to consider your needs before you ever consider anyone elses needs.  How do you expect to possibly do something for someone else if you can not even meet your own needs.  I find that the best help is rendered when you yourself are whole and complete.  If you are not stable and are an emotional wreck and your needs arent taken care of, how can you possibly hope to take care of someone else?Now I am by no means saying dont think of others... 
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Here We Are
Well...             It's been a long time coming, but we finally made it baby! We got to see each other, and it was more than either of us ever dreamed possible! The feeling of your skin against mine was an over-load of mental orgasms. All the feelings, all the pain  we have endured, all the hatred we had for each other, it all just melted away in the blink of an eye at first sight of you. When you walked up to me, it took all I had to keep my knees from buckling and falling to the concrete and worshiping the ground you stepped foot on. For those two days that you were here, my lonely city felt so alive. Everything felt so brand new. Everything had been given new life, simply because you had graced its' presence. Some people can live a lifetime in the blink of an eye, but you and I... we lived it in 2 passion-filled wonderful days. You have consumed my entire being, from the frailty of my heart to the razor wire of my mind. We will struggle. We will lose sight. We will fall. I have t
To My Real Friends
To All My True Friends: I Will Not Be On Here Much Starting Next Week,And Off & On The Rest Of This Week. I Went To The Doctor Today To Get My Test Results And It Was Not Good News...So Right Now My Health Is My Priority.. I Will Be Here For A Lil Bit Everyday To Use My 11's & Ability Points... If You Need Me Leave Me A Message On Here And I Will Get Them. If U Have My Yahoo Im U Can Get Me There As It Is Left On Everyday... Jst Keep Me In Your Thoughts... Love Ya Xoxo Patti
Diary Of A Mad Woman
deleting for real and forever this time. Add my Myspace, my email for it is or DeviantArt, I apparently can't handle being on this site.  I'll delete it in the morning so the people I still want to talk to can have a chance to see this and hopefully add me elsewhere.
Inspired By My Babydoll
She got eyes that cut you like a knife and lips that taste like sweet red wine And pretty legs go to heaven every time She got a gentle way that puts me at ease When she walks in the room I can hardly breathe Got a devastating smile knock a grown man to his knees She got whatever it is It blows me away She's everything I want to say to a woman but couldn't find the words to say She got whatever it is I don't know what to do Cause every time I try and tell her how I feel it comes out "I love you" You got whatever it is You know I've never been the type that would ever want to stay Bring 'em home at night and they're gone the next day But that all changed when she walked into my life And people askin why it is Tell them I don't know Just something about the woman makes my heart go haywire And she's gonna be my wife She got whatever it is It blows me away She's everything I want to say to a woman but couldn't find the words to say She got whatever it is I don't know what to do Cause every
Save Humanity...............
Hi Members Long time ago..................... When earth evolved, people use to live together irrespective of there colour, class and creed. There were no boundries, earth was not divided in to parts.......... But slowly every thing changed, and people got separated by borders, colour, status, symbols, wars.........list is to long............ FUBAR is the place where human race has reunited, there are no more borders, people love each other.................... My question is only that. Do we realy need borders to live???????????????   If this blog touches only persone out there in this world my perpose os over........   Love Param  
Do Over
  Do over (By Me) Here I am starting overstarting a new chapter in this so called lifethe future is uncertain even more now then beforetoo many roads to choose from not sure which way to go We take many things for grantedhealth,love,friends,jobs, even familythings can change in the blink of an eyehave to think to do the simplest taskdon't realize what we do every daycan just easily be taken away thought I had the world in my handstarting this new chapter had the bull by the hornswell he got away and gored menow a wheel chair I call legstrying to learn to walk again Many friends have showed me the lovethey all say I deservewhat I long for and yern to feelis the loving touch of anotherI hurt I feel the constant painphysically and emotionaly it tears me apart so here I am with a do overbut it comes at what costcan I afford this toal roadit is a heavy price I am to paymy heart,my body,my mind, my soulIt is a tough long road to travel
The Beast
                                   ~The Beast~    By Billy Cool I like what I see when you gaze out your window into the starlit night. Desperately searching the skies, longing for me. In your dreams you say... Come to me my sweet. I cost nothing. My love is free. You offer your neck, Forever live with me. I your lord You my lady. Together more fearsome than any horror in Hades. Come my lady, take my hand. Let me spin my spell, fill your eyes with sand. For it is in your dreams that I can fly. Where I come to you. Kiss you. Make you sigh. Do not fret when morning comes and you find that your Dark Prince has gone. I will return tomorrow night, but always be gone by dawn. So my lamb as the sun rises to the East, Kiss me now, Say farewell to your beast.
Living It Up
well if u ant living life to its fullest then u need to say fuck it and do what u want and the hell with the rest of it all
2010 Racing Schedule
Across The Miles
Across the miles (by me)   Sitting alone in a darkened roomfeeling lonley feeling bluethoughts of you dancing threw my headkeeping me from feelings of dread Your love is felt across the mileswarms my heart and makes me smilemy love for you grows expedentialfills the emptiness that envolopes me You are my heart you are my soulyou are my muse my insperationI love your eyes I love your smileI love the way you look into me I think of you I can not help ityour in my head were you belongyour thoughts of loveyour thoughts of hopebring me happiness and help me cope You are the one that’s ment for meyou bring me life you bring me loveyou are the one I will always cherishuntil the day I ultimatly will perish
For Those That Bombed Me
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Like turns to lust~ Lust turns to love~ Love soon turns to lies~ Revealing the truth when I look in your eyes. Emptiness swings to and fro~ Black then sees the light~ Insanely cruel thoughts overflow~ Into my head all through the night. The unknown stairs you in the face~ While reality rips away at your throat~ Deja-vu reveals this place~ Forever gone with one last note. Coppyright Rhiannon T. Howard It's been one long week since I've seen your face or felt your warm embrace. Loving that you love it when I smile. Get lost in your eyes; a sea of shimmering caramel. I wish I would have held on just a little longer For today you are gone and your memory slips a lil farther away from my mind and heart. But the most shocking of all is that I can still feel your energy and presence near by. I can feel you thinking about me simply because you know I'm thinking about you. "If you love someone, set them free and let go and let God" because we are
My Heart Skips A Beat
My Heart Skips a Beat My heart skips a beat when I think of youMy heart skips a beat when I get a message from youMy heart skips a beat when when the phone rings hoping it is youMy heart skips a beat when I hear your voice in my earMy heart skips a beat when my eyes gaze apon youMy heart skips a beat when when my fingers touch yours My heart skips a beat when I hold you in my armsMy heart skips a beat when I stroke your beautiful hairMy heart skips a beat when I touch your beautiful faceMy heart skips a beat when my lips touch your lipsMy heart skips a beat when my hands caress your bodyMy heart skips a beat when I lay down next to youMy heart skips a beat when I make sweet love to youMy heart skips a beat when I fall a sleep with you in my armsMy heart skips a beat when I wake up next to youMy heart skips a beat when I watch you walk awayMy heart skips a beat when I think of you   My Heart Skips a Beat (by me) My heart skips a beat when I think of youMy heart skips a beat when I ge
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En la suite 16 Lo que empieza no termina Del mini bar al eden Y en muy mala companía Era ese sabor en tu piel A azufre revuelto con miel Asi que me llene de coraje y me fui a caminar por el lado salvaje Pense "no me mires asi" Ya se lo que quieres de mi Que no hay que ser vidente aquí Para un mal como tu no hay cuerpo que aguante Coro: Lo hecho está hecho Volvi a tropezar Con la misma piedra que hubo siempre Se siente tan bien todo lo que hace mal Y contigo nunca es suficiente Como fue Que paso Esa noche Impaciente Fueron a llamar La de recepción Cuando se quejaban de la 17 No puede ser nada normal Acabar eligiendo tan mal En materia de hombres soy toda una experta siempre en repetir mis errores No hay ceguera peor Que no querer mirar Cuando te guardabas el anillo dentro del bolsillo y dejarlo pasar Coro: Lo hecho está hecho Volvi a tropezar Con la misma piedra que hubo siempre Se siente tan bien todo lo que hace mal Y contigo nunca es suficiente Nunca me senti tan fuera de lugar Nunca
Wiccan Rede
The Wiccan Rede(Full Version) Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust.Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out.To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much.Honor the Old Ones in deed and name,let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune.Widdershins go when the moon doth wane,and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two.When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail.When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss you on the mouth.When the wind whispers from the West, all hearts will find peace and rest. Nine woods in the Cauldron g
Little Sally
Little Sally came home from school with a smile on her face and told her mother, 'Frankie Brown showed me his willy today in the playground!' Before the mother could raise a concern, Sally went on to say, 'It reminded me of a peanut.' Relaxing with a hidden smile, Sally's Mum asked, 'Really small, was it?' Sally replied, 'No... Salty.' Mum fainted.
Figuring this out ya'll
Greting Card Love Poems
Time here goes slowlyEven as I breatheSeconds feel like hoursThey will until I can leave. If I could see or hear youJust even once during this timeMy heart would remain trueAnd my world remain fine. I hope somehow my wordsFly straight to your heartAnd bridge this distanceThat seems to keep us apart. If I had only one breath,Would it be for you?If I could look one last time,Would my eyes be yours to? If my last thought beloned to you,Would it make it to your soul?If my heart could beat only once,Would you ever know? Abeauty like yours ever so rare,I should offer you nothing less.If only I could see you each day,My eyes would never rest. Somber are my daysWhen I don't see your smile Unhappy is my heart without your voice It always stays that way for awhile. My beautiful, what would it take To see your smile,hear your voice Without them I cannot breatheMy will against you has no choice.  If you would honor meAnd my request you would grant I would know you were an angel You could
Friends, Need Help Levelin Up, Thnx
dear friends, need 2 level up by 2nite so 2morrow i can be a green minion, lol. Thnk u all
About Time
My Master, My Slave
I watch him sleep, touch his lips with my fingertips Lay over him my breasts just inches from his mouth. He sighs A breath that tickles my nipples into life. I whisper into his open mouth- "I love you" I slide my body onto his and lay there, feeling his heat that familiar heat that pulses like electricity between my legs a wetness stirs inside of me as blood flows to that part of him that pushes me over the edge He reaches out from his slumber, eyes still closed mouth still agape still asleep i touch my tongue to his chin and trail it down his neck. he pushes his hips up into me, I moan. low and deep. I inch down his torso over his navel to his hips where i can smell his skin it is calling to me, whispering aching for my touch begging me- "Please" I pull his boxers over his hips, slowly kissing through the expanse of dark hair The breath of his loins is inhaled into me and I taste it with my lips in short loving kisses. The tip of my tongue comes alive trailing over his shaft, t
I just read this news story about a woman who wants to make it into the Guiness Book, for being the fattest woman.  That in itself wasn't amazing, it was the end of the article where they mentioned that men paid money to watch her eat fast food on her website.  Here I was trying to lose weight, no wonder I don't have any money LOL.  I wonder if people would pay to watch me eat... guess it would depend on what I was eating *wicked grin*
The Fubar Traders Cartel Bunch Of Idiots
they think they can mess with me even sent one of there low level losers to downrate me 1's he's called mkeenan he even had the balls to tell me to go kill myelf i mean serioulsy what are they thinking mkeenan: take ur beating like a man and walk awaymkeenan: gotta suck to be all alonemkeenan: still noonemkeenan: bitchmkeenan: just go kill your selfmkeenan: d-bagmkeenan: i hope somkeenan: anoyed yetmkeenan: i got a big bottle so i am good to gomkeenan: you see all i do is drink and talk shitmkeenan: and then i will be back and we can start all over againmkeenan: i will be kicked off here befor they get here if they are realmkeenan: ha ha fuckermkeenan: you have no friendsmkeenan: oh so sadmkeenan: not one rate on my shitmkeenan: where are thes friendsmkeenan: fagmkeenan: bitchmkeenan: kinda like how i fuck your mom all nightmkeenan: now i am gonna do this all nightmkeenan: i was gonna stop but you couldnt let a dead dog liemkeenan: under ur skin a bitmkeenan: am i starting to get to y
I was Sitting Here Thinking And Was Wondering Can Someone Really Care To Much For Someone? I Used To Think So Sometimes You Can't Help Who You Care And Love Your Not Supposed To When You Love Someone You Love Them And What You Feel In Your Heart Shouldn't Die. I Believe If You Want Something Bad Enough You Should Fight For It And Not Give Up Cause Once You Do The Other Person May Feel You Given Up On Them As Well. To Me Love Isn't Just Something You Feel It's The Things You Do And Say To A Person That Makes Them Feel Wanted And Needed. I Realized I Can't Give Up Easily Cause It Might Pass Me By Knowing The Person You Think About Is Always There In Your Heart. I Believe People Can Love Again But Are To Scared To Because Of Getting Hurt But I Try And Look At The Positive Things In Life And The Future Cause There Is Someone Out There Who Will Treat You With Love, Honesty, Respect And Be Loyal To So Don't Give Up On The Person Who Has Showed You All Those Things Because You May Not
    Unbelievable by Craig David...Thank you for this song baby...I love it...and I love you Rob Always said I would know where to find loveAlways thought I'd be ready and strong enoughBut sometimes I just felt I could give upBut you came and you changed my whole world nowI'm somewhere I've never been beforeNow I seeWhat word love means It's so unbelievableAnd I don't wanna let it goIts something so beautifulFlowin down like a waterfallI feel like you've always beenForever a part of meAnd it's so unbelievableTo finally be in loveSomewhere I never thought I'd be In my heart in my head it's so clear nowhold my hand you've got nothin' to fear nowI was lost and you've rescued me somehowI'm alive I'm in love you complete meAnd I've never been here beforeNow I seeWhat the word love means It's so unbelievableAnd I don't wanna let it goIts something so beautifulFlowin down like a waterfallI feel like you've always beenForever a part of meAnd it's so unbelievableTo finally be in loveSomewh
R.i.p Dr Spike
Dr Spike@ fubar   This man was one of my best friends here. This was a man who could make you smile , no matter how bad your day was, he is and always will be , my Angel. But sadly, at 3.15am Today (20th March 2010), he passed away. He has had blood clots, for the last 25 years. He had many that had travelled to his intestines. He did not know about them. Well last week, he was rushed to the hospital, in severe pain. They tried to figure out what was going on. They had him in surgery on Friday. When they were in there they found it had caused gangrene throughout his insides. there was nothing they could do. They put him in a medically induced coma, so he was not in any pain, until he died. I'm unsure what else to say, but if you knew him, you would have loved him as much as I did.  Please visit his page and leave messages for his family. I will Always Remember You Eric aka Dr Spike. R.I.P My Hug Buddy I Love You xox
The Morning After Reality
  The Morning After Reality\       Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen.  Can two souls be so alike.. being in total sincronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant.  What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is.  When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks ..
Post This If You Ain't Scared!
POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!? 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable,I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you mine Don't Be Shy, LOL!
Playboy Bunny's!!
Come join this new group if you want to be a playboy bunny! We are going to start off small and take off! Come ask me how you can join if ur interested!!! I will hope that we can be a family and help everyone out!
Questions And Thoughts To Ponder Over
Why doesn't McDonald's sell hotdogs?At a movie theater which arm rest is yours?What is Satan's last name?Why do doctors leave the room when you change? They're going to see you naked anyway.Where does the toetag go on a dead person if they don't have toes?If your driving a federal owned car, and you run a stop sign, is it considered a felony? Why is there a disclaimer on the Allstate Auto Insurance commericals that says "Not available in all states"?If you dug a hole through the center of the earth,and jumped in, would you stay at the center because of gravity?If a person dies and then springs back to life, do they get their money back for the coffin?If you are asked to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth and your the main witness, what if you say "no"?Do they bury people with their braces on? How far east can you go before you're heading west?How does a Real Estate company sell its office without causing confusion?Do dentists go to other dentists or do they just
Just A Rant
I just need to get  this down somewhere so I can maybe get it off my mind. Ok so my boyfriend is being a total ass. He actually got mad at me because I didnt want to go out after physically getting sick. I get yelled at at least 4 days a week. He never touches me. Doesnt want to have sex any more. My mind is starting  to wonder. I have this insanely hot neighbor. And he keeps doing these little things that just drive me up the wall. He comes over a lot and he will pull up  chair so I can help him do diff things. Hes been rubbing his hand up against mine. And when he rests his hand on my leg he starts to rub it. Last night when he was over he even called me babe. I thought that was odd. I dont know if he even knows hes doing it. But with my current lack of sex, and being someone who like to have it at least 5 times a week, its starting to drive me crazy. I know its wrong to be so turned on by him. But I cant help myself. I also know that nothing will happen. I really care a
Fucked Up Tattoos
I, as most people love Tattoos. I have five myself but some people need to understand that tattoos are FOREVER!!! If you are wondering what the hell I am ranting about take a look at Tattoos are meant to have meaning behind them and say alot about you, but come on people, dont get Cum Slut inked on your lower back. I know some people that get tats of faces. unless the person that inks a picture of your son, daughter, best friend, or who the fuck ever on your body is a great artist its going to look like shit! For the past two days I have been looking at that site and the only thing that has been going through my head is "what the fuck was that person thinking about?" Fuck it. just take a look at the site and you will know what I am talking about. I am speechless
How Low Can Low-cost Wireless Carriers Go?
At a time when major wireless carriers are beginning to require expensive data plans for many of their users, low-cost mobile companies keep making their prepaid calling plans broader and cheaper. Cricket, the low-cost, pay-as-you-go wireless carrier operated by Leap Wireless (LEAP), said Tuesday that it would begin offering the nation's first $30-per-month unlimited nationwide talk and text plan. Coverage will be available in 125 U.S. cities across all 50 states. That's $10 a month cheaper than any other prepaid nationwide unlimited plan available in the United States. Low-cost rival MetroPCS (PCS) offers a $40-a-month plan and competitor TracFone Wireless' Straight Talk has a $45-per-month plan. As for the major carriers, Sprint's (S, Fortune 500) Boost Mobile has a comparable prepaid plan for $50 a month, and T-Mobile and AT&T (T, Fortune 500) both offer similar prepaid plans for $60 a month. Verizon (VZ, Fortune 500) does not offer a comparable prepaid unlimited talk and text pl
When you're in a relationship there's a lot less "yours" and a whole lot of "ours". People often forget this.Other key things people in a relationship forget are: 1. Communication.: If you can't comminicate your feelings or just talk with your parnter you might as well be living under a rock cause your partner is gonna feel like you don't care about them or just don't want nothing to do with them. 2. If you and your significant other live together you got to check in with them if you are doing something or going somewhere cause you never know what they might have planned for the both of you. 3. If you have a chores around the house such as cleaning the house it's not the other person's job to pick up after you, if you're grown and able to take care of yourself you can pick up after yourself. The other person is not your servent. It's not their job to pick up after you or clean your messes.4. You got to treat your partner as you would your family.: Don't take them for granted they ha
angel from above ur now on earth u came in my life to bad ur someones wife i think of u all the time to come this may be a crime but if it is i will do the time for ur my angel i dream of u have my heart in ur hand all i ask is that u dont break it for i am always willing to be ur man people come people go but every now and than theres ones u dont want to let go u will do anything to keep them close to show how u feel u give them ur heart u give them ur soul just to keep them from going but if they go u really cant stop them but u can always hold them with in ur heart for love is what i give and ask u not to go but its all up to u
Something I Wrote
I read and understand it as if it were truly you. I wonder if you read it, do you feel... I read between the lines and come off harsh, though it’s the only way I know for my pain to flow. For inside love, the pain does grow. My heart can never truly settle. My heart does still hear you, see you. It’s the pain as in the book. It takes your life away. Should the truth be held inside for all your life? Do we all not have our faults? Would you not agree that there is more strength and pride in love compared to anything? When love fails in your heart, you find a point to concentrate, and that is all you have. Always a haunted open space filled with the longing of being filled once more. We call this lonely. This space can never be entirely filled. If truly someone is dead in your mind, does that mean they die also in your heart? I suppose they do not, but that means you cannot move. You settle instead. Settling comes with honest loneliness. Never to fulfill. We ha
Being In Love
there have been many woman in my life. i have had enof of wondering from bed to bed. i want to sedle down with this girl that i am with now for once. i cant seem to get enof of her. i am livin with her right now with her sister. i never want to leave this girl. i want to have a family and grow old with. i want her in my arms al the time. her eyes are like deep pools of cristel cear water that has never been touched by mans hand. she walks like an angel so graseful and... i dont know how to put it in to words.. i am going to think some more than i will post a nother blog later rtl
Yet Another One
 I crawl under the table, lift your dress over your silky creamy thighs, jus enough to xxpose them beautifully glistenin lips. teasin you, my tongue slides round the out walls of your constant moisten pussy. you out a slight but quiet moan. my rings catching your clit, jus enough for you to feel. body squirmin to get ever closer. tryin not to draw to much attention as to what is goin on in our direction. you slide your ass closer to the edge of your seat. pullin my face closer to your pussy, the smell of your scent intoxicating. my tongue slidin in deeper and deeper. your hands grabbin my long hair, pullin me in tighter between your creamy thighs.   my tongue movin in and out between your drippin lips. my teeth nibblin, sometimes soft. most times hard, jus so i can see the pain, pleasure on your face as i peek from under where im at.hearin you wince and moan has got me hard. the more i flirt with your clit, the louder you get.people turn to see what is all the comotion. mostly jus so
Pissed Off Americans
So, what is expected of Americans who feel that their country has been hijacked? How is this different from passengers on a plane jumping on a terrorist with a bomb in his droops? I say there is really no difference in those who avert a terrorist attack and citizens that feel they need to fight against the Obama administration.Of course, I hate violence and would never advocate for it. However, these politicians have just spat on the Constitution, which is the life's blood of our great country. This is every bit as much, and even MORE an attack on our republic as any foreign enemy has cast against usThis is absolutely NO different than the PATRIOTS we celebrate in the history books! Thsi administration is anti-American and is doing everything they can do to destroy this country. It does not take a genius to add up all the details and see that it is true.... See MoreLets have a look at some of the proof!1) This admin. wants to grant the same rights to foreign terrorists that "we the peo
Your Name:Your age:Favorite position:1. Do you think I'm cute?.2. Would you have sex with me?3. Lights on or off?4. Would you have to be drunk?5. Would you take a shower with me?6. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?7. Would you leave after or stay the night?8. Do you like cuddling afterwards?9. Condom or skin?10. Have sex on the first date?11. Would you kiss me during sex?12. Do you think I would be good in bed?13. Would you use me as a booty call?14. Can I use you as a booty call?15. Can we take pictures of the act?16. How long would we have sex?17. Would you tell your friends about me?18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Your Name:Your age:Favorite position:1. Do you think I'm cute?.2. Would you have sex with me?3. Lights on or off?4. Would you have to be drunk?5. Would you take a shower with me?6. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?7. Would you leave after or stay the night?8. Do you like cuddling afterwards?9. Condom or skin?10. Have sex on t
Seeking Slaves
W/we are seeking a slave that is looking for a good home for LTR with both myself and my Husband. He is military and i am a model so W/we have an active lifestyle. Wwe want a loving woman that can clean house,cook, and serve Master Kevin. Master wanst to have a sister slave for me the rest of O/our lives and apart of O/our family.W/we are very serious about all of this. W/we are moving to Hawaii due to the military at the end of april, so if you want a good family come soon, Master will not turn down a female slave. Master Wolf and sub hannah
Disco Lemonade
Various Thoughts
Ive sat and tried to come up with words Only to come up with something that's never heard.. Silence .. peaceful moment where until chaos collides with the momentary way of thinking.Until the settlement's are placed .. this is where my mind is based.It's firm and never leaves it's place .. my mind is a scattered place .. filled with chaos, hatred, sanity and confusion .. i still see everything as a dilusion. Am I this mental where I can't place an idea without a twisted end? Everything has a plot ... just have to follow the dots .. the dots lead to something fierce. Something never heard before .. silence .. the untold venue of a souless mind from time to time .. a deep felt warmth of cloudless eyes .. these are scattered thoughts that confuse my mind may the journey of my thoughts settle within this clouded filled dream that's based upon nothing but .... Silence ... the unheard moment .................. numb from mind down .. numb from all the sounds
Alot has been going on in my life.. in real life.  Been busy alot just doing stuff around the house...and working more. Anyways.. been feeling kinda down lately with work.  Just kinda depressing to see these drug addicts coming in to get there drugs..and not being able to tell them what ya really think. LOL. I sometimes think.. to bad it cant be like on television where you can just tell them how you feel. Also found out my gyno Dr has retired.  Hes 70..but a young 70.  I found out from his daughternlaw who works with me..that they found out he has stage 4.. melanoma cancer..and its pretty much throughout his body. She said he never even had a spot on him to give him a clue. Anyways..this has me down some to.  When you have worked at a place so long..get to know your coworkers..etc.. real good..its sad when something like this happens. Anyways.. just down in dumps some.  I have also been considering deleting fu.  If not for couple people on here..I would have already. It has changed
My life is going pritty good for nowMy girl friend thinks i'am weird butI dont give a fucking dam if i'am.I wish i can change my self dramaticlyBut i cant my last gf carrie betrayed me.,She hurt me more than ever more than amanda willever will.Every fucking time i get pissedI feel death & when i'am not i feeldarkness in my vains.I like to have people read my shitthat i have on myspace so they to can feel my pain inway.I end up with a broken heartevery time i look in to her eyes thinkinwhat i shoulda have done with my life.My life aperntly sucks ass bc i wish mylife would  go better my life is hard at timei really hate it so much. my gf dos not understand howmuch pain i've gone threw.Theres so much sorrow in my lifeI wish it would go away & leave me aloneBut I'am happy for Jenise & Dale i hope theystay together for a long time to come.with love comes pain,but I would rather love,then die with no pain. I would rather die in your armsinsted of some 1 else's. I will keep you for everif you
Richland townhome fire being investigated by police, fire marshal By: Christopher Ruvo On Saturday afternoon, Bob Plante’s daughter walked up to him and casually said, “Dad, the house next door is on fire.” She wasn’t kidding. The blaze she was referring to left a townhome in Richland uninhabitable. The fire, which broke out in the Walnut Bank Farms development, is under investigation by township police and the Bucks County Fire Marshal’s Office. “It’s a significant investigation,” said a Richland police officer at the scene. Still, officials said it was too soon to say if someone intentionally started the fire. No arson-related charges had been filed in connection with the blaze Saturday. “It’s going to be a long investigation,” said Quakertown Fire Chief Doug Wilhelm. An investigator from the Bucks County Fire Marshal’s Office said the flames appear to have sparked in an u
Mindless Devotions
I don't understand people and their status updates.   "I'm going to take a hiatus from [insert website name here] for a while.  See ya when I see ya"   To me, this just screams:"Beg me not to go !  I need to feel validated and e-loved by complete strangers!"   Now, this does not speak for every one.  There are some that legitimately take their hiatus, coming back feeling internet-refreshed.  What I am talking about are the people that claim they need to take a break, only to come back the following day or even a few days later.    That is not a hiatus, that is a nap...or maybe a small weekend trip. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that’s not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you tru
Once, every so often, life throws something at you that makes you open your eyes. I have recently realized that for the majority of my life I have lived my life trying to make everyone happy and not myself. Because of this I generally end up hurting myself and those who are closest to me. Because I have done this, I may have lost a very important person. Im done with that. No more will I sacrifice myself for the feelings of others. I may hurt people along the way, but my new mentality is "better me than them". Not that I will do this on purpose, but happiness is paramount. Im hoping that I can rectify the damage that has been done, regardless these changes will be made. I deserve to be happy and now is the time.
Book Review!!!!
I can't believe it... my second review. The reviewer loved Storm Rising... I'm in shock!!  Check out the link: God... I'm going insane here!  This was a big boost to me.  Happy celebration time!  This is a great early birthday gift... and I had to share.
Nothing In Return!!
Everyday I rate all of my friends and I get nothing in return. I will be cleaning out my friends and fans lists over the next couple days. It's time to cut out all the users on this site.
I'll Just Watch
I sat on the sidewalk, as you walked by. In an instant I could see what your soul screamed out. Someone to care, someone to listen, someone to show you that there is life out there. I saw the abuse the pain and the scars, and saw you hiding in the crowd. Your eyes look over to meet mine, but you looked away knowing that I was studying you. I saw your need to lose control, your need to be guided into what you are to scared to explore. All your energy still spent at trying to be normal, to have no one see what lays below the surface. If you could see that the healing lies on the other side, that gaining control is to hand it over. To show your strength to submit to another, but your trust has been taken away. To jump into the water once again, not knowing if you will sink or swim. Your lack of of trust in the human race, was given to you long ago. Now you walk in front of me, you know that I can see right through. The hard exterior protecting a shattered soul, we'll meet again when you&r
How Deep Is To Deep?
I have come to realize i would make the worst dear jon publishir. I can't write or speak to ppl that come to me reguarding their lives unless the mood is right. Seems to happen once a month around this time. Silly I know but I not only one who has noticed. lol But yet again just another unexplain event that seem to happen to me and no one understands or can relate. Secretly i like that! he he on the outside i am who they see or hear. Not cause they know me! My tatoo's are memeries and personal expression. Just a look down when i am sad, depressed or angured. Like insperation or material items. Gives me instant possativity to not stoop to others negativity and imaturity. To others it's trashy or makes me look easy and trampy. Being judgemental is one of life's biggest and ugliest personality traits to have...... Hardest habbit to control and eliminate in everyday life, friendships, religion ect. One key step to over coming my past was this. I grew up nieve and misguided, abused and mini
On A String...
Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye Even with our fists held high It never would have worked out right, yeah We were never meant for do or die... I didn't want us to burn out I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop... I want you to know It doesn't matter where we take this road Someone's gotta go And I want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on So I'm already gone Looking at you makes it harder But I know that you'll find another That doesn't always make you wanna cry It started with the perfect kiss then We could feel the poison set in "Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go I want you to know It doesn't matter where we take this road Someone's gotta go And I want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on So I'm already gone I'm already gone, al
Just Like You
Just like u  I can honestly say ill never be like u. In todays cookie cutter world its seems like everyone is in a big race to be just like the next guy. same shoes same shirt same lip service. Im glad to know that i have surrounded myself with less then cookie cutter friends. I have managed to collect bits and pieces from every type of background and there are probably only two things they all have in common. Drinking & Me. Sorry but i just dont trust someone who dosnt drink. I haves to say that im truly unique in my own way and ull not find anyone like me anywhere else and thats fine with me. Im not striving to be any different that i am and im not looking forward to a much brighter future where i will somehow miraciously become someone im not.
The Movie "twister"
In "Twister," the movie opening today, stars Helen Hunt and Bill Paxton stand in an Oklahoma cornfield. Wind whips their hair back and debris flies toward them as the husband and wife tornado chasers, eyes keen, look in awe at a monstrous, growling, oncom ing tornado. "My God," they say. In a preview screening Wednesday, two real husband and wife tornado chasers, meteorologists Richard and Daphne Thompson of Kansas City, were saying practically the same thing: My... What a bunch of hooey. It's not that the young chasers thought "Twister" was bad. Not at all. The special effects that created the tornadoes were great. "The effects were better than I thought for the tornadoes," Richard Thompson said. And in terms of excitement, Daphne Thompson, 23, who's an Internet WebMaster for the National Weather Service, and Richard Thompson, 29, who tracks storms for the National Storm Prediction Center, thought it was pretty intense, maybe ranking an F3 on the F0 to F5 torna
Stupid Boy
I broke up w/ Doug....and about last weekend we were talking and he asked if I would get mad at him if he started "messing around with other people" when he's at parties and shit. I said i didnt care. Anyways...later he texts me....and asked if I had any condoms to give him so he can be "safe". WTF!!
My Profile
Geeks Pwn Regular Human Beings
Hold up your badge of honor geekazoids! As it turns out, gamers excel in a lot of skills in other areas apart from gaming due to well, gaming itself. Multi-tasking. Oh yeah, you are a master of this art more than Picasso ever was. I mean, all the guy did was paint. You, on the other hand, can take no prisoners in PvP, flirt on chatroulette, check your mail, download new tracks, grab a bite and let your tanning lotion dry all at the same time.More brain power. Games give you the smarties! Who knew? Additional hours spent playing keeps your brain working overtime when your non-gaming buddies use their spare time to sleep or eat or relax. It’s fairly simple: the stronger your brain gets, the more intelligent you become.Enhanced reflexes. Geeks got moves too! Countless days and nights of gives you better hand-eye coordination as the only way to play and advance to the next level is by getting the two―your hands and eyes―to work together.Increased stamina. When watching lo
IS TRUE DAT EVERY BODY WANT TO BE A MAN OF HIS OWN, WHILE SOME THINKS DAT DEY CAN ONLY ACHIEVED THEIR GOALS IN LIFE WEN BEING ISOLATED!. WELL I DISAGREED WIT SUCH PEOPLE. NO MATTER WATSUR DREAMS ARE IT CAN BE ACHIEVED IN ISOLATION!!. i beleive we are all here to have funs in fubar, but i'm exsperiencing some negative things coming up every day in fubar. for me, i beleive in moderation~~~~perhaps i still don't think if fubar is a dating site.... i luv every gud tins and also hate some naughty people aswell. so if u are 1 of dem,DAMM U!! I DON'T NEED SUCH PEOPLE
Lounge Codes
Tho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I hear your voicemy heart longs for youfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eyeTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I see your facemy heart skips a beatfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eye Can you see the light, or are you still just blind,or can you be lost,in the shadows of your mind,open up your eyes,and together we will start,we will star to walk,and never be apart,and together, we'll run....take a look at me,and open up your heart,see the light i feel,and we'll never be apart,is your mind still dark,or is the daybreak nearing,is it my love you fear,or the love for me your feeling,and together, we'll up your eyes, and let your fears rush out,feel the love I give,and they'll never be a doubt,oprn up your heart,and we will
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This Is My First Blog And Most Recent Poetic Work
"Don't Play With Matches"I stand engulfed in bitter flame, I taste the heat it burns the same.Another time where i remain, Quite unable to ascertain.The Simple Notion Burns Me Whole, charring Body Scorching soul.And yet i keep a happy face. For i still know ive got my place.I follow blindly hearing cries, i cannot see they've burned my eyes.And When i find out whats amiss, A Demon offers me a kiss.Hard to turn or look away, Burning is the price i pay.But in my mind cant be erased, i still know ive got my place.
Sight Beyond Sight
Avalanches rolling through my skull, destroying my pure thoughts, corroding my ideas, blending both sides of my thought process so that all is obscured and intertwined. No longet recognizable my soul cries out in anguish , searching for a beacon to guide it from the self-destruction it seeks. Listen for the bellowing sound my soul cannot ommit, resonating so far its deluded by space and time. See what evils are hidden from your simplistic sight, and feel the pain burdened on my shoulders for an eternity, yet I am oblivious to the pain. Suspended in an unescapable cage deep within my mind, only able to peer outward as if watching someone else act in my stead, yearning to once more be able to control my body. Silenced I am at every sound uttered from my pitiful lungs, suffocated by unrelenting assailants, and betrayed in so many ways it has become a familiarity. Denied the individuality I have sought out for so many years, cast aside as if all I have done was worht less than nothing, as
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Mount Rainier  in Washington State .  Amazing pictures.  14,500 ft.Those of us NOT living in Tacoma or surrounding areas will appreciate these pictures.    It was so amazing people were pulling over on the freeway to take pictures.Mt.  Rainier  puts on a show!Our little dry streak is about to come to an end.  But if you looked at 
We The People
                Okay, I think I’ve had enough of all the rhetoric and sheer idiocy of so many people in the world who not only wish me and mine ill, but wish to control every aspect of my life. As an American, I’ve been blessed by God (yes, GOD – you know, that Supreme Being we’re not allowed to talk about anymore?) to have been born in a nation where I have certain rights that were given to me by Him. Yes, my Creator, God, not a panel of idiots who have managed to get themselves elected to office so many times they feel they know better than I what is good for me.                 So, here’s a list to those who wish to tell me how to live my life, and just what my response to them is. If you don’t agree, I truly don’t mind. You see, that is your choice, and whether you believe in Him or not, that choice is the gift He’s given you. You will deal with the consequences of your own choice.   To President Obama: You are not the “Proph
From day one when we first met, I knew we would click.Our bond started to grow stronger and stronger as time went by, despite the few obstacles we had encountered. You make me happy when I'm down and you always bring a sense of happiness to me. Friendships are based on lotta things but what we share is more than a friendship. The bond that we have is priceless and no one can ever put a price tag on it. You came into my life and you made a difference on how I perceive things. Just want you to know that I think of you everyday. You know who you are. Again thank you for being a part of me..

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