Fubar Blogs 4

No Idea...
This is actually a MuMM but I dare not post it for the public. I'd get eaten alive.. not to mention, I'm hoping to get some actual advice here.. Anyhow.. Here it is.. About 9 years ago I met a couple that lived next to me. I became very fast friends with them and they eventually became my best friends. Their names were Leah and Jeremy. After a few years they broke up and Leah moved away to the east coast. Jeremy dated my cousin for anout a year after that. When my cousin and Jeremy broke up he met another woman name Mindy. Jeremy was a musician. He was a lead singer of a band. For 5 years I attended nearly every show he ever played. I still think his band is amazing and listen to their CD's to this very day. I was as close to Jeremy as I was to my own Brother. He has 2 boys that call me and my g/f Aunt and Uncle.. In December of 06' Jeremy shows up on my doorstep on a Sunday morning. He asks me if I've seen the news this morning and I say I havn't. He asks if my g/f is home,

Thanks
Im doing ok down here in Fort Benning. The first four days down here were hell but its gotten alot better since then. We dont really get alot of free time right now so its kinda hard to get time to write letters and then when we do we have to clean the barracks so we only have like 5 minutes. I've heard from a couple of people that mail takes like a week to get off base. We've been doing alot of stuff here the past week and a half. We went through the obstacle course and different stuff like Eagle Tower which is like a giant wooden platform with a cargo net different sets of ropes to climb and a repel tower. That was definitely the best part so far. We've been through the gas chamber too. It sucked but its not something that I wouldn't do again. It was CS gas which is the kind that police use for riot control so it just burnt your throat, lungs, eyes and nose a little. Well I guess a little is a understatement but it only lasted for like 10 minutes. This week we've been through first a

Fun Stuff
We've been with each other all day and we've had a really great time and since iwe really don't have anything to do I check into a hotel for the night and i ask if you would like to stay with me, you agree and so we head up to them room, we get our showers and start talking some more, but then i notice that i'm strangely drawn to you and i ask if i could give you a neck rub, "I give good ones" ,I add. you let me and i ask you to lay on your stomach. You do and i stradle you. I start rubbing your neck and your back and you seem to be enjoying it because i could swear that you are moaning,so I lean over and whisper in your ear, "You're really starting to turn me on." You get this devious little smile on your face as look back at me and say "oh really?!?!?!" in a very sarcastic manner. I reply "yes you are." and i get off of you and lay by you. I gently grasp your hand and i kiss it. and then i moave down to your wrist where i gently nibble at it. after wards i climb over you and i start

Lack Of Intelligence
I have come to find that some people have either lack of intellingence or lack of respect for others on here. I am sure I am not the only one that sees this. I believe that what someone comments to another is either acceptable to the person being commented or is left there to show the commenters lack of intellingence and respect for others. I am someone that would leave those comments up for everyone to see. I feel as if people should get a sense of others from what they type in as a comment. Copy and pasting a comment is different. What someone takes the time to write someone tells you a lot about that person. I am sure I am not the only that has ever noticed this before on someones page.So,is it lack of intelligence or just the fact they are online and have no cares to what others think of them...Maybe so.

Shit
weis nich mir gehts schlecht ....... was soll ich nur tun.....ich weis es nich..........do i ever will find my true love......or .....do i not......i dont no.......everybody plays withe me.....but everybody forget that i have a heart.......well i just sopose to be like that....well dont cry girl.......someday.....sombody nows how to keep you alive.......and shows youre true love...............never forget .......that was my heart........that told me..........to stay right..................and dont play with other person.......just try to find the right one......that dont do it with you....... so please people ......dont hurt me.......i never would hurt you.......neversorry das ich leider im innern meines herzens nur englisch kann.........vielleicht versteht es jemand ..........der weis wie es ist..............so einen schmerz in sich zu tragen........... im sooooo saaad.... somethimes i hate my job but i have to do it .... but its sad to make it when somebody dies in my family...

Chocolate
as i sit writeing this tonite .Iam so happy to have my tiny dancer in my life and in my arms ...........she sits down loading as i sit writeing this ... she is so sweet i will never know what she sees in me but i do know that i have never felt love like this .... nor has anyone ever shown love to me this way ...........tiny i love you you are my light .my flame,my soul ....... may life always be on your side They say life is like a box of chocolates yu never knw what you are going to get untill you get it ........................wel for those to stupid to read the insert in the box i guess thats true ......i always herd if you want in be smarter than the door .you all know i am a veteran and that i am very proud of that ... but sometimes i wonder ( even as i work in the public utility field ........ why in the hell do i care but i do care .. it amazes me how many fools are in the world and what the standard of men has become tooo ............i guess i am THE LAST OF A DYING BREED ..

Grandpa
He had a good long life. Born in 1924, he was the next youngest of 6 children born to Charles and Goldena House. He hardly knew his dad who left the home to find work when grandpa was only 4 years old. His mother raised him and his 5 siblings by herself, so he had a particularly hard childhood. Being a child of the Great Depression he was always concerned with money and saving as much as possible. His own mother once told him he was born 50 years old. He and my grandma were married in July of 1946, nearly 63 years, something I cannot comprehend as that is nearly 2 lifetimes for me. They had 3 children, my mom, Janice in 1950, my uncle Chuck (Charles Edward Junior) in 1953, and my aunt Debbie in 1957. He worked at numerous bakeries around Kansas City for 40 years. He never smoked, drank, or overindulged in salt or red meat. Probably the reason he outlived many of his coworkers. He lived a good life. He was 84 years old, about 12 years past the average age for men of his generation. He

Life Changing
At different times in your life you have life changing events. Some stronger than others, but affecting you and changing the direction of your life. I have had a wonderful life and when I least expected it, someone comes along and just grabs ahold of my heart and hangs on for dear life. I have found what love is all about again with a woman who means more to me than anyone who I have ever met. She loves me for who I am and who I will be. All that matters is our future together which is full of love for one another. She has opened up many suppressed feelings and emotions that were long since gone. You go through life sometimes aimlessly or actually thinking that you know where you are going. My course has changed from where I thought I would go. Kim, you have changed my life for the better. You have given me reasons to go forward in a new direction with my life and want it to be with you. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I thank you for what you have brought to my life. I

Come
WYKD Storm Radio presents Rock-n-Roll Auctions!! Live Sunday April 19th, 2009 -- 8 PM (central time) @ WYKD Lounge! WYKD WYKD WYKD WYKD WYKD Not only are we Slaves to the Music, Now we'll be your slave too. Here's the LowDown! The Rulz: 1. You have to be a member of WYKD LOUNGE to be in auction. 2. You have to be a member to bid. (so invite ur friends tell them to join) 3. To enter send 1,000 fu-bucks to RAIN....... Entry fees must be in to Rain by midnight on Saturday. 4. You have to be in lounge to be auctioned off (no refunds on entry fee) What the WYKD Slaves are Offering to their Ownerz: Random stash rates Random gifts Daily profile comments 100 11's if you have them / if you have no 11's then 200 10's (which can be spread out the 7 days) Other items maybe be added by the Slave if Bidding is High! This is for one week ( 7 days ) Whatever the winning bid is, will go to the person that was bid on......

Updated Heavy Metal Story
THE NEW HEAVY METAL STORY BY DEE AND SON.. one day as I was walking down the street I stepped in a PUDDLE OF MUDD. Low and behold my shoes got STAINED.. As I was walking along I met a strange manHe seemed a little DISTURBED he kept shouting at pigeons. Sayin DIE PIGEON DIE he seem to have been on some kind of DOPE. I swear he must of gottonSTONED in the TEMPLE with PILOTS. He smiled at me and his teeth were full of METALLICA> I think he was a little AC/DC he was in a PSYCHOTIC HOMICIDAL DISMEMBERMENT or something. I started chatting with the poor WEEZER and he said man my SOUL can FLY. He sure was some kind of DIVINE HERESY let me tell you. I asked him were he was from and his name. He replied my name is PINK FLOYD, and i am from a small town called OZZY. I continued the conversation with him but he kept pointing and said look at the GORGUTS. As I continued to chat with him a chick said hey my name is OUR LADY OF PEICE. I seem to notice that some kind of TOOL in her han

No Internet!
I got on FUBAR this morning and was checking out profiles, most of them friends. I went to one I hadn't been to in awhile... he didn't have anything new posted (pics, etc.), so I skipped by him with the intention of going back later. I got a message in the chatbox from a mutual friend, saying i hadn't rated either of their profiles yet. I stated that I knew that, i'm just making the morning rounds . The first guy rates me a "1", then blocks me. the second guy blocks me and never finishes our conversation. I'm sorry, did someone get butthurt because I didn't hop on their page right away? They both should have known better. The first guy i've rated before, and he's never gotten anything less than 10's. The second guy was a friend that i've also given 10's and 11's to, as well as leave comments. Are we feeling just a wee bit overly sensitive today? Did our bipolar tendencies kick in? What exactly was the cause of all that? This is only the 2nd time I've ever blocked someone (only because

Tasty!
She knelt calmly on her soft pillow as she listened to the sounds. He was in the bathroom. She heard the toilet flush and the water in the sink running for a while. He must have been waiting for the water to run warm. She was naked and the air was chilly causing her to shiver and her nipples to perk up with soft little bumps rising on the areolas surrounding her dark, pink buds.He was so very good to her, so loving yet firm. What pleasures would he seek from her tonight? She looked down at the floor, not seeing anything, just lost in her thoughts of pleasing him. The intense love she felt for him filled her with joy and she smiled. Oh yes, anything her Master desired, that is what she would give to him. They gave those gifts, the give and the take, the sharing of being completely in tune with one another.She thought about dinner, how she had made a delicious meal and served his favorite wine. She had wanted to welcome him home with love, knowing he'd had a busy day. She had wanted to c

Scorpio
The Scorpio time aligns with the age when the sexual energy and prowess of the body have reached the adult phase, and are at their height. The joy and pain of being a Lover is deeply sexual, explosive and dangerous in its passion. The feelings become subject to undercurrents; a volume of desire that is hard to contain and alarming in its power, for it goes right to the roots of our being. The sexual act is one of the strongest drives known to us all. For many, it is a vital need and, often unwittingly, driven by the urgency to continue life, even after death. The natural force of any animal, which includes humans, is to attempt to reproduce. It is the pure creative force, and born from the inner instinct that their genes must survive. The Lover is caught in a deeply emotional experience, and rarely uses their reasoning power, for the feelings of those in a close physical relationship are often fraught with insecurities; hidden, unexplained and very intense. It is through this intens

Dating In This Crazy World
Hello all. My roommate just showed me this article and I wanted to get you all's take on it. I understand the truth behind it but also see how rediculous the female thought process can be. After repeatedly hearing the EXACT things stated in the article, and after repeatedly helping girls through break ups with shitbags, I have come to realize the major flaws in the way many girls pick potential dates. What are your thoughts? Please read the article and let me know. Thanks, Travis Dating Secret Exposed: Why Nice Guys Finish Last By Dating expert April Masini Special to Yahoo! Personals Are you a nice guy who has always wondered why the cocky guy -- the one who barely appears interested in the girl -- is usually the one who gets the girl? Have you suffered from hearing the words, "You're a really nice guy, but I only like you as a friend," from a woman who you would do (or may, in fact, have already done) just about anything and everything for -- only to turn around and watch he

Fighting Dhs
Posted: April 17, 2009 12:00 am Eastern By Bob Unruh © 2009 WorldNetDaily Radio talk show host Michael Savage has teamed up with the Thomas More Law Center of Ann Arbor, Mich., to file a lawsuit against Department of Homeland Security Secretary Janet Napolitano. "It is a civil rights action brought under the First and Fifth Amendments to the United States Constitution, challenging the policy, practice, and custom of the United States Government that targets for disfavored treatment those individuals and groups that are considered to be 'rightwing extremists,'" the complaint announced today said. Become part of WND's re-declaration of our founders' intent to be an independent nation The federal agency recently targeted those individuals in its report called "Rightwing Extremism: Current Economic and Political Climate Fueling Resurgence in Radicalization and Recruitment According to the federal government, members of the suspect group of people include those

~meeting Of Minds~
"Sally, I think maybe our talents are merging or something. I can't explain it, but it seems like our ideals of each other's appearance are becoming permanent."Sally is one confused camper. She reaches up and runs her fingers across my pate. I can tell that she's feeling god-like hair. My fingers join hers up there. I still felt bald. I look over at the mirrored wall at the edge of the Food Court. Yup, still rat-faced, but Sally's reflection is Lisa. Our bodies haven't changed; we're just seeing our ideals in each other."Bill, never mind how this is happening – is this a good thing or bad thing?""You tell me, Sally. Which me would you rather look at?" I realize with a start that I'm thinking about how this will affect us in the long term. Long term?I can see that she's as conflicted as I am. I can read Sally's emotions on Lisa's face quite easily. Me? I want to be a sensitive human being and put all of those prejudices about people's looks behind me, but if I answer myself honest

Lol So True
Why do we put suits in a garment bag and garments in a suitcase?Why do we play in recitals and recite in plays?Why do we have hot water heaters?Why do we drive on parkways and park on driveways?Why do 'tug'boats push their barges?Why do they sell a pound cake that only weighs 12 ounces?Why do they report power outages on TV?Why do they put Braille dots on the keypad of the drive-up ATM?Why do they call them "apartments" when they are all stuck together?Why do they call it disposable douche? Is there a kind of douche you keep after using?How come Superman could stop bullets with his chest, but always ducked when someone threw a gun at him?How can there be "self help GROUPS"?How can the weather be hot as hell one day and cold as hell another?How can someone "draw a blank"?How can overlook and oversee be opposites, while quite a lot and quite a few are alike?Have you ever imagined a world with no hypothetical situations?Does the Postmaster General need a stamp of approval?Does the little

Bulletins
DJ ANIMAL LIVE ON AIR.That's right guys, he's back from IraqFor two weeks only,And taking over the airwaves.Come show him some love,And support our troops!Midnight - 4AM ESTGet in here and show him loveFORBIDDEN style!!!Click the image to join us now ~a ♠bunnylove♠™ production~

Poems Of Loves
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me If I had a thousand pages, I could never name them a

Another Poem
For the hell I put you throughCan you trust meFor the web of lies I spunCan you love me againAfter finding me in bed with himThe hurt in your eyesWhen you walked inTook my breath awayI have no excusesI dont know what to sayIf you walked awayTo never return I couldnt blame youNor would I stop youI'm just asking for a second chanceBaby I love youTheres nothing I can take backNo way I can unspin the webNor can I turn back time and tell him noThe fate of our relationshiplies within you handsI shall accept any outcomeI will be whole again

Fuck This Shit
A Friend: I luv ya to death Kyle, but you need to realize that she's not worth your timeKyle: n who is?Kyle: the girl that keeps shutting me outKyle: to tell me oh she loves me but shes with another guyKyle: or the other girl ur a great guy A Freind: I don't know babe, but the one you're with that's treating you like shit isn't Kyle: and i loved u but we are friends nowKyle: if thats ok but everytime u think of me kyle ur heart will rip into twoKyle: or the girl i love u but i wont pay attention to uKyle: or support u Kyle: or the girl ohhh ur nice but ohh hes hot and will beat the shit outta me and likes to drink and smokeKyle: and ill go date himKyle: or the girl well hes in the military and well i may never see him in another 1 year to etc ill still love u but yahKyle: again ill say itKyle: FUCK LIFE! Congrats you won! You tore my heart up and ripped int into a bunch of tiny pieces. Did ya think this was a game... Heres the Intructions to play 1. Get a guy to Love me 2. Wish f

04/20/09
My dog bit the powerman today. He had no buisness in my yard the meter is on the side of house. But because of tghis the animal control took my baby girl. I have to wait 10 days and pay $650 to get her back .

Wet Tee Night @dinos
Dinos Bar & GrillWet T-ShirtContestApril 24 @ 9pmRules 1. White T-Shirt with Dino's on it(be creative) 2.You Will get 1 Song a piece to win the judges over 3.No Bra and No Skin during Contest Requierments for viewers1.1,000 fubuck Door Fee Prior to contest(5min to pay during, if not recieved-Eject)1b. Contest door fee collected by DJ ICE2.Must Rate and Fan all Contestants3. NO WARNING for VULGER comment(Immediate EJECT with NO REFUND) judges criteria 1.creativity 2.overall look and style 3 song choice/performance prizes. 1st- win one month vip 2nd.60% take 3rd-40%take

Fathers And Sons
Tonight, I get a call from my son Ian, asking me to come and check out his tux that he's wearing for prom. He's only a Freshman, but is dating a Junior, so he can "legally" go to the prom as long as it was her that asked him. Ok..I'm gonna get long and a bit sappy here. So bare with me. When I got to Mom's house, he said, "Hold on Dad, I want to make a grand entrance" and went upstairs to change into it. As I stood there waiting for him, I talked with my ex, and Neil and Nevin. Then Ian, comes walking down the stairs, with this white tux on, black tie, and a white fedora, his dark brown hair jutting out from the sides of his hat.. I immediately envisioned the day I saw him come into this world...I was the first to see his head crown. The memories of me holding him, literally, on the length of my arm, and rubbing his nose try to get him to go to sleep. Him swimming naked in the kiddie pool as I ran video tape. All of us laying in bed together playing the ABC game, when they had

Beautiful Love
If there is a moment that hard to forgetThat is the day when you and I had metI even know what is the dateThe day when we were classmates I bear in mind that timeWhen we say to each other HIIt’s hard to believe but it’s trueThat time you become a part of my life I wish that we will share everythingProblem, tears and even laughingI hope and pray that it won’t endCoz if that happen, you can see me crying When I had a problemYou are the one whom I can lean onWhen im mad and lonelyYou were there to cheer me up Don’t worry even were apartYou will remain in my heartI’ll always cherish the days we spentCoz it’s the day when we becomeBEST OF FRIEND! My name is LEXYI am FIVE,My eyes are swollenI cannot see,I must be stupidI must be bad,What else could have madeMy daddy so mad?I wish I were betterI wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommyWould still want to hug me.I cant do a wrongI cant speak at allOr else im locked upAll day long.When im awake im all alon

Short And Sweet~
The sun shone through the curtains as slave sue woke. she opened her eyes to find Master watching her. He was sitting on the bed in His robe and He bent forward to kiss her. 'Good morning, my pet,' He said. 'I have a surprise for you this morning'. slave sue smiled sleepily. Master's surprises might be fun, or embarrassing, or erotic, but she loved them all.The door bell rang, and Master was clearly expecting someone. 'Wait here,' He said. slave sue lay back in bed and tried to listen as He answered the door, but Master was speaking too softly. she could hear a man talking to Him. The door was closed and Master returned to the bedroom. He picked up a blindfold from the bedside table and told slave to put it on. When her eyes were covered, He pulled back the covers and told her to step out of bed. she stood beside the bed as He tidied it, then He helped her back onto it, so she lay naked across it, on top of the covers. 'Put your feet on either side of the window pet,' He said. slave di

Is It Magic?
Dim lit room, soft shadowed gloom. Dark as night, shivers of fright. Come to me slave, and kneel before me. I am your Master and fearfully you adore me. Pain is the vessel, it carries the gift. Knowing it is coming makes your spirits lift. ...Kneeling before him, you look quietly at the floor and shiver in partial fear and anticipation. Your Master looms before you and you hear him pushing it along in front of him with his foot. "Oh, GOD!" You feel butterflies in your stomach, you feel a lump of dread weighing heavy on your soul. Oh, what powerful sensations course through your shivering body! Inching closer, you can see it from the corner of your downcast eyes and you release a soft and quiet sigh. "The box!" Joy and fear crowd together in your mind. You hear the box stop and your Master walk to stand directly behind you, he leans down and roughly grasps your hair in his hand and pulls you to your feet. "Thank you Master" you say in a soft and quivering voice and then you wince from t

Love-lust-ultimate~
When I think of you my heart jumps my stomach drops A shiver runs through me Your lips intrigue me, I can not help but wonder what they would feel like upon mine Your hands are a temptation mine cannot resist, I just wish to hold them and all will be right with my heart Your eyes dazzle me the light I see when they lock with mine no other gaze gives me that feeling Your voice, no matter the words makes my heart flutter and my eyes sparkle in delight You are my fuel, my addiction, my inspiration, my fantasy This love can not be calmed I understand how fragile it may be and I will protect it until I am strong enough to keep this love sheltered, while it flourishes but before then, I must have one taste, to keep me holding on, so I know it is as amazing as we imagine that it is worth the wait To My girl, Joy ~W.H.~ ~2009~

I Believe Pt. 2
I believe everything happens for a reason I believe I'd sell my soul to know that reason I believe good things come to those who wait I believe Im tired of waiting I believe I've had more than my fair share of pain I believe I'd give anything to make it all just go away I believe I still have a long road to travel I believe Im the higher powers' fucked up idea of a sick cosmic joke I believe I have no idea what Im doing here I believe I have waaaaaayyyy too many thoughts in my head I believe I have waay too many feelings in my heart I believe these words change nothing I believe getting them out makes me feel better anyways I believe its not by much though I believe that even though your heart is broken the pieces can still get smaller I believe I didnt think it was possible to feel so lost I believe I have been here too long I believe I wasnt supposed to make it out of that river I believe I've seen things that will forever haunt me I believe there is something miss

11's For Fu - Bucks
Hey all i would offer you a Deal i am trading my 11's for FU - Bucks. 100 for 50000 50 for 25000 20 for 10000 Rating will be during HH. If you are interested then Message me or hit up my Shoutbox :D

A Yummy Holiday Indeed~
Its Valentines Day and I am at work.. As the day proceeds I get several emails from you very suggestive and full of love… A large bunch of red roses arrive with a card that says… “This is just the beginning I have plans for you tonight.. Your Master”. I cant wait for the day to end, the excitement building in me all day. I am wet and horny with anticipation. Finally its time to lock up and go home. You’re there waiting for me and lead me into the bathroom where a hot bubble bath is waiting. You tell me to strip for you as you watch.. I slowly take off my clothes peeling them from my body.. I get to my panties and you tell me to pass them to you. You notice they are wet and you sniff them and smile and say “pet you have had a good day I see, you better not have touched your self.” I assure you I haven’t. You then stand and let the robe you're wearing slip from your body to the floor and push it aside.. Your cock hard and throbbing in you

Time For Change...movin In 4 Days...starting Over...cant Wait!!!!
Wow~ I can't believe I am FINALLY doing it. After almost a year of wanting to, and things always happening that I didn't, I am finally moving back to Iowa. I so can't wait to be back near my family and hopefully reconnect with some really good friends I lost touch with due to a controlling marriage. Although its actually going to be just a lil bit scary for me to be doing this, because Ive been away from my homestate for 12 yrs & going back to where I dont know anyone, the thought of starting completely over, getting my life back together, and making a goood home for my son to grow up in and enjoy his childhood, I am SO excited that I cant hardly sleep at all. I most likely won't have the time to be online at all once I leave Arkansas as I will be too busy getting settled in and getting my son use to life in Iowa ( he is sooo excited..tho he will have to wait til winter to see snow). I just want to say THANK YOU to all my awesome friends here and especially to one certain person, w

Last Halloween Bondage Party
I went to a Halloween Bondage party at an old deserted house here in Bend, Oregon. There was 6 Dommes at the party and was suppose to be other subs at the party. But, it ended up that I was the only sub to show up for the party. I was told to be ready and wearing only my black nylon g-string by 7:00 pm. That a couple of Ladies would be there at my place to bring me to where the party would be held.At 7:00 pm I was sitting in my living room watching a scary movie of course waiting for them to show up. About 10 minutes after 7 I heard a knock on my door. I figured it was either the Ladies here to pick me up or it was tricker treaters. So, I put my bathrobe on before I opened the front door to see who it was. Lucky for me, it was 3 Ladies instead of 2 to take me to the party. As soon as I opened the door, they grabbed me and pinned my arms behind my back. One of the Ladies closed the door and then shoved a big red ballgag in my mouth and buckled it as tight as she could. The strap of t

Backstabbing Shadow Leveler
ALRIGHT PEOPLE I AM NOT GOING TO DRES THIS ONE UP LIKE NORMAL. HELL THIS IS ONE PERSON THAT DOES NOT DESERVE TO BE GLAMOURISED. AS YOU WILL SEE SHE APPROACHED ME TO HELP HER SET HER LOUNGE UP. I DID NOT ASK TO BE A PART OF IT. YOU WILL SEE I HAVE BLANKED HER SURNAME OUT SO SHE CAN NOT ACCUSE ME OF HANDING OUT ANYTHING PERSONAL. THEN ONCE I HAD BUILT THE SAID LOUNGE (SWEET JEALOUSY) SHE PROCEEDS TO BAN ME AND ALL MY REAL LIFE FAMILY AND STAFF ARE EJECTED AS YOU CAN SEE IN THE FOLLOWING SCREEN SHOTS. SO I FEEL THAT EVERYBODY SHOULD BE AWARE OF THIS BACKSTBBING AND GIVE HER A WIDE BERTH. I DO NOT WANT HER TO BE ABLE TO USE ANYBODY ELSE LIKE THIS. OH AND THE REASON THERE IS NO BACKGROUND IS I DELETED IT FROM MY PHOTOBUCKET HELL SHE IS NOT HAVING MY PICS IN THERE AFTER THIS. HERE SHE IS FOLKS STAY CLEAR OF HER AND HER USING WAYS DON’T GET SUCKED IN LIKE I WAS Trå¢¥ §håÐðw Lêvêlêr †êåm LêåÐêr { £µ ÖwñêÐ Ðj þïêr¢êÐ }@ fubar UPDATE SHE HAS CLOSED THAT LOUNGE AND OPENED ANOTH

So here it goes. I am an er nurse and have worked in many ers before. If you come to the er come in with some sence. I can not help you with something that happened 2 weeks ago. I can only help the present. By the way, I need a work note for yesterday is not an emergency. If you read the big Red letters that say EMERGENCY ROOM it should clue you in that it is not for check ups. Yes we want to help you but medicine is not exact. The person that can and will help you is you. Most doctors and nurses get clued into what is wrong and how to help from you.

Secret Recipie
in a saute pan add olive oil,minced garlic n shallots, saute tillgolden brown.add in red wine,blanced broccolli,sliced yellow peppers n saute for 30 seconds. add alfredo sauce n al dente fettuccini your fettuccini should be sauted in another pan with white wine salt n pepper n fressh basil. ad in thinly sliced capricola ham green olives with the pimentos,and capers, add in two table spoons of marinara sauce n a pinch of crushed mustard seed. saute then add in diced tomatoes and a shot of tobasco saute for 30 more seconds and serve. place a tomatoe rose in middle of dish with a sprig of parsly for garnish have fun and enjoy

~true Essence Of Love~
THE ESSENCE OF LOVE AS SEEN BY KAHLIL GIBRAN~I always try to incorporate his philosophy into my life. I hope it touches someone else as well...my gift to my friends that wish to explore, The True Essence of Love~ ......Peace.When LOVE beckons to you follow LOVE, Though LOVE'S ways are Hard and Steep. And when LOVE'S Wings enfold you yield to LOVE, Though the Sword hidden among LOVE'S Pinions may wound You. And when LOVE speaks to You believe in LOVE, Though LOVE'S voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as LOVE crowns you so shall LOVE Crucify you. Even as LOVE is for your Growth so is LOVE for your Pruning. Even as LOVE ascends to your Height and Caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the Sun, So shall LOVE descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the Earth. Like sheaves of corn LOVE gathers you unto Itself. LOVE threshes you to make you naked. LOVE sifts you to free you from your husks. LOVE grinds you to whiteness. L

Friends Of Kelly Ann
Kelly Ann has been having some health issues lately...She had a heart catherization done this morning, and had to have 3 stints put in...They also found out she is a diabetic...So any of you that have had to deal with any of these know that she's going to have to dramatically change her lifestyle...The Dr. said no more smoking, and has to avoid sugar & fats...This is going to be a dramatic change, one of them alone would be rough, but 3 at one time is going to really suck...Those of you that know her, pls go show her page some love, let her know you're thinking about her...Those of you that don't, you really don't know what you're missing...Her and I have been best friends for over 10 yrs now and she's an awesome person to have on your side, so PLS stop by her page and let her know that you care...I appreciate you taking the time to read this, and pls repost it so that it gets out for all to see...Thank you so much Natural Witch AKA Tina...Just click her pic and show her some fu-love

Family
Mary you are so loved.........Luv Jesse, Skyler, Mandy, Logan, Autumn, and Brooklyn. I love you so much baby I am the luckiest husband alive and I will never forget that. Go show my wife some luv for mothers day please and tell her that her husband said she is the best.She is my number one in family and friends. I just wanted to say a few things to my beautiful wife. You are everything to our beautiful daughter and I. You keep us smiling when we are down. you make us cry when you cry. You are the best mother a daughter and son could have. All your kids light up when you walk in a room. I light up when you touch my hand and my heart pounds like on the day we got married. You are worth more to us then anything. We need you more than ever and we want to hold you when times are tough. On mothers day we just want you to know that no matter what we will never give up on you. We will always make you proud. We feel safe in your heart and your arms. You're love gives us all hope for the f

Always And Forever
If one day u feel like cring...Call me. I don't pomise that i will make you laugh but i can cry with you.If one day u want to run away-dont be afaraid to call me. I don't pomise to ask u to stop...But i can run with you.If one day u don't want to listen to anyone...Call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if you call...And there is not answer...Come fast to see me.Maybe i need u. Remember everone needs a friend don't ever leave the one you love fot the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

Definition
A friend of mine asked me the other day "How do you define yourself?". After thinking about the question for a while I have come to the conclusion, I don't define myself. Of course, I am sure I do define myself on some subconscience level based on my past, what I have done, what has been said of me, how people have acted around me... there is a sea of suggestions all around us trying to define who we are. But, I don't think one should define themselves. I am not going to define myself based on my actions and achievements, because by doing so I also have to define myself by my mistakes and failures. If I fail more times than I achieve does that make me a failure? What about thoughts and beliefs? Should someone define themselves by their views on life? I don't believe so because we are all wrong on one level or another. We are all ignorant. If we define ourselves by our beliefs or our "morals" and turn out to be wrong, what does that say about us? Does that mean we have been living a li

Love And Direction
Don't try to out smart love~ When you feel it let it be, let it guild you sweet and carefree!! Open those strong arms and let it be don't be scard of me.. For I give to you the strength of unity and all that is glorious and free!!! I see in you things I've never seen, your words are so strong how can a feeling like this be so wrong? The power of love is so much better with two with a man like you.. Don't try to out smart love because it will find you... Real life- fubar- Myspace- facebook and Drama.... I guess I am wondering why the word drama is used so much when speaking of these sites?? Here is my dilemma.... I hear the word lots and I guess my confusion is this, what does the word really mean? When someone comes on these sites, and spews out that he/she is this most awesome person, draws you in with words, and then that person believes in those words, why then is it that the person biting on the lies that you created is considered drama? We all do our share of being someone we are

Asshats And Things That Irritate Me
Allow me to preface this by saying the following. Nothing irritates me more then disrespecting someone's privacy. That being said the following is a YIM conversation I had with a friend of mine's BF while he was snooping through her account while she was at work. Her Name has been removed to protect the innocent...and by association his dumbass too. Her Account: well you wont answer me on fubar mayb you will here Boon: what's up? Her Account: did **** tell you she had a man or told you she was single Boon: she has a man Her Account: then whats up with the kiss's back and fourth? Boon: simply friendly shit Her Account: that ain't friend stuff Boon: u've never kissed a female friend on the cheek? Her Account: nope why would I? Her Account: when you say kiss and o happy I know **** and I know how us guys think Boon: so do I...usually the guys paranoid about what their girl is doin are the one's doin somethin wrong themselves Her Account: mayb some but not all Her Account:

Sunscreen For Your Tatoo
If you are new to the tattoo world you need to know that your tattoo’s number one enemy is the sun. It is very important to stay out of the sun and avoid direct sunlight for at least one month after getting inked. After your tattoo is healed it is highly recommended to put a very high SPF sunscreen on your tattoo to help protect it from the suns rays. However, while putting sunscreen on your tattoo is better than nothing it isn’t 100 percent designed to help protect the ink in your tattoo. When you are out in the sun and your tattoo is exposed to the sun, the sun causes the ink in your tattoo to break down, which in return causes fading, cracking, and image distortion. Even if you limit your exposure to the sun your tattoo can begin to look lighter and less vibrant. While traditional sunscreens protect your skin from burning, they are not designed to protect tattoo ink. Tattooed people can rest a little easier now. There is a new tattoo product coming to the market that is

Just Funny
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOPEFULLY IT WILL GO BY FAST! SOMETIMES POT BEARS IF NOT KEPT IN COLD CLIMATE CAN ALL OF A SUDDEN DISAPPER... AND ITS WEIRD MAN LIKE THEY JUST START GOING AND YOUR LIKE DAMIT I SHOULD HAVE PUT THEM IN THE BEAR FRIDGE NEXT TO THE PICKLES CAUSE CAUSE BEARS AND PICKLES ARE LIKE 2 PEAS IN A POD: AND THE PICKLES WOULD TALK TO THE BEARS THUS MAKING THE BEARS FEEL MORE COMFORTABLE: AND THEN IN LATER DAYS DOWN THE ROAD SAY 3 WEEKS WHEN MR. HOWEY IS ABLE TO SMOKE THE GREAT SMOKE OF THE HEAVENS HE WILL TEAR A BEAR AND AND LOAD A JOINT! AND YES YES THE PICKLE WILL BE THERE TO BECAUSE THERE AINT NOTHING LIKE A JOINT WITH OUT A PICKLE DANCING! THE END! It is donut day... but secretly its ball kicking day... that in it self should have a national holiday... everyday like 429... well it should be every day at 6 20 which kinda looks like B K D YAYYY Ball kicking Day!!!!! lmmfaoooooooooo! Men... I now know why girls have periods because for a whole month mi

Never Ever ( To My Ex
Ay,na,na,naiAy,na,na,na,nai,nai (2x) (para la niña mas linda del planeta entero)Listen up! Baby Escucha!ChorusY es que te quieroooo, baby te quieroooo.Desde que te conocido yo vivo tan feliz.Y es que te quieroooo, baby te quieroooo.Desde que te conocido yo vivo tan feliz.Hay como quisiera en este instante abrazarte,y mil canciones al oido cantarte.Ha tu vida muchas rosas regalarle, es que tu me enamoraste.Es que tu eres el lucero que guia me vida,si no te tengo en mi cancion no existe melodia.Tu me falta baby de noche y de dia, sin tu inspiracion no existiria esta poesia...Chorus.....Tu...que me haces soñar, y a las estrellas llegar..Con solo pensarte baby.....Tu...que me sueles llenar, eres mi aire vital..Sin tu no respiro lady.Tu no te imaginas..la falta que me haces,Cuando no te tengo cerca,Me muero por llamarteChorus....Ay,na,na,nai,nai,nai.Yeah....Yeah.Y es que te quieroAy,na,na,na,nai,naiDesde que te conocido yo vivo tan feliz.Ay nena,no sabes cuanto te quiero.Mi Niña linda.Roman

Careless Whipers
I feel so unsure As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor As the music dies Something in your eyes Calls to mind a silver screne And all of the sad goodbyes I'm never going to dance again These guilty feet have got no rhythm Though it's easy to pretend I know you're not a fool I should have known better than to cheat a friend A wasted chance that I've been given So I'm never going to dance again... The way I danced with you Ohh Time can never mend The careless whispers of a good friend To the heart and mind Ignorants is kind Theres no comfort in the truth Pain is all you'll find I'm never going to dance again These guilty feet have got no rhythm Though it's easy to pretend I know you're not a fool I should have known better than to cheat a friend A wasted chance that I've been given So I'm never going to dance again... The way I danced with you Ohh Tonight the music seems so loud I wish that we could lose this crowd Maybe it's better this way We've hurt each other with t

In General
THATS RIGHT... AN EASY 1.5 MIL IN FUBUCKS... ALL YOU GOT TO DO IS CATCH S51 AKA SURREALS BLAST AND TICKER TOGETHER! ITS THAT EASY THEN PM HIM WITH THE PICTURE AND YOU GOT YOURSELF 1.5 MILLION! HERES A PIC OF THE HOTTIE YOUR LOOKING FOR:

Walk With Me
Walk with meShhhh…If you listen you might hearThe sweet sound of loveBeing whispered in your earThe warm soft kissesLaid gently upon your skinOpen your heartAnd let love come inHold it tightWithin your embraceA new day is comingFor you to faceSo take my handAnd walk with meFrom dawn to duskTo our destinyTogether we will make itAnd others will seeI was meant for youAnd you were meant for me.I love you Andy!Straight from my heart to you!!

My Own Sins,,,,,[my Own Writings]
You made a lot of mistakesAnd a lot of bad thingsBut every time you were coming back with tearsWith all kind of sorrow and apologiesThis time is differentAll words and sentences won’t solve any thingNone of those mistakesYour sorrow nore I am sorry wordsWon’t give you my forgivenessThat crowing of cock my dearDoesn’t always mean it’s the dawn- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -W.B: far7an moussa Sadness knocked my doorMy tears opened that doorWho took my lover??!!I lost my love now?!!Maybe it’s my mistake??Maybe it’s just a running lifetime ‘Maybe ‘word, it has a thousand meaning Maybe it’s not my faultMaybe my time has goneMaybe word is a sea of secretsA sea there is no harbors forOn that painful sea shores, her steps Those steps prince like a wounds wide openedAnd my eyes filling them with tearsMy days are lostMy dreams are burnedThe sun, that shining sunIt set long time now, sleep my poor eyesSleep over my wounds, but please

Fuobservations
Here we go, I have rated literally Thousands of pics since arriving on Fubar, but every time I get close to leveling I get the same 5 or 6 people showing up to rate my pics. Some people claim to give blings for going through their folders but then if you lose your way & forget what folder your on & ask your message is ignored (yes i'm thinking about 1 person specifically). another complaint is people who name themselves something sexually suggestive & have no NSFW pics! Why would you have the word cum in your name & be a prude? Done Ranting, I wonder how many will read this O.K. time for a short rant. I've been able to buy a few Bombs & I've bombed some of my better Friends. Now for the rant, if someone Bombs your album i'm not asking for much but I think a "Thank you" is appropriate. I thought that people that i've had conversations with would say it but evidently I was wrong. Mostly everyone (even the non-friends) says thank you am I wrong to want a message or a shout saying "Thank y

Pigs.... In Space..................
Just to Inform you today is be a Hugh Day, we like to support our local Hughs and say thanks for all your support Love and heart to the original Hugh G Joak.... now down to business...... Monday's theme.......... For those who know me let me tell you now that the Original Hugh will be the overseer of this project. regrettably I will be on a wake board in some freezing cold Canadian Lake be pulled around by a boat.. so really for Monday please look to Hugh G Joak to blog .... Mondays theme will be (drum roll please) Movie Characters from Space or Literature.... Enjoy and remember ill be here in spirit..... Hugh G Mclickmyboots PS. No its not Canada day...... *swears to herself****

I'd Do This For My Girl!
All Guys Should Do This...• give her a big tshirt of yours to sleep in• leave her cute text messages• kiss her in front of your friends.• tell her she looks beautiful• look into her eyes when you tallk to her• let her mess with your hair• just walk around with her.• forgive her for her mistakes• hold her hand when youre around your friends and in private.• let her fall asleep in your arms.• stay up all night with her when shes sick.• watch her favorite movie with her• come up and grab her by the waist.remember this• dont talk about other girls around her. If you love her, others shouldnt matter.• when shes sad, hang out with her• let her know shes important• kiss her in the pouring rain.• when you fall in love with her, tell her.• and when you tell her, love her like youve never loved someone before• answer her phone calls no matter whatGuys repost as Id do this for my girl.

Woot
†Яåîñ†ஐ Owner of WYKD@ fubar ~*~PIA~*~Co-owner of WYKD~*~@ fubar dragon * WYKD Bartender *@ fubar DO YOU KNOW THIS SEXY AND SWEET FEMALE BELOW??? IF NOT, YOU NEED TO GO CHECK HER OUT... BC YOUR MISSIN OUT.. So Letz Go ♥ Her Up!! Rate,Fan,Add,♥ THE HELL OUTTA Her HardCore Fu Style!!! Look at this Princess!!!!! How can you not stop by and say HI!!! †Яåîñ†ஐ Owner of WYKD@ fubar

Stories And Poems
A timid, dark-haired girl walks into her science teacher’s classroom. Her nervousness peaks as she sees her teacher sitting at his desk. She clears her throat which gets his attention, causing him to look up at her. He smiles at the unexpected visit. “Hello, Ms. Higurashi. What brings you to my class so late today? Most of the other teachers have already left to go home.” “Well,” she says as her nervousness rises. “I was wondering if you could give me some extra credit.” “Oh, that’s right. You failed the last test because you refused to dissect a frog.” he says to her. “I usually don’t give out extra credit, you know.” “I know, but I’ll do anything! If my mom sees that grade then I’ll be in huge trouble. Please…I’ll do anything.” She says in a pleading tone. He takes off his glasses and sets them down on his desk as he leans back in his chair. He places his hands

Påskeeventyr... He He
PåskeeventyrDet var en gang i en påske for lenge, leenge siden ….I Påskelandet som ligger langt bortenfor der vi er i dag. Det het ikke Påskeøya, men Påskelandet.Der bodde det en konge og en dronning i sitt Soria Moria slott. Slottet hadde kongen bygd med sin sjel, til sin dronning og sin prinsesse, som var hans edelsten i livet. Slottet var plassert oppå verdens største båt, hvor de hadde egne gullgrønne skoger, grønne enger, grønt solskinn, grønne påskekyllinger, en grønn påskehare og eget tivoli. De var lykkelige og skulle leve under den evige solen og de sov de vakreste drømmer i den stupmørke stjerneløse natten. Men intet varer evig, og en dag blåste det opp til storm på havet. Et piratskip med påskehaner kom å røvet den vakre dronningen i sin gullgule ballkjole. Kongen sendte prinsessen i trygghet med sin hvite hest med hvite vinger som tok henne med til lekeland.Solen skinte bak skyene og påskeregnet, mens påskestormen økte og kongens skip med Soria Moria slott buldret

Toe Lint!
I have a few friends who I love dearly on fubar. I call them friends because they put up with my somewhat psychotic behavior. here's an example in the last hour Ive discussed: Toe lint with seamus Sour cream donuts with Hugh Lesbain Sex with Pixie spankings with name crisis my beautiful nakita with seamus I'm not sure if this is normal or not but I do know there's some serious underlining issues here ..... I love you all going to get my hair cut Wicked

Vip
its quite simple, whoever gets me a one (1) month VIP will get in return: ALL the elevens (11's) for the entire month (if they have enough pics to rate) minus the elevens (11's) I will use to rate my family at least one salute pic shitfaced daily if not already one big pimpin gift (my choice) every three (3) days if this is not enough, make me an offer, maybe we can bargain on something send me a PM if you are interested

Blessed....
Well, we made it through another school year. Ian lettered in tennis, kicked ass in basketball, and got his academic letter with a 3.8 GPA. Neil made the honor roll with a 3.9 GPA......and is doing just fucking great. He's really coming out of his shell. Nevin, my baby, finished 5th grade and is officially a junior high student, as of 12:05 this afternoon. He will rule the world. The end of the school year is always a special time for me, as it gives me to reflect back upon their accomplishments....and, yet, take a break myself. I love these boys....more than I could ever explain to any of you. I've always told them....individually...."Son, you have made my job as Dad so easy, and I love you for that." We have a couple of months, then we start over again.... Happy Summer everyone. :)

In Desperate Need Of Prayer
I'm coming to you all tonight with a very sad heart. My brother,,,Tony, AKA Hydrovamp to his fubar friends was in a terrible accident on his job today.His right thumb was completely severed from his hand and almost all of his right index finger. He went through about 4 hours of crucial surgery. The doctors were very skeptical they would be able to save his thumb, but luckily both fingers were re attached,,at least to some degree. He still has to forego many surgeries in the very nearfuture before all is done. Please, I am begging you,,please keep him in your prayers. He has a wife and 2 very young daughters and I'm sure you all know this could take a toll on his family. I appreciate all of your prayers and hope you will pass the word along to others for their prayers also.

It's Just Me...
Hello, my darlin' lil' friends! If you have found me...CONGRATULATIONS! No, I wasn't leaving or anything like that.I just felt the need to relocate and start new.New life. New start. New... everything!But I am still very much me!Yes, I am still very much the goddess that I am.I have not lowered my goddess status.Just taking all things in a new direction.So, do not fret. Do not worry. I am pulling myself together for the benefit of me.Only one thing that has changed....I have done this to prove to myself about what I am about.I am about you, my sweet friends! YOU!You all mean a lot to me! I care about you!What is important to you, is important to me!I am also here if you just need someone to talk to.Or.... if you feel to weak to struggle alone...I am here to say a pray for you!And.... most importantly....I do love each and every one of you!You have been a blessing to me!Thank you, for being a friend to me!Many blessings on your souls!Muah! Sometimes I wonder why I even bother!!!! I c

Heylo
there are some days when things happen I just can't understand. My childrens father, who won't support them, has now moved his girlfriend and her child into his house. He will support complete strangers but not his own flesh and blood. What gives?.....Pfft...

Off The Top Of My Head...
Alright, so the other day I had all these cool thoughts running through my head about how some people are such assholes when it comes to relationships, so I thought I would jot down these thoughts and come up with a blog...But then, I got writer's block.All these thoughts floating around in my head and not able to get them all out right. It seems to happen all the time.So, I threw aside the crap I scribbled down on paper and thought I would just rant a little on here off the top of my head, so here it goes. I'd like to state that these are my own thoughts and opinions, and if you don't like it, then that's your thing and I respect that. But THIS, this is my thing, so either read and comment or just move along. :)I don't have much of a social life in the real world, so I am left with the cyber world. In the past when I did have more of a social life, and most of the guys I came across seemed to be the same, but most of my thoughts now apply to cyber world, so bare with me while I

Dominate
We often hear people in the scene talking about this Master or that Mistress, this Dom or that Domme, we hear good things and bad things, things to make our hair stand on end, things to make us laugh and things to make us cry. Of course believing everything bad you hear, is not a good idea, as many statements come from rumours and hearsay. It’s not only bad things we hear though, word of mouth recommendations are usually accurate, and so if someone tells you that Master X or Mistress Y is a good Dominant, then you could reasonably expect that to be close to the truth. So what is it that makes a good Dominant – what qualities does a person need to wear such a label.

No Such Thing As " Deleted" On The Net
It's always fun to write about research that you can actually try out for yourself.Try this: Take a photo and upload it to Facebook, then after a day or so, note what the URL to the picture is (the actual photo, not the page on which the photo resides), and then delete it. Come back a month later and see if the link works. Chances are: It will.Facebook isn't alone here. Researchers at Cambridge University (so you know this is legit, people!) have found that nearly half of the social networking sites don't immediately delete pictures when a user requests they be removed. In general, photo-centric websites like Flickr were found to be better at quickly removing deleted photos upon request.Why do "deleted" photos stick around so long? The problem relates to the way data is stored on large websites: While your personal computer only keeps one copy of a file, large-scale services like Facebook rely on what are called content delivery networks to manage data and distribution. It's a compl

Old Erotic Poetry
Passion and lust burn within us The intense heat piercing our bodies Like a thousand uncontrollable fires Let me taste your naked skin Alive with the sweat of desire More delicious and intoxicating than wine I am your master, the Centurion of your body Relax now, as my burning tongue slides along your soft inner thigh Making you tense with anticipation Of the pleasure yet to come As it teases your wet pussy

Waoh!!!!
You Can Only Type ONE Word.It's really hard to only use one-word answers!1. Where is your cell phone? purse2. Your significant other? Bed3. Your hair? Blonde4. Your mother? Virginia5. Your father? Deceased6. Your favorite thing? laughter7. Your dream last night? Romance8. Your favorite drink? Coke9. Your dream/goal? Love10. The room you're in? Bedroom11. Music? on12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Love14. Where were you last night? Bedroom15. What you're not? painfree16. Muffins? Blueberry17. One of your wish list items? Money!!18. Where you grew up? Virginia19. The last thing you did? fubar20. What are you wearing? Nothing21. TV? off22. Your pets? Dog23. Your computer? Toshiba24. Your life? Boring25. Your mood? Great26. Missing someone? Yes27. Favorite Store? Walmart30. Your summer? HOT31. Like someone? naturally32. Your favorite color? Green33. When is the last time you laughed? 5-26-0934. Last time you cried? You Can Only Type ONE Word.Not as easy as you might think.Now copy an

Wtf
Last night I was online talking to some of my family, when i found out that my step mother was bashing me to them. I was told all the awful things that this woman has said about me. I can't take this abuse from my so called family any longer. I called my father and confronted him with what was said, he was yelling at me barly let me speak. I started yelling at him back, that he needs to listen to me for once and he listened to me for about ten seconds before hanging up on me. Before he hung up I told him I want my daughter back and then I never want to see him again, his response was that's not gonna happin. I am hurt that my so called family that was supposed to be helping me is now fighting me for the rights to my daughter. I am really depressed at this point, I feel my father has been taken over and that this woman has put things in his head to make him belive that she is this awesomely nice person when in the real world she is a person who tells everyone how to live and what they

I Hate My Job
Have you ever had to work with someone who you absolutely cannot stand? Someone who makes your life a living hell every single day? How about someone who lies to make you look bad and them look better? I woke up today to a phone call from my ex boyfriend who is also a manager where I work. He was FLIPPING out on me because I supposedly told a new manager that he was going to be transferred. This new manager from day one has picked fights with me because he knows that I'm better than him. He went WAY too far this time. I am about to lose my job because he is making things up. I have NO CLUE what he said to them because no one will talk to me about it. They just say, "Its done." They won't let me talk to anyone about it. Now Its all gone to shit because some wannabe HOTSHOT wants to go run his mouth to the big rigs bc he feels inferior to me. I am about to just say fuck it and completely quit my job so they don't fire me and because I cannot work with ppl who think I'm a liar

I Feel Sick
Silence envelops the moths inside, flying into my gut wall, again and again - I feel sick. My tongue of sandpaper, hopes your heart isn't as fragile, as mine. And my tears wish they could change the world for yours... But, I can no longer be the soul, standing behind you, as you fall, as I'm simply not strong enough to catch you.

Committing Suicide
we all know suicide is not a joke however there are thos who say it to get either a shock out of other people or to make other feel sorry for them and or the most cause of why people do it any more is to get attention most cause of death are not cause by suicide suicide well not take your problems away and there are alot more worser things then death such as brain damage and or being paralyzed or being alive and half your body is gone before you say it think about the people who you will hurt your family friends even your pets if all the people who have committed suicide could come back they would say they wish they never did it hell i have to admit i try a few times my self but i stop doing so becuse i dont want to live being brain damage or the lost of my eyes brain or arms i do value my body and what it can do even tho i wish my life was a bit better then what it is you have to play the cards that you are delt with and do something with them think about

My Fubar Friends Site
I AM A HAPPILY MARRIED MOTHER OF ONE AND DO NOT ASK FOR MY IM ID OR PHONE NUMBER YOU WILL BE BLOCKED!IF YOU WANT TO SEE NSFW GO FIND A FING TREE BUT NEVER ASK,I AM SO SICK OF MEN THINKING THAT A WOMANS FEELING DONT MATTER AND THAT THEY CAN FLIRT SERIOUSLY AND HAVE NO TROUBLE THINK AGAIN IT WILL GET YOU BLOCKED.DO NOT ASK FOR A TOPLESS SALUTE YOU WILL NOT GET ONE.I AM DONE WITH ALL MEN.DO NOT FLIRT ME I DONT DO IT. IF YOU DO YOU WILL BE BLOCKED.I AM SORRY FOR THE TONE BUT IT HAS TO GET THROUGH SOME HOW I AM ALSO PUTTING THIS IN MY BLOG,JUST IN CASE YOU DONE READ MY MAIN PAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Site Users And The Tos
Ok so today my mumms got removed for violation of the TOS... Yet many are still up that are out right offensive. They even left up my video Mumm which was so so wrong and nasty. Several that I reported were NEVER taken down. Like alot of other content I won't mention. The original content of my mumms was in no way offensive and they actually ran well and were a reasonably good debate for some users. Mind you a few of the answers were totally idiotic. Which is quite the norm around here LOL One post was about a uni class choice and the idiots tried to turn it into a religious debate. Something they do not have the intelligence to do. It was not about beliefs or opinions. It wasn't even about practices. The only thing that was remotely religious were the class titles. It was purely about diversity and understanding the beliefes and practices of others. That is something that can be quite useful in many things like the work place... Since when is understanding others wrong? So

Tired Of Feeling So Lost
with everything going on, I feel beyond lost; confused; even dead on the inside... because numbness doesn't begin to cover how I feel. I'm just battling with my own emotions... I can't even describe anything else so musik & videos will have to do...Lost in the darkness, hoping for a signInstead there is only silence,Can't you hear my screams...?Never stop hoping,Need to know where you areBut one thing is for sure,You're always in my heart.I'll find you somewhereI'll keep on trying until my dying dayI just need to know whatever has happened,The Truth will free my soul.Lost in the darkness, try to find your way homeI want to embrace you and never let you goAlmost hope you're in heaven so no one can hurt your soul...Living in agony 'cause I just do not knowWhere you areI'll find you somewhereI'll keep on trying until my dying dayI just need to know whatever has happened,The Truth will free my soul.Wherever you are, I won't stop searching.Whatever it takes, I need to know.I'll find you

Wow Fuck You To
wow got a few people checking me out and blocking me for no reason the only reason i can think of is the fact you did not like what i had to say about some of the players on here that i had in my past blog hey dont bitch if it happen to you. you would have done the same thing if people was brutally honest with one another even on here we would never have a problem but sadly people are not even tho they say they are if you got a problem with me be up front and honest and lets talk about it to see about fixing the problem rather then just blocking me like a ass for no reason specially when i never seen or talk to you before also if you are friends with any of them its cool i dont care but i ask that you dont mention them to me when talking to me i well respect you if you respect me

Thank You Everyone
I would like to take the time to thank everyone for the love and concern for me. I know I've been away for the past few days and I'm so blessed and thankful for the people who were glad to see me back on Fubar. I had to change my mindset and come back with a new attitude. It was a long story on why I left and let's say I over-reacted on my situation. It feels good that I'm starting over and I'm thankful for the REAL friends that stood by me and wondering where I've been at. Much love and respect to everyone and THANK YOU! MNewb

I Feel Like A Princess
Thank you for all bidding on me to make me feel like a high class whore for a good hour.... it means alot. In this blog I would like to discuss two things.. One what is wrong with my dog two all the woman i secretly pine over Topic A: I come home from the tire shop and the Maid has left .. I walk in the front door and it smells so good... I take it in.. In the kitchen there is a note.. My dog sitting there very pleased with herself .. Note read as follows. Nakita is a sweetheart but she doesnt like vacuums.... Great she ate the vacum.. do I kill her? Topic B My list of woman i drool over witty witchie blue pixie wendy Jwh Satara and now lala What should I do, I cant stop thinking about them. Drools keeps falling out my mouth Wicked

Meds
so i got on some new meds thanks to my bff she let me use her pills iam on concerta have to say it does help with my depression but there a side effect i have to force my self to eat everytime i look at food i pass it up and iam loseing weight witch can be a good thing but at the same time can be very dangerous as well

Love And Passion
i always beleive feeling and love is control by god we can't control how we feel for someone but we chose to with hold it in or behonest with the one we have feeling for when have feeling for someone it doesn't mean your in love with but most of the time we or we really care for that person today generation doesn't beleive you can have feeling or fall in love by just hearing an person voice but i learned the reason why some people don't these days is cause there away to admitted or refuse to beb loved or doesn't wat others to have feeling but for the must it's because their afraid to let themself to loved or reject true feelings cause they been hurt in an past relationship or cause of an bad child hood pass from my exprince in this i refuse to be love since i refuse to be loved i couldn't love cause i refuse to trust and fell comfortable with someone but in the last three days i found an person i really feel comfortable with. when you find an person you feel comfortable with your fe

Mybday Bully Ty Clowns
iDaHo! ~iDaHo~TMOwned by Monica The Great & Psyche@ fubaris having a BIRTHDAY today!!!She haz teh autos on, and has to work on her Birthday! So yanno, show her the love she needs! Rate her, Bomb her, Bling her and Most of all LOVE HER! I love you bish! Happy Birthday!

☆ F.y.i☆
☆ ѕσ нєяє'ѕ тнє ∂єαℓ... ι ωσυℓ∂ "love" тσ мαкє ѕαℓυтєѕ fσя αℓℓ му fяιєи∂ѕ тнαт αѕк вυт ι нσиєѕтℓу ∂σи'т нανє тнє тιмє тσ ∂σ тнєм αℓℓ... ι тяу тσ кєєρ ιт ℓιмιтє∂ тσ му fαмιℓу αи∂ ¢ℓσѕє fяιєи∂ѕ... ι'м

Fubar Fakes...
I CAN ASSURE EVERYONE AND ANYONE WHO COULDNT TAKE THE TIME TO B A TRUE FRIEND TO ME WHEN I GET HOME IN MY NIGHTMARE...U R GONE OFF LIST AND DONT BOTHER ME EVER AGAIN...I AM A TRUE FRIEND AND IF THAT CONSISTS OF UR FUCKING POINTS AND UR FUCKING GIFTS..KEEP THEM BY ALL MEANS...IT DOESNT MEAN THAT TO ME....TY LISA...CELTIC

Maggot Flaggers!
IT'S LIKE THIS.. SOMEONE JUST FLAGGED 50 OF MY PICTURES AS "NSFW" AND I FREAKING HATE YOU..I HATE LOSERS AND JEALOUS BITCHES THAT GO ALONG AND FLAG PEOPLES PICTURES. I WISH TO FREAKIN' GOD THIS SITE HAD A WAY OF SHOWING WHO FLAGGED YOUR PICTURES, I WILL RIP THAT PERSON A NEW ONE. I WOULD MAKE THEM WISH THEY WERENT BORN. THIS HAPPENED TWO YEARS AGO, SOMEONE WENT ALONG AND FLAGGED OVER 300 OF MY PICTURES AS "NSFW", I SHOULD HAVE LEFT THEN, BUT I DIDNT. IF THIS HAPPENES AGAIN, I WILL PUT ALL MY PICTURES ON LOCKDOWN FOR NO ONE TO SEE. AND THOSE THAT LIKE MY PICTURES AND LIKE RATING THEM AND DONT FLAG THEM, HAVE THE MAGGOT FLAGGERS TO BLAME. I AM SICK OF IT. STUPID FREAKIN' LOSER MAGGOTS!!! GET A LIFE. AND GET OUT OF MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

War In Iraq
So why are we over here again? Well first we came over here to get Saddam and help them create a government. Well we killed saddam and we tried to help them make a goverment but they dont want our help. They just keep attacking us and its like WTF if they keep shooting at us what are we suppose to do not shoot back well thats the ROE right now. Its like should we even be over here. What is our purpose over here. I mean we havnt even done anything in the past 2 years. But for some reason the iraqis keep treating us if we dont leave their going to attack us even harder. So why dont we just leave and let them settle out their issues and what ever tribe wins sheit or suni. We come and help that one tribe. But until then lets get the F out of here. What do you all think?

Random Thoughts...
I've sat on my couch now for many nights and just starred at my plain white wall. With 50 different thoughts passing through my mind, my emotions racing at different speeds, tears moistening my cheeks. With all the lights off and just the flicker of candles creating this calming glow against my plain white wall. I’m not thinking “why me”, I’m not pondering the “reasons for this test” and I’m not feeling sorry for myself. I’m just sitting here starring at my plain white wall. We all at some point in our lives become “numb”. For some that numbness is a defense, for others it’s a coping mechanism. For me, it’s peace. For me, it’s comfort.We all have our “sad stories” and at times we have all compared those stories. Does it really help hearing how someone else may actually have it worse than you? It may. But we all know, no matter how bad it may be for someone else; that’s them, not you.

Time On Here
well as most of my true friends know i have been on this site for almost 3 yrs and its been really fun for the most part have had alot of good times with most of you we have laughed joked and even cried together but there comes to a point when enough bs and shit has to come to a end for awhile so i am thinking of leaving fubar for a lil bit i will miss u all very much cause a few of you are my true friends and are what helps keep me goin in the right direction but life right now is to stressful for me and i really dont know how to handle it all to well... if i had better reasons to stay i would but i dont so i may see you around and i may not... so if i dont remember i love most of my fu family and the rest can go to hell.... love you all tabby I GIVE THINGS A WEEK TO CHANGE IF NOT IM BLOWING UP AND IM GONE !!! is this better for those of u who want me to stay ?

Whats So Sad
OK SO U DECIDED TO SEE WHAT THIS GIRL HAS TO SAY WELL U GET WHAT U DESERVE. WHY IS IT GUYS TALK BULLSHIT TO U AND THEN AS SOON AS A PRETTY FACE OR BIG BOOBS COMES ALONG UR ALL OF A SUDDEN NOTHING TO THEM. I MEAN HELL I KNOW I AM NOT PRETTY BUT IF U DONT MIND AND U THINK UR GOING TO LEAVE ANYWAYS JUST DONT BOTHER TO STOP IN A SAY HEY DONT WASTE MY TIME AND DONT PLAY STUPIED FUCKING GAMES. HELL IF U FOUND SOMEONE ELSE BE A MAN AND SAY SOMETHING DONT JUST SIT THERE AND PRETEND LIKE NOTHING WRONG.U KNOW SOMEONE TOLD ME TODAY I NEEDED A REALITY CHECK WELL MAYBE HE IS RIGHT MAYBE I DO NEED TO STEP BACK AND REALIZE JUST HOW FAKE THIS HOLE SHIT IS.I WONDER IF THIS WEB SITE IS FOR GUYS AND GIRLS THAT WONDER WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF U TAKE SOMEONES HEART AND SEE HOW MUCH U CAN FUCK IT UP. I KNOW PPL FIND LOVE ON HERE YEA THATS TRUE.I JUST DONT THINK THAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME AND DONT FEEL SORRY FOR ME BECAUSE AT THIS POINT I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT NO ONE COMMENTS ABOUT ME OR WHAT I HAVE WROTE HERE SO

I Think Im Bi
drunk blooging last night. good thing i didnt post it..but made a new catogory last night as u can tell *points 2da side* how it started: my friend asks me to go out drinkin, i said yes..free drinks lol. than he asks if i can help him get this chick he likes jelouse..who happens2waitress at a strip club. so i went to my 1st strip club last night. got drunk, made her jelouse, & got 2 lap dances..which were pretty intresting lol da stripper kept grabbing my tits & i got my 1st girl kiss...alot of firsts last night..lol hey im not complaining.

A Prayer For Frank
As most of u kno i dont post to many things but i am asking everyone who knows me or even if u dont to please pray for my dad, Frank Frank is a loving man who came into my life when i was 7yrs old. my real father abandond my family right after i was brought into this world and Frank accepted me as his own born. He's been the only dd that i've ever known and i wouldnt trde him for the world. But over these past 5 yrs my dad has developed some serious health problems. He's had multiple strokes, his left leg is completely riddled with mrsa, he has lymphodemia, and other health issues. Over the past week or so my mom and I have gotten some bad news. My dad now has a mass around his bronchial tube and it extenses to his heart (we dont know wut the mass is yet) and he has Fluid in the paracardial sac incaseing his heart, that is slowly putting more and more pressure on his heart. We were also told that he is in Conjestive Heart Failure, which means his heart muscles arent strong enough nemo

Living Alone
Living alone has it's advantages...you have nobody to answer to, can come and go as you please, and can have your home look exactly like you want and there is nobody there (well, except for the dog and cat) to mess things up, but there is a downside as well... You eat alone, sleep alone and have nobody other than said fuzzyfaces to speak to, laugh with, watch tv with and we all know you talk silly to your dog and cat...so, you may find yourself forgetting how to speak human and may lose conversational skills...LOL. AARGH!! I miss human interraction and somebody to share things with. A man to talk to, cook dinner with, walk the dogs with, fall asleep with, wake up to, hold hands, kiss, and fuck til he is mindless...and that my friends can make you feel rather lonely sometimes. But not always...nobody yells when you throw your panties on the floor. But I have learned... don't do it...the dog likes to eat them...LOL

Nsfw!
I don't really understand that rating! I thought this was an adult site. If you're at work why would anyone be on this site!? Anyways if I were to put pics like that on here what would my/our friends want to see if anything?

How To Stop Body Odor Naturally
Millions of people suffer from embarrassing body odor. Fortunately, you don't need to spend a lot to solve the problem. Natural, 'green', cheap baking soda can solve your personal odor issue! Instructions Step 1 - DEODORANT If your deodorant isn't able to stop body odor effectively for you, you don't have to buy a more expensive brand. Simply apply a slightly heavier coat of deodorant than normal. Then, apply baking soda on top of that layer, like you were applying baby powder. Be careful not to inhale baking soda. It's not toxic, but any lung contaminate can result in respiratory problems. Step 2 - BAD BREATH Try adding baking soda to your toothpaste, or purchase a toothpaste with baking soda as an ingredient. You can also mix half a teaspoon of baking soda with your mouthwash and use it to swish and gargle. Step 3 - HAIR Your hair traps odors and oils produced by your scalp. In fact, more body heat is released through your head than through any other par

Warning
NEW YORK — Nestle USA on Friday voluntarily recalled its Toll House refrigerated cookie dough products after a number of illnesses were reported by those who ate the dough raw. The company said the Food and Drug Administration and the Centers for Disease Control are investigating reported E. coli illnesses that might be related eating the dough. In a statement, the FDA said there have been 66 reports of illness across 28 states since March. About 25 people have been hospitalized, but no one has died. E. coli is a potentially deadly bacterium that can cause bloody diarrhea, dehydration and, in the most severe cases, kidney failure. The FDA advised consumers to throw away any Nestle Toll House cookie dough products in their homes and asked retailers, restaurateurs and other foodservice operations not to sell or serve any of the products. "This has been a very quickly moving situation," Nestle spokeswoman Roz O'Hearn said, adding the company took action within 24 hours of learni

Friends Or Points?
ok so im fairly new here lol! im lokin around checkin people sayin hi reading there profiles and so on.the weird thing is ... is everyone here to make true friends/maybe love onday or is people here for just the points.i my self here for friends and what becomes of it happens:) others i read there pages and its rate bling fan me i rate back.hmm those are for points i guess ive said hi in the nicest of ways done what they have asked in there profiles.and i stil see rate me ,and so on lol. i dun understand it! i know ive met a couple of really good peeps and thank u for that:) just very confused about the other peoples.lol friends or points?whats it goin to be.

Words Of Life
Any one can get angry — that is easy — or give or spend money; but to do this to the right person, to the right extent, at the right time, with the right motive, and in the right way, that is not for every one, nor is it easy. -Aristotle Os meus sonhos são um refúgio estúpido, como um guarda-chuva contra um raio. My dreams are a stupid refuge, like an umbrella against a thunderbolt. - Fernando Pessoa Pleasure is oft a visitant; but pain Clings cruelly to us -John Keats

A Proud Day
Yes I know today is Father’s Day and sadly for only the second time in 12 years I will not be sharing it with my son’s. BUT, I had my Father’s Day with my boys yesterday and it was the most wonderful day indeed. I picked them up as usual and regardless of what I have planned, I always ask them what they would like to do and yes they take turns to choose, well yesterday it was Arron, my eldest’s turn to choose and he said he wanted to go into town, one of a few we go to a few miles away, I said ok but, how about we go to London instead, well, I could not believe the response, they cheered with joy and clapped!!, so off we went, drove the hour or so into London, parked the car, walked to the tube station (metro), they decided they wanted to go to the Science Museum, so on the way we stopped for the most healthy of lunches.......McDonalds!!!!....then spent the next 6, yes 6 hours exploring the sights, sounds and pure delights of the museum, walking through the his

Just For A Day
should one give ture love a 2nd chance not to the same but to an other an if so why ? if its to be pasted around why give it to just one ? mixed up an sitten in my padded corner. Anyone can be a father... takes someone special to be a dad , From the Love of my children .

Bad Day
Ever had a really bad day that lasted more than a day lol. I been having one of those this last week lol. My AC went out on my van and with 3 little ones and over 90 degree heat and errands like crazy that is never fun. My husband was offshore so it was hard to bring to get fixed. I needed it so I couldn't be without it. We had a weeding to go to 3 hours away do I didnlt want to drive in the heat all dressed up. So my mom was like meet me 1/2 way the day before the wedding I will take your van you take my truck. My truuck had AC. She also live 3 hours away. It was ok if we sweated the day before just not all dressed up. She said she would take my van to get fixed she had another wya to get to wedding where she did not havd to go in hot van. OK we thought problem solved. So we thought...... So we go to the wedding yesterday. Was nice we had fun. We head on after wedding there is a back up in interstate do to some construction so we take some back roads home. We are in my moms truck s

What Do You Want
Hi,I saw your pic and would love to know what are you looking for here. I got this in a private message yesterday. Of course it's from someone no higher than grasshopper. Of course they live in Florida. And when I went to their page, I found they only had one picture and their friends list consisted mostly of women from Florida and the usual points whores. They didn't send the question with a drink or a rose or a teddy bear. They didn't rate all my pictures and leave a bunch of comments. Very unusual. He is obviously new here. This isn't how it works Mr. Grasshopper. You're doing it all wrong Mr. One pic. guy. You'll never get any where with this sort of thing. I just thought I should let you know that. You have to first rate all my stuff and leave comments about how pretty I am and how my dog is just the cutest. You have to read all the captions and the come up with clever responses. And when you come across the "please stare at my boobs" picture you have to say, "can do" or some

Oh Fu Well
I have to say a few words about Lil Red co owner and Founder of Red's Hot Spot and also a .com of the same name. She tries to be a great friend to all. She listens and holds no punches back. Tells it as she sees it and as she has been told. She suffers from fibromyalgia, Rheumatoid Arthritis and Raynauds. All cause her a great deal of pain but I know for a fact hurting she has went on cam and been there to listen to problems. Many offer and some are there for her. But lately seems the crowd in lounge went poof when she took a much needed vacation from the cold of Michigan. She has worked hard to get the lounge going. Even going on cam cause no one else would or could although she felt like hell. Today has been a rough one she is hurting and her hubby is ill and she has to tend his needs. Plus I know for a fact they dont get along well and that stresses her. So for those of you that think she ignores you dont rate back like she should keep in mind. She does the tunes tries to

For Mister Jueseppi (h)
The drive north was uneventful as the rain pelted down onto the pavement of the interstate. We had only met a few months back, but we have been inseparable from that first week. I had even got him into bowling, something that he never understood, You mean come on who would want to play with a large ball and knocking down helpless pins? It made as much sense as those people who run around an oval and calling it Track, a sport. The drive north was about 2 hours, and it was quite, except for the classic rock that was blaring on the radio. Not sure how I taking it, kinda hard to see Jueseppi, when he had me bound helpless in the hatchback of your mustang. Arms tied behind my back and the rope running down to secure my ankles. The rope tied tightly against my flesh the heavy hemp cutting into my flesh. My clothes have been ripped open exposing my gorgeous body as Jueseppi's hands mauled over my flesh as you put me into the trunk in KC. Kissing my lips softly Jueseppi felt me quiver under h

Life Lessons
As a parent, we are looked to as out childs own personal superhero. We are supposed to protect them from from the monsters under the bed and in the closet. We are supposed to kiss them and love on them when they get sick and get hurt. They look to us to do anything and everything, BUT what happens when the time comes and we cant protect them? What happens when they hurt and we cant put a band-aid on the hurt and kiss it away? What happens when we cant give them meds to take away the sickness and make them better? As many of you know, I am faced with this right now. My oldest is sick and I, myself, and the doctors are ding everything we can. He is going frm test to test. Everyday he looks at me with the "Mommy, make me better look" and I'm hopeless. I cant kiss his pain away or put a band-aid on it and tell him all better. I cant give him meds and make the sickness away. Honestly, I am scared when he has to go in for a different test. I am scared for what I will be told and how I will

Meh?!?!?!?
Do you love someone enough to do this? I bet you don't. Don't turn your back, you just opened it! Keep reading. If you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend, best friend, or just a person you love, re-post this.!!! Tonight, your soul mate will call, kiss, or ask you out...you break this chain, you will be PUNISHED! Somehow..Someway.. Repost with title: Do you love someone enough to do this.

Farrah, The Ever Lasting Angle
Farrah Fawcett, whose stunning looks and blinding smile made her a pop icon of the 1970s, has died. She was 62. Her spokesman, Paul Bloch, says Fawcett died Thursday morning in a Santa Monica hospital. Her 2½-year battle with cancer was depicted in the TV documentary “Farrah’s Story.” TMZ.com is reporting that the actress' longtime companion, Ryan O'Neal, and Fawcett's friend, Alana Stewart, were with her at the time of her death. She burst on the scene in 1976 as one-third of the crime-fighting trio in TV’s “Charlie’s Angels.” A poster of her in a clingy swimsuit sold in the millions. She left the show after one season but had a flop on the big screen with “Somebody Killed Her Husband.” She turned to more serious roles in the 1980s and 1990s, winning praise playing an abused wife in “The Burning Bed."

Uncondital Love!
We've heard songs about it, seen it in the movies, heard it talked about on Oprah by relationship experts, and read about it in thousands of self help books. But, what is unconditional love? We all want to feel loved. We think about it, hope for it, fantasize about it, go to great lengths to achieve it, and feel that our lives are incomplete without it. The lack of unconditional love is the cause of most of our anger and confusion. It is no exaggeration to say that our emotional need for unconditional love is just as great as our physical need for air and food. It is especially unfortunate, then, that most of us have no idea what unconditional love really is, and we prove our ignorance with our horrifying divorce rate, the incidence of alcohol and drug addiction in our country, the violence in our schools, and our overflowing jails. Our misconceptions of unconditional love began in early childhood, where we saw that when we did all the right things—when we were clean, quiet,

Gedi Pimp
oh low and behold once again i find myself with no place to go buddy's garage gosta get my own crib, yo gatta find a job guess thats how its alway bean bounce round from town to town, never had no real friends well ive grown so great at good bye never learned hollo, cant remember how to smile never ask noth'n from no one thats just what you'll get ive got nothing to show for a life time of lonlyness sadness, sarrow and dispair, apples from ornges no noth'n compares to a moment of your love prey to the lord above but i'll never get kida back no sence in chase'n the past oh oh here we go feels like some one just stirred the fish bowl and ill watch as the whole world spins round could fight that current, no probly just drown oh ive bean over them falls a thousand

Last Day
well its finally happenin we are leavin cailpornia..im havin all kind of feelin im fellin happy excited nervous sad ...i was born and raise in cailpornia and im finally leavin wooot... im happy to be leavin bc i hate this state its to high to live here and the laws are just dumb.. im sad bc im leave the one person who is my bestfriend and good friend and like my mom to me... im excited and nervous bc im meetin my boyfriend..he is such a awesome guy he is a sweetheart and he is full of love and im so happy inlove with him he is such a wouderful person and i cant wait to see him.. so i guess my feelin are normal.. this is goin to be a freash start and new life and new state and i couldnt be happyer to start..i know im a dork and im not try to be love slappy here just my feelin and to let yall know im leavein lol thanks for readin peace out!!!!!!!!!!!!!! smooooochesssssss

In My Head
Destroyer of my soul Binder of my heart I will take it allpain.. misery.. darkness..light.. hope.. love..Everything sent my wayDemolish me I will still standI will hold your shadows when they wear me downI will still standAlways here Never letting goBound are weDrift slowly awayBut you will seeForever the light Showing you the way Back to that placeYou hold it allI will not break When all seems shatteredLook again Still here the sparkFor you ... I see the spark maybe its muted to some but in my head and my heart its shines incandesent lost in the tribulations dysphoria lost but not gone hidden well disguised to all select few allowed behind the facade but i see i see illumination vehemence benevolence fervor inumerable things to behold veiled to most but i see......... the radiance

Juggalo Dictionary
JUGGALO DICTIONARYAxe: A sharp blade on the end of a long piece of wood... you don't want to get too close to a juggalo who is goin wicked style with one of these.Big Money Hustlas: The Insane Clown Posse's first movie staring ICP, Twiztid, Rudy Ray Moore, Alex Abbis, Myzery, Jumpsteady, and more.Bitch: Often meaning a female, sometimes even used to describe males.Bigot: A person who is strongly closed minded, and does not accept to learn or understand other peoples thoughts or believes.Blaze Ya Dead Homie: A Psychopathic records Music Artist.Cellulite: The fattness on legs that hangs over when you are over the limit.Chicken: A red neck, bigot, racist, (Used in the song: Chicken Huntin) from both RiddleBox & RingmasterCotten Candy: Pussy, Cunt, Hole, Vagina. Often called (Neden)Dark Lotus: A group created by some of the top artist's in Psychopathic Records.Delray: A city near Detroit.Echoside: A fate worse than hell. Often used in Amazing Jeckel Brothers.Faygo: Its a Soda pop that come

Who Gives A Rat Packer?
In the wee small hours of the morning,While the whole wide world is fast asleep,You lie awake and think about the girl,And never ever think of counting sheep. When your lonely heart has learned its lessonYou'd be hers if only she would call.In the wee small hours of the morning,That's the time you miss her most of all My Way lyrics Songwriters: Revaux, Jacques; Anka, Paul (Eng Lyr); Thibaut, Gilles; Francois, Claude; And now the end is near And so I face the final curtain My friend I'll say it clear I'll state my case of which I'm certain I've lived a life that's full I traveled each and every highway And more, much more than this I did it my way Regrets I've had a few But then again too few to mention I did what I had to do And saw it through without exemption I planned each charted course Each careful step along the byway And more, much more than this I did it my way Yes there were times I'm sure you knew When I bit off more than I could chew But thr

I'm Broken!!!!
I CUT MYSELF TO FEEL THE PAIN I BRING UNTO OTHERS, I YELL AT PEOPLE TO MAKE MY POINT CLEAR, WHEN IM IGNORED ALL THE TIME, I BITCH BECAUSE, I WANT TO,AND I WANT TO BE HEARD I LAUGH CUZ MY LIFE... IS A TOTAL WRECK I SING CUZ IT, SETS MY HEART FREE!!! I FLIRT, SO I CAN FEEL NOTICED I CRY CUZ I FEEL INCOMPLETE AND IM HURTING EVERYHERE!!! I FIGHT FOR WHAT I STAND FOR, AND WHAT I DON'T I READ, TO GET LOST IN THE FANTASY I DRIVE AWAY, TO LEAVE ALL MY MISEREY BEHIND I OVERDOSE, SO I CAN BE AND FEEL FREE!!! I DIE CUZ THERE IS, NO OTHER REASON TO BE ALIVE!!! I'M SORRY IF IM HURTING ANY ONE SHARING THIS....IF I DON'T ILL, THERE WOULD BE TO MANY ON ANSWERED QUESTIONS!!!

The Daily Grind
Click banner to enter lounge HELP WANTED! The fast growing, fun, and drama free lounge The Daily Grind has the following positions available: DJs We're looking for people who love to DJ and love making the crowd happy! We have several time slots open to choose from! Requirements include: Must have SAM Must be experienced Must be reliable & make their scheduled shows Must have an outgoing personality and the ability to interact with the crowd while on air and in lounge Please contact: DJ Magic (Head DJ) TDG TEASERS (Invite Specialists) Must visit, fan, rate, and leave invite comments on profiles Must interact with the crowd and help in welcoming people to the lounge Must have an outgoing personality and love meeting new people TDG BUNNIES & CHIPPENDALES (Greeters) We're looking for fun people to make our guests feel welcome and at home! Requirements include: Must like to have fun and meet new people Must have an outgoing personality Must be active in the lounge Must help

~women And Drinks~
Drinks That Reflect Personality Before you order a drink in public, you should read this! SevenNew York City bartenders were asked if they could 'nail' a woman's personality based on what she drinks. Though interviewed separately, they concurred on almost all counts. The results: PART A: WOMEN-DRINKS, WHO THEY ARE, & YOU! Drink: Beer Personality: Causal, low-maintenance; down to earth.Your Approach: Challenge her to a game of pool. Drink:

Loyalty, Compassion, Humanity.
Hmm, where to start, so many ways to. First off I have to say this. Happiness is coming, it's on it's way to me, finally. I was beginning to wonder if it would ever find it's way inside.I have feelings developing, which at one point, I questioned. Now though, I don't need to question them anymore, I know what's happening. I welcome it, with open arms. It's so rare to find such a connection.I am very much into protecting them at all costs. It's a fierce determination unbendable by any other. I can't help but be this way, cause if one doesn't put their all into something, what is it then? Is it not worth it? I only go forward and look to the day where everything comes together, like the last thread of a finely woven fabric, it takes time, yes, but in the end, it only looks to be the best.Sometimes though, doubt enters the picture. The whys and how comes and what ifs. They linger, in the back, usually dormant, but will peek their ugly faces from time to time. It is human natu

About Me (scroll Down To Read :))
Name: Sonia Birthday: March 24 Birthplace: El Paso Current Location: El Paso Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Red right now. lol Height: 5'6 or 5'7 Right Handed or Left Handed: Lefty Your Heritage: Latina "MEXICANA" The Shoes You Wore Today: Sneakers Kswiss Your Weakness: Partying!! Your Fears: CLOWNS! Your Perfect Pizza: Mmmm Hawaiin!!

My First Auction
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Live And Learn
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Alone
When you bear your soul to someone, what do you expect? Will they see what you want to show them? Probably not. They will see what they want to see and not the whole. They will, depending on how they feel, about you or life in general, look for the parts. They will find the dark parts and tell you how foul you are. They will find the red of you angers, or the greens of your envies. But your soul in not a rainbow, white light split into colors. It is whole, the way you are, not the parts of you. It is more than the sum of the parts. When you find someone that will look at the soul and tell you truth of the total of what they see. Then. You have found a friend. I am STRESSED. I have been off work for 5 weeks now because of my health. It is not anything major. I do not have cancer, nor do I have heart diasease. I do have high blood pressure and diabeties. The federal DOT is starting to crack down on health issues with truck drivers so the doctor is being ext

Celebrate Life
Every day is a blessing! It's a celebration of life and it's FUNtastic! To my very special FuFamily and friends thank you so much for your prayers, so many blessings, patience and understanding. You are the BEST! My battle still continues with some problems, but its all good. Your prayers have been appreciated and are being answered daily. Sorry that I haven't been on line much over the past couple of months but I should be all settled in by mid July and back to normal, whatever that is, lol. Remember you are in my thoughts and prayers as well. Big Bear Hugs, Rick Taking advantage of being wide awake for a change. Just wanted to say how much I've missed all of you my friends...my angels! Recent health issues have played heavy on me and I am hoping it turns around soon. I'm at best, operating at about 60% of what use to be 100%. Its harder to get going & when I do my energy goes pretty fast. All this living through modern chemistry sucks, pills for this, pills because of the pil

Ways To Keep Relationships Working...
"the THINGS you HATE about ME, are the things that MADE ME TRUE, part of who really i AM so its BETTER that YOU HATE ME for WHO I AM than LIKE ME for being SOMEONE who I PRETEND to BE" Wayz to keep relationship working… 1. Luv each other 2. Don’t lie 3. Keep communication open 4. Stay sweet 5. When u got hurt, juz 4giv and 4get 6. Never talk about break-ups 7. Never say it’s ok, even if its not 8. 4get about pride 9. F u say sori, mean it 10.Don’t compare ur past 2 ur present 11.Don’t talk about ur s2pid ex’s 12.Give and take process 13.B aware of her/his feelings 14.When u had fyt, don’t let d day pass w/o being fine 15.Don’t be perfect 1, be d right 1

Love
I love the though of seeing two people in love that is something so amazingI think about love everyday. is she in love?how can I show her my love. What makes her smile? Now I think to myself on why do you love the thought of something I'll never get back?you are too old my friend, A life without love is life without a partner that you can laugh with, cry with, fight with love in the afternoon with. Love is your partner for life not the moment. you have lost love my friend Psycho~Sexy

Scorpio Sex
SCORPIO October 24 - November 22Ruling Planet: PLUTO, The Roman God of the dead, beginnings and endings. This basically means that Scorpios add novel differences to any relationship.Scorpios are very possessive. They will tense up if you even LOOK at another hottie across the room. But they can be relied on to always be there for you if you need them. You may never really know what your Scorpio is thinking though, because to them, Knowledge is power and they are very good at putting on a straight face to cover up any emotion they are feeling. Scorpios love sex. The dirtier, the better. Get them excited by revealing your filthiest fantasy and offering to act it out.FAVE POSITION:Anything, as long as it gets them off!BEST SEX TOY:Ben Wah Balls for the girls, and a Riding Crop for the boysSCORPIO MALE IN BEDHis sexuality is so strong, it will make you dizzy!! If you are lucky enough to be with a Scorpio boy, you will always be satisfied!! There's a rumor that the Scorpio man is the most s

Autos On
AUTO 11`S & BOMBING TONGIHT - 1AM EST OK EVERYONE LISTEN UP I WILL BE RUNNING MY AUTOS ON JULY 8 AT 1AM EST TILL JULY 9TH AT 1AM EST.. COME LEVEL UP ON ME!!! ALSO THE ADDED BONUS... I WILL BE BOMBING ABOUT 130AM EST IF U BLING ME ANYTIME FROM NOW TILL I START BOMBING.., U WILL BE ON MY BOMB LIST FOR TONIGHT ANYONE THAT HAS BOMBS GOING.. CAN U PLS BOMB ME AND I WILL BOMB U BACK I AM TRYING TO LEVEL TO DISCIPLE HELP ME GET THERE.. THANKS

Triva About Canada
Did You Know?? The world's largest piggy bank is located at the Royal Canadian Mint in Ottawa, On. It is 13 feet tall and 18 feet long. Longest Coastline - Canada's coastline is the world's longest at 243,792 km or 151,485 miles (including the coastline of the country's 52,455 islands). Stretched out as a continuous line, it would circle the equator more than 6 times (25% of the world's coastline) Largest freshwater system in the world - Canada's 2 million lakes and rivers cover 7.6% of our landmass or 755,000 square km. The largest Sitka Spruce tree in the world (Canada's tallest tree) is in the Carmanah Valley (BC). It is 95 metres tall. The world's largest known red cedar tree is at Cheewaht lake, Pacific Rim National Park. It is 59.2 metres tall and 18.98 metres in circumference. Sparwood (BC) has the largest dump truck in the world at 350 tonnes. It was used for coal mining. World's largest Peogy is in Glendon, Alberta. The largest operating Cuckoo clock in the world

Mrs. Wh's Corner
Hey ya all! Been awhile... look Im on another page, I woke up one mornin and relized virtually conjoined at the hip but now we are the same person on Fubar, and life partners in Real Life... Yes hes still here in North Cackalacki, Hes expanding his business here ...and thats a good thang...we really been learnin each other and throw in three others (my children).... And every mornin I wake up and think to myself " OMG Hes still here"... Im learnin what its like to be with a man that I can be completely honest with, he still makes me blush and the passion I feel for him is stronger then ever, I watch him with my children I see our family developing... Funny enough I have trust issues and it amazes me everyday this "Ex-Playa" is the person I trust above all others, Im proud of him, hes still brings a smile to my face every mornin and gives me that reason to continue my life... On a final note and synopsis: of our time thus far plane, kiss, sex, kids, more kids, drama, movies, hote

Support Our Troops
THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ - I AGREE!!!. Okay, I need to rant. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on MichaelJackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was anentertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spentmillions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to manypeople. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, andI respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the pointof my rant. Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses theirminds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to thecountry was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need toflock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need tohold a "moment of silence" for his passing? Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's afreaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades? Whatabout all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom? All

Blah
i am leaving, i have had enough of the cheating fucking lying filthy whores in this place. one hour starts now, if anybody wants anything out of my pics etc/ now is the time. types of mummers fun people, there for entertainment and friends. angry people looking to blow off steam without really hurting anyone angry people looking to hurt people lonely hearts looking to score some romance serial killers looking for victims cross dressers looking for fashion tips religious zealots looking to show us all the light toothbrush salesmen looking to spread the joy of dental hygiene space cadets looking to.................. nasty fucking tramps looking to take advantage of member of the opposite sex who are in a vulnerable position. ash, in a category of her own bored lonely housewives looking for some virtual cock action mormons fudge packers midgets people who have crossed several species barriers in their genetic makeup obsessive castrati

Buy Me Here!
My Auction will start on Friday July 17th and end on Saturday July 25th at midnight. Ownership will last for 30 days! Ownership will include but will not be limited to the following. 1) Fubar ownership for 30 days at the the starting price of 10,000 fubucks. 2) Your name on my heading (owned by..........) 3) 1 pimp out a day 4) A 1 credit bling of my choice per week 5) Rating or rerating your page with 11's only, Pictures of my choice. 6) Viewing of my NSFW private folders 7) A phone call from me ONLY IN CONT. USA CANADA & PR. 8) Lunch or dinner on me with me and Vampsdesire77 (MUST BE LOCAL) NYC & NJ areas only. For anyone wanting to make the trip to Vegas, a 2 night stay with us at Caesars on the strip, share the room only this is a delux room, two queen size beds. We won't be in the room that much anyways! TRANSPORTATION FOOD & BEVERAGE NOT INCLUDED. For other out of state winner(s) an auto 11 or cherry bomb once a week. for 4 weeks. 9) Bidding will start at 100,000

The Adventures Of My Children
Both of my boys are allergic to bumble bees,wasps and so on. My boys and I had been having an awesome day. Cutting down trees and finding old fallen timber. My sister and I take the boys to the store,this is nothing new. As I am turning onto our street my oldest son sees a bumblebee in the back window. Talk about total chaso insuing! He is yelling bumble bee,the back passanger door flies open,Max(youngest) is now screaming and freaking out. I am now yelling "close the door!" Not knowing his foot is out. I am in the process of stopping the car. His foot is out,dragging across the gravel road.He takes off running across the pasture and finally sits down. Suddenly,he looks down and starts yelling. Sidenote..Max is out of the car and screaming for dear life. Alex makes his way back to the car,I am yelling at him and then...I see the blood. Max gets back in the car,crying and asking if Alex is going to be okay. I am,of course saying he is fine. How the hell do I know,I still have to drive

Times Of Loneliness And Confussion
Lately, I have seen a lot of friends losing people close to them and my heart breaks all over again. I know the pain they are feeling. Although it may not be the exact same loss, example a mother, father, aunt or such as losing my brother, it does hurt. It creates a void that is never filled again. For me losing my brother was one of the hardest things that I had to encounter. Today it has been 8 years since he was murdered. Eight years since he was selfishly taken away from his 2 yr old son and my family. He was 20 years old. Lived only a fifth of his life and had so much more to learn and live. I lost my faith in God and everything that day. How could a God so wonderful bring someone (my family and I) so much pain. It was hard to find anything positive in such a negative event. As time went on the loss did not get easier. Jerry is never missed or loved any less from day to day. The void that was created when he was taken is still there and at times seems to grow. The pain I feel ev

Yours Truly!!!
Hey FUBAR! I'm entering a contest on Myspace... if ya can, please go to the link below and take a look at my submissions for the Dierks Bentley contest... AHHH! I know I'm a horrible singer... but I luv to sing! So ultimate motor mouth here... check them out, be nice, but watch 'em. I need 100 plays to be able to qualify. So watch each one a few times... or watch 'em all 100 times. Here's the link... http://kSolo.MySpace.com/lady_flicka THANKS MUCH! LOVE U ALL KINDS!!! Fawn

Poem For Me
Curiousity leaves your mind roaming within thought,trying to figure out exactly what it wants...The thought of a relation between two people,sometimes leaves the mind in a state of lifeless thought...A blank thought of you within my arms might be it,the feeling that I would love to enjoy...I have spent time with you for almost two months now,but yet, it seems so much longer than it has been...You question my feelings for you,wondering why I would have feelings for you...Things that some people might let get in the way,I really dont worry about so much...You are not the average girl, or the perfect date,but then again, I love your little imperfections...Matbe your make-up isnt always perect,or your hair isnt straight in the mornings...I actually really dont care that your hair gets messed up,or even that your make-up might cover up your beautiful face...I miss you even though I can see you right now,my sexy babygirl... Written By: Zack A.K.A Comatosed

My Poetry
Tears in Heaven Your tiny head, laid upon the bed you're little finger, entwined in mine. Mommy's so weak unable to speak. You took one breath and closed your eyes, Dear God, what's happened, to our Son this time? Daddy leaned over near your ear I heard him whisper I Love you Son. I wished you were strong enough to fight. Can you imagine feeling that Fear? I looked at his eyes that filled with tears. He said Son; your life has just begun. Our Darling Precious Baby Boy Mommy whispered I Love You so PLEASE Dear God, don't let him go. Brother and Sister waited so calm they wanted to embrace you in their arms Brother, we bought you a Special Toy, We will keep it treasured, for the rest of time. It's a little white Lamb with a Special Charm. Our Precious Brother were here to say we love you so, wished you could stay. With your Sister, I know you've met "Our precious Angel you are safe." With the amazing Heavens higher than some day we will all be together again. You're in our th

How I Think
"When your molecules are scattered around the room, it is while you wait for them to re-assemble that creativity is born, and you become the Unconceived Child". warmerthan 2007.Talking about oneself is more than difficult, because one can-not define themselves only others can. However I will take a shot to skirt the edges. Number one is creativity and missfits, I find each irresistible. I love the English language, because one can be as precise or as vague as one wants. I really enjoy creating short sentences that when heard sound perfectly logical, but if you really focus on the words you will realize it is completely nonsensacle. For example, "The expanded infinity of more perfect". If there is anyone out there that has an idea at what I am mocking in that sentence, and they get it right. I would humbly bow to their intelligence. I am a singer songwriter with 2 CD's, all parts played by me. I call my one man band, "Daddy'd Dead and the Yoo Woo's".I practice something I call addition.

Bad Habits
I have a HORRIBLE habit of biting my nails... I do it when Im nervous, when Im stressed, hell I do it without even realizing Im doing it... and I really dont know how to stop... it kinda sucks reallyI've tried putting stuff on my nails that tastes bad but I still bite them... I've tried fake nails but they do no good... I dont bite those but they ruin the real nails underneathany suggestionsfor something that might help me not do this anymore... I would REALLY like to have some nice pretty nails lol

The Man's Rules
Now for the men's rules.... We always hear "the rules" from the feminine side. OK - we are now going to hear the rules from the man's side. These are our rules! Please note ...these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. 1. Sometimes, we are not thinking about you. Live with it. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport, and no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. Really. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work. Strong hints do not work. Obvious hints do not work. Just say it! 1. We don't remember dates. Mark birthdays and anniversaries on a calendar. Remind us frequently beforehand. 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your gir

What Makes You So Special?
Hey dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according to plan? And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do? But it hurts when you disapprove all along And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't pretend that I'm alright And you can't change me 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late and We can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect I try not to think About the pain I feel inside Did you know you used to be my hero? All the days you spent with me Now seem so far away And it feels like you don't care anymore And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't stand another fight And nothing's alright 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late and We can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect Nothing's gonna change the thi

Fubar Nfl Fantasy Football League
hello friends and family i want to start a NFL fantasy football league will need 7 entries to join ,8 counting me then we will do a live draft in my lounge u will need 2QBS, 3RBs, 3WRs,2TEs,2Ks,2DEF per roster each week u will start 1QB,2RBs,2WRs,1TE,1K,1DEF - NO ONE CAN DRAFT the same players once a person is drafted there gone will cost 50k a peice to join will all get a NFL FUBAR FANTASY FOOTBALL ID made, will run from week one to week 17!!!!!!!!!WINNER will get 100 pic rates , 20k fu bux,and a salute statin u r the CHAMP from each member in the contest ,and a custom morph and graphic from me HERES WHAT THE IDs LOOK LIKE !!!!

Hey
5 questions. 1 chance. 5 honest answers. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 5 questions. (inbox) Any questions, anything, no matter how crazy it is. No catch. Just between me and you. No one else will ever know. But I DARE you to repost this. And see what people ask you

Madd Bomber's Society
I will be the first to admit I ask to be bombed on a regular basis and I never once bought a cherry bomb to return the favor. I thank those who has bombed me without asking anything in return (THANK YOU VERY MUCH) I rate photos on a regular basis using up the max rates that my level offers. I try to rate people who takes care of me but it doesn't always workout like that. I like to be bombed and so I rate bombers profiles and photos alot when the bombing starts. it may sound kiss-ass to some and maybe rightly so but in this "Game" you have to kiss a little ass to get ahead. I'm no writer nor am i a poet but I am a rater have no other choice but to do so. If I rate you It's cause of two things, one is cause your cherry bombs are activated and the other is cause you ask me to. It's not that hard to see why bombers bomb other bombers but those who take the time to bomb us raters I want to personally thank you for all of us who are trying to get to your level..

My Life With Lee
Over a year ago Lee and I met each other here,he fell head over heels for me (smiles) but I,at the time,thought he was rushing things a little fast...he backed off after awhile thinking all I wanted was friendship,and later on got himself involved with someone else. We still talked up to the point where they started their life together,I realized too late that I had forgotten to tell him I loved him and he just turned and walked away...We quit talking to each other over the phone because he really wanted to give this new relationship a fair shot,after a couple of months with this other person he realized things would never work out...5 months later it had evaporated....One day he made a new account and came to my page to find me,I just happened to be running late for work and saw him here and thought I was dreaming (I had left all my reminders of him and us here during this time because I KNEW in my heart he was and is my SoulMate)He had left a PM wanting to know if I would be st

Two Question
Life really boils down to 2 questions...1. Should I get a dog....? OR... 2. Should I have children? No matter what situations life throws at you.... No matter how long and treacherous your journey may seem...Remember ~~ there is a light at the end of the tunnel. You're laughing aren't you? That's good ~~ my job here is done! Have a great day

Out Of Place
So here's a small list of them and what they do to me. Feel free to reply to add your own, it's always good to know what other people are into. -Thongs. O M G I don't even know why, but thongs just drive me crazy. G strings not so much, but a black or red thong just gets my mind going, it makes me fantasize about ripping it off with my teeth, spanks, bites, rough sex, I just can't control myself when I lower a pair of pants and surprise surprise! A thong! Other colors do it of course, but red and black are my favorite ones so it's a dream come true. -Glasses. I love the way women with glasses look. Sure, not 100% of them, but most of them. It gives them a sort of sweet and innocent look, so of course this only gets hotter when I know the girl is not sweet and innocent, the clash of image versus reality makes this quite hot. I love it when a woman wears glasses during sex as well, or when they bite their glasses in a cheeky innocent-ease manner. -Tattoos. Nothing

The "soldiers Not Victoms Save The Troops Campiagn "
WOW I SPEND ALL DAY WITH PERSONEL IN THE MILITARY FRIDAY AND I BOUGHT EVERYTHING IN FROM WHAT BOTH EX'S DID IN COURT AS WELL WHAT ALL THE WOMAN ON THE WALL OF SHAME OF AMERICA AND I EXPLAINED TO THEM HOW I SO SICK OF THIS STUFF HAPPENING AND I WANT TO BE A EXAMPLE TO MAKE A CHANGE FOR THE BETTER AND FOR FUTURE SOLDIERS NOT TO HAVE TO GO THROUGH WHAT I HAVE BY USING ALL MY SITUATIONS AS EXAMPLES TO FIGHT FOR THE CAUSE TO MAKE LAWS SO TOUGH THAT IT STOP WOMAN AND PEOPLE LIKE THIS FROM DOING THINGS AND THAT A LAW BE PASSED THAT THEY BE MARK SO THE REST OF THE WORLD KNOWS WHAT THEY DID AND WHAT KIND OF PERSON THEY REALLY ARE AND THAT IT KEEPS OTHERS FROM GETTING HURT BY THEM. NOW THEY AGREE WHAT I GONE THROUGH BY OTHERS IS NOT COOL OR IS NOT NICE AT ALL AND THAT I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO BE THE VICTOM OF OTHERS. THAT WE RISK OUR LIFE FOR THIS COUNTRY AND THE AMERICAN WAY OF LIFE AND WHAT THESE PEOPLE DID AND DO TO OTHERS IS NOT THE WAY THE AMERICAN WAY OF LIFE IS SUPPOSE TO BE. WE NEED TO F

Stuff I Like . . .
God's Message to Woman . . . When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils . . . but you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man because your nostrils are so delicate. I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with my creativity. From one bone I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, as you are meant to do. Around this one bone I shaped you. I created you perfectly and beautifully. Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile. You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart. His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life. The rib cage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart. Support man a

Broken
Broken I lay in bed, with a surrounding fearWhen i close my eyes, I can feel it draw near What looms in the dark, I do not know But when it is light, it does not show Deception, hurt, and years of pain It consumes me like, a never ending rain It blankets my body, heart, and soul What will come next, how will it unfold I prepare for the worst, and hope for the best Soon it will be here, then i will know the rest I fight through each day, with all of my heart Now i realise, it has torn me apart The final strands, and nerves, of a tattered man I dont know how, much more i can stand I lay in bed, with a surrounding fear When i close my eyes, I can feel it draw near.......

Your Soulmate
Your Soulmate The face, the body and location unknownWhen they are found, your mind will be blownNot mistaken, as your first loveBut something as pure, as a white doveYour souls will entwine, and rejoice together It is a true love, that will last foreverThrough hell and it's fury, here on earthThrough trials, and pain, pregnancy and birthIt is known in life that, they are the oneIf you find that person, make sure you dont run For they are meant, to be with you Heartfully, Soulfully, and eternally trueUnconditional love, where your heart drops to the floorMake sure that you open your heart, and the doorWe walk our path that is dark and alone Will you be one, where your soulmates unknownI hope for you, that one life in your lifeYou find your soulmate, who is your friend or your wife

Topic Or Question Of The Week ... =_)
1st of as I ask this question, it is for couples (committed BF & GF, or Married ones) ok with that being said here it is "Respect or Controll" - Men and women Plz respond. My Example is this - Your going out of the home, work etc.... is it controlling to give an FYI to ur Mate or is it Respect? also how about going to be late, or happen to be somewhere else other than known? I have heard different opinions, so plz speak up ... =_) This morning or afternoon after I woke my head was filled with too many thoughts for sleep. My Motto lately has been "One Day at A Time". Some days being longer than others. I thanks GOD for getting me thru.... Thank You Raining outside - Yessss That old song walking in the rain .... lol So how will you spend ur day?

Ppl Piss Me Off!!!
I got on today and checked my messages..from someone who dont know me, and whom i've never talked to before wrote this to me!! RE: what the fuck is the matter with you?...your one ver sick mother fucker for thinking interracial is okay when its dead wrong.I cant wait till interraical is agaanst the law.whore mongers.you better be glad theres a law aganst protecting worthless ass mother fuckers like you or i would shot you & thaat bride in the fucking worthless head.i think this site should ban you.

Out Of My Reach
The pain in my heart intensifies. I reach out my hand only to watch you turn away. Tears fill my eyes, the pain in my heart intensifies, and still I reach out to you. I want to save you, I need to save me, and in that we’ve lost us. I call out, one last time. A hope and a prayer is all that’s left. You’re gone and all I have is my outstretched hand.

Poetry
I'm not always good with words,saying how I feel seems wrong.All I have ever wantedwas the one thing I could never have.One thing that was always denied me.I jumped in with both feet,when I should have used my head.Is it wrong for me to want things?Wrong to be selfish on occasion?Sometimes I act without thinking,I say things I regret,I hurt those around me.Perhaps I should leave well enough alone,not try to examine what I feel.Shut myself off as I have before.Part of me can't do this,part of me wants to yell and scream,to say yes! I have been done wrong.Yet part of me just wantsthat one little thing that I can't seem to find.When I do I am not sure how to dealI just want to be loved,I want it to be real. The doors slid silently closed behind him. He turned, pushing the button for the main floor. The gears screeched as the elevator jerked into motion. He listened to the music that was piped in over the speakers above him, the sound lulling him into a semi hypnotic state. His cell phon

You Know The Drill
just so you know i did not intentionaly get rid of all my bling....someone whos name i wont say...(shue)....sent some yankees bling to my page...well i hate the yankees almost as much as i hate child molesters...and so in a panic to get that crap off my page ...i deleted everything

To All Who Tried To Find Love
If you find yourself in love with someoneand that someone does not love you be gentle to yourselfthere is nothing wrong with you love just did not choose to rest in that someone's heartIf you find someone in love with you and can not answer that love feel honored that love came by and called on door but gently refuse the feeling you cannot returnas love did not choose to settle in your heart If you find yourself in love with someone and the love returned it still can happen that love chooses to leave do not try to reclaim it and do not assess any blamelet it go despite the pain there is a reason and meaning to this...you cannot choose love by yourselfLOVE CHOOSES YOU

Playin In The Sand
My attempt at poetry. More to folow. Better too I hope :-) When I look into your eyes Your love is there for me These moments help me realize How much more there is to see. Is there really a place called Knob Lick Kentucky? I mean dude.... How are you all today. I'm working and pushing myself to get out in the heat. I had a video crew here today to shoot some footage of the operation. They atually put makeup on me. Ha!! It's 120 degrees out in the middle of nowhere and they wanted me to look good. Surreal man. So I hope all is well in the states. I'm actually trying to learn how to care for my bamboo shoots. I got a little cup and about a dozen bamboo about four inches tall. I want to make them curl around like the funky ones I've seen in the store so I need to learn how to trim them. They will grow in anything wet. K, that's all for now. Hope you are all well and finding the little things in life that can make you smile. They do exist. :-) They had run for

Running
http://youhavetowantit.blogspot.com/2009/09/built-for-this.html Built For This An excerpt from http://youhavetowantit.blogspot.com/ Man Up! Here's an interesting passage from one of the sites I been reading:"Yet, most serious runners will say their addiction goes beyond the physical benefits they achieve from running. Runners say the intense exhilaration and euphoria that comes after a run is what motivates them most. In fact, this euphoria comes from a betaendorphin release triggered by the neurons in the nervous system. Intended to alleviate the pain after a run, it creates a feeling of extreme happiness and exhilaration. Runners become addicted to this intense high, and it can often replace other addictions to drugs, alcohol, and even food. While runners claim to achieve more energy in daily life from running, it also helps bring appetite, exercise and food into balance. Furthermore, as running makes the body function better, it improves sleep, eating, and relaxatio

Nsfw For Bling And Whats Wrong With It
ya know i been off this site for a few years and when i come back i notice people are sayin "buy me this to see my nsfw pics." does anyone else see this as prostitution? i mean i cant afford that shit for myself why the hell would i buy ya a bling pack to see yer tits? seriously, its pretty lame. almost makes wanna say to hell with this site

My Mind About Fubar
I am not a numbers seeker. I do not feel the need to have thousands of friends and fans. I am not here for that. I am not adding or requesting a friendship from you to obtain a level or status. I can not believe that people actually try to tell you in which order to do what regarding being a fan or friend, or they tell you you have to fan them before they will accept a friend request. That is a bunch of *!#@ I will do whatever order I feel like doing! *&#@! Have you ever noticed that those who leave comments on everyone else's profiles and photos who never even once have left a profile comment or photo comment on your photos or profile are the first to throw a fit the one time you don't leave them one? .....Geeez! PICTURE COMMENTS: I am more likely to leave a photo comment then a profile comment these days. Since I hate to be generic in the comments I leave, photo comments allow me to expand the mind a little and be more intimate so to speak. So needless to say should I leave a

New Evidence "swine-flu" Is Man-made
(A. True Ott, PhD, ND) – Novartis Patent Detailed And Mass Murder Charged Murder suspects are either convicted or acquitted at trial based on the prosecution’s presentation of EVIDENCE which usually hinges on MOTIVE, OPPORTUNITY, and TIME-LINES combined with physical documents. To gather such hard evidence, detectives and/or federal agents often spend months following leads and interviewing witnesses. In the trial phase, re-creating the sequence of events is essential. I submit this paper will provide more than enough hard evidence to at least result in a series of criminal indictments of charges of MASS MURDER, and CONSPIRACY TO COMMIT WORLD GENOCIDE against Novartis Pharmaceutical principals and agents and others. PRIMARY MOTIVE The Primary Motive behind this alleged criminal activity is also the primary cause of most murders in the world today, and that motivation is simply: BIG MONEY. Billions of Dollars of windfall profits from government contracts worldwide, as a m

Mfkn Fam
Ok, not really sure how to say what all I feel I need to say, but here goes. As most of you know I left the MFKN Fam because I was tired of constantly helping others and never ggetting anything in return. However, looking back on it I feel my actions were not completely justified. I have in the past couple of days had some conversations with a few of the founders, all of which have brought up some good points. My biggest mistake was blaming the Fam as a whole, for the actions of some. So, while my comments and frustration were not directed to everyone, I DO WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF THE MFKN MEMBERS. I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO MAKE A SPECIAL APOLOGY TO THE FOUNDERS OF THE FAM FOR NOT GIVING THEM A CHANCE. With all of that being said, and after reading DJ Lost Soul's latest blog on the homepage, i have decided that i do not want to walk away from the Fam. So with his approval I am adding the MFKN back into my name. I feel it is better for me to stay and try to help make this

Hello
life is to short to take everything so serious im always a happy person from the time i wake up to the time i crash whats up with people getting up in a bad mood their not a child anymore grow the *uck up be happy you lived another day the sun shining birds are singing no matter what or who is on your case dont let them get you down shit dont give them the satisfaction i read peoples blogs and they consider themselves so important like everyone wants something from them lighten up its just a *ucken computer screen its nice to be friends but not everyone wants something from you other than to be nice to you and to the people who think that their so important they need a reality check

Out Of Control Government
Texas DNA exonerees find prosperity after prison By JEFF CARLTON, Associated Press Writer Jeff Carlton, Associated Press Writer Fri Sep 4, 1:13 pm ET DALLAS – Thomas McGowan's journey from prison to prosperity is about to culminate in $1.8 million, and he knows just how to spend it: on a house with three bedrooms, stainless steel kitchen appliances and a washer and dryer. "I'll let my girlfriend pick out the rest," said McGowan, who was exonerated last year based on DNA evidence after spending nearly 23 years in prison for rape and robbery. He and other exonerees in Texas, which leads the nation in freeing the wrongly convicted, soon will become instant millionaires under a new state law that took effect this week. Exonerees will get $80,000 for each year they spent behind bars. The compensation also includes lifetime annuity payments that for most of the wrongly convicted are worth between $40,000 and $50,000 a year — making it by far the nation

Gotta Love Drama
Those four little words come from the very depths of my soul. They were not given lightly and they mean a great deal. It means forever, and beyond death for me. You are the only one I love and you are the only one I want to be with. Tempers have flared and accusations have been thrown on both sides. Yet those four words remain. They are words that bind the heart that no matter what you will have my love eternally and I will have yours. They are unconditionally and irrecoverably. Just like my love for you. I love you just as much now as I did when I first told you I did. Nothing has changed. You are in my heart and on my mind and in my soul. I need you in my life and I miss you so badly. People always talk about drama. They don't want it and don't need it, they all want to be happy and find either thier prince or princess which is all fine and good. There is just one problem with that. Sadly enough there are alot of people out there in cyberspace that just don't quite get it. D

For The Beautiful Lady Only
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Show Me The Way To Go Home
Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's a freaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades? What about all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom? All those Soldiers who, knowing that they would be asked to fight in a war, still raised their hands and swore to defend the Constitution and the United States of America. Where is their moment of silence? Where are the people flocking to their graves or memorials and mourning over them because they made the ultimate sacrifice? Why is it when a Soldier dies, there are more people saying "good riddence," and "thank God for IEDs?" When did this countr

Advice From My Friends?
So, I'm wondering if any of you have experience with Mixed families - if not, maybe some of you are parents of children in "broken" homes....and that might be enough experience to help me figure out something. As most of you know (and maybe some of you don't) I am a single mom of two kids. That in an of itself comes with a host of issues and problems but that is something for another blog. I've started dating a guy that I've known for years. The relationship is pretty darn good. A realistic one if you know what I mean. I don't believe him to be a knight in shinning armor come to sweep me off my feet. He's someone that I love being with, that I connect with and that I can talk to...normally... The issue is this - he is seperated and going through a divorce. His "wife" left and moved in with a boyfriend (also not the subject of the blog shh :P ) He has a 9 year old daughter who he is considering at least fighting to have joint custody of. Obviously, I have no issue with this (

Erotic Writings
1. He had not planned on kissing her just yet. He told himself it was too early, too bold a move. Better to wait for a more definite sign that she would respond favorably. Maybe it was the moonlight on her vibrant skin, or the way the stars sparkled in her eyes when she looked just past him to the heavens that made him pause. Something about her presence sang to him, her symphony holding his body in rapture. His nervousness and caution melted away and he saw a beauty far greater than anything he had experienced before, a beauty beheld, it should seem, only by angels. Funny, he thought, how the senses cross when they are overwhelmed: the sight of her he could almost taste, he could hear the way her breath might feel on his neck, and that symphony sang to him as always, pulling his body close. The sudden certainty that he must kiss her flooded his awareness. Bold, yes, but absolutely necessary.

Coworker
I checked in on my coworker. He was a little bit more responsive today. He just doesn't realize what he is in store for. I explained a little about how he was going to have to do the physical therapy himself. He was pretty doped up on morphine still. All I got was, "Okay" to everything. He is young and will recover. Thanks to everyone who kept him and his family in your prayers. A very good friend of mine, a coworker was in a tragic car accident. He was hit by two vehicles right after another. He is 21 adn fighting for his life right now. Please say a pray for him. His name is Joey. Thank you all. GOD bless.

Random
My heart is heavy, my heart is broke. It takes your breath, and it makes you choke. The pain will take you to a dark place and eat you alive. Loving someone will only get your heart broken. The tears will roll and you will ache. Love is a lie, love is untrue. It will eat you alive and leave you blue. I look into your eyes and see the real you, and it makes me wonder why you do the tings you do. People come and people go but my love will always show. You took my heart and broke it in two. Why oh why do you treat me this way. You pick up my heart and you throw it away. Alone in the dark, with just my thoughts. Crying because of the lonelyness and pain. What went wrong I will never know, I'll just pick up the pieces and go. Welcome to the dark and wrap myself in it. Stay in the dark, live in the dark. Never to love again.

3:33:09:09:09:after Maridian
whelp, changes to be made. im going to have to clean out the spare room, off the garage at my dads to have a place to stay..... gonna be fuckin hot in there, i cant even remeber if there is a window or not. i dont fucking care anymore. its likely better then living here in these conditions..... gotta get my shit together and leave all these fucking people behind me in the dust where they belong. i have no real family. never really did anyways. guess its just official now. As i sit here waiting for my gran to get me before the ride to Reno. all that consumes my mind is the nature of love/ the affections we hold to the living forces around our own selves. Dogs, Cats, creatures of all kind, let alone fellow Humans. What is the best of our love? whats the true unselfish goodness of our Loves? when we give of our hearts and sacrifice effort for the well being of another soulpiece... to save the bug n set it free outside, or even on a plant near by.. is that not selfless love??? or woul

World Events
a thousand questions - injustice from Kristian Martens on Vimeo. Q'Orianka Kilcher reads Rita Lasar, "To Avoid Another September 11, U.S. Must Join the World" (September 5, 2002) from Voices of a People's History on Vimeo. Q'Orianka Kilcher reads Rita Lasar, "To Avoid Another September 11, U.S. Must Join the World" (September 5, 2002) by Voices of a People's History

The Wake Up Call
8 years ago. My best friend woke me up. Told me you need to see this. As I opened my eyes. Grabbed the coffee he made for. I reached for cig. as I started to light it up he told " This is not gonna be easy for you to see". The tv came on. The 1st tower was hit. I dropped my lighter in shock. Then the phone rang. My heart now in my throat. Thinking In my head plz dont let that be for me. It was. As the second plane hit. It was My cousins wife. Frantic, crying, rambling words. I told her to calm down whats wrong. All she could mutter over her tears is albert's in there Im losing albert! Just then my cigs feel to the floor as my phone did too. My cousin , who I never met face to face. Was the closest cousin I had. We talked 3 times a wek like it was religion. wrote each other all the time. when he got married I had custom rings made for them.I was suppose to finally meet him the next week. A cousin I loved more than Life itself now gone. I hung up the phone. It rings again. My USAF recrui

9/11
Well its been 8 years ago that america was changed forever, so many lives cut short. My heart still hurts and I still cry sometimes when I hear Alan Jackson sing "Where Were You When The World Stopped Turning", I sit there think "Why God Why" would you let this happen? But I know that he had a reason for everything and in time his reasons will be revealed. But I still wonder and I still pray that we as americans will never have to see something like this again. I sure dont want my children to ever have to see it. But I know that where is a purpose and he will show us in his time. As americans we must stick together and work as one to keep this nation strong! I am writing this blog just as a opening for me this is my 1st one, So please feel free to watch this small clip of how our world was changed forever 8 years ago. All I ask is you please feel free to leave comments, If you have a memory please share. Thanks in advance to all those who take the time to read! May Go

Groups/anti Groups On Fubar
Groups on Fubar and any other site are made for various reasons. Personally i own a small leveling group called the SG Sex God/Goddess' I have seen various groups go bad but on the same hand have been judged in the past because i owned a help crew on another site a long time ago. PEople want to hate or judge me or my members because we carry a name on our name? let em.... They want To join and help other people and get love, friendship and respect from each other... your more than welcome.... If a group is running around and making threats then thats sad... but realize there are some people that make up stories.. some good and some bad about someone else... just an opinion i have... I am not nor will ever be anti groups.. I will state this though... If a group of people are making threats and wish to try that with me or mine there will be a serious issue.... I seriously doubt that will happen... again this is just my opinion and Fubar is supposed to be a social site thats for FUN! BTW

My Love Of Breasts
So, the majority of my friends know, I'm hands down, the biggest fan of boobs. Alot of guys say they are, but trust me, I'm the biggest. Small, Big, fat, skinny, short, long, doesn't matter. I love all of them. And I to prove to everyone that I am the biggest fan there is, I have come up with a way to show you, sorta. So, if there a like a Boob's football team, I would be that psycho devoted fan that you always see wearing a Boob's jersey. Probably dress up as a boob, got season tickets to all the Boob's games, home and away. TAILGATE PARTY FOR THE BOOBS!!!! GO BOOBS!!! YOU'RE THE GREATEST THING ON THE PLANET!!! See what I'm getting at? I'm saying I'd open a Boob's sports bar. All the waitresses and bartenders would have to wear shirts that say BOOB'S om the front. Women drink for free if the flash me their boobs, that kinda thing. So you see what I'm getting at? I love boobs more than any man on the planet. And to show you again? I'm going to scour the internet and fi

Criminal In My Dreams
It's the caffeine, the nicotine, the milligrams of tar It's my habitat, it needs to be cleaned, it's my car It's the fast talk they use to abuse and feed my brain It's the cat box it needs to be changed, it's the pain It's women, it's the plight for power it's government It's the way your given knowledge slow with thought control and subtle hints It's rubbing it, itching it, It's applying cream It's the foreigners sight seeing with high beams, It's in my dreams It's the monsters that I conjure, It's the marijuana It's the embarassment, displacement, It's where I wander It's my genre, It's Madonna's videos It's game shows, its cheap liquor,blunts, its bumper stickers with rainbows It's angels, demons, gods, it's the white devils It's the monitor, the soundman, it's the motherfucking mic levels It's gas fumes, fast food, Tommy Hil, mommy's pill Columbia House music club, designer drugs and rhyming thugs It's bloods, cripts, fives, six, It's stick up kids, It's christia

Omg This Is Cute :p
The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, 'I've got some bad news. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order.'The woman was shocked but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting.'Well, daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things don't go so well. In this case, things aren't well. I have cancer. So, let's head to the club and have a martini.'After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating.The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end, 'I've been diagnosed with AIDS.'The friends were aghast, gave the woman their condolences and beat a hasty retreat.After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered, 'Momma, I thought you said you were dying of cancer, and you

New Blog
Remember when you could afford another Hog, a new pick up truck, or Carhart work clothes. Cause some dudes will pay what ever it takes we all gotta...pay! Remember when you could count on the other biker in the bar to back you up, and not be some lawyer (to want to sue fer ya), or some dentist (to want to fix yer knocked out teeth), or some gutless weezel who runs for the door when the first glass breaks. MAN....I see all these shiney new scoots with riders in t-shirts from places they never been, brand new engineer boots, chain drive wallets, black carhart jeans, and not a fuggin beard, tatto, or long hair among em. Is dis that yuppie scum shit I been hearin about? How did they get on my mountain? How do I get rid of them....? And now you yuppie says to me you got a computer and a web page....an I says, I never walked around in high waters with a pocket protecter and slide rule. I admit I'm a computer geek wanna be......why you actin like a Biker! Ya....I know

My Thoughts.
Change Your Thinking It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his

Dragon Massage Studio
hey everyone out there in Fu-land. i just recently started up my massage practice again. and am looking for clients. my rates are very fair and i will travel if need be. travel fee is dependent on distance. my rates are as follows: $60- for a full body massage $45- for a combination massage ( neck and back, legs and arms, chest and shoulders, feet and legs, etc) $30- for a partial massage ( neck, arms, legs, back, etc) travel fees are: 0-10 miles - free 10-20 miles - $10 20-30 miles - $15 30-40 miles - $20 40-50 miles - $30 Will negotiate a price break for anything over 50 miles. 1/2 off first Massage with booking of a second. Group rates for clients booking 5 massages or more at a time. Travel fee waived if you can line up 3 or more massages in the same area. i have traveled to other states in the past. but must have more than 1 massage lined up to make it worth my time. if you want to book an appointment either leave me a m

My Auction
Do you want to be FU-Owned?Come and join my Auction.Entry fee is 5k but the bidding will start @ 50k so you will more then double your fubucks.All you need to do is send me your offer in a pm and a pic that you would like to use.The Auction will run for 2 weeks startin on Oct 5th @7am EST and will end Oct 16th @ 7 am Est. So get your offers in and come make some new friends.If the person who bids the highest doesnt fulfill their obligations it will go to the second highest bidder.The hostess is NOT responisble for payment.Please ADD/FAN/RATE the hostess and you hostess is tumbleweed fuengaged to beerman@ fubar

Writings And Ramblings.
i know that i am strongdont you try to tell me differentive been through hellbut im still standing.these eyes have cried more tearsthan any eyes should ever cry.this heart has felt more painthan any heart should ever feel.but im still here.what does not kill me, makes me stronger.many nights ive lied awakewondering what would have happenedif i had not made my mistakes.But then i rememberthat while i cannot change the pasti have control over what happens now.if it wasnt for my pasti would not be strong.sometimes i have weak moments.sometimes i live in hell.sometimes i want to screamsometimes i break down and crywhile all of these thingsmay be weaknesses,gather them togetherthrow them at me, put them in meand they give me strength.this is me, who i am.i know that i am strong.i know that i will live on.pain i have defeated.tears have run dry.i want to be happy....its all I ever wanted.i deserve it, ive earned it.i am strong, and i will move on The twins, Shane and Austin, Were two

An Awakening
An Awakening - When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cried out- ENOUGH! Enough of the fighting and crying or struggling to hold on, and like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that its time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren’t always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and the guarantee of “happily ever after” must begin with you and in the process of a sense of serenity is born acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and tha

Blah!
Ok... I haven't been around for a few days because I've had a lot of things going on. Been super busy, and then I dislocated my knee, and my favorite uncle that I was very close to killed himself yesterday. I'm having a hard time dealing with the circumstances of his death. So, if I'm not around much or just seem flaky, well now you know why. I know that he wasn't the type of person to do something like that. I found out that he'd been put on 4 types of antidepressants in the past few weeks. The last last time I'd spoken with him, he told me he was happy, even though he was having some health issues. He'd had heart problems but told me he was getting better and taking better care of himself. So, all this came as a shock yesterday when suddenly he just took his own life. I know he was strong in his faith and in his church, and that's what makes it so hard for me to believe that he was himself. From what I have been told, he suddenly didn't even recognize his own sister, and was

Gone Too Far
My son is 15 and has begun to check out girls (especially the tits and ass on these girls). He begain dating this one girl last month, she was sweet but too clingy for Wilson. Anywho.....Wilson had gone to a fire department (he's on the youth fire department) meeting. When he gets there he sees clingy girl's real dad (her mother died a few years back and he didn't want anything to do with her so her Aunt adopted her). Well her "sperm dnor" saw and yelled at Wilson walking into the fire department. He was sitting in his truck with his door open and motioned for Wilson to come to the truck. Wilson walks to the truck and see this guy take a bullet out of his glock, wrote Wilson's name on the bullet in sharpie and asked him if he knew what it was. Wilson said "A bullet with my name on it". Then the guy told Wislon if he did anything other then hold hands of kiss his daughter he's gonna start at his pinky toe and work his way to his ass. It bothered Wilson so much he finally told us what

Proud Father
My Son soo friggen ROCKS!! He'll be 17 on Friday. HAs his 1st GF. They've broke up like 3 times. She has tried to get him to Argue and fight and get mad..Ive gotten past my anger after ruining a few Great relationships ... He's seen me get mad in the past..and he wont do it. He's let her go when she came over to try to get back together with him. I hope I'm half the man my son is when I grow up!

Fkd With A Roll Of Quarters
Last time I tried to change jobs in the company I was stalled off until they hired someone else and the general manager asked, didn't you want that job? Have you ever done to good a particular job that they wanted you right where you are? That is where I am at. This new job would be an upgrade in pay, position and working conditions but once again they are playing the same old game. Would love to change jobs in the company or somewhere else but we have the 3rd highest unemployment rates in the country so I am screwed

Fucking Retards.
jeez i love trolling on here for the ugly and old. it REALLY amuses me to see these "people" honestly posting pictures and shit on purpose that just embarasses them. although i am completely against, and hate, the whole employers trolling sites like this and firing people over what they say and do in their own time and whateverthefuck, i would completely shitcan 99% of these idiots if they worked for me and i saw their shit on here. but come on, its hilarious laughing at other people. i have no blogs posted. nor, any stashes. except for my red moustache. i forget i got the boot/quit and lost all that shit. however, i believe im going to start adding to the stash. music shit that is. and im pretty sure this blog thing is for me. so i dont forget. im thinking about mass friend requesting just to do it. and every person that "likes" me and rates my photo. but im not going to rate shit. just request. because im bored. BORED GOD DAMNIT. ooooooooooh sweet jesus!!!! the new episodes of

It's A Different Kind Of Beautiful
There seems to be two types of people who are in the crazy waiting room. The first is the lethargic, schmeh, everything is horrible people who mope around with their heads hung through imaginary nooses that they’d wish were real ones. The other type is the super hyper, mile a minute, medicated conversation starters that see something about you to which they can relate and attempt an in depth conversation in the narrow space between arriving at the office, and being called to talk to your therapist. One of the latter accosted me today and shared with me her thoughts of my lobes with the phrase, “You’ll look like an African soon, tripping over your ears.” Indeed, crazy woman; my goals of becoming African are in fact nearing. Before you know it, I’ll be hunting lions, winning gold metals in the Olympic Games, and being sold to other countries for rum. I have always been fascinated by the swelling trends of aesthetic. What is ironic about these trends is

Wake Up Call
Wow,My life has been turned around in the last few months.My sister is a heroin addict and I now have custody of my 2 nephews.I love the fact that I can offer them more than they have recieved in a long time from their own parents.I believe they deserve more.Since I have had them,I can see a huge difference in the way they act and they just seem all around happier and that alone just heals my soul.They are like sons to me and will always be a major part of my life no matter what happens with them down the road.They have such good hearts and I honestly think They can grow and prosper with the proper guidence.I will give them my all and make sure i raise two honorable and respectable young men.Its been a real challenge..especially since my wife and I are expecting our own child in nov. but i would do it all over again without a second thought.

Mood
"To Return" To return to the cold It isn't much fun To touch the trees no one has known Go rest your head Cause you can't miss this Poor boy became A slave to use Now despair moves in so close Too many years free at last He didn't know so learned to speak He clears his throat Cause you can't miss this [Chorus] Poor boy became A slave to use Rebuild what's left Of this child, so weak Sorry, changes, trample the plan Death, stores, victims Once more [x4] Keep on burnin' through the noose Keep on... [Chorus] Poor boy became A slave to use Rebuild what's left Of this child, so weak To return, to the cold It isn't much, but I'm free at last

Jack Shit
For some time many of us have wondered who is Jack Shit? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, You dont know Jack Shit? Well, thanks to my efforts you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Shit is the only son of Awe Shit who married O Shit, the owners of Knee Deep N Shit Inc. In turn Jack Shit married Noe Shit. The couple had 6 children: Holie Shit, Giva Shit, Fulla Shit, Bull Shit, and the twins Deep Shit and Dip Shit. Deep Shit married Dumb Shit, a high school dropout. After 15 years, Jack and Noe Shit got divorced and she married Ted Sherlock and became Noe Shit Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Shit married Lota Shit and had a rather nervous disposition named Chicken Shit. Fulla Shit n Giva Shit married the Happens brothers n had a double wedding. The newspaper invited everyone to the Shit-Happens wedding. Bull Shit traveled the world and returned home with an italian bridePisa Shit. So from now on, no one can tell you that you dont know Jack Shit!

In The Mouth Of Madness
When I say I love you, it means I love myself enough to let that feeling become a reality once again in my life. It's not to be measured against those words from anyone else, for they are not the same. Caring about someone so much that it enhances ones care for themselves is something not too often felt. If you have ever been around a person who makes you feel like a better person just by being in their company, you know what I'm talking about. When someone can brighten your day by doing something so little as saying hello to you with a smile that comes from a deeper place than the muscle reaction to raise their lips over their teeth. Caring about someone enough to not care about them for ANY of your own selfish reasons. Not basing your advice to someone by factoring in what you want. Being there for someone even if they aren't there for you in return and still answering the phone once you realize it. Being man enough to admit to them when you're wrong, when you'r

Awww So Sweet ....
In 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University ..On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air.The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee, inspected the elephants foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it.As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his knife,after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled.Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away.Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day.Twenty years later, Peter was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenage son.As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of the creatures turned and walked o

They Made Me Do It!
What color eyes do you have? Gold in the winter. Hazel in the summer. How tall are you?6'3" Right handed or left?Right Your Heritage: Greek & Spanish Just recently found out I have a fraction of African American as well but not sure how much. Your job:In school Do you like your job? I used to :D Any tattoos/piercings?5 tattoos all on my arms What underwear are you wearing right now?None What shoes did you wear today?Barefoot Do you play video games?nope Have you ever broken someone's heart? probably. If I did, they never told me. Have you ever had your own heart broken? Very much so Favorite car:dodge magnum Favorite animal: Lions & Meerkats Favorite soda:mt dew/vault Favorite underwear:boxers Favorite music: Mostly R&B, reggae, hip hop....aww hell just listen to my playlist Ever feel like you're not good enough?Nope, not here for the approval of others Do you want to be in a relation

Needing Alittle Help
I need alittle help. I've posted a Picture with a ? and a folder say needs alittle help with nickname . I'm really starting to hate the name Camo. So Help me out here is the link... http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3517951&albumid=1905252&i=3728870160

Sensual Love
The sun rises on a cool crisp morningMy body aches for want of yearningI want your caress, your touchFor I need your love oh so muchYou are my presence in my mindI am lucky to find a man so kindTo hold in awe at your passion and needYour want for me is not of greedTo languish for hours within your armsYour wit, your humor and that impeccable charmEnlightens within me a new desire each dayOne I hope is there forever to stayI love you lover, my friend and desireMy loins ache for you as though on fireMy breasts harden at your thoughtNipples grow hard, sensitive and tautThe door to my inner depths opens for youThe passion, the fire, the need to endureCaressing you, touching you, kissing youMy love has been waiting so long for youI love you with all my heart and soul!Not just your being but you as a whole!

Classics Lounge Public Cams
This is how you may get on cam in CLASSICS LOUNGE A few rules: #1 NO NUDITY OF ANY KIND ON CAMS !!!!!!!! WE DO NOT WANT ANY MORE CAMS TO BE BANNED, IF THIS HAPPENS CAMS MAYBE REMOVED FROM THE LOUNGE. #2 Please make sure there is no one on a cam before logging in to it. #3 Respect everyone. #4 PLEASE KEEP ALL AUDIO OFF ON CAMS !!!!!!!!!!! #5 DO NOT change any settings to the cams, as in adding pictures, videos display names or so on. #6 Reminder that there are other people besides the people in the lounge watching you on cam. So if you don't want other people to see something outside of the lounge DON"T SHOW IT... GO TO USTREAM.COM go to USTREAM.COM log in the user and passwords provided here click " GO LIVE " ITS IN ORANGE AT THE TOP RIGHT THEN YOU WILL SEE A BROADCAST THING POP UP JUST CLICK BROADCAST THEN SCROLL DOWN TO ALLOW ADOBE THE CLICK THE GREEN START CASTING MAKE SURE ALL AUDIO IS UN CHECK WE DONT WANNA HEAR YOU LOL HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON This is how you may ge

Alone In The Dark
There was a lonely flower waiting for someone who can accept and pick her up Then savior came to fulfill the emptiness Full of joy, happiness, laughter and pain. One fine dream came true:.. As time goes by:wind blows in a shadow room People know that it's perfect one Living in the iron mask and feel so pathetic Suddenly she became alone in the Dark Feeling of something that unexplainable with grievances and pain:. Deep down inside love became empty Pretending to be happy to escape the fear Living for nothing is not the answer To live alone in the cage of love. WRITTEN BY M DAVID

Rbk Loves Desertoutlaw
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Movie Lines
Without you, I'm as lonely as an abandoned dog on the side of a highway. I have gift anxiety, even through I don't know when your birthday is. We can spend perfect days shopping and cooking together. I swear, I'll never make wisecracks when you scrape your tires against the curb while parallel parking. If you consent to live with me, I'll clean the toilet every week. I'll do it with my tongue if you ask. I will strike the words "hooters" and "love rockets" from my vocabulary. I'll love you. Even if your name is Mimi and you want me to pronounce it "May May". I will only pass gas underneath the covers and only under the direst of circumstances. Hell, I'll go on a low cholesterol diet. And I won't buy one of those red sports cars when I hit my mid-life crisis. Your parents can come visit us every week, even if your mom is a big witch with a capital B. And your folks don't have to go to a retirement home because they can come live with us. I declare, I'll separate the whites from the colo

Thank You
Support our troops…. They are people that have volunteered to do that which we believe we cannot. Support our troops…. We sit here in our comfortable houses and enjoy our TV, our cars, free time at the local bar, community theatre, friends and family. They are there in the blistering heat, or arctic cold waiting for something to go wrong and to fix it for us. We do not even think about it and don't want to know. Support our troops…. There are some things that you do and don't do. They are told to do those things and are encouraged to like it so that they are desensitized to the brutality that they have to endure. Support our troops… Some politicians think of our troops as dollars in their wallets. Then again if they were like dollars in their wallets then we would not be where we are. He would know how precious each one is to them and would not want to part with a single one. Instead they spends them like our hard earned tax money that they know is not theirs, but spend t

To Help Others
As some of you may know, my girlfriend (who is also my #1 in both the friends and family lists) needs help leveling. What she needs is to be worth 25,000,000 in fuOwned. I don't have nearly enough fubucks for that at this very moment, so I'm asking for your help. I'm asking for whatever you can do. Rates, comments, fubucks donations, anything at all. Later this week, I'll even be able to offer a 25-credit bling pack to the first person who altruizes me in order to help me do this. As my girlfriend has two children and is doing a damn good job of raising them on her own while working and being a full-time student, she doesn't get to go out and do many of the things that myself and some of you can do. Fubar is her outlet to chill and have some fun. Being able to level would mean a lot to her, and being able to help her would mean so much to me. I love making her happy! :) That's what a good boyfriend tries to do, right? I thank you in advance for any amount of help that you ca

For All My Haters
lord , som ppl seriously blows my mind. last couple off days i been named called, cus of a game. lol like imma sit in a corner n cry cus somone callin me names. wont happen. i dont give a shit, if me helpin my friends, n doin somthin gd for somone makes me a bad person, then hell, then im hella bad. get it straight i dont give a shit, call me wut ever u wanna call me, but seriously grow up, its like bein back in high school, sheesh , those who know me, knows who i am, they know i am a nice person, dont do drama, just cus i dont sink down to theire level dosent mean im weak n dont know how to fight back, just lazy at times, lmao but seriously keep the shit comin, n il show ya how big off bitch i can be, n il do that with a smile on my face :) *gets up n dances, n sings* keep on hatin keep on hatin ur makin me famouse :D:D:D peac out *claps my hands* Good job to those that woke up today feeling bad about them self and figured out that today, they gonna make someone feel less about

Random Thoughts
Wait. We cannot break bread with you. You have taken the land which is rightfully ours. Years from now, my people will be forced to live in mobile homes on reservations; your people will wear cardigans and drink highballs. We will sell our bracelets by the roadside; you will play golf and enjoy hot hors d'oeuvres. My people will have pain and degradation; your people will have stick-shifts. The gods of my tribe have spoken. They have said, "Do not trust the Pilgrims, especially Sarah Miller." And for all these reasons, I have decided to scalp you and burn your village to the ground. Christina Ricci as Wednesday Addams in Addams Family Values, playing Pocahontas in "The Camp Chippewa Thanksgiving Pageant"

Yummy Yummy Gumdrops!
Third Eye, Jambi, Stinkfist, Vicarious, Intolerance, Schism, Forty-Six & 2, Lateralus, and Aenima as the finale. Everyone who called in to the local radio stations afterwards said that it was the best concert theyve ever been to, and with all the NIN and Pantera t-shirts I saw out there, thats some pretty high praise. The high point for me, though, was during Lateralus, they brought out the two guys in the opening group, Dalek, to do a little jamming. They had a bottle of something, most likely rum, and they were drinking it. Maynard told the guy he could take it with him as he was walking off-stage, but he must not have heard him. So Maynard, without missing a beat, hopped down, grabbed the bottle, and took a huge swig from it before finishing the song. Epic. Love you, Tool. Now go write your next album! I had a sudden inspiration at work this morning to write this, or write something anyways, and this seemed easiest. Well, my name is Brook. A guy with a girl's name, even though I

A Day In The Life Of Havok!!
No one knows who made it. The legends differ. Some say it was the Great Old Ones. Others insist nothing less than the Elder Gods could have created it. Some even venture to boldly state that it was the Outer Gods themselves, in their infinite madness, who conceived the notion that their forbidden knowledge be written down for only the most unfortunate and damned of mortal souls to find. No matter what the legends argue, they all agree on the central fact of the Necronomicon: It was never meant for the world of man.It began it’s damned existence as Al Azif. “The Howling of Demons” is the rough translation of it’s christened name, given by Abdul Alhazred, The Mad Arab, hailed as the book’s author. Before anyone could question who or what inspired him to write it, he died a sudden and mysterious death. It was later that a scholar named Theodorus Philetas would translate it into Greek and re-christen it Necronomicon, “The Laws of the Dead.” In the

Writing
Imprisoned by chains of agony, Heart entangled by lies. Rotting from the inside out, Color no longer resides in these eyes. Heart in a million pieces, Soul ripped in two. Dying a slow painful death, All because of you. Open the gates of Hell Let the killing spree begin. I've been driven crazy, Fighting this battle within. A knife in your heart, Coming straight from me. A slit to my own throat, Together for eternity.

Allow My Melancholy Indulgences
To Autumn Season of mists and mellow fruitfulness, Close bosom-friend of the maturing sun; Conspiring with him how to load and bless With fruit the vines that round the thatch-eves run; To bend with apples the moss'd cottage-trees, And fill all fruit with ripeness to the core; To swell the gourd, and plump the hazel shells With a sweet kernel; to set budding more, And still more, later flowers for the bees, Until they think warm days will never cease, For summer has o'er-brimm'd their clammy cells. Who hath not seen thee oft amid thy store? Sometimes whoever seeks abroad may find Thee sitting careless on a granary floor, Thy hair soft-lifted by the winnowing wind; Or on a half-reap'd furrow sound asleep, Drows'd with the fume of poppies, while thy hook Spares the next swath and all its twined flowers: And sometimes like a gleaner thou dost keep Steady thy laden head across a brook; Or by a cyder-press, with patient look, Thou watchest the last oozings hours by hours. Where are th

Rating
im on the Hunt for the best set of beautiful eyes on FU post a close up pic of your eyes on your profile and send me the link and i will post it in my behind those beautiful eyes folder more info to come ..... Starting today: I will be giving 30k to every 100 rates you give. In order to receive your fubucks, you must private message me with your total and the folder name u rated. 30k will only be given when rated during a Happy Hour. Otherwise you will get 15k. You can rate my pictures all you like, but there is 60k limit per week. As for the 15k for the bomb, if you bomb me, I will already get a message and as soon as I see it, I will compensate you. 15k will only be given if bombed during a Happy Hour. Otherwise you will get 5k per bomb. All people that rate and bomb me must have a salute in order to get compensation. Thanks peoples for your participation and happy rating.

My Poetry
There is a darkness That dwells deep within me It is a sadness which I hide So no one else can see It tortures my soul And invades my thoughts And dims my inner light During the day it haunts me less But hits me hardest At night. The sadness comes from a tortured past from a life with too much pain A stormy past filled with sorrow That falls on me like rain But I know that with time and lots of hope I will someday rise above, And the sadness that lies Within my heart Will be replaced completely with love. by Melynda August 11, 2006 It's hard to say the wordEven now twenty years gone by.Just thinking about the wordMakes me feel anxious, wanting to cryI don't think about that nightAs much as I used to,But the memory will neverfade completelyA fight with a memoryThat I always lose to.I still feel it's my faultI still feel guiltyIf I hadn't been out that night,It wouldn't have happened to me.I've been told by a fewThat I am not to blameBut it's hard f

A Soldier's Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,HE LIVED ALL ALONE,IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OFPLASTER AND STONE.... See More... See MoreI HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEYWITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,AND TO SEE JUST WHOIN THIS HOME DID LIVE.I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,NOT EVEN A TREE.NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURESOF FAR DISTANT LANDS.WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,A SOBER THOUGHTCAME THROUGH MY MIND.FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,SILENT, ALONE,CURLED UP ON THE FLOORIN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,NOT HOW I PICTUREDA UNITED STATES SOLDIER.WAS THIS THE HEROOF WHOM I'D JUST READ?CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,THE FLOOR FOR A BED?I REALIZED THE FAMILIESTHAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERSWHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.SOON ROUND THE WORLD,THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,AND GROWNUPS

Auctions Im In
heres the link, cash bids only... come and start me off please http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1979530&albumid=1932504&i=3504580703&idx=17 I wont let ya down! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=429545&albumid=1940385&i=1828398113&idx=14

Smoke Gets In You Eyes"tournament"
"Smoke Gets in Your Eyes" Tournament by Loretta Osgood 8/95 - Houston, Texas USA There were about 45 people gathered for the weekly Sunday afternoon BDD at Sherlock's Baker Street Pub, an establishment located in a 2-story shopping center with the upstairs dart room opening onto a balcony. Just before the draw was made a strange smell was noticed. Laughs all around about someone having thrown a "funny" cigarette in the waste basket. But the smell got stronger. "It's OK folks, said the barmaid, "I think there was a paper towel burning in the trash can." But the smell got stronger...and the room got smoky. Really smoky, with solid curls of smoke obscuring the boards. Everyone started going out on the balcony between rounds for fresh air. Then sirens connected to great big red trucks sounded in the parking lot below. Then a man (I think it was a man, you couldn't really tell, what with the big yellow coat and oxygen mask he was wearing) comes running through the bar and is startle

What Is Love?
If you were expecting someone perfect, you picked the wrong girl. Go buy a damn barbie! What is love? why must we always search for love? Do any of us really even know what love is? hate is so much easier than love. That's why there are more wars then peace... love is easier to give up on. how do you really know if your in love? honestly? lust is easy confused for love. so how does one really know what love is? Some people just say its out of habit some say its cuz they are more in love with the idea of love then love it self.. So how do we find this out? i mean some say love is being able to see a person at their lowest point and still don't want to give up on them. Some say its loving a person to the point that you

My Poetry
Nothing else matters anymore, It's all about the one. The one thing that gives life, Or can even take it away. Tasting and craving it, Wanting and needing it. Every vein in my body Tells me to find it, drink it. I listen to it, Dreaming of the taste. There, now, the prey comes, Startled by my presence. A smile, a polite apology. A smile in reply, a quick movement. It's in my mouth now, Flowing down my throat in Pure ecstasy. Nothing else matters, The body falling to the ground. Now that I have it, I am alive again Forever wanting more. The night is stalking the day an inch at a time Locked together in a dance forever intertwined Ever so close only allowed to touch at twilight This passionate kiss forever fractures the night Not dead or alive but dreaming somewhere in between Eyes forever open listening for the silent scream Of the innocents lost to feed the eternal need The eternal hunger, I give you my body to feed I love you in this secon

My Bad Christmas
Und es gab im selben Land Hirten auf dem Felde, die hüteten des Nachts ihre Herde. Und siehe, kam der Engel des Herrn zu ihnen, und die Klarheit des Herrn leuchtete um sie und sie fürchteten sich sehr. Und der Engel sprach zu ihnen: Fürchtet euch nicht, denn siehe, ich verkündige euch große Freude, die allem Volk widerfahren wird. Denn euch ist heute geboren in der Stadt Davids der Retter, welcher ist Christus der Herr ist. Und dies soll ein Zeichen euch, ihr werdet das Kind in Windeln gewickelt, in einer Krippe liegend. und plötzlich war da bei dem Engel die Menge der himmlischen Heerscharen, die lobten Gott und sprachen: Ehre sei Gott in der Höhe und Friede auf Erden und den Menschen ein Wohlgefallen. And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. 9 And lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them; and they were in great fear. 10 And the angel said to them, Fear not: for beho

Shoes
what's going on? where is everybody? I just bought some shoes on line. They're Dr. Marten ballet flats. I didn't know Dr. Marten made ballet flats but they do and I just got them for $30 bucks through Amazon. Hooray. I've been tearing up shoes ever since I started school and hoping these will stand up to beauty school. I went over to my sister's house yesterday. It is so awesome to have a car again. Hello sweet freedom. We went to dinner and a coffee place I love in downtown St. Pete. I'm going back over to her house to watch some movies and finish up some projects I have going on. I know my sister and I go through our ups and downs but there is nothing that can replace that bond. Plus it's just nice to have some where to go when the shit hits the fan. I've had dreams about that before. Not having anywhere to go and ending up at her house. I feel like last week was a crap week for a lot of people and I hope this week is going better for everyone. Blog update: If you get a chan

Surveys And Quizes
Hey I'm up for my first auction. Come by rate my pic and perhaps put in a bid. Who know; maybe you can own your own piece of the Green Man ;) http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=241615&albumid=1948884&i=3304448049&idx=26 You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out. Every time I've taken this quiz, I always g

Books
I have been included in the publishing of this two book project! I was fortunate enough to have been invited by the editor to submit photographs earlier this year, and it gave me the opportunity to work with several beautiful women over the age of 40. This was a fantastic project, showcasing the beauty and sexuality of mature women, and I'm very honored at having been asked to participate! I have four photographs in one book, and three photographs in the other. The books have sample pages available for viewing, and may also be purchased at the following links... Project 40+: Mature & Sexy (Book 2a) http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/1112613 Project 40+: Mature & Sexy (Book 2b) http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/1112799

Good Stuff
A very weird thing has happened. A strange old lady has moved into my house. I have no idea who she is, where she came from, or how she got in. I certainly did not invite her. All I know is that one day she wasn't there, and the next day she was. She is a clever old lady and manages to keep out of sight for the most part, but whenever I pass a mirror I catch a glimpse of her. And, whenever I look in the mirror to check my appearance, there she is hogging the whole thing, completely, obliterating my gorgeous face and body. This is very rude! I have tried screaming at her, but she just screams back. The least she could do is offer to pay part of the rent, but no. Every once in a while, I find a dollar bill stuck in a coat pocket, or some loose change under a sofa cushion, but it is not nearly enough. I don't want to jump to conclusions, but I think she is stealing money from me. I go to the ATM and withdraw $100, and a few days later, it

Smile
A BEAUTIFUL GIRL WITH PRETTY EYES, A HIDDEN WORLD OF HURT AND LIES SHE SITS ON HER BED AND CRIES IT'S HARD FOR HER TO REALIZE THAT LIFE ISNT ALL WEAK IN THE KNEES AN BUTTERFLIES... =) "WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL" I FEEL LIKE I CAN'T BREATH, THERE IS NO WAY OUT, AND I CAN'T BE REACHED, I NEED TO FIND A ROUTE, TAKE ME ANYWHERE ASLONG AS YOU LEAD, I FEEL EMPTYNESS IN MORE THAN JUST MY HEART, IT STARES AT ME IN THE MIRROR EVERYDAY, IT'S PAINFUL AND IT TEARS ME APART, EVERYTHING IS DARK AND GREY, THESE FEELINGS QUICKLY GET OLD LIKE DIEGO RIVERA'S ART,

Love
A SoulMate is someone who will have an instantaneous effect on youMake you weak in the kneesTake your breath awayWith a single glance they can lessen the burdenWith a simple smile..touch your heartYou will feel a total connection to this personThey will touch you so deeply on so many levelsthat you will want to share your inner most secretsThis person will make you feel like your a god or a goddessThey will forever change your life..sometimes for better or worseWith your SoulMate you will feel a deep yearninga compelling energy drawing you to themYou will find safety with this personYou will knowingly let go of all of your defences as a deep empathic bond is formedThere is something about the passion you share with a SoulMate that goes so far beyond just the physical bodyFor a moment in time you two are the only ones who exist in the universe. Hearts beating in rhythm as your souls have intertwined themselves becoming one. Soon you begin to lose trackof where you begin and your partner

Poems
I remember how it used to be when nothing else matter but you and me music, country roads, and future dreams. I miss you, I wish you could see although you are here, I miss you and me. I remember when you said how happy I made you and you really meant it...now, it's just a phrase you say without thinking. I miss those days when you'd call just to say "hi" or "I love you"...the days it was so hard just to say good-bye for a while. I remember how wonderful it felt the first time you held me in your arms-and how after all those years you still made my heart melt. I miss the old you- and the old me The old us that could just sit and talk for hours and never run out of things to say. I remember when time simply stood still- when in each other's arms is the only place we wanted to be...forever. I miss us as I remember how it used to be... when nothing else matter but you and me. Our life has not been easy, We've managed to drift apart But whatever it's

Divine Love
Divine Love is not human 'romantic' love. It is of a spiritual nature, it is all-encompassing and unconditional. Divine Love is often attributed only to God and/or spiritual beings. Yet as we are all sparks of the Creator (the Divine), and as the Creator IS LOVE, we are therefore also Love - Divine Love is who we really are, yet in our human state and using mostly only our five senses, we have forgotten this and we perceive other people and animals and nature as 'separate' from ourselves. But we are all made of the same 'stuff' and are all therefore "ONE and all connected. This is confirmed on a scientific level with Quantum Physics. It is our perception of separateness that causes all the woes we have in this world. What we do to one, we do to ourselves. There is NO separateness, only ONE-NESS. Namaste..................... Ms. Desa

My Disease Needs To Feed!
from here on out when i log you out you are entitled to show me your titties.. ..i dont care what they look like, no complaining EasyOnTheEyz Js W...: STOP polishing my bling!!!! 10:30am more To EasyOnTheEyz Js W...: no 10:31am reply EasyOnTheEyz Js W...: i asked nicely in my status to not have it polished 10:31am more To EasyOnTheEyz Js W...: no, your status said id be blocked, i wouldnt call that nice 10:32am reply EasyOnTheEyz Js W...: i said please do not bomb or polish or you will be blocked ty 10:33am more To EasyOnTheEyz Js W...: yup, i find that to be pretty dumb, blocking people for such a pathetic reason 10:34am reply EasyOnTheEyz Js W...: yes but i asked nicely i am only running this bling so that i can level 10:36am

The Stir Of Silence
One whisper upon your lips, Those Silent words i long to kiss. The hum in your breathe, It's rythmn of silence scare me to death. A hush so suprised, This feeling deep with in what a rush. The stir of silence takes on the meaning of sadness, Yet this is my guidance. The breeze among the leaves, It is singing it's melody to you and me. Chirping birds dance through the sky, We watch them dance on by. Many Stars light up the night, So silent yet so bright. The stir of silence fill the air, I want to reach your soul to consume you with, love and care. So this stir of silence is pure, This stir of silence is our hearts only cure.

Sensual Touch
That look, I am hooked, The sound, I feel you all around. The way you feel, So sensual oh so real. When I kiss you the world around me slips away. So passionate so sweet, Our bodies melt together as they meet. I feel your skin of fire, We slide together with lust. Full filling every desire. You put your hands in mine, As we thrust with a rythmn in time. Sensual touch, I long for this oh so much.

World War Ii Water Girls
My Grandfather has Dimentia, My sister, and me were watching him over the summer in 2009. He believed we were his World War II Water girls...so We played along just to keep him sane....I hope you all enjoy.... Your face of a pale color, So many years filled with wonder. It's full of wrinkled age, But a passion of a wisdom filled page. Tales of your boyhood you wear a "Great Smile" So we shall sit here and listen awhile. Man seas you have sailed, Roughest of waters to, it seemed. Your mind has drifted to the war, It is there you fought tooth and nail. As the sound of bombs rang loud and clear, A smoke settles in your pale blue eyes. You look to thee, and say, you were there to see. "My Watergirls, I was fighting the Japanese" Why yes our memories would recall, We must play long or he will loose it all. You raise your fist, they are clenched tight. As you stand up and say, "Let's Fight". We cower knowing your mind, it is of a young man, A youngman lost in time.

Dont Be Skeered
How bad are you wanted? Post this and see how many msg's you get......... dont be scared!(1) just friends(2) georgious(3) cute as hell(4) hot(5) fine(6) sexy(7) amazingly sexy(8) we can be friends with benefits(9) see ya

Note
Ok this is how it go's you rate me i rate you , when i fan you could you please do the same back ive noticed i have so many people fanned and alot do not fan back.Please do not send blank friend request's. one more thing as for some of my family members who i dont see online anymore or that often, please dont be offened if i take you out for a bit i will add you back, just helping others to level with demon adds w due to the reqiuremenrts thanks Bearhugs420 Okay i have like 5 peope thnak me for gifting them happyhours Vips etc, I have enetered you in the daily fubar lotto draw, - Chances to win these gifts ,So if you get messages from me , it means i have enetered you in a draw good luck to all of you that have liked me thank you so much , pleaese click my like button, for thiose that have bombed me i will return the love when i level up

One Wish
one wish I wish for the desire of my heart. but I must find the courage within me will you return my love, or will we part? Shall I quit now, or shall my love you be? My soul sorrows when you are not around And when you are, my body leaves the ground. And i wish I could just be where you are. Will you join me in love's first fantasy complete with dream's enchanting mastery My soul and very essence fight a war. I wish with all my being you were mine And with this very urge I write no more But to have one wish, you and me for all time.... If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out).1. Would you be in control?2. Would you let me pull your hair?3. Would you whisper in my ear?4. Would you talk dirty to me?5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?6. Would you say my name?7. Would you go down on me?8. Woul

Need 5 Mill Points In 24 Hours & Getting Bent Over
I have made it a point to keep track as much as possible (aside from trying to get much needed sleep)...and seems that Fu has gone mad and been screwing my points and deducting them from me...Fu Support sent a lame ass message back that I need to clear my browser history and they think I was looking at cached pages....I say not possible since I did do that and the point are still being taken away....(You can see my status comments about this) I know they reset every 24 hours DER DA FUCKIN DER!!!!! This still hasn't been 24 hours! 1,471,073 of 5,000,000 points 7:19 pm 1,814,515 of 5,000,000 points needed in 24 hours-piss on it...piss on fu 3,376,158 of 5,000,000 points 5:43 3,375,905 of 5,000,000 points 5:37 3,376,071 of 5,000,000 points 5:29 3,376,215 of 5,000,000 points 5:22 3,339,545 of 5,000,000 points 4:36 3,300,227 of 5,000,000 points 3:04 3,276,079 of 5,000,000 points 2:59 3,307,119 of 5,000,000 points 2:44 3,338,334 of 5,000,000 points 2:26 3,370,271 of 5,

Poetry
Depression by William Hemig Your beauty intoxicates all you encounter,Yet you fail to notice,Your mind starts to wonder?You've had a rough time,Though now it is over,But yet you continue clinging to what is left over,And in doing this your depression grows deeper,Pulling you apart at the seams,Causing you to unravel and fall to you knees,Pondering desperately: "How much worse can it be? "To ease your mind of your terrible burden,You bargain with Satan (as if he cares),Giving you a release, in turn for your soul:That you believe tarnished and not worth much at all,When all of your friends have been with you till now,But here comes the crossroads up ahead,They give you a choice: "Stand tall or fall down."\You have your beauty and charm,Your intelligence and grace,Good friends and your health,What more does it take for you?

Cyber Sex
LuciousLips: Hi βǯÑÑϒ ÐÏÅßĽØ : Hi LuciousLips: Wanna have cyber sex? βǯÑÑϒ ÐÏÅßĽØ : I dunno I never did it before, sure why not? LuciousLips: Ill be gentle βǯÑÑϒ ÐÏÅßĽØ : Okay ty, you start I never did this before LuciousLips: Take out your tool βǯÑÑϒ ÐÏÅßĽØ :

Rants And Raves
Ok so bare with me, cuz this might sound alil pissy. But this goes out to all those who want to hold grudges and listen to the bullshit. I hate drama on here, I think its childish and stupid. So to those people, I dont want you in my life, either here or real life. If you want to be bitter because I didnt conform to things the way you wanted them, and to those that want to take sides and take away your friendship, be gone. I am a better person without you in my life and I dont need you to drag me into your own misery. I hate my own problems and challenges in life, and those who I really thought were more than a picture on a screen, really turned out to disappoint. You were never a real friend if you turn your back on people and only want them around to feel better about yourself. Friendship works both ways, and a real friend doesnt abandon another because they dont cater to them. So bye bye be gone. I am a good friend to have and I am not the bad guy. Theirs plenty of those here, Good

Forever
Forever takes me by a minute, While I’m here with you. I’m falling even more in love, With everything you do. Hold me in your arms, Look deep into my eyes, Don’t turn away and let me go, Don’t ever tell me lies. I swear I’ll never loose you, In my arms I’ll always hold. I’ll never let you slip away, And leave nothing left untold. There aren’t enough hours, In each passing day, To find all the words, I wish I could say. Your kiss will last forever, Your touch forever warm. You’ll guide me to the sunlight, And shield me from the storm. This is what I’m saying, With everything that’s true, I swear on my life, That I really do love you.

Erotic Story
As I arrive home, you great me at the door. After a long kiss, you tell me to close my eyes. I soon feel the coolness of silk as you place a blindfold over my eyes. You soon take my hand and lead me through the house. I soon feel the warmth of candles and smell the scent of incense attack my now heightened senses. You slowly begin removing my shirt, kissing your way up my chest, taking little nibbles along the way as the shirt finally comes off. As you slowly make your way down my arm you raise it above my head and I feel the rub of rope tighten around my wrist. Soon both arms are tethered leaving me more vulnerable than ever. As you begin to nibble on my neck I feel your hands fumbling with my belt only to soon hear the thud of it hitting the ground. I feel the button on my pants and underwear are slowly taken down, exposing my erect cock. You tell me to spread my legs apart and I soon feel you devour my dick like you’ve hungered for it for years. Your tongue soon

Grandma Fucks Grandpa Up
Twas the day after Christmas and all through the house, everyone was passed out drunk even the mouse. When all of a sudden I heard a big clatter I ran inside to see what was the matter. Granma and grandpa seemed in a bother, grandma told grandpa the mailman was his son’s father. Grandpa called grandma a filthy lil whore she grabbed that old man and slammed him to the floor. I could tell grandpa was in fear for his life, when grandma reached in a drawer and grabbed a really big knife. Grandpa got to his feet and tried to flee but grandma tripped him, he took out the tree. The family was watching in awe grandpa jumped up and punched grandma right in the jaw. Grandma stumbled back and took a deep breath, we all knew this meant grandpas untimely death. Grandpa looked at grandma with fear for his life; for he knew he could never beat up his wife. The next thing that happened, I thought I would die; grandpa fell to his knees he started to cry. Through his crying and tears grandpa told grandm

Seriously
well my first blog...and its not a happy one...gee wiz...people...if someone says something ...rates one of your photos the wrong way...or makes you angry....do not post something like (im so done with men...or all men are donkey holes...or the likes....dont take it out on everbdy else...for gods sakes...take it out on the one individual that crossed you.......dont act like our goverment that makes laws becuase of one person..grow up.......also i just saw a ladie whine an cry no one rates her profile....(its on private stupid).....if someone adds you too there profile they are interasted in you.....not pics of other people..dont sell yourself short...oh yeah....whats the point of posting pics that no one can view..not friends not family...no one...if you dont want the world too see just keep friends and family only for crying out loud....so friends if i see this your gone .....and for those that dont like nsfw...dont advertise yourself as a bag of chips and all that..goto eharmony er s

Have I Told You Lately
Have I told you lately: I miss you You are beautiful You are smart You are funny You make me smile I need you I want you I cant live without you Hearing your voice makes me happy Seeing you smile makes my day Knowing that you are mine makes me proud Have i told you that I love you more today then I did yesterday and more tomorrow then today If I have not told you these things then I am a fool, and I don't deserve you.... I'm sorry

Hi
I will add, this is my chance at being all ninja like. Although I cant send chats or even shout box because I cant remember my email password to verify it here..lol Dont know what else I can do without doing that.. but I am here for a bit to add a few very select people

My Writings
Broken Misery grabs me, by the throattry to breath, but still I chokeDepression cuts me like a knifeplagued by thoughts, to end my lifeLoad the clip, then fill the chamberhollow points, to ease my angerPut the barrel, against my headpaint the walls of my room redGrey matter, splattered from floor to ceilingbut the pain, I'm no longer feelingall I've loved, will now be lostwas my life, well worth the costBroken shell, of a manEnd my days, with my own handSpill my blood, and watch it runA lifless corpse I have becomeSelfish thoughts, control my grievingease my mind, this hell I'm leavingeternity, spent in purgatoryclose this chapter, of my life storyNot rembered, nor forgottenas my body lies there rottingfamily grieving, for their fallen sonyet noone stopped me as I grabbed the gunCries for help, left unanswerednow that I'm gone, they loved this bastard Opportunities arise, open youreyes don't decline.Open the door.What's right for you may not bewhat's right for me.Ultimatums sh

Haterz Of Fu!
you call me on the phone by the tone of your voice i can tell that somethin jus aint right,you tell me baby no matter what im about to say to you right now,just remember i love you and i never meant to hurt you,but this is somethin i cant keep inside no more,its gonna be hard for me and it gonna be hard for you when you hear the truth, baby ive been goin behind your back,ive been seein this girl for the past 12months,now shes havin my baby and we gettin married,i didnt mean for it to turn out this way,but we fell in love,please dont hate me,you go to understand i didnt chose this path,this path chose me.. tears start runnin down my cheek,its gettin hard for me to breath,i feel like im about to lose my mind,tell me boy why you had to do this,when i gave you all of me,you promise you would never hurt me so,and now im sittin her all alone,i wanna hate you,but deep down inside i know i can,its crazy how you broke my heart in two but all i got is love for you.. baby,here comes the hardes

Help Links
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Fuown Bs
Since I have been on here, I have been purchased by two men who are way to old for me. I am at an age where I look for men no more than a few years older than me. I guess it is selfish of me to not want to spend my best years nursing my babies and husband :), but hell my generation is, so I have been told very selfish in our wants and needs. Anyway these two men dumped me because they thought I wasn't excited about their ability to purchase me at a higher cost than most of the men in my age group, am I suppose to be impressed by this? So here is the question: A) do older men want to get their youth back by scoring on us younger females? or B) or are they trying to one up on the younger men?

~love Actually~
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. You and I have it, we have roots that grow towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we find that we were one and not two..... Peace

I'm Makin It While I'm Spendin It.
I'm makin it while I'm spendin it,You can go to the Louie store,You can go to the Gucci store,You go to the mall,You gonna spend it all wat he do it for,You can buy the rags you can buy the bags,but there ain't no sign that say they the sway,But you can watch me an do your best impersonation,You need a lil time, a lil prepreation sooner or later you gonna have to face it,I'm like the penthouse you a fixed up basement,As far as chicks go I get it You take it I give em all franks the call me nathan.....

My Promise To You Mom...
Now that you're gone,.. I'll remember you with smiles and laughter And if I need to cry, I'll cry with our family who walk in grief beside me. And when I need you, I'll put my arms around anyone and give to them what I need you to give to me. There are so many who need so much. You have left me something... something much better than words or sounds. I'll Look for you in the people I've known or those you helped and touched in some special way. You will always live in my heart as well as my mind. I will love you most by letting my love reach out to our loved ones, by embracing them and living in their love. Love does not die, people do. So, when all that's left is love, It will be your love that lives on forever. I love you Mom... rest in peace.

Muffins
Dear Santa, All I want for Xmas is a man (not boy) who will say sorry, appreciates the small [and big] things I do for him, who dates only me, who'll turn the air on when i'm hot regardless of $3 xtra bill, who'll love my cooking and return the favor, who'll realize how amazing I am & all that me (and family) offers, oh & TALL DARK AND HANDSOME would b perfect. If u can't find that, plenty of booze will hold me over. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF 4 my town -birdman, drake , lil wayne, WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? mount sims - falling up HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Crossroads -Miss May I - tides. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? New found glory - Love and pain IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY Lady Gaga - monster WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? If you want it to be good girl, get yourself a bad boy - the backstreet boy

Naughty Naughty Nsfw
I can feel my heart beat hard in my chest as I hear the door to the dark room I’ve been held in open slowly. A soft light from the hallway illuminates the room just enough for me to see your shadow from the table I’ve been strapped to. Your boots hit the floor with a loud thud when compared to the silence I’ve been caught in for what seems like hours as you make your way over to the back of the table. I feel your hand run down my bare back soft then you hook your hand in my panties and quickly rip them off. I whimper softly from the material digging into my soft skin. Again I feel your hands softly caressing my skin and your lips trail down my spine sending chills through out my body as my back arches and I attempt to push back on you. I receive a hard crack on the ass for this attempt. Your hand slides up my inner thigh Resting my legs on your shoulders as you stand up you shove your solid cock in my pussy repeatedly thrusting yourself inside me, my puss

My Demons
Once long ago, a wise person told me something that has come true. That person told me that "My Demons" will be the one to cause me the most pain in my life. At the time I didin't want to belive what I was told, but it comes to fact that yes they have come to be a big part in my life and have caused me the most pain. My Demons, are all from my past, and it is a past that I am not very proud of. I have hurt the person that means the most to me, and I am sorry for that. But now that person knows what my demons are and is going to help me try to conquer them. Now if I wish to brings things back to how they used to be, I have to learn to be more patient, and not let my past come back to haunt me.

My Workz...*poems*
My head fills with inexplicable thoughts, They invade every avenue of my brain, Like ships that traverse to many ports, They come and go while I remain, Locked in some time warp of space, Sometimes no expression on my face. Why oh why do I submit to their will , Can I not withstand their force, When my mind is not blank and still, I find it filled with such remorse, I yearn for peace and tranquil rest, But I wonder if I can stand the test. These devils feed on my weary thoughts, I alone can summon my strength, I must regain my sanity of sorts, Finally after such great length, I can muster some commanding might, To rid me from this lack of light. Back I come from this twilight hell, Back I come to to enjoy the day, Away from this sorrow where I had to dwell, To the life where love lets me stay, Back to all that I left behind, Back to the sanity I regain my mind. I stand before a mirror dark , enshrouded by the gloom Where cold air penetrates the farthest corner of the

Fu-morons!
So, tonight this dumb bitch bombed my "Default" folder.....which contains 13 pics. I have, like most people do, a clearly marked bomb folder with over 250 pics in it. Now, I neither knew nor cared that she was bombing, and as such I DID NOT ask her to bomb any of my folders. When she did, I sent her a half-thanks, and told her I was sorry she had wasted her time by bombing 13 pics on my Auto-11s when she could have had the full 250. Basically, she gave up over 20000 points, and got less than 1500 by being lazy and not paying attention and bombing a tiny folder. Then she suggests it's because I didn't PAY her! You should all know that I NEVER pay anyone to bomb me, and I NEVER require anyone to pay ME if they want to be bombed. Shown below is our brief exchange. I blocked her after that, and the conversation ended.

Intangible 2/15/10
Here i sit at almost 5 in the morning, nothing more than the sound of the computer running is going through the house. I can't help but think of my life, where i've been, where i'm going, and what happens overall. It seems to me that no matter what plan you have or where you think your life is going nothing ever seems to turn out that way. Maybe you saw yourself graduating college, or married, or working your way up the corporate ladder. Whatever the case may be things change, people change, lives alter their course and you can never be prepared for that. My life took one of those turns tonight. As it has in the past it cought me off guard mostly. I'm not sure how exactly to deal with this emotionally or even physically for that matter. Thoughts run through my head at tremendous speeds with no set direction or final destination. Everything seems to be mixed up and jumbled and almost unintelligable. I push forward knowing that we're doing the right thing for everyone involved but i

Life's Short
I'm not sure what i'm going for here, maybe it's just to vent, maybe it's just for my own amusement but either way whatever. Life is full of surprises both good and bad, the outcome of these suprises means nothing, it's what you take from them that matters the most. I've had my fair share of suprises in life. Some good, many more bad and i've learned a lot from them. In general though, the thing that hits home the most is i learned that no matter who you surround yourself with, or who means the most to you people are rarely what they seem. You can always count on that. There's so many things on my mind at all times that its hard to get a good thought about any one thing. My brain just hops and skips around to everything i've learned, witnessed, endured and been a part of. I wish it were easier to just take a step back and evalute life as a whole yet no one can ever really get that chance 'cause life is ever changing and evolving. Pain and happiness. H

Shlt That Is Rad!
At first glance, these images look like painted landscapes covered in snow. However, if you look a little more closely you will see that the landscape is made of bacon and other cold cuts. These aren’t paintings but true photos! Also everything you can see in the photograph is made of real food! Pictures were photographed by Carl Warner, a photographer who works in London, and who made specialty of these food landscapes or how I like to call them - ‘foodscapes’. In recent years he has been commissioned by many advertising agencies throughout Europe to produce his distinctive images for clients in the food industry. Each scene is photographed in layers from foreground to background.

Interesting!
LONDON – Scientists using a remote-controlled submarine have discovered the deepest known volcanic vent and say the superheated waters inside could contain undiscovered marine species and perhaps even clues to the origin of life on earth. Experts aboard the RRS James Cook said they found the vent more than three miles (five kilometers) beneath the surface of the Caribbean in an area known as the Cayman Trough, a deep-sea canyon that served as the setting for James Cameron's underwater thriller "The Abyss." Volcanic vents are networks of small cracks that penetrate deep into the earth's crust, where temperatures can reach 750 degrees Fahrenheit (400 degrees Celsius). Sea water seeps into the openings, where it's heated to extreme temperatures and expelled into the icy cold of the deep ocean. Minerals in the water precipitate as it cools, creating a smoke-like effect and leaving behind towering chimneys. The spectacular pressure — 500 times stronger than t

War Of Djs At Legends Saloon
This March 12th starting at 7:00pm EST and 13th starting at 4:00pm EST Here at Legends Saloon we are doing a DJ War. Let's see what these DJs have and who can be called the LEGENDary DJ!! Lots of fun with some great prizes Theme is all genere of Rock and Metal. Winners will receive First place: 1 Month VIP, Second place: 12-Credit bling pack, and Third place: 200,000 fubucks. We will have door prizes, trivia, and more prizes. Entry fee is 50,000 fubucks for all DJs wanting to particpate in the DJ War. All entrys must be in by Thursday March 11 Please Contact one of the following People for more information: Clitterman CO LegendsSaln strait 8 babe CoOwner of Legends Saloon FuEngaged Owned by my wonderful RYMAN LegendInMyOwnM

Unusal Hotels
Sala, Västmanland, Sweden - Bed & Breakfast A single suite, 155m underground People have asked me how to manually set Fu own prices... Like the old way you go to own me then Buy member now just like before then set your own price...there you have to click in the price box and backspace, then add the new price... I hope this helps everyone Hugs Dana Key Largo, Florida, USA Underwater hotel, where you need to dive to enter.

Helplessness
March 2nd was the worst day of my life. Woke up late, son wasn't getting ready then.....it all changed..It is all in slow motion, actions, words, voices, all is a blurr...like an episode of er.Time is 7:10, my son walks into my daughters room to search through basket for t shirt and pants, flipped lights onlike usual, nothing wakes her but a blow horn. 7:20, I go down yelling for her to get up, I finish getting ready, pass her room still no movement. I enter then the nightmare begins....I start yelling again to get up, shaking, yanking. Feel her cheek, still warm, whisper sign of relief...for a second then paniced, slapped her, then saw the note...screamed at her dad, her brother saw her, called 911, screamed to get her brother out before ambulance arrived. She took took a lethal dose of meds she takes on a regular basis due to a boyfriend issue.All I remember is echo like tunnel vision, people talking, shouting, questions, confusion. When I got to the hospital, seeing all these people

Life
How do you get up every morning ready to face everything life throws at you when it seems everyday life is knocking you down..Where does the will come from? Life wasnt supposed to be this hard. I remember being told "dont worry once you leave HS everything will be different". Nothing is different. Im still looked down upon by nearly everyone. Even those who call me friend just kick me. I just dont seem to be able to live up to everyones standards. I just cant do it.

Guys Bein Dumb
slasher_is_eternal: she may be hurting and all that......but i have no reason to feel bad about that cus i didnt commit the acts that spiralled into that she did.........and if u expect me to be something im not thats not gonna happen........when im wrong im wrong and i admit it.......but im not.......im not wrong here........the things she did were cold.....drastic.....but yet she could do all that and yall can see its cus she was hurt and that makes it ok......but me feeling the way i do is wrong cus she hurts slasher_is_eternal: thats kinda bogue slasher_is_eternal: i could pull the old switcheroo if i wanted and say this.........if she ever loved me she wouldnt have done none of that hurtful shit to me.......but i aint sayin it cus its done and over with it happened.......but im being told that she shouldnt have to suffer the consequences of those actions but i should have to suffer the consequences of mine slasher_is_eternal: i shall not and will not feel bad.......she should f

Shit That Makes Me Laugh
According to a 3rd grader in washington, dc. There are 90 types of bitches... The list can be found here in its entirety http://andiamnotlying.com/2010/types-of-bitches/ I will take it upon myself to copy and paste just for you lazy fucks... But i must say...seeing it written out by a 3rd grader adds a bit of flair... Types of Bitches 1) Dirty dumb ass bitches 2) Aint got no ass bitches 3) Dusty trick bitches 4) Fishy bitches 5) Don’t know how to fight bitches 6) Got all that mouth but can’t step bitches 7) Ugly looking bitch that think they all that Can’t keep a man bitch 9) Track wearing bitches 10) Bitches that be trying to steal your man 11) Hoochie looking bitches 12) Ain’t got no damn sense bitches 13) Stupid bitches that act dumb 14) Bitches who can only get a dirty boy 15) Want to be jocking bitches 16) Bitches who think their man love them but get pregnant and be left alone 17) Bitches who think they better than me 18) Instigati

My St.patty's Day Auction Come Check It And Bid On Me
OKAY FU PEEPS IM DOIN SOMETHING TO HAVE SOME ALL GOOD FUN AND CHILL .. IM GOIN TO HAVE A FOLDER AUCTION..WHICH MEANS IF U WANT IN SEND ME A PM WITH A PIC LINK OF U AND YOUR OFFER TO THE BIDDER.. I WILL NOT HAVE IT UNLESS I GET 25 OR MORE PPL IN IT.. RULES ARE SIMPLE YOUR PIC YOUR OFFER PPL BID ON IT ..WHAT EVER U ARE OFFERED IN THE END OF THE TIME FRAME YOU WILL GET FROM THE HIGHEST BIDDER..IM NO GENIUS ON THIS SITE SO I HAVE NO BONUSES TO OFFER.. HOWEVER ALL I ASK IS THAT WHEN PPL COME TO RATE AND BID ON U THAT THEY RATE MY PROFILE NO DRAMA NO BS HAVE FUN!! IF U ARE INTERESTED PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT HERE AND THEN PM ME UR PIC LINK AND OFFER .AND SHARE THIS WITH UR FRIENDS AND SO ON LETS MAKE THIS FUN ELLO FU PPL.. OFFERING FU BUX..2 PIMPOUTS..AND MORE FOR BEST AND MOST CREATIVE SALUTE TO ME (SERENITY) DEADLINE IS THURSDAY JULY 8TH AT 10PM EST..PLZ LEAVE A COMMENT HERE OR SB IF U WANT IN IT TYVM.. HELLO FUBAR PEEPS.. I'M IN A HUGE SALUTE CONTEST.. IT STAR

Friday Hh Block Party
AUTO 11s On OK FU IT'S TIME FOR A SERIOUS FRIDAY PARTY. WHO BETTER TO HOST IT THEN THE ONE AND ONLY MZBOOTI2BIG AND DRUNK3N KNIGHTMAER!!AUTO 11s On SO BE THERE THIS FRIDAY STARTING AT 8AM FU-TIME TO 12PM. THERE WILL BE 4 HH YES U HEARD ME RIGHT 4 HH FOR U TO GET YOUR POINTS ON AND HELP DRUNK3N KNIGHTMAER LEVEL.AUTO 11s On SO BE SURE TO REPOST THIS AND SPREAD THE WORD. THIS IS SU

Dumdum's
IVE FOUND MY HAPPINESS IN YOUR SMILE.IVE FOUND MY DELIGHT IN YOUR WORDS.IVE FOUND ME AGAIN...INSIDE YOU.YOU CRASHED INTO ME LIKE WAVES ON THE ROCKS.YOU'VE MADE ME SEE THAT WISHES DO COME TRUE.YOU'VE OPENED MY MIND, MY HEART, MY SOUL TO WHAT COULD BE.YOU HAVE MADE ME SEE ME INSIDE YOU.INSIDE YOU I FOUND ME.MY YING TO MY YANG YOU ARE.MY BETTER HALF THE ONE I CAN SEE SO MUCH MORE WITH.YOU OPENED ME BACK UP.TAKE ALL I CAN GIVE ALL I AM WILLING TO GIVE.KEEP THIS GIFT CLOSE TO YOU AND DONT EVER LET IT GO.DONT LET ME WALK AWAY, DONT LET ME RUN WHEN I WANT TO RUN.STAND NEXT TO ME ON THIS JOURNEY OF LIFE LOVE AND HAPPINESS.TOGETHER WE WILL DO AMAZING THINGS, ACCOMPLISH AMAZING TASKS.TOGETHER WE CAN AND WILL DO ANYTHING.THAT WORD ALONE "TOGETHER" SOUNDS SO NICE.TOGETHER, WE WILL FIND EACH OTHER ONCE AGAIN.BRING OUT THE CHILD BRING OUT THE ADULT LIVE LIFE IN SO MANY AMAZING WAYS.I FOUND ME INSIDE YOU. KEEP ME THERE...I FOUND MY HAPPINESS INSIDE YOU.~FROM ME TO YOU~ I fell for who you are. I fel

Poetry...
She sauntered into my imagery, Slid inside the cadence of my flow. Dancing to the rhyme of my rhythm, Washed in metaphors: Seduced by words. She laid to foreplay with my muse, Stretched out into the contours of my hand; I scribed her with the ink of my essence... Aroused her with my mental sex scriptures. She became the focus of my soliloquy. The roll of vowels. Masturbating on her tongue, As her lips intercourse on adjectives and verbs; Lubricating me to fruition, She became my poetry.

Zombieland Rules To Survival!
1 Cardio 2 The Double Tap 3 Beware of Bathrooms 4 Wear Seat belts 5 No Attachments 6 The “skillet” 7 Travel Light 8 Get a Kick Ass Partner 9 With your bare hands 10 Don’t Swing Low 11 Use your foot 12 Bounty paper Towels 13 Shake it off 14 Always carry a change of underwear 15 Bowling Ball 16 Opportunity Knocks 17 Don’t be a hero (later crossed out to be a hero) 18 Limber Up 19 Break it up 20 Its a marathon, not a sprint, unless its a sprint, then sprint 21 Avoid Strip clubs 22 When in doubt Know your way out 23 Zipplock 24 use your thumbs 25 Shoot First 26 A little sun screen never hurt anybody 27 Incoming! 28 Double-Knot your shoes 29 The Buddy System 30 pack your stain stick 31 check the back seat 32 Enjoy the little things 33 Swiss army Knife

Mere Words
Mere words can't do justice, to the feelings in her heart. The way she feels, needs and aches for him. The way that she carries his smile and her soul, and takes it out from time to time. Just to make everyday seem more bearable. The way a thousand voices ring in her ears, yet she only hears his unspoken words. The way every thought every sight and sound. Reminds her of something else and someone else of him. The way she loves unlike she's ever loved, without all the pretense and confines that she thought to be love. They way she knows this even though this love will remain untouched it has touched her. Though she will never feel his hands in the small of her back. He has guilded her back into life and love and she will love him always.

Gallifrey
The more and more I watch as others walk around me, I realize what I could be doing. It is in my understanding that viewing the world as it is, and seeing the many things everyday that of which I happen, that I am just wasting away time that could be otherwise put to better use. I grow weary of the internet, and all it has to offer me. With my plentiful collection of music and movies obtained throughtout the time I spent clicking and pushing buttons, I realize it is only something I have done to help myself keep out of trouble. Not so much trouble in the sense of the word, but trouble adherently to learning more and more about what it is I have set out a year and three months ago. I am roughing up and rounding off the edges of my timeline, but I am still within the same area. Periodically you shall see less and less of me online, but do not worry too much about it. I may be able to find the simplist of answer's on here to many question's I may ask, but I shall not find all of them. A

Snakes.
Hi there it has been a good while sence my last blog and this 1 here is because I posted a pic of my newest set of snakes my ball pythons, I have and collect snakes because there cool and a diffrent pets the real funny thing is to find out how many pussy macho men are in the worl when they scared of a small snake but they can have a big stupid dog or beat his g/f and or wife a kids huh wow that realy makes him a man huh. I am realy tired of people putting me down about my snakes, I have been totaly alone sence 2006 because of my choice of pets and even worse of a excuse I have even heard from people on here is my looks up close I know im not 100% gorgeous or handsome I am 38 geeze what you expect you don't like my choice of pets then don't come on to my page and leave me nasty comments about them I don't ever put down 1 person at all on this site and I have realy met some hard assholes on here and some pain in the butt women too and still I dont treat no 1 bad all. I collect and have

What 8 Hours Of Sleep Will Get You!
I slept.. Im excited I finally stopped having major leg cramps last night and got a full 8 hours.. All of this sleep has changed my perspective on a few things... !. Ive been a mean sob lately, i apologize to my friends but hahahaha i love it. 2. I think im getting horny again and really its only to the gender with vagina's 3. I talked to Witchie on the phone at first i was scared i make shitty impressions but hey i made the call.. seriously that woman brightens my mornings.... maybe its cause were both psycho 4. Seamus still refuses to allow my to enter the boobs contest cause apparently he thinks the scorpion will give it away i personally think hes has "pregnant lady" hate... I love you all and i will try really hard to be nicer to those around me.. *crosses fingers behind back* HAHA FUCKERS IM PREGNANT YOU HAVE TO PUT UP WITH ME!! Wicked My daughter is getting fat and oh im 6 months pregnant yeah PS i havent really talked to you people at all so what happe

Wake Up!!
Why are American cities designed so it's almost impossible not to have a car? Why were hundreds of railways in big cities created and then deliberately destroyed? Why did the electric car get scrapped? Why were we, the United States, along with Australia, the only two countries not to sign the original Kyoto Climate Treaty? Why was an oil company lobbyist allowed to change official government reports on global warming? Why was the same P.R. firm employed by the tobacco industry to persuade the public that smoking is healthy, then employed by oil companies to convince us that there's still doubt about climate change? Alternative energy has been available for over 50 years! Why have we barely used it? Why were the solar panels taken off of the White House? Because right from the early days of the industry, the “oil men” and their obscene profits have had an unhealthy influence with the people running our country. Now they are the people running our country! The oil b

Seven
A tisket, A tasket The Scarecrow's out his casket Turn off the lights and lock the door Prayin' that he passes A vision of the dead and the inbred A backwoods motherfucker born inside a toolshead Momma never loved me never gave me no attention Daddy was a rapist 30 years up state Fulton County Prison And I was raised by my own will Surviving off of scraps of bones, bear traps, and road kill Spending my days and my nights all alone And my mind is gone is something wong with my dome Should have put me in a tomb I didnt ask for this life When they cut me out the womb with a dull pocket knife Now I walk with a sight and a murderous ability Cornfed motherfucker feared with hostility Cracked out and I'm gone off that moonshine 100 dated proof wine made from a muskadine Out in these cornfields Learning all these wicked skills Swingin, slicing, chopping, dicing Country boy born to kill A demon spawn The child of a bastard son Seven born of seven and the Seventh child fathered one A soul bla

Trouble Time
BabYDoLL77 fuengaged to COWBOY@ fubar this my beautyful my fu- engage soon to be wife and i do adore her....she has been there and i been there for here for countless so im glad to be her in her life and im in hers =D

What Is Love
what is love? do you know what it is? can you explain it? is love that feeling we call the butterflys? hell if thats the case im in love with boxing everytime i step into that ring the butterflys start goin haywire or maybe its the feeling of excitement and fear of not knowing weather im the better fighter but i dont think thats love either! every guy who says hes in love if asked honstly would he sleep with another girl when hes around his old lady says no he wouldnt when hes round the boys he say f**k yeah i would! why is this? in my mind im thinkin dude your a dishonest man this is why women go to bein lesbians because guys are two faced a**hole and that goes for me as well. thats why i dont believe in love because i know me and im a guy! so if a man/women says he/she loves you is it true or is it just your mind tellin you you love that person but in actuallity your not! so in conclusion what is this thing called love? can anyone explain it?

Message From Your Bartender
From your Bartender Someone once pointed out to me the fact that there seems to be a micro-economy in the service industry. Restaurant workers take their tip money out to bars and clubs at night and give it to the bartenders, who promptly return it to the waiters and waitresses the next day at lunch. The cycle is almost self-sufficient and is mutually beneficial. Knowing the pain of waiting on customers, each group tips the other well and never raises a fuss. These people do not need to be educated. The rest of you do. Many of us have stood in a noisy, crowded bar and asked, "What's a guy got to do to get a drink around here?" Well, you're about to find out. Here are some Do's and Don'ts that will keep the relationship between the bartender and bar patron running smoothly. DON'TS Fail to have your money ready We're waiting on you. Everyone else is waiting on us. Therefore, by the Transitive Property of Equality, everyone is waiting on you. Rule 1: Have your shit together. Not onl

Doc's Talk
A Lieutenant (LT) For the Rat Pack, is a player that has almost all of the game figured out correctly and understands how to communicate the information. A LT can asses a players equipment and give proper advice, also how to maximize there money and points to build a Great mobster. An LT should be in the meeting room every day they are on, (minimum 5 days per week) to assist in directing traffic solving problems and taking in new players. Good judgement and knowledge of the game is of greatest importance. A LT will be charged with tracking his team of soldiers and there progress and reporting stats every monday to the Boss’s. As a Leader an LT can make decisions regarding retaliation but should seek council with another LT or a Boss for large scale operations. Only Boss’s can ask allies for help. An LT can render aid to allies for attacking turfs under 30 people but will inform all LT’s and Boss’s of any action like this. Attacking turfs of over 30 need coordination to be effective.

Standing On The Corner
...You see him every day, somewhere, standing there with his sign that troubles you so. Your mind has an itch that can't be reached, can't be scratched, and wont go away. Who is this guy outside your car window, eyes downcast as if ashamed or embarrassed? Get a job...go away...you make me uncomfortable...dont look at me for money...come on light, turn green!!! Sound familiar?? Consider this BEFORE YOU MAKE THE DECISION to just drive away.......he sees YOU every day as he stands there on the corner, his eyes downcast...ASHAMED, EMBARRASSED. He wants a job so he CAN go away! HE is UNCOMFORTABLE, "DON'T LOOK AT ME" he thinks. "COME ON LIGHT, TURN GREEN"....so he doesn't have to accept your money.....your handout. In HIS mind he wonders how his life came to this....You can't imagine the nerve it took for him to print that sign that un nerves you so..." DOWN...BUT NOT OUT!!!!"....Every fiber of his being is screaming.....this is not how he was raised!!!....A window rolls down, a hand is

Bored, So Some Old Shit
Laying trainqually Eyes fixed upon her memoirs Intensly drawn to the piece She submits her words No sense of difficulty Eagerly transitioning line by line No intent on waisting time Beauty often rests reticent Only omitting here or there For what is seen when gazing upon her Serene yet potent What is she supressing Does she lay somber Or slumber frail It is only to be seen Dark in appearance Sheltered by a spirit Stripes hide this figure Distracting us from truly viewing Total realization is obscure No longer enchanted with self expression Her body exhibits motionless conduct now Mysterious seems to be her game This is one who shall not be tamed Eyes set with ambiguous purpose Distracting and misleading She remains composed She remains enticing She remains a figure Struggle weighs... As much as the battle itself Or as loose as the grip That holds the fight together Struggle is... A conflict between two sides A situation of slipping

An Unexamined Life...
"What is F.u.cT.?" Fuct is a group containing the best Fu has to offer. The best of the best. It's a group of people who are sick of the protocol & drama, and who just want a kick ass family that always has their back. It's built up by the 7 sins, because face it, you've gotta sin to win :) Others are invited to join the ranks, as well! "Can I join?" The team is looking to only grow stronger & bigger over time on Fubar. If you're interested, get in contact with any of the FucT members listed below. "What do I have to do?" All that we ask is that you rate, fan & add the members in the FucT family and over time add all of those who join along the way.We want to keep this a tight family and make sure everyone gets support as we grow into an unstoppable Fu-Army! Be sure to add FucT to your name, as well. It can go anywhere, abbreviated or not. We do require that you have a salute! "What do I get by joining?" Haha, sorry we don't have official FucT giftbaskets or anyth

A Poem That Gives You Goose Bumps...
A drunk man in an OldsmobileThey said had run the lightThat caused the six-car pileupOn 109 that night.When broken bodies lay about"And blood was everywhere,""The sirens screamed out eulogies,"For death was in the air."A mother,t=#@^^$ inside her car,"Was heard above the noise;Her plaintive plea near split the air:"Oh, God, please spare my boys!"She fought to loose her pinned hands;"She struggled to get free,"But mangled metal held her fastIn grim captivity.Her frightened eyes then focused"On where the back seat once had been,"But all she saw was broken glass andTwo children's seats crushed in.Her twins were nowhere to be seen;"She did not hear them cry, ""And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, ""Oh, God, don't let them die! "Then firemen came and cut her loose, ""But when they searched the back, ""They found therein no little boys, "But the seat belts were intact.They thought the woman had gone mad"And was traveling alone, ""But when they turned to question her, "They discovered

Since Baby J Is Being A Pussy And Wont Post My Response To His Blog....here It Is
hmm i wonder if this will even be posted..but here we go..the problem i and others see is half your bouncer staff with too much control and on major power trips and the other half doing "fixes" on the site when its not broke.first your staff,they have too much power.they think their orange name makes them a god.they use that power for their own personal power trip.me and others have had features blocked for no reason,without warning,and no response as to why...mainly scrapper.after the lounge changes was made i pointed out what and why the was screwed up..beyond the bogus px thing..and after getting ignored..was told too bad basiclly.the lounges that we code keep getting screwed up...and no reason given as to why..you say how to fix it and it dont...we create these lounges and at any time you up and change the formats of them.its all in an effort to control..coding these places isnt hard and shouldnt need this much changing..if your gonna have a major site like this..have a decent prog

Scary Poems!
every finger in the room is pointing at me i wanna spit in there faces but that would be so mean so instead i sit in silence trying to block them out but like always my anger comes out i got a kick for a bitch thats wanting my lover i got angry words for my evil my fucking sister my hearts be chained due to fucked fate im three days passed my menstrol cycile so go ahead mess with me today. im sick of all the bullshit im really on edge my past is catching up with me im about to put it to rest voices in my head i know they aint real but it agress with me screaming kill bitch kill im sick of faulse promises and all the fucking lies im sick of being trampled on and sick of tears i cry so look at me and call me names tell me how having a 2yr old at 19 is strange tell me that im a slut , a whore ,a bitch tell it to me but u better say it in my face you wanna see my anger i hope you have a gun cuz me and my blade is gonna have a little fun it might hurt a little well m

Loving Hearts Miles Apart
LOVING HEARTS MILES APART THERE ARE MANY MILES BETWEEN US, BUT OUR HEARTS SEE NOT THE DISTANCE. DRAWING OUR LOVE EVEN CLOSER, ON THIS MY HEART IT IS INSISTENT. WHEN WE TALK MY HEART SINGS, YOU'LL NEVER KNOW THE HAPPINESS IT BRINGS. JUST TO HEAR A WORD FROM YOU, KEEPS MY HEART FROM BEING BLUE. I LOVE YOU TRULY, YES I DO. I FOREVER WANT TO BE WITH YOU. FOR NOW I'LL SETTLE FOR THE PHONE, BUT KNOW IT'S IN YOUR DREAMS THAT I BELONG LONGING FOR THE DAY WE GREET, TWO LOVING HEARTS WILL THEN GET TO MEET. NEVER MORE TO BE APART, KNOWING IT WAS LONG DISTANCE WE GOT OUR START.

The Heat Of The Savannah
Savannah awoke at 10A.M. Her long dark brown hair fell over her face. All that showed were thin lips that glistened from moisture and a chin that lacked blemish with a perfect roundness. She sat up and revealed a red silk night gown. The night gown clung to her body revealing breasts that appeared to be a size 32c. She turned out of her covers revealing two legs that were as smooth as the night gown she wore. Her thighs were slim but strong. No fat showed at all. Her legs joined behind a pair of black cotton panties. She stretched her hands out showing powder blue finger nails at the end of long slim fingers. She bent her elbows with the grace of a dancer and slid the hair off her face. Her dark blue eyes focused on the room in a matter of minutes. She arose out of her bed and walked across her room to sit in front of her mirror. She picked up her brush and began to comb her hair. After combing out her hair she stood and walked over to her dresser. She

T Virus
THIS BULLETIN GOES OUT TO MY FU OWNER T VIRUSHE'S THE ONLY VIRUS UR NOT GONNA WANNA REMOVE!!! PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW THIS GUY SOME LOVE FOR ANGELNCHAINSTHIS BULLETIN WAS BROUGHT TO U BY DADDY DREW (repost of original by 'DADDY DREW ECS FOUNDER OF FEL' on '2010-04-08 22:21:57')(repost of original by 'AngelNChains ECS co founder N Playboy Bunny' on '2010-04-08 22:34:36')

Auction...
I am gonna auction myself off.. here is what I got to offer: 11s on your pics.. twice in the month u own me pimpout daily when I am on here... a salute.. a nsfw salute if given a bling pack comments your name with mine on my page you on my page.. and just me.. showin u some love :D

Welcome Back !
But To Be 6 Again . A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, watching his wife, who was looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her birthday. 'I'd like to be six again', she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over his wife with a big smile

Loss
The 14th of April is here, and it never gets any easier. My little brother was taken in a car accident from us. He was only 25 years old when he died. There was never a man out there that was as good as he was. He lived each day like it was his last, which is why he has left such a lasting impression on people. He always took the time to talk with people. He never rushed anyone. He even made time to call and bullshit with me on Saturdays to chat with me. I miss him terribly. He was a great man. I wish I had more time to talk with him and just hang out with him. He was years ahead of everyone else out there when it came to living life. His faith was unshakable. He never backed down from what he believed in, but he always listened to someone else's perspective. He was a much better man than I, but each day, I try to be better than I was the day before. I know I have a long way to go to live up to what he was. I love my brother, even today. His name is Shawn, and he will be forever missed

Inspiration When U Feel Like Your A Nobody
I know I sure feel at times like I have not made any impact in anyones life other than my kids..but after reading this story.. I realize we do make some impact more than what we realize.. and that alot of times we just dwell on the bad stuff. Once upon a time, there was a young woman named Sarah who lived in the village below the Mountain of the Golden Footprints. She was feeling very sad and depressed. Nothing or no one could make her happy. She had been very unhappy and depressed for a long time. "What is the use of going on?" she said. Nothing anyone said seemed to make a difference. Her best friend went to visit Sarah and told her the story of the Mountain of the Golden Footprints. "It is a special place where as the sun sets you can look out over the city and see sparkling golden footprints on the places and people where you have made a difference." "But I haven't made any difference in anyone's life," she said. There won't be any golden footprints for me to see. So why should I

Dva Stuff
{DVA}stevenoreno just KILLED Tha MothaFkn "H" and collected a bounty of $1,674,618,000, with $301,431,240 going to turf tax! {DVA} fuk_mi just KILLED =V=I=O=L=E=N=T=J= and collected a bounty of $1,307,677,000, with $235,381,860 going to turf tax! {DVA} fuk_mi just KILLED Bitch and collected a bounty of $1,047,190,000, with $188,494,200 going to turf tax! {DVA}captin_hero just KILLED D E A T H W I S H and collected a bounty of $1,351,950,000, with $243,351,000 going to turf tax! {DVA} fuk_mi just KILLED F.U. McFly Supe... and collected a bounty of $1,856,950,000, with $334,251,000 going to turf tax! {DVA} JASON just KILLED Eddiesgotagun! and collected a bounty of $2,490,000,000, with $448,200,000 going to turf tax! Naked Gunman just KILLED ball buster and collected a bounty of $1,031,890,000, with $185,740,200 going to turf tax! {DVA} Snake Cha... just KILLED XpX 1 and collected a bounty of $1,201,427,000, with $216,256,860 going to turf tax! Flatulence just KILLED Rocco The Fun

Up Coming Gigs
this weekend we will be at the road house in colonie ny on friday and at mal's lounge in haverhill mass on saturday.....come on out and have a good time....and if you see me say HI.......www.toysintheattic.us for more info

Hottie Auction
Come And Bid On Me. Own Me And All The Other Fun Stuff I Have To Offer!! Click On The Link Below To Bid! Also Don't Forget To Check Out The Other Hotties!! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=3817717&albumid=2040202&i=1359987794&idx=3

My Hell
Just heard on the news that the state of Florida could be sunned-in for the next several days. Residents have been urged to hunker down at your nearest beach and/or tiki bar and wait for further instructions. Use extreme caution when braving this blizzard of sunshine, preferably SPF30. We are asking our friends and relatives to the north to please keep us in their thoughts as we deal with 2 feet buried in the sand i told u i was broken. my mind does not function any more. the woman i gave up everything for to provide for her and her kids decide i wasnt worth her time when it started and i asked her for help. drinking was the only thing she cared about and she didnt need some broken down weak warhorse bothering her. its only got worse since then. i try to talk to girls on here and get my mind working again but just like with u i was trying to say something nice i thought and u run away like im an insane maniac. i will leave u alone and try to find my way out of this living hell the way

Thank You
As some of you's may know, my grandma past away last week. Funeral was yesterday. I was extreemly close to her. Every time she was sick or had a stroke I felt it. I would call my aunt to go check on her. We were so close I knew it was my aunt calling me to tell me she died. Without her even saying a word I said "I know" she replied " I knew you did". She was my ancore, My strength. I'll miss her dearly. A lot of you who have gotten to know me know how abandond I feel about my family (or lack of). And how lost I am. You've offered your condolances, given up you #'s... I'd be sunk ifnot for a select few of you guys. Even this morning after a sleepless LONG night, it was a "kunty" mummer (lol) who texted me at 6:04 this morning telling me to "Get Up!" that really just kicked me when I needed it. Than she kept texting me all the way home chewing me out for texting her keeping me awake (and smiling). I just wanted to say THANK YOU!! to those who know who they are. I may not have called or

***private ♥ Feelings***
THE COLOR OF THE LEAVES KEEP CHANGING & THE FLOWERS ALSO START TO BLOOM...I OFTEN THINK OF THE BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES THAT WERE MADE THROUGHOUT THE YEARS...I FEEL LIKE YOUR PRESENCE IS NEAR BUT AM CONFUSED WITH THE HEAVINESS IN MY CHEST THAT HURTS SO BAD...I STRUGGLE & FIGHT NOT TO BELIEVE THAT THE SUN HAS SET FOR YOU...I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP SO MANY NIGHTS JUST WISHING FOR THE PHONE TO RING & HEAR YOUR LOVING VOICE SAYING YOU MISS & LOVE ME MORE...BUT IN THE END I ALWAYS SAY "I WIN"...ITS STRANGE TO THINK PAPA & I FIGHT SO HARD...IN MY HEAD THAT YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE BUT I WISH YOU WERE HOLDING ME IN YOUR ARMS...I REMEMBER THE DAY VERY CLEARLY OF WHEN I THOUGHT....HE IS GONNA BE MINE & THE PICTURE I FOUND...I WISH YOU COULD SEE OUR DAUGHTER GROW...SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL...THANK YOU FOR THAT MOST SPECIAL GIFT...I ALWAYS PRAY & ASK FOR YOU TO SHOW ME A SIGN YOUR OK...I FEEL EMPTY WITHOUT YOU...& I NEED YOU! I NEED YOU TO BE OUR GAURDIAN ANGEL...TO WATCH OVER ALL US HERE TILL WE SEE EACHOTH

Song I Listened Too
I sit and wait does an angel contemplate my fate and do they know the places where we go when we�re grey and old �cos I�ve been told that salvation lets their wings unfold so when I�m lying in my bed thoughts running through my head and I feel that love is dead I�m loving angels instead and through it all she offers me protection a lot of love and affection whether I�m right or wrong and down the waterfall wherever it may take me I know that life wont break me when I come to call she wont forsake me I�m loving angels instead when I�m feeling weak and my pain walks down a one way street I look above and I know ill always be blessed with love and as the feeling grows she breathes flesh to my bones and when love is dead I�m loving angels instead and through it all she offers me protection a lot of love and affection whether I�m right or wrong and down the waterfall wherever it may take

Barbwhire Along The Walls Of A Shattered Heart
Its been a whie since I've tried my hand at poetry. I hope ya'll like and will comment. Barbwire Along The Walls of A Shattered HeartI try to understandBut things are hard to comprehendWhy can't I get you out of my head? Your always at the back of my mindDreams ... Memories...A single song on the radio...The past comes rushing backAlways so closeI can almost touchYet... so far awayNever can close that distanceMy heart feels so empty without youLoneliness surrounds meEven as friends are all aroundCan't find joy in the simple thingsDrink just so I can feelWords were saidNever can take backForever gone... A whisper upon the windAnd so I putBarbwire along the walls of a shattered heart. February 16, 2010

Non-toxic Cleaning Recipes
I found this in a magazine at one of the health/organic grocery stores I go to. Thought it was interesting and want to try some. I'm doing the fabric softener one now. Feel free to use and or all of these. ALL-PURPOSE CLEANER Suggested uses: hard surfaces like countertops and kitchen floors, windows and mirrors. 2 cups white distilled vinegar 2 cups water 20-30 or more drops of essential oil (optional) Tip: warm in microwave until barely hot to boost cleaning power for tough jobs. (only microwave in a glass container.) CREAMY SOFT SCRUB Suggested uses: kitchen counters, stoves, bathroom sinks, etc. 2 cups baking soda ½ cup liquid Castile soap 4 tsp vegetable glycerin (acts as a preservative) 5 drops antibacterial essential oil such as lavender, tea tree, rosemary or any other scent preferred (optional) Mix together and store in a sealed glass jar; shelf l

The Lost One
for those of you that REALLY know me and know who i am, you know i'm a helpless romantic. i can't help it. its how i show my emotion. i guess its a trait i got from my mother. well the point of this blog is for those that know what happend to me a while ago. my wife at the time left me and never returned. i was sooooo heart broken. i thought i would never find love again. i thought i would never find peace. all i ever really wanted was to fight for someone. well i found that someone FINALLY. when i was lost i found my heart and soul back. then SHE came into my life. it wasn't easy at first and i had to work for her. but i finally won her over. she lets me be who i am and i don't have to pretend like i'm someone else around her. thats not easy to find in this world. someone that will let you be you ya know ??? she's an amazing woman and i gotta say thats the ONE good thing fubar is good for. we met here. actually we've known eachother for a while but never

Paternity Fraud, Let's Stop It Now!!
I know I haven't been on here as much as I have been in the past. After being deleted "mysteriously" several times in the last few months, I figure I would just kinda keep a low profile. But, that is only one of the reasons why I haven't been on as much. The main reason is that my husband and I have been busy dealing with a Paternity Fraud case involving his EX wife, her new husband and son. Those of you who have been friends with Dan and I in the past are aware of this, those of you who are recent friends are not. This came about back in August of 2008, when Dan's "son" came to stay with us for a week. Previously, this young man has mouthed off to me and my son's about Dan and his family, saying cruel, hurtful things about them. These rambliings by this young man has always led me to believe that he was not my husband's biological son and when I would mention this to my husband Dan, a fight would always ensue. When this young man was graduating from High School, he called my husband

Random Thoughts
I am really getting tired of men altogether. I use to just tolerate them. But lately I am just starting to wish all of them would drop off the face of the earth.(yes i know that sounds mean) In person I can understand them approaching us being they don't know the girl is gay or not. But when they can READ online that the girl is only interested in girls I mean seriously why keep bugging her when its not going to get them anywhere. Thank God for the ignore/block button on here. I mean seriously if they read are profiles they should see they are not going to get nowhere. Yes I know some have trouble reading and just look at our pictures. Then you get the ones that tell you that they are a "gentleman" and to me if they where one of those you would think he would know not to bother the girl being it wont get him anywhere. Anyway Just had to get that off my mind! What even makes it worse is when they are older then your own dad or even granddad! Plain gross!

Country
Top Ten Country Western Songs. 10. I Hate Every Bone In Her Body But Mine 9. I Ain't Never Gone To Bed With an Ugly Woman But I Woke Up With A Few 8. If The Phone Don't Ring, You'll Know It's Me 7. I've Missed You, But My Aim's Improvin' 6. Wouldn't Take Her To A Dogfight 'Cause I'm Scared She'd Win 5. I'm So Miserable Without You It's Like You're Still Here 4. My Wife Ran Off With My Best Friend And I Miss Him 3. She Took My Ring and Gave Me the Finger 2. She's Lookin' Better with Every Beer And the Number One Country & Western song is... 1. It's Hard To Kiss The Lips At Night That Chewed My Ass All Day Long

As The Wind Whispers
As the wind whispers The world results in change The clouds float by slowly Always out oWhich always hangs around Always out of range The tree's leaves fall Red, green, orange Beautiful for all As the wind whispers The grass lays down It bows to the sun Which always hangs around As the wind whispers The ocean ripples with life As the wind whispers A smile crosses my face Whispers in the wind Produce a kindred soul We all need somebody Somebody special to love ***Another poem I wrote in 99***

My First Book Released On May 13th, 2010!!
Hey Fu Friends! My first book "A Shiver at Midnight - A Collection of Spine-Tingling Tales" is now available on Amazon.com and books-a-million.com!!! I do appreciate your support!!!!! Thanks! Daryl My first book; "A Shiver at Midnight: A Collection of Spine Tingling Tales," was released on May 13th, 2010. Check it out here! http://www.publishamerica.net/product91670.html Remember to sleep with the lights on....

Poems
I look up to the sky and I send this message through my eyes can you hear me? can you hear my prayers? I want to talk to you so you should pull up a chair I can fell you looking right at me I close my eyes and your face is the only thing i see Reaching my hand out towards the stars that shine the wind through my fingers feels like your fingers interlocking with mine Can you hear me? do you hear the words i'm trying to say? it's hard to put my feelings together, but i'm trying in every single way. I wish you were here in my arms so i could hold you tight hold you to the point where we fall asleep in each other's arm's and our hearts say goodnight "I love you" are the words I here coming from the moon i'm wishing even harder for you to come home I speak to the moon, yes this is true cause whenever i'm not near my love i ask the moon to look after you Can you hear me, MOON? Did my message get through? Just tell him that I miss him

Bombing Ettiquette (thanks Chopchop)
1) Read status of bomber for christ sake!!!! Leaving status comments, gifts, and rates dont help if they want you in the sb!!! 2) Make sure if bomber asks for links that they work!!!!!! And I'm sorry, if your skin has no contrast and I have to hunt for your bomb folder, you will not be bombed period, no exceptions!! 3) Do not link your profile...link a bomb folder!!!! 4) Do not hit my sb more than once during a single bomb!!!! I know this is a hard one to keep track of but it sucks when I have already bombed you and I get a message that says: "Hurry up! You've already bombed this person" 5) If I ask for autos only in sb....it means im trying to level....ALL I WANT IS AUTOS IN THERE!!!! I dont care how much you are willing to pay. Read the friggen status first. 6) Sometimes I will repay bombs...sometimes I wont. If you have autos on...I will most likely bomb you!! I dont ask for bombs when i dont have autos on...please dont ask me for a repay of bombing

How To Love
Love is both an action and a feeling. The action of love generates a blissful feeling called by the same name. When the action stops, the blissful feeling is replaced with pain. Every person is capable of great love (and its opposite, fear, which generates all painful emotions such as hate, greed and jealousy).While there are many different ways to define love and there are many different ways to love someone (or even yourself)Say it. When you say the words "I Love You", they should carry with them the desire to show someone that you love them, not what you simply want to feel. When you say it, make sure you really mean it and are willing to do anything for that special person.Empathize. Put yourself in someone else's shoes. Rather than impose your own expectations or attempt to control them, to understand how they feel, where they come from, and who they are. Realize how they could also love you back just as well.Love unconditionally. If you cannot love another person without attachin

The Pragmatic Eye
LET IT GO ...by T.D.Jakes There are people who can walk away from you.And hear me when I tell you this!When people can walk away from you: let them walk.I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you,loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you,staying attached to you.I mean hang up the phone.When people can walk away from you let them walk.Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.People leave you because they are not joined to you.And if they are not joined to you,you can' t make them stay.Let them go.And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person,it just means that their part in the story is over.And you've got to know when people'spart in your story is over so that youdon't keep trying to raise the dead.You've got to know when it's dead.You've got to know when it's over.Let me tell you something:I've got the gift of good-bye.It's the tenth spiritual gift,I believe in good-bye.It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithfu

Short Story
He was just sitting in his own little world lost in his tunes pumping through the headphones. His back up against the cold metal beam of the waiting platform; waiting for the next train to burst through. Within moments a rush of air signals its arrival. Sliding in to the open slot next to the windows, he thought nothing of his familiar surroundings. It was the same trip and environment that he has been in so many days before. The train jerked to signal the start of the benign routine. The trains movements snapped his head and brought his eyes back up to stare out the crusty windows of the car. The eroding landscape of the city is played out before him like bits of corroded information. At points his visions and the music in his head collide and things make more sense for but a brief moment. As he is lost out the window something catches his eye. A reminder of the warmer weather; the appearance of the bare shoulder of the woman that has sat in front of him. Looking straight ahead

Mafia
Hello Everyone! I have finally deceided to start my turfup again! I am looking for new members from Underboss on down! Come join me if you have the time.. The link is below either cut and paste or just search for HMM or Heavy Metal Mafia! http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=7926 Welcome to HMM!Thank you for stopping by!Now to the disclaimer....This is just a game and it will be treated as such.No drama will be allowed here.If you must have drama please take it somewhere else.Members that are in a "paid" position will earn their "pay".Bring any problems that you have to the attention of the Boss or UnderBoss.Do Not Start a bunch of BS in anyones Shoutbox.Don't start none.....won't be none. Members Only Section:This is how the game is played for all that do not already know:Although some will say that you get 1 weapon and armor per mob member this is not the case.The weapons and armors have different attack and defense stats.So, if you have weapons with higher stats for attack they will be us

Guys That Try To Get With Me When Im Taken!!
ok im not saying all of u guys are bad .. but this one guy friend of mine wants me to cheat on my bf so this guy friend of mine could get a kiss from me . I told him im Taken and not gonna cheat on the best thing thats ever happend to me . im not that kind of person who cheats on my other half especially for being with them 1 year and 5 months and this was his responce via blackberry messenger " I never catch a break, finally find something of worth and cant even try and persue" well umm told u from the start when we met i have a boyfriend i love him to death and im not gonna cheat so stop trying to get me to cheat it will never happen so stop trying and wasting ur time LMFAO god . some guys dont even get it do they . They wanna be with you but u have a bf . No im not gonna leave my bf for you !!! ughhh go away stop bugging me and now u wonder why i dont chill with you cause i was afraid this was gonna happen but im not surprised cause all my guy friends wanna do the exact same thing .

Running
Ok, I have to ask this.... Why do people bother running? I have yet to have anyone succeed in getting away. 90% of the time I know who it is from the start, yet they still try. So, anyone understand how running could possibly make sense when it just adds more charges to the original problem?

There's A Nut Case Out There! Lol
The other day I started getting messages from an unknown person. Of course it's a new profile with no picture or anything. Here are the messages in the order I got them. 5/19 subject: hi i guess you get to be mikes (BLS) news victim to be date raped and put down, but how much do drugies and drunks and guys with no job turn you on, gl with him and have fun going through everything that he put me through subject: ps lets also not forget how he don't have a car cus hes a drunk and can't drive with out crashing subject: pss while you at things with mike be sure and ask him about how quickly he forgot about the 100+ cams in wal-mart where he works to prove the harrassment he gave to me but anyway i am done gl you have ha

Bkjordan70
I just called it off with the guy that I was dating. he only wanted to see me during the week and not during the weekends. something is just not right and I have to trust myself on this one. it hurts like hell. but I will get over it.

•day Of The Dead•
http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=7676 IF YOU PLAY MAFIA OR EVEN IF YOU HAVNT...PLEASE JOIN TURF I JUST MADE...WE MAY LOOSE A LOT...BUT I LOVE LAUGHING...ITS A BRAND NEW TURF...SO AM ASKING MY FRIENDS TO JOIN & HAVE FUN KILLING PPL'S WIF ME :D...ALSO IF U KNOW OTHERS WHO WOULD LIKE TO PLAY & MEET COOL NEW PPL...PLS PASS THIS LINK OUT K....LUVS YA GUYS LORELEIXO

Song Lyrics
"Modern Man's Hustle"The first time I met the Devil was at a Motel 6She left Hell to spend a weekend on Earth just for kicksSexy little bitch, shorter than expectedAbout five-foot five big an' thick in the breast and thighsBeautiful, dark eyes a strong stareLarge lips, soft hands and long hairI said Ill make you smile for the simple fact Im good at itIll make you smile just so I can sit and look at it,[Chorus 2x]I will show you all you need to knowYou must hold on to anyone that wants you And I will love you through simple and the struggleBut girl you gotta understand the modern man must hustleWho cares what Jane saysShe always spits the same spitId rather kill the radio and listen to the rain hitLittle sister needs seclusionSomehow she'll discover it through the pop musicGot used to the feeling of fallingBut you'll never see her followingBouncing back and forth between the healing and the holleringRiding the outer ring of your own private saturnThoughts scattered all across the grey m

Wolf Who Steps Sharing & Caring
Four am and after communicating in prayer to the 'Great Spirit' I have been lead to write this blog howl! I was raised by a Nazarene Minister and a school teacher and that 'helping others' enviroment shaped me in many ways to be the 'wolf' I am. About a year ago I met someone through Yahoo Personals that was a school teacher in a 3rd world country. She was working 5 hour days 5 days a week making $50 a month. Also she attended the local university there part time. Poverty,diseases,short life spans of approx. 47 years of age,bandits,villages with no electricity, cities with sometimes electricity.scams,hospital where you have to pay before you are treated,ect. were conditions in this country all too familiar to her. I established a friendship with her and found her to be honest,intelligent,educated in many areas as she spoke 3 languages,needy,warm,great sense of humor,and a 'people person' who liked to help others. She was originally from Australia and lost both her parents and end

Support Issues
If you are having an issue where you are not able to log into fubar or you had to create a separate account to log into fubar, then here is what you need to do. 1. log out of fubar and facebook, if you can't log out of fubar just log out of facebook 2. clear your browser and cache, temp files and reboot your pc 3. log into facebook, and then log into fubar directly, by typing www.fubar.com. http://fubar.com/blog/328015/1121489 Please read this carefully. This is not a joke. I see this happen daily and you come to support frantic and expect us to put out your fire. DO NOT GIVE ANYONE ACESSS TO YOUR ACCOUNT! This means DO NOT give anyone one your login info, password, etc. If you do, you are asking for trouble. DO NOT GIVE ANYONE YOUR PASSWORD OR LOG IN! You are the ONLY one that should access your account. This is in our terms of service and is for your benefit. Read 1 and 2 until it is CRYSTAL CLEAR! This is some of the stuff you open yourself up to. -that dud

Ihw Promos
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Texas Chili Cook-off -- An Epic Story
If you can read this whole story without laughing, then there's no hopefor you. I was literally crying by the end. For those of you who have lived / traveled in Texas, you know how true this is. I no longer let any Texan pick a restaurant.20 These folks do not like the flavor of anything, they just like the burn.Sometimes truth really is stranger than fiction….and a lot more amusing. *********************************** ********************************They actually have this Chili Cook-off at Halloween time. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who wasvisiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chilicook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and Ihappened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking fordirections to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I wasassured by the other two judges (Native Te

Demonic And Dark
When satan's son is dead, castrated A dark gateway will be created The world will transform to a living HELL And will create the unholy shell Where the skeleton hangs the body lies As demons' hands reach for the skies The life within now gone away Tomorrow is a darker day Joy to demons, Joy to hell Joy to those within the shell The hatred is a joyous thing And sorrow makes the church bells ring The tree of life is grown with thorns And sprout anew with little horns The angels have abandoned flight And there will be no morning light Those who burn with holy fire Will not reach their one desire The happy dreams will not be filled Let all the joyful ones be killed The dark one sits on burning tower The bright one feels his folding power It seems now that the tide has turned Let all the holy ones be burned The world has now come to an end This is it, I'm afraid It's over my friend. Twisted minds in an endless world of pain. A place where beautiful things vanish before the naked eye. Darkne

Hypocrites
why is it that people say one thing and do another! people are who they are and nobody had the right to judge others just because they are different then them. they say " i love you for who you are", they are really saying "i love you as long as you fit in how i want you to be not who you are". why cant people just be who they are not what people want them to be? i am who i am take me or leave me. love me for who i am not who you think i should be.

Possible Wedding Song
I guess the time was right for us to say We'd take our time and live our lives together day by dayMake a wish and send it on a prayerWe know our dreams can all come true if loving we can shareWith you I'll never wonder will you be there for me With you I'll never wonder you're the right one for me(chorus)I finally found a love of a lifetimeA love to last my whole life throughI finally found a love of a lifetimeForever in my heart I finally found a love of a lifetimeWith every kiss our love is like brand new And every star up in the sky was made for me and youStill we both know that the road is longWe know that we will be together because our love is strong(chorus)(instrumental)(chorus)(Finally found a love of a lifetime)Love of a lifetime(Finally found a love of a lifetime)Finally found a love(Finally found a love of a lifetime)Ooh, forever in my heart I finally found a love of a lifetimeOoh ooh ooh

Makes Me Sick
It really pisses me off when people check me out and dont even bother to rate,comment, add when they see my age and i'm not the sexiest chick on fubar. The inside is what counts i mean come on people this is an adult site!!!

Sell Tools
rst off, I don't give a shit if you do this or not, you have NOT gotten me to this point and it's safe to say Tomorrow you will not help me either. Same goes for me too, I have nothing to do with your life either. Second, I own a Tool & Supply biz. We Sell safety equipment and Tools to construction companies nationwide. 6017 Items to be exact. Women do very well at this, listen NO offense, but i am a realist, WE ALL flirt on here either for acceptance, to make ourselves feel important or just to find someone to get us off. Listen I am the Playahs Playa. With that in mind, I know some of you are just the same, playing games with people for our own amusement. Since you have

Altruize Abilities
I now can Altruize my points (for 12 hours) to anyone I choose to do so, SB me or PM me your offer. I will need either an auto, bomb or boomerang in order to help you maximize the points you will get. I unlike others who I have had help me by Altruizing me will work to help maximize your points, so we'll decide on a date that I know I'll be around my computer to promote that I'm giving my points away....as well as I will chase boomerangs, polish bling and use my 11's while I'm giving you my points. If you want a reference I can give you the 1st person I gave my points to she will tell you I worked very hard at making her the most points that I could she needed like 5 or 6 mil I think to level (it was a double pt Friday) but I was able to get her leveled. So if you are close to leveling SB me or PM me your offer and when you'd like to have it done and I will see what I can do to accomodate you There are very few people on here that I can say have helped me in leveling but I like t

Alone
Alone... By Me Here I lye, feelin alone once againstairing at the same 4 wallssearching for answers that never seem to comewondering were I went wrongthis fimiliar feeling of lonelyness setteling in tired of spending my nights all alonelooking for love in all the wrong placesnever able to be with the ones that I love Time to move in another directionharder then anything I've done in the pastlooking to the future not sure what I seewondering what Is the reason for thisI try to be what I am happy to bebut no one seems to see this in mewhat is it they are expecting from mealways the friend that will listen to youbut never anything more to all the friends I have I'm Tired of always being alonefeeling inadequite to all that I knowfeelings inside that bring me downfeeling inside like I am starting to drownlots of friends I do know I havetelling me i am not alonebut a human touch is what I want to knowyerning for the love that aludes metired of actually being alone. Always condemed

For All Of You Out There Who Do Not Know The Real Me And Insist On Hurting Me.
Okay here it is. I am Amanda Lorene Barnes. I am twenty three years old. I live in Marble Falls Texas. So if you want to hunt me down and kill me go ahead I could careless at this point in time of my life. I was born in the "wonderful" town of Burnet Texas but raised in Elberton Georgia. When I was five years old my mother married my step father. She told me everything was going to be alright that he was my new daddy and would take care of me and I trusted her knowing she would never put me in danger. Things went swell for a while, but he was a drunk and a drug addict. Sometimes he would spend his whole check on cocaine and alcohol. He would disappear for days at a time with no word. When I was at home I wasn't allowed to speak without being spoken to. I couldn't even use the bathroom without asking first. I was basically silent at home. So when I went to school I would talk a lot, and in doing so I would get into trouble for talking. So a note was always sent home. When that happened

Poem
[Curse Of Life] ***************************************************************** *I curse the moon the sun and the stars. * *I curse the life given and the life taken. * *I curse the ground I walk and the air I breath. * *I curse this heart and the beating of the thunder in the skys. * *I curse the the thought of cursing. * *I curse the thought of not breathing. * *I curse the life taken for granted. * *isnt life a wonderful thing. * *I curse it. But its my curse . * *Your curse. * *Our curse. * *the curse of life is hard. * *but we wouldnt give it up for the world. * *

Words Of A No One
Im not old Im not new I am Me The Gambler No one aka Its not Importaint: I am just me No more No Less Ask me what you Will and I will answer With the best Of My Knowledge.But Know this that I am owner of No One And no one owns me either on the net or in real life... This is not aimed at my friends or fubar in genereal its a wrning to those whom are fake,dramakings or queens that are looking for points blings and other fu glory no matter what it it takes to get it, and all those haters and down raters that attack me in general and dont have the balls or ass to confront me personly so in general This Is for all the Weak Ass Posers out there that think they Know me and Want all that Weak ass Mushy shit. Take your Fake Ass some Place else... I am not a point hoe im here for friends so i add who i want and rate who i will so please dont ask or beg, I am not here to give blings randomly or to rate you to the next level so you can have fu glory,hell ive worked for everything i got i

A Heartfelt Note
I woke this morning feeling a bit disturbed and maybe a little vunerable. My about me section I felt just about summed it up for me but then maybe not.Then I started writing a blog here and there to show more pieces of who I am,just in case someone really wanted to know. I now wake up as I said above and realize that some of the ones I have gotten close to I may be hurting.I went through a spell of taking everyone out of my family because things were being said & even though nothing is being said at this momen, if I changed it around for my reasons it would be.I have never put in order who I like better or more than this one or that one I had my own system but from what I hear from others they take it as if you are number one then that is who you like the most..I dont do it like that,If I could I would put everyone first.So I am thinking of getting that gone again as well. I feel I need to say that I am only one person and even if one of the other girls get on I am still just that o