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I`ve never used blog before but i just wanted to get it all off my chest.
This will be a short read so I won`t take up much of your time for those who read this.
I was dumped by someone on Fubar this morning, and today just happens to be my birthday. Whether he knew this or not it doesn`t matter, whats done is done. It really hurts, all my life I`ve been sweet talked then thrown away like a useless ragdoll. My emotions have been tugged by string and I`ve been played with like a puppet for the puppet masters amuzement.
I`m tired of being used and lied to, I rather be dead than to continue on like this. I can`t even enjoy my birthday day now, my family and friends have worked so hard for weeks to put my birthday plans into play. I hate for all their hard work to go to waste and I`m doing all that i can to pretend to be happy but I always end up breaking down and having to leave to cry amd calm down. Even before then they all knew I was depressed and wants to know whats wrong. God I feel like an emotional pile of sh*t... but whatever. I feel a.little better writing this in a blog.
I quiver before, I begged master don`t!
My wings are torn, Speckled with crimson.
Metile taste remains, These burises of black and blue...
They refuse to fade.
The shadows, they dance in the flames beauty,
Their whispers, they speak... With unending fury.
Dear Master, My Master...
Was I not your minion?
Was I not your dirty little secret?
Why did you pretend?
You left me, leaving me alone,
Within the darkened Dungeon, which you`ve ended many.
These blades surrounds, My tender flesh painfully torn.
Ruby may spill from my veins, but the icy surface numbs my pain.
Then to searing heat, the flames from the fire.
The blue dimming fire... How it fades into the darkness.
I have done everything you wished for,
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