Fubar Blogs 4

Desire
Damn it's getting hot in here, u got me shook, The way my body melts just from one single look. I been wanting u for a while and I know that u want me, So lets leave the club and get a little freaky. As soon as we hit the room it's like 4th of july, My pussy gets real wet and I can feel u rise. kissin u all over, breaths more frantic and fast, U keep this up I dont know how long I will last. I throw u on the bed and start ripping off your clothes, I start lickin u all over and get excited as I watch you grow. Mmmmm u taste so good now I'm getting lower, butt ass naked u and me, there's no use for any covers! As I start to hear u moan I take u into my mouth, Show u what a real woman is really all about. I can tell u are loving it by the way u moan and grown It's time to climb on top and get my riding on. I ride u nice and slow at first until I cant take nomore, Then I ride it rough how I like to even up the score. You grab me by my hips as I ride u nice and rough, Pus

Erotica
It was a beautiful and wonderful fall day when you decide to take a walk in the park next across the street. You realize it is a little late but it is so warm and the breeze so wonderful you say to hell with it “ I have no kids and no hubby for three weeks, I have earned it!”. Dressing for the weather you start your walk feeling the freedom your walk is so comfortable you walk 2 more laps around the park. On your last lap it seems that everybody has gone home so you quicken your pace to finish your last lap around. Suddenly you bump into a man; you say “I am so sorry sir”. The man looks up slowly as your eyes meet his you are taken back at how his eyes seam too instantly Pearce right to your soul. For some reason your eyes are transfixed to his, no matter how hard you try you can’t remove your eyes from his. With one word “relax” he sends your body to a more relaxed state you’re completely amazed how your body responded to his deep voice

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Deliberately
I have to be the biggest, fool of all. For allowing myself to believe, to fall. I don't have time, believe me I love you too. And seeing with my own eyes, that isn't true. You're busy, have a lot going on. You mean you don't have time for me, I really got it wrong. Because I see, you do have time, for others that is. After I begged you to please, just tell me this. This is a shock, because I honestly believed you. It feels like my worst nightmare, has just came true. I don't understand, like you want me to see. And you don't even care, what this is doing to me. You know I am real, and you know how I feel. You were the one person, I never thought would hurt me. It feels like you have torn my heart out, deliberately.

Manwhores
This.....this....friend of mine called me a Hussy the other day, so I changed my name to Hussy for fun. I was immediately pimped out by this woman (name withheld to protect......ah hell.... *points at Witchie*). What followed was kind of amussing. THREE times as many likes than usual!! Her reply was: "Women like manwhores". Is this true? If so....why? Is it the same thing as when men lust over a female that looks like a hooker? Are women actually bigger perverts than men, but there is some super secret code that hides this fact from the rest of society? We need to discuss this. It very well could be the answer to life itself! We could solve world peace people!!

I Am What I Am
I love you is eight letters long, but so is bullshit. Both stink up the place, when you're in the middle of it. Fallen, taken the plunge, doing everything you can. To show them, prove to them, make them understand. Then you find out you are nothing, practically shit in their eyes. The blow is rough, hits hard, you realize. You are one thing, that's all you are good for. Holding them high above the others, being slammed to the floor. What you feel right now, doesn't effect them at all. Because to them you are nothing, they don't care about the fall. You sustained, it simply doesn't matter. That you are crushed, heartbroken and shattered. You're just a face, nothing more than that. Oh but I am more, that's a fact. I am strong willed, chipped, refusing to break. I'll stand tall and smile, although it's fake. This hurt inside, will never be seen. Because I am what I am, and that goes WAY beyond this fucking screen.

Better Left Unspoken
An angel without wings, how can that be? Life had it's way, of ripping them off of me. I wasn't born, bitter and cold. I just get harder, with everything I'm told. Given their last name, then given away. Been told he loves me, day after day. Neither of which, I understand. I guess they just did, because they can. Because it means nothing, just words I suppose. Not something, I would have chose. If I say I love you, you can take it to the bank. Knowing it was meaningless, has left me blank. This angel will never fly, because her wings are forever broken. Because of a few empty words, that were better left unspoken.

Forever Is As Long As Today
Do not take anything as being forever, because forever is only as long as today. Know that those who have the most are not the richest but those who need the least. That we are at our strongest when life is at its most difficult, and at our weakest when life no longer offers a challenge. That it is wiser to hope than to expect, for in expecting you invite disappointment, whereas in hoping you welcome surprise. That unhappiness doesn't come from not having something you want, but from the lack of something inside that you need. That there are some things to hold and some to let go, and letting go doesn't mean you lose, but that you acquire that which has been waiting around the corner. And if you help everyone you see in need, when you are in trouble, an abundance of help will come your way. Most importantly, use your dreams as a way of knowing yourself better, and as an inspiration to reach for your star. --- Author Unknown

Nothing Could Fix
I'm not trying to lay any pressure, at your feet. I just need you to know realism, behind the words I speak. Because they are not just words, to me. They are emotions, actions, reality. I feel them not just say them, it runs deeply. Don't you understand how much, you mean to me? It's not this site, this screen. There's reality inside, everything. I say to you, it comes from the heart. It doesn't matter, we're miles apart. That's the small stuff, simple to cure. But nothing could fix, not having you anymore.

The Magic Of Love
The Magic Of LoveLove is like magicAnd it always will be.For love still remainsLife's sweet mystery!!Love works in waysThat are wondrous and strangeAnd there's nothing in lifeThat love cannot change!!Love can transformThe most commonplaceInto beauty and splendorAnd sweetness and grace.Love is unselfish,Understanding and kind,For it sees with its heartAnd not with its mind!!Love is the answerThat everyone seeks...Love is the language,That every heart speaks.Love can't be bought,It is priceless and free,Love, like pure magic,Is life's sweet mystery!!- Helen Steiner Rice -

I Just Don't Get It....
I can not believe this woman! Janeane Garofalo, is a third rate comic that thinks she has everything figured out....I think that is the biggest joke of her sad carrer! She went on nation television and said Herman Cain is basicly an 'Uncle Tom' and any black person or woman that is part of the Republican party may have Stockholm syndrome! STOCKHOLM SYNDROME??? Really? This just goes to show some people should not use the big words.She accuses the right of 'race-baiting' again, she does not know the big words! Calling a black man an 'Uncle Tom'....um, helloooooo! I really hope American's open their eyes. I do not care what political party someone sides with....it was wrong using race with Obama and it is wrong using it with Cain! The sadest part....I see it comming from the left the most. If you say you do not agree with Obama, the left says you are a racist. Now, a black man is running for the right and the the left is calling him an 'Uncle Tom'? Hmmmm are we all sure it is t

Poem
I'll move until these flames consume my bone, churn the skeletal ivory prison into an honest break for freedom. Ash on the wind, so if your words carry more weight remember I will always be at peace with that. Your heavy handed tactics may give warrant to the laws of this planet and to physics generally. But while you grunt under the gravity you cherish so deeply, I'll be rising with the quickened breath of the planet. Now I'll confess, I could never truly be rid of this mass which hinders my travels, but remember I can be moved entirely by the exhale of any lover who I meet. So while you stand planted and sure, I throw myself into hurricane country and reap the benefits of the storm drinking in all the knowledge, propelled constantly by kind words and loving gestures. I might have little effect on who you are, and may be nothing more than potential curled up at the edges and fragmenting with the moments; but I'll be damned if you can paint my exploits as little more than drifting. I'm

My Journey With Cancer
I have to choose a font and I am not going to be using the 'terminal' font thats for sure lol I was diagnosed with cervical cancer on October 3, 2011. Needless to say, my world has been turned upside downa down and it will probably never straighten out again. What do you do when life throws such a curve at you ? I am not the first, and unfortuantly , I will not be the last . But I am still here. Still standing. I find myself tossed between the storms of tears, anger, denial, terror. Terror being the most prominant of these. Occaisionally I find myself in a time of peace, where the wind itself stands silent and nothing moves around me. Those are the times I can breathe. In those times, I think not about the future so much, but about the past. How I have lived my life so far. What I have done, and what I have failed to do. The things that are important in life seem to stand up in front of you , in bright neon colours, brash and unforgivng, so that you cannot miss

Musicians
1. A good musician is a humble musician. -You should always know that there is someone else better than you, but you should always know in the back of your head that you're the shit because what is a band with out confidence. 2. Never forget where you've come from. -Never forget about your friends, family, and all of the people that will help you along the way. It'll be normal if you encounter people in your music career that creep you out, but most of the time, those are the people that will always love your music from day one. 3. Keep it real! -Make sure that the music you put out there is the music you want people to hear. What is the message? People always enjoy music to the fullest when they can hear something amazing, yet feel the good vibrations coming from within. 4. Public eye -Haters exist in every form and I'm sure we all know that. Don't take everything to heart because sometimes you'll find yourself in a weird musical enviornment that your band should have n

Men Never Listen.
In a Chicago hospital, a gentleman had made several attempts to get into the mens restroom, but it had always been occupied. A nurse noticed his predicament. "Sir," she said, "You may use the ladies room if you promise not to touch any of the buttons on the wall." He did what he needed to, and as he sat there he noticed the buttons he had promised not to touch. Each button was identified by letters: WW, WA, PP, and a red one labeled ATR. Who would know if he touched them? He couldn't resist. He pushed WW. Warm water was sprayed gently upon his bottom. What a nice feeling, he thought. Mens restrooms don't have nice things like this. Anticipating greater pleasure, he pushed the WA button. Warm air replaced the warm water, gently drying his underside. When this stopped, he pushed the PP button. A large powder puff caressed his bottom adding a fragile scent of spring flower to this unbelievable pleasure. The ladies restroom was more than a restroom, it is tender loving pleasure. When the p

Why I'm Not In Afghanistan At This Moment..the Dod Is Acting Like It's Run By Canadians.
Pentagon error suspends anti-narcotics programs worldwide By: Sara A. Carter | 10/13/11 8:05 PM National Security Correspondent Pentagon counternarcotics and counterterrorism operations around the world were abruptly suspended this month when the Defense Department officials overseeing the programs failed to ensure they were funded by congressional authorizations, according to documents obtained by The Washington Examiner. The lapse has caused serious national security and diplomatic problems for the U.S. military, according to Defense Department officials. The authorizations cover joint counternarcotics operations with foreign governments, as well as federal, state and local law enforcement agencies in the U.S. The mix-up occurred when the anti-narcotics programs were not included on a list provided to Congress of operations that needed to be funded under a continuing resolution made necessary by the lawmakers' failure to pass a bill authorizing defense fun

1000 Likes
Some people seem to have a lot of trouble getting the 1000 likes at level 50. Since I had a fairly easy time of it, I will tell you the simple formula I followed. 1. Buy 1 day blast with 10 million fubucks 2. Make 5 global mumms spaced out about 2 to 3 hours each (do not make it NSFW and you're much better off if you leave out anything that actually has to do with fubar because they may judge it to be self-promoting and ban you from mumms) 3. Find everyone you can who is online, rate and like them and comment their profile (NOT STATUS) and ask them to click your like. 4. Update your status frequently. Each time you update, it's like a miniature pimp out because it pops up in the bar tab. :) If you can get your friends to help you by pimping you out or asking their friends to like you, that is also a HUGE help.

Love
Why do the people we love make us so confused. I love this girl with all my heart and it seems like she don't want me to close to her. I mean she's my high school sweetheart. I would drop everything just to marry her but shes scared of being hurt again. How do i show her I am not gonna hurt her?

Poetry And Other Shtuff
To this life I am bound, As my mind gets tossed around. All these wounds upon my heart, Will scar in time and make their mark. I feel so trapped inside my thoughts, Like an invisible cell where I've been caught. A slave I've become to all my dreams, A master I am to this painful scheme. In my thoughts I look behind, And see the things that came unwind. In my dreams I look ahead, Alone I stand with hopes I've been fed. I know not where I'll go from here, Or how much more this life will bring me tears. But there's one thing I know for sure, And in that knowledge is the cure. Only I can free this slave, And only I can dig his grave. ©2001 Whats left here in this life, should I really care. Time is the only thing hanging on, for if I let go would it really matter. Drifting into this void, feeling existence fade from my mind.

**read Me** A Little About Dixie
Things you should know... ** My name is Christie or Dixie, not baby, sexy, cutie, etc... Disrespect me and I'll block you, this is your warning. ** Yes, I have a cam... NO, you can't see it. If you catch me in the Cafe Risque Lounge then you might get lucky and see me but all you'll see is my face. ** I don't wanna see your tiny little pecker, don't even offer or you'll be blocked. I like that block button... test me... ** If I want drama I can find it on my own, don't bring me yours. ** Don't embarrass yourself and try to talk dirty to me. I'll just laugh at you and maybe hit that block button. Now that that's covered, here's a little about me: ** I'm very proud of my service in the US Army. As a Disabled Veteran, I do what I can to support the troops. Do NOT give me that line about how you "support the troops but not the war." If you can't support our mission, you can't support us. And BTW, doing so takes more than a ribbon. Give to your local DAV, other Vetera

Halloween Party In Los Angeles,ca
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For The Ladys
I need 12 profile rates and 7 new fans to become lv 22 got my webpage up and running goto youravon.com/allenblankenship and check it out lot of cool stuff to buy for your love one's and with valentine's day coming up you can't wrong the one you love well love you even more All you ladys say you want a man that don't play mind games and know what they want. well I say its the ladys that play mind games and don't know what they want.

The Perfect Guy
~The PERFECT guy would~ *Text you Everyday *Tell you ur gorgeous in front of his homies. *Stay on the phone with you even if your not saying anythng.. *Teases you, but lets you tease back. *Stays up all night with you when ur sick. *Watches your favorite movie with you. *Wont wipe his mouth after you kissed him. *Gives you the world. *Lets you wear his clothes. *When your bored and sad, hangs out with you. *Lets you know your important. *Kisses you in the pouring rain. *Would never say harsh words to you. *Would ask you out again after you said maybe or I will think about it. *When you run up to him crying, the 1st

My Voice
May you always be lucky May you easily find love May your happiness come Straight from heaven above. May debt never find you May hurt stay away May money come easy Keeping hunger at bay May your children be healthy Intelligent, kind and true For these and much more I truly wish for you, I met an angel yesterday Her heart so pure and true The perfection of her features Her eyes a clear and crystal blue She shone with inner radiance Her goodness showing through. She laid her hand upon me And spoke gently in my ear She said let nothing worry you Nor should you ever fear Life is never bad enough To make you shed a tear. She said tears show The Devil That his work is going well For He wants us all to suffer And on misery to dwell But God wants you to be happy And avoid the road to hell. For all life’s tribulations Find a happy thought to hold Keep a smile within your heart You must be strong and bold A loving thought will warm you

Poems
Chaotic visions, dreams unremembered, diminished capacity, thoughts dismembered. Fractal shadows, midnight skies, endless stars, hooded eyes. Stolen glances, passionate breath, ending time, sudden death. Shadows slide over, a darkening moon. Sounds are silenced, death comes soon. Swift wings circle, across the night sky. Fire and scales, a distant cry. Eyes of ebony, meet eyes of gray. A hatred blooms, a world away. Seek not evil, for it seeks you. The sun shines through, a shattered windowpane. casting many shadows, driving me insane. My mind reels wildly,

My Rants!
....okay...so these past couple of days...ive been thinking....i wonder what my life wouldve been like if i didnt get into certain things back in highschool...would i still be the person who i am today? would i be a better person? would i be where i want to be in life? would my ambitions be different? would i...........theres just too many questions........ well....im sure that i probably wouldnt really be the person who i am today....with all the shit ive been through and experienced in the past........wow...i wouldnt be so AWESOME! LOL. nah...ive been thru soooooooooooo much shit...its crazy....bleh....theres just so many thoughts running thru my brain so fast that i dont even know wtf to type anymore hahah. so ill end this here! PEES! for anyone who reads this........meh. so this random man n lady come up to me and offered to clean my headlights on my car for $5..so i said alright..so after they finished i was surprised they got the yellow layer off so i gave em $6 to be nice...

New
Ok I'm new to all this, I would really apprecite some help, some love. I mean help the Newbie. Anyway go ahead and set thing's straight out of the gate I Love me some beautiful women/girls. I'm all about some fun to, so you see me i know i look good, lets have some fun on here or in person, bring it on. I really need some help though! So if you're willing to persue me, I'm willing to do as you please......that sounds bad, but females only plz. I'm not here to make friends with dudes! Anyway open the doors to good times lol.

Old Blogs
Without you there is no light Without you there is no dark Without you there is no happiness Without you there no sadness Without you there is no reason Without you there is no rhyme Without you there's only stillness Without you there is no time. Without you I am so empty Without you there is no us Without you there is no future Without a future what's the fuss Without you my life is empty Without you should I continue Without you my life's a mess WITHOUT YOU....... Me... I love you dearly, I wish you could see... my love will end ... forever This is from my heart, I am crying as I write this, I cant imagine a life without you in it Thirty days have gone and pastmy heart weighs heavy,my love still lasts you hurt me deep into the coreyou said our love ,is never more each day my thoughts do not grow lessmy love for you, has failed the test with every day there is still hopeits just the way, that I can cope I hope one day, you will seethat this is a love that's

~i Think I Know What I Have To Do~
Looking back at my life I don't ever remember being 'good enough' As a child if I had been good enough, my real father would have wanted to stay & be a part of my life, If I was 'good enough' he wouldn't have left me (which I now know isn't true, but that's a child's reasoning for ya) So, as a result of that logic Ive never felt like I could be myself in relationships with men. If I could be what they wanted, then they wouldnt see how inadequate I really was, & then they would want me, need me, maybe even love that fake me. Because of that Ive put up with a lot of grief in many of my so-called 'relationships' but I put up with it because my need to be wanted and loved out weighted the pain of being alone, and facing myself and my issues. Its always easier to pretend then to face reality! Ive clung to people who I didn't really need in my life, Ive played immature mind games to make myself feel better. I used to feel that if I could take a guy away from another girl, that I was b

Annabel Lee
It was many and many a year ago,In a kingdom by the sea,That a maiden there lived whom you may knowBy the name of ANNABEL LEE;And this maiden she lived with no other thoughtThan to love and be loved by me.I was a child and she was a child,In this kingdom by the sea;But we loved with a love that was more than love-I and my Annabel Lee;With a love that the winged seraphs of heavenCoveted her and me.And this was the reason that, long ago,In this kingdom by the sea,A wind blew out of a cloud, chillingMy beautiful Annabel Lee;So that her highborn kinsman cameAnd bore her away from me,To shut her up in a sepulchreIn this kingdom by the sea.The angels, not half so happy in heaven,Went envying her and me-Yes!- that was the reason (as all men know,In this kingdom by the sea)That the wind came out of the cloud by night,Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.But our love it was stronger by far than the loveOf those who were older than we-Of many far wiser than we-And neither the angels in heaven abo

How I Broke My Big Toe
I had gone down stair's an my step son's dog had pooped in the floor just at the bottom of the stair's. I called out to him an I told him to get down there an clean it up now. He said no an I started fussing. I had moved over an forgot an stepped down an when I did I slipped in it an I fell an my butt fell on my heel an crushed it into the floor an I heard it pop....... I also fell back onto the stair's an hurt my back an got a concussion. I started screaming and my daughter an step son came running. I was crying so bad. They said we need to call 911 an I said u better not I have dog shit all over me. It was up my back. They got to laughing an I started laughing an crying. My husband at the time was out of town on business.......... I got up an went an showered. Come to find out my last day at work was the next day. I went into work an showed my manager an she said why did u come to work an I said because today is my last day an I didn't want u all to think I was lieing. S

..:: Public ::..
When anyone associated with mainstream society encounters someone involved in the D/s BDSM sub-culture, they immediately form a not so flattering opinion. With this opinion also comes preconceived notions concerning the individuals mental capacity. They often ask whether we are normal and whether a mental evaluation concerning our sanity has ever been performed. To answer the first question, yes we are quite normal. Simply because we believe in more than the minimum number of ways society deems fit to express sexual desires as well as love and relationships, in no way makes us abnormal by any stretch of the imagination. As for the second part of the question with our convictions in what it is we do, why would we need to question our sanity. There simply is no reason for us to do it due to our actions and activities being consensual among all involved. These Ideas they have concerning those involved with this lifestyle are based on bad information and in a lo

Pedro's Greatest Hits
Occasionally, I'll go back and look through some of my older postings and read them and let the golden memories radiate all over me. Wait, no that's some other fetish thing. My point here is that I have some good blogs, some you may have seen, some you may not have seen. What I am going to do here for you is post a list of some of my own personal favorites. I'll keep it in this one blog, even though it points over to entries in another blog. Guys Rule! Beautiful New York Morning Pete does his part for NYC Tourism I Know How To Save A Life Embrace the Suck Numb is Dumb Dork, Dweeb, Geek, Nerd Sex and Thank You Smoking for the Children Yeti Dave Mac Elroy Variations Something Corporate Douche of the Day (Vegitarian)

Well Put-e-mail Of The Year "political" What Are Your Feelings On This?
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR OUR PRESIDENT, WHETHER THEY BE DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN, GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? 'My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since Congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq . This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short . The United Kingdom , Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains every one not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to those natio

About My Heroes
When the course of history has been toldLet these truths here carved be known:Conscience dictates civilizations liveAnd duty ours to place before the world,A chronicle which will long endure.for like all things under us and beyondinevitably we must pass into oblivion. this land of refuge to the strangerwas ours for countless eons before:civilizations majestic and mighty.our gifts were many which we sharedand gratitude for them was known.but later, given my oppressed oneswere murder, rape and sanguine war. looking east from whence invaders came,greedy usurpers of our heritage.for us the past is in our hearts,the future never to be fulfilled.to you i give this granite epicfor your descendants to always know-"my lands are where my dead lie buried." Korczak Ziolkowski, SculptorCRAZY HORSE MEMORIAL, Black Hills, SD (Poem to be carved on mountain in letters three feet high)

Just My Thoughts....
sitting here thinking of you, and then all i can do is look. Like my memories you make my spine tingle... that certian smell, a glimpse of something, a sound... reminds me of you. The way you look, the way you taste. The smile on your face... i want to hold you in my arms and feel like if the world ended today, i loved like i never have before and it was the realest love. i love being loved... and i love the way that you love me... i just wish that no matter what happens you will always be here...... in my memories.

Poems
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART I THOUGHT THAT YOU SHOULD KNOWBUT YOU DON'T THINK I MEAN IT HOW CAN THIS BE SOYOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AND YOU LIGHT UP MY DAY.YOU TOUCH MY HEART IN EVERY SWEET WAY.I THOUGHT THAT MY LIFE WAS OVER AND YOU UNLOCKED AND PUT A BEAT IN MY HEARTI WANT TO SAY THAT I LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND.A GIRL AS WONDERFUL AS YOU IS VERY HARD TO FINDIT MAKES ME FEEL COMFORT WHEN YOU ARE WITH ME BY MY SIDE,THE LOVE THAT I HAVE FOR YOU IS OBVIOUS AND IS SOMETHING I CANNOT HIDE. I LOVE WHEN I HOLD YOUR HAND BECAUSE YOU HAVE THE BIGGEST PLACE IN MY HEART.AND EVERYDAY I PRAY THAT WE NEVER BE APART.I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I WANT TO SEE YOUTHERE IS NO ONE ELSE IN MY LIFE BUT YOUI JUST WISH THAT YOU WOULD BELIEVE MEYOU BRING THE RAYS OF SUNSHINE INTO MY LIFE EVERYDAY THAT I AM WITH YOUTHE LOVE THAT I HAVE FOR IS CLEARLY PURE AND VERY TRUEWHEN I AM WITH YOU, YOU MAKE ALL MY PAIN GO AWAY.SINCE I HAVE BEEN WITH YOU, MY VIEW ON LIFE IS CLEAR,BECAUSE THE PATH I AM WALKING, Y

My Family
Ok I hope no one takes this the wrong way I do not want to make anyone mad or hurt anyone's feelings. What I am thinking of doing is since I only have a certain number of spots for family and I have a lot more friends I would like to help out I am going to start taking a few of you out ever other famp or god mode run I do and letting others have a chance at getting some points and help from me as well. I do hope that no one gets mad at me for doing this I just want to help as many of my close friends as I can and this is the only way I know to do it. The ones I take out will be in my top friends list so you can be put right back in for the next run. I love you all and hope you all understand.

Why Is She So Special????
Ive been asked multiple times, why is my lady so special to me? Why all the love talk? Well here goes, We have a natural attraction for one another. We share mutual repsect and make decisions for the realtionship based on our own feelings rather than requests most of the time. WE have a passion for each other as well as romance.We are best friends. We hold the highest respect for each other in the way we behave online and off. In a nutshell we are jsut a great match and there is no desire for any one else.

Poems
with the first name calling i should of said goodbye but i didnt first shove i should of said goodbye but i didnt first punch i should of said goodbye but i didnt the first black eye i should of said goodbye but i didnt first broken bone i should of said goodbye but i didnt now because of you i must say goodbye forever

Css3 Tricks And Enhancements & More
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Ok Flick Sent Me This And Well It's True And I Had To Share
Reason, Season, or LifetimePeople come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.When you figure out which one it is,you will know what to do for each person.When someone is in your life for a REASON,it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.They have come to assist you through a difficulty;to provide you with guidance and support;to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.They may seem like a godsend, and they are.They are there for the reason you need them to be.Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done.The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON,because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.They bri

Into The Mind Of...
People often say I love you for you, for the person you are and the person you make me but truth is though it may seem and feel as though those words are true they are often not. I've been known to poor my feelings out better in writing rather then by talking abut it, maybe it's a good thing although most may see it as a sign on not being able to communicate I see it as me putting more thought into it. No one knows what the future has in store for us and sometimes the best thing to do is just go with it. Most times life throws you a few curve balls and it's the way you choose to deal with it that gives you the control and power to mode your own future and the way things work out. It's your way of being able to choose your future, the one and only way. Everyone messes up in life, no one is perfect. People say or do things that they will regret for the rest of their lives. I had more then just a few of those moments. Then there's people who come into your live and make you look back at

Your Best Design
Two people, six years apart. Joined at the mind, the soul, the heart. Her every curve, made just for him. Made in his mind, way back then. He didn't even know, until he seen her face. Her size, her voice, those eyes of many shades. The way her body, fits his grip. The one he has on her, the taste of her lips. Everything she is, is his design. A feeling, yet to be defined. Too real, raw passion, love and sweat. Nothing less, but much more, can you feel it yet? Do you feel as I do? Lying next to you. Heart pounding, body shaking. Nothing but desire, satisfaction, in this love we are making. Finally together, becoming one. The way it's meant to be, our journey's begun. With your body, inside mine. You have finally completed, your best design.

Feel Me Within
I lay in my bed, and look off to the right. There's a noise, keeping me awake tonight. It's sounds so familiar, it's hard to describe. There's just something distinctive, that I recognize. It's steady and strong, getting faster with time. I can't help but wonder, if it is just in my mind. Wait, I can feel it now, I knew it was you. Coming to me, from out of the blue. Let me crawl back in bed, and pull the covers back. Lay down with me, and just relax. It was the sound of your heart, that kept me awake. My satisfaction will return the favor, in this love we make. Close your eyes, feel my breath on your skin. Absorb my touch, feel me within. Deeper than the body, the mind, the soul. You are the half, that makes me whole.

Erotic Stories
Our day at the beach, was not just a dream, I feel like it is a moment that will happen in the future. Just you and me…..we are all that matter. I can’t stop thinking about the kiss you gave me at the airport. Caught me by surprise and a rush went through my whole body. I want to be closer to you and there is only one way I know how to do that. A sweet kiss of passion, feeling your arms around me as you hold me close. Every touch makes me want more….so much more. I don’t want to close my eyes but I want to stay in this moment. I touch you; run my nails down your back just enough to let you know that I want you. My body aches for you. Kiss your neck, work my way down your chest, kissing so softly, running my nails down as I go. The need to have you is so strong but I don’t want to give in to fast. I want to enjoy every touch and kiss. Explore you in every way I can. My breasts just rub up against you and I push them closer as I kiss your stomach. I moan

Live, Laugh, Love
This isn't a true story but it's an awesome story! It really humbles you. They told me the big black Lab's name was Reggie, as I looked at him lying in his pen. The shelter was clean and the people really friendly. I'd only been in the area for six months, but everywhere I went in the small college town, people were welcoming and open. Everyone waves when you pass them on the street. But something was still missing as I attempted to settle in to my new life here, and I thought a dog couldn't hurt. Give me someone to talk to. And I had just seen Reggie's advertisement on the local news. The shelter said they had received numerous calls right after, but they said the people who had come down to see him just didn't look like "Lab people," whatever that meant. They must've thought I did. But at first, I thought the shelter had misjudged me in giving me Reggie and his things, which consisted of a dog pad, bag of toys almost all of which were brand new tennis balls, his dishes, and a sealed

You Taught Me That
I used to walk through life, thinking I had it bad. Now I am almost thankful, for the rough times I've had. I may have looked through, blood tears. But I have also grown, because of that fear. Before YOU and I, ever did speak. I just thought I was strong, but YOU knew I was weak. YOU seen straight through, my little act. Lying to myself, is one thing I'm good at. YOU inspire me, give me hope. YOU give me more, than even YOU know of. Dreams are possible, YOU taught me that much. And that's only one reason, loving YOU too much, could never be enough.

Welcome To Me
To all of you, that do not understand. Let me paint you a picture, take my hand. Can you see it? The pain and regret. If not, then you're not there yet. Drop the images, of everything around you. Now you're alone, scared with no one to help you. Young and innocent, but not for long. Life puts you in your place, where you belong. It shows you, just how strong you can be. When not given a choice, welcome to me.

The Power...
It is not within my power to control Autism. It is only within my power to penalize the behavior. It is not within my power to make HIM understand & retain the information. It IS within your power...to take control of YOUR situation. YOU choose not to...YOU choose to just sit by and let it go cause "there's nothing I can do about it" when there in fact IS. DAILY....I do what must be done. DAILY. DAILY, I sit by and watch HER slip away...while you do nothing.

Some Words Is All.......
A step into social light, how far could this go tonight, I stand off just watching, going over things and drinking, thanks to those for the drinks, to the beautiful women goes out a wink, this means all the ladies especially those that dont think, that they are beautiful or sexy enough to receive a drink, your all gorgeous in your own ways, and if let me I will show you over the next few days. The light shining from the moon, did I try this a bit too soon, empathic and feeling all too in tune, your thoughts race and flood my mind, and peace is all I want to find, to let you know that someone cares, even if they arent there, so let me be your saving grace, as this light hits your face................ passion flowing deep from the heart, trying to find the words but not sure where to start, everyday a struggle just to get by, everyday always left asking why, you look on as i sit in this pain, going over and over running it through my brain, the words dont come even when i try, still

It's In A Monring
The sun comes into my room to greet me this morning. I say you must go away I want more sleep. The sun says nope time to rise and shine. I asked it why?! It said, cause it is going to be a beautiful day. I say ok, get up and go make coffee to sit here and wish to you what the sun told me... HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAY ALL!!

Liars And Cheats Wtf Is Up With That
You know alot of people come on here to sit back and relax and just take the pressure off of themselves. But others are just on here to see how much attention they can get or how many men and women they can con ..Most con others into sending them money or even just buying them things then they dont want nothing to do with them.. come on people thats called USING others..I'm on here to make friends, level up and sometimes play a game of solitaire..I'm not in here to use others , cheat on men or lie to people..If you have to lie to people go to site where they have a liars club.. Some say I love you to you.. well most of those don't even know what love is..They dont like themselves very much so their on here to make some others not like themselves much either..well I'm a strong person and I will survive the heartaches ive endured and I will move on and I know there are true honest people out there looking for the same things I am looking for..and if your intuition ever tells you somethin

Idle Ponderings Of A Chemist
As I was heating up my lunch today, I found myself staring out at a cloudy-yet-pleasant Rhode Island day and pondering the strange evolution of my life over the last year. Certainly, had you asked me last December where I thought I'd be in 12 months and what I'd be doing, I could not have guessed it would be this. In the last 12 months I've been engaged, applied to grad school, graduated from undergrad with a BS in chemistry (minor in physics, almost-minor in math), taken a month off from life to help my mother learn to live with her newly diagnosed diabetes, driven myself from Tennessee to Rhode Island to move into a new house with my fiance, unpacked and moved things around the house a thousand times, survived my first hurricane on the coast, researched all summer for my graduate project, started graduate classes, ended my engagement, got fed up when he didn't get the picture and ended my relationship, had my car stolen and wrecked, leased a new (metallic lime green) car, AND met a

Something To Make You Laugh
1. Sometimes I’ll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still not know what time it is.2. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you’re wrong.... 3. I totally take back all those times I didn’t want to nap when I was younger.... 4. There is great need for a sarcasm font.5. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet?6. Was learning cursive really necessary?7. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on #5. I’m pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood.8. I can’t remember the last time I wasn’t at least kind-of tired.9. Bad decisions make good stories.10. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren’t going to do anything productive for the rest of the day.11. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blue Ray? I don’t want to have to restart my collection…again.12. I’m always slightly terrif

How To Remove My Photos From Default Profile View
Change your photo albums ALL to FRIENDS ONLY (edit album... album options) Each photo showing when you view your profile has an X in the corner you can see by hovering... click the X to remove it If more photos from your Default album load, click those X's until you don't have anymore showing You can go back & open your albums to everyone after you close the page .. this will help for bombing by non-friends

Are There Still Good Ppl In This World??
Was listening to the radio in the car on the way home from dropping the kids off at school. They were talking about a bit they did at a gas station and the dj would do full service for the customers. She helped one lady and asked "is there anything else i can get for you?" and the lady replies "Well I could really use a kidney." She had been on a waiting list for some time with no luck. The radio station gets a call from a Sgt Vance, just returning from his 2nd tour over seas and he says "Ill gladly give her a kidney if im a match. So after testing and all the red tape the Sgt and the lady end up in side by side rooms in a hospital. Sgt Vance gave his kidney to a complete stranger.NOw he is waiting to recover to go for his 3rd tour over seas. Are there still good ppl in this world?? I like to think so....either that or we have angels on earth...either way this story touched my heart and I hope is does yours as well......

Who's My Daddy?
WhenI was 13 my mother in one of her drunken stupors revealed to me that the man I had grown up thinking was my father really wasn't. I confronted her the next day when she was sober and she denied saying it. I have two other sisters and a brother whom I look NOTHING like. A few weeks ago my mother (whom I hardly have a relationship) sent me a message on FB telling me the man I thought could be my father had died like 7 years ago from a brain tumor. This upset me greatly because I was very close to him, his wife and children. I have a photo of me and this man's son (whom I am a month older than) and we could pass for twins. My mother claims it's just because we always spent time together. I look more like him then my so called blood brother and sisters. My husband wrote my mother a long email asking her to please let me know the truth because of my headaches and the man who could possibly be my father dying of a brain tumor. She denied it yet again. I e

Poetry
Come to me when you are sadCome to me when you are madCome to me when your in loveI'll be there with open armsWhen I close my eyesI dream that i'm with youBut as I open themAll i see is lonely me without youThis feeling that I haveOf hurt and desireIs just me missing youEvery waking hourI pray to god that you won't leaveSo you can stay forever with meBut as you see your not hereMy worst fear is now nearWithout you life can't go onBut i guess i have 2 be strongI'll think about you foreverUntil we are together A friend is like a flowerA rose to be exact,Or maybe like a brand new gateThat never comes unlatched.A friend is like an owlBoth beautiful and wise,Or maybe like a ghostWhose spirit never dies.A friend is like a heartThat goes strong until the end.Where would we be in this worldIf we didnt have a friend. Maddening, swirling, tumultuous thoughts give my heart no peaceMuscles tensing, heart's wrenching, longing for releaseWalled off from emotions, numbed to dreams of blissFrantically

The Final Inspection
Author: Sgt Joshua Helterbran The soldier stood and faced God,Which must always come to pass.He hoped his shoes were shining,Just as brightly as his brass."Step forward now, you soldier,How shall I deal with you?Have you always turned the other cheek?To my Church have you been true?"The soldier squared his soldiers and said,"No, Lord, I guess I ain't.Because those of us who carry guns,Can't always be a saint.I've had to work most Sundays,And at times my talk was tough.And sometimes I've been violent,Because the world is awfully rough.But, I never took a penny,That wasn't mine to keep...Though I worked a lot of overtime,When the bills just got too steep.And I never passed a cry for help,Though at times I shook with fear.And sometimes, God, forgive me,I've wept unmanly tears.I know I don't deserve a place,Among the people here.They never wanted me around,Except to calm their fears.If you've a place for me here, Lord,It needn't be so grand.I never expected or had too much,But if you

Virus Warning
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Naughtyness
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Short Stories
A worried woman went to her gynecologist and said: 'Doctor, I have a serious problem and desperately need your help! My baby is not even 1 year old and I'm pregnant again. I don't want kids so close together. So the doctor said: 'OK and what do you want me to do?' She said: 'I want you to end my pregnancy, and I'm counting on your help with this.' The doctor thought for a little, and after some silence he said to the lady: 'I think I have a better solution for your problem. It's less dangerous for you too.' She smiled, thinking that the doctor was going to accept her request. Then he continued: 'You see, in order for you not to have to take care 2 babies at the same time, let's kill the one in your arms. This way, you could rest some before the other one is born. If we're going to kill one of them, it doesn't matter which one it is. There would be no risk for your body if you chose the one in your arms. The lady was horrified and said: 'No doctor! How terrible! It's a crime to kill a c

The Adventures Of Neveah
The day was odd as usual the heat not a normal temp the sun not in its usual place the animals making a fuss. The day seemed a bit off as the Oddball Princess walked the streets looking around all the human s not as normal as usual . Neveah looks around and she sighs “ hmm it’s a bit odd today not really usually odd unless I make it odd and this is not my doing “ she said and gets out her video camera and films the town and its people as well looking back at the Empire the house of Solomon. She films for about half an hour to an hour then shuts her video camera off . Nevie then walks to the local store and buys her some stuff for her adventure to her Eriveah alone . Once loaded up she walks out and starts to walk .Neveah Walks while listening to music as she walks she notices different animals then before and takes a picture of them all as she keeps walking . After an hour or so she sits down and drinks a little blood from her bottle . She si

Sadness
Tho your many miles away I can still feel you in my dreams is where we meet and for now that will have to do and when I hear your voice my heart longs for you for your touch, for your kiss, for a glimpse of that sparkle in your eye Tho your many miles away I can still feel you in my dreams is where we meet and for now that will have to do and when I see your face my heart skips a beat for your touch, for your kiss, for a glimpse of that sparkle in your eye Without you there is no light Without you there is no dark Without you there is no happiness Without you there no sadness Without you there is no reason Without you there is no rhyme Without you there's only stillness Without you there is no time. Without you I am so empty Without you there is no us Without you there is no future Without a future what's the fuss Without you my life is empty Without you should I continue Without you my life's a mess WITHOUT YOU....... my love will end ... forever This is from my heart, I am crying as

Christmas Comedy
T'was the night before Christmas and all through the house the whole damn family was as drunk as a louse. Dad at the cat house mom smoking grass and I myself just settled down for a nice piece of ass. When from the roof tops arose such a clatter I sprang from my piece to see what was the matter away to the window I flew like a flash threw open the shutters and fell on my ass. The moonlight abreast the new fallen snow gave a whore house luster to objects below but what to my blood shot eyes did appear a minature sleigh and two mangy reindeer with a short little driver holding his dick I knew right away the bastard was Nick. Slower than snails his reindeer came and he cursed and he swore as he called them by name now Dasher! now Dancer! up over those walls quick now dammit or I'll cut off your balls! He came down the chimney like a bat out of hell tripped on his dong and then he fell. He filled all the stocking with pretzels and beer and a big rubber dick for my br

The Wrong Side Of Hate
Why is that when we get mad at the one's we love we always say the most hurtful words? Is that the brain shuts down when we get mad or is it more a case of when we hurt we want the one who caused that pain to feel worse than we do? I believe that it is the latter that we wnat to lash out and make that person feel the same pain and more. Is it right to do this? Is it right to hurt someone that much just because we don't like what they said or something they did and we don't agree with it? My oppinion...no it's not right. If we could only just stop and think about what we say before we say it we could love the ones we do for a little while linger.

Ways To Have Friends
If you want to have Friends that will be by your side then you might want to follow these 10 tips on how to 1. if the friend your Adding on Fubar has some of the Intrests that You then there is a connecttion between the friend and you 2. Sometimes Friends may not reveal what they might like untill you get to Know them personally 3. Allways Ask Open Ended Questions that way you'll get Better Answers in return 4. Never Go Off Topic when Chatting with a Friend because if you Do there can be Severe Up's and Downs5. Allways have Good Judgement when you are Talking to Your Friend or Girlfriend you May Never Know what will happen if you don't think Twice 6. if you know Catchy or Wimscal Saying Don't be afraid to Use Them 7. if you have problems with a friend or someome else if u have created a Fubar Family List there will be pepole to help you out no matter the situation 8. never and i mean never stay stupid things when Someone Accepts your Request on Fubar it tends to lead to either A. Bl

Jst What I Wanna Scream But Can't
I keep putting on this face that I am happy, that I am content even though I burst out in anger sometimes. I put on this face so no one worries, so no one asks questions or even talks to me about it but I am spiraling down, down this deep dark hole , a hole that no matter how much I scratch and scream out for help no one ever hears me, a hole that is depression and all I ever think about is ways to end the darkness, the lonliness the feeling that I want more than anything to just put a blade through my heart, to swallow more pills than any one person could ever handle, to end it all before anyone can stop me but I am a coward, a pussy, anything else you can think of. I want to die but don't have the balls to do it nor talk about it so I keep all these feelings bottled up and no matter how bad I want to scream them out it is impossible for me because I was taught to always act like nothing is ever wrong so I will forever be dying inside while no one on the outside will ever know that in

I'm Back!
Hello friends, rather than keep repeating myself, I thought I'd try my 1st Blog. I am quite severely disabled with 2 forms of arthritis plus I have an injury from a pothole accident. my lower front pelvis is caving inwards. I cant be fixed because of crumbling spine. Right amongst other drugs I have to take I have to give myself weekly injections, to stop further bone damage. But these injections mean I have no immune system. It started with a toothache, overnight an apsis formed. The next day my right side of face swelled up, by evening was double the size, hence had to go to accident and emergency at hospital where they pumped me full of anti biotics via a drip. I was being poisened as my white blood cell count was sky high, I had got seriously ill as poison seeped through stomach lining. Sowas in hospital 2 days, I refused to stay any longer wanted to recuperate at home. So am on the mend...Thank God! Do you know I had more pricks in 5yrs than I had in those to days...flippin arms a

From A Dear Friend
"Prayer Of Love ....Never thought there'll come a time,I'll feel again the warmth of its shine.You came like a rain in my mind,Still there's a reason that I should find.There were many things I should have known,Yet my fear held its throne.It led my heart to a place I know,Where there's no other way but to grow.Only God knows where this will go,I could only ask for His mercy to show.For prayers and love are all I have.Because there's no other way I know my love.

Family Members
Please Make sure ALL members add one another as friends. Rate, Fan, Like and Send an Add....We also ask that you try to comment the Home Page and Family Daily if possible, not mandatory, but it's nice to see the family members on each others pages leaving comments. Great way to get to know each other better. The more interaction within, the stronger our family becomes !!! Thanks everyone,we love having you as part of TXR !!!

My Poop Box
(Soapbox, check...mic check 1-2-3...okay, here we go...) So I have been talking to my friends recently and we have been talking about how there is no common sense left in the world. Ignorance, I can understand. That is something you can fix. Stupidity, you just can't fix. So what, exactly is wrong? Why does no one use their brains anymore and why is common sense dead? Here are my observations: 1. Proper parenting went out about 30 years ago. It was replaced by a bunch of wusses who want to be friends of their children. News flash--you are not supposed to be a friend, you are supposed to be a parent that your children can open up to about things. And spanking is not beating, it's called discipline and is for when talking doesn't work anymore. I got spanked, my girls got spanked, and we turned out just fine. 2. People think that what they see on television is real. It is NOT. Just because you see someone on TV do it, it doesn't mean it's right or proper. I know, propriet

Really Weird Stuff I Stumble Upon
A student at Eagle Rock Junior High won first prize at the Greater Idaho Falls Science Fair, April 26. He was attempting to show how conditioned we have become to alarmists practicing junk science and spreading fear of everything in our environment. In his project he urged people to sign a petition demanding strict control or total elimination of the chemical "dihydrogen monoxide." And for plenty of good reasons, since: it can cause excessive sweating and vomiting it is a major component in acid rain it can cause severe burns in its gaseous state accidental inhalation can kill you it contributes to erosion it decreases effectiveness of automobile brakes it has been found in tumors of terminal cancer patients He asked 50 people if they supported a ban of the chemical. Forty-three (43) said yes, six (6) were undecided, and only one (1) knew that the chemical was water. The title of his prize winning project was, "How Gullible Are We?" He feels the

Endless Chaos Band
We have songs up for FREE Download on our Reverbnation Page! Check them out - http://www.reverbnation.com/endlesschaos Are you ready for the week ahead? We Are!! Wednesday night we are going to the Canal Street Bar in Dayton, OH to see Local Cincinnat band "Psychodots" They are so freaking Awesome!! Thursday we will be enjoying a big fat Turkey dinner, we are sure our drummer Nick will be wanting to play drums with the turkey drumsticks. This may get sticky! Friday night we were invited to a private party for guitarist Nick of Local Cinci Punk Band "Situation Red" After all of this, we think Saturday may be lame. LOL! What are you doing this Holiday Week? Don't forget Endless Chaos loves YOU!

The Shit On My Mind
A big thank you to all of the lovely ladies I have met on here that have aloud me access to pictures to add to my ever growing Cleavage colllection and guild. I owe you thanks a Huge Hug and many thanks. I would still be willing to gladly accept any others that you may care to donate. But again A big thanks to everyone. OK so many of you may of noticed the new album Cleavage Signs. I am a collector of these. I have enjoyed doing so. And with as many lovely ladies that i have meet and have gotten to know, it's been fun. Again all meant in the best gentlemanly way. But of course if anyone is intrested in adding or donating to said collection I would not be against it. Just sending out a reminder to all the ladies that offered to do me up Cleavage signs. I am still intrested in collecting them and those who havent. I would be honoured if you would/could donate to the cause. Those not sure what I am talking about, there is an album in my photos th

Anything Goes
One night a guy & a girl weredriving home from the movies. Theboy sensed there wassomething wrong because of the painfulsilence they shared between themthat night. The girl then asked the boy to pull overbecause she wanted to talk. She told him that herfeelings had changed & that it was time to move on.A silent tear slid down his cheek as heslowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note.At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding downthat very same street. He swervedright into the drivers seat, killing the boy.Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, shepulled it out & read it."Without your love, I would die."1st:If u post this on a bulletin in 5 minutessomeone special will message or call you.2nd:REPOST IF YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM!!! (EVEN YOUR BEST FRIENDS!)repost this with the title "cutiest lil' Love Note ever''CUTE

My Thoughts
My thoughts on this OWS crap. These people who are conducting there protests have a right to do so. They have a right to believe in something. The problems are 1) they are not on the same page as to what they are protesting 2) they are preventing those who want to go to work/school 3) they accuse the police of abuse, when in fact the police are doing as they are trained 4) those who are protesting the issues with the economy have no idea how are economy works. They need to get on the same page in order to have a viable protest. And they need to do it in an orderly and disciplined fashion. Urinating and deficating on public property, leaving trash everywhere that others go to relax and play. REALLY? Lets get some decency here. Allow the police to do there job, the way they are trained and without giving them cause to have to use force. Learn how a capitalist economy works. Recessions will happen as it has proven to happen multiple times in the past. An economy like the

Rain
I love the music of the morningas rain dropsbeat out their rhythmson my bedroom window panes.I have heard that beat beforeunder tin roofsin faraway jungles,where lonesome young warriors,not understanding the rhythms of the rain,nor life,cried to that beatof that falling rain.Now, that I am laying herenext to you,I have no fears.No anger.No worries about bombsor tomorrows.I have learned to lovethat rhythm of the rain.I have learned to love you.I have learned to love me.So, I am satisfiedjust sleeping here with you,while listening to the falling rainand the beating of your hea

Thanksgiving Eve
Twas the evening of Thanksgiving in the US of A For many folks just another working day As grocery stores fill with shoppers today buying turkeys and stuffing for a feast filled day. The big parade just hours away big balloons inflated for the big day! The shops all prepare for the day after spree with visions of dollars they shout out in glee! The kitchens are staffed both day and night basting and cooking with both pain and delight The air filled with such a wonderful scent in the air the smell of Turkey and ham being smoked with great care In Fu land you can tell the season is here as turkey blings and gifts go to friends who are dear As the God Modes and Autos are ticking away the evening will soon turn into a new day As I settle down and I ponder in thought marveling at all the blings that have been bought My mind drifts to tomorrow, and the different ways dear friends and companions may celebrate their days. For many tomorrow will be a day of t

The Game
I do alot of searching of who I am as a person, and as a man. I've heard from alot of people about their thoughts (some good, some bad), but figured if people are to know me then its my duty to put it out there for each of you to understand. I was born and raised "the wrong side of the tracks". My family wasnt wealthy, and in fact scrapped by on more than a few occasions. And being the oldest of 7 brothers and a sister, I was the one who took on alot of responsibilty even when i wasnt old enough to know the meaning of the word. As i grew up, i started looking around and seeing the little things often over looked by many others. A simple sun rise, the way a field moves with the wind, and the simple feel of rain against my skin. I became a man that shouldnt have turned out the way I did. I became the opposite of what others expected me to become. So with that said, and to the point....I am the man who desires love from a good woman, a man who gives his all to every one who needs help. I

Food Porn!, Recipies.
This is my all time favorite!!! Easy and cheap to make but taste like garlic goodness! White Clam Sauce (Easily doubled) 1/4 C olive oil 1/4 C butter 3 cloves (or more) minced garlic. I use a heaping Tbsp of the jarred minced garlic 3 Tbsp dried chopped parsley 2 5.5 oz cans minced canned clams with juice. salt to taste. Heat oil and butter in sautee pan over med/high heat add garlic. sautee garlic till golden. then add juice from canned clams. Add chopped parsley. Simmer on low heat for 10 minutes. then add clams. Simmer 3 minutes more. Thats it! Done! Its a thin sauce a little goes a long way serve over spaghetti and sprinkle with some parmesan cheese and eat it up! I like fruit cake so so but these cookies are soooo good!!!! Merry Christmas Cookies 3 eggs 1Cup butter 1 1/4 cup light brown sugar 3 cups all purpouse flour ( start with 2 1/2 cups, 3 may be to much) 1 teaspoon baking soda 1/2 teaspoon salt1 teaspoon cinnamon 1/2 cup milk 3/4 lb. white rais

Mumm Haters
So, why is that a few people that are known haters in mumms can get away with stupid fucking shit like reporting a mumm as nsfw when it is clearly marked as such and get you blocked from ever being able to create mumms again, or if you do, they will delete your account, yet when you see and report mumms that deal with the exact same topic and report it nothing gets done., Is this just the bouncers way of protecting their friends and fucking with anyone and everyone that they decide to not like at the time? It is pretty fucking stupid but I guess it feeds their little minds and makes them feel as they are the all powerful OZ, It is bull fucking shit like this that fucks up sites and keeps people from actuallyt being able to fully enjoy their time on here. I am marking this as nsfw, but I am sure that a fuck stick bouncer will see this, or some fuck wad will report it and soon I wont be fucking able to fucking blog and fucking more. so fuck them. Do you think I got the word fuck

Decisions
So just as i think i will never find my adam, i truly believe God has placed him in my life. Everything just seems so right when i talk to him, when im with him. I know everyone says that the beginning stages of relationships are always the best but i feel that even when we dont agree we can talk it out and neither one of us gets upset. The only problem is that we are "just friends" at the current moment. I want to tell them that I already know that we are meant to be but I dont want to pressure him to do anything that he is not ready to do. So I'm stuck at a crossroads right now, do i tell him all that i feel now or continue to let things progress and let him come to the same conclusion that i have, although that could be a while!

One Of Those Days
Ever have one of those days when you feel that you can't do anything right? you feel like you've alienated those closest to you even though you never meant to? Ever feel like things are spinning out of control and don't know where to turn? Then welcome to my world...I feel like I can't seem to do anything right...my son's health is up in the air...he's not talking other then he's having liver problems...Someone i consider a good friend has stopped talking to me...So I'm sorry I can't be upbeat all the time...I'm sorry i'm not perfect...I"m sorry...that I don't know what i did wrong....

Wrote For Her!
I want to go back to when my life was so perfect, when I was with you, when the smiles never went away, a place where I could feel so loved, and understood Want to go back to the time when I just had you, Where everyday was the greatest day, The time when my pain just felt like it went away Could I go back to that time when I was with you? Would do anything just for this to be true! Away from what I feel right now so sad inside Back to a time when I called you mine, Wish to go back to that perfect time, To talk with you oh it feels so right! I just want that time to come again, so much so right now it pains me right now The time when talking with you all the cute lil fights The time in our lifes we would talk all night, Want this time to come back, the time away from you kills me! Want this more then life, more then I can say! Wanted this what is going on now to end, Wishing that now it would be again! In the end I just want for you to be happy,

People Keep Wanting Free Tatts
i have alot of stories to add to this i will add there here and ther but this happend a few months ago this one girl hit me up and said i dont have any money for a tattoo i am liker ok i dont anything for free so what did she say i well if u want i can wake up my sister and have her fuck u so i can get a tattoo and my responce was how about i fuck her tattoo her and u can watch if u are going to be stupid enough to offer something like that whore yourself not your own sister come on people use your brain well this one time someone asked me about a tattoo and we talked about it and after i told them my price they said they really didnt have the money right now for it but they really wanted it so they said that they love to cook and if i was willing they could come over and cook me a nice dinner and if i really like there cooking if i would trade that for a tattoo if i dont like the cooking i didnt have to do the tattoo they would be happy just to spend time cooking for someone and havi

Lonely
One of the worst feelings in the world is loneliness. Sitting in the dark by yourself in the wee hours of the night gently crying. Nobody knows what's going on with you. How could anybody realize what's happening? Everybody you know is resting peacefully in their bed awaiting the new day tomorrow. But for you, there's no difference in the days. They pass monotonously. And before you know it, it's all gone. Unknown

Just A Rant
i thought we lived in a free country were we could say and do what we wanted but thanks to Christians and or who ever we cant even say merry christmas well guess what i will say it because we dont live in Russia and the last time i checked words are not against the law....heres sum advice for the government and who ever wants to take away freedom of speech pull ur heads out of your asses because your shit does stink...this just a other way that ppl think they have control over everything and i am sorry if this offends ppl but hey its freedom of speech deal with it

For The Lost
Dear God, My heart is moved today for people who just cannot seem to find their place. They feel lost, empty, out of place, floundering. Some are discouraged; some are depressed; some are anxious; some are hopeful; some are searching; some have given up. I pray that today will be a day of breakthrough for them. I pray that the right job, the right ministry opportunity, the right words, the right whatever it is they need will be there for them today. I pray that you will open doors and lead them through. I pray for encouragement and guidance. I pray for joy, excitement and blessings of the heart and spirit. I pray for contentment, initiative, passion, thankfulness in their attitudes today. May they look to you and receive the gifts you have in store for them. And may you, oh wonderful gracious God, be glorified. In Jesus' name I pray, amen.

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Irish Joke
paddy was at the pub all day and was very very drunk when the barman told him he had had enough to drink and suggested he went home to his wife.paddy gets off his seat and falls flat on his face.he thinks "i'l be grand once i get some fresh air" so he drags himself along the floor to the front door and grabs the door handle and pulls himself up, says goodbye to the barman, turns around and falls flat on his face.he remembers that he only lives around the corner from the pub so he drags himself to his house, grabs the door handle and pulls himself up.paddy opens the door and then falls flat on his face.he drags himself up the stairs and into bed without waking the wife and goes to sleep.his wife wakes him in the morning and says "u were very drunk last night, weren't ya paddy?"paddy says "ya but how did u know?""the barman rang-u left yourwheelchair behind ya again! Skinny little Irishman goes into an elevator, looks up andsees this HUGE black guy standing next to him. The big guy sees

My Blog Spot
Dear Mom, If tears could build a stairway, and memories were a lane, I would walk right up to heaven to bring you home again. No farewell words were spoken no time to say goodbye you were gone before I knew it, and only God knows why. My heart still aches in sadness and secret tears still flow, what it meant to lose you, no one will ever know.When you lose someone you love, you gain an angel Nothing you love is lost. Not really. Things, people – they always go away sooner or later. You can’t hold them anymore than you can hold moonlight. But if they’ve touched you, if they’re inside you, then they’re still yours. The only things you can really have are the ones you hold inside your heart.Good-bye Mom I loved so dear,( I Hear her ) I am not dead babygirl but sleeping here. I was not yours, but Christ’s alone. He loved me, He took me home.I HAVE NO MORE PAIN OR WORRY AND ONE DAY WE WILL SOON BE TOGETHER AGAIN.Somebody should tell us, right at the star

Fighter
Always be respected for who you are, not what people want you to be,please never change who you are for someone,because if that someone loves you he would never ask you to change.do you understand where I am coming from? if you go changing yourself, your life, the only person.that will end up unhappy is you!! Is this a price your welling to pay for love?Don't be afraid to fall in love.Fall in love with every little things, It's the only thing that matters in life.So Fall in love with as many things in life as possible.there are so many people on this site that throw that word around like it has no value..basicly to get what they want ( i know it, I have seen it, and I have done it ) But never again its not worth the pain and price you have to pay in the end. I have been hurt on here, because I took a chance and believed in someone I thought was a person apparently he was not!! So why should I believe that anyone else would be any better? I don't I lost that trust alongtime ago and part

Are You Submissive?
The Are You A Born Submissive Test Written by subthoughts Are You A Born Submissive?Do you melt at the merest suggestion of a command? Were you born to serve? Take the test and find out just how submissive you are. submission Your result for The Are You A Born Submissive Test ... You are 7% Submissive! Submissive and dominant personality traits are part of everyone's natural make-up. You may be very dominant in the workplace or in being the head of your family, and yet still be submissive when it comes to relationship or sexual matters. If you scored high you may want to look into BDSM as a healthy outlet for your need to serve and obey. If you scored very high it's likely you have already done so. If you scored very low you may want to take my test on dominance, and may have already explored BDSM as a healthy outlet for your need to control and direct others. You can find out more about this topic at my site. Your Analysis (Vertical line = Average) You scored 7% on Submissi

This Spirit Of Mine
Have you ever thrown glass, as hard as you could? On a hard surface, and it done no good. It wouldn't break, no matter how hard you tried. It consisted of something, unbreakable inside. It constantly kept it's posture, it's shine, it's glow. Something you couldn't take away from it, you didn't know. That it was stronger than you, than everyone else that tried. It had a quality to amazing, to die. It's called life, love, strength and pride. An attribute too many, wanted me to hide. But I refuse, I will never lose my shine. So don't dare to try and break, this spirit of mine.

Fubar Revolution
Is anyone interested in attempting some Fubar Activism, Lets create a group of individuals committed to "pimping" out images and status that have nothing to do with rates, points, NSFW, and Bling. Everyone complains about how this site is going to shit, when we can collectively do things to change it. People over profit, real human friendships over Bling. Is the trashy, shibrained, lost mentality really the most dominant force on Fubar? Seems that way, but I know a lot of good people on here and collectively we can change things. The "douchebag" folders are great and there should be more of them. Call people out on what they say or do, the internet is no excuse to act like an idiot.

How's Your Sex Life
HEY PEOPLE IM NEW TO THIS SITE SO HELP ME OUT ALONG THE WAY.IM A DOCTOR OF PLEASURISIM THAT EXCUTES SEX THERAPY I BELIEVE PEOPLE EVEN THOSE WHO HAVE YET TO RECIEVE INTAMACY WITH ANOTHER HUMAN BEING EVEN IF YOU ARE MASTURBATING.SEX SHOULD BE A WANT OR DESIRE NOT SOMETHING THAT SHOULD MAKE YOU NOT FEEL GOOD INSIDE AND OUT.WHAT IS YOUR BEST SEXUAL EXPERIENCE

I'm Completly Alone At A Table Of Friends.....
I want to feel something again..that spark...that true feeling of knowing....lifes perks....someone to share and create with to grow and breathe with..to dance with lovwe with giggle with...I want you..where are you? Stop spending time with the wrong people. – Life is too short to spend time with people who suck the happiness out of you. If someone wants you in their life, they’ll make room for you. You shouldn’t have to fight for a spot. Never, ever insist yourself to someone who continuously overlooks your worth. And remember, it’s not the people that stand by your side when you’re at your best, but the ones who stand beside you when you’re at your worst that are your true friends. Stop running from your problems. – Face them head on. No, it won’t be easy. There is no person in the world capable of flawlessly handling every punch thrown at them. We aren’t supposed to be able to instantly solve problems. That&rs

One Person Is All It Takes
Put a smile on girl..it'll get better...that's what I get...but that's just prolonging things...people say..why waste your time..I say..why not?....it is sad how people are too quick to dismiss people and what they may be facing....one person can make so much of a difference...I went too long without having that one person to care....to wanna help....and I am grateful to this day for that one person that did..it made all the difference in the world....too many times you see people complaining about how their kids aren't going to eat..or how they can't pay their bills...but yet they are walking around with the newest cell phones....or carrying around that bottle in their hands....they refuse to lay down the same issues that broke them in the first place....those are the people I am most interested in...the ones that are broken...pieces can be put back together..and all it takes is for one person to care..to open their eyes perhaps....you view me and wat do you see...a perso

Insecure Women
Ok I don't usually write blogs but this shit is starting to get out of hand with women spreading lies about me. This I what I have to say on that subject: GROW UP CHILDREN!! Jealously is unbecoming of anyone, but spreading lies about me ends up only making you look bad. I have had a few different guys come to me and trash me or block me because women tell them I am talking nasty to them or cussing them out in their shoutbox. Now if some stupid bitch tells you this about me, you can be 100% sure they are FULL OF SHIT!!!! If any women tell you this ask for screen shot proof of the conversations and then send them to me and let me know. I don't start drama with anyone on here. I take a lot of shit from a lot of ppl but ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!! I give WAYYYYYYYY more than I receive. I don't do it to try and take your man, or the guy you THINK is your man. I am the kind of girl who spoils her friends. The one who is hear to listen to them bitch about the women who screw them over (which I have a

The Thought Of Her Beauty
With the thought of such beauty My heart skips a beat To hear an see this angel"s picture Starring straight back at me I can barrely believe my eyes With How pure her beauty is I can hardley catch my breathe An then i see her smile an my mind goes into awww If only i could hold her in my arms The amazing life we could have An only then I would know The rest of my life would be complete

The Oracle's Opinion
http://putyourbeardinmymouth.tumblr.com/ Listen, ladies, there is a sickness running rampant. It's called insecrurity. Instead of trying to build self-confidence and a sense of independent identity outside the bounds of a relationship, many of you are looking for meaning in a man. FALSE. You need to be comfortable in your own skin before you can even begin to share who you are with another human being-men included.And don't just take my word for it. I've talked to so many men over the years and I've noticed a trend. They want someone real. It's not even that they want an uber feminine woman (whatever it means to be feminine---that's another issue all together). They want another human being that they can relate to and connect with on a level that goes way beyond makeup and tight clothes.HOWEVER, do not get me wrong. I LOOOOOVE to get dolled up, but it is not for any one esle but me. Will men look my way? Sure. Will they whistle as I walk by and regress back to cave men behavior; of

Update Ages!
Its been almost a year since I really did anything on here. I got on once and saw what happened to it and left. Now that I am bored with everything else I am debating whether its worth my time with social sites because all you find is a bunch of dicks. SO depending on what I find depends if this is short lived

Whiskey River Dj Schedule
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My Prelude Of My Love For You
I walk upon the clouds, not wanting to get off, just gazing at the love that was brought forth to me. From the first time i saw her, i was amazed, astonished, admiring this beautiful woman. Our worlds were distant then, me mated with another her in the same path. Our planets were afar along time, but the admiration grew into a devoted friendship. This friendship, grew as we grew, my heart growing more fonder of the friendship in front of me. As time elapse, we adapted to our own worlds,the communication as distant as the time spent apart. She grew to admire others , i devoted my time to my path in life. but then something changed.... She became the same as i , single and heartbroken, me single an searchin... We began to see this in the same light, but both leary of events in both our paths. I saw something along time go that brought my heart to hers. Our paths now on the same road, our planets align, our worlds united as one. Were it takes us, i dont no, but my souls been

Bpd
It takes a lot of courage for someone to admit to themselves and others that they have Borderline Personality Disorder. It took me 5 years to accept it and admit it to myself, everyone else already knew and dealt with me as much as they could until they walked out of my life. I was diagnosed after 3 years of being on medicine for Bipolar disorder. I was in the army at the time...Finally after gaining 65 lbs from all the nasty meds I was on and I was not getting any better from the meds, I was only getting worse...I had a board of 4 psychologists get together (after they all did different testings and evaluations) they came to the conclusion that I have BPD. I am not making blogs about this for attention I am making them so that people can see that it is a disease, that ruins your life if you let it. Being Borderline feels like INTERNAL HELL. you don't know how you will feel from 1 minute to the next. In your head you want to be nice and show the ones you love, love...but sometimes you

The Truck Driver!
http://fubar.com/stories/b75925-1156898 That truck driver you flipped off? Let me tell you his story. Let me tell you a little about the truck driver you just flipped off because he was passing another truck, and you had to cancel the cruise control and slow down until he completed the pass and moved back over. His truck is governed to 68 miles an hour, because the company he leases it from believes it keeps him and the public and the equipment safer. The truck he passed was probably running under 65 mph to conserve fuel. You see, the best these trucks do for fuel economy is about 8 miles per gallon. With fuel at almost $4 per gallon -- well, you do the math. And, yes, that driver pays for his own fuel. He needs to be 1,014 miles from where he loaded in two days. And he can't fudge his federally mandated driver log, because he no longer does it on paper; he is logged electronically. He can drive 11 hours in a 14-hour period; then he must take a 10-hour break. And conside

New Dark Poetry
Piercing screams,Daunting stares,Burning flesh,Constant Tears,Fighting is useless,Against this thing,Nothing scares it, No one can harm it,It feels no pain,It feels no remorse, Only thing it feels is the darkness of course,It feeds on shadow's from all around,Light dimming just from its dreadful sound,A new beginning to everyone's end,Deathly night is about to begin, Through the dark black eyes you see no soul,The one immortal who has control,Can you fight him , I think not,Only a fool would think they have a shot, Now to tell you what he is,Something no man , no woman could understand this, Only his kind will ever truly know his name,Among the dead and demons that call him to fame,Here we stand at crossroads end,Waiting for the darkness to take control again,Now for what I was telling you before, To know what your up against know this for sure,He is something greater than you or me,His soul no matter what will live for eternity,Next time when you look at a wavering moon,Know that the

As If I Won
I had a dream last night, that I died. From all the pain, locked inside. Is it possible, to die from a broken heart? To fake a smile, while falling apart. That is what is happening, to me. Longing, loving, insanely. The feeling was too familiar, inside the dream. Because I carry it around, constantly. With every heart beat, I grow weaker. The pain buries itself, just a little deeper. So much to say, with loss of speech. I have never felt, so out of reach. Beyond help, beyond repair. All I want, is to be there. Although my love, will live on through him. I would love for just once, to feel his skin. Against mine, to become one. Then I can take my last breath, feeling as if I have won.

The Mistletoeg Origin
The Legend Chapter 1How It Began During the occupation of Britain the Romans used many great military leaders as governors of the British provinces. After the Romans were called out of Britain to help defend Rome from its own invaders, Britain was left with very little in the way of a governing body. There were many small Kingdoms, all fighting amongst each other. With the Romans gone the Danes found Britain easy to defeat, one small kingdom at a time. A young prince was soon to prove himself in battle. His grandfather was a Roman General and his grandmother was a British Princess. He learned military strategy from his grandfather at a very young age and put this knowledge to good use, when at the age of seventeen he was pronounce King after his father was poisoned by neighbouring King who was after his land. This neighbouring King figured that it would be an easy matter to take the land now that the father was dead. He figured wrong. Three Days after he was pronounced King, the youn

Southern Charms
I am Sarah Jade BBW, and I am here to make you happy!50-44-53 and ready to rock your world!Im a fun-loving, adventurous, sensual, passionate, and highly erotic, young vixen.Almost all my fantasies include other people, either joining or watching at me and getting off with me.I LOVE SEX. Im mostly submissive, but if I found the right person, I think I could be dominant.Nothing gets me hornier than when I get all dolled up, and grab my camera to get kinky!I love sharing my kinky side with perfect strangers through my erotic photos!Google me. Sarah Jade BBW

Christmas
As a joke, my brother Jay used to hang a pair of panty hose over his fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill them. What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true because every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings overflowed, his poor pantyhose hung sadly empty. One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and went in search of an inflatable love doll. They don't sell those things at Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown. If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go, you'll only confuse yourself. I was there an hour saying things like, 'What does this do?' 'You're kidding me!' 'Who would buy that?' Finally, I made it to the inflatable doll section. I wanted to buy a standard, uncomplicated doll that could also substitute as a passenger in my truck so I could use the car pool lane during rush hour. Finding what I wanted was difficult. 'Love Dolls' come in many dif

Lizard Lick Saloon
HI I AM THE ONE WHO MADE LIZARD LICK SALOON I HAVE TO SAY THANK YOU ALL FOR COMEIN OUT NOW I NEED MORE MEMBERS WE NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET HELP US OUT AND GET MEMBERS COME ON IN TALKE ABOUT THE SHOW AND TALK ABOUT WHAT IF YOU DO NOT TALK U WILL GET KICK OUT I DO GIVE YOU 5 MIN TO SAY HI WHEN U COME IN THANK YOU FOR READ THIS BOLGS

Never Look Back
I cannot try, anymore. No more tears, will fall on my floor. I won't break down, I will not crawl. When I have over looked someone, whose been there through it all. I don't have to try, he knows me too well. I don't have to say a word, he can just tell. That I need someone, to give back everything I do. I'm letting go now, I have to. Because it kills me accepting that, the one I love has already let go of me. Where I'll end up, we'll just have to see. These emotions can fill me, I can live with that. But it's time for me to walk away, and never look back.

Always Wondering Why
I want to call you, so damn bad. I don't know what it's like, to have a Mom or Dad. I would love to know, you don't understand. What I would give, just to hold your hand. To hear you say, just one time. That you love me, that you're proud to be mine. My parents, the same people that brought me into this world. To actually acknowledge, your baby girl. I hold the phone, with tears in my eyes. Knowing I can't call you, always wondering why.

Beautifully Broken Old Poem By Me
When it rains invisible fingers trace every inch of me.feelings of being complete.the booming thunder is the is the undeniable craving of wanting to meet.lighting the beautiful light that tears through the sky are the the uncontrollable pleasures bolting through me i cant hide.rain hitting hard on the pavement as you and i collide. The wanting mind..... - the yearning fingers.....hope for it not to leave..... -wish to linger....... Her romantic soul..... - the endeering body..... wanting more.....of a watchful hobby.......But the shivering nerves..... - the wailing jolts.....only to show.... feelings of repulse.......wish to touch..... - and touched in return..... yet fear coverts....wishes to concerns.......an angel..... pure and sweet... of wine.....to fear the love..... - she loves divine.......all do wish..... for this.. curse... to break...but her... and our love...... is not enough.. to take.......so muster... your fear..... - and dash it away... so I may... caress... your skin..

..:: My Thought's ::..
Three things that really annoys me. 1- as a father of 4 Girls I hate skinny jeans whoever came up with these should be shot. 2- Old people if you have to drive stay in right lane, the left lane is for going fast not five miles under speed limit. 3- And the worst thing is when parents don't take care of kids. Come on people if you make a baby your going to have to step up for the rest of there lives, not just till you

Whiskey River Dj Rules
If you are going to be a DJ in our lounge you need to commit to at least 2 sets per week , unless you are a guest djay. Every Effort should be made to play all requests whenever possible . If you cannot do your set please make every effort to have it covered and you must yim DJ MIGAMORSE OR TELL A MEMBER OF UPPER STAFF and let them know you can't make your set at least 3 hours in advance. All DJ`s should be in the lounge 15 mins before their set begins . Stop taking request 15 mins before your set is due to end . All new djays will have a one week probationary period.

So Far But So Close
He makes me feel so goodMy eyes on him, my soul with hisHe makes me feel so light-headed.Is it love or just infatuation?What is love anyways?Is it how he makes me feel so happy?Or how his smile melts my heart?Is it when I feel giddyOr when I feel at peace?Why do I feel this way?Who has control over feelings like this?Infatuation, what is it?Is it the lighter side of loveOr the beginning of it?When I see his smile,Is he smiling at meOr just for the sake of it?How could it be some one so pureCould win my heat so quickly?What do I see in him?Is it his colored hair or deep eyesOr his personality?He is so unique.At what point in time will I understand how I feel?Why do I feel this way?I havenâ€™t even met him!If I ever met him, would he like me?This love or infatuation is hard to pass by.My heart is with his on Cloud Nine (or is it?)He takes his looks into considerationWhen he does what he does.What is this state of bliss?Does it happen to others?Does he feel the same wayOr is it just me?Ha

Family Gatherings Nsfw
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The Most Powerful Force In Life!!
Allow me to enlighten some of you and allow myself to shed something off my mind. Imagine the strength in feeling so strong about someone that this strength alone creates more energy than anything within one’s self. This strength is the feeling of love (loving, in love, being loved, and someone in love with you). This feeling of love is so strong that it dominates any other internal force within you; rather it being an emotional, physical, or mental force. Love can be expressed in all these forces or it could be the foundation or even demise of these forces. This feeling comes so unexpected sometimes that it could only be explained as unnatural, though the feelings it brings could only be understood to be completely natural. You can control who you choose to love, yet you will never be able to control who you fall in love with. Imagine feeling so strong about this person that when you hold each other you feel so complete that you are at your most lived relaxed state.

Willie Lynch Letter
What's your opinion on this article?This speech was delivered by Willie Lynch on the bank of the James River in the colony of Virginia in 1712. Lynch was a British slave owner in the West Indies. He was invited to the colony of Virginia in 1712 to teach his methods to slave owners there. The term “lynching” is derived from his last name. [beginning of the Willie Lynch Letter] Greetings, Gentlemen. I greet you here on the bank of the James River in the year of our Lord one thousand seven hundred and twelve. First, I shall thank you, the gentlemen of the Colony of Virginia, for bringing me here. I am here to help you solve some of your problems with slaves. Your invitation reached me on my modest plantation in the West Indies, where I have experimented with some of the newest, and still the oldest, methods for control of slaves. Ancient Rome would envy us if my program is implemented. As our boat sailed south on the James River, named for our illustrious King, whos

Wow, People Have No Faith In Me Whatsoever.
Me and this one person on Facebook were talking about cheaters & relationships. I said "It depends on the person, but I don't know cause I've never cheated on a person in my life". Then she said "i agree but you've never been in a real relationship either..for some reason a nice guy like you got hooked up with assholes..but ive never cheated..didnt even cheat on my husband when he cheated on me..." Then I said "Yeah, you're right. I've been dealing with the wrong women" Then she said "from here it looks like you look for what you think are pretty woman..from what i see they are skanky..lol...pretty women will only use you...u need to find someone more on your level...an honest woman." I thought to myself like "oooookkk?????" Then I said "You mean get an average honest woman?" Then she said "do you think a beautiful woman would be interested in you? they are looking for ppl with their own place...can spend big $ on them..you cant judge a book by their cover...beauty on the out

Long Ride Home
Looking across the water at the gleaming city lights, On a grey hound bus in the middle of the night.Watching tall buildings shrink out of sight.as oncoming headlights flicker bright.It's been a long time since I called the city homeand I really should have left it well enough alone.peering through a window to a dark and starless sky It's not much to look at but my minds preoccupiedwith memories like photographsof a drunken reckless nights.like a fucked up puzzlethe pieces don't fit rightThinking back this is what I got so far slurred conversations to much PBRsever inebriation and a brief confrontation out side a shitty local barI'm sure theres more to the story but thats all I can rememberof a black out drunken nightNew York city in december

Hopefully It's Soon
Let me tell you, what I'll do. I'll build a wall, just for YOU. YOU tore it down once, you can do it again. But you're not the same person, YOU were back then. Find him, the ONE I fell for. When HE returns, it'll shatter once more. For, only HE has the power, to break the wall down. Not this person now, wearing the frown. The sweet, kind, gentle soul. That's the man, who has control. The key to my heart, my body, my mind. He still owns it, at this moment in time. I will wait patiently, for him to come back. Hopefully it's soon, I'll surrender to his attack.

So Much Pain
Trapped in the maddening grips of this pain is driving me insane. Knowing I caused you to hurt burns more than tears on open wounds. I turned into your December and forgot that you were my sunshine in June; I pray to see you soon your absence is killing me this emptiness is hollowing my heart and making me feel like a beautiful monster. In time I hope that you will believe that you have all of me and the coldness that I once showed you was not the real me that captured your precious love, it was merely a cult of the darker side of my personality, that I have rejected and released as I am surely becoming renewed through the blood of the lamb. Now all I have is dreams of what may come and dreading that maybe it’s all a dream or maybe it’s just a beautiful nightmare that I can’t be awakened from and if it is I pray I die dreaming of the joy that I once had in you. Now all I do is just sit here in constant fear wondering what will happen will we ever be again.. Now that

You'll Be Screaming My Name
I put on this gown, just for YOU. It's silky, smooth, see-through. Touch it, let it slide off your hand. Take pride in knowing, YOU are my man. Lay me down gently, slide it from the bottom up. Hang onto the soft moans, created by your touch. Get lost in my curls, covering the bed. Creating a halo, over my head. I am no angel, but this feels like Heaven. Holding onto YOU, and the love YOU are giving. All I ask is please, don't stop. Nothing compares to this, feeling I've got. The passion, the peasure, the raw emotion inside. A feeling too powerful, impossible to hide. Don't pull away, don't YOU dare. You're hitting all the right spots, so be prepared. I'm bringing my, "A" game. I promise you before it's over. YOU'll be screaming my name.

No Matter What It Takes
Let me tell you a story, about a girl that was so stubborn and true. She won't allow you in, no matter what you do. She is sweet and kind, but reality at it's best. She can't just bounce from one, to the next. Because that side of her, doesn't exist. It is not there, check it off your list. Because it's an obstacle, no one can cross. She's been there done that, too much was lost. Her heart was one of them, it no longer beats. And she will never again, shed a tear from defeat. She will win at all cost, no matter what it takes. To ensure her heart, never again breaks.

My Journey
A journey, that's what I'm on. I'm leaving soon, to find the ONE. I will search long, and hard. Go anywhere it takes me, no place is too far. To find my other half, the one made just for me. I have waited long enough, patiently. I'm not waiting anymore, I'm heading out. Getting rid of the pain, the self doubt. I am worth it all, and more. I will find the ONE I am searching for. Just be sure you are, ready for me. I am leaving this house, come February.

How I See You
Have you ever known anyone that was so amazing..that you just couldn't picture your life without them in it in one way or another...no matter how small....just knowing they are there...gives you the courage and the strength to get through things...you never woulda thought you were capable of....I have...I do...and if I was asked to describe them....this is wat I would say....they are the truth...in the realist form...screwed up....but sweet....hurting....but loving...the prettiest picture I have ever seen...painted perfectly....the contrast of colors....blended magically....portraying the brightest light...there are all kinds of people in this world....but when one person consists of all of them...it is the most beautiful image you could ever see....the kindest voice you could ever hear...and eyes you can look right through...feel their emotions...just from a glance...one stare in more powerful then any words could be....a person so wonderful that they can make you strong whe

Go Away
Scream OutAnother day of disdainLash OutEveryone's driving you insaneCry Tears Make everyone go awayDry TearsNo one's ever gonna stayYour StupidTo think he loved you anywaySo StupidHe never loved you a single dayGo AwayNo one wants you aroundStay Away

Staff Job Descriptions
SEXUAL ENCOUNTERS CHAIN OF COMMAND & JOB DISCRIPTIONS Your chain of command is basically your management team. You go to them when you can't fix a problem or you have a concern etc....here are there fubar links in case you need to leave them a private message please don't be scared to contact them if you have a concern/problem. We are all on the same team and we do talk to each other about how we want our lounge run so you can talk to any one of us and it will be handled. FOUNDER DJ MARCUS Fubar link DJ Marcus FE 2 Blonde xElitex SE 4 Life@ fubar OWNERS DJ STACEY & MONTEE Fubar links DJ Stacey xElitex SE 4 Life FM2Gwen @ fubar Montee xElitex SE 4 Life@ fubar MANAGER TANYA Fubar link Tanya xElitex SE 4 Life FuEnged2ImSoIcey@ fubar ASSISTANT MANAGERS DJ JUNIOR & DJ IMSOICEY Fubar links DJ Junior xElitex se 4 life

The "it Factor"
I was reading something online about people who have the "IT Factor". In your opinion, what does having the "IT Factor" mean and what does it take to have it? I can't answer that cause I really don't have a clue.

Fubar
Ok for some of you immaturity never stops. I know there are millions of people on this site. Just because you get a few people to like you here does not mean they like YOU. When you talk trash cause of rejection or whatever it's pointless. Some of you spend more time on here than with your real life family and friends. Neglecting your children and real life. This is a place to escape from the stress of rl. Some of you look to hook up. Just grow up and put your priorities in line. It's the internet don't take every thing everyone says and does to heart.

Pathetic!
I am WAYYYYYY beyond sick of people and their lack of morals....values...there are certain lines you do NOT cross....words you do NOT say...a NO FLY ZONE....people can change your perception of them very quickly...regardless of how long you have known them....harmless flirting is one thing....so is random silliness...but being persistent when it is NOT wanted is a total different story...I am DONE covering and making excuses for ANYONE...my friends mean the world to me....especially my REAL ones....I will NOT play your fucking game....go play in someone else's field..NOT in mine...total BS...just because I have a nice body and like to show it off...it does NOT define me as an individual....I define my fucking self....and it is pretty damn sad when the one being a TOTAL ass clown...KNOWS THIS....I am NOT going to waste my time on the typical male....the one's that only see the exterior....they can do watever they must with the VIRTUAL me....people like that will NEVER ge

Never Enough
It's time for me to blend in...I am only good until the next best thing comes along anyway...knowing how I am..and how deep my emotions run....I'll still be here...take another stab....go a little deeper this time....I'm sick of not meaning anything...of only being that option....check beside the box...multiple choice.....maybe I'll get picked today...maybe he will have time to check my box....I am good for one thing and that's all..I do NOT want to be fucked with...so FUCKING SICK of everything...like a damn piece of meat....everyone takes a bite til it's gone....until there is nothing left but bone....leaving the heart for last...it fights and tries to survive..but it can't....it looses the battle....just like everything else in my life....nothing good lasts...there is always another box beside mine to check off....just me..myself...it appears I am never enough....

Your Own Worst Enemy
Your anger will eventually burn yourself out....my pain that I live with each day..is my light..it guides my path..in-order to be a great mother...a good friend...a strong survivor....it doesn't matter to me how others see me....because I am confident in the individual I have become....I am MORE than just a physical body...and anyone who can't see that..isn't truly interested in discovering the REAL me...I know I am a good mother...the only person's perception of me..is that of my daughter...altho you would have to be a fool not to see it written all over me....there will always be those people...that will try and use you for their own selfish reasons...watever they maybe....I know to be strong when faced with people like this....sometimes...I allow their words to sink in...and bring me down...it all depends on my personal emotions....who the individual is....but I always bounce back....becoming stronger than ever before...I will not change the person I am because of the ac

My Last Christmas
This will be my last Christmas on Fubar. It has been 5 years now and I have really enjoyed my time on Fubar and all the wonderful people I have met and the long lasting friendships and bonds I have made. It has nothing to do with Fubar. I have had my disagreements in the past but overall I think Fubar is the best site If I leave Fubar, it is for financial and medical reasons. I will try and give some notice before I leave but always remember I carry the memory of each of my friendships here and they are precious and I will carry them always, even beyond this life.

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Pervs
Ok so this place is full of them. Being an adult site be a fucking adult. Most people are her for entertainment and not the kind that some are here to offer. I u we're in a real bar would you be as nasty in real life as u are here and expect to get away with it? I think not if u actually say some of the things some of u had said to me in the short time I've been here believe me you'd be hurting and not just by my hand but the hand of others as well so watch what u say to people. Karma will prevail eventually

How Our Family Finds Xmas
I'm not a blogger... but I just got off the phone with my brother in NY and thought I'd share. Some of the things I've seen on fu the last few weeks I have a hard time understanding... It's not for me to judge, but maybe sometimes people just need an example to follow. The holidays are about more than give me, give me, give me.... My brother was very sad that his kids are grown, military, relocated, etc... and first Xmas he is to be alone. I live in NC, he is in NYC. He's been feeling like the holidays couldn't come and go fast enough this year. Yesterday he read in the paper about a little boy that wants nothing more than Xmas dinner with his mommy for Christmas. The story goes on to say that the mother committed suicide last year. My brother is on his way as we speak with a trunk full of toys for the 5 kids, a turkey and all the fixings for Xmas dinner. He's found his Christmas Spirit. Christmas sometimes is not what we remember, what we think it should be or even what we want,

Truth Shall Prevail...
My StoryThis is what happens with E-Relationships. Nine times out of 10, you will get played like a fine tuned instrument, just like I did. Watch out for all the smooth talkers, the "sweet" guys that really seem interested. All they want is a free ride, especially on Fubar, and if you are High Ranked. How do I know?? It happened to me. I met thru Fubar this guy, seemed nice, really funny, a decent guy to chat with. Seemed to have a lot in common. We got along great, decided to team up and get Fu-Married, to help us both out on the site, and our climb to being higher ranked. I was all for it ,I PAID for it, we did it. Along the way, during those first few weeks, he said he loved me, good thing I never fell for him. Too good to be true, usually is. And this time, I started to fall for his BS and was used. Let the wall down, only to be played. He is good, I'll give him that much. Within a week, we made RED, with a lot of hard work and a LOT of money, spent by ME...ONLY ME. From Mid-Novemb

Written Interview From Tyrants Blood
> 1> *What's the name of your band? Have you changed the band's > name before?> Bands name is Tyrants Blood, that was the name we came up with january 2006.We started messing around with songs around august 2005 with then original drummer , and founder of the band Kevin Volatile.We had a fellow name Mike K on bass and our original vocalist Shawn Darksoul from That time till about December of 05.Once Mike K left and Vinnie joined in January 06, we came up with that name.At that time Shawn Darksoul left and Andrew Russell joined forces with us to begin working on the first album.To make it sound a bit more aggressive we brought in another Axe man named Tom Lewko. So that ended up being the lineup for the first album and the name stayed from then on till now. 2> *What are the names, of each band member.> Our lineup is Brian Messiah on vocalsVinnie Borden on Bass and vocalsMatt Blood on drums and myself , Marco, on guitars.3> *What genre of music do you consider your work to be?> Well

A Nasty Encounter With Freek
It started when I got a message in my SB from FREEK. Following is the exchange, after which I was blocked by him: 12-23-11 9:49 pm: FREEK: Excuse me sir, but your are poking 1 of my girls and they do not aprreciate it at all. If yo would be so kind as to curtail this practice then it would be looked upon in a positive manner and no further actions would be required. If you ersist in this course, then appropriate measures will be lobbied against you. Thank you for your cooperation in this matter. Merry Christmas. Freek oout! =;->= 9:56 pm: To FREEK: Which girl is that, and why didn't she just tell me? I meant no offense, and would have stopped if I knew...tell me who she is and I'll stop. BTW: I'm not the least intimidated by your empty fucking threats!! 10:05 pm: FREEK: if you will go back and reread my comments, you will see that i 1: Was extremely polite. 2: Did not threaten you in any way, shape , form, or fashion, because I don't issue idle threats. I make promises. A

My Thoughts
It doesn't matter how many times I try to pull away, feel nothing, hate you even. I come back. It doesn't matter how many times I try to get you out of my head because I don't want to think about you anymore, I come back. It doesnt matter how many times I tell you to fuck off because your an asshole. My heart cries because I want you back. No one could ever be you. No one could ever come close to comparing to you. As I sit here, I think to myself, what is it about you that has me so damn strung out? Why has it been 2 years and I still cant mentally get it right with you? The mere presence of you makes me melt. Ive told you to go away, come back, stay, leave, try again, we're done...but I crave you. I feel like I'm going crazy, with or without you. You are my personal drug and the poison in my veins. But its you, always has been, always will be......just you. I'm cross between heart broke and happy because of you. But I love you. I don't want anything for Christmas. I

Dark Black Pagan Vampire
im 32 yrs old 5'5 125 pounds green eyes brown hair im honest carin luving trustworthy kindhearted im lookin for a single white female age between 26 to 32 yrs old who is honest carin luvin trustworthy kindhearted will luv me for me if ur interested u can im me at timwill3025 on yahoo or u can contact me here as well im not into mind games or drama im a single woman guy all i want to do is to c u laugh n enjoy urself bc life is way to short first u live then u die but i rather c u enjoy life b4 its to late im lookin for a single white female age ? to 33 im honest caring luving trustworthy dependable im lookin for the same in a female n all im lookin for is for her to luv me for me if anyones interested let me kno im 32 yrs old brown hair green eyes 5'5 125lbs i live in binghamton ny n u should b to if not thats ok if u want to kno more let me kno ill let u kno more about me thanks my name is tim williams

"danger Will Robinson Danger!"
Listen to me, listen now, and listen good. Your apathy and naivety, sickens me. An apocalyptic scenario...is inevitable...I don't think you heard that...is inevitable. A minimum of 70% of the world's population...is going to perish. This world...is incapable of supporting our existence as it is today. period. You want inevitabilities that last throughout human history; societies crumble, fossil fuels deplete, and human population is exploding. Why does this affect you right here, right now? The United States...is GOING to fall both economically and socially...oil that we all take for granted, has reached peek production worldwide and will be gone (if we continue on our current course) within 20 years, the water that we rely on to sustain life...is being polluted and quite literally being swallowed up, if we continue our nonchalance even it WILL be gone within your lifetime. The earth can NOT sustain the 7+ billion people walking its surface today, yet we continue to add to this num

★ Starfire's Musings ★
My first blog entry is going to be a means of me being able to express my thoughts and feelings on an issue that I have problems with time and time again. So I apologise in advance for the nature of the blog, it's more for me, than you. I guess with it being the festive season and rapidly heading towards the new year, that it's a time that I wish I had a boyfriend here with me to share these special times with. The fact is, that I don't. I'm single, I have been for a while and occasionally that gets pretty lonely (sob story), as it does for anyone in the same boat. Whenever I tell people that I'm single, they feign surprise - why? how could you be? blah, blah, blah. I'm tired of people messing with my feelings, it leaves me in limbo. Why can't people just say what they mean and mean what they say? (I didn't lose you there, did I?) I constantly get people acting shocked that I'm single, why are you shocked? No one wants me! Occasionally, I get people being indecisive telling me their

Fuicide
Ok seriously how many of you people on here have to sit here and tell people to commit fuicide and suicide huh? Well on that not idk who they hell yall think you are that tell people this you should really stop. When u tell someone to do something like that u r liable for whatever happens if someone were to actually follow through with it due to the fact there are some people out there that have actually tried and have overcome this. Those that have overcome the thought of suicide cuz of dumb ass people on this site saying shit like that they might take it wrong and actually do it, then how would u feel if it came across here that someone actually followed through with it due to some asshole telling them to? Well now that my rant is done im getting outta here so take into consideration the feelings of some people... sorry for the large run on sentences i dont do much typing like this!!!!!!

Feelings
How can u feel one way & then the next feel a different way? I do believe that feelings do get in the way of something things we can't control. They do sometimes hurt the ones you love or like. Or they may hurt you in the long run.And what happens if you keep it inside? Does it just go away or stay with you and makes you wonder about different things. What if you do tell the other person what you really feel, does it change things between the both of you? What if you feel like you want to tell the other person how you feel? Do you sit there and wonder if they feel the same way? Then do regret what you just told them? Or does it make things better that you did? I go thru this a lot in my life and still have no answers for it...Or if there are answer's for it. I do believe sometimes its good to tell people how you feel then keeping it inside and finding out it just made it worse then not telling them. But I believe everyone is different and how they would tell someone something and

My Poetry
October Feast Suddenly you were at the door knocking like the rain from which you ran. You shook droplets from your hair and laughed as your raincoat slid softly to the floor. Your hands were cold. You said mine were warm. Neither of us complained. Later, at the maple table in the kitchen, we gorged ourselves on pumpkin bread and steaming apple cider. You ate so greedily I had to kiss away the crumbs-- as I had the raindrops clinging to your lips. Our plates and cups lay empty, yet the feast continued well into the storm. When the rain let up, you left, dragging your crumpled raincoat through the puddles on the walk. Since then, I hardly think of you except when pumpkin bread is passed around or when the kitchen smells of apples or the cider sizzles on the stove or on a rainy, autumn afternoon or when the sky is overcast or sometimes when a single cloud moves past. Terry Now in Spring Had you left in summer when the sun lies heavy around us

About Me In The Cyber World
I have had many friends ask me to come back to FB after my 8 month leave for family reasons, i respect everyone of you and the new freinds i make everyday being here . please remember that respect goes both ways,i am in a relationship with a great man i have a great family that i love and cherish with all my heart,mind,body and soul. i am sick SICK to death of coming on here and being disrespected from the ppl thatcant get a grasp on real life and the cyber life . i started on this site 5 yrs ago as is was lost cherry into cherry tap , fubar has brought out the worst in some ppl with the begging the lack of rules and respect with webcams and the shit we see in our PM's and shout boxes . friends give help to those that need it in the game of leveling , here to give us support when we are having a bad day in real live, to make the other laugh, the charging for pimps,shitfaces,tags and skins is becoming BS. YOU ALL HAVE ASKED WHY I'M NOT HERE SO MUCH WHY I POST STATUS MESSAGES THE WAY I D

Expression Of Love
Reasons I love you, NevaAdoration - You adore me and all my unusual quirksBeautiful - You truly are, thru and thruCaring - You are always thinking of me and my happinessDevotion - You are all about me and I thank you for thatEvil - Looks are deceiving, but it's the look that attracted me to youFunny - Whether it be intentional or not, you always make me giggleGiving - In so many ways, you are always doing itHeartfelt - Your words, I dont hear them, I feel themIrresistible - I can't imagine being away from you for very longJustin - Cuz of him, you are an excellent mother, I wish to see that with usKind - It goes without saying, you are a very sweet personLoving - You take this to a whole other level....hardcore statusMind-blowing - The scenarios we share, you have some great onesNuturing - It's in your nature and can never be a bad thingOutgoing - You're modest but not to shy around peoplePerceptive - You can read me, which is no easy taskQueen-like - This is how high I regard youReal

The Angel Files
Adoration - You adore me and all my unusual quirksBeautiful - You truly are, thru and thruCaring - You are always thinking of me and my happinessDevotion - You are all about me and I thank you for thatEvil - Looks are deceiving, but it's the look that attracted me to youFunny - Whether it be intentional or not, you always make me giggleGiving - In so many ways, you are always doing itHeartfelt - Your words, I dont hear them, I feel themIrresistible - I can't imagine being away from you for very longJustin - Cuz of him, you are an excellent mother, I wish to see that with usKind - It goes without saying, you are a very sweet personLoving - You take this to a whole other level....hardcore statusMind-blowing - The scenarios we share, you have some great onesNuturing - It's in your nature and can never be a bad thingOutgoing - You're modest but not to shy around peoplePerceptive - You can read me, which is no easy taskQueen-like - This is how high I regard youReal - Nothing outrageous, you

A Bear's True Love
Unspoken words Fading memories What a country song In the makings Between you and me. Wanting a fresh start Something exciting and new Embracing what could be Only if you wanted to. Time slipping away From two hearts That was collided Together without effort And brought to one another By the Great Spirit. Do we walk away Or do we take this journey That has been laid? Sometimes fate has a way Of guiding the ones Who are meant to be Under the stars Before we see it Within our own eyes and heart. We can all resist And fight against the tides But one fact will always remain Which is a true loving heart And life long respect Destined just for you. Take me by the hand Or just give me a sign That you are walking away And moving on... As I can't standstill In these crossroads Of roller coaster emotions Any longer... Too much hurt Too much taken away Im guarded Yes it is true But enough strength to be open In knowing what I need And want in my li

Me
PLEASE DONT ASK ME 2 FOLLOW GOD OR JESUS COZ THERE BOTH IMPODENT FREAKS THAY HAVE NO POWER IF THAY DID MY PRAYERS WOULDVE BEEN ANSWERED WITCH THAY DIDNT SO I SAY FUCK YOU GOD & JESUS IF I LEFT FUBAR FACEBOOK & YIM I THINK I WOULD NOT B MISSED COZ NO ONE TALKS 2 ME I JUST WISHED THAT PPL WOULD ACTIVELY SEEK ME OUT ON FU BUT NOPE NO JOY THERE SEEMS LIKE IM A LOOSER HERE 2 IF ANY ONE DISAGREES WITH ME HIT MY INBOX WITH THE REASONS Y THAY WOULD MISS ME. PLEASE PEOPLE SEEK ME OUT PLEASE NO ONE CARES THATS RIGHT NO DONES 4 A LOOSER DAMN ITS JUST LIKE HIGH SCHOOL ALL OVER AGAIN ONCE A LOOSER ALWAYS A LOOSER *SIGHS* ALLLL I EVER WANTED IS 1 ON 1 TIME WITH PEOPLE IS THAT HARD 2 ASK? THIS IS ABOUT ME I GUESS THAT NO ONE REALLY CARED 4 ME ON HERE I FEEL LIKE A BURDEN 2 EVERY ONE ON HERE IM SORRY ALL THAT IVE DISRUPTED ALL YOUR LIVES.

Infantryman Pride!!!!
Infantrymen have a pride and arrogance that most Americans don't understand and don't like. Even Soldiers who aren't infantrymen don't understand. The pride of the infantryman comes not from knowing that he's doing a job that others can't, but that he's doing a job that others simply won't. Many infantrymen haven't seen a lot of combat. While that may seem ideal to the civilian or non-infantryman;.................. it pains the grunt. We signed up to spit in the face of danger. To walk the line between life and death and live to do it again - or not. To come to terms with our own mortality and let others try to take our life instead of yours. We have raised our hands and said, "Take me, America. I am willing to kill for you. I am willing to sacrifice my limbs for you. I will come back to America scarred and disfigured for you. I will be the first to die for you." That's why the infantryman carries himself with pride and arrogance. He's aware that America has lost respect for him. To ma

Take Down Mine
Shadows lurking, all around. They are everywhere, littering the ground. But what are they really? Does anyone know? They are blank figures, not one feature shows. Black as coal, cold as ice. You can walk right through them, and never realize. That you have actually just stepped, on someones soul. Made your mark, fulfilled your goal. For the shadow doesn't care, it's a just a black shape. It doesn't have emotions, or even a face. But the person you walked through, feels it just the same. Before you crush them, take down their name. Check them off your list, add them to the trail you leave behind. And while you're at it, you can take down mine.

My Miracle Cure
I can remember everything from age thirteen on....I mean down to the very last detail..wat I wore on a certain day..every damn word that was said from then on out...who said it..where we were....wat we ate drank...the room setting...there is nothing I don't remember from that age on...all the memories...the nightmares..the harsh words..the struggles..the obstacles..the fear I was feeling...the terror of thinking I was going to die....the looks on the faces of those who have hurt me..the lack of remorse...the rage in their face and in their tone...just knowing that was the moment I was going to die....imagine having all of those voices..the names..the numbers..the images..I remember it all...there is nothing I forget...i carry that around with me every damn day...the medication..that's all it is...a pil..it's not a miracle cure...it doesn't make things fade away or easier to deal with...there is no magic pill....you learn to drown it out...but it is just a quick fi

A "me" World
It is hard accepting what is good for you and wat is not...especially when your heart and emotions are involved....a TRUE friend does not bail on you KNOWING you are facing something difficult....they do not disappear or say mean hurtful things....especially in your time of need...they will be the first to call you...and comfort you...not add to your stress level....someone wants you only when it is convenient for them..that is never a good thing...only when it benefits them in some way....when someone you love..regardless wat kinda love that may be..someone that is responsible for making you feel any type of emotion reveals their true self..it cuts straight to the bone...thinking they were someone they are not....and feeling overwhelming emotions that you can't seem to control no matter what you do....just knowing or thinking you know they will be the last one to hurt you....only to be proven wrong....then they pop up...and say I'm sorry....I know I should have been ther

Why???
Why does it seem that Fubar relationships are so much easier than real life relationships? I just recently got engeged, and I met him on Fubar...He just deleted his account and now expects me to do the same...Am I wrong for wanting to keep something for myself, like all the amazing friends I have made along the way? I swear sometimes I believe that being single is the only way to live a strees free life...Thanks for letting me vent !! Peace and Love ~W

Simply Me
I am 46 years old ( or young) and have gone thru a rough past year, but with hard work and strong support from my family and friends. I am now looking to the future with hope. Inner strength was something i never knew i had, till i needed it. So when all seems hopeless look to your family and friends for help and Dig Deep into your soul and become a survivor just as i have. To all who struggle and are depressed and without hope, Let me tell you that by never giving up on myself I came back from the gates of hell. If anyone needs someone to talk to or someone to listen, i will be here.

Here's Lookin At You 2011
Through so much life changes in directions that never seemed possible, this year has been so very difficult. I have been so very fortunate to have had the wise words that have been out before me when the feelings of emptiness and disparity hit like wave after wave and you helped to carry me to the shore. Helping to see through another day, another night and to look forward to a new tomorrow. You helped me never to give up and for this there are no words that can express the gratitude that wells from within. You here are so very special, you have no name, your voice, your thoughts, your humor carried me and I THANK you. So, it is a new day, a new year and I will try to make this all better, this life puzzle. Thank you for helping me find those lost pieces that appeared to be lost forever.... thank you one and all that make this place a little different than just any old place to go! Have a good new year or at least the best possible! THANK YOU wise, positive, funny and enduring posters!

Juggalette Tears
When I met you I was at my lowest.. You brought me out of the dark and showed me the otherside of the light, But after time I'm not sure what happened, I guess all the promises you made, all the things we did, all the things you said, were just words to make me feel better, where are you now ? When u said u'd never leave my side, You said anytime i needed you, you'd be there but now, Im sitting in the in the corner of the room, all alone, holding my chest, spreading tears of blood, calling for you, but do you even hear me ? Do you even really care? I took a chance lettin you in and now u just walked out, well fine it maybe be a while, but the tears will stop, and when they do u'll have something to be scared for, because as long as im crying u still matter,

2012
Well, It's finally 2012, We'll see if the majority's take on the Mayan calendar was right.... I truly hope I can change for the better this year. I've procrastinated with my duties, dreams, and goals for far too long now. This is going to be the year I make them all come true. Indeed, time to grow up, move up, and move on. Out with the old, in with the new. I need to surround myself with a better group of friends. They say who you surround yourself with is a reflection of who you are. And I'm not happy with either. I've been a follower for far too long. I aim to find my love, my passion, and reach my goals this year. Shouldnt be too hard, I still have 365 Days left... (Leap Year)

This Is Me And If You Don't Like It...there Is A Block Button
So. this is me. If you don't like it, there is a block button that you (or I can use). I know I am fat and ugly but you don't have to call me that. I am very insecure about my body at times. I hate that I have a peice of skin near my asshole that shows up in most of my pics. It's very embarassing. That is why I don't like showing my asshole or taking pics of it, unless my finger is there. I know I am fat and there is a reason for it. I was born with too much intestines and had some removed when I was 7 months old because I almost died and there is a scar on my stomach to prove that and when I had my last colonoscopy done in 2002, the doctor said my intestines were twisted and knotted up like a 95 yr olds and that I can't have surgery to straighten them out because of all the scar tissue there already. If you look at the rest of my body, I am not that fat. I have to take laxatives everyday for the rest of my life for my condition. Yeha, I am medically anorexic. I know I am fat but I ha

Changing Of Name
Ever since i changed my name seems like the ladies like me better. I'm still me i guess the name just gave me a bad persona. This one suits me better because i am a true gentleman to the core. I don't care how mad u get at a lady u better never lay a hand on one in front of me my ranger side will come out and i'll rip off your head and feed it too u. I haven't had much luck on here with the ladies i have some raly great friends which i love dearly but just can't get one to be mine lol. Not that i haven't tried guys i've had to fu engadgements and got dumped for dj's so not so easy too get too my heart now have too earn it but i am always a gentleman first and foremost. So if didn't add me before because thought i was a perv because of nam i asure u i am not give me a chance may find out i can be your best friend.

Me
Ramblings about my life...I am not now the man I believe I can be...and do not know how to get there from here.But I will!I am unemployed, my benefits exhausted...and scraping by with the help of a family that deserves a far bettter person as a brother than I've been these past few years...Where did I go wrong? Where did I fail? Was it by my own choice? I have to think it was...I've made the decisions in my life which have led me to bee where I am at this moment in time...nobody else...just me.I Point the fingert at myself and wonder...not "What have I done"...but "How do I change things?"How do I undo the decisions that I've made?How do I right the wrongs?How do I turn things around when I'm falling at an increasing rate into a black hole with nothing to grab on to?I have no job...can't even get an interviewMistakes from my past haunt me and hinder meNobody loves me right now...although some have tried...but I can't let them.I try to love only those that will not alow me to...is th

Tremors From Afar
A dozen roses I give to you my friend,A gift that seems so smallBut they represent so much,Our friendship most of all.A rose for the friendship.A rose for the touch.A rose for the trust we shareOur sharing means so much.A rose for the kindnessAnd the deep caring you show.A rose for the comfort givenWhen I've been feeling low.A rose for the laughter,How it makes your eyes shine.A rose for the dreams we shareIt's amazing how they intertwine.A rose for the deep respectYou give to me with ease.A rose for the love we feelAnd how you wish to please.A rose for your compassionThat has helped me in so many ways.A rose for bringing me sunshineThat has brightened all my days.The last rose is the bestFor it stands so proud and tall.This rose represents youMy best friend of all. For you Jess, you are inspiration.... Should you ever feel aloneIf finding times hard to bareYou can still count on me Know I shall always be there You shall be in my thoughtsIf you are hurting, I feel it tooIt is m

Good Bye
Hello everyone, I know I've said this time and time again. As of now I have made up my mind. I'm leaving Fubar. I haven been here over a year. I dont have time for it. I've met some wonderful people here also the love of my life. I'm so sorry. Please dont try to ask me to stay. Love you my friends Carpe Noctem Ich Liebe Dich

Hungry Eyes
Parts from the movie Dirty Dancing with Hungry EyesLyrics:I've been meaning to tell youI've got this feelin that won't subsideI look at you and I fantasizeYou're mine tonightNow I've got you in my sightsCHORUS:With these hungry eyesOne look at you and I can't disguiseI've got hungry eyesI feel the magic between you and II want to hold you so hear me outI want to show you what love's all aboutDarlin tonightNow I've got you in my sightsCHORUSNow I've got you in my sightsWith these hungry eyesNow did I take you by surpriseI need you to seeThis love was meant to be

2012
hey all, how you been? I been living life lol but boy this past week well the end of the week was bad for me, first I slip and fall on my knees, one of my knees I scraped on the cement, in the parking lot at Costo, my mom didnt see me, but a lady did and she was like oooh dear, I was covered in sand, and mud, my fave pair of tights were torn, my knee was bleeding badly, so I hopped all the way to Costco and to the washroom to clean up, i didnt have enough bandaids, as the one I used the blood was bleeding through it, so I had to put kleenex on it and roll up my pant leg, It hurt for a while still does, then today I was making a fruit/vegie smoothie and cutting up some vegies, and I slice my finger, ugh. So here I am all bruised up, lol Anyways, our kitty Vixen is doing amazingly well, adpating to her new home, its a week since we got her, well will be officially a week in 2 hours or so. Shes got everything she needs so far, except for a cat carrier, a harness, and leash, as in the su

Bullshit
Just wanted to put in my little info on this matter that has came to my attention. I am sick and tired of the comming foward to a person and the only thing that comes to your mind is "hey i got something that can make you smile" or "Ill meet up with you for the night" so on so on that fucking bullshit to me. How can you treat a person like he or she is a whore or slut or just someone that you think you can get yourself off with. I mean think about it i wouldnt want anything to do with you if you came up to me and that was the only thing that you could offer me, id would hope more on the line of friendship would be better but alot of fu's just think about themselves and only them, grow the fuck up be a man or woman!!!!!!!!

Icparty
The M65850P/FP is a CMOS IC for generating echo to be added to the voice through a "karaoke" microphone. 1. It is optimal to provide the echo effect function for karaoke player, such as radio cassette recorders, mini audio components and television sets. 2． Increased master clock frequency assures high-performance short delay,enabling the IC to be used for dolby prologic surround system. • Built-in input/output filters, A-D and D-A converters,and memory realize a delay system with only a single chip. • Built-in current control type clock oscillator circuit avoids clock affection outside,thus allowing prevention of undesired radiation. • Delay time = 164 ms (with master clock set at 1MHz) (Selection of delay time in a range between 15ms and 200ms) • Small package (14-pin DIP : 14P4,16-pin SOP:16P2N) • Built-in 20Kbit SRAM • Built-in auto reset circuit (The IC reset as power is turned on) • Single power supply (5V) Relate

Fap
I have recently gotten hooked on Wordfued on the smartphone. (Damn appse current game I'm playing against my sister-in-law, I tried to play the word FAP last night. Guess what.....it's not a real word!!!! WTF?! Where is Prinny? If I find out that PEEN isn't a word I'm gonna freak out! Is this a FU language a

Inner Thoughts
A friend has this in her profile.Time is like a river...You cannot touch the same water twicebecause the flow that has passed will never pass againI beleive LOVE can overcome all obsticales, If I didn't then what is the point of LOVELove is not a word.. its the essence of 2 people, and if an obstacle comes in the way, Love isequalizer.Love is forever, Love is the answer to life. Love is.Love is imeasurable , its bigger than the universe, yet can fit inside your heart.Love is unstopable, it can overcome any obstacleLove is always willing to forgive, no matter the circumstanceLove is tirelessLove is the essence of 2 people.Love is one, love is all, love is not singularLove is a gift from God. God gave me the gift of your love. I cherish that gift, I cannot think of life without that gift. Thirty days have gone and pastmy heart weighs heavy,my love still lasts you hurt me deep into the coreyou said our love ,is never more each day my thoughts do not grow lessmy love for you, has failed

Beauty...
Your Beauty amazes me In your arms is where I long to be I want to be there , Your hands in mine Next to your perfect body It has no flaws, no imperfections You were the best choice of any selection Now that I've met you, I'll not forget you If only we could kiss It would fullfill my longing to taste those lips One more time - One turns into Two Two becomes forever when I'm w/ you I'm clueless in learning when without you Yet thoughts of you, will carry me through Because You Know i love you. Through Bloodshot eyes and a thousand yard stare Images of my friends are confined in my mind A chill runs through me as I continue to stare A cold, wet feeling that's just not there My ears pick out the smallest of sound A tiny raindrop pattering to the ground A movement of a leaf as it scrapes out loud We try to stay covered cut off from the others I stare into the jungle Looking at mysterious shadows that forshadow The enemy is out there, he's looking for a fig

True Friends
When the chips are down and u r tring to level up in here you see who r realy good friends to have. I'm blessed to say i have a few great friends on here. Narly Breast u r my brother my oldest friend on here and r awesome. Sin angel u r awesome too darlin. Brae well u know loves ya darlin. Devilish u r my BFF darlin and loves ya to death. Prissy huni u r awesome too darlin. Nellie huni i just met u huni but u r aces huni and i'll pass u out too all my peeps muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh thx so much angel. If i forgot someone i'm sorry ya'll r the best ty so much.

Purple Haerts> For Some True Family..
"The POW MIA Remebrance Ceremony" As you entered the banquet hall this evening, you may have noticed a small table in a Place of Honor. It is set for "One". This table is Our way of symbolizing the fact that Members of "Our Profession of Arms" are Missing from Our midst.. They are commonlly called POWs or MIAs, We call them "Brothers".. They are unable to be with us this evening and so we remember them This table set for one is small-- Sybolizing the frality of "One" prisoner alone against his oppressors. Remember! The Tablecloth is white- Sybolizing the purity of thier intentions to respond to thier countrys call to arms. Remember!! The single Red Rose displayed in a vase reminds us of the families and loved ones of our comrades-in-arms who keep the Faith Awaiting thier return Remember! The Red Ribbon tied so prominatly on the vase is reminiscent of the red ribbon worn upon the lapel and breasts of thousands who bare witness to thier unyielding determination

Places Of Honor...
Trhough fog and rain, heat and cold, blistering winds that cut to the bone Standing "White as Pure as thier Souls" Hundreds are lined row upon row These crosses bare names that honor is bestowed We seek out names of family, friends and comrads from days of old Some of them so long ago They wore thier uniforms with pride Some gave thier lives , so others could survive Thier families and friends, neighbors and all Mourn the loss of those who answered the call Flags that flutter in the air mark these graves Where our brthers and sisters lie in wait for us to meet them Wearing our uniforms with pride Forour answer to the call Having given our country our all I hang my "Dog tags " upon a cross, his name forever etched in stone To show he was always remembered and not left behind Someone once told me years ago...he faught in vain

Noob Comments
My girl needs help she needs new members to comment herpage as part of her level requirements. sje will give you 20,000 fubucks if you just post a simple "Hi" message for her by clicking this link: http://fubar.com/sweetashoneyy#leave_comment

Honesty
Old bones and stones covered in sea lichen add an exquisite set of browns , grays and greens to the shore. I love watching the salted sea ebb and flow over the stones. It looks old as death but really quite alivefor sea creatures, plants and the like populate its beds in an endless series of cycles of birth and death allowing for the varied coasts upon which welive. I sat today examining my nature. Sounds simple, but it’s really not. Not if you dig deep..and you’vebeen lazy with yourself like I have. To be alone. I thought deeply on this for there are those whose lives are such. They touch me as I feel their aloneness andit makes my heart soft in the thought for no human soul should be without love and closeness derived from being just near. To touch one’s shoulder with a very slight touch, it share a sunset in the very late afternoon, maybe a good laugh while discussing something silly,or perhaps a drink with no words spoken and knowing that there was a warm s

Liars
there are people on here that try an fake ppl out by pretending to be a person there not example done or sinfully naughty irish princess are actually naughty lill vixen an she is scamin lot of guys on this site bc she has access to one of her friends pages off site from here i think its bullshit that she is allowed to continue to be fake by this site an the fact she is tryin to pass her self off as ex military while her friend is she is not an im going to do whatever i have to to ensure she is shown to be the liar she is

Rant About The Illuminate
The Illuminati is a secret society that has been around since 1776, they want to create a one world government, a "New World Order," with themselves in charge. The Illuminati are generally powerful and rich people. The Illuminati will kill anyone, anywhere at any time to get what they need. The Illuminati are not atheist, they believe in God, they just fear God.The people that are "Anti-New World Order" and speak out against the Illuminati will be murdered like 2Pac and Michael Jackson. 2Pac and Michael Jackson were going to warn the entire world about what the Illuminati are planning. If you look at the title of 2Pac's album "The Don Killuminati: The 7 Day Theory" for example; 2Pac was referring to the Illuminati in this title, Kill + Illuminati. In the song "They Don't Care About Us" by Michael Jackson, "they" is the Illuminati. The Illuminati killed 2Pac, Michael Jackson, Bob Marley, Marilyn Monroe, Jon Lennon, Jimi Hendrix, John F. Kennedy, Abe Lincoln, Princess Diana, Martin Luthe

My Navy Time
Alot of you here have said to me "thank you for your service" first please let me say that it is not really nessassary to do that. Let me tell you why I feel that way, I spent 12 yrs in the Navy and was onboard a submarine for 8 of those years and truly loved what I did while on a submarine, the only job that I felt that way about and dont feel a thank you is needed. I felt it an honor and priviledge to served my country, and yes I know some of you are going to want to continue to say thank you and I wont object, but please remember I will not say your welcome except for here in this blog. So my fu friends, fu family and all of the funiverse YOUR WELCOME and I love you all, and before I close this blog let me say thank you for reading.

Both Sides Of The Story....must Read U Will Lol
Both side's of the StoryHUSBAND:To My Dearest Wife,During the past year, I have attempted to make love to you 365 times.I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of only once every 10 days.The following is a list of why I didn't succeed more often:1. We will wake the kids...........................54 times2. It's too late..........................................15 times3. I'm too tired........................... ..............42 times4. It's too early........................................ 12 times5. It's too hot............................... ...........18 times6. Pretending to be asleep........... .............31 times7. The neighbors will hear............. ............9 times8. Headache or backache............ ............ 26 times9. Sunburn................................... .........10 times10. Your mother will hear us......... ........9 times11. Not in the mood...................... ........ 21 times12. Watching the late show.......... .......... 17 times13. Too sore......

Bath Salts...really?
I found out yesterday that one of my cousins that I am very close to overdosed on bath salts last weekend. Her so called boyfriend dumped her outside the ambulance doors of our local hospital and then leaves! She almost died but is currently still in the hospital under constant supervision and not allowed any visitors but her father. I am in shock and disbelief about the whole snorting bath salts to get high thing. I heard about it on the news but it's a whole different story when it's your own loved one who's doing it. Just needed to write down my thoughts to try and destress myself over the situation.

Corey Bug
I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START. WOW ITS BEEN ALMOST 6 YEARS SINCE I SEEN YOU. I MISS YOU EVERYDAY. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART STILL. SOMETIMES WHEN I'M ALONE I CRY JUST KNOWING THAT I CANT SEE YOU ANYMORE. YOU ARE MY FIRST LOVE WELL HELL MY FIRST EVERYTHING. AND ON JAN 16 IT WILL BE 6 YEARS AND I STILL HAVENT BEEN TO YOUR GRAVE I CANT DO IT RIGHT NOW AND I DONT KNOW IF I WILL EVER BE ABLE TO DO IT. IM HOPING YOUR HOLDING OUR BABY BOY IN YOUR BIG ARMS AND TELLING HIM THAT HIS MOMMY LOVES HIM VERY MUCH JUST LIKE BABY BOY YOU ALSO WAS TAKEN FROM ME TO SOON. I GET ANGER AND MAD HOPING AND THINKING THAT YOU WILL STILL CALL ME AND TELL ME THAT YOU'RE OK BUT I KNOW DEEP DOWN IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN. YOU WOULD LOVE THE PERSON I AM TODAY. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND YES GREG KNOWS I DO AND HE UNDERSTANDS WHY. I DONT LIKE TALKING TO MUCH ABOUT YOU WITH HIM AND I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND WHY TOO. YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND I TALKED TO YOU ABOUT EVERYTHING AND I GUESS I STILL DO. I HAVENT TALKED MUCH WITH YO

Fucked Up Life
Hey fuland this is my first blog so sorry if it is not up to par..... i have a problem that i need help with ........ i have a girlfriend ive been with for some time and i love her alot ....ive mad my mistakes and she has forgivin me ...... i also have put her and my kids through some shit with my choices that i have made .....i just found out that she has feelings for another man and hates her life with me .....word for word .....what do i do ...please yall i dont wanna fuck this up but i want her happy ............

Read Me Bitches Lol
Alright these are facts men should supposedly know about us : 1. We love guys who can play the guitar2. If you serenade us you'll instantly grab our hearts (even if your not good)3. We love guys who smell good4. No players!5. Don't lead us on, it hurts a lot more than you think it does6. Cuddling is good, don't be afraid to just hold us7. If we tell you a guy is harrasing us, that means we want you to defend us. We're not trying to make you jealous8. DON'T talk about other girls with us. Whether it be past or present. Girls we know are just your friends are okay, but if you talk about a girl you like, once liked or ex, it makes us feel like we don't matter because your hung up on another girl9. Sometimes, the simpler the better10. MAJOR bonus points if you kiss us or something of that sort around your friends. We love knowing that your not afraid to be with us11. If you make us laugh, that's always a good sign12. DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT break a promise or your word. It hurts a whole h

Raw Food Diet
I woke up, not as motivated as the night before to start the diet, but thankfully I decided to start it. Breakfast was "oatmeal", consisting of 1 banana, 1/2 apple (peeled), 1 tsp of ground flax, 1 tsp. of ground cinnamon and 1/8 C. of almond milk. I blended it all together and consumed. It was DELICIOUS!!! Not that surprised, but I was surprised at how my appetite was satisfied. Snack was a carrot to munch. Lunch was Lettuce Wraps. I made a filling of sliced brocolli, cauliflower, onion, and carrots. I made a dressing of honey, fresh lemon juice, evoo, and salt and pepper. I mixed the dressing with the filling and then placed the flling in the lettuce leaf and rolled until it was covered and consumed. Again, very YUMMY and I'm not hungry after eating. YAY!!! Snack this afternoon will be some fruit. Dinner will be some spaghettie squash and... LOL... then I'm not sure yet.

Rockin "chair"
There it sits. The Rocking chair I grew up in. Mom's lap so comfortable and inviting I sit down, stare out in the yard she so loved The Yellow Dandelions, her Favorite color The Sunflowers she grew with those green thums The occassional car, Passer by that would always look her way For she was a fixture In her Rocking Chair She's gone having passed to a better place Though always loved you'll always be missed Nancy Edwards 1922-2010

Valentine's Day
We all wonder and think when It comes to valentine's day and we ask the same thing over and over where do we find love at well you can find love here on Fubar, you can find love any where on the internet, and you can find love any where, but and there Is a but because to find love you really got to ask your self Is It because we all want someone pretty or someone goodlooking well yeah that Is easy for some and others that ain't so easy there are some that don't look good but that ain't the point because love comes from the heart and when you love someone you love them for who they are not for what they look like, because If you don't like someone because they ain't pretty or goodlooking then you'll never be able to share love or valentine's day with anyone out there so this valentine's day when you're looking for a new beginning instead of looking for looks, look for the person that has a heart of gold and that right there will be the beginning of love!..

My Choices
I'm getting too a point in my life that i can't deal with people who lie to me me. so far i have deleted two differnt people for lying the first of which said that i could have something next time she came on line then when i asked she denyed ever saying anything of the such, due to it being on yahoo i could of found the evidence that she did because it was there. but instead of being fucked around and bitched at i told her politly to get lost then i don't need liers in my life. I realy don't need liers in my life i have enough going on without them joining in they are like a virus that needs to be stopped. instead of leaving it too a fire wall and scan to find this virus we have to find it because they are a virus in our lives. the second person i deleted said she gave up on fubar due too all the drama she said she wasn't coming back for a long time thats if she ever did. The other day i found a friends request from her the exact day after the convosation of her saying she wasn't com

Ever Been In Love ??
Have you ever been in love ?Horrible isnt't it? It makes you vulnerable to a world of hurt .It opens up your heart and means that someone can get inside you and mess you up in ways you never thought.You learn to build up those defences..to wear your suit of armor almost with pride because you are so sure you are ready to battle what ever comes next.Then it happens,you call it love and forget why you put the armor on in the first place.All those intense feelings and best intentions.All those lusty nites make you foget..love is a four letter word

Birthday Happy Hours
So my birthday is coming up real soon....An since its during the week an i will be on fubar :) i wanted too be the birthday Host for or through out the day...But only way that is possible is for me to have many Happy hours which i understand probaly wont happen...But a girl can wish right?....So for whoever gifts me a Happy hour for my bday i will be thanking you in it in the headline next to the Happyhour :)...But in order for me to book them back to back the day of my birthday i have to have the happy hours in advance :( sooo Lets see who will make me the birthday host through out the day..if for some reason u dont want me to mention you in in just please say so i understand some dont like to be bug about it....:) Also would love some credits, an or ability blings..i just love surprises This will be my acutally first year celebrating my birthday on fubar :) im super excited....I will also be making salutes that day xoxo HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :) AN Much love to all my friends a

Read This First
If you don't follow my blogs I'm goin to follow you home, tie you to a chair and force you to watch repeats of Little House On The Prairie; and if you look like you are enjoying that I will pop in some Eminem til you agree to follow all my blogs. *evil grin* (You know I'm joking right? Whoohee! That's a relief.) Yah, I could totally con you into buying swampland in Florida if you weren't so smart. So if you want to purchase some prime, grade A real-estate we here at BS-Central want you to know that we are widely known for the quality of our outhouses. Yes you have heard correctly, we build all our homes using nothing more then wooden planks (including, yes you guessed it.) And at a low, low price of $9.95 per square millimeter we will even throw in a free supply of sandpaper. So how much can I put you down for? Contest. even after posting my concerning gifts blog i couldnt find time to go threw every gift and return the ones id liked to, so i am posting this blog to save time but a

Serial Fu-bullshit Artists
Most of you are aware that i'm a very private person. The very few of you I have on Facebook would know this more so. I don't share myself much with even people I have known my entire life. That's because most people are assholes! A big reason why I don't blog very often at all. Lately though on here I've had some weirder shit that usual happening. Shit i've never had to deal with on Fubar before. I have a relatively small friends list because i'm not a friend "collector". I have a small group of nice people I socialize with regularly on here because that's all I need. I don't have a need to know everyones business. I don't ask too many personal questions. I just wish good things for you folks. I as most of you come on here for a few laughs, to relax and enjoy the company of others. I mean no ill will on anyone. If I don't like you (applies offline also) then I just won't waste my time on you. However I do eye roll most of you fuckers on a regulary basis but it's always with love :P

Sunshine With No Sun
I have a new reason to stick around I suppose. Every once in a while people come across someone that catches their eye. That person may strike another as one in a million I've finally found that person, and she's unlike anything I've ever laid my eyes on.. Sure some of you probably think, "Hey bro, it's the net, no one finds that attraction here." But hey, guess what? I *Know* I did. It's just that look she has about her, everything from her glowing face, to the innocence she has about her. Even though I haven't heard her voice, it's as if I already know that she's got the sweetest voice. Something almost that can have me listening for days..She's got an aura of intelligence and honesty, that is hard to find these days. She's humorous, and knows how to have a good time...It makes you stop and think "When will I wake up?" But I have. I am living and breathing that purity of a beautiful woman before me, and it's unlike anything I've felt before. Go ahead, call me crazy. Call me insane.

Life
Ok so here it goes. I am 25, single, unemployed and a father of a Beautiful Daughter that i haven't even got to see for almost 2 weeks. I'm not writing this because i want to blame anyone for how i turned out or anything i just want to be heard hopefully. I grew up without a father in my life. i blamed him for everything when i was growing up, like us being poor and going without and all that. but looking back on everything i realize that it wasn't just my fathers fault that he wasn't there. it was as much as my mothers as it was his. i met him for the first time in september of 2010, i met him before but i could never look at him and i would just walk away from him. that was the first time i spoke to him in person, and honestly after only talking to him for five minutes i could see how much we were simular in apperance and just about every aspect in our lives up to that point, even without having him there. this past october i flew out to arizona because i thought that he w

Holy Prostitutes
Fwd: HOLY PROSTITUTES...... HOLY PROSTITUTES A man is driving down a deserted stretch of highway when he notices a sign out of the corner of his eye... It reads:SISTERS OF ST. FRANCISHOUSE OF PROSTITUTION10 MILESHe thinks this is a figment of his imagination and drives on without second thought.Soon he sees another sign which reads:SISTERS OF ST. FRANCISHOUSE OF PROSTITUTION5 MILESSuddenly he begins to realize that these signs are for real and drives past a third sign saying:SISTERS OF ST. FRANCISHOUSE OF PROSTITUTIONNEXT RIGHTHis curiosity gets the best of him and he pulls into the drive. On the far side of the parking lot is a stone building with a small sign next to the door reading:SISTERS OF ST. FRANCISHe climbs the steps and rings the bell. The door is answered by a nun in a long black habit who asks,'What may we do for you! my son?'He answers, 'I saw your signs along the high

Amanda's Poetry
His Touch A gentle brush of his fingers, Sending shivers down my spine. The love I see in his eyes, Is a love that equals mine. He greets me with a smile, And leaves me with a kiss. If he were to ever leave me, I couldn't imagine what I'd miss. Maybe it's his touch, Or the way he makes me feel. But whatever it is, I'm head over heels. Author, Amanda "Little Moments" "Mommy,daddy's home!"Rings in my ears as you arrive. Smiling as our babies rush to your side. They leap into your awaiting hands, "Hug me daddy!" Is their only demands. You wrap each lovingly into an arm, My heart smiles I know they are safe from harm. Over two little heads we steal a kiss, These are the little moments we will miss. As dinner time draws near, "We're playing with daddy" is what I hear. Grow up so fast we know they will, So each day with our little moments we fill. For we both know it will soon be gone, All we will have is our little moments to carry on. Author, Amanda

Stupid Phucks Of Fubar
ok i have now offically started my stupid fuck file. This nasty bastard is 50 yrs old and talks to women like they are nothing more than pieces of meat. he has no concept of respect or decency ! so go to this bald headed fucktard's page and tell his bitch ass off! Congrats bussballs you are the first waste of space to be placed into my stupid phuck file! buzzballs@ fubar;

Monkeys
If you start with a cage containing five monkeys, and, inside the cage, hang a banana on a string from the top, and then you place a set of stairs under the banana, before long a monkey will go to the stairs, and climb toward the banana. ... As soon as he touches the stairs, you spray all the other monkeys with cold water. After a while another monkey makes an attempt with same result ... all the other monkeys are sprayed with cold water. Pretty soon when another monkey tries to climb the stairs, the other monkeys will try to prevent it. Now, put the cold water away. Remove one monkey from the cage, and replace it with a new one. The new monkey sees the banana, and attempts to climb the stairs. To his shock, all of the other monkeys beat the crap out of him. After another attempt and attack, he knows that if he tries to climb the stairs he will be assaulted. Next, remove another of the original five monkeys, replacing it with a new one. The newcomer goes to the stairs, and is a

Dating Sites.
In my last post I talked about fake profiles and a lot of sites not being legit. I did find a few sites that are legit or seem legit. One that I know is legit is, PlentyofFish.com. I met someone that had a profile on that site and was friends with her for several month before we parted ways. One of her friends, that I met, also had a profile on that site. I also saw that the mother of my nephew had a profile on that site. Plentyoffish.com has a sister site for people who want to commit to long term relationships, Evow.com. Both sites are free. There is an option to buy a membership, but all that does is makes your profile show up first in searches and a few other abilities on the site that is possible to live without. Oh, an last time I checked it was a lot more reasonably priced compared to other sites $15 a month oppossed to $30 a month. I also found that the mother of my nephew has a profile on another free site, OKCupid.com. That site seems pretty legit. Kinda seems like any da

Darkgift Radio Blog
Greetings People of The Planet Earth, Seeing that I just signed up for Fubar last evening, after the site was suggested to me by one of the listeners of my station, I thought I'd create a blog here that I can use to send out updates and notes for my Internet Radio Station, DarkGift Radio and the shows that we run. Granted, we have our own website that contains it's own blog over at www.darkgiftradio.com, as well as the usual other items like a photo album, links, a show streamer, and other various pages, but I still felt compelled to create this one as another avenue to hopefully gain and keep some new listeners envolved and in the loop as to what's going on with the station. I hope that those of you that read this please take a few minutes and check out our site and station and please pass along the links to your friends should you know anyone into the genres of music that we play, which is mostly Hard/Heavy Rock & Metal, Gothic, Euro-Metal, Symphonic Metal, Alternative and a few o

Redistribution Of Wealth
Redistribution of wealth-sounds like a good concept so why are so many opposed to it?...The sad truth is, some of it has to do to with greed. But, if you accept the premise that most people are good, there has to be another reason. I believe it is in the implementation of such a program. Undoubtably it would come in the form of higher taxes on the wealthy. The problem is taxes go to the government and the government is very much like the mafia. First a certain percentage would be skimmed off the top to line the pockets of the politicians. Then some would be steered into the politicians' pet projects. Then more would go to the special interest groups and campaign supporters of the politicians, ie-rich people like George Soros and union bosses like Richard Trumpka. In the end pennies on the dollar would go to the people who really need it. I'm sure the government would tell you that it would go to create jobs. But how has all the stimulus spending and a $15trillion dollar debt helped o

Surveys
1.Do you have a magickal name? I use Ishtara, as I mature in my studies I believe one will come to me.2.What does it mean? To me it means womanhood, sexuality,sensuality, loyal, strength, dedication, beauty, persistence, and love; after the great goddess Ishtar.3.How did you find Wicca/Paganism? It has always been with me.4.How long have you been praticing/studying? A couple months.5.Solitary or group pratictioner? Solitary6.What is your path? Eclectic Pagan 7.Are you out of the broom closet? Yes!! Pagan Pride!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 8.Who is your patron God? Father Sky9.Who is your patron Goddess? Mother Earth (Lord & Lady) but I am open to all Deities10.What pantheon do you worship? Mainly the Egyptian but I also follow the Celtic and others11.Do you fear darkly aspected Gods/Goddess, or rather respect them? Respect. Without dark there is no light. We need balance. 12.What do you think of the Christian God? He’s cool, though he’s very moody and demanding, but I wish h

Stuff...
Love is when you take away the feeling , the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out I still care for you. The best kind of friend is the kind I can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation I ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but its also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Never say good-bye if you still want to try, never give up if you still feel you can go on, never say you don't love a person anymore if you can't let go. Love comes to those who still hope although they've been disappointed, to those who still believe although they've been betrayed, to those who still need to love although they've been hurt before, and to those who have the courage and faith to build trust again. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it only takes a smil

Vaultgirl's Blog
My name is Cassi and yes, I have a boyfriend. We'll hit four years on leap day and we are stronger than ever. It hasn't been bad really. Just a tad bit annoying with all the drinks I've recieved. -.- I'm 18, you all know that, right? Yes, I really am 18 years-old. I know I look younger than I am, but I was born May of '93 and graduated high school June 2011. Lol. I love how underage drinking can occur virtually. I hate drinks. -.-; Another annoyance is when people come to me asking for favors like "COMMENT ON MY PAGE HURRP DERP" "SEND ME A DRINK" BLAH BLAH BLAH. I don't do favors for random ass people, kay? Just for "leveling up", really? My addiction still is getting my daily points on VampireFreaks. On there it's worth it more because you can actually TRADE your points in for REAL life things, like shirts, money, and other stuff too. I'm currently saving up for a hoodie. Then after that, cash in for another year of premium. That site is so much more fun than Facebook. Lmao. R

Dont Miss Out On What You Have
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me

Surreal Poetry
I watched spiders crawl out from her mouth, their legs twitching and jerking about in random spasms. They made way for her eyelids, gnawing away like parasitic rats sheltered behind cold walls echoing tainted memories only moths could recall. The spiders were the bane of sight, the logic and reason for blindness, to bind darkness to those who were already lost without the light. I watched the spiders spit venom into her eyes, their legs twitching and jerking about in random spasms. She was unable to blink, unable to think, unable to stop the poison from corroding morality perceived through her mind’s third eye. The venom seeped through and damaged her porcelain soul, little by little vacant spaces replaced what amnesia sought as she started to sing deadly lullabies the spiders had forgot. I watched the spiders creep down into her head, their legs twitching and jerking about in random spasms. They weaved a special web to catch and save th

So You Say Your A Bitch
It has come to my attention that yet another "person" is running her mouth about me. You go to Randy and run your mouth about shit you know nothing about. Here are the facts....... (1) I was involved in a wreck before Christmas that almost took my life (2) The wreck couldnt have been avoided. Now you have BITCH in your name on here but your not woman enough to come to me and run your mouth you put the word Bitch to shame You know who you are. Grow the fuck up and come to me if you have a problem with me. Dont go calling, texting, or sending messages on here to Randy. Ask him or me for my number, hell I will even give you my address and we will talk. My 12 year old is more of a woman than you will ever be because if she has a problem she goes to the source not behind the sources back. Again Grow up get a life and stay the fuck out of mine. I have told you this before Im really getting tired of this shit

How Stuff Works
Good read for those who use FFTs in signal processing applications...peace, jd The faster-than-fast Fourier transform January 18, 2012 by Larry Hardesty Enlarge The Fourier transform is one of the most fundamental concepts in the information sciences. It’s a method for representing an irregular signal — such as the voltage fluctuations in the wire that connects an MP3 player to a loudspeaker — as a combination of pure frequencies. It’s universal in signal processing, but it can also be used to compress image and audio files, solve differential equations and price stock options, among other things. The reason the Fourier transform is so prevalent is an algorithm called the fast Fourier transform (FFT), devised in the mid-1960s, which made it practical to calculate Fourier transforms on the fly. Ever since the FFT was proposed, however, people have wondered whether an even faster algorithm could be found. At the Association for Computing Machinery&rsquo

Life In The New Year...
Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Do not set goals by what other people deem are important. Only you know what is best for you. Do not take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to tghem as you would life, for without them, life is meaningless. Do not let life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other. Do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn to be brave. Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give it. The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly. Do not dismiss your dreams. To be without dreams is to be without

Rant
I've got a laptop with a busted monitor, Ive tried plugging that laptop in to an external monitor, it powers up to safe mode screen, then blacks out. At one time this trick worked, but now its helplesss, isn't there a way to tap into the busted laptop by network or a wire to snag the pics and music I want before It gets tossed out.

Fakes, Liars & Players Oh My!
This blog has been sitting in the back of my mind for a while. I normally do not call people out on their bullshit directly, but I just really can't hold back anymore. Honestly sick and tired of this persons bullshit antics on here. I truly do not understand how any of you are friends, crush or like her everyday. She simply uses people for their money, bling or to get her sleazy ass ahead and then when finished tosses them in the dirt. When people figure out her little bullshit schemes and toss her first..she cry’s poor me. Fuck that noise. You do this to yourself. You go through friends, family and fu-hubbys like people do toilet paper..except even shit is better then you are. I do not like people who use others. I fucking hate liars and game players. Not long ago she felt the need to tell a 12 year old girl that she was a fucking whore to the world on face book. I called her on this bullshit..right here on Fubar. Showed everyone her true colors. I found it amusing how she tol

20 Ways To Annoy People
1. Sing the Batman theme incessantly. 2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sensual massage." 3. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go." 4. Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 98 copies. 5. Sniffle incessantly. 6. Name your dog "Dog. 7. Reply to everything someone says with "that's what YOU think." 8. Declare your apartment an independent nation, and sue your neighbors upstairs for "violating your airspace". 9. Forget the punchline to a long joke, but assure the listener it was a "real hoot." 10. Follow a few paces behind someone, spraying everything they touch with Lysol 11.Erect an elaborate network of ropes in your backyard, and tell the neighbors you are a "spider person." 12. Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with the prophesy." 13. Drum on every available surface. 14. Staple papers in the middle of the page. 15. Ask 1-800 operators for dates. 16. Set alarms for random ti

Family
Ok...so this has been bothering me for a few days..ive had someone freak out on me cuz of a married guy being my number one...and he wasnt..so ive had to delete and block him cuz he was allo jealous..does it really matter whos number 1 or number 40...if you make it into a family on fu then be thankful...right? FFS what does it matter whos where? I dont get it...and then i call him out on it and then he says well since you put it that way its fine...WTF tardo you made it a big deal and freaked out about it for a couple weeks and now all of a sudden its not an issue??? seriously some people people have issues....damn

Stuff
so as im browsing youtube tonight at the bottom of a nicki minaj video i see this link with a familiar face on it and click it. Welll this person has taken quite a few pics off of fubar to solicite porn sites. so far who i've seen are Hard2Handle DoukaWhore Misfit Bebe EuphoriaJade Juicy (not sure what she goes by now) Lola (also unsure what name she is now) here is the link...not sure what you can do about it but just a heads up. http://www.youtube.com/user/ForNiceFunClickMePlz#p/u

To Honour The Self.
To live authentically,to speak and act from our innermost convictions and feeling. To refuse to accept unearned guilt and to do our best to correct such guilt as we may have earned. To be commited to our right to exist,which proceeds from the knowledge that our life does not belong to others and that we are not here on earth to live up to someone else's expectations. To be in love with our own life, in love with our possibilities for growth and for experiencing joy, in love with the process of discovery and with exploring our distinctively human potentialities.

Love(h)
I miss you when im without you. Without you i can't breathe because you take my heart with you. Being without you scares me. I cry at the thought of ever being without you. Without you the sun wouldnt shine The moon and the stars would all fade away. I never want to be without you because you are the first voice i wanna wake up to you are the last voice i want to fall asleep to every night. I just want to hold you in my arms and protect you. Every minute i have to go without you is like a minute if breathing you dont want to but you have to. I appreciate you and without you i dont know what else i would do. without you id be lost and trying to find my way into your arms so you could keep me safe.

Stupid People
Okay so this bitch on another site begged me to text her, so I'm like okay and I do for a couple days she is okay and what not then all the sudden she starts being a total bitch because her "closest friend" wants a relationship out of her and she can't do that because she says love has betrayed her because of her past you know that old story bs. She goes on to be bitchy and then tells me why after I tell her to suck it up. Oh and before I tel the story this girl claims to be a masochist and a nympho. Anyway she tells me these exact words. I grew up being abused by those who were supposed to love me.. My half sister raped me.. Then she got her friends to.. No one believed a 7 year old..My mom and dad abandnded me for drugs.. My best friend raped me for 6 years.. And now I have muscular cancer.. I have been beat up so much I became a masochist because it was the only way to survive. I hsve never been loved so how am I supposed to love someone ele. Love has only betrayed meand showed me i

Musical Bling, Bling
So I see Fu has yet to make an Etta James Bling, yet didnt seem to think twice about making one for Amy Winehouse when she passed away. I mean...really?!? the average age in fuland has gotta be at least 35yrs - yes, most of us rememeber Etta's incredible talent. Interesing, no? Considering what Etta has given our society compared to Amy, I am a little disappointed to fu for the lack of respect - its almost unbelievable. In portest I have decided not to purchase bling... oOooooh this is gonna hurt. LOL there - thats my hot air...

My Wussy Sissy Blog :)
I'm kinda amazed as of late at the effect that truely loving someone can have on you. I tend to react to situations at times in a way that is very counterproductive. For the most part I call upon my military bearing to set myself straight and view things more clearly. ...lately I've found myself doing something a little bit different. I look at her picture and admire her blue eyes and the way her hair falls on her face. I read a text message she sent telling me she loves me. Listen to a voicemail she left me saying how her hert is empty without me and listen to her soft sweet voice with an accent that melts my heart...anything to remind me of her. Then I get a calming peace as I feel the warmthin my chest I get every time I think of her. I'm happy and feel fortunate to have found this, to have found her.

Valentine's Day Auction
I am going to be holding my own Fu-auction for the first time! It will be a Valentine's Day Auction. Starting on January 29th and ending on February 5th. If you would like to be in the auction,this is what I need from you by Saturday, January 28th: 1 A link to the SFW pic you want me to use 2. A list of your offers And everyone is welcome to join!

Erotica
“If there is anything you need, don’t hesitate to phone room service, Sir” said the hotel concierge, as he handed Jake a key card. The couple excitedly stepped into the glass lift, hearts pounding, Jake’s cock visible through his shorts and Lucy’s pants dampening with every second. Jake called for floor 15 and pushed her up against the glass wall as the views of Paris became smaller in their ascent. The couple opened the hotel door. It was 3pm, they had the hotel until noon the next day. With the first glance around the suite, they knew this would be the hottest 21 hours of their lives. Black marble flooring ran throughout the bathroom and into the shower room. Huge mirrored walls above a his and hers sink bounced their grinning faces in every direction. They moved through the sliding door into the bedroom. A luscious velvet headboard towered the king size bed, floor to ceiling windows gave the most perfect view over Paris. Lucy was stunned, she had never

Butterfly's Blogs
If your walls could speak,Would they talk about usAnd the things that we’ve done,As silently they witnessed?Would they tell of how you would anxiously shove meFace up against them, as soon as I’d step through your door,Your left hand holding my neck firmly, the right dropping my defenses to my ankles,Fingers exploring, soaking in my delight?Would they express how you made me writhe and squirm,And burn with an uncontrollable desire;How I would moan for you to go deep inside,My swelling lips begging to be hushed?Would they disclose how you forced me to the floor,Down on all fours,As I whimpered,Like a dog, begging to be played with some more?Or tell how I pleaded with you,To drive in from behind,As they watched without a sound,Us imitating two animals in a mating ritual?Would they voice how you raised me from the ground,Thighs straddling your waist,As you slipped inside, legs wrapped around,For a ride to your bedroom,Leaving them to wonder what came next?

Friends
Friends are friends forever together 'till the end. You promised me that you would always be my friend. One day something changed I'm not sure what it was. I lost you on that day and the reason was because it was a late dark night and we had a stupid fight. And for some reason, I don't know why, we couldn't make it right. We went our separate ways. This went on for days and days. I made new friends and you made yours, but that hole in my heart could not be filled for that hole was only yours. Times got really tough, my road of life was, oh, so rough. I needed friends, not the kind you see from day to day, but the kind that will always and forever stay Memories were all I h

Old Poetry (2000-2005)
A shiver..and words utteredrest heavily on the coolness of an unannounced breezetraveling into the very heart, lingering there on a breath held longer than a tear, traveling from the eye to the line of the jaw, would fall and shatteron the cold Formica of white sterile thoughts.and I pull backunder the weight of accusationstriggered by a simple request,leaving a trail of destructionin the slate grey skyof a winter born too soonreleasing the stingof icicle sharp memorieswith ice pick precisionstabbing not once, not twice,but three timessince, after all,three times’ a charm cold…emotions wrapped in crystal clear ribbons of glassare bound to shatteron the frost licked snowthat covers the surfaceof the otherwise clear blue pools of eyesand I shiver..a breathed plea escaping lipsforms clouds in the cool of early morning snowstormsthat haunt with relentless precisionthe depths of soulswhere the apparition of love unconditionalloses its silhouettefadesand the footprints left behi

Lyrics
(verse 1) Cocked, locked and ready to go, the time bomb is ticking and I'm ready to explode. Let's start a riot and give the world a show, its pandemonium and I want the world to know. (chorus) Social media chaos has got me in a rage and everyone can see me cuz I'm locked up in this cage. As the lights go out we can now turn the page and everyone can see me cuz I'm on center stage. (Verse 2) It's time to pay back and give everyone their dues, like the ones in Iraq you don't see in the news. The political views have got our heads in a noose, and its time to fight back for the ones whove been used. (Chorus 2) Because, this Social media chaos has got me in a rage and everyone can see me cuz I'm locked up in this cage. As the lights go out we can now turn the page and everyone can see me cuz I'm on center stage. (Verse 3) There are kids in the street with no shoes on their feet and little Jimmy hates his dad because he got beat. And all you hear on

Real Heros
The Last Six Seconds On Nov 13, 2010, Lt General John Kelly, USMC, gave a speech to the Semper Fi Society of St. Louis , MO. This was four days after his son, Lt Robert Kelly, USMC, was killed by an IED while on his 3rd Combat tour. During his speech, General Kelly spoke about the dedication and valor of our young men and women who step forward each and every day to protect us. During the speech, he never mentioned the loss of his own son. He closed the speech with the moving account of the last six seconds in the lives of two young Marines who died with rifles blazing to protect their brother Marines. "I will leave you with a story about the kind of people they are, about the quality of the steel in their backs, about the kind of dedication they bring to our country while they serve in uniform and forever after as veterans. Two years ago when I was the Commander of all U.S. and Iraqi forces, in fact, the 22nd of April 2008, two Marine infantry battalions, 1/9 "The Walking Dead," and

Poems
100 Days by Ernie GrantDedicated to the most wonderful woman I have ever known : My mom, my best friend, my conscience, Elizabeth Grant100 days have passed between us Thanksgiving, Christmas, Birthdays missed Days of sadness, days of joy Days spent wishing I was still a boy In your arms is where I would be As you show me things, a ball, a rock, a tree 100 days since we said our goodbyes 100 days spent with tears in my eyes My best friend, my conscience, my rock I'm reduced to feeling like a broken clock For a moment we shared a dance together Now, in my heart, that dance goes on forever100 days I have spent missing you Your lessons and love I strvie to keep to Being a man, I'm not too proud to cry Mommy, you left me, may I ask why?I told you I needed you, that is no lie Come see me again so we can really say goodbye 100 days since you left me Please show me the ball, the rock, and the tree

Avg Antivirus Ergent!!!!!please Read!!!
FOR THOSE WHO DO NOT KNOW ABOUT ANTIVIRUS SCANNERS AND WHICH ONES TO AVOID HERE IS 1 SCANNER YOU DO NOT...I REPEAT DO NOT WANT TO GET!!AVG ANTIVIRUS SCANNER IS A VIRUS. IT CAUSES MAJOR LAG ON OTHER PEOPLE WEB PAGES EVEN THOUGH YOU MAY NOT SEE THE EFFECTS OF IT.THE ANTIVIRUS PROTECTION AS LONG AS IT IS ON YOUR COMPUTER IS RECORDED AND TRACKED BY THE MAKERS OF THE AVG VIRUS PROTECTOR..FIND ANOTHER ANTIVIRUS PROTECTOR TO USE LIKE MICROSOFT SECURITY ESSENTIALS WHICH IT IS FREE TO DOWNLOAD AND LIKE KARSPERSKY'S.NORTON ANTIVIRUS IS THE EXACT SAME WAY THEY RECORD YOUR INFORMATION AND KEEP TRACK AND RECORD OF WHAT YOU DO ON YOUR LAPTOP OR DESKTOP.SO IF YOU HAVE THE AVG ANTIVIRUS PROTECTION ON YOUR COMPUTER GET RID OF IT IMEDIATELY!! YOU WILL SEE THE DIFFERENCE OF HOW YOUR COMPUTER RUNS WHEN YOU DO!!

America's Got Talent
Ok! So all the paperwork is filled out. Agreements with NBC signed. Now to deliver! On Feb. 4th, 2012 in Charlotte, NC on Convention Center Drive, I will be awaiting the biggest Audition of my life! And I thought trying out for the High School Show Choir Concert was HUGE! America's Got Talent producers will be watching over every inch of me and hearing every crack in my voice. I am nervous but confident, scared but grounded. I feel that I am going to go where the road decides to take me on this journey. If it is no where, then at least I tried. I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. So whatever happens will lead to what is supposed to happen next for me! Cross your fingers for me please if you believe in me

Darkness Falls
Darkness falls on to the mind of a man his emotions all fade to black as if blinded from a hot iron. His soul tarnish from years of pain and anger caused by his own blood. Tears never come anymore, no empathy, no remorse just dull pain from a broken back and voices that scream through his mind like banshees wailing whom rarely relent for a moment of silence. Struggling through the voices to find his true conscience he breaks inside every time they scream for self mutilation and despair. Then at night his eye's play tricks on him the shadows come in the dark everyone being just around the next corner. Though not scared of the dark or the shadows that lurk just inside, he does become scared in crowds of people sometimes as their faces contort into demonic masks of death. Sometimes he has conversations with others he never remembers having. Always struggling constantly to stay in the realm of reality, people look at him as if he is a monster. Very rarely finding true peace with in himse

Random Thoughts!!!!
I keep hearing how I should change my attitude towards life and people and things. I just have one question. What good can come from me changing my attitude when even if I changed it the world and people in it stay the same? They say " if life gives you lemonade"..... well we all know the other half. But; What if " if life gives you nothing"...then what???

A Little Bit Of Reflecting..
As most of you know, a week ago today I got a message that turned my life upside down,and not only broke my heart but crushed it as well. That message was from Patricq, the god son of my fuhusband Don1897 aka Drinkbox Bomber. The message was entitled "I'm sorry Gary" and after reading just that, my heart sank. Upon opening the message, I immediately began to read and be overcome with emotion. I quickly ran to the bathroom to try and get away from my younger sibblings so they didn't see what was about to become of me. My adoptive mom with whom I live with was in the room with me she was playing Halo Reach with my sister..I ran by her, tapped her on the shoulder and continued up the stairs. I got into the bathroom, she quickly came in right behind me with my puppy right behind her, and I collapsed. I couldn't get it out. My 2012 happened that day. I curled up into the fetal position on the bathroom floor and cried..I came back down to my laptop, and went to his profile, tried calling him

Reversed Standards
Fu Life Vs. Real Life We've all seen it. In actual day to day circumstances we are taught to respect ourselves, to respect others, to be our own people and to never ever sacrifice what we believe. Fu every day life is something completely different... We learn to sacrifice real connections to manipulate and bullshit our way to the top of a ladder that doesn't exist ( not saying 100% have done so, but we all know its a common occurrence ). Don't get me wrong I like fubar as much as the next person, but I have always refused to lower my standards to please the majority. As a female fu member, I am expected to personally exploit myself to be rewarded. If that was what fu was based on in its creation isn't for me to say. All I can judge on is what it is now. I love the actual friends I've made here, as a gamer I respect the obstacles to leveling. What I don't respect or condone is what has become expected of us. If people are willing and want to do whatever it is that they do on here, t

Fumafia For Dummies!
This is a fast reference guide for new players in fuMafia, based on my personal recommendations. I've arranged the information to correspond with the various tabs in fuMafia. [Home, Missions, Territory, Favors, Bank, Attack, Journal, Hitlist, Equipment, Hospital, My Turf, Turfs, Lottery, My Mobster, Ranks, New Players, Help] ***Home*** This is where you get the latest news and broadcasts from your personal mob as well updates on your players status and other useful information. This is the default tab that loads when you first enter Mafia ***Missions*** Energy points are required to perform missions. Doing missions will level you quickly so try not to get carried away. Regular missions will earn you money & equipment in addition to experience/skill points so pace yourself. Loot missions earn you specific items or upgrades. Chance missions allow you a slot-machine spin and you either win or lose energy points. Nuclear Arms Race missions are available after level 100. NOTE: If you

Fubar Coding
So I had an angry clown come by the lounge tonight. Seriously, he was a Juggalo.. I think.. Figured this would be a nice place to address the childishness that ensued in the middle of the lounge regarding our work. After all, 'He' refused to speak to my in my SB like a adult. But i'm sure he'll take a peek at this :) The copyright notice is not for comments first off, so they won't be approved. It stands as a notice to accompany my work and is not open for discussion. At least not on that particular blog. Anyone familiar with copyrighting understands the additional reach of posting a notice with your work; right? Let's hope so. Upon ejection for his behaviour, his status mentions some rantings about 'spin pics' and my blog. Let's address what this man clearly doesn't understand and refuses to research on his own. 1) The notice clearly states that you may contact me for a list of pending registry details on the work. If you do not ask for this, and simply presume I am making a c

Angel And Demon Auction
ANGELS AND DEMONS AUCTION!! YOU CAN PIC ANGEL!!! OR YOU CAN PICK DEMON!! AUCTION STARTS AUGUST 1ST 12PM EST AND GOES THROUGH UNTIL AUGUST 8TH 12PM EST!! THIS IS AN OWNER AUCTION GET YOUR ENTRIES IN, PM ME YOUR OFFERS..NO ENTRY FEE!!!

Walking Away
The reason I walk away in the middle of conversations is because I have nothing to add to the conversation. I have no life, I don't do anything to contribute. I mean, how many times can you tell someone "I went to the beach today" or "I laid in bed with an ice pack on my arm" or "I cleaned the house" without having you all want to blow your heads off. I am a boring person. Before my arm went to crap, I could do things and had things to talk about. I figure, if I walked away from the conversations, you all could talk to someone more exciting (or someone you really wanted to talk to) and could add things to the discussions. and I am very sorry that I do that.. I know it just makes you mad and ticked off. And it makes you not want to talk to me at all and move on. Most don't even hit me up anymore because of this. And I completely understand. Thank you for reading this.

Military Godmode
So, We hereby give a Fubar Salute to honor the soldiers, the men and women of Our United States Armed Forces. We altruize them as they themselves are altruistic and courageous as they perform their many tasks. A Huge Thank You goes out to ALL!! I would like to take this time to personally thank all service people for all you do. Thank you xoxoxo For those who has not followed any of the blogs We will be running two Godmodes for the 50 soldiers that has been added to my family. This is a joint effort, first my original family agreed to this, plus each of the 50 soldiers were adopted out. (There is an album in my pictures with names and links of everyone who has helped to make this happen. Some adopted some gave credits or both. I personally would like to thank all of them, for with out you none of this could take place. So Thank you each and everyone of you for coming together for the Soldiers ..x0x0x0x0 Adopted meaning the person who adopted them, will alturize them, give them d

Update On Life Right Now
Well as it stands right now the doctor thinks my Gran may have kidney failure. She is in a very small home town hospital with no way for them to find out for sure what all is going on. Her doctor is wanting to have her transferred to a bigger hospital 30 miles from where she is but when they called there are no beds available at this time. The question was asked about another hospital and he said he wanted to wait and see if something opens up tomorrow. I'm sick, mad, frustrated, ill as hell, and totally broke down. I wish I could be there, they wouldn't even let me in the hospital right now with me running a fever nor would I want to go and give her something else. Sitting by the phone SUXXXXX!!!!!!!! I was hoping that another hospital would be an option since the one he wants her to go to isn't that great but was pretty much told not my decision......uggggggggggg. Feeling kinda lost right now and my nerves are shot. Thank you so much for all the notes, status comments, c

Helpful Hints For Men
Do you want to know what a woman appreciates? Compliments. Compliment a girl, Just tell her "I don't want to bother you, just pay you a compliment.. I think you're beautiful." But after you catch her attention.. Dont bring up how great her tits look in a top. Come on guys think with your LARGER BRAIN. && Don't tell me you think the brain on the lower half of your body is bigger than your actual brain. That's even worse.

Thoughts, Ideas, Opinions (i,e, Reading Material)
I found this in on the world wide web. It's not the actual dark side astrology but it made me giggle and go hell yea at the same time. Thought I would share. Enjoy. Aries:Unless you are a masochist, never get tangled up with the sadistic Arian. They love to humiliate you, control you and inflict pain on you. They are the megalomaniacs of the zodiac and have an ego the size of the Empire State Building. Don’t cross them or you’ll find just how short a fuse they have – yes, they’re a notoriously bad-tempered lot. They have a propensity to invade Poland.Famous Arians: Adolf Hitler, Hugh Hefner, Alan Sugar, Celine Dion, Piers MorganTaurus:Taureans are completely materialistic. They know the cost of everything and the value of nothing. They are totally obsessed by wealth and fame and may end up as a stalker. Despite being so starstruck, they are jealous and resentful of anyone who has made it. They are stupid, dishonest and overbearing. If you suspect a Ta

Summer Time/r&r..deployments
The month of May has arrived...Boy where has the time gone?..I have to say i am amazed at how fast this deployment has gone :)..So with that said let me begin this blog...As many of you that have actualy gotton the chance to know me...Know that i am Married outside of fubar...An im a mommy of 4 :)...I came to fubar to help me get through these deployments an meet a few good people along the way.I have to say god has truly been good to me an i have met a handful of good people on here..I have also had my share of the haters.... In this blog i wanna thank most of for most...Erica one of the first girls on here that truly seen me for who i am :)...Shawn who is like the BEST guy friend i never had An will always remain in my real life.He was one of the first people that welcome me to fubar an seen me for who i really am,we spent i dont know how many nights just chatting an caming.an yes i said"CAMING".He will probaly be the last guy that will ever get the chance to see me on cam :)) j

Nsfw Crew
New club called NSFW Crew, its just a club w/no requirements, sick of all these clubs making you do things, this one, if you want in I will put you in a folder & ppl can rate & like you, if you got time, sure they will get you back, if you wana put it in ur name NSFW Crew thats cool as well if not its kool, just let me know I will put ur pic in a folder & others in the folder will rate you & like you, if they have time & help others in the folder w/level requirements if they have time & no means do I need to level from it or give me stuff for it, just to have fun & help others if you got sum spare time. Peace Alaways.

Irritating People
I'm venting and I'm sorry but this really bugged me. *disclaimer: My status said "Off to be domestic.. I need a fukkin maid. Any takers? ♥" and I was marked as away. I guess I shouldn't clean my bathroom huh? I met EX PRESIDENT BANDIT a few days ago. We had a few great chats and seemed to be a lot of fun and a possible great new friend. Anyone that really knows me knows that when I run bling that I don't chat much. Evidentally I offended him since I wasn't at my laptop when he wanted to chat again. I come back from cleaning and find this in my chat box: :14pm reply EX PRESIDE...: so what happened of you ever getting back 2:14pm reply EX PRESIDE...: to me 2:15pm reply EX PRESIDE...: ok later gator 2:19pm reply EX PRESIDE...: ok your off my list looser sisne your not getting back later and then I was blocked. I know this is fubar but it really ticked me off because I dislike drama so much. Thank you for listening to me whine.

Petition To Fubar
I have mentioned this in the fuMafia Blogs, with many who agree with it, with no response from Admin about their oppinion on it, except to reject my Blog Posts. There are many who complain about the gap between Blingers and Non-Blingers. And many things have been introduced in the game to try to make things more "Fair" for both sides. But, it never fully addresses the issue, and it's never fully fair. It always favors 1 side or the other. When it's made fair for Non-Blingers, Blingers complain because they spent "Real Money" for their Wins, only to get easily beat by someone who has paid nothing (which is understandable, I would be pissed too). And when it's made fair for Blingers, Non-Blingers feel that they can't keep up with the pace because of the Gap that is there that the cannot catch up to easily (such as the 5,800 Skill Points difference in the Diamond Missions that now seperate Blingers and Non-Blingers who are the same level). What I propose happen is a "Bling Ranking"

Read It Because I Said So
RUNS JUNE 12TH - JUNE 18TH!!! DO YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BID ON ME??? WANT A PIECE OF HEATHER??? WHAT'S IT WORTH TO YOUUUU?? http://fubar.com/heather-bidding-starts-off-at-1-million-fubucks/photo-429545-2342042-2273870243 The link for the auction is now: http://www.fubar.com/heather-5th-place-in-rates/photo-429545-2303901-2980796917 Please check it out!! XOXO Please go vote/rate and bid if you can! It is my very first one! Love on the auction owner too! He is awesome! Thank You So Much! XOXO Go Here: http://www.fubar.com/heather-bid-staring-off-at-500k-fubucks/photo-429545-2303901-2980796917

My Reasons
I deleted you because: (here are a few reasons why I delete people, if you feel I am in error please try again) If you Never had a conversation with me..I deleted you. If you shouted me lame as lines like "Can I see your NSFW?"..I deleted you If you only added me to see if I had any Nudes...I deleted you If you had no salute....I deleted you However I did keep some of you for eye candy. *blushes* If You had pics of your cock and begged me to view it...I absolutely deleted you. FYI guys pictures of cocks do not turn me...now if you have a nice body..... :) If you are a punk ass to my best friend...I deleted you..be thankful I can't reach you from here. If you are a Bully...I deleted you and am most likely stalking you to find out where you live. I despise bullies. My job in life is to protect people and to teach them how to defend them selves against bullies and attackers. If I see you lighting up my bar tab liking and rating everyone but not even passing by my page....I de

Stupidness
Weekly Random questions. Going to make it about Fubar! 1. Your default picture - Where did you take it? Did you take it for the sole purpose to use it on Fubar to get more rates? 2. Do you change your top family & friends to the people you are friendly with for that week, or are the people on your top family & friends really are your friends? 3. Status Msg: Do you use it to express your emotions you are feeling? Or only for Fu-related news? 4. Fu-Relationships: A Joke or Seriously taken? OR Seriously taken as a joke! 5. Do you ever feel a ping of jealousy when the person you've spend the whole day talking to in SB, updates their status with someone elses name? And then puts hearts around them!? 6. What would be reasons for deleting someone off your friends list? 7. Just how many people have you met off fubar and fucked? 8. Why do you think there are so many ugly women with nsfw folders? No, seriously I want to know! 9. Speaking of NSFW folders, has there ever been a folder

Fubar Street Team
h COYOTE UGLY EASTER AUCTION!!! TIRED OF THE REST ?? READY FOR THE BEST ?? COME JOIN US !! WHAT R U WAITING FOR ?? CLICK ON ANY PIC TO COME ON INTO COYOTE UGLY!! Seven Easy wasy to Promote fubarBy iC51NerdGoddessxFSTxFuMzYouTubexFUCT@ fubar Hello Fu's and Crew I have listed a few ways to promote you home of Fubar.com... as you know I make videos on youtube to help promote the site and I also send out my mp3s to stations on and off Fubar.com which is one way to promote This site... Want some other ways? Read on: 1. Facebook - Of course but not your grandparents... your life long friends! Fubar.com has a Facebook page and if you have not yet joined this group plz do noe! Group: http://www.facebook.com/#!/group.php?gid=99622505954&ref=ts Page: http://www.facebook.com/pages/Fubar/138483632849459?v=wall 2.

Un-named
Goodbye Was the last thing you said to me No why A million reasons without a word You walked out and never looked back I tried so hard just to hate you In tears is how you left me Ripped my heart out after all we've been through You can't see What you mean to me I'm so broken Not another that completes me Why did it have to be this way Why did you just walk away How could this be You were my everything Long gone I've tried so hard just to move on It hurts When I think back to the memories Every time I see you now The tears stream down my face My mind starts to race again And think about what I did wrong I miss you so much Just want to feel your touch The taste of your kiss So many things i miss Why did it have to be this way Why did you just walk away How could this be You were my everything I won't go on My fingers runs across the trigger It won't be long I'll soon end this anger Then a hand reaches out There's a voice in

Miss Giachetti
So this is my very first fu-blog ladies and gentlemen! I think I am going to try and start posting blogs every few days and ramble on about my silly life. Sometimes these blogs can be therapeutic so thats what I am hoping for. Just to get you up to speed I've been going through quite a bit this past year. Now I'm not whining and complaining, I know everyone has their problems. I just want to talk about it, to get it off my chest for a few minutes ya know? So here goes... In January I lost my dad, he was my best friend. One of the hardest things I've been through yet. I seperated from my husband in June, after finding out his entire family is completly horrible to him, I honestly believe they are going to keep going until they kill him. I've had 3 major surgeries so far, which have not been fun... I was diagnosed with Stage one Chronic Kidney Disease, PCOS, Bertolottis syndrome (which is a spinal birth defect, will explain more later) my cardiologist tells me I am very boarder line CHF,

Yup
...in stupidity. After slappin the snooze a few times, lethargic from the weekend festivities, I finally got up and hustled about getting myself ready to return to the office and start the new work year. I was also happy to enjoy at least one day of very light traffic, albiet an increase in parked troopers, still a nice ride, devoid of the usual bevy of idiots playin whats my lane, convinced that their antics will win them any more than 2 spots up in traffic and 30 secs earlier arrival. 30 miles of carefree driving, only to arrive and find....................................an empty parking lot..... I threw my head back and belly laughed for at least 2 mins. Can you believe this fukin shit right here. Now given most of our holidays are floaters for us management type folk, unless they take a tally and no one wants to come in, then they will put out an announcement that they are officially closing for business. I dont recall seeing such a memo, but then again I didnt take it upo

To My Friends
Hello errrybody...i just wanted to let you know im not gonna be around much because of a ssituation i am currently in.....No im not locked up( thats far from the case)..I am currrently residing in The Salvation Army homeless shelter in Wilmington NC....Please dont be alarmed...Alot of you dont know whats going on, because i wondered whether or not i shouldve even posted this to begin with.....I am out of a place to live because of roommate drama and problems....those who want specific details can call me if they want to know....you can either leave me a private message with your phone number and we can exchange them (if you choose) and i will fill you in on the details and such... Currently i am still working part time and its still going well...theres really no fulltime work in this town(or none that i have found) as of yet....Curfew at the shelter is 930 and lights out are at 10pm...wake up is at 545am(yes you saw correct) and i have to leave the shelter M-F at 9am.....so if you wou

Hmmmmmm?
I know the stuff about Gem Girl has been going around the past couple of days that she scammed ppl out of stuff on here and then blocked them after wards. As well she came out and said she is married. As u will see in this SS of her page. Then u go to his page and it's a little different from hers. It says that he is actually engaged in his martial status on here as shown in the screen shot below. Now here comes something else on the matter. In those 2 screen shots above. Take a look at the crushes. Do u see what is odd in those 2 screen shot above? This is where it actually gets very interesting on the whole matter of them being so called married to each other. Take a look at this screen shot and what the caption says and what actual album it is in too! So what i'm thinking right now. If they're actually married and then that is her uncle. Then he is pulling a Jerry Lee Lewis act lol! As well there is NO actual pics of them together except for the ones t

I Get It Innnnnn
created a tumblr. feels good to write stuff down somewhere other than here and fb. I don't understand it. is there a link to where its explained? I can pimp someone out, but how do you get points back? It costs like 2 or 3. Im lazy today and busy at the same time. So tomorrow I meet with the cardiologist for a followup from my MRI. Im assuming b/c they didn't call me that it wasn't serious. I apparently just have an abnormal EKG, bad family history, high cholesterol and flucuating blood pressure. So being treated like a 60 year old man at the doctors and the funny looks wondering why someone so young was getting all this stuff done, has led me to FINALLY get into good cardio shape AND dieting. So far I've been good with not cheating on the diet as I am doing the 5 meals a day at about 500 calories a meal. 40/40/20 protein/carbs/fat. So this has consisted of eating fruits and veggies which I NEVER ate before. I'm taking fish oil with omega 3 (anybody hear of th

When It Rains It Poors...
Hello all thought I would give you a heads up on what is going on in my life right now!!! I was assaulted by my boyfriend and had to leave home fast and get myself a apartment to stay safe in!!!! Then stupid me was drowning my sorrows in booze and got picked up for a DUI....so i need to get my life straightened out right now b4 the fu!!!! I so miss all of you and much love to you all and hopefully i will be back soon and on my feet and be a much stronger person w/all of this!!!! Gosh Darn...U know they say when it rains it poors I am sooooo Upset I have been waiting all yr for the day after Christmas shopping just a ritual I do every year...So I go 2 Start it cause the cold kills me if you all dont know that by now..lol anyways it would not start sooo more stress and Hubby all pissed of course if something dont start we all are gonna get a little Td off so we come 2 find out the Fuel Pump is out YEAH......so no shopping...ugh =[ NOT IN THE BEST OF FUGGING MOODS OK....XOXO

Birthday Contest
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My Life
I don't normally go around dishing my personal business...well, not too much anyway. But I've been reflecting on a lot of stuff lately, and since it's a new year and all, I thought I would take this opportunity to let my real friends on fu know what's going on with me. As many of you know, I recently lost my job back in October of '09 & have been searching for work ever since. Financially, things have gotten so tight that I actually had to ship my son off to live with my sister & step father in Fayetteville, NC. That's also the reason why I have yet to renew my VIP and I haven't been buyiing blings or bombing for a while. Well, since October, I had been having these crippling migraine headaches, which I attributed to stress from not being able to find work. But 2 weeks ago I finally had enough & went to the dr. to get checked out. Well I received my diagnosis today and the news wasn't good. When I was there, the dr. said I had a growth in my brain & he wanted to run a few more scan

Ramblings Of A Lost Soul
Cervical Cancer Fear,Does it have a name?Does it have a face?Can you tell it to go away?Will it disappear when you close your eyes?Fear,Is coming to me in a white coatComes to poke and prodComes with constant painComes to test, only more testsDespair,Words spoken within a fogUnheard within fears dreamGripped with fear all is unseenTears stream with a heatDespair,Hope fades with more tearsFear is ever presentQuestions go unansweredWorry begets allTears,Will it ever answer me?The white coat mocks mePain wracks the bodyThe checks turn red yet againTears,Pain won't go away with a pillTests still hold no answersFear & despair cycle all over againDenial,It can't be true

A Little Story
Those of you who know me, know me as Trent's manager. It's a job I take very seriously and work very hard at, and as much as I bust his chops about how hard he makes it on me to do my job, the truth is I'd do it for free. He's my best friend. He's been there since the day I came into the world, and through it all, remained my friend. Most know the man for what he does or has done, but most don't see the other side of him and I thought I would share my favorite one: Trent was in the hospital visiting Amy, one of his biggest fans. Amy is a 12 year old girl that T has known since Amy was 6. Amy is blind and slowly dying from a terminal illness. Trent brought her an acoustic guitar signed by his entire band. He also brought another guitar (Amy asked him what his favorite guitar was and he promised to show her), a spanish acoustic guitar dating back to the 1830's. This guitar for as old as it was was in pristine condition and beyond value; not just because of the guitar itself, but the sen

Mental Machinations
Again. Finding rest in arresting unrest. I of the gloriously grotesque, acrid nerve that bleats unyielding. Finally home. IT ALL BLEEDS JUST FOR ME. Could be a season's best. Could be a perfect day of rest. Or could rot away in the midday sun. Make a joyous noise or the wail that sets the tale of the horrors just begun. Darkness shines too. Parent to the light. Storms. And mannered chaos. Fueled by nightmarish constants in a greenlit sky. It escapes me. Over and over again. It taunts, teases. Tangible is dreamlike and yet I long to never wake. Foolish my best defense, but well intentioned as they all are. Will I? Could I? Well aquainted with you, searcher. Well met, yet I endeavor yet to sever the tie that binds. Thirst is maddening. Find me, solace. Find me, harmony. Find me. Find me well. Fill my cup.

My Life
Here is the Link: http://www.fox43.com/videobeta/d346e7d0-04ca-44fc-88ab-3d2b8bc65c32/News/12-26-After-Christmas-Shoppers-Crowd-Cumberland-County-Mall My daughter has asked me for almost a half year to buy her a build a bear so for Christmas I promised myself I would. Taking her to the mall the day after and buying it we were stopped and interviewed by a local news company and they air it on the 10 o'clock news. She was so happy. We are the last ones interviewed. Why is it that I have spent years being the rock for so many people. Talked so many people down from the ledge, helped people finacially and now, that I am at my lowest; rock bottom I am or feel alone. On July 1 2011 I lose my kids, I lose a roof over my head and I am lost. I have no idea where I will be, how I will survive and the fact of losing my kids is KILLING me...literally. I can only be strong for so long before I will be the one needing talked down from the edge. Hell I am climbing the ladder mentally now. I

Women & Body Issues
(Read this when I was looking up women with weight issues. Depression over women that is skinny and physically beautiful, this was written by a man to us ladies) Dear Ladies, Don't hate on the exterior of another woman's beauty. Just thank the Lord for whatever good exterior attributes that youve been blessed with. All men are different, we like different attributes. You dont have to strive to be like the images you see in the media. Im not saying that the images arent good, but are they good for you? A man could be attracted to you because he likes: 1. The way you speak 2. The way you dress: sporty, professional, casual, classy, plain, revealing and ect.. 3. Your Eyes: they could be big, small, tight, wide, gloomy and bright. You get the picture. 4. Your Nose: how small, how big, sloped, wide, narrow, pointy, rounded and you get the picture. 5. Your Ears: There are many different shapes sizes and ect. 6. The way you walk. 7. The way you stand. 8. The way you pout. 9. Your level

Night Before Xmas (pdp)
The Gay Before Christmas PDP By Zodiac 'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through PDP Not a chatter was chatting, not no one just me; The cams were empty and the guestlist was bare, I'd hopes that some boobies soon would be there; The staff were all nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of buttsecks danced in their heads; And mamma in her 'good bra, and I in my cap, Had just settled down for a long phonebone fap, When out on my 'puter there arose such a clatter, I hung up the phone to see what was the matter. The lounge started to flicker I thought it would crash, I refreshed the window and upgraded my Flash. The moon it reflected on the new-refreshed screen Gave the lustre and glow I had not before seen, When, what to my pedo-stare eyes should appear, But a miniature sleigh, and crowd of gay queers, With a little gay driver, with a thick stench of ass,

What Would You Do????
What would you do?? Well I like many others are having a tough time with the economy. So I decided that I would pawn some gold I have had for a long time and never used. Being I lost a roommate it's been kinda tough making the bills. So anyway I went to the pawn shop turned my Gold in which wasn't much and got some cash!! Enough to catch me up on food that I was lacking. Well when I left the pawn shop I noticed he gave me $100 dollars more than I was supposed to get. Hummm what to do? Should I have gone back and returned the extra $100 or just count it as good luck and move on?? What would you do? Part 2 to come up of what I did...

What Does My Name Really Mean
Navy SEAL Lt. Michael P. Murphy fought in a harrowing firefight on a mountaintop in Afghanistan where he and his team were outnumbered. In a last-ditch effort to save his team, Murphy pulled out his satellite phone, walked into a clearing to get reception and called for reinforcements as a barrage of bullets ricocheted around him. One of the bullets hit him, but he finished the call and even signed off, "Thank you." and continued to battle. He was killed in action and later awarded the Medal of Honor.As a further tribute, a warship bearing the name of the Medal of Honor recipient will be christened Saturday - on what would have been Murphy's 35th birthday - at Bath Iron Works, where the destroyer is being built http://www.allproudamericans.com/Fallen-SEAL-Honored-With-Warship-Bearing-His-Name-iii.html A Heart of many colors is a wonderful thing to see,with all it's brightness and beautiful rays,it shines so glorious as you can see,it's as pure as the christmas snow,As free a

The Adventure Of The Missing Hat And Pipe
Well, Holmes, my theory is that a Dr.Edmund Chinnery is the culprit. He travelled to London from a strange northern town called royston Vasey and booked into a hotel on baker Street on the night before the robbery. With him he brought as circus-trained dog who was to be the thief. I know this because I found a dog collar in the parlour, and inscribed on a tiny metal plate were the words "You're my dog now". He intended to sell the hat & pipe at an auction room on the coast, at a port called Flea Bay. It is well known that items belonging to the rich & famous always fetch high prices there. However, the autioneer is renowned to be a greedy, vulgar man who rudely greets winning bidders with his outstretched hand and cry of "Pay, pal". At the moment I have no further evidence to back up my idea, and would gratefully request your speculation on the case, if any. Your loyal servantDr Watson My dear Watson,It has come to my attention that a Mrs Doyle, who resides on a small island

Band Announcements
Most who know me know that due to some torn tendons in my foot that I'll be out of commission for a few weeks. However, I did do a show this last Friday, opening for Great White and Kittie. It was a rather fun show, I thought - a bit last minute, as we were asked at the very last second, but nonetheless good. I'd decided just for shits and giggles to do a cover set for our 2nd set (as another band cancelled so we played a double set to keep the crowd entertained). I picked the set as it was rather last second and easier for me to kick it out that way. I chose a bunch of songs that we jam out in rehearsals - mostly high energy, and above all just fun for us. The set went great, the crowd was into it, singing along, screaming, high-fiving us. Today, however, I got handed something that rather floored me - a review of the show, including our cover set. In this review was a very scathing synapsis of that set. Here's part of what was said: "Trent is a very talented musician, of which ther

Lesson Learned
My kids are the best thing that have happened to me my whole life.But there momma decided to seperate us in 09. Which has really opened my love for my kids. I love them but now i see how strong my love is for them. I hate to hear mu kids cry on the phone because they miss there Daddy. I hate that they live far from me because that just gives there momma more power over me. Yes this will probably get emotional but has to come out because i can't hold it in anymore. My oldest is 7 years old and yes he is my right hand man. He is learning to ne a redneck but also a ladies man. He doesnt leave my side. He is autistic and has alot of challenges to over come in the world for others to accept him. He loves to go hunting with daddy. When he is with me you wont get him to do anything without me. He also has adhd and asperbers. So others look at him diffrent but to me he is my angel my pride and joy. The one reason i wake up every morning. I miss him layin next to me when he takes a nap.

My Name Is Dud
Since the last gall bladder scare she's been on the patch trying to quit smoking. Eating healthier and generally taking better care of herself. Today, She went to see a surgeon about her options and they thought they would go with a scope-type operation to remove her gall bladder. Possibly early next week. They were happy with her non smoking and diet keeping. The doc did tell her that it isn't always a fatty or fried food that can bring on an episode. It can be as simple as a piece of lettuce... So tonight while nibbling on a salad, One comes on! Took her in and they give her some morph, do some tests, and she'll be getting the surgery tomorrow morning. Teh munchkin is in bed. Second day of school tomorrow. I'll get her in and go hit the hospital. Hopefully she can come home tomorrow... Keep my Suzles in your thoughts. Thanks. Dud I'll be crawling in shortly. So don't get pissy if I stop answering stuffs. Susie went to the hospital with some chest pain yesterday. They took

Me
You have all heard the song from the scorpions..winds of change right? If not it does not matter much the truth is winds of change are blowing through my page. First of all it was a shitty day at work, that is a given. I come home and se chaotic dream removed me from her fam. A craxy person vanessa...screen name of the second is heckling my family, my fu wife is mad at me and so is my best girly girl chrissy. I say to heck with it I am so fu dramad out for the dqy. BTW chaotic...do what you gotta do for 5 creds LMAO http://fubar.com/user/3136062

Penialvanwrinkle
So yeah I gotta write this down while I can still remember most of it. It begins at some outdoor class. I wasn't detailed on silly things like subjects. I just remember the teacher was preggers and went to go poop for a really long time. By the time she got back I grabbed my stuff and walked out of class. Almost like a low budget TV show, I bump in to my Uncle Hector as I'm leaving and he tells me I need to get my cap and gown. Sticking with the low budget theme (and I assume my mind knew I would be pressed for time), we take five steps and he knocks on some outdoor offices wall. He says, "I bet you didn't know which one it was" and I said, "they all look like roofless tiki huts to me". We banter with the random black dude of the story for a minute. We get the cap and gown, then haul ass for some reason. As we continue heading out, we pass by my other Uncle Segundo. He says, "did you get the stuff?" and I responded, "WTF? Did we just do a drug deal and I wasn't aware?" He's don

Auction
Be part of the Days of Summer Auction! * Just 5,000 fuBucks to enter * Send me a link to the photo you would like to use in the auction, and a list of what you will be offering Contest will being on Friday, June 25. Let the fun begin!

My Old Gal
I knew it was coming,but crap it still makes me sick :( My old gal , my yellow lab "Daisy",passed today. I am broken hearted,I am still grieving over,my kitty "Spike". They sent me a sorry driver today for therapy that drove like a maniac,that was so nosy and annoying ,when hubby told me this news over the phone.Grrrrr... I didn't want to talk to this stranger and wanted to grieve quietly while he slung me through the damn curves.I am hurt and mad this evening.I am also not a big fan of people. just needed really to vent a little...you know how I am when I vent..not sure if I will delete this

Camp Walrus Knees
Here it is, guys, the chance to win something badass and shiny! Rules:1. Only one entry per user2. Entries must be in the form of a comment on this blog to be considered3. Entries must be received by midnight Fu-time (PST...that's 3am EST) on Friday, May 13th to be considered4. Don't be gay, Sparky (y) Contest:All you have to do is post a comment with the word you think sounds hilariously dirty out of context, but isn't. Like "moist"...IDK about you, but that just plain sounds filthy and wrong. But that's an example; you get nothing if you use it cause I already did! SO NYAH, bitches!Three (3) 3rd Place winners will be given a 1 or 2 credit Bling of their choice; two (2) 2nd Place winners will be given a 3 or 4 credit Bling of their choice; and finally, one (1) Grand Prize winner will be given the Bling of their choice (under 15 credits) and a special salute! Payout happens sometime around 8am EST (5am Fu-time/PST), so get cracking bitches! So this is my response to THIS PIC by my ho

Into The Mind Of Jenna...
As I sit here and think about the last 2 months I find I am disappointed in a lot of things, but mainly in myself. I've stepped so far away from the person I am. From the person I was raised to be. I have done things that have hurt some people. It's true that it was never intentionally but nonetheless I have done it. For that I am so sorry. People come into your life when you least expect it and leave lasting impressions that will stay with you forever. Whether you meet them in person or just spend constant hours in conversations over the phone, You can’t help but get to know them and love them. It’s a crime we are all guilty of. How do you get so close to someone you’ve never really met? That’s a question I find myself constantly asking myself. It’s simple. It’s so much easier to open up to a stranger. To someone that you feel won’t judge you. However that can also backfire on you as well. For instance I’ve poured my heart out to a few p

Tonic Rules
Promotion Center For Tonic Lounge.. To Use: Copy each code by highlighting all the information for each code.. Paste in Profile Comments on Fubar user pages. Each code has a clickable banner, then hit send. There are four useable banner codes below.. 1------------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 2-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

The Naked Enchantress
Weaving her beauty on the wallShe stands before the lamp slim and tallShedding her clothes on the floorShe gets ready for the amorous tourThe protruding tips of her high breastsAdorn her body as if two unconquered crestsThe glistening bunch of pubic hairsIs guarded by untouched thighs, tight and fair The soft buttocks are perfectly roundSway with the flame with a swishing soundHung on each side of her pink templesStrands of hair swing like thin ripplesLove and lust drip down her dark eyesCupping her breasts she gives passionate sighsThe bunch of hennas dangles over her napeFor the wandering bees it sets the trapThe soft twist at the corners of the lipsCan send the royals into subliminal tripsThe thin lips flutter like petals of colour redAre enough to drive an emotional heart mad;The silky thighs, the ways they move and shine Have in them intoxication of a hundred bottles of wine.

I'm Sorry
Everyone, Ive been sitting here thinking A LOT lately and I need to apologize, I am letting the very bad treatment i am getting and have gotten for a long time on Pogo , effect how I am here and other sites, It's making me a bitter, angry person. Losing people to talk to, who used to talk to me everyday, causes someone to change. Again, I'm sorry.

My Friend Tom - Obit
I only want to leave a couple of links here for yall. This is for Tom's friends. I lost my best friend on fu. And I so suck at making blogs, so please forgive me. I have 2 links yall can go see yourself and leave your condolences to Tom's family. I know he would like that. this is the best link: http://www.legacy.com/obituaries/delawareonline/obituary.aspx?n=thomas-a-bennett&pid=152767617 here is one more link: http://hosting-24437.tributes.com/show/Thomas-Bennett-92009985 Again , forgive me cuz I am so tired and so heartbroken about losing my best friend . Hugs to everyone :)

All Talk
"Nothing comes out when they move their lips, just a bunch of jibberish.." {Eminem} Whenever someone says, 'Real Talk' it always makes me think they are just all talk. There are a lot of people in our society lately who are just that, talk; and lots of it. Some chose to listen and take action when needed where as others talk until action is taken by someone else. This might be good for an office job, where a boss does nothing but chirp to employees who end up taking action and making things happen. In the end, what really matters is the people who make things happen. That low level employee, doesn't plan on becoming a manager, most likely. That low level employee who always takes action, every day, will see that there is more in life to take action to. You can get people to move by asking them to move, even if in the end you go no where yourself. The world is full of people who are just simply all talk, which looking back when they speak, is mostly negative talk. We only

Sciencey Fair 2011
Can you believe it's year 3? Well it's time for the Sciencey fair. Actually it's a little late this year but whatever. I've made some bad choices and life and it's a little hard to keep it together. Some days you can have your shit together and be on top of the world getting done and living the dream. Other days you forget to buy tampons on the third consecutive trip to the grocery store and you spend three hours looking through old purses and suitcases just so you don't have to put a bra on and leave the house. But I digress.... The 3rd annual Sciencey fair is open to all fubar members. (haha you said members) You don't have to be my friend to participate and honestly I prefer it that way because I will probably have trouble looking you in the eye after this. Sciencey entries must be hand drawn and can be on any sciencey topic of your choosing. Feel free to look through other entries for inspiration etc. Don't copy though because we both know you can do better than that. Sience

Accident
Okay so this is the easiest way for me to tell as many of you as possible at once... forgive my spelling in this btw. So here goes... 2 days ago I got into a bad car accident headed back to work after my lunch. I wasnt wearing a seat belt and I dont know if it did less or more damage. In short I was trying to make a left hand turn and was railed by a car who didnt see me and was tossed around in my car. I must of blacked out because I dont remember a lot about the accident besides seeing the car coming at me and when I opened my eyes again I was laying across the front seat of my truck with my head on the passenger side window and my feet in the drivers side seat. I was alone thank goodness and the other driver was not injured. I on the other hand ended up being taken to the hospital by ambulance and suffered a concussion. My face is extremely swollen and seems to be getting worse with black and blues along with full body soreness and black and blues as well. I have no idea wha

Everyone Seriously Need To Read This
Okay guys everyone needs to go see this picture and read the comments. This person used her photo and had it approved as a salute at one time, when this girl busted her she now has put up yet other salutes. How do we know they are even real. It was told to me awhile back she had this program that allows her to generate fake salutes and to top it off she is not even in the army and is reaping the benefit off of that. This girl shouold be ashamed of herselve, like Corazon using Brianna garcia pictures and now this Jenitilla aka jenakay, but this girl took it to a new level, she claims to be using the army emble of her ex. She openly admitted she did this on this girls profile and you will also see where this girl ripped it from the fake persons page. What is really sad is that this girl is fighting cancer. Don't believe me go check in her own words what she said. Here is the link.. http://fubar.com/why-does-this-lady-have-me-picture-up-as-her-salute-is-not-o/photo-5904591-0-1062142

Godmode
What I am about to write I have 110% support from my family and some has been able to doante credits to it, so this isn't just from me. It's from us. ( I still looking for credits, so if you are selling or even want to donate will be very much appreciated) I want to run a Godmode but this one will be run different. My family has agreed that for this one I can remove them and add active service men/women that are over seas fighting for us. They don't get a lot of time to be on here, plus there lack of sleep. This is just a small token to say thank you to the men and women, and hopefully it will help them some with points, level, what ever it is they need on Fubar. If you know of someone who should be in my family for that day please send me a link or them to add me with a little note so i know... I am also going to give my points away to one of them (it will be hard choice wish I could give it to all of them), so I get nothing out of this except saying thank you and m

Friends......
Like me, most of you don’t really know the people we add to our friends list. Unless we take the time to really get to know someone. But on a site like this, it proves to be hard. We all see little things that upset us, and we sit back and wonder…..is this how that person is in real life? I have seen status’s that make me cringe, and a few that have about made me throw up in my mouth, and some that can be touching. But on a site like this lately it seems to be more about the “like button”. Personally, I don’t care what color your name is. This isn’t high school anymore. Because if it were, let me tell you some people would have more self respect and be respectful of others. And that seems to get lost on here in the greed of being Green, or number 1, or what level you can reach. So on that note, I would like to make a point, and maybe see if I can make you guys sit back and think, and see if I can just get one person to not be so self

My Time To Vent
Okay it seems that I have to let some of this out and not sit in a corner letting things go! There has been so many things in the last year that has happened and I am done just sitting back and keep my mouth shut. I know a few people on here online and off and I have come to find out exactly how some truely are. It is not how it seems online as in the real life! You want to sit and act like your innocent and have never done nothing wrong so that people do not turn away from you but, yet in the background offline you hate on half of the people you call your "friends" to me that is absolutely funny and when people let others know exactly how you are you write a blog trying to cover yourself. Lmao thats good and hmmm sooner or later the whole truth will come out and all those that thought you were that way well their blindfolds will come off and reality will kick in! I am not on here to play highschool games I am on here to have fun meet new people and that is it. Because in reality this

Venting..
So since my uncle Mike's murder last week I have been through some emotional turmoil, which I thank those who have been there for me dearly. http://www.insidebayarea.com/news/ci_17217497 Today I had to call airlines, which was so hard to do when asking them the details about "sending a body" to a different state. I feel anger, and hate...And the question "why" keeps going through my thoughts. Seeing the troubled images in detail of that the Detectives told us makes it almost vivid in my mind. Why didnt Bryan le just die? Another part of me makes me question my own behavior. Helping a person out and them to turn around and do somthing so cruel to someone so innocent is beside me.. Between planning a funeral, contacting everyone my uncle knew, speaking to family and the arguments they have started on where they want to bury my uncle, i am about to explode. Tomorrow is another day.. I decided to go to work and see if I can get through it emotionally. I hope I can. Say a prayer for the fam

Filtered
In my 4 years of FUBAR, I have met a lot of people, and many of them I have become quite close with. And I appreciate their friendship and support. As some of you may or may not know, roughly 2 weeks ago I was added to the “filtered” list on Fubar. Which means that I cannot be pimped or scroll. You can read the blog below for more information on it. In the time I have been here, I have never had my “junk” set as my default photo, nor have I had a default photo flagged. If I had, I wouldn’t be whining and complaining. I have spent the past 2 weeks sending PM’s to Support and to Admin’s of the site and have gotten no responses. I have spoken with numerous Bouncers and they are all very professional and understanding, but are not able to assist with this issue. As a member and a paying customer I have been asking for more information, and what can be done to remove me from this “list”. I have a couple of decisions to make. The fir

Why
There is an empty space in my heart, A hole that was never there, Till the night we lost you. Now I sit here, My eyes empty and hollow, My heart crying tears for the loss of my partner, My cousin, and my best friend to. I feel like a former shadow of myself, Now that you’re no longer here, The joking, the laughter and memories will always live on, I wish I could have been there to say good bye, Only to realize that this is not good bye, Just a really long “I’ll see you later.” Down the line we will come together again, And then heaven will have some more to talk about, So I will see you later cousin, For we will be reunited again.

Farewell
well fu-ites here it is THAT day is finally here. ALL that have known me or know me know me for who i am...a fun loving flirtatious (extremely so sometimes). To all i am DVUS and i hope after reading all this ...those of my TRUE friends will remain so and stick by my side. SOME of you already know this but yes I am married and have been so over a year. It is not a fact that has been made actively known to EVERYONE....but some of you do know and know who you are. The reason for this lil "secret" was this the marriage i shared with my wife was one of openness and trust and knowing that no matter what....we loved each other. SOME have noticed the "INFAMOUS HAIR CLIPS" in one of my NSFW files and have pointed this out and through a few split ups and minor probs between me and the wife....that was explained away as the "ex".Welll like a fool i carried on this life even AFTER...BEFORE we were married i discovered my GF at the time having online sex and or phone sex with other guys....that wa

Rhetorical Answers
Just a general rant really about all and everything that is fubar. Okies its not all a rant, its good and bad and everything in between :P So I have been on fubar for probably about four years all together and have noticed a lot of different things. For just about every nice person on fubar there is an ass whole. It doesn't really matter what your rating is just how many you get. About half the friend you end up accepting or adding ...you end up not talking to. Points get crazy intense once you get to level 24. There are lots of secrets on fubar that you learn as you go but no one every really tells you. It doesn't matter what kind of person you are if you have a sexy picture on fubar some one is GOING to tell you they want to fuck no matter how unclassy it is. Alot of people take fubar VERY seriously...more so then not. There is alot of drama because of that single fact. This site is constantly changing and so do the people on it so accept it. You can have alot o

Men Get A Clue!!!
I'm writing this in big letters so you men can see it! I have been online for several years. I have been on many social networking sites and it still amazes me as to the number of asshats who have no respect for women by coming into our SBs or private chats and saying "hey sexy" or "you're hot!" This is not a way to introduce yourself. This just tells us women that you're an idiot looking to get his dick off. Which is a BIG turn-off when we are definitely not looking for that sort of thing. It also annoys the hell out of us! So, here is a little tip from me to you...DON'T DO IT!! You want to talk to us women then be respectful and considerate. Take the time to read our profiles before you open your fucking mouth. You might actually learn something. Realize that not all women are 1-900 operators *plus not all those "women" are women...trust me!* Plus don't come onto our profiles and berated, cuss at, or belittle us because we aren't in the mood for your bullshit or don't want to pl

Update On My Wreck
10-8-10 Hey everyone! I wanted 2 let yall know what is going on! I was in a car wreck yesterday 10-7-10! This guy ran a red light & hit me so hard it tore the tire & axle from the transmission on my car! I had 2 cars in front of me..they went through our green light & I followed! I got about 50 feet from where I was going about 10 miles per hour at this point..this guy comes from my right going about 35-45 miles per hour & hits me in the front passenger side full force! He did not even try 2 slow down! After he hit the front he bounced off & hit the back passenger door! The air bags deployed when he hit the front passenger side! There where 2 cops behind me that saw everything thank God! I was driving, my mans mom was in the front passenger side, my baby girl was in the back passenger side & my mans oldest was in the back driver side! We all got taken 2 the hospital by ambulance! My lil girl is ok..she just was more scared hen anything! My mans mom is ok..she is just a lil banged up

The Meeting
The Meeting She never thought it would happen. It was a long time in coming. Anticipation was making her nervous. Tonight would be the night. All the long talks, the short stolen moments talking on the phone together, the caming, all building up to this final climatic moment. He was on his way. In another ten minutes, she would open the heavy door of her luxurious hotel room, and find him standing there. Soft eye staring at her as if she were the most beautiful and desirable woman in the world. It was how she always felt when she talked with him. She couldn't explain the feelings properly, other than to say that she knew when she'd be in his arms, at that moment in time, she would be all he wanted and needed. Slowly , pacing the narrow corridor, she occasionally stole a glance at the large ornate mirror hanging there, checking her appearance. Rich, chocolate brown eyes stared back at her. She quickly looked away and resumed her pacing. If she stared too long she would start to find fau

Dick Champ.
Complains against men... 1. YOU DONT GET LAID BY BEGGING FOR IT 2. NO I DONT WANNA SEE YOUR PENIS ON CAM...oh its so big, are you happy now?(oh and stop video chatting me) 3. at least friggin attempt a converstation before you ask me how big my boobs are 4. stop fuckin trying to add me to your collection of females...i want a guy who is all about me 5. i dont share...ever...(i.e. no threesomes) 6. im a jealous person...(meaning i dont like it when my guy flirts with other girls internet or not) 7. call me when you say you are...if you cant do something so small how are you gonna do anything else? be dependable 8. just because im with you/interested in you...doesnt mean you have me...so dont get too cocky 9. dont wreck a sweet cuddle moment by trying to have sex with me...if i want

My Random Thoughts
There once lived 2 computers that met on the net, the lived hapily spamming eachother over the years. One day they swaped coolant fluids n made beautiful hardware. They grew fast and constantly needed to be updated. They later grew up and tookover the net as their parents did n made beautiful malware which spread across the net. The parents grew out of date as their hardware soon grew to be full grown towers as they were. Soon they moved onto other sites n made more hardware n made many processors and became one big happy station. That is all for this random thought of the week.

Hotties :)
Hotties,and fellow friends lol idk any othre wayt to put it. Here is the deal,I need everyones participation especially from all my hotties and officers. I have seen numerous changes,but just because i give you a good nod that your doing good,doesnt mean for you to stop. In order for us to keep the hotties going i need everyones help, So first off i would love to hear everyone out what is something you wish the hotties had? Something we should change? and any others ideas you may have,you can place them here,but most likely they will be read faster if you come to me directly on my homepage. my officers know what they should be doing,and i do hope to see messages from you guys on Sunday in regards to your teams. Another thing is im looking for 2 new hottie officers Some of the things officers would need to do is 1.show love to the homepage/chief 2. You will be assigned a team,you need to show your team love,make sure they show it back,keep track of your team m

Molly
I was a Flower of the mountain yes when I put the rose in my hair like the Andalusian girls used or shall I wear a red yes and how he kissed me under the Moorish wall and I thought well as well him as another and then I asked him with my eyes to ask again yes and then he asked me would I yes to say yes my mountain flower and first I put my arms around him yes and drew him down to me so he could feel my breasts all perfume yes and his heart was going like mad and yes I said yes I will Yes. "

Fubar Contests
Ok You know how this works. Marcie did a similar one of these called "the best of the best on fubar" but you know me to be most evilest so Me and Mrs.. Sylent decided it be funny to make "the worst of the WORST fubar Contest" More like the demon side not the angel. Here's how this 1st one works. I NEED ONLY CATAGORYS RIGHT NOW! The Voting Blog is not yet up so DO NOT NOMINATE ANYONE just yet. The following Catagorys Are all ready listed for you so you can get the gist of what were looking for. We need your help to determine the rest. ***If this causes drama in your little world, I feel bad for you this is a social networking site if you get voted think happy thoughts, haters are thinking of you and haters make you famous their just jelous. So have fun with it, because this is all this is suppose to be is fun, which is why when we have the final voting its annonymus.*** 1. Worst Fubar Couple 2. Smallest Peen on Fubar 3. Worst Phone bone on fubar 4. Worse Ratio of Defau

Why You Cant Pimp Me
I FINALLY NEED TO WRITE THIS BLOG BECAUSE SO MANY OF YOU DON'T KNOW WHY YOU CANT PIMP ME OUT AND EVEN SEEM IRRITATED LOL TRUST ME SO AM I!! THIS TAKES AN "ABILITY" AWAY FROM ME AND I THINK ITS TOTAL CRAP! I HOPE THAT IF YOU AGREE WE CAN DO SOMETHING TOGETHER ABOUT THIS!! YOU SHOUT ME AND WRITE TO ME ASKING WHY YOU CANT PIMP ME SO LETS TAKE IT TO THE RIGHT PEOPLE TOGETHER!! THEY DONT LISTEN TO ME ALONE! SO HERE IS WHY YOU CANT PIMP ME OUT.. WHY YOU GET AN ERROR MESSAGE IF YOU TRY. I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE EITHER, JUST SO YOU KNOW. FIRST, I HAD SEVERAL FRIENDS TELL ME THEY COULDN'T PIMP ME SO I HAD THEM TAKE A SNAPSHOT OF THE ERROR SO I COULD SEE WHAT THEY WERE SEEING. AFTER A FEW DAYS WAITING, THINKING IT MIGHT JUST BE SOME GLITCH, I WROTE TO SCRAPPER, BJ, AND FUBAR SUPPORT.. AND WAITED. AS OF TODAY NONE OF THEM HAVE STILL REPLIED. A FRIEND HAD TO GO FIND OUT FOR ME! ALL 1 OF THOSE HAD TO DO WAS REFER ME TO A BLOG!! WHICH I NOW KNOW THIS BLOG THAT THEY HAVE PUT UP WAS POSTED AFTER THE

Cwp Promotions
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Helpful Support Blogs
From the Desk of Scrapper ... NEW UPDATE! If you were part of the people who were running God Mode we are gratuitiously giving you some points. Anyone that had a god mode bling deactivate between 1:30PM PST...if they ended at 2M points, they'll end up at 7M points. if they ended with 8M points, they'll end up with 10M points, etc..... If you were part of the lucky few who helped us test out God Mode Bling, you are probably asking yourself why did my God Mode bling expire early. It actually did not sxpire early, we are finally out of our testing mode and it is now truly LIVE on the site. The God Mode bling has surpassed our special ability bling expectations. It is a very powerful weapon in your arsenal on fubar. We thank you for helping us beta test the God Mode bling. Consider yourself lucky to have had the chance to to that so few will ever have in the future. Please read the following blog. If you are angry or feel slighted, we just want to thank you for helping us develop

Capricorns ~ The Best In Bed!
Ok so when you join fu-bar your profile is automatically defaulted to hide "not safe for work" content (or NSFW) If you can not see NSFW folders (they are red compared to the "normal" picture folders & have a (NSFW) after the album name - in my case mine says "Me -(NSFW) for my pictures...) What you will need to do is go to your homepage & click "Edit Profile" When that page opens your now in the "Account" page... Scroll down & look on the right side this is what you will see... Settings: Profile Type:New and CleanDusty and Old Email Alerts:Daily DigestImmediatelyOff Email Newsletter:OnOff Email Reminders:OnOff Chat Sounds:OnOff Ignore Skins: [?]:OnOff Filter Embedded Content [?]:Profile

O Fubar Tree, O Fubar Tree
O FUBAR TREE, O FUBAR TREE WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS CHANGING O FUBAR TREE, O FUBAR TREE WHY ARE LE BLING NEVER CHANGING NOT ONLY GREEN, WHEN KRISTINA'S HERE BUT ALSO BLUE, WHEN FACEBOOKS NEAR O FUBAR TREE, O FUBAR TREE WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS CHANGING THE PLEASURE THAT FUBAR GIVES ME LOVED AND LIKED WHEN IM A BOOMY BOMBED AND RATED WHEN IM GLOOMY O FUBAR TREE, O FUBAR TREE IF BABY J WOULD LOWER THE PONY I MYSELF WOULD GET SO HORNY O FUBAR TREE, O FUBAR TREE I HOPE TO SEE YOU IN THE MORNING WITH HOPES OF BLING IN MY STOCKING NEW LEVELS THAT ARE UNLOCKING O FUBAR TREE, O FUBAR TREE WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS CHANGING DREAMS OF GIRLS THAT ARE UNBLOUSING PRETTY LEGS ALL ON MY MOUSY O FUBAR TREE, O FUBAR TREE SEND ME GOD MODES ALL THE BLING FOR THAT I WILL SHOW YOU MY DINGALING O FUBAR TREE, O FUBAR TREE WHY ARE YOU SO AMAZING!!

Bunnies Agreement
Papas Pinups1.All Papas Pinups must have a verified salute and a minimun "10 new pics of yourself 2.Most of the Papas Pinups will be females expect for our few male team that teams will be men who is as well voted in (Pinups Elite)3.Must sign the COC (code of conduct)Agreement below as a comment I"agree"in order to be a Papas Pinup & Post it in your name.(PP,PPE, Pinup, & etc.)Must Be In Your Name.4. Must have your chat on to where any officer and the homepage can communicate with you5.When you become a Papas Pinup we ask you add the homepage as a top friend...if u choose to add other as family or top friends that is your choice6.We ask you show all Pinups love as they will show it back..however we are aware of real life and we respect that as well7.No Pinup will Defame ,Abuse ,Harass ,or threaten any family members .if you have an issues with a family member bring it to your Team Leader if found to be true by Officers you can be terminated from Family permanently .8.Inorder to uphold

2-18-09
Please visit me here Today is very tough for me. I miss someone very much, and there is no one i can talk to about her. We have made plans and i have every intenion of acting on them, it sjust sometimes its so hard to be without this person. This is the only way i can communicate my feelings for this person. I dont know who will read this. I guess it doesnt matter these are my thoughts and i need to get them out. OK, I have been meaning to write this for a long time. Why do people think that because they were a flag shirt, have a flag sticker, or "terrorism huunting permit" or some other stupid thing like that, that that makes them a Patriot. I remeber after 9-11 i pulled up to my mothers house and she asked me why i didnt have a flag on my car. I said "are you kidding me, you protested the vietnam war even though your brother was there, when i told you i was joining the Army you said i was stupid, you never vote, but now because you have a flag and i don't your a Patriot".

Mindless Nonsense...
*(jburton)*: thank u.. ->*(jburton)*: well, seeing as how you're a guy I can't say i'd be to into it.. but good luck on your search *(jburton)*: lmao..nevermind..i'll just move on 2 som1 who like 2 play along wit me.. ->*(jburton)*: well, unless you're a doctor i'm not sure there is much you could do.. *(jburton)*: ummm....just wht kind would u like.. ->*(jburton)*: out of curiousity, what help are you offering? ->*(jburton)*: Okay... *(jburton)*: oaky..u know where 2 find me..lol.. ->*(jburton)*: i'm fine, thanks.. *(jburton)*: u need help wit ur wounds..just askin.. Aside from Dyss trying to show me his penis I havn't had men try this.. I don't like it and don't know how you women can put up with it.. Thank god i have a penis.. Due to the recent crackdowns I have lost friends on my list.. I don't have many to begin with so a loss of 1 is noticable.. I want to post a MuMM but not sure the risk is worth the reward... Oh, and Fuck the Juggalos...

Love Sonnets
NAKED, YOU ARE SIMPLE AS ONE OF YOUR HANDS, SMOOTH, SOFT, WARMING.. EARTHY AND SMALL, TRANSPARENT AND ROUND.. MOVE IN MOTIONS TO FLESH WE MOAN SOUNDS, AROUND YOUR HALF MOON LINES, APPLE PATHWAYS, NAKED, YOU ARE SLENDER AS A NAKED GRAIN OF WHEAT IN HEATS OF ME......

My Blogs
‎*A man was sitting on a blanket at the beach. He had no arms and no legs.**Three women, from England , Wales , and Ireland , were walking past and feltsorry for the poor man.The English woman said, 'Have you ever had a hug?' The man said, 'No !'So, she gave him a hug and walked on.The Welsh woman said, 'Have you ever had a kiss?' The man said, 'No !'So, she gave him a big wet kiss and walked on.The Irish woman came to him and said, 'Ave ya ever been fooked, laddie?'The man broke into a big smile and said, ' Why, no! 'She said, 'Aye, ya will be when the tide comes in. Never say " I Love You" If you really don't care Never talk about feelings if they aren't really there Never hold my hand if your gonna break my heart Never say your going to...... If you don't plan to start Never look in to my eyes If all you do is lie......... Never say hi If you really mean goodbye If you really mean forever Then say you will try Never say forever Cuz forever makes me cry.........

Electrik Entertainment
ELECTRIK ENTERTAINMENT DJ BATTLE RULES 1.ALL MUSIC IS LIVE MIX...PRERECORDED TRACKS NOT ALLOWED (and we will know) 2. THERE WILL BE 3 PRESELECTED JUDGES. ALL JUDGES ARE RANDOM PICKED. 3. DJ'S WILL EACH DO A 15 MINUTE SET PER BATTLE WITH JUDGEING AFTER EACH BATTLE 4. JUDGED ON... 1. CLEAN MIX 2. VARIETY OF TRACKS 3. MIX ABILITY 4. THUMBS UP EMOTES WILL BE COUNTED UP DURING YOUR MIX AND COUNT AS POINTS ON SCORE AS THIS IS HOW THE LISTENERS WILL BE VOTING. 5. 500 K ENTRY FEE AND LOUNGE WILL MATCH TOTAL OF ENTRY FEE AND ALL FUBUCKS TO BE SPLIT BETWEEN TOP 6.

Whisper
Strangers As you stood naked beside your bed, you pondered your decision to let this stranger into your life. We had never spoken, nor seen each other’s pics, other than a couple I posted on the net. But as you stood there, your emotions were running high, the thought of this man touching you, exploring you, had you so excited, you were trembling. The time was near, the door handle turned and the door slowly opened. You stood there, your back to him in the half dark, you heard him move towards you, then stop, the slight noise as you heard buttons click undone, and clothing hitting the floor. Not a word was exchanged, as we had agreed. Your anticipation was getting the better of you, as with one more step he was behind you, his silhouette on the wall towering over you, his 6’3, solid frame erasing your shadow from the wall. Suddenly his fingers sat on your shoulder blades, you trembled from his touch, but he was nervous too. He was so gentle for a big man, his

Points
ChopChop Selling points as follows……… Will aulturize you(give you my points for 12 hrs) while using my autos and 1 bomb for a 65 bling pack or Happy Hour or 200 mill fubux... Will autlurize you using my autos

Scrapper Explains Blocked Accounts And Numbers For Names
It seems there are some users who are not playing straight with you about the facts. fubar is for fun but there is also a business side. We do not like to delete or ban good users. Our good users will attest to it. If you are a person who is not playing straight or who has spent over 400 bucks and isn't willing to verify they are who they are, then don't be butthurt or make excuses about this. You are the problem. Clear up your account and quit whining to your friends. If you are a rincarnate, you will be deleted. The following are the reasons you will see people in numbers or banned. 1. They have chargebacks, disputes or are contesting services they have received and used. (They stole from us) Often times these people hustle people to log in and spend money on them and then whatever friendship they have goes south. The person who spent the money charges back and the account holder who hustled the money plays dumb and tells fubar we are the big bad assholes. Please don't

Just Me
A Place Where You Belong Your body's coldHope is lost I can't let goCan I die with you so we can never grow old?Count the timesWith this note you left behindAs I read the words I hear you telling me whyToo late, too lateI never said goodbyeToo late, too lateCan't even ask you whyAnd now I'm wasting away in my own miseryI hope you've finally gone to a place where you belongMy sadness showsAs your name is carved in stoneCan't erase the words, the reality growsI wish I diedOn that night right by your sideSo just kill me now, let the good times rollToo late, too lateToo late, too lateI never said goodbyeToo late, too lateCan't even ask you whyAnd now I'm wasting away in my own miseryI hope you've finally gone to a place where you belongWill you wait for me?When I see you on the other sideYou won't have to wait too longYeah, yeahWill you come to me?When you're safely to the other side'cause here I don't belongToo late, too lateI never said goodbyeToo late, too lateCan't even ask you whyAnd

Random Vents
I am not the hero of the story, I am the narrator. I’m the voice that people follow and are drawn to while actually caring more for the others involved. I can make you follow but I never lead. I can tell you amazing lies and you’ll believe them because my reasons for existing are just for your entertainment. My emotional input doesn’t matter, my presence conflicts your fantasy, my voice interrupts the perfect life your watching. If I never told you the plot, you would still watch the people act. My great purpose is to build up for someone elses resolve, And my great motive is to have you climax with the dramatics of others. lookin at you lookin at mesomething so simpletakes all we believegiven you that griefgiven me that smilejust flipin out while your flippin me off (chours)so what do you know?nothin comes normalnothing comes easy but for me to be methink i figured it outnothing comes normalnothing thats givenmeans anything to me(bridge)so what little i goti paint po

Her Teasing Body
Master approaches his little one quietly - he likes to observe her before he announces his presence - she can never seem to lay quietly and wait for him until expressly ordered to do so. She sits on the bed, staring out the window, brushing her long hair absently, then twisting it in her hands and combing the strands loose with her fingers. The pattern is repeated as she sighs quietly while waiting for him. Music plays softly in the background and covers his quiet approach. The bed dips under his weight and her gasp of surprise is soft but welcoming as her Master comes to sit behind her. His strong arms wrap around her as her head lifts to meet his for a soft, yet possessive kiss. Her body melts into his as his hands stroke the silky soft skin of her arms. His submissive rests her head back against his broad chest, feeling very warm and loved, her body soft and pliant - awaiting his desires. Her hands absently caress his forearms - always enjoying the feel of

Point Whore Of The Day!
so both my parents have some bm control "issues" and neither one will admit it...... the latest arguement...... who crapped in the recliner? that is all...... · dirty little sl... status: ~Fam Add+3 Naughty Salutes+CamShow for a God Mode Bli...! I'd say the name says it all in this case, but shes lieing, shes not a slut, shes a whore. 6:51pm reply bubblelico...: i will go on cam and showu my nfsw pics if u buy me a 25 credits bling pack cancel Chat 6:52pm more To bubblelico...: I'll pass thanks yeah this one made me giggle......... shes not even SEMI attractive LMAO

I Wish You Could!
I Wish You CouldI wish you could see the sadness of a business-man as his livelihood goes up in flames, or that family returning home, only to find their house and belongings damaged or destroyed. I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen beneath you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife’s horror at 3 a.m. as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively that it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke ~ sensations that I have become too

Fu Xmas!!
On the First day of xmas the Fu Whores Gave me a herpes breakout that everyone could see. On the Second day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me two over used balls. On the Third day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me three french ticklers. On the forth day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me four calling pervs. On the Fifth day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me five golden cock rings. On the sixth day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me six penises spraying. On the seventh day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me seven whales a swimming. On the eighth day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me eight jacks a jacking. On the ninth day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me nine sluts a whoring. On the tenth day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me ten sparkling belg's prancing. On the eleventh day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me eleven begging bling whores. On the twelfth day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me twelve over charged credit cards. Twas the night before xmas all over the fu, all the fu whores are whoring, even the jew. Th

Resolutions
In the past, I've had no luck with general new year's resolution such as "exercise more." Usually I don't even bother with them at all. I want to try something a little different this time. I'm going to blog a monthly goal. Nothing earth-shattering, nothing that will depress me if I don't get it done or impress anyone if I do get it done. But my goal will be here in my little blog, reminding me that if I have time to scribble my rambling thoughts to my internet buddies, then I have time to make some constructive changes in my surroundings. Resolution #1 is to reorganize and update my bedroom. Right now there is too much furniture, too many guitars and amps and cords, too many books, lamps that don't work in the space, outdated bedding and drapes, and old prints that do nothing for me anymore. I want it to be a warm, inviting, calm, beautiful space. My furniture is nice. I may update it with new hardware but it doesn't need refinishing. It's old, solid cherry and I've been stymie

::my Writings::
You've been gone for so long yet there's still a hole in my heart from the moment you walked away and tore it all apart It's been a month since you left and I still want to eat the bullet you took my mind and psyche and damaged what was left of it I've now lost whatever sanity I had left from all that you've done now I look everyone in the face and I never see any traits of trust I wake up everyday, walking around with a storm cloud around my headI go to bed by myself every night, close my eyes and wished I was dead You've been gone for so long yet there's still a hole in my heart from the moment you walked away and tore it all apart It's a springtime night and it's been six months since you left I'm wide awake, wondering, as he's lying next to me in bed I look at him, I can't get any closer because I just see your face I grab my coat and then I leave hoping I don't give him any pain I can't look him in the eye I wish there was a way I can stop it because he tells me I'm so beautiful b

My Skribblings...
You may believe That I am naïve You may think you're sure Seems you're quite immature You believe your lies still have audience in me Oh if only the truth you could see The smoke and mirrors that once fogged my view No longer exist here, get a clue Pointing at all the drama you have stirred Pretending it belongs to others' ...it's just absurd Maybe you believe in your own pile of crap But I never again will get caught in your webbed booby trap So maybe there is a little naïveté But I wouldn't have it any other way To know in my soul there is a truthful "good" in others Will take me far beyond the jaded insecurities of another To treat others the way I want to be treated Goes mil

Walden Co Police Report (funny)
So in my travels for my interview a few weeks ago I picked up the local newspaper. It was a whopping 8 pages! I stumbled across the police report and thought I'd share a few bits from it. Yes these were really published. Jan 3, 2011 Officers were sent to the school because no one was answering the phones there. Everything was ok. Jan 9, 2011 Several horses wandered through Corkles' construction yard south of town. They weren't looking for jobs; they had just wandered off from a nearby property. Jan 9, 2011 A deleviery truck got stuck in a driveway outside Walden. When he spun his tires to get out, the tires picked up a rock and sent it through a window of the home. That wasn't really the type of delivery the homeowner wanted. Jan 11, 2011 Officers provided traffic control for a cattle drive through town. Oh my... Life in a small town

Grrrrr.. People Are Hella Lame Sometimes!
Theres a bunch of things that irritate the hell out of me on here.. But ima jus touch on a few for now.. Number 1 being that, just because you press the LIKE button on someone they think you wana fuck.. Sad but so very true.. Like i say on my profile page, i pressed your like button because i need the points (call me a point whore i dont give a fuck) im cool with you or i think your sexy.. Period!! It does not mean i want to fuck you in the slightest, neither does it mean im a lesbian for pressing another females like button!! I swear some people have some queer ideas bout how things work.. Number 2, being called, hun, babe, sweetie, baby, boo, when clearly my name reads Kay Kay.. Like seriously, you cant see my name?? Yall know how that song by Destinys Child goes right? SAY MY NAME, SAY MY NAME!! Number 3, being told what to do.. Grrrrrrrrrrrr annoying!! Im a grown ass woman, you aint my Momz or my Daddy so STFU!! Number 4, some people on here have no manners what so damn ever.

Why I've Been So Blaaah Lately
Ok first off...I've been feeling out of it lately,not my ususal self,some of you have noticed,other haven't most of you don't care to notice and that's cool too,I've been there when ur busy playing the fu game you don't have time for things like that. Before I go INTO why I am feeling blaaah if I even DO go into it because its no one's business but mine and the very few I allow into my personal circle of trust I will post the lyrics to the song "Aenima" by the band Tool...if anyone knows me they know that I am...into music to put into laimans terms and my moods a lot of times are best served by songs. So here are the lyrics to the song. Aenima Some say the end is near.Some say we'll see armageddon soon.I certainly hope we will.I sure could use a vacation from thisBullshit three ring circus sideshow ofFreak here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LAThe only way to fix it is to flush it all away.Any fucking time. Any fucking day.Learn to swim,see you down in Arizona bay.Fr

Another Blog Is The System
I say the end is drawing near And all you fuckers say is prove it But truth is you're too scared to get ensnared by a movement Force fed on media controlled, single serving portions like a dummy If you chewed on the real shit it'd rot a hole through your growing tummy The truth is really out there But you're too scared to find it And when that train leaves the station You'll be the one in tears behind it The engineers engineered fear and laid down the tracks Now all you gotta do is find the clues and chart the facts But that involves real thinking And who's got time for that? You're all glued to the tube eatin' chips and getting fat While they steal the world from under your feet Beneath the streets the pipelines deepen The real enemies in this war wear suits and attack us while we're sleeping So wake the fuck up! Open your eyes to the evils Resonating bullshit lies like church bells ringing death tones from the steeples Religion was the platform

Common Sense
You know I have been on this site for a while and have seen and noticed a great many things. There is one thing that I have realized though that sticks out the most. I have realized that in my time here, I am only going to level so far. I will reach a point at which I will no longer be able to level because I am not willing to pay actual money on this site. Now to get to the title of this blog...........OK before that, I am sorry if this offends, upsets, pisses off, or angers anybody that reads this, if it does, that means its probably true about you :). Anyway, the advantage women have on this site over men is that most women don't have to spend money on this site. I see every day all over this site status messages that say family access for a 12 credit bling pack, or something similiar. Now we are all intelligent individuals here, and lets see, well we all know whats in family albums (nudity), and we all know that credits have to be bought with real money. Now lets put these

Stop The Crap
I know I have friends here, some closer than others. My true friends know I do not like drama at all. When my ex logged into his fubar account earlier, he had several messages. These were telling him he was an idiot for losing me and doing what he did blah blah blah I am furious about this. He is still my son's father, we drives me nuts,but it is no one's place to say anything to him. If I found out someone that claims to be a friend is doing this,I will delete and block you. I am getting very close to taking a long break from this place. if you like me at all, you would not bring me anymore drama thanks

My Everything
You are my inspiration to not give up.You are my strength to face anything.You are my courage to fight my battles.you are my wisdom to make my de scions.You are my sight to see things in a different light.You are my touch to feel things better...You are my breath so I can live. . \ You are my laugh to enjoy life. You are my heart so I can feel love You are my Everything.

Lost In Confusion
Lost in confusion and total self bliss I've found the relation between dream and wish A dream is a fantasy lived only while asleep But a wish has a compass vast, far and deep. A dream can bring true the wish never thought As your mind wanders aimlessly and feelings are sought. But a wish is a simple, momentous undertaking A grasping of things while still in the making. Now my understanding of wish and of dreams Have broadened my scope - or so it would seem But still I'm confused and nothing is clear Because you are a wish, yet a dream so dear. With the breath of each day, I wish for your sight Visions of loveliness turned to dreams in the night You've become such a fantasy with realistic tones I long for your love and time spent alone Sadly enough my dreams cause confusion For all their purpose are meager illusion And though the dawn of each day may be cheerful to sight I fear the darkness and my continuing fight. For now its a war - a battle within A dreadful nightmare which rationali

Prettiest Eyes Contest
As soon as I get enough contestants...20ish...I will start the contest... Ist prize will be a Polisher 2nd Place will be a Boomy Winner will be determined by a point tally.. Number of rates times average rating plus number of comments times 5.. (rate x avg) + (comments x 5) If you are interested and want to enter PM me or comment here and i will add you.. Thanks, Barry Ok looking good with contestants... Going to start Tonight 14 Sept at 6 PM cst.... I will keep it open for at least a week...I will update here an give 24hr notice before closing voting... Remember Commenting is unlimited!!! you must promote urself (obviously)... Photos will be open to everyone...so no worries about your friends being able to vote... New friend request are always welcome though :P. best of luck ladies!!! check back here or SB me if you have any questions!!

Random
Ripped apart , A simple shread of paper, Soaked , Damp & so very very cold, Taking myself into the shadow's, Destroying everything along the way, Nothing left, An empty shell of a soul, Bleeding so very very slow, Growing old, Walking past emotionless face's in the rain, Try & smile somewhere on the way, Showing major flaw's & cracks, You could not accept anything But hating toward him, dragging him through dirt, No puddle missed, No thought, feet soaking water, Wringed his neck, beat him black & blue,