Ladii Sweetz's blog: "2009 .."

Latetly I can't explain it.. I have been having weird dreams, it's like my mind is going on a spring cleaning damage mode.. everything and everyone that has hurt me or so keeps showing up in my dreams.. I am not understanding it at all, but I am understanding that maybe this is the reason behind why I am afraid to fall asleep ...

Hmm what can I say .. 2009 so far has been nothing but disapointments after another, I mean one thing I can't stand is people who turn out to be not what they seemed they were.. I HATE LYERS, FAKERS, all that non-sence. For ONCE I would love to come across someone worthy of knowing. I mean are those types of people out there? Realisticly I 100% think not. Men say Women don't know what they want, but in reality it's MEN don't know what they have until they go and stick their dicks into another hole. I might be venting & being upset but realisticly it all boils down to that I miss my Mum, I would give anything in my LIFE to bring her back, to hear her wisdom especially thru the worst of times, but can't do that; life's not fair.. but then you learn & move on.. Can't wait until Europe '09 ... cuz that will be a trip of a lifetime.. I have fully 100% learned .. TRUST NO ONE BUT MYSELF!!! .. Unless care to prove me wrong.... ????