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All About The Fu
I have been here for a total of about 2 years now. There are a lot of things that can be learned here and here goes: 1. There are some very decent people here, but there are also a great deal of perverts, psychos, and just down right mean people. 2. People aren't what they appear to be either. In time their true colors will show and it won't be pretty. 3. This is a virtual bar. The same rules apply as they would in a real bar. 4. Unless you are up there in levels, I can assure you that you're probably being used. Had to learn this lesson the hard way. Luckily, I have met some wonderful people here and they're real as they come. 5. Watch out for thise who pretend to be your friend. Keep an eye out for fakes, bling whores, stalkers, and psychos. They are everywhere on this site. 6. There of plenty of ways to occupy your time here. Use them. Just interacting tends to get boring. Not everyone here wants to fully engage in a conversation. 7. I love that fubar reaches out to people th
Fubar Cursed?
Fubar is great for meeting people you probably wouldn't have met otherwise. Including that special somene you hold above all others on fu. Although it'sgreat that I have met someone I'm really attracted to thanks to fu we do however have our problems because of fu. For instance I believe if you are really srious about someone they are usuallly the first person you think about when you come to the site at least for me anyway I make sure to do to all the little things for her besides having her as my #1 and my crush etc You would think if someone really likes you the same way they would have no problem doing the same things for you? Well unfortunately I have been in more arguements with this person lately about this subject. She just refuses to do all the things for me that I have done happily for her so I told her for one thing it really kinda hurts my feelings I even have to ask you to do these things but then when she would rather argue about it than actually do it kinda makes me thin
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This And That
I am really annoyed . I come here to rate my online friends , maybe chat a little if I have time .Its kinda a social thing. Maybe I should expect to be hit on sometimes and I have to admit it is a bit flattering (since I am not a spring chicken anymore -lol) .But I wish men would accept no as an answer .I say it politely ( mostly) but yet my answer is ignored more often than not . My no doesnt mean maybe .My no doesnt mean try again .My no means NO ! I am ONLY interested in friendship here . Please accept that In the future anyone who doesnt accept that will instantly be blocked . I dont like having to write a blog like this but the alternative is to stop chatting at all .Which may happen yet.
Nsfw F/f Story
One of my fav stories I've written **Warning: explicit material** ~Wanton Desire~ I place my hands gently on your face and kiss you tenderly. Our mouths open and we taste each other slowly. I move down your neck with light kisses and tiny nips just above your breasts. We kiss again, more passionately this time. I take my hands and lift your shirt off, then your bra. "You are beautiful" I say. I take your breasts in my hands and start to rub and pull on your nipples. They are becoming hard under my touch, craving my attention. I start to pinch and tug on your hardening peaks. You moan "Oh yes, show me how much you want me". I cannot deny you. You take my face in your hands and kiss me with such need, so much passion, moaning into each other's mouths! I move my hand to your side, caressing your soft skin as I move my way down to your ass. I begin rubbing and massaging one cheek. My other hand finds your hair. I pull it back and place featherlight kisses along the back of y
Help!
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Getting My Life Back
Well Hello there ... obviously you were curious enough to want to find out what is going on or maybe you just like a bit of blood and gore. hee hee :p  Either way this is the story. A few years ago I was told I had loss of cartilage and an arthritic spur in my right foot. The doc told me I could have surgery and I would walk without pain, but I wouldn't dance again. ARE YOU KIDDING ME???!!! So I spent the next 4 years walking, dancing, and NOT WEARING HEELS (except to dance or on really special occasions) and now I'm worse and better all at the same time. It got to the point that I would have to take my shoes off every chance I got (and that's not many with quick changes and all) and even had a few teary moments on stage (NOT COOL ~ but always done with a smile). Soooo now the verdict is ..... I have Hallux Limitus, Arthritis, and Bunions on and in both big toes. Basically it means I can't bend my big toes upwards (ever tried to walk without flexing your toes?), because I have extra
A New Begining
        Ive driven to alot of places over the years of being a truck driver. Maine to California. Florida to Oregon. And in all the places Ive been Ive heard nothing but the same thing. Where have all the good men gone? And my answer is..They are tired of being hurt. Just recently I found out what opening your completely feels like, and also felt the betrayal and pain of watching it stepped on, tore apart, and pissed on by some one who said they wanted everything to do with me. Yet when plans were made for me to uproot my life, travel 1000 miles to this person, and arrive to see them, I was left standing at a bus station for over 8 hrs before getting amessage to get a motel room. Then this person proceeded to continus playing me through the next day until that afternoon i was told good bye and she loved some one else. So when you all ask those around you..Where have all the good men gone? Look for those hanging there heads, those you look past because they arent some muscle head, or so
My Visions
I know not many ppl beleive in psychic's or the ablility to even have that for any man. I say unto you, that is fine to feel that way, I wont judge you for your beliefs. Each man has has beliefs. I have been doubted b4, and i have proven also to many. I fear of nothing, only cus i have seen things most could or couldn't only imagine. I know things that only ppl can say its a maybe or its not possible. I had a vision last night in a dream.. Sure it is a dream but i know how and can know what is a vision and dream. Got to be careful not to get them mixed up. ever had da javu? (if thats how you spell it) It's most likely a dream you have had in the past still locked away deep into your mind that you have forgotten about, then you ponder on the fact but it never comes to you. That is a vision you have had long time ago about the future, but with the mind being a dark and sinful place within yourself, you are too lost too see it, or know what it means, You cant separate that part
Hollow Key
They told me to keep the tears back, I smiled weakly, and said Sometimes a girl has to cry. They said Dream, Believe, Achieve, I laughed artfully, and said Dreams are like volcanoes. They told me to ignore them and walk away I turned forward, and said Kill 'em with kindness. They said keep it a secret, I looked up, and said, It won't come true either way. But it was a lie, I locked myself inside, I did what they wanted, Now it dawns on me. I am the guard to my own prison, I hold the key! I am the digger of my grave, I hold the shovel above the ground! Now is the time to live, To live the truth.
Nerd
  WORKING PROGRESS WILL BE UP AND RUNNING SOON Founder-Monnie lives at Hyrule Co-Founder- Agent P The acronym of No one Ever Really Dies, stylized as N*E*R*D national establishment for real dorks, Never Ending Radical Dude. (name ideas) (Quotes) An individual persecuted for his superior skills or intellect, most often by people who fear and envy him.   An 'individual', i.e. a person who does not conform to society's beliefs that all people should follow trends and do what their peers do. Often highly intelligent but socially rejected because of their obesssion with a given subject, usually computers.  Hey all, Thank you for checking out my blog about being a NERD. Now I'm sure you're asking what exactly a NERD is, Well that's where this blog is going to come in pretty handy. A NERD is a person who is a Nerd/Geek/Dork/Gamer/Etc. We're a group of people who just want to have fun on Fubar and maybe take over the world, but those plans haven't been discussed ye
My Life
Many of you probably have wondered why i appear and disappear from fubar* its been a painful six months! I have had so many family members pass away here recently. Just didn't want to make anyone feel down even if i was" I have lost a cousin right before Easter and a uncle after Easter* another uncle before fathers day* and my aunt that passed away the day after the 4th of july we were expectin her to pass cause the doctors gave her 2 months to live and the cousin that past before easter was her son! Her funeral was 1 week ago and the day after her funeral her brother which is my uncle had a stroke * he is ok for now and i pray he will be that way for awhile* But it doesn't end there "last night my mom calls me and she tells me my cousin's daughter commited sucide she was only 28!!I just don't understand why all this is happening i know its part of life but its like its not stoppin till everyone is gone! This is my mothers family and its scary and im scared for her! Since last year i h
Storminside
July 10 2013 Teligraph called shot, up up & away I’m super skeeting on the weak sheeting U call hot Not happening, not a demon’s prayer in heaven U gonna get me caught up & trapped in it. Make the next girl jealous, rarely if ever, all the way turned up, I’mm’A tell it. So it’s time 2 sack up, show ya gold’s, Go HAM Go the Fuck Home! U think U don’t have 2 work hard 2 get paid? Just show up, make a cameo, reality show, do nothing but pose get lots of doe? Ya’ll missing what the grind is, Balling ain’t a right it’s a privilege It’s driving me crazy: All this painstaking, namemaking Think all U have 2 do is spread yur legs? Cash ur check on the 3rd, live in the projos as a pro – babymaker I throw haymakers Spit real, ya’ll acrylic. Taunting will get u knocked the fuck out! No matter who U are: Ask Anderson Silva Mine’s condensed, I value quality over quantity=so I have limited minutes of time
Poetry
Finding your rock is the easy part,  holding onto it is the hard part. either it is too hot to handle or too cold to hold. you can wear gloves but eventually they wear out and you get burned.   -me
Giving
          In this life we are expected to give...... Love, time, understanding, encouragement ect..... I'm single because once I became a mother I no longer had it in me to unconditionally love an adult :( My children are mine! They are the only ones to love me unconditionally back. So please bare with me as I learn to once again fully give myself to an adult!
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Protest By The Black Community
I live in South Florida so I have followed the George Zimmerman trial closely and I live about 10 miles from where Trayvon Martin lived in Miami Gardens...I have noticed that the Black community and it's leaders like Jesse Jackson and Al Sharpton asking the justice Department to bring civil rights charges on George Zimmerman and plan to lead more protest. Trayvon Martin's death was a tragety that should have never happen but what about all the Black men who were killed by other Black men. Many of them were also youths like Trayvon....I have never seen Jesse Jackson or Al Sharpton protest about Black people killing Black people or argue for their civil rights. I live in South Florida and almost every day I see Black people killing other Black people and the Black community doesn't say anything about it. Al Sharpton is going to Orlando to the annual NAACP meeting soon. I think he and the NAACP should address Black on BLack killings. From 1976 to 2011 there were almost 280,000 Black m
Find Out Who Your Friends Are
Made this blog to see who my true friends are on here if ur fake in gonna act like a friend dont add me dont talk to me u get wat u see when ur talking to me
Coding And Designing!
Oh well This isnt a Blog to teach you how to code.. but its a blog to Teach You how to be creative and make ur own thing! I am Sick of people (and am sure they know who they are) Saying they are Graphics designers and Lounge Or Skin Designers If they dont make their own thing, If you are what u say you are, Then be creative, make ur own thing, BE PROUD OF IT, then say ur a coder, not be like .. yeah i am the best graphics designer and coder on fubar, when u have no creativity to make your own, and yet, whats funny is, ur charging people for it.. seriously Its a Simple 1 2 3 Methos, And Lemme tell u some exampels of what happened, I Had Club 69 Open Before and no 1 had the same layout as club69, i went away for few months, I Came Back to 5 Other Lounges Looking Exactly the Same, if u ask who made them, They tell u the same 2 Names, Which i am not gonna mention, but am so damn sure YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, and another time, i made This new layout in 69 with 2 cams, Got sick for a week, t
Big Red’s Tools For A Happy, Sound Psychological State
BIG RED’S TOOLS FOR A HAPPY, SOUND PSYCHOLOGICAL STATE   1.  Anger Management 2.  Cognitive Behavioral Therapy 3.  Let Go and Let God 4.  Forgive and forget   1.  Anger Management: Take a time out ASAP when you realize that u r angry and/or about to rage.  Time outs can consist of leaving the room, counting to 10 or back from 10, etc. Later, after the time out, when all parties are civil and calm, have a conversation with the other person using "I" statements.  “I” feel  (an emotion) when u (an act). Suggest a solution.  If either/or any party becomes angry/ enraged, another time out is called.  The parties are not allowed to be in the same space or communicate while angry/raging.  Rules: No bringing up the past.  Stick to the current issue(s).   2.  Cognitive Behavioral Therapy:  Monitor your thoughts as much as possible till it becomes natural to monitor your thoughts, especially when emotionally down
The 17 Positive Affirmations
POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS   I think and act with confidence. I am strong and powerful. I fully accept myself as I am. I have many accomplishments to my credit. I am healthy and energetic. I deserve the time and space to heal. I have all the resources I need to do what I want to in my life. I am loved by many people. I am a very valuable person. I am safe and protected. I am effective and efficient in stressful situations. I am peaceful and serene at all times. My relationships are happy and fulfilling. I am in charge of my life. I look and feel wonderful. I express myself easily and comfortably. I choose life.
Love
so there are a few things i owe and feel i need to say to the love of my life bill u stole my heart from the first time i laid my eyes on u  went from a crush to full blown love. u have shown me what love is about.. everyday i love waking up to u and going to bed with u.   i never thought i love someone as much as i love u    yes we have had our ups and downs but i can say i never stopped loving u and never will   bill i love u more then anything  i love u with all my heart and soul  love the fact ur mine and im urs for the rest of our happy life together   NO ONE OR NOTHING WILL TEAR US APART 
My Archnemesis
The spoon is my archnemesis All of my noodles lay scattered upon the floor My plate mocking me with its square-toothed smile What have I done to deserve such treachery? I thought us united by a common bond But the crafty fork,it seems,has split us apart Never to be joined harmoniously again I will now cast an untrusting eye on you,O spoon Your hollow depths deceiving me for the final time No more will I clean your shiny surface You,dear spoon,leave me NO choice..... I must consume ALL my edibles with my hands
Is It True, One Time?
“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because th
Before U Wanna B An Asshole
Before you wanna be an asshole with your girl, Think about this... While your ignoring her , another girl is giving her attention . While your giving her problems , another girl is listening ..While your too busy for her, another girl is making time for her. While your making her cry, another girl is trying to make her smile again, When your not sure if you want her, Another girl already has that figured out.. SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT!!!
Poems
Tears of pain and sorrow, Not wanting to wake up to see tomorrow, Waiting for death to come, To fill the happiness of some, Lost is the love and vigor for life, Pain cutting through me like a knife, Dreams lost once more, Wanting to leave this life forevermore, Happiness and bliss are just figments, Of a life never to be had, Tragedy and pain rule again, My heart lost and broken full of despair, Wishing I could disappear into thin air. Darkness closing in, The demon struggles to be released, Pain, misery, and agony is all that's left within, Making him stronger by the minute, Look deep within the cold, glossy eyes, And find certain death within, The flames of hatred and bitterness, Burns deep within your soul, Feasting on your fear and dispair, Drowning his thirst with your blood,
Shoulder
Ok, shoulder news update lol, surgery was successful, they stitched the tear in my rotator cuff muscle, put a titanium pin into repair a tendon hole , shaved off the arthritis and generally removed all excess calcification, and i was awake thruought :) and it was awesome to watch, now after 4 weeks i can remove my sling, bit scary cos when its on folks can see its damaged n so avoid banging into me, but now ill have to be more careful and im known for being a clumsy fekka lol, also i have a half tanned right arm which looks totally weird but hopefully the tan will even out now sling is off, going to physical therapy every week , nice lady with cold hands n who can also cope with the cuss words i use when it hurts , still having to pull up me panties one handed lol but slowly im gaining more use in the arm and wont be long before im doing everything 2 handed, its just gonna take time n then its knee surgery time whoohooooooo:)...n then carpel tunnel....gee im a clumsy fekka lololol All
Music
The Battling Boys Of Benghazi
The poem was written by an unknown MARINE CORPS Officer THE BATTLING BOYS OF BENGHAZI We're the battling boys of Benghazi No fame, no glory, no paparazzi. Just a fiery death in a blazing hell Defending our country we loved so well. It wasn't our job, but we answered the call, fought to the Consulate and scaled the wall. We pulled twenty Countrymen from the jaws of fate Led them to safety, and stood at the gate. Just the two of us, and foes by the score, But we stood fast to bar the door. Three calls for reinforcement, but all were denied, So we fought, and we fought, and we fought til we died. We gave our all for our Uncle Sam, But Barack Obama didn't give a damn. Just two dead seals who carried the load No thanks to us..........we were just "Bumps In The Road". This needs to be circulated as much as we can possibly keep it going. I think this is the feeling of the general population and it should be pursued until something is done with the incompetent peopl
Poems
My Love By: Jacob Cope You have this power over me,.... this undesirable, undeniable, unmistakable power..... You consume my mind..... You invade my thoughts..... You are the ruler of my dream world..... You bring a smile to my face,.... a sparkle to my eyes,.... and a tear to my cheek. .... Your voice is like a sweet song.... I am hearing for the first time..... You take my breath away..... With the simplest things.... your lips utter.... you make me feel weightless,.... as though I could float up,.... and touch the heavens above..... You make me look at life through new eyes,.... eyes that have never seen the light of days,.... until now..... I feel as though I am using all my senses,.... for the first time,.... and suddenly everything I once knew,.... is now unfamiliar to me..... You fill every cell of my being .... with joy, love and happiness..... You make me want to stand up .... and scream at the top of my lungs, .... "I LOVE YOU, more than words cou
Sporty's Passion
First off, I'm NOT a writer, I DO write in the winter when I can't ride(Michigan weather you know). My spelling may be off and grammer is'nt quite right  but I hope you will enjoy the story's I post here.  This 1 is about a dinner date. I havent found the restruant or the woman,yet. It's a rooftop, private and secluded with A candle on the table to reflect the passion in your beautiful eyes,talking of nothing important with our words,letting our hearts communicate for us as we eat a lovly meal,sipping wine,laughing and smiling till the moon comes up. It's a nice warm evening and I would roll out a blanket so that we could lay together, my arm around you,your head on my chest looking at all the stars that have come out to watch our passion blossom and grow! We would make love there,the moon shows through your hair and puts a spell on me,the stars glimmer in your eyes,FIREY and hot with the passion we share over and over as the night turns to morning. We relax after the night, exausted a
So Very Lost
well this is my first time ever writing a blog so i have no clue what the hell im doing. so bear with me lol im currently going thru my first divorce and i have not a foggiest idea on how to start over again, espcially sence i have a 1yr old son that i havent been able to see in over a month. she wont let me see him at all right now and that kills me inside. my son is my entire life and never done anything wrong to deserve the treatment im getting from her. anyway i still dont have a place of my own right now sence i used up all the money i have to pay off the courts and im getting tired of living on my friends couches. i have a job but i have to wait awhile before i get the raise that i need to into something better. right now im looking for support and encouragement from anyone and anything. hopefully i will start dating again but im still scared of what might happen.   well to be continued
2013
I remember when (isn't this how all bs sad tales start?) blogs used to be cool.  The mumms had gotten shitty for the first time (was it really the first time) and blogs were where the kool kids were...  Now no one really goes to blogs and certainly there is no blog stalking going on, except for witchie's on occasion or probably Jen's, but since I am not here friend I don’t go to them.  Anyway that is my thought for now.  I do not plan to do anything about them sucking, just decided to point it out.     Carry on.
If It Doesn't Rain
Hah this is about 90% accurate lol.. a long read.   Sun in AriesAries is the first sign of the zodiac, and Aries natives are the first to start--and the first to finish--whatever they set out to do. Aries is an active, energetic sign. People with Sun in Aries are direct, straightforward, and uncomplicated. They expect the same from others, and are baffled when they don't always get it. The body comes first with Aries. Sun in Aries people are natural athletes. At the very least, their natural inclination is to use their bodies to get things done. They're not given to long, drawn-out emotional moments; nor are they big on planning ahead. Instead, they live their lives simply. What is happening right now is most important to Aries. Impatience is a definite vice, and innovation is a huge strength. Aries loves to start anything new, and they have trouble sitting still. They are pioneers in whatever they do, and there is a very basic quality of bravery in these people that is unmistakable!
Just Like You
YOU can`t break my heart, it`s been broken before Broken by someone just like you  Her eye`s used to shine when they looked into mine But divided when she found someone new now lets play a game of love and broken heart But let me warn you from the start that you can`t break my heart it`s been broken before  Broken by someone just like you
Fupony Insanity!!!
True Friends
funny how ppl say there ur friends one min and the next they stab u in the back ... i dont understand ppl sometimes how can be loving and then so cold hearted ...   my advice to is watch who u let in as a friend they may be nice one min the next have a knife in ur back     DO A BACKGROUND CHECK ON PPL BEFORE U LET THEM IN UR LIFE JSING    i hsve learned my lesson and have learned to trust no one word      i have a few amazing friends on here and ty for being true    i have the best few friends and one amazing man in my life  This is me  blunt, shy, sweet, outspoken, cheerful, sad, heartbroken i am a person i have feelings most ofthe time they are not noticed or they are and ppl dont care    i get upset pretty easy    When i love someone its a deep kind of love    I admit i do have trust problems with most females    DO NOT LIKE WHO I AM THATS ON U    I DONT TRY TO IMPRESS ANYONE    U LIKE ME OR U DONT    ILL NEVER CHANGE WHO I AM FOR ANYONE 
Kimlinh
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Comes In Three's
The three basic human emotions:  greed, fear , and greed. You should never sacrifice 3 things; your family, your heart, or your dignity. Now is a good time to give me good advice on how to get over a man: Please proceed in comments. THANK YOU!!
Family....?
you know what i miss? No you dont because you never ask! But i will tell you now.. I miss family gatherings where everyone was happy to see each other rather than judge and compare how great they are to those they are blood related! I miss grilling out with my family, and actually laughing about stupid things we used to do! I miss how even on the rainiest of days, family members still smiled and welcomed you home making the sun come out in your heart! These days the word family is taken as a joke to a lot of people. They use and abuse each other, and honestly i am sickend by it! the word family means: a group of people who should love and support each other no matter the age, size, or distance!! Quit relying on friends all the time, because who knows you could be hurting the one true member of your family that has always been there for you! Luckily as i was growing up i had 4 main people who did just that!
Rescue
http://www.examiner.com/article/animal-rescuers-burnout
Poetry And Other Self-expressions.
The Devil's Illusion Distressed,Confused,Holding on to a broken past.It haunts you,It taunts you,Beckoning your soul to hell.Deteriorating,Terrorizing,This terrible lie has cast a spell over you.Used,Abused,You're tearing yourself to pieces over this... ..It will never let go,As long as you hold on,As long as you desire.It'll never let go,As long as you hate,As long as you love.It'll never let go,As long as you dwell on your shattered memories,It'll never let go,While you carry on with these distorted mentalities... ..It invades your dreams,It tears at the seams,It devours your heart and your mind.This is the truth,It is a part of you,yet all you can see is behind... ..Nothing seems right,Nothing seems fair,Everything is lost or so it appears…You can't go on,It doesn't feel real,In fact you can't feel fucking anything…You're lost in time,
Funnies
1. Ausfahrt isn't funny anymore, and roundabouts are second nature. 2. You no longer mind the person behind or next to you only giving you half an inch of space. 3. 2 hrs for dinner is "fast food". 4. You judge mustard by how well it opens your sinuses. 5. Jumping across the border to get away for the day is no big deal. 6. You reach for the Jägermeister instead of Pepto Bismol. 7. You think family pictures taken at a castle are "so cliche." 8. You forgot how to use round doorknobs. 9. You forget how to flush a toilet that doesn't have a push button. 10. 100 MPH seems like you're driving really, really slow. 11. You no longer think it is strange that beer and water are the same price. 12. Even at home you don't put ice in your drinks. You never go shopping off base without a shopping bag or VAT form. 13. You NEVER shop on payday or the day before a German holiday. 14. You never leave home without your keys, ID card, license, and passport. 15. You think anything with chocolate sounds li
Regalious
Answer each letter's question.A - Available? no B - Best Friend(s)? Tobias Parks, Nic Williams, My mother C - CRUSH? one D - DOGS NAME? Buddy E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO? My Mother F - Favorite Food? all kinds G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS? Worms H - HOMETOWN? Sacramento, California I - IF YOU COULD MOVE WOULD YOU? depends on were I am moving to J - JOB? Don't work K - KIDS? None  L - LONGEST CAR RIDE? 6 Days M - MILK FLAVOR? Regular N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS? 4 3 Brothers and one sister O - ONE WISH? to find a woman to spend the rest of my life with - Check and Found P - PHOBIA(S)? I'm scared of: I am not scared of anything Q - FAVORITE QUOTE? "Life is interesting sometimes, someday you just wanna disappear and then the next you just want to be noticed. it's always a guessing game-the future holds many things and you can never tell what will happen next." Thoughts of Mark L. Roberts II" < Quote By Me R - REASON TO SMILE? :P a few S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD? Killa C: Amazing
Ummm
Dear Love By: Abigail E. George May 12, 2009     Dear love,   How i miss you so.Your touch, your kiss, your heavenly embrace.How i miss you so.     Dear love,   Why did you not come?why did you use me for your stupid games?Why did you use me so?     Dear love,   Oh why I thought you cared,i thought you knew,Why did you not know?     Dear love,   I have something for you,You know I hope you care,I hope you leave,Love is not a game.     Dear Love,   I no longer miss you,I no longer miss your touch,I no longer miss your kiss,Your no longer heavenly embrace.     Dear love.     Dear Love.By: Abigail Erin George May 12, 2009 The tides are rolling in, the wind is picking up, I surely do miss my long sandy shore line.That has always been a sweet memory of mine.Some of my most treasured memories are on this sandy shore line.Oh how I can recall all the beauty I would see when I woke in the morning.To others the ocean may not be a beautiful thing to see, but to m
The Holy Book Of The Great Wenis
The First Book of The Wenis: Chapter: 1, verses 1-10 Therefore in those days, The Great Wenis did observe the Darth COK and saw that the COK was indeed without an helpmate. Now this troubled the Wenis greatly, for even as much as the Darth COK was faithful and just, evermore spreading the Love of The Wenis, he was himself without. So the Great Wenis did set out to create such an helpmate for the faithful Darth COK. It was then that the Wenis did send a deep slumber upon the Darth COK, so deep as so the COK would not arise, YEA even if stroked heavily by the Evil BONGS. And the Darth COK did fell into the deep slumber of the Wenis. The Great Wenis did then seek a strong and mighty vein from the Darth COK and set forth to create an helpmate for him. And such an helpmate was created that the vast lands of the Wagina hath never seen. ALL of the inhabitants of the Wagina marveled at the creation of the helpmate the Mighty Wenis hath therefore created. And then the
Short Stories (may Be Nsfw)
Spring had finally seemed to arrive and I decided it was time to take advantage of the new found warm weather. I had been planning on surprising her with a new sex adventure, and had told her that I wanted to surprise her with it one day. All she knew was that she needed to be ready for anything, at anytime. She knew that I was pretty much capable of doing anything.I had racked my brain trying to think of the perfect adventure. The more I thought about it the more I became enticed with some type of role play. Since both of us had wanted to do a kidnapping for some time I decided that would be the way to go. I started plotting my kidnapping of her about a month in advance. I was simply waiting for the weather to get warm enough to carry it all out, and that day had finally come….She was faithful to go the gym every day, so I waited for her to go on the planned day and then parked far enough away for her not to see my vehicle. I gave her a little time to complete her workout and t
Cat's Life
I am sooooo sick of the pain, the unhappiness, the sleeping for crap, the meds and everything else that comes along, I am sooo sick of dealing with these problems and no dr's knowing what is causing this and not helping to fix it want it all over-with and be able to live a normal life or semi-normal life!!!! For who don't know me well, I have severe depression, social anxiety, agroaphobia, chronic knee and leg pain in both knee's and legs, a hiatel hernia(diaphram is above where it is suppose to be), extreme axid reflux which now has eroded my esophogus and made ulcers in it, and very very severe sleep apnea. update 8/22/2013 Well I was sleeping alot(20 hours out of 24) after dr put me on 3 new meds and took me off the rest 2 weeks ago and now he stopped those and put me on 2 new meds to try and help again, sooooo lets seeeeeeeee how these work... lol and then on the 28th I go see the GI dr to see about having a procedure done to totally fix my diaphram so it might fix the severe aci
Thought About It
My name is Brittany. I am 19 years old and I live in a small town on the West Coast. I'm not into all the girly things like shopping and getting my nails done or wearing high heels. I was raised by my father, therefore, I like things like: riding quads, shooting guns, having mud wars, playing video games, wrestling, and watching sports. Don't get me wrong, I have a few girly qualities. I scream like a little girl when I see snakes or spiders, I use baby talk with my animals, I cry during certain movies or TV shows, and I always run to my daddy when I'm hurt, sad, or pissed off. My other hobbies include drawing, making music, singing, writing, hanging out with friends and loved ones, and meeting new people. I can't tell you my favorite color. Mostly because as an artist, I favor all the colors. Because every color brings out the beauty of at least one object. I am a VERY opinionated person. I have experienced hate at its worst. I have been bullied and judged by the way
Baking Recipes
I doubt anyone will read this but for the few people that actually still bake from scratch like me this is for you :D   Peach cobbler    Filling depending on what size pan you use the measurments vary i use 2 8x8 desposable pans with lids so this recipe is for that   6 large slightly mushy peaches half a cup of brown sugar and 1-2 teaspons cinnamon if the peaches are hard or firm i use 1-2 tablespoons of butter in the filling to help soften them up and add some more flavor so now that you have your supplies assembled go ahead and peel your peaches then slice them into weges the pit will pop out on its own as you slice i also cut out the red parts in the center then i dice them into small cubes i toss the finished cubes into a bowl with the cinna and sugar and or butter if it's needed and toss them to get the peaches evenly coated then i divide them between the two pans getting them as even as possible and that is your filling it's amazing how easy cobbler is :)   The Crust  
Time For A Break
I just havnt been in mood for fu lately.  Been super busy with working,, and not really feeling good in general. I wwas sitting on here lastnight thinking,,why am I wasting my time sitting here. .when I really should get to bed..or  go take a nap.   Anyways, seems lately everything I do on here..i get bitched at.  I leave to suddenly. I dont say  goodnight.. I got to many admirers.. etc.  Not only is my boredom taking over with the place... my friends are pushing  me away.  I am sorry if I leave without saying goodnight.  Things just happen.  I cant take it .  I try to be there for my friends.  Just seems its not enough.  So..maybe..its time for a break.  I know I cant just quit cold turkey...but I think you will be seeing less of me.    
Things I've Learned Living In The South
A possum is a flat animal that sleeps in the middle of the road.There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 of them live in the South.There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 of them live in the South, plus a couple no one's seen before.If it grows, it'll stick ya. If it crawls, it'll bite cha.People actually grow,eat and like okra.Fixinto is one word. It means I'm going to do that.Iced tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We dolike a little tea with our sugar. It is referred to as the Wine of the South.Backwards and forwards means I know everything about you.The word jeet is actually a question meaning, 'Did you eat?'You don't have to wear a watch, because it doesn't matter what time it is, you work until you're done or it's too dark to see.You don't PUSH buttons, you MASH em.Ya'll is singular. All ya'll is plural.All the festivals across the state are named after a fruit, vegetable, grain, insect, or animal.You carry jumper cables in your car
Loss Of A Friend
I sit here today wondering what any of us could have done and not a thing comes to mind. One of my friends was snatched out of her home at 10:30pm on 8/16/2013 while laying with her one year old grandson. The MONSTER that did this was 25, My friend was 58. He took her killed her left her body in a field while driving her car to another town to grab a 19 year old girl which he fired shots at inside the car. This girl was lucky. She jumped from the moving vehicle ran into a store and escaped. He wrecked my friends car into a tree then stole another vehicle that was close by. Word spread like a wildfire. We did all we could and yet it still wasn't enough. By this time my friend had been gone for hours, no leads then it happened. Someone spotted her car in a little town and called the police. The MONSTER is now in jail facing numerous charges. The healing process is just beginning now that they finally found her body 28 hours later. She was so very brave. She gave her life to get this MONS
Yayyy Me! Lol
Today marks the 50th day with no hard core drugs! Still smoke weed.. && a few of my friends won't even hang out with me anymore because now they are all high && mighty.. && a lot of the other "friends" i had are no longer around cause they don't want to stop using.. to eaches own.. i am much happier now that i am off that shit! I feel good... but not great yet.. i heard it can take up to a year to feel completely normal again.. so once again 50 DAYS ..longest i have been clean for a very long time! If anyone else is struggling with substanbce abuse && want to quit && need someone to talk to .. hit me up! I know how hard it can be.. someone gave me a chance.. && i would lke to  help someone else. MEEEEOW
Missing You!
Sometimes I get very lost and don't know my way back to the surface. I try my best to make the people that are important to me in my life happy. I put everyone infront of myself and always have. I know that I get lost a lot and I know taht I make a lot of mistakes but those that stand next to me and help hold me up when I'm weak get the best pay off. Those that stand next to me and be pattient get lov from me that no one really knows how to give anymore.  I know that I can lean on some people and that I can talk to them but Joe was the one that would tell me, "hey take a deep breath and think". He knew me more than anyone. He knew just what to say to make me smile and sort though all the tangles in my head. I don't know I guess taking my daughter and curing up in a hole till everything passes by isn't an option lol.  All of a sudden me and mom just have you wieghing on our minds. You're all of a sudden in the front of my mind. I haven't shed a tear for you in so long and now I can fee
My Poetry, My Heart, My Wish
In the quiet calm of night, we walk hand in hand.Down the path, across the sand.Looking into your eyes, I feel the time is right.Standing together, beneath the blue moon light.The wind starts to blows, trees shake.The ocean waves begin to break.Holding you close, I feel the time is rightHolding one another, beneath the blue moon light.The tide rises slowly, our feet in the surf.A star falls from heaven, on its way towards the earth.Making a wish, I feel the time is right.Wishing together, beneath the blue moon light.Our time has come, we must say good-bye.Night has fallen in the November sky.No need to cry, for this time was right.To fall in love, beneath the blue moon light.       Love is friendship that has caught fire. It is quiet understanding, mutual confidence, sharing and forgiving. It is loyalty through good and bad times. It settles for less than perfection and makes allowances for human weaknesses. Love is content with the present, it hope
Natsaqtpie
If sorry could fix everything, I'd say it a thousand times over. I can't understand why I hear your voice I'm my head... The low sultry tones sinking deeper into me every minute you punish me like this. I've only been this attracted to one man like this in my entire life. And I truly believe I'm my heart that if exposed to you much more... I'd walk away from everything I've ever known and believed in just to be with you. I don't even really know you... But I can't help but want to. Your this enigma that I want to give opaqueness too. It's just something inside of you that speaks to me and says please let me in... Please let me show someone I'm not a monster. I honestly and truly feel like I have given the finger to the fates because I can't handle the fact that I don't feel pretty enough for someone like you... That someone who is poetry I'm motion just by laying there and breathing slowly. I've always felt that I could handle anything that life throws at me... And I have... I've alway
The Proto 2.0
Greetings again: This is a new edition of Proto-Chronicles 2.0 and that's just how I named it. Nothing Special really. It's just Me. In any case, it's my hope that I can bring at least a couple of longer stories. I've been working on another short-story book as well. For some reason, I seem to have a lot of ideas for stories...but I just don't put them all together just yet. For me; it all comes down to Inspiration. The Potentiality of The REAL SCIENCE or it's potential realization. Finally, the Human Element within. I have to have one...unless I"m dealing with pure machines...and that's harder to do than it seems...for real. Well. Enough has been said. Look for Story One soon...I'm Outtie for now. One. Here we go: Set for The Party. People feeling Hearty. Ladies looking fine and Tartly. We got folks gettin' down. A few try to Clown. Other folk millin' around. You go to Check it, seein' that your guests behavin'. There ain't no Ragin' No Debasin'. And Every-Thing's goin' on just
Manchester Escort
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Private-geneva-escort
I am very easy going with a genuinely warm personality and I love to be naughty and try new things in a sympathetic & cool minded. I serve all erotic services so it's better to just call me with your requirements as the worst that can happen is that I say no...but that's unlikely. I am having a good dress sense and enjoy wearing clothes that accentuate my natural curves and slim legs. I have a collection of small erotic lingerie and sexy underwear that I will enjoy wearing especially for you during our private time together. with that Jazz-up your sensual & awake your secret desires. My favorite is wearing silky stockings and pointy high heel shoes. You Can Call me for an appointment and we will live out some of your fantasies (and maybe mine too). I can assure,  as you feel  real girlfriend experience and I'm 100% independent and genuine worm lady. In Additional,  I am an experienced masseuse and can offer a genuine relaxing non sexual massage for the less energetic!  http://www.glamg
Week Of Fun
Hi everyone this is my first blog, I decided to create it because every week something fun always take place:) .Today I found out I will be going to San Antonio Texas for my birthday next month! So I'm super excited and very happy to be able to go, along time ago I almost moved to dallas but it never happened. I have family all over texas my dad is from waco. I will be working a few hours today and then going to visit my mom and 1 of my sisters. I hope you all have a lovely day thanks for checking out my blog:) .
Seen A Lot Of Changes
  I HAVE BEEN ON THIS SITE SINCE 2006 AND HAVE SEEN ALOT OF CHANGES. WHEN I STARTED HERE, YOU EARNED POINTS AND WORKED YOUR ASS OFF TO LEVEL. IF YOU WERE LUCKY ENOUGH, SOMEONE TOOK NOTICE IN YOU AND BROUGHT YOU INTO A GROUP, FAMILY OR LEVELING CLUB AND SHOWED YOU WAYS OR HELPED YOU TO LEVEL AND IT WAS FOR A COMMON PURPOSE....TO HELP EACH OTHER LEVEL.   ANY MORE, IT'S ALL ABOUT WHO THE  HAS THE  MONEY TO BUY SOMEONE ALL THE SPECIAL ABILITY BLINGS AND OR LIMIITED EDITION BLINGS TO BENNIFIT THEMSELFS OR HAS THE MONEY TO DO THE SAME THING BACK..FORGET THE PEOPLE LIKE MYSELF THAT DON'T HAVE THE MONEY TO SPEN ON THESE THINGS, WE ARE THE ONES THAT WORK OUR ASSES OFF TO GET WHERE WE'RE AT....IF YOU DON'T HAVE THE MONEY ( NO MATTER HOW YOU LOOK) THEN YOU ARE OF NO INTREST TO THOSE THAT DO HAVE IT...   I'VE BEEN DELETED FROM A LOT OF SO CALLED FRIENDS LIST BECAUSE I COULDN'T BENNIF THEM, SOME TOLD ME AND SOME JUST DELETED ME...  THE OTHER END OF THE SPECTROM IS THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE MONEY AN
Watch Out For This Guy!
I hate blogging about other members, but this needs to come out.  There is a member on here who goes by Steward or Steward fuo by and slave to aMaNda694u who is a very psycho and dengerous person.  He starts by sending you little things on Fubar then it goes to real life, but this guy wants you to make suicide pacts with him and always talks about how he wants to die and take women with him or have a woman take him out.  I have been sent bling with very disturbing messages and they are included below. If you have this person on your list, block him, avoid him, and stay away. He is a very disturbed psychotic person.     MESSAGES SENT TO ME BY STEWARD                                                                                                                                                                                     "So how do you want to die? Painfully trapped in a ring with the flames moving in on you, or something slower - or faster? ];>" - Came with a Ring of Fire blin
Soap Box
Not very long ago I saw a status on a females page that said something like 'If you don't want men to talk dirty to you, you shouldn't post naughty pictures of yourself on your profile' #1 that's as bad as saying "she asked to be raped" #2 If your momma didn't teach you to respect women, no matter if they respect themselves or not, her bad end soapbox :)
Horny Or Just Bored
I AM SOOOOO! HORNY, EVERY WEEK GOES BY AND I GET NOOO!! COCK!! WHY?? I NEED TO FEEL HOT HUGE HARD COCK CUMMING UP INTO MY TIGHT SWEET PUSSY!! NOW!! OR I'LL GO INSANE..(MORE HA HA ) I GET SO BORED WAITING TO BE FUCKED DOGGY STYLE, AND SUCKING ANOTHER COCK AT SAME TIME! I'M ON CAM, IS ANYONE CLOSE? PERTH, WESTERN AUSTRALIA 6090     //\\ ! //\\   ( . )( . )  XOX 
Dedicated To Man I Love
Lovely my dear,I'm trying write this blog for you and I failed twice.as I writing know its hard for me to focus,because of failure.i refuse to let it get me down,so I'm trying it again.i love you with all my heart.I cant tell you enough of how much I love you.a very unique person has come into my life and I don't want to let go.when we met I thought I just had another chat buddy I can talk to sometimes,because I was rarely on here.my love for you has grown stronger for you each day as we speak.no one knows what the future holds but Jesus.he can make all things impossible to possible.pertaining to our love we have for each other ,if we have have the love of god in our hearts I know we can make it.i believe what The Lord says to me " i can do all things through Christ that strengthen me". Even though we my seem far away but we're not.its just patience I need.patience is what I need to hold on for our relationship.its just like if you were in the military,don't know when you coming home
New Business !! Attention Hunters Fisherman !!
Hello , I started a new sporting goods business. I sell ammunition,firearms,fishing equipment,camping equipment, and some boating items. I do firearm tranders from dealer to dealer and for any individual that wishes to bhuy 1. My prices are competitive and I will ship any item i have to either your home or a dealer in your area depending on what it is. You must know your states laws to buy firearms . Some states have restrictions on what your allowed to have if in doubt contact the local police or sheriffs office in your area. Check out the deals i have listed on gunbroker.com!! My Guns for Sale at GunBroker.com
Coleen
I cannot describe how I feel about Coleen, but I will try. She deserves to read this someday. There are not enough words in English or Italian to fully describe my feelings for this woman. I was scared to ask for her friendship. She scared me to death. Why? I suppose it's silly, but she scared me because she is so beautiful. She should be some model walking down a runway, or a public figure, something other than friending a loser like me. Yes, I'm self-depricating. Why? I know when I should have turned left instead of right, when I should've kept my mouth shut, etc. But I didn't, so- Loser. But Coleen, she's like no woman I've every met or seen. She has all these men panting after her, killing themselves to impress her. And she loves ME? She's so damn pretty and intelligent, and she loves me? An Oklahoman? Yes, I live in the "Land of the Red Man," and am a "Red Man," and here's this Italian Bella sending me love? Love I can feel? What's going on? I'm not worthy. Not by a long, long, sh
Love
Love is longing and longing, the pain of being parted; No illness is rich enough for the distress of the heart, A lover's lament surpasses all other cries of pain. Love is the royal threshold to God's mystery. The carnival of small affections and polite attachments Which litter and consume our passing time Is no match to Love which pulses behind this play. It's easy to talk endlessly about Love, To live Love is to be seized by joy and bewilderment; Love is not clear-minded, busy with images and argument. Language is too precocious, too impudent, too sane To stop the molten lava of Love which churns the blood, This practicing energy burns the tongue to silence; The knowing pen is disabled, servile paper Shrivels in the fire of Love. Bald reason too is an ass Explaining Love, deceived by spoilt lucidity. Love is dangerous offering no consolation, Only those who are ravaged by Love know Love, The sun alone unveils the sun to those who have The sense to receive the
The Random Ass
The following stories will be 100% fiction, if you believe any of this is true, then you're just a complete fucking moron.   Bite my shit, I will find you, I will beat your ass, and if you make any money off of it, fuck the courts, I'm taking all that money you made, all of it, and I won't do any time for it bro, so try me you no imagination having, uncreative, copy cat, dick riding, brainless, heart pumping kool aid, bitchmade idiot!!! YOU'VE BEEN WARNED!!!   There will be a story up, every Wednesday, or whenever the fuck I feel like it. The Xross files are rants and whatever I feel like bitching about, they will be posted whenever the fuck I feel like it!!!     Good day!!! written 09/November/2005We drink for knowledgeknowledge of selfknowledge of the world around usKnowledge is key and knowing is a beautiful thing Without knowledge, we would be lost in the wildernessKnowledge is obtained, pursued by the finest minds and the greatest leadersKnowledge is the muscles of the min
Stupidity On A Daily Basis
I had to put a 12 year old girl on suicide watch tonight. A sweet girl that does not deserve such misery in her life. What to do, what to do.
All About Lounges
Fubar Blogs
So, you're new to lounges? That's not a problem. Here are some helpful tips for entering a lounge for the first time.   #1 - Don't be afraid to say HI to people when you enter a lounge.   It makes you seem aloof if you ignore the fact that typically 4 or 5 people may say hi to you.  If you don't know anyone, but recognize a name from an ability used on you, or a Happy Hour or from scrolling across the top of your screen, say HI to them.  Typically, the name of the on air DJ will have been in the lounge banner. At least say hi to the DJ.   #2 - Don't be afraid to ask about the general format of the lounge. Some lounges play rock, some country, some dance and some are just comedy clips.  It's just like radio stations.  If you don't like the particular format, that might now me the best lounge for you.  However, be willing to be open minded.  You'll be surprised how many different types of music you know.   #3 - Make sure you click the tab for lounge rules. Some lounges are very
Hippie Me
LOVE MADE ANGELS WEEP! By Author/Writer: Paul David Powers    Her hair drapes her breast, fluffy & light Her eyes are a mystery into the night That smile so sensual, all bout you Of fantasy, Love and Dreams that come true!   What is she thinking, in those dark shades? Of love and of romance, Come Darling, let’s play And soar far above the clouds, oh so high Oh please don't come down, let’s get up & fly   Caught in her beauty, not even a care My fingers are gliding right through her hair To kiss those red lips, oh what a treat My face is on fire, I’m burning, such heat   We are together, lying as one Like lava, it's pouring. HOT like the sun Now we lay sleeping, a sleep that’s so deep, Cause the Love We Just Had Made Angels Weep!   HEY, I AM A MAN WHO WANTS AFFECTION AND PASSION WITHOUT THE BULLSHIT CONNECTED WITH IT! And thats scary because of STDS/ AIDS! SO if you've had MULTIPLE PARTNERS- NO THANKS! I'M LOOKING FOR A MATURE WO
The Ride
Nancy clicked her cell phone off, smiling broadly, heart beating as she began to scurry around. Daddy had just called and told her to meet Him at a very plush club for a late evening dinner and dancing. Pulling off her clothes she went to her closet to see what she would wear. Tilting her head slightly to the side, she flipped through her more formal dresses, but nothing seemed to catch her eye. Then, there it was – a light cream colored wrap around style dress that was very form fitting and showed her womanly curves, something that Daddy desired. “That’s it” she spoke out loud, and headed to the shower.   As she stepped out of the shower, Nancy wrapped a towel around her head, catching her hair that had gotten quite long and another around her body as she walked back to her bedroom. She pulled open her top dresser drawer and looked for just the right lingerie. On top was her new lacey white corset with attached garters. She liked the way it felt and h
Fakes
Ill start of the fake recognitions with this...     Source? http://noviceamateurs.com/ex-girlfriend-nudes/
..:: My Thoughts ::..
Given that BDSM exists in the form of a relationship or engagement between two people, communication---in one form or another---is what makes the "magic" happen between them. While words and sentences are obvious forms of communication, the following table lists some of the less obvious communications which can occur between two BDSMers. Communication from the top, dominant, or master Communication from the bottom, submissive, or slave How they handle the flogger, knife, needles, or rope---e.g., rough, gentle, quick, indifferent, empathic, etc. The words they say: their choice of words The intonation and rhythm with which they speak The gestures they make Sexual response Scents and pheromones released in response to arousal or excitement Physical attitude or behaviour---e.g., physical proximity, leaning over their partner, intense, etc. Grunts, groans, gasping, laboured breathing, etc. The words they say: their choice of words, the ease or difficulty with which they
New Band Set List.
The band is: Kyu Han - Lead Vocals + various weird noises Brian Buzzell - Lead and rhythm guitars + lead vocals Daren Howe - Drums Mark Stevens - Bass + lead vocals   Here is our set list so far: Set 1 Heavy - Collective Soul Sex Type Thing - Stone Temple Pilots Again - Alice In Chains Godzilla - Blue Oyster Cult (Me on lead vocals) Check My Brain - Alice In Chains The Beautiful People - Marilyn Manson Sober - Tool Face To The Floor - Chevelle Dragula - Rob Zombie (Brian on lead vocals) Awake - Godsmack Set 2 Brain Stew/Jaded - Green Day Symphony Of Destruction - Megadeth (Me on lead vocals) Ring Of Fire - Social Distortion Voodoo - Godsmack (Brian on lead vocals) Control - Puddle Of Mudd Them Bones - Alice In Chains The Red - Chevelle Moon Baby - Godsmack More Human Than Human - White Zombie Ariels - System Of A Down Bodies - Drowning Pool Set 3 Man In The Box - Alice In Chains She Hates Me - Puddle Of Mudd (Me on lead vocals) Smells Like Teen Spirit -
My First Book Not Yet Named
In a world dominated by Anthro creatures there are few humans remaining that have not excepted their new lifestyle and actually take a stand against the anthro creatures but one late night someone took a stand and began a master plan to re-take control of the earth No longer human but humans that can shapeshift now known as weres.Rainey a anthro snow leopard(age 20) captured an knocked unconious on her way home from work she is stripped an put into some sexy undergarments then her hands are tied behind her back then her feet are tied an she is set on her knees in a holding area. A few minuets later another younger girl is captured on her way home from school a horse girl named Jewel she is (age 16)stripped nude an gagged with a bridle then thrown in with the other girl. About an hour later Jade a anthro dog(age 18) is sold to the people that capured the other anthro girls Jade was raised in the club an learned how to use her body to her advantage her master ran into some money problems
Blasé
Dry, bitter blood tasting cracked lips... Hot unapologizing sun on my back... Thirsty is all I can say The glass was empty and burned to the touch   I saw my tall drink of water Just over the sand and yonder While on my knees, I crawled To quinche this desire that called   As I got closer, the glass began to fade Couldn't help but think maybe the water was a facade It was a mirage of some kind But still, I crawled on...it was already in my mind   This glass stayed the same In my eyesight, the permanent frame Of everything, I couldn't see myself inside Water is see through, it can not hide   When the sand stopped rolling around I lifted myself off the ground To reach the bottom of this glass I saw the last drop, it's all it could amass   The glass started to speak All the vain in the world drank from it's peak Now it was at it's minimal Would taking the last drop be criminal?   So I climbed on in Swam around, washed off where I have been The heat from abo
Dad In Heaven
Dear Dad in HeavenI sit here and i ponder how very muchI'd like to talk to you todayThere are so many thingsThat we didn't get to sayI know how much you care for meAnd how much I care for you,And each time that I think of youI know you'll miss me too.An angel came and called your nameAnd took you by the hand and saidYour place was ready in Heaven, far above . . .And you had to leave behind, all though you dearly lovedYou had so much to live for, you had so much to do . . .It still seemed impossible, that God was taking you.And though your life on earth is past, in Heaven it starts anewYou'll live for all eternity, just as God has promised you.And though you've walked through Heaven's gateWe are never far apartFor each time that we think of you,You're right here, deep with-in our hearts.
Scorpion
An old man saw a scorpion drowning and decided to pull it out from the water. He calmly extended his hand to reach the creature. When he did, the scorpion stung him. With the effect of the pain, the old man let go the creature and it fell back into the water. The man realizing that the scorpion was drowning again, got back and tried to rescue it but then again it stung him. He let go of it again.A young boy standing by, approached the old man and said, “Excuse me Sir, you are going to hurt yourself trying to save the evil-vicious creature, why do you insist? Don't you realize that each time you try to help the scorpion, it stings you?”The man replied, “The nature of the scorpion is to sting and mine is to help. My nature will not change in helping the scorpion.”So the man thought for a while and used a leaf from a nearby tree and pulled the scorpion out from the water and saved its life.MORAL LESSON: Do not change your nature. If someone hurts you, just take pre
Mark Wells
IM HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS..A LOT OF TIMES I GET SHY MEETING NEW PEOPLE LOL. THATS JUST ME. LOL FIRST OF ALL I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THIS....I KNOW THIS WHOLE WORLD WE LIVE ON NEEDS FOOD,,,BUT MY CONSERN IS THAT HERE I SIT FROM DAY TO DAY WATCHING THESE FOOD SHOWS...AND MY QUESTION IS? HOW CAN ONE MAN ALONE EAT THIS BIG PLATE OF FOOD ALL BY HIM SELF WHEN THERE IS STARVING CHILDREN IN OTHER COUNTRYS. YES AND I ALSO KNOW THERE IS PEOPLE IN OUR UNITED STATES OF DIFFERENT SIZE AND SHAPE..AND LOT OF TIMES WE SIT HERE AND WAIST FOOD...SO I SIT HERE AND IM LIKE..WTF? JUST TO ASK..HOW CAN ONE PERSON DO THIS ALONE? FIRST OF ALL I WANT TO SAY IS THIS..MY NAME IS MARK WELLS. I HAVE BEEN SHY ALL MY LIFE. SOME PEOPLE JUST DONT LIKE THIS OF ME BUT WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES. BUT THEN AGAIN LIFE IS FULL OF MISTAKES. I JUST LIKE IT WHEN I SEE OR HEAR HOW PEOPLE CAN THINK THERE SOOO DAMN PERFECT AND YET WONT ADMIT TO THEM SELFS HOW WRONG THEY ARE. I GUESS THERE JUST TO SELF CENTERD ABOUT THEM SELVES..HELL IVE MADE
Pretty Girl
Awakening herself with her own scream, jessica looks around the bedroom and she cannot see her Master. she searches His entire apartment, and there is no sign of Him. He is gone! she drops to her knees on the kitchen floor sobbing. she ponders in her mind, "Was this a dream? Yes, it was most certainly a dream." Until she places her hand around her neck, it was gone! The panic over came her once more. "What have i done?!?" her collar was gone and there was no sign of Him anywhere. The sobs have turned into uncontrollable weaping and her body was trembling all over. All of her senses went numb. she could not feel the chill that was so apparent by the goose bumps all over her pale body. she did not hear the door creep open, when He walked in, all she could feel was the sense of being alone. When He walked into the kitchen all He could see was His darling little slut knelt down on the floor crying in hysterics screaming His name. "No Master, please no. Master i cannot breathe if i cannot b
Thursday Night Football
Real Life
FRIENDS N FAMILY , SORRY TO SAY THAT I WONT BE ON MUCH FOR A WHILE. I HAVE SPENT ALOT OT TIME N MONEY ON THIS SITE. I HAVE ALOT OF FRIENDS N FAMILY N FANS BUT THE TRUTH IS I HAVE VERY FEW:(  THIS IS A GANE N I HAVE HELPED WHEN I COULD BUT VERY FEW HAVE HELPED ME. I AM NOT MAD JUST SAD THAT WE DON'T HELP EACH OUT, IT'S A GAME. WELL WITH THAT BEIN SAID. I DO THANK THE REAL FRIENDS I HAVE ON HERE PM ME IF YOU WANT TO TALK, SHASH PEACE N LOVE.
Desperate Need
Desperate Need Would you help your brother man when they are in desperate need If you had the means that could help them succeed? I’m talking about someone down on their luck  with their life in a cast Doing their best and giving their last. Their path being a little different than yours People they know keep closing their doors. If you were the one who can hold your own Someone who has truly learned how to move along. Meeting the right people who lend you a hand. Helping you develop and make your best stand. Yes, brought up right without any stage fright. Given a chance to shine in the light. Would you choose to be the greedy one? Feeling that no one else deserves any type of your fun? Saying “I did this on my own all by myself without anyone giving me any type of help!”
Hi
My name is Angela Varona. I am single for 3 years. I live in East Ham  London , United Kingdom, but born in Mexcico.   I have 3 SIDES1. The quite sweet side.2.The fun and crazy side.3.The side you never want to see.   cAN YOU HELP MY MATH HOMEWORK?ADD the bed, SUBTRACT the clothes,DIVIDEAN YOU HELP MY MATH HOMEWORK?ADD the bed, SUBTRACT the clothes,DIVIDE my legs, and PRAY you dont MULTIPLY. my legs, and PRAY you dont MULTIPLY.Then teach me in your bed for REAL!
Rp/fantasy Stories
It was late on a saturday night in a small sized city and i have run very low on cash even with all my overtime i have worked. I know i have to do something to make some quick cash just to get by for the week. I begin to think when i remember that the security cameras at the hotel i work at are down and put of service. My plan forms as i know i could sneak in un detected and slip into a few rooms and slip some cash. I grab my keys and bolt to the hotel slipping into the back door with my maitenance key card. I work my way up and down the halls listening room to room until i come to the high end suite. I step up to the door and knock saying " maitenance". I hear no reply and slip in as i make sure the coast is clear and i start going through the luggage. I come across a black leather bag and open it finding a wide variety of sex toys and restraints. I look through it until a sound catches my ear as i hear the high heels coming to the door. I jump up quickly and slip into the dark bathro
Can I Be So Dumb!
 When you love someone how can u let a site like this take it under? Why does my past always still haunt me? Being who I am is probably not best, Sometimes i sit and think and none of it makes any sense! I loved him Lord I sitll do but now he is gone and fubar and my jealousy took it all away from me!! Just some thoughts he knows who he is!!  Missing him like fubar CRAZY!! Lady's Don't let this site take something so dear from you!! Always remeber it is just a game!!   Simply Me Elisha I'm not sure if resilience is ever achieved alone. Experience allows us to learn from example. But if we have someone who loves us—I don't mean who indulges us, but who loves us enough to be on our side—then it's easier to grow resilience, to grow belief in self, to grow self-esteem. And it's self-esteem that allows a person to stand up. Dignity—the word itself—has come to mean different things to different people, as many words do. It doesn't just mean always being stiff and comp
Thoughts
If you have found a smile that is the sweetest you've known, If you have heard, within a voice, that echos of your own. If you have felt a touch that stirs the longings in your heart..And still feel that closeness in the moments you"re apart, If you have filled with wonder at the way two lives can blend.   To weave a perfect pattern that is seamless end to end, if you believe some things in life are meant to be, Then you have found your soulmate, your hearts own destiny I had completely given up on the hope to find my twin flame in this life. But then I found you…my best friend forever …my perfect passionate lover..my soul mate. . You just charmed me from the first glance. Sometimes I pinch myself to check if I am dreaming. Ever since I met you I feel like I am the luckiest person alive Darling you have been the first and will be the only one ever to touch my heart and soul. I want to grow old with you and I look forward to the wonderful years ahead in our lives. Now wh
Fashionlady
Are you fond of dresses? Well, if you really are, then you can always make your pick from a unique range of white sexy dresses. do you want me to wear it? well, i only wear it when i am dating with my boy friend, and he like me dress like that, but now i don't have boyfriend now, i am lonely when it is night, so do you want to be my boyfriend? I dreamed a strange dream last night, in my dream, i dreamed i am on my travel with my pre-boyfriend, and i wear a beautiful mini dresses he ever sent me, and he said sweet words to me, i smiled in my  dream, but i am awake, i realize it was onlly a dream which can not happen in real life to me, i feel very sad, i know he had gone, but i still don't forget him, i still don't forget the warm of his hand! http://www.dressyours.com/Wholesale-Boots-101533/ http://cn.shopbop.com/willis-hidden-wedge-bootie-jeffrey/vp/v=1/1501659012.htm?folderID=2534374302117231&extid=affprg-2687457
Keep The Sh*t Talkin' To Yourself.....
I just want to say I am trying to start anew and be more positive. People talk shit and I am tired of keeping track or reacting. If you hear stuff then please don't pass it along to me. If you choose to say something on my behalf I do love you for it but it is not required. I am 32 Yrs Old and tired of it all. I can't control others but I can control myself. Just delete me if you don't like me. I have big girl shit to worry about and no time for he said she said bs anymore. Im dealing with the death of my granfather that happend THIS MONTH He was my LAST Grandfather I have no more anymore :( So with all due respect PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE Shut your mouths if you got nothing nice to say!         
Poems By Unknown Authors
"DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP,I AM NOT THERE, I DO NOT SLEEP,I AM A THOUSAND WINDS THAT BLOW, I AM THE DIAMOND GLINT ON SNOW,I AM THE SUNLIGHT ON RIPENED GRAIN,I AM THE GENTLE AUTUMN RAIN,WHEN YOU AWAKEN IN THE MORNING'S HUSH, I AM THE SWIFT UPLIFTING RUSHOF QUIET BIRDS IN CIRCLING FLIGHT,I AM THE SILENT STAR THAT SHINES AT NIGHTDO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND CRY, I AM NOT THERE. I DID NOT DIE."
When A Bling Is Not Funny
Rohypnol(roofies, 'date-rape' drug)Rohypnol is a prescription-only sedative that has been used in many 'date rapes' in the US, with cases now being reported in Europe and Australia.  Coming in the form of a tasteless and odourless pill which is easily ground down into powder, rohypnol has gained notoriety as the 'date rape' drug, after victims have been incapacitated and sexually assaulted after having their drinks spiked. All traces of the drug disappear after 24 hours making prosecution difficult. Please note that rohypnol is not the only drug associated with date rape and there have been cases linked to GHBand other sedative drugs. Side effects: The most worrying side effect of rohypnol is that it can easily be administered without the victims knowledge and lengthy sexual assaults can take place with the victim having no memory of events afterwards. In many cases, victims are even unaware that assaults have taken place until their symptoms are recognised or their memory retur
My Life
A few years ago I was standing in the shower and had a conversation with the big man. I was tired of being alone and tired of looking, tired of being rejected.. even from myself. I wanted someone that understood me. I needed someone that could look past my flaws. I woulda gave my life for someone who really did love me. I asked and pleed for someone that was perfect for me. 1 year later he finally answered. 1 year later he finally saw that I was ready for the things I use to cry about. My only tears now are from the joy and blessings. We spend alot of time being selfish, begging, bitching but for the wrong reasons. I asked God for my husband and when it was time, my angel was sent. I was also gave a final and amazing little girl, we both needed her, more than she knows When I gave up and stopped looking, reflecting back on life and now how everything turned out, as the story is still being wrote... it couldnt have came at a better time, God knows what he's doing. Don't fo
Vets - Fallen An Living
Here is to all the vets, I Salute You an I Thank You for all you hve done. Remember all the vets, The Fallen, the Retired an the Active ones. Today an always. They are what makes this country an we should never forget what it cost to keep this country free. 
I Have Always Wondered.
Sometimes when I am alone I stare at the wall. Wondering. Wondering,if I will ever meet her. The woman who will be there for me as much as I intend on being there for her. When my music is playing im cool and collected. Starring off into nothingness  I wonder what she will look like. How she will smell, how she will kiss. I have served my country, but yet I dont have the courage to  talk to or whatevere when I think it could be her. My search seems to eternal.  I have always wondered why it seems to (me) that most women are shy and do not make the first move. It seems like they wait in the shadows and pounce like a black widow spider. I would LOVE for a woman to be aggresive more so then she would like to be. Just a thought.
Rate Fest For Fam..
Frist of all ,I would like to say Thank you too all,who took time to read the blog,..To all that did take time to pic Rate a big Thank you. Prizes will be award as stated in the frist blog on 10/3/13.. Now to list the following winners for this month it was close....the winner for september are.....Angelfire  1971..Rockstar..... the next winner is ....ladyinred....rockstar...the next winner is ......Connie......boomy....the reason 2 rockstar are awarded the 2 ladies really picture rated ..Congrats to all  3 of you.....!!!!!!!!  Now to the new contest..the Prize is a lil Better.....who ever Rates the most pictures for the month of October will be awarded a Vip.....the second  highest picture rater will recive a Rock Star ... and a bling of my choice...the third most highest rater will receive a Boomy and a bling of my choice.. Since I am uping the Prizes this time it will be Only 1 Vip !!!!award..The new picture rating contest will Start Monday!!! Make sure you Date And Comment all fold
Pic Rating For Everyone..
Randomness
Since my mumm didn't work so well I figured I'd try here instead. I'm new to game design, and I'm planning to make an old school 8 or 16 bit style RPG, but I can't decide which genre it should be inspired by. Should I make a steampunk style RPG? I know there are already several steampunk games out there, specifically Final Fantasy 6 and 7. Or should I make a horror inspired game? The west never got Sweet Home, so maybe that's something to consider. Or should it be something entirely different and wacky kinda like Earthbound or a combination of different things?
Friend 2 This World Is A Enemy 2 God
(Real Talk;i dont believe in none of this was just something 2 look at.)Compatibility;With another Capricorn will find respect and admiration with their own sign. However, their conservative side means a real effort is needed to bring excitement to the bedroom.Aries:Strong willed and opinionated-these two signs clash over who's in command. The upside? Intense sexual sparks. With compromise, this pairing will last forever!Taurus and Capricorn share an excess of physical passion while balancing each others needs. Both are loyal and devoted and will have a strong relationship.Passionate Gemini Irritates controlled Capricorn. Capricorn finds Gemini to be flighty and lacking mental ability. Sparks from their disagreements cool fast.Cancer's emotional needs weigh heavy on Capricorn's reserved shoulders. If these opposites can meet in the middle, there is promise for true love.Leo's constant need for flattery and materialistic wealth rubs conservative, quiet Capricorn the wrong way. Both sign
Myfacetubeittereddit
I'm sure this guy has a Fubar account...http://www.louisvillefreeface.com/freeface.htm
Shit That Haunts My Mind
Blessed Be )0( Marry Meet
                         )0( MARRY MEET )0(   ye must, In perfect love and perfect trust. Eight words the Wiccan Rede fulfill: An' ye harm none, do what ye will. What ye send forth comes back to thee So ever mind the law of three. Follow this with mind and heart, Merry ye meet, and merry ye part. ----------------------- Craftsmanship (another known term for Wicca) has several features : 1. In Wicca there is a hierarchy (I am talking about classic Wicca, namely Old Faith). In coven (Wicca Organization) there are usually primary priest or priestess. They head the Sabbaths (Wheel of the year holiday). 2. In Wiccan texts there is a direct reference to the ethical standards (a commandment), which is bound by a witch (if she is good). 3. In Wicca there are canons of "netting" spells, as We believe that we should follow our route, drawing on the experience of those who went before us. 4. Wicca is very tolerant to other religions, as they believe that all gods are one of the incarnatio
The Inner Workings
Mood..slightly annoyed, Ok,MORE then slightly annoyed.   I am here to talk to people and make new friends and post my poetry/short stories.What i am NOT here for is anything sexual. No,i wont be cybering with anyone,nor will i write you dirty emails or post nsfw pics. Yes i guess that makes me boring by FUBAR standards but tough shit. Im keeping it real. If you are a person who enjoys anything sexual and thats the deal breaker when choosing online "friends"  then by all means gravitate towards those who will serve your needs because clearly i wont. I have nothing against those who post naughty pics..this is america..you do what you want to do with yourself here..but its not my cup of tea.  I say on my profile VERY clearly i am NOT here for sexual anything. Please,before you friend me take note of that. I have already had guys message me this morning with horny messages and i had to remind them of that fact.  No im not rude nor am i a bitch. Being straightforward is not a bad thing
Todays Thoughts...
My ranting and raving today is over how everyone is out to make the big bucks.. and how seams America doesnt want anyone to get ahead in life.   Slightly aggitated.  I have went washer shopping a little today.  I just bought one 2 yrs ago but it has broke down already twice due to change going through it and getting into the motor.  Yes I know i should empty pockets..but fact remains.. my old washer that i had for years had so much change go through it and never broke down. I had it til it finally was just to old.  Anyways.. I wish I could just buy a old time washer like that again.  The sales people are out to get there commision though and are bragging up the newer models.   Telling me how the newer ones use only like 8 gallons of water..compared to the old ones using 50gallons of water.  I started thinking about it.. how can clothes really get clean? on just 8 gallons of water?   In my mind though.. I am getting more convince to buy one of these newer models..because I want t
Un True Groups That Call Themselves Family
I have been a member of fu for a little over 2 years and i have seen a drastic change in the way people are treated and the way the game is played. There are some that just point whour and some that just beg for bling then there are the ones that have there little family groups that only take care of the ladies or degrade them i have seen them all so the days of true family and friends on fu are gone But there is one or two that still like to help people and treat them like family so i don't give a rates ass if i ever level again but this is how i feel about everything that is going on with people polishing your bling when you need it to polish youeself to level and someone has already polished it before you can get to it and don't even ask like rate you they just do it so many people are deleteing high bling because they can't polish it themselves and i know people have come to my page and polished and only rated me but it is the othere 100 or so people that don't give a dam they are
The Real Me
I just want my friends to know that if I have said anything on here that offended you in any way.....I'M SORRY. I have been going through a tough time and it doesn't look to get any better. This is just my way of venting as I know everyone has problems, but for me it is really bad since I can't get a home of my own or a job. I am currently residing with my entire family, which sucks big time and would love to find a house to buy to move into, but due to my husband's EX-WIFE...we can't. Identity theft sucks and no lawyer wants to help us. I have always had a hard time making friends and the only ones I have now are all online........so if I ever say things on here, just know that I really don't mean it. I am just upset and hurting right now.. I thought I would write this to let people know a little bit about me and who I really am. I am not going to bore you with every detail about my life, but I think I should let people know who I am. First of all I am on this site because I am tryin
My Sister Said I Should...
My sister told me I should make a list of what I want in a man…I have been thinking about it for a year or so now.  This is my first draft of actually writing about what I want in a man…. Someone that will protect me and back me up. Someone honest, and not afraid to be honest.  Talk to me.  Someone that is not afraid of what they are missing out on, because they are committed to me. Someone that will respect me. Someone kind and patient.  I’d love to find someone that will put up with some of my shit for a change, instead of me just putting up with theirs. –grins- Someone that will take the time to listen to me. Someone romantic , without me having to ask. Someone that makes me laugh. Someone openly affectionate. Someone passionate and open. Someone that will never pull my hands away. Someone that will make me important, a priority, in their life. Someone that will make me feel comfortable with strangers. Someone that will never tell me I say &ld
New Editions To Book
Everything crumbles like the walls we sit on.  I do everything I can to no avail.  My feelings have deserved no remarks just a fuck it do what you want I don't need you.  It is hard to dedicate life to helping others to just be thrown aside.  I have never turned my back on him and yet it seems to me as if that is what he is doing to me.  Maybe this is his way of dealing with the fact that I am very serious of leaving and that it will be soon.  Still I see that there will be no feelings only numbness when I leave.  I don't foresee any contact with him after I am gone only because it seems as though that will hurt him to much.  I guess I will be losing everything as to avoid that contact with me he will want to destroy all that reminds him that I was ever there.  Just hopefully sumone will let me know if anything happens to mom.  She means the world to me and I don't know what I would do without her in my life.  She is specail and strong and anyone would be proud to call her mom.  It's n
Living In A Fog
Unravelingemotions is the hardest thing to do. Once you unravel, you have to align all the pieces and put parts of the puzzle together. But the true living hell comes from getting enough put together, that there is no real need to finish this puzzle. That revealed says it all, no other pieces needed to complete what's already there. Now comes the hard part of letting go because the gut kick you just got has you extremely worried... Only reason being? The amount of impact it had. No reason that holds water, to truly explain the sudden loss of breathable air... Then feeling yourself falling through eternity and there is no noticeable end. I would rather fall hard and slam into the concrete... only to end it all... Than to see something happen that I can't, within reason, stop.
Where I'm At Right Now..
..So I'm sitting here dealing with all of this anger, hurt, frustration, anger, and pent up animosity towards the Dr. that murdered my daughters...I'm not sure on how I'm going to convey or make this bitch feel what I am going through..normally, being able to rip people to shreds and cut them down to size is something that comes naturally to me given the way I was raised. Bottling up all my anger and hiding from people is something that I've always been good at. But for the first time in my life, I don't know what to say or how I'm going to say it. How as a father am I going to convey my feelings and ensure that they hit home with this cunt, and make sure that she pays for it internally for the rest of her life? How do you make sure someone feels the hurt and pain you go through losing your child to the point that it sticks with them forever, and not end up getting into trouble yourself? I already have an anger problem, and for ME of all people to contain it when all I want to do is un
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Nottah0
This video should serve to explain a bit about the whole NottaH0 thing, If you join us go ahead and let us know! 
Amber's Blog
Delhi Independent Escort And Delhi Escort Service
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Love
I am imagining..... You are lying there on a towel. The hot sun is beating down on you ... your skin is a darkened shade of brownish-red. Beads of perspiration lie speckled throughout the maze of beautiful freckles that adorn your supple skin. Small streaks of water lines fall from the fullness of your thighs, your stomach, and your breasts... small grains of sand blow across you from the strong gusts of wind blowing across your hot body. Imagine the warmth of the hot sun flowing across your body, and the chilly breeze gently brushing across your skin ... your muscles relax as your nipples harden from the contrast between hot and cold... your wet lips to relieve them of their dryness ... and at that moment, my lips slowly meet yours. The pressure of our kiss increases, causing your body to tense up ... your back to arch ... our tongues meet, their softness caressing each other as we kiss passionately and we start to embrace.....   UUHHHMMM... As we embrace and kiss so very passionat
"players N Fake Accts"
If you're gonna be a self professed "Player" here's a few tips  to take into account when ur doin ur thing and making fake accts.... 1st... DONT use your real name ... lmfao 2nd Dont use your own pics... omg thats just as funnay as usin ur real name.... :p 3rd... if u are gonna use some of ur real info make sure it matches the other accts u have lmao and 4th make for sure that ur r/l husbands dont care about it... it would appear that most are definately interested in the info passed on to them by random strangers n will use it when needed at future dates... ie divorse etc. Spending thousands on a game must make their r/l husbands so proud lmfao and if ur gonna play more than 1 guy ata time make sure that they aint friends n talk... hell that might be rule #1 in the player handbook lmao Now if you're like me and have the love of a great woman in ur life... sit back n watch the show... its always a good laugh.... more to come as i think of it.... have a great weekend peeps :P
Lyrics
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Unmitigated Greed & Quitting "the Game"
please read this, especially any family members! i truly am done with the game. when my vip expires i will NOT be renewing it. the UNMITIGATED GREED that has gone on over time, with now no more powerups in the fulotto, have made my mind up. i will never level again. and i will never run my 1300+ cr in bling i won nor the five HH's i planned to run on my birthday either that i won in fulotto until i level... and I AM NO LONGER MAKING ANY ATTEMPT TO LEVEL! so feel free to take me out of your family, i will reciprocate! WITH ABSOLUTELY NO HARD FEELINGS! this place just SUCKS NOW. PERIOD. unless there are major rollbacks in the greed that has been ongoing, i will not be spending MUCH TIME online here ANYMORE. i will try and get any comments you leave in my profile back to you. but i can't guarantee that i will. i will try. because i do APPRECIATE the friends i have made here. if you want my facebook info, send me an email.
My Heart
If love is so great then why does it hurt so bad. If theirs someone out their for everyone why can't i find that right girl. My heart has been stomped on too too much for me to even take the pain sometimes. If i don't find love does that mean ill never find true happiness in life. Why must i the center of being hurt by every girl i begin to have any type of feelings for, why must this happen every time. Why must i be hurt so much this pain is not fun it tears a part of me every day and it just eats me away every moment i think about it i just can't take this any more why must i be hurt like this it's not fair. 
Praju's Commentary
The Masters of Time- We quibble over the minutiae of the weeds of the poisoned field of this national culture and human culture. In the meantime we share the same arrogance and vanity of disdaining the very things which would bring us to bondings, most intimatelyhttp://www.classifiedads.com/training_education-ad63193190.htm VIDEO INTRODUCTION AUDIO ELABORATION OF THE TEXT   THE WORLD IS VERY MUCH STILL A GHETTO! (With thanks and APPRECIATION to the Band, 'WAR')   We are street hustlers and urchins looking for substance and meaning in a ghetto of desperation and illusions.. Scarred by the false hopes that drive our minds to frenzied thoughts and actions; we are more like rats in a maze. There is no refuge or sanctuary for tranquill bliss, only the sound and fury of micro-personal dramas and macro-world tragedies which whirl around us on this daily merry-go-round on Earth's axis. IF we can have in ourselves an intensity of resolve that cherishes ALL, and that gives the mom
Funny As Hell
At first I was afraid, I was petrified.When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died!But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, thatI grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on...But there you are, another lie,I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry!I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dreamShould have known there was no Anaconda lurking in thoseJeans!Go on now - go! , Walk out the door,Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4!Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!?Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!!I will survive! I will survive!Cuz as long as I have batteries,My sex life's gonna thrive!I will always have good sex,With a handful of latex!I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey!It took all my self control not to laugh out loud,When I saw your little wiener standing tall and proud!But to hell with your ego and to hell with all your needs,Now I'm savi
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Story
This is an old story I wrote for a class I was taking....Hope you enjoy   My name, my…real name is of little importance. Folks around here often call me ‘Wolf,’ although they wouldn’t know me if they saw me. Always on the careful side of things, I lurk in the shadows away from the public’s eye. Oh, how they watch…Oh, how I watch them. I wait so patiently, so still, waiting for the right prey. For I am the horrors this lonely village made me out to be, I am a hunter of kinds.  The day’s air was cool on my skin. My hand moved to my side on its own accord, pulling out a meat clever. I ran my fingertips across the blade…sharp, beautifully sharp. I placed the clever back, smiling to myself. I was self confident, so sure that I could have anybody I wanted, love anybody I wanted…do anything I wanted. I’ve been to this village many times before. The folk often chat amongst themselves. I hear word of a girl, Little
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Fubar What Is It To You?
I have been on social Media for a VERY long Time..    I used whatever social media haunt you can imagine.  AOL, ICQ, ISPQ, Yahoo, MSN Messenger, My Space, Facebook, Cam SIghts, Make your own Websight to broadcast yourself...etc.  Each of these particular sites were supposed to be in theory a place to hang out and be yourself.  This was where you could find friends, listen to music, observe life, be yourself, be a whole other person, be free, be tied up in whatever you want to be, remain repsectable or be the freak you are...  When it all began I guess with IRC ( I think it was) programmers trying to school me on how to make sure I answered the question so they could read it.  It was exciting to talk to a person half way around the world for little or nothing. It was easy to get wrapped up in the medium.  It was hard not to seperate it from you when you had to make a phone call or clean your house.  Both lives found a way quite by accident to become entertwined, lines were crossed, and
Love
I wonder, is love really true or is it a figure of my imagination? I start to feel pain over love and it feels like im being run down and shot repeatedly. Why when you love someone do they not care once you show or tell them they mean something to you, they just blow you off like your trash. I am truly hurt and this wound will never heal because i thought they cared for me back but i see i am wrong again. Blow me off hurt me and push me to the side like im a walking bag of trash, it hurts to deep to fix or repair these damages. Love is fake it will never be real. As i find a way to grow emotionally i feel like every time i care for someone i just get thrown away. I am done being hurt. Bye all. So i choose one and then find out another one was wanted i feel like every choice i make ends up fucking me over each time why can't i find the correct one. Am i destined to fail or will i make it to the end one day. I know my true feelings are shown either way, but why do i feel like my life is
Finally Found Missing Mom
http://www.northwestohio.com/news/story.aspx?id=948436#.UlMVUhD479x ~~~ my Mom's news cast http://bittersweetloveonfubar.blogspot.ca/  ~~~my online version to my book Had to take a break from Fubar to finnish writing my book until I finally got news about my missing Mother was found Murdered so have to go back to the states for a trial to make sure these bastards pay and get Justice for my mom, so had to come on here to share the news with the ones of you that has helped me by putting her pic out there and giving me a shoulder to lean on, Love you all for that and please keep my family in your prayers and hope you all have a wonderful holiday season and please take ever opporinty to tell your loved ones that you love them cuz you just never know!! Life is way to short so live your life to the fulliest and love your family and friends like there is not tomorrow, Love Always Deb & Shawn.
Poems From The Heart
Does it matter my heart was broke? Does it matter if i cry at night? Does it matter that i am alone? Does it matter your happy? Does it matter im a mess? Does it matter?
Jaci's Blog
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Epl...arsenal ,good Enough To Win League
Who will win the EPL THIS YEAR.with sir Alex gone from man utd and Moyes not looking good enough to take man utd to the top it seems to be a London team that will win this year.many think that Chelsea ..with mourino back in charge will be successful in their attempt to be champions but I don't agree there early form is hardly any indication of greatness ,so I am ruling them out,next is Tottenham hotspurs..or spurs as they are better known ,having just spent over 100.000.000 on new players they still seem to be a nearlyteam ,then its arsenal or better known as the gunners or gooners ,they have only made 2 signings bbut are riding high on top of the league ,so on reflection it looks as if arsenal will be crowned champions this year
The Fool?
The fool? This how I am seen? It seems my love, never meant a thing. After all I have given, the sacrifices that were made. You chose to use me? This is how you behave? Well I am no one’s fool, you fail to see. I have known all along, what you were doing to me. That new girl you were talking to, she’s my best friend. Every conversation was recorded, from beginning to end. Now check the bank, you’ll see the money is gone. I took it all before you had the chance, to do me wrong. There you laid beside me in bed, confessing your love. Lying to my face, but I knew what you were made of. Evil, rotten to the core. But karma is much sweeter, you’re finding out I’m sure. While you’re drowning in self-pity, I now call you the fool. For underestimating me, I make my own rules. Ones that I cherish, that shall not be broke. I love you are three words, you never should have spoke. Words without meaning, cut straight to the bone
Silver Lined
A girl walks in, with a painful secret inside. Wondering if the day would come, when she no longer had to hide. A Gypsy takes her hand, then sheds a single tear. Too afraid to reveal, exactly what appeared. Such a sad tale, playing out before her eyes. Concealing the truth, behind the girls demise. She opens her mouth, telling little white lies. The sun shines down on you, your hair glistens in the wind. You will make a difference, before your story comes to an end. The girl gleamed with hope, as she walked out the door. Never had the Gypsy witnessed, pain like this before. She prayed to the gods, to show mercy this day. Please just allow me, to take it all away. Do not allow this girl’s life, to be in vain. I am asking you to bestow, upon me her pain. The lightning struck with rage, as the gypsy began to dance. The thunder roared once more, giving birth to chance. The girl did make a difference, after all. Although the Gypsy, could not surviv
Little Warrior
She has been walking for years, towards a life unknown. One she wishes to find, one that’s un-owned. Years of footprints, left in the sand. Her journey stops today, upon this sacred land. You’re walking on fertile ground, she heard the Native Chief say. My people planted seeds here, a million yesterdays. The red soil was given its color, from all the bloodshed. You’re standing among the warriors, their sacrifices are never dead. They fought for the very land, you are standing upon. Unless you’re a warrior as well, you must carry on. She explained that she was also, on a personal quest. And that’s when the Chief, put her to the test. Hold out your hands, is what he asked her to do. Handing her a single seed, he said, the rest is up to you. Everything became clear, as she slid a knife across the palm of her hand. Planting the seed inside her own blood, that fell upon the land. She stared at the Chief, with a confident, uncomp
Goodbye And Good-luck
I lay here in bed,my poetry book in hand.Hoping these words,can help me understand.Understand life,what it all means.Although these poems,lead to more questions it seems.How did this happen?You were my best friend.Until that tragic day,it all came to an end.You took my fate,into your own hands.Was costing me my life,what you had planned?You hand delivered me,to the devil himself.And although I can’t put into words,exactly how I felt.I read and write,words that rhyme.To get rid of you,a little at a time.I am not angry,nor was I then.Still,if I had it to do over again.I wouldn’t just walk away,without saying a word.I would say to you exactly,what needed to be heard.How much I treasured you,and how you led me into a life full of fear and mistrust.Then I would say I love you,goodbye my friend and good luck.
A Grand Illusion
He brought her dreams to life,down on bended knee.Asking her to be his wife,confessing his love to she.The diamond shined bright,upon her face and skin.As their bodies collided,uniting their love within.Although the shine of the diamond,was actually blocking her view.Until the day he threw it away,and truth came shining through.Planting the seed of illusion,deep within her heart.The soil caved in to artificial skin,tearing her world apart.The epitome of deceit, lay at her feet,right where he left his phone.Images of another, send her a wonder,if she’s ever truly known.As her tears fall upon her ring,she takes a closer look.The green ring around her finger,eventually closed the book.The diamond had lost its shine,faded turning blue.For just like the man she thought she loved,the ring was a fake too.
See You Soon
Thanks again, I’ll see you soon. She said while, exiting the room. She left with a smile, arriving in tears. Her therapy session, laid to rest her fears. Transported to the past, within the blink of an eye. Flashbacks from Hell, reminded her why. She must keep going, to this therapist of hers. Until their faces become, nothing more than a blur. Looking forward to the future, while wiping out the past. Until the words, I’ll see you soon, fades with them at last.
Moon Tears
There once was a man who held the moon tight. The moon loved him so much, that it began to shine bright. Lighting up the night sky, showcasing their love. While inspiring young lovers gazing above. The moon faded one night, then lost its shine. For he did not show up at all this time. It wept as the dew fell to the earth. With every moon tear fallen, came down its self worth. The next night arrived, but the moon wasn't whole. It appeared to be missing, a piece of its soul. As time went by, the moon gave up hope. Displaying only half of itself, was the only way to cope. The world down below, stays drenched in moon tears. Because the man it loved most, gave into his fears. Afraid of his own feelings, he simply walked away. While the moon's broken heart, is on permanent display.
Friend Or Foe?
Friend or foe? I asked myself. While staring at our history, upon the bookshelf. A box filled with pictures, of our years shared. Covering up painful reminders, hidden in there. The pain within my chest, continued to grow. Along with the flashbacks, starting to show. The knife was just as sharp, as it was on that day. She stabbed it in my back, confessing her betray. He was an abusive man, but his deceit was pain free. For, I was immune to the torture, he bestowed upon me. Hers however, hurt like none other. For she was my best friend, my worst enemy under cover. As our friendship died, in a pool of my own blood. It was the most unimaginable pain, that I could think of. I see myself standing, only nine years old. Meeting her for the first time, the stories unfold. We were a team, she was my side kick. A piece of myself died, along with our friendship. But accept it I did, and I have moved on. Without her in my life, while all along. Loving her de
The Ability To Forget
You told me today that I am the strongest person you know. But what you do not realize is, there's so much I can't show. You have been with me since age nine. And you have witnessed a lot within that time. The level of neglect and mistreat is beyond most peoples perception. The bruises and the pain, the constant rejection. The battle scars have healed, but the ones inside never fade. Dying inside, as this tough exterior's conveyed. It's all an act, for I am weak. My words are shattered, the ones I can't speak. I live a lie every single day. Haunted by memories, that just won't go away. My mind refuses to allow them to disappear. They replay yesterday, bringing reality to my fear. People know me, without knowing me at all. There are skeletons in my closet, hidden behind a locked wall. Demons which haunt me, through eyes wide shut. Reminding me that I am anything but. Strong, I do crack and I break. Forced to relive every horrible mistake. Knowing a piece of myself is missing, spending e
If Only You Knew
R.I.P. Grandaddy...I miss you everyday!   I envision you lying there, waiting for my arrival. If only you knew, I was on a path of survival. I retrace your tears, continuously in my mind. Then pray out loud for Father Time, to allow me to rewind. Just for a moment to whisper in your ear. I’m sorry, I love you, I tried my best to get here. You were already gone, before I got the call. I was completely unaware, that you were even sick at all. There you lye, covered up with dirt. As I got on my knees, tears falling to the earth. I can see your broken heart, with the last breath you took. I just wish I could provide you, with an inside look. Within me, see how hard I tried. Breaking every speed limit, along that twelve-hour ride. But I was too late, I will never again see your face. I find myself visiting, your final resting place. These visions haunt me, turn my hazel eyes blue. If only you knew, How much I regret not making it to you.
Life Without You
"Life Without You" You couldn’t take them both out of the lock pickYou closed the doorLike a rocking chair above this iceAnd they played our songs, don’t play our songAgain, I’m breakingThere’s no life without youYour promises are breakingThere’s no life without youLife without you, life without youWhat’s there left to say?Words came in the wayThere’s no life without youLife without you, life without youRevolution was in the airIt was everywhereOn the streets, on your bedIt’s hard to believeBelieve it’s overHard to believeI thought this is all I wantBut I was so youngI was so much moreThere’s no life without youYour promises are breakingThere’s no life without youLife without you, life without youShowers in the rainI just came my wayThere’s no life without youLife without you, life without youThis is how we takeThis is how we takeLife without you, life without youThe pain I felt, it came and it plays all aroundIn
The Art Of Realism
I have been on the net forever it seems.  Over the years it seems that personas have been created by many that portray their "net" life as something that may be diametrically opposed to their real life.  I have heard from many that this is just "net'" and not "rl" but does that qualify behavior that is reckless and at times pure evil?  Why is it difficult for people to just be who they are and not create facades that cast them in one light but clearly do not define who they are?  Some do this to hide and not have people take advantage of them while others do it to take advantage of the weak or unsuspecting people who want to believe the good in everyone.  My experience wilth fu is that 95% of the people on here are haters, cheats, and users.  That being said, the 5% that are truly genuine and good people far outweigh the negative people on here, which is usually not the case.  I have come to realize that Fu is not a necessity to have real relationships with people because it people are
Auction On Sunday
Im in a Auction that starts on Sunday so please come check it out, bid on me and/or rate and comment thank you!!   http://fubar.com/sinnerkitty420-http-fubar-com-7627973/photo-1622173-2451733-365138730  
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Luật Gia Đình
Đỉnh đồng , Đỉnh Rồng, Tai Mây, Đỉnh màu vàng, đỉnh vàng bóng, Bộ đỉnh đồng Song Long, Đỉnh thờ màu vàng bóng, đỉnh đồng, Đỉnh thờ, đúc đồng cao cấp, đồ thờ cúngKích thước: Cao 50cm; Cao 60cm; Cao 70cmĐỉnh gồm: Tam sự: Đỉnh + đôi cây đèn nến; Ngũ sự: Đỉnh + Đôi cây đèn nến + Đôi hạcNgoài ra các sản phẩm phụ kiện đi kèm: Bát hương đồng Song Long chầu nguyệt; Đôi lọ bình bông (bát tiên hoặc tứ quý); Mâm ngũ quả Đk 30cm - 35cm Rồng Phượng; Lọ Cắm Nhang; Ấm xuyến ngai ly; Chuông đồng treo trên giá.Quý khách mua nhiều sẽ đượ
Fu Whoring
Now I Have to ask. In this age of the Internet and Google Search, why would anyone want to pay to see something on FU when you can just search online and see it for free.  It kills me how I have seen People with stuff in their about me section about how they are only here for friends or they wont cam , cyber or any of that stuff, yet they will post pics of themselves  that they expect you to pay for. I know I will probably be blasted for this but hey, its my opinion and I really dont care what others think or feel. I want to see some NSFW there are millions of sites and not pa a dime. I get that this is an adult website. ( I use that term loosley ) but come on people, where are the morals and standards. You want guys to treat you with respect, yet you put yourself out there..   Whats the difference between a street walker asking for money and someone asking for credits -- to me its the same thing. Love this or hate this its my opinion. If you dont like it then dont read it. Me
My Rant...
My Two Cents      Watching a documentary on Charles Bukowski while listening to new age music…what the Hell was I thinking. Bukowski undoubtedly would have gone straight to the hard shit if he knew. But then, he might have dug it, for a while anyway, until the drink ran out and the secret torment devils started their insane forever rant of pain and despair.nothing like a good delirious tremens puke after the first snort…    Thinking about the forces that drive the world, too vast and obscure to encircle, what was the cause of the first urban battle…Lust? Envy? Rape? Murder? The Devil? The real messed up thing about the present consciousness, is the seeming giddy oblivious passiveness of the majority…I mean, who's buying futures  when it's a global understanding that oil, food, financing, and political friendliness between countries,  are scarce and regionally problematic commodities, and even the further rising pollution of  our planet is worsening, a very
Whats Up..chicken Butt?
Alot of stuffs been going on where I dont feel like talking much on here or doing much..and it might be about to  get worst. Starting tomorrow I will be working a stretch..clear through next friday with only one day off. On that day I get to go have a talk with my doctor. Some already know..but few close friends I have no told yet do to fact just not up to talking much. I had my womanly exam earlier in the yr..and it came back abnormal.. so I had another one done last monday for follow up.  I have gotten a call couple days ago telling me its changed.. and still abnormal and the doctor wants me to come in to talk to me about it all..and to set up surgery. I have looked it up online..and its nothing to extreme to worry about but if i let it go it can be. Anyways..not sure how much I will be on.  Not sure how soon they will want to do surgery. Just wanting to let some know..I am not intentionally avoiding them..    
Dannys Song
and even though we aint got money im so in love with you honey and everything will bring a chain of love and in the mornin when i wise bring a tear of joy to my eyes and tell me everything is gonna be alright   seems as though a month ago i was quiet and shy never got high oh i was a sorry guy and now i smile and face the girl that shares my name now im through with the game this boy'll never be the same OK so those who have gotten to know me a little would find it hard to believe Im a Christian I difinatly have been not living right!! I can't keep doing this to you here and to my wife (even if it's not a healthy marriage) this is not helping matters. Being here is fun but is also fueling my desires for other women which is not a bad thing considering current state but it seems more of a fantasy, maybe one day if my marriage were to end i will be back, but the conviction is to much, I need to focus on my marriage try my best to resolve the problem. I have already hurt some
Bitter Sweet
I wrote this when I was in a bad place..life is a constant battle..not only for me but for everyone in general...everyone has their own struggles..ones they battle alone that the world never gets to see...thankfully I am not in that place anymore...I do in-deed treasure my life and look forward to all of its gifts everyday...I try not to take advanatage of a single moment...we only get one shot and I want to make mine count... Bitter Sweet   Staring at the empty room that surrounds me, in a daze as I run my fingers across the rim of my drinking glass. I swallow hard, although I do not fear what comes next. Death is the best ending I could hope for. It’s peaceful, no more heartache, pain or disappointment; just rest. They say that your life flashes before your eyes right before you take your last breath; it must be true. For, I see it all. Everyone walks by me as if I do not exist. Like a lone piece of trash just blowing in the wind, making its way through the crowd, dying for
My Soul
We may Love a wrong personWe may cry over for a wrongperson but One thing is for sureThey give us a chance to findthe Right Person..! I'm So Addicted To You,Your SmileYour, Laugh, Your Yelling ,Your Talks,Your Crying, Your Care Your LoveIsMyDrug.If I Would Have Got You, ItsLikeA Dream Come True. LoveYou.. You come outsideTo view the faint sunsetLight bewildered by treesShines through quietlyYou glide your soft auburn hairPerched behind your earAnd in this moment I feel at homeBeneath the interiorYou are my humble abode...Your company is soothingCalming and reassuringInside, the wind chimes ringYou saunter and my hearts singsBit by bit I begin to recognizeThe enchanting glow in your subtle eyesHidden in all abstract paintingsIt’s you; what all artists seeYou are poetry..
Bdcost
  I'm working at bdcost (first bangladeshi price comparison site) is a very simple Price comparison Web site.It helps end users to find the Products, Price and availabilityfrom Bangladeshi Retail and Online Store. The main usage for this site, you can compare the price for the same products from many online and retail store within few seconds. Also BDCost has the option to write comments /review about the products which help other people to make decision before they buy. To save your money & time is our motto. In sharee Bangladesh is one of the best country in world. go for Deshi Sharee some example in bellow....     Not only Find the latest also You can here compare the price amongst over 200 shops...
Tips For Ur Toon
TIPS PLEASE READ CAREFULLY THESE ARE IN PLACE FOR YOUThe tips below are stated, for beginning players (level 1s) but apply to all. No matter if you are a merc, or a level 40, all of the things below refer to any player, no what that player is. Basically don't level yourself. Build. You can build cashflow at any level, however, here is where you have the best shot. Not doing missions, no attacking, and losing, are all part of building, no matter what level your player is at. The longer you sit, the more powerful your cashflow becomes, and the longer you sit at levels 1-9 you won't get listed. You start getting listed at level 10.DON'T LEVEL TOO FAST:As with most games I have played you want to get to the higher level the fastest. That's NOT the case here. He who sits, and builds cashflow does the best. I've seen some high level 5's but usually they are mercs. As time goes by, you can tell who's a merc, who's a blinger (people who use credits to pay for their player) who's a scrubbed pla
Stuff
...but I'd appreciate any & all positive thoughts, vibes & prayers for my grandmother today, & days to come. For those that aren't aware because I haven't told them, I live with my grandmother. I have kinda taken on the caregiver role (while still having my own things going on in my life) as no one else will. I do most of the cooking & cleaning ...& the cooking & cleaning she does do I let her do because I know that it makes her happy, as she was very independant all her life & would like to hold onto as much of that as she can, for as long as she can. You could say she's kinda stubborn ...that might be where I get it from, haha. But anyways. She has thyroid cancer & went out of town yesterday to prepare for her surgery today. It's not the surgery itself that is worrisome, it's the fact she has heart issues, has had bad reactions to anesthesia in the past & the fact that even routine medical procedures bring her great anxiety, etc... that is worrisome. So as I said I'd appreciate any
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Who's Fuckin????
Just wondering if there is anyone out there that is in the same boat as me. Write me.let me know.
I Am Takin!
    Just to clear some things up.  I am not single. I'm takin.  By a wonderful man.  He makes me happy in every way, shape, and form.  So please show some respect  when you come into my sb! I love to make new friends and family.  But I will not talk about sex or anything to do with sex. If you are wanting to talk about that go find yourself someone else.  There are enough girls on fu that will be more then happy to show you there selfs.         But on a another note.  I'm more then welling to help my friends and family out how ever I can. Just wanted to clear up some things that is flying around fu about me. I'm not a fu whore.  I will not show you NSFW pictures of me cause I do not have them on fu. I will not give u my skype name or my yim.  Only close friends will get that info.          But on a nicer note. My family is great go and show them love. I love them all to death.  They are the greatest ppl you will ever meet.  Any disrespect  to them on my page will end up in a instan
Sick Of Sluts And Whores
If you offer nude pictures in exchange for bling, then like or not you just made yourself a ho for a pretty fucking picture.  If you just like showing off your naked body, then you shouldn't ask ANYTHING of anyone. Just show it off and be proud. Nothing wrong with that. But demanding something in exchange? I don't give a fuck if you're offended or pissed off. You don't like my attitude? That's your problem. You have the option of blocking me, feel free to take it.  I've seen in that blast box more times than I can remember "Send me a box jeweled heart or whatever specific bling and I'll make you a nudie salute" - you get the point and I'm sick of these skanks getting all of this attention because they're showing off their funboxes and tits. They're not to be respected or admired, they're inbred knuckle dragging swamp skanks that should have a mattress nailed to their backs or knee pads super glued to their knees that probably would fall inside of themselves if they tripped. This is
Story
you part your lips and move your head forward. you take just the head of my cock into your mouth. your mouth is hot, and the shaft of my cock is being cooled by the breeze through the still open door. the temperature difference sends chills up my spine, but what really gets me is the look on your face as our eyes meet, the look of lust and of submission. i can see in your eyes that you are more turned on by being dominated that you ever thought you'd be. you may be in total control of the rest of your life, the ceo of a company; a supervisor with twenty employees under you; a police office, or an emt...none of that matters anymore. right here, right now, you are a sexual slave and will do whatever i tell you to do, and it's exactly what you want.  as soon as you open the door and let me inside i'm on you like a wild animal. the passion was already burning hot and just explodes as we make physical contact. our lips meets and our tongues collide like two snakes fighting to the death. i w
Fall Auction 2013
A huge spot on my profile, top spot in my family, ownership from 2 weeks to one month depending on bid, their name in mine, bling of my choice, ability bling of my choice if over 50BP, pimp outs daily, point boost extreme 3x a week, shoutout in 4 of my blasts, SFW salute,10 bling polished daily, 50 photos rated once a week and so much more.....I tend to spoil my auction owners. In short, more exposure, a great deal of spoling, and a permanent spot in my family and they get spoiled too :)
Blackno1
Với những bạn trẻ có ý định du học New Zealand thì đây là những trường đại học không thể bỏ qua, với chất lượng đào tạo hàng đầu và cảnh quan tuyệt đẹp! Đại học Massey Được thành lập 1927, chưa đến 100 năm tuổi nhưng đây là một trong 3 trường ĐH lớn và chất lượng nhất New Zealand, top 100 trường đại học lớn khu vực Châu Á – Thái Bình Dương, top 500 trường ĐH công lập lớn và uy tín nhất thế giới. Năm 2009, Massey tự hào được Hiệp hội các Trường ĐH kinh doanh cao cấp toàn cầu – AACSB – kiểm định và công nh&#
10182013
I have been on here before but honestly it has been awhile, so I guess it is time to just put myself out there yet again. 
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Hot Stuff
why do ladies count sex has cheating when they say sex does not mean love
Every Once In A While
Every once in while I look at the world through a different set of eyes. Warping visions of hidden truth, camouflaged by its disguise. Deep within our core, another place exists. Occupied by those in need, which are easily dismissed.   As the economy descends, poverty is all around. Loving families who are starving, with no jobs to be found. The cost of living is on the rise, while the wages remain the same. The world I see has become a pawn, inside a political game.   The government keeps making excuses, for killing our men. Sending them to die, for this world we live in. While the high officials sleep comfortably, warm and cozy within their bed. Homeless shelters are overwhelmed, by so many underfed.   Infection sets in, diseases which have no cure. Conspiracy speaks of antidotes, locked up secretly and secure. Drugs and violence spreads, snaking through our streets. While the judicial system goes downhill, the pattern just repeats.   War heroes without a home, sh
Please Remove Your Mask
She knows who you are, so please remove your mask. Just be real with her, that's the only thing she asks. You may have fooled everyone else, but she has seen your face. You are the ugliness in between, desperation and disgrace. You hide behind your cross, play the role of someone else. While burning a hole through that Bible, placed high upon the shelf. She knows who you are, you have cost her endless pain. But her you do not know, so don’t attempt to say her name. You are the beast, sitting within the pew. But she can smell the damnation, seeping inside of you. You spread your fake belief, while shining your mistrust. Your behavior is hypocritical, you fill her with disgust. For she is all that’s real, she does not have to lie. To you or to herself, her love’s in great supply. She knows who she is, and she's accepted for just that. There is no need to send a knife, piercing through her back. She has been subjected to your kind, too many times before.
I Allow You To Think
    Treat me as you must, think I am weak. I am the one, choosing not to speak. Control me you do not, for inside I scream. Living within my own mind, while bringing to life new dreams.   Staring at my wardrobe, you have hand-picked. Doesn’t give my name meaning, it is you that's been tricked. For I am strong, in my life of solitude. You are the one, being subdued.   For this control you bring forth, actually controls you. Through all your pathetic attempts, I remain true. True to myself, and all that I am. I will not apologize, for ruining your plan.   Your plan to break, what was meant to be free. I simply allow you to think, that you control me.
Calculating The Cost
Soreness in my throat, from too many pills. Has given me a headache, wondering if it will. Numb my pain, after all that is lost. Filling my prescription, calculating the cost.   Money isn’t the object, at hand. My sanity is in question, where I stand. Mirrored images, jade my thoughts. Within these headaches, thickening my plot.   What is my glitch, my reason for such? Distorted memories, a tarnished touch. Perhaps these headaches, aren’t headaches at all. Perhaps they are building blocks, strengthening the wall.   The wall built not by me, but by life itself. Separating me, from even myself.
Bridge Of Words
Dressed in his fatigues, he heads out to save the world. While leaving his heart behind, to one devoted teenage girl. They vowed to write back and forth, and build a bridge with words. Between the lines they felt the love, while none of them were heard. Gunfire shielded his world, as he watched the soldiers fall. Carrying her love with him, as through the landmines he would crawl. Focused and determined, inching his way across. While thinking if he failed, then she would never know his thoughts. The ones that he was having, upon reading her note. The same ones that brought on the tears, and the dryness in his throat. He swallowed hard as he stared, into death’s wretched face. Vowing that he would live, for she could never be replaced. They built that bridge strong over the years, the words were the blueprint. A new dream came to life, with every one that was sent. Sealing it with a kiss, and the scent of fresh perfume. She made them out to my loving hero, then sign
Chaos
The venom of disorder seeps through their wretched veins. Chaos is holding hands with death and endless pain. Binding those who hate, infecting the innocent and weak. Havoc and destruction, adds to this technique. An infection in the air, spread randomly at will. A contagion nationwide, a prescription refill. With side effects of anger and mind numbing thoughts. The world pays the price for every person shot. Chaos is the chef, filling their mind with unhealthy protein. While suffering from withdrawals, just trying to come clean. That’s the perfect time, for chaos to plant its seed. Fertilizing it well, feeding the need. To spreading the infection, a disease without a cure. Destroying goodwill, contaminating the pure. Can anything prevent this, you might ask. There is only one treatment, to overcoming this task. Whether you are strong enough, only time will tell. But giving into love, seems to break the spell.
My Add To The Dialog On My Page
How About Matters Did You Not Learn Any At Home
Ok When Someone Shout Box's a Women Askin For Their ALT & Fubucks And They Say No How Dare This Person Call Her a Cunt Then Go And Pm a Women And Call Her a Cunt Turns Around And Shout Box's Another Women He Has No Clue Who He Is Talking To And Call Her A Cunt .. He Is Free With The Word I See I Bet Money On It He Calls His Momma A Cunt For As Much As He Has Used It On Here ... I Unfanned Unfreinded & Buzzkilled Him For Talking Like That To 3 Now There Is a 4th One He Did It To And He Blocks Them ... He Needs a Big Lesson In Matters I Don't Care If This Is a Site And Yes Their Are All Sick Ass's But We Have The Right To Say No If We Don't Want To Give You Are Abilities Points And Fubucks That Simply So Here Is The Face Of Shame ...  Its BIGBEN1979 
The Mind Fucking Game
The title pretty much says it all...   Surf the net, if you're looking for some fun. Although this game, has yet to be won. You'll find usernames and passwords, worn out pick-up lines. The douche-bags and assholes, aren't hard to find.   Chorus Virtual reality slaps you in the face. Making sure you don't forget your rightful place. Millions of strangers screaming out the wrong name. Don't ya wanna play the mind fucking game?   Like bitches in heat, they'll hump your leg clean. Leaving you numb, searching for the perfect vaccine. This diesease has no cure, get out while you can. Unless chaos and destruction, is part of the plan.   Chorus Virtual reality slaps you in the face. Making sure you don't forget your rightful place. Millions of strangers screaming out the wrong name. Don't ya wanna play the mind fucking game?   Fucked up beyond all recognition, has never been so right. I'm lacing up my gloves, ready to fight. I've played the game before and although I
No Matter What
Look around and tell me what you see? There's you, a million others and me. Chaos runs wild, then the smoke clears. Once everyone else is gone, I'm the only one here. Watching the clock, as time ticks by. We're not in the same time zone, you and I. Am I worth the wait, worth your time. As I make my way up this mountain I climb. I would walk a million miles, just to hold your hand. A feeling so surreal, people don't understand. Life is a mystery, our next move is a guess. You just never know, what's coming next. Today I am here, but tomorrow I may be there. Lying in your arms, in the middle of nowhere. Everything changes, but this much is true. Not a day goes by, that I don't love you. In a place such as this, I found what I need. Everything you are, has planted a seed. It grows everyday, but no matter what. Someone who'll love you forever, is exactly what you've got.
Just Some Food For Thought
Lets make something perfectly clear to the nosey ass futards that jump into my SB all up in my business. Yeah I leveled quickly, why cause I did. What business Is it of yours, if people shower me with Ability bling or not?! I don't judge anyone on how they conduct themselves on fubar just don't put me in the same category as you. I grew up with some pride and morals. I actually take pride in working hard and paying for my own shit. So do me a favor and go about your daily business and don't fuckin bother me! The next futard that even says a word to me that I don't like will get a one way click to my block list. Ya heard?! Now run a long and go play.
Moving Yet Again!
I will be moving to Lynnwood WA anywhere from Jan to Feb if some agreements are made if not ill be moving sooner! If I hate it out there and cant make it ill be moving to Florida or where ever the road brings me ;) Hardest part remaining forward not looking back! So hard!  I have to be up at 4 am to leave at 5 am soooo good night all Safe travels…Happy turkey day,count your blessings, and DONT forget while u sit with your friends /family /loved ones…..ALOT of soldiers did not get to do that ,they sat with battle buddy missing what you have! DO NOT FORGET THEM!To the Native American…..I know what this day is I know what it represents I will never forget what ugly holiday this truly is to u….But today…Today it is a day of feast food with loved ones and we honor it as so,The way it should have been..Not the way it was!     uuuuggggggg 3 hrs of sleep only ;/
Being New?
Arousal is a strong emotion. Do a dance and feel the motion. What is the best way to relieve it? Are photos of nude beautiful women so bad?
Skin Treatment
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Wow
so today someone told me about a site http://anonib.com/ so i went there and it amazes me all the women of fubar that seriously actually sell their bodies for credits on this site... im a bit ashamed for them mainly cuz what their lives will turn into if people were to really see what they post on the internet... im just so very glad i have never sold myself to get credits from creepy old or young men... but on a side note some of the ladies i seen on that site im not surprised at all as i know who some of them are.. the same women who call me a blinger on mafia .. of course i spend my own money and not sell myself for others.. but makes me laugh to know i have one up on them.. oh and also the ladies on that site and their pics? they are very nasty lmao who would actually pay to see that shit? 
Already Begun
She woke up for some water, in the middle of the night. Surprised by a stranger, with a flashlight. Blinded by the light, she heard the man speak. He said, don't make a sound, don't even blink. With her child sleeping peacefully, just footsteps away. She had no choice, but to do as he say. That's when he forced her, to lie on her back. Suddenly her body, was under attack. Trembling with fear, and burning with rage. She felt like a lioness, trapped in its cage. Confused by her emotions, uncertain how to react. The fear was telling her to lie still, the rage was screaming fight back! As the battle within herself begins. The rage is too powerful, and wins. She took the light, right out of his hands. Then shined it in the face, of this despicable man. She said, I see you now, for all that you are. You may have won the battle, but I'm winning this war. I refuse to be your victim, another statistic in your evil little plan. I will tear out your soul, for you're not even a
This Is For The Wives
Surrounded by the night, from the outside looking in.Questions are no more, as to where he’s been.For the shadows do not lie, the truth becomes too real.Her world begins to turn, on a poisonous spinning wheel. The venom seeps into her veins, as she takes a few steps closer.Rage is now in control, of this emotional roller-coaster.Her life has been altered, and they must pay for what they’ve done.For the battle deep inside her, has only just begun. She follows their shadows, shifting throughout the house.While clinching onto the gun, concealed beneath her blouse.All along she knew, though seeing it is just too much.Her eyes refuse to blink, as she witnesses every touch. What did I do wrong, she wonders as she shakes.Then places her finger on the trigger, as her heart begins to ache.The tears won’t stop falling, as she hears him say that phrase.The words I love you belong to her, and gunfire starts to blaze. Shattering the window, and ending both of their lives.She b
What I've Learned From You
  What I have learned from you, I carry around inside.Through the past and the ache, the things I try to hide.A smile is possible, through tears of fear and pain.I have learned that my life, will not end in vain. Your hardcore lessons, left bruises and battle scars.But what I’ve learned from you, surpasses them by far.Every one of them has a story, I have read them many times.Studied the true elements, written them out in rhyme. I am actually in your debt, for all that you have taught.You taught me how to find myself, someone I had forgot.You sent me searching for my voice, to speak up against the crime.I spoke through the voice you gave me, just in the nick of time. You taught me how to live, that I was more than what you seen.I taught you a thing or two, while the police were on the scene.You see, you taught me how to be strong, to be fierce and to dare.You taught me how to fight back, while you were unaware. For you taught me how to beat you, the one who broke me down.Wha
The Vip Tour
Actions of hate, unexplained.Sent visions through my head; bloodstained.Repression seeped through, and began to scream.Reality’s high screech, through a wide open dream. There I stood, clinging to your hand.A child of three, when approached by a man.Burning ember is the scent, as I lay asleep.By a fire in the woods, unaware of your weep. Your secret struggle, the battle you lost.Is being played out before me, with a cost.For now I understand, why you despise me so.You blamed me for things, which I did not know. He stained your soul, and threatened your child.I felt the gun to my head, through visions gone wild.You saved my life, as I ended yours.I have been granted, the VIP tour. Through your eyes Mom, I lived your nightmare.My questions have been answered, you made me aware.Why I couldn’t remember, when your hatred began.Though I was also affected by that man. From me he stole chance, a mother’s love is unknown.I’ll never know what that feels like; so I&rs
You've Made Your Bed
You’ve made your bed he said,although that simply wasn’t trueI was just a child,delivered onto you.Father was just a title,a name but nothing more.The bed I awoke from every day,set fire to the floor.As I walked across the broken planks,with splinters in my feet.Destined to find my way,through swollen eyes and stained sheets.Blood red was the color,painted from my own hands.Mother turned away,as time shifted through the sands.The bed I’ve made is the raw truth,reality as I weep.For the bed you’ve made for me,has contaminated my sleep.I set fire to that bed,a very long time ago.Although my body is still stained,with the memories I can’t let go.
Thanks For The Memories
Close your eyes and listen with your heart. Find the light, from inside of the dark. When your heart is afraid, and slams the door shut. Pay attention to the feeling, you have in your gut. People walk away, from the most faithful of all. Fearing their own emotions, too afraid to stand tall. While their beating broken heart, is also afraid. Afraid to try again, being forgotten and betrayed. The door you held open for a stranger, you slammed shut in her face. You drew out directions, while her memory was erased. Go back in time and remember your smile. The one that she gave you, retrace the miles. Putting your feelings first, with her own left behind. While doing what you asked, at that moment in time. Her own pain didn't matter, she did it for you. Now her heart's shattered, for this is strike two. Ask yourself why, you threw her away. Just to make yourself happy, for one fucking day. The one person who once seen you as a Queen. Now see's you as something else in-between. Realizing how
Don't Patronize Me
Why do you care? The fact is you do not! About the impacts you bring forth, creating disease; mind-numbing thoughts. Words are just words, you use them to suit you. Without thinking about the lives, and the pain you subdue. Abusing your power, causing self-doubt and disbelief. While stealing someone’s dream, just like a petty thief. Don’t patronize me, by saying that you care! When your actions speak louder, and I’m fully aware. That caring is beyond you, I’m not even real. As if you give a fuck, about the way that I feel. The lack of compassion, within this place. Renders me invisible, easily erased. You’d have to value me to care, and I'm worth nothing to you at all. Alone in this place, with my back to the wall. As your army of attackers, leach onto my soul. Draining my heart dry, you’ve accomplished your goal.
This Is Our Time!
That sparkle in my eye, is the light shining through. My reasn to shine, brought forth by YOU. You see, you give me something, that I have never had. You give me belief, through times gone bad. YOU are sheer amazement, creating life where there was none. You have given me hope, through all you have done. I erased my existence, but you came to find me. For, I was never gone from you completely. You could have easily given up, chalked it up as a loss. But you stuck by my side, no matter the cost. Your little messages reaching out, showing me that you cared. Is the reason I love you so much, why no one compares. For even when I had given up on myself. You came to my rescue, made it known how you felt. I loved you through all, the things I did wrong. Which lead me back here, where I belong. This is home, wherever you are. There is no journey, considered too far. For YOU my love, I would lay down and die. For even death couldn't keep me away, there is no good-bye. Those
Mật Ong
Tưa lưỡi là những đốm trắng hay mảng trắng xuất hiện ở niêm mạc miệng, đặc biệt là mặt trên của lưỡi. Chúng làm cho trẻ vướng víu, khó nuốt và bị đau. Khi bị tưa lưỡi trẻ sẽ quấy khóc, bỏ ăn. Có rất nhiều nguyên nhân dẫn tới việc trẻ sơ sinh bị tưa lưỡi trong đó có một số nguyên nhân chính do nấm Candida albicans, do virus, do uống nhiều thuốc kháng sinh… Khi trẻ bị tưa lưỡi, các bà mẹ thường được người lớn tuổi, các cụ già khuyên đánh tưa lưỡi cho trẻ sơ sinh  bằng mật ong. Sự thật thì có nên dùng mật ong đánh tưa
Điện Thoại Iphone
Sự thành công của điện thoại iPhone 5C trên thị trường đang là một câu hỏi lớn, đặc biệt trong bối cảnh nó không hề rẻ như người ta vẫn tưởng tượng trước đó. Điện thoại iPhone 5C – phiên bản vỏ nhựa của điện thoại iPhone 5 Sự ra đời của điện thoại iPhone 5C với mức giá không hề rẻ đang là chủ đề được bàn tán nhiều nhất sau sự kiện công bố sản phẩm của Apple Đúng với những thông tin rò rỉ trước thềm sự kiện, điện thoại iPhone 5C đã chính thức trình làng với “bộ cánh” bằng nhựa polycarbonate
Joe
I know that we are comeing up on 2 years that you have been gone but it still feels like yesterday and cuts like a very sharp knife that you're gone. That I'm not going to see that smile anymore and that I won't ever get to hear you're voice again. The fact that no matter how much it hurts you're not coming back. I deal with my depression everyday and the nightmares from that night and I'm still here but it is so hard. The days when it gets close to when you left us is the hardest for me becasue that is when the memorys are the worse. They are so strong as if it is happening all over again and makes it so hard just to get out of bed. Then I think my daughter needs me and she needs me to be strong and get up.  I pretend a lot to be happy and that everything is ok because I know that I will make it through another day but there are so many times that I wish that I could go into your room again and tell you "hey I need your help" and you just role your eyes but listen to me and then hel
Poetry
Dedicated To kristen :)     Deep inside my soul is aching> Longing for your touch> Inside my chest my heart is breaking> I'm missing you so much> You just don't know how much I love you> How much I really care> My feelings are strong and oh so true> This kind of love is rare> A life without you is not complete> I'm so empty inside> I long for the day we will be together> And no longer have to hide.  I see youyou're in my dreamsmy thoughtsmy fantasiesYou are the sunshine on a rainy dayYou are the peaceful smile of deathYou are a child's golden laughtera mother's loving gazeI see youI hear youI feel youYou are my joymy warmthmy one true loveYou make every day a treasureYou are my life's breath   For The One I Love
Worth Playing For
Everything becomes a competition, and she doesn’t play to lose. Her heart dwells within the balance, while others entertain and amuse. Themselves, not knowing or even caring about who she really is. For, who she is doesn’t matter, she’s not sure if she exists. Suited for battle, while playing to win the game. Yet the armor isn’t strong enough, when nobody knows her name. Her smile is fake and jaded, she seems strong, yet she is weak. The broken tears she never sheds, makes it impossible to speak. Yet, game on she screams, as she hold her head up high. While the only reason she plays at all, passes her right by. Cheap entertainment, can gain someone’s attention. But only for a little while, until they forget to mention. That they left someone behind, someone not so strong at all. A frail and broken warrior, who’s handwriting is on the wall. She has left her mark, her words of how she lost. The only game she has ever played, has came at
Beyond The Blood-stains
The world seems like it’s spinning, and I don’t know where I am. I feel as if I’m stuck, somewhere between the water and the dam. Caught inside a whirlpool, while running out of air. Forced to the bottom, by desperation and despair. Desperate to be heard, losing my grip on reality. Digging myself deeper, into abnormality. Traveling through life, searching for a purpose. Holding my breath as long as it takes, while barely scratching the surface. What have I done to change the lives of other people? Yet somewhere in this haystack, there’s bound to be a needle. Poison has torn my flesh, I’ve felt it coursing through my veins. Yet what have I left behind, beyond the blood-stains? My name is a question, an answer I cannot find. I’ve been all around the world, retraced my bloodline. My existence is a blessing, plagued by the sound. Of my own name, being ran into the ground. For, I do not know me, I am lost without a trace. I’m afraid
This One's For You Jim
    Jim, these are my vows to you:   I, Kristen, take you, Jim , to be my fubar wedded husband, my loyal friend, my faithful partner and my fubar love from this day forward. In the presence of The Dark Side Lounge, our family and friends, I offer you my fubar vow to be your faithful partner against haters and users, in good times and in bad, and in joy as  in  well as in sorrow. I promise to love on you, to support you in your fubar goals, to  honor and respect you, to laugh with you and run with you,forsaking all fuwhores, and to spoil you for as long as we both shall fu.   Kristen, these are my vows to you: Today, as I give myself to you, my mind is clear and my commitment is strong. All that I am and all that I have to offer you in love and in joy. Because of you, I laugh, I smile, and I dare to dream again. I join my life to yours. Not merely as your husband, but as your friend, your lover, and you confidant. Let me be the shoulder you lean on, the rock on wh
Xbox One Thua Xa Ps4 Về độ Phân Giải Trong Game Fps
Mới đây, một số nhà báo làm việc cho các trang tin game quốc tế uy tín đã đồng loạt xác nhận việc đang tồn tại chuyện bưng bít thông tin về hai dòng console thế hệ mới sắp ra mắt. Tải game dua xe 3d với những tính năng mới nhất Theo đó, Microsoft đã yêu cầu một "lệnh cấm vận" đặc biệt đối với game bắn súng từ hãng Activision, cho tới ngày Xbox One được phát hành. Thông tin bị ngăn cấm tiết lộ chính là việc Call of Duty: Ghosts chỉ có thể chơi được ở độ phân giải tối đa 720p với tốc độ khung hình 60 fps. Các game bắn súng luôn là thuốc thử hữu hiệu n
Máy In Hp
Bộ đôi máy in HP chuyên nghiệp dành cho văn phòng mang đến giải pháp in ấn tài liệu tốc độ nhanh cùng khả năng copy, scan tốt, giúp tiết kiệm thời gian cho doanh nghiệp Đáp ứng nhu cầu in ấn với công suất cao Với kích thước nhỏ gọn, kiểu dáng đẹp, thiết kế chuyên nghiệp, máy in Hp LaserJet Pro 100 M125 hoàn toàn đáp ứng được nhu cầu in ấn với công suất cao của các doanh nghiệp hiện nay. Công suất máy in hp này đạt 8000 trang/ tháng với tốc độ in lên đến 20 trang/ phút. Nhờ công nghệ bật nhanh, chiếc máy in hp này giúp người dùng tối thiểu hóa thời gian chờ đợi với tốc độ
Khám Phá Cuộc Sống
Nhu cầu làm mát không gian sống là tất yếu và chiếc máy lạnh là một sản phẩm hỗ trợ đắc lực không thể thiếu trong mỗi gia dình tại hcm. Đối với những gia đình khá giả sẽ chọn mua máy lạnh mới 100%, tuy nhiên thị trường máy lạnh cũ, máy lạnh đã qua sử dụng vẫn thu hút người mua vì giá thành thấp mà chất lượng vẫn ok. Máy lạnh cũ mà công ty Trương Phú chúng tôi cung cấp là những sản phẩm có luôn đảm bảo chất lượng, điều này minh chứng qua những tin yêu mà khách hàng đã tin tưởng từ lâu. Chúng tôi hiểu rằng, quyết định mua máy lạnh cũ để tiết kiệ
Twirl With Me ...
I love you.
Just Because
Just because my name is white doesnt mean I'm any different then anyone else on here. I asked for things only when I need them. I dont beg for anything unless after weeks of asking I have gotten nowhere. People wonder how to get further in the game. Well it seems you only need a VIP to make it far. I help everyone I can. When asked for family adds even though you have never done a fucking thing for me I add you. Even add other people who were never my friends because you are and ask me to. Do I get anything in return.? Not usually. I do certain things for people. And most times it goes unapreciated. But fuck who cares anyway. I'm not important right? I don't ask for you to talk to me. But if I do something for you then at least acknowlege it. If I do something for you then it means I took my time and thought you were important enough for me to do it. Even money for that matter.  If I buy you bling or a VIP or anything else on here it's because I wanted to and I felt like it and you  we
Rayrays Random Thoughts
I love this time of year. The leaves turning all their beautiful colors. The cool crispness in the air. The harvesting of the crops mean fresh fruits and vegetables. The holiday season is about to be in full swhing. Thanksgiving, and the gathering of my family is soon upon us. Good food, and even better company. Christmas is next. Understanding the real reason for celebrating Christmas and not just the gifts. Family gathered and spending time together. Hopefully we will have a white Christmas. The World Series is over and football is in the middle of another season. Hockey is going on and basketball has started. Fall is a great time to be a sports fan! This time of year is rough for me. Three years ago, I lost my dad, mom, got divorced and had to leave my job all in the span of about 12 months. So, the holidays went from a time of family to being alone. My sisters and I don't get together and I have to schedule Christmas around my ex's schedule. What went from a time of companionship
Not A Goodbye But A See You Later
as i sit here in this motel room waiting for court tomorrow and knowing that i'm goin to be doin time for about a year i try not to cry...i have met some amazing wonderful ppl on here that out weigh the superfical just here for the game part of fu.....yes fu is a game but dont forget on the other side of the screen is a real person with real feelings.....we ALL are quick to judge someone and yes even i have...but know that most of the ppl that u so call beg for things are the ones who arent as fortunate as the ones who have bling to constantly run.....i always treat others the way i want to be treated..with respect.....what they say about karma is true..what comes around goes around.....so once just once try helping someone who is asking for it...you'll be surprised how good u feel by doing it....live as if tomorrow isnt promised....love as you've never loved before and laugh because laughter is the best medicine.....may to you who reads this...its just a bunch of rambling but maybe ju
Two Words I Can't Say
Sometimes the smartest things you can do in life, is just play dumb. Pretend you see or feel nothing, as if you are numb. Patterns keep repeating, and it simply hurts to breathe. Still the question why, is all you achieve. For, it doesn't make sense, and it probably never will. So you fake your smile, while at a standstill. I am perceived as crazy, but you see I am sane. Because I don't have to cause anyone sorrow or pain. My own hurt is useless, but it's all that I have. With this throbbing pain in my chest, the knife in my back. I act as if I'm blinded, but my vision is too clear. I see the truth from beyond the blood tears. And it is okay, I am a willing target. There is so much more to me, that the world doesn't get. But I suck it up, as if I don't care. When it hurts every day, and I'm fully aware. Of the bull’s-eye on my flesh, one that can't be wiped clean. A horror film brought to life, through a wide open dream. Cutting jokes, using humor, through all t
Life Or Something Like It
I can feel it sliding just inside my skull like a living thing, caressing the inner pieces of bone. I can feel it coursing through my veins like a scared rabbit, pounding feet trampling my heart as they fly by. It tastes like copper, tainting the edges of my cracking tongue. It's in my fingers, in my thoughts; it's in my ears echoing sounds that aren't officially there. I can see it in the glittery field of my vision. Like lightbursts behind closed lids, pressing me into an abyss. The insanity leaks in the cracks, slipping into my conscious, twisting and turning everything it touches with silent, malicious intent. Whispering, picking, biting its way into my thoughts until sanity is but a thread away and unraveling swiftly. I can feel the claws of it prickling down the back of my neck, into my spine. I can feel them through every bone of my body, taking hold and grasping until the bone begins to splinter. Everything in me is screaming with it, begging for it all to just come to a halt.
Pork Fried Rice
SO NOT SURE HOW I WANNA APPROACH THIS  INGREDIENTS 1 CUP WHITE RICE LONG GRAIN OR JASMINE 1LB PORK OR CHX Raw CHX BASE BOUILLION OR STOCK FOR TWO CUPS  VEGGIES PERSONAL PREFERENCE  A RED PEPPER DICED, ONION (VIDALIA) DICED,  SNAP PEAS OR SNOW PEAS I SLICE MINE THIN THE LONG WAY, NOT NECESSARY MUSHROMS RAW SLICED (BUTTON OR SHITAKE, IF CANNED USE JUICE IN RICE, TASTE IT) OPTIIONAL BOK CHOY OR NAPA CABBAGE JULLIENNED I CHOSE THE PEA PODS WHATEVER YOU LIKE OR HAVE ON HAND (CARROTS, WATER CHESTNUTS)  SAUCE OR JUST BUY TERRYAKI GLAZE KIKKOMAN ORANGE LABEL GINGER OF ANY KIND 2 TABLESPOONS  SOY SAUCE PREFERABLY SWEET SOY LIQUID LIKE COCA COLA A CUP (IT HAS THE CARAMEL COLOR, GINGER, AND SUGAR, OLD TRICK OR A CUP OF BEEF STOCK YOU NEED TO GET A DARK COLOR SUGAR  TO TASTE BROWN, WHITE OR MOLASSES CORN STARCH ABOUT 3 TABLE SPOONS (I DONT MEASURE) OPTIONAL PINEAPPLE JUICE OR ORANGE !/4 CUP ROUGHLY ITS TO TASTE  OIL FOR FRYING RICE SEASAME IS TRADITIONAL USE WHAT YA GOT OK TURN OV
Harleyrider
is anyone else having problems rating newbees and moving the meter.
The Proto 3.0
Things going on around, that tend to make you shudder. You wonder 'bout The What, The If, And, Or Other?  You take a step back, and you seein' The-Chaotic. You sense, something's... Not Right-In It. You got your own Plan, as to how To Deal:  Gotta Be Right...gotta be The Real. And then you Formulate, your way to Survival. You're Back To The Basics, of The Human Reprisal. You reinvent, you redirect, and so you do. Because The Circumstance had to come, upon you!  You Formulate yet Another Plan, and then you execute-It's a Life Demand. Final Adjustments. Format Set. You-know-What Time-It-Is, and you Made The Bet. I may be back, quoting, yet another Verse. Got a Bird cookin'-and-later-It's-A-Hurtin'. And-Thus I hear I hear The Gong: Got my Grub On. Gon-na be Long. I'm, My Own Throng. 
Alone
The hardest thing that you have to deal with, everytime you find someone new, is finding out that person isn't interested in you. I knew things would never work out because, well, they never do. I don't know where I stand with you. And I don't know what I mean to you. All I know is every time I think of you, all I wanna do is be with you.
Gryffdon And Me
It has taken me a long time in this journey of self discovery to find out my place in my secret desires and fantasies. I have been a tease for so long to let that part go took some adjustments in my thinking. I am very open and honest about my personal life to a point. I rarely ever let the dark side of me come out in public and those who see that side of me are a very close circle of friends. I did not take Gryffdon's collar as easily as most would think. It has been there in my reach but I did not want to accept it very easily. Most do not know how long it was in my reach and nor shall you know how long it has been there. I almost lost the chance by being obtuse and taking it for granted that it would always be there. It took him the courage and balls to say what he did to get my butt in gear. I am lucky in the fact that through thick and thin he has been there for me along with a few others that they know who they are and I love them for their love, the right words of advice and the
Pimp Outs
Im going to put this as nice,plain and clear as possible.. pimp outs are very appreciated yet it would be nice, polite and curtious if people would please ASK first instead of just pimpiing them randomly. Not all but some on here run bling late night and the getting pimped alot during the day hurts more than helps turns a 40 cr bling run into 50credit bling run.. me personally im not rich like a few of the other members on here 10 credits to reset just to run bling for the fam 2-3 times a week does get expensive so please just ask members before you pimp people. I know alot as for myself i will status when i need pimped or for a pimp trade. Hopefully this will help open some eyes im sure it will not only help myself but it will help many of you members on here aswell.. thank you 
A Must Read!
Over the past few weeks I've recieved a few messages asking why I'm never around, some are nice and of genuine concern but most are actual complaints and threats to remove me from friends lists as they dont see the point of having someone on there thats never around.......Let me explain why I've not been around much lateley......First off, I work 12 hour shifts most days of the week, some days, some nights, and they change all the time so my body clock is constantly beat, Secondly, I'm on a different time zone to most of you, And thirdly and most importantly.....I have a 2 year old daughter who at the moment requires most of my attention and she will win it over anyone ALL the time. So, to those people who keep sending messages complaing I'm not here much, I say this........Get a fucking job because you obviously spend too much time on here, if you have children, spend more time with them like I do, and if it makes you feel any better, delete me, because I have no time to fuck
Why Do Guys Lie
My Redemption
Do not tell me anything, that you do not mean. You ask me what my name is, and it's just as it seems. Everyone is longing, to redeem themselves somehow. That is why I am here right now. Every time I take a breath, it is for someone else. I come here, for myself. I come here to feel loved, to be accepted, to find peace. To vent, laugh and release. My redemption, dwells within this place. Suddenly, I'm not just another girl; one more face. In those eyes I am more, than the world can see. And I don't have to fake anything, I am just me. Choose your words wisely, before typing out loud. For, meaningless chaos, will not be allowed. You can view me as you choose, most do anyway. Although the person that I am, chooses not to play. With people's emotions, I'm outspoken and true. My redemption is here, it just isn't you.
This Is My Plea
I wrote this poem for a contest...and the subject was the Beatles song...Act Naturally...A story I am working on about a young woman's struggle with meth addiction inspired this poem...I did win the poetry contest...altho learning about this ladies inner struggle and having the HONOR to tell her story and having been inspired by her strength and courage...is def more rewarding....   This Is My Plea   Corrosion sets in, claws at her flesh. Every ounce of her being, is put to the test. One needle at a time, she begins to repress. The person she once was, has been second guessed.  
In A Cold Sweat
In a cold sweat at night, I awake from my dreams. Disturbing the world around me, changes everything. Stepping out of my bed, the sweat descends at my feet. Into a raging river, filled with defeat. The current is too strong, but still I must fight. For isn’t that the true meaning, of getting things right? Battling despite your fear; making your stand. Defeating the odds, with your own two hands. The monster stood before me, it was my time to choose. The decision was easy, I wasn’t designed to lose. I was built suited for battle, I was put here to win. So with a cold distance stare, let the games begin. The once cold sweat, burns then turns hot. Teaching the perfect lesson, only I could have taught. For the monster was me, my inner beast. She had to be tamed, and never unleashed. The monster has been put to rest, I now know my true worth. When your time comes, be ready to face yours.
Worth The Cost
In my time of rest, I am finally at peace. There is no pain, just me and my sheets. I begin to drift off to a world, full of vibrancy and contrast. Then I see my daughter, surrounded by pitch black. She is alone and afraid, calling out my name. What have I done I ask; knowing I am to blame. I took the easy way out, put an end to my hurt. I left her exposed, I put myself first. I was her wall, her own personal shield. Now she stands alone, in a wide open field. I’m sorry I scream out, then I run her way. And just that fast, I hear her say. Mom wake-up, you’re having a nightmare. Do my eyes deceive me, is she really there? I jump from my bed, and hold onto her tight. I vow right then and there, to continue this fight. The one with the world, and within myself. For nothing compares, to the regret I just felt. Every file action, and every unwanted touch. Was worth the cost, of missing out on so much.
The Broken Things You See
Obey the rules, and you will not get hurt. That’s what he says, as I grip onto the dirt. Face down on the ground, where I should be. I deserve this, welcome to me. I brought it on myself, with the decisions I have made. One day I’ll finally rest, in an unmarked grave. I have never been important enough, to really make a difference. Although I have tried, it comes back to this. Just one more person, the world has forgot. Being turned into something, I know I am not. That is my punishment, for being here at all. To me the world is huge, I just remain small. You will never know me, for I never really mattered. But take a look around, where my life has been scattered. My presence remains, in the broken things you see. That’s the only glimpse, you’ll ever have of me.
Choose Your Words Wisely!!
To those of you who don't know me...which is the majority of you horn dogs...don't view me as a game...I promise you..you will not win...I am highly aware that men are NOT that damn sweet and talk out their ass most of the time....you don't love me..you would not give me the world...and there ARE plenty of things that you would not do for me....I know the game...I just don't play it anymore...I am not a doll...I am not a toy...and I do NOT play well with others....I am here for me not for you....so a little respect around this place would be great for a change...this place is filled with millions of people and only a few are actually worthy of my time....the typical male bs can go to the next page....there are LOTS of girls on this site that fall for that crap...I am NOT one of them...talk to me like the REAL person I am or do not talk to me at all....I'm not gonna lose any sleep either way....do not give me you number...I will not call you...also begging is unattractive
Wine
I’ve started my own business in the wine industry with WineShop At Home. We specialize in bringing the wine country to you in the comfort of your home. I guide you and your friends through an in-home Wine Tasting of five to six-bottles of limited production, artisan wines and we pair those wines with very simple cheeses and chocolates. It's a really fun way to get friends or family together for a relaxed evening while enjoying some very exclusive wines.   As a dear colleague I wanted to reach out and see if you may be interested in hosting your own Wine Tasting to help me get my new business off the ground. As a host you would purchase a wine sampler directly from the winery for just $29.95 plus tax and shipping and you would receive five bottles of wine for the tasting. And just for booking the tasting with me, you may choose a gift valued at over $20 or a sixth bottle of wine that you may keep for yourself or include in the tasting. At the end of the tasting, guests may take
Free Money
So I wanted to share some sites I think you need to use to earn free money while you're taking a break from fubar busy-ness. These sites are all legit and I would appericate if you used my refferal links.     I also have a personal blog too:   https://plus.google.com/107837725249734538531/posts my blog   http://www.instagc.com/46644 Instant gc- I've made over 600$ from site   have questions please ask!!!
My Joker
To my Joker,   we have only been together for a short period of time which feels like an eternity. I have never regreted anything with you...everything I have told you and done for you is out of pure love for you. Everyday that passes that I am apart from you my heart aches,and I hope you feel the same way too. I can't wait for the next step in our lives to begin cause I am so ready for it and I hope you are as well, But I cna be patient and I will wait as long as I have too. Cause as long as I have you in my life, my life feels complete. I have never laughed so hard with someone and could call someone some of the things I have called you and we just laugh together about it. I love you with all my heart and I want to scream it out to the world for everyone to know cause I don't give a fuck who knows and I don't care who gets butt hurt about it cause they can kiss my ass...your mine and I will defend you till I quit breathing and I know you would do the same for me. Thank you for alw
If Only I Cooked!
For a fairly big pan (look at my pic..that's the pan my mum uses and , if you look closely, it's an old looking pan..one she's had for decades..not one of those cooking trays or what not that come with a brand new cooker/oven). You'll have to adjust the ingredients to suit your own.IF however, you go for a pan that big..use 1 1/2 kgs spinach. The fyllo dough: 1/2 kg flour 2 spoonfuls (big spoons) of olive oil 1 glass of lukewarm water ( or 'as much as the dough needs') Salt Mix all together (work the dough). It gotta feel soft. Let it rest for 30 mins before you roll the fyllo 'sheets'.   The filling: 1kg spinach, chopped and 'squeezed' very well so all excess water is out. 5 sping onions, chopped, dill (my mum said a 'bouquet'..I'd say 8 stalks?) parsley (same as with dill), a coffee cup of rice (greek coffee cups are almost as small as espresso ones so if you'll use an espresso cup to measure it..add a tiny bit more) 300 gr feta cheese (avoid the danish stuff and find g
My Views
why can't we live in a society that we ALL hold the same standards of living, no poor no middle class or no rich, we don't need people that think they deserve more and a better life just because they are born into a "higher class" and have money behind them demoralizing and medieval consumerism a massive problem fact! you need this you need that.. BULL!!!! here is pure consumerism that most people didn't even know about, SHAMPOO! supposed to keep your hair clean healthy? Actually it does but the chemicals that the big and small brands put in harmful chemicals make your scalp dry up and your hair go greasy quicker it either MAKES you buy the same product or you try another brand...... that is probably another franchise of the same company you got the first product... I could throw millions of things just like that or even worse at you but I won't bore you. GREED is a horrible thing main thing that causes it... people would think money first but nope it is the "hierarchy" people in p
Thoughts
Hey, and thanks for taking some time to hear/see so more from yours truly.  I dont even know if this is the right place for this but it's gonna be where it is so there.  With regard to Friends I will add most anyone, with that I have my own reasons for being here. There is Fubar the Game which is so far beyond me I just dont get it and I hope there is fubar the Social site where people who actually want to talk to each other can meet.  btw before your radar goes off talk is not code for hook-up!!! so lower your shields now! I like conversation I just moved to a new area and im meeting people here but I enjoy meeting people everywhere. So if you have like 3000 or 7000 or whatever ridicoulous number of "friends" you have which it is physically impossible for you to even talk to half of these people on one to one basis in a year let alone a week or day.  then I am not the guy you want to add or ask to add.  sorry I am not one of your drones to fuel your FU rank.  There is nothing wrong wi
Best Bar Ever
Skor or Heath Bar I can not deside which one is the best. They are both made by The Hershey Company, Heath bar is a milk chocolate english toffee and Skor is a milk chocolate crisp butter toffee bar.    
Drama
i have been on fubar now for 11 months now and very where ya turn is drama what does that get ya nothing but being blocked and loseing friends and no help when ya need it so drama is not a adult thing its childish and dont get u no where so not drama from me ever so dont bring to to my page or lounges it will get u blocked or banned
Red Eye Moments
When you're fighting a losing battle, it's time to surrender:      I already feel better (or atleast, my brain is telling me I feel better.) Once upon a time, in place far far away, at a time that I can never have back, at a life that died a long time ago, a picture like this meant nothing to me:      It would have just been a man and a child, probably his child. I would have thought "cute" and moved on. Now every father and every daughter is a slap in the face to me. Now every family is a taunt. Every happy child and happy father seem placed in front of me just to torture me. I see this everyday. When I am in a professional setting, I have to bite my cheek hard to not start sobbing hysterically.  When I remember being the first person in the world to hold my son and daughter in my arms, a choke travels down my throat with bile rising like napalm. That is actually me devouring my own self-hatred mixed with sulfuric guilt.  And I will smoke a cigarette, look at the stars, a
Our Role In Afghanistan
   So, according to reports, the US government is negotiating with the Afghan government with regards to the role of our military in their country. If you remember, over a year ago, the administration said that we would be out of Afghanistan, leaving a small contingent. Evidently, now they are trying to finalize the terms.    The yet unsigned agreement calls for a contingent of American troops to remain in Afghanistan in a security and training capacity. The agreement says that although there may be a need to conduct missions against Al-Qaeda, Afghan officials do not want American forces to have the ability to arrest or search homes or other real estate properties.  They also want the troop numbers to be between 10,000 and 15,000 personnel, while the administration claims the number will be around 6,000 to 8,000.    Current rules of engagement under which our men and women operate basically puts targets on their backs. Soldiers and Marines under fire must get permission to return fir
Personality
If you have already read my profile, this blog should be more in depth. Let's see. I'm a licensed massage therapist, graduated top of my class, and currently practicing for over a year now. I love helping others with personal issues they can't figure out on their own and helping those deal with physical pain. I can't stand it when someone is hurting. I have had my fair share of pain both emotionally and physically, so I can relate. I have had 7 surgeries from now since 18 years of age. Surgery doesn't scare me anymore. I just want to get it over with. I have a hard exterior and soft interior meaning that my shield is always up and if I suspect anything of you I don't like you will be cast aside and quickly. I am delicate on the inside and can easily get hurt. It's usually by those I have let in. Believe me, I just don't let anyone in. I'm very specific and yes, I will figure it out if you're not worth my time. I have studied human behavior for the better part of 18 years. It's rather f
Shit Is Just Crazy
Im terribly sorry that I chose to pay attention in grade school and high school and pursued my career to the best of my abilities. Actually no Im not. Im fucking happy I did. You wanna know why, cause I can do things that most only day dream about, and not even feel it financially. So Im not sorry, Im fucking proud of myself. I worked hard through school, and im grinding hard as I can right now to ensure a future for my child. I work long hours, basically living at work when I have contracts open and until they are closed, nothing will step in the way.  People these days say they want this and want that but you know what. Action speak louder than words. Dont lead me on and tell me how much you want me and then politely show me the door because Im working. Dont waste my time or yours if thats what your plans are. Unlike the vast majority of people out here I take pride in what I do and Im NOT going to chose a phone call over doing what I need to do. Im not perfect by any means but damn
Why?????
http://www.newson6.com/story/24017251/tahlequah-police-arrest-two-in-death-of-3-year-old-boy     I dont understand why people have children just to abuse or kill them.   http://fubar.com/dakota-gone-from-this-cruel-world-so-sad-what-happened-to-hi/photo-5910853-0-1934627395 TAHLEQUAH, Oklahoma - The death of a 3-year-old boy brought even veteran police officers to tears. The bruised body of Dakota Sanders was found in a Tahlequah rooming house. Dakota's mother, a day care worker, and the man they lived with, are both being held on murder complaints. Tahlequah police found 3-year-old Dakota Sanders' body in a room at the Stepping Stone Rooming House. Police arrested his mother, Jeri Sanders, and her common law husband, Buford Ellison. "[It was] fairly obvious the child had been dead for some time," said Tahlequah Police Chief Nate King. Sanders and Ellison are being held without bond on first degree murder complaints. Investigators say the boy showed signs of being strangled o
Breaking Point
Time For Change
Thought maybe I should write my feelings down and possibly see if any one has suggestions or comments on what is going on in my head.   I have been going through a lot lately in the homefront. Recently this year I was arrested for a trumped up "Domestic abuse charge" all because I pushed her out of my way when she was not letting me leave my own bedroom. My bedroom is on the second floor, and it is my own room. Before we had our differences I was already in my own room due to not being able to sleep. Always wanting to complain about everything I do and keep me up at night, even when I had a job.   Another reason I had my own room as well was the relationship started going south when we moved to Iowa. At that point when she proved to me she could not be supportive until I could find a job, I knew it was time to move on with my life. But I did not know how or what to do, so I accepted the situation as it was and tried to just deal with it on a daily basis, find a job and save money t
Both Of Their Right
A project of mine involved a lot of research of Napoleon and Josephine..after learning all that I had about the two of them...their love story...I couldn't resist rhyming it out...   Both of Their Right   The scent of a rose, led him away from the war. He found it decaying, upon the earth’s floor. Though its smell was still sweet, the pedals had begun to wilt. Napoleon then spoke, through his grief stricken guilt. Rose was your name, I felt changing it was my right. I robbed you of your name, kept you away from the light. Now just like the stains on this rose, I hold in my hands. I tainted your soul, with my foolish demands. I am known as a great leader, but what the world fails to see. Is that the roles are reversed, for you now rule me. Although I threw your love away, and we are now divorced. Our trail of love letters, is living proof of our course. Every word written, came straight from my heart. Painted from visions of you, seen countries apart. I speak to
Wrap Your Arms Around It
  When you walk upon the beach, you leave footprints behind. The same goes for your heart, body and mind. Once someone walks through, marking their place. Their intensity takes over, it is never erased. For they had the power, not to be heard. They spoke to your soul, without saying a word. They took you by surprise, sent your world spinning. Taking you back, to before the beginning. A place where the slate is wiped clean, the past doesn’t exist. Leaving you wanting more, the passion to persist. For they have given you the strength, the whisper of self-belief. Opened you up to a new world, dwelling beyond your own grief. That is true power, at its best. Wrap your arms around it, for you have been blessed. 
Stolen Her Shape
Running with the moon,staying by its side.A statistic by the shore,along a merciless tide.They found her by his body.She kept repeating,it wasn’t me.For the person she once was,longed to be free.Through swollen eyes and handcuffs,they hauled her away.To the state penitentiary,is where she will stay.That side of herself,brought to life by his hands.Died alongside him,beneath the beach sand.Years of ridicule,torture and pain.Sent fury and fire,pumping through her veins.Although she wore the scars,held the knife in her hands.It wasn’t me she restated,while being called to the stand.And indeed it wasn’t,but that matters not.In death she will learn,the lesson which was taught.For she became like him,while trying to escape.The person he used to be,has stolen her shape.
The Truth That Stood Before Her
Walking across the sandy beaches,a sparkle caught her eye.A pair of glasses buried in the dirt,sends the sea gulls up high.They were the only witness,to the events that took place.They were about to unwind,as she slides them on her face.Suddenly she was staring upon,two lovers walking hand and hand.Smiling and laughing,engraving their name upon the sand.Looking through the glasses,they were rose colored it appeared.For the man that held her hand,simply disappeared.Transformed into a monster,filled with force and rage.Years of deception played out,by the turning of the page.For without the glasses,the girl could not see.The truth that stood before her,the salty beach was the key.The key to an unopened doorno one knows exist.Sliding the glasses off her face,she gives them a kiss.For the glasses belong to her,it took losing them to see.The events that would play out,if she didn’t set them free.
Tell Me You Love Me
  Tell me you love me he shouted, but she simply refused. Because, to him she was just a toy, there to mistreat and abuse. Punches and kicks later, she still stood firm. She would not be who he wanted, her wishes were confirmed. While enduring the pain, through all his attempts. Still the words I love you, never once left her lips. For love she is certain, is something pure and sweet. Not this demon standing before her, knocking her off of her feet. Those three precious words, she will say one day. When she can see clearly, through her visions of grey. The mixture of black and white, the bruises on her face. Have healed themselves, when someone else takes his place. 
Congradulates You
  You stand high on the thrown, proud and confident. While holding in the truth, to all the years spent. Conspiracy and lies, have brought you here today. You wear that crown well, covering up your betray. Turning against those, who fought by your side. A traitor you became, while your loved ones all died. For your own self benefit, but what have you won? A fake crown I suppose, what a good job you have done. At setting an example, for those who follow you now. What lies ahead? I ask you how? How do you plan to keep it hidden? Now that you’ve won it all? Your web will be unwoven, you’ll be the one to fall. For you chose to lie, cheat and steal, your way to the top. You have set an example, of what not. To do, they will eventually see. You for what you truly are, not what you’re pretending to be. But for now I stand here hardheartedly, under the grey skies camouflaged blue. With my arms by my side, as everyone else congratulates you.
Stitches Of Reality
I find myself back here,after all the time passed.Glancing around at the houses falling down,no questions need be asked.As the sands within the hour glass,began to turn back time.Jaded images of shattered lives,weighed heavily on my mind.There I stood sinking into the abyss,better known as the railroad tracks in town.The final resting place for far too many,traces of them litter the ground.As I ventured down the broken roads,filled with yesterday.Children stare out their windows,afraid to come out and play.Passing by the meth houses,local drunks leaned against an oak tree.Growing closer to the road, that ultimately sewed,the stitches of reality.I stared upon the house,that had sealed my fate.Etched out in sin, upon the invisibility within,I slid across home plate.But I was far from safe,this was a stolen home in-deed.The blood that I shed, brought out the color red,that laid resting at my feet.Everything flashed before me,the past, the then, the now.Yet the pieces to this puzzle,fit pe
My Soul
My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness.It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ...Yet finds no direction.My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness.It yearns to find warmth and happiness ...Yet it somehow eludes me.My eyes seek out visions in times of want.They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them ...Yet they cannot see the light.My ears listen earnestly in times of silence.They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ...Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me.My arms reach out frantically in times of despair.They seek strength and compassion to enfold me ...Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap.My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude.It poses intense questions that demand answers ...Yet there are none to be found
Confession Is Good For The Soul
If I have failed to like , rate, or anything else I am sorry.   As a lot of you know I have been very sick for the past 7 years  and it gets progressivly worse.   I have early onset dementia, liver and kidney problems that affect my vision ,  I have to use a magnifying glass to read my shout box, when i can find it. I have good days and bad days I am working with a group of doctors using experimentel drugs on me. I do NOT  want anyone to feel sorry for me, It does not hurt , well exept my pride.  I can still work and drive short distances.  I sometimes cant remember names or i wander around the house because I forgot what i was doing. It was cause by tramatic brain injury on my job  So I have Great Job security :) I just do not want anyone to have hurt feelings if i neglect them.  I really try and i keep notes by my computer that help me. God has given me a very blessed life So i have nothing to complain about..........sometimes i still do though :) if i dont answer something it
Lived Is The Key Word
Back to the drawing board...I started off as a single straight line....then a heartbeat was born....as I grew and the more life happened...that same heartbeat that was born fragile and innocent began to weaken and grow cold...witnessing and living thru all that I have has taught me how to survive...what it takes to make it in this place...I envy those who have lived their sheltered lives and not had to experience the world as I have...I long for equality and love...real love...not the faked shit....the unconditional kind...a mother and fathers love...to be everyone’s equal through everything I know I am not...the Holidays were just another day for me until I had my daughter...just the thought of having a child terrified me....loving something as much as I love her was overwhelming....I have always been gifted at screwing up and doing things wrong and my life taught me what not to do as a parent...I think back on that longing feeling...to hear my mother tell me she loves me...she&
Mind Control Who?
She puts on her war paint, one stocking at a time. In search for a seed, a master of the mind. As her thoughts spin wildly, out of control. The master then finds her, with only one goal. To control what she’s thinking, refocus her thoughts. But there’s no controlling, what wasn’t meant to be caught. He got more than he bargained for, when he planted his seed. Something else was planted, fulfilling their need. Both were missing something, that each of them found. The right fertilization, the perfect compound. With their minds together, working as one. The seed began to grow, a new journey begun. One filled with respect, then gave birth to love. A mission unlike any other heard of. Both were longing for control, which neither could tame. Now standing as one, they both win the game. Both are strong, and stand proud in their spot. Linked to one another, thickening their plot. Each day is something new, a mystery of minds. Creating the best mixture, as t
Destined To Lose
Longing for a challenge, someone like me. Someone caged and still fighting, while perfectly free. Staring life in the face, with a stern distant grin. There’s no time for pity, beyond the violin. I tune out the violin, and zone in on the guitar. I hear it loud and clear, then there YOU are. I was always in control, until that day. When I met my match, and forgot how to play. You see playing doesn’t matter, when you know you can’t win. And even though I swore no one was getting in. You broke down my wall, and left me exposed. You opened every door, I was sure I had closed. I emptied my closet, and those skeletons flew. Introduced me to myself, my brand new debut. You seen the me, which I never knew. I lost and won at the same time, all thanks to you. You played off road, ventured down wooded trails in the night. Traveling through dangerous territory, through absence of light. But you weren’t afraid, you jumped in with both feet. You are my grea
Right Or Wrong
You don't have to tell me I'm crazy, for me to know that it's true. And now it's tme for me to vacation from fu. You see, crazy I maybe, but stupid I am not. I read between the lines, a little lesson I was taught. Others may not see it, but the words that aren't there speak to my soul. Recollecting my thoughts, which are spinning out of control. I won't be a test subject, I'm not a game. My mind is my own, one not meant to be tamed. I'm made of real flesh and blood, a heart that beats true. There are just somethings, which you cannot undo. I finally realize now, exactly what I am. I am just another face, just one more exam. If I died this second, I would just simply be gone. Another invisible girl from the net, who read it all wrong. There is nothing that seperates me, from everyone else. The only thing real about me, is the way that I felt. The way I feel right now, and have for so long. Still trying to wrap my mind around, how I got it all wrong. The words I love yo
I'm Not Mean
I live in a neighborhood with a lot of kids. I have a family across the yard from me that has two broken families patched together to be one again. I grew up in a family that would never have divorce, never talk about it and you would deal with a spouse that was a difficult person to live with, typical old fashioned values. I don't believe in living with a shitty spouse because this is a different time. Bear with me here. The son of the lady was a wild trouble making bastard, i won't go into details. I blew up at the kid one day, grabbed my son and went in the car to find him and confront him. When i get pissed I yell louder than a drill seargent and my messages are clear and I can back up a threat. I scared the shit out of him, he hid behind a car while I gave him the riot act. I did this several times with other kids and their parents and called the cops many times. I warned these kids to stay out of my yard or else. I've had landscaping vandalized by a kid with cutters. I love flow
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So Long Ive Been Waiting
 So long I have been waiting the pain i can not bare if only you were mine the pain would no longer be there Dont you care bout my feelings cant you seem to understand if only you were mine id be id be forever the happiest man But until that day arrives ill be forever anticipating signed with love still waiting
Family Holidays
Every year of my life we have always had holiday meals at my parents. My mother loves to do all the cooking and baking for the holidays. I wont lie I do love going to my parents and do love my mother's cooking.. My mother is a very sick woman and has had differnet types of cancer through out her life and has beat them all, but she also has other health issues. How do I get her to let me do this for our familywithout upsetting her? We have a big family, there is her and my father, me and my husband, or 3 kids and our 4 grandkids. I have told her mom please let me do the cooking for the holidays and all it did was make her mad. I didn't say it to make her mad. I just want her to relax for once aand let someone else to all the work. I am 41 years old and my mother has been doing this for 41 years. I think it's time she enjoys the holidays, and not do all the work....
Short Poem For Missy, My New Gf
  The depths of my feelings Cannot be defined I thank the Lord daily For making you mine The love that you give me Has opened my heart I thank you, my baby For this love's new start
Speaks To Mine
Let me tell you about this one dream. I became more than what everyone seen. My smile became real, my heart wasn’t broken. Purposes were born, through every word spoken. This feeling came over me, as I began to connect. With a piece of myself, which I didn’t expect. That part which I never knew. Came alive, thanks to YOU. The dream was so vivid, full of beauty and contrast. Time stood still, within the hourglass. Reflecting us both, united at last. Born separately as one, through shattered roads of the past. Our chain has been bound, since the day we were born. As we both stared, in the eyes of the storm. Leading two separate lives, but still fighting as one. Both staring down the same barrel of the gun. Shots were fired, and both of us were hit. My eyes sprung open, before realizing it. That this wasn't a dream, this is my life, in the now. Connected to you, although I’m not sure how. Nor do I care, for it makes no sense. But you’ve walked
Làm Đẹp Plus
Mùa đông khiến cho làn da trở nên mất cân bằng về độ ẩm; da của bạn sẽ trở nên khô ráp, nứt nẻ và mất đi vẻ đẹp mà bạn cố gắng giữ gìn bấy lâu nhất là ở khuôn mặt, bàn tay, gót chân…Không nên quá lo lắng vì điều này bởi có rất nhiều những cách chăm sóc da mùa đông đơn giản mà hiệu quả sau đây sẽ giúp bạn lấy lại được “nhan sắc” trong mùa thu đông. Bảo vệ những nơi dễ bị khô, nứt nẻ  Khuôn mặt là vị trí cược ưu tiên bảo vệ vì tuy vào mùa đông ánh nắng không quá gay gắt nhưng vẫn có thể làm cho da bạn bị đen, khô ráp, nám da… vì
Someone Like You
its five in the morning, i'm sitting here by myself thinking about love and its effects on my health. i know that a broken heart cant kill but it sure can lead to things that will. ill forget about romance for a while and try to deal with this time of trial. i don't need the hurt anymore like i got from that heartless whore. because my ulcer is bleeding red and there is a steady pain in my head. my eyes hurt from all the tears that fell i haven't shaved and i look like hell. i sit in a room hidden away from all i don't answer the door or take your call. i live off of coffee and smokes i don't smile or laugh at good jokes. i'm not proud of the shape that i am in its just because in love, i can not win. the long road i travel is soft and muddy so to hell with love ,i just want a fuck buddy........ don't critic my poem , to you its always at no cost. plus its 5am ,who do you fuckin expect, Robert Frost? Randy A Peters 11/26/13 day by day my heart heals more thanks to me its still cracke
Sometimes We Must Carry On
When life hands you a surprise and you windUp somewhere you didn't plan on being, maybeIt's time to stop and rest, read some good books,regroup, and stop trying so hard. DoSome things you may not have taken the timeTo do for yourself before. Take time to study;All of us need to be constantly growing in Wisdom. Feed your soul by being quiet, by just being rather than doing.Try not to worry or fuss or fume. Try to lookAt this situation as a challenge rather than an Obstacle, a time to develop patience.Say to yourself: "I can handle this. This is not too big for me."Realize you can change you're your attitudeEven if you can't change the circumstances.Look closely at your troubles. Don't let themCause you to give up.Befriend them. Say: "I'mNot afraid. I'm going to learn from you." FeelThem lose their power over you. Allow them toTeach you some lesson you needed to learn and Move on.You're going to deal with this. You're going to uncover some things about yourself even youDidn't know. You'r
You Wouldn't Dare Predict!
See me as you must, honestly I couldn't care less. For, I am more powerful, than what you possess. I wasn't born a bitch, life made me this way. It came from life lessons, learned the hard way. Gather your own opinion of me, in that shallow little mind. The only thing that tells me, is you're not worth my time. Judgment is not yours to make. Passing it upon me, was your mistake. If you're looking for a fight, I can give you one. Understimating me, is where you went wrong. I am small but mighty, but don't take my word. Finding out for yourself, is the method I prefer. I'm up for the challenge, I'll knock you down to my size. Pierce right through your soul, with one stare in these eyes. Like daggers, piercing your heart. For, you can't touch me, and this is only the start. Of my tactics, you hit below the belt. You brought this on, now prepare yourself. For one hell of a battle, you wouldn't dare predict. I demand respect, so I'm taking that shit!
I Am A Firefighter
"When you are in darkness, constricting, engulfing darkness, I will be there. When you are in a prison of metal, cold, threatening metal, I will be there. When you are covered in your own blood, I will be there. When you scream and shout for help, I will be there. When someone you love is trapped in a maze of fire, I will be there. When your son or daughter is mangled and lying limp in front of a wrecked car, I will be there. When all others flee, I will be there. I am no angel, no hero, no savior. I am a firefighter. Your life is my life. When you feel you are about to take your last breath, I will be there. When you feel the walls closing in on you, I will be there. When you have given up hope, I will be there. I am a firefighter. This is what I was born to be. When you need me, I will answer your call. Day or night, cold or hot, I will be there. I am a firefighter. I have never met you, but I love you. You may be my nieghbor, you may be my family, you may be the new guy in town, you
Firefighters
The firefighter knows but one thing: this brotherhood of brave, selfless and mildly crazy men and women who wear that Maltese Cross with him, are beyond a family. This ragtag group of saints and sinners, freaks and dorks, men and women, know so fierce loyalty that they will gladly and without hesitation, push the other out the door so that one shall live. Day or night, this family, is always there for each other, not just in the flames of a burning building, but also in the flames of each others hearts. They will, until their dying breath, put all others before themselves for no more then a smile. Bless them, bless their families and honor the fallen.
Big Girls...
Guess I am in one of my moods .  So little things are bugging me.  Anyways.  Just seen a blast about .. "why do big girls come last ??" I am sure it was to get attention.  I am so tired of seeing that stuff on here though.  That is so far from the truth. I have seen plenty of big girls out there getting loved on. I use to be bigger myself..and recall.. Getting alot more attention back then, then I do now. Not saying I dont get attn now.  I do. But I got alot back then.  All I know is seriously.. stop with the sayings of that.. or real men want meat..not bones. ETC.. If you feel like you are not getting loved by the way you look..either accept it.. or do something about it.  
In Honor Of My Father
If I only had five minutes the day you passed away,I would have had time to tell you all the things I needed to say.I never got to tell you how much you mean to me,Or that you were the best dad, better than any man could be.The last time that I talked to youI wish I would have known.I would have said I love you,and kept you on the phone.If I only had five minutes, the morning you passed away,I'd give you one last hug so tight and see your great big smile.I'd tell you that I don't think I could live without you,not even for awhile.I'd kiss your cheek and take your hand and tell you it's okay to goAnd tell you that I'll miss you,more than you'll ever know.But you were gone so quickly,One last car ride you'd take.Before you even knew it, you were standing at heavens gate.Now God has called upon you,It's time to get your wings.To leave this life behind you,And enjoy all of heavens beautiful things.So wait for me in heaven Dad,Don't let me come alone.The day the angels come for me,Please be
In Honor Of My Mother
Once upon a time an angel held my hand, She wiped away my tears and helped me understand.Our time on earth is brief, there's lessons to be learned,Each precious day God gives us another page is turned.Every chapter full of memories, times of joy and tears,Triumphs and defeats, through every passing year.She loved us unconditional, always by our side,When no one else would listen, in her we could confide.With gentle words of wisdom she led us on our way,Down the paths of righteousness if ever we did stray. She saw the light in everyone and gave with no regrets,Always from her heart let's us not forget.Angels come in many forms, for me it is my mother,  With love I cannot say in words there'll never be another.  Every day I turn the page in my heart will ever remain,  Everything she taught me as I stroll down memory lane.  Thank you God for giving me the most priceless of all treasures,Help my Lord to keep alive her memory here forever.I pray that I can some day be everything she hoped I
Ranking
Ok I have been thinking about this and reading what everyone is saying. There is something that EVERYONE needs to realize about those REDS and the Powerhouses that are running famps all the time. You guys trying for ranking dont want them to stop running. You should want to be in those families. Those of us that are running famps three or more times a week are the ones you want on your side. Ask yourself this...if those who are doing all the famping (REDS and Powerhouses) stop running, where are you going to get your rates from? Your bitting the hand that feeds you!! Those of you that have commented on this blog that have already been RED once if not more should agree with me on this. You know the rating game and how it works. Think about it! Stop trying to screw other people and play the game the way it was intended to be played. Everyone knows what runs this site and sure is not everyone giving someone something for nothing! Learn to work it. If you want tips on how to make it to the
Level 57
Sooooooooo here's my plan for those wanting to know... yes, I am trying to rank this week in order to level.  NO I won't screw anyone over to get there... I am working hard at it and not just looking for handouts... I spend hours on here every day and make sure I rate/like/comment all my fam, top friends, another list I keep... thank peeps for bombings and return ALL comments.  I've been told I'm CRAZY for doing all of that and that a lot of people don't put that time and effort into it.  For me? I feel that if you took time to show me love, you deserve my time and love back... so call me crazy all you want ;) And for those that comment and DON'T like/rate in order to get love returned without REALLY giving any? Well, you win... I give it... and I can sleep with myself at night ;) Anywhooooo.... back to the topic...  I would appreciate any help I can get from anyone running famps.  Or PLZ let me know if you hear of a buy in if you don't see me in their fam...This is the ONLY week I wil
The Shadows
in the dead of night a lone figure walks along the path....it is pitch black but he knows he must move forward. looking around all is seen is darkness. the more he looks the more he see.... to the left is the childhood that formed him. to the right is live he has lived thus far, behind him is the ashes of the brdges that have burned and those that have been left behind...in front of him is the future to come....he can see other forms like him.... he is filled an explodion of emotions as he reconizing each shape ..is he sure they are who they are?? as he is looking thru the crowd of shaodws he see another lone figure....she beckins for him to come to her....does he know her? no but the closer he gets the stronger the urge to touch her builds....... he contiues to walk passing thru the future that has become his past he begins to hear a soft voice..."Come to me my luv. ive been waiting for u. ur almost there. dont give up. it is our time to build our own path." she says. "let our shaodws
Mirror, Mirror
I Cannot Love You Anymore
I must go away, in this noxious world of yours I cannot smile.With my smothered lips and the poisoned kisses, my poignant heart that bleeds on your floor.                                                        When the weeping ghosts underneath our bed grab my crucified feet. From such fabled bliss, I was coldly awakened. And when in silence, my powder blue sky is abruptly overshadowed, by the black clouds of my burning soul.                                    Who will paint a road in Calvary for me to follow?                                                                                                                                                          It is not that I do not love you, but loving you more than I love myself, has proven to be the end of my book. So many torn pages, unfinished lines.Unredeemed.                                                                                                                                                                            
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50 Shades Of Purple (aka Bdsm Poety By Dr Seuss)
Every sub Down in Sub-villeLiked clitmas a lot...But the Wench,Who lived just South of Sub-ville,Did NOT!The wench hated clitmas! The whole clitmas season!Now, please don't ask why. No one quite knows the reason.It could be that her tight warmth wasn't being screwed quite right.It could be, perhaps, that her nipple clamps were too tight.But I think that the most likely reason of allMay have been that her toys were all two sizes too small.But,Whatever the reason,Her worn leather on her gloves,She stood there on clitmas Eve, hating the subs,Staring down from her dungeon with a sour, Wenchy frownAt the dark curtained windows below in their town.For She knew every sub down in Sub-ville beneathWas busy now, hanging a leather and lace wreath."And they're hanging their fishnet!" She snarled with a sneer."Tomorrow is clitmas! It's practically here!"Then She growled, with her wenchy fingers nervously drumming,"I MUST find a way to keep clitmas from cumming!"For, tomorrow, She knew......All the
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Boyfriend Application BASICS:   Name (last, first, middle, aliases): _____________________________   Age: ___   Hair Color: __________________   Eye Color: __________________   Height: __________   Weight: _________   Phone: ( ) ______ ___________   Email Address: _________________________________   Have two female acquaintances rate your looks, circling one number per evaluator, and obtain their signatures:   1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 X______________________   1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 X______________________     PREVIOUS EXPERIENCE:   Number of previous relationships: ____   Number of previous serious relationships: ____   Virgin? (Circle one): Yes No Questioning   If not, by what margin?: ____   Describe most recent ex (Leave blank if not applicable): _____________________   _______________________________________________________________________   Percentage of exes on good terms with (Leave blank if not applicable): ____%     INTELLECTUAL BACKGR
The Evolution Of Me
I am 36 years old. Some would say the best of my life is behind me. I beg to differ. The best is yet to come.   I have searched for myself for so long. I have buried parts of me that I never thought I wanted unearthed, things I was told by others should NEVER see the light of day.   No more.   I am a beautiful mess, gorgeous chaos. You can see it in my eyes and my attitude towards everything and everyone, which is slowly changing.   I am Dominant. I am submissive. Both of these things make me a Switch, as I can change roles depending on the circumstances. I am Primal, in that I identify with animalistic qualities. I have a love and respect for Fire. I am warm, friendly, caring, considerate. I am passionate. I am reserved, quiet and shy. But open me up like a Christmas gift, and my inner self will shine through, brighter than the sunshine streaming through a window. I have discovered that I am Pansexual. I love who and what I love, regardless of stereotypes. It isn't based on se
The Same Way I Came In
Right or wrong, I simply don't care. Don't say you understand, don't you fucking dare! You do not understand, you don't know the pain. With no end insight, and nothing to gain. They move the pawn, as you strongly push on. Being secretly weak, through all that's gone wrong. The wall I have up, is my only self protection. I couldn't care less, about your jaded perception. Judge me by my size, and the smile that you see. I dare you, to underestimate me. I haven't made it this long, by being fragile and weak. You provide me with more layers, my survival technique. I stand tall, and I cannot be moved. I arrived here on a mission, with something to prove. Through swollen eyed tears, I laugh in your face. Is that you got; you're such a disgrace! You could never break me, but I give you your props. Kudos for trying, but heres where it stops. I have stepped outside, my very own mind. No more blood tears, for once I'm not blind. As every heartbeat, takes a little more away.
It Will Happen Again
She lays still as he takes, all that he can. Shedding angry tears, due to the acts of a man. She’s mad at herself, for putting herself there. As she revisits that day, he just doesn’t care. How helpless she was, left broken and torn. It simply won’t stop, it is constantly reborn. The way his skin smelt, and the look on his face. Leaves her ashamed and exposed, in total disgrace. Still, she can’t show it, she must play along. While feeling like a broken lyric, in a tragedy song. Undervalued and taken for granted, she is nothing but a tool. Used for his enjoyment, but providing the fuel. Engulfing her spark, until it’s out of control. As her wildfire spreads, she has only one goal. Freedom is what she seeks, she is destined to find. A place more powerful, beyond her own mind. One attack after another, she keeps her head held high. She is focused and determined, with no more tears in her eyes. He can take it, as the other did before. But ne
My Writing
The Ringleader steps out onto his stage and announces for the first act of the night will be the Eater of Flames. The man who can eat fire so well that seconds after he swallows the flames he can project them from his throat just as a dragon would. The Ringleader steps off of the stage and back into the shadows and is replaced by the Eater of Flames. The first act begins with the juggling of the batons that he swallows the flames from just to show they are real and in fact not a trick of any sort. Then he begins to light the three batons and begins to juggle them once more and during the juggling he inserts a baton into his mouth and douses each flame in turn and drops the batons. Belching smoke and a god-awful smell of sulfur he apologizes to the audience and holds up a finger as if to say “just a second ladies and gentlemen”. With a look in his eyes that nobody recognizes he knows something has gone horribly wrong and this will be his last performance. As he begins to b
The Problem
The Bottom Line
FACE IT, NOBODY OWES YOU A LIVING.WHAT YOU ACHIEVE , OR FAIL TO ACHIEVE IN YOUR LIFETIME, IS DIRECTLY RELATED TO WHAT YOU DO OR FAIL TO DO.NO ONE CHOOSES THEIR PARENTS OR CHILDHOOD BUT YOU CAN CHOSE YOUR OWN DIRECTION.EVERYONE HAS PROBLEMS AND OBSTACLES TO OVERCOME.BUT THAT TOO IS RELATIVE TO EACH INDIVIDUAL.NOTHING IS CARVED IN STONE.YOU CAN CHANGE ANYTHING IN YOUR LIFE IF YOU WANT TO BADLY ENOUGH.EXCUSES ARE FOR LOSERS.THOSE WHO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THEIR ACTIONS ARE THE REAL WINNERS IN LIFE.WINNERS MEET CHALLENGES HEAD ON KNOWOING THERE ARE NO GUARANTEES AND GIVE IT ALL YOU'VE GOT.NEVER THINK ITS TOO LATE OR EARLY TO BEGIN.TIME PLAYS NO FVORITES AND WILL PASS WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE DARE TO DREAM AND TAKE RISKS-COMPETE IF YOU AREN'T WILLING TO WORK FOR YOUR GOALS DON'T EXPECT OTHER TO DO IT FOR YOU    BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
40k Likes Nov 21/22/23
You can help by:  Participate in my contest.  Make a mustache pic.   Promote your pic and get ppl to rate/like me and rate your pic. There are 8 contests for this- see my profile for details and prizes **Adding my banner on your page, and updating your status with me a bunch of times tomorrow. Like when I announce I got a new rockstar (banner code link at bottom) **Link to banner code on my page also **Reach out and personally ask several of your friends to come like me all day long. **Each new Rockstar ask several new people to come like me too **I need pimpouts every 10 minutes. Pimp me around the clock.  I'll be resetting those a ton of times.  **Announce my new Rockstar activations (see schedule below) **Announce the time of the next Rockstar   Rockstar Schedule: Thursday 6pm----THIS IS WHEN IT GETS STARTED***** 10pm Midnight-come back and like me again right after midnight- this is a 24 hour window of time for 40K Friday 2am 6am 10am 2pm 6pm 10pm Midnight ag
Mental Machinations
Again. Finding rest in arresting unrest. I of the gloriously grotesque, acrid nerve that bleats unyielding. Finally home.  IT ALL BLEEDS JUST FOR ME. Was the jagged cliff ever hard and unforgiving as my heart? It's jealous.                                                                                                                                                             Within reason.                                                                                       I make solitude my art. Could be a season's best. Could be a perfect day of rest. Or could rot away in the midday sun. Make a joyous noise or the wail that sets the tale of the horrors just begun. Darkness shines too.  Parent to the light. Storms. And mannered chaos. Fueled by nightmarish constants in a greenlit sky.
Combat
Coming from a Military Veteran this is a first and something unheard of in the brotherhood of Arms, I always hear people say or use the excuse that their past is bad and no one knows what they have to deal with on a day to  day basis. That is why I am posting this blog, yes every situation is  different but nothing is so bad that you can’t overcome it, it’s all a mind set. Personally I spent 6 Months in Iraq in 03 right after the initial bomb dropped, I was in the first wave of American troops (Marines) in Iraq/Baghdad. I live daily with memories of innocent woman/children killed or blown up by their own peoples weapons/chemical warfare and watching my brothers that I lived/trained/fought with killed or blown up right before my eyes. A so called Leader that murders his own people for the mere enjoyment. I have seen children, specifically a 2 yr old Iraqi civilian girl with both legs blown off from Iraqi RPG's, with a 4 month old daughter waiting back stateside, and decent I
Tasty's Candy Shop Auction
My Time On Fu/being Red
First and foremost, I want to thank all my fam and friends.  I have met some really good people on FU and some not so good people lol. FU represents different things for different people. I first got on FU when I was still married.  I wasnt doing well in RL with my marriage and FU was a nice getaway.  Nice break from the stresses of RL (all you unhappily married people know what I am talking about).  Little by little I got hooked on FU.  It was easy to get hooked.  It gave me something to do  (levels, ...) and I would talk to people all day. I even got addicted to sending out blings, it was so easy to do.  During work, I would just jump on between my patients and at night, as soon as my kids went to bed. About 9 months ago, when the planets were lined up perfectly, I threw in the towel and filed for divorce (yes, I tried working it out but she was not intereted).  Took 3.5 months for the judge to sign the papers from when I served her with the papers. The divorce was as amicable as
Ranking
This Wednesday will be my last day for trying for daily and weekly ranking. I'm retiring from the ranking world. I have met all my goals with ranking, achieving #1 Lifetime and obtaining 10 million rates, and I no longer find ranking fun. I am stepping down to let others achieve the top spot. I'll still run bling, but when I want to. I want to thank everyone who have been so kind to me and helped me along the way, you're the reason I met my goals, plain and simple, and I am very grateful to you. With the end of my ranking career, I'll leave a bit of advice to anyone looking to get into the ranking game. Treat people how you want to be treated. The color of your name NEVER makes you better than anyone else. Never forget how it was before you started running bling, when no one would rate you and it made you happy that someone actually visited your page and try to always do the same for others on this site. Always make time to chat with someone who is looking for a k
Reversed Standards
Fu Life Vs. Real Life We've all seen it. In actual day to day circumstances we are taught to respect ourselves, to respect others, to be our own people and to never ever sacrifice what we believe. Fu every day life is something completely different... We learn to sacrifice real connections to manipulate and bullshit our way to the top of a ladder that doesn't exist ( not saying 100% have done so, but we all know its a common occurrence ). Don't get me wrong I like fubar as much as the next person, but I have always refused to lower my standards to please the majority. As a female fu member, I am expected to personally exploit myself to be rewarded. If that was what fu was based on in its creation isn't for me to say. All I can judge on is what it is now. I love the actual friends I've made here, as a gamer I respect the obstacles to leveling. What I don't respect or condone is what has become expected of us. If people are willing and want to do whatever it is that they do on here, t
Facts
this is just a update on what someone blogged me about being a fake all i can say is wtf ever. i have been on this site 5 years fubar can check that this is not a stolen page or anything it was made at this ip address. fyi when people are in a coma like i was icu 3 months 6 months hospital stay  appearance does change. that was 4 years ago hell i dont even look the same as pics taken last month.  true it is my fault for not updating my pics but to be honest with you how many people on here keep their stuff updated. i know plenty that have changed in appearance and have not updated their stuff, its a personal decision if they wish to do that. and just a fyi im not going anywhere im still going to be here and still will be playing things will be updated like i said in the last blog i made as i feel like it. to me it seems like the person who had me blogged by this person is a bit upset cause im happy and engaged r/l.  the person who blogged it hell who knows he has no life but to come on
Life
Ok so this is some old stuff, I am workin on some new stuff, I finally have some inspiration but I thought I'd start off with showing you some off the old first. Hope you enjoy. Yeah kinda depressing but hey what ya gonna do? lol In An Instant   Sometimes as I lay at night,I see a vision in the light.I see the way things used to be,Dim and unclear with uncertainty.I see the the way he he held her tight,Not knowing i was there that night.Looking at him,As he turned her loose,I thought to myself,There's just no use.I walked down the road.The music was blarring.With tears in my eyes, I couldn't help starring.His eyes met mine,With a look of surprize.I Knew In an InstantLove had Died.
A Little Bit Of Reflecting..
As most of you know, a week ago today I got a message that turned my life upside down,and not only broke my heart but crushed it as well. That message was from Patricq, the god son of my fuhusband Don1897 aka Drinkbox Bomber. The message was entitled "I'm sorry Gary" and after reading just that, my heart sank. Upon opening the message, I immediately began to read and be overcome with emotion. I quickly ran to the bathroom to try and get away from my younger sibblings so they didn't see what was about to become of me. My adoptive mom with whom I live with was in the room with me she was playing Halo Reach with my sister..I ran by her, tapped her on the shoulder and continued up the stairs. I got into the bathroom, she quickly came in right behind me with my puppy right behind her, and I collapsed. I couldn't get it out. My 2012 happened that day. I curled up into the fetal position on the bathroom floor and cried..I came back down to my laptop, and went to his profile, tried calling him
My Contest Entry
Summer Time/r&r..deployments
So ive decided..Very soon i will b cleaning up my fam..If you are removed for some reason..Please dont take it personal just feel free to remove me as well..Ive played the ranking game...ive leveled....ive made friends..an ive lost some too..The whole thing about fam adds well im not here for the ranking anymore...Last year i spent a great day of my life on fubar 24/7...for what?? to BE A COLOR RED..That is no different then the color pink purple or blue??....Only difference is RED Cost you more money..But in the end if your not spending guess what? you go back to being pink purple blue or even white...Soo what ive decided is that im cleaning my family up to the people that i talk to daily...That have shown me a great amount of respect an been here for me through tough times!!...Not about who rates me daily..Anyone can rate you daily to keep a fam spot...With 16,000 friends an 200+ adds daily its hard to find the friends that u talk to on a daily basic inless you add them to fam...So p
Catty Foes
Walking Away
The reason I walk away in the middle of conversations is because I have nothing to add to the conversation. I have no life, I don't do anything to contribute. I mean, how many times can you tell someone "I went to the beach today" or "I laid in bed with an ice pack on my arm" or "I cleaned the house" without having you all want to blow your heads off. I am a boring person. Before my arm went to crap, I could do things and had things to talk about. I figure, if I walked away from the conversations, you all could talk to someone more exciting (or someone you really wanted to talk to)  and could add things to the discussions. and I am very sorry that I do that.. I know it just makes you mad and ticked off. And it makes you not want to talk to me at all and move on. Most don't even hit me up anymore because of this. And I completely understand. Thank you for reading this. 
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Relationships may come and go but the love that comes with them go hand in hand.  Trust in a relationship is the key to success. Without the trust there is no relationship. People try to destroy your happiness, your love all because they are not happy with their own lives or relationships. They want want you have.  When you are fortunate enough to have that knock you out of the ball park kind of love cherish it. That kind of love doesn't come along too many times in life. Love with a whole heart, Love with an open mind. To all of those who try to come between you and that love need to realize that they can't replace you only try to be like you. If they can't respect the realationship or the fact that you are happy then what kind of person does that make them out to be? Not a very nice one in my opinion.  I have that knock you out of the ball park kind of love and I cherish it with every breathe in my body. For those who may or may not try to come between that think again. You can n
I'm Red!!!
I'm red!!!   Where do I start.. What a week it's been.. I never actually thought I could do it.. I'm amazed at the people who stood by my side to do it.. Sometimes u never really realize how many people are in your corner til you try to do something u've always wanted to do.. Theres so many people to thank and I'm not gonna name names cause I know I'd forget someone, and then I'd feel so bad!! I just want to say a big shout out to everyone.. Everyone who let me buy into there family,traded & even some who added me for free and kept me until my journey was over! Thank you to the ones who was there just when I needed to be reassured that I could actually do it!! They pushed me not to give up and told me how great I was doing.. That means so much to me more than u will ever know!!   Thank you to the ones that helped with a few things that I needed to continue on my journey and I hope I already said thank you enough but THANK YOU again from the bottom of my heart.. Some people want to b
The Ixii Era.
Suchaslife
What makes you better than me; what makes you better than the homeless man living under a bridge? Do you judge me? Do you know the choices I have made or haven't made? How do you know what I've been thru? YOU DON'T.  Do you judge the homeless man for the decisions and choices he has made for living on the street? How do you know that, the homeless man didn't have a career a year ago? That his wife and children were killed in a car accident, that he was and still is overwhelmed with grief and lost everything. That is just it - you don't know, you assume. Just because the decisions you've made are right for you, doesn't make THOSE decisions right for me or anyone else. -(and vice versa)- Everyone lives their life accordingly. According to their own standards, right or wrong. The sky is BLUE - water is WET. You don't know why, it's simply what you're used to. It's simply what you were told, what you learned.  Change your perspective, don't judge, open your eyes and your heart.
How To Chase Fuponies 101
FUPONY POLISHING 101: If you want to be a top Pony Whisperer there are certain things you need: Paper/notebook, pen/pencil and a fast computer.  If you do not have a fast computer you will crash repeatedly and it is not recommended.  If you have a fast computer, you can have over 12 pages of bling, containing a pony or ponies, open at one time.  It takes weeks to build up a log of FUPONY times.  It takes somwhere between 12 to 18 hours to find 5 FUPONIES ready to polish the first day.  After about 2 weeks, you will have approxomately 25 to 35 FUPONIES to polish a day.   Given: Each person is allowed to polish up to 10 bling per bling page per day (mega polishing allows 5000 polishes per bling page).  A day is from reset, midnite California time, or fu-time, till the next reset.  All bling polishes once per 23 hour period minimum, 25 hours maximum (hypothetically), an average of once per 24 hours.  When you polish a bling, it resets to be polished again in 23 to 25 hours.  This is wh
Ramblings Of A Lost Soul
My skin is like a mapOf where my heart has beenAnd I cant hide the marksIts not a negative thingSo I let down my guardDrop my defenses down by my clothesI'm learning to fallWith no safety net to cushion the blowI bruise easilySo be gentle when you handle meThere’s a mark you leaveLike a love heart carved on a treeI bruise easilyCan't scratch the surfaceWithout moving me underneathI bruise easilyI bruise easilyI found your fingerprintsOn a glass of wineDo you know you're leaving themAll over this heart of mine tooBut if I never take this leap of faithI'll never knowSo im learning to fallWith no safety net to cushion the blowAnyone who can touch youCan hurt you or heal youAnyone who can reach youCan love you or leave youSo be gentle...I bruise easilyI bruise easily Cervical Cancer Fear,Does it have a name?Does it have a face?Can you tell it to go away?Will it disappear when you close your eyes?Fear,Is coming to me in a white coat
Update On Life Right Now
Finally a bit of good news. She went in for the biopsy today and I got to talk to her for a few min before. She sounded really tired but in ok spirits. The biopsy went good. Later this afternoon they took her in for another procedure to put a port in so they could start dialysis. Everything went ok with it as well. Dad called while ago and they have let her rest and taking her down to do her first treatment with the dialysis and was expected to take 4 or more hours with as much fluid as she has retained. She still is to weak for the heart procedure and they have to get some fluid off her before they can do it anyway. Also her kidneys need to be where they can filter off the dye as well. She still has fluid in her lungs but Im hoping no more will build up since they are starting to drain her now. I just hope with all this she is not worse tomorrow with the tole it is taking on her doing it all in one day. If they can find out anything from her biopsy there is a possibility
My Name Is Dud
Since the last gall bladder scare she's been on the patch trying to quit smoking. Eating healthier and generally taking better care of herself. Today, She went to see a surgeon about her options and they thought they would go with a scope-type operation to remove her gall bladder. Possibly early next week. They were happy with her non smoking and diet keeping. The doc did tell her that it isn't always a fatty or fried food that can bring on an episode. It can be as simple as a piece of lettuce... So tonight while nibbling on a salad, One comes on! Took her in and they give her some morph, do some tests, and she'll be getting the surgery tomorrow morning. Teh munchkin is in bed. Second day of school tomorrow. I'll get her in and go hit the hospital.  Hopefully she can come home tomorrow... Keep my Suzles in your thoughts. Thanks.   Dud I'll be crawling in shortly. So don't get pissy if I stop answering stuffs. Susie went to the hospital with some chest pain yesterday. They took
About Me
ANOTHER HANDICAPPED WEEKEND (Lix is off work Fridays & Saturdays) Both ankles have been sore this week, not the awful piercing pain, but the awful ever present, if you move it hurts pain. Today, the physical therapist is supposed to help me learn to navigate the steps without going down them bump, bump, on my butt. Going down isn't as much a problem as lifting my body-weight to go up! I hope I can do this without having to end up on the kitchen floor like I have been doing. I'm ready to be able to go to the kitchen & make coffee & actually carry a cup to drink .. dunno when I can do that! We have learned the wheelchair accessible is not wheelchair friendly. I've had some bumpy rides & pushing over carpeting isn't easy for my pusher, Lix. Another problem we have faced is that a broken bone didn't hand me a Handicapped pass for parking. Yes, I did flag down security in a parking lot & say, "Don't call the cops or the tow truck. See this ankle & this one. And see that wheelchair? We'
I Am Bisexual
When i was growing up i thought it was normal to like girls and boys in the same way. It seemed so natural to me that i never questioned it. Now that i am older people have such strong opinions on the matter of sexuality and that there way of thinking is right. I've been told by psychiatrists, acquaintances from school, and even family members that "liking the same sex is a sin" That god made a man and a woman for a reason. I've also been told that being bisexual isn't real. You can only like one sex or the other. I'm sure many people have there stories about how they've been told there going to burn in hell because they are lesbian, gay, or bisexual. Or have had there fair share of violence and hate. This is the 21st century; I just don't see why we have to be put through such cruel treatment for our choice in life. That just because you like the same sex it makes you bad. You can't help who you fall in love with. It's not like we choose to purposefully be this way to p
Thoughts, Ideas, Opinions (i,e, Reading Material)
I found this in on the world wide web. It's not the actual dark side astrology but it made me giggle and go hell yea at the same time. Thought I would share. Enjoy. Aries:Unless you are a masochist, never get tangled up with the sadistic Arian. They love to humiliate you, control you and inflict pain on you. They are the megalomaniacs of the zodiac and have an ego the size of the Empire State Building. Don’t cross them or you’ll find just how short a fuse they have – yes, they’re a notoriously bad-tempered lot. They have a propensity to invade Poland.Famous Arians: Adolf Hitler, Hugh Hefner, Alan Sugar, Celine Dion, Piers MorganTaurus:Taureans are completely materialistic. They know the cost of everything and the value of nothing. They are totally obsessed by wealth and fame and may end up as a stalker. Despite being so starstruck, they are jealous and resentful of anyone who has made it. They are stupid, dishonest and overbearing. If you suspect a Ta
Nsfw Crew
 New club called NSFW Crew, its just a club w/no requirements, sick of all these clubs making you do things, this one, if you want in I will put you in a folder & ppl can rate & like you, if you got time, sure they will get you back, if you wana put it in ur name NSFW Crew thats cool as well if not its kool, just let me know I will put ur pic in a folder & others in the folder will rate you & like you, if they have time & help others in the folder w/level requirements if they have time & no means do I need to level from it or give me stuff for it, just to have fun & help others if you got sum spare time. Peace Alaways.
★ Starfire's Musings ★
    I posted a status last night (?) to say thanks to an annoymous giving of gifts in the form of a Rockstar and Auto-11's... it was so kind but the person left before I had a chance to thank them. Tonight, the same thing has happened, an annoymous person has sent me a Boomerang, Famplifier and 2 Blings. This is some serious moolah being spent on me, the persons profile was bare with the name "Mysterio", I was sending this message...   "Before you disappear again.... thank you ever so much, your gifts are ridiculously generous and such a surprise each time you send them. I wanted to thank you yesterday but you deleted! But really, you need to stop now, crazy person!! Do I know you? I presume that I do!! TY again. X" But you guessed it, I was too slow and the person was out of here before I had the chance to send it across. Damnit. It is kinda' sweet that the gifts are being given without any real want for anything in return but I would just like to thank whoever was responsible a
Friends
I'm sure this will piss a few people off, but frankly i don't give a rats ass. This isn't my first rodeo with this site after deleting and coming back multiple times i've been around about 6 years and one thing i've always noticed is things never fucking change.I help people on and off my friends list all the time with bling, vip, leveling anything you name it i've done it. But it always leads to the question, "where the fuck are they when you need them"  i'll tell you where they are the same place as everyone else looking for what they can get for themselves if you arent running bling or helping them no one is ever around which is bullshit so with that i'll say this i feel sorry for the next mother fucker who ask me for anything
Good Morning
I sit at ur feet naked and knowing this is my place but yet I feel as if I want more. U grab me and sit me on ur lap. I blush and turns my face away from u so u cant see but u turn my face back to u. I look into ur bright green eyes and the feeling of wanting to do as u want me to cross my mind."what is on ur mind my little pet?" he say to me as he brushes his lips across my neck making shivers go up my spin."u master." I say almost moaning. He pulls me away and puts me over his knee and spanks my ass."want to lie to me again?" He ask."Im not." I say as a little moan escape my lips."stop the lie!" He say again this time his voice has a growl in it and he spanks my ass hard this time hitting it over and over again."ok! Ok I will tell u master" I say. He put me on my knees in front of him. "I want more master. I mean not onlt ur pet.""is that so? Well I was going to wait for this but..." He said pulling out a box from his pocket and opening it. There in the box was a ring with a big hear
Lounges And Drama
I have heard alot of undercurrent and rumors flying about everything it seems. I am right here. I am dark. I am the one who blings ya, and helps with leveling. I'm  a good man and a father first. nothing about me has ever changed. Nor will it, not bearing the growth that we go through as we walk our paths in life. I am an open book. You can ask me anything. I feel the series of blogs that I am about to start posting , will hopefully clear the air, and remind those that once called me friend of who I still am. The same nice guy I have always been. For the people I have helped. I find it insulting on a personal level, to be attacked by those same people, or to have my name dragged through the mud. I am a man, if you have anything you wish to say , come to me to say it. I am right here , where I have always been , and offer friendship to any and all. I hope everyone is having a nice summer. I am and so is my family.
Irritating People
I'm venting and I'm sorry but this really bugged me. *disclaimer: My status said "Off to be domestic.. I need a fukkin maid. Any takers? ♥" and I was marked as away.  I guess I shouldn't clean my bathroom huh?  I met EX PRESIDENT BANDIT a few days ago. We had a few great chats and seemed to be a lot of fun and a possible great new friend. Anyone that really knows me knows that when I run bling that I don't chat much. Evidentally I offended him since I wasn't at my laptop when he wanted to chat again.  I come back from cleaning and find this in my chat box: :14pm reply EX PRESIDE...: so what happened of you ever getting back 2:14pm reply EX PRESIDE...: to me 2:15pm reply EX PRESIDE...: ok later gator 2:19pm reply EX PRESIDE...: ok your off my list looser sisne your not getting back later and then I was blocked. I know this is fubar but it really ticked me off because I dislike drama so much. Thank you for listening to me whine.
Penialvanwrinkle
So after six long years I have made a conscious decision to close up shop. I'm gone, I'm outta here! Next stop, real life. Because what most of you fail to realize is that there is a real world out there. The sun rises, the sun sets, people live their lives. You? You sit behind your little computer all day whoring yourself for virtual goodies. Things that have no monetary value in reality. You can't pay your bills with that. “Please don't shut off my water! I'll buy you a God Mode?”What do you have to show for yourself? That you're essentially a virtual con artist or prostitute, degrading yourself in front of thousands of people for what... self esteem... ego boost... pat on the back? You're pathetic. Maybe if you got off your ass and did something with your life you might realize that you're actually worth more than a couple of virtual tokens on a web site that if closed tomorrow, you'd lose all of it. What then? If tomorrow was the last day of your existence, what do you
Read It Because I Said So
RUNS JUNE 12TH - JUNE 18TH!!! DO YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BID ON ME??? WANT A PIECE OF HEATHER??? WHAT'S IT WORTH TO YOUUUU??    http://fubar.com/heather-bidding-starts-off-at-1-million-fubucks/photo-429545-2342042-2273870243 The link for the auction is now: http://www.fubar.com/heather-5th-place-in-rates/photo-429545-2303901-2980796917   Please check it out!! XOXO Please go vote/rate and bid if you can! It is my very first one! Love on the auction owner too! He is awesome! Thank You So Much! XOXO Go Here: http://www.fubar.com/heather-bid-staring-off-at-500k-fubucks/photo-429545-2303901-2980796917
My Reasons
I deleted you because: (here are a few reasons why I delete people, if you feel I am in error please try again)   If you Never had a conversation with me..I deleted you. If you shouted me lame as lines like "Can I see your NSFW?"..I deleted you If you only added me to see if I had any Nudes...I deleted you If you had no salute....I deleted you However I did keep some of you for eye candy. *blushes* If You had pics of your cock and begged me to view it...I absolutely deleted you. FYI guys pictures of cocks do not turn me...now if you have a nice body..... :) If you are a punk ass to my best friend...I deleted you..be thankful I can't reach you from here. If you are a Bully...I deleted you and am most likely stalking you to find out where you live. I despise bullies. My job in life is to protect people and to teach them how to defend them selves against bullies and attackers. If I see you lighting up my bar tab liking and rating everyone but not even passing by my page....I de
Css3 Tricks And Enhancements & More
CSS3 CODE  POWER TOOLS AND ENHANCEMANTS Power Tool #2: Box Shadows Browser Support: Safari: 3.2+ Firefox: 3.5+ Chrome: 3.0+ Opera: 10.5+ Internet Explorer: 9.0+ Box shadows are another well supported feature. Their syntax looks like this: -webkit-box-shadow: offset_x offset_y blur_radius color;   -moz-box-shadow: offset_x offset_y blur_radius color;   box-shadow: offset_x offset_y blur_radius color;   Once again we have to use the vendor prefixes for Webkit and Mozilla. The first and second parameters of the box-shadow property are the offset positions from the left and top coordinates of the element. Setting a positive value to these properties moves the shadow to the right and down from the element, and setting a negative value moves the shadow to the left and up from the element. The blur_radius is the amount of blur you want to add to your shadow (how hard or fuzzy you want it). Finally, the last parameter is the color that you want the shadow to be. Adding a shad
A Word About Fu Drama And Friends
I had a friend, my heart says have, we no longer speak. There is a poem that talks about friends for a reason, a season or a lifetime. That person appears to have been a season for a reason and I will love them for it for my lifetime.   I was going to speak about the whys but they are not important. What is important is that other friends have stepped up, unasked, to help. Please, no more. I am grateful for your love and caring but you are simply complicating things and hurting me and them. Please stop.   Please stay out of my SB with your opinions on my relationship with my friend as well. It belongs to the two of us and our opinions are the only ones that matter where we are concerned.   If you want to talk to me, no matter what account you use, sign your name. Hiding yourself says you know you are doing the wrong thing. Speak to me directly.
Hideway Haven
So here  goes.  Drama.... Why do people  have to casue problems and hurt other people?  for no aparent reason other than  to   try to make themsleves look good. here goes  tot he oens that  want to coem to my page and hate on me and casue drama  u will be blocked i dotn put up with  it. life is too short for your  petty games...drama  will end on my page or lounge ..If u are in love wiht a person on fuabr keep it  to yourself  becasue  drama  will follow no mater where u go cancer  is a scary word to hear. i went to the emergancy room for a  severe pain in my knee i  had been having for  3 or 4 motnhs got to the  point i couldnt take it any more and  it hurt  too much to push the gas peddle. As i am there  they ordered  xrays. the DR  came in 45 min later  wiht a copy of the xray for me  showing me i have a lesion  cysts and tumors in my tibia below my right knee. She  sent me to  the orthopedic surgeon  who in tunr   told me and confirmed the  tumore  we needed to go for a nuclear bo
Un-named
Goodbye Was the last thing you said to me No why A million reasons without a word   You walked out and never looked back I tried so hard just to hate you In tears is how you left me Ripped my heart out after all we've been through   You can't see What you mean to me I'm so broken Not another that completes me   Why did it have to be this way Why did you just walk away How could this be You were my everything   Long gone I've tried so hard just to move on It hurts When I think back to the memories   Every time I see you now The tears stream down my face My mind starts to race again And think about what I did wrong   I miss you so much Just want to feel your touch The taste of your kiss So many things i miss   Why did it have to be this way Why did you just walk away How could this be You were my everything   I won't go on My fingers runs across the trigger It won't be long I'll soon end this anger   Then a hand reaches out There's a voice in
This Is Scary
Profile of the Sociopath Glibness and Superficial Charm  Manipulative and Conning They never recognize the rights of others and see their self-serving behaviors as permissible. They appear to be charming, yet are covertly hostile and domineering, seeing their victim as merely an instrument to be used. They may dominate and humiliate their victims.  Grandiose Sense of Self Feels entitled to certain things as "their right."  Pathological Lying Has no problem lying coolly and easily and it is almost impossible for them to be truthful on a consistent basis. Can create, and get caught up in, a complex belief about their own powers and abilities. Extremely convincing and even able to pass lie detector tests.  Lack of Remorse, Shame or Guilt A deep seated rage, which is split off and repressed, is at their core. Does not see others around them as people, but only as targets and opportunities. Instead of friends, they have victims and accomplices who end up as victims. The end always
Passion
                She stood on the balcony of her condo, basking in the ivory glow of the full moon, the air lightly chilled as the smell of him lingered in her senses. She stood there as the wind blew sending her long platinum locks flowing behind her; she closed her eyes and inhaled the scent of musk. Lost in the dream of memories from the last encounter, she felt a pair of arms wrap around her waist and start nibbling at her neck. The musky smell of muscle and sex filled her senses; he pulled her close pressing her against him and the growing hardness of his cock. She laid her head back against his frame as his hands caressed her full plump ivory breasts from behind as she rubbed his hardness through his jeans. Lost in the growing heated moment, as he lifted her top off and tossed it a side, he pulled her on to his lap as he sat in a chair. Her legs spread open wide his hands sliding down her chest, and down to her wanting pussy. She moaned at his touch as he started to stroke and tea
Family
Family   Fubar is a game and it is a social network. For some of us it is “just a game,” for some of us it is “just a social network,” and perhaps for most of us, it is something of both. Each of us chooses how much of each it is for us.   Our Fubar Family also means different things to each of us, and much of what it means may be determined by what Fubar means (game vs social.)   Family takes on new meaning when one runs famplifiers regularly, whether one wishes it to or not. Run famplifiers regularly and it attracts people who want to be in your family. It puts a certain pressure on a person who runs famplifiers often: pressure to make some difficult choices because once a family is full, one cannot add a person without removing a person.   I enjoy Fubar for both the game and the social aspects. I try to maintain my own idea of balance between “gamers” and “heart connections” with my family and where I put my energies he
Warrior-poet
I would rather take All of your anger Fear And pain Put it inside of me And tuck it deep away Than to have you Deal with the inner poison That those demons Bring Let all that you are Shine I can feel your heart of gold And it makes me wonder It makes me wonder You make me wonder What you're looking for I can see your smile of glass And it makes me wonder It makes me wonder You make me wonder What you're waiting for And then I taste your fear of thunder And I watch you wander I watch you wander And I sit and wonder What you're running from The wind licks at me like an overexcited puppy. And I can't contain the contented grin that finds itself pasted on my usually stoic face. Because She sleeps And when she sleeps, I feel...well, I feel more than content. Because, I've found, that she rarely really sleeps. But...right now, She sleeps I'm not supposed to feel the way that I do. To care. I know that I have no right to. Who am I to ever presume that I, of all p
Losing People We Love To Cancer
Cancer Took My Mom She Was 58 Spread To The Brain In June Of 1979 ... That Was Not Easy . Then June Of 1996 My Second Oldest Torrey Mitchell 24 Diagnosed With Pancrease Cancer Watched Him Suffer Had a Tube To Inserted For The Bile For The Mass Was 71/4 centimeters by 7 centimeters Was not Good . Broke My Heart To Watch Him  , He was Then Put In Hospice At Ashtabula Medical Center . Where On 3/14/97 11:57 am He Passed Away 3/18/97 Buried a day Before His Birthday . Then May 17th My Best Friend My Friend That Always was There Cindy Messena She Had Her Breast Removed For Cancer She Ended Up With Mest Of The Brain And Passed Away May 19th .. I Buried Two In Less Than a Yr . Now I Have Two More One My Once Fiance Of 2yrs 8mos Lonnie Terminal No Chance To Live & His Sister Connie Like a Sister To Me Terminal Both Lung Cancer .. I can sit Here And Be Strong With This I Know They Will Not Suffer No More .. But Even When I Was In Nursing I Cried More Than I Ever Done I Sat With Many That I Didn
Rockstar Magic
There are several things you can do to maximize the points you get with a Rockstar!!  A Rockstar is by far the easiest and most economical way to make a TON of points!!  Used to be, you wanted 20 Million points you did a GM and it cost you 100 credits.  Now with the right conditions and following a few guidelines, you can easily make 20, 30, 40 Million or more points with a Rockstar for a 35 credit investment!   What Day? You need to decide what day to run the Rockstar. You want a day with huge like bonus so you get more for each click right off the bat.  Watch for a day when there is 200% for likes or more!  Best we've seen so far was 500% for likes or the 500% for VIP bonus.  A day with an activated bling bonus can be good as well but it won't be as good as a huge like bonus.   A busy day on fu is good too!! In general, Wed and Fri seem to be the busiest.  Wed because it's ranking day, and Fri because it's Fri! On the weekend they sometimes put a good bonus on Friday and leave it
Random
I found myself sitting one Sunday reading Dante's Divine Comedy. I stepped out for a bit to enjoy my coffee, and was lost in thought. I have read this, and other great works before, and each time I am left in awe not only by the masterfull writings, but by the timeless tales that will be read by generations to come. Alighieri, Longfellow, Homer, Poe, Tennyson, Shakespeare.. the list goes on. Their words, will live forever. To know that their thoughts and ideas will stand for all time.. is something I must admit fascinates me. They have in many ways, assured their immortality. I wonder if they ever comprehended how great of an impact their work would have for generations to come. It was then that I realized, that each of us through our own lives, do the same thing, though maybe not on such a global scale. As a parent, every action we take, every word we speak around our children... is poetry. Our lives are the pages, and our actions are the words. We are the song, we are t
Fumafia For Dummies!
This is a fast reference guide for new players in fuMafia, based on my personal recommendations. I've arranged the information to correspond with the various tabs in fuMafia. [Home, Missions, Territory, Favors, Bank, Attack, Journal, Hitlist, Equipment, Hospital, My Turf, Turfs, Lottery, My Mobster, Ranks, New Players, Help] ***Home*** This is where you get the latest news and broadcasts from your personal mob as well updates on your players status and other useful information. This is the default tab that loads when you first enter Mafia ***Missions*** Energy points are required to perform missions. Doing missions will level you quickly so try not to get carried away. Regular missions will earn you money & equipment in addition to experience/skill points so pace yourself. Loot missions earn you specific items or upgrades. Chance missions allow you a slot-machine spin and you either win or lose energy points. Nuclear Arms Race missions are available after level 100.  NOTE: If you
Who Fakes Thier Own Death?
WHO FAKES THIER OWN DEATH?? (OLD account link/pic here, NEW Account link/pic at the end) Adonis God of Heartbreak http://www.fubar.com/978026 He is NOT DEAD.. He is ALIVE but certainly NOT well. I was told on March 31st that he died from lung cancer he tried to fake his own death by claiming to be someone else's (his brother) by texting me and sending me pics of a poor soldiers funeral who died in Iraq and Of a poor firefighter who died in a fire in NY. But anyway The pics will be included further down.. I spoke to his real brother today and was told: (Hes alive and kicking, but I don't see him that much. I sure haven't been using his cell phone and texting anyone. I have no clue whats up with him. This is the 2nd message i've gotten from someone claiming that hes dead and I told them... Wasn't me.) As I suspected he is ALIVE, I was his friend and he made me think he was dead so that I would contact his ex girlfriend in an attempt to make her regret leaving him and in hopes it
My Stuff
She had been home from the hospital for 2 weeks....but something was wrong. She couldn't wake up. Not fully anyway. She had to pee and in her half asleep fog, she tried to make it to the bathroom, but fell. I rushed to her and helped her get up and to the toilet. "WTF?" i was thinking...."she had been doing okay. What the fuck is going on?" For 2 days I'd been doing this. Sleepless nights, trying to go to work, but too afraid to leave her alone. "Okay" i thought too myself, "that's it." I called an ambulance, they came and got her & i followed. Once she was in the ER, her doctor, who just happened to be there, gave her a shot of something & within 15 minutes, my Tracey was back, wondering what the hell happened. I remember feeling relived...hugs & kisses were abound. Her doctor comes in and tells her: "If you go back home, you ll die there." She was admitted. The next week goes by, im dividing my time between work and the hospital, endless nights are many...life becomes a blur. We get
Miss Giachetti
So this is my very first fu-blog ladies and gentlemen! I think I am going to try and start posting blogs every few days and ramble on about my silly life. Sometimes these blogs can be therapeutic so thats what I am hoping for. Just to get you up to speed I've been going through quite a bit this past year. Now I'm not whining and complaining, I know everyone has their problems. I just want to talk about it, to get it off my chest for a few minutes ya know? So here goes... In January I lost my dad, he was my best friend. One of the hardest things I've been through yet. I seperated from my husband in June, after finding out his entire family is completly horrible to him, I honestly believe they are going to keep going until they kill him. I've had 3 major surgeries so far, which have not been fun... I was diagnosed with Stage one Chronic Kidney Disease, PCOS, Bertolottis syndrome (which is a spinal birth defect, will explain more later) my cardiologist tells me I am very boarder line CHF,
Accident
Okay so this is the easiest way for me to tell as many of you as possible at once... forgive my spelling in this btw. So here goes... 2 days ago I got into a bad car accident headed back to work after my lunch.  I wasnt wearing a seat belt and I dont know if it did less or more damage.  In short I was trying to make a left hand turn and was railed by a car who didnt see me and was tossed around in my car.  I must of blacked out because I dont remember a lot about the accident besides seeing the car coming at me and when I opened my eyes again I was laying across the front seat of my truck with my head on the passenger side window and my feet in the drivers side seat.  I was alone thank goodness and the other driver was not injured.  I on the other hand ended up being taken to the hospital by ambulance and suffered a concussion.  My face is extremely swollen and seems to be getting worse with black and blues along with full body soreness and black and blues as well.  I have no idea wha
England Wants Usa Back! Wtf? The Queen Must Be Smoking Stuff (hilarious)
To read these political satire emails in chronological order (they will make the most sense that way), start with the oldest post "England's letter to take back USA as a colony." [George W. Bush voice] Notis of Revocableation of Your Revocableation: 1) I thought Queen Elizabeth was a boat ... in Long Beach. Hey, do y'all remember that big wooden plane ... what was it ... the Goosed Spruce? Man that thing was the shit! 2) Don't mess with them boys at the Micro Corp. Gates might look like one of those kids I used to beat up in grade school, but man does he carry a grudge. Plus, he's got more money than the UK, so I'd be more inclined to listen to him. 3) I love those crazy Austrians. Hell, with all their "G'days" and "Mates" and "bonzers" there just like the people in my great home state of Tex-as.  [Bush singing voice] The stars at night .... are big and bright (clap, clap, clap) Deep in the haaaaart, of Tex-as!!!!!!! [/Bush singing voice] 4) I hate those liberal commies in Hol
Cherry Inferno
I have had a lot of people asking me lately on how to get the Cherry Inferno achievement. So here are some tips that I think will help. Have a high speed internet connection. Close the shoutbox and notifications box Close any unessassary webpages. (reduces clutter and keeps fubar connection fast) Try doing it during a time of day when there is less activity on fubar. If fubar's servers are experiencing a high demand it could cause pages to load slower. Have a page open dedicated to the people you want to bomb. (ex. Family page, freinds page, activated bling page, etc.) From the dedicated page open 4 or 5 new tabs of the albums you want to bomb via each profiles tooltip view. (in the tooltip view right click on the photos link and select open in new tab) After bombing an album close the tab immediately and move on. You can open a new album immediatly from the dedicated page or wait till all the selcted albums are bombed then open new ones. Its your choice. You don't always hav
Just South Of Blue.
So today I stacked boxes.Fascinating. Right?Today I did about 4 orders in one day.I had help, but GOD DAMNI hit the door two hours later than usual, my back had frozen and was clenched at a steady 7 on the pain scale for most of the day, and before I even patted my dog I went for a nice big slug of brain medicineon an empty stomachDidn't even burn til it hit the bottom.I'm also beset by naggers insisting I "do something". It's only been a monthlighten the fuck upand it has been all of three days since I vocalized that I reallyREALLY don't want to take a giant crapshoot on another degree.Seems pretty fucking pointless in this climate.Henpecked. Naysayed. Bitched at.And my best friend even thinks he has some... upper hand? In that he's working two more hours a week at an Attendant Care job.Yes. He has to wipe a moderately retarded grown-man's butthole once a shift....He also makes less /hour than I do but I haven't had the heart to tell him.He thinks he's king of shit mountain right now.
Former Family Member
following is a letter of explanation to a former family member.  i want others to know "where i am at" though...   what i love most about fu is the cooperative spirit that much of the game inspires. we help ourselves by helping others. in that spirit of giving i have run 85 famps in the past 2 mos (i just counted from my bling page, you may check if you like.) as a member of my family, you have benefited from rates and points for every one of them. yet i have been shy to ask you for the help of a family boost or a pimpout. usually when i have asked you, you have been one of my last resorts. why? because you have turned me down for one reason or another so many times, much more than anyone else i have asked. when you most recently turned me down, you said it was because you were running a boomy and you wanted to keep your points to trade pimpouts for yourself. did you really think your personal boomy was going to bring you so many more rates than the boomy that i was
Personal Blogs
When people see my name, a lot of them think "Storm Chaser" so cool!The fact of the matter is that most of the time it is cool, but it is also very dangerous no matter how much training you have.This weekend, the storm chasing community lost 3 of our own.  Tim Samaras, his son Paul Samaras, and Carl Young were killed while chasing the El Reno Oklahoma tornado Friday night.I knew Tim and Carl on a personal level and they were two of the greatest chasers ever.  Tim was always focused on safety and making sure his team was out of danger.This weekend I was tore up when I found out.  The chasing community is very close and we all look out for eachother.Chasing is an incredible experience, but a lot of people dont realize that there is another side of chasing that we dont like to talk about.  This is it.RIP Tim, Paul, and Carl.  You will all be missed very much. My friends, Last Friday I had my first of 3 surgeries that I need to fix my teeth and get my smile back. In that appointment, the
Hmmmmmm?
I know the stuff about Gem Girl has been going around the past couple of days that she scammed ppl out of stuff on here and then blocked them after wards.  As well she came out and said she is married.  As u will see in this SS of her page.   Then u go to his page and it's a little different from hers. It says that he is actually engaged in his martial status on here as shown in the screen shot below.   Now here comes something else on the matter.  In those 2 screen shots above.  Take a look at the crushes.  Do u see what is odd in those 2 screen shot above? This is where it actually gets very interesting on the whole matter of them being so called married to each other.  Take a look at this screen shot and what the caption says and what actual album it is in too!     So what i'm thinking right now.  If they're actually married and then that is her uncle.  Then he is pulling a Jerry Lee Lewis act lol! As well there is NO actual pics of them together except for the ones t
Birthday Contest
Yay iTs My BiRthDay!!! So In HonOr Of My BdaY I wouLd LiKe to do soMeThiNg for You laDiEs Im HavIng a BdAy saLuTe ConTesT Who evEr Makes the SeXXiesT BDaY SaLuTe foR Me WiLL ReCeiVe An AuTo 11 Or a ChErRY BoMb youR ChoiCe LadIEs I WiLl Have 3 JudgEs That wiLl PiCk Out who Has the Most creatiVe BdaY SalUtE IaM Not asKiNg FoR NsFw KeeP It SeXXYyy TastEfUL=)PleaSe SeNd It To Me In a Pm Please And it wiLl Be PlacEd In a PriVate foldEr For JudgEs onLy CoNtEst StartS Now!!So Have fun**HiNt HinT..LoVe DeM SkiTTlEs**JuDGiNg WiLl began TuE MarCh 10..WiNNer wiLL Be AnnouNced WeD MarCh 11..Have FuN GiRlS♥ Mwah ~YeP~
Vip,bling Pk,rang?? Interested??
I'm holding  a auction Have to have no less then 5 ppl. Leave comment if u want in PM me w/ur  pic. and entry fee and what u will be offering. The one with the most rates over 100 wins their  choice of Rang, vip, or 25 bling pack I will also  pimpout the winner once a day  4 a week, winner must be online durning that week. no nsfw pic plz all have to be safe entry fee: 2.5 mil  If u decide  u want in  hit me up in a PM aution will run for one week. I will post the rules in auction folder. Starting Wed. April 6,2011 to April 13,2011 10k per 100 pics hh only comment last pic and then PM me with ur done and how many. If you PM me and dont comment last pic no pay, cant go back an
My Blogs
  ‎*A man was sitting on a blanket at the beach. He had no arms and no legs.**Three women, from England , Wales , and Ireland , were walking past and feltsorry for the poor man.The English woman said, 'Have you ever had a hug?' The man said, 'No !'So, she gave him a hug and walked on.The Welsh woman said, 'Have you ever had a kiss?' The man said, 'No !'So, she gave him a big wet kiss and walked on.The Irish woman came to him and said, 'Ave ya ever been fooked, laddie?'The man broke into a big smile and said, ' Why, no! 'She said, 'Aye, ya will be when the tide comes in. God Bless our Military! Support Our Troops! Thank you so very much for our freedom! Have you thanked and hugged a Soldier or a Veteran? November 11th is Veterans day.  Don't let anyone forget the reason we are FREE!!!   I knew a man called him Sandy Kane Few folks even knew his nameBut a hero was heLeft a boy, came back a manStill many just don't understandAbout the reasons we are freeI can't forget the look i
The Adventure Of The Missing Hat And Pipe
Well, Holmes, my theory is that a Dr.Edmund Chinnery is the culprit. He travelled to London from a strange northern town called royston Vasey and booked into a hotel on baker Street on the night before the robbery. With him he brought as circus-trained dog who was to be the thief. I know this because I found a dog collar in the parlour, and inscribed on a tiny metal plate were the words "You're my dog now". He intended to sell the hat & pipe at an auction room on the coast, at a port called Flea Bay. It is well known that items belonging to the rich & famous always fetch high prices there. However, the autioneer is renowned to be a greedy, vulgar man who rudely greets winning bidders with his outstretched hand and cry of "Pay, pal". At the moment I have no further evidence to back up my idea, and would gratefully request your speculation on the case, if any. Your loyal servantDr Watson My dear Watson,It has come to my attention that a Mrs Doyle, who resides on a small island
A Little Story
Those of you who know me, know me as Trent's manager. It's a job I take very seriously and work very hard at, and as much as I bust his chops about how hard he makes it on me to do my job, the truth is I'd do it for free. He's my best friend. He's been there since the day I came into the world, and through it all, remained my friend. Most know the man for what he does or has done, but most don't see the other side of him and I thought I would share my favorite one: Trent was in the hospital visiting Amy, one of his biggest fans. Amy is a 12 year old girl that T has known since Amy was 6. Amy is blind and slowly dying from a terminal illness. Trent brought her an acoustic guitar signed by his entire band. He also brought another guitar (Amy asked him what his favorite guitar was and he promised to show her), a spanish acoustic guitar dating back to the 1830's. This guitar for as old as it was was in pristine condition and beyond value; not just because of the guitar itself, but the sen
My Wish
I wonder at times if you dont see me  standing in the shadows  awaiting you to finally turn  see me there  You seem so blinded to that fact ive been here all this time in my quiet corner  At times I see you slightly turn only to watch you pause my silent pleas fill the room but you yet again deny i exist with a turn of shoulder im gone again  awaiting again for you  to make that move  find me there  you tell the world you want  a special love  a woman to love ive been here all along im lost to you it seems 
Women & Body Issues
(Read this when I was looking up women with weight issues. Depression over women that is skinny and physically beautiful, this was written by a man to us ladies) Dear Ladies, Don't hate on the exterior of another woman's beauty. Just thank the Lord for whatever good exterior attributes that youve been blessed with. All men are different, we like different attributes. You dont have to strive to be like the images you see in the media. Im not saying that the images arent good, but are they good for you? A man could be attracted to you because he likes: 1. The way you speak 2. The way you dress: sporty, professional, casual, classy, plain, revealing and ect.. 3. Your Eyes: they could be big, small, tight, wide, gloomy and bright. You get the picture. 4. Your Nose: how small, how big, sloped, wide, narrow, pointy, rounded and you get the picture. 5. Your Ears: There are many different shapes sizes and ect. 6. The way you walk. 7. The way you stand. 8. The way you pout. 9. Your level
My Journey To Ranking In Top 10.
Let me begin by saying that I am no way trying to offend, hurt, anger or embarass anyone by writing this blog.  I'm writing this to let you know about my experience playing the ranking game this past week in fubar.  I woke up this morning #5 ranked in fubar and #7 top chick of the week. Let me tell you how I got here.  FYI: Top ranks are posted on Thursdays for those that dont know...so if playing the ranking game your week starts thursday and ends the next wed night at midnight fu time.  You have 3 ranks....(Someone please correct me if I'm wrong) your fubar daily rank on your home page is basically point based...how many points you received in the past 24 hours. The ranking that shows up on your profile under your name is rate based...how many people rated your profile in the past 24 hours. So, with that being said...to play the ranking game you arent necessarily going for points but profile rates. When a user runs a famp or a god mode everyone in their family gets the rates that
My Vampire Count!
She feels  pain  sorrow,She has a black hole in her heart, soul. She feels hate anger she thrist she needs to feed she waits for him.She feels him she knows he is there but does he still (Love's Her) Its like (Daji Vu) again they came in circles again. She feel him all over again she (Loves Him) with all of her heart and soul, They both know they belong together.She is all he needs he is all she needs but she feels like she lost him again, She gave him back what he lost  a long time ago Darkness Honor Respect Trust Faithful Honest most of all (Love)But now they both bleed again the pain and sorrows tears of blood.   BY DEVILINA DEMONESS She walks in the Dark and lonely Shadows,She walk's Empty nothing to look forward to but to be alone forever with out her soul mate near by.She walk's alone again everwhere she goes she sees his faceher wWicked Evil One. She has walked and waited so long for him to come.Now that he is here she lost him again alone again.She walk's with a Sw
Just Cause A Mummer Need To Get Her Facts Straight
She have/had comment approval so she can weed out those comments that dont fit her whining :   HER MUMM : ( I tell you who if you ask...  ) http://fubar.com/would-you-pay/m758096 Would you pay? created @ 04/21/2012 11:21 am expires in: 14 hrs [FRIENDS] Share this MuMM: Ok I am trying to level I need to rank top 100 rank of the day so I can finally leveled I noticed 1 of my friends has 5 Happy Hours today so Isaw 1 person having a Happy Hour so I emailed her privatily asked if there was a good deal we can do
Family
Mfkn Og Family
My Bestfriend on Fubar in the spring of 2009 (Bubzy) and Myself (Cruser) were talking and I seen that Bubz had changed her name to MFKN Bubzy.But she had hearts and something else around here name.I said Bubz whats up with that? Your a Bad A** Girl get rid of the hearts and change them to pitchforks, cuz you have a heart of gold but you also dont take no sh*t from anyone.She said why dont you put MFKN in your name to and we both did and added the pitchforks.Mfkn was started as something only that Myself and Bubz were gonna have in our names and we were gonna keep rockin the fu together.We ran auto's 24-7, and ran cherry bombs 4 or 5 times a day.Then people started seeing MFKN in our names and started asking if they could join us and put it in their names too.So Myself and Bubzy decided we would turn MFKN into a FAMILY of all the good hearted loving people on Fubar.And the next thing we knew The MFKN Family got so big we took over The Fu, you couldnt go a second without seeing a MFKN Fa
Cherry Bombing
To Prepare When I run a cherry bomb I always start with my family.  So to start you can close all unnecessary windows on your PC and open up your family list - http://fubar.com/myfamily.php To Open Pages I leave my fam folder open, (or whatever folder or page you are working from whether family, top friends, top member, or activated bling) I right click on the first person, click "open link in new tab" then go to the next person.  You can open as many other tabs as you like but I would try to keep it to about 5- 10 max at a time or it will make your computer run slower.   To Time You can use a timer or a stop watch.  It depends on how precise you want to be.  To maximize your points or to do the Cherry Inferno - you need a Stopwatch or a Kitchen Timer that counts upward.  Start the timer after you bomb the first folder, and DO NOT STOP IT, just try to bomb on the :00 and the :30 of every minute.  If you get delayed, notate the new time you actually bomb, say :03, then you bomb
Want My Points?
Want my points? No problem. Just provide the bling you would like me to run. It's that easy. Shoutbox or Private message me to make arrangements & get my points.  Thanks,  George
Cherry Inferno
941 stud has created two videos on youtube of how to do the cherry inferno. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E-igFMrCTCI http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v833QE2Bgig Most everything else I will say has been covered by stud in the videos, but maybe it will help some for me to explain it here. A cherry bomb lasts for 1 hour and you must wait 30 seconds between bombings. 30 seconds happens 120 times in an hour. It will take you a minimum of 3 to 6 seconds to activate a cherry bomb, load the page for the first photo album and bomb it. Because of that time that is lost on the first album, 119 albums is the maximum possible. If it takes 5 seconds to bomb the first album, that means there is only a 25 second room-for-error for all of the remaining albums. If you average being a quarter of a second late on the remaining 118 albums you will run out of time before meeting the inferno requirement. It is not like you can make up lost time by doing another album early because it will not l
Bling Ideas Wishlist
Many members have requested that I seperate the BLING request list from other site requests, so here it is!   Please post your awesome bling ideas, suggestions, etc. Holidays, famous birthdays and other cool stuff is open game. Please do not use this blog for other random requests or they will be deleted.    This blog is solely for awesome bling ideas!!!!!
Night Before Xmas (pdp)
  The Gay Before Christmas PDP By Zodiac   'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through PDP Not a chatter was chatting, not no one just me; The cams were empty and the guestlist was bare, I'd hopes that some boobies soon would be there; The staff were all nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of buttsecks danced in their heads; And mamma in her 'good bra, and I in my cap, Had just settled down for a long phonebone fap, When out on my 'puter there arose such a clatter, I hung up the phone to see what was the matter. The lounge started to flicker I thought it would crash, I refreshed the window and upgraded my Flash. The moon it reflected on the new-refreshed screen Gave the lustre and glow I had not before seen, When, what to my pedo-stare eyes should appear, But a miniature sleigh, and crowd of gay queers, With a little gay driver, with a thick stench of ass,
Camp Walrus Knees
So this is my response to THIS PIC by my homeslice DAWDJ...I felt that at least one of these songs needed to actually exist, so...here you have it, in all its terrifying glory! A long, long time agoI can still rememberHow it felt to have my name dark greenAnd I knew I could have my funThat I could get past Level 1And, maybe, find what FUBAR really means But no salute, it held me backUploaded, then got back on trackGetting approved, it sucked chodeAnd what the fuck's a "God Mode?" I can't remember how I foundMyself in FUBAR's Support LoungeBut someone said, "Some features are down,"The day Fu's servers diedSo CHORUS:I hate when I'm trying to rateI'm a-singin' while I'm Blingin'Then I look at the dateI'd send you a PimpoutBut it's probably too lateGuess the servers have decided my fateFUBAR's servers have decided my fate Did you write the Bible of Fu?And do you need me to Shitface you?I know how much you need your drinksI do believe I'll create a loungeWith all the spare time I can
Fakes Of The Day
Here's the busted July 2012 Fakes of the Day, please rate blog if you view: Synful - Fake of Porn Star Nikki Sims. http://fubar.com/fake-of-the-day-7-17-12/b56627-1179422 Brooke - Fake of Porn Star Southern Brooke. http://fubar.com/fake-of-the-day-7-10-2012/b56627-1179061 I'm sure there are a ton more. I didn't blog any fakes in June? Guess not. There's some for July though. I truly am slacking. lol. Fakes of The Day Archived Posts Oct, Nov 2012: Texy: http://fubar.com/fake-of-the-day-11-21-12/b56627-1186863 Wet N Wild: http://fubar.com/fake-of-the-day-10-9-2012/b56627-1184120
Thoughts
Little one with eyes of blue Hands small  Smile broad Dreams big  Heart pure How you're so forgiving of my faults I have no clue To be your hero is an honor I have let you down so many times But you still say I love you With your eyes , with a smile  You remind me that life is so worth while  I have to believe while I held the bottle my little one GOD held you Now as I grow as adults sometimes have to do  I know no one could ever love me as much as you Thank you little one for your trust and faith You knew I could be more than I ever showed  And because of your love I can grow May your eyes be wide and seeingMay you learn from the view where you're kneelingKnow the fear of the world that you're feeling Is the fear of a slaveMay you know how the fight was started Won' as much the snake as the gardenWear them both like a glove that you can't wainMay your mouth betray your wisdomMay you get what they failed to mentionMay your love be your only religionPreach it to us allM
Enjoy Life How It Is And As It Comes...
If you think you are unhappy, look at them. If you think your salary is low, how about her? If you think you don't have many friends...
What Would You Do????
What would you do??  Well I like many others are having a tough time with the economy.  So I decided that I would pawn some gold I have had for a long time and never used.  Being I lost a roommate it's been kinda tough making the bills.  So anyway I went to the pawn shop turned my Gold in which wasn't much and got some cash!!  Enough to catch me up on food that I was lacking.  Well when I left the pawn shop I noticed he gave me $100 dollars more than I was supposed to get.  Hummm what to do?  Should I have gone back and returned the extra $100 or just count it as good luck and move on??  What would you do?  Part 2 to come up of what I did...
What Does My Name Really Mean
Navy SEAL Lt. Michael P. Murphy fought in a harrowing firefight on a mountaintop in Afghanistan where he and his team were outnumbered.   In a last-ditch effort to save his team, Murphy pulled out his satellite phone, walked into a clearing to get reception and called for reinforcements as a barrage of bullets ricocheted around him.  One of the bullets hit him, but he finished the call and even signed off, "Thank you." and continued to battle.  He was killed in action and later awarded the Medal of Honor.As a further tribute, a warship bearing the name of the Medal of Honor recipient will be christened Saturday - on what would have been Murphy's 35th birthday - at Bath Iron Works, where the destroyer is being built   http://www.allproudamericans.com/Fallen-SEAL-Honored-With-Warship-Bearing-His-Name-iii.html Biography forElizabeth Taylor  Date of Birth 27 February 1932, Hampstead, London, England, UK Date of Death 23 March 2011, Los Angeles, California, USA Birth
Band Announcements
Most who know me know that due to some torn tendons in my foot that I'll be out of commission for a few weeks. However, I did do a show this last Friday, opening for Great White and Kittie. It was a rather fun show, I thought - a bit last minute, as we were asked at the very last second, but nonetheless good. I'd decided just for shits and giggles to do a cover set for our 2nd set (as another band cancelled so we played a double set to keep the crowd entertained). I picked the set as it was rather last second and easier for me to kick it out that way. I chose a bunch of songs that we jam out in rehearsals - mostly high energy, and above all just fun for us. The set went great, the crowd was into it, singing along, screaming, high-fiving us. Today, however, I got handed something that rather floored me - a review of the show, including our cover set. In this review was a very scathing synapsis of that set. Here's part of what was said: "Trent is a very talented musician, of which ther
Lesson Learned
My kids are the best thing that have happened to me my whole life.But there momma decided to seperate us  in 09. Which has really opened my love for my kids. I love them but now i see how strong my love is for them. I hate to hear mu kids cry on the phone because they miss there Daddy. I hate that they live far from me because that just gives there momma more power over me. Yes this will probably get emotional but has to come out because i can't hold it in anymore.   My oldest is 7 years old and yes he is my right hand man. He is learning to ne a redneck but also a ladies man. He doesnt leave my side. He is autistic and has alot of challenges to over come in the world for others to accept him. He loves to go hunting with daddy. When he is with me you wont get him to do anything without me. He also has adhd and  asperbers. So others look at him diffrent but to me he is my angel   my pride and joy. The one reason i wake up every morning. I miss him layin next to me when he takes a nap.
Petition To Fubar
I have mentioned this in the fuMafia Blogs, with many who agree with it, with no response from Admin about their oppinion on it, except to reject my Blog Posts. There are many who complain about the gap between Blingers and Non-Blingers.  And many things have been introduced in the game to try to make things more "Fair" for both sides.  But, it never fully addresses the issue, and it's never fully fair.  It always favors 1 side or the other.  When it's made fair for Non-Blingers, Blingers complain because they spent "Real Money" for their Wins, only to get easily beat by someone who has paid nothing (which is understandable, I would be pissed too).  And when it's made fair for Blingers, Non-Blingers feel that they can't keep up with the pace because of the Gap that is there that the cannot catch up to easily (such as the 5,800 Skill Points difference in the Diamond Missions that now seperate Blingers and Non-Blingers who are the same level). What I propose happen is a "Bling Ranking"
All Talk
"Nothing comes out when they move their lips, just a bunch of jibberish.." {Eminem}       Whenever someone says, 'Real Talk' it always makes me think they are just all talk. There are a lot of people in our society lately who are just that, talk; and lots of it. Some chose to listen and take action when needed where as others talk until action is taken by someone else. This might be good for an office job, where a boss does nothing but chirp to employees who end up taking action and making things happen. In the end, what really matters is the people who make things happen. That low level employee, doesn't plan on becoming a manager, most likely. That low level employee who always takes action, every day, will see that there is more in life to take action to. You can get people to move by asking them to move, even if in the end you go no where yourself.     The world is full of people who are just simply all talk, which looking back when they speak, is mostly negative talk. We only
I'm Completly Alone At A Table Of Friends.....
Hypocritical
Marilyn Manson Archives
On May 4th 2012, I attended my 5th Marilyn Manson concert at the House of Blues, Atlantic City, NJ. After drinking a $10 Jagerbomb and a handful of draft beers, I was ready to rock. I made my way up to the club and watched The Pretty Reckless open. After about 5 songs, I pushed my way up thru the crowd as close to the stage as I could get. Out comes Manson, I find myself approximately 8-10 feet away from him, close enough to see the pores in his face. The crowd is going nuts and with every bit of space that opened in front of me I pushed thru closer. During the song "No Reflection" the crowd behind me was pushing so hard, leaning against me causing my bandana to slip off. Instead of losing it on the floor, I bunched it up in my hand and decided to throw it at Marilyn Manson, hitting him in his hand. At first I didnt know what to think cuz for a second it looked as though he was annoyed by having something thrown at him. That feeling went away fast as he proceeded to "sing" to
Possessed By Him
She adjusted her seatbelt as theannouncement was made over the plane's intercom to prepare for landing... shecould feel the nervous butterflies in the pit of her stomach as she momentarilypanicked... what was she thinking of when sheagreed to travel across the states to meet with a man from online... yes theyhad spoken on the phone and they had chatted online for a long time... butreality hit her... how much did she really know him? she felt the tension of the plane'sspeed as the wheels touched to the ground... her hands nervously clinging toeach other as the plane slowed and made it's way to the terminal... she watchedout her window and wondered if he was looking out toward the plane... feelingthe same nervous tension in meeting her... she stood and reached into theoverhead compartment for her bag when the plane finally stopped at the terminalgateway and set it down on the seat as she checked herself one last time...making sure the cotton eyelet white blouse was tucked nea
Like Achievements
When they first came out with the achievement for 25K likes, I had a friend ask me - what do you think it would take to get 25K likes?  My response was "Two Days!"   I plan to share the details of what I did to get 25K likes and hope that in doing so it will help you plan out IF/WHEN/HOW to get it for yourself!!  It is EXPENSIVE just FYI so if you are on a budget, you may want to reconsider until you can stock up on a credit sale!!    What Day? You need to decide what day of the week you want to go for your 25K likes. If you could know what day there would be a fabulous like bonus then you'd be set cause any day with a 500% bonus for likes would be a great day.  However, you can't know that in advance unless you have BabyJ's ear, so you have to play the odds.  In general, Wed and Fri seem to be the busiest on Fu.  Wed because it's ranking day, and Fri because it's Fri! lol  I decided to go for it on Wednesday.  The Friday HHs seem to fill up faster than the Wed HHs, so my hope wa
Vacation
well i am off on my journey to be with my oldest daughter in Canada to enjoy time with her and the grandbabies. make sure at 10 am futime  you all hit me up as i am running an HH.I am going to have the time of my life for i havent seen the grandbabies ir my daughter in 3 years.. sooooooo much catching up to do.. if i dont see all before xmas. i wish everyone a joyous time and may god be with yall I JUST RECENTLY HAD BACK SURGERY  COSTING ALOTTA MONEY FOR MY INSURANCE, NOW IM FINDING IT HARD TO KEEP UP WITH THE GAMES HERE IN FUBAR. I FIND IT HARD TO GET HELP FROM OTHERS FOR ITEMS NEEDED OR  HELP IN GENERAL, YES THERES MANY THAT HAVE HELPED AND I APPRECIATE IT THIS FAR.. I GUESS IN TIME WE WILL SEE JUST HOW GENEROUS OTHERS WILL BE.. I LOVE ALL THOSE THAT HAVE ADDED ME AS FRIENDS AND FAMILY .. WISHES ALL THE BEST  I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH STOMACH CANCER  A SHORT WHILE AGO AND  GOING THRU ALOT OF CHANGES IN MY BODY AND MY SELF BEING, LOTS OF PAINS  AND PLENTY OF MEDS TO HELP ME MAKE IT THRU JU
Dark Passages
    When round in the Moon lit mist of MayMid woods and in shadows long and grayShines a twilight mist all pale and plentyAs the Sapphire Princess slips down her Moon gantryTo dance with her court in a fairy's forayAnd celebrate summer in advent sashayFestooned in presque' flower and scented trimerousTheir fairy recital resounds with a chorusSpry foot, hand in hand, the dancers all circleThey'll ply for her favor, bedeck her in tendrilShe'll titter and wink, her suitors she'll nuzzleAroused by dandelion nectar, and trufflesWhence all in such fashion attentions go absentInconnu might steal up to glimpse on a momentThe petite exhibition, while cloaked in low branchesBut, concealment's no safety at May Fairy DancesWhen daylight returns, the formenter can't transient
25k Appreciation
First I want to say thanks to everyone, basically the whole site for making this 25k happen.  Sorry for the delay in some of the thanks as I have been recovering by sleeping far more than usual. I was actually up 36 hours straight trying to make this thing happen.  I sincerely appreciate everyone coming together in making this work out, even enemies of one another joined together for one day and helped out.  I wish it was like that all the time; it actually showed how fun this place can be :).  So once again thank you thank you thank you! Now I would like to talk a little bit about the experience myself and what I endured.  I remember staying up very late on Friday praying that I would book my HH's and get the times I needed. Well luckily that was taken care of and that was the first step done.  Each process was completely nerve racking.  Did I think I would hit 25k likes? To be honest,  HECK NO.  Matter of fact, my own friends believed in me more than my ownself and once again I tha
Fyi Read This
Just a update on me... I have been on this site for about 5 years. I have had my fair share of fu wives some good some bad so flat out pos s like their family.  This is my page so i will run it how i wish NO ONE will tell me how to run my page.I will update  my pics and info on here when i have time and feel like it .. like ive said this is my page i will run it how i choose. I am on a disability income so im limited to what i can spend on here. Like i mentioned this is my page i will block who i want when i want and for which reason i wish too im not here for the drama . i want to say its getting pretty old hearing about or seeing status with my screen name or my fu wifes name in it. We are on here to have fun and occupy time also meeting new friends neither of us do anything to deserve this drama. I personally have went through the right channels in reporting all of this. come on people this is a social network lets all get along  and have fun all this drama and rumors are for childr
To My Friends
Hello errrybody...i just wanted to let you know im not gonna be around much because of a ssituation i am currently in.....No im not locked up( thats far from the case)..I am currrently residing in The Salvation Army homeless shelter in Wilmington NC....Please dont be alarmed...Alot of you dont know whats going on, because i wondered whether or not i shouldve even posted this to begin with.....I am out of a place to live because of roommate drama and problems....those who want specific details can call me if they want to know....you can either leave me a private message with your phone number and we can exchange them (if you choose) and i will fill you in on the details and such... Currently i am still working part time and its still going well...theres really no fulltime work in this town(or none that i have found) as of yet....Curfew at the shelter is 930 and lights out are at 10pm...wake up is at 545am(yes you saw correct) and i have to leave the shelter M-F at 9am.....so if you wou
Others Speak For Me So Much Better
Looking at a cord And it's shadow on the wall They are congruous Looking straight on I move to it's side And for the first time notice The cord is bent...crooked Yet the shadow remains straight Of course I know why it would be this way Light is a physical thing that follows it's barriers If the light came from where I am now the shadow would be crooked   Why is that such a bad idea? It keeps me aware Not safe by any means But at least focussed on my own safety So base and primal Such a clear path So why do I still see trust as a goal Dr Phil would say that I don't trust myself And he would be right on a surface level But go below and it really just means That I never learned what it was in the first place The first thing I learned was the abandonment of trust A lucid dream that I had last night...clearly deseves scrutiny & interpretation:   Back in NYC wearing a hospital gown & wanting an abortion. The Doctor ( a Black comedian...I can't remember his name) spend
Everyone Seriously Need To Read This
Okay guys everyone needs to go see this picture and read the comments. This person used her photo and had it approved as a salute at one time, when this girl busted her she now has put up yet other salutes. How do we know they are even real. It was told to me awhile back she had this program that allows her to generate fake salutes and to top it off she is not even in the army and is reaping the benefit off of that. This girl shouold be ashamed of herselve,  like Corazon using Brianna garcia pictures and now this Jenitilla aka jenakay, but this girl took it to a new level, she claims to be using the army emble of her ex. She openly admitted she did this on this girls profile and you will also see where this girl ripped it from the fake persons page. What is really sad is that this girl is fighting cancer. Don't believe me go check in her own words what she said. Here is the link.. http://fubar.com/why-does-this-lady-have-me-picture-up-as-her-salute-is-not-o/photo-5904591-0-1062142
Status Update
Contest
I though it's time I try and run my 1st contest. Pick a Suitcase   The rules are very simple, pick a suitcase in my contest folder..One person per suitcase. Entry fee is 5 credits. (used for the prizes) Someone can win a God Mode, Boomies, BigBoom. Cherry bomb and various other blings various credits worth, (lots of blings to be won there will also be  altruize , fubucks, picture rates, family adds when I run famp.....lots of different  things to be won... So pick your suitcase and the best of luck to everyone. Contest closes when last suitcase is gone. The suitcases are number and I already have a blog  (private for now) that tells what each prize will be,   What have you got to lose everyone is a winner!!!
Lol
   My gift to you REAL mixers for 2013 :)    If the embed doesn't work: http://youtu.be/uP2AX9XUYbg    If it does :)      - Matt
Dragoness
                                               TRUE LOVE   True Love is hard to find, when i found my true love , i could not think it was real,when i talk to him all i think about is him and me nothing else, when i see his face, his eyes i know that he is everything i wanted from a man and noting else, his voice makes my heart ponder, and it skips, and my eyes have that glow in it that i have never had happen before, i prayed one night to God, asking him what i should do, i was looking outside when i was praying and it was sprinking in rain, and i seen in the woods, 2 wolves, one had  green eyes, and the other one had blue eyes , they looked at me and just nooded for some reason, then i seen the moon how full it was and i heard the wolves howl as i go outside wondering what i should do i had tears in my eyes, and then i heard a weird voice in the background going do what your heart tells you, my heart tell me to tell this wonderful man how wonderful he is and how he makes me feel, wh
View Me
Lost Book I always felt like I was a princess who got lost in the wrong story. Where was my Knight in shining armor? Where was my kiss instead of pain? Where was the one to love and not hurt? Where were the words to say ?My lady:May I have your hand? That I may kiss your beauty? But instead I got . What's this about kissing your hand? Your no better then anyone else. Where is the words? Your beauty captures my soul to look upon it. You shine with great glory to only be treated as a princess(my princess) But as we all know fairytales are for books never true. So I stay lonely and blue. Love can not find me.  I am lost on the wrong shelf. Where no one wants to look. Native Herbs and MedsSunday, September 26, 2010 11:27 AMThe                     old ones tell us that at one time, the animals, fish, insects                     and plants could all talk. Together with the people, they                     were at peace and had a great friendship. As time went on,               
Tutorial
Ok had alotta people asking me about making flames and flaming texts so here we go ..... Open Photoshop and then click file then new now see image (A) and make your box look exactly as shown (NOTICE TO THE LEFT THE 2 COLORS ARE BLACK AND WHITE WITH WHITE BEING ON TOP) A. After you click ok a black box should appear click on your text tool and add some text see image (B)B. now that your text is typed click on image at the top and then click on Image Rotation now click on 90CW ..... Now that the text is side ways click on filter then click stylize then click on wind see image (C)below C. now click ok until you are out of the filter (if you want to add longer lines u can hold down ctrl and hit the F key until you are happy (i use to hits of the F button)now when you are happy click on filter again then click on distort then click ripple see image (D) below D. now click ok until out of that filter ....now let straighten the text back out again click on image then Image Rotation then click
Rhetorical Answers
I found the wrong path far to easily, When I was looking light I was so decieved LIke a moth I was drawn but it was only fire  I play the game and I lost and in my darkest hour I sent out an sos when all hope seemed to be grim I sent out an sos and this is what it said Take me to a higher place Remind me what faith is Show me just one good reason To keep on livin I sent out a prayer not knowing if any one could hear me I sent out a prayer, a cry, a scream and god sent you to me I had gotten lost, helping other find them selves When I gave all I had I realized I had nothing else As hollow as I felt I needed some one to save me So I sent out an sos seeking to find some meaning Take me to a higher place Remind me what faith is Give me just one good reason To continue livin I sent out a prayer, not knowing if any one would hear me I sent out a prayer, a cry, a scream and god sent you to me You answered from no where and showed me how to care  How to let love in agai
Habits
Auction
Be part of the Days of Summer Auction! * Just 5,000 fuBucks to enter * Send me a link to the photo you would like to use in the auction, and a list of what you will be offering Contest will being on Friday, June 25. Let the fun begin!
Something Nice
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My Old Gal
I knew it was coming,but crap it still makes me sick :( My old gal , my yellow lab "Daisy",passed today. I am broken hearted,I am still grieving over,my kitty "Spike". They sent me a sorry driver today for therapy that drove like a maniac,that was so nosy and annoying ,when hubby told me this news over the phone.Grrrrr... I didn't want to talk to this stranger and wanted to grieve quietly while he slung me through the damn curves.I am hurt and mad this evening.I am also not a big fan of people.   just needed really to vent a little...you know how I am when I vent..not sure if I will delete this
Update On My Wreck
10-8-10 Hey everyone! I wanted 2 let yall know what is going on! I was in a car wreck yesterday 10-7-10! This guy ran a red light & hit me so hard it tore the tire & axle from the transmission on my car! I had 2 cars in front of me..they went through our green light & I followed! I got about 50 feet from where I was going about 10 miles per hour at this point..this guy comes from my right going about 35-45 miles per hour & hits me in the front passenger side full force! He did not even try 2 slow down! After he hit the front he bounced off & hit the back passenger door! The air bags deployed when he hit the front passenger side! There where 2 cops behind me that saw everything thank God! I was driving, my mans mom was in the front passenger side, my baby girl was in the back passenger side & my mans oldest was in the back driver side! We all got taken 2 the hospital by ambulance! My lil girl is ok..she just was more scared hen anything! My mans mom is ok..she is just a lil banged up
Venting..
So since my uncle Mike's murder last week I have been through some emotional turmoil, which I thank those who have been there for me dearly. http://www.insidebayarea.com/news/ci_17217497 Today I had to call airlines, which was so hard to do when asking them the details about "sending a body" to a different state. I feel anger, and hate...And the question "why" keeps going through my thoughts. Seeing the troubled images in detail of that the Detectives told us makes it almost vivid in my mind. Why didnt Bryan le just die? Another part of me makes me question my own behavior. Helping a person out and them to turn around and do somthing so cruel to someone so innocent is beside me.. Between planning a funeral, contacting everyone my uncle knew, speaking to family and the arguments they have started on where they want to bury my uncle, i am about to explode. Tomorrow is another day.. I decided to go to work and see if I can get through it emotionally. I hope I can. Say a prayer for the fam
Into The Mind Of Jenna...
As I sit here and think about the last 2 months I find I am disappointed in a lot of things, but mainly in myself. I've stepped so far away from the person I am. From the person I was raised to be. I have done things that have hurt some people. It's true that it was never intentionally but nonetheless I have done it. For that I am so sorry. People come into your life when you least expect it and leave lasting impressions that will stay with you forever. Whether you meet them in person or just spend constant hours in conversations over the phone, You can’t help but get to know them and love them. It’s a crime we are all guilty of. How do you get so close to someone you’ve never really met? That’s a question I find myself constantly asking myself. It’s simple. It’s so much easier to open up to a stranger. To someone that you feel won’t judge you. However that can also backfire on you as well. For instance I’ve poured my heart out to a few p
The Naked Enchantress
Weaving her beauty on the wallShe stands before the lamp slim and tallShedding her clothes on the floorShe gets ready for the amorous tourThe protruding tips of her high breastsAdorn her body as if two unconquered crestsThe glistening bunch of pubic hairsIs guarded by untouched thighs, tight and fair The soft buttocks are perfectly roundSway with the flame with a swishing soundHung on each side of her pink templesStrands of hair swing like thin ripplesLove and lust drip down her dark eyesCupping her breasts she gives passionate sighsThe bunch of hennas dangles over her napeFor the wandering bees it sets the trapThe soft twist at the corners of the lipsCan send the royals into subliminal tripsThe thin lips flutter like petals of colour redAre enough to drive an emotional heart mad;The silky thighs, the ways they move and shine Have in them intoxication of a hundred bottles of wine.
I'm Sorry
Everyone, Ive been sitting here thinking A LOT lately and I need to apologize, I am letting the very bad treatment i am getting and have gotten for a long time on Pogo , effect how I am here and other sites, It's making me a bitter, angry person. Losing people to talk to, who used to talk to me everyday, causes someone to change. Again, I'm sorry.
Sciencey Fair 2011
Can you believe it's year 3? Well it's time for the Sciencey fair. Actually it's a little late this year but whatever. I've made some bad choices and life and it's a little hard to keep it together. Some days you can have your shit together and be on top of the world getting done and living the dream. Other days you forget to buy tampons on the third consecutive trip to the grocery store and you spend three hours looking through old purses and suitcases just so you don't have to put a bra on and leave the house.  But I digress.... The 3rd annual Sciencey fair is open to all fubar members. (haha you said members) You don't have to be my friend to participate and honestly I prefer it that way because I will probably have trouble looking you in the eye after this.  Sciencey entries must be hand drawn and can be on any sciencey topic of your choosing. Feel free to look through other entries for inspiration etc. Don't copy though because we both know you can do better than that. Sience
In The Drkness
I've been on this site one hell of a long time & I've made some really amazing friends that will forever be apart of my heart & soul & I will forever cherish the memories we've shared. That being said I need to set the record straight & clear the air on 1 point that has been bothering me alot, I've noticed that some have been lead 2 believe 4 whatever reason that I am looking for something more then friendship & IF I've said or done anything to misslead anyone I am truley sorry. I have been crushed & ripped apart by someone that I believed with everything in me would always be there for me & loved me without ends or bounds. I am a flirt & I often use words like babydoll & sweetheart & I say I love you to my friends because I truley do love each of you. I would love to find that special lady that would be there for me & not keep me locked out of her life for no other reason then some bullshit on a computer but I WILL NOT OPEN MYSELF UP TO BEING HURT AGAIN. IF your really interested i
Meanderings Of A Songstress
Auto-tune was originally intended to disguise "off-key inaccuracies", so vocal tracks can sound perfectly tuned despite being slightly off-key. Ha! Yes well no longer, it has become ubiquitous in pop music (crossing over to rock, r&b, hip hop) it has a sound all of its own. It deadens, flattens, makes the "singer" sound like an automaton, robot, at least to my ears. It can sound okay if it's done for affect, but used more than this, (especially if the singer uses it ALL the time) I will assume the singer either can't sing, or is always off-key. Imagine Janis Joplin using auto tune? Right, not a snowballs chance in hell. Imperfections, colorings, and inflections that a singer uses...will always win out over a device or a machine. A rock singer of any merit wouldn't use it. But I've been surprised to hear certain artists like Maroon Five and Chris Cornell do. And yeah...I don't use it. But never say never right? (Though I have put a bit of flanger on my BR vocals or a bridge for affect!
You
The reason we are given life is not to be happy and be loved. We are given life to bring happiness and love to those around us. We all live one life. This life may have alot of down moments where one would second guess themselvesand what they are doing. It is the ones who have people in there lives like you that make life worth something. The happiness and the love that you bring to this life is beyond what is expected. When faced with a troubling decision it is the thought of you that helps bring light to the best outcome. When i think of you, i can do nothing but smile for I know it in my heart I love you and that you love me. I am truly greatful that I found you. It is your love that is my greatest gift I could ask for. Falling In Love Again: We've been apart for so very long. It's always a wonder on what your into these days. Do you fall asleep with the light on. Do you eat at the dinner table or on the couch. Do you listen to the same music I do. It's hard to
My Thoughts On Fubar
So I figured I'd examine a few of the things on here that really puzzle me. To all the guys that post pictures of sex acts declaring a particular day of the week on women's pages, do you honestly expect that to get them to like you? Is anyone else annoyed by people that post videos or music on someone's profile? Expecially if it's their music. Professional pictures of models' asses that clearly look nothing like the woman whose profile you're viewing in a bomb folder are probably not of the woman whose profile you are viewing. If you can't figure that out, then I feel for you and your future offspring. This site is quite possibly the world's greatest appearance elixir. I swear there are more people on here that believe they are smoking hot than any place on the planet.  People, learn how to read the ladies' profiles and quit trolling. It's just annoying. You give the decent ones a bad name.  Fubar, fix your fucking code. So many damn glitches and inconsistencies between browsers
Fubreak
If fubar is your reality I am sorry. I apologize for not being here as much real life has me very occupied. If you spend every waking moment in Fu and you are obsessing about all the imaginary things...you may need a fubreak. True life will pass you pass. This site is for entertainment. I have met some great friends on here and have been blessed with still having them in my life. I enjoy texting and seeing how they are doing. None of the things that happen here (except maybe an ex who is a stalker) and the friendships that you develop with your friends are real. If you wonder why I bling someone check to see how often they bling me. There are special friend who I always bling just because. If you are trying to figure out someone's mind on fu....take a look at your life and wonder when will I start living? I am sure that your one of those people who always has status updates that always say 'I hate my life" or propagating fudrama. Your life will get in order when you stop and take care
Void That Only You Can Fill
wave of mind get me on cloud nineclosing my eyes its aura of winethinking of sunshine i found you mineappearance of yours say's its all fine moving along with my eyes can vehemence the dreams that never flymelancholy of failures make me in vain with closed eyes i cried in paincontemplating sun to stop rainfolding my wings to fly again   Blowing wind and silent sea Burn the ashes that never flee Think again and think right I know the truth lie with lies Be the fire burn the ice Let smoke fly high Be a rebel inspire a demon enjoy the time create innovation Seven sin defines life Feel proud and use it wise choice is dusk dream is dawn Chase the sun and count it won
Hot Summer Days
It was 90 degrees outside, the air conditioner had brokendown, and what's more, she hadn't had any sex for more than twomonths, It was the middle of a sweltering Saturday afternoon, andshe sat alone and naked in her apartment, the heat making her body shine withsweat.   She thought about the last time.. Her mouth filled with saliva as she rememberedthe taste of his cock on her lips. She moaned and slid one hand down to hercunt, tenderly stroking her clit. Her other hand cupped her fullbreasts, pinching the nipples erect. Her cunt filled the air with thesweet smell of sex as she got excited.   Abruptly she stopped her gentle masturbation. Coming to adecision, she went into her bedroom to put on some clothes. She put onsome sheer nylons, clipping them to a garter belt. Then she puton a thin tank top with no bra, her breasts straining against thecotton. She added a tight denim skirt and some sandals, put on somesunglasses, and went out into the b
Erotic Eats!
Arguing can be sexy fun too! Hello kiddies its that time again! Im sorry for the delay work has prevented me from writing this as scheduled. Now come on its time to be honest with yourselves and answer this question. Have u ever had an argument with a mate or spouse  and wanted it to turn into hot, wild, butt naked sex? Well I have so come with me and imagine this.....   Ur car pulls up into the driveway and I instantly smile. 'My baby is home' I think to myself as ur key turns in the lock. U come into the room, look at me and then u go upstairs. U never do this and Im annoyed so I follow u upstairs and as Im walking down the hallway I instantly thought about how horny I am! I get to our bedroom doorway and see u sitting there and she jumps! I walk in my eyes never leaving ur face. "So u can't speak to me?" U look up at me and she jumps again. "Don't start with me baby girl" I got giddy on the inside. "Don't give me that, y didn't u speak?!" U slammed ur hand on the dresser and she
Poetically Captivating
Volcanic Eruption Bonding our bodies with bondage,an oral fixation with crucifixion.Sly vulnerable vixen in foxy lingerie,mounted against the wall like a painting from Monet. Exposure of a virgin canvas with corruption of seduction,blindfolded love facilitates passion without interruption.Slithering snakes roam through dead cells of attraction,a slight tug initiates a desirable reaction. Neckline border control entices a detour,more time to ignite the dark places to explore.A warm sensational blow passes across your neck,soft lips press against the skin for you to eject. Your beautiful spoken identity rolls of my tongue’s tip,but not as effective as the wrap around your erected nip.A sweet arousing touch as hands caress you near,tip of tongue desire to brush against your perky pink spears. A mouth at risk of DUI after intoxicating lips of lust,

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