EvO's blog: "idk"

In writing, while knowing, the message will never get where it’s going Freedom can be attained, the freedom to spill it, till nothing remains, Worked out in words, the feelings and fears, even when spoken, no one seems to hear knowing that she will never read this Allows me to free all my little secrets, But right now The only secret I’m trying to keep, Is she’s the reason I can’t sleep, She’s the one, Stealing my dreams, She’s the one, Driving me insane, Can’t help how I feel, To me it is real, Not saying it Can’t change it Doing nothing about it Might

Life , regrets, Have dones, and not yets Holding back, when needing to let go, overanalyzing, not letting emotions flow, Life’s about the risks you take, not trying to find the safe bet to make Ok Ok I’m not buying it either The inner me, The one I think I should be IT’S TIME TO TAKE A BREATHER What’s wrong with knowing Where your going Wanting to know just what your doing Love Life Happiness, Just what are we pursuing? Does it ruin that so called “leap of faith“, if knowing before you jump You won’t land on your face So what if no one’s there to catch you if you fall Just hit the ground running No need to crawl

Stained glass, murals painted by the past, You created me, but don’t have to deal With me, you never could feel me And certainly you can’t heal me This task is for me to bare Looking through my minds Window, which you made For me Vision, true vision, Concealed, masked, are there anymore Panes left unstained, Peepholes, through which to see Until the time comes To shatter the glass Finally set free

Ever wonder what it would be like to have all the answers? To be able to say I know, never say I think, never assume, Never be in doubt. I’ve wished for that feeling, I’ve sought answers. But with every answer comes another question, greater than the last. I’m starting to realize, just now in fact, the answers aren’t really what I am hoping to find. It’s the questions that keep me going, a certain beauty in not knowing. To know it all might be a bore, no mystery, nothing to explore. I think though perhaps, I’ve found my question, the one I’ve sought. Without knowing, while looking for answers, it has come to me. A mystery so great, filled with intrigue, wonderment I want to dive in I want to explore, I want to work on this mystery forever. Never finding all the answers Hoping to never come to an end