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Everything I Am
Have you ever had someone, just knock you off your feet? Shock you, amaze you, beyond the words they speak? When it hits you, you'll know it. Nothing compares. To the feeling your left with, the effects of one stare. Everything before this, just fades away. You find yourself hanging on, to every word they say. Waiting and hoping, for this dream to become real. To be wrapped up inside them, let them feel what you feel. One touch, one kiss will say more, than I will ever be able to. Longing to share everything I am, with YOU.
You Have Got To Be Kidding Me, Really??!!
I was driving down the road today and was listening to the radio...a news breif came on and the guy went on to say that if someone goes to buy a gun, and has a medical license, and does not put it on the NCIC form, it is a felony...Therefore if you have a Medical Marijuana card, you do not have the right to bear arms..So ur cancer or other dibilitating illness, is cause for them to take u to fedral prison if you choose to own a gun and have a card that gives you the right to possess medicine for your illness. How bout that for the american dream? I am not a felon  Nor do I have any kind of criminal record, and the governent can just come and say hey there are bad people out there that smoke pot too, lets take your rights and throw them in with the crooks out there and treat people as if they dont matter..                                  
Classics Lounge Staff Policy
Classics lounge staff policy   Rule Enforcement First and foremost, you are staff, therefore, you must set an example for the members and guests, this means simply; “don’t be breaking the house rules.” To ensure that you don’t break them you should take a moment and actually read them and familiarize yourself with them, if you have not already done so.  The reason being, you cannot enforce rules that you yourself break. The penalty for breaking the rules should fit the crime so to speak, for most things; First offense = verbal warning and reprimand Second offense = privately talk to the individual, do not have a long drawn out battle in chat     whenever possible, this breeds drama. If the offense is racial slurs or disrespectful speech, deleting the comments the person made would be in order. Third offense = silence the person, and tell them privately should they ask. Fourth offense = kick, banning is left to the discretion of the DJ working as when the
I Promise I Won't Break
I'm not a doll, I promise I won't break. Don't hold back, I want it all. Give me more than you think I can take. Lay your hands on me, rough and mean. Watch how fast these blue eyes, turn green. Hair flying, sweat dripping, moaning wildly with a firm grip. The taste has never been sweeter, running my tongue across your lips. Against the wall, on all fours, laying flat against the bed. Sitting on your desk, not a word needs to be said. The intensity of your feel, plummeting into me. Sends me over the top, almost instantly. Raw pleasure, I hope never ends. And when it does, we'll wait a while, then go at it again.
Crescent Hotel
Walk with us through the legendary Crescent Hotel and hear of its ghostly legends. The hotel was constructed in 1886 and known as the "Queen of The Ozarks" to the Victorians. In the teens of the 20 th century it was a fine girls school offering intriguing tales woven with history. Hear of legendary haunts and ongoing investigations being conducted by our trained staff. The Lady In The Garden, Cancer Hospital Nurses, Michael, Theodora, are a few of the legends to whet your appetite of the "guests" that reside at The Crescent. Follow the dark halls below the hotel into the realm of "Dr." Norman Baker and his Cancer Cure Hospital where many dreams of a cure for cancer were never realized. The long history of the hotel is represented through the ghosts that still inhabit it's halls and walls.And I will go there,even if its the last thing I do.As there are many stories and history.   Room 213: This was overheard by a guest from a daughter and her mother who stayed at the hot
A Tattoo Artists Life
Can't find that gift for your special someone? well look no further,I have the answers you seek. Gift certificates available now.. ....And for a limited time additional discounts will be added to all certificates sold till Xmas. ..... show'em you love'em and have me hurt'em for you...ToxicTat2. captains log stardate 10-6-2011,  the crew of the starship ToxicTat2 had a very eventful day on 10-5-11..i woke up around 8:30 or so to use the head.upon returning to my bed i happend to stubb my toe on a chair and broke a piggy...OUCH..its all purple and hurtz like a biatch..thats ok cause afterwards i booked a bunch of tattoo work for thursday(today) and saturday10-8-11...ok so the day was going pretty good until about 10:00 that night...i then recived a text that read..hey r u a tattooer?...this is when my day just got AMAZING...after a wierd conversation i was then offered a part time position at HillTop Ink Tattoo...Matt said he was always looking for new talent and he heard about me a
You'll Just Have To Deal
It must be nice, living in your world. I don't think I have ever despised, anyone this much before. Sneaking and disguising, but I can see through your cold heart. I knew you were there, seen you from the start. I don't see you as a threat, you're just a scared little bitch. I am here to stay, so deal with it. You can't run me off, not scared in the least. I am out there for everyone, including you to see. Try and beat me, you wrinkled up old hag. Dang, I've resorted to name calling, how pathetic is that? I don't care, I'm saying what I feel. Like it or not, you'll just have to deal. With the fact that you, cannot move me. My feet are planted on the ground, firmly.
Life As I Know It...
I don't know about you guys... but in my opinion... if your viewing & enjoying the images shared I think you should rate and comment them to reflect that...  I know when I get horny I love to go back and read the naughty thoughts you guys & girls post while your looking at mine and I'm pretty sure other like to do the same... SO be kind... if your viewing... leave some naughty little notes behind to show your appreciation and don't forget to rate the persons NSFWs either!!!
Wicca
  PROTEAN FAMILY (The): A Wiccan tradition based on Gardnerian Wicca that are the lineal descendants of Proteus Coven in New York City. The High Priestess of Proteus, Judy Harrow, founded the coven in the Gardnerian practice during the early 1980's. In late 1985, after a series of internal conflicts over some of the changes of practice instituted by Harrow, a body of Gardnerian Elders indicated a desire to disassociate with Proteus and her descendants. In the early 1990's, Harrow declared the Protean Family to be a "self-aware subgroup" of the Gardnerian line. 
My Poetry. Please Read You'll Be Touched. Promise Please Let Me Know What You Think Of It. Ty God Bless.
Pains of Relationships   Like a thorn brushing against your skin leaving it scratched, and burning but not bleeding is how a short friendship ending feels   Having a thorn scraped against you leaving it stinging, burning and bleeding some is how a longer frienedship or relationship ending feels   Now when you fall in love and it ends that's a different kind of pain It feels like you'll never make it through another day without them   It feels like someone just grabbed your heart out of your chest, body and soul and just chewed it up, ran over it than stabbed it over and over Until there's nothing left but a speck   Scrappy Jan 6.2006    Tears in Silence    I put on makeup to make me feel pretty, Even though I know it won't help. I buy nice clothes to make me look pretty, That I find out doesn't' work either. I wear a smile for the whole world to see While in Silence I'm dying.   I'm lost and confused I'm wondering is there anyone in this world who
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Krystles Words Lol
My best friend was killed in 2009 by her husband from domestic abuse and i wrote a poem for her after it happened please if you know any one that is in a abusive relationship help them get out of it even if sometimes it feels as if its never going to heppen we all made that mistake by not trying hard enough to make her leave him and now shes gone from us for ever. She was a beautiful wonderful person smart kind and everything a friend could be she was a great mother to her 3 childern and loved them so much that is breaks my heart that she wont be there for when her daugther gets married or has babies over her own or to see her boys become good men unlike their father. Sitting here thinking of all the time we spent   Talking on the phone or the computer   The things we always said we would do but never did   Wishing we did them so I would have them memories as well   Wishing that I had never gotten that call   Knowing I will never hear your voice again   Or the laughte
A Dark Dark Writing
Have u ever felt so lost and confussed by ur actions that ur numb inside .... To the point u cant feel anything any more to the point where ur voice is gone from all the begging and pledding and yellin for help and yet no one came to save u ... U feel trapped in the cage ur so called other half put u in just to see if u had the will power to fight to get ur self out of this deep depression they put u in just becouse there bored and needed to get some kind of thrill from some where .... Uve cryed so much that ur eyes refuse to make any more tears ur eyes so red from the lossed count of days endless cryin and pledding that someday someone would pick up on the signs that ur not happy that u want to go home .... But uve lost the way .... And theres only one person that can show u but shes out of reach becouse she waiting for u at the gates of heaven ur true home the only place u want to be but ur unable to get there becouse the man up stairs says its not ur time .... Unless u act on the gr
The Ruler
Her eyes are darker, that's the only difference. She has my face, my voice, my persistence. She's headstrong, independent with a soft heart. Beautiful, talented, fun loving and smart. Oh how she brings new meaning, to my life. She makes me proud, makes me smile, brings tears to my eyes. But I wouldn't change a thing, about my babygirl. There is simply no one else, I'd rather have ruling my world.
Favorite 'lil Sayings
*I am.... A little Sassy ~A little Classy ~A little Rough ~ A little Tough ~A little Naughty ~A little Nice ~A little Loving ~ A little Ice. I Call It Personality! * Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game. *I never saw a wild thing sorry for itself. A bird will fall frozen dead from a bough without ever having felt sorry for itself. Pain is your friend, your ally, it will tell you when you are seriously injured, it will keep you awake and angry, and remind you to finish the job and get the hell home. But you know the best thing about pain? Don't know?! It lets you know you're not dead yet!
New Drugs?
I have an emergenct meeting with my psychiatrist because he's wanthing to try and stop the voice I haer and things I see.   I'm already on Cumbalta and have been for over a year. The nurse suggested he may true Abilify, Risperdol, or Kloponin. *sighs*    Hopefullly I can get back to the "Katiemae" so many of you loved
Q&a
Okay, I've done this before and had some sucess and lots of fun.  This is where you can ask me anything and I will reply honestly.  Any questions asked must be respectful.  Consider it an interview if you like.  Other than respect and courtesy, there are no rules.  All you have to do is drop a comment.  I will then paste the comment in this little box and answer it, to keep everything in one place.  Oh, another rule, you can't ask question after question after question.  Give some other people a chance!  Once this entry gets too long to read in one sitting, I'll start a new one.  Have fun! GaZ whats your favorite book...the one you could read over and over again and never get bored of itHmmm...I was going to say I don't have a favorite book, but I guess I do.  Mandy by Julie Andrews Edwards. Why?  Because I read it as a child and fell in love with the magic within it's pages.  I haven't read it in a very long time and even had to look up the title. Sad but that's the way the cookie cr
Funny Stuff
Seems God was just about done creating the universe, but he had two things left in his bag of creations, so he decided to split them between Adam and Eve. He told the couple that one of the things he had to give away was the ability to stand up while urinating. "It's a very handy thing" God told the couple, "and I was wondering if either one of you wanted that abilty."Adam jumped up and blurted "Oh, give that to me! I'd love to be able to do that. It seems the sort of thing a man would do. Please give me that ability. It'd be so great. When I'm working in the garden or naming the animals, I could just stand there and let fly. It'd be sooo cool. I could write my name in the sand. Please, God, let it be me you give the gift to, let me stand to pee, oh please." Eve just smiled and said that if Adam really wanted that so bad that he should have it. It seemed to be the sort of thing that would make Adam really happy, and she didn't mind if Adam were the one to get this ability. Adam was hap
Desire
Damn it's getting hot in here, u got me shook, The way my body melts just from one single look. I been wanting u for a while and I know that u want me, So lets leave the club and get a little freaky. As soon as we hit the room it's like 4th of july, My pussy gets real wet and I can feel u rise. kissin u all over, breaths more frantic and fast, U keep this up I dont know how long I will last. I throw u on the bed and start ripping off your clothes, I start lickin u all over and get excited as I watch you grow. Mmmmm u taste so good now I'm getting lower, butt ass naked u and me, there's no use for any covers! As I start to hear u moan I take u into my mouth, Show u what a real woman is really all about. I can tell u are loving it by the way u moan and grown It's time to climb on top and get my riding on. I ride u nice and slow at first until I cant take nomore, Then I ride it rough how I like to even up the score. You grab me by my hips as I ride u nice and rough, Pus
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Deliberately
I have to be the biggest, fool of all. For allowing myself to believe, to fall. I don't have time, believe me I love you too. And seeing with my own eyes, that isn't true. You're busy, have  a lot going on. You mean you don't have time for me, I really got it wrong. Because I see, you do have time, for others that is. After I begged you to please, just tell me this. This is a shock, because I honestly believed you. It feels like my worst nightmare, has just came true. I don't understand, like you want me to see. And you don't even care, what this is doing to me. You know I am real, and you know how I feel. You were the one person, I never thought would hurt me. It feels like you have torn my heart out, deliberately.
Manwhores
This.....this....friend of mine called me a Hussy the other day, so I changed my name to Hussy for fun.  I was immediately pimped out by this woman (name withheld to protect......ah hell....  *points at Witchie*). What followed was kind of amussing.  THREE times as many likes than usual!!  Her reply was:   "Women like manwhores". Is this true?  If so....why?  Is it the same thing as when men lust over a female that looks like a hooker?  Are women actually bigger perverts than men, but there is some super secret code that hides this fact from the rest of society? We need to discuss this.  It very well could be the answer to life itself!  We could solve world peace people!! 
I Am What I Am
I love you is eight letters long, but so is bullshit. Both stink up the place, when you're in the middle of it. Fallen, taken the plunge, doing everything you can. To show them, prove to them, make them understand. Then you find out you are nothing, practically shit in their eyes. The blow is rough, hits hard, you realize. You are one thing, that's all you are good for. Holding them high above the others, being slammed to the floor. What you feel right now, doesn't effect them at all. Because to them you are nothing, they don't care about the fall. You sustained, it simply doesn't matter. That you are crushed, heartbroken and shattered. You're just a face, nothing more than that. Oh but I am more, that's a fact. I am strong willed, chipped, refusing to break. I'll stand tall and smile, although it's fake. This hurt inside, will never be seen. Because I am what I am, and that goes WAY beyond this fucking screen.
Better Left Unspoken
An angel without wings, how can that be? Life had it's way, of ripping them off of me. I wasn't born, bitter and cold. I just get harder, with everything I'm told. Given their last name, then given away. Been told he loves me, day after day. Neither of which, I understand. I guess they just did, because they can. Because it means nothing, just words I suppose. Not something, I would have chose. If I say I love you, you can take it to the bank. Knowing it was meaningless, has left me blank. This angel will never fly, because her wings are forever broken. Because of a few empty words, that were better left unspoken.
Forever Is As Long As Today
Do not take anything as being forever, because forever is only as long as today. Know that those who have the most are not the richest but those who need the least. That we are at our strongest when life is at its most difficult, and at our weakest when life no longer offers a challenge. That it is wiser to hope than to expect, for in expecting you invite disappointment, whereas in hoping you welcome surprise. That unhappiness doesn't come from not having something you want, but from the lack of something inside that you need. That there are some things to hold and some to let go, and letting go doesn't mean you lose, but that you acquire that which has been waiting around the corner. And if you help everyone you see in need, when you are in trouble, an abundance of help will come your way. Most importantly, use your dreams as a way of knowing yourself better, and as an inspiration to reach for your star. --- Author Unknown
Nothing Could Fix
I'm not trying to lay any pressure, at your feet. I just need you to know realism, behind the words I speak. Because they are not just words, to me. They are emotions, actions, reality. I feel them not just say them, it runs deeply. Don't you understand how much, you mean to me? It's not this site, this screen. There's reality inside, everything. I say to you, it comes from the heart. It doesn't matter, we're miles apart. That's the small stuff, simple to cure. But nothing could fix, not having you anymore.
The Magic Of Love
The Magic Of LoveLove is like magicAnd it always will be.For love still remainsLife's sweet mystery!!Love works in waysThat are wondrous and strangeAnd there's nothing in lifeThat love cannot change!!Love can transformThe most commonplaceInto beauty and splendorAnd sweetness and grace.Love is unselfish,Understanding and kind,For it sees with its heartAnd not with its mind!!Love is the answerThat everyone seeks...Love is the language,That every heart speaks.Love can't be bought,It is priceless and free,Love, like pure magic,Is life's sweet mystery!!- Helen Steiner Rice -
I Just Don't Get It....
I can not believe this woman! Janeane Garofalo,  is a third rate comic that thinks she has everything figured out....I think that is the biggest joke of her sad carrer! She went on nation television and said Herman Cain is basicly an 'Uncle Tom' and any black person or woman that is part of the Republican party may have Stockholm syndrome! STOCKHOLM SYNDROME??? Really?   This just goes to show some people should not use the big words.She accuses the right of 'race-baiting' again, she does not know the big words! Calling a black man an 'Uncle Tom'....um, helloooooo!     I really hope American's open their eyes. I do not care what political party someone sides with....it was wrong using race with Obama and it is wrong using it with Cain! The sadest part....I see it comming from the left the most. If you say you do not agree with Obama, the left says you are a racist. Now, a black man is running for the right and the  the left is calling him an 'Uncle Tom'? Hmmmm are we all sure it is t
Poem
I'll move until these flames consume my bone, churn the skeletal ivory prison into an honest break for freedom. Ash on the wind, so if your words carry more weight remember I will always be at peace with that. Your heavy handed tactics may give warrant to the laws of this planet and to physics generally. But while you grunt under the gravity you cherish so deeply, I'll be rising with the quickened breath of the planet. Now I'll confess, I could never truly be rid of this mass which hinders my travels, but remember I can be moved entirely by the exhale of any lover who I meet. So while you stand planted and sure, I throw myself into hurricane country and reap the benefits of the storm drinking in all the knowledge, propelled constantly by kind words and loving gestures. I might have little effect on who you are, and may be nothing more than potential curled up at the edges and fragmenting with the moments; but I'll be damned if you can paint my exploits as little more than drifting. I'm
My Journey With Cancer
I have to choose a font and I am not going to be using the 'terminal' font thats for sure  lol I was diagnosed with cervical cancer on October 3, 2011.  Needless to say, my world has been turned upside downa down and it will  probably never straighten out again. What do you do when life throws such a curve at you ? I am not the first, and unfortuantly , I will not be the last .   But I am still here. Still standing. I find myself tossed between the storms of tears, anger, denial, terror. Terror being the most prominant of these. Occaisionally I find myself in a time of peace, where the wind itself stands silent and nothing moves around me. Those are the times I can breathe. In those times, I think not about the future so much, but about the past. How I have lived my life so far. What I have done, and what I have failed to do. The things that are important in life seem to stand up in front of you , in bright neon colours, brash and unforgivng, so that you cannot miss
Musicians
1. A good musician is a humble musician. -You should always know that there is someone else better than you, but you should always know in the back of your head that you're the shit because what is a band with out confidence. 2. Never forget where you've come from. -Never forget about your friends, family, and all of the people that will help you along the way. It'll be normal if you encounter people in your music career that creep you out, but most of the time, those are the people that will always love your music from day one. 3. Keep it real! -Make sure that the music you put out there is the music you want people to hear. What is the message? People always enjoy music to the fullest when they can hear something amazing, yet feel the good vibrations coming from within. 4. Public eye -Haters exist in every form and I'm sure we all know that. Don't take everything to heart because sometimes you'll find yourself in a weird musical enviornment that your band should have n
Poems
It's the ressurrection, my rebirth, it's time for me to shine. I'm back from the dead, and it's time to take back what's mine. It's been a long time coming, but I'm finally awake. Now there are many walls that I need to break. The walls of negativety, I'm tearing it down. Because I'm done making myself look like a clown. Time to get down to business and put my talent to work. I will know in the future what all of it will be worth. Now, onto the wall of fake friends. I trusted them too much, but they will fall in the end. You know who you are, so I'm talking to you. Because what goes around will come back around, and it'll come back on you. Now onto the walls of self-doubt. Time to get a heavy sledge-hammer to show what I'm all about. It's time for me to let it all go. I'm being reborn and it's time for me to grow. I'm leaving the past behind, and it's long overdue. It's time for my resurrection and my soul to be renewed.
Men Never Listen.
In a Chicago hospital, a gentleman had made several attempts to get into the mens restroom, but it had always been occupied. A nurse noticed his predicament. "Sir," she said, "You may use the ladies room if you promise not to touch any of the buttons on the wall." He did what he needed to, and as he sat there he noticed the buttons he had promised not to touch. Each button was identified by letters: WW, WA, PP, and a red one labeled ATR. Who would know if he touched them? He couldn't resist. He pushed WW. Warm water was sprayed gently upon his bottom. What a nice feeling, he thought. Mens restrooms don't have nice things like this. Anticipating greater pleasure, he pushed the WA button. Warm air replaced the warm water, gently drying his underside. When this stopped, he pushed the PP button. A large powder puff caressed his bottom adding a fragile scent of spring flower to this unbelievable pleasure. The ladies restroom was more than a restroom, it is tender loving pleasure. When the p
1000 Likes
Some people seem to have a lot of trouble getting the 1000 likes at level 50.  Since I had a fairly easy time of it, I will tell you the simple formula I followed. 1.  Buy 1 day blast with 10 million fubucks 2. Make 5 global mumms spaced out about 2 to 3 hours each (do not make it NSFW and you're much better off if you leave out anything that actually has to do with fubar because they may judge it to be self-promoting and ban you from mumms) 3. Find everyone you can who is online, rate and like them and comment their profile (NOT STATUS) and ask them to click your like. 4. Update your status frequently.  Each time you update, it's like a miniature pimp out because it pops up in the bar tab. :)    If you can get your friends to help you by pimping you out or asking their friends to like you, that is also a HUGE help.
Love
Why do the people we love make us so confused. I love this girl with all my heart and it seems like she don't want me to close to her. I mean she's my high school sweetheart. I would drop everything just to marry her but shes scared of being hurt again. How do i show her I am not gonna hurt her?
Poetry And Other Shtuff
  Whats left here in this life, should I really care.   Time is the only thing hanging on, for if I let go would it really matter.   Drifting into this void, feeling existence fade from my mind.   An open book of wonders I use to be, now a plot-less story line.   I've felt the happiness and have become the hate.   This hunger which I feed, no longer is it satisfied.   Alone wondering... left my heart behind, driven down to nothing more day by day.   The wind has stopped its howl .   Yet the thing I hope most, blows by with a force more than itself.   I let go with one hand and think, if I let go will it let me go.   I hang there not much left inside, contemplating my place with time.   Starting to let go with the other hand.
**read Me** A Little About Dixie
  Things you should know...   ** My name is Christie or Dixie, not baby, sexy, cutie, etc... Disrespect me and I'll block you, this is your warning. ** Yes, I have a cam... NO, you can't see it.  If you catch me in the Cafe Risque Lounge then you might get lucky and see me but all you'll see is my face. ** I don't wanna see your tiny little pecker, don't even offer or you'll be blocked.  I like that block button... test me... ** If I want drama I can find it on my own, don't bring me yours. ** Don't embarrass yourself and try to talk dirty to me.  I'll just laugh at you and maybe hit that block button. Now that that's covered, here's a little about me: ** I'm very proud of my service in the US Army.  As a Disabled Veteran, I do what I can to support the troops.  Do NOT give me that line about how you "support the troops but not the war."  If you can't support our mission, you can't support us.  And BTW, doing so takes more than a ribbon.  Give to your local DAV, other Vetera
Halloween Party In Los Angeles,ca
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For The Ladys
got my webpage up and running goto youravon.com/allenblankenship and check it out lot of cool stuff to buy for your love one's and with valentine's day coming up you can't wrong the one you love well love you even more I need 12 profile rates and 7 new fans to become lv 22 All you ladys say you want a man that don't play mind games and know what they want. well I say its the ladys that play mind games and don't know what they want.
My Poetry
Have u ever wanted to cut out ur ears drums to tune out the sound of ur own crying? i have. I feel more and more each day tht im slipping from ths rechid thng we so call reality. Laying broken in a pool of blood waiting to die thn frm nowhere u appear and scoop me up and if for nothing more thn a moment i am safe.Soon after the second passes.Ur gone...I suppose the true question is were u ever really here or did i, sumwere in the back of my mind, imagine u...Ths glorious figure grasping my hand reaches dwn into the cesse pool of ever drowning life to free me only to end up abondoning me anyway........     Think about tht maybe u'll gt my perspective When crushed by intimate lies the lonliness between lovers will grow. Dating quickly darkens. Dreams shatter, rechid emotions come to pass. Excitment turns to regret as uncontrolable ecstacy rages. Misplaced hatred subsides due to untainted love secretly transforming into an orchid blooming of betrayal.

Poems
Chaotic visions, dreams unremembered, diminished capacity, thoughts dismembered.   Fractal shadows, midnight skies, endless stars, hooded eyes.   Stolen glances, passionate breath, ending time, sudden death. Shadows slide over, a darkening moon. Sounds are silenced, death comes soon.   Swift wings circle, across the night sky. Fire and scales, a distant cry.   Eyes of ebony, meet eyes of gray. A hatred blooms, a world away.   Seek not evil, for it seeks you.   The gentle touch of your soft lips, the lingering caress of your fingertips.   Reminds me how sweet
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My Rants!
....okay...so these past couple of days...ive been thinking....i wonder what my life wouldve been like if i didnt get into certain things back in highschool...would i still be the person who i am today? would i be a better person? would i be where i want to be in life? would my ambitions be different? would i...........theres just too many questions........   well....im sure that i probably wouldnt really be the person who i am today....with all the shit ive been through and experienced in the past........wow...i wouldnt be so AWESOME! LOL. nah...ive been thru soooooooooooo much shit...its crazy....bleh....theres just so many thoughts running thru my brain so fast that i dont even know wtf to type anymore hahah. so ill end this here! PEES! for anyone who reads this........meh. so this random man n lady come up to me and offered to clean my headlights on my car for $5..so i said alright..so after they finished i was surprised they got the yellow layer off so i gave em $6 to be nice...
So You Want To Buy Me Bling?
New
Ok I'm new to all this, I would really apprecite some help, some love. I mean help the Newbie. Anyway go ahead and set thing's straight out of the gate I Love me some beautiful women/girls. I'm all about some fun to, so you see me i know i look good, lets have some fun on here or in person, bring it on. I really need some help though! So if you're willing to persue me, I'm willing to do as you please......that sounds bad, but females only plz. I'm not here to make friends with dudes! Anyway open the doors to good times lol.
Road Rage
I have a big commute every day.  I travel over 65 kilometers each way between my home and my office.  I see a lot of jackasses on the road.  People that don't signal lane changes.  People that think they're actually going to get someplace a lot sooner by changing lanes every 30 seconds. People that stop in front of you in the curb lane, next to the "no stopping" sign, during rush hour and then proceed to give their loved one a long goodbye kiss while you lose your mind trying to get around them. Here's one tip that I think should be engrained in everyone's mind when they're driving in heavy traffic.  If I have to slow down and/or hit my brakes to let you in, the courteous thing to do is to wave to acknowledge that I did something nice for you.  I do it.  You should too.  
Flu Shots
I've never had a flu shot.  The thought has crossed my mind to try one though.  Do they actually work? I think my immune system is better for not having had the flu shots.  The colds and flus that I have had to battle has made it stronger, made it more prepared to take on a new illness. If we are constantly using shots and virus strains keep adapting to our little tricks are we not setting things up for a more powerful flu bug to develop down the road? If I do get sick and have to shut down for a few days, especially during a Canadian winter, it can be a well needed break.  It think I just answered my own question.  I won't be getting a flu shot again this year.
Old Blogs
Without you there is no light Without you there is no dark Without you there is no happiness Without you there no sadness Without you there is no reason Without you there is no rhyme Without you there's only stillness Without you there is no time. Without you I am so empty Without you there is no us Without you there is no future Without a future what's the fuss Without you my life is empty Without you should I continue Without you my life's a mess WITHOUT YOU....... Me... I love you dearly, I wish you could see... my love will end ... forever This is from my heart, I am crying as I write this, I cant imagine a life without you in it Thirty days have gone and pastmy heart weighs heavy,my love still lasts you hurt me deep into the coreyou said our love ,is never more each day my thoughts do not grow lessmy love for you, has failed the test with every day there is still hopeits just the way, that I can cope I hope one day, you will seethat this is a love that's
~i Think I Know What I Have To Do~
Looking back at my life I don't ever remember being 'good enough' As a child if I had been good enough, my real father would have wanted to stay & be a part of my life, If I was 'good enough' he wouldn't have left me (which I now know isn't true, but that's a child's reasoning for ya)   So, as a result of  that logic Ive never felt like I could be myself in relationships with men. If I could be what they wanted, then they wouldnt see how inadequate I really was, & then they would want me, need me, maybe even love that fake me.  Because of that Ive put up with a lot of grief in many of my so-called 'relationships' but I put up with it because my need to be wanted and loved out weighted the pain of being alone, and facing myself and my issues. Its always easier to pretend then to face reality! Ive clung to people who I didn't really need in my life, Ive played immature mind games to make myself feel better. I used to feel that if I could take a guy away from another girl, that I was b
Annabel Lee
It was many and many a year ago,In a kingdom by the sea,That a maiden there lived whom you may knowBy the name of ANNABEL LEE;And this maiden she lived with no other thoughtThan to love and be loved by me.I was a child and she was a child,In this kingdom by the sea;But we loved with a love that was more than love-I and my Annabel Lee;With a love that the winged seraphs of heavenCoveted her and me.And this was the reason that, long ago,In this kingdom by the sea,A wind blew out of a cloud, chillingMy beautiful Annabel Lee;So that her highborn kinsman cameAnd bore her away from me,To shut her up in a sepulchreIn this kingdom by the sea.The angels, not half so happy in heaven,Went envying her and me-Yes!- that was the reason (as all men know,In this kingdom by the sea)That the wind came out of the cloud by night,Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.But our love it was stronger by far than the loveOf those who were older than we-Of many far wiser than we-And neither the angels in heaven abo
How I Broke My Big Toe
I had gone down stair's an my step son's dog had pooped in the floor just at the bottom of the stair's. I called out to him an I told him to get down there an clean it up now. He said no an I started fussing. I had moved over an forgot an stepped down an when I did I slipped in it an I fell an my butt fell on my heel an crushed it into the floor an I heard it pop....... I also fell back onto the stair's an hurt my back an got a concussion. I started screaming and my daughter an step son came running. I was crying so bad. They said we need to call 911 an I said u better not I have dog shit all over me. It was up my back. They got to laughing an I started laughing an crying. My husband at the time was out of town on business.......... I got up an went an showered. Come to find out my last day at work was the next day. I went into work an showed my manager an she said why did u come to work an I said because today is my last day an I didn't want u all to think I was lieing. S
Exotic Poem
two all if you dont no both sides to a situation then do not judge me our make up stuff about me cause frankly im getting sick of the junk on here off here by others thats why i have real life on off here un like others who have to bad mouth me mostly guys who dont no whole story he takes her hand caress it slowly lays her on his bed un buttons her jeans uses his teeth pulls her painties off licks her juicy pussie with his tongue up down making her body shiver with delight thinking how rock hard his cock is shes so fucking wet right now.takes his hands and caresses her gorgeous boobs thinking how bad she wants to taste his rock hard cock in her mouth she leans over and un buttons his jeans using her mouth she takes her teeth slowly removes his string bikini underwear moves her soft wet lips and starts sucking his rock hard cock while hes licking that sweet candy juicy pussie hes fingering her while lapping licking her pussie shes gotten so wet her juices are flowing down his mouth and
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When anyone associated with mainstream society encounters someone involved in the D/s BDSM sub-culture, they immediately form a not so flattering opinion. With this opinion also comes preconceived notions concerning the individuals mental capacity. They often ask whether we are normal and whether a mental evaluation concerning our sanity has ever been performed. To answer the first question, yes we are quite normal. Simply because we believe in more than the minimum number of ways society deems fit to express sexual desires as well as love and relationships, in no way makes us abnormal by any stretch of the imagination. As for the second part of the question with our convictions in what it is we do, why would we need to question our sanity. There simply is no reason for us to do it due to our actions and activities being consensual among all involved.            These Ideas they have concerning those involved with this lifestyle are based on bad information and in a lo
Pedro's Greatest Hits
Occasionally, I'll go back and look through some of my older postings and read them and let the golden memories radiate all over me.  Wait, no that's some other fetish thing.  My point here is that I have some good blogs, some you may have seen, some you may not have seen.  What I am going to do here for you is post a list of some of my own personal favorites.  I'll keep it in this one blog, even though it points over to entries in another blog.   Guys Rule! Beautiful New York Morning Pete does his part for NYC Tourism I Know How To Save A Life Embrace the Suck Numb is Dumb Dork, Dweeb, Geek, Nerd Sex and Thank You Smoking for the Children Yeti Dave Mac Elroy Variations Something Corporate Douche of the Day (Vegitarian)
Well Put-e-mail Of The Year "political" What Are Your Feelings On This?
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR OUR PRESIDENT, WHETHER THEY BE DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN, GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? 'My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since Congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq . This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short . The United Kingdom , Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains every one not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to those natio
About My Heroes
When the course of history has been toldLet these truths here carved be known:Conscience dictates civilizations liveAnd duty ours to place before the world,A chronicle which will long endure.for like all things under us and beyondinevitably we must pass into oblivion. this land of refuge to the strangerwas ours for countless eons before:civilizations majestic and mighty.our gifts were many which we sharedand gratitude for them was known.but later, given my oppressed oneswere murder, rape and sanguine war. looking east from whence invaders came,greedy usurpers of our heritage.for us the past is in our hearts,the future never to be fulfilled.to you i give this granite epicfor your descendants to always know-"my lands are where my dead lie buried." Korczak Ziolkowski, SculptorCRAZY HORSE MEMORIAL, Black Hills, SD (Poem to be carved on mountain in letters three feet high)
Just My Thoughts....
sitting here thinking of you, and then all i can do is look.  Like my memories you make my spine tingle... that certian smell, a glimpse of something, a sound... reminds me of you.  The way you look, the way you taste. The smile on your face... i want to hold you in my arms and feel like if the world ended today, i loved like i never have before and it was the realest love.  i love being loved... and i love the way that you love me... i just wish that no matter what happens you will always be here......   in my memories.
Angry Latina
All i want is to walk down the street without guys trying to get in my pants. Just because I am a latina doesn't mean that all i think about is sex. Lo siento mi amores. Quiero la pasion y el romance. Not a quicky behind a dumpster.  Yo se, estoy muy sexy. But give me a break. It seems that all I attract is creeps y putos. Ay dios mio, give me a break. And then you have the guys that assume that I don't speak english, and they say these things that make me wanna beat them like pinatas.  Then I have guys that are old enough to be mi padre trying to get my phone number. I try to be nice but i would rather shoot myself in the face then let any one of these burros touch me. Am I wrong? I am not that desperate. I just had a close family member die, he was walking to the package store and was hit by a drunk driver. He was hit so hard he went through the windshield. It is depressing that someone has to die like that because we all live in a sick world. I don't know if a
My Family
Ok I hope no one takes this the wrong way I do not want to make anyone mad or hurt anyone's feelings. What I am thinking of doing is since I only have a certain number of spots for family and I have a lot more friends I would like to help out I am going to start taking a few of you out ever other famp or god mode run I do and letting others have a chance at getting some points and help from me as well. I do hope that no one gets mad at me for doing this I just want to help as many of my close friends as I can and this is the only way I know to do it. The ones I take out will be in my top friends list so you can be put right back in for the next run. I love you all and hope you all understand.
Why Is She So Special????
Ive been asked multiple times, why is my lady so special to me? Why all the love talk? Well here goes, We have a natural attraction for one another. We share mutual repsect and make decisions for the realtionship based on our own feelings rather than requests most of the time. WE have a passion for each other as well as romance.We are best friends. We hold the highest respect for each other in the way we behave online and off. In a nutshell we are jsut a great match and there is no desire for any one else.  
Poems
with the first name calling i should of said goodbye  but i didnt first shove i should of said goodbye  but i didnt  first punch i should of said goodbye  but i didnt  the first black eye i should of said goodbye  but i didnt first broken bone i should of said goodbye  but i didnt  now because of you i must say goodbye forever 
Very Important Stuff
Ok Flick Sent Me This And Well It's True And I Had To Share
Reason, Season, or LifetimePeople come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.When you figure out which one it is,you will know what to do for each person.When someone is in your life for a REASON,it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.They have come to assist you through a difficulty;to provide you with guidance and support;to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.They may seem like a godsend, and they are.They are there for the reason you need them to be.Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done.The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON,because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.They bri
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Splinter
HI EVERYONE! JUST WONDERING IF SOMEBODY COULD EXPLAIN TOOLTIP VIEWS AND WHAT IS NEEDED TO BE DONE.TKS
Poetry
Gothic pilgrim, Feel my Pain, As gripping fear flows through my veins, Run to the hills, March to the edge, Follow me through fucking hell. Black cock-asians, Beat the bitch, Hitler's Jews, Beat the bitch, Irish skin-heads, Beat the bitch, All for the same thing..., Sweaty nipples
Your Best Design
Two people, six years apart. Joined at the mind, the soul, the heart. Her every curve, made just for him. Made in his mind, way back then. He didn't even know, until he seen her face. Her size, her voice, those eyes of many shades. The way her body, fits his grip. The one he has on her, the taste of her lips. Everything she is, is his design. A feeling, yet to be defined. Too real, raw passion, love and sweat. Nothing less, but much more, can you feel it yet? Do you feel as I do? Lying next to you. Heart pounding, body shaking. Nothing but desire, satisfaction, in this love we are making. Finally together, becoming one. The way it's meant to be, our journey's begun. With your body, inside mine. You have finally completed, your best design.
Feel Me Within
I lay in my bed, and look off to the right. There's a noise, keeping me awake tonight. It's sounds so familiar, it's hard to describe. There's just something distinctive, that I recognize. It's steady and strong, getting faster with time. I can't help but wonder, if it is just in my mind. Wait, I can feel it now, I knew it was you. Coming to me, from out of the blue. Let me crawl back in bed, and pull the covers back. Lay down with me, and just relax. It was the sound of your heart, that kept me awake. My satisfaction will return the favor, in this love we make. Close your eyes, feel my breath on your skin. Absorb my touch, feel me within. Deeper than the body, the mind, the soul. You are the half, that makes me whole.
Erotic Stories
Our day at the beach, was not just a dream, I feel like it is a moment that will happen in the future. Just you and me…..we are all that matter. I can’t stop thinking about the kiss you gave me at the airport. Caught me by surprise and a rush went through my whole body. I want to be closer to you and there is only one way I know how to do that. A sweet kiss of passion, feeling your arms around me as you hold me close. Every touch makes me want more….so much more. I don’t want to close my eyes but I want to stay in this moment. I touch you; run my nails down your back just enough to let you know that I want you. My body aches for you. Kiss your neck, work my way down your chest, kissing so softly, running my nails down as I go. The need to have you is so strong but I don’t want to give in to fast. I want to enjoy every touch and kiss. Explore you in every way I can. My breasts just rub up against you and I push them closer as I kiss your stomach. I moan
Live, Laugh, Love
You're a nurse?? That's cool, I wanted to do that when I was a kid. What do you make? "WHAT DO I MAKE? I make holding your hand seem like the most important thing in the world when you're scared. I can make your child breathe when they stop. I can help your father survive a heart attack. I make myself get out of bed at 4 am to make sure your mother gets the medicine she needs to live. I work all day to save the lives of strangers. Today, I might save your life. I make a difference, what do you make??" This isn't a true story but it's an awesome story! It really humbles you. They told me the big black Lab's name was Reggie, as I looked at him lying in his pen. The shelter was clean and the people really friendly. I'd only been in the area for six months, but everywhere I went in the small college town, people were welcoming and open. Everyone waves when you pass them on the street. But something was still missing as I attempted to settle in to my new life here, and I thought a dog c
You Taught Me That
I used to walk through life, thinking I had it bad. Now I am almost thankful, for the rough times I've had. I may have looked through, blood tears. But I have also grown, because of that fear. Before YOU and I, ever did speak. I just thought I was strong, but YOU knew I was weak. YOU seen straight through, my little act. Lying to myself, is one thing I'm good at. YOU inspire me, give me hope. YOU give me more, than even YOU know of. Dreams are possible, YOU taught me that much. And that's only one reason, loving YOU too much, could never be enough.
Welcome To Me
To all of you, that do not understand. Let me paint you a picture, take my hand. Can you see it? The pain and regret. If not, then you're not there yet. Drop the images, of everything around you. Now you're alone, scared with no one to help you. Young and innocent, but not for long. Life puts you in your place, where you belong. It shows you, just how strong you can be. When not given a choice, welcome to me.
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THE FOLLOWING IS A LIST OF BROWSERS THAT I HAVE TESTED ON FUBAR AND HAD ALOT OF SUCCESS WITH THEM...JUST THOUGHT THAT I WOULD POST THEM SO THAT YOU WOULD BE ABLE TO FIND THE ONE THAT IS A GOOD MATCH TO SUIT YOUR OWN TASTE'S. JUST CLICK ON THE IMAGES TO DOWNLOAD:  
The Power...
It is not within my power to control Autism.  It is only within my power to penalize the behavior. It is not within my power to make HIM understand & retain the information.   It IS within your power...to take control of YOUR situation. YOU choose not to...YOU choose to just sit by and let it go cause "there's nothing I can do about it" when there in fact IS.   DAILY....I do what must be done. DAILY.  DAILY, I sit by and watch HER slip away...while you do nothing.
My Story About Two Lesbians
She was sitting all alone at this party drinking a 40, and smoking a ciggarette. She was waiting for her girlf. riend. Out of no where this guy walks up and he was about to talk to her, then she was all like I have a girlfriend, he said I know come with me I think u should see this, she followed him to see what he was talking about. She thanked him for showing her what was going on behind her back.  She then busted in the room she started yelling what the hell is this, what the hell is going on?? Her girlfriend and this guy look up. Her girlfriend is like oh shista and gets up. The first one  walks over to the guy. Starts yelling at the guy to get up. Her girlfriend was about to leave, so the first one yells at her girlfriend you are not going anywhere. The guy got up. The first one starts beating the hell out of the guy, yelling what the hell do you think you were doing with my girlfriend, you stay the hell away from her, then he starts bleeding from his nose and mouth. She leave and
Some Words Is All.......
A step into social light, how far could this go tonight, I stand off just watching, going over things and drinking, thanks to those for the drinks, to the beautiful women goes out a wink, this means all the ladies especially those that dont think, that they are beautiful or sexy enough to receive a drink, your all gorgeous in your own ways, and if let me I will show you over the next few days.   The light shining from the moon, did I try this a bit too soon, empathic and feeling all too in tune, your thoughts race and flood my mind, and peace is all I want to find, to let you know that someone cares, even if they arent there, so let me be your saving grace, as this light hits your face................ passion flowing deep from the heart, trying to find the words but not sure where to start, everyday a struggle just to get by, everyday always left asking why, you look on as i sit in this pain, going over and over running it through my brain, the words dont come even when i try, still
Just Fu*king Saying
Sup fubar...i been Gon for a while but im back...anyway we going to adress somethign right quick. and some of yall this may apply to and you might get mad but fuck it , you can kiss the crack of ghetto NYC black ass 2 times.Im a go in real quick on these "Hail Satan" peeps....yeah satanist...ok so like my first thing is i understand the whoole dark prince thing, but seriously...y'all go extra with this shyt. wtf gives...y'all are worst than the goth kids...life is not that bad dude, add some fucking color to your woredrobe dude, and leave people cats alone, animal sacriface doesnt do shyt cept make you look like a fucking idiot. And for the love of God your not going to be come a zombie and they dont exist, stay the fuck out of the grave yards at night...that shyt is just creepy! Now lets say that one day, for shyts and giggles you manage to summon satan...THEN WHAT? if he really is the bad ass yall say he is, have you not stop to think heis going to fuck you up for calling him up and
Helping A Family Member In Need
Babies On Drugs
Recently my cousins GF had a baby addicted to xanax roxys methadon and marijuania. She recieved methadone from a clinic and failed two drug tests while there. By law I thought they had to refuse ur metadone when u had other things in ur system. she continued to do methadone and the other drugs the whole time she was pregnant. When the baby was born she had no kind of outside disabilities that we or the doctors saw. The baby was put on morphine to wean it from the methadone the baby has now been in the hospital for a month and a week. my cousin isnt even sure it is his. We have tried to be nice to her. even though it is very hard. If it were up to me I would get rid of methadone clinics everwhere. population control bitchs!!
It's In A Monring
The sun comes into my room to greet me this morning. I say you must go away I want more sleep. The sun says nope time to rise and shine. I asked it why?! It said, cause it is going to be a beautiful day. I say ok, get up and go make coffee to sit here and wish to you what the sun told me... HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAY ALL!!
Why Even Bother
The White House declares war in Iraq over today.. So this is Christmas and what have you done,Another year over, a new one just begun.And so this is Christmas, I hope you have fun,The near and the dear ones, the old and the young.A very merry Christmas and a happy New YearLet's hope it's a good one without any fears.And so this is Christmas for weak and for strong,The rich and the poor ones, the road is so long.And so happy Christmas for black and for whiteFor the yellow and red ones let's stop all the fights.A very merry Christmas and a happy New YearLet's hope it's a good one without any fear.And so this is Christmas and what have we doneAnother year over, a new one just begun.And so happy Christmas we hope you have funThe near and the dear ones, the old and the young.A very merry Christmas and a happy New YearLet's hope it's a good one without any fear.War is over if you want it, war is over now nope, i didnt go to laughlin... seems like anytime i want to do something for myse
Liars And Cheats Wtf Is Up With That
You know alot of people come on here to sit back and relax and just take the pressure off of themselves. But others are just on here to see how much attention they can get or how many men and women they can con ..Most con others into sending them money or even just buying them things then they dont want nothing to do with them.. come on people thats called USING others..I'm on here to make friends, level up and sometimes play a game of solitaire..I'm not in here to use others , cheat on men or lie to people..If you have to lie to people go to site where they have a liars club.. Some say I love you to you.. well most of those don't even know what love is..They dont like themselves very much so their on here to make some others not like themselves much either..well I'm a strong person and I will survive the heartaches ive endured and I will move on and I know there are true honest people out there looking for the same things I am looking for..and if your intuition ever tells you somethin
Idle Ponderings Of A Chemist
As I was heating up my lunch today, I found myself staring out at a cloudy-yet-pleasant Rhode Island day and pondering the strange evolution of my life over the last year.  Certainly, had you asked me last December where I thought I'd be in 12 months and what I'd be doing, I could not have guessed it would be this.  In the last 12 months I've been engaged, applied to grad school, graduated from undergrad with a BS in chemistry (minor in physics, almost-minor in math), taken a month off from life to help my mother learn to live with her newly diagnosed diabetes, driven myself from Tennessee to Rhode Island to move into a new house with my fiance, unpacked and moved things around the house a thousand times, survived my first hurricane on the coast, researched all summer for my graduate project, started graduate classes, ended my engagement, got fed up when he didn't get the picture and ended my relationship, had my car stolen and wrecked, leased a new (metallic lime green) car, AND met a
About Sex!
Sex is like Nokia - Connecting people, like Nike - just do it, like Pepsi - ask for more, like Samsung - everyone is invited, and like ME - to good to be yours...
Something To Make You Laugh
1. Sometimes I’ll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still not know what time it is.2. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you’re wrong.... 3. I totally take back all those times I didn’t want to nap when I was younger.... 4. There is great need for a sarcasm font.5. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet?6. Was learning cursive really necessary?7. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on #5. I’m pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood.8. I can’t remember the last time I wasn’t at least kind-of tired.9. Bad decisions make good stories.10. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren’t going to do anything productive for the rest of the day.11. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blue Ray? I don’t want to have to restart my collection…again.12. I’m always slightly terrif
How To Remove My Photos From Default Profile View
Change your photo albums ALL to FRIENDS ONLY (edit album... album options) Each photo showing when you view your profile has an X in the corner you can see by hovering... click the X to remove it If more photos from your Default album load, click those X's until you don't have anymore showing You can go back & open your albums to everyone after you close the page .. this will help for bombing by non-friends
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Who's My Daddy?
WhenI was 13 my mother in one of her drunken stupors revealed to me that the man I had grown up thinking was my father really wasn't.   I confronted her the next day when she was sober and she denied saying it. I have two other sisters and a brother whom I look NOTHING    like. A few weeks ago my mother (whom I hardly have a relationship) sent me a message on FB telling me the man I thought could be my   father had died like 7 years ago from a brain tumor. This upset me greatly because I was very close to him, his wife and children.    I have a photo of me and this man's son (whom I am a month older than) and we could pass for twins. My mother claims it's just     because we always spent time together. I look more like him then my so called blood brother and sisters. My husband wrote my mother   a long email asking her to please let me know the truth because of my headaches and the man who could possibly be my father dying    of a brain tumor. She denied it yet again. I e
Poetry
Come to me when you are sadCome to me when you are madCome to me when your in loveI'll be there with open armsWhen I close my eyesI dream that i'm with youBut as I open themAll i see is lonely me without youThis feeling that I haveOf hurt and desireIs just me missing youEvery waking hourI pray to god that you won't leaveSo you can stay forever with meBut as you see your not hereMy worst fear is now nearWithout you life can't go onBut i guess i have 2 be strongI'll think about you foreverUntil we are together Maddening, swirling, tumultuous thoughts give my heart no peaceMuscles tensing, heart's wrenching, longing for releaseWalled off from emotions, numbed to dreams of blissFrantically grasping for a hold, sliding further into the abyssAll color drains from my world, subtle shades of gray permeateBroken shards cast illusions, hope falsely propagatesA former warrior, battle tested, I frantically disguise my fearsResolve dissolves, nervousness abounds as my refuge disappearsAs autumn's c
The Final Inspection
Author: Sgt Joshua Helterbran The soldier stood and faced God,Which must always come to pass.He hoped his shoes were shining,Just as brightly as his brass."Step forward now, you soldier,How shall I deal with you?Have you always turned the other cheek?To my Church have you been true?"The soldier squared his soldiers and said,"No, Lord, I guess I ain't.Because those of us who carry guns,Can't always be a saint.I've had to work most Sundays,And at times my talk was tough.And sometimes I've been violent,Because the world is awfully rough.But, I never took a penny,That wasn't mine to keep...Though I worked a lot of overtime,When the bills just got too steep.And I never passed a cry for help,Though at times I shook with fear.And sometimes, God, forgive me,I've wept unmanly tears.I know I don't deserve a place,Among the people here.They never wanted me around,Except to calm their fears.If you've a place for me here, Lord,It needn't be so grand.I never expected or had too much,But if you
Virus Warning
REPOST!! DO NOT ADD *JASON ALLEN*, LINDA SMITH, OR JASON LEE, ALSO IF SOMEBODY CALLED *AMY ALLEN* ADDS YOU, DON’T ACCEPT… IT IS A VIRUS. TELL EVERYBODY, BECAUSE IF SOMEBODY ON YOUR LIST ADDS THEM, YOU GET THE VIRUS TOO. **COPY AND PASTE AND PLEASE RE POST* THIS HAS BEEN CONFIRMED BY FACEBOOK AND SNOPE A French doctor says 'Medicine in my country is so advanced that we can take kidney out of one man, put it in another, and have him looking for work in six weeks.' A German doctor says 'That is nothing; we can take a lung out of one person,put it in another, and have him looking for work in four weeks. The Russian doctor says 'In my country, medicine is so advanced that we can take half a heart out of one person, put it in another, and have them both looking for work in two weeks.' An American doctor, not to be outdone, says 'You guys are way behind. We recently took a nigger with no brains out of Illinois , put him in the White House, and now half the fucking country
Short Stories
A worried woman went to her gynecologist and said: 'Doctor, I have a serious problem and desperately need your help! My baby is not even 1 year old and I'm pregnant again. I don't want kids so close together. So the doctor said: 'OK and what do you want me to do?' She said: 'I want you to end my pregnancy, and I'm counting on your help with this.' The doctor thought for a little, and after some silence he said to the lady: 'I think I have a better solution for your problem. It's less dangerous for you too.' She smiled, thinking that the doctor was going to accept her request. Then he continued: 'You see, in order for you not to have to take care 2 babies at the same time, let's kill the one in your arms. This way, you could rest some before the other one is born. If we're going to kill one of them, it doesn't matter which one it is. There would be no risk for your body if you chose the one in your arms. The lady was horrified and said: 'No doctor! How terrible! It's a crime to kill a c
From The Heart.....
When love is lost and loss oe'rtakes me' the rules of love then are hidden; and chaos rules and order lost and hidden then my heart from love.    Freedom from the heart. A world of pain lifted, Life energy Floods my mind. Earth opens, Individuality returns. Values once forgoten returns with the opening of a floodgate. Relief and release spawned from the ashes of love.         My name is Tom and four years ago, i died.  in so many ways thats when my life began. In the company of horrors i learned about loyalty, friendship, sacfrifice and courage.  humanity isn't a spiecies, it's a state of mind.  it can't be defeated, it moves mountains and saves souls.       i was blessed as much as i was cursed. in this little enclave of the lost. i witnessed the very best of being human.  i am safe here, while outside the monsters prowl.
The Adventures Of Neveah
Emmett laughs “ yeah I thought   that is what you wanted to do and well I see you are an animal saver yet again” he grins at her and pulls her into a hug “ yes I always am  and  I killed five of those animal abusers today” she said and hugs him back tightly. “you mean Poachers were here in our town  wow   they had better not show there face here again” he said . “ Emmett  they know the law  yet they do it  one of these days they will  catch a werewolf who will slaughter them  just for the hell of it” She said looking at Emmett. As she  smiles. Emmett laughs and  shook his head and kisses her cheek “you are an oddball Nevie you know that” he chuckles and swims under water and around “ the water is warm  its usually cold” he said “ I heated it up because  I was freezing ”she said . “ oh ok now I see why  it feels nice” he said . As they both  relax in the  pond  the animals sleep as Nevie worr
Fisted
Spelling It Out...
Sadness
Tho your many miles away I can still feel you in my dreams is where we meet and for now that will have to do and when I hear your voice my heart longs for you for your touch, for your kiss, for a glimpse of that sparkle in your eye Tho your many miles away I can still feel you in my dreams is where we meet and for now that will have to do and when I see your face my heart skips a beat for your touch, for your kiss, for a glimpse of that sparkle in your eye Without you there is no light Without you there is no dark Without you there is no happiness Without you there no sadness Without you there is no reason Without you there is no rhyme Without you there's only stillness Without you there is no time. Without you I am so empty Without you there is no us Without you there is no future Without a future what's the fuss Without you my life is empty Without you should I continue Without you my life's a mess WITHOUT YOU....... my love will end ... forever This is from my heart, I am crying as
Christmas Comedy
T'was the night before Christmas and all through the house the whole damn family was as drunk as a louse. Dad at the cat house mom smoking grass and I myself just settled down for a nice piece of ass. When from the roof tops arose such a clatter I sprang from my piece to see what was the matter away to the window I flew like a flash threw open the shutters and fell on my ass. The moonlight abreast the new fallen snow gave a whore house luster to objects below but what to my blood shot eyes did appear a minature sleigh and two mangy reindeer with a short little driver holding his dick I knew right away the bastard was Nick. Slower than snails his reindeer came and he cursed and he swore as he called them by name now Dasher! now Dancer! up over those walls quick now dammit or I'll cut off your balls! He came down the chimney like a bat out of hell tripped on his dong and then he fell. He filled all the stocking with pretzels and beer and a big rubber dick for my br
The Wrong Side Of Hate
Why is that when we get mad at the one's we love we always say the most hurtful words? Is that the brain shuts down when we get mad or is it more a case of when we hurt we want the one who caused that pain to feel worse than we do? I believe that it is the latter that we wnat to lash out and make that person feel the same pain and more. Is it right to do this? Is it right to hurt someone that much just because we don't like what they said or something they did and we don't agree with it? My oppinion...no it's not right. If we could only just stop and think about what we say before we say it we could love the ones we do for a little while linger.
Jst What I Wanna Scream But Can't
I keep putting on this face that I am happy, that I am content even though I burst out in anger sometimes. I put on this face so no one worries, so no one asks questions or even talks to me about it but I am spiraling down, down this deep dark hole , a hole that no matter how much I scratch and scream out for help no one ever hears me, a hole that is depression and all I ever think about is ways to end the darkness, the lonliness the feeling that I want more than anything to just put a blade through my heart, to swallow more pills than any one person could ever handle, to end it all before anyone can stop me but I am a coward, a pussy, anything else you can think of. I want to die but don't have the balls to do it nor talk about it so I keep all these feelings bottled up and no matter how bad I want to scream them out it is impossible for me because I was taught to always act like nothing is ever wrong so I will forever be dying inside while no one on the outside will ever know that in
I'm Back!
Hello friends, rather than keep repeating myself, I thought I'd try my 1st Blog. I am quite severely disabled with 2 forms of arthritis plus I have an injury from a pothole accident. my lower front pelvis is caving inwards. I cant be fixed because of crumbling spine. Right amongst other drugs I have to take I have to give myself weekly injections, to stop further bone damage. But these injections mean I have no immune system. It started with a toothache, overnight an apsis formed. The next day my right side of face swelled up, by evening was double the size, hence had to go to accident and emergency at hospital where they pumped me full of anti biotics via a drip. I was being poisened as my white blood cell count was sky high, I had got seriously ill as poison seeped through stomach lining. Sowas in hospital 2 days, I refused to stay any longer wanted to recuperate at home. So am on the mend...Thank God! Do you know I had more pricks in 5yrs than I had in those to days...flippin arms a
From A Dear Friend
"Prayer Of Love ....Never thought there'll come a time,I'll feel again the warmth of its shine.You came like a rain in my mind,Still there's a reason that I should find.There were many things I should have known,Yet my fear held its throne.It led my heart to a place I know,Where there's no other way but to grow.Only God knows where this will go,I could only ask for His mercy to show.For prayers and love are all I have.Because there's no other way I know my love.
Recipes
Sissy's Sesame Cinnamon Pancakes: use Bisquick recipe but substitute half the mix with oats**VEGAN: use Heart Healthy Bisquick and flax seed as an egg substitutescoop batter onto hot skillet and while one side is cooking sprinkle toasted sesame seeds and cinnamon on the "raw" sidewhen you flip the pancake, this toasts the cinnamon and sesame seeds making your pancake super yummy!I always mush up a banana in the batter and today I added both banana and blueberries....I really don't even eat syrup on my pancakes anymore because they taste so good on their own. Oh and I have even made this recipe into waffles and they turned out great.Anyway, thought I would share....enjoy :)
Family Members
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My Poop Box
(Soapbox, check...mic check 1-2-3...okay, here we go...) So I have been talking to my friends recently and we have been talking about how there is no common sense left in the world. Ignorance, I can understand. That is something you can fix.  Stupidity, you just can't fix. So what, exactly is wrong?  Why does no one use their brains anymore and why is common sense dead?  Here are my observations: 1.  Proper parenting went out about 30 years ago.  It was replaced by a bunch of wusses who want to be friends of their children.  News flash--you are not supposed to be a friend, you are supposed to be a parent that your children can open up to about things.  And spanking is not beating, it's called discipline and is for when talking doesn't work anymore.  I got spanked, my girls got spanked, and we turned out just fine. 2.  People think that what they see on television is real.  It is NOT.  Just because you see someone on TV do it, it doesn't mean it's right or proper.  I know, propriet
Fumafia
Really Weird Stuff I Stumble Upon
A student at Eagle Rock Junior High won first prize at the Greater Idaho Falls Science Fair, April 26. He was attempting to show how conditioned we have become to alarmists practicing junk science and spreading fear of everything in our environment. In his project he urged people to sign a petition demanding strict control or total elimination of the chemical "dihydrogen monoxide."   And for plenty of good reasons, since: it can cause excessive sweating and vomiting it is a major component in acid rain it can cause severe burns in its gaseous state accidental inhalation can kill you it contributes to erosion it decreases effectiveness of automobile brakes it has been found in tumors of terminal cancer patients   He asked 50 people if they supported a ban of the chemical. Forty-three (43) said yes, six (6) were undecided, and only one (1) knew that the chemical was water.   The title of his prize winning project was, "How Gullible Are We?" He feels the
Endless Chaos Band
We have songs up for FREE Download on our Reverbnation Page! Check them out - http://www.reverbnation.com/endlesschaos Are you ready for the week ahead? We Are!! Wednesday night we are going to the Canal Street Bar in Dayton, OH to see Local Cincinnat band "Psychodots" They are so freaking Awesome!! Thursday we will be enjoying a big fat Turkey dinner, we are sure our drummer Nick will be wanting to play drums with the turkey drumsticks. This may get sticky! Friday night we were invited to a private party for guitarist Nick of Local Cinci Punk Band "Situation Red" After all of this, we think Saturday may be lame. LOL! What are you doing this Holiday Week? Don't forget Endless Chaos loves YOU!
My Video
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Anything Goes
One night a guy & a girl weredriving home from the movies. Theboy sensed there wassomething wrong because of the painfulsilence they shared between themthat night. The girl then asked the boy to pull overbecause she wanted to talk. She told him that herfeelings had changed & that it was time to move on.A silent tear slid down his cheek as heslowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note.At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding downthat very same street. He swervedright into the drivers seat, killing the boy.Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, shepulled it out & read it."Without your love, I would die."1st:If u post this on a bulletin in 5 minutessomeone special will message or call you.2nd:REPOST IF YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM!!! (EVEN YOUR BEST FRIENDS!)repost this with the title "cutiest lil' Love Note ever''CUTE
My Thoughts
My thoughts on this OWS crap.   These people who are conducting there protests have a right to do so. They have a right to believe in something. The problems are 1) they are not on the same page as to what they are protesting 2) they are preventing those who want to go to work/school 3) they accuse the police of abuse, when in fact the police are doing as they are trained 4) those who are protesting the issues with the economy have no idea how are economy works. They need to get on the same page in order to have a viable protest. And they need to do it in an orderly and disciplined fashion. Urinating and deficating on public property, leaving trash everywhere that others go to relax and play. REALLY? Lets get some decency here. Allow the police to do there job, the way they are trained and without giving them cause to have to use force. Learn how a capitalist economy works. Recessions will happen as it has proven to happen multiple times in the past. An economy like the
Rain
I love the music of the morningas rain dropsbeat out their rhythmson my bedroom window panes.I have heard that beat beforeunder tin roofsin faraway jungles,where lonesome young warriors,not understanding the rhythms of the rain,nor life,cried to that beatof that falling rain.Now, that I am laying herenext to you,I have no fears.No anger.No worries about bombsor tomorrows.I have learned to lovethat rhythm of the rain.I have learned to love you.I have learned to love me.So, I am satisfiedjust sleeping here with you,while listening to the falling rainand the beating of your hea
Mr And Mrs Sinfullyshadow
 
Thanksgiving Eve
Twas  the evening of Thanksgiving in the US of A For many folks just another working day As grocery stores fill with shoppers today buying turkeys and stuffing for a feast filled day.   The big parade just hours away big balloons inflated for the big day! The shops all prepare for the day after spree with visions of dollars they shout out in glee!   The kitchens are staffed both day and night basting and cooking with both pain and delight The air filled with such a wonderful scent in the air the smell of Turkey and ham being smoked with great care   In Fu land you can tell the season is here as turkey blings and gifts go to friends who are dear As the God Modes and Autos are ticking away the evening will soon turn into a new day   As I settle down and I ponder in thought marveling at all the blings that have been bought My mind drifts to tomorrow, and the different ways dear friends and companions may celebrate their days.   For many tomorrow will be a day of t
Mumm Haters
So, why is that a few people that are known haters in mumms can get away with stupid fucking shit like reporting a mumm as nsfw when it is clearly marked as such and get you blocked from ever being able to create mumms again, or if you do, they will delete your account, yet when you see and report mumms that deal with the exact same topic and report it nothing gets done., Is this just the bouncers way of protecting their friends and fucking with anyone and everyone that they decide to not like at the time? It is pretty fucking stupid but I guess it feeds their little minds and makes them feel as they are the all powerful OZ, It is bull fucking shit like this that fucks up sites and keeps people from actuallyt being able to fully enjoy their time on here.   I am marking this as nsfw, but I am sure that a fuck stick bouncer will see this, or some fuck wad will report it and soon I wont be fucking able to fucking blog and fucking more. so fuck them.   Do you think I got the word fuck
Decisions
So just as i think i will never find my adam, i truly believe God has placed him in my life. Everything just seems so right when i talk to him, when im with him. I know everyone says that the beginning stages of relationships are always the best but i feel that even when we dont agree we can talk it out and neither one of us gets upset. The only problem is that we are "just friends" at the current moment. I want to tell them that I already know that we are meant to be but I dont want to pressure him to do anything that he is not ready to do. So I'm stuck at a crossroads right now, do i tell him all that i feel now or continue to let things progress and let him come to the same conclusion that i have, although that could be a while!
Wrote For Her!
Now That Was True Competence
Numerous times in the past when talking about me one has said "I have never seen anything like that before".As form of recompense do you agree or disagree?
People Keep Wanting Free Tatts
well this one time someone asked me about a tattoo and we talked about it and after i told them my price they said they really didnt have the money right now for it but they really wanted it so they said that they love to cook and if i was willing they could come over and cook me a nice dinner and if i really like there cooking if i would trade that for a tattoo if i dont like the cooking i didnt have to do the tattoo they would be happy just to spend time cooking for someone and having a nice dinner with someone i said sure for that one i would let them come and make me dinner and if i really liked it i would do there tattoo but i already know i was going to do the tattoo before they even got to my place because it wasnt really just about the tatto it was they wanted to show what they love to do and have a nice dinner with someone that something i respect not everyone has the cash to just do pay for tattoos i have made trades for work alot of my stuff was trades for tattoos but what t
A Bad Day
When I was sad and depressed, I needed you to be cheer me up. Instead I drank till I was numb enough not to feel anything. When everyone was attacking me and putting me down, making me feel so low, I needed you to be the one to defend me and be on my side Instead I endured all the cruel words and criticism the world threw at me. When I lost all my friends and had no one, I needed you to be that only friend I had left, Instead I experience what the word "friendless" really meant. When I was scared and frightened, I needed you to be my security blanket. Instead I had to live in fear. When I was angry and full of rage, I needed you to calm me down, Instead I kept it all bottled up inside. When I felt so lonely and needed someone to care, I needed you to hold me tight and never let me go. Instead I grew up alone with no one to turn to. When I was hurt and in pain, I needed you to come running with you healing ways. Instead I remained scarred and bruised. When I would inflict self-to
Just A Rant
i thought we lived in a free country were we could say and do what we wanted but thanks to Christians and or who ever we cant even say merry christmas well guess what i will say it because we dont live in Russia and the last time i checked words are  not against the law....heres sum advice for the government and who ever wants to take away freedom of speech pull ur heads out of your asses because your shit does stink...this just a other way that ppl think they have control over everything and i am sorry if this offends ppl but hey its freedom of speech deal with it i am  person who made  a  few  mistakes...i went to   to jail  for something i  didnt  do. I  also  live  in  a  trailor  that was parked  in my brothers  drive way  untill  i got  a  bad infection  in my foot  which cost me  my left small toe......my brother  offered  no help  and his  wife would  yell at me  because   i needed  to goto the hospital  for  anti
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Irish Joke
Skinny little Irishman goes into an elevator, looks up andsees this HUGE black guy standing next to him. The big guy sees thelittle Irishman staring at him, he looks down and says: '7 feet tall, 350pounds, 20 inch penis, 3 pounds of testicles, Turner Brown.'The little Irishman faints and falls to the floor.The big guy kneels down and brings him to, shaking him.. The bigguy says, 'What's wrong with you?'In a weak voice the little guy says, 'What EXACTLY did you sayto me?'The big dude says, 'I saw your curious look and figured I'd justgive you the answers to the questions everyone always asks me...... I'm 7feet tall, I weigh 350 pounds, I have a 20 inch penis, my testiclesweigh 3 pounds each and my name is Turner Brown.'The little white Irishman says: 'Turner Brown?!....Sweet Jesus, I thought you said, 'Turn around! paddy was at the pub all day and was very very drunk when the barman told him he had had enough to drink and suggested he went home to his wife.paddy gets off his seat and f
My Blog Spot
Dear Mom, If tears could build a stairway, and memories were a lane, I would walk right up to heaven to bring you home again. No farewell words were spoken no time to say goodbye you were gone before I knew it, and only God knows why. My heart still aches in sadness and secret tears still flow, what it meant to lose you, no one will ever know.When you lose someone you love, you gain an angel Nothing you love is lost. Not really. Things, people – they always go away sooner or later. You can’t hold them anymore than you can hold moonlight. But if they’ve touched you, if they’re inside you, then they’re still yours. The only things you can really have are the ones you hold inside your heart.Good-bye Mom I loved so dear,( I Hear her ) I am not dead babygirl but sleeping here. I was not yours, but Christ’s alone. He loved me, He took me home.I HAVE NO MORE PAIN OR WORRY AND ONE DAY WE WILL SOON BE TOGETHER AGAIN.Somebody should tell us, right at the star
Fighter
Always be respected for who you are, not what people want you to be,please never change who you are for someone,because if that someone loves you he would never ask you to change.do you understand where I am coming from? if you go changing yourself, your life, the only person.that will end up unhappy is you!! Is this a price your welling to pay for love?Don't be afraid to fall in love.Fall in love with every little things, It's the only thing that matters in life.So Fall in love with as many things in life as possible.there are so many people on this site that throw that word around like it has no value..basicly to get what they want ( i know it, I have seen it, and I have done it ) But never again its not worth the pain and price you have to pay in the end. I have been hurt on here, because I took a chance and believed in someone I thought was a person apparently he was not!! So why should I believe that anyone else would be any better? I don't I lost that trust alongtime ago and part
Wounds
Wounds.. They cover your soul from the words and actions that have shredded your heart. The worst kind of wounds are the ones no one can see. The ones you feel bleeding out inside of you and you have no way to stop them. It’s an endless flow of pain and sorrow that darkens everything you once held so dear including you.Someone you loved made you powerless, weak, vulnerable, and then they left yo...u barren, desolate, and covered in these wounds. You lie there in a field of misery unable to find any aid. Shivering and aching from all that you’ve endured.I just want to tell you I’ve been there. I have laid in that field of misery on a bed of sorrow with rain as heavy as the tears inside of me pouring down and drowning my screams. I have felt that utter hopelessness and sadness. I have been shattered. I have been abandoned. I have been betrayed. I have been defeated..You are not the only one. You are not alone in this.There are others who have made it out of their misery
2011 World Mma Awards ~results~
BOXING: Miguel Cotto def. Anthony Margarito via 10th rd doctor's stoppage TKO       MMA: Main Card:Michael Bisping def. Jason “Mayhem” Miller via TKO (strikes) – Round 3, 3:34 Diego Brandao def. Dennis Bermudez via submission (armbar) – Round 1, 4:51 – to win “TUF 14″ featherweight tourney John Dodson def. T.J. Dillashaw via TKO (punches) – Round 1, 1:54 – to win “TUF 14″ bantamweight tourney   Tony Ferguson def. Yves Edwards via unanimous decision (30-27, 30-27, 29-28) Johnny Bedford def. Louis Gaudinot via TKO (strikes) – Round 3, 1:58       Preliminary Card: Marcus Brimage def. Stephen Bass via unanimous decision (30-27, 30-27, 29-28) John Albert def. Dustin Pague via TKO (punches) – Round 1, 1:09 Roland Delorme def. Josh Ferguson via submission (rear-naked choke) – Round 3, 0:22 Steven Siler def. Josh Clopton via unanimous decision (29-28, 29-28, 29-28) Bryan Caraway def. Dustin N
Are You Dominant?
The Are You A Born Dominant? Test Written by subthoughts Are You A Born Dominant? Is it in your blood to take charge in a relationship or sexual encounter? Do you enjoy using your natural powers of persuasion and control over others to make their knees weak, and their body parts jump up and pay attention? Not sure, or just wonder to what degree? Take the test and find out...  dominance Your result for The Are You A Born Dominant? Test ... You are 88% dominant! Dominance is a personality trait that all of us have to some degree. Some people are just happier when they are the ones in control and they enjoy knowing people are following their lead. Others enjoy being guided, and enjoy letting others take charge. In a sexual/relationship context Dominants love the power they get from having a partner trust them enough to submit to their their will, and love using that power to please their partner, perhaps in ways their partner never expects.  Submissive and dominant personality tra
Are You Submissive?
The Are You A Born Submissive Test Written by subthoughts Are You A Born Submissive?Do you melt at the merest suggestion of a command? Were you born to serve? Take the test and find out just how submissive you are. submission Your result for The Are You A Born Submissive Test ... You are 7% Submissive! Submissive and dominant personality traits are part of everyone's natural make-up. You may be very dominant in the workplace or in being the head of your family, and yet still be submissive when it comes to relationship or sexual matters.  If you scored high you may want to look into BDSM as a healthy outlet for your need to serve and obey. If you scored very high it's likely you have already done so. If you scored very low you may want to take my test on dominance, and may have already explored BDSM as a healthy outlet for your need to control and direct others.  You can find out more about this topic at my site. Your Analysis (Vertical line = Average)  You scored 7% on Submissi
This Spirit Of Mine
Have you ever thrown glass, as hard as you could? On a hard surface, and it done no good. It wouldn't break, no matter how hard you tried. It consisted of something, unbreakable inside. It constantly kept it's posture, it's shine, it's glow. Something you couldn't take away from it, you didn't know. That it was stronger than you, than everyone else that tried. It had a quality to amazing, to die. It's called life, love, strength and pride. An attribute too many, wanted me to hide. But I refuse, I will never lose my shine. So don't dare to try and break, this spirit of mine.
Rules Guys Wish Women Knew
1. If you think you are fat, you probably are. Do not ask us. We refuse to answer.2. Learn to work the toilet seat. If it's up, Put it down.3. Do not cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then, you are stuck with her.4. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present yet again!5. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you do not want to hear.6. Sometimes, we are not thinking about you. Live with it.7. Do not ask us what we are thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as navel lint, the shotgun formation and monster trucks.8. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or thechanging of the tides. Let it be.9. Shopping is not a sport, and no, we are never going to think of it that way.10. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. R
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Just What I'm Thinking.
Sort of long here, but I was inspired... (NOTE: Thanks to modern HTML, all links to sources cited are embedded in the text.  You're welcome. --BB)Ok, on May 8th, 2012, the citizenry of the state of North Carolina, USA is voting on a new amendment to their state's constitution.  Here is the actual Amendment One wording as it will appear on the ballot: "Constitutional amendment to provide that marriage between one man and one woman is the only domestic legal union that shall be valid or recognized in this State." Tonight, a friend of mine on the Book of Face (Yes I have Facebook, and if I don't know you, no you may not add me), posted this from the Huffington Post. It is a piece about how one of my favorite Sci Fi authors, Orson Scott Card, has written an Op Ed piece for Greensboro's The Rhinoceros Times concerning this vote, and how it affects gay marriage.  Now, while we all know The Huffington Post has their axe to grind, I was actually really upset by Mr Card's absolute
Fubar Revolution
Is anyone interested in attempting some Fubar Activism, Lets create a group of individuals committed to "pimping" out images and status that have nothing to do with rates, points, NSFW, and Bling. Everyone complains about how this site is going to shit, when we can collectively do things to change it. People over profit, real human friendships over Bling. Is the trashy, shibrained, lost mentality really the most dominant force on Fubar? Seems that way, but I know a lot of good people on here and collectively we can change things. The "douchebag" folders are great and there should be more of them. Call people out on what they say or do, the internet is no excuse to act like an idiot.  
How's Your Sex Life
HEY PEOPLE IM NEW TO THIS SITE SO HELP ME OUT ALONG THE WAY.IM A DOCTOR OF PLEASURISIM THAT EXCUTES SEX THERAPY I BELIEVE PEOPLE EVEN THOSE WHO HAVE YET TO RECIEVE INTAMACY WITH ANOTHER HUMAN BEING EVEN IF YOU ARE MASTURBATING.SEX SHOULD BE A WANT OR DESIRE NOT SOMETHING THAT SHOULD MAKE YOU NOT FEEL GOOD INSIDE AND OUT.WHAT IS YOUR BEST SEXUAL EXPERIENCE
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One Person Is All It Takes
Put a smile on girl..it'll get better...that's what I get...but that's just prolonging things...people say..why waste your time..I say..why not?....it is sad how people are too quick to dismiss people and what they may be facing....one person can make so much of a difference...I went too long without having that one person to care....to wanna help....and I am grateful to this day for that one person that did..it made all the difference in the world....too many times you see people complaining about how their kids aren't going to eat..or how they can't pay their bills...but yet they are walking around with the newest cell phones....or carrying around that bottle in their hands....they refuse to lay down the same issues that broke them in the first place....those are the people I am most interested in...the ones that are broken...pieces can be put back together..and all it takes is for one person to care..to open their eyes perhaps....you view me and wat do you see...a perso
Insecure Women
Ok I don't usually write blogs but this shit is starting to get out of hand with women spreading lies about me. This I what I have to say on that subject: GROW UP CHILDREN!! Jealously is unbecoming of anyone, but spreading lies about me ends up only making you look bad. I have had a few different guys come to me and trash me or block me because women tell them I am talking nasty to them or cussing them out in their shoutbox. Now if some stupid bitch tells you this about me, you can be 100% sure they are FULL OF SHIT!!!! If any women tell you this ask for screen shot proof of the conversations and then send them to me and let me know. I don't start drama with anyone on here. I take a lot of shit from a lot of ppl but ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!! I give WAYYYYYYYY more than I receive. I don't do it to try and take your man, or the guy you THINK is your man. I am the kind of girl who spoils her friends. The one who is hear to listen to them bitch about the women who screw them over (which I have a
The Thought Of Her Beauty
With the thought of such beauty My heart skips a beat To hear an see this angel"s picture Starring straight back at me I can barrely believe my eyes With How pure her beauty is I can hardley catch my breathe An then i see her smile an my mind goes into awww If only i could hold her in my arms The amazing life we could have An only then I would know The rest of my life would be complete
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The Oracle's Opinion
Listen, ladies, there is a sickness running rampant.   It's called insecrurity. Instead of trying to build self-confidence and a sense of independent identity outside the bounds of a relationship, many of you are looking for meaning in a man. FALSE. You need to be comfortable in your own skin before you can even begin to share who you are with another human being-men included.And don't just take my word for it. I've talked to so many men over the years and I've noticed a trend. They want someone real. It's not even that they want an uber feminine woman (whatever it means to be feminine---that's another issue all together). They want another human being that they can relate to and connect with on a level that goes way beyond makeup and tight clothes.HOWEVER, do not get me wrong. I LOOOOOVE to get dolled up, but it is not for any one esle but me. Will men look my way? Sure. Will they whistle as I walk by and regress back to cave men behavior; of course, that's what they are hard wired
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Loony Tunes
      GET LOONEY WITH US!! DRINKS AND HOTTIES ALL AROUND LOTS OF FUN AND FANTASTIC TUNES   (repost of original by 'Mrs Nawty Evil Addiction' on '2011-12-10 18:37:53')
My Prelude Of My Love For You
I walk upon the clouds, not wanting to get off, just gazing at the love that was brought forth to me. From the first time i saw her, i was amazed, astonished, admiring this beautiful woman. Our worlds were distant then, me mated with another her in the same path. Our planets were afar along time, but the admiration grew into a devoted friendship. This friendship, grew as we grew, my heart growing more fonder of the friendship in front of me. As time  elapse, we adapted to our own worlds,the communication as distant as the time spent apart. She grew to admire others , i devoted my time to my path in life. but then something changed.... She became the same as i , single and heartbroken, me single an searchin... We began to see this in the same light, but both leary of events in both our paths. I saw something along time go that brought my heart  to hers. Our paths now on the same road, our planets align, our worlds united as one. Were it takes us, i dont no, but my souls been
Bpd
It takes a lot of courage for someone to admit to themselves and others that they have Borderline Personality Disorder. It took me 5 years to accept it and admit it to myself, everyone else already knew and dealt with me as much as they could until they walked out of my life. I was diagnosed after 3 years of being on medicine for Bipolar disorder. I was in the army at the time...Finally after gaining 65 lbs from all the nasty meds I was on and I was not getting any better from the meds, I was only getting worse...I had a board of 4 psychologists get together (after they all did different testings and evaluations) they came to the conclusion that I have BPD. I am not making blogs about this for attention I am making them so that people can see that it is a disease, that ruins your life if you let it. Being Borderline feels like INTERNAL HELL. you don't know how you will feel from 1 minute to the next. In your head you want to be nice and show the ones you love, love...but sometimes you
The Truck Driver!
http://fubar.com/stories/b75925-1156898 That truck driver you flipped off? Let me tell you his story.   Let me tell you a little about the truck driver you just flipped off because he was passing another truck, and you had to cancel the cruise control and slow down until he completed the pass and moved back over. His truck is governed to 68 miles an hour, because the company he leases it from believes it keeps him and the public and the equipment safer. The truck he passed was probably running under 65 mph to conserve fuel. You see, the best these trucks do for fuel economy is about 8 miles per gallon. With fuel at almost $4 per gallon -- well, you do the math. And, yes, that driver pays for his own fuel. He needs to be 1,014 miles from where he loaded in two days. And he can't fudge his federally mandated driver log, because he no longer does it on paper; he is logged electronically. He can drive 11 hours in a 14-hour period; then he must take a 10-hour break. And conside
As If I Won
I had a dream last night, that I died. From all the pain, locked inside. Is it possible, to die from a broken heart? To fake a smile, while falling apart. That is what is happening, to me. Longing, loving, insanely. The feeling was too familiar, inside the dream. Because I carry it around, constantly. With every heart beat, I grow weaker. The pain buries itself, just a little deeper. So much to say, with loss of speech. I have never felt, so out of reach. Beyond help, beyond repair. All I want, is to be there. Although my love, will live on through him. I would love for just once, to feel his skin. Against mine, to become one. Then I can take my last breath, feeling as if I have won.
Hey Girl-poem
Who you trying to please little girlYour mom, your dad, those pretty girls who twirlBut why can't you seeYou can't be what they want you to beYou are who you areDon't change to reach a low barSet your sights on highAnd don't listen to their jealous liesYou are special to someoneWho wants to be your shining sunSomeone's out there that loves you for youNo matter what you could ever doThere's someone who's rightAnd will take care of you through every nightJust because you are always reading a bookDoesn't mean that some guy won't lookLook at all this extra strifeYou dont want to live like this your entire lifeYou can't see that you are the bestBecause you want so badly to be like the restWhat are you looking forBecause it shouldn't be making you this sorePlease come outThere's no reason to doubtYou are beautiful enoughWithout your attitude being so roughPut that anger awayAnd listen to what I got to sayLook at the world around you thats realAnd quit looking for the catching dealYou've alwa
For Real
Its really funny that when i joined this site it was for 21 and older.Just today a pic in my defult album was marked NSFW well to be blunt about all of this if its in a folder and you dont like it leave my page i am not forcing you to look at anything of mine.Now that this site has openned to a younger generation stiffer rules and regulations have been placed and everything has to be handled with kid gloves,remember you shouldnt try and judge me less ye be judge thy self.....or everyone lives in glass houses and all yall shouldn't throw stone if you get my point. I am in need of family adds to help me level,nothing more.
Christmas
As a joke, my brother Jay used to hang a pair of panty hose over his fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill them. What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true because every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings overflowed, his poor pantyhose hung sadly empty. One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and went in search of an inflatable love doll. They don't sell those things at Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown. If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go, you'll only confuse yourself. I was there an hour saying things like, 'What does this do?' 'You're kidding me!' 'Who would buy that?' Finally, I made it to the inflatable doll section. I wanted to buy a standard, uncomplicated doll that could also substitute as a passenger in my truck so I could use the car pool lane during rush hour. Finding what I wanted was difficult. 'Love Dolls' come in many dif
Lizard Lick Saloon
HI I AM THE ONE WHO MADE LIZARD LICK SALOON I HAVE TO SAY THANK YOU ALL FOR COMEIN OUT NOW I NEED MORE MEMBERS WE NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET HELP US OUT AND GET MEMBERS COME ON IN TALKE ABOUT THE SHOW AND TALK ABOUT WHAT IF YOU DO NOT TALK U WILL GET KICK OUT I DO GIVE YOU 5 MIN TO SAY HI WHEN U COME IN THANK YOU FOR READ THIS  BOLGS
Never Look Back
I cannot try, anymore. No more tears, will fall on my floor. I won't break down, I will not crawl. When I have over looked someone, whose been there through it all. I don't have to try, he knows me too well. I don't have to say a word, he can just tell. That I need someone, to give back everything I do. I'm letting go now, I have to. Because it kills me accepting that, the one I love has already let go of me. Where I'll end up, we'll just have to see. These emotions can fill me, I can live with that. But it's time for me to walk away, and never look back.
Always Wondering Why
I want to call you, so damn bad. I don't know what it's like, to have a Mom or Dad. I would love to know, you don't understand. What I would give, just to hold your hand. To hear you say, just one time. That you love me, that you're proud to be mine. My parents, the same people that brought me into this world. To actually acknowledge, your baby girl. I hold the phone, with tears in my eyes. Knowing I can't call you, always wondering why.
Pray For Him
I'm going through some rough shit right now. My older brother might have lung cancer. He is going to get a biopsy tomorrow. He already had a biopsy, the one that goes through the nose to the lung to take pictures and perform a biopsy. The Doctor said he wants to be 100% before he rules it out. Say a prayer for him for please. His name is Michael. My brother pass away October 25, 2012 @ 1:15pm est. He was born December 5, 1960.  I loved him so much, but didn't show it. He was my older brother. I remember back when we were children, we would make go-carts out of old wood boards, lawn motor wheels, nails, and a rope. And race the neighborhood kids. Playing hide and seek while mom was at work. I hid in the high grass and found out I was lying on top of a bee hive. Stung all over my body "Ouch" My brother was there to calm me down and get me help. And, his final days, we went to the store. We rarely go anywhere  together . He asked if he could go with me, and I said sure. Not knowing to me,
..:: My Thought's ::..
Three things that really annoys me. 1- as a father of 4 Girls I hate skinny jeans whoever came up with these should be shot. 2- Old people if you have to drive stay in right lane, the left lane is for going fast not five miles under speed limit. 3- And the worst thing is when parents don't take care of kids. Come on people if you make a baby your going to have to step up for the rest of there lives, not just till you
Whiskey River Dj Rules
 If you are going to be a DJ in our lounge you need to commit to at least 2 sets per week ,  unless you are a guest djay.   Every Effort should be made to play all requests whenever possible . If you cannot do your set please make every effort to have it covered and you must yim DJ MIGAMORSE OR TELL A MEMBER OF UPPER STAFF and let them know you can't make your set at least 3 hours in advance.  All DJ`s should be in the lounge 15 mins before their set begins . Stop taking request 15 mins before your set is due to end .  All new djays will have a one week probationary period.
Silence
Family Gatherings Nsfw
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The Most Powerful Force In Life!!
  Allow me to enlighten some of you and allow myself to shed something off my mind.  Imagine the strength in feeling so strong about someone that this strength alone creates more energy than anything within one’s self.   This strength is the feeling of love (loving, in love, being loved, and someone in love with you).  This feeling of love is so strong that it dominates any other internal force within you; rather it being an emotional, physical, or mental force.  Love can be expressed in all these forces or it could be the foundation or even demise of these forces.  This feeling comes so unexpected sometimes that it could only be explained as unnatural, though the feelings it brings could only be understood to be completely natural.  You can control who you choose to love, yet you will never be able to control who you fall in love with.  Imagine feeling so strong about this person that when you hold each other you feel so complete that you are at your most lived relaxed state.
Willie Lynch Letter
  What's your opinion on this article?This speech was delivered by Willie Lynch on the bank of the James River in the colony of Virginia in 1712.  Lynch was a British slave owner in the West Indies. He was invited to the colony of Virginia in 1712 to teach his methods to slave owners there. The term “lynching” is derived from his last name. [beginning of the Willie Lynch Letter]  Greetings, Gentlemen. I greet you here on the bank of the James River in the year of our Lord one thousand seven hundred and twelve. First, I shall thank you, the gentlemen of the Colony of Virginia, for bringing me here. I am here to help you solve some of your problems with slaves. Your invitation reached me on my modest plantation in the West Indies, where I have experimented with some of the newest, and still the oldest, methods for control of slaves. Ancient Rome would envy us if my program is implemented. As our boat sailed south on the James River, named for our illustrious King, whos
Wow, People Have No Faith In Me Whatsoever.
Me and this one person on Facebook were talking about cheaters & relationships.   I said "It depends on the person, but I don't know cause I've never cheated on a person in my life".   Then she said "i agree but you've never been in a real relationship either..for some reason a nice guy like you got hooked up with assholes..but ive never cheated..didnt even cheat on my husband when he cheated on me..." Then I said "Yeah, you're right. I've been dealing with the wrong women" Then she said "from here it looks like you look for what you think are pretty woman..from what i see they are skanky..lol...pretty women will only use you...u need to find someone more on your level...an honest woman." I thought to myself like "oooookkk?????" Then I said "You mean get an average honest woman?" Then she said "do you think a beautiful woman would be interested in you? they are looking for ppl with their own place...can spend big $ on them..you cant judge a book by their cover...beauty on the out
Long Ride Home
Looking across the water at the gleaming city lights, On a grey hound bus in the middle of the night.Watching  tall buildings shrink out of sight.as oncoming headlights flicker bright.It's been a long time since I called the city homeand I really should have left it well enough alone.peering through a window to a dark and starless sky It's not much to look at but my minds preoccupiedwith memories like photographsof a drunken reckless nights.like a fucked up puzzlethe pieces don't fit rightThinking back this is what I got so far slurred conversations   to much PBRsever inebriation and a brief confrontation out side a shitty local barI'm sure theres more to the story but thats all I can rememberof a black out drunken nightNew York city  in december
Vacation Time In Dc
Well, it's the end of the year and thoughts turn to the holidays. People everywhere look forward to time from work with friends and family. They have worked hard all year long and, now, it is time for the holidays. Even in Washington, the holidays are in the forefront of interests. I don't begrudge anyone a vacation, but Congress has "worked" about 153 days this year and it's not like they have accomplished anything. The House HAS past about 25 bills, but they never see the light of day in the Senate. The Senate has gone way over 900 days without a budget, with no apparent interest in one for the next year either. Of course, the President has said there is legislation that needs to be past before they leave for the holidays, which is good. Therein lies the rub. Since President Obama's vacation plans got delayed, the First Lady and their girls have decided that they are too important to stay in DC to wait for The People's work to be completed. They and their massive entourage are taki
Hopefully It's Soon
Let me tell you, what I'll do. I'll build a wall, just for YOU. YOU tore it down once, you can do it again. But you're not the same person, YOU were back then. Find him, the ONE I fell for. When HE returns, it'll shatter once more. For, only HE has the power, to break the wall down. Not this person now, wearing the frown. The sweet, kind, gentle soul. That's the man, who has control. The key to my heart, my body, my mind. He still owns it, at this moment in time. I will wait patiently, for him to come back. Hopefully it's soon, I'll surrender to his attack.
So Much Pain
When I ask you to listen and you say there has got to be some way that I can solve the problem then have failed me unless you already know what else I am going to say.   Can you please just listen? All I asked is for you to hear what fuels my frustration, my heartache, my doubt, my pain. Don’t add your opinion, just hear me out. Just listen I can do for myself I may be sensitive and faltering at times, but I’m not helpless.When you do something for me that I can and need to do for myself without listening to me and understanding why, you contribute to my fear and weakness. Once you accept the fact that I feel the way I feel, no matter how irrational. Then I can stop trying to convince you and I can start to look deeper and understand what is behind these feelings. When that is clear then the answers may be obvious and I won’t need advice. So please just stop and listen just hear what I‘m trying to say. Then if you want to talk, wait a minute for your turn; an
No Matter What It Takes
Let me tell you a story, about a girl that was so stubborn and true. She won't allow you in, no matter what you do. She is sweet and kind, but reality at it's best. She can't just bounce from one, to the next. Because that side of her, doesn't exist. It is not there, check it off your list. Because it's an obstacle, no one can cross. She's been there done that, too much was lost. Her heart was one of them, it no longer beats. And she will never again, shed a tear from defeat. She will win at all cost, no matter what it takes. To ensure her heart, never again breaks.
My Journey
A journey, that's what I'm on. I'm leaving soon, to find the ONE. I will search long, and hard. Go anywhere it takes me, no place is too far. To find my other half, the one made just for me. I have waited long enough, patiently. I'm not waiting anymore, I'm heading out. Getting rid of the pain, the self doubt. I am worth it all, and more. I will find the ONE I am searching for. Just be sure you are, ready for me. I am leaving this house, come February.
How I See You
Have you ever known anyone that was so amazing..that you just couldn't picture your life without them in it in one way or another...no matter how small....just knowing they are there...gives you the courage and the strength to get through things...you never woulda thought you were capable of....I have...I do...and if I was asked to describe them....this is wat I would say....they are the truth...in the realist form...screwed up....but sweet....hurting....but loving...the prettiest picture I have ever seen...painted perfectly....the contrast of colors....blended magically....portraying the brightest light...there are all kinds of people in this world....but when one person consists of all of them...it is the most beautiful image you could ever see....the kindest voice you could ever hear...and eyes you can look right through...feel their emotions...just from a glance...one stare in more powerful then any words could be....a person so wonderful that they can make you strong whe
Go Away
Scream OutAnother day of disdainLash OutEveryone's driving you insaneCry Tears Make everyone go awayDry TearsNo one's ever gonna stayYour StupidTo think he loved you anywaySo StupidHe never loved you a single dayGo AwayNo one wants you aroundStay Away
Just My Thoughts
Why is that when you feel love take over your mind you feel out of control. The person you have these wonderful and amazing feelings for all of a sudden has so much power over you. Like you are wrapped around their finger and they could do no wrong. I'm sick of being powerless. I want my heart my feelings and all of my thoughts that you have been consuming back. But I love you and you dont even know. Yet I've done all I could to show you yet you push and shove me away.&
The "it Factor"
I was reading something online about people who have the "IT Factor". In your opinion, what does having the "IT Factor" mean and what does it take to have it? I can't answer that cause I really don't have a clue.
Fubar
Ok for some of you immaturity never stops. I know there are millions of people on this site. Just because you get a few people to like you here does not mean they like YOU. When you talk trash cause of rejection or whatever it's pointless. Some of you spend more time on here than with your real life family and friends. Neglecting your children and real life. This is a place to escape from the stress of rl. Some of you look to hook up. Just grow up and put your priorities in line. It's the internet don't take every thing everyone says and does to heart.
Need Help
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Pathetic!
I am WAYYYYYY beyond sick of people and their lack of morals....values...there are certain lines you do NOT cross....words you do NOT say...a NO FLY ZONE....people can change your perception of them very quickly...regardless of how long you have known them....harmless flirting is one thing....so is random silliness...but being persistent when it is NOT wanted is a total different story...I am DONE covering and making excuses for ANYONE...my friends mean the world to me....especially my REAL ones....I will NOT play your fucking game....go play in someone else's field..NOT in mine...total BS...just because I have a nice body and like to show it off...it does NOT define me as an individual....I define my fucking self....and it is pretty damn sad when the one being a TOTAL ass clown...KNOWS THIS....I am NOT going to waste my time on the typical male....the one's that only see the exterior....they can do watever they must with the VIRTUAL me....people like that will NEVER ge
Never Enough
It's time for me to blend in...I am only good until the next best thing comes along anyway...knowing how I am..and how deep my emotions run....I'll still be here...take another stab....go a little deeper this time....I'm sick of not meaning anything...of only being that option....check beside the box...multiple choice.....maybe I'll get picked today...maybe he will have time to check my box....I am good for one thing and that's all..I do NOT want to be fucked with...so FUCKING SICK of everything...like a damn piece of meat....everyone takes a bite til it's gone....until there is nothing left but bone....leaving the heart for last...it fights and tries to survive..but it can't....it looses the battle....just like everything else in my life....nothing good lasts...there is always another box beside mine to check off....just me..myself...it appears I am never enough....
Your Own Worst Enemy
Your anger will eventually burn yourself out....my pain that I live with each day..is my light..it guides my path..in-order to be a great mother...a good friend...a strong survivor....it doesn't matter to me how others see me....because I am confident in the individual I have become....I am MORE than just a physical body...and anyone who can't see that..isn't truly interested in discovering the REAL me...I know I am a good mother...the only person's perception of me..is that of my daughter...altho you would have to be a fool not to see it written all over me....there will always be those people...that will try and use you for their own selfish reasons...watever they maybe....I know to be strong when faced with people like this....sometimes...I allow their words to sink in...and bring me down...it all depends on my personal emotions....who the individual is....but I always bounce back....becoming stronger than ever before...I will not change the person I am because of the ac
My Last Christmas
This will be my last Christmas on Fubar. It has been 5 years now and I have really enjoyed my time on Fubar and all the wonderful people I have met and the long lasting friendships and bonds I have made. It has nothing to do with Fubar. I have had my disagreements in the past but overall I think Fubar is the best site If I leave Fubar, it is for financial and medical reasons. I will try and give some notice before I leave but always remember I carry the memory of each of my friendships here and they are precious and I will carry them always, even beyond this life.
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Pervs
Ok so this place is full of them. Being an adult site be a fucking adult. Most people are her for entertainment and not the kind that some are here to offer. I u we're in a real bar would you be as nasty in real life as u are here and expect to get away with it? I think not if u actually say some of the things some of u had said to me in the short time I've been here believe me you'd be hurting and not just by my hand but the hand of others as well so watch what u say to people. Karma will prevail eventually
Brief Update: 12-21-11
Now that everything is fixed up and ready to go, my spare time is a bit okay now that I can put everything together where they are suppose to be. This computer however that I am using that I brought is worth it than I thought it would be. The one I used before was completely useless. All broken apart with nothing useful anymore. So I moved on to a better one and decided to get rid of it. With everything not holding me back anymore, its time for me to do things step by step without even to struggle myself. If I moved out now I'd be broke by now and would not have anything in hand to spare so I'm saving as much as possible before I do the expected on my list. This computer tho has everything I might need to get my stuff going on the double (if nothing else comes up and my step family begging me for money from what I earn.) Whats my money STAYS my money and saving all of it for that special someone and I is none of my step-family's business. I went completely broke for the past 4 years an
The " W " In Christmas
Shared from a friend... please take minute to read ♥ The "W" in Christmas Each December, I vowed to make Christmas a calm and peaceful experience. I had cut back on nonessential obligations - extensive card writing, endless baking, decorating, and even overspending. Yet still, I found myself exhausted, unable to appreciate the precious family moments, and of course, the true meaning of Christmas. My son, Nicholas, was in kindergarten that year. It was an exciting season for a six year old. For weeks, he'd been memorizing songs for his school's "Winter Pageant." I didn't have the heart to tell him I'd be working the night of the production. Unwilling to miss his shining moment, I spoke with his teacher. She assured me there'd be a dress rehearsal the morning of the presentation. All parents unable to attend that evening were welcome to come then.Fortunately, Nicholas seemed happy with the compromise. So, the morning of the dress rehearsal, I filed in ten minutes e
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Written Interview From Tyrants Blood
> 1> *What's the name of your band?  Have you changed the band's > name before?> Bands name is Tyrants Blood, that was the name we came up with january 2006.We started messing around with songs around august 2005 with then original drummer , and founder of the band Kevin Volatile.We had a fellow name Mike K on bass and our original vocalist Shawn Darksoul from That time till about December of 05.Once Mike K left and Vinnie joined in January 06, we came up with that name.At that time Shawn Darksoul left and Andrew Russell joined forces with us to begin working on the first album.To make it sound a bit more aggressive we brought in another Axe man named Tom Lewko. So that ended up being the lineup for the first album and the name stayed from then on till now.  2> *What are the names,  of each band member.> Our lineup is Brian Messiah on vocalsVinnie Borden on Bass and vocalsMatt Blood on drums and myself , Marco, on guitars.3> *What genre of music do you consider your work to be?> Well
Random Thoughts Of A Dying Mind
My Dream, 6/29/2006It started off like all my dreams do ...I sat under my big huge weeping willow tree that was upon a very high cliff over looking the vast ocean below ...The sound of the waves crashing upon the rocks below and the sounds of the waters invading the cavern within the cove below are like music to my ears, I sit under my tree with my golden book and pen ...upon the front of my journal set's a sacred auryn protecting my journal and all it holds inside. I got lost within the thoughts of my mind and the sounds of the crashing waves below entranced me and took me with them as they flowed back out to sea. The pen sat motionless within my hand as my mind was lost within the endless crashing and soothing sounds of the seagulls over head and below upon the beach, as I sat beneath my tree...Being soothed by the sea and all it's depths and secrets it holds ...I slowly slipped into a trance of sorts and slowly drifted into what I only now can say was a vision. As I sat sleeping und
My Thoughts
It doesn't matter how many times I try to pull away, feel nothing, hate you even. I come back. It doesn't matter how many times I try to get you out of my head because I don't want to think about you anymore, I come back. It doesnt matter how many times I tell you to fuck off because your an asshole. My heart cries because I want you back. No one could ever be you. No one could ever come close to comparing to you. As I sit here, I think to myself, what is it about you that has me so damn strung out? Why has it been 2 years and I still cant mentally get it right with you? The mere presence of you makes me melt. Ive told you to go away, come back, stay, leave, try again, we're done...but I crave you. I feel like I'm going crazy, with or without you. You are my personal drug and the poison in my veins. But its you, always has been, always will be......just you. I'm cross between heart broke and happy because of you. But I love you. I don't want anything for Christmas. I
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Marine Wife
This year, I just want to say how THANKFUL I am to have my husband at home with us for the holidays. He was supposed to deploy tomorrow, but (because of the drawback) he got cut from the list. Thank God! I mean, I understand it's his job...and he loves his job...but seeing how he came back from his last deployment, I can honestly say it's a blessing he didn't go. PTSD is a serious disease and we struggle with it every day. We're making progress. Baby steps.   Basically, I'm going to be saying a prayer for my friends that are in Afghanistan right now...so far away from their families. And for the ones leaving soon. I take comfort that they have their brothers beside them, watching their backs. Come home safe. I love you all.   p.s. MAKE SURE YOU THANK A SERVICE MEMBER. THEY HAVE THE STONES TO FIGHT FOR YOU, YOU SHOULD HAVE THE STONES TO THANK THEM FOR IT. ‎**MARRIED OR NOT*** You Should Read This.... When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said,
Dark Black Pagan Vampire
im 32 yrs old 5'5 125 pounds green eyes brown hair im honest carin luving trustworthy kindhearted im lookin for a single white female age between 26 to 32 yrs old who is honest carin luvin trustworthy kindhearted will luv me for me if ur interested u can im me at timwill3025 on yahoo or u can contact me here as well im not into mind games or drama im a single woman guy all i want to do is to c u laugh n enjoy urself bc life is way to short first u live then u die but i rather c u enjoy life b4 its to late im lookin for a single white female age ? to 33 im honest caring luving trustworthy dependable im lookin for the same in a female n all im lookin for is for her to luv me for me if anyones interested let me kno im 32 yrs old brown hair green eyes 5'5 125lbs i live in binghamton ny n u should b to if not thats ok if u want to kno more let me kno ill let u kno more about me thanks my name is tim williams
Cybersex Night Before Christmas...... :o|
Twas, the night before Christmas, and all through the house.Not a creature was stirring, except for my mouse.No kids lived with me, so I thought I would chatter.There'd be no damn reindeer, and no stupid clatter.There'd be no fat elf, coming through my chimney.I'll be alone, my computer and me.I won't race to the window, to see him arrive.I'll just sit right here..... with windows ninety-five.There's no one I know, as I'm surfing around.None of my regular buddies are found.I went in some chat rooms, but quickly got out.Age, sex, location is all that's about.As, I was about to go check out the net.I got an E-mail, that I didn't expect.A lady told me, she had read my profile.And, ask, if I might like to chat for a while.She said, if I didn't, then she would just leave.But, she was so lonely, on this Christmas eve.She said, it's the first time, she'd ever been on.But, she heard, computers, could be so much fun.She said, the computer, was usually locked tight.But, she said, her husband, le
"danger Will Robinson Danger!"
    Listen to me, listen now, and listen good. Your apathy and naivety, sickens me. An apocalyptic scenario...is inevitable...I don't think you heard that...is inevitable. A minimum of 70% of the world's population...is going to perish. This world...is incapable of supporting our existence as it is today. period. You want inevitabilities that last throughout human history; societies crumble, fossil fuels deplete, and human population is exploding. Why does this affect you right here, right now? The United States...is GOING to fall both economically and socially...oil that we all take for granted, has reached peek production worldwide and will be gone (if we continue on our current course) within 20 years, the water that we rely on to sustain life...is being polluted and quite literally being swallowed up, if we continue our nonchalance even it WILL be gone within your lifetime. The earth can NOT sustain the 7+ billion people walking its surface today, yet we continue to add to this num
Fuicide
Ok seriously how many of you people on here have to sit here and tell people to commit fuicide and suicide huh? Well on that not idk who they hell yall think you are that tell people this you should really stop. When u tell someone to do something like that u r liable for whatever happens if someone were to actually follow through with it due to the fact there are some people out there that have actually tried and have overcome this. Those that have overcome the thought of suicide cuz of dumb ass people on this site saying shit like that they might take it wrong and actually do it, then how would u feel if it came across here that someone actually followed through with it due to some asshole telling them to? Well now that my rant is done im getting outta here so take into consideration the feelings of some people...        sorry for the large run on sentences i dont do much typing like this!!!!!!
Wolfa
i love you all and appreciate all ur kindness and i hope we will stay fam 4 ever and ever e.ven when im not on fubar when i go back to my hubby in jan
Lookin For Merc's In Fumafia
My guys could use your help in fu Mafia.  As a merc u get benifits not available to non merc's come join me   Recruiting Mercs for FuMafia use link below   I only ask that you play to level 6. Being a Merc has its percs. You can Play to level 9 without getting KILLED.  Mercs get more money to start with than non-mercs and if you are killed a merc will come back to life with FULL HEALTH   I will work with you to help you get started I wont leave you on your own.  You don't have to join the turf I'm in but you can.   If you joined FUBAR before Dec 31 2001 11 you are eligible.  If you were recruited in the past and you haven't played because you felt left out but you want to play and want to learn the game let me know, I can help.   Hit me up in the Shout Box  http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?accept inv=276285  Freddie Broke Your Fingers http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?accept inv=276154  Who Fingered Freddie    Has one merc needs 2 more ASAP http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.p
About Me In The Cyber World
I have had many friends ask me to come back to FB after my 8 month leave for family reasons, i respect everyone of you and the new freinds i make everyday being here . please remember that respect goes both ways,i am in a relationship with a great man i have a great family that i love and cherish with all my heart,mind,body and soul. i am sick SICK to death of coming on here and being disrespected from the ppl thatcant get a grasp on real life and the cyber life . i started on this site 5 yrs ago as is was lost cherry into cherry tap , fubar has brought out the worst in some ppl with the begging the lack of rules and respect with webcams and the shit we see in our PM's and shout boxes . friends give help to those that need it in the game of leveling , here to give us support when we are having a bad day in real live, to make the other laugh, the charging for pimps,shitfaces,tags and skins is becoming BS. YOU ALL HAVE ASKED WHY I'M NOT HERE SO MUCH WHY I POST STATUS MESSAGES THE WAY I D
The Day I Lost My Best Friend
                                                   Gail Debra Gutshall                                                                                   1956 - 1972                               The Day I Lost My Best Friend                                                                         It was a warm spring day back in May of 1972. The sun was shining and not a single cloud in the shy. I was only 12 years old at the time and like any 12 year old boy I had my priorities set to my liking,fishing,baseball and at the bottom of my list school. On this particular day I decided that I was going to work on my priorities so I gathered up my fishing pole and bait and headed for the river that flowed nearby. As I sat along the bank of that river I closed my eyes to listen to the sounds that seem to surround me that I never took notice to before. Off in the distance I could hear the birds, cars and the wind as it blew gently through the trees. All was good with both me and my world, o
Expression Of Love
I love you Syn... because you.. A lways try to make me happy. B elieve in me. C are about my well being. D evote yourself to me. E ndure me and any insecurities I may have. F ocus your days and nights on what we can do together. G ive me butterflies. H ave an amazing attention to detail. I nspire me and bring out my creative side. J oke around and make me laugh often. K iss me with those sexy lips and penetrate me with those intoxicating eyes. L ove me softly, deeply and affectionately. M arinade my mind, body and soul. N ever want to leave me confused or sad before you tuck me in at night. O penly share your love for me. P assionately share your emotions with me. Q uiver my lips and tantalize our possibilites. R apture my thoughts. S atisfy my sexual needs and explore the options for more. T ouch, tickle and thrill me.. and take me to another level. U nderstand me, listen to me and always make the effort to support me even in our differences. V iolate my walls
The Angel Files
Adoration - You adore me and all my unusual quirksBeautiful - You truly are, thru and thruCaring - You are always thinking of me and my happinessDevotion - You are all about me and I thank you for thatEvil - Looks are deceiving, but it's the look that attracted me to youFunny - Whether it be intentional or not, you always make me giggleGiving - In so many ways, you are always doing itHeartfelt - Your words, I dont hear them, I feel themIrresistible - I can't imagine being away from you for very longJustin - Cuz of him, you are an excellent mother, I wish to see that with usKind - It goes without saying, you are a very sweet personLoving - You take this to a whole other level....hardcore statusMind-blowing - The scenarios we share, you have some great onesNuturing - It's in your nature and can never be a bad thingOutgoing - You're modest but not to shy around peoplePerceptive - You can read me, which is no easy taskQueen-like - This is how high I regard youReal - Nothing outrageous, you
A Bear's True Love
So much traveling in this life Now a peace restored Within the heart and soul Finally a comfort With a warmth That only is brought out By the calling of a hawk Doves are to love As a hawk Is a messenger of a living spirit All one and the same When it comes to The spirit of love And what is a blessing Yearning across the canyon For a place to land Soaring high Above the red rocks Ready to land My heart is in your hand Just be gentle And it will gracefully Serve you well Taking nothing for granted Only tiny steps as to what can be Hopefully one day Sorting it out When the eyes lay upon thee Tender touches Within the dreams Passionate kisses Filling the desire of flame Within each scene I can't believe all of this is truly happening With what all a hawk means to me And what my Ancestors have taught me So thankful for their loving ways But knowing that they are truly Watching out for me!   @2012 Judy Little Hummingbird To dream of you Is like a
Infantryman Pride!!!!
Infantrymen have a pride and arrogance that most Americans don't understand and don't like. Even Soldiers who aren't infantrymen don't understand. The pride of the infantryman comes not from knowing that he's doing a job that others can't, but that he's doing a job that others simply won't. Many infantrymen haven't seen a lot of combat. While that may seem ideal to the civilian or non-infantryman;.................. it pains the grunt. We signed up to spit in the face of danger. To walk the line between life and death and live to do it again - or not. To come to terms with our own mortality and let others try to take our life instead of yours. We have raised our hands and said, "Take me, America. I am willing to kill for you. I am willing to sacrifice my limbs for you. I will come back to America scarred and disfigured for you. I will be the first to die for you." That's why the infantryman carries himself with pride and arrogance. He's aware that America has lost respect for him. To ma
My Miracle Cure
I can remember everything from age thirteen on....I mean down to the very last detail..wat I wore on a certain day..every damn word that was said from then on out...who said it..where we were....wat we ate drank...the room setting...there is nothing I don't remember from that age on...all the memories...the nightmares..the harsh words..the struggles..the obstacles..the fear I was feeling...the terror of thinking I was going to die....the looks on the faces of those who have hurt me..the lack of remorse...the rage in their face and in their tone...just knowing that was the moment I was going to die....imagine having all of those voices..the names..the numbers..the images..I remember it all...there is nothing I forget...i carry that around with me every damn day...the medication..that's all it is...a pil..it's not a miracle cure...it doesn't make things fade away or easier to deal with...there is no magic pill....you learn to drown it out...but it is just a quick fi
A "me" World
It is hard accepting what is good for you and wat is not...especially when your heart and emotions are involved....a TRUE friend does not bail on you KNOWING you are facing something difficult....they do not disappear or say mean hurtful things....especially in your time of need...they will be the first to call you...and comfort you...not add to your stress level....someone wants you only when it is convenient for them..that is never a good thing...only when it benefits them in some way....when someone you love..regardless wat kinda love that may be..someone that is responsible for making you feel any type of emotion reveals their true self..it cuts straight to the bone...thinking they were someone they are not....and feeling overwhelming emotions that you can't seem to control no matter what you do....just knowing or thinking you know they will be the last one to hurt you....only to be proven wrong....then they pop up...and say I'm sorry....I know I should have been ther
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Why???
Why does it seem that Fubar relationships are so much easier than real life relationships? I just recently got engeged, and I met him on Fubar...He just deleted his account and now expects me to do the same...Am I wrong for wanting to keep something for myself, like all the amazing friends I have made along the way? I swear sometimes I believe that being single is the only way to live a strees free life...Thanks for letting me vent !! Peace and Love ~W
Simply Me
I am 46 years old ( or young) and have gone thru a rough past year, but with hard work and strong support from my family and friends. I am now looking to the future with hope.  Inner strength was something i never knew i had, till i needed it. So when all seems hopeless look to your family and friends for help and Dig Deep into your soul and become a survivor just as i have.  To all who struggle and are depressed and without hope, Let me tell you that by never giving up on myself I came back from the gates of hell. If anyone needs someone to talk to or someone to listen, i will be here.
Thank You Blog
BRONZE: OMG WOMEN  I LOVE YOU AND CHEESECAKE AND COFFEE, YOUR AMAZING PERSON AND GREAT BEST FRIEND I WOULD BE SO LOST HONESTLY, YOUR SO UNDERSTANDING AND CARING AND FUNNY, BEAUTIFUL I MEAN I COULD GO ON THEN YOU WOULD TELL ME TO SHUT UP LOL. HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL NEW YEAR.   Purr my wife: WHERE DO I START, YOUR AMAZING WOMEN AND YOUR SO FUNNY AND CARING AND I TELL YOU AND BESTIE EVERYTHING AND I AM SO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE, WE HAD OUR  UP'S AND DOWN'S I AM SURE BUT WE ALWAYS STICK TOGETHER NO MATTER WHAT I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.   ERICA WOW MANY MANY YEARS WITH YOU CHICK I KNOWN YOU FOREVER AND YOUR AMAZING WOMEN, YOU ARE NOT SCARED TO SPEAK YOUR MIND, I LEARNED TO DO THE SAME AND STAND UP FOR MY SELF, I  AM SO HAPPY THAT EVEN THOUGH WE STRUGGLED AND HAD TO PUT UP WITH STUPID ASS MEN , WE ARE STILL STRONG TODAY, I LOVE YOU CHICK :)~   BADGIRL,YOUR A GREAT FRIEND AND YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE WHEN THINGS ARE ROUGH  ( JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE ) BUT YOUR MY GIRL  THAT IS STRONG AN
Ace Of Spades
Here's Lookin At You 2011
Through so much life changes in directions that never seemed possible, this year has been so very difficult. I have been so very fortunate to have had the wise words that have been out before me when the feelings of emptiness and disparity hit like wave after wave and you helped to carry me to the shore. Helping to see through another day, another night and to look forward to a new tomorrow. You helped me never to give up and for this there are no words that can express the gratitude that wells from within. You here are so very special, you have no name, your voice, your thoughts, your humor carried me and I THANK you. So, it is a new day, a new year and I will try to make this all better, this life puzzle. Thank you for helping me find those lost pieces that appeared to be lost forever.... thank you one and all that make this place a little different than just any old place to go! Have a good new year or at least the best possible! THANK YOU wise, positive, funny and enduring posters!
Juggalette Tears
When I met you I was at my lowest.. You brought me out of the dark and showed me the otherside of the light, But after time I'm not sure what happened, I guess all the promises you made, all the things we did, all the things you said, were just words to make me feel better, where are you now ? When u said u'd never leave my side, You said anytime i needed you, you'd be there but now, Im sitting in the in the corner of the room, all alone, holding my chest, spreading tears of blood, calling for you, but do you even hear me ? Do you even really care? I took a chance lettin you in and now u just walked out, well fine it maybe be a while, but the tears will stop, and when they do u'll have something to be scared for, because as long as im crying u still matter,
2012
Well, It's finally 2012, We'll see if the majority's take on the Mayan calendar was right....    I truly hope I can change for the better this year. I've procrastinated with my duties, dreams, and goals for far too long now. This is going to be the year I make them all come true. Indeed, time to grow up, move up, and move on. Out with the old, in with the new. I need to surround myself with a better group of friends. They say who you surround yourself with is a reflection of who you are. And I'm not happy with either. I've been a follower for far too long. I aim to find my love, my passion, and reach my goals this year. Shouldnt be too hard, I still have 365 Days left... (Leap Year)
Changing Of Name
Ever since i changed my name seems like the ladies like me better. I'm still me i guess the name just gave me a bad persona. This one suits me better because i am a true gentleman to the core. I don't care how mad u get at a lady u better never lay a hand on one in front of me my ranger side will come out and i'll rip off your head and feed it too u. I haven't had much luck on here with the ladies i have some raly great friends which i love dearly but just can't get one to be mine lol. Not that i haven't tried guys i've had to fu engadgements and got dumped for dj's so not so easy too get too my heart now have too earn it but i am always a gentleman first and foremost. So if didn't add me before because thought i was a perv because of nam i asure u i am not give me a chance may find out i can be your best friend.
New Years
Do people really keep their new years resolutons? Is it smart to make them? Let me hear your thoughts.
Blog
i am new to fubar... im trying to learn the ropes end im up for advice on how this site works. i also need friends please.  
Hungry Eyes
Parts from the movie Dirty Dancing with Hungry EyesLyrics:I've been meaning to tell youI've got this feelin that won't subsideI look at you and I fantasizeYou're mine tonightNow I've got you in my sightsCHORUS:With these hungry eyesOne look at you and I can't disguiseI've got hungry eyesI feel the magic between you and II want to hold you so hear me outI want to show you what love's all aboutDarlin tonightNow I've got you in my sightsCHORUSNow I've got you in my sightsWith these hungry eyesNow did I take you by surpriseI need you to seeThis love was meant to be
My Ramblings
Bullshit
Just wanted to put in my little info on this matter that has came to my attention.  I am sick and tired of the comming foward to a person and the only thing that comes to your mind is "hey i got something that can make you smile" or "Ill meet up with you for the night" so on so on that fucking bullshit to me.  How can you treat a person like he or she is a whore or slut or just someone that you think you can get yourself off with.  I mean think about it i wouldnt want anything to do with you if you came up to me and that was the only thing that you could offer me, id would hope more on the line of friendship would be better but alot of fu's just think about themselves and only them, grow the fuck up be a man or woman!!!!!!!!  
Shop For Excellent Jewelry
This is the best gift you could give someone on their marriage. You know that the bride is going to receive many jewelry and other related products on the wedding. So what could be better than a gift such as the trinket box which is going to help her take care of all her jewelry And while you are at it, why don’t you get a really fancy box that is both practical and looks lovely. They have been using this for over hundred years and this is the reason why many people find this to be a wonderful piece of jewelry that is going to help them take care of storing their stuff. Cherishing your trinket box – These wonderful items come in a variety of materials and sizes and budgets, it is a great option for everyone. Online stores especially have a lot of variety of such boxes, that you can pick from. There are different materials such as wood, crystal, stone, metal, plastic, fabric, paper, and so many more that you can pick from. A customized trinket box is very much a cherishing
Icparty
The M65850P/FP is a CMOS IC for generating echo to be added to the voice through a  "karaoke" microphone. 1.  It is optimal to provide the echo effect function for karaoke player, such as radio cassette recorders, mini  audio components and television sets. 2. Increased master clock frequency assures high-performance short delay,enabling the IC to be used for dolby prologic surround system. • Built-in input/output filters, A-D and D-A converters,and memory    realize a delay system with only a single chip. • Built-in current control type clock oscillator circuit avoids clock    affection outside,thus allowing prevention of undesired radiation. • Delay time = 164 ms (with master clock set at 1MHz)    (Selection of delay time in a range between 15ms and 200ms) • Small package (14-pin DIP : 14P4,16-pin SOP:16P2N) • Built-in 20Kbit SRAM • Built-in auto reset circuit (The IC reset as power is turned on) • Single power supply (5V) Relate
Fap
I have recently gotten hooked on Wordfued on the smartphone. (Damn appse current game I'm playing against my sister-in-law, I tried to play the word FAP last night. Guess what.....it's not a real word!!!! WTF?! Where is Prinny? If I find out that PEEN isn't a word I'm gonna freak out! Is this a FU language a
Inner Thoughts
A friend has this in her profile.Time is like a river...You cannot touch the same water twicebecause the flow that has passed will never pass againI beleive LOVE can overcome all obsticales, If I didn't then what is the point of LOVELove is not a word.. its the essence of 2 people, and if an obstacle comes in the way, Love isequalizer.Love is forever, Love is the answer to life. Love is.Love is imeasurable , its bigger than the universe, yet can fit inside your heart.Love is unstopable, it can overcome any obstacleLove is always willing to forgive, no matter the circumstanceLove is tirelessLove is the essence of 2 people.Love is one, love is all, love is not singularLove is a gift from God. God gave me the gift of your love. I cherish that gift, I cannot think of life without that gift. Thirty days have gone and pastmy heart weighs heavy,my love still lasts you hurt me deep into the coreyou said our love ,is never more each day my thoughts do not grow lessmy love for you, has failed
Beauty...
Your Beauty amazes me In your arms is where I long to be I want to be there , Your hands in mine Next to your perfect body It has no flaws, no imperfections You were the best choice of any selection Now that I've met you, I'll not forget you If only we could kiss It would fullfill my longing to taste those lips One more time - One turns into Two Two becomes forever when I'm w/ you I'm clueless in learning when without you Yet thoughts of you, will carry me through Because You Know i love you. Through Bloodshot eyes and a thousand yard stare Images of my friends are confined in my mind A chill runs through me as I continue to stare A cold, wet feeling that's just not there     My ears pick out the smallest of sound A tiny raindrop pattering to the ground A movement of a leaf as it scrapes out loud We try to stay covered cut off from the others   I stare into the jungle Looking at mysterious shadows that forshadow The enemy is out there, he's looking for a fig
True Friends
When the chips are down and u r tring to level up in here you see who r realy good friends to have. I'm blessed to say i have a few great friends on here. Narly Breast u r my brother my oldest friend on here and r awesome. Sin angel u r awesome too darlin. Brae  well u know loves ya darlin. Devilish u r my BFF darlin and loves ya to death. Prissy huni u r awesome too darlin. Nellie huni i just met u huni but u r aces huni and i'll pass u out too all my peeps muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh thx so much angel. If i forgot someone i'm sorry ya'll r the best ty so much.
Purple Haerts> For Some True Family..
Man Has. Searched the world over. Be it fame, furtune, that exoctic isle, But the greatest search, comes when the man looks for the One to call his own. Soul Mates That spark felt from the very Soul Looking into her eyes, the smile that captivates  The Calm sultry glance. The look that takes "Our" breath away.   Not a moment passes that they are not on our minds The desire to share. Sometimes is crushing. But we endure knowing This is right, she's the one Why should I make her wait Thats no way to procrastinate
Places Of Honor...
Trhough fog and rain, heat and cold, blistering winds that cut to the bone Standing "White as Pure as thier Souls" Hundreds are lined row upon row These crosses bare names that honor is bestowed   We seek out names of family, friends and comrads from days of old Some of them so long ago They wore thier uniforms with pride Some gave thier lives , so others could survive   Thier families and friends, neighbors and all Mourn the loss of those who answered the call Flags that flutter in the air mark these graves Where our brthers and sisters lie in wait for us to meet them Wearing our uniforms with pride Forour answer to the call Having given our country our all   I hang my "Dog tags " upon a cross, his name forever etched in stone To show he was always remembered and not left behind Someone once told me years ago...he faught in vain
Ya Never Do Know Do You
Noob Comments
My girl needs help she needs new members to comment herpage as part of her level requirements. sje will give you 20,000 fubucks if you just post a simple "Hi" message for her by clicking this link: http://fubar.com/sweetashoneyy#leave_comment
Honesty
Old bones and stones covered in sea lichen add an exquisite set of browns , grays and greens to the shore. I love watching the salted sea ebb and flow over the stones. It looks old as death but really quite alivefor sea creatures, plants and the like populate its beds in an endless series of cycles of birth and death allowing for the varied coasts upon which welive. I sat today examining my nature. Sounds simple, but it’s really not. Not if you dig deep..and you’vebeen lazy with yourself like I have. To be alone. I thought deeply on this for there are those whose lives are such. They touch me as I feel their aloneness andit makes my heart soft in the thought for no human soul should be without love and closeness derived from being just near. To touch one’s shoulder with a very slight touch, it share a sunset in the very late afternoon, maybe a good laugh while discussing something silly,or perhaps a drink with no words spoken and knowing that there was a warm s
Liars
there are people on here that try an fake ppl out by pretending to be a person there not example done or sinfully naughty irish princess are actually naughty lill vixen an she is scamin lot of guys on this site bc she has access to one of her friends pages off site from here i think its bullshit that she is allowed to continue to be fake by this site an the fact she is tryin to pass her self off as ex military while her friend is she is not an im going to do whatever i have to to ensure she is shown to be the liar she is
Rant About The Illuminate
The Illuminati is a secret society that has been around since 1776, they want to create a one world government, a "New World Order," with themselves in charge. The Illuminati are generally powerful and rich people. The Illuminati will kill anyone, anywhere at any time to get what they need. The Illuminati are not atheist, they believe in God, they just fear God.The people that are "Anti-New World Order" and speak out against the Illuminati will be murdered like 2Pac and Michael Jackson. 2Pac and Michael Jackson were going to warn the entire world about what the Illuminati are planning. If you look at the title of 2Pac's album "The Don Killuminati: The 7 Day Theory" for example; 2Pac was referring to the Illuminati in this title, Kill + Illuminati. In the song "They Don't Care About Us" by Michael Jackson, "they" is the Illuminati. The Illuminati killed 2Pac, Michael Jackson, Bob Marley, Marilyn Monroe, Jon Lennon, Jimi Hendrix, John F. Kennedy, Abe Lincoln, Princess Diana, Martin Luthe
Both Sides Of The Story....must Read U Will Lol
Both side's of the StoryHUSBAND:To My Dearest Wife,During the past year, I have attempted to make love to you 365 times.I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of only once every 10 days.The following is a list of why I didn't succeed more often:1. We will wake the kids...........................54 times2. It's too late..........................................15 times3. I'm too tired........................... ..............42 times4. It's too early........................................ 12 times5. It's too hot............................... ...........18 times6. Pretending to be asleep........... .............31 times7. The neighbors will hear............. ............9 times8. Headache or backache............ ............ 26 times9. Sunburn................................... .........10 times10. Your mother will hear us......... ........9 times11. Not in the mood...................... ........ 21 times12. Watching the late show.......... .......... 17 times13. Too sore......
Corey Bug
I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START. WOW ITS BEEN ALMOST 6 YEARS SINCE I SEEN YOU. I MISS YOU EVERYDAY. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART STILL. SOMETIMES WHEN I'M ALONE I CRY JUST KNOWING THAT I CANT SEE YOU ANYMORE. YOU ARE MY FIRST LOVE WELL HELL MY FIRST EVERYTHING. AND ON JAN 16 IT WILL BE 6 YEARS AND I STILL HAVENT BEEN TO YOUR GRAVE I CANT DO IT RIGHT NOW AND I DONT KNOW IF I WILL EVER BE ABLE TO DO IT. IM HOPING YOUR HOLDING OUR BABY BOY IN YOUR BIG ARMS AND TELLING HIM THAT HIS MOMMY LOVES HIM VERY MUCH JUST LIKE BABY BOY YOU ALSO WAS TAKEN FROM ME TO SOON. I GET ANGER AND MAD HOPING AND THINKING THAT YOU WILL STILL CALL ME AND TELL ME THAT YOU'RE OK BUT I KNOW DEEP DOWN IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN. YOU WOULD LOVE THE PERSON I AM TODAY. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND YES GREG KNOWS I DO AND HE UNDERSTANDS WHY. I DONT LIKE TALKING TO MUCH ABOUT YOU WITH HIM AND I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND WHY TOO. YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND I TALKED TO YOU ABOUT EVERYTHING AND I GUESS I STILL DO. I HAVENT TALKED MUCH WITH YO
So Much Joy!
In times of trouble and doubt I hold on to those happy dayz when life doesn't make you feel like a rat trapped in the worlds maze. I love sun glazed windows in the morning that reflect the beauty of the Lords mercy and everlasting grace when I wake up and pray I have faith that it’ll be a happy day. I remember walks and talks in the park with just the right breeze and the perfect song from the birds singing in the trees where things were beautiful just as nature intended it to be my mind was free as on his face I gazed while with every word I was more and more amazed now that was one of them happy dayz. Like after nine months of preparation, work, and 17 hours of pain, I saw his face more wonderful than words can describe I knew why I was alive! Blessed to feel a purpose so great in such an awesome way it was a truly a happy day. To know his love is so pure and unconditional is a blessing that is deeper than many people can only imagine they would have but GOD chose me to send an
Good Thoughts
I am the salt of the earth wherever I go I add flavor! Can you ever imagine eating food without salt? This life would be so bland without me, the happy, goofy, wonderful, awesome, unique mess that is none other than Tiffany. I am the one who loves hard and goes harder to make you smile. I am the beauty that was traded for ashes, the silver and the gold that’s so priceless I can’t be bought or sold. I’m not young or old I am in my prime and guaranteed to blow your mind one smile at a time! No I’m not a dime I’m a dollar and a sweet dream but I can be your beautiful nightmare if you dare to try me. I’m a dying breed that came from hard shells like seeds we cracked through years of struggles & pressure yet still grew into a tree. I am all of me not what you want me to be. I am the lovely, funny, beautiful, passionate, quite, observant, intelligent, mystery that is named Tiffany, do you like what you see but it doesn’t really matter I love who I am
Fucked Up Life
Hey fuland this is my first blog so sorry if it is not up to par..... i have a problem that i need help with ........ i have a girlfriend ive been with for some time and i love her alot ....ive mad my mistakes and she has forgivin me ...... i also have put her and my kids through some shit with my choices that i have made .....i just found out that she has feelings for another man and hates her life with me .....word for word .....what do i do ...please yall i dont wanna fuck this up but i want her happy ............
Turf Up
I need my family and friends to join my turf on FuMafia! I NEED LEUITENANTS AND SOLDIERS...SO GET IN AND GET IN AND GET PROMOTED! http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=234414&turfreq=17198    click and join!
Raw Food Diet
I woke up, not as motivated as the night before to start the diet, but thankfully I decided to start it. Breakfast was "oatmeal", consisting of 1 banana, 1/2 apple (peeled), 1 tsp of ground flax, 1 tsp. of ground cinnamon and 1/8 C. of almond milk. I blended it all together and consumed. It was DELICIOUS!!! Not that surprised, but I was surprised at how my appetite was satisfied. Snack was a carrot to munch. Lunch was Lettuce Wraps. I made a filling of sliced brocolli, cauliflower, onion, and carrots. I made a dressing of honey, fresh lemon juice, evoo, and salt and pepper. I mixed the dressing with the filling and then placed the flling in the lettuce leaf and rolled until it was covered and consumed. Again, very YUMMY and I'm not hungry after eating. YAY!!! Snack this afternoon will be some fruit. Dinner will be some spaghettie squash and... LOL... then I'm not sure yet.
Rockin "chair"
There it sits. The Rocking chair I grew up in. Mom's lap so comfortable and inviting I sit down, stare out in the yard she so loved The Yellow Dandelions, her Favorite color The Sunflowers she grew with those green thums   The occassional car, Passer by that would always look her way For she was a fixture In her Rocking Chair She's gone having passed to a better place Though always loved you'll always be missed   Nancy  Edwards  1922-2010
The "no-mind"
"You can never know if you will be succesful or not.  You can only prepare for battle, and it must be done with all of your heart and with all of your consciousness.  In that manner, you will have an edge." - Sun Tzu, The Art of War An inner quest of the warrior is to touch excellence, to experience oneself at the highest level.  Likewise, athletes can have a similar mission, to achieve the objective, the task at hand, with the highest level of performance excellence.  According to Eastern traditions and Zen masters, one of the highest forms of experience is the state of "no-mind."  In sports, it is often referred to as the Zone.  Both refer to the seemingly elusive experience in which all things "click" and the person is free to respond at the highest level.  It is that state of effortless action that people report to be the best moments in their lives.  One of the most challenging aspects of this experience is that it cannot be willed into existance.  In fact, the entrance into the
Baudelaire
SED NON SATIATA Strange goddess, brown as evening to the sight, Whose scent is half of musk, half of havanah, Work of some obi, Faust of the Savanah, Ebony witch, and daughter of the night. By far preferred to troth, or opium, or sleep, Love vaunts the red elixir of your mouth. My caravan of longings seeks in drouth Your eyes, the wells at which my cares drink deep. Through those black eyes, by which your soul respires, Pitiless demon! pour less scorching fires. I am no Styx nine times with flame to wed. Nor can I turn myself to Proserpine To break your spell, Megera libertine! Within the dark inferno of your bed. — Charles Baudelaire
Valentine's Day
We all wonder and think when It comes to valentine's day and we ask the same thing over and over where do we find love at well you can find love here on Fubar, you can find love any where on the internet, and you can find love any where, but and there Is a but because to find love you really got to ask your self Is It because we all want someone pretty or someone goodlooking well yeah that Is easy for some and others that ain't so easy there are some that don't look good but that ain't the point because love comes from the heart and when you love someone you love them for who they are not for what they look like, because If you don't like someone because they ain't pretty or goodlooking then you'll never be able to share love or valentine's day with anyone out there so this valentine's day when you're looking for a new beginning instead of looking for looks, look for the person that has a heart of gold and that right there will be the beginning of love!..
Birthday Happy Hours
So my birthday is coming up real soon....An since its during the week an i will be on fubar :) i wanted too be the birthday Host for or through out the day...But only way that is possible is for me to have many Happy hours which i understand probaly wont happen...But a girl can wish right?....So for whoever gifts me a Happy hour for my bday i will be thanking you in it in the headline next to the Happyhour :)...But in order for me to book them back to back the day of my birthday i have to have the happy hours in advance :( sooo Lets see who will make me the birthday host through out the day..if for some reason u dont want me to mention you in in just please say so i understand some dont like to be bug about it....:) Also would love some credits, an or ability blings..i just love surprises This will be my acutally first year celebrating my birthday on fubar :) im super excited....I will also be making salutes that day xoxo      HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :) AN Much love to all my friends a
Read This First
If you don't follow my blogs I'm goin to follow you home, tie you to a chair and force you to watch repeats of Little House On The Prairie; and if you look like you are enjoying that I will pop in some Eminem til you agree to follow all my blogs. *evil grin* (You know I'm joking right? Whoohee! That's a relief.) Yah, I could totally con you into buying swampland in Florida if you weren't so smart. So if you want to purchase some prime, grade A real-estate we here at BS-Central want you to know that we are widely known for the quality of our outhouses. Yes you have heard correctly, we build all our homes using nothing more then wooden planks (including, yes you guessed it.)  And at a low, low price of $9.95 per square millimeter we will even throw in a free supply of sandpaper. So how much can I put you down for? Contest. even after posting my concerning gifts blog i couldnt find time to go threw every gift and return the ones id liked to, so i am posting this blog to save time but a
The Story On How Me And Bigdaddy Met.
so i was walking down the street one day, and i saw a twenty dollar bill on the ground. =D so i decided to go to a strip club to find some hot bitches to strip for me. i looked over, and i saw you standing there behind the stage in a g-string. the hot strippers were almost done and i put a dollar in the air and she grabbed it with her snatch. *slurp sound effect* needless to say their vaginas were kind of loose. like a black hole. the music changes to "im sexy and i know it" and you strut out in ur g-string hip thrusting the air.  you start break dancing and humping the floor. i pull out some extra ones and start whistling and throwing dolla bills at you. you then  start dancing on the pole and i watch this for about 45 minutes, before u get off the stage, get dressed and come out from back stage. i approach you and ask to buy u a drink, you accept.  we have a few drinks, and then go back to your place. where i find blow up dolls and a dead hooker. i look at you and give you a weird lo
Sunshine With No Sun
I have a new reason to stick around I suppose. Every once in a while people come across someone that catches their eye. That person may strike another as one in a million  I've finally found that person, and she's unlike anything I've ever laid my eyes on.. Sure some of you probably think, "Hey bro, it's the net, no one finds that attraction here." But hey, guess what? I *Know* I did. It's just that look she has about her, everything from her glowing face, to the innocence she has about her. Even though I haven't heard her voice, it's as if I already know that she's got the sweetest voice. Something almost that can have me listening for days..She's got an aura of intelligence and honesty, that is hard to find these days. She's humorous, and knows how to have a good time...It makes you stop and think "When will I wake up?" But I have. I am living and breathing that purity of a beautiful woman before me, and it's unlike anything I've felt before. Go ahead, call me crazy. Call me insane.
Come To Exotic Dreams!
Hey everyone! Come get your hot selves in Exotic Dreams! This is the best damn lounge in the land!
Holy Prostitutes
Fwd: HOLY PROSTITUTES...... HOLY PROSTITUTES A man is driving down a deserted stretch of highway when he notices a sign out of the corner of his eye... It reads:SISTERS OF ST. FRANCISHOUSE OF PROSTITUTION10 MILESHe thinks this is a figment of his imagination and drives on without second thought.Soon he sees another sign which reads:SISTERS OF ST. FRANCISHOUSE OF PROSTITUTION5 MILESSuddenly he begins to realize that these signs are for real and drives past a third sign saying:SISTERS OF ST. FRANCISHOUSE OF PROSTITUTIONNEXT RIGHTHis curiosity gets the best of him and he pulls into the drive. On the far side of the parking lot is a stone building with a small sign next to the door reading:SISTERS OF ST. FRANCISHe climbs the steps and rings the bell. The door is answered by a nun in a long black habit who asks,'What may we do for you! my son?'He answers, 'I saw your signs along the high
Wickedashe
Thank You Lord!
Thank You For Our Messy Home Dear Lord,Thank you for this sink of dirty dishes; we have plenty of food to eat.... Thank you for this pile of dirty, stinky laundry; we have plenty of nice clothes to wear.And I would like to thank you, Lord, for those unmade beds; they were so warm and comfortable last night. I know that many have no bed.My thanks to you, Lord, for this bathroom, complete with all the splattered mess, soggy, grimy towels and the dirty lavatory; they are all so convenient.Thank you for this finger-smudged refrigerator that needs defrosting so badly; it has served us faithfully for many years. It is full of cold drinks and enough leftovers for two or three meals.Thank you, Lord, for this oven that absolutely must be cleaned today; it has baked so many things over the years.The whole family is grateful for that tall grass that needs mowing and lawn that needs raking; we all enjoy the yard.Thank you, Lord, even for that slamming screen door. My kids are healthy and able to
Monkeys
Got this email a little bit ago. Share if you agree with what it says: Warren Buffet is asking each addressee to forward this email to a minimum of twenty people on their address list; in turn ask each of those to do likewise. In three days, most people in The United States of America will have the message. This is one idea that really should be passed around. _*Congressional Reform Act of 2011*_ 1. No Tenure / No Pension. A Congressman/woman collects a salary while in office and receives no pay when they're out of office. 2. Congress (past, present & future) participates in Social Security. All funds in the Congressional retirement fund move to the Social Security system immediately. All future funds flow into the Social Security system, and Congress participates with the American people. It may not be used for any other purpose. 3. Congress can purchase their own retirement plan, just as all Americans do. 4. Congress will no longer vote themselves a pay raise. Congress
Mirror
I look in the mirror an who do I see? Not the person I used to be. I used to see a brown eyed ambishus young man. Now I see an ol' olive eyed numb man.... How do eyes change color? And why?? My eyes where soooo brown. Now I can just berely see a hint of brown just around the pupils. Am I dead or dieing inside? I feel like it most of the time. Just keep wait'n for the next thing to come around. I make less than half of what I used to and work twice as hard. Am I to end my life further in the hole than I get bured?? I got an envelope from human reasorses today say'n I haven't submitted my benifactorty information yet... Probably because unless I can list my dogs, I have none.... Why am I even here?
My First Blog
Look my first blog is for you :) http://fubar.com/charl17171 ps he has all the support blogs, check them out
Dating Sites.
In my last post I talked about fake profiles and a lot of sites not being legit. I did find a few sites that are legit or seem legit. One that I know is legit is, PlentyofFish.com. I met someone that had a profile on that site and was friends with her for several month before we parted ways. One of her friends, that I met, also had a profile on that site. I also saw that the mother of my nephew had a profile on that site. Plentyoffish.com has a sister site for people who want to commit to long term relationships, Evow.com. Both sites are free. There is an option to buy a membership, but all that does is makes your profile show up first in searches and a few other abilities on the site that is possible to live without. Oh, an last time I checked it was a lot more reasonably priced compared to other sites $15 a month oppossed to $30 a month.   I also found that the mother of my nephew has a profile on another free site, OKCupid.com. That site seems pretty legit. Kinda seems like any da
Rambles Of A Soldier Part 1
i like to write i dont like to read though to a lot that dosent seem weird but to me it does if i write something i should be able to read it and enjoy it i know that i'll write this blog and forget about it but shouldent i write this blog and look back on it in a month or two and think man i really enjoy what i wrote but i know i wont.  i always joke around and say reading is for rich people i have no idea where i came with that idea cause idk one rich person who reads they most likely have people who read things for them and make decisions for them and we all know that soldiers like me arent rich hell i'm only a PFC i dont make shit just bearly enough to cover my bills and just enough to have some money to go out and have fun every once in a while.  i will say that when i actually do deside to read something its a auto biography none of this twilight bull shit or harry potter although some of the movies were pretty good but back to books the last one i read was brian head welsh's boo
Wanted: Profile Layout
I am looking for someone who can make me a specially made profile layout. I want something that will catch peoples eye and really pop out with my favortie colors and also with a picture of me on the top (or two) and my nickname (Kinky) on it wit the font all decked out. Can only afford the $20=25 credit bling pack. If anyone is interested please send me a message and let me know. Thank you!   PS I would also like to see some of your work as well before you start to make the layout so I know if its something I'm looking for.
Darkgift Radio Blog
"80's From The Crypt"  will be ON THE AIR tonight from 7pm-Midnight EST Tonight, Friday January 27th, 2012. Call in your requests to (201) 870-1767 or AIM/Yahoo/Skype us at DarkGiftRadio. Please Help Share The Links & Hit Up That "Share Button" & Tune In, I'll be playing the best and favorite 80's Tracks at www.darkgiftradio.com or click on my profile INTERESTESTS TAB for the station stream player. You can also send me your requests to www.facebook.com/darkgiftradio. Follow us on Twitter atwww.twitter.com/darkgiftradio or #darkgiftradio, you can also see how to tune in the show on other devices here http://darkgiftradio.com/tune_us_in.htmTonights Show is Dedicated In The Memory of my cousin Rich Witkowski who tragically lost his life this morning in an accident in work, You will be missed and never forgotten Cuz..!! Please tune us in, Turn it Up and Help Us Out By Telling Your Friends & Sharing The Links.  Thanks,  Shawn aka: DJ DarkGift Greetings People of The Planet Earth,  See
Fuckin' Hiwarious!
      Japanese Department Store May Want to Look Up the Word ‘Fucking’   If only we could have sat in on the meeting where the marketing team for this Osaka department store came up with the idea for their "Fuckin' Sale," spotted early this month by a reader of Jake Adelstein's Japan Subculture blog.   -There should be some cool English words on these signs. -How about "Fuckin' Sale?" -What's that mean? -Fuckin' means, like, really good. So it's a really good sale. -And there's no other meaning to "fuckin'? -Nothing at all that might embarrass us on the internet? Remember what happened with our Save-a-Shit-Ton promotion… Update: The fuckin sale has been cleaned up
Redistribution Of Wealth
Redistribution of wealth-sounds like a good concept so why are so many opposed to it?...The sad truth is, some of it has to do to with greed. But, if you accept the premise that most people are good, there has to be another reason. I believe it is in the implementation of such a program. Undoubtably it would come in the form of higher taxes on the wealthy. The problem is taxes go to the government and the government is very much like the mafia. First a certain percentage would be skimmed off the top to line the pockets of the politicians. Then some would be steered into the politicians' pet projects. Then more would go to the special interest groups and campaign supporters of the politicians, ie-rich people like George Soros and union bosses like Richard Trumpka. In the end pennies on the dollar would go to the people who really need it. I'm sure the government would tell you that it would go to create jobs. But how has all the stimulus spending and a $15trillion dollar debt helped o
Younger Vs. Older
Checking out at the supermarket recently, the young cashier suggested I should bring my own bags because plastic bags weren’t good for the environment. I apologized and explained, “We didn’t have this green thing back in my earlier days“. The clerk responded, “That’s our problem today. Your generation did not care enough to save our environment for future generations“. She was right about one thing–our generation didn’t have the green thing in “Our” day. So what did we have back then? After some reflection and soul-searching on “Our” day, here’s what I remembered we did have…. Back then, we returned milk bottles, pop bottles and beer bottles to the store. The store sent them back to the plant to be washed and sterilized and refilled, so it could use the same bottles repeatedly. So they really were recycled. But we didn’t have the green thing back in our day. We walked up stairs, b
Surveys
1.Do you have a magickal name?  I use Ishtara, as I mature in my studies I believe one will come to me.2.What does it mean?  To me it means womanhood, sexuality,sensuality, loyal, strength, dedication, beauty, persistence, and love; after the great goddess Ishtar.3.How did you find Wicca/Paganism?   It has always been with me.4.How long have you been praticing/studying?  A couple months.5.Solitary or group pratictioner?  Solitary6.What is your path? Eclectic Pagan 7.Are you out of the broom closet? Yes!! Pagan Pride!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 8.Who is your patron God?  Father Sky9.Who is your patron Goddess?  Mother Earth (Lord & Lady) but I am open to all Deities10.What pantheon do you worship?  Mainly the Egyptian but I also follow the Celtic and others11.Do you fear darkly aspected Gods/Goddess, or rather respect them? Respect. Without dark there is no light. We need balance. 12.What do you think of the Christian God? He’s cool, though he’s very moody and demanding, but I wish h
Cyanide Pills And Lollipop Dreams
These last two days totally blow my mind. It started out totally wicked...I consumed an unusually large amount of alcohol and not enough food. Now all I can do is sit here and hope my head stops spinning and my mac n cheese stays down...I'm dying of thirst but every glass of water I drink I get a little more queasy...I have a lot on my mind and am too lazy and tired to find my journal. So that's what this blog is for...for the times I'm sitting on Fubar listening to GrewSum and just don't want to put in the effort to go find my notebook...   I am crazy. No really...I am.   But here's the thing that's fresh on my mind. Why in the world do girls act all dumb. They say things can be a certain way then when everything seems alright they change their mind. I have an amazing boyfriend. I don't care who he has sex with because I know he loves me. Sex is just sex...love is LIFE! So before you say I'm stupid of that its not supposed to be that way...keep in mind I love with everything I ha
Stuff...
Love is when you take away the feeling , the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out I still care for you. The best kind of friend is the kind I can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation I ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but its also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Never say good-bye if you still want to try, never give up if you still feel you can go on, never say you don't love a person anymore if you can't let go. Love comes to those who still hope although they've been disappointed, to those who still believe although they've been betrayed, to those who still need to love although they've been hurt before, and to those who have the courage and faith to build trust again. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it only takes a smil
Pig & Cookies!
  My brother, Simon, sent me this. Ok, i am THE pig in question! I admit i will "grow"  to great lengths to steal his biscuits. 'Oink!      
Sexy Creater
I am Jamaican.People figure me out but I'm one-of-a-kind.I am 7'1 with long red hair and a shiny sexy body. Some people call me a Gold Digger. 
Dont Miss Out On What You Have
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me
Purple Fuckin' Heart
On April 10,2004 Lt. Col. Rosbau stood like only a commander of a battalion of highly motivated,highly pissed combat Marines can....his left foot perched atop his ALICE pack striking what would commonly be referred to as the "Capt. Morgan pose" in later daze....his lower jaw jutting slightly forward...not enough to strike him as goofy or freakish, but more of a sign of resolve. My heart was pounding in my chest....reverberating all the way to the tympanic membrane of my inner ear. So while I can't necessarily quote our awesome leader of warriors, I can tell you ALMOST verbatim what was said: "The dogs of Fallujah will eat well soon. They will feast heartily on the entrails of ALL who dare not heed the knell of the death bells.(Two weeks prior, CENTCOM had issued an evacuation order to all non-combatants:Get out or die.No prisoners will be taken.)You Marines are about to undertake a mission that Our Beloved Corps has not accom
Surreal Poetry
Somewhere amongst the debris of scattered minds Where lost memories wander through dark labyrinths of a worn-out kind I pull and stretch out the tattered spire that once romanticized twilight skies Before reaching in shallow violet-colored waters pale faces litter with blackened eyes.   Metallic voices drone in the abysmal quagmire as hollowed dreams form inside my head Twisting Life’s stigmas into shapeless identities that silhouette against banal formalities; The Unknown weaves a silver cord spiraling through the glitches of a fixed reality ahead As marmalade souls, so tantalizing at their seam, drip pass hidden crevices of nostalgic frailties.   Idle thoughts writhe beautifully against floating parabolic realities of shape-shifting desires As the voids of phantasmal eyes tweak the fabric of unborn ideas mankind inspires, I gather recycled remnants of multiple personalities resonating a strange familiarity Though cannot begin to fathom its meaning due to the Veil d
Music
i have been doing music for a long time 95 ive seen the ups and the down ive had it all and lost it all.people ask me all the time whay do u keep doing it?the responce is always the same.I LOVE IT.to me music is my voice,my emotions,my touch,my freedom, its everything that i am.i only have 1 way of truly saying how i feel some times and thats with the old vocals of some of times greatests artists.why why some of you are out there bitching like ur owed something,ive given it all up 2 times.my own clubs houses  ext my family countless times.but as long as 1 person heres a track of mine in a day and it makes theres i am getting what i do this for. so next time u are happy and need to move or sad and just need a good rythm hit play on 1 of my tracks and let me tack u there im always here to dance................................................................................................maso dpk i hear make and am send alot of music some great some bad.but i think there is alot of
Life In The New Year...
Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Do not set goals by what other people deem are important. Only you know what is best for you. Do not take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to tghem as you would life, for without them, life is meaningless. Do not let life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other. Do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn to be brave. Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give it. The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly. Do not dismiss your dreams. To be without dreams is to be without
Rant
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied.       Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall.   You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter,the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern 'seat covers' (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the  FLOOR!  ), yank down your pants, and assume 'The  Stance.'     In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold 'The Stance
20 Ways To Annoy People
   1. Sing the Batman theme incessantly. 2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sensual massage." 3. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go."  4. Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 98 copies.  5. Sniffle incessantly.  6. Name your dog "Dog.  7. Reply to everything someone says with "that's what YOU think."  8. Declare your apartment an independent nation, and sue your neighbors upstairs for "violating your airspace".  9. Forget the punchline to a long joke, but assure the listener it was a "real hoot." 10. Follow a few paces behind someone, spraying everything they touch with Lysol 11.Erect an elaborate network of ropes in your backyard, and tell the neighbors you are a "spider person." 12. Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with the prophesy." 13. Drum on every available surface. 14. Staple papers in the middle of the page. 15. Ask 1-800 operators for dates. 16. Set alarms for random ti
The Road To The Superbowl
Ok This is my first Blog and have to tell you about my passion for the beloved Patriots. The first game I ever took my son to was the AFC championship Vs. the Colts. The look on my sons face when he first walked through the archways to Gilette Stadium was priceles. The tickets were gifted to me from a client that chose not to attend because of the bitter cold, so of course I'd take them as a gratuity. That day was rough, I threw a birthday party for my ex the night before and rented a restraunt for her and her daughter turning 21 on that day. I drove 2 hours to my ex wifes house at 5:30 AM, drove another two hours to Gilette Stadium for the game of a lifetime. I thank the Patriots that year for making my memory special with my son! Please bring that moment back on Sunday and win the AFC Championship! My son is now 20, and he has his own life now....but I will never forget that day................Never
Family
Ok...so this has been bothering me for a few days..ive had someone freak out on me cuz of a married guy being my number one...and he wasnt..so ive had to delete and block him cuz he was allo jealous..does it really matter whos number 1 or number 40...if you make it into a family on fu then be  thankful...right? FFS what does it matter whos where? I dont get it...and then i call him out on it and then he says well since you put it that way its fine...WTF tardo you made it a big deal and freaked out about it for a couple weeks and now all of a sudden its not an issue??? seriously some people people have issues....damn
Free Information
The Idea of the internet was suppose to be an exchange of information.which is a major playing card for wars and politics.If they are allowed to censor the internet or stop online piracy as it were; would just make others figure out away to get around and close there speech from being heard. The same thing can be said with water, food, or fuel which is a major playing card for wars and politics.For example If the most advanced technological scientists in the world decided to make cold fusion mainstream ANY and ALL corrupt government would try they hardest to either buy out shut down or destroy this. Why would "our" leaders want to destroy something that would make this world easier safer and a peaceful place to live and thrive? Its the Idea of control, everything I have learned about any type of entity is if you give it the chance to control you it will.There is no such thing as control, there is only the illusion of control. I would back you knowing that you thrive on the common knowl
To Honour The Self.
To live authentically,to speak and act from our innermost convictions and feeling. To refuse to accept unearned guilt and to do our best to correct such guilt as we may have earned. To be commited to our right to exist,which proceeds from the knowledge that our life does not belong to others and that we are not here  on earth to live up to someone else's expectations. To be in love with our own life, in love with our possibilities for growth and for experiencing joy, in love with the process of discovery and  with exploring our distinctively human potentialities.
Phyrexians
Its plow wasnt designed for snow, but to carve a path through shrieking armys;Archive on the Snowcrusher It too the Rimewind cultists days to relize thay had successfully activated the creature it just wasnt intrested in moving;Archive on the Ironfoot the Phyrexian minds that constructed it did not live past its awakening;Archive on the Soulgorger
Love(h)
I miss you when im without you. Without you i can't breathe because you take my heart with you. Being without you scares me. I cry at the thought of ever being without you. Without you the sun wouldnt shine The moon and the stars would all fade away. I never want to be without you because you are the first voice i wanna wake up to you are the last voice i want to fall asleep to every night. I just want to hold you in my arms and protect you. Every minute i have to go without you is like a minute if breathing you dont want to but you have to. I appreciate you and without you i dont know what else i would do. without you id be lost and trying to find my way into your arms so you could keep me safe.
The Cam Lovers
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Stupid People
Okay so this bitch on another site begged me to text her, so I'm like okay and I do for a couple days she is okay and what not then all the sudden she starts being a total bitch because her "closest friend" wants a relationship out of her and she can't do that because she says love has betrayed her because of her past you know that old story bs. She goes on to be bitchy and then tells me why after I tell her to suck it up. Oh and before I tel the story this girl claims to be a masochist and a nympho. Anyway she tells me these exact words. I grew up being abused by those who were supposed to love me.. My half sister raped me.. Then she got her friends to.. No one believed a 7 year old..My mom and dad abandnded me for drugs.. My best friend raped me for 6 years.. And now I have muscular cancer.. I have been beat up so much I became a masochist because it was the only way to survive. I hsve never been loved so how am I supposed to love someone ele. Love has only betrayed meand showed me i
9 Lives
I’m choking on the vibration of passing words Swallowing open air and shards of broken letters The taste of a hollow phrase pushes into the broken skin of my lips A bitter acidic flavor invades my throat A familiar combination of recycled breath and gathering dust Small airborne angels collecting on the surface of all things Layered reminders of sought after sobriety Redistributed by a heavy sigh, laced with the cancerous beauty of dancing smoke The chameleon rolling paper of my filter less cigarette resonating with hues of burning yellow to brown to ash, grips the rough skin of my fingers I watch the smooth feminine flow of the noxious fumes escape an organized flow of dissipation with every drag The forced tone of conversation feels foreign but drips with ease from my contracting vocal chords With all that drifts from the inside out, I’m still choking on the vibration of passing words I plant my chucks into the broken concrete    Faded black, paint splatter
Musical Bling, Bling
$100 Doll Bill
It's a slow day in the small town of Pumphandle and the streets are deserted. Times are tough, everybody is in debt, and everybody is living on credit.A tourist visiting the area drives through town, stops at the motel, and lays a $100 bill on the desk saying he wants to inspect the rooms upstairsto pick one for the night.(Stay with this.....and pay attention)...As soon as he walks upstairs, the motel owner grabs the bill and runs next door to pay his debt to the butcher. The butcher takes the $100 and runs down the street to retire his debt to the pig farmer. The pig farmer takes the $100 and heads off to pay his bill to his supplier, the Co-op. The guy at the Co-op takes the $100 and runs to pay his debt to the local prostitute, who has also been facing hard times and has had to offer her "services" on credit. The hooker rushes to the hotel and pays off her room bill with the hotel owner. (Almost done...keep reading) The hotel proprietor then places t
Erotica
“If there is anything you need, don’t hesitate to phone room service, Sir” said the hotel concierge, as he handed Jake a key card. The couple excitedly stepped into the glass lift, hearts pounding, Jake’s cock visible through his shorts and Lucy’s pants dampening with every second. Jake called for floor 15 and pushed her up against the glass wall as the views of Paris became smaller in their ascent. The couple opened the hotel door. It was 3pm, they had the hotel until noon the next day. With the first glance around the suite, they knew this would be the hottest 21 hours of their lives. Black marble flooring ran throughout the bathroom and into the shower room. Huge mirrored walls above a his and hers sink bounced their grinning faces in every direction. They moved through the sliding door into the bedroom. A luscious velvet headboard towered the king size bed, floor to ceiling windows gave the most perfect view over Paris. Lucy was stunned, she had never
Butterfly's Blogs
If your walls could speak,Would they talk about usAnd the things that we’ve done,As silently they witnessed?Would they tell of how you would anxiously shove meFace up against them, as soon as I’d step through your door,Your left hand holding my neck firmly, the right dropping my defenses to my ankles,Fingers exploring, soaking in my delight?Would they express how you made me writhe and squirm,And burn with an uncontrollable desire;How I would moan for you to go deep inside,My swelling lips begging to be hushed?Would they disclose how you forced me to the floor,Down on all fours,As I whimpered,Like a dog, begging to be played with some more?Or tell how I pleaded with you,To drive in from behind,As they watched without a sound,Us imitating two animals in a mating ritual?Would they voice how you raised me from the ground,Thighs straddling your waist,As you slipped inside, legs wrapped around,For a ride to your bedroom,Leaving them to wonder what came next?
Poetry And Stories
yes my big girl lover I know you are shy reluctant to undress in front of my hungry eyes and lustful tongue; please don't be ashamed of your size; your size to me is a plus; I love your round, firm and fully packed hips and sexy butt...wow! Those giant melons that require extra space are total turn-ons for me; I can't wait to suck on those eraser stiff nipples; spread your big oak thighs my treasure of pure woman; let me search in your silk forest for the your hungry pussy and take you on a trip that only big women can take:    B-I-G stands for:      B-eautiful      I-nticing      G-oddess who has forgotten more about pleasuring than most will ever know. Just because I like to spank or my cock that I yank You call me a Horny Devil?   Just because I've looked at porn you narrow your eyes and scorn and call me a Horny Devil?   Well just remember this my dear you get horny when you drink beer then who's the Horny Devil?   Do you recall the pool tabl
Friends
Friends are friends forever together 'till the end. You promised me that you would always be my friend. One day something changed I'm not sure what it was. I lost you on that day and the reason was because it was a late dark night and we had a stupid fight. And for some reason, I don't know why, we couldn't make it right. We went our separate ways. This went on for days and days. I made new friends and you made yours, but that hole in my heart could not be filled for that hole was only yours. Times got really tough, my road of life was, oh, so rough. I needed friends, not the kind you see from day to day, but the kind that will always and forever stay Memories were all I h
Old Poetry (2000-2005)
As thick as the red heavy velvet,that veils the outlines of the with white marble decorated stage, was the with longing perfumed breath that lingered in the air, exhaled during the opening act, received with an ovation that still echoed in between the walls the première where the heart laid kneeled naked with her face on the cool stones whispering utterances…singing ballads of a grandiose love…long after the in black silk and lace draped audience had abandoned their reclining black leather seats; and the 8 tier chandeliersceased to illuminate the space with their gold-flavored sheenwhere the ever relentless lashing tongue of disillusion;captured in act 3, scene 2; left behind the raw scent of crimson cried tears, desecrating the white marblewith small puddles of the; as labeled; vile red-tinted bodily fluidscarelessly tossed in the corner, the crumpled remains of a programthat once was held by a hand whose owner still believed in dreamslong before the all overruling shad
Lyrics
(verse 1) Cocked, locked and ready to go,  the time bomb is ticking and I'm ready to explode.  Let's start a riot and give the world a show,  its pandemonium and I want the world to know. (chorus) Social media chaos has got me in a rage  and everyone can see me cuz I'm locked up in this cage.  As the lights go out we can now turn the page  and everyone can see me cuz I'm on center stage. (Verse 2) It's time to pay back and give everyone their dues, like the ones in Iraq you don't see in the news.  The political views have got our heads in a noose, and its time to fight back for the ones whove been used. (Chorus 2) Because, this Social media chaos has got me in a rage  and everyone can see me cuz I'm locked up in this cage.  As the lights go out we can now turn the page  and everyone can see me cuz I'm on center stage. (Verse 3) There are kids in the street with no shoes on their feet and little Jimmy hates his dad because he got beat. And all you hear on
Wise Advice Lmao
(this was taken from a conversation about cock)   I may not reach the bottom but i can fuck up the sides   if you can't chew it, play with it, or shag it, piss on it and walk away. as i do i check in on friends periodically here and there i sent a message to one of my friends saying..  hey im lurking what are you up to? Friend: not much just hanging with friends Me: well then do your zip up lmao
Boredom
writing about life? nope, more just about odd things i know  or odd questions i may have, like why is a bottle of soda cheaper then a bottle of water? tid bit of info for ya - if you buy a new washer and set it up yourself, Remove the shipping bolts! you be amazed at how many people don't.. hinges on your door coming loose? slide a little sliver of wood into the screw holes and reinstall the screws waalaaa. computer acting stupid on start up? try replacing the internal battery before anything else ( yes they really do have one ) its like a big watch battery why did they stop making universal remotes with the new tv's ? and why can't all remotes use the same size batteries? okay, so do people think Mcdonalds hamburgers really taste good? i cant possibly understand how anybody could but hey to each their own. if you're going to buy a new dishwasher, measure the opening from top to bottom, can make a big difference on what you can buy.. btw i used to install built-in appliances b
Private Party In Jc
I am looking for people who would like to go to a private nsfw party in the Junction City area.  Cost is $30.00 at the door and bring a bottle.  There will be dancers there so bring lots of ones:)  If you are interseted email me bettyparties@yahoo.com
Wanna Own Some Sexy?
Dj Spazzy's Blog
I have been following a court case In which my adopted mothers cousin was murdered in Florida. Her name is Stephanie and as the story goes a guy did not like what she was doing so he shot her at point blank range in the head and killed her. The man that did it turned himself in and confessed to the crime. The family waited months for the case to go to trial. It went to trial the original charges were 2nd degree murder which got dropped to 2nd degree manslaughter, It was turned over to the  jury on 1/23/2012 they came back with a verdict on 1/25/2012.  This guy was found not guilty, go figure he confesses to murder and gets found not guilty of it. This is how it was placed on facebook to let the family know how the verdict came out. So the justice system has failed again if anyone wants to get away  with murder just come to Florida. It seems like they get everyone off for it, there will be no legal justice for Stephanie. I guess that is why the street people have started t
Meaning Of Life
what is this life for? Are we here for a purpose? Is there a reason for the suffering that every man and woman suffers? why do we have to suffer? is there really a god? if there is why dose he let us fight each other? so how do we know joy is joy at all? what is this world coming to? the world is changing as we speak is it changing for the good or bad? life is full of questions and the goal with any life is to answer as many of the important questions as we can before we move on to the next chapter of life which is death. as a wise person once said there are only 2 garentees in life. death and taxes. but i have to add one thing to this and if someone says its not true they are suffering more then anyone else. pain is a garentee in everyones life. pain is there so you can learn what life is about and how could you love if you have never hurt before? have you asked your self these questions? if so leave a comment on your feelings it feels great to share
Alt Account
http://fubar.com/7230065 is my other account, but I mistyped the password when making the account, and the forgot password link doesn't work. So it's abandoned. Sorry!
Nice Guys
What happened to all the nice guys? The answer is simple: you did. See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were fucking treated you. At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always following you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic feelings for him, and buttressed your position by claiming that you were "just friends." Besides, he totally wasn't your type. I mean, he was a little too short, or too bald,
I Am A Goodhearted Sweetie Person That Cares About My Friends.
I like to be with my friends on fubar at night because I have alot of fun with them all the time and fubar is a nice site to me. Thank you
Darkness Falls
Darkness falls on to the mind of a man his emotions all fade to black as if blinded from a hot iron. His soul tarnish from years of pain and anger caused by his own blood. Tears  never come anymore, no empathy, no remorse just dull pain from a broken back and voices that scream through his mind like banshees wailing whom rarely relent for a moment of silence. Struggling through the voices to find his true conscience he breaks inside every time they scream for self mutilation and despair. Then at night his eye's play tricks on him the shadows come in the dark everyone being just around the next corner. Though not scared of the dark or the shadows that lurk just inside, he does become scared in crowds of people sometimes as their faces contort into demonic masks of death. Sometimes he has conversations with others he never remembers having. Always  struggling constantly to stay in the realm of reality, people look at him as if he is a monster. Very rarely finding true peace with in himse
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Random Thoughts!!!!
They say " if life gives you lemonade"..... well we all know the other half. But; What if " if life gives you nothing"...then what??? I keep hearing how I should change my attitude towards life and people and things. I just have one question. What good can come from me changing my attitude when even if I changed it the world and people in it stay the same? So I think to myself. Why do I try so hard to get friends?  Everyday i try to make friends because I am tired of been alone and tired of not having anyone close to talk with, for that matter I have no one to do anythign with entirely. I have tried to behave in every possible way I have thought of or head of trying to make people see me in a different light and perhaps they would join me. Apparently nothing has worked so far. Some say I should not try so hard in fact that i should just be myself,but, what good is it to be yourself if you hate been yourself because you hate how things go on around you. I guess in any result of this I
My Own (summer) Blog
this is just a salute to all my friends, i hope you will show me some love here (h)
2012
Peace is good. I'm not asking you to contact me either. I just know you are going through a lot of hell. And I know it's not too late for you to find true happiness, without bullshit. I'm not asking for favors....not tonight.   Sympathy (For Tomorrow) I'm not asking for favorsnot tonightI look up in the sky...all the rockets fall down (fall down)too many promisestoo many lies too many faces for me to know Sometimes I sit among the markersand contemplate my next lifesays something less sympathetic-"a little more unconditional respect was buriedhere" "But it never livedand it never died it never came from themit was always inside..." I don't care if time just passes us byI can stand the change...but not the crueltytoo many promisestoo many liestoo many faces for me to know Sometimes I sit among the markersand contemplate my next lifesays something less sympathetic-"a little more unconditional respect was buriedhere" "But it never livedand it never diedit never came from them
Jaded Lover
Time stands still, the wanting, the dreaming, the never ending bliss,the warmth of everything inside concealed with a kiss,passion and words can always prevail,when you have someone to release you from hell,The skin so smooth, so unappreciated, unwanted,And yet still so divine and mesmerized,and bruised,she waits.... Will you release her from the torment she has suffered for so long,will you bring her back from all the people that have done her wrong,Made her feel empty, unwilling, captured, unfree,give her a your emotion, touch, your kiss, you longing to be,A friend, a soul as one, a everlasting life of bliss and harmony with you,Will you give it to her like she so willing gave you,she hates.. Only wanting a simple kiss, or a hug,She only wants to be loved,Yet you hurt her, she wants nothing more,she calls to you, you are the one she adores,when you left, it torched and burned her heart,she cries now, you tore her world apart,She dies... Slowly she drifts away from reality, she sta
Grattitude To Fu-owners
I think fu should have some kind or award or special ability for faithful ownership teams.  (Talking for the owners here - NOT the ownee)  Me and my owner and great friend http://fubar.com/girlsride2 have been together for a while and she has steadily kept me at $30.000.000 ($50.000.000 before the ownership change)  I am not going to get into our friendship but I have not seen ownership between others go on this long...  *only been here 3 1/2  yrs, so sue me lol  - Shouldn't she get some kind of prize?
打造在金融经济海啸上的诺亚方舟
苦难历程  全国人大常委会委员长的职位,没有一丝一毫更改的可能性。 乱语, 一,精神病院小记之心中的申请。 我多么想到我单位,即重庆川庆化工厂每一个单位去上班! 他们,早在2000年的时候,早在2002年的时候就都明明白白地知道我,都清清楚楚了解我,所以才开始了折腾我。 现
Truth In Friends
Knights OathWhen fears give way to tears from the wretched's spears my strength is yours from the Western shores I've ridden, with the Mightiest of Weapons, with it I smite the wrongs and painful things, as I drive on with wings.Yes, to a Love call that rings this Weapon of which I speak, My Heart, is but yours fair Maiden, and nothing, Nay, any a harmful one shall keep it's protection from you, This Loves Armor, does shine.Let me save you, Let me wipe the passing beads from your eyes, Take my hand in full gallop from here, Let this Knight love you till eternities end......this was on the pic, and this made me cry, as it is all I have ever said to those I love, and thoses I call friend...I truly am A Knight in My Heart, and I am ever glad to be thy Knight.I hope this says all I need to say to thee, and thee knows this is true of me, and thee has seen this in me.... thy Knight A Knights Letter Home Dearest  Love,I am putting this to paper now as I have the time, to let thee know How it
Life's Issues And Such
I remember the first time i saw youThere was something about youI didn't know what it was but i knew it was trueWhen i looked in your eyes, thats when i knewThe most beautiful rainbows and sunsets couldn't compare to you...We've gotten to know each other better day after dayIn the beginning we didn't have much to sayAfter awhile i wanted to be with you everydayI can't stop thinking about you, night or dayI never thought that i could feel this wayI feel like things can't get any betterI feel the warmth in the weatherI feel better then I've ever beenI feel like the sun waking in the morningI feel like i had never imagineI feel like nothing can go wrongThats the way you make me feelI just want to hold you tightI need you each and every nightI can give you a reasonYou know what I'm feelingIt's you i believe inWe'll talk for hours without even knowingFor this friendship we built just keeps on growingYou always make me smile and you make my days worth whileI know you miss where you use to li
Nothing Left
Deep in the heart of me,the darkness you can't see.I stand and watch you bleed.It's more than you deserve,for all the lies I've heard.Before I lay you in the dirt,please take this knife from my back.As you lay dying, hope you think of me.And how good it could have been.Well, you had your chance.Now we will never try again.I don't know why I was so lame,falling for your stupid games.I need to leave you behind.You're not worth my time.I've got to let go of this pain,before I go insane.When you take your last breath,I'll be glad there's nothing left.Good-bye, my darling. © R.A.H
Bling = Rates
1-2 credit bling = 50 pic rates a day for a week & Profile rated an 11 Plus a custom image made by me3-4 credit bling = 75 pic rates a day for a week & Profile rated an 11 Plus a custom image made by me5 credit bling = 100 pic rates a day for a week & Profile rated an 11 Plus a custom image made by me6-7 credit bling = 125 pic rates a day for a week & Profile rated an 11 Plus a custom image made by me8-9 credit bling = 150 pic rates a day for a week & Profile rated an 11 Plus a custom image made by me10 credit bling = 175 pic rates a day for a week & Profile rated an 11 Plus a custom image made by me15-20 credit bling = 200 pic rates a day for a week,  Profile rated an 11 plus 9 of the 200 pics rated an 11 Plus 2 custom images made by me21-30 credit bling = 225 pic rates a day for a week, Profile rated an 11 plus 9 of the 225 pics rated an 11 Plus 2 custom images made by me12-15 special ability bling = 175 pic rates a day for 2 weeks, Profile rated an 11 plus 9 of the 175 pics rated an
Duh Moments
ok, so about a week ago i started getting weird comments on here about coffee like "coffee does rock". i've been getting them every few days and thinking, do i know this person? well, today i figured it out, i looked at my profile pic and was like duhhhhhhhh lol. i can be such a dork some times lol
Pr0j3ct M4yh3m
Hi To All My New Friends And Old Ones!
02/05/12 I want to start be reposting my response a lot of you have already red so you know your in the right place or at tleast on the right track to getting to the right place! LOL! With that being said please understand I have been getting a good amount of replies from lots of different very awesome people and I want to give each of you the attention you deserve from a friend. So please write me and I will write you back asap. If you have my phone number Its to leave a message or maybe we can talk on there sometime but I prefer the net because it is free :P Or a least cheaper than a high phone bill would be If I talked this much on there LOL! OK thats it for now Love ya all! Rickey,
Ihw
Being Held Without Trial
Over christmas vactication while most of us celebrated the hoildays, our fucked up president sled a bill passed congress with a 90% approval rating ,that simple states " the united states goverment can now hold you with out due process, and with out representancetation and with out trial and they can hold up there indefiantely , all with the lil label of terriorsizm. just like they can NOW earase any website for any reason and it doesnt even have to be the person that reports the website,is erased under the department of defence.   WELCOME TO NEW WORLD ORDER AMERICA! THE SHIT HAD JUST HIT THE FAN,  many of our constutinal rights are being voilated and we dont even know it , we are sheep being lead to slaughter and i dont even know if its possiable to stop it anymore except an entire revoluion against the entire american public, 2012 is going to be the year that decides, all of our fates, I LOVE YOU AMERCA ,PLEASE WAKE UP AND DONT LET PEOPLE WHO HAS ALREADY DECIDED THAT THE AMERICA
Who's Really The Criminal??
My Favorite Song Ever!
"Snuff" Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again... So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you... My smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.
Feeling
Of everything I have seen or witnessed in life, I do not understand about 3/4's of it at all. Used to this world cared for one another, Now everyone is only out for themselves. I see so many people so happy in love, Yet i wonder if I ever shall be like them. Supposed that is the one thing in which, We all seem to hope and wish for in life!!    Joey Davis  2/06/2012  My feelings inside are that of a lost and wandering man,  As if he is out of place in a society so full of life and love.  Guess it is because I feel as if I shall always be alone in it,  Never being one of the lucky one's having someone special.  This heart that lies within my chest is but a lonely cell in itself,  Which stays cold and lonely throughout each year that passes.  So I leave this note behind saying but this one simple thing.  I am but a prisoner of my own doing in this thing called life!!    Joey Davis  2/6/2012
My One And Only Love!
"  BABY, YOU'RE MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN A SATINY RED ROSE, MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN A STARLIT SKY,MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN A MAGENTA SUNSET,MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN THE EARLY MORNING RAYS OF SUN,MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN A HAUNTING ROMANTIC SONG...I LOVE NOTHING MORE THAN BEING WITH YOU...I'D RATHER BE WITH YOU THAN DO ANYTHING ELSE IN THE WORLD...THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE SOOTHES SOMETHING DEEP INSIDE ME WHILE AT THE SAME TIME, IT STIRS A ROMANTIC PASSION THAT CAN MAKE ME FORGET EVERYTHING ELSE...YOUR SMILE MAKES MY HEART POUND WILDLY AND MY KNEES WEAK... I LOVE TO FANTASIZE ABOUT MAKING LOVE TO YOU...I CAN PICTURE US ENTWINED IN A GARDEN OF RED... I WOULD STARE INTO YOUR EYES, ENTHRALLED BY ALL THAT YOU ARE... BY BEAUTY THAT'S INCOMPARABLE... THERE'S NO ONE LIKE YOU, AND YOU'RE MY ONLY ONE...
Poems I Like
Far Away Lover © Janna Rutty I lay in my bed and think about youI love you so much I don't know what to doI feel your warmth at my sideThe pain in my heart moves to my eyesSo far away yet always so nearYou are the reason I am still here.I await the times when we can talkI await the times we can finally hold hands and walkTo feel you for real... so close to meThe happiest person in the world is what you would make me.Your eyes shine like a million sunsYou shine more brightly than anyoneYour smile so sweet can help but make me smileIt stops my world even for a little whileI await the time when my hand is in yoursTo hear you say those 3 little words.There are still no words I can say to describeMy heart it aches and my eyes they cryBut when we talk my heart fliesyou always wipe away the tears I cry.Even thought you aren't hereAnd I miss you so much my dearI'll love you forever and everI'll always love you my far away lover. I'm Just A Soldier © Justin Eugene Shelton I'm headed to Iraq
True Friend Motivation
The Army broke down all my weakness and my fears and built me back up 10X stronger.... taught me that fear will never hold me back from achieving my goal, taught me that I can keep pushing when I'm at my lowest ..... taught me that the only reason I get held back is to help others overcome their fears and help them through any roadblock...... whatever you go through, I will pick you up and help you get through your fears, overcome any roadblock and show you that you are not alone and you never will be.... ill help you see that your fears are no match for hard work, dedication, and teamwork. True friendship will always rise to the challenge and laugh in the face of fear.
Mumblings
exposing me to the world, no substances to hide me. stripping away the inteirior rubbish that is the driving force to my addictions. the years spent getting into troubling situiations in the real world and in my mind. exposing the nerves. baring my true nature, my true soul. i stand, sit, float,hover-whatever,before you-brand spankin new-so to speak- beacause i feel new. i feel lighter too!i am sober-all around. exposing the nerves.i find that i a m sap for touching moments-and i will cry freely. someones subtle jeers-stings, because i feel it. exposing the nerves. absorbing new useful and healing information. becaoming.exposing the nerves bring me peace of mind and heart a piece to find and start the smallest at least to be kind and smart the beast we bind apart like the gentle butterfly in a warm breeze her life fluttered by-silently peacfully with ease she slipped away in the early morning of spring she wasnt alone she wasnt sad no worries the look upon he
Fyf Entrance Guidelines
So you wanna get in FYF huh? Kickass here is what you do. Add The Founder http://www.fubar.com/xxslavexx and Co-Founder http://www.fubar.com/kandiskullzzz . Add the homepage http://fubar.com/fyfhomepage (us). Add our head peoples. Make a salute with your name and "FYF" in it. Lastly add "FYFT" in your name. The "T" stands for TEMP until we see you will resume active. If you want in add a comment to this by saying Yes or I agree and we will get right back to you asap.
Something I Should Have Said When It Was Presented To Me A Few Weeks Ago.
I decided to delete this blog because it is no ones business of my life or who I know.
Level 53
well to get to level 55 the price here is too high......I need the 10,000 in likes ....that will cost the 5 HH and the 6 RockStars ....so let`s do some math ....5 HH is $250 or 300 credits....the 6 RS are another 210 credits and if you are doing that you have to reset a few times that day and help some of the family with some famps.....so it would cost $500 to $600 dollars......this site costs too much now for me ..... something else have anyone else here ever wondered if fubar gives some of the big players here bling?.....I don`t know where they get the money to run ablities ever hour of the day well it looks like the same idiot that put the spotlight as a requirement end of 2011 has stuck again........level 53 you need 60 achievements done.....20 of the ones there are out dated Limited Edition Blings 1  with the spotlight as a requirement the price went over 2 billion in fubucks each day.....see what happened to taht after a few months.....and it seems someone or a few didn`t look
I Dont Know And I Dont Know What Part I Left Off On
My Thoughts
Are you scared of the darkAre you afraid they’ll break your heartAre you afraid you’ll lose yourselfAre you afraid of your own health Are you scared to loseAre you afraid to chooseAre you afraid you’ll winAre you scared of your own sinAre you scared to forgiveAre you afraid to liveAre you afraid to dieDo you think it's all a lieTo liveWhen you think you’re dyingTo laughWhen you feel like cryingTo standWhen you think you’re gonna fallIt’s just fear after allIt’s only fear after allAre you afraid you’ll be aloneAre you scared to pick up the phoneAre you scared of the pastDo you think that you might crashDo you think you’re in too deepAre you afraid to sleepAre you scared there’s no stabilityAre you afraid of your own fragilityTo mendWhen you’re think you’re breakingTo strengthWhen you know you’re shakingTo prayWhen your back’s against the wallIt’s only fear after allAre you scared of the endAre you
Special Human Relationships
I had just sat down to write you a little note:When my Barbie needed me.  Because I've almost forgotten what I wanted to say on Friendship, this may start and stop most irritatingly.However, I am a rather patient fellow, and know that no one, including me, can be about every time the other is free to think about someone.Time winds past me, like "an ever spinning wheel" and steals every moment from somewhere itself, so I am quite tolerant of others' needs to be elsewhere at any given moment....That is probably what all my "time" on this earth has taught me best.  I don't stop loving someone because they are short on time for me...I do have a handful of friends whom I cherish, and there is rarely enough time to keep up to a pile of rating when the 11s become an all-day affair or I need to stop and think through some healing words for a delightful friend who has lost a mother, sibling, or worst of all, a son or daughter.  Then there are the times when my long-suffering love needs to be pa
My Poetry!
  They are the first and last person you think about each day and night. When you are willing to do anything, everything, stand by their side or even behind them on all their decission. When you decide to commit to them and only them. You can tell them anything and everything. Every love song you hear on the radio reminds you of them. They cross your mind several times a day. You can talk to them for hours and never get bored. You want to spend your spare time with them. Make them feel special like they are the only one in the world. Be completely honest with them like they are your best friend. Always tell and show them how you feel about them. Always see the positive in them. Love them for them and everything they are about. Do little things to show them that you appreciate them. Be there for each other when it is needed, wanted and because you should be. You can't imagine your life without them nor do you want too. All of this and then some make a relationship and love work. This i
My Thoughts
They called me a liar,They spat at my name.For I was like fire;unsafe and untamed.It started one night as I stumbled through the wood,Trudging toward home with black boots and black hood.I heard a cruel snarling, in stillness I stood,Eyes tight, muscles tense; this could be nothing good.Before me was crouching a wolf of great size,A great beast with black fur, fierce claws, and bright eyes.It sprang upon me in a leap quick as light,And down I was pinned, unable to fight.I felt its teeth as my neck,My own blood like fire,And sank deep into sleep in the dark, wicked mire.This is the reason, why men hate me so,Why they shout, curse, and jeer wherever I go.For when the white moon is round,the land bathed in its glow,I am but a wolf,and hunting I go.
Short Stories
11:47 and the bar was packed. Once again, I was sitting at a table in the darkest corner, drinking a beer by myself. Usually, that’s the way I liked it. The longer I hang out with someone, the more they get on my nerves. Tonight was no different, the beer didn’t seem cold enough, the television was showing re-runs of old re-runs, even the crowd, usually drunk and foolish by now, seemed sedated and boring.   I was on my last gulp of beer and decided that I had about enough when the door opened. Along with a blast of mid-August air that bubbled the wallpaper came the most stunning woman I had cared to notice in a long time. Her blond hair extended well past her shoulders and seemed to wrap around to frame her naked shoulders and near angelic face. As my eyes swept downwards, her saintly features melded to a sinners dream, packaged expertly in a seam-splitting mini-skirt and matching strapless top. I figured one more beer wouldn’t hurt.   I watched her as the night w
Creativity Plus
Buff Quest - Annals of: Beaky Buzzard is my image of myself in the lap lane at the pool, compared to everybody else that seems to use the lap lane. I don't care. Slowly and methodically I plow through the water for an hour every day, and that is what I do to worship my temple. Today I suddenly had about ten very athletic bodies standing at the end of the lanes. One of them looked at me, looked at his watch, looked at the lane, looked at me. I blithely continued plowing through the water. Four of the Adonis look a likes got IN to the water in my lane. I plowed past them, forcing them to scrunch together so I could touch the end of the lane wall. I turned and carried on. The lifeguard met me at the other end of the lane and explained that the TRIATHLON TRAINING was from 5:30 to 7:30 and I would have to leave the lane. I'm proud that I didn't bow to peer pressure and leave the lane before the lifeguard asked me to - that gritty determination is all that's going to get me through my self-i
What Is Going On
WE ARE IN A WORLD OF CRAZINESS WHERE THE RICH LIKE TO BE RICHER WITHOUT HELPING THE COMMON MAN OR WOMAN WE SEE ALL OUR INDUSTRY GO ABROAD BECAUSE EVERYONE WANTS TO BE A MILLIONARE NOW LETS STOP THE RATE OF INFLATION AND SET RATES BACK TOO SO WE CAN KINDA START OVER WITH THE FACTORIES BACK AT WORK AND OUR FARMERS PAID NOT TO GROW CROPS WHY CANT WE START BEING THE SELF SUFFICIENT COUNTRY WE ONCE WERE EVERYONE YOU SEE IS PRETTY MUCH DOWN ON THERE LUCK WE NEED TO CHANGE THINGS AS A SOCIETY WE ONCE WERE I NO IT IS IN US TO DO SO JUST NEED THE COUNTRY TO LOOK AT WE ONCE WERE AND SEE WHERE WE ARE HEADED I HOPE THIS GETS TO SOMEONE THAT COULD DO SOMETHING BE WELL
Misc.
I will give away 2 Valentines Bling on 2/14/12 . To be eligible to win the bling ......... You only have to like & rate my profile on 2/13/12 and leave a comment here confirming your  participation. Names will be drawn @ random  and  bling will be awarded on Valentines Day. Thanks for your time  and hopeful participation.     ******  Due to the lack of interest this is no longer running ************
Random Rants About Shit
Rant 1: PARENTS If yelling at your kid to stop throwing cookies at the grocery store is ok, whipping their ass would be more appropriate. If you can't feed em, clothe them, make them behave, keep them happy, and raise them to be productive members of society, please go suck start a shotgun. SALESPEOPLE Sorry to break it to you, but cuz Bed Bath & Beyond pays you 9 bucks an hour, you are not an expert at shit other than putting stock on the shelf. Quit trying to upsell me on a nonstick pan. I have a kitchen full of ALL CLAD, I know good shit. I just wanted a cheap ass pan to cook scrambled eggs in. DRIVERS Yes, my big ass lifted Jeep is fully capable of destroying your KIA, PRIUS, HONDA or whatever POS tin can you drive. If its sprinkling and you are scared, go to Starbucks and drink something with whipped cream and get the fuck outta my way. I know I get 7 mpg, so thanks for driving your fuel sipping cars, I will need what you save to fill my gas guzzling Jeep, Harley Road Glide
A True Soulmate
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you becau
The Truth About Love
When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not part of it. Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try. You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love. Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall, You just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing it's chapters. If you want to go
Babygirlz Blog
babygirlz blog :) LOL
Me, Myself, And Whatever Else
The Mask A mask of plastic happiness often covers her sadness Her beliefs hidden from most Afraid of, but willing to face the unknownWondering where her place is in this lifeShe has come close to sharing herselfNever completely revealing anything to anyoneFeelings of invisible chains corner herWhen she dreams, reality shatters before her very eyesAccomplishments she strives for just at hands graspShe feels lost sometimes, not yet finding her notch in this worldAt times the glimmer in her calm eyes slowly disappearsBut within her heart a silent flame burns her inside and outShe roams day by day, playing rolesStrength unknowingly resides in herHistory repeats itself once againThe translucent veil she so proudly wearsLittle by little answers will come, pushing it asideOne day there will be no more mask for her to wearOne day her beliefs will be knownOne day she'll know her place in this lifeOne day she will share herselfONE DAY this mask will be NO MORE Trust Me With Your Heart by K
Fu Name Contest
I HAVE NOTICED THAT ALOT OF PEOPLE ON HERE HAVE THE SAME FU NAME AS ME...SO I AM HOLDING A CONTEST FOR A NEW FU NAME...THE WINNER WILL RECIEVE A BOOMY...AND FU WILL DECIDE THE WINNER Must be unique..and creative nothing sexual or offensive must be submitted on one of my pics LET THE GAMES BEGIN...SB ME FOR MORE INFO
Nature's Corner Newsletter
      http://www.naturescorner.com/     Q:  What is bioidentical hormone therapy and is it safe? -  Susan Somers - Houston, TX       A:  There's a whole vocabulary that carefully distinguishes the two types of hormones. Promoters of bioidenticals refer to their products "natural," demonizing commercial products as "synthetic" or even "counterfeit." Supporters talk about replacing the hormones your own body makes. Bioi
Past "blurbs"
i rectified the wrongs brought to my attention. pulled away from the situations that i got too close to the wrong thing. i knew i had done wrong, i had dishonored myself and those that i loved. each path i chose, feeling certain that it was the right one back to the healing process, i was driven back to the beginning with a harsh word and a slap in the face. yet, i understood the pain and looked around for the next path. once again i walked towards enlightenment only to be slapped back to the start. once again, i understood and drove on.   again i attempted to get back on my feet again, bloody and near lifeless, but my feet wouldn’t move. my hands roamed my body looking for broken bones, none. not that it would matter, i would have clawed my way down the path again with any part of me that would still move. as my hands pass over my chest, my heart stops as i feel the changes and as i look inside myself, i watch in horror as my demons replace the wall that took me years to tear
Question?
If a person told you,"in time I can give you everything you desire. All I ask is to never ask me to change, and when I ask for you to do things in return you, respect my wishes, and me." How would you answer. Remember that anything and everything you want can be given in time, and all they are asking is for you to respect them and who they are with wanting them to change anything about them. If you need more information, let me know what question you have. I am trying to understand how other people view the people they talk to. The biggest question I got so far was if that person was a control freak. No this is a situation where if you were looking to start dating someone whether male or female your choice. The person is making you a promise that anything you would ever need or want could be yours, and doesn't want to change the person they are in return.
Very Spl
Today let love be your reason and be your drive.  Let it fill you with power and the authentic purpose of being who you really are. Love changes lives.  Even though it has no logical reason to be, love persists after all else has faded.  Love is lighter than the smallest snowflake and stronger than the mightiest army.  With love and passion the impossible becomes real.  What is built with love can be nurtured and withstand any challenge. Be inspired and motivated by love it will help you understand, protect and built compassion.Let love fill your thoughts with goodness and your intentions with kindness. Let it brighten every corner of your world.    Let love flow abundantly from you before you can even think about it. Let love illuminate the unique and miraculous richness in every unfolding moment.Let love live within you, and spread beauty through all you do. Let love be, with all you have and all you are.Love is lighter than the smallest snowflake and stronger than the mightiest ar
Standing My Ground
OK FIRST BLOG....AS SOME OF YOU MAY KNOW...IM A SINGLE PARENT.I VE HAD MY DAUGHTERS SINCE THEY WERE VERY SMALL.3AND 4 TO BE EXACT.MY OLDEST DAUGHTER IS 17.SHE IS GRADUATING IN JUNE.MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER(MY BABYGIRL)HALO IS 16 ON HER WAY TO BEING 17 IN MAY....IS JUNIOR IN HIGHSCHOOL....PREVIOUSLY WAS DATING A GUY SOME MONTHS AGO....WHICH I REALLY HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH...AS LONG AS SHE IS TREATED WELL....THERE LIES THE PROBLEM....I HAD BEEN VERY CORDIAL WITH THE KID.WHICH HES KIND OF NON-EXISTANT WHEN IT CAME TO ME...I ASKED HIM TO HELP ME DO A FEW THINGS A COUPLE TIMES.HE NEVER DID HELP ME,NO BIG DEAL I DONT HOLD GRUDGES.WELL SOMETIME AGO THEY SPLIT UP(2 OR3 MONTHS)AND OF COURSE HE HAD BEEN TREATING HER LIKE CRAP.BROKE MY DAUGHTERS HEART...AND SHE HAS A BIG ONE TOO.SHE BECAME VERY EMOTIONAL IN THIS TIME.I TOLD HER OK THAT WAS IT HE WAS AN ASS SHE NEEDED TO STOP TALKING TO HIM...WHICH SHE DID FOR AWHILE.WELL RECENTLY ...WITHIN THE LAST MONTH AND A PIECE....SHE HAD BECOME VERY DISTANT FROM
For My Love
"You've Got A Way" You've got a way with meSomehow you got me to believeIn everything that I could beI've gotta say-you really got a way You've got a way it seemsYou gave me faith to find my dreamsYou'll never know just what that meansCan't you see... you got a way with me It's in the way you want meIt's in the way you hold meThe way you show me just what love's made ofIt's in the way we make love You've got a way with wordsYou get me smiling even when it hurtsThere's no way to measure what your love is worthI can't believe the way you get through to me It's in the way you want meIt's in the way you hold meThe way you show me just what love's made ofIt's in the way we make love Oh, how I adore youLike no one before youI love you just the way you are It's in the way you want meIt's in the way you hold meThe way you show me just what love's made ofIt's in the way we make love It's just the way you are
Erotic Stories...
So im thinking of writting some erotic stories. they can be in depth and i have a vivid imagination. I just need some critique...More to follow
Thinking Out Loud
Random Bitching From A Random Bitch
...cheat on a significant other...forget who is important...learn my lesson...intentionally hurt another person...forget my past...understand how people can be so cruel...stop making an ass of myself...hit a child...learn from my mistakes...truly get what I deserve...trust another person completely...stick up for myself like I should...say what I really want to say...be as strong as I appear...complete my bucket list...give up on those who have never given up on me...wear Crocs...wear socks with sandals...see through everyone's lies...use my children as leverage...be who I want to be
Leveling
100 pts 100,000 Friends Get 100,000 or more Friends Complete Now: Online Members 100 pts 250,000 Friends Get 250,000 or more Friends Complete Now: Online Members 100 pts The Shot Caller Receive Limited Edition Bling items: Love Shot, Sex Shot, Lucky Shot, and Money Shot Complete Now: Bling Shop 100 pts Beanie Babysitter Receive Limited Edition Bling items: Cheetah Beanie Baby, Froggie Beanie Baby, Monkey Beanie Baby, Puppy Beanie Baby, Teddy Beanie Baby and Weenie Beanie Baby Complete Now: Bling Shop 100 pts Cup Connoisseur Receive Limited Edition Coffee Bling items: A Cup, B Cup, C Cup, D Cup, DD Cup Complete Now: Bling Shop 100 pts Greek God Receive Limited Edition Greek God items: Aphrodite, Athena, Posiedon, Zeus Complete Now: Bling Shop
~relationships-boiled Down~
In Love Relationships we are seeking to bring one another into fuller life... A relationship grows as love finds it's center beyond ourselves.  Faithful and committed relationships offer a door into the mystery of love in which we discover this...the more we give of ourself, the richer we become in soul...the more we go beyond ourselves in love...the more we become our true selves...and our spiritual beauty is more fully revealed." How is this accomplished?   Through bestowing on each other "generous love" that goes beyond the situations, circumstances, and busyness of our days. Act on your values...not on your circumstances.  Life and humans present all kinds of difficulties that makes loving one another HARD, but it's your commitment to love generously that makes the difference. Peace.
My Life
There are just a few things in life that piss me off, the main thing is fake people, which seem to be running rampade these days. By fake people I mean those people that are your best friend when you are around but as soon as you leave they busy themselves talking smack about you. Although they will deny until they die like you are some kind of idiot. Second, the people that have nothing better to do than talking about your personal life which is something they no nothing about and never will. The thing that pisses me off the most is tha fact that most of these people doing this crap are supposed to be devote christians who are all saved and devote church goers. What kind of example does that pose for the rest of us whom are trying to be what we need to be and live how we should live? And to think most of the people doing this dirt are old enough to be my mother. That's the funny part, how are you supposed to respect your elders, when your elders act like a bigger kid than you ever hav
E-rex
Last week I approached the shelter about a half hour before we let the homeless in. Most of the crowd was waiting. One had "the look". I knew it as his sign of invading my space. He's good at invading your space without actually invading it. You know, when you're limits are being assessed by a player. He was a lot bigger than I. And very drunk. "Are ya gonna let me in early?" He danced around me testing my personal space. I had a bunch of stuff under my arm like the dweeb in high school. I thought about dropping it to free my hands for a fight but put on my best poker face and stood there. I lit a cigarette.He said "Give me that smoke!" I said "No" im moi best stoic tone. After a few more seconds of toe to toe sizin' up I flicked it in a puddle of water."I'm gonna give you a hard time tonight" he said."I'm not letting you in at all"."You're not but the director will""If he does I'll leave."After I got in to set up the shelter for the night he stood outside and told me I could take my
Drunkpie@ Fubar
so this is the love of my life i have never met anyone like her ever i will love a cherish you for ever baby....I LOVE YOU
Various Adventures Part One
   I decided to write about events, both large and small, in my life. The names and places are changed so anyone connected with the original events would not be offended. These are all true to the best of my memory. I don't care if anyone comments (good or bad) as this is just something I have thought about doing for myself. There will be no real order nor is there any agenda behind this. Again, this is just for fun and I hope whoever reads these will see the humor in these as I post them.
Missin U Daddy
i miss u dad my dad passed away in 2008 of cancer an i love u so much an wish u was here.
Loving You From A Distance!
"Before I Forget" Go!Stapled shut, inside an outside world and I'mSealed in tight, bizarre but right at homeClaustrophobic, closing in and I'mCatastrophic, not againI'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasolineI wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obsceneCatch me up on all your sordid little insurrections,I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattleFray the stringsThrow the shapesHold your breathListen!I am a world before I am a manI was a creature before I could standI will remember before I forgetBEFORE I FORGET THAT!I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I'mI wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurtPay attention to your twisted little indiscretionsI've got no right to win, I'm just caught up all the battlesLocked in clutchPushed in placeHold your breathListen!I am a world before I am a manI was a creature before I could standI will remember before I forgetBEFORE I FORGET THAT!I am a world before I am a manI was a crea
Random Thoughts
The Nine Satanic Statements from The Satanic Bible, ©1969 by Anton Szandor LaVey   1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence! 2. Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams! 3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit! 4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates! 5. Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek! 6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires! 7. Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours, who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all! 8. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification!   9. Satan has been the
Energy
Level 1+: 576 per dayLevel 6+: 864 per dayLevel 50+: 1,150 per dayLevel 150+: 1,440 per dayLevel 300+: 2,880 per dayLevel 600+: 5,760 per dayLevel 1000+: 8,640 per day
The Journey
old Cherokee chief was teaching his grandson about life... "A fight is going on inside me," he said to the boy.  "It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves." "One is evil - he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, self-doubt, and ego. "The other is good - he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith.  "This same fight is going on inside you - and inside every other person, too." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather,  "Which wolf will win?" The old chief simply replied,  "The one you feed."
Armor
Bullet Proof Vest             Attack: 2, Defense: 4,            Cost: $7,500 Body Armor            Attack: 4, Defense: 6,           Cost: $35,000, Upkeep: $250 Full-Body Tactical Armor           Attack: 3, Defense: 10          Cost: $65,000, Upkeep: $900 SWAT Tactical Gear           Attack: 14, Defense: 9             Cost: $150,000, Upkeep: $5,000 Blast Shelter           Defense: 13             Cost: $150,000, Upkeep: $1,800 Reinforced Blast Shelter           Defense: 17           Cost: $175,000, Upkeep: $2,200 Marine Ghillie Suit           Attack: 20, Defense: 15           Cost: $300,000, Upkeep: $6,000 SAM Site           Attack: 4, Defense: 19             Cost: $500,000, Upkeep: $50,000 Bomb Disposal Suit           Attack: 4, Defense: 14            Cost: $750,000, Upkeep: $7,500 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suit           Attack: 75, Defense: 150           Cost: $1,500,000, Upkeep: $7,500 Laser Turret           Attack: 42, Defense: 44             Cost: $200,000,00
Smiling
Smile... If you're pissed, it'll scare the shit out of everyone... if you're happy, you'll make everyone glow around you
Random Stuff
Sometimes when shit happens, you want to be            able to articulate the experience more than just you've, taken a            shit. Here are some shit definitions to help you explain the            situation better to your friends and family...   Ghost Shit You know you've shit. There's shit on the            toilet paper, but no shit in the bowl.   Teflon Coated Shit Comes out so slick, clean and easy that you            don't feel it. No traces of shit on the toilet paper, you have to            look in the bowl to be sure you did it!   Gooey Shit This has the consistency of hot tar. You wipe            your ass 12 times and it still doesn't come clean. You end up            putting toilet paper in your underwear so you don't stain it. This            shit leaves permanent skid marks in the toilet.   Second Thought Shit You're all done wiping your ass and you're            about to stand up when you realize it.....you've got some more.   Pop a Vein in You
Reflections/ On Your Day, And Your Sensitive Feelings.
We all must learn to live with drama, but not me. I dont. want to know how?:    well after years of violent mental torture i was used as a scape goat by my christian family. (they think they are), so i did exactly what i should of done before!! i choosed my own scape goat!!, what more perfect one is there besides LINDSAY LOHAN (LI LO) yes i blame everything that i get blamed for on her, and to tell you the truth it really does work! so therefore its all because of that chic that just refuses to get her life together and go down the wrong path, thx LI LO!!!!
Mother
A Mother is placed to give comfort, love, happiness, security and well-being to a family. She is the most important factor as being the soul back bone of a familys survival. Throughout life, no matter what, a Mother has always been there. Even if you can not see her. It does not matter the differences or conflicts you have had and will have with your Mother because in the end she will still be there, standing strong.  A Mother will undergo a great deal of pain and suffering, for it is not easy to manage a family and keep bonds between one another so strong. No matter what happens, no matter what conflicts, and no matter what hate there is, at the end of each and everyday a Mother is still standing with arms wide open and that to me is priceless...
Lost
The General Rantings & Ravings Of A Scottish Lunatic
 OK So these blogs are entitled "The General Rantings & Ravings Of A Scottish Lunatic." Which in effect should in theory talk for itself right? You'd think  so right? These posts are in general just going to be my views on certain aspects of things I see, hear, or read. You never know I might even do some video blogs! *Le Gasp!* But yeah some will be funny, some serious, and some you'll think "wtf is this chick on seriously? Is she like deluded? Honestly folks I'm NOT deluded... Well depends on the actual day LOL!  Anyways, just wanted to jump in there and say watch this space for the fun life and the General Rantings & Ravings Of A Scottish Lunatic!  More to come! VERY Soon! Till then I leave you with everyones favourite cartoon Granny!                                                                                                               
All It Took.......
All it took was one look to    see how I felt All it took was one word to     know where I am wanted All I need to know is that     you are the one I want.   You knew what my heart needed      before I did You let me feel what I     have been missing in life You showed me that I    matter to you more when noone else wanted me   You helped me learn & grow     when others were keeping me down You showed me pain & love    dont always need to hurt You gave me pain so I    would learn to love more.
Personal Etchings From A Warped Mind.
My fu-friends and family (or whomever reads this) -    I am leaving here for a little while. Without going into detail, I am dealing with some personal issues. While this place has always been an escape, I have never really focused on the reasons I am here until recently.    You can't fix real life with Fubar. Took a good friend to show me that.    I'm not going away completely. I will pop in from time to time to check messages every once in a while, but I'm not going to be a fixture in this place as I used to. And let me make this abundantly clear....no one drove me to make this choice. I need to make some hard choices in the coming months,  and all that I ask is that you do not pass judgment, and do not feel as if I've turned my back on all of you. I need to attack the root of my unhappiness that drove me here in the first place in order for me to appreciate my life again, instead of living one of remorse and regret, and a slave to this place.    For those of you who have oth
Cowboy Kinda Girl
I like a man in Wranglers 'n boots.                    They're not for me those Armani suits               in high-polished wing tips or loafers with tassels,            'n rings on their pinkies, who live in glass castles.           I wanna a guy who's rugged 'n tall,                               speaks words of love with a Tennessee drawl,   swaggers beside me with a bowlegged stride,                yet has no fear of his feminine side.        I need a man that's toughened with muscle, sports at his navel a PRCA buckle, a rodeo champ who rides a bare-back bronc, then dances the two-step at the honky-tonk.      He smells of old leather 'n fresh mown hay, rides a fine pony, a quarter horse bay. Together they work to bring home the herd; the job gets done with nary a word. His home's not the city, why he'd go insane; it's nights under stars on an open plain.              A well-worn saddle cradles his head                             as prairie grass becomes his bed.             
What Does Love Feel Like?
Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. I say, fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy and who will love you the same way back. How do you find them? Well, you forget your head, and you listen to your heart. In truth, there's no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love, well, you haven't lived a life at all. But you have to try, cause if you haven't tried, you haven't lived. So you understand the concept, Now multiply that by infinity, take that to the depths of forever, and you still barely have a glimpse of what I'm taking about....   Peace.
Calendar Shoot
March 3rd is the day I do my photo shoot. I am excited but fuck give me a bottle of wine the day I do it. I refuse to be sober. lmao Someone from the Ta's Ta's foundation will be there to watch the photo shoot. Wonder if they want to see my Ta's ta's. Should I take out my nipple piercings? It should be fun my sister will be doing it too. Well whom I call my sister, we were raised together, but anyway we will do it the same day. Wish me luck. The calendars are for 2013 so I guess they have to get a early start to make sure they are printed and ready for the end of the year. I think they go on sale in October of this year for the 2013. On a lighter note: I had a great time time caming with Papii last night. It was very entertaining and sweet. If you really want to get to know someone caming is the way, but only when you feel comfortable enough to do so. Never let anyone force you into though. I fucking rebell if someone pushes me and say FUCK NO but when I am ready then I let them kn
Nuclear Super Power
For the sake of giving complete information, we are including what all is involved with arming Nuclear Submarines. These missions you can do when you reach level 100. They take a lot of energy and a lot of experience points and a lot of time. You also win armed subs for completing missions to Diamond level on the regular missions. They become obsolete at about level 150 when you are able to recycle the subs that you have for Amphibious Assault Vehicles. We don't recommend arming subs but if that is how you choose to build your toon, here is how it is done.   I was asked to write a bit about the nuclear Program & what you need to do to arm the sub. Well lets go thru it from the 1st thing to the end.First off, you can own submarines without arming them, you will gain attack & defense point as with any other vehicle, 14 attack points, 10 defense points. They Cost $750,000 each, & lets not forget the $3,000 an hour to have the upkeep. Minuses, they are not cheep, & they do not have the d
Banking
You have a choice between paying .5%, 1%, 2%, 5% and 10%. The banks are owned by different turfs that enter the lottery. Once the bank is acquired, they get to keep it a random time frame between 12 and 24 hours, it is protected for half that time.  Once the protected period is over, other turfs can knock the bank back into the lottery by causing the Boss, Underboss, and all Lieutenants to be dead all at the same time. This takes some strategy as the HL is not always immediate.Some turfs choose to pw protect their banks. This is because only the 10% bank have limited transactions each day. The others have a limited amount of transactions ie: deposit and withdrawals. The % that the bank charges is added to the turf tax of the turf that owns it at the time. Some people will repeatedly deposit $100 at a time because it eats up the transactions for the day and causes the turf to not make so much money. If our allies or friends own any of the banks and they have a pw in place, we will have
Amphibious Assault Ships
The new Amphibious Ships- Available at level 150This isn't as complicated as it seems. The easiest way to get the ships is to recycle your armed submarine that you got doing Diamond Missions. You will need an unarmed sub to begin (Buy&Sell>>Vehicles). So when you are ready to Assemble and Arm AAS (Ship), buy as many unarmed subs as you need to complete the process. You don't have to recycle all your subs if you don't want to, you can continously recycle the same sub over and over. The Ship is the better vehicle and the armed sub has no upkeep so it is up to you. For this demonstration, we will be recycling the same sub. Under Missions>>Recycle You will do the top missions: Disassemble SCB-304 . This disarms your sub giving you two things: 3 x Raw Materials needed to assemble your ship and one missile needed to rearm your sub. You get this missile whether you choose to rearm your sub or not. They are yours forever. Then do the bottom mission: Assemble and Arm AAS. Now you have an a
Territory
Deserted Lot Income: $100   Newsstand Income: $100   Abandoned Storefront Income: $300   Townhomes Requires:  Deserted Lot Income: $300   Restaurant Requires:  Deserted Lot   Income:  $700   Town Square Income:  $2,000   Auto Body Shop Requires:  Deserted Lot Income:  $3,500   Nightclub Requires:  Deserted Lot   Income:  $4,000   Condo Complex Requires:  Abandoned Storefront Income:  $5,000   Luxury Hotel Requires:  Abandoned Storefront   Income:  $10,000   Vacant Military Bunker Requires:  Deserted Lot Income:  $15,000   Helipad Requires:  1 Merc per every 10 (alive & rating 5+)   Income: $75,000   Skyscraper Requires:  Town Square Income:  $150,000   Resort Casino Requires:  Town Square   Income:  $300,000   Outlet Shopping Strip Requires:  Town Square   Income:  $650,000   Airport Requires:  1 Merc per every 10 (alive & rating 5+)   Income:  $1,000,000   Office Building Requires:  Abandoned Storefront   Income:  $1,000,00
Relationships
When she stare's at your mouth [Kiss her] When she pushes you or hit's you [Grab her and don’t let go] When she start's cursing at you (Kiss her and tell her you love her)When she's quiet [Ask her whats wrong]When she ignores you [Give her your attention]When she pull's away (Pull her back)When you see her at her worst [Tell her she's beautiful]When you see her start crying [Just hold her and don’t say a word]When you see her walking [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]When she's scared [Protect her]When she lay's her head on your shoulder [Tilt her head up and kiss her]When she steal's your favorite hat (Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night)When she tease's you [Tease her back and make her laugh]And when she is ornery [hold her down and blow razz-berries on her belly]When she doesn’t answer for a long time [reassure her that everything is okay]When she look's at you with doubt [Back yourself up]When she say's that she like's you [she really does more tha
Life's Worries
 its funny how boring the world seems when you get out of high school or college and settle into your job. I learned over the years that life is what you make it. And so far...i have made life very mundane for myself and it is time for me to break out of that before i go crazy. When we were children we used to be so carefree and wreckless. And we didnt care what anyone said to us. We lived and enjoyed discovering new things that we knew nothing about. What happened to that when we got older? I cant live like that anymore....I refuse to;so,i have made a list....simliar to a bucket list of things that i am going to do or try. Sounds like a good idea right? Anyway, i have at least 100 things on this list. Life is too short to live in a box. I am going to try everything once...and somethings maybe more than once. Any good ideas of what to do or where to go?
Love
There once was a girl and a boy.   NAW there was a thug and a Beautiful woman and they fell in love on accident. wen her mother found out that her only daughter fell inlove with a thug and she had renounced her name to be with  this man her mother was furious. She forbade the girl from seeing the thug.  but as we all know she dis obeyed her mother and went and got married to the man in secret.  they then eloped and she decided to be a mother and a wife to this man TO BE CONTINUED (gotta go to work) wow i think i lost a good guy in my life please come back to me i am soo sorry
I Wish You Were Here
I can be tough, I can be strong But with you, its not like that at all There's a girl that gives a shit Behid this wall you walk through it And I remember All those crazy things you said You left them running through my head You're always there , you're everywhere Right now I wish you were here All those crazy things we did Didn't think about it, just went with it You're always there, you're everywhere But right now I wish you were here Damn, Damn, Damn What I'd do to have you here, here, here I wish you were here Damn, Damn, Damn What I'd do to have you near, near, near I wish you were here I love, the way you are It's who I am, don't have to try hard We always say, say it like it is And the truth, is that I really miss All those crazy things you said You left them running through my head You're always there, you're everywhere Right now I wish you were here All those crazy things we did Didn't think about it, just went with it You're always there, you're e
Lyrics
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence, and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...So if you love me, let me go.And run away before I know.My heart is just too dark to care.I can't destroy what isn't there.Deliver me into my fate -If I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have you...My smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn't face a life without your lightBut all of that was ripped apart...when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not hear.I think I made it very clear.You couldn't hate enough to love.Is that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friend.Then I could hurt you in the end.I never claimed to be a saint...My own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my so
In The Beginning There Was The Void Teeming With Infinite Possibilities Of Which You Are One...
         Why do we keep creating the same reality?   Why do we keep having the same relationships?  Why do we keep getting the same type jobs over and over again?   In this infinite sea of possibilities that exist around us, how come we keep creating the same realities? Isn't it amazing that we have options and potentials that exist but we are unaware of them. Is it possible that were so conditioned to our daily lives, so conditioned to the way we create our lives, that we buy into the idea that we have no control at all.          We have been conditioned to believe the external world is more real the the internal world.   This new model of science is just the opposite.   Quantum mechanics points to the possibility that what happens within us will create what happens outside of us.          Scientific experiments have shown when you observe human brain function with a pet scan or other computer technology and ask the person to look at certain objects. the observer will see certain ar
Work Vs Fun
Mom
sick n fuckin tired of dealing with my parents bullshit relationship they have with eachother... .... I do so much around here for them both and what gratitude to I get for it???? nothing... a big fat zero...I called mom to let her know another bill she was waiting for arrived and to see how much to put on it for payment...well instead of being grateful, i got bitched at..so i say fuck you mom n dad.. go to hell and never come back... wil be so glad when they are both gone Ever since my Sister Ramona showed up my mom has nagged, nit-picked and bitched me to death and I dont understand why????? for years I have been doing things and taking care of things for both my parents and yea I admit i may not be perfect and all but never have I felt or been treated like this.... its like Im not even her son anymore.. I wonder if she is going to feel towards me like she used too when I was her only help around the house.. ???? guess i will find out this friday when my sister leaves...
Something To Think About
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaimingthat he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowdgathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There wasnot a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the mostbeautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud andboasted more loudly about his beautiful heart.Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said "Whyyour heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the youngman looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full ofscars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces putin, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges.In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces weremissing.The people stared - how can he say his heart is more beautiful, theythought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its stateand laughed. "You must be joking," h
Racism
This is going to be competely off the wall but is more truth then you are willing to admit. Muslims hate the Jews, not the other way around. Israel lets the Muslims practice their faith in Israel, work, live and offers the same benefits (inculding medical) to all citizens of Israel. In fact, most Arabs in Israel like things the way they are. How much freedom do Muslims and non-Muslims have in their own countries? Then there is America. We are a nation of immigrants and welcomed those immigrants. Do we have scars? Yes! We totally mistreated the native Americans and the slave trade was a black eye on America but that was in the past. Civil rights has tried to address those issues. If we are good Americans, we are color blind and by MLK statements, we should judge on the basis of content of character and not the color of skin. Are there racist whites, yes and they should be called out for their crimes but it is also just as obvious that there are racist blacks and latinos who are blinded
New Life
I cant wait for the changes to come in my life. I am getting ready to start a new chapter in my life with my wonder husband, my children & my step daughter. I am so happy about everything too. I cant wait to be moving to Georgia here very soon. I have been waiting for someone like him for the while now. I am so happy that FUBAR of all places brung us together. I wasnt looking for anyone to be with but it was like love at 1st sight. I am so happy for this next step in my life. My kids cant wait too. I know they will have fun getting to know everyone & meeting their step sister. I thank god everyday for bring Bradley into my life. He gives new meaning to soul mate. I have never felt a love like this in a very long time. I think god is wanting me to be happy for the 1st time 13 years. I guess I had to go thru hell to meet the one who will go thru my life holding my hand as we grow old. I wont question what I did to have him in my life. Its always best not question when good things happen
Shit I Like Or Think About
50 Things That Girls Should Know About Guys Guys aren’t psychic, mind telling them what you mean? Guys don’t like to be used as pawns in trying to make your friends jealous. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. Better watch out girls. The biggest turn off for guys is to see girls smoking. The biggest turn on for guys are the girls who workout. Girls who don’t want to listen to the truth shouldn’t be asking any questions. Ending a heated conversation with “Fine” or “Whatever” isn’t considered acceptable. If you want sex, just ask. Don’t expect guys to say as many sweet things as they do in the movies. It takes 10 couples to come up with one sweet thing that they put up in the movies. Only models are able to carry off most of the stuff you see in fashion magazines. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get y
Meetups
http://www.meetup.com/indygaming/events/47197222/   This events runs for 3 days, and it's FREE. I'm only going today, I'll be there at noon.
How Many?
How many of you have other pictures on here that you use as your profile picture other than yourself ? I know I have seen alot. Rather it be quotes, flashy pictures or whatever. Just curious?
Seriously
A Shiver At Midnight
Do you love a scary story?  So do I!  Now my book, "A Shiver at Midnight: A Collection of Spine-Tingling Tales" has been released the way it was meant to be! Check it out here! Or visit my web site www.daryljhealey.tk for more information!
" Family "
The only requisites are being of good cheer and company, being a 'friend' and 'fanned' already. " Don't You Want To Join That Number ? ".   As the Dixie Hummingbirds did not use to sing : "Nope. "    You are not joining mine. I am not joining yours. Period. It's only fair. Full stop.  
Top Ten Rejections And Their Meanings...
Kudzu is green, my dog's name is Blue,And I'm so lucky to have a sweet thang like you. Yore hair is like cornsilk, A-flapping in the breeze.Softer than Blue's, And without all them fleas. You move like the bass, Which excite me in May.You ain't got no scales, But I luv you anyway. You're as graceful as okry, Jist a-dancin' in the pan.Yo're as fragrant as SunDrop, Right out of the can. You have all yore teeth, For which I am proud;I hold my head high when we're in a crowd. On special occasions, when you shave yore armpits,Well, I'm in hawg heaven! - I'm plumb outta my wits. And speakin' of wits, You've got plenty fer shore.'Cuz you married me, back in '74. Still them fellers at work, They all want to know,What I did to deserve such a purty, young doe. Like a good roll of duct tape, Yo're there fer yore man,To patch up life's troubles, And stick 'em in the can. Yo're as strong as a four-wheeler, Racin' through the mud,Yet fragile as that sanger, Named Naomi Judd. Yo're as cute
Check Out Mitchell's Lounge
click come and check out mitchell's lounge were the music is always rocking and the people are friendly and the drinks are on the house hope u enjoy your stay  http://fubar.com/lounge/83687                         
Sugardaddy/boyfriend Application
Childhood Cancer
The people who are close to me on here already know whats going on with my goddaughter so I don't plan on going into details of her condition anymore, but she has to head back to the hospital for what the doctors are saying will be an extended period of time.  Her body is not taking the chemo very well.  She is weak, very weak.  The poor girl is all skin and bones and has no desire to even try to eat.  The course of action at this point is to start over and try a different approach to treating this.     Why do children have to suffer?  Why do we have to stand around helpless and watch?  I would give anything...ANYTHING...to trade places with her at this point.      I love you princess, please stay strong for all of us
Crazy Mixed Up Life
So I have not put a blog on here in 3 years. I figure it is about time I update a little. So much has changed in my life. After the fiasco living in Kentucky I moved back to Maine. I had planned on getting my life back on track there and making things better for myself because I knew that I needed it. While I was living there I got to talking to Sweetdreams (Heather) on a more personal level than we had before. As things turned out we had almost NOTHING in common. But, you know what they say, opposites attract. We decided that I should go to Texas to visit and see how things go. Well, I spent almost no time at all in realizing that she is an amazing person. Over the last 3 years we have built a very nice life together. We have had a few ups and downs and some VERY tense situations but we came through them all. We are now engaged to be married on October 13, 2012. I am excited to finally marry this woman that I have come to realize is the greatest thing that will probably ever happen t
Nothing To Say.
Caught this gem in a forum I post in.I'm not, nor have I ever been a Stripper. I prefer being behind a webcam(;But... this just kinda made me go... ''Y'know?...''   Quote of the Day:"Particularly when I was younger, when men I didn’t know would approach me in public -- at a cafe or the gym, for example -- and try and strike up what to me seemed like an innocent conversation, my first instinct was always to be polite. Too often, such “innocent conversations” would end in my turning down a date or simply feeling held hostage, stuck in a conversation I didn’t want to have, feeling as if I had somehow “asked for it” by virtue of my gender. When I started working as a stripper, I learned this was an actual job, not just another chore women are obligated to do. Being sexually available and making men feel good about themselves is work, and I don’t have to do it for free." --Melissa Petro I am pretty tired of the cry of the "Nice Guy"'She says she w

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